fVaght PENRITH J "^^ mi^' ^>t^^^i^. L I B R.AR.Y CF THL UNIVERSITY or 1LL1NOI5 0*»3t (■^ 3^-^1^ ^9] ■ ■ Booksellers 48-51 BBOAD STP.EBT The person charging this material is re- sponsible for its return to the library from which it was withdrawn on or before the Latest Date stamped below. Theft, mutilation, and underlining of books are reasons for disciplinary action and may result in dismissal from the University. UNIVERSITY OF ILLINOIS LIBRARY AT URBANA-CHAMPAIGN OCT 3 979 m L161 — O-1096 TALES OF REAL LIFE, BY MRS. OPIE. IN THREE VOLUMES. VOL. L Hontsan: PRINTED rOR I^KGMAy, HURST, REES, ORME, AND BROWX, PATERNOSTER-ROW. 1813. Printed ly R, Taylor and Co.f Shoe-Lane^ London, Qp3t LADY ANNE and LADY JANE. A TALE. Well, Harry," said Mr. Percy to his son, " which of my fair and noble wards am I to call daughter ? You have been seemingly a long time suspended like Ma- homet's tomb between two magnets." " Alas for Mahomet's tomb, my dear father, if it be not more equally balanced than my affections." > ' " Then what think you of another si- ^mile — a child that is undecided whether |to choose a peach or a nectarine ?" ^ " No — that will not do, because the U5 child has probably his choice of either, -Jland I have not mine of the ladies in ques- ^tion." 1^ VOL. I. B *' But 2 LADY ANxNE AND LADY jANE. • " Rut I think you maij have. — Lady Anne Mortimer is a grand lovely creature! w-hat bright dark eyes she has!" *' Yes, — and what fascinating eyes, co- lour unknown, has Lady Jane Langley! I am sure I know not whether they be gray, blue, or hazel, — but by turns I be- IJLve they are all three, — and like a change- able silk, they are beautiful to the sight without one's being able to tell what is the pfedohlinant hue " '' Eyes like changeable silk, Harry ! Humph 1 I hope you do not extend the simile to her Ladyship's temper ?" " To her humour I do, and like her the better for it^— * From grave to guy, from lively to severe.' " " That n:iay be a recommendation to a mistress, Hairy, but surely not to a wife.— - Bright- coloured silks, to borrov^ your metaphor in part,, are not good for every day w ar ; one of a more sober and eitn colour LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 3 colour would do better. Lady Anne is the woman for a wife ; she is not so dazzling as her cousin, but I think her more estimable — nay, she has more beauty also, for she has certainly better features." " Better features, sir ! So she has, I dare say, according to measurement : but there is one thing which Lady Jane has, which her cousin wants, and without which a beauty is almost plain, and with which a plain woman is almost beautiful— and that is charms or, as the French call it, agrement, — It is what women feel in our sex, but cannot understand in their cwn ; and when they see us admire a wo- man in whom they can discover no personal attraction, they begin measuring her nose and her mouth, and criticizing the colour of her eyes, and hair, and complexion, till they end with ' In short, 1 call her plain, and think it is madness'in men to ad- mire l>er.' And to this gift called * charm/ B 2 and 4 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. and which I believe to have been Psyche's celebrated box of beauty. Lady Jane adds handsome if not regular features, and a form, a complexion " " By no means as fine as Lady Anne's." " Why, perhaps not ; for sometimes she's pale^ and sometimes red ; and Lady Anne's colour is permanent and unva- rying." " Unvarying, Harry ! when her bloom is every moment deepened by the blush of feeling and modesty — while her tall figure and majestic carriage .inspire respect as veil as admiration." " There again, sir — it is that very height, that very majesty that I do not admire. — Not but that Lady Jane can be majestic too — but she had rather please than awe ; rather attract than repel." " Lady Jane majestic ! By the side of Lady Anne she is rather short than other- wise.'*- Short LADY ANNE AND I.ADY JANE. 3 " Short by the side of Lady Anne! to be sure she is — an acacia by the side of a Lombardy pophir ! Lady Anne is * Tall and as straight as a poplar tree. And her cheeks are as red as a rose :* but she wants grace ^ — and so does a pop- lar. There's Lady Jane throwing her lovely person into a thousand graceful at- titudes hke a bending woodbine, while her 'cousin sits in one posture like a cedar of 'Lebanon. Lady Jane is a beautiful run- ning accompaniment, while Lady Anne is four minims in a bar. Besides, Lady Anne often speaks disagreeable truths, and Lady Jane none but agreeable ones/' " In short, my dear son, you are in love with Lady Jane, and to a man in love there is only one beautiful w^oman in the world." " There you wrong me, sir, — I think Lady Anne very handsome, and I adore her virtues j and if she would but conde- scend O l.ADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. scend to be agreeable^ she would be ir- resistible." " Well, well, I see all hope for her is over, and I am sorry for it ; — for I feaK that you like Lady Jane, and Lady Anne likes you.'* " I hope not. But, sir, don't you think Lady Jane loves me a little .^" " I can't tell — for that ' charm y' as you call it, throws such a bright halo round her, that I have as yet been unable to see her clearly enough to discern what her real feelings are. — However, as my first wish is to see you happy, and as you can only be so v;ith the woman of your heart, I will watch Lady Jane. I should have preferred Lady Anne. Besides, she has a great fortune, and her cousin com- paratively a small one. But you have wealth enough, and more than enough with your late uncle's, in possession, and mine in prospect: therefore you can please yourself LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 7 yourself without violating the dictates of worldly prudence ; and I hope I shall live at least to see you married." " I hope you will live,'* said Harry Percy affectionately, " to see me and my children married, dear sir." Then seeing Lady Jane and Lady Anne in the garden, he eagerly ran to meet them. It would indeed have been more for Harry Percy's interest to marry Lady Anne, as, not from vice but thoughtless- ness, he had, though but just five-and- twenty, been forced to mortgage his only unentailed estate so considerably, that, as he had no ready money, a large sum with a wife could alone set him free ; and as he knew that his father had no money to spare, he had carefully concealed from, him an em- barrassment which he well knew it would distress him not to be able to remove. Lady Jane was the daughter of the Earl 8 . LADY AUNE ATiD LADY JANE. Earl of M , and Lady Anne of the Marquis of D , and both were left by their fathers to the guardianship of Mr. Percy. As Mrs. Percy was Hving when these noblemen died, her husband's wards came to reside with her ; and till he went abroad with a tutor at the age of eighteen, Percy had many opportunities of being with the young and beautiful cousins, of whom one was four, the other three years younger than himself. At one-and-twenty he returned, and found Lady Jane, who with her cousin had been presented at court, a reigning belle in the fashionable world, and more full of fascination than ever : but though courted by all who beheld her, her eyes seemed, he thought, to look as tenderly as ever on him. Not so Lady Anne's; her eyes never sought his; on the contrary, they seemed to avoid them : and w hen he returned, after LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 9 after a long and severe illness, during which his life was despaired of, the one wounded his self-love, while the other soothed it. Lady Anne, when she saw him, was so struck with the change in his appearance that she could not at first speak ; and when she did, it was to say in a faltering voice, and with eyes filled with tears, — " Oh ! Harry, how ill you look ! I declare I should scarcely have known you ! and you look so old !" " Don't inind what that raven says, Hariy," exclaimed Lady Jane, " she al- ways sees the worst side of every thing ; and I assure you 1 think, though you look as if you had been umvdly you never looked handsomer nor younger in your life.'* Harry held a hand of each at this mo- ment; and it is certain that he pressed Lady Jane's very tenderly, while he held Lady Anne's so coldly that she withdrew it.-— a 5 From 10 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. From that moment Lady Jane stood on a vantage ground with Harry Percy which she never lost ; for he thought the remark of Lady Jane kind, that of the other cruel ; and though deeply impressed be- fore he went abroad in favour of Lady Anne, he saw not, he heeded not, he un- derstood not the faltering voice, the in- voluntary tears that accompanied her re- mark, — a remark impelled by real tender- ness thrown by. the anxieties of tenderness completely off its guard. Nor did he ob- serve that, though her words were flatter- ing, Lady Jane's feelings were cold. He therefore banished Lady Anne from his best affections, and received Lady Jane to them, — like many others, rejecting the substance for the shadow. Lady Anne soon saw, and secretly de- plored, the superiority of Lady Jane's in- fluence over Percy to her own ; for she thought she loved him better than her cousin. LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 11 cousin, and for his own sake she wished that he had preferred her. But hers was no common mind, no common character. She thought that passions were given us for our slaves, not our tyrants j and the love which was not likely to be returned, she felt it her duty first to conceal, and ultimately to subdue^ or at least to keep within proper bounds. But her trials were severe ; and while she witnessed the pro- gress of Percy's attachment to Lady Jane, she sighed to think how happy such evi- dences of love would have made her ; and she sighed the more, because she felt as- sured that this devoted love was thrown away on one who was too volatile to feel the. value of it. No wonder, therefore, that the usually brusque and severe manner of Lady Anne should become still more so. " The carriage has been at the door this hour, Jane, and Mrs. Corbet and I have been waiting twenty minutes foir you," 12 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. you," said Lady Anne one mornings " and yet you are not ready — It is very strange you can never be punctual." " Nor you patient^ Anne." "What is the matter?" said Percy entering. " Lady Anne, you look disturb- ed." " Oh ! she has only been scolding me> as usual." ^' Scolding you ?" *' You, I suppose, think no one can be so hard-hearted as to scold such a divi- nity 1" replied Lady Anne with a laugh that was no laugh. " But what has Lady Jane done ?" *' She is not ready, according to custom 1 — and I am sure, Harry, I have heard you say that punctuality is a virtue." *' True, — but is not impatience a viceV* " There, Anne ! do you hear that ?" " I do," she replied, blushing deeply from pain at being reproved by the man she loved J LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 13 loved ; '• and I dare say, yes — I was — I am too imp itlent.*' "Amiable candour!" cried Percy: " and I in return must own that I think Lady Jane's habit of not being punctual a most vile one, and " " What is that you are saying, young gentleman ?" said Lady Jane turning round from the glass, at which she was adjusting her head-dress, and looking at him with one of her most arch looks and dimpled smiles. " I was saying the truth — that you are not perfect ;" but looking fondly and even familiarly in her face as he spoke, * If to thy share some female errors f.ill. Look in thy face and one forgets diem all.' " Thank ye, young man — very civil, and very new. But Lady Anne has a face also, and a very handsome one it is." " But not a face to be looked up at as yours 14 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. yours was just now," said Lady Anne al- most pettishly, " There, Harry ! do you not see her meaning ? She is such a prude, she thought your look and manner too free, and that no one dared look at her so." Lady Anne had no such meaning : but conscious that she spoke in envy^ though not in blame^ she remained silent; and Percy, quite lost in admiration of her rival, cared not to reply. " How that gown becomes you ! " said Harry, " and how pretty it is !" *' Do you think so ?" " Yes — or else it is you who become the gown, and impart to it your graces." " Do you like it better than Lady Anne's?" " I may be wrongs — but I certainly do." " A fair take in !" replied the mis- chievous LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 15 chievous lady Jane laughing, " for they are both alike : only I know how to put on a gown, and she does not. Only see h3w her gown sits ! — Why, my dear, one would think you were crooked." " I dressed myself," she replied. " And why, pray ?" ^' Because my maid was not quite well." " But you could have had mine." " Am I never to learn to wait on my- self, and be an independent rational being?" " There ! Now Anne is in her heroics and moral sublimities, Harry, I must inter- rupt her : therefore pray go and call up the carriage." " So, Anne 1 you thought Harry's look too free, did you ?" " No such thing, Jane," she answer- ed, her ingenuous mind disdaining the least approach to falsehood, — " I meant very differently — I meant, — " and here her 16 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. her voice faltered, — " I meant that my face had not the charms of yours, and therefore was not Hkely to be looked at so^ so fondlv." " Well said, modest, humble Lady Anne ! But I must tell Harry, — may I V* " If you please ; for the disingenuous- ness of being silent when you accused me before, is on my mind/' " What a delicate conscience is thine 1 ** said Lady Jane laughing. " O Percy !" she exclaimed, as he re- turned and hung over her delighted while he handed her down stairs, " I have Anne's confessions to make.'* And Lady Anne staid behind till she thought all was said. Then, with one of her most majestic looks, she gave him her hand when he returned to meet her. But if she meant the look to awe Percy into forbearing to compli- ment her on her modest idea of her own face, it was thrown awayj for he felt that LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 17 that what Lady Anne said was just^ — he could not have looked at ker in that man- ner, — and he was too honest to say what he could not mean. Whether Lady Anne suspected this truth I know not ; but she felt sad and uncomfortable, and was very glad Percy did not accompany them in their drive. It is very certain that Lady Jane dearly loved Lady Anne, and when alone with her every feeling but of affection towards her was at rest ; but when with her in the presence of others, she had such a con- sciousness of Lady Anne's superiority, and such a restless dread lest others should per- ceive it too, that she could not be easy without playing upon her noble cousin, and pointing out the bad style of her dress, and her occasional roughness of reproofs and manner. There are two sorts of jealousy : —the one struts a heroine with a poisoned bowl and bloody dagger — the other is only armed 18 LADY ANNE AND LADY JAN^. armed with pins and needles, and is no he- roine at all : — but she makes such a use of her weapons, that she does as much and more harm to domestic happiness, and the interests of society, than her more lofty and impassioned sister. — This anti-heroic jea- lousy was f e t by Lady Jane, and it im- pelled her to stick pins, that is, to inflict trifling wounds on Lady Anne, except when alone, and then affection was tri- umphant. " My dearest Anne," said Lady Jane during their drive, " I am afraid I di- stressed you by my flippancy just now ?* " No — you only fretted me, and to that I am pretty well accustomed." '' How sorry I am ! But I will learn to behave better — indeed I will — for I am sure I love you, Anne! tenderly love you." " It would be strange if you did not, Jane ! it would be strange if two orphans like us, left to the care of the same guar- dian. LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 19 dian, and nearly akin in blood, should not love each other. It would be unnatural, it would be base." "Aye, indeed j and I should be wickedly ungrateful, Anne, if I did not love you — for you are so kind to me! How should I get out of the embarrassments my extra- vagance involves me in but for you ? " "Nonsense!" replied Lady Anne. "I have so few wants myself, that I can supply yours — and I have a pleasure in doing so." Here the coach stopped at a shop in Bond-street, and the door was instantly thronged with fashionable men. Away flew all the pensive, sentimental graces Lady Jane's countenance had worn as she gazed on the saddened one of Lady Anne, and she beamed on the beaux from the door of the carriage in all the brilHance of a reigning belle. " I think I see Lady Anne in yon VOL. I. B 10 corner," 20 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. corner," said Lord Lorimer, — " I hope her ladyship's well," bowing very respect- fully, having only given Lady Jane a nod. The latter felt the difference, and was piqued. " No," she replied for her cou- sin, '' Lady Anne is very unwell. Don't you see how she is muffled up ? " " I never was better in my life," said Lady Anne leaning forward, and speaking in her most abrupt manner; " and my being muffled up, as Lady Jane calls it, is an act of choice, not necessity." *' You hear her; you see she will not allow me to make an. excuse for her old woman's dress. — Is she not, my lord, a beautiful blowsy?" " Beautiful she always is/' replied Lord Lorimer. " Oh ! I know why you think so : — it is in return for Lady Anne's saying you were — but I dare not repeat what she said." « You LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 21 *' You overpower me. Lady Jane,'* said Lord Lorimer conceitedly. " It is true, — is it not. Lady Anne ? Did you not highly extol Lord Lonmer r" — added Lady Jane, well knowing what her answer would be. " I never speak against my conscience," replied Lady Anne roughly, " and there- fore I could not do it." " O fy, fy, Lady Anne ! what have you said ? But indeeed, my lord, you need not look so angry; for women, you know, are always rude to those they like best." " Yes, yes,'* said Lord Lorimer, " that is human nature." « " But it is not mine, my lord, I assure you," cried Lady Anne angrily. " Lady Jane, I choose to drive on, for I am tired of this nonsense." So saying, she desired the footman to give her order, and the coach proceeded. « Dear 22 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANZ. "Dear Anne!'* said Lady Jane, " I see I have offended again/' " Yes; — ^I am angry now. — What could induce you to flatter that coxcomb Lord Lorimer at my expense ? " " I am sure I don't know ; but I be- lieve it was from compassion, lest he should fall in love with you ; — for your haughtiness, Anne, is as powerful a pre- servative from the effects of your charms, as is the offensive smell of some beau- tiful but poisonous berries : their hue at- tracts, but their scent repels ; therefore the thirsty traveller escapes." " Am I so very rude, so very repellent, Jane?" " Rather so, my dear ; and but for my little hint to save the poor man's self- love, you would have made Lord Lorimer your foe for life." " No great harm if I had. But how can LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 23 can you delight to talk such stuff to these fops, these loungers, these killers of time?*' " Oh ! a very harmless amusement. I am only spreading a few weak nets for a few harmless birds, a few hopping spar- rows, and they are so slender they can break them at any time." " But suppose, in the meanwhile, a bird of real value should, angry at your levity, escape from your net that is more skilfully woven?" " Oh ! if you mean Harry Percy ! be- lieve me, Anne, his heart is too surely mine for almost any thing I can do to break the chain. — No, Anne, I fear no rival influence, not even yours.'' (Mrs, Corbet had just alighted to go into a shop, or Lady Jane would not have said this.) " Mine ! — It is unkind, Jane, to mock me thus,'' replied Lady Anne : " you may well scorn all fear of me as a rival." « No 2i LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. " No such thing, Lady Anne ! Of all women in the world, if you, as Percy says, would but deign to be agreeable^ I should fear ijou with him, and every one." " Does Percy say that of me?" *' Yes : — he thinks it is all you want to be irresistible.*' "I wish I had known that sooner!" thought Lady Anne. '' Positively, my dear girl," continued Lady Jane, " you are like a man who has the 20,000/. prize in his bureau, and will not give himself the trouble of claim- ing it. Here's a throat, white and round as ever Phidias formed, and yet you con- ceal it as if it were hideous ! Here is hair, jetty and glossy as a raven's plume, and you hide it under a bushel^ — I mean a cap, — but it is a cap as big as a bushel ! And here is a foot, a model for a statuary, of which you don't suiFer even the tip of a toe to be visible ! My dear Anne, if - ■ you LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 25 you were to condescend to shine forth in all your charms, I should hate you mor- tally." " Nay, this is mere trifling," replied Lady Anne ; " why should I try to please ? The only man, you know, as you have unhappily surprised my secret, whom I ever wished to please, is lost to me for ever, and ' I can hope no more.' " The deep desponding tone in which this was spoken aroused all the af- fectionate nature of Lady Jane, and she exclaimed — " Don't talk so, Anne, I can> bear it ; and I would resign fifty Percies, rather than make you wretched." " But there are 720/ fifty Percies, Jane. Alas ! there is only one,'* " No, not in your foolish eyes ; — but in mine there may be many : — and really, though I love him more than a little, only say the word, my beloved Anne, and I will say NO, should he ask me to say yea." VOL. I. c " Bu.t *26 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE* *' But he loves you, Jane ; — and I prize his happiness beyond my own : — there- fore I ii'ish him to marry you. — But tell me, Jane! In order to reconcile myself to the disgrace of loving a man who never asked me to love him, don't you think before he went abroad / was his fa- vourite, and that his attentions warranted my partiality?" " Why, — ^yes, I do think so," replied Lady Jane, a conscious feeling making her blush deeply. ** Enough, I am ^tisfied," replied Lady Anne, and the coach stopped at a shop in St, James's-street. A beggar im- mediately came up, and asked charity of Lady Jane. — " Do, dear Lady Anne/' she cried, " lend me half-a-crown for diis poor wretch.'* •* What I give alms in such a public street as this, Jane ! It looks so pharisai- cal!" " What LADY ANNS AND LADY JANE. 2? " What signifies the look ? — Now do oblige me ; for, as usual, I have no money." " Well, — there is what you desire ; — but it is so beggarly. Lady Jane, never to have money in your pocket !" '' No, — it is wise if you will give me yours, — and it is fashionable , as no one wears pockets.'* " Nonsense I — You know that I mean It is wrong to have no money of your own about you. I wish, dear Jane, as your true friend, I wish that you would learn to pay your debts, and be just before you are generous." " Nay, Anne, remember what the man gays in the play about Justice being a hob- bling beldame, who can't overtake Gene- rosity." " Yes, Jane, I do remember j — and I regret that the very great man who wrote that speech should have put forth so c 2 perni- 28 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. pernicious a sentiment j — for the man who " " Hush ! hush ! dear Anne/' inter- rupted Lady Jane, " or rather dear Jo- seph ! for, if you disapprove one brother, I hate the other ; and you were going on so like him ; * for the man who ' How do you do? How do you?" cried L^dy Jane, interrupting herself, and Mr. Percy came up to the coach-window. "Joseph!" said Lady Jane, '* here's cnir guardian." *' What ! what did you call her ? " asked Mr. Percy. *' Why, sir, I am Charles, and her ladyship Joseph Surface, at your service. And you, guardian, why, you shall be But come into the carriage, there's a good gentleman :" and he got in, " Yes, guardian, — y^s — ^you shall be Sir Peter Teazle." <' With LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 29 *' With all my heart, ward ; but where is my Lady Teazle V ** O sir ! " she replied, affecting to hide her face and blush, '* if you would but see her and accept her, sir, she is here before you ! I have long wished for this opportunity,, sir, and let my blushes speak forme!" " But what will my son say ?" " O sir ! never mind what he says.-^ I prefer you ; — and he can't help himself. — I think you, indeed I do, a great deal handsomer than he is."^ " Handsomer I may be ; hut I fear that I want what my son says you have so ex- chisivelyy Lady Jane, and that is charm:-^ therefore I advise you to prefer Harry to me." " Well then, what say you to Lady Anne?" " Alas ! I fear Lady Anne will have nothing to say to me. But this I will say. so LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. say, that were / a young man, I should have much to say to her.'' " O you cruel, mortifying, ungrateful guardian ! So then I see you prefer Lady Anne to me!'* and she hid her mortifi- cation in a pretended sob. " What, are you thinking of Lady Anne while you are looking at me so intently?" " I was thinking, Lady Jane, how airs and graces like yours would become me ; how / should look playing tricks like these." " Like an elephant dancing a bolero, my dear!" " So I thought ; — but how long, Jane, will it become you to dance these bo- leros ? 1 feel that all this may be charm- ing in youth : but youth is a small part of human existence ; — and I was carrying my eye further, and beholding you a few years hence." « And LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE, SI '' And what do you see, Anne?" re- plied Lady Jane in a tone of alarm. «' Oh ! I hope, Jane, that all this play- ful gaiety, harmless as summer lightning> will end in the mild lustre of a calm sum- mer's evening." ^f Thank you, dear candid Anne," re- plied Lady Jane. *' You think all this lightning will go oS" without any destructive storms, do you. Lady Anne?'* said Mr. Percy. " I hope so," hesitatingly replied Lady Anne. " Jane has a good head, and an excellent heart." ** A truce, sweet Anne, with your flattery ; or you will turn my head, how- ever good it may be." The coach at this moment stopped at H t's at the corner of Sydney's alley, and Lady Jane got out. After a few mi. nutes she returned with a very handsome shirt-pin in her hand, and followed by the shopman 32 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. shopman with a large case of jewels. As soon as they had diiven off. Lady Jane exclaimed, " Oh ! I have almost ruined myself — but they were so beautiful I could not re- sist ! Only see!*' So saying, she opened the cases and exhibited a fine set of pink topazes with strings of large pearl inter- mixed, for necklace and bracelets — "And here, guardian," said Lady Jane, " here is a present for you I" (giving the pin to Mr. Percy.) " I hope you have not been so foolish,** replied he gravely, " to squander much money on this unnecessary piece of ex-p- pense ? — Pray what did it cost, if I may venture so rude a question ?" *' I dare say Jane does not know her- self,'* observed Lady Anne unguard- edly. " How ! then she cannot have paid for it !" ♦' Paid LADY ANNE A^^D LADY JANE. 3» " Paid for it ! No, to be sure," replied Lady Jane carelessly, " I have a bill there." *' Then these fine things are not paid for, which you have just made your own !" " Certainly not ; for I did not expect when I came out to be tempted to such extravagance." " And what will be the price of these bawbles ?" " Oh! a few hundreds!" " A few hundreds !" exclaimed Mr. Percy changing colour. — " There, ma- dam ! take back your present ; for I will not increase a debt so wantonly and need- lessly incurred," " You are not serious, sir?"' « Indeed I am." "There, this is all your doing, Lady Anne," said Lady Jane pettishly. ** If it was. Lady Anne foresaw not the consequences of what she said," re- plied Mr. Percy. c5 "I be- Si LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. *^ I believe you think Lady Anne can't do wrong, sir/' said Lady Jane in a tone of pique. *' I wish I could think the same of your Ladyship; for, in my opinion, running in debt thus carelessly and unnecessarily is wrong ; and excuse me, Lady Jane, but what vexes me in my ward, I should think criminal, and it would make me miserable in my 3071*6 luife" Here Lady Anne felt faint, and let down the glass for air. Though we know a misfortune to be unavoidable, when it comes we are not able to meet it with firmness at first. It was evident from this speech that Mr. Percy knew his son's in- tentions viexe Jlxedy and that the offer would soon be made, and she shrunk from the certainty thus announced ; nor could she contemplate without generous alarm, from her knowledge of Lady Jane's ex- trjivagance, the probable distress which such LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 35 such an union would entail on the father- in-law, if not on the husband. A perturbed silence had succeeded to this conversation, and to Mr. Percy's positive refusal to re- tain the shirt-pin ; and as soon as they all alighted at Mr. Percy's house in Gros- venor-square they separated; and all, with the exception of Mrs. Corbet, in no happy frame of mind retired to dress. Mr. Percy could not drive from his me- mory the observation made unguardedly by Lady Anne, because it was evidently the result of a previous knowledge of her cousin's habits and character ; — nor could he forget the manner of Lady Jane when he inteiTogated her respecting the jew- els ; for, much as incurring the debt itself alarmed and vexed him, her manner alarmed him still more, as it showed that such transactions were habitual to her, and that she was at once free from her own reproaches for her extravagance, and cal- lous 36 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. lous to his implied censure of It. Besides, he himself had seen in Lady Jane a love of high play ; he had also often heard her bet, till he had been at length provoked to tell her, that he considered betting in a woman to be both indelicate and unfemi- nine. But he knew he could never make his son, as he was now seriously in love, behold Lady Jane with his eyes : he there- fore resolved to endeavour to think Lady Jane's faults would, as Lady Anne said, be rectified by her good heart and excellent understanding. — Lady Jane's thoughts, meanwhile, were as painfully busy as Mr. Percy's : — she could not but feel that if Mr. Percy was vexed at her incurring one debt, he would sternly disapprove the involvement of many, and she dreaded lest chance or inquiry should bring to his knowledge the amount of her pecuniary embarrassments ; while Lady Anne also walked pensively backwards and forwards in LADY ANxVL AND LADY JANE. 3/ in her own apartment, thinking over of what had recently passed : bat uppermoi^t in her mind was Percy's observation, that if she would condescend to be agreeable, she would be irresistible ; and Lady Jane's flattering assurances, that if instead of veiling she would display her beauty, she, even she, should fear her for a rival. — " And would I, if I could^ rival Jane in the heart of the man she loves ?" said Lady Anne to herself. — " But does she love him ? No, — not as he ought to be loved. — Still, perhaps, she loves him as well as she can love, — and that is not enough to induce her to conquer her mis- chievous habits, which will, I foresee, alie- nate the father, and make the son wretched. Oh ! I fear that the lightning will not go oflf without many a storm ! and the pro- mised union will not be a happy one.** Here, unable to pursue the course of her own thoughts, she rung for her maid. — r "And 38 LADY ANME AND LADY JAKE. •' And my dress too, as well as manner, is wrong, I find. — At least I feel, I own it is unlike other people's," thought Lady Anne — *' Well, and that's wrong. Singu- larity of appearance, I have said, speaking of others, is either a mark of offensive disregard to the opinion of other people, or of excessive conceit, or of incipient in- sanity — and yet, it seems, I dress singu- larly myself ! But I will improve in this respect. I will try to be admired. Suitors and wooers I must have, as the daughter of the marquis of D , and a great heiress cannot fail of them — but Jane, happy Lady Jane, is loved cldefly for her- self alone, and that I envy her." Mrs. Corbet was indeed, as I before observed, the only one of the party who returned home as happy, and only as wise, as when she went out. This lady, the daughter of a baronet, had married what 15 called prudently and respectably, and had LADY ANNE AND LADY JANK. 39 liad reached the age of fifty-eight with an unblemished reputation. Her qualities v/ere negative qualities ; and when she was left a widow with an independent though not a large income, Mr. Percy, then re- cently deprived of a wife whom he adored, and whom his wards both loved and respect- ed, was very glad to take advantage of his relationship to Mrs. Corbet's husband to invite her to take up her abode at his house, and be the companion and chape- rone of Lady Anne and Lady Jane ; for Mr. Percy knew that, if Mrs. Corbet did them no good, she would do them no harm; and that he thought was sutEcient, as he flattered himself that an excellent governess and the society of his admira- ble wife had already satisfactorily com- pleted the education which the parents of his noble wards had begun. And Mr. Percy could not have chosen a chaperone for the fair cousins who would 40 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANEa would have suited them better ; for Mrs. Corbet was acquiescent in her temper^ rarely gave a dissenting opinion, and was much fonder of sitting silent, lost in her own reveries, than in joining in any con- versation whatever — And the saucy Lady Jane used to say, that in case of a want of more lights at one of their assemblies, she thought Mrs. Corbet with a candle stuck in her hand would make a good pendent to the statue of Silence holding a lamp in the back drawing-room, and be quite as mute and motionless. By a being of this description, therefore, the events of the morning must hav^ passed unobserved —and she retired to dress, wholly un- conscious that her companions carried with them imprinted on their brow the stamp of inward and painful perturbation. " What cap and turban, my lady, do you wear today ?" said Barnes, Lady Anne's woman. . Lady t LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE, 4\ Lady Anne paused, then with a smile replied, " Neirher, Barnes : — you shall dress my hair without a cap today." "Indeed, my lady I" cried Barnes, looking delighted, " and shall I dress it like Lady Jane's?" *' Yes, if you please, Barnes:" and for once, since she came into society, the fine shape of Lady Anne's head was seen, and her beautiful hair shown to the best advantage. " Dear me! my lady ! I am so glad !'* exclaimed Barnes, surveying her owa performance with rapture, — " I never saw your ladyship look so well before.— You do look something like now." And Lady Anne could not help laughing within her- self at the contrast to looking somQthirig like now. " So then," said she to herself, "It seems that before I looked like nothing at all !" " And pray what gown, my lady, do you 42 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. you wear today ? — There is a large party of gentlemen to dinner, I find.** " True. — By the by, I will not dine below today, — my head aches, and I will save myself for the evening, when Mr» Percy has an assembly. Therefore, Barnes^ you may leave me, I will not finish dress- ing till it is time for the evening party to arrive." While Barnes, sorry that the dinner as well as evening party should not see her lady looking sa beautiful, re- luctantly retired. Lady Anne's head did ache, because so did her heart, and she wished to repose the former and commune with the latter. — When dinner was announced, which usually waited for Lady Jane, her maid told her Lady Anne was too unwell to dine below ; and her good and affectionate feelings taking the alarm. Lady Jane ran to her cousin's room, and started and blushed when she saw Lady Anne coiffte en LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 43 en cheveiix, " So! you have taken my hint, I see," she exclaimed ; " and as to your illness, I believe it to be all pretence, — for I never saw you look so well in my life." " I am so much given to pretence, that I do not wonder you accuse me." " No, no, Anne, you know I can't really suspect you of fibbing — but what ails you ?" " O Jane ! I am sick with many cares, and I wish to keep quiet till evening, as ray head aches." " Then do let me stay with you, dearest Anne ! perhaps I could soothe you ?" " Yes, Jane, as the sight of the gallov,'s soothes the felon who is to be hanged on it." " Nay, Anne, I knov/ to what you aU lude." " No, you do 720/," replied Lady Anne with quickness — " I am thinking of you and 44 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. and Percy, but not in the way you fancy.** Here a servant came to say that dinner had waited some time for Lady Jane ; and affectionately kissing Lady Anne, while the tears stood in her beautiful eyes, she bade her adieu, and in a few mi- nutes more she was the delight of Mr. Percy's guests as usual, and the pride of his son. By the time the ladies retired. Lady Anne had reasoned herself into calmer thoughts, and her headache being gone^ Lady Jane found her reading. " Not dressed yet ! " said Lady Jane : " It is time you were, dear Anne ! for it is ten. o'clock ; and at eleven I dare say some of those who go to six parties in an evening wiU be here,'* " Do you think I shall be an hour dressing, Jane?" " Yes, — if you mean to be dressed up to your head — which is so elegant that the ^ LADV ANNE AND LADY JANE. 45 the rest of your dress ought to be well studied to suit it." " I thank you for your solicitude about my appearance," replied LaJy Anne smiling ; " and if you will go to the com- pany, I will join you as soon as the im- portant business of the toilet is over.'* *' What gown does your ladyship wear today?" asked Barnes, apprehensive lest the dress should not be as handsome as the head-dress. " That white satin gown like Lady Jane's, which I have never worn." " Indeed ! my lady ! Oh ! I am so glad! I thought you would never have worn it at all!" and with eager joy Barnes brought the long neglected gown. Lady Anne had accustomed herself so much to wear dresses made high in the neck, that she could not at first bear to wear a dress lower than the throat, — till the thought of self- approving beauty per- haps 46 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. haps reconciled her to her appearance. — *' But I never can endure this petticoat so short in front," said she to Barnes. *' I declare it shows more than half the foot," " Dear, my lady," cried Barnes, *' and what then ? Lady Jane shows hers ; and I am sure it is not half as beau- tiful as your ladyship's!" And Lady Anne was not a little mortified to find that she was pleased with this observation. *' Alas !" said Lady Anne to herself, "I have at length learnt to find that flattery, even from an inferior, is pleasant ! O poor human nature !" At last, and before the hour was out, Lady Anne was ready, and the fine suite of rooms was full of company before she made her appearance. A pang of jea- lousy shot through Lady Jane's bosom when she beheld her ; and if instead of the cold look which she still wore, and the unbending majesty of her mien and person. LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 4? person. Lady Anne had borrowed her cousin's cestus awhile, Lady Jane would have lost much of her power to please, from conscious dread of so formidable a rival. But Lady Anne's expression, though placid, was pensive, and her man- ner, as usual, any thing but inviting. " I am easy," thought Lady Jane, es- pecially as Percy was by her side breath- ing in her ear words and accents to which she was giving her delighted attention. — Luckily for Lady Anne's composure, she saw them not 5 but looking neither to the right nor to the left, she walked cii through two rows of company towards the inner drawing-room. The Duke of L , a fine- looking man of fifty, was there, talking to Mr. Percy, Lord Lo- rimer, and others : but when Lady Anne appeared in sight, he suddenly broke off his discouTse to ask her name. *'It 48 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. " It is one of my wards," replied Mr. Percy. " Oh! I suppose it is the lady then who is, as report says, to be your daugh- ter also?" *' No, indeed, your grace is wrong in your conjecture," replied Mr. Percy with a sigh : *' it is Lady Jane Langley, and not Lady Anne Mortimer, on whom my son has fixed his affections.'* ** Lady Jane must be a very extraordi- nary woman indeed to surpass that ex- quisite creature," said the duke. • " Yet she does surpass her, duke," cbserved Lord Lorimer. " Indeed i " returned the duke incre^ dulously. " Not in my opinion," cried Mr. Percy hastily. "Lady Anne Mortimer! Oh! the daughter o£ the late Marquis of D ! and LADY ANNE AXD LADY JANE. 49 and like him too. — What a noble carnage ! She looks her rank !" *' Yes,- — haughty enough ! " again ob- served Lord Lorinier. " 1 like a proud vvoman. iny lord," replied the duke with quickness. " Then Lady Anne would just suit your grace ; and I should be very proud to dance at your wedding/' rejoined Lord Lorimer, bowing low as he spoke : "but I suppose there would be nothing but minuets danced at it ; — for the duchess is much too stately for any thing else, and — '* Here he was forced to break ofF, as Lady Anne was near enough to hear what he said ; and bowing to her with the utmost respect, he hoped her ladyship had quite recovered her illness of the morning. " I told you in the morning, my lord," said Lady Anne very roughly, *^ that I VOL. I. D V/aS 50 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. was in perfect health ; therefore I must wonder at such inquiries from you in the evening." Lord Lorimer, nothing daunted, re- turned, " Why is Lady Anne Mortimer like a hollytree ? — Answer — Because, though beautiful and attractive to look at, you cannot approach her without being in danger from her prickles^ alias sharp- ness." " But the holly, my lord," said the duke, (bowing, as he spoke, to Lady Anne) *' is in its full perfection in winter only, and this lady seems in the perfection of her beauty in the very spring of life." He then desired Mr. Percy to present him. He did so ; and for awhile interrupted her intended reply to Lord Lorimer. " My sharpness, as you call it, my lord," said Lady Anne, turning to Lord Lorimer, '• has so improved your wit, that were LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 51 were I to liken you to any thing in the vegetable world, it would be to a bed of chamomile, which is the better for being trodden upon." At this moment, in all the radiance of her countenance, and with all the graces of her manner, Lady Jane, flashed with the bloom of happy love, joined the group. " Who is that Hebe?'* whispered the duke to Mr. Percy. " My other ward, — Lady Jane Lang- ley ;" — and he presented him to her im- mediately : — but before he could address her. Lord Lorimer put his hand to his check, as if in pain. " What is the matter ?" asked Lady Jane. *' Oh ! the old matter. Lady Anne has been giving me a blow. Would you believe it ? she compared me to a whole bed of chamomile!" D 2 " Poor .! 0:^ ^^^ 52 LA D Y ANN E AND L A DY JANE. '"Poor dear! — Bat be consoled, my lord. Recollect what I tola vcu tocav ; — that I know in her heart she admires you greatly." ^^ O that I had at this moment a Vv'Indovv in my heart I" cried Lady Anne with indignation. " Well, Anne, th-t's kind ; for it would, I know, save Lord Lorimer's m?.ny an ache." I '' O thou generous, soothing being!" cried he, *' but for your flattering as- surance?, I could not support the misery of thinking myself abhorrent to Lady Anne." " I must tell your grace," said Lady J:ne, "that I .'all Lady Anne Sorrow, and myself Pin-, in Mrs. Earbauld's tharr;iing allegory — Pity being forced to follow Sorrow through the worKi, to drop balm into the wounds which she has made." " I should LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 53 " I should think," replied he, " that your ladyship would have enough to do to heal the wounds which you inflict yourself." '^ Oh ! but the wounds which you allude to, sir, are made by aiTows which tickle while they wound. Those which Lady Anne uses are of a very different description, — and " Here she was in- terrupted by Percy, who now drew near; and while she turned en him eyes filled with joy and tenderness, he took her hand, and led her up to his father, who retired with them into another apartment ; where Percy, full of delight, in which Mr. Percy did not share, presented Lady Jane to him as his betrothed bride. Lord Lcrimer mean while went to pay liis court ' .where it would be more thankfally re- ceived ; and the duke took this opportu- nity of trying to engage Lady Anne in conversation. '' I had 54 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. " I had the honour," said he, " to know your ladyship's father." *' Indeed!" she replied with a look beaming with affection : " it ii^as an ho- nour to know him :" and the duke smiled at the bluntness of this speech, a speech so rarely addressed to a man of his rank, and one too so renowned for his talents. But he forgave it because of the filial tenderness which dictated it ; and he de- lighted Lady Anne so much by the praises he bestowed on her father, that she invited him to sit by her on the sofa. She also said most cordially, when the duke reluc- tantly took leave as soon as he saw that €very one else was going, *' The manner in which your grace has spoken of my father, and the clear and just estimate which you formed of his worth, prove you to have been highly worthy of his acquaintance ; and I doubt not, as yours were LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 55 were kindred minds, that he highly and properly valued i/ou,^* " But may I presume, as his friend, to pay my respects to his daughter ?" '' Certainly, sir," she replied : and the duke, more than half in love, sighed, bowed, and departed. Some few of the company however remained for the pur- pose of playing cards ; and one lady coming up to Lady Anne, who was talk- ing to Mr. Percy, asked her to make up a rubber. *' No indeed," replied Lady Anne roughly, " I never play cards ; I think it a disgraceful waste of time :" and the lady, looking displeased and foolish, bow- ed coldly, and v/ent in search of a more obliging person. " My dear Lady Anne,** said Mr. Percy, ** why did you make that woman your enemy?" " And have I done so ?'' «Un. 06 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. " Undoubtedly: — you not only seem- ed proud of your own superior wisdom in not understanding cards, but you showed that you thought meanly of her for being a card-player. I own to you, your words and manner shocked me ; — I felt liphari' sakal (to use a phinse of your own).*' " Indeed, sir ! Then I aiu sure I do not Vvonder that ycu were shocked." " You kno\v, Lady Anne, how highly I admire you ; therefore I hope you will pardon this freedom : but indeed this brusqueriey as Percy calls it, is a fault, and, as he also says, it is your only fault." " Does Mr. Percy say so, sir ?" " He does; and what he disapproves and I disapprove, — we who love and honour you, — surely you will think ought to be well weighed before it is persisted in. As to card-playing, I deem your objections unfounded and unjust. It is theye?:;^ not the many, who have talents for conver- sation, LADY ANNE AND LADY J \KE. 5? sation, and who are capable of relishing discourse on morals, politics, or the b^les- lettres ; and unless persons have strong, full, and generous minds, conversation in all societies infallibly falls into gossip and d'^-traction, unless cards are introduced ; and v.hen in such partit-s, I have congratu- lated myself on being able to play, as it enabled me thereby to make an effort to save reputations, and at least call f"oith a degree, though a low degree, of mental exertion." " Eut I will never associate with people who can't converse/' " Lady Anne, you flatter yourself : you must take human nature as you find it, and bear v.ith the infirniities of other people : else, what is your benevolence but a name? However, since what I have as yer said has no effect, let me put iiother and commcn case to you. There are diseases which, in their progress over D o the 5S LADY ANNE AND LADY JAN£. the body, weaken even the strongest and most studious mind, and doom the old man or woman, however vigorous their intellect previously, to utter incapacity of relishing, or even attending to reading, writ- ing, or conversation. In such instances I have seen cards a very great resource, and the afflicted object become suddenly forgetful of his infirmities by the entrance of a friend who could make up a rubber. Now suppose me in this state, and you and Lady Jane attending on me like affec- tionate children: — Would you not envy Lady Jane her power of aiding me by making up my whist party, or engaging me at picquet ? And would you not be induced to think that any power which may be necessary to minister to the com- fort of an invalid, and soothe the irritable moments of a suffering friend, is a power which the proudest of human intellects Reed not scorn to acquire ?" •'But, LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 59 " But, dear sir, is it not shocking to see a man or woman on the verge of the grave, interested in the fluctuations of a <:ard.table ? *' " If it be the only amusement which decaying faculties can enjoy, and if the mind by being employed can be kept in that cheerful quiet state which is necessary to the preservation of what remains of existence, I own to you I am not so rigid in my notions, as not to view with coni- placency the chamber of sickness cheered by a harmless rubber, and the daemon of news and lies, the spirit of detraction, fi-ightened away by the four honours and the odd trick ; for no one can be always praying ; and I believe the Deity never re- ceives more grateful incense than that of a cheerful spirit, and a mind willing to make the best of its situation." " My dear sir/' said Lady Anne af- fectionately, " I will learn to play at cards, lest 60 LADY ANME AND LADY JANE. lest I5 if it ever be necessary, which God forbid ! should be wanted to make up your rubber." That night Lady Jane followed Lady Anne into her room, to tell her that Percy had declared himself, and she had ac- cepted him; and Lady Anne was very glad when Lady Jane, too happy and too delicate to notice her emotion, retired, and left her to indulge her feelings alone. — But when she rose the next day, though her night had been a sleepless one. Lady Anne's manner was calm, and her countenance composed, and she congratulated Percy without any visible effort. A few days after the Duke of L , who had seen her several times since the night of the assembly, made her proposals in form, and in person, but was refused ; and as he saw her change of countenance when Percy suddenly entered the room, he LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 61 he was sure her heart was engaged, and therefore Jropped his suit entirely. Percy, the object of affection to these young and beautiful heiresses, was at this time five-and-twenty ; and if personal charms in a man could jusufy their admi- ration, it was indeed completely justined. But both the noble cousins required mind, virtues, and accomplishments in the being of their choice ; and Percy was in ht^art, temper, and intellectual attainments, all that their ambition could desire in a lover or a husband. At the early age of two-and twenty he became a rich and independent man by the death of an uncle, and was soon after returned to parliament for the borough which his uncle had representea. Nature had given him great talenis, which educa- tion had perkcted ; and the eloquence whicii had early distinguished the school- boy, study and incessant practice had ri- pened 62 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE, pened into powers of oratory which did honour to the man. His maiden speech in parliament, on a question not of party but of general interest, was received v/ith universal applause, and he was hailed by both sides of the house, as likely to become an ornament and a support to that party which he should ultimately embrace. But it was not the intention of Percy to become the adherent of any set of men ; for, like most young men who are con- scious of great powers, he scorned to tread in any beaten path, he scorned to have his opinions influenced by any thing but his own conception of truth, and his utterance of them restrained by any bounds but those which the strictest conscience ap- proved. In spite, therefore, of those great authorities which teach that parties are ne- cessary in all free governments, and that the exertions of individual patriots must always LADY ANNE AND LADY JAN!:. 63 always be unavailing to serve or save their country ; and full of that tenaciousness the result of youthful inexperience, and that ardent, sanguine temper which fiincies that what is pure and perfect in theory may be easily reduced to practice, — Percy still adhered to his resolution of being what is called an independent member, though tempted by the offer of places on one side, and the prospect of popu- larity on the other. Therefore, as he had not bound himself to think all that was said or done on one side of the house right, and all on the other side wrong, Percy occasionally lent the aid of his elo- quence to the measures of ministers, or gathered laurels as a welcome volunteer in the ranks of opposition ; while each de- scription of politicians listened with ad- miring attention to his eloquence; and like all possessions which we covet and admire without being able to call them our own, they 64 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. they probably admired it the more, because it was out of their power to appropriate its services to themselves. When love assumed its turn to reis^n over the susceptible heart of Harry Percy, instead of impeding it only served to for- ward the career of the orator ; for the dear ambition of shining in the eyes of the wt)man whom he adored, the hope of receiving her praise when the debates of the preceding evening greeted her eyes on the breakfast table, inspired him to new flights of eloquence: and while cheer- ed by both sides of the house, the lover's heart beat only with anticipation of the applauses that awaited him from the lips of Lady Jane, and he enjoyed '' the future in the instant.'* But though Lady Jane enjoyed her triumph over the heart of a man so distin^^uished ; though her va- nity was gratified, by leading him cap- tive whose splendid talents could enchain the LADY ANNS AND LADY JANE. 65 the aJmiration cf senate? ; still she was too full of her own conscious powers, too proud of her own ability to make c^.ptlves, to enjoy as she might otherwise have dons the exertions and the eloquence of Percy : and while at her heart, at her admiration, the vshafts of his oratory v:'ere directed, it vas iht bosom of another that they reach- ed; and it was Lady Anne alone who felt what Percy wished that Lady Jane should fsel. Though Lady Anne had been of age two months. Lady Jane was only twenty. However, it was agreed that the lovers should not wait till the last year of her minority was expired, 'but that the nuptial* should be solemnized as soon as the necessary prcparatior.s could be made. A few days alter this had beon finally detenninv.^d upon, Lady Jane, evidently in very low spirits, entered Lady Anne's apartment. ' *' Vv^hat 66 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. " What is the matter, Jane ?" asked the latter In a tone of alarm. " I am ashamed to tell you," said Lady Jane, " though you alone are the person who can relieve my distress.*' " If I can relieve your distress, look on it as already relieved," replied Lady Anne affectionately. " Yet how you^ with your prospects, can have any sorrows, I cannot imagine," she added with a sigh. " If you had my prospects, Anne, I know you wouM have none," replied Lady Jane ; " for you would have no fears, no painful consciousness, no em- barrassments : — and oh ! how much more worthy are you of my happy prospects than I!" " I begin now to understand the nature of your grief," answered Lady Anne rather coldly ; " but I wish you would come to the point at once." '' I will : — Terror lest Mr. Percy should conceive LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. €7 conceive a violent prejudice against me, and forbid his son, on peril of his re- nouncing him, to make me his wife, pre- vents my daring to acknowledge that I am in debt; and what I want you to do is, to lend me money sufficient to pay some heavy bills which my maid shall give you.'* " Give you money, you mean, Jane ; lending it is out of the question.'* " Indeed it is not ; I mean to pay you back every farthing." ** Yes, — no doubt you mean it, — but you will never be able. However, i do not even luish to be repaid : — to prevent your becoming a wife against the appro- bation of your husband's father, is a duty which I owe you, and But to what do your debts amount ?*' '• Oh ! to a few hundreds." " No more ? — Then I can assist you without difficulry. But I thereby, I hope, purchase 63 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE, purchase a right to conjure you, if you value your husband's peace and your own respectability, never never to incur debts again !'* Softened, obliged, and every worthy feeling triumphanr, what was there Lady Jane did not promise at this moment ? what was there she did not think herself capable of performing ? And Lady Anne con- fiding, because she wished to confide, authorised Lady Jane to send her her bills, and promised to let ihem be dis- charged. Two days after, as Mr. Percy, Hariy Percy, and the cousins were going to take a morning's drive, they saw two respecta- ble-looking people wich five children wait- ing in the hall, whom the servants were vainly trying to keep back; and v. hen Lady Jane appeared, the others having been waiting for her, the v;hole group precipitated themselves forward, and ob- . structed LADY ANNE A>?D LADY JANE. G9 structed her on her passage, exclaiming, rs they did so, " God bless you, my lady ! God bless you I" Lady Jane visibly afxected, and saying " There, go go, good people, you distress me," endeavoured to get past ; but Percy catching her hand stopped her, and in- sisted on an explanation of the scene which they beheld. " It is nothing — nothing," she replied. " Aye — God bless her i" critd the mother, " your good folks never think themselves '^ood, but I'll tell vour honour ?11 about it :" and Lady Jane, though not c'spleaGed at having her generosity known to those whose good opinion she was most ambitious of, attempted, but in vain, to keep her silent. '" You must know," said the poor wo- m::n, " that good young lady, while alone in her coach one morning, saw m.e crying bitterly, and looking so ill ! and so she asked 70 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANI., asked me what ailed me ; and I told her as how my husband had been bound for a friend, and had lost his all and was thrown into prison, leaving me to work for these five children and another a-coming!" *' It is all true, your honour," said the man bowing low, " and so the next " ** Nay, John — let me tell the story my own way — and so that blessed angel asked me where I lived ; and the next day what does she do, but comes to see me her own self, and then she asked how much would free my husband, and I told her a hun- dred pound. And then if she did not send some man to pay it, and my poor John came home again I" " A very good deed," said Mr. Percy, looking pleased at Lady Jane, while Harry Percy kissed her hand in silence, and Lady Anne said nothing. " But that's not all^ your honour ; no, — for now says she, What would set yoii up LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 71 up in business again ? and as true as I live if she did not give us a hundred more ! besides clothing us all as you see ; and then when we begged to kno'.v her name that we might remember it in our prayers, she said, ' Pray for me as your friend, and the reader of all hearts will be sufficiently informed:' — and it was only yesterday that we found out where she Hved, and then we all said, says we. We will go and show her our new clothes, and thank her, and bless her ; for it is not right that such a good deed should not be known, for it is a fine example to be followed." *' It is indeed, and this is all true, your honour," said the poor man, " and I 'm a slopseller, quite at your lordship's ser- vice, if you want any thing in my v/ay." " 1 honour your gratitude," said Mr. Percy, " and can assure you, for Lady Jane's sake /too will b. your friend." " And //' said Harry eagerly j " and so 72 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. SO I dare say, if you need it, will Lady Anne.'* *' Undoubtedly," answered Lady Anne ; while Lady Jane, on her guardian and lover's tenderly commending her for that true charity that fled from thanks and notice, turned quickly round to Lr.Jy Anne, and said in a tone of pique^ " Was this Pharisaical^ Anne r " " No, certainly not,'' she replied ; " but — " darting a very significant glance at her cousin. This glance was not lost on Mr. Percy ; and he saw vtith pain, but Percy v;ith indignation, that she had looked cold and unmoved while Lady Jane's be- nevolence was thus revealed ; and though Percy attributed her manner and her si- lence to a feeling of envy, his more just and more discerning father suspected that Lady Anne had purer motives for her forbearance to oraiss an action which ccr- * tainly appeared praiseworthy. The LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 73 The truth was, that just before Lady Anne had got ready for the drive, Ellis, Lady Jane's woman, had put into her hand her lady's bills, and she beheld with pain- ful surprise that they amounted to some thousands, instead of hundreds. It could not be supposed, therefore, that in the ge- nerositij not founded on justice, but pro- bably at the expense of it, which the gift of two hundred pounds exhibited, Lady Anne, the truly generous, because the truly just and self-denying Lady Anne, could so far prostitute her sense of right, as to praise an action which her private knowledge rendered reprehensible in her eyes. Therefore, though she correctly in- terpreted the expression of Percy's coun- tenance, and sighed to think that he im- puted her coldness to unworthy motives, she still persisted in not joining the ge- neral praise, and felt relieved when, the proteges of Lady Jane, having been con- voL. I. E signed 74 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. signed to the hospitality of the servants' hall, took leave with numberless bless- ings, allowing them to depart on their in- tended expedition. Percy was now the only happy being of the party. Mr. Percy was grave ; for Lady Anne's manner had rendered him suspicious, especially as he read on Lady Jane's countenance a con- scious and fearful expression, and an in- cessant watching of Lady Anne's, which bewildered and alarmed him. — But Harry Percy, absorbed in the recollection of La- dy Jane's unobtrusive benevolence, and in the contemplation of her charms, looked on himself as the happiest'of men, in the idea of being soon united to so much beauty and virtue. As they passed H 's shop, Lady Jane blushed deeply, and her confusion was augmented by I\Ir. Percy's telling his son the anecdote of the shirt-pin, and his reason for not keeping it. Percy looked distressed. LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 75 distressed, because Lady Jane did, and with a forced smile said he was shocked at his father's want of gallantry ; and that if she had offered him such a gift, much as he disapproved running in debt, yet his principles were not so rigid but that he should have accepted the present. " And indeed, dear sir," added he, " I have no fear that Lady Jane's debts will ever ruin me." Lady Anne at this speech looked out of the window, — but her look was not un- observed by Mr. Percy ; while Lady Jane turned on her unsuspecting lover eyes filled with tears of tenderness. " I hope. Lady Jane," said Mr. Percy, " you will, before you change your situa- tion, call in all your little bills : — little no doubt they must be, as my allowance to you has been too ample for you to have had any temptation to incur large ones. — Your noble cousin had not one debt, and E 2 I hope 76 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. I hope that you have not been slow to profit in some degree by so good an ex- ample." " Lady Anne is my superior in every thing, sir," replied Lady Jane, bursting into tears occasioned by a variety of con- flicting emotions. *' She is indeed a most superior being,*' said Mr. Percy with a sigh ; while Lady Anne, confused and distressed, remained silent, and Percy whispered in Lady Jane's ear, that he at least did not think her so; — on which her April face soon brightened into smiles again. "Have you ordered H 's bill?" asked Mr. Percy, still harping on the old and to him suspicious subject ; — and Lady Jane, her countenance again clouding as she spoke, assured him that she had ; while he saw at this assurance an expres- sion of anxious alarm overcloud the brow of Lady Anne. At length their drive ended. LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 77 ended, and Lady Anne found herself alone with Lady Jane. " I see, Anne," said the latter, " that you were shocked, not gratified, at the scene of the morning." " I ivas, Jane — for I had recently re- ceived and looked over your enormous bills— 1" " Enormous!** " Yes, — to an amount which you, I dare say, dream not of; and J think such bills should have been paid before two hundred pounds were expended on per- sons who may, after all, not be the most deserving objects possible. — But even supposing that they are worthy, amongst your creditors are some perhaps as poor, who want the relief of being paid their just debts — for, would you believe it ? your debts are to this amount .' " giving her the sum total, — over which Lady Jane cast an eager and hasty glance, and ex- claiming 78 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE, claiming " I could not have believed it !'' hid her face on her arm, and burst into tears. — Well indeed might she be distressed ; for she knew that she did not mean to disclose all her debts to Lady Anne, and that nearly as many more re- mained behind, to,be discharged by her- self at the first opportunity. " Weep not, but look forward, Jane !** cried Lady Anne, " look forward to amendment, and hear what I have to say to you. — You know that besides my estates I am worth personal property to the amount of some thousands, part of which I once meant to have expended on new setting, altering and adding to my mother's jewels, to do honour to your nuptials." Here her voice faltered — and while she paused Lady Jane eagerly cried, " Once meant to expend ! and do you then no longer?" " I can- LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 79 " I cannot ; for I must recall the order I have given the jeweller, in order to pay your debts/* " O no ! I cannot bear it — it must not be — you must have the jewels, your rank requires it." " But your necessities require the money still more ; and I must not, will not, be seduced even by you^ and to do honour to you, to act against my principles, and incur a debt I cannot poi:sibly discharge within the year." " And why not ? " " Because the other thousands are dis' posed of — I have two distant and poor rela- tions whom I wish to render independent: the rest of the family have neglected them, therefore it is the mere incumbent on me to do my duty by them ; — and as they are old and infirm, they cannot wait to a future opportunity." I will 80 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. I will not attempt to describe Lady Jane's feelings at finding that the removal of her own difficulties, the result of her extravagance, (for charity like hers might also be denominated extravagance,) was to be purchased by a privation to her noble- minded cousin! However, the case was too urgent to admit of delay. Lady Anne's jewels were sent for home, and the money intended to be laid out on them, when she drew for it, was to be employed in dis- charging the bills of Lady Jane. But suspicion once awakened is not easily laid asleep again, and Mr. Percy's suspicions were on the alert. The next morning he m^et Lady Jane's woman on the stairs looking over a long bill, and he could not resist his wish of knowing what it was, and what the amount. — " Is that H— 's bill, which your lady told me she had sent for .^" "Yes, LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 81 *' Yes, sir, it is his, and another too," replied Ellis, concluding that Mr. Percy as her lady's guardian was to pay them. *' Give them to me.'* She did so, and he saw with wonder and resentment that the two bills amounted to several hundred pounds. But sup- pressing his feelings and keeping the bills, he desired her to tell her lady that he had commissioned her to get in every out- standing bill immediately. Ellis obeyed him ; and Lady Jane, seeing that ail must be disclosed, was forced to have recourse to a glass of water to keep her from faint- ing. In this emergency what could she do? "At least," said she to herself, " I will make a virtue of necessity, and be- fore disclosure is no longer avoidable I will confess all to Percy, and I trust that in my ingenuousness he will forget my fault." She did so j and Percy, E 5 though 82 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. though surprised and shocked, lover-like, overlooked her errors in her imagined greatness of mind in confessing them, and assured her she was dearer to him than ever. Supported therefore by his approving and confiding tenderness, she was the better able to meet his father's awful frown when she was summoned to his presence, after he had received all the bills which he had sent Ellis round to call in, and which amounted to nearly two thousand pounds ! On hearing the amount of the debt, Percy himself was as di- stressed though not as angry as his father ; and he was the more grieved, because he had not wherewithal to discharge it. " I have now to ask you, madam, if these are all your debts ! " said Mr. Percy sternly. And Lady Jane, resuming at once all the original honesty and generosity of her LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 83 her nature, replied, " I will answer that question, sir, only in the presence of Lady Anne j" who was accordingly sum- moned to the conference. " Now, sir," said Lady Jane, as soon as her cousin entered, and looking at Lady Anne with an expression of affec- tionate triumph, " now, sir, I will answer your question. — I owe much more than the amount of the bills now in your hand. You must add to them the sum which my generous cousin had undertaken to discharge, though in order to do so she was forced to make a great personal sa- crifice." " It was no sacrifice, none at all, my generous, candid Jane," replied Lady Anne, gratified and affected at this un- expected virtue in Lady Jane ; who, over- come by the effort, threw herself on her cousin's neck and sobbed aloud. " O sir ! " said Percy, seeing his father himself 84 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANEi himself affected, " will you in a degree excuse a fault so honourably confessed and atoned for?" " I honour, my son," he replied, " as much as you can do, a generous and can- did avowal of a fault which otherwise could not have been known ; still my resolve is irrevocable. — I have no money to spare for unexpected demands, and you, I know, have none ; nor can I, ivill I allow Lady Anne to pay the money she has promised : therefore, on pain of my eternal displeasure, I command you to give up all idea of marrying Lady Jane till the whole debt is paid ; — for never, with my consent, shall my son marry to run the risk of being involved and poor through life, by having a debt of this magnitude to discharge. — In a twelve- month Lady Jane will be of age, and part of her fortune may then be sold to liquidate her debts. — A twelvemonth too is LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 85" IS necessary at least for her to try to break herself of her pernicious habits ; and during that time she or you will have an opportunity of changing your minds, if you desire it, and breaking off an union from which / foresee no good will arise." During this speech Lady Jane, bathed in tears, reclined on Lady Anne's shoulders, and Percy in great agitation paced up and down the room. " Sir, sir," said he, " this is harsh, this is criiel^ sir." " May be so ; but it is unalterable," replied his father. " Dear sir ! hear me, let me speak," cried Lady Anne, feeling deeply for both the lovers. " No, most dear and most revered Lady Anne," said Mr. Percy, taking her hand, " I cannot hear you. — Though no longer your guardian, it is my duty still to 86 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. to watch over your interests, and not to allow you to sacrifice yourself for others not worthy such a sacrifice." " Don't say so, sir, don't say so," cried Lady Anne ; " Jane is 7iot unworthy, and I should grudge no sacrifice for her sake!" Percy instantly seized Lady Anne's hand, and kissed it with grateful emotion ; while, turning very pale, she hid her face in her cousin's neck ; and Mr. Percy, who saw her change of coun- tenance, and understood her feelings, more mortified than ever at his son's blind preference, darted at him a look of in- dignation, and left the room. *' We must get this interdiction taken off," said Lady Anne, after a pause of much emotion on all sides. " Do that, dear, generous Lady Anne, and I shall bless you for ever!" cried Percy. " I will LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 87 '^ I will see what is to be done,'* she replied coldly, and left the lovers alone. But in vain did Lady Anne still request to be permitted to pay part of the debt ; in vain did she entreat that the marriage might be allowed to take place, — Mr. Percy was inexorable, and repeated, " My son may marry if he chooses it, but it will be against my publicly avowed disapprobation of his choice ; — and I am sure Percy will never expose the woman he loves to such an insult : — besides, — who knows but during a year's trial of their constancy something may happen to prevent the marriage for ever? — and if so, O ! how I should rejoice!" Lady Anne feared that ske should re- joice too : — but too honourable to allow even a chance so flattering to her feelings to turn her aside from the duties of friend- ship, she still persisted in her endeavour to prevail on Mr. Percy to recall his man- ' date : 88 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. date : — but, " Never !'* was his constant answer : " while Lady Jane remains in debt, she never, if I can help it, shall be the wife of my son." Lady Anne, ever since Percy and her cousin became declared lovers, spent much of her time in her own apartment, from feelings and motives easy to be guessed at ; and therefore she was not soon aware that something unpleasant had occurred between them. At length, however, she observed that Percy looked pale and wretched, and Lady Jane sullen; — nor was she slow to demand of the latter a reason for what she saw. " Oh ! it is only," she replied, " that Harry is absurd and unjust." ** Only that!'* answered Lady Anne with an ironical air : *' I think that only is a great deal, considering he was neither absurd nor unjust before." " That is liberal in you, Anne, all things LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 89 things considered ; — but my guardian would tell you he was both when he pre- ferred me to you/* " We will drop that subject, if you please/' replied Lady Anne coldly ; " and now explain in what respect Percy in your eyes is absurd and unjust. Wretched I see he is." " Aye, — and he is absurd in heiiig wretched ; — for the truth is, he is jealous. — He cannot bear that 1 should flirt with that man worth a million who is jubt come from India." '' Then why do you flirt with him ?" " But it is not true : — I dont flirt ; only the poor gentleman says civil things to me, and I can't say uncivil ones to liim in return, you know.'' " Tell him you are an engaged wo- man." ** He knows ihat^ — and I take care al- ways 90 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. ways to let him see I love Percy. — But Percy's fear is, since he has known my propensity to spend money, that this agree- able Nabob, for agreeable he certainly is, should make me such offers as might tempt me to give him the preference ; — especially as, to be candid^ my pride is not a little hurt at the style in which Mr. Percy has presumed to talk to me, — hint- ing as if he thought it was an honour to Lady Jane Langley to be the wife of his son Mr. Percy,'' " And so it is^ Jane,'* interrupted Lady Anne. " It would be an honour to any woman, however high her rank, to be the choice of such a nobly-gifted creature as Harry Percy !'* " Mighty fine! I wonder whether your ladyship's father the Marquis of D would have been of the same opinion ! *' 'He LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 91 " He uouhly and so would your lady- ship's father." " But my ladyship's father's daughter sees differently ; — not that she thinks she confers honour. — O no, — far from it in- deed ; — but she cannot think she receives it. And there is my buckram guardian setting up his large eyes and locking so grand ! that for fear he should have put some of his proud notions into Percy's head, I take care to keep the honest lad's pride down by teasing him a little, and alarming him with the idea of losing me!" " Jane, I have no patience with you.'* '' You never had any, Anne." '* And shall have still less if you can be so base as to delight in tormenting a heart that loves you ; a heart that...." Here, spite of herself, emotions, con- scious emotions choked her utterance. " I tell 92 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE* " I tell you what, Anne," replied Lady- Jane, " every one scolds me now, and I am almost weary of my life : — I see that I have alienated from me my guardian's good will, my lover's confidence, and my only friend's esteem ; — and if my si- tuation does not change soon at home^ I cannot answer for not seeking something better abroad." So saying, with an air of grief and de- spondence unusual to a countenance so animated as hers usually was, she ran out of the room, and left her aiFectionate cousin in a state of alarm and agitation. In the evening. Lady Anne on entering the drawing-room found Percy alone, — and she no longer avoided, but sought a conversation with him ; — nor was it long before, of his own accord, he revealed to her the anxiety of his mind. Lady Jane had been quite correct in her communi- cations. LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 93 cations. She had contrived to make Percy jealous and miserable by the way in which she received the agreeable Nabob's atten- tions ; — having told him also, when he expostulated with her, that his father's authority had dissolved their engagement for a year, and therefore inclination was now the only bond between them, " I can only say, my deaY friend,'' said Percy, *' that if she goes on thus, neither my brain nor health can bear the con- stant wretchedness I endure ; for I have discovered, Lady Anne, that of all pangs . to which mortals are subject, there are none so agonizing and so destructive as the pangs of jealousy." Lady Anne could have told him this long ago ; — but she had gone through, had survived, and conquered them. " Harry," she replied, " you do not suffer alone ; — Lady Jane is very wretched too. — Your father's evident disapproba- tion 9i LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. tion of her, and your marriage with her, have awakened all the pride, the proper pride of her soul ; and I must say in Jane s defence, that it must be a very galling, a very disagreeable thing to any woman to become the wife of the son, when the father would, if he could, for ever forbid the union." " True, — most true: — but what is to be done ? for even you have failed to move my father's heart in our favour." Lady Anne shook her head mournfully; and company coming in, the conference broke up. At midnight, when the guests were de- parted. Lady Anne retired, but not to sleep. — She felt that, Hke Mr. Percy, she too had almost unconsciously looked for- ward with pleasure to the change which might take place in the course of a twelve- month ; — but Mr. Percy's words had caused her to look into her own heart, and LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 95 and her generous nature revolted at what she saw there. To undress in order to obtain sleep was impossible : therefore she dismissed Barnes, saying she would, when inclined to go to bed, undress her- self; — and then, till it was daylight, she paced up and down her apartment, strug- gling with her selfish feelings, and en- couraging her generous ones, till her re- solution was taken and her plans fixed. " He shall be saved if I can save him ; he shall be happy if / can make him so," she exclaimed ; and then with a lightened heart she undressed and slept awhile. When she was risen, she went for Ellis, Lady Jane's woman — and asked her, un- known to her lady, to let her once more see the bills which she had delivered to Mr. Percy. Lady Anne again cast up the sum total; and having, without being forced to deprive her poor relations of their little fortune, contrived a way of discharging them 96 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. them all, she went to her bankers ; and with the assistance of Ellis, who, as she was tormented by the creditors, was delighted to have her lady's debts discharged, all Lady Jane owed was paid in three days time: and Lady Anne therefore knew, that as the deed was done, Mr. Percy could no longer oppose it, nor could he have any longer a plea to defer the marriage of Percy and Lady Jane. When Lady Anne had obtained all the receipts, she put them on a file; and going into Lady Jane's apartment, where she sat alone and musing over her miseries, she presented the file to her, and desired her to see what it held. — Lady Jane having surveyed it uttered a scream of surprise, but so mingled with delight that Lady Anne felt herself almost repaid ; and while Lady Jane in an agony of gratitude, — gratitude composed of so many mingled feelings, that it amounted to pain, — hung on LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 97 on Lady Anne's neck, and called her her saviour, and the preserver of Percy. Lady Anne's tears flowed as fast as hers did, but iiords she spoke none. " Where, where is Percy :*' cried Lady Jane, " I must seek him." " Do so,*' said Lady Anne, turning pale. "But first tell me how you got mo- ney to pay these vile debts without disap- pointing your cousins of their little wealth, as well as yourself of the jewels." " By altering my plans for the next year and half at least. Instead of taking a house with Mrs. Tyrawley as my cha- perone, and living up to my income and my rank, I shall take a small house, re- taining Mrs. Corbet to reside with me ; for, to be honest, the money I have paid for you is the greater part of my income for the ensuing year, which my bankers VOL. I. F advanced 98 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. advanced on my paying them interest for the money." " O Anne ! your goodness overpowers me. And for our sake you give up all that other women value!" " No, Jane, not so. In making those I love happy, I secure to myself what, in my eyes, is of more value than a splendid establishment. Nor should I thus point out to you the extent of what you will think privations to me, if I did not wish to teach you, that the generosity built on self-denial is the only true and valuable generosity, and to lead you to follow while you applaud my example." To this well-meant hint Lady Jane re- plied only by a shake of the head and a deep sigh, and went in search of Percy, whom she found brooding over his ima- gined danger, and making his agonies worse by dwelling on them. But in the next LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 99 next moment he was lifted from the depth of despondence to the height of hope and happiness ! Yet still his joy was damped by the consciousness of the sacri- fice which Lady Anne had made, and he more bitterly deplored than ever his own early extravagance, which had made it impossible for him to raise the money ne- cessary to remove the embarrassments of Lady Jane. " Best of women !" cried Percy, when he heard what Lady Anne had done, *' how can we ever repay her ? Yes, dearest Jane ! yes, we can repay her," added he tenderly : " payment is in our power — Let her see us happy, and her generous nature will be amply re- paid." " And do you think we shall not be happy, Harry? Have your father's pre- judices infected you ?" F 3 *' How ^00 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. *' How can you think so, Jane?" replied Percy blushing. " If they had, do you imagine I could thus rejoice in the pro- spect of being united to you ? But let us talk of your cousin : — ^This voluntary kindness of hers in order to insure or ex- pedite our union rejoices me also on her own account ; for it convinces me she has not that regard for me which you and my father feared she had ; for I am sure, from my own feelings, that no man or woman in love could endeavour to faci- litate the union of the beloved object with another. I am sure I could not have done all in my power^ Jane, to marry you to the nabol\** " Nor 1, Harry, to marry you to Lady Anne, but — " « But what ? " " Oh, nothing," replied Lady Jane. '' But," she was going to say, " though we LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 101 ue are not, Anne is capable of such a sa- orifice. '^ Knowing how, ever fiow enthu- siastic an admirer Harry Percy was of acts of superior virtue, she could not bear, on second thoughts, to let him learn the whok extent of Lady Anne's superio- rity. " Now, Jane," said he, " I must leave you, and go to the House, even without seeing Lady Anne to thank, her for her goodness j and do you return, and tell her that she must put the finishing suroke to it by breaking what she has done to my father, and prevailing on him to put matters ia train, for our speedy union.'* '' I VI ill," replied Lady Jane. Then saying to herself, " O poor Lady Anne!" she, almost reluctantly, returned, to her cousin. *' I will go to him instantly,'* said Lady Anne in reply, well knowing that when efforts 102 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. efforts are to be made they ought not to be long reflected upon ; and hearing Mr. Percy was in his library, she ventured to join him there. Surprise, disappointment, indignation, and regret, were Mr. Percy's first feeling", en hearing what Lady Anne had to communicate, mixed ^vith admi- ration of her own generous self-command, since, more quick-sighted than his son to the state of Lady Anne's feelings, he knew and could appreciate the greatness of her conduct. ^^'Buithisisrobbery, downright robbery^ Lady Anne," he said at last, " for years must elapse before either Percy or I can ever repay you.'' " And suppose I am never repaid," cried Lady Anne, " there will be no great harm — for, indeed, I can do with- out the money:*' and afraid lest Mr. Percy should know that she had already made some LADY ANNj? and LADY JANE. 103 some sacrifices, and must make still greater, she changed the conversation, and earnestly preferred her petuion" that preparations for the marriage might take place without delay. Mr. Percy looked at her with feelings of affectionate esteem and admiration, but dared not express his admiration, lest she should suspect why he so much admired, and by that means discover that the secret of her heart was known to him. " Lady Anne,*' replied he, " as it is your wish, your request, I will do all in my power to expedite this, in my eyes, ill- starred union ; for you have acquired a right to be alone consulted, and I will do for your dear sake, what I positively assure you I would do to oblige no one else. But I tell you honestly I do not approve this marriage, and I never never will say that I do." And Lady Anne thinking it politic 104 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. politic to be contented with this ungracious assent, as opposition might have rendered it still more so, thanked him even warmly for his promise, and retired to impart the news to Lady Jane. — Though, in the first instance. Lady Anne's bounty was the result of pure, disinterested benevolence ; still, upon a selfish principle of consider- ation for her own feelings, the conduct she pursued was the best possible in order to support her under the downfall of all her hopes ; for sweet and consoling to her was the consciousness of her own he- roism ; and that feeling of hopeless love, which, if suffered to remain in quiet inac- tivity, would have preyed on her health, perhaps, and destroyed the energies of her mind, by being forced into action and exertion in the cause of the beloved ob- ject, served as a balm to the wounds it had inflicted, and enabled her even to vi^it- nesg LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 105 ness with composure the ceremony which gave the man of her affections to her en- vied rival. " He is my gift," said she mentally : *' but for me, she might never have called him hers ; and if he is happy, / too shall have been the means of his hap^ pinessJ"^ Still, Lady Anne, as she stood at the altar, was very glad of the assistance of the long white veil which she wore, to conceal the conscious fluctuations of her complexion. Nor did she raise her veil, even to receive the parting kiss of the bride, who with her husband set off from the church-door on a tour of some weeks; but she contented herself with folding Lady Jane in an af- fectionate embrace, and receiving without returning the pressure of Percy's hand. Lady Anne therefore succeeded in con- cealing her deep emotion from every eye F 5 save 106" LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE, save that of Mr. Percy, and to him her feelings were sacred and inviolable. " Shall we take a drive into the country. Lady Anne;" said he, after handing her and Mrs. Corbet into the carriage. *' If you please, sir,** replied Lady Anne, while through her veil the deadly paleness of her cheek was visible, which certainly no longer horeih2X full unvary- ing colour with which Percy had re- proached it. Mr. Percy, conscious how great the effort Lady Anne had made that morning, was alarmed at her excessive paleness, and the sort of desperate calmness and stillness of her manner : — still, delicacy forbade him to take notice of it, and Mrs. Corbet was one of those persons who look without seeing. At length, Mr. Percy, who was well acquainted with the human heart, fixed on a method likely to rouse Lady LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 107 Lady Anne from her distressing state of quietude, by calling forth the generous indignation of her nature, and he ex- claimed— " O Lady Anne, married as my son is, my only son, to a woman of high rank, tolerable fortune, and of great beauty and accomplishments, I must own that my heart, my father's heart, is not as well sa- tisfied as it hoped to be on this occasion. I cannot, excuse me^ dear Lady Anne, i cannot think your cousin calculated to make him happy." *' Sir, Mr. Percy!*' returned Lady Anne vehemently, indignation bringing back the full tide of crimson to her face, "you surely, sir, forget we are not alone!** " No, I do not," he replied, *' and in- deed it is next to being alone ; for, if you look at Mrs. Corbet, you will see that she is attending to nothing but the pretty shops, and pretty men and women." '' StilL 108 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. " Still, sir, I must beg you, if you must say any thing so painful to my feelings, and so unjust at the same time, I must beg, I say, that it may be kept for my private ear." " Unjust ! Well then, if our good friend has heard the accusation, pray let her hear the exculpation, and explain why I am unjust.'* " With all my heart : I am convinced that Lady Jane is taught by past expe- rience, and that the agony she has suflPered on my account will be such as to make her very cautious how she errs in future. Besides, she has strong affections, she loves her husband, and she will love her children, and do her duty by them.'* ** No, Lady Anne, no; she may love her children, but you will be their mo- ther." " Oh, most gladly ! " cried Lady Anne: but recollecting herself, she added rather angrily. LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 109 angrily, " I must again remind you that this way of mentioning Lady Jane is un- pleasant to me." *' Well then, forgive me,*' said he, taking her hand, which had no longer the deadly cold feeling that had alarmed him, " forgive me, and let me talk to you of my plans, and consult with you about yours. Now you will have an esta- blishment of your own, and Lady Jane is married, you know it is my intention to dispose of my large house, and take a small one ; for my income from my West India estates has fallen off greatly, and I wish to contract my expenses : besides, I shall never be easy till you. Lady Anne, are repaid." " No more on that subject, sir,'* said Lady Anne coldly, " or you will offend me again." " Well — well — I shall think, however, of 110 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. of it as much as I please. The Duke of L has offered me a large sum for ir, and I mean to accept it. Poor man ! he would fain have a mistress for it, and I believe he will very soon renew certain offers." *' I hope not/* replied Lady Anne ; *' for, though I highly admire the Duke, my determination on that subject is irre- vocable." " Forgive me — I will proceed on bu- siness. I have heard of a small house near my son's in Piccadilly, and there I mean to reside. And now, Lady Anne, in what part of the town, and in what fine house, do you mean to take up your resi- dence? for I flatter myself that 1 shall have the satisfaction of seeing my old friend's daughter, and I may say the pride of my heart, living in a style worthy her rank and fortune." " Some LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. Ill *' Some time hence you will, I trust/* replied Lady Anne deeply blushing, " but not yet.'' " Not yet ? — What do you mean ?" *' I mean that for a year or two I shall be contented to live in a small house in the vicinity of Percy and Lady Jane, and with a small establishment, and Mrs. Corbet has promised to live with me." " I understand it — I understand you. Lady Anne, and I see very clearly that your bounty to your extravagant cousin is the cause of this, and I shudder to think of the extent of her involvements ; for I concluded till now, that what I knew you to possess of personal property was ex- pended on her, and not any part of your income." " There you wrong Lady Jane, sir,'* cried Lady Anne haughtily : " my per- sonal property, great part of it I mean, has been expended in a still more satisfac- tory 112 LADY ANKE AND LADY JANE.- tory manner; and I earnestly beg that you will forbear to give even an opinion- on my plans, as they are fixed as the laws of the Medes and Persians." " Yet one word more — Surely Percy and his bride will invite you to live with them?" *' O yes ! they have done so — but I know better than to accede to such a pro- posal. Young married people ought to be left to themselves, and fix the way of life they are in future to follow." *' True, very true — but where is this small house to be found ?" " In Clargesstreet — and if you please we will go and look at one that has been recommended to me — for I should wish to have your approbation of it." Accordingly they drove to Clarges- street ; and Mr. Percy, though grieved at the smallness of the house, could not but own that it was large enough for Lady Anne's, LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 113 Anne's, at present, reduced income ; and with a heart more filled with reverence for her, and regret for his son's blindness, he parted with her on their return home, — he to dine with the Duke of L , and Lady x^nne to spend the rest of the day in her own apartments. As he foresaw, the Duke renewed his offers now Percy was married, but still in vain : — and in a short time Lady Anne and Mrs. C.orbet took possession of their new abode. Mr. Percy went to lodgings till his was ready for him, and the Duke of L went to the house in Grosvenor- square. All these arrangements took place du- ring the absence of the new-married pair^ yrho at length returned to London to a very elegant house in Piccadilly. Percy looked, and evidently was, so happy that his fond father could not help viewing with complacency the woman who made him 114 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. him SO, and Lady Jane had every reason to be satisfied with the reception he gave her. But the joy she felt was damped by the sight of Lady Anne, whose excessive thinness and paleness called forth all the anxieties of her affectionate heart ; — and when she was alone with her she burst in- to tears, and asked if she had been ill. " No — not ill," replied Lady Anne coldly, " and my paleness is only tempo- rary : — time, by removing entirely the cause, will also remove the effect, and I assure you my mind is now quite at ease.'* " I understand you,'* replied Lady Jane ; " but believe me, in the midst of my own happiness I shall be uneasy till I see your usually fine colour as bright as ever. And now, Anne, let us order the car- riage and drive to your house." They did so, and Lady. Jane could not see without remorse amounting to agony, the humble mansion comparatively to that she ought to LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 115 to have inhabited, to which her errors had doomed her cousin. " Grieve not for what to me is no source of grief," replied Lady Anne; *' but repay me, if you think you owe me obli- gations, by abstaining in future from the follies, not to say vices, which forced me to live here. — Alas ! Jane, I have had more serious trials to bear, and I have borne them, I trust, well ; nor of my past weakness, as I may now call it, is there I hope a visible trace left." I can assure you," said Laiy Jane, that it was never suspected by Percy — but his father hinted to him his suspicions.'* " His father ! did he suspect ?" " Yes : — but, like his son, he most probably has been convinced he was in an error by your recent conduct." '* My recent conduct!" *' Yes : — Percy told me he was now quite convinced, by your maldng such ef- forts 116 LADV ANKE AND LADY JANE. forts to bring about our union, that you were not in love with him yourself — for, if you had, you could not have done what you did/' Lady Anne listened at first in speechless wonder. — "So then !*' thought she, " the greatest proof of pure disinterested love I could possibly give, he deemed a proof of the contrary ! — Weil, I rejoice though I wonder at his blindness ! — And pray,. Jane," said she, '' what did you answer to this curious speech ?" *' I said that I could not have acted so to marry him to t/ou — and there the con- versarion ended.*' One morning some country cousins, accompanied by some London ladies, who were glad of an excuse for gratifying their own curiosity on pretence of gratifying that of their companions, called on the brid-e, and begged she would indulge her rural visitors with a sight of her wedding presents LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 117 presents and wedding finery ; — and Lady Jane, ever obliging, indulged their wishes, " And this/' said Lady Jane, " was Mr. Percy's gift, and this my uncle Lord 's ;" and so she went on. " But where is Lady Anne*s ? she is so rich!" said a lady who disliked Lady Anne : " she is so rich, that no doubt her present is the handsomest of any." And while the conscious Lady Jane, who indeed knew the magyujicence of her gift, blushed and hesitated, and would fain have been guilty of evasion, Lady Anne coldly replied, " Lady Jane has no gift of mine to show you.*^* " Dear me ! how extraordinary ! '* cried one. *' Aye, well — I suppose you save yourself for the christening gifts," said another; while all by looks and shrugs, and signs to each other, conveyed their astonishment at Lady Anne^s meanness, who having, instead of a fine house and large 118 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. large establishment, settled herself in a quiet way in Clarges-street, had set many persons wondering and talking, and su- specting her of avarice ; and this declara- tion of hers confirmed the idea. *' Yes, yes," again said one, resuming the subject, " it is clear Lady Anne will make a most splendid christening of- fering!*' " Lady Anne has no such intention," she replied, distressed more at the pain Lady Jane suffered, than at their evident opinion of her meanness; and knowing Lady Jane, she every moment feared she would, to exculpate her, inculpate her- self. Therefore she rose up and said, " I see clearly, ladies, what you now think of me, and you are welcome to laugh at my avarice as much as you please/' ** Your avarice, Lady Anne!" cried Lady Jane, "you, the most generous " " Be quiet, Lady Jane, not a word more ! LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 119 more ! and if you say one word further to vindicate me from censures which I de- spise, I shall look on it as a personal af- front." Then, with a look which awed the company in spite of themselves, she left the room ; and Lady Jane, but for her cousin's prohibition, would undoubtedly have betrayed herself, and expatiated on Lady Anne's kindness. " O Anne ! " said she when they were gone, " the misery I felt at hearing you blamed unjustly, was almost sufficient to expiate the error which occasioned it.'* Nor could she rest without telling Percy what had passed. But as he when he heard it exclaimed, " I am glad I was not pre- sent, for 1 should have affronted the wo- men! What! dare to degrade by their suspi- cions the exalted goodness which not one of them could imitate !" Lady Jane was almost sorry that she had been so com- municative. If 220 LADY AKNE ^KD LADY JANE. If Lady Jane Langley was admired, Lady Jane Percy was adored. — Her name was given to every new and expensive fashion, and put at the top of dedications of numberless new works. — It figured also in the list of every public charity, it stood at the head of many a private one, and it every day adorned the columns of a fashionable paper. Lady Jane Percy at whole length, or in half, was ex- hibited in the gallery of each fashionable artist, and engravings of her were hung up in every print-shop ; while Percy enjoyed this publicity as a homage due to the idol of his heart, and as a proof of her tran- scendent charms ; for now she was his, he had too much generosity of nature, "and too much confidence in her principles, to be jealous of her, and he looked for- ward to her approaching confinement as the only event wanting to complete his felicity. That LADY ANN£ AND LADY JANE. 121 That Lady Jane might have as little temptation as possible to run in debt, Percy had settled on her an allowance which even Lady Jane herself felt to be generous to excess, therefore he had no suspicion of her being again distressed in a pecuniary way : and though the con* sciousness that whatever she wore be- came the ton immediately, led her to vary her dress almost every morning and every evening, it never occurred to him that this could not be done but at a great ex* pense. And as, unfortunately for his wife, he was too close an attendant on his duty in the House to accompany her often into some certain circles, he was also uncon- scious that she frequently entered into very deep play, and that the money solemnly destined in the morning to the payment of debts, and even to the purposes of charity, was lost in the evening in the intoxications of the gamihg-table. ¥0L. I. G Lady 122 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. Lady Anne meanwhile was rarely her companion. — Resolved to see as little of Percy as possible, that the passion she believed extinct mi^iht run no danG:er of O CD being revived, she seldom visited Lady Jane when he was at home ; and after she had accompanied her to Court, and gone the round of bridal visits with her, she preferred staying at home with her books, her music, and her work, to the giddy round of balls and assemblies, to \yhich, untired as yet, the admired Lady Jane resorted. But Lady Anne had yet another amusement, which she fan- cied rational and innocent at the same time ; and that was, daily studying the debates, for the delight of reading Percy's speeches : and while his thoughtless wife took no mterest in his excelling eloquence, except when she heard it the theme of commendation from those whose praise was fame, Lady Anne knew every sen- tence LADY ANKE AND LADY JANE. 1 2:> tence that had commanded admiration, and was aware of every new motion which he was either to propose or second. Alas ! wiiile making him thus the occupier of her ioney hours, the Percy whom she beheld in imagination only, was more likely to be dangerous to her fancied freedom than he could have been, beheld in reality ; for, deprive any beloved object of the charms which our own imagination gives it, and love would soon be our slave, and never again our tyrant. At length Lady Jane became the mo- ther of twins, and the delighted Lady Anne pressed to her kind bosom two sons of Percy's. But it was not without deep regret, which was shared by their mother, that Lady Anne heard lier cousin forbid- den, on account of the delicacy of her health, to be a nurse to her children, a..d was forced to see them fed by other care than the maternal one. G 2 As 124 I.ADY ANNE AND LADY JANE* As soon as Lady Jane was able to go out againj Lady Anne, who had during her cousin's confinement seen more of Percy than she thought proper, returned to her own home, and her salutary occupations. But she was soon to have her peace dis- turbed by pangs of the sincerest sorrow and regret — pangs which continued to b^ felt by her, after Lady Jane and even Percy had ceased to feel them. Mr. Percy did live to see his son's sons, and to kiss with tears of pleasure the cheek of their happy mother: but he did not survive the birth of the heirs more than six weeks j and though apparently in perfect health, he died suddenly when getting off his horse^ a victim as it appeared to some dis- ease of the heart. As Percy equally loved and honoured his father, his grief at first was overwhelmingly severe ; and Lady Jane, though more relieved than affected by Mr, Percy's loss, shut herself up at home, con- tented LADY ANNE AND LADY JASE. 125 tented to support her husband by her pre- sence and soothing fondness under the vio- lence of his sorrow ; and Lady Anne, spite of herself, was forced to come to the house of mourning, to alleviate Percy's grief by the evident sincerity with which she shared in it. " You may well weep, dear Anne/* said Lady Jane, " for he loved, he adored you above all vi'omen ; and you Vvill misS the pleasure of praise from lips from which approbation was honour I " Lady Anne made no reply, for she felt that it was not natural for Lady Jane to deplore Mr. Percy *s death as much as she did, and she honoured her integrity in net feigning what she did not feel. But Lady Anne only too soon learnt to de- plore Mr. Percy's sudden and untimely decease, on Lady Jane's account as well as her own, for she soon saw that he had been a check on Lady Janets thoughtless expenditure. As i26 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. As soon as propriety warranted her re- turn into the gay world, Lady Jane, pre- suming on the addition to their income which Mr. Percy's death occasioned, and imawed by the dread of his reproofs, launched forth into greater expenses than ever, and gave entertainments of almost eastern magnificence. — Even Percy him- self became alarmed ; and as soon as Lady Jane found that, if informed of any intended decoration for an evening's fere, Percy po- sitively and perem.ptorily forbade them, she got into a habit of giving her orders with- out consulting him ; and when he expo- sjulated, she always assured him that these decorations were only for effect, and that they re.lly cost nothing worth mentioning: an assurance Vv'hich she believed true, be- cause, as she pever looked at the bills, she was not aware how great was her extra- vagance. It was for the interest of his happiness that Percy should believe her statement. LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 127 statement, and he did believe it ; while Lady Anne, awakened to anxious alarm, felt consoled for the removal of Mr. Percy, by the sad conviction that a scene must soon be unfolded which would have filled him with sorrow and indignation. Afraid to speak, yet scarcely able to re- main silent, Lady Anne therefore, whose lease of her house was now nearly e^:pired, was no longer averse to reside wiih Ptrcy and Lady Jane, for a short time at least, that she might be thereby enabled to have the means of judging accurately of what was passing, and she promised to remove to Piccadilly as soon as the term for uhich her house was taken had actually expired. One morning that Lady Jane was to call on Lady Anne to go cut with her en bu- siness, she arrived while the latter was en- gaged v^'iih her solicitor, and accordingly chose to wait in a small room on the ground- floor. Li this room Lady Jane found 128 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. found a poor woman shabbily clothed, and her whole person and appearance in- dicative of poverty and distress. To the misery which she beheld^ Lady Jane's heart was always vulnerable; and after surveying the poor woman at first in com- passionate silence, she at length asked the cause of her evident unhappiness. " O madam," she replied, " I am so wretched, and it is all along of a great rich lady who won't pay us our due, and so we fear we must go to the workhouse : but, indeed, my Sara says he won't go there, but will run away and list for a sojer first, and then what is to become of me and my poor baby 1 " '' You shall not go to the workhouse, I promise you that," said Lady Jane. '* But who is this lady that will not pay you your just debt ? Surely, if she knew of your distress, she would ! It cannot be the lady of this house!" "Shei LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 129 " She ! No, God bless her! But, how somever, there is no need to name names and make hinnemies, you know ; and if so be as she pay me at last, it is all very well, though to be sure as how I ha'n't slept for many a night from the thought of Sam's listing." '' Poor creature !" said Lady Jane affec- tionately. " But Sam shall not list, lil take care of that. But what is the debt l^ " O, madam, it is only 50/." "No more?" "Oh, and enough too for us poor folks to miss it. You see as how, madam, ray husband work at a builders, and this great lady wanted to have a tempry building run up for one of her feats j but she grudged the money belike which my husband's master charged ^ and sure enough it was a great charge ! So what does my poor Sam do to turn a penny, but he follows the lady's agent out and G 5 saysj 130 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. says, says he, ' I would engage to do that job for much less." ' Would you?' says she; and accordingly Sam was employed : but by the time he had got the materials and all that, the job came to .50/., and he still was paid little or nothing for his trouble. Howsomever, the lady liked what he did; though, after all, she never paid for it, and I never, no never, could get to the speech of her during this whole year." " But has the lady no husband ? If she has, why not send the bill to him?** " Oh, because she don't like her hus- band to know of her bills ; and so her maid take 'em, and keep them for fear the master get hold of them ; and so I can't get paid, and we must go to a work- house, and Sam for a sojer ; not to men- tion a bad fever in the workhouse, and I am afflicted with a lungs cough/' " Howdreadfully unprincipled this lady must be!" said Lady Jane. " But here, good LADY ANNE: AN'D LADY JANE. 131 good woman, though I can but ill spare it, here are 20/. towards the ^0/. and I dare say Lady Anne will give the rest." The poor woman was so overjoyed that she could scarcely speak her thanks : at length she said — " But, dear lady, if the great lady will pay us our right, we need not take any from Lady Anne and you ; and I came here, because they said she had such tie like over her, that she mayhap could prevail on her to pay us.*' '' How !" exclaimed Lady Jane, turn- ing pale, " has Lady x\nne such influence over the lady? What is your name:" '' Sarah Boddam." ''And the lady herself? answer me, I conjure you. Is it Lady Jane Percy ?" That's she " sure enough." And Lady Jane, conscience-stricken, sunk into a chair and hid her face in her bands. " Dear 132 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. " Dear me! what is the matter?" cried the poor woman approaching her. At this moment Lady Anne entered; and surprised to see Lady Jane at all, as she had not been announced, and especially; in that room, she v/as still more sur- prised to see her in evident agitation, and the poor woman in evident confusion. " What does this mean?" cried Lady Anne. '' Speak to me, dear Jane, and tell me what has happened : is your hus- band, is Percy ill ? " The names of Jane and Percy showed the poor woman to whom she had been talking, and of whom complaining ; and frightened in the highest degree, she laid down the twenty pound notes which she had now, she thought, little prospect of keeping, and was running out of the room, when Lady Jane exclaimed — " Stay, I desire you : stay where you are. LADY ANNfi AND LADY JANE. 135 are. Anne/' she added, " dear Anne, despise me if you will, but pay my debt to that poor wronged woman.'* " Oh dear, my lady, I am sure, my lady, I did not think,'and I can't think — '* *' Be silent, woman," cried Lady Anne roughly, '' and let one of you at least speak to be understood." While Lady Anne was thus speaking,. Barnes came eagerly into the room, saying to Lady Jane, " Oh, my lady, Mrs. Elli^ has sent your new court dress after you, which Miss has sent home to know if she shall put more point and silver fringe on it?" and as she spoke she displayed the costly dress in all its extravagant beauty. Lady Anne, turning round, fixed her expressive eyes on the humbled and penitent Lady Jane, then said — " Has your ladyship any fresh orders to give?" " No, no— lay the dress down, Barnes, Iwill 134 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. I will call and speak about it," replied Lady Jane ; while the poor woman, gazing with surprise at splendour such as she had never seen before, wondered no longer that Lady Jane could not pay her bills. " To be as concise as possible, Lady Anne," said Lady Jane in a voice of sup- pressed agitation, " that poor woman and her husband have been driven to the greatest distress, and to the prospect of a workhouse, by my not paying them a bill of 50/. Pay it, and save me from their curses and my ownP' *' Oh dear ! my lady, I am sure I should not have cursed you, my lady.*' *' Peace, woman ! I tell you," cried Lady Anne angrily. " We ought to curse no one: — still, I could almost forgive the sufferers by the vices of the Great^ as they call the rich and the noble, and as we call ourselves, if, in the bitterness of their hearts, they did curse the thoughtless ex- travagance LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 135 travagance which, itself unchastised, drives them often to a workhouse and a prison." " You are severe, Anne." " May be, but I am just." " Dear me, my lady!" again observed Mrs. Boddam, " the lady looks so sorry and so ashamed that I could not have the heart to — " '' Must I again desire to hear none of your remarks? They fret me beyond my patience. Here, I will write you a draft on my banker for the money directly. There— take it, and begone !" And while the terrified woman, with a thousand curt- sies and thanks, and even tears of joy, came up to Lady Anne to receive the draft. Lady Jane said, " Really, Anne, your words are so i*bugh, and your manner so violent, you alarm the poor woman." " My words are rough, but my actions kind," she replied. " Your words are kind, 136 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. kind, but your actions cruel. I wonder • which, in the eyes of God or man, is the more estimable/' The conscious Lady Jane did not at- tempt to reply. The good woman waited till Lady Anne had done speaking, to make her la&t curtsy ; to which Lady Anne replied by a kind nod of the head : then calling after her, she said — " Be sure to tell the servant to write down where you are to be found, in case I wish to inquire after you.'* Mrs. Boddam, whose fear of Lady Anne had not power to overcome her gratitude^ ' turned on her eyes so full of joy and grateful emotion, that Lady Anne, too ' much affected to speak, again nodded adieu, and shutting the door returned to the wretched and self- convicted Lady Jane, who relieved her feelings a little, by relating LADY ANNE AND LADY JAN£. 137 relating to Lady Anne the whole of what had passed while Lady Anne was pre- paring for the projected drive. " Well, Jane," said Lady Anne, kindly forbearing to dwell on the repented fault, *' shall we go first to Miss *s about the dress?" "Name it not," cried Lady Jane, "I shall never be able to bear the sight of it again, and if I go it shall only be to beg her to dispose of it. — I cannot, indeed I cannot, incur the guilt of buying it now, or ra- ther of running in debt for it ; — and I know Lady Laurel would gladly pur- chase it." " If you really 7vish to part with it,** said Lady Anne kindly, " you need not wait Lady Laurel's decision, — ^for / wili purchase it.** " You! Anne, you!" " Yes — I ; — for I mean to go to court on the birth-day," "But 138 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. " But it will 'be too short for you !" *'Oh! Barnes can lengthen it. There- fore, if you are in earnest, the dress is mine, and shall be paid for today ; and if you think more point and silver neces^ sary, you shall give your orders accord- ingly, for I wish to have it as handsome as ir can be made.'* '• if I am in earnest ! To be sure I am ; — and I, yes I, will go in an old dress." And the sigh she gave while speaking these words sufficiently proved that she felt the sacriiice she was making. — Lady Anne kindly praised her resolution, and they set off for Miss 's ; where such additions were made to the dress as Lady Jane recommended, and Lady Anne, seemingly delighted with her purchase, returned home in unusual spirits. At length the birth- day arrived ; and Lady Jane, having made an old court- dress as smart as she could, was preparing ta LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 139 to put it on ; when Lady Anne, dressed in a simple white crape with a white satin train, and all its ornaments pearls and white roses, entered her apartment, ready for court, and, disaiissing Ellis, spoke to the astonished Lady Jane as follows : — " I have tried your resolution, dearest Jane, on a point in which it has usually been most vulnerable, and I have seen with delight that it has stood the trial nobly. — You have now for once practised the virtue of self-denial, and I flatter my- self that the pleasure which has been the result to you from the consciousness of your firmness will tempt you to the exer- tion of similar forbearance in future. — But as all virtue is the more stable, I believe, for being propped with rev/ards and praises, I must tell you I never thought of purchasing the drciS for my- self, but as a present for you, and you will \ 140 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. will see it lying on your own bed ready to be put on." Perhaps Lady Jane had never known a much happier moment ! She, even she, had earned the most rich and beautiful dress she had ever fancied, by an act of self denial :-^But, in a different way. Lady Anne was as much pleased as Lady Jane ; — and it was with hearts full of re- newed and even strengthened affection towards each other that they proceeded to St. James's. But, alas ! all Lady Jane's good feelings were evanescent, and her re- pentance only bloomed like the gum cistus, that sheds its leaves almost as soon as they lare blown, and Lady Anne's hopes of her amendment were again blighted. Yes — Mr. Percy was indeed a re- straint on the extravagance of Lady Jane — and she proved that he had been so,' by prevailing on her indulgent husbarid' to LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 141 to make great and unnecessary alterations in the s-eat belonging to the family, as soon as his father's death made him pos- sessor of that venerable mansion. — Percy thought, indeed, that the house which had suited his noble and exemplary moiher might have satisfied the pride and the taste of his wife ; but the yieldingness of his temper, assisted by the natural indo- lence of his disposition, and that un- uttered but conscious sentiment which I believe has ruined many wives, " any thing for a quiet life," made Percy sub- mit to what he did not approve. And in a fihort time after Mr. Percy was no more, the house at Percy Park was filled with workmen, who were going to modernize entirely that side of it which commanded the south-west, and a beautiful plain water- ed by a meandering stream, which stream was now to roll along a widely spreading river; but the other side, which looked on 142 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. on rocks and mountains, and frowned in castellated grandeur, was allowed to retain its gloomy antiquity. " Yes, Anne," said Lady Jane to her cousin, who was alarmed at the idea of these changes, both from principle and tasre, " you need not fear ; I mean to keep the grand, but add the agreeable : — in short, I mean that one side of my house should resemble 2/o?f, and the other me. Agreeable in every sense of the word will I endeavour to render my man- sion both inside and out ; books, statues, paintings, gems, and medals shall crowd the modern part of the edifice 5 — and here shall from the mould to conscious being start Those finer forms, the miracles of art 3 Here chosen geras imprest on sulphur shine. That slept for ages in a second mine 3 and here — ■ its warmest hues the pencil flings, Lo ! here tlie lost restores, tlie absent brings, i > And LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 14.1 And still the few best loved, and most revered, Rise round the board their social smile endear'd," added Lady Jane, leading Lady Anne to the dining-room, which was already hung with portraits by the first artists. " Now follow me to the library," she exclaimed. " Here shall I, _ while the shaded lamp's mild lustre streams. Read ancient books, or Vv'oe-inspiring dreams j And, when a sage s bust arrests me here. Pause, and his features with his thoughts compare. Ah ! most that art my grateful rapture calls Which breathes a soul into the silent walls. Which gathers round the will of every tongue. All on whose words departed nations hung. Still prompt to charm with many a converse sweet. Guides in the world, companions in retreat*." ** Well, but, dear Jane," observed Lady Anne, " could you not have dined in the dining-room as it was before, and having your friends around you, without these * In all the lines quoted by Lady Jane on this occasion, see *' Rogers's Epistle to a Pricnd." expensive 144 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE, expensive alterations ? Could you not have read in the study such as our dear guardian left it?" " Why to be sure I could, when hungry, eat in a room hov^ever ugly ; when stu- dious, I could read in a library however untastily fitted up : but no rooms are the worse for being fashioned by the hand of Taste." " No ; the rooms, Jane, will not be the worse, but their owners may ; for Taste is always followed by its evil genius ^ Expense.' " " Its evil genius, Anne ? No, not so, when wealth and power warrant its at- tendance on Taste." " True, but '' ** Nay, nay — no buts, most beautiful Mentor ! for, remember, in all that I am now doing I have my husband's approba- tion." This was indeed true, and Percy was, charmed LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 14.5 <:harmed and gratified when he beheld the result of Lady Jane's creative taste ; while even Lady Anne smiled with adniirin^^ wonder, as she surveyed the beauties it had imparted, when all the decorations were completely finished. But neither Lady Anne nor Percy continued to smile when the bills came in, and Lady Jane herself was startled and alarmed when she found that the expenditure was more than double the estimate 1 Nor did the ex- pense stop there. As Lady Jane had con- trived a music-room, she must have con- certs ; and during the four months which they passed at Percy Park, musical pro- fessors must be there as their guests. As she had erected a room which could be converted into a private theatre, she must have private theatricals 5 and Percy found that, whether in town or country, expen- diture of a most enormous nature attended him from night till moraing, as the Furies VOL. I, H oa 14:6 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. on the persecuted Orestes. Siill he was hot much distressed, because he knew that his income was equal to all his appa- rent expenses: but had he been aware that Lady Jane's expenses which he did not know, were equal to those with which he was acquainted, he would indeed have lost all peace of mind, and have been roused to exertions of authority, which would have checked, though they would not probably have cured, her thoughtless extravagance. Still, though Percy did not find in the country the retirement which he sought, he loved the months which he passed at Percy Park, because he had there more enjoyment of his wife's and children's society ; for Lady Jane, though she could not give up the dear delight of reigning as mistress of the revels in the country, and displaying her fine taste in festal decorations, had the good feeling and the grateful affection, whatever LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. l-i-7 whatever guests she had at her house, to devote her whole mornings to her hus- band : and all the hours which intervened from the time when she rose to that when she retired to dress for dinner, she spent in walking, riding, driving, or reading with Percy. At length Lady Anne, having been se- duced by the love, almost maternal, which she began to feel for the children, and by the hope of being some restraint on the errors of Lady Jane, to consent finally to become their guest for some months at least, was, when those months were at an end, persuaded to stay still longer. But though the first months of her stay with them were pleasant, she soon found that the ensuing ones would make her conti- nued residence not only painful, but im- proper: it was also soon evident to her that Lady Jane was not only unhappy, but that something weighed heavily on her mind ; H 2 and 14S LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. and she could not but attribute it to her being again deeply involved in debt, from which she was resolved that vshe would not even attempt to free her. Besides, like all persons displeased with themselves, Lady Jane was captious and irascible with others ; and very often, when Lady Anne had not the remotest idea of adverting to such a subject, she would accuse her of reproaching her with the obligations she had conferred on her. But it was not the pains so much as the pleasures of residing under her cousin's roof, that determined the conscientious Lady Anne to quit it. Percy, since Lady Anne became their guest, had found her conversation so pleasant, and was so gratified by the evi- dent interest which she took in his success as an orator, and the every day increasing fame which he acquired, that, instead of accompanying Lady Jane to dinner parties, be more than once preferred diningat home with LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 149 with Lady Anne (who rarely dined out) and his little boys, who, now three years old, were permitted to dine at table with their mamma Anne, or rather ate their supper while she dined : and it was al- ways very reluctantly that Percy left his home, thus rendered agreeable to him in a more domestic way than it had lately been by Lady Jane, even to repair to the House, and pursue the line of life which he so warmly loved. Nor v/as it long before Lady Jane be- came alarmed at the evident delight he took in her cousin's society j for her good sense taught her that beauty, and even that power of attraction which Percy denomi- nated charm, must lose its influence by custom over any husband however fond, unless its sway be maintained by solid and superior qualities of mind and heart, which, like pure gold on which enamel has been worked, retain their value when the 150 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE, the enamel is worn away. She was only conscious that, if compared to I.ady Anne, she must shine with diminished lustre in Percy's eyes ; and she was also conscious that, though enamel might very well represent her. Lady Anne was better designated by sterling gold. Besides, she thought, and justly too, that Lady Anne, if conscious that she pleased, v/ould in time study to be pleasing ; and Percy himself had said, that if Lady Anne would but condescend to be agreeable, she would be irresistible — *' and alas!'* cried Lady Jane, " have I not obscured all my graces in the eyes of my husband, by errors which not even the most partial fondness can excuse ?" While these saddening thoughts were passing in Lady Jane's mind. Lady Anne was calling herself to a strict account for the deh'ght her thoughts afforded her. She could not but feel, and the conscious- ness LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 151 ness was delightful to her, that Percy took greater pleasure in her society than in that of any one, and this she considered as an injury to Lady Jane. — " Well then, it shall, it must be relinquished/' thought Lady Anne: but aware that, if she lived in London, he would be perhaps her most frequent visitor, she resolved to give up all idea of fixing her future establish- ment in London, and secretly gave orders to have a fme old castle in Wales, which she inherited in right of her mother, got ready for her reception. " Again^'* said she to herself, " the hall of my fathers shall resound to the loud welcome of hos- pitality, and the harp shall awaken the echoes of its walls:'' but she sighed to think that she must leave the lovely children behind her: might she be permitted to take the little Harry Percy with her, she should be contented ; nay more, she would be happy ! But she still kept her plans un- revealed. 152 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. revealed, lest she should be exposed to solicitations to alter them, which, as she knew they would be unavailing, it would be irksome to her to hear. In the meantime Lady Jane continued to run her giddy career, while, though she still was the object of Percy's love, she every day diminished in his esteem. One day, while Lady Anne was sitting with Lady Jane in her dressing-room, Percy came in with an air and manner consider- ?hly agilat^d; iind Vrhil^ I-ady Jane with a. wife*s conscious right could ask what had so evidently disturbed him. Lady Anne, though equally anxious, could only dare to look the anxiety which she felt. ^* Do 'ijou ask what ails me, Jane?'* said Percy. '^ 7'hen I will tell you 5 but I already feel that I am a fool to be so dis-^ turbed : the truth is, that I came suddenly iipon your maid Ellis, as she was reading a long paper which I took for a bill, and which. LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 1 J3 which, seeing me, she tried in great con- fusion to put in her pocket. Alarmed at this, and rendered suspicious by former oc- currences, I sternly demanded what it was she was so eager to conceal r on which, she blushing and stammering replied, * Sir, it is, sir, a letter from a young man who is with the armies:' and I let her de- part unquestioned further : but she might or she might not speak truth : however, I was willing to hope.the^r^^" Here he paused, checked by the pale cheek, the downcast eye of his conscious wife. " I know," said the equally alarmed Lady Anne, '* that Ellis has a lover with the armies." " Has she ? " returned Percy eagerly. " Thank you 1 God bless you for that assurance, kind Lady Anne !" "I see you are very suspicious now, Percy,*' said Lady Jane faintly. H 5 " But 154 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. " But Still, dear Jane, tell me if I have not an excuse for being so. — O believe me, to be able to confide implicitly in ^^our pru- dence is the dearest wish of my soul ; and I •do, indeed I do, frequently repeat to myself — * No, let me not distrust her; she cannot be so cruel, she cannot be so base or so ungrateful to her noble-minded cousin, to go on as she formerly did ; she loves me too well, and Lady Anne too well ; nor could she bear to run even the risk, which she would do, of losing " ** Of losing what?'* asked Lady Jane, *' Of losing me and my affections for ever J for were you, best beloved of my heart as you now are, to involve yourself, and consequently me, in pecuniary em- barrassments again, I would, though my heart bled with pity and tenderness at ever)^ pore, I would cease to live with you, and separate from you for ever ! " So LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 155 So saying, pale and agitated as Lady Jane herself, he suddenly and hastily left the room. " Then I am lost 1 " cried Lady Jane, throwing herself back on a sofa, and clasping her hands in agony. "Lost! say you?'* exclaimed Lady Anne with more indignation than ten- derness, " can it indeed be true that you have deserved the sad penalty which your husband has threatened you with ? '' " It is indeed true,'* she replied, " that I have incurred fresh debtsj and unless you can and will assist me,'* she added with an agony of tears, and catching Lady Anne's hand, " you will soon see Percy wretched, and me not only an outcast from his affec- tions but his roof.'* Lady Anne indignantly withdrew her hand, regarding her guilty cousin with looks of angry contempt. Lady Jane felt them to the bottom of her heart , while pride. 156 LADY ANN£ AND LADY JANE. pride, and that pettishness the result of conscious degradation, prompted her to reply. " Well, Lady Anne, if nothing less than my being punished for my faults by the loss of my husband's love and pro- tection will satisfy your rigid ideas of re- tributive justice, be it so. — Yet I would advise your ladyship to scrutinize accu- rately your ovv^n motives for this rejection of the prayer of my misery. Take care lest it be because the idea of my losing the heart of Percy is an agreeable one to your imagination, and therefore you wish It to be realized." " Fallen as you were before in my es- teem,'' replied Lady Anne with one of her most haughty and contemptuous looks, *' this speech has sunk you still lower : but I am not to be frightened, by the dread ©f incurring your mean suspicions, into an action which my judgement may condemn; nor LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 1 jT nor can any consideration for myself. Lady Jane, impel me to what I look upon as wrong conduct. Had you, madam, endeavoured to move my feelings by pic- turing to me your own probable miseiy, and the anguish of your husband when your unworthiness shall be made known to him, you would hnve succeeded better." Long before Lady Anne had done speaking, the self-jsdged Lady Jane had felt every sensation of pride vanish into humility almost amounting to abjectness ; and when she had finished speaking she sunk on her knees before her justly of- fended cousin, and begged her to forgive the petulance of a self-convicted and de- sperate woman. " Aud is it the envied wife of Percy whom I behold thus desperate and thus degraded 1 " thought Lady Anne: " she, who might have been the happiest of the happy '\ :' Rise, iJS LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. "Rise,LadyJane,"saidLady Anne," nor add such base self-humiliation to the faults already committed. Your present words, your looks, are more calculated certainly to affect me than your former ones, and have almost conquered my repugnance to squander on you, and the payment of the debts of extravagant profligacy, the money which would, either lent or given to honest industrious tradesmen, have saved them from ruin, or have laid the foundation of their future independence. O God of benevolence and justice,'' she added, clasping her hands and raising her eyes to heaven, " how can I answer to thee this waste of thy indulgent bounty !** *^ Is there no ruin," answered Lady Jane, (who, like all persons accustomed to be in debt and to borrow money, had lost all feelings of delicacy, ) *' is there no ruin but ruin in trade that it would be virtue to prevent ? Is not the ruin of a friend's peace LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. l59 peace of mind, of a relation's fair fanac, entitled to equal if not superior consi- deration ? Can you without horror re- collect the dreadful state of agitation in which your and my beloved Percy left the room, only on the bare suggestion of what will soon be a reality ? Can you bear to dwell on the image of this house deprived of its mistress by the publication of her errors? and Percy of the wife who, per- haps, even spite of her faults, he may cherish in the recesses of his heart ? Can you bear to fancy me, your once loved Jane, the companion of your youth, wear- ing away the rest of life in retirement, which the pangs of conscious degrada- tion will forbid me either to enjoy, or to improve ; while I every day undermine that life of misery, by having recourse to opiates to suspend my sense of suffering ? Oh ! Lady Anne, if your timely assistance could prevent the realization of this pic- ture. 160 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE, ture, would it not be as great an act of benevolence to afford it for that purpose, as to aid one tradesman or make the for- tune of another ?'' Lady Anne shuddered while she listen- ed to her; for she well knew that the picture now only the creature of imagina- tion, might only too soon become a reality; and after communing with herself some time in silence, she at last said, " I have at this moment in my banker's hands a pretty considerable sum : it was destined for other purposes : but if this sum can be of use in removing your embarrassments, and preserving you and Percy from the horrors you have described and I foresee^ it is at your service ; but — " Here Lady Jane interrupted her by clamorous ex- pressions of gratitude, and an embrace which Lady Anne as yet could not prevail ikfH herself to return. " Don't interrupt me,'* said Lady Anne : LADY ANNE AKD LADY JANE. 161 Anne : " I wish to tell you that more I cannot, luill not do ; and if you are ever involved again, you mast take the conse- quences of your own actions, and, how- ever reluctantly, disclose all to your hus- band. My paternal estates are, you know, entailed on the male heir : but I have the fee of those which I derive from my mo- ther ; and I can, if I choose, sell or do what I please with one of them : but this 1 will not do, for the sake of one very dear to me. The elder of your twins, Lionel Percy, must be a rich man, while the younger can only inherit a younger bro- ther's fortune. — But as I positively shall never marry, I mean to adopt the little Harry, and for him preserve my landed property inviolate ; I mean, wdth your and his father's approbation." " Our approbation, Anne ! And can you suppose that we shall withhold it, evea 162 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. even at the risk of your one day changing your mind and marrying ?'* " Marrying ! No — that I shall never do. —Now let me t^li you my plans : — instead ©f having an establishment in London, it is my intention to reside, probably all the year round, at a castle I have in Wales, and 1 this day received a letter from my agent to say that it is ready for me ; — and I have also a letter from my relation Mrs. Tyrawley, telling me that she and her daughter will most gladly accept my in- vitation to live with me, and they will meet me at my new residence next week.** " Next week !'* exclaimed Lady Jane : ** and will you indeed leave me, and so coon?" while the consciousness that ere long she would require Lady Anne to stand between her and her husband's anger, shook her whole frame with evi- dent emotion, «Iam LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 163 *' I am resolved," said Lady Anne: "a London life does not suit me: to me it is heartless all : and though I occasionally meet at your parties, and at others, such society as it is both instructive and honour- able to be one of, still these happy even- ings are the few, and insipid ones the many : but in my new abode I shall have rational pursuits, leisure to follow them, and active duties to fulfil ; a nu- merous tenantry to make happy ; and I shall be able to witness the happiness which I promc'e.** " But in the meanwhile you leave your adopted son 1 " ** Aye, that will be a pang, but '* *' But what r would you have us resign him to you ? " " Oh ! mock me not with a thought so blissful I'' " Nay, Anne, whatever it costs me, if Percy will consent and you will go, the little 164 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. iittle Harry shall go with you :" and Lady Anne's heart being by this means softened towards her cousin, she threw herself on her neck c.nd warmly articulated her thanks. Lady Anne, though she loved home, doted on Harry Percy, per- haps because his name w^as Harry, and she also saw in him a likeness of his father ; and to be able, while avoiding on princi- ple further association with the father, to recompense herself by being of use to the son, was an idea so full of exquisite enjoy- ment, that Lady Anne could not thank Lady Jzne enough for having given it ut- terance, and promised to give it sub- stance. Not to dwell on this subject, in a few days all was ready for Lady Anne's de- parture, and Percy consented that lit- tle Harry should go with her, and be in future her adopted child ! But so great was the aorrow he expressed at the idea of LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 16cj of parting with Lady Anne as well as Harry, that Lady Jane could not help re- joicing, regardless of her own involve- ments, that she was going away. At length the carriage, a new and handsome one, drawn by four horses, and attended by two outriders in the Mortimer livery, drew up to the door., followed by an elegant little phaeton with four post- horses ; and for the first time since she came of age the daughter of the Marquis of D had an equipage suited to her rank in life. " Do, Jane," said Percy, " come to the window, and look at your cousin's new carriages. This is as it should be, Lady Anne. How pleased my poor father would have been to see this day !" This speech, though not meant as such. Lady Jane could not help taking as a re- proach to her, whose extravagance had caused Lady Anne's oeconomy, and instead of 16G LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. of going to the window she burst into tears. But Percy, attributing her emotions to sorrow at parting with Lady Anne, and a consequent dislike to see the carriage which was to convey her away, sat down by her, and affectionately assured her he sympa- thized with her most sincerely in her grief at losing her cousin. At this moment the little Harry was led in by his attendant ; and Percy, with a quivering lip, took him in his arms and kissed his happy face, radiant with the expected delight of riding in a carnage along with dear mamma Anne. '^ Take him, he is yours, dear Lady Anne," said Percy, giving him to her arms ; " and to no one less beloved, less honoured, would I intrust a charge so precious." Percy's manner was solemn, and Lady Anne caught its solemnity ; for, catching the child to her bosom, she raised her fine eyes as if calling on heaven to witness her engagement LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 167 engagement to do her utmost duty by the child so committed to her care, and bowed her head on his, in order to express the pleased aoquiescence which she could not trust hci- voice to articulate. " Yes, dear Lady Anne," continued he, " the child is yours ; and if you make him in any degree resemble you, he will be all a father's heart can wish him." " Come, let us go," said the child, interrupting the general silence of emotion, *^ Harry wants to go ride with mamma Anne." " Little wretch !" said Lady Jane, " he is not at all sorry to leave me. Harry, are you not vexed to leave poor mamma Jane?'* " No, no — I like to go with mamma Anne; but we come again to see you, sha'n't we, Anne ? " " At least we hope mamma Jane will come and see us." " Yes, 168 LADY ANNS AND LADY TANE« " Yes, yes — mamma Jane come to us. Good byej Jane," holding up his pretty mouth to her. Lady Jane clasped him in her arms, weeping even to sobbing as she did so. *' "We had better go and not prolong this j^inful scene," said Lady Anne, her- self visibly affected ; and having clasped her cousin in a long and affectionate em- brace, she gave her hand to Percy, and in a short time found herself in the car- riage ; while Percy, taking the child from his attendant's arm.s, kissed him for the last time, and, without uttering a word, saw the carriages drive off. That evening. Lady Jane's spirits were so depressed from the loss of her cousin and her child, that she gave up three engagements, and staid at home with her husband, in whose eyes she consequently looked more amiable than she had done for many months. Lady Anne, meanwhile, was on her journey , LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 169 journey into Caernarvonshire, and much happier than she had been for some time. Percy had confided his child to her care, desiring her to make him all a father's heart could wish by making him like her^ self; and Lady Anne could not help giving herself up to all the delight this idea occasioned her. Lady Anne, when she approached Green Rock, the name of her castle, found that she had judged right in coming to it with a splendid equipage, as her tenants would have been disappointed if she had done otherwise; for they all came out to meet her in their best apparel, to welcome her to the abode of her ancestors. Mrs. Tyrawley and her daughter were waiting also to receive her; and what with the pleasure and gratitude they expressed at being invited to live under her roof, the delight of the child at the horses and their riders, and the harp- VOL, I, I ers 170 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. ers, raising the strain of welcome in the grand hall of entrance, the beauty of th^,, country, and the fineness of the weather, • Lady Anne felt an almost overpowering sensation of pleasure, and a scarcely defined wish to live and die where she was. In a short time the Tyrawleys had their suite of rooms allotted to them, and Lady Anne hers; and Lady Anne began the education of little Harry Percy. She had taken, while inClarges-street, an instructor in the Latin language, the rudiments of which her father had taught her, and she succeeded in learning enough of Latin to enable her to be of great use to her young charge : but finding that the village curate was learned, virtuous, and poor, she hired him, at a salary double that which he asked, to assist her in educating her adopted son ; while Miss Tyrawley, who had once been a governess LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 171 a governess in a family that had travelled and resided abroad, undertook to teach him meanwhile as much as should be necessary of French and Italian. While the little Harry, now four years old, was taught useful and regular ha- bits of application, his health and Lady Anne's too were much improved by daily exercise ; and every morning be- fore breakfast Lady Anne and Harry breathed the fine air of the miOuntains, and returned to breakfast blooming as the natives themselves. Indeed, now she had an object on whom her affections could with propriety be placed, and all the bene- volent usefulness of her nature exercised. Lady Anne was become a different being, and she resembled Gray's description of ' Cheerfulness' — a nymph of healthiest hue. Her buskins gemm'd with morning dew :*' while the hours, which during her residence I 2 at I 172 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. at Lady Jane's had hung occasionally so heavily on her hands, now flew with in- credible rapidity. When she had been at Green Rock three months Percy came down for a few days, and was charmed to see his child grown and improved both in mind and body, even in that short time ; and when he departed he expressed his hope of bringing Lady Jane down when the London season was over ; and Lady Anne's delicacy and judgement were better satisfied with the prospect of seeing him accompanied by Lady Jane^ than they had been by his visiting Green Rock alone. When Percy returned to London, Lady Jane was pained, though pleased, to hear with what delight he spoke of his visit, and of the improvement visible already in his little boy ; and she took occa- sion to observe, that it would be a pity a woman so calculated to undertake the education LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 173 education of children should not herself be a wife and mother. " She will be both, I hope and trust/* said Percy eagerly, " one day or other, for I do not mind her resolutions to the contrary.'* " And do you really wish Lady Anne to marry ?" as eagerly returned his wife. " To be sure I do. Can you think so meanly of me, as to suppose that any con- sideration for my child's interest could make me so base as to wish Lady Anne not to fill that situation for which her vir- tues qualify her?" Lady Jane had no such meaning : but she had no objection to Percy's remaining ignorant what her real meaning was; and assuring him that she spoke without much thought, she left him to dress for a party, a good deal relieved by the assurance that he did wish Lady Anne to marry. Three months after this, Percy entered Lady 174 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. Lady Jane's dressing-room one morning with a strong expression of pleasure on his countenance, which he explained by telling her, that by a letter from his solici- tor he learnt he had recovered for him a debt of several thousand pounds which his father had given up for lost. — But Lady Jane's pleasure at this intelligence w^as completely destroyed by what fol- lowed : '' therefore," added Percy, " I shall be able to fulfil my poor mother's wishes, — which were, that I should sue for a ba- rony that is in her family; her family being, though not as eld and noble as my fatjier's, a very respectable one, with a t^ie in abeyance. — I know that it will cost me some thousands to succeed : but my right is indisputable ; and though I should grieve much to leave the Lower House, it is on my conscience to try to get into the Upper one. — Therefore this m.oney comes to v>het m.y ahiiost blunted purpose. — But what LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 17^ what is the matter, Jane ? you seem going to faint !" And so she was, so much had Percy's intentions overset her. But Percy attributing her ilhiess to her situation, which she had just disclosed to him, su- spected not that it originated in a moral cause, and after seeing her a little revived he left her to the care of Ellis. As soon as he was gone, she gave way to the utmost violence of despair, and shutting herself up alone she paced the room in almost phrensied violence ; for, having lately prevailed on herself to look over the bills which Ellis had brought her, she had convinced herself that at least two- thirds of the money that Percy had reco- vered would be necessary to discharge her debts, — which must soon be disclosed, — although the sum given her by Lady Anne had served to pacify some of the most clamorous creditors. — Could she then be so treacherous and bas-e as to allow Percy ta 176 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. to enter into the expenses of law-pro- ceedings, when she well knew he would be distressed for money to defray them ? No : she could be extravagant, and even viciously prodigal; but she could not so far betray the confidence of a generous husband ; and she resolved therefore, though at the certain risk of being, as she told Lady Anne, " not only an outcast from Percy's affections, but from his roof also," to confess the whole of her delinquency, and show him the necessity of appropriating his thou- sands, not in the acquisition of new ho- nours to himself, but in preserving some little reputation of common honesty to her. But how could she endure to meet his agonies and his resentment upon the first disclosure ? She could not do it, and therefore resolved to write the disclo- sure, and set off unknown to him for Lady Anne's abode, there to remain till the LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 177 the first storm of his feelings had subsided, and to await there his final decision re- specting her future destination ; for, after what he had said, she had no idea that he would doom her to a less punishment than banishment. Accordingly, after a night of wretchedness, passed on pretence of illness in a separate apartment from her husband. Lady Jane arranged every thing for her departure with Ellis, her unavoidable confixlante. As soon therefore as Percy went out on his usual morning walk, the letter of disclosure was laid on the table in his library. Then telling the servants she was going out for a drive into the country. Lady L^ne and Ellis got into a post-chaise, without the former's having dared to trust herself to see her little Lionel, and she desired the postillion to drive in the exact contrary direction to Wales ; but in the next street she gave different orders, and arrived in a frame of mind the most 1 S pitiable liS LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. pidable at the end of the first stage on the road to Green Rock. Here, though very ill, she took fresh horses and proceeded ; but at the end of the second stage she was too unwell to go on, and before night she had symptoms of fever. Percy meanwhile had been unavoidably detained from home till a late hour, and on his return his first question was, " How is your lady?" " My lady is very well, I believe, sir,'* said the servants, " for her ladyship and Ellis are gone out in a post-chaise to drive into the country." " In a post-chaise ! Why not in the carriage?" cried Percy. But recollecting himself, he concluded that Lady Jane was gone on some errand of charity, and did not choose to be known ; and void of all alarm he entered his library ; nor, though he saw a letter there directed to him in Lady Jane's own hand^did he believe it was any LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE, 179 any thing more than an explanation of her errand into the country with Ellis. His surprise and his misery therefore were un- speakable when he read the letter^ and found that LaJy Jane had withdrawn her- self from his resen^^ient. — " But she has done whely^'' said he, " and I thank her ^ for, had I seen her in the first transports of my just resentment, 1 might perhaps have reproached her too bitterly!" That livelong night he passed in sleepless wretchedness ; but when morn- ing dawned he had contrived to think himself into more composure ; for he had taught himself to set against her guilt in incurring so vast a debt, her generosity in avowing it, in order to pre- vent his commencing a suit, of which it would, not be in his power to pay the. unavoidable expenses : " And she did it too/* said he, " though at the risk of losing me for ever ! — There was virtue in that. 180 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. that, and perhaps she is not wholly irre- claimable. Perhaps, if I treat her with le- nity, I shall shame her into reformation ; and her generous nature, for generous it certainly is, will be piqued into a requital of my kindness by abstaining from evil in future/' It was Percy's 02^*72 generous nature that spoke ; and having resolved to listen to it, he went to bed, and to sleep. At eight he awoke, resolved to go in pursuit of his wife; for, though she told the driver m hearing of the servants to go to such a place, he had no doubt but she was gone to Lady Anne ; and by nine o'clock the next day he was on the road to Green Rock, and in a post-chaise by himself, that the servants might knov/ nothing of what had passed ; and he took care to in- form them before he dismissed them the preceding evening, that he had found a letter from Lady Jane, informing him that LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. ISI that she should not return for a day or two. When he reached the inn where Lady- Jane had been forced to stop, he got out while they were changing horses, and he saw a female resembling Ellis going up-stairs with a phial in her hand. He im- mediately followed, and, overtaking her, received the painful intelligence that her lady was in one of the chambers in an alarming state of indisposition brought on by wretchedness of mind. In an instant away fled all his projected reproaches,^ all idea of meeting her coldly, and all the angry dignity of an offended husband, which he had resolved to assume when they met. — Jane, his adored Jane, ill, per- haps dying, at an obscure inn on the road, was the image uppermost in his HHnd, and he insisted on following Ellis to the bedside of the invalid. He did so ; and Ellis had scarcely said " My lady ! heres 182 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. here's my master !" when Lady Jane felt herself in the arms of her husband, and his tears trickling on her neck. " This is too much — too much good- ness, too much happiness!'' she exclaimed. It was indeed! — happiness beyond what her merits deserved, and beyond what it was now in her power to enjoy. — *' I will make no promises of amend- ment," cried she m.ournfuliy to Percy, " I dare not, for I distrust myself." " I hail what you have now said," re- plied Percy, " as a better omen of amend,- ment than fifty promises would have been; and from this moment, mybeloved, only remember the past sufficiently to warn you against the temptations of the future!" Lady Jane blessed him for his goodness, and tried to be cheerful : but her body as well as her mind was suffering ; and the medical attendant whom the alarmed Ellis had L/PDY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 183 had called in, assured Percy, that if the lady were to travel immediately he could not answer for the consequences. In three days time, however, she was able to be removed, and Percy proposed, that in- stead of returning to town they should proceed to Greeh Rock and surprise Lady Anne. Accordingly, Ellis was sent to Lon- don by a coach that passed the inn door, and Lady Jane and Percy were to go on in a post-chaise to the next stage, there to remain till Ellis returned with Lionel in their own travelling carriage. In two days time they reached Green Rock, not without Lady Jane's having experienced excessive alarm from the badness of the roads. But the welcome which they re- ceived from Lady Anne, and the sight of her child looking so healthy and so w^ell, banished for a time all painful sensations from Lady Jane's mind j and while she saw with rapture the joy expressed by the twins 184 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANEr twins at meeting, and the pleasure Harry took in showing Lionel all his new toys, new books, and pretty garden, Lady Jane felt that dissipation and all its gaieties had nothing to give equal to the pure pleasure she at that moment experienced, and she believed herself capable of living in future for the enjoyments of the affections alone. But other thoughts, of a far less pleasant nature, soon obtruded themselves on her mind 5 and though she had had so recent a proof of the fondness which Percy felt towards her, still she could not contem- plate the now brilliant beauty of Lady Anne, which formed a complete contrast to her own sunk eyes, hollow cheeks, and artificial complexion, without feelings of jealousy and alarm ; especially as Lady Anne never spoke without riveting Percy's attention on all that she uttered. I have known envious and jealous wo- men more than once express the jealousy they LADY ANNE AN'D LADY JANE. 185 they could not conceal, but in a way to render it unsuspected by superficial ob- servers ; for they have seemed to express it as zjokcy though they themselves knew the feeling to be a sad reality ; while the unsuspicious hearers considered as a piece of playful good humour^ what was in fact of a very different description. Lady Jane, taught by the same consciousness, had the same way of venting it as those wo- men had — and one day after dinner she began thus : " Pray, Mr. Percy, how old do you think Lady Anne was last birth- day ? — I should think about seventeen by her look, should not you?*^ " Thereabouts,*' replied Percy, gazing with admiration on Lady Anne, whose cheek, before glowing with perfect health, now bloomed with the blush of modesty. " I protest I v.'ill not stay here — for I look so old and so ugly by you, Lady Anne, that I can't bear the sight of myself. Be- sides, 18t3 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. sides, if I do stay, 1 shall hate you cor- dially ; for it is quite out of the question you know, Mrs. Tyravvley, for a faded fashionable belle to bear the sight of a young beauty like Lady Anne, quite in her prime!'' " Your ladyship is joking,'* replied Mrs. Tyrawley ; "for I think, if I recol- lect right, that you are a year younger than Lady Anne ? " " Aye, according to age, — but what am I in look, in health, and even in feelings ^ I am sure Lady Anne might say with more propriety than Monsieur de Coulanges did when he writes to Madame de Sevigne, * qu'a coup siir on a commis quelque grosse erreur de date dans son acre de bapteme.'" " Jane, Jane, be quiet," cried Percy smiling, " you make Lady Anne blush/' " Hold your tongue, foolish man 1 I know what I am saying; and do you really believe in your silly heart that Anne is LADY ANNS AND LADY JANE. 187 is not woman enough to be pleased with being complimented on her good looks ?'* " No : — a J'tic compliments en her looks may be pleading to any woman, even to a Lady Anne Mortimer, — and so are a few gentle coaxings on the back to a cat, — but if long continued they become pain- ful and irritating, and so is prolonged flattery to a modest woman." " There, Percy 1 — who has made Lady Anne blush Jiom ? — and Ohow 1 triumph ! I have clTcCted my wishes ; for, by dint of blushing, as I have often seen happen to her before, her colour is become purple and coarse, and I should not be ashamed now to show my genteeler face by the side of hers. Trust me, I know how to destroy a rival beauty. And now, Anne, that you are no longer so intolerably handsome, I feel friendly towards you again, and will not go away till tomorroic" Mrs. Tyrawley and her daughter, and even 188 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. even Percy, thought all this was mere Z'«- dinage: — but it was a real transcript of her feelings, and the flushed cheek and there- fore diminished beauty of Lady Anne im- parted to her in truth the pleasure which she expressed. The next day, and the next, and the next to that, were days of variety, and therefore of pleasure, to Lady Jane. But when she had heard all Miss Tyrawley had seen abroad, and Mrs. Tyrawley at home J had witnessed the wonderful im- provement in reading of the little Harry, and seen, not without much pain, that Lio- nel was a dunce to him; had been waited upon by all the neighbours; had become acquainted with all the drives and all the walks ; she sighed to return to London, and was very glad to hear Percy say that he must return to his parliamentary duties: — and the next day witnessed the prepa- rations for their departure. While LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 189 While Lady Jane and Lady Anne were sitting alone together in the drawing- room, and the twins were playing beside them. Lady Jane catching Harry in her arms, and violently kissing him, said, *' Come, dear boy, get on your hat and coat, for you snail go back to London with us and Lionel." " That I won't," said the boy, strug- gling to get away from her, " O yes ! you shall — To be sure you love me, Harry?" " Yes, I love you — but not so well as mamma Anne." *' No 1 — Still, when I tell you I wish you to come and live with me again, to be sure you will ?" " No — I tell you I won't ! " cried the boy. ** Aye! but you must," said Lady Jane, " you must go with your poor own pretty mamma Jane, as you used to call me." "But J 90 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE'. " But you are not pretty inamma now, — you are old, ugly, painted mam- ma!" •■'You little unnatural being!" cried Lady Jane, irritated beyond measure, " So, Lady Anne," she added, turning on her a look of suspicion and reproach, " you have not, I find, with all your fine schooling, taught the boy the command- ment to honour his mother ! And I know not how such a child should understand what being painted is ; but I comprehend still less how he should have thought of ap- plying it as a term of reproach, if he had not been taught by some one older and wiser than himself." " Meaning me?" haughtily demanded Lady Anne. *' If the cap fits your ladyship, you may put it on." Anger, the great level- ler, making even a icoman of quality vulgar. Then LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 19 1 " Then now Lady Jane, hear my fixed resolution," replied Lady Anne : " Your various errors 1 could pity and forgive ; I thoughtyou weak, not vicious; and I trusted that time, kindness, and lenity might re- form you: but now that you have displayed such malignity of nature as to accuse me, your earhest friend, of an act of baseness, of trying to lower a mother in the opinion of her child, — an action which you know me to be incapable of, — I never will hold communion with you more. My religion teaches me to forgive you j but I feel that i the woman who was capable of uttering the ; malignant charge you have now uttered is unworthy any longer to be my friend and associate." So saying, she walked out of the room; vvhilet he little Percy clung to her, crying " Take me with you, take me with you, good mamma Anne," and by that means increased the pangs of the already repentant Lady Jane, whose reflections were 192 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. were certainly of a most unpleasant na- ture. " Where is Lady Anne?" said Percy, entering ready equipped for his journey — ** the carriage is ready." *' She is gone, I believe, to her own toom,'* replied Lady Jane bursting into tears, " and I, I fear, have seen her for the last time." " What do you mean ?" ^' Why, you know she is sometimes rather captious; and she is so offended at something I said very innocently, that she has renounced me for ever!" " But," exclaimed Percy, after a pause of indignant surprise, *'.you must have been very much to blame, or Lady Anne could not have formed so violent a resolurion." *' Yes — I knew you would take her part," said Lady Jane provokingly. ** However, I wish you would ring, and send LADY ANKE AND LADY J AXE. 193 ' send your compliments to her, and beg to be allowed to take leave of her." Percy did so. Lady Anne imme- diately sent word, that she should be glad to see Mr. Percy in her dressing- room — and he obeyed the summons. He found Lady Anne pale and agitated ; but, in reply to Percy's earnest wish to know from her the cause of the quarrel, she said, " I would not repeat Lady -Jane's words to you on any account; * suffice, that I never will voluntarily ■ hold intercourse with any one that be- lieves me, even for an instant, capable of ^ a base action." ^* And who caji^ who does^ or who X ever did believe you capable of such a * thing ? " " Lady Jane, sir ; and any thing else I could have pitied and forgotten." " Amazement!" exclaimed Percy, ^*^but if you will not explain, she shall :" VOL. I- K and 194 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. and rushing down stairs, he ran in search of her. Bat Lady Jane, afraid of seeing him alone after his interview with Lady Anne, had left the drawing-room, and was sitting with Mrs.Tyrawley and her daugh- ter in the breakfast parlour. Thither Percy followed her, and, entering with a very agitated air, desired to see her alone. " No, thank ye," cried Lady Jane, forcing a laugh, " I had rather stay where I am; for I know you are going to be very fierce, and the presence of these ladies may keep you a little in order." " No trifling, madam : I have seen Lady Anne " ** Who, never trifles^ certainly ! — Well, Mr. Percy, and I suppose her grim ladyship told tales of me, and you believe them, as you deem her infallible?" ^' I wish I could think the same of your ladyship," replied Percy sarcas- tically : — " but as I wish not to pain your I.ADY AKNE AND LADY JANE. 195 your feelings unnecessarily by talking xm a certain subject before these ladies, I must insist on leading you to another room." — And Lady Jane no longer dared to refuse compliance. " Lady Jane," said Percy, " 1 cannot, will not leave this house till I have seen you reconciled to the mistress of it, to whom we both owe so much, even though your pride be forced to undergo the misery of concessions.'* >' "What, sir! I flattered myself you were too proud for your wife, to bear to think of her making concessions to any one?" '* I must be proud of my wife before I can be proud /or her, madam, and 1 am at this moment thoroughly ashamed of her.** '' Has Lady Anne then told you all ? " '^ She has told me nothing; — but my knowled^fe of her makes me think her likely to be right as far as passion can K 2 ever 196 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. ever be right, for you say that she was violent,^ " And you believe me. Well, that is a great deal. However, I cannot tell a falsehood, and would rather, at any time, own myself in the wrong, than not do justice to another: therefore, I own that / only was to blame ; and that, however severe Lady Anne was, I deserved all and every thing she said or intended." ** Strange, inconsistent, faulty yet fas- cinating being!'* cried Percy, disarmed by this frank confession, " whenever I feel inclined to throw you from me with one hand, I long at the same time to clasp you with the other." "Thank you! thank you!" cried Lady Jane, "you are only too good to me: but go to Lady Anne, and try to mollify her." Percy did go, but Lady Anne was in- exorable. JLADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 19? exorable. — " I pity and forgive her," she replied, " but I cannot associate with her :" and Percy, distressed beyond mea- sure^ returned to Lady Jane. " I cannot live without her entire for- giveness," said sbje, " I can't indeed^ Percy. To be renounced by my friend, my preserver, my benefactress, will kill me! — But I will make one effort to affect her; and if that fail, I fear that even your love will not support me as it ought/' Lady Jane immediately wrote a few lines, and giving them to Percy, he went to deliver them in person to Lady Anne. Lady Anne took the note, and turned very pale while she read it. Immediately after, without one word of objection, and in a faltering voice, she said^ '^ I will at- tend you to Lady Jane immediately." Then, as soon as she saw her, she ad- vanced towards her with open arms, and 198 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. and faintly articulating " I forgive you," she mingled her tears with those of Lady Jane. Lady Jane's note was as follows : " You know my situation — and the de- licate state of my health : — therefore, it is not very improbable that you may never see me more, even should your relenting heart prompt you to wish to see me, and to forgive the injustice towards you of which I bitterly repent. — Ask then your own heart, Lady Anne, whether, should I die of my confinement, you w^ould not exclaim, with intolerable and eternal bitterness of remorse, — * O my beloved Jane! would, would that I had forgiven thee!'" Lady Jane well knew the heart to which she appealed, and she did not, could not appeal in vain. When all the adieus were over, and Lady LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 199 Lady Jane and Percy seated in the car- riage, " Now, Jane," said he, " do give me some little hint what the quarrel was about.*' " Why — to be serious, I think I had some right to be provoked, — though not with Anne, — and it was all owing to Harry. For, would you believe it? when I, in joke, was teasing him to go home with me, stating myself what he used to call me, his * poor own dear pretty mamma Jane,' the little wretch replied in a great rage, ' No, — I won't. You are not my pretty mamma now, — you are my old, ugly, painted mamma.' " " That was provoking, indeed." " Aye, — was it not ? And can you wonder that I wished to whip our little hope into an utter despair?" " Upon my word, I should have been inclined to v>hip him too, if I had heard him. ^00 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. him. But what had this to do with Lady Anne ? '* " Oh ! I chose to accuse her of not teaching the urchin to honour his mother, and hinted a suspicion, partly in fun and partly in earnest, that some one must have taught the boy that I was painted j and so Anne thought I meant her J' '' And did you not mean her?" " Something very hke it, I own ; but then 1 was in a passion, you know V " Well — well! — let us say no more on the subject," said Percy. " I see yours is but a bad case; so I am very glad that a juror was withdrawn, and that the matter goes no further." Though Lady Jane arrived in town in perfect health, the agitation of mind which she had undergone, and the alarm she had experienced from the badness of the roads, had a pernicious effect on her frame. LAD\ ANNE AND LADY JANE. 201 frame, and a premature confinement was the consequence soon after she was again settled in London, during which she had the satisfaction to see, by Percy's affectionate attention, that though she had deserved to lose his heart, that heart was still fondly devoted to her. There are men, I believe, in whom the habit of constancy, and of undeviating attachment, is as strong and unconquerable as in vir- tuous women j and ill befall that wife who, though conscious of her happiness in possessing the faithful tenderness of a devoted husband, can dare to abuse the power which she possesses, and to tyran- nize, because she may do so with impunity, over the heart that loves her even with all her faults ! Whatever change dissipation, secret anxiety, and late hours, might have made in Lady Jane's person, there was no alteration in her manners j they, and even k5 her 202 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. her countenance at times, possessed all that abundance of charm which had in her earlier hours so fascinated Percy : and so powerful had been their united influence on Mrs. Tyrawley and her daughter, that Lady Jane gained more on their afl"ections in a few days, than Lady Anne had done in several months: — nay, so strong were their prepossessions in favour of Lady Jane, that they had no doubt but that, in the late quarrel, Lady Anne's proud, unyielding spirit was alone to blame ; and they were quite shocked at Mr. Percy's forcing his wife to make con- cessions to her, which they had no doubt he had done. '' For my part," observed Mrs. Tyrawley, " I should have been very jealous of the woman to whom my Mr. Tyrawley should have forced me to humble myself. Indeed / would 7iot have done it. And if Lady Jane had asked me mi/ advice, I should have told her mi/ mind. LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 203 friind. Men are entirely what we make them ; and like spaniels, the more they are ill-treated, the fonder they grow. Remember thaty Mary, and never give up an inch of your prerogative when you are a wife. I am sure Lady Anne herself would not do so, though she was the means of her cousin's doing it." Thus hasty in judging, and conse- quently thus erroneous in judgement, a > nine hundred and ninety persons out of a thousand, who take upon themselves to pass sentence on the actions and sen- timents of others ! I have heard of an old gentleman, a humourist, who, living in a large city, and having appropriated one room in his house to parties who assem- bled there for the purposes of rational conversation, had different texts of Scrip- ture of a prohibitory nature, in black and gold letters, on different sides of the walls; — such as, " Keep thy tongue from evil 204 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. evil speaking !" " Judge not, kst ye be judged ; for with the measure ye mete it shall be meted to you again :" and many others of the same kind. If any one, re- gardless of these golden rules, ventured to tell a tale of gossip, and to talk of persons instead of things, — he used to point to these warning letters ; and if that was not suf- ficient, he used to take up a book of his- jr ry ; and presenting it to the offender, it was his custom to say, " I shall be very happy to hear any little anecdote about my friend Hannibal or Scipio, which may have escaped the notice of historians; but you must excuse my listening to modern hio^ graphy. When I read or hear any thing fabulous^ I can forgive its lies only in favour of its antiquity J" — If this hint was not taken, he was careful never to admit the offending person again. And indeed such exclusion was not often necessary ; for those whose powers of animation could only LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 205 only be awakened by dirty gossip, alias news, and the v/agging of the tongue of detraction, found his parties as dull to them, as they themselves were odious to him; and in a short time after these par- ties were instituted^ and these rules ad- hered to, those who composed them might be said to breathe an air untainted by the pernicious hydrogen of slander. But to return to Lady Anne, who had • not as yet learnt how injurious to the cause of virtue are manners which repel, and that even truth itself must wear a be- coming dress, in order to make her wel- come: — One evening the little Harry, who had been to spend the day with some boys rather older than himself, at a gentleman's house in the village, came home crying, and his temples bleeding profusely : " Be not alarmed, my lady," said the footman, who had been sent to fetch him, " master Percy and another young gen- tleman 206 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE* tieman quarrelled, and master Percy was knocked down; and so, my lady, in fall- ing he struck his head against something, and set his temple bleeding, my lady.*' " But I am afraid he is hurt,*' cried Lady Anne, " as he cries so bitterly. Come with me, my dearest boy, and let me know evei*y thing." Accordingly she took him to her own apartment ; and as soon as he could speak intelligibly, the child said, " I don't cry because I am hurt, but because Master Apreece said I was no gentleman, and he would never play with me again ! Now, a'n't 1 a gen- tleman, mamma Anne, and ought he not to play with me again ? " Lady Anne could not tielp smiling at this serious appeal from a gentleman of seven years old; but with great gravity she answered, that it was not birth alone that made the gentleman, that good behaviour was necessary, and she must beg to know what LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 207 what he had done, before she could de- cide whether Master Apreece was right, or not. *' Nay, I am sure, mamma Anne, / did no harm ; for I only spoke as 1 have often heard you speak." " Indeed ! and how was that ? " " Oh 1 Master Apreece said something which I did not think true: so I said, 'That it is not, I know ; so let's have none of that, if you please, for you don't speak truth :' and so he knocked me down." " I do not wonder at it, my dear, as you accused him of being a liar ; but when did you ever hear me speak thus ?" *' Oh ! I have often heard you say, — * That's not true, I am sure, and I wonder you can repeat such vile stories ;' and it was only last week that, when Miss Jones and her mother and aunt were iiere, you interrupted Miss Jones in a StOry 208 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. Story she was telling, with — ' Say.no more. Miss Jones — say no more, I will not hear you ; I am sure the story you are telling is false, and I wonder any one dare re- peat such things : for my part, I hate gossips, or gossippers:* — and I am sure, mamma Anne, I wonder Miss Jones did not knock you down. But she certainly looked as if she had a great mind to do it ; and if she had been Master Apreece, she would have done it — though I am sure, with all the pains I took, I know I did not look and speak like t/oz^." *' Pains! did you take pains then to look and speak like me ? '' " O yes 1 for Papa told me that the more I was like you, the better he would love me." And Lady Anne could not resist kissing his poor wounded temple. *' Well, Harry 1 I plead guilty to this rudeness to Miss Jones, for rudeness it was, and I must learn to improve for your sake, LADY ANNE AND JLADY JANF. 2C9 sake, as you are such a shrewd observer and close imitator of my actions/' " i?z^c/e/zej5/" asked the child. "Aye, they said they supposed I learnt such manners oiyou; for, said Master Apreece, ' your mamma Anne, as you call her, does not mind ^vhat she says, and every one thinks she is a disagreeable wo- man.' And I was so angry at his speak- ing thus of you, that I tried to knock him down: but his brother held me back: however, I did give him a pretty good kick on the shins.'* Lady Anne was too just to punish a child for a fault of which she had been the cause, and too wise not to profit by the severe lesson which she had learnt. She also saw that she could more easily amend him by example than by precept ; and what all the raillery and advice of Lady Jane had failed to effect, was brought about 210 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. about by the artless eloquence of her af- fectionate son. , " Yes," said Lady Anne to herself, ** I will at last, for this dear child's, sake,, condescend, as Percy once said, to be, agreeable. 1 will dismiss my advanced^ guard of hrusqueries^ which used to frighten many from approaching me. But] hard indeed will the task be, and no mo-; tive less powerful than mine could enable, me to succeed in it : still, it is not ivu: possible to reform one's manners. Moral, habits, however wrong, cannot I believe; be altered at my time of life, any more, than a defect of form or face ; but man-, ners may be improved and changed, as certainlv, though not so easily, as one's dress; and I must own that winning man- ners are to the virtues, what a becoming; habit is to the person : therefore, it is the duty of those who wish to promote th^ infill ence, LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 2H influence of virtue, to make her appear in as attractive a form as possible." The next morning, Mrs. Tyrawley, af- ter praising Lady Jane, ventured to hint that, by her appearance at times, she feared she was not happy, and from what she saw she doubted that Mr. Percy was not a kind husband. If Mrs. Tyrawley had said this only the preceding day. Lady Anne would have thundered upon her with, " I wonder you dare, madam, pre- sume to calumniate a most worthy man, of whom you can know nothing,*' — or words to that effect, accompanied by looks and tones of the most indignant contempt, ■ — But now, according to her late resolu- tion, Lady Anne checked the ribing storm, and forced herself on principle to swallow down two large draughts of cold water which stood near her, before she replied. At length she said very gently, " The error which you have fallen into relative to 212 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. to Mr. Percy is one, my dear Mrs. Ty rawley, which your own penetration wi}: soon convince you is an error, whenevei you have an opportunity of seeing mor^ of that gentleman." " To be sure," said Mrs. Tyrawley pleased at the implied compliment " one ought not to be too hasty iij judging." " A wise and virtuous remark/' r^ sumed Lady Anne. " I will not affroai your sagacity, nor violate truth so much as to say my poor cousin is quite happy^ She has, I see, fears concerning th^ event of her confinement, which woul(| alone, you know, be sufficient to cast 3. shade over her countenance," " Certainly, certainly," replied Mrs^ Tyrawley, thinking she never saw Ladyj Anne so agreeable before. ^ '' And I assure you, my dear Mrs. Ty. rawley," she added, " I say it to you as a friend. LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 213 I friend, Lady Jane gave me such an in- tance of her husband's recent kindness to ler, as affected me even to tears." " Really ! Well — to see bow one may )e deceived !'* " Pray," asked Miss Tyrawley with a 'cry wise look, " is it true that Lady Jane jas lost a great deal of money at play ?** Lady Anne could hardly command erself at this coarse and direct question, nd she had recourse to the water-bottle |am. ' Lady Jane has played certainly," ob- erved Lady Anne at last : " but, my dear liss Tyrawley, you know too much of le world to place any confidence in news- aper reports and gossip stories: therefore am sure your candour will lead you not tAy to disbelieve that Lady Jane s losses re very great, but also to contradict such aertions yourself whenever you hear lem. Contradiction of such reports from 214 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. from a woman like you, must always hav< weight with rational good people." " I am very glad to hear your ladyship say this," replied the flattered Miss Ty- rawley, " and I will take care to contr* diet the report whenever I hear it." Soon after Harry came in, accompaniec by a prosing old servant, who wanted tc speak to his lady on business, — a man whc usually tired out Lady Anne's patience very soon; — and the poor man, conscious of this, was always slower with Lady Anne, from fear, than he was with anj one else. This day he was perhaps slowei than ever ; and Lady Anne could scarcely refrain from saying, as usual, " Really; Hibbert, you are so tiresome, I can't beai it," and was inclined to give vent to even more alarming expressions of weariness. " I see, my lady, I see, as usual, I tin your heart out," said the poor old maa, " and you are quite impatient." " You LADY ANxVE AND LADY JANE. 215 ^•i»^* You mistake, Hibbert,'* replied Lady Anne gently, " I am not impatient — that is, I mean that I will try never to be im- patient again ; for it is a very bad custom, and I mean to improve — for you know, Hibbert, I am not yet too old to learn." " Too old ! God bless your ladyship ! No — that you are not, and I never seed you look younger or more beautlfuUer in your life, my lady ! I hope no offence." " None at all, good Hibbert, but go on — and don't fancy that you weary me." And the old man proceeded. — But it re- quired all Lady Anne*s firmness of cha- racter to enable her to keep her resolution of not expressing her impatience; and at length the little Harry exclaimed with a iaugh, " Dear me, Hibbert, have you not done yet ? I am sure my mamma Anne I is completely tired, and she has pleasanter things to do than to sit here listening to your tiresome speeches." " Your 216 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. " Your mamma Anne, sir, is of a dif- ferent opinion,^' replied Lady Anne, '*and feels it her duty to listen with respectful at- tention to a worthy old servant, who has always done his duty by her and her family. I must therefore desire you, Master Percy, to leave the room, for having made that fine speech ; and v hen I have finished talk- ing to Hibbert, I have something serious to say to yoiu^^ The child, accustomed to obey, left the room, though in high displeasure ; and at last, much to Lady Anne's joy, Hibbert ended and departed. " Well ! Lady Anne, I am sure I wonder at your patience/' said Miss Ty- rawley. " You wonder, I presume, at its no» velty, rather than its exterit^^ replied Lady Anne smiling, and going in search of Harry, whom she soon appeased by telling him her own resolution to amend her m.anners, and curb her impatience in order LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 2l7 order to set him a good example ; and she contrived to stimulate his pride and am- bition in a virtuous direction, by begging him to set her a good example in return. When Lady Anne retired for the night, she began on principle to recall the occur- rences of the day, and to ask her own heart, whether, by substituting gentleness for roughness, and forbearance for impa- tience, she had at all violated truth and sincerity : and her heart entirely acquitted her. " But suppose," said Lady Anne, " instead of tr)'ing to set Mrs. Tyrawley right concerning Percyj and her daughter right concerning Lady Jane, I had replied by indignant violence, as I usually do— the consequence would have been, that pique would have made them tenacious of their opinion, and I should have injured those whom I wish to serve. Aye, — let me in future ever bear in mind the fable VOL. I. L of 218 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE, of The wind and the sun ! and I will make Harry get it by heart immediately." The next week the Joneses were coming to dine with her, — though Miss Jones, resenting Lady Anne's rudeness, could with difficulty be prevailed upon by her father and mother to venture near her again. To this family Lady Anne now resolved to add the Apreeces, who, con- cluding that Harry had told his aunt all their son had done and had said, expected never to be invited again : — it was there- fore an agreeable surprise to them to re- ceive an invitation written in Lady Anne's own hand, and begging them to bring their children with them — as she meant to let Harry have a party as w^ell as her- self. Accordingly, on the day appointed, the little Joneses, (grandchildren of Mr. and Mrs. Jones,) and the Apreeces with their family, arrived at Green Rock. Miss Jones LADY ANxVE AND LADY JANE. 219 Jones kept aloof from Lady Anne, and looked cold and proud; but Lady Anne's unwonted courtesy at length a little mol- lified her: and though the Apreeces, particularly Charles, the offender, looked awkward and conscious at first, Lady Anne seemed so gracious and good-hu- moured, that they flattered themselves she was ignorant of what had passed. It was not long before Lady Anne took an opportunity, in Harry's hearing, to say to Miss Jones, " My conscience smites me on your account, and tells me I was rude to you when you last favoured me with your company." " Rude! my lady!" said Miss Jon'^s blushing, confused, and with too little firmness of character to dare to say " Yes." *' Your kindness may have led you," continued Lady Anne, ** to excuse and forget it; but I am sure that I contradicted L 2 you 220 I.ADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. you very rouglily, and said something about gossips and gossippers which no- thing could excuse. I therefore now, my dear Miss Jones, tender my most sin- cere apologies to you, and trust to your indulgence for receiving them graciously.'* Miss Jones did so, and was indeed so gratiEed by this condescension from the proud Lady Anne, that she wondered how she could ever have been so weak as not to like her. — This lesson and this example were not lost on the little Harry ; for Lady Anne saw him soon after go up to Charles Apreece, and heard him say, that knowing he had been very rude to him, and deserved the blow which he had given him, he begged his pardon for what he had said; though he could not for what he had done when lie spoke so rudely of his dear mamma Anne. — Charles Apreece, being old enough to feel awkward at this address, as he was sure LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 221 sure it was overheard, shook the little Harry by the hand, and said, " I must for-get aiid forgive ; " — and Harry took him to look at his rabbits. Lady Anne the whole day made a point of showing marked attention to Charles Aprcece, and in the course of the evening she took hiin by the hand, tell- ing him she wanted to speak Vvith him alone ; while the terrified boy, having no doubt but that she was going to take hini seriously to task for what he had said of her, would have refused to accompany her, if he had not thought he ought to be too much of a man to be afraid of a woman. — When they had reached an- other room. Lady Anne said, " You have given Harry and me too a lesson, my good boy, for which we shall, I trust, be the better as long as we live. — To give any one the lie, and speak coarsely and rudely, is a sort of vice ; and 1 thank you for the blow 222 LADV ANNE AND LADY JANE. blow you gave Harry, and also for what you said of me^ as it made me look into myself, and I hope to be more agreeable in future. I wish therefore to give you a token of ray gratitude, and I have netted this little purse for you, which I hope you will do me the favour to accept.'' —The poor surprised, sheepish boy could neither look up nor speak, and he took the purse with scarcely a bow of thanks. — " Now/' said Lady Anne, " it is my turn to give you a lesson : — you were veiy wrong in speaking disrespect- fully of me to my adopted child ; it was a fault which though anger might occa- sion, it could not excuse; and though he was wrong in kicking you out of re- venge, yet his feeling of resentment was an honourable feeling. I know he has made his apologies to you for his trespass against you ; and if you are the generous boy which 1 am disposed to think you, you LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 223 you will ask him to excuse yours against himJ* Charles Apreece found it easier to look Lady Anne in the face when she reproved, than when she thanked him ; and when she ceased, he ventured to say " I beg your pardon, and I will beg Harry's." " There's a good boy," said Lady Anne: '^ and now, if you please, you and I will begin our little ball together ; for I have ordered the harpers into the hall, and we will have a dance." On which Lady Anne, leaning on her young partner, entered the hall, where the company was already assembled ; and the delighted parents saw Lady Anne put herself at the head of the set with Charles, — while Mrs. Tyrawley and Mrs. Jones were the only persons of the party who did not join the dance. " I cannot think," said Miss Tyraw- ley to her mother in a whisper, " what has 224 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. has efiected such a change in Lady Anne. To think of her dancing, and uith that boy who knocked Harry down!" But Lady Anne never danced except with children; and now, meaning to pay Charles Apreece a particular compliment, she sat down, and danced no mqre, as soon as she had danced two dances with him; and Charles as soon as he quitted her went up to Harry, and begged his pardoii for having spoken ill of Lady Anne ; — a pardon which the happy and generous little boy immediately granted. Oh ! what a revolution in every one's sentiments had now taken place respecting Lady Annei Her beauty had always been unquestioned; but now her courteous manners, her grace, her countenance, were equally praised ; and Mrs. Tyrawley was seduced, by the unusual suavity of her manner, to accost her once by the title of dear cousin! Lady Anne felt, forcibly felt. LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 225 felt, the altLTation of feeling towards her which this appellation implied ; and turn- ing towards her with one of Lady Jane's smiles, she said, " Thank you, dear ma- dam. I was afraid till now, that you did not choose to own me for a cousin, as you never favoured me by calling me so;" — • while tears started into Mrs. Tyrawley's eye, for shame at having so long mistaken Lady Anne's character. '' LadyAnne,*' said she, ''or my dear cousin, you are one of the few persons who ought to have a window in their heart.'* " I understand you," said Lady Anne smiling, " but I trust that it will in future be unnecessary ; for I mean to have an inscription on the outside— to show what there is ivithbu' The next week they were agreeably surprised by a visit from Percy and Lionel ; and as Lady Jane was tolerably well, L 5 Percy 226 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. Percy took advantage of the Christmas recess to steal down to Green Rock for a few days. He gazed with all a father's pride at the beauty and healthy appear- ance of Harry, and with a father's anxious tenderness on the contrast between him ^nd his brother. Nor was he slow to per- ceive that their minds were as different as their persons; ?jid he found that, though Lady Jane was quite as sensible and as well-informed a woman as Lady Anne, her want of regularity in her mode of teach- ing, had prevented the child's profiting as much as he ought by the instructions he received from a private tutor ; and but for the fear of hurting Lady Jane's feelings, he would have left Lionel under Lady Anne's care.' But the little Lionel had a longer opportunity of sharing in Harry's education than Percy expected ; for a deep snow fell in one night, and continued so long as to render the roads impassable with LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 22? with safety ; and the terrified Lady Jane, losing in fear for the safety of her hus- band and child, all dread of Lady Anne's increasing influence, wrote to desire he would on no account think of returning till the roads were quite safe. Could Lady Anne have thought it right to rejoice at this detention, she would have rejoiced ; but, accustomed to struggle with and to conquer every feel- ing that militated against her sense of right, she tried to regret the necessity which made Percy her inmate for so long a time, and determined to see as little of him as possible. Percy was not long be- fore he perceived the change in Lady Anne's manner, and also in h:s little boy's. One day he v/as joking with Harry; and the child, not understanding that he spoke ironically, forgot himself so far as to exclaim in his former rude way, '' That it 22S LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. it is not, though — and you don't speak truth." " Harry !" cried Lady Anne ; and the conscious child added, with many blushes, " I am sorry to contradict you, papa, but I think you are wrong.'* And while Percy hugged the little boy to his heart, he said, " How is this. Lady Anne? There are great changes and improvements here." Lady Anne smiled, and said, "Harry, shall you and I tell papa what brought about this improvement in our manner ?*' " O dear 1 yes ; tell papa all about It," said the delighted child ; and Percy listened with the most interested attention. But when Lady Anne had ended, he felt a degree of embarrassment he could not account for^, and an utter inability to ex- press to her half of what he felt on her candid avowal of her fault, and her reso- lution LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 22J iution to amend it for the sake of her charge. Besides, he recollected how often he had said Lady Anne's brusquerie was her only defect; and he beheld her be- fore him, as handsome and excellent as ever, without this only barrier betweca her and the power of being irresistible. " You are an admirable creature," he at last articulated; — '* and T shall bless the day when my child became the child of your adoption/'* Then with a deep sigh he quitted the room — while Lady Anne allowed herself to dwell neither on the sigh nor the words. The fortnight of enforced confinement flew too rapidly for Percy and Lionel ; and so it did for the ladies. The Tyraw- leys lost all prejudice against Percy, and imbibed a strong one for him ; — and while Mrs. Tyrawley spim, Miss Ty- rawley worked muslin, and Lady Anne coloured maps for Harry, Percy read aloud 230 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. aloud to them; and the hours which he did not pass in the House of Commons, now for the first time of many years were passed in rational amusement combined with daily instruction. '' O that my own home were like this!" he exclaimed to himself. " It might have been! and why, O why is it not?" — But at length the parting hour arrived; and Percy, with a full heart, departed with his weeping child for that home so different to the one that he had left. About six weeks after his departure, Lady Anne's peace was interrupted by a letter from Lady Jane, urging her, if she had any regard for the peace and honour of Percy, and any wish to save her from addresses which might end at least in loss of reputation, to pay to Lord Lorimer several thousand pounds which she had lost to him at play ! he having offered to give up the debt, if she would LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 2S1 would allow him to prosecute his suit to her as a lover; and stating that, though she loathed the proposal, yet dread of confessing her fault to Percy prevailed on her to accede to it for a time. Lady Anne sat for some minutes in speechless, motionless horror, after she had received this letter. Whatever her errors might be, she had always con- sidered Lady Jane's virtue as impregnable: but now her confidence in that was de- stroyed ; as she had proved that the dread of incurring her husband's displeasure was more powerful over her, than that of exposing herself to the risk of dis- honouring him. But Lady Anne was wrong. Lady Jane well knew she was in no danger by consenting to receive Lord Lorimer's addresses, because she was certain that Lady Anne would, when informed of what she had done, imme- diately hasten to her relief. But at first Lady 232 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. Lady Anne started wildly from her seat, as she could not devise immediate means of doing this. But she recollected that money had been offered for one of her estates very recently. " Yes, I will sell it," cried she : " far better will it be for the child to possess one estate less, than to lose a dearer possession, the con- sciousness of his mother's unblemished honour and reputation ! " In a few hours every thing was arranged for Lady Anne*s departure for town ; and telling her friends that indispensable busi- ness summoned her away, she consigned the weeping Percy to their care, while with a beating heart she proceeded on her journey — attended by an old steward of her father's. — She drove immediately on her arrival to her bankers; and patting into their hands the writings of an estate for which she had been offered 20,000/ , she requested of them the immediate loan of LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 233 of the sum she wanted ; and having re- ceived it, she returned to the carriage in which she had left her steward, and tell- ing him she had business with Lord Lo- rimer, she drove to his house. — Lady Anne, though conscious of her own un- sullied purity, and spotless character, had too wise a regard to decorum, ar^d the established usages of society, to call alone on Lord Lorimer, even though on busi- ness of such serious importance: there- fore, when the servant said his lord was at home, she insisted that her steward Mr. IMoreton should get out with her. — Lord Lorimer was at home, reading, and in his dressing-gown, when his gentleman entered, and said, a lady wished to speak with him. "A lady! what lady? — Is she young and handsome ?** — " Young, and beautiful as an angel, my lord.*' " Bravo ! show her into the little par- lour !*' 234 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. lour !" — " My lord! I have shown her into the drawing-room." — *' Blockhead! is she proper drawing-room company, think you ?" — " Yes, my lord ! I should think her, by her look and manner, fit for a palace — and that she was a queen. She is not, I assure you, my lord, like any ladies that ever call on your lordship.'* ''Bravo I another Jane de Montfort! I protest this beauty has made 'the fellow eloquent ! — Well ; now to judge for my- self." " Stay ! stay, my lord I pray put on your coat — I am sure the lady is a lady, my lord ! " — However, Lord Lorimer proceeded as he was^ having first looked in the glass to ascertain whether he was *' in face ;" and sauntering affectedly into the drawing-room, his astonished eye rested on the tall majestic figure and se- vere though beautiful features of Lady Anne Mortimer. '' This LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 235 *' This is an honour, madusn," said he, " really so unaccountable/' (though in his heart he suspected why she came,) " that I should not have thought of coming down to your ladyship in this dress — Pray excuse me while I change it." And glad of an excuse for retiring in or- der to recover himself, he went back to change his gown for his coat. " You are right, Dawlish," said he to his man — " there is only one Lady Anne Mortimer in the world, and I might have known her by your descrip* tion, could I have thought her high- mightiness would have deigned to call on such a sinner as myself." — Then, having new tied his neckcloth, and new brushed his fine black crop, he returned to Lady Anne, who had relinquished none of her dignity, but, with her arms folded in a long velvet mantle, and her head and face uncovered, stood motionless and grand. 236 LADY AKNE AND LADY JANJE. grand, like Mr. Kemble in Coriolanus on the hearth of Tullus Hostilius. " I beg you will do nie the honour, madam, to be seated." '* No ! I will not, my lord," replied Lady Anne, no longer the urbane, sm.il* ing mistress of Green Rock j but cold, haughty, and repellent as the Lady Anne of former days — " My business with you will be soon settled.'* " I am sorry to hear it for my sake, as I should be most proud to detain your ladyship some time under my roof — ho- noured, indeed, by such a presence!" *' As I should not consider the honour as mutual, my lord, I cannot regret the unavoidable shortness of m.y stay. Allow me to go with you into the next room, and you, my good Moreton, stay here till I return.'* She then entered the next room through folding doers, which were open ; therefore, though she spoke so low LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 237 low that Moreton could not hear, he saw her all the time. — " I came, my lord, as you may guess, by desire of Lady Jane Percy, to discharge the debt she owes you ; and to assure you, that Lady Jane has in me a friend and a relation, who would spend the last shilling of her for- tune sooner than allow her to owe for one instant a pecuniary obligation to Lord Lorimer, or any man." — So say- ing, she laid down the money, and turned her dark eyes upon him with a look of such severe expression, while her full red lip projected still more with con- temptuous indignation, that even Lord Lorimer was awed and abashed. '^ Come, come. Lady Anne," said he, recovering himself, — " unless Lady Jane really desired you to pay this money, I cannot take it." " Sir ! I expressly told you that I came by Lady Jane's desire j and if I did not, you 238 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. you must know that when one woman confides to another a disgraceful secret, she makes that other the judge of her actions ; and if I had not waited on you at the earnest request of Lady Jane, I should have come to have satisfied my- self'^ — " But now, really. Lady Anne,'* replied Lord Lorimer, piqued into a wish to provoke her, — " can you be such a no- vice as to suppose Lady Jane wished in her heart to get out of my debt ? " *' My lord, can I, do you think, sup- pose my cousin, Lady Jane Percy, an abandoned woman?" " Abandoned ! No. But do you think it possible for a woman of her associations and habits of life to be so much shocked at this little debt to me? — Remember, Lady Anne," taking her hand by force, " Scripture says. One cannot touch pitch without being defiled ! " " Pitch has touched me," replied Lady LAD\ ANNE AND LADY JANE. 239 Lady Anne, drawing her hand away with an action expressive of loathing, " and yet I trust I am not defiled!'' — Lord Lorimer immediately turned away mutter- ing a terrible oath. — " But, my lord,'* said Lady Anne, " I am losing time: here, as I said before, is your money ! — And now, my lord, here ends the visit of Lady Anne Mortimer." — Ihen, with a polite but chilling curtsy, she beckoned More- ton, and not waiting to have her carriage called, tripped lightly down stairs be- fore Lord Lorimer could even offer her his hand. But he followed her to the door, and stood bowing there till she drove off. " That is a woman, indeed !" said he to DawHsh, when he came to dress him. " Such a woman might tempt a man to marry, for she has a proper sense of her own value ; and though Lucifer was hum- ble, compared to her — her pride is that of of/ conscious virtue and a character • Uti- taintedi" Lady Anne went from Lord Lorimer to Lady Jane ; dreading the emotion which she knew they should both feel on meet- ing, and perplexed to know what excuse she should make to Percy for so sudden and unexpected a journey to town.— Yet surely business was a sufficient ex- cuse ; and it was only her consciousness that made the difficulty.— -She found Lady Jane so unwell as to keep her .biid greatest part of the day ; and Lady Amite was so shocked when she saw her. faded looks, that every other feeling was swal- lowed up in pity and apprehension. — As soon as Lady Jane heard Lady Anne an- nounced, she screamed aloud with joy, and sprung up in her bed; but as soon as she saw her, she sunk down again and hid her face in the bed-clothes. " Nay, Jane, look up I I came not to upbraid LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 241 upbraid you ; — ^I come as a friend, not a reprover.'* And Lady Jane received her in her arms. — " Well, Anne ! my good an- gel ! will you, will you — save me ? '* " No ; — for you are already saved. — I have this moment paid Lord Lorimer.** Lady Jane could not speak — and aoitation soon forced her to lie down again. But such power had Lady Jane's mind over her body, that now her debt to Lord Lorimer was discharged, and Lady Anne had not reproached her, her health returned, and she was able to join Percy and Lady Anne zi dinner in her own dressing-room.— Percy was delighted to see Lady Anne, but very sorry that she did not bring Harry with her. — " I will tell you what, Percy," said Lady Jane, '^ though I would not have sent for I^dy Anne to be wiih me during my ap- proaching confinement — now she is here, I cannot part with her again j and I am Yox*. I, M sure 242 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. sure she cannot, will not, dare not refuse to stay. Therefore, let Barnes come up directly with Harry, and our cousin Ty- rawleys remain to take care of Green Rock." Lady Anne did indeed not dare to refuse; for she well knew, if Lady Jane's confinement should be fatal, that she should not forgive herself for having de- nied her. Accordingly Barnes and Harry were sent for, and arrived in three days after in Piccadilly. Thus then was Lady Anne obliged, though very reluctantly, to take up her residence once more in London. Still she could not but own to herself, that the society which Lady Jane assem- bled at her house at least two or three times in a week, for the purpose of conversation, was productive of the highest species of intellectual entertainment. Men of talents, whether of rank or otherwise^ graced LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 24-3 graced the parties of Lady Jane, and called forth in their elegant and lively hostess the colloquial excellence which peculiarly distinguished her; while Lady Anne, gra- tified in listening to these sallies in which she thought herself not qualified to join, sat in unmoved though intelligent si- lence ; and while Lady Jane, light, splen- did and changeable, sparkling like the drop lustre that hung over her head, diffused around her an ever-varying radiance, — Lady Anne resembled more a tall and stately candelabre, diffusmg a steady and unvaried light, and keeping one fixed though ever-graceful position. But the great ornament, the great charm, of these intellectual evenings was Percy himself. The ready playfulness of his fancy ; the graceful manner in which he narrated, and the mild yet convincing way in which he argued, made him at once the delight of his guests, and the M 2 pride ^44 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANEi pride and pleasure of his wife and of Lady Anne. But the latter suppressed, as if it were a criminal indulgence, the pleasure which she took in his conversation on these occasions, and suppressed it the iinore, because she suspected that Percy had a secret satisfaction in shining before her; — a suspicion which only too soon was excited also in the breast of Lady Jane. The latter was therefore very glad when, all remains of indisposition being vanished, she was able to mix generally in the world again, and to have an excuse for discontinuing those meetings at her own house, which could not fail to throw Percy more into the presence of Lady Anne than her jealous feelings could support with calm- ness. For it was indeed only too true that Percy felt his own home quite a new abode to him^ since Lady Anne returned to it; and several times he caught himself calling LADY ANNE AND LADY }.A>^£. 245 calling her " Anne," as he used to do in his boyish days; but correcting himself, he said "Lady Anne" the next moment. — Still, he couJd not bear the formality of that title, and therefore substituted " My dear cousin," or "Coz/' for both. And Lady Jane, having easily discovered the reason of this change of appellation, in the new feeling which Percy, unconsciously perhaps, indulged towards Lady Anne, became even more wretched than she had been before. — Still, she felt that she had deserved this misery ; for was it not the contrast of her errors with Lady Anne's virtues, which had excited in the mind of Percy the feelings which distressed her ? This conscious uneasiness had however power to make her reflect more than she had usually done ; and in one of these re- flecting humours the following dialogue took place between her and her cousin: — '' It is impossible, Anne,*' said she, " to account £46 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE* account satisfactorily for the great differ- ence which exists between you, and me, though in our age and our rank in life we are so equal, and in blood so very near to each other ; and this difference was, I know, discernible even In our childhood.'* ** It fills me with no wonder, Jane,*' re- plied Lady Anne, " for the varieties in character are as many as in faces. I once heard a great artist say, that no head or face had its duplicate, properly speaking, and I believe that the same thing may be said of every mind.'* " But, admitting that truth," replied Lady Jane, '•' and admitting also the forming power of circumstances, how comes it that the same apparent circum- stances operated so differently on you and on me ? " I, like you, was born a girl, when my parents wanted a boy to inherit the titles and entailed estates^ and were naturally enough LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 247 enough disappointed, as they had no other children, at the certainty that the said titles and estates would go to a cousin v/hoQi neither your parents nor mine cared for, and whom they scarcely knew." " You should however add, Jane, that both you and I were as fondly beloved as if we had been of that sex which would have gratified their ambition as well as their Icve." " True : — and that adds to the list of operating circumstances in which we re- semble each other. But to go on— I was born an heiress, however, though not an heir, and my father's personal and my mother's entailed property were my ever destined portion ; while your mother's immense possessions were to descend to you, and you therefore were always a pre- destinate great heiress. Yet, there never was a time when I was not extrava-j^ant and il4S LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE^.: znd you prudent, though I was not born, and knew I was not, to above a sixth part of your fortune; and I always used to hear you called my rick cousin/ — And I wonder how this could be — and.,.,. You smile?" : " Yes. I smile to see that you wonder, -and imagine probably a remote cause for this difference in our daily ha- bits, when a proximate and very obvious one would satisfactorily account for it." : "Well, explain." " My dear Jane, our mothers and our fathers were as different ia their ha^ bits as you and I are ; and I have always felt my affectionate pity for your errors increased by the consciousness that I owe-, probably to your mother's warning exam- < pie, that system of education which has preserved me from those rocks which have wrecked you ^ my own conscious safety made me feel the more for your danger." • , "Was L*ADV A>lN£ AND LADY JANE; 2^i^ '* Was my mother so notoriously ex> ti-avagant ? " " Her sister, my beloved mother, thought her so ;. and though her fortune was not by any means equal to my mo- ther's, who had been treated as an elder soTty she always exceeded her in her ex- penses as much as you have exceeded me ; and conscious that the different sort of education which they had received had occasioned this difference of character, as the Marchioness of D was brought up by a sensible well-principled aunt, and the Countess of L by a weak mo- ther of great laxity of principle, my - be- - loved parent, assisted by the strong intel- lect and rigid integrity of her husband, endeavoured to guard me by early habits of right conduct from the errors of her. sister ; — errors which would, she saw, become the portion of her sister's off- spring.*' M 5 " Well. 250 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. "Well. But how did your parents, however able, guaranty you from the dan- gers to which 1 was exposed ; namely, that of being told by servants, and governesses, that I was an heiress, and ought to have all I wished ; and that money, — what was money to me ? that I might eat gold if I liked?" *• In the first place, I never had a go- verness, and my mother, as I was an only child, kept me almost always in her sight ) therefore I was very little with ser- vants; and ideas of the true duties and rights of heiresses were instilled into me too deeply by my parents, to make me in. any danger of being misled by the false ideas which servants might attempt to give me. — But our servants, from interested motives, and also from respect to their lord and lady, did what other dependents in similar circumstances would do, they chimed in with the plans of Lord and Lady D— ; LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 251 D ; and I do not remember that any servant ever offered to tempt me to an action which principle, or my parents, disowned. I use them as synonymous- terms,*' added Lady Anne, with a glow of filial pride on her cheek, and a tear of filial regret in her eye ; "for the dictates of my parents were, I well know, those only of reason and of virtue." '* I should like some of this chemical process of theirs, w^hich produced pure gold, while iny poor papa and mamma produced gold full of alloy ; for I must say, Anne, I think I have some gold about me, and I believe I am as generous in a pecuniary point of view as you are." " In every thing," replied Lady Anne modestly, ^' you would have been my equal, if not superior, doubt it not, if you had had my advantages." " Wl-11, thank ye, Lady Anne ! it is so 352 LADT ANNE AND L A15Y' J AJTJKi j SO pleasant to be able to lay the burthenb of one's sins on another s shoulders ! " nl " What! on those of a parent,. Lady/1 Jane ? O fy I" -- : ?t^n^ . *' Aye, very true. And Fll say O fyib also, if you will not look so,, . ,^,baB But, dear Anne, I remember how my poor mother laughed, when she came', home from a visit to yours in the country/'- and saw you looking so demure, and so contented in a shabby cloak and hat ; and^ when she asked why you were allowed iod wear a dress so unworthy a great heiress, the Marchioness answered, that it was be- cause you had voluntarily offered to go without a new cloak and hat, that the money they would cost might be expended on a poor family which you had discover- ed in the neighbourhood. — ' What non- sense!' replied my mother, (Lady L ,) ' when you could afford to give Anne those LADY ANNE AND LADrV^JAlTEj 2S3 : those new clothes, and money besides for the poor family!'—' I wish 80160011- ly/ ans'.vered the Marchioness, ' to im- press on my daughter's mind, that self- denial is the foundation of every virtue, and that on personal sacrifices is built the most acceptable benevolence to others/ And then/ added my mother, as she re- lated this scene to my father, ' that solemn child Lady Anne looked round at me so self-satisfied, and so conceited, that I could have whipped the little urchin/ " '^^nd what effect had this maternal wis- dom on you?" asked Lady Anne smiling. *' What it might have had, I do not know," said Lady Jane, *' for my father replied, ' You had better stay at home and whip your own urchin, Hoi tensia ; for I suspect she deserves it rather more than this good little Anne ; for, if she did look conceited. It was the conceit of vir- tue/^' But what right has a child to look, 254 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. look, or be, conceited at all?'— 'Ask your daughter Jane, ma'am, whenever you dress her in a new bonnet, and cry out, How lovt^ly she looks! Come hither, my beautiful child, and kiss me.' My mother bit her iij), but did not reply: and the pleasure which I felt at hearing my mother laugh at you, of whom I was always jealous, was damped entirely by my father's defence of you; and I even learnt to think that / should like to earn what my father called the conceit of virtue." '' Your father, at least, seems to have had wise ideas as a parent ? " '^ Yes. But he was too volatile to think long, and too indolent to act on his own wise precepts. The light he shed on my path was only that of lightning, bright and transient, and more formed by its sudden fiash, and as sudden ex- tinction, to mislead than direct me." " What LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 255 " What a pity ! for he had mind enough to appreciate the conduct which your mother ridiculed ; and believe me, Jane, that to a succession of personal sa- crifices like these, I owe that indifference to dress, and consequently that want of temptation to extravagance in it, which, though I may have carried it too far, has preserved me from many of the miseries which you have endured. But Lady L — only witnessed one instance in which, in principle, my mother founded my edu- cation on an annihilation of selfishness. — From childhood I was taught to share every thing that was given me with others, and to consider myself last. That eager- ness, that greediness to be first and best served, which disgusts one every day in children, was never conquered in me, because it was never suffered to gain ground, — and all my habits were those of regard to the accommodation of others before 2^56 LXW'Ali>i^ Ai^b LADY JANL% before that of my own. Less acute otP^ servers than my revered parents wet^^'l would laugh at these plans, and fancy them triflmg and unnecessary; but de-^^ pend on it that the moralists of all age^'^ have not only considered man as a bundlif'4 of habits, but the human character as^ made up of almost as many imperceptible*' particles, of which habits are the chidF'" ingredient, as those which compose a mosaic pavement — and it is on the purity; ^*- the brilliancy, and the strength of those component parts that the value of a cha- racter or the beauty of a pavement de-" pends/* " Very true, Anne. But still thie question is not decided to my satisfaction, why I was so different from you, from: earliest childhood. Lavish I always was; ' and though I was always ready to give to others, I was equally fond of giving to myself. — I should have been a princess certainly. LADY ANNE AND LADY, JANE. 257,, certainly, for where others gave ten . pounds I always gave fifty." *' Then I hope you would have been a princess without a principality, else your subjects would have been greatly to be pitied ; for, unless ceconomy be the basis of even a prince's virtues and charities, he will in time be as poor as the meanest of his subjects.** ** Aye — but ceconomy was never a word in ray vocabulary, nor in that of any one belonging to me; and when I read of Cleo- patra*s dissolving a most precious pearl and drinking it off, I always admired her spirit, and wished I could do the same." "That is exaggeration, Lady Jane: but still a weaker and uncorrected feeling of that sort has been the cause of your errors ; — but I fear that these results of a bad education cannot now be gotten rid of, and all we can do is to endeavour to caib 258 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. curb the propensities which we cannot wholly remove." " Heigho ! " cried Lady Jane, " I fear what you say is just. But don't you think, Lady Anne, the safest way would be to put me, not into a house of absolute lu- natics, but in a receptacle for those who are only half and-half ?" " But there is no such place." " Very true, Anne, and I fear that there never can be ; for the demand for such houses, if once begun, w^ould be so great, that there would never be found hands enough to build, nor ground enough to build upon. But a truce with reflec- tion and satire, and let me dress for the opera. Yet, no — I have a confession to make," she added, her beautiful eyes suddenly filling with tears, " which has long weighed on my mind. The forget- fuiness of selj\ which was taught you in childhood- LADY ANKE AND LADY JANE. 259 childhood, has distinguished you in every action of your riper years — and that con- sideration of self which was taught me in childhood, has shown itself, in many serious instances, in mv matured hfe." *' Well, Jane — but this is no new con- fession." " No : — but have patience. — Alas ! dear, unsuspicious Anne, no sooner did I see that Percy preferred you, than my jealousy of you took fire, and though I did not love Percy, I could not bear that he should love you better than me. The consequence was, that I left no art un- tried, when he returned from abroad, to convince him that I was deeply impressed in his favour; and as I felt no r.al ten- derness, it was easy for me to affect it in my manner ; while you^ too conscious to dare to let your real feelings be known, wrapt yourself up in coldness and reserve, till the poor youth, fancving you almost disliked 260 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANB^ disliked him, sought refuge i>n my invitiri^ smiles and obvious partiality.'* "Why do you tell me this?" ex w •^- claimed Lady Anne much agitated — '* it can do me no good.*' " No — but it relieves my mind : — ^and Oh ! Anne, grudge me not this relief, for a severe retributive justice has over- taken me ; and the heart of Percy, whom I now love as he ought to be loved, is at length estranged from me by my faults, and attracted towards you by those virtues which, but for my base selfishness, would have rendered him happy." So saying she rushed out of the room, leaving Lady Anne resolved that she would return to Green Rock as soon as ever she could. But the jealous pangs of Lady Jane were soon lost in others of a more terri- ble, though not so bitter and corrosive a nature. Who can say where the consequence^ of LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 2G1 of a wrong action will end? A criminal or an erroneous act is like an arrow winged out of sight — no one knows whither it is gone, nor whom it may wound. It was impossible for a Lord ^Lorimer not to boast of having had a visit from Lady Anne Mortimer, of whom he now chose to profess himself deeply enamoured. " A visit, and alone!" *' Yes, that is to say, attended only by Jier servants." L " You are a happy fellow ! I did not even know she was in town." *' Very likely not : mine was the first house she drove to." 'Vl can't believe it," said one. — ^^ Fins is one of your boa>ts," said aiiother. — However, at last, one gentleman who heard it, and who hated Lord L'irimer, thought proper to tell Percy what he had heard. Percy immediately exclaimed, "It 262 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. " It must be false — Lady Anne Mortimer Gould never degrade herself so much, nor violate decorum so grossly.'* " But I heard Lord Lorimer assert it ; and whether true or false, his prating ought to be put a stop to.'* " What can I do ? — Stay — I will write him a note, asking him whether he did say so and so." " Do so." And Percy, having dispatched his note, received the following answer : — *' Dear Sir, " I certainly did say that I had the *' honour of a visit from Lady Anne INIor- " timer as soon as she arrived in town, and " attended by servants only ; for in so *' saying I told the truth. " Yours, &c. " Lorimer." "Amazement!" cried Percy, more hurt A LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 26S hurt and more alarmed than he wished to appear ; for this was no boast ; he was afraid it was some business of Lady Jane's, some wish to serve her, that could alone have led her to such a deed ; and telling his friend Colonel Rothrie that he would be back very soon, he went to interrogate Lady Anne herself. Luckily he found her alone. And after some vague, em- barrassed conversation, he said, " Oh ! a- propos, — a gentleman toicl me, what I could not believe, that you had paid a vi- sit to that coxcomb Lord Lorimer, and attended only by servants." " And did the gentleman believe it?" said Lady Anne, struggling to appear calm. " O no ! — it has been much talked of, but nobody believed it." " I thought so," said Lady Anne proudly. " I knew the world was gene- rally just, and that it would not be ready to 264 IiAD¥ ANNE vA.ND liADT JANE. to believe a tale to the prejudice of Lady Anne Mortimer!" " Then it is not true — and you did not call at Lord Lorimer's ? '* " I did not say so," replied Lady Anne turning pule*. " O heaven ! " cried Percy, turning pale also, " then you did call on him ! and I am sure that nothing but the neces- sity of doing some great kindness to my unhappy wife could have led you to do so strange a thing.'* " I had Vir. Moreton, a very respecta- ble man, with me the whole time, or ra- ther in sight : therefore, though he is my servant in one sense, he is a gentleman, and my Lord Lorimer tells a falsehood in saying I w as attended only by servants.'* " You evade answering my question,- — Why did you go to Lord Lorimer's?** " Mr. Percy," replied Lady Anne, ** I am not accountable to you for my actions, nor I.ADY AKNE AND LADY JANE. 265 nor will I answer a question which I deny your right to ask.'* " It is very well — very well," replied Percy, " I shall know in time ;'* and rushing out of the room, he hastened into the street, and rejoined Colonel Rothrie. '' 'lis indeed true," said he, " Lady .i4j,Anne owns it. — What shall I now do ? — - ;He is a scoundrel for mentioning her visit, r-.iand I suspect I have more reasons than - fine. for calling him to account." " You have heard the other report 4*4hen?" « No:— What is it?" " That Lady Jane has lost a large sum to him, and that the gentleman does not wish to be paid either in gold or notes:— but I dare say it is only talk." ^-^ . Percy struck his forehead as if in ♦^ony, and, having called for pen, ink, * -and paper, im r.ediately wrote to demand of Lord Lorimer on what pretence Lady VOL. I, N Anne 266 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE* Anne called on him. The answer waa this : — " I have not told nor will I tell *' the reason which induced Lady Anne *' Mortimer to honour me with a visit. "I cannot do it. as a man of honour. " LORIMER." This letter provoked a reply from Percy, in which he asked Lord Lorimer if it was acting like a man of honour^ to boast that he had received a visit from Lady Anne Mortimer attended only by her servants ; when the fact was, that she was accompanied by a respectable gentleman who alighted with her. — "When once an angry correspondence takes place between men of the world, the consequences are usually obvious and unavoiv'able ; and in a short time a chal- lenge was given and accepted, and the time J LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 267 time and place of meeting appointed. But it was not without many " com- punctious visitings of conscience" that Percy complied with what he considered as the indisput?-ble commands of worldly honour, and prepared to risk the valuable life of a husband and a father, against the weapon of a thoughtless profligate, one who might have said in the words of Orlando, «' If killed, I shall do my friends no wrong, for I have none to lament me ; — only in the world I fill up a place, which may be better supplied when I have made it empty."— Besides, he found it impossible to conceal from him- self that his resentment against Lord Lorimer was occasioned more by a feel- ing of jealousy of Lady Anne^ than of Lady Jane ; — and that his thirst of venge- ance was excited not so much by Lord Lorimer's reported designs on his wife, as by his now avowed admiration of her N 3 admirable 268 LADY ANNE AND LADY JAN£. admirable cousin, " I will not return home this evening, till I am sure my children are in bed," said Percy to him- self, as he leaned in mournful thought on a table in the coffee-house whence he had dispatched the fatal notes to Lord Lorimer ; " for, if I were to see them again with the consciousness that I saw them possibly for the last time, my agitation would certainly betray me. — No] nor will I return till I think Jane and Lady Anne a^e both retired for the night " — And he kept his resolution, — but in vain ; for he found Lady Anne "reading in the drawing room, and when he saw her he started with the con- scious confusion of guilt : while Lady Anne, aware that something was the matter with him, regarded hun with looks of anxious inquiry. " How is Jaiie," said he, " my dear cousin?" Very l.ADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 269 " Very unwell, and gone to bed/* " Indeed ! " he replied. " Then I shall continue to sleep where I have done since her illness, lest I disturb her." And so far her illness was convenient. Soon after, catching Lady Anne's eyes fixed upon him, he started up, unable to bear their expression, and ran out of the room. He then went softly into Lady Jane's apart- ment ; and as she was in a sound sleep, he gazed on her some minutes, wishing but not daring to imprint a kiss on her flushed and fevered cheek; till, fearful of being surprised while thus indulging his feelings, he suddenly left the room, and shut himself up in his own apartment, whence he returned no more that night. Therefore Lady Anne, whose fears were dreadfully excited, had no means of as- certaining whether they were just or not, and she went J and her expenditure to gratify it un- bounded. An inner apartment, in which supper was to be served for the , was converted into an entire bower of roses — and roses so natural in their ap- pearance, and at a distance even in their fragrance, especially as real ones were mixed with them, that the eye and even the smell were deceived. She had be- spoken these admirable flowers of her great man on such occasions, and he had procured them from a poor man near the Seven Dials, who had been taught to make them by an indigent Italian who had lodged at his house, and died there. This man, whose name was Walters, was the most improper person possible to be employed for a paymaster like Lady Jane, as he always owed his money before he earned it ; not so much from extra- vagance, as from the wish to buy little comforts for his wife, on whom he doted. Walters 296 LADY ANNE AND LADY JAN£. Walters had seen better days, and his pride had not fallen with his fortunes ; he had a virtuous horror, I may call it, both of a workhouse and a prison ; but he wanted at the same time that virtuous firmness of character which resists running in debt, as the sure precursor of both. As soon therefore as his money for the flowers was due, he dunned Mr. ■ for it; and he, knowing Lady Jane would not pay him for years perhaps, refused to advance the smallest sum out of his own pocket, but desired him lo go with his demand to Lady Jane herself, and say he sent him. Lady Jane therefore got the bill, accom- panied by a statement of great poverty ; and she had on this occasion the feeling, and the justice, to go to Percy with the account, which amounted to a consider- able sum, as since the fete he had made for her roses and other flowers. Percy immediately gave her the money ; but that LADY ANNE AND LADY'jANE^ 5&? that evening she lost it all at the card- table, and the poor wife of Walters was dismissed the next day with promises in- stead of payment. Again and again she came, till Ellis once more presented the account to Lady Jane, who started with conscious baseness when she saw it : nor could she be easy till she told Lady Anne the circumstance, and received mo- ney to discharge it. But the next mbm- ing a tale of woe was presented to her of a VQiVy shocking kind ; and as the general patroness of distress. Lady Jane gave to Charity what she ought to have given to Justice, and Mrs. Walters was again dis- missed unpaid. — This was certainly an aggravated case ; but still, severe was the retribution. Poor Walters, oppressed with debts, though two-thirds of the money due would have paid them all, continued to dun by turns Mr. and Lady Jane j but the o 5 latter 298 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE, latter never heard of his repeated applica- tions, as the rule of the house was, not to trouble their lady till creditors grew very clamorous ; and Mr. still refused to pay him, because he was not yet paid him- self. To fruitless dunning soon succeeded the mischievous alternative of drinking. The patience of Walrers's creditors was at last exhausted ; and one day, when to the temporary exhilaration of dram-drinking had succeeded its consequent irritation and exhaustion, two bailiffs entered his now denuded apartment, and produced a writ against him. In vain his wife shrieked, and knelt, and prayed for time ; it could not be granted, and poor Wal- ters must go to prison. They had just been eating their dinner (alas ! their last meal together), and the table was not cleared. "You know, Fanny," said he, " I have always said I never would go to prison, — npr LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 299 nor wiif^l now:" and in an instant he cut his throajwith the knife with which he had been eatiSg, and sunk a bleeding corpse on the floor. His wife — but she, I hope, was spared some agonies, even by the violence of thos^^p- endured, as all sense was imme- diatf^Mspended in her, and reason com- pletely^ferthrown. So that in ten days after l^ec poor husband's suicide she was the inmate of a mad-house! whence, how- ever, she had been dismissed as cured, at the very time that Lady Jane was first able to visit as usual. Lady Anne and Percy had at length succeeded, they thought, in calming Lady Jane's mind, and convincing her that, if she would but forgo her bad habits, she would in time acquire good ones, and that the virtues of her future life (and she^ was not yet thirty) would expiate, they trusted, the follies of her youth. But sou LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. But Lady Jane was not so likely to amend her conduct, as many other wo- men under her circumstances would have been ; because she had those popu- lar virtues which throw a glittering veil over the vices of a character, and thereby bestow on it a false radiance difficult to detect. Lady Jaiiv knew that those errors which had injured her husband's peace and fortune, and lowered her in his esteem, were either not known to the world, or were forgotten in her deeds of charity, her active btnevolence, and the fascinations of her person : and though her heart was wounded by a sense of her faults, it required more strength of mind than she possessed, to break through ha- bits the indulgence of which did not destroy that popularity which was her fa- vourite idol. Perhaps there are no characters so dan- gerous in society as those which unite great LADV ANNE AND LADY JANE. 301 great virtues with great faults, and seduce by the former into imitation or toleration of the latter ; while the unwary imitator, who w^ould have shrunk with aversion from the contagion of errors unaccompa- nied by the attractions of virtues, becomes a prey to the one unconsciously, by means of the other, — as he, who would on prin- ciple reject the alcohol of a dram-shop, eagerly and unconsciously swallows the pernicious spirit when hidden in the pa- latable shape of a liqueur, " Well, give me only till the season is over," said Lady Jane one evening, " and then I will turn hermit and live at Green Rock. And then * .may I breathe my last, Blesb'd by the tongues that chiirmM my youthful ear, Mourn'd by the few my soul acknowledged here. Deplored by those in early days allied, And unremembcr'd by the world beside ! ' But 302 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE.. But I am now so much improved in my looks, that 1 begin to relish society again. See, Anne, don't you think I am very I good-looking to-night ? But I am not quite dressed yet. When I burst on you in all iny glory, I flatter myself you will ad- mire." *' Poor soul ! in all her glorj/ J Is that a woman's glory ?'* said Lady Anne to herself; and she was glad to be roused from a painful reverie by the entrance of Percy and the children. " I thought you were going with Lady Jane," said Percy. — " No — I have a bad headach, and wish to go to rest early," she replied ; — when, dressed most becomingly in a robe of white satin, and in a blaze of jewels. Lady Jane entered the room. " 1 flatter myself, good people," cried she gaily, " that I aai quite beautiful to- night. — I have coloured my cheeks as like Anne's as possible, and what with ju^ dicious LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 303 dicious displays, and more judicious con- cealnients, I think I am quite the thing." *' You look like a young bride, Jane," said Percy. " If I look young I am contented, as I do not wish to be a bride again." Alas ! she was more hke a victim dressed for sacrifice. " Well, my darlings," said she to the boys, " I see you are dazzled by my jewels. But, in truth, as the wise Cornelia said, you are my jewels ; and I trust that ere long I shall prove by my actions that I think so." " God speed the time !" cried Percy.— ** Amen 1 " said Lady Anne ; while Lady Jane, aftectionarely kissing her, said with one of her sweetest smiles, " Aye, kind, good Anne, I know I have always your good wijihes ; and v. hen I deserve your good vccrd too, it will be the proudest S04 LM)Y ANNE AND LADY JANE. proudest day of my life." — Percy now in- terrupted her, to bid her good night, as he must go to the House, being already later than he wished to be. Soon after his departure, her carriage was announced, and Lady Jane took leave of her children and Lady Anne, which she did with much of her former playfulness; and turn- ing back at the door, she kissed her hand, smiling as in her happiest hours, — destined, alas ! to smile no more in this world, — A crowd, as usual, had assem- bled at the steps, where her carriage usually waited some time, to see Lady Jane get in. She now appeared brilliant and beaudful as ever, and stopped an in- stant on the last step, perhaps for the pleasure of displaying herself. At this instant a woman rushed up to her, and almost buried a knife in her bcdy. Lady Jane shrieked and fell, while the incensed populace LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 305 populace seized the assassin, and one of the servants drew the knife out of the wound. Lady Anne had luckily just sent the boys to bed, who had been allowed as a frolic to sit up till eleven ; — for the shriek reached her ears, and she flew ra- pidly into the hall. Alas ! what a sight met her view ! That beloved being, who had so lately left her radiant with con- scious loveliness, and full of renewed hope of happiness to come, now bleeding and motionless, borne on the servant's arms, and probably in the very agonies of death ! A deep groan burst from Lady Anne, which roused the senses of the sufferer; and Lady Jane, opening her eyes, recog- nised the pale and agonized countenance which bent over her in tearless, speechless sorrow ; and shaking her head mourn- fully, she motioned to lay her head on her bosom. Jennings, meanwhile, had ordered 306 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANZ. ordered the coachman to drive full speed to the House for his master, but only to say an accident had happened to his lady. " What is to be done with the mur- derer, my lady ?" said one of the ser- vants to Lady Anne. " Murderer !" cried she shuddering. ** Yes, my lady, — this is she ;" and Lady Jane, involuntarily following the di* rection of his eyes, saw a poor wild wretched-looking woman held between two men. *' Take that woman away ! take her .away ! the sight of her distracts me I" said Lady Anne with a scream of horror j and she was taken into a room below. *' Who is she, do you know?*' mur- mured Lady Jane, who as yet resisted their wishes to carry her up stairs. " I don't know who she is, my lady, but she says her name is Walters." " Walters !" muttered Lady Jane, " Walters [ LADY ANNE AND LADY JAJJE. 307 " Walters! I should know...." and sud- denly recollecting her debt to the poor flower- man, she hid her face in Lady Anne's bosom, and groaned piteously. " Do, dearest Jane, let us remove you up stairs," said Lady Anne. *' No, — lest 1 bleed to death before Percy comes." Nor, when a surgeon arrived, would she allow herself to be examined till Percy came. Percy had left Lady Jane that evening with much of his former tenderness to- wards her renewed. She had looked more Hke her former self than she had lately done. She had promised well, too : she had looked and spoken like a mo- ther ; and ever apt to regard the bright side of every thing, he had, on his way to the House, felt happier and more satisfied with his wife and his prospects than he had done for years .... when, on his ap- proaching 308 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. proaching the house, he was met by a man who told him his carriage was wait- ing for him. Alarmed he knew not Avhy, he rushed hastily forward, exclaiming, *' John, what is the matter ?" " My lady, sir/' replied the man, scarcely able to speak, *' an accident to my lady ! " And Percy, not daring to ask more, was driven home in a state of terri- ble anxiety. But his wildest fears could not have imagined a more dreadful scene than awaited him on his entrance to that home, which he had quitted so full of joyful expectation, and his feelings were still more agonized by what he heard from the crowd at the door. " Percy is come!" whispered Lady Anne, averting iier eyes from the over- coming agony of Percy's look, v^hile with an exclamation oi horror he rushed for- ward to clasp the poor victim in his arms. " Oh ! LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 309 " Oh ! w ho has done this ? " exclaimed he, dreading to be told that it was the hand of revenge. " A mad person/' replied Lady Anne, '' who is in custody ; but more of that hereafter. She would not be moved or examined till you came, and Oh I the time has been very long I !*' " Let Percy carry me," faltered out Lady Jane ; and his scalding tears fell on her bosom, w-hile he bore her in his trembling arms to her own apartment. Lady Jane was right ; the motion, slight as it was, made the blood gush out afresh, and she fainted before she was laid on the bed. By this time two of the first surgeons in London were arrived, whom Lady Anne had sent for ; and having cut away her dress, the wound was examined. It was deep, but they hoped not mortal ; yet there was great danger to be appre- hended. SlO LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. hcnded, danger of a mortification. Mean- while Lady Jane had recovered from her swoon, but her countenance wore the set- tled habit of despair ; and Percy, unable to bear the scene, left the room for a while. It then occurred to him that it was right he should interrogate the mur- derer ; and though Jennings violently op- posed his doing it, he was resolved, and went into the room below. '^ A wo- man r' exclaimed he, averting his head with agony from the being who had per- haps murdered his wife : " What, poor wretch ! could lead you to such a crime?" " She is mad, dear sir," said Jennings eagerly. " Yes, — I am mad,'* replied she, " but then who made me so ? My Lady Percy !'* Percy started, but said, " Go on — who are you?*' " I am nobody now, and have nothing; but LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 311 but I was once Walters the flower-maker's happy wife j — for he was the best of hus- bands." " And where is he ? '* asked Percy. *' In heaven, I hope, though he did cut his throat rather than go to prison, because my Lady Percy would not pay him, and so he ran in debt ! " Here, if Jennings had not supported him, Percy would have fallen on the ground, and the woman went on, for he could not interrupt her. " Well, — I saw him die ; — and for two months I was, I fancy, dead too, — but 1 came to life again, and went home, — to a home with- out Walters : but as soon as I got set- tled, he appeared to me ; but I won't tell what he said, though I did as he bade me, — and that very night amongst some rub- bish 1 found the very knife he used to kill himself. Oh ! says I, this is what he meant : — so I hid it in my bosom, for I knew 312 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. knew a use for it, — and I did as Walters bade me, and 1 revenged him, for I have" killed Lady Percy." Percy could bear no more, and was rushing out of the room ; — but making a great -effort, he turned back, saying, "See that she is kindly and humanely treated, for the poor creature is certainly insane." — True ; but he felt only too bitterly that she had " method in her madness," and he well recollected giving Lady Jane money to pay Walters a flower-man. The poor woman had, on her return home, found by accident the knife her husband had used in his suicide ; and the sight of it having overset her reason again, her bewildered brain had fancied she saw Walters, and that he told her to kill Lady Jane, and with that same weapon. It was certainly with increased agony that Percy returned into his wife's apart- ment, who was now undressed, and lying composedly I.AIjY ANNE AND LALV JANH. 3l3 composedly in her bed, — while Lady Anne, white and motionless as a statue, s-ood gazing on her in mournful silence. " Let me speak to you one moment," said Percy, alarmed at her deathlike ap- pearance, and Lady Anne suffered him to lead her from the bed. — " Do you not remember the name of Walters, a flower- man, who made those beautiful roses for one of the poor souFs fetes ? " " I do, — but I also know that this bill was paid, for I gave her money to pay it." " Aye — and so did 7; but depend upon it, it was never paid.*' "No!'' " Though the poor woman be mad, her story is but too probable I " *' No, no — I will hear no n>ore,^ said Lady Anne, turning very faint, and lay- ing her head on Lady Jane's pillow. Per- cy, too restless to be stationary, and anxious to know the truth, now went in VOL. I. p search 314 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. search of Ellis, and interrogated her so closely, that Ellis, bursting into tears, confirmed all the woman had said ; add- ing that, though she knew the end of the unhappy Walters, she had carefully kept it from Lady Jane, for she well knew how it would afflict her. " Dreadful ! " said Percy to himself, *' what a fate is mine ! for I nrmst in justice and humanity maintain through her future existence the being who has deprived my wife of hers ! Yet I must do it — must, where I can, atone for the errors of the wretched Jane ! " Percy now returned to the apartment of the sufferer, but he forbore to name to Lady Anne what he saw she wished to re- ir^ain ignorant of. That night Lady Jane, though she did not sleep, lay quiet and silent, except that every now and then she groaned dreadfully; and when Lady Anne, who never movtd from her, ten- derly LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 315 derl.y inquired whether it was pain from the wound that occasioned her to groan, she shook her head, and faintly mur- mured — "Pain of the mind! — Pain of the mind !*' Percy meanwhile wan- dered from room to room, too wretched to sit stiil, and too anxious concerning his unhappy wife to think of endeavour- ing to take repose. Early in the morning the surgeons came again, and seemed to think unfa- vourably of the appearance of the wound, while Lady Jane fixed her eager eyes on their face as if she would read their every thought. When they had ended their consultation, Lady Anne followed them out to ask their real opinion, and Lady- Jane was therefore left alone v.iih the physician who attended with them. — " I cannot make out entirely," said Lady Jane in a sort of whisper to him, " who it was that thus wounded me : p 2 do 3\G LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. do you know, sir ? for I feel that 1 should be much easier if I knew the whole truth, a5 then I should be spared these ever restless conjectures:" — and the physician, not suspecting that she had a clue to Mrs. Walters's bloody deed which he had not, and feeling that anguish and restlessness in her situation must be mis- chievous, told her that a mad woman of the name of V/alters had wounded her ; a poor woman, who had gone mad in conse- quence of seeing her husband cut his throat to avoid going to prison for debt. And as soon as he had said this, he saw Lady Jane hide her face in the bed clothes, ami heard Fier utter groans to which he could not endure to listen, till Lady Anne over- hearing her ran into the room, with a f.ice cvtn of more woe than she had when she qriiiieJ if. As soon as the physician was gone, Lady Jane slowly and with great effort told her, she found her sus- picions LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. 31? piclons true, and that it had been blood for blood : — nor could Lady Anne's declara- tions of ignorance on the subject, which were literally true, at all weaken Lady Jane's horrible but just convictions — " Let me unburthen my mind to some one," said she. — " Shall I send for your uncle?*' a^ked Lady Anne. — ''No!" she replied, " I will see him before I die, but I will not shock his affections and wound his pride by unveiling to him the whole of his niece's delinquency." But before any clergyman could arrive a violent delirium came on, and her children whom she had wished to see were forbidden to enter. What were not the agonies of Percy and Lady Anne, to find that the images uppermost in her mind were the self- murdered Walters and his frantic wife ! •' Look ! there they are ! " she exclaimed. " Take them away! take them away!" p o while 318 LADY ANNE AND LADY JANE. while she pathetically prayed her hus- band and her cousin to shield her from their wrath, and from their just retri- bution. Alas ! while she was thus severely ex- piating the result of error, which, though not leading to intentional guilt, yet from its pernicious magnitude was as dreadful in its consequence as guilt which had been intended, the newspapers were full of loud laments for her danger, and loud execrations of her assassin. The son- neteer wrote and published verses de- claring the probable extinction of such a luminary as Lady Jane Percy to be as much to be dreaded as that of the sun himself; for that her bounty and in- jBuence, like his, diffused happiness and plenty on all around her : while relations, friends, acquaintances, and even stran- gers, thronged her door from night till morning with inquiries after her situation ; and LADV ANNE AND LADY JANE. 3\9 and even the gayest assemblies were rendered gloomy, by the appearance in every corner of the room of groups evi- dently formed to discuss the mournful fate of the once certain ornament and delight of every scene that she honoured with her presence ; and on her table at home, the eye of the unhappy and con- scious husband was continually met by books, in the first page of which he read a dedication, praising Lady Jane Percy as the most exalted, most benevolent, and most spotless of her sc:-: ; till maddened by what to him appeared nwckery at such a moment, ha used to dash the lying pages with indignation on the ground. But' if it was a;:^ony to them to witness Lady Jane's deih-ium, it was even ten-fold p\in to watch beside hirr dying bed \Vhen delirium had subsided, when mor- tification had actually taken plac% wlien returning 320 LADY ANNE AND LADY JA^NE. returning sense, and absence from pain, proclaimed her dissolution near, and she was at her own earnest desire assured that. her fate was inevitable. ^^ " And is it really so ? And must L die ?" she violently exclaimed, — " I^ who am so ill prepared for death ! 1, who have wasted what all the good value and improve in vicious pleasures, and neglect of positive duties!" "Jane, Jane! have mercy on me!" said Percy, falling on his knees beside her, and kissing her clenched hand, clenched with the agony of her souL " Look at your poor cousin- ! see how she suffers — and do not torture us thus. " *' Suffers! she suffers! Why the greatest sufferings of virtue hke hers, are plea- sures to the pangs I feel from the con- sciousness of guilt ! Do you forget,*' she wildly added, " that there is blood upoa^ my conscience?'* " These ladVanne and lady jane. 321 '* These are the ravings of a distem- pered imagination, dearest Jane. Do yourself justice ! Remember your virtues as well as your failings ! Remember you have been a fond, faithful wife I'* *' And with such a husband that was great merit, was it notP'Vshe said with an ironical smile. — Here she paused ; for a sudden alteration took place in her countenance, and Lady Anne's ever watchful eye read in it the approaches of death. "Quick, quick 1" cried Lady Jane, " send for my uncle ! — let me — let me — have his prayers in my last moments!** And Ellis ran into the apartment below to fetch both her uncles, who in mournful silence were waiting to attend the death- bed of one who had ever been the pride and often the charm of their existence. But they arrived too late. Lady Jane again deplored her past life, her waste of time. 822 l.ATDY ANNE AND LADY JANE. lime, her neglect of her cousin's precepts and example, the distress she had occa- sioned both to her and to her husband ;* when, suddenly seizing Lady Anne's hand, she exclaimed, " Pray for me ! pray for me, Anne, 1 am dying ! and Oh ! how full of dread 1 how full of re- luctance! Yet, let me die performing one just deed." — Then putting Lady Anne's hand in that of Percy's, she joined and pressed them together, and tried to ex- press her wishes and her meaning. But the power of utterance was gone ; and press- ing their united hands to her cold, clamm.y lipSj she seemed, as she raised her eyes to Heaven, to murmur an inward prayer; and sinking back on her pillow she ex- pired without a groan. END OF VOL. I. Printed ly iihharu Taylor ^ Co., Shoe-Lafie, London. UNIVERSITY OF ILUN019-URBANA iPiiiil 3 0112 055267055 V [r J^'- s* ■^y^l."^