LI E> R.AFLY OF THE UN IVLR5ITY or ILLINOIS P585s V. I Digitized by the Internet Archive in 2009 with funding from University of Illinois Urbana-Champaign http://www.archive.org/details/squire01pick THE SQUIRE. VOL. I. LONDOV : PRINTED BT SAMUEt BEHTLETi r>jrset Street, Fleet Street. THE SQUIRE. BY THE AUTHOR OF THE HEIRESS." " THE MERCHANT'S DAUGHTER," &c. IN THREE VOLUMES. VOL. I. LONDON: RICHARD BENTLEY, NEW BURLINGTON STREET. 1837. 833 THE SQUIRE. CHAPTER L It was a dull November afternoon. The mist hung heavily on the distant hills and above the intervening hollows. The sun, sink- ing in the west, lent no glory to the closing day, but seemed creeping to its rest in gloom and heaviness, as if ashamed that its might had not dispelled the fog — that its noon-day splendour had been obscured. No wonder that it hid its face I the vanquished do not ^like to be looked on ! and there cannot be even ^the semblance of glory in being conquered . ^by a fog. The present defeat resembled genius ^overthrown by stupidity! — borne down by •» the mere dull, animal weic^ht of wealth ! No ^wonder that the sun crept to its rest with a •V VOL. I. B i 2 THE SQUIRE. Stealthy step and a shrouded face ! If it could not conquer in the heyday of its might, its only wisdom was to retire as speedily and quietly as the laws of nature would admit. That noxious vapours should have the power to darken brightness ! It is sad, but very true. Only Chinese pictures have no shade ; and though they may be " selon lafantaisie^'' — that is, Chinese '' fantaisie^^'' — they are cer- tainly not " selon la nature^'' — that is, English nature. Not that those who discriminate the weather closely, and affect accuracy in the description of its various varieties, would have pronounced it to be a fog : they would only have declared it to be a misty day, leaving it to the less cautious or more impatient to add, dull, heavy, chilling, and unbearable. Dull, heavy, chilling, it certainly was, though not unbearable ; such things have been borne before — must be borne again; but, to my judgment, (and I rather pique myself on its correctness — who does not ?) it was more dull, more heavy, more chilling, than would have THE SQUIRE. S been a dense, unsightless fog. There is some- thing partaking of the sublime in a real, in- disputable fog. When nothing can be seen, all things may be imagined : beauties and de- fects — the grandeur of nature, the littleness of art — the striking outlines of the uncultivated mountain, the petty details of this work-a-day world, are all hidden from our view ; the blind and the seeing, the observing and the heed- less, are brought nearly on a level : none can distinguish more than ten yards in ad- vance, and man sees (pardon the Irishism) how narrow and bounded are his views. It seems as though his mortal course was run, and he had gained nothing by his toil and trouble. He looks back : all is objectless, ob- scure ; there is no vestige of his labours gleam- ing through the mist — his very steps un- traced upon the earth. The monument erect- ed to his sorrows, and the triumphal arch to his glories, are alike lost in the gloom. His joys and his griefs have left no trace : he has felt — he has laughed — he has mourned : per- haps he had wealth — had genius — had do- B 2 4 THE SQUIRE. minion — and deemed himself a glorious being ! Where are the trophies of his glory ? They are hidden from his view; his gaze cannot pierce the gloom : there are no visible proofs of his triumphs ; they are as nothing in the eyes of others — even his own eye cannot mark them. He learns a juster estimate of himself — he forms a truer judgment of his deeds. — He looks before : how bounded is his view ! He cannot pierce the gloom — he cannot see into the future — he trembles at its unseen perils. Woe to him who would trace its obscurity without a safer guide than man's unaided reason ! The history of his own past is traced on me- mory's roll — the characters cannot be obliterat- ed ; but the tale is lost to others — unknown to multitudes, as the past history of those count- less crowds is lost — unknown to him. The grosser part of his nature receives a shock to its pride, and he better understands his worth in the universe — his comparative relation to the Unseen and Infinite. Yet the veil of the THE SQUIRE. 5 past shall be withdrawn — the deeds of each stand clearly forth — man's most secret thoughts be bared to the gaze of the countless hosts marshalled before the eternal throne for judgment ; he shall hear his doom, whilst ap- plauding crowds proclaim the sentence just, — the righteous award of One who has said he will judge man by his acts, whether they be good or whether they be evil, and who has promised that none shall be lost but those who will not come to him. The evil of the hereafter rests justly on man's own head. Let us think of this in the early dawn — at the sunset hour — in the noon-day glow and the midnight gloom — in joy and sorrow — in sick- ness and in health — in low estate, and in lofty rank. The veil of the future, too, will be with- drawn, though mortal eye cannot pierce it now. Those splendours too dazzling for our gaze, too glorious for our comprehension, will then be revealed, — the mysteries of our hea- venly Father's love be then made plain ; and 6 THE SQUIRE. they who have, even here, seen something of its beauty and its power, through faith and hope, will then rejoice and adore. Was ever fog so moralised upon before ? — we imagine not. This is an age of wonders : the dull may see nothing in a fog but a fog (for the race of non-seers is numerous) ; the antici- pative and impatient, only a very disagreeable check to some pleasurable excursion. Now, a fog is frequently disappointing, rarely agree- able ; yet do we maintain that a real, sight- less, bona fide fog — such as may be seen, per- haps, once in a winter, (once is quite often enough,) has some touch of the sublime. But, we repeat, it was not a fog this sixth day of November 111-. The murky sky, the heavy mist, hanging about on hill and valley, hinted that it might have been a fog in the morning — that it might be a fog again at night; but a fog — that is, a sublime fog— at that moment it certainly was not. Objects could be distinguished near, and even in the distance, though not clearly : it was neither all gloom nor all shine ; in fact, it had no affinity THE SQUIRE. 7 with the latter ; and to say that it was neither wet nor dark, was the utmost the most court- eous could report in its. favour. If one was neither afraid of being drenched nor benighted, at least there was no beauty, no variety of colouring, no changing and striking lights to awaken admiration. There was no break in the heavens — no lights on the earth ; the forms that were visible were indistinct — traced, as it seemed, with the timid and confused touch of a beginner. Had a landscape-painter (unable to depict the human form) wished to image stupidity and weariness in a representation of soulless nature, here was the model to his hand. You could not even hope that a ray from genius might enlighten the uniform dulness : — you might believe it had tried, and failed. The heaviness seemed determined : there was no room for speculation on the subject ; there it was, and the conviction was forced upon you that there it would be : — you might almost ima- gine it eternal. Nature seemed out of humour, — not in a rage, (that partakes of the sublime,) 8 THE SQUIRE. — not even petulant, (that promises change,) — but sullen. The thermometer would not have justified a very violent declamation against the cold, or a smothering quantity of furs ; but the heart felt it was cold, — very cold, — chilling, benumbing ; not so absolutely freezing as to command a bold effort to bear it, — that would have caused a little excitement, (petty vexations, winning little glory for their well-bearing, are rarely well borne ;) but the air seemed chilling, paralyzing the fancy with its torpid touch, painting the future in gloom to the mental eye as the sur- rounding landscape was already painted to the bodily : in short, it was one of those days on which one feels wretched — wretched without a hope of relief, — without the power to avert the doom, or lighten its cruelty. The best remedy for such a tyranny is to sleep, if you can ; — at least so seemed to think one of the occupants of the travelling-chaise winding slowly up a dreary hill in a thinly-inhabited part of an inland county. Snugged up in one corner, his hat laid aside that his head might rest THE SQUIRE. 9 more comfortably against the cushioned back, his fair, handsome, open countenance, occasion- ally twitched into slight contortions with the vagaries of sleep, and entirely heedless of his young companion, cuddled up in the other corner, reclined Phihp Conyers, called by the villagers "The Squire;" by his friends, (enemies he had none, or so he thought,) " Honest Phil Conyers,'' — the kindest hearted and the most hospitable host, the hardest drinker, the most daring rider, the most generous and unsuspicious of men, though withal a little quick at times: but then the breeze was over on the instant, and the bosom as unrufl3ed as before. It was the very last sort of day to choose for returning home, — all looking so dull and heavy might induce a fancy of not being welcome; but Philip Conyers had no fancy, and paid little heed to the gloom : it had only made hira sleepy. Not so his gentle companion : she had seen little notable in reality, — her years had been few. Life might be said to her to be all fancy, and she felt as if sh^ were unwel- come : unsympathised with, she undoubtedly B 5 10 THE SQUIRE, was. She bent forward, looked on the hand- some and prepossessing features of the sleeper, so indicative of his frank and generous temper, then with a sigh shrank more closely into the corner, and forgot the present whilst dwelling on the past. " Tally ho ! hark forward !" shouted the squire, with a view-holla that must have awa- kened the seven sleepers of the Eastern tale, (if anything could,) starting from his uneasy slumber, and dashing down the side glass to look out, regardless of the cold raw air, or the alarm and surprise of his timid daughter. Ear and eye were exercised in vain ; he heard only the creaking of the wheels as the carriage was slowly dragged up the weary- ing hill, — saw only the difficult ascent before him. " Did not you hear the hounds, Mabel .?" he inquired, turning to his gentle child, who had not recovered from the effects of his sudden burst and startling holla. " No, sir," replied Mabel in a voice tremul- ous from emotion. THE SQUIRE. 11 Her father looked at her for an instant, and out again on the dull hill ; then pulling up the glass as hastily as he had dashed it down, mut- tered something of his having dreamt, for it was no hunting day, — adding, as some sort of apology for his slumber, that he felt heavy, not being used to a carriage, striving at the same time to keep his eyes open, in which with great difficulty he succeeded. His companion made no reply, his words requiring none, and there was silence till they gained the summit of the hill. Here the squire again put down the glass, but, with a more gentle action, again thrust his head from the window, directing her attention to some distant object, his counte- nance brightening with the prospect of a speedy deliverance from the confinement of the car- riage, as well as with the kindly idea that he could entertain his fellow-traveller. " You say you forget your home, Mabel, — there it stands in the distance ; and well does the old grange look too, with its gable ends and its tall chimneys. — Not there, child, — this side. Can't you see ? Why you really have 12 THE SQUIRE. forgotten your home !" he added impatiently, as, forgetting that his outstretched head pre- vented all view from one window, he marvelled at his daughter's stupidity in looking from the other. She could not deny the charge of having forgotten the situation of the Grange, or rather of not knowing it, (she had not been there since her third year;) but, without offering any defence, she turned her gaze in the direction to which he pointed. Unhappily her eyes were dimmed with weeping, or she was not naturally far-sighted, or her father, knowing the direction in which the Grange was situated, fancied he saw what might be, rather than what really was seen. " I believe the girl does not see it now," he continued, more impatiently, on MabeFs making no remark on the beauty of the Grange, as he had expected, though she continued to look in the right direction. No wonder he was a little provoked. People who will not see what they ought to see are the most annoying of travelling- companions : the THE SQUIRE. 13 iron cage would be too light a doom for their stupidity. " Do you see it, Mabel ?" *' I think I see something in the distance," replied his daughter hesitatingly ; for Mabel was the most sincere of human beings, and would not even in the matter of sight-seeing be guilty of a falsehood. " Think you see something in the distance ! So do I, — two crows on a fallow field, and an idiot boy driving a donkey. Have you quite forgotten your home, Mabel Conyers ? My poor sister should have taught you better. I never forgot her at Christmas." " I left it so very young, sir, — so long since. My poor aunt ever taught me to love you and the Grange." " Ay, ay ; I forgot you were but a baby then, and a sickly one too. I dare say, poor Eliza did all that was right," replied her father kindly, shamed from his impatience by her tremulous tones, and eager to check the falling tears. " I am quick of temper : never heed my impatience, but dry your eyes. My sister was as kind a 14 THE SQUIRE. creature as ever lived : she was too good for this world, and she is gone to a better ; but you have a fond father still left ! — Come, cheer up, and I will show you the Grange, and every- thing else worth seeing," drawing her towards him and kissing her pale cheek as he spoke. Mabel did try to cheer up and seem grateful for his intended kindness, though that kindness (the rude touching of a recent wound) pained more than it soothed ; whilst she looked with a shudder at the deeply-rutted and miry road, and the dreary landscape round — forming so great a contrast to the level ways and smiling scenery encircling the abode she had so lately quitted. By dint of pointing out a hill to the left, a clump to the right, and directing the eye exactly as the finger pointed over some in- tervening objects, Mr. Conyers succeeded in making his child at least believe that she saw the Grange ; and her assurance of the fact pleased and satisfied him. This accomplished, his next task was to warn her against impa- tience, as they were yet some miles distant and the road was tedious. There was nothing THE SQUIRE. 15 worth seeing at present, but he would point out the village as soon as it came in sight. Another glance at the execrable road, and some unmannerly jolts as they descended the hill and crept slowly round its base in the valley below, proved the wisdora of his warning against im- patience. After thanking him for his promise, the daughter and her father again sank into their respective corners and their former silence. The one thought of the inspiring chase, the sagacious hound, the swift hunter, and the gay carouse; the other thought of the warm heart, now cold, who had been as a mother to her — the small but fairy-like abode she had quitted, the one parent whom she had never known, and the other whom, from long absence and a contrast in every taste, she respected rather than loved, and, notwithstanding all his kindness, feared. The thoughts of the one were cheering ; the thoughts of the other, saddening. Mrs. Conyers (the most timid and gentle of beings), long drooping, had died soon after the birth of Mabel, who was supposed to inherit the delicate constitution of her mother. What 16 THE SQUIRE. could Mr. Conyers do with a sickly female infant ? With the kindest of hearts, he was certainly not the best qualified in the world to rear a delicate child or form female manners, and readily did he consent to his dying wife's request of consigning Mabel to the charge of his only sister, a maiden lady but one year younger than himself — the only old maid, as he declared, whom he could ever endure ; and he almost considered her as a widow. Faithfully had the aunt fulfilled the charge she had un- dertaken, and justly did her pupil value her love and care. If her ideas were tinged with what the world of that day and of this w^ould call romance ; — if she still dreamt of gallant gentlemen and peer- less dames, after the multitude had awakened from the delusion ; if she still thought that love, as they tell in the olden time, might live unchanged, unchilled, through a long, long life, amid the deprivations of poverty and the luxuries of prosperity ; — still the same, or but more pure, more holy, though the storm or the pestilence swept the loved one from the earth ; — THE SQUIRE. 17 surely the coldest, the most reasonable, will pardon her when the tale of her early life shall be told — the most ultra utilitarian will check his sneer. Few were more loved and lovely — more courted and admired, or more worthy of all this, than Elizabeth Conyers. The love sought by many was early bestowed on one, and the hand was promised where the heart had long been given. Who might not have envied Eli- zabeth Conyers at the age of twenty ! There was no earthly blessing that was not hers in possession, or in promise ! With birth, for- tune, beauty, gentleness, and firmness joined ; esteemed by all ; loving and beloved by one ; who should think of dangers in her onward path ? — who should predict of sorrow to her future life? The bridal week was come; — two more days, and the gentle Elizabeth would plight her faith at the altar. " Two more days, and you will be mine, — wholly mine ! — mine only !" whispered the lover to the blushing girl as he bade her farewell, mounting his horse that had long been ready 18 THE SQUIRE. to convey him to the nearest town for the pur- pose of effecting some last arrangement. The lover rode forth in the morning, rich in every blessing, buoyant with health, exulting in his high hopes, rejoicing in the love, the vir- tues, and the beauty of his intended bride. Life, hope, delight, in every look and movement, each so vivid — what should check them ? Ere night came, the active limbs were still — the lightsome laugh was hushed — the happy smile departed ! The bounding heart no longer beat — the rounded cheek no longer glowed — he lay on his bier cold, silent, pale ! He had passed from life in the power of his youth and beauty ! He had not faded by a slow decay — the destroyer had touched him, and he had fallen ! In the morning he had been full of life ; — before evening came, he was the prey of death ! He had been thrown from his horse, and so seriously injured that within three hours he was a corpse ! The hand of his Eli- zabeth was held in his dying grasp ! — his only articulate words were a hope of their future reunion ! THE SQUIRE. 19 It was long before Miss Conyers recovered from the shock ; — some thought she never did. The gaiety of youth was gone for ever ; but a gentle, holy sweetness had succeeded, a thou- sand times more touching. She did not with- draw from society, but entered rarely into its gayer scenes. She was kind and gentle to all ; but none again proffered hand and heart, though some would gladly have done so, had not her manner fully proved that her love still lingered with the dead. There was much in the character of Mrs. Conyers and the circumstances attending her marriage to engage the love and sympathy of her gentle sister-in-law, who soothed the dying mother, and loved the child, first for that mo- ther'*s sake, but soon more for its own. Miss Conyers took the little Mabel to her own quiet and tasteful home, situated in a more polished and beautiful county, lavishing on her the care and fondness of her warm and noble heart. She fancied a slight resemblance in the fair child to her lost lover, to whom her mother was very distantly related, and thus transferred to 20 THE SQUIRE. her some portion of the affection which had been bestowed on him. For the two succeeding years she took the little Mabel to her father ; and then, as if by mutual consent, and to their mutual relief, these annual visits were relinquished, though brother and sister continued to assign plausible reasons for the discontinuance ; and the former frequently talked of running down to Ivy Cot- tage when the hay was in, or the harvest done, or the hunting over, or something else con- cluded, which was always succeeded by some- thing else to be completed, before he could leave home. Though really attached, (an at- tachment ever proved in essentials,) the tastes, the habits, the ideas of the brother and sister were so totally opposed, that each felt restraint in the presence of the other. The ill-ordered house of the widower — his jovial companions-r- his kind, but rather rough and noisy manners, little suited the gentle and retiring Elizabeth, her natural gaiety sobered by early suffering, her health never completely restored, her spirit sublimed by her still cherished love for one lost to her upon earth. THE SQUIRE. 21 Philip Conjers was kind-hearted, generous, and hospitable, incapable of a mean or disho- nourable action, — a good specimen of the coun- try squire of that day. He was an easy land- lord and master, harsh only to poachers and vagrants, always ready to assist the unfortu- nate when it did not interfere with hunting, shooting, or his more than due abhorrence of foreign habits and innovations ; a bold rider, a hearty eater, and a hard drinker, according to the fashion of the times. Never was a more stanch supporter of old customs. He always voted for the blue member, because his family had done so before him. To crown all, he was a great cheerer at the toast of Church and State, without clearly understanding its mean- ing, and, unhappily, without thinking of, far less practising, the duties required from a member of that church he valued and toasted, not for its beautiful liturgy or its apostolic doc- trine, but because it had been the religion of his fathers, was that of his neighbours and con- nexions, and that he had been brought up in its outward ordinances, and entertained some 22 THE SQUIRE. confused idea that its downfall would be con- nected with some temporal loss to himself, — perhaps a deprivation of hunting, or a scarcity of wine. To go to the village church, when not very inconvenient, and make his servants do the same, — to have mince pies at Christ- mas, salt fish on Good Friday, pay his tithes with only a low grumble, or a joke on the parson, who was rarely seen in the parish but on Sunday, — was sufficient, in his estima- tion, to mark him as a worthy member of the church. It was sad to think that one with so much na- tural kindness of disposition should have passed the age of fifty with scarcely a care for his eter- nal welfare, assenting to the necessity of faith in a Saviour as a mere dogma, instead of feel- ing the immensity of that Saviour's love and striving to acquire an interest in his sacrifice. If an idea that he must render an account of the talents committed to his charge ever came across him, it was speedily dismissed as un- pleasant — he never dwelt on unpleasant things. He defrauded none, he employed and gave to THE SQUIRE. 23 many. What more could be required ? Of the corruption of the human heart — of the ne- cessity of self-denial — of acts being judged by their principles, whether proceeding from the love of God, or the desire of the applause of men, or the mere ridding oneself of importu- nity and the sight of pain, he knew nothing — he never inquired. The constant companion of her aunt, Mabel had imbibed most of her opinions, and strongly resembled her in character. Gentle, yielding, believing all as guileless as herself, she was naturally inclined to trust, to love, and to en- deavour to contribute to the happiness of all she met ; but, timid and sensitive, she shrank back abashed at the least semblance of rebuke or harshness. Her heart bounded at a smile, felt crushed beneath a frown. Elizabeth Con- yers was no prodigy of learning ; but, a recluse in her later years, from delicate health, she had found pleasure in cultivating MabePs taste for the literature of the past, and then present age ; and if she had no great depth of thought to bring to the task, she had a delicate and taste- 24 THE SQUIRE. ful mind, with a feeling heart, keenly alive to the good and the beautiful. In these her niece resembled her : — both had the poetry of the heart — the romance of life was still bright in each : the one as yet knew not its reality ; the other, in consecrating herself to the memory of the dead, had few thoughts to bestow on the petty trials, the follies, and the vices of the living. One was enshrined in her heart, and for his sake all others were thought well of. He had died in the full splendour of their love ! — nor time, nor doubt, nor chance, nor change, had marred its beauty : she deemed it might have lived long years unfaded from its pristine glory. She told of this love to the gentle Mabel ; and she too indulged in dreams as bright. If Mabel were ever to mingle in the crowd — to endure the wear and tear of life, other and sterner lessons might have been useful ; the more particularly, considering her father'*s cha- racter. But such lessons she heard not. Her aunt was too much attached to her brother to see that brother exactly as he was. Time THE SQUIRE. 25 and absence had obliterated the feeling ap- proaching to disgust -with which she had en- countered some of his companions, — had soften- ed the remembrance of the contrast between them, — and whilst teaching her niece to love and respect her unknown parent, in her affec- tion she painted him as what she wished to consider him, as she desired he should be, rather than as what he was. To Mabel's fancy, therefore, this unknown parent was en- dowed with innumerable graces of thought and feeling, and his idea blended with that of her aunt's lost lover. This was unfortunate, as it made the contrast, when she saw him, the more striking and overwhelming. She felt that she had bestowed the love and duty of a child on an ideal parent : felt it at their first meeting, when they stood beside the bed of the dying, who, deprived of speech by a paralytic stroke, could but look her affection and her hopes, — could but sign her wishes. Her aunt's sudden attack had been Mabel's first real grief, and her instant idea was to send for her father, judging from her own VOL. I. c 26 THE SQUIRE. feelings how much he would desire a last meeting with the patient sufferer. He came at her summons, but only in time to see his sister die. So far he had fulfilled her wishes, and he sincerely mourned her death, more sincerely than Mabel thought, for his mode of showing his grief was strange to her. He looked so surprised and awkward when she clung round him as her sole tie to earth, and seemed so anxious to dispel the grief which she, with the inexperience of youth and the tyranny of a first sorrow, would have cherished, that, trem- bling and abashed, she shrank from his rough, though kindly - intentioned consolation, and holding gaiety as little short of sacrilege to the departed, sought only the opportunity to weep alone. The body was precious, though the soul had fled ; and she loved to sit beside that shrouded form, and to press her lips to the cold cheek. To her there seemed a hurry in its com- mitment to the tomb, as though grief was irk- some, and only assumed as a fitting garment THE SQUIRE. 27 for the time, to be thrown aside on the con- clusion of the ceremony; and she was con- firmed in this idea on learning that the cottage witjj all its comforts and embellishments was to be sold immediately. The shrubs her hands had planted, the flowers her care had tended, the drawings she had traced, the books which she had prized, (all sacred in her eyes, endeared by a thousand loving recollections,) — were these to be exposed to the gaze of the vulgar and the curious ? — to be critically examined ? — priced to the would-be-purchaser ? — puffed by the auctioneer? — made a jest and a ridicule? — Were these to pass into the hands of uninterest- ed strangers? Could her father have really loved the dead, and yet do this? She knew not that such was a common practice ; she never thought of what the world would consider the reasonableness of parting with things for which he could find little or no use. Use ! — was what the loved dead had touched, or formed, or tended, to be considered as a mere piece of merchandise? — a matter of profit or of loss ? This convinced her of the difference of c2 28 THE SQUIRE. their feelings towards the departed ; — the one had loved, the other had not ; so she judged, but she judged incorrectly. Mr. Conyers had loved his sister — had proved it in many instances, and would have proved it in more had circumstances required it. He had the reality — the usefulness of love, if one may so term it, but little of its beauty, and none of its poetry ; such was scarcely to be expected from a fox-hunter of the last century rarely mixing in female society, how- ever generous his nature, and kindly his dis- position. If he had ever known anything of the poetry of feeling, it had faded into prose at the death of his wife. He saw nothing but the usual course of proceeding in the intended sale ; but when he beheld his daughter's passionate burst of grief at its announcement, and comprehended her wishes, he yielded on the instant, rather than see her tears ; urging her to cheerfulness, and trying to explain the difference in their feel- ings by the circumstance of her being a simple girl, he an experienced man. THE SQUIRE. 29 Mabel was permitted to select what she chose for transportation to the Grange, her own good sense and gratitude for the permission alone bounding her selection ; whilst the cottage itself was let at a low price to an old and esteemed friend of Miss Conyers, who would keep all things as they then were. Mabel's grateful heart again turned to her father with a child's affection ; and though the delicacy and sensi- tiveness of her love received innumerable shocks from his maladroit attempts at consolation, those attempts arose so evidently from real kindness, that she tried to repay them by the cheerfulness he recommended, and began bet- ter to understand his character and prize his worth, though the awe and disappointment which he had inspired on their first meeting had not passed away. The word " home," as applied to the Grange, had struck her painfully, recalling the happy home and the beloved guide now lost for ever. The Grange might be beautiful, its grounds extensive, its apartments lofty, but what were these things to her? It was not her child- 30 THE SQUIRE. hood's home, — it had none of the charms of early recollections — was linked with none of the young hearts gentle memories. Its great- est merit in her eyes, was its having been the birth-place of her aunt, and had she been go- ing thither with that aunt, she would have been eager to see — resolved to admire it; but she was gone, and the Grange had lost its interest. The beauties her father had prin- cipally extolled awakened no admiration ; she cared nothing for the best hunting or shoot- ing covers ; the most productive arable, or the most fertile pasture land. She had lis- tened with attention, as she always did, but even the not very penetrating squire saw that her heart was not in the matter. That part of the country in which the Grange was situated, was not remarkable for its general beauty, though some lovely spots in the valleys acquired additional charms from their contrast with the bare and barren hills. There was little level ground, the country emulating the ups and downs of life. It was THE SQUIRE. 31 not till the chaise had gained the summit of another hill, and the little village of Ranford with its great house, the Grange, lay directly beneath, that Mr. Conyers again addressed his daughter. " There, Mabel, — there is the Grange, where those of our name have lived for more than four hundred years. I always feel happier for look- ing on its old walls. There ! — now you have a full view of it through the trees : make haste, or the wood will hide it again." Mabel not only looked, but also admired, as was wished ; she would have been deficient in taste if she had not. From that spot the Grange was seen to the greatest advantage. Its picturesque gable-ends, its tall twisted chim- neys, its grey stone copings, its arched entrance, backed by its rich woods, looked imposing in the distance ; whilst the ground, sloping down to a piece of water in the front, the fresh green dotted with sheep and cattle, gave a home-feel- ing to the scene. The observer doubted not of a welcome, till a near approach showed the slo- 32 THE SQUIRE. venly style in which all was allowed to remain ; — no, not all, — the stable and the dog-kennel were as they should be. " I am glad you like it, Mabel. I began to doubt if you could like anything," said her father, pleased with her admiration. '* And, see ! there is old Sarah Williams, dropping courtesy after courtesy ; and that mischievous young dog. Jack Philips, mocking her. They are all coming out to have a stare at you, men and women, dogs, cats, and children. They could not be more curious if they thought to see a dancing-bear. / am quite overlooked." Mr. Conyers was right ; every cottage in the village disgorged its living contents to see the chaise and the young miss, the former ranking little behind the latter as a wonder, no carriage having been seen at Ranford since Miss Con- yers's last visit to the Grange. To see the travelling-chaise in full career was therefore " a marvel and a show" to the simple villagers, — to see the squire in it, who was no patroniser of wheel-carriages, deeming them too luxurious for his sex, enhanced the value of the sight. THE SQUIRE. 33 The young mother hurried out with one child in her arms and two or three clinging to her apron ; the old granny hobbled to the door with her crutch ; the sturdy urchins, male and fe- male, rushed before her, bearing kittens, pup- pies, ragged dolls, or pop-guns, in their arms ; the dogs yelped and barked ; and the noise and confusion were amazing. The squire was de- lighted, nodding to one, laughing at another, shouting an inquiry after a third, taking note of the notice of all, as the chaise proceeded at a foot's pace through the village. Greater speed would have been dangerous, so rough was the road. " It will be better in summer : the springs rise in it at this season of the year," remarked Mr. Conyers, appearing to think, for the first time in his life, some apology necessary for its wretched state. Mabel, too, in the novelty of the scene, for- got her grief for a season, and returned the courtesies and the greetings of the villagers with a sincerity, if not a noise, equal to their own. She had not expected this cordial greet- c 5 34 THE SQUIRE. ing : she did not consider that curiosity might have increased the crowd of welcomers; enough that she was welcomed ; whilst the regard evi- denced towards her father, with his ready answers and kindly smile, something lessened her feeling of awe, and drew her closer to him. THE SQUIRE. 35 CHAPTER II. " There is the church," remarked Mr. Con- yers, in his character of cicerone, as they drove through the village. " Your poor mother rests there. That was a sad loss to me ; though I sometimes doubt if she was happy, her smile was so sad, and she drooped from the day I brought her home. Yet she had all she wished for. You are like her, Mabel, — very like her," laying his hand on her shoulder, and looking fondly into the fair face turned towards him with anxious interest. '' It was a sad loss ! — and poor Elizabeth gone too ! But cheer up, Mabel, — you have a kind father left. Don't sob so, poor child !" he continued, striving to check the emotion of his daughter, who, encouraged by his faltering tones as he spoke of the de- parted, had ventured to throw her arms about 36 THE SQUIRE. his neck, and weep upon his bosom. This sud- den burst was embarrassing to the squire, who could not bear to see a woman cry; and, ashamed of the moisture in his own eyes, he again made awkward attempts to soothe her. *' Cheer up, Mabel ! We must all die ; and they are gone to heaven. There, — hush now ! — and I will see how gay I can make the Grange. There, — that is the cottage of Martha Wilford, your poor brother's nurse,*" trying to divert her grief by turning her attention to a small cottage standing some distance up a lane, and nearly hidden by trees. The promised gaiety had been ineffectual, but at this the weeper raised her head, and looked in the direction pointed out. It was the first time her brother had been named between them ; and Martha Wilford was an object of curiosity, from the terms in which she had been spoken of by her aunt. Eager looks were in vain ; Martha Wilford came not to her door, which was closed ; and if she looked at the youthful stranger, she was herself unseen. A turn in the road hid the cottage from her view, THE SQUIRE. 37 and the chaise reached the entrance to the Grange. Half a dozen dirty merry-looking boys were disputing with the aged woman at the lodge for the honour of opening the gate, that, old and ricketty, was threatened with de- struction by the contest. Mabel smiled at the emulation and vigorous exertions of the boys in scraping their feet and pulling their hair ; but the smile passed away before she reached the house. Though nothing was in absolute ruin, all, save the stable and kennel, was approaching to decay. It might be imagined the residence of a niggard or a prodigal, as the eye rested upon different objects. The road was muddy and uneven, the ruts (carts passed this way) unle- velled, and the edges uncut ; yet there was a large heap of fine gravel near, almost covered with weeds, which, with a little labour, would have made the road good, instead of being it- self, as it now was, only another dissight. The rails fencing the lawn from what was termed the park, were rotten, chipped, broken down, or tied together with pack-thread ; whilst a pile on THE SQUIRE. of timber, far more in sight than a pile of tim- ber should be, sufficiently abundant to fence round a hundred such lawns, was decaying un- employed. The handsome front was still there, (stone is a sturdy bearer of neglect,) but the grass grew up by the hall-steps, and uncouth excrescences were tacked on to the ancient structure, with an ill taste in form and arrange- ment which checked admiration for the ori- ginal building. If Mr. Conyers was not the creator of these excrescences, he was their apo- logist when any ventured to condemn them ; for he could not bear that aught connected with the old mansion should be subjected to blame or ridicule. " There had been large families," he said, *' and the old house could not contain the whole tribe of youngsters. Then the ancient hall, nearly occupying the space of the ground floor, might do to sit in on a summer's day, but as well be in an ice-house in winter ; and the door was always left open ; and the dogs came in as they pleased, and carried off what they pleased ; and as times changed, nurseries. THE SQUIRE. 39 and china closets, and dressing-rooms, were wanted, and each built as he liked, instead of paying a man to say you could not do this, and you could not do that, and this should be higher and that should be lower, puzzling the country workmen, and talking of harmony and nonsense. There were good cellars and kitchens, and a room to receive friends in, and that was enough for him and his visitors." Accustomed to the most exquisite order and neatness, these discrepancies offended the eye of Mabel, who turned to the lawn, for flowers were her passion. A ragged Portugal laurel, a stunted laurestinus, with the remains of a bordering of thrift, round weedy, shapeless beds, were the best specimens that met her view. To her all wore a look of desolation, and she again felt with a sinking heart that she was a stranger, — that this was not her home, — that there was little in common between her and the dwellers at her birth-place. *' Down, Fan ! Be quiet, Neptune ! That is enough. Carlo ! Be still, can't you. Dash !" shouted Mr. Conyers, dealing rebuffs and ca- 40 THE SQUIRE. resses to the innumerable dogs of every breed, that rushed out yelping and barking at the ap- proach of the chaise, and crowded round, fawn- ing and leaping on him before his foot had touched the ground. " Come, get out, child ! Never mind the dogs; they won't hurt. You can"'t be my daughter if you could feel afraid of all the curs in the land ; — you must have been changed at nurse," he continued, seeing that Mabel shrank from the riotous crew, and drew back into the carriage as a large Newfoundland puppy made a wild spring towards her, never doubting that his caresses would be most thankfully received. Still Mabel hesitated, though unwilling to dis- please her father by delay. " Halloo ! halloo !" shouted the squire, flinging a stick to some distance. Away rushed the dogs as their master intended, save a sly- looking terrier, and a steady old Newfound- lander. " Now, be quick, child, before the fearful creatures come back. But you must get over this : I hate a woman to be afraid of anything, THE SQUIRE. 41 and you will soon be used to them. See, old Pompey wants to make friends with you at once, in a quiet, gentlemanly way. He is old now, poor fellow ! but he was a famous re- triever once, and his mother was a great favou- rite with Elizabeth. Pat him, Mabel : he could not bite now if he would.'' Mabel did pat the old dog, that looked up in her face with gratitude. Her father, pleased with her compliance, would have won the like favour for his other noisy retainers ; but, draw- ing her cloak closely round her, as though she found it cold, she passed into the hall with a hasty step before the would-be familiar New- foundland puppy and his associates had re- turned ; and the squire with a good-natured smile, mingled with something like contempt at her timidity, followed her example. " You will have a young mistress instead of an old master for the future, Sarah. Mabel is a capital housewife, I hear.'' The person addressed (a fine-looking woman of forty, in gayer apparel than was usual with housekeepers of those olden times,) looked by 42 THE SQUIRE. no means pleased at the assertion ; and though she tried to mould looks and words into a pro- per welcome of her young mistress, neither she nor the old master failed to perceive that the exchange was disagreeable. " I dare say Mabel will be no severe mis- tress, and you must assist her inexperience," remarked the squire kindly, to allay her dis- composure. " I hope you have a good dinner for us, and ready too, for I am half famished, and I know that your dinners are worth eating." " Dinner is only waiting for you, sir," re- plied Sarah a little less sullenly. " That is right : order it up directly ; no time for dress to-day/' It was strange to the squire, who for so many years had seen no female gracing his table with her presence, to look at the fair young girl before him, and trace in her an al- most twin-like resemblance to her mother, as he had first known her, and who had sat in that very chair, with something of the same sad and timid air so many years before. He THE SQUIRE. 43 Started as he first looked up and saw her before hira. For a moment he forgot the past, think- ing he looked on his young bride ; then that past returned to his mind : he thought of that young wife on her death-bed — of the boy whom she had bade him guard — of her earnest look and her sad tones — of some wrong hinted at and forgiven : — he thought of these things, and his eyes were dimmed ; but no sooner was he aware of the weakness than he strove to shake it off, assuming unwonted hilarity. It was newer and sadder still to Mabel to sit in that strange dark room, with the portraits of her ancestors looking down upon her, as she thought, with cold, unfriendly eyes, the one loved face which she had seen for years no longer be- fore her, and its place supplied by that of an almost stranger. She, too, was indulging in melancholy reflections, the silent tears faUing unchidden in her lap, when the scratching of an impatient setter on her arm, who had taken a particular fancy to a bone on her plate, roused her from her reverie in no pleasant 44 THE SQUIRE. manner. She started from her seat with a faint scream, while the ready dog helped himself to the desired morsel. " A clever fellow," remarked Mr. Conyers. " Take your seat again, Mabel, and do try to conquer these silly fears. I make excuses now, as you have not been accustomed to dogs ; but I cannot have such nonsense long. You shall have a whip, if you cannot keep them in order otherwise ; but never fear a dog, and he will never hurt you. They are sagacious creatures, dogs ;" and Mr. Conyers (mounted on one of his hobbies) lectured long on the qualities and exploits of his four-footed favourites to the silent Mabel, who retook her seat in fear and trembling, gladly availing herself of the advice of her father to retire early, who, on his part, felt depressed at her sadness. Mabel wept herself to sleep, and slept till, starting up, awakened by the confused noise of the trampling of horses and the barking of many dogs, she gazed round in wonder on the oak wainscoted room, with its old grim por- traits, and the darkly-curtained bed, all dimly THE SQUIRE. 45 seen by the misty morning light. Was she dreaming still? She sprang to the window. Below was her father in his hunting dress as- sisting the groom in driving back the dogs, that desired to be his escort. The task was accomplished, and, putting spurs to his hack, for he was late, he galloped from her sight, without one look, one thought, as it seemed, on the lonely girl who was gazing so sadly upon him. It was still early, and Mabel wept her- self to sleep again. The feeling of desolation grew the stronger ; she felt that man's love was not as woman's, — that her father's grief was not as hers. She cherished the memory of the departed — he strove to forget it. The day was twin to the preceding, — no sun- shine to gladden, no break in the clouds to give hope. She went over the house and the near grounds with the housekeeper and gardener, and the hasty impression of the day before was confirmed. Though young and inexperienced, she could not fail to perceive that her fa- ther's affairs in every department were ill ma- naged, his good nature inducing him to grant 46 THE SQUIRE. every request that did not very materially in- terfere with his personal comfort. Every fa- mily in the village had a member quartered on him in doors or out ; and the number of loi- terers in the kitchen and the stables, helping each other to do nothing, save devour the squire's substance, would have been absolutely horrifying to any zealous economist. '* One mouth cannot make much difference," had been repeated and acted on till a skeleton regiment might have been embodied from the hangers-on at the Grange. Much was actually consumed, to the moral advantage of none, — for idleness teaches no good ; and, unhappily, still more was lost and wasted. There was every- where, and in everything, the same contrast of want and abundance, spoiling, or ill applied, which Mabel had remarked the day before. Waste^ extravagance, and indolence reigned in every department, and the Grange was as though under the absolute rule of the fairy Disorder. There was little outward pomp or show ; to THE SQUIRE. 47 one used to neatness, little comfort. But a princely fortune could not long have stood the under-current of waste, and it was reported that the squire's lands were not lightly mort- gaged ; but this was the only point on which he was not perfectly frank and open. The domain once belonging to the Conyers had been sadly curtailed in its descent, whenever the expira- tion or cutting off of an entail allowed a sale. It was believed that the estate had not come unincumbered to the present possessor; but, as the last in tail, it rested with him to clear by a farther sale any difficulties caused by him- self or others, as also to devise the property as he should choose. A hint on the subject ever put him in a passion ; and he would not see that his kindness, which descended into weakness, and his disinclination to look into his own affairs must sooner or later cause the catastrophe he dreaded. With Burleigh he thought, '' He who sells an acre of land loses an ounce of credit ;'' and sell land he would not : — neither would he curtail his expenses. 48 THE SQUIRE. " He hated niggards ; his family had always been hospitable, and he would not be the first miser of the name." Distressed at the strong evidence of waste, Mabel spoke gently on the subject, her fa- ther having desired her to take the control of the household ; but the task of making that household clean, thrifty, and orderly would have exceeded the powers of Hercules. He might cleanse the Augean stable : he would not have reformed and purified the household at the Grange. Every hint even at a better arrange- ment was met by the reply, that '' it was ac- cording to master's will or wishes, — it had been so for years ; they had been too long accus- tomed to old ways to learn new fashions."" Poor Mabel was indeed alone. Her father was displeased with her tears and timidity, and the servants showed their vexation at the presence of a mistress, and worse, a reforming mistress, — one who loved neatness and frugality. The very dogs, taking her fear for ill will, showed their teeth at her approach, save old Pompey and the young Newfoundland, THE SQUIRE. 49 who, much to her annoyance, continued his im- pertinent advances ; and even the old black cat swore at her for finding fault with her helping herself to some cold beef, without waiting for the ceremony of permission, or the etiquette of a knife and fork. We are creatures of habit : and it is very disagreeable to be forced to be cleanly, when one has learnt to find pleasure in being dirty, — to be compelled to be in order, when one has acquired a taste for disorder. Besides, once begin reform, there is no knowing where it may end. The idle hangers-on trembled for their idle- ness ; the engaged domestics for their perqui- sites, allowed or disallowed ; some feared that they should be obliged to work, others to remain sober. Their master could not with much show of justice reprove them on the latter point, — their young lady might. Minor differences were forgotten, and all united in a resolution to resist the new ruler in the home department, to preserve their rights untouched, — for as rights they considered them from habit, — and VOL. I. D 50 THE SQUIRE. their abuses unreformed. A determined but civil opposition to her wishes was unanimously resolved on. One rebel might have been dis- missed; but their kind-hearted master would never part with all his old servants. They were wise, as far as the wisdom of this world goes ; and Mabel's sense of isolation in- creased as every moment waned. She longed for her loved cottage, with its happy look of home, and her own cheerful little apartment ; she trod the dark passages, leading to chambers nearly as dark and narrow, with a sad and timid step ; and as she sat in the large gloomy drawing-room, with its dark panels and its antique furniture, and heard the noise made by her heavy chair on the slippery oaken floor as she drew nearer to the wide chimney, — for, ac- cording to the country fashion of those times, there was only a small piece of carpet in the centre of the room, — she started as if she had committed a crime, and glanced with a fright- ened look at the grim starch portraits round, fancying, for the hundredth time, that they eyed her with no friendly mien. She tried to THE SQUURE. 51 brighten the fire on the wide open hearth ; but the irons were heavy for her small hands, and the huge green logs only smoked, or hissed across the dogs, whilst the room looked the home of discomfort. The heavy mahogany chairs, with their black seats and upright backs, stood close up against the wainscot in regular array, as if determined to be formal ; the walls felt damp, as well they might, the room being rarely used ; whilst the increasing mist added to the gloom. To have ordered drier fuel would have en- sured (as she knew from experience) an irrup- tion of all the dogs, with such noisy, and perhaps purposely, ineffectual endeavours to eject them, should she make the request, as was a greater evil than a hissing sulky fire. She was a stranger in her father's halls ! — the work lay untouched on her lap ; and tears flowed unheeded. "How are you, Mabel? — quite recovered the journey ?" asked her father kindly, enter- ing tlie room with the whole tribe of dreaded dogs at his heels. d2 52 THE SQUIRE. Hastily wiping her eyes, Mabel advanced to take her father's proffered hand, looking fearfully at the dogs as she did so. '' Back !" cried her father, smiling at her alarm ; dispersing his train with a brisk cir- cling of his whip, and a crack that startled his daughter more than his dogs. The squire could not forbear a laugh at her jump; though, kissing her affectionately, he again asked kindly how she had rested. "■ You are moped, poor child,*' seeing her tears ; " no wonder, all day alone. You shall ride with us to-morrow, and I will see what I can do to make you gay ; but you must get over your fear of dogs. What a fire you keep ! it would not singe Rover''s tail. How is this?" " The servant says the wood is wet.*" " He says the wood is wet, does he ? Then why does not he bring some that is dry ? he knows this is not proper for the drawing- room. My eye off for a moment, and the rascals do nothing right. Hollo there, John ! what do you mean by bringing such wood THE SQUIRE. 5S as this into the drawing-room, and only Miss Conyers at home to manage it ?" " Please, sir, Miss " "Change it directly. I want no words; and mind it does not happen again. You must speak sharp to the rogues, Mabel, and give them a hollo now and then, or they will never mind you, instead of jumping as though you had heard a lion roar."" " Then I fear I have but little chance of being attended to,^ replied Mabel with a faint smile at his advice. " I did but hint a wish that the kitchen and the dairy should be kept a little more in order — the pans and dishes better washed ; and I was met with assertions from all sides, that you preferred pans and dishes unwashed, and anywhere but in their places." The squire's hearty laugh rang through the room. " That' is just like them I and accounts for the whole kitchen department being in re- bellion. The cook and all her scullions (on my word, I think she has more than she needs) '^4 THE SQUIRE. began talking together as I passed through, telling me some rigmarole of your starving the dogs, not letting them lick, the dishes ; but I would not hear the nonsense. You must not hint and whisper, you must rate them soundly, or they will never attend. I am obliged to give them a blow-up myself sometimes, for they are idle rogues." " If they require that, sir, I shall never be heeded." " I don't think you will,'* replied the squire, looking at the gentle being before him, his features lighting up with a father's pride at her loveliness. " I doubt the wisest plan will be to let them go on in their own way for the present ; they have had it so long, no wonder they don't like to lose it. I believe them to be honest rogues after all, and attached to the family. Sarah keeps them in tolerable order, and I should not like to appear near, so let them go on as usual; and only speak sharp on great occasions, — that is, if you can speak sharp. If they bring you wet wood again, or neglect any thing for your com- THE SQUIRE. 55 fort, I will turn them off directly," he add- ed in a loud voice, as the servant entered with dry logs. ** And now I must get ready for dinner. — By the bye, I have brought you home a visitor, Mabel, to spend some days: you will be sure to like him — every one likes Durnsford." And Mabel did like Durnsford, and applied to him by word or look in all her troubles, and smiled her brightest smile when he de- clared that he should demand her of her father. And who was Richard Durnsford ? and what was he like ? Was he young, or old ? tall, or short ? rich, or poor ? plain, or hand- some ? In good truth, there are some of these questions his friends could not, and some he would not answer. His friends said he was neither tall, nor short — neither positively hand- some, nor absolutely plain, but with the most prepossessing and best wearing of counte- nances ; but whether he was rich, or poor — young, or old, those friends would not take upon themselves to say ; neither would he, when questioned on the subject. His answers 56 THE SQUIRE. on both points were lively jests, or brilliant repartees. Mr. Conyers, and others of his standing, declared him to be little younger than themselves; but his looks belied the declara- tion, and he avowed his determination of be- ing always young, of never becoming old, with such a fascinating smile at the folly of the assertion, as rendered it difficult to deny its truth, or its wisdom. Then riches, he de- clared, depended entirely on the mind ; he was rich, and he only, who considered him- self so : for his part, he was resolved to believe himself the greatest capitalist in England. Relations he had few — at least, in those parts, or of whom he talked ; but his friends were countless — nearly, if not quite, of equal number with his acquaintance. He had the pe- netration to discover the way all wished to walk, and the tact and good-nature never to seem to stand before them in that way. He could do all things for everybody ; — pre- scribe for dame or dog; talk sense and po- liteness to the mother ; sing and dance with the daughter ; drink and discuss agriculture THE SQUIRE. 57 with the father ; hunt and shoot with the son. He was the friend of the family in families innumerable. But the most remarkable things about him were, that though all came to him for consolation and advice, none were jealous of his influence ; and though willing to oblige all, no one despised him — no one spoke of him with contempt. His was genius — the highest genius for society. He had no fixed home. How could he have, without unkindness to his numerous friends in every part of England ? His home was every- where, with all his friends ; and never was he known to weary any with his presence, ever de- parting before the heart acknowledged, and long ere the lip said that his visit had been long. He was always pressed with sincerity to re- main, — ever welcomed with pleasure, and ever parted from with regret ; whilst his steady and taciturn groom, with his three fine horses, were quartered in some neighbouring village, if their master entertained the shadow of a doubt as to his host's hospitality. He hated a frown, he said, as he hated a D 5 58 THE SQUIRE* bog : he could not endure a check in his career, and hitherto he had had the wisdom to avoid it. From Mr. Conyers he was certain of the warm- est welcome; he knew this, and much of his time had been spent at the Grange. The bachelor life of the owner suited him— it was liberty-hall ; but now it had a young mistress, he might find it different. He found no differ- ence : within a few days, he was as great a favourite with the daughter as with the father, and she felt less restraint towards him than towards her parent. He was ever prompt to guess her wishes — more prompt to fulfil them. When her father proposed her riding, the se- cond day after her arrival, and would have . mounted her on a skittish horse, without any heed to her terror, or her assertion of never having mounted anything more spirited than an old stupid Shetland pony, — declaring that a daughter of his must know how to ride, and could have no fear, — ^he took her part so kindly, yet so judiciously, that the plan was laid aside till he had procured her a more fitting steed. In all her troubles, he was the same kind friend. THE SQUIRE. 59 Before he took his final departure (at the end of three months), the greater part of which he had spent at the Grange, Mabel better un- derstood her father'*s character, and no longer felt so timid and so desolate. She had just laid aside her mourning, in compliance with Mr. Conyers's wishes ; and he had yielded to hers, that she should not be compelled into society till the county races, when he insisted that she should be introduced, young as she was — nojt eighteen. Till then, she would be little troubled with visitors ; so bad were the roads, so thinly inhabited the country round. She had so far conquered her fear of the dogs, that she warmed herself at the fire, though to do so she was compelled to displace one or more of the sleeping animals : she no longer ob- jected to some of the tribe forming her escort when she walked ; nay, she permitted the at- tentions of the riotous Newfoundland, and coaxed old Pompey to be her constant com- panion. The rebellion to her rule in kitchen and dairy was subdued, or, more correctly speak- 60 THE SQUIRE. ing, had subsided into an armed neutrality, on the part of the domestics and their satellites. Too gentle and timid to wish to interfere after once stating what she had seen to her father, she acted on his desire to leave all as it had been before ; so that her power was no further exerted than in approving of the dinner proposed by Sarah, and in occasionally sending broth and delicacies to the sick poor. Her orders were always attended to, her wishes generally respected, and her sweet temper would Jiave won love, had not the former rebels feared, from her occasional advice to the villagers, that her desire for reform was not extinct ; only slumbering for a time, ready to break forth again should they relax their vigilance. They little guessed how Mabel shrank from reproving, only doing so as matter of duty. That she disapproved of much she saw, was certain ; and that much which she did not see was still more reprehensible, was as certain : but, too timid for contention, she never re^ buked but when the comfort of her father or of some invalid required it. Thoughtless, inju- THE SQUIRE. 61 dicious kindness, and indolent extravagance, had long ruled in the house and village ; and the attendant evils were too great to admit of cure by a gentle hand. Though the servants were all respectful, knowing their misdeeds, they looked on her with dread ; and she felt, save in the instance of the old gardener, and Ned the groom, who had been there in her mother's time, that she was served from interest, not affection. This was not seen by her father, and she did not mention it. The neglected garden and shrubbery began to look a little less neglected under her care and the gardener's labour, though the season was against her wishes, and the old man sometimes obstinate. Her father had promised her flowers in the spring, and had absolutely insisted on his orders to repair the fence being obeyed ; so that the Grange did look more like a comfortable home than it had done for years. Hard drinking (one of the vices of the times, now happily amended, we will hope from higher motives than mere fashion,) did sometimes force 62 THE SQUIRE. on Mabel's knowledge what greatly shocked her ; but she had no wish to see her father's errors : — to turn him from them was not in her power. To her, in essentials, he was ever kind : she might have dressed in cloth of gold, had she so wished, and could have proved that it was no French fashion. She now rarely wept ; and though her laugh was seldom heard, and her step had scarcely the buoyancy of youth, yet she glided about with such a gentle grace — her smile was so softly bright — there was such a calm and dove-like beauty in her eyes, with such a touch of feeling in all she did or said — and she was withal so lovely, that the squire looked upon her with a father's pride, and be- gan to love her with a father's love, though his mode of showing this was not always that which Mabel would have preferred. We have said that he had affection, but none of its poetry : — Mabel, perhaps, had too much for her own happiness. " Good bye, Miss Conyers ; recollect you have promised to hold me in remembrance," said Mr. Durnsford, raising to his lips the THE SQUIRE. 63 hand she had frankly given, — a rarer courtesy then than in these degenerate days. " Pooh ! man : one would think you were her lover, with that formal gallantry ; — I should not frown though you touched her lips : you are old enough to be her father," said the blunt squire. " No such thing r replied his guest, still retaining, with a gentle and respectful violence, the hand that sought to be withdrawn, and taking no notice of the hint evidently unpleas- ing to Mabel ; " no such thing, Philip ConyersI I am not old enough to be her father : — I am a young man now, and mean to be a young man all my life. Father, indeed ! — why I have taken a romantic cottage at Newton Marsh, and mean to claim Miss Conyers for my bride before the end of the year !" '' Is that true, Mabel ?'' asked her father, highly diverted at the idea, and the avowed youth of his old friend. " I am afraid I am too old for him, since he is so very young," replied Mabel with a quiet archness rare in her. 64 THE SQUIRE. " Not a whit too old,'' rejoined Mr. Durns- ford. '* I want age and gravity to balance my youth and giddiness: — so you will be mine, lovely Mabel !" " I think not : Mabel Conyers will be Ma- bel Conyers some time longer," she replied with a blush, — withdrawing her hand, and placing it within her father's arm ; though why she did so, or why she spoke more gravely than before, she would have found some difficulty in explaining. " Hear ! hear ! hear !"" shouted her father. " We shall have a new tragedy, — ' Richard, or the Rejected Lover!' " " With an afterpiece, — ' The Rejected Lover the Accepted Husband !' " replied his guest, joining in the laugh. " There is no hope for you, Durnsford ; — Mabel Conyers will not have you." " Mabel Conyers will have me." «' When ?" " When I ask her." " Ay, that she will, I doubt not ; and you shall have my consent when you have won hers." THE SQUIRE. 65 " ShaU I ? Remember this !" " I will." " Farewell, lovely Mabel ! — you will be my bride in time." " Make haste ; — time waits for none," re- marked the squire. " I shall make no unnecessary delay ; and what I say I will do, shall be done. Health to my future bride and father, till we meet again !" " Good fortune to my future son !" 66 THE SQUIRE. CHAPTER IIL " Halloo ! halloo ! — there, Rover ! — after him, my man !'* shouted Edward Elton to a grave old dog beside him, pointing to a rabbit running across the lawn. • Old Rover raised his head, pricked his ears, looked at the flying rabbit, then up in his young master's face, and finally settled his head com- fortably again between his paws. Not so young Rover: the unhappy kitten he had been baying at for the last ten minutes was relieved from his attentions, and away dashed the overgrown puppy across two nicely-raked flower-beds, and through the shrubs, after the terrified rabbit ; and away after him rushed the young man, who had been standing for some time idly gazing on the setting sun. Much scrambling and shouting followed, and then the THE SQUIRE. 67 dog and his young master re-appeared, the latter out of breath, with glowing cheeks and disordered hair. " You lazy old hound !" exclaimed the young man to the ancient setter : " will you let your master's pinks be eaten up, and not stir a foot, — you who have eaten from his hands so long? You are getting indolent and selfish. Is that the consequence of age ?'"* " Probably : age brings wisdom. Why toil for what is not worth the winning ? To whom is gratitude due in this world ? I have fed old Rover for my pleasure — not for his." Edward started at the voice : he had not expected an answer. " I did not see you, sir," he said, respect- fully, and in some slight confusion. " Then you expected old Rover to defend himself.'' Truly, youth is wise !" " It is at least active ; — and the lazy old hound deserved reproof for not defending your property." " Despite the danger of incurring your con- tempt, I prefer the quietude of the old, to the 68 THE SQUIRE. over-activity of the young. The rabbit might have eaten my pinks ; — the puppy has trodden down my snowdrops and anemones. I could have borne the open enmity of foes ; but the falseness of friends ! — it was that which crushed TOy heart — which made me loathe my kind !'' The bitterness of the speaker's tone riveted the attention of the young man. Though ac- customed to such occasional^ bursts, they were so clearly the irresistible outpouring of a tor- tured spirit, that they could never be heard unmoved. " Look there !" resumed the elder Elton, after a pause, with his usual measured tone. Edward did look, and saw the puppy, whose activity he had been lauding, coursing round and over the beds, puppy-like, with a flaunting piece of rag in his mouth, stolen from the cook, who stood at the other side of the lawn scold- ing and calling. Young Rover stopped to give the rag a shake and a tear ; then, perceiving that he was observed, sprang into the middle of a bed, and out again, scattering the mould in every direction, and bounding towards liis THE SQUIRE. 69 master with such ludicrous antics, that, though much provoked at the mischief done, and the smile of his companion, Edward could for the moment only laugh at his gambols. " I am happy to say, sir, that your favourite anemones have received but little damage," observed Edward, rejoining his father after having quieted the puppy, and restored the flower-beds to their former order, without the slightest assistance from Mr. Elton, who had looked on in perfect silence and seeming un- concern, not even approaching to ascertain what evil had been done. " As you are such an advocate for gratitude, am I to thank chance or young Rover for the very judicious manner in which he gambolled ?" " You are severe, sir," replied the young man, evidently hurt at the tone of the remark. " A puppy will be a puppy ; — warm young blood will sometimes race a little violently through the veins : you would not have it stag- nate as in that old hound ? Action ! — give me action ! a stirring life ! — not an objectless ex- istence, a dull monotonous being ! I was not 70 THE SQUIRE. formed to be a dial, stuck in the centre of a squared garden for the sun to shine and the wind to blow on. I would be ever doing." Mr. Elton gazed keenly on the ardent youth, whilst his own look was troubled, and then re- sumed his usual composed and placid tone. " There has been enough done for one day to satisfy even your activity. Suppose you and your spirited coadjutor re-enter the house ; my flowers would repose in greater peace if they knew you safely housed."" The young man, though not without some show of impatience, followed his father and the old dog, who walked quietly beside his elder master into the sitting-room, whilst young Rover proceeded to the kitchen, doubtless to apologise to the cook for running off with a portion of her apron. Mr. Elton took up a book ; his son did the same, threw it down, and then watched the clouds from the casement. '' Ha ! the wind is getting up, and the clouds driving furiously across the sky. We shall have a wild stirring night, — a morn of life. I THE SQUIRE. 71 hate one of your dull, sombre, soulless days, when you may hear your own heart beat, and watch an hour for the moving of a leaf." His father looked up at this burst with a sigh, and his tone was sad. " What ! that calm and lovely sunset, which I admired but so lately, gone ?" " Quite gone, sir. We shall have wild wea- ther." " And you seem to rejoice. Have you any scheme in view it can advantage .^" '* Not I, sir ; I wish I had, having no taste, like old Rover, for an indolent and do-nothing life. It is too cold to fish — besides that is but dull work; shooting is over, and I am weary of hunting out every creak and cranny in the mountains, frightening the wild birds and the lizards. I have counted the trees on the hills, and the stones in the hollows, and noted every patch of heath and furze, till I am weary." " A profitable employment !** remarked Mr. Elton drily. "As profitable as dozing away life before 72 THE SQUIRE. the fire ;" pointing to the old dog sleeping on the hearth. " Poor old Rover seems in particular ill fa- vour with you to-day; yet methinks his em- ployment is nearly as profitable as yours.""* " It is not my fault, sir, that I am not more profitably employed." " What would you do ?" inquired his father in a lower tone. " What would I do V repeated the young man, glowing with eagerness. " I would forth into the world to run the race with my fellow men, to seek their good, to win their love, to satisfy the spirit that burns within me, — per- haps to write my name on the roll of my coun- try's glory," " I knew it would come to this !"" murmured his companion, as the young man paused for breath. For some moments he yielded to the convic- tion of the certainty, then roused himself to oppose it. "You judge unwisely: there are too many as it is to run the race of life ; you would be THE SQUIRE. 73 trampled on and crushed. None but giants of wealth and rank succeed, whilst thousands pe- rish unnoted and unknown. Glory ! the empty bubble on the stream of time ! it bursts, and leaves no trace. Seek the good of your fellow men ! do so, and they despise you ; — do not so, and they hate you. Win their love ! they know not the meaning of the word ; there is no such thing ; it is but a fancy of the poet's, the dream of the young, the mist of the early morning veiling the rugged features of reality, and dispelled long ere the noon of life. Satisfy the spirit that is within you ! you would but cast fresh fuel on the burning pile. Boy, you understand it not ! — how should you ? What know you of the brooding storm of doubt, the tempest of the passions, the mutiny of mind, the vortex of despair ; the rebel thoughts that will not calm, but rage and riot till they win the mastery ; the memories that will not hush, although you say, ' Be still !' but crowd upon you like relentless foes, mocking and gibing when you bid them go. And you think to still these by fruition ! Fruition ! it may VOL. I. E 74 THE SQUIRE. come to common minds, for they have common wishes ; they may have fruition — they may not even feel satiety. But there are spirits to whom fruition cannot come ! You do not know yourself: you pamper the spirit, and then think to chain and bind it with links which will not fit — with bands which will not hold. Wave after wave leaps madly on, and so has done for ages : — will the ocean cease to flow ? Cloud after cloud sweeps wildly through the sky, and so has done since time began, and yet the wind is raving now. Hear me, boy ! There is a spirit in you — the spirit of unrest : — check it, curb it ; — give it not way one single inch ; — teach it not to conquer by your yielding ; — force it to be still — compel it into peace ! Once let it forth, and no barrier shall control it. You know not what the contest with your fellow man would be : better seek friendship from the serpent of the waste — better contend with the ravening beasts of prey. Remain unknowing and unknown — seek content — banish these idle dreams."" «« I cannot, sir, even if I would. It is not THE SQUIRE. 75 the passing fancy of a moment ; it is the sate- less desire of the heart : it is eating life away — will depart only with that life. This very de- sire for action causes what you name ; it is charactered by its own flame, my life's mono- tony its fuel, and burns more fiercely every day. I cannot chain, I cannot bound it ; and if I say ' Depart !' it lingers still. Let me go, sir." " You will not heed the warnings of experi- ence, — you mock at the advice of age. Boy, I repeat, you will repent it." " I will bear the evils I would brave. Bid me forth with your blessing." Mr. Elton shook his head in sadness as he looked on the animated pleader. " Would you leave me, Edward, lonely, de- solate, again to feel the heart a waste — this earth a desert .^" " No, sir," replied the young man, springing to his side ; " I would have you go forth with me. " Again encounter with my kind ? — again combat with the wily, or the ravening beasts of e2 76 THE SQUIRE. prey ? — again be torn, again glut them with my misery ? Ask it not/"' " For my sake ! Surely you j udge harshly ; or if not, we shall be together — we shall com- bat side by side," pleaded the eager youth. " I tell you it cannot be. I will forth but for one purpose. Go, if you will leave me : — I ask you not to stay." The animated glow passed from the young man's cheek, and after a struggle his cherished hopes were abandoned. His tone was as touch- ing as had been his appeal. " No, sir ; I have said I will not leave you.'' " Bless you, my boy ! And you will still this spirit of unrest ? — you will be contented in your peaceful home ?" " I will try ;" but the lip quivered as it pro- nounced the words. The father pressed his hand in silence, and the young man turned away. " Read to me, Edward,"" said his father later in the evening. His son rose with an assumed alacrity at va- THE SQUIRE. 77 riance with his late melancholy listlessness, and without a question took the first book which came to hand. It was the Iliad — the very last work to bring rest to his spirit of unrest — to reconcile him to the monotony of inaction. It is the very genius of action ; and the more he became interested in the deeds of its heroes, the more galling did he feel his own compelled quietude. A burning spot came on his cheek, and his voice rose or fell ; his tones were har- monious or bitter, as his thoughts turned from the poem to himself. His father read his mind. " We have heard enous^h of Homer for to- night. Suppose you try these essays." Edward tried them without a comment ; but his reading was now as monotonous and spirit- less as his fate. The author could not fix his attention, and his thoughts wandered far away. " That will do," said Mr. Elton with a deep sigh, and the book was laid aside. There was a long silence : the father looked on the son, but the son looked on nothing. 78 THE SQUIRE. " Edward," said Mr. Elton at length. Edward started, and answered without look- ing on the speaker. " What would you, sir ?" " I cannot bear to see you thus." " Bear with me for a while, sir. I will retire now, and hereafter try to be all you wish. It is something to give up the desire of a life, though that life has been but short." " I do not ask 3^ou to give it up."" Edward looked eagerly into the pale, sad face of the speaker. The hair had been grey from his earliest memory, the frame slightly bent, the brow deeply lined, and the features strongly marked, as if charactered b}^ some fearful shock ; but their general expression was a commanding calmness, as if the mind had subdued itself. There were occasional bursts of passionate bitterness, though these were rare ; but such a moving expression of mingled sad- ness and resolution he had never seen before. " What mean you, my father ?" he asked, taking his hand. '' This, Edward : that you shall hear the THE SQUIRE. 1i) story of my life — the history of my wrongs. If you will then go forth-to those who made a desert of my Eden, — a crater of my heart, I will not stay you." " I will go forth to avenge those wrongs." " Peace ! be still ! Would you join with the tempter? I have struggled, — I struggle yet with the fiend. Vengeance is not for man ! Would I could subdue hate and contempt ! but they pour their burning lava on my heart, dry- ing up its gentle springs. Tempt me not again ; I would not doubt the Creator's justice." The young man shrank back rebuked. Mr. Elton leant with his head against the mantelpiece for a few moments, and then re- sumed — " I have long seen that this hour must come, though I have striven as the dying strive for life to put it off. It has come ! — you can know rest no more ! The golden age of hope is past, the iron rule of experience must succeed, and peace has passed for ever. That young heart is boiling up with its hopes and desires : it will not be still again till those hopes have been 80 THE SQUIRE. crushed, — till those desires have consumed themselves. Listen to me, not with the ear only, but with the heart ; let the mind, too, hear and weigh, — then shall you be the arbiter of your own fate. Perchance you may heed the warn- ing of my tale ; or perchance it may be labour thrown away, and the wounds of bygone years be bared to your sight for nought. It matters not : the history shall be told, — you shall learn that I once felt as you now feel. Once felt, say I ? Have those feelings passed away as a driven cloud or a passing breath ? No, no ! though in my pride I boast at times, I have subdued myself. Look on the sky to-day, — it is calm and cloudless, and the gentle breeze is of a summer softness : to-morrow comes, — the tem- pest raves, the heavy clouds are driven through the air. I have seen your eye upon me, fixed in wonder at my unnatural calmness, as your quick spirit deemed it. It was unnatural ! either a frozen seeming, whilst passion raged beneath, or the fearful calm portending or succeeding to the storm, — the horrid lull, the chilling torpor of despair. The wildest winter THE SQUIRE. SI follows the hottest summer. Ever distrust those who show such calmness : they are not what they seem, or what they should be ; they are the scathed ruins of the war of passions, not to be garlanded with flowery wreaths, or they are cold-blooded deceivers. Trust not these, — nay, trust none. Ay, boy, trust none ! — not even me, your father, — your sole tie on earth, — he who has nursed your childhood, and would fain guide your youth, — trust him not. Why should you, since he dare not trust him- self?" " Hush, sir, I entreat ! — speak not such fear- ful words !" said his son soothingly, looking with anxious affection into the speaker's hag- gard face. " Say not so : you can never de- ceive, or I would still bless you if you could. Do not speak of the past, — or not now — some other time. Defer it till a calmer moment."" " Calmer moment ! There can be no calm in connexion with the past, — no peace till me- mory shall fail. What is the present of this world .'* — what can the future be while the past is an eternal Etna, pouring out burning tor- E 5 S2 THE SQUIRE. rents? And you would forth to win such a past ! Look you to it, boy ! When the pre- sent tempts to sin, think there must be a past, — an ever-living, an undying past, weaving in its colours with the present and the future. Think of me, — think if the past, when no crime wrought its darkness, could thus bow down, thus ever wring by its bare memory, — think what a past would be the work of your own guilt, not woven by the guilt of others ! Defer the tale ! — defer nothing — not the gathering of a flower, the uprooting of a weed. The one will fade ere you inhale its odours ; the other, gain a giant strength, and germinate, and bring forth thousand-fold. Now, — now must the tale be told ! I could not check the torrent even if I would. Remove one barrier of the mind, and who shall stay the cataract ? The hopes and the fears, the deeds and the suffer- ings of bygone years, rush on my mind with a whelming force, and the words must forth, or the heart would burst. Now, heed me, boy." His son could do no other. The rushing force of his story must have compelled the at-- THE SQUIRE. 83 tention of the coldest and the dullest, — must have moved the most insensible. The eye could not withdraw its gaze, the ear could not cease to hear, — the listener almost feared to breathe, lest he should lose a word. 84 THE SQUIRE. CHAPTER IV. " You see me now bent and worn ; th^ bright curls silvered ; the smooth brow deeply lined ; the flashing eye grown dim ; the smiling lip compressed, lest moans should force their way. Think you I was always thus ? It was the working of one day — the stamping of one shock ! Think of me once as you are now ; — with the glossy curls, and the smiling lip, and the gleaming eye, and the bounding step; the heart that dreamt no guile — the spirit buoyant with its bright hopes, basking in a present to which futurity seemed dull. Such was I in youth ! rich, joyous, courted, — loved, I deemed in my simplicity, by all. What am I now ? — a wreck I a desolate ruin ! None turn to me in friendly guise, none flatter, and none love. As I was, so are you in heart, THE SQUIRE. 85 though not in circumstance. As I am, so may you be. Who made me what I am ? — men ! with whom you would hold communion — to whom you would forth with confidence and love ; — woman ! in whom you would trust — in whose flatteries you would sun yourself. Shelter the serpent in your bosom ! cradle the tiger in your arms ! — do this, but trust not man or woman. " I stood forward in the world an object of applause and regard. All would have en- vied, had they not loved me ; so said a hun- dred tongues, and I believed. Tliey sped the shaft — I sheathed it in my heart. Thev only spoke — but I gave credence to their words. I had known no suffering — at least none worthy of the name. The petty sorrows of my early years had passed away, leaving no painful memory behind : they had worn no trace on the young heart ; they had come and depart- ed as rain-drops flung from the eagle's wing. My parents died when I was too young to feel their loss. My guardians had been honest, and riches, that I deemed unbounded, were 86 THE SQUIRE. at my command. The home of my fathers, too, was mine — an unsullied name — spirits which never drooped — and a heart that, like the brilliant creepers of the Western World, flung its flowery wreaths on all around its path, decking the worthless and the rotten, as the precious and the sound, in splendours not their own. I was the favourite of fortune — he on whom Nature lavished all her bounty, the cynosure of every eye — the admired of all admirers, the loved of each. So said the crowd that pressed around me, with their bright eyes and brighter smiles, their soft and glowing words. So said all ; or the whis- pered tone of dissent was too low to meet an unheeding ear. So said all, and I believed them. Why should I not ? Could eyes and lips deceive.^ Was I not wise, discreet, and generous, as they said ? And how could they fancy to deceive the wise — mislead the dis- creet — bring ruin on the generous ? Oh no ! they said the truth, and I believed the flat- tery of my own heart, more inebriating, it may be, than the flattery of others. THE SQUIRE. 87 " If wise, discreet, and generous — above all, wealthy, what wonder all should come for counsel or assistance ? Since all were friends, what wonder if I granted all they asked ? What is wisdom, if it guide not the less wise ? What is wealth, if it bring not joy to those we value ? I counselled, and I gave ; and eyes flashed brighter, and lips lauded louder than before. If any murmured, they murmured not to me, — all left me looking satisfied. How could people talk of self as the universal guide of man ? of woe as his universal doom ? of wearing away existence ? of being alive, and yet not living ? of deceiving, or being deceived ? I knew no woe ! I was exempt from the uni- versal doom — my life was life indeed ! I lived every hour — every minute — neither de- ceiving, nor deceived. Who said these things ? Sour fanatics, neglected poets, disappointed ambitionists, creating an atmosphere of gloom and heaviness, and then complaining that all was dark, and they could not see, — heavy, and they could not breathe ! Grumblers at evils, instead of overcoraers ; passive victims of their 88 THE SQUIRE own moody fancies — workers out of their self spoken dooms. Mine v*'as the wiser and the happier creed. " I felt for all, but there was one friend to whom I was more closely bound. A har- mony of tastes, a communion of thought, a general sympathy, seemed to link us in bonds that time would only draw the closer, and that no chance could burst. We were as one in heart — as one in mind, though I was gay and prosperous, and he was grave and poor. I loved him as myself — and he deceived me ! Should I not say, trust none ? " 1 loved, and in the blindness of love saw — would see, no error in the idol whom I worshipped with the homage of a young warm heart, pouring out on her the force and beauty of a first passion. In my eyes, the world held not a jewel worthy of her wearing. I wooed — I won — though others sought her. I listened to her whispered words — I stood beside her at the altar — I plighted hand and faith — I claimed her as my own. With the pride of a world's conqueror, I bore her to the beautiful THE SQUIRE. 89 home of my forefathers, and that home was as an Eden !" The speaker paused, then proceeded more rapidly, as if fearing to linger on his tale, lest his powers should prove unequal to the task. "For a time my bliss was perfect — my bride all that my doting heart had dreamed. My friend approved my choice, and my wife ap- proved my friend. Oh, happy man with such a wife and such a friend ! And I strove to heighten their regard — idiot, madman that I was, who would not see what others saw ! Your mother placed you in my arms— my friend became your sponsor, and I was more than blest ! I would have staked my life on that wife's love — I would have perilled limb and fortune to have served that friend. " My wealth was not as boundless as I thought. Knavish and inefficient agents — false friends, who would not — or unfortunate friends, who could not repay what I had lent, all tended to embarrass me, and an interview with a person residing in the North became 90 THE SQUIRE, an act of necessity. The fond wife wept, and I kissed away her tears. I dwell not on de- tails : enough, that a bank broke, one pretend- ed friend for whom I had been bound be- came a bankrupt, another absconded with a large sum ; the interview was delayed by va- rious circumstances, my absence lengthened to more thsCn double its intended time, and I found my affairs less promising than I could have believed ; in fact, I was little better than a ruined man, unless those could repay to whom I had afforded such munificent aid. At length I prepared for my return, but with a troubled and foreboding mind, for my wife's letters had been shorter and less frequent than I had hoped, and in moments of de- spondency I had fancied them cold and con- strained. The nearer I approached the home I had left so blest, the lighter became my heart ; every apprehension passed away, and there was no gloom to dull the anticipated joy. " Within a few miles of that home dwelt a gentleman whom I esteemed but lightly, THE SQUIRE. 91 though the world spoke loudly in his praise. I had sold him land and lent him money, for my dislike was but a fancy. On him I was to call by appointment. I found him courteous and friendly, as I had ever found him, and ready to pay some of the money due, whilst he requested a few days' delay for the re- mainder, if I could grant it without inconveni- ence, showing cause sufficient to induce me to comply with the request. He thanked me warmly, urging me to stay for refreshments, which I declined, giving as a reason my impa- tience to return to my wife and child, more espe- cially as I had heard there was an apprehension of riots in the neighbourhood. He no longer pressed my stay, but remarked with a smile, which did not please me, though I understood not why, that I need be under no alarm, as my wife had a friend who would be sure to provide for her safety. Impatient to reach home, I pushed my horse to his utmost speed, thinking a little tenderness in one of his fore feet arose from stiffness and would wear off; but his lameness increased, and I found he 92 THE SQUIRE. had run a nail into his foot, which I could not extract. I was without attendant, such being my custom. I led the poor animal, though fretting at the delay, for the lonely cross-road I had taken left little hope of meet- ing with assistance. A boy crouching under a hedge was the only human being in sight. As I approached, he came forward and placed a letter in my hands. ** Rage and indignation were my feeHngs on reading its contents, — not against ray wife, but against the author of the slander, who bade me be at such a spot in my own grounds, at such an hour, when I should see the false friend whom I believed was with a dying relative, meeting the wife of my love in secret, by appointment. I gave no credit to the tale — no, not for a moment, but swore justice on the vile slanderer. A paper which had fallen from within the one I had read lay at my feet : I picked it up, and these words were traced on the outside : ' This will prove the truth of the writer's information; and he who is wronged knows how to right him- self.' I opened it ; and then, and not till then, THE SQUIRE. 93 were my doubts awakened. It was my wife's writing: I could not be deceived in that, though I tried to disbelieve the fact. I closed my eyes — I would not look upon the words of shame ; but the characters glared out before me ! To believe was worse than madness — to disbelieve, than folly. The note was directed to my friend, who had taught me to believe he was with the dying far away. It contained these words : " ' I will be in the arbour walk to-morrow evening a little after seven. My husband will not return till the following day, and your pre- sence in the neighbourhood is, I still hope, un- suspected. I entreat you to be cautious ; the happiness of her who loves you depends on your prudence.' " There was no signature — there needed none. I stared wildly round for the messen- ger, but he was gone ; nothing was to be seen but a horseman at full speed crossing a field in the direction towards my home. He was too distant for me to distinguish accurately : but hate proclaimed what sight left doubtful ; that 94 THE SQUIRE. horseman was my treacherous friend, speeding on, no doubt, in full security, as I had fixed the following day for my return, fearing that I might not arrange my business sooner, and willing to give my wife a pleasurable surprise. "When the first effects of. the shock had passed, I hurried on towards the place of meet- ing, but could not reach it till after the ap- pointed time. The false wife and the false friend were already there. I crept through the shrubs till I was near enough to hear words that fell on my heart like the searing iron on the open wound. My stealthy step had not disturbed them ; and there I crouched, glaring on the faithless pair, drinking in with the thirsting spirit of revenge each tone that proved my wrongs. He was before her, looking into those very eyes into which I had looked to read their tale of love, holding that very hand plighted to me, and me alone, in the sight of Heaven, and pleading earnestly, passionately, for some boon on which he declared his every hope of happiness depended. The tone would have told that love was his theme, had not his THE SQUIRE. 95 last words come with torturing distinctness on my ear. " ' Grant me one more interview — to-night or to-morrow; I ask but one to plead my cause. Will she whom I love refuse me this ? Why not fly with me at once, and thus break bonds hateful to both ! It must— it shall be so : I swear I will not leave this country with- out another meeting. No one but nurse knows of my being here, and I can enter unseen, knowing the house so well. You cannot, you will not refuse me ?' he pleaded still more pas- sionately. I listened breathlessly for the reply. It came: the tone was low and tremulous ; but I heard every word. ' I will not refuse you, though dreading that some evil may ensue. Should my husband by chance return, or should others see you — ** ' Deny me not for such simple doubts and fears. My future happiness or misery is in your hands. Would you see me die before you, or, worse, pine day by day in hopeless wretchedness? You cannot be so dull at an excuse if my friend should return before he named : say anything — his love is too 96 THE SQUIRE. confiding to admit a doubt. I will be in your dressing-room by twelve, and in the mean time shall prepare all things for flight. I quit not the house alone.' 'I still fear,' murmured his companion ; and then she spoke so low, I could only catch the unconnected words, ' Fiery spirit — will not quietly submit — death may en- sue.*" ' Fear nothing for me or others,' replied her paramour in the eager tones of love and hope. ' To-morrow we shall be beyond reach, and no further secrecy will be required. How shall I repay you ?"* ' Let me see you happy, and I ask no more ; but be prudent, for my sake.' ' I will ; and nurse can be relied on." ' Fly, sir, fly ! some one comes !' exclaimed the nurse, rushing from a sheltering thicket. My eye was on their movements : I sprang forward to slay them as they stood at the moment of their guilty plotting. They fled ; but my arm ap- peared endowed with more than mortal power, and the avenger was behind them. Heedless in my fury, my foot caught in the tangled brushwood, and I fell. Before I had risen and recovered sense and thought, false friend and THE SQUIRE. 97 wife were gone. I listened breathlessly : there were footsteps in an adjoining path. I stag- gered forward, for my foot was injured by my fall, a pistol in my willing hand. " ' Follow me ! there is yet time !' exclaimed the gentleman with whom 1 had parted some few hours before. " ' Whither are they gone ?' I demanded. ' I seek vengeance !' " ' You must first seek safety,' he replied, leading me deeper into the shrubbery as he spoke. " ' My wife I" I exclaimed, trying to free myself from his hold. " ' — Is hastening towards the house, followed at a distance by a muffled figure, who affects concealment : you must seek safety by some other road,' replied my companion. ' Some bond for a bankrupt has become due, and the bailiffs are even now in sight. I heard of your peril, and galloped on to overtake you, judging from our late conversation that present payment was beyond your power ; whilst all are not so willing to be bound for others as yourself. VOL. I. p 98 THE SQUIRE. Come with me; your servants do not seem aware of your return, and I will show you a safe asylum till you can make arrange- ments.' " ' No, no !' I shouted ; ' I will on, though thousands should oppose me. They shall not meet to-night ! — they shall not escape my vengeance ! I will upbraid them with their guilt, and destroy, or be destroyed I"* " ' Ha ! has it already come to that ? I knew not it had proceeded so far,' remarked my companion. " ' So far ! Then you suspected ?"* I ques- tioned, fiercely. " ' I have heard rumours, but refused belief, knowing that you doubted neither wife nor friend.' " ' Then the whole country knows the tale : yet you would stay me. Back ! and let me on !' " I burst from his grasp ; but my will was stronger than my power : — my injured foot failed to support me, and I should have fallen but for his arm. I had never liked the man ; but in my hour of need he did me service : he THE SQUIRE. 99 guessed ray meaning from my incoherent rav- ings, and calmed me for the time, leaving me the hope of future vengeance. To proceed to the house was to ensure my detention, (having no present means to redeem the bond,) and leave the guilty time and freedom ; so, yielding to his arguments, I consented to accompany him, and remain concealed, at least till night. With his assistance I reached his horse, which was tied to a tree at a little distance. Meeting the nurse with my sleeping infant in her arms, I insisted it should accompany me : — never again should it rest near the false heart which had betrayed its father. Remonstrance was vain, and my frenzied wish was accomplished. My child could not have deceived me ; to all else, my love had turned to hate. Threats silenced the nurse's objections, and I bore my child before me on the horse, which my companion aided me to mount. " I know not by what lonely paths we reach- ed the cottage that was to be my hiding-place : — my senses wandered, and days elapsed before I could even crawl to the window to breathe F 2 100 THE SQUIRE. the fresh pure air. The sudden shock had been too much — one hour had destroyed the happi- ness of a whole life ! Hope and confidence were gone : — distrust and despair had become the habit of my mind, varied only by bursts of frenzied rage ! 1 demanded madly, why I was spared ? — why life had conquered in the strug^ gle, when death had been a blessing ? During my delirium, the treacherous wife and friend seemed ever before me ! I see them now, as I saw them then : and the fiend rules in my heart when I think upon them, as they stood, in that calm summer evening, plotting my shame and agony ! — I, who had loved and trusted them, and would have given life for either !'* Mr. Elton covered his face, whilst his son pressed his hand in his with earnest sympathy. It was some moments before the speaker re- sumed his tale. " I was spared for years of suffering — suf- ferings that, I fear me, have been borne with pride rather than submission. The titled and the wealthy, with all the luxuries of life around — its pleasures all before them, with skill and THE SQUIRE. 101 gold at their command, become the prey of death ; whilst, in a wretched hut, upon a hard uncurtained bed, with bare cold walls, and no attendant but a simple woman, I, a struck and blasted tree, for whom none cared, lived on ! And why ? It was His will — I know no more ; for I had welcomed death — wished not for life. Will time reveal a reason ? — or eternity alone proclaim the bond that linked me still to being ? " The mistress of the cottage, to whom I had once shown some kindness, nursed me with a poor but willing gratitude ; and he who had led me thither assisted as he best could, with- out revealing my retreat. Before I could tread on the green turf, and gaze upon the clear blue sky, (both hateful for their bright and happy look,) the objects of my vengeance had de- parted I — gone ! — none could tell me whither — but gone together, the morning after my return. So well had the guilty laid their schemes, that I could learn no traces of their flight, or I would have followed to taunt them with their guilt. The woman guessed the thoughts that 102 THE SQUIRE. were crowding on my brain — evil thoughts, and placed you in my arms, whom she had tended as carefully as she had tended me. You smiled ; your little fingers clung to mine ; and ray heart still owned a tie to earth. " Disgusted with my kind — shrinking from again encountering those who, basely flattering in the hour of wealth, as basely blamed when ruin came, I resolved to retire from the world, leaving unexplained the mystery that, in the eyes of the many, enveloped my fate. An enemy had obtained possession of the bond, urging the law to its utmost tyranny. There was enough to satisfy his claim, and I yielded without a struggle, rather than hold commu- nion with my kind. But, though resolved to rear you in seclusion, some means were requi- site. I would not mingle in the bustling scenes of life, for I hated man ; and I could not stoop to be a beggar. I had lent money to one deemed frank and honourable, but held no legal acknowledgment ; there needed none from one so highly principled, and the recent death of an uncle would enable him to repay me THE SQUIRE. 103 without inconvenience. This, joined to the sum I had already collected, and what I should receive from him who had provided for my safety, would more than satisfy my humbled wishes. I thought I could trust the frank and generous hunter ; and to him, with an injunc- tion of secrecy, I revealed the place of my abode, hinting a probability of my leaving the country, and requesting the repayment of the loan. In due time came the answer — brief, cautious, cold : he would pay the debt when I should produce its legal acknowledgment. He knew I had it not ! In my wrath, I would have abandoned my concealment, braving de- tention and the sneers of the rabble rout, to show him to the world the villain that he was; but he who had before preserved me again came forward, offering to advance the money. I accepted the offer, assigning over to him, in return, after the payment of my debts, all to which I was entitled ; my signature being wit- nessed by the woman of the cottage and some stranger brought for the purpose. To baffle all endeavours to trace me, the deed, at his 104 THE SQUIRE. suggestion, was dated the day of my visit at his house. He placed the money in my hands, received my thanks, and took a friendly leave, promising his services at any other time, should I require them, though my manner was rough and ungracious, and I refused to tell him of my future plans. I should have felt more grateful ; but gratitude comes not always at our bidding, and I liked him not. I doubted — hated all ! The friend of my youth had entered my Eden — tempted to evil, and deceived me ! The wife of my bosom had given the love plighted to me to another ! — the frank and generous spirit I had trusted played the cheat ! — those I had aided showed not com- mon honesty ! — and the herd, who had so lauded, sneered and mocked ! My name was a by-word and a jest ! How could I trust again ? *' Carefully disguised, I left the cottage, yielding in anger to the entreaties of my hostess that I would depart sooner than I had intend- ed, and leave the neighbourhood immediately. What evil she apprehended from my stay, I THE SQUIRE. 105 could Dot guess ; but she might be said to thrust us from her door, so eager was she for our going, and I marked that she watched us as though fearing our return. The way was lone- ly — the sum I carried considerable, and I had taken care to make my pistols fit for use, — I have remembered since, against the inclination of my hostess; yet I had paid her liberally, and she had been a kind and careful nurse. With a bundle at my back, and you in ray arms and calmly sleeping, whilst I suffered tor- tures, (for this departure appeared the re- alising of a misery which had seemed before but as a dream,) I set out on my melancholy journey. It was evening — darkness coming on ; and this, joined to my disguise and the change wrought by suffering, left no fear of recognition. " I had proceeded some distance without en- countering a human being, and, lost in thought, paid little heed to the wildness of the way, (a dreary waste with scattered brakes,) when the hollow tramp of a coming horse speeding over the heathery sward recalled my attention p 5 106 THE T5QUIRE. to the present. On came the horseman, heed- less of the ruggedness of the track, either un- conscious of the peril, or too intent on some purposed act to be turned aside by a danger- ous road. Night had set in. Save the coming horseman and his steed, neither man nor beast were in sight, and there was no habitation within miles : we were man to man on that dreary waste ; I ill armed, not in full health, and embarrassed by the guarding of a helpless child, 1 had lately, too, learnt lessons of mis- trust, and there was that in the muffled stranger, as he rode directly towards me, the moon bursting from behind a cloud and gleam- ing full upon him, which was little calculated to inspire confidence. I had but just time to place you on the ground and prepare for de- fence, when the horseman came within pistol- shot. For an instant he seemed to waver ; the next, something held in his extended hand glittered in the moonshine. There was a whiz- zing noise in the air beside me, preceded by a bright flash, and followed by a loud report. The horse had shied, and his shot was harmless : THE SQUIRE. 107 — not so mine. Before he could reach me, a fear- ful imprecation proved my aim and suspicions of his personal enmity alike correct. The prac- tised horse stood still, — the rider's head bowed to his neck — his hands clutched at the mane, then relaxed their grasp, and the body fell to the earth with a dull heavy sound. I raised the head, loosened the crape, and sought to give him air. He half rose — glared upon me with a look of baffled rage— uttered a deep groan, and sank into my arms — a corpse. " I was vexed that my aim had been so sure — I had but fired in self-defence — I felt no en- mity towards the dead. What was the evil which he had sought to do me, compared with the wrong wrought on me by a friend ? I had no hate to waste on petty injuries. Till I looked on you, my child, I was little thankful for my safety. The hollow tramp of a second horse in the same direction roused me to action. It was probable that the approaching horseman was a comrade of the fallen man's, and I had no wish for a second encounter. Taking you again in my arms, I sprang on 108 THE SQUIRE. the robber's horse, which was quietly grazing near, and galloped towards a wood at some little distance through which lay a path to the river. The fine animal did his best to repair the evil which his master might have done me ; the hollow tramp of the following horse- man sounded fainter and more faint, and long before I reached the river, was entirely lost to my eager ear. " Stepping into a small fishing-boat, whose mooring-place I had learnt in happier days, I rowed out into the broad clear stream that showed a tranquil face, flowing calmly on in its gentle might with scarce a murmur, and drifted down in the current with silent oars, keeping the shady side and avoiding the moon- light, till I had passed miles on my course. There was neither rock nor fall to stop my way, and I dreamt of no obstruction, till my little boat was suddenly upset by striking against a rope stretched across the river. A good swimmer from my youth, I succeeded in saving you and the money which was about my per- son ; but the bundle and some of your wraps THE SQUIRE. 109 were borne away by the current. You suf- fered nothing from the accident, and we reach- ed this retreat without further peril. Of those who wronged me I have heard nothing — their names have never reached my ear, have never passed my lips; and I have sworn that they never shall, save to warn or advantage you, or should chance throw them in my way. Ven- geance is no longer a sateless thirst — I have striven with the tempter, I seek to shed no blood ; but were that false friend before me, I could not answer for my acts. You have often deemed me cold and insensible : you know not the fires that consume me, while the brow is calm. You see not that this very outward calmness is but the seeming lull of the mind's storm. Your young blood riots in your veins — you sigh for change — you would have all feel as yourself; you know not yet the tyranny of passion — you believe not in the perfidy of man. I would school you to a saner mood — would teach you to rely upon yourself, and scorn mankind ; but my own sud- den bursts ill second my desire. You only 110 THE SQUIRE. bind me still to life — earth holds no other in whom my heart can feel an interest. Will you, whom I have cherished with a father's care, unclose the scarce seared wounds of by- gone years, bringing fresh tortures to an un- balmed heart ? Speak ! you have heard my tale ; will you, too, prove ungrateful, and betray ?'' " Believe it not, my father," replied the agitated son, pressing his hand affectionately as he looked upon him with his glistening eyes. " Think not I can forget the fostering care of years." " Then you stay with me, and lay my head in the quiet grave. You will not forth among the friends of earth. As I — so do you hate and scorn your kind.'* '* We will hope that all are not alike,"" replied the young man hesitatingly, evading an answer to his father's wild appeal. " Hope it not ! All are alike ! the only safeguard is self-interest. Love will not bind ! and gratitude does not exist ! I have spoken — can you dream of faith, of honour, still ? Then THE SQUIRE. Ill have I told the history of my wrongs in vain — in vain renewed the pangs of years long past. You take no warning from my words — you feel not for a parent's injuries.'^ " You wrong me, sir,*' said his son warmly, again taking the hand which had flung his aside. " Most deeply do I feel your injuries; and you must see I do. 1 will consecrate to you the life you saved — I will wear my years away in inactivity, if you so wish ; but do not ask that I should hate and scorn my kind." " And why not, boy .'* Have I not cause r Have you not cause, if you feel my %vronas as you would have me think you do ? Were those wrongs petty wrongs V " Not so indeed ! But though some did evil, all are not guilty : one whom you liked not proved your friend ; and one poor and destitute, unbound by kindred, watched and nursed you with untiring zeal.'* " And, it may be, set tl^.e robber on mv path, when she could win no further guerdon. And that sudden and providing friend, might he not, too, be working for his own good ." ' 1X2 THE SQUIRE. replied his father fiercely. " And that false wife and falser friend, and the cautious debtor, have you no excuse for them ?" he continued bitterly : " can you not pale their guilt till it appear the hue of innocence ?" " I wish to pale no guilt ; but my mother — I would gladly, if I might, believe her other than you say. How could she have so changed in the short period of your absence ? Forgive me, my dear father, — I would not pain you, but I have pined for a mother*s love, a mo- ther's fond caress, and envied those thus bless- ed. And when, in answer to my simple ques- tions, you said I had no mother, I thought of her as an angel dwelling beyond the sky I looked upon ; and I have seen her in my dreams, my guardian and my guide. I can- not bear to link her name with shame. May you not have been deceived ?*" " Deceived, boy! Would you madden me by doubts of my own sanity ? Did I not hear her fix the time of meeting, and connive to lull my doubts ? Take you your father for an idiot or a liar .?" THE SQUIRE. 118 " Ask me not such cruel questions ! I do but wonder how, once loving you, she should have changed. I do but wish that you had spoken to her. — Do not look so sternly on me. I have often wondered at your seeming coldness — been vexed at your change of mood. Say you forgive me — I little guessed what wrongs had wrought these things. I will not seek communion with my kind, since you desire it not : to hate and scorn them all untried is beyond my power." " You would not use the power if you had it." His son made no reply, and there was si- lence for some minutes. The strong excite- ment awakened by the recital of his early sor- rows passed gradually away, and Mr. Elton's features approached more nearly to their usual calm expression, though the occasional lighten- ing of his eye proved his passion but in part subdued. He was the first to speak, after gazing keenly on his son. " I blame you not, Edward," he said kindly, seeing that his son was sad at his reproof. *' In my younger days, with every other blessing, I 114 THE SQUIRE. too sighed for a parents love — a mother's neck whereon to weep — a mother's tones wherewith to soothe. I blame you not. — But words are vain : let us speak no more of the past — let us think only of the future. Plead not for your mother — my own heart has pleaded for her till I was bowed with shame at that hearfs weakness. I heard with my own ears the words that made my paradise an arid waste. If the past cannot be forgotten, let it be unnamed : I doubt not your regard, and time has proved mine. I am no hard taskmaster, requiring compliance merely for my own will : I value not submis- sive acts while the heart cherishes rebellious thoughts. Let us speak as man to man, not as a father to a son. I ask nothing from your love : I would convince your reason. You offer to remain. Do you say this because my tale has worked as I would have it work ? Have you learnt to see man as he is, tyrannous in power — wily in his weakness.'* A life of inactivity, as you have named it, say, would it bring peace, or weariness .^" THE SQUIRE. 115 " I will remain — I pray you to let that suffice." " It does suffice," replied the father as he turned away. When he spoke again, his manner was as it had been for months, ever since the young man's first expressed desire for activity, — a mingling of coldness, tenderness, and sarcasm. " You shall not abide with me : the body might be here — the spirit would be far away." " You should hear no murmur, sir. You said you blamed me not ; and in time I may control my thoughts, though I cannot now." " And never will, if you yield your wishes and your passions sway till they have grown to tyrants. You may check the stream, you cannot bound the sea. One wish fulfilled, an- other comes; and the wild wearying chase is never done — the excited spirit knows no rest. Peace is but irksome quietude; youth knows no happiness but in the inebriating whirl of action, — it will not see that the whirl- pool overwhelms and wrecks. You must go 116 THE SQUIRE. forth, boy, to learn wisdom for yourself — you will not learn its truths from others. You will not take your father for your tutor : ex- perience will prove a surer and a sterner teacher. Do not deprecate ! do not seek to change my will ! I was weak enough to hope it might be otherwise : I now see ray folly, and am resolved. I condemn you not, I would rebuke myself. If with the strength and ex- perience of manhood, I cannot tame the fiery passions of my youth, — and that they are not tamed, my sudden bursts have proved, — how dare I to blame you.? I would warn as one who has erred, and errs, rather than reprove as one who offendeth not. You scarcely admit it to yourself, you would not allow it to me, but still the thought is in your heart, that there was some defect in my judgment — some want of wisdom in my acts — or my hearth had not been desolate, my bosom wrung, and that you could win a happier fate. Deny it not — the thought is there! Marvel not that I have read it in your changing features. Can aught blind love ? They err who say it can- THE SQUIRE. 117 not see — it sees too clearly for its peace. You will go into the world full of bright hopes, and brighter fancies, and rich dreams of love to all mankind ; you will return to seclusion a withered and a blighted thing, despoiled of all that gives to life its beauty and its laugh i The butterfly sports in the bright summer sun, flitting from flower on to flower; — what so happy ? Ere evening comes, it is the spoiler's prey — crushed — bruised, its beauty gone,-^r tortured to delight some scientific Nero. And yet, I say, go forth, for it must be so ! May you learn a gentler lesson, and find gentler teachers !" " Send me not away in anger !" " I send you not away in anger, but in pity." " Would that I could tempt you to go with me, then !" " Seek it not !" interrupted his father, with something of his former wild excitement. " I will not again hold communion with my kind, unless you stand in peril : hate and scorn, passive in seclusion, would become active 118 THE SQUIRE. in a crowd: I might seek to rend, as I was rent. No ! leave me to brood in silence and in solitude."" " I have pined for action, — sighed for a stirring life — some object for my rising ener- gies ; and the passion grew the stronger from your opposition : but now that you would grant my wish, I shrink from its fulfilment. I would not leave you lone and desolate, who havp watched over me so tenderly. Let me abide with you, and I will strive to lay this spirit of unrest." " Do you shrink from trial, misdoubting your own powers.'^ Have you learnt to prize a calm won without encountering the horrors of the previous storm .?" demanded his father, gazing eagerly into his son's face as he laid his hand upon his arm. " No, sir !'' replied the son with an energy and flushing of the cheek that made the questioner draw back with a dulled look ; " I shrink from no trial — I doubt not my power in any mortal struggle ; or, if 1 perish, there would be one of little value gone, whose THE SQUIRE. 119 life had been worthless, actionless. I have no sudden love for monotony, but I would not leave you to your gloom : to win you back to cheerfulness shall henceforward be my mo- tive." " It is ever thus with youth : daring, pre- sumptuous, doubting neither others nor itself, it judges actions by their glare. The patient martyr, whose glories are not blazoned forth, is, in its view, as nought. Eager reformer, too, of others, you would check my gloom, but leave untouched your own impatience. Enough that I bid you go. Self-knowledge is not learnt in solitude : where none oppose, the will becomes a tyrant. You must learn from suffering a wiser judgment of your powers. Youth, presumption, and inexpe- rience, fit you but ill to cope with man, much less with heaven. You will not find yourself the conqueror in every mortal struggle; you will learn that you cannot rule your destiny as you imagine : you are not alone, but a tiny link in the great chain of society — a paltry item in the plan of Providence. Why am I as I am 'f 120 THE SQUIRE. Why are thousands as they are, if our will alone could rule our fate ? Was I weak and indolent, when you are strong and active ? You may launch the bark ; but will it speed on its course in spite of wind and tide ? Can man command the sky ? — the sea ? Or if he could, shall each distinct one of the pigmy millions rule without a thought of general good ? If so, the earth would be a fiercer field of tumult and of wrong than the wise hold it now. You are a clear-seeing philan- thropist, I doubt not; yet you might chance to tangle the web of fate inextricably." " I deserve your reproof, sir, and submit," replied the young man more humbly, his cheek crimsoned at the sarcastic rebuke. " My words were rash — my acts might be the same ; but if I only spoke of my own power in the sudden flush of pride — if I appeared to trust in my own arm alone, the boldness was but in my words : I dare not the Eye that sees ! I defy not the Arm that guides ! — I would but use the energies I have, to bear or to avert, as the Almighty wills. Though I would not THE SQUIRE. 121 submit with sluggish indolence to obstacles that activity might overcome, I would act in submission to the Bestower of those energies, which I would not waste in idleness. I may not control by my mere will ; but, by God's grace, I may turn events, all adverse though they seem, to work me good." " Right, Edward, if your heart but felt its weakness as deeply as you would fain have me believe. — Nay, boy, start not at my words ! That proud look ill suits your humble speech. A loyal and submissive subject in your words, there is rebelHon in your heart : / see it, though you see it not ; and more, the blame is mine. I have borne my fate in pride ; — I have sub- mitted, feeling the impotence of weakness ;^ I have bowed, and not always humbly, as be- fore a tyrant, — not knelt as to a loving, though rebuking father. And when the maddening memories of the fearful past have rushed upon my mind, I have rebelled, asking with haughty mien, — ' Why am I thus tortured ? am I more guilty than my fellows V We have much to learn — it is my impatience which has partly VOL. I. G 122 THE SQUIRE. made you what you are. Look that you, — a rush, bending even to the summer breeze, — presume not on your own power — and say not to yourself, when far away, — ' My father would have guided me — himself he could not guide.* Take warning, and not li- cence, from that father : you have not been tried, as he was tried ; bereft of all at a single stroke, when years of prosperous fortune had ill fitted him for the reverse. Be warned by the advice, and pity the adviser. Take heed that you come not back with a seared and world- ly heart, a bitter and a gloomy spirit, without my suffering to explain — I will not say excuse them. Talk no more of remaining here ; — it shall not be ! I may perchance learn more submission in your absence, for it frets me when I see you chafing at seclusion. If I have spoken harshly, heed not the outbreak- ing of a tortured spirit, whose former agonies have been renewed by their recital. Return to me sobered and contented ; bring not upon me fiercer suffering by your rashness. I would THE SQUIRE. 123 that you should lay me in my grave. — Now tell me of your plans." " I was to blame, my father, in this matter : I was too proud, too daring : but do not think I can forget your care and love. You are agitated ; let us speak of my plans at some future time.''' '' No : arrange all now. I will retire for a few minutes to regain that calmness which I knew not could be thus disturbed ;" and pressing his son's hand affectionately, he quit- ted the apartment. G 2 124 THE SQUIRE. CHAPTER V. Impatient as the young man had been for months — nay years, to enter on the life of action now before him, he did not find his father's absence long, so absorbed was he in the history of his wrongs. Man though he was, he would have thrown his arms around him and wept for pity ; but there was that in Mr. Elton's demeanour, even whilst depicting his pangs, which had checked the impulse. With all his regard for his son, (and it was little short of dotage,) his heart, charactered by its sudden shock, made stern by its cruel wrongs, could not condescend to the tender- ness of love ; it had all its power, but none of its beautiful weakness, as the stern and the cold might term those attaching nothings of affec- tion which link hearts in bonds that time cannot THE SQUIRE. 125 sever. Awe and respect, if they did not chill the love of his son, stayed its expression. It was a lovely flower checked by a nipping wind : the flower still lived, but it wanted warmth and shine to make it bloom in all its beauty — to give to its petals their colour and their fragrance. It was this which had caused him to sigh for a mother's fondness as more gentle, more endearing — the loveliness of love ! It was this, too, though scarcely admitted, which made him, whilst indignant at his father's wrongs, unwilling to allow his mother's change, and he was still striving to reconcile contending feelings, when Mr. Elton re-entered the room, with a countenance paler and calmer than usual, and wearing a softer expression than his son had ever seen it wear before. " Now, Edward, for your plans : if I can- not admire their wisdom, I will endeavour to make clear their folly without bitterness, of which I fear there has been too much of late. The truth is, I have long foreseen to-day, and fretted at a necessity which I could not avoid ; 126 THE SQUIRE. thus hastening what I might not prevent. Your means can be but scanty, foreseeing, as I do, that they will bring no return, and that you will require from me food and raiment hereafter. My name had become a by-word and a jest before I retired to this seclusion, as I learnt from the discourse of many who knew me not in my disguise, and had I the will, I have not the power to influence one to serve you. You must depend on Heaven, and on yourself. With health, strength, and a knight-errant's spirit, you must go forth to seek adventures, and win wealth, honours, and your lady love, as in the olden time. I know you expect all this, — now how do you set about it ?" inquired Mr. Elton with a kind- ness in his raillery he seldom showed. " What i silent, Edward ?" he continued after a pause : " are you frightened already ? I thought you boasted months since of a well-ordered plan." " I am not alarmed at danger; but now, when called on to declare my plan, I fear that it may not meet your approbation — you will THE SQUIRE. 127 hardly think it wise — we see things so dif- ferently/' replied his hesitating son in some confusion. " In plain words, you dread my raillery," said his father mischievously ; " and this fear promises but little wisdom. Out with it ! I have engaged to be merciful, and you are generally unchanged by ridicule ; indeed, with a generous sympathy, you hug more closely those hopes and ideas jested on by others. Are you for a journey to the sun? — of course you are no lunatic. Produce the chart, and we will study all the routes, and decide upon the best." " Nay, sir, you promised to be merciful,'' replied the young man, recovering from his embarrassment. " You always had a cruel pleasure in demolishing my airy castles." " Fortunate for you that they were airy, or you would have been long since crushed beneath their ruins ! If not to the sun, whi- ther would you ?" " To London." " To London ! Ay, Whittington went thi- 1^8 THE SQUIRE. ther. To court, of course : you will be prime minister before a month. The office of court fool has been abolished, I believe ?" '' I fear it has, sir, or with your recom- mendation I should hope to obtain it." " Answered in a good spirit," replied his father, joining in his smile. " If that light heart could outlive the storms of life, sages might envy you. But you think I am paying little heed to my promise of mercy, so proceed with your aerial structure, and I will refrain from applying the battering-ram of ridicule till the last story shall be raised. How do you go to town .?" " On foot. I heed no fatigue, desire to see something of the country, and am not in a hurry to reach my destination, as Cars- well will not return from Ireland this month." " Cars well ! So you go to him ! And what may you purpose to achieve in London ? I think he said his uncle was a merchant. You will keep the ledger well, having a peculiar talent for business of all sorts !" " I do not intend to become a merchant. THE SQUIRE. 129 CarswelFs father is a solicitor, employs many clerks, and, through his son's interest, I hope to be received into his house, or enabled to procure some other situation."' " A lawyer's clerk ! A life of action, truly ! A glorious field of enterprise I Perfect hap- piness, to be chained to the desk all day, digesting digests ! A far pleasanter life than bounding over the hills at your own will and pleasure ! A right sober plan this for taming a wild spirit !" " I have little choice, sir : I am too old for the navy, and have neither means nor interest for the army." " True, boy ! so I must be contented to see you chancellor, instead of admiral or ge- neral. Ha ! I have touched you ! you strike at no ignoble game." " I hope to obtain an honourable independ- ence and be of some advantage to my fellow men, and to effect what steady perseverance can effect," replied his son in some embarrass- ment. " Only an honourable independence, the G 5 130 THE SQUIRE. fruit of steady perseverance ! Moderate ! But I will not catechise too closely. So you go to Carswell, trusting that he will advance your views ? You will be a rich man within the year, for you take all things on trust." " You forget, sir, that I had a letter from him not three weeks since, inviting me to town, and offering his own and his father's services.**' " No ; I have not forgotten that he wrote to request you to send him a setter, and to free himself from the obligation, in a gentle- manly way, said civil things, and made civil offers. In your simplicity, you think the let- ter an original ; it is but a copy : I have seen a thousand such," " Both profess gratitude for the slight ser- vices I rendered them." *' I cry your pardon ! that places the matter beyond a doubt. A hot-headed boy takes of- fence at a circus ; and one, little less rash on most occasions, but better tempered then, turns the riot with a jest, and saves the quarreller THE SQUIRE. 131 a drubbing : an equal degree of restlessness produces a friendship, (lasting, of course ;) and, as much of course, the father and son will substantially prove the unbounded gratitude they profess. A marvellous virtue gratitude ! — with an equally marvellous memory ! The other youth, calling himself Robert Forman, whom you chose to defend against odds on the highway, and afterwards supplied ^vdth money, is a proof of this. The money, which he would take only as a loan, has been re- turned fourfold, has it not ? No wonder you depend on the gratitude of Carswell and his father !" " This is too severe, sir ; you would have done as I did, had you seen a stripling at- tacked by two armed and mounted highway- men." " No proof of wdsdom, if I had,"" remarked Mr. Elton sarcastically. " As for the money," continued his son, with- out heeding the observation, " I told him I did not want it, and bade him keep it. I IS2 THE SQUIRE. would stake my life on his honesty, and en- trust greater sums to his charge, feeling certain of repayment if in his power." " It is to be hoped you have a cat-like number of lives, Edward. Stake your life on the truth of a stranger picked up on the road, known for eight-and-forty hours; and who was shy of speaking of his family ! You do indeed take all things upon trust : but follow my advice, for the future, and do not lend on the same doubtful security." " And this is the indulgence that you pro- mised to my plan, sir," remarked the young man warmly, annoyed by the sarcastic ob- servations of his companion, though that sar- casm was uttered in a less bitter tone than ordinary. " You demolish my aerial castles, as you term them, without the slightest pity. I agree with the author who says, that those who condemn and destroy, should prove their skill by erecting a superior structure : it is barbarous to leave me thus without a shelter- ing roof." " I would build you a substantial mansion ; THE SQUIRE. 133 but you disdain so common-place an abode, and call the style monotonous !" " I rather fear that you would build me a palace of ice, cold and benumbing." '* As the palace of truth would seem to your deluded mind. I would but fit you for the temperature of the world." " I should be frozen to death, sir, before I had become acclimated ; I could not exist below zero. What other plan, sir, would you propose .''" " A shrewd question, and a little puzzling. I have no other plan to propose ; he who takes the journey should count the cost, since he must pay the penalties." " Then you do not disapprove of my plan, notwithstanding all your raillery." " I could not have framed a wiser to com- pel you to admit the truth of all my warnings. For gratitude " '' Nay, sir." " Well, well, Edward, I own I have been hard upon you, and you have borne it with better temper than I expected; so let the 134 THE SQUIRE, matter pass : I shall make no further objec- tion. Depart this day week ; write to me, — not all you feel — I cannot expect that, but write to me as one who will grieve, not triumph, should his warnings be fulfilled. And now, good night : a father's blessing rest upon you !'* THE SQUIRE. 135 CHAPTER VI. It was a bright, happy-looking morning when Edward Elton, declining the attendance of young Rover, and shaking hands with the fat old cook, the corner of whose apron was held to her eyes, left the retired abode of his childhood, and passed out into the world to mingle in the busy scenes of life — to meet its trials, and to bear its pangs. From the night when his son's departure had been resolved on, till that preceding its accomplishment, Mr. Elton had never will- ingly alluded to the subject ; but on that night the parent and his child sat long in solemn but affectionate talk, and after its conclusion both remained in silence, hand clasped in hand, till the former, mastering his emotion, spoke of the folly of delaying 136 THE SQUIRE. a farewell which must be said, and abruptly erabracing his son, and uttering a hurried blessing with an unsteady voice, left the room, having before arranged that they should not meet again in the morning. Mr. Elton had spoken that night as if the truth had come upon him, that rebellion had been raging in his heart whilst cold and unfelt precepts of submission had issued from his lips. His bursts of passion had shown little of Chris- tian meekness — his dark opinion of mankind little of Christian charity or forgiveness. His sufferings had been great — his wrongs wrought by those w^hom he most prized: — love and friendship had proved delusions ; — and what were life without those blessings, real or be- lieved? Let him not be judged too harshly: the time may come when he may judge him- self more hardly than his greatest foe. Let him who has borne such pangs, and borne them with cheerful submission, say, " I am better than thou." Such would not say it, for such would know how hard the trial. His dark opinions of mankind were scarcely lighten- THE SQUIRE. 137 ed ; but on that night, if he spoke not with love of his fellow-men, he at least brought his scorn less frequently and offensively forward. Either the feeling had formerly been exagge- rated in its expression to check his son's desire to mingle with the world ; or, softened by that son's departure, he was inclined to speak more kindly of those beings with whom he was so soon to mix : ceasing to declaim against man, perhaps, with a vague fancy of thus pro- pitiating his favour towards the inexperienced youth so shortly to learn his real worth ; or, more probably, too much absorbed in the pro- spect of losing the idol of his heart, — the only sunshine of his life, to bestow abuse on others. His warnings against trusting to idle pro- fessions, or being led by specious words, were valuable and judicious, and more effective as being so slightly tinged with his olden bitter- ness. Alarmed at the perils which might as- sail his son if launched upon the stream of life with too great a reliance on his own powers of withstanding evil, and ruling events by his own will, the more so from feeling that such 138 THE SQUIRE. had been his own thoughts in youth, he strove with all the eloquence of an anxious parent to point out the danger of the young heart's pride, and to enforce a real, humble dependence upon his Maker. " Teach the heart to feel, my son, what the lips have, I fear, but idly spoken. Say not to yourself, 'My father murmured — he rebelled, and yet he preached submission :* the error of my ways should furnish warning, and not taunts. I will not plead to you my pangs : there is pride in my heart in my desolation, as in my splendour; — though I bent the head, the haughty heart has not been bowed. I have talked of Christian submission — I have only acted this world's fortitude. I humble myself before my child to save him from guilt and sorrow — I admit to him what, as yet, I have scarcely admitted to myself. Behold the triumphs of a father's love ! the pride of man is bowed before it ! Heed my words, and bring not on my head the sin and shame of having led you by example on to evil." His son was greatly moved ; he passed from THE SQUIRE. 139 his father's presence with a more humble mind ; ' the presumptuousness of youth was checked, and his prayers that night were the sincere outpouring of a rebuked and chastened spirit. It was long ere the sleep he courted came ; and when it did come, it was dull, heavy, and unrefreshing. Either he had not dreamt, or the only portion of his dream that lingered on his memory was a dim vision of his father bending over him. Had he known how that father had knelt beside his bed that night with murmured prayers — his eyes fixed on his sleeping son — the tears rolling unheeded down his sunken cheeks; — had he heard his but half-checked sobs, when, returned to his apartment, he listened to that son's prepara- tions for departure, stealthy as they were ; — had he known as he crept on tip-toe to his parent's door, that that parent slumbered not, but stayed his grief lest the listener should catch its sound; — had he guessed the might of that love whose outward marks were so sternly repressed : — the son had thrown him- 140 THE SQUIRE. self on his father's neck, and they had not parted. But he knew nothing of all this — guessed not how much his absence had been deplored, and passed from his childhood's home, and his childhood's guardian, in the belief that after the first few days his absence would be little heeded. He doubted not his father's love, but he knew not its extent — how often he had been watched for when he thought his return but little wished. The pang of leaving his home and his father for many months once conquered, he went on his way with a bold and buoyant spirit, blessed with a heart naturally kind and generous, a temper not easily provoked, uniting quickness and perseverance ; and a mind humbled by the tutoring of the night before. In no hurry to reach London, he cared not diverging from the direct road when lured to do so by any interesting object. A ruin or a mountain, a river or a stately mansion, a wooded dell or a gentle stream, each won his admiration, and turned his steps from the appointed way. Of fatigue, save sufficient to ensure a good THE SQUIRE. 141 night's rest, he as yet knew nothing ; no re- morse for the past, no cares for the future, disturbed or prevented his slumbers ; petty troubles troubled him not, and he had a smile and a kind word for all he met. His port- manteau had been sent on to Wexton to wait his arrival, and the bundle slung at his back did not prevent his aiding the loaded wayfarer — the little child passed contentedly from its wearied mother's arms into his temporary pro- tection ; the aged grandmother thanked him for bearing her pitcher from the well ; and his frank and kindly manner won him a welcome even from the churlish. His was one of those happy minds which find or make a perpetual sunshine around them. Wealth ! rank! genius! what are they in comparison in the scale of blessings ? Even health, if such a temper is not the perfection of health, the harmony of every organ, is not of equal price. The na- tural sunshine of the mind is the highest blessing — the greatest talent, for which man has to be thankful and to account. Some days had passed, yet his heart was 142 THE SQUIRE. as light, his step as bounding — his anticipations of success, and his hopes of hereafter inducing his father to quit his seclusion, as strong as ever. The little difficulties he had encounter- ed and overcome had excited, not depressed him, and he was devising the best means of clearing some inhospitable fences, and ap- proaching a noble-looking, though evidently uninhabited house, on which he had been gaz- ing for some time from a lofty and partly wooded hill, when a voice beside him startled and made him turn. " Perhaps, sir, you would like to walk in the grounds, and see the old house .?" repeated a pleasing-looking young man above the com- mon class. " Thank you, I should very much like to do so," replied Edward Elton with the frank good-humour so irresistible. *' To whom does the place belong ?" he inquired as his com- panion, unlocking a gate, admitted him into the park. " To Mr. Garnier, sir ; and my father has the care of it." THE SQUIRE. 143 " It is the most beautiful spot I ever saw," remarked Edward Elton, after frequent pauses to look and to admire. " I have been wander- ing round the outskirts for some time, think- ing that if I had the privilege of the three wishes, the possession of that residence with a suitable fortune would be one. It is a scene of such rich and varied beauty ; — that full broad river flowing calmly on in its silent might ; those rocky cliffs, sublime in their naked gran- deur, or softened by the brushwood crowning their summits or clinging to their sides ; that ancient wood with its deep shade ; the verdant lawn, and the stately mansion with its touch- ing look, as if of a ripe old age : — yes, 1 should certainly live here. In spite of being un- tenanted, there is a happy look about the house and grounds ; as an autumn day when the storm has fallen, and the sun is going to burst out from behind a cloud. " It is very much admired by all the walking gentlemen who come to draw it," remarked his guide, a little proud of the praise, and glanc- ing at the stranger's sketch-book as he spoke. 144 THE SQUIRE. " But, for my part, I find it very lonely. It is a dull place, and I want to see the world ; but my father and mother won't hear of it." Edward smiled at his poetical burst hav- ing given rise to the idea of his being a wan- dering artist, such as he had sometimes en- countered in his long walks round his secluded home, and then moralised that, even here, on this spot so lavishly adorned by Nature, where he had dreamed for an instant of fixing his abode, content was not an abiding guest. The young man pointed out in the grounds all he con- sidered worthy of notice, and then offered to show the stranger the interior of the mansion ; an offer thankfully accepted by Edward, whose interest was strongly excited by the ancient building and beautiful scenery, as well as by his young guide, whose longing for change and an active life had created a sort of sympathy between them. " Always wanting the keys to show some one over the house and grounds, instead of minding your work ! — be sure your idleness will come THE SQUIRE. 145 to no good, James," replied a shrill female voice loud enough to reach Edward, who was waiting in the passage for his guldens return. " Nonsense, Aunt Judith ! you have so often told me I shall be hanged, that I believe you wish it may come to pass, and prove you a prophetess. Let me have the keys now : when I am as old as you, I dare say I shall be con- tented to sit in the chimney-corner, and never stir out." Aunt Judith was beginning a grumbling re- ply, perhaps a refusal, when Edward stept into the room with a gay — *' Good morrow, dame ! I am so taken with the outside of this old house, that you must not refuse me a sight of its inside ; and if there is work to be done, I will lend a helping hand. Shall I begin by moving back that table for you ?■''' laying hold of one lately displaced to facilitate cleaning. " Who are you ?" cried the old woman, in a tone of mingled surprise and terror — (at least so Edward thought,) — turning towards him, and gazing on him ^vith eyes whose dimmed sight VOL. I. H 146 THE SQUIRE. prevented her discerning more than the general outline of his figure. " Who are you ? — and why do you come here ?'' she demanded more vehemently, impatient at the delay in answer- ing occasioned by the young man's surprise. '' Edward Elton — a stranger — never here before, and on my way to London,*" he replied good-naturedly. " And now tell me why you asked so impatiently, and seemed so alarmed at my entrance ?" " Yes ; I might have known that it was not — that it could not be." " Who did you think it was ? — and what could not be ?" demanded Edward eagerly, his curiosity much excited. *' The thief who robbed the hen-roost the other night ! — but I might have guessed he would not venture to come here," replied the woman promptly, but in a tone of such exces- sive ill-humour as left it doubtful whether she spoke the truth, or invented a falsehood to annoy him. *' I certainly did not rob your hen-house the other night, though half-tempted to do so just THE SQUIRE. 147 now — the fresh eggs looked so inviting," replied Edward gaily, though disappointed at her re- ply. '' I must coax you to dress me a couple or so, whilst I look over the house." " Begone !" said the woman harshly. " This is no Public for wayfarers." " But you wiU serve me for love, instead of hire. Positively I depart not without stay- ing my hunger," he added, encouraged by her nephew's signs : '' nay, I have set my mind on your telling me some stories of old times. I like to hear of the past, and want to learn all about the former owners of this house." " And what should I know of the past, or the former owners ? I have nothing to tell !" replied the woman sharply, with a sudden glancing round the room. " Not tell of the past ! Oh, fie, aunt, to say so, when you often talk of old times, and look so awful that I am quite frightened !" " Be still, boy ! — You will come to evil yourself ; and then you too will have a past !" The last words were spoken in a tone so strange and hollow, that her hearers were silent, h2 148 THE SQUIRE. only exchanging looks of surprise ; and, after a pause, she spoke again : " Why do you bring strangers here, James, as idle as yourself ? Go !" " Not till I have seen the house and tasted your eggs," replied Edward good-humouredly, resolved on carrying his point despite the wo- man's churlishness. " There, then, show him the house, and make haste," throwing the keys towards her nephew. " I knew you would relent : — and the eggs will be ready on my return ?"" " If you will not go without. But mind, boy, you bring in no more strangers : no good will come of it." " I hope no harm will happen this once," remarked Edward, amused at her fears : " I am neither thief nor highwayman !" " Highwayman ! — who talks to me of high- waymen ?" she demanded wildly, drawing up her bent figure, and looking as keenly as she could on the speaker. " You had better come and see the house at THE SQUIRE. 149 once, sir, whilst the eggs are getting ready," interposed her nephew ; and Edward, from delicacy towards the young man, complied with his wish, though interested by the woman's manner. " Your aunt appears a singular person,"" he remarked to his young guide, who, after a mo- ment's hesitation, answered frankly, " That she is, sir ; and no pleasant temper to deal with ! She never likes strangers, or to be asked of the past, though sometimes she will tell old stories by the hour together. She is always odd ; but I never saw her so odd as to-day." *' Has she ever been stopped by a highway- man ? — she seemed so alarmed at the mention." " Not that I know of, sir ; but she can never bear to hear the word. She is some years older than my mother, though not so old as she looks, having nearly lost her life in a brain fever, and never quite recovered her eye- sight. Some say that her husband, who died years ago, was as bad as need to be ; but she never speaks of him, and we were living many 150 THE SQUIRE. miles off then, in peace and plenty. My father was a thriving farmer, and I was to have been articled to an attorney, — but crops were bad, rent high, prices low, my father was bound for a friend who could not pay, all our goods were seized, and we w^e beggars ! My father went to Mr. Gamier, whose tenant he had once been ; and that gentleman offered him to take charge of this house and grounds, and see that the te- nants did their best by the farms. So we all came here ; and instead of being a clerk with Lawyer Sims, I am obliged to keep the accounts, and sometimes work in the farm." '^ — And show gentlemen over the grounds^ in spite of your aunt." " Yes, sir ; and I am glad to talk with any one, for it's sadly dull seeing nobody but father and mother, and aunt, who is as cross-grained as may be. I wonder that you coaxed her out of the eggs : I never knew her so strange and yet so obliging before." *' Suppose I try to make her give me a night's lodging besides ?" " That you will never do, sir ; I wish you THE SQUIRE. 151 could; — but I will make you as comfortable as I can without her— though I can''t promise much, for she keeps all the keys. If my father was at home, there would be no trouble in the matter." '* I will try my powers with your aunt. Does Mr. Garnier never reside here .p" looking round admiringly on a beautifully-proportioned though unfurnished apartment, whose range of windows commanded a fine prospect of the extensive park and majestic river. ** I don't think he ever has, sir, since the first year he had it — before I was born." " And how many years ago is that ?" ** I am just seventeen, sir ; but I believe it was some time before that." " And what caused him to leave it and not return ?" " Some say it was haunted by the ghost of the unfortunate gentleman who owned the place before." " Why haunted ? — tell me : I have a great fancy for ghost-stories." " I am afraid you will be disappointed, sir, 152 THE SQUIRE. for I know little worth telling, only what some old people in the next village say ; and it was so many years ago, some tell one thing, ana some another. I have always thought that Aunt Judith knew more than she chose to say, for sometimes she lets out things as though she had been here at the time ; but ask her a ques- tion, and she is crosser-grained than usual, pretending to know nothing." " At least, tell me all you have heard." " Readily, sir ; but it is a strange confused story at the best. They say that the gentle- man who lived here before was a fine generous heart, kept open house, and never turned away even a dog from the door without something to eat. I don't know how he was ruined, but he was, and his beautiful wife too, who doted on him, and who, all the old people say, was an angel, if ever there was one upon earth. The gentle- man went to a distant part, and no one ever saw him alive again. Most think that he made away with himself, because he was ruined. His beautiful lady left the country just after, and died of a broken heart. Mr. Garnier took THE SQUIRE. 153 possession of the estate, and came down to live here ; but he heard strange noises and met the poor gentleman's ghost, so soon went away again for good and all. Some say Mr. Gamier did not come by it quite fairly, and once loved the beautiful lady ; — but he has been a kind friend to us, and I would not speak anything against him." " What was the gentleman's name ?" " Beauchamp, sir ; all agree in that— almost the only thing in which they do agree." " And Mr. Gamier has never been here since ?"" " No, sir ; nor ever will, I think. He has had all the handsome furniture removed to his other house, where he lives in fine style ; but he never looks happy, to my fancy, — and his children all die off, one after the other." " It is a sad pity that such a house as this should be left unoccupied ! Are there any more rooms ?" "Only one, sir, — Mr. Beauchamp's own room, where they say the ghost walked : and there is a picture there — the only one to be H 5 154? THE SQUIRE. seen, for Mr. Gamier had all the old family paintings put into a garret, and the door nail- ed up;' " Why so ? — that seems strange !" " I don't know why, sir ; but I have heard that he did not like to see them." " How beautiful !" was Edward Elton's sud- den exclamation as his companion, throwing open the door of a small room, gave to his view the portrait of a female in early youth, the light shining on it with a splendour of effect that must have contented the artist, though he had been the most fastidious of his race. " What touching loveliness ! — the beauty of the heart imprinting its magic power on the perfect features ! One could love such a wo- man at once and for ever ; she has a charm above mere beauty !" A but half-suppressed laugh from his com- panion at this sudden burst of admiration re- called the speaker to a sense of the want of wisdom in his rhapsody ; and he joined in the merriment at his own expense. " I was sure you would admire it, sir ; all THE SQUIRE. 155 who see it do, — though they do not look and speak like you. Mr. Gamier ordered that it should be taken care of." " Whose portrait is it .?" " Mrs. Beauchamp's — the lady who died of a broken heart.'*' Young Elton was strangely annoyed at the information. The portrait looked so full of the spirit of life, that, at the first moment, it seemed scarcely possible to believe that that spirit had been destroyed, and that one whose beauty appeared something more than earthly should have already submitted to a mortal fate, before the colours portraying her loveliness (a loveliness that the heart would fain believe could never wane) had faded, or grown dim from age. — To die too of a broken heart ! Surely it could not be ! — who would inflict pain on her.? He cherished a sort of poetical belief that she was still alive — that they should meet ; and, with a folly which not even the poetry and romance of one-and-twenty could excuse, he expected to meet her as he saw her semblance before him, unchanged through the course of 156 THE SQUIRE. seventeen years, and more besides, as his guide assured him. Nay, he had the simplicity to fancy that, by some chance, when they should meet, there would be some link of sympathy between them. Well might his father seek to sober him ! " How do you know that she died of a broken heart ?" he asked abruptly. " I have heard my father say so ; but I did not go to the funeral — not being born," replied his young guide gaily, amused at his eager- ness. Edward still continued to gaze on the pic- ture, till compelled to descend to the hall, where his eggs were prepared, by the woman's violent ringing of an old cracked dinner-bell, and the remonstrances of James, who knew his aunt's temper would be soured by delay. " You can look at it again, sir, after your dinner," was the most efficacious argument in inducing Edward's compliance. Whilst eating the eggs, — which, to do aunt Judith justice, she had dressed as might have pleased a gourmet^ had such a being existed THE SQUIRE. 157 in those hospitable days, when the quantity more than the quality of viands was considered, — Edward sought by thanks and gracious words to win his hostess to the furnishing of some further particulars respecting the family of Beauchamp ; but his endeavours were in vain. Either she looked upon him with a sudden and startling gaze, inquiring why he desired to know, at the same time denying alh know- ledge; or she turned from him in sullen si- lence, which no questions, no thanks, would induce her to break. The graces of his man- ner, generally so irresistible from its warmth and frankness — the showing of a kindly heart, that as yet knew no guile and had nothing to conceal, was here thrown away ; it neither won nor softened her ; and when he expressed a wish to spend a night at the house, offering handsome payment, her ill-temper arose to little short of fury, till, to save her nephew from her wrath, and an act of disobedience, — for he admitted that his parents had left strict charge not to let any stranger sleep beneath the roof during their absence, — he gave up the 158 THE SQUIRE. design, and promised to depart after taking another look at the portrait which had excited so deep an interest. To this also Aunt Judith most strongly and strangely objected, demand- ing sharply what the picture could be to him ? and as she had possessed herself of the key of the room whilst he had been discussing the eggs, and would not yield it, save compelled by absolute force, which neither of the young men chose to employ, Edward found himself obliged either to give up the point entirely, or submit to a compromise. After some debate, during which the woman's words and manner confirmed her nephew's hint of derangement, she consented to his having one quarter of an hour's further look at the picture, on his po- sitive promise that he would, at the expiration of that time, quit the house and premises with- out further parley. This was only accorded on Edward's peremptory declaration that he would not depart without another sight of the pic- ture ; and Aunt Judith took her station before the clock to minute his absence, and ring the dinner-bell the instant the time should THE SQUIRE. 159 have expired, — and all without assigning any more plausible reason for her churlishness than the possibility of the stranger's proving a thief, a suspicion which neither of her hearers believed she really entertained. " Very well, Judith," said Edward Elton gaily, yet half petulantly ; " depend upon it, I return in the night and carry you off for this uncivil behaviour." " I wish you would," muttered her dutiful nephew ; whilst the dame herself took no no- tice of the laughing speech. " Could any man feel so oppressed, so crush- ed by ruin or by wrong, as to throw away his life whilst the love of such a woman was still his.? That love should have been earthly good enough. None but a selfish coward would have left her thus to stand alone against mis- fortune !" exclaimed Edward Elton when again standing before the portrait. " Blame not the dead ! Speak not of that which you do not know ! Judge not as God, while you but see as man !'' said a low, and sweet, but solemn voice ; so sweet — so solemn. 160 THE SQUIRE. that it came upon the ear with spell-like power. He started at the voice, turning quickly round, not aware till then that his guide had left him. Beside him were two ladies, one in black, standing a little in advance as though she had just moved towards him, but so fully cloaked and closely muffled, that to form an idea of face or figure was beyond the power of the keenest eye. Before he had recovered his surprise — could ask a question or make a defence, the lady, clasping her hands, uttered an indistinct murmur, and would have fallen to the ground, had not the young man sprung forward and caught her in his arms. Bearing her to the window, which he threw open, he was on the point of unclosing her hood to give her air, when her companion stayed his hand, saying as she did so, "May I request you to withdraw ? My friend is subject to these attacks, and, leading a secluded life, is always distressed at meeting strangers. Leave her to my care, and she will THE SQUIRE. 161 Curiosity and humanity prompted him to press his services ; but they were so peremp- torily declined, with such evident impatience at his presence, that he was obliged to leave the room without a sio:ht of the fainting stranger's face, whom, without sufficient rea- son, he identified with the speaker. " Will you be kind enough to send the woman we saw below, with a glass of water ?'* requested the lady who had urged his depar- ture. He promised acquiescence; and before he had left the gallery into which the room opened, he clearly distinguished the door bolted behind him. '* Is there a spell in the house that affects all who enter.?"" thouorht Edward as he de- o scended the stairs ; — " all the females, at least, for stranger ones I never met. Or has the spell been cast on me, that I am suddenly be- come so unprepossessing and terrific ?" " I was just going to ring the bell," said Aunt Judith as he entered her room. '* Now begone !" 162 THE SQUIRE. " All in good time : but first, there is a lady fainting in the picture-room, and you must take her up a glass of water directly."*' " Not I,'' replied the woman sulkily ; add- ing instantly, " And what could she faint for?" " Because she could not help it, I con- clude," replied the young man with a smile. " People don't faint for nothing — and in that room too !" muttered the woman with a look of fear. " What do you mean ? — Why should she faint ? — Or what is there particular in that room .''" The strong interest expressed by the ques- tioner's manner recalled the woman to her former churlish answers. " How should I know why she fainted, or what is in the room .?" " Who is the lady .?" " How can I tell.? She came here in a chaise, and paid money to see the house ; and you might have looked at her as much as I did." THE SQUIRE. 163 " I saw nothinor of the face of the faintinsr lady ; and her companion would not let me lift her hood. There is something strange in this matter ; and it is odd, too, that you should let them go over the house, when you are so anxious to turn me out."" " There is nothing small enough up there for a woman to carry off." " Thank you for your good opinion ! — but I tell you what, Judith, you know more of this matter — ay, and of others too — than you choose to tell ; and that looks ill." " I tell you I know nothing !" replied the woman with passionate vehemence. " Get you gone ! it is past your time." " What will you take to let me stay an- other hour .?" " You shan't stay a minute ! — you promised to go, and go you shall, if I call in the men and dogs to turn you out !" exclaimed the woman, excited to little short of frenzy by his opposition. " Will you go, as you said you would ?"*' approaching the window looking out into the yard as she spoke. 164 THE SQUIRE. " I must keep my promise if you will not be bribed to indulgence. Only let me stay till you have returned from taking the glass of water to the lady, that I may hear how she is." " No, — I will not take the water till you are gone ;" seating herself in her arm-chair with an air of dogged resolve that gave no hope of change. " If I must go, I must, — with few thanks for your hospitality, and many wishes for your better humour when next we meet." " Which I hope will be never," she mut- tered as he left the room. She watched him and James, who had joined him at the door, out of the court, and then went for the glass of water. In vain Edward Elton sought to satisfy his curiosity concerning the strangers. James could learn no more from the post-boy, than that they had arrived in a chaise at the nearest town, from which they had taken another to bring them to Beauchamp Park ; and that they paid handsomely, and asked no questions- THE SQUIRE. 165 They had come whilst Edward was contem- plating the picture ; and the shortest — not the one who had fainted — had offered so large a bribe, that Aunt Judith had given them instant permission to wander over house and grounds alone and at their pleasure. To her nephew's surprise, they instantly proceeded to the late Mr. Beauchamp's room, as though they had been there before ; and on remarking this to his aunt, she had appeared uneasy. Further information being beyond his reach, Edward was fain to be contented with his igno- rance, and after offering remuneration to James, who declined it a little indignantly, the young men parted with mutual good wishes, the former expressing regret that he could not assist his obliging guide in his desire for employment in some gayer spot. It was Edward's intention to proceed to the town from whence the ladies had arrived, with some idea of obtaining a sight of the fainting stranger on her return ; but directions are seldom clearly given or implicitly followed, and Edward was surprised and annoyed when, at 166 THE SQUIRE. the close of the day, he found himself on inquiry some seven miles from the place where he had intended to pass the night. Before he resumed his journey on the morrow, he decided that Aunt JuditVs past would proba- bly not bear the scrutiny of the present, and that, as her nephew had hinted, misfortunes had in some degree bewildered her ideas, as well as soured her temper. Of the strange ladies all he could determine was, that their conduct was extraordinary ; and that by no means sa- tisfied his curiosity, so strongly excited by the rebuke of his hasty judgment, and their evident desire of concealment. Were they old, or young ? and what was their purpose in coming ? He did not know, and he was more vexed at his ignorance than was wise or agreeable. But we can sympathise with his vexation, hating a mystery undeveloped, or a secret withheld, above most other things. It is so very annoying not to know every- thing ; and so very inexcusable now-a-days, since the publication of the Penny Magazine. THE SQUIRE. 167 CHAPTER VII. It was a day in March, — a beautiful day — that is, for hunting. The sun was not so bright as to dispel the scent or the mist: the one lingered in the valleys, — the other hung upon the hills, like gauzy curtains half with- drawn. There was no blue in the heavens; and the faint breeze from the south fell on the brow as a soft and dreamy sigh. A young man looked down from one of the hills into the vale below. In the distance was a long line of hunters, fading to the view as they turned the base of an opposite hill, their cheering hollos falling every moment fainter on the ear. Between them and the young man (the hollow fall of their horses* hoofs on the smooth, hard down, sounding like the rumbling of some subterranean stream,) were 168 THE SQUIRE. seen a few scattered horsemeiij headed by a fine-looking man on a large and powerful horse, needing neither whip nor spur to urge him in pursuit of some two or three couple of hounds, that ran the scent without check or stop, with a speed that proved them true to their instinct, and left little doubt of their ultimate success, though their victim was not as yet within their view. The young man looked eagerly down from the height, and as the bold hunter in the front, on his gallant bay, swept swiftly past, he bounded down the hill, joining in the chace with the eager impetuosity of an ardent spirit. His slight but well-formed figure seemed fitted for exertion ; every limb was firmly set, every sinew strongly strung: in- ured to exercise, he was as embodied action. Never weary, scarcely slackening his pace, on he ran by the side of the foremost hunter, most of whose followers were lagging far be- hind, their horses breathed by a deep fallow field, that the young man had escaped by his descent from the hill, which placed him be- yond it. THE SQUIRE. 169 '' On my word, you are a gallant runner, and deserve to be in at the death ! Cut across that field, — you can burst through the hedge by the old oak there, and you will save a mile : I must go round," shouted the hunter. An animated look towards his adviser spoke the young man's thanks as he availed himself of the direction. On swept the chase, and on followed the young man cheering the hounds ; for no one else was in sight, the stragglers having given up the pursuit, whilst the bold hunter had not yet reappeared. A slight check gave the runner breathing-time, and a view-hollo caused him to turn to the right. There was the hunter wavino^ his hand im- patiently, and shouting loudly. " There — by that brake — lay the hounds on the scent r The runner did as he was directed, with the promptness, if not the skill of a practised sportsman ; and on again swept the hounds and the youth, as though neither could tire ; and on, too, swept the hunter, parallel to, but separated from them by a bank and pales so VOL. I- I 170 THE SQUIRE. high, and a ditch so deep, as to daunt even that bold and fearless rider. A muttered oath at the unexpected nailing up of a gate, with other words of impatience, mingled with orders how to manage the hounds till he could ride round, showed the young man his dilemma. " Stop, sir ; it is hard if between us we cannot break down a ream of pales." In an instant he was at the top of the bank ; when, selecting a rail which bore the marks of age, he seized it with a sudden spring, hanging to it with all his weight till it broke down with a crash, whilst he leapt lightly aside to avoid its falling upon him. A few moments more, and the hunter, on his practised and powerful steed, was out in the open country again, pursuing the hounds, and followed, at scarce the distance of a stone'^s throw, by the swift runner. Within ten minutes the fox was seized and torn — the hounds rejoicing in the vic- tory, but certainly not more than the bold hunter, who had dismounted to secure the brush, which he presented to the young stranger, as he came up, with a warm eulogy on his activity, and THE SQUIRE. 171 a declaration that he had well earned the trophy. The runner received the offered ho- nour with a bow of acknowledgment, and then, breathless and panting, threw himself on the ground, with a passing thought of the real worthlessness of that for which he had so eagerly sought. The pursuit at an end — the desired object obtained — the satiety of pos- session succeeded. But he was too young and inexperienced, too ardent and active, for such a thought to linger long, and rising with re- covered breath and strength, he looked ready for another chase, had such come in his way ; but none such crossing his path, he prepared to regain the road from which he had been tempted. " You must be tired,'* said the hunter, addressing the young stranger with friendly warmth, for his eagerness in the chase and swiftness of foot had won his favour. " A little blown, sir, but not easily tired : I am inured to exercise." " Right : I hate your lazy loons. You are swift of foot ; even Stay nought" (patting i2 172 THE SQUIRE. his gallant bay) " could scarcely distance you : for my part, I prefer riding." '' So do I, sir, when I have the choice,'' replied the young man with a smile. " We shall be good friends, I see. I feared at first you were one of the wandering gentle- men beggars, who tease one to subscribe to prints or poetry. Parcel of nonsense ! though I did give something to have Staynought's picture taken ; but then he deserves it. You are not one of that sort — such fellows know little of hunting."" " No, indeed, sir ; I have not the happiness to be a genius." " Happiness I I see no happiness in it. A genius, to my mind, is another name for a beggar — next of kin to a fool : I never saw a rich genius yet, or one who could hunt. Give me the sight, and the cry of the hounds on a good scenting morning, and all the pictures and the poetry may be buried in the Red Sea with Pharaoh's host. I never will have a genius about my premises : he is sure to be the most idle and worthless of the whole set, — THE SQUIRE. 173 and I fear I have a pretty many knaves and idlers about me as it is ; but then, my father had before me, and the rogues have a regard for the family. — Here am I talking instead of riding home, and all the time as hungry as a hound. Come and dine with me : I owe you a dinner, if only for breaking down the pales; and a good dinner I will ensure its being, with capital wine to wash it down. Come along ! it is getting late. A fine laugh I shall have against Barrett and his set ! I told them they were after a fresh fox ; but they only laughed, and away they went. Rat- tler was brought up at the Grange, and I can always depend on him ;" caressing a fine hound, that, as if conscious of the praise bestowing on him, fawned and jumped on his praiser. " Good dog. — Rattler ! down ! down ! — Come along, young man ; this is the way to the Grange, and dinner must have been ready this hour. I am sorry I have not another horse to offer you; and I am not much of a walker myself," hesitating to remount, and looking embarrassed. 174 THE SQUIRE. " Pray mount, sir, without heeding me, — I am not tired : but, as a stranger, I may be intruding." " Intruding ! pooh, nonsense ! Philip Con- yers never says what he does not mean, and would share his last meal with a keen hunter like yourself: besides, remember the pales, and make no excuses." " I will make no more, sir, but accept your hospitable oflPer as frankly as it was made." " That is right — I am no niggard to grudge a dinner. I keep up the old-fashioned hospita- lity, as my fathers did before me : I hate your French wines, and your French ways. What have we to do with the French, but to drub them when they get insolent ? I am an Eng- lishman ; and one English hunter is worth all the French counts that ever were, or ever will be. I don't like anything French ; but give my friends a good fat sirloin, and fine old Port and Madeira. Phil Conyers would never ask any one to dinner whom he did not wish to see, and never stint a friend to a bottle." THE SQUIRE. 175 " I have no doubt of your kindness and hospitality, sir," remarked his guest, repress- ing a smile at the squire's harangue, who had grown warm in his abuse of the French, whose wines, cookery, and manners he most cordially detested, without having by any means a suffi- cient knowledge to fit him for the office of judge. " There is the Grange !"" exclaimed the squire with honest pride, checking his horse as abruptly as his discourse (a dissertation on drawing covers), to point out the irregular man- sion to his stranger guest, " The Conyerses have held it these four hundred years, and more." The young man's praise was sufficiently warm to content the squire, who again put his horse in motion, and would have recurred to the skill required in a huntsman, had not his guest inquired how many miles they were from the town of Wexton. ** Ten, at least, as the crow flies ; more by the carriage-road." " Indeed ! — that is unlucky ! Do you think, 176 THE SQUIRE. sir, I could hire a horse in the village ? for, despite my boasting, I should not like to walk so many miles to-night." " Were you going to Wexton, then, when you joined the chase ? It has taken you many miles out of your way." " I never considered that, and scarcely regret it after such a glorious run." " You shall have no cause to regret it,*' re- plied the squire, delighted at the enthusiastic praise of the run, of which he considered him- self the hero. " You shall sleep at the Grange to-night, and ride one of my horses to Wexton to-morrow." " Thank you, sir ; the offer is too delightful to be willingly declined ; — but, unluckily, my portmanteau is at Wexton." " Never heed that : I can supply you." The whole tribe of dogs came out, as usual, to leap on the squire, and bark at the stranger. By dint of using whip and voice, the former reached the hall-door without falling over any; and the latter, meeting their attacks with boldness, and their fawning with encou- THE SQUIRE. 177 ragement, at once established himself as a friend in their estimation, — a circumstance which caused the squire to look with increasing favour on his guest. " I had better show you the way," said Mr. Conyers, stamping with his thick boots up the heavy oak staircase, and throwing open the door of a large dark panelled room with a force that would have annihilated a nervous invalid. " Well, Mabel, how is your headache ? Take to hunting, child, and you would not know the meaning of the words : — don't be shy ; but come out of that comer, and welcome the guest I have brought you home.*" The gentle Mabel, half blushing, half smil- ing at his address, for she had lost some of her • timidity, came out from the recess of the win- dow where she had been sitting at work, and curtsied to the stranger, who — shame to his manners ! — forgot to bow in return ; so sur- prised was he at the sight of the lovely girl before him (having taken for granted that his host had no daughter,) and so annoyed as he I 5 17B THE SQUIRE. glanced at his dirty boots, considering how ill suited was the state of his apparel for a lady''s drawing-room. " I beg your pardon, sir ; but my dress ! — I had no idea I was to be introduced to a lady !" stammered out the stranger, who had all the formal respect of that period for the female sex, and was, for the first time in his life, presented to a young and lovely girl of his own station in society. " Never mind your dress V replied the squire, little caring for such things himself; " depend upon it, she will not look enough to know you a week hence, and will not heed how you are dressed." " Not in the least," replied Mabel with an unflattering simplicity which her hearer would have dispensed with. *^ Besides, you shall have the choice of my wardrobe — embroidered waistcoats, velvet coats, sword, bag and wig." " I fear your kind offer will little advan- tage me," replied his guest with recovered ease and gaiety, glancing with an arch smile THE SQUIRE. 179 at the tall and portly squire, nearly double his size. Mr. Conyers laughed a long, loud laugh at the idea of the slight figure of his guest in his full-sized apparel ; and even Mabel smiled at the thought, won to look at the stranger by the archness and sweetness of his tones, so differ- ent from the rough, unmodulated voices that usually met her ear. " Then I do not know what is to be done," said the squire, still laughing. '' The best I can offer is, that James shall rub you down to the most advantage, and put fresh powder in your hair, whilst we will engage not to be critical : — but make haste, for dinner waits.^' " Oh, come ; you do very well," said the kind-hearted host, as the stranger re-entered the drawing-room but a few moments after himself. " Thank you for the verdict in my favour," replied the young man with his wonted and winning smile. " I could not have said otherwise," remarked the squire bluntly, really gazing with admira- 180 THE SQUIRE. tion on the graceful figure, bright hazel eye, dark brown curling hair, and animated features of his guest. — " By the way, Mabel has re- minded me of a sad omission : I never intro- duced you, seeming to take to you as if we had met before. But it is rather awkward not to be able to tell your name." " Edward Elton, sir.'' " And this is Mabel Conyers — my only daughter — the most timid of the timid. I shall marvel if she look at you enough to know if you are old or young — simpleton as she is !" " You told me, the other day, that I was growing quite bold," said his blushing child. " Did I .^ — then I fear I said what was not quite the truth ; and it is not often Philip Conyers can be accused of that. — But there is dinner ; so march you down, Mabel, and I will put oflp chiding till another time." And down marched Mabel, the gentlemen following, — handing the ladies not being the fashion of those times in a retired country neighbourhood. The dinner (delayed for the squire) was concluded, having been done ample THE SQUIRE. 181 justice to by the hunters; and still Mabel sat at the head of the table, doing its honours, though the conversation turned much on hunting, and she, as a gentle, generous woman, bestowed her sympathy upon the hunted, not- withstanding her father's remembrance that she had but lately lost some favourite chicken through Reynard's voracity, and that he had seen even her cheek flush and her eye kindle when the train of hounds and hunters swept on before her. " All looked so eager and so happy, I forgot for the moment what the poor fox must suffer.'*' *' Poor fox ! — why, my little Mabel, you are too kind-hearted by half ! — who would think of pitying a fox ? If we did not hunt him, he would die in tortures in a trap, or pine away in old age. Besides, he likes it. I am sure he does !" he reiterated more loudly, as he marked the half smile on the lips of his guest and daughter. " I never heard one say he did not," re- marked Edward gaily, turning the conversa- tion, which he fancied miglit weary his fair 182 THE SQUIRE. hostess, who still lingered on, unconscious of a longer stay than usual, so well had the young stranger's animated remarks beguiled the time. But clocks were not then stayed from striking, lest the flight of time thus frequently brought before the mind should dull the thoughtless; and Mabel started when she found, from the warning tone of the old horologe, how long she had lingered in the dining-room. " Fill your glass !" said the squire to his guest, pressing more wine upon him with the hospitality of those olden times. " Excuse me, sir,*" said the young man with courteous firmness. '' I have mixed but little with the world, and have neither the will nor the power to drink deep." " You shall have your way. If my friends like to be carried to bed, instead of walking, I am not the man to baulk them ; but I am no drinker when by myself. Suppose we go to the stable, then : I want to see how Staynought is after his chase, and if the hounds have had their dinner, and been sent to Barrett's, as I ordered. After that, Mabel shall give us tea." THE SQUIRE. 183 Mabel did give them tea, and presided at the supper-table : and so frank and animated was the stranger's manner, yet withal so attentive and respectful to father and daughter, that his being unknown till that evening was forgotten. The very dogs fawned upon him as on an old acquaintance. The squire declared him to be a fine young fellow ; and the timid Mabel would have recognised him had she not seen him again for months. And what thought Edward Elton of his new acquaintance ? We have seen that he was in- clined to look on all things through a rose- coloured medium : — no wonder then that the warmth of the squire had won his heart ; whilst the gentle Mabel, with her soft and touching loveliness, seemed to him as one of the fairy forms of which he had occasionally dreamt when resting on the greensward in some shel- tered glade, — a brighter being than had ever yet crossed his path. Female forms flitted before him in his slum- bers. Aunt Judith came, with her harsh tones and her keen look, waving her arm towards 184 THE SQUIRE. him with a Fury's wrath ; but one with a glid- ing, graceful motion came between, and the arm dropped weak and harmless ! The figure was closely muffled, as hers who had fainted : he knelt before it, praying to see her face ! The hood was raised, and disclosed the dazzling beauty of the portrait at Beauchamp Park, and he thought the eyes were turned on him in love. Even while he looked, her more than earthly beauty faded to the hues of death — the cloak became a shroud — and the dweller of the dark grave stood before him ! She passed from his sight as a wreath of mist, and Mabel stood in her place, with a gentle and confiding look, and a quiet, dove-like beauty, preferable, in his eyes, to the brightness of the former vision ! He held her hand in his — he whispered low soft words, and listened for her answer ; — be- fore it came, his father rushed between and parted them ! Then succeeded a strange con- fusion ; many figures passed — some looking on him kindly, some in wrath ; — but he could dis- tinguish no features, till Robert Forman, the young man whom he had defended, and the THE SQUIRE. 185 highwayman from whom he had defended him, stood before him. So Slumber wove her mingled web, till, roused by inharmonious voices beneath his win- dow, he started up in his bed — gazed around in wonder — rubbed his eyes, to be sure that he no longer slept — and, after some moments of consideration, comprehended where he was, and how he had come thither ! 186 THE SQUIRE. CHAPTER VIII. Whilst dressing, the dream of the night before recurred to his mind ; but, not able to unravel its tangled web, he resolved to dismiss it from his mind, and descended to the break- fast-room, the dining apartment of the pre- ceding day. The fatigue and excitement of the chase had produced a slight degree of fever, and sleep had brought before him, as in a mental phantasmagoria, the scenes and the persons he had encountered during his short life ; but the machinery being out of order, there had been a sad want of harmony in distances, and lights, and shadows, — a crowd- ing and mingling of all together, creating an inextricable confusion. That Aunt Judith, and the fainting lady, and the portrait, should have been prominent figures in the visioned confusion, was not strange, for there was mys- THE SQUIRE. 187 tery attaching to each ; but why the gentle and single-minded Mabel should have formed part and parcel of the vision, or appeared in connexion with those singular personages, was not so easily to be accounted for, till, on his entering the breakfast-room, where she was ministering at the tea-table, he was struck with a real or fancied likeness to the admired por- trait. So slight, however, was the resem- blance (being only an occasional look, not a general similarity) that he sometimes doubted its reality, holding it but a fancy engendered by his dream, and not worthy of further thought. The portrait was beautiful and bril- liant, with something of a lofty air; Mabel, soft and lovely, — looking up, when she ven- tured to look, with a touching sweetness that asked for pity, and won regard. " Plague take that colt I" exclaimed the squire, starting up from the breakfast-table towards the conclusion of the repast, and ap- proaching the window. " He will never be properly broken, fit for hunting, he is so hot and restive." 188 THE SQUIRE. " It is a fine animal !"" remarked Edward, having followed his host. " Yes. I gave fifty guineas for him a year ago ; but Dawkins cannot break him, though famous for taming the wildest. I believe I must let him have him to send down into the West to his brother; for his name is up here, and no one will mount him. Thirty guineas is little ; but I could not recommend him. No one but Dawkins dares ride him; and he has been thrown twice, and cannot manage him." " I do not think his present rider goes the right way to work," observed his guest. " Indeed ! Dawkins is noted as the best breaker-in for miles round," remarked the squire rather peevishly. " Perhaps you have horses of your own, and superior jockeys .^"" " I have no horse, sir. I am sorry to say, a gallant steed is still to me an object of desire, instead of possession." '' Poor fellow !'' said Mr. Conyers compas- sionately, forgetting to feel offended at the presumption of one who had no stud giving THE SQUIRE. 189 an opinion, in his pity at his being horseless ; the which, as an inveterate hunter, unwilling, and, from disuse, unable to walk, he considered one of the mighty misfortunes of this life, " He will be thrown !" exclaimed Mabel in alarm, as the horse reared, kicked, and cur- veted in no gentle manner. " Be under no alarm, Miss Conyers ! I am much mistaken if that rider will provoke his horse to more than he can well endure." The squire turned a quick and not well- pleased glance at the speaker, remarking pet- tishly, " Suppose you try him yourself, young man." " Readily, sir ! with your permission," re- plied his guest, meeting his gaze with a steady look, his cheek flushing at the tone still more than the words. " Do not try ! Pray do not try !" pleaded Mabel earnestly, forgetting her shyness in her fear of an accident. " I thank you for your kindness. Miss Conyers," he replied gently; then added a little proudly, for his young blood was up. 190 THE SQUIRE. " I must prove to your father that I am not the boaster he believes me." ** Surely you will not let him go !" exclaimed Mabel, clinging to her father's arm. " Think if he should be hurt !" " Pshaw ! Mabel, you are always frightened about everything: I dare say he will think better of it." Edward Elton had lingered a moment to catch those gentle tones, but he lingered not with the hope of being recalled, and though his eye flashed at the squire's answer, it made no change in his resolution. Choosing a whip as he passed through the hall, he stepped out upon the lawn and walked towards the still restive animal. '' Stop, Mr. Elton," exclaimed the squire, throwing up the window, and half shaking off" his daughter, who was still clinging to his arm. Edward approached, but with a rather state- ly air, uncertain if the Mr. Elton so formally pronounced was meant in mockery or polite- ness ; for, brief as had been their acquaintance, THE SQUIRE. 191 the squire, considering his age a warrant, had before waved punctilio in his address. " What is your wish, sir ?" inquired Ed- ward proudly. Mr. Conyers paused for a moment. " Wish ? — oh, to have the past five minutes forgotten," he answered frankly, having re- covered his good-humour, and not liking to expose the young man to danger. " It would be a strange piece of hospitality to condemn my guest to ride a restive horse, with plenty of others in the stable." " In plain words, sir, you had rather that I would not mount your colt.'' " In plain words, yes." " One more question, if you please, sir ; and pardon me if I request a candid answer. Do you fear for your horse, or your guest ?" " Since you will have a candid answer — for my guest. The horse is of little value now, and would be worth something if broken of his tricks. Come back ! Mabel will lose her wits with fright if you mount." " I am much honoured by Miss Conyers's 19^ THE SQUIRE. humane anxiety ; but she must feel, after what has passed, that it is necessary I should prove I made no boast of what I dared not at least attempt. — I have no doubt as to the result."" " Then you have ridden, though you have no horses of your own ?*' inquired the squire, who was vexed at his own petulance, and could not but admire the respectful firmness of the young man. " Constantly, sir. I have frequently as- sisted a famous breaker (a singular character living near us) in taming the wildest colts; besides having practised in a wandering circus to whose owner I had rendered some little service." ^' Why did you not say so before ?" asked Mr. Conyers bluntly. " You gave me no opportunity, sir, and might have thought it boasting." " Ay, ay, hot young blood takes offence at trifles : I was young myself once. I am sorry for what I said ; and now, come in : — or mount, an' you will,'' seeing that the young man's heart was set upon it. THE SQUIRE. 19o " Thank you, sir/' replied Edward with his usual open expression of countenance. " May I choose a bridle as well as a whip ?" " Anything you please. Old Ned will show you where they are kept." In a few minutes Edward returned, fol- lowed by the grey-headed groom, bearing the chosen bridle. *' You had better put it on yourself, sir, if you understands them things : but if you bean't used to vicious horses, don't ye mount ; Fury has larnt a thing or two." " Thank you ! I understand ; but I am used to all sorts of horses ;" and his smile won the old man^s heart, who, truth to tell, had been thrown by Fury, (as the horse had been named by general acclamation,) and entertained some jealousy of Dawkins. " Indeed, sir, you had better not try : I can scarcely sit un ; and as to managing un, it 's next to nothing !" said Dawkins with consider- able earnestness, as Edward prepared to put on the bridle, with the assistance of Ned. " I know the worth of your advice, but VOL. I. K 194 THE SQUIRE. am not frightened. There are several ways of conquering the vicious." " If you choose to try, sir — " muttered Daw- kins, shrinking back from the keen gaze of the speaker, and oflPering no further oppo- sition. The animal submitted to his new equipment with a quietude which he rarely accorded to a stranger, and received his patting with tolera- ble graciousness ; but Edward was not render- ed less wary by this courteous conduct. As he was ready to mount, a servant brought him out a hunting-cap. " You had better put it on,'' said the squire kindly. " Thank you, sir : I had quite forgotten my head was uncovered." Then, seeing Mabel still by her father's side, half looking, and half turned away, he added, " I assure you. Miss Conyers, there is not the slightest danger to be anticipated ; but, as the animal will not be subdued without a struggle, had you not better retire ? By Fury's eye, I see that hi^ present courtesy will not last long." THE SQUIRE. 195 " You are sure there is no danger ?" " None, I feel convinced ; but you will imagine some." " Do try and be a heroine for once, Mabel, and look without blenching on a prancing steed, as they say in the Seven Champions," observed her father. Mabel shook her head, but she did not quit the window; and her anxiety became too in- tense to allow her to withdraw her gaze, though the clasped hands and pallid cheeks gave little promise of her ever becoming a heroine. The young man, gathering up the reins, placed his hand on the animaPs shoulder and sprang into his seat before any present were aware of the attempt. No sooner did the horse feel his weight, than he reared so high, that the crowd (for the whole household had assembled) feared he would fall backwards. A murmur of apprehension rose, which grew in strength as the animal increased his violence ; sometimes leaping off the ground with fierce and fiery bounds ; then standing on his hind legs, and pawing with his fore feet, or plunging and K 2 196 THE SQUIRE. kicking, till the general opinion among the domestics that he was possessed by the Evil One, and more than mortal horse, scarcely seemed an idle jest Even the florid cheek of the bold squire lost some of its strong co- louring, and Mabel's grew paler still, though she uttered neither scream nor question ; but the rider kept a firm and fearless seat. His temper was unruffled — his whip unused ; and, for a time, he rather bore with the creature's rage than opposed it, merely keeping a steady hold on the rein, bending, or sitting erect, as best enabled him to defeat the endeavours to throw him : but when he had sufficiently proved to the horse himself, which began to weary with his exertions, the vanity of such a hope, his knees pressed him closer and closer, till the animal trembled beneath the pressure ; whilst the flashing eye grew dull — the neck less proudly arched — and he stood quiet as a lamb, with quivering nostrils and a smoking coat. A shout of admiration rose from the crowd, above which was heard the THE SQUIRE. 197 squire's loud view-hollo, followed by an al- most equally loud " Bravely done !" The rider, slightly relaxing his pressure, was patting the animal's neck, and, as some assert, looking towards a fair pale face, when the horse, startled by the hollo, bounded away at full speed. For an instant the rider wavered in his seat at this unexpected change ; — the next showed him as firmly fixed — as much master as before. Not that he slackened the animal's speed, but, on the contrary, urged him on up a sharp hill, till he would gladly have paused for breathing-time, an indulgence denied, till, checked and tamed, at least for a time, the young man brought the horse back to its owner in a mood so gentle, that he shrank not at noise or caressing, and exhibited no further symptom of rebellion. " Bravely done indeed !" exclaimed the squire, coming out on the lawn, and shaking Edward's hand with an almost painful warmth, — " Bravely done indeed ! and you scarcely used the whip." 198 THE SQUIRE. " No, sir. I believe there would be little call for force on most occasions, would we subdue our own tempers first: firmness will ever effect more than passion." " Very likely : only some cannot help being a little warm on occasion — it is their nature, — but then it is over in a minute,*' replied the squire with a slight self-consciousness. *' I was wrong to doubt your powers." " Never think of that, sir : I believe I spoke more freely than I should have done. Your whole conduct had been so kind, that I forgot we had met but yesterday, and were not old friends."" " Old friends !— and so we are — or will be. You shall not go to-day, as you proposed, but stay at the Grange as long as you can find it agreeable ; and I will mount you till the end of the season. It would be a shame such a rider should be obliged to walk — leave that to book- worms and milksops ; you will do credit to my hunters, and bring my stud into still greater repute. No refusal, — or I shall be affronted, and think you have not forgiven my doubts. — THE SQUIRE. 199 Jack !** turning to one of the numerous doers of nothing, " go to Wexton for this gentle- man's portmanteau : he will give you direc- tions." " But, my dear sir " began Edward. " No ' dear sir ' to me, if you refuse my in- vitation," replied the warm-hearted, but some- times fiery squire. " If you don't like the Grange and its master, go ! — if you do, stay !" " Then I shall stay, most certainly," replied the young man with an animation that proved how much his own wishes were gratified by the decision. " I only meant to say, that as yet you knew nothing of me or my father." " Hang your father ! I don't care whether you had one or not," exclaimed the squire pettishly. " Such a runner and rider, with such eagerness in hunting, can neither be rogue nor coward. I would back you as a gentleman for a thousand; and what care I where you live, or where you were born ? or whether you had a title in your family, or not ? Say no more ! but stay here quietly till tired of us." SOO THE SQUIRE. " I might chance to become a fixture, then, sir." " With all my heart : Mabel and I find it dull sometimes ; for she takes no interest in hunting, and I can't read and work. I owe you much for taming Fury ; — but do you think this gentleness will last ?'" " With care, sir, I hope it may. I judge him to have a high, but not vicious spirit, that kindness and firmness will subdue. I should recommend no one''s mounting him for some days but myself, and his being groomed by a person who has not groomed him before, that he may forget his old tricks and win himself a new character: — ^it would be better even if his former attendant did not go near him. I have little doubt that he will prove worth many thirty guineas." " Then suppose we give the charge of him to old Ned," remarked the squire. " Just as you please, sir ; I am sure I don't want the care of un," replied Dawkins sul- lenly ; muttering, *' The young gentleman may find himself mistaken ;" but turning THE SQUIRE. 201 away, as he spoke, from that young gentle- man's look. " I understand what I am saying," remark- ed Edward calmly : " keep you away from him, and I do not fear a relapse." " Mind that, Dawkins ! I will not have you interfere," observed Mr. Conyers in a peremp- tory tone that ensured obedience. The man turned away without reply ; but there was wrath in his heart against Edward from that day. " I do not know what you will think of my forwardness. Miss Conyers, but I have ac- cepted your father's kind invitation to remain some days at the Grange," said Edward, after expressing his hopes that she had not been much alarmed. " I am glad of it, for I fear my father finds me but a dull companion," she replied frankly and simply. " Mending, Mabel ! mending, I hope !" ob- served her father. " You did not squall as some silly women would have done, though even I feared for the rider. To be sure, you looked K 5 ^02 THE SQUIRE. like a corpse; but if women will only hold their tongues, we must let them turn pale ; and you had the sense to think of the cap." " Then I owe that kindness to Miss Con- yers ?"* " That you do ! and you look so grateful, I wish you would repay it by persuading her to mount the mare I bought for her especial use. That would be doing her a real ser- vice !" Mabel by no means considered the service so essential, but, to her father's delight, she really did mount it, though with many mis- givings ; but, either thanks to young Elton's carefulness, who kept close by her side — or that the animal was, as the squire asserted, the most gentle of the gentle, she acquitted herself so well, that her father, as he kissed her cheek on lifting her from the saddle, pro- nounced her " a good girl,*" predicting that she would in time become an accomplished horsewoman, if Elton would but take her in hand. Her only reply was a smile, and playfully expressed doubt that that would THE SQUIRE. 203 prove beyond even Mr. Elton's powers. Strange to say, she did not blush at his reply, or turn away from his animated smile ; so com- pletely had his frank and graceful manner won her confidence. The evening seemed but short to all. The subduing Fury had firmly established Edward in the good opinion of his host, who, in his enthusiastic admiration of his horsemanship, would have vouched for his possessing every possible virtue ; and each would have been a little annoyed had any kind, officious friend thought it a duty to point out the shortness of their acquaintance. What then ? Likings and dislikings have clocks of their own, which keep time by other than the common-place rules that content the herd of mankind. They are ruled by the dials of the heart — the shine or the shadow of the sun of aflPection. Yet, truth to say, the sun of affection is a capricious sun : it will lengthen a day to a year, make a year seem but as one fleeting day ; and I would not advise a gourmand to regulate his meals by such a 204< THE SQUIRE. dial: — he could not read the riddle of its marks. The squire at least could not be termed ro- mantic; and, with all due deference to the young gentleman'^s vanity, he was a greater favourite with the father than the daughter. THE SQUIRE. 205 CHAPTER IX. " We must ride hard, or we shall be late," said Mr. Conyers the next morning to his young guest, whom he had mounted on one of his hacks, having sent a favourite hunter on to cover for his use. " A fine scenting-day ! We shall have a capital run : feel no delicacy, but maintain the character of Dasher," he said, as he was, some time after, exchanging the hack for the hunter, and looking to the tightening of the girths. " I feel like a boy at his first field this morning. Let the youngsters look to their laurels, for I intend to be in at the death again ! There are ten years of life in the winding of that horn and the carolling of those hounds." It is not for man to look into futurity : well for him that it is not ! But he should not 206 THE SQUIRE. hold all as certain, of which his bounded vision cannot behold the uncertainty. Who shall say what a day may bring forth? Not long past the prime of life, the squire counted upon length of days; — in the pride of his strength, he thought to lead the chase : — he never led the chase again ! The hunters had met at the appointed place ; — the weather and the scent — the relative va- lue of various horses and hounds — the last run, and the last piece of scandal — the flirta- tions, births, deaths, and marriages of the whole county, (for there is no gossip like that of hunters on a hunting morning ;) all these, and a thousand other matters, had been dis- cussed : — the squire had boasted of his triumph two days before, and laughed at the majority, who, by not following him, had lost a capital run, and gained nothing but vexation : — Sir Thomas Barrett (the most heavy of heavy baronets, and master of the hounds) had asked after Miss Conyers's health with praiseworthy soberness of tone ; — the brake had been drawn — the fox had broken cover — the proper num- THE SQUIRE. 207 ber of view-hollos had been given — the hounds were close on the scent — and on swept the chase in gallant show ; the early morning air (for hunters were no lie-a-beds in those days) loaded with the fragrance of the bright gorse, on whose prickly boughs hung the dew-beaded gossamer, glistening in the March sun as a silver net-work strung with diamonds. The gentle and odorous breeze was refresh- ing, and on swept the hunt, as we have said, in gallant show, passing over many a mile, leaving many a straggler far behind (for the first burst had breathed unpractised steeds) — yet still on swept the chase over bank, and wild, and field ; and of the few whose horses had not tired, Philip Conyers and Edward Elton were the foremost. The light weight of the latter would have enabled him to outstrip his host ; but a feeling of courtesy checked his speed, and he rode side by side with the honest squire. Had a painter desired models for a hunting-piece, here they were ! — bold riders, and eager sportsmen — their handsome features animated with the spirit of pursuit. 208 THE SQUIRE. " I said I should lead the chase for many a day yet !" shouted the squire to his brother hunters just behind. A rough broken hedge on a steep bank, with a deep ditch on the other side, was before them. " Over r shouted the squire to Elton. '* Have no care for Dasher ! he could clear twice as much ; and I know you can keep your seat.*' The order was obeyed, as soon as given ; the young man having only hesitated because he was riding another's horse, for the fine animal, accustomed to such a much greater weight, was scarcely blown, and steed and rider stood in safety on the other side, Edward having taken the precaution to select a low part of the hedge, and, uncertain of the extent of leap, to make allowance for any probable distance. " Take care, sir,~-the ditch is very broad and deep," said Edward, pausing a moment to look back at the squire, whose horse was by no means as fresh as his own. " The squire craning !"* shouted a voice from beliind. THE SQUIRE. 209 " Dareall blown !" exclaimed another, as the gallant horse made a slight stumble. " Philip Conyers baulked !" cried a third, coming rapidly up. " Let me lead him over and change horses ; mine is still fresh," said Edward. " Nonsense, boy ! — stand aside ! — Philip Conyers was never baulked yet !" he shouted, looking back at the advancing taunters for an instant, ere, striking his spurs into his panting horse, he forced him to the leap. The noble animal stumbled again ; — still his master urged him on. He rose to the rein, exerting all his remaining strength ; but his fore feet struck the top of the hedge, which crashed at his touch, and down came horse and rider into the deep ditch below, the whole weight of the powerful animal resting on the right arm and shoulder of the squire. " Stained the scarlet !" shouted one of the foremost hunters, clearing the leap at a less perilous spot. " Who leads the field now ?" shouted an- other equally fortunate. 210 THE SQUIRE. " Hope you are not hurt," said Sir Thomas Barrett, riding on without waiting for a reply. " I said his horse was blown,'* remarked another ; while some passed on without a knowledge of the accident. " For Heaven's sake, assist me to raise the horse, or Mr. Conyers will be crushed !" ex- claimed Edward, appealing to the last of the party, a sober-looking person, who had led his horse over bank and ditch, and was re- mounting. " I will send the first man I meet," he re- plied deliberately, riding on as he spoke. There lay the kind-hearted squire, who never refused a favour, if in his power to grant it, lying in a ditch — the horse which he had urged to the leap to appease his pride, know- ing him to be distressed, resting on him — tended only by a stranger, whilst the friends of years passed on unheeding. " Never mind me ! Let Dasher head the hunt, since Dareall cannot," exclaimed Mr. Conyers, as Edward, who had dismounted THE SQUIRE. 211 on perceiving the accident, came to his as- sistance. " Pardon me, sir : I cannot leave you thus.'* " Why not ? My friends have passed on ; and you are but a stranger," said the squire with a slight tinge of bitterness. " I would not quit you, sir, were you really a stranger ; much less one from whom I have received such kindness. I hope you are not hurt." " I hope not ; but I cannot stir, with Dare- all on me." " Do not attempt it, lest he should strug- gle. I will try to remove him gently ; — hap- pily he has not yet stirred." He said truly — he had not yet stirred — he never stirred again. The heart of the gallant horse had broken in the endeavour to redeem his master's fame — to gratify his master's pride. "Is Dareall hurt ?'* inquired Mr. Conyers : " he does not try to rise." " I see a labourer in the field yonder, and will call him to assist in raising the poor ani- mal." 212 THE SQUIRE. " You do not say if he is hurt,"''' remarked the sq uire, looking anxiously up into the young man's face. " He is in no pain, sir — never will be again." "Dead?" " I fear so. Yet it is a providential thing ; for had he struggled, lying beneath him as you do, your life would have been in danger." " Dead !" murmured the squire. " Poor Dareall dead ! — All my doing ! — I should have spared him." And the kind squire closed his eyes with a groan, which his own sufferings had not extorted. By the aid of the labourer, Mr. Conyers was extricated from the weight of the dead horse, but, faint and giddy, could not stand. A late straggler rode for medical assistance and a carriage, at the request of Edward, who thought of everything best for the occasion ; and returned in a much shorter time than could have been hoped, having met the surgeon re- turning in a chaise from a distant and urgent call. After assisting to place the squire in the chaise, Edward remounted his horse to precede THE SQUIRE. 213 the sufferer and get all ready against his arrival at the Grange. " Break it gently to Mabel," said Mr. Con- yers in a low tone : " she is so gentle — so affectionate : — say she must bear up to nurse me. And poor Dareall ! — tell Ned to send for him, and see that not a hair of his skin is touched ! — he died to save my honour, and shall have honourable burial !" " All shall be done as you would wish," re- plied the young man. " Thank you !" and the bold, strong squire again sank fainting into the corner. " I hope you have had a capital run : — is not that what I am to say ?"" asked Mabel Conyers of Edward Elton, as he took his seat beside her in silence. " Not very capital !" She looked up at his tone, her fears taking the alarm on the instant. '' Is my kind father come home ?*' " He will be here shortly." " You look very, very pale ! Have you been thrown ?" 214 THE SQUIRE. " No.'' *' Are you ill ?" she inquired anxiously, ever ready to sympathise with suffering. " Not in body ; — but pray do not alarm yourself !" " Something dreadful has happened, Mr. Elton, or you would not look upon me so pity- ingly, and then turn away ! Do not deceive me! Tell me — tell me all! I am not so weak as some think !"" " I will tell you all. Miss Conyers ; but you must strive for firmness — you must not let your love imagine danger where there is none !" " My father ! — it is of him you would tell me; yet you said he would come shortly — did you not?" looking wildly into his face. " I expect him every moment, to tell you with his own lips that you have no cause for fear. I speak but the truth," — (seeing her doubtful) — " on my word, I would not deceive you : there has been an accident, and your kind father may require some of your gentle nursing; but I have Mr. Horton^s assurance there is no danger I" THE SQUIRE. 215 " I do not think you would deceive me," she said, looking less wildly. " You do me but justice. Your father bade me break it gently to his Mabel, and tell her that she must bear up to be his nurse. Do not check your tears for my presence ; but rather look upon me for a time as a kind brother, griev- ing as you grieve. I would rather see tears than that look of wild alarm !'' " Tell me all, then !" He did tell her all, so gently and so kindly, that she feared no longer, though she sorrowed still. Her tears flowed freely ; and, for a time, she did not seek to check them, weeping on as though he had been really the brother that he had begged her to consider him, till, soothed by his kindness, she joined with him in mak- ing the necessary arrangements for the com- fort of the sufferer. " You shall see how calm I can be, — looking my hopes rather than my fears ! Coward in general, I will play the heroine now, not to add pain to pain !'' 216 THE SQUIRE. " I will not doubt you/' he replied, as she tried to smile through her tears. But he did doubt her firmness, when she should first see her father. It is so fearful, even to the firmest, to see a large, strong man with the hue of death upon his cheek — his powers gone— his strength departed ! If such the feelings of a stranger — what those of a child? He would have spared her the sight till his injuries had been examined and the surgeon's duties over ; but the father asked for his child, and the child would not be withheld. " Now be calm, for your father's sake, still more than your own," said Edward gently, as he supported her into the hall, where the squire was resting in an arm-chair till he should have recovered sufficient strength to reach his room. Stifling a groan, he spoke in a cheerful voice as his child entered the hall. " Don't be frightened, Mabel ! — there are years of life in me yet, and I shall be hunting again before the end of the season. You had better not touch me," he added, as she would THE SQUIRE. 2111 have thrown her arms round his neck. " Be a good child, and don't cry ; for I shall want you to nurse me, and I cannot bear tears. Give me one kiss, and then go ; for Horton, I see, is impatient to make me worse, and afterwards boast a cure."" Her lips clung to his, as though the pressure ensured his safety ; but, at a sign from her fa- ther, Edward drew her gently away, and led her back to the sitting-room : — then, and not till then, did her sobs break forth. " You promised to tell me the truth," she said, advancing eagerly to meet him as he re- turned to her more than an hour afterwards. " I did ; and you promised to be calm, for your father's sake." The report was distressing to those interested in the sufferer. His collar-bone was broken, and -his shoulder slightly injured ; besides va- rious bruises, and a wound in the leg, which would prevent his using it for some time to come. None of the injuries were dangerous in themselves ; but the squire's full habit — the life he had led for m.any years, his time having VOL. I. L 218 THE SQUIRE. been principally passed between hard drinking and hard exercise — and his avowed determi- nation not to submit patiently to the neces- sary regimen, excited reasonable fears of fever and inflammation. ^' Now that I have spoken of your father, I must speak a little of myself. As an acquaint- ance — may I say a friend ? — of so short a stand- ing, perhaps my remaining may appear an in- trusion ; yet it seems unfeeling to leave you at this moment, and Mr. Conyers has strongly urged my stay. Will you decide for me ?"" " Oh, do stay ! — do not go now ! — you think of everything; and you may persuade my father to attend to Mr. Horton's orders, — he is so fond of ycu : — yet it is selfish to ask you to remain." " It is my own wish, and I only wanted your sanction to what I so much desired." And he did stay — day after day, week after week — till that stay was considered a matter of course, whilst a departure would have been looked on as a strange proceeding. The con- finement of a sick-room, to one of the squire's THE SQUIRE. 219 habits, who appeared, like the Indians on the first discovery of the New World, to consider that man and horse were inseparable, was a hard trial ; the more hard from happening in the beginning of March, instead of the end. " If it had been the last day of the season, I should not so much have minded ; but the scent has lain so well ever since my fall.'' Thus murmured the squire in his impatient moods : but those moods were, considering his character and pursuits, less frequent than might have been expected, and his recovery more rapid than his child had dared to hope. Yet he sometimes raged at his doctor, declaring he wanted to exhibit him as a skeleton — some- times at the indifference and carelessness of his brother hunters, who after the first few days called but rarely, finding that Mr. Hor- ton was peremptory in his orders of non-ad- mittance : — but never did he rage at his kind and gentle nurses. His child and his guest were ever with him, together or apart ; sooth- ing his sufferings, or administering to his wants, l2 220 THE SQUIRE. till he of himself remarked that the cheeks of both were pale, and, much as he valued their presence, insisted that they should ride or walk every day. This injunction was enforced by the skilful surgeon, and, after a little re- monstrance, submitted to by both, — the more readily when the squire, mending daily, ob- tained permission to admit old Ned, the grey-headed groom, who gave full reports of the state of stable and kennel, occasionally smuggling in an inhabitant of the latter, re- gretting that he could not do the like by one of the former ; besides, rendering all the histo- ries of each day's hunt, generally riding over to Sir Thomas Barrett's in the morning for the purpose, as well as repeating all the kind things which the villagers and others said of the squire. In short, he was found a valuable auxiliary in the task of amusing the invalid, and became a great favourite with Master Elton and Miss Mabel, as he termed them ; and, as is usual, the regard was mutual. To do justice to the squire's hunting friends, we must state that his accident was universally THE SQUIRE. 2^1 regretted, even by those who were too eager in the chase to stay and assist him ; and many would have visited him on ihe blank days, but for the surgeon's prohibition, and the dis- tance — Sir Thomas Barrett's, ten miles off, be- ing almost the nearest residence. Then, when April came, and the season was over, and the dull time of the year began, some were forced to town by the entreaties of wives and daugh- ters — some by parliamentary duties; — some started for the round of races — and some, having turned their horses out to grass, found no means of riding over to see a man for- bidden to play the hospitable host. Another source of vexation to the squire was, his hun- ters being idle : but this he partly remedied by insisting on Elton's riding them for the last few days of the season. " Ride them, as I would ride them,""* he said, " and don't think of Dareall. Poor Dare- all ! thank you for seeing him buried de- cently." This, and once to old Ned, were the only times he ever mentioned his lost favourite ; 222 THE SQUIRE. a proof to those who knew him how much he was regretted. To Edward Elton, ever eager for action, the chase was delightful ; it was to him a men- tal excitement, not a mere bodily exertion, for to him it imaged the race of life ; but he would have declined the offer, had not the squire staked his favour on the acceptance, speaking sharply to Mabel, for the first time since his accident, on her turning pale at the mention, and plead- ing his fancied danger and her fears. Ed- ward promised the terrified girl to be care- ful ; and when she saw him return unharmed, and marked her father's pleasure whilst listen- ing to his animated description of a famous burst, she half blushed at her fright, and con- sented as a penance to ride with him, as her father wished, only stipulating that he and the attendant groom should be mounted on very quiet horses. When the squire was well enough to sit in an easy chair at the window, and look on the horses and dogs led forth beneath for his especial gratification, and listen to the village THE SQUIRE. 22S gossips with the bailiff at their head, who on various pretences found their way into his pre- sence, he insisted that his daughter's rides should be prolonged, forgetting, in his sportsman- like anxiety that she should become a capital horsewoman, the probable consequences of such constant and encouraged intercourse between two young persons, neither frights, fools, nor cynics. His own partiality for his young guest increased every day ; and he never considered whether his daughter's might not do the same. He never asked him of his family or fortune. What did either matter to him ? — he was not going to marry him. But he was so fond of his society — in short, it became so completely a habit, — and with him habit was almost des- potic, — that he considered a mention of depar- ture as little short of an affront. Edward Elton, on his part, sunning himself in the smiles of father and daughter, forgot his pining after action — his desire to win an independence, and quietly lingered on at the Grange, instead of proceeding to town ; and this so naturally, that the only consciousness 224 THE SQUIRE, he showed of this being a change from his ori- ginal plan, was an embarrassing debate, whe- ther, having engaged to write to his father on his arrival in London, which should have been long since, he ought to act up to the letter, or the spirit of his engagement ; — a debate con- tinued so long, and adjourned so often, that the letter was not written till after the squire had pronounced himself a perfect cure. It certainly required some skill and practice in diplomatic correspondence to explain why he, who had sighed and pined for action, now lin- gered contentedly in inactivity ; a task the more difficult since the writer could not, or would not, account for this sudden indolence. Mr. Conyers had insisted on his acceptance of Fury ; and the young man had been compelled to consent, rather than offend the generous do- nor : but neither had considered how the means of its subsistence were to be provided. What did it matter ! The stable, the hay-stack, and the corn-bin were open to him as long as his master should remain at the Grange — and was not he a fixture ? Did not honest old THE SQUIRE. 225 Ned tend him with the greatest care, and de- clare, " that Master Elton desarved un, for making un so gentle, and Miss Mabel like — without using the whip too ?" Miss Mabel felt no peculiar gratification in hearing Fury likened to her, as she always watched the pricking up of his ears, and the flashing of his eye, with the laudable desire of penetrating his intentions : but her father was exceedingly entertained by the comparison, and even Edward smiled, — so she smiled too ; and after she had, by great persuasion, allowed his master to ride him, whilst escorting her, and had found him quiet and tractable, she ceased to speak in his disfavour, and even occasionally patted him — when Edward stood beside her. L 5 226 THE SQUIRE. CHAPTER X. " I NEVER saw a handsomer couple, or better riders," exclaimed the delighted squire, as Ma- bel and Edward rode beneath his window, greeting him with playful bows as they passed. " Take a long ride ! I shall not walk till after dinner." " Miss Conyers fears it may rain late in the day, and wishes to return early for your walk," replied Edward, checking his horse. " Pshaw ! rain ? — no such thing !" looking up at the sky. " The little gipsy is afraid of her head-gear ; the hat and feathers would not like a wetting. Never heed, Mabel ; you ride so well, only now and then looking frightened, that I must present you with new woman's furniture. She really does you credit, Ed- ward : — I believe now that you may teach her THE SQUIRE. 2g7 anything.'* Then beckoning him to come nearer, he added in a lower tone, " Don't let her get wet : her poor mother died of con- sumption, some say ; and Horton thinks her delicate." " Do not fear, sir ; I would guard her with my life. But if you think rain likely, we had better not go far, — habitations not being as plentiful as corn-fields hereabouts." " It will not rain these four hours : so be off!" " You have brought me a new road, and I do not know where I am, or in what direction lies the Grange," remarked Edward, looking up, and round, instead of into the face of his companion, which had been his occupation for some time past. " Lost ! quite lost ! — so you must submit to my guidance, for once, instead of my always submitting to yours. We are going to enter Astell Park, and you must look round and admire, as all do, and have done for centuries." " And the Grange, where is that ?"" he in- quired, looking up, rather than round. 2^8 THE SQUIRE, " The Grange ! — oh, that is a good seven miles off! Are you weary of your horse, or your companion, that you look so troubled at my answer ?'* " Fury is in high favour still ; — and need' I plead to the last charge ?"" " Oh no ! certainly not, since you do not wish it," she said a little hurriedly, stooping to adjust her habit. " Then you acquit me of wearying, or being weary ?" " Old Ned says you are always asking odd questions about everything,"" she replied, with- out raising her head. " Old Ned says a great many strange things ; remember, he compared you to Fury : but I must ask another question, in despite of him. Are we pursuing the nearest road to the Grange ?" " I believe so." " Then what think you of a canter on this rare piece of level road ?''^ " Certainly !'' striking her horse with the whip. THE SQUIRE. ^29 A few minutes brought them to a handsome lodge, with everything about it in the most perfect order ; the old woman who opened the gate looking like some venerable domestic of a kind master who had thus provided for her comfort. " You think my conduct strange ; but the riddle is soon read : I anticipate a thunder- storm. Had you not better rest in the lodge till it shall have passed ? There is a shed for the horses." " Then you really beHeve that I have an overweening care for my feathers/' she replied, a little reproachfully. " Indeed, I do not ! It is I who fear lest you should get wet," " Let us ride on, then ; it will scarcely rain yet; and there is a farm-house outside the other lodge, where it would better please my father that we should rest." " Why so .?" he inquired, as they rode on through the park. " Because my father and Mr. Astell are not on visiting terms/' S30 THE SQUIRE. " Yet you ride through his park.*' " It is a public road." " That is a pity, and a detriment to such a beautiful place, where art seems to have com- bined with nature to produce perfection. But perhaps it does not pass near the house." " Very close, I am sorry to say." " Why sorry ?'* " I scarcely know, for I like to look upon the old house ; but I believe I am sorry lest it should annoy Mr. Astell." " Then you know him ?" " I have never even seen him." " You are very philanthropic, to grieve for the annoyance of one whom you have never seen. If you feel thus for a stranger, what may not your friends hope ?" " I have not seen Mr. Astell, certainly ; but I have heard many speak of him. The poor seldom name him without a blessing ; and the village of Astell is a striking contrast to that of Ranford. At the first, order rules ; at the last, disorder." " Why not visit then ? He must be your nearest neighbour." THE SQUIRE. 231 " I know no other reason than disinclina- tion. Mr. Astell is the only person, except- ing poachers or fox-killers, of whom ray fa- ther thinks or speaks with unfriendly feelings ; and I have heard that he assisted those who contended for a right of way through Astell Park : but this happened before I was born." *' That is the reason, then, that you would not enter the lodge : but you do not mind riding through the park."" " I would not turn from the public road, and should have felt some delicacy in riding there, considering the share my father had had in throwing it open to the public, had Mr. Astell not sent a polite message begging none of the family to refrain on that account. I pass through but seldom, and my father never ; though, I believe, in return he grants Mr. Astell permission to send carts through some of his fields. I once heard that there had been other disputed points which had increased the unfriendly feeling between them." " You do not know what first caused dis- 232 THE SQUIRE. " I do not ; unless the tale of an old woman in the village is correct, that he too had loved my mother, before he became possessed of Asteil Court/' " Was your mother very beautiful ?'"' " So I have always heard." " And you are like her?" inquired Edward eagerly, thinking of the portrait at Beauchamp, to which he still sometimes fancied she bore a resemblance. " What a many questions you ask ! as I was told the other day, when, with more zeal, I fear, than wisdom, I was trying to settle a dispute concerning the rightful possession of a top." " I admit the charge ; but bear with me this once. Do you resemble your mother ?'* " Some say so." " Have you no portrait of Mrs. Conyers ?'"' " None. She never had her likeness taken. — But why do you question me so eagerly ? You could not have known my mother, who died a few months after my birth." " You may fairly ask ; but my answer will THE SQUIRE. 2SS scarcely assure you of my sanity. I was once so fascinated with a mere portrait, as to have it ever before me, sleeping or awake. Even now I cannot banish the belief that the ori- ginal did not die broken-hearted, as they said, but that she will, influence my future fate. You resemble the portrait when animated ; but when silent, the expression is so different, that I scarcely remark a similitude of feature: it was this resemblance which induced my ques- tions. Will you not pardon the impertinence, connected, as you are in my mind, with that beautiful portrait ?" " You wish to enlist my vanity on the side of your imagination," she said with a heightened colour. " It could not have been my mother ; and I know nothing but your roaming the world like the knights errant of the olden times in search of the original, — some captive princess, doubtless." " Do not send me from you for my folly ! Rather let me believe you the original — the lovely one who is to influence my destiny." A vivid flash of lightning startled her horse 2B4f THE SQUIRE. before Mabel could reply — the thunder rolled in the distance, and a large rain-drop fell on the upturned brow of the young man as he gazed on the heavy sky. " There is no time to lose — the clouds will pour down their torrents in less than five mi- nutes ;" and Edward, seizing the rein of her horse, which was curveting at the lightning, forced it into a gallop. " Keep your hand down, and a firm seat. Now to show your horsemanship !" he added as the lightning flash- ed before her face, and the thunder rolled above her head with a thousand echoes, her steed bounding and starting at every flash and roll. " Had I not been so interested in our sub- ject, I should have marked the clouds, and better provided for your safety. Do not slacken your speed or raise your hand; the rain will be here in a few moments, and with this lightning you must not shelter under a tree. — And this owing to my folly !" he mut- tered, as he rode on by her side, keeping his eye on her starting horse, ready to seize the THE SQUIRE. 235 rein again, should he see the slightest oc- casion, though the former character of Fury made him loath to do so without absolute need. Mabel seemed much less alarmed than he could have expected ; and though she was very pale, her sweet voice reassured him. " Do not fear for me ; I do not fear for my- self when you are near." He felt that she confided in him : — he would not have yielded that conviction for all the world could give. The lightning flashed more brightly — the thunder, with its quick sudden crashes and hollow rolling, followed more closely, and her horse every moment became less manageable ; whilst Fury, who had hitherto conducted him- self admirably, showed symptoms of rebeUion as the vivid light shot across his eye-balls. Still Edward Elton kept up the speed of both, and an exclamation of thankfulness burst from his lips, as a sudden turn in the road placed Astell Court before him, in all the grandeur of the past, and the order of the present. ^i6 THE SQUIRE. It was a beautiful specimen of the architec- ture of the time of James the First ; but though the hue of the grey stone was softened and harmonised by age, there was not one symptom of decay ; — nor, like the Grange, did it show how families had increased, and wealth diminished. There were no ill- proportioned excrescences to shock the critical : if the house had been added to since its erection, — which, from its arrangement, appeared improbable, — those additions had been in the same style, and formed no dissight. The park, the lawn, the house, were in perfect keeping. An ele- gant iron railing defended the beautiful shrubs on the lawn (some in their full spring bloom and loveliness, flinging their fragrance far around,) from the incursion of the deer ; whilst superb bronze gates at each extremity ad- mitted visitors. Edward's quick glance saw much of this in an instant, and, ever ready for action and prompt in his measures, he decided at once on placing Mabel in safety beneath the pro- jecting porch, urged to greater decision by THE SQUIRE. 237 the increasing unruliness of her horse, and the large drops that began to fall. One of the bronze gates stood open as though to invite their entrance : and he did not consider the standing of a gentleman, probably Mr. Astell, at a window, as any bar to his project. " Be not alarmed ! another minute will place you in safety within the porch," he said, springing from his own horse, seizing the rein of hers, which was now plunging violently, and dragging him on by main force towards the house. " Not there ! — my father may not like it." *' Let the fault be mine — this is no time to hesitate ;" and before she could reply, he had lifted her from the saddle and borne her within the porch. A flash — so full, so vivid, that it gleamed as the fl.aring of torches into the dark porch, showing the pale face of Mabel to her pre- server, and dazzling the sight, lit up the hea- vens for a moment, making the sky like a vault of flame. There was a strange and 238 THE SQUIRE. rushing sound, as of a mighty rocket passing through the air — a cry of pain — and then a heavy fall, whilst the thunder crashed and rolled. Ere the light had died away, the clouds poured down their torrents, as though the bounds of nature had been burst, and some airy sea was dashing down upon the earth. The smoke rose up from the ground like a mist ; but through it could be seen, stretched on the velvet lawn, torn with its struggles in the death-pang, the horse from which Mabel had been snatched — the lately flashing eye now glazed, the lately bounding limb now motionless. Mabel's head sank unconsciously on the shoulder of her preserver as she understood her deliverance, and murmured her gratitude to him and to her God ; whilst earth held not happier heart than Edward Elton's, as he pressed the cold hand placed in his to tell her thanks, better than her faltering words. " Pray come into the house," urged some one beside them, whose first address had been • unheeded. THE SQUIRE. 2S9 " I shall be obliged to you, for I fear Miss Conyers is fainting," replied Edward to the kind entreaty of the owner of the mansion, a tall thin man, slightly bowed, with a high fore- head, and features impressed with intellect and benevolence. " I am better now — not faint,'' said Mabel, withdrawing from the support of her pre- server with a conscious blush, though her fal- tering step was a proof that the support had not been unrequired. The porch had been so dark, and Mabel's face so completely turned away, that Mr. Astell had no idea to whom he was giving shelter, till she entered the library, when his sudden start and changing cheek proved his instant recognition : — years had not effaced the sufferings of his youth. " Miss Conyers ! I cannot be mistaken ; — there are your mother's brow and eye, and her angel smile."' Tears dimmed his eyes as he looked into her pale face, and his hand shook as he led her to her seat. For a few moments neither spoke ; 240 THE SQUIRE. — a cloud came over the gazer's brow — his features wore a saddened expression — the past came up before him. His guests respected his sorrow and were silent ; and, after a time, recovering from his reverie, he ruled himself to play the host. " Pardon me, Miss Conyers, for this inat- tention — this forgetfulness ; it should not have been, but I had never hoped to see her child beneath my roof, looking so like her too when we first met. I fear I may not believe that you came voluntarily to cheer an old man's desolation; but if I must thank the storm for your presence, I will still bid you welcome. May I not hope that Mabel Duncombe's child will regard me as a friend ?"" taking her hand kindly within his. " You are silent ! Do not think I am at enmity with Philip Conyers : that has long since passed away. I would have you look upon me as a second father : 1 loved your mother — will not her child regard me as a friend ? Will she not sometimes come and see me ?" The tears stood in MabeFs eyes ; for she THE SQUIRE. 241 thought how hard it was to be parted from those we love — and harder still to love, and not be loved again. " I will — I do regard you as a friend ; and, with my father's leave, will see you often.'' " Your father !'' he exclaimed abruptly ; then checking himself, added more calmly : "yes: he has a right to your love and duty. Tell him that he who loved Mabel Duncombe, and saw her given to another, pleads to him for the visits of her child. He cannot — ^nll not refuse.*^ '' I hope not," she said ; but she spoke doubtingly. " And you will plead for my wishes .^" " Indeed I will ; they are my own." " Thank you ! your mother, were she Jiving, would wish it should be so. I am but a neg- lectful host, or I should have ordered refresh- ments, and welcomed your companion, to whom vou are so much indebted. It was a fearful sight, that falling bolt ! Will you introduce me. Miss Conyers ? We are old friends al- ready," he added with a smile. VOL. I. M 242 THE SQUIRE. " Mr. Elton," said Mabel, blushing as she named him. The young man advanced from the window to which he had delicately turned during the late conversation. Mr. Astell started back in greater agitation than when he had looked on Mabel. " The very same ! though years have passed — and yet not quite the same," he murmured, whilst his guests looked on him in surprise. " Who are you that stand before me, as of old, young and full of strength, whilst I am worn and weary ? Tell me quickly !" he ex- claimed, going close up to Edward, and look- ing keenly into his face. " My name is Edward Elton, sir." Mr. Astell shook his head with a mournful look, and turned away. " I knew not that the past could have so un- manned me, as to make me think the grave had given up its dead. No ! no ! all I loved are in the tomb — they live but in my memory !" Then mastering his emotion, he again ad- vanced to the young man with an extended THE SQUIRE. 243 hand. " I beg your pardon for this strange re- ception. Your likeness to one I highly regard- ed, now long since dead, must plead as my ex- cuse ; and were it only for that likeness, and the service you have this day done to Mabel Con- yers, you must look upon me as a friend ; and tax my friendship, should you want its aid.*'' Edward thanked him warmly, though with no idea of ever availing himself of his offer ; and refreshments being ordered, Mr. Astell played the polite and hospitable host. The storm having ceased, Edward proposed sending to the Grange for the carriage to con- vey Miss Conyers home, but Mr. Astell's had long since been ordered to be in readiness ; and though Mabel, with some of her former awe of her father, feared his disapproval, she could not bring herself to decline an offer so kindly made. In her embarrassment she looked to Edward, who settled the point at once, by accepting the proffered carriage, saying, that as Mr. Conyers had committed her to his care, he was bound to arrange for her safe return. „ Mr. Astell smiled as he saw her appealing M 2 244 THE SQUIRE. look, and heard his reply ; and the young man coloured at the smile, sad as it was. " Remember your promise to plead my wishes to your father,"" said Mr. Astell, as he handed his fair guest to the carriage. " I will not forget;' " Then I shall see you again soon.*" '' I hope so ;"" and the carriage drove on, leaving Edward to mount Fury, who, when deserted by his master, had with laudable sa- gacity discovered the way to the stables, where he had been well taken care of. '' The young fancy life perpetual sunshine. Not so! there are storms — destroying — de- vastating — as that which has passed. There are faithless friends, and other perils in our paths. You tread on flowers now — should these fade, or your path become rough, apply to me ; I may bid the flowers rebloom — may smooth the rugged path. Come boldly. Now farewell !'' Before Edward could reply to this singular address, Mr. Astell had re-entered the house ; and the young man, mounting his impatiet t horse, was in a few minutes riding by the side THE SQUIRE. 245 of the carriage, and talking to Mabel, each vying with the other in praise of Mr. Astell, lauding his kindness, his talents, his elegant manners, his varied information, shown in his remarks on the treasures of his library. The squire had been very anxious and fid- getty for his daughter's safe return, (the light- ning having shivered a tree in the park,) though the remembrance that Edward was with her had checked his alarm ; and, in his joy at her providential escape, he was far less annoyed than Mabel had expected on learn- ing where she had taken shelter ; nay, he ap- proved of the whole of young Elton's conduct, who took the blame upon himself: and on hearing Mr. Astell's message, promised that she should call upon him occasionally. The strongest symptoms of his former unfriendly feelings not being quite subdued, were the greatness of his donation to the servants ac- companying the carriage, and his sudden order to Mabel during the evening to send Mr. As- stell some rare Indian sweatmeats, the pre- sent of a distant relative, whom he had once 24f6 THE SQUIRE. assisted. From those he liked, the squire took as frankly as he gave ; from those he did not like, he could ill endure accepting a favour ; or, if compelled to do so, his first thought was to repay it fourfold. " What service will you do me next ?" said Mr. Conyers grasping the young man's hand. "Think if I had lost Mabel! I should have been a blighted tree indeed ! — no one to smile on me — no one to nurse me, for I may not have another child alive;" and the squire grew sad at the thought, for he had learnt, during his illness, the value of the tender cares of love ; the touching beauty of the smile of affection. He had felt there are words, and looks, too precious for the mines of earth to purchase; he had begun to feel the spell of home, how its gentle ties can be as bonds upon the soul — as fetters on the heart, too soft to gall, too strong to burst. He felt as he had never felt since his wife''s death, and scarcely then ; for, though not of keen penetration, he had understood there was little sympathy between them — a mist be- THE SQUIRE. 247 fore the sunshine of her love. He loaded her with gifts — he would have yielded her his favourite hunter (what he prized most, next to herself,) had she desired it : he absolutely sent to Paris to procure her ornaments, though blaming himself the while as a bad patriot, and she received all with smiles and gentle thanks ; and yet he had a fancy, though he knew not on what grounded, that she was not happy, and that she loved him not as he loved her. She never thwarted him — he sometimes wished she had — his will was ever her law : but then she was so silent, and so quiet ; and, except with regard to her children, appeared to have no desire — to take no interest — and her smile was sad, even when she looked on them. He did not comprehend the symptoms of a breaking heart — of a gentle, loving being sink- ing unresistingly beneath its sorrow — withering —dying — as the tender woodbine torn from the trunk to which it clung. The squire was a man ruled by habits ra- ther than impressions — little subject to sud- den impulses ; and, though one of the kindest 248 THE SQUIRE. of human beings, not formed to be the vic- tim of a lasting sorrow. He disliked new things, unless they harmonised with his old customs ; but these new things once become old, were firmly established in his favour. He felt much more for the loss of his wife than many had imagined possible, but habit and hunting soon reconciled him to the change. Many years had elapsed since his home had been endeared to him by the smiles of affection ; but it still possessed powerful attractions in his eyes, from having been the abode of his ancestors for centuries, and his own since his birth, to say nothing of its excellent cellar, stables, and kennel. Shunning female society since the death of Mrs. Conyers ; having no relatives residing near ; holding book-learning in no great repute ; with an active body and indolent mind, hunting became a habit — a necessary excitement ; and, yielding to the opi- nions of his time amongst country squires, he rated a man's strength, wisdom, and good fel- lowship, according to the quantity of wine he could drink without dropping from his chair. THE SQUIRE. 249 This yielding was, particularly in the first in- stance, rather what he considered a good-na- tured compliance with the wishes of others, or from the necessity of showing his hospita- lity as host, than from inclination ; but a short time inured him to the sight of an immortal being depriving himself of reason — his noblest gift, his highest distinction — with a want of self-control not equalled by the brute with only instinct for his guidance. He not only learned to look on this sinking to a level with the brute, in others, without disgust, but to practise the same himself, when tempted by a carouse ; and to speak of it with a levity which, in the present day, wDuld shock even those who shun not the debasing sin as they should; but his late accident, and long con- finement, had awakened more serious and de- sirable thoughts. Withdrawn from the vortex of evil habit ; not subject to the solicitations of his riotous companions ; tended and watched over by his gentle child, who had been taught to know the corruption of man's natural heart, (though only judging severely of herself,) and M 5 250 THE SQUIRE. conversing with Edward Elton, for whom his affection and esteem continued to increase, and who, however the pride and presumption of youth and a high spirit might sometimes lead him into error, usually judged acts by the word of God — not by the wills erf men ; the squire began to acquire a better knowledge of his duties to his Creator and his brother man ; and when sufficiently recovered to kneel beside his child and his young guest in the simple village church, his prayers were cha- ractered by a fervour and humility which they had not before possessed. No longer a form of words carelessly uttered, they were the out- pouring of a heart that, brought to consider the error of its ways by a providential escape from sudden death, and subdued by suffering, turned to its Maker and its Saviour with a faith and lowliness which it had never felt before. Kind, generous, and honourable, the squire had long received the praise of man ; but in self-know- ledge, and self-denial, he had been lamentably deficient. His had been hitherto a darkened mind, but a better light was dawning on it : THE SQUIRE. 251 time was to show if the Sun of Righteousness would shine upon him in his noonday glory. He began to think with regret and disgust of the riotous revels in which he had once borne a part ; and to more than suspect that as the master of a household, and the possessor of property, it was his duty to look to the morals and the comforts of his dependants. These convictions were, as yet, but faintly imprinted on his mind ; for, as we have said, he was not a man of sudden impulses : but they were deepening as time rolled on. He was becoming an altered person ; changed in his principle of action — unchanged in many of his tastes. The days were not long in the society of Mabel and Edward, though the hunting was over — the shooting not commenced ; and when a let- tor arrived from Mr. Durnsford announcing a speedy visit, he received the intelligence, and repeated it to his daughter, with an indifference strongly opposed to the pleasure with which such an announcement had hitherto been heard. His home did not now require Mr. Durnsford' «! presence to make it pleasant. ^52 THE SQUIRE. And how did Mabel receive the news ? With the remark : " Mr. Durnsford was very kind, and cured me of some of my fears." How did Edward Elton hear of the visit? With a slight start — and the question : " Who is Mr. Durnsford ?'' " An old friend of mine, who gave Mabel good advice about ruling horses and dogs. I have no doubt you will like him," replied the squire. " As the friend of yourself, and Miss Con- yers, I shall be sure to do so," said the young man with a cleared-up brow. THE SQUIRE. ^53 CHAPTER XI. It was a lovely day in June when Mr. Con- yers, now quite recovered, entered the draw- ing-room where Mabel sat at her embroidery, with Edward at a little distance, sometimes reading Milton, sometimes pointing out the beauties of the author to his attentive listener, sometimes looking at the fair girl in silence, and bending towards her to catch the tones of her low, sweet voice. " I have been consulting the mason about repairing the lodge as you suggested, and he thinks it will answer admirably. You are a treasure, Edward ! I wonder how we got on without you ! Indeed, I can scarcely fancy there was a time when you were not here, I am so accustomed to regard you as a fixture. Would that you were my son !" S54 THE SQUIRE. " Would that I were !" replied the young man with a start of pleasure. " Thank you for the wish, my boy ; you must consider me as a parent^ then !"' exclaimed the gratified squire, laying his hand on his shoulder; in semblance, or in reality, per- fectly unconscious of any plan by which this might be accomplished. " Poor Philip !" con- tinued the squire with a sigh, " I wish he had never left me, or that he would return like you. He is long in coming, and I pine now as I never pined before to hold him in my arms — to lay my blessing on his head. I used to think the blame all his ; but lately I have feared that I was quick, and rash ; I should have been more indulgent to bis youth, the wilfulness of a mere boy, whom, it may be, I had let run too wild. I fear that I have neither ruled myself, nor others, as I should have done ; but the bold and the strong do not think how soon death may come — do not like to own themselves weak and erring. They are hardened when they should be grateful, you must teach me better, Mabel : speak to THE SQUIRE. '255 me of my good sister, who would fain have made me as herself. I used to laugh at her fancies, as I called them ; but a sick bed teaches other lessons. Bless you, Mabel !'* kissing his daughter's brow, who had risen and passed her arm round his neck. " Oh that my boy were here to share the blesssing ! Sometimes the thought will cross me that he will come, but not till I am gone If so, tell him I bless — I pardon him ! and, if I have erred, he must forgive me. I have my misgivings, though Durnsford would not say I had been harsh. I never guessed he would have taken me at my word. Mind, Mabel, that I leave my blessing for him." " Leave it ? Oh no, give it !'" " I pray it may be so ! but I have no right to expect it, and have strong forebodings.'* '' The lingering effects of your late illness,"' said Edward, taking his hand. " It may be so," replied the squire more gaily, recovering from a mood so unusual to him. " Away with you, girl ! you will choke me," he continued, putting the clinging Mabel ^56 THE SQUIRE. gently from him. '* Away with you, I say, I promised Martha Wilford that you should go and see her/' " Martha Wilford ! If you have been talk- ing with her, no wonder at forebodings ! But surely she has no wish for my presence : 1 am no favourite of hers." " She came out as I passed her gate, re- marking in her usual ungracious tone, that she had been ill — as she had heard I had been, and bade me take care, for death came when none thought of his coming ; and then she added, with her awful manner, that you must go down to see her, for that she had vowed never to sit down within the Grange, till my boy came back." " I hope you did not promise I should go," observed Mabel discomposed. " As an old servant, I did not like to deny her; and she is an awful person to gainsay. You are not afraid, Mabel .''" " Not afraid," said Mabel with a heightened colour ; " but there is a something so strange about her, and the villagers tell such wild THE SQUIRE. 2j7 tales, and she frowned so on me the only time I ever saw her, that I would gladly avoid the visit." " Strange manners, and wild tales indeed !" repeated her father musingly, recurring to the past. " I could never understand — and did not like her. Not that I believe what the silly people say about a dark figure in the churchyard at night, and the ground disturb- ed in the morning, and strange sights and sounds about her dwelling. All nonsense !'' Yet the squire did not look as if he thought it all nonsense ; and his voice was not as loud as usual. " This is nothing : she nursed Philip well — doted on him, and has never been the same since he went, though I think she fostered his bold spirit. You should go, were it only for her love to him ; and you need not be afraid, for she desired that Ed- ward should accompany you." " I, sir .?"' asked Edward in surprise. " Why, I thought she would not see strangers," remarked Mabel, her terror gone at this announcement. 258 THE SQUIRE. " Yes : you, Edward ; she says you saw her once, and promised to go again, I think she muttered something about her cat." " I saved her cat from some dogs ; and got scratched for my gallantry, and rated into the bargain, for she thought at first I had set the animals on ; but when I denied the cruelty, she stared in my face as if I had been some marvellous monster, insisted on my going into her cottage, washed my scratches, and per- sisted in arranging my hair, all which cour- tesies I would fain have declined, for, though professing the most friendly feelings, there was a something so grim and awful in her attentions, that I could not prize them as I should. I hope she is not going to claim me as an old acquaintance, or I shall take to a mask. Ever since I began my wanderings, I have encountered persons who appeared to know me ; even you, I fancied, looked keenly at me when first we met." ''So I do now, sometimes. Your face never seemed strange to me — yet I cannot make out whom you are like : but then, to THE SQUIRE. 259 be sure, I never did remember people's names, and not always their features." " I am half afraid to encounter strangers, these recognitions are so awkward ; and no one ever tells me whom I resemble," observed Edward, a little provoked. " If I must go to the old woman, I will compel her to tell the name of my shadow." " I do not think the Evil One himself could compel her to what she did not like,'* remarked the squire drily. " They say she can read fortunes — you had better get her to tell yours and Mabers— and you can ask of Philip's," he added with assumed indifference, but real earnestness, thereby proving that however un- imaginative was his general character, there was a little superstition in its composition. '* I will try what knowledge I can acquire,*' replied Edward gaily ; and in a few minutes he and Mabel were on their way to Nurse Wilford's cottage. " Have you a brother, then ?" inquired Ed- ward of his companion. " I never but once before heard such a relative alluded to ; and 260 THE SQUIRE. then so vaguely, that, concluding he had died, I asked no questions." " I hope I have a brother, though I have never seen him ; and the subject is so painful to my father that I rarely name it. I have heard from others, that he was a fine, high-spirited boy, indulged by his nurse, who doted on him, as did my father once. I do not know how that love was lessened, though I believe my brother did not always show a child's obedi- ence ; but spoke proudly, (requiring what could not be granted,) and on refusal threatened to run away. In the heat of the moment, my father dared him to the act : — the next morning he was gone, and only a few lines left to say that he would not return till he had acquired an independance ; but that, should he die in the endeavour, his death should be duly no- tified. He was quite a boy then. From that time, notwithstanding every inquiry, nothing was heard of him for years, till he wrote to my father asking forgiveness, and requesting per- mission to visit the Grange on returning from a voyage which he was on the point of under- THE SQUIRE. 261 taking. The permission and forgiveness were readily granted, and for some time he was daily expected ; but many months have passed since then, and he is still away. I heard most of this from Mr. Durnsford, who is anxious for his re- turn, seeing how much my father's heart is set upon it. Martha Wilford was his nurse, and dis- liked me from the idea that I might rival him in the aflFections of my parents : it is strange, therefore, that she should send for me.'' " She cannot dislike you now," remarked Edward, looking at the lovely face set off by its becoming chip hat — the white bodice tight to the delicate shape, with the full flounced skirt — and the little feet in their pointed shoes, that trod the turf as lightly and as noiselessly as though a spirit moved beside him. Edward was right : Martha Wilford did not dislike her now, whatever she might have done in former times. She came out of her cottage to meet her guests; and if her manner was strange, wayward, and at times awful, it was still evident that her views towards both were 262 THE SQUIRE. friendly. She ushered them into her little par- lour with a greeting and demeanour far above her station ; and if there was a something chil- ling even in her kindness, it appeared the con- sequence of her long habit of seclusion, or pe- culiar turn of mind, not any deficiency in good will. Mabel would have preferred taking a seat on the bench in the garden, the flowers glowed so brightly beneath the summer sun, the birds sang so sweetly from the verdant boughs, and the bees flitted from sweet to sweet, with such a soothing, happy hum ; but her hostess would not permit it, and, as Mr. Conyers had said, there was that in Martha Wilford which made no one anxious to gainsay her. She seldom left her rather lonely abode, except from ne- cessity ; she received no suspicious-looking vi- sitors — no evil deed was proved against her ; if any had the boldness to consult her, she gave good, if not palatable advice, for mind or body ; she interfered — she quarrelled — with none, and yet rarely was being more dreaded, or more censured ; but the latter always under the breath, with a sharp glance over the shoulder THE SQUIRE. 263 to make sure that the black dame, as the chil- dren had named her from her dress, was be- yond hearing; for though none could clearly explain on what the idea was grounded, the existence of the idea was certain — not a vil- lager but believed that the dame was possessed of powers beyond ordinary women — in plain language, most thought her leagued with the Wicked One ; and her constant attendant, the large tabby cat, (the one saved by Edward,) was looked on with dread as a familiar spirit. #uch fancies among ignorant villagers were almost universal at the time of this tale ; and witches and cats, the latter generally black, were considered inseparable. The black dame was too keen not to know the estimation in which she was held ; but, either as a matter of indifference, or pleasure, since it saved her- self and cat from molestation and the visits of the village gossips, she took no pains to dispel the evil opinion. The birds built unmolested in her garden, for no boy Avas bold enough to enter her domains even to rob a nest; if she met any in her rare walks, the curtsies could 264 THE SQUIRE. not have been lower had she been the lady that, in good truth, she looked ; and if a frown came on her brow as she marked the terror of the children, or overheard the mother hush their infantas cries by the horror of her name, it made no change in her mode of life, and the muttered words : '' Fools ! they make bug- bears to frighten themselves, as well as their children," had more of scorn than of wrath. If none could prove that she committed an evil deed, all could tell that she omitted a good one. The black dame had not been seen at church since the departure of her nursling; he seemed the only link that had bound her to society, and when he went she stood alone — apart from her kind — like some solitary tree scathed by the lightning. Such was the woman, who, with a stately air more befitting a queen than an ex-nurse- maid, insisted on her young guests entering her parlour, instead of lingering in the garden. '* No f' she said, in a decided tone, " leave the flowers to the bees, and the sunshine to the birds, and all bright things to the young THE SQUIRE. 265 who have known neither sin nor sorrow ; but the darkness and the shadow suit the black dame, and she must have her way. Thwart her not ! she seeks your good, but she will not be crossed. She is lonely and stricken, but she has not yet fallen. Let those beware who dare her power ! Enter !" Mabel did as commanded, but drew closer to Edward, as she did so. Martha Wilford saw the motion, and read its meaning. " Why do you fear me, Mabel Conyers ? I served your mother — I would serve you, and I can serve you, though you think it not. If I smiled not on you as a babe, what of that? I am changed since then, and war not with the gentle. And you, Edward El- ton, why do you look as though you, too, feared ^ " Fear ! and a woman !" replied the young man indignantly. " I fear you not." For some moments each gazed keenFy into the face of the other, and then the woman turned away. " True ! You fear me not, and you need VOL. I. N 266 THE SQUIRE. not fear me, for I would serve you both. You fear none, for you come of a bold and daring race — ay, and a proud one too, though a cour- teous : but look that your pride come not before a fall. Ask your father if such things cannot be ? If one shock of the earthquake may not level all .p" " What do you know of me or my father ?**' he inquired eagerly. " That one flies from men — the other to them. That the one trusts none, and the other trusts all, and each deems himself the wisest ;" replied the woman calmly, and as though smiling at the folly of both. " Where learnt you this ?" he demanded, starting at the knowledge which she dis- played. " Where learnt I this.?" she replied with a scornful smile. " Is this such wondrous knowledge ? An idiot could have read it in that bold, open brow, and frank address.*" " Pshaw ! But how know you of my father P*" " How know I many things ? Ask the cot- tagers who hush their babies with my name." THE SQUIRE. 267 "This is folly," replied the young man quickly, though involuntarily influenced by her mysterious manner. " I am neither idiot nor coward, that I should believe in your su- pernatural powers." " Believe as you please. The idiot lingers on his way — the coward fears to ask his own heart— Why ?'' Edward Elton started, and his cheek flushed the deeper as he caught her triumphant smile. " Woman ! who are you ?" " The decider of your fate, and the fate of others."" ^' It is false ? Under heaven, I decide my fate myself." The woman laughed a scornful laugh. " Why, the toils will be round you ere you know them set, — the destroyer on you ere you guess him for a foe. I know you, boy : there is no heart more easily ensnared. Such as your father was, such are you." " Again I ask what know you of my father or of me? Have we met before.?" looking at her. N 2 ^i68 THE SQUIRE. " Well ! what say you ? Have we met before ?" she demanded coldly, meeting his scrutiny. " No !" he replied, after vainly endeavour- ing to recall her features to his mind. " Wrong ! we have met before,"** laying her hand on his arm. " Where ? where ?'' " No matter — ask not where?" she said in a tone from which all bitterness had vanished, whilst her features lost their stern expression, and the hand upon his arm trembled as she looked upon him. " Ask not !— enough that we have met. I am not as callous as men deem me ; the heart, though seared by wrongs, has still some kindly feelings left ; and as I look on you the visions of my younger days come back upon me. Younger and happier days; ere I listened to the charmer — ere I yielded to the tempter. Boy ! boy !" and she grasped his arm with iron force, whilst her glance was wild, and her frame convulsed — " look you to your steps, if you would keep light heart and open brow ! Tread not the THE SQUIRE. 269 ways of crime ! — the guilty know no rest ! Slaves — bondsmen to their sin — there is no peace by day or night. The sun but shines to mock — the midnight stillness is rebuke !'' Then, marking his surprise, she continued more calmly, " I have said that I would serve you, but not yet : there is another dearer still who must be righted first ; and there is one I would still spare. Be patient, and be wary !'" " How may I trust you, if I know you not .'' and how can you serve me ?" he demanded, feeling the power of her strange and command- ing manner, and yet unwilling to admit that he did so ; — " Give me some sign !" She bent to- wards him, and her low whisper came distinctly on his ear. " That portrait at Beauchamp Park ! — You shall stand in her presence — her arms around your neck — her lips upon your brow !" *' When ? — where .'^" he demanded eagerly. But the woman turned away in silence ; and a little malice mingled in her quiet smile as she placed chairs for her guests, and motioned them to be seated. 270 THE SQUIRE. " Tell me," he demanded still more eagerly, " whose is that portrait, and when shall we meet ?" She was still silent, looking as though she saw him not. " At least tell me how you know of my visit to Beauchamp ? Strange, that all know me and I know none!" " How I know ?" she repeated in an elevated tone. " Have I not said that I have means of knowledge which you know not of? There are tidings come on the night-wind to the lonely listener ; there are signs and tokens in the summer sky to her who reads them rightly. Be ruled by her who sees and hears what the dull and the blind see not, hear not." " This is worse than folly, woman : I believe not such things. I am not to be ruled by aught but reason." " By reason or by interest will I rule you, then," she replied, after a brief scrutiny. " You are not quite as unbelieving as you would seem ; yet I cannot rule you as I would the multitude. I will stand your friend the more THE SQUIRE. 271 for this very boldness, but I will not be crossed, or hurried on." " Then you will tell me of that portrait ?" " No ; I have said of the past all I will say now ! Vex me not by further questions !" waving her hand with a haughty motion to enforce his silence. It was a splendid picture ! that low dark room, with its raftered ceiling — its black oak mantel-piece — its small casement, partly shaded by ivy and dark creepers ; and the noon-day sun shining in through the leafy screen, with strong and garish light upon the bold open brow and glowing cheek of the youth ; on the gentle and touching beauty of the timid maid- en ; and on that awful woman, in her black dress and snow-white cap, seated in a high-backed ehair opposite to her young guests, — the re- mains of her haughty beauty still to be seen — her keen dark eye flashing with the consciousness of power — the seeming humility with which her hands were crossed on her bosom belied by her proud bearing ! It was a study for a Rem- brandt, with its deep shadows and its strong 272 THE SQUIRE. gleaming lights — the passion and pride of the old, and the frankness and gentle beauty of the young ! And she, — the hostess ! — that stern and haughty woman — but a menial ? How could she sit there as a queen, commanding, receiv- ing the homage of her vassals? — as a judge, pronouncing doom ? After a brief silence, she spoke abruptly, her searching gaze fixed on the timid Mabel, who half started from her seat at the sharp question, " Why is not Philip Conyers returned to his father'^s house ?" " I know not," replied Mabel, timidly. " You know not ! — and who should know but a sister ?** " I have never seen — I have never heard from my brother." " But your father — he has heard ?" " Not for months : not since he wrote to promise him a welcome." There was a change of expression in the dark darnels features ; but her guests could not read THE SQUIRE. 273 its meaning. Neither made a comment ; and she continued more impressively, bending as though not to lose one single tone — one chan- ging look. " Speak, Mabel Conyers ! and speak truly ! Do you wish that brother to return ?" " So much — so very much ! If you know where he is, implore him to return. My father pines for his presence!'* The keenness of her scrutiny relaxed, for it was impossible to doubt the speaker''s sincerity ; and a gleam of satisfaction lit up her care-worn features. " Enough ! he shall return ! I see — I know it. He shall stand in his father's halls — he shall rule on his father's lands ! — but neither I nor Philip Conyers shall behold it !" Her exultation died away as she concluded, and the raised arm sank by her side. " A dark web has been woven ! — there was fraud in the warp, and wrong in the woof ! Wrong ! — foul wrong ! and blood may flow ere the web be un- ravelled ; — but it shall be unravelled, though that blood should be mine, or dearer than mine ! N 5 274 THE SQUIRE, Away, away ! — I will be weak no more," sinking back in her chair with a shudder, her eyes glar- ing as though she had seen some fearful sight. " I know not why you called us hither ; but if only to listen to dark denunciations, it would have been better had I come alone," remarked Edward Elton, seeing Mabel's dread. " If you have been wronged, tell me at some other time, and I will right you, if in my power."" " If I have been wronged !" she exclaimed, with startling vehemence : — " If I have been wronged ! And have I not ? — You right me ! What can that arm do ? — did I ask its aid ? Whilst Martha Wilford lives, she can right herself! Yet you meant it kindly, and I thank you,'' she added in a softer tone. " Fear me not, Mabel Conyers ; I loved your mo- ther — I will seek your good ; but I would not that you became an heiress by your bro- ther's death !" '* Heaven forbid !" exclaimed Mabel, fer- vently. " You are a good child !" said the black dame, in a tone of endearment that sounded THE SQUIRE. 275 strangely from her lips. " I will tell your fortune : there are who say that I know all things,""* — and rising abruptly, she took from a cupboard some singularly-marked cards. " But, stay ; it must not be said that Martha Wilford is inhospitable; — you shall eat and drink under my roof. Mabel Conyers and Edward Elton — her daughter and his son ; and that they should meet beneath the roof of Martha Wilford ! — that she should hold the balance of their fate ! Strange ! — yet stranger things may come to pass ! Eat — drink !" and she placed plain cake and currant wine before them. " Pledge me ! — ' May the house of Conyers never be without male heir !' " She marked her guests as they repeated her words, and was satisfied. " We thank you, and wish you good morn- ing," said Edward, seeing that his hostess was arranging her cards, and that Mabel by no means liked the proceeding. " Stay P exclaimed the woman, in a com- manding tone, without looking up ; ''I will read your fates !" 276 THE SQUIRE. " Thank you ; but we are contented to act them." " It is false ! you object not to the reading, only to the reader; and but for the maiden, you would linger to hear of that portrait. For your own sakes, I bid you remain ; I can work my own will without heeding your good. Draw !" she said to Mabel, advancing towards her with the sorted cards. Mabel mechanically obeyed, acting under the influence of that wild dark eye, till she had chosen nine, which her hostess arranged on the table, and then bade her, in the same com- manding tone, draw near and listen to her fate. " Mark my words ! — mine are not the flat- tering tales of the bribed soothsayer ! Look ! there are few marks here for your childhood, for it was scanty in events. That dark line is your aunt's death ; she liked me not, and I liked her not, for I could not rule her. She judged me as she saw men — either as gently nor as harshly as she might ; but I would give this right hand, and that too,'' (extending both,) THE SQUIRE. 277 " to have her thoughts on my dying bed — to trust as she trusted : — but it cannot be.'' She paused a moment, and then resumed. " Now come cross marks and tangled lines. You will love, and the long summer day be but as an hour in his presence — the young, the frank, and the light-hearted ! — but this will not last. Fraud will cross your path — deceit will twine around you ; a ruder lover will propose, favoured by one who can command ! You will seek advice from the deceiver : — take care that he tangle you not in his toils, with his fair words, whilst he whom you love is afar ! See ! here is a large space, wherein are many figures indistinctly marked — signs of trouble and crossing plans ; — beyond two courses — one fair, and straight, and happy — the other, dark and crooked. It means, that the tracing of your fate is in your own hands. Your mother loved one, but wedded another : she yielded to threats and entreaties, and died of a broken heart ! Let Mabel Conyers look to it, that she tread not the same path ! that she suffer not the same doom ! Let her believe no evil report. 278 THE SQUIRE. yield to no threat, bend to no pleading. Let her not waver ! — let her not doubt ! — and the summer day of love, though clouds may mar its glory for a while, shall neither end in sor- row nor in death ! Be warned ! your doom is read !" and, shuffling the selected cards with the others, she turned from the trembling Mabel, and held the pack to Edward, bidding him draw. " Why not advise without this mummery ? I doubt not your wisdom ; and the pretended reading of unmeaning marks will not increase its value in my eyes." " Draw !" she repeated with a haughty ges- ture : " or I read not your fate." He drew — and, as he felt her keen gaze fascinating him to the choice she desired, his heart beat less regularly. That she was sincere in her belief that what she said would come to pass, he could not doubt, and it was to this sincerity that she owed her influence ; but that she won wisdom from the cards, he did not credit, though whence her knowledge came, he could not THE SQUIRE. 279 gu€ss. The cards were again chosen, the same mystic number — nine, and arranged as before. For some moments she bent over them, as though the uncouth marks, (unintelligible to others,) had for her a secret meaning; then pointing to them with her long thin finger, and alternately glancing from them to Ed- ward, she began to tell his fortunes, past and to come ; her tone every moment becoming more elevated, and her eyes gleaming with wilder light, whilst the listener held his breath to catch every tone of the awful being before him ; who looked like some inspired Pythoness of old. " There is joy, and rejoicing ! an heir is born ! one of a proud line — the mother smiles in love — the father glows with pride. There is wealth and grandeur round him : the cares of many, and the love of two, who love him with that love which doth not die — with the same love wherewith they have loved each other. Joy lingers not — it has wings, and flies away. Riches abide not with the careless ^80 THE SQUIRE. and the wasteful, who give to each and all, con- tent, as interest, to receive the shouts and flat- teries of the crowd. The rich man has become poor — the spendthrift is a beggar ; the loving husband flies the loving wife; the friend shuns the friend — misjudging, he yields to the guid- ance of a deceiver. The babe, welcomed with shouts, cradled in splendour, hushed in a mother's arms, is branded with shame, rocked in a hut, stilled by a stranger, borne away at night as a felon"'s child. Dark and lonely are the days of childhood, yet the youth's spirit is not crushed ; the young gay heart is buoyant still, pining to go forth into the field of life, unknowing of the thorns which he shall gather. He saves a stranger on the high road from hired murderers — he shall be repaid ! the good rendered to another shall be returned unto himself. " Age grows indolent, and would sit in the chimney-nook ; youth is active and impatient, and would range the world. The father, de- ceived more and less than he believes, has learnt to hate ; the youth, unwronged, loves THE SQUIRE. 281 all. Both lack wisdom. The lonely father abides at home, the youth departs — he would seek his fortune in the crowded city ; but he wanders from his road, he stands — where he dreams not of — before whom he does not know. A fair face — a pictured beauty stamps its image on his heart : he heeds not the tale he hears — let him not, it is false ! " He goes on his way, but is won to linger by friendly words; he Avatches by the sick bed, he lives on gentle smiles ; he who would have rushed to the crowded city abides in the hum- ble village ; he who would win fortune is con- tent to receive it at a maiden's hands."" The young man's eyes flashed at the charge, and he made a movement of dissent : the speaker paused not, but her succeeding words proved that she understood him. " He knows not as yet the value of wealth — how the high and the low bow to a golden idol ; he thinks only of the heart's priceless jewel — love ! the love of the lovely, and the gentle, and the true. Let him take heed that he lose it not ! that another wears not the ^S2 THE SQUIRE. pearl he covets ! Let him not draw back for the lack of gold — gold shall be his in the time of need ! One bowed with sorrow more than years, has proffered friendship, let him claim it frankly— boldly ; it will not be withheld; and the time is coming when he will require it. There are dangers in the young man's path : one is blind who he thinks sees and approves, let him pause ere he opens his eyes — ere he ask what may be denied. A rude rival may be balanced by increasing regard ; or withdraw his suit, for the pearl will not be set in gold, as some believe. But another rival comes ! sparkling as the dancing stream ! deep, dark as the stagnant pool! Let the youth be wise — be wary : now comes the trial of his life. He trusts to kindly words, and open smiles — they may not mean what he imagines. Smiles may give place to frowns — regard change to suspicion — suspicion into wrath. The words of the wily may cause this. Let the youth be cautious — let him trust no stranger — let him hint not his wishes for awhile. If esteem should seem to cool, let him heed THE SQUIRE. 283 it not ; it shall grow warm again. Let him govern his temper as his acts, for he is quick of mood; let him linger on, still living on sunny smiles, which, if he be not rash, shall beam upon him for long years. As to the maiden, so to the youth — there are two paths before him. Will he choose as rashness shall impel him ? Then will come parting from the maiden of his love — the triumph of deceit and wrong : woe to him ! and woe to her ! and woe to all. Will he choose as prudence shall ad- vise ? — will he hearken to the wise ? Then shall a brilliant destiny be his. The deceiver thwarted; the maiden of his love his own — the arms of that pictured beauty clinging round him ; a father's blessing and a father's smile ; firm friends, a noble name, and the wealth which brings the homage of the lips, but, more, dries up the mourner's tears. Will the youth pause ? Will he mar all by rashness ? Will he not wait and bear awhile ? His fate is in his own hands : let him decide. The lines are read ! the doom is said ! The issue rests on his head I" 2Si THE SQUIRE. She pushed the cards from before her. " The words of knowledge have been spoken, woe to him who will not heed them. Tell not Philip Conyers what the black dame hath said. You hesitate ! — say to him such is my wish : and add — let him come, and I will read his fate as I have read yours : my ban rests on all who repeat. Will he ask further, think you ? Come not near me till I call you ; neither young man nor maiden. Ponder on my words — and now begone ! I would be alone ; there is a trial coming on, and the heart must commune with itself, and learn to bear it. Justice and revenge demand the sacrifice ; but love pauses still. Love ! can love linger yet ? Begone, I say ! Why stay you here ? Would you read the secret of the outraged heart, and mock its pangs ? Begone ! be- gone !" stamping in passion, whilst her arm waved them away. " One question," said Edward, recovering from the effect of her impassioned speech. " That portrait, was it " " It was none connected with the name of THE SQUIRE. 285 Elton," replied his hostess, with a mocking smile. " Who then ? And who is the stranger I should fear ?" " I will say no more. Begone ! if you would not have me blight you with a curse — if you would still have me for a friend. I would be alone, for the spirits of the present and the past are coming round me, and none must see the conflict. Away! away! there is no peace for guilt !" again waving her arm for their departure. " May we not soothe ? There is peace for the sorrower for sin," said Mabel in a low sweet voice, though stilFclinging to Edward^s arm for protection. " You soothe !" exclaimed the haughty wo- man, with a fierceness which softened as she gazed on the gentle speaker. " No, no ; not even Mabel Conyers can do that. There is no peace for the hardened sinner — for the haughty heart that will not bend. Go I'*"' she continued with a gentleness, of which none believed her capable, taking Mabel's hand. " Go ! may the 286 THE SQUIRE. blessing of your God be on you both ; I dare not give you mine. Go ! go !" gently putting them out, and closing the door behind them. As they glanced in at the casement in pass- ing, they saw Martha Wilfred rocking to and fro in her arm-chair, as though the frame was stirred by the strong passions of the mind. They passed out of the garden in silence, and up to the house, each heart busy with its own thoughts ; and Edward's whispered, " Fear not ; I will protect you !" as the still trembling Mabel relinquished his arm, to which she had clung till they reached the hall, was the only speech between them. The black dame was a good judge of cha- racter. The squire asked no questions on hearing her message, and the laugh with which he declined consulting the oracle was not as joyous as usual. END OF THE FIRST VOLUME. 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