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The snow came in great flapping, swirling sheets, the cold cut like splintered glass, and the wind from every point of the compass heat the earth with the fury of a demon. I watched the two struggling up through the pathless drifts, wander- ing wide of the way and circling round and round until they lost their bearings altogether and did not know where they were. I moaned aloud and tossed up my white arms in agony. But they could not see me, and in the thick of the storm I lost them. I bowed my head before the gale, and felt the sleet glazing every twig. Suddenly a cold hand clutched my lower bough, and Sam’s voice cried cheerily: “I do believe it’s my cottonwood 26 BUDDING DAYS tree. Hold fast to me. I ’ll know it by the clothesline. If I can find that, it will talfe us to the house.” I held down every limb to guide him to the rope, and soon he and his teacher were safe inside the little shelter. I cannot tell you of all that came and went in those years of Sam’s schooling. But one day he said to his father and mother, “ I ’m going to the High School in town.” “We just can’t spare you no more,” his father said. All the brothers and sisters had homes of their own now, patterned very much after the parental roof. “You’ve got all the schoolin’ you need to run this ranch,” his mother declared. 27 THE COTTONWOOD’S STORY So the old battle had to he fought over again. It was hot August weather, and Sam slept every night on the ground at my feet. On this night he climbed high up among my branches and watched the moon come out of the east and fill all the prairie with an exquisite glory. No wooded land nor broken mountain region ever gets the full splendor of the moonlight as the open prairie does, — the radiance that is softer than sunlight and richer than starlight. And no tree ever sheds off that chastened glory like the glistening, silvery green of the cottonwood’s leaves. Something of my spirit thrilled through Sam’s spirit as he looked out on the plain I had rejoiced in year after year. “Over there’s the High School,” 28 BVDDINa DAYS he said, bending his head to the north, and I ’m going to go there.” His mouth had a determined line about it that was marked on no other face among Sam’s folks. And he did go. Through objec- tions and obstructions for four years longer his schooling lasted. And one night he came home with a diploma tied in white and green. “ Class colors,” he told his mother, who ‘‘allowed” that the green was all right enough, but where was the sense in the white? After that came the hardest battle in all Sam’s life — ^the struggle where gaining is losing. Sam wanted to go to the University. It had been his dream in the High School to follow a profession. High schools put such notions into a boy’s head. In the 29 30 B DDDINO DAYS very springtime of his manhood his ambition was for completer educa- tion. This time he met with no opposi- tion at home. His parents said not a word against his wishes. The strife was all within himself. He could have worked his way through college easily enough. That wasn’t the point. Old age was now upon the father and mother — old age for which they had never made provi- sion. Among the married children one of the hoys was dead, one had gone wrong, and the third was living in the same shiftless way his father had done. The girls were both heads of households now, one in Missouri and the other in far-away Oregon. Sam was the only prop the parents had in their growing feebleness. If 31 THE COTTONWOOD’S STORY he should go to the University he could do no more than to maintain himself. In all the years he could remember, his home had done so little for him that his very soul re- belled against the claim it had now upon his time and strength. And yet the claim was there, and the struggle in the boy’s mind was terri- ble. I shall never forget the day that conflict ended. Sam had risen early, before the twilight gloom had left the draw. He came up the slope where the dawn first breaks, and leaned against my trunk and watched the magniflcent splendor of the new day swing grandly out of the horizon, and felt the sweet cool breeze that freshens all the slumbering land at 82 BUDDING DAYS waMng-tiine, and heard the musical twitterings of the bird-songs. On the dim sun-kissed heights far to the southeast stood the Univer- sity ; down in the shadowy gloom at his feet was his home and his father and mother, to whom he felt that he owed so little ; and yet they were his father and mother. In the bitterness of his spirit he wrenched a young limb from my trunk. The scar is there still. So is the scar on his heart. At last he gave one long, agonizing look at the distant east where the college domes were dimly outlined against the pink heavens. Then master of himself, he turned toward his home. The shadows were all gone now; the new day with its new work was before him. He looked no more to the eastward, but 33 THE COTTONWOOD’S 8T0BT resolutely put his hand to the task and his shoulder to the burden, and followed the way that daily opened before him. 34 :51oie(0om Tlimt, ^ KNOW how you would tell || U this story. You would idealize, for you have im- agination, and you would end with putting Sam in the Presi- dential chair. Trees can only hold to the tale that writes itself out about them. And while the way “ from the towpath to the White House” is a possibility, the East Wind tells me that not one hoy out of a million who follows the towpath is on the par- ticular one that leads to the White House. Sam’s school days were ended when he left the High School ; and I tell you what I know, not what I dream of. I said before, that trees 35 THE COTTONWOOD’S STORY understand all about slow growths. Sam was only a boy, and all his de- velopment had really come from the other side of the slope. No wonder his heart failed when he looked at his father’s farm. Broken fences trailing around fields luxuriant with weeds, shabby stock of low breeding, tum- ble-down stables, and an unpainted, unadorned dwelling-house. A com- plaining, sickly father, and a feeble, querulous mother, resenting change or innovation above all things. An upside-down bank account, and no experience in self-reliant direction of affairs. These were what Sam had to face when he turned his back on the University and cast his lot with his parents. How slow the work of reclaiming a neglected farm is! It takes so 36 BLOSaOM TIME many furrows to break up all the soil of the field, so many strokes to build up or repair dilapidated sheds and fences, so much time and effort to re- stock a place with improved breeds of cattle and horses and hogs. Slowly the wave of improvement crept across the freehold. Patiently the young man put into his day the results of the discipline and inspira- tion of his years at school, but he could not note the development about him, it was so gradual. At the end of five years the whole scene was changed. Only the inside of the home under the mother’s con- trol was still unlovely in its plain- ness and shiftless disorder. Sam had failed to make any progress here. He didn’t know how to go about such things. All he did know 37 THE COTTONWOOD’S STORY 38 BLOSSOM TIME was that he had conquered the weeds, and that the long, even rows of corn, the fruitful orchard, and the sleek animals tempted him to an outdoor life. He wanted vines and flowers, hut his mother thought otherwise, and Sam could do nothing there. In fact, his days were so short and so full of care that he had little time for missing any of the pleasures. Neighbors praised the young man behind his hack, and his father and mother charged it all to their “ hringin’ up,” but they had few com- pliments for their son. It is the way of parents to see their own reflection in their good children, but to forget to praise merit if it is in a blood relation. For two years Sam had been a reg- ular attendant at the country church 39 THE COTTONWOOD’S STORY whose low spire first looked skyward in all my prairie, now marked by many spires. He sang tenor in the choir, with the minister’s sweet-faced daughter leading the soprano. Her name was Nellie, and Sam thought it the prettiest name ever given to a girl. Once in a while the choir prac- ticed at the minister’s home. Sam al- ways felt a cold shiver go over him when he came into his mother’s do- main after an evening at Nellie’s house. Once in a while, too, he walked home with Nellie from choir practice at other places. One moonlit evening he never forgot. The young people had played and sung until late. The road to the minister’s house was a long one. The dewy night was won- derfully still and beautiful. Did 40 BLOSSOM TIME Sam dream it, or did Nellie really let some offers of company escape her as if she wanted him for an es- cort? Sam could not tell. He only knew that he had never seen a night so delicious. Their way led by his home. When they reached me Nellie paused, and, leaning against my bark, she clasped and unclasped her hands a little, hesitatingly. She plucked a twig from a branch and turned it between her fingers. Then she said softly: “ Sam, everybody says you are a very good boy, and that you deserve great credit for your kindness to your parents. I think you are good.” Sam looked down toward the house in silence. His father and mother had been more than ordinarily try- ing in the past few days. It seemed 41 THE COTTONWOOD’S STORY to him that when he tried to please them he only made them more irri- table and exacting. Like a flash it came to his mind what life would mean with such a girl as Nellie to rule a home! He clutched at my lower bough, and said nothing. Then Nellie spoke again : “It’s none of my business, Sam, and I oughtn’t to say it, but I am glad you are kind to your father and mother. You don’t mind my saying it, do you? ” Sam gripped my bark with his great strong hands. “Of course not, Nellie,” he said hoarsely. It was the sweetest re- ward he had ever known. “I wish things were different down there, but I do the best I can.” Then, with the overmastering love in his heart 42 BLOSSOM TIME shining out through his eyes he added, “I ’m glad you said that, Nellie.” Sam stopped his plow in the fur- row the next day, and leaning on its handles he recalled all that had taken place on the night before. His eye was bright and his step buoyant when he came in to dinner. There was no meal ready and nobody in sight. Passing into the front room, he found his father yellow- gray with fever. Complaining had been so habitual to him that Sam had hardly noticed his recent decline. Now that his father was stricken, the boy’s conscience smote him fiercely, as if his neglect might have caused it all. The days that followed were al- ways as a horrible nightmare to 43 THE COTTONWOOD’S STORY Sam’s memory. Nursing the sick, cooking his own meals, caring for the stock and tending the growing crop filled every moment of his wak- ing hours; and his waking hours filled up three-fourths of the twenty- four. The mother soon gave way before the burden of it all. She had never in her life met and resisted any try- ing thing, so Sam’s care was doubled. The thought of Nellie and every other pleasant memory went out of his mind entirely, and only dread and weariness and persistent strug- gle remained for him. The neighbors were very kind, and did many kind services for the family. But their own work must go on, and the father and mother 44 BLOSSOM TIME were both alike in refusing minis- trations from any hand but Sam’s. April and May slipped by, and now it was mid- June. One night in the busiest of wheat harvest Sam watched alone with the two shattered wrecks of humanity. Just at mid- night his father said, feebly : “ Sam, I ’ve never done much for you. You’ve been a good boy to me an’ mother. Some day you ’ll git your reward.” He turned his face away, but not before he caught Sam’s low reply: “ I ’ve had my reward already.” A little later the mother called : “Sam, oh, Sam, I’m so weak! Take care of him — good-by.” She pointed feebly toward the father, and was gone. The young man bent over his 46 THE COTTONWOOD’S STORY father’s form. A smile was on his face, hut his eyes saw nothing earthly any more forever. In the soft still darkness of the night Sam groped his way up to me and leaned, numb and cold, against my trunk. Then, as in his boyhood when he was my little brownie, he climbed up and rested among my branches and laid his head in the bend of my right arm. In the early morning the Doctor came, and later came the neighbors. Two days afterward all the country- side turned out after its fashion, only more numerously because this was a double funeral. Since the death of his parents Sam had been like a figure cast in bronze, so strange and meaningless were all the hours to him now. He did not hear 46 B LO 8 8 0 M TIME the minister’s prayer. He did not note who made up the crowd, nor how loud and noisy was the lament put up by his shiftless older brother and his wife. This brother and sister-in-law, living two townships away, had been too busy to come home more than once during the family sickness. To-day Sam hardly knew of their presence, so paralyzed were his powers. It was only when Nellie’s voice began the hymn, "Abide with me. Fast falls the eventide/’ that his numbness slipped away and a burning fever filled his veins. He came home from the burial, and walked into the house. After that he knew nothing for many days. When he came to himself again his old home seemed to have vanished with the mother who ruled it, and 47 THE COTTONWOOD’S 8T0BT a sweet, orderly cleanliness sur- rounded him. A neighbor-woman whose house was always full of chil- dren and whose face was always full of cheer (she said the children kept that in it) was moving softly about. “ How could you do all this ? ” Sam asked, feebly raising his hand. “ Oh, I had help,” the woman re- plied. There was a tonic in her very voice. “The preacher’s girl come nearly every day to tidy up. Your ma was sick so long things got run down.” In a little while Nellie came in. Sam looked at her eagerly. He had a feeling that if she would only stay with him there would always he red salvia on the clock-shelf and a bowl of purple-and-gold pansies on the center-table. But she had only come 48 BLOSSOM TIME to bring some books for bim to read wben he grew stronger. Yes, she would come again when papa could come with her; and she went away. She did come again, as did a dozen of the other neighbor-girls. A little later a buxom, gossipy, good-natured widow came to keep house for Sam, and by degrees he fitted himself into his old lines of work again. The next spring, when my red blossomy catkins with invisible fin- gers clung to my branches or lay in little velvet rolls on the brown grasses at my feet, Sam and Nellie stood in the golden evening-light and looked out on the prairie I have watched over and loved so long. 49 THE COTTONWOOD’S STORY The odor of freshly plowed ground was in the air. The orchards were pink with their burden of bloom. All the land was rippling with life and color, over which the sunset cast its indefinable radiance, melting into softer tones as the moments slipped away. How changed the scene about me from the one I had looked on in the days of the first set- tlers! But no more changed than this splendidly built young man from the little brownie who years before had played at my feet with that brindled dog that had tagged the family all the way from Missouri. There were lines in Sam’s face that the cares of his years had graven there. They gave a certain manly seriousness to his countenance. 60 BL0880M TIME Looking down at the fair young girl beside him, he said: “Nellie, I’ve loved this old tree since I was a child, I always climbed up on that crooked limb to have the blues. I was sitting here the first time I ever saw the school- honse and determined to go to school. I followed the clothesline trail from here to the kitchen once when I was lost in a blizzard. 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