iii^^' 'mm .. ^-^-.v ^^■ -~^ !ii^feM^>^^^ M'^S^^^^m^ W^ f/^*^..i^ y^^^^ ^B- ^'''^LI B RAR.Y "^ OF THE UNIVLRSITY Of ILLINOIS s^3 C388a v.l j/^^ ^^w^. A^^/t..xri AUNT DOROTHY'S TALE; OR, GERALDINE MORTON. A NOVEL. IN TWO VOLUMES. VOL. L LONDON: RICHARD BENTLEY, NEW BURLINGTON STREET. 1837. C3SSa- v.l GERALDINE MORTON. CHAPTER I. E que* begli occhi, che i cor fanno smalti, Possenti a rischiai-ar abisso e notti, E torre 1' alme a corpi, e darle altrui ; ^ Col dir pien d' intelletti dolci e alti ; Col sospir soavemente rotti : Da questi magi trasformato fui. Petrarca. The first time I saw Geraldine Morton was in the Tribune at Florence. She was finishing a beautiful copy of the Holy Family by Cor- reggio. I had only arrived in the place the preceding day ; and though I am a passionate admirer of pictures, I looked at none of the glorious works of art contained in the Tribune till I VOL. I. B 2 GERALDINE MORTON. had attentively examined that most lovely girl. She appeared to be about fifteen, thoijgh I found she was a year younger. She was beau- tiful, yet it was not her beauty which so pow- erfully attracted and riveted my attention. I wish I could describe her, but that I feel is im- possible. If I were to say, her features were Grecian, her hair black and glossy, her skin white and clear, and her light airy figure moulded to perfection, it would describe no- thing, for all these might belong to others in a higher degree ; but never would there be found that lovehness, that purity of expres- sion, that grace and originality which cha- racterised every movement, and gave a pe- culiar charm and force to every word she ut- tered. You constantly beheld the working of a mind, a genius, far above the common level — a character which must command admiration and inspire love in all. I had heard that my old friend Lady Julia Morton was at Florence, with her only GERALDINE MORTON. 3 daughter and heiress, Geraldine, who was celebrated all over Italy as an extraordi- nary girl. I traced a slight, a very slight resemblance to her mother, — yet from the first moment I was convinced that the lovely being before me was Geraldine ; and I also strongly suspected that the tall handsome man who stood near, and watched her every movement with the admiration of a lover, could be no other than the Earl of Castleford, a young man of great wealth and high character, who had at- tained the age of two-and-twenty without fall- ing a victim to the designing mammas and artful daughters of London and Paris. But report said he had fallen passionately in love with this young girl, and that he had promised, if he might be allowed to superin- tend her education, he would wait four years — till she was eighteen — for the chance of her then consenting to become his wife. I watched the masterly touches of her pencil, and the striking eflPects which she so instanta- B 2 4 GERALDINE MORTON. neously produced ; but what impressed me most with the perfection of her genius was the apparently careless manner in which she proceeded. She constantly looked from her work to the people who crowded the room, and, with the same serious air which usually charac- terised her, to the young man, which caused him to laugh heartily. Her large dark eyes had that peculiar deep, earnest expression, but steady slow movement, which may often be seen in persons of very superior minds; — an eye which observes and takes in everything at a single glance, but never appears surprised or startled, though expressing with speaking accuracy the various feelings of admiration, command, or contempt. For a moment her attention was arrested by my figure. And here I am afraid I must bestow a few words in describing that most interesting object, myself: — I am not very young or very beautiful, and moreover, belong to that class of beings GERALDINE MORTON. 5 who are distinguished from their more fa- voured companions by a precise stiffness of figure, and, as our enemies are sometimes pleas- ed to say, a somewhat ill-natured tartness of feature : — in other and more charitable words, I am an old maid. My nose is large and red, cheeks thin and pale ; my little grey eyes, being weak, are encased in spectacles, and surmounted by a green shade, which con- ceals the only tolerable feature I possess, — a high open forehead. I am not very particular in my dress, studying comfort more than fash- ion. At that time every one was a victim to mameluke sleeves and very large bonnets : I had attempted to wear both, and for some days I patiently bore the trial of having my breakfast and gown spoiled, the repose of my tea disturbed, and my fried bacon, egg, and mustard, interfered with by frequent dips and immersions of these said mameluke monsters. Then, not being accustomed to allow so much space for my little head, the 6 GERALDINE MORTON. gigantic bonnet was eternally knocking against every door and window I approached, twisting round with its unwieldy self my spectacles, shade, and wig. I could endure it no longer, but re- sumed the small poke bonnet resembling an in- verted coalscuttle, which I had always worn. The mamelukes I left off in consequence of being nearly burnt to death by one of them catching fire; and had now just resumed my former dress, with small straight sleeves, scarcely fuller at the shoulder than at the wrist, and replaced the hoop -like petticoats with my old plain scanty skirts. When the beautiful girl beheld me, I saw the instantaneous twinkle of fun in the corner of her eye ; but she instantly began paint- ing as quietly as before. However, the mo- mentary glance she had bestowed on me was not lost ; for on my going round to look at the picture, I found she had popped me into one of the unfinished folds of the Madonna's drapery. There I was drawn to GERALDINE MORTON. 7 the life ! My straight gawky figure, sharp chin, flaxen wig ; the large trumpet I have forgotten to mention, which I wore, slung over my right shoulder, with a green rib- bon, (for I was grievously afflicted with deaf- ness ;) the old-fashioned parasol, which serv- ed also for a walking-stick ; — nothing was omitted. I thought I should have gone into fits with laughing at the extremely ridiculous figure. Lord Castleford saw I had discovered the likeness, — he touched her ar^i. She looked round at me, and was proceeding gravely to efface the drawing, when I suddenly arrested her. I begged she would not destroy so perfect a resemblance, and as she had canvassed me for a joke, (I have a dreadful propensity for punning,) she must let my representative re- main. The colour mounted to her naturally pale cheek, with regret at having done a thing which was perhaps not very good-natured; but hard must have been that heart, and sour 8 GERALDINE MORTON. indeed that temper, which could remain un- moved at the beautiful humility and grace with which she apologised for having carica- tured me. I tried by looks and words to express my forgiveness, and at the same time said, how delighted I was to become acquainted with the daughter of my former friend. Lady Julia Morton. She gazed full and earnestly in my face, while every feature brightened with joy, and, to my unspeakable surprise, threw her arms round my neck and said, '' You are — I am sure you are — Dorothy Harcourt, my dearest Matilda^s aunt. I have heard you described so often, I only wonder at my own stupidity in not find- ing it out at first sight. The very pattern of an old maid, and the best, the most loveable of mortals ! Dear Aunt Dorothy, I am en- chanted to see you !" All this was said with an air of affectionate sincerity which touched me to the heart ; tears ~ GERALDIiNE MORTON. 9 of joy ran down my old cheeks at being thus so pleasingly recognised by the daughter of her who had been the dearest friend and com- panion of my youth. Though in after life the world had separated us, I never ceased at a distance to trace her brilliant career of fashion and success with gratified yet anxious mind, or to offer up fervent prayers for her happiness. What I had heard of Geraldine had excited many an old-maidish apprehension. It was said that her temper was unmanageable and violent ; that her wild fancies could not be controlled even by her mother, or her lover Lord Castle- ford ; that the immense admiration she excited, and the public life she led, must sooner or later completely turn her head. I was now so de- lighted with her, and my foolish vanity so highly gratified by her affectionate reception, that I determined to think such a fascinating creature must be faultless. My nephew Vere Harcourt had accompanied me to the Gallery, but not to the Tribune. I B 5 10 GERALDINE MORTON. had left him lost in admiration of something or other, I forget what. He was the only son of my eldest brother, Sir Charles Harcourt, and, without being accused of partiality, I may say he was the handsomest, and in every way the most attractive, young man I ever saw. There was a shade of melancholy in his large black eyes ; a slight insouciance in his man- ner, which was totally devoid of affectation, but was caused by an extremely refined and sensitive, perhaps rather fastidious, mind. Few things were perfect enough to excite his admiration or love ; but when once — such was his ardent and enthusiastic nature — his feel- ings were excited, the whole energies of a warm and powerful mind became engaged and concentrated. We had been travelling together for two years, — and a most happy time it was ; for, though he was reckoned conceited and fine in general society, his affectionate heart caused him to bear with patient love the laughs and GERALDINE MORTON. 11 sneers he incurred from travelling about the world with an old quiz like his aunt Dorothy. His only fault was a too great confi- dence in his own powers of mind, (which, it must be owned, were great,) and this occasioned him to be actuated by prejudice. He had very peculiar ideas about women: though an enthusiastic admirer of genius and talent, he had an aversion to women who were reckon- ed clever, and he could never disguise his feelings of contempt and disgust at the least appearance of display. He was an excellent parti, and of course much sought after wherever we went ; but hitherto he had never fallen in love, and I was in great hopes he would have returned to England with an untroubled heart ; for the darling wish and object of my life was that he should marry his cousin, the beautiful and gentle Matilda, the daughter of my youngest brother. I never mentioned it, though I con- trived often to draw comparisons between the 12 GERALDINE MORTON. girls we saw, and the modest unassuming Matilda ; and he always agreed with me that he never saw any one more perfect than his cousin. After I had talked for some time with Geraldine and Lord Castleford, Vere entered the room ; and, as I made them known to each other, I watched with no small anxiety the effect which I expected Geraldine's surpassing loveliness would produce. But even here his deep-rooted prejudice rendered him proof against her extraordinary attractions, and I was almost provoked at the coldness with which he looked first at Geraldine and then at her painting. I asked him rather sharply if he had ever seen so perfect a copy. He looked care- fully for some time with the critical eyie of an artist ; then turning to me with extreme nonchalance bordering on contempt, he said the faces were certainly superior, but the drapery not so good as in one he had seen by Muschi. GERALDINE MORTON. 13 I felt quite angry, and turned anxiously to Geraldine to see how she would receive such unusual coldness. There was no ap- pearance of anger on her fine brow : she ex- amined with some curiosity the first man who had ever appeared insensible to her charms ; then hastily seizing a large brush, she effaced all the drapery with an air of indifference equal to his own, and asked if he could point out the other defects. Again he examined accurately, and at last said the nose of the Madonna was a little bit too long, and one of the child's fingers rather out of drawing. I was now quite furious, and appealed to Lord Castleford, and to an eminent artist close by, who was copying the St. John. Both declared Geraldine's copy perfect. In the mean time, I saw she was intently examining the two pictures. " You are right, Mr. Har- court," she at last said in a calm tone of voice ; but the blood mounted visibly to her cheek and brow, and I almost fancied a tear glistened 14 GERALDINE MORTON. under her long dark eyelashes ; and, taking up the palette knife, she impetuously stabbed the picture in a dozen places. I saw Lord Castleford was deeply grieved : he walked away to the other side of the room, and stood looking at a picture with his hands behind his back. I could not see his face, but a sort of convulsive movement showed how great was his agitation. My nephew Vere, the cause of so much mischief, stood for a moment in silent surprise; then, making a cold contemptuous bow, left the room. The artist G resumed his painting, and I alone was left near Geraldine. She sat contemplating the sad vestiges of a picture destroyed by her ungovernable passion. Her small trembling hand still held the fatal palette knife ; all colour had forsaken* her cheeks, and left her face white as that of the lovely Medicean Venus which stood near, and whose marble features much resembled her own. GERALDINE MORTON. 15 After a few minutes Lord Castleford came up. She suddenly sprang down from her high chair, and, bursting into tears, took his hand in both her own, and looked up in his face with an expression of such contrition, such irresistible sweetness, that no mortal could withstand it. Then, in the most pleading tones of her silvery voice, she earnestly asked forgiveness for her behaviour, confessed she was wrong — always wrong, and promised to paint another picture for him which should have no faults, quite unlike herself. Lord Castleford shook his head as if in de- spair at his own weakness, while a tear trembled in his large blue eye ; and he pressed one of the small delicate hands to his lips. I shook my wise old head, and began to fear it was utterly impossible that a girl who, at her age, (fourteen,) so completely ruled everybody that surrounded her, should not be spoiled. Yet even I felt that, had her faults been ten times greater, I should forgive them all : how much more 16 GERALDINE MORTON. then must her guide and instructor, who was at the same time a young and ardent lover, be influenced by her endearing fascinations ! In- deed she was in every respect different from any one I had ever seen. Tears and passion, those unbecoming things, usually spoil beauty ; they make the nose red and swelled — the cheeks shining and blue — the eyes blood-shot and heavy. But with her it was quite other- wise : the crystal drops gave increased lustre to her speaking eyes, and her whole coun- tenance seemed to derive additional interest from the emotion which had ruffled for a moment its serenity. GERALDINE MORTON. 17 CHAPTER II. A beautiful green land. In light not clear nor dark ; a mellow day Shed its soft influence over hill and dale, And tenderest foliage down a hundred dells Spread over paths that wound beside the bed Of tinkling streamlets. Thickly scattered, stood Elm-shaded cottages, and wreathed smoke In bright blue curls went up, and o'er the vales, That lay toward the waves, slept peacefully. Alford. During the remainder of my stay at Florence I was a constant visitor in the house of Lady Julia Morton, and was daily more enchanted and interested by her daughter. My anxiety respecting her earthly career, and, above all, my trembling apprehensions concerning her eternal happiness, proportionably increased. I may be called prejudiced; but I have 18 GERALDINE MORTON. seen and studied mankind with great attention in all parts of the world, and I never saw a very superior mind conduce to the happiness of its possessor, or of those around, unless it was strongly imbued with religion. It is hard for those who cannot but be aware they have ta- lents and gifts far above the common level — who always lead and never follow — who must necessarily possess an unbounded influence over their immediate circle of friends and acquaint- ance, — it is very hard for such to be influenced by the common rules of society. Accustomed not only to view everything in their own ori- ginal manner, and by the light of their own glow- ing imaginations, but to cause others to do the same, they depend confidently on their own powerful judgment ; which might be a very good guide, did it not meet with a formidable opponent in passion, that power which often sways with an almost resistless force minds of an elevated and imaginative cast : so that though reason may struggle and judgment disapprove, GERALDINE MORTON. 19 yet where religion does not lend her assisting hand, passion is ever sure in the end to be victorious. Thus, though Geraldine's feelings were good — though every action proceeded from the kind- est motives — though her attachment to those she loved was strong, yet wanting a sense of religion, that only safeguard in treading the thorny and intricate paths of life, no wonder that I trembled for her. Her affection for her mother — a woman of great natural talent — bor- dered on idolatry ; and she loved Lord Castle- ford with a sister's tenderness. As yet she showed no indications of love, and I sometimes feared he was not the man calculated to call forth all the tender feelings of her enthusiastic nature. Yere Harcourt would have been much more likely to kindle such an ardent flame in her breast ; but, fortunately for my dear niece Matilda, they seemed to have taken the greatest possible aversion to each other : she only tole- rated him because he was my nephew, and, as ^0 GERALDINE MORTON. she suspected, the lover of her dear friend Ma- tilda ; and he only went to Lady Julia's parties because they were by far the pleasantest, and because at them he met all the cleverest people in Florence. He soon proceeded with me to Sorente, where I intended to pass the winter for the benefit of my health. The Mortons and Lord Castleford made a long tour in Germany and Russia, and for three years I heard very little about them. My nephew, after travelling with me for two years, returned to England, from whence his letters were most satisfactory, containing no- thing but praises of Matilda; and I evidently perceived he was in love, till I was repeatedly obliged to wipe the tears of joy that dimmed my spectacles before I could finish his epistles. Alas ! what blind, short-sighted mortals are we all ! We never cease to be enchanted at the promised success of any of our schemes, though we are constantly doomed to witness that what is planned by man does not always answer the GERALDINE MORTON. 2\ end intended. No disappointment will prevent us from wishing, hoping, and planning all sorts of things with an undue anxiety. We should remember that all our undertakings will pro- sper if it be for the best, well knowing that they are in the hands of One infinitely wiser than ourselves. The letters I received from Matilda were equally satisfactory, though they contained no praises of Vere ; she scarcely mentioned his name. This was a good sign. A few months before my return to England, I heard that the Mortons were again residing in their beautiful old family-mansion, Morton Hall, in shire. It was only twenty miles from my brother's place, Lyme Vicarage, where Matilda lived ; and since their return she had been almost constantly staying at Mor- ton Hall, Geraldine having resumed her youth- ful friendship for her with tenfold ardour. This surprised the timid girl beyond measure, for nothing could be more different than 22 GERALDINE MORTON. their true characters ; but perhaps it was the cause of their extreme attachment : each be- held and admired in the other those qualities in which she felt herself most deficient. This also delighted me, for I thought Matilda's religious feelings and strong common sense would check the wild ebullitions of Geraldine's enthusiasm. Full of pleasing anticipations, I returned to my native land after an absence of nearly five years. I was so delighted at seeing the dear old cliffs of Dover, that I wondered how I could have remained so long in foreign lands. Everything enchanted me : I could scarcely re- frain from kissing the waiter and chamber- maid at the Ship Hotel, and continually asked them some question, and held out my trumpet that I might have the unspeakable pleasure of hearing the dear language, to the comm'on ac- cents of which at least I had been so long a stranger. Even the small sitting-room was charming, with its narrow wooden chimney- piece, devoid of any ornament, save the little GERALDINE MORTON. 23 round mirror which, with cruelly unbecoming reflection, diminished my already diminutive sleeves and bonnet, but appeared to increase the size of my unfortunate nose, dreadfully red- dened by sea-sickness and sea-breezes : but it was England, and I forgave all, as well as the little, hard, slippery, black sofa, on which I tried in vain to repose my weary bones. Then, the small bedroom, filled with a dear, heavy, four- posted bed, and no space left for the innumerable trunks I had brought home, full of foolish finery, for my friends and nieces. At dinner, too, the large silver dish, containing two small mutton-chops, triumphantly placed on the table, and its ponderous cover removed, by the fat innkeeper, the waiter following with a small dish of watery-looking potatoes, and a blue boat of still more watery-looking butter. All small, but the price they cost; everything dear to me in every sense of the word : I was enchant- ed with all. I passed through London. It was the end of 24 GERALDINE MORTON. October ; most of the beloved houses and build- ings were veiled from my doting eyes by a thick yellow fog : yet it was forgiven. I hur- ried on to shire, intending first to visit my favourite brother at Lyme Vicarage. Oh, with what joy I approached Lyme Vi- carage, that peaceful abode ! At the first sight of the old church-tower I nearly jumped out of the carriage-window. My maid, Sukey Sprat, — who, though old, is not made like myself, in- asmuch as she is very fat, and married to the old village clerk, — fully participated in my de- light. We were expected, and many a well- known face was thrust out of the latticed win- dows as we rattled through the village. Adam Sprat, the clerk, was at the little garden-gate of his own neat white cottage, covered with roses and jessamines : it looked prettiei- than ever. I made the postboy stop and open the carriage-door, and I had the pleasure of seeing Sukey clasped in the fond arms of a husband she fondly loved, and restored to a comfortable GERALDINE MORTON. 25 home she had quitted out of affection for me. On I drove ; passed the picturesque old church, and turned in at a gate which was held open by my old friend the gardener, who was there sur- rounded by his numerous children and grand- children, all waiting to greet the " auld leddy."" I passed on through the shrubbery, which had grown thicker than ever, to where a sudden turn in the gravel road discovered the old red-brick vicarage-house, with its irregular front and gable ends, and porch covered with a large, — dear me ! I forget the name, — in full bloom. I discovered figures standing on the steps : my eyes were soon so full of tears, I could see nothing. The carriage stopped : I felt it was the old vicar himself who assisted me out ; — that the fond kiss, and tears of joy that min- gled with my own, were a brother's ; and that the tall girl who then clasped me in her arms and sobbed upon my breast, was my own dar- ling Matilda. I tried to wipe my spectacles, that I might VOT, I. c ^6 GERALDINE MORTON. behold those beloved objects. I looked and laughed and cried, but could not speak a word, though I wanted to ask a thousand questions. My little niece and god-daughter, named after me, Dorothy, whom I had left a baby, and whose mother had died at her birth, came bounding down the old oak staircase at one end of the hall, fancying she too ought to be delighted to see the Aunt Dorothy, whose anticipated re- turn had been the only subject talked of for some time. When she saw me, she stopped suddenly and blushed, and was going to run away again ; but I caught her up and covered her pretty little face with kisses. When my eyes were satisfied with beholding the dear living objects, I proceeded to regale them by examining the inanimate ones, to see if each familiar article was in its usual place. Yes! all wore the same character of .tranquil comfort and simplicity which stamped it as the abode of goodness and benevolence — as the GERALDINE MORTON. 27 dwelling of minds naturally refined, though old-fashioned and not highly cultivated. In the old China vases which were ranged along the large, broad, oaken window-seat, myrtles and verbenias were growing. My bro- ther's same old low-crowned, broad-brimmed hat, looped up on one side after the fashion of old churchmen, w^as, with his rough great-coat and red-worsted handkerchief, suspended on a peg near the door : under them, on the mat, were his galoches and Matilda's pattens. The carved ebony chairs were ranged in the same order as formerly, with their high backs against the wainscoted walls. On the one near the door was Matilda's blue shawl, the very same she wore before I went abroad ; as also her straw garden-bonnet, whose shape and character were most ominously like her aunt Dorothy's. I went through a door on the right, and down two steps — those two tiresome steps at which I had so often stumbled and grumbled, and found c2 28 GERALDINE MORTON. myself in the drawing-room, or rather the par- lour, which, like the hall, was wainscoted, and could scarcely boast of more furniture : but it had two large bay-windows to the south, in deep recesses, looking out on the flower-garden, and another to the west, which showed the vil- lage steeple and the distant hills, catching the sunbeams all day long, and lending to the room an air of brilliant cheerfulness. In the middle of the room was the well-rubbed dinner-table, its polished surface rivalling in brightness the dark oak floor which was seen at the sides of the room where the Turkey carpet did not extend. The latter was grown more faded and threadbare, particularly that part next the fireplace where fat old Thomas daily stood behind his master's chair. A large sofa and some armed chairs, worked by my grandmother, and intended to represent- ^sop's Fables, but now become more unintelligible than ever from time and use, stood with an old India cabinet and various other articles of GERALDINE MORTON. 29 furniture dispersed about the room. These had been expelled from Thorn wood Park by my eldest brother, to make room for modern comforts and conveniences when he married, A smaller table, covered with a green cloth, was placed in one of the deep windows, and on it lay Matilda's work-box and the little shifts and petticoats she was always making for the poor, her Bible, and a volume of Cowper's Poems ; and a child's high chair was placed at this table, opposite an inkstand and an open copy-book, in which 1 saw the wise apophthegm of " Every situation has its inconveniences,'' written in gigantic letters many times over, " Why do you make the child write so large, dear Matilda ? every one of these letters is as large as her little finger." These were the first vvords I uttered, which displayed one of my sad propensities— that of finding fault : it shows that often when we have much to say, we begin with some trifling subject, about which we do not in the least care. Then, 30 GERALDINE MORTON. without waiting for an answer, I turned to the book-stand and asked what she had been read- ing, whether she got on with her Italian, and a thousand other questions. I then went up to the large high fireplace, and was delighted at discovering the very same peacock's feathers I had placed amongst the grotesque figures of the old carved chimney-piece. On each side were likenesses in water-colours of my brother and his late wife, a copied oil-painting of my father, and a drawing in crayons of myself — not as I am now, but as I was when I was young, and had a fair clear complexion, a white though rather turned-up nose, a profusion of light brown hair, and a round plump figure ! Alas, alas ! — well, never mind, I am not going to write my own history, though it is a strange one, — so I don't want to look interesting. But to return to the thread of my narration. At last I gave Matilda an opportunity of an- wering some of my many questions ; and after talking of several important matters that would GERALDINE MORTON. 31 not interest the reader, I began to touch upon a tender subject, and, I found, a painful one — that of Vere Harcourt. I was a long time before I could extract the exact state of the case from the blushing and weeping girl. She thought he loved her; and this avowal was wonderful from a person of such diffidence as to be unable to comprehend how any one could love or care for her. But he had never pro- posed, and she thought his father did not quite approve; for as the son's kindness to her in- creased, that of the old gentleman diminished. " Nonsense," said I ; *' I will soon settle that point." But she proceeded to tell me that under this impression her father would not ask him to Lyme, nor did he wish her to remain at Morton Hall, where Vere was now expected. She had left it yesterday and he was to arrive to-day, much to Geraldine's annoyance, who had only invited him to meet her friend. " You shall return this very minute," I said, starting up and ringing the bell ; but Matilda 32 GERALDINE MORTON. implored me to hear her patiently, and made me again resume my seat on the sofa. Old Thomas came puffing and blowing to answer a bell which, I believe, was very seldom pulled. I asked if the horses were gone, and bade them wait. Well, then she proceeded to say she was very glad not to be there, for a large party was expected, and they were to have plays and tableaux and all sorts of things, in which Ge- raldine was most anxious she should take a part. She felt this would be impossible, and she would appear to such disadvantage, she was sure Vere would quite take a dislike to her. Then she expatiated most enthusiastically on Geraldine, and said it was impossible any one could see her without falling in love ; and though she knew Vere possessed the safeguard of a very strong prejudice, "yet if they could really love each other, I would not mind," she continued, while her eyes brightened with ge- nerous feelings ; " but I do not think Geral- GERALDINE MORTON. 33 dine will ever be in love, and she begins to think so herself. She has promised me faithfully to confess if she ever feels a liking for Vere, and this promise is my only comfort. No, no, this is wrong ; I have many other consolations, for I am some use to my dear father and to little Dorothy, who became very ill while I was away. I ought not to have remained so long ; but I thought I was useful to Geraldine, which made me neglect these far more important duties of instructing little Dorothy and as- sisting papa in the village." " Never mind little Dorothy and the village,'' I said ; "you are always too particular; let them take care of themselves — what right have they to interfere with your happiness through life ? The tiresome village has already come sadly in the way of your accomplishments : whenever I wanted to teach yo^ to paint or sing, there was always, * Old Molly is ill, and I must read to her;' or, ' Jack has broke his leg, and I must go and send him some rag.' c 5 34 GERALDINE MORTON. " Stop, dearest aunt, and do not find fault with the very things you yourself taught me to practise as of greater importance than any ac- complishment. Do not now deprive me of my greatest consolation, — the conviction, that in spite of my ignorance of everything which can charm others or embellish myself, even if I should be disappointed in the dearest wish of my heart, I shall be as happy as dear Geraldine, with her ten thousand a year, and her twice ten thousand charms." " You are right, darling," I said, kissing her beautiful forehead — for, though I latterly re- gretted I had not cultivated those qualities which would attract and rivet Vere's love, yet, upon the whole, I was satisfied : whether the reader will agree with me in opinion, I know not, — we shall see at the end of my tale. I could not prevail on her to return to Mor- ton Hall, but I determined, in spite of the detestable fine party, to go there myself, and brave all the sneers and rude treatment I GERALDINE MORTON. 35 should be sure to meet with from all but Lady Julia and her daughter. I resolved to witness the effect produced on Vere, and ascertain the state of his heart. Having made this determination, my fidgetty mind was more tranquil. I went to visit my brother in his library — that dear little room, where I had passed so many pleasant gossiping dark hours before dinner ; for he was a clever man, though he often did not agree in opinion with me, which furnished subjects for many a delightful argument. I now came fully pre- pared to exert my talents in that accomplish- ment ; so I drew a chair close to the fire, put my feet on the fender, seized upon a pamphlet on "poor laws" to defend my fair face from the blaze, and having grumbled and scolded for the want of a screen and footstool, and vented ray anger in giving the fire a violent poke, I then opened the battery of my eloquence upon my brother. But I was not successful. He said, he 36 GERALDINE MORTON. never would consent to Matilda's marrying, unless with the full approbation of Vere's father: nor would he again let her go to Thornwood Park. " Besides,'* he continued, " Vere has never proposed ; therefore, why has the foolish girl fallen in love ?" This and many other things he said, which provoked me, and made me so fidgetty, that the poor-law pamphlet fell into the fire, and I twice tipped up the fender, and rattled down the poker and tongs ; for I get so eager on a subject which really interests me, that my agitation is sure to do some mischief. I then took up a thin book on village-gardening ; but my brother gave me an old newspaper, wisely fearing it might share the fate of the poor laws. We resumed our dispute, and, as in most vi^ent arguments, we succeeded in confirming • each other more forcibly in our original opinions ; yet, unlike many disputants, we ended without quarrelling, or incurring any misfortunes heavier than the fall of my spectacles under the grate, GERALDINE MORTON. 37 and the breaking of one of their crystals ; which gave me an opportunity of indulging in various puns about grate and ingrate, and crystal drops, &c. But I have promised to inflict no such punishment upon the reader, and though my violence broke my spectacles, my love of display shall not induce me to break my word. It was now time to dress for dinner. I will not describe my unspeakable delight at again dining in that loved old room ; or the delicious tea made by dear Matilda in the old silver tea- pot ; or the pleasure of again going to sleep once more in my own darling old bed-room ; or the enchantment of, when awaking next morn- ing, finding myself in it, and seeing a bright au- tumnal sun shining on the well-known church steeple. Then the breakfast, that truly English and most comfortable meal. It was a fine vvarm day ; the windows were open, and the mignio- nette beneath them, and the jessamine which twined itself around their old stone framework, smelt so sweet, that nature seemed exulting. 38 GERALDINE MORTON. Dorothy came clambering and jumping through one of them with a fresh nosegay from her own garden for old aunty. Matilda appeared still paler than the night before, and I saw from her looks she had been crying, and must have pass- ed a sleepless night, — yet she grew, still more pale when Thomas brought in the letters. There was one for her, which the instant she saw, made the blood rush to her cheeks, and herself fly to the window. It was Vere's writing, and the first letter she had ever received from him. She had turned the cock of the urn, and the boiling water went streaming on over the tea-pot. Fortu- nately I saw and remedied the evil before it had attracted my brother's attention. She trembled so, that she could not break the seal, or answer her father's question, of whom had she heard from. I sent her up for my ginger-bottle, that she might have the comfort of reading her letter in peace. It was long before she again made her ap- GERALDINE MORTON. 39 pearance, and of course my ginger-bottle was forgotten, and I was doomed to suffer from a violent pain in m}?^ stomach ; but this I should not have minded, if I thought it could have cured her heart-ache ; — and I had the delight of seeing her eyes beaming with pleasure as she laid the open letter on my brother's plate and desired him to read it. " What now ? where was the hurry ? could it not keep cool till he had finished his breakfast ? and then he had not got his spectacles." The spectacles, however, were found, and the important letter read before toast or egg was tasted. It was a proposal, and written on the preceding evening from Morton Hall, full of expressions of the most ardent love, and ex- treme disappointment at not seeing her there. He only awaited an answer to come and throw himself at her feet. Matilda anxiously watched her father's coun- tenance as he stood with his back to the fire reading the letter. He shook his head at the 40 GERALDINE MORTON. end, and she turned deadly pale. He walked up and down the room in great agitation, and then said he would write at once to his brother, and ascertain his wishes respecting his son ; but in the mean time Matilda must accept him only conditionally. " But I may write to him, dearest papa.^" she eagerly in- quired. He consented, and I was to be the bearer of the letter, — a long, very long one it was, but I did not see its contents ; so putting it carefully in my bag, I started for Morton Hall, promising to return soon. Old Sukey insisted on accompanying me, in spite of all my entreaties that she should re- main with her loving husband ; and, to confess the honest truth, I would rather not have taken her, for, though I could bear the sneers and rebuffs of a fine party up-stairs with tolerable philosophy, I did not like to subject her to the much more awful dispensation of being laughed at by the fine servants below. One of my weaknesses was an extreme fondness for my GERALDINE MORTON. 41 servants ; and it was out of regard to her ap- pearance that I latterly followed the fashions a little more in my dresses, which I had made to lap over considerably and hang loose upon my thin figure, in order that they might after- wards fit her fat one. But, with all this care and contrivance, I knew she was not a fit object to appear at such a house ; and I doubly re- gretted conveying her off from the clerk's pretty cottage, and the society of her old friends. 42 GERALDINE MORTON. CHAPTER III. Few — none — find what they love, or could have loved, Though accident, blind contact, and the strong Necessity of loving, have removed Antipathies — but only to return Envenom'd with irrevocable wrong. Byron. I HAD not been at Morton Hall since the death of Geraldine"*s father, Mr. Morton. He was descended from an old Scotch family, and inherited this property from his mother, Lady Geraldine Morton, daughter and heiress -of the last Earl of Leondine. He was a handsome and pleasing man, and when just of age mar- ried my dear friend Lady Julia Mapleton. She wa^ then a beautiful girl of eighteen, full GERALDINE MORTON. 43 of talent and wit ; but, alas ! in those days of female subordination, talent in women was by many considered a dangerous quality. The natural energy of a powerful mind, instead of being directed to intellectual pursuits, was, by her well-meaning, but stiff and stately mo- ther, chained down to tapestry and needle- work. The consequence of this plan was, that when Lady Julia was emancipated from ma- ternal restraint, she launched forth into all the follies and extravagances of the age, embra- cing the first and readiest method of obtaining that fame which she felt was her due : — for, that superior minds have more thirst for ap- plause than their less gifted companions, is a truth which no one who accurately observes human nature under all its various appearances will deny. Six years after their marriage, the death of her husband checked for a time her worldly career. Then the growing endearments of her lovely child so engaged her mind, that vanity 44 GERALDINE MORTON. seemed forgotten ; but the fatal spark was not extinguished — it was only transferred; and she now courted the world's smile more for her daughter than she had ever done for herself. The whole object of her life was that Geraldine should not only be perfect, but that her per- fection should be seen and appreciated by all, and that she should shine a radiant constella- tion in the sphere of fashion. I was delighted to find myself once more driving by the quaint old Gothic lodges, and entering an English park — that glorious hereditary paradise which can be found in such perfection nowhere else. I have a great veneration for old family places ; they are al- most the only vestiges of feudal magnificence and aristocratic splendour which modern inno- vations and the sad spirit of equality and re- form have spared. Morton Park wiis one of those specimens of ancient grandeur, the most beautiful I have ever seen ; — the road some- GERALDINE MORTON. 45 times winding near the broad river, or rather lake — sometimes through the dark forest of gigantic oaks, beneath whose spreading shade the deer bounded with proud step among the fern, and which oaks were said to have been planted by the founder of the family, Hugh de Morton, who had come from Normandy with William the Conqueror. After ascending a long steep hill, an avenue of magnificent beeches two miles in length lead to the house. Through this was obtained a view of the north front of that splendid structure, with its grey stone centre, its large porch, its castellated battle- ments, and its four high octagon towers, built in the time of Henry the Eighth. On ap- proaching nearer, a glimpse was caught of the two wings, with their gable ends, round towers, and picturesque dome-like pinnacles. These, with the wide projecting windows of the ground-floor, and the smaller oriel ones of the higher stories, beautifully ornamented, 46 GERALDINE MORTON. were added in the reign of Elizabeth, and formed a highly-decorated specimen of that golden era of domestic architecture. The principal rooms looked to the south, and commanded, perhaps, one of the finest views in England. There the garden with its numerous wide terraces sloped far down to the broad, rushing river, whose glittering and majestic course may be traced through the hanging woods of the park, till, like a silver serpent, it glided gently away among the blue distant hills. A long library with windows of different sizes and forms extended almost the entire length of the western front ; and from that de- lightful room was a prospect equal in loveliness, though not in extent, to the former. A beau- tiful old church stood on a mound at a little distance, and amidst a grove of dark yew and tender cyprees trees rose its square- Norman tower, partly covered with ivy, and the large eastern window of painted glass, with all its flowery ornaments and rich tracery. GERALDINE MORTON. 47 As I walked through the echoing porch of the mansion and entered the magnificent hall, I felt as if I was approaching the dangerous abode of Morgante Armida, or some fatally enchanted palace; for here the antique so- lemnity which still characterises the exterior was decorated by modern refinements and lux- uries, so that an air of almost Oriental mag- nificence and splendour pervaded this exquisite place. Here exotics of rare beauty grew in apparently wild profusion in splendid vases of antique marble, amid statues of rare excel- lence. But it would be vain to attempt its description : it seemed as if every country had contributed what it afforded either beautiful in nature or excellent in the arts to make this spot a perfect paradise. Immense riches had been lavished upon it, under the directing hand and highly-cultivated taste of painter and poet. I almost trembled, aware of the fascinating influence of such an abode, filled with every- thing to delight the eye and intoxicate the 48 GERALDINE MORTON. senses ; for how in such a place can we then remember " that this is not our rest ?" How can we look to Heaven for superior happiness, when all below ministers unceasingly to our ever-varied, our uninterrupted enjoyment ? And dear Geraldine, and her still beautiful mother, how enchanted thej were to see me ! It was a totally unexpected pleasure ; for they knew not of my arrival in England. I found them in the drawing-room with a number of people, all with bonnets and cloaks on, just starting for their morning rides and drives. Geraldine was now seventeen, and cer- tainly more lovely than when I saw her at Flo- rence ; but she had still the same wild, enthu- siastic, almost childish, manners. After kissing me repeatedly, she danced round the room with joy, flourishing her shawl in the air, and sing- ing some Italian lines, composed alV improviso on my arrival. Some of the dowagers and dandies stared, and the well-trained young la- dies smiled, at this astonishing outburst of feel- GERALDINE MORTON. 49 ing or want of knowledge of the world in the young heiress, who was of course the subject of their unceasing envy. Looks of surprise and extreme curiosity were directed towards me, which plainly said, " What can make the proud, refined Lady Julia so civil to that old quiz ?" Lord Castleford, too, seemed delighted at my arrival, and, with that refined tact which he possessed in a high degree, said to a stately dowager, in whose hard features I recognised the widow of Lady Julia's brother, the Count- ess of Mapleton, in a tone loud enough for all to hear, " how delighted he was Miss Har- court had come ! she was just the person they wanted to direct their tableaux and theatricals, and he was sure that now everything would succeed." These few words had a magical effect. The spy-glasses were put down, and only a few whispers exchanged between some, which might be, "I suppose she is a blue or an authoress whom they have picked up abroad." VOL. I. D 50 GERALDINE MORTON. When Geraldine had finished her dance and song, she ran up to a pretty fair-haired girl, who I learned was one of her cousins, Lady Jane Mapleton, and told her to superintend the party to Fernwood, as she wanted to remain at home to take care of me and show me the gar- den. I remembered of old that remonstrances were utterly useless with any fancy of Geral- dine's, so I quickly submitted to spoil the driving party ; and though I received many angry looks from the young men, I was com- forted by observing that the ladies did not seem to be much grieved. But I do not mean to reveal the numerous plots and schemes I witnessed during my visit to Morton, among mothers highly accomplished in the art of secur- ing good husbands for their daughters, and heiresses for their sons ; and though Geraldine and Lord Castleford were known to be engaged, this did not prevent the wise heads, who were peeply experienced in the changes and chances of this life, from making sundry well-directed at- GERALDINE MORTON. 51 tacks upon both ; sometimes by sowing the seeds of discord between them, and sometimes But what am I doing ! I promised not to be censorious, and I have every reason to preserve the determination. There is enough of that sort of thing to be witnessed in every London party, and most country houses, to sicken one heartily, without finding it in books. Well, I was dragged off to the dear girl's own sitting-room, which was exactly the sort of place I should have expected to find the studio of a wild genius. We had some difficulty to steer clear of several cases, large unfinished pic- tures, numberless prints and sketches, heaps of music, books and dictionaries of every language under the sun, manuscripts, dresses, costumes, and shawls, masks and every kind of disguise for the tableaux. It was with some labour we succeeded in clearing two chairs, Geraldine apologising all the time for her. extreme unti- diness ; but nobody, except mamma and Castle- ford, was ever admitted into the room — not d2 vmttf mX'E^lVf OF ILLfNOrr 52 GERALDINE MORTON. even a housemaid, lest the pictures and groups might be disturbed. " Now then," she said, looking archly into my face, " confess the honest truth : you did not come here to see us ; — nay, don't stop my mouth, — you know I am a sibyl ; I know all your thoughts, and moreover this very minute you are in a fidget because you have not seen Vere, and you have got a letter in that ugly green bag of yours for him. Ah, ah ! 1 am right, and I know who it is from, and it 's in answer to one I am sure he wrote last night, for he was more disagreeable even than he was at Florence. This disappointment at not finding Matilda made him so mad and uncivil, I had the greatest difficulty in keeping my temper, which I only did from love for her. Well, it 's no use your looking about and settling your shade, for he''s out. Now I will tell you why you came here : I am sure there is some hitch about Matilda's papa, and you have not brought a regular acceptation in your bag, and you are GERALDINE MORTON. oS afraid of all sorts of things, and, amongst others, that he may fall in love with me, or I with him. Ah ! I see, by the corner of your mouth, I am right : though you are very fond of me, you would rather have him marry Matilda. Well, now, there you shall stay and see how we all behave ; and delighted I am that any cause brought you here, though I should have been more pleased if you had come for us alone. Now let us go and walk in the garden. I saw Mr. Vere this morning, from my bed-room window, pacing up and down by the waterfall ; so perhaps we may find him ; and I will run away if we do, and leave you to enjoy his hateful society. I was so glad not to go out with those people ! I don''t like one of them, except my cousin Jane, and I want to finish this" — and she pointed to a beautiful picture, a group of her own composition, from the history of Masaniello, which enchanted me, so that I sat admiring it in silence nearly half an hour, forgetful of Vere, of the letter, and of 54 GERALDINE MORTON. everything. I then looked at Geraldine, and held up in amazement that diminutive hand which could work such wonders. " Has Vere seen this P'' I asked. " Oh no ; but there are some I have fin- ished, in the saloon, quite as good. I don't think, however, he has seen anything. But won't you show me the defects in this .'' for you are a better judge than Carnavari, and I have nobody here to advise me." Though I am extremely difficult to please in painting, I could find no faults in this clever design, — and my enthusiasm for the art was such that I made her take me to the saloon, and there I remained above an hour admiring and criticising the beautiful pictures she had painted. Some few were copies, but the rest were of her own composition. It was then too late to go out, and fortunately Geraldine thought she heard Vere in the music-room. There I proceeded, and found him singing a delightful Italian air, and looking dread- GERALDINE MORTON. 55 fully melancholy. I gave him the letter at once, and had the pleasure of watching his dear speaking features as he perused it. Their ex- pression told me at once what were its contents. The conviction that he now possessed the heart of Matilda gave him such intense joy, that he would not allow himself to believe any difficulty could exist. Though he was annoyed at not being allowed to go to Lyme till his father's consent was obtained to the marriage, he went up to his room to write to his father and Matilda, and came down to dinner in high spirits. I was so pleased at seeing him look happy, that I did not care for any of the annoyances and contretems occasioned by my getting into a wrong place at dinner : the look of despair direct- ed by piy dandy neighbour, a young Viscount Langdale, of large expectations, and preten- sions, towards a pretty Mrs. Gordon at the other end of the table; then, in return, her sympathis- ing glance of commiseration, as she cast up her 56 GERALDINE MORTON. dark-blue eyes and lowered her arched eyebrows. He punished me, however, for not being Mrs. Gordon, by making some common-place remarks, in such a loud tone of voice, through my ear trumpet, that my poor nerves did not recover the shock for hours. Fortunately my other neighbour was not an elder brother, though an * elderly gentleman. Mr. Mordaunt, a former admirer or lover of Lady Julia's, was one of those men, or problems of the world, the reason of whose success in society is so difficult to solve ; who, without being either agreeable, or handsome, or rich, are sought for by all dinner-givers and courted by everybody. Three or four of such mira- culous beings are well known in London ; and after due study and consideration the only pro- bable solution of the mystery is, that one is considered an excellent judge of wine, another of horses, and another of beauty. Mr. Mor- daunt belonged to the last class, and gained his livelihood in fashiononable society by making GERALDINE MORTON. 57 compliments. He contrived, most skilfully, on all occasions, to say things which from any other person would be deemed impertinent or com- mon-place ; but with his soft, insinuating tone, accompanied by an air of such perfect devotion and sincerity, they were tolerated, and even re- ceived with pleasure. It must have been a severe trial to his equanimity, had he consider- ed me of sufficient importance to require a com- pliment. I did not hear the sound of his voice during dinner, for he scarcely spoke except in the exercise of his profession. Methinks I see the reader smile and say, " I have not made out why you yourself are tole- rated at Morton ;" and, I confess, this is a more difficult problem : but it may, perhaps, receive a contrary interpretation, viz. that I never made compliments, and always spoke the plain unvarnished truth. But I cannot say that this profession has been as successful in the world as Mr. Mordaunt''s ; yet I am sa- tisfied : for though honesty has caused me to d5 58 GERALDINE MORTON. lose many acquaintances, it has also gained many real friends ; — like a furnace it melts, and purifies whatever is exposed to it ; the false and worldly shrink at its approach, and leave the gold-like genuine metals to stand the trial of its searching test. We had music in the evening. Lady Jane Mapleton sang some pretty airs to the guitar ; and then Geraldine, whose magnificent voice had been instructed in'all parts of the Continent by the best masters of the day, gave us some Italian airs in such perfection, that even Vere acknowledged he had never heard anything more beautiful. He was asked to sing — not by Geraldine. No, he could not alone, but would try a duet. Books were turned over ; Lady Jane pointed out several, meaning to sing them with him : No, they would not do, he said, pushing over some other books. I longed to hear him sing with Geraldine, but prudence made me refrain from asking him, for I well know how fatal is the meeting between GERALDINE MORTON. 59 two perfect voices. But dear Lord Castleford was too confident in Geraldine, and moreover too simple-minded, to entertain any jealous fears. He came up and asked her to try a duet with Mr. Vere. After much embarrassment and re- luctance on both sides, they began searching among the heaps of music. " There is Amor possente Nome in Armida, do sing it," said Lady Jane. They consented, and never was I more delighted with anything before ; the parts seemed to have been written expressly for their two voices, and the voices themselves created for each other. Both could not help feeling how harmonious — how splendid was the effect produced; yet, at the end, they separated like two school children who have finished their lesson, without saying a word. Vere went to the fire, and Geraldine to her harp. I had not heard her play, for she had no harp in Italy, and it was with surprise and de- light I now heard that instrument in all its glory. I am a passionate admirer of the harp ; 60 GERALDINE MORTON. though many have a strong prejudice against it, which is not surprising, for we very seldom hear it well played : few have fingers so form- ed as to produce a good tone, and still fewer have taste or genius sufficient to make use of the endless varieties of effects it is capable of producing. Bochsa is certainly very clever, but he is too violent — his lovely instrument seems formed for a lady's hand. Whoever has had the good fortune of hearing the beautiful Lady M n or Geraldine play upon it, must feel their prejudices give way before their delicious performances, and become admirers of the harp. Vere always said he could not bear it, but I saw his mind was rapidly changing : the magic touch of Geraldine's tiny fingers was overcom- ing his prejudice. He sat, long after the air was finished, with his eyes fixed on Geraldine, (I verily believe for the first time,) in utter for- getfulness of all around. Lady Mapleton, who was sitting near, watched quietly his express- ive countenance; she appeared satisfied, and GERALDINE MORTON. 61 afraid of moving a finger, lest she should dis- turb his thoughts. Lady Mapleton was a clever worldly woman, and had successfully married her three eldest daughters. There now remained none to dis- pose of but Lady Jane, who had been out some years, and was pretty and agreeable, — everybody was surprised that she was not married. Report said, she had liked Lord Castleford ; and she certainly had flirted more with him than anybody else, four years ago, during the London season, previous to his en- gagement with Geraldine. Perhaps she loved him still ; and this might have been the reason of her refusing several very good offers, much to her mother'^s annoyance. It was probably this idea which made Lady Mapleton try to revive the old flirtation : if so, her confidence in her powers of manoeuvring must have been very great, for never was there apparently so hope- less a scheme. But I do not wonder at her wishing to secure such apartie for her daughter. 62 GERALDINE MORTON. There was to me something peculiarly inter- esting in Lord Castleford, for never was a man devoted — so entirely engrossed, by the object of his love. He had forsaken his former life and companions, to give up the whole of his time to a young girl full of caprice and self-will, and for the four years of his engagement had pa- tiently submitted to her wildest fancies. Yet, like her too, he had been spoiled by a doting mother, and by a world that worshipped his unbounded wealth. He had been extremely wild, and before he became acquainted with Geraldine, his temper was violent and his manners rough ; but love altered the whole tenor of his existence, and it had refined and purified passions which were naturally strong. In endeavouring to educate her, he had been obliged to re-educate himself ; and in order to check the wild outbreaks of her temper, he had learned to subdue his own ; and to keep pace with the gigantic strides of her genius he had studied deeply, — for in ancient and mo- GERALDINE MORTON. 63 dern languages, and general literature, he was her sole instructor. How, when I looked at his tall commanding figure, and his handsome proud features, usually subdued when he gazed on Geraldine into an expression of humility and love, I trembled lest anything should dash the cup of happiness for which he had so long — so patiently laboured, from his lips ! I must do Geraldine the justice to say, she fully appreciated his love and devotion, and often told him, with tears in her eyes, how provoked and angry with herself she was for not returning it with more warmth, while she lamented how utterly unworthy she was of his disinterested affection. But he was quite satisfied with the degree of love he had in- spired. As yet, every thought, however strange and wild, which entered into her mind, was immediately communicated to him. Their confidence in each other was unbounded, and this confidence alone inspired me with the hope that they might form each other's hap- 64 GERALDINE MORTON. piness ; for, in two minds neither guided nor regulated by religion, the check imposed by mutual confidence is the only chance of pass- ing with any degree of safety through the dangers and temptations of this world. GERALDINE MORTON. 65 CHAPTER IV. What is this talk? replies a friend, And where will this diy moral end ? The truth of what you here lay down, By some example should be shown. With all my heart — for once read on. Prior. The next morning was occupied in arrang- ing theatricals and tableaux, and devising means to supply the sad vacancy Matilda's absence caused. Mrs. Gordon very good-naturedly offered to take her part in the French plays, and said she would also endeavour to represent the character of Modesty in the beautiful picture of Leonardo da Vinci. 66 GERALDINE MORTON. Geraldine, however, would not agree to the latter proposal: she said Matilda was really the only person in the world capable of giving it its peculiar expression. Lady Mapleton was certain Jane would do it beautifully, — whilst Mr. Mordaunt discovered that both the candidates had all the requisite features and expression. Lord Langdale thought it so like Mrs. Gordon, that Leonardo da Vinci must have painted it on purpose for her : — but Lord Castleford asked my opinion, and I confessed I did not think it would suit either of the ladies in question : certainly it would be a sad pity for Geraldine not to represent Vanity, for her features were so uncommonly like the original ; but I thought she had such wonderful power of assuming any expression, she might act Modesty ; and though Mrs. Gordon's featVires were not like, she certainly had in a slight degree the expression of Vanity. Geraldine had painted a very good copy of that celebrated picture, and as it was in her GERALDINE MORTON. 67 sitting-room, or, as she called it, the chaos of arts and sciences, thither she, with Lord Castle- ford and myself, retired to debate this import- ant affair in private. We had no small difficulty in finding it behind a number of other paintings ; and having removed it from its obscurity, we plac- ed it near the window. And then the like- ness of Geraldine to the figure of Vanity be- came strikingly apparent : we all gazed at it in silence for some moments. " I know what you are both thinking of," said Geraldine, " and why you look so grave : you are both sorry I am so like that picture. Do you think me very vain, dear Aunt Doro- thy .P" and she put her arms round my neck and looked inquiringly in my face. " Not yet," said I, " the flower has not yet bloomed ; but I fear the seeds are deeply rooted in this beautiful little head. However, if you remain the same, Geraldine, after two or three London seasons, I shall have some hope 68 GERALDINE MORTON. that sense and good feeling will eventually pre- vail and crush the noxious weeds/' " Why is London so much worse than other places? I have passed through safely the dissipations and temptations of Rome, of Paris, and Vienna. Why am I to fall a victim to London ?" " Because, dearest Geraldine, you cannot fail to be the fashion ; and, believe me, that is a hard trial in a place where society is on so extensive a scale, where thousands are striving to acquire the popularity which can only be enjoyed by a few, and where multitudes wor- ship the idols of their own creation with a devotion far greater and an obsequiousness far more humble than that which is accorded to any tyrant in the Eastern world. The plea- sure of being idolised or ruling over the most enlightened society in the universe is the more intoxicating from the conviction that it is not accorded merely to rank, beauty, or riches, and because it is, in fact, impos^ble exactly to GERALDINE MORTON. 69 discover the quality most required for its at- tain men t. Believe me, you will be placed on a dizzy and dangerous height, from whence few indeed can look down on their fellow-mortals with undazzled eyes and maintain their early purity of mind. For that the idols of London society have been once as good, as they are captivating, is a truth of which I am con- vinced . it appreciates far too justly to adore anything, however lovely, which is essentially bad;' " But, dear Aunt Dorothy, tell me why does it set up these imagined idols of fashion ?" " Because for many years there has been no acting court — no natural leader of fashion and ton ; and there is a strong innate love of governing and being governed in every mind — a propensity to exercise one passion in setting up a ruler, and another in blindly obeying his dictates. This is one reason why all usurped authority is more powerful, and its arbitrary 70 GERALDINE MORTON. mandates more implicitly obeyed, than those of any hereditary monarch ; because the mul- titude behold in the usurper a creation of its own, and pride and self are gratified in admir- ing the object whose merits each fancies he had been the first to discover and appreciate. In these days of insubordination and innovation, many people imagine all rule will soon be at an end ; but they are mistaken : our desire of being governed is not at an end ; it is only that we are losing all local attachments — all respect for the abodes, the religion, the laws, and the choice of our ancestors. The love of country, the reverence for our fathers and their institutions, have all been thrown into shade by what we consider the brilliant light of reason ; and so dazzled are we by this new name, that we can no longer see any good in customs and institutions which are not of our own creation, and the ruling demon of the present day — pride, or veneration of our own superior knowledge and new light, has entirely GERALDINE MORTON. 71 banished the deference we used to manifest towards the wisdom and experience of those who lived before us. A king that we have not chosen, we think can be of no use ; but we shall not be the less willing or ready to bow down to any authority or idol we see fit to set up." " I believe you are right,*" said Lord Castle- ford ; " though I now perceive your politics differ from mine — you have betrayed yourself to be a tory.'' " Oh ! don't let us have a political discus- sion," said Geraldine, " but let us return to London life. Is one short season to do all this ? am I to be a spoilt idol in that time ?" " Oh no ! as long as you are unmarried, you will be safe in London ; but Lord Castleford will not thank me for saying so : he probably imagines, if you would consent to marry him before the season begins, he would conduct you safely through all its dangers." He smiled, and taking Geraldine's hand, said with a look of romantic devotion which 1(2 GERALDINE MORTON. enchanted me, — " No hand but this shall ever be mine — without it there can be no happiness fbr me in this world : yet, if Geraldine should ever prefer another, she has promised sacredly to tell me ; and for her happiness I will willingly relinquish my own. Remember, it was a solemn promise, dearest girl : never let your affection or gratitude actuate you to sacrifice yourself for me." " Do not look so grave — you are always apprehending an evil which can never happen : you know I never have, and I am quite cer- tain never shall see the being I would pre- fer to my own dear Castleford. Now do try and look happy again, or I shall think you are not satisfied with your own little Geraldine. There ! you may kiss my hand, like a preux chevalier as you are; and now we must not lose any more time. — Come, Aunt Dorothy, they will be all out of patience to hear our decision. Have you both determined I am to relinquish my dear Vanity to Mrs. Gordon, GERALDINE MORTON. 73 and usurp dear Matilda's Modesty. Well, well, I agree, — now for the play. Was your odious nephew in earnest when he said he would take Constantine, in Constantine et Ulisette ?" " Oh ! I can never answer for my nephew — he is sadly capricious and changeable; but if you really want him to act, I will use my in- fluence." " Oh no !'' said Geraldine, colouring, — " not I indeed. Now don't be angry with me, Castleford, for abusing the man for whom you seem to have taken such a fancy : you will never succeed in teaching me to like him." " I do not wish you particularly to like him," said Lord Castleford, smiling, — " I only want you to be civil ; and I think if he would act that part and sing a duet with you, the piece would certainly be very perfect ; for I have heard he is an excellent actor, and his singing is, even you must acknowledge, ad- mirable." VOL. I. B 74 GERALDINE MORTON. I was then despatched to negotiate with Vere. I found him in the library sitting at a table leaning over a large folio ; but between its pages and his eye I discovered Matilda's letter. ^ The pleasing effect produced by its first perusal still remained ; he was in excellent humour with himself and everything else, and readily agreed to do anything that was re- quired — even to act Constantine, the part of lover to Geraldine's Ulisette. The remainder of that day was employed in learning and rehearsing the parts ; and I being an unemployed, and consequently idle person, was in great requisition. Even Lord Lang- dale condescended to beg I would teach him a little French song which was to be introduced in one of the pieces. He had a fine voice, but a bad ear ; and not knowing his notes, could learn nothing without extreme labour and assistance, which he was unwilling to seek from those whose good opinion he valued, as he did not like to betray this defect ; and so I GERALDINE MORTON. 75 was condemned to pound away at the notes till I succeeded in driving them into his conceited head. His friend Mrs. Gordon had equal labour in learning her part. She was obliged to say every sentence an hundred times over, and even then she forgot the stops and sense, and repeated the words in such an unmeaning way as quite to destroy my patience : yet the poor thing was really so anxious to perform her part well, I endeavoured to assist her in every imaginable way ; for she was not conceited, but fully aware of her stupidity. Mrs. Gordon was an apothecary's daughter, who had been married some years to a good- natured silly man of immense wealth. He had a beautiful place near Lyme ; and she was one of that numerous class of common-place young ladies who, when they marry a rich man and are suddenly launched, have sense enough to see their own deficiencies without having power to improve. She was never happy, because e2 76 GERALDINE MORTON. she felt a sort of perpetual contrast between the splendour with which she was surrounded, and the poverty of her own ideas ; and as she felt she was so much less than her magnificent house and jewels, she was not satisfied to shine with a borrowed splendour, but longed to be admired for herself alone, and as the readiest means had lately taken to flirting. Her husband, moreover, being a good-natured man, without much more sense than was requisite for hunting, attending public dinners, country sessions, or London clubs, was not displeased at her flirtation with Lord Langdale, and he perfectly agreed in the idea that it was by such means alone popularity in London could be attained. The following morning I received three letters. The post came in early — before eight, at Morton Hall, which is, I think, a great blessing, for one's breakfast is so often spoilt by finding a letter on your plate ; and though letters are the greatest comfort in life, yet GERALDINE MORTON. 77 they generally contain some news which it is pleasanter to read in private. The first I received was from Matilda ; and, alas ! it confirmed all I had feared and expect- ed. My eldest brother did not approve of his son''s marriage at present, but would consent to it in a year, if during that time Vere would never see Matilda, or correspond in any man- ner with her. This was a heavy trial for her, for I knew her father would make *her adhere most scru- pulously to his eldest brother^s wishes. Both feared Yere's naturally wild and capricious! disposition, and though this year's probation would be an excellent test of his constancy, I did not see the matter at all in the same light. I felt that Vere's happiness entirely depended on his marrying exactly such a person as Matilda, whose quiet good sense and affection- ate heart would counteract in some measure the wild flights of his genius, and I dreaded for his impatient disposition. Another long 78 GERALDINE MORTON. year passed in waiting for a happiness which he could see no reason in postponing — I was sure he would plunge into all sorts of dissipation to kill the time ; and though violently in love at present, I could not help fearing his constancy would not bear the trial of a dreary absence unbroken by even a letter from the object of his love. The dear girl's letter was sad indeed, and in some parts the words were nearly obliterated by her tears. She fully apprehended all the evils I have mentioned — she felt that Vere was lost to her for ever ; yet there was not a word of reproach towards her father and uncle. She was resolved to abandon all hopes of every earthly happiness, and scrupulously to obey their wishes. It ended by conjuring me not to grieve, for she trusted for support and com- fort from a source which had never yet failed. She would send no message to Vere, for he already knew how deeply she loved him. In- deed, so deep was her attachment, that even GERALDINE MORTON. 79 were he to cease to love her, he need not fear her reproaches, though even lost, he would ever possess her heart. I read the dear girl's letter again and again, but had scarcely patience to get through those from my brothers, for I knew beforehand every word they would contain. I then hastily dressed, anxious to see my nephew before the company assembled for breakfast. Quite sick with vexation and annoyance, I went to the library. He was not there. It rained in torrents ; yet I thought it probable he might be in the garden : so, taking an umbrella, I sallied forth, hurried down the steep terraces towards the river, and there I found him near his favourite waterfall, pacing up and down in violent agitation, looking the picture of despair. He was too much annoyed to take any no- tice of me ; and even when I gave him the letter of Matilda, he pushed it angrily away. " No,'' he said contemptuously, " I have been 80 GERALDINE MORTON. treated like a fool — a child : they are all in league to drive me to distraction ; and Matilda, too, has consented to their foolish plan, which disappoints me more than all ; she cannot pos- sibly love me, or she would have more spirit, and not blindly submit to such absurd ideas." '' Do not reproach Matilda,"" I said, getting as angry as my nephew, " for I am certain your disappointment is not half so severe as hers : she will suffer during this year of sad suspense far more deeply than you, for she will have nothing but the dull monotony of Lyme Vicarage and the drudgery of teaching her little sister to divert her thoughts, while you have the whole world before you. Ah, no ! cast not a reproach on that gentle — that angelic creature ; but read this letter, and I am sure you will be convinced that her love is indeed devoted — it absorbs every feeling of her heart except the sense of duty to her father.""' After some more angry words he took the letter, which affected him even to tears; but GERALDINE MORTON. 81 when he arrived at the sentence, " I shall never love another even though Vere should cease to have any affection for me," his angry feelings again broke out : " She, too, suspects me of being capricious and changeable ; I see I am condemned by all — I am destined to be miser- able in this world." I endeavoured to soothe his agitated feelings, to infuse some degree of resignation into his troubled breast ; but it was a hopeless attempt. At last, finding I was getting quite wet, and chilled with the cold — for I had come out without a shawl or bonnet, — I suggested the propriety of going in to breakfast, unless he wished to attract attention and furnish a sub- ject of merriment for the party. Vere was deeply sensitive to ridicule ; so, in spite of his despair, he hurried in and changed his wet clothes, dried his hair, and came down to breakfast with a tolerably composed, though not a cheerful countenance. Geraldine's quick eyes soon discovered what had occurred, and I e5 S2 GERALDINE MORTON. saw she was much grieved for dear Matilda. Several of the company who had seen us, from their bed-room windows, taking our morning walk in such pouring rain, rallied both Vere and myself on the subject. Mr. Gordon won- dered why Mr. Harcourt walked in the rain without hat or umbrella. The conversation was beginning to be very disagreeable to poor Vere ; but Geraldine, who now really felt for his disappointment, dexter- ously put a stop to the subject, and contrived to interest everybody in something else. GERALDINE MORTON. 83 CHAPTER V. D'altra parte un pensier dolce ed agro Con faticosa e dillettevol salma Sedendosi dentro I'alma, Preme il cor di desio, di speme il pasce. Petrarca. The moment breakfast was over Geraldine despatched Vere to look over his part, which she was sure he had not had time to learn, and appointed a general rehearsal at twelve o'clock. Then making me follow her to the painting- room, she learnt all that had occurred. The dear girl was deeply affected, though she rather participated in Yere's anger against Matilda for submitting patiently to such an absurd plan ; but she was quite determined. 84 GERALDINE MORTON. however, they should meet, as she would cer- tainly make Matilda come to London. I shook my head, aware of the impossibility of overcoming her scrupulous sense of duty ; but I would not crush Geraldine's hopes, or put a stop to her kind intentions. She then said, " I know you are longing to be at Lyme, and you mean to desert us as soon as possible; but you must not go yet. I think Mr. Har- court will like to stay now — all these things will amuse him ; so you must remain to watch our behaviour, and then, when all these people go, I will try and persuade mamma and Castle- ford to part with me for a few days, and will take you home and try to comfort dear Ma- tilda. I have never been at Lyme, and I want to see the place where she contrives to be so good and so happy without doing any of the things which form my delight and pleasure in life.^' " She does not exist for this world alone," GERALDINE MORTON. 85 I said : *' her thoughts, her principal expecta- tions of happiness, are in the next." "Oh, I know that," said Geraldine with a sigh: " she is a dear, perfect creature, and I wish I was one half as good ; she is the only religious person I could ever love, and she almost makes me like religion. She really must not desert me through the next season, for I know not what will become of me without her kind advice." She then sat down and wrote a long letter to Matilda. The rehearsal was tolerably successful, with the exception of Mrs. Gordon and Lord Lang- dale, who did not yet know their parts. Lord Castleford acted extremely well. Vere had only read over the play ; but he had the same kind of wonderful talent for remembering as Geraldine, and once to read with care for him was sufficient. The following evening was fixed for the re- 86 GERALDINE MORTON. presentation. All the neighbourhood and most of the principal families of the county were in- vited ; and the entertainment was to wind up with a ball. The greater part of the guests had never yet seen Geraldine ; but the fame of her beauty and her talent had long since reached their ears, and great curiosity "prevailed at home to be- hold the young heiress who had been so ad- mired abroad. A long and very large old gallery on the upper story, said to have been a ball-room in the days of Queen Elizabeth, had been converted into a theatre, and seats were prepared for four hundred people ; the walls were beautifully decorated on either side with flowers. The first piece was — I forget, but it "^ no matter. — When the curtain drew up, Geral- dine, who acted the part of a country girl, was discovered. The dress became her ex- tremely, and I never saw her look so lovely. A murmur of admiration and applause burst GERALDINE MORTON. 87 from the audience. She and Lord Castleford acted to perfection. Lady Jane, too, got through her part very well, and nothing oc- curred to destroy the illusion of an interesting play. The tableaux were equally successful : Ra- phael's St. Celicia of Bologna, the Gamesters, Dominichino's Sibyls, were all very beau- tiful ; but the most perfect was Leonardo da Vinci's Vanity and Modesty. Geraldine had the talent of assuming so exactly the expres- sion of anything she wished to represent, that one fancied for the moment her features were even like those in the picture. Vere, whose prepossessions against her were fast wearing away, was quite enchanted ; he confessed he had never seen anything so lovely. The dancing was in the saloon ; and Geral- dine, in high spirits, as her sylph-like form floated around the room, whirling in every waltz with a grace which was quite a luxury for my old eyes to dwell upon. Twice Vere 88 GERALDINE MORTON. had the honour of her hand in the dance, and I could not help fancying her step was lighter and her countenance still more bright when his arm was supporting her fair form. But he was decidedly the best waltzer I had ever seen, which might be the reason, and I determined not to be apprehensive ; though I could not avoid feeling some anxiety as I watched them going into the conservatory, and not returning till two quadrilles and a galopade had been danced. Geraldine guessed my thoughts; she blush- ed, and disengaging her arm from Vere, ran up to me and said : " DonH be afraid ; we were talking of Matilda." But this was no consolation : on the contrary, I feared that a barrier was now broken which might have been for Vere a great safeguard, for there is nothing so dangerous as confidence of this kind. Vere was a man of such a reserved disposi- tion, I was quite astonished that he should GERALDINE MORTON. 89 allow a person against whom he was much prejudiced to talk so soon on a subject which could only awake such agonising feeling, and at the same time wound his pride : but I did not betray my fears to either party. Lord Castleford was delighted at Geraldine's success, and received the compliment of all on his lovely intended with great satisfaction. Too happy to have the slightest suspicion, or to observe the commencement of a feeling which might eventually destroy his happiness, his benevolent heart was only made still more happy by observing that Geraldine was now quite civil to Mr. Harcourt ; for Lord Castle- ford knew of Vere's love for Matilda, and had been sincerely grieved at his disappointment. Another week passed away, and I had the misery of observing the increasing intimacy between Geraldine and Vere. They not only sang together in the evenings, but a great part of the morning was devoted to music. They sang through whole operas ; and the delight of 90 GERALDINE MORTON. hearing two such voices together was so great, that even I often forgot my apprehensions and gave myself up to the enjoyment which all the others felt in listening. It put me in mind of the Irish legend of the wonderful tune which, when it was played at an execution, set every one dancing, and thus enabled the man who was going to be hanged to make his escape. Lord Castleford did not even seem to regret that Geraldine no longer passed her mornings in the " chaos of arts and sciences," studying with him, or painting while he read aloud, as was their usual habit ; though I heard him once express a hope that she would soon finish the picture from Masaniello which I had so much admired. Lady Mapleton was in high glee, and listened to the duets with much greater pleasure than any one else ; and she already anticipated that the next London season would place the earl's coronet on her daughter's brow. Lady Jane, I think, had some hopes of the same nature : she certainly GERALDINE MORTON. 91 liked Lord Castleford ; but though too gentle and good to enter into all her mother's schemes, she sometimes succeeded in gaining his attention in their long rides or walks, while Geraldine was listening to Vere's most agree- able discourse. The day so long and anxiously wished for by me at length arrived, on which we were all to separate. Geraldine had succeeded in ob- taining permission to accompany me to Lyme for a few days ; after this Lady Julia and Lord Castleford were to come and take her to his place in Yorkshire, which she had not yet seen, and where they intended to remain till they went to town in February. Vere could not determine where he would go to ; he was too much provoked at his father's opposition about Matilda to return home. I strongly advised his going abroad for another year ; but that, he said, was im- possible. He had lately been returned for some borough in Scotland, and he would 92 GERALDINE MORTON. be obliged to attend parliament. — No : he would go and pay a long-promised visit to his friend Lord Henry Leslie in Scotland. Lord Castleford hoped he would adopt the latter plan, as, in his road, he might be tempt- ed to come and shoot at Castleford. Geraldine said nothing ; but a slight expression of ap- probation or of pleasure might perhaps have been discovered on her countenance when the latter plan was proposed. I know not if Vere perceived it, but he joyfully acceded to the invitation to visit Castleford. In high spirits he bade us all adieu and stepped into his britska. I followed him to the hall-door, and watched its rapid progress through the long avenue with tearful eyes and a heavy heart. I had a presentiment that it would be long — very long before we should meet again, and then, perhaps, under far dif- ferent circumstances. I loved Vere as my son. I had from his earliest youth anxiously watched the develop- GERALDINE MORTON. 93 ment of talents which seemed to promise that his career in life would be not only brilliant, but such as would lead to his own honour and the good of his fellow-creatures. My ex- pectations as to his talents had been fully realised ; but since he had arrived at years of manhood, I had discovered a something which I scarcely know how to describe, — a sort of fastidious sensibility, a too great carefulness for the opinion of others, which often proved a bar to his own enjoyment and to the exercise of his excellent qualities,— a disposition to view things on the gloomy side. All this made me fear that the first disap- pointment he met with in life would entirely crush all his energies, and ruin one of the most splendid dispositions Nature had ever formed. I stood thinking and putting up fervent prayers for his happiness long after the britska had disappeared, and was only roused by the voice of my man John announcing that my old travelling carriage was ready 94 GERALDINE MORTON. packed, with Sookey perched upon the box enveloped in dozens of cloaks, and shawls, and veils, to protect her against the cold. She usually travelled with me inside ; but as Geraldine was to accompany me, she was obliged to try and make up her mind, and body too, for the dickey. The poor old soul was but too delighted to leave Morton Hall in any way, and to get back safe to her dearly-beloved clerk on any terms, to grumble about her unusually elevated position. Geraldine was quite ready also, and came running through the hall with a large picture in each hand, which were to be placed carefully in the carriage — presents for the vicarage. Lord Castleford followed with a parcel of books ; and it required old John's utmost ingenuity to stow all these things in such a manner as to leave any room for Geraldine and myself. Lord Castleford, who was quite melancholy at the prospect of losing Geraldine even fo a GERALDINE MORTON. 95 few days, endeavoured to persuade her to let him drive her to Lyme in the phaeton ; for, with the pictures and books, it would be im- possible we could both sit in the chaise. Lady Julia strongly seconded the proposal, — she would like to drive over also. It was the first time in her life she had been separated from her darling child, and she was as miserable at the idea of passing two or three days without her as most mothers would be at the prospect of being separated for life. But Geraldine would hear of no such thing : they had promis- ed her two holidays, and she had set her heart on travelling with Aunt Dorothy, and being waited on by old Sookey, and sleeping with dear Matilda, and making herself quite rural and good in Lyme Vicarage. Lady Julia, with tears in her eyes, embraced again and again the laughing girl, who at last, disengag- ing herself from her mother's arms, jumped into the carriage: I followed, and we drove off. 96 GERALDINE MORTON. Geraldine was in the greatest delight with everything. No girl ever left school in wilder spirits, or anticipated more pleasure in returning to a beloved home, than Geraldine felt on that day at the prospect of visiting Lyme with old Aunt Dorothy. I could not help half suspecting this was not the cause of so much happiness, though I am sure the dear girl fancied it was ; but there was in her look and manner a peculiar sun- shining expression, and in her language a joyous buoyancy, showing the lightness of the spirit — the harmony of it — if I may use the expression, — with every subject on which she spoke, that too plainly to my experienced eye indicated the first dawning of love in her young heart. — Yes ; her happiness at that mo- ment showed me that that feeling had already commenced, which in its first stages, when as yet it hopes, it fears nothing — is so heavenly. It is then a sentiment, not a passion, when the awakened heart is satisfied with only GERALDINE MORTON. 97 experiencing a new and blissful sensation, seeing all things through an enchanted medium, as if the whole world was tinged with bright and glowing colours. And as all im- pressions are more pleasing when we are least aware of their cause, so has love a more fas- cinating influence when we are as yet un- conscious of its existence. How well has Schiller expressed this in those beautiful words ! " Das Auge sieht den himmel offen, Es schwelgt das herz in seligkeit, O ! das sie ewig griinen bliebe, Die schone Zeit der jungen Liebe." Who had awakened this feeling, I would not allow myself to ask ; indeed, it would have been a useless inquiry, for, in a mind like Geraldine's, if it had once taken root, no earthly power, no warning, no advice, could ever avail to crush its growth. I, therefore, dismissed all fear and uneasiness, and, influenced by Geraldine'*s VOL. I. F 98 GERALDINE MORTON. enchanting conversation, enjoyed the present moment, and tried to hope that some portion of her brilliant visions for Matilda might be realised. GERALDINE MORTON. 99 CHAPTER VI. La religion n'est rien si elle n'est pas tout — si I'existence n'en est pas remplie, si Von n'entretient pas sans cesse dans Tame cette foi k I'lnvisible, ce devouement, cette elevation de desirs qui doivent triompher des penchans vulgaires auxquels notre nature nous expose. De Stael. We found Matilda and little Dorothy in the porch awaiting our arrival. I was much struck by the alteration which one short fortnight had made in the dear girl's appearance. Her cheeks had lost their bloom ; the brilliant happiness which usually animated her large blue eyes was exchanged for an expression of meek re- signation which was far more touching than even sorrow. f2 100 GERALDINE MORTON. Geraldine's wild spirits were for an instant checked, and she attentively perused Matilda's features, till in the endeavour to cheer — to com- fort the poor girl, she recovered her own gaiety, and gradually succeeded in bringing a faint smile upon Matilda's lips. She talked of Vere, of her confidence in the duration of his love, with all that glowing eloquence and enthusiasm which never failed of convincing her hearers, and infusing into their minds some portion of her own sanguine feelings. She then made Matilda show her all over the house; she attentively examined all the books in my brother's library, ran over the garden, and finally fixed upon the places in the drawing-room where her two pictures were to be hung. When my brother returned home from the village, and their greeting had passed,- she took him to his library and commenced a long lec- ture upon his cruelty to Matilda. On this subject, however, she was not more successful GERALDINE MORTON. 101 than I was myself on the day 1 burnt his poor- law pamphlet ; and their violent dispute was fortunately interrupted by Matilda herself, who came to say that they would be late for dinner. Old Sookey had unpacked Geraldine's things, and was waiting to assist her in dressing for dinner. Sookey was in great fuss and agita- tion at the idea of dressing such a fine lady ; but she got over the task much more easily than she had expected, for Gerald ine always dressed her own hair — the most beautiful I ever saw. It was simply parted in the front, and discovered the whole of her fine forehead ; and behind, it formed a large plait, which was placed as we see in Grecian statues — very low on the back of the head. I had never seen these two lovely girls together before, and, as they sat opposite to me at dinner, I amused myself by observing their very differ- ent styles of beauty, and in trying to discover which I most preferred ; but it was impossible to decide. At one moment I thought the ex- 10^ GERALDINE MORTON. pression of religion (if I may use such a word) which gave such a heavenly calm to Matilda's features was more attractivsj^jeven than the bril- liant genius which animated Geraldine's : her figure too was taller and fuller, and might be deemed more perfect; but then she had not that inexpressible grace in all her movements, nor that originality of expression, which cha- racterised Geraldine. It was fortunate my man John was an ex- tremely good waiter, for old Thomas could scarcely attend to his business at the dinner- table, so much was his attention excited by Geraldine and her two pictures. It was so long since anything new had been seen at the Vicarage, where every bit of furniture remained exactly the same as when first brought there thirty years before, without its position being ever altered, that the introduction of two pic- tures and a pretty young lady were events which quite seemed to overturn poor Thomas's intellects; nor could he avoid expressing his GERALDINE MORTON. 103 admiration and surprise. Geraldine had to wait for a plate while he was praising those in her picture, and the second course was suffered to get cold whilst he was staring at the pic- ture of Achilles and his companions. At last he cried out, addressing my brother — " Oh ! your reverence, how cold these gentlemen must have been sitting for their pictures, with their legs bare and scarcely a screed of clothes on ! Howdsomever, I suppose they was in a hot climax." It may appear, by this and the conversation which followed, to some of my readers, that old Thomas was rather deficient in respect to his superiors : I must, therefore, apologise for him, by informing them, that he had been born in my brother'^s house, and was the son of an old butler, who had lived all his life with my father. He was, on this account, then, treated more as an old friend than as a servant ; and as he very seldom had to wait upon any except oijr own family, — for though my brother had 104* GERALDINE MORTON. a very comfortable fortune, he gave away too much to his poorer neighbours to have any- thing left for the entertainment of his richer, — he had become perhaps a little familiar and a small bit spoiled. Besides, Thomas was a genius and a wit, a great talker, and the parish oracle — which last distinction had rather turned his head; though I cannot aver that the repu- tation he enjoyed among the village-swains was quite deserved, for his knowledge was jum- bled together in his head in the most extraor- dinary manner. Geraldine happened to mention that the Dutch picture was a copy from Teniers, and she had been in some doubt whether Matilda would not have preferred one after Netscher. " After Nature !" said Thomas ; " and sure ain't all them pictures," pointing to the figures, " done after Nature ? But ten years did you say, Miss r — was you really ten years about it ?" " Not quite,"" said Geraldine, laughing at the two puns Thomas had unconsciously made. GERALDINE MORTON. 105 and much amused by the novelty of hearing a servant enter into conversation. She en- couraged him to proceed by asking him ques- tions, and by appearing to value his opinion of her performance. Pleased with this condescension of hers, he examined minutely every part of the Dutch picture, and said, *' Well, sure, I could never be tired of circumspecting it. There 's all the kitchen utelsils, and the saucepans and turnips, quite opprobrius." " Appropriate, he means," said Matilda, who was rather distressed at the old servant's thus exciting Geraldine''s mirth ; and she endeavour- ed to stop his making a fool of himself by the correction, but in vain. " Yes, Miss," he continued, " 1 know appro- priate is the epitaph ; only I thought ate did not sound so decent-like, words ending in ous being more genteel, deviated from the Grease, such as genious. But sure young ladies are wonderful creatures now-a-days, as wise as So- F 5 106 GERALDINE MORTON. lomon's Queen of Sheba, and as — as — a" Here he came to a stop for a smile, but con- tinued, " And now they cultivates their minds as well as their gardens, as Locke says in his Key to Human Understanding. The young folks up at the familiar mansion, as they calls the old family house now, have a man all the way from Lonnon to. teach them gummatys and gastronomy, and the Lord knows what other things we never heard the name of in our days/' " Who lives there ?" asked. Geraldine. " Oh, they be only com''d there about two years. Miss. Mr. Smith Ellis slipped into the property all of a sudden like, and took the old gentleman's name as was there afore him — be- cause you see. Miss, though he was a very dis- tant relation, yet he was the mearest o'kin, and, moreover, the head of the family, so -he came into the tail, as they call property what 's settled on the male hears. They are an old GERALDINE MORTON. 107 family, wi' a power of posterity — whose pic- tures, like that, are hanging up for many gene- rations backwards. — No, no — I am wrong, — 'tis antsisters they call them ; meaning, I suppose, the aunts and sisters of the family. Pray, Miss, if it is not too bold, may I ask who that gen- tleman is with a kind of saucepan topsy-turvey on his head, holding that 'ere silver dish per- pendicler on his arm. " That is Achilles," said Geraldine, who could scarcely speak for laughing. " Achilles?" said Thomas slowly, while he pressed his head thoughtfully — ''wasn't he one of the consternations of Grecian geology, or mytheology ? — No, no, I know how it is ; he was a great warrior, what fought in Homer's Oddity, and was called Achilles because he killed with ease." I had forgot to mention a very important piece of furniture in the drawing-room, — an organ, on which Matilda played beautifully, 108 GERALDINE MORTON. and always after prayers accompanied with the fine rich tones of her voice a hymn, in which my brother and all the family joined. I never heard sacred music in any part of the world, or beheld a sight which so power- fully awakened feelings of devotion, as this daily homage rendered by the mild, the gen- tle, and the good, to their Creator. There was an air of tranquil solemnity in the large old room, its carved ceihng, dark wainscoted walls, and deep recesses of the windows, but dismally lighted by the fire at the farther end, and by the two candles near the organ. Their bright rays illumined the beautiful face of Matilda, and the handsome and venerable features of my brother, and fell faintly and dimly on the group of old servants who stood behind, and who, from the length of time they had been in the house, looked like a part of the family. The next morning Geraldine insisted on Matilda's doing everything exactly the same as if she were alone ; for she was very anxious GERALDINE MORTON. 109 to know what made Matilda so good, and said she should enjoy doing everything with her. It was Saturday, and besides her usual avoca- tions, Matilda on this day visited most of the poor cottages that she might see if their in- habitants had meat for a comfortable dinner on the following Sunday, and if their clothes were so bad as to serve for an excuse for non-attendance at church. But she thought the miserable places where she would go to would afford no amusement to her friend. However, Geraldine said, it would be enchant- ing, particularly as she had never been in a cottage in her life, or at a village-school. The morning was extremely fine, and Geral- dine was delighted with our rural walk. The only subject of regret or annoyance was, that she had no money with her to give to the wretched objects whom she saw, and she had much difficulty in prevailing on Matilda to allow her to promise some should be sent. We can never visit three or four cottages 110 GERALDINE MORTON. without learning an impressive lesson on human nature ; for I have almost invariably observed that those who have the fewest of this world's comforts are most contented and happy in it. Geraldine was forcibly struck by this. The only comfortable cottage we visited, — for, as I before said, Saturday was devoted to visiting the worst, — was that of an old woman and her only son. In this, the large clock which stood ticking in the corner, the bright warming-pan, the savoury pot which simmered and smoked upon the fire, and other luxuries of cottage life, showed they were above its wants. The old dame was seated in the chimney- corner, attired in a manner superior to most of her neighbours : indeed, there was an attempt at finery visible in the bright scarlet ribband which trimmed her lace-cap, and the flounces which, from their proximity to the burning embers, threatened to endanger her life. There was an air of dejection, however, in her attitude; her elbows rested on her knees, and her hand GERALDINE MORTON. Ill covered het face. She did not at first perceive our presence ; but when she looked up, there was a discontented scowl on her large harsh features, and her eyes were red with tears. " What is the matter, Dame Giles ?" said Matilda. ** What is the matter. Miss ! Sure I have plagues enough to drive a body out of this wicked world." " Yet you seem very comfortably off: your chimney is well stocked with gammons, and your garden full of vegetables, and you have no children to provide for." " No children, indeed !" continued the old woman, while her eyes kindled with rage. " Is not there the boy Tom, that's the very plague and terror of my life ? The boy I loved and never contradicted in anything, to use me so !" and she burst into a flood of tears- " I am afraid you spoil him : remember, my father often cautioned you against it. But you always dreaded his being religious : now you 112 GERALDINE MORTON. see the consequence. Pray for him, Dame Giles." Matilda''s advice was here interrupted by the entrance of that son, whom Dame Giles called the plague and terror of her life. He was a tall, handsome man, with dark hair and eye- brows; but there was something repulsive in his air — a dogged sort of sullenness in his heavy, downcast, grey eyes. He threw himself into a chair near the fire, and kicking the logs of wood together, stirred the contents of the black pot. All this was done without once raising his eyes towards us, or taking notice of the " gen- tlefolk." Matilda wished the dame good morning, and we left the cottage. ' . "I am certain that man is a murderer,'" said Geraldine when we had proceeded some dis- tance ; " I never beheld a countenance where the expression of the bad passions so complete- ly destroy its natural beauty. 1 should be more afraid of that single man than of twenty Italian GERALDINE MORTON. US bandits, even if they were as fierce as my friend Gasperone himself: — dear, brave man ! I went to see him in the Castle of St. Angelo." " How very odd," said Matilda in a whis- per, " you should think so ! for many people think he is guilty of a robbery which was committed a week ago : but there was such strong evidence in proof of his innocence and of the guilt of another, that, after the examina- tion of both by the magistrates, he was dis- charged, and the other, George Hilliard, hi- therto a young man of excellent character, re- manded to await his trial at the assizes." '* Tell me — oh, tell me all about it !" said Geraldine eagerly ; " I am sure the other is innocent. There is so much cunning in that man we have just seen, he would be the very sort of person to succeed in throwing the blame upon another." " What a strange creature you are !" said Matilda. " Well, I will not only tell you all about it, but you shall see Hilliard's dear old 114 GERALDINE MORTON. blind grandmother, and his pretty cousin, who both doat on him ; — indeed, he was engaged to be married to the latter. The old woman had taken great pains with his education, and he was really the only comfort and support of her old age ; for 1 fear Alice, his cousin, is, as Dame Giles said of her son, rather a plague and torment to her. Alice has been living with her only for the last year, but I cannot understand how any one could pass even a week with dear old Dame Milliard without be- coming better. Alice is a sad flirt ; and though she had consented to marry her cousin, she continued in secret to encourage the addresses of Tom Giles, till the two young men had a violent quarrel. It was not in George Mil- liard's nature to be angry long, and he soon wished for a reconciliation with his former friend ; but Tom swore he would be revenged. We are now so near the dame^s cottage, I am afraid to say any more ; for the loss of sight has GERALDINE MORTON. 115 rendered her ears sharp to an extraordinary degree." We now turned out of the road, and pro- ceeded along a narrow path which led through a corn-field to Dame Hilliard's cottage. It was one of the smallest we had seen ; but the gar- den was full of flowers and vegetables, and there was an air of cleanliness and of comfort in many little things in which her wealthier neigh- bours were deficient. Four beehives were placed under the shelter of a thick maple hedge, and a vine of great beauty covered the walls and roof of the cottage. The old dame sat spinning near the open door, and at our approach the wheel stopped. She arose and came towards us, while an ex- pression of delight beamed^ in her aged yet handsome features, and even her sightless eyes seemed to smile. " Welcome, welcome, Miss Matilda, my darling," she said, putting out her hand, " and 116 GERALDINE MORTON. Mrs. Dorothy, for I knew it was your step as you came along the path. But who was with you ? for I heard another tread — that of a high- born lady, with a lighter body and a smaller foot than any grown person's I have ever heard; yet it was not the gait of a child." " It is Miss Morton, who is staying with me; and I brought her to see the greatest curiosity our poor village afFords,*" said Matilda. " Morton — Morton ? ah, I know now ! — my son Joe, who lives with Master Vere, saw her in Italy. Ah, lady !" she continued, turning to- wards Geraldine, " I know you are beautiful, and clever, and rich : I was always fond of the sight of beauty ; God grant you may remember the Giver of all these blessings ! for, believe me, prosperity is a far sorer trial than adversity, and beauty is a dangerous thing ; yet I was al- ways fond of beholding a pretty face. Will you let me feel your hand, lady ? — you need not fear ; mine are clean, though brown and shri- velled. That was kind of you, to take off your GERALDINE MORTON. 117 glove. What a lovely hand ! it is much small- er, but it puts me in mind of my dear Alice's, who's dead and gone long ago, and all her children, except young Alice." " Would you like to feel my face, dear old woman ?" said Geraldine ; and taking off her bonnet, she placed the dame's hand on her smooth forehead . " Beautiful, beautiful !" said the old wo- man as she passed her hand gently over the girl's features and head ; " and what a slender waist I — no wonder your footfalls sounded like a fairy's. Oh, then, lady, I fear you'll have many trials in this life.'"* " Why, are you a fortune-teller.?'' inquired Geraldine. " No, God forbid, lady, I am no fortune- teller ; but I have lived near eighty years, and seen a great deal of the real world; and at one time, when I was well off and had time to spare, I read a great many books, besides my Bible, which is the comfort of my life." 118 GERALDINE MORTON. " And is it your Bible which makes you so happy and contented with your lot?" said Geraldine. " Oh, Miss Morton, I fear by that question you have not learned the value of that blessed book. My poor word can have but little effect on a grand and clever lady like you ; but, oh, I wish you would read, what will be a comfort if ever sorrow should reach you ; and it would heighten all your joys — for ours is a religion of joy. The Redeemer died to save and make us happy, and he never afflicts but for our good. Oh, read, and remember, that ' unto whom much has been given, of them shall much be required.* You are one who has had ten talents, and will have to give an account at the day of judgment of the manner in which your influence, your genius, and your money have been used. — But, I forgot, I am keeping you all standing out here — come into the cottage ; yet I have hardly a chair to oflPer, and I fear Alice went out this morning without cleaning GERALDINE MORTON. 119 the room. Poor Alice ! she is in a sad way — I am sure something more than she will tell me is on her conscience. I wish, Miss Matilda, you would watch her countenance if she comes in before you go. She does nothing but fret night and day about poor dear George : yet I never thought, before he was taken to prison, that she loved him much. My poor George ! may the Lord defend him from his accusers, and make known his innocence !" And the old dame clasped her hands and raised her sightless eyes to heaven with an expression of mingled anxiety and resignation, the sight of which quite moved Geraldine. " I am sure yours must have been a strange life. Dame Hilliard," said she : " I wish you would tell me your history."" " Sure, if it would give you any pleasure, lady, I would try, and put into a few words what occupied so many years. Here comes Alice : I will make her clean a chair for you, and offer you a little honey." 120 GERALDINE MORTON. " I am afraid," said Matilda, " you can but ill spare your honey ; for I know your vines and your beehives are all you have to live upon."" " Thank God ! they are enough : the honey was plentiful this year, and I sold the greater part of it yesterday; and that money, with what 1 got for the grapes, will, with the bless- ing of God, keep us comfortably the remainder of the season, — even if poor George^ " Here she stopped, for she heard Alice ap- proach the cottage. " Oh, how like the Cenci !" exclaimed Ge- raldine as she surveyed the beautiful girl. I had also been often struck with the resem- blance : yet in her day of mirth and happiness, the likeness was not so striking; but now, her dejected look and slight redness round the drooping tearful eye, the sorrowful parched lips, the rounded pale cheeks, and the blue veins seen through the transparent skin of her GERALDINE MORTON. 121 broad, high forehead, were exactly like that lovely chef-d^(£uvre of Guido's pencil. With a listless air she obeyed her grand- mother, and prepared some bread and honey while we entered the cottage. Geraldine was charmed with its picturesque interior. The beams and rafters of the low roof were browned by time and smoke into a truly Teniers' hue : a few common cooking utensils were ranged along the shelves of an old carved oaken dresser; and some earthen jugs, and pans, and old wooden pails were scattered about the room in a manner which, though quite contrary to the old dame's love of order, enchanted Geraldine. Some vegetables were carelessly thrown on a low broken table, the only one which the room contained. The fire was nearly out ; and the old woman took a large pair of bellows, and putting down one of the logs of wood which stood on the outside of the chim- ney, soon blew it into a cheerful blaze. VOL. I. G 1^2 GERALDINE MORTON. Geraldine then reminded her of her pron^ise — she nodded her head, and bringing her spinning- wheel near the fire, sat down on a block of wood, which formed a sort of stool. Alice re- moved the kitten from a broken chair, and wiped it with her apron for Geraldine ; Ma- tilda and I shared with the old cat a bench within the large chimney ; and Alice took her work and sat down in silence at her grand- mother's feet. The old dame, continuing her spinning, directed her sightless eyes towards Geraldine and thus began her narrative, which the reader will find in the following chapter. GERALDINE MORTON. 123 CHAPTER VII. To what can reason such effects assign Transcending Nature, but to laws divine ? Which in that Sacred Volume are contain'd Sufficient, clear, and for that use ordain'd. Dryden. " I WAS the only child of my mother's old age : my father I never saw — he was carried to his grave the day on which I was born. The neighbours said I should be a luckless maid ; but 1 was my mother's only joy, and she never ceased praising the Lord for his mercy in hear- ing her prayer, and in giving her a child at a moment when He had seen fit to remove her beloved husband. She early taught me to pray, to rejoice in the Lord, and to be not only g2 124 GERALDINE MORTON. satisfied, but happy, under all circumstances. I never found this a difficult task till I was eighteen. We were poor, but, by dint of hard work, we had always enough, and w^ere able to spare a bit now and then to those who were still poorer. " The neighbours said I was a buxom lass, and sure enough I had plenty of suitors before I was seventeen who told me the same ; but I cared for none, and I said I would never leave my mother. About this time, old Tarrant the clerk died ; and there came a new one in his place from Appleford, and he had two sons. The eldest soon took a liking to me, and as he was a steady lad, and well off in the world, my mother advised me to accept him ; but I liked his brother Jerry much better, though he- did not care for me, and moresomever was noways steady — so I made up my mind never to marry. " Soon after this, Jerry altered his manner to me entirely, and to my great surprise, one fine evening, as we was walking by the river- GERALDINE MORTON. 125 side, he asked if I'd marry him. I was taken so by surprise like, I did not know what to say ; but I ran home and told my mother. She shook her head, and I saw she would not like it, though she did not say anything ; so I cried ready to break my heart all that night, and in the morning, when I had said my prayers, I went and told Jerry I could never be his. He was very angry, and stormed and raved like a madman, so that I began to think mo- ther's objection was right; but my heart sank and quavered when he said he would go away and list in the army, and give up his family and all, because he wouldn't stay if I could not love him. There was no use in saying I loved him, — which, alack ! alack ! was the truth, — if I wouldn't marry him. So he went away that very day, and nobody heard for a long time what became of him. " Mother saw I was very unhappy, but she soon convinced me how sinful it was to grieve, so I cheered up ; but it was a hard task, for I 126 GERALDINE MORTON. loved Jerry better than ever, and I thought if I had married him nothing could ever have made me unhappy. " A year passed by, and then my dear mo- ther died." Here Dame Hilliard stopped the spinning-wheel to wipe her tears with the corner of her apron. — " Well, where was I ? — Oh, well, as I was sitting one morning in my soli- tary home, the door opened, and who should appear but Jerry! I was quite terrified, and had like to fall off my chair ; but he thought I was glad to see him again, which was in troth the very truth ; and so he made many promises of reform and all that, and at last I agreed, if he remained steady, at the end of a year I 'd be his ; and, s^ire enough, the year's end came round in no time, but I had many misgivings that mother would not be pleased if she could look down and see that I was doing what she had not liked in her lifetime; but I prayed earnestly for guidance aiid blessing. " We were married, and for a year I never GERALDINE MORTON. 127 knew what sorrow was. Jerry worked hard, and read the Bible for me in the evening : and I had a beautiful little maid, that child Alice's mother ; and as I sat and nursed my baby, and heard my husband read the blessed Word, I thought what a delightful place this world is, and wondered if I could be more happy in heaven. Then I remembered my mother, and it did me good ; and I saw how kind God had been in taking her away, — for if she had been with us, I do think I should have forgot there was a heaven above my head, and that death was to be gain. Even as it was, I was almost forgetting it, for prosperity is a selfish thing. But God saw fit to try me, — and a hard trial it was ! Jerry took to drinking ; and one un- fortunate day there came a recruiting officer to the public-house, and finding Jerry in liquor, he contrived to make him list again. I thought I should have died when he came and told me, and he was a'most as miserable too ; but there was no help, and go he must : so I de- 128 GERALDINE MORTON. clared I would go with him, and that was his only comfort. " He was to set out the following day with the rest of the party for Plymouth, whence the regiment was to embark for Ireland. I packed up what little things we'd most want, and arranged everything as well as we could at a moment's warning. I cried bitterly at leaving for the first time my native village ; but I remembered I was going with all I loved best in the world, my child and Jerry, and that God was everywhere, and would protect us both by sea and land ; and Jerry was very penitent and down-hearted ; so in cheering him I became happy, and never felt tired, though we had four long days' journey on foot, and I carried the baby all the way. " When we got to Plymouth, the ship was just ready to sail, and they, would not allow me to go on board. What was I to do? There was no time for any thinking — all was noise and bustle. In vain I begged the GERALDINE MORTON. 129 captain of the ship, and the captain of the regiment : they pushed me away and would not listen to a word. " Well, the ship sailed, and I watched Jerry waving his handkerchief till the large ship looked no bigger than a pea ; and night came on, and the baby cried, for it was the cold month o"* December. I determined, however, not to be down-hearted, and if a pound 'o silver, which was all I had in my purse, was not sufficient to pay my passage over in some other ship, I made up my mind to try and get work till I earned enough. I would not spend anything in lodgings that night, so I went and bought a loaf of bread, and took it out o' the town, and found a nice snug place sheltered from the wind under a haystack ; and there I and baby slept as sound as ever we did in our own dear home. " The next day I inquired and found no other ships would sail for Cork for a long, long time ; but a kind gentleman who had seen my g5 130 GERALDRs^E MORTON. distress the day before, and was standing on the shore, said if I would go to Bristol, there were ships that sailed every week ; and taking five shillings out of his purse, he said : ' There, my good woman, that will pay for your journey to Bristol: go and join your hus- band.' " I thanked him much, but would not take the money — only asked him to tell me how far it was to Bristol. I did not lose a minute after he told me, but set off and walked thirty miles that day. I was not tired; but in the evening baby was very ill, and I was afeard of her sleeping out a doors, so I went to the inn, and, poor little dear ! the next morning she was out in the measles. This was a sad mis- fortune, and all my money soon went to* the doctor, and I found it a hard matter, to get any work. " Two months passed away before I could earn enough to fill my purse ; but I was never GERALDINE MORTON. 131 cast down, though I met with many rebuffs, and the people o' the inn threatened to turn me out. But God Almighty heard my prayer, and cured my child, and enabled me to find work ; so we set out with another hard-earned pound o' silver. " All the rest o' the journey and voyage to Cork was prosperous, and my dear husband was delighted to see me : but, alackaday ! I found he had taken up with his old habits, and whiskey, as they call it, was strong and cheap ; and though he tried hard, and I pray- ed and entreated, he could not leave it off, and he often suffered disgrace, and the baby and I severe privations. " I had soon another child, too, — poor Willy'^s father. They 're all gone now, I hope to a better place ! I was very ill for more than a month, and hardly knew what was going on. When I recovered, I found Jerry had pawned almost everything we had. Little Alice was 132 GERALDINE MORTON. a'most naked, and I had no clothes to put on. But what smote the deepest to my poor heart was, to find my Bible pawned. " The large old Bible, in which mother had read till the last hour of her life, and where I had first learnt the blessed Word, which I had carried wi' my own baby in my arms all the way by land and sea, — it was gone, and I really thought for a moment the Lord had forsaken us ; but it was a sinful thought, and though all was dark and drear, myself weak and children, and Jerry seemed to love me no more, I considered there was a God, and a blessed Saviour, who would not permit me to be afflicted beyond what I could endure, and that repining would only make all worse; so, for my children's sake, I exerted myself to* the utmost, and worked night and 'day till my Bible was redeemed, and they were clothed again : and the first really happy moment I had for many a day was when I dressed my beautiful little Alice. She was just two year and a half GERALDINE MORTON. 133 old, and a prettier child I never see : she could just say, ' daddy' and ' mammy."* Oh, how could he ? — Oh, alack ! my blood runs cold at telling it. — That evening Jerry took her out for a walk, and as I sat in the door nursing baby,— for I was not strong yet, but was recover- ing fast ; and I was thinking if the Lord would give me health, all might yet go well ; for though Jerry was as bad as possible, yet I never despaired of his coming round again some day or other. "It grew late, and they did not come, and I began to be sore terrified ; but I never thought he would drink with that little angel by his side. But, oh ! if he had, and should lose her in the crowded streets o"* Cork ! The thought was too dreadful, so I tried to read my Bible : but it would not do ; it grew so dark I could not see — it was quite dark ; and when I heard the church clock strike nine and ten, I could bear it no longer ; so, giving baby in charge of my next neighbour, I tried to walk 134 GERALDINE MORTON, all over the town, and went to all the public- houses, but I did not find Jerry. I shuddered every time I passed the quays, and by the dim light of the lamps fancied I saw something moving in the water and heard my child cry. " I did not get home till morning, and then, after I had nursed baby, I set out again, though I could scarce drag one foot after the other. As I was passing by a pawnbroker's, I heard a cry : yes ! it was my own Alice's voice ! I went in like one mad, and sure there was the little cherub sitting on the counter without a stitch o' clothes on. " I caught her up in my arms and was going away, when the surly-looking pawnbroker caught a hold of me, and said that wa^ his child — it had been pawned to him last night for the price of a pint of whiskey. I sunk down right on the floor, and for some time could hear and see nothing ; but I kept Alice tight in my arms, though the man tried to get GERALDINE MORTON. 135 her away. ' Pay me foarpence,'' he said, ' and you shall have the brat.' " I had not a farthing, for the last went to pay for her clothes, which I found Jerry had pawned first, and not satisfied with that, he had pawned his child too. Well, I gave the man the handkerchief I had on, and took home my darling. Jerry did not come back for three days." " What a pity he ever returned !" said Geraldine : " how could you remain so long with such a man ?" " Ah, Miss," continued the old woman with a meek smile, " you don't know what it is to love, or you would not ask that. To be sure, sometimes I had a hard matter not to be angry, and after he had pawned his child, I thought I could never forgive him ; but I remembered, that however altered he might be, he was still the husband I had chosen, the man I had loved best ; — yes ! better, I fear, at one time, than the blessed Saviour who died to 136 GERALDINE MORTON. redeem me, and better than my own dear mother's advice : that was sinful,^ and I deserv- ed to be punished. " When Jerry came home, he was almost out of his mind. Incessant drinking had injured both mind and body ; he seemed to remember nothing about his child, he did not speak a word, but threw himself on his bed. " Four long months he remained on that bed, expecting to die every day ; and, oh ! what tortures he suffered ! At one moment he wished to die ; but then he was afeard the next, for he felt the heavy burden of his sins, and could not believe that God would forgive him. " I won't detain you, Miss, by relating all he went through, and the trouble I had to comfort his poor heart, and the hard time I had to support myself and my poor infants. Well, at last my prayers were heard : his health returned, he obtained his discharge, and we came back here and lived very happy, praise to God ! For six years he was a kind and GERALDINE MORTON. 137 good husband as ever lived; but his constitu- tion never quite recovered, and he died a happy death — I hope to meet him in heaven. " I have since had many misfortunes with the loss of my children and their little ones ; but * the Lord gave, and the Lord hath taken away ; blessed be the name of the Lord !' But my poor dear George ! I do think this is the sorest trial I ever had to bear ; and if he is condemned, I don't know really what I shall do. Such a perfect — such a dear boy ! he never harmed -a human creature or a dumb animal, and the object of his life was to do good to every one. I loved him too well ! For me, — oh, perhaps for me ! is this trial sent; but surely God will not suffer the just to be condemned. Yet, to be sure, 'now we see as through a glass darkly.' " " Why was he suspected ?" asked Geral- dine. " The stolen things belonging to Farmer Smith were found in his room — in that little 138 GERALDINE MORTON. room there at the back of this cottage, and he was seen near the farmhouse a few minutes before the robbery was committed." " That might have been chance,'' said Geraldine; " some malicious person might have contrived to put the stolen things in your grandson's room : surely he will be, he must be acquitted. Do not you think so, Alice ?" she continued, putting her hand suddenly on the girl's shoulders, and looking her steadfastly in the face. Alice started, blushed, muttered a few unin- telligible words, and then burst into tears and left the cottage. Geraldine whispered to Dame Hilliard, "You are right in supposing your grand-daughter has more on her mind than she confesses. I strongly suspect it would be in her power to clear her cousin's character. " Think you so, lady ?" said the old woman, clasping her hands. " Oh, then ! if so, the GERALDINE MORTON. 139 Lord will soften her heart, and she will declare all." We then took leave of the old woman. " Lady," said she, taking Geraldine's hand, " listen to the advice of an old woman : — Read seriously the Scriptures ; and the more you read, the more you will be delighted with them. Think not they will ever check your innocent mirth : on the contrary, they will teach you to rejoice in all things. There is nothing gloomy in real religion ; it forbids no innocent pleasure. Only, in all your prosperity remem- ber God, for ' his yoke is easy, and his burden is light ;' and, in the beautiful words of the Prophet Micah, ' He hath showed thee, O man, what is good ; and what doth the Lord require of thee, but to do justly, and to love mercy, and to walk humbly with thy God ?^ Now the blessing of our Father in heaven be upon you, and guard you in peace !" she said, kissing Geraldine's hand. *' Good-b'ye, my 140 GERALDINE MORTON. darling Miss Matilda ! you and Mrs. Dorothy, I hope, will come to see me soon again." And she resumed her spinning. During the remainder of our walk, Geral- dine was silent and thoughtful. I saw she had been deeply moved by the old dame^s words : yet the words were in themselves nothing ; but it was her manner which was so extraordinarily impressive. There is something extremely touching in hearing a resigned and even joyful sentiment uttered by lips which have through a long life drunk of the bitter cup of misery, — in seeing a face furrowed with many a care, and a frame bent with age, bearing up witli the holy energy of religion against every ill, unsoured by misery and unshaken by ad- versity, abounding in faith, hope, and charity. I forbore to speak a word, lest I should dis- turb the impression produced on Geraldine's mind by the instructive scene we had just witnessed. That evening, at dinner, the conversation GERALDINE MORTON. 141 turned upon the late robbery, in which Geral- dine felt so much interested. Old Thomas, with tears in his eyes, said, " It was indeed a sad pity such an estimated young man as George Hilliard should be captivated and sent to prison ; and if even he did not come to the gallows, he was sure to be transported." " Impossible!" said Geraldine; " surely there must be more justice in England, than to con- demn an innocent man, and suffer the culprit to escape."" " ' Ah I there 's the rub !' as Shakspeare says in Milton's Paradise Lost : who is the culprit. Miss Morton ? for they examined Tom Giles, who is the most willing and likeliest man in the parish to do a willinus act, and they say that he proved a lullaby ; which means, I suppose, he was asleep in his own bed while the robbery was committed. Ah, poor George ! I never was in such a constellation in my life as when that thief of a Tom came home wictorious — a vagabone as he is ! 'Twas only yesterday he 142 GERALDINE MORTON. called me all manner of bad names and other appropriate episodes, because I comprehended him beating his mother. I don't like to calumny any one; but ever since Tom took up with them Irishmen and their whiskey, as they call the liquor they brings over, he has been a good-for-nothing fellow : he got too fond of them and their rollicking songs and their whiskey, and consented but too readily when they cried out, ' Tom, my boy, take a drop of the cratur.' — Crater, indeed ! I wish them and their cratur were on the crater of Mount Vesuvius, to drop into it ; and that all their whiskey-casks, numbered 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, were placed upon the top or apex of that burning mountain, where Pliny the elder got drunk with whiskey whilst observing the clonflagration. And this I know to be a fact from my own personal experience ; for in the y^ar 1566, the natives of India got drunk with whiskey, — but whether introduced from Scotland or Ireland, I cannot say." GERALDINE MORTON. 143 Poor old Thomas was very evidently getting out of his depth, and making a sad jumble of his historical recollections. I saw Matilda getting fidgetty, and at last, to save her old favourite from further difficulties, she sudden- ly, much to Geraldine's regret, got up and put an end to the discussion. 144 GERALDINE MORTON. CHAPTER VIII. Since our birth, Our thoughts have grown togetlier in one mould : All through the seasons of our infancy, The same hills rose about us — the same trees, Now bare, now sprinkled with the tender leaf, Now thick with full dark foilage — the same church, Our own dear village- c*hurch, has seen us pray, In the same seat, with hands clasp'd side by side, — And we have sung together, and have walkM, Full of one thought, along the homeward lane. The evening service was late — it commenced at four o'clock, for my brother found thp poor people were better able to attend at that hour, and in the winter there was some chance of idle men and boys coming, when it was too dark to play cricket or gossip before the ale- house door ; and he also thought the service and GERALDINE MORTON. 145 music by candle-light would produce, in some minds, a religious feeling, — for he did not agree with many, who think that helps to de- votion, such as good music, a fine gothic ca- thedral, its architecture, &c. . are of no avail, because the impression would not be perhaps lasting. I will not pretend to decide this point, but the result would favour his opinion ; for I never saw a country church so well attended, or where the appearance of devotion was more manifest. Then my brother certainly was one of the best preachers I ever heard, and an ex- tremely clever man. He had been often offered stalls and preferment, which his affection to the people of Lyme had caused him always to re- fuse: he said, he was contented with his lot, and his dear parishioners were all fond of him. Most ungrateful, indeed, would they have been had they not loved him ; for his whole life, with every power of his soul, was devoted to their VOL. I. H 146 GERALDINE MORTON. improvement, and the greater part of his fortune to their happiness and comfort. I was surprised to see Tom Giles at church with his mother; I believe it was the first time for many years that either had attended: I am afraid, however, it was not of much use to the former. He seemed to take but little interest in the service, and I should think he rather disturbed the devotions of poor Alice, who sat near her grandmother, on the opposite side of the aisle. Dame Hilliard's countenance in church was more interesting than ever. To her, Sunday was indeed a day of rest. She always deter- mined to cast away all care and anxiety on that day, and she then enjoyed perfect peace, be- cause her whole thoughts were upon God and heavenly things. I observed that Geraldine was deeply affected with the service. When we left the church, the moon shone brightly. There is something very solemn and impressive in the sight of a churchyard by GERALDINE MORTON. 147 moonlight. The dark gloomy yew-trees, — the white tombstones, which at a distance one may fancy to be the shrouded spirits of the dead rising above their graves, — the mournful stillness of the scene, all unite to produce a feeling of calm, soothing melancholy, which I like to prolong. Matilda always traversed the churchyard to visit her dear mother's grave. A marble sarcophagus simply records her name and age : her many virtues live alone in the me- mory of those who knew and loved her. An iron railing enclosed a small piece of ground in which Matilda had planted a profusion of flow- ers, which she carefully tended every day. Her example had been followed by many of the parishioners ; so that the whole church- yard looked like a beautiful garden, dedicated to the dead. It was now the beginning of November, but many of the late-blowing flowers were in bloom, and perfumed the air with their u2 148 GERALDINE MORTON. fragrance. Matilda picked a sprig of myrtle which grew against her mother's tomb, and giving it to Geraldine, said, " In this solemn place, near the remains of her who was dearest to me on earth, I implore you again to remember the promise you gave me. If you should ever love Vere, send me this branch of myrtle, and I will gladly and cheer- fully resign him to your love. But, dearest Geraldine, do not, I beseech you, endeavour to deceive yourself and me. My only hope is in your candour, — you never yet deceived a human being ; be true to yourself and to me. Do not endeavour to crush the feelings in your heart ; for, I am convinced, if you can love him, your love will be returned." Geraldine had listened to her with a breath- less attention ; her face was pale as death, her dark eyes were fixed on Matilda''s countenance with an earnestness, an intensity of expression, as if she thought her fate, her life, depended on the words Matilda was uttering. At last she GERALDINE MORTON. 149 Started, and the colour mounted to her cheeks, her eyes were cast to the ground, and her eye- lashes quivered with emotion. Matilda continued : — " Yes, my dearest Geraldine, he will love you ; but let not that idea cause you any uneasiness. I love Vere : — I love you far better than myself; and if it would conduce to the happiness of you both, the day which would unite you would be the most blessed of my life. But I know Vere's disposition, and he would die a thousand deaths sooner than declare his love to you : — he would sacrifice his own, and all our happiness, to a feeling, which he considers honour. Oh, how wretched — how miserable would my life be, if I, under these circumstances, were united to him ! Save me ! oh, dearest Geraldine ! save me from such a trial ! Be not offended if I again aslc you solemnly to perform your promise/"* " I do — I do," said Geraldine, throwing her arms around Matilda's neck, and sobbing 150 GERALDINE MORTON. violently. " God grant that this myrtle branch may accompany me to my grave sooner than be returned to you !" Matilda sighed and continued: — "I fear you are but too like Vere already; you would rather die than confess to your own heart a feeling which your conscience con- demns. Alas ! alas ! my caution — your pro- mises, will be of no avail ; I can only pray that God may guide you both, and that we may all meet in heaven ;" and she knelt on the marble step and prayed fervently, while the tears rolled down her cheeks. After some minutes she arose, and her coun- tenance was cheerful, and a smile of holy peace and love played on her beautiful lips. ** I am happy now," she said to Geraldine ; " I never pray at that dear grave without ex- periencing a calm — a tranquillity, which is delightful. I am quite superstitious about this place," she laughingly continued as we walked home ; '' so you must forgive me for GERALDINE MORTON. 151 having spoken to you so solemnly : — there, don't look melancholy, dearest ; you have nothing to fear if you conceal nothing." Geraldine tried hard to resume her usual gaiety : but in spite of all her efforts she could not during the vrhole evening regain her animation and her spirits ; yet she could assign to herself no imaginable reason for the strange melancholy which oppressed her heart. The following morning Lady Julia and Lord Castleford arrived ; and, after a visit of half an hour, they departed with Geraldine, whose grief at parting from Matilda was most violent. She could scarcely tear herself from her : she used every argument which elo- quence and ingenuity could devise to persuade Matilda to accompany her, and in the attempt she was ably seconded by her mother and Lord Castleford ; but Matilda could not be prevail- ed upon to leave her father's home. Thomas, whose susceptible and poetical heart had been deeply touched by Geraldine, 152 GERALDINE MORTON. said with a sigh, as he pressed his large hand on the green waistcoat which covered his capa- cious bosom, '< Oh, lady ! your presence has been sweeter than violets, and your ab- sence more to be regretted than a spring morning : I should say, like the ghost in Ham- let's Romeo, ' Parting is such sweet sorrow, And puts me in such a plight, That I could say good morrow, Until it be to-night/ " At last they drove off. Geraldine stood up in the barouche, and directed her tearful eyes towards the vicarage, till a turn of the road hid it from her view. GERALDINE MORTON. 153 CHAPTER IX. My whole life Has been a golden dream of love and friendship : But now I wake, I 'm like a merchant roused From soft repose, to see his vessel sinking, And all his wealth cast o'er. Dryden. Time passed on, and the, to me, pleasing monotony of life at Lyme Vicarage caused the months to appear like weeks. I was so occu- pied in observing the improvement of little Dorothy, in sometimes visiting the poor with Matilda, and scolding them too, and trying to add to their comforts and happiness, in dis- puting with my brother, and in teaching Ma- tilda Italian and painting, I hardly marked the step of time. h5 154- GERALDINE MORTON. We often visited Dame Hilliard, and she, poor woman, was indeed now severely afflicted ; her grandson's trial was coming on, and as nothing further had been discovered about the robbery, there seemed not the slightest chance of his acquittal. Alice was in a miserable con- dition ; her health had suffered extremely from the continual anxiety ; and it was heart-rend- ing to behold so young and beautiful a crea- ture so completely woe-stricken. My brother and I went to witness the trial ; but Matilda thought it better to remain at home : she dreaded the crowd and the excite- ment. A court-house has always been to me a scene of great interest from the variety of ex- pression which can be traced in the counte- nances of those connected with the proceed- ings. The solemnity of the judge, — the care- less indifference of the officers of the court whilst going through forms upon which the liberty, or perhaps the life, of a human being GERALDINE MORTON. 155 depends, — the importance of the bustling lawyer, are all objects of curiosity to me : a vacant stare generally characterises the crowd of faces which fill the court : but now and then may be seen amongst them, in strong contrast, a face which by its intensity of ex- pression clearly identifies the individual as allied by some tender tie with the prisoner; and yet how strange it is that he, the object of all this preparation and anxiety, frequently appears the least interested in what is going forward. On the present occasion, I felt an anxiety far beyond anything I had ever experienced ; and when I beheld the poor sightless grandmother, I could scarcely refrain from tears. A seat had been placed for her near the dock, and amidst the variety of feeling which could be traced in her expressive countenance, I thought hope and resignation appeared to pre- dominate, — and indeed I could not but look forward with hope to the result, however 156 GERALDINE MORTON. Strong the presumption of guilt. When I beheld the fine, open face and manly form of the prisoner, " Surely," said I to my brother, " guilt cannot belong to such a countenance." He shook his head, but said nothing. Near Mrs. Hilliard stood Alice, pale as death, evidently exciting by her beauty and wretchedness the deepest commiseration. In the tall figure behind her I recognized Tom Giles; his dark complexion bringing out, in strong relief, the pale features of the wretched girl who stood before him : the general ex- pression of his dark eye was that of reckless daring as it passed from one object to the other in the crowd ; and yet, when it chanced to meet the eye of the prisoner, I thought it quailed before his mild expression. This might have been fancy or prejudice, and I was angry with myself for feeling so interested for one against whom the presumption of guilt was so strong : yet I could not help thinking if the GERALDINE MORTON. 157 two young men were to change places, how many individuals it would make happy. I was thus occupied with my thoughts and observations, when they were suddenly put an end to by the commencement of the trial ; and now it occupied every thought. The judge took his seat, — the jury were empannelled, — the indictment read, and the other forms gone through; then came the question to the prisoner, " Are you guilty of the charge, or not guilty ?" The answer " Not guilty," was given so modestly and yet so decisively, with an air of so much truth and resignation, that it carried conviction of innocence to my breast, and, I felt sure, to the majority of those who heard it ; but, alas ! this conviction diminished at every stage of the subsequent proceedings. The fact of the robbery, and of the subsequent discovery of some of the articles stolen in Hilliard's room, were clearly established. Tom, when 158 GERALDINE MORTON. called upon, swore that on the night of the robbery he had seen Hilliard waiting about the farmer's house : he proved too, that a clasp-knife which had been found on the pre- mises, and which evidently had been used in forcing a shutter, belonged to him : and the traces of footsteps near the window were ascer- tained by the constable who discovered the property, to correspond exactly with the nails of a pair of shoes found in Hilliard's room, and identified as his. This last circumstance seemed to remove all doubt, and my commiseration was now entirely absorbed by the wretched, sightless grand- mother ; and I sighed when I reflected on the strange inconsistencies of our nature, so mani- fest in the conduct of this young man, who could thus, by the commission of a crime, ap- parently too without strong temptation, tarnish the lustre of his former life, which had been remarkable for regularity and good conduct. When Hilliard, who had not employed coun- GERALDINE MORTON. 159 cil, was called upon for his defence, he acknowledged that appearances were strong against him ; but declared in the presence of that God who knows the secrets of all hearts, that, notwithstanding these appearances, he was innocent. He did not deny that the knife was his, but asserted that he had missed it unaccountably the day before the robbery : he admitted, too, that the shoes were his ; yet that, owing to a hurt, he had not worn them for several days previous. Some neighbours proved that he had been seen to walk lame, owing, as he had stated, to a hurt ; but they could not say what shoes he wore. He acknowledged having been near the farmer's house on the night in question ; but the reason for being so was not as supposed. Upon being asked what was the reason for being at that peculiar place at so unusual an hour, he paused, looked for a moment at Alice, and then said he declined to give an answer. 160 GERALDINE MORTON. Several of the most respectable persons of the parish, amongst them my brother, when called upon, gave the strongest testimony as to character; but nothing came out to shake the evidence for the prosecution. The judge in addressing the jury, told them that if they believed the witnesses for the pro- secution — and nothing had been brought for- ward to impugn their veracity — they must find the prisoner guilty ; at the same time, he was sure they would give the prisoner the benefit of the very respectable testimonies as to the correctness of his former life,-— and the apparent improbability of the commission of such a crime ought to have great influence if support- ed by direct evidence : yet in the absence of that evidence, he felt it his duty to say that they should have but little weight, particular- ly when coupled with the very suspicious cir- cumstance of the prisoner's admission of being near the house at the time proved by the witness for the prosecution, and yet his refusal GERALDINE MORTON. 161 to account for his presence there at that un- usual hour, — at the same time he was sure the jury would give the prisoner all the advantages of the very creditable evidence as to cha- racter which he had produced. The jury then retired to consider their ver- dict, and though no one could reasonably doubt what that verdict would be, yet it was a mo- ment of fearful suspense, which was strongly expressed in the countenances of the assembled crowd: all eyes were directed to the jury- box — but the eyes of her, who of all that mul- titude was most interested in the result, were strained upwards in vain — all was dark to her : then unable any longer to bear the suspense, as if to conceal the expression that told how keenly she felt the deprivation of sight, she covered her face with her hands; but there was a convulsive movement in the wrinkles of her forehead and in her thin withered hands which betrayed her emotion. The verdict of the jury was such as was ex- 162 GERALDINE MORTON. pected, — Hilliard was found guilty, but owing to previous good character, was recommended to mercy. The old dame seemed to hear the fatal words before any one else ; she uttered a faint cry and clasped her hands and wrung them for a mo- ment in despair — but it was only for a moment : by a sudden effort she seemed to check the re- bellious feeling, and crossed her arms meekly on her bosom ; she raised her dark eyes to heaven, and her lips moved as if in secret prayer. Alice fainted in the arms of Tom Giles, who with a diabolical sneer of triumph carried her out of court. The judge addressed the prisoner in a very feeling manner — expatiated on the enormity of his offence, and said, " That had it not been for the recommendation of the jury, and the highly respectable witnesses who had come forward to bear testimony as to former character, he would have felt himself called upon to sentence him to banishment for life ; but yielding to these GERALDINE MORTON. 163 considerations, he wobld mitigate the punish- ment to transportation for seven years, in the hope that, should it please God to spare his life after this temporary absence, he may be restored to his country a useful member of society." Poor Hilliard, with great modesty and deep feeling, thanked the judge for his good advice, and for the patience he and the jury had mani- fested during the trial : he said he did not blame them for the result, which after such evidence he was aware could not be otherwise; but he trusted the time would soon come, when the discovery of the real delinquent would prove the truth of what he again asserted before God and his country, that he was perfectly innocent of the crime imputed to him. Dame Hilliard accompanied her grandson to prison, and would not leave him till the day fixed for removal, previous to his departure for New South Wales. We went on that trying day to bring her home, and I saw the unfor- 164 GERALDINE MORTON. tunate young man. Yet why should I say unfortunate ? for condemned as he was to seven years exile from all he loved, his state of mind and feeling were more worthy of envy than of pity. So true is it, that our happiness solely depends on the power we have over self: a contented mind, embued with the spirit of Christianity, appears to control even destiny itself. Poor Hilliard had been wounded in the most tender points, — his character, his good fame, all the goods of this world he possessed, were gone, and his name branded with infamy. The grief, however, which I believe he found the hardest to bear, was disappointed love ; — Alice had consented to be his, and he had lavished on her all the warm feeling of his deeply sus. ceptible heart, and how had she repaid him ? It was but too well known that she now loved his bitterest enemy ; yet, when I saw him at that last trying moment, the expression of his handsome features was calm and serene, and GERALDINE MORTON. 165 in all the words he uttered there was a spirit of more than resignation, — of hope, of joy, which could not fail to excite admiration and afford the best consolation to his dear grandmother. It was quite delightful to hear them, each seeming only anxious for the other ; the idea of self was quite lost. The old dame had brought with her as a parting gift the thing she most valued on earth — her mother's old Bible, the one which had been pawned by her drunken husband, and which had cost her so much labour and exertion to recover ; this was a treasure from which she had never since been separated. I saw a tear glisten in the young man's eye as he received the precious book — " Does not Alice read it to you ?'' he mournfully asked. She shook her head, and said, ''Pray for her, dearest George, for your prayer will avail much. Yes," she continued, her face beam- ing with an expression which seemed almost inspired — " you surely are one who will 166 GERALDINlE MORTON. through great tribulation enter into the king- dom of heaven ; you will rise to life immortal, clothed in robes of spotless purity, sinless, pure, perfect, even as our blessed Redeemer is perfect. I thank thee, O Lord God Omnipo- tent, for thou hast heard my prayer : I asked not goods for him, but I implored a heavenly crown. Now farewell, dearest, best-beloved of all my children." She imprinted one long fervent kiss on his lips, and leaning on my arm left the cell. I feared this blessed state of feeling could not last long, but I was mistaken ; she was si- lent during the drive home, but the calm heavenly expression still continued to animate her features. It may be imagined that scarcely a day passed without our visiting the old woman's cottage, and we always expected to hear of Alice's approaching marriage with Tom Giles. George Hilliard was anxious to have taken leave of her, but Alice would not consent to GERALDINE MORTON. 167 see him ; and indeed, soon after his departure, reports were afloat in the village highly in- jurious to her character. Contrary, however, to the expectations of everybody, Giles's atten- tions seemed to have diminished, and indeed it was reported that he was paying his ad- dresses to the heiress of a rich farmer in the next village. Poor Alice looked more deject- ed and miserable, and it was impossible not to feel interested for the beautiful girl; yet there was a sort of proud reserve about her which checked all approach to confidence 168 GERALDINE MORTON. CHAPTER X. Death was denounced, that fearful sound Which e'en the best can hardly bear. Dryden. Lady Julia was enchanted with her daugh- ter's success in London ; she was admired, courted, and loved by all. No parties were so recherche, no invitations sought for with so much avidity, as those to her splendid house in Grosvenor-square, — that same house which, many years before, had been the scene of her own triumphant success in a former world of fashion. Vere had taken up politics with all the en- thusiasm of his ardent mind ; he had become a celebrated speaker, and one of the most pro- GERALDINE MORTON. 169 raising members of the Tory party. It may be imagined with what delight his speeches were read in Lyme Vicarage. Now Matilda's eye kindled with joy and admiration — and now the tears ran down my old cheeks, as I held out my trumpet towards my brother, who always read aloud the newspaper after breakfast. Vere had but little time for the gaiety of London ; but we sometimes heard of his dining in Grosvenor-square with Lady Julia, and more often with Lord Castleford at his house in Old Palace-yard ; for, though they differed in politics, yet each saw in the other one of the most able and leading men of the day. Geraldine, who was a great admirer of eloquence, often went to the House of Lords, and to the ventilator of the House of Com- mons, to hear the speeches. As the season drew towards a close, business in the House of Commons became less interest- ing and important ; and Vere was able to attend to the amusements which still continued VOL. I. I 170 GERALDINE MORTON. to rage in full fury, in spite of heat, dust, and every other annoyance. Soon after this I received a letter from my friend Lady Jane Clarke, who always told me the latest news of the day; she was one of those good people who seemed to live only for the sake of getting and dispersing intelligence of all the flirtations, marriages, and separations, which were going on in the world. Dear Lady Jane Clarke ! her letters were ge- nerally very amusing ; but this one caused me some little uneasiness. She began by congra- tulating me on my nephew's success, and said that his talents had, during the session, given a decided preponderance to the Tory party, and quite eclipsed the fame of Lord Castle- ford, though the best speaker of the Whigs. But he did not seem content with this victory ; for it was said, that he had also succeeded in gaining the affection of the richest heiress, and most beautiful girl of the day, who had been previously engaged to Lord Castleford. GERALDINE MORTON. 171 She wished to hear from me the truth of the report : she had seen them together at several breakfasts ; and Miss Morton seemed to give him her whole attention, to the apparent an- noyance of Lord Castleford, who often stood by absorbed in thought, taking no notice of the happy pair, or indeed anybody else; and it was the remark of all the world, how com- pletely he seemed changed. Lady Mapleford, indeed, latterly made many efforts to draw him from this melancholy state ; and he sometimes danced with her daughter Lady Jane. I doubted whether or not I should show this letter to Matilda, and at last I determined to wait till I should hear something more posi- tive; as I felt sure Lady Julia would write if anything occurred which would influence so strangely all her plans for Geraldine. Every morning I looked with the greatest anxiety towards the breakfast-table, but no letters from any human being appeared. *' How strange !" we all said ; " what can have beconue of them ?" i2 172 GERALDINE MORTON. This continued so long that, but for the newspapers, we should have suspected some misfortune had happened. Parties continued to be given, and we constantly saw the names of Lady Julia and her daughter, Vere and Lord Castleford having been at them all. But one morning there was a paragraph which caused Matilda to turn pale, and tremble so violently, that I thought she was going to faint ; I snatched the paper from her hand and read as follows : " It is rumoured among the higher circles, that two marriages are on the tapis, which will surprise many. A baronet's son, and a dis- tinguished leader of the Tory party in the House of Commons, is about to lead to the hymeneal altar the beautiful and rich heiress, who has been for some time engaged to a noble lord — who, however, is to be consoled for his disappointment, by receiving the fair hand of Lady J M r I could wait no longer, but despatched a GERALDINE MORTON. 173 long letter to Lady Julia, another to Vere, and Matilda wrote to Geraldine. I saw her beau- tiful, her really angelic letter : it contained not a word of reproach ; on the contrary, she con- gratulated her with the whole sincerity of her affectionate heart on the prospect of her union with Vere ; and she kindly and playfully al- luded to her prophecy, and the branch of myrtle. How the dear girl could obtain such a vic- tory over every feeling of disappointment, wounded friendship, and outraged love, I can- not imagine. She seemed during the whole of the time to be supported by a miraculous and superhuman strength of mind. It was an im- mense effort ; and it was not till the letter was finished and despatched to the post, that she gave way to her feelings. Then, — oh ! I shall never forget her look of despair — 'twas as if the thread of her existence had been broken ; and like a flower suddenly torn from its stalk by the rude tempest, she drooped, till I ac- 174 GERALDINE MORTON. tually fancied I could see her withering away as fast. She could scarcely walk up to bed that evening, though she went up-stairs with a tearless eye, and an appearance of almost cheerful resignation ; but the next morning she was in a violent fever, and pronounced by the physician to be in a very dangerous state. My poor brother, with utter despair, heard this fatal declaration : he felt he had been almost the murderer of his darling child ; he upbraided himself bitterly for having with- held his consent to the marriage, and having thus caused such cruel disappointment to Ma- tilda. I had always prophesied he would one day repent, and that day, alas ! had now ar- rived : but though I really felt provoked with him as having caused Matilda''s illness, I could not upbraid him, but endeavoured to comfort and inspire him with a hope I did not myself feel. That morning three letters arrived which, owing to Matilda''s illness, I had not opened GERALDINE MORTON. 175 till late in the day ; nor should I then, but, as one was from Vere, the idea struck me that there might be some hope that the report was not true, — and yet, what would that avail now that Matilda was dying ? However, I opened it ; and, oh ! had it but arrived a day sooner, all would have been avoided. It contained a very kind and affectionate message to Matilda, and announced his intention of going abroad with his friend Lord Henry Leslie, in his yacht, for the summer. He was not well, and he thought a voyage to the Mediterranean would do him good and amuse his mind, till the tedious year of trial was over. Whilst reading these joyful words, a feeling of hope was awakened in my bosom ; I ran up and gave the letter to my brother, who was praying by Matilda's bed. He read it to her, and I said, '' Show it! perhaps she will know his writing, while I go and despatch a letter to Vere — he shall come ; for I am certain the sight of him would save her life." 176 GERALDINE MORTON. I wrote the letter, fortunately, just in time for the post. When it was finished, I returned to Matilda, and found that the dearest girl had become worse. The sight of Vere's writing had produced a strange effect ; at first she seemed delighted, and repeatedly kissed the letter, till suddenly remembering something, she, with angry violence, tore it into atoms: then, as if regretting what she had done, she endeavoured to collect the bits, and on the bed tried to put them together again ; till, completely exhausted by the effort, she fell back and remained in a state of stupor. The effort was too much for her. During that entire night we watched by the dear girl, gazing alternately at the death-like features of the poor sufferer, and the countenance of Dr. Bernard. He was an old and highly es- teemed friend, as well as skilful physician. To him we looked in this trying moment for com- fort and support ; but, alas ! there was no ex- pression of hope in his benevolent features. GERALDINE MORTON. it* I thought that long and melancholy night would never end. A sick room by day, and even when it contains one to whom we are in- different, is a mournful and affecting sight ; but when by the dim night-lamp, whose tre- mulous flickering rays cast such a pale hue of sadness on all surrounding objects, causing the dark shadows to move in a solemn death-like dance, — when by its spectral light we sit be- side the dying bed of the young, the beautiful object we love, — how heart-rending is the scene ! On a chair near her bed was the dress she had worn but the day before, when she was beaming with health and happiness; and the bonnet and shawl in which she had walked to Dame Hil- liard's cottage, — perhaps she had worn them for the last time. I recalled to my mind the tones of her voice, the words of kindness and comfort she had addressed to the old woman. Under the dressing-table were her shoes ; they were much too large and of an ugly shape, I 5 178 GERALDINE MORTON. and had been the cause of my scolding her for attending so little to her dress. Ah ! how bit- terly did I now reproach myself for my angry words — how earnestly I prayed that if God would, in his mercy, spare her, I might never again be angry with such an angelic crea- ture. Little Dorothy lay at the foot of the bed ; poor child, she had cried long and bitterly, but at last, tired and exhausted with sobbing, she had fallen asleep ; and there she lay, happy, blooming, and unconscious : the smile on her lips, and her round rosy cheek on the pillow, forming a sad contrast to her sister's agonized and death-like appearance. Morning at last dawned ; but its faint grey light, mingled with that of the lamp, only served to cast a still more melancholy hue on every object in the room. There is" always a degree of hope inspired by the new beams of day, which a sort of instinct prompts us to feel, even when reason would forbid its indul- GERALDINE MORTON. 179 gence ; we unconsciously turn for consolation to the rising sun, trusting that some portion of its rays may descend to enlighten our dark and gloomy feelings. I went to the window, but found nothing to revive me there ; the sun, indeed, shone brightly on the garden ; but every flower she had planted, every tree, every shrub, brought Matilda's image, gay and blooming with health, painfully to my mind. The very bril- liancy of the scene, the fresh morning dew, the song of the awakening birds, the air of life and vigour which pervaded every object, seemed by its sad contrast to the room within to mock my grief. I turned from the window with vexation and despair, and again took my station by the sick bed : there was little variation in Matilda's state. Dr. Bernard was obliged to go and visit some other patients during the day ; but he promised to return at night. I confidently hoped that Vere would arrive in the evening ; 180 GERALDINE MORTON. and Dr. Bernard agreed with me in thinking that if she were to know him, the emotion caused by his presence might produce the most beneficial results. As the evening advanced, we all became dreadfully anxious ; every sound caused us to start and run to the windows. Little Dorothy, whose ears were remarkably quick, fancied every moment she heard a carriage at a dis- tance; but hour after hour passed, and Vere did not arrive. We had calculated he might have been at the Vicarage at six o''clock, if he had received my letter in due course. Thought after thought of every imaginable reason for delay presented themselves to our minds ; for, if he had been at home when my letter arrived, we felt perfectly sure that no- thing on earth would have prevented his coming. At last a carriage was really heard, our hearts beat violently, and for some moments all was breathless suspense ; but, alas ! it was only Dr. Bernard. He did not perceive much GERALDINE MORTON. 181 change in the sufferer's condition : her pulse was scarcely perceptible ; but it was some com- fort to hear she was not worse. Another night passed, and again the morn- ing dawned. The sun rose with the same splendour as the morning before; the post came in, but no letters or intelligence arrived from Vere. The two letters, which had arrived with Vere*s on the first day of Matilda's illness, I had been prevented by my anxiety from opening ; but as I now thought it better to write to Lady Julia, and inquire something about my nephew, I read them. One was from Lady Julia, announcing her daughter's approaching marriage. She had acceded to Lord Castleford's and Geraldine's wish that it should take place sooner than the time originally intended. She expressed an earnest request that Matilda and I would come to town for it ; and ended by alluding to the absurd paragraph in the newspaper, which had 182 GERALDINE MORTON. caused much annoyance to all parties. It was totally unfounded, as she was perfectly satis- fied Geraldine''s affections were entirely en- grossed by Lord Castleford ; for, if she were not convinced of that important fact, no earthly power would induce her to consent to the marriage ; for though Lord Castleford was a most amiable man, as well as an eligible match, yet Geraldine's success in London had been such that many people were surprised at her allowing her daughter to marry so soon, there being so many others who at that time would be too happy to seek such an alliance. The other letter was from Geraldine ; and of course had been written before Matilda's had reached her. It was addressed to the poor dear girl, and written in a style of what ap- peared to me exaggerated happiness and wild gaiety. She hoped Matilda would come to town at once and fulfil her promise of being bridesmaid. I instantly despatched a letter, imforming GERALDINE MORTON. 183 them of the sad state of our poor invalid, and of the dreadful disappointment Vere's not coming had occasioned ; for, unless he arrived, we gave up all hope of Matilda's life. 184 GERALDINE MORTON. CHAPTER XI. Die Seele war's, die jahre lang gebunden Durch alle Fesseln jetz auf einmal brach Und Tone fand in ihren tiefsten Tiefen Die tingeahnt Und gottlich in ihr schiefen. Goethe. To account for Vere Harcourfs strange silence and nonappearance at this moment, I must endeavour to sketch the history of his feelings during the last six months. Do not be frightened, I shall make it as short as possible, and as intelligible as that strange compound of contradictory tastes, feelings, and passions, the mind of man, ever can be either to itself or others. It sometimes happens that people are won- derfully mistaken in themselves, in their own GERALDINE MORTON. 185 tastes and characters, or, in common words, in their own likings and dislikings. In such mis- takes originate half the disappointments of life. Many fancy they admire most those people whose looks and dispositions come nearest to the imaginary standard of perfection their reason has erected ; but the reverse is too often the case : they are captivated, but it is by qualities totally different from those ideal ex- cellences ; and the fascination is then the more fatal, because, thrown off their guard, the danger is not perceived : they cannot imagine it possible to be influenced by a person or thing so dissimilar to all they admire, and thus the feeling becomes irresistible before they are aware of its existence. Vere Harcourt beheld in his cousin Matilda a person who accorded exactly with his heau idtal of a wife; and her beauty was also of a character which he most admired. He fancied he was very much in love ; but it was a love of the imagination — of reason rather than of the 186 GERALDINE MORTON. heart. Provoked by his father''s objections, and Matilda's early acquiescence to the year's delay, he began to find fault with the very quality he had most admired — namely, a cheer- ful resignation to her father's will, which was with Matilda her ruling principle. This feeling against her made him dissatis- fied with himself, almost without knowing it ; and it conduced to his unhappiness even more than the year's delay. In this state of mind he anxiously sought every opportunity of with- drawing his thoughts from himself ; and for a time his attention was powerfully engaged, and his feelings absorbed by politics, and the amusing conversation of Geraldine. A woman who interested herself much in politics he would hate as a wife; but his .vanity was gratified by Geraldine's approval of, and the energy with which she discussed his speeches, and entered into the merits of his arguments. She was besides a Tory ; and her woman's zeal, and the quick apprehension with which GERALDINE MORTON. 187 she caught his meaning, rendered her com- ments more flattering than those of any man could be. He would not approve of Matilda's frequent- ing the ventilator ; yet it must be confessed he felt more inspired, and his speeches were more eloquent, when Geraldine's bright eyes were directed towards him through the iron grate, and her slender throat was extended through the sort of pigeon-hole or pillory, which the gallantry of the English House of Commons has allotted to the fair sex. His dear — yes still dear Matilda, would never be capti- vated by the frivolous gaiety of the world. No : he could never have married a London girl, or one who could endure the sight of the ballette : it was therefore impossible that waltz- ing more frequently v^^ith Geraldine than with any body else, or enjoying her conversations at the opera and at other public places, could be dangerous ; besides all these preventatives, she was engaged to a man who, though not a con- 188 GERALDINE MORTON. servative, he highly respected and liked : and then she was an heiress ; no motive on earth should ever induce him to marry an heiress. With these and a thousand such plausible reasons he endeavoured to stifle the hints of conscience, which true and unerring guide accused him of feeling too great happiness in Geraldine's society, by warning him of the danger he incurred by proving faithless to Matilda, to himself, and to all his predilections and feelings. No, no, his love for Matilda would prove a safeguard from everything. Yet all these securities did not prevent his becom- ing daily more and more fascinated by Geral- dine; and her manner, which was cold and haughty to most people, by degrees assumed, when talking to him, an air of kind interest. Gradually those dark eyes, which measured others with proud coldness, softened at his approach into an expression of more than in- terest. Her air, which, though extremely GERALDINE MORTON. 189 animated, was usually calm and collected, be- came latterly, he fancied, agitated and con- fused at times when he spoke. Was it possible ? Could that proud girl, for whose hand all were striving, — who was be- loved by the most delightful man in England, — who from her childhood had received uni- versal admiration wherever she had been, — was it possible she could love him ? There was something surprising as well as intoxicating in the idea which so flattered his vanity, that he at last gave himself up to the delightful feel- ing, and enjoying the present moment, permit- ted her image undisturbed to haunt his sleep- ing and waking hours. Suddenly the ambition of being admired by his own political party, and feared by his opponents, became as no- thing in comparison to the delight of exciting the admiration of Geraldine. Her engagement to Lord Castleford, and his own to Matilda, all, all were forgotten. The end of July arrived, and politics, flirta- 190 GERALDINE MORTON. tions, and marriages were winding up. Worn- out dowagers, and their despairing daughters, began to discover how hot and stupid London was, and that it was no use to give any more balls. While those who fancied there was still some chance, said, " It was never so pleasant as when the great gaieties ceased, and people had time to enjoy society quiet- ly ; and then the breakfasts were so delight- ful." There is certainly nothing so favourable to a flirtation as the gay breakfasts which con- clude a London season. The number of hours they last, — the number of things to be seen, but seldom looked at, in all parts of the grounds, necessarily lead the happy two from their chaperons and their party. Among the most pleasant of all that had been given that season was one at the Duke of 's beautiful villa. The day was fine and not too hot; the sunset was pronounced to be more lovely than any before witnessed ; GERALDINE MORTON. 191 and as the evening advanced, a soft luxurious variegated light spread itself over the landscape, arising from the coloured lamps which were artfully concealed amidst the foliage of the trees and shrubs. A splendid illumination followed. Vere and Geraldine had been wandering about the lonely walks. Soon after the differ- ent parties arrived, they went to see the dairy and flower-garden, which were at some distance from the house ; but strange to say they found neither, and I fear even the splendid sunset passed unheeded by them : yet theirs could not be called a flirtation, for the word love between them had never been uttered. They enjoyed each other''s society, it is true^ and that to a degree which made them forget every- thing else in the world. At last it became quite dark. They were far from the illuminated end of the gardens, and Geraldine suddenly remembered Lady Julia would be uneasy. 192 GERALDINE MORTON. They walked slowly towards the distant lights, and reached a brilliant tent, where a waltz was just beginning. This tent they en- tered and joined in the delightful dance. After a few rounds they stopped, and found Lord Castleford's eyes fixed upon them with an expression in which anger and sorrow were strangely blended. With a voice scarcely audible from excessive agitation, he reminded Geraldine that she had promised to dance the first waltz with him when they arrived, which was six hours ago, and he and Lady Julia had been anxiously looking for her all over the grounds. Geraldine endeavoured to stammer out an ex- cuse about the dairy and the Turkish garden ; but she was so dismayed at Lord Castleford's look of despair, she felt almost choked in at- tempting to speak ; and turning alternate- ly red and pale, she cast her eyes to the ground. Vere was not less confused ; he appeared to GERALDINE MORTON. 193 awake from an enchanting dream to a sad and painful reality. It seemed as if it was but that instant he suddenly discovered that the lovely being who was so' inexpressively dear to his heart, and who was, alas ! far more capti- vating to his fastidious taste than poor Ma- tilda, could never be his. So sudden — so startling was the painful truth which Lord Castleford's agitation forced on his mind, that he stood shocked ; as if it were only then for the first time the sad reality had flashed upon him, that this adored, this perfect creature, was Geraldine Morton, the heiress — the dear betrothed of his friend ; and that he himself, alas ! alas ! far worse, was hopelessly, irrevocably engaged to Matilda. In one instant, the aspect, the sound of everything was changed as if by magic. The music, which before seemed so beautiful, now jarred upon his ear; the brilliant lights were intolerable, the heated rooms oppressive, and VOL. I. K 194 GERALDINE MORTON. the lovely creature, whose presence had cast over the whole scene the blissful atmosphere of paradise, was now lost to him for ever. He was alone, a solitary being in the great peopl- ed desert of life. She was the only person he ever met with who could enter into all his feel- ings, — who understood every thought and un- expressed sentiment of his strange mind and character. He had always been of a melancholy turn, which, I think, was chiefly owing to an idea that he was unlike every one else : he had felt convinced that he should never meet with a mind that would harmonise, or a heart that would beat in unison with his own. The person he had most admired was Matilda ; but, oh ! how different was the love he felt for her, to the passionate, absorbing adoration which Geraldine inspired. He cast on her one long, one sorrowful look. Why should he remain longer .?— his presence only served to increase GERALDINE MORTON. 195 her confusion and Lord Castleford's annoyance. Quite as great a novice as Gerald ine her- self in the art of deceit, he never considered that his sudden departure in the middle of the waltz would appear odd, and that many curious eyes were examining their every move- ment. Utterly sick at heart, and vexed with him- self and everything else, he left the tent, and traversed the gardens, without noticing or once perceiving that he was followed, until he reach- ed the entrance-hall, where some one tapped his shoulder, and inquired what could induce him to desert his partner in the middle of the dance. He turned and saw the round, weather- beaten face and cheerful countenance of Lord Henry Leslie, who exclaimed, " Why, my dear fellow, what has happened to you ? — are you ill or mad ? You look as bitter as a north-easter, and as withering as a sirocco. k2 196 GERALDINE MORTON. Well, nevermind, don't look so angry : I know it all, you have been disappointed; 'tis the fate of all at least once in our lives, and many a one has fallen to my share, even this very day. But never mind, I shall sail to-morrow, and the fine breeze will blow away all care, and carry me to the smiling shores of the Mediter- ranean. Depend upon it, a yacht is the only mistress worth a farthing. I have been hunt- ing all day for a pleasant companion, and can find no one ready to start so soon. Will you come with me ? You don't look very cheerful just now; but I, fortunately, have spirits enough for two ; and you may gaze at the moon as sentimentally as you did last year in Scot- land, and listen or not, just as you like, to my indefatigable tongue. Come, I am sure it will do you good, and I promise not to quiz or say a word about your disappointment. ' There's a good fellow, I see you are thinking of it. Come, make your mind up : there will be no- GERALDINE MORTON. 197 thing for you to do in the house — parliament will be over in a few days." Lord Henry was not obliged to employ much rhetoric in persuading Vere to accom- pany him ; for, after a few minutes'* considera- tion, it appeared an excellent plan. When we are dissatisfied with everything and wish to es- cape from ourselves, the readiest method which offers itself to our provoked and perverted spirit, is to leave our country, our home, and all we love best on earth. How many try this and are disappointed ! To shun Geraldine was certainly a wise measure : to fly from his intended bride did not seem quite so reasonable ; but then he was not permitted to see her until the year was ended; and I am afraid, just at the moment, this same prohibition did not weigh very heav- ily on his mind : on the contrary, it must be confessed, that he was rather glad to have four months more liberty, as he hoped in that time 198 GERALDINE MORTON. to eradicate Geraldiiie's fatal image from his heart, and to be able to replace Matilda in her original position. How far he was j*ticcessful in this attempt time will show. I fear he mistook, when he imagined that the comparatively cold purity of Matilda's disposition, like a fair northern flower, was capable of fascinating him. His was a character of too inflamed and passionate a nature for anything to thrive in its exotic soil but a brilliant enthusiastic daughter of a southern clime, such as Geraldine might pro- perly be called. But I have promised not to waste many words upon my nephew's motives and charac- ter ; therefore, I will only say that he hurried home, wrote a note of apology to Lord Castle- ford, with whom he had promised to dine, and a long letter to me, which I received the morn- ing after Matilda was taken ill. He passed a sleepless and a miserable night, and the next GERALDINE MORTON. 199 day, before the Morning Post and its paragraph appeared, he started with Lord Henry for Gravesend, and embarked in his yacht the Sylph. The wind was fair, Lord Henry in high spirits, and Vere tried hard to be amused with his odd stories, and to take an interest in the varied scenes through which they steered- 200 GERALDINE MORTON. CHAPTER XII. Mercy above did hourly plead For her resemblance here below, And mild P'orgiveness intercede To stop the coming blow. Dryden. We now gave up all hopes for poor Ma- tilda — the next night she was worse, and dur- ing the following day. Dr. Bernard did not for an instant leave her bedside. In the evening Dorothy, who still anxiously listened for the chance " that naughty cousin Vere" would arrive, came running in breathless haste, and said a carriage was driving up to the door. We all rushed to the window ; the night was pitch dark, but we saw indeed two lamps, and GERALDINE MORTON. 201 heard the steps let down ; we looked anxiously at each other, and then at the doctor, as if to ascertain by his countenance whether Vere's arrival would be now too late : a smile was on his lips — he too hoped. The next moment the door opened, and we beheld, alas ! alas ! not Vere, but Geraldine. She flew to the bed, and clasping her arms round the unconscious Matilda, sobbed violently, en- treated her forgiveness, and conjured her in the most earnest manner to speak to her, her own, her devoted Geraldine. Finding her tears, her supplications, were of no avail, she fell down on the floor, and tearing her hair, ac- cused herself of being a murderer, and of hav- ing caused the death of her dearest friend, her darling Matilda. Poor Geraldine ! her violent and passionate grief soon reduced her to a state that required Dr. Bernard's assistance. He became alarmed, and endeavoured to remove her to another room, but she resisted, saying she was per- 202 GERALDINE MORTON. fectly well, and entreated leave to remain with her friend, promising to be very quiet. She then lay down near, and watched her with such an expression of agonized suspense as I never witnessed. I observed that Geraldine was much thinner than when we parted six months before, and I fancied I could discover traces of a more settled melancholy than could have been pro- duced by seeing Matilda. The blue veins in her white forehead and slender throat were as if they would start through the transparent skin ; her profusion of long black hair was dishevelled, and some of its beautiful tresses escaping from their confinement hung down nearly to her feet. Matilda did not move ; her eyes were fixed in a vacant stare on the top of the bed. She scarcely seemed to breathe, and but for the faint beating of her pulse, we should have thought that she was dead. Geraldine had been holding one of her hands for more than GERALDINE MORTON. 203 an hour, when to our inexpressible surprise and joy Matilda suddenly turned round, and seeing Geraldine, exclaimed in a faint voice, " Is that you, dear Geraldine ? Where am I — what has happened ?" Geraldine looked enquiringly in Dr. Ber- nard's face, and with that wonderful quick ap- prehension and presence of mind which never forsook her, she answered in a gentle tone, — "Nothing has happened, dearest Matilda, only I am come to see you ; — go to sleep, darling ; don*t ask me any questions, for I am dreadfully sleepy."" She then shut her eyes, and, as if carelessly, placed one hand softly on Matilda's brow, to prevent her seeing anything which might excite her curiosity, while with the other she made us a sign to withdraw. We retreated behind the bed-curtain, but our anxiety would not permit us to leave the room. Matilda slept, and Dr. Bernard silently pressed my brother's hand, whilst joy beamed in his kind face. We knelt and returned 204} GERALDINE MORTON. thanks to God for this unlooked-for deliver- ance. Geraldine, as she raised her eyes to heaven, when she perceived what was going on, smiled thankfully, but did not stir a finger lest she should disturb Matilda, and the entire night was passed by her in the same position. She was too anxious to sleep, though much fatigued with the long journey she had performed in a state of mind distracted with grief and tor- tured with apprehension. She had with diffi- culty obtained her mother's consent, which had at last been given at the earnest request of dear Lord Castleford, who was always willing to indulge and encourage every benevolent feeling that might actuate Geraldine. At a late hour the following morning Ma- tilda awoke : Dr. Bernard had kindly waited, though he had seen none of his other, patients for three long days, that he might watch the progress of her complaint. He now pronounced her decidedly better. GERALDINE MORTON. 205 She knew us all, but did not seem as yet to have a recollection of what had occurred, or even of having been ill. Geraldine cleverly contrived to give all manner of answers but the real ones to her repeated questions, of what had induced her to come. At last Matilda seemed to remember something which gave her pain, — but Geraldine, who had been expecting this, said, without giving her time to speak of it, " You must get well quickly, dear Matilda, for dear Castleford won't wait any longer, and he has set his heart on your being my brides- maid.'* " Where is Vere ?" asked Matilda, who seemed to remember something was wrong, though she could not quite make out what. " He is gone abroad — gone to sail with Lord Henry Leslie till October, when, you know, you are to be married." " Is this all true ?" said Matilda, sitting up in bed ; — " Oh, I have had a dreadful dream — 206 GERALDINE MORTON. yet no, it was not a dream I am sure, I read it in the newpaper." " Yes," interrupted Geraldine ; *' you read an absurd paragraph, which I am sure was put in by Lady Mapleton, or some spiteful person, and which made us all very uneasy. Now compose yourself, dearest, and I will go and dress." She left the room in her usual lively, joyful manner: I followed, and found her on the stairs bathed in tears and looking the picture of woe. I had not yet kissed her dear face or asked her a single question, or thanked her for her kindness in coming down, or for her surprising conduct of the preceding night, though Dr. Bernard had told my brother that her wonder- ful presence of mind and miraculous good sense had been almost the means of saving Matilda's life; as, had she given way to any feeling of joy when Matilda turned, it might have proved fatal. GERALDINE MORTON. 207 She now threw her arms round my neck and indulged in a flood of tears. I took her into my room, which was at the other end of the passage, far from Matilda's. " Dearest, most noble-minded girl," I said, " you cannot deceive me ; I am convinced I know all you have suffered, all you have sacrificed : do not deny it, for I am sure it will be a comfort to speak the truth." " No, no," she passionately said, " you are wrong, I have made no sacrifice: I know what you suspect, — but indeed — indeed you are wrong. I love Castleford better than anybody ; and rather than disappoint him, I would die a thousand deaths."" I had the happiness of seeing Matilda re- cover rapidly. Geraldine earnestly wished to remain at Lyme during the time which must elapse before her marriage could take place ; but Lady Julia could not bear the separation ; and at the end of a week came and carried her off, having made us all promise to attend 208 GERALDINE MORTON. the wedding, which would take place in Lon- don as soon as the tiresome lawyers would permit. Matilda made me repeat, a thousand times, the contents of Vere's letter, while she bitterly reproached herself for having torn it. With increasing health and strength she seemed to recover her entire confidence in his love. She had not been struck as I had with Geraldine's altered looks, and alternate melancholy and wild spirits; her guileless, unsuspecting nature dreamed of no further hinderance to the happi- ness of her friend and Lord Castleford, and her own and Vere''s. She looked upon Geraldine's marriage as the seal of her happiness ; as she could not for a moment suspect her of deceit, or of failing in her sacred promise to restore the myrtle branch in case she should love Vere. But poor Matilda was far too unsophisti- cated, too ignorant of the many contending and complicated passions of human nature, to consider what a hard task it would be to con- GERALDINE MORTON. 209 fess to another a truth which we scarcely ac- knowledge to ourselves ; — to give life, as it were, in words, to a feeling of which we are deeply ashamed, and which we are determined to eradicate. Her knowledge of mankind was confined to the narrow circle of her own family and village, and this knowledge had been but little increased by the fictitious portraiture of books. I was not equally sanguine, but forbore to throw out the slightest suspicion that all was not right, though 1 trembled to think what a fatal influence Vere"'s conduct would have over a life which seemed only to depend on his love. I often tried, like a wise old maid, to moderate her excessive admiration. I said it was sinful to allow our affections for any human being to acquire such an influence, as that existence itself should depend upon their continuance. But these cold sentiments did not spring from my heart. They were the reasonings of the head ; and, therefore, with her carried no 210 GERALDINE MORTON. weight : yet I saw, that if for a moment Ma- tilda fancied I suspected anything unfavour- able, she would turn pale, and her thin frame would tremble so violently, that I became frightened lest the slowly returning bloom should be for ever banished from her cheeks, and the spirit, weakened by suffering, should become entirely broken. I therefore resolved to say no more, but to trust that a kind Provi- dence would support her, if it saw fit again to chasten her gentle spirit. On the day before the wedding we, — that is all the inmates of Lyme Vicarage, my brother, his two children, for little Dorothy could not be left alone, and myself, started for London. Matilda had never been there nor her father since his marriage. But I will not dwell upon the disappointments, pleasures, and so forth, which we all experienced. We performed, however, to my brother's infinite astonishment in twelve hours, a distance which had taken in his time at least two days ; and found Lady GERALDINE MORTON. 211 Julia and Geraldine in a room filled with bridal presents, and heaps of finery : both were in high spirits, though the latter looked paler than ever. After dinner I had a long conversation with Lady Julia in her own room, in which I en- deavoured to find out her real opinion as to her daughter's affection for Lord Castleford ; but all that I could learn was, that she was perfectly satisfied with the match, and with Geraldine's feelings. She was glad her daugh- ter was not violently in love, for she never saw a love match turn out well ; the chances of happiness were infinitely greater when all the affection was on the man's side. " I well know," she said, with a heavy sigh, " the fatal consequences of marrying the man with whom I was passionately in love. It was very delightful for the first year ; but then he began to get tired of me, and I unfortunately could not succeed in getting tired of him, though I made many attempts, and resisted 212 GERALDINE MORTON. many temptations. No, no, depend upon it, love and the world can never agree together ; a woman whose destiny it is to live in the latter, should have no love in her composition, or she will never be happy. I think Geraldine might have loved your nephew, and I am de- lighted the engagement of both prevented that marriage, for dear Geraldine would have been a slave to all his caprices.'" " Whereas now," said I, rather nettled, " poor Lord Castleford will be a slave to all hers." " No," said Lady Julia gravely, " Geral- dine is far too amiable to make any one a slave ; besides, she has a sincere regard for him, and I am sure you must have observed that, after myself, there is no one that has so much influence over her as Lord Castleford ; his slightest wish will at any moment tame and subdue her wildest fancy. She has for .him at once the affection of a daughter, a sister, and a wife. This was the principle GERALDINE MORTON. 213 reason for my preferring him to the young Duke of Longville, who was deeply in love with her, and had proposed for her at the be- ginning of the season : he is now gone abroad in despair at her refusal. You see I am not quite so worldly as you suppose." " Yet you would not have been satisfied with my nephew," said I smiling ; " though I now begin to change my opinion, and suspect he would have made your daughter happier than any of them ; — nay, don't look frightened, I am not going to tell her so : the fate of both will be sealed to-morrow, and God grant it may conduce to their happiness ! I much fear, however, that Geraldine''s warm heart and pas- sionate disposition will expose her to many trials, after having wedded a person who does not engross the entire of her affection." " Oh, I have no fear of that sort for Geral- dine," said Lady Julia with a proud air : " her dispositions are much too good, and principles too deeply rooted, ever to permit her to get 214 GERALDINE MORTON. into any scrape. I often tell her she is almost too particular ; and I am constantly afraid of her imbibing some of your niece's methodistical notions. She is really so perfect by nature, and so totally unspoiled by all the admiration she has received, that her virtue requires no help from religion or devotion ; and as it is, she has more religion than most people." I trembled ; but knowing by sad experience how useless was argument on such a subject, made no reply to this. We then talked of the young people's future plans. Geraldine was anxious to go abroad ; her health had certainly not been good lately ; they thought travelling, and a winter in Italy, might be beneficial ; but they would first go for two months to a place of Lord Castleford's in Scotland, and then come to Morton Hall. " And I am afraid take you abroad with them,'^ said I. "Ah, I see how it will be; I am sorry you don't leave them quite to themselves for a year at least ; for it is a fatal thing for GERALDINE MORTON. 215 young married people to have no opportunity for becoming really acquainted with each other's dispositions, and learning to depend for happiness on each other. The habitual pre- sence of any third person is sure to prevent this. How many marriages I have seen, which appeared to promise happiness, spoilt by a sister, a mother, or an intimate friend of either party, residing constantly with them. The danger of a regular London life is trifling in comparison." Lady Julia agreed with me in general cases ; " but dear Geraldine and Lord Castleford were surely exceptions to the rule ;" and it was utterly impossible she could exist away from her dar- ling child — and Geraldine would never consent to the separation. " It was the first thing she said, when, almost in her childhood, he had made his proposals ; and when she confirmed her consent last month, she again stipulated we were never to be separated. Oh, it would break her heart to part from me. I see you 216 GERALDINE MORTON. are full of fears, my dear Dorothy, and I know you kindly take a great interest in my darling child ; but, indeed your alarms are quite un- necessary. You will see her return home in a year or two as innocent and as untainted by the world as she is now — I am positive of it " She continued with an air of confidence and pride which almost shocked me. To see one frail mortal building such hopes upon the strength of another, as frail as herself, is fear- ful indeed. It was getting late, and we were all to go early to rest, that we might be fresh and bloom- ing for the important morrow. I went to wish Geraldine good night, and found her already undressed, and her maid dismissed ; she com- plained of being tired and sleepy, and had not allowed Matilda to remain and talk to her, as was their usual custom, for which Lady Julia and I had often scolded them. " And I will not allow you to remain either, GERALDINE MORTON. 217 dear Aunt Dorothy," she said, trying to smile ; then throwing her arms round my neck, she burst into tears. After some moments, she said : " Don't be surprised, and pray don't ask me any questions; I am quite happy — quite." And with a violent effort she stopped the tor- rent of tears, saying with a heavenly smile, " Yes, I am perfectly satisfied ; I think I am doing right, so don't be unhappy or frighten- ed. There, I have made you cry," she con- tinued, wiping my eyes ; " but pray don't, for your dear eyes will be sore, and you will not be able to see me look beautiful to-morrow night in my bridal dress ; for I mean to look as all brides are in duty bound to do — lovelier than ever : your nose will be so red I shall be ashamed to kiss you ; look at me — now I am sure I appear happy. There, go and dream of me so." I wish I could describe that " so." How much there was comprised in that little word ! She did indeed appear radiant with happiness, VOL. I. L 218 GERALDINE MORTON. and I knew not whether most to admire the beautiful form and features, where not a ves- tige or trace of her recent grief and tears could be discerned, or the strange mental pow- ers which could produce such an instantaneous expression of supreme happiness, or the kind benevolence of feeling which prompted such an effort. I could scarcely believe this was the same person who so lately had manifested such awful, such extreme grief — whose cheeks, from the deadliest paleness, had become tinged with a colour fresh and delicate as the blush rose; and whose eyes, from being but a moment before suffused with tears, now shone with daz- zling brightness. I left her, not to dream as she wished, for it was impossible to sleep, but to think of her ; and I earnestly hoped that a being endued with such miraculous powers of subduing all external motions, would have the same power over her internal feelings and passions, and reduce even love under her omnipotent sway. GERALDINE MORTON. 219 I almost looked upon her now as a being of a different order ; there was something awful and unearthly in the impression her last look had left upon my mind ; it seemed impossible that so de- licate and tender a creature should have acquir- ed such command over her feelings ; that she, who looked too fragile to contend with even the ordinary trials of life, whose every wish had been forestalled, and every fancy indulged, — it seemed, I say, impossible that she should be able thus to act a part, thus to deceive com- pletely those who had known her from child- hood, from whom until now she had never con- cealed even a passing thought. The more I thought upon her, the more I was lost in amazement and admiration. Do not mistake me ; I am not trying to justify her con- duct ; nor do I think she was right in marry- ing one man, while her affections were given to another. It would have been far better for all parties had she told the truth ; but I am afraid I should not have admired her so much : l2 220 GERALDINE MORTON. for there is something glorious and divine in the determination to vanquish self, however mistaken and hopeless may be the attempt ; there is something which evidences a mind created in the heavenly mould of perfection, in the resolution to sacrifice the dearest feelings and wishes of the heart to the happiness of others — in the attempt to force even fate itself to bend to our own despotic will. This Geraldine endeavoured to do not only in appearance but in reality ; for I am sure that she made herself feel, as well as look, happy at that moment, and that she was honest in saying that she was satisfied. There are few feelings in this world so gratifying as the conviction of having gained a victory over self. We feel then more immortal, more god-like, and the enjoyment is greater, even if we have renounced every earthly happiness, than either prosperity or success can afford us. I lay and watched the earliest dawn of that day which was to seal her fate ; I put up a GERALDINE MORTON. 221 fervent prayer that she might so live as to find that happiness in the next world, which I feared it was not decreed she should enjoy in this ; and I felt an interest more than maternal in the young creature who was thus at the age of seventeen about to be united to a man who was not the object of her choice. How- ever amiable and good I knew Lord Castle- ford to be, I trembled lest he should prove but an erring guide in the wide world of temptation into which they were both enter- ing, without having higher motives for virtue than those called forth by affection for each other. I feared Geraldine would address no petition to her Maker for strength to persevere in her heroic resolutions; and her mother's thoughts were occupied far otherwise than with prayers. Praying may be almost termed a supersti- tion with me; I remember so many instances of my prayers having been almost miraculously answered, both for others and myself, that I ^22 GERALDINE MORTON. early acquired a habit of bringing prayer into every common circumstance of daily life. I never begin a new employment that I do not entreat God to bless it, for the advantage of others and myself. Many religious friends, to whom I have mentioned this, were rather shocked to think of connecting God with the composition of a song, a painting, or a story ; but yet they think it not derogatory to His dignity to be invoked at the beginning and ending of a meal ; an action purely corporeal. Why should they think it so in mental em- ployments ? The sun did not shine, all was gloomy and dark on Geraldine's wedding-day. A thick but summer fog oppressed all our spirits ; and as the ceremony was not to take place till even- ing, we passed the morning in painful efforts to look cheerful and to amuse each other: Matilda and Lord Castleford were the only ones amongst us who seemed to be so without effort. The former was in full enjoyment of GERALDINE MORTON. ^23 renewed health, and renewed hopes ; besides, she was extremely amused and delighted with all the new objects which presented themselves for the first time to her wondering gaze ; and she endeavoured to cheer Lady Julia's drooping spirits, who was melancholy at the idea of parting for two months with her child, and could scarcely refrain from accompanying them to Scotland for the honeymoon. Matilda had given Geraldine a beautiful Bible, and implored for her sake that she would every day read it. Geraldine said, she would try; " but I hope," she continued laughing, " it will not make me like those religious people who think it a crime to go to a party or a ball ; because, I must confess, I am not fond of that set : I know them at once by their look ; — for those who turn up their noses at balls, are sure to turn in their toes, walk like ploughboysj dress their hair like washerwomen, wear crumpled caps, and dowdy dresses. Tell me, Matilda, 22if GERALDINE MORTON. is it necessary to be ungraceful ? Why cannot they show by their outward appearance that they belong to a beautiful religion, which loves whatsoever things are lovely, and tells you to let your light so shine before men that they may see your good works. There, you see I remember something of Scripture; and I should attend far more to it, if that set of peo- ple did not frighten me; for really if it were to make me stoop and walk like that little duck-footed Miss Parsons, I could not endure it. Why should they, by neglecting to make their appearance pleasing, cast an unfavourable light on a religion I am sure they would wish to embellish." " All this is very unfortunate," said I, " and I fear it must be confessed that worldly people are far more attractive. One of their greatest charms is an appearance of gaiety and hap- piness, not to be disturbed by the common daily occurrences of life, which stands in lieu of both good feeling and good temper. This GERALDINE MORTON. 225 never forsakes them, even when annoyances occur, which would sadly put out other peo- ple ; but their feelings are so well trained to amuse and please, they contrive to infuse an air of brilliant cheerfulness into, every subject on which they speak, and cast an atmosphere of life and gaiety over every circle in which they move. This is certainly not often the case with religious people ; but perhaps it is very difficult for those whose whole thoughts are in the next world to care much about their appearance in this. I own this is a sad pity ; it only shows that ' the children of this world are in their generation wiser than the children of light,' and that those who wish to please the world, do it with all their hearts, and therefore they succeed ; whereas, I fear, many of those who seek to please God, and are not actuated so powerfully, do not think it worth while to attend to many little things, which are of more consequence than they suppose, and by looking like Miss Parsons, become a stumbling-block l5 226 GERALDINE MORTON. to many. I see no reason why true and real Christianity should be at variance with what one may call the poetry of life ; why, for want of general reading, and the assistance of a dancing and singing master, their figures should be awkward, their voices uncouth, and their minds uncultivated ? I assure you, dear Geraldine, I often scold Matilda for her neg- lect of all these things. " Oh !*" said Geraldine, " if they were all like Matilda, I should find no fault with them ; but her nature is too perfect to be spoilt by all her methodistical notions." " I believe," said I, " that one reason why you and many people care so little what be- comes of your souls is, that you have such un- comfortable ideas of Heaven ; you imagine it is a sort of desolate place, in boundless air, damp and dreary. I once heard a person say, they could find no pleasure in being like an angel seated on a wet cloud."" GERALDINE MORTON. ^27 " I am sure," replied Matilda, " dear Geral- dine has no such ideas." " Oh, no ! she has more Christianity than you imagine. And now she has promised to read the Bible every day, she will soon find the pleasure, the delight of living in such a beautiful religion. Dearest Geraldine, I hope you may be imbued with its true spirit. Oh ! those moments in this life are only truly delicious when we can clearly trace the hand of God in everything, --when we can view all our past misfortunes, not as such, but as salutary ordeals to purify for heaven. In these blessed moments even remorse for our past sins loses its bitterness : not that it appears less dread- ful or guilty, but we feel it was all permitted by a gracious God to lower our pride, to con- vince us of our weakness, to prevent us from expecting any good from our own efforts with- out his assistance. In this state of mind, we regret, we fear nothing ;' — we are sure that the 228 GERALDINE MORTON. same merciful Creator who has hitherto taken such pains to draw us towards Him, will con- duct us safely through the remainder of our journey, and bring us at last to the place where all are perfect even as He is perfect." " Perfection," said Geraldine : " what a blissful — what an enchanting word !" Oh ! that I could feel what you describe ! How far — how immeasurably far I am from that blessed state of mind ! on the contrary, I feel quite like a hypocrite, for every one loves me as much as if I was as lovely as those beautiful flowers in that agate vase. I feel quite ashamed at being so unworthy of the love and admira- tion I receive : I am always afraid of forget- ting what I am, and learning to see myself with other people's fascinated eyes. Oh I how tiresome ; there is a knock at the door, — oh ! no, I see it is only Castleford and his dear little sister : you have never seen her : I think you will be so delighted with her." Lord Castleford then came into the room GERALDINE MORTON. 2^9 with his beautiful sister. Lady Mary Lisle. She was about Geraldine's age, her figure as small and delicate ; but her fair pink and white complexion, laughing blue eyes, and light glossy hair, made her look younger. She had always lived with an old maiden aunt, the Lady Diana Lisle, in a retired part of Devon- shire ; and being naturally delicate, her educa- tion had been much neglected ; for the old lady, who did not know much herself, but had always found her knowledge sufficient to carry her comfortably through the daily concerns of life, was wholly averse to give what she called a fashionable education to her niece, — besides, the dear girl's health would never stand the confinement of practising the harpsichord four hours a day, and other sedentary employ- ments. There is something very refreshing to my old eyes in the sight of a young untutored child of nature, — when that nature is good and graceful. To meet with anything of the ^30 GERALDINE MORTON. kind is so rare in the present day of effort and forced refinement, when everybody is trying to do everything well whether they have a genius for what they undertake or not. I viewed with much interest the surprise pro- duced on the beautiful girPs countenance by all she saw and heard. She looked over every one of the bridal presents with enthusiastic admiration ; clapping her little hands and jumping with delight, she said, " Oh ! how I long to be married, that I may have such beautiful presents !" Then fearing she had uttered something wrong, she blushed so deep- ly, that her forehead and slender throat be- came tinged with the same rosy hue that usual- ly dwelt upon her cheeks. She then came and talked to me with that natural ease and grace, and absence of all shyness and reserve, which I have x)ften ob- served in girls who have lived in great retire- ment, and which astonishes many people. But the fact is, their shyness, if they have any in GERALDINE MORTON. S31 their compositions, has never been brought into play ; they have never had occasion to be reserved, or to fear any one ; therefore they know not what shyness is. She told me all about her aunt's home and place, and her hopes that dear aunt Die would bring her to town next year, and take her about to some balls and parties, " and then " Here she again blushed, and I saw by the down- cast eye and smiling lip which seemed trying to retain within its rosy prison words it longed to utter, that her thoughts had again reverted to the forbidden subject of a husband, and the wedding presents. How- ever, we talked on as if we had known each other all our lives. I did not see her again for several years, but that happy hour returns often to my mind, like the memory of some lovely view on a spring morning, always refreshing and delightful. 2S2 GERALDINE MORTON. CHAPTER XIII. Driim priife, wer sich ewig bindet, Ob sich das herz zum herzen findet ! Der Wahn ist kurz, die Reu' ist lang. Schiller. It was a splendid wedding ; but I like not to see that sacred ceremony performed in a house, and in a room which is usually devoted to far other purposes than prayer — where every familiar chair and sofa brings to the mind some every-day feeling of common life if not of worldliness. I never believe that people can actually fancy themselves married, when, after a large magnificent dinner-party, they go up stairs, and one of the cheerful party mumbles over the sacred prayers in a tone of voice far lower and less authoritative than GERALDINE MORTON. 233 that in which he has uttered jokes at the dinner-table, and, as if it was the only unim- portant and disagreeable part of the fete, hurries over those words which determine for ever the destiny of two human beings. Such was the case now, though the knot was tied by an amiable divine. There was no solemnity in his manner. The only alteration which could be perceived was, that he looked rather more ashamed of what he was about than w^hen drinking a glass of wine and laugh- ing with the bridesmaid. I being deaf, of course did not hear the sound of his voice ; but, I felt that scarcely any of the numerous and distinguished guests were praying or at- tending to those awful and beautiful words, which I fortunately know by heart ; — strange confession for an old maid. Geraldine looked as she had determined, both beautiful and happy — not tlie slightest regret or emotion could be discovered in her manner. I, though delighted to see her go through the 2'S4t GERALDINE MORTON. trying ceremony so well, was almost provoked at her apparent coldness, particularly as dear Lord Castleford was much agitated; so that in endeavouring to place the ring on her finger it fell to the ground : his emotion was so great that he would not have found it, had not Lady Jane Mapleton, who was one of the bride- maids, come to his assistance. Poor Lady Jane ! I saw that, at the mo- ment, she was bathed in tears, and if the truth were told, I am sure she was thinking what a much happier person that little ring would have made her than the person for whom it was intended. I admired extremely the pre- sence of mind she showed on the occasion ; it was an additional trial for her, who had to overcome her feelings so as to be able to at- tend the ceremony. This she did at the earnest request of her mother, who thus wished to im- press upon the world that the suspicion of her daughter's penchant for Lord Castleford was false. GERALDINE MORTON. 235 All those of the party who were given to superstition considered the accident as a bad omen. Mrs. Gordon, who was so interested and so anxious for her dear friend Geral- dine, and had assumed a sentimental character, thought it proper to scream and faint on the occasion, and had the pleasure of being carried into the next room by her still constant ad- mirer Lord Langdale ; Lady Mapleton, on the contrary, could not conceal the joy she felt : I will not say whether it was caused by the prospect of some misfortune threatening her niece, or by her daughter's presence of mind in repairing the mischief, but her proud fea- tures expressed a joy more malicious than benevolent. Mr. Mordaunt, jealous in his avocations and anxious to be the first to congratulate the bride, said it was no wonder Lord Castleford should have been so much dazzled by her loveliness as not to see the ring-finger of that hand which was at once the most beautiful 2S6 GERALDINE MORTON. and the smallest that eyes had ever looked upon. Then, quite satisfied with having made a most original and well-rounded compliment, he turned towards Mrs. Gordon — who had now succeeded in becoming the fashion, and there- fore was worthy of his notice — and condoled with her on her sensitive nerves. The table which held the sacred books was cleared away, the piano took its place, and some of the finest singers of the day lent their beautiful voices to banish any stray feelings of devotion which might have been left linger- ing on the mind. In another room there was dancing, and I had the pleasure of seeing Matilda's first trial of the graceful art in a ball-room, and of see- ing how much she was admired. Geraldine kindly introduced her to all the nicest people as her dearest friend, and as the name of Har- court was so well known, all were delighted with her, and even Mr. Mordaunt thought it neces- sary to say she had the fairest skin he ever GERALDINE MORTON. 237 saw. She was too happy, and too much occu- pied with the idea that Geraldine was actually married, to have time for any feelings of shy- ness and timidity which she might otherwise have felt. Her step was light and firm, and there was an ease in her movements which could spring only from a noble, a naturally graceful, and an innocent mind; for she had never received any lessons in dancing but from poor old me ; and alas ! no one who has seen my long bony figure and spindle-looking arms and legs, would think I made a very efficient dancing mistress ; it only shows what deter- mination will do both as to teaching and learn- ing. The travelling carriage was announced which was to take the young couple to Lord Castle- ford's villa near Richmond, where they meant to remain a few days. Matilda darted off in the midst of her quadrille to take leave of Geraldine, and overcome by a sudden impulse of feeling she burst into tears — but the lustre S38 GERALDINE MORTON. of Geraldine's dark eyes was unclouded. Then came the trial for poor Lady Julia to give the last long kiss to her darling child, and she sobbed so violently and clung to her with so much force that Geraldine could scarcely dis- engage herself from her earnest embraces. She was then fearfully pale, and the hand she extended to me, and which I ardently kissed, was trembling and cold ; I was so fearful lest her long-repressed feelings should at last burst forth, that I forbore to claim the kiss on her dear forehead which was my due. She felt I was the only person who understood her, and she gave me one indescribable look, in which agony of mind was strongly blended with smiling resignation. GERALDINE MORTON. 239 CHAPTER XIV. Beato in sogno, e di languir contento, D' abbraciar 1' ombre, e seguir V aura estiva, Nuoto per mar che non ha fondo o riva, Solco onde, e'n rena fondo, e scrivo in vento. Petrarca. We returned to our dear home at Lyme, and anxiously expected every day to hear from Vere; but another month passed without any tidings. One morning, however, we observed on the breakfast-table his dear writing : the letter was covered with different post-marks ; it seemed to have travelled all over the world, and was dated six months before from Athens. He had given it to a friend who was starting from Naples, and it was put into the post-office there. 24f0 GERALDINE MORTON. Vere said, Lord Henry Leslie did not seem inclined to return at the promised time, wish- ing much to visit Egypt and Syria; which, if he did, Vere would of course find his way home by some other means, either by land, or in some merchant ship, for he would certainly be in England the beginning of October. There was a very affectionate message to Matilda, and a long glowing account of all the places he had seen in lovely Greece. He seemed quite enraptured with that sunny land ; and I told Matilda she must certainly make up her mind to cross the sea as a penalty for tearing him away from those enchanting scenes. The dear girl gave me a blushing look which plain- ly said, sea or land, mountain or desert, would be alike delightful to her, with Vere as a com- panion . We often heard from Geraldine. Her let- ters were lively and amusing; but one is so characteristic of her imaginative and versatile mind, which was equally acted upon by things GERALDINE MORTON. 241 grave as well as gay, that I cannot help trans- cribing a part. After some allusions to the serious conversa- tions we had together in town, she goes on to say, that in order to prove to Matilda that her thoughts were not exclusively absorbed by the things of this world, she had endeavoured to recollect and transcribe the following, which came into her mind whilst crossing the sea, soon after her marriage. " STEAM-PACKET THOUGHTS ; OR, A VISION OF THE DEEP. * From the depths of woe spring fountains of bliss.' [See p. 6, Vol. I. of " Odd Musings and Amus- ing Oddities ; or Scraps of Pleasure plucked by Folly from the Wings of Despair. — By Geraldine C. . . d.*'] " As I crossed over, yesterday, in the steam- packet from Dover to Calais, I lay on the hard, slippery, horse-hair seat of a cabin, crowded with people of all ages and sizes under VOL. I. M 24^ GERALDINE MORTON. all the various stages of sea-sickness: noises of retching, groaning, and crying in my ears ; fumes of sickness, hot iron, rancid grease and smoke in my nose — the feeling of pain and misery in every bone — so faint that I could not move a finger or turn my head, though combs and hair-pins were hurting it most horribly. " In the midst of these frightful sufferings I saw a beautiful vision : I was in a garden, or rather in a world, more splendid than imagi- nation can conceive, wheYe every tree, valley, and mountain, seemed to inspire happiness; perfumes, sweeter than roses and violets, were wafted by light silvery air from flowers more lovely, and quite different from any seen by the mortal eye, — some of every hue and shape were growing on the gigantic trees, which were scattered in wild profusion over the mountains* side, amid rocks of crystal, dazzling and trans- parent as rubies and emeralds. Wherever I turned, a new and more lovely landscape was GERALDINE MORTON. 243 seen. This, I felt, is the glorious abode of the happy spirits, which I am allowed to behold — but is it not for me ? " As I was reflecting on my sins, and the slight chance of my remaining there, a light, more brilliant than a thousand suns, appeared in the distance ; and as my eyes became accus- tomed to its dazzling splendour, I saw that it was fast approaching, and was caused by my- riads of lovely beings. To attempt their de- scription would be impossible ; for painters' skill, or Grecian art, in their most happy efforts, never produced such loveliness. To behold them was perfect bliss. With them I was joyfully impelled, and onwards we hovered over beau- tiful worlds, till we arrived at a dark barrier, which seemed to extend in all directions as far as sight could reach : with a tremendous sound it was rent asunder — noxious vapours, bringing a feeling of pain and misery, arose from the dismal chasm. Downwards we now went, and m2 244 GERALDINE MORTON. all was black darkness, except the forms around me, who shone in all their lovely radiance like stars in the blue vault of heaven. " I heard sounds of lamentation and woe — nearer and nearer they came, and a ray from the glorious spirits of light shone upon multi- tudes of ghastly, spectral-looking forms, who ad- vanced with gestures of supplication, entreating to be delivered from their tortures. " I now learnt that my companions, who were the spirits of just men made perfect, were allowed by the great Redeemer to save from eternal punishment the friend they had loved best on earth. " I remarked one of the spirits of light fairer, if possible, and lovelier than them all, whose shining brow was expressive of sorrow and anxiety when she beheld the supplicating group. Before her knelt an old woman, with hard, proud features, and commanding air ; it was her cruel mother, who, agonised but unsub- dued by helPs torments, proudly demanded to GERALDINE MORTON. 245 be saved. A man, too, there was of cruel and envious aspect ; his hands were clasped, but he ventured not to raise his dark, murderous eyes to the radiant spirit, in whose lovely form he had recognised the young wife his cruelty had sent to an early grave. " At some distance behind stood a young man, whose handsome yet haggard features were expressive of joy, at beholding the being he had most loved ; but not a ray of hope was mingled with his delight, for he knew his punishment was just. Despair had caused him to commit crimes for which he was now suffer- ing ; but his tortures lost half of their bitter- ness, as he gazed, satisfied that she was happy, yet not daring to approach, and enable her by her own glorious light to see the con- demned being he once thought she loved. She had loved him with all the depth and tender- ness of her pure spirit ; but compelled by her proud and cruel mother, she had wedded the rich profligate, who now suffered with that S46 GERALDINE MORTON. mother in the deepest abyss of woe the due reward of their crimes ; yet both hoped, — ex- pected, to be saved by the spirit they had in- jured. But the merciful God permitted her to save only one ; and long she doubted, looking from one to the other with pain and anxiety. At last her fair hand was extended towards her mother — and oh ! what fiendish joy the light of that hand revealed ! It could not be in vain did she draw up her commanding figure to its full height, and endeavour to advance towards her child ; efforts, groans were unavailing, — she could not reach the extended hand, but sank lower and lower. The bright spirit perceiving that God would not permit her mother to be saved, generously turned towards the cruel hus- band who had destroyed her earthly happiness. With a yell of exultation he eagerly grasped at the small hand he had once possessed, but his power over it was ended : and, as a punish- ment for daring to touch the tip of that fin- ger glorified by God, he was again precipi- GERALDINE MORTON. 24/7 tated, with a noise like thunder, to the lowest depths of hell. At the same moment the young man, who had not ventured to ap- proach, was, without any voluntary movement, borne forwards; and when by her own light she saw the beloved of her youth, a blush, a ray of heavenly joy redoubled her splendour ; and as she extended her shining arms, he sud- denly assumed the form of a spirit of bliss, and upwards they flew to enjoy together the eternal happiness granted by a merciful Creator. " The next I saw was the glorified spirit of a mother, surrounded by all her condemned children. A gentle and innocent life she had led, but mistaken kindness had caused the ruin of her children, and now marred her own hap- piness in heaven. Oh ! that she had endea- voured, before it was too late, to lead their thoughts to the glorious place where she was now earnestly endeavouring to take them ; for there were six, and she loved them all too well to allow of her choosing one. Long I watched 248 GERALDINE MORTON. her unceasing efforts to clasp all in her arms, till the sorrow she felt almost dimmed her light ; and I began to fear, as they could not all be saved, she would feel anger against her righteous Judge, and thus be condemned to suffer with them. " I turned and saw 'the beautiful spirit of a glorified young child, who (among the multi- tudes of condemned spirits, that with heart- rending lamentations entreated to be saved,) had just discovered its mother. Her sins had been many, but she had endeavoured to direct her children s' hearts to God ; and after a life of suffering, and a death of despair, she now re- ceived her reward. The child's tiny fingers touched her agonised frame — she was drawn upwards, and, as a spirit of bliss, accompanied the little darling into heaven. " All vanished. — I saw nothing bat Lady Block well's fat figure, enveloped in cloaks and shawls, her cap and wig turned the wrong ■way, endeavouring to squeeze out of her GERALDINE MORTON. 249 berth, stretch her thick legs down to the black couch of misery on which I was suffering. The heaving and tossing ceased ; the hissing steam was let off; and sundry pale, sick vis- ages emerged from the berths around. I could see nothing which reminded me of the glorious vision, or bring one ray of comfort to my sick, exhausted frame, till Castleford came tottering down with nose red and cheeks blue, a blissful messenger from the upper air, with the glad tidings of our arrival at last at Calais .^^ It was now the end of September, and days and hours were anxiously counted. They pass- ed by. The first week in October closed, and we heard nothing more of Vere. His father, Sir Richard, in despair at not hearing, wrote to Lyme, in hopes we could give him intelli- gence ; poor Matilda was dreadfully alarmed ; the shocking idea that he was drowned took firm hold on her mind, and every time the M 5 250 GERALDINE MORTON. wind blue stronger than usual, she trembled, turned pale, and looked as if she thought the waves were at that moment closing over her lover. But I will not describe our long, our painful suspense. It is a period I cannot look back upon without a shudder; for of all the taxes on reason and trials of life, waiting, hopelessly waiting, and knowing nothing, yet dreading all things, is the worst. At this time an event happened in the pa- rish which absorbed all our interest, and for a time caused even Matilda to forget her own sorrows in commiseration of the more severe sufferings of another. Alice had of late been more melancholy than ever, so that at times we almost feared she would have lost her reason. I and some other wise heads in the village could not avoid suspecting she was with child ; I had mentioned the suspicion as kindly and gently as possible to the girl her- self, and I quite trembled at witnessing the mixture of pride and anger with which she GERALDINE MORTON. 251 heard me. I trieS by every means I could devise to soften her heart : I asked if she would not wish Tom Giles to marry her, which we might have persuaded him to do if she would confess the truth ? She scornfully rejected the idea, and said she would rather die a thou- sand deaths than oblige any one to marry her against his will. The poor old woman was sadly affected on hearing of the disgraceful report which had been circulated about her grand daughter ; it was the first time she had really cause to suspect any of her family of guilt, and therefore it was indeed a severe trial. One night Alice did not return to her grand- mother's cottage. The old dame sat up the whole night, watching and listening for the poor girl, but in vain. The next morning she came at an early hour to consult what was best to be done. I trembled when I remembered the conversation I had so lately heard ; and soon, too soon were my fears realized : for old 252 GERALDINE MORTON. John came running in breathless haste with a countenance of horror ; — fortunately he had seen enough not to speak before the old wo- man, but her apprehension was awakened at hearing his unusually quick pace, and the puff- ing and blowing of his old lungs. " Tell me at once," she said ; " Mr. Thomas, I know you have heard something of my love, because you stopped so suddenly when you saw me in the room. I beseech you tell me ; for, anything is better than suspense." The sad truth was this. Some labourers, going to work near Ford^s mill that morning, had seen something floating in the river, and upon examination it was found to be the body of poor Alice. It was quite cold, and life must have been extinct for several hours. That day an inquest was held upon the body. We went to see the lifeless remains : J never beheld so dreadful a sight ; yet there were no marks of violence, nothing to indicate that she had been murdered ; but the expression of those GERALDINE MORTON. 253 most interesting features was truly horrible. They were lovely even in death ; but that death must have been one of despair. I cannot describe the look ; but the conviction it pro- duced on our minds was, that a soul which had left such an expression of agony on its mortal abode, must in its immortal state be suffering the tortures of hell. I felt thankful the old dame could not see it — but, alas ! she would insist on passing her hand over the cold livid features, and her fine sense of touch revealed as forcibly to her mind as sight did to us, the expression they wore, and carried to her the same sad conviction ; for she groaned, and said, " Oh ! that she had been spared !*" Several people were examined. Two wit- nesses proved they had seen her walking with Tom Giles, after twilight, on the preceding evening, and heard their voices raised as if in angry discourse. Giles was then examined, and acknowledged having walked towards Ford's mill with Alice, 254f GERALDINE MORTON. but he did not remember any angry words having passed between them : he had remarked, the deceased had appeared in a very unhappy state of mind. This was said in a firm tone and with a careless air. The coroner then asked if he had often lately walked in the evenings with Alice Grey. *' Sometimes," was the short, abrupt reply. To the question, if at one time he had not been engaged to be married to the girl, he replied, " Not that he knew of ; but it seemed some people knew better what he was doing, or he intended to do, than he did himself." He looked on with an air of apparent indif- ference while the other witnesses were examined, occasionally eyeing the pale livid remains of that beautiful girl with the greatest unconcern. I never felt so utterly provoked by any human being in all my life. I fear I was uncharitable enough to vyish he might be apprehended for the murder; but my kind wishes were not des- tined to be gratified. Nothing further appeared GERALDINE MORTON. 255 to criminate him : no marks of violence were discovered on the body ; so that after an hour's deliberation the jury returned the unsatis- factory verdict of " Accidental death by drown- ing." I found afterwards I was not the only per- son who suspected Tom Giles of knowing more about the matter than he acknowledged : there was a very strong feeling against him ; for, besides being a most profligate man and notorious drunkard, his manners were so proud and overbearing as to excite universal dislike. A few days after this tragic event, he mar- ried a rich farmer's daughter, and he brought her home to his mother's cottage on the very day when the remains of Alice Grey were in- terred. The melancholy procession passed by his garden-gate at the moment he and his wife were entering the house. Some said that he turned pale at the sight ; others declared they heard him laugh and tell his bride, " There goes a heart I broke for you.*" 256 GERALDINE MORTON. The old dame attended the funeral of the last, the loveliest, the youngest, of her nume- rous descendants, and she returned alone to her solitary cottage on the green. My dear bro- ther tried to prevail on her to come to the Vicarage, and Matilda and I joined our en- treaties U> his, but they were of no avail ; she said she was perfectly content, and should be more cheerful and at ease among her own bees and flowers, and she was resolved to be a burden to no one during the remainder of her days in this world. I, however, insisted on sending a nice little girl, an orphan, for whom I felt much interest, to live with her, and to this, after some difficulty, she consented. A short time after this, she received a letter from poor George, which was calculated to make any one happy, who felt any interest for him. The tone of it was not only resigned but cheerful. He gave a lively description of all he saw and had read during the leisure months of the voyage; he observed how many people GERALDINE MORTON. 257 were going to that very place for mere pleasure or curiosity — many who were tired of the old world and hoped to find happiness in that new country. He concluded by desiring his affec- tionate love to Alice, who he supposed was now married ; his ardent prayer was, that her life might be happy with the man she prefer- red, and that Giles might love her with an affection as strong and enduring as that which he had felt for her. Alas ! this kind message arrived too late ; Alice could no longer hear these touching words of peace and forgiveness from the man whom she had so deeply injured. 258 GERALDINE MORTON. CHAPTER XV. Hence, viper thoughts, that coil around my mind — Reality's dark dream ! I turn from you, and listen to the wind, Which long has raved unnoticed. Coleridge. When Vere had announced his intention of returning, with all possible speed, to fulfil his engagement with Matilda, he was perfectly sincere. He fully intended to hasten home to marry her, who, alas ! was no longer the dearest object of his love : he had struggled hard with passion, and he had strenuously endeavoured to banish Geraldine's fascinating image from his heart. To think of Matilda — to remember all her real worth — to rekindle the dying spark of first love in his fickle bosom, was now his GERALDINE MORTON. 259 sole endeavour ; for to marry Matilda, when his best affections were engrossed by another, was an injustice to her, the idea of which was insupportable. Yet how could he, so proud, so sensitive, ever submit to confess he was changed ? It was impossible. These reflections, and the severe conflict he endured, drove him into a state bordering on madness. It was fortunate Lord Henry Leslie had, as he himself observed, spirits enough for two : he enjoyed everything : if the wind blew fresh, and the swelling canvass threatened to bear down the light yacht into the yawning waves of a tempestuous ocean, he was in de- light at the excitement of danger and diffi- culty ; or, if they were becalmed near the sloping shore of some beautiful Greek island, he would equally enjoy the enchanting serenity of the scene. He would sit for hours gazing on the earth and sky, talking to his friend, laugh- ing at his own jokes, and listening to his own song. 260 GERALDINE MORTON. Vere, though sadly inattentive to his com- panion's rattling discourse, was not insensible to the beautiful scenes through which they passed. Whenever he beheld a prospect of peculiar enchantment, when the brilliant rays of the evening sun illuminated the lonely shore of some green island, casting a mellow tint on the groves of dark orange and cypress trees, gilding the white villas and tall cupolas with a hue of softness and repose, he would gaze and admire, and ask himself the sad ques- tion — Was there no more joy for him in so fair a world? where all breathed peace, was he alone doomed to eternal misery ? Did not the same sun cast a gladdening ray on him, as well as on those peasants returning from their day of toil ? and whose handsome countenances betokened perfect happiness— and those beauti- ful Greek girls, tripping along with baskets of clustering grapes on their slender arms, sing- ing snatches of some air, wild and beautiful as GERALDINE MORTON. 261 the mountains from whence they come. Oh ! how like Geraldine, in their light step and graceful turn of their small heads ! But could nought but Geraldine in this teeming world afford happiness? Where were those visions of fame which once floated so enchantingly before his eager gaze ? Was he become in- different to the applause of men ? The reader may ask — Does the idea of being his country'^s support and idol no longer charm ? Are all the mighty energies of a mind formed to lead, to rule, to command, for ever gone ? It is but too true ; all other hopes, wishes, and feelings, were extinguished by love. There were moments when he would rebel at the stern decrees of fate ; others, when, for- getting the innumerable obstacles in his path, he would fancy Geraldine loved him, and proudly say, " She shall be mine. Why should the happiness of two people be sacrificed to prejudice?" They were born for each 262 GERALDINE MORTON. Other; every feeling, every idea harmonised. No being in the wide world could enter into the delicate shades of his character but Geraldine. As he left England before her approaching marriage was announced, he never once con- templated the possibility of that event having taken place; and sometimes he hoped tiiat something, he knew not what, would occur to prevent his own marriage with Matilda. That Geraldine loved him was a blissful idea, which, like a beautiful rainbow, illumined his clouded thoughts ; and accompanied by her beloved image, he would mount far above the world and all its cares and vexations, climbing with rapturous tread that bow of hope — that bow so vivid with harmonious colouring, which leads indeed to heaven ; but which, like other hopes — bright but deceitful emblems — conduct those who follow its brilliant track to earth again. Visions of joy are pleasant, even though we know they never can be realized ; and amid the consciousness that we are suffering our GERALDINE MORTON. 26S imagination to stray to the confines of Para- dise, only to be driven by the flaming sword of disappointment far back into the wilderness of earthly realities. But this indulgence is fatal; for the longer we allow our thoughts to hover in those forbidden regions, the more our inevitable destiny becomes intolerable, and our enchanting dreams are at last followed by utter despair. Thus it was with Vere : after each airy flight of hope the abyss of misery which awaited him appeared more dark and gloomy; and at the end of three months he was farther than ever from the object for which he had made that long voyage, and he felt it was im- possible to return. But what excuse could he give for not fulfilling his engagement? Thousands of plans were devised and rejected, till in utter despair he would long to cast himself into the sea to end his wretched ex- istence — to drown thought, that demon from which he could not fly. 264 GERALDINE MORTON. He reached Constantinople, and there found a letter from Matilda. It was written with all the simple, the pure affection, the humble, confiding love, of her nature. Its artless ex- pression of deep feeling, springing from a heart wholly engrossed by a first and ardent love, was far more touching than lines of eloquence traced by the pen of genius but where the spirit of love is wanting ; for Matilda, after her God, lived but for Vere alone. No study — none of the varied pursuits of modern educa- cation, could dispel the one idea from her mind. No ambition — no desire of excellence in any one pursuit disturbed his loved image from her heart. Vere was convinced of this ; he saw he was everything to her ; he felt that even Geraldine, with all her powerful feelings and brilliant qualities, would never love with the same con- fiding tenderness, the same womanly adoration. No ! Geraldine was a being of higher order ; so immeasurably superior, he was sure she could GERALDINE MORTON. 265 never find an object worthy of engrossing the whole energies of her exalted mind ; one that could wake into life the hitherto dormant passion of that enthusiastic nature, still less could she ever love him. Thus it is, that real love creates such diffidence, and invests the ob- ject of its adoration with such immense su- periority ; divesting self of every merit, it clothes the beloved one with redoubled splen- dour, and in the excess of fond idolatry raises it far above its own attainment. Vere dwelt with pleasure on Matilda's letter ; again and again he perused it, till by degrees he became more contented with his lot. Few are insensible to the pleasure of being loved — of knowing that in this wide world they are the first, the only thought — all the world to one fond breast. It flatters that vanity which unsuccessful love has wounded, and soothes a heart seared by disappointment. Lord Henry Leslie, at last, consented to sail homewards ; to please his friend, he gave up VOL. I. N 266 GERALDINE MORTON. the tour which he had intended to have made in Palestine ; for, under a rough exterior, he possessed a feeling heart, and he could not endure the idea of abandoning his friend at a moment when he saw all was not right. He strongly suspected Yere had more cause for sorrow than he chose to acknowledge. GERALDINE MORTON. 267 CHAPTER XVI. Sweet, music, cease ! Bright eyes, all beaming With light, that makes me mad, — ah, close ! Give back my colder, calmer dreaming, — Give back my dull, dark, old repose. Barry Cornw^all. In the month of September, Vere and his friend sailed from Constantinople with a breeze which promised to waft them quickly to Eng- land. This breeze, like most favourable gales, was not of long continuance — a storm from the north drove them far from their course towards the coast of Africa. The sea raged with such fury that every instant they expected the frail yacht would be ingulphed in the deep. The wind increased towards evening, and at night it blew so violently, that they all gave them- n2 ^68 GERALDINE MORTON. selves up for lost ; particularly as they had been driven so far out of their course that they knew nothing of the rocks, sands, or other dangers which might surround them. Occasional flashes of forked lightning disclosed the horrors of the scene, and rendered the surrounding dark- ness more terrific. During one flash, more vivid and of longer duration than the rest, they fancied a rock or land was near. All hands were then employed in endeavour- ing to change the course and avert the threat- ened danger. They strove with the desperate energy of despair, but death seemed inevitable : the lightning, which was incessant, showed distinctly a gigantic mass of rock ahead. All efforts seemed unavailing; the tremendous waves carried the vessel nearer and nearer the dreaded spot. There is something in the sure, the inevi- table approach of death, which completely changes the whole tenor of our feelings, and love, the most powerful of all, shrinks with GERALDINE MORTON. 269 dismay from the stern aspect of the destroyer. We feel, while on the verge of eternity — and who is so hardened as not at such a moment to look beyond the grave ? — how utterly value- less are all the objects of our dearest earthly wishes ; even those for which we would have parted with life itself. This was the first moment Vere felt he had acted wrong. There was within his heart a principle even stronger than love ; and that death he had so often invoked, now that it seemed inevitable, startled and dismayed his unprepared mind. But this was no time for regret or reproach, — throwing himself on his knees, he asked for pardon. The next instant a tremendous crash was heard — the vessel struck, and all were buried in the waves. What followed, Vere never knew. When consciousness returned, he found himself on a narrow bed in a low hut. The light of day penetrated but feebly through a small high window, and discovered the figure of an old ^0 GERALDINE MORTON. woman, with dark features and turbaned head. She was sitting crouching down near the fire, stirring the contents of a pot on the burning embers. In vain he spoke, in vain he inquired how long he had been there — what had become of his companions ? the old hag only answered by a grim smile, and made him a sign to sleep again. He had only a confused recollection of what followed ; whether he was really ill, or whether for some strange purpose the woman dosed him with narcotics, he could not determine. For some time he was not sufficiently recovered to leave his bed, and during this time he reflected deeply on all his past life. He remembered what a dreadful impression the prospect of inevitable death had made upon his mind; he felt that his life, his existence hitherto, if not sinful, had been both useless and selfish. Everything now conspired to afford him time and repose for the indul- gence of these salutary thoughts. He had no books nor anything to divert his attention. GERALDINE MORTON. £71 The old woman and a young boy were the only human beings he had seen since the shipwreck ; he understood nothing of their lan- guage, so was he never molested by their con- versation. The sky was all he saw through the narrow high window ; and as no light ever appeared when the door was open, he sup- posed that the room in which he lay was ap- proached through some dark cave or passage. After a few days, a stranger entered the room, whom he heard the woman call Abdalla, and who examined Vere attentively. His aspect was most unprepossessing ; and the small piercing eye, almost concealed by a heavy black brow, could only be discovered by the sort of ma- licious twinkle and fiery spark it occasionally emitted. Vere, who had at first hoped the stranger might understand his complaints, and assist his endeavours to break from his sleepy prison, soon became convinced he had nothing to hope for in that quarter. In vain did Vere in the 272 GERALD INE MORTON. lingua franca endeavour to appeal to his gene- rosity, and promised a large ransom should be paid if he would allow him to proceed unmo- lested on his journey : the man either could not or would not comprehend his meaning. He made Vere rise from his bed, who, however, was so much weakened that he could scarcely stand. On seeing this, a violent al- tercation arose between the man and woman. She tried to make Vere walk across the room, as if to give the stranger a proof of his agility. Vere, who was most anxious to leave his prison, exerted all his energies, and succeeded in con- vincing Abdalla of his strength : Abdalla then took from beneath the folds of his dress a purse, and throwing it on the ground, led Vere out of the room. They traversed a long sort of cave, the narrow mouth of which commanded one of the most lovely views he had ever beheld. It was near the summit of a high mountain, and they slowly GERALDINE MORTON. 213 descended a narrow steep path, which occa- sionally wound through dark ravines, where the high rocks rose to a gigantic height on each side. Sometimes by the side of a rushing torrent, then emerging again to the mountain's side, the eye ranged over avast tract of country, beautifully diversified by woods, mountains, and distant towns, where the white mosques, with their picturesque minarets, appeared amid groves of palms and pomegranate trees ; and nearer, innumerable villas, with their ter- raced roofs, fountains, porticos, and luxurious gardens. All these beauties were illumined by the bright morning sun ; and they stood out in strong relief, clearly defined in that bright southern atmosphere, which gives such dis- tinctness even to the most remote objects : in the far distance the sparkling sea bounded the horizon with a zone of silver. Vere sighed at the sight, for it brought to his recollection his n5 . 274f GERALDINE MORTON. lost companions, over whom, perhaps, that same tranquil sea had for ever closed. Before he had nearly reached the plain, he became totally unable to walk farther, and sank exhausted on the ground. Abdalla tried every means, even blows, to make him advance, but in vain. Vere hoped he would get out of patience and abandon him to his fate ; a thought which, miserable as he was, filled him with delight. But Abdalla had no such intention ; he quickly sat down on his crossed-legs, took out his pipe and tinder- box, and commenced smoking. When he con- sidered Vere sufficiently recovered to resume the journey, he proceeded to deal sundry blows on the tired frame of his captive ; still, how- ever, without the desired effect of making him move. He then took a rope from under his tunic, and having tied Vere's hands firmly together, and fastened him by the waist to a tree, with a countenance of furious anger, left him. GERALDINE MORTON. 275 Two hours elapsed before any human being approached ; though in the village beneath Vere could see white turbans and flowing robes, which indicated a large Moorish population. Sometimes the graceful forms of women ap- peared among the shrubs and flowers of the lovely gardens. At last the sound of footsteps were heard, and soon, winding up the steep rocky path, a cavalcade was seen advancing. It consisted of three females, riding on mules, attended by their slaves. As the place was lonely, they had partly thrown aside their veils, and Vere saw their pretty cheerful faces, and heard the sound of their merry voices and hearty laugh long before they perceived him. When they did so, two of them hastily resumed their veils; but the third, who was far younger, and more beautiful than the others, seemed either reluc- tant to conceal her charms, or anxious to take a more clear view of Vere, and did not draw 276 GERALDINE MORTON. her veil over her face till she was close to the tree to which he was bound. Vere, by this means, had time to see the blood mount to her brown cheek, and to wit- ness the beautiful and varied expression of her large eyes before they were cast to the ground ; then, as if ashamed at having so far outstripped the bounds of eastern modesty, she turned hasti- ly towards her companions, drew down her veil, and spoke some words in a tone of exquisite gentleness, but with the air and manner of one accustomed to command. Two slaves then unbound Vere, who tried by gestures to testify his gratitude to the lovely young creature. She was then proceeding up the path, when, as if remembering something, she turned quickly round, and asked him in the lingua franca if he was not a stranger in the country. Vere detailed his adveritures, to which, he thought, she listened with much in- terest, if he might judge by the deep, earnest GERALDINE MORTON. 277 expression of one eye, which her veil did not conceal, and from the pensive and graceful manner in which she leaned her head on her delicate hand. Long after Vere had finish- ed, she remained in the same attitude, which, at once voluptuous and modest, can only be seen in those countries where women, un- fettered by the restraints imposed by fashion on their movements, can give way to the na- tural grace of beauty and ease. Her companions, who did not seem to enjoy so much the interruption to their excursion, said some words, which caused her to start ; she replied to them, and a sort of dispute fol- lowed, which Vere did not understand ; but he judged from their gestures that he was the subject of debate. This time, however, the lady seemed obliged to submit to the advice or wishes of her attend- ants. She cast one last look at Vere, and its tearful melancholy expression was a sad con- 278 GERALDINE MORTON. trast to the merry smiles which had beamed in her countenance a few minutes before: the cavalcade then proceeded up the mountain and he was left alone. Vere was utterly at a loss what course to pursue. He felt that his strength was scarcely equal to reach the village, and as it was proba- ble that Abdalla had gone there, he thought it would not be prudent to bend his steps in that direction. His first object, however, should be to hasten away from the place where he now was, lest Abdalla should return ; but this was not an easy undertaking, for the path was bounded by a high wall of rock on one side, and a steep precipice of immense depth on the other. Whilst he was considering what measures to adopt, and examining the precipice to try and discern some fissure in the rocks, wTiere he might at least find temporary concealment, he saw his captor approaching with two other men, GERALDINE MORTON. 279 bearing between them a sort of litter. To fly would now be useless, to elude them impossi- ble, and he therefore resolved to submit quiet- ly to his fate. Abdalla looked with surprise at the broken ropes, but did not inflict that punishment which Vere had expected. They then placed him in the litter, and proceeded down the path. In about an hour they reach- ed the village beneath, and entered a low and mean-looking dwelling : around a square open court were several dark-looking rooms or rather cells, into one of which Vere was taken, deposited on some straw, and chained to the ground. There was no window in this dreary abode, and but a faint ray of light found its way through the broken door by which he had entered. Vere felt, however, it would not be for the interest of his captor to keep him long in this wretched place, and determined not to give way to despondency. For some days he saw 280 GERALDINE MORTON. nothing of Abdalla ; his meals — that is, a plate of rice and dates, and some water — were brought twice a day by a young boy ; and Vere, who felt his health and strength were fast returning, began to get heartily tired of his confinement. One morning Abdalla again appeared, and with him an old man, richly attired in flowing robes of flowered silk, and wearing in his leathern girdle a dagger, whose golden hilt was inlaid with precious stones. Abdalla watched, with much anxiety, the impression produced by Vere's appearance on the simple and bene- volent features of the old man. He seemed satisfied with the result, and stood with his arms folded in the determined cunning air of one who is sure of his man, and resolved to make the most of the fancies and caprice of another. The stranger said something — Abdalla shook his head, — again the old man spoke; but each GERALDINE MORTON. 281 time Abdalla shook his head ; and by the in- creased twinkle of his eye, Vere dreaded lest his exorbitancy might disgust the old man, and prevent the bargain he was making. At last something was said which seemed to give satisfaction to both : the strancrer drew out his purse, and Vere's chains were removed. Two black slaves then appeared, who led Vere between them out of the house, and through the village to a villa, about a mile distant. They entered its beautiful porticos and passed through two courts, or rather gar- dens, full of flowers, to which the fountains playing in the centre, and the ornamental buildings around, gave an air of eastern gran- deur which enchanted Vere. This enchantment was not, however, doom- ed to be of long duration ; for they took him into a small room in the third court, placed and firmly riveted a heavy chain round both his ancles, and conducted him into a large 282 GERALDINE MORTON. room, which, from its appearance, and the kid that was roasting by a large fire, Vere supposed was the kitchen. Several unveiled women were employed in kneading cakes, grinding corn in a small hand- mill, and squeezing lemon-juice into butter and honey. They all suspended these occu- pations for a moment to gaze at Vere. The oldest among them was attired in a magnificent dress : jewels in great profusion appeared on different parts of her person, which once might have been handsome before it yielded to the influence of time ; but now the bracelets, anklets, and necklaces, hung as if encumbering the form they could no longer adorn. A large ruby, set in diamonds, was suspended from her sharp aquiline nose, and ponderous drops of the same form weighed down her ears. After regarding Vere with much attention, she turned him several times round, and ex- GERALDINE MORTON. 283 amined his shoulders and arms with the eye and touch of one accustomed to pass judg- ment upon the muscular strength of the hu- man form. She then gave some orders to the black slaves, who took Vere through a large garden into a field ; and after making him un- derstand, by signs, that he was to dig some ground to which they pointed, they left him and went away. The place was surrounded by a high wall, and Vere, seeing there was no chance of escape, submitted quietly to his fate, and commenced his task. After sunset one of the slaves re- turned, and conducted him to a small room adjoining the kitchen, and fastening one end of his heavy chain to a groove in the wall, left him to enjoy as much repose as a heap of straw would afford. Vere had tasted nothing since the morning ; and after the fatigues he had endured, the cravings of hunger, still further increased by 284f GERALDINE MORTON. savoury fumes which came from the kitchen, became very painful : tired as he was, it was impossible to sleep ; and he therefore endea- voured, by making a noise with his chains, to excite attention, but all in vain. It was now quite dark; and at last, the stillness which reigned in the house made him begin to fear that all the family had retired to rest. Soon a strain of lovely music broke upon his ear, and roused him from the uncomfortable sleep into which he was at length sinking. It seemed to proceed from a room over head, and from some instrument like a lute or guitar, accompanied by a woman's voice. The air was wild and melancholy, and the effect it produced on such an enthusiastic admirer of music as Vere, was most pleasing. The voice, too, recalled Geral- dine's forcibly to his mind. There was in it the same originality of tone and depth of feeling which quite enchanted, and caused him to forget all his miseries, his heavy chains, hard bed, starvation, and slavery. GERALDINE MORTON. 285 ' After it was ended, Vere listened, and the echo lingered upon his mind with that pleas- ing impression which so often survives long after the sweet sounds which have caused it have died away. In hopes of causing the strains to break forth again, he sang a beau- tiful Sicilian air : some time elapsed, but at last the voice, like a true nightingale, respon- ed. It was tremulous, and the singer seemed scarcely able to finish. The words of this song were in the lingua franca. Hope dawned into his mind at the sound ; and delighted at the prospect of ex- citing sympathy, he tried to put in verse the history of his misfortunes. Before he had finished, a noise was heard above as of many footsteps : then all was silent ; and Vere was obliged again to compose himself to sleep, and his dreams were a strange compound of lovely music, roasted kids, kneaded cakes, clanking chains, earrings, and jet black eyes. 286 GERALDINE MORTON. In the morning he was awoke by one of the slaves, who brought him a most welcome barley- cake, and then forced him to resume in the field the digging operation of the preceding day. Towards evening he fancied he heard at a distance the tones of a lute ; the spade was soon abandoned, and he went towards the garden whence the sounds proceeded : as he approached they became more distinct. It was the same lovely voice which had before so en- chanted him, and, how strange ! what he now heard was his own Sicilian air of the previous night. Her quick ear must have caught it from him, as it was not likely the soft airs of Sicily should have reached a girl in a remote village of Barbary. Vere endeavoured to open the garden gate, but found it had been locked by the black slave. He examined the wall, to see if there was any possibility of scaling it. It was high, and his chain was a sad drawback to such an GERALDINE MORTON. ^87 attempt, — besides, where would be the use ? Was he sure of finding a friend in the fair unknown ? Would her heart prove as kind as her voice was soft and melodious ? There was, however, an air of romance in all this whole scene, which, to an ardent imagina- tion like Vere's, was highly attractive. He had often thought of that lovely girl who had a week before taken compassion on his fettered state, and there was something in the songstress** voice which recalled her image most forcibly to his mind. I fear it must be confessed he was more disappointed at finding the door locked and the wall unscalable than Matilda would have wished. The song ceased, and Vere taking up the first wild air she had so beautifully warbled, adapted some words to it in lingua franca, ex- pressing his admiration of her talent, and his wish to see her. I cannot but condemn this thoughtlessness which prompted Vere to utter S88 GERALDINE MORTON. such a wish in a country where he well knew no woman could be seen except by her husband or brother ; but his curiosity was so much excited as to make him forget and disregard every prudent consideration. This time it was not destined to be gratified : he heard the sound of several voices, as if in violent altercation ; but no more melodious strains reached his ear. Night came, and with it the black slave. The moon was just rising as he passed through the garden, and by its beams he saw two white figures gliding among a grove of palm-trees. He was moving towards them, when the slave, with some sharp blows, brought him back to reason and the right path. That night he for- tunately got some supper, and his sleep was interfered with by no musical sounds ; but the black eves and brown cheek haunted his dreams. The next morning, in again crossing the GERALDINE MORTON. 289 garden, he saw at a distance several veiled forms, and recognised in the tallest the old jewelled woman he had seen in the kitchen. He determined this time to approach them in spite of the slave ; for he was anxious at least to en- deavour to make some friends, as he had been much disappointed at not again seeing the be- nevolent-looking old man, who he supposed was the master of the house, and from whose kind- ness he had hoped to gain his freedom. He ran so fast towards the women that the slave could not overtake him : but, instead of wait- ing for his approach, they all fled away as fast as their legs could carry them, and were soon lost among the thick grove of orange-trees. How strange and provoking that he should be thus kept from all communication with any who could understand him. However, there was no use in repining; and he resumed his spade, of which not having made so much use yesterday as the slave had wished, he received VOL. I. o 290 GERALDINE MORTON. several severe blows for his idleness. I think this punishment was of some use to remind Vere that he should not lose his time, or waste his thoughts on singing damsels : be- sides, he was much disappointed at not seeing among the women any form at all like that of the black houri of his dreams ; and he wisely tried to persuade himself that it did not follow that a beautiful voice must necessarily belong to a fair face ; and that, after aU, the singer might be as ugly as one of the ladies he had seen in the kitchen. All these reflections were very satisfactory in dispelling his romantic dream, as long as he did not hear the magic sounds, which was the case for many days. But then he began to get heartily tired of his monotonous and laborious life, and longed for any adventure which might amuse or interest his restless mind. One evening, as the sun was sinking behind G£&ALI>iX£ MORTON. 291 the moontaiiis, be again heard the Sicilian air ; but it was so faint that he thought the sound ooold not come from the garden: again he sang, and again he was responded to; but when the son set and the short twilight ended, the mdodioQs tones entirrij ceased. The next evening, about the same hour, the music commenced, and this time it was nearer than ever, and seemed to come from a sort ci paTilion at one end of the high walL Vere had often remarked this beautiful little building of Moorish ardiitecture, which, from being more decorated, and diffloing &om the adjoining TiHa, he fancied was the remains of some ancient palace. It was fike a large orial window ; and the high dome and graceful taper- ing pinnacle were supported by twdve beauti> f uIIt carved serpentine pillars of red marble, the lower part, which projected far bejond the wall, tapered downwards in the same shape as ^2 GERALDINE MORTON. the dome; it was of white marble, and orna- mented with arabesques. Vere could see that the ceiling was richly decorated with a profusion of ornaments upon a ground of gold. He approached as softly as his heavy chains would permit ; but in spite of all his care they made so much noise that he feared it would scare away the lovely singer ; for that she was lovely he had now quite made up his mind. He could see a white veiled head through the balustrades of the pavilion, and, to his delight, the clanking chains did not cause the music to cease : on the contrary, the songstress proceeded in a more wild and lovely strain than ever. This time Vere prudently determined not to sing, lest her attendants should again be angry, as he fancied they were before. His forbear- ance was rewarded, for she continued to sing till it was quite dark : however, he had seen nothing more than her flowing veil ; and at GERALDINE MORTON. 293 last the slave came and forced him to his lonely cell. That night a beautiful dream, and of which Geraldine was the heroine, came to embellish his slumbers. She visited his prison attired in a Moorish dress. The tresses of her long hair, plaited and interwoven with pearls, hung down to her feet. With a bashful, yet tender look, she stooped and unfastened the chains from his feet; then he entered with her into an ivory car, drawn by some of those beautiful imaginary birds that he had read of in Eastern romances, and the vivid and gorgeous colours of whose plumage he had so much admired. They sang some old favourite songs, while passing through lovely scenery, and the voices of their conducting birds joined in a sort of silvery accompaniment. They then crossed over the smooth surface of a lake and reached a small island. The birds were all transformed into Moorish girls, 294f GERALDINE MORTON. lovely, and dark-eyed, as the one he had seen on the mountain — and then voices and music came like that wild melody the mysterious stranger had first warbled. They gathered a wreath of flowers more lovely than any he had ever seen, and he placed it on Geraldine's head : she smiled on him, as she had done that last happy — miserable day they met at the duke'*s breakfast, and she suf- fered him to kiss her fair brow and clasp her in his arms. Suddenly, with a tremendous sound, all the lovely scene vanished ; — all was dark, and in vain he grasped at the fair image, who had returned his embrace with passionate ardour. The heavy chains drew him away, and in the effort he awoke. The black slave and barley- cake painfully reminded him where he was. All that day the enchanting idea that Geraldine loved him ho- vered over his mind, like a continuation of that blissful dream — indeed there was so much in GERALDINE MORTON. 295 the glowing and voluptuous climate which harmonised more perfectly with Geraldine's image than Matilda's, that I cannot wonder, amid these beautiful ruins of ancient refine- ment, and where he heard the tones of a voice so like hers, that he thought more of her than he wished. In the evening the music was again heard, and two figures were seen moving within the balustrades of the pavilion ; soon, however, one of them went away, and Vere again began to sing some words he had composed during the monotonous hours of the day, in which he again expressed his wish to see the songstress. There was no answer; but he fancied the white figure above trembled. In a few minutes her hand was raised and extended over the balcony, and a bunch of beautiful flowers fell at his feet. Concealed within he found a paper, on which were written these words in lingua franca. " You have twice expressed a wish to see 296 GERALDINE MORTON. me ; — know you not that death would be the consequence if we were discovered ? I care not for this, if you are equally courageous. — To- morrow evening, when you see a white hand- kerchief tied to the red pillars of this build- ing, you will find the garden-door unlocked ; follow a narrow path to the left through the orange-grove, pass under the vaulted ruins of the old palace till you come to a small stair- case, which will conduct you here.^ZuLiMA." All this seemed very romantic, and delight- ful ; but Vere sometimes feared the adventure was assuming too real a character ; however, it would appear like cowardice if he did not obey : besides, his curiosity was not only excited by the lady, but he longed to see the interior of that beautiful little building. He was ex- tremely fond of antiquities, and the passing through the ruins of an ancient Moorish palace was in itself a sufficient inducement to make him venture. GERALDINE MORTON. 297 He scarcely slept that night, and on the morrow so little work was done, that he anti- cipated some more heavy blows from the black task-master Hassan. As the day advanced, his agitation became most violent ; it seemed as if evening would never come. At last, the sinking sun shone through the slender serpentine pillars of the pavilion, and the general shadow cast by that beautiful airy building extended far across the green field. Soon, like a golden ball, the declining orb was seen through the carved balustrade, and the pinnacled dome and whole outline of the building were darkly portrayed on the shining perpendicular rocks of the neighbouring mountain. Vere looked in expectation of the signal till his eyes were nearly dazzled, and then turning them for relief towards the mountain, he ad- mired the graceful shadow of the edifice. Soon the fairy lines were broken by some intercept- ing object ; — the reflection of a figure appeared. GERALDINE MORTON. He turned, and saw a white handkerchief wav- ing in the evening breeze. The garden-gate was unlocked ; he passed through the dark orange-grove along the narrow path, and came to the Moorish ruins : here he paused, so en- chanted with the scene that he almost forgot the Zulima who was waiting above ; courts, fountains, mosaic pavements, porticos of seve- ral stories in height, the pillars of which were of different coloured marble, all appeared be- fore his delighted eye in such rich profusion, he scarcely knew which to admire most. He doubted whether the far-famed Alhambra could be more beautiful than this : but before he had half enjoyed the lovely scene, the notes of a guitar reminded him of the winding stair- case. He passed through the vaulted chambers as he had been directed ; and after groping about among fallen columns, grotesque work,' and broken capitals, in comparative darkness, he GERALDINE MORTON. 299 came to where a ray of brilliant light streamed down through the staircase; — he mounted, and after winding round several times, entered a narrow, roofless passage, the walls of which were covered with beautifully painted ara- besques. At the end of this was the pavilion, and he beheld the veiled figure seated on a low otto- man of rich flowered silk, with a guitar in her hand ; another instant, and he was within the fairy building, and close to the mysterious ob- ject who had so powerfully excited and in- flamed his imagination. Here I must leave him to the enjoyment of her society and return to other climes, having perhaps lingered too long in those lands of ancient romance and modern barbarism. VOL. I. 06 300 GERALDINE MORTON. CHAPTER XVII. Oh, thou wild Fancy, check thy wing ! no more Those thin white flakes, those purple clouds, explore. Coleridge. The following winter at Rome was unusu- ally gay. The Castlefords, Lady Julia Mor- ton, and a host of English visiters, added the charm of their society to the attractions of that favoured city. Geraldine was in appearance the gayest of all ; she had full scope for the display of her extraordinary talents. Those who heard her sing and recite verses aW iui- provviso could hardly be convinced that she was not a daughter of the land ; and it seemed im- possible the pencil of any but an Italian could so rival Raphael, Titian, and Correggio. Lord Castleford was, if possible, a more GERALDINE MORTON. 301 devoted and adoring husband than he had been a lover, and Lady Julia sometimes wrote, exulting triumphantly over my fears and evil presentiments about the domestic happiness of her children. Their mutual affection was uni- versally observed ; and the Italians said, " it was only Geraldine's great love for her hus- band which made them believe she was Eng- lish." The delightful climate had quite restored her health; and as she and Lord Castlefordwere both such enthusiastic admirers of scenery, an- tiquities, and painting ; and could so well enjoy all the innumerable mental feasts which Italy affords, they resolved to spend the summer near Naples, where they proposed to remove after the Holy Week. Everything was arranged, and they were to start on the morrow ; when Lord Castleford received a letter from his aunt, Lady Diana Lisle, informing him of the serious illness of his only sister. She had been suffering for some time, but no imme- VOL. I. P 202 GERALDINE MORTON. diate danger had been apprehended, and she now expressed an ardent wish to see him before she died. Poor Lord Castleford, who loved his beau- tiful and only sister with more than a brother's affection, was in a state of distraction at this melancholy intelligence. What was to be done ? He did not like to carry Geraldine off and travel night and day that he might reach England in time, though she kindly offered to do so ; and yet what misery to part with his adored wife ! He was compelled, however painful the alternative, to decide on the latter course, as Lady Julia was strongly averse to her daughter undergoing the fatigue of such a rapid journey. With many tears and mutual promises of thinking, &c. incessantly of each other, and those sort of things which people in" such in- teresting circumstances usually do, they sepa- rated. Lord Castleford started for England; and his young wife, who really felt sincere grief GERALDINE MORTON. 303 at this first parting from a husband she loved more and more every day, and who had begun to imagine that her constant efforts had been successful and that she was now quite in love, was confirmed in the idea by the sorrow and pain this separation caused. On that day a letter from Matilda arrived ; but Geraldine's anxiety and grief at her hus- band's departure prevented her reading it. In the evening, however, when tired of crying, she began to seek for something to divert her thoughts, and she opened the letter. It was but ill calculated to raise her spirits, being written in a tone of deep despondence : no in- telligence had come from Vere, and hope was almost extinguished in poor Matilda'*s breast. Geraldine, who since her marriage had main- tained a strict guard on her thoughts, never allowed her usually ungovernable imagination to wander for an instant towards Vere. This plan had so far succeeded in extinguishing her love, that she now contemplated his probable death p 2 304 GERALDINE MORTON. with comparatively slight emotion, and thought of him without that overwhelming sorrow such intelligence would once have occasioned. All the regret she felt was on Matilda's account. I must here express my conviction that Geral- dine would not have succeeded in banishing so soon from her heart every trace of what she afterwards confessed to me had been so vio- lent a passion, had not her endeavours been assisted by the persuasion that Vere loved her not. This idea assisted her in gaining the victory over a heart whose feelings were too powerful to be vanquished by principle alone, and pride infused energy sufficient to restrain the rovings of an imagination which nature and habitual indulgence had rendered so un- governable. How seldom do we know all the secret mo- tives of our own hearts, or how many minor wheels are ever at work invisibly and insen- sibly, occasioning the main spring of all our actions to change its course ! But that spring GERALDINE MORTON. 305 never stops : our characters alter as we ad- vance in life — we become either better or worse. Yet, often years pass by, and we travel far before we discover the cause which first directed our steps in the broad road of sin, or up the steep narrow path of virtue. Geraldine thought that friendship for Ma- tilda—for Castleford, was the sole motive which had prompted her conduct for the last six months : she was both surprised and gratified at her own success, and was therefore happy. On the following day Geraldine and her mother started for Naples. Lord Castleford had cautioned them to take guards at Terracina, many travellers having been plundered that winter by the banditti. Geraldine laughed at his fears, but promised to do as he wished. When they arrived there, they found all the guards had gone that morning with the car- riages that had preceded them on the road, and were not yet returned. Everybody knows the inn at Terracina is not an inviting one: 306 GERALDINE MORTON. moreover, Geraldine had set her heart upon sleeping at her dear beautiful Mola di Gaeta ; and whatever she had set her heart upon she was sure to do. The innkeeper at the former place tried in vain to impress on their minds the madness of proceeding at a late hour without guards, and at first refused to risk his horses and drivers. It was only the preceding week, he said, that one post-boy had been wounded and ano- ther murdered by the banditti, and the horses carried off. This sounded rather awful, and Lady Julia began to tremble ; but, accustomed to obey her daughter in everything, she allow- ed her now to settle the matter with the inn- keeper : horses were brought, and they continu- ed their journey. About an hour after they had left .Terracina > and were slowly ascending, they heard shots fired at a distance. Lady Julia and all the rest of the party, except Geraldine, were for returning at once to Terracina ; indeed, there GERALDINE MORTON. 307 was no choice, for the post-boys refused to advance a step further. The carriage accord- ingly was turned and proceeded down the hill at a rapid pace; when suddenly a party of men rushed from behind a rock, seized the horses' bridles, and holding their pistols to the drivers' heads, obliged them again to turn about and proceed up the mountain. Lady Julia fainted ; and poor Geraldine re- proached herself most bitterly for having so foolishly risked all their lives. But she was not like most courageous young ladies, who, when the moment of real danger arrives, lose all pre- sence of mind. While she administered sal- volatile and other restoratives to her mother, she was resolving in her mind what course to pursue at this difficult juncture; for she had no idea of being taken and perhaps murdered by the ruffians without exerting her powerful energies to save herself and party. I had often heard her say, she was sure the same description of feelings actuated people of 308 GERALDINE MORTON. every class and rank ; that we are as likely to find innate vice and cruelty among the highly- cultivated and refined, as in the fiercest sa- vages ; and that often in the breast of the lat- ter there dwells the kindest and most compas- sionate qualities under a rough exterior. On this impression she now acted. As they pro- ceeded up the hill, she attentively examined the fierce countenances of the banditti ; and having fixed on one less savage than the rest, and in whose dark eye she thought there lurk- ed a spark of fun and humour, she let down the window and beckoned him to approach. He came, and she began with a laughing face to express her thanks to him and his com- panions for having accomplished what she could not ; forcing her drivers to take her against their will to Mola di Gaeta, where she had all through determined to sleep that night. She was now sure lori onesti signori would conduct her party there in safety, and they should be well rewarded for their trouble. GERALDINE MORTON. 309 " Dormiranno nel Castello di San Martino,""' said another of the gang, whose superior air of command and ferocity of look showed him to be the leader. She then addressed him with the same un- daunted cheerful countenance ; altering, how- ever, the style of her discourse to what she thought would accord better with his temper. His surprise at her strange and fearless con- duct was such that he listened in a sort of surly admiration. Geraldine saw that he was deeply struck, at all events, with her beauty ; for an instant she trembled, and there was a slight quiver in her lip. She turned round and whispered a few words in German to her cou- rier on the box beliind. Lady Julia had recovered from her faint, but fear rendered her almost insensible to all that passed. Geraldine now and then spoke to her words of comfort and hope, while she continued also to try and excite the bandit's attention and interest. p5 310 GERALDINE xMORTON. In about half an hour they came up to ano- ther party of robbers. A carriage lay over- turned on the road, near which were the bodies of three men. It was an appalling spectacle. The banditti, to whom Geraldine was talking so frequently, looked attentively in her face, as if to see if that sight would not at last excite her fears : she divined their thoughts. " Ah, non ho paura," she said with a smile. " I am sure you will not treat us as those men have the other travellers. I can divine people's thoughts, and I can foresee what is to happen in futurity," she continued with a solemn air. " I know that you will do us no harm — no, not to one of our party. I will tell the fortunes, too, of each of you, signori, if you like ; but hearken and consider well what I am about to say : if you escort us safe to Mola, you shall have five thousand scudi — and that is a larger sum than you have gained for many a month. But know," she added, lowering her voice and speaking in a deep mysterious tone, — '* know GERALDINE MORTON. 311 that your fate is involved in ours. By the powers of divining I possess, I read in the dark lines of futurity, that so surely as you do us the slightest injury, will your blackening corpses hang in the Castle of St. Angelo, before the full moon again silvers yon shining sea/' She said this with an air so commanding, and with such a look of inspiration, that the bandits looked at each other in surprise and awe. The chief, however, gazed at the bodies near the overturned carriage, which they were fast approaching, and shook his head. '' Non, non," he said : " quel che e fatto e fatto." Geraldine again spoke something to the Ger- man courier unperceived by the bandits, who were now occupied in talking eagerly to their companions and clearing the other fallen car- riage of its contents. She observed that se- veral of the latter were wounded, and therefore concluded they had been engaged with some of the guard. 312 GERALDINE MORTON. The German courier contrived, whilst the robbers were occupied as before mentioned, to unfasten one of the horses from his own car- riage, and mounting it, he dashed out of the road and disappeared before the banditti were aware of his departure. They, however, soon missed him and the horse; but as none had perceived what direction he had taken, pursuit was useless. Josephine and Mrs. Stubbs, the two maids, were in hysterics, and continued to squall and cry in spite of Geraldine"'s entreaties and me- naces. The other carriage lay now completely ransacked, and the contents placed on mules, and despatched with the wounded bandits up the mountain. The remaining ten approach- ed Lady Castleford's barouche with murderous and determined looks. This was a trying moment, and Geraldine felt that she would need the utmost coolness and determination. She appealed in eloquent and impressive language to those better feelings for GERALDINE MORTON. 313 which she still continued to give them credit. She was sure, she said, tTiey would not be so cowardly as to harm four helpless women. " You are fond of music," she added, ** I know you are, and perhaps have never heard a guitar ; I am considered the best singer in Italy, — listen to me ; I will sing you a beau- tiful air, and then we will give you all the money we have ; and I am sure you will allow us to proceed to Gaeta." One of the bandits smiled at her strange confidence. " Ah, there ! I know you love a song," she added, catching eagerly at this favourable symptom ; *' I said you were honesti signori from the first, and I am never deceived." Some appeared to hesitate, as if they wished to comply with her wishes ; but the chief and four others of the most ferocious paid no at- tention to h^r words, but proceeded to unload the carriage. Geraldine heeded them not, but taking out 314 GERALDINE MORTON. her guitar, began singing an air, the words of which being a sort of minstrel's story, she thought might interest some of the gentler natures among them. Whether the lovely tones of her melodious voice would have softened their savage breasts can never be known. Before the song was ended, a party of horsemen were heard at a short distance, and a cloud of dust was seen coming down the hill. The banditti, aware that their numbers were now not sufficient to contend against the guards, secured the few things they had taken from the carriage and fled. Now that all the powerful excitement of danger was over, Geraldine dropped her guitar, threw her arms round her mother's neck, and burst into tears. She felt quite exhausted, and was obliged to have recourse to those restoratives which in the moment of immi- nent danger she had administered to her mother. GERALDINE MORTON. 315 Lady Julia and the maids were still so nervous, they could do nothing but tremble and cry. The former was scarcely conscious of what was passing, except that she now felt all danger was over, and that they owed the preservation of their lives to her daughter's strange courage and beautiful voice ; and she persisted ever after in thinking and saying that Geraldine's music had so softened and touched their rough hearts as to make them desist from plunder. I cannot quite agree with her in opinion, that any music or persuasive language, — no, not even the lovely Geraldine's, — produced such an effect ; though the surprise which it excited among them probably retarded their proceedings, and so perplexed some that they gave no assistance to the less susceptible in plundering the carriage. Thus, time was al- lowed for the troops to arrive for which Geral- dine had despatched the courier. 316 GERALDINE MORTON. CHAPTER XVIII. .... Quand la d^licatesse des contours, la puret^ virginale des lignes, I'elegance et la souplesse des formes, r^vMent ^ I'oeil cette voluptueuse sensibility de I'etre ne pour aimer, et m^lent tellement I'ame et les sens, qu'on ne salt, en regardant, si Ton sent ou si Ton admire ; alors la beaute est complete, et I'on approuve a son aspect cette complete satisfaction des sens et du coeur, cette harmonic de jouissance qui n'est pas ce que nous appeions I'amour, mais qui est I'amour de Tintelligence, I'amour de I'artiste, I'amour du g^nie pour une oeuvre parfaite. De la Martine. We left Vere just as he had attained the object of his ardent desire — an interview with Zulima in the old Moorish pavilion. Her veil was down, but at his request it was with- drawn, and he beheld, — oh, horror ! — an old and frightful African woman, with small eyes, thin hooked nose, and a thick-lipped mouth, GERALDINE MORTON. 317 which extended nearly as far as her gigantic ear. Oh ! what a dreadful end to all his lovely visions ! In disgust, he turned away, and view- ed the interior of the building, which he al- most feared would disappoint him as much. The "fair dame" seemed greatly hurt at his neglect, and by striking the chords of her guitar endeavoured to attract his attention. Poor Vere was then in a sad state of per- plexity what course to pursue. He saw, by the fiery expression of the woman's eyes, that she was extremely angry at his indifference. He then fortunately remembered that, in spite of her ugliness, she had a beautiful voice ; and he requested her to gratify his ears with some of her beautiful songs. This seemed still far- ther to irritate her: she exclaimed in pas- sionate accents, " Ah, I see now ! it was only for the sake of a pretty voice you sought this interview ! Know then that you shall never hear that voice again, — it is for ever silent, broken like this guitar." And, casting 318 GERALDINE MORTON. the instrument furiously over the balustrade, it fell far down amid the ruins below: a long silence ensued, then arose a distant sound of many voices. " There,"" said the enraged wo- man, " there they come, and we shall both die ; but I care not, if I first see you expire/' The voices now approached nearer — they were heard mounting the stairs, crossing the passage, and the pavilion was soon filled with men, women, and black slaves : all was tumult and confusion. But above all those angry threatening sounds, Vere heard a piercing shriek in the adjoining passage, and just as the slaves were going to seize him, a beau- tiful unveiled figure, the very same he had seen on the mountain, rushed in and threw herself between him and the slaves, and then fell on her knees at the feet of the tall elderly woman covered with jewels whom Vere had seen in the kitchen upon the first day of his arrival, and who, from a slight resemblance in their features, he now suspected was her mother. GERALDINE MORTON. 819 What the lovely creature said, Vere could not understand ; but, from her supplicating tone and energetic gestures, he knew that she was imploring that his life might be spared. As she proceeded, the angry looks which the haughty woman had cast alternately at him and the ugly uncouth personage who had caused all this misfortune were transferred from the latter to the kneeling beauty at her feet. At last, a new suspicion seemed, to come into her mind ; she appeared quite furious, and with her large bony hand struck the delicate girl to the ground. Vere, impelled by gratitude, admiration, and pity, was going to raise the unfortunate vic- tim ; but his arms were arrested by two black slaves. They held him to the ground, while a third proceeded to inflict the bastinado on the soles of his feet. The pain was tre- mendous; but his own severe suffering did not prevent him from bending anxious looks on the poor girl, who lay in a death-like swoon on 320 GERALDINE MORTON. the marble floor. Her mother^ — if indeed so cruel a creature could claim that tender re- lationship — seemed quite indifferent to her fate ; while the dreadful woman with thick lips and large ears gloated with savage delight on the sufferings of both and seemed to fear nothing for herself. The pain inflicted on Vere's feet was soon so intense, that he became faint, and could hear or see nothing. The sun had set, and the short twilight was nearly over, when they carried Vere to a low dark prison beneath the old palace, and left him on the cold damp ground. Oh, how he longed for the heap of straw at which he had before so bitterly complained ! His feet were reduced to such a state, he feared that even if his life was spared he should never be able to stand on them again. His reflections too were most painful; for what misery his fatal curiosity had entailed on himself and that beautiful creature ! He was convinced the GERALDINE MORTON. 321 other must have deceived him ; her tones were so harsh and rough, it would be impossible for her to sing. No ! that lovely voice certainly belonged to those large black eyes which had so often haunted his sleeping and waking hours. Was she ZuHma, and had she written that note ? were questions he longed to solve. He could not avoid suspecting that the other woman had discovered Zulima's plan, and maliciously found some means to prevent the fulfilment of her engagement whilst intending to profit by it herself. Otherwise, why was the interesting girl so anxious to save his life ? and that she must have accused herself of some- thing, was clear from the extreme anger of her mother. In the midst of all his misery, he could not be insensible to the pleasure of having excited so much interest in the dear girPs heart. So contending are sometimes the passions which agitate our breasts, that we find unexpected happiness in our greatest misery — or, as Zulima 322 GERALDINE MORTON. would perhaps say, a sweet spring of joy in the midst of a sea of woe. The night passed, but no beam of cheering day penetrated into Vere''s dreary abode, and he began to think this was to be his tomb. The dreadful idea, so pecu- liarly repugnant to the human mind, that of being buried alive, came to overwhelm Vere with its terrors. No death appeared so horri- ble as that of lingering, dark, lonely starva- tion, while all he loved best on earth were far away and would be for ever ignorant of his fate. Hours passed on, and at last he resigned him- self as well as he could to his inevitable des- tiny. This was the second time since leaving England that death had appeared inevitable. Had he made as much use of prolonged life as he might .'' was he more fit to appear before his Maker now than when the raging sea had threatened to engulph him ? Alas, no ! and this, I fear, is ever the case : we are regardless of repeated warnings, and unless we become GERALDINE MORTON. 32S totally and entirely reformed creatures, each successive summons is sure to find us in a worse and more unprepared condition than before. The longer we live in this world, the more do we love it ; even when repeated disappoint- ments and misfortunes ought to render it less attractive, we cling to it — to the wreck of all our joys — with more tenacity than ever. Vere endeavoured to make his peace with God, — he tried to pray ; but when the thoughts and affections are not habitually turned towards the next world, sensitive minds feel a sort of shame in applying for assistance in their dis- tress to the great Being they have slighted in the days of prosperity. His senses too soon became weakened, and he fell into a sort of stupor. How long this lasted, he could not tell. He was roused to consciousness by a slight noise ; it becarne louder, a sudden gleam of light ap- peared, but his eyes were so dazzled, he could see nothing. There was a sound, as if some- 324 GERALDINE MORTON. thing was deposited on the floor near him : then, all was darkness again. He groped with his hands around, and found a dish containing food, and a small jar of water. It had just ar- rived in time to save his life, and he gave fer- vent thanks to God for this providential relief. The darkness, the loneliness of his situa- tion, the pain he suffered, were all forgotten in the grateful moments of returning hope; some hours of refreshing sleep followed, and he awoke with a feeling of renewed strength. He tried to stand on his feet, but without success, and then endeavoured to crawl towards the place whence the light had appeared, and where now a small faint blue line was visible. The chains which were fixed in a ring to the floor prevented this attempt. All hope of escape was then gone ; but the cheering reflection that he was not entirely abandoned enabled him to bear this dark im- prisonment with more fortitude. After some hours the "sudden gleam of light GERALDINE MORTON. 325 again appeared, and this time he was able to see a white veiled figure softly approach and place a dish on the ground. Vere endeavoured to ex- press his thanks; but the figure with an im- patient gesture commanded silence, and hastily withdrawing, left him in darkness to wonder who this could be. Was it Zulima ? no, she was small and delicately formed ; whereas, this kind being was tall and stately, and her air and step more firm and commanding. Of one thing he was quite certain : she was not the horrid little, fat, large-mouthed lady of the pavilion. This was a great comfort ; for it would have been provoking to be indebted to that dreadful creature. Perhaps this was some friend whom the unfortunate Zulima had in- terested in his favour : he determined, if the tall lady again returned, not to let her escape without giving him some information. Here, then, was another romantic adventure to afford the restless mind of poor Vere some interest, and to revive a sensation of hope in his bosom. VOL. I. Q 326 GERALDINE MORTON. The next day the welcome visitor again re- turned ; and he conjured her so earnestly to inform him of the fate of the poor girl, who he feared had suffered in endeavouring to save him, that she paused for a moment as if in he- sitation and perplexity. "Poor Zulima!" she said at length, to his great surprise, not in lingua franca, but in good Italian ; " she has indeed suffered much ; she is ill — sick, I fear, unto death ; and, alas ! it is all her own fault, — I cautioned her most strongly against " " — Against sending me the note," said Vere, who saw her agitation was so great she could hardly speak. " Even so," she continued ; " for I knew you came from a northern clime and were ig- norant of the customs of this country, and that you were not aware that desiring to see a woman's face here was equivalent to a declara- tion of love. I knew, by my poor mother's accounts of her native land, it is not so there ; GERALDINE MORTON. 327 that men, even those who are unmarried, are allowed to sing and talk with our sex, and to behold their naked faces." " Then your mother was an Italian ?" said Vere. " She came from Calabria, captured by some pirates, and sold as a slave. My father, who is a dear good man, purchased her, and would have set her at liberty again ; but she loved him, and they were married. She was very happy for many years, till he married a young Circas- sian, Zuliraa's mother, and the latter was jeal- ous of all his other wives. — But hush ! I hear a sound ; let me entreat you not to make the slightest noise, if you have any regard for my life. FareweU !" '-* Stay," said Vere: " I implore you, tell me, is your father the kind-looking old man who purchased me ? Why cannot I see him ? I am sure, if he knew my history he would set me at liberty ; and any ransom ^" *' He is not here," whispered she ; " he is q2 328 GERALDINE MORTON. gone upon a distant expedition : but have pa- tience till he returns, and Bianca will not for- get to intercede for your life and liberty." She was gone ; but Yere thought with plea- sure on her words, and her graceful and ma- jestic figure dwelt so strongly in his imagi- nation that he scarcely noticed the surround- ing darkness. Then she appeared so kind, so much interested for poor Zulima, and there was a melancholy softness in her voice which enchanted him. But I cannot enlarge on his various reflections, and the alternate hopes and fears which agitated his mind : I will merely say, that Bianca returned each day and gave him all the information he had so anxiously wished to obtain respecting her father's house, and the part of the country where he was now a prisoner. Of all this he had of course been hitherto ignorant. The dungeons where he was now confined were under that ruined palace which had ex- GERALDINE MORTON. S29 cited his admiration. They belonged to a villa near the town of Guariano in Tripoli ; and about thirty miles distant from the city of that name. The owner of this was Ismael Bey, a man of some wealth and consequence in Guariano. He had sixteen sons : the eldest of these was Bianca's own brother ; and this it was which made the Circassian so jealous of their poor mother, who had died the preceding year. She disliked Bianca too ; but Zulima, on the contrary, was extremely fond of the poor girl. "Oh, she is more than a sister to me V said Bianca after expatiating warmly in her praise. " Poor thing! if Allah should spare her life, I fear she will never be happy again, for she is engaged to marry an Aga at Tunis ; and, alas ! alas ! she can never love him. O that we had never seen you on that fatal mountain ! — I knew how it would be from that very mo- ment !'' Here tears and sobs choked her utterance. 330 GERALDINE MORTON. At last she continued, " All but Zulima think you are dead ; and indeed, if I had not that night most fortunately passed by the place where they carried you, you must have died ; for Nouradine was so incensed against you, and told so many stories of your conduct to- wards her, that she was resolved your life should not be spared." " Who is Nouradine," inquired Vere, " and what can I have done to offend her ?" " Nouradine,** said Bianca, " is she whom you met in the pavilion, and the most ill- favoured of all my father's family. Neverthe- less, she cannot bear any should be admired but herself. She has the highest opinion of her charms, notwithstanding her having been twice sent back by the two husbands my father found for her, at different periods, after the ceremony of removing the veil had been gone through, and before the marriage was com- pleted. The beautiful Zulima is the especial object of her jealousy : she found out by some GERALDINE MORTON. 331 means your appointment with her, and, en- raged at your preference, resolved to ruin you both ; — that is to say," added Bianca, " in case you showed the same bad taste as the two hus- bands, and declined falling in love with her. Ah, that Nouradine is a sad trouble to us all 1 she is ever doing some mischief ; and it is so strange that she always contrives to have her own way, and rules her father and even the Circassian more than dear Zulima, who is the darling of every one in the house ! Oh, if this lovely girl should now die !" " Die !" exclaimed Vere ; " I was in hopes she was better." " Yes, her health is recovering fast ; but her mind is so cast down, so desponding, her only desire, her earnest wish, is to leave this world. She knows that as soon as our father returns he will take her to her future husband at Tunis.'' Weeks and months passed, and Vere was still a prisoner. The Bey did not return. He 332 GERALDINE MORTON. began to get quite impatient, and conjured Bianca to assist him in his escape. She sighed deeply, and said it was impossible — the gar- den was surrounded with high walls, and besides, poor Zulima — oh no ! he must wait for the return of the Bey, and then perhaps all would be well. She one day asked him in great agitation, if whether, supposing the Bey accepted of his ransom, he would marry Zuli- ma. This was a startling question. " I do not mean,*" continued Bianca in greater confusion, " after the manner of the Franks, that she should be your only wife ; indeed, perhaps I am wrong in asking such a thing ; and I know Zulima would die if she suspected I told you of her love : she would not even confess it to herself for a long time after I knew it." Vere longed to ask Bianca how she had gained so much insight into the tender passion ; but he prudently resolved not to get into any more scrapes in a country where for every idle word or expressed wish he must pay dearly. GERALDINE MORTON. SS3 But, as if Bianca read his thoughts, she said, " You must think it strange how I should have discovered her love : but, alas ! I know too well by my dear mother's sufferings what a dreadful thing it is. May Allah preserve me from its torment !" There was something resigned and mournful in her attitude, almost equally expressive as if her face had been visible. Vere gazed with much interest on her tall majestic figure, and admired the graceful manner in which she held a marble vase with one hand, while her head leaned on the other against the shaft of a ruined pillar. Her long white robes hung in picturesque folds, showing the beautifully- moulded form to great advantage : its Gre- cian and statue-like air was much increased by the single pale gleam of light which pene- trated into that dark abode. Vere thought, if her face was as perfect as her figure, the prayer to Allah was almost useless, for her love would almost certainly be q5 334 GERALDINE MORTON* returned. Some such speech was on his lips, but he fortunately stopped its utterance. Bianca's visits gradually became less frequent, and she remained with him a shorter time. But Vere did not suffer from starvation, as she left always a plentiful supply of food. He missed her society, however, and began to be dreadfully tired of confinement. At last, more than a week had elapsed, and she did not appear. The provisions she had left were nearly exhausted, and Vere's sufferings from thirst began to be very great. Another day, and he had eaten the last morsel : he then passed two whole days without tasting food, when the welcome ray of light streamed into the dungeon. But, alas ! Bianca ap- peared not. It was the Bey himself who ap- proached Vere ; but he could scarcely recog- nise in his furious countenance the same be- nevolent features he had so much admired. " What is this I hear, oh young man !'' said he in a voice which resounded like thunder GERALDINE MORTON. 335 through the vaulted building. *' You have seduced the affections of my daughters^ and have dared, not only to penetrate into their apartment, but to raise the veils which Allah has decreed should conceal their features from the profane gaze of men. You have grievously sinned in beguiling the heart of my Zulima, the flower of my harem, its sweetest bud, which, like a fragrant rose in the desert, was the joy of my life, the jewel of my existence ! Oh ! she was fairer than jasmin ! Her lips were liice blossoms, sweet to the smell and lovely to the eye ; and what is she now ? Vile dog of a Christian ! Oh ! may your father be burnt, may he eat dirt all the days of his life ! — And as for you, whom my child Bianca has kept alive here so long, — you shall be torn in pieces, your cursed flesh shall be- come the prey of vultures, and Zulima and Bianca shall hear your dying groans !'' In vain did Vere protest he was innocent : all he said seemed only to increase the old 336 GERALDINE MORTON. man's rage. " I grant you till sunrise," at last he exclaimed ; " so make your peace with Allah ; — prepare then to answer for all the mischief you have done to me and mine ; for at the earliest dawn of day you die." At these words he rushed in fury from the dungeon. Again death seemed inevitable ; but Vere had been so often providentially delivered when all hope appeared gone, that he almost ex- pected some unforeseen event would arise to extricate him from this danger also. How- ever, the anticipation of to-morrow was by no means pleasant ; and when he saw the narrow blue line of distant light vanish, the pain- ful reflection that this was the last time he should ever behold even that faint indication of the glorious sunset without, smote heavily on his heart. Of course, sleep was banished from his weary eyes, and he kept them fixed on that spot where the dawn of day should appear. It seemed that morning could scarcely GERALDINE MORTON. 337 have arrived, when the light became again visible. Alas ! how much shorter did the hours of that night seem than those he passed whilst waiting for Zulima's signal ! But, how strange ! the light again disappeared, and he heard a rumbling, distant noise. Could these be the approaching footsteps of his execution- ers ? So soon ? It was almost incredible. •■' That ray must have been a flash of light- ning," thought he; — but no, it again appear- ed ; and he now observed that it was not the blue light of day, but the red angry glare of fire. Again a noise was heard, as of many horses passing over his prison, — the light in- creased ; a sudden thought occurred to Vere that the building was on fire; he hoped that the flying inmates might take pity and release him — anything would be better than to be burned alive in his prison. He called loudly for assistance; for some time the noise con- tinued, but no one replied to his cries. Louder and louder he called ; the tumult overhead 338 GERALDINE MORTON. increased, then all passed away, and Vere ceased to hope. An hour elapsed — all was silent, but the red line was still visible: it became suddenly larger; a fiery gleam burst into the dark abode, and a turbaned figure rushing into the cavern broke Vere*s chains and dragged him into the outer air. The villa, and indeed the entire village, seemed on fire ; and the brilliant glare of light showed Vere that his captor, or deliverer, for he knew not which to consider him, was not attired like the natives of Tripoli: his simple white vest- ment, the yellow handkerchief bound round his head, and the long lance he carried, de- noted him to be an Arab chief. Several other Arabs approached them, and Vere was placed behind one on a swift Arabian horse. In a few minutes they were at some distance from the burning ruins, and began to ascend the chain of mountains which enclose on two sides the town of Guariano. The night was extremely dark, but their path GERALDINE MORTON. 339 was for some time illuminated by the confla- gration ; and as they slowly wound up the steep path, Vere could hear the shrieks and groans of those who were perishing beneath, either among the falling walls of their own dwellings, or by the merciless hand of Arabian marauders, — those savage plunderers, who, if they had time, seldom failed to kill all that were not of sufficient value for them to carry oiF, About sunrise they reached the summit of the mountain, and Vere had the delight of again beholding that beautiful view which had so enchanted him when emerging from the old woman's cave. When they had crossed the highest pass, another of a different character broke upon his sight. In the far distance, the sun rose from the bosom of the Great Desert of Soudah as if from a sea of gold, while nearer two ranges of gigantic mountains, with their sharp rocky summits of every shape, stretched far along the plain : the sides of some were clothed with dark green orange and slender 340 GERALDINE MORTON. palm trees ; others, more precipitious, could only furnish a sustenance for the light olives or stately cedars which were scattered in wild profusion amid the dark purple rocks. The party, consisting of several hundreds, halted at the bottom of the mountain to rest their horses and swallow a hasty meal. Vere surveyed the picturesque groups and enjoyed the novelty of this strange scene ; but his at- tention was soon arrested and every feeling excited by discovering among the captives Ismael Bey and his daughter Zulima. The latter was without her veil, which had pro- bably been torn oiF in the scuffle : he was shocked to see the sad alteration in the poor girl's appearance, and miserable to think that he was the cause. Her cheeks were thin and pale; and those large eyes, whose laughing expression he had so much admired, had lost all their lustre, and gazed around with a deject- ed and indifferent air which was most heart- rending to witness. Suddenly they met Vere's GERALDINE MORTON. 341 and for a moment glowed with their former splendour, while her cheeks were tinged with a beautiful rosy hue, like that cast by the setting sun over evening clouds just before the darkening shades of night for ever veils them from the gaze. Alas ! poor Zulima's sunny look passed away as soon, overshadowed by the darkness of despair, and, ashamed that feelings she could not conceal should be witnessed by so many eyes, she buried her face in her hands. Her father was sitting near her on the ground, looking the very picture of woe : his suffer- ings were too great to allow him to notice the emotion of his daughter, for he was thinking of the dreadful death of her heroic mother, who had perished before his eyes whilst en- deavouring to defend his villa from the ma- rauders, and died pierced by their murderous scimitars, her body being left to be consumed by the devouring flames. This too had been the fate of Bianca — the gentle, the fair daugh- 342 GERALDINE MORTON. ter of his first love. Oh ! how bitterly did he now upbraid himself for having on the pre- ceding night denied her earnest request, and, giving way to feelings of anger, having caused her to be imprisoned, for saving the white slave's life ! IsmaePs nature was so kind and humane, that it was only when extremely provoked by such an occurrence as the seduction — so Nouradine called it — of his beloved Zulima that his passions were kindled. All was now absorbed by intense grief: two of his sons had also perished, and the rest were made captives, — all his goods plundered, and no hope of ransom remained ; he and his daughter were sitting on the ground, and before them was a dish of dates which the Arabs had placed there, but which they were far too miserable to touch. Vere remarked the sorrowful countenances of the sufferers, and, prompted by a desire to alleviate so much misery, he approached the GERALDINE MORTON. 343 spot. At first the old man did not recognise him ; and Zulima, fearful that her father's wrath might again break forth, and unwilling to witness it, turned her head the other way. Vere spoke, and the chief looked at him attentively. An expression of anger gleamed on his features, and he felt instinctively for his sword ; but he felt in vain ; and this brought again to mind what he had an instant for- gotten — his captive state and all his misfor- tunes. With a broken look softened by de- spair he said, *' Young man, Allah saw fit to spare thy life, and to take that of my wives and children. Triumph not in the hour of thy prosperity over the fallen fortunes of him who would have destroyed thee. I was wrong, I acknowledge — my anger was unjust; for, by thy countenance, I see thou art innocent, and perhaps Allah, to punish me for wishing to kill thee, has in- flicted all this woe. Tell me, Zulima, child of my heart, only flower which has been spared 344 GERALDINE MORTON. of all my blooming harem, was Nouradine right when she said he sought to win thy affections ?" *' No, no," said the sobbing girl ; " I alone am to blame — he never " But her confusion was so great, she could not continue ; and Vere, to save her from further embarrassment, explained to the old man all the occurrence, and acknowledged his error in having sought for an interview contrary to the customs of the country. He then asked Ismael Bey if there would be any chance of the Arabs accepting a ransom. " Certainly," said he ; " this is their chief reason for carrying off so many prisoners. If thou canst procure gold, thou may est return to thy native land. Alas ! we must remain among these barbarians ! I shall be compelled to see my sons slaves, and my daughter — my Zu- lima " Grief choked the poor man's utterance, GERALDINE MORTON. 345 and he pressed his helpless child to his throb- bing bosom as if to shield her. This unfor- tunately attracted the attention of some of the barbarians, and hastened the catastrophe the wretched father was so anxious to avert. Zulima, though sadly altered, was still beau- tiful. The comparatively fair complexion she had inherited from her Circassian mother was extremely attractive to the Arabs ; and her figure, unlike that of the natives of Tripoli, was shght and delicate. There was, too, that air of refinement and modesty in her whole person, to the charm of which the wildest ma- rauder is never insensible; and this, perhaps, is more appreciated among barbarians, from its forming a great contrast to their own rough and lawless natures. A violent dispute ensued among the chiefs ; and Vere could divine, by their gestures, that Zulima was the cause. He felt most anxious for the poor girl, who had suffered so much on 346 GERALDINE MORTON. his account, and could not help calling to mind her beautiful voice, and the delight its har- monious tones had afforded him, cheering the tedious hours of his long captivity, and awakening an interest so new and so engross- ing in his mind, that the banishment from his native land and beloved friends had appeared less dreary. So strongly were Veres's feelings of gratitude and affection excited by the gentle Zulima, that he was loth to take any steps for obtain- ing his freedom if he must leave her in the hands of those rude barbarians. But then, supposing she was ransomed, what could he do with her ? It would be cruel to abandon hev when he could not avoid seeing she loved him with all the devotion of her tender nature. Whilst he was occupied with these perplex- ing thoughts, the chiefs had at last come to a compromise, and Vere saw the wretched girl carried off by the most ferocious of all that GERALDINE MORTON. 347 cruel band. He heard her piercing shrieks, and saw the look of agony and despair she cast towards her despairing father and on himself. Oh, those dark tearful eyes spoke volumes ! he could not misunderstand their meaning. END OF THE FIRST VOLUME. LONDON : PRINTED BY SAMUEL BENTLEY, Dorset Street, Fleet Street. 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