L I E> RARY OF THE U N I VER^S ITY or ILLINOIS I/. / OWEK:-A WAIF. BY THE AUTHOR OF NO CHURCH," AND "HIGH CHURCH." ■ What a waive and stray is that man that hath not Thy marks upon him '." DONN-E. IN THREE VOLUMES. VOL. I. LONDON: HURST AND BLACKETT, TUBLTSHERS, SUCCESSORS TO HKNRY COLBUUN, 13, GREAT MAKLECROUOa STREET. 1862. 27ie rigftt of Translation is reserved. LONDON : printed by r. born, gloucester street, regent's park. CO 3 ^ V, I DEDICATED TO WILLIAM KERSHAW, Esq., IN KINDLY REMEMBRANCE OF A PAST AS DEAR TO HIM AS TO HIS OLD FRIEND AND SCHOOLFELLOW, THE AUTHOR. ^ BOOK THE FIRST. CONTAINS THE HISTORY OF ONE STEP. VOL. I. OWEN:-A WAIF. CHAPTER I. MARKSHIRE DOWNS. Lucky the rain had kept oif so long from Markshire Downs ; for Markshire had been holding its annual cattle fair thereon, and it was not a pleasant place to be caught in stormy seasons. The wind and the rain had always done much damage there, and old Markshire folk considered the wet season set in regularly at fair time. It was a wise dispensation that the cattle fair occurred on the first week of September — when the corn b2 4 OWEN. was in, and the harvest beer drank, and the harvest junketings ended. It always rained at Markshire Fair, people said ; and people no more went thither without their stoutest boots and most weather-proof habiliments than Markshire folk would go to church in their Sunday's best without a baggy cotton umbrella, by way of weather-guard. But this particular year in which our story opens the weather-wise had been balked in their prognostications, and people had pre- pared against the fury of the elements in vain ; there had been sunshine on the Downs all fair time, and, though the wind had blown a little fresh occasionally, yet it blew from the right quarter, and the aborigines were not too particular. Lucky the rain had kept oif so long then from Markshire Downs. So genial a fair time had scarcely been known by " the oldest in- habitant ;" there had been an extra attend- ance of sexagenarians and children in con- sequence, and brisk buying and selling, and OWEN. 5 exchanging and swindling, had been the order of the day. What that the rain came down when the last Welsh colt was sold, and a wretched animal of eighteen years, with its teeth scoured and its tusks filed, remained still a dead lot on its owner's hands, the bond fide cattle fair was at end, and the drinking and quarrelsome evening that invariably wound up the proceedings was an illegitimate ap- pendage, only countenanced by a nondescript crowd and a few Markshire roughs. Sober people had wound their way down the steep hill to the town, and their respective villages lying ^yq^ ten, fifteen miles beyond the Downs ; and those who had stopped to revel and get drunk after the day's business deserved a wetting for the nonce, and there was no honest Markshire soul to pity them. It rained hard and it blew hard ; revelry had up-hill work, and even getting drunk under a canvas roof, which kept the rain oiF for five minutes and then let it down all in b OWEN. the lump, was dispiriting and grew mono- tonous. People who knew Markshire gave it up at last, and, despairing of fair weather, made a dash homewards, and left the Downs to the tent-keepers and cattle-dealers. Had it remained fine, or been even moderately wet, the nomadic, heterogeneous classes up there would have been melting away by degrees in the night's darkness, and the morning sun would have discovered but a few crazy skeletons of booths. But it was a terrible night, and those most anxious to be gone thought twice about it, after a glance at the black prospect beyond the feebly -lighted, miserably-dripping can- vas tenements. There were no signs of clearing up, and men and women resigned themselves to cir- cumstance, and made the best of it. Stand- ing, at eleven o'clock at night, on the Downs, a few paces from the scene of all the day's life and strife and barter, an ob- server might have fancied, from the dead OWEN. 7 silence, and his inability to distinguish objects in advance, that not an atom from the great cattle gathering was left there, and that the Downs were free again to sheep flocks. And yet there were all the elements of life and life's discord beneath half the soddened tents — the world has a guilty con- science, and can sleep not. There was life — and restless, unsettled life, too — in Jack Archer's tent, where the rain came in with less affectation, and the wind swooped underneath with no ceremony at all. Jack Archer was not a particular man himself, and did not like his company particular. His was not even a respectable tent, but a sort of tent-of-call for all the black sheep that a cattle-fair collects toge- ther. A decent coat, a clean face, linen of anything under a month's wear, would have been out of place therein. There were even some cattle-dealers who preferred to give it a wide berth ; and the rural constabulary, represented by half-a-dozen mild young men, 8 OWEN. whose trousers did not fit them, ran for their lives another way whenever the ru- mour of a fight in Archer's tent got wind. And they fought often and with vigour there, and Archer's tent was always lively in fair time. But the fair was over, and Archer's tent participated in the general gloom, albeit all life was not quenched out by the night's de- luge. A woman was awake, at least, and moving uneasily from one part of the tent to another, amongst men and tables, and even horses and donkeys, varying proceed- ings by now and then lumping heavily on a form, or struggling with the canvas screen before the opening, and squeezing a damaged bonnet through an aperture too small for it in the vain endeavour to find signs of clear- ing-up — an operation not always received with cordiality, or even common civility, by those trying hard to sleep, as it let in no end of extra wind, which threatened to have the tent up by the roots. OWEN. y " If you do it again, I'll pitch you out by the scruiFjby ! " roared Jack Archer, who had been dozing on his extempore counter under a pile of horse-cloths, previous to the woman's last attempt to ventilate the place — ^' you and that devil's imp of yours ! If I stand any more of this, mind you, I'm 1 " and Jack Archer's oily oaths slipped from his lips one by one, till sleep and beer fumes gained the mastery. The woman dropped the canvas screen, and stood, with some appearance of defi- ance, looking back at her reprover. There was a lantern on the counter near Jack Archer's head, and its feeble light indicated two wild eyes glittering neath the shadow of the bonnet. The light showed little else, it was so weak, and struggled so hard for existence with the elements. The woman was tall, and poorly clad, and hardly sober : one could see the first, guess the second, and have little doubt of the third, as she moved uneasily back, and wentr the whole 10 OWEN. length of the tent with an irregular tread, pausing once to steady herself at a table, where three or four men sat huddled toge- ther all asleep, and snoring, and holding in their grimy fists, short, heavy-handled, shabby riding- whips. There were, at least, twenty persons in the tent, all of whom, if not asleep, had lapsed into some semblance of quiescence, with the exception of this troubled woman. To and fro, to and fro, she paced uneasily after the last remark of her un courteous host, pausing now and then to make sure that the rain continued unabated, with- out risking further indignation by re-opening the tent. After half-a-dozen turns, or thereabouts, she walked to the darkest corner of the tent, and groped about the grass and the legs of morbid donkeys with her hands, till they met with a bundle of rags of some kind, which she shook roughly once or twice. " OWEN. 11 '^ Owen," slie whispered — " Owen, are you asleep ? " To which question silence responding in the affirmative, she rose and re-commenced her peripatetic exercise. " It's better as it is — it can't be worse," she muttered, after a time. "What's the odds to him or me, for that matter ? " This assertion not appearing wholly sa- tisfactory, the woman finally dropped on to a form, and took her chin between her two hands, and moaned a little. " Can't you sleep ? " asked a voice, so suddenly at her side, that the woman started. " No," was the sullen response. " You won't try — and you won't let others, more tired and more inclined than yourself, sleep either." It was a mild reproof, and in a woman's voice ; and the first woman looked hard into the murky atmosphere before her, and could make out something wrapped in a 12 OWEN. plaid shawl, sitting with its back against something taller that snored. "People who are miserable, or sick of life, or anxious to be gone, don't sleep," muttered the woman, either as a moral reflection or as a half-apology, according to the humour of the party addressed. "You have been pretty merry all the fair, too." " How do you know ? " was the short inquiry. " I haven't been here with my eyes shut all the time." " Oh, you're one of the 'cute ones, per- haps ! " said the woman, with an awful bit- terness. " You've a living to make, and bread to earn ; and I've money to get drink with. "We can't all be up in the stirrups at once." " Ah, no ! Try and sleep a bit now, will you?" " For your sake or mine ? " asked the other sharply. OWEN. 13 " For both, perhaps." "Then I shan't!" "Very well," said the other, yawning. " Oh, dear ! how cramped I am ! " "You should have minded your own business, then," said the restless woman, as though cramp were the natural result of intermeddling, and served her right accord- ingly. The woman in the plaid shawl, who was evidently not inclined to quarrel, returned no answer ; but seemed to huddle closer to her companion for more warmth and com- fort than his back afforded. " The idea of asking me to sleep ! " com- mented the woman, who could not shake off an aggrieved subject, and evidently trea- sured an indignity — " of asking me to sleep in Markshire ! " Her late interlocutor continuing taciturn, she had all the conversation to herself " Why, I was born here, my good woman ; had a father and mother here, who both 14 OWEN. went to the churchyard — broke their hearts about me, fools say ! I saw their grave last Monday. What a sight for one like me to come and see at fair-time I " and her hand smote the table angrily. " Hush, hush ! Don't make a noise — you'll wake the people ! " cried the other. " Ah I well, I don't want that, mind you. All's fair with me, and I don't want that. Oh ! this rain ! " " Are you in a hurry to be gone ? " " I can't sit waiting here. I'm a mad- woman at heart; and my brain won't steady down — it turned when I was younger by a good ten years, and well it might for that matter." " Don't shake the form so," said the woman, in a hasty whisper, glancing ner- vously over her shoulder. " Oh ! you're all donts ! " was the peevish rejoinder ; " as if I cared for them, and hadn't been hardened to them years ago. Say, don't make up your mind to drown OWEN. 15 yourself in Markshire river ; and see what I shall say, or how you'll balk me ! " "Why, you never "began the other, and then stopped and laughed a not unplea- sant musical laugh. " Ah ! you have been drinking too much. You'll feel better in the morning, if you can only sleep a bit ; do try, now ! " " What, in Markshire ! " scornfully cried the woman again. " Yes, to be sure. What's to hinder you?" " I'll drown myself, by all that's holy — I can't live ! " "Well, for a woman who is quite cer- tain about that, you are rather particular as to the wet," was the somewhat sarcastic remark, as the plaid-shawl made another effort to collect a little extra warmth in its folds. "You're a bit of a pert hussey — that's what you are," retorted the woman; but the pert hussey aforesaid had made up her 16 OWEN. mind to be lured no further into conversa- tion ; and the half-dozen acrimonious obser- vations that followed failed to arouse her from her apathy. The woman even relin- quished the attempt, and shuffled to her feet, and re-commenced her weary walk, once stopping before the bundle, and whis- pering Owen as before. Owen slept, how- ever ; and the woman, after muttering something over him — a prayer, a curse, a warning, a dreamy soliloquy having no sense or object — either or all four, for what could be learned from the few words whispered in that dark corner — went with the same vacillating gait to the front entrance, ripped suddenly from top to bottom the aperture that had been closed by a needle and pack-thread late that evening by John Archer, licensed to sell beer on retail, and passed on to the Downs, admitting at one fell swoop the torrent and the wind, which blew over forms, and whisked off Dick Archer's fur cap, and the lantern, and OWEN. 17 swelled out the tent and cracked more than one of the tent cords, and woke up three- fourths of the sleepers in dismay. " Jack ! Jack ! the tent's coming down !" cried more than one voice, whilst the earliest aroused were hurrying to and fro, and Jack Archer, foaming at the mouth, was leaping unprofitably in the air, and hurling male- dictions at the world and its eyes and its limbs generally. It took several minutes to organize these startled atoms, and bring them to something like use for the common weal, and secure the tent, so far as circumstances permitted, against a similar repetition. It broke up rest in general for that night, and the ill-wind blew extra customers to Archer's double X, and made many thirsty and noisy, and hindered sleep in the few who were inclined that way after the first alarm had subsided. There was but one who, amidst it all, slept soundly and peace- ably on — who, in the first tumult and con- fusion, had, for a moment, looked from his VOL. I. C 18 OWEN. rags like a young wild beast cub from its lair, and then subsided quietly do\\nnL again ; and he, perhaps, had the greatest reason to evince alarm at the incidents of that night. For the mother who bore him, the reck- less woman of the preceding hours, who had begged and stolen for him for nine years — perhaps had taught him to beg and steal for himself — had shaken him from the sha- dow of her wing, and cast him a waif on the world. The woman, planning her escape either from him or from the life she had grown weary of, had muttered, at an earlier hour, " It's better as it is — it can't be worse !" and possibly affairs could not present a more forlorn aspect, or turn out worse for the waif. The world had been ever before him, and met him with a hard, unpitying countenance — the face of a Nemesis re- venging his appearance on a society that hates such things I — and the mother had OWEN. 19 been a strange woman, who had not loved him, or taught him what love was. Will he wake to much despair when his nine years are startled by the information that he is alone in the world ? Would he have cried out with much agony in his sleep had he dreamed of the dark river, and seen Ihe woman he called mother standing irresolutely on the brink, in the searching wind and rain ? c2 20 CHAPTER 11. " TAKBY." The wind lulled lialf an hour before sunrise, and the rain came down more steadily. A cold, incessant rain, that gave no promise of clearing up for that day, and suggested to all loiterers the expediency of removing to more habitable quarters. Life woke early that morning, and pro- prietors of booths and drinking tents were hammering away at uprights, and stowing away their large bales of canvas long before the night's shadows had crept down the westward hill reluctantly. Cattle-dealers OWEN. 21 brought forth their surplus stock from un- accountable quarters, and trotted away ; carts and waggons, and houses that went on wheels, were disappearing down the hill. Some broken bottles and loose straw, some cut-up turf that would take till next spring to replace, would shortly in- dicate alone the site of the great fair, which had been the pride of Markshire since Queen Bess, of blessed memory, granted the charter in 1567. At seven in the morning Jack Archer s tent was level with the ground, and his customers divided, and Jack Archer himself was harnessing a lank horse to the shafts of his cart, whilst a ragged boy of nine years old stood with his hands in his pockets shivering and watching the operation. "Ain't you anything better to do than stand there ?" inquired John Archer, adding force to his inquiry by a jerk of the left elbow that rendered there somewhere else on the instant. 22 OWEN. " No, I haven't — and keep your hands to yourself." . "Why don't you be oiF after your mother?" growled the man. "If it warn't your blarmed mother that let the wind in and nearly split the tent in half last night, I'm a innocent. lonly wish I had kicked the couple of you out before the rain began, that's all." The man made a suspicious movement with the reins ; and a pair of sharp eyes taking note thereof, their owner sauntered to a respectful distance, and left John Archer to proceed with his arrangements unobserved. There was something cool and easy about this boy, singularly in contrast to his years — a bold, unabashed, almost defiant air, partly, mayhap, an inheritance from his mother, the greater portion thereof the natural result of such stern teaching as the world's experience had afforded him. On the Downs, in the midst of strangers, with his mother absent and himself hunsrrv, he OWEN. 23 appeared unconcerned and at home — caring nothinoj for the rain that soaked throuorh his scanty clothes, and looking as sharply round for stray morsels of bread and meat from those who were dashino; throuo;h a hasty breakfast, as the half-starved mongrels that waited on their master, and showed their teeth at each other and at him. Each minute after sunrise noted a depar- ture and a decrease in the numbers on the Downs, and by eight in the morning there were not twenty people left to keep the deserted boy company. From that small cono^reo:ation a woman in a grey plaid shawl called to Owen. "Here, young one — I want you a mo- ment." The boy, after a suspicious glance towards her — "to be wanted" was a suspicious phrase, and suggested many unpleasant re- miniscences — walked towards the woman, who was seated on a costermonger's barrow, with an umbrella over her head, carefully 24 OWEN. screening from tlie wet two large artificial roses in her bonnet, of which she was evi- dently a little vain. At the head of the barrow, engaged in a little dispute with a donkey, that objected to be backed between the shafts, was a tall, round-shouldered, bul- let-headed young man in fustian, whose first glance towards the boy was on a par with the looks he had already met with in his pilgrimage. " Where's your mother, boy ? " " I don't know." "Haven't you seen her this morning? " "No— I haven't." " Oh I good Lord, Tarby ! " — addressing the gentleman at the head of the vehicle — " if she's been and gone and drownded her. self, as I was all along afeard on ! " " Get out ! " was the scornful reply to so extreme a supposition. " I told you how wild and skeared-like she was last night — like a lost thing, Tarby." OWEN. 25 " Wo ! back, you blackguard ! " cried Tarby, who, more interested in his donkey than his companion's remarks, was becom- ing excited over the animal's refractoriness. " Poll, this is a hanimal to come nine-and- twenty miles for." And Tarby tapped the animal's head hard with a cudgel. "But, do listen awhile, Tarby, to this. Something ought 'to be done — somebody ought to be told, you know." " It's no business of ourn," said Tarby, regarding the boy mth more intentness. " If the young shaver's mother can't take care of herself, we can't be bothered." "What's your name?" asked Mrs. Tarby, turning to the boy. " Owen." "Owen what?" " Owen nothinof. I've 2:ot no other to' name." " What's your mother's name ? — she had one, I suppose ? " 26 OWEN. " Madge they called her — that's all." " Where do you live ? " " Mann's Gardens, Tower Street." "What!— in Lambeth?" " Yes. We lived there till the rent-man turned us out, and then we came on here. Do you think mother's drownded ? " " I don't know— God forbid, boy ! " " She said she would do it last week," he remarked, coolly. " And what did she think was to become of you ? " said Mrs. Tarby. " Oh, she never thinks," was the answer, accompanied by a short laugh — " 'more do I. How it rains ! " " Ain't you hungry ? " " Rather," was the emphatic answer, and the keen black eyes looked round for some- thing more substantial than words to follow the inquiry. "Tarby, I think we'll give him the rest of that loaf," said the woman, with a timid glance towards her lord and master. Owen OWEN. 27 glanced anxiously in that direction also ; it was a matter of importance to know what Tarby thought of the suggestion. Tarby, having harnessed the donkey, evi- dently stood reflecting on the matter. "Times is bad! — we've parted with the old mare, and come down to donkies. Poll ; and meat's on the rise, and we're three weeks back with the rent, and — and the damned winter's coming ! " And Tarby's face, pitted deep with the small-pox, took a darker and more swarthy hue. " Times is bad, Tarby," the wife remarked ; "and perhaps half- a- twopenny-loaf would make 'em badder if we gave it all away at once. It's astonishing how fine we have to cut it sometimes." This, the reader will understand— the reader who has not had any opportunity of studying Mrs. Tarby just at present — was polite satire, intended to touch Tarby to the quick ; for Tarby, last night, had not been 28 OWEN. full of such economic thoughts, and had consumed rather more than a gallon of beer in Jack Archer's tent, despite the objections of his better half to the proceeding. "Give the boy the bread, Polly," said Tarby, after a pause ; " perhaps he is hun- gry, the young warmint." Polly produced the bread, and Owen, with an unceremonious half-snatch, pro- ceeded to despatch it, regarding Tarby, meanwhile, with increasing interest. " I know you ! '^ he said at last, with an artful twinkling of one eve — " I've knowed 'to eye- you ever so long." " Oh 1 have you ? " was th^ quiet reply ; " 1 hope you'll know your manners some day too, and understand what thankee's for." " Thankee's for the bread — I forgot !" " You're welcome, boy," said Mrs Tarby, heartily, " I wish there was more of it." " Oh ! so do I^ — just," was Owen's reply. "And so you know me?'' said Tarby, OWEN. 29 looking down on this shrewd specimen of human nature ; " where did you see me last, I wonder ? " " In the station-house, last Whitsun- Monday. Oh ! wasn't you drunk ! " Mrs. Tarby, who had no fine feelings, laughed at this ; and Tarby 's visage relaxed, as he gave a nervous twitch to a lock of straight hair behind his left ear. '^ That's a neat memory of yourn — take care on it," said he. He was sitting on the shaft of his barrow a moment afterwards, gathering up the reins in his hand. " I wonder what you wanted in the sta- tion-house," said Tarby, after a moment's pause ; " you wasn't big enough to get drunk, and then go fighting like the holiday •folks." " I got hungry, and took some cheese off a shopboard ; and the man saw me." " You'll be a credit to society when you gets bigger," said Tarby, drily. 30 OWEN. " Will you give us a ride off the ©owns?" asked Owen. " Bless your impudence ! " " I'm no weight ; feel how light I am ! " " He is a little fellow," commented Mrs. Tarby ; "if our Jemmy had lived, he wouldn't have been unlike him, Tarby. Don't you see a look of little Jemmy in the eyes there ? " " I can't say as I do," said Tarby, with- out looking for the resemblance indicated. " Jump up, will you ? " ''Me!'' cried Owen. " Ah ! just for a while ; it's hard on the new mohe^ though. Come up !" They were rattling and bumping along the Downs, towards the narrow chalk road that led therefrom, down, down by many a circuitous turn and twist to the level coun-' try, and the London road. Owen sat be- hind on an empty basket, enjoying his eleemosynary meal ; and the excitement of an unlooked-for lift on his journey. OWEN. 31 Mrs. Tarby, accustomed as she was to London boys — to tliose iDrecocious speci- mens whose home is the streets — sat and looked with no little interest at this youth, perched on the end of the barrow, with a monkey-like sense of security. "Do you think you'll find your mother in the town ? " asked she. " I shan't look for her, marm," was the reply ; " she'll find her way back to Lon- don, and we shall meet in Mann's Gardens right enough. She often gives me the slip for a week or so, and goes ofi* to drown her- self. She is fond of drowning herself, I can tell you." " And how'U you get to London? " "Walk and get lifts, and so on — if Mr. Tarby's afraid I shall kill his donkey." Owen elevated his voice at this, but Tarby did not hear him, or considered it policy to be deaf to the hint. " Do you know anyone in London, boy ?'* asked Mrs. Tarby, after a while. 32 OWEN. " Only the Doctor." "Doctor who?" " He's called the doctor — I don't know why — he wouldn't doctor me if I was ever so ill. He buys pocket-handkerchersy " I wouldn't try to find him," said Mrs. Tarby. " He'll never be of good to you. So, here's the town ; just look about for your mother." " Oh, yes —and sure to walk to London then," said the boy, dropping lightly from the barrow. "If she wants me, she'll be looking out herself I say, Tarby." "Hollo!" replied Tarby, looking round sharply at this familiar address. " Thankee for the ride so far — thankee. Sir. The boy laughed shrilly, and Tarby gave a hoarse laugh in return, and cracked his whip at Owen's little legs, which were too quick for the compliment, and darted away. Mrs. Tarby saw no signs of Owen's mother in the town, although she troubled herself OWEN. 33 more about catching a glimpse of the well- known battered straw bonnet of that lady than her son, who ran lightly beside the barrow till it drew up before the "Mark- shire Arms." Tarby spent a quarter of an hour in the " Markshire Arms," and finally emerged therefrom with a blue and white china mug frothing over with that ale for which Markshire has reasonable call to be proud. After Mrs. Tarby had drunk, the mug was returned to Tarby, who tilted it slowly upwards, and his head gradually backwards, till his left eye became aware of an observer. Tarby drank less fast, paused to take breath, looked fondly into the interior of the mug, and then, with a kind of wrench of his better nature, said, " I suppose you wouldn't watch every drop a feller drinks like that if you wern't thirsty. Here." Owen snatched at the mug, drank off the contents, and, possibly by way of return VOL. I. J) 34 OWEN. for Tarby's kindness, ran with it into the bar. He lingered at the bar some minutes watching the evolutions of a paroquet at the back, and when he was in the street again there was no sign of Tarby's equipage. Owen set off at once in pursuit down the wet London road ; it was still raining, and the deep puddles with which the road was studded were cool and refreshing to Owen's bare feet, as he ran splashing through them. The boy was light of foot — good practice, the constant pursuit of that society which ignored him and mistrusted him, and with which, young as he was, he was at war, had rendered him a swift runner ; and he dashed along in pursuit, keeping his head flung back, his chest forward, and moving his legs at a pace that astonished many a Markshire rustic whom he passed on his way. Owen soon caught sight of the donkey trap ; and the owner, looking round Mrs. Tarby's umbrella, as quickly discovered OWEN. 6[) Owen advancing towards him, at a pace difficult for his donkey to outstrip. Still Tarby was a little tired of the young gentleman's society; Owen's persistence tried his temper, and he applied the whip to his donkey in consequence, and rattled down the hills and round the corners at a rate that bumped three-fourths of the breath out of Mrs. Tarby's body. But all the perseverance in the world, accompanied with a sharp whip and blas- phemous adjurations, will not excite a don- key to feats of any great importance after the first mad impulse to prance has been surmounted ; and Owen gained upon the barrow, to the inexpressible annoyance of the proprietor. " How well that boy runs, Tarby ! " com- mented his wife. " He's an aggravating boy, and I don't like to be put upon." Tarby gave the donkey an additional cut with the whip, which caused a spasmodic d2 36 OWEN. elevation of the hind legs, but added no- thing to the rate of progression. It became very evident that there was no running away from Owen — no tiring that youth, or rendering him too short of breath to follow. Whenever Tarby or his wife looked round, there was Owen a few yards from them, grinning from ear to ear, or waving his cap or his hand, by way of polite assent to Tarby not to put himself out of the way on his account. He was level with the barrow at last, and holding on behind as he ran, and some- what anxious to attract the notice of Mrs. Tarby. " Don't hang on behind like that, young feller ! " shouted Tarby. " Don't you see it*s hard work for us up the hill ? " "All right, guv'nor," was the response, and Owen proceeded to run by the side, and, as the way became more steep, to take the precedence, and look behind at the equipage somewhat derisively. OWEN. 37 On the brow of the hill he condescended to impart the information that the rain was clearing off a bit, and then that the donkey looked " blown," and Tarby inspected him with a stony gaze, and was very cutting with his monosyllables. Tarby did not attempt to leave Owen behind again. He had many miles of ground to get over; and, though he was a sufficient judge of donkey -flesh to know that he had purchased a first-rate animal of its class, yet he felt perfectly assured that pitting him against a young vagabond, whom nothing seemed to tire, was not a judicious experiment so early in the day. Still, he had no idea of adding any extra weight to his barrow ; nay, more, he had begun to consider Owen's perseverance as a personal afi'ront to himself, and one that required putting down in some way. He was not fond of boys' society at any time ; and although the boy had made him smile once or twice by his ready answers, yet 38 OWEN. that was no reason why he should carry him to London, free of all demands. The boy's officiousness annoyed him also. Once he dropped his whip in the road, and, be- fore he could slip off the shafts, Owen had picked it up and put it in his hands ; and once, striding along to relieve the weight, Owen had volunteered, in the coolest man- ner, to take the reins a bit, if Mr. Tarby liked — which he didn't. The rain ceased when they were six or seven miles from Markshire ; the blue sky struggled with the fleecy banks of cloud, and gained the mastery, and scattered them so much that the sun shone forth and sowed the hedgerows and grassy banks with dia- monds. The change in the weather, or an extra pint of beer that he had slipped into a roadside inn to procure, did not improve Tarby 's temper, however ; and Mrs. Tarby having fallen asleep, with her head on one side, and her bonnet half down her back, Owen was left destitute of friends. He was OWEN. 39 used to that state of things ; it was his nor- mal condition. He had been born so, lived on so — everybody had been against him from his birth. He could have borne and put up with a great deal, and not considered himself aggrieved ; and Tarby must have been far more churlish and unmanlike be- fore he could have shaken off the good im- pression that past kindness had left on the boy. Owen was of a pushing order, and had not much bashfulness. Like a dog one may have unintentionally caressed by the roadside, he had become intrusive, and soli- citous for a few more of those kind words and looks to which his life had been fo- reign ; and even the sharp sidelong glance that he occasionally bestowed on Tarby had something of the animal instinct in it — that instinct to be friends with a mas- ter who has lately used the whip or the harsh word. Mrs. Tarby awoke, after half-an -hours nap, and looked about her, and nodded at 40 OWEN. Owen, who brightened up at her patronage, and gave a quick jerk of his head in return for the salutation. The morning was grow- ing late when they entered a little town some ten or twelve miles from Markshire Downs, and drew up before another road- side inn, where some of yesterday's cattle- dealers and nondescript personages were lingering about. Tar by exchanged a few words with one or two who had fraternized with him yesterday ; and Mrs. Tarby went shopping, on a small scale, at a general establishment over the way, whilst Tarby saw to the wants of his new purchase, pre- vious to lighting a short pipe, and entering the tap-room. Owen, leaning against the post that held the creaking sign above his head, observed all this, followed with his eyes the movements of Mrs. Tarby, saw her cross the road and join her husband, with a slight feeling of disappointment, perhaps. Surely it was animal instinct that kept this lad waiting for the humble pair, who had OWEN. 41 been, to a certain extent, charitable towards him, that led him to make friends with Tarby's donkey, and pat its neck, and rub its lumpy hairy forehead with almost a younger brother's aiFection. There seemed even more sympathy between Owen and his asinine companion, than between Owen and his fellow- creatures. They understood each other better, and were more inclined to be friends. Both had seen the world, and ex- perienced its hardships, and been kicked and beaten, and sworn at, treated cruelly and unjustly, in fact, from the earliest age. Both were poor and disreputable, and wore no livery to command respect. I do not know if any similar thoughts occurred to Owen, as he leaned his little shock head against the donkey's neck ; pos- sibly he was thinking more of the bar-par- lour, and what it was likely Mr. and Mrs. Tarby had for dinner. He stood there very quietly ; and, as he is handy for his portrait 42 OWEN. at this juncture, perhaps the reader would like him at full length. A boy of nine years, or thereabouts, tall for his age, with large jet-black eyes, that gave him a gipsy look, and would have added more interest to his pinched face if they had been less inclined to sharp, suspi- cious glances, that had no small amount of cunning in them. What the face might have been under happier auspices, it is difficult to say — possibly frank and rosy, and expressing the candour and inno- cence of youth ; for it was only a face to shrink from at first sight, my respectable sirs and madams. Look at it closely, and with that interest which all God's creatures, and especially such poor strays as these, are entitled to — look at it, remembering our common origin and brotherhood — and the face is but pale, and pinched with famine and anxiety, and the brow is heavy and contracted only with the knowledge that every man's hand is against its owner, and OWEN. 4^ prepared to thrust him from the door. The nose is long and straight, and may turn out an aristocratic nose ; and nature has had nothing to do with the thinness and white- ness of his lips. Push the cap off his fore- head, and brush therefrom that villainous lock of hair which trails into his eyes, and there are thought, and intelligence, and energy expressed. In the boy, as he stands there, are mate- rials to make a man of — a clever man, per- haps, whose way, properly indicated, may lead to greatness ; but there are few teachers in the highways, and such boys as these are disregarded by the philosopher in the crowd. The thought, intelligence, and energy are misdirected — surrounded by things evil, they are applied to evil purpose, and the tree brings forth the fruit after its kind, as God's law indicated from the first. Owen waited as patiently as the donkey for the Tarbys ; he had no thought of push- inor on and beinor overtaken some miles o o 44 OWEN. further on the road. He was not anxious to reach London, or concerned about his mother, or his school, or his work. There were no friends waiting for him at the journey's end ; no advantage to gain by returning to London, save that it was a crowded city, and in crowds crusts are earned and things are picked up more easily. It was rather pleasant there in the sun, with the inn before him, and the great trees rustling over the roof from the back- garden, and the flowers nodding to him from the first-floor windows, and the pure country breeze blowing his rags about and cooling him after his toil up that last hill where he had distanced the donkey by whose side he stood. He drank some water with that honest donkey from the trough ; iand if Tarby had only given him another crust of bread, he would have been as near happiness as most people. He wondered if the bakers' shops in country towns kept their tins of penny loaves as near the door OWEN. 45 as London tradesmen, and then — which was a better subject to dwell upon, and did him less harm — if the buxom landlady behind the bar would give him a halfpenny if he begged for it. He tried that experiment, and failed ; and, without much concern one way or another — for he was inured to dis- appointment — returned to his old post, and looked about him once more. It occurred to him to enter the bar-parlour and beg of Tarby and his wife ; but he felt Tarby would say No, and perhaps add a piece of his mind about keeping him company for so long a period. Besides, he was not par- ticularly hungry — he had fasted thirty, forty hours, more than once in his young life, when a roving fit of his mother's left him in Mann's Gardens, in an apartment as empty as his stomach. He had fallen into a speculative reverie concerning an imaginary shilling — what he would do with so large a sum supposing he could find it in the roadway — when the ii5 OWEN. voice of Tarby roused him to waking life. " What ! — you are here still, are you !" grumbled Tarby. " I'm in no hurry, you know." " You don't think you're going to have another ride, I s'pose ?" " I don't want one, thankee." " That's lucky." " I can keep up with the donkey, off and on, I daresay." " What do you want to keep up with the donkey for — ain't you had enough of that game ?" asked Tarby, biting his short pipe hard, and looking down at Owen. "Well — I — I — it's along way home alone, and I thought you'd like company, perhaps." " You're wery kind," said Tarby, with a withering satire that was lost upon the youth whom he addressed. "And lookee here," said the shrewd youth; "when you want to stretch your legs with a walk, I can jump up and hold the reins, and keep the donkey from bolting." OWEN. 47 " Is that more of your imperence?" " No — I mean it. I always mean what / say, Tarby." " You're a rum customer." Mrs. Tar by appeared at this juncture, and said, "Well, boy," in a friendly manner, which made amends for her husband's harshness. Owen took that phrase to heart, and built hopes of future patronage on it ; and as Tarby was not particularly severe upon him afterwards, he c(5nsidered himself one of the party from that time forth. Besides, he had his reasons for admiring Tarby, which may appear a few pages hence, in their natural sequence. Tarby and his wife set out again, and Owen proceeded to run by their side so long as the speed of the donkey necessitated it, which was only for the first half mile, and then the donkey dropped into a leisurely walk, and was deaf to the persuasions of its owner's cudgel, and Tarby, and even his wife, had to give up riding and lighten the 48 OWEN. labours of the quadruped toiling on to London, by toiling on to London after its fashion also. It was noticeable during this journey the proneness of Tarby to straggle towards each public-house that they passed, and indulge in a half-pint or pint of beer, as the case might be, and the sturdy determination of his wife to have nothing herself, despite his offer once or twice during their progress. Tarby's manner appealed to soften a little beneath these constant stimulants on the road ; he was less inclined to speak sharply, and his condescension to Owen exhibited itself once or twice in quite a fatherly man- ner. Owen was more often addressed as " a young shaver " than " a warmint," and Tarby's wife was always " Polly " and " old girl." A church clock was striking six, and the evening shades were stealing over the land- scape, when they had performed about eigh- teen miles of their journey, and arrived at OWEN. 49 a breezy common, where sheep and oxen were browsing and boys playing. " We'd better not go on too fast, Tarby," suggested his wife. " I'd take the donkey out of the barrow, if I was you." ^' How about London, Polly ? " " We'll do it — Lord bless you, we'll do it easily." " It's a long pull," remarked he, with a grave shake of the head. " To-morrow's Saturday, and market- morning. We always are early to market on a Saturday." " Ah ! " was the vague response. ^' We can have a bit of a rest here — then a rest and a bit of late supper some miles further on, and so early for business to Co vent Garden before we go home." *' You're a woman of business, Polly — you alius was," said he ; " but nature won't stand too much, and you're tired." " Not a bit," answered the woman, cheer- VOL. I. B 50 • OWEN. Tarby looked doubtful as he unharnessed the donkey and gave him a little hay, but appearances were in favour of the assertion, and there was no direct evidence to the con- trary. Mrs. Tarby bustled about, and with her own strong arras pushed the barrow up the rising-ground to the comraon — an ope- ration in which Owen assisted her — whilst Tarby sauntered a little way in advance, preparing a fresh pipe of tobacco. Presently they were seated under a great elm tree, which had kept the grass dry during the long rain ; and Tarby was full length on his back, with his brown skull-cap cocked over one eye. *' What a nice place this would be with lots of beer ! " he observed, after a pause. '' What a stunning place ! " "Ah ! it's been a holiday for us, Tarby," said the woman. " You and I haven't had such a long speU at the country since we were born." " Three whole days !" OWEN. 51 " And it hasn't been a loss, hardly. We sold the pony well at the fair." " Pretty well, considering." "And we shall clear the rent off, and have a pound or thirty shillings for the savings-bank again, if we take care." " Ah," responded Tarby, dreamily. " You'll let me manage it all, Tarby ? Why, it's my turn this time ! " " All right, my girl." Tarby responded in a manner still more drowsy, and to the next question there was a dead silence, that told of the senses be- numbed, and the fresh air and late half- pints being a little too much for Tarby. Tarby's wife sat and watched him for a little while, took off her plaid shawl, and rolled it into a pillow; finally, raised his head and placed it underneath him, with a care and a gentleness of touch as delicate in a costermonger's wife as in a duchess. For this woman was fond of Tarby — faithful and honest and true to him; al- e2 52 OWEN. though Tarby had not been the best of husbands in his day, but hard to please and understand, and fond of drink, and impro- vident in his habits, and quarrelsome. It had been a love-match between them years ago, and Tarby, after his fashion, was at- tached to his wife also. He was a thought- less man, and never took into account what she sacrificed for him, how laboriously she worked, what a way she had of making the best of things, and finding a bright side even to their troubles ; and how, amidst the trials and temptations of their poverty, she was always cheerful and energetic. He had struck her more than once in his drunken fits, and she had cried a little and re- proached him when he was sober enough to understand her ; but she had been a true poor man's wife, enduring much, and keep- ing strong to the last. They had had two children, and lost both a few weeks after their birth, although there was a probability of the race of Tarby being OWEN. 53 yet perpetuated, if fortune were more fa- vourable the third time. Mrs. Tarby looked forward to that time as to better days that were in store for her, instead of days which would add to the expenses in fifty different ways — poor people are so inconsiderate in these times ! It was Mrs. Tarby 's love for children that had led her to treat with some degree of kindness the shock-headed youth who had remained with them for so long a period, and that then induced her to unroll from a series of papers a slice of bread and meat, which she had reserved since dinner-time for Owen. Owen nodded his head by way of thanks, and proceeded to consume the offering in haste, and with evident relish — Mrs. Tarby eyeing him meanwhile. " What do you mean to do, if your mother s not at home, lad ? " she asked, when Owen's second meal that day was despatched. " At home ! we ain't got no home 54 OWEN. now ! I told you the rent man turned us out." " Where will you find your mother, then ? " " Oh ! at the ^ Three Compasses/ or the * Spanish Patriot,' or the ' Jolly Gardeners ' — everybody knows my mother." *^ And if she should stay away altogether?" ^' I should live, mum. Why, I can sing songs in the street — comic ones," said he, enumerating his accomplishments ; " and I can throw hand-springs and flip-flaps." " Can you read ? " " Lord— no ! " " Ah ! you're like me — with an eddication that might have been better. But I wouldn't thieve again, boy — no good'll come of that, depend upon it." " Must do something, Mrs. Tarby ; " and the boy's face looked old, with its intensity of purpose. " Haven't you any relations in the coun- try?" OWEN. 55 " What's that ? " "Any uncles, aunts, cousins ? " " Never heard on 'em, if I had." " Didn't you go to Markshire churchyard before you went on the Downs ? " " Mother did ; I sat outside on the rails, and saw the horses go by." " Wouldn't you like to be something, boy ? " asked the woman ; " I think, if I was a boy, I should like to be something, and ashamed of always skulking about the streets." " Nobody'll have me — I am a bad cha- racter, mum." And the bad character pulled up some handfuls of turf by the roots, and looked puzzled at his own definition. " I'd go to sea — I'd get made a drummer- boy, or powder-monkey, or something." Owen looked up ; those professions had not struck him before — they were worth consideration. " My mother's a bad character, too," said 56 OWEN. he, as if that assertion accounted for every- thing; "and as we're both knowed so precious well in Lambeth, and knowed no good on, it's no use o' the likes of us trying to do anythink — there's such lots of us about, and we're all marked, mum ; and we don't find many people inclined to be as kind as you are. Tarby's wife looked askance at Owen ; she had her doubts of the boy's genuineness, — but Owen's face was serious just then. " If you had been my mother now, I might " he began. " Might what ?" " Oh ! never mind now 1 — what's the odds ? " The boy was young in years to speak so recklessly ; words akin to despair, even though allied to burlesque, sound awfully strange from lips such as his. " Ah ! that's like my Tarby"— with a look in his direction — " he talks about the odds, as if the odds weren't always agin his foolish OWEN. 57 notions. But you're a little boy, and should know better, and should take the advice of people older than yourself." "I'll think about the sea," said Owen, "and the drummer-boy. I'm feared the drummer's a cut above me, though. '^ "And when you're thinking about some- thing else that's wrong — ^you know right from wrong, don't you ?" " I don't know as I do," with a pull at the peak of his cap ; "no one's ever showed me the difference." " When you'd like to know that difference, though I'm no more a scholard than you are, I'll try to show you, if you'll call on me." "At Hannah Street — the greengrocer's?" " Yes — how did you know that ?" "I know where Tar by lives — I've knowed Tarby for years. . I took to Tarby ever since he whopped policeman 92." " Ah ! he had three months for it." "I allers had a grudge against 92 — he's 58 OWEN. been down on me too often — he's a mighty bit too sharp to live long, and I wish I was a trifle bigger for his sake, that's all." "That'll do, my lad — we needn't talk about 92 just now. I wish Tarby would stir himself a little. It's getting very late." "Tarby!" shrieked the impulsive Owen, before the impetuous " hush " of Mrs. Tarby could stay the lad's exclamation. Tarby was sitting up the instant afterwards, with all the good temper born of beer quenched from his pock-marked countenance. " What are you making that yell in my ears for ?" he growled. " It's getting late, Tarby," said Owen, in reply. " What the devil's business's that of yourn." " It'll be too dark to find the donkey presently." Tarby looked round the tree, and saw the donkey quietly snuffling amongst the furze bushes at a few paces distant. He OWEN. 59 turned to Owen, and nodded his head significantly at him; he did not exactly see Owen's game, whether it was impu- dence, or solemn chaff, or an incompre- hensible something that was bred in him ; but he nodded his head, as if he weren't to be done, and Owen kept his distance for the remainder of the journey. A long, wearisome journey those last ten miles, in the late night-hours and the small hours of the morning, Tarby halting at every public-house for his half-pint till midnight, when the doors were barred against his beer-bibing propensities. Tarby 's humours came not uppermost again — unless they were his bad ones, which set in thick and fast about eleven. He had passed his facetious point, and was speeding on to the surly and disputatious — a gradation which he generally reached when not settled down to his greens in Hannah Street, or to his bar- row at the corner of James Street, Lower Marsh. There had occurred one little dis- 60 OWEN. pute between him and his wife, concerning some money which she carried in her bosom — and which was the purchase-money of their pony — and he had threatened to knock her head off if she didn't give it up — and she had said " do," and held fast to the money; and compounded the matter by some fugitive half-pence from a side-pocket, which kept Tarby in beer, as we have seen, till the public-houses closed. When they were nearing London Mrs. Tarby and Owen were walking in the roadway, and Tarby, as superior animal, was curled like a tailor in the centre of the barrow, which the donkey limped along with, probably wondering how much further it had to go. Mrs. Tarby caught Owen by the sleeve. "We're going on to Co vent Garden — your nearest way to Lambeth is over Vaux- hall Bridge." ^ "Yes— I know." " Go on, then." OWEN. 61 " Oh ! it doesn't matter where I go." " Ain't you anxious about your mother?" "Not a bit." " You can't go any further with us. You'd better not, now." "Very well." " Take care of yourself, young one ; " and the woman slipped a couple of pennies into his hand — a large sum for her to disburse in charity, after Tarby's encroachments. " What's this for ? " asked Owen—" I've done nothing." " It may be of help to you — little it is," said she ; " and there's the bridge to pay for." " Thankee." The boy hesitated still. " What are you waiting for ? " " Shall I bid good-bye to Tarby ?" "He'U wake in a bad temper, and not thank you much ! " said the woman, with a little sigh. 62 OWEN. " Good-bye, then, to you. I say " he added, pausing again. " Well ? " " There's nothink I can do for you — you think?" " Nothing," answered the woman, wearily. " ril do anything — I'm not particular," was the eager addition ; " isn't there any- thing you'd like carried a long way now?" But there was nothing required carrying then, or next day, or next week ; and Owen, seeing no other method of proving himself grateful, went his way, and parted with Mr. and Mrs. Tarby. When he had crossed the road, he stood and looked after them by the light of the gas-lamps. He had taken kindly to Tarby and his wife; they had been kind to him ; and it was a new sensa- tion, that touched feelings which he did not exactly understand. He would have liked, in his way, to show his gratitude ; but his invention was poor just then, and he was only a waif! OWEN. 63 " Some day, when I'm bigger, perhaps," he muttered, as he followed with his eyes the slow-going donkey, the sleeping Tarby, the woman in the middle of the road tramp- ing steadily onwards to market, till the bend of the road hid their figures from view. Some day when he was bigger ! — he sat and thought of that after they had gone, on a cool door-step, with the raw morning air blowing on him. When he was bigger — wliat a funny idea ! Why, that would be years and years hence — supposing such creatures as he grew at all, which he was rather uncertain of — when Tarby had gone to the dogs, and Mrs. Tarby was in the workhouse, or dead. Well, it had been a pleasant day, and a great change; and he wondered where his mother was, and if she had obtained a lift on the road, or was still drunk in Markshire — and whether the country waggons that went lumbering by would overtake Tarby, and what Tarby 's wife meant about right and wrong. Owen 64 OWEN. was in no hurry to move ; there was no one waitmg for him, or anxious about him, and the door-step was very comfortable, and went back into a recess, and was screened from the wind, and he was "just a trifle tired." And then, when he had composed him- self, curled his legs beneath him, turned up half of the collar that remained to his jacket, and thrust his hands into his pockets, came the evil genius of his life to move him on, or lock him up for sleeping in the streets, or take him to the workhouse, according to the temper of the being. It was to move him on this time, and shake him, and don't-let-me-catch-you-here-again him ; and Owen, a waif on the dark un- settled sea of human life, drifted once more on his purposeless way. 65 CHAPTER III. RIGHT OR WRONG. At the corner of Hannah Street, Lower Marsh, was situated the shop, or shed, of Tarby Chickney, greengrocer. A greengrocer in the smallest line now, whose stock-in-trade would have fetched something under ^ve shillings at the hammer. A shop that boasted a few cabbages and potatoes ; and, in appropriate seasons, tempted the young of those parts with early green gooseberries, that were preternaturally soft, and a dish of parched peas, which were unnecessarily black. This shop, which had a back-par- lour, and two up-stairs rooms, let to as VOL. I. F 66 OWEN. many respectable tenants, with large fami- lies, was the province of Mrs. Chickney, whom we have heard termed Mrs. Tarby in a preceding chapter. Tarby, in fact, was the Christian name of the gentleman we have seen wending his way to London ; but, whether a misnomer, or really bestowed upon him by an eccentric godfather, or a corruption of Darby, we have no means of clearly arriving at. Tarby was alone the name that gentleman bore in Lower Marsh and parts adjacent, and only the word " Chickney " over his door ap- prised those whom it might concern, that to sucli a second appellative he put in a legal claim. It was "Tarby" to the police — to the landlords and pot-men of the numerous public-houses that he patronized — to his customers in the Lower Marsh, where he stood with his barrow — to the wife of his bosom, who attended to the little shop when he was absent, or there was anything really to attend to, which had not been the case OWEN. 67 till the pony was sold at Markshire Fair. For fate had been hard of late years on Tarby. Tarby had known trouble, and had his temper soured in consequence. He had been in prison for an assault or two in holi- day times ; he had been unfortunate in his speculations — for even little green-grocers speculate for the rise and fall, and burn their fingers with over-purchases, and come to grief; he had gone back in his rent and had an execution in, and pawned every- thing to get the brokers out; he had de- creased his stock, and increased his aptitude for beer ; and he had, finally, sold the pony for eleven pounds, fourteen shillings, and bought a donkey that was likely to turn out well when its appetite grew less. And perhaps things would turn out well when Tarby settled to work again, and surmounted his loose fits ; he was out of debt, and only a pony the less ; and the lodgers were all in work, and sent down the rent every Saturday night with a punctual- f2 68 OWEN. ity that was no less praiseworthy than it was encouraging to the hopes of Tarby's wife. And as Tarby, when once in the mill-horse round of business, drank little and worked hard, and was up early and late, it was to be hoped that — holidays ex- cepted — these honest people would thrive, and keep their heads above those troubled waters which swamped so many Lower Marsh way. For the neighbourhood of Lower Marsh, and the wilderness of streets between it and Tower Street on the one hand, between it and York Road on the other, is a poor, strug- gling, hand-to-mouth neighbourhood, that has not its equal further east. Essentially and wholly poor — shadowed here and there by the haunts of crime, where the deadly temptation to earn money easily ever pre- sents itself — this neighbourhood was, and is, and must remain, a city in itself, of hunger and need. There is no chance of raising it. There is an army of poverty -haunted souls OWEN. 69 inhabiting the narrow streets and dingy- courts, which make a net-work of the place — a gaunt army, terrible in its power to do mischief, and — ^mark it, philanthropists ! — increasing ; an army that is unorganized and of separate elements, and drifts — ^fortunately for society — various ways ; stealing out to beg, borrow, steal, feast on the forbidden fruit — forbidden by the law that governs neighbours' goods. Here plies incessantly the double thread of which Tom Hood sang; here live the shirt-makers, the shoe-binders, the workina: tailors to the grand emporiums, where goods are ticketed so cheap that there's a fragment of a life in every article ; the costermongers, the showmen and street acrobats — the supernumeraries of the minor theatres ; the crossing-sweepers, the beggars that meet you in the broader thorough- fares and clamour for your charity ; the tribes of children who shame you with their nakedness and squalor, and are older in their knowledo-e of the world than half 70 OWEN. the well-dressed whom they revile or lie to. The three months that have passed since Tarby went to Markshire Downs to sell his pony have brought the winter upon Lower Marsh, and filled its streets with snow. It was close on Christmas time, and people who could afford it were thinkino^ of their coming festivities; and people who could not were cowering from the cold in fireless rooms, and fighting for the best place at the Union gate, where the loaves were given away to out-door starvelings who had come to grief Night had settled over Lower Marsh and Hannah Street ; dirty boys and girls had retreated to their haunts ; the feeble gas-jet flickered at the corners of the streets; figures here and there of poverty or crime — it was doubtful which — were stealing in and out of squalid houses, and flitting noiselessly through the darkness an'd snow ; all was quiet at Tarby 's shed, where the gas burned low, and where Tarby walked about on tiptoe, enjoying his after-supper OWEN. 71 pipe, and looking as sober as a judge. Tarby had his hands in his pockets, and his cap tilted over his forehead, and was promenading thoughtfully to and fro, hold- ing a committee of ways and means with himself, and mapping out the proceeds of last week, and calculating for the next, and disturbed in the operation by thoughts of a deeper cast that troubled him, and with which we shall presently trouble the reader. Tarby 's shed, or shop, gave signs that Tarby was in less difficulties than usual, and that his stock-in-trade, if not his business, had at least increased. There was a pile of greens in a basket at the back, a fair proportion of potatoes — and the cold weather had run them up to three pounds twopence — and a basin of parched peas (with a " ha'porth" already measured in a tin mug for the next comer) of a size and magnitude that had not been seen in Hannah Street since the admirers of parched peas had rushed to Tarby Chickney's shop. 72 OWEN. Tarby, deep in committee and addressing the chair at the present moment on the pro- bability of a rise in turnips, was uncon- scious of a watcher who stood in the opposite doorway, and took stock of his proceedings. A youthful watcher, whose clothes w^ere a trifle more torn and dilapidated than when the reader made the pleasure of his ac- quaintance, and whose face, if he had stepped underneath the gas-lamp yonder, would have been found more thin, and pinched, and haggard, than when atten- tion was first drawn to it on the great London road some three months since. The eyes were very anxiously directed to- wards the shop at the corner, and the heart under the rags — this waif, cast hither and thither, had a heart, reader, that could be touched, as the hearts of all can if the right chord be struck at the right time with the gentleness and earnestness of a true player on such instruments — beat with an uncertainty and a sickening sense of fear OWEN. 73 very new to it. For the watcher had been at that post night after night for above a week, and no sign of Mrs. Chickney had presented itself; and he had wished to see and speak to her. But Tarby had been only there of an evening, and he had nothing to say to Tarby just then in which Tarby could take an interest or assist him ; it was Tarby 's wife he wanted, and she never appeared ; and he knew, by the drawn blind before the back parlour glass door, that she was ill inside there, and that it was better — however time pressed — not to trou- ble her. When Tarby was absent of a morning, the watcher had been in the habit of passing and repassing. There was a strange woman in the shop, and from the periodical visits of a gentleman in black, Owen guessed that Mrs. Chickney required no small amount of attention. He would wait till she was better before he troubled her, or asked about her ; and so he kept a watch on the house, and 7"4 OWEN. bided his time. It did not occur to him that it was necessary to make any inquiries concerning Mrs. Tarby's health ; he took it as a matter of course that she would get better, and perhaps it might set her against him if he worried her too much. It was six in the evening of that Decem- ber night when Owen had taken his place on the opposite side ; it was seven when Tarby was in committee, and trying to ^x his thoughts to business. His wife had only said, half an hour ago, in a very weak voice, ^'Do think of the business, Tarby, and not of me — there's a dear, good fellow ;" and he had promised to do so, and gone into the shop to distract his ideas completely from subjects foreign to cash transactions. Owen was watching him with great in- tentness, when the parlour door opened, and the woman whom he had noticed serv- ing occasionally in the shop came hastily forth, and flung up both arms in rather a stagy manner. Owen saw Tarby make OWEN. 75* two strides towards the street, then stop at the woman's voice, hesitate, and, turning back, go into the parlour. Owen left his hiding-place, and ran to the opposite side of the way, and up the two steps into the shop in his excitement, then down again as the parlour door opened and Tarby re-emerged. He was in his old hiding-place when Tarby went to the shop-board, and pro- ceeded to lug forth a rickety shutter, that had not seen paint or varnish, or known a scrubbing-brush, since its first coat in ages remote. Owen looked perplexed, and turned a shade more pale. He was uncertain, doubt- ful. If he had been ever taught a prayer, it might have escaped his lips then, hard and inured to the world as he was. For she had been his one friend, the only one whom he had known ; she — but perhaps Tarby was only going to shut up early ; to- morrow was Saturday — market morning — and he knew Tarby must rise at half-past f^ OWEN. four to reach Covent Garden in anything like time. Only going to shut up — to be sure. Why, here came another shutter. And that was the last ! Owen saw him turn back into the parlour, leaving his advertisement of a death in Hannah Street to the notice of his neighbours. Was it only an impulse that took Owen up the steps and once more into the shop, where he stood against the potatoe-bin, and waited some one's attendance. Presently the wo- man put her head out, and said, " What do you want ? " in no very civil tones. " I want to see Tarby." " Can't I serve you ? " " No," was the quick response. Tarby reappeared in the shop after this abrupt reply, and Owen and he looked each other in the face. " What — is that you ? " said Tarby. " Yes, it's m^," and then they stood look- ing at each other till Owen broke silence. "I see the shutters are up — I'm sorry." OWEN. 77 Tarby did not answer, but surveyed him with a little more surprise. "I daresay you don't think it, now?" with a strange half-laugh. " Well— it's funny." " She — she — " with a gulp — " gave me the first good word, and that's more nor my own mother ever did. She promised to tell me what was wrong, if I ever thought I didn't know it from the right — and now she's dead, Tarby ! " "Not the old woman — not Polly, boy.: It arn't so bad as that." "It's— it's— " " The babby — the little one that was only born a week ago, and, like all the rest, was tooked." " Oh ! I'm so glad it's dead ! " "Oh! are you?" " Instead of Mrs. Tarby, you know," said the boy, with some perception of having wounded Tarby's feelings. " It wouldn't have done for us to have lost her." 78 OWEN. " Well, it wouldn't have mattered to you much, that I can see." " I don't know that," said the boy, with feverish impatience. " I can't say as much, nor more can you. I came to ask about the wrong, and she'll tell me when she's better." " I can't make you out exactly," said Tarby, dubiously. " Where's all your im- perence gone to ? " " I'm not well just now," said Owen, hur- riedly, " and your shutters gived me a turn, and I haven't eaten anythink for four-and- twenty hours, and — and — when shall I call again ? '^ " Next week, if you like — when Polly's better. You needn't come a-bothering now, you see." " I see," was the reply. " She's bothered, and I'm bothered enough without you, young one. Here — hold your cap." Owen held his cap as directed, and Tarby tilted into it the measure of parched peas, OWEN. 79 and ate half-a dozen peas or so himself from the basin, by way of an alleviation to his grief. " Now, cut !" Owen " cut" as directed, and was half-way down Hannah Street, when he heard some one striding after him. Looking back he found Tarby rapidly advancing. " Here, she must have her way now. She wants to see you." " Does she, though? " and the boy's face brightened, and was like a new face to Tarby. " Don't bother her too much, now," warned Tarby ; "or make her cry or any- think, or I shall larrup you when you come out." " I'll take the most possiblest care, Tarby." "Don't talk of the babby," continued Tarby. . " Not a word." " Cut it as short as you can, and don't 80, OWEN. drop the parched peas over the floor, cos they make a cussed row when you tread on 'em. " ril mind, Tarby." Tarby and Owen entered the shop, and passed into the parlour. A low, black, ceilinged room, of narrow dimensions, and distorted shape — running to sharp angles. A hot, close room, in which a fire burned brightly, and before which, on a sofa, lay Tarby's wife, pale and delicate, and looking more the lady than she did on Markshire Downs. The woman at the back, wife of the up-stairs lodger, and ofiiciating for the time as nurse, was arranging something on two chairs at the back, which Owen guessed was the dead baby. " Well, boy, here you are again ! " said Mrs. Chickney. " Yes, mum, here I are again.'' " You were talking of something wrong ; and I thought I would not let you go away t OWEN. 81 — although there's something wrong here, too — without hearing all about it. We ain't no cause to forget other people's troubles in our own, Mrs. Wortley." " No, Mrs. Chickney, no. As you v/ere a-saying on — no cause," mumbled the old woman, without looking up from her task. " Tarby, don't go in the shop," said his wife, detecting in him a movement to with- draw ; "I had rather you sit down a bit." " Wery well ; " and Tarby, obedient and lamb-like, relapsed into a half-bottomless cane chair, and looked steadily at the fire. " Now, what's wrong ? '' " This is how it is, mum — mother has never come back. I've been to every public in the Cut and Marsh, and no one's seen or heard on her." " Oh, dear ! — and what have you been doing all the while ? " " Trying to live, mum. It's hard lines, though." VOL. I. G 82 OWEN. " You're sorry for your mother, now, I suppose." " I think so," was the evasive answer ; then he added, "but she spanked hard, and I never seed a great deal of her sober — only twice, I think." ^'Well?" " Well ! I tried to get to sea ; and no one would have me, because they were afraid I should die half-way out, afore I come of use ; and as for entering the harmy, — as you thought on — I was laughed at, mum !" '' Short as you can," suggested Tarby, from his chair. "And so I went to the handkercher man." " Oh ! " " Yes, mum ; and he said he thougiit he could make me useful, or find me something to do in a week or two, if I called; and I've put it off, because I thought you'd like to know it, p'raps, before I went." OWEN. 83 "Do you like this man ? " " Can't abide him, Mrs. Tarby.'' " But you must live, like the rest of us , and you'd do better if you could ? " " Yes." " You'd be honest, if you had a chance, p'raps. You'd try to know the right from wrong, and let others teach you ; and serve them well and faithfully, p'raps — why, you'd try not to be bad, wouldn't you ? " " Yes." " And it's as easy to go right as wrong, when you're once put in the way — isn't it, Tarby?" " Easy as a glove," affirmed Tarby, who had always found it one of the hardest tasks of his life. *' Then Tarby shall make you errand boy here, if you don't mind sleeping in the shop, and getting up early to market, and attend- ing to the donkey." " Eh ?" said the amazed Tarby. "We shall want a boy — the business g2 84 OWEN. takes up all our time, Tarby, and he'll be a great help till I am strong, and don't think so much of" — here her voice faltered — " of poor baby there !" "But " " But you'll let me have my way, Tarby, in this? It's for the good of all of us, p'raps ; and this boy mustn't go astray. See how cheap it'll be, too — only to have a boy for his keep." " He'll get to the till," affirmed Tarby. " Oh ! don't think so bad of me as that," pleaded the boy, whose chest was heaving and eyes sparkling at the prospect of his rise in life ; " may I drop down dead, if I ever take a ha'penny of your money !" " We will try him for a week, Tarby ?" " Um !" responded her husband. "Do you remember me saying at Mark- shire that he reminded me of our first baby's looks?" Tarby nodded assent. . "If we could only think that it was that OWEN. 85 first baby, growed up ratlier fast, and taken two years for one — or only fancy that, to make up for having no babies of our own, this boy was sent for us to make some good out of. I don't know how it is that I should take to the boy, and feel that I can trust him. Perhaps because he's as motherless as I'm — I'm childless, Tarby." "Now you're going to cry, old woman, and upset yourself," said Tarby. " And the doctor said that we couldn't keep you too quiet, just at present," added the woman from the background. "And here you are a-going it, like one o'clock ! " clinched Tarby. " I'm not a-going it — I'm not thinking of crying," said his wife, hysterically. " Shall we give this boy a home now ? Poor as it is, it may be a grand place for him." " We'll try him. Young shaver," turning to Owen, " we're going to try you. Mind your manners, and behave yourself ac- cording." 86 OWEN* Owen, who felt a choking in his throat, and a spasmodic desire to clench and un- clench his hands, and tear little pieces off the ragged ends of his waistcoat and jacket, nodded his head by way of acquiescence. "I needn't say," added Tarby, " you'U catch it, if you don't. Now, come into the shop, and leave the missis to herself." Owen hesitated. He wished to express something like thanks, but his powers of utterance were gone, and there was nothing he could think of suitable to the occasion, even had he possessed the full use of his faculties. He was in a mist ; everything was confused, and had no tangibility. To wake up on some door-step, or amongst the baskets of the Borough Market, or under one of the dry arches in the Belvidere Road, or amongst the logs which the timber merchants left on open spaces of ground before their premises, would have been the most natural termination to so strange a scene, and only by its contrast have ren- OWEN. 87 dered reality a shade more bitter. He could not believe yet that Tarby's bouse was to be his home — Tarby, the hero of Lower Marsh, whom it took six policemen to carry to the station-house ! And Tarby's wife, who was to be a new mother to him — who was to let him understand, for the first time, what a mother was like ! He thought no more of the other mother ; he would have been sorry to see her return and claim him — she had never sought to win his affections by a word. It was a new life for Owen, from which much was to evolve — the first step back- ward from the easy downward path his ignorance was leading him. Say that the progress was not great, that Tarby and his wife were people of common minds and low ideas, and never went to church, or cared for church or chapel — still Owen had stepped back from the brink, and the step had brought with it reflection for the past, and a something like resolve for the future. We B8 OWEN. cannot all rise from the mire and put on angels' wings, and float upwards higher, higher from the sordid earth that claims us — if in the common business-life of that earth one falters somewhat, and meets with much to retard an earnest progress, how much more weak and trembling are the steps that lead us from the snares lying in the valley of unrighteousness ! END OF THE FIRST BOOK. BOOK THE SECOND. TRAGEDY IN HANNAH STREET. 91 CHAPTER I. "92." Two years since Tarby's child was buried, and Tarby took a protege in the shape of Owen into his establishment. Two years to such people as Tarby and his wife, and in such a neighbourhood, do not record great changes. The shop remained still open at the corner of Hannah Street ; the same greens might be in the corner, the same potatoes in the bin, the same mugful of parched peas measured out for the next customer, as on the night when Owen was rescued from the streets. Tarby's fortunes had neither risen nor 92 OWEN. fallen since that time. Tarby had perio- dical fits of saving and sobriety, for which his wife could calculate as readily as for his fits of relaxation and beer in Boxing-week, and Whitsuntide, and Easter. Tarby was no more known to be inebriated on the weeks preceding those festive occasions, than in the memory of the costermongers of Lower Marsh he was known to have passed a holiday- week without '' his fling," as they termed it — which " fling" consisted in drink- ing deeply, and becoming quarrelsome, and fighting those who were as disputatious as himself, and winding up the week in Tower Street station-house. Tarby's idiosyncrasies were so well known Lambeth way that, in holiday times, the police oh duty in the Marsh had a habit of shutting their eyes to escapades not too glaringly outrageous, and to there's-a-good-fellowing him when they wanted him to go home, and to even turn- ing down quiet streets if there were a fight outside the public-house and Tarby's buUet OWEN. 93 head was seen dodging up and down in the midst of the million who saw sport ; but the result was equally the same, and Tarby was before a magistrate, and fined or com- mitted three times a year as usual. And yet Tarby made great efforts to amend, and made Polly fifty promises when sobered down, and turned to his work and his cos- tering, like a moral Hercules when the fit was over, and he had become a sadder, wiser, poorer man, for his experience of life. Looking in upon Tarby's wife, now two years have swept by, we find her busying about the shop and bustling to and fro with all her energy. She was not so strong as she used to be, she informed her neighbours, and her face was more pale and lined, as if Tarby 's constant " goings on " were wearing out her hopes, and scoring every one she lost upon her face. And yet she laughed as heartily as ever when there was anything to laugh at in Hannah Street — and in the 94 OWEN. midst of ^^ poverty, hunger and dirt/' poor people will find food for merriment — and had the same habit of turning the best side uppermost, which would make a plea- sant dwelling-place of the earth, if the habit were catching and we could all have the complaint. To hear her defending Tarby in holiday time, when her neighbours came in flocks to compassionate her, and were rather disap- pointed in their hearts if she had no black eye to present to public gaze, would have done the heart good of a Diogenes. *' Lord bless you, it's a way of his I was used to long ago. You see, what with Christmas boxes, and people standing treat, and no one working with the barrow, Tarby takes too much, and his poor head isn't strong. And then he's hasty like, and hits before he thinks of what he's doing — sorry enough after he'll be, if he's hurt anybody!" And Mrs. Tarby would proceed with a cheerful step into the back parlour, and trim OWEN. 95 the candle, and bring forth a whole basket- ful of needlework to amuse her, while sitting up for the Tarby whose '^ poor head " was at that time, perhaps, being rapped about by policemen's staves, and found thick enough to bear that operation without cracking much. They had been fortunate and unfortunate in business during the past two years, but of late Tarby had worked extra hard, and " brought the place round again a bit," as he termed it ; and the donkey remained in the back shed, and they were not more be- hind with the rent than usual. There was a chance of Tarby 's wife presenting to the world another feeble specimen of the Chick- ney race by that time, and Tarby 's wife had many thoughts to make her anxious, keep her weak. Owen had grown some inches in the two years, and was looking better and more cre- ditable. He had lost a good deal of his pallor, and all that pinched expression which 96 OWEN. famine had scored on his face, and his eyes only retained something of that shrewdness and rapid manner of passing from object to object to which we have alluded in an early portion of this history. The reader may have anticipated that he has kept honest and faithful to the Chick- neys ; the boy had only required an incen- tive to turn from the wrong, a goal to work forward to, a hope to be held out, a seed to be planted, to proceed a better, purer way than that which circumstances had seemed to indicate. They would be cruel statistics, and full of mystery, and of a fearful inte- rest, if we could have our tabular accounts of those who might have turned like Owen in their younger days, had the one friend stepped forth, or the one loop-hole to escape been left unguarded. AVho will answer for those accounts when the day comes ? — shall you and I, dear brother, have our shares allotted, and have claims to pay for that wilful blindness, lukewarmness, plea of OWEN. 97 overwork and overstudy, that have kept us from the poor and sinful, to whom our guidance might have been salvation ? There may come a dreadful reckoning, without friends or loop-holes for ourselves ; and the measure we have used will mete out God's charity to us — we have been warned, and yet we take no lesson. It is true that Owen might have been in better hands ; but it was an honest life he was pursuing, and Mrs. Chickney was full of homely sayings, that more often left a moral than even Owen was aware. Owen was of great use to Tarby now — could wheel a barrow at eleven years of age, and conduct business in the Marsh, even of a Saturday night ; and had the quickest eye for a bad halfpenny of all the youths in Lambeth. Tarby, who was not a man of fancies, and was difficult to please, had taken to the boy after a while, and been pleased with his unwearying exertions for the Tarby cause in general. No distance VOL. I. H 98 QWEN. was too great, no load too heavy, no hour too late or early for him in the Chickney service ; and Tarby, though not a good temper himself, could admire an exhibition thereof in his errand boy. " Can I do anything for you now?" Tarby had said one day, in the warmth of his heart, when Owen had been over-earnest in his duties. '"Yes — teach me to fight, Tarby!" was the ready response ; and Tarby went down on his knees in the shop, and gave Owen his first lesson, as a reward of merit for ser- vices of distinction. If Owen's mother had made her appear- ance at any time during the course of those two years, she would have scarcely found her son recognizable, he was shooting up so fast, and there was not a rag to swear to his identity. Tarby 's wife was a tidy woman, and handy with her needle, and wished Owen to be a credit to the establishment ; and Owen was worth the trouble and the OWEN. 99 expense, and tlie stray penny or two with which he was remunerated at times. Owen could take another basket, or barrow, and sell on account in another part of the Lower Marsh, and bring home the profits correct to a fraction. It was possibly the extra exertion of Owen that had kept the little shop in Hannah Street in about the same position, despite the wear and tear of profit which Tarby's uncertain actions in- curred. Two years, then, to the very day of the month of Owen's adoption — a Satur- day night, and Lambeth life busy and feverish. The snow of two years since might be the same white garment covering the dirt and dust of the roadway, the scene in Hannah Street had changed so little. There was more action in the scene, however ; and the tide of men, women and children, flow- ing to the cheapest market, streamed on un- ceasingly. The Lower Marsh was deafening with a thousand voices, calling attention to as many varied wares, and the roar thereof h2 100 OWEN. sounded like a distant angry sea in Hannah Street. There was everything to sell and buy in the busy thoroughfare ; and traders in human weakness were even at their old game of selling penny sovereigns, and sealed packets that could only be presented with halfpenny straws, a trick which has gone on for thirty years and more, and is still found profitable, even in streets where the shadow of privation lurks eternally. Mrs. Chickney was driving a good trade in Hannah Street, despite prices being higher than usual at that season of the year. There had not been sufficient capital in hand to stock Owen's barrow as well as Tarby's that particular evening, and Owen was at home with Tarby's wife, assisting in the general business, and taking things home when required by prudent folk who were going farther, and perhaps had a Sun- day's joint, and six loaves, and a baby to carry back. " That parcel of greens and potatoes has OWEN. 101 been waiting a couple of hours, Owen," cried Mrs. Chickney in dismay, when a lull in the trade afforded an opportunity of discovering the omission. " Oh ! dear, and new customers, too — what'll they say ? " " I'll manage to make it all square, mo- ther," replied Owen. Owen had begun, of late years, to call Mrs. Tarby "mother." It was a natural word, and there was a pleasure in the sound to the hard-working woman, who had never been a mother for many days at a time. And she had been a true mother to this waif of ours, and he was grateful. " It's No. 6, in Jenkin's Street, and the name's Dell." " I shant forget it." " And don't leave anything without the money — we can't trust people till we know a little more about them." "All right." And Owen, passing his arm through his basket-handle, proceeded on his way whist- 102 OWEN. ling the last melody that the street songsters had made popular in Lambeth. No. 6 in Jenkin's Street was soon reached — a street a little more wide and clean than that of Hannah Street in dirty weather, and where more of the neighbours had taken the trouble to sweep the snow from their doors, and polish their door-handles, and give an additional brilliancy to their little dabs of knockers. Owen knocked and gave a peculiar yell, which Tarby had taught him, as of a canine animal in the direst agony, and which was symbolical of " greens," and presently the door opened, and a pretty-faced girl of ten years old stood waiting to receive the goods. " Oh ! is it you at last ?" said she ; " how late you are !" " Mrs. Chickney's wery sorry, and forgot all about 'em till this minute — hopes you haven't been put out at all, or had to sit up — one shilling and three halfpence, please." OWEN. 103 " Tell that boy to come inside," shouted a voice from the parlour, the door of which was open, and through which the fumes of tobacco-smoke were stealing forth into the passage. "You're to come inside, please." "Well, don't catch hold of the basket, then — I'll carry it," said Owen, who had his suspicions of a credit account being suggested by the head of the family, and had an objection to urge to the contrary. Owen entered the room without any re- luctance, and, having forgotten to remove his cap, gave from under the peak one of his sharpest and most comprehensive glances. He nearly dropped the basket in his con- sternation at the first object of his attention — a big, burly man, all whiskers, in a blue uniform and white buttons, and having the figures 92 neatly worked on his collar, and an enormous iron-topped hat resting at his feet, between two enormous boots to match the hat. Government turns out things on a 104 OWEN. large scale, and is more improvident than sparing with material. If there were any consolation to Owen, it was in the knowledge presented by the garterless left wrist that 92 was off duty, and had his stock unfastened, which gave him a less fierce and red aspect, and did not keep all the blood in his head with undue pressure. He had evidently retired from public action for that particular evening; and the pipe in his mouth, and the glass of gin and water at his elbow, gave a happy and novel turn to his general appearance. But 92 was only a guest at No. 6 in Jenkin's Street, and for the first time in Owen's experience was playing a subor- dinate part, and shoving nobody, and moving nobody on! Why, he looked quite happy and peaceable, and Owen would have liked Tarby to have seen him just for half a minute — he would have scarcely believed his eyes. To think of 92 smoking a long OWEN. 105 clay-pipe — it was enough to make Owen dream of it, and have the nightmare, under the little counter where he slept. Although occupied in particular with No. 92, Owen had taken stock of the second inmate, also smoking a long clay pipe, and having a second glass of gin and water at his elbow to match that of his official friend's. He was a man of smaller propor- tions, in a suit of clothes that had once been white, but was now covered with iron-mould and dabbed with soot, and marked with extra shades of blackness at the knees and elbows. A man above the middle heio-ht but squarely built, and with a family like- ness to 92 in the countenance, which was, however, of a less lumpish description, and boasted two great grey eyes, that looked through Owen, and made him feel uncom- fortable, and as if he had stolen something. "Put that basket down, lad, and come here," said the man in fustian. "AU right, sir," said Owen, giving vent 106 OWEN. to his usual remark, and retaining a firm hold of his basket as he advanced ; " it*s one and three-halfpence, if you please." "Don't you think I'll pay you?" asked the man. "Ain't afeard of that, sir," was Owen's doubtfully- moral reply. " If T don't, lad, give me in charge " — and he pointed with the stem of his pipe to policeman 92. " Off duty, John— off duty." And John and 92 laughed heartily, and nodded at each other in a pleasant here's- your-good-health style, before they dipped their noses simultaneously into their glasses of grog. "These things were ordered long ago," said the man addressed as John ; " and I like punctuality — it's a good thing, and you can't have too much of it. If I support your mother's establishment, I must have all promises kept to the letter. Tell her, will you?" OWEN. 107 " All right, sir." " But it's all wrong, sir, if you come creeping in three hours after time. Time's money ; and I'm always true to the minute myself If you had ever heard of John Dell, boy, you'd have known that by this time." "Time's money — and I'm wasting it," said Owen. " Eh ? — what ? — wastino; it in listenino; to profitable advice?" " You see I'm wanted," said Owen, apolo- getically; " and it's — it's a long time to wait for one and three-halfpence." Dell could not forbear laughing at this, and striking his hand smartly on his knee. " An eye to business after all," said he ; "this lad's not slow. Bob?" " No, no," was the hesitative answer ; and 92 bit his pipe hard, and shut one eye and looked attentively at Owen with the other. Owen felt he was known, and coloured up to the roots of his hair. 108 OWEN. "So it comes to one and three-half- pence," said the master of the house. "Where's your bill, boy?" " Haven't brought none." " Brought none ! — who said you had brought none ?" said Mr. Dell, taking up his grammar. "Bob" (turning to 92), "your pencil a moment." Bob drew a lead pencil from his pocket and presented it to Mr. Dell, who commenced writing on a scrap of paper. "Always methodical you see. Bob," (he commented as he wrote). " I like things square still, and keep things in order to the best of my ability. ^ To greens^ etc., one and three-halfpence' — here, put paid to that." And paper and pencil were pushed to- wards our hero, who reddened again and stupidly regarded the document. " We never give bills," said Owen, after a pause. But the gentleman addressed was picking OWEN. 109 out one and three-half-pence from a handful of coppers and small silver he had drawn from his trousers-pocket, and heeded not the remark. The exact sum having been laid by the side of the paper, Dell said, in half soliloquy : " I haven't had time to sort all those four- penny-pieces yet. I like my money, when I have any, in proper compartments, Bob. A pocket for small-change, another for half- crowns and shillings ; a special pocket that I have made thief-proof for the few half- sovereigns and sovereigns that so seldom turn up now, boy, look alive and put 'Paid.'" " I can't write," Owen confessed, slowly, and almost sullenly. "Can't write!" exclaimed the other; " that's hard — that's wrong." He sat with one large veined hand pressed on the table near the paper, and looked at Owen steadily. There was something open 110 OWEN. as the day in the man's face, and Owen took to it, although its looks abashed him. "How's that?" "I haven't had a chance — no one's thought of it. I'm busy all day." "You should go to evening school like me, little boy," said a voice close to his side. Owen looked at the pretty-faced girl who had first opened the door to him. Her soft voice, after the sharp ringing tones of John Dell, was a pleasant relief, and it was hard to answer all John Dell's questions. " I haven't the time, miss." " Then you must make time, boy ! " cried Dell in a passion. "It won't do to be a dunce in these days. It will be worse when you're a man, and have a living to earn. You must push about, and learn by any means, at any time, in any fashion. What's your mother and father about all this time? " "Father I never had, and mother run away from me," said Owen. " Ay, ay— that's it." OWEN. Ill "You're with Tarby?" said 92, address- ing Owen for the first time. " Yes:' "Who's Tarby?" inquired Dell, catching up the words, and following on in a charac- teristic brusque manner. " A costermonger — a " " Know anything against him?" " N'no," replied 92, puffing more vigor- ously at his pipe. "Ofi'duty, Bob?" said DeH. " Ay, ay, John — off duty." And both men laughed again. Owen here suddenly broke in with — " There's nothing much to be said agin him, off duty or on. He's quick at times, nothin' more. 92 can't say a word more agin him than that." " Quick and hot," said 92 — " not much more." "No ;" and Owen looked as if he thought he might have said a little less. " And they won't give you time, morning 112 OWEN. or niglit, to go to school ? They had better give you time to hang yourself than run you quite so close," said Dell. Owen relinquished his basket to Ruth, and bent over his money, and went through a calculation of his own to make sure that it was quite correct. He had nothing to say to Mr. Dell's last remark. It was un- called for, if unanswerable. Mr. Dell was taking up his time too, and it was Saturday night. " Make your mark or something, boy, and that gentleman will witness it," said Dell. " I like things ship- shape, and proofs of payment evident." Owen made a cross, and 92 affixed his signature thereto, as witness to the legal payment in full of all demands of one shilling and three-halfpence to Mr. Chickney, or Mr. Chickney's representative. ^' That'll do, boy," said Mr. Dell. " Here, Ruth, put this on the file, and show the dunce out." OWEN. 113 " You're hard upon me," said Owen, with a flash of spirit, and the black eyes regard- ing Mr. Dell in a manner far from loving. " You're hard upon yourself, and Tarby's harder. Don't put the blame on me. Good night." " Good night," Owen felt called upon to respond. *' You don't look quite a fool, and you're losing all your chances by growing up to be one," he continued, with no small warmth. " Your , what ? Going, Bob?" " Yes, I must be off, John, now," replied 92, rising. *' Glad am I to have found you well and hearty, and as full of steam as ever." "You would not have me at a lower pressure ? " " No, no. It looks well." " It wouldn't do to be even too slow in your line, eh ? " "Not exactly," said he, putting on his VOL. I. I 114 OWEN. hat. " Well, good night to you, John. I hope you'll like your place." " I make up my mind to like a thing I turn to. It's more comfortable." " Ay, that's true." " It's philosophical, Bob." " Ay, it's philossiiicol," said 92, after a little struggle with the word, ending with bringing it out wrong, as people who struggle with a fine word generally do — a phonic retribution for meddling with things they are not well acquainted with. Meanwhile Ruth Dell had shown Owen into the passage. " Do you mind waiting a minute more?" she asked. Owen, who was anxious to leave the house wherein he had experienced no small amount of torture, hesitated ; but, before he could reply, Ruth had darted up a flight of stairs in the dark, and was down again ere he had done fumbling with the lock in his eagerness to be gone. OWEN. 115 " There's my first spelling-book — I went through it years ago, and shall never want it again. Will you take it home and look at it, please ? — I want you so very much to take it home." Owen took it from her hands and thrust it in the pocket of his jacket, and felt more bewildered than ever beneath all this at- tention. He was far too confused to thank her before she shut him out in the street, or to repeat the good night which accom- panied the gift. He did not see his way very clearly before him ; he had gone a step out of his old track into a new world, and the new world had dazed him. That 92 must have put him out and taken away the use of his tongue ; who'd have thought of seeing him ! — his evil genius ; the man who never let anybody alone, or winked at anything ! The man who never let anybody alone put his hand on Owen's shoulder, as Owen I 2 116 OWEN. trudged on with his basket. Owen gave a jump; it was so like the old times, and being " collared," and walked off to Tower Street station-house. "You've been two years at this fun, haven't you, Owen Owen ?" he asked. It was the name they had written more than once on the charge-sheet at Tower Street, after finding Owen so completely in the dark respecting his surname. And 92 had had his eye upon him all that period, it seemed, too. " Yes — two years." " Well, it's a lift ; and you've been pretty quiet, and gone round the corner when told, and not been sarcy, and kept your hands from picking and stealing. I'm glad to see the improvement, Owen Owen." Was this 92 who spoke so friendly, and whose voice was so less harsh? What a difference off duty appeared to make in a man ! " You didn't — you didn't tell them that I OWEN. 117 had been ever locked up?" asked Owen, anxiously. " My perfession tells me to keep my tongue quiet. If I was always telling tales off duty of what happened on, I should never feel easy in my mind, and comfortable, and unbuttoned." " You'll never lock me up again," said Owen, cheerfully, and with a toss of the head that expressed his sure conviction. " Do you mean it ?" " Yes." " Well, it's a nasty part of my occupation, and I'm glad to hear it — it's so seldom chaps like you turns over a new leaf." " We haven't all people to take care of us, or we might grow good, like Mr. Dell's little girl." " How do you know she's good ?" asked 92, in some amazement. " She looks it — I can see it in her face — it's like a face I once saw in a picter-book." "Ah I it's a nice, comforble face," said 118 OWEN. 92, "God bless it; it's something like a face — the picture of her mother, who went off early." " She's not like her father much," ob- served Owen. "Isn't she?" " She hasn't got such popping-out eyes." " I'm her father," observed 92. " Oh, I didn't mean you." " No, but the compare-ison will fit/' said he ; " they're family eyes ; and mine's a trifle worse than my brother's, owing to the stock. It's been noticed before." " She has lent me a spelling-book," said Owen, anxious to change the subject, as 92 continued to favour him with his com- pany. " She's the best of girls — I'm vain enough to think the very best, at times." "What's she " Owen paused. He felt his curiosity was mastering his politeness. " Go on, boy." OWEN. 119 " What's she living with Mr. Dell for, I was going to say ?" "To keep his house for him, and look after him, and have a proper home of her own. John wished it, and I was a widower, and moved about here and there and every- where, and away all day, or all night, and she without a friend ; and so she went to John's." " I see." " It was not proper to bring her up in a back-room, or in an empty house, which I might live in scot-free till the next tenant came ; and John, so capital a manager in everything, and earning a good bit of money, and wanting a little housekeeper so much, being an old bachelor — it wasn't pro- per, and I saw it." Owen, overwhelmed by 92's communica- tiveness, could merely nod his head in as- sent, and wonder if the man were always like this off duty, or whether Mr. Dell's gin and water had rendered him loquacious. 120 OWEN. It was agreeable gossip, though ; and Owen was interested in the Dells. " I shall see him very often, now he's come to London ; he and Ruth dropped into Lambeth, too, which has been my beat for many years. Why, I can be always looking in and seeing him and her." *' It'll be more comfortable." " Much more comfor'ble, as you say, boy," said he ; " and it'll be growing young again, and less stout, and if the superinten- dent don't change my quarters, why, it'll be pleasant for the three of us, and John wiU make his fortune under my own eye." " When is he going to begin to make that ? " " Oh I he's working up ; he gets a better place each time ; everybody takes to John, and sees John's sense. In the country he went higher and higher ; and now, in Lon- don, he begins where he left off, and begins in Cherbury's factory, too, at fifty -five shillings a-week — a pot of money ! " OWEN. 121 " Fifty-five — eh ! " and Owen whistled long and plaintively ; and as he trudged on with his basket, thought what a sum of money it was, and wondered if he should ever earn half as much. Heigho ! to hear of these great incomes makes us all a little envious. ^'And he was a ragged chap like you used to be, even." " Like me ! " cried Owen. "Well, he kept his hands to himself a little more," said 92, with a reserve ; " but he was like you — poor and ragged ; both of us two poor and ragged little country urchins." " And he got on, didn't he ? — and every- body wasn't agin him ? " " To be sure not." " I'll learn to read and write ; I'll go to school ; I'll have a try at something ! " cried Owen, with excitement; "why shouldn't I?" " Ah ! why shouldn't you ? " 122 OWEN. 92 paused. They were close on Hannah Street. "Young fellow," said 92, when Owen had paused also ; " don't forget that this little talk has occurred in leisure moments — moments of unbuttonment, as I may say — and don't take liberties, or grow fami- liar, when I am on duty in the Marsh. I'm 92 then, and duty's duty." And after this oratorical display, 92, with his head very erect, marched down an op- posite street. Owen looked after him, and wished it were always a life of unbutton- ment with the big policeman — it made him so much more like a friend and brother, and left it hard to reconcile his identity with the official, who was so severe on minor delinquencies, and would have every- body moving on. As Owen watched him " moving on " down the street, he could fancy there was a tremulous sway about the lower extremities that reminded him of Tarby early on Boxing-day, before he had OWEN. 123 drunk himself into a bad temper; and he fancied John Dell of Jenkins Street, had mixed the gin and water rather stiffish, or kept the glass filled with a too liberal hand. He fancied so ; but then he was in a reflec- tive mood, and inclined to fancy many things that night. He had been humiliated, too, and laughed to scorn by John Dell, and called a dunce. This John Dell, who had no thought for his own past estate, but swollen to greatness with his fifty -five shillings, taunted poor lads like him with their ignorance of letters. He'd learn — he would learn ; there shouldn't be any more crosses on the bills he might have to receipt six months from that date. Nor six days, for that matter, for he'd find out which was a p and an a and an i and a d, and practice at " them four jockeys," till he knocked them off like copper-plate. He was absent in mind the rest of that night, and required calling to order more than once by Mrs. Chickney, who "dratted" 124 OWEN. tlie boy, and couldn't understand what ailed him. When the shutters were closed, and Tarby had returned with a pile of halfpence on his barrow, Owen, over a humble supper, suddenly burst forth with — " T shall go to school." " Bless the boy! " cried Tarby's wife, with a jump in her chair, " what ails him ? " " I'm not wanted in the evenings, except Saturday ; and there's a free school in Char- lotte Street, and I'll go." "Who's been putting those silly notions into your head ? " asked Tarby. " There's no getting on if you can't read and write, I see that, and I mean to try at both, Tarby." "Don't be rash, Owey. Haven't I got on well enough without sich nonsense ? " " If I learn to read and write when I'm not wanted," said Owen, without heeding Tarby's last remark, " why shouldn't I ? Everybody ain't going to beat me, Tarby." OWEN. 125 *' I wonder I didn't think of it before," remarked Mrs. Chickney. " You don't blame me, mother ? " " Who— I ? Why should I, my lad, be sorry to see you trying to do well ? Learn all you can, and shame the devil, that nearly got hold of you." Owen found time to look at the spelling book before he went to bed. It was an old volume, with long s's, badly printed, and on indifferent paper, but still in excellent pre- servation. If Owen could have read, he would have seen on the fly-leaf the auto- graph of John Dell, and a date of thirty- two years back ; and beneath that, in a clearer and even in a beautiful handwritino^, "Ruth Dell, her book." But all was undecipherable to the neo- phyte standing at the door of the temple, and about to make his first step. He could only turn over the leaves and gaze at the rude woodcuts, and pass the book round for inspection to Tarby's wife, and for cool 126 OWEN. contemptuous disparagement on tlie part of Tarby. " And who do you think I saw at our new customer's, Tarby ? " said Owen, when the book Avas returned to him. " You'll nevet guess." " Your mother." " No, no," cried Owen — " not she." " It was some one as set you silly, any- how," said Tarby. " It was 92." " Good Lord ! " " Off duty, and unbuttoned, and smoking a pipe, Tarby. He came nearly home with me, talking about his brother and his little girl." " Nonsense ! " " He did, I tell you. He isn't half such a bad fellow as we thought." " Isn't he ? Well, I daresay not. I wish I hadn't hit him quite so hard last Easter, then!" And that was Tarby Chickney's tribute OWEN. 127 to the merits of 92. He could acknow- ledge virtues even in his bitterest enemy. Owen turned into his bed, composed of sacks and straw and shaving, with one blan- ket that had seen better days for covering, and lay awake half the night, bewildering himself with dreamy speculation as to what was to become of him when the world went round a little more, and brought him greater strength and a beard upon his chin. Should he ever read and write, and earn his fifty- five shillings a week — and repay Tarby's wife for all past kindness ? Should he ever be higher than he was ? Through the glass darkly we can but guess at the shadows flitting beyond it ; the veil is never drawn, or the landscape open to the view. It may be meadow-land, or rocky steep, and we are blest by igno- rance to know not either till the fitting time. Say that some magic crystal of the old magicians, concerning whom such won- drous tales have been recorded, had been 128 OWEN. held before him, with many future years of life therein — all their trials and tempta- tions — evincing to him then all the force of that bitter disappointment which came long afterwards and smote him down — and, with a boy's judgment, knowing not what is best, he might have cried, "It is better as it is. Leave me in my poverty and wilful igno- rance, and let others, destined to be hap- pier than I, march on the road I turn away from now ! " 129 CHAPTER 11. A STEP FORWARDS. Before eleven the next morning, when Tarby was still asleep, and his wife was be- ginning to toast a herring for his break- fast, there came visitors to Hannah Street. Owen had been up and inspecting his lesson- book some hours, and was then practising at a large capital A with the point of a skewer on the counter, when the door was shaken, not lightly, from without. Re- sponding to the summons, Owen was very much surprised to find on the door-step John Dell and his niece. VOL. I. K 130 OWEN. John Dell and his niece strangely meta- morphosed : the uncle in a blue dress-coat and waistcoat, and trousers of a snowy whiteness, with boots that shone in the sun like varnished leather, and a bran new hat on. John Dell, with his greyish whiskers brushed and oiled, and his eyes a trifle more protuberant, with all the excitement of this ^'getting up." His niece, too, had exchanged her dark Saturday-frock for a bright claret- coloured French merino, which looked more seasonable that rapidly -thawing morning than the white ducks of her uncle, and her face looked prettier than ever under her straw hat and dark green ribbons. " Look here, young fellow," cried Dell, in his old impetuous manner, directly the door was opened, " I want that book you took away last night." "Took away!" — and Owen's face flushed and his hands clenched. He had learned the sin and shame of taking away his neigh- bour's goods. OWEN. 131 " That Rutli here lent you and you took away. Where is it ? " Owen went back to the counter and re- turned with the book — the eyes of Mr. Dell taking note thereof. " Thankee," said Dell, putting it into the tail-pocket of his dress-coat; "it was a mistake of Ruth's, and she did not know 1 set some store by it — that some day it will be on a. crimson cushion and under a gflass shade. It taught me my letters, and then Ruth's — and there's luck in it, and I prize it. You understand now ?" Owen nodded. His heart was a trifle too full for any reply just then ; and the rough words of John Dell, allied to a very rapid utterance, grated a little even on him, who had been used to rough words all his life. " Uncle will buy you another," said Ruth — " one that you can read better ; but he is very careful of this, and I had forgotten it was not mine to give away. You are k2 132 OWEN. not angry with me?" she asked, as Owen continued silent. *'No." " You shall have another, if you call to- morrow,'' said Dell. Owen nodded again. "You mean to come?" "Yes." Dell and his niece descended the step. On the pavement he said : — " I'm not quite used to the neighbourhood yet. The second turning will lead straight to Waterloo Road, I suppose?" "Yes." " We shall be late for church, Ruth ?" And uncle and niece walked off. Owen stood watching them, saw the little girl look behind her, pause, and then say something to her uncle, whose face assumed a laughing expression as he paused also. A moment afterwards, and she came run- ning back to Owen. OWEN. 133 " I'm so sorry you're disappointed, little boy 1" Owen was a head and shoulders taller than she ; but he did not consider it a fitting op- portunity to call attention to that fact, although he had before objected to the appellative bestowed upon him. , " Oh, don't mind me. Miss.'* ^' It's only because uncle thinks a great deal of the book that he has taken it away. You'll call to-morrow evening ? " " I said I would." After a pause she said, suddenly, "Don't you ever go to church?" "I go to see the funerals sometimes of an afternoon." " But inside a church ? " "Oh, no!" " Don't you want to go to church?" " Can't say as I do." " Oh, dear ! — you are a funny boy !" And with a look of bewilderment at Owen, she went backwards down the step, 134 OWEN. and then ran after her uncle, whose swallow- tailed coat and white ducks were a long way down the street. Owen leaned against the door-frame, and watched them out of sight ; remained there several minutes after they had turned the corner, thinking of the incident that had suddenly despoiled him of his prize, and of the last verdict of Ruth Dell, that he was a funny boy because he didn't go to church. He did not see any great amount of fun in it himself; he had not thought about it before — Tarby had never gone, neither had Mrs. Tarby. Once or twice he had seen the people issue forth at one o'clock, and noticed how finely they were dressed — especially the beadle, who generally sunned himself at the 2:reat orates durino-the exodus. (Do G He had even thought he should like to be a beadle some day, and wear a coat with gold lace, until 92 had spoken of fifty- five shillings a week to be earned by honest folk who were clever and industrious ; and OWEN. 135 he doubted if the beadle got that, with all his finery. He had a vague idea that there was praying at church for something or other, and that everybody was shut in a little box, and told to be quiet by the pew*opener, and that the beadle was there to hit people who couldn't behave them- selves. People who were christened or buried went to church he believed, but he had never gone through either cere- mony ; and besides, his clothes weren't good enough. He knew that beadle would hoist him down the steps if he went up them ; and serve him right, to think of such a thing. Only one person in Hannah Street went to church, and that was a hump- backed woman at the other end of the street ; and perhaps they let her in because she was hump-backed, and it made all the difference as to right of entry. Owen went to St. James's Park in the afternoon with Tarby — Tarby's wife was not quite strong enough to take such long 136 OWEN. walks just at present — and almost forgot about the Dells in his admiration of the ducks, which had taken advantage of a warm winter's day to show themselves again. But Tarby's company, in which Owen had delighted so much, was some- what wearisome that afternoon, till Tarby met a friend, who kept him stationary three- quarters of an hour, and talked of nothing but pigeons and terrier pups all that time — affording Owen an opportunity for reverie meanwhile. Owen was glad when Sunday was over, and the shutters were down again in Han- nah Street ; there were so many hours less between him and his desire to learn. Owen knew there was a free evening school opened in the neighbourhood, thanks to the worthy exertions of a few influential parishioners — a pioneer to the Ragged Schools that, a few years later, threw open their doors to the poor and ignorant who required instruction — and Owen proceeded thither in the even- OWEN. 137 ing, after calling at John Dell's by the way, and receiving a new spelling-book in ex- change for the volume returned yesterday. " I wish to learn," said Owen, entering the school boldly, and marching up to a desk at the end of the room, where a grey- haired, middle-aged man was standing. " You are welcome." And thus was made the second step in Owen's career upwards ; and Owen, who was earnest, and not naturally dull, soon went ahead of most of his contemporaries, and made a progress satisfactory to his teacher. In the early part of Owen's novitiate there was not a large number of pupils, and the teacher could pay more attention, take more interest in the single scholar anxious to ad- vance. The school was an experiment at that time, launched amidst a hundred ob- stacles and as many doleful prophecies ; and the poor even turned from education gratis, and had their suspicions of a trap set some- where. 138 OWEN. Owen was never without his lesson-book — it was a new life to him, and each smile of his tutor was a reward for his labour. With his barrow in the streets, in his early walks to market, over a slackness of trade in the articles he hawked about, he studied his lessons; and at his age a boy will learn readily, or never. He did not think much of fifty-five shillings a week then as the goal to be arrived at some fair day, when his hopes were brightening; he saw the reward to follow his mastery of lesson-books, and felt content with the new world that opened for him gradually. It was a proud day to call on John Dell, who was so particular concerning money matters, and sign his name, Owen Owen, in full, and see little Ruth watch his pen, and hear John Dell's hearty " That's well !" as he completed his task, and even finished off with a flourish. "Why, you'll be a great man, Owen, if you go on so fast as this," he added. . OWEN. 139 " I shall thank you for it, Mr. Dell." "No!— will vou?" And John Dell brought his hand smartly on his thigh again, after a habit of his when particularly exhilarated. A turn was given to Owen's thoughts and a little check to Owen's learning by the sudden news that Mrs. Chickney was taken ill, and required the immediate attendance of the doctor. The news was communicated to Owen by Tarby, who had run all the way to the free-school to impart the infor- mation and render Owen useful. " Run to the parish doctor, Owen, and fetch some one as quick as you can. Tell 'em it's Mrs. Chickney — they've got her name down in the books. Run like a devil, Owen — there's a good boy ! " Owen broke from school and tore off at his utmost speed, his heart beating with the fear that there was danger to the woman who had been so good a mother to him. The parish doctor of that day lived in the 140 OWEN. Kennington Road, and many minutes had not elapsed before Owen was tugging at the bell with all the impetuosity of one in a desperate fright. The summons being responded to, a fair young man with a fresh colour, a high fore- head, and a mass of wavy hair, appeared in the doorway. "What are you kicking up this row for? Whom do you want, boy ? " " The doctor. Mrs. Chickney wants him directly." " Mr. Waggles is out. Who is it, do you say ? " " Mrs. Chickney, Hannah Street — Tarby's wife." "Can't you say ^sir?'" "Yes, if Hike." " Say it, then, if you want attending to." Owen objected to this young gentleman's imperious manner, and might in a case of less emergency have exhibited some freedom of opinion on the matter ; but Tarby's wife OWEN. 141 was ill, and he would have gone down on his knees to the gentleman with the light hair, if he had required it at that mo- ment. He was even polite — remembering his schooling. " I beg your pardon. Sir — it is, sir." " Come in." Leaving Owen to shut the door, the young man walked into the surgery and lumped down on a little counter a vo- lume, which he proceeded to unclasp and open. "What name did you say — Chickweed?" " Chickney, sir, of Hannah Street. She's very ill, sir," he added, seeing that the young man acted with great deliberation. The announcement did not appear to startle the assistant in the least degree ; people very ill was a fact nothing new to announce at a parish doctor's. " Chackster— Chub— Chaffinch— Chuck- sley — Chickney," said he, with a yawn, as his finger halted half-way down the column 142 OWEN. — " here we have it. I'll be with you in a moment." " Thank you, sir. She's very ill !" The assistant dawdled out of the surgery, and was absent about a quarter of an hour, during which time Owen paced up and down, and ground his teeth, and, I fear, enunciated all the oaths he had nearly for- gotten with his better teaching, and felt what a relief to his mind it would be to smash every bottle in the place. When the assistant reappeared, carefully brushing a black overcoat, Owen breathed a little freer, till the man looked for something in a drawer, then in another, and another, and finally gave up the search and struggled into his great-coat, and took a hat down from behind the surgery door. " You need not have waited for me," he said, tartly. " I know the way." " Oh, I wasn't sure, sir." ^' And you needn't hang about me now, but run home and tell them I'm coming." OWEN. 143 " Certainly, sir. You'll make haste now, I hope, sir? She's really ill." The assistant smiled contemptuously at this, and proceeded to draw on a pair of lavender kid gloves, the admirable fit of which we will leave him admiring, and follow Owen to Hannah Street. Owen found the little shop where he had left it — which in his bewilderment he had hardly expected — and Tarby and the old woman, who had officiated as nurse two years ago, passing in and out of the parlour. " Where's the doctor ? " cried Tarby, catching sight of Owen. " He'll be here in a minute — that is, his assistant chap will — a fellow with such a head of hair. How's mother ? " " Pretty well, considerin'." " I think I'll run a little way back, and see if he's coming." " Why, you're hardly in the shop yet." " No ; but the fellow's such a time — ain'tl he ? " 144 OWEN. " I suppose it's young Glindon ; he always did take things easy," said Tarby, who was trying to appear cool and collected himself. " There's no occasion to flurry yourself, and — damme, if he don't make haste, I'll catch him up and carry him ! " Tarby had just obtained a glimpse of Mr. Glindon coming round the corner, at the easiest rate imaginable, and his temper was a little soured at the prospect. But he did not carry his threat into execution, and Mr. Glindon, at his own pace, turned into the little greengrocer's, and proceeded to busi- ness forthwith, after shutting Tarby and Owen in the shop. Tarby was as nervous as Owen after the doctor's assistant had left them. He fidgeted with the potatoes — he knocked over the parched peas — he scratched his head with a vehemence that must have hurt him — he took a run of a hundred yards down Hannah Street, for no earthly purpose that was conceivable. OWEN. 145 " I wonder what would happen to the old shed, and you and me, if she was tooked, Owey?" "Oh! don't talk like that!" " She hasn't been herself lately — quite." "Don't you think so?" " P'raps it's only fancy, though. We won't talk of anything so horrid." It must have been an age before the doctor came out of the parlour, and the crying of a child was heard within, and Owen and Tarby looked into his face for their answer. " As well as can be expected, perhaps," he said. " I'll look in again in about an hour." " Thankee," said Tarby. " And the babby — is it a boy ? " " No— a girl." "I suppose it — it won't live now?" "Live!" echoed the young man, "why shouldn't it?" " Well, they haven't tooked to living at present here. It disagrees with 'em." VOL. I. I» 146 OWEN. "This is a fine hearty infant !" and the assistant said it emphatically, as if he wished it to be taken as evidence if Tarby should poison the child in the night. "Lord! Is it, though?" Mr. Glindon was going down the steps when Tarby called out — "And the Missis?" " Keep her quiet. She'll do — loith great carey 147 CHAPTER III. EEFORM AND RELAPSE. For the first time in the history of the present race of Chickneys, a baby was born that crowed, and kicked, and waxed fat — with which everything agreed, that took everything that was presented to it, and went never back in its appetite. A baby that was the admiration of Hannah Street, and which the female inhabitants thereof called to see in little parties of four and ^YQj and which every one thought took kindly to her nose or bonnet, and was wofully deceived when she had it in her arms. l2 148 OWEN. Baby, in its early stage, only took kindly to Tarby, which was an awkward dilemma, and confused that gentleman's arrange- ments, as Boxing-day happened before Mrs. Chickney was fairly up again, and three-fourths of his friends and acquaint- ances expected his company at the *' Com- passes." But the baby had taken a fancy to a particular and novel kind of rock on the part of Tarby, and would not be put out of his arms after he had once intro- duced it to its notice, save and except for nourishment purposes, or when utterly off its guard. And Tarby, rather proud of the patron- age conferred upon him, rocked and went through a husky kind of chant, and was persuaded or flattered into staying at home all Christmas week, and making himself useful. And Mrs. Chickney, who had struggled to her feet again with no small difficulty, was pleased to see Tarby at home, relieving her from the weight and worry of OWEN. 149 a heavy baby with a loud voice ; and Tarby wandering about the shop with the infant was a novel sight to witness. We say that Mrs. Chickney had struggled to her feet ; but it had been a hard strugsjle, as Mr. Glindon had foreseen, and when she appeared in the shop before her strength allowed — for poor people have no time to nurse themselves and " play the lady," as they term it — she was ever from that time a faint shadow of the Polly, Owen had seen first on Markshire Downs. Tarby's wife and Tarby's baby could not have strength together ; and the first baby to live was to stand as witness to a greater alteration in Mrs. Chickney. Still Tarby 's wife would not have changed positions ; her heart had always yearned for a child of her own, to live and grow up, and be a comfort to her when Tarby went away, and she took her failing health as part of the bargain. " And I'm not going to drag about like this all my life, you know," she said to 150 OWEN. . Tarby one day ; " why, every day rm getting stronger ! " Tarby could not see it, and asked Mr. Glindon, who recommended the air of Hastings and port- wine, and lighter diet — say, a boiled chicken — and so on; and as he might equally as well have ordered the air of Madeira, and a slice off a Phoenix, Tarby thanked him for his advice, and said he'd think of it. But Mrs. Tarby did gain a little strength, by slow degrees, without leaving Hannah Street, and strength • of mind, too, to insist upon having the baby christened, and Owen, also, at the same time, which interesting ceremony took place in Waterloo Church, and went off with great eclat. For the baby, who was christened Mary, after Mrs. Chickney, took so readily to the clergyman, whom, it probably fancied, was Tarby in disguise, that it nearly had its first convulsion when returned to the arms of its mother. OWEN. 151 So time went on in Hannah Street ; and the world was wondering, as usual, how that time had slipped away, when it was summer again, and Mary Chickney was six months old. Easter and Whitsuntide had passed by that time, and Tarby had resisted all temptations, and remained sober through- out, and kept to his baby and his business, till the profits of the latter made ample amends for the expensive luxury of the former. Owen assisted with the baby, too, and relieved guard with Tarby and Mrs. Chickney, and learned half his school lessons with the infant Mary in his arms. So pro- gress, especially moral progress, was made in Hannah Street ; and happiness was so near to these poor folk, that carriage-people might have envied them. But a flash of happi- ness here and there, to keep our hearts from sinking in our pilgrimage, and we should rest content; happiness is a fugitive sensa- tion, that is gone in a breath, and children born of trouble cannot expect its duration. 152 OWEN. Tarby had made a hundred promises to reform entirely; he had tried sobriety for six months, and found it profitable, he said. Owen was gaining knowledge, and could already read and write, and work his sums out; Mrs. Chickney was looking better, and the baby was as big as any two in Lower Marsh. At that time, some six or nine months after baby's birth, Tarby was unfortunate enough to meet a friend, who had returned from America, rich enough to stand glasses round to all his ancient pals and brother costers. And Tarby took his glass with the rest, and returned home with bloodshot eyes and unsteady gait, and with his old quarrelsome fits upon him. Tarby Chickney, once unsettled, took full a fortnight to compose, the days fol- lowing the first relapse being an increase at compound interest, of all his reigning faults and weaknesses. It seemed likely to be a blank week, after Tarby's first start in the old OWEN". 153 direction ; and Mrs. Chickney always mut- tered a " Thank God ! " though she was not a prayerful woman, when her husband was heard knocking at the street door, however late the hour, and however drunk and ill- tempered he might prove to be. Owen, close on twelve years old, was a tolerable substitute for Tarby at this time ; young as he was, he could make a fair bar- gain at market, and sell his goods at a remunerative price afterwards; and, there- fore, the loss of Tarby 's services was not felt, in a pecuniary sense, so much as in the olden times, when nothing came in as an equivalent to everything running swiftly and surely out. Still it was a miserable, unpleasant time setting in ; Tarby was satisfied with nothing, and Mrs. Chickney and the baby being weak, Owen came in for all the superfluous cuffs and shakings that Tarby had to spare on his return. "He'll have his run out, Owen," said Tarby 's wife; " and then be just hisself 154 OWEN. again. Poor fellow ! — lie hasn't had a change lately — I daresay he was worrited and hipped to death." This consolatory assurance was delivered on Thursday night — the fourth night of Tarby's ^'run" — when Owen and Mrs. Chickney and the baby were sitting up for him, and the Dutch clock was ticking its way to two. ^'He's rather later than usual," remarked Owen. "Ah! he won't be long now," affirmed the wife, who little dreamed that Tarby Chickney was never destined to cross the threshold of that home again, and that the shadows to fall upon it were of a deeper hue, and were close upon her, to haunt that house for every hour of her after-life. Owen, be it said, ^^ar parenthesis^ was pretty certain of Tarby's whereabouts; he had stolen out before the shop was closed and seen Tarby at the " Three Compasses," dancing a kind of mad jig to a barrel-organ OWEN. 155 played by a grinning Italian, and surrounded by a mob, who began to impede the traffic and attract the notice of policemen; and he had no doubt — now the "Compasses" had closed — that Tarby had emigrated to the night public-house, near the cab-stand in the Westminster Bridge Road, where he would possibly remain till he became too uproarious, or was kicked into the street, or was given in charge to the police, an idea Owen did not think it worth his while to impart to the poor woman nodding over her baby by the empty fire-grate. A single heavy dab on the outer door — a dab solemn and steady enough to be from Tarby in his soberest moods, and therefore calculated to arouse suspicion at once. " The door, Owen — something's wrong ! '* was the quick exclamation of Mrs. Chickney, and Owen ran to the door and threw it back at once. He knew it would not be Tarby before he opened the door — Tarby would have accompanied his arrival that particular 156 OWEN. evening by trying to shake the house down, and bawling denunciations at Owen through the key-hole for not responding to his sum- mons. He was half prepared for a friend of Tarby's or a policeman, but not for police- man 92, with his hat crushed into half its size, and his nose nearly doubled in magni- tude. " Where's Tarby ?" cried Owen. " In the station-house — I've been sent for a change of clothes by the Inspector." This was so remarkable an errand, that Mrs. Chickney ran to the door with her baby. " He's got hurt in fighting, and hurt some one else — 107. It's a bad job, I'm sorry to say." " Oh, dear ! oh, dear ! — may I come round to-night ?" "No; you're not wanted," said 92 in reply. "You can't come round — he'll be sent up to Lambeth police-court in the morning, and you can see him there. But OWEN. 157 we must make him decent for the magis- trate." " It's — it's nothing more than usual, is it?" she asked. " Just a trifle." "Oh, dear!" she sighed — "Owen, mind the baby, w^hile I look up his other clothes, and keep away from the door as much as you can. Will you come inside ?" "Thankee;" and 92 stepped into the shop and closed the door, and remained with his back against it, very stiff and upright — nothing like the conversational being with whom Owen had walked from Jenkin's Street. But 92 was on her Majesty's ser- vice, and, perhaps, the damage he had received had rendered him extra rigid and uncongenial. He had nothing more to say concerning Tarby, and, when pressed, only repeated that it was a bad job, adding that it might be worse; he couldn't say — nobody could say at present. He departed Avith the bun- 158 OWEN. die whicli Mrs. Chickney had prepared for him, and the weary night seemed as if it would never go away, and bring the morn- ing round for Tarby's examination. Tarby's wife did little more throughout the night, than rock herself and baby in the chair she had occupied before the old, old news came home. The cloud was heavy over her, and there was no one to sustain by a false show of spirits then ; so she sat till it was time to move about and prepare for the visit to the police-court, where the fiat of the magistrate would be life and death to her in Hannah Street. For however the punishment be merited by him who perpetrates the crime, the sen- tence must sweep down upon a crowd of innocent to whom the criminal is dear. Mrs. Chickney was prepared to leave home at eight in the morning, although the magistrate at Lambeth was not likely to take his place till eleven. Owen opened shop as usual, and attended to all comers ; OWEN. 159 whilst Mrs. Chickney, with no heart for work, remained, with the parlour door shut between her and the world of Hannah Street. But the parlour door could not keep the gossips out, and there were many in the neighbourhood who knew all about Tarby's last "sensation act," and were anxious to impart the intelligence, more or less exag- gerated, to his wife. The wife was eager to hear the news, too ; and the gossips went one by one into the parlour, where they remained till the parlour became full, and the cotton skirts of late comers began to back amongst the greens. It appeared to have been the custom- ary street brawl, with everyone in a worse temper than usual, and inclined to hit more hard. The quarrel had risen be- tween Tarby and a policeman in the man- ner natural to Tarby *s quarrels. Tarby, pig-headed and personal with drink, and the policeman, who was new to the force, in- 160 OWEN. clined to exhibit liis authority with a little more flourish than was profitable to Lower Marsh policemen in general. Tarby had been shut out of the " Compasses " at twelve, and, being inclined to resent the proceeding as an insult, had kicked and hammered at the doors until the new re- presentative of order had requested him to desist. An argument on the merits of the case had been begun — broken off — begun again, till threats of locking-up had aroused all Tarby's virtuous indignation, who had resisted being taken by the neckcloth, and therefore knocked the policeman down. The confusion natural to policemen beingknocked down ensued at once in Lower Marsh. The crowd, which had been collecting for the last five minutes, gathered more closely round the combatants, and swayed from pavement to road and from road to pave- ment, bawling in a hundred keys ; trades- people pulled up their upstairs window- blinds, and took reserved seats for themselves OWEN. 161 and families ; the rattle cracked its warning to the night, and all the boys and girls and dogs of London appeared to swell the con- fusion and enjoy it. More policemen from the New Cut, James Street, and Frazier Street ; more co-mates and brothers in drink to the rescue of the noble Tarby ; women by some means mixed up in the quarrel, taking opposite sides and strong grips of each others back hair, tearing at each other's face, and shrieking in C sharp ; Tarby on his feet — then on his back — then on a policeman — then under half a dozen. There is but one sequel to these street brawls : an increase of official force — a slackening of zeal on the part of those just sober enough to know that they are get- ting into trouble. Tarby was a prisoner; and one policeman, felled by the staff which Tarby had wrested from his hand, was car- ried away moaning to Tower Street, with a stream of people hustling after him, VOL. I. M 162 OWEN. and commenting on the outbreak of the night. These were the particulars offered to Mrs. Chickney in the back parlour of that shop wherein we have prophesied that Tarby will no more set foot; and Mrs. Chickney, taking heart from the details — for they seemed no more new and strange than half-a-dozen such incidents that had happened in times past, and of which Tarby had been the hero — took heart, and thought he would get his month, perhaps two, and " things were not looking worser than they had looked once or twice before, and she must make the best of it — there ! " Leaving to Owen the sole direction of the business, Mrs. Chickney, toiling under the weight of the baby, set forth for Upper Kennington Lane, where is situated the Lambeth police court, at the back of the general line of houses, and having an ignoble, cow-shed kind of entrance, finish- ing off with an ugly -shaped and covered OWEN. ] 63 yard, where friends of prisoners and wit- nesses kick their heels till the Court is opened, or their services are required. Mrs. Tarby was accompanied by more of her female friends than the little court could decently accommodate, and there was much pushing and crowding when the un- civil young man in the office unfastened the door and let this ragged fringe of the general public enter. Mrs. Tarby and baby went in with the rest, and Tarby and two friends, in a bruised condition, took their places before the magistrate, after a few preliminary cases had been disposed of. But Tarby 's case was not to be settled that day or the next. The important fact that the policeman struck down last night was too ill to attend was delivered to the magistrate, and a minute after the case had been remanded, and before Tarby could be removed from the box, another messenger brought the startling tidings that the man was dead! m2 164 OWEN. Tarby's bruised face took an unearthly hue, and his handcuffed hands fell heavily to his side. It was all up ! — he felt that now — he knew that now, as surely as the woman did who fainted in the body of the court, and was carried out clinging to her baby, the one frail hope to hold to in the midst of a sea of trouble that was rising. The man dead! A verdict of man- slaughter, perhaps murder, and a long journey for Tarby, or an end to him, that in his love of drink and heat of passion he had never dreamed of. And an end, also, to all the hopes of Tarby's wife — to the little ambitious dream she had had but lately, of taking a larger shop, perhaps in the Marsh itself, and buying a pony, which difficulties should not compel to sell again at Mark- shire Cattle Fair. An end to the fallacy that baby Mary would work such changes in her husband, that temptation would be resisted, and a new life begun, the happi- OWEN. 165 ness of whicli would be greater and more lasting than all the past experience, had presented an idea. Life, with her husband sober, her own old strength returning, Mary and Owen growing up, both a comfort and a blessing to her — both her children ! Well, it was all over ! The curtain falls every day on scenes the brightest, and cuts the pleasant comedy in half, and drops its sombreness between it and the light. Why should the greengrocer's wife be spared, when queens and peeresses are weeping? When Tarby was gone, she would have her baby still, and her business, and many well-meaning, humble friends in Hannah Street, who, in a spirit of self-abnegation that richer folk might imitate, would lose half-a-day's work, a day's dinner, to keep her company and comfort her, when com- pany and comfort were necessary to pre- serve her from wholly breaking down. The honest poor are hearty sympathists with each other — would we were as near 166 OWEN. the kingdom of heaven as some of them. It was settled at last, after inquest, and remand, and trial; it was printed in the papers, and known in Hannah Street, and recorded in the books of the law, that Tarby Chickney was guilty of the manslaughter of policeman 107, and must suffer in conse- quence, and be transported beyond the seas — beyond that little baby, of which he thought so much now ! — for the term of fourteen years. And Tarby went away, after a painful interview with his wife and baby and Owen, the full details of which we spare the reader. Enough to say that, as they were passing from the grating behind Avhich Tarby stood, he called Owen back in a hoarse voice, and said — " Owey, lad, she^s been more than kind to you ; she has only you now. You won't grow too big to forget her ? " " I ! " cried Owen, dashing the tears away with the back of his hand ; " I ! " OWEN. 167 " You'll be a man soon ; and I mayn't live to come back, or she to see me come, Owey, though she tries to cheer me up by talking on 'em both — it's like her ; but she's broke down awfully. Look after her and the babby — you're old enough. Lord, see how that babby is crowing at me now, and trying with her fat fists to get be-behind this i-iron work ! Take her away ; there's a good little cha-ap ! " And Owen hurried mother and child away, and closed the interview. " Mother," said Owen that night, when they were together in the parlour, and baby was asleep across Mrs. Chickney's lap ; " Tar by asked me to take care of you and baby. Am I big enough ? '' " I hope so," said she, wearily. " He thought I might grow too big to forget you some day — is that likely? " " No." " As if my heart did not grow, too ! " *' For both of us ? " pointing to the baby. 168 OWEN. " To be sure." " I am so glad of it!" she said ; and Owen hardly understood her at that time. 169 CHAPTER IV. TEMPTATION. Consolers are hard to be comforted. Those readiest with good counsel, and happiest in their remarks on the fitness of things to our moral condition, turn away from the well- meant advice when their own time is come to bear the shock of affliction. The old story of preaching and practice, wherein the practice is scanty, but wherever the preachers are legion. Tarby's wife could not take consolation from others ; it was a harder task than attempting to stem half the sorrows of Hannah Street. She could not find a 170 OWEN. bright side to life now. Tarby was gone ; and, though he had not been the best of husbands, though he had been ill-tempered and unjust, and even cruel in his drinking days, yet she took his absence to heart, and looked an older woman by a half-score years. She had talked so much of the better days, that when the worse confounded all her arrangements, she gave up the struggle, and confessed herself vanquished. Even little Mary helped to rouse her but little — for Tarby's heart had been open to that child ; and what was to become of it in the future, stretching so dimly and far away from her prescience? Still she must strive to live on, for little Mary's sake ; and Owen was a good lad, who worked hard for her, and, in her trouble, was already her reward for that past charity which rescued a waif from the world. Owen, at twelve years of age, too, attempted the part of consoler ; talked of fourteen years as fourteen days which were to vanish OWEN. 171 away and bring Tarby home again, and boasted of what he could do in the interim to keep the business going, and the business arrangements in fair order. Owen, thrown early on the world, and possessed of no small amount of native shrewdness, did the marketing and the hawking, and kept the wolf from that door at which 92 had ar- rived with fatal news. Looking at it as a business speculation, the absence of Tarby did not very seriously affect the funds of the Chickneys, the addi- tional income arising from Tarby's exertions having been generally dissipated in holiday times by drink and fines for assault. The change rendered Owen's visits to the free school somewhat uncertain — for Mrs. Tarby was not always strong or energetic enough to attend to the shop of an evening then ; but Owen worked with renewed vigour when fortune favoured his attendance, and begged for more lessons at home to make up. 172 OWEN. Mr. Graham, the tutor of the school, could not help paying a little extra attention to Owen in particular : there was something singular in the lad's intense desire for know- ledge — in the energy that mastered the difficulties in his way, and craved for further tasks that would absorb his time, and occupy his leisure moments in Hannah Street when business was slack, or he was sleepless. Owen was not alone the scholar to whom the opening of that school had done good, and taught a moral to that pig-headed section of society which sees harm in driving ignorance from the heads of the hard-work- ing; but he evinced alone at that time a restless eagerness for improvement, which each step further away from the past only served to enhance. Give him learning, heap task-books before him, set him ardu- ous lessons for the next school-day, and Owen drew his breath more free, and in his eyes there was a greater light. To such a lad, it may be imagined, two OWEN. 173 years of even fugitive teaching worked wonders ; and Owen, at fourteen, when the new mother had somehow settled down to her lot — if she were not resigned to the inevitable — was scarcely recognizable. The new mother was weak, and had the face of an old woman, and Owen was a strapping lad, with a bright, intelligent countenance, that did one good to see in Hannah Street. Mr. Graham had not forgotten the religious instruction of his favourite pupil — Owen was the show-boy now when visitors came — but Owen, although ready to learn every- thing, had not evinced any great partiality for theological doctrines, or profited so much thereby as his tutor desired. Owen's was a practical, even a hard mind, that saw no progress in life derived from a bible study — which guessed that figures, and good handwriting, and general knowledge, would raise him in the scale without it. He had not experienced real trouble, and knew nothing of real comfort ; the 174 OWEN. bible was a matter of history — and he learned his task, and turned to another with composure. The seeds of early train- ing, or that lack of moral training which is in itself an evil culture, must bear some fruit, or have some tendency to spoil the tree transplanted to new soil — some of the original nature will cling to it, and permeate amidst its better life ; and Owen was to be no exception to the rule. He learned right and wrong from his school bible ; he could shudder at his early life, and the road he might have followed ; it taught him to be grateful, even to an extent thankful — but it warned him not. It was a study prosecuted with no ardour, and there were other books he preferred to his bible — books of travel, and biography, and profane history, all of which he borrowed from the school library, and took to heart, and set himself many lessons therefrom of perseverance and will. So Owen grew taller, and stronger, and OWEN. 175 more wise ; whilst Mrs. Chickney struggled to keep home together. He began even to see what a poor ignorant woman she was, who had afforded him shelter when a shelter was salvation ; but such knowledge only strengthened his love for her, and he was a considerate youth, who never wounded her by a word. He had grown tired of his pre- sent life, and the little business, and the baskets of greens, and the eternal round of hard work for scanty profit. He knew to seek his own way in life now would be bet- ter for his after-success ; but he evinced not by a word that such thoughts ever crossed him, and he turned from them angrily at times, as though they were temp- tations that wronged his love and gratitude. He was Mrs. Chickney's support, and with- out him there was the Union for the new mother and Mary, who looked up to him. He would live for them, toil for them all his life, if need were — remembering what Tarby's wife had done for him. He might 176 OWEN. be something better now than a lad wheel- ing fruit or vegetables about the street ; but he might have been a thief or a felon, if the helping hand had not been offered, and the kind words spoken in good season. In the fulness of his boy's heart, he had vowed to serve a life-time ; and he did not flinch from his word in the days of greater confidence. The temptation beset him in strange shapes occasionally ; friends and enemies seemed to conspire to make his position one of trial — for his enemies taunted him and mocked his position, and his friends encour- aged him to break from it and act for him- self. Well for him he had a will of his own thus early in life — that even in this waif there were noble qualities, from which he- roes have sprung. May there not arise, even from these shapeless materials with which we work, as good a hero for a story-book as a Mayfair novelist creates ? Surely all the virtues, noble sacrifices, and honest manli- OWEN. 177 ness of heart have not gone West yet, and may find room to live even in such a place as Hannah Street. We say may^ for the discerning reader will take notice that to this present page we have not termed him who gives a name to these volumes — our hero. For we are young and cautious in authorship, and speak with a reserve. Perhaps at this time John Dell was Owen's greatest tempter ; for Owen met him more often, and John Dell had taken an interest in him from the date of the lesson -book. He had watched Owen's progress more narrowly than that lad himself was aware of. He was a self-taught man, and saw his life once again in him. He lent him books that he knew the boy would study and improve from ; and he followed his career step by step, though he appeared to be minding his own business and never interfering. He interfered at last, however, and be- came the tempter. Ruth Dell was fourteen years old then — tall for her age, and pos- VOL. I. n 178 OWEN. sessing those long arms, and bony elbows and fingers, whicli girls of fourteen, giving promise of exceeding the average standard of height, invariably exhibit. Owen had called to return a book that had been lent him, and found Dell, with his niece Ruth. Two minutes before there would have been company at No. 6, Jenkins Street ; for Owen had found 92 in the act of closing the door of his brother's house behind him, and exchanged a good evening with him, which was graciously responded to, 92 being oif duty, and having the buckle of his stock loosened. There was a strange freemasonry, be it observed, between 92 and Owen, which neither could have ex- plained had he been called upon — a secret kind of understanding, which embarrassed Owen in particular. In old times — lying so far distant, thank God, that the view was misty and the perspective confused — the knuckles of 92 had been driven into Owen's neck, and 92 and he had been OWEN. 179 followed by a street-mob to Tower Street — an unpleasant reminiscence, that brought a tinge to Owen's cheek when in 92's com- pany. 92 appeared to be always remem- bering this fact, Owen thought, although, from the manner of the Dells towards him the secret had possibly not escaped. And if it never escaped, he should be happy, feel himself a different being, — if only the story of the past life could sink further and further back with every day ! In 92's eyes there Avas the whole story, however, combined with a quantity of sug- gestive matter, that gave a dreamy appear- ance to those optics. One might read at times admiration of Owen's energy, the doubt of its continuance, and then admira- tion and confidence together ; but on all occasions there was the past story being pondered over when they met. It was as evident on that particular night of their meeting, as on the night when Owen first became acquainted with the Dells. n2 180 OWEN. " Learning again ! Owen, Owen ! " with a glance at the volume in Owen's hand, 92 had said. " Yes, sir." " You must have rattled on in the edifi- cationary line/' he had added, with a dash at a hard word as usual ; "to get through John's books. Glad to see it, lad ! " And on their next meeting, which oc- curred one afternoon in Lower Marsh, with Owen on the shafts of his barrow, reading through a slack day, 92 gave to his eyelid a tremulous motion, which might have been a wink, as he pointed to the barrow, and said — " Move on, my lad ; it's an obstruc- tion, and my orders are strict. Move on here!" Owen understood by that peculiar ceillade^ that 92 wished him to see that no offence was meant ; but duty was imperative when a man was buttoned to the chin, and had something on his wrist. And Owen wheeled on his barrow submissively. But we are stepping out too rapidly, and OWEN. 181 forgetting Owen's temptation. It was Michaelmas Day, and Mr. Dell was looking at his quarters receipt for rent as Owen entered, holding it at arm's length, and frowning, as though it were a warrant for his immediate execution. " I improve the man's house, and build a little workshop, with a furnace in it ; and he takes advantage of my not having a lease, and raises my rent ! " he was saying, with his usual rapidity, as Owen entered. " Such a man as that it would be a luxury to kick, Ruth." Ruth was at needle-work by the window, and doing her best to ruin a pair of fine hazel eyes, by working "between the lights." " Well, it was not business on my part ; but I was in a hurry to run up a workshop, and had faith in human nature — Hallo, young man ! why didn't you knock ? " *' 92 was going out as I came in, sir," replied Owen; "but I knocked at the par- lour door before I turned the handle." 182 OWEN. " And very proper, too ; though I was too busy to take notice of your summons," said he. ^' Ruth, my dear, put the receipt on the file directly. Well, young man, good evening to you." Owen returned the tardy salutation, and bade a good evening to Ruth Dell, who re- plied, " Good evening, Owen," in her usual kind manner. And Owen liked her man- ner exceedingly, and thought it a great improvement on her uncle's. " So the book's done ! What have you learned from it ? " " Oh ! a great deal." " It's the life of a man who worked his own way. I like such men," and he looked as fiercely at Owen, as though Owen had expressed an opinion the very reverse of his own. "It makes one want to try — don't it, sir?" " It makes the right sort try at once — not think of trying." OWEN. 183 " All ! if they had the chance ! " said Owen, with a half-sigh that did not escape the quick observer before him. " The right sort makes the chance — not waits for it." Dell gave the usual jerk of his head to the customary jerk of his voice ; but Owen felt there was something more implied than a mere emphatic comment on passing events. And Owen was right. " Sit down, Owen. Let us talk this mat- ter over — you and I. Are you pressed for time?" " No, sir." *'Sit down, then, and don't make that confounded shuffle with your feet." Owen was always a little nervous in John Dell's presence ; he had long since seen much in him to respect and admire; but to the present time he had never become accustomed, or relished, his sharp manner of address. A man so naturally kind, so anxiouSj in his way, to do a little good, 184 OWEN. iniglit have had a more agreeable way with him to advantage, Owen fancied. Owen sat down, and left off shuffling, and Dell began — ^' Look at me. You know what a genius means ? " "Yes." *^ Well, I'm not one — I never shall be." Owen could not very well reply to this, and Dell continued — " YouVe been reading the life of a genius — a genius for mechanics — ^who made his fortune, and rose from the crowd. I'm not a genius, and may never make my fortune ; though I pushed my way for a beginning in much the same way as he did. He went further, and I, finding my level, came to a stop, or nearly so. All right and proper, and nothing to grumble at, is there ? " " Not that I see, sir." " You appear to see pretty clearly for a lad of fourteen. Don't you see an opening for yourself? " OWEN. 185 "No, Mr. Dell; besides " " There, don't begin a lot of ' besides,' " he interrupted ; " if I hate anything besides cats, it's 'besides,' and 'ifs,' and 'supposes.' They hamper honest men to death ! " Owen did not enlighten him further. He was about to speak of Tarby's wife, when John Dell had interrupted him ; and it was a story that perhaps his listener would hardly understand, and, therefore, better left alone. " I've been round to your school ! " was Dell's sudden remark. " Indeed ! " " I've been bothering my head about you, and getting to the rights of things. Graham tells me you are head boy, and know as much as he can teach you — that it aU rests with yourself now, or with higher masters than you or I can afford. You're quick at figures, you know a little English, you can speak for yourself, and — you trundle a barrow all day !" 186 OWEN. " Yes," and Owen bit his lip. " I don't say you'll ever be like the man you read of in that book — it's not probable ; but nothing can hinder you getting on a little, if you carry the same ' gumption' into the world with you. You should advance, boy." Owen nodded, as if it were very good advice ; but it was a listless recognition of the interest felt in him, and irritated John Dell in consequence. " Any fool can wheel a barrow, and shout out the price of what he has to sell upon it ; an idiot can carry a basket of greens home. You've shown energy in some things — why do you lack it at a time when your whole life may be influenced by one step ?" " I don't lack it — I don't like my life — I " Owen stopped and coloured, and Ruth Dell, who had found it too dark to con- tinue her needlework, sat with her back to the window, interested in the dialogue. OWEN. 187 " Go on," said DeU. " Oh, it doesn't matter ! " " But it does ; for there's a reason — and if it's a bad one, the sooner we scotch it the better." " I've been left in charge of Tarby's wife, who's been a mother to me,'' said Owen, with some of Mr. Dell's abruptness. "Tarby's wife must go to the Workhouse without me ; and she shan't. Tarby left her and little Mary to me," cried Owen, with excitement ; " and I'm proud of my trust — there !" John Dell, nursing one knee, and biting one thumb nail, kept his great grey eyes fixed on Owen. He made no reply for several moments, as Owen paused, and fought a little for his breath; but still watched him, as a microscopist might watch the labours of an ephemeron under his lens. He was touched by the boy's earnestness, but he would not show it — he was vain of his self command, as are all 188 OWEN. men, if they have any of that article to boast of. For a reason of his own he would go on tempting; and he checked a speech of his more impulsive niece by a frown, that sent her back to obscurity. '^ I might obtain you the first step in the foundry. I am likely to be foreman of a shop soon, and then there's my own life to follow step by step. There is no clever- ness wanted, only fair steadiness and strength." Owen shook his head and thanked him. His heart warmed to the offer, and he was grateful ; but he swerved not for a moment from his old promise to Tar by. Ruth Dell letting him out that night whispered — " You have acted for the best. My uncle thinks so. Don't look so dull, Owen," and Owen had pressed her hand in return for the words that fell so gratefully. " You are very kind, Miss, to say so. I am glad you think so," he added with em- phasis, as he turned away. OWEN. 189 Ruth was only fourteen years of age, but the earnestly uttered words made her colour, although she was a girl who had never even had a boy sweetheart, but had been frightened of boys all her life, as rough creatures in trousers, who were always flinging stones, and reviling their seniors. And Owen was glad that Ruth Dell considered he was right, for Ruth was a superior being in his eyes, and held in greater estimation than her father. Ruth was a clever girl, who was always doing good. She had become a Sunday-school teacher lately, and the pupils were progress- in sr under her care. John Dell had told him so much of Ruth too ; how quickly she learned everything, and how she took to everything, and excelled in it, even to the piano, at which she only practised in the room of her finishing governess. For John Dell had launched into the extravagance of a finishinsT governess for his niece. When 190 OWEN. he saw talent he was anxious to develop it — and her talents would be her living, or render her at least independent of adversity some day. She had been a careful house- keeper to his lonely bachelorhood, and the very best of children, and he could but evince his gratitude by giving her the best of educations. People in Jenkins Street, who knew all about it, thought John Dell was very foolish to afford her an education so much above her position and his own, and that the result would be ingratitude and unbecoming pride. But John Dell knew better, for he under- stood Ruth's character, and how a high education would adorn it, as jewels and lace and other vanities adorn certain phases of beauty, let the poet say what he may. Ruth would always be gentle and loving, let her have that which is " most excellent," to render her fit for any station in the future. She would presently leave him and go out as pupil-teacher and governess, and then OWEN. 191 every " extra" for which lie paid would be of service to her, God bless her ! And Owen said " God bless her," too, that night, for his heart had been troubled, though not shaken by the words of her uncle. Dell was a man who did everything for the best, and had a high opinion of what was man's duty to himself as well as to his neighbour ; a man who could argue and put things in their most presentable light, and say plain truths, from which there was no escape. No escape ! And though Owen, under his counter, felt the weight of them, he was a willing prisoner, whose gratitude was greater than his pride. Self-abnegation is an heroic quality, so from this time forth then, reader, let us write him — our hero I 192 CHAPTER V. THE NEW AND THE OLD. Taking advantage of tlie absence of Owen, John Dell, who was a man who let not grass grow under his feet, made his appear- ance in Hannah Street. It was a few minutes after half-past four, the time be- tween that and ^ve allowed for tea to the workers at the foundry. But he was in- clined to resign his tea for one night if need were, although Ruth might wonder what had become of him, and fidget herself about some accident at the great place, the high roofs and tall brick shafts of which sha- dowed the street wherein she dwelt. OWEN. 193 Mrs Cliickney was sitting in the shop, hard at work at a little frock for Mary, who, perched on the counter, had half a carrot, a turnip, and the head of a penny doll for toys, whilst her mother laboured diligently. The woman who had given way, and was mourning still for Tarby, was not a woman to sit idle, when there was work to do and some one to work for. For herself, she was supine — it did not matter to her what people said or thought ; and John Dell, standing in the doorway, was puzzled to assign a reason for so very clean and bright a baby, and so very dusty and untidy a mother. " You know me by name as a customer, Mrs. Chickney? — John Dell," he said, by way of introduction, as he entered the shop. " Yes, sir," she answered languidly. " I've come to have a little talk with you — there'll be no oiFence meant?" Mrs. Chickney looked at him with a mild VOL. I. o 194 OWEN. surprise. His smartness even seemed to awaken in her some slumbering elements of her own old character — for she answered with a briskness very new to her in those days — "To be sure, sir — and no offence meant. Where's the one to take it in its wrong sense ?" The one to take it now and then in that sense was transported for fourteen years, and she thought so the moment afterwards, and fell to zero. Everything would remind her so of Tarby ! "Perhaps the articles are not so good, now Tarby 's gone," she said, wearily. "I suppose it's that you've come about." The articles were a great deal better ; but Tarby's merits had magnified by distance, and it was a happy time when he was free, and had made things look better to her, " No — I've come about Owen." " Oh ! what's he done ?" — and she looked up with a hasty expression of alarm. OWEN. 195 " Nothing, woman — don t jump like that and try to frighten me. He's done nothing, and in more senses than one, too." "And " " And he ought to have done something by this time. A brisk lad, with good sense, good temper, and some knowledge of Eng- lish. Do you understand me ?" "Not yet, sir." Tarby's wife put down her work, and took her child into her lap, and was all attention. " For a lad half-brought up at evening- school and half self-taught, he's got on well," said John ; " and would get on better, if not hampered." " Who hampers him ?" inquired Mrs. Chickney, with a heightened colour — " is it this place, or me^ or baby here ? Oh, sir ! he hasn't been complaining ?" "No; he's a good lad," was the sharp answer. " Ay, the best of lads as ever growed up o2 196 OWEN. — a son to me, who never complains or gives me a hard word. Isn't that a deal to say, sir?" " It is," said Dell ; " and it's more to say- that you cannot see how his slavery here is keeping him down. I could find him a berth now, where he would earn his twelve to fifteen shillings a- week, if he were quick and clever ; and he can't take it, be- cause he's a green-grocer's boy, who must run on errands and wheel a barrow. And I can't persuade him to take it." " Can you expect me ?" asked Tarby's wife, with a flash of her old shrewdness — "me he helps so much ?" " No." " Ah ! then you may ; I ain't been a friend to him all my life, to stand in his way now. I'd rather go to the workus than that." "Does this business bring you in any money ?" " I've managed to save a little lately." " Won't it pay you to have some one else OWEN. 197 o manage it, and let Owen board with you?" " It may — it mayn't. I don't know where the some one's to come from, and I ain't so sweet on the place as I was. I thought once I might struggle on till Tarby came back ; but there's no waiting twelve years here, and I growing weaker every day. Still, I won't stand in Owen's light — I have made up my mind, sir — you're right." " You'll have to argue with him, for he's a stubborn lad, and blind as a bat to his own interest. There's no need for any hurry ; but it's a pity he's here, and — and I take to the lad— there !" John Dell looked as if he had said a very foolish thing, and mshed to brazen the mat- ter out. " You should have been a married man, sir." " Eh !" — and John Dell's eyes protruded more and more, and his face for a moment underwent a change. 198 OWEN. " Your fond of lads and children ; you brought up your own niece like your daughter — like a lady born a'most. Owen's told me everything." " Owen should mind his own business," was the gruff response. '^ And you have been very kind to Owen, and you won't find him ungrateful. Poor lad ! "—with a little sigh—" as if I hadn't knowed before you told me, how I was standing in his way — as if it hadn't worrited me nights and nights. Heigho ! I wish I had a friend to go to." " Have you any relations ?" "No, sir. I was an only child, and mother, and father, and father's brother and sis- ters all died early. We're an early dying lot!" "AndonTarby's side?" " There's one or two on Tarby's side ; but then Tarby put 'em all out long ago, by marrying me, when he might have done bet- ter with Sail Sanders. They were very much agin the match !" OWEN. 199 So even costermongers have their mesal- liances ; and there are differences and dis- unions amongst us, even to the lowest rung of the ladder. Amidst the grimly ridiculous at which John Dell smiled, he could but pity the woman, and in his interest for her forget the tea simmering vainly at home upon the hob. " You'll think of all this then ?" he said ; " and as the shop is a living, I should advise you to stick to it, and find another help." *' I've no one to help me." ^^God!" Dell spoke more sharply than even his wont ; religious feelings were deep in his heart, and actuated most of his motives, though he seldom confessed it. He was a man who kept his religion to himself, who read his Bible and went to church, and was rather proud of making no show, when even making a show would have benefited his fellow - creatures. He had a horror of 200 OWEN. cant, and. even feared a good example miglit be taken for an exhibition thereof. There was not a man at the foundry who had an idea of Dell's piety ; even 92 was in the dark, and only 92's daughter but half read him. Therefore, Dell spoke sharply, be- cause he was vexed with the woman's apathy, and did not care to let her indifference to the present pass wholly unreproved. Nay, he would have been glad to make a convert, if his intentions had not stood a chance of being wrongly interpreted. " Ay, it's too late to think of Him !" " What do you mean by too late ?" cried Dell, taken off his guard — ^' have you only half an hour to live ?" " More than that, I hope " — hugging the child tighter to her breast, as though the suggestion had frightened her. " Then there's time — think of it." And Dell rushed from the shop and ran down the street, for the factory bell was beginning to ring the workmen back to la- OWEN. 201 bour, and to be behind time was not only a fine, but a slur to a man's reputation. Tarby's wife did not put Mary back on the counter and resume the work from which Dell's appearance had distracted her. She sat with the child in her lap, gazing dreamily beyond the open shop front into the street. Dell had aroused many and strange thoughts ; to none more strange than that to which his last few words had given birth. She could think of that and her duty to Owen too ; they seemed to go together, and set her heart throbbing, and br.ng wish after wish to her lips. She had los", her old strength, was more liable to new impessions, was pining for some real com- fort in the midst of her desolation, and this man had brought it her. He was of a class not too far removed from her own ; he was a hard worker, and could understand her, thougl. he had little time to spare, and was a man Tfiore of action than thought. She felt that she could trust him — that he spoke 202 OWEN. fair and intended well— that it would be better for Mary, and even Owen, if she could make up her mind to think a little of her God. Was it so hard a task to learn to pray, when she had so much to pray for ? Tarby's wife was very meditative for some days; then she broached the first subject that had helped to disturb her. " Owen, I'm going to let the shop." "Let the shop!" exclaimed our hero — "what is that for?" " I'm tired of it, boy; I'm pining for fresh air, and the country, and the fields ; I'm ill, and change will do me good, if anything will." She spoke as if she doubted it. " Take a week or a fortnight's holxiay, mother, and leave the place to me," said Owen, quickly. " Then you and little Mary will come back well and strong." " No ; I shall live in the country — some little cottage or other, where rents ace cheap OWEN. 203 — some little shop or other that I can manage by myself y " What's to become of me, then ?" "You'll do better, Owen — you're fit for something better than this now." "Ami?" "You can write to Tarby and let him know what change we've made ; and, per- haps, you'll come down now and then to see us." " I know all about it !" cried Owen, jump- ing up, and overturning his chair. " Dell's at the bottom of this — don't tell me he hasn't been here putting all this in your head, for I know better! When was he here ?" " A week ago," she answered, with hesita- tion. " He has no feelino^ — he don't understand me or you, or what you've done for me. I will have no alteration — I will share your troubles, and be that eldest son you've called me many a time. Oh ! mother, I'm not 204 OWEN. the first-born in your heart if you seek to fling me off like this !" " Oh, Owen !— Owen " And Tarby's wife began to sob passion- ately, as the boy's arms stole round her neck and pressed her to him. She could under- stand the love she had gained, and its depth, for the first time in her life, perhaps. Owen tried to look too big to cry like a baby now, but he gave way at her emotion, and turned away his head to conceal the tears that silently welled over. But he was firm, and would have no alteration that should part them — he had promised to look after her and little Mary, and God be his witness he would keep his word I Mrs. Chickney descended to the next question of a new general manager, and Owen in the foundry where John Dell worked, and Owen promised to consider that point when he had discovered the manager suitable for so delicate a task. Till then he put off the question sine die, Owen would OWEN. 205 have no more of it, and lie began to arrange his books, and light the bat's-wing burner in the parlour, preparatory to a new course of study. " He would have no more of it," Owen had said, as though he were a ruler of pup- pets instead of a puppet himself — a little knowledge had given him a little power, and he felt inclined to use it tyrannously. But there were changes to be made, despite his wish ; and there was no power at his com- mand to turn them by a single hair's-breadth. The change must come, for the Hand that never falters had recorded it. Tarby's wife became more ill and weak : Owen had to go to the doctor's instead of the market, and, doctors doing no good, eventually to a physician, whose fee swooped away three -fourths of the week's receipts. Tarby's wife was in bed, and could not always bear little Mary's noise now, and Owen was nurse to the child, while the old 206 OWEN. woman above-stairs — ever a good nurse when help was needed — came a third time in our experience into the back parlour to attend to Mrs. Chickney. The physician doing no good, and the parish doctor and his new assistant making matters, if anything, a trifle worse, Owen bethought himself of the Mr. Glindon of old times — no longer an assistant, but, thanks to a lucky legacy, in business for himself, Newington way. Mr. Glindon had not pleased Owen in those times to which we allude, but then he had proved himself possessed of a certain amount of cleverness; and, since his success, people had begun to talk of him — as people do about you and me, reader, when their good words are of not half so much account as they might have been years agone — and to say what a rising M.R.C.S. he was likely to prove. Owen went in search of Mr. Glindon, and fortunately met that gentleman in the fore-court of his house, making his way at a OWEN 207 eisurely rate, that reminded our hero of their first interview, towards a smart private cab awaiting him. He had taken off his hat a moment, as if to ventilate it, and Owen could see that his hair was more flourishing than ever at the ends, and that his forehead looked more high and white. " Your name's Glindon ?" "Yes." " Will you come and see my mother at once — the other doctors are doing her no good, and I've faith in you." "Thank you." And Mr. Glindon looked a little gratified. "You did her good once — three years ago." " Where does your mother live ?" " Hannah Street, Lambeth." " Oh, so far as that." And there was a perceptible change in Mr. Glindon's good-looking face. "It can't make much difference with 208 OWEN. your cab — and you'll be paid at once, sir." The tone of Owen's voice possibly re- minded him, despite the change of three years, of the boy Avith whom he had had some trifling altercation ; and the abrupt mention of payment even a little nettled him. " I have seen you before." " Yes — I came for you once, sir." "The green-grocer's in Hannah Street, was it not ?" was the next question. Mr. Glindon had evidently an excellent memory. "Yes, sir." " It's rather far for me, and I've no doubt your mother's in safe hands." " Then you wont come ?" " I am very sorry " (Mr. Glindon was more polite in his new estate), "but I really don't think I have the time." " Perhaps you don't like poor patients ? " said Owen, bluntly. " Not particularly " — with a supercilious glance at the querist OWEN. 209 "Isn't their money as good as other people's, or have you grown too much of an upstart ?" said Owen, almost with a shout. " Let me pass, my good fellow, and don't bawl in that outrageous manner here — I might have hesitated had you kept a civil tongue, but to such impudence as yours, I never give way." And looking very hard about the mouth, he passed Owen, stepped into his private Hansom, and was whirled to more respect- able thoroughfares than Hannah Street. Owen felt sorry that he had lost his temper with Mr. Glindon ; but there was something in the man — his looks, his manner, his implied superiority — that had roused our hero's antipathy, even though he had gone in search of him, as a clever practitioner who might do his mother good. Still, there were men more clever, and pos- sessed of more experience — he would take that day to find them out. And they were found out, and did no VOL. I. V 210 OWEN. good to Tarby*s wife, who was breaking up, and for whom there was no hope. She was a woman who had seen much trouble, and much trouble is the wear and tear which put the inner machinery quickest out of order. She had borne much with her husband, and helped to support him by her own example ; but when he went away, half her life went too, and so there was only half the strength to battle with disease. She called Owen to her side one day. '^ Owen, I should like to see that Mr. Dell again." "Why?" "Not to ask a favour for you. Don't look so darkly at me." " I, mother ! " and Owen did his best to smile. "But I want to see him. He's one of the few, I think." "The few?" " The few good, and willing to do good. Will you ask him to come ? " OWEN. 211 Owen went upon his mission, and saw Ruth, and left his message with her ; and in the dinner hour John Dell, in fustian, made his appearance. " Mr. Dell," said Tarby's wife, as he came into the parlour, ''^ you re sure there s time to think of it ? " Weeks had elapsed since then. Tarby's wife had worked for little Mary, and argued with Owen, and then broken down. John Dell had gone early and late to the foundry, and been engaged at a hundred different tasks, and had his mind employed night and day, and yet each turned to the subject where it had been abruptly broken off, as though but a few minutes had elapsed since they had spoken of it. " Whilst there is life there is time, and — hope." " Will you sit down here, and try to help me on a way that is very dark. Shall I be robbing you of too much time ? " '' No." p2 212 OWEN. And the man of robust health took his seat by the dying woman's side, a picture that an artist might have rendered touching at that moment, for there was true religion allied to true simplicity. Let us leave them together. It is not our province to preach at any length in the pages of a book of this nature, and if the moral strike not home without our preaching, not all the homilies from the lips of our characters will affect the most sensitive of our audience. And novelists are players, not preachers, critics tell us, and should keep their place. So be it, we bow to a fair verdict. And yet, upon second consideration, we are inclined to have the last word too, for is there not a doubt where the novelist's task ends and the preacher's begins? In the novels professedly -written for amusement, and eschewing a moral like poison, is there much amusement offered us of an original description ? Do not fifty out of fifty-one begin, and continue, and end in the same OWEK. 213 manner, and is not the " damnable iteration" tedious? Surely a little more morality, if professed morality, would do no harm to our three-volume creations, if we could slide the ingredient carefully in, and not plaster our pages with wise aphorisms. And be it understood, that when the true npvel be allied to the true moral ; when the moral shall not be sacrificed for effect, and the effect considered of importance, and not buried under dreary dissertation, there will be a revolution in letters, and a success un- dreamed of even in these book -reading times. John Dell and Tarby's wife remained half an hour together, and Tarby's wife seemed more at peace with herself and the world after his departure. "He is a good man,'' was her only com- ment on the interview, which was not the last between them ; for in his dinner hour, and after work in the evening, his grave, earnest face would light up that little back- room, as the face of a dear valued friend 214 OWEN. always lights up our homestead. Owen remained in the shop during these long con- versations, only the old woman nurse was a witness and auditor. Dell's visits lasted a week or more, with doctors calling every day, and keeping Hannah Street lively; and then John Dell brought his favourite clergyman to talk to Tarby's wife "better than he could himself," albeit the invalid was of a different opinion. And then came the last day, when physi- cians and surgeons were of little use, and all that they had prophesied looked nearer truth, on entering that room. Then, as is noticed in more cases than her own, Tarby's wife became nervous, and irritable, and fear- ful of the future — not so much her own future as Owen's, and that child of three years old, who went in and out of the par- lour, wondering what it all meant, and why mammy lay so still, and people's voices were hushed, and she herself bidden eternally to make less noise. OWEN. 215 "Owen, isn^t it late enough to put the shutters up ?" Mrs. Chickney asked, when it was eight in the evening, and John Dell had looked in and gone again. Owen was sitting by the bedside, and the old nurse was in the shop with Mary. "Almost; shall we close early to-night, and have a long evening together ?" " It does not matter." Owen looked anxiously at her, " They have told me the worst as well as you, dear — there's no occasion to keep it quiet. I'm not afeard to talk of it." " That's well," murmured our hero. " I'm not afeard to die — I have not done much harm in my life, and I've not forgot- ten Him at the last ; and yet I'm not happy, Owen." " You don't mind telling me all that keeps you anxious, mother?" " No." She paused a moment to fight with her breath, which was very weak and low, and 216 OWEN. then held her hand to Owen, which he took and clasped between his own. " You have been a kind lad — a good son/* she murmured — "may God bless you, and lead your steps aright. You wiU write to Tarby, and tell him how I remembered and prayed for him at the last ?" "Yes." " You will begin a new life like after Fm gone — ^with the Dells and others. You may grow too big to think of this day with any- thing 'cept shame." " Do you think so, mother ? " " Well, I think not; but I'm— Fm afeard!" She had changed colour so, that Owen had started to his feet to run for the doctor, when called back by her faint voice. " Don't leave me, Owey, dear — I've some- thing more to say." Owen resumed his station by her side, and her hand with a great effort made its way between his own again. " Tell me what is to become of Mary, my OWEN. 217 little baby, tbat brought so mucli misfortun' with the blessing of her coming?" " Trust her to me." " You will care for her, till she is old and can care for herself? — you will do your best to serve her ? " " With all my heart and soul !" " Sometimes " (with a sigh) " I'm wicked enough to wish that she could die along with me — both going away together seems to me to be happier for both !" '' Trust her to me," said Owen again. " In your own struggles for a better life, remember her ; in your own hopes let her have a little share ; in that heart you told me once was a-growing and a-growing with you, keep a place for her ! " "Mother, I will never forget her. She shall be the sister I will love and work for — she mother, do you feel much worse ? " he cried, hastily. "The— thechHd!" Owen darted into the shop, motioned the 218 OWEN. woman to hasten in search of the doctor, caught the child in his arms, and bore her back to the room. " Mother, here is little Mary — will you speak to her before you go, and say good- bye ? Oh, mother ! pray God to bless this guardianship of mine ! " She smiled faintly, and her lips moved at his request ; but the flame was dying out, and the messenger was waiting. As the child was held towards her mother, she smiled still more faintly than before, and died, with Owen sobbing at the bedside. It had begun to snow an hour afterwards, when the shutters were closed, and Owen was standing at the door whilst the old woman went through that ghastly work of "streak- ing," which old women of her species seem to delight in. She had nursed her tenderly, and done more than her duty ; she would have been glad to see her recover, but, the worst having happened, she set to work at OWEN. 219 her new task, and took snufF over the deceased, and had one or two crones, who scented the dead as vultures might, to look in for a moment or two, and offer their instructions. Little Mary had not gone to bed yet, but stood by Owen's side, and held his hand, and watched with him the snow drift- ing down the narrow street, in which there were grief and mourning. As they watched, there passed them slowly and unsteadily the figure of a woman, at which Owen recoiled and drew back a step with Mary ; for the figure was well known to him, and five years had not changed it. It had been advancing towards them down the street for several minutes, creeping in the shadow of the houses, and pausing once or twice to steady itself by clutching at occasional window-sills and shutters. When Owen had seen it first he had been struck by something in its 220 OWEN. manner, walk — even in the way the shawl was worn, with the ragged fringe trailing in the mud, to which the feet of passers-by had trodden the snow that had fallen hitherto. He had recoiled when, passing under the street-lamp, the face was held up for a moment, and had been seen in all its drunken vacuity of expression. The face had haunted his dreams and troubled his waking thoughts too long not to scare him then ; and his impulse was to retreat into the shadow, while the woman passed and turned the corner, breathing hard as though she had been running. Shadow of crime, as it were— reflex of his past estate, from which he had emerged — still it was the mother who had borne him in shame and sorrow, and she might be starving, or full of desperate thoughts. Relinquishing little Mary's hand, his second impulse carried him into the street which she had recently entered. No signs OWEN. 221 of her — her footsteps merged in a hun- dred others — nothing in the wintry streets but a lean cat, which was stealing across the road, looking right and left, and suffer- ing from nervous trepidation. Owen ran bareheaded a little way, but saw no sign of her, and felt perhaps it was better for them that they had not met just then. It was a strange chance — or a stranger working of that mysterious element which is not chance, but is akin to Providence — that had brought the mother into the same street that night. As the new mother died, who had saved Owen from temptation and given him a home, so stepped into the light the mother of old, who had deserted him, and taught him but things evil. It seemed as if the good were dying out, and all the iUs from which he had escaped were drifting back with that night's snow ! It was a time for morbid thoughts, and 222 OWEN. he could not escape them ; in the bitter moments of such a loss — and such a re- covery — he could but let them master him, and wonder what the end would be. END OF THE SECOND BOOK. BOOK THE THIRD. BATTLE-GROUND. 225 CHAPTER I. SEVEN YEARS. We design this chapter as a record of the seven years that have passed since Mrs. Chickney departed this life, and left her daughter Mary to the care of an adopted son. The chances and changes natural to seven years have passed over the heads of those to whom prominence has been given in this history — time has moved with them and worked wonders, and set them on their varied paths of life, the end of which lay hidden in the impenetrable Beyond. To speak of Owen in particular is to allude to the majority of those good friends VOL. I. Q 226 OWEN. of ours who have already made their bow to a critical audience. The life of our hero has beconie so interwoven with theirs, and owes its progress so much to their own, that in keeping to our central figure we lose not sight of those who have their parts to play in future pages of a story somewhat strange. Possibly the reader is prepared for pro- gress in Owen — does not expect to find him still in Hannah Street, from which the first step was made, and from which dates so much of regeneration. Seven years place Owen on the threshold of man's estate, take him out of his teens, and set him before us to re-copy. Life has begun in earnest with him, and it is an earnest face that meets one's own. There is vitality in it, and in these days of platter- faces, of stupid-looking, simpering, young exquisites, whose soul is in the set of their shirt collars, such a face is pleasant to come across. A dark countenance is that of Owen's, inclined to be swarthy, and its OWEN. 227 good looks a matter of doubt, and requiring the opinion of a whole jury of ladies. It is a peculiar face, the features sharply cut^ the lips a little too thin, the eyes possessing that searching quality which, in a person who dislikes to meet people's eyes, produces a sensation the reverse of pleasurable. And yet it is a frank, intelligent face, and the a la militaire crop of the black hair gives the head a lightness and ease that carries it well on his shoulders. Owen is above the middle height, of a slight, well-proportioned figure, that is a little at variance with his feet and hands, the former of which are small, and the latter large and bony. Characteristic hands those of Owen's, not attempting to escape observation by large cuffs, but fairly displayed by having the coat sleeves turned back above his wrists. Shrewd ob- servers have pretended to judge character by the hand, and taken it as an index to the mind of its owner, and, no doubt, there are some hands which are extremely suggestive. q2 228 OWEN. Owen's are, at any rate ; and bony as they may appear, they are well shapen, and imply a delicacy of touch when occasion requires as well as a firm grip that a nervous man would object to have at his neckcloth. They tell of strength and firmness — a man asked to judge by their appearance in inaction would not have taken them for the hands of a vacillating, easy-going man — they seem hands that can make a way for their owner through the briars and underwood of the world's wilderness; that may be torn and gashed in their progress, but, flinching not from the danger, will press on to the end — to the prize that may hang there, or the bubble that may burst in their grasp. Looking back on the path trodden by our hero, let us mark his progress, and see how he has fought his way. From such a start- ing-point, in a world that is full of barriers, and is sceptical and unbelieving, he has worked hard to gain the vantage-ground from which we take up his story. OWEN. 229 Making the best of the stock-in-trade, fix- tures, and eiFects of the little shop in Han- nah Street, and investing the same in a savings' bank for Mary Chickney, Owen, acting on the advice of John Dell, friend and counsellor at this juncture, had placed Mary in charge of an old female friend of Dell's mother, resident in a Surrey village, a convenient distance by railway from Lon- don. Of Mary's progress in her new home more anon ; at present we have Owen before us. Having fortunately placed his ward in good hands, it became the young guardian's interest to look out for himself; and here John Dell, to whom he had already been indebted for so much advice, came with his shrewd common sense to assist him. " It is a rough, hard life at the foundry, Owen," said he; "but you are not afraid of work, and one can push his way there, if he keep steady. I will speak to Mr. Cherbury." 230 OWEN. And old Mr. Cherbury, with whom Dell was a favourite, and who had recently made a foreman of Dell, and given a considerable lift to his position in life, took Owen into a service that necessitated a thousand to fifteen hundred pairs of hands. And in this great factory, where the noises were never still, where night and day some furnace roared, some hammers rung, some men toiled at over- work, Owen began his new life, and might have continued to plod on there, and have become in time another John Dell, had not Mr. Cherbury — an eccentric old gentleman, whose soul was in the great factory his per- severance had reared — observed the lad, when he was seventeen, studying some book over an employment that required but a mechani- cal and regular application of the hammer. So earnest a study, under circumstances so disadvantageous, pleased Mr. Cherbury. He could remember an incident in his own life akin to it ; for he was a self-taught man, who had worked his way upwards. He OWEN. 231 questioned Owen as to the extent of his abilities, held a conference of some length with Dell, ascertained Owen's skill as an arithmetician, and, much to the disgust of two clerks in the counting-house, promoted him to a desk, and made him junior assistant on probation. The probation was hard, for the clerks were hard upon him, and the managing-man I even — a just man enough — inclined to shrug his shoulders at Mr. Cherbury's new eccen- tricity. Owen, after a week's desk -work, took counsel with John Dell, in John Dell's new house, in Kennington Road, where Owen lodged and boarded. " I'd rather go back to the foundry," said Owen impetuously, after recounting one or two little slights, which had aroused his in- dignation. "What for?" was the blunt rejoinder. "I can work my way there — I can see my way clearly — I'm not sneered at by a 232 OWEN. couple of jackanapes, who think themselves gentlemen." " Are the accounts too difficult ?" "No." " Then keep where you are. What does it matter what the jackanapes say and think? A man will always have enemies when he begins to rise in the world. This is a grand step, Owen." ^' Ay, most people think so." "Don't you?" Dell jerked forth, with his eyes a few degrees more prominent in his head. " I don^t want to be a gentleman, and wear fine clothes. Wasn't I happy enough in my fustian, Mr. Dell ? — wasn't I more at home?'' " It is a matter of doubt how long you would have remained so," said Dell, in re- ply. " You're becoming such a man of cultivation." "Ah I I can bear your hard thrusts." And Owen laughed, and let his strong OWEN. 233 liand fall on DelVs shoulder, which it shook with a rough affection, that said a good deal for Owen's heart. For Owen had been three years with John Dell then, and learned to understand him. "You're always cramming your head with something or other out of the books you buy — one day you would have learned that the men at the foundry were too rough for you, or have wished that something higher and less laborious had lain open for you in the days when you were younger. Think yourself lucky." " I'm lucky enough — if not so happy." " You're not afraid of these young fellows — are you ?" "Afraid!" And Owen, in his pride, looked afraid of no one just then. "What is it, then?" " Well," said Owen, after a little hesita- tion, " I need not keep it back from you — it's the past life I have sprung from that 234 OWEN. stands in my way. I feel I have no right where I am, and that a chance word may degrade me. The work of the hands for me seems more fitting than the work of the brain." "You're an ass." "Thank you." John Dell did not know, Owen thought, of a past dark estate, lower than that to which allusion had been made. And Owen did not care to enlighten him, for many reasons ; it was his one secret, jealously guarded — watched over with a morbid sensitiveness, that seemed ever on the increase with every upward step which he made. " You're not talking like yourself. Dashed!" (John Dell's most vehement excla- mation in excited moments) "if I don't think you've taken to novel-reading." "Not I," said Owen, with sturdy con- tempt. " Nothing in penny numbers ?" OWEN. 235 Owen shook his head. "Well, it's not like you — that's all. I thought you could push your way any- where." "I will push my way here," said Owen, determinedly; "only I see the effort will be unceasing, and I know the friends will be few." " They always are — good ones." " And in the other case " " Drop it, drop it, drop it," cried Dell, with irritation. " You try a man's temper — there's something more than I see to account for it. Isn't there?" And out came Dell's eyes again. Owen coloured, but answered in the negative, and Dell regarded him dubiously. " You're an odd fish to grow timid all of a sudden ; you haven't been a bashful boy — rather free-spoken and brassy-faced^ on the contrary — and if you wont tell me, why — ^I must find it out." Owen laughed again, but it was not the 236 OWEN. free, hearty laugh that had characterized the more early period of that dialogue. He was certainly embarrassed, and there was an awkwardness in his timidity which did not escape his companion's observation. However, Dell never cared to press a subject, on the free discussion of which there was a hidden reserve; and had he been even disposed to do so, the entrance of Ruth at this juncture would have frustrated the attempt — for Ruth was not always at home then, and her visits were made much of by John Dell. Ruth was acting as pupil-teacher for two years, previous to entering a training- school and becoming a governess by profes- sion. She had evinced a disposition for teaching at an early age, even before the end of our last book, when she was one in the ranks of Sunday-school teachers — a noble little army of volunteers, to whom society is not sufficiently grateful — and the taste had grown with her, and the desire to ^ OWEN. 237 be independent of John Dell, and not hamper his means, become too strong to withstand. "I can never repay you all your past kindness, my dear uncle," she had said; "but I am growing a young woman now, and must work for myself" " Perhaps there is no occasion now," returned Dell — "although I did fancy it was best once." " We are of the working-classes, and must not sit idling because the sun shines a little on the present — can we tell what may happen, uncle; and have I a right to neglect my share of labour ?" " Oh ! my own words four years ago — but don't you think I shall miss you?" "But I shall see you very often, and I must work and earn money, if it be only to pay you back something of " "Hold hard!" shouted Dell, "or I set my interdict on everything. Pay me back ! Haven't you paid me back in love and 238 OWEN. gentleness, and duty, years ago, my girl. Aren't you a true daughter to me now? Well, it's right to go, perhaps — it makes a lady of you, Ruth — and, as you say, we can't tell what may happen." And Ruth went, and was working as pupil-teacher when the conversation that we have recorded occurred between Owen and Dell. Was there any clue to the secret of Owen's extra nervousness and timidity in the colour which went and came upon his cheeks as Ruth entered that day. Dell saw it, though he made no sign — he treasured it as a remembrance, though it was years before he spoke of it, and then not till a time of trouble for Owen, and of thought for himself. But we, who are in the secret, need not wait so long to record our suspicions of the case; nay, more, it is essential to our story to mention that Owen, at seventeen years of age, was in love with Ruth Dell. It was an early age to begin love troubles, OWEN. 239 but Owen's mind had always been older than his years, and there was nothing un- natural in his loving early, and in loving the dauo^hter of his benefactor. All his reminis- cences of her were pleasant, and encouraged it; from the first day of their meeting, when she gave him her uncle's spelling-book till that time, he had thought of her ; she had been allied with his progress — it was she whose smiles had rewarded his exertions, and whose silvery voice had ever cheered him onwards. He believed he had loved her at twelve years of age; and he did not marvel at the passion growing with him, though he kept it hidden deep, and with his older years sunk it pru- dently more and more from the garish outer world. He built no hopes upon it — that is, he would not have owned to hopes, however slight. He believed Ruth was far above him — that if she ever married she would wed far above him ; and he kept his secret, and was content to worship her, and 240 OWEN. make from her the poetry of his life. When she went away as pupil-teacher he felt she was still further removed ; but he did not love her less, and at one-and-twenty years of age the same true thoughts were at the bottom of his heart. His was not a disposition to swerve; he mixed not with the world, but kept to one round of home and business, and was more grave and steady than most men of twice his years. It seemed as if his early experience of life had aged him before his time, and kept its shadow ever in the way of such light thoughts as come to youth, and are good for it. In other circum- stances, under other influences, he would have thrown off his passion, and gained the mastery ; but he sought not society, and he oscillated between the Kennington Road and the great foundry day after day. He kept to his desk-work for the four years that succeeded the dialogue between John Dell and him. He did his work well, and gained the OWEN 241 good-will of his employer, and rose in office year by year. Calculating on his chances in the future, he might have aspired to Ruth's hand, and looked forward to his marriage with her, the reader may suppose; but to Owen she was ever far distant. His birth was a disgrace to him, and the in- cidents of his early life were known to Ruth's father. He had been a thief and in prison, and it was an ugly retrospect, which he could not shut out, or live down. 92 had not betrayed him Owen believed, and he was grateful for that reticence, though the secret lingered in the officer's looks still, and he could read it in the broad, whiskered face that met his own occasionally. During the last year in particular he met 92 more frequently — 92 having retired from active service, and been rewarded with a Government pension, and a chronic kind of gout in both feet. 92 could afford to spend more time with his brother John now ; and VOL. I. R 242 OWEN. as age had rendered him more loquacious, and more fond of hard words, " that never came right," the good gentleman became somewhat of a bore to Owen, and possibly troubled John Dell more frequently than the younger brother cared to own. It was about this time that Ruth, having passed her examination satisfacto- rily at a training school, was recom- mended to the post of governess of an institution erected amongst the Surrey Hills, for the health and education of the daughters of city tradesfolk, who had seen their better days. There had been a family council in John Dell's house before Ruth's acceptance of the appointment. John Dell could but see it was a sure foundation to Ruth's future — supposing she never married, and were left alone in the world — and he was not selfish enough to seek to influence her for the worse, though he wavered respecting his old projects concerning her. It was right for OWEN. 243 her — nay, more, it was a very good thing for her; and though, if it interfered with John Dell's happiness, she would consent to wait a while, yet her uncle could but press her to accept the offer. The distance between them was only a short railway journey, accomplished in three-quarters of an hour, and her uncle was to see her very often, and make the best of the position. " Some of these days, Ruth, I may ask you to give it up and live with me again," said he, "when I can see my way clear to a competence, or am growing old, and need a daughter's love to keep the horrors from me." " Perhaps you'll be looking after a wife, soon, John," said 92, who was present at this interview. His brother made a wry face, but said nothing in reply. "You're fifteen years my junibus — not quite forty yet, is it ?" r2 244 OWEN. " What's that to do with it ?" " And you'll be bringing down your young wife and babby to see Ruth, and then me at my cottage^ — vegetating in my unbut- tonment, John — and so always glad to see you!" 92 had resolved upon a country life, and a cottao;e half a mile or so from his dauprhter's school, where Ruth could visit him after her work was done, in the leisure hours be- fore bed-time. 92 had shifted for himself so long in the world, that, with the assistance of an old woman for an hour or two in the morning, he looked forward to a pleasant country life, and a bit of nice gardening, and a daughter s face to smile on him very often, ^' and nobody to move on," but the little boys, who came over the hedge after the unripe gooseberries, God bless that daughter ! He had not seen much of her in his life, and now he was going to begin and have his fair share of her. John could not grumble. OWEN. 245 And John said "No" in his quick impa- tient manner, and felt it was all fair, and fido^eted a little behind the cloud of smoke from his tobacco-pipe, when his brother re- minded him, that if he had married at a reasonable age, he would have had a gal, perhaps, like her. " But John never did take to the soft- able sex," added 92, with a chuckle; and Dell said, " Right you are," and changed the conversation. Ruth spent a long week with her uncle, at her uncle's house, previous to going away for good. During that week there occurred two events, which in their results affected the ultimate fortunes of our characters — the death of Mr. Cherbury, and a letter of Tar- by's from Tasmania. Old Mr. Cherbury was succeeded by his son Isaac, of whom more anon ; and Tarby's letter, written by his own hand — for he had been taught writing abroad — apprised Owen of the information of a ticket-of-leave hav- 246 OWEN. ing been granted, and of his resolve to settle in the colony, even when his time was up, and he was free to return. "You have kept my secret, Owen, from my little girl," he wrote ; *' God bless you for it — it was the best that could have been done for her and me. I have been think- ing much of it since my ticket's come, and I'm a trifle nearer freedom. I shall never come back now — for her sake, I shall always be dead and gone. To know me is to know shame, you see, Owen — so I died, like her mother, when she was young! Always keep that before her, and you can't be wrong. God bless her and you," he concluded ; and Owen felt that the lines were from the heart, and that the change in Tarby was for the better. So, altogether, it was a memorable week for Owen and the Dells, although the death of his employer added to John Dells grave looks. It was intended to have been a pleasant OWEN. 247 week, but that naturally proved a failure — the efforts of each and all were such miserable attempts at conviviality. Owen's attempts to give a light turn to events were possibly the most successful, although Owen felt the weight of the coming change as much as all of them put together. He was twenty-one years of age, and had a right to feel love-lorn — he with his strong mind and deep feelings. He would not have dropped so much as a corner of the mask then for all the world; for though Ruth was ever kind and gentle, it was a sisterly kindness, that never embarrassed her, and its very frankness gave him pain. On the last evening, a Sunday evening, after their return from church with John Dell — John had made a church-goer of Owen, albeit Owen was still hard in his religious habits, and not deeply impressed by anything he had seen and heard hitherto — Owen contented himself with regard- ing Ruth over the top of the book he 248 OWEN. feigned to be perusing, and thinking how handsome a young woman she had grown, and what a lady she looked, sitting there in the firelight, with her uncle's hand in hers. A tall young woman of a graceful figure, calm, and self-possessed, and, like Owen, looking older than her years. A young woman who was entering life with many fixed intentions, and in all earnestness of purpose — one who estimated her duties not frivolously, and had not made herself and the comforts of her new home the first consideration. She felt a great task was before her, and that she was young to undertake it; but she felt, also, strength for her work, and, the painful parting once over, that she should succeed in her vocation, and gain the love and esteem of all her new little friends. " Well, it's come at last, Ruth," said Dell — " we've talked about it a long time now, and here's the solid fact, that no hammering OWEN. 249 will knock out of shape. It's tough work thinking of it now." " But I'm not going abroad, like many of my old companions ; even fifty or sixty miles will not divide us, uncle." " No— that's true." "You must come and see me very often." "Yes, Owen and I," said DeU. "To be sure," answered Ruth, looking towards the dark corner where Owen, en- shrouded in window-curtains, was but half visible — " Owen, you are not asleep there ?" she asked. "No, no — I was thinking how Mr. Dell and I could manage it together — thank you, Ruth," he answered, hoarsely. Then, fearful that the change in his voice might be remarked, he came forwards, and took the lead in the conversation, till 92 arrived, and relieved guard by talking enough for the whole of them. A dull evening, notwithstanding every- 250 OWEN. body's efforts to make it the contrary — a still duller morning, when the cab was ready to take Ruth to the station, whither John Dell was to accompany her. We do not dwell upon any feelings or emotions in this chapter — we attempt no analysis. This is all retrospective, and before the curtain rises on the scenes and characters destined to appear and follow with us till the finis is written which puts an end to our chronicle. Through the mist walk but dimly Owen and those destined to influence the myste- rious after-life — the shadows come and go, and stealing up the mountain-side advance the figures to cross him, rival him, become his friends, advisers, helpers, enemies. He was not thinking of them, when, with his face a shade more pale, but with a grave unmoved face that might have been of stone, he watched the departure of John Dell's niece from home. 2ol CHAPTER II. A LADY PATRONESS. The institution for the daughters of decayed tradesfolk of the city of London stood on the brow of a hill, at the foot of which lay the village of Ansted, Surrey. A steep hill to climb in hot weather, and with the sun on one's back — hard work at all times for the little feet belonging to the tradesmen's daughters, who were thus taught early and practically that the ways of life are toilsome and stony. Still, though the hill was high and the roads steep, there was a bracing air on its summit, and a fair view of the country. From the little dressinor-room of John 252 OWEN. Dell's niece there was a range of hill and dale, and corn-field, dotted here and there by the mansions of the lucky ones in this world, and marked at rarer intervals by little nests of houses, constituting the vil- lages of Surrey people, many of whom were as primitive and " countryfied " as though they had been living two hundred miles from London instead of two-and-twenty. Ruth Dell was soon at home in this in- stitution aforesaid, for she understood the art of settling down. She was a young woman who made the best of her position in life, and was quickly resigned to the un- alterable. She knew there was little to regret in this instance ; that her position in life had been bettered ; that a sure inde- pendence was before her, and that her uncle's long dream concerning her had been realized. For the first few days in her new home, with a world of new faces, she felt strange and dull; but her duties soon became something more than mere OWEN. 253 routine, and her interest in all living and breathing around her soon rendered her regret at parting with old friends less acute. For Ruth Dell was an energetic girl, under whose feet the grass had little chance of growing. In her manner of teaching and governing there was no small copy of her uncle's regime^ unsullied with that uncere- monious sharpness, which rendered the natural merit of his principles less palat- able. Ruth possessed John Dell's method, energy, and practical good sense, and added thereto a new gentleness, which worked wonders in her teaching. And Ruth's heart being in her task she succeeded well, as was natural and just. Still those good ladies of the shears and distaif must have been against Ruth Dell's peace of mind to set her down in this quiet retreat, whence was to arise all those troublous incidents which were to aifect more futures than her own, and whence 254 OWEN. was to evolve more than she could guess. It is not in the busiest scene, or amidst the noisiest crowd, that troubles the most great, troubles to cling to us, always arise. Apart from the world, in the silent home of our choosing, may lie hidden the rock whereon we strike and give up. Her new life — almost the new story — began in this wise. Ruth Dell had not been three weeks at Ansted school when a visitor, in a somewhat imceremonious manner, came rustling into the school-room — a lady visitor of imposing exterior and proportions verging on colossal, clad in furs, and crapes, and flounces, and carrying her two or three- an d-sixty years in a stiff- backed, military manner. The offspring of the race that had seen its better days rose en masse at the appear- ance of this lady in the school-room, af- fording sufficient evidence to Ruth that the new comer was a person of importance. " Pray, don't rise, Miss Dell," said the OWEN. 255 lady, taking a half movement of Ruth's as an intention of so doing. " I am very charmed to have the pleasure of making your acquaintance." A pause succeeded this assertion, during which both ladies took stock of each other, after the invariable manner of ladies on similar occasions. Ruth Dell, by a simple glance from her table, comprehended the ample proportions of her visitor, and fancied there was something kind and friendly in the broad smiling face that met her own ; and the lady more deliberately surveyed Ruth, and took her time over her critical inspec- tion. What she saw we will endeavour to de- scribe — for Ruth Dell is one of our chief players, and has not been introduced with that proper amount of formality due to leading characters in general. Sitting there, with her small library-table drawn close to the open window, through which a warm spring air was entering the schoolroom, 256 OWEN. Ruth offered a fair opportunity for the lady's observation. Evidently a curious lady, for a gold double eye-glass was settled firmly on her nose, to make quite sure that nothing escaped her; and Ruth felt a little uncom- fortable under the inspection, though she feigned to be unaware of so deliberate a survey, and continued the hearing of the class that at that moment chanced to be be- fore her desk. The lady-patroness was pleased with Ruth Dell. She saw before her a young woman of graceful carriage, tall for her age, looking rather grave and earnest for her years, simply and neatly dressed, and with a fair English face, that was pleasant to stand and quietly admire. A pale face, on which thought and even firmness were expressed, shaded by bands of dark chesnut hair, and lit up by two large hazel eyes — worlds of beauty in themselves. No wonder that poor hero of ours had thought of that face too much, and of those deep thoughtful eyes too often — OWEN. 257 they had been before him since his awaken- ing to a better self — they had encouraged him to fight his way in the world — they had been his incentive to exertion, and had troubled him and been amidst his everyday life a romance and a snare. If they had seemed farther and farther from him every day, he could not shut them from his thoughts, though he might sink them deeper from those who would have been alarmed at his secret. The lady visitor having concluded her inspection, taken a vacant seat, and gently lowered herself into it, as though doubtful of its capabilities of support, waited patiently for the class to finish its lessons, and swung her eye-glass to and fro by its chain, as though that monotonous occupation re- lieved her mind a little. The class dismissed, and the school duties over for that afternoon, the portly dame dashed into conversation with a vigour that VOL. I. s 258 OWEN. showed how trying an ordeal her previous silence had been. " My dear Miss Dell, you must never mind my calling here at unseasonable hours, and seeing how my school-pets progress — for I'm afflicted with a great deal too much time on my hands. I should have troubled you a fortnight ago, had I been strong enough to exert some of my old energy ; but I have had a great loss, and this is my first effort at anything like change. I don't bother you? " Oh, no ! " said Ruth, with a smile. " I'm afraid I bother a great many people though — even my son, who is glad to run away to his business, and leave me in my great grand house, all alone with the servants; a good lad in his way, but not a mother's lad — all for making money and dying rich, I suppose, like his poor father before him. Oh ! dear," — with a heavy sigh, that went to Ruth's heart — " you must not mind me coming here and seeing the children very often — it's OWEN. 259 so dull at home, Miss Dell, and I'm growing such a nervous old woman now ! " Ruth thought their acquaintance of too short a duration to offer much sympathy, and contented herself with a quiet expression of her pleasure to see the lady whenever she felt disposed to wend her way up the hill. The stout lady brightened at this, and took to Ruth on the instant. ^Tm very much obliged to you, Miss Dell — for I'm fond of children, and it occupies one's mind to come here. One's breath, too," she added — " for it's a terrible walk up that hill, and I don't always like to bring the carriage — it's so very fussy, isn't it? Once I tried the pony-chaise ; but I'm afraid my weight was too much for the pony, for it hasn't been well since — and Isaac don't like me walking so much, although it's good for me, and been recom- mended by the Faculty. You're a very nice young lady," she added, with a sudden- ness that made Ruth blush and laugh, s2 260 OWEN. despite the serious countenance maintained by her visitor. "Oh, but you are," said the lady, "and I've met with such very nasty young ladies in my time, that it's a gratification to come across an antithe- sis. Disagreeable pert young ladies, like your predecessor, who told everybody I came too often, and upset the children with the messes I brought them — messes she called them ! — and interfered with her duties, and actually hinted to my face that I was vexatious and troublesome. I believe she reported me to the Board; but as I subscribe fifty pounds a- year to the Institu- tion, I wasn't suspended." The lady talked very rapidly, and it was only a shortness of breath, accompanied with a bellows-like noise, that hindered perpetual motion. For ladies are voluble now and then, especially stout ladies — a physiological fact that is worth inquiring into. " Well, she went away, and married, and OWEN. 261 serve her right ; and now you reign in her stead, and I think I shall like you." " Thank you." " I don't go into society much. Isaac — that's my only son — takes me to a dinner- party now and then — fussy work, my dear, and bothers dreadfully. And I like quiet people and young people, and grand doings make my head ache — I wasn't brought up to them. I should like to see my boy more at home in his own house — and, oh ! if I only had had a daughter to be a companion to me, what a happy old woman I might have been !" A strange old woman, this stout lady, thought Ruth — one who, despite her wealth, felt lonely and unhappy, and made no disguise of it — one whose frankness already won a little upon Ruth, despite that volu- bility which there was no chance of check- ing. " rve» often thought of adopting one of these poor children, Miss Dell, for I've 262 OWEN. money in my own right, and my boy is well off enough without me ; but he don't like the idea, and I'm a poor soul, who is easily talked over. And perhaps it*s all for the best, as poor Cherbury was so fond of saying." " Cherbury ?" repeated Ruth. "Yes, my dear — Cherbury of Ansted, Surrey, and the Iron Works, Lambeth. I daresay you have heard the name ? " "Very often, madam. My uncle at present is foreman in your son's foundry." Ruth thought it would be better to inform Mrs. Cherbury of that fact, lest the lady should become too friendly, and feel the avowal at some future period too much of a shock. But Mrs. Cherbury's face only expressed a mild air of surprise, and her fine feelings did not appear to be at all affected by the revelation. " Dear me, now — that's funny. And I've heard poor Cherbury speak so often of Mr. Dell, one of the best workmen he ever had. OWEN. 263 And you're his daughter — well, Fm glad to see you rising in life, Miss ; and it was very creditable of your uncle to give you a good education. Your father and mother are not living, I suppose?" " My father is, Mrs. Cherbury. He rents a little cottage about a mile from here — he has recently retired from the police force." Ruth Dell would have no false ground beneath her feet : lady as she was in all that makes the lady — education, manners, de- portment — she would have no mistake con- cerning her antecedents with one who treated her as an equal. "And he can't bear to be too far away" from his daughter — a worthy old gentleman, I have not the slightest doubt — and proud he must be of you, my dear. Are you very busy just now?" " Not very busy," replied Ruth, a little doubtfully. " Then, Miss Dell, I shall take you back to Oaklands this evening — I want to talk 264 OWEN. to you about the school, and my little plans, which your predecessor so strongly objected to. There's the carriage outside, and we shall be there in ten minutes." " Thank you, madam, but " "But, my dear girl, you're not busy, and it must be very dull in this school- room, or in your own apartments after the children have gone to bed. And I'm very dull, too, in my great house since Mr. Cherbury's death, and it would be such a favour !" Mrs. Cherbury looked so wistfully at Ruth, that Ruth wavered. If she put it as 'a favour — if her company would relieve her from any lowness of spirits, why, it was a different matter. But it was all very pre- cipitate — they were strangers half-an-hour ago, and the lady was from the higher sphere beyond her own. "It is so very sudden," she ventured to remark — "and if you could excuse me, I " OWEN. 265 " Ah ! but I can't excuse you, for I'm a selfish old lady," she interrupted ; " and as we're such near neighbours, we may as well break the ice at once. Why, you and I are both lonely women." " But your position " " Fiddlededee, my dear — fiddlededee I" said Mrs. Cherbury, " don't talk of position — poor Cherbury and I never cared for it, and certainly never took credit for having been lucky in business. AVhy, bless my soul, that predecessor of yours treated me with such haughtiness, that I was rather nervous in coming to see you, lest you should happen to be of the same pattern. A very high-notioned young lady, who would never come to Oaklands, because we were people in trade, and her father was a gen- tleman, and a half-pay officer, and had spent his life in earning glory and two wooden legs. Such a fussy young lady, and" — (lowering her voice to a whisper) *'fond of beating the poor little dears on the 266 OWEN. sly. I declare to you, Miss Dell, I have heard such torrents of slaps coming up the hill, that I have fancied the zinc corner of the schoolhouse were loose, and flapping about in the wind. And you will come ?" " If you be quite alone, then?" said Miss Dell, timidly. "Always alone, my dear! Isaac don't come home for the week together — in fact, he is never at home without something is the matter with him. There, go and put your bonnet on, and I'll wait here till your return." Ruth Dell did not keep Mrs. Cherbury wait- ing a great while, and had she been a longer time absent that good lady would have found the wherewithal to amuse herself. For im- mediately after the departure of the school- mistress, Mrs. Cherbury had risen from her chair, crossed the room, and opened one of the windows that looked upon the play- ground. A well-known friend and a great fa- OWEN. 267 vourite with the children was Mrs. Cherbury evidently, for they were danc- ing round her, and leaping up at the sill immediately she made her appear- ance. They were children who forgot nothing, and remembered the pounds of sweetmeats and acidulated drops that had always accompanied her, and given a sweet turn to her visits. And there were their forest of hands stretching upwards, and Mrs. Cherbury shaking from a large blue paper endless comfits and almonds, keeping a wary eye on the schoolroom door, meanwhile, lest Ruth should make her appearance too suddenly, and catch her in the act. " And I hope you like your new school- mistress, my dears," she said. And a spontaneous affirmative was uttered with a more hearty good-will than she had heard for a long: while. "And I hope you'll be good girls, and learn your lessons, and not worry her too 268 OWEN. much, and never deceive her — and not say anything about these drops, because I forgot to ask her permission. I'm going to shut the window now — mind your fingers, my dears." Mrs. Cherbury was in her old seat and looking the picture of innocence when Miss Dell, equipped for departure, entered the room. In a few minutes they were rattling down the hill away from Ansted school- house, towards a large white mansion standing in its own grounds, and command- ing one of the finest views in Surrey. " You have dined, Miss Dell ?" inquired Mrs. Cherbury. " Some hours since, thank you." " So have I — late dinners are so fussy. Isaac dines late, but then he belongs to the new school, and has been brought up differ- ently to poor Cherbury and me. A dear lad, though — and God bless every hair of his head !" added this full-hearted mother. 269 CHAPTER III. THE CHERBUKYS OF ANSTED. It was striking six when the carriage drew up before the great Oaklands portico, and one footman let down the steps, and another held wide the door, and the calves of two or three more were observed shimmering in the background of the hall — their owners evidently trying to appear as busy as possible. "No one has called, I suppose, George?" inquired Mrs. Cherbury of the servant, as she and Ruth passed into the hall. " Only Mr. Cherbury, ma'am." "Good gracious! — and has he gone ascain r 270 OWEN. *' He is in the drawing-room, ma'am." Ruth Dell felt naturally a little nervous. Her first entree into Oaklands was intended to be a quiet, matter-of-fact proceeding — almost a favour on her part, to relieve Mrs. Cherbury's monotony ; and now Mr. Cher- bury had arrived, and confounded both ladies' arrangements. Ruth hesitated. " Don't look so alarmed, my dear. The most quiet lad you ever met in your life, and one who won't put you out in the least. Not a bit like young men in general, who do rattle on now and then. I'm sure he will be very glad to see you." Ruth was not sanguine on this point, and inclined to depreciate herself and her simple grey silk, and more inclined to feel a little in awe of the representative of the great firm wherein her uncle played so subordinate a part. Mrs. Cherbury might be a humble, hearty old lady enough, but what would her son think of the OWEN. 271 daughter of one of his servants sitting as guest in his country mansion ? She wished she had been firmer, and declined the proffered hospitality of the lady at her side. But it was too late to withdraw with any grace; and once aware of the worst, she braced her nerves to meet it, after the fashion of her uncle John. Five minutes spent in Mrs. Cherbury's dressing-room, and then Ruth, with her hand on the old lady's arm, was entering the drawing-room. A room on the handsome furnishing of which no money had been spared, and in the ample space of which Mrs. Cherbury's lad seemed lost. "Why, Isaac, my dear, where are you?" exclaimed the mother, looking round with some little surprise, until Isaac, aroused from a nap by her loud voice, struggled from the depths of an easy chair in the corner, and stood up, looking grim and sleepy. 272 OWEN. Isaac dear was a lad of forty-one or two, very tall, very wiry, very stiff in the joints, and very much starched about the collar and cuffs. A man with a certain amount of good looks in him yet, but with a heavi- ness of brow and a general hardness of aspect that was not pleasant to meet — a man who seemed to have traded in iron, until some portion of that useful metal had become incorporated in his system, "Isaac, dear, this is Miss Dell, the new schoolmistress of Ansted Institution — Miss Dell, my lad." The lad bowed with more courtesy than Ruth had expected, and seemed to hesitate for a moment as to whether he should allude to the pleasure of making the school- mistress's acquaintance ; but, being a man of probity, and averse to unmeaning com- pliments, thought better of it, and relapsed into his easy-chair again, and crossed his legs. " You have not dined, Isaac ?" OWEN. 273 "I dined in town, Mrs. Cherbury," he answered, in a deep and somewhat grating voice, *'and came up by the train imme- diately afterwards. I'm not well." ^' Oh, dear ! — not your head again ?" " I've only one complaint, and that is my head," he replied. " Glindon says I work and think too hard with it, and recom- mends a few days' quiet." "And very kind of him, too," said Mrs. Cherbury ; " I'm sure I'm much obliged to Mr. Ghndon. It will be nice to have you at home, Isaac, with a mother to take care of you." " The quieter I am kept the better, Mrs. Cherbury," said he, drily — " not too much worried about the housekeeping, and the servants, and so on." " Oh ! dear, no — to be sure not." " I thought I'd mention it." And Isaac closed his eyes. " Perhaps I had better " began Ruth, VOL. I. • T 274 OWEN. when the eyes opened again, and fixed them- selves on the speaker. " Miss Dell will excuse me, I am sure," he said, politely, and less harshly, " for my seeming want of courtesy in not playing the part of host on this occasion. I am sure I leave her in good hands." After which speech he re-composed him- self; and Mr3 Cherbury, left to do the honours of the house, acquitted herself to perfection, and talked of the school-life at Ansted, of herself, her lad, and poor Cher- bury — of her amateur gardening in the spacious grounds seen from the bay-window at which they sat — and of a hundred other subjects which rose readily to the surface, and left no unpleasant hiatus in the dialogue. In the window recess Mrs. Cherbury and Ruth had tea together, and the servants glided stealthily in and out, for fear of dis- turbing the repose of their lord and master in the corner remote. OWEN. 275 Ruth Dell found herself more than once looking towards that corner, and feeling an unaccountable curiosity as to what Mr. Cherbury would do when he waked, and wondering whether he objected to her pre- sence there, and if his head were an excuse for his taciturnity. More than once, too, she fancied that he was not sleeping at all, but watching her from between his half- closed lids ; and once she was certain that she saw them quiver and close together more tightly w^en she glanced suddenly in his direction. " I wonder whether a cup of tea would do his head good, or he would care to be roused to answer that question?" said Mrs. Cher- bury, looking in his direction also. " Perhaps I had better let him be," she added, "as he don't like to be disturbed when his head's bad." " Does Mr. Cherbury suffer much ?" in- quired Ruth. " He complains a great deal at times — you t2 276 OWEN. see, he has the chief management of a large business now, and he hasn't the head of his father. But he's always quiet and reflective — -just as if he had something on his mind, my dear." The right leg of Mr. Cherbury slipped off his left knee at this juncture, and the foot came to the floor with a heav}^ stamp, that startled both ladies. " I beg pardon," Isaac said gravely ; " a sudden leap, that's all. I wonder you don't have lights — it's cold and dark here." And Mr. Cherbury went through a per- ceptible shudder. " I have rung for them, dear," was the mother s answer. Mr. Cherbury rang again on his own account, and continued to ring with a quiet pertinacity, that must have been extremely disao^reeable in the servants' hall. " Lights !" he said to the scared domestic who responded to the summons, and lights made their appearance in haste — two wax OWEN. 277 lights in silver candlesticks for a little side- table, whereon was a desk, and a large ormolu lamp for the centre table. " Now youVe not going to write letters to-night, Isaac!" said the mother, as her son rose and unlocked the desk. " One or two that are important — if Miss Dell will excuse me." Miss Dell inclined her head. "But, my dear Isaac — if Mr. Glindon said " "If Mr. Glindon said a hundred times I wasn't to write a letter, I should write," he replied, with a dogged obstinacy that told of the iron in his system again, and he commenced writing at the same moment. He was still eno-ao^ed at his desk when the hall-bell rung and the hall-door knocker roused the echoes of the establishment, and woke up the stable-dog, who barked defiance to the noise and essayed to break his chain, Avith the amiable intention of biting the new comer in two. 278 OWEN. Mr. Cherbury put his pen back in its tray, folded his arms, and closed his eyes again. "A terrible noise," he muttered — "a hideous and most unnecessary uproar." "Who can it be?" exclaimed the excited mother. " I think it*s very likely to be Mr. Glin- don," observed Isaac Cherbury. "Dear, dear me! — why didn't you tell me he was coming?" said the mother, half reproachfully. "I thought it wasn't of much conse- quence. It's very dull here without com- pany, and I thought he'd relieve my head a little. You'll do your best to make him feel at home, if I forget anything, Mrs. Cherbury." Mr. Glindon was announced the instant afterwards, and Ruth fancied the gentleman was not quite a stranger to her. A handsome man in every sense of the word, and with a complexion of white and red seldom seen in OWEN. 279 a man of a healthy habit of body, possessing a clear-cut, keen-looking face, and a well- shapen, almost massive forehead, from which was brushed back a mass of light wavy hair. A man that people might notice in a crowd and set down for a clever fellow, and be not far out in their judg- ment. Mr. Glindon gave a little start upon his introduction to Ruth, and his expression of the pleasure the introduction gave him was muttered in a very hasty manner. An instant afterwards he was shaking hands with Mr. Cherbury, and inquiring if he felt better that evening. "A little, I think." " It's all nervousness, I assure you," said Glindon, " and so I have dropped in to give you a quiet game at cards by way of dis- traction." " You're very kind." '' In fact, I've made up my mind to settle in Ansted — become consulting surgeon to 280 OWEN. Ansted free-school, and work a little prac- tice in the neighbourhood." "That's a change." *' I like change." Meanwhile Ruth Dell, who had remained* standing, gave a meaning, even an entreat- ing glance towards Mrs. Cherbury. She was new to society, and afraid of it. "My dear Miss Dell, you are not gomg { " If you will allow me," returned Ruth, in somewhat of a hurried manner ; "I am anxious to reach the schoolhouse before nine." "1 fear. Miss Dell, we are frightening you away," said Mr. Glindon, rising; "I hope my presence here is not to deprive Mrs. Cherbury of the pleasure of your company." " I would rather return, sir, thank you," answered Ruth. And there was so much firmness in her manner that Mr. Glindon gave up his per^ OWEN. 281 suasive attempts, and Mrs. Cherbury saw there was no hope of a longer stay for that evening. " I will order the carriage, then, to take you back, my dear," said Mrs. Cherbury; "Isaac, will you touch the bell, please." " I would prefer walking " began Ruth, when, to her surprise, Isaac himself interrupted her. " Your pardon, Miss Dell, but it is really much too late to venture alone to the schoolhouse. The carriage," he added, to the servant who had entered at this mo- ment. Ruth was secretly annoyed at this deter- mination to send her home in state, though she merely inclined her head and followed Mrs. Cherbury from the room. She would have preferred a walk home up the hill, with the moon rising behind the school- house, and the perfume of the wild flowers, saluting her on the way, to the hot close carriage and the parade attached thereto. 282 OWEN. She could have thought better of all that had happened that night as she quietly wended her way homewards after her own fashion ; but it was not to be, and there was the carriage and the pair of greys awaiting her when she and Mrs. Cherbury were in the hall again. " I wish you had stopped and spent the evening with us, my dear," said Mrs. Cher- bury, who was quite concerned at her early departure, "and become better acquainted with my lad and Mr. Glindon. I'm sorry they are here to spoil our first evening together; and rely upon it. Miss Dell, I will manage better next time. And — and I shall give you a call in the morning, my dear, if Isaac don't want too much nursing." Mrs. Cherbury folded Ruth in her arms in quite a motherly manner, and ran beneath the portico to make sure Ruth was comfortable and the night air was fairly excluded from the carriage, and then parted reluctantly with her new companion. OWEN. 283 Returning to the drawing-room she found Isaac and Mr. Glindon with a pack of cards between them. "You'll not interdict a quiet game at cards between Mr. Glindon and me, Mrs. Cherbury," said her son; "it's seldom I can induce him to visit Oaklands." It was so seldom he could be induced to visit Oaklands himself, his mother thought — although she could but accord her per- mission to the game, and sit herself down at her work-table, and make preparations to be very busy by producing her glasses, and needlework, and gold thimble. She would have understood her son's emphasis on the adjective had it not been accompanied with a peculiar look that was unfilial to meet with, and which siojnified an earnest desire to keep down her loquacity. Aware of his mother's weakness, he might have hinted his wishes with a little more grace ; but then he was not a man of fine feel- ings, and perhaps had forgotten how to 284 OWEN. honour his mother years ago. It's an ac- complishment easily lost. Still Mr. Cherbury was the first to break the silence, as Mr. Glindon shuffled the cards and prepared to deal. "Have you had the pleasure of Miss Dell's acquaintance for any length of time ?" he asked a little abruptly. Mrs. Cherbury was nearly launching into a full and particular account of their first meeting, and the favourable impression that young lady had made on her, when she encountered her son's glance, and curtailed matters. "Only from this evening. She is our new schoolmistress at Ansted." " So you said before. Deal, Glindon." And Cherbury, more interested in his game than the schoolmistress of Ansted, drew his chair closer to the table, and with something of a gamester's eagerness pro- ceeded to contest the game with his medical friend. OWEN. 285 There ensued a strange stillness in that room, considering the number of its occu- pants — the servant entering with the de- canters a few moments afterwards was quite startling by contrast. When he had retired again, the ticking of the gilt timepiece became the noisiest thing in the room, save and except a heavy breathing, which indicated that the arms of Morpheus were encircling Mrs. Cherbury, whose head had fallen on her ample chest, and whose needlework was trailing on the carpet. The card-players continued silently and cau- tiously, and took no heed of anything besides their game — and finished money duellists they seemed, in the full blaze of the oil lamp that lighted the field on which they fought. There was something gloomy and morbid amidst it all — something that would have struck an observer as even strange and sad upon entering the room at that moment. The disregarded mother asleep over her 286 OWEN. needlework — the tall figure of her son at the card-table fencing cautiously for his money, and Glendon playing with an energetic dash that seemed to last till the stakes were his, when he brushed the shillings to his side, or let them fall to the floor — he was not par- ticular. It was a room with three grave faces in it, albeit the shadow of the sorrow that had recently fallen on the house was not there at that time. Presently Mrs. Cherbury awoke with a start, and might have dropped her head over the back of the chair, had she not exerted a counter movement and jerked it suddenly forwards. " Dear me, I was nearly off to sleep !" said she, rubbing her eyes and yawning; ^'will you gentlemen have supper now?" " Presently," said her son, with some little irritation. '' I don't feel much inclined for supper myself, and think I will go to my room. OWEN. 287 Good night, my dear lad — good night, Mr. Glindon." There was some muttering from the lad that might have represented a response — a more polite good-night from Mr. Glindon, who rose and shook hands with her, and then Mrs. Cherbury went upstairs to her lonely room, and left the gentlemen to themselves. " Four games to you," said Cherbury, an hour after his mother's departure — "there's no scoring a point against you." " I always make up my mind to win," he answered ; "I came to Ansted to win," he added, with a meaning at which he could only smile himself — for only himself under- stood it. Cherbury fidgeted with the cards — he did not care much about cards now he was losing money over it ; but still it kept him from thinking of his head, and was better than idle talk at any time. But Mr. Glindon seemed disposed to vary the entertainment by a little conversation. 288 OWEN. " May I ask how long you have known Miss Dell, Cherbury?" "About half-an-hour or so when you arrived." " Oh, this was her first visit here ?" " Yes, I believe so." Mr. Glindon sipped his wine — Mr. Cher- bury assisted himself to another tumbler of cold water, dashed with just enough sherry to turn acid on the stomach. " What do you think of her face, Cher- bury?" said he; "does it not strike you as a very pure and classic one ?" " I didn't notice it." "You're not so old either as to shut your eyes to every pretty face that passes by." " I've my business to attend to," was the quiet rejoinder ; "I don't notice anything or anybody out of that much." Mr. Cherbury rendered this statement a doubtful one a short time afterwards, when Mr. Glindon sat still oLlivious to the fact that his adversary faced him with the cards in his hand, ready to deal. OWEN. 289 "How long have you known Miss Dell?" asked Cherbury. "I?" And Glindon was ingenuous enough to colour a little at the question. " I thought by your manner you had seen her before," observed Cherbury. The young surgeon laughed. "Well, you're right," he said; "I have seen her once or twice at a distance — -at a training school, where one of the masters was a patient of mine ; her face struck me then as a bright intellectual one." "H'm." " I know even a fact concerning her that may startle you." " Nothing startles me." "You're not a proud man, or I would not tell you." "Wouldn't you?" Mr. Cherbury shuffled the cards again and yawned. " She's the niece of a foreman of yours." VOL. T. U 290 OWEN. ^^ndeed!" " John Dell's the man's name. Do you know him?" " One of my best hands," was the answer. " Glad to see you are not shocked at your foreman's daughter taking her place as a friend of your mother's. Cherbury, you're one of the new school and the best." '' Oh, am I ?" " I'm a proud man myself, but it's an odd pride that don't look back to a man's father or mother before I make a friend or form an acquaintance. That weakness has been the curse of my parents, and they're as poor as Job, too, and living, for economy's sake, on the Continent. I suppose," he asked, a little anxiously, "Miss Dell will become a frequent visitor at Oaklands?" "I suppose so. And you also, Glin- don?" "Why?" OWEN. 291 "You will be near us — if it's all true about the Ansted appointment." " Oh, yes — but how long shall I care for the place? There was pleasure in trying for it, because everyone prophesied that there was no chance for me — but as for the place itself, 1 would resign it to-morrow. Cer- tainly there's Miss Dell," he added, after a pause, "and I'm a ladies' man — I always was." He looked a trifle conceited as he ran his fingers through his wavy hair, and Mr. Cherbury might have had that idea also. But Mr. Cherbury was anxious to get on with the cards, and make one more effort to regain the shillings lying so carelessly at the elbow of his friend. What did he care about Miss Dell, on whom his medical friend seemed inclined to dilate? What was Miss Dell to him ? She was a matter of no consideration — it was his mother's business, not his, and he had no fine feelings to be wounded by any u2 292 OWEN. revelation concerning her origin. He could remember his father no better off than her uncle, but he did not care to prolong the conversation by alluding to the fact. He was no prouder man than his father had been before him, and could see no harm in Miss Dell's visits ; and Supposing there were, it was not his business, and his mother would alone be answerable. His soul was in the conduct of his own particular pursuits — was hovering over them then, whilst his body was at Oaklands. Apart from the work at which his father had toiled before him, he was only half himself. It had been different once when he was younger, but the wild oats were all sown, and he was a hard-working money-getting man, who watched his chances, and prospered like his sire. This sluggishness and apathy to which we have been a witness was possibly the reaction from the busy life at Lambeth where he seldom slept, or was nervous, or complained of his head. OWEN. 293 "Well, let us have another game," he said, '^ and drive Miss Dell out of the dis- cussion. I never was a good hand at talk, like my foolish mother upstairs. Deal." Well for that mother — thinking of, perhaps praying for, the son downstairs — that her heart was not wrung by the hard words which escaped the lips of the first-born. For such words are of the sharpness of the serpent's tooth, and sink deep within those who have children and are striving for them and their love. To some poor mothers there falls the burden of some such ungrate- ful offspring — there are prizes and there are blanks amongst the children of men, and it is not the one most endowed with the world's goods who is to have the greatest share of the world's happiness. Glindon had soon forgotten Miss Dell, and was shortly afterwards content with his game and studying hard its intricacies. Mr. Isaac Cherbury continued to lose with great caution and secret annoyance; and 294 OWEN. Glindon, after a hard struggle, to win with exultation the stakes, which he afterwards carelessly brushed to his side. Far into the night the lights burned at Oaklands, with the players at the table, and the servants lingering about the down- stairs regions, wondering if they should be again required, and how long the young master and his friend intended to sit up. 295 CHAPTER IV. THE YOUNG GUARDIAN. Passing over three weeks of our narrative — although it may be shortly our duty to allude to some incidents that happened therein — we return to him who has given us a title for our history. It was striking four one summer's after- noon in June when Owen emerged from the Eltingham railway station, four miles from Ansted, and walked sharply down the green lane away from the little town on the right. Owen always walked sharply, after the fashion of energetic people who know what money may be earned in an 296 OWEN. hour. There was nothing to be gained in this instance, save pleasure perhaps, but pleasure that required to be made the most of by a practical young man who understood the value of time. Owen marched onwards at a smart pace, then, with his head thrown back and his chest squared like a drill-sergeant's — it was a fair evening's walk, and he enjoyed it and the scenery that lay in his way, and the breeze that met him on the hilly road, as a man accustomed to toil in a London factory can only enjoy God's air and sunshine. He did not pause in his progress to admire this bit of landscape or that brook by the way- side where the ducks were floating and shock-headed village boys angling for fish that never had existence therein : he took it all in at a glance, and passed on at the same steady pace which carried him quickly over a fair stretch of country. At the foot of one of the Surrey hills he paused for the first time — not to take OWEN. 297 breath for his ascent, but to watch flying down the hill with a velocity almost too rapid to be safe, a little girl of ten years old. He laughed and waved his Scotch cap to her as she came towards him, and he caught her in his arms when she was near enough, and held her panting above his head. " Why, my little Mary, couldn't you wait till I arrived a little nearer home?" he asked. "Oh, no, Owen — because Mrs. Cutchfield would have had all the talk before I could say a word — and I haven't seen you for so many, many weeks." "And Where's Mrs. Cutchfield, Mary," said Owen, after kissing her and restoring her to the ground. " You'll see her come over the hill in a minute, out of breath with running after me," said the child, with a musically ringing laugh of her own, "and then you'll hear her begin to scold me, Owen — oh, that's so funny!'' 298 OWEN. "Indeed!" " Because she can't scold properly, Owen dear," said the child — "she only makes believe, and isn't angry like my governess when I don't know my letters. Oh, I have such a lot to tell you, gardy — where shall I begin?" "Wherever you like, Mary," answered Owen, as she danced on at his side ; " but do keep still whilst you tell me, or you'll dance yourself to pieces." " But I am so glad you've come to see me." " Oh, then dance away if you feel the happier for it," he said, pressing the tiny hand in his, as he looked down at Tarby Chickney's daughter. A pretty, graceful child, if small for her age, was that daughter of Owen's old friend — a girl all light and life, her cheeks glow- ing with health, her dark eyes sparkling with pleasure. A fairy-like child, so light and gay was she, the musical voice raised to a OWEN. 299 high pitch, and the musical laugh rippling off from her red lips at every comment of Owen's. Her excitement and delight were something pleasant to witness, and rendered Owen very proud of the child's affection. Proud of his charge, too, by the way, was our hero — to see her growing up a girl of whom any mother might be proud, was a happy time for Owen. Looking down upon her, he thought of the mother who had been so good to him and died so early, and wished that she had lived to see her little Mary then — to hold her to her breast. He thought of Tarby, too, at that time, and resolved to have a photograph taken of Mary, to remit to Tarby by the next mail — it would be a comfort to that father, who had thought it best to be considered dead to his child. Little Mary was in the middle of her life and adventures since Owen had last seen her, when Mrs. Cutchfield, struggling with the little breath a long chase had left her. 300 OWEN. and striving hard to keep a white mob-cap from making off in a retrograde direction, came labouring towards them. " Oh, you naughty girl, to r-r-run awa-ay like that," she gasped; "Lord love her soul, I thought she'd a-gone a-flopping into the brook ! She hasn't got a mite of still blood in her body, Mr. Owen — you'll have to give her a good talking to." Mary looked out of the corners of her eyes at Owen, and her struggle to present a demure appearance under difficulties was too much for our hero's gravity. "And she's a-laughing now, and I so cross with her." "But, mammy Cutchfield, Owen don't come every day." "Ah, that's true! — there's somethink in that — what a child she is, sir ! " Owen nodded assent, and the old woman — she was sixty-eight or seventy at least, and carried her years well, or she could never have run down the steep hill after her OWEN. 301 charge — turned and walked with the guar- dian and ward. " And how's the world been treating you, Mrs. Cutchfield ?" asked Owen. " Middling as times go, sir." "I hope Mary has been the best of girls?" "The bestest little girl, sir — a mite too lively, perhaps, especially when she hears you're coming to see her, and always in- clined to make a racket when I want a little peace and quietness with my Bible. But you're a good girl, ain't you, Mary ? " " Oh, yes, always ! " answered Mary, con- fidently. " She shuffles and kicks a mite of shoe leather out — she'll ruin her gardy in shoe leather if she don't keep still a little oftener, and gardy '11 have to go to the workhouse, and be fed on bread and water." Mrs. Cutch field went through a series of pantomimic winks and nods at Owen over the child's head; till Mary, looking straight at Owen, said. 302 OWENi " Is that quite true, gardy,? " " Perhaps rather too dreary a look out," said Owen in reply, "but shoe leather is expensive." "Then I'll sit still till I grow a big woman." " No, don't do that," said Owen quickly ; "now I think of it again, it's not expen- sive at all — besides, I'm earning a lot of money, Mary. We mustn't check the life in her, Mrs. Cutchfield," he added, turning to the old lady — " it's a sign of health and strength." "So it be, sir, — in moderation," she added, wdth a reserve. " So don't keep her too quiet — I won't have that," and Owen looked very firm and decisive. " Lord love her," said Mrs. Cutchfield, prefacing her remarks with a benediction customary to her, " it isn't the likes of an old woman that can keep her quiet, Mr. Owen — it's only now and then, by telling OWEN. 303 her how cross you'll be, that I can manage her at all. But she's the best of children, for she has a feeling heart, and one can reason with her." And Mrs. Cutchfield smoothed the disor- dered black curls of her charge, with an affection touching to witness in so old a woman. They proceeded to the cottage, standing in its own square of garden ground, and lying a little way back from the road, and sat down to the tea prepared for the young guardian — a simple country tea enough, with brown bread and fresh butter and platefuls of red currants and water-cresses, and other miscellaneous items. Owen was not particularly partial to red currants with his bread and butter, but it was a country custom, and he had become too polite in his manner to enter more than one simple protest against the fruit Mrs. Cutchfield heaped together in his butter- plate. 304 OWEN. " WeVe spent all the afternoon gathering 'em," was the old lady's remark ; *^ the gooseberries are a little back'ard." *' Thank you — currants will do very well. Mary, won't you take any ? " "I'm afraid there won't be enough for you, gardy," replied his ward ; " and you've come all the way from London, and must be so hungry/' Owen fancied half a gallon of red cur- rants a trifle too much for him at one sitting, and assured Mary of that fact, who consequently began to participate in the general festivity. After tea, Owen's present, in the shape of a new picture-book, was pre- sented to Mary ; and whilst she sat by the lattice window absorbed in the coloured plates, Owen and Mrs. Cutchfield settled their cash transactions for the ensuinor quarter. Presently Owen and Mary were in the garden, Mary showing her guardian her own particular patch of garden ground, OWEN. 305 where the flowers, bright and radiant as herself, were reared, and Owen, becoming thoughtful, and looking at his silver watch. "It's not late, gardy," said the child, with a scared look into Owen's face. The thought of going away again had driven the colour from her cheeks. " Ay, but it is late for one who has a long way to go, Mary," said Owen. "But I haven't shown you my sprig muslin for Sundays — and my new hat that Mrs. Cutchfield trimmed — and you haven't heard how well I can read now.'' " Some day when I have a little more time, Mary dear." " Oh ! I shan't care to learn any more, if you won't hear how I get on. I'll grow up such a big dunce," and the child pouted her pretty lips, and the tears rose to her eyes. " Get the lesson-book, Mary, then,*' said Owen, good-naturedly, "we mustn't stop your learning." VOL. I. X 306 OWEN. The lesson-book was procured, and Mary, installed on Owen's knee, went through several exhibitions of her spelling and reading powers, under the old honey-suckle porch at the back of the house. But Owen's thoughts were evidently inclined to wander, and his gaze went beyond the book, and across to the distant hills, until Mary aroused him from his reverie by say- ing, " You're not listening to me." *'Who says I am not?" asked Owen, aggrieved at the charge. "Well, I fancied so," said Mary, doubt- fully; "but I suppose you know it all without a book." " Most of it." " I wonder now, gardy," with a criti- cal glance into Owen's face, "why you want to run away from me so early to- night? You seldom leave here before dark, Owen." " Ah ! but the evenings draw out, Mary." OWEN. 307 " Have they drawn out any longer than last summer's, gardy, when you always stayed till Eltingham church struck nine." " What a memory you have," said Owen, with a little confusion that he tried to hide by a laugh ; " and what a deal you want to know for a fledgling. Shall I tell you, I'm not going straight home, then?" " Oh ! dear, where are you going ?" " To see an old friend who lives in the country, at Ansted ; the father of the Ruth Dell of whom you have heard me speak so often, Mary." " Has he any little girls you love better than me ?" " There isn't a little girl I love half so well in the world ! " " Oh, Fm glad of that, Owey," said she, flinging her arms around him ; " and I shan't mind you going away so much; although I hope Ruth Dell's father won't always live about here, and be taking you away so early. Where's Ruth Dell ? " x2 308 OWEN. " She lives at Ansted school now." " You don't care about seeing her, then?" "She may be at her father's," said Owen, " it wouldn't be proper for a young man to call on a young lady, Mary." "Why not?" Owen had entangled himself somewhat in his explanations, and could only reiterate that it wasn't proper, and set Mary on the ground, and rise to his feet. "Be a good girl till I see you again, Mary — it will not be many weeks, I dare say." " I should come a little earlier if I were you, to make up for going away so soon." " A good idea," returned Owen, " I'll think of it. Now run and tell Mrs. Cutch- field that I'm going." Mary, after an odd little sigh, ran as di- rected, and the old woman made her appearance, and desired to be remembered to Mr. Dell — to the John Dell, be it under- OWEN. 309 stood, who had at first recommended her to Owen. " It's many a year smce I saw John Dell," commented Mrs. Cutchfield, " and I've only heard from him since my old man's death. He was a boy then, with all his troubles before him, though he thought all his troubles had come and upset him. He was a good young man though, and knew where his real comfort lay. And it isn't every young man who turns to a bible in his distresses — is it, sir?" " No," said Owen, wincing a little. " I'm doing my best to larn Mary to take to it, young as she be. It won't be time thrown away, some day." " No," answered Owen again ; " you're right." He raised Mary in his arms once more, and kissed her, shook hands with Mrs. Cutchfield, who wished him a pleasant journey back, and then opened the rustic gate separating the garden from the shady 310 OWEN. lane, and strode away. At the bend of the lane he paused to look back ; he found Mary close to his heels, and Mrs. Cutchfield in the rear, struggling with her breath and her mob-cap again. " I forgot to remind you, gardy, to come earlier next time, to make up !" " To be sure." "And you won't go away so early, then — fond as you are of Ruth Dell's father?" " No — not next time." '^ Good-bye, dear gardy, then — and don't forget me." She was in his arms again, and, as he kissed her, she said — " At the top of the hill you can see my bed-room window — will you look back there?" " Certainly." " Good-bye, then." At the foot of the hill mentioned by little Mary, Owen looked back to find his ward engaged in an energetic struggle with Mrs. OWEN. 311 Cutclifield, who objected to a renewed sally in his direction. The old lady had obtained a firm purchase this time ; and though her mob-cap was in the road, and under Mary's feet, she was not inclined to relax her hold and allow Mary to fly ofi; Owen laughed and waved his hand, and strode rapidly up the hill, halting again on its summit to keep his promise to his ward. Far beneath him, on the left hand, embo- somed amongst the trees that grew each side of the lane he had quitted, a glimpse could be obtained of the thatched roof of the cottage, and the open window in its side, where Mary sat, and waved something white towards him — probably the cap of her custodian, from its size and general appearance. It required good eyes to de- tect her at that distance; but the eyes of both guardian and ward had a long range, and Owen responded to the signal, and flung his cap in the air. "God bless her!" he muttered, as he 312 OWEN. turned away ; " it is worth the living for, to have that child's love — it is worth the working for. With such a sister to love, and keep from the danger, ought I ever despair ?" Of what was Owen despairing, as he resumed his way that summer evening, looking so grave and thoughtful ? 313 CHAPTER V. OPPOSING ELEMENTS. Three miles and a half, or four miles, are nothing to a good pair of legs, such as Owen was the fortunate possessor of. He was a rapid walker, and milestone after milestone seemed to fly by him in his pro- gress. True, he exerted himself to the utmost, in his anxiety to make up for lost time — as if lost time were ever regained by discomfort and self-sacrifice! — and paused not for breath or reflection, till the cottage of Robert Dell, familiarly known as 92, appeared on the high-road. Save for being on the high-road, instead 314 OWEN. of a shady turning therefrom, it might have been the cottage he had quitted. The same thatched roof, witli the window in its side, the same patch of garden ground sur- rounding the house, and the identical rustic gate hanging by its two defective hinges, which had swung back to his entrance a few hours ago. Owen had visited the cot- tage before, with John Dell, and had found no difficulty in recognizing it — and, con- sidering that he had reached the end of his journey, his face did not brighten a great deal at the prospect. Was it for the reason that the ci-devant 92 was hobbling about his garden, feebly working a Dutch hoe in amongst his cab- bages, and fancying he was raking up weeds by the roots, instead of neatly covering them with a surface of mould? For the reason that 92 was alone that summer evening, and he had been hoping otherwise from the moment his mind was made up to take a day's leave. OWEN. 315 Well, it was his luck, and he must make the best of it. Dell never showed his disappointment, and was, to a certain extent, his model to copy from. And if he had walked four miles, and thrown himself into a perspiration only to see a super- annuated policeman with gout in both legs, why there was no help for it, and he must salute 92 gracefully. " A good evening to you, Mr. Dell," cried Owen, from the roadway; and 92 left oif raking, and shaded his eyes with his hand. " Bless me ! is that you, Owen Owen ?" cried Ruth Dell's father. " Well, I'm un- common glad to see you, to be sure. Push the gate to the left and give a hoist, my lad, and step this way." Owen entered the garden as requested, and 92 looked keenly at him as he advanced. " Nothing wrong at Kennington ?" ^^Oh, no." 316 OWEN. " Nor at Ansted ; you haven't been there, Owen Owen?" "No. All's well everywhere, I believe," responded our hero, with a short laugh, that was far from natural. " I don't suppose my nerves are quite so first-rate as they used to be in old penny- patetics times," said 92, after a moment's reflection, " for you gave me quite a turn like.'' " I have been to Eltingham, to see a little friend of mine." " Chickney's daughter?" immediately inquired the old man, who had a good memory still, if even his nerves had de- teriorated. Owen responded in the affirmative. *' And how's she a-growing, Owen Owen?" asked 92; "and who does she take after? Not Tarby, I hope." " No — not Tarby," replied our hero. "That's a mortal good job, for Tarby were a rough 'un at times. I shall never OWEN. 317 forget him to the last day of my life — the rows I had with him. The bad tempers that took hold of him, and made him savage. Is he alive yet ?" " It's doubtful," said Owen, who had his reasons for not being too communicative. " Got his ticket, I suppose ?" " Long ago." " Gone into the bush and disappeared — just like 'em all." Owen hastened to turn the conversation. " You haven't told me how Ruth is — or whether she likes her change of life." "She's looking very well, and tells me she's nothing to regret. I saw the dear girl in the beginning of the week." " Nothing to regret !" Owen did not know, or would not have owned, what there was in the words that jarred upon him. He expressed his happiness to hear so good an account of her, although he might have felt better pleased had he been told that she could not shake off all the 318 OWEN. memories connected with the old house, and that they made her dull at times to dwell upon them. To dwell upon them himself, made him dull and set his heart beating. Was he really of a nature more sensible to outer impressions than she who was so frequently in his thoughts ? " Does she call here very often^ Mr. Dell?" "Whenever she can, the dear girl — it's only a mile walk, up to the side of the hill yonder, and down this side ; and she wafts over the ground like a zebra." 92 intended to say zephyr, but the flowery parts of his speech were a little inclined to run wild that evening. " Bless your soul, Owen, it's a' bran new unbuttoned life, this here," said 92, re- flectively ; " retired from active service, and confined to a beat of my own making, and no one to take up — and all pleasant and comfor'ble. It's bemnnin^ life ao:ain, to see that girl's face so often here, to hear OWEN. 319 her voice so often — it isn't like any other voice that I ever heard in my life." "Or in mine — it's a nice quiet voice, you see," added Owen, fancying that 92 had looked at him with a mild air of surprise. " It's like an Oligun harp," affirmed 92, with the air of a connoisseur in those instruments ; " and so« was her mother's, though she didn't live long to enjoy it. And, as I was a-saying, she don't feel herself too proud, or too much of a lady, to keep away from her old father, although I was the first to think that John was bring- ing her up too grand. Very kind I thought it, Owen Owen, but a trifle too grand for policeman 92. And John was right, and I was wrong, as was natural enough." " She's not a vain girl," said Owen. Next to the pleasure of seeing her, was the pleasure of talking of her to a garrulous old man, who was not likely to have any suspicions ; and Owen drew 92 out ac- cordingly. 320 OWEN. " As humble as an old shoe, with all her learning ; and the lift she's got, as school- mistress to Ansted," continued the old man. "Why, it was only last week, when she met that young doctor fellow outside here, that she said, ' My father,' with a grace and elegance, that made me feel like a general-is-ipsebo." " A young doctor fellow — what, at An- sted?" said Owen, in the coolest manner possible. " He's the new doctor to the school, and attends to the little one's gripes, and so on — a young chap with a high forehead, decentish in his way — and oiF-handish just a bit — you don't know him ? " " Oh, no," said Owen, " I don't know him. I suppose he don't come here very often." " Well, he's rather interested in my marrow." "Why, what's the matter with it?" asked Owen, alarmed. OWEN. 321 " My vegetable marrow, I should have said — one I bought on spec, of a gardener down town. It grows like mad, Owen Owen — only look here, now." Owen bitterly repented his last ques- tion, it sent the old gentleman so far on another tack, and brought the history and genealogy of that vegetable-marrow plant to the light, together with a full register of its progress, from the day it became incor- porated in 92's list of garden stock. Owen would have liked to learn a little more detail of that young doctor fellow, who was troubling his mind, and pressing on it and robbing him of his natural tone of voice. He did not know why he should care — it was the height of folly, considering what Ruth was, and all that he had been. Long ago he fancied there had not been a single hope left at the bottom of his heart, and it was natural enough young fellows should be interested in her — more especially VOL. I. Y 322 OWEN. "young doctor fellows," who had the happy- chance of often seeing her. " And isn't this Ruth coming down the hill ?" asked Owen, with a leaping heart, as the well-known figure of his old friend's niece appeared advancing. He had no doubt upon the subject, although he would have given all that he was worth in the world to be told it was not she at that time. For she was not alone, and sauntering by her side was a young man whose face did not appear quite strange to Owen. " Yes, and the young doctor fellow too." " Is his name Glindon ?" asked Owen, as the remembrance of their last interview flashed upon him. "To be sure, Glindon's the name." Owen watched them narrowly, as they came down the hill together. Every ges- ture of Mr, Glindon's, every movement of Ruth's, was accurately marked by the keen black eyes observing them. And though there was little to observe, OWEN. 323 though the conversation was evidently- commonplace and far from animated, Owen felt his hand tremble as it rested on the fence. The man looked at her too often, his jealous fancy whispered, and she looked down too much, or away from him, or anywhere save at him, with that old frank look he knew so well; — so be it, was it his right to cavil or demur ? Slowly down the hill came Glindon and Ruth, Owen's heart sinking at their near approach. They were face to face with him at last, and Ruth, with a bright smile, held forth both her hands to him. " What, Owen ! — oh, how glad I am to see you!" " I thought I might have a chance of meeting you at your father's, before I went back to town to-night," said Owen, letting the little secret reason of his presence there escape him. " Thank you, Owen, for taking all this Y 2 324 OWEN. trouble. And my uncle, you haven't told me how he is." " Quite well ; and sends his love, of course." Owen took it for granted he might deliver that message on John Dell's part, notwithstanding John Dell at that present moment imagined Owen to be with Mrs. Cutchfield and his ward. " Dear uncle — he never forgets me." *' Is it likely?" Owen delivered this compliment in his usual straightforward manner, not intend- ing it as a compliment, but uttering it, as a matter of course, that all the world might listen to if it liked. From any one else, the remark might have brought the colour to her cheek : but Ruth, who understood Owen so well, only smiled, and betrayed no embarrassment. It was "the young doctor fellow" on whom the remark grated^ and whose eyebrows knit in consequence; but Owen was not heeding him — had, even OWEN. 325 in the first moments of meeting with Ruth, quite forgotten him. It was time to remember, when he who had been surveying Owen for some minutes said — " Surely, Miss Dell, I have met this gen- tleman before." " Indeed !" was the reply. ^' He is an old friend of my fathers and mine — Mr. Owen — Mr. Glindon," added Ruth, by way of introduction, as she passed along the path towards her father. "Am I not right in my surmise, Mr. Owen?" inquired Mr. Glindon. "Possibly;" and Owen looked at his interlocutor and flinched not. " Once or twice, I think, I had the pleasure of meeting you — ^you were a boy then." " You are quite right," was Owen's short answer. Owen objected to the tone of the speaker ; the look on his face was half supercilious, he 326 OWEN. fancied — but then he was full of fancies ! " On both occasions, I think, we had a trifling dispute — I forget the subject." " You required more court paid to you than I had time or inclination for — that's it." " Possibly," was the airy reply. *' It has not dwelt upon my memory, or disturbed me in the least." " I wanted you to attend a dying mother of mine, and you refused." "Want of time," said Glindon. "Ah, yes — I begin to remember." " And want of inclination — my mother was a poor woman, and you were afraid of lavishing your services at a discount." " I don't understand you, sir." " I have no more lucid meaning ;" and Owen was turning away, when Mr. Glindon touched him on the arm. " You are as abrupt as ever, and forget yourself, sir. You bring yourself forcibly OWEN. 327 to my remembrance now — you were rude and ill-mannered." Mr. Glindon spoke with some warmth, for he had lost his temper, and was a man of spirit. In his opinion Owen had treated him rudely, and dashed at his own cavalier manner with a savage ferocity. He had wielded a light flashing rapier, and this rude fellow had struck at it with a bludgeon. " Possibly, I was excited, and you were coolly contemptuous," rephed Owen. " I must beg to dissent from your verdict." " Well, there was an opposing element in your nature, or in mine — or in both." " Do you think it exists still ?" asked Mr. Glindon, with a curling lip. " Very likely," answered Owen ; " there are some natures that are better apart, per- haps — whose total dissimilarity must jar when they meet. You will excuse me, but I have a habit of speaking out." 328 OWEN. " So I see." Mr. Glindon, who objected to such plain speaking, raised his head haughtily, and passed on towards Ruth and her father, stood and conversed a few minutes with them, retraced his steps, passed Owen with- out a glance in his direction, and went out at the gate, and along the road he had recently traversed with the schoolmistress. Owen, before joining father and daughter, watched him as he wended his way up the hill. It was the dusk of evening now, with the broad moon rising, and silvering the landscape. A dark spot on the white country road seemed the receding figure of Mr. Glindon — as dark a spot on Owen's life would be the man, if fate should bring them more together. Thrice had they met and exchanged words that grated on the remembrance; thrice had Owen felt that opposing element within him, of which he had spoken in that brief collo- quy, and which might belong to dream-land, OWEN. 329 so untrue and unrealistic seemed it. And yet the dark spot went on along the road, and Owen watched, and felt his hands clench. "If he cross Ruth's path too often — God help me — and her, perhaps," he added, after a pause. It was a gloomy soliloquy, but his heart was in shadow then, and his spirits at zero. END or THE FIRST VOLUME. U. BOllN, rilLNTEli, GLOUCESTER STICEET, liEGE^'X'S 1 .UiK. H -*:« ISi 'i> It r"^