LI 5 R.AFIY OF THE UN IVLRSITY or ILLI NOI5 82.3 The person charging this material is re- sponsible for its return to the library from which it was withdrawn on or before the Latest Date stamped below. Theft, mutilation, and underlining of books are reasons for disciplinary action and may result in dismissal from the University. To renew call Telephone Center, 333-8400 UNIVERSITY OF ILLINOIS LIBRARY AT URBANA-CHAMPAIGN OCT 11 » THE WATERDALE NEIGHBOURS. BY THE AUTHOR OF " PAUL MASSIE." " Un tel homme est cinq cents brasses au dessus des royaumes et des duchez : il est luy mesme a soy son empire." Montaigne. IN THREE VOLUMES. VOL. I. LONDON: TINSLEY BROTHERS, 18 CATHERINE ST. STRAND. 1867. [The right of translation and reproduction is reserved.] LONDON : ROBSON AND SON, GREAT NORTHERN PRINTING WORKS, PANCRAS ROAD, N.W. ■J N 8^^ CONTENTS OF VOL. 1. CHAP, PAGB I. The broken Heeo i II. For England 38 III. Tom Berry op Southwark 81 IV. Walter Waeton's Home loi V. "Walter Waeton's Hopes 143 VI. The old Home 158 VII. The old Friend 170 VIII. The old Love 198 IX. And the new 210 X. Tom Berrt leaving Home 248 1^* XI. The Alwyns 275 ^ THE WATERDALE NEIGHBOUES. -^c- CHAPTER I. THE BROKEN HERO. The English tourist wlio stays for even two or three clays at Lucerne is sure to steam up that short arm of the lake-cross which points to Kllssnacht, where, according to fame and clii'onicle and Schiller, William Tell sent the arrow into Gessler's heart. He will probably take a carriage and drive along the road, between vines and apple- trees and beehives, until he reaches the memorial chapel with the daub, like a pub- lic-house sign, outside it, representing the death of the tyrant, and exhibiting, conspi- cuous in the foreground, a floundering sup- voL. I. p. Z THE BROKE?^ HERO. plicating woman, wlioni the guide or diiver is pretty sure to describe as Toll's wife, but whom the tourist, consulting, like all the world now, his Schiller for history, knows to be Armgart, the wife of the imprisoned peasant. Perhaps he is disappointed with the tame, rural, and orchard-like appearance of the quiet little ascending road, with its modest green banks on either side, and thinks it very unlike indeed to the wild ravine full of jagged rocks, avalanche-me- naced and thunder-blasted, which he had learned from Schiller to picture as the Pass of Kiissnacht. So, it may be, he returns straightway to the lake and to Lucerne. But if he still keeps on, leaving Lucerne and Kiissnacht behind, and pursues the ap- ple-bordered road, he will very soon break out upon a charming and, supposing him new to the place, a very unexpected sight. Beneath his feet, as he emerges from the trees, lies the tiny lovely Lake of Zug — so quiet, passionless, and dreamy, that it re- THE BROKEN HERO. O minds him of Grasmere or Killarney, rather than of the waters that lie blue and glow- ing under the fierce white glare of Alpine snows. And, still following the road that now skirts the lake, he sees at last, full in front of him, at the farther end of the pool, and nestling quite down to the edge of the water, a quaint odd-looking old town with glittering spire and red roofs, rather Ger- man than Swiss of aspect, and apparently enjoying a genuine Teutonic sleepiness. Per- haps the town, if one were to enter, would proYO uninviting and dirty, with noisome gutters and abounding in queer smells ; but to those who, like the present writer, haye only gazed from a picturesque distance and neyer entered, it is all charming — a sleep- ing town, so close to the waters of a trans- parent lake that you can hardly distinguish the reflected houses beneath the surface of the pool from the realities above ; and both look equally dreamy and fairy -like and beautiful. 4 THE BROKEN HERO. " JS'ow that is just the place, I thiiik, for some one who really wanted to retire from the world, isn't it ? If I were some disap- pointed man I would go and live just there, and never leave it until I died; and then they should bury me near the edge of the lake." ^^ Yes; but I don't much believe in re- tiring from the world. Why not live in the world, and do some good there ?" ^'But a disappointed man, you know, dearest, or woman, — somebody who really could not bear up, and was broken down !" ^^Why not endeavour to work off his disappointment, or hers, by trying to do some good for somebody?" ^'Yes; but suppose, you practical dear — suppose somebody who had done all the good he could do, or wanted to do, and could do nothing more? A defeated hero, suppose ? Come, that's just it I A broken hero, world-defeated perhaps, with an un- grateful country that would not be saved. THE BROKEN HERO. D let him try liis very best; and at last lie goes away, not angry, you know, but sorrow- fiiFand resigned — and so he lives here ; and he floats over the lake in a boat, and he communes with nature of evenings like this, and he knows nobody, and is alone. I think the idea is delightful. Is not this the very place for him?" Her companion laughed — (we need hardly say that the last speaker was a woman); his laugh was full, genial, manly; and he looked down at her as she stood by his side with a fond, indulgent, admiring expression. He was very proud of her, and delighted in her ; most of all, perhaps, when she talked some romantic feminine sort of nonsense ; for she did not often thus in- dulge, but was usually rather earnest, eager, and, in a certain sense, practical. He was a tall, well-built, fine -looking man, with thick curling hair fast growing gray, — in- deed, quite white in some places, — and closely- clipped gray whiskers. One might b THE BROEEN HEEO. have called him stately, but that there was something about him too genial, good-hu- moured, and friendly, to warrant the cold impressiveness of such a word. Although gray-haired, he was fresh and strong and straight ; a man of fifty, perhaps, who would have looked quite young still, but that his hail' had prematurely lost its colour. His companion was perhaps half his age, and about half his size. She was a beautiful, little, dark -haired, dark -eyed woman, with refined and delicate features and pale com- plexion ; only a faint trace of colour in it here and there, just like the first slight blush of the dawn in a pallid sky, — of which, it need not be explained to any poetic reader, her eyes were the stars. She was exquisitely dressed, — all trailing silk and feathers and chains, and what not, — a charming figure for a drawing-room, or even a table cVhote at the Schweizer Hof, but looking a little odd and out of place on the road by the Lake of Zug. Some women, THE BROKEN HERO. 7 and more especially little women, seem so inseparable from fine clotlies, that one can hardly help thinking they nuist have been literally — not figuratively — born in the purple of glistening silks and phosphores- cent yelvets. Yet this was a strong little woman too, well able to hold her own, and do her work in the world; and her hus- band and she had had no carriage from the steamer's pier at Xlissnacht, but had walked thus far, and meant to walk back again. ^'Perhaps somebody is looking down on our own little lake at home, Myra," said the husband, ^'and fancying it just the place for a broken hero's retirement; and yet we are not quite lonely there, nor very dejected, nor out of work ; and we don't creep into bushes there to groan and die." '^I^o; but it has not the lonely, placid look of this, somehow. I always associate our lake and all about it with our work, which I love, and our constant duties and 8 THE BROKEN HERO. occupations, and life seems all energy to me there. Here it seems all repose and doing nothing — only, I suppose, because the place is strange to me. Of course, I could not imagine my broken hero at Lucerne — he might as well be found in Eegent-street. But I do delight in the idea of imagining him here; and I shall always pictiu^e him to my mind as a solitary figure somewhere on the bank of this dear little lake. When I get home I will paint him some day in water-colours and send him to the Exhibi- tion — where, I daresay they will never let him in. JSTo matter ; I will paint him — if I haye time." ^'Dear little Myra, I fear your round of parish work has sadly eaten up your time for art. Sometimes I think it a pity." ^' Then pray don't think it so any more," she said, looking eagerly up at him. '' I love my round of parish work — I delight in having my duties, as you have yours. What do I want with painting, or care about it — THE BROKEN HERO. 9 except now and then as an amusement ? All tliat sort of thing is nonsense, and I hope I have thrown my nonsense away." Her husband almost sighed ; and looked down at her with a tender expression of something like compassion as well as love. ^^The nonsense is the brightest part of life, most women think," he said ; ^^ but you are not like other women, dearest — happily for me." She pressed his arm gratefully. " But, now, of your world-defeated hero — your Columbus who has come back with- out finding America — your Garibaldi who has not entered Naples ; and who is to live and die here. What is he to be like ? Like me, for instance ?" She laughed merrily. "0 no, dear : you are too strong and energetic and clever. He must be darker, and paler, and perhaps — " She stopped, a little confused. 10 THE BEOKEN HEEO. ^^Ancl a good deal younger, lassie? "Why not ? All the better too, to give the picture value as a fable. A man must be still young to be tragical and disappointed and moody. Your defeated hero, were he my age, would be too conscious of the value of time to waste any in lonely regrets. He would be attempting something else straight- way. But your picture will be consistent with truth and nature. Your defeated hero will meditate and perhaps lament here for a season or so, and then, trust me, he will take to the world and work again — -and he will win next time." '' He will — indeed he will !" said she, looking earnestly up, as if they had been talking of some real being. Her husband laughed, a happy, loving laugh. '^ If you become so seriously interested in the fortunes of our hero — your hero, I should rather say — I shall be growing jeal- ous of him presently. Eut I promise you THE EROKEN HERO. 11 I'll hold you to your word : I'll find time for you to paint this picture." " 0, I can do it if you will help me, and make time for me, and keep me up to it. But who's to sit for the hero ? I don't know of anyone in our place who bears the slightest resemblance to such a creature." '' IS'o, neither do I. Our people are for the most part only oatmeal and rye, and such other homely, useful growths : not flowers — passion-flowers especially. I am more fortunate than you, Myra — or should be, if I were an artist. If / want to paint a beautiful heroine I have not far to look." ^' Flatterer !" She smiled delightedly as she looked up, knowing that from him there came no flattery, but only the pure and simple truth. They remained silent a moment. Sud- denly a plash of the water attracted the attention of the husband, and he looked on the lake, then said in a low tone, "See, 12 THE BROKEN HERO. Myra, here comes your broken hero. Here he is in his own proper person." For a boat had been slowly approaching the shore, nnperceived hitherto by our pair while they talked. A man was lazily pro- pelling it with his pair of oars. ''He is an Englishman," said Myra's husband in an undertone. Myra's husband had been an Oxford man, and rowed well in his day; and always in late years made a point of seeing the great annual race on the Thames; and he knew an English- man's touch at an oar by sight, however lazily it might suit the Englishman's hu- mour to pull. The new-comer ran his boat in upon the shore, then got out, doing everything slowly and rather listlessly, and pulled it up safe from the water. Then he arranged the oars in it, and came up the bank, until he stood on the road close to our English j)air. He was a tall, broad-shouldered, slightly-stoop- ing man, with dark full beard and mous- THE BROKEN HEEO. 13 taclie, eyes not so dark as the colour of his beard and his complexion might lead one to cxpectj and sqnare forehead with thick wavy hair. A young man he seemed to the Eey. Dr. Alwyn, our friend, who now looked at him; almost an elderly sort of per- son to Dr. Alwyn's young wife. He was probably not much inside forty years of age; but there was a certain wasted look about his face which might have suggested to a worldly-wise observer that youth's chymic treasure had perhaps been spent be- times. To any eye, however careless, he was a remarkable figure. Dr. Alwyn took his measure, or believed heMid, in a moment. " Odd," he thought — ^' poor, per- haps : but a gentleman." Myra surveyed him with equal interest, but under her eyes. She was disappointed. ^'Not at all my broken hero," she said to herself; ^^yet there's something of a broken and defeated look about him, too." ^' Good -evening, sir," said Dr. Alwyn, 14 THE BROKEN HERO. at once addressing the stranger jfrankly, as if they ought to be friends. " An English- man, I know ! I saw it at a glance, by the way you handled the oars." The stranger took off his hat to the lady, showing a brown, muscular hand as he did so ; and showing too — what might have been a good deal more surprising — that the sight of a lady embarrassed him. He looked away from her to her husband, and appeared to warm a little at the sight of that genial and manly face. ^^Yes," he said, in slow and somewhat embarrassed tones, ''an Englishman. I sup- pose we are easily recognised anywhere." "And a north -of- England man, too!" said the Doctor joyously. The stranger looked surprised. ''Yes, indeed, a north- of-England man," he replied. " Ah, I knew it in a moment. I knew your country by observing the touch of your hand — your county, I may venture to say, THE BROKEN HERO. 15 by the sound of your voice. I am a north- of-England man myself, and whatever they may say of us in the south, I always hold that we are the friendliest of all English- men — at least to each other. I am glad to hear the tones of a northern voice." ^' And so am I — indeed I am I" replied the stranger, with a sort of sudden burst of heartiness, which called into play a sweet- ness and geniality of expression about the lips one would hardly at first have expected to see, but which, as he happened just that moment to meet Myra's dark eyes, kept studiously devoid as they were of all ex- pression of interest or emotion, as suddenly subsided, and, after a moment of embarrass- ment, left him again grave as before. To say the truth, she was uneasily considering what the stranger, if he should prove to be a gentleman, might be thinking of her hus- band's impulsive friendliness, and was per- haps determined that she at least should not be supposed capable of any participation in 16 THE BROKEN HERO. it. So she regarded the new-comer with calm eyes of the best-bred impassiveness. The latter crossed to the Doctor's side, and, as our pair were beginning to resume their walk, he walked along with them towards the little town at the head of the lake. He and the Doctor at all events were friends already. ^^ Yes," continued the stranger, ''I am glad to hear a voice that reminds me of the north. The fact is, I have been out of Eng- land for many years. I have been in Australia, digging and sheep-farming, and I don't know what else. But I come from the north — from Cumberland, in fact." ^' I knew it !" said the Doctor triumph- antly. — '^ I knew it, Myra dear I" and he thus dragged his wife into the conversa- tion. "Yes, dear," she demurely answered; and would not be dragged any farther. " There have been plenty of changes in the north during the last few years," the THE BROKEN HERO. 17 Doctor continued. '^You will find a good deal to wonder at wlien you go back, if you are going back." '' Yes, I am going back — soon, too ; but I don't expect to find mucli change in the little out-of-the-way place where I used to live, and mean to live again — if I can stand it. There cannot be much change in hills and water." " Nay, railways and tunnels and steam- ers make a sad change, as you probably will find. We live close to a lake — not one of the show-lakes, though, — and we are every day expecting to find the hills behind us pierced with a tunnel, and a service of steamers plying on the lake, and shoals of visitors pouring in just as at "Windermere, or there behind us at Lucerne. My wife is unhappy at the prospect. I can't say that I am, much. I am fond of nature, but I don't want her all to myself; and I like humanity very well." ^' I am going to live, or try to live, near VOL. I. c 18 THE BROKEN" HERO. a lake, too ; but I hope I shall not find it too much in the clutches of humanity. It used not to be so. I have been staying here in the little town below for a few days, just because it reminded me of the old place, and is as quiet and lonely sometimes — when the steamers do not happen to be coming and going — as the old place used to be." '' ]^ow, this is odd," Dr. Alwyn said. ^' It is not five minutes since I was think- ing how much this lake is like our lake at home — only that ours is smaller. I was say- ing so to my wife. — Was I not, Myra? — May I ask the name of the place you are going to live in ?" The stranger mentioned a district and a little lake in the borderland somewhere of Cumberland and Lancashire. Xot one of the show-lakes, indeed, as Dr. Alwyn had obseryed. It is hardly mentioned in any guide - book. Flights of strangers swoop over it and around it, and hardly ever alight on it — hardly ever rest even a moment on THE BROKEN HERO. 19 its banks. The Doctor was deliglited to hear the name — it was Waterdale ; it was his lake. ^^Here is, indeed, a coincidence!" he ex- claimed. ^^ That's our lake. Somehow I ex- pected it the moment you spoke of Cumber- land and a lake. "We are to be neighbours, then. Let me introduce myself, politely now, if I can, as I have done it practically and unceremoniously already. My name is Alwyn — Dr. Alwyn — and I am Eector of Waterdale.'' The stranger bowed, and reciprocated the confidence. ^'My name is Lennon — Ealph Lennon." "Lennon — Lennon!" thought the Doc- tor. '^ Surely I know something about that name!" But he did not embarrass his new friend by a pause, as if he were studying the name ; only at once expressed in friendly terms a hope that they might meet before long in Cumberland, and be good neigh- bour's. Mr. Lennon stole now and then a glance 20 THE BROKEN HERO. at M}Ta, who walked along, calm, graceM, and silent. When they came near the little town, Lennon made a desperate effort to overcome shyness, and invited Dr. Alwyn to rest for a while at the small hotel where he lodged. " I have been staying there with a young Frenchman — a Mend," he said; '^but my friend is away, just now, up Pilatus, or at the Griitli, or somewhere. The lady. Miss Alwyn, must feel tired ; and your way back is long. I can get you a carriage." "0, we are stout walkers," Dr. Alwyn replied, ^' and don't mind the distance at all." His wife had given his arm an eager admonition that they must not accept the invitation. ^'But I ought to have intro- duced to you, Mr. Lennon, not Miss Alwyn — for there is none such, indeed — but Mrs. Alwyn, my wife." Lennon' s confusion at this little incident was great. He had naturally enough taken Myra for the Doctor's daughter, and had THE BROKEN HERO. 21 not noticed or micIerstood|the Doctor's fre- quent references to her as his wife. Indeed, his embarrassment was so great that he was glad to get away from his new friends — or friend — and escape to his hotel. But the Doctor, who was only amused at the mis- take, did not allow him to go without some exchange of friendly words, and hopes to meet again. The two men shook hands on parting. Lennon looked doubtingly at Myra ; she settled the question by bowing gracefully. He raised his hat and went his way. ^^ What a strange coincidence," observed Dr. Alwyn to his wife, as they returned, ^' that we should both come from the same place, and meet by chance just here !" '' Life is all strange coincidences," said the lady sententiously. "The unforeseen always comes to pass, according to somebody —Disraeli, I think." " What of your picture now, Myra ? Will he do for your broken hero ?" 22 THE BEOEIEN HERO. '^He? Who? Disraeli?" " Nonsense ! I meanLennon — our friend yonder." '' Hero ? K'o ; I tliink he is more like a goose." ^'Come, now, I don't think so at all. I see a good deal of the falcon or the eagle in him. But I cannot recollect what it is that I know of the name Lennon. It seems familiar to me." '' I think I know," said Mjra, '^ The large old house down in the hollow — across the bridge, you remember — the house that poor Mrs. Granger had for a season or two, and that has lately been unoccupied — that belonged, or belongs, I have always heard, to somebody named Lennon." ^' So it does, indeed. Of course, that is it. The owner died before I came to the parish, and this is his son. I think I have heard something of him, too ; and some- thing peculiar. If I am not much mistaken, his college course was rather a queer one, THE BROKEN HERO. 23 and ended very abruptly. Do yon know, Myra, I shonld not be at all surprised if lie were to turn out a broken liero quite of your style ?" '^ no ; not at all in my style. I don't think him in the least like tlie thing. What happened to him in college ?" Dr. Alwyn did not remember the whole affair clearly enough, and was not suJSici- ently sure of his man to enter into any par- ticulars, which might only be spreading an unfounded story against an individual repu- tation. But he had a vague impression that Lennon had been expelled from his University for some wild act of rebellion against constituted theology. ^N'othing more was said at that time, as our pair walked back to Klissnacht. The evening was beautiful, and some light rain which had fallen an hour or two before lent a wonderful freshness to the air and the foliage. Every stone was the sunny resting-place of a basking insect ; every tuft 24 THE BROKEN HERO. of grass sparkled with butterflies and dragon- flieSj and other bright -winged creatures. The bells of the cows tinkled pleasantly everywhere ; and all the sights and sounds of the evening were cheery, gracious, melo- dious. Dr. Alwyn and his wife were both botanists, and they paused many a time on their walk to study and delight over some wonderful leaf, or to hail as a dear and familiar old acquaintance some plant which was a common sight to them in their own English home. They enjoyed their evening, and were very happy. They had been little more than a twelvemonth married, and life was yet a honeymoon to both. The differ- ence in their years seemed in no way to divide them — indeed, the husband's boyish heart and unworn nature made him some- times seem the junior of his wife. They had enjoyed the evening so much that both were sorry, without saying so, when the steamer at last brought them under the black shadows of Pilatus, and so up to the THE BROKEN HERO. 25 quay at Lucerne and tlie dining-table of the Schweizer Hof. A day or two passed away without inci- dent. They sailed or steamed on the lake, and they rambled over the old bridges and studied the Dance of Death, and they mounted the Eigi, no doubt, and fell in with the usual mist, which is the one original sin of that Paradise of Cockneys and Frenchwomen. One day they returned to the hotel quite too late for the table dliote^ and therefore ordered dinner for themselves. While they were waiting, two gentlemen entered, like- wise belated and in need of dinner. One was a fresh -complexioned, black -haired, pigeon-breasted, handsome young French- man, with moustache saucily waxed and pointed, and eyes that twinkled like drops of liquified jet. The other was Ealph Lennon, listless and unimpulsive as before. Dr. Alwyn went up to him, and a friendly conversation took place out of earshot of Myra. Then they all came up to the table 26 THE BROKEN HEEO. where she sat, and Lennon's young French- man was introduced in due form. He was a Parisian, a member of the Jockey Club, and somewhat of a swell, travelling for his pleasure. He spoke English with great fluency and vivacity. ^^ Madame has made the ascension of the Eigi ?" He at once devoted himself exclusively to madame. '^ yes ; it was delightful." '' Ah, true — yes, indeed ! Eut little — tame ; no danger ! I have made all the ascensions — yes, all ! It is my passion ! "What would you have ? Lion-hunting and the ascensions of the mountains ! I live for those. My friend here will not ascend the mountains ; but he has hunted the lion with me in Algeria." "You will be killed some day," said Mrs. Alwyn, " and your life will be thrown away for nothing." "Not improbable. But what matter? THE BKOEEN HEEO. 27 One must die. "Wliat lives a man for — a man like me or my friend there ? Monsieur yoiu' husband — ah, well, he has something to live for !" and the gallant Frenchman darted bold glances upon madame. It was proposed that they should ^^ join tables," and they did ; and the dinner passed off very pleasantly. It came out in the course of conversation that Lennon and liis travelling companion had been friends years ago, in London and in Paris, and that they had lately met after long separation in Algeria; and after spending a few weeks together they had agreed to go into Switzer- land before Lennon's return to England. Lennon had come from Australia, over- land, as far as Egypt, and there stayed for a little, and thence found his way to Algeria. ^^You don't ascend mountains?" said Dr. Alwyn casually to Lennon. '' ^0 ; I don't. I don't see the good of it. I am far too lazy. Life is not long enough, or easy enough, to allow any super- 28 THE BEOKEN HERO. fluous trouble. Besides, I like fine views, and nobody can see anytliing from the top of a mountain." '^ But the strange vegetation?" ^^ Ah, true ; but I don't care about strange vegetation." ^^ You are not a botanist, tlien ?" '^ dear no ! a scientific botanist — not the least — and I don't want to be." '^ Why not ?" asked Myra, almost sharply. ^^ Because I am such a lover of nature that I don't care to spend my time potter- ing over the bricks of her temple when I can look at the whole structure, or so much as my eye can reach, all at once." ^' But, Mr. Lennon," broke in Dr. Alwyn, ^' do you forget the wonderful beauty in every fibre of a fern-leaf — the marvellous adaptability, the subtle mechanism?" ^' They tell me, too, that there is won- derful beauty and adaptability and me- chanism in the tiniest human bone. But THE BROKEN HERO. 29 I prefer admiring Canova's Yeniis or Thor- waldsen's Night to studying a scrap of a rib- bone." ^^ Ilhistration is sophistry coloured," said Dr. Alwyn, laughing. " My friend is a true heretic," said the Frenchman, who knew no more about bo- tany than he did about the Philosophy of the Conditioned. '^ I adore nature — I — in the small as well as in the large. The eye of beauty is worth studying, is it not?" And he gazed at Myra markedly, in order that she might understand he was paying her a double compliment ; first, by standing up for botany because it was her study, and next, by talking of the eye of beauty, which of course was her eye. Myra saw quite through his nonsense, and did not care in the least about it, being neither flattered nor ofi'ended, but liking his good- natured expression and the almost childlike simplicity of his open admiration. But she began to think there was something in Len- 30 THE BEOKEN HERO. non. His contradictions piqued her, and his manner puzzled her. '^ ISTot caring for botany," she said, gaz- ing at him so fully that he looked away, '' you will miss a great happiness when you go to Cumberland, to your home. Do you call it your home ?" " No, Mrs. Alwyn. If it likes me and I like it, then it shall be my home. But I don't see that because a man was bom in a place it has any claim to call itself his home. Perhaps it was only his stepmother, and stony-hearted. I am fond of its me- mory though, and I daresay it will disap- point me. But I don't go there to study botany or anything else." ^' You go there to live among your friends and be happy, no doubt ?" ^^ IS'o ; pardon me, I really don't. I haye no friends there that I know of, and I don't think of being happy." " Then — may one ask the question ? — what do you go there for ?" THE BROKEN HERO. 31 ^' I think, on tlie whole, I go there — to sleep." General laughter followed this declara- tion. Lennon alone remained perfectly se- rious, as one who has made a calm and practical statement of fact. ^' I do assure you," he said, ''it is in some part true. I am tired of working and going about, and making money and losing it and spending it; I am tired of being excited about nothing; and I am tired of being disappointed. I haye come to the conclusion that the one duty of life which man most neglects is the duty to sleep. We don*t any of us sleep half enough. We can't sleep in Australia : every one is too robust and energetic and active. You can't sleep in Africa, because of the heat and the flies. I have not been much in Asia: I daresay Damascus is a good sleepy place; but I have lately thought of my old home among the mountains, and there I mean to sleep away some years of my life, if I can." 32 THE BEOKEN HEEO. '' That yon can't," Dr. Alwyn declared. "Not near ns — not if I know it. WeUl waken yon np, never fear, and set yon working at something. I am snre yon are a wonderfally energetic fellow, for all yonr paradoxes." " Yon mnst not frighten him," said the Frenchman, " or he will beat in retreat back to his deserts and his bnshes and his sheeps in Anstralia again. / am coming over to see him soon, when he is ranged and settled. I will show yon how to manage him, if madame shall not have divined the secret long before." " I shonld so mnch like to see Ans- tralia," Mrs. Alwyn observed. " I have always longed to see the Sonthern Cross." " It wonld disappoint yon," Lennon answered. "Onr own Orion is incompara- bly more splendid." " Yon love astronomy?" '^ "No, not at all; bnt I love Orion. If I do not sleep all my antumn nights away THE BROKEN HERO. 33 in Cumberland, it will be Orion alone that can keep me awake. He is in the skies what Shakespeare is in literature — inex- haustible, and never to be admired enough." ^^ I hiow that you are a botanist and an astronomer, as well as a reader," Mrs. Alwyn said. '^ And I am convinced you are a worker," added her husband. '^ Thanks for your good opinion. If I were vain, or wise perhaps, I ought to return to Australia, and then you would always believe that Cumberland had lost a good son. See ! there is Orion. Let us look at him." They opened the window, and went on the balcony. It was a glorious sight. The lake and the heavens — which was the finer ? Our French friend cared not a rush for either, but stood near Mrs. Alwyn and paid her pretty compliments. The party soon broke up, all hoping to meet again. VOL. I. D 34 THE BROKEN HERO. Lennon and his friend walked by the lake and smoked, at first in silence. '^ But she is charming !" the Frenchman broke out. '' Who is charming?" '' Who ? — as if you did not know I Ah, coquiji ! Who but madame, the wife of the venerable yonder ? What — yes ! I should like to be near her for ever. And you are going to live near her — happy Briton that you are ! But the husband — ah !" and he shrugged his shoulders. ^' Don't, Theodore; don't, like a good fellow," said his companion. ^' Don't what?" ^^ Go on in that silly way. I hate that sort of rubbish. The cant of virtue is bad ; but I do think the cant of vice is a great deal worse. What right have you and I to go on making ourselves out scoundrels, when we are not so ? I am for a man being openly what he is — carrying his heart upon his sleeve, if you like." THE BROKEN HERO. 35 " Yes, I know ; it is your Shakespeare's phrase." ^' And so if we were scoundrels, I should be for our talking scoundrel talk ; and then, at all events, our neighbours might keep out of our way. But we are not." ''But, my good fiiend, scoundrels be- cause we admire a pretty woman?" ''^N'o, not because we admire her; but talking as you did just now, or hinting or suggesting what you don't mean — for you are an honest and manly fellow as ever stepped, and can't help your confounded French way of never looking at a woman without affecting the Eichelieu or Lauzun — I detest it ; and it doesn't suit our English married women at all. They are quite ac- customed to be friendly with men without supposing that the men are all the time contemplating the possibility of seducing them." '' But, allons done I Who ever said any- thing like that of our pretty madame above ?" 36 THE BROKEN HERO. ^'Yoii did not say it exactly; but yon began the kind of talk that leads to it and hints at it." '-' Well, pardon then." Theodore was a thoroughly good-humoured fellow, always ready to make allowance for what he might perchance consider his friend's eccentric insular ways. ^^ I did not mean anything. But you are going to liye near her, that is certain ; and she is pretty ; and pardon again if I whisper that Monsieur the Ee- verend is not quite so young as madame his wife." ^^ He struck me as being a very fine fellow. I daresay he would make a gallant figure in a lion-hunt, Theodore. If I were a woman, I think he would attract me ten times more than fellows like you or me." Theodore laughed merrily. ^' Thousand thanks for the compliment ! I am happy of it that you are not a woman. I am sure I neyer should be enamoured of you, if you were. I like you much better as a THE BROKEN HERO. 37 good-Iiearted surly Jolm Bull, that can bark, but does not bite — liis friends at least." The two smoked and walked and talked until a rather late hour. They were leay- ing Lucerne in the morning, and, despite Lennon's love for sleep, they were up almost immediately after dawn. Their rooms were high up aloft; and as they were hurrying downstairs Theodore paused mysteriously outside a bedroom-door on the fii'st-floor, and touched his friend on the arm. ^' That is her room," he whispered. ^' She sleeps there." ^' Indeed, " calmly rejoined Lennon. ^'Kiss the consecrated threshold." " Bah ! You are a mere Briton. You have no soul." "^N'o, but I have a stomach; and break- fast is waiting." In half an hour they were on their way across the mountains. CHAPTEE II. FOE ENGLAND. Through the horrid gloom of pines — the adjective comes in here in the classic, not the cockney sense — over little wooden bridges, flung across gorges where the far torrent thundered below ; along narrow paths, where jnst the one mule clinging close to the edge of the precipice might walk; now in a pass so closely set in by the mountains that one seemed to be in the lowest deep of a profound valley, and yet was high up the shoulder of some Alpine giant; now seeing nothing but mist and blackness; now suddenly dazzled by the snowy glare of a summit flashing on the view; hearing no sound but the hollow roar of the pines and the tinkle of the FOR ENGLAND. 39 kine- bells, and more rarely the crack of the muleteer's whip, — thus, at the close of a day that had made glorious promise to break it in rain and murkiness, Ealph Lennon trudged along alone. He had parted from his French companion. From Lucerne they had straggled about — now here, now there — until they reached Cha- mounix; and there the Frenchman, who had already made six ascents of Mont Blanc, fell in with a party of men he knew, who were about to go up, and so resolved to haye a seventh ascent to talk of. Lennon made up his mind at once to cross the mountains to Martigny, walking through the famous path of the Tete IN^oire, where only pedestrians and mules can go. At Martigny he would take the train for Lausanne, and thence on to Geneva; and so to Paris, and home. He was glad to be alone for a few hours. He had had enough of companionship for the present ; so he saw his companion and 40 FOR ENGLAND. party a little on their way, rejected all in- vitations to go up even as far as the Grands Mulets ; and then set out upon the solitary journey which was to have its termination on the Lancashire border of Cumberland. Lennon was well made up for a moun- tain tramj). He carried only a few things in a light knapsack, and he had a good stout stick — no fancy alpenstock branded with a litany of all the hills and passes and peaks in Switzerland. The morning was beau- tiful ; and by the time he had got well up among the mountains his heart and spirits mounted too, and he felt light almost as a boy. The solitude was delightful to him, after the incessant bustle and rattle and change of hotels, and the unresting energy of preparation which is Chamounix's spe- cial characteristic. Lennon was as nearly a genuine lover of solitude as perhaps any man can sincerely be ; that is to say, he en- joyed only the society of the few whom he really liked, and could call his friends. He FOE ENGLAND. 41 could have wished never to leave the side of one he loved, if such one there now were ; but he did not like ordinary society. He was not fond of talking to people in general. The excuse he made to any who chajffed him for his silence was, that unless to people he liked he had nothing to say ; and unless from people he liked he did not want to hear anything. He could travel for a whole day in a railway carriage and never utter one word to any of his fellow -voyagers. He journeyed once a day and a night in a German schnellzug alone with one other man, and never spoke a word to him ; and when accosted by him shook his head, as if to signify that he did not understand, and so escaped conversation. He had often ac- knowledged that he enjoyed travelling in foreign countries especially because it af- forded him a reason for not talking to strangers. If he did not understand the language, he could not talk; and even if he did understand it, his resolute silence 42 FOR ENGLAND. made people believe that lie did not un- derstand, and so relieved him from the imgracious appearance of being pnrposely silent. Yet he was neither ungenial nor prond nor dull ; only reserved, shy, and with strangers difficult of speech. Lennon had been in Switzerland once before, and had crossed this path of the Tete ^Noire. Perhaps the memory of that time was one reason why he wished now to retread the way alone. Then he was a col- lege youth, revelling in the delights of a long holiday, and with all the world of scenery, and books, and companionship, and adventure, and passion opening on him ; now he trod the same path, a disappointed and, to some extent, a perverted man. Fate and his own fault had dealt somewhat heav- ily with him. K'early all the lights which were beginning to flame up in the sky of his life when first he climbed this mountain path had gone out, one after the other. Only the love of nature and the love of books FOR ENGLAND. 43 still remained clear and bright — not to be extinguished. '' Friendship soon passed me like a ship at sea," is one of the fine lines of a poem which once promised greatness. Friendship had treated Lennon even worse than this. It was a ship which ran him down at sea when all seemed fair, and left him a wreck. Passion only led him to dis- appointment, and something like despair. Then he raged for a while foolishly against the world, and men and women, and cus- toms and creeds, and even, it may be, against Providence itself. And he flung his youth away ; and being designed for the Chiu'ch, he distinguished himself by so- cial lawlessness and theological rebellion, and was made an outlaw in the Tuiiversity sense. Then his fond and proud old father, who had made his money in trade, and longed to have his son a pillar of the Church, stormed against him, and flung him some money, and bade him go to the diggings, and use his hulking limbs in 44 FOE ENGLAND. grubbing for gold; and Lennon went to Australia, and never saw his father again. His mother he had never seen. His birth (he was the only child) was her death. He ought to have devoted his life to replacing, so far as he could, the loss he had brought on his father; and his father died in the presence of strangers, his only son an exile, indeed an outcast. After Lennon' s departure his father threw all away. Of the money he had made not one stiver remained at his death. The old house in Cumberland where he had lived as a boy was the only scrap of pro- perty which his father's sudden death, in- testate, bequeathed to his son. This was almost the only compensating consideration to Ealph Lennon — at least he did not profit by the death of the father to whom he had been so useless and disappointing a child. Strangely enough, too, all he touched in Australia prospered with him. If he rented a few yards of river sand, gold straightway FOR ENGLAND. 45 sparkled there. His speculations, generally made blindly, and for the mere sake of ex- citement, conquered the most tremendous odds, the most adverse chances, and suc- ceeded. Twice he was swindled out of all he had by dishonest partners ; but he made new combinations and experiments, and he became rich again. All this time he could not make up his mind to humble himself, and beg to be allowed to go to his father's house. He remained, always expecting a loving message and a summons. At last a message came, and a summons : his father was dead. Then Lennon's heart was smitten. The change which whitens a young man's hau^s in a single night was not greater than that which fell upon him there in Australia. En- mity, rancour, suspicion, bitterness, dropped away from him, stricken by a sacred touch. He gave up money-making, and resolved to go home. If he could do any good in life by means of the money he had made, he would 46 FOR ENGLAND. do it somewhere at home, near his father's grave. He did not hurry home. There was nothing to hasten for. Perhaps, drawing nearer, he more and more felt inclined to shrink back and linger. At last he seized resolution by the haii', and said, '' I will de- lay no longer ; I will go at once." So, having wandered thus a little off the direct track of our story, we come up with Ealph Lennon in the Pass of the Tete JSToire. He had been wandering not a little, and not rarely, from the path, l^ow he scrambled up on this side to gather a mountain flower; now he descended deep among the solemn pines to have a better view of some torrent, the voice whereof, raving in the depths be- low, had caught his ear and fascinated him. Many times there came into his mind that wonderful line of Goethe's, perhaps the most perfect picture in little to be found in mo- dern poetry, ^^Es stiirzt der Pels und liber ihn die Plut," — a line exhaustive and com- FOR ENGLAND. 47 plete in its description of an Alpine pass, where it simply seems that the rocks have been suspended in the act of falling, and the flood, not to be stayed, rushes wildly over them. But the clouds soon began to gather heavily and ominously round the mountains ; and soon, look where one might, he could see no peak of snow appearing. Gradually one could see little but the path before him and the pines on either side. Then the rain came down in torrents, and continued re- morselessly. Lennon cared little about it; he had camped out during many a rainy season in Australia ; and so he tramped along, regarding the complete change which the downpour and the steaming mist pro- duced in the landscape as a new, unex- pected, and charming transformation. He was getting wet to the skin ; but that mat- tered little, because he meant to walk on to Martigny, and there would be jD^cnty of time for the day and himself to become 48 FOR ENGLAND. perfectly dry before he readied the little town imbedded in the valley of tlie Ebone. From Cbamounix to Martigny, most readers are well aware, is a good day's walk, and Len- non was not yet balf-way to bis journey's end. Presently be beard voices on before bim. He was not very glad of tbis, altbongb be did not know tbat tbe fact conld bave any direct concern for bim. But be became still less pleased wben be beard English spoken. A little way ahead of bim be saw a mnle drawn np close to tbe side of tbe acclivity and under some pine-trees, appa- rently tbat its rider might bave such slight shelter as the branches could give. There were two or three people be could see in the group which thus halted ; they bad their backs turned to him. A lady sat on the mule ; and by her figure, and tbe sj^lendid mass of dark hair he could see under her hat, be knew at a glance tbat she was Mrs. Alwyn. Her husband and a guide were with her. FOR ENGLAND. 49 There was notliing surprising in tlie meeting. People who are making a tour of Switzerland at the same time are always encountering each other in this way. Go where you will, you meet the same groups. But Lennon was not glad to see his new friends here. Dr. Alwyn he liked ; but his first sensation on meeting a man he did not thoroughly Imow was always one of reluct- ance and discomfort. That first sensation over, it may be that he would enjoy the meeting very well afterwards. But inter- course with strangers, however agreeable he might expect them to prove, was always to Lennon like a cold bath. Let it prove ever so healthy and pleasant afterwards, be con- vinced as one may that it will prove healthy and pleasant, yet the first plunge is always a disagreeable performance. Besides, Lennon did not much lilce Mrs. Alwyn. He thought her a mere fine lady, which indeed she was not; and he hated fine ladies. Then again, she just turned VOL. I. E 50 FOR ENGLAND. her head as he came near, and saw him; and he saw that her figure shrank together, slightly but perceptibly, as if she would gladly have avoided being seen by him. So she would too, at the time, if it were possible; but not from any unkindly feel- ing — only for the woman's reason that she felt herself in an awkward and perhaps ridiculous position. She was perched on the back of a high mule, having a port- manteau strapped behind her; and her hat and her clothes were very wet, and her hair was wet, and her feathers were as draggled as the plumage of a drowned crow. So for one instant she physically shrank at the idea of being caught in this pickle ; and she said to her husband in a low tone, which sounded like a mild protest against perverse fate, "0, my dear — Mr. Lennon !" Dr. Alwyn was very glad of the meet- ing, and hailed Lennon cheerily. ''So we were destined not to part quite so soon, Mr. Lennon ! Yery glad to meet FOR ENGLAND. 51 you even here — under such disastrous cir- cumstances. You come from Chamounix, of course ? So do we. How odd that we did not see you there ! And you were going on to Martigny ? So were we ; my wife riding, I walking ; and very pleasant it was until this downpour came on. Is it ever going to get fine ? The guide does not think it will change before sunset, and he advises us to stay at the hotel halfway, a little farther on." '^ yes, dear ; we must stay. — Don't you tliink we had better, Mr. Lennon?" "Yes; I think you had much better," said Lennon, giving what he considered per- fectly honest advice, but at the same time hoping that he might be allowed to pursue his journey alone. " Are you bent on going on ?" asked Dr. Alwyn. "Well, yes ; I think so. The rain can't hui't me much. Indeed, I am used to even worse rain than this." UNIVERSITY ILLINOIS LIBI 52 rOR ENGLAND. ^'It couldn't linrt me either," said tlie stout Doctor ; ^' but Myra is tired, I know — tired of jolting on tliat old mule ; and she is getting wet." ^'Yes, dear; but I don't mind that — only the few things I have in the portman- teau will be quite soaked through if they get much more rain — and what am I to do then? We haye nothing else nearer than Geneva." ^' Quite true," said the Doctor; ^' we'll stay ; it is much better." He would have preferred going on ; partly out of the natural restlessness of men, who like to push on without stopping to the end of every journey, and get it done ; and partly, too, because a stout tramp over the mountain, with Lennon to talk to, would have been pleasant to him. Dr. Al^yn dearly and fondly loved his young wife, and she was much attached to him ; but then she was only half his age, and he was full of robust, virile, almost rough energy; and FOE ENGLAND. 53 he liked to talk of college times and ways — and, in short, the pair were not bound by that very rare supreme union of soul and natiu'e which makes two people perpetually happy in the society of each other, and in that alone. Dr. Alwyn just now would have liked a few hours of the companionship of a man who was not the guide. But his wife's decided wishes, and the hint about the condition of literally nothing to wear to which much more rain might reduce her, were quite enough for him, and he ruled that the night should be spent in the seclu- sion of the auherge at the Tete Noire. It was not much farther on, and Lennon and the guide alike recommended pushing for it. But the portmanteau? Lennon recommended leaving the mule and the portmanteau with the guide, in such shelter as could be had, while madame and her husband walked on to the auherge, from which they could send back people with plenty of coverings to screen the portman- 54 FOR ENGLAND. teau from the heaviest rain. That would be better for Mrs. Alwyn than waiting there in the cold and wet, motionless. But Mrs. Alwyn was very tired, and in fact was too wet to get off the mule and drag her clogged and heavy silks and velvets along the road. Then Lennon urged that they should all go on, braving all dangers, and letting the rain do its worst. There really was nothing better — ^nothing else, in fact — to do. The rain did not appear likely to cease for hours. So Mrs. Alwyn made up her mind and switched her mule, and they all set off. Soon they became a merry party, and made fun of their meeting and their misadven- tures. Nothing makes people so friendly as a common drenching in a strange place. By the time they had reached the little hotel, Lennon had so completely thawed that he declared he would go no farther that night, and his companions were both glad of his decision. They dined together, and were very FOR ENGLAND. 55 pleasant. The calamity she dreaded had fallen on Mrs. Alwyn. Every stitch her portmanteau contained was thoroughly drenched, and she had to come to dinner in a cotton dress and an astonishingly frilled and trimmed white jupon, belonging to the landlady of the house, and obligingly offered as a loan for the occasion. And very pretty she looked, although the gown was made for a woman twice her bulk, and the petticoat trailed behind her when she walked, like a stage train. Lennon thought she looked far prettier than in her silks — and just think, ladies, what sort of creatures you bedizen yourselves for, after all ! As for the gentlemen, besides that both were constitutionally weather-proof, their rain-damage was comparatively slight. Outer coats laid aside, boots changed for borrowed slippers, and a quarter of an hour's personal drying at the stove, restored them to en- durable condition. ^'You won't banish me now, I hope?" 56 FOR EXGLAXD. said Mrs. Alwyn, when dinner was over. ^^Aswe are not in England, let ns not be bound by English ways. Yon don't want me away, Mr. Lennon ?" ^^No, indeed, Mrs. Alw}^." And in- deed he did not. ^' I have been so long out of England, and have lived so much lately in places where we dined off mutton and damper, eaten on pieces of board laid on our knees, and where there were no ladies, that I have almost forgotten the solemn old English ways. I really hardly knew at first why you talked of leaying the room." ''Then I am nat to be banished? I am very glad — all the more so as there is no place here to banish me to, except my bedroom, and it is such a toil, getting up there in these clothes, that I don't feel able to encounter it more than once in the course of the night." So she stayed and talked a good deal, and made both gentlemen very happy. There was a piano in the room, feeble of FOR ENGLAND. 57 tone and rattling of keys, but still a piano ; and Dr. Alwyn asked his wife to sing for them, which she did very readily. She sang sweetly — first one or two little hymns, for which it must be owned Lennon did not much care, but in which Dr. Ahyyn de- lighted ; then two or three rather scientific afi'au's, for which neither the one nor the other cared a straw. Lennon' s mind was far away all the time, as he sat at the win- dow and looked at the black pines, over which, the rain-stream having at last ceased to pour, the moon was beginning to shine. " Sing us some of your old English bal- lads, Myra," said Dr. Alwyn ; " they are ^e music, and at all events one under- stands them." '' Perhaps Mr. Lennon does not care for old English ballads?" said Myra, turning half round from the piano in appeal to our friend. " Indeed, I like the ballad-music best of all. Like Dr. Alwyn, I understand it. I 58 FOR ENGLAND. suppose the mind of tlie listener must always help to make the music, must it not ? Mine can make nothing for me out of the more scientific strains." ^' In other words, you have not been in the least delighted by what I have been singing ?" Asked so directly, Lennon could not frame a quick and polite evasion, and so answered calmly, '' Indeed, not in the least." Dr. Alwyn and his wife smiled at the truthfulness, and even the latter was pleased with it. She sang them one or two English bal- lads — soft, tender, sweet, melodious; not reaching perhaps any great musical heights, nor ranging over a great variety of ex- pression ; not endowed with the penetrating, passionate, quick-glancing emotion of the ballad-music of Ireland or Scotland, or even Wales; but homely, truthful, and touching — music which might find an echo in any manly or womanly and unconventional FOR ENGLAND. 59 heart. Lennon listened with real pleasure, and had now courage even to press for more. So she began another, with words which made some old-fashioned traditional complaint about the suddenness with which love grows cold when its first glow is over. It was not the song of a cynic, nor had it sprung from the bosom of a doubting age ; but was the honest heart-complaint of an English nature at a time when the delusion that love suddenly changes was a sincere, accepted, lamented faith. The song from its very first line seemed to move Lennon deeply. He raised his hand at once, as if about to stop the singer and ask her some question ; but he checked him- self in time, and waited until its last echo had ceased. There was then silence. '' Don't you like it ?" asked Mrs. Alwyn. ^^Yes; I like it much, very much," Lennon replied. "And it is an old, old friend of mine." " Indeed ! Then you can tell me whose 60 rOR ENGLAND. it is, or wliere it is to be found. I only sing it, words and air and all, from memory." ^''No; I cannot tell you anything about it, except that I used to hear it once, and was very fond of it. May I ask, Mrs. Alwyn, where you heard it ? I have not heard it for years, except when I have tried some- times to hum or whistle it myself away in Australia." ^^I only heard it sung by a gentleman who belongs, or at least did belong, to our part of the country; a friend of Dr. Alwyn's — or, perhaps, I ought to say an acquaint- ance. — You know, Alwyn dear, — Mr. "War- ton. He sang it ; and you liked it so much — and he promised to bring me the music and the words, but he never did." If the lamps had been brighter, if Len- non had not kept his face turned to the window, anyone present might have seen at half a glance that the name was no com- monplace sound to him. He said, without turning round — FOR ENGLAND. 61 " l^ot Walter Warton— Walter Ealeigli Warton ?" ^^ Yes, indeed, that is his absurd name — Walter Ealeigh ! Do you know him ?" ^'I did know him. We were at school together, and at college. I have not heard of him this long time. I — I hope he is doing well?'- ^' Yes, I think so," interposed Dr. Al- wyn. "• He is becoming rather a great man, in fact — a sort of great little man. He is a popular speaker and agitator, and whenever he addresses a public meeting he is cheered ; and when he comes to a country town there is sure to be a row about him one way or the other. He is very clever indeed, quite a bril- liant speaker — of the flash- and-rattle kind. He is sure to get into Parliament soon ; the Tories have made quite a pet of him." ^'The Tories! A pet of Walter War- ton ? He used to be a wild Eadical — a Ee- publican — a sort of Eed Eevolutionist." ''Yes, I daresay: so were Ave all when 62 FOR ENGLAND. at college, or emerging from it. At least, those wlio are Eadicals now were furious Tories and State-Church and Divine-Eight True-Blues then ; and those who, like "War- ton, were Eed Eepublicans then are steady Tories now. But I don't think Warton is a steady Tory : indeed, I can't quite make him out. He is a great champion of the working man, and all that sort of thing — on the platform a kind of spouting Jules Simon ; but he is now also the pet of the Tories, and he says his mission is to form an alli- ance between Toryism and Democracy. I'm sure I wish him joy. I wish they would get married, and go for a long honeymoon to the Continent, or anywhere else : I don't think England wants either." ^^ It is a singular change," said Lennon. ^' 1 have been too long out of the way of English politics to understand it. But — do you know Wart on' s wife ?" '' His wife ?" Mrs. Alwyn asked, '^l^o; — has he a wife ?" FOR ENGLAND. 63 ^^ Yes, lie has — he had at least." Len- non's voice was indistinct as he spoke. '' I knew her — once." '' He never spoke to lis of his wife : in- deed, we never knew that he was married. But we are not intimate : in fact, Dr. Al- wyn, though he is too charitable to say it, does not much like Mr. Warton : and then he lives in London, and seldom comes our way." " Well, we are very good friends," said Dr. Alwyn, ^^when we meet. I chaif him a little sometimes, and he takes it good- humouredly, and answers in splendid sen- tences. He would declaim on your hearth- rug, if you listened to him. I almost think I did hear, somewhere or other, about War- ton's being married, but I had forgotten all about it. He certainly never said anything to me about his wife. Perhaps she is dead." ^'0, Alwyn !" These two words Myra spoke in a voice so low that there was ^^ no- thing lived betwixt it and silence." Her 64 FOR ENGLAND. Imsband looked interrogatively, but said not a word. He did not know what indiscre- tion lie had committed, and had too much sense to ask ; but his man's sense was not a woman's quick perception. The singing and playing and talk were over for that night. Mrs. Alwyn presently took her leave of Lennon, and, gathering her trailing petticoats about her, went up- stairs to bed. Her husband was not given to early going to bed, and as the moon looked bright he said he would have a saun- ter with Lennon along the mountain path. When he came downstairs ready for a tramp, he found to his surprise that Lennon stood at the iim-door with his knapsack on his back and his stick in his hand. ^^ Good-bye, Dr. Alwyn — at least for the present ; I am going." ^' N'ot going away ? IN'ot going to cross the mountain to-night ?" ^' Yes, indeed. I find there is a very early train from Martigny to Lausanne in FOR ENGLAND. G5 the morning, and I can easily catcli it if I stai't now." '^ But I thought you meant to pass the night here ?" ^' So I did : but I did not then know of the possibility of getting on in the morning. And I want to get straight on to England as fast as possible — I must go." '^But to cross the mountain at night — what a performance ! ^Beware the pine- tree's withering branch — beware the awful avalanche !' Don't you remember the un- fortunate young man in Longfellow ? Take care that the pious monks of St. Bernard don't find you at break of day stretched lifeless on some crag-side." ^'[N'ot much chance of that : the path winds clear and straight along ; a man could hardly miss it if he were blind. The difii- culty would be not to keep it. The moon will shine for some time yet, and then comes the dawn." '' Well, if you will go, I'll walk half VOL. I. F 66 FOR ENGLAND. a mile or so with you ; but I am sorry you have to set off in so precipitate a way. You will be in Cumberland long before we get there. Our journey home will be an affair of very easy stages." " I don't know that I shall be in Cum- berland so very soon. I have to stay a few days in London. Ey the way, we were talking of your friend Walter Ealeigh War- ton — " Lennon stopped in his sx^eech and looked down. '' Yes. I don't know that I can exactly call him my friend : but I meet him some- times — rarely of late. Some of our Cum- berland folks are rather proud of him, espe- cially when they see his name in the Morn- ing Posfs list of the guests at some fashion: able gathering. But what of him ?" ^' I am anxious to meet him. I knew him once, as I told you, pretty well; and I should be glad to see him again. You said, I think, that you knew nothing of his family — of his wife ?" FOR ENGLAND. 67 ^^ Nothing whatever." '^ I think you said that perhaps his wife was dead. Had you any reason to suppose so — any vague recollection, even, of having heard something — " '^ Indeed no, not the least : I said the words in pure idleness — only as a sort of random conjecture. Pray, if you have any interest in Warton or his family, don't be made imeasy by anything I may have said. I had no reason whatever for it. And Myra looked at me rather horrified, I can tell you." Lennon's colour deepened. ''Do you think I can easily find out "Waii;on's whereabouts when I get to Lon- don?" '' Yes, quite easily. People of course will be out of town just now ; but you will find it the easiest thing in the world to learn all about him. Anybody interested in politics, any newspaper man, any Tory member of parliament, any secretary of a 68 FOR ENGLAND . • working-men's associationj can put you on liis track. If it were only a little later in the year, I sliould recommend you simply to walk tliTOugli the streets until you came to some huge placard announcing a meeting, with "Walter Ealeigh Warton as one of the leading speakers." ^' Thank you. I shall find him. And now you must not come any farther." They had reached a point where the path began to descend, and soon turned sharply round the shoulder of a hill. Below them lay the deep valley, its pines far down looking like toy trees. The white cloud-masses with the moonlight on them showed like the snow- peaks which had gone out of the landscape with the sun. ^^ Good-bye. Eemember Excelsior's fate, and don't let any avalanche rob us of the pleasure of having you for a neighbour." ^^l^ever fear ; we shall meet again." Lennon turned round the comer of the ridge, and disappeared. FOR ENGLAND. 69 ^^ I like liim," spoke Dr. Alwyn aloud, and with emphasis. And he walked back to the hotel. He sat reading for some time, and then went npstairs to bed. To his surprise, he found his wife, who was generally a good sleeper, broad awake. He stooped over and kissed her. Very pretty she looked in her white night-dress. Does not Madame de Sevigne say it is woman's prettiest garb ? ^' Alwyn dear," said she, without giving him time to say a word, '^ where is Mr. Lennon gone ?" ^' Across the mountain. "Won't be stayed; is resolved to catch the first train in the morning from Martigny. But how did you know, my little sleepless watcher, that he had gone anywhere ?" ^' I saw him, I saw you both, out of the window. I went to look out, and of course I observed that he had his knapsack, and was evidently going away altogether." ''Well, you are quite right; he would 70 FOE EXGLAXD. go. I suppose he has stayed too long in Switzerland." ^^ 'No, Alwyn dear, it's not that; it's you who have sent him on his way in such haste." ^'/, dearest? — I? On the contrary, I wanted him not to go." ^' You dear stupid thing, you sent him off with thi^ee or four words, when you spoke of Warton's wife, and said, ' Per- haps she is dead.' " ^^Why, what have those words to do with driving him over the mountain ?" ^'Ah, that I don't quite know; but he became alarmed when you said it, and made up his mind to go that very moment. He will travel day and night until he rea'ches England." ^^Good gracious!" exclaimed the Doc- tor, uplifting hands and eyes in feigned awe and alarm. ^^ The witchcraft of these wo- men ! How does my wife know what Mr. Lennon is resolved in his secret mind to do ? FOE ENGLAND. 71 — a man she had never seen the week be- fore last." ^^Eeeanse yonr wife has eyes, dear — " ^' Yes, that she has." Two gleaming soft dark orbs were looking up at him, and dropj)ed their lids with a smile at his inter- jected compliment. '' But I still don't un- derstand how, with any power of eye, you could haye seen all this." ^' Well, dearest, I may be quite wrong; but I think — perhaps, you know, that Mr. Lennon may have cared about Walter War- ton's wife — may have been in love with her perhaps — before she married." ^'0, that is it, you think? Well, I should never have thought of it. Perhaps it is so. Poor fellow ! I wish I had not said those foolish words. But who could have supposed that he would attach any import- ance to them? or who indeed could have guessed that the matter could in any pos- sible way concern him ? Your explanation looks very fanciful, Myra." 72 TOR ENGLAND. " It is true, dear." So it was. The few words sjooken at random by Dr. Alwyn had in very truth sent Lennon speeding over the mountain, resolved to make no stop or stay until he reached England. Perhaps she is dead ! Well, what then ? Wherein did that affect him so deeply? Years ago — ever so many, it now seemed — he loved her, and he thought she loved him, and he was disappointed. She was a reli- giously-educated girl, firm in her sect and in her narrow piety : and he became odi- ously distinguished for his free ways of thought. She and her people were strong too in their horror of vice, even in the mild form of youthful extravagance : and did he not win a name for lawlessness? What wonder if she tiu^ned from him and married a better man ? Who could blame her ? If he had promise of any kind, he had not fulfilled it ; if he had talents, he threw them away. What right has a fellow to expect FOR ENGLAND. 73 that a girl vrill give herself up, heart and soul and body, to the protection and faith of one who cannot take care of himself, and does not seem to have any faith in himself? Trnly, when girh really love a man, they do such things ; they throw their arms round his neck and leap with him into the sti'uggles of life, as they would leap into the sea or go through the flames for him and with him. She did not love him so; that was clear enough. She was calm and com- posed, quite able to see what she called her duty, and to follow it ; and he justified her decision by immediately flinging himself out of society, and making a fool and a rebel and a reproach of himself. He had nothing to complain of; and as it was evident she did not love him, he had nothing to regret. She was married, and, if living, was doubt- less happy, and had forgotten him. If living ! But the mere random words which just hinted at the possibility of her being dead pierced him like a sword; for 74 FOR ENGLAIST). he had come back from Australia partly to see her, though he did not own the inten- tion to himself. He thought that years and change and struggle and much excitement and some suffering had purged away the vehe- mence of the old love, as they had gradually expelled the influence of the other passions of youth ; and he hoped that he could see her with calmness and be her friend, as he would be her husband's friend again for her sake. In. Australia he had for some years petulantly avoided looking at any newspa- pers from the north of England which might contain tidings of the old places familiar to him ; and therefore he knew nothing about the career of his old colleague Warton. He had perhaps vague romantic notions about the possibility of Warton and his wife being poor, and about his contriving somehow to share with them the money which had grown up to him, and being splendidly generous and consequently happy. Per- haps he was not so very glad — so purely FOR ENGLAND. / aud unreservedly glad — wlien lie heard that his successful and happy rival was not in a way to need generosity ; that he had prospered in life as well as in love ; that he was a sort of great man, with his name, as Mlirger would say, '^ in the playbill :" while he, Ealph Lennon, was utterly obscure and unknown, his talents, which were once thought promising and rich, having con- ducted him to nothing. Lennon might have felt a bitterness rise up in his heart but for the sudden words which suggested the chance of her death. This he had never thought of. He always pictured her young, bright, and blooming, as he used to see her; or beautiful, sorrowful, and pity- ing, as when last she listened to his wild appeals and passionate implorings, and shed tears over them, but was not to be softened by them. Seeing her again, he thought, would be like looking once more upon the vision of his own youth. Eut it seemed as strange and shocking to him to think that / rOR ENGLAND. he miglit never see her again as to think of a life which had death for its final stage. So, though in a moment after he was calm enough to see that the ominous words had no significance, he yet determined that no- thing should delay him now — that he would travel straight on, night and day, until he reached London, found outWarton, frankly offered him his hand, and bade him to forget the old bitter quarrel of ten years ago. Nay, he sometimes — and especially as he marched along in the moonlight and the shadow, and with the night -wind's rush among the pines still sounding sadly in his ears — he sometimes even fancied there was something peculiar which called him to Eng- land. How was it that on the Lake of Zug, where he was staying only for its seclusion, he should have fallen in with two from the very spot whither he was tending? How was it that, wherever he went in Switzer- land, he still met them ? How was it that, when he sat with them alone for once, and FOR ENGLAND. 77 the lady chose to sing, she sang a song which brought up such memories to him, and led to such questions, and so to the utterance of the very words which thrilled him ? In all this was there nothing ominous and mysterious ? Yes, there was something, as long as the night lasted ; but when morn- ing flushed over the w^hole scene, and the birds sang, and the pines looked no longer spectral, and children with baskets of wild raspberries met the pedestrian at every turn, and the exquisite valley of the Ehone shone in its sunny beauty at his feet, and he could at last see the old tower of Mar- tigny perched upon its crag, the spell of the ominous words forsook him, and could not be recalled. His resolution not to lag did not desert him with it. He remained but a few minutes in Martigny, and with the first train swept along the shore of the Lake of Geneva to Lausanne; thence to Geneva itself; and thence from the poetry of nature into its brisk prose — fi^om Switzerland into France. 78 FOR ENGLAIS^D. Dr. Alw}^n and liis wife were still loung- ing along the CMllon road, the wife fas- cinated by the Byronian castle, the husband absorbed in contemplation of the lake and the snows of the serrated Dent du Midi, when the voice of a guard wakened up a sleepy passenger alone in a first-class car- riage just arriving at London-Bridge station; and Ealph Lennon staggered out upon the platform, and, rubbing his eyes, knew him- self once more at home in England. His first feelings were not those of exultation; indeed, far from it — he shud- dered. It was cold, it was foggy, it was raining. All at once he remembered that the day he left England it was cold, foggy, and raining likewise. Xo doubt it was the same fog and the same shower. '' In tears our last farewell was taken; and now in tears we meet again." Accustomed for some years back to warm skies and bright suns, the dingy atmosphere and the raw cold air — raw and cold, though autumn was FOR ENGLAND. 79 yet young — seemed to chill him to the marrow. What a beautiful halo always used to hang over England when he looked back upon her through the telescope of his memory across the Pacific ! Even in his moods of anger, when he stormed inwardly against home and all that belonged to it, yet how agonisingly beautiful it seemed ! — beautiful as a faithless mistress, whom we curse in the bitterness of our heart, and yet love so passionately. ]^ow that he was actually in England again, what a dreary, Yulgar, commonplace, disheartening sort of home it looked ! His heart went down like the mercury in a glass when a chill comes. "Disappointment number one," he said to himself. " This is dreadful. All the bet- ter : it will help to prepare me for disap- pointment number two, and three, and so on through all the rest, which I sujDpose are siu-e to follow." He took a railway-porter into council, and inquired about hotels. Several houses of 80 FOR ENGLAND. wliich he had rather a genial memory were gone long ago, he found. Great caravanserais were everjnvhere being substituted. The porter recommended one which he named. Lennon knew it by name, for he had been reading a stray Times now and then on liis homeward journey, and he saw columns of letters appearing day after day in denuncia- tion of this particular hostelry : of its rooms, its -^^ lifts," its charges, its manners; the sa- vage ferocity of its barmaid, the withering scorn of its waiters, the haughty indiffer- ence of its boots. '^ Good," said Lennon grimly. '^ I'll go there. ISJ'othing shall be wanting. I'll have a whole bath of discomfort to begin with ; and then, perhaps, when the first shock is over, things may begin to feel better. There's no place like home ; and I'll have as many of its peculiar joys as I can all at once. Is the luggage all up? Then drive to the Eleanor's Cross Hotel." CHAPTEE III. TOAI BERRY OF SOUTHWARE:. Ealph Lennon set himself to work at once to find out his old companion "Walter War- ton. The time, however, was not favour- able for discovering anybody in London. "No Directory contained any hint of War- ton's whereabouts ; and it was the dull season as regarded meetings, and no pla- cards on the walls announced great political gatherings of any kind. The few people with whom Lcmion had any manner of acquaintance in town all knew Warton's name and something of his public character, but nothing about his private residence. One evening, however, as Lennon passed down the Strand, he saw on a hoarding a VOL. I. G 82 TOM BEERY OF SOUTHWAEK. small placard announcing in letters of very modest size a meeting of the working men of some trade or other, to discuss some question between masters and men which happened just then to affect their branch of industry. ^' Come," thought Ealph; '^ if Warton be the sort of man I have heard of, these people, or some of them, are sure to know all about him." So he found out the place of meeting (in a back-street. East- end), and he ^^ assisted" at the proceedings. ^^ The public" were ^^ respectfully invited to attend," in order to hear the grievances of the workmen exposed; and Ealph Len- non constituted the public. So far as he could judge, no other creature not an artizan of some kind was present. The room was small, badly ventilated, badly lighted, and densely crowded; yet Lennon became interested in the ^^proceed- ings," and sat them out. The meeting was conducted with the utmost order, although it was of course both noisy and demonstra- TOM BEERY OF SOUTHWARK. 83 tivc. There was but little of tlie sort of eloquence which he expected to hear ; there was hardly a word said about the rights of mau, or the rights of labour, or serfdom, or the tyrant capitalist. The speakers seemed for the most part to go in for ar- gument; and a rough practical emulation in prompt logic between each successive orator and those whom he addressed was the great game of the night ; for, although the meeting was entirely made up of work- ing men, there was by no means a complete class-unanimity among them. Some boldly contended that the alleged grievance was no grievance at all; some went so far as to espouse the side of the masters. There were evidently conservative minds and ca- pitalist minds among these working men as well as among their social superiors. The utter absence of the imaginative and the ideal qualities, the unconscious instinctive adhesion to the concrete and the practical, which usually make the average Briton so 84 TOH LEREY OF SOUTHWARK. successful and so uninteresting, sliowed with peculiar force at this meeting. One man only — and he was somewhat older than most of the other speakers — made any appeal to rights and wrongs, and essayed an occasional flight of democratic eloquence. Most of the others were quite young ; he was upwards of forty. He was a great strong man, with an eager face, and hair already grizzling. He denounced social inequalities and class legislation with vehemence, and in language which, but for its occasionally high-flown style and misplaced grandilo- quence of phrase betraying the uneducated or the self-educated man, might have done very well for a much more pretentious platform. Lennon felt strangely attracted by this man, though the somewhat old-fashioned and obsolete rhetoric of denunciation in which he indulged made the listener smile. Especially warm did the speaker become when he railed at his own class for their apathy and selfishness. to:m eeery of southware:. 85 ^^ Don't tell me," he exclaimed, ^' of your model working man, wlio only looks after his wife and his family, and never listens to the voice of the political agitator. I call the model working man a selfish humbug an' a sneak. When old England was great, she wasn't made great by model men of any kind — fellows who only care to have good blankets to lie in, an' to be patted on the head by their superiors. D'ye think the twelve Apostles were model working men that only thought of mindin' their business? Believe me, fellow working men, when a patron or a swell of any kind praises you for not running after politics and for holding aloof from strikes, he only wants to flatter and cajole you out of looking for what's law- fully and properly your rights, according to the grand old doctrines of the Constitution and the broad principles of humanity." There was much more in the same strain, accompanied with some energy of gesticula- tion. The face of the speaker was very re- 86 TOII EEERY OF SOUTHWARK. markable. It was dark, stubbly, scrubby, with stiff, broom-like, tufty bail', cut short, and standing up in all irregular ways about bis temples. He bad shaggy eyebrows, and high cheekbones, and a great broad mouth, and a black beard without whiskers. His face was white and lank, and scored with rugged lines. The eyes were bright and full and kindly, and there was sometimes a wonderful softness and simplicity about the great mouth, when its lines subsided into placidness. The figure of the man was strong but awkward; he had great long arms and large hands, with blunted fin- gers. The meeting did not respond very cor- dially to the appeals of this speaker. He seemed an anachronism there, somehow. But Lennon liked him, if only for his old- fashioned discontent and class - bitterness. Our friend resolved to wait until the meet- ing closed, and then speak to the orator. ^^He is my man," thought Lennon; ''if TOM BERRY OF SOUTHWARK. 87 anybody here can put me on "Warton's track, he can." So, when the proceedings were over, and the room began rapidly to thin, Lennon went up to this man, who was standing in excited talk with a little knot of his comrades, and touched him on the shoulder. ^^May I say a word to you?" he asked. The man came at once, and very civilly, into a quiet corner of the room. Ealph went to the point of his business at once. '^Do you," he asked, "know anything of Mr. Warton — Walter Ealeigh Warton?" The man's brow darkened in a moment. "Yes," he replied; "I know him — damn him!" " Pray, my friend," rejoined Lennon very coolly, " don't be so rude as to damn any- body who may happen to be the long-lost brother of the person you are speaking to. Walter Warton is not my brother ; but he used to be a friend of mine, and I cannot in 88 TO:sL EEEEY OF SOUTHWARK. decency hear him ^ damned' without quar- relling with the damner ; and I don't want to quarrel — I want a little very harmless information, and if you can give it to me without unnecessary swearing, you will really very much oblige a man and a brother." The good-humoured raillery of Lennon's tone brought its natural and genial expres- sion back into the working man's face. '^I'm sure I beg your pardon," he said, with sim- ple gentlemanliness of manner; ^' I didn't exactly mean any offence, though I ought to have known that such language must be an offence, even if "Warton wasn't a friend of yours — which I'm sorry to hear. But all I Iniow about him lately is that he's proved a humbug and a sneak, and he's sold him- self to the Tories." '•^ Well, I heard that he had become a Tory. But a man may change his opinions honestly, may he not ?" ''He may, if he doesn't gain by it ; if he doesn't get taken up by swells and patted TOX BERRY OF SOUTHWARE. 89 on tlic back, and asked to their dinners, and trotted out on their platforms. Never mind. Wat Warton's a fool — a double fool. The Tories will make a tool of him, and throw him away ; and I know working men that subscribed their shillings — ay, and their pounds — for him when he stood for the borough over — " (the speaker jerked his head to indicate locality) ; ^' yes, and that lost their jobs of work for days and days to work for him — and that would spit at him now, if he was to come on that platform. He'll fall between the two stools, mind you. Tell Wat Warton that : and tell him, if you like, that Tom Berry of Southwark said so. I'm Tom Berry — he'll know me, never fear." ^'Well, Tom Berry, I sha'n't tell him anything of the sort. I have not seen him for years, and I only want to see him now in order to find out something about his family, to whom I wish very well. If you can tell me where he is to be found I will owe you a good turn." 90 Tox BEREY or southwaee:. ^'Yes; I can tell yon wliere he's to be found, if lie's in town. I know his place well. Many a time I've been there ar- ranging for meetings of working men and all that, and many a time I've thought he talked like an angel there. It's in the Temple. He has chambers there ; but somebody else's name remains up, because he doesn't want to have all sorts of people dropping in upon him. If you're going that way now, I am, and I'll show you the place ; for I don't remember the name or the number." Lennon was very glad of the offer, and began to take an interest in his new fiiend. They walked together towards Fleet-street. " Those men who spoke to-night," asked Ealph, ^^were they much of politicians? They did not seem to be." '^ 'No ; they were not. They're not the sort of men that Wat "Warton could work upon. London is not much of a place for sound politics — what I call sound politics — TO AT BEERY OF SOUTHWARK. 91 among Avorking men. Unless such as, like myself, are old enough to have the Chartist leaven in them, they don't much care. Lon- don's a dead-and-alive place for politics. The bad lot of our younger men here drink, and have dog-fights and ratting matches, and kick their wives, and all that ; the good sort go to chapels and lectures, and become members of temperance societies, and are taught to let politics alone ; and a few of them are Unitarians, and have Yiews of Life, sir, do you understand ?" he spoke with hu- morous emphasis — ''Views of Life ; and they are too high up in the clouds to care about votes and elections and all that sort of thing. They're good fellows, too, and one can't but like them, — we had few such, I can tell you, when I was a young workman, — but they're chips in porridge so far as politics go. London's a dead old place. I'm sick of it. It's different in the IN'orth — in Lanca- shire and Yorkshire. Wat Warton's great there, I can tell you — at least he used to be. 92 TOil LEREY OF SOUTHWAEK. Perhaps they've found him out before now, as I have. But the North's the place. 'Ave you ever bin there ?" ^'Yes; I come from the North; that is, from Cumberland, — the Lancashire border." ^^Ah, yes; I see. Wat Wart on comes from there, I recollect. I worked a good deal in the North myself at one time. But you've not come lately from there, or you'd know more about him ?" ^^ No ; I come from Australia." "From Australia? Maybe from Vic- toria?" " Yes, indeed — from Victoria." " Ah, they've universal suffrage there ?" '^ Something like it, at least." "That's the place I'd like to live in. Where a man is a man, don't you know ? He was a humbug the man who wrote that, too, with his ' good time coming.' Ah, if I was once tJiere you wouldn't catch me com- ing back Aer^." TOM BERRY OF SOUTHWARK. Uo By this time they liad reached the Temple ; and after some peering at the lists of names on door-posts under dim lamp-light, Tom Berry at last showed Lennon a set of chambers on the groinid-floor, and told him these were Wart on' s. Then he bade him good-night. " I should like to see you again some time," said Lennon, as he held out his hand in leave-taking. " I'm to be heard of or found at evenings in the reading-room where you saw me to- night," Berry replied, in a tone which, how- ever friendly, meant to say : "I am only a working man, but I don't go hanging after swells. If they want me they call on me, that's all." Lennon quite understood the meaning of the tone, and rather liked it. "I shall be quite sure to find you out," he said. ^' I want to have a little more talk with you. I am a stranger to English poli- tics, and you can tell me all about them." 94 TO]U BEERY OF SOUTHWARK. ^'Ay, ay, I think I can do that right enough; I've paid pretty dear for my learning in that school, and wish sometimes I knew as little of its teaching as the baby at the breast. Good-night. You'll not find "Wat Wart on in now, I'm thinking; and if you take my advice you'll never look after him any more." Eerry nodded, and disappeared in the darkness of the Temple courts. His white, eager face, as he looked back a moment, seemed ghostly. In Lennon's mind the odd thought arose that his late companion was indeed like the ghost of that Chartism which used to live once, and shake the country with its loud, defiant tread, but which had long since fallen dead, and been laid in the dust of the grave. And Lennon, whose later years in England before his exile had been a season of social, literary, and theological Chartism, felt a thrill of something like affinity and pitying brotherhood towards the poor fellow who had just left him. He TOM BERRY OF SOUTHWARK. 95 paused a moment in tlionglit, and tlien knocked at the door of the old companion whom he had not seen for so many years, and fi-om whom he had parted in bitter- ness. It was a relief to him to find that Warton was not in. A smartly- dressed boy, a cross- breed between page and clerk, opened the door, and told him his master was not likely to be home nntil late. Ealph wrote a few lines, announcing in the friendliest manner his arrival in England, giving his town ad- dress at the grim hostelry already mentioned, and adding that he would call again and endeavour to see Warton before he went northward. Kext morning he was at brealdast in the coffee-room, when "Warton, looking young, smooth, and dainty as ever — not apparently having added one day to his age — walked in and glanced sharply from table to table. Lennon rose and went to meet him. There was a cordial greeting, and each congratu- 96 TOM BEERY OF SOUTHWAEK. lated the other on his looks, and on his not having groTni any older. But Lennon had seen enough to feel convinced that if he had not risen and come forward his old acquaint- ance would never have recognised him. To be sure, he wore a great beard, and his once bright complexion had darkened ; but there still was the fact, — Warton's eye had rested distinctly and inquiringly on him as he sat at the table, and until he rose and came for- ward Wart on did not know him. There was little time for exchange of ideas, even if much interchange of that kind had been likely just then. Wart on was leaving town immediately; his cab was at the door. He was going to stay a few days at Coombe Castle, and came to insist on Ealph's giving him a night at his chambers in the Temple immediately on his return, which Ealph promised to do. Warton asked if Ealph meant to remain in England, and was told he did ; asked him what he meant to do with himself, which Ealph answered TOM BERRY OF SOUTHWARK. 97 with a slu'iig of the shoulders and the word ^^ Nothing." ^^By Jove! Lucky fellow! Brought home wealth from the Antipodes ?" ^' Wealth enough for me. I have worked my time, and now I mean to rest." '' 0, you sha'n't rest, I promise you ! We'll find something for you to do. Repose ailleurs is our motto here just now. I am so much concerned that I have to go out of town to-day. But I am immersed in politics, and I am not a Croesus from the colonies who can afford to rest. Good-bye — for the hour. You'll not fail to come that night; we will have a long talk over old times." Lennon winced a little at the allusion to old times. It was only as Warton was actu- ally going that he asked after Warton's wife. '^ Mabel is perfectly well, I am glad to say, now. Her health is not always very good, and we have, therefore, to find a little place in the country for her and the children. She does not like town; it does not agree VOL. I. H 98 TOM BEERY OF SOUTHWARK. with her, this hideous atmosphere, or with the chiklren. It will be a pleasure to her to hear of your return to England." With the words, Warton pressed his Mend's hand gently yet fervently, then jumped into his cab, waved his white hand, and drove away. Ealph Lennon sauntered listlessly, vacu- ously, back into the breakfast-room. He looked out of the window; he took up a sheet of the Times and glanced gravely down its columns, and was not aware, until a waiter handed him another sheet, that he had been attentively studying the supple- ment. Then he looked through the columns of news for form's sake, his mind taking in nothing which presented itself at the mind's glass door, the eye. He put the paper down at last, relieved to be decently rid of it. Then he lounged into the smoking-room, and was glad to find it vacant. He sat in a rocking- chair, lighted a cigar, smoked, and began to think. TOH EEERY OF SOTJTHWAEK. 99 A blank, cold disappointment had fallen on him. "Wliy ? He did not know. What had he expected or wanted ? He could not guess. Perhaps people returning home after long absence generally expect to find the home more actively and dramatically inter- ested about their return than it is. Perhaps the friendly, easy reception with which Warton had greeted him was not exactly what Lennon expected. The impression with which it left him was certainly one of entire personal insignificance. He might come or go, and the old friends or old ene- mies were unconcerned. Perhaps the real se- cret of the blank lay in the four or five days which must intervene before Lennon could meet his old acquaintance again, and hear even a word of his old love. He might as well have been for these days still in Switzerland or in Algeria or in Melbourne. So near, and yet so far ! It was a vexation and a disappointment — all the more so be- cause he could hardly embody it in dis- 100 To:y: beeey of sorTHT\'AEK. tinct thoTiglits and look it fixedly in tlie face. So, if lie remained in town, there were at least five days before him with nothing to do ; and his only acquaintances in London a few colonial agents, the town partner of a northern attorney, and a Chartist working man. '^]^o," he said, and he rose from his chair and flung away his cigar with a burst of determination ; ^^ I could never stand it. I'll go down to Cumberland at once, and have a look at the old place; and I'll be back in time to meet him. !N'obody wants me here just now, — or anywhere, indeed, for that matter. But I can't spend five days dragging through these hideous streets, and looking out of these dreary windows. I'll go and see the poor old place again." CHAPTEE lY. WALTER WAETON's HOME. TwE]STT miles to the south of London, on a railway which nms to the sea, there lies a pretty town, which, unlike most other small and old towns, had grown considerably through its proximity to the line. It hap- pens too often that when a railway passes close to such a town it only sweeps up and runs away with whatever poor little business the place may once have had. The tourist, the commercial traveller, the agent, the locomotive business man of any kind, who must some years ago have stayed a night there if he had anything whatever to do in the town, now makes his arrangements to get through his affairs in a couple of hours, and is off* by the evening train somewhere 102 WALTEE WARTOIS^'S HOME. else. Eut the town wliich is now to be sj)oken of had had the rare good luck to make a special profit of that which had been the commercial ruin of so many of its fellows. In fact, it was fortunate enough to be exactly suitable as a home for the families of a large class of Londoners, who liked to stow their wives and children, and after business hours themselves, just as far away from the city of smoke and fog as it was possible to get to in time for a late dinner or a substantial tea. It is the fond mania of a great number of nice, soft, mo- therly women that health cannot possibly be had for their children or themselves if they do not live quite out of London ; and although, as a matter of fact, a small semi- rural town is usually about the worst- drained and most insalubrious sort of place engendered by modem civilisation, and although, as a whole, our much-abused me- tropolis is one of the healthiest places man, woman, or child can abide in, yet it will WALTER WAETON'S HOME. 103 take some generations before tlie majority of British mothers get to know that a well- drained lane is a better place to live in than a damp hill-side or the neighbourhood of a marshy meadow. So this little town we are now talking of became a favourite succitr- salSj or chapel of ease, to London; and a little removed from its original cluster of queer, quaint, ancient, and grass - grown streets, lined with houses of red brick, there soon grew up a perfect colony of detached and semi-detached villas, with stucco fronts and plate-glass windows, and tall rows of steps, on either side of which stood for adornment plaster urns filled with flowers. For the most part these tenements were, in their external character, as mild, mono- tonous, and conventional as the soberest Briton could desire. They were brick-and- stucco symbols of respectability. One could almost imagine an irregular and poetic fancy taking cold and dying at the bare sight of them. But here and there, a little off 104 WALTER WARTON's HOME. the track of this mournful colony of pro- priety, there were some irregular and almost fantastic houses, erected probably by some builder who, naturally eccentric, had been driven to downright madness at last by the weary sight of conventionality all around. The eccentric houses, be it said, were gene- rally smaller than the respectable buildings. When a man gets a good income in Eng- land, and can pay a decent rent for a house, he is as little likely to affect eccentricity in a residence as his wife to display it in her clothes. One of the very prettiest, and also one of the smallest, of the new houses was an odd little lodge built in graceful imita- tion of the old style which was real and substantial in the town itself, and having, therefore, so much of local excuse and local colouring to atone for what Mr. Euskin might probably consider the insincerity of its principles. It was long, low, with heavy old -English porch, and plenteously overgrown with ivy. Its windows were WALTER WARTON's HOME. 105 lattices ; it had gables and weathercocks ; and not a square inch of stucco was to be seen anywhere about it. At its back was a garden rich in apple-trees and strawberry- beds and the vine; in front was a sunny scrap of well-mown grass, a smooth-shaven green, which only a wooden paling divided from the road. At the close of a beautiful evening in late September, two ladies and two children were in this scrap of ground. The children, a fine boy of seven and a girl a year or two older, were playing with a curly little dog. The elder of the ladies was leaning on the railings and looking anxiously up the road. By the word '' elder" we must not be under- stood to mean that either of the two was old, or elderly, or even approaching to elder - liness. But the lady who counted most years — perhaps some thirty- odd — was very plump and matronly; a handsome woman, but falling fast into that flesh- development which used to make poor Hawthorne shud- 106 WALTER WARTON's HOME. der when lie noticed the immature obesity of our English dames. She was fair and bright - complexioned ; indeed her cheeks glowed even with the late and mild kisses of the September sun. She now and then turned away from the railings, and walked up and down the little lawn ; and she walked heavily and breathed rather shortly. Just a little less flesh, and she might haye been stately; a little more sprightliness of moyement, and she might have been a plump Hebe some time advanced in matron- hood. Her companion was fan^, like herself, and bright-cheeked ; but she was slender and shapely, with unresting, beaming brown eyes and a step of elastic vigour ; and she was per- haps, at most, some twenty years of age. ^^ He is not coming by this train, Mabel," said the younger woman, looking uj) the road ; ^^ everybody has come, quarter of an hour ago." They were aunt and niece ; but not being divided by the usual difference of WALTER WARTON's HOME. 107 years in such relationsHpSj the aunt was always ^^ Mabel" to the niece. ^^ !N'o, I suppose not," Mabel said with something like a sigh. ^^ He is sometimes delayed, you know, on the way from the station. People get talking to him, and keep him standing where their roads divide. But I don't think he's coming by this train. He will come by the next ; and I think I'm glad of it, for the children will be in bed then, and we'll put on our bonnets and go to meet him." '^ The next train is the last for the night ?" the niece inquired with a little em- phasis. '' Yes, the last for the night. But he'll come in that train, you need not doubt. He said he would." '^ 0, he said he would." This was spoken somewhat doubtfully — coldly, indeed. Mabel did not notice the expression con- veyed by the tone, or would not acknowledge it. Indeed this good lady had an absence 108 WALTER WAETON's HOME. of appreciation of sarcasm or even irony whicli piety itself must have commended. '^ Mamma, is papa coming home to- night?" cried the little boy. '^ Yes, Wat, he is. Are yon not glad?" ^'0, yes, mamma — very glad, if he comes ; for you know he promised to show me how to mend my horse, and it's ever so long ago now. How do yon know he's coming, mamma?" '' Because he said so, dear." '^ 0, but then he said so before, mamma, many nights, you know; and I stayed up for him, and he didn't come." '' Your papa is much engaged, my dear, and cannot always come." ^' !" And there was another pause for reflection, while the infantile mind was gathering up a fresh argument suited to the change of position. ^' Eut then, mamma, people oughtn't to promise, you said your- self the other day, unless they were sure of performing. Ought they, mamma ?" WALTER WARTON's HOME. 109 " But perhaps your papa did not exactly promise, dear." This was a dangerous manoeuvre — a complete change of front in the presence of the enemy. '' Well, then, perhaps he'll come now, as he didn't promise." The little girl laughed at her brother's epigrannnatic smartness. His mother co- loured a little, but ignored the sarcasm. '' Don't be pert, Watty," said the younger lady; ^^I don't like pert children. — ^Mabel dear, I wonder you would not dis- courage yoiu' son's premature displays of wit." Mabel shrugged her shoulders, but said nothing. '' I saw you smile, for all that, cousin Grace," pursued the irrepressible Watty. '' 0, yes, I did; I saw a twinkle in your eye." His cousin cut short the controversy by chasing him round the little lawn and en- 110 WALTER WAETON'S HOME. deayouring to capture him -with, her pocket- handkerchief, lasso -fashion, he screaming the while with delight and laughter. At last she caught him, and at his earnest request lifted him on her shoulder and held him there with one arm, as a girl in a classic picture holds a pitcher or an urn. Her sleeve fell down from her white, strong, shapely arm, as she did so. She and the saucy rosy boy on her shoulder made a pretty group. When Watty was set on his feet again, he renewed his plainings for papa. ^'Do you see him coming yet, mamma?" ^'IS^o, dear, I don't." ^^ 0, I wish he would come ! I want my horse mended. I'll not go to bed, mamma, until it's mended. ISTobody knows how to mend it but papa." '' Perhaps cousin Gracie could mend it for you if you were to ask her very nicely." ^' 0, no, she couldn't. Women don't understand anything." WALTER TVARTON's HOME. Ill " Who told jou that ?" asked cousin Grace, looking fixedly at him. " Papa said it," the urchin replied very promptly, and with a saucy twinkle in his brown eyes. " ! Papa said women don't under- stand anything ?" " Yes, he did." This was given in a tone of triumph, as if the authority quoted must settle the ques- tion. Grace tossed her head slightly, and said in a quiet undertone, " Some women do understand some things, however — and some people too." Then, as if repenting of any inuendo which might seem to be con- veyed by the words — which, however, Ma- bel had not heeded, or perhaps even heard — the young woman laid her hand upon her aunt's massive sjioulder affectionately, and said, "You are tired, Mabel; go in and lie upon the sofa, and I'll see the children safely stowed away in bed; and 112 WALTER WAETON's HOME. then we'll walk to the station and meet Walter." It need perhaps hardly be said that the Walter for whom these ladies looked was the Walter Ealeigh Warton of whom some- thing was told in the previous chapters. Mrs. Warton accepted the offer, being one of a peculiar class of women whose various duties are always discharged by somebody else, and who are invariably^ put quietly on one side by those who love them as well as by those who do not. Especially she was grateful to anyone who managed her children for her ; because, though they were fond of her, she was not of the least importance to them. She could do nothing for them; she had never done anything for them except to bring them into the world; and even that was accomplished so passively and languidly that her own life was nigh to fading out altogether during the performance. So long as they were washed and dressed and WALTER WARTOJ^'S HOME. 113 amused by somebody, she was content. Even lier religious devotion, wliicli was her deepest feeling save one, did not get much beyond the careful inculcation of the words of the Lord's Prayer, and a persistent ordinance that, whether the little ones, as they parroted its sublime words, were broad awake and giggling, or half asleep and nod- ding, — whether it were recited to herself or to her niece, or to the nurserymaid or the nurserymaid's sister (who occasionally drop- ped in to tea, and in the absence of Miss Ethelstone was pressed into the service), — it must always be said on bended knees and with folded hands formally uplifted. It would be cruel indeed to accuse a wo- man like Mrs. "Warton of want of faith in the omnipotence of God ; yet it is doubtful whether she believed that He could hear the prayer of a worshipper, even an infant worshipper, who addressed Him in any save a kneeling posture. The children said their prayers that VOL. I. I 114 WALTEE WARTON's HOME. night in the presence of their cousin ; and they never giggled or even yawned while she was there; for they felt instinctively that her senses were awake, and that her attention was given to them. And be sure they prayed for papa, though he had not come in time to mend little Watty's horse. Leaning somewhat heavily on her niece's arm, Mrs. Warton presently walked out on the way to the station. There was some- thing of a brightness about the poor lady's eyes — and she had beautiful soft eyes, and a deep sweet voice — as she set out to meet her husband. The one passion of her life had been, and still was, for the husband of her youth. To her he was the greatest and the best man on earth. His speeches, when he used to take her to hear them — ah, he was too busy now, and she did not live in London — always seemed to her the sub- limest inspii'ations of human genius. She did not trouble herself to understand them ; indeed, he had a sort of way of conveying to her that women are not supposed to un- WALTER WARTON's HOME. 115 clcrstand siicli tilings, and slie accepted tlie intimation meekly, and admired Hm all the more for the starlike dwelling apart of his serene and lofty intellect. Eut she admired them sincerely, and delighted to hear their fine rolling words thunder in her ears ; and her feelings followed every change of mood, and quickened or softened, or saddened or grew angry, at the call of his trumpet-tone — just as people wholly ignorant of the very rudiments of music, and unconscious of any effort to follow the meaning of an organ or an orchestra, are yet compelled to respond to the successive moods of its thrilling and crashing intonations. To his wife Walter Ealeigh "Warton was Demosthenes and St. John in one person. The two women walked to the station along a beautiful ascending road which the falling leaves of some beeches were just beginning to strew, and tlirough some charming little groups of silver birches, looking, in their now almost leafless grace- 116 WALTER WAETON's HOME. fulness, lilve clusters of IN'aiads or nymphs unrobed for a plunge in the waves. The autumnal stars were beginning to show theii^ faintest lights in the sky; and the deep red and green lamps of the railway- station, which was far up a high embank- ment, seemed like strange fantastic corusca- tions in the heavens. Mrs. "Warton was not a poetic woman, but some sense of the beauty of the scene and the calm deliciousness of the atmosphere impressed itself on her. ^^How lovely all this place looks to-night !" she remarked. ^' I wonder Walter does not like to be here oftener, or to stay here longer. But men are so absorbed in politics ; and he owes it to his country, he says, not to desert the career he has taken up." Her companion frowned and bit her lip, but said nothing as yet. " Patriots, you know, in old days were ready to sacrifice everything for theii' coun- try," pursued Mabel. WALTER WARTON's HOME. 117 ^' Even their wives and theii' cliildren?" ^' Yes, dear, I suppose so." " Well, I think there arc some now who have not at all degenerated, and indeed who could make the sacrifice very cheer- fully. By the way, Mabel, Artemus Ward offers to allow every drop of blood in the veins of all his able-bodied male relatives to be shed in the cause of the American Union." " Does he, dear ? 0, but come now, that is only your nonsense. You are laugh- ing at me; I was talking seriously. You unmarried girls are never serious. Wait until you are married." ^^ Yes, I shall be made serious enough then, no doubt. But, Mabel, when did Walter write to say that he was coming to- night? Yesterday?" ^' ]^o, not yesterday. I think it was Monday, or perhaps Saturday." This was Friday. ^' A week ago nearly ?" 118 WALTER WARTON's HOME. " Well, not quite a week ago, dear. But Ms time is so taken up, and he goes about from place to place a great deal." ^^ Yes, I saw Ms name in a paper as among the guests of Earl Somebody, some- where in tlie country, a few days back." " Did you really?" Mrs. Warton's face radiated with a mild triumph. ^^At an Earl's in the country ! The naughty boy neyer wrote to tell me ; but he is so modest : he neyer will boast of anything." '^ I would not go to these places if I were such a man as "Walter." "Why not, dear?" " What does he want there ?" " Men in political life always have to go to these places. Something about parties, you know; arranging who is to go in for this place and that — into Parliament. Wal- ter hopes to have another chance made for Mm yery soon. We don't quite understand these things, dear ; but Walter does, you may be sure." WALTER WAETON's HOME. 119 By this time they had reached the little station. They went in and sat down. ^^ How often I have come here alone of evenings/' said Mrs. Wart on, with some- thing like a sigh, ^'before you came to bear me company !" '' And been disappointed?" '^ Yes, sometimes ; but not always, you know. Yery often I came just in time to find my truant and to bring him away in tri- umph, all tired and dusty, and lead him home and make much of him, and be very happy." '^ "Well, my dear, dear Mabel, I hope you may be happy now — indeed I do. I hear the whistle of the train." '^ Yes, here it is, and I know he's com- ing." Mrs. Warton sprang to her feet, light for the moment as a girl. The train came in, and many people got out of it, some or most of them regular denizens of the place, who knew Mrs. "War- ton and greeted her ; but her husband was not among them. 120 WALTER TTARTON'S HOME. ^' Come away, clear," she said wearily to her niece. '^I am so disappointed. 0, if anything has happened to him !" '' Nothing has happened to him, you may be sure," her niece replied, in a tone which implied anger towards the absent rather than consolation or encouragement to the present. '' Ah, you have no husband," was Mrs. Warton's commentary, '' and you don't know what it is to be always anxiously expecting someone home who can't come when you expect him. How can I tell that there may not have been an accident some- where, and perhaps he is killed?" They did not talk much on the way home. When they reached the little porch of the house, Mrs. Wart on said, '^ How glad I am the children are in bed ! They really would worry me terribly just now." The two women set themselves to occu- pation of some kind for the rest of an even- ing that promised to be very dreary. They WALTER WARTON's HOME. 121 kept a very modest household, two female servants being the entire domestic staff; and they saw few visitors. Miss Ethelstone had not been very long — only some year or so — living in the house. She had come to keep her aunt company, being herself an orphan, when her aunt's husband grew too busy in politics to come home very often. And she came to help to put things to rights, which were going dreadfully astray under Mrs. Warton's superintendence. And finally she came — this being however an unwhispered, hardly understood reason — to share quietly and delicately her very slender purse with her aunt's family. She had a tiny annuity left to her by her father, and it had been for a long time her great ambition to go to Eome, and live there and study art like the American girl in Hawthorne's story. But she cheerfully put off the project for a while, until the long-expected time should come when Wart on' s genius obtained its reward, and he became a prime minister, or 122 WALTER WARTON'S HOME. a chief justice, or a governor-general of India, — wliicli lie was quite certain to do ; but lie must get into the House of Commons first, and he had not got there yet. So Grace came and helped his wife to manage her affairs ; and the first step she took was to dispense with the services of the daily governess, and teach the children herself. The two women then sat down to a night's occupation. Grace got the terres- trial globe and a volume of geography, and began to revolve the one and con over the other. ^'I want so much to study all this latitude and longitude business," she said, looking up with a smile at her aunt. ^' I must keep at least one lesson ahead of little Mabel, or there will be a hopeless break-down. I never was strong in geo- graphy; and only yesterday she asked me some dreadful question about the latitude of something, and what it all meant ; and only that that providential smash of a pane WALTER WARTON's HOME. 123 of glass took place through the aid of Watty and his ball, I do believe I should have been compelled, for the sake of my repu- tation as a teacher, to say, ^ Little girls must not ask questions ;' or, ' Hush, my dear ; you'll know all about that when you grow to be a woman.' " The last few words of this speech fell upon inattentive ears. Eor a quick step was heard just then at the door, followed by a peculiar whistle; and Mrs. "Warton jumped up and exclaimed, ^^Why, here is "Walter, I do declare !" and ran to open the door herself, and give him a welcome. Her niece remained discreetly where she was, being indeed in nowise personally anxious to greet the delinquent. In a mo- ment or two Mrs. Warton entered, leading her husband in triumph. Walter Ealeigh Warton was a slight shapely man, rather tall, with a profusion of thick dark curling hair, a colourless face, and a very youthful appearance. He did 124 WALTER WARTON's H0]ME. not look more than six- or seven-and-twenty years of age ; he must have been fully ten years older. He might fairly have been called a handsome man. He had beauti- fully white teeth, and hands as small and delicate and well- shaped as those of a wo- man ; and as he wore two or three spark- ling rings, one might have taken his hand, when he laid it on the shoulder of his wife, for that of a woman. He wore neither beard, whiskers, nor moustache. If he were a fair symbol of the rights of labour, then labour is in its perfected illustration a wonder- fully neat, clean, and dainty-looking affair. Close under "Warton's eyes, though, if an observer looked keenly at them, could be discerned some outlines which are only graven by age, or care, or passion. And the eyes themselves, naturally bright, and often made still brighter by a purposed earnestness of expression on the proper occasions, had a way of losing their lustre sometimes with an odd suddenness when WALTER WARTON'S HOME. 125 their OT\Ticr was not actually speaking. The light faded out of them as if the dweller within had extinguished his lamps to brood awhile in the darkness. And then those who had best reason to study Warton's ways knew that he was not listening to a word which was spoken to him. But only his wife and her niece had much opportu- nity of studying him in this mood and ex- pression. Abroad, he was generally all energy and yiyacity. Mrs. Warton set down these sudden fits of abstraction to the account of genius and patriotism and a political career. Her niece once offended both Warton and her by suddenly breaking off in some amusing scrap of personal ex- perience she was detailing to him with the words, " Kow, Walter, I know you have not been listening to a word this some time. You quite forgot to keep up the smile! You remind me of a lady in Sam Slich^ of whom it is said that the moment peo- ple's eyes were turned away, the smile 126 WALTER WAETON's HOME. droiDped off her face like a petticoat when the string's broke. Eut I had my eyes on you, and I found you out. And now you must listen to the whole story over again as a punishment." Which he did ; this time Kstening atten- tively, but not much pleased at even this slight discovery. Now Walter is being led in by his de- lighted wife. He kissed his niece, of whom indeed he was very fond ; and, moreover, he always liked being waited on by wo- men. ^' Well, Grace, my wee lassie, how charm- ing you look ! Such roses on your cheeks T Not to be gathered in Belgravia, these blooming flowers. And Mabel too; she looks well, and apparently has not been pining too much for her husband. Ah, well ; Providence will give us rest some- time ! Eut there is work to be done yet." He sighed a very touching sigh — sup- T\'ALTER WAETON's HOME. 127 pressed it still more touehingly — tlien re- posed liiniself in his armcliair, and asked with genial gaiety for some tea. ^'But have you dined, Walter? Are you sure ?" ^^Yes ; yes. I dined two hours ago." '^ And where do you come from, dearest ? We quite gave you up. There is no train from London now ?" " Xo, dear; I did not come from London — in fact, I came from Coombe Castle." ^^ Coombe Castle ! So you were there ! Grace saw your name in the papers. But, my dear Walter, you surely have not been there all this time ?" ^^ All what time, Mabel?" "All that time since Grace saw the paper — days and days ago." " Well, dear, I was there since Sunday, I think. But I was yery much engaged — not pleasure, only politics." " So near — within ten miles of me for days — and did not come !" 128 WALTER WARTON's HOME. " I could not come, Mabel, before. I have come now." "And where are your things — your luggage ?" " "Well, the fact is, I have brought no- thing with me. It was not worth while. I must go off again in the morning." " 0, my dear Walter ! Again in the morning, after one short night ?" " Yes, love. I cannot help it. I must go. I am deeply engaged just at present." " Are you going to London, then ?" Warton, be it said, always had chambers in London. "Yes, to London; that is, presently. But first I have of course to retui-n to the Castle, l^ow, dear, about that promised tea ? I do assure you I feel weary." So Walter had some tea, and was well waited on by two women, one of whom honestly adored him, while the other at least did her best to follow the example. He was very gracious, and took his wife's WALTER WARTON's HOME. 129 kisses with a sweet patience and benignity, and sometimes ran his hand playfully oyer his niece's hair with a manner half paternal, half gallant. Mabel rattled on with all the news of the little community for the past few days, and asked him countless questions about the castle, about the earl, about the countess, and what she was like, and how she dressed, and about the ladies staying at the castle. Suddenly, and raising his white hand with gentle earnestness to stay the further rush of the torrent of woman's curiosity, Walter said : " Come now, I have something to tell you in which you will take an interest. I was near forgetting it. Do you know who is in town, and was asking about you ? Par- ticularly, most particularly anxious about you." '' Indeed I don't know at all. Who can there be in town who cares about me ?" " Come, then, guess. Three guesses." '' But, Walter love, I never could guess. VOL. I. K 130 WALTER WAETON's HOME. And then I know it can be nobody — ^nobody of any consequence, I mean, in whom we take any interest." ^^Yes, but it is tliougli; somebody in whom you take an interest — or at least who still takes a deep interest in you. Think of the sail that brings our friends up from the under world. He has come over the ocean — up from the under world." ''0, is it possible? You don't mean poor Ealpli Lennon ?" " Indeed I do." " And so he has come back again. Poor dear Ealph ! How glad I shall be to see him !" Mrs. Warton was still a young woman. Women older than she are capable, in real life if not in romance, of breaking strong hearts with passion; and, stranger still, of feeling their own hearts rent anew, or rent for the first time, with true and unconquer- able love. She knew quite well that Ealph Lennon' s heart once was torn with love for WALTER WARTON's HOME. 131 her, and that, refused by her, he flung him- self away, fii'st on what is called life here, and next upon the death-in-life of a far raw colony. Her heart ought to have beat very quickly at the mention of his name; her cheek ought to have flushed a burning red ; at least she ought to have looked em- barrassed in some way. But this good woman was as composed as her niece, who never set eyes on Lennon in her life and had not half-a-dozen times heard his name. Mabel was delighted to hear that her old lover was in England ; but she had no sen- timental emotion whatever connected with his name. She had no secret about him at all,, and would have told anybody who cared to hear it that Ealph Lennon once was in love with her, and wanted to marry her, but that she could not have him, as calmly and sweetly as she might have told of her inti- macy with some schoolgirl friend. How he had loved, and been disappointed, she would have explained with just the same unembar- 132 WALTER WARTON's HOME. rassed regret as if she were telling how he once had a fever, and had to have his hair cut off. "Poor Ealph ! I hope he will come to see me." There was something magna- nimously simple about her pity for poor Ealph. " What does he look like, Walter love ?'' " Strong and brown. Yery much aged, I thought — quite a middle-aged sort of man. Yet he is young — I think younger by a year or two at least than I am." " He used to be a very handsome young man. Is he handsome now, Walter ?" " Yes, I think so — I don't know, in fact. But I believe he has made a good deal of money. He is very fortunate." And War- ton sighed — a deep, sincere, involuntary sigh. " Xot fortunate in everything, love? JS'ot in everything. He used to think you fortu- nate, used he not ?" This was said in a fondling tone, and WALTER WARTON's HOME. 133 witli a hand laid tenderly on Walter's slionl- der, while his wife's soft, loving eyes looked appealingly into his. She had beautiful eyes. Monotony of life, inactivity of mind and body, and the power of the flesh, — the literal flesh, — had not conquered these. ^' Only thine eyes remained — they would not go." But Wart on' s own eyes saw nothing that was before him just now. "Yes," he said ; '^ of course, yes — not fortunate in that way. But how strange that he should have made a heap of money in a few years — dig- ging or farming or something out there ; and what a career it will give him here now, if he has the brains and the spirit to follow it ! What would some of us give for the chance ! We rack our brains, and wear out our frames, and make oiu"selves slaves, and run into all manner of risks, and brave disgrace — good God ! — and think we have talents and genius and what not ; and we remain poor, and find our poverty a millstone round our necks : and a fellow who was always a romantic, 134 WALTER WAETOX'S HOME. headlong sort of fool runs out to Botany Bay or somewhere for a few years, and conies back rich! And now" — Wart on' s voice dropped, and he spoke in a quiet, half-medi- tative tone — "now he has lands and beeves — lands and beeves." " Are not those Falstaff's words ?" Grace calmly inquired, as she looked up from her globe. "They are; and they are bitter words, too." " Yes, I suppose so. He had squandered his life away in folly, and idleness, and self-conceit, I think — for I always imagine Falstaff delighting to be the great man of tapsters and low companions ; and then he envied somebody who once was a poor young fellow, perhaps, but who now has lands and beeves. I thought I knew the words ; but I don't know whether I really understand the meaning of them. Do you think I do, Walter ?" He put his hand under his chin, and WALTER WAETON's HOME. 135 looked fixedly at lier. His piercing dark eyes were met calmly by hers. " Yes, I think yon understand them," he said ; and he remained silent for a moment or two. ^^But, Walter," began Mrs. Warton again, ^^I always thought Ealph Lennon had talents." "Yes, dear, so he had — great talents, I thought at one time. But I used to think he wanted wisdom, perhaps, and was more likely to spoil a career than make it. Now he has England's political life before him. The way is clear — he has money — he may do anything and be anything; while — " He shrugged his shoulders, and dropped into a haggard silence. Presently he looked round, and saw that his wife's eyelids were drooping. " You are sleepy, Mabel dear," he said, "and must not remain up for me. I did want a few pages written for me — at my dictation — but I will not keep you up. I daresay I can 136 WALTER WARTON's HOME. manage tliem myself, though my writing is so dreadful, people say they can't read it." '' Shall I write for you, "Walter ?" asked Grace. ^' Thank you — if you would — if it would not much trouble you ?" " 0, no ; I will do it with pleasure." '' That's a dear girl; and then poor Mabel can go to bed." ^^ Thank you both," said Mabel; ^^for indeed I am so tired that I don't belieye I could do anything." With all her love for "Walter, Mabel was always glad when any- body would relieve her of any task which should naturally be hers. So she went to bed and fell asleep, and dreamed — very in- nocently — that poor Ealph Lennon had come to see her, and was very fond of her now, and of Walter too, and that they all lived in the same street, and were very happy. Walter meanwhile was walking up and down the room with his hand under his chin, or occasionally lying in his easy-chair, WALTER WARTON's HOME. 137 and dictating some letters to liis niece. They did not speak much of anything but the letters while the work was going on. He, as he leaned in his chair, sometimes gazed covertly, fixedly on her, and studied the clear firm lines of her mouth, and noted too the developing beauty of her woman- hood. When the closing sentence of the last letter had been finished, he said : ^^!N'ow, Grace, you are tired, I know, and I must not exact any more. I don't think I want anything else done ; and you are a good girl to work so late for me. You must go to bed — I shall remain up a little longer." ''Are you going early in the morning, Walter ?" ''Yes; very early." " Then do you mean to see the children ?" The children ! He had never asked for them. Stranger still, their mother had never spoken of them. " yes; of course — the dear little ones. 138 WALTER WAETON's HOME. I must see them — to-morrow morning, be- fore I go. They are always np very early, are they not ?" ^^ Yes, that they are; as I know when they come battering at my door somewhere about sunrise, I think, and clamouring for me to come and play with them." "- You women, how happy you are I If you only knew it ! You can stay at home and cultivate the domestic virtues, and be happy children always while you have chil- dren round you ; but we — " He would have gone on with some pa- thetic lament over the life of man, but the girl cut him short. " Don't, please, talk in that way. It is thrown away on me. It is nonsense." '' JSTonsense, dear child ?" "Yes, Walter; nonsense. You don't believe a word of it. You despise in your heart our trifling, monotonous lives ; and you despise us for leading them. IS'ow don't stop me. You know I speak the truth. WALTER WARTON'S HOME. 139 What hinders you from living a domestic life, and cultivating the domestic virtues, and all that sort of thing ?" ''Ah, you dear, impetuous, illogical wo- men, who cannot imderstand that a man's duty is sometimes to sacrifice — " " Please, Walter, don't talk to me as if I were a child, or a working man, or — or anybody but what I am." She was actu- ally on the point of saying, " or your wife," but checked herself in time. '' I am sorry to see poor Mabel left always alone ; I see her pining and unhappy, and — and — in fact, I can't stand it;" and, as energetic girls will do when much in earnest nowadays, she broke into slang. " My dear girl, what am I to do ? A political career is the most remorseless mis- tress, and if you neglect it for a moment you are thrown out altogether. I have a ter- rible up-hill battle to fight. I have to court friends and supporters and — " ''And patrons?" 140 WALTER WARTON'S HOME. ^^ Yes; and patrons — it is only too true. I am a man -witliout money. I have ne- glected my i^rofession, and now it deserts me. I talk to you frankly, because I see yon are not a child, but a woman of sense and spirit ; and I want yon to understand me. I am an ambitious man — it is not a girl like you who would blame me for that. I know I have a career before me, if only I can work on yet a little while. And listen, Grace ; it is only by patrons, whether they be peers or mobs — I try both — that a man like me can get on in English political life. If I had Lennon's money — ah, then indeed I could do without either. But I tell you, girl, I am compelled to go on. I cannot stop. I am plunged in difficulties. "What would you do if you were like me ? Would you renounce your career ?" ^^I would," she answered vehemently. " I would renounce any career which had to be followed by seeking the patronage of lords — or of mobs either. I would not sur- WALTER WARTON'S HOME. 141 render my home — and my soul — for such a career. Give it up, "Walter, give it up ! Your talents would soon make a way for you which would be free and independent, and which would never compel you to sacri- fice your home." '' My home !" he said in a low tone, and he again shi'ugged his shoulders. '' I sup- pose a home means companionship of thought and mind, does it not ? Dear Mabel is the best of women ] but do you think you could live long, Grace, on sugar-plums ? I can't." He took up one of his letters and began to glance over it. Grace was not inclined to continue the conversation. Perhaps she wished she had not said so much. So she rose and bade him good-night. He di-ew her towards him and kissed her. There was nothing in that. She had sat upon his knee and pulled his hair when a bright little child, ten years ago, and he always since then kissed her on meeting and parting. Eut there was an emphasis in his kiss to- 142 WALTER WARTOX'S H0:ME. night, and there was a warmth in the pres- sure of his hand, which sent a somewhat dis- agreeable sensation through her, and made her glad to be alone. ^' She grows a fine girl," Wart on thought when she had gone, ^' and she will have brains as well as heart. A man who has a wife like that might perhaps give up a career for her ; or, better still, she would help him to make a career, and would understand him and keep him right. Eyerything is against me. I have nothing but myself. I am alone." He remained long up, thinking. When at last he went to bed, he took every care not to waken his wife. Her kisses would have distressed him. CHAPTER Y. WALTER WARTON'S HOPES. Walter Ealeigh TVartox was one of the might-liaYe-beens. He might haye been a man of genius. Indeed he seemed to have missed by a narrow chance the ray of in- spiration as it descended. He was, how- ever, a strikingly good imitation of a man of genius. He had the contortions of the Sibyl. IN'ature gave him a glittering sur- face of talent, a passionate aspiration to- wards success of any kind, a deep self-con- fidence, and a thiilling powerful voice. Therefore he started early in life as an orator and a politician; and he naturally fell into a general career of opposition, that path requiring little study and little acqui- 144 WALTER WARTON's HOPES. sition of facts. His talents would liave suited just as well for journalism, for fiction, for law, as for politics — perhaps for the pulpit best of all. Anything he did would have made a certain impression, for a time, on what may be called the popular mind. It would have been showy, full of bright colours, sentiments which had a suggestion of novelty and a strong flayour of earnest- ness. Jean Paul Eichter compares some- one to a lighthouse — ^'' high, far -shining, empty." The intellect of Walter Wart on was of this description. He flung himself into politics for three reasons : first, one can make a success there, for a time, without labour, study, or preliminary training ; next, he had acuteness enough to see that in Eng- land political life is the one only sphere in which a man without money or rank can possibly obtain social influence; finally, he had a wonderful fluency, a ready power of turning everything he wanted to say into the form of a noble sentiment or a thrilling WALTER WABTON's HOPES. 145 antitliesis, and, as has been already men- tioned, a fine voiee. Warton's father was a dissenting minis- ter, who had been a working man. Warton inherited much of the fervent power of denunciation which had made his father conspicuous among Birmingham trade- ora- tors in the days of the proposed march upon London, and of the Manchester blanketeers. The eloquence of denunciation was not so successful when the elder Warton put down his workman's tools and turned minister ; and he subsided into a very quiet, laborious, earnest, and obscure preacher of what he understood to be the Gospel. He lived near the northern border of Lancashire, and "Walter Warton was bom and reared in Cumberland. His father saw that the lad inherited his own declamatory power, and thought the bar would be its best field of exercise. Walter insisted on going to Ox- ford; and as his mother was a woman of some means who had fallen in love with VOL. I. L 146 WALTER WARTON's HOPES. the elder Wart on' s preaching and married him, and considerately died too soon to interfere with her son's schemes of personal ambition, the money was found for him. He went to Oxford, and quietly lapsed into the social respectability of orthodox opi- nions. Then he studied for the bar, and was called; but before he had made much of his way there, his father died and left him free, and with just enough of annual income to set a man astray — not half enough to secui'e him a career, or even a satisfactory living. "Walter Warton thought the bar slow and toilsome, and deliberately made up his mind for politics, parliament, re- nown, and finally an appointment ; and, looking coolly around him, he saw no other way so congenial and convenient of mount- ing into public life and a parliamentary seat as on the shoulders of the working man. The working man, his wi'ongs and his rights, were just then becoming fashion- able and influential. Warton had naturally WALTER WARTON's HOPES. 147 many sympathies witli the "working man — sympathies which had been bequeathed to him, along with his voice and his eloquence, by his honest old father. His instincts in- deed were never decidedly ungenerous where his personal interests did not coerce them ; and he did feel, at the beginning of his public career, an honest ambition to be known as one who loved and served the British artisan. But Warton had by nature and by cul- ture unhappily very un-Spartan tastes. He loved luxury and the society of swells. He loved to dine at splendid tables, and to be waited on by liveried servants. He loved to have his clothes made by the first tailor, and to be seen walking arm-in-arm with the heir to a title. A woman's soft, sweet voice filled him with joy ; the sight of a woman's white shoulder and bosom, rising resplendent out of silk and lace, was dear to him as the sun and shadow on a mountain side to one of the Lake poets. He loved perfumes and 148 WALTER AVARTON's HOPES. jewels and carriages and sparkling wine. Instincts and interests therefore combined to suggest to him the necessity of giving rather a new complexion and purpose to the character of a working-man's orator. The acknowledged parliamentary leaders of the Eadicals — strong, simple, unselfish men; men too who had plenty of money, but gave no delightful dinners — rather fought shy of him. They did not care much about his eloquence — one or two of them being orators of acknowledged genius and power, and valuing even their oa\tl oratory merely as an instrument in compelling the passing of certain desired laws ; and they did not seem to have much faith in men who had no money, and yet were not content to serve in the ranks. These leaders did not par- ticularly want Warton in parliament ; did not care if he never got there, because they had little need of his eloquence ; and would have preferred some blunt ungainly manu- facturer from the north, whose means placed WALTER WARTON's HOPES. 149 liiin above suspicion, and wliosc honest vote miglit always have been connted on. So when, after years of struggling and stumping and spouting, after acquiring a popularity and a name for eloquence vrhich threw artizan crowds into raptures, Warton at last ventured to stand for a borough so Liberal that no Tory had a ghost of a chance there, he found himself defeated after an expen- sive contest by a respectable local nobody, who had plenty of money, professed steady old-fashioned Liberalism, and could hardly utter three consecutive sentences at the hustings. From that hour Warton found himself drawing nearer and nearer to the Tories. He began to think they were the true friends to the working man. He began to think they appreciated talent better than the Li- berals, and were less intolerant of poverty — as, indeed, is quite true. He found that there was more of the ^^ good fellow" charac- ter among them ; that their manners were 150 WALTER WAETON's HOPES. more refined, their doors more hospitably ojDen, and their women more attractive. He became at last inspired with the grand idea that the country was to be saved by a rap- prochement between the Derby-Disraelites and the working man. Some popular ques- tion or another — perhaps it was the Crimean war — where party politics did not directly interyenOj enabled him decently to break with his old friends, and even to declaim against them as, in that instance, enemies of England. He did the Tories good ser- vice, and they were really grateful; and he whispered to their understrappers that he could do better service still — that he could bring the working man right over at some great crisis; and they whispered the promise to some of their chiefs, who were not too confident, but thought there might be something in it, and passed round the mot dJordre that some attention was to be paid to Warton. Attention was paid to him accordingly, — especially when it was WALTER WARTON's HOPES. 151 foimd that his manners were gentlemanly, his hands white, his clothes made by Poole, and his appearance in the drawing-room un- exceptionable. Was it mentioned that Walter Warton had no claim whatever to the interjected name of ^'Ealeigh" ? It was never given him by his godfathers or godmathers. He took it '' for the sake of euphony," as Mr. Xinglake would say. His real names were John Walter Warton ; but he did not like the combination, so he dropped the ^^ John," and called himself Walter Warton. Then he thought a third name necessary ; and he liked one which had a suggestion of great- ness in it. So he called himself Walter Ealeigh Warton, and was nearly as proud of the Ealeigh as if it were a patent of no- bility. It made people sometimes assume that he must be a collateral descendant of the great Elizabethan hero; and indeed, at last Warton began to fancy there was something in the idea. At all events, it 152 WALTER WARTON's HOPES. seemed to give liiin a new title to a career of distinction. It is hard not to feel he- roic when one brandishes a sword, or great when one subscribes himself the bearer of an illustrious name. "Walter "Warton dearly loved to see his name in print, as one of the speakers at a public meeting, or one of the guests at a fashionable dinner ; but on the whole he would probably have preferred to find it left out altogether than to read it set down as '' Mr. Warton," or '^ Mr. Wal- ter Warton," or— worst of all— '^ Mr. W. Warton." Mr. Hotten's History of Signboards has lately called the attention of all of us to an object Avhich doubtless very few who walk up and down Oxford-street would otherwise have noticed — Hogarth's sign-painting of the Man loaded with Mischief. It is hardly necessary now to say that the principal ob- ject in the painting is a man whose bend- ing shoulders bear, among other encum- brances, the weight of a very substantial WALTER WARTON'S HOPES. 153 wife. Surely that poor man might be pitied if he had to toil up Holborn Hill thus loaded; more still if he had to mount the steps of the Monument; more yet, if he had to climb to the top of a tree. Walter Warton soon began to find it difficult to climb to the top of the social tree carry- ing his plump wife on his shoulder. So he calmly and prudently put her down and prepared to mount alone, assuring her that when he had made his way, and established a secure place high up among the branches, he would help her to mount up beside him. She believed it, for she had a vast capacity of faith. Sincere, superficial, and sinless herself, she had no thought of in- sincerity or depth or sin in others. Wal- ter Warton was intellectually and morally a very young man when he fell in love with her. Her sweet soft voice, her beautiful eyes, her white arms, fascinated him. He was urged on to a greater passion by ob- serving Ealph Lennon's love for her, and 154 WALTER WARTON's HOPES. by man's natural antagonism. He threw himself into the contest, and he won. Per- haps the first decidedly mean act Walter Warton the man committed was when he directed the attention of Mabel Ethelstone and her peoj)le to Ealph Lennon's youthful extrayagances. And even this act "Warton persuaded himself was a conscientious duty. Could he see an innocent and religious girl sacrificed to a scapegrace and an infidel? In virtue's cause a true man knows no friendship. Warton' s virtue was rewarded. Mabel fell deeply and faithfully in love with him, and they were married ; and after a twelve- month or so of tepid happiness Walter found that he was bound for life to an innocent, overgrown child — an animated wax doll, with a tender heart and no brains. He began to go about in a sort of society, and he met handsome, graceful, clever women, who could talk with piquancy and force ; who read the books of the day, and knew some- WALTER WAETON's HOPES. 155 thing about newspapers and politics; and had husbands and brothers and fathers in the House; and could lead a man charmingly, artlessly up to the edge of a tender, fasci- nating flirtation, and keep him poised there in a bewildering ineffable state of anxiety and ecstasy. After such society, poor Ma- bel was like new milk after champagne. Let us do Warton justice. For a time he honestly tried hard to love his wife still. At last he saw it would not do, and he dropped the idea. Believed of the mental struggle, he found he could put on the ap- pearance of love much more easily; and once he had satisfied his wife that she must live out of London, that he could not pos- sibly spend every night with her, and that she had better have her niece's companion- ship, his mind was at rest. He had set down his load, and could climb the tree alone. Often in society he saw women who were in one sense crowns to their husbands: who understood politics, shared man's am- 156 WALTER WARTON's HOPES. bition ; could make friends and keep tkem, and dexterously di'op them if necessary; who could advise and stimulate and guide ; who could plan and scheme and conquer: and sometimes Warton felt that Providence had been imkind to him. When Ealph Lennon came back to England with money and without a wife — ^having apparently all political roads thus thrown open to him — "Warton felt for a moment inclined to be- come an infidel. He suppressed, however, the dreadful promptings of Satanic doubt, which it would be simply impossible to tolerate in connection with a Tory career; and he began to think whether, after all, some good purpose might not be served if he could regain a little of his influence over his old acquaintance. A quick thought glanced through him: "How Mabel might help me now, if she had only sense !" And he remembered with a sigh how fat Mabel was growing, how little vivacity she had, how quiet, innocent, and uninteresting she WALTER WARTON's HOPES. 157 was. '' Even /^ dition, firm and fast, as a man." ^^What is it, Mr. Eeny? Anything you like." ^'That you don't let me do nothing for something — that it's a business affair, though all kindness, I know, on your part ; and that I'm allowed to 2:iYe full value for ev & ery shilling I get." ^^ Certainly; I should never have thought of hinting any other condition." ^^Then I'll go," said Tom. ^'I liked you from the first, and I'm glad to go any- where with you." So it was soon settled that Tom Berry was to go to the l^orth, and take up his quarters for a little time — or a long time, as the case might be — with Ealph Lennon ; at least, in Lennon's neighbourhood. Lennon had a keen natural shrewdness about him, by which he penetrated at once the depths of Tom's simple, earnest nature. Perhaps it was less a quick and correct appreciation of TOM BERRY LEAVING HOME. 2 Go character that guided him than a mere in- stinct. Himself earnest, unpretending, and manly even in his eccentricity, he read the heart of the Southwark carpenter by the light of his own nature. He quite under- stood, then, that just at such a time the one only way to divert Berry's mind from perso- nal grief was to draw him into talk about a scheme which proposed to do good to others. So he expounded to Berry his ideas about innovation and improvement down in Cum- berland, and Tom grew enthusiastic over the scheme. It was quite new to him to meet with anyone who had a fresh faith in any irre- gular way of doing good. The working men of England — at least, of London — have be- come terrible sceptics of late. They have seen so many shams come up, and so many hopeful, alluring dreams fade away, that the mere suggestion of any plan of improvement, political or social, seems only made to be laughed at. Most of the philanthropic teach- ing of England, directed lately at the working 264 TOM BERRY LEAVING HOME. classes, has simply gone to tell tliem tliat it is tlieir duty to keep quiet, mind their busi- ness, stay away from the public-house, avoid politics, and disbelieve in schemes of Eeform. Tom Berry's own class had imbibed the teaching, and chaffed him for his nonsense about Chartism and the rights of Labour. As the black nigger uses the words ^' black nigger" for terms of reproach, so the British working man sometimes holds it up as a re- proach to his brother that he has a working man's natural notions and hopes and dreams. Tom was delighted to meet some one at last who had a flavour of the old freshness about him — delightful and fascinating as a memory of some of the follies of youth. As they talked over many things, a twinkle at last came into Tom's eye. "And did you see "Wat Warton that night ?" he asked. " J^o," answered Lennon, '-not that night ; but the next day, and several times TOII BERKY LEAVING HOME. 265 ^^ Well, and wliat did you think of him ? He's not much changed. You'd have no trouble in recognising him." ^'Xo; he looks just the same as ever — quite young and fresh." ^^Ah! so he does. Would you think that he's nigh as old as me — ay, maybe as old all out ? Well, he's not had the same trouble. iS'o, nor he couldn't have." ^'^0] his life seems to have been very successful." " Successful ? I don't know that. He has talents, you know. I don't believe in him now ; but I know he has talents." ^' Yes ; I always knew that." ''Well, and what has he brought his talents to ? What have they done for him ? He's only made himself a poor hack. Let him hang on to the Tories, and see what they'll do for him ! He's hard-up, 'I believe, poor fellow ; and I'm sorry for that. I don't like a fellow to be hard-up, whatever he is. But he's never suffered. He couldn't suffer." 266 T01[ BEERY LEATIXa HOME. '^ Why not ?" asked Lennon — not out of curiosity J but only to say something which might allow Tom to go on talking. '^Because he hasn't the heart to suffer, sir ; because he never felt for any human being but himself; because, when Fortune's attacking him, she's only beating the wind, so long as she leaves his own carcass alone. Touch him there, and he's quick all over ! Turn him one way, and he's got the hide of a rhinoceros ; turn him the other way, and he's like a skinned eel." " You seem to have a strong dislike to him ; and I think you look at him un- faii'ly." ^' ISTot a bit of it, sir. Don't you trust him. Mark my words : I know Mr. Walter Warton now ; I didn't once. I believed him ; and I don't know whether I mightn't say I loved him; but he showed himself gradually to me, bit by bit, and I saw him as he was — the slippery selfish humbug. Don't you ever trust him, Mr. Lennon; to:m berky leavij^g home. 267 lie'd dceeive any man if lie could, or any woman." Tom was growing excited. Lennon made an effort to turn tlic conversation another way. He did not care to sit and hear his old Mend denounced; and he did not want to argue that or any other point with a man in Tom Berry's present mood of mind. But Tom kept on. ^^He's going to stand for a place up in the IN'orth soon, I'm told. Some of the working men there wrote to us here ahout it. I gave them my opinion. The Tories are bringing him out. The Carlton is doing the whole thing; and I hear it's his last chance. They think it would be a good thing for them to be able to show ^the orator of the people,' as "Wat used to call himself, on their side." ''Is he likely to get in ?" ^'Well, I don't know that he wouldn't have a good chance, too, with the Carlton's tin, and one or two big local men to bring 268 to:m beery leaving home. him out ; but if the working chaps are true to each other there, they can do a deal. It's a place where some of the old franchises are left; and most of 'em have votes that way — what working man has a ten-pound house in a country-town ? — and they all have voices and throats ; and I'll put them up to some- thing, I know, that'll fix him, or I'm mis- taken. "Wart on' s easily frightened ; I know that. He hasn't the pluck of a schoolgirl." ''I see we are likely to be on opposite sides, Mr. Berry, if politics should break in upon us down at the Korth. Unless he really comes out a tremendous and unmiti- gated Tory, I shall feel bound to support my old acquaintance." ^' Well, sir, we can't help it. We must only differ. I'll do my best to forward your building work all the same ; perhaps it's the work I'm best fitted for, and ought to have stuck to. And if the thing only gives you time, and does not come on too soon, I've good hope that you'll have seen into Wat TO^r BERRY LEAYIXG IIO^^E. 2 GO Warton before he gets on an election plat- form again." After a little conversation Lennon left poor Berry to liis lonely honse — a home no longer. It ^vas arranged that Berry shonld come northward as soon as he conld. '' God bless yer honor !" said the old Irishwoman, as she hurried to open the door for Lennon; ^^yon've brightened him up wondherfnl wid talkin' to him, and lettin' him hear himself talk. Poor Tom ! Och, yeh, 'twas she that knew that; and whin anything was the matther wid him, she'd always help him to talk himself out of it." Lennon did not pay much attention to Berry's 'denunciation ofWarton. It seemed to him to represent naturally enough the fanatical honesty of the Chartist's indigna- tion against a man who, for any reason, good or bad, wise or unwise, had forsworn one tittle of the ancient creed and sacra- ments. Probably "Wart on had, in the fair 270 TOM BERRY LEAVING HOME. development of iiolitical intellect, outgrown the old husk of liis early opinions; and the man whom you have left behind in political sentiments is no more likely to judge you fairly than the old friend who still trudges to business afoot, while you drive in a carriage to the splendid offices of your new limited-liability company, or can- ter to Downing- street with your groom at your tail. Lennon took quite the old Irish- woman's view of the matter, and was glad to have been the means of helping Berry to talk himself, even for a few moments, out of the iron gripe of his affliction. The iron gripe closed again round Tom's heart when he was left alone. Eut he had some work to do ; and he turned to and went on with it. He was engaged in mak- ing a coffin for his wife. 'No hand but his, he was resolved, should construct this her last tenement. The best oak he could get was brought under his saw and his plane ; he had bought black velvet to cover all, to:m berry leaving home. 271 and solemn bronze clasps and nails and plates to be its dismal ornaments ; and be sawed and planed, and made smooth and symmetrical, fitted in here, rnbbed off there, and toiled with a nervous and morbid ex- actness, as if the dead could be conscious of the anxious presence of his loving hand. He felt a grim and ghastly pride in making the incasing worthy of her he was to lay there — to lay there with his own hands. The jeweller, working with fond attentive eye to make some chain or ornament worthy to lie on the bosom of his love, could not have been more eagerly absorbed in the finish and perfection of his task than the poor Southwark carpenter labouring at the coffin of his wife. No hand but his should lay her in the coffin; nay, no hand should touch her but his alone. He peremptorily, and even fiercely, rejected the urgent entreaties of some of the women round him to be allowed to wash and lay out, after the proprieties of 272 to:j: beeey leayixg home. tlieir cli'car routine, tlic body wHcLl still held his living heart. He would have no old crones meddling with those lifeless limbs, and profaning with useless touch the sa- cred stillness of that form. He would have no ghastly and hideous shroud, no grim funereal cor23se-gloves ; none of the conven- tional paraphernalia wherewith the ^oilgar think it religion to bedizen the dead. She should lie as she lay now, — just as she used to lie down to sleep of nights ; only a few old things that he had specially given her — an ornament or two, a buckle, her combs, waist-belts, and such-like — laid with her in her coffin, that the presence of some mute memorials of his love might follow her into the central darkness of the grave. '' I never saw such work," said his old Irish assistant and consoler; " it's haythen- ish ; it's worse than the Turks. It's mad he is wid the grief, poor fellow, or he wouldn't be going on in such a way. Fancy a da- cent woman j^ut in her grave widout wash- TOM BEERY LEAVING HOME. 273 ing or laying out, or a taste of a sliroiid about her ! God help us, Mary Berry ; but it's you would be surprised if you was to wake up and see the state ye're in. And all out of his love, God help him ! Well, it's a quare place is London ; but sure it's aisy seen they're not Christians at all, and they knows no betther ! God be wid poor ould Ireland, where they bury the dead da- cent, whativer happens to the living I" So at last the whole work got done; and Tom had his way, and laid his wife in the coffin he had made ; and then in the earth of the suburban churchyard. He came back and took a farewell of his lonely house, sold his few poor sticks of furni- ture, and gave away some trifles of clothing here and there to the women who had been kind to him. The walls of the churchyard seemed now to enclose his whole married life. "Wife and home and all were there. He was poor as he began, alone as he began. All YOL. I. T 274 TOM EERRY LEAVING HOME. that was left to him after so many years of hope, struggle, happiness, and sorrow, was a memory, a faded old neck-ribbon, and a lock of hair. CHAPTEE XI. THE ALWYlSrS. " I HA YE heard something of our new neigh- bour, dear — -Mr. Lennon." ^'Indeed, Myra ! What of him? I was thinking of him not many minutes ago." Dr. Alwyn put away his paper, and waited to hear what his pretty wife had to say. They had been home only a day or twOj but Myra had been already half over the parish, making up by wonderful increase of energy for time snatched from duty for travel and pleasure. Mrs. Alwyn was not a Cumberland woman ; she came, indeed, from the far south-west, and had the pleasant, soft accent of the South, free from the 276 THE ALWY]S'S. homely liarsh burr of tlie northern counties. When her marriage brought her to settle in Waterdale, she rushed with a fresh confident energy at the full discharge of all the duties there which she considered proper to her new station. They have, or had, in Aus- tralia a phrase to describe a certain fi-ame of mind into which persons who had any- thing of an organising tendency habitually fell on arriving in the colony. The phrase was "new-chummism." The new chum came in with the con^dction that he was in possession of a perfect plan for setting every- thing to rights. He went with splendid confidence at the reformation of all things, big and little. Older settlers smiled, and knew how it would end. It did end just so. The new chum found that, let him do his best, things went pretty much as before; unless when, in some small instances, the desperate vigour of his interference suc- ceeded in making them go a little worse. The vis inertice which met him on every side THE ALWYNS. 277 would have been enough of itself to baffle his best exertions, to say nothing of the fierce and tremendous energy of positive an- tagonism which he had not uncommonly to encounter. The new chum gradually re- laxed his hand from the plough in so stub- born a soil; presently he became an old chum like the rest, and was ready to smile over the virgin vigour of the next fresh importation from the motherland across the ocean. Mrs. Alwyn came into Waterdale filled with the spirit of new-chummism. She resolved to put everything to rights, and to restore the warped order of things all around. The wives of the few wealthy people who lived there did nothing ; had no taste for doing good; neglected the poor, except so far as the occasional giving of in- discriminate charity was concerned ; shrank with lady-like horror from all the unvir- tuous ; and did nothing for religion except to order their carriages on a fine Sunday and go to church. Even this sacred duty 278 THE ALWYNS. was performed only about half tlie year, on an average ; for the ladies seized every pos- sible excuse for hurrying themselves and their husbands out of the j)laee whenever they could — to Windermere, to Scarborough, to London, to Brighton, to Paris — anywhere. Among the poor, dirt, ignorance, heedless- ness of religion, absence from church, drink, small-pox, and various other scourges and sins, prevailed. Mrs. Alwyn, who naturally delighted in painting, music, fine clothes, and luxury, gii't up her loins, nevertheless, and went in for sanitary, moral, and religious reform. Her husband smiled now and then, but none the less admired and encouraged. He was an old chum, and was not, perhaps, too sanguine ; but he did his best to stimu- late and to help. Personally, he had long been deeply absorbed in the writing of a book on the flowers, plants, and ferns of the neighbourhood. It was his delight — he had been years over it; and he read each new page of it to his wife. It was always THE ALWYNS. 270 with a suppressed sigh that he laid it aside at the call of duty; but he did put it aside, and he never grumbled. Moreover, since his marriage and the importation of his wife, the calls of duty had begun marvellously to increase. For Mrs. Alwyn was teaching everybody to regard her husband and her- self as their spiritual, moral, and social in- structors and helpers in every conceivable difficulty relating to the next world or to this. The result was that the duty of ad- vising, consulting, consoling, scolding, and assisting began to make calls on Dr. Alwyn's time every other moment in the day, and the work on flowers and ferns had to be incessantly put away. Sometimes Alwyn doubted whether it would ever be finished ; but while he sighed he consoled himself with the thought that man has duties on earth which must sometimes take precedence of book- writing, and that the world could do without his work on flowers. " Yes, I have heard of him," Mrs. Alwyn 280 THE ALWYNS. went on. ^^He lias been here. He stayed a few clays, and then went back to London, He is coming back again — when, I don't know, and I believe nobody does. I am inclined to think he sets np for being eccen- tric ; and I am sorry. I don't like people setting np for anything. That is not the proper motive. He is going to live all alone in that dreadful old house across the lake — at the mouth of that pass ; and they tell me he is not going to have a single thing done to put it in repair, although he is said to be very rich." ^^ Who told you all this, Myra?" ^' Old Mrs. Beck, his housekeeper, or servant, or nurse, or whatever she is; a good old woman, I think ; much troubled in body by rheumatism, and in mind by the eccentricities which she fears her master means to display. She came to me in sore perplexity because Mr. Lennon told her, when he went to London, that he might perhaps bring somebody back with him, but THE ALWYNS. 281 that she need not make any preparation^ and mnst not alter anything in the rooms ; and she wanted to know whether I did not think she might indnlge in a little pions frand, and set everything to rights without his knowing it." ^^ What did yon advise her to do, dear?'^ '^ Well, of course I told her to do exactly as she had been ordered, and not for any- thing on earth to put herself in the way of having to deceive. These people, A1w}ti, think nothing of a lie. It's quite dreadful. They call us a truth-telling people. I sup- pose we are, when we are taught rightly and brought up well; but I am sure the poor creatures I meet here — and down in Devonshire too — think nothing of any num- ber of lies. Who was it that said, the other day, the English lower classes were habitual liars ? Carlyle, was it not ?" ^^ jS'o, dear; it was Mill." " Yes, so it was. I am sure I quite agree with him." 282 THE ALWYNS. *' Well, lie did not put it exactly in that nakedj unqualified kind of way; and then lie said there was this good thing about them, — that they were ashamed of lying." '' Then there I don't agree with him. They seem to me to take it quite as a mat- ter of course, and never to be ashamed of it — women and girls especially. There is a girl up there, Bessie Eaynes — you know her, dear ; she attended my Bible- class and helped to teach my sewing- class ; and I was quite fond of her — a clever, pretty girl, and motherless too. IS'ow she has been deceiving me." Mrs. Alwyn spoke very seriously and sadly, and put her hand under her chin and remained silent for a moment. "" How has she been deceiving you, Myra?" '' Well, I thought she was acting rather foolishly ; and before we went abroad I spoke to her very earnestly, and made her promise that she would be more careful, and keep THE ALWYNS. 283 more to herself — and she with no mother, poor thing ! — and she did promise. And yesterday, when I saw her, she told me she had kept her promise ; and now I find that she didn't, and that she has been deceiving me ; and I am so sorry, and so mnch afraid, and—" Myra colonred and beat the table a little with her hand, and broke down in her explanation. She was only a yonng wife, and in parochial work a young practitioner, and hesitated about expressing her suspi- cions. " But who told you, my dear, that the girl had not kept her word to you?" ^' It was old Mrs. Beck. She's an aunt or something of Bessie's ; and it was partly about that that she came to me. I am afraid I was rather angry, and said some sharp things to the poor old creature; be- cause, when she talked about deceiving Mr. Lennon, I told her that was the kind of teaching she gave her niece, and it was that 284 THE ALWYXS. made girls liars, and left them with no care for goodness at all." '' I think, MjTa dear, yon had better see the girl yonrself, and talk to her. Old people — ignorant people especially — are very apt to bear harshly on the yonng, and to misconstrne any foolish word or act of thonghtlessness. See the girl yonrself, and talk to her — kindly, yon know, very kindly. She always seemed to me a very good girl, and trnthfal; and I don't think she wonld deceive yon — I don't think she wonld do anything wrong." ^' Ah, my dear, dear A1w}ti," — she went up to him and pnt her arms ronnd his neck, in which embrace he looked natnrally very happy, — ^' how little yon know of the vanity of girls and women — of all of ns, even the best,, my dear ! I snppose yon never were vain of anything, or cared what anybody thonght of yon, or prond of any- thing, except perhaps of being a gentleman, and doing what was right." THE ALWYNS. 285 ^^ 0, yes, I liave been proud of some- tliing — very proud too." '' Of what, for instance ?" " Wellj of my wife, dear." " Come, that's said to comfort me now ; and I am very glad, because I am rather put out. But I'll take your advice about Bessie Eaynes. I'll speak to her; indeed I meant to sj)eak to her in any case. But I fear that only for your admonition I might have talked to her rather sharply all at once, and without giving her any time to speak for herself. And now, dear, are you ready for breakfast ?" The Alwyns were of course early risers : people in Cumberland are. Myra sometimes had scoured the country round on a pony, without the attendance of groom or squire, before breakfast. One of the eccentricities which she had heard of as likely to develop themselves in Ealph Lennon's character was a tendency to sit up reading half the night, and sleep until ten or eleven in the mom- 286 THE ALWYNS. ing. She did not like these ways. She thought she could never like Lennon as a neighbour or friend. She began to wish he had remained in Australia. People who profess to be very wise in the ways of women say that a married lady's husband has no reason to feel glad when the married lady begins to dislike a man, and says so. She may be perfectly sincere in her dislike, observe these sages or cynics; but it is not an encouraging omen that her mind has dwelt on him long enough and distinctly enough to dislike him. Certainly Myra was preparing to dislike Ealph Lennon already. But that did not trouble her much, or occupy much of her mind at present. She had just now a little trouble of a quite dif- ferent kind. It is so hard even when one acts for the very best to make things always go right in this best of all possible worlds. Candide, we know, gave up the task alto- gether, and stuck to cultivating his garden, THE ALWYNS. 287 as under all the circumstances the best thing he could do. There at least he was safe from doing any harm. You sow your seeds, and if you know anything about the matter, or take any rational care, you may count on certain results. The fig-tree, at all events, will not begin perplexing and alarm- ing you by shooting out thistles ; if your hen intimates that she is about to lay an eggj you have no fear that she will contri- bute a scorpion for your breakfast. But in trying to keep the human garden in order, especially if it be a little outside the range of one's own household wall, odd, fantastic, and grim results arc of deplorably common occurrence. You are constantly sowing what in your heart you believe good seed, and seeing only tares come up. You pluck away what seems a decayed dead weed, and lo, the shriek of the mandrake thrills your nerves. The acorn sends up a sickly poppy ; the bread-fruit is a poison-plant. Mrs. Alwyn was too energetic, unselfish, 288 THE ALWYNS. and healthy a "woman to keep herself wholly to the cultivation of her own little domestic life-garden. She went about doing good — at all events trying to do good ; often vexed by disappointment, always somewhat im- patient of results, but never for long dis- couraged. IS'ow, one of the things she did was to found all manner of classes, and have evenings of teachings and lectures ; and, smitten by the example of Mr. Maurice and Mr. Hughes and other good men in London, to bring men and women of her own rank, when she could, in contact with the humbler, to lecture to them and teach them. But Mrs. Alwyn strongly repudiated anything unsectarian. She went in resolutely for re- ligion — her o"WTi religion — and could see little good in anything else, as indeed not many women can. IN'ow one of her favourites, alike as pupil and as helper in the teaching, was the Eessie Eaynes just spoken of, a pretty intelligent girl, left to the care, if one may use that word, of a rather dissolute THE ALWYNS. 289 father, who was a shoemaker, and who swore nearly as much as his brother craftsman, the owner of the parrot in our friend Eobert Buchanan's poem. And the classes and lectures had brought Bessie Eaynes into the notice of a rather thoughtless young fellow, a son of a landowner of the place, who once lectured on something or other at Mrs. Alwyn's express request; and he went too often into the town afterwards ; and he sent Bessie presents of game he had shot ; and he had been seen walking with her ; and people talked : nothing more, so far. Mrs. Alwyn advised her earnestly to avoid such company; and the girl faithfully promised that she would : and now Myra had heard that the promise was broken. Even the gossips did not hint any more as yet ; but it troubled Myra sorely. She was grieved and angry over the deceit, and fearful of worse to come. So was her husband, though he said nothing of his fear to her ; and he re- solved at once to make some effort at inter- VOL. I. XJ 290 THE ALWTXS. ference. This sort of thing, of course, is a story of every clay in the experience of a country clergyman. Some men get used to it, and take it coolly, believing that bell, book, and candle cannot avert it. Dr. Al^svyn never got used to anything that was bad; never believed that bad was ine^dtable. Breakfast over, Dr. Ahvyn made ready for a walk into the town, and through the parish generally. He cast only one longing look at his unfinished Ms. volume — which, indeed, he had not di'eamed of taking in hand just that day. Too soon — much too soon. He had had several weeks of mere enjoyment, pure enjoyment ; and now work must set in. The holiday was over, and school was to begin again. People would expect to be called upon by Dr. Alwyn and his wife : not great people — they were few, and Alwyn would have made little account of puttiug off ceremonial visits to them — but people to whom the friendly call of the rec- tor and his wife is always a matter of pride, THE ALWYNS. 291 if made — of grief and vexation, if omitted. 'Now Dr. Alw^Ti, not attaching much import- ance to social conventionalities himself, was quite ready to defer with the utmost hu- mility to the feelings of others on that score, when those others happened either to be poorer than him, or his inferiors in rank. So he told his wife what they must do, and he bade her get ready to accompany him. This was a part of her duties which Myra did not enjoy. She went through it, but she never threw herself into it heart and soul, as into other branches of the parochial business. Dr. Alwyn sometimes smiled at her reluctance, and told her laughingly that he quite saw through it, and that the less she liked the duty the greater her credit in doing it. Myra really delighted to do good ; but she was not sorry if the doing good combined with it a little pleasant exercise of patronage and authority. It is easy, it is bracing, it is self-satisfying, to help and 292 THE ALWTNS. counsel and teach the poor. There is a sense of devotedness about it, and some- times a sense of self-sacrifice, which have a positiye fascination for a generous nature. To enter the hovel or the garret where small-pox or fever cowers has often as in- spiring an excitement in it to a brave ener- getic woman, as to climb one of the peaks of Monte Eosa or to explore a new country has for a man; and the woman has the sweet additional joy of believing that she is doing some good, alleviating some pang. In all such dealing with the poor — the suf- fering poor, and even the sinful poor — there is a certain dash of the picturesque, the ro- mantic, the strange. Myra was an artist ; and the situations into which she plunged herself when she visited the sick, or tried to check the course of the falling, had almost always something which discovered an affi- nity for the artistic nature. Death is al- ways sublime. Sin is seldom quite unin- teresting. But the visits, the mere visits, THE ALWYJ^S. 293 to people whom you did not come to con- sole, whom you dared not counsel ; who did not appear to have any sorrows or tempta- tions ; who were not in any sense your equals, but must in every way be treated carefully and elaborately as if they were ; who were utterly commonplace and colour- less — that was the labour, there was the trial ! "What on earth did Myra care about Mrs. Eoper, the brewer's wife; and what could Mrs. Eoper want of seeing her ? Mrs. Eoper was not poor ; she was sufficiently well off, and she put on a broad imitation of style in everything she did, while her conversa- tion was utterly stupid, and she had not half an idea in her head. "What possible object was gained by speaking twenty mi- nutes with Jessy and Julia White, the sad- dler's daughters, two vapid gooselike girls, whose only idea while Mrs. Alwyn was present was to make believe that they were genteel, and to try to shut away all sight, sound, and sense, of their decent father's 294 THE ALWYNS. honest trade? What human creature en- dowed with the gift of reason could desire to listen to Mrs. Creamer's mild raptures over Martin Tupper and The Angel in the House f And the airs, the clack, and the rustling silks of Mrs. Tracy, the attorney's wife (of course she called herself the solicitor's wife), were a heavy trial of a fastidious woman's patience. Even among people humbler than these, until one got down to the really poor, the great object of the women always seemed to be to convey to Mrs. Alwyn the idea that her visit was something which they had a right to expect as a duty and a tribute to their position, their social rank, in the parish. Everybody would be a lady ; no one seemed to have courage enough not to be ashamed of what she was, and what her husband was ; all were trying to talk themselves for the moment into the appearance of gentility and social position. Then the talk of the wo- men was all so vapid, so empty, so infantile in its smallness, so old and cunning in its THE ALWYNS. 295 pretension, so absurdly personal and egotis- tical and uninteresting. Myra writhed under it all. ^' 0, my dear Alwyn," she said on their return, as she tossed her bonnet from her, ^' how I do wish I might say what I think just now without paining you or lowering myself in your eyes, only to relieve my mind just for once !" ^' Eelieve your mind by all means, dear child," said her husband, putting his arm round her waist and drawing her towards him. ^' What do you want to say ?" ^' To say how much I hate and detest all these people we have been seeing ; how stupid and petty and egotistical and mean they are, all of them. What silly good-for- nothing lives they lead ! What wretched little gabble they talk ! How little they know or care about anything on earth but their own trumpery likings and dislikings ! What affectation there is in everything they 296 THE AL^YIs^S. say and do ! What snobbery — that's the best word I know for it ! And how much I should like for once — just for once — to have them whipped all round !" Dr. Alwyn fairly laughed at his wife's energy of vituperation. He did not think any good would X30me of a solemn lecture just then upon the Christian duty of loving even stupid and snobbish neighbours. But half -jestingly, half - earnestly, he gently talked his wife into a more tolerant mood, and referred, not too elaborately or ponder- ously, to the many good things which even the vapidest and vainest of the people she raged at had been known to do. To him too their society was often wearisome — almost always inane ; but he made out something to interest him, discovered some- thing of an individuality, in the flattest and dullest of them all. Like Sydney Smith, he never knew what it was to meet a bore. Dr. Alwyn was one of the few tho- THE ALWYNS. 297 rouglily unaffected men the civilised world holds at one time. They are very few. The heroic, the honourable, the strictly vii'tuous, are everywhere; the thoroughly unaffected, the men who never play a part, who give nature free and honest scope to show her simple best, are rare and strange phenomena. 'No better advice, and none more difficult to follow, could be given to man or woman than to say, " Be yourself always ; do not fancy you can be anybody else ; do not strive to be : above all, do not play at being anybody else. Trust yourself and be yourself. Every act done, every word said, every look put on to any other end, is from the real purpose of your life." Dr. Alwyn might fairly have given such advice, for this was his unconscious practice. His natui'e was simple, manly, loyal. He never studied himself, never indulged in ihe baleful, seducing, egotistical practice of self- examination — that mental and moral opium- 298 THE ALWYNS. eating wliicli enfeebles, makes morbid, and debauches the timid untrusting soul. He was a scholar, and in a certain robust sense a thinker ; he loved science, although edu- cated in what Lord Derby called the pre- scientific period ; he read largely and libe- rally ; he could write a plain, manly, sensible article in a magazine or newspaper, such as Englishmen of his class like to read, and had done so many a time ; he took an in- terest in almost everything, although he was not much of a politician, and still less of a theologian. His Church was Yery broad — the broadest that well could be : it embraced all good people, and was only anxious to be able to embrace all the rest. Even on sin, when he saw it, he looked with open, fearless, manly gaze, pitying, but not afraid or miserably and morbidly ashamed ; knowing that that too is a disease which the true physician does not quail or blush to look upon, and for which care has been taken to provide a healing and a re- THE ALWYNS. 299 demption. He walked tiirongli life indeed with firm and robust tread, full of sym- pathy and pity, but full too of hope and confidence. EXD OF VOL. I. LONDOX: uonsoy and sox, oreat northern printing works, TANCRAS ROAD, N.W. H