a I B RAR.Y OF THE UNIVLRSITY Of ILLINOIS L4le v.\ / /^/^ X ' EYES so BLUE. EYES SO BLUE 3t Boh(\. BY AGNES LAW. IN THRIVE VOLUMES. VOL. L HontJon : SAMUEL TINSLEY & CO., 10 SOUTHAMPTON STREET, STRAND. 1878. I All rights reserved.l 855 CONTENTS OF VOL. I. CHAP, I. A Fishing Village IT. Mavis Austin III. Lord Durant IV. The Thunderstorm . V. At Pen Vychan Castle VI. An Unexpected Meeting VII. Music and Marriage VIII. The Journey to Ireland IX. The Legend r^ X. At St. Hilda's C^ XL Lord Durant's Desire <^ XII. Ivor's Ambition XIII. The Death of the Smuggler ^ «^ i PAGE 1 19 36 57 78 93 124 140 152 180 201 23G 255 EYES SO BLUE. CHAPTER I. A FISHING VILLAGE. O'er the glad waters of the dark blue sea, Oar thoughts as boundless, and our souls as free. Far as the breeze can bear, the billows foam, Survey our empire, and behold our home. Byron. It was just beginning to get dusk, the sun was sinking down behind a great bank of dark clouds on the horizon ; the smallest ripple on th6 calm sea shone bright with crimson and gold ; there was scarcely breeze enough to fill the sails of the fishing- boats as they floated in the bay. A group of fishermen were standing on VOL. I. ^ B 2 EYES SO BLUE. the beach, talkmg earnestly together about the signs of the weather. One of them, a stout old man, had prophesied wet, at which his younger com})anions were scornfully laughing, when tlieir number was increased by a new arrival, who came up nnperceived, and stood silently listening to the conversa- tion. He was a tall, thin, rather careworn- looking clergyman, whose face wore a discontented look, as if his life had been one hard struggle against adverse fate and poverty. He was the curate of the church in the small Welsh village of Pen Vychan. Very few people came there ; it was too far from any railway to attract tourists, so that the rare beauty of the surrounding scenery remained almost unknown to the outside world : even the vicar lived far away, leaving his ^parishioners to the care of the curate, tlic Kevercnd Hugh Williams. The clergyman remained silent, without joining in the conversation, which was in Welsh, his native language, the one almost A FISfllNG VILLAGE. universally spoken at Pen Vychan, although most of the villagers understood English. At length, during a pause in the discussion, he addressed the principal speaker. '^Do you know where your grandson, young Morgan, is?" he asked. ^^ I came down expecting to find him on the beach ; I hope he has not gone home yet." ^^Ivor Morgan do you want, sir?" asked a young sailor, pushing his way through the group, and approaching the clergyman. ^^ I saw him, half an hour ago, with Captain Asliton ; I believe they went on board our vessel, the Orient." Mr. Williams's brow darkened, ' as he glanced towards the little schooner anchored at some distance outside the bay, for he had his suspicions about the trade in which Cap- tain Ashton was engaged ; he knew that Pen Vychan was conveniently situated for smuggling, and many of the fishermen had, some time or other, managed to cheat the Custom-house officers. Captain Asliton, however, was in appearance a gentleman ; still, it was cuiTently reported that^ the 4 EYES SO BLUE, greater part of the cargo of the Orient con- sisted of casks of brandy, which were secretly conveyed on shore at night. The force of habit had caused the clergyman to think but liglitly of the crime of smuggling, but it annoyed him to believe that his clever young parishioner, in whom he took unusual interest, should form associates likely to corrupt his principles of honesty. ^' I '11 go on board, sir, and tell him you want him," said the sailor, noticing Mr Williams's altered expression. ^' Yes; tell him I shall be glad if he will drive over to Ehos Celyn : I shall borrow Farmer Ap Thomas's pony-chaise," replied the clergyman in English, for he perceived that the young sailor had difficulty both to speak and understand Welsh. - ^'What a pleasant-spoken lad!" he con- tinued, as soon as the sailor was out of hearing. '^ Do you know who he is ? " ^^He's on board the Orient; they say he's a nephew of Captain Ashton's," was the reply of the old man, who had remained silent ever since Mr. Williams had inquired A FISHING VILLAGE, 5 after Ivor Morgan. ^' Could you say some- thing, sir, to keep my poor dead son's boy from sucli as he and that Captain Ashton, who 's about as much captain as 1 am ? I 'm too old a sailor to like the look of such a craft as the Orient." *^I will do my best, Morgan, you may be sure. I have not much fear ; Ivor is not one to do wrong knowingly ; I 'm sure he tries to be dutiful to you, and also to his mother ; but he 's high-spirited, and fond of change ; I fear our village life is very irksome to him ; his mother wishes him to go to sea ; I cannot understand why an old man-of- war's man like you should be so set against it." ^'Ah, you don't know!" replied the old man, shaking his liead sadly. " Ivor is not fitted for the hardships of a sailor's life, and how could r part with liim ? I sliould be alwa3's picturing his poor father's death, and living tliat dreadful time over again when I saw liim drowning." As he said this the tears stood in the old man's eyes. He had been out on a voyage, EYES SO BLUE, the last one he ever took ; his son accompanied him, a young man who, not long before tliey started, had brought home his bride. It was a good match for the handsome sailor, for slie was maid to one of the ladies at Pen Vychan Castle, the residence of an English nobleman, Lord Durant. But young Jack Morgan's married life was of short duration. In the return voyage he accidentally fell overboard, and, in spite of his father's efforts to save him, was drowned. Almost heart-broken, the old man returned home to break the news to the young widow. She bore it calmly, so calmly that the bereaved father thought she had no heart ; she did not even seem to care for her child, a boy of only a few weeks old, but occasionally, the grand- father thought, almost regarded him with dislike. In less than a year she married again, a young farmer, David Hughes, and it did not require much jDcrsuasion to induce her to give up little Ivor to his fond old grandfather. David Hughes, however, was always kind to his stepson, and as he grew A FISHING VILLAGE. older welcomed him whenever he chose to ccmie to the farm to see his mother or his little half brothers and sisters. Old John Morgan had saved sufficient money to live comfortably in his old age. He sent Ivor to one of the best schools in Pen Vychan, determined to give him a good education ; for David Hughes was well off, and his wife often used to boast that his children sliould be brought up as ladies and gentlemen ; Ivor, she declared, ought to be a sailor, as his father and grandfather had been, and she grew angry when the old man declared that his clever grandson should not occupy an inferior position to his brothers. During the conversation between the sailor and Mr. Williams the boat propelled by the strong arms of young Edward Ashton had reached the Orient. He sprang on deck, and in a moment his quick eye perceived the object of his search, — a handsome, broad-shouldered lad of about sixteen years of age, who was leaning against the bulwarks of the vessel. 8 ETFS SO BLUE. Even in his rough, sailor-like dress tliere was a look of peculiar refinement in the appearance of Ivor Morgan that could not fail to arrest the attention even of tlie most careless observer. It was not altogether the beauty of his features and curling dark hair that proved so irresistibly attractive, so much as the splendid intellect that was so unmistakably imjDrinted on his broad, open brow, and the expression of energy and courage in each glance of his magnificent brown eyes. He was gazing abstractedly at the pink- and-gold tinted clouds scudding across the horizon, and an absorbed, almost melan- choly look crossed his face. He started suddenly when Edward Ashton came u^) and touched him on the shoulder. " The parson 's been inquiring after you,'' said the latter, with a slight, almost imper- ceptible look of contempt, which Ivor was not slow to detect. ^^ I suppose he wants me — do you know why?" he asked, without moving his posi- tion. A FISHING VILLAGE. '' To keep his model school-boy out of bad company," was the sneering answer. '' I shouldn't wonder if he does not want you to take the little girls out for a walk, or mind the baby. A pretty Molly you '11 be, if you go on acting the good boy to please the parson ! " Ivor's face flushed with resentment at this taunting speech ; he raised his hand to strike Edward, who quickly warded off the blow, and, with the superior strength that two years' seniority gave him, felled his young adversary to the deck. Half-stunned with the force of the blow, Ivor rose up and rushed at his opponent, when he was seized and dragged back. ^^ What, fighting!" exclaimed a voice; and Ivor, turning suddenly round, with a desperate effort tried to free himself from the grasp on his arm. '^ Come, be quiet ; don't be foolish, you'll only get hurt," continued the new-comer, in an authori- tative but not unkind voice, ^^ or I shall have to u>e my power as caj)tain of this vessel. I will have no quarrelling here. 10 EYES SO BLUE. Edward ! how dared you strike a lad younger than yourself ? " '' He attacked me first," answered the young man, sullenly, turning his back on his uncle, and walking away. Captain Ashton smiled grimly, and relaxed his hold on Ivor. ^' You are not hurt," he said, ''and had better go on shore, it is getting late ; and, look you, if I have any boyish brawling I shall order you to be put in irons ; it is only that I admire your pluck that saves you now from punishment." " Thank you, sir," answered Ivor, humbly. '^ I know I did wrong, but he made me angry." Captain Ashton laughed loudly. ''Come along, and I will row you on shore. You must not repeat our late conversation to your grandfather ; and, remember, any time I shall be glad to take you, without any premium. You have only to make up your mind, and there is the opening of a splendid fortune before you." " My grandfather does not wish me to take to a seafaring life," replied Ivor, seating A FISHING VILLAGE. 11 himself in the little boat; ^'and I do not know that I have any particular fancy for it. I should, of course, like to see foreign countries, but I do not like hardships. However, I will consult Mr. Williams." ^' I '11 beg you to hold your tongue before him ! " Captain Ashton exclaimed, hotly. *' If I thought you were not to be trusted, you would never reach the shore alive ! I 'm not one to be trifled with. It will be at your peril if you betray me." '' Then, sir, I must most certainly decline accepting your ofl'er," replied Ivor, firmly but respectfully ; and then he was silent until they reached the landing-place. ^' Good evening, sir," he said, as tliey stepped on shore, ^' I am very much obliged to you for your kindness." He hastened along in the direction of the village, but had not gone very far before he encountered Mr. Williams. ^^ 1 have been waiting for you," began the clergyman ; *' I am expecting a young lady, a niece, by the evening coach. Shall you be able to borrow Mr. Ap Thomas's pony- 12 EYES SO BLUE. cliaise, and drive over to meet her? You must inquire for Miss Austin." i^Yery well, sir, I will start as soon as possible; I should have come away more quickly if I had known. However, I will be sure to be in time." "" I wish you had ! the less you have to do with the crew of the Orient the better," ' was the grave answer. '^ I intend S2)ea]ving to your grandfather ; it is time you obtained some regular employment." Ivor turned away, with a determined, almost sullen look. ''I wish he would not try to force me against my own inclina- tions," he muttered, angrily, as he started off to walk at a quick pace along the valley road, and in less than three minutes he was out of sight. Mr. Williams continued his way, and, taking a narrow street, he climbed upwards between the fishermen's cottages, which were built round the side of the hill, that sheltered them from the fury of the north-west Avind, which in rough weather blew fiercely along the coast of Pen Vychan. Higher up he A FISniNG VILLAGE. 13 came to tlie principal street, with its few little shops and dwellings of the better class of villagers ; the road ran round the moun- tain, so that when he had walked on for a few minutes the view of the sea Avas shut out. Then a glorious panorama of scenery unfolded itself before his gaze; a noble park, extending for many miles, lay in the broad valley below, and up the opposite hills. The mountain streams flowed into a large sheet of water, almost surrounded by thick woods, and further on, on slightly elevated ground, stood Pen Vychan Castle, situated on a gentle ascent, about three hundred yards from the lake. It was almost shut in by trees, so that from where Mr. Williams stood he could only discern the smoke issuing from the chimneys. By the road through the valley the castle was not more than a mile from the village ; it was, in fact, the only approach used for vehicles, as the upper road curved far away towards the town of Rhos Celyn. A narrow pathway and a few steps cut out of the rock brought Mr. Williams close 14 EYES SO BLUE. to the old grey stone church, situated below the upper road, about half way between it and tlie one in the valley ; he stopped short before he reached it, and, turning aside through a small garden, entered his own cottage dwelling. With a sigh of relief, for he was tired with a long day's v/ork, he passed through the hall, and, opening a door on the left-hand side, went into a parlour, with shabby, well-worn furniture. The three occupants of the room looked up, and one of them, a middle-aged lady, rose to welcome her husband ; the two others, girls of fourteen and sixteen years of age, did not move, but resumed their occupation of learning lessons. ^^ I thought you'd gone over to Rhos Celyn," said the elder girl, as soon as her father had finished his request for tea. •' No, I was tired. I have been walking all day. I sent Ivor Morgan to meet your cousin ; I suppose she will be here by half- past ten. I 'm sure I wish she was not coming. What on earth shall we do with her? A London young lady, all dress and affectation, coming into such a place as this ! A FISHING VILLAGE. ]5 She will be filling the girls' heads with her extravagant, fantastic notions. I don't like the idea of my children associating with actresses.'' *^ I think you should scarcely call Mavis Austin an actress," interposed Mrs. Williams, laying down her work. ^^ She sings at concerts, and gives music lessons ; I think it is very creditable for a girl of eighteen to be able to gain a livelihood; besides, she is your sister Mary's child, after all, and now she has been ill it is our duty to receive her here," '^ Of course it is only right to have her,'* answered the clergyman. ^' When I\Iary died, and left 'her an orphan, what did I do but offer to receive the girl as one of my own? only she turned independent, and preferred to lower herself rather than accept a home from her nearest relatives." " And you blame her for that ! why, Hugh, I think it is one of the best traits in her character ; she knew how poor we are, how hard we have to struggle to keep Gwendoline and Jessie even in decent clothes; and she did not choose to be a burden; however, you 16 EYES SO BLUE. cannot regret more than I do that she is coming J for the girls' sake." ^' Why, mother! we are looking forward to her visit," exclaimed Gwendoline, shut- ting up her book, and leaning back in her chair (she was a tall, growing girl, whose out-grown dress showed off the awkward movements of her long limbs); ^^it will be such a change to have a grown-up London lady like our unknown cousin ; she will tell us all the new fashions. I wonder if she is as beautiful as peoj^le say she is, and if she will think us too countrified to speak to?" '^Yes; she's sure to think that of you, Gwendoline," said Jessie, who was short and plump, and looked with envy at her sister's superior height. ^^ I guess what she will be like ; she will be tall and thin, with black hair and big brown eyes, just like Lord Durant. I told Ivor Morgan about her, after Sunday-school, and he drew her portrait." A loud shout of laughter from Gwendoline followed this communication. A FISHING VILLAGE. 17 '^ How absurd, Jessie ! Do let us look at it, and then we shall see whether she is really- like it or not." After some hesitation Jessie brought out the drawing. It was evidently a hasty- sketch, produced with only a few lines, but gave evidence of unusual skill in so young an artist. ^' He did it in church during the first lesson, while he was pretending to find the chants ; I saw him ! " triumphantly exclaimed Gwendoline. ^^ Jessie is always encouraging him to behave badly." '^ The lad has decided talent," said Mr. Williams, looking attentively at the sketch, without making any comment on his eldest daughter's speech. '^I do not know if I have any right to oppose him in his wish to study painting. I should like to ask some advice ; when Major Durant comes over I shall consult him." '^ I doubt if he will trouble himself about a common sailor-boy," replied his wife. ^^ You will only do harm if you give Ivor notions beyond his station ; you had better leave VOL. I. c 18 EYES SO BLUE. him alone ; you seem almost as fond of him as if he were a son of your own." The entrance of the servant, with tea for Mr. Williams, put an end to the discussion ; his wife and daughters had had theirs some hours before ; and as soon as he had drunk a cup, the clergyman went into the little room at the other side of the hall that he used as a study, and set himself to work at his next Sunday's sermon. MAVIS AUSTIN. 19 CHAPTER 11. MAVIS AUSTIN. Blue were her eyes as the fairy flax, Her cheeks like the dawn of day, And her bosom white as the hawthorn buds That ope in the month of May. Longfellow. The town of Rhos Celyn was about ^ve miles from Pen Vyclian. Although it was honoured by the name of a town, it was scarcely more than a good-sized village ; but there was a market-place, a town-hall, and several manufactories for the making of flannel, which was the principal trade of the inhabitants. The nearest railway-station was at Elton, about twelve miles off, which was reached by coaches that ran between the two places. It was after nine o'clock when Ivor 20 EYES SO BLUE. Morgan drove along the gas-lit streets in the old-fashioned pony phaeton, which the owner was always glad to lend for Mr. Williams's use ; the coach had not arrived when he stopped at the inn. ^^ It was due five minutes ago," said an ostler, who was waiting near the stable-yard ; ^^ they are never much behind time." Just as he s^Doke, the sound of a horn was heard and the rumble of wheels, and, in another moment, tlie coach, with its four grey horses, came in sight. ^^ I wonder if I shall know the young lady — if she is like Miss Jessie's description," thought Ivor, as he gave the reins to a boy who was loitering about, and descended from his vehicle when the coach drew up. The passengers were getting down from the outside. It only needed one glance to assure Ivor that Miss Austin was not amongst them ; they were mostly townspeople, well known to him. Two ladies were inside, one a tall, impe- rious, but fine-looking lady, whom he instantly knew as the Dowager Lady Durant, the step- MAVIS AUSTIN, 21 mother of the owner of Pen Vychan Castle ; the other was a stranger. Ivor just caught sight of a gleam of bright, golden hair, as, with a sweet voice, she addressed her fellow- traveller : — ^' Will you be kind enough to tell me if I must get out here ? I am going to Pen Vychan." Lady Durant looked down with an ex- pression of surprise and disdain at being thus spoken to, but she was saved the trouble of replying. A military-looking gentleman, who had come down from the top of the coach, ap- proached ; the likeness was enough, even if Ivor had not already been aware of it, to proclaim him to be Lady Durant's son. '' Yes, this is Phos Celyn. Are you expect- ing any one to meet you, or can I assist you in any way ? '' he asked, good-naturedly. ^^ If you will be so kind," replied the young lady. '' I have been unused to travel- ling, and I get so bewildered with the dread- ful Welsh language. I do not see any o my friends here." 22 EYES SO BLUE. '^ Please, sir, is Miss Austin here ? " said Ivor, addressing Major Durant. ^^ Mr. Williams has sent me to meet her." ^' Yes, she is; I am Miss Austin," ex- claimed the young lady, eagerly. ^^Is my uncle here ? " ^' No, miss ; he was too tired to drive over; he sent me instead," replied the lad. '' If you will come to the carriage, I will see after your boxes." '^ But I do not like to trust myself to be driven over the wild Welsh hills by a mere boy. I think my uncle might have sent a responsible person," she said, turning her blue eyes apjDealingly towards Lady Durant. The words '' a mere boy " sounded cruelly mortifying to Ivor's ears, he, however, answered nothing, but stood aside whilst Major Durant assisted, first his mother, and then Mavis Austin, from the coach. '^ She's very beautiful, but not like Miss Jessie's idea," he thought, as for the first time he caught sight of the lovely child-like face, far exceeding even his most romantic and wildest dreams of beauty. ^' Oh, if she MAVIS AUSTIN. 23 would only trust herself to me ! as if I could allow any one so like an angel to get into danger ! " His momentary reverie was broken in upon by the voice of Lady Durant. " If the curate's niece, as I suppose this young lady is," she said, in her haughtiest manner, '' cannot trust her charioteer, she is welcome to a seat in my carriage ; however, these Welsh people are well acquainted with their own roads ; it is only an imaginary danger." ^' Thank you, I will not trouble you, but I am much obliged for your offer," replied Mavis, imitating Lady Durant's haughtiness of manner, and turning away to Ivor with newly assumed self-possession. "I think you have met with your match there, mother," said the major, as he helped the dowager into her stepson Lord Durant's carriage, which had just driven up. ^' I sup- pose you took her for a country girl ? " ^^ She has travelled with us all the way from London," was the reply. ^^I call her most impertinent to speak to me as she did." 24 EYES SO BLUE. '^1 call her exceedingly nice looking,'^ answered her son. ^^ I have seen her before; she is a singer. There was quite a furore for her during the last season ; her name is Austin. I almost wish I was going to stay at the Castle : I miirht see more of her : but I must retiu^n to-morrow." Meanwhile Ivor had secured all Mavis Austin's luggage, and with some difficulty had managed to stow it in the phaeton. *^You need not have the slightest fear, Miss Austin," he said, as he seated himself by her side, and took the reins. ^^Mr. Williams always trusts me to drive to Rhos Celyn ; it is only frve miles, and the moon is up." ^ ' Who were that lady and gentleman who spoke to me ? " asked Mavis, when, after they had j^roceeded some little distance, Lord Durant's brougham dashed jDast. Ivor supplied the required information. ^'Lord Durant always lives at the castle,"' he added, for Mavis's blue eyes were looking into his face with an inquiring glance. ^^ He is very odd and eccentric. Some people say MAVIS AUSTIN. 25 he is mad ; he scarcely ever speaks to any- body, except the village people." ^^Is the castle a handsome building?" asked the young lady. The young artist's eyes kindled with enthusiasm. ^^ It is perfect ! " he exclaimed, ecstatically. " I don't think the Queen can live in grander rooms. Oh, the furniture and the pictures I saw them once. Miss Gwendoline and Miss Jessie often go there ; they are the only real ladies Lord Durant ever has at the castle." ^'I suppose Miss Gwendoline and Jessie are my cousins ? " Mavis asked, with a smile, amused at Ivor's freedom of manner, but only half guessing what was his real station in life. '^ They are strangers to me," she added, in explanation. '^I have always lived in London. Do tell me something about them, and my uncle too." ^^ I do not know what I can tell you about them. Mr. Williams is one of the kindest gentlemen I ever saw, but that I suppose you know already ; but all the people don't 26 EYES SO BLUE, like him. He is very hard on some of them, and then there are many quarrels between the Church people and the Methodists. My step-father is one of the deacons at the chapel. He is very bitter against Mr. Williams, partly because he is so good to me, and has taught me almost everything I know." ^^ Then I suppose you go to church? I don't wonder at your step-father being angry. I do not think it is right of my uncle to teach you to disobey him," answered Mavis. ^^ He has nothing to do with me. I live with my grandfather, an old sailor, and a staunch Churchman," said Ivor. ^^ And does my uncle keep a school for sailor-boys ? " asked Mavis, with a disdainful smile. Ivor made no reply to the taunting words. His face turned crimson with resentment, but just at that moment they were passing a dangerous piece of road, and it required all his care to keep the pony on the narrow track. It was cut out on the face of the rock, which, in some places, nearly overhung MAVIS AUSTIN, 27 the road, and down on the other side the precipice sloped perpendicularly to the sea ; the wind, as old Morgan had prophesied, had risen, and the waves were dashing in with a roar of thunder. ^' Oh, let me get out and walk ; this is not safe ! " she cried, and her shriek of terror echoed amongst the rocks, as the pony shied suddenly at the tall, dark figure of a man who had come up unperceived. ^' Take care ! Oh, we shall be dashed to pieces ! What shall I do ? '' exclaimed Mavis, clinging in terror to Ivor's arm. He was endeavouring to soothe the fiery little animal into r|uietness. In another second the stranger had seized the rein. He drew the pony from the perilous position close to the unfenced pre- cipice. ^^ PI old him still while I get out and lead him ! " shouted Ivor, in Welsh. But the stranger did not appear to heed or understand him, and led the pony swiftly onwards beyond the dangerous spot ; then he turned, looked fixedly at the occupants of 28 EYES SO BLUE. the phaeton, and, before Mavis had been able to get out a word of thanks, he had disap- peared down a narrow, dark lane. ^^Who can it be ?" whispered the young lady, in a low, frightened voice, for the sudden apparition had alarmed her quite as much as the impending accident. ^^ I saw his face the moment he turned ; the moon shone on it. I am certain it was Lord Durant," replied Ivor. ^^It's just like him to wander out alone." ^^The madman ! " said Mavis, shuddering. " Oh, dear, I wish I was safe at my uncle's house." ^^ We shall be there before very long. The way is as safe as possible now," was the reassuring answer. Never was the sight of home more wel- come to the returning pilgrim than was the cheery blaze of light to Mavis as she entered her uncle's parlour. ^^You are pale and tired," said Mrs. Williams, kindly, after she had welcomed the trembling girl. '^ It has been a long journey, and you are not yet strong. When MAVIS AUSTIN, 29 you are rested a little you will feel better, I hope." ^ ' Oh, I am very well ; but I have had a fright on the road," replied Mavis, laughing slightly at her former fear, now that she felt safe and at ease. She then recounted the late adventure. '^How funny to be afraid of Lord Durant !" laughed Jessie. ^^He won't hurt any one." Mrs. Williams now proposed that her niece should change her travelling dress ; but Mavis pleaded fatigue, and, as it was already late, she preferred retiring for the night, and very soon after she found herself in the small cheerful-looking room that she was to occupy. She slej^t soundly. The sun was shining brightly when she awoke, feeling refreshed with her night's rest. She rose, and going to the window, pulled aside the curtain and looked out over the fairest expanse of scenery that she had ever beheld. Her window faced down the valley, the mountains on the other side towering up, and, as it seemed to her, almost 30 EYES SO BLUE. touching the clear blue sky. By turning her head she could catch a sideways glimpse of the sea, and the sails of the fishing-boats glistening white in the morning sun. Down below lay Pen Vychan Park ; the trees grew in handsome clumps, half way up the hills. Mavis uttered a cry of delight as a herd of deer emerged from a grove, and passed up the valley. She watched them until they vanished out of sight, feeling a child- like pleasure in a scene so new and strange to her, for this was almost her first visit to the country, and it had an additional charm, as Pen Vychan was her mother's native place. Mrs. Austin, Mavis's mother, was the only sister of Mr. Williams ; their parents had died when she was quite a child, and left her to the care of her brother, who was many years her senior. At the age of eighteen, she went on a visit to some friends at Rhos Celyn, and whilst there she met an actor, of the name of Henry Austin, who was travel- ling with a London theatrical company. He MAVIS AUSTIN. 31 was struck with the beauty of the simple country girl ; and, flattered by the attention he paid her, the admiration that Mary Williams felt for talents changed into deep affection. He was a clever, designing man, who had been originally in the navy, but was induced to resign his seafaring life for that of an actor, for which he had peculiar talent. It did not take much persuasion before the foolish girl agreed to a runaway marriage — she knew her brother would never consent to her engagement with an actor. They went off to London, Mary going under the pro- tection of one of the actresses, and, true to his promise, Henry Austin married her. It was a great blow to Mr. Williams, who felt at first that he never could forgive his sister ; but when she wrote the news of the birth of a daughter, speaking in high terms of the kindness and liberality of her hus- band, her brother began to relent, and to think that the match was perhaps not so bad as he had at first fancied. But this happi- ness was not of long duration. When the little girl Mavis was about five years of age, 32 ErES SO BLUE. Mary Austin was attacked with small-pox, and for some time it was feared she could not live. However, she recovered, but all her beauty was gone, and with it her hus- band's affection. He had been training her for his profession, but now there was no chance of success at that, with her shattered health and scarred face, from which every remnant of her former good looks had dis- appeared. The actor's coldness to his wife soon changed to positive dislike and neglect, and then, for the first time, she began to see his true nature, and bitterly to regret her hasty marriage. The misery of the next few years was so ficreat that she had no heart to write to her brother ; she was ashamed to let him know how her life had changed. She would not separate from her husband ; she still loved him, in spite of his cruelty ; her only desire was to keep her child, as she grew older, in ignorance of her father's villainy. In spite of his faults Henry Austin was fond and proud of his daughter, especially as, when she grew older, she gave promise of MAVJS AUSTIN. 33 possessing extreme beauty. He 2)ei'sisted, in spite of liis wife's opposition, tliat slie should be educated for tlie stage, and at fifteen years of age she was placed under the tuition of an accomplished actress. But Mavises chief talent was for music, and this her instructress carefully fostered, in the hope that her jxipil would do her credit as an opera singer. She was making fair progress in her new career, and had several times even appeared in some minor character before the public, when she was horrified by the information that her father had deserted her and her mother. He had left his home mth a young actress, Maud Stanley, who had not long before made her first appearance in London, and was well known to Mavis. Shocked beyond expression, and almost heart-broken, the poor child gave up her profession in dis- gust, and returned to lier mother. l\Iary Austin never recovered the blow caused by her husband's desertion ; her health, always delicate, gave way entirely ; her friends wished her to apply for a divorce, VOL. I. D 34 EYES SO BLUE. but she refused, for she felt that already her days were numbered, and her husband had left some money with her, for even he could not allow her to come to want. But in the midst of her misery her chief thought was for her daughter, whose recently developed vocal talents left no choice to her but to follow the bent of her genius. With careful economy she managed to secure first- rate tuition for Mavis, who already began to earn some little by teachino: music. Whilst Mrs. Austin lay on her death-bed ♦she accidentally heard news of her husband. He had quitted the stage, returned to his former calling, and obtained an appointment at a coastguard station ; during an encounter with smugglers he suddenly disappeared, having, they supposed, fallen overboard. A calmer, happier look came over Mrs. Austin's face when she heard the news of her husband's death ; she could not feel regret, and during the rest of that evening, in con- versing with Ma\ds, she only remembered his former kindness, just after their marriage. Tlie next day she died, and Mavis was left MAVIS AUSTIN. 35 an orphan J with scarcely a friend to turn to for help, only an old servant who had remained with her mistress through all her troubles. Her uncle, Mr. WilHams, wrote ^ offering her a home, which she declined, pre- ferring to trust to her o^vn exertions ; and bravely she struggled on, earning l^y her teaching enough to support herself and Susan Barker, the faithful old servant, and to pay for the lessons that were to perfect her in singing, and enable her to appear before the public at concerts, or in the opera. In the spring of her eighteenth year she sang at her first concert and met with a good reception ; afterwards she obtained many engagements, and before the season was over, the heat of the weather and the unaccustomed life of excitement told upon her health, so that she consented to quit London and accept her uncle's invitation to pay a visit to Pen Vychan. 36 EYES SO BLUE, CHAPTER HI. LOED DURANT. There is a pleasure in the pathless woods, There is a rapture on the lonely shore, 'There is society where none intrudes By the deep sea, and music in its roar. Byeon. Breakfast was ready, and her aunt and cousins were waiting, when Mavis came downstairs. The parlour, which had seemed so dreary the evening before, now looked quite cheerful, in spite of the shabby carpet and furniture, for the morning sun was shining, and the fresh sea-breeze came in through the open window. Perhaps it was because she was refreshed after a good night's rest that Mavis felt her spirits rising, and all the dejection of the past night LORD DURANT, 37 totally disappearing under the influence of this bright summer morning, and the pleasant, home-like feeling that she had never before experienced in her unsettled life. '^ If you intend to be busy this morning, I think I had better take a stroll about the village,'' she said, presently, addressing her aunt, when the two girls were preparing to start to school. ^' I can take a book and go down on to the sea-shore." Mrs. Williams readily acquiesced. She had been wondering what she should do to amuse her niece whilst she was busied over her household duties. '^ If you will not be lonely, it will be the best thing," she replied. '^ The sea-breeze will strengthen you, and you will find some beautiful scenery about here. On Saturday your cousins have a holiday, so they can take you into the Castle grounds ; Lord Durant has given tliQm leave to go there, whenever they feel inclined." Mavis selected a book and went out, taking the upper road on her way towards the 38 EYES SO BLUE. beacli. The cottagers came to their doors to look after her, for it was a rare thing to see a stranger in so sechided a village, and indeed Mavis's appearance and extreme beauty were such as to attract attention, and her fashionably made dress, although only of 2)lain material, was altogether superior to anything produced by the Pen Vychan dressmaker. She soon reached the shore, and selecting a spot sheltered from the sun and wind she sat down on the smooth, dry sand, and looked out over the calm sea, allowing her book to lie ojien on her lap. ^^ Oh, how pleasant it would be alwa^'s to live here, to have nothing to do but amuse myself, no more work, to have plenty of money, and live in ease and luxury ! '^ was her thought, when she recalled the dismal, dusty London street, with its heat, and ceaseless noise, and bustle of never-ending traffic. Here all was cool and still — even the waves seemed joyous, breaking in upon the sand, each moment stealing up nearer and nearer. LOBB DUBANT. 39 There was no one in sight except a man repairing a boat ; the sound of his hammer every now and then reaching Mavis's ears — a sort of distant accompaniment to the mono- tonous roar of the waves. Far out in the bay the Orient lay at anchor, gently rocking to and fro in the fitful breeze. A dreamy feeling stole over Mavis's senses : her eyelids drooped, and, in spite of her endeavours to fix her attention on the open page before her, the drowsy effect of the increasino; heat forced her to succumb beneath its influence. Her head fell back against the rock, and she slept, and dreamed she was back again in her old London home. She awoke with a start ; and for a second or two gazed around bewildered, as if she could not at first remember wdiere she was. By degrees her scattered faculties returned, and she became aware that there was some one near her. A tall gentleman, who had been wandering over the rocks, had ap- proached the sheltered nook where Mavis 40 EYES SO, BLUE. lay sleeping, and stood still with surprise and admiration at the lovely apparition. He did not seem at all amused at her look of astonishment and vexation when she sprang to her feet, her long hair, which had come uncoiled, falling like a golden shower round her. His face was perfectly grave, — there was even a sad look in the depths of his beautiful browm eyes*; and although he did not utter a word, there was something in his expression that caused Mavis almost involuntarily to turn and glance at him before she moved to go away. He was very handsome, — one of the most distinguished men she had ever seen, with almost faultless features. The lower part of his face was hidden by a long dark beard, in which only a few silver threads had begun to mingle, whilst his hair was thickly streaked with s^rev. His face seemed familiar to Mavis. She was wondering where she had seen it, when all at once it flashed across her mind that the resemblance was to Major Durant, whom she had met the evening before. No doubt LOUD DURANT. 41 this was his unfortunate brother ; but he did not look mad : his countenance was calm and peaceful, and on the whole he was by far the most attractive looking of the two brothers. If liis frame lacked the vigour and im- mense strength of the major, it was atoned for by the peculiarly delicate beauty of ex- pression that alone was sufficient to com- mand attention. ^' I am afraid I startled you," he said, pre- sently, speaking in deep, musical tones, clear but low, with the unmistakable accent of a thoroughly educated gentleman. ^' But, look, — the tide is coming in fast ; it will not be safe to remain here much longer. I was' just going to rouse you when you awoke. In five minutes these rocks will be com- pletely surrounded by the sea." Mavis looked round, startled at these words. The way by which she had come was under water. Apparently all communi- cation with the village was cut off, for on the other side were rough, jagged rocks, rising to a considerable height. 42 EYES SO BLUE, ^^ Oh, what shall I do ! " she exclaimed, in real terror, for she saw no course but to re- main on the rocks until the tide turned ; but one glance at the calm, undisturbed face of the nobleman convinced her that there must be some escape. ^^If you will accompany me," he "con- tinued, in the same courteous accents, ^^I can show you a safe jDatli. I conclude you wish to return to the village ? " *^ Yes; I am staying with Mr. Williams," replied Mavis. '' I am his niece. I shall indeed be grateful to you if you will show me the way." As she spoke, she had twisted up her thick hair and replaced her shady straw hat. ^^I suppose I ought to introduce myself," said the nobleman, giving his hand to Mavis, to help her over the rocks; ^^I am Lord Durant; vou must no lono-er reofard me as a stranger ; I have already heard of you." ^^How is that?" asked Mavis, wonder- ingly, knowing that her fame could not have penetrated to such an out-of-the-way village. LOBD DUBANT. 43 ^^ Mr. Williams's cliildren spoke of your expected arrival, also my brother mentioned that you travelled in the same coach with him yesterday; he recognized you, having seen you in London." *^Yes, at a concert, I suppose !" replied Mavis, so bitterly that Lord Durant felt sorry that his words had produced a look of pain on such a beautiful face. ^'What is the reason of that sad expres- sion?" asked Lord Durant, looking down pityingly at her flushed cheeks. ^'Do you not like your profession ? Can it be that you are not fond of music ? " ^^I am devoted to music," she exclaimed, earnestly, dashing away the tears that had risen to her eyes, '^ but it is the degradation of selling my voice for money that I hate ; I could glory in singing if I were free, but to feel that my choicest possession is the pro- perty of the public, that my voice is, for the time, the slave of a fickle audience, — that is what I dislike!" They had now passed over a flat ridge of sand below the cliffs, and then came to a 44 EYES SO BLUE. low door, thickly studded with iron nails, placed in the face of the rock. Lord Durant took a key from his pocket, and opened it, revealing a long narrow passage, evidently the entrance to a cave, almost dark, except where a stream of light came from a small opening much further on. Mavis shuddered and drew back; what she had heard of Lord Durant's madness flashed across her mind, but in an instant his voice reassured her. ^' Come along," he said, ^Hhere is no danger ; this is only a private road into my grounds." He locked the door after them, and, taking her hand, drew her onwards, through the cave, until it grew lighter, and then, ascending a few stej^s, they emerged into the open air, on the other side of tlie mountain. ^ ' You do wrong in undervaluing your priceless gift," said Lord Durant, continuing the conversation as he walked by Mavis's side along the smooth j^ath. ^^ There is no degradation in giving pleasure to others. LOBD DUEANT. 45 and what pleasure is more hcart-satisfving than music ? " ^^ I wish I could think of it in that li^'ht, instead of always having the idea before my mind of the money 1 can earn," said Mavis, with a sigh ; ^' I often think if I could only get an established reputation I should devote my life more to serving music, not only to please an audience ; at present, if I offend them, my livelihood is gone." ^^ I am afraid you are right," replied Lord Durant ; ^^ but it is one of the little trials that every one has to contend with; I sup- pose there is no one to whom life is j^erfectly smooth and mitroubled." They had now descended the side of the mountain, and were walking along a path through the woods that skirted the park. Down below, in a cleft in the rocks, -so deep that the eye could not pierce through the dense mass of foliage, the river rushed past in a foaming torrent towards the sea. As Mavis stopped to gaze at the lovely scene, every now and then she caught sight of the spray from the cascades flung on high, 46 EYES SO BLUE, amongst the leaves, glistening with bright jirismatic tints where it caught the sun's rays. The park beyond lay in all its natural beauty, while further on, surrounded by the noble trees, whose shadows were reflected in the deep lake, rose the majestic towers of the Castle. It had the appearance of great age — in fact, in many places it was almost a ruiu, but, whilst the ^picturesque look had been retained, enough of the original build- in o: w^as restored and rebuilt to form a com- fort able and spacious modern residence, thus preserving the beauty of age with none of its drawbacks. Mavis glanced up into Lord Durant's face when he uttered his last words ; her eyes had turned from contemplating the fair scene, and the idea crossed her mind, — '^ How can any one, possessing such boundless vrealth, with everything the world can give him, ever know the weight of a trial or sorrow ? " and yet surely if a face ever bore traces of sadness Lord Durant's did ; and whilst he was speaking the shadow had deepened, as if his mind was LOBB BUEANT. far away, dwelling on sad memories of the past. However, Mavis's sudden glance of inquiry- was not unnoticed by him ; he read her thoughts as if they had been spoken, and replied, — ^^ You think I am not one Avho ought to talk of the trials of life — you imagine, because I am rich, that trouble never comes near me, that money can buy ha2^j)iness. Oh, if it were only so ! " he continued, speaking his thoughts aloud, '^ if there were any possible means to get rid of the torturing remorse that is wearing away my life, that has silvered my hair, and rendered me an old man at forty years of age ! " There was something peculiarly pathetic in this display of grief ; the rich nobleman uttering aloud, to this young stranger, whose beauty had impressed him so deeply, thoughts which he had kept locked up in his lieart for many weary years, for Lord Durant had gone through great troubles, so deep that they had ruined his happiness, and shattered his reason. For many years he had been an 48 EYES SO BLUE. inmate of a lunatic asylum. Some people said it was the death of his wife that had affected him so deeply ; but the few who could lay claim to the slightest intimacy with him declared that his married life had not been one of happiness, and that Lady Durant's death could not have produced any lasting effect. He had no children, his only son having died in infancy ; his step-brother, Major Durant, for whom he showed great affection, being his presumptive heir. The secluded quiet life he led v/as generally considered to be induced by a fear lest his mental affliction, of which he was pain- fully sensitive, might return, and this belief kept a good many j)eople aAvay, who would otherwise have only been too glad to be on visiting terms with Lord Durant, thus securing for him the j^rivacy in which he delighted, and which to a man of his position is so difficult to gain. He said no more, evidently wishing to change the subj ect of his thoughts ; he led the way down steps hewn out in the almost perpendicular banks of the stream ; a light LOBD BJJRANT, 49 rustic bridge spanned tlie foaming torrent, just below a waterfall that fell over the rocks nearly thirty feet above. Lord Durant stopped in the middle of the bridge, and stood silently by, watching the expression of surprise and delight on Mavis's face, as she remained motionless, gazing upwards at the rushing water, touched here and there with bright sunlight, which found its way through the trembling leaves, wet Avith the showers of spray. ^^Oh, it is lovely!" she exclaimed, and Lord Durant bent his head to listen, for the noise of the falling water prevented her voice reaching him. ^^ I think I never could weary of standing here." She turned with a smile, as she spoke, and Lord Durant, who had been watching her, could scarcely take his eyes from her face, there was something so attractive in her attitude of apparent unconsciousness of her own beauty, which the surrounding scene appeared to enhance. Years before he thought he had steeled liimself against any emotion of love or admiration ; and now, VOL. I. E 50 EYES SO BLUE. before one glance of the innocent, cliild-like beauty, all vanished, and the barriers that he vainly imagined time had erected romid his heart were melted by the low, musical accents that fell from those rosy lips. Pie walked on by her side, as if in a dream. Mavis was accustomed to admira- tion, and when she felt Lord Durant's hand tremble, as he lielped her along the steep rough paths, she only needed one glance into his handsome face to show her he was touched by her beauty and grace. She smiled gently to herself, and went on talk- ing about London, and the opera, and concerts she had sung at ; no longer hesi- tating, from any false pride, in oj)enly acknowledging her profession, for she per- ceived that her companion regarded it in its highest, most artistic light. From this they turned to pictures, and Mavis learned, to her joy, that the nobleman was not only a connoisseur of art, but a collector on a large scale. '^ You will come in and see the picture gallery ? " he said, as they approached the LORD DVRANT. 51 Castle ; '' I can see by your face that you can appreciate it." ^* Thank you," she replied, gladly; '^but you must not expect me to know any more about them than anv Londoner who often visits the galleries there ; I have so little time I cannot make painting a study ; music claims all my attention at present." A door opening on the well-kept lawn admitted them into a small, plainly furnished room, lofty and old, evidently one of the most ancient in the Castle ; the stone walls were bare, untouched by a vestige of paint, the floor only covered with matting ; the solid oak table, and a fcAv chairs, forming the only furniture ; the tiny casement had neither blind nor curtain, but there were shelves filled with books, and over the wide firej)lace hung a picture, having a curtain drawn before it. An open book lying on the table gave evidence that the room had recently been occupied. It almost seemed incredible that this should be the favourite sitting-room of the owner of the Castle, but such was the case ; it was isolated, being at UNIVERSITY OF ILLINOIS LIBRARY 52 EYES SO BLUE. some distance from the other rooms; there was a narrow staircase leading from it into Lord Durant's sleeping apartments, thus, perhaps, accounting for his j)reference of this room for his study. A narrow passage led into the spacious entrance-hall ; the floor was covered with soft carpets, statues were placed in niches, and flowers bloomed luxuriantly, forming a striking contrast to the bareness of the room they had just left. ' ' You will rest a little before we go up into the gallery?" said Lord Durant. ^' We shall find Lady Durant in here, I expect." He opened a door as he said these words, and led Mavis into a cheerful, elegantly furnished sitting-room with two French win- dows, one of which opened into a conserva- tory; the other led to the terrace, beyond which lay the lake ; a fresh breeze had sprung up, blowing straight from the sea, and, although the sun was shining brightly, the room felt cool and pleasant. Seated at a work-table in tlie window was a tall, dark-haired lady, and Mavis instantly LOBD DUIiANT. 53 recognized her as Lady Durant, whom she had seen on the previous evening. She was introduced as Miss Austin, Mr. Williams's niece, and welcomed j)olitely, if not cordially, by Lady Durant, who found it convenient to forget her former haughty manner Avhen she saw Mavis in her stej:)- son's company. She made room for her on the sofa by her side, and entered into con- versation with as much affability as it was her nature to show, while Lord Durant drew forward a chair and sat down at some little distance. Mavis's first impression was one of dis- like towards Lady Durant, there was some- thing so im2:)erious and haughty in her manner. She was a striking-looking, dark- complexioned Avoman, considered exceed- ingly handsome. Although she was above fifty years of age, there was scarcely a wrinkle in the proud face, and not one single silver thread among her thick masses of jet-black hair ; Lord Durant's was plentifully streaked with grey ; indeed, beside his stepmother, he looked the elder 54 EYES SO BLUE. of the two, although he was, in reality, ten years younger. He was very silent whilst they walked from picture to picture, watching Mavis's evident delight at his sj)lendid collection, occasionally putting in a word or two, but leaving his stej^mother to explain the sub- jects, or tell the names of the painters. At length the inspection was finished, and, after partaking of some refreshment. Mavis took her leave, having accepted Lady Dm*ant's invitation to come again, and went away, to relate to her aunt and cousins the account of the morning's adventure, speak- ing in high praise of Lady Dur ant's kindness and affability, declaring that she had quite changed the opinion of her that she had at first entertained. Of Lord Dm-ant she kept more silence, only replying to her cousins' eager questions by saying that she thought him grave and gentlemanly, but rather silent. However, she did not dis- miss the meeting from her mind, and impa- tiently looked forward to the hoj^e of another visit to the Castle. It came sooner than LOUD DVRANT. 65 she expected ; three days after a footman brought a note from Lady Diu^ant, request- ing her company to hmcheon. It was the beginning of a closer intimacy, for it was dull and quiet at Pen Vychan, and Lady Durant was only too glad to find a com- panion of whom her stepson did not disap- prove. She was essentially a selfish woman, and, being fond of music, as soon as she discovered Mavis's talent never seemed more content than when she saw her seated before the superb grand piano in the Castle drawing-room ; and Mavis was flattered by the attention, and nev^r objected to give up as nnicli time to the dowager's amusement as that ladv demanded. Lord Durant often came in, and stood by the piano. He himself was a musician of no mean talent, and loved to listen to the clear, bell-like soprano, and watch, with ecstasy of admiration, the beautiful face lit up with enthusiasm, as she played or sang. And all this time Lady Durant, absorbed in her own amusement, never perceived liow fast the wealthy nobleman was drifting into 56 EYES SO BLUE, love with the obscure, penniless singer. She saw he was happier, and attributed it, rightly enough, to the charm of Mavis's singing, but it never seemed to strike her that he could regard her otherwise than as a humble dependent, to whom it was an act of con- descension for Lady Durant to extend her patronage and approval. Nevertheless so it was, and by the time Lady Duran t ook her departure for London her indiscreet conduct in admitting her step- son into close comj)anionship with a lovely and fascinating girl had done its work, and Lord Durant loved Mavis Austin. TBE THVNDEIiSTOBM. 57 CHAPTER IV. THE THUNDERSTORM. Then sudden through the darkened air A flash of lightning came ; So broad, so bright, so red the glare, The castle seemed on flame. Scott. The library at the castle had originally been a banqueting-hall, and still retained its look of ancient grandeur, improved and beautified by careful restoration and the addition of stained glass in the windows, as well as a good organ placed on an oak screen, carved in exact imitation of the old furniture and wainscoting. Lord Durant sat there alone at the table, resting his head on his folded arms. It was nearly dark, although not more than seven 58 EYES SO BLUE. o'clock, on a September evening, but the sky was black with clouds, and every now and then loud peals of thunder seemed to shake the very ground, echoing and reverberating amongst the mountains, whilst the lightning flashed incessantly, and the loud roar of the stormy sea could be jDlainly heard. For a long time Lord Durant remained motionless, except for a slight shudder as each time the thunder pealed louder and louder. A violent ring at the bell, followed soon after by the sound of voices and footste23s in the hall, first caused him to raise his head. ^^ Who could it be?" he thought; when he was alone at home visitors so rarely came, particularly in such a storm. Then there came a cry of horror and fear, and he hur- ried from the room. There, in the hall, knelt Mavis Austin, drenched with the rain, and supporting the head of Ivor Morgan, who lay on the floor, pale and motionless, with the blood streaming from a deep cut in his forehead. A maid-servant stood near, uttering cries for help. THE THUNDERSTORM. 59 ^MVhat is the matter? Miss Austin out in this storm ! " exclaimed the nobleman, quickly. ^^ A tree was struck by lightning, one of the boughs fell on him, and oh, I believe he is killed ! " was all Mavis could answer. She gazed up at Lord Durant, with her face white with terror. ^^ Bring him in here quickly!" said the nobleman to the servants who had by this time assembled ; and whilst he spoke he led the way into the splendidly furnished drawing-room, the one that his stejDmother most frequently used. ^^ Lay him down on this," — and he drew forward a pale blue brocade-covered couch. '^ Oh, my lord, not that ! He 's covered with blood. It 's a shame, in this beautiful room I " exclaimed one of the servants ; but her master silenced her with a look. '^ Do as I tell you," he said, sternly. ^^ It is cool and airy in here." And so Ivor lay back, still insensible, only a low groan escaping his lips when he was lifted up. 00 EYES SO BLUE. ^' He still breathes — lie is not dead ! " said the housekeeper, who had come forward. '^ One of you men go for Dr. Roberts, and be quick about it." She was instantly obeyed, and then she began to try and stop the fast-flowing blood. *^ We cannot do any more until the surgeon comes," said Lord Durant, turning to Mavis, who was crying with fright. J' I am afraid his arm is broken. But your dress is wet. You must get dry clothing." Mavis was not sorry to quit the room. The fright had quite unnerved her; and, as soon as her wet clotlies were removed, and she was sitting wrapped in a shawl by a warm fire (which had been hastily kindled in one of the bed-rooms), she began to sob hysterically. In spite of the unabated raging of the storm, the surgeon was not long in obeying the summons. He pronounced that the injuries that Ivor Morgan had sustained were severe, but not dangerous. However, he strongly recommended Lord Durant to allow THE TEUNDEUSTOBM. CI the lad to remain at the Castle until all danger of removal had j^assed. Of course the nobleman acquiesced, and gave orders that Ivor was to be carried to bed, and was to receive every care and attention. The reassuring news brought a little com- fort to Mavis. The thought that perhaps the young fellow had died in saving her life had been .so shocking to her that she had at first felt paralyzed with horror; but when the housekeeper brought word that, after the broken arm had been set, and the wound in his head bound up, Ivor had regained con- sciousness, and afterwards sunk into a quiet sleep, she roused herself, and, as soon as her dress was dried, in obedience to a message from Lord Durant she went downstairs. She was shown into one of the smaller sitting-rooms, where, on a table drawn up close to the fire, a substantial tea was laid out. Lord Durant rose as she entered. " I hope you are none the worse after the rain and your fright, Miss Austin? " he asked. 6ii EYES SO BLUE. ^^ How did it happen that you have escaj)ed unhurt ? " . ^^ I have been out all the evening. I started for a ramble over the hills," replied Mavis, as soon as she was seated at the table. ^' I kept wandering about in search of some rare flowers that my cousins have told me grow in the neighbourhood. I did not notice where I was going until the first peal of thunder warned me that I must make haste home ; I must have taken the wrong road ; for, before long, I dis- covered I had lost my way. I was very much frightened, for the storm was coming alarm- ingly near, when I perceived Ivor Morgan advancing in the same direction. I called to him ; he said that we were nearly three miles from the village. He was coming from E-hos Celyn, and had taken the shortest way, over the hills. I was only too glad to see a familiar face, for it was raining very heavily. He was kind and attentive, helping me down the mountain side. I proposed tliat we should go through the park, as the shortest way. The storm was then at its height. All at once the lightning struck one of those TEE TIIUNDEBSTORM, 63 beautiful oaks by the lake. I was almost stunned, it came so close. I felt myself dragged out of the way, when tlie tree fell, and one of the branches struck Ivor. Had he not risked his life to save mine, I must have been killed/'she added,with a shudder of horror. '^ I do not think I shall ever get the brightness of the lightning and the noise of the thunder and crashing timber out of my mind ! " ^^It was, indeed, a providential escape," said Lord Durant, in a tone of deep feeling. '^ I have sent a messenger to Mr. Williams to let him know that you are in safety ; and so I wish vou to remain until the storm is over. Hark, it is coming nearer again," — and as he spoke Lord Durant turned pale and covered his eyes, as a blinding flash of light- ning lit up the room. ^^ Does thunder always affect you like this?" asked Mavis, noticing the increasing pallor. *^ You look ill ! Shall I call any one ? " "No, thank you, it will soon pass off; I am accustomed to it. Formerly a thunder- storm would make me ill for weeks ; my mother and an elder brother of mine were €4 EYES SO BLUE. killed by lightning when I was about eight years of age ; I was not far from them when it happened ; the terror and grief brought on a severe attack of brain fever, from the effects of which I did not completely recover for many years. For some weeks I was totally blind, it was supposed from the intense brightness. I regained my sight by degrees, but it was very long before I could escape another attack of fever during a storm. Of course, by this time, I have almost conquered that weakness, but to-night the shock of seeing that poor young man in that state brought back the scene so vividly. There is something about him that reminds me of my brother. I suppose it is because he was nearly the same height, the features and colour of the hair are also very much alike. I have told you this to account for what may have appeared to you foolish and unmanly." ^' Indeed I do not think so ! " exclaimed Mavis; ^'I almost wonder how you could bear so calmly ; when I was in such terror you appeared quite cool and collected." TEE THUNDERSTOBM. 05 Lord Durant's grave look gave place to a smile of intense gratitude when Mavis spoke. ^^It is very kind of you to say so/' lie said, in a low voice, ^^ I have suffered so much and led such a troubled life that I have learnt to conceal my feelings. It is so hard to know that I have outlived sympathy, that I have no one with whom to talk over my sorrows ; my brother always tries to turn the conversation from events of the past, and Lady Durant is not one to enter into my feelings. You must already have seen how little affection there is between us." ^' No, I have not noticed it,'' Mavis replied. ^^ You always are so very kind and attentive to her, and I should fancy her undemonstra- tive manner is natural. I could never imagine her feeling any strong affection even for Major Durant, her own son." '' You make a mistake there," said the nobleman. ^'Her love for my brother Lionel almost amounts to worship. It has always been a bitter grief to her that I inherited the title and estates. When she married my father it was thought impossible VOL. I. F Q6 EYES SO BLUE. that I could live, and had it not been for the care of my nurse, Martha Hall, my j^resent housekeeper, I never should have recovered, and then, of course, Lionel would have been in my place. I almost wish it could have happened, for life has always been a burden and a sorrow to me, one of wrong-doing and deep repentance. I do not think any one knows how hard it was even to exist until you came and cheered my desjDond- ing mind with your bright, cheerful sym- pathy, I never can thank you enough for it." ^^ Indeed, Lord Durant, I do not deserve such praise," replied Mavis, with a vivid blush. ^^I have always felt sorry for you, because you often look sad, and seem to have had such trouble ; but I did not think you cared for the sympathy of a poor girl like I am." By this time the storm had j^assed over, and Lord Durant's brougham came round to take Mavis home to her uncle's. ^' Good-bye, my dear," he said, as she rose to take leave, and, drawing her to- TEE THUNDERSTOIiM. 67 wards him, he pressed a kiss on her fore- head. ^' It is only a father's kiss," he whispered. ^' If my son had Hved he would have been nearly as old as you are. Grood-bye, Mavis ; I may call ^^ou so, may I not ? it is such a nice name for a little singing-bird like you are." In another moment the carriage had driven off, and Lord Durant returned to his seat. '^ She 's a sweet, lovable, innocent little girl," he said to himself; '^ and, with her beauty, no wonder my heart cannot with- stand her charms ; but what would she think of me if she knew I dared to love her — lovely and accomplished as she is, and I am only a morose, prematurely aged man ? Poor child ! obliged to work for her living, whilst I would gladly give her all my wealth for one look or word of love, if I dared ask for it ! but she could not care for me, and no degradation can be greater than a marriage without affection on both sides." Lord Durant' s head drooped lower, as this 68 EYES SO BLUE. last thought brought to his mind the saddest passage in his life — the death of his wife and child. For several years after his mother's death (as he had told Mavis) Gerald Durant did not fully rouse from the shock that it pro- duced on his mind, and it was feared that he would relapse into a state of mental torpor. His father spared no trouble, and even gave up most of his time and thoughts to try and benefit his only living child. It was for the boy's sake that he married again, hoping that a mother would have more influence, especially to check the violent fits of passion to which Gerald was subject ; but this proved a fatal mistake. A fashionable, frivolous woman, only twenty-two years of age, was scarcely suited to curb the unrestrained temper of a strong, self-mlled boy of twelve. She tried to exert authority until, in one of his terrible attacks, which Lady Durant knew (although she kept it from her hus- ^ , band) to be fits of insanity, the young heir .struck his stepmother. When his anger had ■cooled down, although he was sorry and ex- TEE TRUNDEBSTORM. 69 tremely penitent, Lady Durant would not accept his excuse that he was not conscious of what he did at the time, but, in the absence of his father, she sent him away to school. Not long after Lord Durant died, leaving- his young widow with an infant son — Lionel. Gerald, now possessing the title of Lord Durant, still remained at school, although his master repeatedly wrote to his stepmother to remove him. He was so clever and studious, persisting in working hard to keep up mth boys so much older than him- self, that the'' surgeon who had been called in declared that, if he did not give up study, his brain would probably give way, and he would become a hopeless lunatic ; but the stepmother had reasons of her own for not obeying this disinterested advice — perhaps she would have been glad if Gerald had died — and so the young nobleman went on studying hard. Before he was eighteen, and just preparing to enter college, one of his fits of passion was roused at the sight of a schoolfellow 70 EYES SO BLUE. ill-treating a younger boy. It proved the finishing stroke ; he was obliged to give up his much-loved study, and be j)laced under the care of an experienced physician. He remained there until, at LadvDurant's particular request, he returned to be present at his coming of age festivities. The phy- sician was strongly averse to his patient's obeying the summons, but Grerald seemed anxious to take possession of his vast estates, so that he was allowed to go. He arrived at Pen Vvchan Castle on the 13th of August, two days before his birthday. Lady Durant welcomed him cordially : she seemed resolved to forget her former jealousy. Lionel, now a fine little fellow of eight years of age, soon became attached to his kind elder brother, who was so fond of him, and for his sake Lord Durant allowed his stepmother to reside as much as she pleased at the Castle, instead of her own house in London. A year afterwards Lord Durant took his little brother, accompanied by the boy's tutor, to travel on the Continent for some THE THUNDEUSTOmi. 71 years; and, passionately fond as Lady Durant was of her child, she let him go on account of the benefit to his education. They trayelled slowly, staying long in each place, and at last reached Rome. There Lord Durant met with an English family of the name of Ferguson, with whom he soon became intimate. The eldest daughter, an exceedingly hand- some lady, of about thirty years of age, spent most of her time at a convent, where she had been educated, and of which she longed to become an inmate. However, her father willed it otherwise ; and when he saw Lord Durant, he was determined that his beautiful daughter should become the wife of the wealthy nobleman. When Agatha Ferguson discovered her parent's wish, she rebelled at first, but, guided by the counsel of her friend, the lady abbess of the convent, she prepared to sacri- fice her own feelings to the will of her father, and when Lord Durant offered to her, she accepted him without showing her indiffer- ence to him. 72 EYES SO BLUE. Under the jDlea that he was going to leave Eome, Mr. Ferguson hastened the wedding ; and before Lord Durant had penetrated through the barrier of icy reserve in Agatha's manner she had become his wife. She had never been informed of the dreadful malady from which her husband had suffered, and that it was liable to return. Mr. Dell, the tutor, thinking it was his duty, hinted to his patron that Mr. Ferguson ought to be informed of it ; but Lord Durant, who shrank from making the communication, put it off from day to day, until finding the wedding- day was so nearly approaching, he deter- mined to leave it to the vague chance that Mr. Dell would mention it. He had not long been married before the knowledge that he was hiding such a fearful secret from his wife began to prey uj)on his mind; he had not the courage to tell her when he knew her affection for him was not sufficient to enable her to endure such a heavy blow. ' As soon as the wedding trip was over the bride and bridegroom returned to Pen THE TEVNDEBSTOBM. 73 Vyclian, whilst the dowager Lady Durant took ujD her abode in her London house, but Lionel, being in delicate health, spent most of his time with his stepbrother. Agatha Durant, although a gentle, charit- able woman, beloved by her poorer neigh- bours, was not a wife whom the irritable, excitable Gerald should have chosen. She was cold and haughty in her manner to him, turning away from the least show of affection on his part ; she spent most of her time over her religious observances, driving constantly to the Koman Catholic Chapel at Rhos Celyn. All her servants were Catholics, with the exception of one, the wife of the sailor Jack Morgan, Ivor's father, who had not long been married, and on her husband's going to sea she took the vacant situation as lady's maid at the Castle. As time went on the lord and lady grew more and more indifferent to each other ; the cold sarcastic speeches of the latter goaded her husband almost beyond endurance, and at last, giving way to one of his old violent 74 F.YES SO BLUE. fits of passion, lio alannocl lior so much that she withdrew from his society, and turning one of the Castle rooms into an oratory she spent most of her days alone there. Feeling vexed at her conduct. Lord Durant wrote begging his ste])mothor to come to Pen Vychan, hoping that one of her own age and sex would have some influence to bring Agatha to treat her husband with nu)re cor- diality. Ihit this proved a direful mistake. Had Lord Durant known what was to folloAv, the 2)ortals of his dAvelling would never have been opened to admit his pretended friend, but in reality his most bitter enemy. The dowager remained many months, and to all a])pearance her influence seemed to have good effect. Agatha l)ecame less cold and distant, and (Tcrald more forgiving, and not so hasty and impetuous ; he was looking for- ward hopefully to the birth of an heir, who he tlu:>ught would ju-ove a link of aifectiou between himself and his wife. But all this time Lord Durant lived in terror, for indica- tions of a return of his mental affliction were approaching. Secretly he considted several TEE THUNDERSTORM. 75 eminent physicians, trying to shield the knowledge that he possessed from his wife, whom, now her conduct was altered, he re- spected, although he could not love her ; but they gave no hope, and day by day the afflicted nobleman grew more despondent, only longing for a short respite until the birth of his child, before Agatha should learn the dreadful truth, for his stej)mother had promised to mthhold it as long as jDossible. But it was fated to be othermse. Lionel, who had been spending a holiday at the Castle, was retm^ning to Eton, where he had been placed some time before. Before he went Lord Durant ventured to remark on the large sum of money his mother had given him, adding that, as he would have only a moderate fortune, it was wrong to encourage extravagance when he was so young. Agatha did not join in the conversation, she was too indifferent towards her husband's family, but Lady Durant's re- sentment was roused. She accused her stej^son of meanness in not providing more for his younger brother, and then, in the heat of her 7G EYES SO BLUE. anger, in fear at the sudden change on Gerakl's face at her accusation (for it was one which he could not endure with his natural generosity), she cast in his teeth the dreaded secret which he was even at that moment striving to conceal from his wife. A terrible shriek from Agatha, echoing tlu'ough the room, smote on Lord Durant's ear, and then no more could he remember except feeling himself struggling violently in the hands of his servants, then came bodily and mental prostration, with pain and weakness, while he was carefully guarded ; but, knowing himself to be mad, he tried to control his mind to calmness. A baby was brought to him and laid in his arms, and he was told it was his own son, and was just allowed to realize the fact before he was taken to the jDrivate asylum, where he remained twelve long weary years. During that time Lionel often came to see him, the first time bringing news of the death of Agatha and her baby, which happened at Naples, where she had gone for the child's health. He was able to compre- THE THUNDERSTORM. 77 hend this, but none of the particuhirs, and from that time he never inquired after his wife or even mentioned her name. He had returned to his abode at the Castle about four years before Mavis had first seen him, where he led a lonely, melancholy life. He had been so long out of the world that he felt he could not renew the old acquaintances of his youth, although his rank and riches would have procured him many friends. Mr. Williams's daughters Grwendoline and Jessie were always welcomed by Lord Durant whenever they chose to visit the Castle, but their parents could never boast of the slightest degree of intimacy. He could not overcome his dislike of the suspicion and kind of fear with which older people regarded him, so that the confiding simplicity of children won his heart, particularly Jessie Williams, of whom he was very fond. 78 EYES SO BLUE. CHAPTER V. AT PEX VYCHAN CASTLE. So love was crowned, but Music won the cause. Dryden. Mavis Austin came down to breakfast the next morning very little the worse for the adventure of the past evening". Her uncle, aunt, and elder cousin were waiting for her, but Jessie had not yet appeared. The meal was nearly over before Mrs. Williams inquired for her. '' She said she was going over to the Castle to see how young Morgan is," answered the servant. '' She promised to be in time for school, for she will ask Lord Durant to let her breakfast there." Mr. Williams laughed, but his wife looked grave. '' I don't like Jessie's wild ways,'' AT PEN VYCHAN CASTLE. 79 she said; ''she seems to make herself at home anywhere, from the Castle to old Morgan's cottage. It was all right when she was younger, but soon Lord Durant will not care to have her constantly with him, as he wdll not visit us ; and as for her friendship with the fishermen, I must put a stop to that directly." '^ Never mind, I'm going to see Ivor," replied the clergyman, '^ so I '11 take care that she is in time for school. Come along. Mavis, the walk will do you good ; you look rather pale still. I dare say Lord Durant will allow you to try over the songs for the Ehos Celyn concert ; his piano will be much better than the school-room harmonium." Mavis gladly consented. She had been engaged to sing at a large conbert that was to be given during the following week, and to her dismay had found that her uncle's old piano was so completely worn out that she was unable to perfect herself in the music that had been assigned to her. They reached tlie Castle in time to find Lord Durant and Jessie seated at a break- 80 EYES SO BLUE. fast table in a sunny morning parlour. The child was evidently enjoying the abundance of good things after the frugal fare at her home, the glittering silver and delicate china on the white cloth of finest damask looked so very different from the humbly served meals to which she was accustomed. Lord Durant rose to shake hands with his visitors, his face lit up with a smile at the sight of Mavis ; he led her to a seat by the table. ^^You are well, I hope?*' he asked, anxiously, after she had refused his offer of more breakfast. '^ You do not look as if the wet and fright of last evening have done you any harm." ^^ I am perfectly well, but I am anxious about my young champion ; I feel so sorry that his bravery in saving my life should have been the means of hurting him so severely." '^ Mr. Roberts has been here, and he says the lad is doing well. He is up and dressed in the housekeeper's room. I found Jessie in there, talking with him, when I went to in- AT PEN VYCHAN CASTLE. 81 quire how he was this morning ; he seems very superior to most of his class ; surely he is educated better than fishermen usually are ? There is something peculiarly attractive in his face ; he reminds me so much of my brother, as he was some years ago. Who is he ? " ^' He is a great favourite of mine," replied the clergyman. '' I first noticed his talent whilst he was at the village school, so I undertook to teach him a little myself ; his master has also brought him much forwarder than his other pupils, but his chief talent is for drawing. I am no judge, but I imagine he is quite a genius ; I am always blaming myself for encouraging it, for I see no pros- pect for him to do otherwise than take to a fisherman's life." '' I must beg for a holiday for Jessie, to cheer up the poor lad," said Lord Durant ; ^' he is sadly despondent, and she says you allow them to associate together." It was readily given, and then Mavis, men- tioning her difficulty about the forthcoming concert, begged to be allowed the use of a VOL. I. G 82 EYES SO BLUE. piano. ^^ Will it annoy you if I go into the large drawing-room? I shall be paid so highly that I should be ashamed if I failed to do my best." ^' You need not have asked me, Miss Mavis. You used to come when Lady Durant was. here ; do you think I care less for music now than I did then? Any instrument in this house is at your service." Mr. Williams then took leave. ^^ I must leave both my children/' he said, with a smile at Mavis. '' I have no doubt they will 23ass a ha]3py morning." He went away, little thinking what was happening, how the elderly looking nobleman was fast drifting into love with his niece, forgetting that she, whom he regarded as scarcely older than his own children, could be thinking of marriage with a man who appeared almost as old as himseK. Lord Durant stood by as Mavis played and sang in her glorious voice, which she softened and modulated until it did not sound too powerful for the room, and occasionally he joined in with his clear tenor, that blended AT PEN VYCHAN CASTLE. 83 SO perfectly with lier bird-like notes. They went on singing pieces from the oratorios, until Lord Durant felt he would give almost everything to j)ossess the love of the sweet singer, who seemed so enraptured in the lovely sounds that she was creating. - ^^ Lord Durant, is not this beautiful !" she exclaimed, after a duet from one of Pales- trina's works. ^' I could go on singing this almost for ever, I think ; I did not know you could sing. Why did you not let me know before ? Why should you not value such a talent?" " I do value it now, when I sing with you ; oh, if it were possible that we could always sing together ! " '^ Yes, I should like it," answered Mavis, simply; ^^ but I suppose it cannot be ; I must return to London soon to my old work. I dare say I shall feel it irksome after the first real holiday I have ever enjoyed" ; and as she spoke she looked uj^, and the beautiful, be- seeching, half' sad expression came into her eyes that bewildered Lord Durant with its loveliness. If he could only prevent this 84: EYES SO BLUE. return to London, was his first thought — if he could save this precious jewel from being stolen from him ! he dreaded it and yet he dared not ask her to stay, for he thought that even his deep love could not be a sufficient return for the sacrifices she must make before she could consent to marry him. At one moment he was on the jDoint of risking all to make sure of his fate ; the next his mind was filled with horror at the bare idea, fully conscious of the insurmountable barrier, and anything was better than the despair to which he felt so certain he was doomed. " How silent you are ! " said Mavis, after a few moments' pause, speaking more merrily than she had done that morning. ^^ I am silent because I am perplexed," he answered, impulsively. ^' I often wish I knew what was right to do, and I have nobody to whom to go for advice." ^^Do you ever want advice?" asked Mavis, wonderingly . ' ^ You always seem so sensible I should imagine you never AT FEN VYCHAN CASTLE. 86 could do wrong if you followed your own good impulses." ''Perhaps if they were good impulses I might do right, but my whole life has been rendered miserable by self-indulgence and cowardice in shrinking from duty." '' I know you have been terribly unhappy. My uncle has told me of your troubles, but I should imagine they were not caused by any fault of yours." '' He has told you all about me ? " said Lord Dm-ant, interrogatively, tm^ning paler than before. ''And you are not afraid of me! I did not believe you could have known, for you must have regarded me with horror." " Oh, Lord Durant, I wish I had never said it ; I forgot how it must pain you ! " exclaimed Mavis. " But, indeed, if you Avill only believe me, it only makes me feel more and more sorry for you." ' "Sorry for me! when you know how wicked I was to keep my dreadful secret from my wife ? " said the nobleman, gravely. "Yes, I am sorry," replied Mavis; " although I do not see why you should not 86 EYES SO BLUE. have told her ; if she cared for you ever so little, she could not have been cruel enough to blame you for your misfortune." '' Put yourself in her place, imagine your- self a wife, and your husband were to declare that he was what I have been ; what would have been 3^our feelings ? " was the next question. Mavis hesitated for a second, her eyes were cast down, whilst her slender fingers twitched convulsively. '^ I think I should love him all the more," she said, suddenly, raising her crimson face. ^^ He would need more sympathy and j)rotec- tion." Do what she would. Mavis could not pre- vent her vivid blushes, nor control the tremor in her voice. She was not deceived about Lord Durant's feelings towards her ; she trembled with mingled excitement and emotion, as she felt that such a brilliant match was, as it were, within her grasp, and yet, however she strove, she could not feel enouHi affection for one who was readv to place all he possessed at her feet. AT PEN VYCHAN CASTLE. 87 ^^ I know you would; I have done wrong in doubting you," said Lord Durant, moving from where he stood, and ajDproaching nearer, where he could see each fleeting expression on her face. ^'Is it too presuming if I ask you to try if your words can stand a test ? Dryden says, ' Pity melts the mind to love ' ; could you love one whom you profess to pity?'' '' I don't know; I almost think I could — in time," said Mavis, in a hesitating voice, trying to smother the better feelings that protested against the ambition that was uro^ino^ her to sell herself for wealth and rank. ^'AVill you wait,'- she added, looking him full in the face, and struggling to subdue the wild beating of her heart — ''will you wait until I can feel more worthy of you We have scarcely known each other — " Lord Durant interrupted her, — ^' My darling, say no more ! You will let me be the best judge of your worth," and, stooping down, he imprinted a kiss on her half-averted cheek. '' You have told me it is possible for you to love me, and what 88 EYES SO BLUE. more can I want to make me content, except the knowledge that my life will be devoted to making yours a ha]3py one? And now, my Mavis, there is no need for you to return to London until it will be my privilege to take you there when you are Lady Durant." A proud smile lit up the fair young face. Lady Durant ! How happy she would feel when all her old friends heard of her for- tune ! when she went to the opera, and watched the singers on the same stage where she had so often sung the same beautiful songs. How they would envy her, when they saw her dressed in the costly style which, woman like, she had so often coveted from those who occujDied the high rank to which she should so soon attain ! Jessie Williams entered the room as these brilliant thoughts were flashing through Mavis's brain. The child started when she perceived her cousin's happy look, and the expression of unmistakable tenderness with which the nobleman was regarding her. ^^ Ivor has gone home," said Jessie ; ^^he AT PEN VYCEAN CASTLE. Sd- was afraid his grandfather would want him,, and he y/as so much better." '' I wish he had stayed longer," said Lord Durant. ^^ But, Jessie, how should you like Mavis always to be near you ? She has pro- mised to live at the Castle. Do you think your father will let me have her ? " '^ You don't surely mean to marry her ? " said the child, bluntly. ^' You are much too old. But I suppose it doesn't matter so much when peoj^le are as rich as you are." Jessie had unconsciously touched the right chord that vibrated in her cousin's heart. ^' The disparity of years did not matter when there were such riches to be gained in ex- change. Some sacrifices must always be made in marriage." And to Mavis wealth atoned for a great deal — almost everything, she (who had known the bitterness of poverty) thought. ^^ Do you think I am very old, Jessie?" asked Lord Durant, with a look of merri- ment ; whilst Mavis moved away to the other side of the room, feeling vexed and half- frightened at what she had done. The 90 EYES SO BLUE. happy tone of her lover struck her with dismay ; and a sudden longing for escape hlled her mind. Still she was thankful that Jessie had come in : it gave her a few moments' time to recover her calmness. She did not hear what her cousin was saying, for her thoughts were far away ; she was looking through the window, gazing half sadly, but with some delight, at one of the finest scenes even in beautiful Wales. She was wondering if the dreadful sacrifice, as it seemed to her, of liberty, and almost happiness, was worth even the possession of this grand estate. She roused herself from her reverie with a start, as Lord Durant came up, and lightly laid his hand on her shoulder. ^' Wliat does my little one think about ?" he asked, noticing her look of astonishment. ^^ You do not seem happy. Are you repenting already?" and his expression turned to despondency and dread. '^ No ; there is nothing to repent," replied Mavis, bracing up all her energies to keep firm to her resolutions. ^' I scarcely know AT PEN VYCHAN CASTLE. 91 what my thoughts were. I think I was wondering why you could like me/' she added, with a forced smile. '^ I am afraid I love you only too dearly. Your little cousin, who you know always s^^eaks out the truth, has told me she fears that your uncle will msh to separate us. He will never consent to your marriage with me, knowing as he does so much of my past life.'' A few moments before, when Mavis felt so certain of the fulfilment of her highest aim, she was becoming half regretful, dreading the future. Now, when a chance of defeat presented itself, it all seemed to wear a dif- ferent appearance, and her indignation was roused at the prospect of the utter annihila- tion of her hopes. ^'He has no right!" she exclaimed, im- petuously. ^' Surely we can both judge for ourselves. You think it right ; he dare not interfere." '^Mr. Williams is an honourable man, and will study your interests, you may be sure," said Lord Durant, ^^ and therefore he must 92 EYES SO BLUE. be consulted. Will you rather do so, or shall I go and speak to him about it ? " ^' I wish you would do so," answered Mavis, shyly, longing vainly that all the difficulties were over, and she was safely married to Lord Durant. ^.V UNEXPECTED MEETING. 93 CHAPTER VI. AN UNEXPECTED MEETING. It was the schooner Hesperus, That sailed the wintry sea ; The skipper had taken his little daughter To bear him company. Longfellow. ^' Indeed J my lord, it is a very hard ques- tion to ask of me/' exclaimed Mr. Williams, moodily, as he and Lord Durant sat together in the clergyman's little study. ' ' You have been very candid and open about the affair, but I scarcely know how to act. I am, you know, Mavis Austin's nearest relative, excejot her father's brother, a wild, bad man, with whom I am only acquainted by report, therefore I feel the great responsibility of her future wellbeing rests with me." " I cannot see that it requires much con- 94 EYES SO BLUE. sicleration/' Lord Durant answered, im- patiently. ^'If Mavis chooses to marry one twenty years her senior, she is the best judge. Do you imagine it will make me a worse husband for her ? Every wish she has can be gratified by me, and you must know enough of the Avorld to see how riches and a high station increase, although they do not cause, happiness." ''Yes, my lord, I have taken all that into consideration, and I am fully sensible of the honour you have bestowed on my niece — not that she is unAvorthy of the highest in the land ; still there is a terrible drawback to my free consent to the marriage. I will not wound your feelings by adding more ; you must know to what I allude." liord Durant's brow grew dark with shame and anger. ''I know what you moan," he exclaimed, hoarsely. '' And do you imagine I dare ask Mavis to marry me if I had not ascer- tained that her love was sufficient to survive (even what I know to be so im^^robable) a return of the affliction that I have suffered ? AN UNEXPECTED MEETING. 95 I should not be here had I not been so certain I was cured ; and, besides, why should my misfortunes be visited on me as crimes ? " He was about to add more, when the door was opened, and Mavis stood there with her hat on, as if ready to go out. She was retreating hastily, as she perceived who her uncle's visitor was, knowing the errand on which he had come ; but Lord Durant rose up, and, taking her hand, drew her towards him. She glanced up with a bright smile into his melancholy face. She looked so sweet and pretty, with the tinted rosebuds in lier hat resting against her golden hair, that Lord Durant bent down and kissed her forehead, whilst tJic tears sprang into his handsome, sad eyes. Mr. Williams's heart softened towards them as he looked at the two, so different, and yet each witli their own peculiar style of almost matchless beauty ; and after all Lord Durant was only thirty-nine — quite in the prime of his life. '^You can plead our cause. Mavis, my dearest, more eloquently than is possible to 96 EYES SO BLUE. me ; try and convince your uncle not to make me so utterly Avi'etclied." ^' Do you think your mother would have wished it. Mavis ? " asked her uucle. * ' Consider before you answer me, and say truly what you think." ^^Yes," replied Mavis, without hesitation, looking Mr. Williams full in the face ; '' her great fear before she died was for me ; she longed so ardently that I should have a protector. And she also warned me," she added, with a deep blush, ^^not to marry as she had done, it could only bring misery." '^ Well, I suppose I must withdraw my opposition, although I think that Lord Durant ought to allow you, if at any time you think better of it, to break off the en- gagement," said Mr. Williams. ^^ My mind is completely made up," answered Mavis, firmly, ^ ^ and if I wait a hundred years I shall never change, and nothing you can say can turn me against Lord Durant — as long as you still care for me, I mean," she added, addressing him. '^ I shall not be likely to attempt anything • AN UNEXPECTED MEETING. 97 of the sort," said her uncle, turning away and seating himself at the table, as the lovers quitted the room. ^^Are you going straight back to the Castle ? " asked Mavis, interrupting her lover's thoughts of joy at the fulfilment of his wish, Avhich were rushing through his hrain whilst they took the downward path towards the church. ^^Yes, I have an appointment with the agent for my Yorkshire estate. I wish I could put it off, but it is impossible, as he has come so far. Can you manage to defer 3^ our walk until my business is settled ? — and then we could go for a stroll together." Mavis shook her head. ^'Not this even- ing," she answered. '' My aunt has asked me to take a message to one of the fishermen's wives : she wishes me to return soon, and tlien I am afraid I shall be too tired to go further ; besides, it is getting late. Good-bye." And she turned away, with very little apparent reluctance in one who liad only that morning promised to devote her life to him. VOL. I. H 98 EYES SO BLUE. '^ Stay a moment^ Mavis, my darling! " he exclaimed. ^' I want to ask you one question." ^^ What is it?" she asked, turning her merry smiling face towards him. He came forward and took both her hands in his, holding them tightly. ^^ You will let it be soon,'' he asked, earnestly; ^'I am too old to be kept waiting. I shall never rest until you are really my wife.'' ^^It is too early to think of that!" she answered gaily, with a merry ringing laugh, and breaking from him, she sprang up the steps towards the upper road. But soon her step grew slower, and her cheerfulness gave place to gravity. If Lord Durant wished it, surely it was far better that the wedding should take place as quickly as possible. Her health was completely restored, and as she did not wish to return to London, she thought it was scarcely right to remain much longer with her uncle, whose stipend, as curate, barely sufficed to defray his frugal household expenses. ^^ I do not see Avhy I should wait," she thought, as she walked along. ' ' I am sure to AN UNEXPECTED MEETING. 99 learn to care for liim, when we are married ; all the wealth that will be mine must brine: happiness, and I am certain many jDeople marry with less love, even, than I feel ; for Lord Dm^ant seems generous and kind, and I see no other chance before me, except marrying a singer, and keeping to my pro- fession until my voice fails, and then sinking into a miserable old age. It is far better to take my stand as one of the first ladies in the country." By the time Mavis had returned to her uncle's her mind was fully made up not to shrink from the aj^parently brilHant life oj^en to her. One wet foggy afternoon, several days after this resolve. Mavis was sitting in her uncle's parlour reading, whilst her aunt and cousins were busily sewing. The sound of the hall-door shutting, as if some one was going out, caused them to look up, wonder- ing who could have called on such a wet day. ^' Who is it ? " asked Gwendoline of her cousin, who was nearest to the window. 100 EYES SO BLUE. '^ Only Lord Durant," she replied, return- ing again to her book. '' Why don't you call him Gerald ? " asked Gwendoline. ^^I should if I were engaged to him. I think he might have come to see you ; I have never seen you together. Is he very affectionate ? " '' Gwendoline, I wish you would not talk such nonsense," exclaimed Mavis, with some asperity in her tone. ^^ Cannot you leave me to read in peace ? " '^ Look now, she 's blushing ! " laughed her cousin, jyst as her father entered the room. ^'Why, Mavis!'' said Mr. Williams, ^' Lord Durant has been with me. He says you are to be married on Tlmrsday week, and to-day is Wednesday. He certainly wishes to lose no time." ^'Yes," replied Mavis, laying down her book; ^Mie asked me last evening, and, of course, I had no objection." ^'But, really, Mavis, you have never con- sidered," exclaimed Mrs. Williams, aghast at her niece's coldness. '' How are you to get AN UNEXPECTED MEETING. 101 your wedding outfit ready ? If we stitch our fingers to the bone, Ave can never get it finished, at least not such a one as a lady ought to have. Before I was married (I was a governess, you know) I left my situation and went to stay with my friend Amelia Turner ; we were nearly three months hard at work. I had a dozen and a half of every- thing, all beautiful linen, every stitch done so evenly that it did one good to see it, and embroidered with Amelia's beautiful work. I can tell you the girls nowadays don't know what sewing is." '' But, really — excuse me, dear aunt, but how unsophisticated you are — as if I should make my clothes myself. What would become of mv hands ? " ansvf ered Mavis, with almost contemptuous calmness. ^' I shall wnrite to my friend, Mrs. Rockingham ; she will get anything I want, if I send a list. You need not be frightened, for although she is a singer, she visits in good society." '''' Of course, if you and Lord Durant have settled it, I suppose it must be done ; but it seems to me remarkable haste," said Mrs. 102 EYES SO BLUE. Williams, whose mind revolted against her idea of a properly conducted wedding being overthrown. ^^ How can we invite the guests, or prepare a breakfast ? " ^^ The guests are already provided," was the ready answer. ^^Lord Durant wishes all to be as quiet as possible ; the major is away with his regiment in Ireland, and liis mother has gone to sj)end the autumn in Madeira, so there will only be you and my uncle ; and as I have determined to keep to my concert engagement at Khos Celyn for Tuesday, we both agree that the near apjDroach of our wedding, and even our engagement, shall be kept as much as pos- sible a secret until the concert is over." Perceiving that Mavis had arranged every- thing in her own mind, her aunt desisted from making further objections, but watched with a smile of partial approval, as her niece brought out her dainty little writing-case, and began to make out a list of purchases for her London friend. There were other letters to write, and by the time they were finished the rain had ceased, the fog cleared AN UNEXPECTED MEETING. 103 off, and the sun appeared from amongst the angry looking clouds. ^^ I shall go down to the shore and see the waves come in," she said, rising from her seat, as the last letter was addressed. ^^I do so love to look at the stormy sea, and I can call at the post-office as I pass." ^^ May I go too?" asked Jessie, eagerly. ^^No, it is too wet," replied her mother. ^' Mavis can please herself ; she does not take cold easily." '^ She's going to meet her lover," whis- pered Grwendoline. ^*Lord Durant often €omes out in a storm." Mavis made no reply, but ran upstairs, and soon appeared equipped in a waterproof cloak and a hood drawn over her sunny curls. She started out, regardless of the wind, and pursued her way towards the sea, which was coming in with considerable violence. It took some time before the firm, wet sand was reached, and she stood leaning against a rock, holding her cloak round her, and watching the gigantic waves breaking against 104 EYES SO BLUE. the rocks, and filling up the large' open caverns. Suddenly, footste^DS crashing in the loose shingles came near her, and a man apjoeared — evidently a sailor. He was about to pass her, when he stopped quickly, and, looking her full in the face, addressed her by name. It was Captain Ashton, commander of the Orient. Mavis gave one glance into his face, and^ with a cry of horror, staggered back, and would have fallen had not the new-comer caught her in his arms. ^'Father, is that really you alive!" she exclaimed, shuddering and putting out her hands, as if to keep him off. " We thought you were dead ! " — and then, with an effort, she freed herself from his grasp and sj^rang away to some little distance, regarding him with mingled scorn and terror. " Yes, Mavis, my child, I am alive ! What, in the name of fortune, brings you here, in this out-of-the-way place ? Oh, how ardently I have longed to see you once again ! Why do you shrink from me ? Are you not going AN UNEXPECTED MEETING. 105 to give me one word of welcome ? " cried the captain, in a voice hoarse with emotion. ^^Why should I welcome you?" Mavis asked, looking towards him with a wonder- ing, incredulous feeling, as if she half doubted that it was really her father who stood before her, and not a brain-created apparition. She had deeply regretted his supposed loss, remembering always her former fondness for him ; but now she felt that affection return- ing, and struggling with repulsion towards the man who had deserted her mother. ^' Because I still love you — because I have always longed to see you ! " he answered. ^' But I dared not seek an interview, regard- ing with such repentance as I do my brutal conduct to your mother. Cannot you forgive me ? Cannot you recollect some of the love you once expressed for me ? I have never ceased bitterly to regret having deserted you. I did not know how I cared for you until you were lost to me." ^' I don't feel as if 1 can quite forgive you," answered Mavis, recovering some little 106 EYES SO BLUE. of her self-possession, but still trembling with emotion and terror at the unexj)ected meeting. '*' I forgave you when I thought you were dead ; but now, in life, it seems different. IVhere is Maud Stanley ? " she added, in a more angry tone. ^' How can you come and beg my forgiveness, and ask me to love you again, when you know how you have wronged her ? " '^ She is dead! " was the sorrowful answer. *^I married her as soon as I heard of your mother's death. But she did not live long after; she died at the birth of her child. But don't you want to know anything about me ? — have you lost all interest in my welfare ? Through all these years I have never lost sight of you. Do you imagine I could have existed had I not known how you fared ? Your name is down for a concert at Rhos Celyn ; so I conclude you still are not in want of money." Mavis's heart softened at these words, for she saw that her father was speaking the truth — that he still felt some remnant of affec- tion for her. Her feelings altogether over- AN UNEXPECTED MEETING, 107 came her ; she turned aside her head and burst into a passionate fit of weeping. "• You cannot care for me," she cried, '' or you would never have left me ! You know how I once used to love you.'' '^ Indeed, I remember. But why need you hate me now that I am sorry for what I did ? " asked Henry Austin (or Ashton, as he now called himself). '' After your mother's death I should have sent for 3^ou to live with me if I could have afforded to give up my present business. I am now master of the Orient, the vessel that lies at anchor outside the bay." Mavis glanced up. Since she had come to Pen Yychan she had heard a good deal of conversation about the Orient, and was ac- quainted with the fact that unlawful trading went on on board. '^ You surely have not come down so low as that ?" she asked, with a gesture of horror. '' You might at least have taken to some honest trade." ^^I found employment at a coastguard station," answered Captain Ashton (as we 108 EYES SO BLUE. shall continue to call liim) ; '^ we were sent in search of a suspected boat, Avhen I fell in with my younger brother, Edward — you re- member him, I dare say ; he ran into debt, and escaj^ed his creditors by going to sea. I managed to pass his goods, but by some means they found it out, and I was suspected, so I had to get away in my brother's vessel. Soon after he fell ill, and before he died confided his son to my care, and ever since I have taken his place as captain. I find it suits me very well ; there 's an excitement o£ danger in it that I like exceedingly." '' But to be a smuggler !" continued Mavis, with unconcealed repugnance, ''it does not seem rioht at all. What shall I do ? You must not let our relationship be known ; it would ruin all my prosj)ects, for I am en- gaged to be married." ''To be married!" echoed the captain. ' ' You are very young. I hojDC 3^ou Ve not been imprudent ; with your beauty and ac- complishments you ought to make a good match." " I think you might have trusted me for AN UNEXFECTED MEETING. 109 that ; I am not one to act rashly," answered Mavis. '' In eight days I shall be Lady Durant." Captain Ashton stepped back a pace or two in his astonishment. ' ' Why, Mavis, what a lucky girl you are I How did you manage to gain his affection ? I thought you were too much like your mother to look after your own interests ; but you are right — it must not be known about here that I am your father. Wrongly as I have acted all my life I care too much for you to wish to ruin your prospects. It will be a brilliant match." ^' Yes, I suppose it is!" Mavis said, be- ginning to feel some gladness at again meeting her only surviving parent ; for, al- though she saw his faults, she could not j)ut away her natural affection. ^^ Do you really care for your future 1ms- band ? " asked the captain, looking intently at his daughter, and reading the thoughts that were so plainly expressed on her lovely face. ^' He is rich," she answered, evasively, 110 EYES SO BLUE. ^^and of a good' family. I supj^ose he will make me a kind husband ; I shall take a high standing in society; he is really very fond of me ; we have been much together during the last few months ; his mother used to like my singing." ' ' That 's right, Mavis ! it is better to marry for wealth and rank. I don't believe in love matches, they generally end unhappily," said her father, approvingly. ^' But you must not be such a fool as to betray me, or he will not like the idea of marrying you, although he 's a good friend to us — he would not say anything if we carried our goods ashore before his face ; half the fishermen here are in my pay, and he 's too good a landlord to interfere with his tenants." Wliilst they had been talking the stormy sea had rapidly grown calmer as the dusk of evening came on ; a small boat was dancing over the waves towards the spot where Cap- tain Ashton and his daughter stood. Mavis remained there without attempting to move, for, although in her heart she blamed her father, she remembered the uncertainty of AN UNEXPECTED MEETING. Ill his perilous life, and that this might be the last time she should ever see him. '' 'Tis your cousin Edward and my little girl," exclaimed the captain. '' Oh, why does he bring her ashore to-night with a heavy sea on ? '' and the face of the man who had deserted his wife and broken his country's laws changed suddenly with fear at a prospect of danger to his infant daughter. Mavis noticed the look, and her heart re- lented towards him. She felt sorry for her harsh words. Surely he could not be alto- gether wicked who could love a child so ardently ! '' May I stay and see her ? " she asked, laying her hand on her father's arm, and looking up into his face with a gentler expression, that caused Caj)tain Ashton to start with surprise at the unsurpassable beauty to which Ids daughter had attained. The boat had already reached a landing- stage built of rough stones. The captain went down and returned to Mavis, bearing in his arms a lovely child, frail and delicate-looking,, with golden hair and mournful blue eyes, a tiny image of its sister. 112 EYES SO BLUE. '^ You dear little thing I " said Ma^ds, kiss- ing the pale cheek of her little half-sister, lying so happy and contented in her father's arms, who smiled at her and caught hold of one of her bright cui"ls, which had escaped from beneath her blue hood. ^' Look, Edward," said Captain Asliton to his nej)hew, who had now come ujd ; ^' are they not both alike ? " and he called the young man's attention to the likeness of the two sisters, whose features were almost exactly similar, but the elder had the bright hue of health, while the younger possessed the pallor produced by perpetual pain — strange in one so ^^oung. " She is crippled, she cannot walk," said the father, sadly. '^ Mavis, you will be rich : mil you promise, if anything happens to me, to be a friend to 3'our lielpless sister ? I mil find means to let you know where she is. Recollect she is not responsible for the sin of either of her parents. I cannot part mth her; whilst I have life and liberty, her home is on board the Orient." ^^ Yes, father, I mil promise," said Mavis, AN UNEXPECTED MEETING. 113 little thinking how soon the fulfilment of that promise would be required ; ' ' but I fear it will be impossible to keep such a secret from Lord Dm-ant." ^ ' I only ask you to do so until my death ; after that, I leave all to your discretion. I am glad I have seen you ; you have relieved my mind of a heavy load. But we must part, as the vessel must be under weigh by midnight. Good-bye, my dear. Will you kiss me before I go ? — I may never see you again." Mavis threw her arms round her father's neck. ^^ Oh, I wish you would give up this life ! " she cried, imploringly, looking up at him with the tears in her eyes. ^' You own that you are sorry for what you have done : cannot you renounce all this dishonesty? Think of the disgrace if you were found out ! " '^ Can I give up living?" asked Cai)tain Ashton. '^I have the interests of my nephew, as well as my child, to look after. A ca^Dtain of a small trading vessel is but a poorly paid post if one does not increase it by a more VOL. I. I 114 EYES SO BLUE. lucrative trade. There is no real wrong ; it is only a protest against unjust taxation. You must not be afraid that I shall annoy you, and your grand friends need never know of my existence. However, I wish I was able to be present at your wedding, it promises such a brilliant future." ^^ You think I am doing right, then?" she asked. " I have no one to consult. I do not — I cannot — love Lord Durant, even with all his goodness and generosity; it is only his wealth that tempts me.'' ^' He likes you ; what more can you want ? Come, we must part now ; there is no time to be lost." He bent his face to hers and kissed her, allowing her to take little Maud in her arms and carry her to the boat, for the child was so small as not to be too heavy for her sister's strength. Edward had already taken the oars. '^ I conclude you are my cousin Mavis," he said, holding out his hand. ^^ I have often heard my uncle speak of you. I suppose you are too high and mighty for us, however." AN UNEXPECTED MEETING, 115 ^^ I do not see what right you have to say that of me," retorted Mavis, rather nettled at her cousin's contemptuous air. ^^I cer- tainly have no reason to regard you with much favour, when I cannot help being ashamed of my nearest relatives." Edward's only answer was a mocking ' laugh ; and as his uncle, with the child in his arms, was already seated in the stern of the boat, he pushed off from the shore. ^^ Good-bye," he called out ; ^' I 'm going to remain in these j^arts, so I '11 come and see you married. You need not be alarmed ; I shan't proclaim our relationship." Mavis slowly returned towards the village. Wliilst she had been talking, she had not noticed how late it Avas ; the moon had risen, causing it to be still light. '^Nine o'clock!" she exclaimed aloud, looking at her watch. '^ What will my aunt think of me, staying out alone so late ? " She quickened her pace, hurrying on up the street. '^ Mavis! is that you at this horn-?" ex- claimed a well-known voice. 116 EYES SO BLUE. She turned round and perceived Lord Durant standing on tlie threshold of a cottage. ^' Come in here ; you look flushed and tired ! " he said, holding the door open for her to pass through. ^^ I came to see Ivor Morgan, and sit with him, now he is a prisoner to the house." Mavis entered the cottage. It was clean and tidy; the old man was there, he had been reading, but had risen from his seat and laid aside his book on the entrance of Lord Durant ; Ivor, looking pale and ill, was on a sort of rude couch placed under the window. After inquiring after the injured arm, Mavis took a seat that the old man brought ior her, whilst Lord Durant moved about restlessly, every now and then addressing a word or two to the young man or his grand- father. *^ Miss Austin," asked Ivor, presently, ^^ is that little girl Captain Ashton's daughter ? I saw you talking to them." '^ Yes, poor child, she is lame and ill," AN UNEXPECTED MEETING. 117 replied Mavis, struggling to preserve calm- ness, but feeling all the while her face had turned crimson, and that Lord Durant's eyes were fixed on her with an eager, searching look. '^ I did not know he was married," re- sumed the youth, carelessly, not noticing the visible emotion on the faces of his visitors. '' I wish you knew less of him, Ivor,'' exclaimed his grandfather, angrily ; ^ ^ he 's nothing better than a downright smuggler. I could tell you, begging your lordship's pardon," he added, turning to his guest, ^^that half the young fellows in the place are contaminated by him and his crew." ^^ Never mind, Morgan," said the noble- man, with a smile at the sailor's indignation, '^ there is very little smuggling done now. I do not think it is right of me to interfere ; I'm not a Custom House officer, and I do not intend to act as a spy on my fellow creatures. We have no proof against them. Come along. Mavis my dear, I must see you home: they will be getting anxious for you." '' Grandfather," exclaimed Ivor, as soon 118 EYES SO BLUE. as they were again alone, '^ I believe Lord Durant will marry Miss Austin. Did you notice how angry he looked when he saw her with the captain, and seemed so jileased when she came in here ? He calls her by her Christian name too. I hoj)e I am right ; she is the nicest lady I know, exce^^t Miss Jessie, and then, of course. Miss Austin is much older." ^'I don't know if you ought to wish it," replied the old sailor, taking up his pipe and filling it with tobacco; ''his lordship 's a kind, liberal landlord, but your mother, who ought to know, being maid to the poor lady who died, tells a different tale ; he wasn't at all kind to his wife ; not that I understand much about it — your mother and the old Lady Durant, the one who lives in London, were always at some underhand trick or other; it 's my belief that they were at the bottom of most of the quarrels." ?? After they quitted Morgan's cottage, Lord Durant and Mavis walked for some little distance in silence, until they reached the top of the hill. AN UNEXPECTED 3IEETING. 119 ^^I was surprised to see you alone on the beach so late," began the nobleman, gravely, looking down at the pretty little creature clinging to his arm. '' Why did you talk to that man Ashton ? He is not one with whom I should care to see my wife associate." The retort rose to Mavis's lips that she was not yet his wife, and therefore was not answerable to him with whom she chose to ■speak; but she checked the impulse, and, conquering her emotion, replied slowly, try- ing to assume an air of perfect unconcern, — '^ He spoke to me first ; and then, when I saw the poor crippled child, I stayed to talk about it. How could I tell the man was a smuggler ? " and then, as Mavis uttered these words, her fortitude completely gave way, and she could no longer keep back her tears. ^^ Mavis, dearest, there is more than you have told me ; you are keeping something from me," exclaimed Lord Durant, in a voice of the deepest pain. '' Cannot you trust me ? I had no intention of spying, but I saw that which convinced me that he is not a mere acquaintance. My darling, try not to grieve 120 EYES SO BLUE. me so terribly; depend upon it, it will be better to tell the whole truth. Surely the man is not a lover — you are not going to prove false to me ? " he asked, in low, husky tones. ^^ Oh, no! no! indeed he is not!" cried Mavis, almost frantically, looking up plead- ingly into Lord Durant's face. ^' Please don't question me ! I am faithful to you, indeed I am ! I will not break my word ; you have nothing to fear ; only trust me, and every- thing will come right in the end." ^'I do trust you, imj)licitly," was the sorrowful reply. ^^I cannot doubt your word; but why does not my confidence induce you to open your heart to me ? " ^^ There is a secret; I promised to keep it," she murmured. ^^I dare not break my promise ; besides, if I did so, you would no longer care for me." ^' Is that what is disquieting you ? Don't you know my love is unalterable ? Even if I knew you were false to me, I should go on loving you to the end of life. Wliy did you promise to keep anything from me ? " AN UNEXPECTED MEETING. 121 For some moments Mavis did not speak, but walked along rapidly. They had wan- dered from the high road, without perceiving it, and had taken a downward path towards the park. ^^ Mavis, are you not going to speak?" continued her lover, in a more sorrow- stricken tone than she had before heard. ^^ Why, oh, why do you try so hard to shake my faith in you ? How can I endure a life of such repeated trials ? " Mavis threw herself down on the wet grass under the trees, crying bitterly, until her whole frame shook with sobs. Each reproachful word uttered by Lord Durant went to her heart like a sting. She knew him well enough to be certain of the agony each utterance cost him, with his intense love for her. '^ My dearest, be calm ; I will not ask you again ! " said the nobleman, kneeling down beside her, and trying to raise the prostrate girl. ^'I will trust you. I did not know you loved me so much." Mavis half raised herself and pushed 122 EYES SO BLUE. back her hair that had fallen over her face. '' I will tell you ! " she cried, impulsively. '^' I don't care for my promise. He is my father ! " She hid her face again as she uttered these words, and a sensation of terrible shame that Lord Durant should know what her father was came over her. '^He will hate me now," she thought; ^' and I have thrown away all that I longed for. He will cast me off, and the bright future will be destroved." But with gentle force she was raised up. '^ Is that all. Mavis ? — and you scrupled to tell me," said her lover, quietly. '^ Did you think I should consider you responsible for your father's faults ? I thought you knew me too well to imagine that ; but you ought not to have concealed from me the fact that he was still living." ^' I did not know — until I saw him this evening, I thought he was dead," replied Mavis, whose tears still continued to flow. ^' The unexpected meeting has completely AN UNEXPECTED MEETING. 123 overcome you, my poor, little one," said Lord Durant, tenderly. ^^ You are cold and tired. We must hasten on ; and let this be the last secret between us. We shall be all the happier when ^ve know there is nothing concealed." Lord Durant did not speak much during the rest of the walk, but when he left Mavis at her uncle's door, he held her hand for a moment or two, as if he could not part from her, and the kiss he pressed on her lij)s was a little more loving than usual. 124 EYES SO BLUE. CHAPTER VII. MUSIC AND MARRIAGE. By music minds an equal temper know, Nor swell too high, nor sink too low ; If in the breast tumultuous joys arise. Music her soft assuasive voice applies. Pope. The sleepy old town of Rhos Celyn seemed suddenly to have awoke into life and activity ; double the usual amount of lights were flaring in the shop windows, which dis- played the choicest wares. Carriages rolled along the streets, and altogether the jDlace seemed for one evening to have put on quite a festive appearance. The focus of attrac- tion was the Town Hall, the only building of any pretension. On the walls were placards with parti-coloured letters, announc- MUSIC AND MARBIAGE. 125 ing a grand coricertj at which several London as well as some local artistes were to appear. Conspicuous amongst the names was that of Mavis Austin ; she it was who proved the principal object of popular curio- sity, for in spite of Lord Durant's dislike of jDublicity, the approaching wedding formed the chief subject for speculation. It was close on the hour fixed for the com- mencement of the concert that Lord Durant's carriage^ drawn by his fine pair of grey horses, drove up to the Town Hall. As the footman opened the carriage door the noble- man stepj)ed out. He was received by ring- ing cheers from the crowd who were throng- ing round, for his estates extended to the town, and his kindness and liberality as a landlord gained him the love of his tenants. The people pressed eagerly forward as he turned to the carriage, and handed out Mrs. Williams, whom one of the stewards of the concert conducted into the building. Then Mavis came forth, timid, and shrinking from the crowd of gazers. She was leaning on her handsome lover's arm, and was dressed in 126 EYES SO BLUE. pale blue, covered with delicate white lace ; her blue opera-cloak with swansdown edging- had fallen back just sufficiently to show the magnificent pearls (that Lord Durant had given her that morning) resting on her white neck. There was a sudden hush in the crowd. The rare beauty of the little singer had astonished them ; but in an instant she had disappeared from outside view, and soon she stood amongst the others who were to take part in the evening's performance. For a moment Lord Durant felt bewil- dered ; the seclusion of years from all society had wrought a change, and it was with an effort that he looked around him, wondering at Mavis's self-possession, as several of her London friends came up and greeted her. One of them, a strikingly elegant lady, she introduced to him as Mrs. Eockingham. She was quiet and gentle, with a slightly care- worn expression, as if she had known trouble, just the person calculated to set Lord Durant at his ease, especially when he soon discovered that she was one of his future wife's most 3IUSIC AND MABULAGE. 127 intimate friends. But lie conlcl not remain long, for ho had to take his place as presi- dent, and confidmg Mavis to the care of her friend, he quitted the room. '^ Mavis," whispered Mrs. Rockingham, as soon as Lord Durant was out of hearing, ^' you have chosen well ; I thought my little favourite would make a brilliant marriage. We have made arrangements to stay over Thursday, in order to be present at the wed- ding. I have brought your dress with me — white silk and Brussels lace." Mavis's eyes absolutely sparkled with delight. '' I know it is silly and frivolous," she exclaimed, " but I do so love to be well dressed ; I ought to be happy. How rich I shall be ! " ^^ You must try and make good use of your riches, my dear. But see, here is my husband coming this way." Tlie new-comer shook hands with Mavis, and then turned to his wife, — '' We sing the first duet," he said. ''It is past time already." Mavis threw herself back in a seat, resting 128 EYES SO BLUE. her cheek on her hand, listening to the music that she loved so well. A smile was on her lips, and her mind was wandering in a perfect whirl of happiness, such as sometimes occupies the senses, until it is too deep for expression, shutting out so completely thoughts of the future, which occasionally flit across the mind like a hidden shadow, almost a presentiment that such bliss must be quickly dispelled, and a longing comes that time could arrest its progress. The conclusion of the duet caused her to start a little, and turn her head ; and then came Beethoven's septett, and again her attention was riveted, not, however, this time to wander, but firmly fixed on the music, towards which even the most pre- occupied minds must be drawn. A sigh escaped her lips when it was over, but she said nothing, only smiled quietly, and tak- ing up her music, on the ap]3roach of the director of the concert, she rested her hand lightly on his arm, and in a moment she stood before the large audience, who saluted her appearance with aj^plause. Her eyes MUSIC AND MAERLAGE, 129 calmly wandered over the sea of faces in search of Lord Durant. He was lookino: at her tenderly, nervously, as if he half feared to see a tremor or hesitation in her manner ; but, no ! she was as calm and composed as if she were singing to herself alone. She leisurely turned over the leaves of her music, and signed to the accompanist to begin. Then her voice rang out clear and sweet, tilling the room in every part, penetrating by its rare beauty to the hearts of the audience. The concert director was the writer of the song. It was the first time of its jDublic per- formance ; and when it was finished even the composer joined in with the audience in their expression of approbation and enthusiasm. From his place in the front of the gallery Lord Durant never took his eyes from the lovely child-like singer. Every note that issued from her rosy li^js found its way to his heart. He could not look awa}^ : he was, as it Avere, spell-bound ; and yet he shuddered at the idea that his treasure should be stand- ing there before the vast multitude, the centre of observation, not shrinking from it, but VOL. I. K 130 EYES SO BLUE. remaining a^^parently unconscious of all save the music. He heard no more ; everything seemed to swim before his eyes ; the sudden transit from sixteen years' comparative solitude into this strange, painful excitement felt to Lord Durant almost more than he could bear. '^ Why cannot I be calm, like she is ? " he asked himself, as he listened to the remarks going on around him about her voice, style of singing, and even her rare beauty. He had not calculated for this publicity. He had forgotten that when she appeared as a ^professional she was open to criticism. It was an unspeakable relief when she disap- peared from view, and he knew she was once more in the company of her friend. He listened with renewed pleasure to the music and singing that followed — such pleasui^e as only those can feel who have made music the study of a lifetime. Meanwhile Mavis was receiving the con- gratulations of her musical friends, especially those of the composer of the song. ^'I am sure no one can feel more regret 31USIC AND 3IAERIAGE. 131 than I do that this is your last appearance," he said. ^^It will be an irreparable loss to the musical world. However, you may rest assured that you have my best wishes for the future haj^piness of your married life. Not that your voice will be lost," he added, politely ; ' ^ it will no doubt meet with its deserved appreciation in the society that you are most fitted to adorn." ^^ I must confess I do feel some regret at giving up the life that has been so pleasant, Mr. Fulton," replied Mavis. '^ This will not be the last time we shall meet, I hope, for I shall be sure to visit London next s^^ring. I shall not forget my old friends." She sighed as she spoke, as if even she felt a shade of reluctance at quitting the career in which she was certain of gaining distinction, even for the luxury and wealth for which she had sold herself. All the exultation that music generally produced in her vanished, and she sang the other songs almost mechanic- ally, with a certain dreamy sadness that was altogether fascinating. And Avhen the concert was over, and Lord 132 EYES SO BLUE. Durant came to fetch her away, it seemed as if she were leaving all the freshness of youth behind her ; as if she were passively allowing herself to be led into the miknown wilderness of the future, without an effort to save herself. Could it be that she was already repenting her promise to marry Lord Durant ? Had she not fully considered before she had gone thus far ? Perhaps so ; but Mavis Austin was not one to retract her word ; she would abide by her promise, what- ever she imagined she would have to endure. She was silent and preoccupied dming the long drive home, leaning back in the corner of the carriage, scarcely rejDlying to Lord Durant's questions, as if her mind were wandering. ^'I expect the church will be crowded on Thursday," said Mrs. Williams, triumphantly, for she had no wish that her niece's beauty should not be fully admired. ^^ I hope not; I wish it could be perfectly quiet," Lord Durant replied. '^ I am sure Mavis agrees with me." ^' I am perfectly indifferent. I do not MUSIC AND MAEBIAGE. 133 suppose I shall care who is there," said Mavis, with a slight smile; ^^ I never feel nervous in a crowd." ^^ How strange it seems," continued Mrs. Williams, addressing Lord Durant as her niece again relapsed into silence, '' that there will be so few of your friends j)i*Gsent at the wedding — only the major." ^^ I am not sure that my brother will be able to attend," answered Lord Durant. '' He was prevented visiting me during the shooting season, for his regiment was or- dered to Ireland. I have written to ask him to try and obtain leave of absence for two or three days, as I should like him to be with us, but I have not yet received an answer to my letter." At length the carriage stojDjDcd at Mr. Williams's gate. '^ Good-bye, dearest," said Lord Durant, as he helped Mavis out, and into the small entrance-hall. ^'I shall not see you again until we meet tc-morrow in tlif church." '^ To-morrow," ejaculated Mavis, with a 134 EYES SO BLUE. merry laugh, recovering her spirits for a moment. He showed her his watch; it was past twelve. '' You are so tired I will not stay," he said ; and after an affectionate leave- taking, he was gone. Thursday, the 6th of October, dawned wet, cold, and miserable. A steady rain was falling, and the air was filled with damp mist, rising from the yellow leaves that already strewed the ground. But Mavis seemed indifferent to the weather. She sat in her bed-room, wrapped in a dressing-gown, before a small, bright fire. There was a smile of passive content on her face, as if she were li\T.ng for the present, without once looking into the future, which she resolutely banished from her mind. The faithful old woman, who had been to her more of a friend than a servant, was still to be retained. She had come down from London the day before, and was now employed in brushing out her beloved young mis- MUSIC AND MARRIAGE. 135 tress's golden hair before arranging it in the thick coils that almost covered her shapely head. On the bed lay the dress of splendid white silk and costly lace in which she was presently to be arrayed. A knock came at the door, and Mrs. Rockingham entered, ready dressed for the €eremony, in pale straw-coloured silk, mth •dark-brown trimmings. She and her hus- band had come over from Rhos Celyn on the previous evening, and had spent the night at the Castle, as Mr. Williams's cottage could not accommodate more visitors. '' How are you this morning? " she said, kissing her friend. ^^I do not think that there is any time to be lost ; it is getting late. What a wet, miserable morning it is! They say it is unlucky," she added, laughingly. ^' I dare say it will clear up before long," answered Mavis, with a slight shudder, as she stood up, and passively allowed herself to be arrayed in the pure white which ■enhanced her excessive beauty. In spite of the unfavourable weather, a 13G EYES SO BLUE. large crowd of peojDle were collected in the cliurcli, all of whose faces wore a look of eager expectancy, when the few guests came up and took their places in the chancel. Lord Durant was already there, standing at a little distance, half shrinking from public gaze. A rustle of silk proclaimed the ajDproach of the bride. She came up leaning on Mr. Fulton, the musician's arm, for he had consented, in the absence of Major Durant, to take his place. She was followed by her two cousins, her only bridesmaids. At length the ceremony was over, and Mr. Williams had pronounced Gerald Dm-ant and Mavis Austin to be man and wife. The former turned to lead his beautiful bride towards the vestry ; he happened to raise his eyes, and at the further end of the crowded churcli, close by the door, he caught sight of his brother's face, pale and eager looldng, regarding him with an anxious terror-stricken expression. It was only one glance, the next second the face had disappeared. ^' It must be imagination," was the thought 3nJSIC AND MARRIAGE. 137 that flashed through his brain. ^^ I have been vexing myself too much about his absence." However, the apparition, if such it was, produced an uncomfortable feeling of fear in Lord Durant's mind. Mavis felt the arm on which her hand rested tremble beneath her touch ; she glanced up into his face : it was white with terror. His hand shook so much that when he began to sign his name he could scarcely hold the pen ; and, strange to say, his thoughts reverted to that other time, when his signa- ture had stood side by side with another, written by that hand that had been laid so many years before in the silent grave in a foreign land. It was a weird painful thought, and Lord Durant struggled to shake it off, and reply calmly to the congratulations of his friends, before he led his bride down the aisle. " The bridegroom seems by far the more nervous of the two," was the comment of one of the Rhos Celyn people, who had come to see the wedding. 138 EYES SO BLUE. ' ^ I should have thought he was too old ior that sort of thing. Perhaps he is ashamed of himself to marry a wife young enough to be his daughter." These words were sjDoken in a confidential tone to a neighbour, but they did not escape the ears of a gentleman who stood close by, half hidden behind a pillar. It was Major Durant, standing with his arms folded ; the disordered look of his dress and the tired, haggard expression on his face, proclaimed .a hurried journey. He listened with an eager, half-fascinated attention to the conversation of the two women about the wedding ; he waited until they had gone, until the rest of the congre- gation had dispersed, and the pew-opener was 23reparing to lock up the church, then he moved from his place, and the man reopened the door for him to -pass through. ^^ What time did the ceremony begin ? " asked Major Durant. ^' Ten o'clock, sir, punctual to the minute. It was settled to be at eleven, but it was found they could not catch the train at Elton — they MUSIC AND 3TABBIAGE. 139 drive over there — so they altered the time the day before yesterday." Major Durant waited to hear no more ; he turned away with an ejaculation that sounded like a muttered oath, and walked swiftly towards Rhos Celyn. 140 EYES SO BLUE. CHAPTER VIII. THE JOURNEY TO IRELAND. My brother Awake ! why liest thou so on the green earth 1 'Tis not the hour of slumber : — why so pale 1 ByRON. There was the usual bustle, noise, and hurry at the London terminus on the starting of the Holyhead express. The crowd of porters carrying luggage, of timid women and bustling men thronged the platform, hasten- ing to secure good places. Amongst them came (but more leisurely than most) Lord Durant and his young bride. He was paler than usual; there was an anxious, rather wearied look in his eyes, but he carefully guided Mavis through the crowd, following THE JOUBNEY TO IBELAND. 141 their servant, who carried the travelling rugs and made way for them towards the train. ^^ Oh, dear ! I am so thankful to be at rest again," cried the pretty little bride, throwing herself back in the comfortably cushioned car- riage, whilst the servant disposed of the lighter jDart of the luggage under the seats and in the netting overhead. '^ I shall not be sorry when our journey is over ; I am tired of it. It is so unfortunate having to return so soon." ^^It is, indeed, unfortunate, especially as there seems so little hope for Lionel. My poor brother ! To think he was suffering when I was so happy," answered Lord Durant. The wedding trip had been imexpectedly cut short. About three weeks after they had left England, Lord Durant received a letter to tell him that his brother's regiment had been called out to quell a disturbance in an Irish village ; he had been so severely wounded that his life was despaired of. The letter had been sent to Paris, and had fol- lowed Lord Durant from town to town, until it reached him at Leipsic, nearly a week after the 142 EYES SO BLUE. accident had happened. Without an hour's delay Lord Durant and his wife started, travelling night and day in hopes of seeing the major alive. ^^I do so hope you will not be worn out with fatigue, dearest," Lord Durant said, time after time, as they travelled onwards. '^ I am fearfully anxious about Lionel. I feel I can scarcely rest." But Mavis only shook her head and smiled. She perceived how great was her husband's imjDatience, and refrained from expressing a wish that would detain him away from his dying brother. The train was already on the move when the door of the carriage was opened by a porter, and a tall lady entered, out of breath with hurrying, and sank down on to a seat opposite to Lord Durant. She wore a thick black veil, and was handsomely dressed. That was all Mavis was able to perceive, for a moment after they had entered a tunnel, and there was no light in the carriage. When they emerged from the darkness the veil was thrown back, and the features of the THE JOURNEY TO IRELAND. 143 new-comer were clistinctlv visible. The nobleman started up in amazement : it was his stepmother. '' Lady Durant ! " he exclaimed. ^' Is that you ? Have you heard ? " ''Yes,-' she replied, sadly and wearily, for she was half worn out with suspense. '' I have been travelling night and day. I was in Madeira, as ^^ou know. When I landed in England there were letters awaiting me,, saying Lionel was better the day before yes- terday, but still in danger." '' Thank God that there is some improve- ment ! " answered her stepson. '' Even the slightest hope is better after such suspense. I, too, have travelled fast, longing to see him once more." ''You? I lioj^ed you were already with him. I never even thought that you would have left Pen Vychan." "Ah! you see I am changed. But you have not spoken to Mavis. Surely you have a kind word for my wife ? " " Your wife ! AYhat do you mean, Gerald? What are you saying ? " the dowager almost 144 EYES SO BLUE. shrieked. She had not heard of the wedding. The letter that Lord Durarit had written to inform her of it had not reached Madeira until after she had left. She regarded her stepson with a frightened, searching look, as the idea crossed her mind that he was suffering from one of his attacks of insanity. '^Are you mad?" she added, in an awe- struck tone, while her face turned so deathly pale that Mavis sprang forward, fearing she was going to faint. '' No, Lady Durant, I am not mad now," replied the nobleman, reproachfully. '^ You surely do not mean to say you were not aware I was married ? " He drew Mavis towards him as he spoke. '^ You remember her ? She was a favourite of yours." '^ This is the first I have heard of it," Lady Durant said, in a choked voice, trying to master her emotion. ^^ You must pardon my astonishment," and with an effort slie forced a smile as she took Mavis's hand. ^' I am very pleased to Avelcome you as a daughter- in-law. You naughty girl ! " she added, with affected playfulness ; '' why did you go TEE JOURNEY TO IRELAND. 145 and keep it all so quiet ? You were so good and demure whilst I was at Pen Vychan, and directly my back was turned you manage to make Gerald the stony-hearted fall in love with you." . There was a spiteful look in her eyes as she spoke, notwithstanding the gay, careless tone she had assumed. Lord Durant, watch- ing her intently, saw through the hollow mask of affectation with which she was endeavouring to conceal her real feelings. '^ She is disappointed," he thought. '' It is very natural, I dare say, when she has always expected that her son would be heir. Poor Lionel I I am afraid all her ambition for him will come to nothing." But Lady Durant's thoughts were far dif- ferent; there was no ambition for the son whom she never more exj)ected to see alive. There were other grave, dark memories of the past, which obliterated all ideas, except that uncertain dread future that was op- pressing her. It was with a great effort that she managed to assume her natural manner, and address a few words to Mavis ; and then VOL. I. L 146 EYES SO BLUE. the conversation turned to the subject of all Gerald's thoughts — Major Durant's accident and danger. He had been wounded, and was lying dangerously ill in an obscure Irish village ; that was all either of them knew. He would be sure to have proper attention and medical advice, although he had not been able to be removed to the town where his regiment was stationed. Still, it was a trying time, and the immense speed of the ex- press was even too slow for the anxious mother. But there was nothing to be gained by impatience ; there were many delays before the bedside of the sufferer could be reached. After a long, rough passage they landed at Kingston, miserable, hungry, and tired. Lady Durant, aching in every limb with anxiety and weariness, but with still una- bated energy, could scarcely be prevailed on to touch food or take necessary rest, so great was her impatience. Mavis, who had been ill during the passage, was glad of the two hours' rest caused by the inevitable delay THE JOURNEY TO IBELAND. 147 before the starting of the tram that was to carry them westward. She lay down on a sofa in the hotel, too tired even to eat, only glad to sink off to sleep, whilst her husband sat close by, watching her slumbers with solicitous affection. ' ' I am afraid we are oyer- tiring my poor little wife," he said, as his stepmother crossed the room to watch the clock, which she had consulted every five minutes since her arrival at the hotel. ^' She is not strong enough to bear such rapid travelling." ^^ She is only tired. It cannot hurt her," replied Lady Durant, a little contemptuously. '' She can rest as long as she pleases when we get to Ballinacally. You are sm^ely not going to let a little fatigue stand between you nd your brother ! " '' If she is not better when she wakes I cannot allow her to go on ; I must stay with her ; my servant can go with you," said Lord Durant, firmly. ^ ' My wife's health must not be sacrificed, even for Lionel." Mavis awoke at length. The carriage that was to take them to the station was already 148 EYES SO BLUE. at the hotel door. She staggered to her feet, feeling faint and dizzy, clinging for support to her husband's arm. Lord Durant gave an appealing look towards his step- mother, who was urging her to make haste. '' Mavis, you had better stay quietly here," he said. '^You will be ill if you do not rest." ^^No, Gerald; it will be worse for you if I stay. I feel much better now," she said, resolutely. ^'I do not mind now we are off the water." The day was just dawning when the train came slowly into the station of the nearest town to Ballinacally. Just as Lord Dm-ant stepped out on to the platform, a Roman Catholic ]3riest came up, and, glancing at the name on the luggage, addressed him. ^^ You are a friend of Major Durant, the English officer who has been wounded, I suppose?" he asked. ^^ We received the telegram to say you were coming. He is anxious for you, so I said I would go and meet the train." ^'He is better, then? You bring good THE JOUBNEY TO IliELAND. 149 news ? " asked Lord Durant, eagerly. '' I am his brother. I never expected to see him alive." ^^ Better! I should think he is ! " was the reply. ^^If you had seen him at the worst, you 'd think there is a change. He had two physicians from Dublin ; they never thought he would pull through. It seems that, in- stead of bullets, they had loaded the gun with pieces of broken iron, which inflicted a fearful wound ; but as soon as the opera- tion of extracting them was over, he took a turn, and seemed to get well all one way. He must be marvellously strong to have got tlirough like this ; and liis bravery in endming suffering is almost unjDaralleled. But come along. I 've brought the fastest trotting horse in the county. You '11 be over at Ballinacally in less than an hour." The keen morning air blew on Mavis's achino: brow as she sat in the uncomfortable Irish car, supported by the arm of her care- ful husband ; it refreshed her after the weary journey. The drive lay through a level tract of moorland; the sun was just 150 EYES SO BLUE. rising above the horizon, shining across a tract of unbroken level, the monotony relieved only by a few scattered hovels. The priest took the reins. The tall, raw- boned horse certainly justified the eulogium passed on him, for he trotted along briskly over the rough road, that was scarcely better than a cart track between the bogs. It was broad daylight, but there was little warmth in the autumn sunshine, when they drove through the village, and the horse stopped of his own accord before the small roadside inn. '' These are his quarters," said the priest, springing down and throwing the reins to one of the numerous ragged urchins who were crowding round the carriage to see the new-comers. ^' I would have taken him to my own place, only it 's more comfortable here. Come, my lady, this way," he con- tinued, eager to show the hospitality of his native villasre, and assisting- Ladv Durant to alight he led her into a small parlour. The furniture was plain and homely, but it had the merit, so rare in Ireland, of being spot- THE JOVENEY TO IRELAND. 151 lessly clean, and there was a warm peat fire on the hearth. Breakfast was laid out on the table in readiness for the travellers. The landlady came in with coffee and fried ham. ^' The gentleman is easier now,'^ she said. ^' You'd better have something to eat, and Father O'Bourke will go and tell him who 's come to see him." But Lady Durant declared she would go and see her son first, whilst Lord Durant, now that his suspense was over, began to feel the cravings of hunger, and was anxious that Mavis should partake of some of the plain, well-cooked food that was set before them. 152 EYES SO BLUE. CHAPTER IX. THE LEGEND. And a magic voice and verse Hath baptized tliee with a curse ; And a spirit of the air Hath begirt thee with a snare. Byeon. It was a j)oor, bare-looking, but large and airy room in which Major Durant lay on an old-fashioned four-post bedstead, with faded chintz curtains, all the pattern of which had long ago been washed out into a dingy uniform yellow tint. The furniture was poor and scanty; there were only one or two strips of threadbare carpet on the well- scrubbed floor, but on the table in the window stood a large vase of sweet-smelling flowers. A little old woman, a sister of mercy THE LEGEND. 153 from a neighbouring convent, sat near the window dihgently knitting, every now and then addressing a few words to Lionel Durant, whose face, though still pale, bore very little evidence of the danger and suffer- ing through which he had passed, but his black eyes were unusually bright, and there were dark circles round them, which, to a close observer, spoke plainly of pain and sleepless nights. He moved his head slightly as the sound of a vehicle stopping at the inn door reached his ear, and then came a voice he recognized in the passage below. ^^Hark! they are come," he exclaimed, as the little Irishwoman started up, her wrinkled face beaming with good humour and merriment. '^ I hear my brother's voice." A moment after, footsteps ascended the uncarpeted staircase, a knock came at the door, and Lady Durant entered. ^'Mother! I knew you would come!" cried the invalid cheerily, while Sister Bridget (as the woman who had nursed Lionel was called), thinking that he would 154 EYES SO BLUE. j)refer to be left alone in his first interview with his mother, quitted the room, remaining near the door to be in readiness in case she was wanted. ^'I've had a sharp turn," he continued. ^' They have had difficulty to pull me through; but now I am out of danger. The physician from Dublin, who has been with me ever since the accident, went back last week ; he says I am quite safe to get well under Robinson's care ; there 's little danger of a relapse now." ^^ You have indeed suffered; I can see it by your face," said Lady Durant. ^^ You cannot tell how thankful I am to be with you again, after the fearful anxiety. But you ought to keep quiet ; talking cannot be good for you." ^'Oh! they let me talk as much as I please," exclaimed the major. '^ If I am not mistaken I heard Gerald's voice. Is he sufficiently devoted to me to leave home with the vague chance of finding me alive? And his wife ? — what has he done with her? By- the-bye, mother, what did you say when you THE LEGEND. 155 heard of his marriage ? I want to know all about it. I was away from the barracks — I had gone to Cork — and when I returned I found a letter, saying he was to be married the very next day. I never was more thunderstruck in my life. I set off for Pen Vychan, and arrived there in time to see them come from the church." ^^ Wliy did you go on such a wild errand?" asked Lady Durant, looking down calmly, with a cynical smile, at her son, as she seated herself near the bedside. Lionel moved uneasily from beneath her steady, searching gaze. '^ I don't kDow," he replied. ^^ Without it was a vague intention of stopping the service. I came back feeling very foolish, and cursing myself for being such an egre- gious ass for my pains." ^^ But it is most unfortunate," answered his mother. ^' When Gerald delared he was married, I felt as if I should faint with dis- may. Fortunately my nerves are tolerably strong; but you can fancy my feelings when he coolly made the announcement to me, just 156 EYES SO BLUE. after we had met in the railway carriage ; it was the first I had heard of it." ^' Never mind; I have probably lost my chance of ever becoming Lord Durant," the major said, with a mocking smile. '^ I was always an milucky fellow." ^^But that is not all, Lionel!" gravely responded his mother. ^^ Even defeat of my schemes is better than the other terrible reality that must remain secret." ^' It is all we need trouble about," was the careless rejoinder. '^ MVhere ignorance is bliss/ you know. Wliy should we care? I really feel too ill to worry about trifles ; for, after all, who knows besides ourselves. How- ever, I may be thankful that, through all, I have never been delirious, or I might have let out unpleasant secrets. Hark! here comes my doctor ! " he added, hurriedly, as a tall sandv-haired g-entleman entered the room. ^' Well, major, how do you feel this morn- ing ? " w^as the greeting of the new-comer, who, however, stopped short on seeing a visitor. ^^ Come in, Robinson. This is my mother, THE LEGEND. 157 Lady Durant, arrived at last," said Lionel, by way of introduction. ^' She has come to take me off your hands. I shall get well directly when I am away from the doctors." » ^^ What would have become of you, if it had not been for me?" retorted the surgeon. ^^You see your son has not lost his good spirits," he added, turning to Lady Durant. '' I never saw any one more cajDable of bear- ing pain than he is. I have seen his lordship, and have forbidden him or his wife to see you until I know that you are getting on all right." '^His wife !And so she has come? Why did she not mention it before, mother ? I must make her acquaintance ; I was so struck with her in London ; she must come up and see me," exclaimed Lionel. ^^ Is it right, Mr. Robinson, for my son to have the excitement of so much talking ? " asked Lady Durant, anxiously. '^ Oh, yes; it will do him no harm. Besides, I shall be downstairs. Sister Bridget must see that he does not talk too much, or get o- loS EYES SO BLUE, feverish. I ^^dll send Lord Durant up presently." Mavis was so completely tired and ex- hausted with the fatigue of the journey, that, at her husband's desire, as soon as she had taken some breakfast, she went up into the room that had been prepared for her, and lying down on the bed, soon fell into a heavy refresliing sleep. Two or three times in the course of the morning Lord Durant went quietly in, each time finding her still sound asleep in the same position. He grew almost alarmed at the long protracted slum- ber, but Mr. Robinson assured him it was only natural after such excessive bodily fatigue, unsupported by the anxiety that had been felt by her husband or the dowager Lady Durant. He was ris^ht. About ^ye o'clock Mavis awoke, feeling perfectly refreshed. She summoned her maid, who had arrived in the course of the morning from the neighbouring town, where she had been left to wait and bring on the luggage. Presently she de- scended the stairs, dressed in a white muslin THE LEGEND. 159 dress, with only a knot of rose-coloured ribbon at her throat. There was no one in the parlour when she came down ; the tea- things stood ready on the table, and the kettle was boiling on the fire ; but before she had been there many minutes, a gentle tap came at the door, and Sister Bridget entered. '' If you please, my lady," she began, ^' his lordship sent word that you were to order what you liked ; they have all had dinner long ago, but Mr. Robinson said you were not to be disturbed. Major Durant told me to ask you if you will go and see him when you have had something to eat." ^^ I do not care for anything except a cup of tea,'' replied Mavis, throwing herself back in an arm-chair, while Sister Bridget poured out the fragrant beverage and brought it to her. ^^ The major seems so cheerful and happy this evening," she said, " I am sure it has done him good already to see familiar faces round him." '^ Has he really been in great danger ? My 160 EYES SO BLUE. husband was so much alarmed about him," said Mavis. ^^Yes, indeed, my lady. We never even imagined he could live at the first — he was so fearfully wounded, and his right arm was all crushed and broken, and his side — oh ! it was horrible the way he had been shot at ; and all through it he has scarcely uttered a complaint. I never met with any one so brave; and such a kind, considerate gentle- man he is, too." Mavis rose from her seat, and laid her empty cup on the table. ^^ I am ready now to go and see my brother-in-law," she said. ^^ I have never seen him since my marriage; and after your j)raises I shall expect him to be very perfect." As Mavis entered the sick-room, and approached timidly to the bedside. Major Durant gave a start of surprise and admira- tion. ^' How lovely she is!" he whispered to his brother, and then, in a louder tone, he continued, ''I am afraid this is but a poor welcome to my new sister so soon after your wedding ; but indeed I am glad to see you, THE LEGEND. 161 and cannot thank you enough for coming." He held out his hand as he sj^oke. ^^ You must excuse my left hand/' he went on to say ; ^^ the other arm is disabled." ^^ I am so sorry to hear how much you have suffered," said the little bride, gazing sorrowfully at the face that seemed to her worn and altered ; it was so terrible to think that such a fine, powerful man as she remem- bered the major to be should be rendered so perfectly helpless. '^ Oh, how you have changed since the only time I ever saw you ! " she exclaimed. '^Yes, I recollect it. I never thought at that time that we should be so nearly con- nected in so few months," replied Lionel. ^^But that was not the first time I had seen you." ^^ When I lived in London, I suppose?" said Mavis, seating herself on a chair that her husband brouglit. Lionel could scarcely take his eyes from her face ; he seemed lost in admiration of the excessive loveliness that the unstudied sim- plicity of her costume only enhanced, and as VOL, I. M 162 EYES SO BLUE. he looked the vision of her as the fair young^ singer whom he had seen and admired in London again forcibly presented itself before his mind. At that time he had almost raved about her beauty and fine singing, and the child-like artlessness of her a23pearance, that had always been so excessively charming to him. ' ' And she is Gerald's wife ! " he thought, as he lay silent, for his weakness prevented much more talking. ^' How strange it seems that he, with his quiet melancholy tempera- ment, should gain the love of such a perfect little creature as she is. Could it have been ambition that tempted her to marry him ? — the desire for rank and wealth that they say is part of a woman's nature?" " My brother thinks you so beautiful, my little Mavis," said Lord Durant, later on in the evening, when he came down to join her in the parlour. ^' Does he ?" she asked, raising her blue eyes wonderingly to his face. ^^ I thought that he disapproved of our marriage; I know Lady Durant does ; I can see by every glance that she dislikes me, and I do not like her either ; THE LEGEND. Kj.'^ there is something about her that I feel I cannot trust ; she never looks one full in the face." ^' Is that the way you judge of a person's sincerity?" asked her husband. "Well, I partly agree with you. Lady Durant and I, . although we are always polite enough to each other, can never become cordial friends. I can see that she almost hates me for marrying. Lionel, now, is totally different ; he is more like my father was." " Yes, Sister Bridget was telling me of his great bravery, and he seems so cheerful," exclaimed Mavis, excitedly. " I am sure I shall like him excessively, if he will allow me." Lord Durant smiled ; for anybody not to like and admire his wife seemed to him an impossibility, he could not understand it; and Lionel, he felt sure, was a sufficient admirer of beauty not to despise the humbler origin of the lovely girl whom his brother had elevated by marriage to a superior rank. Major Duraut's progress towards complete recovery was very slow ; there were several 164 EYES SO BLUE. dangerous relapses, and many were the days and nights of terrible anxiety that his mother passed by his bedside. He was so weak from loss of blood, that although, with in- domitable courage, he managed to keep up his spirits, even he himself felt afraid that he must succumb. Mavis often came to see him ; in the midst of his most fiery pain, her low musical voice soothed the irritability that sometimes over- came his naturally good temper, and when at last (but it was not until after Christmas had passed and the New Year commenced) lie was able to rise from his bed she would sing to him some of the songs that he had heard in London. '' I am sure that you do Lionel more good than anybody else does," said Lord Durant one day to his wife, ^^ he always looks brighter when you come. You would make an excellent nurse.'' ^' That is what my poor mother used to say," answered Mavis. ^^ During her last illness she was wretched whilst I was away." ^^ You had better be ill yourself, Gerald; THE LEGEND. 165 you will never know until then what a trea- sure of a wife you liaye/' said the major, laughing. The Dowager Lady Durant looked up quickly, and darted an angry glance at Mavis. She saw, with jealous hatred, how her son liked the company of his brother's wife. ^^How can he joke and laugh with her like that ? " she said to herself, as she bent her head over the fancy work she was doing, but all the time regarding the little group at the other end of the room. ^' How can he be so friendly with one who has robbed him of his lawful inheritance ? I think he has no ambition. He cares for nothing, so long as he can lead an idle, useless existence. He never thinks of me ; never even thanks me for all I have done for his welfare. He would rather have one word with Gerald's low-born wife than all the sacrifices I can make for him. There they are, talking and laughing again ! I wonder what it is about." She rose from her seat, and crossed over to where Lionel lay on a sofa drawn up to 166 EYES SO BLUE. the fire. Lord Durant Avas on the opposite side of the hearth, resting one hand on Mavis's liead, playing with her bright curls, as she sat on a low stool at his feet. '^ Come in here ; there is room by the iire," slie said, drawing her silk dress out of the way to allow Lady Durant to pass. ^^ It is so pleasant and comfortable." ^^Ko, thank a^ou," rej^lied her ladyship, with rather a cold attempt at a laugh. ^' You will enjoy yourselves better alone, without an old woman like I am." ^' Now, mother, don't be foolish!" ex- claimed the major, catcliing hold of his mother's dress, to detain her, as she j^assed him. ^' Come, sit down ; Mavis is going to favour us with a song, and you must listen." Lady Durant looked down with proud fondness at her son, who, now that he was reo^aininfj: some of his old o^ood looks, and losing the weary expression that illness brings, was, indeed, a son for any mother to o:lorv in. He was so tall and noble, so ex- ceedingly handsome, and possessed with the Btrength and courage of a Hercules, and as THE LEGEND. 167 lie lay there, he looked almost like a young giant to Lady Durant's admiring eyes. ^^ I did not say that I was going to sing, Lionel," said Ma\ds, with a merry glance towards her brother-in-law. ^^ Oh, but I knoAV you will ; nobody ever refuses my requests," retorted the major ; ^^and now I am convalescent, after causing you all so much anxiety, you ought to be only too glad to do anything I wish.'' ^' I think you deserve a song, for your inordinate conceit," replied Mavis, with as much gravity and pretended haughtiness as she could infuse into her tone ; and then she began, and in her sweet voice sang ''When the swallows homeward fly," with a pathos and beauty that even Lady Durant was com- pelled to listen to with an absorbed interest. But it was only temporary mollification. Lady Durant's dislike had been once aroused, and she could not put it out of her heart ; even Mavis's sweetness and unvarying politeness could not combat against such fierce jealousy. And when she saw, as the major grew better, that he delighted more 1(38 EYES SO BLUE, and more in the society of his bright little sister-in-law, she began to look forward anxiously to ihe time when the invalid would be able to return to England. At length, after many months of illness- and suffering, the surgeon's consent was gained, and the day was fixed on which he was to start for his mother's home in London. He was eager to leave Ireland now that he had once begun to feel stronger, and the spring weather had set in; for he was convinced that the more cheerful London life would do much towards his complete recovery. The last evening that was to be spent at Ballinacally arrived. The major was able to be downstairs by that time, and sit in an arm-chair by the open window. It was a cloudy evening, cold for the season, very damp and unhealthy ; Mavis and Lady Durant had gone out together to the convent, to take leave of those who had been so kind to them during their long stay in the Irish village. ^' Gerald," began the major, after a long THE LEGEND. 16^ silence, during which lie had been occupied in pulling to pieces the leaves of the geraniums that stood on the window-sill, '^ where do you intend to settle ? You surely do not mean to imprison your wife all the winter at dreary Pen Vychan ?" ^' Pen Vychan would be a lonely place for Mavis," replied the nobleman. '' Country life is not desirable in winter, so we have made up our minds to live for a time at the Abbey. My agent wrote some time ago to say it was tenantless, and I thought we could not do better than take up our abode in the house of our ancestors." ^^ Going to St. Hilda's!" exclaimed the major, contemptuously, ^*that miserable bit of property. What has made you take up such an idea? A good house in London would be far preferable." ^' I do not like London," his brother answered, gravely. ^^ In winter the idea of living there is intolerable ; indeed I scarcely think I could bear it. St. Hilda's is pleasant and quiet, with plenty of society for Mavis ; the people will be only too glad to welcome no EYES so BLUE. any one of the name of Durant once more amongst them. Mavis, also, does not dislike the prospect of life in a cathedral city." ^'I should think she would be moped to ■death in that out-of-the-way place," inter- ru]Dted the major. '' What is an out-of-the-way place ? " asked a merry voice, and Mavis came in, smiling and happy as usual, her hands filled with beautiful hothouse flowers. ^' I brous^ht them from the convent. Look, Lionel, are they not lovely for the season ? You are fond of flowers, I know " ; and she took a delicately tinted camellia from the bouquet and fastened it in his coat. ^'Now, listen! You must begin to be cheerful. I heard by your voice that you were grumbling when I came in. What has Gerald been savino: that vou do not approve of ? " ''Lionel is vexed at my wish to settle at St. Hilda's," said Lord Durant; " he thinks it will be dull for you." '' Dull ! No, I should fancy there will be plenty of visiting, and I have always longed to live near to a cathedral. I intended in- TEE LEGEND, 171 yiting you to spend Easter mtli us," said Mavis, her merrv look fadini2r to one of vexa- tion, '^ and I shall not ask you now I know you mil not care to come." She went off to the other side of the room, in pretended displeasure, and, sitting down, began in silence to arrange her flowers. ^^ Mavis, don't be foolish!" said her hus- band, smiling fondly. ^' This is childish of you. Lionel has a right to hold what opinions he pleases. He has been to St. Hilda's. I have never seen it, although it was the family residence until my grandfather established himself at Pen Vyclian ; but you must judge for yourself, if you like it, when we get there: you know I only wish that you should be happy." ^^ I do not think it is fit for you to live in London, Gerald," said his wife, quietly. ^^ You know I never expressed a wish for it ; the noise and excitement would be too much for you. I see one of your bad headaches is coming on ; I am sure this place is unhealthy." '^ I am scarcely ever free from pain now," 172 EYES SO BLUE. was the "weaiy answer. ^^I fancy a wall' would refresh me this evening, in spite o: the rain." In a few minutes he set out, refusing hi^ wife's proposal to accompany him. ^' You had better stay with Lionel," he said. ^^It is so cold. I shall return in an hour or so." '' Gerald is looking very pale and ill this evening," said the major, as soon as the door closed after his brother. ^'I am sure I look by far the stronger now." ^' lie is always complaining of headaches," rej)lied Mavis, not without a shade of anxiety in her tone, as she came forward and took a seat nearer to her brother-in-law. ^' I hope he will be better when he is quietly settled at home. That is why I was vexed with your proposal for us to live in London. I have so long wanted to speak to you about him, but I did not like to do so until you men- tioned the subject." ^' Why, Mavis, surely you are not afraid !" he stopped short as he spoke. Mavis covered her face with her hands and TEE LEGEND. 173 burst into a bitter, uncontrollable fit of weeping. ^' Yes — yes, I am afraid of it. Oh, Lionel, what shall I do ? I dare not be left alone ! — I cannot help feeling frightened ! " she ex- claimed, in a voice choked with sobs. Major Durant's face turned to a death -like whiteness. " You do not mean to say it, Mavis ? I have not noticed any symptoms of insanity ; I think you are only nervous and unnecessarily timid. He is never likely to be very strong. Come, cheer up ! I fancy it is only this dreary, damp place that makes you low-spirited and fanciful ; he will be more cheerful when the warm weather sets in." Mavis raised up her tear-stained face and looked towards Lionel. ^^ You are not try- ing to deceive me?" she asked, pleadingly. ^^ I would rather know the truth. I did not feel frightened when I married him ; but now six months have gone by, and I am sure he is getting gradually worse." '^ I really do not think you need have anything to fear," earnestly responded the 174 EYES SO BLUE. major. '^But, Mavi«," lie added, gravely, taking her hands in his and looking down into her face, ^' did you act rightly in not considering all this before you married ? You could not have been in ignorance of what Gerald has suffered." Mavis faltered, and hung her head; she could not meet Lionel's grave, reproving glance. He had risen from his seat, and was standing close to her, whilst she involun- tarily looked uj) to him for protection and advice. ^' Poor little creature!" he said, kindly. ^'I see how it was; the future seemed far enough distant until you were married. However, you must look at the bright side of life. Will it be any satisfaction to you if I take up my abode for a time at the Abbey ; or, at least, come to ive at St. Hilda's?" "Ah, yes, Lionel!" she answered more cheerfully. " I should indeed feel thankful. But how should you like the dulness ?" " I will do anything to repay what you have done for me. I believe I should have THE LEGEND. 175 died if it had not been for your coming-; you did me more good than all the nurses and doctors. There is plenty of fishing and shooting round St. Hilda's. I shall not object to it. I intend retiring from my profession, and selling out of the army ; my income is sufficient for me, and, after such a narrow escape as I have had, I shall not run the risk again." He spoke more cheerfully, for he saw the look of anxiety had nearly faded from Mavis's face. " I think Gerald will be better away from my mother," he said at last. '' They never agree well together, and then home comforts will prevent him giving way to his irritable temper — not that St. Hilda's is the best of places for him. I do not much like the idea, knowing, as I do, the legend connected with the Abbey." '' What is it ? I never heard of it," asked Mavis, eagerly. '^ I like legends. I am not in the least superstitious. You need not be afraid of telling me," she added, perceiving that he hesitated. 176 EYES SO BLUE, '' It 's onlv a foolish old monkish tale, scarcely worth telling ; only, as it happens, it is very strange. The Abbey, as its name implies, was originally a monastic residence. At the Reformation it was given, with all the property attached, to our ancestor, Mervyn Dm^ant. Of com^se the monks were tm^ned out, homeless and penniless, in bitter cold weather. The legend states that the Abbot pronounced a dreadful curse against their oppressor, who no doubt deserved it. It is strange, but it is perfectly true, that soon after Mervyn Durant died a raving madman, and, since then, in every two or three genera- tions there has been a case of insanity in the family. My father and grandfather were perfectly sane, well-read, clever men, and it is on poor Gerald that the hereditary taint has fallen." "But do you really believe it?" asked Mavis, incredulously. "I mean, that the curse the monks called down could be really visited on Gerald, who is innocent of all?" "'Gerald himself believes it," was the THE LEGEND. X77 reply. '' He has, I understand, some high- flown ideas of making restitution. He has already spent vast sums of money in restor- ing the cathedral, leaving the house and grounds in the same impoverished condition to which our great-grandfather reduced them by his extravagance." ^' But where did all Gerald's wealth come from, if it was all spent?" asked Mavis. ' ' My grandfather married an heiress — Lady Gwendoline Vychan, the owner of the Welsh property. He was careful and economical, spending little and saving much. My father purchased the Yorkshire estate, the largest of all, as well as some valuable mining property in Cornwall." ^^ Well, I am glad we are going to St. Hilda's," said Mavis, fervently, ^^ although you despise Gerald's wish to repair the wrong-doings of his ancestors ; and I shall like to know that we are living on the oldest property." '^ No, not the oldest : there are the remains of a feudal castle in Gloucestershire, still VOL. I. N 178 EYES SO BLUE. known by the name of Durant Castle. It has long ago been converted into farm build- ings, with only about two fields belonging to it : that is, I believe, the most ancient pro- perty of all ; it is leasehold, and forms part of a large farm." They went on talking for some time, until Lord Durant's step was heard ap- proaching. • " If I were you, I would not allow Gerald to know that I have related the legend to you," said the major, hurriedly ; ^^ he would have told you himself if he had wished you to know ? " ^'Is your head better, Gerald?" asked his wife, when he came in. '' Yes, dearest ; the cool wind always does me good," he answered, bending down and kissing her. '^ But you have been crying. What is the matter ? " '^ Nothing ; I only feel tired and miserable. I shall be so glad when the journey is over, and I am safe at home," she answered, evasively. *' Lionel has not been persuading you to THE LEGEND. 179 wish to go to London ?" he asked, with a half- alarmed glance towards the major. ^^ No, Gerald ; I did wish it very much once, but now I would rather goto St. Hilda's; it will be far better for you, and I shall be happy there?" 180 ETIEJS SO BLUE, CHAPTER X. AT ST. Hilda's. And all around, on scutcheon rich, And tablet carved, and fretted niche. His arms and feats were blazed. Scott. A LARGE working party of ladies was as- sembled in the drawing-room of the Deanery at St. Hilda s. They were all busily sewing, not talking much, except occasionally to consult each other about the way in which the work should be done. It was a large, low room, with heavy oak beams supporting the ceiling, and narrow windows, from which much of the light was obscured by the thick, dark-coloured hangings. The cathedral, a beautifully restored old AT ST. HILDA'S. 181 building, was close by ; so near, that the massive square towers seemed to overshadow the Deanery, rendering all the rooms dark and gloomy. ^' What do you think of the new family who have come to the Abbey, Mrs. Birley ? " asked the lady of the house, a tall, thin, rather severe-looking elderly lady, addressing the wife of the precentor of the cathedral. '^ You must have seen them on Sunday." '^Yes, I saw Lord and Lady Durant, if you allude to them," replied Mrs. Birley, who was a gentle, meek-looking old lady, with snow-white hair. ^^ They are a nice-looking couple. I think Lady Durant has one of the sweetest faces I ever saw ; I quite long to know her ; my husband intends going with me to call on them one of these days." '^ That is a point upon which I am not quite decided, whether we ought to call or not," said the Dean's lady, dropping her voice as if she wished to speak confidentially, but in reality each word she said could be heard throughout the room, for she was the acknowledged authority on matters of 182 EYES SO BLUE, etiquette in the higher rank of society at St. Hilda's, and there was a sudden hush when she spoke. ^^ They say Lady Durant is of a very obscure origin — an actress, or opera-singer, or something equally low," she continued. ^^ Of course Lord Durant, as representative of such an old St. Hilda's family, ought to be well received ; but, if he has made such an imprudent match, he must take the con- sequence." ^^ I do not think it much signifies what she was, Mrs. Melcombe : she is Lady Durant now," replied the quiet voice of Mrs. Birley, which was such a striking contrast to her companion's harsh tones. '^What do you think about it. Miss Ingram ? " The lady thus addressed slowly raised her head from her work. She was a tall, fine girl of about four-and-twenty, dark and handsome, with a mass of raven hair and large black eyes. She waited until she had done several stitches before she replied, in languid tones, ^^I shall leave it to Mrs. Mel- combe's decision; if she calls, I shall do so. I AT ST. HILDA'S, 183 do not think Lady Durant looks unlady-like, although by the way she was gazing about during service on Sunday I should imagine she is frivolous." '^ Nonsense, Isabel ! " exclaimed a merry voice, and a young girl came forward from amongst a group of people who formed the lower grade of the members of the working party, the wives of tradesmen and shop- keepers, to whom Mrs. Melcombe graciously extended her patronage, by asking them to assist in the work of charity. She presented a great contrast to her beautiful elder sister, being short and slight, with pale sandy hair and large grey eyes, the only redeeming features in her face, for her mouth was large and wide, and her nose a decided snub ; still nobody could help liking Sybil Ingram, the youngest daughter of the Bishop of St. Hilda's; she was a much greater favourite than her cold, haughty sister Isabel, in spite of the beauty and refined manners of the latter young lady. ^^ I don't care whether you go and see Lady Durant or not," she went on to say ; " I 184 EYES SO BLUE. intend to be friendly with her. I admire her extremely already ; and as for her husband, he is like a hero in a novel, so handsome and sad-looking, and his brother, the soldier, is a perfect darling. I suppose he has been wounded, as he carries his arm in a sling." '' My dear child ! I wish you would not be so impetuous, and use such extravagant terms," exclaimed Isabel Ingram, in her slow, measured voice. ^^ Poor girl ! " she added, turning to Mrs. Birley, '^I'm afraid she is very wild. It is so sad to be motherless ; I am not old enough to have much control over my younger sister." ^^ Sybil is very amiable and affectionate," answered the old lady. '^ I think, if you will allow me to say it, that you try to exercise too much control over her, and her naturally high spirits lead her on to defy your authority." Isabel looked down, vexed at the mild rebuke. '^ Sybil is so childish! " she mur- mured. ^^ Nearly seventeen, and she behaves like a school- girl ! It is enough to provoke any one." AT ST. HILDA'S. 185 '^ If Mrs. Birley will permit me to make a suggestion," spoke up the Dean's wife, ^'I think Miss Ing-ram is much wiser to act the part of a mother to her younger sister ; a girl who has only just left school ought to be kept under strict supervision,"^ — and as she spoke she darted a sharp glance at the offending girl, who had gone back to her seat by the side of young Mrs. Brown, whose husband kept a provision shop, and supplied the Bishop's family with grocery. Sybil only returned the look with a saucy smile, and went on talking with her self- chosen companion. '^ I don't see why there should be so much exclusiveness at the working party," she often used to say. ^' We all come together for the same object, and I do not think any of us could be con- taminated by speaking to a shopkeeper's wife. What does it matter? Everybody knows I 'm the Bishop's daughter; I'm not afraid of losing caste." ^ ^ I shall go no more to the working party at the Deanery," she exclaimed, angrily, as, later on, she and her sister wended their 18G EYES SO BLUE. way towards the Bishop's palace, situated at the other side of the cathedral. ^' I 'm not going to be found fault with by that self- righteous hypocrite, Mrs. Melcombe. How dare she speak up like she did before all the people ! If I were a man I 'd horsewhip her — that I would ! " ^^ Hush ! Sybil, you are attracting atten- tion ; the people are coming in to evening service,'' coldly answered her elder sister. '^ We must hasten home. Archdeacon Hub- bard and Dr. Frampton are coming to play whist with papa to-night ; so we dine at SIX. '^ I don't care; I don't want the old fogies. You can go and express my extreme regret at missing the pleasure of their delightful society, and I shall go in for evening service. Good-bye ; give my love to Dr. Frampton ! " and the merry girl ran off towards a door that led into the cloisters. . '' Stop, Sybil; come back. You know papa does not wish you to be out alone so late ; service will not be over until it is dark, and , you always stop to hear the music after- AT ST. HILDA'S. 187 wards. I wish you would do what you are told." ^' If you are afraid of my beauty being sufficiently attractive for any one to care to run away with me, I will engage one of the smallest choristers as an escort," replied Sybil, as she disappeared through the narrow door. '' I wish I knew how it is best to act to- wards my motherless sister," sighed Isabel Ingram, continuing her way. She had some errands to do, so she left the quiet Cathedral Close and took the way towards the busy crowded streets ; for St. Hilda's was a wealthy manufacturing town, and round the ancient cathedral was a complete network of factories and narrow, miserable streets. But the commercial prosperity of the city was of recent growth, and there were wide modern streets, with fine shops and squares and many handsome churches. The Abbey was situated in the old part of the town ; and, close to the high stone walls that surrounded the spacious grounds, were crowded together the squalid cottages of the working population. 188 EYES SO BLUE. It seemed so strange for a park of about thirty acres in extent, and well-kept pleasure grounds, to be in the midst of a town ; but this remnant of the Durant estate had re- , mained untouched. Other portions had been sold or built upon, and were now covered with streets and buildings, but this one part had always been kept in the possession of the original owners. It was quite like the country, so secluded and shut in with the large old trees. The Abbey itself had been remodelled from time to time, until it had lost its monastic appearance, and was now merely a roomy, old-fashioned house completely covered with ivy. As Isabel Ingram was turning into the shop in which she intended to make her purchases, a carriage passed by, drawn by a pair of black horses, and having on the panels the crest of the Durants, which was already familiar to her. Eagerly she glanced up, for the arrival of Lord Durant at St. Hilda's the week before had caused an unusual sensation in the city. AT ST. HILDA'S. 189 Leaning back amongst the cushions of the easy commodious barouche was Mavis, the fair young wife of the principal landowner in St. Hilda's. ^' She looks a lady in that plain muslin dress," thought Isabel, as she gazed after the carriage that was rolling in the direction of the cathedral. ^^I wonder if I ought to visit her. Mrs. Birley intends to do so, and she belongs to a much higher family than Mrs. Melcombe's." As Mavis passed by, she too had noticed the tall, striking-looking lady standing at the shop -door. Isabel always dressed fashionably and in good taste, managing to show off her tall, lithe figure to the best advantage. '^ I wonder who she can be ! " said Mavis to herself, turning round to look at the hand- some girl. ^^ What a lovely, calm-looking face ! She looks like a Greek statue, with that clear, classical profile." In another moment the carriage drew up before the doors of the cathedral. The foot- man sprang down from the box, and Mavis 190 EYES SO BLUE. entered the sacred edifice. She looked around when she was inside ; there were not many people there, only about two dozen, seated on the benches or waiting about the nave until service began. It was a beautiful building, not much larger than many churches, but restored to the utmost perfection in every detail. r There were groups of pillars, branching off into numerous arches, all carved in the most perfect style of stone work ; the side chapels complete avenues of the slender shafts, risingin to the high-pitched ceiling — in appearance such slight columns, but in reality forming a firm support to the roof that had stood for ages. Lovely marble monuments were everywhere, conspicuous amongst them those of the Durants. The organ was placed over the entrance to the chancel, on a screen so delicately carved that it looked like ivory, and it was a wonder to a beholder that such a light -look- ing fabric could bear the weight of the mag- nificent instrument placed on it. The organist had already taken his place, AT ST. HILDA'S. 191 and the loud, sweet tones were reverberating* through the building. It was usual on a Wednesday to hold the service in the nave, on account of the weekly custom of the organist to give a musical recital after evensong. During the chanting of the Psalms, Mavis felt a pair of eyes fixed attentively on her face. Sybil Ingram sat near to her, regarding her with undisguised admiration, not caring for the glances of reproof darted at her through Mrs. Melcombe's gold-rimmed spectacles. ^' How lovely she is ! " thought the young girl. '' I wonder if she will ever care for any one so plain and ugly as I am ! Oh, how I wish Isabel would call on her! it would be so nice to know her." It is to be feared that Sybil Ingram did not derive much benefit from that evening's sermon. When it was over, she waited expectantly to see if Mavis would remain to listen to the organ-playing. Presently Mrs. Melcombe moved from her seat, and passed out with looks of scorn and contempt at the people who were staying on, 192 EYES SO BLUE. for she was no lover of music, and strove to set her face against the very fine singing for which the choir at St. Hilda's Cathedral was famed. As soon as her back was turned, Sybil bent forward, and whispered to Mavis, — ' ' If you will go down further from the chancel, Lady Durant, you will be better able to hear the organ." ^' Thank you," replied Mavis, with a smile ; ^ ' I will take your advice : we are rather too near the instrument " ; and so saying she rose up, and moved away towards one of the side transepts. ^^ I must not go far from the door," she continued, ^' because I expect my husband to come for me. He said he would try and leave home in time to hear the music." '' Then this is a good seat," answered Sybil, throwing herself on a bench, and leaning back against one of the pillars. ^^ Is it not beautiful in here ? I do so love this dear old building. I was born in St. Hilda's. My father lived here before he was made bishop." AT ST. HILDA'S. 193 ^' Then you are Miss Ingram?" said Mavis interrogatively, seating herself beside her young companion. ^^ I was surprised at your knowing my name ; so I suppose we shall need no introduction. I hope that we shall be good friends soon." Sybil smiled, feeling in an ecstasy of happiness. '' Oh, Lady Durant, do let me be your friend ! " she cried, imj^ulsively. ^' I do so like you already, and I have so few real friends. You won't mind mo beina' ugly and unladylike?" she added, raising her grey eyes to Mavis's face. Mavis's only answer was a smile and a tight clasp of the hand. She was amused and flattered by the girl's outspoken admiration. Just then the music commenced, and Sybil's whole expression clianged, lier eyes seemed to dilate with pleasure, and her face assumed an earnest look, as if her whole soul was wrapped up in the sweet sounds. The evident attention and love of music whicli she showed struck a cliord of sympatli}- in Mavis's heart. It was one point of resem- blance between them, and already tlu* love]\^ VOL. I. o 194: EYES SO BLUE. youn«' Avife felt a kind of pity for the other, so near her own age, who seemed conscious of her own personal defects, and longing so much for sympathy and friendship. '' I have not yet seen the Cathedral," said Mavis, when there came a pause in the music. '' Suppose we walk about a little. It is such a grand building, and I conclude that you are pretty well acquainted Avith it." '^Indeed I am!" re^Dlied Sybil, springing to her feet. ^'I know every nook and corner, and I can give you long histories about everything. My father often tells me that I am quite an antiquarian. Come this way; there are some nice moimments. You will like to see those of Lord Durant's ances- tors first, I suppose." And without waiting for an answer, she led Mavis towards one of the side chapels, a quiet nook isolated from the rest of the Cathedral. ^^This is the oldest/' continued Sybil, pointing to a recumljcnt figure, mutilated and defaced by time and rougli usage, Avith scarcely a vestige remaining of the Latin inscription that had formerly recorded the AT ST. HILDA'S. li)o virtues of this member of tlie Durant family. '' You can read the date, 1543/' she went on to say. ^' Tliis Avas the man who first owned the Abbey. There are plent}' of tales about him : we have some old books containing extracts from liis and his ancestors' lives ; they are most entertaining. He made him- self very busy dm^ng the Reformation, and received the gift of the Abbe}^ estates for his reward. Poor man ! they say he Avent mad before he died." '' Yes, I have heard something about liim ; but you seem to have studied the family history," ansAvered MaAds," recalling the legend that. Major Durant had told her, and feeling rather astonished at finding it thus verified. ^'I have ahvays taken an interest in them," said the girl, aa^Iio had spent long hours in dreaming of and Aveaving histoiies about the Durants, partly gathered from facts and legends, and parti}' from the exercise of a vivid imagination. She had thouglit so much about the subject, and puzzled out so many of the quaint inscriptions, that she had 196 EYES SO BLUE. invested tlie Durants with a halo of romance, that had caused her to rejoice when she had first heard that they were once more coming to take up their abode at St. Hilda's; and durino- the re-fornishino^ of the Abbev she had often gone there to watch the progress of the workmen, and conjecture about the future inmates in whom she took so much interest. She went on from one tomb to another ; at each she had something to relate about those who lay beneath the handsomely sculptured monument. Mavis listened with a quiet smile. It made rather a sad history, the records of a family who had suffered much ; they had never prospered, and every now and then there was an evidence of the fearful scom-ge of madness that had wrecked the happiness of so many who othermse would have led a calm, virtuous existence. They were silently regarding the fau^est monument of all — the Avliite marble figure of Lady Gwendoline Durant, the daughter of Earl Vychan— when Mavis's attention was arrested by the approach of a young man of al)out thirtv vears of age, dressed in a loose AT ST. HILDA'S, 197 suit of grey cloth. He was not exactly handsome, but clever looking, with a high intellectual forehead and large blue eyes ; his light hair was worn rather long, and on his U2)2)er lip was a heavy, droojnng moustache ; there was a squareness of his jaw that betokened a stern, determined character, and gave a look of perseverance and vigour to a face that would otherwise have been rather effeminate looking. '' Good evening. Miss Ingram ! " he exclaimed, holding out his hand as he advanced. " I did not expect to find you here so late. I was detained ; I did not arrive until the music was over." There was a rosy blush on Sybil's face, and a shy look in her eyes, as she allowed her hand to rest in that of the new-comer. '' I stayed to show Lady Durant over the Cathedral. I had given up liojoes of seeing vou," she answered. The young man glanced towards Mavis, on liearing her name. She had moved away to a little distance, and was engaged in read- ing an epitaph on a tablet. 1V8 EYES SO BLUE. '' She is indeed beautiful," he whispered. ^' I wisli vou would introduce me to her." Sybil complied with his request, intro- ducinfr him as Mr. Claude Montieth. Mavis had heard of him, even though she had been so short a time at St. Hilda's. She recoo-nized him as an artist, who was well known in his native town. ^^ Major Durant is in the Cathedral; he has been inquiring for you, my lady," he said, bowing politely to Mavis. The words had scarcely left his lips when the major appeared. '' I have been looking for you, Mavis," he began, as soon as he caught sight of his brother's wife. ^' I have come to escort you home. Gerald Avas reading, and as he has a headache I persuaded him to remain at home, promising to come and fetch you instead. I walked up liere with Mr. Montieth. Your husband wishes to have a portrait of you, and I liave l)een arranging with him about painting it." '^ AVI 1 at nonsense, Lionel ! " exclaimed Mavis, ''as if T should care to have my AT ST. HILDA'S. 109 portrait painted ! 1 think my Imsband might have consulted me first about it. However, I suppose I must do as he wishes/' she added with a sigh, and a sliglitly melancholy look crossed her face. ^^Wliy, Mavis, you are not vexed?" asked her brother-in-law, anxiously. '' You know how clever Mr. Montieth is : he will do justice to your beauty." '^ I am afraid tliat is impossible," said the artist. '' Lady Durant's face is not one to which full justice can be done on canvas: it is beyond my skill ; however, I will do my best, if she will only deign to j^ermit me to make the attempt." '^ After sucli a flattering speech, I cannot do less than ccmsent," replied Mavis. ' ' Come, Lionel, it is time we were on the way home, or we sliall be late for dinner." ^' Wliat do you think of her? is she not lovely ? " exclaimed Sybil, as soon as Mavis had bidden lier good-bye and had gone away witli her brother-in-law. ^^ Yes ; her face is beautiful. I have seen her several times driving witli lier husband 200 EYES SO BLUE. or Major Duraiit," answered the artist. ' ' Poor young lady ! I wonder if she is happy with a man old enough to be her father. Did you not notice the troubled look that occa- sionally comes into her eyes ? " ^' I thought she looked happy enough when Major Durant came up. What a fine, handsome man he is!'' said Sybil. '^He looks a thorough soldier, does he not ? I quite long to know them all. I shall make Isabel take me to call at the Abbey, one of these days." The habitually grave face of Claude Montieth brightened. '^ I hope you will, Sybih I shall constantly l3eat the Abbey when I am busy with Lady Durant' s portrait, and then we shall be able to see each other a little oftener." LOUD DURANT^S DESIRE. CHAPTER XI. LOKD DURANt's DESIRE. Ke verse thy doom; And in thy best consideration check This hideous rashness, Shakspeare. '^ I THINK that is a little clandestine love- making-," said Major Durant, as soon as he and Mavis had left the Cathedral, and were passing down the streets. '' I have seen the young lad}' on Sunda}' : she is Bishop Ingram's daughter." '^Yes, she is. We have had a long con- versation together. But I think }'ou are mistaken, Lionel : the}' only appear to be acquaintances. There is nothing extraordinary that she should know a clever artist like Mr. Montieth." 202 EYES SO BLUE. Tliey passed through the narrow^ crowded streets on their way to the entrance-gates of the Abbey. There were rows of old- fashioned houses all more or less ruinous, the U2323er stories of which hung considerably over the pathway, and little miserable shops displaying second-hand goods in their small- paned windows. Mavi^ held up her skirts, to avoid coming in contact with the not over clean side-walks. The people stared at her as she passed ; women standing in their door- ways loudly criticized her dress and appear- ance. They were not accustomed to the sight of a well-dressed lady in that poor locality. Slie had not been that way before, during the short time that had elapsed since they had settled at St. Hilda's. There were other and wider streets that formed a better Avay for driving ; but the direction in which Major Durant was conducting her liad originally been used as the only a^^proach to his ancestors' liome. At last they reached a massive archway in a high stone Avail, over which could be seen the tops of tall forest trees, grooving LORD DURANT\S DESIRE. 20?. wild and luxuriant — an untrimmed wilder- ness of underwood. Tlierc was a strong- iron gate and the remains of an old portcullis, and close by, apparcntl}' built in and forming one of tlie buttresses of the wall, was the lodge-keeper's dwelling. Tlie major knocked at the low oak dr)or ; an old man hobbled out, and proceeded to unlock the great gates, then threw them open, and, uncovering his grey locks, stood back to let his }^oung mistress pass in. '^ That old fellow was in my great-grand- father's employ. He has held the post he now occupies for above seventy years. His father had it before him," said the major. '^ Oh, stop I I must liave a talk with him. I should tliink he fancies liimself part of the estate," cried Mavis, stopping suddenly and turning back. The old man proved uncommunicative. After informing '' her lad}'ship " that his name was Roger Smith, and that he was over ninety years of age, he went on to grumble, and, shaking his head solemnly, to declare that " the place was very 204: EYES SO BLUE. different from wliat it had been in hi& father's time ; then they had had grand doings at the Abbey. But mayhap, now the (jkl family had come back, times might amend ; but vouno^ folks weren't like old ones." '' What a stupid old man I " said Mavis, as she continued her way along the moss-grown carriage-drive under the trees, after leaving a substantial gift of money in old Roger's hand. "I thought he'd know more about this old place and your ancestors." ^^I can tell you as much as he knows," said Lionel. ^' Until my grandfather came they were a set of spendthrifts ; he managed to economize, and by cutting up portions of the park and estates into building land, increased his income sufhciently to pay off the mort2:ao^es. Most of the better class of house property here belongs to Gerald, and all the lower 2:)art of the town through which we have passed. You will find he i» more respected here as a wealthy man than either at Pen Vyclian Or on the Yorkshire estate. Gerald is enormously rich. I don't LOBD DURANT\S DESIRE. 205 suppose he liimself knows the amount of his income. Of course, he has scarcely spent anything. Ever since my father's death the money has been accumulating. It is pleasant to be so wealtliy, I should think," he added, musingly; ^^ not to have to con- sider before one spends a five-pound note, and never to liave a fear of running into debt." '^ I do not know," replied Mavis, looking up, with a sad smile. '' Of course it is nice enough to have plenty of money without workino: for it. I used to think that rich people ought to be perfectly happy ; but now I know there is no sucli thing as real, un- alloyed liappiness." '^ What has made you come to tliat conclu- sion, you little moralizer ? T liave noticed a cloud on your face : }^ou surely don't wish to be a poor man's wife ? " asked the major, merrily, as they ascended the steps that led to the entrance-door of the Abbey. A sliglitly saddened look passed over ^lavis's face, as she entered and crossed tlic large, gloomy hall, witli its oak floor, panelled 206 EYES SO BLUE. Avails and ceiling, and armour-clad figures placed in niches. Slie slowly ascended the wide old staircase on the way to her dress- ing-room : her bright look had suddenly become clouded. The carelessly uttered words of tlie major liad sunk deep into her heart. Eiclies had not altogether produced the happiness for whicli she had hoped ; there was an undefined wish, a longing for some- thing more than the money that she had been so eager to obtain. She had married Lord Durant without allowing herself time for con- sideration, A\dthout finding out how unfitted she was to be his chief companion, the sharer of all the pursuits and habits which were so foreign to her tastes. On their retiu^n from Ireland the}' had gone to London. The agent, Mr. Holt, wrote to inform his patron that the Abbey Avas not ready for liis reception, the re- furnishing not being completed ; and, mucli to Ma^ds's satisfaction, lier husband accepted his stepmother's invitation to remain in the metropolis. After a succession of balls, concerts, LOItD DUnANT\S DESIRE. 2(»7 operas, and all the gaiet}' of a L(jiid()ii season/ so enjoyable to !Mavis, were gone through as a disagreeable penance by Lord Durant, it was with secret thankfulness tliat he received a notice signifying that his liouse was ready. The constant round of excite- ment had robbed his wife's face of some of its bloom, and made her pale and languid, and so, jDerhaps, it was not all regret that she felt when they were established at St. Hilda's ; but the experience she had under- gone had convinced her of* the difficulty of acting up to her marriage vow, and being more than the pet and plaything of her husband. '' Oh, dear ! how hollow and frivolous life is ! " she said to herself, with a heavy sigh, as she threw her bonnet on to the bed, and then sat down, leaning her arms on tlie table, gazing out vacantl}" over the trees of the j^ark towards the bright sunset beyond. ^' What a farce it all is to keep up — to pre- tend what one does not feel ! I wonder if anything can be perfect happiness I Wlien T nuirried, the future seemed all briglitness; I 208 EYES SO BLUE. thought that Gerald's goodness and kind- ness would he all that could be desired. Goodness and kindness I I hate the words. How could I be so blind as not to know how soon I should be tired of being nothing better than a di^essed-up doll, to be admired and petted by a man whom I can only call good-natured, whom I feel I must resjiect but cannot love ! I almost hate his caresses, and dislike him for his love for me. Oh ! if I could unbiu^den my heart, if I could tell him what a worthless creature it is on whom he wastes his affection ! Gerald, Gerald ! " she cried aloud, raising her clenched hands to her forehead, and bursting into a passionate flood of weeping, '^Avhy don't you hate me? why cannot you see how little I care for you, when you are so unalterably good ? " A quarter of an hour after, her old servant, coming up in answer to her smimions, found Mavis sitting calm and composed, with very little trace of the violent emotion that had been tearing her heart a few minutes before ; she only noticed the extreme deathly pallor on her mistress's face. LOJID nURANT'S DESIRE. 209 '' You are tired and ill, my lu-dy," slio said, kiudl}' ; for lier quick gkxnco of affec- tion tokl kor tkat Mavis was suffering ; '^ you kave been kjoking unkapp}' for sonic days. Wkat ails }'ou ? It isn't all bodily illness tkat Tou feel." Mavis looked up into tlie kind old woman's face; ske saw tkere real interest for ker Avelfare. '^ I am all rig-lit, Susan," she answered, witk an effort. '^ Tlie keat makes me feel a little languid, I suppose : it is very warm, oven for July." Susan Barker did not reply, but began brusking out ker mistress's kair, wkilst Mavis took up a book to try and occupy ker tkougkts witli it ; soon, kowever, ske laid it aside witk a sigli, and tlie tears tkat ske liad for so long been struggling to keep back now br(jke fortk again : ske kad once beo^un weeping, and could not leave off. ^^ Won't you confide in me, dear Miss Mavis — my lady, I mean ? " cried tlie old woman. ^' You, wko lay in my arms wlien you were a b.ibv, ml<;kL tell me wkat distresses a'ou." VOL. I. P 210 EYES SO JiLVE. '' Xo, Susan ; liow can I V I liaye nothings to tell ; only I wish I was Lack in London, working for my living : I was happier then!'' ^^ You shonlcln't say that, when you Ve got such a kind husband as his lordship is," Avas the reply. '^If there ever was any one thoroughly good, it's him. Think how he dotes on vou ! I 've seen a deal of life in my time, but I never saw a better Christian than he is. It 's a pity that stepbrother of his is not made of the same stuff. I can alwaA's tell by a man's eve whether I can trust him, and I wouldn't trust the major further than I could see him, in spite of his fme looks ; but handsome is as handsome does, is what I alwa^'s say." ^' What do vou mean, Susan ? " indio-nanth^ exclaimed Mavis, flusliing crimson witli anger. '^ Eemember you are speaking of my husband's brother ; how dare you say anything against liim ! I \n sure }'ou know nothing to his discredit." '' I didn't mean to speak against liim, my lady," answered the old Avoman, Immbly. '' I ou2:ht not to liave said it. I was onlv LOnB nUEANT\S DESIRE. 211 tlilnking' of what I heard in the servants' hall when we were in London." ^* I do not wish to hear servants' gossij:)," Mavis answered, haughtily, taking up her book. ^^ You ai-e too presuming, Susan; re- collect my position is altered from what it was." ]\Iajor Durant was alone in the drawing- room when Mavis went in. One quick glance showed him that she had been weeping. She did not address him, but passed silently by and sat near the window, which was ojDen to admit the cool evening breeze. ''Is Gferald still in his study?" asked i^ionel, after a few moments' silence, lookino- up from his occuj^ation of turning over the leaves of a book of engravings. ^'Yes, I suppose so," Mavis replied, care- lessly. ''I have not seen him since I came in. He seems to find a wonderfid charm in those old manuscrijDts that he has discovered," she added, with a forced attempt at a lauoh. '' I wanted him to drive out with me to jDay some visits this afternoon ; but I could not induce him to leave them." 212 EYES SO BLUE. ^^When one gets to liis age, I supjDose there is a disinclination to go calling," said the major, philo^^ophicallj, gazing up at the ceiling. ''Why it should be, I cannot say; but so it is. iind my brother seems to have gone into an old man already ; he always Avas fond of solitude, and it is sure to grow upon liim. However, I think ^^our society ought to cause him to be more sociable." ''I suppose Gerald can please himself,"' replied Mavis, in an indifferent tone, bend- ing down her head over some fancy work, in Avhicli she seemed to be 2>^i'ticularly inter- ested. She was just then in a mood to be dis- pleased at everything. ''No, he ought not to please himself," re- torted Major Durant. " He is not half attentive enough to you, and I 've a good mind to tell him so." " Oh, no ! Indeed, Lionel, please do not," she cried, looking at him imj^loringly : "it is better as it is. I am very happy and con- tented." "You don't look happy!" replied the LOBD nURANT'S DESIRE. 213 iiiajorj pointedly, in a tone that brought all the colour to Mavis's face. Just then came the summons to dinner, and thev went into the dinino'-room. Lord Durant was already there. A smile lit uj) his face when his wife came in, and he in- q^uired how she had enjoyed her visit to the Cathedral. Afterwards he did not talk much ; all through the meal Lionel sustained the greater part of the conversation, and suc- ceeded by degrees in winning Mavis back to her usual sprightliness, and driving awa}" the cloud of sadness that had settled on her face. When they returned to the drawing- room, Lord Durant seated himself by the window, and commenced reading. Some ancient-looking parchments and papers were on a table close by — the same that he had been studying all the afternoon. The major drew up his chair close to Mavis's, talking in a low voice, so as not to interrupt his brother's reading ; but she seemed cold and preoccupied, and kept returning moncj- sy liable answers to her brother-in-law's observations ; at last she rose up abru})tl}', 2U EYES SO BLUE, and crossed over to where her husband sat. '^ Gerald, cannot you put those old papers away for a minute ? You seem so interested in them," she remarked, ^^ and you have never taken your eyes from them all day." '^ They do interest me," answered Lord Durant; ''they all relate to this estate. I found them in a chest, put away with some old furniture. They tell me a great deal more than I knew about my own belongings : one fact is, that only a very small portion of this property is entailed." ''What does it matter?" asked Mavis. " Why need you trouble A^ourself about the entails, mortgages, and title-deeds, that I heard you talking over with Mr. Holt ? You are not going to be ruined ; and I shall not spend so much over dress as tliey say some ladies do, so that mv liusl)and will not be reduced to penury." Lord Durant smiled at his wife's childish speech. " Xo, I don't think it will quite come to that. I could afford to dress vou in ft/ cloth of gold and diamonds, if 3^ou wished, LORD JDUIUNT'S BESIIIE. 215 without luis.sing' the inoney/^ ho said, affec- tionately. '^ But I have had serious tlioughts lately about all niy wealth. It was iK^t fairly Grained : a^ou need not be alarmed, it was no fault of mine ; and }'ou Icnow the say in o-, '• Ill-gotten gains seldom prosper.' " '^ But it has prospered," interrupted Mavis. ^' Lionel told me a ridiculous old legend, and said that it belonged originally to the Church. I suppose that is what you mean by being unfairl}' gained. But as for not prospering, I thiidv your increasing Avealth is evidence against that supposition." ^^ But wealth does not always bring true 2)rosperity," said Lord Duraiit, musingly ; while Lionel stepped out of the window to take a walk on the terraced lawn, and every now and then, as he passed the Avindow in Avhicli his brother sat with his wife, a fragrant scent of a cigar found its way into the room. ^'I suppose Gerald is harping on the old question," he nmttered, angrily. ^^He will l)ring that dear little wife of his to his absurd high-flown idea of impoverishing the family for the sake of the su])erstition of a maniac. 216 EYES SO BLUE. Pretty little creature ! — ^lie will find it easy to convince lier. I 've a o-ood mind to g:i\e her a hint not to agree to any nonsense. If she stands out against it, he cannot persist. I will just keep my ears oj)en to listen to Avhat he savs." '^ Of course I know tliat one cannot pur- chase hajopiness/' Mavis went on to say, rather impatientl}^ ; 'Hjut that is no reason why jDeoj^le should wish to be j^oor, for there are more troubles with povert}'. You a2)pear to regret that this land belongs to you." ^' And so I do; I regret it bitterlv, for it has brought a terrible curse with it. I have long felt convinced tliat to me belongs the j^rivilege of making restitution, and thus annihilating that terrible curse. Mavis, my darling, will you help me to do right ? I have been tormented with doubts and fears, with awful forebodings for the future." ^^ What can you mean, Gerald?" asked Mavis, looking at him with licr eyes open- ing wide Avith astonishment. '^Are you afraid for me that I shall die ? " and her lips began to tremble with emotion. '' I don't LOBB T)UnANT\^ DESIBE. 217 want to die just yet, I am so young and fond of life, and I sliould like to live and be a mother to my baby when it is born," she continued ; and her husband could see the tears swimmino- in her eves. ^' No, you poor, frightened child," Lord Durant said, passing his arm rcjund her and (IraAving her closer to him, ^^I couldn't part witli you yet. We ho})e you will live to enjoy your young life," he continued, speak- ing more like a fatlier Avould to a favourite child. '^I did not mean to frighten you ; I did not know you were nervous." ^'I am not nervous," replied Mavis, in a more reassured tone. ^'But what do you mean? — what are your fears?" she added, with an undefined terror, lest he should be trying to prepare her for what she had been dreading ever since her marriage — the fear- that scarcely ever left her, that her hus- band's mind should again become affected. "Please to tell me: I can l)ear anvthinii' better than suspense." " I^erhaps I am foolish; it may l^e that I have no right to think it, but it almost seems 218 EYES SO BLUE. like a reyelation," lie answered. ^^ Mavis, I am certain that the only means to turn aside the curse of madness from the family will be to give back the property that has brought tlie curse, to the Church to vrhicli it rightfully l)eloni>'s. Tliere are hundreds of our fellow- creatures in this town living neglected, dying in poverty, in the midst of sin and wretchedness, ground down by the licli, not even knowing there is a God, witli no one to teach them better, to raise them from their dreadful existence ; and I am living so near them, keeping back the money that could save them ! For how can they, in the midst of disease and ^^Tctchedness, be taught to look to higher and holier things ? I feel I am committing a sin every day in not pro- viding teachers, building churches and hos- pitals for the care of their perishing souls and bodies. I did not know what it Avas. I have been shut out of the world so long, I- have grown too selfisli to think of others. Our child must not suffer for the sins of its ancestors. Why sliould it be like I am ? As long' as one farthing's worth of those terribl}' LOUD DURAyT'S DESIHE. 219 ixcquired gains remains, he will not be safe. My darling', you must help me. We must give it up ; and then, and not until tlien, can there be rest." " Gerald, this is mere superstition," Ksaid ^favis, coldly, when her husband paused for want of breath. She had not interrupted him bef(jre, ]jut, astonished at his vehemence, liad allowed him to continue. ^' You cannot have considered. Of course it is right to help the poor and give handsomely to charit- able institutions and churches ; but giving up all your principal property seems absurd ! Why should you impoverish future generations to gratify that which^ even you must confess, seems rather a far-fetched idea ? " '^ Perhaps it is a superstition," replied Lord Durant, thoughtfully ; '' but when stern, dreadful reality takes the place of suj)ersti- tion it is time to feel frightened. You do not know how ardently I long, how I pray, that our child may not inherit its father's sufferings. I feel as if that praA'er will be answered if I fulfil my vow and give up a similar amount, eitlun^ in money or land, 220 - EYES SO BLUE. to that which my ancestor possessed. It cost those unfortunate monks their lives — they were all starved to death ; and can a little self-denial on my part atone for tliat ? I sliould have to sell all mv Cornwall minimi' property, and mortgage jyavt of the Yorkshire^ estate ; but then we sliould have plenty to live with every comfort here at St. Hilda's. I cannot part with this house and grounds, — they are entailed on ni}' heirs ; but I can give their value in money. You do not know how long these thouglits have op- pressed me, and the more I reason about it the more clearly I see that it is right to follow the impulse ; but I do not like to act without 3"our consent.'' Mavis was silent. She could not auTcc with her husband's proposal. She had been induced to marrv him from the attraction of liis wealth ; she knew tliat it elevated her above others of the same rank, and she , could not bring herself to part with an}' of the boundless wealth that she valued so highly. '' I wish vou would let me wait a dav or LOBD DURANrS DESIRE, 221 two before you finally settle," at last she said: '^ I suppose I ought to give ^yay directly, but you have left it to me. Will you object if I consider ? — it is so much to give up at once.'' ^^Poor cliild I it will be an act of self- denial to her," thought Lord Durant, as his •wife moved away to the other side of the room, and, opening the piano, began to play a soft dreamy melody. '^I cannot be wrong, it seems so clearly revealed to me ; but oh I that I were not so tormented with doubts, — that I could trust myself without the per- petual fear ever haunting me ! " He covered his face witli his hands, remaining for some time m silent thought. ^' It must be right," he said to himself, after some moments^^^ it arises from a good motive; and yet it is only received with scorn and ridicule. If I mention it, they think me mad still, imagin- ing the wish to make restitution is only a Avild brain-created notion, and I am powerless to argue otherwise." The entrance of Lionel put an end to his brother's silent musings. The major looked 222 EYES SO BLUE. sullen and angry ; there was a frown on liis liandsome face as he darted an impatient, iierce look towards his brother. ^^ Gerald, I have heard what you have said," he beoran, calmlvand firmlv. ^SSurely you do not mean seriously to entertain those hare-brained notions, because, if you do, I '11 see who has the stronger power — you or I. Mavis," added he, in a gentler tone, address- ing his sister-in-law, who had risen from her seat, alarmed at his authoritative gesture, ^^go and sit down ; I must reason this out with your husband." ^' What do you mean, Lionel ? Surely 3^ou will not insult mo in my own house ! " cried out Lord Durant, with his anger fully roused. ^^ I have said nothing mireasonable ; and I will not bear unwarrantable interference from my younger brother I " His face turned pale with rage, whilst the major^s temper remained /'aim and undis- turbed. ^^ Geraldj you shall not ruin your wife and your future lieir," the latter said coolly. ^'I know the amount you wish to squander LOUD I)UB ANT'S DESIRE. 223 tiwii}' : it is more than your estates can bear, and will only leave an inipoverislicd inherit- ance for those who come after you. Have you no family pride ? Come, be reasonable ! or I shall exercise the power over you that I should be unAvIllino- to use, save in an extremity. .One word from me, and your 2)roperty would be no longer beneath your control." ^' You dare not! You shall not threaten me I " exclaimed Lord Durant, gazing round helplessly, feeling himself beneath the powxr of the superior will of his brother. ^^ Mavis, Mavis, do not be influenced by him I I am your husband ! Don't you turn against me ; I know wdiat is for the best. I do think of your interests. I care not for myself — only for you !" jVIavIs made no reply : she gave one frightened glance at her husband's angry face, and noticed Lionel's determined expres- sion. With a shriek i^ho sprang forward, and threw^ herself between them. ^'Lionel, for my sake, if you care for my happiness," she cried imploringly, ^^ please to say no morel 22J: F.YES SO BLUE. He cannot help it: be gentle witli him!'' And then her momentarily assumed fortitude utterly gave Avay, and she bm^st into an hys- terical fit of "weeping. In a second Lord Durant's ano-er was ixone ; he flmi"' himself on his knees beside^ ]ier, trying to draw away her hands from her face. ^^My dearest I my only love I my wife I Have I made you afraid of me?" he ex- claimed, in tones of the deepest contrition. ''You do not imagine me mad, do youV'' he asked, whilst his blood ran cold at the mere supposition of his wife's thoughts. '' Oh I my Mavis, can anything convince you that I am as calm and reasonable as vou are ; that my projects, which may seem wild and fanciful to vou, are the result of manv A'ears of thought and evenly balanced reflection ? Lionel means well : he thinks he is actini!' rightly, but he cannot tliink as I do. Say, oh I say, that you will not be guided by him !" If ever a heart felt pity it was Mavis's for her husband, as he gazed up so imploringly. LOBD DUEANT\S DESIBE. 225 longing so ardently that she Avould agree to his views. How was she to know that they had been calmly reflected upon, that they were not mere superstitious vagaries of an overwrought imagination ? ' ^ I will try and do right, Gerald," she said quietly. ^^ Per- haps Lionel may not be ^vi^ong after all ; you have not thought of his view of the case." ^^ You are turning against me, Mavis ! Can nothing I can say, nothing I can do, convince you ?" asked Lord Durant, rising to his feet ; and she could see how his face was twitching with convulsive efforts to keep down his far too easily roused temper. If Mavis had really loved her husband she could not have withstood liis pleading ; she would have given uj) wealth, position, everything, to drive that agonized expression from his face. But as it was, with nothing but a little newly aroused joity for him to combat against the fearful terror that liad taken possesshm of lier mind that his mental affliction was returning, how could she do otherwise than turn a deaf ear to his wish ? VOL. I. Q / 22G EYES SG BLUE. How could she be expected to impoverish herself, and perhaps her children, for what she regarded as only a wild, foolish extravagance ?' She made no reply, but looked towards her brother-in-law. The one glance from those beautiful, sad eyes was enough ; it enlisted him on her side, to protect her against her husband. A moment before he had been undecided. '^ Why should he run the risk of quarrelling with his brother?" had been his thought; ^^ why should he not allow him to squander his property?" But the imploring expression turned him ; he felt then as if he could risk anything to serve the lovely young creature who looked up to him for help and protection. ' ' I am sorry I spoke harshly to you, Gerald," he said frankly, feeling that an apology on his part would best tend to smooth over differences. '' I was alarmed for your wife ; it seems as if you have en- tirely lost all consideration for her. It is not kind of you to take advantage of lier youth and inexperience." Lord Durant turned away, feeling morti- LOIIB BURANT'S DESIRE. 227 fied and Immbledj and not a little shocked to think tliat his brother showed more kind- ness of heart and thoughtf ulness than he did. It seemed for the time as if his cherished dream of restitution had come to nought ; he found it was ridiculed, and was treated as the idea of a madman ; it had caused even Mavis to shrink from him, and tliat was the bitterest blow of all. '^ I did wrong ! " he exclaimed. '' It seems as if I cannot act rightly — as if I cannot conquer my terrible temper. Surely I have had enough sorrowf id experience to teach me wisdom.'' He broke down all at once, and, unable to utter another word, he hurried from the room. '' Mavis, stay here, do not go after him!" cried Lionel, putting himself in the way, to prevent his sister-in-law following her hus- band. '' Gerald is nmch better alone ; he will soon come round to reason." He took her unresisting hand, and led her to a sofa ; and arranging the cushions under her head, he ranLUE. '' Yes, of course you tliiiik so, because you are so clever/' replied Jessie, looking towards the 3^oung fisherman. " But I am very stupid at learning ; and, after all, I shall have to go out as a governess, and teach all my life. I "wish v»'e had heen rich, or else quite poor; I 'm sure I should not mind how^ hard I worked if it w^as only out of doors." . She rose up as she said this, preparing to turn homevrards. Ivor stood irresolute, as if anxious to follow her, and vet scarcelv darino^ to do so ; for althouci'h thev had been allowed to plav togetlier when they w^ere children, and still kept up the old friendship, he felt that now each vear added to the social dis- tinction between them : ])ut a glance from Jessie decided him ; he tmnied and walked slowlv alono; with lier. ^'Miss Jessie,'' he- began, ^'I have some £>-ood news to tell vou. That nicture of mine has been sold for five and twenty pounds." '' Indeed! Oh, Ivor, tliis is sj^lendid news ! — }'0u will feel quite rich," exclaimed Jessie, in astonishment at what seemed to her such a larii^e sum. '' I alwavs knew that IV OB'S AMBITION, 245 you would bccoino a gTcat artist. But you do not look glad ciiougli : }'ou ought to feel so very proud of your success." ''So I do feel pleased," was the answer; ''however, it has decided me at last. I am determined to leave Pen Vychan and go to London, or some large towii, and study paint- ing. I am sure it is my vocation ; and now my poor old grandfather is dead I have no ties to keep me here. I could manage to live on very little, and work hard, so that in time I might make my name famous as an artist ; it has always been my ambition." " Oh,* Ivor, what shall I do without you? I shall miss you so very much I " said Jessie, sorroAvf ully ; "but of course it is the right thing for you to do." " Then you will think of me a little when I am away?" asked Ivor, eagerly. "Your father says I ought to be contented, and remain quietly at home ; but I cannot do it. I feel such a longing to see more of the world, and I cannot tie myself doA\'n to the di'udgery of a fisherman's life ; I am intended for some- thing better than that,"" he added, proudly. 246 EYES SO BLUE. Jessie tiuTiecI away her head ; her lips were quivering, and her eyes were filled with tears. Ivor had alwavs seemed like a hero to her, so handsome and clever, and so far above the other villagers, she had looked np to him almost like an elder brother ; and now that he had declared his intention of leaving* Pen Vychan her heart was filled with reuTet at the thought of parting, and yet all the while there was a feeling of eager hope, for she felt sure that his talents would hrino- him the success they merited. '' I shall come back home ao:ain some dav, — 2)crliaps before very long," continued Ivor, ^' when I am a celebrated artist, with an R.A. after mv name ; and then I can take a house at Pen V}'chan and live here, only just j)ainting as much as I choose, for my own amusement. I wonder if the people will forget my humble origin." " Yes, they will ; and, oh, there will be a glorious life before you ! I always felt sure of it. But 3'ou will never come back here ; when you are once in I^ondon you will for- £i:et all \o\\Y old friends." IVOn'S AMBITION, 247 ^' No; Miss Jessie, I sliall never forget you. Don't you remember, when we were children, how we used to talk of the future, and I declared that Avhen I had made my fortune I should come hack here and marry you ? Is that childish idea so very improbable V Perhaps before many years are over there may not be such a difference of rank between us.'' ^^ I don't see that there is anv difference now," replied Jessie. ''^Ye shall both hare to work for our living; and you are a genius, and I am not a bit clever. I don't like the idea of losing you. Oh, Ivor, couldn't you stay? You could paint pictures here just as well as am' where else ; such talents as you have must triumph wherever you are." '' I cannot remain here," said Ivor, firmly. ''It is for your sake that I go. You may choose to ignore the inequality of position, l)ut your parents will not think the same as you do ; Ijut I sliould like to know that you would remain true to me. If ever I can raise m}'self so that your father will not despise me, can you give me a promise that 248 . EYES SO BLUE. you will wait until I feel m^-^^elf in a 2:)osition to ask for tlieir consent ? It will be such a help to cheer me on along the steep path to fame." '^ YeSj Ivor J I will be true to you ! '' answered Jessie, joyfully, keeping her eyes fixed on the ground, as she walked by his side along the cool shady road, wandering quite in the opposite direction from Mr. Williams's house. '^ I shall never forget you, however long you stay away ; but I am certain it won't be for many years, and we are both so young yet, we can wait, cannot we ? And I shall go out as a governess soon, because I 'm determined not to stay at home to be a burden on my father and mother, and then you see I can be saving money as well as you." '^But, Miss Jessie, you must remember that we are a long way apart yet, and 2)erhaps when you get older there will be others richer and in a higher position than I am who will wish to marry you. I should not like to bind you to any promise before you had caref ullv considered if you love me IVOll'S AMBITION. 2¥.) well cnoiigli to Lear nniny long- years of separation," said Ivor, gravely, rather amazed at Jessie's calm, matter-of-fact way of dis- cussing tliat wliicli lay nearest to liis heart; for his friendship for her had turned into real, earnest love. He had intended waiting until lie could feel himself more on an equality, but now, in s})itc of his resolutions, he found himself uttering the hopes that he had tried for so long to conceal. To his utter astonishment, instead of replying she looked up into his face and then burst into tears. ^^ Oh, Ivor, don't you know" that I can ]iever care for an}-bod}' but you I " she exclaimed, between her sobs. ''It is not kind of you to douljt me. I thought you knew all along how I liked you; haven 't wc been like brother and sister ? and as for any silly difference of station, there is not such a thing ! " His arm was round her waist, and his kisses were pressed on her lips. '' Don't cry, Jessie my darling : you have nuxde me so happy now ! " he said, affection- 230 EYES SO BLUE. iitely . ' ' I don't like to sec you miserablcj it is what we liave both wished for — to belong altogether to each other." '' I am crying because I am so happy! " answered Jessie, raising her blushing face and smiling through her tears. '' And yet I feel miserable, too, Avhen I think that you are going away so soon ; but you will write to me often, to tell me hoAV you are getting on ? " ^^ Yes, as often as you care to answer my letters ; but I am afraid they will only be a record of an up-hill struggle. Without money or friends I should think it is difficult for an artist to succeed. Ihit perseverance never fails, they say," he added, hopefully. How long these two foolish young people would have remained in the same state of happiness, oidy looking forward to an idealistic future, it is impossible to say, had not Mr. Williams been returnino- from a late visit to a sick parishioner, and on turning the corner he suddenly came in siglit of his vounacest dau^'hter, with Ivor's arm still encircling lier Avaist, and liis eyes looking IVOlfS AMBITION. ' 251 into licrs, as they passed along', walking- very slowly in the twilight. '^ What is this I see I Ivor, is that vou? How dare you be walking like that with my daughter ? " exclaimed the clergyman. In terrible fright the two lovers turned round simultaneous!}', Ijoth with very red faces, and confronted the new comer. Ivor began to stammer out an apology. ''Go home, Jessie, this instant; and leave me to speak to this young man. Are you not both ashamed of yourselves?" continued Mr. Williams, passionately, while Jessie shrank back, trembling at the unaccustomed sight of her father's ano:er. '^ You oui2:ht to know better than to be making- love to my daughter ; but I su})pose this is all the return I get in having procured for you a better - a cliano-efor, T sli