I ,1 7 VIA V JLJ ^Hll /0 tin J "i ^ __r3 Gx II B RAHY OF THL U N IVLRS1TY OF ILLINOIS 823 W7llo v. I Digitized by the Internet Archive in 2010 with funding from University of Illinois Urbana-Champaign http://www.archive.org/details/oldloveisnewnove01wilt The Old Love is the New. % flobcl. BY MAURICE WILTON. IX THREE VOLUMES. VOL. I. 3C my boy, and a fine shawl for your mother, which belonged to Mrs. Claverin' herself, and a deal too good for the like of me or you, but still it's the master's orders, so take it,' said the housekeeper, eyeing the article wistfully. THE BLIND FIDDLER. 77 ' And is it all finished now ?' asked the boy, discontentedly. ' Indeed, and is that all the thanks, it is, that Mr. Claverin' and myself gets for all our trouble ?' said Mrs. Machree sharply. ' Ye're a strange pair, or rather the boy — the girl is nice spoken enough/ put in the housekeeper, remembering with some pleasure that she had been addressed as 'my lady.' 'He won't eat without his fiddle, and, when he does eat, he eats as much in one meal as I should eat in a month, and then wants to know if that's all ! Bless me, is it dessert ye want, like the gintry themselves, or a glass of punch ?' 1 Ye don't understand me,' said the boy sadly ; ' I want to see Mr. Claverin'.' 1 And what do ye want of Mr. Claver- in' ? Sure it's the people, the likes of 78 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. you, as is fed on potato-peelings, that are never satisfied, although your own father tried to kill Mr. Claverin with his own hands last night/ ' He asked me to brino- me fiddle an to play a bit to him, and shure ye seem moighty angered wi' me/ said the boy deprecatingly. ' Not a bit, my child, but I don't under- stand the ways of such as you ; maybe your mother's right, and that ye're a bit soft in your head, poor boy !' said Mrs. Machree sympathisingly. ' Shure thin, that's not true,' said the blind boy with emphasis, ' becos I fiddle a bit, and none of them is blind, they don't feel as I feel.' 'Well well, child, I don't want to hurt you ; shure it's the Almighty knows as you suffer enough of His own pleasure with yer THE BLIND FIDDLER, 79 poor eyes fast closed/ said the house- keeper. ( Now what good does scratching away on an old fiddle do you, I'd like to know ? Better to set you at some work.' ' I don't want to work,' said Pat crossly ; * when I play on my fiddle, I can almost see, and I spake far better what I mean by it than by talking there now, and it's not ye nor any one else as seems to know what I mean.' 1 Ah ! ye're a queer child, and there's something a bit unnatural about you ; let's hope the divil has nothing to do with it,' said Mrs. Machree, crossing her- self. ' Please, my lady,' put in Biddy, ' he's sometimes out-o'-doors all night a scratchin' away, an' mother's afraid of a clurechaun carryin' him off some night, though he 80 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. always carries an image of the Blessed Vargin round his neck.' 1 You seem to be a child of sense, at any rate/ said the housekeeper to the little girl. ' And now be off home with you, and remember that your mother and the others aren't as well filled as ye are.' 'And may I not see Misther Claverin' ?' asked the boy. 1 Bless me, child, he's too much occu- pied with one thing or the other. What have you to say to him ?' As the housekeeper finished her last sentence, Murphy appeared at the door and said, with a broad grin : ' If you plaise, thin, Mrs. Machree, it's foine company you're entertainin' to-day.' 1 What do you mean ?' asked the house- keeper viciously. ■ Mr. Claverin's compliments to Master THE BLIND FIDDLER. 81 and Miss O'Leary, and will ye plaise jist step in to the dinin'-room,' said Murphy comically. * Then I am to see him !' exclaimed the blind boy joyfully, his whole face lighted up by a bright smile. 1 Yes, and it's the queerest business I've ever set eyes on,' said the housekeeper, in- dignantly ; ' there's me own sister that has never been asked even to take a glass of wine with Mr. Claverin', and these here brats are too good for the housekeeper's room. Such a want of propriety in Mr. Claverin' ! I s'pose he's too good-natured, and aftur bein' shot at, too !' 1 Shure an' if ye want civilities,' said Murphy, grinning, ' for yer sister, ye moight try an' shoot his 'oner yerself, Mrs. Machree !' ' Will ye keep a civil tongue in your vol. i. 6 82 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. head, Murphy ?' said the housekeeper, in an annoyed tone. l What with these two childers and yerself, it is, I'm nigh daffed !' e Come along,' said Murphy to the two children, spitefully, ' an' I'll show you some company worth having ; there's a moighty difference, I can tell you, 'twixt the doining-room an' the housekeeper's-room in this house.' Biddy took her blind brother by the hand and led him after Murphy, who threw open the dining-room door and announced in a comical manner : c Misther and Miss O'Leary, plaise sur.' ' Well, Pat, my boy,' said Mr. Claver- ing, kindly, taking no notice of Murphy's announcement, l so you have brought your fiddle.' ' Yes, sur, thank you,' said the blind THE BLIND FIDDLER. 83 boy, smiling; 'an' it's myself an' Biddy as has to thank you for plenty to eat an' drink.' ' Quite welcome, my boy,' said Mr. Clavering. * Now, Pat, I want to know what your father used to say about me?' c A deal against yer 'oner,' said Pat ; ' me an' my fiddle used to talk it over.' ' How do you mean, my boy ?' 1 Father used to go on so wild, sur, an' I could jist make me fiddle strike it off to a word better than I could say it,' said the boy, nodding his head. 1 But what did he say, Pat ?' asked Mr. Clavering, not understanding the boy's sentiments, which seemed to him strange and calculated to form part of the weak- ness of intellect which Mrs. O'Leary 6—2 84 THE OLD LOVE LS THE NEW. had mentioned. ' Did he say that I was cruel ?' ' He said that your father turned us out, an' that since thin everything has gone wrong. " I have a grudge agin them Claverin's," he used to say ; " my own father said to me when he was a-dyin' on a heap o' straw, ' Mike, my boy, don't forget what I've tould yer of the Claverin's, an' moind you carry it out.' ' I swear it, father,' " an' since thin, yer 'oner, he's been puttin' it off an' puttin' it off until he sees us all a starvin' an' himself out of work, an' thin he tried to kill you. I used to talk with him about it, an' he used to talk to me as though I was a man ; father loves me, he does, an' sometimes listens to me when he'd a'most stroike mother over the head if she said anythin'. About a week ago he comes home, an' he says, " Pat, my THE BLIND FIDDLER, 85 boy, come out wi' me an' bring your fiddle along wi' you." So I went out an' he took me a long way off. At length he stopped, an' he says, " Now you may play away," an' I began, an' I hears him fire one shot an' thin another an' another, and I said to 'im, " Father, what are you doing ?" An' he says, " Practisin' to shoot well." " For what ?" says I. " I'm a goin' to shoot birds," says he. " That's a lie," says I ; " father, you're goin' to shoot Mr. Cla- verin'." " I'm not, ye young divil," says he, an' he struck me over the head, the first time he ever did such a thing, an' a day or two aftur that he went away, an' the next time I hears anythin' of 'im was when you come to see my mother, an' I heard my father was in prison. I asked her why, but all along I guesst what it was.' 86 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. ' And is that all, Pat, that you know ?* asked Mr. Clavering. ' That is all, sur/ was the answer. 'Well, now you may give me a tune, Pat ! Fiddle away !' The blind boy turned his poor old fiddle and began a wild weird strain ; at first, soft and low, like the weeping of a little child or mourning mother, ending in a sigh, then going off into a wild confusion like the roaring of wind through a forest and the dance of the dead leaves, then ending up with a quiet, sweet melody that sounded like the peace of a delivered soul, like gratitude for some sanctuary or haven of rest after a storm of troubles. Mr. Clavering listened; he understood the beauty of the last passage, the rest was lost upon him. ' You play very beautifully, Pat,' he said, THE BLIND FIDDLER. 87 'and I'll buy you a new fiddle, if you like, and you may come and play to me two or three times a week. You can get rid of that old thing !' 1 Get rid of this !' exclaimed the boy, passionately, as the tears came from beneath his closed eyelids ; ( of this, yer 'oner, my old friend that I love better than the whole wurld put together, never ' Plaise God when I die they'll bury it with me.' ' Very well, my boy, then you shall keep to the old fiddle ; it makes beautiful music, although it is old.' ' Plaise yer 'oner,' put in Biddy, ' it's a wonder he could play at all in the house, he never does.' 1 Why not, my little woman ?' asked Mr. Clavering. 1 Because, yer 'oner/ said the boy, with 88 THE OLD LOVE LS THE NEW. feeling, ( I can't play in the house ! I can't think in the house ! But when I go out, and it's mostly o' night-times, nights when there's wind or a storm, I sit down in the middle o' a field or under a hedge, I take off my cap, an' as the wind comes a blowin' about my hair, I feel as though it were the fingers o' God, an' then I speak to him with my fiddle. I tells Him by it that I'm sad ; I ask Him by it to let me see, even for half an hour ; I thank Him for what I have, an' then I plays to remind meself o' what heaven is, an' I forgets where I am. That's why my mother says I'm soft, becos she never knows indeed what it is I'm aftur — it's only meself that knows what I mean.' Mr. Clavering sat musing upon what the boy had said ; it seemed very strange to him, to find a boy with so much delicacy of feeling, such a love for music ; and he THE BLIND FIDDLER. 89 could not but think how often it is the case that where God has seen fit to de- prive man of one of his senses, there is atonement made either in a double power of one of the other senses, or a compensa- tion in the shape of some prominent faculty, or in some highly endowed mental or moral possession. ' Well, Pat, you must come another day and play for me. Is there anything I can do for you ?' ' Yes, yer 'oner ; I won't take a new fiddle, but I'd like some new strings for this one ; they're well-nigh done for now, an' I'm always a fearin' lest one of them should give.' 1 You shall have seme new ones, my boy, and come as often as you like.' ' How long d'ye think it will be, sur afore I see my father agin ?' 90 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. ' I don't know, Pat, but you can go to the gaol when you wish to/ ' Thank ye, sur, good-day/ and Biddy, with a low curtsey, led her brother away. * Strange boy that,' said Mr. Clavering to his son. ' I dare say he finds more real pleasure in that scratching than many a professional violin-player.' ' He certainly has some odd notions/ said Frank, 'but he plays uncommonly well for a boy who has never been taught/ ' Teaching might have spoilt his music, Frank ; art is a poor imitation of nature, after all.' ' To change the subject, father, I suppose you mean to dine with the O'Moores on Thursday ?' ' Yes, to be sure, I fancy it's a sort of a farewell dinner to you before you go away. You must have another try with Kathleen, THE BLIND FIDDLER. 91 Frank ; if she will say " yes/' you will go away the happier.' ' Indeed I should, father, but I fear there is no chance of that/ Mr. Clavering thought of the little blind boy a good deal for the rest of the day ; he seemed to be strangely drawn towards him. Pat was such a contrast to his sur- roundings, seemed to have so much natural refinement and talent, that Mr. Clavering* who, as a rule, reflected much upon character, felt a strong inclination to know more of the child. Mr. Clavering was English, and not impulsive ; he was drawn towards the boy by some connecting link of sympathy between them — the boy had quite wound himself round the man's heart, although they had met but twice. Pat fully enjoyed the gift the Almighty 92 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. had given him ; the polish of art in music, the finish of education, serve, perhaps, to take off the keen edge of it as a natural endowment. The boy thought in music, he spoke to his God by means of it, he expressed his sentiments in it, those of joy as well as of sorrow ; he displayed his affection in it ; a cross word from his father that dwelt upon his sensitive mind was orot rid of in the sighing of his strings ; he bemoaned his blindness in it, and when all around failed him, because they did not understand him, because his mind was too delicate for their rough handling, then it was that he went out alone, even on the stormiest nights, and found comfort in the companionship of melody. You may express your ideas of nature upon canvas, you may tint the sunset THE BLIND FIDDLER. 93 thereon, and the spring-time and the winter, but you cannot paint your own sorrow, your own joy, you cannot put your individual mind upon it. But in music you can do this ; you can recall the past, you can breathe out your grief jn a plain- tive strain, or express your pleasure in a gay and lively measure, and not only do you feel this yourself, but musical souls harmonise with your own, and eyes dim with tears and lips curl with laughter, as your hand wanders over the notes of a piano, or an organ, or a harp, or the bow glides backwards and forwards over the strings of a violin. But Mr. Clavering did not enter into a twentieth part of the feel- ings of the musical Irish lad. 94 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. CHAPTER V. GOING TO FIGHT THE FRENCH. ' For King George upon the throne.' Mr. Clavering accepted Lady O' Moore's invitation to dine at Arbela, Sir Patrick's seat. He and his son were the only guests ; it was a farewell dinner to Frank, who was to join his regiment in a couple of days, which would soon be ordered to Spain to win spurs for itself and to aid in gaining honour for old England in the Peninsular War, which so far looked dark for the prospects of the allies. Lady O' Moore was glad to get rid of GOING TO FIGHT THE FRENCH. 95 Frank ; he was a formidable suitor for the hand of Kathleen, and stood seriously in the way of her little designs. When he was out of the country, and consequently, as she thought, out of Kathleen's mind, she would be able to bring forward her brother Hugh, whom she intended as a husband for her step-daughter. She fancied that, aided by his good looks and his fascinating manner, he would walk over the course and win a bride whose dowry would amply fill his pockets, which was always only too light. Sir Patrick knew that his lady wished to make what she considered a good match for his daughter, but he fancied that she sought to better Kathleen's choice by bringing forward some peer or titled person ; he never dreamed that one of her own family, of whose pedigree her ladyship 96 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. seemed doubtful, would be the one brought forward, not on account of Kathleen's happiness, but in order to serve his wife's selfish ends. It was perhaps natural that Lady O'Moore should seek to elevate her own family ; but had she been a woman of strict integrity and heart, and loved her husband as a wife should love him that is a part of herself, she would never have stooped to study the fortune of a younger brother in preference to the happiness of her husband's daughter. Kathleen did not even as yet know that her step-mother had made any suggestions concerning her marriage; she saw that Lady O'Moore did not care for Frank, or behaved as though she did not, but this she attributed to personal pique. She was glad that her step-mother had induced Sir Patrick to go to Dublin for the GOING TO FIGHT THE FRENCH. 97 winter ; the visit promised a gaiety forming a marked contrast to her monotonous round of country life, which would be rendered far less bearable by the departure of Frank Clavering. The dinner was not of the liveliest ; as Mr. Clavering had remarked to his son, Lady O'Moore had introduced a restraint which was, to say the least of it, unpleasant. She had adopted a hauteur with her rise in life, which, always a disagreeable adjunct, is still more so when exercised by one who has risen, and who tries to adopt a dignity which is foreign to innate nature and to bringing up. She had ' corrected ' her husband's ' freedom of manner,' had sub- dued his hilarity and thinned off his harm- less little jokes, until she brought about a change in Sir Patrick which was painfully noticeable to those who knew him as the vol. i. 7 S8 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. light-hearted companion of old. The consequence was, that in the presence of his wife he seemed to be studying what he was saying instead of coming out with what was natural. ' Have you been to see the O'Learys yet ?' he asked Mr. Clavering, during the course of dinner. 'Yes, O'Moore, I went to see them the very day you were last at Clonmore/ replied his friend. ' What O'Learys are those ?' asked Lady O'Moore, affectedly. 'Tenants of mine, Lady O'Moore; the father of them is the man who tried to shoot me,' answered Mr. Clavering. ' Fancy troubling one's self with people like those, Mr. Clavering. I believe that Sir Patrick would shake hands with some of his tenant's pigs, if I would let him.' GOING TO FIGHT THE FRENCH. 99 ' One may be polite, even to a pig, Lady O' Moore, without much injury to one's self,' said Mr. Clavering, quietly. 1 I think it is a great mistake to try and take people out of their positions, and to lower yourself by trying to do so,' said her ladyship, haughtily. Mr. Clavering suppressed a smile. ' It is hard for us to say what we were a generation or two back, Lady O'Moore, is it not ?' he asked. Her ladyship did not answer this home- thrust, but asked, ' What is there remark- able about these dreadful O'Learys, Mr. Clavering ?' 1 Mrs. O'Leary is a nice-looking woman, and has been pretty, Lady O'Moore.' 1 Do you admire common people's beauty ?' asked her ladyship, with a weari- some drawl. 7—2 ioo THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW, 1 Certainly I do ; there are far prettier faces to be seen in cottages than in palaces. In one, you get nature — the white face is natural, and the blush the bloom of health ; in the other you very often find nature is aided, or rather, in my idea, impaired, by artificial means.' ' Well, then, I presume you found natural beauty in the OLearys, Mr. Clavering ; you are certainly very severe on the upper classes. What else did you find ?' asked her ladyship, taunt- ingly. 'Genius, Lady O' Moore. There is a wonderful boy in the family, with a face that would have made an admirable model for an infant Baptist, had he the use of his eyes, poor child ; and more than this, he is a marvellous violinist.' ' How absurd to encourage a person of GOING TO FIGHT THE FRENCH. 101 that class in such an accomplishment ! He should learn to work, and leave the violin to his betters. I would put him at the plough-tail ; I should take away his violin, and let him do as every one else in his class does/ ' Putting aside the impossibility of a blind boy's being able to plough,' rejoined Mr. Clavering, rather warmly, ' and sup- posing him to have his sight, he would never make a good plough-boy. Burns's poems were better than his furrows, I'll be bound ; how could you have taken his poetry out of him ?' I That is different, Mr. Clavering ! but the idea of encouraging music in an Irish cabin.' I I do not see that it is at all different ; the boy has no encouragement, Lady O' Moore : his mother calls him mad, and io2 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. no one around him enters into the fine feel- ings of the lad. He expresses his whole soul in music, and if you were to take away the child's violin, you would, I dare say, kill him ; at any rate, you would take away the sunlight of his life.' * I can scarcely follow you, Mr. Claver- ing/ said her ladyship ; ' the boy must have lessons before he can make a profes- sion of his music.' ' The boy never will make a profession of it ; and if he did, he could charm more really musical souls by the pure outcome of his genius than he ever would after any number of wearying music lessons from master or mistress.' 1 Such an occupation as violin-playing seems to me to be utterly at variance with the boy's position ; if he has a real talent, which I doubt in a person of his class, you GOING TO FIGHT THE FRENCH. 103 ought to suppress rather than encourage it/ said Lady O'Moore. ' Take care, Clavering my boy P put in Sir Patrick, by way of pleasing his wife. ' You'll get the worst of it/ ' How are you to do that, Lady O'Moore, may I ask ?' asked Mr. Clavering, warmly. ' Are you going to say that all real genius is confined to upper classes ? If you reflect a little upon what you know of great men, artists, musicians, sculptors, what you will, you must acknowledge that some of the greatest of them have come from the lowest classes of life. God doesn't give all His gifts to people who are great in the eyes of the world, anymore than he puts His most beautiful flowers and fruits upon the finest of trees ; and I can only say that it would not only be a senseless task to take away poor Pat O'Leary's old fiddle, but it 401 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW, would be a cruel shame, apart from the fact of there being no object gained by doing so/ ' I'm afraid you are a republican, Mr. Clavering/ said her ladyship, smiling, and not knowing what else to say. ' 1 am nothing of the sort, Lady O'Moore. I should be as sorry to see you scrubbing boards as I should be to see Pat O'Leary's fiddle-bow broken across any one's knee, and the poor blind boy deprived of his highest pleasure, in a twentieth part of which it is impossible for us to enter.' Sir Patrick here interposed, and turned the conversation by addressing Frank Clavering, who had been conversing in an undertone with Kathleen throughout dinner. 'When are you going away, Frank, my boy ?' he asked. GOING TO FIGHT THE FRENCH. 105 'On Thursday morning, early, Sir Patrick/ replied Frank. 1 And when have you to leave for Spain, Mr. Frank ?' asked Lady O'Moore. ' I do not know, Lady O'Moore — very soon, I expect ; there is a demand for more troops.' ■ What a terrible thing war is !' sighed her ladyship, philanthropically. ' Yes ; but it will go on as long as we have such an unscrupulous villain as Buonaparte alive !' said Sir Patrick. 1 Happy the Briton who can get a slap at a rascal like that! Give him one for me, Frank, my boy, if you get the chance.' 1 I will, Sir Patrick !' said Frank, smiling; then, turning to Kathleen, he said, 'You will come for a ride with me to-morrow, won't you ? It is my last day here for a 106 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. long time ; perhaps I never might come back!' ' Nonsense, Frank ¥ said Sir Patrick ; * kill as many French as you like, but take care of yourself. Of course Kathleen will spend to-morrow with you ; it would be hard lines on you if she couldn't, after a friendship that began with babyhood.' Lady O'Moore looked severely at her husband, and said, ' I have made other ar- rangements for Kathleen to-morrow, my dear.' e Then I cannot carry them out, mamma/ said Kathleen, boldly. * I shall of course spend the day with Frank/ ' As you like, Kathleen, as you like, but you will entirely upset my plans,' said her ladyship reproachfully. ' I am very sorry, mamma ; if you had mentioned the subject to me before, I GOING TO FIGHT THE FRENCH. 107 might have got through them for you to- day/ Here the subject dropped. Lady O'Moore left the dining-room with Kath- leen, and did not prove herself to be too agreeable a companion in the time that elapsed before the gentlemen joined them ; she was ' piqued ' at the recollection of her conversation with Mr. Clavering, and she was anxious about the morrow. Frank Clavering's last day at home might spoil all her little scheme, and Kathleen might return from her ride the plighted wife of one whom her ladyship was anxious to see out of the way. In spite of all, however, Frank called for Kathleen on the following morning, and she went for a ride with him without paying the least heed to what her step- mother had to say. 10S THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. They had a spirited gallop across country, and walked their horses leisurely along the road on their homeward way. * Kathleen,' said Frank, ' are you going to give me any satisfaction before I leave you ?' ' I am not going to say " Yes," Frank ; I must have time to consider !' 6 And what have you been doing, Kath- leen, but considering ever since you were a little girl of eight years old ?' 1 I have never considered the subject of marrying you seriously, Frank/ said Kath- leen, smiling. ' We grew up as school- fellows and playmates together, and I like you now very much in the same way that I liked you when I was eight years old. I shall miss you when you go away, but as to promising to marry you, I cannot do GOING TO FIGHT THE FRENCH. 109 that, Frank, for I do not know my own mind.' ' Let me try to know it for you, Kath- leen/ said Frank, earnestly. ' You are afraid that after you had said " Yes " to me, that you would see some one else whom you infinitely preferred, and that then you would be miserable. Is that it?' * No, Frank, not exactly ; when you come back, I shall surely know my own mind. I doubt if you know yours yet. You never met any girl but me to know inti- mately ; there is no saying whom you may meet to drive me from your thoughts ; it must remain as it is, Frank — I cannot say " Yes " yet.' * Kathleen, it is easy for you to talk like that ; you do not know your own mind, you say ; you cannot say " No," and yet no THE OLD LOVE LS THE NEW. you will not say " Yes." I should go away far happier if you would consent to become my wife : I should have an object in view, a happiness to which I might look forward. It is very easy indeed for you to treat the matter so lightly. I shall never alter what I have already said ; if it is nothing to you to make me miserable, that is another thing ; but as to my loving any one else as I love you, or dreaming of marrying any one else, it is impossible. I shall say no more : I do not wish to think you heartless, but sometimes I fear that you are so.' No more was said upon the subject until the end of the ride, when Frank was bidding her good-bye. ' Good-bye, Kathleen,' he said sorrow- fully, ' I may never see you again, who knows ?' GOING TO FIGHT THE FRENCH. in 1 I hope there is no chance of that, Frank ; as it is, I shall miss you dread- fully, but you must wait for the little word you want. Good-bye !' ' Good-bye, darling Kathleen, God bless you !' he said fervently, as he kissed her ; then he mounted his horse and rode away his eyes blinded with tears. There was much gloomy despair in his heart ; he must really go away without what he longed for, without the promise of one day possessing her whom he held dearer than life. The thought was dis- tressing to him. Why was Kathleen so perverse ? Why, if she cared for him, was it that she was so unwilling to do what he begged of her ? His love for her had strengthened with years ; what had been perhaps an almost boyish fancy, had grown into a passion, and he felt that 112 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. without Kathleen life would be deprived of all that could render it worth living for. Yet there was no help for it ; he must wait patiently ; he would fight for his king and his country and would throw his whole being into that ; had he to die, he would die without a murmur in so good a cause, and were he to live, he could only hope that his next meeting with Kathleen might bring about what he so earnestly longed for. And how was it with Kathleen ? She could not drive Frank's image from her mind for that night ; she recalled the past, she remembered him as her youthful lover, ever constant, ever determined to make her his own, and now she was putting an end to his hopes with what purpose she could scarcely tell ; yet she could not bring herself to confess that she loved him — she GOING TO FIGHT THE FRENCH. 113 could not say it truthfully, she thought ; he must wait, and she would do the same, and then, when he came back, if her heart were really her own, she would give it to him. But she had so much of the woman in her composition that when she went to bed that night she bedewed her pillow with tears and lay awake a long time restless and unhappy. When Frank reached home, he told his father of what ill-luck he had a^ain en- countered, for that Kathleen seemed de- termined to say him ' Nay.' Mr. Clavering sympathised deeply with his only son, but at the same time pointed out to him how useless it was to fret ; if Kathleen would not take him as her hus- band, no one could make her ; and he recommended his son to try and forget this, his first love, assuring him that he vol. 1. 8 H4 THE OLD LOVE LS THE NEW. would yet meet some one who would take his fancy more than even Kathleen had done, and who would perhaps after all prove herself a better wife. Mr. Clavering had said as much as this before. Frank only shook his head ; he was beyond the power of consolation or suggestion ; and his father, as a final re- source, begged of him to throw off his depression and to try and render his last evening at home as agreeable as he could. 1 It may be a long time before we meet again, my boy, if ever/ said Mr. Claver- ing ; ' let us try and forget our individual troubles and smoke our last pipe together in cheerfulness as well as in peace.' The consequence of this remark was, that a little toddy and one or two pipes of fragrant tobacco turned Frank's thoughts GOING TO FIGHT THE FRENCH 115 into another vein, and the last evening together at Clonmore passed all too quickly for father and son. It was going on for midnight when a knock was heard at the library-door, and Murphy walked in. 1 Well, Murphy, what do you want?' asked Mr. Clavering. ' Plaise, then, an' beggin' yer 'oner's pardon, I'm thinkin' of makin' a change in my profession,' said Murphy, with a grin. 'Are you going to leave us, Murphy ?' asked Mr. Clavering, in surprise. 1 Plaise, then, yer 'oner, it's soldiering I want to go, an' with Misther Frank, too, if he'll take me.' 1 Do you want to enlist, Murphy ?' asked Frank, smiling. ' Yes, Misther Frank, an' in your regiment, if it's possible. Faith, thin, I'd like to be S— 2 u6 THE OLD LOVE LS THE NEW. your orderly, as I think they call it ; at all events, maybe your 'oner would put me in the way of makin' a soldier o' myself, as I'm moighty tired of bein' a servant, an' would leave all that to Mistress Machree an' such people as those.' 1 I doubt if you would stand fire,' said Mr. Clavering, looking at Murphy's red head. ' Indeed, yer 'oner, an' it's not I as would be runnin' away from a lot o' rascally Frenchmen.' Frank looked at his father and smiled, then asked, ' What have you to say, father ?' ' Let the man go, by all means, if he likes, my boy ; take him with you if you can !' * All right, Murphy, you be ready to start with me to-morrow morning, and I'll make a soldier of you. Good-night !' GOING TO FIGHT THE FRENCH. 117 Murphy took his departure, and Mr. Clavering burst into a fit of laughter. However, he went on to say that perhaps the poor fellow would turn out a faithful servant, and might prove himself useful. Shortly after this, father and son parted for the night, and Frank made all necessary preparations for an early start on the next morning. n8 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. CHAPTER VI. THE UNYANS. 1 Call we this plodding fricaseer, a cook ?' ' Ay ! Epicurus, too, was sure a cook.' Lady O'Moore had a good deal that was epicurean in her blood ; that is to say, her father's blood ran in her veins, purple or otherwise, and that he had been a chef at an hotel in London. Indeed, were we to trace his history still further back, we should find him advancing step by step in kitchen dignity, step by step in kitchen lore, and advancing, sometimes slowly, sometimes rapidly, towards the 'coif of THE UNYANS. 119 kitchen supremacy. And as he advanced, so he became more eager, more impatient of the dignity ; and when he attained to it, and the golden dust for which he had slaved, and not in vain, blew thicker and thicker about him, it blinded him, and he neither looked back nor was contented with the present, but longed for the future, when he could doff the ' coif he had barely 'donned/ and could leave kitchen ranges and kitchen discipline to his successor — for the second in kitchen authority was only waiting for an opportunity to step into kingly boots. And the time for putting off his ' mortal coil' in the shape of white apron, paper cap, and gravy spoon, was not long in coming to Jacob Unyan. Success had almost come to him for the whistline to it : of course he was shrewd, of course he had 120 THE OLD LOVE LS THE NEW. tact, but yet he knew, and others knew, men of greater shrewdness and greater tact, whose luck never ran for the time so smoothly and so continually in the right direction as did his. He had rather a special knack of crowding opportunities and channels of making money into his profession. His salary as 'chef was not very big, and an entire conformity to his capacity as such would have brought him in comparatively little. But Jacob Unyan made use of side channels. He sent out neat little dinners, 1 harmonious ranged and consonantly just/ to the houses round. The rough materials for these cost him nothing ; their original destination, in their completeness, was the hotel lunch-table or the table- d 7wte. He had a great talent for making a little go a long way, and so, with a little filching and THE UNYANS. 121 paring and scraping, he was enabled to retire in middle life, and to give his children a decent education. Yet, alas ! the tact, economy, and thrift of years were puffed away with one breath of an ill-wind, and this ill-wind — specula- tion. He was persuaded that it would blow favourably, whereas it veered round and blew a perfect hurricane right in his teeth, sent him upon his very beam ends, and took his masts away by the board. So complete was the surprise, that he never righted himself, but gradually settled down and sank in a sea of dis- appointment and thwarted hopes. The kitchen had been an atmosphere in which his genius had thrived, the Stock Exchange was beyond his mental constitution. When he died, he left his four children almost destitute, and so it fell to their lot 122 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. to make the most of their abilities, backed up by the advantage of a good education. Mrs. Unyan departed this life before her husband ; the blast of triumph had sounded in her ears, but the hurricane of failure came after she had gone. Two of the children went to America, while Lucy and Hugh settled down to- gether. The former, now Lady O'Moore, launched out as a governess, while the latter was in due time called to the bar in Dublin. Lucy Unyan had taught in two or three families before she went as governess to Kathleen O' Moore ; she had a fair smat- tering of French, German, music, and other accomplishments, dressed with tolerable taste, and was decidedly good- looking. She passed as an orphan, as the daughter of a gentleman who had been unfortunate in business, and that was all THE UNYANS. 123 any one knew about her. No one took the trouble to find out what the parent Unyan had been. It would have been a difficult task to do so ; his name was not in the Blue Book, and what was an Unyan in the great metropolis ? Were there not plenty of them in every profession, from picture frame-makers up to Royal Acade- micians, and from bailiffs' officers up to Queen's Counsel ? Miss Lucy Unyan was 'genteelly con- nected,' was naturally reticent about her ancestry, which had suffered the reverses of fortune, and was therefore admitted as 'a lady in reduced circumstances' to train up the children of several well-to-do people. She had given up this position of ' daily governess ' to fill the post of f resident governess ' to Kathleen, and to teach her to become a lady ; that is to say to file off 124 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. the rough edges, to check the overflow of spirits, to soften the merry laugh, and to slacken the romping step ; to restrain the natural expression of feeling and idea, and to tinge with some of her own unreality the hitherto unchecked wild-flower life of the baronet's daughter. And so well did she play her hand, so innocently did she use little winning ways, and such pretty attentions did she show to Sir Patrick, making herself at the same time so essen- tial to household order and government, that he asked her to marry him. He re- flected upon how soon Kathleen might get married, and upon his consequent loneli- ness, and this reflection led him to the step which made Lucy Unyan Lucy O'Moore, in his eyes, but in her satisfied ambition, Lady O'Moore. With what pride she wrote to tell her THE UNYANS. 125 brother Hugh of the conquest she had made! How she dilated upon the fact of her possessing a title, upon Kathleen's beauty, and his chance of marrying the baronefs daughter ! And when the wed- ding-day was at hand, and Sir Patrick asked his bride-elect if she had no rela- tions whom she wished to invite to the wedding, she replied, with touching simpli- city, and absence of any traces of a blush, that she was an orphan, had but one brother, who was a barrister, and that he was too hard pressed with business to leave Dublin. Sir Patrick married Lucy Unyan for love. He admired her, believed she would make his home comfortable and would be a careful housewife. But mar- riage wrought wonders, or rather woes, in the wife, and promoted regrets in the bosom of the husband. 126 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. Lucy Unyan had been thrifty and penny-wise, Lady O'Moore was extrava- gant and pound-foolish ; Lucy Unyan had been pliant and gentle, Lady O'Moore was obstinate and harsh ; the governess had been unselfish, the wife was grasping and unthinking of others ; the governess had shown a simple dependent spirit, the wife showed the marked contrast of imperious - ness. The sweet little subdued ways vanished, the little attentions ceased, everything had to bow its neck to her wish and command, for was she not now a baronet's lady, though the daughter of a chef? The new rdgime made but little differ- ence to Kathleen ; she went her own ways pretty well. She could not fail to see a change in her father ; he had lost much of his heartiness, much of his kind bluff THE UNYANS. 127 manner, and there was an air of restraint about him which was as evident to Mr. Clavering as to Kathleen herself. Then came the event of a son born to Sir Patrick ; this was indeed a balm and a compensation for bad temper, self-will, and extravagance. His fondest desire was to have a son and heir, and when he was born, the kindhearted baronet could in no way restrain his delight. He behaved like a happy school-boy, was full of chaff and goodhumour, his old self seemed to return to him for the time, and he lavished ' douceurs ' with a prodigality which he would have upbraided in any one else at another time, and of which he would have been incapable himself. The servants were feasted, the tenantry regaled, and it would be impossible to say how much whisky and water, or perhaps whisky alone, was drunk. 128 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. The merry-making continued for some days, and then came the christening of the child. The name chosen for him was ' Hugh ' — it was her ladyship's desire. The name had family associations for her, she said ; her grandfather had been called Hugh. It would, perhaps, be too much to say that this was false, but it was decidedly doubtful. The late Mr. Unyan, after he had blos- somed from the savoury chrysalis into the retired butterfly with a heavy watch chain, had cast a graceful shadow — not his own — over his ancestry and over the means of his rise in life, He had had a select little circle of tea-drinking acquaintances, and to them he always spoke of his ' profession,' and, when closely pressed as to what that had been, he stated that he was once ' at the head of a department in a large house, THE UN VANS. 129 and this was a perfectly truthful aspect of affairs, only prettily stated. Oh, Unyan ! who in the flesh didst strut about in domestic white, but afterwards in sleek broadcloth, whose family held their heads as high as their neighbours, whose little suburban villa was ' spick and span,' wherein, on certain occasions, little revel- lings were held, when thou didst deign to direct the culinary efforts of a weak plain cook ! — what, then, was the pinnacle of thy pride ? to what, then, did thy fancy soar ? Sometimes, perhaps, thou didst dream of ' donning ' some day the red cloak of an alderman, while the official chain sparkled like some all-alluring will- o'-the-wisp, or of even living to become the chief magistrate of the great metro- polis, and of receiving the touch which dubbed thee knight of some great ban- vol. 1. 9 130 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. quet given to foreign prince or heathen potentate ! But then there came 4 a killing frost/ the investments failed, and thou didst escape an almost penury by death. Well, sooner or later, that comes to all. But if thy shade can behold, how are thy culinary efforts now crowned with success ! Erst little Lucy is a lady of rank, mother to a future baronet, and is doing her best to marry thy son to a wealthy wife. Dry thine eyes, departed Unyan, and rejoice that thou, a follower of Epicurus, hast recuperated a line of baronets whose ancient title would otherwise have disappeared from off the face of the earth ! Yes, Lady O'Moore has a right by birth, has she not, to condemn the blind boy's musical skill and to speak with dis- dain of the lower classes ? The proud THE UNYANS. 131 purple blood that chases through her veins rebels rightly at gifts God-given to one her inferior by birth and in station. She is one of those unreal people who find their way into society, one of those who try to lord it over others, who, though of gentler blood and of far greater refinement, are re- tiring, unobtrusive, and easily suppressed. My lady this or that, or even plain mistress so-and-so, who has raised herself by mar- riage, holds her ' receptions ' and her 1 kettle-drums.' She knows ' good people, and by an amount of ' hauteur ' and ' airs ' forms a circle for herself. Within this, those of her own rank, less lucky than she has been, look up to her as to a queen, flatter and fawn upon her, and obey her 1 beck and nod,' while others of far better blood, but of timid dispositions, accept her invitations as commands, are invited be- 9—2 132 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. cause they give her parties a little hant ton, and even if she drop her /is, and of course no baronet's lady would do that, there are people only too willing to excuse her, and to propound the theory that such a delinquency is quite pardonable, because ' she is, you see, of foreign extraction.' Lady O' Moore intended to pass a very gay winter in Dublin ; she had already framed plans for enjoyment. She had induced Sir Patrick to take a handsome town-house, and had made up her mind to entertain largely. Her pet scheme was the introduction of Hugh into her hus- band's house as a suitable match for Kathleen ; that was her piece de resist- ance, and she thought of it with as much anticipation as did her father, when, in days long gone by, he prepared some savoury dish of curious conceit either to THE UNYANS. 133 please his own palate or the taste of others, and thus to put money into his pockets. Fortunately for Hugh, he had inherited none of his father's mental defects or external qualities. He really was a very- handsome young fellow ; he was gentle- manly and easy in manner, and had none of the pretensions which must have de- fined, or nearly so, the circle of society from which Lady O'Moore had sprung. It was fortunate, too, for both of them, that the other brother and sister were far away. Sir Patrick had heard that his lady had connections abroad, but he did not know how near or distant by blood or water, nor had he the faintest conception of their genealogy, their manners, habits, or social status. And just at present, too, his thoughts were not even so often with his wife as they had been, for his whole admi- 134 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. ration was given up to the son and heir. Lady O'Moore did not mind this ; she was constantly, almost always, thinking of the gay winter she was going to pass in Dublin, and her thoughts in connection with this ran rather on silks and satins and dinners and balls than on Sir Patrick's diminished attentions. TWO KINDS OF REVENGE. 135 CHAPTER VII. TWO KINDS OF REVENGE. 'Revenge is sweet.' Mike O'Leary was tried at the assizes and received a sentence which was far too lenient for his crime ; however, the learned judge, considering that there were extenu- ating circumstances which led the man to attempt Mr. Clavering's life, and having also received a letter from Mr. Clavering on the subject, only sentenced Mike to three years' imprisonment with hard labour, to be followed by another three years' police supervision. As soon as Mr. Clavering heard of the THE OLD LOVE IS THE XEW. sentence, he went and called upon Mrs. O'Leary and promised to provide her with the means lor going to see her husband in gaol, for staying a night in the county town if necessary, and for returning to Inchi^eela. The poor woman gladly accepted the offer, and a day or two afterwards set off for Cork, accompanied by her blind boy and her youngest child. When Mrs. O'Leary and her two children had left Inchigeela, Mr. Clavering sent a workman down to repair her cabin, and to make it, at any rate, water-tight He felt no grudge towards Mike O'Leary for the crime he had attempted to commit ; he : t garded it in the light of a mistaken idea, an act on behalf of his starving children as an attempted though useless remedy for some real or fancied injustice committed in former days. TWO KINDS OF REVENGE. 137 Moreover, Mr. Clavering considered the blind boy, who had made such an impres- sion upon him ; he did not exactly see how he could be of service to the lad, and yet all the kindness and consideration he had already shown, and yet intended to show, to the O'Learys found its real spring in the affection, for it was nothing short of that, which he felt for that little sensitive and delicate frame, and for that mind which thought in music and seemed so much above its surroundings. Pat O'Leary had been a constant visitor at Clonmore since Frank's departure to join his regiment. Mr. Clavering felt lonely without his son, and his loneliness was further increased by the departure of the O'Moores for Dublin. In the frequent visits of the blind boy Mr. Clavering had taken an insight into 138 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. the child's character. He was a man who sought for beauties in nature, a man who hated sham, and who saw at once beneath the mask which any one might attempt to wear in his presence. He admired the candid honour in his son's character, the honest bluff friendship and heart of Sir Patrick O'Moore, the child-like simplicity and faith, the pure appreciation of God, in little Pat O'Leary, while he disliked in- tensely the unreal type of mind and the shallow affectation of Lady O'Moore. He had been a great thinker and a great reader, for he had been much alone. From the time that he had sold out of the army, when he married, and his married life had been speedily cut short by the death of his wife, he had preferred quiet study to anything else ; while his neighbour farmed or hunted, went here and there and TWO KINDS OF REVENGE. 139 led a life of activity, Mr. Clavering enjoyed the solace of his library, wrote essays for his amusement, which he never published, and made studies of character from those who surrounded him. One of his conversations with Pat O'Leary had been as follows : the little fellow had been playing a melancholy air upon his fiddle, and had ended his per- formance with a bright sparkling melody. 4 How do you like the new strings, Pat ?' asked Mr. Clavering. ' Very much, yer 'oner ; shure, there's more sowl in my old fiddle than I ever thought was there.' ' Why are you so fond of music, Pat ?' 4 Shure, sur, I hardly know how to answer you ; it's a hard thing to put in words, but it's jist to me I fancy what sun and flowers and green fields are to ye. I Ho THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. say to me little sister at times, " Biddy, tell me what a flower is like," an' she tells me, as well as she can, the colour and the shape, and of course I can smell it for myself, an' I hear the runnin' o' water, an' the blowin' o' wind, an the patter o' rain, an' I says to myself, " That's God"; an' I can see none of Him ; an' yet I can feel Him, for He's all there,' said the boy, putting his hand upon his heart; 'an' thin I jist begin to play, an' I seem to know it all.' 4 You always play so sadly to begin with, Pat, and then you end up with a lively tune. How is it ?' 1 Indeed, thin, an' I can hardly explain that, yer 'oner ; the first part is, so to say, that I can do no better, an' the second part is to make up for it.' 1 You don't think you could do without your fiddle, Pat, do you ?' TWO KINDS OF REVENGE. 141 ' Indeed no, sur, it would be like killin' me. There's Biddy an' the whole lot of them seem to be perfectly happy wi' their potatoes, an' nigh go wild when there's a bit o' bacon thrown in ; for me it's the same what I eat, but it's not the same what I play — sometimes I play sad when I feel sad, an' happy when I feel happy, an' what I could play to-day I shouldn't play to- morrow, nor play to-morrow like the day aftur.' The boy really found it difficult to say what he meant ; language quite failed him. His music was his spiritual existence, and had you taken it away from him, his life could not have continued ; you would have rooted out his raison d'etre ; it would have been like putting seed into the ground and then taking it away to await, though all in vain, the issue of a flower or any sign of 142 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. growth ; it would have been like depriving a plant of light, which, without the fostering sunshine, would droop and grow brown and hang its head ; its beauty would fade, its freshness and vigour would disappear, it would be the bare semblance of a plant, but no more. You cannot dry up the source of a stream and then expect to see it rippling over its course, as it used to do ; you cannot put an opaque roof over your head and see the stars through it; you cannot let wine become vinegar and drink it as nectar ; you cannot blacken snow with ink and then admire its purity ; you cannot crush or quell or eradicate by force an innate virtue or a genius which God has given, without leaving a miserable wreck, and an echo which contain no sweetness of the past reality ; and had the old fiddle been taken away from the blind boy, it TWO KINDS OF REVENGE. 143 would have been like taking the colour from rose-leaves and the perfume from violets, like changing a sweet instrument of harmony into a jangling discord, and then saying, ' See what a change I have wrought ; this is a rose, that a violet, this a harp, they are unchanged in appearance !' 1 Yes,' they would ask, ' but where are the colour and the perfume and the harmony ?' They are gone ; that is the change. When Mrs. O'Leary and her children visited Mike in prison, they found him gloomy and depressed. His wife cried, and the blind boy crept up to his father and passed his delicate hands through the man's hair. ' Are you unhappy, father ?' asked Pat. ' Yes, my boy, an' three long years of it to come,' growled Mike. 144 THE OLD LOVE LS THE NEW. 1 It's your own fault, father ; I begged of you not to go on with that shoot- ing.' ■ Me own fault, did ye say? Out on ye ! it's the fault of them bla'guard landlords. D'ye s'pose Mr. Claverin will gain anythin' by puttin' me in here ; d'ye s'pose he can kill what I main to do ? I defy him, an' if I were kept in prison for twenty years, I'd take his life when I came out !' ' Oh, Mike !' sobbed his poor broken- hearted wife, ' don't talk like that. Is it not enough to know that your wife and childers must suffer all the time ye're in here, an' if you get tryin' on such a thing agin, they'll imprison ye for life, or maybe hang ye. Plaise God, ye'll forget it all afore ye come out, for my sake as well as yer own !' ' Divil a bit,' said Mike. ' That fellow TWO KINDS OF REVENGE. 145 shall repent it ; if I don't kill him, some one else shall.' * But, father, isn't it Mr. Claverin' as is feedin' us now ?' put in the blind boy ; ' isn't it he as has sent us here to-day ? an' what should we do without him ?' 1 An' what for d'ye s'pose he's doin' all that — for charity's sake ? Faith, thin, that's bin dead long enough ago, and he's still wearin' mourning for it. It's not that, but he hopes to hide the sins of his father in that way ; he hopes to turn aside the sword that is hanging over him, but I swear he never shall. No, no ; the first week as I'm out let him take care of himself, for its little mercy he'll have from me.' 1 I shall tell him all this,' said the blind boy, resolutely. ' I shall tell him to take care. Isn't it he that has fed us an' taken care of us since you went away ? And vol. 1. 10 146 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. why ? Ye it was who tried to kill him ; an' if he'd been like you, he'd have left us to die.' * Is it ye, Pat, as would turn agin your own father for the like of him ? Is it ye as could ever forgive an injury done to yer family, blind as ye are ; because shure an' if it's so, ye're no son of mine, an' could ye see, I'd turn ye out into the world.' ' I cannot, father, bear to hear ye talk agin Mr. Claverin' ; it's he as makes me happy. He doesn't say that I'm soft, he doesn't say that I should stop me fiddle playin' ; he it is that understands me, an' I'll stan' to him, whatever you or any one else may say.' * An' is it you,' he asked fiercely of his wife, ' that have put these ideas into the child's head with yer soft ways, an' turn'd him agin me ?' TWO KINDS OF REVENGE. 147 ' Shure, Mike, I've niver spoke to the child about it ; the A'mighty only knows where he got such talk in from. He's up wi' Mr. Claverin' every day, an' maybe he gets it there.' ' Well, now look here/ he said to his wife, ' it's my strict orders that ye take no charity from that man ; it's no longer that I'll have that boy goin' up to Clonmore. Am I to have me own family put agin me by him, an' for them to be thinkin' that he's right an' I'm wrong ? All that ye or any one else may say or do won't alter me ; an' if ye go an 7 tell people what I've been sayin', ye'll jist add another three years an' maybe more before I'll be out. Don't come an see me agin, I don't want it ; but in three years' time ye'll see me out, an' thin God help him that tries to keep 10 — 2 148 THE OLD LOVE LS THE NEW, me from Mr. Claverin', or, if he's dead, his son/ He had raised his voice high during this last tirade, and, as he finished, the turnkey appeared at the door of the cell and told the visitors that their time was up. When Mrs. O'Leary and her children returned to Inchigeela they found their cabin in a better state of repair than it had ever been in since they inhabited it. There was no hole in the roof, the windows had been mended, and there were one or two unbroken stools added to the room, which served for living, sleeping room, and pig-sty. The children who had been left at home were full of accounts as to the doings of the carpenter, and had been amply supplied with pro- visions from Clonmore. How was Mrs. TWO KINDS OF REVENGE. 149 O'Leary to carry out her husband's injunc- tions ? Was she to refuse all the kindness that was offered to her because of his spirit of spite and revenge ? She weighed the subject for a few seconds. Obedience to a bad husband, whom she yet loved — duty to her children, whom she cherished and thought of more than herself; and then the mother's gentle solicitude overcame the wife's fears, and she felt that she must accept Mr. Cover- ing's bounty, for how else were the little hungry ones to be filled or to be kept alive in the cold winter months which had already commenced with unusual se- verity ? Does a woman love her husband more than her children or vice versa ? The question has been asked often enough, but seldom answered in a manner that would 150 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. convince one way or the other. It is certain that a wife loves her husband, and a husband his wife, far better than she or he ever loved their parents. But when the little ones come, then arises the ques- tion whether the two staples of the chain are in themselves as sympathetic as ever, or whether it is not rather that their love runs through the links which bind them together in the persons of their little ones ? Is it a needful question to ask ? Scarcely ; the great question should be, Am I doing my duty to both ? Am I fulfilling my duty of comfort and love to the one ? am I cherishing and setting a bright example to the others ? If so, then there is a sym- pathy which runs through the whole chain. I love the one, I love the others. Spare me the one, O Heaven ! spare me the others. Teach me to live so that without idle ques- TWO KINDS OF REVENGE. 151 tionings or surmisings I may engender happiness, so that my love may exist with- out useless doubts and may be continually satisfied with itself. Almost immediately after his return to Inchigeela, Pat O'Leary went up to Clon- more to see Mr. Clavering ; he did not tell his mother that he was going there, for fear she should object, though at the same time he would have taken no heed of her objection. He resolved to tell his friend all that O'Leary had said in prison concerning him ; the blind boy felt great anxiety on Mr. Clavering's account, and his little heart was full of dismay at the thought of death coming to the only one who had really seemed to understand him and to take interest in the subject that engrossed himself — his music. It is true that Pat 752 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. loved his own people, but even his affection for them had never approached that which he felt for his fiddle; but now he had found some one worthy of sharing his heart, one who seemed more to breathe the air that he breathed and to enjoy and realise the things that he enjoyed and realised, and the thought of harm to be done to Mr. Clavering distressed him in the same way that he would have grieved had any one said to him, f Pat, when I get the chance I will break your fiddle into pieces ;' he would have tried to save that, and he wanted now to try and save his friend. Pat found his way to the study-door at Clonmore, and tapped with his fiddle-bow. * Come in !' responded Mr. Clavering to the sound, and the boy entered the room. 'Why, Pat, back at Inchigeela already! TWO KINDS OF REVENGE, 153 Well, did your mother find any improve- ments in the old cabin ?' 1 Indeed, shure, sur, an' I didn't wait to hear nothin'. Oh ! Mr. Claverin', git out of Inchigeela as soon as you can, before me father comes out o' prison, or he'll kill you !' and the blind boy burst into tears. ' Nonsense, my poor boy ! he'll forget all about it by that time. He is taking his revenge on me now by thinking as he thinks now, and I am taking mine too, in trying to make you all more comfort- able/ ' Shure, an' it's not he as will iver forget yer 'oner ; he'll try to murther ye when he comes out o' prison, an' no one will be able to prevint him,' said Pat, shaking his head. 'Don't you be afraid, Pat,' said Mr. Clavering, laughing to allay th boy's 154 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. fears ; ' when your father comes home I'll look after myself and him too ; he shall have work, and you will see that we shall be good friends.' ' Shure, an' it's not I as thinks so !' said the boy, dubiously. * He was well-nigh daft to-day wi' rage when mother an' me spoke of all ye have done for us, an' said as how mother must take nothin' more from ye, and that it's you are tryin' to turn us agin our own father.' * Tut, tut, my boy ! your father's angry now because he's got himself into prison ; he'll forget it, and I shall not have to leave Clonmore. Come, my boy, have some- thing to eat, and then you may play me a little soft music on your fiddle, while I'm writing.' ' Indeed, yer 'oner, an' I'll neither eat nor play until ye promise to take a bit o' TWO KINDS OF REVENGE. 155 care o' yourself. Mr. Claverin' F said the boy, going up close to his friend and listen- ing cautiously round for fear of any one hearing him ; ' me father will murder ye if he can. He's a terrible man, an there's 110 one knows it as well as I do, not even mother : take a bit o' care o' yourself, sur, plaise do, for I'll tell you one bit o' news,' continued the child, dropping his voice, and saying with emotion, 'a thing I've niver yet said to a sowl, nor could say to any one but you ; I'd as soon have me fiddle broke as you, I would indeed, sur — I would indeed !' The poor child sobbed as tnough his heart would break. Mr. Clavering tried to comfort him, assured him that he would take care of himself, and would come to no harm at Mike O'Leary's hands, until at length the child grew quieter. And when 156 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. the December day was dying out, and the fire burnt brightly in the grate, and out through the window could be seen the cold grey sky with its streak of wintry sunset far beyond the leafless trees, then Mr, Clavering laid aside his pen and went and sat by the fire. He listened to the sad strains of the blind boy's music, he looked at the child's pale fair face as the firelight flashed upon it, and gave himself up to a reverie which the music conjured up for him ; now it carried him back to the past or led his thoughts into a tangle which became less capable of being unravelled as his eyes sought the fire and he studied the curious forms within it. Twilight is a time of dreams ; too early for lights, too dark to write or read, we fold our hands and, talking but little, lose ourselves in a maze of thought. TWO KINDS OF REVENGE. 157 ' Are you happier now, Pat ?' asked Mr. Clavering, softly. ' Shure, sur, I've played away my sorrow/ 158 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. CHAPTER VIII. ONLY THE DEATH OF A BABY. 1 By my troth, Nerissa, my little body is aweary of this great world.' Lady O'Moore, as soon as she was settled in Dublin for the winter, began entertaining largely, and was entertained in turn. Sir Patrick had taken a spacious house in Gardiner's Row, fronting north Great George's Street ; it was close to the house occupied by the Earl of Belvedere, and was then one of the finest private resi- dences in the city. Sir Patrick had a liberal heart and a ONLY THE DEATH OF A BABY, 159 well-filled pocket, but never before had so many appeals been made to either of them as during this visit to the capital. There was a constant demand for money, and many were the cheques he wrote for and the cash he handed over to his extravagant wife. She must have a new morning-dress, or walking costume, or toilette for a ball ; So-and-so's must be asked to lunch or to dinner ; every one has such-and-such a shaped carriage, she must have one too ; she must give a ball or a reception. And for the first few weeks there had been constant demands for funds wherewith to dress Kathleen. However, these last had come so often and so monstrously,, and at the same time there was so little result in the person of Kathleen herself, that Sir Patrick, who could not but fancy that the money was really obtained for other 160 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. purposes, decided upon giving his daughter an allowance, and thereby enabling her to dress at a far cheaper rate with a far hand- somer result. Lady O'Moore did not approve of this arrangement ; she assured Sir Patrick that Kathleen had no taste, no ideas as to how money should be spent on dress ; but in spite of such a declaration he still kept to the alteration he had made, and mildly hinted that his daughter had never looked so well under her step-mother's expenditure as she did under her own. This was galling to her ladyship, and she asked, with a guilty conscience, but with the appearance of con- summate injured innocence, if her husband deemed, for one moment, that she could be guilty of misappropriation of funds ; because if so, the sooner he could rid himself of so base an idea, the better. Sir ONLY THE DEATH OF A BABY* 161 Patrick assured his wife that it was nothing of the kind, only that he thought it much better for Kathleen to learn the use of money, and that she was quite old enough to beofin to do so. Then be^an one of those little scenes, so often attempted, and as often successfully carried out by those femmes qui pleurent. Lady 0' Moore insisted that this was not the real reason why he had seen fit to withdraw funds for Kathleen's wardrobe from her hands, that he was guilty of doubting his wife's honour and integrity ; that he had never been cruel to her before, and why should he begin now ? Then came a flood of tears to those bright eyes, the little heart was too full to say any more, and Sir Patrick was dis- tracted to know what he oucrht to do. He was unaccustomed to such scenes, and he VOL. i. i r i62 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. left the room and sent her ladyship's maid to do her best to restore weeping innocence. Then the poor man went to his study, and walked up and down recalling his first married life ; he took the old velvet frame from his pocket and kissed reverently the picture of his first wife. She had never indulged in such extravagances, had never reproached him with hard-heartedness, had never entered upon such an hysterical scene as was now being transacted upstairs. It had always been of him and of her child she had thought, and had only remembered herself last, and sometimes had had to be reminded of self-neglect. Yes, he had done wrong to marry again ; he had been deceived by appearances and outward form, and he began to perceive that the governess had married him for selfish ends and not for love. ONLY THE DEATH OF A BABY. 163 Then he thought of his boy ; yes, that was a blessing which had come with the second marriage. But the child was delicate ; it lacked a mother's love, a mother's constant unselfish attention ; it was left too much to the hands of hirelings, and instead of growing up, as it should have done, a strong boy with its father's tough constitution, it was merely a delicate puny baby, too weak, the doctor said, to live long. Her ladyship thought more cf a new bracelet than of her child, more of putting on a dress than of taking him in her arms ; true, she remembered that she was the mother of a future baronet, but alas ! that thought was not enough to give strength to her boy. Up in a nursery at the top of a house little Hugh O'Moore lived with his nurse ; thither did his father repair many times a 11 — 2 1 64 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. day, and the little one used to smile and crow when the baronet appeared. But her ladyship had no time to visit that lofty region ; never did her august shadow darken the nursery-door; when she con- descended to be worried with her child, ' it,' as she called him, was brought down to her bedroom, or boudoir, or drawing- room, and received a cold embrace and a matter-of-form kiss from his mother. Sir Patrick on such occasions would wish to detain his little heir, but her ladyship, with a wearied expression, would assure her husband that the child was much better with his nurse, and back ' it ' went to the top of the house. Poor little innocent ! God cannot mis- place His gifts, and yet it seemed a mistake to make Lady O'Moore a mother ; she did not take care of the talent en- ONLY THE DEATH OF A BABY. 165 trusted to her, and she would suffer for apathy and heartlessness in the discharge of her duty. God gives, but He can also take away ; and those who prate against Chris- tianity cannot but acknowledge, however it may come about, ' as for the way of the ungodly, He turneth it upside down.' It is not only the aged that are cut down and removed from the garden f God's earth, not only the weeds that are uprooted and burnt, but the bright little flowers only just blossoming into life are taken away ; those that are carefully tended, and seem too beautiful for earth, are transplanted to heaven, and those which seem to grow in a corner of the garden out of the sunlight and the refreshing rain of love, their little heads drooping from neglect, are revived by the angels' kiss, and borne upward to a land whose climate dispels ell weariness 1 66 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. and sadness of heart — the unknown land above the stars. After Sir Patrick had been alone in his study for about a quarter of an hour, Lady O'Moore's maid entered, and informed him that her lady was very ill indeed in a fit of hysterics, and wished to see her husband. He told the servant that he would come in a few minutes, and forthwith went over to his secretaire and wrote a cheque for fifty pounds, and prepared with this remedy — not contained in clinical medicine, as a cure for hysteria — he sought his lady's room. She was sobbing violently, and he tried in vain to calm her. 1 What is the matter, Lucy ?' he asked. 1 You — a — know — a — well enough,' re- plied the lady. ■ Is there anything I can do for you, my love ?' asked the baronet, who had formed ONLY THE DEATH OF A BABY. 167 his own ideas as to the success of the cure he was about to try. 1 Nothing,' sobbed Lady O'Moore. ' You are cruel and heartless to bring me to such a state.' ' My love, I am sorry ; but come, dry your eyes — don't let us have any more of this. I am very, very sorry to have offended you, Lucy — here is a little present by way of atonement ; kiss me, and make it up.' 1 How much ?' asked her ladyship, more composedly. ' Just once, my love, as a sign of peace/ said the baronet, kissing her forehead. ' No, I mean the cheque, Patrick,' said his lady, raising herself on her couch and inspecting the slip of paper. ' Only fifty pounds ! I suppose I must be con tent.' At that moment the maid entered and 1 68 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW, informed her mistress that the nurse begged her ladyship to go up to the nursery at once, as Master Hugh was in a fit. Sir Patrick rushed upstairs ; but his lady said that her nerves were already too much taxed to allow of her paying a visit to her son, and requested that the doctor should be sent for immediately. ' If anything dreadful happens to that child I shall have to postpone my dance ; I cannot give it next week, and in any case I shall have to appear in black. How un- fortunately things happen !' Such were Lady O' Moore's thoughts. The doctor arrived, but too late to render any real assistance ; the little child was breathing his last. Sir Patrick stood by ; his heart was full of grief. There in that small cradle lay the little one never destined to fulfil his ONLY THE DEATH OF A BABY. 169 hopes, its little hands clenched in agony, its little life ebbing fast away. ' Is her ladyship not coming ?' he said, through his tears. 1 She is too unwell, Sir Patrick,' was the answer. The baronet bit his lip. ' Has Miss Kathleen not returned home yet ?' he asked. 1 Not yet, Sir Patrick.' Kathleen was out at a dance, to which her ladyship had refused to accompany her as chaperon, so she had engaged the services of a friend. ' Is no one else coming ?' asked Sir Pat- rick, as he knelt down by the cradle, with a longing at heart to recall life to the little one whose spirit was passing away. The father's tears fell fast and free : ' My poor child f he sobbed ; ' my poor child, would 170 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. that the other one had been your mother !' Kathleen came into the room at the moment, and went up to the cradle. ' Is he dead, papa ?' she asked. ' Where is mamma ?' Sir Patrick took his daughter's arm and left the room. ' Where is mamma ?' asked Kathleen again. ■ She is unwell, dear/ answered Sir Patrick. ' Was poor little baby ill long ?' she asked. 1 Only a few minutes, Kathleen ; poor boy !' ' Shall I go and see mamma ? She must be upset about baby's death.' ' She doesn't know of it yet, Kathleen ; she was told that the child was ill, but she ONLY THE DEATH OF A BABY. 171 could not come up. She has been upset all the evening/ 1 About what, papa ? Let me go to her!' 1 No, no, Kathleen ; much better not to- night. Good-night, my love,' he said, kissing her. When Sir Patrick entered his own room his wife asked him : ' How is baby ?' ' Baby is dead P he said quietly. He thought such a sudden announcement would have no great effect upon her r after she had allowed her little indispo- sition to prevent her going to her dying child. 1 Baby dead ? she asked, sitting upright on the sofa where she had been lying down. * Impossible !' 1 The poor child is gone !' said Sir 172 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. Patrick, brushing away a tear with his hand. ' What could have killed it ? Those nurses can never be trusted. Perhaps the child was poisoned ; who knows ? All this was said very quietly. Sir Patrick certainly did not expect so emotion- less a reception of the bad news as this ; he was afraid to say anything, he dreaded another fit of hysterics ; and more than this, he did not feel disposed to try a repe- tition of the remedy already used that evening. He merely looked at his wife, and said — * Poor little child ! I am sadly grieved. I did expect to see the child grow up to be the child of my old age, and I am bitterly disappointed.' ' So am 1/ said her ladyship, yawning. Sir Patrick waited for something more. ONLY THE DEATH OF A BABY. 173 ' It is so very awkward,' continued Lady O'Moore. ' I shall have to put off my dance for at least a week, and must, of course, appear in mourning. I beg of you, Patrick, to have no parade of a funeral.' Sir Patrick was leaving the room, when his wife asked him where he was going. ' I am going to F my study,' he answered quietly. Sir Patrick sat a long time thinking over what had transpired. He was sad at heart for the loss of his child ; and his wife's heartlessness filled him with dismay. It offered such a contrast to the opinion he had originally formed of Lucy before he married her. However, it was too late to go back now ; the step was taken long since, and he must abide by the results oi his over-hasty choice. 174 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. Lady O'Moore, after revolving the ques- tion of propriety in her mind, determined to have her dance as soon as she could, and then she fell asleep. MY LADY S BOWER. 175 CHAPTER IX. MY LADY'S BOWER. ' She is a woman, and therefore may be woo'd.' The baby had been buried scarcely three weeks, when Lady O' Moore gave the ball which she had felt compelled to post- pone. Hugh Unyan had been a good deal at his brother-in-law's house, and Sir Patrick was fain to acknowledge to his wife that her brother was a fine handsome fellow. Lady O' Moore was pleased with this opinion, and added the remark, that Hugh paid great attention to Kathleen, which 176 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. seemed in no way to be unpleasant to her. Sir Patrick had not noticed this, he said. Of course he should neither guide nor object to his daughter's choice of a hus- band, but at the same time he would never give his consent to her marrying any one who was not in a position to maintain her. It was true that Kathleen would have a large fortune of her own, but that was not enough ; he had very few strong objec- tions, but among the few was the one that he disliked to see a husband entirely dependent upon his wife's pocket for existence. Lady O'Moore went further, and asked what course Sir Patrick would take did Kathleen choose Hugh as her suitor. He answered that he should not object to an engagement; but that until Hugh MY LADY'S BOWER. 177 was really earning a livelihood sufficient for the support of himself and a wife, he, Sir Patrick, would not give his consent to a marriage. Lady O'Moore was thus in possession of her husband's mind upon the subject, and she had several conversations with her brother upon the matter of his marrying Kathleen. He had received many gifts from his sister, who had also refurnished his bachelor's room for him. Funds for these purposes were easily procured so long as her ladyship received money as necessary for Kathleen's wardrobe ; but now that her step-daughter expended for herself, Master Hugh Unyan had fewer presents and less cash in his pocket. His sister of course received large sums from her husband for her own use ; but she was not unselfish enough to curtail her own vol. 1. 12 178 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. expenditure, to lessen the depth of her lace, the length of her train, or the quan- tity of her jewellery, in order to provide a brother with cash. No, Lady O'Moore would do all in her power to better his position, but she did not intend to make self-sacrifices in order to bring - that to pass. At five o'clock in the evening of the day of Lady O' Moore's ball, Hugh Unyan appeared in his sister's boudoir, to take tea with her and to talk over an important matter concerning which her ladyship had sent him a little three-cornered note during the afternoon. Her ladyship was sitting in a low arm- chair before the fire ; beside her was a small table on which was placed a tea- service, the cost of which would have kept two poor families from starvation for MY LADY S BOWER. 179 twelve months. She was elegantly dressed in a loose degage style, for she was now ' resting ' in order to better undergo the fatigues of the coming dance. -What had tired her, it is hard to say. She had taken a drive in the morning, had spent a good deal of money, had lunched well, and had then walked upstairs to her sanctum, where she had sat listlessly skimming some book, and here and there improving her time with a little nap. Sir Patrick rarely entered this boudoir, Kathleen, never ; she used to do so, but Lady O'Moore usually entered upon some conversation which disgusted her step- daughter by its heartlessness and foolish emptiness. Thus it chanced that her ladyship was free from interruption in her elegant little room, and that Hugh Unyan was often there, closeted with her, 12 — 2 180 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. when no one dreamed that he was even in the house. Hugh Unyan is occupying another low chair, has one of the exquisite tea-cups balanced upon his knee, and is puffing away at a little cigarette, for he is even allowed to smoke in my lady's bower. 1 Take care of that cup, Hugh,' said her ladyship, glancing uneasily at its precarious situation. ' All right, Lucy. I was just thinking what a difference this room is to the one we had in olden days ; and, what is more, it is your own/ said Hugh, smiling con- tentedly. ' Hush !' said Lucy, sipping her tea. 'Why "hush," Lucy? No one can hear it, and besides, I don't see any harm in us two talking of old days. You certainly have played your cards well ; this is a MY LADY'S BOWER. i8r great improvement upon the vulgar old villa outside London, isn't it ?' asked Hugh, looking round upon blue silk, gilt furniture, mirrors and old china. 'Hugh!' said Lady O'Moore, severely, ' I don't wish you to talk of what is past We have plenty to talk of that concerns us at the present, or rather that concerns you/ ' Well, then, I'll change the subject,' said Hugh. i That is a handsome dress you have on, Lucy.' ' Yes, Hugh. Well, what of that ?' 1 1 was thinking that you might let a fellow have a little more cash nowadays ; it comes very seldom now.' 4 I have told you, Hugh, that Sir Patrick has reduced my expenditure, and that I cannot let you have more than I do.' ' But you are so well off, Lucy/ pleaded 182 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. her brother. ' A dress or two less would make no difference to you, and the cost of them would be very acceptable to me.' ' I cannot do with less dresses than I have, Hugh ; in fact, I want more, but Sir Patrick has become quite stingy lately. I do not dress even now in a manner suitable to my position.* ' Come, Lucy, that's nonsense ! I don't like to hear you give expression to those 11 airs." Fancy a few years ago what you would have given for a plain silk gown ! and now you have dresses by scores of all colours and fashions ; and as to your posi- tion, you certainly dress well enough for that, and most people remember that you were a governess.' Lady O'Moore coloured, and said angrily : MY LADY'S BOWER. 183 ' 1 do wish, Hugh, that you would not talk like that ; this is the second time I have begged you not to this afternoon. I am, is not what I was : 1 move in the best society, and I am Lady O'Moore ; this is a fact, and whatever jealous people may say, they cannot alter it.' 1 As long as you are not pretentious, Lucy, you're all right. I hate that. I don't tell every one or any one what my father was, I behave as a gentleman — I am a gen- tleman, but I never set up for " snubbing" others or for saying that I have blue blood in my veins. There, that's all ; and now what is it that you wrote to me about ?' Hereupon, having unburdened his con- science of the foregoing, he lighted a cigarette. Lady O'Moore did not reply for a minute or two ; she leant forward in her 1 84 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. chair, resting her elbow on her knee, while she twisted round in her hand an elegant fire-screen. 1 I do not think it kind of you to talk like that to me, Hugh/ said his sister, re- proachfully. ' I have given you all the money I have been able to get, and risked Sir Patrick's anger for your sake. Besides that, are you not acting a part ? Does not your love of gambling lead you into a society which is not your own ? is not that pretension ?' 1 No, Lucy/ replied Hugh, ' decidedly not. I am a gentleman and fit for gentle- men's society ; my manners are easy, and I do not profess to be what I am not. I pay my honour debts regularly, and no one can say a word against me on this ac- count.' e And how would you have paid them if MY LADY'S BOWER. 185 your sister were not Lady O'Moore, Hugh? who would have come to your rescue ?' asked his sister. Hugh did not reply to this, but a minute or two afterwards asked : ' What have you to say to me of im- portance ?' ' Merely that Sir Patrick would not con- sent to your marriage with Kathleen,' said her ladyship, quietly. ' Then what is the use of my continuing to make up to her ? I like it, it is true ; she's a very charming girl and all that, but there are other things to be considered. But why does he object, Lucy ? Come, you're only piqued, and want to annoy me.' ' Sir Patrick would consent to an en- gagement, Hugh, but not to marriage.' 4 And why not, Lucy ?' 1 86 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. 1 Because he will not allow his daughter to marry a man who has no means of livelihood.' 1 But, hang it ! she will have enough for both of us.' ' That matters not. Sir Patrick is re- solved not to give his consent to any marriage for Kathleen, where the husband has no profession.' ' But I have a profession, Lucy !' ■ And what use do you make of it, Hugh ?' 4 Plenty of use ; I have had several cases lately.' * And the money you got for them ?' ' Is spent, of course. I had debts to pay.' ' You must give up the society you mix in, Hugh, if you ever mean to make Kath- leen your wife. You must save ; you must MY LADY'S BOWER. 187 give some proof that you are getting on. I have managed well for myself; I have done my best for you, and the rest you must do yourself.' ' But come, Lucy, with your influence over Sir Patrick, you can induce him to consent to a marriage.' 1 It is impossible ! he is very firm in just a few things, and this is one of them.' ' Then, I suppose, there is nothing for me to do but to slave.' 1 You must work hard, Hugh ; you must show some signs of progress, and then, doubtless, Sir Patrick will help you in your profession. But do not give up your idea of winning Kathleen as soon as pos- sible. At first I fancied matters would be entirely smooth for you, and now there is only this little difficulty in the way.' 188 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. 1 True/ said Hugh, stroking his mou- stache ; ' and that difficulty might be re- moved sooner than we expect.' 1 How ?' asked Lady O'Moore. c I hardly like to say, Lucy, for your sake ; but I mean, by Sir Patrick's death.' Her ladyship started. Thoughts of Sir Patrick's death were not new to her ; she had often wondered what she ought to do if he were to die and leave her a wealthy woman. A governess might become even more than a Lady O'Moore. c How would that affect the question ?' she asked innocently. 1 Why, simply by removing the only ob- stacle in my way. Of course I should be very sorry for such a thing to happen, for your sake, Lucy.' ' Of course you would/ said her lady- MY LADY S BOWER. 189 ship, dryly. ' How do you suppose it would affect me V ' Well, you would be sorry to lose your husband, I presume,' said Hugh, looking at his sister with some astonishment. ' How do you know that ?' she asked. 1 It is natural that you should be, Lucy/ ' That is enough, Hugh ; of course it is natural. But what progress are you making with Kathleen ?' 1 So far satisfactory, that I mean to propose to her to-night.' 1 To-night ! And do you really care for her, or for her fortune, Hugh ?' ' I am fond of her, Lucy ; I am sure, at any rate, that I have her love, and the other comes with it' 4 What is love, Hugh ?' 1 You should know, Lucy. Kathleen told me the other day that she didn't really 190 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. know what it was ; but she will know, and you know already.' ' I do not, Hugh ; I cannot tell you what it is. I am happy — very happy ; but do you suppose I should be, if Sir Patrick were a poor man, or even a man of moderate means ? Love without money looks well on paper, but in reality it must be a miser- able article. Pshaw ! your love-matches !' Hugh Unyan was surprised to hear his sister speak thus ; he had great pride in the winning hand she had played, and hopes in the hand that she might play, but he did not admire her heartless ideas. The words in themselves were perhaps not of much account, but the manner in which they were said was convincing, and told the hearer that they came from the heart, or rather from the stone that filled the place of it. Her callous indifference MY LADY S BOWER. 191 for the loss of her child had palled upon him, and in all his conversations with her he had noticed how flinty were her senti- ments, how worldly her desires, and how shallow was her affection. 1 You are a queer girl, Lucy,' he said at length. ' I remember that you always were so.' ' I am truthful, at any rate, and say what I mean. You may believe that you are really in love with Kathleen, but against this is the fact that the engagement was arranged to take place even before you ever saw her ; at the same time, real love is content with the person and wants neither goods nor chattels, so they say. If you reason with yourself for a moment, you will see how different would be the fact of marrying Kathleen O'Moore as a penniless girl, and Kathleen O'Moore as an heiress.' 192 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. ' And what have you to say to her love for me ?' asked Hugh, a little annoyed. ' I have no fortune, and yet I believe that Kathleen will accept me to-night.' ' Do not be too sure of that, Hugh ; there was another in the field before you, who simply worshipped the very ground she trod upon, and yet she refused him. If she should accept you, you have your good looks to thank ; but remember, that is not all : before you can marry her you have something else to do/ ' We shall see, Lucy. How long do you expect to be in Dublin ?' 1 I cannot say ; but we shall probably leave for Inchigeela in March or April.' ' What sort of place is that, Lucy ?' ' Sir Patrick has a very fine house there; but I cannot bear the place. There is a Mr. Clavering lives next door to us, whom MY LADY S BOWER. 193 I do not like. I always feel uncomfortable in his presence ; he's one of those who seem to see through you/ f What is he, Lucy ?' 1 He was a soldier ; has an only son, who joined the 88th about a month before we left for Dublin, and who was the very man I have told you of, whom Kathleen refused. By the way, Hugh, do you know if his regiment has yet left for Spain ?' ' 1 do not know ; but it's very probable that it has. And now I'm off, Lucy. I shall be here early. Your invitations are for nine o'clock, are they not ?' i Yes, but of course no one will be here before ten, or after. But if you come early you can make good use of your time, Hugh. Good-bye !' And her lady- ship languidly saluted her brother with a kiss. vol. 1. 13 194 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. Hugh Unyan has nut yet been described. He was tall, about six feet in height, had dark curly hair, fine bright eyes and well- cut features, and wore a heavy moustache. His figure was well-built; in fact both in appearance and manner he was calcu- lated to work upon the hearts of the fair sex. Kathleen had certainly taken a great fancy to him ; she drew comparisons between him and Frank Clavering, and the latter had not benefited by them. Hugh was more lively than Frank, less sentimental, and did not worry her with love-speeches as her old boy lover had done. Hugh's nature, she thought, was more suited to her own ; he was light- hearted and darted off from one subject to another like a butterfly. He had plenty of amusing little anecdotes, was a capital MY LADY S BOVVER. 195 mimic, a good dancer, but did not, she had to confess, seem nearly as much at home on horseback as her old friend did. In spite of that he waged war against fair enemies who at last received him as their friend. As Kathleen dressed for the dance that night she found herself taking more pains than usual with her toilette. She consulted her glass more than was her wont, and was particularly careful as to the braiding of her hair and the ' fixing ' of her dress. Her face was flushed and her fingers, too ready for their task, were not dexterous. At length she descended to the ball-room ; there was a twilight look about her, she had arranged the colours of her dress so as to give an idea of mourning for her little half-brother, so recently dead, and so easily forgotten by all, save his father. 196 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. Lady O'Moore was already in the room ; she was at the far end of it ; her dress was black, and there was some one talking to her. Kathleen's heart beat a little quicker; she reproached herself with being so foolish, and yet, as she walked towards her mother, the colour came and went upon her fair face. And Hugh was the cause of all this, though had such a thing been suggested to Kathleen by any one else she would have denied it indignantly. Hugh came towards her, and offering her his arm, led her to where her step- mother was sitting. 1 1 congratulate you, Kathleen, upon your appearance,' said Lady O'Moore, smiling innocently. 'So do I, Miss O'Moore,' said Hugh. MY LADY S BOWER, 197 Kathleen said nothing, but her little hand trembled upon his arm. 4 I may have the pleasure of the first dance with you, may I not ?' asked Hugh. 'Certainly, Mr. Unyan, with all my heart.' The guests began to come in at last, until there were enough to begin dancing. Lady O' Moore was soon in the midst of receiving her friends, and Hugh led off Kathleen in the dance. It was a study to watch Lady O'Moore receiving her guests at the door which opened upon the staircase ; to see the condescension with which she received some, the repellant manner she exercised towards others, and the gracious way in which she shook hands with the really good people. Sir Patrick stood near her, and was equally affable to high and low. 198 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. In this the true breeding came out; there was the pretension of the parvenu in contrast with the polished and unstudied ease of the country gentleman, who had been what his father had been, and who had inherited from him and from a line of unsullied name all that constitutes what is born, not made. There was a painful expression upon the baroness face now and then, as he thought of his little dead son. He had almost begged his wife to put off the dance for some time, but she had refused his request, and preferred to cause her husband pain, rather than deny herself the pleasures of society. Lady O'Moore's conduct, however, in this matter, had not escaped censure ; there is no use in crying Favete Unguis to the world, it always has a thorn to put in somewhere ; and several had refused her MY LADY S BOWER. 199 ladyship's invitations because of her strange ideas of decorum in the matter, although their refusals had merely stated that they regretted extremely that they could not accept Lady O'Moore's kind invitation. Hugh, after having danced two or three times with Kathleen, led her off into an anteroom where were refreshments of a lighter kind to recuperate the exhausted powers of the dancers. Kathleen partook of something, but as the room was crowded, it did not suit Hugh's purpose to stay there, so he led her off into another room where were card- tables, which, for the time, were deserted. ' Shall we rest here for a little ?' he asked. * Yes, I shall be very glard. Dancing makes one very warm, and I am rather 200 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. tired/ said Kathleen, seating herself upon a couch. Hugh sat down beside her. ' I am afraid you have danced too much,' he said. ' I want to ask you a question, Miss O'Moore, or rather Kathleen, if I may call you so.' 'What is it, Mr. Unyan ?' asked Kath- leen. * You told me some time ago that you really did not know what love was. Is that still the case ?' ' I hardly know; yes — I think so/ 1 Will you ever learn, Kathleen ? he asked. 1 Perhaps I might, but why do you want to know ?' she asked timidly. 1 Because I want to know if I may try to teach you the lesson,' said Hugh. ' Yes, you may try, but perhaps you won't succeed.' MY LADY'S BOWER. 201 1 Do not fear for that ! I will teach you better than young Clavering,' insinuated Hugh. ' Who told you anything about Frank ?' asked Kathleen, as the colour came to her cheeks. 1 I have heard,' answered Hugh, smiling. 1 I will teach you to love, Kathleen, and to love me.' 4 How can you promise me that ?' she asked. ' Easily, if you will promise me another thing,' he said. ' What is that ?' asked Kathleen. ' If you will promise me to become my wife, I will teach you, Kathleen, and you shall learn your lesson easily and well,' he whispered, taking her hand in his. 4 Do you mean for me to promise you that now ?' 202 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. 1 Yes, Kathleen, now.' ' Not now, Hugh, I must have a little time to think.' ' How long, Kathleen ?' 'If I like you at the end of six months as much as 1 do now, I will promise to be your wife.' * Love me, you mean, Kathleen.' 4 I mean what I say, Hugh ; are you content ? ' Yes, Kathleen, your promise is as good as if given now/ 4 We shall see,' she said, laughing. 1 But come, let us go back into the ball-room ; mamma will wonder where I am/ 'She will guess,' was all Hugh said. Before he left the ball, he had informed his sister of his success. Lady O' Moore was not quite so sanguine ; six months was MY LADY S BOWER. 203 a long time off, and her step-daughter might see a legion to choose from before then, one of whom might be more to her fancy than Hu^rh. 204 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. CHAPTER X. THE BLIND BOy's 'QUID PRO QUO.' * Tis a lucky day, boy, and we'll do good deeds on't.' Throughout the winter and spring nothing of note passed in Inchigeela. Mr. Clavering found it lonely deprived of his son and of his neighbour. Had it not been for the blind boy he would have been left entirely alone; as it was, the child visited him every day. Frank Clavering wrote now and again to his father, and in his last letter had advised the departure of the 88th for the Peninsula. THE BLIND BOY *S 'QUID PRO QUO.' 205 Sir Patrick had also written a letter to his friend telling him of the death of his little son, but saying nothing of his wife's indifference, though he did mention the fact of her gaiety and of his own long- ing to be back once more in quiet In- chigeela ; he was perfectly wearied of Dublin. It wanted now but a week to the return of the OMoores to Arbela. Mr. Claver- ing carefully guarded a letter which was entrusted to him for delivery to Kathleen. It had been enclosed in Frank's last letter to his father, the one he wrote just before he left for the war. It was a fine April day, nature was very forward, and the trees were covered with fresh young leaves. There was a ripple on the lake, which now shone bright as a mirror in the sunshine, and aeain looked 2o6 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. dark, as some passing cloud crossed the face of the sun. Pat O'Leary was wending his way to Clonmore : he found his way there readily enoueh now with the aid of a stick, and never required the assistance of Biddy as guide. He could not look upon the face of the earth, but he could mentally see the change which was wrought there, now that winter had passed away with its winding-sheet of snow and its icy-cold winds. He had a consciousness of sunshine, a feeling of re- freshed nature, and a greater longing than ever to take one peep at his surroundings, even might he do no more. He had already reached the road which skirts the lake, when he heard a quick step behind him, and heard moreover some one calling him by name. THE BLIND B0\ S ' QUID PRO QUO. 207 c Who are ye thin, and what d'ye want ?' he asked. ' Me name is O'Crotty, an' I'm a friend of your father's, an' I have somethin' to say to you.' 1 What is it ?' asked Pat. 1 Shure, thin, the very nixt time as ye goes to Cork to see your father in gaol, I want to go with you/ replied the man. ' We're not goin' agin ; we've been once, an' me father doesn't want to see us agin.' 1 Shure, but I want to see him, an' ye can arrange a trip ; ye go wi' a magistrit's order, an' I shall get an appearance of re- spectability by goin' wi' you,' said the man, determinedly. 4 An' what should ye be wantin' wi' me father ? I'm thinkin' that you are one of the bad lot that led him to try an' shoot Mr. ClaverinV 208 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. 4 Bad lot do ye call us, ye spalpeen ? It's liberty we want, an' that's not a bad thing.' 1 Ye nearly made me father a murderer of a good man, an' that's a bad thing/ said the child, undauntedly. 1 Faith, thin, are ye a friend to the land- lords and a son to Mike O'Leary ? Ye get your bad blood from your mother, I s'pose.' ' I won't have any more to say to you — let me pass.' The man seized him roughly by the arm. ' Not yet, me boy, not yet. An' now I want to know somethin' about Mr. Claver- in' ! Is he afraid of bein' shot at again, or does he think he is safe so long as your father's in prison ? 1 Let me pass ; I won't say a word about THE BLIND BOY'S ' QUID PRO QUO.' 209 Mr. Claverin' ; ye'll be wantin' to kill him or do him some harm : let me pass/ 1 Ye little devil ye,' said the man, twist- ing the boy's arm until he cried with pain, 1 so that's the cur ye are, is it ? A friend to the gintry ! Faith ! an' I'd give ye a good hidin' if ye were not blind.' ' Let me go,' said Pat pleadingly ; ' you are breakin' my arm ; plaise let go, an' mind me fiddle.' 1 Give us hold of that fiddle o' yours, of which they say you're mighty fond, d'ye hear ?' said the man, trying to seize it. Pat did his best to protect that which he held dearer than life, but all in vain ; it was wrested from his grasp, and with a cry of anguish he sank down upon the road and buried his face in his arm. The poor boy cried bitterly, but the man said brutally : vol. 1. 14 210 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. ' Faith, thin, I'll jist put ye to the torture, ye young divil. Tell me what I want to know, or I'll smash this gimcrack into fifty bits !' No answer from Pat. ' D'ye hear ?' asked the man savagely. ' Oh, God ! don't let him,' sobbed the boy ; ' let him hurt me but not me fiddle.' ' Now, thin, say yes or no before I count five. Git up, ye spalpeen, an' don't sulk there,' said O'Crotty, giving him a kick. Poor Pat struggled to his feet, and said : ' Plaise don't hurt that — don't hurt that ; strike me if ye like — oh God ! don't let him.' * Will ye tell me what I want to know about Mr. Claverin', thin ?' ' No, not a word,' sobbed Pat. ' Well, thin, by the time I've counted five, THE BLIND BOV's 'QUID PRO QUO.'' 211 if ye don't, this fiddle goes to pieces. One,' he began, ■ two — three — four — ' ere he could say * five ' he received a blow from behind and felt himself in a powerful grasp, while the poor old violin dropped at the feet of its little blind master, who could not make out what had happened. He heard the sounds of a wrestle, then the words : ' Let me go, ye villen,' and. then a heavy thud, which indicated the fall to the ground of one of the wrestlers. ' Your fiddle is all right, Pat,' said a voice, which the blind boy knew well. * Oh ! Mr. Claverin, thank God for that and for you ; plaise, sur, and are ye hurt ?' asked the boy, drying his eyes and groping for his fiddle, and also for his hat and stick, which had fallen upon the road. 1 No, Pat, not at all ; but make your way to Clonmore, like a good boy, and send two 14—2 212 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW, or three people here to take care of this ruffian ; I cannot hold him long/ said Mr. Clavering. Pat walked off as fast as he could, hug- ging his fiddle close to him. He had just escaped from what would have been his greatest grief, and the sorrow and anguish of those few moments of suspense, while the man held his violin between life and death, had caused him intense pain. The change from that was like health after sickness : it was mourning turned into joy ; and as the boy went along towards Clon- more, anxious though he was to perform his mission, he felt light in spirits, rejoiced at his escape from danger, while his heart was overbrimming with gratitude to his friend, who had understood him so well all along, and who, realising the pain which the loss of his fiddle would cause him, THE BLIND BOY'S 'QUID PRO QUO.' 213 had interposed and saved his second being. Meantime Mr. Clavering found it very- difficult to hold O'Crotty ; the man was powerful, and each moment made more desperate efforts to get himself free. At length he succeeded in doing so, and made a stab at Mr. Clavering with a knife. This was avoided, and the two men closed in a wrestle until they fell to the ground locked in each other's arms, Mr. Clavering under- neath. 'Now I have ye, ye villen,' said O'Crotty savagely, and drawing his knife, he stabbed Mr. Clavering, who was struggling violently to get free. Without waiting to see how he had dealt the blow, or if Mr. Clavering were dead or not, he struck off from the road and got into some hiding-place in order to escape from the notice of the 214 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. pursuit which he knew would certainly be made, and that almost immediately. Mr. Clavering fainted from loss of blood and was already discovered by some passers by, when two or three servants, who had followed the blind boy's direc- tions, arrived upon the scene of the scuffle. Loud were the outcries made against the unknown villain who had killed, to all ap- pearances, the master of Clonmore. Mr. Clavering was carried home upon a hurdle, while a pursuit was made far and wide for O'Crotty, but all in vain ; no traces of the perpetrator of the outrage could be discovered, although they searched until nightfall. Meanwhile Mr. Clavering was carried up into his bedroom, and was discovered to be still alive, although severely wounded THE BLIND BOY'S l QUID PRO QUO.' 213 in the left side. A messenger was de- spatched post-haste for the doctor. News spreads quickly, and the pas- sengers by the coach to and from Crooks- town heard many alarming and exaggerated reports of the affair. Mr. Clavering was known and respected for miles round, and twice in the day were the smoking teams pulled up before the gate of Clonmore and the ' guard ' sent up to the house to make inquiries. Pat O'Leary was in the library when Mr. Clavering was carried into the house, and the confused sound of voices and the steps of many men, as of those carrying a heavy weight, filled his little heart with alarm and dismay. ' What is it ?' he asked eagerly, going out into the hall. * Shure, thin, an' some bla'guard has 216 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. murthered Mr. Claverin', an' may the divil take him,' said a servant to Pat. 1 He isn't dead ?' said the boy, in woeful accents. ' Faith, thin, he is— he'll never breathe no more,' said the same domestic cautiously. 1 Oh !' sobbed the boy, ' have I killed him ? Is it my fault V and going into the library, he burst into a paroxysm of grief. 1 What have I done for him — oh, wisha — wish a, that he is murthered for me ? Oh ! Mr. Claverin', honey, come back to me — come back to poor Pat ; I'd rayther not live without ye now, for I love ye more than me fiddle. What can I do for him ? — I can- not bring him back to life, an' the A 'mighty won't. Oh ! let me suffer with him — let me suffer somethin' for him, as he was murthered for me,' wept the boy bitterly. He ceased crying suddenly, took his fiddle THE BLIND BOY'S ' QUID BRO QUO.'' 217 into his hands and addressed it. ' It's you,' he said, ' faith, thin, that I love most in the world, now that me friend is mur- thered. Ye were the thing- he fought for, because ye are mine, an' because I love you ; but I must suffer too ; no, no, he must not be the only one — I must share his throubles. Good-bye,' he continued sadly, as he kissed the old violin reverently, ' good-bye, I love you, and he loved his life, an' that's gone for me, an' ye must go for him.' With this he put his fiddle on the ground, raised his foot and stamped with all his might upon the old instru- ment. The strings sighed out their dying breath, and the blind boy sobbed loudly : ■ There, there, I've done it, no more music for me! But then he don't want it — he's got the angels to play for him. Mr. Claverin' 218 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. dead, my fiddle dead, an' now I wish I was dead too. Ah ! wisha, wisha P At length the child fell asleep, and slept on until evening came, when Mrs. Machree, who came into the library to close the shutters, discovered him in the arm-chair. ' Faith, thin, an' the child's been here all day, an' his fiddle broken to bits too ! — what does it all mean ?' she said, looking from the boy to the broken violin. ' Pat, my child, wake up an come an' have a bit of supper/ The boy sat upright in his chair and said : 1 What is it? Is it all true, Mrs. Machree ?' ' Is what all true ?' asked the house- keeper. 1 Shure that Mr. Claverin's dead an' me fiddle in pieces ?' asked the boy. THE BLIND BOYS ' QUID PRO QUO. 219 i Ye're fiddle's broken, but Mr. Claverin's not dead, thank the A'mighty ; it's touch and go, but the doctor says there's hope.' 1 Oh ! Mrs. Machree/ said Pat earnestly, * if Mr. Claverin' lives, nivir mind me fiddle.' ' Indeed and I should think not ; shure it's on account of you that he got into the trouble.' ' I know,' said the child, * I know. Where is he ? can't I see him ?' 1 He's in bed and you can't see him ; but come along and have something to eat, and ye'll have to stay here to-night, I'm think- ing, and I must make you up a bed in me own room,' said the housekeeper, leading Pat out of the library. The boy would eat scarcely anything. He asked for his fiddle, and the house- keeper gave him the poor broken instru- 220 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. ment. Pat passed his hands over it, and he discovered with a sigh how effectual his self-sacrifice had been. At length Mrs. Machree put him to bed and left him, promising him that he should see Mr. Clavering as soon as the doctor would allow it. But Pat could not sleep ; he tried in vain to compose himself; all the trials and sorrows of the day crowded upon his weary heart, it was the saddest day of his little life. At last he left his bed, found his clothes, and dressing him- self, went upstairs and by instinct dis- covered the door of Mr. Clavering's bedroom. He listened and heard the unconscious mutterings of the fevered sufferer. Then he sank upon the door- mat, pressing his fiddle close to himself, and moaning : ' Ah ! wisha, wisha, all for me, all for me !' he fell asleep. THE BLIND BOY'S 'QUID PRO QUO.' 221 Next morning early, when Mrs. Machree came into her room, she found the bed empty; she searched for Pat in the library and elsewhere, and supposing, as she did not find him, that he had gone home, she went upstairs to inquire about her master, and there she saw, to her in- tense surprise, the blind boy fast asleep on the door-mat. ' Well/ she said to herself, ' if there was ever a daft soul in this world, it's that child !' but Widow Machree was quite wrong. 222 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. CHAPTER XL A NEW LOVE FOR AN OLD. ' Do you not know I am a woman ? When I think, I must speak.' Three or four days after Mr. Clavering received the wound from O'Crotty, he was pronounced out of danger by the doctor. Little Pat could not be induced to leave the sick-room, but had carefully hidden his fiddle out of sight. Every day he dreaded lest Mr. Clavering should ask him for music ; if he should do so, what excuse was Pat to offer ? At length one afternoon the invalid A NEW LOVE FOR AN OLD. 223 desired the blind boy to play for him. Pat gave no answer, and showed no signs of beginning, so Mr. Clavering repeated his request. * Shure, thin, I cannot play for you, yer 'oner,' said Pat, as he hung his head, and the red flushed in his cheek. ■ Why not, my boy ?' asked Mr. Claver- ing in a faint voice ; ' I should so much like to have some music.' ' I cannot play, sur, my old fiddle is dead,' said the boy, in a trembling voice. 1 Dead, Pat ! what has happened to it ?' 'I killed it, yer 'oner.' ' What did you do that for, Pat ?' * Because they told me ye were dead, sur.' 1 But why should you destroy your fiddle if I were dead, my boy ? — I cannot under- stand you.' 224 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. ' Shure, yer 'oner, ye understand most things about me, but faith I don't think ye'll understand this. I'll tell ye all about it.' ' Show me the fiddle first, Pat,' said Mr. Clavering. The blind boy found his way over to the window, and from behind one of the curtains drew forth his battered violin. He took it over to Mr. Claver- inor's bedside. ' Is it altogether smash'd, yer 'oner ?' asked Pat. ■ It's very badly used, Pat, but I think it will recover. I'll send it off to be doctored for you.' ' Faith, thin, sur, I wish you'd lave off talkin' ; it was Mrs. Machree herself who towld me not to let ye say a word. Me poor fiddle can't spaike any more, an' I'm thinkin that a little less of it would be better for yourself.' A NEW LOVE FOR AN OLD. 225 * I will not talk then, Pat ; now tell me about your poor old fiddle.' ' Well thin, sur, when you were brought in I asked some one if ye were dead, an' he said yes, that ye'd never breathe no more. Thin I went an' sat down in yer libreery an' cried. An' thinks I, faith, there's Mr. Claverin' has suffered for m-:, an' here am I alive an' well, an' mournin' for him it's thrue, but that isn't enough. I want to suffer with him too, an' how to do it puzzled me, that it did. Thin I up wi' my foot an' I put it through me old fiddle, an' I said, there, I've killed the dearest thing I have ; for the dearest thing I had was killed for me. An it's mournin' still I am for it ; there's one friend dead any- how, but the other one's livin', after all, has made up for it, an' more.' Mr. Clavering was much touched at the vol. 1. 15 226 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. boy's idea of suffering with a friend ; what Pat had said was but poorly expressed, yet the fact remained ; a noble sentiment of sympathy, a heart full of gratitude and affection had prompted the action, which, however senseless in itself, was a proof of deep feeling, of a mind that could be touched by the troubles of others. ' I will have your fiddle mended for you, Pat; I shall be all right again myself in a little time,' said Mr. Clavering, cheerily, ' and then you and I and the fiddle will be as happy as we were before all this happened.' ' Plaise God an' the saints we may, sur,' replied Pat simply. As soon as Sir Patrick O'Moore re- turned to Inchigeela, he called upon Mr. Clavering. The news of the attempted murder had reached him before he left A I JEW LOVE FOR AN OLD. 227 Dublin, and then he felt half inclined to set off for Clonmore at once, but was dissuaded from it by his wife, as being unnecessary, and more than that, as being impracticable, because there were two or three invitations which Sir Patrick must accept before he left the capital. When Sir Patrick called upon his friend at Clonmore, he was glad to find him on the road to recovery. 1 In the wars again, Clavering, my boy ; the Paddies seem determined to knock your life out,' said Sir Patrick. ' What was this row about ?' ' Saving that boy's life, or next door to it,' replied Mr. Clavering, nodding his head towards Pat, who sat motionless over in a corner of the room. Sir Patrick's eyes wandered over to the direction given. * That's Mike O'Leary's 15—2 228 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. boy, isn't it ?' he asked softly. ' A beautiful child, isn't he ? You heard about my poor boy, didn't you, Clavering ?' ' Yes, yes ; very sorry for you, O'Moore ; quite sudden, wasn't it ?' asked Mr. Claver- ing. * Quite, poor child ! sad disappointment to me, I can assure you,' said Sir Patrick, sadly. 'You must feel it deeply, and Lady O'Moore too,' remarked his friend. ' She does feel it,' the baronet said, with some hesitation ; 'but she is a woman, you know, of strong character ; it takes a good deal to upset her.' ' I should think it does,' replied Mr. Clavering, quietly. ' By the way, O'Moore, ask Kathleen to come in to see me in the morning ; I shall get up for a little to- A NEW LOVE FOR AN OLD. 229 morrow, and I have something to say to her/ * Certainly she shall come ; but what have you to say, Clavering ?' ' I have a letter to give her from Frank. How is she ?' 1 Quite well. And Frank, where is he now ?' asked Sir Patrick, a little con- fusedly. 1 Gone abroad with his regiment ; haven't had a line from him since he left his country/ ' Not had time yet, Clavering, perhaps, There will be some stiff fighting in this war, you'll see/ ' I haven't the least doubt of it. Poor Frank ! I daresay he thinks a great deal of Kathleen ; pity she refused him, he was so fond of her, eh, O' Moore ?' 6 Yes, but I don't think that matters are 230 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. much better for the poor fellow now/ said Sir Patrick, significantly. ' How do you mean ?' asked Mr. Claver- ing, eagerly. 'Surely Kathleen is not engaged to be married !' ' No, not quite, Clavering; but she'll tell you all about it to-morrow. You ask her. And now I'm off. Is there anything we can do for you at Arbela ?' ' No, thanks, O'Moore ; come in and see me now and then.' ' I will, to be sure. Good-bye ! But, I say, Clavering, was that fellow O'Crotty ever collared ?' 4 Never heard of or seen since ; got clean away, I daresay, and is on his way to America now, if he took the trouble to leave the country. Well, I see you're off ; don't forget about Kathleen,' said Mr. Clavering. A NEW LOVE EOR AN OLD. 231 ' Xo ; she shall come to-morrow,' was the reply, and Sir Patrick went away. Mr. Clavering thought over what Sir Patrick had said, and felt almost certain that Kathleen had met some one in Dublin who had taken the place which Frank desired to fill in her heart. He hoped, for his boy's sake, that he might be wrong in his surmise, and he anxiously awaited her arrival the next morning. Kathleen came to Clonmore about ten o'clock ; she had not paid a visit there since Frank left, and this re- minded her of him, and of the days which were no more. She rather dreaded an encounter with Mr. Clavering, she felt nervous at the thought of having to tell him all, and she wondered what the con- tents of Frank's letter might be. That he was constant to her, she felt certain ; and 232 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. as for herself ? — well, she had never pro- mised constancy to him ; or at ;my rate, if she had, it was only conditional. She found Mr. Clavering sitting in an arm-chair at his window ; near to him sat the most beautiful boy, so she thought, that she had ever seen ; when she saw that the child was blind, she knew that it must be Pat O'Leary, whom she remem- bered to have been defended by Mr. Clavering against the attacks of her step- mother. 'How do you do, Mr. Clavering?* Kathleen asked. ' I am so glad that you are able to sit up. How unfortunate, and yet fortunate, you are !' 1 It is just that, Kathleen,' said Mr. Clavering. ' I have had two very narrow escapes ; had the bullet come a little nearer, or the knife gone a little deeper, I might A NEW LOVE FOR AN OLD. 233 have been killed twice over. I have a letter to give you, Kathleen, from Frank.' * Papa told me so/ said she, lowering her eyes. ' Is he well ?' ' He was, when I last heard from him; he is very fond of you, Kathleen/ said Mr. Clavering, with emphasis, for he was fight- ing a battle for his son. 1 He always told me so/ said Kathleen, nervously. 1 And what did you say to that ?' asked Frank's father, smiling. 1 I told him that I could not promise to be his wife then ; that he must wait, and when he came back I would say yes, if ' ' If what, Kathleen ?' 1 If I had not seen any one meantime that I liked better than him/ said she. 1 Then I may write and tell him, may I 254 THE OLD LOVE LS THE NEW. not,' asked Mr. Clavering, anxiously, ( that so far he holds the first place in your heart, and that he may hope ? Do not trifle, Kathleen ; Frank's love for you is very great, and you have the power of making him happy/ 1 You must not write as you say, Mr. Clavering,' said Kathleen uneasily, ' because it would not be true.' 1 How do you mean, Kathleen ?' fc I mean that I have seen some one whom I prefer to Frank, Mr. Claver- ingf.' * Are you sure of that ? Have you promised to become his wife ?' ' Not yet.' * But you intend to promise, Kathleen ?' 1 I think so — in fact I am sure of it,' she said, blushing at the confession. '-And when?' A NEW LOVE FOR AN OLD. 235 'At the beginning of August, Mr. Clavering.' ' And if you change your mind before then, if you find that you really do not love the man, what will you do, Kath- leen ?' ' I will let you know, Mr. Clavering, and then you may write to Frank that I still like him more than any one else. But it is not probable that I shall change my mind. Hugh has made a great im- pression upon me ; I like him, almost love him, and I mean to become his wife/ 4 Ah! Kathleen, Kathleen!' sighed Mr. Clavering, ' I'm afraid that you among many others are like Spring, the young maid who does not know her mind.' 1 I do know my mind, Mr. Clavering,' said Kathleen apologetically ; ' but I cannot say that I love a man until I really do.' 236 THE OLD LOVE LS THE NEW. * What is your idea of love, Kathleen ?' 'I scarcely know — something that absorbs your whole being, I suppose/ 1 And does your liking, as you call it, for your present lover do that, Kath- leen ?' ' I think a great deal of him ; he is rarely out of my thoughts, and I am sure that I should be perfectly happy with him.' 1 Well, my dear girl, I'm sure I hope that you may,' said Mr. Clavering kindly. ' I am sorry, for my poor boy's sake, that you have chosen as you have chosen ; but at the same time I wish you, as he would do, every happiness. But who is the happy man ?' 'He is my stepmother's youngest brother, and his name is Hugh,' said Kathleen. A NEW LOVE FOR AN OLD. 237 'What was your stepmother's maiden name ?' asked Mr. Clavering, who had no doubt now of what his son had told him ; namely, that Lady O'Moore had objections to encouraging any intimacy between him- self and Kathleen, for reasons of her own. 1 Unyan/ replied Kathleen innocently. ' How do you spell it ?' asked Mr. Clavering, to whose ears the name was neither familiar nor well-sounding. Kathleen spelt it for him. ' I only hope that you may be happy as Mrs. Unyan/ said Mr. Clavering, with a touch of sarcasm in his voice. ' You know nothing of Mr. Hugh's family, I suppose, Kathleen ?' 1 Nothing, except that his father and mother have been dead a long time, and that I believe mamma and he were the only children, Mr. Clavering. There are, 238 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. I have heard, connections of the family in Canada.' ' Indeed,' said Mr. Clavering, with feigned or real interest. ' Is your mother's brother at all like his sister?' ' Not at all,' said Kathleen, detaching a locket from the chain round her neck ; * here is his picture.' ' A very fine-looking fellow indeed F said Mr. Clavering, who was really struck by the miniature. ' You certainly know what good looks are, Kathleen,' he added, returning the locket to her. ' What is his profession ?' 1 A barrister, Mr. Clavering.' 1 Excuse my asking so many questions, won't you, Kathleen ? I have known you ever since you were born, and it is natural, isn't it, that I should take an interest in you, more especially as I have hoped all along to see you one day my son's wife. Poor Frank ! Well, here is your letter, my dear girl ; read it carefully, and if you do not really know your mind about marrying Mr. Hugh Unyan, do not con- sent hastily, Kathleen,' continued Mr. Clavering, earnestly. ' I do want you to think seriously about this matter ; I am not pleading for my son — I would not really wish him to marry anyone who did not sincerely love him. Remember, you are not choosing a new dress or a new hat ; • your choice now must be one for life, and for your own sake reflect, my dear girl, reflect. I want to ask you one question, and you will answer me truthfully ; is this match to be made of your own free will, or have you been induced or persuaded to make it by your stepmother ?' ' It is of my own free will, Mr. Claver- 240 THE OLD LOVE IS THE NEW. ing ; no one could compel me to marry a man. I took a fancy to Hugh the first time I saw him.' ' I believe you, Kathleen ; but I will tell you one thing : you are fulfilling the very part which your stepmother intended you to play.' Kathleen did not reply to this. As she was going away she said : c If I decide not to marry Hugh, Mr. Clavering, I will let you know, and then you may write and tell Frank that I am constant to him.' ' Do so,' replied Mr. Clavering. He did not like this light trifling spirit which Kathleen displayed ; he would not choose her now as a wife for his son, that is to say, so far as her disposition went ; but she was his boy's choice. Frank was entirely de- voted to her ; he had said that he would A NEW LOVE FOR AN OLD. 241 never marry anyone but Kathleen O'Moore; and though, as a father, Mr. Claveringhad assured his son that he would find some one more to his taste, yet in his heart of hearts he knew that Frank never would. END of vol. 1. BILLING AND SONS, PRINTERS, GUILDFORD, SURREY. UNIVERSITY OF ILLINOI9-URBANA 3 0112 056547158