L I E) RARY OF THE U N IVLRSITY or ILLINOIS 823 •B2T5c V. \ CONSTANCE RIVERS. VOL. I. CONSTANCE RIVERS. BY LADY BARRETT LENNARD. My fondest — faintest — latest accents hear — Grief for the dead not Virtue can reprove ; Then give me all I ever ask'd — a tear, The first — last — sole reward of so much love ! " The Corsair. IN THREE VOLUMES. VOL. I. LONDON: HURST AND BLACKETT, PUBLISHERS, 13, GREAT MARLBOROUGH STREET. 1867. TIk right of Translation w reserved. LONDON : PRINTED BY M^VCDONALD AND TUGWELL, BLENKEJM HOUSE. BLENHEIM STREET, OXFORD STREET. CHAPTER I. " Oh ! that I less could fear to lose this being Which, like a snow-ball in my coward hand, The more 'tis grasped the faster melts away." Dryden. "AH! Patty, Patty, I feel stifled !— I ! can't breathe in this house !" said a young lady to her companion, who was sometliing between a servant and friend, as , she threw open the window, and was ^ covered immediately by a shower of smuts, which came in with the accession of cold J air, which it would have been a compliment ] to have called fresh. " Pshaw !" she said, looking at the tips of her fingers, which were blackened by the accumulation of soot VOL. I. B ^ CONSTANCE RIVERS. on the window-ledge — " now I will go up- stairs and wash my hands. How careless and dirty the housemaid must be !" " I saw her clean the window-ledge my- self this morning," said Patty ; " the smuts come again directly if you open the win- dow, and if you don't open it, they still come, but in less quantity. Let me get some water and soap and a towel for your hands ; you ought not to go up and down stairs in your situation." " Yes, I ought. The doctor says I must take exercise, and where I am to get it, unless in the house, I don't know. Fancy taking an airing through Aldermanbury in the month of August ! However, it is as bad for you as for me, for I have a husband for whom I bear it, and you only stay here from love of me." " Yes, ma'am — all the same, I thought before I came that London was a grand CONSTANCE RIVERS. 6 place, and that I sliould see all kinds of fine sights ; but somehow this little court kind of a place is very dull — the grass is nearly black, and the leaves of the trees, that would like to turn yellow, some of them, if they could, are all as if they had been painted "vvith soot," and Patty sighed to think of the gamekeeper's lodge in the wilderness in which she had been born and bred in the West country. " Must Mr. Rivers always live here ?" she added, after a pause. . " I suppose so ; the lease of the house is for fourteen years, I believe ; and oh ! Patty, I shall die ! — I know I shall in this horrid place. I cannot live here !" and she threw herself on Patty's shoulder, and wept hysterically. " I wish master would come home," said Patty ; " but it's not more than five o'clock, b2 4 CONSTANCE RIVERS. and he won't be liere till six. How the sun does glare do^vn through those dirty- white curtains, only put up clean a fortnight ago, they say !" Patty took some eau-de-Cologne from the scent-bottle, and wiped the young lady's brow. They had come up from a small town m Cornwall a few days before, and had found a house taken by the father of Mr. Rivers, newly " swept and garnished," and with every requirement of comfort, and even luxury, in the opinion of the old merchant, who knew not the habits of the wild bird for whom he had pro\ided this cage, in which she seemed disposed to beat herself to death. The walls of the small drawing-room were prettily covered ^dth a Pompeian pattern, in different shades of distemper ; but her husband's guests had leant their heads, plentifully bedewed with Macassar CONSTANCE EIVERS. 5 oil, against it, and left circular stains, wliicli the young wife had vainly attempted to rectify. It took away all her pleasure in the small drawing-room. The same marks of personal adornment and selfishness as to its results were shown on the pretty chintz fur- niture of the sofas and easy-chairs. The young men had smoked, too, in the dining- room, and the oily vapour hung about the curtains, leaving the most loathsome of smells — that of stale tobacco. It required all Lilian Rivers' devotion to her husband to make her silent under her accumulation of small vexations. Her mother-in-law had selected the nurse who was to attend her, and this wrinkled beldam, with the ugly gleam of her black eyes, reminded Lilian, she told Patty, of the Witch of Endor, in her uncle's picture-Bible ; for Lilian was the orphan niece of a clergyman in a small Cornish village. b CONSTANCE EIYERS. The fatlier of Mr. Rivers was a hop-mer- chant, residing in Castle Square, but the chance of making a large sum by a couio de main had tempted him to take some shares in a Cornish mine. The necessity of having his interests properly represented, had in- duced him to send his son Edward to take the management of the mine for a few months, with the consent of the other share- holders ; and, while thus engaged, Edward had loved and married the penniless daugh- ter of a deceased Navy captain, telling his family of the transaction when it was con- cluded. His father was indignant, but was too much mixed up with his son in business transactions to say all he thought, and too dependent on Edward's energy and skill; so he made the best of it, and took a small house in Saint Helen Square, Alderman- bury, whilst he remained in Castle Square. As Saint Helen Square was considered COXSTAXCE RIVERS. 7 genteel compared with Castle Square, Mrs. Rivers, the motlier-in-law, grudged the small residence to her new daughter, and hated her after the usual fashion with which mothers-in-law generally detest then* sons' wives. The poor young lady was sufficiently de- pressed by the new circumstances in which she was placed. In Cornwall she had found in Edward Rivers a devoted lover and a fond husband. He used to watch for her coming in the morning, as he prepared to walk over the breezy cliff to the mine — wdiither he went daily for his business. The house inhabited by her uncle, the clerg}^- man, with whom she resided, was situated on the bank of a clear and rapid river, narrow enough to be spanned by an old grey bridge of freestone. This parsonage was but a low cottage, but it was smothered with roses, myrtles, and verbenas — very 8 CONSTANCE RIVERS. pretty, Edward used to think Lilian looked, when framed, as it were, in this doorway of flowers. The parson was old and poor, and had no wealth with which to endow his orphan niece, so when he found that Edward Rivers was in earnest in his Avooing, he gave liim every encouragement to win his bride. When Edward found it necessary to re- turn to London, they had been ten months married, during which time they had con- tinued to reside w^ith the old uncle of the bride. Lilian, therefore, on taking posses- sion of her London house, then wanted only a few weeks of her confinement, and under these circumstances, at all times so disadvantageous to both spirits, health, and appearance, she made the acquaintance of her husband's family. The ten months which had elapsed since Lilian's marriage had sufficed to jDrove that CONSTANCE RIVERS. 9 lovers and husbands have different standards of merit. Her young, sweet, fresh hfe, her clean light dresses, and unartificial manners, had captivated the London-bred man ; but as the period arrived when she was to be in- troduced to his family, he began, uncon- sciously to himself, to judge her by tlieir standard, rather than by that which his love had set up before he married her. Lilian could hem, seam, and back-stitch, but she knew nothing of Poonah painting, or imita- tions of Japan work — which his sisters executed ^\dth success. She sang with a sweet clear voice in the village choir, but knew nothing of instrumental music, and had scarcely ever seen a piano ; whilst his sisters executed duets in a style which cer- tainly produced a stunning effect. In his father's house meals were matters of grave importance, and to eat at any but the pre- scribed hom^s was considered a sm against 10 CONSTANCE RI\T]T?S. good taste. Lilian liad been accustomed to dine on an apple and a piece of bread, and as neither required cooking, slie took both as hunger dictated. In the few miserable days passed with her husband's family, each member seemed determined to mortify and oppress her to the amount of their small powers — and grief unspeakable ! Edward did not seem to take Lilian's part. There is an mherent convic- tion in a man's mind that his own family are ''the Avise of the earth," and that the precepts mculcated in his childhood cannot err. When he falls in love these houshold deities totter slightly, but only to establish themselves more firmly in the new home. Clever must be that wife who, seeming to bow down and worship these strange gods, contrives in her feigned devotion to topple them down, and place others of her own construction in their place. CONSTANCE RIVERS. 11 Regular days had regular joints appro- priated to tliem, and Lilian, Avliose fevered moutli loathed the Avine and beer, and Thames water, on asking timidly, at lunch- eon, for some fruit, which was not on the table, Avas told with a sneer that — " Their family only ate fruit at the right time — at dessert." The mother-in-law was sure that Edward's pocket could never stand a white dress every day. " Wliy, do you know, Mrs. Edward, what those white dresses cost to wash ?" "No." " No ? you seem to know nothing. Wliy, eighteenpence each ! You had better ask Ned to buy you something dark and serviceable. I suppose you have no money of yom* own — that young woman, yom* maid, can make it. / never had a maid till my daughters grew up." 12 CONSTANCE RIVERS. Lilian explained, in a faltering tone, that Patty was only to stay Avith lier as a com- panion, till — till baby is born, and perhaps after as a nurse. " r shall want a nurse," she added, more boldly. " Great nonsense to count your chicken before it is hatched," said Mrs. Rivers. " Better have left her in Cornwall. Where are you going to put me^ I should like to know, for of course I shall stay with you to witness the birth of Ned's first child — a motherless girl, too," added the pompous lady, taking great credit to herself for the tenderness of her maternal feelings, whilst Lilian, perfectly overwhelmed by this new misfortune, could not utter a word of the thanks required of her. She shrank from the repellent, vulgar, and harsh woman, who asserted her clahn, at the hour of the young wife's greatest suffering and possibly CONSTANCE RIVERS. 13 peril, to be with her ; and Lihan could not help a lurking ^vish that her Edward had been motherless as well as herself. We will now return to where we left her with Patty bathing her forehead. This young person reminded her that her master would be back soon, and would expect to find her dressed for dinner. She knew that the ex- pectation of seeing hun would do more than an}^hing else to still her sobs. Patty took her to her room, and smooth- ed her hair, and put on her a clean muslin dress, not having the fear of the mother-in- law before her eyes ; and then the young wife stationed herself at the drawing-room window, from whence she could watch the entrance into the court called a garden, which, lighted by a gas lamp, revealed clearly the few persons who passed in. Tliere she stood, leaning her head against the glass, till Patty, who Imgered near, re- 14 CONSTANCE RIVERS. minded lier that she would have a du-ty mark where her brow had touched it. She withdrew her forehead with a gesture of impatience, and tried to rub it clean with her handkerchief, but London dirt seems greasy, and only spreads by friction. Patty got a towel and wiped it off — just in time, for Lilian had perceived her father-in-law turn in imder the glare of the lamp, and, forgetting everything but the sudden dread that something might have happened to Edward, which his father had come to announce, she ran downstairs, and through the passage to the front door, which she opened for Mr. Rivers, just as he was about to knock, and his astonishment was un- bounded at seeing his daughter-in-law in the place of the footman. " What !— Mrs. Edward !— how could you do such an unusual — such an improper thing? Open the door yourself! Wliat CONSTANCE RIVERS. 15 does your husband keep tliat boy for ? " The door of her uncle's house had scarcely ever been fastened, and in the summer it stood open ; in the winter Lilian or her uncle thought it no shame to welcome their visitors on the threshold, and, hearing or seeing coming footsteps, to open the door themselves. So that Lilian did not see her impropriety in so dark an aspect as it ap- peared to her father-in-law ; but she liked him best of her new relations, for from him she had received the only greeting which had any cordiality m it on her first arrival in Castle Square ; so she said she was " very sorry — very, indeed. She would not open the door to him again, and " (with a spice of roguery) " would take care that he should be kept waiting in the court rather than distress him thus in future." He grumbled out his message then from her husband, which was an excuse for not 16 CONSTANCE RIVEES. dining with her, as the people m Castle Square wanted him to meet some friends of theirs. Lilian said " very well " with a sinking heart, for she felt the snub of exclusion, though she should have declined the dinner had she been asked. Mr. Rivers then left her, and she rung the bell for the awkward lad in livery, who had six weeks before rejoiced in a muffin cap and long petticoats at a charity-school, to open the door for the departing mer- chant. Then, drearily enough, she sat down to her dinner, giving herself the consolation of Patty's company and talking of the vil- lage they had left, and wondering whether the uncle of one was taking his supper of gruel, and the father of the other his cider posset. At eleven o'clock Lilian again took her stand at the drawing-room window, to watch for her husband's return. 17 CHAPTER II. " Poor particle of sand, in nature's hour-glass, Falling unnoticed 'midst its myriad fellows ; Poor plaything ! sought by youth to make his time pass, Dropt from the hand as manhood's judgment mellows ; Few are the tears that grace thy parting hour. And hurrying life resumes its wonted power." E. B. L. rPHE lie at continued to be oppressive, and Lilian felt ill and faint, when her hus- band at length arrived, at a quarter to twelve. He found her agitated and de- pressed. Tlie old nurse proposed to send for the surgeon ; and Edward, with the idea that he was pouring balm into the afflicted breast of his wife, assured her that he had " sent for his mother," which he knew '' would be a comfort to her." VOL. I. c 18 CONSTANCE RIVERS. Patty, though ordered away by everyone but Lilian, who clung to her hand, persisted in remaining with her friend and mistress. After many hours of pain and peril, a deli- cate infant was born, whose sex brought disappointment to the father, as he had hoped for a boy. " Give me the child," said the mother's feeble voice, stretching weak arms from the coverlet. She had heard a few words of grumbling, and could have wept, had she. not been too weak, at the thought that her infant was un welcomed. Weaker she was becoming every moment; but with the first stirring of maternal love came an intense desire for life. " Am I worse than is usual ?" she said, grasping the hand of the surgeon, as he put liis finger on her pulse. " Do you think I shall live or — die ?" she continued, with a great effort, as if the pronunciation of the CONSTANCE RIVERS. 19 word would bring about tlie fact, and with a terrible eagerness in her eyes which were fixed on his face. The doctor was a pious man — Low Church. "There is no sa}dng," said he, looking up to the ceiling, " how far the arm of the Lord may be stretched out to pluck you from the depth of hell." *' Oh ! I know what that means," she said, tossing his hand away impatiently. " I am dying ! — send for Edward ! — oh ! Patty, I am dying ! — the arm of the Lord ! — I can't expect a miracle ! — Edivard !" she gasped, holding him by his curls, as she drew him towards her, "send the child into the country — she can't breathe here. Oh ! Patty, promise you will take the child back to Cornwall — Edward will pay you." " My dearest, why this ?" " Because I'm d}ing fast. I heard him tell the nurse I should not be alive in two c2 20 CONSTANCE RIVERS. hours. I should so hke to hve, for the poor baby's sake !" " You Avill Hve — you shall live !" said Edward; "send for Doctor Victory — tell him to come directly. Lie still and com- pose yourself; you will get over this faint- ness presently." Lilian lay still, and Edward called the surgeon, and heard from him the confirma- tion of Lilian's convictions — she was sinking. " Can nothing be done ?" "Nothing, but a little stimulant now and then." A message now came from downstairs — Miss Rivers wanted to speak to her brother ; she was engaged to be married to a young clergyman of high Puseyitish notions, who had suggested the propriety of reading prayers by the dying woman, but who could not conscientiously do so, without first being made aware of her religious impressions. I CONSTANCE RIA^ERS. 21 " Surely you do not wisli your wife to go out of the world like a heathen," said the energetic sister; "who knows to what future punishment your criminal indifference may bring her?" "I'm not indifferent, Maria; but, really, if poor Lilian must die " " Better that she should fall asleep in the Lord," rejoined Miss Rivers. Thus urged, Edward went on tip-toe to the bed-side of his wife, and saw her sad blue pinched face, and her colourless hand placed over the little red arm of the newly- born infant. Edward stooped over her, and said, " Lilian, give me some assurance of your hopes in futurity." LiHan opened her heavy eyes with imper- fect perception. " Open the window," she said faintly — " I can't breathe !" 22 CONSTANCE RIVERS. " Give her her death of cold !" said the nurse. " What ! ojDen the window !" exclaimed her mother-in-law ; " and she only brought to bed a few hours !" Patty threw open both windows, and the draught of air revived for an instant the dying girl. The nurse and Mrs. Rivers hastened to shut them again; and, during the unseemly scuffle which ensued, Edward repeated his question, and the clerg}Tnan stretched out his neck to catch the answer. It was unsatisfactory, for some favourite lines from Cato, often quoted by her uncle, hung upon Lilian's lips, and she repeated them now — " The wide, the unbounded prospect is before me, But shadows, clouds, and darkness rest upon it." " She is wandering," said Edward; " better not disturb her." The clergyman read the prayers for the CONSTANCE RIVERS. 23 dying, till interrupted by tlie final convul- sions — and the child was an orphan ! Truly, like those of a celebrated hero of fiction, her misfortunes began before she was born. Mrs. Rivers, Avho had retired from the room in dudgeon, after her passage of arms with Patty, was awaiting the termination of the domestic tragedy upstairs in company with her daughter. " She can't last long," said the mother-in- law. '' I wonder if Edward will expect me to take charge of that puling baby ?" "I'm sure / should not," rejoined the daughter, " whether he expected it or not. A pretty thing, indeed, to give up one of our rooms for a nursery — and to give you and papa a squalling brat to disturb you in your old age." "Well as to that^ Jane, I'm not so very old ', not but what a child, and a fresh nursery, and all the trouble of a nurse, and 24 CONSTANCE RIVERS. always a separate fire, must be a great vexa- tion." "I wonder whether Edward will keep this house, or let the remainder of the lease ?" said Jane, with a floating thought that her future husband might get it a bargain from her brother under the circum- stances. " 'Tis all over, mum," said the nurse, putting her head in at the door. " I've giv the babe some gruel, and a drop of Dalby's in it to set it to sleep, so we may have a little peace, when we've laid out that poor thing upstairs, which we is going to do now, me and my helper." "Where's Mr. Edward?" " He's a-shut hisself up in his dressing- room, and won't speak to no one." " I think we will go home, Jane. We shall get something to eat comfortable, and Edward can come and speak to us in the CONSTANCE RIVERS. 25 evening, when no one can see him, as it would not be right to be seen out before she is buried. Monstrous provoking, to be sure, that Mrs. Edward should go to die just now, this dreadful hot weather, just when you've got set up with summer clothes — a fine expense to go into mourning, too !" "Well, ma, better she should die now, than when she had half a dozen children to plague us. I think we must forgive her the season of the year, all the more as I don't suppose she wished to die." " No business to go and get married, that IknoA\;of!" said the logical lady. "And whilst she did die, 'twould have been a mercy if she had taken that weakly child with her. Just as I wanted to go to Rams- gate, too, with you girls. And now I sup- pose your father won't let us go till after the funeral." Edward, having wept away the first vio- 26 CONSTANCE RIVERS. lence of his sorrow, on emerging from his dressing-room, heard sobs, and looking into the chamber of death, saw Patty, with the infant in her arms, trying to hush it to sleep, to which the dose of Dalby's had not yet been sufficiently potent to consign it. "What is to be done with this child?" was the question the father asked himself " You seemed very fond of Mrs. Edward Rivers," he said, addressing Patty. A fresh burst of weeping was the reply. "Would it suit you to remain with me, and take charge of the child ?" " Oh ! sir, I could not live here. I've never felt able to breathe since I came up." " Would you take the infant back to your own home ?" " You see, sir, I should not mind the trouble for her that is gone, but I have father at home, and a child makes a differ- ence ; there's the fires, and then babes will CONSTANCE RIVERS. 27 cry, and aggravate the men, just as they want a good night's rest." " I should pay you what is right, and enough to satisfy your father," and the young merchant ran over in his mind the various expenses. "If I keep the child there is the board of the nurse, £25, wages £10 more, beer and washing £4 (£39) — washing done cheaper in the country. If I give her £50 a year to keep the child, and provide its clothes, I shall do handsomely, and not lose anything ; there will be a constant fire in the nursery if it stays here — that will momit up to £11 in the course of the year." It was agreed, therefore, that Patty should write and suggest this arrangement to her father. " The child must be brought up by hand, of course — a wet nurse would be an absm^d expense," said the fatlier. 28 CONSTANCE RIVERS. "But if," said the careful Patty, "the babe should pine away, and be likely to die " " Pooh ! nonsense ! — that will not die !" he answered, unpatiently, and, sotto voce, " had it been a boy, now, there might have been some good in its li\TJig." A week after, and the poor young wife was consigned to Kensal Green Cemetery, and Patty and the infant were sent off to Cornwall, where both were forgotten by the Rivers family, excepting when the period of half-yearly payments reminded Edward of his loving folly, as he now considered it, and made him utter muttered curses on its fruits — why did she not die ? — she was always reported by Patty to be " delicate." Edward Rivers had not given up the lease of liis house. He wiped his eyes, and used them to look about liim, and ultimate- CONSTANCE RIVERS. 29 ly fixed them on the coarse features of the only daughter of a diysalter, whose father was supposed to be enormously wealthy. Edward was rather disappomted at finding that £5,000 was all that liis future father- in-law was willing to pay down on the marriage ; but he had gone too far to re- tract, and, besides, he lived in hopes of better thmgs in the future ; so Miss Cheek was, before six months had elapsed, estab- lished as mistress of the cook and house- maid and ci-devant muffin cap in Saint Helen Square, and exerted her newly- acquired authority in refurnishing and restoring her rooms, and by dint of anti- macassars, and a nimble tongue, she banished deforming stams from the drawing room, and the smokers themselves to Edward's back room, or " study," as it was called. Two little Rivers' gMs came like olive branches to bless their parents round 30 CONSTANCE RIVERS. their table, and every year the £50 to Lihan's child was more and more be- grudged. Eighteen years had elapsed since we in- troduced Edward Rivers and his young wife to the reader. Eighteen years passed in successful scheming in toiling for wealth, with varied fortune, but ever advancing in position and consequence, had exalted hun from Saint Helen Square to a handsome house in Hanover Square, and a seat in Par- liament, as representative for the Borough of M . Eighteen years had preserved to him also two daughters, now aged seventeen and sixteen. Constance, the neglected child of his lost Lilian, had been left undisturbed in the possession of Patty Penrose, the game- keepers daughter. Patty had been exalted, too, in her way, and had been promoted to be housekeeper in " the great house," as it was called, where, as the possessor was not CONSTANCE RIVERS. 31 in the habit of residing, Patty, or Mrs. Pen- rose, as she was called, kept her young charge, with great satisfaction to herself, for the child was first an amusement, and then a companion. The sum of fifty pounds was mulct to pay for Constance's slender ward- robe ; for Mr. Rivers had given a supple- mentary five pounds occasionally, with such unwillingness, that Patty preferred doing the best with her small allowance, to makhig any additional claim. The tie of love between her and her charge could have but one termination, and that was hastening on. Constance's great- uncle had been dead for some years ; but Mr. Rivers one day received a letter from a strano^er, who si^jned himself Rector of Saint Eye, the village where Lilian had dwelt, informing Mr. Rivers that the worthy wo- man who had had the charge of his daughter was at the point of death, and was very 32 CONST^VXCE RIVEKS. anxious that he should come or send for " her dear child," as she called the young lady, as soon as " the breath was out of her body," for otherwise the poor thing would be "so lonesome." This appeal from an educated man, and a gentleman — a man in his own sphere of life — could not be disregarded by one who was careful to pay the tithe of mint and anise and cummin, whereby to obtain " the praise of men." Mr. Rivers put himself into the train on the South Western Railway, and arrived at Boscobel, or "the great house," as it was called, late in the evening. The porter ad- mitted him, and a female servant preceded him on tiptoe to the room where Patty had ceased to breathe. There was the stark thing lying on the bed — the head and face in shadow, and at the foot, with her head bowed on her clasped hands, knelt a slender CONSTANCE RIVERS. S3 figure, whicli instinct told him it was Con- stance. The noise of his approach, though slight, aroused her, and she arose and stood upright, seemingly defiant, in her grief, of any interruption. Years seemed obliterated be- fore the rocking brain of the father. Memory recalled a slight extended figure, and Patty sobbing over his infant. Now it seemed as if his late wife stood living before him, and Patty had taken her place on the bed of death. Though Edward recognised his daughter from her resemblance to his de- ceased wife, she had no such land-mark to guide her. He was to her but an unwelcome witness of her desolation. "I am Mr. Rivers — your father, my dear." " Mr. Rivers — my father !" repeated Con- stance, slowly, after the speaker, as if trying to attach some meanmg to the word. He advanced and held out his hand, and, stoop- VOL. I. D 34 CONSTANCE RIVERS. ing forward, kissed lier brow. This salute she suffered, but did not return ; and, sitting doAvn by the side of the bed, she covered her eyes with her hands, and sobbed con- vulsively. "" I have lost all the love I ever had," would have been the words of her feel- ings. " I wonder how long that girl means to sit crying there?" was her father's idea. " My dear Constance, I have come down, with much inconvenience to myself, to fetch you, and I hope you will be ready to return home with me to-morrow mornmg." Constance arose from her seat. " No — I will not return with you to-mor- row — I will not leave her till — oh ! mother, mother !" she cried, ilinghig herself on the corpse, '^ what can I do without you !" " You wish to remain till after the fune- ral?" said her father. ^' Well, perhaps 'tis CONSTANCE RIVERS. 35 natural, but by no means compulsatory, as she was no relation in blood. However, my dear, we won't begin witli a difference of opinion ; I will go down and remain at tbe little inn, and you will see tliat all is done, as soon as it decently can be accom- plished. I don't see the necessity for mourn- ing." " I do," said Constance. " But if you wish it very much," said the father, takmg no notice of the interruption, " you may get what you please at the shop, and send in the bill to me," and Edward walked out of the room as if he had said a generous thing. d2 36 CHAPTER III. He ever spoke, and wrote just as he ought, But never reached one high or generous thought." Pope. IIR. RIVERS, as I have stated, walked away witli an air of satisfaction in his countenance, resulting from the conscious- ness that he should be considered a generous man by his daughter, and the few people who smTOunded her. He went to the small hotel and ordered his dinner and bed, for he would not have Uked liis juxtaposition with death, could he have obtained either, at Boscobel. He awoke on the following morning with a feeling of irritation against Constance, for being the cause of his detention CONSTANCE EIVERS. 37 in Cornwall ; and a tliouglit passed through his mind, whether he might obtain any re- spectable person to escort his daughter to London, leaving her to follow him. Then through his mercantile brain ran quick cal- culations of the double expense imposed by such a course, and he hesitated al30ut adopt- ing it. Perhaps some townswoman might be going up, and would take charge of Con- stance without any difficulty — at any event he might make inquiries. After his breakfast he strolled out, and unconsciously took the 'old famihar road to- wards the bridge, which stood opposite to what he and Lilian had called " the bower of roses by Bendemeer's stream." He leaned over the grey stone parapet, and looked at the glancing waters which had so often reflected his form and Lilian's. Half covered by yellow and white lichen were her initials, which on one idle summer even- 38 CONSTANCE RIVERS. ing he had hollowed out by repeated strokes of his knife. He turned towards the cot- tage, and felt that he longed for the wel- come he had once received within that lowly porch. The verbena had climbed higher, the roses and honeysuckle, and the star-like blooms of the myrtle passed the upper widows and adorned the thatch ; but strange footsteps passed in and out, and looks which gave no response to his. His dream of a life passed with Lilian had been broken as completely as the bubble blown by the child, gorgeous in rainbow colours, subsides into common soap and water at the touch of his finger. " Ah ! well, I was but a boy then, and a fool, of course — I have more sense and ex- perience now, and know what it is to look after the main chance. This poor girl will be a terrible log — very beautiful, though — get lier off my hands as soon as I can — the CONSTANCE EIYEES. 39 women won't give her much peace, nor me either, so long as she is in the house. I was a fool to marry so young; but, then, one cannot always be wise — other people may be foolish too," said he, thinking of Constance's beauty; and his memory wandered to a weal- thy alderman of his acquaintance, who might like a young wife as lovely as Constance, and he made a memorandum to ask him to dinner so soon as he got home. It was true that he was coarse in person, and weak in intellect, but he was a good connection in the mercantile world. Constance ought to be glad of such a wealthy match. Men seem to think that their sex should have a monopoly m acts of folly as regards matrimony. Constance's inclinations, or the reverse, should not be consulted. Letters which arrived by the afternoon post, following him from London, determined him to return mthout waiting for Constance ; 40 CONSTANCE RIVERS. SO lie called on her, and informed her of the necessity, and promised her to send his foot- man to escort her to London. She saw that she was expected to be grateful, and ex- pressed due thanks. She had no love for her father, for she felt little gratitude for the bare gift of existence, which had not been a happy one ; or for the grudged allow- ance, which had scarcely repaid her foster- mother for her board and clothing. Her heart seemed scared when that kind woman was laid in the earth ; and Constance, on the day following, was placed in a first-class carriage by the grave London footman, who took his place in the second class. 41 CHAPTER IV. " Love seizes us suddenly, without giving us warning, and our disposition or our weakness favours the surprise — one look at, one glance from the fair determines us." La Bruyere. pONSTANCE travelled alone for some time. She had followed her incliuation in or- dering deep mourning, and her beautiful face was concealed by a thick crape veil, which, heing thrown back so as to be doubled, hung down and concealed all but the rounded chin. So long as the daylight continued, Constance was content; but as it grew towards twilight, she became nervous, and when the footman, on the stopping of the train at one of the stations, came and silently touched his hat, to mquire if she wanted anything, 42 CONSTAXCE KIVERS. she leant towards him, and said tremu- lously — " James, are there plenty of people in your carriage ?" " Yes, miss — plenty." " Oh ! James, I should like to go there too." " Could not be thought of, miss — ^master would never get over it." His daughter travelling second class in- deed! " Oh ! James, could you not come and sit here, I'm so afraid ?" James was an elderly man, bound to a wife who was carefully secreted from his master s knowledge ; but he simpered at this proposition — " No, miss, it cannot be — 'tis against na- ture that a footman should travel Avith Ms yoimg misses. I've took my ticket second class, and master won't pay it if I change it." CONSTANCE RIVERS. 43 He looked at the otlier first-class carriages, but tliey were full. "You won't take no harm," he continued, patronizingly — " I'll look to ye whenever the train stops." So Constance sat down again, flushed and mortified at having made a proposition which had been considered absurd, if not improper. At the next station a gentleman got in. The train had only stopped a few minutes, and it was too dark for him to distinguish anything but a heap of black in the further corner. He did not trouble himself to find out the sex of the other occupant of the carriage, but arranged his wrapper comfort- ably. " Man or woman, I wonder ?" were his thoughts. " If a man, I may smoke ; if a woman, I need not know her sex, and being alone she probably won't complain." So he lit his cigar. At the next station the gas flmig its sudden light on every object 44 CONSTANCE RIVERS. clearly. C ons tance had shrunk into the furthest corner, trying to diminish her size, and hung her head to conceal the small portion of her face which might possibly peep out. A mortal terror possessed her. Her compan- ion, in the meantime, observed her figure, slender, and youthful, and shrinkmg. The gentleman — for society accorded him that rank — was tall and well-built. His fair hair curled in waves of soft gold over his rather depressed forehead. His whiskers were long and red, as was his moustache, which half- cealed a projecting sensual mouth, thick- lipped and large. His eyes, originally blue, were partly closed by their tumid lids, which, as well as the blood-shot eyeballs, bespoke indulgence, if not intemperance. He was about thirty-five years of age. He took out his Bradshaw. " Half an hour before we reach the next station — plenty of time to begin, and make an acquaintance." CONSTANCE RIVERS. 45 And lie arose, and leaving his place, seated himself by the side of his companion, from whom no compartment in the carriage separated him. Some little time afterwards, a gentleman asleep in the next carriage heard somethmg knocking agauist the win- dow, and letting it down caught the end of a parasol, and heard piercing cries for " Help ! help !" from a female voice. The lady, for it was Constance, was leaiung out of the carriage mndow, so as to be in danger of falling. The gentleman shouted to the guard, but with no chance of being heard. Then he climbed out of the window of his carriage, and stepped along the l*edge till he reached her. " What is it ? What is hurting you ?" " Oh ! help !" repeated the girl, giving no explanation ; but the gentleman heard brutal oaths from the other occupant of the car- riage. " Take me out !" said Constance, 46 CONSTANCE EIVERS. breathlessly. "Let me stand wliere you are!" " Better not — better wait — the train is slackening its speed — it will stop in a few minutes." Constance leant lierlieadon the gentleman's arm heavily. She had fainted. Now the offender was on the side of the carriage nearest to the platform; when the train stopped, he called a porter, and, stepping out, was lost in the darkness, whilst Constance's new acquaintance was busy in supporting her and calling for assistance. He was on the side of the carriage furthest from the platform, and he could get no one near him, and feared that Lily would fall and hurt herself if he let her go. At length he dropped her gently, and ran along the ledge of the carriages till he rounded the last, and climbing on to the platform gave an alarm — " Lady ill !" CONSTANCE RIVERS. 47 " Whicli carriage, sir?" said a porter indif- ferently ; " train only waits three and half minutes here, sir — better get in — fresh air will revive the lady." The gentleman ran on ; he had counted the carriages, and found Constance lying where he had dropped her. He sprang in, the door was slammed by the porter, and the journey continued, giving Constance every advantage of " fresh air " from the velocity of the train, and mth this time a man of honour and humanity as her companion. Sir Eustace Yorke — for so he was called — raised Constance up, untied the strings of her bonnet, seated her by his side, and turned her pale face to meet the wind. Her bonnet, thus released, fell off, and her rich dark hair fell dishevelled on her shoulders and bosom. Blue shadows surrounded her lids, her nostrils looked pmched and contracted, 48 CONSTANCE EIVEES. her mouth slightly open and colourless, yet the form of the oval face was perfect, and the eyelashes, thickly fringing the purple lids, dark as death. Sir Eustace was a soldier, and had often pressed his fingers on the fluttering pulse of a wounded or sinking comrade, but had never before manipulated so delicate a wrist. She lay with her head supported on his breast, as she recovered her senses slowly, and fixed her eyes with vagTie terror on his, when they renewed their speculation. Then she mthdrew herself with instinctive modesty from his supporting arm, and sunk back in the carriage. " That scomidrel ! — I wish I could have caught him," he exclaimed, impetuously. " Should you recognize him if you saw him again ? Could you swear to his person ?" Sir Eustace had seen no one, but from Constance's cries, and from the oaths he had CONSTANCE RIVERS. 49 heard, lie knew tliat a man had been the aggressor. " No, I do not know him — I could not swear to him! " sobbed Constance, who was not speaking truth, and knew it ; but her school of morality had not been a strict one, and when a lie was more convenient than the truth, she lied ; but the look of earnestness in the face of her companion made her ashamed of the falsehood — " besides," she stammered, " I should not like — if I could identify hun — in a court of justice — it would be so — shocking !" and a beautiful flush arose over her lovely face, and pleaded for forbearance. " I can understand your reluctance," said her companion ; " but really such ruffians ought to be punished, and the natural objection Avhich a modest woman has to make such a charge ought not to defeat the ends of justice. But surely you are too VOL. I. E 50 CONSTANCE RIVERS. young and too " — " beautiful " was the word on his tongue, but he changed it into " too helpless to travel alone." " My father's footman is somewhere in the train — in a second-class carriage," said Constance, hurriedly ; and she was glad that her new friend should think that she was cared for by some one. " Not much use there," said her new acquaintance ; " but it is a comfort that you are safe, and recovering. Do you expect any friends to meet you at the terminus, or IB this useful footman to escort you home ?" "■ I don't know," said Constance. "I have never been in my father's house since I was a week old." And then she told Sir Eustace how she had hved with her foster-mother in an old country-seat in Cornwall, and how dreary she felt at the death of her protectress. This she said simply, in answer to questions CONSTANCE RIVERS. 51 put by Sir Eustace. She seemed to have no idea of enlisting his sympathies, nor to care particularly for the interest his manner showed in the narration. She seemed pos- sessed by a settled sorrow, which gave a plaintive expression to those downcast and deeply-shadowed blue eyes. The train stopped at length, and the de- mand for the tickets indicated that they were near the end of their journey. When this took place, the footman came to the door of the carriage, and announced that his mistress's carriage had come to meet Miss Rivers. "Allow me to conduct you," said Sir Eustace, and they followed the man to where the carriag-e stood. The footman o held his arm, and Constance stepped into the presence of her father's wife and her sisters- in-law. Sir Eustace gave a hurried glance at the E 2 52 CONSTANCE RIVERS. occupants of the carriage. He saw the coarse face of the mistress, and those of her daughters, only less developed, and sighed to think of the association to which his new acquaintance would be exposed. He feared, too, that they looked ill-tempered, though, as he took off his hat and bowed, to pro- pitiate them towards their young relative, they smoothed their sullen brows as swiftly as circumstances permitted, and bowed graciously in return. Sir Eustace could not see the termination of his acquaint- ance with Constance without a struggle to continue it. " May I be permitted to call and inquire after the health of Miss Rivers? Her journey must have been a fatiguing one." '• Certainly — much honoured," said Mrs. Rivers, as Sir Eustace presented his card. " We live at No. — , Hanover Square," said Mrs. Rivers. CONSTANCE EIVEKS. 53 Sir Eustace bowed again, and with one stealthy look at Constance, that last look which always betrays so much,, he retreated, and the carriage rolled away. With him de- parted the sunshine from the face of the mother and her daughters. 54 CHAPTER V. " Woe is me that I am compelled to dwell in Meleck, and have my habitation among the tents of Kedar." Psalms. " TTOU seem to have picked up a fine beau on your travels, Miss Rivers. Pray did you come all tlie way from Corn- wall with him ?" Constance explained that he had only come a short distance with her in the same carriage, and said nothing of the circumstances that had led to their acquaintance. The females took a deliberate survey of Constance's mourning. They were in mourning for the deceased Mrs. Cheek, the mother of Mrs. Rivers, and, as she had no money to leave, the mourning was less superb than COXSTANCE RIVERS. 55 the ladies wisliecl it to be. Mr. Rivers's axiom, that '' no one should mourn for those who did not leave enough to purchase a pocket-handkerchief to wipe away the tears that should be shed," had not been com- pletely, but very nearly acted on. Old mourning had been made to try to look ^' as good as new," in which sad attempt it never succeeds, and the ladies cast surly looks askant at Constance's fresh mourning, which showed to advantage her slender, faultless proportions, " I wonder what she gave for her new gloves, ma ?" said the youngest. " Ask her, mum," said Miss Charlotte. " What did you give for your gloves. Miss R. ?" said the mother. " I really do not know. My father, Mr. Rivers, ordered the mourning to be sent. I did not see the bill." " Umph !" said the lady. 5Q CONSTANCE RIVERS. " I think papa might give us new gloves. I'm sure ive want them badly enough." " Hush !" said the mother. " Pray why did you order broivn-hlsick bombazeen ? I believe the person for whom you are in mourning was no relation. Such an affecta- tion ! I'm sure blue-black would have been much better !" " My foster-mother was not indeed related to me by birth, but she was the dearest friend I ever had, and I loved her better than anyone else in the world. There are some who are ' more than km and less than kind,' " said Constance, with some spirit. " I shall inform your father. Miss Rivers, of your filial feelings of love and gratitude," retorted the lady. " As you please," said Constance, inclining her head. " I suppose I shall do as I please, mtliout the permission of such — " and the conclu- CONSTANCE RIVERS. 5 7 sion was whispered iii the ears of her daugh- ters, "an unpudent hussy as that T Constance was silent during the rest of the drive, seeming to look out on the various shops, with their variety of attractions, but she saw nothing but the housekeeper's room, now untenanted, where she had passed her life by Patty's side ; and the remembrance 'of that kind woman's tenderness made her eyes fill with tears — a sign of sensibility which Mrs. Rivers considered as a proof that the girl was going to " knock under," as she informed Miss Charlotte in a whisper. Mr. Rivers had not returned when they reached home, and Constance was sho^vn to her small room at the top of the house, which looked out on the leads and a wilderness of smoky chimneys. She was to be sole occu- pant, however, and there was comfort in that. She sat down, rather out of breath from the unusual ascent, for at Boscobel the 58 CONSTANCE RIVERS. old staircases were c^entlv mclinecl, with a lordly disregard of tlie space required for their construction. As she sat, she contem- plated the washing-stand, with its small bit of common soap, and its meagre supply of towels. There was nothing else to look at, excepthig the ugly bro^^vn and yellow stripes on the paper ; but dull and unumting as was the prospect, it was less so than the un- friendly faces which would greet her des- cent. She looked about for her portman- teau, feeling that it was her only relic of home now — of her lost home ; but it had not been brought up, and Constance could find no bell. She went down, and discovered it in the hall, and, too tunid to ring for help, she dragged it slowly and breathlessly to her den, meeting Mrs. Elvers on the second flight, who told her that she was living amongst ladies noii\ and must not demean herself with such servants' work. CONSTANCE KIVERS. 59 Her Avisli to be independent of lielp had induced her to order her dresses to be made to fasten in front, so that she had no occa- sion to ask aid of the lady's-maid, whose ser- vices were in constant requisition by the mother and her daughters. When dressed in her Ioav mourning dinner-dress, she looked so brilliantly fair and so beautiful, that her father started at seeing her enter the draw- ing-room before dinner, and, with some show of tenderness, came forward to em- brace her. This feelmc^ of admiration and nascent affection was observed with rancour by Mrs. Rivers, who saw Avith vexation how clumsy m person, and thick and muddy in com- plexion, were her o^vn guis by the side of the new comer. "You are the eldest," said her father, who, after helping his Avife to fish, inquired if Constance Avould eat any. 60 CONSTANCE RIVERS. "" Oh ! yes, Constance is older than we are," chorused the gkls, spitefully ; " she is quite welcome to the dignity of being helped before us." "Not so very old, notwithstanding," said her father, good-naturedly ; " only about eighteen, I think, so you need not blush for your age, Miss Rivers." Constance was blushing, but from what min- gled feelings none could know. She was left to eat her dinner, or to leave it uneaten, for the stream of conversation was of persons of whom Constance knew nothing. Not much trouble hadbeen taken to cultivate Constance's natural quickness of intellect, and she would have been puzzled to have been required to talk abstractedly, could her new relations have led to such subjects ; but they could not. Mr. Rivers had sought neither culti- vation, intellect, nor beauty in his second choice. I am not sure he was not right in CONSTANCE RIVERS. 61 limiting liis requirements to so many thou- sands in tlie tliree per cents, for on that subject there could be neither disappoint- ment nor delusion when the sum was once ascertained. 62 CHAPTER VI. " The flower transplanted to ungenial soil Droops its sad head, vnth petals pale, though folded, And flings weak tendrils to the biting air, Craving support — no friendly branches near." Anon. DEADER, did you ever observe a young pullet turned into a strange farmyard ? It tries to walk about as if it were unno- ticed, in mortal terror all tlie time of tlie old bens, who sweep about with wings drooping over broods of well-cared for chickens — of half-grown, lively fowls, who run eagerly to any slight disturbance in the earth which may indicate a buried worm, and give a vicious peck at the stranger as tliey pass — of that stately black Spanish CONSTANCE RIVERS. 63 bird, a spinster seemingly, and more spite- ful, therefore, wlio drives the poor pullet before her, and will not let her consort with any member of the farmyard. If you have witnessed this, you may have some idea of Constance's life at George Street. Wlien she came down to breakfast, from natm-al politeness, she said, " Good morn- ing " to the company generally — a piece of dvihty to which no one responded. Mr, Rivers had his bald head bent over the Times, Mrs. Rivers was making the tea, the two girls never lifted their heads from their plates. One of those sickening London loaves stood in the centre of the table, denuded of crust at the four sides, where it had been baked in juxtaposition with many neighbours ; a rack of dry toast, containing just enough for the company in the number of slices, with the exception of Constance — thi.^ made the whole of the breakfast. Constance 64 CONSTANCE EIVERS. drew the loaf towards her, seeing the toast rack emptied by eager fingers, cut a small slice from the mitempting block of bread, but she could not eat it — it seemed like trying to masticate sponge. She gave it up, and drank hastily part of the weak, cream- less tea served to her by her step-mother. '' You haven't been accustomed to such tea as that in Ctornwall?" — Constance bowed — " made of Thames water." Constance started, and set down the half- emptied cup. " Well ?" — interrogatively. "You cannot mean, madam, that the tea is made of water from the Thames as it is in this neighbourhood ?" " Yes, it is," said the lady — " the best water in the world for making tea — so soft!" " No less than seven bodies were drawn out of the river yesterday, in various stages CONSTANCE RIVEES. ^5 of decomposition," said Mr. Rivers, reading from the Times, not hearing or attending to the conversation going on. Constance said nothing, but begged for a little milk, emptying the remainder of the tea into the slop-basin. " You can have as much as I kept for your second cup," said Mrs. Rivers ; " but milk is dear in London, and what we buy, dear as it is, is half water," " None, thank you," said Constance. Mrs. Rivers had unconsciously hit on an effectual plan for preventing Constance from drinking milk. Constance had been the dar- ling of Patty Penrose, whose means, though not abundant, had sufficed to procure shnple indulgences for her adopted daughter, who had been to a degree spoilt and unfitted for a different mode of life. Milk, cream, fresh eggs, vegetables and fruit, preserves and honey, had always been abundant in her VOL. I. F 66 CONSTANCE RIVEES. Cornish home. She was a water-drinker, and enjoyed the cold, fresh, sparkhng draught from the deep wells at Boscobel, and thought with dismay with what fluid she must relieve her thirst in London. "Wliat do you drmk at luncheon and dinner ?" she asked timidly. ^' Beer for luncheon — ^beer and wine for dinner," said Mr. Rivers snappishly; "every- body does !" Constance remembered that she had an ap- ple in her travelling-bag, and waited till break- fast was concluded to return to her room and eat it. "That crude apple that diverted Eve " was probably more appetizing, and, it is to be hoped, more " sweet in the mouth," however bitter in digestion, to our first pa- rent. Constance was still hmigry, and hoped for better things at luncheon-tune ; but it was not ten o'clock, and how to get through the hours till one was a puzzle. Her father CONSTANCE RIVERS. 67 relieved her from the difficulty in some de- gree. "Here are some silk handkercliiefs I bought yesterday, Constance — ^let me see how you can hem them," and he tossed the bundle to her. She took them cheerfully. " Certainly, papa." When Mr. Rivers had departed, she said to her mother-in-law, who was standing by, " Could you be so good as to give me some ingrained scarlet thread or silk? I have nothing but black and white reels of cotton." Mrs. Rivers said she would inquire if her maid had any — then that she would buy some cotton when she went out m the car- riage after luncheon. " Is there no shop in the neighbourhood where I could procure some myself, by walking?" Her mother-in-law rejoined with a sneer f2 68 CONSTANCE RIVERS. " that ladies did not walk alone in London, and that the footmen could not be spared to attend her." Thus balked, Constance carefully refolded the handkerchiefs, and put them aside with a sigh — she had wished to please her father by hemming them before he returned from the City, and she did not now know how otherwise to employ herself. She strolled into the drawing-room ; the youngest, Jane, was seated stately at a table in the inner room, with Italian grammar and dictionary before her — pens, paper, ink, and a copy of that sickly bygone Italian romance, " / Pro- messi Sposi^ She was awaiting the arrival of her Italian master. A harp was in a corner of the largest drawing-room — a grand piano on one side of it. Constance had 8een a small one at school, but her education had not extended to extras^ and she knew nothing about music. She put the tip of CONSTANCE RIVERS. 69 her finger on one of the keys, but started at tlie sound, as Miss Jane asked her if she was " fond of music ?" Constance did not know — she supposed the singing of the charity children in church could not be called music — if that was music she thought it very tiresome, and if the verses were to be got through as a part of devotion, she did not see why they should not be read, which might be done much quicker, and without the irksome repetition of the last line. " Then," said Miss Jane, " I suppose you do not like going to church ?" Constance considered for a moment. " I think I like best to sit on a stile on Sunday afternoons, and look down the lovely valleys, and see the people going to church — the men in their smock frocks, and the women in their red cloaks. Then the village bells sound very like beautiful music, 70 CONSTANCE RIVERS. and sometimes a funeral train winds along amongst tlie trees, the people sing- ing their hymns as they go. I like those somids. Miss Jane determined to astonish her new sister-in-law by a performance very different from this, consisting of the execution ofViolli's Concerto in G on the piano ; but the an- nouncement of the Italian master put a stop to the proceeding. Constance found an illustrated volume on the table, with which she amused herself. The youngest girl and her mother did not appear till the luncheon-bell rang. Constance was very hungry, but her distaste to the bread and butter was fresh in the mind. There was a small triangular piece of cold rice pud- ding, the bread and butter and some beer — that was all. Mrs. Rivers helped herself to the whole of the pudding — the girls to some bread and butter. CONSTANCE RIVERS. 71 "Maylliave some cheese?" said Constance, whose dislike of the viands extended to the butter. ""We never eat cheese excepting at proper times," said Miss Jane, sternly. "When is that?" said Constance, simply. " After dinner, of course." The footman who had escorted Constance from Cornwall heard all, and felt a relenting of pity towards the strange girl. " Miss," he whispered, as Constance, unable to eat, left the dining-room, " if you've got sixpence to spare, I'll step out and get you some biscuits." Constance, flushedwith shame and pleasure, and by the good-nature of James, made a hearty, though frugal meal. After luncheon a consultation was carried on in secret be- tween Mrs. Rivers and her eldest daughter, and it was determined to send out Constance and Miss Charlotte in the carriage, whilst the 72 CONSTANCE RIVERS. other two ladies sat up dressed in the drawing-room, to receive Sir Eustace Yorke, if he called. Constance did not rebel. Sir Eustace had been very kmd, but it could be no great pleasure to see him in the presence of those who would be sure to inflict some slight, or " snub," on her, which would have added effect by being done or said in the presence of a stranger. So the ladies arranged the drawing-room in a style of elegant negli- gence, which seemed to consist of piling the centre table with ornaments and photo- graph-books, till not an mch was left vacant. Mrs. Rivers sat on a sofa on one side of the fire-place, and Miss Jane on the other. The two ladies spread the ample folds of their dresses over the couch, and looked at each other critically. " Oh ! mamma," said Jane, " those cherry ribbons in your cap — they are CONSTANCE RIVERS. 73 really — tliey make you look — like — a house- keeper !" " Well, / tliouglit tliey was becoming," said tlie lady, rather nettled; "but I'll put on the pale pink, if you like." " Grey is best, ma, for your — a — com- plexion — I mean," said the dutiful daughter, correcting herself. " And as we are speaking our minds, Jane," continued Mrs. Rivers, " your dress is too tight in the waist; it pushes your shoulders to your ears." '' Really, mamma, it is very unpleasant to tell me that now, when I can't change the dress. It makes one feel so awkward to be told so, just as one is expecting company, and thinkmg one looks nice." " Ah ! well ! Stephens can let it out under the arms a little another time. I hope the young man means to come — 'tis getting on to three o'clock." 74 CONSTANCE KIVERS. She yawned, suffering under an inclina- tion to an afternoon nap, but remembered the new head-dress, and sat bolt up- right. " No one knows what I undergo for the sake of my children, and they are not over- grateful 1" she meditated. " Is Stephens getting on with those handkerchiefs ?" after a pause. " Yes, to be sure, mum. I've taken care that they shall be done before pa comes back." So they sat, and started at every knock and ring at the bell. At length James was heard ascendmg the stairs. Miss Jane's dull skin flushed to a purple tint in expectation. The mother assumed an air of added dig- nity, when, instead of the aristocratic figure of Sir Eustace, a little weedy-legged youth swung himself into the room with a look of good-humoured assurance, resulting from CONSTANCE RIVERS. 75 the usually kind welcome these ladies had formerly vouchsafed to him. " Dear me ! 'tis you^ then, Mr. Mag," said Jane, sinking down again into her seat, from which she had risen m expectation. "Yes, 'tis meT said the ungrammatical youth. "What's up? Best silks on ! Ten and six the yard, / know ! But I thought you was in mourning for the old lady ?" " My mourning," with a heav}^ sigh, " was up yesterday," said Mrs. Rivers. " My dear mother says in her last illness — ' Charlotte,' says she, ' conform to the tunes — you've dooties to society, my dear — six months is plenty for you and the dear girls to mourn. You must harrow your own feelings for the sake of society, and mourn for me in what- ever colour is fashionable.' Says I — ' Mother, we will !' It hurts our feelings," continued the lady, "but we do our dooty." Mr. Theophilus Mag heard tliis account 76 CONSTANCE EIVERS. witli sundry winks and nods of approbation. The winks Avere at Jane, the nods at Mrs. Rivers. " You thought / should drop in to-day," said Theophilus, with a languishing look at Miss Jane. "Well! if you will have the truth," said Jane, " we were expecting Sir Eustace Yorke every moment." " My eye ! he is a swell ! and no mistake — that's what the dresses mean, then," said Mr. Mag. " I am thick with his mother. Lady Yorke. Magnificent woman ! lots of tin — looks tenderly on your humble servant — but no — never sell myself for filthy pelf. I know where my heart's engaged." Another wmk. " So you know Lady Yorke ?" said Mrs. Rivers, curiously. " Intimately — hand and glove." Mr. Theophilus Mag, after taking a five- CONSTANCE RIVERS. 77 shillings' worth in the gallery of the opera, had seen Lady Yorke step mto her carriage, and inquired her name of the box-keeper. A foundation sufficient for Mr. Mag's super- structure. '' How long have you known Sir Eus- tace ?" " Some time," said Jane, coming up to her mother's assistance. ^' Oh ! some time ! Indeed ! I wonder I have never met him here," said the credu- lous youth, who began to fear he had not been asked to some " swell " parties given by the Rivers. "You shall be asked to meet him the next time he dines here," said Mrs. Rivers, sweetly ; for Mag Ph^e was well to do, and Theophilus was his eldest son. Jane, in the meantime, was uneasy lest the new acquamtance should come whilst Mr. Mag remained, and every sound at the front 78 CONSTANCE RIVERS. door made her turn sick with apprehension. She looked with disgust at the conspicuously gigantic stripe in each leg of his gay trou- sers; at his canary waistcoat, and purple and crimson tie. He was a very short man, and, seemingly fearful of being overlooked in the world, he tried to compel attention to liis person by a tasteless mixture of colours, to add importance to a turned-up nose and freckled face. Still, had he been content to remain tranquil, and sit in the shadowed part of the drawing-room, it might not have been so bad ; but Jane feared that Sir Eustace should hear discussed before her the last news about Anonpnas, and their arrange- ments, with which fi-ji conversation Theo- philus was in the habit of regaling her mo- ther and herself, interspersed with boasts of being intimate with those worthy ladies liimself. CONSTANCE RIVERS. 79 Jane got up, and moved uneasily about tlie room, in order to give their guest a hint to depart ; but he was too determined to have an introduction to Sir Eustace, to trouble himself to see her efforts to get rid of him. At length she observed to Mrs. Rivers that it was getting late, and she thought Sir Eustace had probably been prevented com- ing then. With a lucky inspiration of genius, she added — " I should so like you to have met, Mr. Mag, for as you know Lady Yorke so well, it would have been so pleasant to have something for you to talk to him about." Mr. Mag heard, and started — " He was so sorry — he had just remem- bered an engagement^ — must say ta ta. Come again soon," looking lovingly at Jane, whose face he nearly touched with his own in shak- ing hands with her. Then, with a leave- 80 CONSTANCE RIVEES. taking scarcely less tender to Mrs. Rivers, he departed. Both ladies heaved a sigh of relief, and readjusted their silk folds to catch the light becomingly, but in vain. Sir Eus- tace did not come. Constance found her companion silent, and as she had not much to observe, their conver- sation was confined to monosyllables. She had her veil doubled over her face as usual ; but from under its fold she looked out on the stream of carriages and equestrians pass- ing, till she was weary of the crowd of faces, amongst whom she knew no one. The car- riage was open, and she was half wishmg that the order "turn," so unceasingly given, might be changed for " home," when a delicate gloved hand was placed on the window, and a voice which Constance recognised " hoped she had recovered the — " he hesitated — " fatigues of her journey." She flushed, and answered hurriedly, with CONSTANCE RIVERS. 81 a glance at her companion, that she was " quite well ;" and then thinking she was ungracious, she added that she could not be sufficiently grateful for his kindness during the period of her travelling in his company. She looked again quickly at Miss Charlotte, and Sir Eustace understood that she ^vished nothing to be said of the incident which had brought them together. With quick tact he understood that she would be more easy with her new relations if they were propiti- ated ; and, after an eloquent look at Con- stance's beautiful face, he went round to the other side of the carriage, and made some trivial observations to- Miss Charlotte, which dehghted her so highly, that Constance feared she would writhe herself, snake-like, out of her seat, and nearly out of the carriage. After riding by their side for a few minutes. Sir Eustace consulted the small Brequet in his waistcoat-pocket, and with a VOL. I. G 82 CONSTANCE RIVERS. polite but hurried bow galloped off. His attentions to Miss Charlotte had " driven the black dog from her shoulders," and she began to be very communicative to Constance. " Lor, Constance, do you know they will be ready to bust themselves at home about us!" " Indeed !" said Constance, who did not quite understand a prophecy so awful. " Why, don't you see ivhy we was sent out ?" ''No." "Well, you are jolly green, or pretend to be. Why, that they should have Sir Eustace all to themselves when he called ; and now he's seen us^ I daresay he won't call — sure not to call to-day. It makes me ready to hop out of the carriage with joy to think how done they will be. Ain't lie a stunner, though 1 — quite the cheese — CONSTANCE RIVERS. 83 those gloves must a'been three-and-six or four shillings a pair, unless he bought a dozen at a time, and then he got 'um cheaper — and, lor ! isn't he handsome !" Constance smiled faintly, and said she had not observed him much. " Come, come," said the lively girl, " none of your ' mock modesty ' for me, upper crust of all impidence — most gals look at a hand- some man when they get the chance, and you must have had a good 'un. Dismal dull, ain't you, with us at No. 36 ? Mamma wants to get Jane married, and that's why she's so cross that you're come home. Lor' love you, / know, though they think I don't understand." " I'm sure I did not want to come," said Constance, with a quiver of her lip. " 'Spose not," said Charlotte — " ^ no place like home,' the song says ; many places more agreeable, I should say." g2 84 CONSTANCE RIVERS. " I find 'tis hard," said Constance, "to be in a lionse where no one speaks to me," and she stopped, for she was afraid of weeping. "Well, I'll take to you fast enough when we are out of the way of the rest ; but I should catch toko if I went with you against the rest, you know." " Catch what ?" said Constance, thinking it was some infectious complaint. " Oh ! you're so stupid — you never un- derstand anything — get a blowing up, I mean." " Pray don't expose yourself to any un- pleasantness on my account," rejoined Con- stance. " I am not thinking of doing so," said the young lady; "but if you wish for a quiet life, you had better say nothing of having seen Sir Eustace — I shall not mention it. CONSTANCE RIVERS. 85 "I suppose tliey will not inquire," sug- gested Constance. " Don't matter — no is as easy to say as yes," said tlie veracious damsel. That evening Mrs. Rivers brought the handkerchiefs to her husband, as he was dressing for dinner, all neatly hemmed and marked. ^' Did Constance do these?" he inquired, pleased at the attention to his wishes. ''' No^ Mr. Rivers," said his lady, impres- sively; ''I reminded Miss Rivers of your wishes, but she made so many excuses about having no cotton to hem them, that I allowed Jane to do them. Dear child ! she has been at work all day to get them done, whilst Miss Constance has been gadding about in the park." Mr. Rivers looked vexed, but said nothing. After dinner he observed to Constance that he "was sorry she had not hemmed his hand- 86 CONSTANCE KIVERS. kerchiefs — she seemed to have thought it too much trouble to please him in such a trifle." " Indeed^ sir, I should have done it with pleasure, but I had no cotton." " Well, well, least said soonest mended," said he ; " they are done now, by some one more eager to oblige me." Constance was silent, too certain of not receiving justice in the presence of her step- mother, but she waited till the ladies had retired to the drawing-room, and then, steahng down softly, she retm-ned to the table, where they had left Mr. Rivers, who was composed for his evening nap. Con- stance, too impetuous to seek for a more fit- ting thne, rushed up, and throwing her arms round his neck, burst into a torrent of tears and words, sobbed out inarticulately. " God bless my soul !" cried the sleeping CONSTAXCE KIVERS. 87 merdiant, starting up — " not — not bank- rupt ?'' " Oh ! papa, forgive me — it is only Con- stance. I only want to talk about myself." " Pshaw !" said Mr. Rivers, ashamed of having revealed his secret terror. " I hate to have my quiet nap disturbed, girl. I don't get too much peace — what is it ?'' He spoke in an irritable tone, and Con- stance grew nearly unintelligible in her grief and terror lest she should offend. " Indeed, papa, I wanted to do the hand- kerchiefs for you, but Mrs. Rivers said I could not have any coloured cotton ; and I wanted to go out and get some, but she said ladies did not walk alone, and I could not have the footman to walk, and — and I bought some cotton as I came from driving to do them," and she drew the reels from her pocket ; and " oh ! papa, I'm all alone 88 CONSTANCE RIVERS. in the world ! — if you do not love me, and stand up for me, what can I do ?'' and Con- stance flung her arms round her father's neck, and wept bitterly. " Hush ! hush ! my dear — that will do. There, sit down, there's a good girl. I am a busy man — no tune for nonsense, and I want to be quiet when I get home ; you must try to be well with your mother." ^' Step-mother," interposed Constance. " Well " (testily), " your step-mother, then, and your step-sisters. You see you are but one out of three, and your poor mother wished you to live in the country with Patty, so I daresay you all feel strange together. You should think, my dear, that if you feel strange with them, it ain't plea- sant to have another person they don't know come into the family, to be one of them, whether they like it or not." " Might I not go and live away some- CONSTANCE RIVERS. 89 where, if tliey don't like me ?" sobbed Con- stance — " in lodgings, perhaps/' " No," said her father — " you have been away too much ; if you had always lived here this disagreeable feelmg would proba- bly have died off by this time. Make the best of it, Constance — remember your father will do you justice." But a person who would do justice must be free from influences, and a man whose hours of leisure are spent Avith a woman of low cunnmg and malice is warped mentally, and consequently Constance's life was a wearing one. 90 CHAPTER VII. " O Father, I hear the sound of guns — O say what may it be ? Some ship in distress that cannot live In such an angry sea. ****** " And ever the fitful gusts between A sound came from the land — It was the sound of the tramphng surf On the rocks and the hard sea sand. The breakers were right beneath her bows, She drifts a dreary wreck, And a whooping billow sweeps the crew Like icicles from the deck." Longfellow. CJOME time before my story begins, in the dusk of an autumn evening, a lady and gentleman were at an obscure village in Cornwall, wliitlier tliey had gone for the sake of its seclusion. They had been six CONSTANCE RIVERS. 91 years married, but had felt no decline of their first attachment. He was a rising barrister, who rejoiced now in leaving behmd him all the perplexed thoughts con- nected with his profession, which, as he sometimes said, he placed upon a shelf with his law papers, and gave hhnself up for the few weeks of the vacation to light readings, and the society of his wife and child. The latter was a boy of five years old, who at the time I relate was drawing through the door which led to the bed-room a towel horse, attached to a piece of twme. He had tied two pieces of ribbon of equal lengths to the side of the horse, and brought it in triumphantly with the announcement, " This is my horse — why, it is a horse !" (seeing a smile on the face of his parents), " I heard nurse call it a horse to-day." The towel horse in question had a double bar at 92 CONSTANCE RIVERS. the top, and the child was about to mount astride, when his father remonstrated. " Don't you see that the horse will tip over if you put your foot in the stirrup ?" " Not if you hold this one on the other side, as John does when you get on yow horse," retorted the boy. " If you ride that horse," said his mother, " you will break your head." " Is not my head my own head, and may I not break it if I like ?" said the child ap- pealingly to his father. "The law, my boy, decides that a man has no right to break his own head — it is considered an offence against the laws of society — unless he hazards his life to save that of another." " When I am a man I'll break the law, and my head too, if I like." " Very true ; wait till then," said his mother. " If you cannot ride, you can CONSTANCE RIVERS. 93 drive your horse by sitting on the arm of the sofa." The boy accepted the compromise, and played till his nm-se came to put hhn to bed. '' You have said frequently that you never saw a storm which could be fau-ly called a storm on the coast, Myra — I think you are satisfied now," said her husband, leaning his forehead against the wuidow-pane. ''Hark! how the sea dashes on the rocks ! — men are staggering in the face of the wind — there are no women or children out — they could not stand without support ; the seaweed is blown up in heaps against the houses in the village — the tamarisks broken off are swept round in circles with sticks and leaves torn from the stunted trees." " The waves look grand at a distance !" said Myra ; " how I should like to be on the jetty — close to them, yet safe !" 94 CONSTANCE RIVERS. " Close to them, certainly ; but I am not so clear about tlie safety," said her husband. " The storm is increasing." " It must be high water," said Myra, "judging by the line to which the waves have reached." Her husband looked at his pocket-book. " It wants yet an hour of the right time. Hark ! what was that dull sound ?" "I heard nothing." " Yes, there must be something — look at the fishermen running towards the sea !" " Oh ! Edward, let us go out and see the storm from the jetty !" He looked at her. " Tie your hair tight under a handkerchief — a hat or bonnet would be blown off — put on your yachting jacket, and we will try to reach the jetty. Crossing the village will probably be the worst part — we shall pro- bably be blown a good distance inland." CONSTANCE RIVERS. 95 On descending tlie stairs one of the ser- vants entreated them to go out at the back of the house — it would be more sheltered for them; and besides, if the front door were once opened, the difficulty of shuttmg it again would be great. Before they reached the jetty, Myra was drenched by the spray which was driven in from the crests of the waves. It was situ- ated at the opposite side of the cove from that on which their small house stood, and they had had to reach it by going circuit- ously round the head of the valley — Myra bemg so light that her husband feared the wind would lift her off her feet had she attempted to cross at once. The Httle village of Cove Cross was sup- posed to have derived its name from a crucifix rudely sculptured in grey stone, which, raised on a lofty pedestal, had once surmounted the highest rock of one of the 96 CONSTANCE RIVERS. crescents of a bay on the north coast of Cornwall. The Cross was now partly over- thro'wn, but the remains made a picturesque object, clustered over, as it frequently was, by the sea-gulls, who seemed, by their melancholy cries, as they congregated there, to moan over the ship-wrecked dead, of whose fate they only could have told the tale. The cliffs thus surmounted were high, dark, and rugged; and the beach, from which they rose almost precipitately, was composed partly of yellow sand and partly of grey pebbles. To give some protection to the few vessels which the hope of traffic drew to Cove Cross, a jetty had been thrown out on one side of the bay, between which and the dark hollow cliff they might ride at anchor with comparative safety. This pier, project- ing some considerable way into the sea, rose high above it, and constituted in fine weather CONSTANCE RIVERS. 97 Myra's favourite walk. The side next tlie basin was unprotected by rails, but on that next the open sea they rose breast high, and extended about halfway along the pier. To these Edward supported M}T:a, and placed her where she could cling to them whilst she contemplated the sublime scene before her. The sky was dark, and showed the crests of the billows more ghastly white. Evening, too, had closed in, and in the fissures of the ragged clouds the moon poured forth a tremulous light, suddenly sho^vn, and as capriciously withdrawn, as the blast hurried masses of black vapour over the wild sky. In one of these inter- vals of light, a small vessel was seen drivhig before the gale, and Myra heard agam the dull sound of the minute-gun which had attracted her attention before she left the house, but the sequence of which she had lost in their inland circuitous walk. VOL. I. H 98 CONSTANCE RIVERS. This warning knell had collected crowds near the edge of the waves, which had beaten high above their unsual boundary, the beach, making that which was usually firm footing a boiling bed of water. A few men were on the pier. " There it is again !" said an old sailor, as the minute-gun once more boomed across the tempest. " Poor fellows ! they are wanting a pilot. The de'il a bit of a pilot will they get to-night !" "Can nothmg be done for them?" said Edward, anxiously. " Will they be driven on the shore ?" " Nothing but God's will can save them," said the veteran, removing his quid indiffer- ently from one side of his mouth to the other. " As she is driving now, she will strike on the Cow and Calf, and if she escapes them, she may run on to the sunk rocks on the beach, nearer shore, I CONSTANCE EIVERS. 99 and go to pieces. That's the best chance for the men. The ship must go, any way." "The Cow and Calf " were two isolated rocks of different sizes, the largest of which seemed to bear some resemblance to the animal after which it had been named. Myra shuddered, and clung closer to her husband's arm. The sea washed over the greatest part of the pier, and boiled and eddied over into the dark mass of waters in the basm which looked more terrible to M}T:a from the ab- sence of foam. The waves were so gigantic, black, and sullen as they rose and fell as high as the jetty, and threatened to rise above it. " Let us go back, dear!" she said. But just then a sound was heard, in the pauses of the wind, from the men on the beach. A mingled cry, and yell, and groan — h2 100 CONSTANCE RIVERS. " She's struck ! — slie's struck." And then tlie sudden ^' sli-ss ! " tliat men make when holdmg their breath. " Any ropes ?" asked Edward. The men on the jetty pomted to several coils. "Bless you!" they shouted (for nothmg under a shout could be heard), " ropes are no use now — see how the waves curl under — a man washed m would have his life beaten out of him before he could catch hold of a rope. BeHke you don't know these parts, sir." The tumbhng billows shook the solid masonry of the pier. Edward clasped hi^ wife round the waist. " We can do no good, my love. I will take you home, and come out again when you are safe in bed." " Oh ! no, no, I cannot go in yet !" she exclauned: which meant — I cannot have you CONSTANCE RIVERS. 101 out here, whilst I am under shelter — "let me stay." So they stayed. The moon shhiing; out now showed the vessel dismasted, and struck on the isolated rock in the distance. The rising and falling waters glimmermg in her rags, were black- ened by pieces of the mast, spars, and what seemed, alas ! to be human beings struggluig with death in those sufFocatmg billows. Several pieces were washed towards the shore, and to these men seemed to be clinguig. " The tide is still advancing," said Edward, " surely if, when they approach nearer, and a strong man went in mth a rope round him, he might aid one of those poor fellows, spent as they are from their efforts for life." An ah-h-h ! was the only answer from the men. One was a stoutly-built fellow, of about twenty-eight or thirty years of age. "See! 102 CONSTANCE RIVERS. see!" said Edward, seizing liis arm and pointing. "There is one on the top of that wave — he is striking out bravely !" " Wait till he comes to the breakers near shore," replied the man. " I'll give you thirty pounds — fifty pounds, if you will go in with this rope round your body. Your mates and I will hold it, and draw you both out." The man shook off his hand. " 'All that a man hath mil he give for his life,' the Scripture says," replied the man, who was a Wesley an. " Money would be no use to me if my head was dashed to a pap agamst them rocks." '' 'Praps the gen'leman would like to go hisself,"said the elder man, with a semblance of simplicity. Myra hung heavily on Edward's arm at this scoffing proposition. The poor fellow swam on boldly till he came to the in-shore CONSTANCE RIVERS. 103 breakers. One of these took liim as if he had been a lump of seaweed, and curled hhn into its depths, from which, if he emerged, it was to be tossed, as lifeless as the weed, back on the far billows. "Ah! tliis is dreadful!" exclaimed Ed- ward, and as he spoke the waves bore on- ward a floating spar, to which something white was clinging or tied. " It is a woman or child," cried he, as the face gleamed in the moonlight, when the wave lifted high its helpless burden. The tide carried the spar past the point of the jetty, and, as all watched the quiver- ing speck with bated breath, it was lifted over the point of the pier, and buried for an instant in the dark waters of the basm. After a pause it rose to the surface, and was severed from the spar. The fair young face of a girl glimmered for an instant in the moonlight, and the arms beat the waves 104 CONSTANCE RIVEES. helplessly, seeming to seek for the friendly- spar which had hitherto supported her. "Myra, I must go," said Edward, hurriedly. " Help ! A rope !" he shouted, flinging off his coat and waistcoat, and Myra's circling arms. After it was knotted round his waist, he sprung head-foremost mto the deep black boiling waves, towards where the white object gleamed a moment on their surface. Myra sunk on her knees and prayed. She dared not look on that awful caldron m which was engulfed her earthly happiness. A deep groan from the sailors made her open her eyes with horror. They held in their hands the broken end of the rope. How could any swiimner escape from that frightful pit of waters without aid — the steep cliff on one side, the smooth sides of the pier on the other? M}Ta gazed mth di- lated lids on that scene of horror ; but CONSTANCE RIVERS. 105 never again rose to the surface the body of her husband, or the white figure he had tried to rescue. To die -with him was her only thought. She flung herself forward, but the old sailor had her m his amis. " Avast, there ! — there's death enough for one day in the week !" And grasping her insensible form, he carried her back to her home, where her pitying servants undressed her, and placed her by the side of her sleeping boy. 106 CHAPTER VIII. " Some bold adventurers disdain, The limits of their little reign, And miknown regions dare descry." TTTHEN Myra Yorke recovered from the first stupor of lier grief, she turned for consolation to the handsome spirited child, who was all that was left to her of her former happiness. Scarcely twenty-four years old, in the plenitude of her youth and beauty, she was sought by many suitors, who were rejected mth the unpatience of a grief which became indignation at the supposition that any one could take the place of her lost love. All her thoughts, all her aspirations, all her affections were I CONSTANCE RIVERS. 107 now centred in the boy. A weak mother might have tried to ally him to her occupa- tions and amusements ; Lady Yorke at- tempted the more difficult task of identify- ing herself with his. A Catholic gentleman once avowed to his confessor some grave fault. The penance imposed was that for two days he should imitate every action of his little son, aged four. It seemed easy in anticipation, but before the end of the second day the weary father succumbed under the unwonted fatigue. Perhaps Lady Yorke's devotion to her boy was greater, or had the charm of choice, for she never wearied of her labour of love. She played cricket untiringly, and put up with the company of young children of his OAvn age, joining in all their sports, with dishevelled hair and torn dresses, to the despair of the maid and the astonishment of 108 CCNSTANCE RIVERS. other parents. She clishked all children but her own boy, yet for his sake she made her- self so agreeable that they all but worshipped the beautiful lady who was so kind to them. She knew Eustace must go to school if he was ever to be possessed of the manly cha- racter which she coveted for him ; for with the best intentions, and with the greatest energy to carry them out, she did not sup- pose that she singly could take the place of the five hmidred boys of different ages, with whom he would be placed in juxta- position at Eton, or Winchester, or Harrow. But there was one preparation she could make — she could teach him a little herself before they were separated ; and, knowing nothing of Latin or Greek, she began with a competent master the study of both lan- guages, that Avhatever little she might con- vey to him might have the merit of cor- rectness. CONSTANCE EIVEKS. 109 When, at eiglit years, little Eustace went to a preparatory school for Wmchester, he knew enough to raise hmiself speedily to the top of the classes in wliich he had been placed; and the good grounding he had received from his mother he carried on through life, especially in geography and arithmetic — vulgar studies, considered below the dignity of the higher forms of public schools. Little Eustace was content to use his amount of knowledge, Avithout strivmg to increase it. He knew enough to get on "svithout effort, and spent all the more time in the playground. Twice a week he knew that his mother expected to hear from Ihm, and no temptation of play even induced him to neglect this duty. His attention to his studies was respect- able; but his disregard for his own safety was a constant source of contention between 110 CONSTANCE RIVERS. himself and those under whose charge he was placed. If any daring feat was to be performed, little Yorke was always ready — sometimes he clmibed the highest elm-trees, and clung like a monkey to some slender topmost bough, which, too frail to support him without risk, twisted and bent under his weight ; sometimes he was lowered over tlie face of a cliff, by a rope, to look for eggs in the interstices of the rocks. These exploits were not accompanied without intense nervous trepidation on the part of Eustace — a feeling not unusual in higlily organized natures. On one occasion he was playing with a kitten, when a dog, who was equally the terror of the child and the cat, sprung into the room and rushed at the cat. Puss struggled and scratched, as terrified pussies will struggle and scratch, and Eustace got on a chair, and thence to a table, holding the kitten above his head. CONSTANCE RIVERS. Ill and screaming violently for help. The dog barked and looked^ and Avas very formidable ; but though white ivith terror, the boy never thought of abandoning his pet. M}Ta observed his pale face and chatter- ing teeth, and her heart sunk mthin her. " Will my boy be a coAvard ?" was the thought that passed through her brain. She knew not then that the highest order of couraQ;e is to see dano;er in all its bear- ings, and yet to surmount the dread of it. The following is the copy of a letter addressed by Eustace to his mother, when he was about ten years of age : — " Dear Mamma, ^' I am sorry to say I have been flogged for climbing, which I call a beastly shame. It was old Bandy, the second master, who peached. I mean to be even with him. Please to send me two more 112 CONSTANCE EIVEKS. balls such as you made for me — a good bit of cork in tlie middle, then India rubber, then lamb's wool, or Berlin is better, some good kid over the whole. Make them yourself — the ones Richardson made are not quite round. I want you to invite Ward Secundus and Edwards this Christ- mas, that we may have some jolly skating. I broke Dobree's watch, and please pay for it, ten shillings ; you must stop my allow- ance for four weeks, and that will square it. The flogging wasn't so bad to feel, so don't fret. Your ever affectionate son, " Eustace Yorke." The master wrote thus : — " Madam, " I regret to state that I have been compelled to mflict corporal punishment on your son. Being confined to the sick-room for a sore throat, he climbed by a pipe out- CONSTANCE RIVEES. 113 side tlie window to the lead gutter that goes round the roof, to which he clung by his hands, and, placing his feet against the wall, made the circuit of the house, only restmg them occasionally on the mul- lions of the windows. Thus he was seen by Mr. Barder, the second master, who had sufficient presence of mind to utter no exclamation, and your son returned to the sick-room, by the same means he had used to escape from it. You will perceive, madam, that regard to his future safety called for the punishment I have considered it my duty to inflict, and which, I am happy to inform you, he bore in a manner which gave me a high opinion of his courage. I have the honour to remain, &c., &c." Lady Yorke's answer was as follows : — " Sir, " I never interfere with the discipline VOL. I. I 114 CONSTANCE EIVERS. of your school, but it seems to me that you had better have followed a Royal example, and given Master Yorke a patent for his exploit — (alluding to Charles 11. having given a man a patent for climbing outside to the top of St. Paul's). I have the hon- our, &c., " Myra Yorke." On the followuig Sunday several boys were confined to the sick-room, and Eus- tace meditated revenge. There was a paved courtyard, through which the whole school passed to that part of the building appropriated to divine service, wliich had no other exit. In the com-tyard were several taps of water connected with a large reservoir, for the use of the school. The descent into the yard was by several steps, so that it was in shape and depth like an empty tank. CONSTANCE RIVERS. 115 As soon as the folks were all safe in church, whither the head master was most strict in sending all his household, Master Eustace crept down and set all the taps running. The service was a long one — the preacher more than usually eloquent or prosy, and before the congregation were released, the walk through which they had to pass was nearly three feet deep in water. The young gentlemen from the windows of the sick-room were ready to expire with laughter to see the master holding up his silk robes — the dismay of his portly lady, and that of all the young ladies, and most of all the odd gait of " old Bandy," the se- cond master. But like the " mkth and laughter " fol- lowed by " sermons and soda-water the day after," on the next day came vengeance. All the boys who had been absent from chapel were threatened with flogging, unless i2 116 CONSTANCE RIVEES. tliey gave up the name of the culprit. Each boy assured Yorke that he would never "peach," and told hun to hold his tongue ; but Yorke walked firmly up to the head master, and proclamied himself the offender. The fiiult could not be overlooked ; and Yorke, his shoulders still sore and inflamed from the recent castigation, was subjected to punishment so severe, that the matron turned sick and fainted when she attempted to remove the bloody shirt from the raw surface to which it had adhered. Lady Yorke a few days after received the following letter, anonymous : — "Madam, " Your son has been cruelly punished for a bo}dsh trick ; you had better see him yourself "Your UnivNOWN Friend." CONSTANCE RIVERS. 117 Myra was walking up and down the room in painful perplexity, after she had received this, when the servant announced Master Yorke, and the boy entered, lame, and stoopmg forward as if in pain, with a hectic colour on his poor little face. Myra sprung towards him and threw her arms round him ; but he shrank aside with a little cry — the touch, though gentle, was more than he could bear. " 'Tis all right now," said he feebly, see- ing his mother turn very pale. " I should like to go to bed — I've run away — you see, I thought I'd had enough of it." Myra put him to bed, and applied some simple remedies to the burning skin, when he fell asleep with his hand in hers and a smile on his parted lips. When he awoke, he told her how the boys had said "it was an awful shame ;" and the youngest ones had clubbed then* shillings and sixpences to 118 CONSTANCE RIVERS. pay his journey as far as they could. He had expended all this, and had walked the rest of the way without any food except what the turnip-fields had supplied. Full of pity and indignation as Myra felt, she was at the same time much puzzled as to Eustace's future career. To send him back was not to be thought of, yet she per- ceived that he would enter Winchester at a disadvantage with this exploit attached to his name. Eustace decided the matter for himself. " Mamma, I wish to go to sea !" Poor M}Ta ! She had decided in her own mind that her son should take the highest university honours, as his father had done. " I had hoped, Eustace," she began quiet- ly and hesitatmgly, " that you would have distinguished yourself at the university, as CONSTANCE RIVERS. 119 your father did. I cannot tell you how much I have wished it." " Oh ! mother !" said the boy, with a look of distress. "I do so hate Latin and Greek !" " Yet you have done very well, judging from your place in your class." " Oh, yes ! because I knew you wished it; but it was hard work, and Edward and De Vere could beat me if they tried, and I do so long to go into the Navy !" "Supposing, "said his mother, "I could get you a nomination, you would have a severe examination to undergo before you could be considered eligible as a naval cadet. An examination m which all your recent studies would be useless, and m which arithmetic would be one of the chief things needed ; and of that, excepting the little taught you before you went to school, you know, I sus- pect, nothing." 120 CONSTANCE EIVERS. " I could learn," said the boy, gathering fresh hope from her eyes. And MjTSi gave up her cherished aspira- tions in deference to his wish. 121 CHAPTER IX. " A valiant son springs from a valiant sire, Their race by mettle sprightly courses prove, Nor can the warlike eagle's active sire Degenerate to form the timorous dove. But education can the genius raise, And wise instruction native virtues aid. Nobility without them is disgrace, And honour is by vice to shame betrayed." Lylleton. A LL Myra's energies were directed to ob- tain a nomination for lier son, and this she had mterest enough to obtain. Then he was to be prepared for his examination, and the poor lady who had in her youth declared that the rule of three was utterly incomprehensible, and that she could not miderstand it, and had flung aside the book 122 CONSTANCE RIVERS. on arithmetic to rush to the less intricate study of thorough bass, now found that a strong will to instruct Eustace, made much clear to her which had appeared inextri- cable confusion. Tlie boy worked also. Every morning at six o'clock he was at his books, and he seemed in danger of diminishing his mental power by the too great tension of his brain. From the little dresshig-room which her darling occupied, the mother could hear muttered exclamations, questions asked eagerly, and answered decidedly as to num- bers and results, all proceeding from the busy head of her boy, whose mental facul- ties could not rest even in sleep. A month before the final examination, Myra sent her boy to Portsmouth to finish his studies. He had not been there more than a few days when he returned. The house of the instructor was dirty, and the CONSTAXCE RIVERS. 123 man and his wife drank gin, he said, and lie could not stay there. " But do not vex yourself, mother. I will go back if you insist upon it ; but really I know quite as much as is necessary." " Of that you cannot judge, Eustace. You must go back." " Very well, mother." He left the house at once, and travelled day and night. When he reached Ports- mouth, he wrote to his mother to say that he should not wait for the March examma- tion; but go in at once — on the next day, in fact. To this he had made up his mind when he left home. M}Ta was too far away to be able to stop what she considered so suicidal an act, so she could only await the result of the examination in intense anxiety. " It was over," Eustace announced. " I did a good many of the questions. I think I 124 CONSTANCE RIVERS. must have passed. When I was coming out I saw Captam Waters, who said he knew papa. I begged him to tell you whether I was a sheep or a goat — for so they call the boys who come out from examination. He said he would tell you as soon as it was allowed, so I hope you will hear soon." The next post brought a letter from the worthy captain. "Dear Madam, "Do not alarm yourself — ^your son has passed a brilliant examination. He will have a month's leave before he joins the 'Victory.'" Myra breathed a long sigh of relief on reading tliis; and soon Eustace returned \srith a beaming face, to fight his scholastic battles over again. Myra, in rejoicing with him, forgot the determination to act on his own responsibihty, that had given her so CONSTANCE RIVERS. 125 much anxiety. After all, lie had calculated well, and the end crowned the deed. How the mother's eyes sparkled when she saw hnn first m his uniform ! How beau- tiful she thought him ! — whilst he cared no- thmg for his looks, but was occupied in "vviping the least possible suspicion of dim- ness from his new dirk. How he loved this small dagger ! — covered it with silver paper, and then "vvith his silk handkerchief, and placed it under his pillow at night. As the month drew to its conclusion, Myra applied for an extension of leave, fruitlessly. Sir Eustace Yorke, naval cadet, was ordered to join the " Britannia," about to proceed to the Mediterranean, at the expiation of his leave. Thus, at the age of fourteen, Eustace left his mother's care, and, without any kind relative to accompany him, proceeded to Plymouth to join his ship. He was full of 126 CONSTANCE RRT^RS. exultation and hope. He could not know how dreary the house seemed wliich echoed no more to his bounding footstep. M}Ta was left to her loneliness, and love for the dead, and anxieties for the livhig. When Eustace became a member of the midshipmen's mess, he thought himself sur- rounded by imps of darkness. The oaths and execrations, the filthy talkmg, the gambling and drinking, filled him with inexpressible loathing. He was bullied by the older mid- shipmen, and sneered at by those of his OAvn age. There was one hm fellow amongst the youngsters who hated the gentlemanlike boy, who was of better blood and higher rank than himself He was the King of the Cockpit, from his strength and age. Eustace was always eager for letters from his mother, and his anxiety to be first when the bag was opened, and the shade of disappoint- CONSTANCE EIVEES. 127 ment wliicli clouded liis brow wlien, wliicli rarely happened, tliere was none for liim, was observed and commented on by his com- panions, and especially by liis arch-enemy Jackson. ''They say that your letter was left at the post-office, bemg insufficiently stamped," he said. " I'm going on shore, shall I get it for you?" " I shall be much obliged." " Then give me some money." " There is half-a-cro\vn — I have no smaller change." "All right," he said, with a wink at the rest. And Eustace tried to wait patiently till the return of the boat, to get news from Lady Yorke. "The letter!" he cried eagerly, seeing Jackson's head appearmg up the ship's side. " The letter !- — what letter ?" said Jackson, who had been drinkmg freely; "you don't 128 CONSTANCE EIVERS. think tliat I cared to call for your accursed trumpery letter !" " You promised," replied Eustace, with a choking voice. " Promised, be d d !" ''Where's the half-crown I gave you to pay for it ?" exclaimed Eustace, eager to find some legitimate cause of anger. "Oh!" with a drunken leer, "it slipped out of my pocket somehow." " You are not a gentleman," said Eustace, " and I will not lower myself to your level by talking to you." They had arrived below by this time. ' ' No gentleman ! " shouted Jackson. ' ' Take that !" and he struck the boy a ringing blow on the side of the head. Eustace reeled, but gathering himself up, he rushed at his assailant, and sent his small fist against his face Avith such good- will that the blood spouted from his nose. CONSTANCE RIVEES. ' 129 " A ring! a ring!" the midshipmen shouted. " Let us have some fun. Three to one on Jackson ! Go it, Yorke ! That's right, give it to him again !" " Fair play !" " Give them room ! Give Yorke room 1" " Old fellow, you've shipped too much port-wine. 'Tis spouting out at your figure-head. Go it, Yorke ! Go it, little one ! Two to one on Jackson !" '' Done !" Eustace could only hope to succeed by avoiding the blows which Jackson, in his blmd fury, aimed at him. He was too drunk to aun them aright, or Eustace would have been lying senseless at his feet before many minutes were over. As it was, the un- usual exertion coming on his previous de- bauch, and the increased movement of the vessel, which rolled and pitched with the rising wind, disturbed his stomach, and be- wildered his brain. He saw not two Thebes, but two Yorkes — three, four, an in- VOL. I. K 130 • CONSTANCE RIVERS. credible number of small fiends in the shape of Yorke. He struck in the wrong place, and hit his hands against the rude furniture of the midshipmen's berth, and ultimately sunk, by wine and sleep oppressed, finished by a telling blow on his right eye, which Eustace darted in and gave hmi just as he was sinking, "Yorke! Yorke!" they shouted, "well done, Yorke ! Have a glass of grog, old fellow! Just for once, to celebrate your victory !" " My head aches so much," said the boy. " ril lie down in my hammock till the first watch." This victory determined his companions that Yorke was not a muff — a mammy's boy, as he had been called. A cuxumstance that occurred before long increased their dislike towards him, but made him feared. This slight small boy was a thorn in their flesh in CONSTANCE RIVERS. 131 a way whicli they little expected. The mess accounts had to be inspected and signed by every member of it, and then passed up for the signature of the post-captain. The purser brought round the long paper of items, and when each midshipman had ap- pended his signature, it was brought to Eustace, as being the youngest officer, and the one who had last joined. " If you please, young gentleman, to put your name here," said Mr. Martin, the purser. ^'For what purpose? What does ray signing it mean ?" "Means that it's all right." " Then if you will give me the paper, I will look over it, and add it up." " Well, if I ever heard such a thing in my life !" exclaimed Mr. Martin. " What ! doubt my honour, sir ?" in a voice of thun- der. k2 132 CONSTANCE RIVERS. " I know notliing against your honour at present, but you would know something against mine if I put my name to a paper, as a proof of its correctness, when I am ig- norant of its contents. Besides, I am by no means convinced of its being correct, for I see twelve dozen oranges charged here, and I have not seen one on board excepting tiiose I bought for myself." " Oranges is bottled stout," whispered a low voice, which was not intended for Eus- tace's ear, but which reached him neverthe- less. " Oh ! oranges is bottled stout — very well, I don't drink bottled stout, and I de- cline to pay for any. I shall not put my name to this paper. You may take up the signatures — I shall not add mine ; but I shall say nothing about it, unless I am asked." " What a young infernal nuisance this is amongst gentlemen !" exclaimed Mr. Martin. CONSTANCE RIVERS. 133 " He deserves to be tarred and feathered, and to have his nose painted green !" Now this estimate of Eustace's deserving did not alter the fact of his refusal to sign the paper. " You will be sent to Coventry, young sir," said Jackson. "That will depend on the Captain's orders, probably," replied Yorke. " If he sends me there, it will be time enoucrh for me to thmk of going, and to pack up my carpet-bag." " Cheeky young scoundrel !" Mr. Martin retired discomfited, and de- termined to send the Hst to the Captam without any further effort to obtain Yorke's signature. The Commander received it and presented it to the Captain without observ- ing the absence of the one name. The eye of the Captam mechanically counted the number of names. 134 CONSTANCE RIVERS. " Twenty- two midsliipmen — one mate — makes twenty-three; there should be twenty- three middies and one mate — twenty-four. How is this ? Whose name is absent ?" " That of the last young gentleman who joined." "Let me see — Yorke, I think — yes, Yorke. Tell Mr. Yorke to come hither." " Sir Eustace Yorke, middy," suggested the Commander. " Has no father." " A pity ; those young prigs with handles to their names are so conceited." Eustace entered, standing at the door till summoned to the table where the post- captain was perusing the list. "Pray, sir, will you tell me why you have refused to add your signature to that of the other gentlemen who have signed ?" " Because, sir, I do not believe the items in the account are correct." " How do you mean, sir ?" CONSTANCE RIVERS. 135 " I "have to pay my share of twelve dozen oranges, set down in that bill. I am very fond of oranges," said Eustace ruefully. "I understand that oranges mean bottled stout. I don't drink beer or porter, and I had rather not pay for it." " You may go now, sir," said the Captain in a changed voice, looking troubled at the Commander, when Eustace had left the Ad- miral's cabin. The Commander looked disturbedly at the list. "There is foul play here — somewhere, sir," said he ; " and this youngster has put his foot into it." An investigation took place, and Mr. Martin was found to have cheated on his own accoimt to the amount of £250, for which he was debtor to the mess, whilst an understanding had existed between the midshipmen and himself, by which he had 136 CONSTANCE RIVERS. charged them an enormous amount for legitimate articles, which stood in the lists for spirits, wine, and cigars, and bottled ale and porter. Thus he had transgressed the rules of the service, and swindled the mess, and the detection of these peculations was due to the firmness and decision of a boy of fourteen. There are few such at so early an age, but though unusual, the facts were as the writer has related. 137 CHAPTER X. " But, Douglas, can I thee forget ? — Worthy the name, brave, tender, true, Unmindful of thyself, and yet To others giving more than due. " I saw thee full of eager thought Attentive mark the coming shot ; I looked again, and it had wrought Its cruel doom, and thou wert not. " And in the roaring battery How strangely quiet was thy rest — How beautiful thy shrouded eye — How tranquil thy unheaving breast !" Helen Carr. I7USTACE had spent two years on board the Britannia in the Mediterranean — the voice of war echoed through those hitherto tranquil shores. The grand old vessel sailed majestically into the unknown waters of the Black Sea, and a few days 138 CONSTANCE EIVERS. later Eustace, with straining eyeballs and beating heart, saw from the masthead the Zouaves swarming up the steep of the Alma. The war had begun in earnest, and now the ships were required to contribute their quota of men and officers to the de- fence of the land forces. All were eager to go, but when the eyes of the captain fell on the anxious, pleading expression in the face of the noble-looking boy who had come on deck to put forward his claim, he smiled such a smile of sadness as is given to the ardour of youth which to the aged can never return. On the afternoon the captain thus addressed Lady Yorke — " Madam, ^' I think it right to inform your ladyship that, officers and men having been required from Her Majesty's fleet for the CONSTANCE RIVEKS. 139 increase and protection of tlie land forces, I have nominated your son, Sir Eustace Yorke, as one of those to be employed in this service. In thus doing I have acted for him as I should have done for a son of my own, had I had the fortune to possess one. I remain, madam, your obedient servant, " Jasper Carew." Lady Yorke received the intelligence with sickness of heart. " He is all I have," she thought ; but she knew that his life must be poured out like water, if needed, for the duties of his pro- fession. She rephed — " Sir, " Wliatever may be the result of my son's being employed on active service on shore, I beg to offer you my best thanks for the opportunity you have given him of 140 CONSTANCE RIVERS. distinguishing himself. Your obedient ser- vant, " Myra Yorke." From the first of October in that autumn to the 18th, the sailors were employed in transporting ammunition and guns to the front. Very happy and very busy was Eustace, though, being the youngest, he was used as an errand-boy, and sent about in all directions, whilst others enjoyed sleep and food. At first he hurried to perform his tasks, but finding that they sprung up like the armed teeth of Deuca- lion whilst his back was turned, and that each completed duty did but bring another in its rear, he abated his ardour, and amused himself in the beautiful gardens and luscious vineyards that had as yet suffered not from strange footsteps or rifling hands. Thus, when the commander of the Britanyiia CONSTANCE RIVEKS. 141 came to a granary, of wliicli the key had been carried forward six miles by the party in front, he desired young Yorke to go on and get it ; Avhilst Eustace, running forward till out of sight, turned aside to a neigh- bouring garden, and flinging himself on some mossy turf under a vine which clung to the overshadowing tree that sheltered him, and supported its purple clusters of grapes, avoided the heat of the mid-day sun, and enjoyed abundance of magnificent fruit — grapes, melons, plums, pears, and figs. I regret that my hero should have been so very unheroic ; but he was but mortal, after all. The weather was hot, the order was an absurd one, and the Commander was unreasonable in having required the service. Before Eustace had been absent an hour Commander Aberdeen calculated that Eus- tace could not be back for four of those 142 CONSTANCE RIVERS. divisions of time, and did what he had better have done at first — broke the lock of the door and fed his horses. In the evening, when the party moved to the front, passing by the scene of Yorke's festivity, he strolled out demurely and joined them, as if he had just returned. Had any question been asked, he was prepared to answer with the truth ; but all were intent on the work in hand, and none regarded him. His zeal, his de- votion to his real duties, his reckless gal- lantry, brought him to the notice of that noble sailor who inherited the genius of his father, with the personal beauty of his mother, the charms of whose person still linger on the canvas where the pencil of Laurence strove to immortalize them. The statesmanship of the one, the delicate beauty of the other, and the gallantry of their son, are already forgotten in the rush and struggle of daily life. CONSTANCE RIVERS, 143 Eustace, on that foreign soil, saw him as he was, the incarnation of all great and good quahties; and the young chief sym- pathised with the enthusiasm of the boy, and attached him to his person. Highly ^vrought, nervous, and sensitive as was young Yorke, his first contact with" death would have affected him more deeply, had not fresh incidents driven the shock from his mind. The battery was darkened by smoke even in the blaze of that autmnn afternoon — a shot flew close to his head, and involuntarily he started aside ; but, in doing so, he put his foot on the naked heaving chest of a man, mortally wounded. He looked down, and recognised the captain of the main-top, a sailor whom he knew and liked. He withdrew his foot, greatly shocked, and, in doing so, trampled on another d}TJig man. After that he stood firmlv, determined to make no effort to 144 CONSTANCE RIVERS: avoid his fate, and witli something of the Turkish pliilosophy, in which our soldiers share, that " every bullet has its billet." That morning he and one other youth, his senior, had been ordered to remain in battery, whilst the attack on Sebastopol, which had begun at nine a.m., was going on ; and the two youths had wept tears of rage and disappointment, fearing that the work would be over, and the defences of the city levelled to the ground before they could be permitted to see the bombardment, which it nearly cracked the drum of the ear to listen to. Sebastopol, all the engineers had declared, could not hold out twenty-four hours ; the sailors, even the least sanguine of that hopeful profession, gave that noble city but twelve. The two youths left alone in the battery diminished the number, in their imagination, to three. The senior at length mounted his pony, and, assuring CONSTANCE RIVERS. 145 Yorke tliat he would only ride to tlie top of the rismg ground, "just to see what they were about," disappeared, and did not re- turn. Half an hour after, when Eustace was clenching his fists and gnashmg his teeth with impotent rage at his inactivity, an order came from his chief to take all available officers, men, and ammunition to the front. Often durmg the dreary days and nights of the following months before Sebastopol, during which time he had seen the head of that young and impatient companion, whom he had learned to regard as a friend, carried off by a round shot, he thought frequently of the weary waiting of that morning, and learned to restrain his impatience. In that roaring battery, where the booming of the guns made any voice inaudible which was not a shout, or a scream, young D was laid on his back, with a sweet half-smile on his VOL. I. L 146 CONSTANCE RIVERS. placid face. He seemed to sleep, till Eus- tace bent over him to raise his head, and felt his hand slip over that miseen horror, which his flowing hair had half concealed. Eustace wrote short letters to his mother by every mail, but it seemed a desecration to the calm and tranquillity of her life to recount the incidents of his. She appeared to him to be a Deity, to whom only the choicest fruits of the earth, and the loveliest flowers of the field, should be offered, not sacrifices of blood and of human victims. In his hurried prayers night and morning, the thought of her was ever mingled. It seemed to the youth that her prayers in his behalf, the prayers of one so pure and good, must avail him at the Throne of Grace. She, poor soul, was ever availing herself of every opportunity to send box after box fall of clothes and provisions to her boy, of which his companions felt the benefit, and CONSTANCE RIVERS. 147 blessed her maternal care of her son. " "Whither are you going so fast, Yorke ?" said his chief one day. ^' To write to my mother, sir." '' Bring me the letter when you have finished it. I want to add a line to it." Eustace blushed and obeyed. It had been already written, and only aAvaited the envelope, so the captain was not kept wait- ing. On a half sheet was written by him a few words of commendation of her son, which gave Myra the most intense pleasure she had ever experienced. How M}Ta blessed the man who had so judged of her boy — a stranger to her, who had selected Eustace as his aid-de-camp for the qualities he himself possessed. How fortunate she thought her son for having an example of high moral character, gentleman- like bearing, and brilliant achievements in his chief And she was right. Unspeak- l2 148 CONSTANCE RIVERS. able good is produced in the minds of the young by the combination of valour and virtue. The blaze of the glory makes virtue more attractive when seen by its light. One morning Eustace left the camp before daybreak, and witnessed a sight which ma- terially affected his future career. Just as the sun rose above the horizon, a squadron of English lancers galloped by hun in line, gleaming in the new-born light, the breath of their snorting chargers making a Hne of mist before them. Their gallant and spirit- stirring bearing flushed the cheek of the youth with delight and sympathy. " These men will have the best of it," he said to himself "When Sebastopol falls, cavalry will be wanted to clear the Crimea, and follow up the flpng troops. I am — shall be no one when I return to my ship — only a midshipman — now elevated by the CONSTANCE RIVERS. 149 notice and kindness of my chief into the position of a gentleman and the society of my equals. That loathsome gun-room ! It will be five years nearly before I can pass as a lieutenant. On board ship, even if there were an action, I should be possibly ordered away from the very gun I was bent on firing, for other duties. Besides," he added, impatiently, "there are no sea-fights now — ^never will be again — those glorious duels on the ocean which our grandfathers fought are bygone. Were I but on a horse, and the enemy in front, I think I might give a good account of them, and of myself too." A few days after the notice of young Yorke's gallantry by the Commander-in- chief made that nobleman regret that Yorke was not in the army. " How that boy rides ! What a cavalry soldier he would make !" 150 CONSTANCE RIVERS. Tliis was repeated to Yorke, and his mind was made up, provided he could obtain his mother's permission ; but before that could be thought of, stirring scenes were to break the monotony wliich had gathered over the Crimean campaign. On the 18th of June, at 12.5 a.m., Eus- tace was awakened by the noise of the blue- jackets turning out to fall in, preparatory to marching down to the battery ; and by Hardy, a sailor who, knowing that Eustace had been ill for some days, came to ask if he could be of any assistance to him. Eus- tace replied that he wanted nothing, and found, from Hardy's great glee, that he had been selected amongst those seamen who were to be employed in carrying the scaHng- ladders up to the Redan. When Eustace stood in the open air on that cold misty morning, the men were just marching off to the tune of "Cheer boys, CONSTANCE EIVERS. 151 cheer f and otlier popular melodies, in tones so melancholy, as to inspire the utmost de- pression. His chief did his utmost, in pure tenderness of heart, towards his young aide, to send the boy back with unimportant mes- sages, which Yorke hastened to deliver, and then to return to the side of his beloved captain. At length the chief gave way — " You are determined to stick to me, Yorke, so you must take your chance." " I desire no better," said Eustace, with a kindlmg eye, which gave life to his pale sunken cheeks. A party of sappers were close to the chief, and under the influence, not of sphit, but of spirits, proceeded to stand up m a trench only three feet deep, m which they had been intended to remain concealed. They then proceeded to load, and then ran do^v^l in regular form, which procured for the party 152 CONSTANCE RIVERS. oaths for showing those who should have been latent, and showers of grape from the Russians to show they knew how to take ad- vantage of the knowledge. A few minutes after they saw the French attack the Malakoff, the signal being an im- mense bouquet of shells, which was exceed- ingly beautiful. At length a flag was run up, a flag-staif in the light gun battery, and im- mediately a voice cried out, "The signal's up!" when the captain jumped over the parapet, followed by his officers. Their appearance was greeted by the Russians with a shower of shot and shell ; but seeing that the sea- men were not following with the ladders, the brave leader of the party sprung again up on to the top of the parapet, and stood there clearly marked out against the morning sky, waving his sword, the no- blest and gallantest figure of a man ever seen. CONSTANCE RIVERS. 153 " For sliame, sailors! will you let the red- coats beat you ?" Thus addressed, every blue-jacket scram- bled with the ladders over the parapet, and started forward towards the Redan ; and from that moment till Eustace was laid on the amputation table of the hospital hut he did not again see his commanding officer. This gentleman's bemg severely wounded or killed was considered so certain, that Eus- tace and the other aide had engaged a sea- man named Hardy, and two other sailors of approved valour, to watch the Captain, and bring him in if he fell. They had not long to wait — before he had gone forward more than half way to the Redan, he was struck by a bullet in the left arm, and fell back fainting ; being pos- sessed by the keen sensibility he derived from his father, which urged him to meet death, but made him involuntarily lose 154 CONSTANCE RIVERS. sensation from pain. Thus, by tlie tliought- ful provision made by his aides, he was placed in safety, and attended by the sur- geons, who knew the value of such a life. The ball had passed through the fleshy part of his arm, lea^dng the bone uninjured, and the wound, barring accident, was unlikely to prove dangerous. Eustace, unencum- bered by his light jacket, open red shirt, midshipman's cap and trousers, and armed only with his sword, ran forward towards the Redan, at the head of the 57th Regi- ment, the men of which were falling under a heavy fire like packs of cards, nor did he stop till a sharp sting quivered in the palm of his hand, and he felt his sword whirled out of his grasp, and knocked away seve- ral yards to the right. Involuntarily the shock to his nerves threw him on his knees ; he looked at his bleedhig hand, and then scrambled to his feet, blushing at havuig CONSTANCE KIVERS. 155 dropped -for so sliglit a cause, and fearful lest any one should have observed his dis- comfiture. As he picked up his sword, he saw that he was far ahead of the ladders and most of the soldiers, so he retraced his steps, and, walking by the side of the two foremost ladders, he took command of them, and en- couraged and hurried on the men. About half way up, Eustace saw three officers crouching down in a little chalk-pit, who seemed to partake of Butler's opinion, that " He who fights and runs away, Lives to fight another day." Probably, as these were bearded men, with less enthusiasm than that which glowed in the breast of sixteen, they saw the hopelessness of the sacrifice of life which they had been called on to make. At any event, self-pre- servation seemed to be their governing prin- ciple ; and Eustace, restraining the exclama- 156 CONSTANCE RIVERS. tion of " cowards !" whicli struggled on his lips for utterance, passed tliem in silent con- tempt. " A young fool of a blue-jacket !" said one, whose name was St. Cyr. " Hang it ! he puts us to shame, though !" said another, called Lymerton. " Never mind ; laugh those that win," re- plied the first. " He won t be alive to tell of us in two hours time." When Eustace got up to the abattis, he looked round on his ladders. Three men were left out of the six who had started with the rearmost. One old man and a boy struggled on under the weight of the foremost. As the veteran strained under his load, with fresh efforts he cheered his boy companion. " Come along, Bill — we'll get our blasted ladder up first. Never mind us, sir," he continued, seeing that Eustace had taken CONSTANCE RIVERS. 157 his place to aid in its transportation ; " you are wounded ?" — seeing the blood dropping from his hand. " Only a scratch," said our hero, aiding them to carry it till they reached the abattis. On arrirag there all the men lay down, and Eustace followed then" example, for he saw plainly that, unless reinforcements arrived, nothing could be accomplished. On lookmg round he could perceive only about four, or, at most, live hundred Eng- lishmen, whilst two thousand five hundred to three thousand Russians were kneeling on the parapet, fom- deep, and picking off the enemy in a manner painfully metho- dical. Just as Eustace lay do^vll an engineer officer asked him where the captain was, and on the boy's replying that he did not know, the officer ran off to try and find 158 CONSTANCE RIVEKS. liim, but fell dead before he had proceeded many steps. For the mformation of my fair friends, I must explain that an abattis is formed of felled trees, with their branches presented towards the enemy. Presently an officer sprang to his feet, weary, probably, of inac- tion, and, breakmg off a branch, waved it over his head. It fell on Eustace from his helpless hand as he sank again to the earth, pierced by a dozen bullets. A young ser- geant now jumped up, and, with a consider- able amount of brogue, asked the men to follow him in mounting the abattis ; but meeting with no response, he waxed angry, and said he would order the men to follow him, and shoot the first who refused. He was about eighteen or nineteen, and had probably been promoted for some act of valour at the Alma or Inkermann. Finding they were still silent, he command- CONSTANCE RIVERS. 159 ed one man near liim to follow, and seeiiifx the veteran smile, his only response, at the impossibility of the task, he raised his piece to shoot him, and in the act of raising it fell himself in a death-struggle. Just after the death of the young ser- geant, an officer, who was lying next to Eustace, was hit in the bowels, and, rolling over in the extremity of his agony, he shrieked out — " Oh ! my God ! — oh ! my mother ! — my mother !" Striking out his feet in convulsions of torture, his struggles and exclamations called the attention of the Russians to the group, and brought down upon it an extra share of bullets ; but there was no help for it — ^110 shelter from them — and Eustace, inexpressibly affected by the words uttered by the dying man, moved out of his way to give him space to expire. In doing this the 160 CONSTANCE RIVERS. boy raised himself on his right arm to look through the branches of the abattis, shading his eyes with his left hand, and instantly received a horrible shock in the left arm, which dropped him amongst the dead that surromided him, and made him roll over their bodies. " My arm is broken," he thought ; and though movement increased the agony, he was unable to stop his involuntary rotation. The pain became more and more acute as sensibility returned after its being stunned in the injured part, of which suffering any one may judge who has struck even slightly what is called vulgarly the funny-bone of the elbow. After a few minutes the agony was lost in insensibility. A sergeant soon after shook Eustace by the shoulder, say- ing— " I say, mate, if you're able to get up, you had better go." CONSTANCE RIVERS. 161 "Whither?" said Eustace, opening his eyes. " Oh ! I beg pardon, sir, I did not see you were an officer ; but if you can move, you had better go, for you ^vill be bayo- netted if you stay here. All our men are retiring." Eustace thanked his friend for his warn- ing, and scrambled to his feet. He looked for his companions, and saw wliat seemed to be the last of them going in ; and, pick- ing up his cap, mechanically he walked to- wards the British batteries, passing the old man and the boy lying dead by the side of their scaling ladder. On the night of the 17th, a ditch had been dug towards the Redan, about half- way up from the quarries. From want of time to complete it, this was only a common ditch, three feet deep. Had the attack been delayed a few days, it would probably VOL. I. M 162 CONSTANCE RIVERS. have been converted into a regular ap- proach. Into this shelter several of the retreating men had jumped ; for, by running with the body bent forward, they were in a great degree hidden from the Russians, for the grass on either side was between two or three feet high, so that it afforded a good cover. Eustace, not yet full grown, thinking it would make a sufficient concealment for him, jumped down into it, thereby giving his arm an awkward shake. But, on moving towards the British camp, dreadful screams proceeded from numbers of wounded men, who, having been stricken in going up to the Redan, had crawled into the ditch for shelter, and now announced their agony, as the increasing stream of fugitives trampled over their wounded and mutilated limbs. With some difficulty Eustace scrambled up the side, every fresh exertion forcing the otherwise dripping blood into a stream ; but CONSTANCE EIYEES. 163 he had rather suffer than niflict suffering, and he had soon reason to congratulate him- self on his humanity. He had not left the ditch three minutes, before the Russians, who had observed the long line of heads passing through it, trained three guns of grape and canister for the ditch, and swept down all the line of heads, the men all falling over each other, as bent cards placed in line to please a child, when one is propelled forward by the touch of his dunpled finger. Eustace walked on slowly, untouched, though the bullets and grape tore up the earth over which he passed. He had felt ill and exhausted before he started, and now he was sick and faint from pain and loss of blood, and it needed all the images of his home, and of his mother s miserable anxiety, to urge him to hasten on to pre- M 2 164 CONSTANCE RIVERS. serve a life to wliicli he was becoming in- dilFerent. " Apathy of limb, the dull beginning Of the cold staggering race which Death was winning," was stealing over him. But he had nearly reached the trench from which that gallant party had started in the dawn, and he crossed over to where the continued stream of men passing had worn down a passage through the parapet, when a young soldier of the Rifles leapt out of the ditch already spoken of, and, eager to obtam shelter, brushed rudely by the boy's wounded arm, saying impatiently, " Move on, sir !" Eustace replied by a curse, and the man ran up the worn parapet with his musket at the trail, to which Eustace, seizing it by the butt-end, held on, that he might be dragged up the little ascent. The rifleman turned angrily to see what occasioned the unusual weight, CONSTANCE RIVERS. 165 when a round shot, passing over the right shoulder of Eustace, struck the soldier, and cut him in two. Eustace stepped over his body, and was in comparative safety. Just before this last step, however, he turned to look behind him — a feeling of nationality overriding pain, weariness, and sickness. They had failed. Had the French succeeded any better? Yorke was trying to satisfy himself on this point, with an in- difference to his own life which in future years seemed incredible, when he remem- bered that, being the sole living creature on the parapet, he made the only mark for the Russian bullets. He was re- called to the fact by the exclamations of an Irish regiment within the parapet. " Jump ! jump ! Lord bless your innocent heart ! don't you see 'tis yer precious self they're firing at ?" 166 CONSTANCE KIVERS. "How can I jump?" said the youth, pointmg to liis dangling arm, not fancying the jar to that helpless limb by a sudden descent of ten feet. Two officers of the Guards ran forward to help him, and one of them took hun down in his arms as if he had been an mfant. They held water to his parched lips, and pressed on hun brandy, which he declined. They wanted also to take him to their own doctor ; but Eustace, thanking them in the few faint words he could manage to utter, walked on towards the sailors' camp. On his way towards the right Lancaster gun, towards which he was proceeding, he overtook a blue-jacket who had lost two fingers and a thumb, and was tearing his shirt to bandage the stumps. As Yorke went forward he was greeted by the following exclamations — ''Look there, Bill ! there's a go ! A poor CONSTANCE BIVERS. 167 little boy wounded, who ought to have been at home with his mother !" " What a shame ! 'Tis but a babe !" Clement, a surgeon, who examined his arm, said it must be amputated at once. "Why?" " Because you have a large ball in the elbow-joint." " If so, could I bend my arm ?" " Certainly not." Eustace, at the expense of exquisite agony to the Avounded part, bent liis arm. And the surgeon looked astonished, and offered to extract the ball ; but Yorke de- clined, wishing to reach liis OAvn naval medical staff. Shortly after, an officer, seeing his state of exhaustion, procured a stretcher, on which Eustace was carried into camp, not without more perils, for a round shot tore up the ground under the feet of the bearers. The 168 CONSTANCE RIVERS. blue-jacket now overtook the stretcher, minus his fingers and the tail of his shirt, and ran by the side of Eustace, chatting in a most cheerful manner ; but in changing arms the men dropped their burden, and Eustace, falling on the wounded arm, fainted from the pain. As he recovered he heard the exclamations previously made by the Irish regiment in the batteries repeated by a party of Highlanders. When he reached the side of the amputa- tion table, he found the blue-jacket already on it, who talked in a firm, unshaken voice, whilst the surgeons took from their sockets the remains of his thumb and two fingers. Then it was Yorke's turn ; and the doctors were all for amputating the arm above the elbow joint, all but one, who, being luckily the senior, had more weight. A ball over five ounces in weight was found unbedded in the shattered bones, just below the elbow CONSTANCE RIVERS. 169 joint, and his arm was saved. Wiiilst lie was yet on tlie table, his gallant, tender- hearted young chief, having his arm in a sling, came to look after his boy aide-de- camp. He listened with incredulity at first to the account Eustace gave of his having been up to the Redan, believing, from the flushed cheeks and sparkling eyes of his aide, that he spoke under the influence of delirium. It seemed impossible that Yorke could have lived through such a storm of shell and shot, had he passed through so much space in a position so exposed. "0 God! thou strength of my health!" said Eustace, reverently. ''Thou hast covered my head in the day of battle :" and if there was a shadow of presumption in the thought, let it be forgiven, for the feeling of perfect reliance on this aid has ever nerved the hearts of our warriors to their noblest exertions. 170 CONSTANCE RIVERS. So soon as liis arm was bound up, and he was carried to his hut, he asked for writing- paper, and wrote in pencil to his mother a few illegible Imes. " It was not much of a wound — he should soon be well enough to go back to the battery." The messmate who had found the ma- terials retouched the words, that Lady Yorke might know what they were meant to convey; and then Yorke turned away and slept the deep sleep of exhaustion, till nature, busy to repair the damage done by the bullet, set up inflammation, attended by burning pain in the wounded arm, making Eustace restless and sleepless. After a few days he was sent to the Naval Hospital at Therapia, where he spent a fortnight of rest and enjoyment in the society of his cultivated and intellectual chief, who was also " Waxing well of his deep wound." CONSTANCE RIVERS. 171 But in a few days the patients showed that, however dehghtful might be the wilder- ness of sweets that surrounded them in that paradise of nature, an air more bracing was necessary to restore them to perfect health. Shortly after, Lady Yorke heard from the captain of the Britannia that her son's pas- sage home had been taken in H. M. S. Leviathan; and after telling her on Avhat date the vessel was likely to be at Portsmouth, he stated that the surgeon had suggested that some efficient person should be on the spot to receive Sir Eustace Yorke, as his debility was great, and, in addition to this, that his wounded arm rendered hun very helpless. The letter concluded with some well-de- served commendation of the conduct and gallantry of her son. How fast Myra's heart beat on reading this letter ! How eagerly she counted the days till the Leviathan might be expected 172 CONSTANCE RIVERS. at Portsmouth. ! There were a few feeble lines from Eustace : "I am coming home, my dear mother. You will soon make me well and strong. ^' Your loving son, "Eustace." M}Ta wore these tremulous lines on her bosom. Probably she might have loved her son had he been a coward, and steeped in infamy, but now she was proud of her de- votion to the noble youth whom all united to commend. She would not travel down till the day before that on which there was a probability of the arrival of the vessel. She was shy of exhibiting her anxieties in the presence of strangers. To travel at all was an effort to one who rarely left lionie. She had a half-consciousness that her confidential maid had no love for Eustace, and no sympathy CONSTANCE RIVEKS. 173 in her mistress's trouble — that she was jealous of a devotion in which she had no part ; so Lady Yorke left her at home, and took her footman only with her. On reaching Portsmouth, she was glad to retire to her bedroom. ^' The Old Ship " was full of company, for others besides her- self had beloved ones on the ocean, who were to be welcomed to their native land. The sea at high tide seemed to lave the walls of the houses under Myra's bedroom window, but there was no distant prospect of the ocean from it. That was then of little consequence. Tlie Leviathan at the earliest could not arrive till the morrow. When the sun rose Myra arose also ; she would breakfast early — that would be some- thing to do. That meal hurried over, she dressed herself in her veiled bonnet, and went out attended by her servant, " to look at the fortifications" ostensibly — in reality 1 74 CONSTANCE RIVEES. to gaze ^vitli inquiring eyes on the dizzy expanse of rocking water, demanding the vessel that bore her absent son. Involuntarily her memory presented to her nmid the touching lines ascribed by the poet Bowles to the bereaved monarch Abba Thule— " I climb the highest cliff, I hear the sound Of dashing waves — I gaze intent around — I mark the sun wliich orient lifts his head, I mark the sea's lone rule beneath him spread ; But not a spec can my far-seeing eye, A shadow on the tossing waves descry. That I might weep tears of dehght and say, It is the bark that bore my child away." She grew tired of the presence of her ser- vant, and dismissed him ; and then seated herself on the edge of the bastion, and looked into the distant horizon till her senses reeled from the prolonged effort. She got over her shyness so far as to ad- dress the old sailors who loitered about with glasses at their eye, \vith the sweetest CONSTANCE RIVERS. 175 of smiles, and the gentlest of tones — when did they think the Leviathan would arrive ? " Maybe you expect somebody who's aboard ?" " Yes — oh ! yes. My son — he is ill — wounded." " Very like — very like." " But when do you think — " and here her voice became tremulous — '^ the vessel will come?" " May be to-night — may be to-morrow — can't say." ''Then she is not out there now? — not one of those four vessels we see in the dis- tance ?" " Lord bless you, no !" Then looking at her with profound contempt — " why, don't you know her when you see her ?" Myra was obliged to confess her ignor- ance. In truth, excepting that some ships were larger than others, and some emitted 176 CONSTANCE RIVERS. Steam, which the others did not, she thought they looked all alike. She tried to buy a more favourable opinion from the old salt by the donation of a shilling to purchase tobacco, which so wrought on him, that he promised, if she came again to-morrow, to let her look out of his glass, and then per- haps she might see the vessel she wanted. Myra lingered till the sun sank below the level sea, and no ships could be seen through the soft mist which enveloped the horizon. Then she went to the hotel, and contem- plated two very tall wax lights in two con- sumptive-looking silver candlesticks, with small beading round the sockets for orna- ment, which candles had replaced the moulds first provided by the landlord, when he found from the footman that his mistress was " my Lady ;" a jug without a spout, or rather with the dilapidated remains of one, was hastily abstracted from the side-board. CONSTANCE RIVERS. 177 and replaced by a new one meant to repre- sent china — tlie result of the same mtelli- gence, whilst ten per cent, was also added to the items of her ladyship's bill. She could not rest — she could not settle herself to any occupation. She thought with Gray — " My lonely sorrow melts no heart but mine, And in my breast the imperfect joys expire." At length she went to bed, and, wearied of having walked about unconsciously all day, she slept for some hours. The wind rose and the waves lashed the shuigles under her window. She dreamed that the Leviathan was labouring in a heav}^ sea— was wrecked — going to pieces — a voice seemed to cry " All lost !" She started up in cold terror, to find that the wind was blowing a hurricane. " Oh ! what can I do? — how can I get to VOL. I. N 178 CONSTANCE RIVEES. him ! All, me ! I have no help — no comfort — ^no one to speak to !" The draught of cold air flared the night light ; and she arose and lighted her candle — she could not place her head on the pillow whilst such a turmoil was going on out- side. " Oh ! my Eustace !" and she sank on her knees by the side of the bed, and wept and prayed urgent tender supplications for the safety of her boy. Every fresh burst of the tempest shook her agitated breast. She ex- tinguished the lights, in the vain hope of be- ing able to see the sky and the water. She opened the door of her room, and stole softly along the passages, till she came to a window that she knew would command the horizon, when there was light sufliicient to reveal it. It was two o'clock when she was awakened by the storm — she lingered about till half-past five. CONSTANCE RIVERS. 179 " Half-past five, sir ! Time to get up — half-past five !" said a waiter, knocking at the door of one of the sleepers ; then, seeing Myra's pale anxious face, who was stealing away, rather ashamed of being detected in her watching — " Leviathan there, ma'am — there, m the ofiing ; came in in the night — too rough to come any nearer at present — be in in the course of the day, ma'am." " Are you 5wr^ P" said Myra tremulously — " are you quite sure ?" " Oh ! yes ! — know the vessel quite well. Seen her scores of times. There she is," pointing her out to Myi'a. " Thank you, ma'am," pocketing the fiNQ shillings Myra placed in his hands. She went to her room, and kneeling where her tears had not yet had time to dry on the counterpane, she poured out such ejaculations of gratitude and thanksgiving as seldom emanate from mortal bosoms. Those n2 180 CONSTANCE KIVERS. who return to give thanks are but as one to nine. M}a*a could now give her hour to sleep, and when she had rested she breakfasted and went forth to the beach. She must see her boy. She could not wait. She found the old salt. "Would you like to look through the glass, mum ?" Myra never could see through a telescope, but she consented to try, as the sailor seemed to wish it. " There she lays. A fine vessel, mum !" " I want a boat to go out to her," said Myra, decidedly made bold by her sense of happiness. "A boat to go out to her? 'Tis foul weather, and 'tisn't everybody would like it. You see, mmu, 'tisn't over-safe ; but we seamen don't stop for that often. Isn't your ladyship timorous yourself?" added he. CONSTANCE " RIVERS. 181 " Well, then, I'll make the best bargain I can for you." In a few minutes he returned to Lady Yorke, and announced that he had engaged a boat and a couple of men, besides him- self, for three guineas. Had he said ten, Myra would willingly have paid it. They placed Myra in the boat, and wrapped a spare sail round her to defend her from the spray, and pushed off from land. I Avill not give my heroine too much credit for courage, nor deny that she some- what repented having hazarded the lives of three brave men besides her own in her impatience to see her son. In the midst of the boiling waves, whirled on thek crests, or sinkhig down into their troughs, the sailors began to express their doubts as to whether they should ever make the vessel. Myra said nothing. She did not moan nor scream. She fixed her eves 182 CONSTANCE RIVERS. on the scarcely perceptible form of the Leviathan^ and wept silently to think what Eustace would suffer if she were not alive to welcome liim home ; but this grief was not to weigh on his young heart. The side of the vessel was reached, and Myra, terrified by the dancing about of the little cockle- shell of a boat she was leaving, clung to a rope on the ship's side, and clambered up like a cat, thankful to cling to something so large and comparatively firm. An officer advanced, bowing, to mqmre her commands. She mentioned the name of her son, and AN'as conducted below to the cabin, in which the officers were seated at their breakfasts. " My son, Sir Eustace Yorke !" said poor Myra, flushing, for she had grown shy again in a crowd of strangers. "I am coming, my mother, presently," said a quiet voice from one of the cabins. Myra went quickly towards it. CONSTANCE RIVERS. 183 " I cannot speak to you yet. Tlie surgeon is dressing my arm. Please to go back to the table. You wall not like to see it." Myra obeyed. At length, the many yards of bandage being properly applied, Eustace walked de- liberately out of the cabin to where Lady Yorke stood, feeling awkward, at the table. " How do you do ?" he said, quietly, and just brushed her forehead with his lips. Tliis was the meeting between mother and son, after two years and eight months' absence. Nothing could have been colder than the salutation, yet both were satisfied : the boy with the mother's love, that had come through peril to welcome him home ; the mother exulting in the improvement she observed in his person and manner. He had left her a boy — ardent and ingenuous. He had returned to her, made manly by the scenes through which he had passed. 184 CONSTANCE RIVERS. Whilst his contemporaries at public schools struggled through the difficulties of the Greek tragedies, he had been an actor in real ones, and these had left marks of thought and determination on his young brow. Thus were mother and son re-united. Lady Yorke waited till the storm had abated, and the angry waves were stilled, before she went on shore. Very proud and very happy she was on carrying her son home. The inhabitants of the village, and the tenants on the estate, wished to give Eustace a triumphant reception ; but neither the mother nor her boy had any taste for such demonstrations, and kept the day of their return a secret. Sir Eustace Yorke had been returned by all his commanding officers as worthy of obtaining the Victoria Cross, and his name was put down on the Admiralty list accord- CONSTANCE RIVERS. 185 ingly, next to that of his gallant chief captain. The mother and her son wandered about in the park and gardens in the evening. For a week or ten days Eustace was content to " rest and be thankful ;" but the activity of his mind revolted from prolonged inac- tion. He Avished to gain his mother's con- sent to his favourite scheme for leaving the Nav}^ ; but he recoiled from the idea of the pain he felt it would give her — all her in- terests seemed naval now ; for his sake she reverenced it as a profession, and admired the character of its men and officers. One sunset evening, however, when he leaned on her arm, for he was still feeble, she asked the question so often put by loving lips, and so seldom answered truly, " Of what are you thinking ?" Without venturing to look at her, he re- plied. 186 CONSTANCE ri\t:rs. " Mother, of leaving the Nav}^ !" " Of leaving the Navy ! Oh! Eustace! — the profession you sought for so ardently, in which you have distinguished yourself so nobly, in which your career has been so brilliant! Oh! Eustace, you have disap- pointed me cruelly !" " You have scarcely a right, to say that, my mother, I think," the boy replied. '^ Re- member, the service m which I was said to have distinguished myself was the land ser- vice. Had I been on board, I could have had but small opportunity of doing so." He then recapitulated all the reasons for his wishing to enter a cavalry regiment; and his mother ended by consenting to aid him in their fulfilment. Tlien Eustace visited his friend and chief, and learnt from him the value of a culti- vated mind. He was eager to hurry home, and begin self-imposed tasks. The scholar- CONSTANCE RIVERS. 187 ship which had been so distasteful to him as a boy, now asserted its importance in his mmd. Every morning at half-past five he would be found with his Yirgil and diction- ary before him, studpng till the breakfast- bell called hun to where Lady Yorke read prayers to the household at eight o'clock. Excepting a mad gallop for two hours every day over .every available fence round his estate, he spent the whole day, and part of the night, in reading Latin. He had set himself a task to accomplish, and by chaining his attention thereunto, he avoided, in some degree, the sickening alternation of hopes and fears about the chances of getting a commission. The kind-hearted Commander-in-chief had sunk under strategic disappointments; but a letter he had written to Eustace re- mained, and its production at the Horse Guards was followed by his obtaining a 188 CONSTANCE EIVERS. promise of a commission in the cavalry. Eight months, however, elapsed before Eus- tace could leave his home. The shattered bone continued to exfoliate from his arm, and his health suffered from the continued anguish of his wound. In the meantime, he obtained permission from the Admiralty to leave the Navy ; and, as a result, when their list of those for whom the Victoria Cross was destined came out, the name of Sir Eustace Yorke was found to have been struck out. Myra's indignation knew no bounds. That of Eustace was more silent and self- contained. " They may withhold it, but I'll have the Victoria Cross in spite of them, before I die!" he muttered below his breath. Before he joined his regiment, the th Dragoons, he, having conquered his Yir- gilean difficulties, expressed his determina- CONSTANCE ri\t:rs. 189 tion to begin Greek again. He liad recog- nised the meaning of some of that sonorous language, whilst listening to the chanting of the priests in the monastery of Saint George, and he took up some of his neglected Greek choruses mth satisfaction. Soon after he joined his regunent in the west of England, and found himself at seventeen and six months a cornet mthout a friend in the army. In his regiment there were men of higher rank, of greater wealth, than Eustace ; but though most of the young officers were senior to Yorke, in character they were essentially school-boys without a head-master, and thought the grave young cornet a fit subject for the Avitless horse-play in which these enfranchised children thought it manly to indulge. The experience of Eustace in the saturnalia of the midshipmen's society was sufficient to assure him that any remon- 190 CONSTANCE RIVERS. strance was vain. He attempted not to stem the cm^rent. He simply withdrew him- self from it. He had joined before his miiform ar- rived ; but on his first appearance with his medals, his companions were silenced. They knew not before but that he had just left school. Eustace had never spoken of him- self When, a few nights before, Eustace had retired to rest, but had not taken off his clothes, a riotous party, believing the youth was not alone, proceeded, after a vain attempt to turn the handle of the door, to break in a panel, wdien they found Yorke reading quietly a chapter of the Bible, which he had done every night since he had been under fire. The point of the jest was lost, and they turned away disap- pointed. ^' You will have a cigar ?" said one, one day. CONSTANCE RIVERS. 191 '' Thank you, I don't smoke." ''Why do you not?" " Because I don't choose to do so." " You do not diink either ?" " Certainly not — for the same reason." " Nor play billiards ?" " Not for money." "Nor bet?" " No." " What a muff you must be !" "Indeed!" "There's no making anything out of this fellow," they agreed. " He don't seem to care for chaff,'' It was a happy day when Eustace re- ceived his orders to sail for the Crimea again. He found time to return, and take a hurried farewell of his mother. " Eustace !" said she, seeing him placing a volume beside the Bible in his port- manteau. " Wliat a strange juxtaposition!" 192 CONSTANCE RIVERS. It was " Night and Morning." " Yes, but for that book, my mother, I should not have won your approbation as I have done." He turned to a part of the volume which opened by itself, and showed Lady Yorke the page in which the gifted author de- scribes the qualities of Philip Mordant's character. "With all his passions, he held licentious- ness in disdain; with all his ambition for the power of wealth, he despised its luxury. Simple, masculine, severe, abstemious, he was of that mould in which in earlier times the successful men of action have been cast." He left her. " Hers was the grief, the gloom, The tearful eye, that followed far The fast retreating plume." He had been so charming — so intelligent CONSTANCE KIVEKS. 193 a companion, so gentlemanlike in his defer- ence to lier as a woman — so devoted to her as a son, that the house seemed more than ever empty when his footsteps no longer echoed through the old hall. He was detained at Scutari, instead of going on to the Crimea. A fire took place in the barracks, and, in consequence of this accident, the ofiicer on duty was required to visit the outposts every evening. As a rule, the officer was content to visit the two near- est, when, with a clear conscience, he could say he had "visited the outposts," two making a plural number ; but Eustace could not consent to act such an evasion. When his turn came, he went the round of the whole, twice crossing the Turkish cemetery, ! which, from its slightly covered dead, was pestilential at all times, but mostly so during the moist vapours of night, in which no sound was audible but the melancholy bowlings of VOL. I. 194 CONSTANCE RIVERS. dogs, answering each other from their feasts on the exhumed bodies. Very dreary were these nightly walks, as Eustace, with his sword drawn, paced alone the silent camp; sometimes stumbling over unknoAvn obstacles, sometimes gazing on the moonbeams, which threw long lines of light on the mighty trunks of the massive cy- presses, and revealed the weird and gro- tesque-looking monuments of turbaned stone, which seemed to possess a semi-vitality — some bowing, as if in mockery, others lean- ing their heads together, as if in consulta- tion, and others again flung prostrate on the moss and scanty herbage. Through the centre of the burying-ground, which was more than three miles in length, passed a broad, open space, left to admit of the pas- sage of the arabas, which deposited the bodies of the faithful dead. Cypresses, tall as Preadamite creations, stood silent CONSTANCE EIVERS. 195 sentinels on each side of the road, flanking the unkno^vn depths of the cemetery. As Eustace turned on reaching the summit of the gentle acclivity, and looked back, the ground seemed white with broken and dis- graced monuments — overthrown records of the lost and dead ; uncared for as those de- posed idols we look back on — those broken projects and forgotten hopes that occupied our past life. After one of these visits, Eustace sickened of t}^hus fever. He was taken delirious to the hospital. The doctors gave but small hope of his recovery. The captain of his troop, who loved the boy for his modesty, his gallant deeds, and his attention to his duties, pitied the anguish of his mother, when he pictured her agony at receiving the probable news of the death of her son, if she remained uninformed of his illness, and wrote to break the intelligence which o 2 196 CONSTANCE RIVERS. the next mail would probably bring her. She received the letter, and two hours after was on her way to Marseilles, to take the packet for Constantinople. She might not arrive m time to see him alive ; but there was a chance, a possibility of reaching him. A courier attended her through France ; but, on going on board the steamer, she dismissed him, believing that at Scutari he would be more than useless. Arrived there, the kindness of the lady- superintendent procured her admission to the hospital in which Eustace was lying. She was shown into the room, where there was but one bed occupied, and she perceived not her son, and turned away disappointed. As she was leaving the room, a faint voice exclaimed — ''Mother!" She returned, and knelt by the side of her boy, so changed that she had not recognised him, save by his voice. CONSTANCE RIVERS. 197 The recognition on his part had been but momentary. His mind wandered again to the busy past, where his active energies had occupied him in strange contrast to the helplessness of his present state, and to the more perfect repose to which his young life seemed to be hurrying. " Ha ! fools ! what are you staring at ? Did you never see a dead man before ? Take it away! — to the hospital, if he lives — if not, fling it aside to the rear — we must work this gun. How those active fellows swarm up the Alma heights ! They should have been sailors — not Zouaves. " This is the Mamelon — they sit in a circle and converse in whispers. No French vivacity. They are picked off one by one as they sit. Anoflicer is looking on something covered with a military cloak. It was his friend ten minutes since !" Then the youth tried to hum the "Zouave 198 CONSTANCE RIVERS. March." The air brought back the recollec- tions of the time when he had heard it. " Ha ! fine fellows ! Look at that man with the tricolor flag, one hundred yards in front of his comrades ! Ha ! ha I he is going to drive the Russians from the MalakofF single-handed ! He climbs over the abattis. He fires ! Ah ! he's down ! Brave fellow ! He will never rise, till the trump of doom. Another raises the tricolor ! Bravo ! Grand nation ! A crowd bustles round it — it waves — it sinks ! The Russians trample it down !" A yell arose from the parched lips of Eus- tace, and Myra called the orderly to hold him down on his bed, from which he was struggling to rise, with the momentary strength of fever. " Ha ! the French supports arrive — they come from the middle ravines at a quick double ! Drums and fifes playing ! — Victory !" And with a tremulous voice again he sang CONSTANCE EIVEES. 199 and tried to sliout the inspiring notes of the " Zouave March." " I'll bore holes in those lines of Russians with my sixty-eight pounders," he said, below his breath. Then with a shout he exclaimed, " How they go down ! Like wheat in harvest! So thirsty! — water ! Pah ! it smells of blood ! Look, it is stained — give it me — I must drink !" Myra supported his head, and held the water to his lips — which he swallowed with difficulty. His tongue was dark brown, his teeth and lips clogged with the terrible in- dications of typhus. Then he tried to sing — " Says a soldier to a sailor as they were walking one day.'' This died away into one of the saddest of the negro melodies. " Hang up the fiddle and the bow, Put by the mattock and the hoe. There's no more work for poor old Ned ; He's gone where the good niggers go." 200 CONSTANCE RIVERS. Then lie remained silent, or muttered only, in a drowsy state. To watch him and count, or try to count, that feeble hurrying pulse, was Myra's only occupation as she sat by his bed-side. But her hours of watching were limited. The tribe of doctors, eight in number, who visited their patients twice a day, had warned the lady-superientendent that Lady Yorke must not be allowed to remain more than three hours during the day in the room with her son. " Her coming at all is a nuisance," they said. "We shall have her sick on our hands, and we have too many invalids al- ready. With her anxiety and depressed spirits, she will be sure to take the infec- tion of typhus if she does not go out into the air daily for some hours." Myra was obedient — she was thankful to be there at all ; but, on putting on her bon- net and cloak to walk out, she was stopped CONSTANCE RIVERS. 201 before she had descended the magnificent marble steps of the hospital, by a message from the lady-superintendent, that two sol- diers were ready to attend her. She had not counted on such an honour, and returned to remonstrate. '^ As you please, Lady Yorke ; but if you go where you seemed to direct your steps, to the cemetery, you are unlikely ever to come back alive, if you go unattended. Violence and murder are too common to be made much account of now." So Myra gave up her idea, and confined her walk to the precincts of the hospital grounds. When in the building she could not be prevented wandermg up and down the cor- ridor which contamed the room where Eus- tace was Ipng. She was not permitted to spend the night by his side ; but she walked outside, and passing and repassing to look 202 CONSTANCE EIVERS. if perchance the nurse slept by the side of her charge ; and blessing the tatters in the green window blinds, which, catching the draughts of wind through the open arches into the large interior quadrangle, allowed her glimpses of her treasure — sometimes of the skeleton hand — sometimes of the attenu- ated face tossed restlessly on the heated pillow. Soon the \dgilance of the doctors and nurses relaxed. Myra was permitted to take the whole charge of her boy. He was a feather-Aveight now — she could move him in his bed — she hated the interference of the female nurses, and preferred an orderly, who slept till he was wanted, and then was glad to return to the comfortable bed which Myra had prepared for him. Sometimes she slept also ; and Avhen Eustace showed signs of recovery, she could afford to smile at the indifference with which she made her CONSTANCE EIVERS. 203 toilette beliind a screen in the room with the sleeping soldier ; or went to the bath, where male attendants watched by the door, or added hot or cold water. "Nice cus- toms curtsy to great necessities." In the early morning, after her boy had passed a better night than usual, she used to walk outside the en\irons of the hospital, and watch the rismg of the sun over Mount Olympus, which stood out grandly in its covering of eternal snow, rose-tinted by the morning beams, which deepened the nearer hills to rich purple tints, and made the fore- gromid burnished gold. The lady longed for her quiet, genial home, for its repose, its refinement. She sickened of the regular Greek outline, of the magnificent black eyes with their eternal sparkle, of the beautiful straight noses and short upper lips, A\dth their silky moustache. She looked lo\dngly — such was her nation- 204 CONSTANCE RIVERS. ality — at the beds full of our sleeping sol- diers, wlien she passed through their gal- leries at night, and saw the rough faces, snub noses, and red whiskers that spoke to her of home. It was a comfort to get to her boy's side, and talk to him of their return — it was like heaven after those weary pacings up and down the galleries, containing three hundred and thirty-three feet each corridor. How often she had counted them, trying not to think of the chances of her son's death. At length he was permitted to leave the hospital ; and, attended by his soldier-ser- vant and his mother, they took their passage for home, and reached it safely. Now he was with her in her quiet home, gazing out listlessly on the deep shadows of the park-trees, in the glory of the summer sunset. " How beautiful !" she said, at length. CONSTANCE RIVERS. 205 " It is beautiful ! — a most beautiful piece of gi^ound !" replied he, eagerly, with his face lighted up mth somewhat of his old enthusiasm. " And give me three hundred of my own men of the , and five hun- dred Cossacks coming do^vn the opposite hill ! Wouldn't we make mince-meat of them, that's all !" " You would never pollute this lovely home scene Avith blood and death ?" said his mother. " Pollute ! Rather say sanctify it with fame for ever !" rejoined the youth. As he grew stronger, the wish to culti- vate his mind returned. He had been over- whelmed mth shame, he said, when, on a six hours' truce, a young Russian officer had come up and addressed him in five different modern languages ; but as English was not one of them, he had stood dumb and help- less, till his chief explained what was said to 206 CONSTANCE RIVERS. him, and interpreted his answers. He would go to some family in France, and study French. Myra sighed, and let hmi go. He was to return in two months, when his sick leave would expire. He wrote daily, for the first fortnight in English, then in French, when he was compelled, by his ignorance of the language, to write Avhat he could^ rather than what he loould. Lady Yorke had taken the precaution to mquire if Monsieur D had daughters, and finding that the eldest was an ugly, turned-up-nosed g\r\ of twelve years, she rested m peace. But let no mother, with an unmarried son of eighteen, rest in peace, if the youth be a baronet, and heir to a fine fortune. Mon- sieur D , on recei\dng Sir Eustace Yorke, and finding out his future wealth, sent for his eldest daughter, who was a governess in England. Eustace knew nothing of French, CONSTANCE RIVEKS. 207 and the tall, fine-looking young woman of twenty-seven years was invaluable in teach- ing him, and interpreting his English to her family. She was well-mformed, too, and her advantage in age, with a youth, she knew how to turn to good account. An English girl might have done it clumsily ; a French woman understood the business perfectly. Eustace fell in love with the stately Clau- dine ; but he had been brought up in rigid notions of equity in pecuniary matters, and as soon as he had acquired sufficient French to go about at Fontainebleau, without the accompaniment of any of Monsieur D 's family, several of the tradesmen entreated his interest with Monsieur D to settle their small accounts, which had been un- paid for many months. He had seen a love of little luxuries in good eating and orna- ments in his cherished Claudine, which now 208 CONSTANCE RIVERS. revolted his mind, accustomed as he had been to the strict idea of justice imbibed from his mother. He took an early oppor- tunity of asking Claudine whether the allega- tions of the tradesmen were correct. She flushed slightly, and said she supposed so. "Then, it seems to me, mademoiselle," said Eustace, who in becoming a soldier had not forgotten his naval sincerity, " that you do that which is dishonest in purchasing anything beyond what is ab- solutely necessary for existence, till your tradesmen are satisfied." She was sure she spent " very little," she replied. "You have brandy and water every night for supper, English beer for dinner ; you bought a parasol yesterday, and a veil the day before," said the unpitying Eustace. " The brandy and beer were ordered by the doctor for my health." CONSTANCE RIVERS. 209 " And the parasol and veil too ?" rejoined the youth. *'Yes, for the health of my complexion. My nose was becoming so burnt." She smiled, but there was no answering smile on the face of her companion. She went on — " My father has been in difficulties — but we are paying off by degrees. Your salary, which is paid so regularly, helps to pay oif part of the bills. I see how high are your principles — would I had been thus edu- cated ! I will do all I can to imitate you !" Sotto voce : " Intolerable prig ! Til teach him how to spend his money when I am Milady Yorke !" From that hour Mademoiselle Claudine drank her bottled beer and brandy and water in her own room. The parasol was put away, and she told Eustace she had in- duced the shop-keeper to take it back. VOL. I. p 210 CONSTANCE RIVERS. Eustace, sincere and trutliful himself, believed all she said, and had the pleasure of think- ing that he had directed a noble heart aright. He felt that a sum ridiculously large was paid to Monsieur D for his board and tuition, and he did not choose to exceed the income to which he was entitled, whilst under age. One thing was in his power — his expendi- ture should be reduced to the smallest Ihnits, that he might not have on his con- science any indulgences on his own part, to increase the sums owing to the tradesmen. For the last three weeks of his stay at Fontainebleau, he existed on dry toast and coffee, without sugar or milk, and returned , to Myra a handsome skeleton. It was some little time before she dis- covered the cause of his emaciation ; and when he did mention it, it was only to have CONSTANCE RIVERS. 211 the pleasure of praising Claudine, and prov- ing how noble she was in following the right path as soon as it was pointed out to her. Myra assented with her lips, and deter- mmed to keep a keen look-out on the future. She knew, with her shrewdness and her thirty-eight years contact with woman- kind, all their wonderful varieties of arti- fice. "How far is his heart entangled, I wonder ?" was the question she asked her- self One morning, when Eustace was out with his gun, the post brought a foreign letter on thin paper, evidently crossed and re- crossed — post-mark, "Fontainebleau." Poor mother ! hoAV she loathed the thin, spider- legs kind of handwriting ! — how she longed to throw the letter into the fire ! The p 2 212 CONSTANCE RIVERS. temptation was strong, but Myra's sense of honour was stronger, and she sat down to her breakfast with a sick heart. " They correspond, then !" she said. She would ask the question before she gave him the letter. " Eustace," she said, with a trembling voice, ''do you correspond with any of the D family ?" " No," was the prompt reply ; " Monsieur D told me that Claudine would write to me, and I replied that I hoped he would do me the honour of addressing me him- self, if any circumstance iwu^e it necessary. Rut why do you ask ? Is there a letter? — has she written ?" he said, his face beam- ing with joy. " Yes, here is a letter, in a woman's hand." Myra would not say a lady's hand, she was too angry — too angry for her usual tact— she gave way to some of the impetuosity of her youth. " Eustace, why CONSTANCE RIVERS. 213 does Mademoiselle D write to you ? — what can she have to say ?" " How can I tell," said Eustace, looking very conscious, "till I read her letter?" holding out his hand for it. " Listen, Eustace — this is an artful wo- man, double your age, who wants to entrap you into marriage." Eustace felt his face flush with anger, but he answered in a measured tone — '' You are mistaken, my mother. Made- moiselle D is incapable of trying to entrap anyone." His experience in the Xavy had taught him self-command. " Eustace, I entreat you to put the letter in the fire without reading it." " Mother " — there was a long pause, then he spoke again — " when I had been one day working hard in the hot sun in the bat- ! tery, moving powder and shot, Douglas poured out a glass of something which he 214 CONSTANCE RIVERS. said was ginger-beer, and placed it to my lips. I seized it greedily, for I was heated, and the only water was that which the ditches yielded, muddy enough, and polluted often by human blood. It was not ginger- beer, but champagne; and thirsty as I was, I gave it back untasted, for I remembered your wish that I should never drmk any- thing stronger than coffee. That temptation was great, but you require now a greater sacrifice in deshing me not to read a letter from a girl I love — the first letter I have ever had from any woman; but," added he with inexpressible sweetness — "but I should not have been alive now, had you not nursed me in that fearful hospital. Take the letter, mother." Lady Yorke took the letter, but she was touched to the heart by her son's duty ; and with victory came the mercy of a victor. ^'Take it and read it yourself, my son," CONSTANCE RIVERS. 215 said she ; "only remember that I believe her to be an artful and designing — " "And / knoio^'' said the youth, "she is incapable of — or, rather, far too elevated in her principles to have any arriere peiisee. We shall see," continued Eustace, trium- phantly opening his letter. Like the roll of Ezekiel, it was written within and without. Eustace read eagerly. Presently his coun- tenance fell ; he tore the carefully-composed letter, so full of studied artlessness, into twenty pieces, and flung it into the fire. His face was suffused with a deep flush. " What is it ?" " Only, mother, that I believe you are right. The first sentence was an entreaty that I would never tell you the subject of this letter ; and, if possible, conceal the fact of my havhig received it. I do not feel that I am bound, as a son, to show it to you ; but I beheve you are the best of friends, and 216 CONSTANCE RIVERS. as a friend I should conceal nothing from you. If I had read Mademoiselle D 's letter, I could in honour never have told you the subject which she desires me to con- ceal. I admit at once that there seems a suspicion of artifice in this request. However, I have put it out of my power now," he said gloomily, as he watched the last sparks dying away in the shrivelled and blackened paper. " I thank you, my son," said Myra ; ^' I think you will never regret this sacrifice in the future." " In the future, perhaps not. I cannot say that I do not regret it now," Eustace said petulantly, twitching his arm away from the pressure of her hand, which she had placed kindly on it. Lady Yorke was too wise to remonstrate. She was content with the result. "That vile girl!" she exclaimed, when COXSTAXCE RIVERS. 217 she was alone, and then laughed at her own violence. "After all, she is only trpng 'to better herself,' as the servants say. I must take care that she does it not at my ex- pense." After four days had elapsed, Eustace came from the post, bearing a letter, unopened, in the same writing, and mth the same post- mark. This tune Mademoiselle D liad ordered the letter to be left till called for at the post. Eustace came and held it before Lady Yorke, and then, ^vithout speaking, after a pause, that she might see it was un- opened, flung it mto the fire. He looked flushed and worried, thinking no doubt that it was full of tender reproaches for his silence. A third letter came, Avhich shared a similar fate. " This is too much," said Eustace — " the continual strife wears me out. Could you not write a compluuentary letter of thanks 218 CONSTANCE EIVERS. to Monsieur D — for the trouble he has taken with my French ? — for in that, at least, you can have nothing to complain. I will make a little excursion for a few days, and then, with a quiet conscience, you may say I am from home." Lady Yorke did this, and got no letter in reply. Mademoiselle Claudine seemed discouraged by the silence of her lover, and wrote no longer ; and then Eustace seemed disappointed when, on his return, he found no news had come from Fontamebleau. 219 CHAPTER XI. " I feel the love I give to thee Is like the sun's meridian glow, And that which thou returnst to me Its reflex from the untouched snow, — " Or like the smile that plays upon The warrior's lip compressed, which he Turns on the page who aids him don His armour's glittering panoply." Helen Carr. "DUT events were now to occur which wrung with grief many a sylvan household, and sent a thrill of un- speakable horror through the whole civil- ized world. Our Indian Empire was shaken to its very foundations, ^Yith. that which was called mutmy, but was rebellion. Eustace could hardly sit still as the sheets of the Times gave the intelligence of each 220 CONSTANCE RIVERS. Indian mail. He wrote to Messrs. Cox and Co. — was there any cliance of the be- ing ordered to India ? " None at present," was the answer. " Mother, I am not fit for this life — rest- ing at home with you, whilst our country- women are outraged, then* cliildren cut piecemeal, and their husbands massacred. I wonder any man can stay at home, and /, a soldier " "You are right, my boy," said Myra, sadly, and turning verypale — she hadbeen expecting the blow daily, and it had come ; "we will try if we can manage an exchange ; but oh ! Eustace, you are still feeble !" and her voice breaking into a sob — for though a high-souled woman, she was but human, after all — she added, " I have but you ; and first there was the Crimea, then Scu- tari, and now you want to leave me again !" CONSTANCE RI\T]RS. 221 ^' I should have been a gM, mother, for your sake. It is not a man's place to remain by household hearths when stirring deeds are to be done, and frightful crimes to be avenged. Pray don't cry — I cannot bear it !" he added, impatiently. So Myra dried her tears, and kissed his forehead slightly. The exhibition of her emotion was unusual, and few caresses ever passed between mother and son ; but pro- bably there were not another mother and son so devoted to each other in the world. So to India he Avent. He left her at two o'clock in the morning of the 31st of De- cember. She saw his dog-cart go away into the darkness, and hstening at the open door, the sounds on the frosty road became less and less, till through the gloom in the dis- tance she heard the click of the latch of the park gate, as it s^vung to after his departure through it ; and then the poor lady retreated 222 CONSTANCE RIVERS. to her bed-room, leaving untasted the hot coffee she had prepared for hun, and which he had not had time to drink, and kneehng by her bedside, she covered her face with her hands, and wept and prayed by turns. 223 CHAPTER XII. " Oh, well for him whose will is strong — He sufiFers, but he will not suffer long — He suffers, but he will not suffer wrong.." Tennyson. " ' To stand and wait' is a discipline most irksome to a young and impatient spirit, eager to be up and doing." "TTvURING tlie passage round the Cape, Eustace strove to fix his attention on the study of Hindostani. His head, dizzy from the lurching of the vessel, reeled from the effort to learn the characters of the alphabet — so puzzling to the beginner. He had exchanged at the last moment into the Lancers, and joining the vessel after it had sailed, he knew none of the officers, and lacked sympathy and companionship. 224 CONSTANCE RIVERS. There seems to be an inherent determina- tion in all men to bristle up against a new- comer. If he be strong in his single power, they band themselves against hun. If timid, feeble, and retiring, they jostle him about, metaphysically knock hun" over and walk over hun. The officers of Yorke's new regiment voted him a prig and a bore because he drank no fluid stronger than coffee, and neither played cards nor betted. The colonel in command of the detachment, who did both, reprimanded him for having joined after the vessel had sailed. He sup- posed Sir Eustace Yorke, like other young men, had been larMng in London till the last moment, instead of ordering his outfit, and makuig himself acquainted with his regimental duties. Eustace contented him- self with a quiet negative, and stated that lie had started as soon as he had heard of CONSTANCE KIVERS. 225 liis having been exchanged into tlie Lancers. At the mess one of the young officers, winking at the rest, as Eustace's plate was passed up for some rice pudding, covered it with salt before it was returned to him. Eustace found it out at the first spoonful, but finished it with an unmoved counten- ance, and the officers, who were all eager for the excitement of a row or a laugh, were disappomted by the immobility of the subject of the joke. They " could not make Yorke out," they said. His own sufferings from mal cle mer^ which he had never quite got over whilst in the Navy, did not make him unmindful of those of his horses. He braved the stench of their compartments daily to sponge their frothy mouths with clean water, and to see that all that could be done for their comfort and cleanliness was done. He represented VOL. I. Q 226 CONSTANCE RIVERS. the neglect witli which the rest were treated to the colonel, who snubbed him for the information, but acted on it. Eustace cared nothing for the snub, and the horses cared a great deal for their improved condition. On rounding the Gape, Eustace, with two of the officers of the — th, went on shore to scale the Table Mountain. Accustomed in the Crimea to extremities of heat and cold, which sometimes occur in that usually genial climate, Eustace prepared himself for the excursion with the wisdom of experi- ence. The other two went in their ordi- nary attire ; consequently, one of them sank down in sudden insensibility from sunstroke, and his familiar friend, terrified at his own possible fate, hurried on, leaving the young man extended on the ground, with a purple flush on his face, helpless, and apparently dying. Eustace dragged the heavy and inanimate body to the shade of a tree, and CONSTANCE RIVERS. 227 loosening all the ligatures of his companion's dress, he succeeded in pouring some brandy down his throat, and then, filling his cap from a stream hard by, he dashed the water freely over his face and head. Eustace knew that sunstroke produced paralysis of the brain, and that brandy w^as the best remedy. Rather anxiously, however, he watched by him. It seemed brutal to leave hun, yet the sacrifice of losing his passage to India, where he longed to be engaged in active service, was great, and he knew that " time and tide stay for no man." At length a spasm passed over the face of the invalid, and Eustace watched him nar- rowly, to see if it Avere for life or death. The young man opened his eyes, and uttered some familiar household name, beUeving that, though ill, he was at home. After gazing blankly at the strange foliage of the tree to the shadow of which Eustace q2 228 CONSTANCE RIVERS. had dragged him, he recalled confusedly something of the past, and said, " Where is Lymerton ?" " Mr. Lymerton has gone forward." " And you stayed ?" " I don't see how I could have left you," replied Eustace. " Lymerton did — a sneak !" " Perhaps Mr. Lymerton has gone to the boat to obtain assistance ; but you had bet- ter try to rise now. There, can you get along leaning on me ?" " How my head aches !" " Yes — I fear that is inevitable, but we must get along, if Ave do not wish the ship to sail wdthout us." When they had regained the beach, they found that the boat had pulled oiF to a short distance from the shore, to return to the ship without them; but, on hearing the shouts of Eustace, the crew returned and CONSTANCE RIVERS. 229 took them into the boat, where they found Lieutenant Lymerton, looking very sheepish. " I am much obliged for your kind care of me, Lymertion," said Graham; " I might have been dead but for Yorke !" " Oh ! hang it, my good fellow ! — I felt very ill myself!" replied the lieutenant. " ' Every one for himself, and God for us all,' you know." The account of the different treatment Graham had received from the two young men produced a favourable impression in Yorke's favour on board the ship ; yet his brother-officers could not forgive Eustace the isolation caused by his determination to study. "Wliat nonsense it is, Yorke, that you should go on worrying your brains with that fearful stuff! — you will learn much faster by leaving it alone, and taking lessons from a moonshee, when you arrive in India." 230 CONSTANCE RIVEES. "You think so?" was tlie tranquil re- sponse. " Yes, of course — all sensible people think so ;" and, with increasing aggravation, " I can't think how a young fellow like you, Avith lots of tin and all that, can go through such disgusting drudgery !" " I daresay you cannot." " But what's the good of it ?" " It will make all the difference when you get to India, whether you are dependent on others or independent." " Oh ! but you will never be able to learn enough to talk it when you arrive." "Probably not; but I shall be on the •liigh road towards the attainment of my ob- ject." " Come, let us have a game of vingt-un^ "I know no game of cards." "You will soon learn — 'tis easier than Huidostani." CONSTANCE RIVERS. 231 "Probably," said Eustace, drily— " I'll take your word for it." " He is a mulF, after all," said Lymerton, with a sigli. " 'Tis a pity, too — he's not a bad fellow !" with lofty contempt. When they arrived at Kirkee, Eustace presented a letter of introduction froin the colonel of his old regiment, the — Light Dragoons, to the major of his present regi- ment, and in Sir William Scott he found a true, and, in many respects, a congenial friend. He wanted all the consolation wliich this friendship could bestow, for, whilst stirring deeds were transacted in Central India, his regiment remained inactive at Kirkee. Then, depressed by compelled tranquillity, and borne down by the unac- customed heat, it required all the energy and determination of a powerful mind to chain itself to the study of a difficult lan- guage, when bodily strength was eager to 232 CONSTANCE RIVERS. exert itself in revenging tlie wTongs of his countrymen and women. Time and the hour runs through not only the roughest, but the most tedious day. The worst part of the mutiny was over, but the leaders were still lurking in the wilds of Central India — dispersed, but not subdued, and ready to re-miite against British authority, so soon as circumstances seemed to hold out any feasible opportunity. To hunt these men down seemed the legiti- mate occupation of the cavalry ; and one evening the colonel entered the mess-room in a state of great excitement. A squadron of the — Lancers, two companies of the — regiment, and some hundred native sol- diers, were to march at once, under the command of Sir William Scott, en route for Aurungabad, to pursue some marauding tribes. But where was the gallant Major ? No CONSTANCE RI\^RS. 233 one but Eustace knew in what woodland recesses he had concealed himself, to indulge in the destruction of a wild boar. The Major had considered himself put upon with regard to leave, and had taken care not to be recalled before his time, by lea\dng his place of retreat a secret. The Colonel stamped and swore m vain. Eustace looked particularly quiet and stoHd, and asked whether, if the Major were found, he (Eus- tace) might be one of the expedition to Aurungabad. The Colonel saw a glimpse of daylight dawning on his perplexities, and assented ; on which Eustace took a trooper's horse, and, with that unerring mstinct which always seems to guide a sailor by the most direct road across country, galloped thirty miles at a stretch, and carried the intelli- gence to his friend, whose eyes sparkled at the idea of exchanguig a boar for a liimian hunt. 234 CONSTANCE RIVEES. They returned, and by Eustace's precau- tion in taking the troop horse, his two horses were fresh for the inland journey. Graham, who Avas of the party, had the misfortune of throwing down his horse a few yards from the barrack. " You must return," was the order; and Eustace, his OA\ai breast palpitating with eagerness for ser^dce, pitied the disappoint- ment which clouded the brow of the young man. " You shall have one of mine till you can get another," he said good-naturedly ; a sacrifice which a man who thoroughly loves his horses, and hates to have their mouths ruined by ignorant hands, can only appreciate. Tlie offer was accepted, and Graham did not think Eustace quite so great a muff as he had done. Eustace's pulses bomided with delight CONSTANCE RIVERS. 235 at the tliouglit of active service. He grieved at the absurdities of our military system — lie was indignant when m May, one of the hottest months of India, he saw his men on parade drop one by one from the suffocation caused by their tight stocks, and buttoned-up cloth clothes, which were considered warm enough to protect them from wuiter's cold on the Curragh. He was but nineteen, but he thought what he might accomphsh when he could obtain the command of some kregular cavalry. Better, he thought, to command doubtful natives, well equipped for Indian warfare, than our own brave fellows, rendered useless and cramped by the absurd paraphernaha forced on them by the authorities. A few weeks later an opportunity offered for carrying out part of his wishes, and the Bombay Cavalry bemg deficient in officers, he volmiteered to take charge of a squad- 236 CONSTANCE RIVERS. roil, and in different actions contrived to do good service witli doubtful materials. One of tliese encounters with tlie rebels he thus described to Graham, who had been left sick at Aurungabad — and whose convic- tion of the muffishness of Yorke's character had long since melted away before the warm approbation our hero always extorted from his commanding officers: — " Dear Graham, " I heard from that you desired to hear what we have been do- ing. I cannot promise you that you will be much interested, but confinement to a sofa without books or newspapers very much quickens one's intellectual appetite, even for dry subjects. " We began with a long and fatiguing march from Serai to the river, through jungle, no one knowmg the way; and on CONSTAXCE EIVERS. 237 reaching the river banks, we found them so steep that we had to cut a road down to it. To have to stop and make one's own road is rather irksome, and however respectable the occupation of Macadam, I have no wish agam to encroach on his proper vocation, especially when one is, like the Earl of Chatham, ' Up, and longing to be at 'em.' " It took all that day and the next to ac- complish this, and to get over, when we found that we had to ascend a mountain- pass held by the inhabitants of Bundle, who, being in the interests of the rebels, refused to allow our progress. ' I never dispute a point with one of your race,' says Stern to the mule ; and I suppose our general una- gmed that a dispute with the Bundlecund- lers might result only m loss of time without any acquisition of honour, so we 238 CONSTANCE RIVERS. plodded along tlie jungle on the river's bank, and left tlie Bundlecundlers to enjoy tlie honours of their Thermopylae without the risk. Indeed, not having infantry, we might have had, like the heroes described by our bygone British poet, to have ' Rode over cliffs that were quite perpendicular.' " We joined Colonel L by forced marches. It always happens that when good health is important, I am always ill. When the attack was made on the Redan, I was suffering from a three days' attack of cholera ; now I managed to injure my feeble arm, which began to inflame at the old wound. " That night we had orders to march north-west, but on information that the rebels had encamped at Sindwaho, we marched thither ; when the enemy's pickets, having seen that we had only cavalry, the CONSTANCE RIVERS. 239 infantry being a mile in the rear, retired, and gave notice to the rebels, who imme- diately got mider arms in a strong position on a low range of hills. They had about 10,000 men, and four guns very well placed. " We halted for about twenty minutes, and then advanced at a trot, till we drew their fire. Wlien the action commenced our four six-pounders were opposite to their guns, supported by a troop of hussars, and the Janjagobhang Irregnilars. On the left the infantry were coming up a mile and a half at a quick double, as they were makmg for the village of Sherghotty, which lay between them and the rebels. They were unperceived by the enemy. On the right were one squadron of the 98th Hussars, one squadron of the 67th Lancers, and one and a half squadron of Punjab Lancers. Be- tween us and the enemv was a field of 240 CONSTANCE RIVERS. Jowarry about ten or eleven feet high. '' The game began by the rebels sendmg a body of inftintry down to the village to turn our left, whilst their cavalry came down to attack our ric^ht, and a line of infantry advanced on the right of our gnins, and got into the field of Jowarr}^ This obliged the guns to move to the left, and we went to their right to draw their fire, in which we succeeded perfectly to our own dissatisfaction. did not quite under- stand what he was to do, so I cantered over to the General to ask. A romid shot, which passed close to us, made my grey horse rear and plunge unpleasantly. I came back with the order that we were to draw all the fire on ourselves, to spare the artillery ; so Ave remained with about twenty impertinent fellows, themselves safely concealed in the Jowarry, close to us, picking us off at their pleasure, and a wliite line of the enemy CONSTANCE RIVERS. 241 about two hundred yards distant in front of us, with the four guns, which the rebels, unable to see our artillery, directed against us. " Several shots pitched successively in front of the squadron, when presently horses and men began to fall, one shot killing the left troop leader and his horse, and the following one front and the two rear rank horses and their riders. This caused considerable uneasiness in the squadron, and to divert their thoughts I turned about, and facing them, made them tell off as if on parade. I then felt for the first time how difficult it was to sit quietly with one's back turned in the presence of a great danger, knowing that if I fell I should not lie " With my back to the field, and my feet to the foe," but in a position directly the reverse. I was glad when I had got them steady VOL. I. R 242 CONSTANCE RIVEES. again, and could afford to turn about, and see what was going on. " Wlien I had returned from the General, had asked me to take the command of the squadron, as he was so short-sighted, and suffering from inflammation in the eyes. The enemy^s line in front having advanced a little, one of them sent a bullet over my head, and hit the trumpeter behmd the rear rank. " We now tried to get our skirmishers out to drive them back, but they would not follow the native officers, and though I begged leave to go, refused, finding himself so helpless without me, on account of his inflamed eyes. " When the men came down in front of us and fired, asked me if we should charge. I said no. ^ Those men are the other side of a nullah, and we should lose our lives in it for nothing.' Lower down. CONSTANCE RIVERS. 243 the ditcli being unperceived, several of the 8th Hussars lost their lives in it, " Colonel C , Bombay Lancers — who was senior officer to the right, his left resting on our Jowarry field, which covered a large tract of ground — had received orders from the senior in command not to attack, but to avoid an engagement. When the enemy's skirmishers came down, he went threes right, and led off to the right rear at a trot. Sir William Scott called out, but Colonel C said his orders were impera- tive. The enemy followed, firing, and came down at charge. Sir William cried out, * Orders be damned ! I won't run away ! Halt, front ! Forward ! Charge !' and away he went, Colonel C follow- ing suit. The boldest of the enemy's sowahs came across the nullah, and were killed by our people ; and many of our soldiers went over it, but it was so danger- r2 244 CONSTANCE RIVERS. ous, that Sir William Scott sounded the rally, and would not let his men proceed. It was tliirty-five feet in width, and two feet of water in it, with easy banks, but with mud so soft and tenacious, that it re- tained men and horses as bird-lime holds its unfortunate feathered prey. Rebels, lan- cers, and hussars all tumbled into it to- gether, where the rebels contrived to cut off the heads of the horsemen with extraor- dinary rapidity. Our small force lost twenty-six horses m this nullah from their riders falling. "When Scott charged, the rebels fled; only about three hundred held their ground, and many of these were killed. "We were ordered off to the right, and when my left flank was clear of the Jowarry field, twelve men ran out of it and formed up. was just pointing to a crowd of their infantry who were boltinoj, and proposed to CONSTANCE RIVERS. 245 pursue. ^ Better kill as we go/ said I, for I owed my Jowarry friends a grudge. I called to C , who commanded the left troop — " ' Left wheel, and cut up those men !' ^' C 's men refused to follow him, so I naturally went myself. " The next thing I remember is being about eighteen yards from them, and seeing no one but , who was firing a pistol, and one man making ready to rush at me. Then came a volley, and I only recollect finding myself about forty yards back — about twenty men around the right division of the squadron, the rest disappearing into the high Jowarry, and my twelve enemies standing erect and defiant. " ' Oh, men of mine!' I exclaimed, ' whose sisters are no better than they should be ! Wliat do you fear ? Is this your boasted regiment, which did Avonders in Persia ?' 246 CONSTANCE RIVERS. " 's old subadar pretended to spur his liorse, holding his mouth very tight all the while. I defiled all the female relations of my soldiers, and cried aloud — " ' Kali Khan ! ' " One of them, who had his carbine ready, said, ' Come on, Sahib !' " And I really thought he meant business, so I put my horse at the little group at a canter. The coward went off on my left, and, when fifteen yards distance, fired his carbine and cantered away. It was too late then to retreat, though twelve men to one was an unpleasant odds ; but I kept the head of the grey straight, and when I raised my sword, five men raised their muskets together and pointed them at my head. I saw their fingers on the triggers, and ducked to the left under my horse's head, so that the bullets whizzed over my head, and CONSTANCE RIVERS. 247 killed some horses and their riders behind me. " The corner man now dropped his musket, and drawing a two-handed sword, rushed at me. "'Come on. Sahib! I'll fight you!' he said. " ' Not on these terms,' I replied, in his own language, and turned my horse so as to present to him my right side — my left arm being nearly useless. He made a strong cut with his sword at my leg, but I moved the grey forward — (blessings on his dehcate mouth !) and the rebel's sword hit the ground so hard, that he overbalanced himself and fell on his face. " I could not get my sword back far enough to give him a poke in the back, as I longed to have done. All this time the other men were pomting their muskets now 248 CONSTANCE RIVERS. at me, now at themselves, in tlie wildest confusion, and all passed so speedily that an instant only seemed to have elapsed after my calling ' Kali Khan.' " I remained near my enemy, who had recovered his feet, and we were again en- gaged. Kali, in answer to my voice, came up behind and made a cut at his neck. To perform this feat he had ridden through the enemy, knocking them over like nine- pins. " When I said, ' ch !' in a tone of disgust — for it was a splendid cut missed, Kali Khan must have heard me, for he turned his horse, and fairly rode mider the man's guard, who, striking at the boy's head, missed it, and the big sword cut through the crupper into the horse's back ; but Kali gave him one on the skull which made me quite easy about my brave chum ; so I left him to finish the man, and turned to the two alomrside. COXSTAXCE RIVERS. 249 "The three troopers were now coining up, and these men threw down their arms and said, ' Shoot us, Sahib !' " I desired the troopers to do so, and went after a fine fellow who was making off, whom, at the beginnmg of the engage- ment, I suspected to have been one of the Jowarry men. " ' I have an account to settle with you, my friend,' said I ; so I set the grey after him with intense satisfaction. I closed on my adversary, and he halted and faced me on a bit of rising ground. As I came on, he clubbed his musket, but, in doing this, got flurried, the bayonet catching in his cum- merbund. My blood was up, and I had no wish to stop the career of the grey. Just as I made my rush, his ear caught the distant tramp of the 8th Hussars, Avho, however, were too far off to have injured him. His eye glanced to his right, and at that moment 250 CONSTANCE RIVERS. my sword entered mider his left arm, raised to strike me with the musket, and coming out on the other side, went up to within eight inches of the hiU. He sank lifeless at my feet, and I went after another, and another, who, dispirited, laid down their arms, and whom I desired the 8th Hussars to finish. " An unconscionably long letter, old fel- low, and I daresay you are as tired of read- ing as I am of writing it. "This warfare, when no prisoners are taken, requires all the memory of ' the ladies and the babies ' to justify it. But I see no remedy — 'tis the fortune of war ; and ' those who have sown the wind must reap the whirhvind.' " Dear Graham, yours truly, " Eustace Yorke.'* Eustace was but a youth, and with a CONSTANCE RIVERS. 251 youth's impetuosity, tliis sometimes got him into scrapes. He had this great qualifica- tion for a cavalry officer — care of, and hu- manity towards, his troop horses. Eustace, who had given his only blanket in the Crimean winter to cover his pony, was not likely to have grown less thoughtful and humane from three years added life. On his journey up the country, he came to a village, and required of the chief magistrate provision for his horses ; they had come a considerable distance without food. Nothing could be more subservient and cringing than the native, who was, however, in the interest of the rebels, and wished to gain time — " The food should be forthcom- ing in an hour ; if not, the roofs should be stripped of thatch for the Sahib's horses." Eustace waited and remonstrated, from eight in the morning till one in the day — five hours. Then, taking the law into his 252 CONSTANCE RIVERS. own hands, he searched the village, and found nearly enough food for an army, to say nothing of a squadron. His horses were fed ; but Eustace had a great notion of retributive justice. He had the chief magistrate brought out, and had three dozen lashes administered to him, to his o^vn in- tense satisfaction, and to the horror of all true believers. Complaints came in from all quarters of the brutality of that young officer, Sir Eustace Yorke. The British sympathisers mth the humane and much-en- during Sepoys in arms were furious, and de- manded a court-martial on Eustace, and that he should be dismissed the service. Have a magistrate flogged ! The General inquired of Sir WilHam Scott, who knew nothing about it, but declared himself ready to up- hold his subordinate in anything he had done. The General desired the culprit to call on him and explain his conduct. This Eustace CONSTANCE RIVERS. 253 did very simply, by relating tlie circum- stances which had led to the punishment. The General, in his early career, had been summoned to a council of war, to decide how some warlike Caffirs were to be beaten. He was late in his attendance — having to make his apology for seeming discourtesy, which was, simply, that he had thought it best to go and beat the hostile tribes first, and had done so thoroughly. This was never for- given by the members of the council. A man of this stamp was not likely to consider the offence of Eustace as very heinous. He turned his head aside to hide a smile at the young officer's keen adminis- tration of justice, and asked him to dinner. In October Eustace passed his examina- tion in Hindostani with credit ; in Novem- ber he was appointed Staff Officer to Colonel S , and conducted the rapid pursuits of the rebels. Soon after he became Brigade 254 CONSTANCE RIVERS. Major to General B , commanding Irregular Horse. I liave no intention to describe his career more closely. A man's life is one of toil, if glory and distinction are to be gained. The duties of Eustace compelled him not only to give his time to the training of his men, to the use of arms and horses, but to sit for days and hours, with the thermometer at 108^, going over intricate accounts of claims for pay, and seemingly inextricable difficul- ties in bygone smns expended, and unac- counted for by his predecessors — or ac- counted for, but not balanced with any accu- racy. Often, with weary eyes and brain, he longed to throw up the whole affair, and return to England. Action he longed for ; but to sit for days counting up annas and rupees, and striving to do justice, for which he would never gain any credit, and whicli CONSTANCE RIVERS, 255 could be known only to himself — this was tr}dng to a youth of twenty-one ; yet this he did, argumg that the consciousness of having neglected a duty would disturb hini more than the difficulty of its accomplishment could weary him. But pleasures came sometimes, rude and savage in their nature, but none the less valued on that account by the young soldier. It appears strange that the instinct, seemingly bestowed at the crea- tion, to hunt down the inferior animals for the purposes of subsistence, should survive so long the necessity for wliich it was given. I am sorry that my hero should have thought that the summit of human happiness, when living in the jungle, was a boar-hunt, or, as he called it, ^'pig-sticking," thereby depriving it of any halo of romance. Yet I must confess the truth. No human creature 256 CONSTANCE RIVERS. is perfect. Had Eustace Yorke been nearer perfection, he would have left the sounder alone, and the hyena also. But I antici- pate. 257 CHAPTER XIII. " The boar is roused, and springs amain, Like lightning sudden on the warrior train, Beats down the trees before him, shakes the ground, The forest echoes to the crackling sound ; Shout the fierce youth, and clamour ring around.'^ Dryden. "IS the Commandant within ?" cried out Graham, as he pulled up his clever little pony at Eustace Yorke's hut. (Hut it might be termed, but in reality it was a tent, with an outside covering of bamboo walls, coated with dried grass.) "Yes, sir," replied a boy, springing up from a mat in the doorway, " but he is very busy." " Come in, Graham," shouted Yorke. " Here, you boy, hold the pony. What ! VOL. I. s 258 CONSTANCE RIVERS. Still at work, Yorke?" said Graliam, on entering. "Why, you will kill yourself in six montlis." " I think not, my good fellow ; and before the tune you are kind enough to allot me is expired, I shall, I hope, have finished these accounts, and shall be on my way to Eng- land." '*' I have come to beg you to give up to- morrow to me ?" "Impossible. I am still two thousand pounds out in these wretched accounts, and the man who was to have enlightened me as to some of last year's pay lists is too ill to remember anything." " You don't mean to say that old Fke- brand trusted the accounts to the mens memories ?" "Yes, I have to collect my information in that way." "Well, as the individual is ill, you may CONSTANCE RIVERS. 259 as well come with me to-morrow to hunt at Sadowra, for I cannot go alone, and there is no one else here who ^Yill ride straight enough to kill a pig." " Very well, I will go, and will tell you at dinner what the arrangements are, if, as I suppose, you intend me to make them ?" " Yes." " Well, ail revoir^ for I must work till dinner-tune." Eustace bent down again over his table, now and then addressing a word in Persian to a native accountant who sat at his feet, and who had watched Yorke's face with some little anxiety till he had agreed to Graham's proposition. Poor MosufFer Beg ! he had been sitting in that same place since 8 o'clock in the morning, and, I wearied by the incessant toil Yorke imposed on himself and all his subordi- s2 260 CONSTANCE RIVERS. nates, looked fonvard A\dth great joy to the partial holiday on the morrow. Stimulated with the prospect, however, he now brightened up, and worked willmgly till Yorke's dressing-boy reminded his mas- ter for the thkd tune that the dinner-hour had come. Starting up, Yorke swept seve- ral piles of rupees arranged on a table in front of him— for he had been receiving money for Government that day— into a large chest, on which a sentry standing ready was hnmediately placed. " Tell your father, boy," said Yorke, '' I will give him orders for to-morrow while I dress." " I am present, your Excellency," said a tall handsome man, the chief of Yorke's servants. " I hunt to-morrow at Shadowra — twenty- six miles, I believe; make all arrange- ments." CONSTANCE RIVERS. 261 " Good, your Excellency — there are but two questions." "Well?" " Will you have the ponies at six or eight mile stages ?" "Six." " And how many beaters ?" " Oh ! two hundred and fifty. We had two hundred last time, and there were not enough. You will give orders to have me called at a quarter before three o'clock." At dinner Yorke told Graham to be ready at three o'clock; and then nothing more was said on the subject — Graham trusting implicitly to Yorke, while he trusted to his servant. At the hour ordered, Yorke's dressing- boy entered the inner apartment of his master's tent, and having aroused him, dis- appeared to fetch some coffee which was placed ready on a slow fire. Eustace was 262 CONSTANCE RIVERS. but just out of his tub when Graham entered and sat do^vn to the coffee and biscuits which Mahomed had placed on the table. "Where is our first change, Yorke?" " At Kolagomn, about six miles off." "Wliat! have you got them all at six mile stages?" " Yes, I told my servant I wished to lose no time on the road ; and now, if you have done ^vith that coffee, we will be off." As they went out and mounted, it seemed impossible to ride far and fast, for the moon had smik, and the stars gave but a dim light. " Go first, Yorke ; you have been there once before." lucking their ponies, they started at a canter across the plain on which Loona stands. Having ridden over it for a mile, Eustace now struck into a small footpath, and increased his pace to a gallop, which I CONSTANCE RRTERS. 263 was mamtained till tliey had gone nearly five miles, when he began a long peculiar cry, which was taken up at intervals by Gra- ham. Such is the custom on all stages in India, where the voice takes the use of the mail- coach horn in England, and warns the grooms at next posting-house to have a change of horses ready. Putting up at a small cluster of houses, they were accosted by the grooms holding two ponies, bridled and saddled. " Ready, Sahib." " Where's the next change ?" " Kolookeera, about six and a half miles." And they started, as before, cantering slowly for the first mile till the ponies reco- vered their wind. How Eustace found his way would seem marvellous to an English- man accustomed only to roads, lanes, or 264 CONSTANCE EIVERS. well-beaten tracks. No man, however, had travelled for greater distances m India by night, and in n strange country, than our hero, and certainly now liis experience and memory showed to advantage. The path, for it was no more, was used only by bullocks, which in that part of the country are the only means of transporting grain or merchandise from village to village. Often they galloped through streams, to the imminent risk of the riders' necks, and the knees of the ponies ; for, as it never oc- curred to Yorke to check his pony, they frequently floundered about in the holes caused by the bullocks standing on the edge of the streams, and stamping to rid them- selves of their relentless tormentors, the horse-flies. At the fourth change the grooms offered some boiling milk, which an old man had prepared against the arrival of Yorke, in CONSTANCE KIVERS. 265 return for some small act of kindness, per- formed when lie was last in the district. Just as the daylight was breaking, they rode up to Shadowra, a small to^vn stand- ing on the bank of a winding river, and surrounded by trees. Under the walls some two hundred and fifty or three hun- dred sliivering labourers were squatting. The huntsman sprang up, and in reply to Yorke's eager questions, assured him of there bemg a sounder (herd) of pigs near at hand. A deputy of the chief of the vil- lage now appeared to announce the speedy arrival of his master, but Eustace had already put his beaters in motion, and sending back a message to the mayor, to request him to call in about four hours, he mounted the favourite grey Arab which Kali Khan, the orderly, had brought to Shadowra the pre- vious evening, and cantered oif to join Gra- ham, who, with the beaters, was moving 266 CONSTANCE RIVERS. across the plain to some isolated hills which rose up a considerable height from the level country on which they stood, bemg sepa- rated by a broad and gentle valley, about two miles broad, from a lower but more extensive range. Arri\dng at the foot of one of the lesser and isolated hills, the beaters were formed in a crescent, and then the whole advanced, Yorke and Graham placing themselves in front of the forward arms of the half circle. The party had ad- vanced scarcely one hundred yards when Graham cried, " Look out, Yorke ! — to your right front !" On the top of a conical hill, slightly separated from the highest of the isolated ground, there stood one pig, as if sentry over a herd. The beaters were too far distant to cut him off from the highest hill, and by running there he might disturb CONSTANCE KIVERS. 267 Other game, so the advancing line were ordered to move on slowly, and Eustace galloped up the hill to turn the pig down to Graham, who remained in the valley. On reacliing the summit, Eustace plunged into some thick bushes, his horse falling nearly on its head, and thereby startling two sambas or large deer, which, unused to the sight of a sportsman, were in no great hurry to make off. Nothing could Yorke see of the pig, and he Avent down to rejoin Graham, passing through the line of beaters, who now ascended the hill to beat the bushes there thoroughly. " Away ! — away !" shouted the beaters, and Graham and Eustace, turning their horses in opposite directions, rode round the base of the hill, hoping that one might meet the sounder. The natives, however, true to their childish nature, did nothing but shout "Away!" Xor could they be 268 CONSTANCE RIVERS. persuaded by entreaties or imprecations to point out tlie direction. Not meeting the sounder, Yorke and Graham now ascended the hill, fearing to miss them altogether, unless they could once obtain a view from commanding ground. Graham had the easier part of the hill, and when Yorke gamed its smn- mit Graham had again descended the hill, and, mth a start of three hundred yards of Yorke, was riding a boar, with which, however, he was not on good terms. No one who has not had personal experience can credit the powers of speed in a boar, or, still more so, in a boar sow. Unless the sportsman can press them at first, a boar is seldom or never killed fairly by one rider. He will generally manage to escape to thick cover or rocky ground. It is doubtful if the pace of a boar for half a mile is not superior to that of a horse ; but C0XSTA2s^CE RIVERS. 269 if both are extended for the first half-mile, a bold rider, with his bamboo spear, can generally account for his game. Graham, from his bad start, could not press his boar, and was galloping his horse to no purpose. Yorke, as he hurried down the hill, noticed that the boar selected in- tended to return to the hill, and, extending his horse in long gallop, he rode to cut off the pig's retreat. Till he got off the rocky soil on which the hill stood, the gi^ound, thoudi difficult and destructive to the o horse's feet, was sound. Now, however, Eustace was crossing a cotton-field, in the black soil of which were numerous holes, eaused by the puddles of water which col- lected during the rainy season, and being absorbed mto the earth from a circular hole, about the size of a hat, and from six inches t^ two feet in depth. Yorke saw his dan- ger, but he saw also, about two hundred 270 CONSTANCE RIVEKS. yards in front of the boar, a thick clunip of bushes, and he knew that Graham would lose the pig unless it could be headed ere it reached that refuge. Shouting, he kept on, closing his lips, and crossing his right hand with the spear, over his left hand, on to the reins, while he pressed the spurs to his horse's sides. The gallant grey, however, felt the danger, and, by collecting itself, strove to avoid it. Yorke was just measur- ing with his eye the distance he had yet to traverse ere he could strike the pig, when his horse put his fore-feet into a hole — crash ! — a complete summersault ! The horse being cut only on its forehead and head-quarters. Poor Yorke's felt hat was crushed down flat, and his neck driven into his shoulders, so that all the muscles ached for a week afterwards. Staggering up, he snatched at the reins, but the spear, which he still grasped in his hand, seemed to have CONSTANCE KIVERS. 271 become a dozen spears ; while Ins hands appeared to be incapable of grasping the many sets of reins which his confused brain pictured. Graham, abandoning his pig, now rode up, and ha\dng obtained a supply of water, poured it on the back of Yorke's neck; and the latter soon declared himself fit for another run, much to the annoyance of Kali Khan, the orderly, who, having now arrived, showed more anxiety for his master than did Graham for his friend. Kali Khan, who was now endeavouring to aid his master by pouring water on his head and neck, was a model of a light cavalry soldier — five feet six inches in height, small, slight in build, but yet active and wiry ; his weight scarcely exceeded eight stone ; his features were regular, and his hair straight, but the forehead higher, and eyes placed wider apart than is usual amongst 272 CONSTANCE RIVERS. his brethren. Born of noble though poor parents, he had been sent, dnrmg the mu- tmy, to enhst as a barghie, or rider to a wealthy cousin, who owned some twenty horses in the regiment, under an arrange- ment by which men of position contracted to supply a fully-equipped and trained man at arms for £2. lOs. per mensem. Kali Khan had some months previously distin- guished himself by his daring horsemanship, and had smce been appointed as orderly to Yorke, whom he now scarcely ever left. That mornmg he had remained at Shadowra till he had seen that Yorke's horses were fed, and had then ridden on to join the hunt. When Yorke had been made thoroughly wet by the kind attentions of Kali Khan, who pourmg water on his master's neck, sent also a considerable quantity down his l^ack, he arose, and declared himself quite readv for another run. CONSTANCE EIVERS. 273 The cliief of the beaters, Budge Lai by name, a tall, straight-featured Hmdoo, with a squeaking voice, now approached and in- formed the Englishmen that he understood, in the next hill, Avhich stood many feet higher than that from which the somider of pigs had been started, a tiger had been seen of late. He believed it to be a panther, but could not state for certain. " Shall we go, Graham ?" said Yorke. " Oh! yes, we may as well see what the beast is?" " Well ! suppose it is a tiger ?" " Oh ! then, if he don't bolt, we will. I hardly like the chance, but I suppose we must go." Yorke and Graham now placed them- selves on the slope of the hill, about three hundred yards from the summit, while Budge Lai, having formed the beaters in a long line, ascended the opposite side, his VOL. I. T 274 CONSTANCE EIVERS. men making as much noise as possible, to induce the animal to break cover. It could hardly remain, for the dm made by the wild shouts of the natives, aided by a dozen tom- toms, or drums, and pipes, was sufficient to alarm any animal, however savage. Eustace had scarcely chosen his spot, when he saw the furze bushes about a hun- dred and fifty yards from liun pushed aside, and out came a large animal. Seeing the horsemen, it retreated again, as Eustace beckoned Graham to approach. As Graham came on at a gallop the animal once more appeared, and Graham having his horse in motion obtained a start of Eustace, and charged. It was a large hyena. Coming down a steep hill, Avith its bristles erect, the falling off of its hind quarters, which m captivity gives it such a mean ap- pearance, was not to be seen. Eustace shouted to be careful, though he himself CONSTANCE RIVERS. 275 urged on his liorse to take part in tlie fray. Graliam had missed his first stroke, and now Yorke did the same. The beaters had emerged on the crest of the hill, and by their presence and tom-toms deterred the hyena from again returning to his lair, and they added to the excitement by their shouts to the horsemen. Kali Khan now tried his hand, but the hyena, though seldom in front of the horses, doubled as skilfully as a hare before greyhounds. At a short distance lay the line of hills before mentioned. For these the hyena pointed, and once there it would have been safe. Each time, however, it attempted to cross the intervening valley, three reckless horsemen charged home, and barely missed the hyena with the points of their light bamboo spears. Ten minutes had now elapsed, and the horses, first goaded into a furious gallop, t2 276 CONSTANCE RIVERS. and then swerved, or pulled up on tlieir haunches, were covered with a lather of foam. Yorke saw that the hyena, already- some hundred yards nearer than before to its point of safety, was wearing them out, and that, unless they could disable it at once, the creature would escape. Kali Khan now approached for a charge, and having again escaped the spear, the hyena cantered along on the slopes of the conical hill. Yorke rode about fifty yards above it in a parallel line. When he had gone some two hun- dred yards, having settled his rems, and gathered his horse well together, he sud- denly turned at right angles down the hill. Urged on by the spurs, the gallant grey flew down, and with every stride gained on the hyena, which had turned down when Eustace did so. Graham and the orderly reined in their horses to watch the result. "Three strides more, and Yorke must be CONSTANCE RIVERS. 277 on him !" muttered Graham, not without a certain amount of jealousy in his mind. Yorke now dropped the point of his spear, and the hyena, as if by instmct, doubled short to the left. Too late ! In the act of turning, Yorke's spear entered its ribs. With a supple wrist the horseman eased his hold of the spear, and the hyena fell off it as the horse galloped on. When Yorke turned the grey — and he had sped on two hundred yards ere he could do so — he be- held the hyena cantermg oif, as if nothing had happened to it. " Why, Graham, that beast is like Snar- leyow !" cried Eustace, as he joined in the chase. The hyena, now weakened by his wound, had nearly gained the lower slopes of the ridge of hills. Leaving to the other the chances of killing him, Eustace rode up to turn it from the hills. In this he succeeded. 278 CONSTANCE RIVERS. and now, having been once forced away from its refuge, the animal ]o^t its head straight for the open plains. For two miles the chase continued at a rapid pace. Every sportsman in England must have remarked how silent a select field becomes when hounds are racing across a difficult country. Not a word was said now but by Yorke, who, seeing that Kali Khan's horse was freshest (as well he might be, carrying three stone weight less than the other two), occasionally urged on his orderly with some kindly expres.sion, as he only used when excited. Kali Khan, devotedly attached to his Colonel, and proud of his esteem, made every effort to press the hyena, while Yorke saved his horse for half a mile. At the entrance of a village the hyena turned, and Yorke, by making a turn inside, very nearly struck him. Putting his head straight for the open again, the hyena CONSTANCE RIVEKS. 279 started as fresh, apparently, as at first. Kali Khan's horse began to show signs of distress, and Yorke once more passed to the front. Graham had dropped behind before the village was reached, and Kali Khan was now reduced to a slow trot. Yorke began to fear that his horse also might be beaten off, for though the grey held on, yet it was evidently his breeding only which enabled hun to answer to his master's calls on his streno^th and endurance. " Half a mile further," muttered Yorke, " and I must kill the hyena or lose him." Suddenly the animal disappeared under ground. Pulling up, Yorke saw that it had crept into a hollow, or natural drain, with a fissure at both ends. The hole was not unlike those into which all English sports- men have seen a fox creep. The open drain under a gateway. Jmnping off his horse, Yorke put his 280 CONSTANCE KIVERS. crushed solar hat on the spear's point, and tried to shout for his orderly. No sound, however, could he make for two or three minutes, so parched was his throat. In five minutes, to his great joy, he saw Kali Kahn appearing, and shortly afterwards Graham came up. A short consultation was held, and it was decided that Yorke should first walk up on one side, while Graham approached on the other, and Kali Khan was to assist either that might most need his help. Yorke now approached with his spear firmly grasped. Standmg close over the hyena, he drove the point of the spear into the anhnal's back, but was jerked backwards as the hyena, starting up, charged Graham. Planted some two feet above the animal, Graham, with the point of his spear held low down, stood firm. With a hoarse cry the hyena sprang at hmi, but only to impale itself on the CONSTANCE KIVERS. 281 spear ; while Eustace Yorke and the orderly put it out of its pain. They then turned back* for Shadowra. Well pleased Avith their sport, they found additional reason to be satisfied on their return. Yorke's chief servant, Mahomed, had pitched the tent on the banks of the stream, and under the shade of a mango grove. Two water-carriers, with bullocks laden with water, rendered cold by the evaporation through the leather in which it was carried, stood ready. Pulling off their clothes, our heroes sat in turn on a wooden platter, and over them each bullock's load was let fall. A well- cooked breakfast having been served, the amil, or chief man of the village, was received; and Yorke, ha\dng touched the rupee offered as tribute money, sent the old man away, happy at the gentleman's civility. The beat- ' ers were then paid in Yorke's presence; 282 CONSTANCE RIVERS. a very necessary precaution, as otherwise they never receive more than half the sum which the sportemen pay, the other half being intercepted by the chief men amongst them. " Will you come out again, Yorke ?" said Graham when they had looked at the horses. '' No — ^my head aches, and I must write some letters." " Well, I'll go and see a deer caught, and will be back before you want to start." ^'The amil said he had a cheetah. Be back by four o'clock, please." " Yes." Yorke settled down to some correspond- ence on business matters, and wrote steadily till Graham returned. " Any sport ?" " Oh, yes ! we got two. We had the cheetah in a bullock-cart, and by placing me CONSTANCE EIVERS. 283 behind it, tlie cart was put witliiii one hun- dred yards or so of a herd of deer. The cheetah's keeper then unshpped a hood from off the animal's head, and it was a beautiful sight to Avatch the cunning of the creature. He dropped quietly to the ground, and crawled on, crouching till within some fifty yards of its prey, when it sprang forward. Though the deer saw it and started, it was too late ; for the cheetah got as far in one bound as did the deer m three, and it was soon pulled down. I saw two failures, the cheetah being discovered while still distant, and he seemed to be good only for eighty yards or so." They then mounted, and rode home to the station, leaving Kali Khan to come in with the horses, and establishment. 284 CHAPTER XIV. " A pine, Rock -rooted, stretched athwart the vacancy — Its STsdnging boughs to each inconstant blast Yielding one only response ; at each pause, In most famihar cadence with the blast, The thunder and the hiss of homeless streams Mingling its solemn song, whilst the broad river, Foaming and hurrying o'er its rugged path, Fell into that unmeasurable void. Scattering its waters to the passing wind." Shelley. " VOU will have to go to a cooler climate to recover, or you must return at once to Europe," was tlie dictum of tlie regimental doctor who attended Eustace for sunstroke ; and in a few days Sir Eustace Yorke, accompanied by his favourite ser- vant, departed for the Himalayas. His first desire was to go and recover his health CONSTANCE RIVERS. 285 sufficiently to return to his duties ; but insensibly lie became affected with delight at witnessing the most sublime and beautiful scenes in which nature unites all her charms of fertility and grace — all her gran- deur of form and structure. On the southern side of these peerless hills Eustace ascended by degrees, and, eager to escape from the stifling air of the plains, he was not satisfied till, at the end of several days' journeys, he had reached to the height where his willing feet sank into snow, and the pine and the juniper formed with shrubby rhododendrons the only vegetation. His naturally fine constitution rallied rapidly under that tonic of cold weather ; and then he descended into a more temperate region, for in that won- drous locality the difference of half a day's journey was the change of barrenness to luxuriant vegetation. 286 CONSTANCE RIVERS. His tent was pitched at length in a spot where nature lavished her utmost abundance of fruit and flowers around him and at his feet. In the distance snow peak after peak stretched away in blended beauty, telling clear against the azure sky ; whilst from each summit, shining like frosted silver, leaped innumerable sparkling rills, catchmg the sunbeams till they glitter- ed like diamonds in the young light, and bounded onwards, till they united in the floods of the majestic Indus. Sir Eustace and his servant fixed their habitation on the Pin Pingal. Other peaks arose near them, with their coronets of pine. The camels browsed freely, released from their load. The simple fare which sufficed the Hindoo and his master was stored away in the tent in which the camp bed of Eustace had been placed. Ordi- narily, a cloak and a bed of leaves was CONSTANCE RIVERS. 287 deemed by that youth to be sufficient, but he was to be considered an invalid, and treated accordingly, the doctor had said. For the first few days the landscape offered sufficient charms for contemplation. It seemed such a pity, too, to burn the wood of the beautiful rhododendrons, such as were cultivated with such care in his mother's, or, rather, in his own grounds. Tlien it was strange to lie on the herbage, and by drawing a stragglmg branch towards him, to eat his fill of wild grapes, or in walking, to move carefully, lest he should crush a melon, or trample do^vo. groups of pine-apples. GeTaniums, in all their varie- ties, made a fragrant carpet for his feet, more odorous from their pressure ; and the tangles of different kinds of convohoili and clematis hung in festoons from the branches above him. When he was weary of contemplating the 288 CONST AJ^CE RIVERS. exuberance of nature's bounties which grew near him, he directed his telescope to the neighbouring peaks, which, notwithstanding the salubrity of the climate, seemed almost solitary. On one acclivity only there were signs of human life. A herd of cows seem- ed to be attended by a majestic-looking woman, who emerged from a cavern in the side of the mountain, which seemed to serve as her habitation. Eustace watched her idly as she drove one by one aside, and tethered and milked each of them. He was seized with a desire to possess some of this in- nocent and nutritious beverage, and was about to call Kali Khan, and send him to the cow- keeper for that purpose, when he remem- bered that, though seemingly so near, he was in reality by time five or six hours distant from " The lowing mothers of the milking herd," and would have as much difficulty in reach- CONSTANCE RIVERS. 289 ing them, as the inhabitant of a high tower in a fortified castle to join his companion at the opposite end. But he was feeling comparatively well and strong ; and, with a natural sense of justice, thought that if he wanted the milk, he might as well encounter the fatigues of the descent of his own mountain, and the ascent of the opposite one. Besides, he had a little squeamish dread lest the dark lips of his attendant should take a toll from the delicious fluid before it reached his own. He would not have grudged the milk ; but even his three years' roughing under canvas had not entirely destroyed what our Ameri- can brothers would designate " his par- ticularities." So he started on his descent, and, flushed and weary with the hot air which greeted hmi at the foot of the moun- tain, he toiled up the side of the other, some- times walking, sometimes clinging by the VOL. I. U 290 CONSTANCE RIVERS. rope-like stems of vines and creeping shrubs, over the rocks which diversified the sur- face. He stopped occasionally to rest, and to drink of the innumerable rills which sparkled down the mountain side, and was more than half tempted to be content with the cool blessing which then laved his parched lips, and leave the cows to them- selves. But it was unlike the Anglo-Saxon character of our hero to leave unfinished any object he had contemplated accomplish- ing. It was not for the sake of the milk, so much as that he did not like to be beaten, that he persevered. Had he turned back, he would have escaped many hours of suf- fering. At length he attained the platform on which the quiet herd of cows were grazing, or ruminating under the trees ; but he found that his eye had been deceived by the dis- tance as to the locality. He had fancied CONSTANCE RIVEES. 291 the cavern to be on a level with the plat- form ; now he found that it was raised be- hind it by the form of the mountain, and that there Avas a deep ravine, full of dashing, sparkling water, between the habitation of the cow-keeper and the place where her cows were pastured. As he raised himself by degrees, and wearily, to the level of the green herbage, he saw, amidst that scene of vegetable luxuriance, the most beautiful girl he had ever beheld. She seemed to be about fifteen, and was slender and graceful, as are Eastern women at that early age. Her skin was fair, and her colour delicate ; whilst her eyes were black and lustrous, and her glossy black hair was knotted at the back of her head. She held some bird of brilliant plumage on her finger, apparently of the parrot tribe, towards which her attention was directed. Her drapery was white as snow, excepting a scarlet scarf tied loosely round u2 292 CONSTANCE RIVEKS. lier waist. In tlie East white seems ever whiter, and colours more intense, than in our cloudy atmosphere. As Eustace advanced towards her, she was seized with a sudden panic, and darted away to the verge of the ravine. He followed her, calling out in her native language to her to return ; but, to his horror, she disappeared, and the impression that she had fallen into the foaming torrent made pale the cheeks that had glowed with exercise and recovered health. When he reached the spot where he had lost her, she was half way across the stream, bounding from one large fragment of rock to another, sprinkled with the spray which rose from each stony impediment to the headstrong waters ; and looking back as she splashed through the further edge of the stream, where it was shallower, she laughed at the disap- pointed look, blended with wonder, in the countenance of the European who so CONSTANCE RIVERS. 293 steadfastly regarded her. Breathlessly she climbed mto her lair, and rolled herself up in a tiger skin, out of which Eustace still saw the gleam of her semi-savage eyes. " Not much chance of my getting any milk, unless I turn milkman for the occa- sion," thought the young man; but as he spoke, the woman whom he had seen by the help of his glass came from the interior of the cave, and Eustace, raising his voice to be heard above the rushing waters, told her why he had come, and requested her to supply him with milk. She left the verge of the cascade, and he presently saw her crossing it where the passage was easier, because higher up the stream, where it was narrower, and where a fallen pine-tree made a natural bridge, and in a short time she strode down to the place where he was standing. Eustace could converse easily in most of 294 CONSTANCE RIVERS. the native dialects. The knowledge which could be gained by attrition Avith his fellow men was acquired by Eustace with much greater facility than when it must be gleaned from books. His intellect was brightened by the fresh air and bright sunshine, and he had taken pleasm^e in committmg to memory not only the bald sentences wliich were necerssary for the purposes of common life, but the idioms known for the most part only to natives themselves. As the woman came towards him, he thought he had never seen a more repulsive countenance, surmounting a more gigantic frame. There was a wild kind of beauty in the flash of her dark eyes, but her face Avas Avrinkled and weather-beaten, and the lower part of it coarse and sensual. She came forward to the Sahib salaaming rever- ently, and asked what his excellency would please to want. She had not only milk. CONSTANCE RIVERS. 295 but cheese, whicli tlie Saliib might delight in. Eustace sat clown whilst she milked one of the cows, and enjoyed the meal which she prepared for him, having returned to her cave for some chupatties. She was urgent that he should purchase a cheese, but Eustace rather objected to the trouble of carrying it for the delectation of Kali Khan, as he was not himself a cheese eater. The woman settled the matter herself She would bring him milk and cheese the next day. " But the distance !" " The Sahib will pay well !" she said, with another salaam. Eustace laughed, and agreed to her de- mands, which, though they seemed to her excessive, appeared to the young man to be not unreasonable. He hazarded a question about the girl he had seen. "Her daughter?" "Yes. 296 CONSTANCE RIVERS. She was a widow. This 3^oung virgin was her only child. Should she compel her to return and speak to the Sahib?" Eustace replied in the negative, but the wily Asiatic saw the wistful look in the eyes which the lips contradicted, and drew her own con- clusions. It is seldom that Englishmen, however strict in their moral conduct in England, preserve the same rule of life in India, where license is so general. It is difficult to persuade the young not to take the goods the gods — i.e. the Indian gods — provide them, where the enervating influences of climate weaken the hand which would restrain the career of passion. Eustace had already felt the charms too seducing of those lithe and glo^ving beauties. Perhaps the Anglo-Saxon feeling that they were of a race inferior to his own insensibly diminished the deference he felt inclined to CONSTANCE RIVERS. 297 pay to every woman whose skin bore the same tmt as that of his countrywomen. Yet, notwithstanding this, the seclusion and fair- ness of the young Asiatic, and the innocent and timid air with which she had regarded him, so unhke the voluptuous invitation which shone in the eyes of many of her countr}^women, stirred the heart of the young man with a feeling very like love. With the impetuosity of his character in everything which he desired, the wish was commensurate with the strength of a will that had hitherto overborne all obstacles. All his thoughts were now fixed on this mountain maiden. How well she fitted the scenery amidst which she was placed, so beautiful yet so wild; surrrunded by all the grandeur as well as the luxuriance of nature. Did Eve look thus, he wondered. Eve herself could not be more beautiful than Lvla. 298 CONSTANCE RIVERS. Like a European mother looking out for her daughter, the conscience of Eustace in- terrogated hmi — ''What are your inten- tions? Would you ruin the innocence which you adinire and reverence ?" He answered faintly — "Disgrace is not here what it would be to an English girl." " Would you take her to your refined home ? — would you present her to Lady Yorke as your wife ?" A half smile flitted across the face of Eustace at the thought of the incongruity. Lyla in an English dress — in a corset and crinoline ! — those beautifully rounded feet pinched into a pair of Balmoral boots ! He sighed, and grew angry Avith himself, A\dth Lyla, with all the world. And then, for it was early morning, and the sun was just beginning to dart his golden lines over the summit of the gleaming snowdrops, he took his telescope and directed it to the spot where Lyla and her mother resided. CONSTANCE EIVERS. 299 She was not there — not in sight yet ; still he could picture to his imagination — how beautiful ! — a fragrant flower, tinted with delicate hues, half hidden in the long dewy grass of her native mountains, in these sweet and glimmering hours of early morning. A wild bird of gorgeous plumage, untamed to the touch of her captor. Thus fancy painted her to Eustace. He did not, could not picture her as partakuig of the nature of her mother — with the wild passions of a tiger, with the creeping venom of a ser- pent advancing with sinuous movement on its prey. As he agam directed his glass to the side of the mountain where she dwelt, he saw her come forth from the cavern, and descend it, keeping by the verge of the torrent. At the side of the base the waters bubbled and eddied into a smooth pond, of unknown depth. She reached its margin, and began 300 CONSTANCE RIVERS. to flins^ off her crimson scarf and snowv shawl. Eustace dropped his glass — to continue to observe her would have been profana- tion. He turned away and tried to think of the landscape — of the snow mountains, of their comparative heights ; of the sources of the mighty rivers flowing from these snow- capped peaks — of the strange vegetation which was spread around him. He had brought no books excepting his Bible. He opened it to distract his mind from the thoughts of the young milk-gkl. The leaves separated at that beautiful pastoral poem called the " Song of Solomon." Its exqui- site tenderness had never before so vibrated through the frame of the young Englishman. The scenery resembled that of which the regal Poet sang. Lyla might pass for the bride, were she less timid. How lovely she had appeared in her graceful drapery — a CONSTANCE RIVERS. 301 vesture of needlework, a small worked cap, from which flowed on each side the muslin folds which floated over those rounded arms and graceful shoulders. Involuntarily he quoted, " my dove ! thou art m the cleft of the rock, in the secret places of the stairs. Let me see thy coun- tenance — let me hear thy voice, for sweet is thy voice, and thy countenance is comely." Of the comeliness of her countenance he could well judge, but of her voice he had heard no spoken word, only her coocooing to the bird she held. She was perfect in face and figure — perfect in all her adjuncts. The dashing cascade with its clear waters seemed typical of her purity, the springing flowers of her fresh youth, the wild birds of her untamed nature. He returned to his couch and slept, to dream that he saw her crossing the moun- tain stream, only to be overwhelmed in its 302 CONSTANCE EIVERS. waters. He awoke, to see lier standing at the door of his tent, with downcast eyes and grave graceful movement, holding in her hands a basket covered with vine leaves, on which reposed a honeycomb. Without raisino^ her lustrous eves, she uttered her little speech, evidently conned before. She had brought the sahib some honey as a gift; her mother had accompanied her to bring the milk and cheese. The practised eye of Eustace saw that more care had been taken m her adornment now than when he had seen her accident- ally. She had twined some white lilies in the braids of her shining black hair ; and a blue scarf, with the ends embroidered with gold, was twisted with the crimson one she had previously worn. He arose from his bed, on which he had been reposing in his dressing-gown, and courteously took the honey from her hands, CONSTANCE RIVERS. 303 inviting "her to be seated on the box wbicli served as a chair ; but she pointed to her mother, Avho was standing at a short dis- tance, keeping her beautiful charge in view, and making a low salaam, she returned to her companion, leaving a flush of pleasure on the cheek of Eustace, and a trepidation in his heart. If our hero could suddenly have heard of the neighbourhood of one or two rebel chiefs, who might be pursued, and taken alive or dead — had he received information of the vicinity of a boar, a lion, or tiger, the image of the lovely Lyla might have faded from his mind, "like the baseless fabric of a vision." But no such fortunate circumstance oc- curred to save our hero from temptation and sorrow. He had no book, as I have before observed, but his Bible, and in that the pastoral images kept awake the thoughts of the young Asiatic. He had no occupation 304 CONSTANCE RIVERS. except that of walking and climbing, and visions of Lyla accompanied him al- ways. On the following morning her mother brought the milk, unaccompanied by her daughter ; and the subtile woman, watching the countenance of Eustace, as she stood at his tent door, saw that he glanced impatiently past her to see if she were accompanied. He asked no questions, however, and she was so far disappointed. Eustace, after deshing Kali Khan to pay her for the milk, dismissed her. His glass revealed to him the figure of Lyla, reclinmg under one of the trees near the torrent, seemingly employed in weaving grasses, dyed with different colours, into bracelets and armlets. Some hours later he saw her mother retmiiing to her, and saw Lyla rise suddenly and bound towards her. They seemed to be talking eagerly, and as CONSTANCE RIVERS. 305 both turned and looked at his tent, he be- lieved they spoke of him. Later in the evening he observed Lyla descending the hill alone. One of the calves seemed to have strayed, as he saw the mother pointing to the herd, and seem- ingly counting them. Probably she was too tired from her morning walk to seek it her- self. Eustace had seen the creature feeding lower down the declivity than the rest of the cattle in the morning, and guessed which way it had taken. The temptation to assist Lyla in her search was irresistible. He overlooked the pro- bability that the calf Avould be found and driven back before he could reach the young girl ; and taking his gun, as a reason for his departure to Kali Khan, he descended with such speed as to make him breathless. Occasionally he looked at the opposite moun- tain, and tracked Lyla by the flutter of her VOL. I. X 306 CONSTANCE RIVERS. white drapery, even where she was partly hidden by the branches, opake with dense foliage. Presently she seated herself, seem- ingly weary with her fruitless search, and Eustace advanced towards her silently, re- membering how she had fled from him on a former occasion. He was Avithin a few yards of her, still unperceived, for the grass, with its feathery tops and gigantic stems, concealed his approach. She was singing in a loAV monotonous voice, with great sweetness and passion, the words of which the follow- ing is a translation : — " The phantom of my love came in my slumber. ' Phantom of slumber ! who,' I said, '■ has sent thee?' * He who in sleep no earthly bonds encumber. He whose fond watchings only can content thee.' " She stopped, and Eustace was about to ad- vance, when she sang again : — " In the deep darkness came to me my lover. I stood in reverence till he sat him down. ' Thou com'st at midnight the fenced city over ; Fear'st thou the watchmen in the silent tower ?' CONSTANCE RIVERS. 307 ' I feared at first, but breathless, passion-tost, All fear save that of losing thee was lost." " Eustace put aside the foliage and ap- proached her. She gave a startled cry, and would have fled ; but the young man sprang forward and seized her arm, on which she screamed, with a expression of bodily pain so acute that he let her go, and she sank down, cowering, with shrinking form and uplifted eyes, like a hound fearing the lash. " I did not mean to hurt you; why do you fear me ?" said Eustace. " I know not, Saliib." " Why did you shriek so loudly when I touched you?" She did not reply otherwise than by baring her arm, and sho^\dng it to be black with bruises, seemingly inflicted with a large bamboo cane, as, in some parts, where the stick was jointed, the womid was deepest. " Who can — who dared to do this ?" 308 CONSTANCE RIVERS. said the young man, anger flashing from his eyes. "You pity me, Sahib?" " Pity you ! — I burn Avith indignation. Who did it?" " My mother, because the cows strayed — she often beats me." " Your mother ! — can a woman, and a mother, strike thus ?" " I must go — she will beat me again — I cannot find the calf Sometunes I fear so much, that I think of the deep water at the bottom of the torrent." " I can find your calf for you, poor child, this time — I saw the direction in which it went. Stay here till I find it." " Let your slave go with you. Sahib." They went together — both young, both cast in nature's finest mould ; " For valour he, and manly beauty formed ; For softness she, and fair attractive grace." CONSTANCE RIVERS. 309 Eustace would liave offered to assist her over the craggy ground, but she bounded over every inipedhnent Hke a gazelle. Eus- tace was tempted to repeat some Imes which he had met in his studies of Eastern litera- ture — " Small is tliine age, O beautiful gazelle. Thy mother's breast thy food till lately gave ; Didst thou descend to drink the sparkling well. Or crop the lilies bordering its wave ? On me those wild and brilliant glances play, So mutable in Ught, so tender, shy ; Irresolute thy timid footsteps stay, Thy servant pleads — rejected he must flie.'' When the calf was found and driven nearly to his home, Eustace left the young girl. He had a horror of seeing the mother who could tlius barbarously treat lier un- offending child. END OF THE FIRST VOLUME. 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