LI B RARY OF THE U N IVERSITY Of ILLINOIS 82.5 ■).:■ y Digitized by tine Internet Arciiive in 2010 witii funding from University of Illinois Urbana-Champaign http://www.archive.org/details/matchgirlnovel01edge THE MATCH GIRL. A NOVEL, IN THREE VOLUxMES. BY MRS. EDGEWORTH. Ail is well ended, if this suit be woti. That you express content ; Shakspearz. VOLUxME I. LOiVDO.V: Printed by J. Dennett, Leather Lane, Holborn; FOR J. F. HUGHES^ 15, PATERNOSTER ROW, AND 5, WIGMORE STREET, CAVENDISH SQUARK. 7 4 ^ THE MATCH GIRl CHAPTER I.* He is the half part of a blessed man. Left to be finished by such a she j And she a fair divided excellence. Whose fulness of perfection lies in him. Oh I two such silver currents when they join. Do glorify the banks that bound them in. Shakspeare. ^* Oh, merciful heaven ! will nobody pity my distress ? Will nobody purchase even a few matches of a wretched crea- ture to save her from perishing ? For VOL, I. B the love of God, madam, relieve a poor unfortunate !" These last words were addressed to Lady Anne Norval, as she was pass- ing through the Mall of St. James's Park ; there was a wild energy in the tones of the speaker, that differed widely from the affected misery of com- mon mendicants, which attracted her ladyship's attention ; and aided by that innate principle of charity, which ever urged her to assist a fellow creature, fche extended her hand, and turning her eyes to the petitioner, she beheld an in- teresting girl, scarcely seventeen, whose air and demeanour spoke her of no com- mon stock, although her threadbare garments and emaciated countenance, too plainly evinced her extreme poverty. On one arm hung suspended, a little basket with a few bunches of matches, and her streaming eyes, and uplifted hands, expressed the anguish that wrung her bursting hekrt. " Surely young woman/' said her ladyship, ^^ you might find a more suit- able employment for your years, than soliciting charity: where is yoar pa- rish ?'' " I am not an English woman, madam ; I was born in Prussia." " That is the too common reply," returned Lady Anne, who felt herself peculiarly interested, and again opening her purse, dropped another shilling into the beggar's hand, and prepared to pur- sue her walk. " You are not going to leave me !" exclaimed the almost exhausted object B 2 of her ladyship's benevolence, ** Oh' have pity, pray have pity ! do not leave me to misery and destruction ; rescue me from passing such a night as the last — I shall be all gratitude for protec- tion if you place me in a hovel, but if I again feel myself the deserted orphan I was half an hour ago, madness or sui- cide must ensue." Having uttered these words, she sunk almost lifeless upori the bench b\^ which she had clung for sup- port. " You shall not," said her ladyship, " suffer those horrors you so much dread, while I have the power of pre- venting it." These words acted as a cordial to the unfortunate girl, who uttered expres- sions of gratitude in a frantic style. *^ James," said Lady Anne, address- ing her servant, who had stood a si- lent, though not unmoved spectator oH the scene, " take this young woman in a hackney coach to your grandmother, desire she will immediately have medical advice, and procure every comfort her weak state seems to require, and I will call upon her to-morrow myself; I am &G near the gatCi you ne^d not attend me to my carriage, but use what dis- patch you can in conveying your charge to Mrs. Newton.*' Giving another look at the interesting object before her, who reclined on the seat, incapable of arti- culating her thanks ; her benevolent ladyship tripped lightly on to her cha- riot, while the delight (though so com- mon a one) of doing a good action^ spread an emanation over her countenance which made it appear almost celestiaL" Her first enquiry when the carriage stopped in Flanover Square, was, " Is Mr. Nerval within ?" And being an- swered in the affirmative, she hastened- to tell him her singular adventure. " To relieve her at any rate/' said Lady Anne, " must be a charity, and if she is an im- postor I will never a^-ain he r1p/>«iy^/j for it is the last time Twill trust to ap- pearances, the poor girl is really weak, ill, and exhausted, and the method of her application, and the dread she entertained lest I should quit her, interested me." Mr. Norval entered into all Lady Anne's feelings upon the subject, and was as earnest as her ladyship, for the return of James. Mrs. Newton his grandmother, had been nurse to Lady Anne, and now en- joyed all the comtbrts her declining years required from the liberality of Mr. Norval, who had crowned all the bene- fits he had already heaped upon her, by taking her grandson, the darling orphan of an only child, into his service to wait upon Lady Anne. It sppcur^d sn ngd till ilie servant returned from Hampstead, where Mrs. Newton resided. James who had a feeling heart, entered with the traces of grief upon his counte- nance. " My grandmother, my lady," said hej in reply to the enquiry, of How is the poor girl ? sends her most dutiful service to your ladyship, and bids me ^ay, that Mr. Dawson, who, as your B 4 8 ladyship Grclered^ was immediately sent for, thinks tiie poor young woman very ill — he is certain she has gotahrain fever, r.s grandmother said ; even while I staid, she raved so, it almost broke her heart to hear her, she fainted dead away the minute your ladyship went, and I was obliged to carry her to the coach, and when it rattled over the stones, she did open her eyes, but it was only to talk as if she was quite beside herself, and to say somebody had killed her grandfather^ and then, (begging your ladyship's par- don,) I thought of my poor old grand- mother, and — and " Here James paused,it was unnecessary to proceed; the tears that were rolling down the honest fellov/'s cheeks, proved the effect the incoherent expressions of his charge had liad upon Kim in the coach. 9 Those were the sensibilities of unso- phisticated nature ; happy state of ignor- ance when the feelings can have their full play I the man of learning blushes at what he ought to glory in, and shame usurps that seat in his heart, lately oc-- Gupied by tenderness ; if his fellow man sees his eyes moistened by a tear, he studies to obtain callosity of feeling, and alas! it does not elude his pursuit; soon the iron ma&k of insensibility to the woes of others envelopes his features, and though his heart-strings were burst- ing with his innate ideas, still not a- muscle must relax, lest those who- are observing him, should think him kss than man ; habit becomes second nature^ and he soon in reality clasps that viper ] •>- 10 to his breast, that must ultimately make existence horrible. Lady Anne was at an earlier hour than usual in her carriage the morning fol- lowing. When she arrived at Mrs. New- ton's, the apothecary was there ; he ap- peared a worthy man, he thought his patient in very great danger, and deemed his own skill incompetent to carrying her through the disorder. Her ladyship who felt still more in- terested for the object of her benevo- lence, when she beheld her in so early a stnge of existence stretched on the bed of sickness, deprived of reason, .and apparently destitute of every support, save that which her own philanthropic bosom tempted her to yield ; she there- fore wrote a note, and dispatched James 11 with it to the family physician, while she remained with the delighted Mrs^ Newton in her neat little parlour, wait- ing his arrival. Mr. Dawson had sent a nurse to at- tend his patient the night before, as he judged neither Mrs. Newton or the young girl who acted in the capacity of servant to her, were equal to the charge of one who laboured under so dreadful a malady as a brain fever » Dr. Brown soon arrived ; he did not deem the illness of so serious a na- ture as Mr. Dawson had ; he prescribed for her, and ordered quiet ; and Lady Anne returned to Mr. Norval with re- vived hopes. Lady Anne Sefton was the only child B 6 12 of Lord Mahon, consequently heiress to his iiiymense possessions : this made his lordship dread lest she should be earnestly sought by the men, and from he gaiety of her disposition, and inno- cent thoughtlessness of her heart, fall an easy prey to the specious appearance of some fortune-hunting younger bro- ther ; this idea agonised him, and made him withhold her from mixing in so- ciety ; but by way of compensation, not one species of accomplishment that she wished to attain was denied her, and at the early age of seventeen^ her delighted father beheld her mistress of music and drawing in several of their branches, and a proficient in French and Italian ; while he gloried in his daughter, he trembled — still this rich gem must be 13 confined; but at length chance ope- rated in favor of Lady Anne. Lord Mahon, in a small party, met the young elegant sensible Henry Nor- vaU His first appearance pleased the earl, his refined conversation raised hopes in his bosom, that he was almost afraid of cherishing, but at the end of three months, after being very fre- quently in the society of Henry, and hearing his friends unanimous in their praises of him, he ventured to intro- duce him to Lady Anne. The event proved him an able de- signer — in a very short time after their first interview, Lord Mahon was reliev- ed from the restraint of restraining, though he lived but a very few years to witness tlie perfect happiness of his son and daughter. 14 Their philanthropic benevolence was proverbial, their servants had chiefly been either the faithful attendants of Lord Mahon^or the late Mr. Norval, — to them they were real friends. Two boys and one girl formed their amusement and care. Lady Anne's figure was tall and ele- gant : her face owed its principal attrac- tion to a pair of dark eyes, which united fire with softness, and seemed to express every emotion of her expanded soul,, while benevolence and animation con- spired to cast their veil over her other features, and render the tout ensemble interesting to every beholder* 15 CHAP. II. So shews^ a snowy dove, trooping with crowsj As yonder lady, o'er her fellows shows. The measure done ; I'll watch her place of stand. And touching her's, make hapj^y my rude hand. Did my heart love till now? Forswear it, sight j I never saw true beauty till this night. Shakspeare. JLady Anne continued to visit Hamp- stead two or three times a week. The violence of the fever soon abated, but Dr. Brown trembled for the intellects of the poor invalid. She appeared to have something on her mind which she dreaded lest anyone should be made ac- quainted with, and which seemed to have dislodged reason. She was never violent, and would for liours, sit weep- ing, and lamenting that some one had taken away her grandfather ; she would then throw herself at Mrs. Newton's feet, and beg earnestly th^it she would not betray her. Occasionally she would have lucid intervals ; — she then fre- quently asked the good old vi*oman. where she was, and if she really was safe ; but before she could receive the delightful certainty of being so honorably protected, recollection recalled the ter- rors of her mind, and incoherent raving, or entire inanity succeeded. Thus passed the three first months^ of her residence with Mrs. Newton. Lady Anne, and Mr. Norval, who frequently from molives of piety and curiosity, accompanied her Iadysliip> felt themselves peculiarly 'iuterested in the fate of the unfortunate girl whom they protected and supported with such true philanthropy and liberality. Dr. Brown ordered her the most nourishing things that could be procured, and her preservers had the happiness at length to perceive, that as her strength began to return, her iacid intervals were more frequent and longer. He cau- tioned the worthy Mrs. Newton to avoid at those times, leading to any conver- sation wfiich might revive in her mind, the recollection of events which seemed replete with terror to her, and merely to answer her constant question of Were she in safety ? by the most friendly 18 assurances ; these, by degrees, traii- quilised her mind. Lady Anne, who had repressed her curiosity to know the particulars of a life which, though short, she felt as- sured must be replete with something peculiar, at length yielded to the earnest solicitation of her young charge, who, while tears of gratitude streamed from lit;! ^j^ty rtrCJUtrblCU, m tUC luv^ot ^^-laua- sive manner, that her ladyship would permit her to repose her sorrow^s in the bosom of friends so benevolent — so es- teemed. Lady Anne therefore consented that the day following, the carriage should, at an early hour, be sent to convey her to Hanover Square. 10 She was met at the door when she alighted, by Lady Anne, who, taking her kindly by the liand, led her into the dressing-room, where Mr. Norval wel- comed her to their house. Seated between them, she related those events which had pressed upon her yo\xth, and nearly crushed her to the dust. stoned by tears, which agonised recollec- tion called into her ^yti. But' as there were circumstances she conceived it unnecessary to dwell upon, and seme parts of her father and mother's history that she was not perfectly acquainted with ; armed with my quill, I choose to take upon myself, the office of narrator ; and though her storv, told in her own *20 words, might speak more to the hearts of my renders, yet as the lieroes aiul he- roines are the automata of an authors imagination^ n)y will, in tliis case, is ab- solute ; therefore you must yield, fair Frederica, to my superior claims. Ferdinand Koningsberg was the youngest fon of the count, (whose name he bore) a noble Prussian. He had himself early entered the army under the great Fre- derick, and signalized himself particularly in many daring military exploits ; he wished all his boys to shine as he had done, and to unite the soldier and gen- tleman. His two eldest sons had visited France, Italy, and England. Ferdinand was now twenty. Tlie old count obtained hi^ sovereign's permission forhisyoungesfe 21 hope to follow the example of bis bro- thers. He was to be absent two years, one of which he determined to dedicate to England. He had been near three months in London, when he was urged by two young men with \Vhom he had been in habits of intimacy, both in France and Italy, to accompany them in a tour they purposed making through Wales. He complied with alacrity. On their return through Wrexham, Captain Bowen, one of his companions, recollected that an old friend of his fa- ther's, a captain who had sold out, had retired with his only daughter, a few years since, to reside within two miles 0£ that place. He proposed to his friends, beating 22 up the veteran's quarters. As an addi- tional inducement, he told them he re- membered Maria Hildebrand, at the age of- fourteen, when he last saw her, gave promise of being one of the sweetest girls he ever beheld. Half an hour brought them to the neat elegant little cottage of the cap- tain. It was evening, and he was sitting before the door, contemplating the glo- ries of the setting sun. Captain Bowen advanced, and \vas re- cognised with the utmost satisfaction. His friends were introduced, and Miss Hildebrand enquired after in the space of three minutes. " Maria is presiding at a rustic feast, giving under her inspection,'' returned 23 the father. " A good girl, who has lived with us in the capacity of servant. last week married, and we wished to prove to the friends of her husband, who are rather opulent, the sense we enter- tained of her worth, in the way most pleasing to herself. She chose that in which Maria is now engaged. We will, if you like it, join the party, that I may immediately introduce my daughter to the son of my old friend." The young men, of course, complied with alacrity, and a very few minutes brought them to the villatic scene of festivity. " That is. my girl," said the captain, exultingly, pointing to a lovely creature about sixteen, who was lightly bounding down a dance. 24 Maria did not immediately perceive her father, and the young men had an opportunity of contemplating, for a short time^ that truly soul- inspiring sight of a really beautiful woman exerting herself with elegance, under the fantastic ban- ners of Terpsichore. She was dressed in a short white muslin jacket and petti- coat, which discovered to advantage, her pretty little foot, which seemed scarce to bend the grass it was lightly spring- ing over, and well turned ancle. A bunch of jessamin ornamented her bo- som, and a wreath of the same, cut from the white walls of the cottage, and formed by Maria, into a wreath, was carelessly twisted round a little chip hat, which was placed on her head in a style which discovered the glossiness of her 25 bright brown hair, and her sweet coun- tenance to the utmost perfection. Koningsberg received a wound from one of Cupid's sharpest arrows. He had not gazed enraptured for three mi- nutesj before he had finally resolved, that if he could not obtain Miss Hilde- brand, he would never marry. Maria had, by this time, arrived at the bottom' of the dance, and perceiving her father attended by three young strangers, she advanced timidly towardi^ them. Captain Bowen, she recollected as soon as he was introduced, and gc.ve him her hand with a degree of naivete and frankness, that made Ferdinand ad- mire her more than even and almost VOL. I. c \ 26 hate the envied Bowen, wlioni he in- stantly eonsidered as a rival. The harper again striking the melo- dious strings, as a signal for comineneing a new dance, Captain Bowen led out Miss Hildebrand, who, now she had got a partner worthy of lier, danced with increased lightness and animation, and added fresh torments to the preceding ones Koningsberg bad sustained. The dance over, they were summoned by Maria, to the front of the cottage occupied by the new married pair, where there was a table simply, yet elegantly laid out. Miss Hildebrand made the bride sit by her at the top, wliile the haj^py Ko- ningsberg, as a stranger, was seated on her right hand. ^7 He was now at what he would a few minutes before have considered the pin- nacle of his wishes, but if Maria ad- dressed Captain Bowen, wiih only the common civility that the table, aiid a pre- vious acquaintance demanded, he was again a prey to jealousy. Before they parted, Captain Hilde- brand requested they would prolong their stay for some days, and not let the same evening witness the commence- ment and annihilation of their acquaint- ance. Ferdinand and Captain Bowen readily acquiesced, but the other young man (who was on the point of marriage, had that day received a letter from his in- tended, announcing her arrival in Lon- don,) excused himself, and early the c 2 28 following morning quitted Denbighshire unaccompanied. The image of Maria Hildebrand was too strongly imprinted on the mind of Ferdinand, to permit his getting much sleep that night, and he met Captain Bowen at breakfast, with a languid countenance, occasioned by his internal agitations, and answered the enquiries of him whom he considered in the light of a dangerous rival, in a pettish irri- tated style that surprised his friend. They set off for the cottage early in the forenoon, mutually dissatisfied. Captain Bowen, at a loss to account for the behaviour of Koningsberg, and Ferdinand, eying a face and figure very Inferior to hi^ own, and thinking Maria must yield herself a willing victim to so many attractions, mental and personal. 29 Oh, love ! oh, jealousy ! how do you sport with the feelings of poor mor- tality ? by turns chilling the warm blood that delights in playing round the gay heart of the. beau^ or as your fanciful brain dictates, decking the pedant in all tlie smiles and witcheries of the late un- thinking flutterer. act CHAP. III. Tiiey equal move 111 an unbroken yoke of iaithlul !uve. Glanvil. Jl HE young men approached the cot- tage in silence, but the sight of the worthy captain who came from his humble mansion to meet them, attended by his lovely daughter, soon restored their good humour. Maria, whose natural gaiety, was heightened by the society of two agree- able young men, was all smiles and fas- cination ; and in a long walk, which Uiey took among the wild scenery of 31 North Wales, was the cleliglit of the little party. The kindness of heart that Captain Hildebrand possessed, made him origi- nally take a great deal of notice of the elegant young foreigner ; but he soon continued his attentions from other mo- tives as he found him sensible and well informed; he had already obtained the Order of Merit for his services, and his grandfather had been one of the firtt who had been presented with the order of the Black Eagle, the day previous to the coronation of the Great Frederick, his father was nov/ a knight of the order. Captain Hildebrand, who idolized a profession his circumstances had obliged him to quit, looked upon the youno^ C 4 3'2 chevalier as descended from a race of* warriors, valued him accordingly. Ferdinand, while he was discoui*sii1g with the father,, was all eyes and ears to every action and w^ord of the daughter and Captain Bowen ; and again the foul fiend Jealousy possessed him. In the evening, he gained a great ad- vantage over the man whom he thought must be a rival, as who could behold such an assemblage of beauty, sense, and sweetness, without adoring the ob- ject ? ' ^ Music was proposed, Captain Bowen had not the least turn for the delightful art. Maria struck the harp with skill and sweetness, Koningsberg, who regarded music with a species of idolatry, was more enraptured than ever. 3S An old fiiite of Captain Hildebrand's was produced, and Ferdinand accom- panied Maria. Thus passed sev^eral days, the che- valier could not buU perceive that he gained ground in the esteem of his lovely mistress, and he forgot that he had vi^ sited England from any other motive than to behold the fair Maria, till he vtas roused from his reverie, at the end of a week, by Captain Bo wen observing H was high time for them to think of returning to the metropolis, if he could tear himself away from Maria Hilde- brand. " Can ^ou f returned the chevalier. " Assuredly," said his friend, " but had not my heart for years been fixed on an object, who, in my opinion, c ^ 34 cannot yield to any one, I could not liave gazed upon this fascinating girl, with the apathy I have done. A weight was removed from Konings- berg's heart, an e^cplanation succeeded his incomprehensible conduct, for which Captain Bov^en could now well account, was entirely understood, and a resolu- tion passed the lips of Koningsberg, to throw himself at the feet of Maria, and leain his fate. Suspense appeared intolerable, and he hastened to the cottage. He was received with the accustomed smiles, by Captain Hildebrand, with whom he was a most wonderful favorite, and his daughter. The captain was just preparing to pay a visit to a poor neighbour, who 35 was very ill ; and Ferdinand. a> sooa as he was left alone \vith Maria, declared his passion. She listened to his tale with a satis- faction she did not possess sufficient art to disguise, and assured him of her consent, if she could obtain her father's. Koningsberg was elated beyond the jx)wers of expression, every difficulty appeared overcome, and he enjoyed the most perfect happiness, till the arrival of Captain Hildebrand. He lost not a minute in relating the conditional consent he had received from Miss Hildebrand. The Captain listened v;iih the most profound attention till he had conclud- ed, and then said, '^ Will your father consent to this. Chevalier?'' c6 36 Koningsberg had not even given this a thought ; he felt thunderstruck, without either power or inclination to interrupt the father of Maria, who thus proceeded : — *' That my daughter has so quickly surrendered her heart to you, I am not surprised. Shut up in the bosom of solitude — confined to the society of simple rustics, it is far from astonishing that such a man as he who I am now addressing, should get such immediate possession of her affections ; nor am I at all at a loss to account for the sensation such a girl as mine must give place to, in a bosom that glows with every senti- ment that should dignify humanity. But my Maria labours under circum- stances the most disadvantageous : her family, though respectable, is not great. ^7 and her little fortune will by no means counterbalance her want of high birth. Early in life, I offended the only relation I had, a brother twenty years older than myself, by marrying her mother, who had not any thing to recommend her, but worth and loveliness. Such as Maria now is, such was she. My bro- ther, who had, at an early period of ex- istence, been cruelly treated by the wo- man he adored, turned misanthrope, and forswore female society. Because his brother did not do the same, he has been forbid his house and society for ever. Maria Hildebrand would cast a dignity upon any family — those that would despise her, shall never receive so valuable a treasure. It is now, Che- valier, your time to speak." as Immersed in disagreeable reflections, Koningsberg was scarcely sensible that the captain was waiting his reply, till it was again urged. He then said he thought his father would consent to any- thing that would forward his happi- ness. This was not sufficient for Captain Hildebrand ; he would not sanctioi> their union without the approbation of the count. That obtained, he would, with joy, bestow his daughter upon one who appeared really worthy of her ; but of that, he himself despaired. He in- sisted that Ferdinand should immedi- ately quit Wales with Captain Bowen,: and not return agaiti, unless the answers from Prussia were favorable. He entreated for permission to remain 39 near Maria, till his father's letters ar- rived; but Captain Hildebrand answered in a style that demanded submission. He obeyed with reluctance, and tore himself away from the weeping girl, in a state of distraction. Weeks passed on, and Koningsberg did not write, as Captain Hildebrand had forbade all correspondence between him and his daughter, till he received a favorable answer from Prussia. The captain perceived, with agony, the ravages suspense made in the mind and person of the late lively, blooming Maria, and to divert a melancholy for which he could too well account, proposed a visit to the metropolis. His daughter acquiesced with avidity. It \^as possible she might see Koningsberg, there. 40 The idea inspired her with a ray of hope, and a smile would, while they were making preparations for the jour- ney, occasionally gladden the heart of a father, who lived but in her happiness. Captain Hildebrand, after his marriage, had been under the necessity of selling-^ his commission, and retiring into Wales, as he found his pay inadequate to support his wife. While he continued in the army, five thousand pounds had been left him by his father; but that he entirely run through while he was a subaltern. He thought all liis companions as worthy as himself, and. a fictitious tale of woe would make him part with his last farthing, while thosewho imposed upon him, as soon as his back was turned, ridiculed his credulity. Till he married, his brother supported 4i his benevolent extravagance with libe- rality, but after that event took place, the captain did not receive another gui- nea from him. Abotit the present period, Captain Hildebrand's agent wrote him word that his money which, upon selling his com- mission, ha d been vested in the funds, might be turned to much better account, and produce nearly double the interest, by letting him have it in his busi- ness ; and if he could visit London, he would explain it by word of mouth, far better than by writing. The captain was pleased with the idea of procuring his Maria so many com- forts that she had hitherto been deprived of, and to converse with his agent on the subject, and dissipate his daughter's 42 melancholy, he resolved to lose no time in visiting the metropolis. During Captain Hildebrand's absence one morning, Koningsberg appeared be- fore Maria, pale and dejected. He told her the letters from Prussia had been the very reverse of what he had hoped. That he dreaded appearing before her father, as he had been forbidden ; but urged, with all the eloquence that love could inspire, that she would, during her stay in the metropolis, consent to a pri- vate union. When his father, who loved him tenueily, found that he was actually married, he would relent, and Captain Hildebrand, after the first gust of passion, would tbrce the stern dictates of honor to yield to tlie soft pleadings of paternal afrcction. 43 A'laria was verv vouns:: she loved the pleader tenderly, and though she trem- bled at the idea of deceiving so kind a father, yet believed all Koningsberg urged, and consented to the very first act of disobedience she had ever bee a guilty of. 44 CHAP. IV. When sorrows come, they come not single spies. But in battalions. ^ 'First her father slain. Shaksfeare. -It is unnecessary to dwell on those par- ticulars which may be so perfectly well imagined by the reader who feels in the least interested in this little story. Such as the grief of Captain Hildebrand, at finding himself so deceived in one whom he placed implicit trust, as he considered his own honor wounded in the conduct of his daughter ; nor her despair, which all the efforts of an adoring husband 45 could not dissipate, till she had obtained her father's pardon and promise to ac- company them to Prussia, where the chevalier was or<^ered to join his regi- ment. The old count continued inexorable, and left his youngest son without any provision, save what his commission pro- duced, and the little income of Captain Hildebrand. Ferdinand's brothers never loved him, and were completely unamiable. From them, he neither derived, nor ex- pected assistance. In a battle against the Poles, Konings- berg fell, and the shock made such an impression upon his wife, that not all the uinted efforts of Captain Hildebrand, nor the child of a beloved husband — the a6 dear Frederica, now sixteen, could charm away her melancholy, and at the age of thirty-six, she breathed her last, in the arms of her lather and daughter. When the first violence of excessive grief began to resign its place to calm sorrow, the captain, now sixty- seven years of age, resolved upon leaving Prussia with his beloved grand-daughter. Every object they there beheld, served but to remind them of Koningsberg and his Maria. *^ I will take you, my love," said the honorable veteran, " to that place where your sainted mother first drew breath. While I am leaning upon your arm, contemplating the rnajestic picturesque scenery of North Wales, or behold you lightly bounding before me, I shall forget that eighteen years have 47 elapsed, and think tl:at I behold my Maria in the person of her Frederica.'* Captain Hildebrand was one of those surprising men that you rarely meet with. Before his spirits received the cruel shock that had so recently op- pressed them, he seemed very little more than fifty ; his manners possessed all the hilarity of early youth, and he never for a minute, forgot that he once was young, or rather, he did not reflect that he was now old. When they arrived in London, the TStage in which Frederica and her grand- father came, from the port at which they landed, set them down at an inn in the Borough. For that night, he determined -to take up his lodging there, and go the follow- 48 ing morning to his agent, obtain a suf- ficient sum to purchase a cottage in North Wales, and retire immediately there with his beloved companion. Accordingly, after breakfast, he left her, and returned in about an hour, with a countenance that terrified Frederica, who flew to him, exclaiming, '' My dear grandfather, what has happened ?'* He tottered to a seat, and burst into tears, while he caught the affrighted girl in his arms, exclaiming, " My child, we are beggars !" *' Beggars, dear sir ! How can that be?" " My agent, child, in whose hands was every guinea I possessed, has not 'only committed the horrible act of sui- -cide, but not left suflicient money to 49 pay the demand of the most trivial of his creditors. Frederica, your wretched grandfather has not five pounds in the world!" " Then, sir, we must support ourselves by our own ingenuity/' she returned, smiling throHgh her tears. '^ That edu- cation which your kindness, and that of my beloved parents, bestowed upon me, will now turn to a good account. I can return, in part, to my dear grand- father, the many obligations I owe him. Pray dry up your tears ; — think how sweet that bread will eat which is pro- cured by the industry of your little girl." The veteran sobbed, while he pressed her to his heart. When he was a little composed, lit VOL. J. D 50 began to reflect upon what coLir?e he must pursue. He had not a friend to whom he could apply : Frederica and himself were the whole world to each other; they had not another connection in it. The death of his brother^ he had read in a London newspaper^ several years since, and it mentioned tljat his large estates devolved to a young man whom he had adopted. To this person, the captain now resolved to write, to ask if his brother had entirely omitted his name in his will. To remain at the house they then were in, was impossible ; he therefore went out, and hired two very miserable rooms in the neighbourhood, to which Frederica and their baggage were imme- diately removed. 51 Now came the time of trial. — When the exertion of mind the captain had been necessitated to employ, began to subside, he was attacked by a most violent illness. Frederics, half frantic^ sent the wo- man of the house for medical aid. Before he was pronounced out of danger, all their money was spent, their clothes sold, and themselves deeply in debt to the ignorant, unfeeling widow, who kept the house, and became cla- morous for her money, and treated the wretched Frederica with cruelty. As soon as her grandfather could <:onnect his ideas, he bade her wiite to the heir of his deceased brother, as he bad intended doing previous to his ill- D 2 LIBRARY -noxrv OF mWO^S 52 ness, and to relate their distress. The cap- tain spurned at the idea of asking assist- ance ; but what was he to do ? A prison glared him in the face, and thefateof a be- loved female was connected with hi^own. The letter was soon dispatched, and the landlady, to whom it was read, a little pacified ; but no answer coming for several days, her former clamours were renewed. What was Frederica to do ? She saw her grandfather actually dying for want of nourishment. She had quitted him one day for five minutes, and upon returning to the room, found him struggling, and speech- less* In an agony she flew to the mistress of the house, beseeching, with tears, for 53 a little of the brandy she had seen come in the day before. It was refused with unfeeling igno- rance. Frederica knew where it was depo* sited; she entered the room, opened the closetj and made herself mistress of a bottle of the cordial in less than a mi- nute. Gasping for breath, she returned to the captain, poured a large quantity down his throat, and had the happiness to see him revive. Her countenance assumed the anima- tion of hope, and she was gazing with delight at his recovering features, when ■the door opened, and the landlady ap- peared before them, accompanied by two ill-looking men, exclaiming, **' That n 3 54 is your prisoner; that is tiie pretty miss who stole iTiy brandy." Frederica was staiicling witli the bot- tle ill her hand; she gazed with asto- nishment, while one of the men, taking it from her, and seizing her roughly by the arm, said, " Come, you must go along with us ; this honest woman has had patience enough with you. And my advice is^ for her to send that old fellow to the King's Bench ; it is hard by ; and if I was her, I would not let him die in my house, for d'ye see, it is not a pleasant thing." Frederica clung to her grandfather, who, fortunately, was not sufficiently recovered to know what was going for- ward, cxclaiminir, '' I cannot — will not leave liim/' " We will see that," &aid>the spokes- man, **' if you could have kept your handle from picking and stealing, so you might, but as you could not, come along. She fainted away, and was conveyed, as on similar occasions, after going through the usual process of law, to Newgale. She suffered but a very few days, all the horrors she was there exposed to, her own agonised thoughts, and the society of several of the most depraved of her sex, was augmented by their con- tinually telling her, that transportation she must consider as a lenient punish- ment for her offence ; when on the fifth evening of her imprisonment, the gaoler entered the room where she. had been sitting all day in trembling expectation D 4 56 of being summoned to appear befoi-e her judges; with the pleasing informa- tion, that she was at liberty, as a bill had not been found against her. The terms of law she was unac- quainted with, she only knew she was no longer to be detained, and not stay- ing to hear the envious vulgar congra- tulations of her partners in misery, she hastened after the gaoler, who released her from the haunts of guilt and wretch- edness. After many enquiries, she at length arrived at the miserable house where she had left her grandfather, but when she saw it, her terrors of its owner, su- perseded every other consideration, and she stood gazing at the windows, not daring to enter. 57 All that she had left, that was of any value, was a locket with both her parents' hair set in gold. This she had treasured, and hoped never to part with, and kissing the case that had contained the valuable relic, she took out the hair, which she placed in her bosom, and entered a miserable public house, opposite that of her dread- ed enemies. By the bribe of her locket, she en- gaged the dirty servant of the house to go and make enquiries respecting her grandfather, she soon returned with the account that the inhuman woman said she could not afford to keep those who would not pay any longer, and had that evening sent him to the King's Bench, but that she might have saved her* D 3 58 self the trouble; for. an noiir after be went, a smart gentleman came, who settled her bill, got her receipt, her law- yer's address, and then followed the cap- tain. The servant who really felt for P>e- derica, forced her to eat a piece of bread, and drink some porter, and then shewed her the nearest way to the King's Bench. When she got there, it was near ten o'clock, but the gaoler humanely told her that one of the name she enquired for, had that afternoon remained only a few hours in the prison, as he had been followed by a gentleman who re- leased him, and that he appeared very weak and ill. What was now to become of her ; 59 she knew not a soul in the worlds she had not strength to return to Newgate, her shoes were worn from her feet, which were almost cut to pieces. She tottered to London Bridge, and seated herself on one of the benches, unable to move, from cold and illness — insulted by the refuse of the creation — a prey to anguish, she hoped never again to see the ligiit, but fata ordered it otherwise. At the dawn of day, a poor woman who had observed her distress, and un- like the rabble who had insulted her, really compassionated her sufferings — approached where shewiis sitting discon- solate, and enquired if she could be of any service to her. Fredcrica thanked her in a gentle 60 tone, and telling her in a few words, her present urgent distress, entreated her to direct her to Newgate, The woman complied with her re- quest ; but observing how faint and wretched she appeared, she said to her, " Although I pity your wants, I cannot relieve them, for I have no money myself. But here, take this little basket, perhaps somebody will buy a few of these matches, and that will get you a morsel of bread, and is better than begging. Frederica received the gift of the be- nevolent stranger with gratitude mixed with anguish, for she could not help thinking of the disgrace her noble family received in her being reduced to the degraded station of a match girl. *' Yet have I not been in prison ?" exclaimed 61 she ; '' and for theft ? And shall I* talk of being above any thing after that ?'* Full of these thoughts, she endea- voured to trace her way to Newgate, certain that her grandfather would in- quire for her there ; but the terrors of her mind had --evented her from attend- ing properly to the direction given her,- and she wandered about until she got into the Park, where she was fortunate enough to address the benevolent Lady Anne NorvaK 6a CHAP. V. Charity, modest, decent, easy, kind. Softens the high, and rears the abject mind j Knovys with just reins, and gentle hand, to guide Betwixt vile shame, and arbitrary pride. Soft peace she brings, wherever she arrives ; She builds our quiet as she forms our lives -, Lays the rough paths of peevish nature even. And opens in each heart, a little heaven. Prior. VVhex Frederica had finished the narrative of her sorrows, which had often been interrupted by tears, " Can your ladyship wonder," said she, turning to Lady Anne, " that I have so long 6a laboured under mental derangement, as good Mrs. Newton tells me I have ?'* " Indeed I do not," she replied, ten- derly embracing her ; " I am only asto- nished that reason ever returned ; I could scarcely have thought it possible for any one to hav€ endured what you have gone through. But where can Captain Hil- debrand be ?'' *' Ah !" said Frederica, " while I am in a state of uncertainty respecting him, I never can be happy. To you, sir, (turning to Mr. Norval,) I must appeal for advice and assistance — already under so many obligations, I still entreat for more." Mr. Norval, who felt himself equally interested with Lady Anne, promised to make every enquiry possible respectinc;- 64 the captain, adding^ " If there is any- thing. Miss Koningsberg, that can set your mind at ease, tell rae, and it shall be done.'* " There is one favor that I scarce know how to ask," said Frederica ; " but to prove how I impose upon bene- volence ; it is to request that you will accompany me to that horrid prison that kept me from my dear grandfather. You would command respect from the gaoler ; me alone, he would treat with in- solence, and possibly not answer. My only friend would surely send there to enquire after his poor girl. If it is an improper request, sir, tell me, who am so ignorant of the ways of the world ; I can only speak from the dictates of my heart." 03 " Continue ever to do the same," said Mr. Norval ; " you are fortunate in hav- ing so long escaped those prejudices of society which warp the generous senti- ments of the mind. I will accompany you with pleasure^ and we will go to the house of the inhuman woman where you lodged ; Captain Hildebrand may have sent there. Under my protection, you will not, surely, be afraid of her ;" seeing Frederica shrink with fear. " Certainly not^ sir," she replied ; '* but the ideas her very name inspires, are dreadful. But for her I should not have been separated from my grand- father — should not have endured the horrors of a prison, the dread of a trial, transportation, or may be, ignominious death, for an act that I cannot help glo- rying in, since it certainly rescued my 00 grandfather from death ; yet had it not been for iicr, 1 should never have known these esteemed, these respected friends," taking a hand of each, while the tears of gratitude moistened her eyes. Early the following morning, Mr. Norval promised to take her in the chariot, to Newgate. James was, therefore, sent to Hampstead to desire Mrs. Newton not to expect Miss Koningsberg till the next eveiiing. Lady^ Anne that day shut her doors to all visitors, so pleased was she with tlie society o^ the young foreigner, and the artless siinplicity of many of her re- marks. The carriage, at an early hour, con- veyed Fredcrica and her benevolent at- tendant^ to Newgate. As she approai^hed the dreaded walls^ an agony that she could not overcome, seized her, and it was with dilficulty, that the powerful salts which Lady Anne had made her take in the chariot, could keep her from fainting. The gaoler^ under whose care she had been committed, was immediately re- cognised by Frederica, though he did not appear to recollect one whom he had regarded as a common thief, now seated in an elegant carriage. He told Mr. Norval he perfectly well remembered releasing a young woman who had been committed for stealing a bottle of brandy, and that a few hoars after she was gone, two gentlemen stopped at the prison gate, in a post-cliaise, one an old one, who appeared sick. *' Ah !" cried Frederica, '' that was my dear grandfather." 68 ^*Was it, miss ?" returned the gaoler* '* I cannot say as to that ; but the youngest of the two, got out, and came and asked me about the young thief, and I told him a bill was not found against her. So he said, ^ It is all very well, If she should come here again, tell her her grandfather is better, and not to make herself unhappy about him, for he would be well taken care of." ^ "Thank God!" ejaculated Frede- rica. " I told him I would remember it, but I did not think it very likely she would make me a friendly visit, unless her love of brandy should make her to be caught tripping again." ' The gaoler laughed at what he consi- dered as wit. Frederica threw herself back in the 69 carriage, and Mr. Nerval asked if that was all that had been said. — Yes, to the best of his recollection, the man replied. The carriage was then ordered to the Borough. At the extremity of a dirty lane, was situated that house which had for so many weeks, been the wretched abode of the brave Captain Hildebrand and his grand-daughter. When the carriage stopped at the door, Mr. Nerval, observing Frederica turn very pale, said, ^^ You have nothing to dread, Miss Koningsberg ; I am your protector." She felt ashamed of her fears, and by an exertion, endeavoured to conquer them. " Open the door, James,'' said Mr. 70 ^ Nerval ; *' we are going to get out here." " Dear sir, I hope not/' exclaimed Frederica. "For shame!'' returned he, taking her hand to assist her from the carriage; ^' you have not any thing to dread now. Surely my power is superior to the owi^er of this miserable house." Mrs. Green, the dreaded landlady, had been observing all their motions from her window, w^th a species of curiosity and surprise, excited by seeing so elegant an equipage in so wretched a lane ; but the latter was wonderfully augmented when she observed the foot- man knock at the door, and the lady xmd gentleman alight. She went to receive them with a pro- fusion of smiles and courtesies. The trembling Frederica, in a deep white muslin veil, she did not recognise, but begged her ladyship would walk into her humble parlour, while she was favored with his honor's commands. Supported by Mr. Norval, she entered the very room from which she luid taken the brandy. Mr. Norval and Frederica seated themselves, and the former said, " Sit down, Mrs. Green — I think that is your name — as I wish to speak to you." She r-eplied, she knew better how to behave herself before such gentry, while exultation sparkled in her little grey eyes, at the idea of the consequence she should^derive in the neighbourhood, from the visitors she had been fortunate enough to receive under her roof. 72 These cogitations were broken in upon by Mr, Norval demanding if she knew any thing of Captain Hildebrand. *' No, please your honor," she re- turned, courtesying low as she spoke, "not any thing since the evening that he left my house to go ." " To the King's Bench," interrupted Mr. Norval. " How could you have the inhumanity to send a man of his age and respectability, ^nd in a dying state too, to prison, after sending his grand^ daughter to Newgate — an innocent young creature of your own sex too, who was impelled by your barbarity, and the dangerous situation of her only friend, to commit a deed at which, on a less trying occasion, her very soul would have revolted ?" The crest-fallen Mrs* Green stood 73 twlrlmg her fingers, while die natural malignity of her disposition again began to gloom conspicuous in her counte- nauce. Frederica sobbed aloud, and IVIr. Norval, fearful of her fainting, threw up her veil, and discovered her face lo her ancient enemy, whose passion, at the sight of her, outstripped every ra- tional consideration/ ^ " Oh, oh, my pretty lady," said she, *^ what you arc come again, are you ? I begin now to find out what this fine carriage, and all the bullying I have received, means. I always thought you would turn out no better than you should be, and this shews me that I can see through a stone wall as well as most people." Mr. Norval here interrupted her, in a VOL, I. K 74 style that commandecl respect, and pro- moted fear. He threatened her with the fate that Frederica Iiad so severely SLitfered from, and assured iier that the defamer of innocence was never treated with lenity ; and after again expatiating upon the extreme inhumanity of her conduct, he left her a prey to her own feelings — the very worst companions she could have. • «3 CHAP. VL Such is the weakness of all mortal hope, • So fickle is the state of earthly things. That 'ere they come into their aimed scope. They fall so short tf our fair reckonings. Spencer. VV HEN Frederica was a little recovered, she asked Mr. Nerval's advice of what she was to do, concerning her grand- father. '• Till I receive some informa- tion respecting him, I cannot attempt to feel ease, for indeed, sir, it would be vain. If you do not disapprove of it, I will write to his brother's heir ; it is possible he may know something of him. Who could it be that released 76 him from prison, save Mr. Abbot ? He had not a claim upon another creature. Yet how could the most tender of re- latives leave his poor girl a prey to every species of misery, in a place that she was- totally unacquainted with, without a friend in the world, and entirely desti- tute of money and clothes? How dif- ferent from every former action of liis life!'' Absorbed in grief, she Hstened to Mr. Nerval's acquiescence of her scheme, who said, " If it will make you the least more easy, dear Miss Koningsberg, we will go to Mr. Abbot's seat in Buck- inghamshire ;— he must know some- thing respecting Captain Hildebrand." A gleam of satisfaction beamed from tlic tearful eye of Frederica, while she / / thanked Mr. Nerval with real gratitude for the proposal. When they arrived in Hanover Square, they found Lady Anne very mucli alarmed by the sudden, and violent ill- ness of her eldest boy. She had sent otf for Dr. Brown, who pronounced his conn.plaint to be a scarlet fever. The whole house was in a state of agitation. Lady Anne could not be prevailed upon to leave her child, but wrote an affectionate note to Frederica, requesting she would directly order the carriage, and go to Hampstead, lest she should catch the infection in her weak state. '' To leave town at present," said Mr. Norval, ** Miss Koningsberg, is E 3 7B impossible ; tliereforc write this evening to Mr. Abbot, and as soon as you have an answer, pray send it to me, as I shall be very anxious to hear." As soon as she arrived at Mrs. New- ton's, Frederica lost not an instant in writing to the only person she judged it Irkely would know any thing respecting her grandfather, entreating that he would not delay answering her enquiries, and painting, in strong colours, the misery- she endured from the uncertain state she was in, concerning Captain Hilde- brand's fate. She mentioned the ho- norable protection she was under, and the meditated visit to his seat, likewise what had postponed, though she hoped, not entirely prevented it, as she could not help flattering herself that her grand-- father was with him. The letter dispatched, Frederlca be- gan to give way to the pleasing visionsr of hope. It is very unnatural for ex- treme youth to dwell long upon the iron characters of despair. She soon ar- ranged it in her own mind, that Captain Hildebrand was certainly with his bro- ther's heir ; and as she could not settle to her own satisfaction, his conduct sub- sequent to being released from the King's Bench, she determined to banish it froni her memory, and give way to the illusions of expectation, that derived a great part of their strength from returning conva- lescence, and the heakli-inspiriug breezes of Mav". The second morning brouglit her the desired — the expected answer. '- This will realise all mv enchantinrr K 4 80 anticipations/' sair] Frcderica, eagerly taking the letter from the servant, and hastening to her room to peruse the contents at leisure. It never occurred to her ardent ima- gination that il was possible for the re- ply-to differ from her wisheS; and she opened it with a delight that was very' soon checked. It was liOt written by Mr. Abbot, but a most particular friend. By his desire, it acquainted tlie unhappy Frederica that he did not knov/ any thing respect- ing Captain Hildebrand, and that the letter she mentioned having written, had never come to hand. He congratulated her upon the protection she received from IvJ^r. Norval and his lady ; and concluded by offering her-, in Mr, Ah- 81 bot*g liaine, any pecuniary assistance sliC n}ight require, as lie derived his for- tune from the Hildebrand estate. He observed, his friend would think it a pleasure, and consider it a duty, to assist a branch of that familv. Frcderica threw down the letter In despair, and folding her arms on the ta- ble by which she was sitting, she threw her miserable head upon them, and sobbed with a vehemence she did not seek to repress. The dreadful epistle seemed the death-warrant of her happi- ness. She had for so many liours given way to the most pleasing ideas^ that she felt the shock she now received> with added violence. She remained insensible to every thing but her own sorrows, for near an £ 5 82 hour, till Mrs. Newton, In passing the door, was attracted by the sound of grief, entered the chamber. The noise the door made in opening, attracted the poor sufferer's attention, and raising her head, she beheld the friendly old woman, who approached her with compassion, saying, " Sweet lady, what is the matter ? Come, dry your tears ; you will break my old hearty if you go on so." The ever attractive accents of friend- ship never sounded more soothing to Frederica than in the present instance. Throwing herself into the good woman's arms, she exclaimed, " Oh, Mrs. Nev\^- ton, I have not a friend in. the world !" " Do not say so," returned the good creature. *' Think of my lady and Mn 83 Norval ; and James and I would do any thing to serve you.** « Yes;' replied Frederica, " I feel my ingratitude ; I have had many more benefits heaped upon me than I deserve. I ihall go distracted," said she, pressing her hand npon her beating head. '' Kind Mrs. Newton, send that fatal letter te Mr. Norval. I will throw myself on the bed, and perhaps you will come and sit by me, and let me talk ta you of my grandfather, and while you are with me, I shall not think myseir the deserted being I in real it}- am. Mrs. Newton again assured her she must not call herself deserted, and again* named the four that were so willing ix> serve her; and then darkening theroom^ she quitted it for a few minutes^ to send 81 the letter to Hanover Square, but very soon returned to Frederica. Her piety, and the extreme simplicity of her remarks, joined to the attachment she professed for our heroine, tended to tranquilizc the poignancy of her affliction, and admit, by very slow degrees, the entrance of hope again into her mind. The evening brought a most kind letter from Lady Anne, who said she longed very much to see Frederica, but was fearful yet awhile. Her child was still very unwell, but Dr. Brown assured her that he never had been in danger, nor was there any reason for apprehend- ing that he would, as the complaint certainly diminished, instead of increas- ing. She added, " Mr. Norval and myself are very much obliged to you for 85 sending the letter, but were sincerely concerned by the account of your ex- treme depression^ that Mrs. Newton sent us. Exert yourself, dearest Miss Ko- ningsberg, there is certainly a mystery that envelopes the fate of your grand- father, and which must be pierced through. I have been so much taken up with my boy that I have not yet had time to consult Henry on the most ex- pedient method of unravelling this clue. For the sake of Captain Hildebrand, who must be found, exert yourself; do not suffer your spirits to sink under this new disappointment. You are in honor- able protection-^safe with those who sincerely feel for your many and unde- served trials, and who esteem you al- ready at this early period of acquaintance^' 86 These assurances soothed the dejected girl, and obtahied for her a little respite from the agony of reflection in sleep. She received daily accounts from Hanover Square, -and the little boy stili continued mending. Frederica had now sufficient time to think of her dependent situation. She had been four months under the protec- tion of one on whom she had actually forced herself; the very clothes that she wore, were presented her by Lady Anne Norval. She was now living in a lodging cn^ tirely at that lady's expence, and though she bestowed her gifts with a kindness and delicacy rarely exampled, yet Frede- rica had a proud heart ; she felt as that there was a degree of pusillanimity in 87 her conduct, when she was the possessor of a variety of accomplishments, suffer- ing herself to be supported now her health was restored, and she was enabled to gain a maintenance ; she therefore seized a pen, and wrote as follows : «8 CHAP. VII. Bat fix'd, unalterable care. Foregoes not what she feels within; Shews the same sadness ev'ry where, . And slights the season and the scene. C0WPER» W II EN EVER I have had the happi- ness, madam/of being with your ladyship. or Mr. Norval, I have never been per- mitted to utter those heartfelt expressions of gratitude which were bursting from my bosom ; but the truly generous are usually characterised by being amply content with the silent, though gratify- ing reward of an approving conscience. ^0 But now^ 1113110.11, when you cannot b.iy, ' Dear Miss Koningsberg, you will otFend us if you proceed/ I seize with avidity, the opportunity afforded by ab- sence, to pour out the effusions of a grateful soul, to thank your ladyship, to thank the philanthropic Mr. Norval for the unexampled benevolence bestowed upon the unfortunate orphan who cast herself upon your mercy. — To say that your God will reward you for your kinrl- ness to his creatures, and believe me, madam, on my knees^ I have prayed (and shall ever continue to do the same) for a continuance of the happiness you now enjoy, to you and yours; to entreat for an increase, would be impious, as I fancy, in this life, it is impossible. Lest I should offend, I will not say any more 90 011 this subject, but pix)ceed to the ori- ginal cause that induced me to trouble your ladyship by addressing a letter to you. — I have now, madam, for some months, been the object of your bound- less liberality ; illness and mental de- rangement prevented any exertion on my part, though those spirits that used to enliven my youth are fled, I fear, for ever. Yet my health is entirely restored^ and I shall now, through your ladyship's assistance, be enabled to turn the few accomplishments I possess, to account. My prophetic mother often stimulated me to acquire a degree of proficiency in the several branches of my studies, by saying, if they only need be exerted for the amusement of my friends, it would compensate amply far my trouble; 91 •r such were the changes of fortune^ I might be necessitated to call them forth for my own support. That time is now arrived, and to your ladyship I turn for directions how to apply them. I believe I am competent to instructing in French^ Italian, and the harp ; drawing I studied principally as an amusement, and conse- quently know less of that than music, which art I was early initiated in. My knowledge of the Prussian language will be, I should conceive, of little utility in the present case ; and indeed, although I was born in Regal Prussia, yet I know less of that (my mother tongue) than any, as our servants were French and Italian, and my father never spoke his own language, except when necessity compelled him, as he often said the 9^ cruelty of ihe Count Koningsberg made him wish to forget iie was a Prussian* Your ladyship is now acquainted with my wishes. May I hope for another obligation, added to the many I have already felt my^ gratitude so awakened for, by your condescending to instruct me how I may turn the liberal education I have received, to account. It is with great satisfaction that I hear of the daily amendment of your little charge, whom I hope soon to be permitted to see again ; and with respects to Mr. Nerval, I remain your ladyship's " Gratefully obliged " F. K." Lady Anne and Mr. Norval were sit- ting together when Frederica's letter 93 arrived. " The more I hear and see of tills girl," said her ladyship, '^ the more I feel myself propelled to admire her. I highly approve the indepetidence of her spirit, that feels such gratitude for the few benefits she has received, yet cannot bear the idea of incurring more. I think she would be a valuable acquisition in our family ; she could assist me in the care of the children, and be a delightful companion while you are awav, and in two or three years, if she sl^ould continue with us, she will be highly serviceable to our little Anne. Do you not agree with m.e, Henry ?'* " Not entirely.'* *' Really ! Why^ where do your ob- jections to my plan rest ?" ^* I will tell you, Anne. Instead of 94 being advantageous to Miss Konings- berg, it will, in my opinion, be highly the contrary. You might derive plea- sure from her society when you are at home, but consider the numberless en- gagements you are necessitated to enter into, and the variety of company you receive. Miss Koningsberg would then be in solitude ; her talents and accom- plishments would rust for want of being called into action. On the other side of the question, were you to make her the companion of your visits, her situa- tion would be yet more unpleasant. Youth, beauty, and accomplishments such as her's, would be sufficient to awaken the' envy of her own sex ; not even your protection would shield her •from that cutting contempt that little 93 minds too frequently bestow upon those who are their superior in every thing but fortune. Some of your friends are acquainted with the singular particulars of your meeting ; they, of course, have told it theirs ; therefore she would be an object of observation and cariosity, and treated as your dependent ; for de- pend upon it, the story of the match girl will be remembered." ^^ I cannot help agreeing with you,'* said Lady Anne^ ^' I really think I should be rendering her a disservice. But what are we to do ? She is too young to undertake the education of children ; however competent she may be to the task, few would like to trust such ex- treme youth ; and there are very few situations as companions that are eligible. 1)0 As soon as little Henry Is well enongli for me to quit him, I will consult Mrs. Claresby ; she may be able to strike out somctJhing that may do." Mrs. Claresby, whom Lady Anne mentioned, had formerly been governess to her ladyship ; but before Lady Anne Sefton had attained her thirteenth year, she had married Mr. Claresby^ who was in a Manchester warehouse in the city. As he was assiduous and clever in the business, they soon gave him a small share of it, and at his death, he left his widow a genteel annuity, each of his daughters three thousand pounds, and recommended his son earnestly to his partners, who, from the friendship they bore the father, immediately gave him the half of the part Mr. Claresby had had. 97 Lady x\nne Norval was particularly fond of Mrs. Claresby, u'ho was a wo- man of good sense ; her manners frank and easy, though they frequently deviated from the genteel. ..^ Enthusiastically fond of her own fa- mily, she thought there perfection reigned triumphant, and only there. Although she had a manner that made all her friends, or rather acquaintances, fancy, while they were with her, that they were all the world to her, till they began to reflect, that when they had en- tered her drawing-room, they had seen her caress a departing visitor with every mark of the most unfeigned regard, but no sooner had her carriage driven from the door, than tlwse who remained were amused with the caricatured follies of VOL. J. F 98 of her, who, five minutes before, had to her face, been praised and flattered. The two Miss Claresby's were plain clever girls ; the former they did not not know — with the latter they were too well acquainted. Their motlier thought one pretty — the other hand- some, and had actually told it them so very often they could not doubt such good authority. James, the only son, and family darling, was three years older than his si-sters ; not devoid of sense, but the complete little puppy — quite the city beau, rushing into all the extre- mity of fashionable dress, and fashionable amusements, till he stepped beyond gen- tility, and proved to those who conde- scended to notice him, the extreme want <^f real elegance there was about him. 99 This youth was mamma's pride, who delighted in having so perfectly genteel ■a son, and sisters' glory. His mother had so often assured him that he and the girls were so entirely what they ought to be, that he, like them, would not doubt the authority, and loved iiiniself and his sisters most ^sincerely. Very soon after Mr. Claresby's .ome time, as she had been taken rather more notice of than they ^47 wished, in the parties in Clifford Street, and Colonel Ashford always enquired after his little pensive favorite, if she was out of the room when he called ; and Captain Fitzraymond had appeared too much pleased with her singing for Emma to feel any thing but envy when she was present. This she did not even allow to herself, but set down the unfortunate object of her jealousy as the most altered being in the world. She had thought her, at first, every thing that was agreeable ; she was now comfortably situated, and therefore did not consider it expedient to wear the mask any longer : but it was in her jaundiced imagination that the change lay, augmented by the family fail- ing — that strong attachment every branch of it experienced for novelty. H 2 MS Frederica was still the same amiable, unaffected girl, she had ever been. It was with the most extreme delight she received the permission to accept of Lady Anne's invitation ; and with a satisfaction scarcely inferior, she listened to the reasons Mrs. Clarcsby gave for not permitting Emma to accompany her. '^ It must be sufficiently perceptible, my dear, to you," said that lady, " that Captain Fitzraymond isvery much struck with my Emma. Indeed I do not myself vvonder at it, for she is a very charming girl, and looked very handsome last night, and I thought Sophy one of the prettiest women in the r om ; her coun- tenance is so interesting. But that is straying from my subject. I intended 149 informing you, tliat as I have every reason to suppose Captain Fitzraymond very iTiUch attached to my youngest daughter, and that he will soon make a declaration in form to me, I think it v/ould be unkind and imprudent to se- parate them, particularly as it is a match that far exceeds my expectations, though not superior to Emma's merits." Frederica could not but acquiesce with Mrs. Claresby, in the propriety of keeping Emma at home, and rejoiced in the pleasing prospect that Mrs. Claresby expatiated with such energy upon. Bred up in solitude, and scarcely knowing any thing of the world she lived in, Fredcrica's ir^ind had acquired rather a romantic turn. Any fabulous histories she had read, were tales of chi- li 3 ioO valry in which both her father and gr;ind- father had particularly delighted. These had taught her to expect that the conduct of a lover, in the presence of his mistress^ would be widely different to that of Captain Fitzrayinond when with Emma. She even contrasted his behaviour with the really attached Cap- tain Seymour's, and found it so different in every respect, that she could not help sayirg mentally, " If this man is a lover, howpeculiarly disrespectful hisconductis ; how can Emma suffer it from one who ought to be all submission to her will?'* J51 CHAP. XII, Now In the cowslip's dewy cell. The fairies make their bed j They hover roun'^. the crystal well. The turf in circles tread. The lovely linnet now her song Tunes sweetest in the wood ; The twitt'ring swallow skims alon^ Tije azure liquid flood. SHEN'liTON-E, jylris. Clares BY wrote a long letter, that evening, to her clear Lady Anne, in- forming her of the reasons that prevented Emma's accepting her ladyship's invita- tion j and saying that Miss Koningsberg H 4 lo'Z was at her service for a few weeks, whenever lier ladyship chose to name tlic (lay, and the manner >n which ^he was to go down. By return of post, an answer came fiOtn Lady Anne Norval. politely regret- ting that she could not have Emma's society, though rejoicing in the cause. She said, as Frederica was now deprived of her travelling companion^ she had written to Mrs. Newton to attend her young favorite into Suffolk ; as she made a point of having the good woman down for a short time, every summer, she thought the present a very good oppor- tunity, and should send James to town to wait MissKoningsberg's commands ; and as soon as she could make it conve- nient to come, and Mrs. Claresby would 153 spare her, the more happy her ladyship would be.. Frederica's delight was so great at the idea of again seeing Lady Anne Norval, that for five minutes, even the uncer- tainty she was in respecting the fate of her grandfather, was forgotten in the anticipation of the projected visit. At dinner, Emma received a severe mortification, by Captain Fitzraymond saying, " When do you mean to go into Suffolk r" Her face was sulTused wiih Lluslic^. and she felt too angry to reply; but Mrs. Claresby relieved her, by answering tiie captain. '' You knov/ I tolJ you yesterday, I had written to my old friend, Lady Anne, to excuse Emma from wait- ing upon her ladyship, as I really agree II ') 154 with you, in thinking it wrong to se- parate my girls, as they will be so little together ; and I have this day had a re- ply, in which I perceive her ladyship is very much hurt at our non-compliance with her wishes. I do not wonder at it, as Emma's gaiety would be an enlivener of every society." The captain turned off his forgetful- ness with an ease peculiar to himself, and an elegant compliment to the of- fended Emma, with the utmost facility got himself reinstated in her former opi- nion, which was as high as the most en- raptured lover could desire. Frederica watched all that passed in silence, but still her original ideas pre- ponderated, and she yet thought, " This man does not love Emma Claresby." I5b While they were sitting at desert, the servant entered, and told Frederica that James was arrived from Suffolk, with Lady Anne Norval's very kind love^ and ^ that she had sent him to attend her commands respecting the journey. ♦ She immediately requested permission to retire, and went to the honest grand- son of Mrs. Newton, who was delighted to see her ; as he had been with his lady when Frederica first attracted her notice, he always considered himself very much interested in all that concerned her. Frederica, after her first enquiries were over, respecting Lady Anne, Mr. Norval, and the children, asked parti- cularly after his grandmother, whom she had only had one opportunity of seeing, since she quitted Hampstead. H.6 IS6 "Thank you, miss; she is quite well," he replied^ " as I could not help going to see her first;, and she sends her hum- ble service to you, and says she is quite pleased that my lady lets her go down at the time you do, and &he hopes you will settle a speedy day for your journey, as she so longs to see her ladyship."' Frederica, who was equally anxious, and did not wish to detain James, said she would ask Mrs. Ctaresby when she thought it adviseable, and let him know immediately. She accordingly returned to the din- ing-room, where the ladies yet were, and desired to know if Mrs. Claresby ap- proved of her going the following morn- ing. " No, indeed ; you must not think 157 of leaving this society so soon," said Captain Fitzraymond ; '' we shall be quite lost without your aid in our little musical parties." This speech, which provoked Mrs. Claresby^ made her answer, in an ill- humoured tone^ that she certainly ?nu.st go the next morning. As Lady Anne had sent her footman for his old ■ grandmother. Miss Koningsberg was to accompany her, and could not form any pretence for detaining her kdyship^s servant. Fr-ederica did not wait to hear any more, but directly informed James she should leave town the following morn- ing, and asked at what hour they must set off. rie replied, if it was agreeable^ he 158 would bring his grandmother, in the chaise, at ten, and they could get to Norval Park, with ease, to tea Frederica did not return to the party, but made an excuse of having to pack her things, and to make preparations for the journey^ which would detain her all the evening. The apology was readily admitted, as her absence gave now far more satisfac- tion than her presence to the female part of the family. Colonel Ash ford, who called in the evening, lamented the loss they would sustain, and praised her very much; but Captain Fitzraymond, who perceived it was not a pleasing theme, forbore utter- ing a syllable of the high opinion he entertained of her, which forbearance 159 restored peace to Emma, who had felt seriously angry and uncomfortable at his late conduct, and in high spirits, called to sit with Frederica half an hour before she went to bed, to unburtlien her full mind. Captain Fitzraymond was of course the only person she could speak of. He had perceived that he had taken too much notice of Frederica, and as he only admired her as an amiable, interesting girl, with a charming voice, he deter- mined not to oiFend one from whom he really derived amusement, as Emma's airs were a constant source of merriment to him. She gave herself all the man- ners that generally distinguishes an abso- lute beauty, and from one who was really plain, it afforded constant novelty to the gallant captain. *^ I have every reason," said the de- lighted Emma, '' to think, when we- meet again, I shall no longer be a Ciaresby. Captain Fitzraymond's man- ncr, this evening, admitted of only one interpretation. Do you not think him* perfectly divine, Miss Koningsberg ?'* ^* I certainly," replied Frederica^" never saw a handsomer man, and- he appears* entire master of every subject he under- takes ; and I think, if you have him,, your's will be a fortunate lot." '' Every one speaks well of him," said Emma ; " wherever we go, he is both known and admired. He is the delight of his corps, Seymour says ; the officers are all equally fond of him, and the pri- vates know him to be their firm -friend* He is humane and liberal in the extreme, and is perfectly well acquainted with i6i those widely distinct bouncls which se- parate generosity from profusion. Yes, indeed, with such a man, 1 must be happy, unless it is my own fault." *' Yet," said Frederica, " are you certain respecting the extent of the at- tachment he bears you ? Do not suffer your affection to strengthen, until you are convinced that his sentiments are entirely consonant with your own. Has he ever professed himself your lover r'^ " Never by words, but surely his actions siiew it. Is he not continually here ? My mother he esteems^ but her society alone could not attract him ; Sophia is taken up with Seymour, and Seymour with Sophia ; James has num- berless engagements — then what can be the attraction, if it is not me ? on whom is all his attention lavished ? Such a 1 62 man as he is^ though it is a most un- fashionable time of year, and many of his friends are out of town, might still meet with multitudes who would rejoice in his society, but yet he is constantly here. What can you say against these facts?" " That he admires you/' said Fre* derica; " that he takes the greatest pleasure possible in your company; — but you have not adduced one argument in favor of his love. Take care, your heart is- tottering ; preserve it while it 13 in your power, and do not surrender the inestimable jewel till it is supplicated for." Emma grew displeased; she said Fre- derica talked like a disappointed old maid, who had never had a lover, Frederica declared she never had one. 1()3 *^ Oh," returned Emma, '^ then I forgive you heartily ; you cannot be a competent judge, as all your know- ledge is derived from books, not man. But, believe me, my dear, the days of chivalry are over, when the men proclaimed their passion to all the world ; they now only prove by their actions, what they feel, to their mis- tresses, and them alone." 1&4 CHAP. XHI. Nciiher man nor angel can discern Hypocrisy ; the only evil that walks Invisible, except to God alone : By his permissive will, thro' heaven and earthy. And oft' tho' wisdom wake, suspicion sleeps At wisdom's gate, and to simplicity Resigns her charge, while goodness thinks no ill Where no ill seems. Milt ON". Jtrederica awoke with the lark the following morning ; the pleasure she anticipated in seeing Lady Anne, was of too vivifying and enlivening a nature to SLifler sleep to intrude for any length of time. l65 She therefore rose, and dressed her- self, waiting with impatience till the breakfast hour. They had only been seated a short time, when Mrs. Newton arrived, and Mrs. Claresbv desired she would come in, as she wished to pay every attention in her power to one so esteemed by Lady Anne. The good woman was delighted to see Frederica. ^^ My lady's nursing, and the pure air you will breathe at Norval Castle, my dear young iady," said she, *^ will, I hope, fatten youoip, and freshen your cheeks ; for you do look dismally pale and thin, just for all the world as if you were in a decline. You must take something to heart I am sure ; for it is not natural for so young a lady to look so deadly bad." 160 The tears came into Frederica's eyeSj from the bitter reflection of what caused her death-like appearance, while she sighed, and said mentally, " Ah, my grandfather ! one month of your so- ciety would have more effect upon this shattered form, than the most salubrious air I could breathe/' Mrs. Claresby and her daughters took a most affectionate leave of Frederica, particularly Sophia, who it was probable she might not see again for some time, as she was to be married very shortly, and go into Lancashire with her hus- band, to join his regiment. Emma said, " Remember our con- versation of last night ; we shall see who is right." *^ I sincerely hope you may," replied Frederica, who felt all her affection and 167 gratitude return for the flimily from their kindness of that morning, and forgot in an instant, themanyslightsand rudenesses she had of late received from them, while the idea, that she could no longer attract any of the attention which the female part of the family considered solely as their due, inspired them with the ut- most good-humour, and apparent re- gard, and they kissed their hands to her, as the chaise passed the window, fol- lowed by James on horseback, with every mark of attention ; and then sit down round the break fast- table, to abuse one who was counting them in the confined catalogue of her few, though sincere friends. They arrived at the end of their journey early in the evening, and Fre- \6b derica was received with kindness and attention by Mr. Nerval and Lady Anne, who were very much shocked at the alteration a few months had made in her appearance. " My dear girl," said Lady Anne, ** what have you been doing to your- self? Are you ill?" ^' No," returned Frederica ; " my health, dismally as I look, is perfectly good ; but it is my mind, dearest Lady Anne, that is diseased, and while care is corroding my heart, my coun- tenance and person must look emaci- ated." " But I fear, Miss Koningsberg," said Mr. Norval, " that you suffer the image of Captain Hildebrand to dwell too much upon your imagination. You do not endeavour to chace away that idea that so constantly wishes to intrude itself; you rather encourage melancholy, than repel it. Speak truth," added he, smiling, *' is not that the case ?" *' I fear,'' ' she returned, "^ I must plead guilty ; b-jt what am I to do ? Were I even certain that my dear grandfather were no more, I should feci it a duty to bear the knowledge of it with resignation ; but I own I have not even yet been suliiciently tried in the school of adversity, to acquire sufficient fortitude to endure this trying state of suspense with the philosophy I ought to assume. But I am confident of one thing, and that is, that the society of that benefactress v/ho was every thing to me when 1 was an outcast of the VOL. I. - 1 170 creation, will act as balm to my wonndexl mind, and ameliorate the poignancy of my present feelings," Lady Anne thought it better not to pursue the discourse in the same serious vein^ and therefore said in a laughing way, that she must insist upon her ex- erting herself, and setting her cap at an old bachelor who was then on a visit at the castle. " He is gone to enjoy the beauties of the evening in the woods," added her ladyship, " He is a most estimable character, though in many instances, a cynical misanthrope. His knowledge is general, and his taste re- fined ; his fortune is very large, and his benevolence equal to it ; but this lie does not publish to the world : he is one of those who * Does good by stealth. 3/1 and blush to have it fame ;' and by way of finale^ he has a very great objection to^ the female sex, that is, the unmar- ried part. Now the task I give you^ my dear, is to endeavour to make him waver in his long settled opinions." Frederica, with a faint smile, pro- mised to undertake the arduous case, though she thought herself very incom- petent to it. They tlien went to the Claresby fa- mily, and Lady Anne said she supposed the two sisters would be married on the same day. Frederica observed, she could not help thinkhig that the excessive affection the mother bore her daughters rendered . her too sanguine respecting Ecnma. Lady Anne replied, she iuiagincd I 2 17'2 from Mrs. Claresby's letter, that every- thing was arranged ; but when Frede- rica informed her how the case stood, both Mr. Norval and her ladyship agreed it never appeared likely to be. " I know Fitzraymond perfectly/' said Mr. Norval, ^* and do not think there is a more noble fellow exist- ing. Emma Claresby is an amiable girl, but not at all the*kindof female I should think to gain such a heart as his. I never saw a man more completely the gay, flirting, thoughtless soldier, at times ; but when he is with those peo- ple whose abilities are equal to his own, he evinces more brilliancy, and real solidity of understanding, than I ever met with. As a military man, I am sorry to say, he has many more occasions to display his 1/3' former character, by which means he is generally beloved by all who know him; were he indiscriminately to shew the sense he possesses, he would by no means be the favorite he is with his brother officers.*' " This man must be a consummate hypocrite," returned Frederica. " By no means,'' replied Mr.Norval; " there are very few that possess the variety of character that he does, and each form that he tai:es up is €0 natural, and sits so easy upon him, that it seems in every new one, that you have at last discovered wherein his peculiar excel- lence lies ; his forte depends upon the society chance throws him in." *' Poor Emma !" said Frederica. ** How is it to be supposed that she 13 J74 t^aii resist the fasciiiatjons of this Pro- teus?" A very sliort time btTore supper, Mr. Maiden, the gentleman of whom Lady Anne had spoken, entered. He was a tall figure, with the remains of dignity; for he seemed near seventy. There was an energy in his counte- nance that at once awed and interested; and there was still sufficient fire in his large dark eyes to repel familiarity, and demand respect. He fixed them on the timid Frederica, when she was introduced to him, with a penetrating scrutiny that made her heart sink, while she secretly wished that he had quitted the castle previous to her arrival. When they were seated at supper, 175 Lady Anne remarked that she fan- cied he had extended his walk, as they had been deprived of his company for a longer time than usual. "Yes, Anne," lie returned; "though spring, summer, and autumn, have passed with me, and I am in the winter of my days, still the evening, such as we have just passed^ has more charms for me than ever. When I see that majcctic orb that has enlivened and cheered us during the day, sinking with calm dignity, and shedding such variety i)f tints on the cloud?, it fills mv heart with a species of adoration for the sublime Di-^tator of its glorious move- ments, 1 iecl all rapture and enthusiasm. ATv heart swells in my bosom while ccntemplating tho>e soul-inspiring scenes I7(i of Nature, and I rise a pitch above mor- tality. I forget that near seventy sum- mers have passed over my head — I for- get the detestable duplicity of mankind; youth and vigour seem rekindled in my tottering frame, and animation and joy pervade my system. I am insensible of the lapse of time — darkness succeeds. I am still near my favorite spot ; it re- minds me I must return — it reminds me that I am still one of the frail sons of earth, and recollection, and its attend- ant disagreeables, succeed to reveries the most exalted." Frederica stared. " Is this man per- fectly sane ?" she thought. She looked alternately at Mr. Norval and Lady Anne, to discover if his discourse had surprised them as much as it had her ; 177 ^but she perceived no variation of coun- tenance, but observed, that in a style perfectly natural, they answered him, and appeared to enter into his feelings. The first thing she thought of in the morning, was the peculiar old man, who, though he inspired her with fear, awaken- ed respect. He seemed nearly the age of Captain Hildebrand ; occasionally he reminded Frederica of him — that was sufficient to make her feel a deg-ree of interest towards him. i 5 17S CHAP. XIV. '*TIs thine, oh nymph, with balmy hands to bind The wounds inflicted by misfortune's storm. And blunt severe affliction's sharpest dart ! 'Tis thy pure spirit warms my Anna's mind, Beams thro' the pensive softness of her form. And holds its altar on her spotless heart! Charlotte SmitJis Sonnet to Friendsh'q). h OR several clays after Frederica's arri- val at Norval Castle, Mr. Maiden scarcely addressed a syllable to her, bat seemed attentively to notice every word she spoke, and gazed at her with a i^wQd penetration that seemed to read her soul. 379 rt dlstresssed Frederica. and a great part of the pleasure she h:id anticipated from her visit, was damped^ from his constant observation of her actions. Lady Anne made Frederica both rise and retire early^ and insisted upon her riding on horseback several miles every day. Mr.' Norval, with whom she was a gv^at favorite, very frequently accom- panied her. He listened with patience to the recitation ot' her sorrows, and was charmed with the genuine simplicity of her remarks. While they were taking one of their rides, Mr. Maiden entered Lady Anne's dressing-room, where she was sitting with her children, and amused himsel£ I 6. 180 with them till their servants fetched them to dinner. For some sime, the conversation turned solely upon their little favorites, as Mr. Maiden was excessively fond of them, and said theirs were unvitiated minds. Their innocent prattle delighted him ; to him, the study of unsophisti- cated nature was enchanting. *' Yes/' returned Lady Anne; ^^ that I know perfectly to be the case; and there- fore I confess it astonishes me that you take so little notice, except by looks, of my favorite Frederica. Though you bear a strong enmity to the sex in general, yet you honor a few of the individuals with your esteem." '' Very few, Anne," he replied. 181 " That I am perfectly aware of,'* said her ladyship ; '' yet I am convinced, my little Anne does not possess a purer mind than Miss Kouingsberg ; she, poor girl, has been constantly excluded from society, and undergone more mi- sery than I could have supposed one so young, and so delicate, could have en- dured ; her affectionate mind is now weighed dovai by a pressure of sorrow. I had intended to have kept her little story from you, but I cannot resist communicating it, as we have got on the topic, as I am convinced you must pity her." Lady Anne then related the particu- lars of their m^eeting in the Park, and every part of Frederica's history that she was acouainted with. 182 When she came to where she stole the brandy, and the fatal consequences it produced, Mr. Maiden paced the room in an agony of passion, saying, *^ Such a wretch as the landlady ought to be extirpated from society ;" and when her ladyship pathetically dwelt upon the many miseries she had endured in Newgate, the tears rolled down his- venerable cheek. •' Poor child ! poor child !" said he, when Lady Anne had finished. '^ Anx:l all these manifold oppressions have not been sufficient, but I must add to your uneasiness. You shall have retribution, though from me; the extent of my fault shall be extenuated in your eyes." Lady Anne was charmed with tho effect her story had produced, as she 183 well knew the advantage such a friend as Mr. Maiden must be to Frederica ; she therefore proceeded to give him several instances of the excellence of her heart, and soundness of under- standing* Mr. Norval and Frederica soon after arrived, when Mr. Maiden relaxed from his former severity, and spoke to her in terms of such kindness, respecting her grandfather's uncertain fate, that tears ^ of gratitude fell from Frederica's eyes, and from that time, they were constant- ly together. Mr. Maiden pronounced, that though a female, her heart was free from guile^ and he was never more happy than when leaning on Frederica's arm, and pointingout the beauties of the surround- 184' iaig scenery, in a stjie of wild enthusiasm^ that often startled her. *' What a lover you are of Nature,. sir," said Frederica, in one of their walks* " Yes, child," cried he, stopping,, and: clasping his hands, " I am. I once, though, was a lover of art ; but such a lovely masterpiece was it, that till I sunk, deep into the abyss of misery, I mistook it for nature. Frederica, I am near seventy ; but an impression of agony that I received forty years since, can. never be obliterated, but with a tcrmi-- nation of thought. I loved — I fancied my passion returned in its full force : t was deceived by the object of my fondest idolatry. Is it then surprising, that I am hard of belief, wlien they speak of 183 the virtue of ^^our sex ? I was . lively, happy, enchanted with the world ; one single half hoar transformed me^ to what yoQ now behold. I have since been a scrutinzing observer of the follies of mankind ; and when they tell me of the virtue of human nature, I feel my- self a fastidious sceptic. But why should I, so early in your journey, make you discontented with the passengers you must travel with. Child, I am a dirap- pointed old man, weighed down by years, and the acuteness of my feelings; I wish to make you careful — to prepare you for the deceit you must encounter, but not to make you suspicious, for that is a poison that should not infuse itself into so young a heart.'* Mr. Norval and Lady Anne were de- 180 Ughted at the friendship that subsisted between their old and young friend, as they were certain that they must derive equal benefit from the society of each other. The conversation of a man who possessed the general informatiori of Mr. Maiden, mu&t be a peculiar ad- vantage to Frederica, and fertilizing the buds of genius^ which, with a very little cultivation, were ready to burst forth, in the mind of our heroine, and reward i\ie fostering hand that called them into being, softened down the asperities of his nature, and made the cvnic's coun- tenance frequently rehx into a smile of approbation. So generally caressed, every things that she did producing such approbation, ic is not to be wondered at. that a qirl: 187 of eighteen, whose natural bent had been extreme gaiety, tliough it had been early chilled by the frost of affliction, should begin to thaw under the smiles of the eternal sunshine of friendship, and that the acuteness of her grief for her grandfather, should sink into a calm pensiveness. She began to feel assured he was no more, as it was now near a year since she had been torn from him, and had he been really alive, he loved her too sincerely to suffer her to be ignorant of his fate. It was with regret she received a letter from Emma Claresby, announcing that her sister^s marriage was to take place in a fortnight, accompanied by a request from Mrs. Claresby, that Frederica would hold herself in readiness to come immediately after, if Lady Anne could 188 spare her, ''As," added Emma, " I am to accompany my sister into Lancashire after the ceremony. We are to go in two cliaises ; Fitzraymond and I are to follow the bride and bridegroom. I was tortured last week beyond expression, by hearing that he had long been en- gaged to a very beautifal young Irish woifian ; I taxed him with it, and you will hardly believe me, when I tell you the cruel creature did not deny it» Mamma says he only does it to teize me, as I have treated him with great cruelty of late ; but at any rate, I can- not resist travelling into Lancashire with liim, as there will then be such ample opportunities for him to open his mind. You know the old saying, Going to one wedding brings on another.'* Mr. Maiden promised to take Fre- 18CJ derica to town^ and to call upon her very frequently. *' Pray do/' she replied ; ^^ we can then talk over the castle, and its dehr inhabitants. What a change shall I experience ! But I ought not to utter a complaint, when I think of the many comforts I now enjoy, and what my wretched lot must have been, had I not met a Ltidy Anne Norval." Mrs. Newton was so very happy when under the same roof with her dear ladv, tljat Mr. Norval told her she had better not think of quitting the castle till the ficmily did, which would not be till after Christmas. She accepted the proposal with de- light, as the steward's room had now so many charms for her, as James liad ]00 been taken out of livery, and held the rank of butler, whicli made the old lady hold up her head, and say she should hve to see her grandson a great man. Mr. Norval made a point of never quitting the country till some days after the commencement of New Year. As the owners of the castle derived a great part of their happiness from dif- fusing it, they never accosted their te- nants with forbidding ostentation, but were the real friends of their tenantry. " The allotment of riches and happiness,, my dear Anne," Mr. Norval would say, *' are very unequal ; we possess both, and it is our duty to bestow as large a portion of each upon our dependents as we can. Equality is, from the present system of things, totally out of tlie -question ; therefore money bestowed indiscriminately on the uneducated would only produce idleness and drun- kenness, but by employing it jucliciou:5iy in their service, we can be of real utility, and we shall find, by increasing tb.eir comforts, we shall multiply our own. igi CHAP. XV. •Sighing, I resign Thy solitary beauties — and no more^ s Or on thy rocks,, or in thy woods recline. Or on the heath, by moon-hght, lingering pore On air-drawn phantoms. Charlotte Smith. VV iTH a grief too violent for disguise, Frederica parted from those friends at the castle, v/hom she loved with such reason, and Mr. Maiden's stern lessons of philosophy were for some time dis- regarded, and his admiration of the va- rious prospects unattended to ; but he, !93 ^'ho was well acquainted with the wind- ing mazes of the human mind, turned the subject of his conversation to her grandfather. Her ideas were attracted into a different channel, the violence of her sorrow was forgotten, and the cause of* her settled depression discussed. Mrs. Claresby received Frcderica with the most extravagant demonstrations of affection. She had a thousand things to tell her concerning her daughters. Thoiigh it was plain to discover her hopes respecting Captain Fitzraymond were by no means so sanguine as they had been, yet still she said she was as- sured that he loved Emma ; but that he had many powerful relations, who would think mere raental and personal attractions insufficient. VOL. I. £^ 194 The day following, Mr. Maiden called upon Frederica. Mrs. Claresby, who had heard much of his birth and fortune, paid him the most fulsome attention, and said he was a gentleman to whom she had, for many years, longed to be introduced, as fame had not been silent respecting him, and his praises had frequently met her ears. This was not the kind of style to at- tract the woman-hater, and he took an opportunity of telling Frederica, whea Mrs. Claresby quitted the room, that he must deprive himself of a satisfaction he experienced in her conversation, on ac- count of the lady under whose protec- tion she was. Adding, ** You, I think, possess a guileless heart ; she, I am sure, 7 uncivil, he declined tlie invitation, and was no sooner gone^ than Mrs. Claresby declared he was the greatest boor she had ever seen, thought liim a most disagree- able old fellow, and she was very glad he did not stay dinner, though she thought it would please her dear Frederica to ask him, who mentally said, aa she re- turned to her own room, " Wiiy should she spare me more than the rest of her acquaintance }'* Mr. Maiden did net appear again for above a week, v.hen, one morning thnt Mrs. Claresby was frOm iiome, to the great joy of Frederica, he was an- nounced. He told licr he knew the mistress ot the house was from home, or he should not have called, and it was then merely k: 3 to take leave, as lie was going to his es- tate in Cornwall. Freclerica could not refrain fronr tears, while slie exclaimed, " Then I shall not have a friend near ! — no sympathizing heart that Vw ill listen to, and bear with my sorrows 1" "Child/' said Mr. Maiden, "you are not a crocodile, are you ?" " Sir !" returned she, with surprise. " Are those tears real ? Answer me without disguise." " Indeed they are," she replied ; ** and even the bad opinion you enter- tain of the female sex, might lead you to credit the assertion, as they proceed from selfishness. You suffer me to talk to you of my grandfather, a-nd I am certain of receiving comfort and ad- . !ce from yoa. Few indeed are the beuelits 1 derive from my acquaintance with the world ; your friendship has been a very principal one;, and of that- I am going to be deprived." '' Not of my friendship, child, only my conversation." ** Will you, sir, suffer me to write to vou ?" " Receive a letter ! — and from a fe- male !'* he replied. ^' Oh, no, do, no. Child, child, you will crack the strings of m.y old heart, if you talk of letters ; I never receive any, except urgent busi- ness renders it necessary : all the people I employ know it. Do not write." '^ I certain] v must forbear then," said Frederica, sighing ; *' but stay as long with mc as vou can now, dear sir," K 4 20O • *■•' I am fearful of the woman retarn- ing," he replied ; "yet I wish to give you a little advice. — Preserve, during your existence, if yoa can, and you raay» with a small portion of mental exertion, the openness of charactor you now pos- sess ; — start as you would from the poi- sonous sting of a viper, at the new fan- gled doctrines of modern philosophy. There are very few women who are competent to the task of analyzing its various principles, and unless they are analyzed with the most profound atten- tion, they will only dazzle and bewilder the understanding. There are many points that a well-directed imagination, and a highly 'cultivated brain, might im- prove to the last degree upon, but you, Frederica, are incapacitated by the erro- 201 iiepus custom of sexual education ; there- fore shun them, or yoa will be in danger of being lost in the quicksands of error, without sufficient skill to v^ave your little bark from destruction. I myself would not be allured by any of their principles^ I do not possess sufficient depth of un- derstanding to bear it. I have gained a superficial idea of knowledge in general, but I have as it were, been buoyed upon corks in the river of information, and never in any instance, dived to the bot- tom. Preserve the natural independence of your mind : yield readily, when you think you are wrong; but when right, do not, from the pusillanimous fear of appearing obstinate, give up a well- grounded opinion, merely to obtain a temporary esteem, which will, upon re- K 5 202 flection, insure lasting contempt. Be firm, or you will be with justice accused of possessing imbecility of mind; but scorn obstinacy, as that is always accom- panied by weakness of judgment. — Lady Anne Norval esteems you ; she is supe- rior to the generality of her sex. Be sedulous to obtain her friendship ; it must be productive of good ; from her opinions you may learn how to correct your own ; but avoid being a servile copyist. I would not wish the natural bent of your mind altered, and by even emulating perfection, sophistry will creep in. Those ideas that in any de- gree resemble Lady Anne's, you may improve from studying her ; but there are many points in her character, that in the benevolent mother, are charming, ^03 yet in the youthful dependent, would be ridiculous. Cull, with care, the fiower? of genius, but beware tliat a poisonous weed, of a lovely appearance. d_es not obtrude in amongst them, unseen, un- known by yourself, till its rancorous power blights the whole. And now, poor affectionate child, fareweil. May that God who rewards the good, take you under his peculiar protection, and grant, that in a very few months, we may again meet, and that you may have received some account of your grand- tather!'* Kd- 20'S CHAP. xvr. Oh, come J and shew how vain the cares that press On my weak bosom — and how little worth Is the false, fleeting meteor, happiness. That still misleads the wanderers of the earth I Strengthen'd by thee, this heart shall cease to melt. O'er ills, tl:mt poor humanity must bear 3 Nor friends estranged, or ties, dissolved be felt To leave regret and fruitless anguish there. Charlotte Smith's Sonnet to Fortitude. Jl REDERiCA saw Mr. Maiden depart with the utmost regret; his peculiarities had now become familiar to her, and the friendship he had manifested for her, since he had been made acquainted with 205 her story, added to a likeness she thought she perceived between him and Captain Hildebrand, made her entertain a real esteem for him. Weeks passed on in the same dull monotony : Mrs. Claresby saw very little company, except morning visitors, as her daughters were away, and a mind like Frederica's, could not deriv^e enter- tainment from listening to the bombastic expressions of regard and admiration that was bestowed upon them when present, nor the keen satire of her re- marks when they disappeared. Sophia and Emma constantly wrote. The latter was, at first, enthusiastic respecting Captain Fitzraymond ; lie was the darling of the regiment, and she believed there was not a private be- 20G. longing to it but would lay down his life for him. But there was soon a most visible alteration in her style of writing concerning him. She was now very glad she had not given him much encouragement;, as she began to perceive that he was not in the least calculated to make her happy; and she was/ if possible, more violent in he? praises of Mr. Harcourt, a subaltern, in the regiment, than ever slie hacl been in Captain Fitzraymond's : he was just the young man her dear mamma would like — so well-bred, so attentive — had not that nonchalante air that the affected Fitz- rayraond thought it very pretty to as- sume r in short, he was every thing he ought to be. The ci-devant admired captain^ ob- 207 talning a majority in the regiment, put the finishing stroke to his reign ; and now Emma's letters were lillcd with the pride this accession of rank had bestowed, and she really belie\-ed, was he not going to Ireland, that she'should actu- ally have quitted her dear Sophia, and almost broke Harcourt's heart, so very disagreeable was his society now to her. Mrs. Claresby felt, at first, seriously mortified, as independent of its being a match after her own heart, she had told all her friends in confidence, that it was a thing that was to be ; and she was now obliged to endeavour to make them believe that her versatile Emma had changed her mind, and had refused him. This was so very improbable, that she got very few to credit her as- sertion. 208 Frederica, unacquainted as she was \vith love, bad iievcr supposed that Fitzrayirtond had thought more of Emma ihau as a lively girl, whose oddities amused him, though she could not ac- count tor the reasons that made Miss Claresby so inveterate against her for- mer favorite^, little knowing that " Hell has IK) fary like a woninn scorn'd.'* James Claresby's society could not amuse. He grew daily more puppyish — consequenily more ridiculous. He was very little at home, but when he was, he took every opportunity his mother's absence gave him, to make strong love to Frederica, whom he imagined would be charmed with his condescension, and find him irresitible. Her situation, from this circumstance. became daily more disagreeable. She was well aware that the slightest fiiiit to Lady Anne Norval would be sufficient, and she should immediately be removed, but weighed down as she was^ by tlie obligations that lady liad conferred upon her, and acquiescing in her ladyship's reasons for not residing in Hanover Square, she .^dreaded the idea of being thrown amongst strangers, and deter- mined to endure all the disagreeables for the present, and hope it would be more pleasant when Miss Claresby arrived, who was now soon expected. She was certain that Lady Anne Norval would make her time far more agreeable, and it was possible Mr. Maiden might soon surprise her with a visit. All hope of ever again seeing her grandfather, she 210 had entirely i'esigned^ as she felt com- pletely convinced that not any thing- but death would have prevented his finding her out. They were surprised and pleased one morning, by a visit from Colonel Ash- ford. Mrs. Claresby very naturally almost overwhelmed him with'cnquiries respect- ing her girls. He said Mrs. Seymour was a great favorite In the regiment, and that Emma was in love with young Harcourt. '' You mean, coloiiel, I suppose, that Mr, Harcourt admires my girU" *' I stand corrected, dearest madam ; that is a thing oi' coi-rse. Who could avoid being captivated with Miss Clares- by r Do you give your consent ? He is. 1\\ a very well-disposed lad, bat none of U3 can compare to George Fitzraymond." *' Talking of \\\m, I used to think he v^oiild be my son-in-law ; but Emma possesses such a charming versatility of * disposition, that I own 1 am not fasti- dious enough to disapprove, though it inflicts many pangs on your sex. But what brought you town ?' Colonel Ashford, who felt tliat he could not have carried on the conversa- tion respecting Major Fitzraymond without rudeness, was well-bred enough to be pleased at the discourse falling into another channel, replied, the sudden illness of an uncle that lived at Acton, and whom he was happy to sav, he found out of danger upon his arrival. " I am now going to see him. What say you» 212 ladies, are you disposed to make ine completely happy^ by honoring me with your company ? The morning is divine, my horses are fiimous, my coachman expert, and myself a very amusing tra- velling companion. I will not detain vou half an hour." " Will it be perfectly comma il faut ?'* thought Mrs. Claresby. Her eyes turned to the window — the two grooms and the elegant chariot were irresistible. Besides, they were going to an earl's. She consequently acquiesced, and was followed to the carriage by Frederica, who never considei-ed whetlier they were acting properly or not, but felt gratified at the idea of the variety it would produce, and pleased at having- ai3 Colonel x\shford of the party, who was a great favorite of her's, as he had al- ways been kind and attentive to her. He had neither exaggerated respecting his horses, coachman, or self, as they were exactly what he had lepresented them. The colonel addressed a great deal of his conversation to Frederica, who, pleased with his attention, answered him in a spirited way, and was more lively than Mrs. Claresby had ever seeii her» When they arrived at the Earl of Kilvaine's, Colonel Ash ford wished them very much to alight, and take some re- freshment ; he said his cousin, Lady Charlotte, would, he was certain, be f^xtremely happy to see them. But al- though Mrs. Claresby wished it ex- 214 tremely, yet as the earl was very ill, she thought there would he too great a species of indecorum in it ; they there- fore remained in the carriage, watching the movements of the dashing colonel, till the porter closed the doors. " This is quite the man to my mind/' said Mrs. Clareshy, '* he is so perfectly elegant and unaffected ; I should like Emma to have had him — I wonder she did not — but daughters think so differently respecting men to what their mothers do." Frederica could not help smiling at the idea of Emma Clareshy rejecting and accepting who she pleased, and she merely answered, he appeared most com- pletely the gentleman. " I must make many enquiries of him,'* observed Mrs. Claresby, " respecting this 215 Mr. Harcourt, who is so violently in love with Emma." Another smile was Frederica's only reply, as she was fearful of trusting her- self to speak, lest she should displease her companion, who now turned to her, and said, '^ My dear Miss Koningsberg, I have long wanted to speak to you on a subject I have near my heart ; — I be- lieve you love my son — I do not wonder at it — but let me advise you against en- couraging any hopes respecting him." Frederica stared with astonishment, but before she could reply, Colonel Ash ford came to the carriage ; he desired the coachman to drive through the grounds, as he would not get in till they came to the road, as he wanted to speak to his old friend at the Lodge. 2l6 CHAP. XVII. My tough old soldier's heart melts at the sight. ROWE, A s the chariot rolled on. Colonel Ash- ford walked by the side, answering Mrs. Claresby's interrogatorres respecting the earlj and his lovely daughter, the colonel replied, his uncle mended rapidly, and that his cousin looked extremely hand- sorfie ; and as soon as her father could be removed with safety, they were to come to town, as he was earnest for Lady Charlotte to be presented. The t2l7 carriaee now drove oat of ihe :;roundi^, aiid drawing to the sideof t4^ road, one of the grooms opened the door, which he held waiting for his master, wlio was shaking hands with his uncle's old servant: this was not th^ tim^ for Frederica to enter upon her vindication, and sat silent and depressed at having an >accusation so indelicately brought against her. Colonel Ashfcrd liOw approached — his foot was on the first step of the car- riage, when to the surprise of Mrs. Claresby and himself, Frederica uttering ,a scream, darted out of the chariot, and was in an instant m i\\e arms of an old man, who was passing down the road; the colonel perceiving her fainting, and liiat the veteran had not sufficient VOL, I. t 21S strength to support her, flew to her as- sistance : she revived iu an instant, ex- clainiing, " My grandfather, u'hy did }^ou desert your poor girl ? hut we will never,, never part again." The tears rolled down the venerahle cheeks of Captain Hildebr^nd, for it was he himself; he was unable to reply, siud could only press the affectionate girl in his arms, who wiped away the drops of joy that prevented hi& seeing her distinctly. The few people that passed, gathered iiuout them^ and Colonel Ashford who i}ad been a feeling spectator of the scene, .said, " Dear Miss Koningsberg, return to the carriage." •' Not witliout my grandfather, sir; 1 would not separate myself from him . for kingdon)s. ' 23 9. *^ Nor would I have my atTectionate Jittle friend ; your new found relative shall take my place, and I will ride one of my servant's horses." > A look of gratitude was the only re- turn Frederica made, while she put Captain Hildebrand's arm within her's, saying, " Happy girl,- how you are re- minded of former days." The captain appeared weak imd ex- hausted, and was obliged to be almost lifted into the carriage, where Mrs. Claresby had sat all the time a curious and attentive observer of what passed ; though she was very sorry to exchange the veteran for the young soldier, yet she received Captain Hildebrand with great civility, and when Frederica introduced her as the lady under whose protection I. 2 she then was, listened with great com- placency to the effusions of his thanks, which he was in almost too exhausted a state to utter. When they were near Clifford Street, Colonel Ashford rode to the side of the carriage, and asked Mrs. Claresby if he had better not order it to his lodgings, as Captain Hildebrand should be accom- modated there with great pleasure. The offer was inviting — it would be very troublesome to have the old man m her house ; she paused, but then it would please Lady Anne, her dear Lady Anne — she resolved he should go to her house, the chariot accordingly soon set them down at her door. With much more difficulty than he had got in, Cap- tain Hildebrand was taken out ; he was 221 in a state of the utmost weakness when Frederica had encountered him^ and in his condition the variety of feelings he had experienced in so short a time were too mucii for him. and he was conveyed to bed in apparent insensibility, and . medical advice sent for. Frederica who could not be prevailed upon to quit the room, was almost dis- tracted till the apothecary arrived, who gave it as his opinion that the captain's malady originated entirely from extreme weakness, and all that he appeared to require was nourishment and quiet ; he desired Frederica to leave her grand- father to the care of a servant, as her presence might agitate him^ and that would be dangerous. But this she po- altively refused to do, alledging that there L 3. 222 could not be any one so proper to act in the capacity of nurse as herself, and that she was convinced that when her grandfiither becanne sensible of her at- tendance, it would act as a cordial, in- stead of affecting him. Tiie inan of medicine yielded, and the now happy girl took her station by the bed-side, where she sat contemplating the features of her only relation, who had fallen lata & trccp sicrep. The first question he asked when he awoke was, *' Is my darling near me ?" " Yes, dearest grandpapa, and will never leave you. But do not speak — . only take what I give you ; in a few days we can listen to each other without pain : we are now together — only think what a happiness that is; we will con- 223 template that delightful certdinty in silence, for the less you speak now, the- sooner you will be enabled to talk more." '^Beloved persuader," said the captain ; *^ any thing my Prederica desires, shall be complied with." The delighted girl presented hat cor- dial, and smoothed the old man's pillofif while she gnzcd at hini with an affec- tion that was balin tu hid wourided mind* She wrote the day following to Lady Anne Norval, who immediatelv an- swered her letter, saying, Mr. Norvai would exert all the interest he possessed to procure a situation under Govern- ment, adapted for Captain Hildebrand, h 4 224 whose history they were all anxiety la know. In less than a week, Frederica had the happiness of supporting her grandfather into Mrs. Claresby's drawing-room. During the course of his short con- finement, he had frequently desired she would rehite to him all she had suffered since they parted ; and that he would in return inform her of the few circum- stances he had to communicate. But she would not listen, and always said, *^ Believe me, grandpapa, I am not so very curious as you think me ; and I will not hear your story, nor shall you mine, until you are well enough to quit your room." *' Yes, but my child, I wish to convince you, tliat though my person has been in 225 a state of imprisonment, yet my mind has ever been with my darling.'* ^' Deanest sir, your grateful girl is per- fectly aware of that ; all that I ask is for you to gain a little strength, tor I am sure that sufferings, however trifling, experienced by your Frederica, will af- fliet jou too much." Mrs. Claresbv had invited Colonel Ashford to take tea with her the evening Captain Hildebrand left his room ; there was a something in the captain's appear- ance that insured esteem, and com- manded respect, and the colonel was greatly prepossessed in his favor. After tea, Frederica was called upon to gratify her grandfather's curiosity. As Colonel Ashford was totally unac- quainted with their hibtory, Frederica, L 5 220 at Captain Ilildebrancrs request, took it up from the marriage of her mother, and related every particular from that period till her meeting her grandfather again at Acton. In some parts, Captain Hildeb rand's emotions were so strong, he could not suffer Frederica to proceed. Though she did not paint in their prismatic co- lours, all she suffered in prison, and tlie night previous to her claiming the pro- tection of Lady Anne, still they were sufficiently strong to affect the most unconcerned auditor for one so young, and so unacquainted with the world, to be left without a single protector. Colonel Ashford, whose glossy and dazzling outside contained a generous, feeling heart, paced the room during 227 many parts of her narrative, exclaiming, " It is much too bad ! My pensive little favorite, how great have been your sufferings !'* *•' Pensive no longer," said the smiling^ Frederica. '^ I have found my grand- father; my cares are forgotten, and those good spirits that are natural to me will now return.'* When she had finished, Mrs. Claresby called upon Captain Hildebrand for his recital. Frederica begged it might be deferred^ as he had been too much agitated, but he insisted he was perfectly competent to the task, and began as follows : x(5 228 CHAP, xviir. Come, listen to my mournful tale. Ye tender hearts and lovers dear ; Nor will you scorn to heave a sigh. Nor will you blush to shed a tear. Shenstone. ii T 1 HAVE scarcely patience to speak of the villain whom I have so often been heard to execrate during my child's me- lancholy history, but yet necessity com- pels me ; therefore I will make mine as short as I can. *^ For near an hour after Frederica left me, I remained in a state of insen- sibilitv. 229 " When I came to myself, my first idea was my beloved child — my only comfort. I looked about the room for her, but in vain. I then had an imper- fect recollectiqu of some men coming into the miserable apartment, but could by no means connect my thoughts. '' Shortly after, Mrs. Green entered with some water-gruel with gin in it; she said, a neighbour who pitied me more than she did, had sent it. " I replied, nourishment, though I stood in great need of it, was not what I wished for so much as to hear of my child. ^^ She then informed me I had been the cause of her being sent to prison ; that to save the life of a miserable old man, she was amenable to the laws of her 230 country. — This was told me In the most coarse, unfeeling nfianner. «^ I was again relieved from my suffer- ings by temporary insensibility. ^' When I revived, I got up, and was near two hours putting on my clothes. ^' At last, I effected my purpose, and liad quitted the room with a view to follow my child, when I was stopped by my landlady, who enquired whither I was going. ^* Upon my informing her, she loaded me with a torrent of abuse, accusing my noble girl and myself of being a couple of sharpers, and saying, if I quitted her house, I should be stopped and sent to prison, as I was indebted to }ier near ten pounds. " I saw it was in vain to rebel, and in a 231 state of indescribable horror, threw my- self on my wretched bed. '^ For five days, I was supported by the benevolence of a neighbour of Mrs. Green's, who never appeared, but sent me sufficient merely to save me from actually starving. '• The fifth evening, Mrs. Green in-*, formed me she had let her lodgings, and should send me to the King's Bench. " I was perfectly passive ; — separated from my child, a prison had as many charms for me as a palace, and I was lifted into a carriage that conveyed this wretched machine to the King s Bench. **' When I arrived there, the jailer saw the deplorable state I was in, and with the greatest humanity, encjuircd into 232 my circumstances, and asked if my fi- nances would enable me to hire a room. '' I informed him how they actually were, and said I had not a shilling in the world — I must then be condemned to be with those who were in the same wretched state with myself. *' He assured me he would do what he could to make my horrid abode as tolerable as possible. " He saw the extreme debility I la- boured under, and took me into a room where many of the men employed abotit the prison were drinking. There was an excellent fire, which he said, might cheer me, and I might remain there tiil locking-up time. " Here I sat for near two hours, inat- tentive to the discourse of my companions, 233 ?ny mind occupied with the idea of my child solely, when my reveries were broken in upon by the entrance of the jaiJer, who said, ' I think your name is Hildebrand ?' '^ Immediately upon my answering in ^the affirmative, he quitted the room, but returned directly, followed by the villain, Vincent. — But I will be patient ; his arrows can wound no more, but their sharpness have probed to the heart. I see, my Frederica, that you are fearful that I should agitate myself, but I am an obstinate old man, and possess all the garrulity of age, therefoie I am deter- mined to proceed. ** The exterior of the vounoj man who appeared, was prepossessing in the ex- treme. The expression of his counte- 234 nance was intere;>ting, his figure elegant^ and his manners easy. He approached with a benign air, and extending his hand, said, ' Captain Hildebrand, I am happy at being the humble instrument in restoring yau to liberty^ By the command of my friend, Mr. Abbot^ your deceased brother's feole heir, I request of you to quit this infernal abode/ •'• 1 scarcely know whether I fxrsi thanked him for my freedom, or told him I must not delay a minute seeking my beloved girl. " Pie acquiesced to my proposal, and I may say, that for half an hour, youth appeared to be renovated within me, and I took leave of my friendly jailer with smiles ; my whole system appeared 235 invigorated by the idea of again behold- ing my child. ** The postillion whirled us quickly along ; the benevolent conversation of my hypocrite companionj and the sua- vity of his manners, beguiled the time> and even I, who was all impatience, was delighted and surprised to find myself so soon at the other receptacle of misery. " When arrived there, the temporary Buns'nine of lYiy spirits subsided, and I could scarce support myself. ** Vincent perceived the state I was in, and requested I would not alight till he had made some enquiries. *' I yielded, ' being really unable to move, and oppressed as it were, with a presentiment of the agony that awaited me, and overcome by extreme debility, 236 the old soldier sat in the chaise, sobbing" with a violence neither to be restrained or mitigated, when Vincent returned, accompanied by a man. '' He told me my grand-daughter had been released a few hours before our arrival, and that he made no doubt but that she was at our old lodging. " Then for the love of mercy, let us hasten thither, said I, gasping be- tween the delight of her confinement being at an end, and the fear of missing her. " It was nearly dark, and the chaise proceeded with the rapidity of lightning. ' We shall soon be there/ said my companion. ' But, dear sir, you arc very ill. Let me prevail upon you to taste a cordial I never travel without ; 237 you will find great benefit from it, and it wrll enable you to meet Miss Ko- fiingsberg with more composure.' " For some time, I refused, but liis reiterated entreaties at length prevailed. I complied, and found the chaos of my mind subside; the ideas that had chilled my soul were lulled to rest^ — the most peaceful and refreshing calm seemed to take possession of me, and I sunk into a deep sleep. " When I awoke, I was in bed In a small, though beautifully neat room. The pleasing images that had last occu- pied my waking thoughts, flitted for some time before me ', but, alas ! they were soon chased away, and horrible certainty took too firmly hold of my mind. — My Frederica was ever in iny 238 heart, and I drew aside the curtain, hoping to see my child ; but I was cruelly disappointed, and rung the bell with violence. " A stern looking middle-aged man entered, and I immediately began asking a variety of questions about my child — where I was, and how I had been con- veyed there? " He bade me, in a sullen tone, be silent, " I replied, I would not, and persisted in making vehement enquiriCvS respecting Frederica, ** It was in vain; an impatient silence was my only reply. ** I rose, and was assisted by the man to dress myself. The refreshing sleep I had had, seemed to have reno- ^9 vated my system, and the fibres of ex- istence seemed rebraced. * Where, where/ exclaimed I, * has my darling passed the night ? The cruel woman who was the cause of her imprisoment, ^vould not receive her. Without money — without friends, where can my sweet one have found a place to shdt-er her ? Why was I not taken to her ? W^zy was I brought i>ere ? — Where is Mr. Vincent ?' " The man answered my various in- terrogatories vvitli * What is that to you? Take care of yourself; do not make me angry, or I shall use cocrslve -cneaeures.' ** To be brief, I very soon found that I was supposed to be a madman ; all that I said — all my protestations of prr- 240 feet sanity, seemed only to confirm the belief. I was guarded and watched with the most unremiuing attention. ** Twice was I on the point of eluding the vigilance of my keeper^ and twice ,\vas I detected, and forced back to my place of confinement, beating my breast, and tearing my hair, impressing still more strongly on the minds of those who had charge of me, the certaifity of my mental derangement. ** 1 was at a loss to conceive the rea- son of my detention. That it originated with Mr. Abbot and Vincent, 1 was aware of, and for many weeks, I could not assign a probable cause for it. At length an idea occurred, that I was as- tonished had not before, namely, that my brother had relented before he died. 241: and that Mr. Abbot was the illegal- possessor of his estate, every thing, seemed to stamp the suggestion with- the seal of probability. " The fate of Frederica made me mi- serable. What -would become of her without a protector or adviser, I shud- dered to think of it ! Yet it vi'as- con- stantly present to my mind^ and almost produced actual desperation. Yet, foi her, did lendeavour to support- my self— for her sake, did I attend to my nou- rishment ; I always flattered myself with the cheering hope of again seeing her, and Heaven be praisfid^ it has not been dcliisive; SND OF TliE FIUST VOL'v.'Mi'. 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