«i would ceitsisiy erafe her name, fhould the leaft fufpicion of an im- propriety of conduct in her niece be awak- ened in her mind, The knowledge of fo ftrange and faftidious a humour in this much dreaded maiden aunt, had a powerful effect on his Lord Hi I p, and obliged him tacitly to fubm it to many little gallantries, on the part of his lady, which he fecretly wifhed to reprove. Often did the buz of fcandal reach his ear, which he filenced by contemptuous difbelief. So powerful and irrefijiible a fway did 4 he lure of money hold over the heart of this pujUlainmous wretch ! If the poor fhivering mortal, who is fuf- fering under the dreadful prefilire of want and mifery, fhould by any illegal means make himfelf matter of another's property, THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 3? he is condemned as Criminal, and doomed to an igi tth! r ] ne uii] rol female, on whofe infan- tine years tort un< fmiled, who, in the dread- ful car » igeoi w ir, loft her fole-dependaiuee — her d d only protector! and by an in- fid ions friend is led on imperceptibly to the ot vice, there left friendlefs and alone ! thus defolate — 10 alternative but the paths before her to gain fubfjftence for the prefent: hour, and at which her foul recoils with horror and di%uf$ ! She, the unfortunate .vi&hn of treachery and feif- :■; • is fpurned from fo~ c y, and loaded .with' ignominy ! defpifed he more fortunate, tho! perhaps not: innately virtuous ofherfex, and pitied only by the men ! Yet tli:s venal Lord, and more vitiated Lady, are held in high efteem by the great world. . Stiil this honourable fenator — this hireling, who avows no principles in politics but fueli as fall from, the mouth of the miniftcr, who has- fold his confcier.ee for a fmecure, and ihut^ his eyes to Llarntries of his wife, with a view to enlarging his fortunes-is re- ceived in the firffc circles of ikfliion — isloofced up to as a father and protector of that body of people lie reprc and as a joint u . tor of our laws, and guardian of ourlilx . C 3 18 celtna; or, Such then, Supreme Dilpofer of Events, is thy permiffion. The neceilitous fmner is puniihed to the end of his being, while the tided villain ftruts and balks in thefunihine of popularity, and riots in luxury, acquired by his mean fervility, and proilitution of his principles. Nor is his hand always ft aid from deeper crimes, while his power can itrangle juftice. " A letter from my mailer, Madam," faid the valet, as he delivered it." From your Matter, Weldon 1 What can he write about?" tl I had orders to wait for an anfwer, Madam." "I {hall read it prefently, and fend an anfwer by Williams." When the matter in debate was fmiihedj turban tried on — it was becoming ; the fea- thers played delightfully. Full of the idea how much it would be admired, ihe turned carelefsly towards the letter, which had been nearly forgotten hi the arduous and more eifential bufmefs of the toilette, Mrs. Guraville opened, and read as follows : NEVER till this moment did I feel the leaft reluctance to addrels you. Every hour of my life that has been fpent with, or in any employment for you, have ap- peared to me the moil precious and de- lightful: the fubject 021 which I am under THE W I DO"W EI) BRIDE, 19 the neceffity of addreflmg you, renders the taik painful. Dreadful thought! that my pen is doomed to mark and convey ftich truths, as will both affect and iliock you in the extreme; but I hope the heady firmnefs that has hitherto marked your eliaracler will not forfake you; you lave ever evinced a wonderful ftrength of mind and ftrrhhefs of refolution, and on many trying and tender occurrences, you have fo difguifetl your feelings, that the moil difecming eye could not obferve your fenfibiiity airecred. Now, my deareft Myra, is the hour of trial ; now is the time that that ftrength of mind, and firmhefs of refolution mull be expected. Summon all the heroifm you are miftrefs of to your aid, bear up again il the coming ilorm with fortitude and resignation, If we take a juil retrofpection of our paft lives we cannot accirfe fortune — the fault is in ourfelves; we knew our income, and that fhould have bounded our expences. It is paft — and all in our power now is to retrench in our future expenditure. Our eftate at Blair Abbey muft be fold to pay our too long ne- glected creditors, and endeavour to recom- pence the injury done our dear children by an unremitted attention to their education. It is our duty now to contract their idea of extravagance, and teach them humility and oeconomy, by praciifmg it ourfelves ! 20 celixa; or, I fear we fhail have little left from the fale of our eft ate, when every bill is paid. This eitate of Lutherdale our dear hoy may claim when of age. It is necefiary therefore for us, to lay down a plan for cur future lives, that we may have fome little independence for our fupport, when he (hall demand this of us. Alas! our dear girls! but no more. Read this over, and endeavour to calm the per- turbation it muft caufe in your mind: if in a few hours you feel enough at eafe to talk and confult with me over' the wreck of our fortune, I wiii. attend you in your dreffmg room, I in all not pref ume to break in upon your, privacy, but ihall anxiouily wait the coming of your mandate. Your afTi ^ionate Hufband, HENRY GURAVILLE." Thefe tender preparatory lines alarmed Mrs. Guraville — her heart throbbed — a pain- ful tremour pervaded every nerve- — her eyes had fcarcely run over the contents, ere each faculty feemed fufpended; her hands , involuntarily on her lap, and me was loll to. herfelf for fome moments. Williams did not diilincily hear the mef- fage when Wei don delivered the letter, and feeing her lady in a lifeleis Hate, judged it THE WIDOWED ERIDE. 21 was ocoafioned by an unpleafant letter from fome favoured gallant, and hoping to profit by the difcoveiy; her firft care was to perufe the paper that bad fallen from her niift refs's hand. How great was her chagrin and dis- appointment to. find that the canfe of her fudden illneft was a derangement in their pecuniary affairs. A dee]) and piercing groan from her lady clitt uv bed this paragon of vir- tue and humanity, from her leifiili reverie. Refpiration returning, a copious ihower of tears came to her relief. As foon as the Abi- gail faw that her lady had recovered her fenfes of hearing and feeing, fhe in a moil obfequious manner enquired what was the matter with her dear lady. That nafty, cruel letter, mult contain horrid news. What moniler could write it to give pain to fo fweet a lady? how cruel! Here the loqua cious Abigail was interrupted by — Cruel in- deed Williams. Again fome hyfterical fymp- toms appeared, and Williams had recourfe to the hartmorn. After repeated ftruggles of grief, rage, and iliame, Mrs. Guraviile grew calmeF, and began to call reafon to her aid. When Mrs. Williams thought her lady was in a ftate to liften, flu moft violently to imprecate the writer of the letter. But here again the viper was foiled in her arts. Her miftrefs ftopped her (hort in the midli of her ipccch, and deiircd to he 28 celina; or, left alone, with more anger and fternnefs in her manner than me had ever before fhewn. Williams obeyed the command with no fmall degree pf anger depicled ifl her coun- tenance, which already wore ftrong and evident marks of the daily libations (he offered to the rofy god. Crofiing the gal- lery which led to her own room, (he met Mr. Guravilie, who had been anxioufly pacing it ever fince Weldon delivered the letter. Struck with the fight of Williams, the purple bloom of her countenance received a higher glow from the irritated ft ate of her mind. She refembed the fury Megeera rather than the delicate attendant of a lady. Mr. Guravilie flopped her with, "What is the matter Williams?" "I know not, nor am I by my miftrefs thought worthy of knowing any thing; ihe Las treated me as if I was the dim waflier of the family, inftead of her woman. I am fure the laft dear lady I ferved, that good angel Lady Foible, would not have ufed me fo r " " Ufed you how? What do you mean? your miftrefs could not ufe you, or any of her fervants ill." Mrs. Williams's accommodating tears be- gan to flow, and (he again blubbered forth, " Oh! my dear lady Foible! would to God I had never kit your fervice, I was her THE WIDOWED PRIDE. 23 confident — her friend; ufed for to carry all her billy doits and letters, and kept ali her fee rets.'' 4 'Ho! ho! Mrs; WilKams, very potfible, but your prefent raittrefe has no iecrets for her fervant's ear/' " So }'ou may think Sir, but take my word, and you'll one day or other be made to know better." She then walked haftily to her room, and efeaped the ievere reproof fhe lb juftly merited. Unable any longer to fuppcr fc that date of anxiety and fuf- penee, and not chiding to fend the infulting* Williams, he wrote a tender note, requefl- ing to know how his dear Myra was, and when fhe would permit him to wait on her; fent it by Weldon, on whofe love and fide- lity he could depend. Mrs. Guravilie took the note, and defired Weldon to come in half an hour for an anfwer. On the firft reading of the letter, the un- expected, unwelcome contents harrowed up her very foul— it (book every nerve, and threw her mind in dreadful tumult, from which fhe had much recovered* She then read the letter over repeatedly, and found it ►lete with tendernefs ; not one reproach or accufation, which me fecretly felt fhe defer ved; and in the debate with herfelf owned that fhe had imprudently run into 24 celina; or, extravagances, which however wrong they might appear to her huiband, his exceffive fondnefs for her prevented him denying. On a minute retrofpeclion of her paft lite, fiiice her marriage with Mr. Guraville, flie fa w and felt all her imprudencies. She alfo felt with a painful gratitude the extreme ten- dernefs and indulgence with which he had always treated her. " If you, my dear Henry, fighed flie, had been lefs indulgent, we might have been more happy, or atleaft more affluent. " I have been to blame. I have ever been violent in my attach men t to fliew — abiblute and extravagant in my pleafures — fullen and gloomy if disappointed in the lead trifle. I will endeavour to fbften the turbulence of my temper, and by my future conduct atone for the paft." She had thus far trail on Hi zed her mind, and by ajuft reflect ion on the paft, taught herfelf tills ufeful leiibn— of refignation and humility. When Weldon brought the note to which ihe promifed an anfwer in half an hour, Mrs* Guraville then wrote the following note: " Many thanks for your kind felicitation. ■I am quite well, hope you will allow me to take my dinner alone. 1 will prepare to receive you at tea in my dreiiing rocm. Let THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 2j ine beg of you to perform my duties in the nurfery this morning in vifiting the dear children — I cannot fupport the fight of them — their innocent looks will reproach me for my paft miiconduci; till I have ob- tained the forgivennefs of their father. — Write an excufe to Mr. Win grove, I am engaged to dine there to-day." Weldon was punctual ; at the expiration of the half hour he received the note, and conveyed it to his m after. Not with - Handing the brevity of the note, the peru- fal of it affected him fenfibly ; — the felf conviction, — the indirect i application for his pardon, and tender mention of their children, overpowered him. Tears that are laid to difgrace the cheek of an hero are often amiable in the eyes of a hufband or father!, relieved his aching heart — they were delicious tears 1 — tears med at the painful recollection of the agonizing ftrug- gles in the bofom of his Myra ! and alio, at the opening profpects of enjoying per- manent domeftic happinefs — he cheeied himfelf with the hope or pofleffing a greater mare of her confidence, company, and love ! — They were tears of fuiprife and joy at the unexpected calmnefs and humility with winch me anfwered his letter, from which he was convinced that all her former faults and imprudencies were not the ef- fects of a bad heart, but a wrong* educa- Yol. 1 D 26 celina; or, tion. He fincerely exulted that the tender and gentle manner in which he had difco- vered the ftate of their affairs to her, and had not thrown the leaft ihadow of blame on her ; — mould thefe have awakened her fenfibility ! he faw ihe flood felf convicted, and felt grateful that he had fpared her. Thefe, and fuch-like reflections, together with an hour fpent with the children, filled up the time till the hour of tea. He obeyed the fummons to Mrs. Gura- ville's dreffmg room in an agitation not to be defcribed nor imagined, but by thofe who have tenderly loved, and have the bitter reflection of having given pain, however unavoidable, to the objects of their tendereft affections ; fuch may paint in glowing colours, the true picture of Mr. Guraville's mind. But thofe cold, frigid, unfeeling mor- tals, who never felt the delicious fenti- ments of friendfhip ! — The- tender chain that unites fympatbetic fouls, — nor that noble, generous, heaven-born paffion, love ! — to fuch I defpair of giving any idea of the exquifitely tender feelings of this amiable man ! Enviable mortal ! whofe bofom is filled with that celeftial paffipn. It harmonizes the foul, foftens the heart, enlarges the ideas, gives a liberality to the fentiments, exalts mankind, and afiim dates them to the Gods. THE WIDOWED EP.IDE. 27 CHAP III. " Then farewell night of darknels now, " Joy break?, fhines, triumphs in eternal day ; no more " Shall that which rifes out of nought complain ** Of a few evils paid with endlefs j ys." Youn G. A/TR. Guraville entered the room with *-** placid joy, his eyes beaming tender- nefs and pity, heightened by hope and love. Mrs. Guraville turned from the door as fhe heard it open — covered her face with her hand : he walked haitily towards her, and gently prelled the other, which ine held out to him, with evident agitation ; She fcarcely articulated, " do not reproach me," then fainted in his arms: — it was -a painful fight to this truly good man. — When Mrs. Guraville's thoughts reverted to the great change that was unavoidably and immediately to take place in her fa- mily ; and that'ihe had for years paft bla- zoned forth a bright meteor in the Weft, her companions dancing round her mere fatellites, and that (he now mull; fall into obfeurity — her foul fickened — her heart funk ; — a death-like coldnefs pervaded her whole frame, which fent the purple ftreams D 2 28 celina; or, to their fotirce, and left her a Tifelefs ft atue. The fainting fit at Mr. Guraville's ap- pearance was not altogether the effect of forrow and contrition ; difappointed pride had fome fh are— yet Ihe was now to be held in an amiable light. A woman high born, of ftrong paffions, never accuftomed to re- flect on the pail, or look forward to the future, to whofe wifhes or pleafures no bounds had ever been fet ; Ihe had but to command and was obeyed. This high born, milled woman was, by the tender admoni- tions of a worthy huiband, taught to fee her errors, and was willing to correct them ; yet the tafk was hard, and required time and refolution. Happily Mr. Guraville was one of the few men in the world bed quali- fied toaffiftthat refolution — his tendernefs, and conftant good humour, kept her grati- tude awake, and to her delicate mind was a tender reproach. As foon as Mrs. Guraville was perfectly recovered, fo as to converfe with fome de- gree of compofure, fhe drew the chair clofe to her 'hufband, and in a tender manner, but with a firmnefs in her tone, which iliewed it was the prudent refolution of her heart ; faid, M Believe me, my dear Henry, the fhock your letter gave me this morning exceeded all I ever felt ; though, I muft own, it was • THE WIDOWED BRIDE. ££; written in the tendered ftyle poflible. I feel, and acknowledge, I have been the great and principal cauie of the revolution that mull now take place in our family; I am willing to ufe every exertion, and do all in my power to retrench and make fome final I amends for my paft extravagance ; and make the beft of the fmall remains of a once fplendid fortune." Here tears and jfighs {topped her utterance. Mr. Guraville did not endeavour to pre- vent them, judging they would relieve her; he preiled her tenderly in his arms, declar- ing, if his affection for her could admit of any addition, it was now heightened to ad- miration by this extreme fenfibility. — She looked her thanks, and refumed, " When the eftate is fold, and our affairs fettled, you will, by an exacl caculation, know what our yearly income will be ; then lay down a plan of ceconomy for our future expences, and I promife you I will accede to it. You never were a niggard; and I fhall reft allured that every pleafure in your power will yet be mine. Our dear children's future happinefs muft fir ft be thought of, and my whims and pleafures hereafter be a fecondary confideration." " My dear Myra, to find you fo refigned and tranquil is a proof of the greatnefs of your mind, and the noblenefs of your fouL . The eftate will be fold next week — Wood- SO celina; or, man has orders about it, and fets off to- morrow ; when that is over, and our cre- ditors fatisfied, 1 fhall take no flep without confulting you. " Tea was brought, and they lipped it, if not in perfect happinefs, in a calm ferenity, unknown to them before, and a fort of hap- pinefs they never till now felt : a happinefs arifing from a confidence which, till then, they never felt in each other. After tea they ordered the children to be brought ; with them they fpent the even- ing in the garden and pleafure grounds till the dew fell. Eliza, the youngeft, a charm- ing little girl about five years old, was fent to the nurfery to bed. Mary, a fine fenfible girl, who had jufl attained her thirteenth year, and Henry, the eldeft, were admitted into theirmamma's dreffing-room to eatfome fruit ; an indulgence they never before en- joyed, which exhilirated their fpirits to fuch a height, that they gave way to all their native playfulnefs and fchool tricks, which fo delighted their mamma, and fo drew her out of herfelf, or rather into the mother, that to play with them was irrefiftiblc — the good father joined with double pleafure, feeing that his Myra's heart fincerely partook in their innocent romps. After the children, highly gratified, had received the parental kifs and blefnng, they letired. for the night ; Mrs. Guraville de- THE WIDOWED BRTD2. 3't blared fhe had never paft an evening with fa much real pleafure and iatisfaolion. The next morning Mrs. Guraville denied to fee the fteward before he let out on his journey, which fummons he obeyed, after receiving his full credentials from his rnaf ter ; from whom he heard with heartfelt pleafure, with what calm reiignation his- miftrefs bore this lad reverfe of fortune, and with what ingenuoufnefs me owned herfelf to be the caufe of that fad change. The good old man, as he went along the gallery, wiped away an involuntary tear that in- truded in his eyes, but lie found it was only to give place to more ; and he felt it im- poffible to appear before his miftrefs till he had yielded to the womaniih impulfe. He loved his matter to a degree of en th li- ft afm, having fpent his life in the family. — His miftrefs he loved, becaufe his matter loved her, and becaufe fhe was his miftrefs; yet he had long feen her faults ; but forthe children he felt more than a grandfire's af- fection : at length he approached the dref- fing room. " How do you do, Woodman ? you. are going on a melancholy commimon." " Yes, Madam ; I am fori y to be fo em- ployed." (Here the old man's- eyes again betrayed the feelings of his heart, and he again wiped them with a trembling hand.) Seeing his fpirits thus depreiled did not con- •32 celina; or, tribute to railing hm\ and his tears were contagious. " There are fome few things, Woodman, at Blair Abby, I mould like to have packed r up and fent here. " The family pictures in the great hall, which I had moved there when my father died, my brother not earing much for them, or any of the family, gave them to me." " Yes, Madam ; I remember well I had the removal of them. Oh, dear ! 'tis well the worthy gentleman is not feniible of the fad caufe of this removal." " Say no more of that, Woodman, 1 hope no one will feel the cffe&s of that courfe but myfelf." This Mrs. Guraviile uttered, with a petulance unufual to her, and a look unkind. " My honoured Madam, I mean not to offend. I beg you will forgive an old man's garrulity ; — my heart, always prompts the ipeech, and my honeft tongue fpeaks it, before my old head corrects it." " Enough, my good old man," anfwered Mrs. Guraviile, in a kinder tone. " I know you are a true friend to your mafter, and I cannot take any thing wrong that you fay ; I am perfectly fenfible of the goodnefs of your heart." " Ah, Madam ! why fay you that I am my matter's friend fo pointedly ? Am I not your friend alfo? God knows my heart, and THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 33 knows how fervently I love the name of G uraville ! Your dear children! — charming cherubs ! they are my only delight I Thefe tender effufions, from the honeft hearted Woodman, greatly affected Mrs. G uraville ; fhe felt the weight and truth of his words, allured him Hie had ever held him in the light of an humble friend rather than a dependent. — " We muft now, Wood- man, endeavour to forget the paft, and turn all our thoughts and care on the future, Happinefs is dill within our reach. Here is a lift of what I wifh to have fent here. I hope you will have a fafe journey. Take care of yourfeif. Do not, from an idea of oeconomy, fatigue yourfeif, or injure your health. But remember, that to be at this time deprived of your advice and afiiftance would be an irreparable lofs to us ; there- fore, obferve what I fay, Woodman, and be as great an axonomiil of your health as you have ever been of our money." The good man took his leave with a bow of gratitude, highly delighted with the condefeending manner in which his Lady linifhed thedifcourfe, alluring her he would well obferve her kind dire&ions, and im- mediately left Lutherdale Hall, proceeding with all poflible fpeed to Blair Abby. In the abfence of the Steward, Mr. Gur- aville and his Myra were chiefly employed in forming plans for their future lives ; but 34 celina; or, nothing could -be fixt on until the return of Woodman. During this paufe of domeftic bufmefs at Lutherdale Hall, their felicity feemed to increafe, which added to the natural flow of fpirits, and good temper of Mr. Gura- ville ; he, with double ardour and affec- tion, attended to every look and wifh of his Myra, who at the fame time felt that delightful, fubftantial happinefs in the company of her hufband and her children, Which fhe had hitherto hoped to find in the difiipated circles of the great ; but (he now was convinced, could no where be found but in the bofom of her family — in the fond attention of a worthy hufband, and the playful innocent careffes of her children. When (lie reflected on her pafl mif-pent time and money, flie turned ap- palfd from the retrofpection, and bleffed the ftateof comparative indigence to which fhe was reduced — it caught her from the whirlpool of diffipation, in which fhe was nearly finking — fct her failing down the clear rippling brook of conjugal happinefs, with a tender husband for a pilot, of whofe value ihe was, till now, infenfible, and had treated with indifference and neglect. So forcibly did fhe feel the reproofs of her conference, and fo ardently did fhe wifh to make reftitution, that Ihe was in danger of falling into the other extreme— THE WIDOWED ERIDE. 35 from a very refractory wife to a very obe- dient one. Happily for her, Mr. Gfuraville was a man who did not exadl abject fervili- ty from a wife — he did not hold good that part of the Alcoran, that places women on a level with the dumb animals of the field — he did not dare to fuppofe that the all-wife Creator intended that the moll beautiful, the moil angel-like part of his creation, fhould be held in lefs eftimation than felf- important man. No, no ; he would fay, when he was enquiring the matter, he cer- tainly placed them with man as his moni- tors — his mirrors ! Has he not formed them in the faireft mould ? Has he not given them the majefty of gods, blended with the foftnefs of angels? Has he not endow- ed them with minds capacious and noble ; ftrong intellects, clear perception, exten- five and elegant ideas — and as an indubi- table proof that they are many degrees nearer perfection than man, do they not bear misfortunes and ficknefs with the re- fignation of faints ; and do they not love with unihaken ccnftancy, and conftitute our greater! felicity. You are more than our co-equals — you are man's fuperiors. Do not men feel a certain degree of abject - nefs, an inexpreffible awe when in the pre- lencc of virtuous women, till the dignified fmile of fenfe and fnodefty warms the chili that virtue and fuperiority cafts over them, 36 celina; or, and makes them feel (though they will not at all times acknowledge it), that they live but in the funlhine of their fmiles ! Happy indeed was it for Mrs. Guraville that fuch was his tenet — fuch his fyftem of fith in women, or the, like many other un- fortunate obedient wives, would have be- come his (lave ; but he knew the true dig- nity of woman, and none under his c«ue could ever fall from it. At the end of the third week Woodman returned, having fokl the eftate and furni- ture, except the few things his miftrefs de- fired him to have referved. The morn in &• after his arrival he attended his mafter in the iludy, gave him a full account of the fale ; alfo, that Lord Wilmington's lawyer would wait on him in the courfe of the following week to have a conveyance executed. Lord Wilmington defired his compliments, that he mould leave Wiltfhire in a few days to ipend fome time in Devonshire, before he returned to town, and would pay his refpecls at Lu- therdale Hall. Both Mr. and Mrs. Guraville would gladly have difpenfed with his viiit, yet it was fome confolation, that it was at leaft fome weeks before his Lordlhp intended them that ho- nour, and they hoped by that time their ar- rangement would, be made, and they fhould be able to receive and entertain, with fome degree of complacency, a Nobleman whofe THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 37 affluence enabled him to purchafe and en- joy that elegant houfe and eftate which once were their's, but which their mifcon- duel had obliged them to fell. In a few days all the tradesmen's bills were coliecled and arranged for payment. The fum remaining from the fole of Blair Abby was very fmall, and in a council held, which confined of Mr. and Mrs. Guraville and Woodman, it was agreed, that the h mult be laid down, and all the horfes difpofed of except three, one to run in the e and two For faddle horfes ; three men and two women fervants were alio to be dis- charged. The next trial was, which of the ints- mould go — they were all good, and willing to undertake any other department In the houfe rather than leave it ; but Mr. Guraville, with his ufual goodnefs, fettled the matter. He ordered the three men he intended to part with to remain at Luther- dale Hall until they got places, and paid them half a year's wa^es in advance ; the women fervants he left to his My r a t aft as ihe thought fit. When Mrs. Guraville retired to drefs, after the confultation was concluded, Cnz Williams the alteration that was taking place in the family. She affected furprife, tho' in fact lhe had, by peeping, pry- ing, and liftening (qualifications extremely recommendatory to a lady's waiting wo- Vol. I. E 38 celina; or, man), made herfelf acquainted with every change and circumftance that had, or was likely to take place in the family. " Indeed, Madam, I am extremely con- cerned at' hearing this difmal news: and can you, Madam, confcnt to live in this "horrid houfe all the winter? — to he cooped up all the long evenings by the fire fide : and if you attempt to go out in that little chair you will be froze to death. I am fure it will be monfhous mocking !" "Yes, Williams, I have confented. It does not fuit us to keep a coach at prefent, and I had rather fpend the winter here with- out one than in town ; befides, I muft pay more attention to my children than I have hitherto done : it is my duty VI — " Duty ! la, Ma'm ! — Well lam fure you are ftrangely altered fince I fir ft had the honour of wait- ing on you : befides, Ma'm, if you will go to town for the winter, Mr. Wingrove's carriage will be always at your fervice : for he is a going to town to ftay all the winter, and he intends to have his carriage there." " Mr. Wingrove ! Williams, What do you mean ?" " Why, Mam, he told me fo himfelf." — {"? Told you fo — my God !" "Yes, indeed, Ma'm : he, by fome means or other has heard of your misfortune, which to be fure is a /hocking thing for fo fweet a Jady to meet with—and fo he faid — and TII-E WIDOWED BRIDE. faid, Mam, as how he loved you, and that all his fortune was at your iervice ; that he would lay it at your feet, and that all the pleafures of London ihould be your's, fo that he might but have the happinefs of attend- ing you. And, M'am, he gave me this letter todeliver to you ; but I never till now found you in a humour to deliver it before.' 5 " Nor am I now. How dare you to meet Mr. Win grove, or any man, and convcrfe of me to them ? — and in whofe iervice did you learn the fcandalous practice of receiving and conveying letters privately to your niif- trefs. I in lift upon it, that you ihftaritty carry this back to the wretch that gave it you : tell him, that although I have been carelefs and prodigal of my huiband's for- tune, yet his honour I have ever guarded as a facred truft : — then prepare yourfelf to leave this houfe." The petrified Abigail was rivetted to the fpot fhe ftood on : as foon as (lie had a little recovered fiom her furprife, me laid do\vn : the letter, faying, me did not care to take back the letter ; but fhe would willingly prepare to leave the houfe — quitted the room. Mrs. Guraville was aftonifhed at the im- pudence and depravity of her woman — ihe was frill more furprifed and uneafy to know what of her paft conduct had evince ] that levity of heart which a man mull believe a E2 40 celina; on, woman to ponds before he dare offer her fueh an infult. In this cafe, what could ihe do ?— the letter lay before her — how ihouid ihe fend it back, to give it to Mr. Gura- ville ihe dared not think of, tho' naturally of a pafiive difpolitipn, yet he was trem- blingly alive co ihe leaft infult offered to his honour. Propriety told her fhe ought not to keep any ci renin fiance a fecret from him. — Was he not her guardian and protector — the champion of her honour and his own ? Yet if ihe revealed this affair, a duel might enfuc — The thought was dreadful It was but a k'w days fmce fhe knew the full value of that life which, if (he acted with that in- gen-ioufnefs ihe ought to do, would be in danger. In this cafe ihe thought fecrefy, nay even duplicity, would be a virtue, and detei mined to inclofe the letter in a blank paper, direct it and fend it by the groom. This done, fhe rung the bell for the nur- fery maid to affift her in arranging her drefs, and having paid Williams her de- mands, difmiffed her- — Rafter reafoning with her, and painting in glowing colours the impropriety of her conduct ; which was loft on the depraved Williams, who had long- been a net ufed by many an artful poacher to catch unfufpecling innocence, and had too often been fuccefsful; THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 41 C H A P. IV. •• But if in fearciring round this world we find, Some generous youth, the friend of all mankind; Whofe anger, like the bolts of Jove, is fped In terrors oJy to the guilty head; Whofe love, like heaven's dew, refreshing fall, In general love, and charity to all." Churc k i L l. WHEN Mr. Win grove received the letter, and knowing the fnperfcrip- tion to be Mrs. Guraville's, his heart danc- ed with extacy, and his vanity told him, it was an anfwer favourable to his v ilhes. Judge of his difappointment, when, on breaking the feal, he found his letter re- turned unopened, his pride and vanity re- ceived a ftab — he raved, curfed, and ut- tered the moil horrid imprecations, and was a perfect madman, when, on reflecting a. while, he felt fome confolation in know- ing that the attempt he had made was un- known to all his acquaintance, and to all the world, except the lady and her woman ; the one, he judged would not fpeak of it from a motive of virtuous pride ; the other, he knew, could be hlenced by a well-timed bribe. To be bantered bv his newly ac- E 3 42 CELINA ; OR, quired friends in London was not to be fiip- poited, at having failed with a fcornful beauty ! Had he fucceeded, his fame would have been eftabliihed for ever with the women, and he would have been the envy of the men. He wiihed the world to ftip- pofe, that his attractions were fuch that no woman could refill; his importunities, and that he was well with all he choofe to ad- drefs. Soon after Mr. Wingrove received the letter, he heard from his valet that Mrs Williams was djfeharged from Lutherdale Hall, for what reaibn could not be gulled ; it was fuppofed in difgrace, as all the other fervants that were discharged, were ordered to flay till they had provided themfelves with places. " Indeed, Summers ! Does me go this evening?" — "Yes, Sir, fo the fervant told me that brought your letter." '/ Humph, fhe has offended her caprici- ous Lady, I fuppofe." M Why, really Sir, I have never heard that Mrs. Guraville was whim heal or tearing to her fervants j and that now fhe is better than ever" Mr. Wingrove put an end to his fervant's information, with — " Tell the groom to faddle my horfe. He need not go, I iliali ride myfelf." He took a Cow ride to Ailikcnton, the THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 43 next pod town, through which the ftage- paired for London ; as he fat lipping' the negus he had ordered by way of hiling up the time, in came Mrs. Williams, bag and baggage; (he dropt a curtcfey, with " I hope you are well, Sir." — " Quite well, I thank you, Mrs. Williams, what has brought you lierer" — " Why, Sir, it is the letter you wrote that has done all this ; if I had not undertook to deliver that letter I fhould have been in my place ; I am fure the poor five guineas you gave me will not pay for the lots of my place." '* Is it poflible, Mrs. Williams, that your mifirefs could be difpleafed with you ? 1 am to blame — it is on me me iliould turn all her anger." " Ha, la ! Sir, ilie will never forgive you : thefe virtuous ladies — thefe conftant wives, as they would feem, with the fufs they make about their duty and honour, they are not worth living with. If a lady's woman cannot make a few guineas by con- veying a letter, or carrying on an intrigue, it will not do, Sir : the wages they give will not drefs a lady's gentlewoman as me ought to be." — "I am forry, Mrs. Williams, that things have taken fuch a turn, and as I look upon myfelf as the caufe, I beg you will accept of this ("putting a ten pound note in her hand;. If ever you relate this 44 C KLIN a ; OH, i* ory do not mention my name\ Be fecret and I will be generous." " La ! Sir, you are very good : I hope you do not think what I did was for the lucre of gain ; no indeed, Sir ; for you I would do any thing." " No, Mrs. Williams, no ; fay no- thing about it ; I ihall fee you in town next winter." At that moment the Plymouth ftage drove to the door, Mrs. Williams took her leave of Mr. Wingrove, highly flattered by his- liberality ; and having faid farewell to the good people of the Bear, took her feat in the coach and was wheeled off in a minute. - Mr. Wingrove mounted his horfe and returned to Brookly Well, well pleafed at his fuccefs in thus preventing the confcious Abigail from indulging her loquacioufnefs . at his expence, tho' it coft him much to tie her tongue. In the evening, when Mr. Guraville un- derftood that Williams was gone, he was not more furprifed than pleafed ; having an unutterable averfion to her fince (he fo artfully endeavoured to raife fufpicions in his mind againft her miflrefs, during their fhort converfation in the gallery, on the day he fent that much dreaded letter, and for which he trembled, leaft it ih ould go the herald of future mifery ; but now he THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 4^> efteemed it as the harbinger of perma- nent happinefs and domeftie love. Mr. and Mrs. Gurayille no v* enjoyed the true blefiings and comforts of life. Her. mornings were fpent in the moil pleafing of all employments, that of inftruefing little Eliza, and hearing Mary repeat thofe lerlbns of French and Englifh fhe had learned at fchool ; regulating her family, and endea- vouring to make home the moil delightful of all places io her worthy and indulgent hufband. Mr. Guraville did not throw the whole weight of this taik entirely on her : he undertook the charge of Henry himfelf ; aod gratefully did he avow the tendereft pleafure in obferving ail her kind endea- vours to make him happy. Thus was a beautiful woman, born and educated in the vortex of difiipation and luxury, hurried down the ftream of folly and fafhion, committing, and allured to commit a thoufand reprehenfible things, without thinking fhe had, or intended to act, wrong, faved by the timely and gentle interference of a fenfihle man. Her heart pure and untainted took the alarm ; feif conviction and fmcere repentance were the remit . She is now a blefTing to her children, an honour to her hufband, and a monitor to her fex. The time pad in pleafurable faoeeffion for weeks, when a fuvant in a fmart livery 46 celina; or, brought a letter from Lord Wi-nnington, faying, he would do himfelf the honour of dining at Lwtherdale Kali the next day, Mr. Guraville returned a polite and preffing an-fwer. At the time appointed his Lordfhip ar- rived, and was received with great kindnefs and cordiality by Mr. Guravilie, who, after the firft introductory compliments were over, found Lord Wilmington a pleafant, fenfible, well informed young man, and fo very dif- ferent from the young men of the prefent day, that he could fcarcely believe he was known to the great world. Pleafed with his converfation, and wrapt in aftoniibment to find that the hot bed of riches and luxury could produce any thing fo perfectly ami- able as this young nobleman appeared, there was yet another riddle to folve, viz. How, or why a young man, not quite eighteen, ibould make fuch a purchafe as Blair Abby, who, he fuppofed, was in poifefiion of the family eftate. The hour of dinner drew near, Mr. Gu- raville wifhed to introduce his new friend to his M.yra, for which purpofe he conduc- ted him to the drawing-room (as he received his Lordlhip in his itudy on his arrival) ; Mrs. Guraville received him with an eafe and politenefs peculiar to herfelf : me foot* felt a prep^iieflion in favour of him whofe name a tew hours ago was difagreeable t& THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 47 her ears, in whofe pcrfon flic had pictured every thing ugly and difgufting ; in his manners ihe expected he would arrogate a preeminence which, in the eftimation of little minds, riches gives to their poheiYor. Haw wrong, and yet how common, in man to form a premature opinion of another. How often do we feel prejudiced againft a perfon we never faw, merely from the light and circumftances h\ which we tirft hear his name : jtift fo was it with Mrs. Guraville ; me had taught herfelf to look upon her pre- fent fituation with a calm eye ; ihe knew the fate of Blair Ahby was a circumftance that mu ft take place, and it mattered not who was the purchafer ; yet it was death to convey it away, and the purchafer, whoever he might be, became an object of envy. In this temper of mind fhchrft heard the name of Lord Wilmington, and heard him named a> the purchafer of Blair Abby ; from that moment the felt a prejudice againft him. — They partook of a (mail but elegant dinner, after which the glais moved flow, but plea- santly : genuine anecdotes, fhrewd remarks, and juft observations beguiled the time — ■ Mrs. Guraville finding that (he had fat longer than (he ufually did, retired. The gentle- men converted on politics and various fub- jects, in fome of which they agreed, in others they differed ; but in all his lordfhip fup- 48 celina; or, ported his opinion with manly flrmncfs and calm lefpeci. A fummons to tea, which they obeyed, put an end to their converfation. In the drawing room they found Mrs. Guraviile and her three children ; Mary had been taking a lefTon on the piano forte ; Henry repeated his Latin to make himfelf more perfect for his father's ear. and the charming Eliza careffed her dolls. His Lordfhip paid much attention to the children, and was much pleafed with Henry and Mary. After tea a walk in the pleafure grounds was pro- pofed, and as they turned the gallery to go down itairs, Mr. Guraviile politely aiked his Lordfhip if he would do him the honour to take a view of the iew rooms that fmall houfe contained, to which his Lordfhip consented, " It is all my folly has left me," faid he with an heartfelt fio-h ! at which a painful blufh fuffufed the cheek of Lord YVinnington ; it was the firft time the idea of being . icher than his friend gave him an uneafy thought. " Why did I come ?" thought he, ^per- haps my vifit gives pain, it may be looked on as a vifit of triumph ; but it is not fo : I never felt more interefted for a family in my lite." He was difrurbed from this mental converfation by Mr, Guraville's obferviug, il pretty rich, but confined profpecf." — After palling through two or three rooms, THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 49 all neat, and elegantly furnifhed, they en- tered the beft bed-room, with a dreffing- room attached to it, fitted up with the greatefl taite : the bed curtains were of di- mity, lined wkh blue farfnet; the valance trimmed with blue filk fringe, window cur- tains of the fame; beautiful painted cor- nices, paper, carpet, and chairs to fuit. His lordfhip admired the ftile of the houfe, particularly thefe rooms. " This bed, my Lord, was prepared for you, and I truft your Lordfhip will not deny us the pleafure of your company for a ^c\v days." It was impoffible to refufe an invitation fo politely made, befides he felt a reluctance to leave Lutherdalc Hall fo foon : lie thanked Mr. Guraville for his kind invitation. " I have, Sir, ordered beds at the inn where I llept iait night, and where I pro - pofe to wait the return of Mr. Hill, the gentleman under whofe care I have paft my childhood ; nor am I yet, Sir, out of lead- ing ftrings." (i With your lordfhip's permiffion, I will order that matter : my fervant fhall go and inform the people of the houfe that you will not deep there ; and leave an invitation for Mr. Hill to join your Lordfhip here." Lord AYinnington found Mrs. Guraville in the garden with the children ; he alter- nated converfed with one and played with Vol. I. F 50 celina; or, the other fcill the hour of i upper, which palled in pleafant chat. The trio parted for the night at an early hour, highly pleafed with each other. In the morning Lord Winnington joined Mr. Guraville and Henry in the fludy ; he found Henry, tho' only fifteen years old, a pleafant converfant companion. After the hour of ftudy they walked till dinner, and before they returned they were fworn friends, at lealt his Lordfhip felt inclined to prove himfelf Henry's friend, and Henry was defnous to obtain his Lordfhip. There was a manlinefs in Henry that fpoke him above his years, and a boldnefs in his manners which he acquired at Har- row fchool ; though fomewhat rough at his rirft returning home, he had, from the fofter manners of his mother, received a polifh which rendered him agreeable. In the evening Mr. Hill arrived, which was a pleafant addition to the party. This gentleman was one of thofe good and great characters who alone are worthy to be intruded with the care and education of youth — and that he was in full poileffion of his pupil's heart might be feen by the joy w r hich brightened up in his Lordfhip's eyes when Mr. Hill entered the room. After the ufual ceremony of introduction was over, Lord Winnington, with a tender THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 51 regard enquired how he had bore the jolting of the rough roads of Cornwall, and the north of Devon, hoped he had found all his friends well ; to all which Mr. Hill an- fwered with the kind affection of a father. During f upper Mr. Guraville found many opportunities of paying fome handfome compliments to Mr. Hill, in commending the manly accompliihments he obferved in his Lordfhip, who was in earn eft converfa- tion with Henry ; for, at the requeft of his Lordmip, he was permitted to lit up to {up- per on condition that he ihouid retire foon after, which was duly obferved by Henry. Mr. Hill was a man of great knowledge, deep penetration, and found erudition ; he had ipent more time in ftudying man than books, and from thence drew his opinions and made his obfervations : was grave at times, but not auftere ; he would relax fre- quently, and join in the amufements of his pupil, lb that even in the hour of paflime he received inftruCtion. He had fiich a pe- culiar method of drawing his fcholar to his fcudies, that they at all times appeared ra- ther amufement than a taik. He faid, that whenever a youth was intruded to his care, his firft grand point was to gain the child's heart, which might be done by kind fathe treatment, not by fooliih indulgence ; that F2 once gained, you may bend the mind to your will ; but if the fcholar does not feel an affection for the teacher, he will make but a fmall progrefs in his learning : after conning his leifon for hours, he approaches him with fear— fear debilitates the memory, and the child cannot retain what he learns. There was a certain urbanity in the man- ners of Mr. Hill that won the admiration of all on a few hours acquaintance : no wonder that iii lo many years fpent in the care and education of Lord Wilmington, he fliould pofTefs his whole heart and mind. They had been three days at Lutherdale Hall, and Mr. Hill beheld with pleafure the mutual friendfhip growing between Henry and Lord William, as lie was extremely pleafed with the new friend. his pupil had acquired. Ke found from Mr. Guraville's converfetion, that he was ftill ignorant of the family of his gueft, the knowledge of which friendfhip demanded ; and he, with fatisfacHon perceived it was a mutual at- tachment, founded on each other's admired viitues, and ftrengthened on the part of Mr. Guraville, by the vifible growing par- tiality between the young friends! THE WIDOWED BRIDE C II A P. V. The Slider's moll attenuated thread, It. card — is cable, to man s tender lie, •) i earthly blifs it breaks at every breeze. Yoi OX the fourth day after dinner, Mr. Hill, (his Lordlhip having left the table to play over fonie new mufic with, Mary and Henry) in i\\c courfe of con- verfation briefly related the hiftory of Loi;c} William Winnington. " His Lordfhir/s grand-father was an admiral, high in public efteem, and for feme very lingular fei vices was created a peer. He then being advanced iii years, withdrew himfelf from the naval lev vices : but government ftill had need of his active fpirit ; he was as good a politician as he was a failor, and the minifter prevailed on him to accept a place of great trull a- broad, in which iituation he acted with his ufual integrity. He never loft fight of the interefts of the King, his mallei- ; and was equally folicitous for the rights and F 3 54 celina; or, welfare of the people, over whofe public good he was placed as guardian. He took his eldeft ion with him, who, on his death, fucceeded hini in title and place. Soon after this government, ordered him to Eng- land, which he obeyed, leaving a deputy to acl; in his abfence : he remained in Eng- land two years, during which time he mar- ried a young lady of fortune and family; foon after their return to his fttuation a* broad, Lord Winnington was feized with a local fever, whieji deprived him of life, and an amiable woman of a tender and worthy hufband ; never was man more true Jy lamented : in fact, his death was felt by government and the whole country. His death nearly proved fatal to his lovely widow, and her friends feared a premature birth ; but the Almighty, who is ever watchful over his creatures, raifed her from the bed of ficknefs, and in about two months this dear boy was born. As foon as Lady Winnington was able to under- take the voyage, ihe came with her poft- humous child to England, where fhe took a houfe near Richmond, on a very retired fpot ; there fne fpent her days quietly, but not happily ; Hie never mixed with the gay world, and but feldom faw any of her re- lations. Her whole time was fpent in ten- der regret for her irreparable lofs ? and in THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 55 nulling the young Lord William, in whofe face and form fhe could daily trace .the opening beauties of her dead Lord. iC I occupied a houfe, the grounds of which joined thole of Lady Wilmington ; and about that time I had the dreadful misfortune to bury Mrs. I J ill. Here the lucid tear trembled in his eye, and told the feelings of his heart ! at the recollection of cruel events 1 long fmce paft, but never to be forgot ! " The dear fainted woman clofed her eyes in this world, three hours after fhe had given me a fon — and the dear babe furvived its mother but three days — one coffin held the precious remains of both !" Mr. Hill flopped — took two or three turns acrofs the room, to recover his firm tone of voice, which was grown tremulous and nearly inarticulate* from the agitation of his feelings, while Mr. Guraville heaved a companionate figh, and Mrs. Guraville dropt a lympathctic tear. He refumed his feat, and without offering an apology for the interruption, feelings fo natural and amiable, had occafioned, he continued : " When time had blunted the edo-e of grief. I endeavoured to collect my thouo-hts and turn them on myfelf. I felt it was my duty, as a man and a Chriftian, to bear this fevereft of all trials, with resignation 56 celina ; 0R> It was deemed advifeable that I fhould leave my room and take both air and exer- cife. I knew what they advifed was right, and unwilling to give my friends pain by encouraging a defpondeney which I felt had already injured my health, I ftrove with all my resolution againft the tyrant Grief. After repeated ftruggles between reafon and inclination, I took a ride, the moil falutary, near Richmond, accompa- nied by my nephew, whom it has pleafed God to take from me. I found myfelf much better on my return. The next morning I walked in my garden ; here every flower awakened my recollection to part fcenes of delight. I entered a Summer- houfe at the end of the walk, on the table lay Young's Night Thoughts, in which my Eliza had been reading to me the even- ing before me was taken ill ; the light of the book, and the remembrance how fu- premely happy I was the laft time I faw it, and now how forlorn and miierable, nearly overcame me, and I Tat motionlefs for fometime, loft to all but my forrow, till the entrance of my nephew roufed me from my painful reverie. I daily vifited the garden and Summer-houfe, and found no author fo pleafmg as Young ; the fimiiarity of our griefs endeared his memory to me, and his plaintive, but pious complainings, were THE WIDOWED F.RIDE. 57 congenial to my foul. My friends were continually calling on me, politenefs obliged me to fee them fometimes, and their friend- ihip drew me into fociety. From ibme of my neighbours I heard a flight account, of Lady Wilmington 's ftory : I willied to be perfonally acquainted with her, and thought we could truly fvmpathife with each other. Yet I judged her Lady (hip the happieft of the two ; (he had the dear pledge of their loves left, while I was alone — bereft of all my foul held dear ! Soon an opportunity offered agreeable to my willies : In a large field into which the back door of both our gardens opened, fome cattle were feeding, the fer- vant who had the care of Lord William, was amufing him by running after a buter- fly ; the little infect, after hovering over them, then flying to elude their grafp, di- rected its courfe towards the field : to pleafe the child the maid followed it, while Lady Winnington amuled herfelf with looking at them through the Summer-houfe win- dow, which flood in the fame direction as mine, and commanded a full view of the field. They had not been loim- in the chace, when one of the cows ran furioufly towards them bellowing hideoufly. Lady Winnington feeing: the danger of her child and maid, icreamed violently, which, to- gether with the iinieks of the woman and 58 gellna; or, child, made the fields echo; luckily I was in my Summer-houfe, reading my favourite Young. When, on hearing the noife, I lookcc thro 1 the window, and feeing their danger, dropt from it into the field. li The wild animal had reached the maid ; the wind gently blew out her gown, which it caught with its horns ; it being of a weak texture, gave way. At that in it ant I came up, and with a thick piece of wood I had picked up, ftruck the cow on the head ; it ftunn'd it for a few minutes, during which time we made our efcape into the garden, where we found Lady Winnington in ftrong hyfterics : with proper am* fiance me foon recovered ; when after prefling the dear boy in her arms, and offering up her thanks for his prefer vat ion, fhe acknowledged her obli- gations to me in the kinder! manner. I at- tended her into the houfe ; (he begged me to flay tea, which invitation I accepted, and during that fhort vifit we made fuch a progrefs in each other's good opinion, that from that time we became intimate friends. I rendered her all the brotherly offices in my power, and (lie felt a fiflerly intereft in all that concerned me. At the age of five years Lord William was placed entirely un- der my tuition. Our mornings were fpent in my ftudy :; our afternoons in the mufic THE WIDOWED BIUDE. 5Q room ; we always dined with her Lady (hip ; in the evenings we walked. " Thus did I live, and enjoyed as much happind's as any mortal was capable of, whole hopes were fled beyond the grave : but this tranquillity did not laft long, Lady Wilmington too much indulged in- private her grief, but endeavoured to ailume a calm ferenity in her face, and a pleafant livelinefs in her countenance ; yet ihe kept many vigils to the memory of her Lord; and it may be truly raid, that fhe wept her life away. " My pupil had juft pad his feventh year, when Lady Wilmington was confined to her bed— ihe had the beft advice London could afford — the phyficians gave not the leaft hopes. On their firft vifit, me was well aware that me could not live. On the morning of the fifth day of her rllnefs ihe fent for me : after fome friendly converfa- tion, ihe, in the prefence of a female coufin, the only relative ihe had, put her will into my hand, faying, ihe had appointed me fole acting executor'; that ihe lefther dear boy under my protection ; hoped I would be father to her dear William. Here her pength failed. I gave her every alfurance in my power of the unremitting care I would take of the amiable charge. She faid, ihe was well perfuaded Ihe had placed him un- 60 celina; o!.', der the protection of a man whofe love and efteem he already poiTeifed ; and me trutled that the helplefs and unprotected ftate he would foon be left in, would endear him the more to me. She then caught my hand and preft it to her lips : love my dear boy, ilie cried, then funk exhaufted on her pillow. 1 contrived to fee her three or four times a day. " On the evening of the eleventh day (he expired, and was, by her defire, bu- ried at Richmond. The will was opened in the prefence of the Co u fin, and other of her Ladyihip's acquaintances that attend- ed the funeral — to her Coufin fhe left one thoufand pounds — to each of her fervants twenty pounds and mourning — To me three hundred a-year, and fix hundred a- year for the fupport of Lord Wilmington and his education, till he was of age, when the bulk of her fortune, which lay in the funds, amounting to upwards of feven ty thoufand pounds, with the ac- cumulating intereft, was to be put in his povTeffion. The funis willed to Lord Win- nington and myfelf are paid out of the in- tereft of his fortune : we have always lived within our income, and I may fay that his Lordfhip is now worth at lean: an hundred and forty thoufand pounds. He may now live out and indulge his liberal fpirit -, as I THE WIDOWED BRTDE. &l have been an economifl for him in his childhood. After her Ladylhip's death I took care of the plate, linen, and fnch of the furniture as I thought he would like when he was able to judge for himfelf ; the reft were fold. " Lord William and myielf retired to my htcle cottage : I could not bear the idea of quitting it, and to a child of feven years old all places are alike. The following fummer, and every one fince, we have fpent at fome watering place or other. I now have the pleafure and fatisfaciion to fee the dear boy riling into manhood, bleifed with every perfection and accompliihmcnt both mental and perfonal. ^Mr. (knaville exprelTcd his thanks to Mr. Hill, for this lingular mark of his efteem, in relating Lord William's ftory. " And pray, Sir, does his Lordlhip in- tend to refide wholly at Blair Abby." " No, Sir ; that is a fubjeel I have wifheel to fpeak to you on, but did not like to intro- duce it. It is the firft purchafe his Lordlhip ever made, and it is remarkable that fome months ago we palled that way on a viiit in the neighbourhood ; as we rode by, Lord Winnington admired thepark, water, bridge, and above all, the retired lituation of the houfe. Mv dear Sir, faid he, if ever this Vol. I." G feat is to be fold I fhoukl like to be the pur- chafer. At breakfaft one morning, looking over the newfpaper, he faw it advertifed, and fet off for Wilton that day, poft ; the next we went to view it ; he was fo delighted with the whole that he remained on the fpot till the day. of fa! e. He wifhes to make fome alterations ; the road he means to turn, and build a new ftable to correfpond with the other. A fervant informed them that tea waited ; they agreed to talk over the bufinefs next morning in Mr. Gura- ville's ftudy. Lord William, Henry., and Mary had made great proficiency in the overture they had been playing ; while the company were lipping their tea, they performed it to the great delight of their partial auditors, Lord William on the violin cello, Henry- on the violin, and Mary on the piano-forte. The young muficians continued to play till it was time to take their evening's walk. The next day at noon the vifitors took their leave of the happy family at Luther- dale Hall, with many declarations of efteem and friendfhip. About three months after this, Lord Win- nington wrote a polite friendly letter to Mr. Guraville, begging he would permit Henry to fpend fometime with him ; that Mr. Hill and he intended to fpend their THE WIDOWED ERIDE. 63 Chriftmas at Bath ; if he would indulge him with Henry's company, he would fend the carriage for him. To give weight to this petition Mr. Hill Avrote a poftfeript, alfuring Mr. Guraville if lie would grant them this favour, that he would guarantee him on the part of Henry's ftudics ; in fact Lord Winning-ton has felt a vacuum ever iince he left Lutherdale Hall, and none but Henry can fill it. Mr. and Mrs. Guraville rightly thought that fuch a friend as Lord Wihnihgtou might in future be of great fervice to Henry, befides it was too defirable a con- nection not to feel a wifh to cement it ftill ftronger. Mr. Guraville informed Herirv of the invitation, likewife that it was his wiiii he ihould accept it. iC Nothing, Sir, can give me greater pleafure, faid Henry ; I feel a more tender affection for Lord \V r iliiam than any man on earth, yourfclf excepted." - A polite anfwer was returned, faying, Henry would be ready to leave Lutherdale Hall on fuch a day. At the time fixed the carriage arrived to convey Henry to his young friend. The day alter Henry reached Bath, he wrote his father an account of his friends and his jourrev, which was pleafing; but G 2 M CELINA ; OR, lie did not enjoy it : his thoughts alter- nately reverted to the dear friends he had left, and thofe he was going to meet. In vain did he endeavour to revocate them to things prefent — in vain did he endeavour to admire the beautiful landfcape around h-m — the deep rich valley, and flili more beautiful uplands — the fublime chain of white rocks that bound the weftern ocean, were objects which, had he been travelling with any beloved friend, would have awakened his admiration, and filled him with delight. Nature fo diverfified, in the deep dells, the herds of cattle cropping the luxuriant grafs, while the fummits of the higheft hills were robed in fnow, would have warmed his glowing imagina- tion, and his pencil have retraced the pic- turefque fcene. Thus it is with the lonely and unhappy traveller. The rich cultivated lands, or the barren wild are to him alike— the glorious fcene around him he fees not : he looks, 'tis I rue, but all is chafm, all is void — ahforbed in the dark fcene within himfelf, he is dead to all the charms of nature or art. While the focial and lively peregrinator, accompanied by the friend of his heart, be- gins his journey in good humour with him- felf' and all the world ; every thing he meets with pleafes him; every thing he fees gives THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 6 f) him delight : when on the elevated hill, lie admires the painted ihady valley ; when in the flowery dale,; he cxtolls with rapture the fublimity of the towering roeks and mountains ; and at night, in their ofterice, over their pigeon fbup and cu/fia del vino, they talk of the beautiful (never to be for- gotten) fcenesof the pad day. One morning Mr. Guraville was fur- prifed at receiving a letter, informing him he wa appointed to a lucrative place under government, which, if he chofe to accept, demanded his pretence in town immedi- ately/ He was all aftonifhment who could have interefted themfelves fo much about him. He flew to Mrs. Guraville in thenurfery, — " Read this, my dear Myra, and help me to folve the riddle, Who can this fecret friend be ?" " No other than Lord Wilmington, ge- nerous noble minded young man ! it mult be him. The delicate manner in which he has conferred the obligation adds to the value of it." Mrs. Guraville urged the neceflity of his immediately going to London, which he allowed, and inftantly gave- orders for his. journey. On his arrival in town he waited, ac— G 3 66 celina; or, cording to the directions in the letter, on the gentleman who was to give him every* information he required. This gentleman received him with great civility, and told him it was a mod deferable appointment ; gave him an exaci account of the income. He then figned and gave Mr. Guraville the paper that in veiled him in his office. Mr. Guraville begged to know to whom he was obliged. " That, Sir, I am not at liberty to lay ; to-morrow evening, at nine, I will intro- duce you to the minifter ; from him per- haps you will hear all you wifh." Mr. Guraville bowed. " There will be a feat in my carriage at your fervice." Mr. Gu- raville bowed again, and took his leave. During his ride to the hotel where he lodged, and all the evening, his mind was occupied with the duties of his office, and gratitude to his friend. THE WIDOWED EKIDE. C H A P. VI. 67 Shall men of talents, lit to rule mankind, Stoop to mean wiles that would difgrace a fool, And lofe the thanks of thofe few friends they ferve ; For v. ho can thank the man he cannot fee ; Why fo much cover ? it defeats itfelf. THE next evening Mr. Guraville was punctual to the hour at Mr. Ether- way's, whom he found furrounded by de- pendants, which he diimided on Mr. Guraville's entrance, and led the way to his carriage. They found the minifter alone in his fludy ; a number of letters lay before him, which his due attention on the Houfe of Commons had prevented his reading be- fore. The Minifter received them with a gra- vity unufual in fo young a man ; but on converting with him, he found him qui:k, keen, and penetrating ; a wonderful pre- 6*8 celina; or, cifion in all he laid, though his manners were truly conciliating", and his powers, as a minifter, were aftonilhmg. He gave Mr. Guraville to underitand, the place he was appointed to was merely a finccurc; that Lord Wilmington, an amiable young Nobleman, had intimated to him his wifh, that the appointment mould be made out in the name of Guraville, and concluded his harangue by faying, if a borough of- fered, he hoped he would have no objec- tion to fill a feat in parliament. Mr. Guraville laid, " No man can feel a more fmcere regard for his King, or re- fpecf for the government than myfelf ; yet, I fear my political abilities are inadequate to the talk. The reprefentative of a peo- ple ought, in my opinion, to be well ac- quainted with the laws of his country, civil, military, and eeclefiaftical ; alfo its commerce, and above all, its dependance and general inter eft." " No," (aid the Minifter, fmiling, " you over-rate the duties and neceflary abilities of a fenator. It is true, a man en n not be too great and too good a politician, nor can his knowledge be too e:- ten five, to be- come a member of the Houle of Coin- mons ; yet a man may be very refpectable, and truly ufeful to the ftate with humble THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 6'9 abilities." The entrance of more com- pany put an end to the converfation and viiic. On their return, Mr. Ether ways laid, " I hope, if a borough offers, you will oblige the Minifter by accepting it. Why*, the Minifter; Sir, might have received an handtbme prefent if he had made the ap- pointment for a gentleman who, fome weeks, applied for it ; but Lord Winning- ton afked, and he is a great favourite. His father and grandfather were ftrong in the majority, and we hope the prefent Lord will take his feat when he is of age/' I owe much, Sir, to the Minifter, and more to my befc friend, Lord Win- nington ; yet I hoped thev never would have thought of placing me in public life.'' " Dear, Sir, that is nothing; a man may reprefent; a borough twenty years and be fcarcely known to his conftiiuents ; if he is never inclined to fpeak in the Houfe, why, no matter, if he always votes with the Minifter, it is enough." This fpeech brought them to Mr. Ether- way's door. They took their leave of each other. Mr. Guraviile was reftlefs and uneafy all tire evening; that he fliould become one day or other a fenator was a 70 celi#a; OR, weight on his mind; politics were his ab- horrence ; beiides, would not the world, knowing the late derangement of his af- fairs, fay, that he was an hireling of the Miniiler's ; no doubt of it. In the morning he wrote a detail of all that had paffed fince his arrival, to his Myra, defiling her to fay in what part of the town me ihould like to oafs the winter ; that, although his prefence was not abfolutely necefiary, yet he thought it right to fpend the firfi winter in town ; when he received her anfwer he would engage a refidence, and be at Luthcrdale Hall the following v/eek to conduct her to town. He then wrote a letter to Lord Winn ington expreffive of his thanks. His Lord- ihip was pleafed to find the Minifter had been fo punctual to his prornife, but did not dream that he had a unifier view in obliging him. He knew his own heart, and by it judged of others ; if he did a kindnefs to any individual, it was for the exprefs purpofe of benefitting them, and no other motive on earth. Mrs. Guraville, in her anfwer, congra- tulated her husband on his late good for- tune ; of the dread he felt fhe hoped he would divert himfelf: fuch a thing might never take place as his being elected a THE WIDOWED BRIDE. _ 71 member. She had no choice in refpec! tp fituation ; a fmall ready f urn iflied houfe, in any part of the town he liked, and fhe would prepare the family for the journey again ft the time fixed. Mr Guraville engaged a houfe in Wim- pole-ffreet ; placed a woman in it to air the beds, and prepare for his Myra, and left town immediately. A few miles from Lutherdale lie met Mr. Wingrove on his way to London, who palfed him as if lie was a ftranger; Mr. Guraville was about to move his hat, and falute him familiarly as formerly, but ob- ferving his averted look, rode on, con- cluding this infolent behaviour proceeded from that great diilike which many rich men feel for one of reduced fortunes, though they themfelves have partook of his profuilons, and by the quantity of French and other coftly wines they poured down their throats, have greatly afliiled in reducing him to that ftate in which, when once fallen, they defpife and forget him. Though, in fact, it was quite otherwife with Mr. Wingrove ; he felt himfelf the defpicable perfon — the object, of contempt. He did not in the lead fufpecl that Mrs. Guraville had expofed his villany to her husband, yet conicious guilt abalhed him ; nor could he look a man in the face he -had once attempted to injure. Mr. Guraville found all his family well, and on the tiptoe for the journey, parti- cularly Mary; nor in fact was Mrs. Gu- raville the leaf! pleafed with the profpecf of her removal to town. She, for the lake of her huiband and children, had taught h erf elf to be content in that fituation their follies had placed them. Yet when a re- verfe of fortune took place, fhe received and enjoyed it with gratitude ; nor did fhe endeavour to hide the tell tale fmiles that played on her face. , After confiding the care of Lutherdale Hall to worthy Woodman, the happy family began their journey. As they travelled with their own horfes (Mr. Guraville having bought a pair to run in town, and another pair for a friend, horfes felling cheaper in Devon than Lon*- don, it was an accommodation to both parties to work them up), the days being fliort and the roads heavy, they made but fhort journies. The firft night they ilept at Exeter, the next at Dorchefter, and on the third at Salisbury. The next morning being Sunday, Mary begged her Mamma to indulge her with a fig : ht of the cathedral. Mrs. Guraville ever eager to fatisfy and encourage all defire of THE WIDOWED BRIDE. ) 3 knowledge, and thinking none more uie- fui than the know ledge of oui -own country, its cities, towns, cathedrals, churches, and hofpitals, when, and by whom endowed; and when the ear is attentive to any little hifto- rical account, and the eye at the fame time amufed with the object of that account, the mind receives it with more pleafure, and re- tains it much Ion o;er. While the horfes were preparing, they walked to the cathedral ; after viewing* every part, and gaining every information, they went, up the fteeple to fee the great bell, which was a matter of aftoniflmrent how any fo large could be rung. Hopping down the fteps Mary's foot Hipped, and fhe fell down the remaining ones. Weldon took her in his arms, and carried her to the inn. The furgeon was lent for, and fhe com- plained of great pain in her moulder. On examination, it was found the moulder was diflocatecl ; he replaced it, then ordered his patient to bed, and adminiftered proper draughts to prevent a fever. This -accident detained them two days at Saliihury; on the third Mr. Wilfon faid his patient was able to travel to London by fliort journies. Her arm was put in a Vol. I. H 74 ci lin a; or, fling to prevent her moving it, and they left Salifbury that morning. On the third day from their leaving Sa- lifbury, they took an early dinner at Bag- fliot, during which Mary, as ihe could not eat, begged to lay clown. After dinner, as 'the horfes were preparing, Mrs. Guraville went to Mary, who ihe found in a fweet fleep and profufe perfpiration ; to wake her was a pity, and was Ihe awake it would be wrong to leave the room, till Ihe was per- fectly cool. Thus argued Mrs. Guraville ; Ihe ihut the door foftly and told Mr. Guraville the (late fhe was in : he judicioufly ordered the horfes into the liable till farther commands. This detained them two hours longer than they intended to have (laid. Mary awoke much refreshed b}^ her fleep, and they left the King's Arms with all pofuble fpeed. It had been very fhowery, and fome heavy rain fell, foon after they left Bag- ihot ; the night ihut in quite dark before they had travelled ten miles : the happy family within the carriage had no cares or fears, but what arofe from the men being expofed to the wet and cold. When they were within a few miles of Hounflow, Mr. Guraville let down the glafs and calling "Weldon, defired he would to flop at the THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 75 firft houfe and take a rummer of hot brandy and water each to prevent cold. " We will give them a warming, and be d d to them ! if they do not flop," cried a gruff voice. This alarmed Mr. Guraville. When the horfcmen appeared, one of them rode up to the head of the leaders, and fwore he would knock the poflilion off if he did not flop. The boy was deaf with fright, and the horfes being young and fpirited, on receiv- ing a blow on their heads they kicked, plung- ed, and reared up, then bringing down their fore quarters to the ground, they came in contact with the highwayman's horfe ; the rider receiving a gentle tap from the feet of the affrighted animals, was laid fprawling on the ground ; his horfe, feeling himfelf eafed of his burthen, took to his heels acrofs the heath, the leaders, in their ref- tivenefs broke the bearing rein, and feel- ing fomething under their feet, bit and trampled on the man, till, called by his cries, one of his companions came to his afhilance, while the other was engaged in dole combat with Weldon. The footman had been aimiino; the mat- ter with the other with the thick end of his whip, which argument his antagonifl fupported with a fitmlar weapon, till finding H 2 76 celina; or, he was not likely to gain the victory, he flew to his companion,, whom he found on the ground almoft trampled to death : he laid him on the back of his horfe and led him away. The other finding both his comrades gone, clapt fpurs to his horfe and rode off, with his head a little larger and a little forer than when he flopped the tra- vellers, who were well pleafed to find they remained victorious in the field ; they re- adjusted the harnefs, and drove on with all fpeed. During the battle, the ladies in the coach were much alarmed ; Mr. Guraville at- tempted to get out and affift his fervants, but Mrs. Guraville, clinging round his neck, fcreamed violently; Mary joined her fhrill notes, and the maid, though in fact, not much frightened, thought me could not be wrong in pretending to the fame fears as her lady, was therefore her echo. Little Eliza, though not fenfible of their danger, joined in the general cry. In vain did Mr. Guraville endeavour to pacify the women, they could not hear him, nor ccu'd he dif engage himfelf from his Myra's grafp. ' For heaven's fake, my dear Myra, let me go ! Can I fuller my fervants to refign their lives for me and mine, and not afiiil: them. I cannot fit ihut up in fafety THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 77 and fee the honeit fellows beat, perhaps killed/' While he was thus reafoning, victory ! victory ! exclaimed the fervants, and Wel- don, coming* to the carriage door, declared they had beat them off. They flopped at Hounilow. The land- lady warned and applied plailers to the flight wounds of Weldon and the footman, and bathed their inhdes with a glafs of her heft brandy. A comfortable hot fupper was quickly ferved up, and fhortly after the whole family went to bed to dream of rob- bers, battle, and murder. Mrs. Guraville felt inclined to fleep late the next morning.. The footman was lent on before to order dinner at four o'clock ; at which time they all arrived fafe at Wim- pole-ftreet. Mrs. Guraville fent her cards to but few of her acquaintance, as llie had been in- formed, by an intimate female friend, that many of them had laid ill-natured and un- handfome things of her, when they heard fhe was become poor — that was the phrafe they chofe to ufe. Mr. and Mrs. Guraville palled the win- ter in a quiet domeftic way ; they received but few vifits, and returned them but fel- dom. H3 78 celina; or, Towards the latter end of February Lord Wilmington, Mr. Hill, and Henry returned from Bath. Mr. Guraville having en- gaged a lioufe within a few doors of his, .which was prepared for their reception, Lord Winnington defired that Henry might flill be his gueft, fo as that he appeared as a vifitor at his father's, which was very frequent, there being a friendly intercourfe kept up between the families. On the approach of fpring they began to turn their thoughts on the country. Mr. Hill begged they would fpend a month at his villa at Richmond, which Mr. Guraville agreed to, on condition that he and Lord ..Wilmington would return with them to ""'Lutherdale. Lord Winnington faid, that if Mr. Hill had no objection, it mould be fo ; but the trio muft leave the reft of the family at Salifbury, and make a vifit to Blair Abby, as he wiihed to fee what progrefs the work- men had made in the alterations ; they then would, in a few days, join them at Luther dale. The arrangement thus made, they left town for Richmond. Mr. Hill's houfe was a little elegant retreat, fitted up in an ex- quifite ftile of tafte and neatnefs : the gar- dens, to a fanciful mind, had the appear- ance of fairy land, and the beautiful mea- THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 79 dows beyond it, whofe floping banks were wafhed by the clear tranlparent Thames, with the rich inclofures and diftant villas, rendered the proi pedis truly plcafing. "Here, my dear Madam, laid Mr. Hill, taking Mrs. Guravilles' hand, here did my dear Eliza delight to fit : in the fummer- houfe has die whole hours amuied mc with her melodious voice, and in that verdant meadow, when it was inhabited only by gentle fheep, did Ihe delight to walk ; and I, her faithful friend, with pleafure con- templated the reflection of her lovely form in that placid river ! Mr. Hill, to amufe his friends, formed little dinner parties of the few feledr. ac- quaintance he had in the neighbourhood. ; On the third day after their arrival a gentleman and his daughter were invited. After the ceremonies of introduction were performed by Mr. Hill, the converfation became general, and before the cloth was removed, the whole company felt an intereft in each other. The young folks were not without their partialities ; Mary felt de- lighted in the company of Celina; Henry thought her the moil charming young lady he ever law ; Lord William regarded both the young ladies ; Celina had been his playfellow ever fi nee ihe could walk, and he was very fond of her ; but for Mary he 80 celina ; OR, felt a friendfhip ibmewhat warmer, though his eyes told him ihe was not fo handibme, nor was ihe more amiable than Celina : " It is," fays he, " becaufe me is the lifter of Henry." Mr. Morley was a merchant of great re- fpectability, and refided a fhort mile from Richmond. He, like Mr. Hill, loft his wife the fecond year of his marriage ; me left a lovely little girl, four months old, which was his only care and delight. Soon after the death of Mrs. Morley, he parted with his houfe in town, and refided entirely at Richmond for the benefit of his little Celina, and engaged a refpeclable widow lady to regulate his domeftic affairs, and fuperintend the nuriing of his infant. The child grew in the nurfe's arms, and by Mrs. Goodalfs early inftructions, (he was ac- quainted with her letters before me could lifp them out, and by the help of a mufic, dancing, and drawing mailer, ihe, at the age of twelve years, was quite accom- pliihed ; as Mrs. Goodall taught her fancy and all ufeful and ornamental works. This lady had received a liberal educa- tion ; was the daughter of a very refpecV able man, eldeft partner of a large whole- fale houfe in the linen trade. She was married at an early age to a young man, THE V/IDOWED BRIDE. 81 been initiated in the art of the bufinds by her father. Some years after, the houfe failed : the weak health and fpirits of Mr. Coiraine could not fuftain the Ihock. The death of her father was foon followed by that of her huf- band, who fell into a rapid decline, and left Mrs. Goodali a widow 7 at the age of thirty-live. Mrs. Goodali was on terms of ftricceft friendihip with Mr. Morley, and was left a widow before the mother of Celina was married. The few hours Mr, Morley could fpare from bufmeis were ipent at his little retreat near Richmond, where he experienced a calm felt but by few. With delight and gratitude did he behold Ceiina improve in perfonal beauty, and mental acquire- ments. Mr. Morley, at taking leave, defired to have the pleafure of Mr. Hill and his friends' company to dinner the following day ; which was agreed to. Mary looked forward with pleafure to the hour of vifiting, and was dreiFed much earlier than w r as abfolutcly neceffary ; and Henry appeared as anxious to make an early viiit as Mary. Lord William read their willies in their looks, and ever ready 82 celina; ok, to promote the happinefs of his frieneTsy proppfed to driv r e them in the phaeton. " We can make an apology for (b early a vifit, and amufe ourfelves with walking and mufic till dinner." " My Lord, laid Mr. Hill, are you not afraid of being confidered an unfafhionable man ; and fear you not it will be deemed a breach of good breeding to make fo early a dinner vilit ?"' " No, my dear Sir ; not among friends : fuch a man as Mr. Morley does not draw liafty inferences ; lie fees the caufe that actuates his friends, and by that judges of their actions. Now, Sir, he will plain- ly fee that an early vifit is on account of the love we all have for Celina." ic You judge right, my Lord, of the real character of my good friend Morley - 9 he is indeed both fufceptible and worthy of the tender intercourfe that unites man to man. "" Have you any objection, afked Lord Winning-ton, (milling, and (lightly bowing to Mrs. Guraville, then to the gentlemen), to our making fo early a, vifit ? None in the lead returned all. " Go, faid Mrs. Guraville, returning his Lordmip's fmile, go, let tyrannical cuftom for once give place to inclination. — I fee all vour hearts are with the amiable THE WIDOWED BRIDE- 83 Celina: if any find fault, tell them that, for once, cuitom is facriliced to friend fnip." The phaeton was foon at the door — away they drove with hearts at eafe. Celina was as much delighted as ftirprifed at feeing her yourig friends at {o early an hour ; nor did the morning hang heavy on their hands. A fhort time before dinner Mrs. Guraville and the gentlemen arrived in the coach. The day palled rapidly away, and the hour of parting came too foon for the young friends. Mary, while walking in the garden, whif- pered her mamma to aik for Celina's com- pany for a iew days. Mrs. Guravile told her, if they were at their own houfe me mould be happy to oblige her ; but as they were viiitors at Mr. Hill's, it would be hiffh* ly improper to take fuch a liberty. Lord Winning-ton watched Mary as fire was fpeaking to her mamma, and faw by her countenance that flie had been unfuc- cefsful iu her foli citation. He was a ftran- ger to her requeft, yet wiilied it could be granted. In a few minutes after he met her in another walk, and aiked her what it was me fo earneftly petitioned her mamma? — " Nothing, my Lord," faid {lie, blufhing. 84 celina; or, " Oh ! indeed it was, Mary, and whatever it was your mamma refufecl you 11 Mary, leaft he mould think it full more improper than it really was, told him alfo, that me was fati&fied, her mamma having pointed out to her the impropriety ot taking fuch a liberty. His Lordlhip faid no more, Meeting Mr. Hill, he related to him what had pafs'd between Mary and her Mamma ; that if he had no objection, he would aik-for Celina's company. Mr. Hill, faid it certainly met his appro- bation, and he would join in the requeit. — They were all aiTembled in the drawing room, and the carriages ordered, when Lord William prefented his petition to Mr. Morley ; it was immediately feconded by Mr. Hill : Mary faid nothing, but looked a great deal. Lord William aiked Mrs. Goodall to hold up her hand in his caufe : (he anfwer- ed, with a fmile, he certainly mould have her voice. " Say you fo, Mrs. Goodall," returned Mr. Morley, " then I mud vote with the majority." Celina thanked her father joyfully, and killing her dear Mrs. Goodall, away fhe flew to prepare for her vifrt. THE WIDOWED ERIDE. 85 "Mr. Morley begged Celina would return the next evening, as lie muft be in town all the week, and Mrs. Goodall would want company. " If that is the cafe, we will take Mrs. Goodall with us," laid Mr. Hill. It was then agreed that fhe iliould join them the next day. Henry took a feat in the coach, to give his place in the phaeton to Celina. Never were young friends fo truly happy : their mornings were fpeiit in Mrs. Guraville's dicrhng-room, in ftudy and needle work; and the fame time was alio palled by the srentlemeu in Mr. Hill's ftudv. They then rode for two hours before dinner ; fumetimes in parties, at other times the ladies would honour the gentlemen with their company. After dinner the young ones retired to the mufic room;:; Avh ere they were uilially joined by Mrs. Guraville: nor was it un- common for the gentlemen to take their wine there. Thus pleafantly and inftruc- tively did this happy group pafs their time. At the hour appointed, Mrs. Goodall ar- rived. Celina was not the leaft pleafecl with her company ; fhe loved her with true filial affection. It is a certain mark Vol. I. I $6 -celina; or, of the amiablenefs of old age, when youth is attached to : it. To fee a young lively girl perfectly at eafe, under no reltraint in the prefence of the perfon under whom (he has received lier education, and to whom me behaves with affectionate refpccl, yet gives way to all the playfulnefs of her temper, is a proof with what fenfe, good humour, and attractive mildneis her inftruclions were given. Nothing is more common than for youth to inful t, deride, and ridicule old age ; it is highly reprehenfible in them, and is gene* rally marked as a want of fenfe ; yet it is undoubtedly in a great meafure the fault of old age itfelf. Unfortunately it is too often the cafe with both fexes, that when they are arrived at certain years they think it a reflection on their dignity to be feen in company with youth, or if at any time chance brings them together, they affume 'an aufteiity of manners, a gravity of countenance, and a difapproving look, which chills the natural ardour of youth, freezes the fprings of lux- uriant imagination, and makes them feel abaihed in their company; conceiving an implacable diflike to that age they ought to revere. THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 87 Time flew on wings too rapidly with our party. On the fixth day Mrs. Goodall re- ceived a letter from Mr. Morley, faying he mould return home that evening, when he hoped to meet her and Celina. The letter was communicated to the whole party ; it had a viiible effect on the countenances of the younger part of the company, and Mrs. Guraville felt a reluctance to part with Mrs. Goodall. Mr. Hill propofed going in the carriage to meet Mr. Morley, and bring him there ; which was done ; and at fupper Mr. Mor- ley added one to the party. The next evening Mrs. Goodall and Mr. Morley returned, but, by his leave, Ce- lina was detained. j The time at length arrived for their de- parture into Devon, and a feparation took place between Mary and Celina. The evening before they left Richmond Mary attended her friend home in the coach, as did Lord Winnington and Henry. On their way back Mary ihed many tears of real for row at parting with her friend. " Why, Mary," faid Henry, " if you had taken your laft farewell of Celina you could not flied more tears : nay, my dear filter, you will fpoil your fine eyes, if you crv foi; p'rav, mv dear, be comforted. I 2 88 CEL1NA ; OR, " And who can lay, with certainty, itis not the laft time we ihall lee each other, bolides I had better fpoil my eyes by /bedding tears, than yon fpoil your month by grinning at my fenfibility. How many tears would you thee! — bow yon would fpoil your eyes, if yon were feparated from Lord Winnington . ? but you are fe- eure in his company, and you are ih felfffh, that yon feel not for the little diitreffo of oMftQr&tT M Nay, Mary, do not fay f o ; I am not felfiih or unfeeling ; I have at all times iympathifed in yonr forrows, and rejoiced in yonr pleafnres : nor did I now mean to offend, but merely to amufe.*' " Come, come," faid Lord Winnington, taking Mary's hand "do not take in fo ferious a light what was meant as a.,joke. I thought my dear Mary's temper too ami- able to be offended with her brother for fnch a trifle, and her judgment too nice *to miftake his' meaning." - The idea of having raifed a doubt in Lord William's mind concerning her judge ment or temper, threw a deep furfufion over her face ; her eyes fell on her lap 1 , from which (lie dared not raife them, till her brother, hurt at her confution, 'held out his hand as a token of amity. , She inftant- 1 B E W I D 0¥LD B RIDE. $9 ly laid hers in it, faying, " Henry, arc we friends for ever." Lord William, at the fame inflant, pref- fed both their hands between his, faying, " Peace to us for ever !' s Mary fmiled ; but was fo impreffed with the improprieties of her behaviour, that me could not be cheerful. As foon as they readied home, flie ran into the garden, to reflecl. on the paft, and make refolutions for the future. 90 cei.ina; or, C II A P. VII. Or figh with pity at fome mournful tale, Or prefs the baihful ftranger to his food, And learn the luxury of doing good. Goldsmith. a T an early hour the next morning they left Ri elm ioikI ; the weather was un- commonly fine, and they choie to travel with their own horfes. On the fecond day, between Stockbridge and Saliibury, the mail coach driving quick along the road, winding, and rather. narrow, in palling a heavy road waggon the wheels came in contact with each other in fo vio- lent a manner, that the coach was thrown on its tide: the outfide paffengers, from the force of the fall, flew to a great dif- tance on a common by the road fide, over- grown with furze and heath. TIi£ WIDOWED BRIDE. 91 This accident ltopp°d our travellers and called forth their humanity. The firft ob- ject that prefented itfelf to their eyes and cars was a iailor, lying with Ins face in a hulh of furze, and ciying, " Yo, yo, avait, lend a heaving hand here ; all the cats in hell are clawing* out my eyes ! they will darken my daylights by (i — d>." The gentlemen lifted him up. " God f|)eed ye, mefs-mates. What cheer ? Tin now on keel ; but may I never reef a fail again, if . my larboard wing is not fnap'd ! I fay, mother (addrefTmg himfelf to a cot- tager who itood by), have you no fplicer of limbs nigh at hand." (i Ha, what fay un ?*' " The doctor, I fuppofe, you mean : do, my good woman, fend fome one for the furgeon with all fpeed," faid Mr. Hill. Mis. Guraville's attention was taken up with a poor woman, wife to a foklier, who had followed her hufbancl to Plymouth, and was returning to London to lie in, as ihe had fome relations there, and one child. — Her right wrift was diilocated, 'and one knee put out. The coachman was very much bruifed ; the guard efcaped ; the two infide palfen- gers joftled heads and legs together a little, to the no fmall difcomhture of an old vir- gin, who had had fome doubts concerning the propriety of travelling in a ftage-coach 92 celina; or, with a male companion, and a ftrangor too. On her firft leaving Exeter, (he obferved a haughty filence, thinking that the heft ihield againft any liberty her fellow traveller might be inclined to take, which impreffed him with no very favourable opinion of the amiablenefs of her manners. He was an elegant young man, at leaft twenty yeaiV behind the fair virgin traveller. They occupied oppofite corners of the coach, with /their faces averted from each other. She, blufhing, counted the mile- ftones ; he curling, his hard fate to be ihut up fo many hours with an old affected prude. That fide of the coach on which the gentleman fat fell to the ground ; his a- miable companion was thrown plump on him : when her Ihrivell'd cheek preifed his, he felt fenfations very different from thofe ufually excited by the delicate touch of a fair one's cheek. He flruggled to be re- lieved from his lovely load, while me ^en- circled him in her arms, and begged for God's fake he would help her. The poor woman, faiior, and coachman, were feated on the grafs, waiting the ar- rival of the iurgeon ; while the guard, with. the amftance of Lord Wilmington's and Mr. Guraville's fervants, were putting the THE WIDOWED BRIPE. fjS coach in a condition to continue the jour- ney. •* What a d — — d good pilot yon mult be: why. ye a"n't fit to have command, il ye can't work the veiiel better. Why ctm'dn't ye manage them there living fails better, Ye ihonld have taken them in a reef when ye found they made to much way. Shiver my timbers if I don't — f' " Say no more, lad, one of your tim- bers, as you call them, is already lhiver- cd," returned the coachman, " and here is the furgeoti come to let. it" The furgeon walked up to his group of patients. The woman demanded his care iirft. He laid it was neceflary to put her to bed, as he iufpecled the fail would haftert her delivery. With fome difficulty, Mrs. Guraville pre- vailed on the cottager to take her in, who had a fpare bed ; ihe faid it was her fon\>, but he was gone a foldiering. Another bid was prepared in an adjoining cottage for the iailor. Xeeeifary applications were applied to the coachman's elbow and lhouider ; and as he wiflied to go to town, the furgeon faid the journey would not hurt him, if he could go in fide the coach, to which the gentleman inftantly agreed, faying, he hoped the lady had no objection. 94 celina; or, " Indeed, Sir," anfwered me " I 'can- not think of admitting fuch company in the fame coach with me." (i I allow, Madam, it may not be per- fectly agreeable; but humanity will oblige us to wave that : the man muft go to town, and death may be the confequence of his going out fide." " I owe him no humanity, Sir : what is his death to me : he did not care for my life when he overturned the coach." " No matter, Madam, I injift on his going into the coach;" at the fame time helping him in. The natural high colour of the lady's face increafed to a deep fcarlet, and me croaked out, as well as rage would permit, " I that would never condefcend to give an order to my father's coachman, am now inful ted by being ihut up in the lame vehicle with a common ftage driver." " For mame, Madam, your fentiments and behaviour would difgrace a favage. — What monftrous depravity of mind does it evince in a delicate female, who Jhould poifefs feelings of tendernefs and humanity for all mankind, to ac~i and fpeak as you do. Look at that lady ; ihe is a woman of quality, yet fhe does not refufe her af- fiftance to the poor foldier's wife and wounded failor.." THE WIDOWED BRIDE. £5 " All! God blefsthem," laid the coach- man, " they have promiled to keep them both while they are ill, and pay all ex- pen ees ; I have reaibn to ipeak in their praile, it would have been main hard for me to have paid all that there money/' (i More fhame for them ; it only en- courages drivers to be carelefs with their mifplaced charity ; they do it to get a good name among the vulgar." She continued to grumble fometime, which the Gentleman did not think worth his while to anfwer, and the pain the Coachman was in prevented him from hearing, fo that a total filence enfued. Our good Samaritans, after feeing the poor woman comfortably attended, and the failors arm fet, left a depoiit in the hand of the furgeon for their fupport, defiring he would, when they were quite well, fend his bill to Lutherdale Hall, and they would lend a draft for the money — they then took their leave. The failor thanked them with heartfelt gratitude, declaring, that in his Saturday night's grog he would drink their healths, next to his dear Poll's, as long as lie lived. He followed them to the carriage door, and as they drove off, gave them three cheers, with long live the King, and Englifli cha- rity. The poor woman was delivered of a 9o celina; or, dead child the next evening, and continu- ed ill for fame weeks. The failor recovered the ule of his arm within the ufiial time of fractures becoming found. At Salifbury, Lord Winning-ton, Mr. Hill, and Henry, took their leave for Blair Abby ; Mr. and Mrs. (jurraville, Alary and Eliza, proceeded to Lutherdale Hal], where they found Woodman in good health, and ready to receive them ; and the trio joined them in a few days. While at Blair Abby, Lord Wilmington determined to make itill more alterations, and the front of the Abby was to be beau- tified, all which certainly could not be hniihed that Summer ; and as it had been prcviouily* agreed, that Lord Winn ington ihould make the grand tour before he e- ftabliihed his houfe, Mr. Hill propofed leaving England in the Autumn, to which his Lordihip aifented. " IJIwidd like,'' laid his Lordihip, hefi- tating. " VVhat mould you like?" interrupted Mr. Hill, looking at him archly, " What lhould you like." " You will think me unreafonable. Sir." " No, my dear William, I hope not. I never yet thought you lb." Lord William bowed. THE WIDOWED LAIDE. ()7 " I dare fay I can guefs what you wifh ; and if I guefs right, I approve your de- fire, and Avill do all in my power to gra- tify it" " Dear Sir, Do you think Mr. and Mrs. Guraville will confent, if I aik them *'*- " Nay, you have not told me w hatyou really do with." " I M'ifh that Henry may make the tour with us; he will be an happy addi- tion." "So I thought; it is my wifh alfo. Henry is a charming boy ; it will be of infinite fervice to him ; and he is a pleafant companion for you ; he poifeffes a firm capacity, capable of learning all that can be taught. It is one of my greater! plea- sures to inftrucl; him ; he has a wonderful comprehenfive genius. I think of late, he is very fond of ltudying the art of war. I have feveral times furprifed him reading military treatifes." " Yes, Sir ; he feems much attached to military life. He has told me, that if a war fliould break out between England and any other power, he fliould like to purchafe a cbittmiffidik* " Indeed !" Vol. L K 9$ "\e$, Sir; and when I laughed at his warlike ideas, and told him he had better remain quietly at home ; he turned round on his heel, looked me full in the face, and while an enquiring fmile illumined his mafterly countenance, he faid, And does your Lordfhip really think f o ? You cannot furely wifh me to live here an in- active life, when I might employ my time in ferving my King and country : befides, a poor Gentleman, indolent and inactive, is, in my opinion, the moft contemptible character on earth. " Though an only fon, I rnuft take the road that lays open to young ones ; and cut out a fubiiftence with my fword ; for while my parents live, I never fhall claim LutherdaJe eftate ; with that, and the place my father holds, he may poiTibiy fave a little for my filters — they rnuft be taken care of. '* You are a good fon, and a worthy brother, replied I, and I think your re- folution deferves praife ; yet, I fear, your mother would preier the church for you. " I hope, returned , Henry, ilie will have no objection to the army. I cannot think of the church; never mould I rife to preferment. I could not bow to the THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 99 great man, — fay flattering things to his lady — carry meffages to and from r' nurfery — watch the fcrvaut.s, atid make reports accordingly — tell little tales to the children, and when a richer man thr myieli is at table, fit lilent to ihew my dependence. No, my Lord l I would iboner follow the plough than live in inch a fertile Hate*" " Noble minded boy! we mult render unneceflary his doing either the one, or the other. " You have, my dear Sir, fpoke my fentiments. I would happily jhare my jar- tune with him ; but the independent mind, that fpurns the idea of lolling at eafe in a good benefice, purchafed by fervility, will alfo refufe to be a dependent on friendship.- I have a defire to make him offers, yet dread to hurt his feelings. " It mutt," faid Mr. Hill,. u be ma- naged with delicacy, when you are with him, my Lord, by and by. I wifn you would aik him, if he has any objection to make the tour with us, and let me know before dinner, and I will fpeak to Mr. Guraville while we are chatting over our wl n e." — T hey parted . Lord Winnington to fmd Henry, and Mr. Hill to the plantation, vh:re Mr. k s 100 celina; or, Guraville paned fome part of every morn- Lord William found Henry in his own room, intent on hjs favourite (Indies ; he laid down the book on his ■ Lord (hip's en- tering. " 1 am come, Henry, to coniult with you. Mr. Hill thinks with me, that it is time I made the tour of France and Italy, and lias named September as the time of our leaving England." At this Henry turned pale — then a deep fcarlet fuffufed- his cheek. " I am forry I mall o foon lofe your company, my Lord, but it is neceiiary that you fhould go ; and I (hall anticipate your return, and with the moil anxious folicitude pray for your health and happi- nefs. As he uttered thefe words, his fine dark eyes fwam in the briny liquid, which, to prevent its falling from the boundaries, he doled ; and as he opened them again, each beautiful long lain fufpended a brilli- ant drop, which looks like the dew be- fpangled down of the thiftle, and adds ad- ditional luftre to his eyes. " I mall, in- deed, my Lord, feel pain at the repara- tion." ic It is my wifh, Henry, that we mould not be feparated ; if I dare hope that you will con lent to go with me, and leave your THE WIDOWED ERIDE. 101 family, your company will give me great pleafure ; and it is alio Mr. Hill's wifh that you mould go, " If I remain in England, my father will fend me lbme where to frnim my fhulies, and if I muft be from them, it matters not whether I am two hundred, or two thoufand miles diftance ; and I have two powerful inducements to accept your kind offer : Firft, I thai! live with, and re ceive initruclions from the only two men on earth I love, my father excepted. Se- condly, The great advantage I ihall de- rive from living fome time in the bofom of the arts, and ftudying men and man- ners in two of the ririr countries in the w rid." 1 * Well, my dear Henry, as it is really your wifh to go, I am happy ; leave the reft to me and Mr. Hill ; he intends to mention our projected tour to-day, and at the fame time will ask for your com- pany/' .He left Henry to acquaint Mr. Hill with his deiire of going with them. Henry amufed himfelf with looking for- ward to pkafure in perfpective. The fa- mily met at the ufiial hour to dinner, which pair, as all of them did, in pleafant- nefs and good humour. When the cloth K 3 1 02 celina; or was removed, Mr. Hill entered on the Tub jecl of their intended journey. " Indeed, Sir," laid Mrs. Guraville, " I have wondered that Lord Wilmington had not made the grand tour before ; and concluded, that you did not approve it, or thought it not necefiary to the fmiihirig of a gentleman's education. . " Nor do I, Madam, think it absolute- ly necefYary ; yet a fenlible young man, who has made himfelf acquainted with the geography, hiftory, religion, laws and cuftorns of his own country, may acquire great knowledge and advantage in a tour through France and Italy ; nay, I will not leave out Germany, Switzerland, and Pruf- fia, under the care of a proper preceptor, or the father himfelf ; though I mould al- ways give the preference to a preceptor, if he be a. man of honour and discre- tion. A man who poffeffes enough of his pupil's heart to be efteemed by him as his friend* — A man who will enter into every little amufement and innocent gaiety ; by that means he becomes his confident, knows all his fecrets, and holds an imper- ceptible fway over his mind, and prevents his entering* into improper connections and' amufements, of which- there are too many on the Continent. THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 103 Youth mult by no means be left to itfelf in Paris, or in any of the large cities in Italy ; but, if under the direction of a judicious man, who will arrange the order of amuiements and ftudies, in proper fuc- ceilion, the mind will never feel languid or opprelfed, but be led on from one object to another in delightful refearches after knowledge and information : a perfect ac- quaintance with the matters and arts, may be acquired, while your pupil only fup- pofes he is pafTmg an idle hour. Many young men of faihion leave Eng- land in great ftile,- with a preceptor, valef, footman, and groom. As ioon as he lets his foot on the continent, lie gives his pre- ceptor to underftand, it will be more to his future advantage to be his ol fequious com- panion than his mailer. Matters thus ad- juiied between pupil and preceptor, they eaeli follow their own purfuits, fee each other once or twice a-week, and are very good friends. The young gentleman returns well ac- quainted with the wine and women of each* large 'town he pailes through ; buys a book of antiquities at each place, from which lie anfwers ail queftions that are aiked him of buildings, paintings, and ftatues. He is looked up to as a phenomenon in nature by his doating parents, and his quondam, 04 celina; or, friend is rewarded with a good fnug vi- carage for the great care he lock or'thir fon. Such, Madam, is the manner in ivhich too many of our young men of fail j ion fpend their time on the continent ; but far other wife, I truft, will Lord Winnington pafs his. We mall meet with but few young men of this country, with whom I mould like his Lordfhip to be intimate; and yet it is neceiTary he ihould have a companion to converfe with in the hours of relaxation. " I hope," faid Mr. Guraville, li you may meet fome amiable young man ; his Lord/hip is worthy of every comfort and pleafure this life can afford." ■ " I fhould like to take a young friend with us, and not truft to chance for what is fo rarely to be found. My dear Sir, you have juft faid, and mo ft truly, that his Lordiliip is deserving of every good — it is in your power to give him that pleafure he wiO i, an^ ^y him under an everlafting obligation." " Any thing in my power his Lordfhip may command. Tell me; quid v, I befeech you, what it is, that I may give him that pleafure you fay is in my power/' " To you, Madam, I alio apply — for your concurrence is neceffary to confer this THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 105 favour on us. I fhall feel it an obligation, believe me." " By your preface, Sir, I Ihoukl think that you was about to alk at lea ft half my fortune, if I did not know that it would be but little addition to yours. " " Indeed, Mr. Guraville, I am going to aik fur what I value more than all your for- tune — I afk the company of your charming fon during our flay on the continent." " I feel the weight of your generous offer ; I underftand well the delicate fo- phiftry you have ufed to make me think you would be the obliged perfon if I con- sented. There are but few things I could refufe you, or his Lordfhip ; yet in this I fliall draw fuch a debt of gratitude on me as I can never pay, and if I deny your re- queft I (hall deprive Henry of fuch advan- tages as, in the prefent ftate of my pecuni- ary aft airs, I can never procure for him ; and mould I be able fome years hence to fend him to the continent, he will lofe much in milling fo defireable an opportu- nity of going with fuch vihi; hie friends. — Excufe me, Sir, if I take a few hours to reafon, and enquire if I ought to avail my- felf of your gene us offer." The next morning Mr. Guraville afked his Myra if fhe felt, inclined to part with Henry. 3 Oft celtna; or, She faid, /lie fhoukl feel herfelf perfe&ly fatisfied to have him under Mr. Hill's eare, and it would be right, by all the means in their power, to eemcnt the friendfhip now fubfifting between them : that they ought to facrifice their own feelings to the benefit of their fon. " I am happy, my dear Myra, that you fee things in lb proper a light. I would willingly have given my content yefterday, but I wilhed to confult you, and found Henry's inclinations." Mr. Guraville immediately rang the bell, and ordered Henry to attend in his mother's drefimg-room. Kenry judged the purport of this order, and was prepared to anfwer any queftion that might be put to him on that fubjecr. He entered the room in his ufual elegant and refpectful manner ; his mother thought he never looked fo hancllome before. Mr. Guraville viewed him with delight. His fine manly figure — beautiful brown hair curling luxuriantly round his face and neck —large dark blue eyes — long lafhes — finely arched eye-brows — a clear tranfparent fkin which fet off to the greater!: advantage the rofe coloured marks of health on his cheek ; his teeth were regular and white — ihouhlers well formed — legs of exact fymmetry -, i n deed nature had been far more bountiful to him THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 107 than Mary. Her features, though regular, ■were not beautiful — her eye-brows were narrow and well arched — her form deli- cate, and altogether ilie was an insterefting figure. Eliza promifed to be the model of her brother. " My deai- Henry, I fuppofe you are ac- quainted with Lord Winnington's intended journey to France and Italy."' " Yes, Sir." i{ Has he ever hinted that he mould like to take you with him." V Before he exprefied any fuch will), he afked if I fhould like to go ; to which I anfwered, If it met with your approba- tion, nothing could give mc lb much plea- fure." " Then you feel a wiih to go? Confider well my dear boy ; confult your inclina- tions. Your mother and my (elf are equal- ly anxious to promote your happinefs as your intereft ; we are willing you fhould gp if it meets your wifh, and think it a deli ruble offer ; yet do not accept it if you feel the lea ft re lu dance." " My Jear child," faid Mrs. Guravillc, '• ronfult, determine, and let us know; we ilidll not difapprove, fo you pleaie your- ft My dear mother," laid Henry, at the fame moment inftin&ively drawing u<\iy 108 cklina; or, her, as flie fat on the fofa ; his hand touched her's, which ilie took up and preff- cd to her lips, looked tenderly in Ids face, waiting his reply, itill holding his hand in her's. The tender preffure conveyed fuch filial feelings to his heart as made him waver and hefitate, at length collecting himfelf — " My dear mother," repeated he, " there was only your's and my dear father's opi- nion wanting to determine this matter ; and I am happy to find I did not judge wrong when I thought Lord William's offer ought not to be rejected." " Then you really wifli to go ?" " If you and my father approve." i( We do approve. Go with your fa- thers bl effing, and profit all you can." Mrs. Guraville, during this little conver- fation, reproached herfelf for having, by her. extravagant follies, reduced this ami- able boy to fo humiliating a It ate as to travel for improvement on the courtefy of Lord Wilmington ; though fhe knew that noble minded Lord never faw the kindnefs he did Henry in that light, yet ihe felt it fo, and it colt her -many tears and unhappy moments. Perhaps the derangement in Mr. Gura- ville's affairs was the moft fortunate thing THE WIDOWED BRIDE. \0§ that could have happened for his domeftic happinefs : it worked a moil deiirable and unexpected change in Mrs. Guraville's tapper. She was till now looked on as an haughty" ill-natured woman. Haughty flie was, hut her bad temper Mas not natural — only the effecte of pride, which laid reafon ailecp. Misfortune came, puflicd back pride, and awakened reafon : reafon brought correction, and produced contrition, and then fhc fhone forth in all her natural ami- ablenefs. At dinner Mr. Gurayille told Mr. Hill, that he with pleafure committed Henry to his care; that his confent was given yefter- day, l)ut he wiihed to make himfelf ac- quainted with his fon"s inclination before he declared it. " I am happy" faici Mr. Hill, c < to find the wilhes of all coincide with each other. I will with pleafure receive the confign- ment, as I know it is an improveable ar- ticle, and will produce cent, per cent/' " Were my friend Mr. Morley here, he would anfwer you in t ! term.;, I ran only fay, that I efteem you as my belt friend as well as my Henry's." It being late in July, they began to Vol. I. L 1 10 celina; or, range all things for their tour. Mrs. Gu- raville regulated Henry's wardrobe, while Mary hurried on with a task ihe had fet herfelf, of netting a purfe for each of the friends (he was going to lofe. While the party was thus engaged, Mr, Hill received a letter from Mr. Morley, ac- quainting him he had left his houfe at Richmond and taken one in Gower-ilreet. The lofs of two fhips which he had freight- ed was the caufe of this alteration ; but a greater trouble yet, he feared, was awaiting him and Celina: Mrs. Goodall had been for fome time ill, phyficians gave but little hopes of her recovery ; they allowed fhe might live two or three months. Mr. Hill felt for his old friend, and would have immediately oifered him all the afTiitance in his power ; but how to make the offer he knew not. The delicate mind foon takes the alarm, and fees an infult where nothing but friendfhip is meant. At dinner Mr. Hill read the melancholy contents of Mr. Morley *s letter. Mr. and Mrs. Guraviile expreifed real concern. — " Poor Celina, " faid Mary, 4( ihe has no garden now to walk in ; no, nor many com — com — $" comforts {he would have THE WIDOWED BRIDE. Ill laid, but could not articulate the wviv'. tears choaked her utterance. " I wifli lhe was herewith Mary/' laid Henry, while his line broad hicafl iVelled with feelings eauer to conceive than de- le ri be. 4t I Ihould be happy/' did Mrs. Gura- ville, •- ■n'iary aiiifhance. He is-& n that p ■){[■.. a delicate, diimterefted mind, acute feel- ings, and a heart that f wells with grati- tude for the moil trifling act of i'nend- (hip/' k ' No doubt, Sir," replied Mr. Gura- viile, " yet thofe who are not fenfible of, or have not gratitude enough to acknow- ledge a favour done them, are not worthy of a friend." Lord Winning-ton and Mr. Hill retired to confult how they ihould make their wifhes known to Mr. Morley. After fome converiktion his Lordfhip defired Mr. Hill to write, and begged he would ufe his for- tune as his own. " My dear and only father, you have nurfed my fortune, and raifed it to its pre- fent ftrength ; it is my deiire you diminifh it as you think proper." " My noble boy ! rather than a worthy man mould want, I would apply to you; but I have ftill a lew hundreds for a fricnd. ,, THE WIDOWTD BRIDE. . 113 Lord Winnington left him while he wrote to Mr. Morley in the moil friendly and de- licate manner, and in the moft preffing and brotherly terms, begged he would conlidcr him as his banker. Air. Morley was more pleafed than fur- prifed at the kind and friendly letter. He immediately acknowledged the favour and his kind offer, faying — " I have enough, my dear Sir, for my " Ceiina, if the little I have may be " fpared, her views are not ambitious. I *' have ever taught her to look on the " riches of a merchant as precarious ; " that though to-day he may be worth il thoufands, to-morrow he may be re- " duced to a ftate of indigence and beg- " gary i that the ftorms of to-night may c * wreck his little property, or the more " fortunate enemy feize it to grace his tri- " umph. M Thus, my dear Sir, have I accuflom- " ed her to fee the inftability of fortune " and human grandeur, and by frequently u painting to her, in lively colours, the *.' fad reverfe of fortune every man is liable " to, particularly the adventrous merchant " and how doubly afflictive fuch change of L3 114 celina; ok, " fortune muft be to thole who place all " their happinefs in riches, and who. never " for one moment allow tliemfelves to " think it poflible they ihoulcl be deprived " of them. Such people value tliemfelves " only on the amount of the wealth they " may poffefs, and fuppofe that the world " in general forms its opinion by the fame i( criterion. 11 By fuch reafoning I have taught Ce- t{ Una to efteem riches only as they pro- " vide us with the neceilaries and comforts M of life ; that if poured into our lap, we " fhoulcl receive them with gratitude, and " diffufe them with a liberal but judi- i < cious hand to thofe who are lefs fortu - " nate. \ ' She has fo profited by my weak, but U well meant leilbns, that I am perfuaded ." ilie could bear the feverell trials with " equanimity." This letter rilled Mr. Hill with admira- tion and regret ; he admired the firm in- dependent fpirit of Mr. Morley, yet re- gretted that the delicacy of his feelings inould fruftrate their intentions • thereby depriving them of the delicious pleafure of alleviating his prefent anxiety, for he could THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 1 1 J *ee by the ftile of his writing- that he was not quite at eafe. But nothing more could be clone, leafl in endeavouring to ferve his friend hcihoukl lofe him. 116 C'ELI'NA ; OR, CHAP. VIIL O bleft retirement, friend to life's decline/ Retreats from care that never muft be mine : How bleft is he who crowns in (hades like thefe, A youth of labour with an age of eafej Who quits a world where ftrong temptations try, And mice 'tis hard to combat, learn to fly. Goldsmith* THE time arrived for the departure of Lord Winnington, Mr. Hill, and Henry. Mary, at taking leave, prefented her little prefents to each ; but in Henry's ihe put a five-pound note, the little favings from her pocket money, which ihe thought would be of ufe to her brother. The carriage drove quickly off, attended by a valet and fervant in livery, and foon conveyed from the fight of the remaining inhabitants of Lutherdale Hall, three of the deareft objects exifting. THE WIDOWED BfclDE. 117 Mr. Guravilic took a walk in his planta- tion to anuife his mind. Mrs. GuraVtlle in going to her dreHing room met I lovely Eliza, her little prattli verted her mind from the painful feene that had taken place, went to hei unite fhady feat, in the gs and en- deavoured to tranquilize her mind. She had parted with ih-ive dear friends ; one Ihe revered as a being of fnperior order, and relt the fublimeft delight when liffieti-iife to his infhncrive and amuiing converfa- tion : for her brother ihe avowed the ten- dered affection ; and when bufy fancy car- ried her from day to day, that each meal would pafs without Henry and his friends, and that each evening would elofe unen- joyed and unimproved, ihe felt exceedingly diflreffed. Lord Wilmington would no more inftrucl her in the difficult leffons on the piano forte, and teach her lingers to glide over the keys with preciiion and delicacy ; no more ihonld (lie profit by his directions, nor acquire the mafterly ftile in which he played. Thus did Mary figh out her griefs in fo- lk ndc ; Ihe applied herfelf clofely to her ftudies — French, geography, mufic, am! needle- work alternately idled her time. — 1 18 CEMN/v ; OK, The little Eliza became her companion in thofe hours that were fpent in the gardens, pleafure-grouiids, and woods ; and there, as well as in her room, the thoughts of he :r abient friends intruded. She induitriouily endeavoured to fill up the vacuum they had left : ihe would often figh out the name of Henry without know- ing that me did fo — and as often that of Lord William would follow. When that name dwelt on her mind fhe felt a double preffure at her heart, which (lie placed to the accou n t of friend fh i p. Thus the time patted with Mary trll the period of returning to London arrived. — This journey exhilirated the fpirits of Mary, and turned the current of her thoughts on Celina: " We will pafs the whole winter together,," laid Mary to herfelf, when me was anticipating the pleafures of the ap« proach ing feafon . Lord Wilmington, Mr. Hill, and Henry, on the fir (I day of their journey were but indifferent company to each other; a mu- tual hlence was kept up the whole of the day. Mr. Hill had a variety of things turning over in his mind, both his Lord (hip's af- fairs at home, and to regulate their jour- THE "WIDOWED BRIDZ. DQ nev ; but what rendered his mind moft uu- eaiy was his friend Morley's too delicate referve. Lord Wilmington felt fomething like re- gret at leaving his invaluable friends at Lu- therdale Hall: For Celina he fighed, and wifhed he had a brother's right to protect her; but the friendfhip he felt for Mary was very unlike what he owned for Celina ; her idea was ever intruding on his mind — he feized every opportunity of fpeaking of her ; each morning when he awaked fhe was the firft object that prefented itfelf to his imagination, and at night ilie fluttered among his airy dreams. Henry, though young, povTefifed a ftrong contemplative mind, which frequently led him to a depth of thought uncommon in youth. As the carriage moved from Lu- therdale he fighed, nay, fhed tears. His thoughts then reverted to himfelf : in what light does, or will the world behold me — as a fycophant, a fervile flutterer, basking in the funfhine of a rich man's fmiles — an idler, who would rather live on courtefy than nobly feck to be dependant on himfelf. I cannot bear the thought — would that I had not accepted Lord Winning-ton's offer. His name was as a thunderbolt on his dif- 120 CEL1NA ; OR cordant thoughts ; all his Lord ihip's virtues flfrihedpn his mind, and brought a blufh on his face. Iia ! (ighed Henry to himfelf, will it not rather reflect an honour on me to appear the dependant favourite of lb good, lb great a man ? Tke eyes of the .weak trifler, the butterfly of the day, that judges of, all by external appearances, may meet me with a fmile of ridicule ; but fuch men are inca- pable of difcovering the noblenefs of foul, the fuperior virtues, the truth and fmcerity of this young nobleman. The ftinted faculties of thefe dip chicks of faihion can form no idea, no concep- tion of the true dimity of man : minds rendered too weak and eifeminate by luxu- ry and diffipation, to reach any degree of elevation ; their vacant breafts indulge an indolence that would difgrace a Laza- roni. And is it i fuch as. thefe I am afraid of? Is it to thefe men I mould blufh to be known a dependant on the amiable Lord Wilmington? No, nor to any man. His favours do me honour ; their feoffs will make me refpected by the truly good and great, who will weigh me by the ftandard of my patron's virtues. THE WIDOWED BItTDE. 121 By thefe reflections did Henry clear and difpel the cloud from his mind, and he law himfelf an object or' envy rather than de- riiion. The carriage flopping to change horfes, fouled the two from their reverie : it being near dinner time, -they ordered the bill of fare ; the dimes were quickly iixed on, and ordered to be dreifed with all pofnble difpatch. As they loitered about the inn yard a chaife drove up, and a gentleman and lady alighted. The gentleman addrefied Mr* Hill with the ufual introductory obfcrva- tion-r-a hue day, Sir: which was anfwer- ed, Yes, Sir. The)' ibon fell into general convcrfation ; they were going to Eait- Bourne, where, he faid, he expected to meet with a Packet ready to fail the firft fair wind for Dieppe, and that he was going to place his daughter in a convent for a t\-\v years. In what part of Trance ? enquired Mr. Hill, as the gentleman was : fo communicative, he thought he was juf tilled in aiking the queftion. " In the neighbourhood of Nemes, but but ha has a cruel wiih to zee Paris, and as I be going to (hut her' up for foaje Vol. I. M I2g celina; or, time es cannot refufe ; and who.- know* if es fli alllive to vetch herback ; yood.now es be cruel glad to zee her pleafecL" The waiter announced to our party that dinner was ready ; they bowed to the loquacious traveller, and attended the fummons, who, on hearing their dinner was ready, called in a molt vociferous manner for his.. At dinner our trio agreed to go to Eaft- Bourne, as there was a Packet to be met with there ; it would fhorten their journey; .at firft they meant to go by Dover. That Gentleman feems to be a character, faid Henry. Yes, returned his Lordihip, we may find Something to amufe, though not to admire in him. " There are few men, my dear young friend," faid Mr. Hill, " from whom we may not derive fome knowledge or advan- tage ; if in their character we mark any amiable or bright trait, it may give birth to fome one in our own ; if on the con- trary, we find him addicted to any vice, we fee the deformity of it, and with vi- gilance guard againft it ourfelves." As they were going to their carriage, they met their new friend, who moft af- fiduoufly threw himfelf in their way. t < Good now, Gentlemen, you have got he ftart of ma." THE WIDOWED liRiDE. 12S * Yes, Sir," laid Mr. Hill, " you would call us tardy die- we arrived firft." " Yes, yes, zoes, ye did zo. What road do ye take may es alk ?" il To Eaft-Boume, Sir." li Why Eofe, do ye tell o,*' faicl Mr Bean, at the fame time making Mr. HilFs hand violently with great joy. " Shall es have the happinefs of zceing ye to-night ? do ye now take a tiff of punch with ma; Do ee? Shall we fail in the fame Packet? I zee, by your luggage, you are going abroad." To all which Mr. Hill bowed. It was in vain to attempt fpcaking till he had ex ha lifted his breath. " Sir," faid Mr. Hill, " we are flatter- ed by your invitation. We propofe to ileep at Dorchefter to-night; we can with eafe reach Eaft-Bourne to-morrow." Mr. Bean pro- foundly bowed, and the carriage moved off. Mr. Bean arrived a fliort time after Mr. Hill and ins friends ; he immediately in- vited them to fup With him ; the gentle- men would have declined it, and propofed joining him ~o take their wine ; but he would not hear of it, urged, that he had ordered fupper, and begged them to per- mit him to introduce his Emily — They fol- lowed him. M2 124 celixa; or, Mr. Bean prefer ted Emily to Mr. Hilt, whole name he had causrht at the Inn wh$ re they firft met ; he then afked Mr. Hill to introduce himfelfand daughter to the young Gentleman, which he readily did ; when he pronounced Lord Winning- ton, Mr. Bean turned pale — -Mils bluihed. As foon as he recovered his furprife and fpeech, he hammered out an apology for the liberty he had taken with a man of title ; hoped he would condefcend to fup with him. His Lordfhip returned his bows with as much gravity as he could affume ; ,the furprife and admiration expreft on his countenance diverted his Lordihip; he iliook Mr. Bean by the hand, faid, he ad- mired plain Engliih manners, and intend- ed to eat a hearty fupper. " Then I be happy. Why es zene and zene this be the varft time es ever fpake to a Lord." Supper was ferved up, Mr. Bean feated Lord Wilmington at his right-hand, and paid the molt oppreflive attention to linn, to the great amufement of Mr. Hill and Henry. Mils Bean was a fine girl about eighteen, . and had palled the laft eight years of her life at a boarding- fchool, near London, where ilie had loft much of her provincial THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 125 dialect. Her father was born, ami bad palled all Iiis day at the village of Brixham, where be bad accumulated fome money as a farmer, but more as a fmuggler. His wire, be laid, was dead ; but he had a ■filter who, ibme years ago, went to France with a great lady ; there flie chafe to re- main, and married a Frenchman ; after his death the retired to a nunnery, from whence the wrote for her Niece : he con- eluded his account with obferving, " Why zofe, I fuppofe me be cruel vilht, and. wants my Emily vor a companion." " To be fare," fafid Mr. Hill, " Mifs lily v/il: be a defrable companion, yet 1 think the young* lady will not like a juoiiaitic life." •• God bleis ee zoe ; no, fhe be Beft to fray at a year or two, till es has built a houfe on a piece of ground es has bought near Exeter." Mifs Bean faid but little, yet often bluthed for her rather. The Gentleman took their leave at an early hour, after having engaged Mr. and Mils Bean to return their viiit next even- ing ; they found they had made an ac- quaintance in whofe company time had leaden wings, and with whom they meant to pals as little as poftible ; yet common M 2 \%6 CELINA ; OR, civility, which is clue from one to another, obliged them to give up fonte tiling to this money made man. At Eaft- Bourne they found a veffel wait- ing only for a fair wind, in which Mr. Hill fecured their paifage, and alfo deiired the fteward to preferve cots for a gentleman and his daughter ; of which Mr. Hill in formed Mr. Bean, as foon as he arrived. His thanks and bows were numberlefs ; his vanity was highly gratiiied, and much added to his confequence. He was in hafte to {hew to the captain the man for whom Lord Wilmington hi- re refted himfelf ; he inftantly waddled to the houfe appointed by the captain to treat with his pail'engers. As foon as he entered the houfe, he, in an elevated tone of voice, demanded to fee the captain, who inftantly made his appearance. " Well, Sir, es be coined to zee the beds that Lord Winnington befpoke vor ma/' ' ' Beds, Sir ! — Lord Winnington ! — I know no fuch perfon." " Good now ! What doee tello. W T hy zofe he juft now befpoke three, beficies ,fome for his fervants, and two vor ma." " I am not the landlord of this houfe, Sir, but will fend him:" faid the captain, opening the door to withdraw. THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 127 i: You be in a cruel hurry ; zure this be fome mi {take. I want the captain that be going to Fiance, if you be he ?" " I am, Sir, at your fervice.'' " Good now, what do ee tello, you be the captain and not know Lord Winning- ton? he was here juft now with an elderly gentleman and a young one. He be my very good friend, and lpake vor paflage vor ma and ma Emily." " I beg your pardon, Sir, three gentle- men were with me juft now, and agreed for their paliage, and two fervants — they take their carriages ; but I heard no name but Hill, and I judged the young gentle- men were his fons." " No, no, one o' them be my very good friend Lord Winning-ton ; lie be a man ogreat confequence, and will be cruel angry if you dont give ma and ma daugh- ter two oyour beft beds." " As you are the friend of fo great a man you may depend on me ; I will take care of that," faid the captain, with a bow and a fmile, which (hewed in how contemp- tible a light he held this filly arrogant man. He made the agreement with the cap- tain, who did not let any opportunity flip of making him pay for the very great re- 228 Celina ; OR, fpect he demanded, as the good friend oi Lord Wilmington. He faw his weak fide, and humoured it ; flattering him to the door with repeated bows, declaring, lie was happy in knowing he ihould have Rich honourable Gentlemen fail with him. " Yes, zure, you be very lucky in that. We be all acceptable men zure, but do ee mind, his Lordfhip will be cruel angry if you do not treat ma well." As he entered the Inn, the waiter told ; him fupper waited. " Nan,' ; faid Mr. Bean, not perfectly un d er ft a n d in g hi m . '" Supper has been waiting this half hour," repeated- the man. " Do ee fend it up. Good now, good now, IVfe made his Lordfhip wait." He entered the room wiping his face, and adj lifting his wig. " My Lord, and your honours, I be cruel forry you have waited zure." -" We have been- waiting/' faid Mr. Hill, " a little while. I hope nothing dif- agreeable has happened ?" " No, Mr. Hill, nothing, only es has been troubled to make the captain under- •ftand what es wanted ; ofaid he did not know his Lordfhip, when es afk vor two ohis belt beds ; ofaid he had nine. Such THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 139 jumble never was, othought es wanted beds at tha inn ; but es zettled it all vicllc." " I am ibrry, father, you have had fo much trouble about it." " You muft be a good girl, and repay your vather we duty ', and you niuft be kind and humble to your aunt, and do all lhe bids you ; and perhaps ihe may gee tha good itub." • The entrance of f upper was a lea Ton able relief to poor Emily ; ihe faw by their looks that fome of her father's difcourfe was unintelligible to the Gentlemen, whieh lhe would have explained, but it would have colt her a blulh ; aud (lie felt happy in their io'uorance of her father's laft icn- timent. .Soon after flipper they received a mef- fage from the captain, informing them he would fail in the morning; as the wind began to veer, he hoped they would hold themfelves in readineis, fo as to get on board in half an hour after lie mould fend. Mifs Dean immediately took her leave for the night, as did Lord \Vinnington and Henry, leaving Mr. Hill to fettle with the landlord. They flept in the fame robm. Mr. Hill in a (mailer one through their's. As they entered, Henry turned carelelUy on his heel; his eve glided round the room, ISO CELINA ; OB, yet faw nothing ; at the fame moment did his hand involuntarily drop i(ito his waift- coat pocket on the purfe Mary gave him at their depaiture : his thoughts that moment ran poft to Lutherdale Hall- He drew out the filken token of love and fifterly affection from his pocket — " Ha, my dear Mary !" putting his hand in the purfe, " in every knot have you tied an additional portion of my love ! Soft as this filken texture is my affection for you ; with this difference — time, which will decay and bring to nothing this dear gift, will only fire ngt hen my affection and ftenciernefsv*' Lord Winninoton had obferved Henrv, and liftened attentively to his foliloquy ; at lad interrupted him — " Stay, my friend, I have fomething of this nature to talk about ; here it is (hold- ing* the purfe Mary- had given him between his finger and thumb;.— Now let us begin ; try which can be mod profufe in our decla- rations of love and tendernefs, then we will end in a warm panegyric on her virtues." This little ftart threw Henry into a fit of laughter, in which his Lordfhip joined, At that moment Mr. Hill entered the room, delighted at feeing his young friends to merry ; enquired the caufe, of which THE VIOWED BRIDE- 131 Lord William informed him, and repeated Henry's ibliloquy. V Well, well, we will each write an eulogium on (ilk purfes, the gift of friend- fhip ; for I, young men, have as much caufe." " Hold, Sir," cried Henry, " I have, more than either : fee there, fee what the dear girl has put in mine ;" laying the note on the table. " Generous, provident creature," faid his Lordihip. " Indeed, my Lord," faid Henry, " I mull fend it back, I cannot think of keep- ing it ; the dear girl could but ill fpare this from her trifling allowance of pocket money." " By no means," faid Mr. Hill, " a prefent fo kind and delicately given miift be accepted ; it would hurt Mary's feelings too fenfibly. If I may advife, change the note for calh ; when in France you may give your gold to advantage for the coin of the country, then lay it out on the moft ufeful article you can buv for your lifter." Henry approved of Mr. Hill's propofal, and the note was changed. They wiihed each other good night, and were nearly in bed, when a molt dreadful noife was heard 132 celina; or, in the kitchen, the door of which opened' into the liable-yard, as did the window of their bed-room. They pufhed up the faih to liften to the outcry. The landlady' ran fcreaming into the yard, the maids following her, joining in the yell. — Mr. Hill called to know what was the matter. " O Lord, Sir, two men are fighting; one of them belongs to you, I believe. — They are both outlandifh ; 1 do not under- ftand a word they fey. They have been fighting this hour." Mr. Hill knew he had none but Englifh fervants ; but as the noife grew louder, he went down to the kitchen, LordWin- nington and Henry followed. There they faw Mr. Bean's fervant engaged in a def- perate battle with another man. They had ltruck each other with good will — the blood running in various flreams down their faces. The buitle diilurbed Mr. Bean, who entered the kitchen with his night cap tied under his chin, a loofe-coat thrown over his moulders, his fhoes in one hand, and Emily in the other. Mr. Hill had been endeavouring for fome time to part the combatants to no purpofe. Mr. Bean, as foon as he found his fervant was engaged' THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 133 in the tray, committed Emily to the care of Lord William, and forced his way to the difputants ; with one blow he knocked down his fervant's adverfary, and with the other hand he collared John. " Lack ! lack ! good now, what he ee' vigil ting vor Jan : k * O! meafter! eh am glad you be a coined ; there be Rabin es teld ee tin that took my Darathy vram ma ; chare draihen en, an drub es, he'll veel it vor wan while chill warrandy." " Hots thet tha zeart," replied his anta- gonift, " noa, no a, Jan, that's a great lee ; come out an es ell gei tha a whifter- poop, as ell gee tha a welch in tha leu, an than tha may groap about like a chick a radar." " Thee be a pretty vella fath, chill try thafe, " returned John. " Xo, no," laid Mr. Bean, who was the only perfon prefent that undcrftood them, " no, no, you (hall right no more ; you muuNbe vriends ; but you be a bad man, Rabin, to take Jan's Darathy vram im." " God blef> ee, zo fee it was no fault oV mine; Jan left Parrycomb to live at Moul- ton, zo zes Daratha to ma ; Jan be valie Vol. I. N 134 celtna; on, hearted : thoa zes I weit ha ma as zoon a tha weit zas (he ; and zo we went to tha parfon, es vul not roily upon eny Kepen, zoul ; nif he vul, es^ ell gei him ma hand, an vul drink en be vriends," " And I will pay for what you drink, faid Loid Wilmington. " You be mearty good, your honor. — Hearkee, Jan, vul ee drink ? es werdant ha tha, go in ill-will wee ma;, zure an* zure do ee drink drink wee ma." After fome perfuafions John forgave his fortunate rival ; they drank together and retired to bed. The landlady having firft applied fome of her family plafter to the wounds and fcratches on the faces of John and Robin. Mr. Bean informed the gentlemen, that this was the firft time John had met Robin fince he became the happy hufband of Do- rothy ; he exulted in the victory, and treated John as a vanquifhed enemy. The honeft hearted John difdained the annoy- ance of Robin, and returned back his in- tuits with his knuckles, to the great difturb- ance of the houfe. Early in the morning the captain fent to inform them he was ready to fail, only waited their coming on board. As they palled through the inn yard, Robin was THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 135 fuddling his mailer's luorfcj who was ft and- ing by. Mr. Bean foon recognized the lawyer of Mbultou ; a hearty how do you do ? palled. He was on his way from London, where he had been on bufmefs, and as he feldom took fo long a journey, he, for the fake or' feeing all he eon id, and out of refpect to his client's pocket, made a circuit of up- wards of three hundred miles, inftead of little more than two hundred. Thus was the unexpected appearance of Robin ac- counted for. The weather being favourable, they had a quick and pleafant paifage. The next day they arrived at Dieppe. Mifs Emily immediately went to bed ; the gentle- men followed her example after an early fupper. In the morning, every neceffary prelimi- nary being fettled, the poft horfes were ordered, and the gentlemen took their leave of Mr. and Mifs Bean, who intended to ftay a day or two at Dieppe. Mr. Bean hav- ing fome bufmefs to fettle with a merchant of whom he frequently had made great pur- chafes, as he had carried on, in a moil extenfive manner, the illicit trade of V o 136 ckljna; or, fmBggling, a practice fo injurious to the revenue. Our good, grave, confcientious fenators clo well to make and enact laws and penal- ties again it it ; but it would be better, eo iild they make and enforce laws in their own domeftie governments, to prevent their wives and daughters from furniih- ing their card -tables, tea-tables, and ward- robes, from the warehouses of thefe illegal traders. Our happy travellers met with nothing but agreeables. At Paris they fpent fix months, not one in (hint of that time was loft. In March they left that gay city, and its gayer inhabitants, and proceeded to the fouth of Fiance. At Beziers, they were delighted with tlie canal, and rode three miles from the town to fee a wonderful refervoir of water, contained in a bafon hewn out of a iblid rock, into which two rivers empty themfelves, and from this re- fervoir the canal is fupplied. Here the beauties of the fouth broke in upon them : their paths were ft re wed with aromatic herbs, and their views often terminated by that moft delightful of all leas, the Mediter- ranean. At Montpelier the Place de Pegiou ex- cited their admiration ; the fublimity of THE WIOWED BRIDE. 137 the views filled their thinking moralizing minds with juft views of the infinitude of the great Creator. On one view the foft bofom of the Pyranees, covered with mow, dazzle the eye ; on the other tide, the darker Alps lead it on till the object is loft in the clouds, while the foft blue waters of the Mediterranean finifh this grand and beauti- ful fcene. At Nifmes they propofed to ftay fome days, as Henry had a letter given him b}' his father to deliver to an aunt, who was Lady Abbefs to a convent of Benedictine nuns. At fupper, they learned from the waiter that the convent was full two leagues diitant ; that the road was pieafant, and diverfified by many fine chatcaus. To this place they determined to go the next morn- ing ; " *md there," laid Mr. Hill, "■ fhall be at liberty to go or ftay." The carriage being ready at the hour appointed, they fet forward, in high fpirits, to vifit the venerable nuns. It being a crofs road, they found it narrow, but ex- tremely beautiful ; corn, wine, and oil growing on all fides of them, was highly gratifying to their fenfe of feeing ; but that of fmelling was regaled in a much higher degree by the quantity of thvme, lavender, N-3 and numberlefs other odoriferous herbs, growing in great abundance in every hedge and path, adding their balmy fweets to the refrefhing gale which wantonly faiutes the palling traveller. At the convent gate, the porterefs at- tending to their ring, they were told that the lady abbefs was not well, and had not been feen that day by any but Signora Valena, her favourite novice, and Father Quintine, her confeilbr. " Be fo kind as to take that letter to her ; we will wait for an anfwer," faid Henry. The porterefs quickly returned, faying, the abbefs was too ill to read it ; but begged to know from #hbm it came. " From her nephew, Henry Guraville ; I am his fon, and wim much to pay my refpecls to her," replied Henry. The lady abbefs received this meffage with pleafure, faying, me would be happy to embrace her dear nephew's fon as foon as me was able to receive him, and begged they would take fome refrefhment. Mr. Hill vvifhed to decline .the offer, but Lord Winnington and Henry both had a great defire to fee the infide of a convent; they looked their willies, and Mr. Hi lb acquiefced. They were conducted to the THE WIDOWED ERIDE. 13$ parlour, and in a few minutes, fome ham, bread, Mine, and dried fruits, with fweet- meats and confectionary, were placed on the table. As they fat, feveral boarders peeped through the grate and retired. They turned again towards the grating, on hearing a noife and ruffling, to theii* great furprife they law Mils Bean. She was overjoyed at feeing them, and eagerly put her hand through the grate to take their-. She was chid by her aunt, who Mas Handing by. Mr. Hill bowing re- fpeclfully, laid, it Mas the pleafure fuch an unexpected meeting gave to Mils Emily ; that they Mere travelling friends, and hoped fhe Mould allow them the hap- pinefs of converfing a ihort time. The aunt curtfied confent ; ilie was perfectly, acquainted with the three gentlemen as foon as fhe faw them, having had an exr acl defcription of their perfons from Emily, and a minute account of their journey from England. Mr. Hill converted fome time with fi fterdandville, and from her they heard a molt pleafmg account of the lady abbefs. The gentlemen took their leave, having given their addrefs to Emily, highly de- lighted with the accounts they had heard of the abbefs. 140 celina; or, After the vifit, tliey amufed themfelves with viewing the natural beauties and an- cient ruins of Nifmes. The amphitheatre for fome time engaged their attention ; fuch a vail pile of building, all of ftone, and the feats fo admiral)]} 7 canftructed as to contain many thoufand people, that each might pais and repafs without annoying the other, may well arreft the eye of the traveller. The houfes built in the area, near two thoufand in number, which fpoil and dif- grace this beautiful ruin, greatly offended them ; but they were informed that thefe houfes were to be pulled down, and this ancient and once magnificent building, be preferved, as a monument to future ages* of the grandeur and excellence of the gothic architecture. The Mafon de Guavee, built, fome fay, in honour of Marcus and Lucius, fons of Agrippa, by Trajan, and the delightful ruins of the Temple of Diana they vifited. They next went to the Roman Baths, which gratified them beyond defcription— " This, 57 cried Henry, " is fairy land;" as they palled along the walks, fhaded with trees, preffing with their feet, at every ftep,. a profufion of odoriferous fv/eets. THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 141 '• Yes," returned his Lordfhip, " and there are the fairies wadiing" As the baths at the end of the walk opened to their view, they perceived live or fix women, their petticoats pinned above their knees, wafhing their linen. At a light lo new it was impoflible not to ftare with wonder ; but on obferving the injury it did to the beautiful white it one round the baths, as well as to the verdure on the banks, they could not but regret that a people poiierfed of' inch luxuries, both of nature and art, fhould make fo bad a ufe of them. On the fourth day, Henry received a letter from the abbe is, faying, ihe , would be happy to fee him and his friends the next day, to dine with her. The good nun received Henry with an affectionate embrace ; to his friends ilie behaved with that eafe and politenefs, peculiar to women who have fpent their youth at the court of France ; her con- verfation was lively, animated, and in- itructive, and truly entertaining to her vifitors ; her remarks on men, manners, and tilings in - eneral, were pertinent and juft ; Hie polluted a wonderful ftore of anecdote and (lory, all excellent and ge- nuine; her fund ^as exhauftiefs. Mr. 142 Hill found all equally worthy of notice. The lady abbefs was equally charmed with. her vifitors ; on taking leave, ilie begged to be favoured with their company the nix>t day. They found the lady abbefs waiting their arrival, though they reached the convent at an early hour. She conducted them to the gardens, which were extenfive, and laid out with tafte and elegance. A great profufion of roles and other flowery furred walks ihaded with orange trees, whole fra- grant bloffoms fcented the air ; and the almond, peach, and neclarine added their fweets ; the gardens were thickly heclgeid round with the gloomy cyprefs. They afterwards vifited the baths, and the greater! part of the convent. In the ceils. they found the niters varioufly employ- ed, in reading, writing,, embroidery, and lace making. As they palled through the chapel fome of the nuns were" pre- paring for prayers. The lady abbefs introduced to her vifi- tors a nun, named Lucea : ihe was organihV and practihng a little voluntary, while Sig- nora Valeria, a young Neapolitan, in the fir ft year of her noviciate, was fitting by her humming -a new hymn. 'I AE WIDOWED BRIDE. 1-1-3 Sifter Lucca, at the requeft of the abbels, played feveral hymns in a capital ftile, and Signora Valeria fung with great taite and judgment. It was now the hour of high mafs, and .the abbefs, with a fmile, laid, " You will not pray with us, I fuppofe, gentlemen : give me leave to fliew you 'to the parlour, you will find both books and mulic to am ule you.*' " Will there be any impropriety in our remaining in the chapel during high mafs ? if not, it will be highly gratifying to us," faid Mr. Hill. " Not in the leaft," replied the abbefs, " the fifterhood will feel themfelves hon- oured by your pretence. Let me lead you to a feat."" There was a folemnity in the chapel, and an indifcribable placid ferenity in the faces and air of all the nuns, which had a won- derful effect on the minds of the gentle- men. For fome minutes before prayers began a gloomy iilence reigned, which led their minds to a ferious train of thought and reflection. When the organ ftrucr. up, they were elec- trified. The mulic was grand and bold ; but when the filters joined their voices, they 144 CELINA ; OH, were loft in extacy ; it was like the whole choir of heaven gliding: on theirs. Some of the nuns had molt enchanting voices, and they all fung with tafte. — High mafs heing ended, Father Quintin delivered a fhort exhortation to the nuns, and they retired. . Lord Wilmington and Henry anmfed themfelves with the piano forte which flood in the parlour for the ufe of the boarders. Mr. Hill and Father Quintin walked round the convent : on the fouth Avas a hill of an amazing length, beautifully dref- fed with firs and mountain alh, and car- peted with mofs. They climbed the hill to a certain height, where was a feat fixed round a tree, by order of the abbot, for the ac- commodation of the brothers of the con - vent to which Father Quintin belonged. The view from this fpot was extenfive and rich ; looking down on numbcrlefs chateaux,' gardens, and vineyards, bound - ed by the Pyrenees, Alps, and Mediter- ranean. At dinner, Mr. Hill gave his young friends an account of his ramble. They were delighted with the relation, and. en- THE WIDOWED B1UDE. 145 gaged Father Quintin to accompany them the next clay to the charming fpot. The lady abbefs enquired very minutely of Henry concerning his mother and fillers, and repeatedly expreffed a defire to fee them. Father Quintin conducted Lord Win- ington and Henry to the hill, according to his promife, and many other line views within a few 7 miles of the convent. In returning, he brought them to the convent he was a brother of, and intro- duced his young friends to the lord abbot, who received them with great cordiality ; .:, he hoped they would honour him with their company at dinner. They thanked the abbot tor his friendly invitation ; but begged to be excufed, as they had pro- mi led to dine at the Benedictine convent, where they had left a friend. Tire abbot then accepted their excufe, on condition that they would dine with him the next day, and bring their friend with them ; which they pvomifed, and took their leave, well pleafed with the frank manners and jolly countenances of the merry faced Carmelites. Vol. I. O 146 celtxa; or, C H A P. IX. She due obedience paid her ancient friend, As on the bed of lingering death the lay ; With pious care the nurfed her to her end, With friendihip's tender flowers (he ftrew'd the way, O jN the family's arrival' in town, Alary expecled to have found Celina waiting- her coming, but was greatly difappointed, as no one appeared but Mr. Morley and the fervant. Mr. Guraville had commiihoired Mr. Morley to engage a houfe for him, which he did, and being informed of the time of their coming to town, he went to receive them. As foon as Mary alighted from the car- riage me enquired for Celina. Mr. Morley iaid, that Mrs. Good all continued fo ex- tremely ill, he did not like to leave her en- tirely under die care of a nurfe ; " befides," added he, " every moment that Celina is THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 147 from her, fhe is fo reftlefs and miferable that. I cannot think of her leaving her." " You will lofe me loon, my dear Ce- lina/' ihe lays, " I muft leave you for ever; give me as much of your company as you poflfibly can, the little time I remain here. You, my dear child, are all my care — all my comfort and happinefs on this fide the grave."' " Thofe tender complainings and ardent fupplications Celina cannot withftand, how ever deiirous ihe might be to welcome you to town. She knows not how, even for one hour, to feparate herfelf from her dying friend. She commifhoned me to fay every thing for her, to her dear Mary, and her valuable friends." " Amiable girl," faid Mrs. Guraville, li there needs no apology on her part; 1 fmcerely feel for her fituation. Mary and I will fee her to-morrow ; perhaps a vifit from us for a few minutes will cheer the fpirits of Mrs. Goodall, and if Mary can affift Celina in her melancholy tafk ilie will be happy to do it." Mr. Morley thanked Mrs. Guraville for her kindnefs, and after fupper took his leave. O 2 •348 The next morning Mrs. Guraville and Mary drove to Gower-ftrect, where they found poor Mrs. Goodall flittering under a dreadful complaint on her liver. The phy- iician was with her -when Mrs. Guraviiie entered the room ; as he left his patient, ilie followed to afk his opinion ; he faid, nothing couid be done for her, and a few- weeks will terminate her life. * ; You, Madam, I perceive aie a friend of Mrs. Goodall and Mifs Mor.ley's ; ike is a moil attentive nurfe, and loves Mrs. Goodall with the affect ion of a daughter. — It is a mournful talk I would impofe, but I truft you will in kindnefs — in friendlhip to the lovely girl, prepare her for the worfl. The death of Mrs. Goodall is inevitable, and Mifs Morley mould be told fo." J : Mrs. Guraville allured the pbyfician ithat, however painful the tafk, me certainly would undertake it ; with a hope that it would leflen the feverity of the mock to Celina. Mrs. Goodall was much amufed and re- vived by this kind vifit. While Mrs. Gu- raville, was chatting with her, Mary and Celina were entertaining each other by re- citing every little occurrence that had taken place fince their laft meeting. The THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 149 lovely Cclina had many melancholy fcenes to difclofc. '! The great lofs my father has met with," laid (he, (i has deprived me of many of the elegancies of life ; but none of its comforts, except that of feeing my father cheerful and happy. I have now reaibn to fear that it loon will be followed by a much greater and irreparable one, which will be far more feveiely felt both by my father and myfelf*- Here her tears flowed and ftopped her utterance. Mary attempted, by the powers of her rhetoric, to calm her atllicled friend, but in vain. So painfully did ihe anticipate the approaching calamity that Ihe fobbed aloud. Mrs. Guraville entering the room at that inftant, enquired Uie eaufe of her grief. — Mary related all that had paffed, particu- larly that part of their difcottrfe which had fa fenlibiy affected Cclina. Mrs. Guraville took this opportunity of foothing her fpirits, and preparing her mind for the melancholy change that, according to the natural courfe of things, muft ihortly take place ; and that ihe muft endeavour to look forward to the feparation with calmnefs and refignation ; and fmooth the O 3 150 celina; or, pillow of her friend with filial care and attention ; approach her bed with the calm fmile of hope : do not difturb her with your exceffive orief and unavailing for- row. The mind may, by the tender foothing of a. friend, and thejuft religious reafoning of a truly devout Chriftian, be brought to fuch a degree of placid ferenity and firm- nefs, as to liear the rnoft dreadful truths unmoved. The foul may, indeed, feel the fhock ; but the mind thus armed, will bear up againfl the moft fatal blow that can be ii ruck at its dearer! affections. Celina had, by the kind and friendly advice of Mrs. Guraville, acquired a consi- derable degree of firm nefs and reiignation. She heard from her lips the certainty of Mrs. Goodail's approaching diifolution with calm nefs, and uttered a pious eja- culation for the foul of her fuffering friend, and for the Omnipotent's ali- fupporting arm to give her ftrength to bear whatever it was his will to afflict her with. Mrs. Guravilie^felt herfelf more at eafe when fhe had performed this duty to Celina, and happy to find in her fo much good fenfe and amiablenefs of difpofition. Mary remained all day with Celina, and Mrs. THE WIDOWED ERIDE. Ui Guraville lent the carriage for her in the evening* As Celina could not leave the chamber of .Mrs. Goodall, Mary generally made her a vifit once a day. The time fpent with her was the only recreation Celina allowed her- felf during Mrs. Goodalfs long and pain-, ful iilnefs. One morning, about fix weeks after their. arrival in town, Mrs. Guraville received a note from Mr. Morley, informing her that Mrs. Goodall was no more. Her death was as exemplary as her life. She was for many days fenfibte of her approaching end, and the met it with all that placid ferenity which a life welt fpent infures to the dying Chrirlian. . After breakfaft, Mrs. Guraville ordered the carriage, and, with Mary, drove to Mr, Motley's, to offer their confolations and. ferviees to Celina and her father. The latter they found tranquil. Mr^ Guraville affifted in ordering the funeral and mourn- ing ; wiihed to take Celina home with her till after the funeral, but fhe could not be prevailed on to leave the body of her dear departed friend. «' No, my dear Madam, ''' faid Celina to Mrs. Guraville, " there is nothing & ter- 152 celina; or, rihle in death as to induce me to fly from the body of my clear Mrs. Goodail — my. more than mother. It is true, I dreaded death as he was making his approaches; but he is come, the final blow is itruct, and I have no mere to fear. My greater!: con- solation now, is to viiit the clear remains of her whofe memory will ever be held iacred by me ; to contemplate thofe features I have fo often beheld with delight, and. prefs thofe dear lips from which fo many excellent precepts have flowed. Suffer me, my dear Madam, for the few days the body, will remain in the houfe, thus to indulge my grief; after that, I promife to be all you wilh, and, by my father's leave, will' fpencl a day or two with you." Mrs. Guraville could urge nothing againfl Celina's with that could have* any weight, nor could fhe offer any ar- guments againfl a refolution fo perfectly confonant with the tender regard fhe ever ftlt for Mrs. Goodail. Mrs. Guraville could not but admire and applaud Celina's pious care to her friend after death : it had a fmcerity in it in- difputable, and heightened her opinion of. this incomparable girl". u How mean," faid Mrs. Guraville,. i THE WIDOWED BRIDE. !->.'> " how weak and pnuTianimous, is 'the fa- fhionable, but unnatural cuftom, of leaving the body of a dear deceaied friend to the care of unfeeling Grangers.'* The remains of Mrs. Goodali were, ac- cording to her defire, depofited by the Ude of Mrs" Morley. Celina became more tranquil, and turned her thoughts upon her living friends ; tho' frequently a ugh would efcape her when bufy recollection brought her dear departed friend to her mind — it would carry her back to her years of infancy — then would lead her on through thoughtlefs childhood to the mature years of youth ; in all which flages of life, fhe beheld Mrs. Goodali in the different characters of mother, nurfe, playmate, and inftruclrefs. Nor did me lofe one grain of refpect for her memory by the recollection of her condescending thus to fall into all Celina's little pleafures, as well as her inft ruction. Celina fpent fome time with Mary ; but Mr. Morley fo feniibly felt the lofs of his loved daughter's amiable fociery, that he could no longer difpenfe with fuch a privation : the evenings were long, and he felt himfelf unfit for any other company. 1.54 cklina ; or-, At length it tvas agreed, that Celina ihould fpend three evenings in each week with Mary, and Mary as many with her as fhe could fpare from her gayer ac- quaintance. THE WIDOWED BIUDE. 15; C H A P. X. That tyrant Hope, mark how the domineers j She bids us quit realities for dreams, Safely and peace for hazard and alarm. Young, THE theatre was a place of amufement which both Mr. Guraville and Mr. Morley approved, and there Mary and Celina frequently went, accompanied by Mrs. Guraville : it was the only public place that Celina frequented. Mary, indeed, from her mother's con- nexions, was introduced to balls, routs, and many gay circles, but it never lef- fened the natural attachment flic had to tn evening* fpent round their focial do- meitic fire fide : her favourite ipaniel ftretched before it, the candles on the table, and the quintetto round it, con- futing of her father, mother, Mr. Morley, Celina, and herfelf ; fometimes the lovely 156 Ckiana; or, Eliza would make a cufhion of her lap for Chloe's bead, and twift her ears till flie fqueaked, not quite in unifon with the piano forte, which Mary and Celina al- ternately fat down to, and gave celerity to the hours. Thus innocently and cheerfully palled their long winter even- ings. One morning Mr. Guraville, among other letters, received one which, from the poft-mark, he law came from France, and judged it was from Henry, or his friends. The iu peremption arretted his eye, he knew not the hand-writing ; but how great was his furprife when he read the following letter from his aunt : Ci MY DEAR NEPHEW, " I am quite charmed with your en- j 11 of the fame perfuafion. They faw I was " happy, and knew I could but be fo ; THE AVI DO WED BfllDE. \5$ they left me to enjoy that faith I had been taught to hold good, juftly be- lieving that every good work, every iin- eere and ardent prayer is acceptable to God ; that the foul of every truly good Chriftian will meet its promifed reward; that the ear of the Almighty is open to the fupplicant in whatever form he puts forth his prayer. " Since the death of my fon I have not had refolution enough to fettle my affairs with the world. My efrate at Auvignon, which was my fon's, and which on his- death devolved to me again, remains un thought of: the rents are paid me once a year, and lay by as ufelefs tram ; as often as I fee the pernicious gold my thoughts turn to you. There is a de- gree of felfhnnefs attached to our natures which we cannot make off; it purfues us even to the dreary cells of a convent. The mind is often too much engaged on felf, whether it is in purfuit of brighter worlds beyond the grave, or of greater riches and pleafures in this. Whatever be the purfuit, felf is the objcsft ; and lb wholly is the mind engrofifed by it, that we cannot fpare one moment to perform 160 celina ; OR, li tliofe duties we owe to our relations, '• friends, and fellow-creatures. " I am a proof of tins obfervation, and u the appearance of your fon has awakened " this truth in my mind. I felt a con- il f. ions bluih overfpread my cheek at the " recoiled ion of the injuiiice I did my " family in neglecting theie worldly trifles. "' I have bellowed liandfomely on this con- " vent, and, by the time you receive this, " I mail have made. my will in duQ form, li and leave your eldeit daughter my Jo le " legatee. " I do not mention this by way of draw- C( ing her to me : let me conjure you, if Ci you love and refpe6fc me, not to part li with her if you feel the « I call reluctance, u and, on her part, her excufes will be iC kindly received, ihould fire prefer fraying 61 in England. " Make my love and prayers acceptable ei to Mrs. Guraville, and efteem me, my " dear nephew, " Your affectionate Aunt, " Maria du Saint." This letter gave Mr. Guraville at once both pain and pleafure ; he took it in- llantly to his Myra, who was aftonifhed at receiving a letter from Madam du THE WIDOWED BRIDE. l6l Saint, never having been honoured with her correspondence before. They knew not what anfwer to return, nor if Mary would willingly accept the invitation. They agreed to make them- felves acquainted with her inclinations be- fore ihewing her the letter. Both Mr. and Mrs. Guraville would rather have kept Mary in England ; but to accept of Madame du Saint's offer would be much to her advantage : the will might be made in her favour, but who could anfwer for the caprice of an old woman. The day the letter was received Mary was engaged to dine out. The next morning a gentleman took his breakfaft with them, which prevented the fubjed being difcuifed. Mrs. Guraville was anxious to know Mary's inclination ; the matter interefted her, it lay near her heart ; me would have done any thing, and fuffered any thing, to have infured Mary her aunt's fortune. Life was uncertain, and if any thing fhould happen to Mr. Guraville, there was only an eftate of fix hundred a vear. to fupport herfelf and children* 162 CELINA ; OR and that cftate Henry could claim when he came of age. Soon after breakfaft the fervant brought Mary a letter. It was from Henry, and contained an account of the venerable nun. He fpoke of her in the highefl terms ; de- fcrihed their feveral receptions at the Bene- dictine convent, and his unexpected meet- ing with Mils Bean, of whom he had fpoken to his lifter in one of his former letters. He concluded with faying, he thought it a great pity that fo charming, fo fenhble a woman as Madam du Saint, ilioulcl be im mured in a convent. When ihe quitted the world her whole circle of acquaintance mull have felt her lofs. He really thought the lady abbefs and the whole fifterhood deferved the title they took. There being none of that aufterity of manners, and but few who bore the cold fullen marks of dif- tetit which he had read was too vihble in the face of every nun. As foon as Mary had perufed the letter me ran with all ipeed to her mamma; who, after reading it, fecretly exulted that Henry had given fo pleafant an account of Madam du Saint, as it might greatly in- duce Mary to accept her invitation. THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 163 " Well, my dear Mary," laid Mrs- Guraville, " what do you think of this good lady abbefs your brother lias faicl lb much about ? the party appears to be unwilling to leave the Lively nuns." " From his account, mamma, I think fhe muft be a moft charming woman, and 1 mould like to fpend fome time with her. If a mind fo enlarged as Mr. Hill's can find pleafure and entertainment in her company for a month or more, to me her (lore of entertainment would be ex hauftlefs ; for you know, mamma, little minds are amufed with trifles." " Should you really like to fpend a year or two Abut up in- a convent?" " Indeed I mould, mamma, if it was pornble. I would take much pains to make myl'elf perfect miftrefs of French ; and nuns, I am told, are very clever at all forts of fine needle work and embroidery. Rom them I ihould like to receive in- ftruelions ; for it Mas always my ambition to excel in every fine fancy work." " O! my dear! you feem to have been confulting with yourfelf on this fubjecl ; but do you confuler, that- when you are tired of work, reading, and mufic, and are looking for variety, it will be out of your reach $ no theatres, no balls, no ]&4> CELMFA ; OR, walks,, but the gardens which you have fauntered over 1b many times; that each flower is familiar to your eye, and the branches of the gloomy cypreis have been numbered a- thoufand times in your va- cant hours. "■ Recollect, my dear, there are few* things that will not tire and grow irk- fome from repetition. The love of variety is innate in; human nature, and thofe that fubdue that defire are mod amiable ; it argues a ftrength of mind, and a proper knowiege of our dutv to our- ielvesJ' " No, indeed, mamma;, the thought: never entered my head thl I received this, letter from m}/ brother, nor do I enter-- tain . the leaft hope of ever feeing this- good lady ahbefs. Yet, I am fure, I could be very happy there for fome time, J and would make myfelf perfect miftrefsi of French, which would he my delight and- pride ; but it is only the thought of a mo- ment which Henry's letter gave birth to,, and will die as foon," i( H you are really ferious, read thaj letter, my dear, and then tell me if youj continue in the fame mind." As Mary read Madam du Saint's letter) the colour in her. cheek heightened and re* THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 1().> ceded two or three times. Having* perufed the letter, (he returned it, laying, " In deed, mamma, I feel a great inclination to make a vifit to my aunt." 11 Ha, my dear ! have you an eye to the eftate at Auvignon ?" " I own.'" auiwered Mary, " it has fome little weight, for which I hope you will not blame me. It may be called felfiih — I allow it is fo ; but had the eftate at Auvignon been out of the queftion it would ft ill be the fame. Nay, my wilh to go before I knew my aunt had an inclination to fee me, was a defire created by a felf- iih motive — the motive of improving and pleaiing myfelf ; but now I think the in- clination I feel to oblige my aunt, will take from me the odium of being altogether " Well, my dear,' I declare you are an excellent fophifi already. I think I may venture to fay your father will be much I ed"to find you have fo great an incli- nation to ol ur aunt." At dinner Mrs. Guraville related what had palled l* . • hi:v and Alary. Mr. (Mini. pleafure at finding flic was ;ept of Madam du Saints invitation, and hoped it would prove much to her advantage ; adding " I 166 celina; or, will write to her to-morrow, and inform her of your determination. When lhall I fay {he may expect you r" This queftion threw them into a fort of dilemma. How (lie fhouict go became a queftion of fome difficulty. There \yas no other means than fending for Henry to conduct her to Nifmes. The next day Mr. Guraville wrote to his aunt, acknowledging her favour, and that Mary would with pleafure accept her offer. This letter was accompanied with one for Henry, concerning Mary's intended jour- ney to Nifmes. Mary flew to acquaint Celina with every thing that was about to take place. As foon as Hie got out of the carriage {he ran up flairs to her quite out of bieath. " My dear Celina, I have fuch news to tell you — I am quite delighted!" " That it is good I judge from your countenance, and I am happy when you are pleafed." . " O ! it is charming ! delightful ! — I am going to France for two or three years, my dear girU' " And is that fuch good news, my. •xlear Mary ? to me it is fad indeed. For two or three years, fay you 1 am I. then,. TKE WIDOWED BRIDE. 167 For fuch a cruel length of time, to be de- prived of the greateft pleafure on earth ? the only happinefs at prefent in my power to enjoy. You know, my dear Mary, you are the only friend I have, my dear father excepted/' " O, my dear Celina !° faid Mary, throwing her arms around her neck, " I never till now recollected, that by this journey I fhould be deprived of your company : it lb delighted me, I con- fefs, that the idea of our being feparated never once occurred to me ; but now I feel my inclinations waver, and felf- intereft yields to friendihip. " Celina enquired the caufe of this fud- den journey. Mary told her every cir- cumflance, and gave her Madam du Saint's letter to read. Celina returned it, faying, " My dear Mary, I can now reconcile myfelf to your abfence, iince it is likely to be of lb much benefit to you." Mary was bufy preparing for her de- parture. Celina fpent as much time with her as me could fpare from her father and the domeftic duties of his houfe. 16*8 celina ; OR, Whenever ihe looked forward to her friend's departure, fhe felt a ftrong pre- fentiment that it would be long before they iliould meet again : her fpirits funk at the thought, and fhe knew not why. THE WIDOWED ERIDE. l6<) C H A P. XT. L-YifciicHlnp's the wine of life ; but friendthip now (Not fuch as his) is neither itrong nor pure. O 1 for the bright complexion, cordial warmth, it of a friend. Young. M It. Hill, Loid Winington, and Henry, ^-1- obeyed the lord abbot's invitation, and they made as good a dinner, and palled as convivial an hour afterwards with the holy Carmelites, as they would have done at a venifon feaft in Ens:- land. In their way back to their hotel, they flopped at the Benedictine convent, to en- quire after the health of the lady abbefs and the ii fieri lood. They received for anfwer, that they were all in good health, and that the lady abbels mould expect them to dinner the next day, Vol. I. Q lfO €elina; or, It was well they were not admitted into the convent, as the good Carmelites' wine began to operate, and their fpirits were in too high a key to fnit the ibber gravity of nuns. The lady abbefs was well pleafed with the account they gave of the entertain- ment they met with at the convent of Carmelites. She told Henry ihe had written a long letter to his father, but did not mention the purport. He faid, his father would be much gratified, and lamented fhe had never honoured them with her correfpondence before ; that he haicily knew he had fuch a relation till a few" weeks before he left England. " I believe, my dear Henry," faid Ma- dam du Saint, " your father is not much acquainted with the hiftory of my life; if it will afford you any entertainment I will relate it." Mr. Hill exprelTed his clefire to be in- formed of as much of her itory as fhe chofe to relate ; Lord Winington and Henry joining in the requeft, the good lady proceeded as follows : — Ci My dear friends, I fear you will be but ill repaid for your time and attention to my little tale ; but, by the ftrange vi- cifiitudes of my life, you will fee the little THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 1ft reliance that is to be placed oh the (labi- lity of human happinefs, when the fource of that happmefs arifes in frail mortals. " My lather married a Mils Viponr, an amiable young lady, whole friends were French refugees* Soon after the birth 6f their firft child, who was your grandfather, they received letters from fome of Mrs. GuravinVs relations, who were refident at Auvignoii, intimating, that if me, with her huioand, would come and refide with them, they might, through their intereft, recover a large eftate which once belonged to her father. " They left England immediately; but mv Grandfather would not let them take their infant fori. He infilled on having the care of him till they returned, or were permanently fixed in their eftate.-^— My grandfather was very much difpleafed at my father's marriage, as Mifs Vipont had no fortune ; and my parents, who were glad to find he felt fo much affection for their child, did not hefitate to leave him, hoping by that means to conciliate their father's love, " On their arrival at Auvignon, they were received with great kindnefs by Mon- fieur and Madam llenneau. J 72 celina ; OR, " Monficiir Renneau was indefatigable in my mother's intereft. Each morning brought frefh hopes; but, before the even- ing elofed, the fallacy of thofe appeared — yet new ones kourly arofe. In this manner they were led on from day to day. " About eight months after their ar- rival at Auvignon, my mother prelected my father with a daughter. Madam Ren- neau was delighted with this addition to the family. They would not finTer them to leave their houfe till (they laid) they could take , poffeflfion of the eftatc they were in purfuit of. '■ A twelvemonth- more elapfed, and they found themielv.es as far from the at- tainment of their wiihes as at firft.- " About that time a gentleman, a na- tive of Spain, made a vifit there. He was a diftant relation of Madam Renneau. My father's manners were very pleafmg to this Spaniard, and before they had known each other a week they were on terms of the ftri£teft intimacy. He ftaid near three months, and in that time be- came acquainted with mv father's affairs. He then made him a very advantageous offer of entering into partnership with him ; which my father accepted, with THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 1 73 the concurrence of my mother and co li fins. " As Don Zebonia had fome affairs to t ran fact in England, it was agreed that he, with my father and mother, mould leave Auyignon the next week for Eng- land, and embark from thence to Spain. Don Zebonia had come, by way of Gib- raltar, by fea to Naples, then, after {pending fome time at Naples and Rome, croffed the Alps to Auvignon. * After many in treaties and- perfuaMve arguments, Madam Renneau prevailed on my mother to leave m : gelina; or, her road- to heaven, and took me con- Jftantly to mafs. She difl not even give Fatlier Clement an opportunity of putting His negative on ft;- a tiling me never fail- ed to do in every other refpect. " She well knew how fcrupulouily ex- acl lie was in performing every wifh of my departed friend and mother, Madam Henneau, and Hie alfo knew- it was her great wifh and defire that I fhould be in- ftructed in the Proteftant faith ; lb that my going: to mafs, and receiving initruciions from a favourite abby of hers, was in- duflrioufly concealed from him, till one day, in my innocent prattle, I difco- vered it to him. I remember he was dif- pleafed with my nurfe, but at that time I knew not the caufe, Thus, did I live till the age of twelve years. " Father Clement one day took me into our parlour, and, feating me befide liim, took hold of my hand, faying, \ My dear daughter, I believe you know out little of your family, or. who your parents are.' " Are you not, then, my father? — faid I. ■" No, my deareft Maria,' faid the good man, ' I am not. I have ever watched vou with the tender, folicitude THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 1?7 of a parent, and till now have kept you ignorant of your Family; but you are now arrived at an age when you may, in fome degree, judge for yourfelf, and it- is right you ihould know what ex- pectations you have, and confult your inclinations as to your future life, " Father Clement then related to me all that he knew concerning my parents. Fie alfo gave me an exact account of all the money Madam llenneau left in his hands. " I was aftonifhed at the relation, and mocked at the idea of having been fo long neglected by my family. When I ex- preifed my chagrin he forbid me to en- tertain the leait thought or fuppohtion that they acted wrong. ' Never doubt/ faid he, ' their paternal affection and re- gard till you have convincing proof of their neglect. The diftance is great, and you know not what may have happened. Perhaps long ere this they ceafe to be, and are fubmitting, as is right, to a ftate of probation, by which they will be rendered worthy, and capable of bearing the great burft of light and glory that will break forth on the great day of judgment. 173 cexina ; an 9 " There is a very weighty affair,- rpy dear Maria, I would recommend to your confideration : take time, and examine well the queftion and the caufe.' " My dear Father, laid I, what are you going to fay? your preface terrifies me. < 6 My dear child/ anfwered lie, ' I wifn to make you happy here, ami infure, as far as is in my power, your happinefs Iaereafter. Know, then, that your father,, mother, and the worthy Madam Reu- neau, were not of our church ; they were of the eftabliihed church of England, known by the name of Proteftants. You were baptifed in that faith*, and taught to- repeat their prayers, until the death of Madam Henri cau, when your nurfe took you to her houfe and taught you to repeat ours. " Now, my dear daughter, I would: have you determine whether you will con- tinue to embrace our religion or that of your parents. If you decide on the for- mer, I will place you in a, convent to fmiih your education ; and then, if you fhould chufe a rechnVs life, the money you have will procure you a reception in any convent ; but if you fhould wiilx to return, to the world again, it will THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 179 fupport you, cr be >i ufe to any worthy man y u yoiit life Avitlu If yo* el a v ifl I the 1 rote- iftant religion, becaufi il was the faith of ■ our parents, do l'o. I wi\) endeavour to : ;i grandfather, and fend you to England, vith the property \ >u have, v. < taim his protection.' " I could fcarc* iy contain nvyfelf during il harangue; but svhen he propoied to fend me from him my tears would flow. — ' Y\ ill you part with me fak! 1 ?' as welt as I could, my fobs interrupting each word, ' and lend me to a ftrange land and {hanger people ; I never can go. Is not the man- lier in which my nurfc has taught me to addreis my God the fame as you ap- prove ? — the faith me has inftrucled me in the fame as you believe ? — and can you believe in, or approve any thing that is wrong ? No, impoiuble ! Let me (lay with you, and my dear Margafetta, and I fhall be happy and content.' " My dear Maria,' laid Father Clement, tenderly embracing nle, 8 compofe yourfelf, dry up your tears, you (hall never leave me; if you are content and happy, I {hall be fo.' He then left me. il I returned to the ioom in which my nurfe was fitting. She faw I had been cry 180 celina ; OR, fog, and enquired the caufe. My mind was all coi);!. lion. I could not 1 or fome time collect myfelf fuiiiciently to tell her. She was vexed at what Father Clement bad done. When I afked her any questions concerning my parents, flie appeared un- willing to fatisfy me, and laid flie knew nothing. " A few weeks after this, Father Cle- ment told me he had heen fpeaking to the lady abbefs of a neighbouring convent, and (he wifhed to receive me as a boarder, and that the latter end of next week was fixed, on for my removal. il Margaretta could not bear the idea of parting with me, and I was as unwilling to leave her ; however, we foon prevailed on Father Clement (who in facl had no will but mine in things that concerned me) to let her go with me. He at firft objected, faying it would leiien my money too much paying for her board; but ihe foon made it appear to him, that ihe would fave me more than her (ward by her fervices. The dear man believed it, and we became in- mates of the convent. " Margaretta's hufband was in the army, and his regiment then lay at Paris, and ihe felt much happier with me than me mould ave done in the little cottage. h THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 181 c ? In this convent I paffed fix happy years, daily dividing my time between the nuns, who alternately received me in their cell, the lady abbefs, and Margaretta. " At the end of fix years Margaretta'* hulband returned to Auvignon with one of his officers, whofe father was commandant of the town, and being taken ill he fent to Verfai lies for his ion ; the regiment was at that time doing duty there. " Margaretta's hufband foon made a vifit to the convent, and obtained leave of the abbefs to take her to the cottage. — Gervoife was delighted to find me fo much grown and improved, and could talk of nothing but me. " The next morning, as he was attend- ing his oificer, he was aiked fome queftions refpecting his wife, which naturally brought me the fubjeel of their difcourfe. Gervoife related my little tale, and concluded by giving fo flattering an account of my per- fon, as excited in him a great defire to fee me ; upon which Gervoife promifed that in a few days he would bring him into my company. " At dinner Gervoife exprelTed a wifh to Margaretta, that I would fpend a day Vol, I. R i8i2 celina; or, with them. Margaretta, eager to oblige Gervoife m all things, flew to the convent. ' Do, my dear child,' laid fhe, ' gratify my old man.' The tears flood in her eyes when me afked me. " I told her nothing was wanting but Father Clement's confent ; that I Ihould always be happy to oblige Gervoife. " In the evening, I afked Father Cle- ment if he would allow of my vifit to the cottage. He. faid Gervoife was a worthy man and a good foldier ; that he muft be indulged, and he would take me to the cottage the next day himfelf. " Every thing was ready for my recep- tion ; Gervoife treated me with great affec- tion, and Margaretta overpowered me with kindnefs. " After dinner, as we were fitting in the arbour, a favourite feat of mine, eating fome fruit, a fine handfome young man, in undrefs regimentals, flopped at the gate. — ' My officer, ' faid Gervoife. ' Indeed, faid Margaretta, ' a la, I am fuch a figure;' at the fame time pulling down the frill of her jacket and adjufting her handker- chief. 61 By this the officer walked up to the arbour. He faluted me in a very polite THE WIDOWED BRTDE. 183 manner, then gave Gervoife a letter, de- li red he would deliver it as directed, and faid he would wait for an anfwer. 11 He loon began to couverie familiarly with us, and I felt fo much pleafure in his company, that I feeretly wilhed Geivoiie might be Iom>- before he returned. V My Willi: s were anfwered, for Father Clement came to conduct me to my con- vent before Gervoife returned. He was furprifed at feeing the young foldier, which Margaretta obferving, told him the caufc of his viiit. " His unfufpecting heart never doubted the truth of it, and we all three believed that to be the effect of chance which, in facT, was the concerted plan of Gervoife and his mailer. " The young foldier paid great attention to Father Clement, and foon ingratiated himfelf in his favour. When Gervoife re- turned, 1 took my leave of my nurfe. — Our new friend begged leave to accom- pany us, and ordered Gervoife to follow. " My mind was filled with the idea of this too charming young man. I faw him in my vi lions of the night, and he v/as constantly before my eves in the day: the 184- CELIN'A ; OR thoughts of him obtruded at all times, and in my moil ferious moments he ftood be- tween me and my duty. " One day Father Clement fpoke of his new friend in ilich ten;is as convinced me that lie thought well of him ; and, after ibme little preface, told me that Monfieur du Saint had afked his permiilion to pay his addreffes to me. " This,' faid the good friar, ' I cannot object to, if it meets your wifh. If this young man be fueh as you approve, and could pafs your life with ; if the profeflion of a foldier has no terrors in it to you ; in fhort, if you fhould choofe to give Monfieur du Saint the right of protecting you, you have my confent. But the term of your courtfhip muft be fhort, as you, my dear Maria, have no mother under whofe eye his vifits can be received; and it is not confident with the rules of this convent for even boarders to receive male vifitors, par- ticularly in the character of a lover. I know no period of a woman's life fo dan- gerous as the moments fhe paries with her lover after fhe has avowed her tendernefs for him, till the hour of becoming Ms wife. ' " You are no doubt furprifed to hear TflE WIDOWED BRIDE. 185 fuch fentiments and opinions from an old reclufe, who had been flint up for years within' the cold and dreary walls of a con- vent; but his lii'e had been chequered- misfortune had trod hard on his heels. In the courfe of my hiftory 1 mud relate his ; it being fo interwoven with mine, it* is im~ poflible to avoid it. " I frankly confeifed to Father Clement that I felt a great prepofieffion in favour of Captain du Saint ; that he certainly was the only man I ever faw who had made the leaft imprefllon on my heart ; and that my mind had dwelt with delight on his idea 1 ever iince I faw him. " lie praifed my candour, and faid he was glad to find me rife above, the little arts and falfe delicacy of my fex ; that it was an honour to every woman, and a com- pliment to her heart and underftanding, candidly to own when fhe feels an attach- ment for a worthy man. ' And fuch,.\ added he, ' 1 truft Frederic du Saint is. — I knew him when a boy, and loved him: tenderly. The cemmandant fent him for education to Paris, and it is now fifteen years fince I faw him laft. R3 186 celina; or, tf For family reafons,' continued he, ' the commandant and I have dropped all intercourfe with each other, although in our youth we were infeparahle friends.' 11 Here the dear man ihed tears, and be- came almoft inarticula f e. When he- reco- vered himfelf a little, he exclaimed — " O God ! accept of my contrition ! — For many years have I endeavoured to ex- piate my crime ! — I will atone for the in- jury I have done the mother, by my at- tention to the fon !' " This ejaculation, and the vifible per-»- turbation of his mind, excited my curioiity to know what diftrerTed him. He evaded my queftion, and I loon forgot the circum- ftance in my own more momentous con- cerns. " When I was alone my mind was bufy in retracing paft fcenes, and anticipating the future. I already fancied mylelf the happieft woman in the world. " The next day Father Clement and Frederic made me a vifit ; when the latter was introduced to me as my future huf band. " Father Clement then left us together, and went to inform the abbefs of my in- THE WIDOWED BRIDE. IS? tended marriage. She difapproved of what lie had done, and faid, he ought rather to have weaned me from the world, and made me a fitter of that convent, than marry me to a foldier. She was forry he had no more reipect for the church than to give me up to the world. 1* The holy Father laid, his conference acquitted him , he felt he had done right, and that was enough. Frederic did not let thefe moments pals un- improved j and when Father Clement return- ed, ' I was gone whole years in love,' if you will allow me to ufe the exprcihon of one of your Englilh authors. " In three weeks after, Father Clement gave my hand to the delighted Frederic. — - F felt my happinefs fupreme, ana only wiih- ed it might be permanent. " I felt a little perplexed on account of not being introduced fco Frederic's father ; nor could I account for it. Yet I dreaded to afk ! it was a riddle I feared to folve ; but I made myfelf content, hoping all was right, as Father Clement conduced the whole. " On the evening of my marriage day, when he was about to give us his bleiiiug v I8S celina ; OR, and take his leave, I told him we wanted the bleiiing of another father to make our happinefs complete, and declared my im- eafinefs at not having been prefented to him. " Father Clement looked agitated, the tears fwam in his eyes ; with a trembling- hand he took mine and preffed it to his heart, < My dear Maria,' faid he, in a faltering voice, l . do not let that grieve you : reft affined, that the father of Fre- deric loves you as ardently as I do !' ci He turned quickly out of the room, repeating bis benediction: the diftrefs vi- fible in his face affected me, but it was quickly forgot in. the tender endearments of my Frederic. The time of abfence which my huiband had obtained, from his colonel being ex- pired, we were bufy in preparing for our journey to Paris. Margaretta begged to attend me, to which I had no objec- tion ; but I felt the fevered pangs at the thought of parting with Father Cle- ment. " Two days before we left Auvignon,- Freckric received an affectionate note from his father, inviting. us to fpend the remain- THE WIDOWED BRIDE. *$$ tier of our time with him. Father Clement was with us when the note was brought, and it was agreed that he fhould meet us on the morning that we left Auvignon, and go with us to Xifmes. " The e.-)!iiL'andant reeeived us with great kisuLjcis, and we fpent two liappy days at his home. " On tiie iecond evening, after I had retired to my room, my father-in-law knocked at my chamber door, and delired to be admitted. * I am come, my dear child,' faid he, ' to take my leave of you ; as you intend to begin your journey early, you will exciue my not rifiug.' And after laying numnerlels kind things to me, begged I would make the duty of a wife my hourly ftudy ; and added, that I was united to one of the worthieft and moil amiable men in the kingdom, who was de- ierving of my kindeft attention, and that his prayers mould be daily offered up for our happinefs. V He then prefented me with a hanci- fome pocket-book, begging I would accept it as a mark of his efteem, and bade me an. affectionate adieu. ci On opening the pocket-book I found an order on his banker for five hundred 190 celina ; OR, louis. On the paper the order was wrapped in was wrote, ' Dear Maria, this {mall fum is for yon ; life it with discretion, and al- ways confider me your banker.' This mark of his father's kindnefs and generoiity, gave Frederic the moil heartfelt pieafure. " The next morning we began our jour- ney at an early hour. I left" the houfe of Monfieur du Saint with fome decree of re- gret; but Frederic was in high fpirits, and foon difpelled the weight which often op- prefies the mind when the heart is over- flowing with gru iude on leaving the houfe of a friend from whom unexpected favours have been received. " At the place appointed we met Father Clement : he took his feat in the carriage, and heard with pleafure the kind reception I met with from M. du Saint. " This was the fiift time I had been fo long in a carriage iince the death of Madam Renneau. When 1 arrived at Nifines I found myfelf much fatigued, and prevailed on Frederic to ftay two days. " Although wearinefs was my only ex- cufe, yet, in fact, the pain 1 felt at the idea of bidding adieu to Father Clement for years,, perhaps for ever, was the fole THE WIDOWED BRIDE. ]()1 caufe of my wiihing to prolong our ftay at Nifmes* " On the third morning we continued our journey. The feparation from Father Clement was more than I could well bear ■ it was the {hit grief I ever felt. 193 CELINA ; OR, C H A P. XII. Oh ! the foft commerce, O ! the tender ties ! Clofe twitted with the fibres of the heart, Which broken, break them, and drain off the foul Of human joy, and make it pain to live. And is it then to live ? when fuch friends part ; "lis the furvivor dies. Young. " C\^ m y arrival at Paris, I was obliged ^-J to apply to the milliner and tailor before I could be feen. Frederic loft no time in fixing me in a houfe, which he furniihed with great tafte ; and in lefs than a month I was introduced to all his friends. ' ( Time flew imperceptibly away ; all was love, harmony, and uninterrupted plea- fure ; weeks, months, paffed on, and ap- peared but days. I constantly correfponcled with Father Clement, and was frequently favoured with a letter from Monfieur du Saint. THE WIDOWED BUIDE. !<)3 "In the fecond year of our marriage, I prefented Frederic with a daughter ; but had the misfortune to lofe her four months after. " In the third year, my hufband arrived at the rank of colonel in the Guard du Corps. It then became neceilary for me to pay my refpecls at Court. The king and queen received me graeiouily ; but being far advanced with my fecond child, on my third appearance I received permif- fion to withdraw from court. " In a fhort time after I prefented Fre- deric with a fon, which gave him inexpref- fible pleafure ; and he fent off an exprefs to inform his father of it, as alio the good Father Clement. " Monfieur du Saint received the news joyfully, and defired he might not be bap- tized till his arrival at Paris, which would be in a few days. We had a fplendid chrif- tening, and before my father left Paris lie gave me a handfome prefent for my young Frederic. " The day after my dear boy was bap- tifed, while I was engaged with the com* pany, a courier arrived with a letter for me. On opening it, I found it came from my mother ; judge of my furprife ! Evcrv line Vol. I. S 194- celixa; or, breathed love and maternal affection. It itated, that ilie and my father were over- joyed at having traced and found a long loft daughter, and that in lefs than two hours they hoped to embrace me. " I attempted to write, but could not ; therefore ordered the courier into the room, and gave him a verbal m eft age. He faw, by the agitation I was in, that it was im- poffible for me to fend any other. " As fdon as he was gone, I fent a fer- vant to the colonel, who was engaged with his foldiers, defiling he would come to me immediately. I knew fo tender an inter- view would require his fupporting pre- fence ; befides, I was defirous of -prefen ting- to my parents the moft valuable treafure a woman can pofTefs, a truly affectionate huf- band, a good father, a warm and fmcere friend, and a worthy pious Chriftian. Such was my Frederic, and as fuch I wifhed my parents to receive him. " He inftantly returned with the {ef- vant, and, on reading the letter which I put into his hand, for I could not articu- late a word, he expreffed much joy and furprife, and tenderly congratulated me on the profpect of fo great an addition to my happine/s. V THE WIDOWED ERIDE. 19$ " In vain did I endeavour to compofe iny agitated nerves ; my heart beat with fuch redoubled quicknefs, as the time of their viiit drew nigh, that the palpitation became infupport ably painful. lS At length the fervant announced their arrival, Firderic flew to meet them, and J had fearcely got half-way acrofs the room When they entered. The meeting was ten- der on both fides, and when the flirt effu- iions of jay were over (which were vented in outward figns of forrow) my mother de* fired to hear a detail of my life. I minutely related my ftory. They then expreifed a great defire to fee and thank Father Cle- ment for his great care of me. " I knew nothing could induce him to make a vifit to Paris, therefore it was agreed that they fhould take Auvignon in their way to Naples, at which place my father had fome bufincis to tranfac~t. On Mar- garetta my mother was lavi/h with her pre- sents and thanks. " What gave me the higheft iatisfaclion was the attachment that appeared to take place between my parents and Frederic. — • They pafled near a month with us. On 4 taking leave my mother gave me live hun- dred crowns, and my father fettled with S.2 IQ6 celista; or, the colonel how he mould remit him three thoufand crowns from Spain ; to which place they returned in a few months. The fon they left in England they found alfo married, with a family of three chil dreri, the eldeft of which, my dear Henry, is your father. The fon was in polTeffion of all Ills grandfathers^ eftate ; to him they wrote while at Paris, informing him of their having found me. " About three years after the depar- ture of rny parents, I was itirprifed by a vift from my grandfather and his family. — My brother had married a young lady, who, tho' Englifh, was niece to Don Alvara, the Spanifh ambaffador to the court of France. My brother wifhed that Mrs. Guraville fliould pay her refpecls to her uncle, and that he fliould become perfonally known to a filler that, till within a few years, he had not heard of. " They fpent three months- of uninter- rupted pleafure at my chateau, near Ver failles, to which place the court was re- moved for the fummer. Your father, my dear Henry, was near feven years old, his fifters were younger ; they died foon after their return. " I accompanied my brother and filler a few miles beyond Paris, on their retup-* THE WIDOWED BRTDE. VJ7 to England ; at parting- we promifed to correfpond. I alio promifed to make a vint to England, and lhould have kept my word could Frederic have got leave of ab- " My time was pleafantly divided be- tween the court and my domeftic concerns ; yet I muft own, that pleafure engrolfed by far too much of my time. A brother fa lately found, and fo little known, was fooft forgot ; two letters were all that ever palled between us. " Twelve years rolled on in a routine of pleafure and happinefs, till a moft alarm- ing illnefs feized the father of my Frederic. He obtained leave of abfence to attend his dying parent. I determined to accompany him, knowing that in fo trying an hour, he would {land in need of comfort. li We fet otf inltantly, with my little boy and Margaretta. On our arrival at Auvignon we found Monfieur du Saint given over by his phyfrcians.; he lived but three davs after. %/ " A few hours before he died, he called for me, and defired the child to be brought to him. lie killed the little Frederic, them fent him out of the room. He held out his hand, I laid mine in it, which he prelled S 3 198 celika; or, gently to his lips, aiking God to blefs me, and begged me to continue to love my hufband and fon, then waved his hand for me to leave the room. " I was happy to obey, as I then could give vent to my tears, for my feelings grew painfully oppreflive, from repreffing them in the prefence of the fuffering worthy man. " My Frederic remained fome time with his father, converting and praying with him. Monfieur du Saint took from behind his pillow a large packet, tied and fealed. 6 In this, my dear fon,' faid he, ' is my will and a letter for Father Clement. I hope I have done what is juft and right ; after my deceafe fend the letter as directed. God blefs you ; be faithful to my memory. Leave me, for I am inclined to fleep.' " After a (lumber of about two hours, he awaked placid and calm. He again fent for Frederic, defired him to raife him up on the pillow, in doing which he expired in his arms. " The letter was fent immediately, to Father Clement, who came and rendered us ail the affiftance in his power. " By his will, Monfieur du Saint left Frederic in full poifcflion of all his eftate and ready money. The eftate was entailed THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 199 on my fon. Frederic found his prefence would be necelTarv for the arrangement of his affairs, which would require fome time ; lie therefore wrote to his general, informing hi m of his father's death, and, in an in- direct manner, aiked to fucceed him in the command of the town. " The letter was fhown to the king*, and in a ihort time he was fummoncd to town, to refign his commiflion, and receive the appointment of commandant of Auvignon. " This news was received joyfully by me. The beauties of Auvignon, its fhady walks, woods, and hills, had more charms in them, than all the pompous and fplen- did, but fatiguing and infipid pleafures of a court. Pleafures that fatiate and pall ; a repetition of which debilitates the body, and renders the mind vapid and fpiritlefs at leafr, if it does not vitiate and corrupt. — At the age of twenty-two I fought them with avidity ; but at thirty I turned from them with difguit. ' * It is impoffible for me to defcribe, or you to. imagine, happinefs fo fuprcmc as mine. I was the adoration of the little world I moved in, my own family ; it was all the world I knew, and was comprifed in four perfons, befidcs my domeftics. Margaretta I always looked upon as a parent. £00 celina; or, "Of the love and obedience they paid me. I was as proud as ever a king was when he received the homage of a nation. " Six years glided away in an uninter- rupted feries of pleafure and content, till it happened one morning that my hufoand, together with young Frederic, left Auvig- Bon to make a vifit to a gentleman for two days, who lived about ten leagues off. " They chofe to go on horfeback, at- tended only by one iervant. Their road lay through a foreft of great extent. When they had rode into it about a league and. a half, they heard a great ruftling among the bullies, and in a few minutes five armed men made their appearance. They were part of a banditti that was known to infeft a foreft fifteen leagues from this, but had never committed any depredations fo near Auvignon. " The fervant, as foon as he faw them, drew one of his piitols and fired at two that were endeavouring to flop his horfe. One he killed on the fpot, the other, from fur- prife, reeled and fell over the body of his- companion, which gave the fervant time to life his other pifhoi to the fame effect. " The other three were attempting to flop the horfes of my hufband and ion.. THE WIDOW ED BRIDE. - £01 Frederic's- horfe, being an high fpirited animal, would not furTer the robbers to touch his bridle, but let off full fpeed with his matter. During his horfe's flight, my huiband had the misfortune to ftrike his knee again ft a tree, which gave him ex- treme pain ; nor could he rein in his horfe ; all his endeavours were in vain. The animal did not flop till I e reached the gate of AuvFgnon. " Frederic was diftra&ed to think that liis ion and fervant were left to the mercy of the robbers, and inftantly ordered a party of foldiers to their affiftance. " The fervant fought bravely, and de- fended himfelf againft a third robber, while the other two were dripping my fon. A company of peafants coming "in fight, on their way to a village fituated on the fkirts of tire forefr, to partake of a feftive dinner and dance, fuch as are often given here at the clofe of the vintage ; on their approach the villains fled, and in their haite dropped a great part of my ion's cloaths. " The dear boy put on that part of his drefs which they by accident had left behind, mounted his horfe, and, in that half naked ftate, rode home. The peafants conducted them to the great road, £02 CELINA ; OR, when they met the party of men who were coming to their affiftance. " When I law my lmfband return alone I 'was very much alarmed ; but when I heard the perilous fituation he iiad left my child in, and the faithful Peter, a cold fhivermg ran through my veins, a violent tremor ihook my whole frame, and I funk fenfelefs on the floor. " When life returned, and I opened my eyes, the hrft object I law was my fori watching over me. The joy affected me equal to the fright, and I fell into a fecond fwoon. t( On recovering again, I enquired for Tny Frederic, and Avas informed he had gone to reft, having received a blow on the knee. iC I flew to his chamber, and found him in A 7 iolent pain. The furgeon foon re- turned from yifitin-g Peter, who, he faid, had received a dreadful contufion on the head, and that already a violent fever had taken place, which excluded all hope of his recovery. " I immediately fent for a nurfe to at- tend him. My felt and Margaretta never left my Frederic's room. 1 had a pal- let brought in, on which we alternately retted.. THE WIDOWED ERIDE. 203 " My dear Ton was no otherwife hurt than from fright, of which he quite re- covered the next morning ; but my Fre- deric grew worfe every hour. " On the third morning the faithful Peter expired. The death of this invalu- able fervant 1 felt feverely ; it would have afflicled me much more, had not my huiband's alarming ftate of health en- groffed my whole foul. I had no thoughts but of him. " On their next vifit, the phyfieians hinted their doubts of his recovery. No- thing could equal the fhock this infor- mation gave me. Still I did not render myiclt ufelefs by yielding to extravagant grief, but if poffible redoubled my atten- tion. " Now my dear friends," faid the lady (wiping away a tear of tender re- lle&ion), " I promifed to give you a little count of Father Clement's life, and I think it will be proper to introduce it at this period of my own. The bell now rings for vefpers, I muft attend. /his account was written by himfelf. He gave it to me the morning after the phyfieians had pronounced my hufband in damrer. 2Q4 -CELI-NA ; on, " Take this my dear Maria,' faid lie ' if Frederic is able to attend, read the con- tents of this paper to him ; but tell him I beg he will ipare me !' At. the agitation which fliook his whole frame I was ailo- nifhed, and before I could aik one queftion he left me. " I haftened to the fick room, and found my hufband much refrefhed by a long ileep. I related to him what had palled between Father Clement and me.— ^ Then broke the feal of this paper and read the contents." The lady abhefs then left the gentlemen to per life the fad ftory of Father Clement. — Lord Wilmington undertook to read it. u MY DEAR FREDERIC, " This ihort account of my unhappy *'* life, I have penned for your perufal.— " I feel my health decaying hourly. I ct cannot fupport the thoughts of quitting " this world and leave you ignorant that E. £07 ; a woman fo regardlefs of her own hon- * our, will refpect that of her huiband ? " Jn fine, I yielded to the cruel, wretch- :i ed fophiftry. I expected, in tender, u fond, affectionate woman, more than :; heroic hrmnefs and rci'iftance. My ideas " of female virtue were carried to a ro- u mantle height. I thought nothing could " he advanced to palliate my Ifabella's " fault, nor would I accufe my (elf of ;i having that ihare in it which, to my " fhame, fojuftiy attached to me. " With a heart full of love, and ahead <( full of falfe ideas of virtue and honour, c ' to fupport which I was well ftored with " fophiftical logic, I left the dear devoted " Iiahella a prey to the bitterer!: anguiih. <( Oh ! accurfed day ! and more accurfed u wretch that I was ! " I continued to rove from town to vil- " lage. Each pleafure I partook of was " in'iipid. My mind was reftlefs and mi- Ci ferable ; the image of the injured Ifa- ci hella conftantly purfucd me! me haunted : ' mc in mv di earns in the moft ehanly " forms and dreadful fittiationt ! Nothing " could engage my attention for an inftant: t: the recollection of her injuries haunted 208 celtna; or, " me, and lier lovely weeping form was " ever prefent to my diffracted thoughts. " Six months did I rove about a wretch- u ed being, when I Mas feized with a vio- li lent fever, the confequenee of the per- i{ tmbed Hate of my mind. My life was " despaired of. Tire good people, under V whofe care I was, lent for a worthy ci prieft to confefs me; to him I opened \i the ft ate of my foul, and the caufe of my " voluntary exile. " From this worthy man I received every ci comfort I could expect. He convinced " me that Ifabellea fell an innocent viciini i( to my unwarrantable pafiion, and that I " had added much to my firft crime by " meanly leaving her expofed to the re- " fentment of her diftrefied, and perhaps " enraged father. " He entreated me, as I valued the " health of my foul, to return as foon as i( I was able, throw myfelf at her feet, ?* and beg forgivenefs of her and her " family, and inftantly make her my wife. i< The frequent exhortations of this good ** man greatly accelerated my recovery. I << immediately returned, fought my uncle, " entreated his forgivenefs, and promifed " that every hour of my future life mould «' be dtv.ted to the fuffering Ifabella. THE WIDOWED BRIDE. tlOQ " He fpurned me from bim with indig- nation. I entreated tier brother to mew me to his filter. He behaved to me with more kind mis, and told me his lifter had difcovered her iituation to her father fome months before, and at that moment her life was defpaired of. " This account drove me to a ftate of defperation. In lefs than three weeks after, you, my dear Frederic, fir ft faw the light, and in a week after your an- gelic mother refigned her angel fpirit!— Oh! my fon ! can you endure me? — can you look with complacence on the mur- derer of your mother ? Yes, my Fre- deric ! in me you behold your rather ! and the deftroyer of your mother ! 64 The account of your birth and your dear mother's death was conveyed to me by your grandfather's means ; and, to heighten the diftrefs which the melan- choly event occafioned to me, her death was painted in the higheft colours of re fined mil cry human imagination could invent, and I was branded with the opprobrious titles of villain and mur- derer 1 " My uncle did not long furvive his " daughter, I urged my coufin to give T 3 £10 u you up to my care; but he fternly re- w ' ; tilled, which eaufed an altercation be- '" tween us, and we parted highly dif- li pleafed with each other. " My couft^n vowed, in his paffion, never " to hold intercourse with me again, and il fecretly removed to Auvignon, where the i( melancholy ftory of his family was not ei ^ n own ; and there he paffed for a young u widower, and you his infant fon. *. " The whole tenor of his life, and alio his dying words, evinced the tender af- fection he felt for you. I made many attempts to fee you, but in vain : the eagle-eyed vigilance with which you if were watched could not be evaded. — ie Your nurfe was proof againft all my " entreaties and bribes. " On my couhVs removal, I caufed him Ci to be watched. ' In a few days my faith- Ci ful fpies returned and informed me where u he had fixed his refidence, probably for u life. To which place I determined to '• follow him, and never lofe fight of the " habitation that flickered my dear infant ; < c lor whom I felt a father's fondnefs, " Soon after my arrival here, I met a iC fervant grrl walking on the grand pro- ' c menade with you in her arms. Although u fhe was a ftranger to me, yeta fudden THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 214 prefentiment at piy heart told me tire child which fhc held in her arms was- my foil. " I admired the babe, and, after kiffmg it, enquired in a carcleis manner to whom it belonged; ' Monheur du Saint, ' laid flie, adding, that it was not her em- ploy to attend him ; that his nurfe had been ill, but was getting better. " All the tender feelings of a father thrilled through my veins, and redoubled the palpitation of my heart. I preifed you to my breail, and bedewed your face with my tears. You i'miled"; I felt it as a reproach. The itrong re- femblance you bore to your mother itruck me forcibly : all her injuries and fufrer- irigs ruined on my mind, and harrowed up my foul. Ci The contortion of my features, and the wild flare of my eyes, frightened the girl. She fnatched you from my con- vulfivc gralp, and left me precipitately. " The next morning, and many follow- ing ones, I fought in vain for the girl and her infant charge, and regretted fmcerely that I did not take you from her when I had you in my arms. " During the firft week of my folitudel formed a refolution of becoming a mem- 2 12 CEL1NA ; OR - ber of the holy brotherhood of a Qarthu- ' fian convent, and there expiate my fins, < by devoting my life to heaven, and good < works towards my fellow mortals. I ' wrote to this effect to my parents, and ' they approved of my dehgn, juftly ob- ' ferving, that my . injuftice and cruelty to ' the lovely Ifabella fully demanded fuch ' a facrifice. " They lent me a letter of recommenda- < tion to the abbot, who received me with ' every mark of refpech In the courfe ' of my noviciate I proved m} fell worthy ' of his friendfhip. I had frequently the ' happinefs of feeing and fometimes play- 6 ing with you in my walks, for our order ' does not infliel; feclufion. " With pleafure I faw you grow up to 1 the age of five years, when you went for f education to Paris, and I faw you no ' more till that happy evening I met you < in Margaretta's garden. The day that. 1 < joined your fate to that of the beloved ' Maria was the only one of pure delight I ' have ever tafted fmce I parted with your ' dear mother. Little did I think when < I was watching over the infant years 1 of Maria that I was guarding the future < wife of my beloved Frederic. 7'HE WIDOWED BRIDE. 21 3 K My dear fon ! pity the faults of your father ! but do not defpjfe him. Thus " much may be allowed to extenuate my " crimes : in the firft inftance, I was 14 hurrietf on in the full tide of youth by u the momentary impulfe of patlion ; in '• the fecond, but molt accnrfed of all acts, " I erred more from the head than the " heart. a 1 have but one requeft to make* grant <; me that, and I Uiall die happy !' Receive '' me — embrace me as your father i let me " for onee enjoy the indescribable pleafure " of hearing you. call me by that endearing " name ; and let me die in the affurance of " pofleffirig your filial love." Lord Winington had not long con- eluded this little narrative when the lady abbefs returned, and after a few comments on the unhappy life of Father Clement, ihe relumed her flory. " The furprife Which the contents of that paper gave my Frederic was very, great ; but it had no vifible effect on his (iiforder. He defired me to fend for his father. He came; hut the fcene was too moving for me to behold, and I- left the room. 214 celixa; or, r* Whew I returned I found a placid fe« rene fmile pervade the countenance of both. 1 Come, my daughter/ laid the good old man, holding out. his hand, ' lei me em- brace you as the wife of my fon ! This is the happy moment I have fo long whhed for. Many anxious hours have I fpent, painfully divided between hope and fear. — Giten have I formed refolutiors, and as • often have I broke them. ,1 knew, I felt I was in full porTeffion of your efteem ; to nfk the lofs of winch I was unwilling. I was fenfihle the regard you felt for me ex- ceeded common friendfhip, and feared the very means I took to. heighten your en- dearing affect ion would deprive me of thofe favourable fentiments you then entertained of me ; but I am grateful and happy to find you ftill regard me beyond my hopes/ " Frederic appeared fomewhat better all that day, and we flattered ourfelves his dif- order had taken a happy and an unexpected turn ; but, alas ! all our hopes vaniihed in the evening. His diforder returned with redoubled violence ; the fever rofe to an alarming height; it baffled the flail of the phyficians, and on the third day my dear huiband expired in the arms of his new found father. TAE WIDOWED BRIDE. 215 k * This fevere flroke on my Jcareft, ten- dereft affections, for a time deprived me of my reafon, and nearly my exiftence. For days I kept my chamber, fenfible to nothing but my irreparable lofs ; nor could the prefence of my fon, or the good Father Cle- ment roufe me, or for a moment arrefl my attention. I was for weeks totally abforpt in grief. v - The pious old man bowed with humble lubmifhon to the Divine will. He felt the full weight of his woes ; but murmured not : he trifled the rod of affliction ! and bleffed the hand that dealt the falutary cor- rection. " Had my Frederic lived, ' laid the for- rowing old man, with a %h, ' my hap pinefs would have been too perfect. Yet, to what have I lived? J nit acknowledged and received as a father by the belt of men, who pitied the frailties of my youth, com- m iterated my long fuffering, and vowed to fmooth, with the tender hand of filial af- fection, the rugged path of feeble age. — Why did I live to enjoy the delectable mo- ments of embracing my Frederic as my fon, and yielding to all the tender raptures and untie feelings of a father, and indulging fbnd fancy in the fallacious hope that 216 celina, or ; each day, each future hour of my life, would be rendered delightful by the en- dearing -fociety of my children. But, alas! how fragile is the bafis on 'which we mor- tals build our hopes. O! Mother of God ! O ! Holy Virgin ! teach me to bear my ibr- rows like a father and a Chriftian.' iC Thus did the good old man indulge for the firft day of his trouble ; but he fought the comforts of religion, and in that found relief from all his griefs. He turned all his thoughts on me and his dear grand- ibn. After the fhft tumult of my un- bounded -Ibrrow had fubfided, he begged to fee me, and 1 found much comfort in his converfation. Hi As foon as the obfequies were paid to the dear remains of my Frederic, I returned my thanks to the whole circle of my ac- quaintance for their kind enquiries, and declined feeing any company. My time was divided between my domeftic con- cerns and the dear fociety of my father and fun. iC Father Clement continued his inftruc- tions to Frederic till he was turned of nine- teen. It then was thought neceflary for him to extend his knowledge by travelling. A proper tutor was fixed on to attend him, THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 217 his grandfather thought no expence too much to render his travelling eafy and pleafant. '• As it was early in fpring, it was deter- mined that he fhould crois France to Ger- many, and pay his refpecls to the court of Vienna, to which he had letters ; then pafs the Tyrol, and fpend the winter in Italy. — He left me in good health and fpirits ; nor did I much give way to the feelings of the mother till the chaife drove from the door : the movement of the wheels was a (hock to my foul, and as their noife died on my ears, fo funk my fpirits, and I fainted in my father's arms. " Returning life was fucceeded by flrong hyfterics, the confequence of difguifing and fupprefling my feelings till they became too ftrong for nature to oppofe, and broke forth with redoubled violence on my mattered frame. The perturbed ftate of my mind was not to be calmed ; even the weighty arguments of Father Clement nearly failed. u On the third morning after their de- parture I received *a letter from Frederic, one from Abby Longfrang, and two for Father Clement. This was the only balm for my mind. Vol. L U 218 celixa; or, " His letter breathed nothing but filial love and affection. All he had feen was delightful, and he was full of gratitude to pre and his grandfather (Jie always wrote to him as fuch, though his confanguinity to us was kept a fecret), for having fent him on his travels, from which he hoped to de- rive much knowledge and plealure. He alfo fpoke in the higheft terms of the Abbv Longfrang. He promifed to write every pott. " Father Clement was my only compa- nion : he alwa3 T s dined and ipent the even- ing with me till the hour of vefpers. Our dear abfent boy Mas our con ft ant fubjec~l ; nothing afforded us a moment's eonverfa- tion but him. If at any time we were led to difcufs the fubjeel of the day, we were infenfibly led on till we found Frederic was the end of our difcourfe, whatever was the beginning. 64 Thus palled two years, when my hap- piness was one morning deftroyed by the following letter : " MY DEAR MOTHER, " By imprudently exploring the an- " cient ruins of Peftom, night came ou THE WlDOVVETl BRIDE. 1219 unexpectedly, and we were obliged to pais it in a hut, built to fhelter the poor ibuls whofe fate it b to watch the buf- falos. " Knowing the danger of falling afleep ; yet every endeavour to keep off the ibmnolence I felt myfelf inclined to, was in vain. I fiept, as did the worthy Abbv Lonofian^*, and we now feel the *■' O Or bad e fleets of the mal-aria, fo fatal to the natives. " I am now, my dear mother, on my way to you. The Abby Longfrang Hops at Rome, as it is impofiible for him to travel." " I was in a Hate of the moft diftreffing nneafmefs till he arrived, when the fight of him alarmed me exceedingly. His funk eye and pallid cheek ; his ikin had the ap- pearance and feel of parchment ; a white thick faliva worked out of the corners of his mouth, which, with the rotundity of his body, filled me at once with the idea of madnefs and poifon. " The fever, my dear friends, that is caught by flceping, in what the natives call the mal-aria, is of the intermitting U2 220 celina; or, kind. It deceives and baffles the /kill of the phyficians, like your Engliili ague, but is far more dangerous and fatal in its effects. " Every phyiician within fifty miles of Auvignon, with one from Paris, Mere called in, and in the courfe of three months the fever yielded to the medicines ; but its con- comitant effects could not be remedied. A rapid decline followed. t( I attended him to Nice, but without effect. Travelling fatigued him; he ap- peared reftlefs and uneafy from his vene- rable grandfather. . We returned home at -"his earned defire. He grew worfe : the good man and myfelf alternately watched by him day and night. " The third day of the feventh week, after our return home, he took a mofl af- fectionate leave of me and his grandfather, then fell into a fweet fleep, from which he only waked to fay, ' God blefs you !' Held out a hand to each, and expired. " You, no doubt, my dear young friends, are furprifed at my defcribing, fo minutely, afcene fo dreadfully melancholy, apparently unmoved : believe me, the recollection of the moft trifling action of his fets TIT E WIDOWElT CHIDE. 221 my feelings afloat ; and repeat but his name, and you touch the grand key that opens a fource of the keen eft anguilh, and brings too forcibh to my mind the forlorn ftate of the child lets widow, and the affecting fuffer- ings of her only child. ki Yet, long habituated to dwell on his fad florv, I am at length become fo far miurefs of my feelings as not to let them be vifible in my countenance. This I en- deavoured to effect in kindnefs to thofe friends who indulged me with their atten- tion, while I related the melancholy ac-> count of my life ; it. is a kind nefsthat no one would deny me, could they imagine the; pleafure it affords me to repeat it ; it fooths my fpirits, and leads my thoughts out of themielvcs. " Pardon this digreffion, and I will re- fume my. tale of woe. " This fecond blow to our happinefs was more than Father Clement could bear. — Scarce had the remains of my dear boy been laid by his father's, which were, by the defire of Father Clement, depofited in the cemitery of his convent, when the good man funk beneath this final ftroke to all his earthly happinefs. V 3 222 " I faw with terror the inroads grief was making on his health, and to bear him up I aliumed a eheerfulnefs and tranqui- lity I did not feel. I dreaded the mo- ment — yet I faw it mufl come ; I faw that death ! infatiable death ! was not fatif- rled. I had another dear friend left, and he too muft be torn from me. — Great God ! I would fay, in my morning orifons, and my evening prayeis, fpare me this dear — this only — this invaluable friend ! My prayers did not avail. He was taken from me. My ciip of woe was full ! " I faw myfelf alone in the world, a for- lorn miferable being. When I was fuffi- ciently recovered from this laft affliction to think a moment on myfelf, I determined to feek an afylum in fome happy fifterhood. What convent to make choice of I knew not ; none in, or near Auvignon, did I ap- prove, " While I was in this un fettled ftate, Abby Longfrang arrived ; the fight of liim renewed my forrows. Pie was ignorant of the fate of his pupil, for, in my greater griefs, the uneafinefs I mould have felt on his account was loft ; nor did I once think of writing to him. In the account of my THE WIDOWED BRIDE. 2$fr ion's death, he faid, he read his own fen- tence. " Abby Longfrang entered into the fettling of ray affairs with all- the avidity his health would admit. I found him a,, man of fenfe, honour and integrity ; he appeared interefted in all that concerned me, and I appointed him ray ft e ward, which oiiice.be accepted with gratitude. IJe d\ reeled me in my choice of a convent, and I did not make ray vows till I had been here two years. " I felt much attached to the abbefs and fitters in general. In their fociety I re- gained that tranquility of mind, which in the world would hourly have been difturbed by objects familiar to the eye ; objects ad- mired and enjoyed in happier days, when bleifed with the fociety of the friends of ray foul— friends on whofe memory I de light to contemplate. " To this folitudc I owe the power of contemplating, to acquire that happy compofure to which I am arrived, for in the world it would have been impoffible ; furrounded by a crowd of bufy envious friends (for under that fpecious narae they iill your chamber;, and, with an unfeeling impertinence, talk over the caufe of your 224 CELINA,; OR, grief, tear open your wounds, and probe them to the very fource, till the mind is pained, and the already too^oppreifed heart links from their harih and coarfe attempts to enliven it. " In this retreat my forrows were left to fubfide of themfelves. . My time was di- vided between my religious duties and the fociety of the filters. The falutary effects of their converfation I foon felt ; my mind was reftored to its natural ftrength. I did not forget the pall;, yet the recollection diffufed a melancholy pleafure through my foul, dilated my heart, and led my thoughts to the blcft abodes of the dear departed fpirits, whole lofs I filently lamented. " The good Abby Longfrang faithfully executed the truft repofed in him for five years, during which timehe was daily finking: under a flow hectic fever, which at laft ter- minated in his death. " The perfon in whofe hands he deposited the papers of my eftate has continued to manage it with equal honour and probity. It is upwards of twenty years fince I made this convent my refidence, and the happy hours, my dear friends, I have pafled in your company have, in fome degree, re- called me to the world. THE WIDOWED BRIDE. £25 I have thought a little on my pecuniary affairs, and have made my will. Although I breathe happily the air of Nifmes, yet when the great God of my falvation fees fit to call me to a ftate of heavenly probation, it is my wilh that my body ihould be laid in the fame grave with my huiband, ion, and father." As the lady abbels concluded her hiftory, fhe dropped a fecond tear to the memory of her never to be forgotten friend?* The magnanimity with \yhi ;h ihe fuftained her forrov/s — die religious ferenity that per- vaded her fine countenance, added fuch a dignity to her perfon as to make her appear a being of fuperior order, and impreffed the hearts of all who converfed with her with. devout refpecl. Henry, whofe fine feelings were wrought up to pity's foftefl tones, whofe fympathetic foul melted at a tale of woe, caught the tender infection, and in each eye trembled the redundant cryftal fluid. His aunt held out her hand in token of gratitude for his fenfibihty. He took the offered hand, fell, on his knee, and prelfed it tenderly to hi3 lips with refpectful warmth* His youth, his fine form, and tender prellttre, brough back her Frederic and for- $26 celtna; or, mer happinefs too forcibly to her mind. — • The contlicl; in her ureal! was great, and notwithstanding her apparent religious fir.m- nefs, her eyes too plainly evinced the cha- racter and feelings of the mother were not wholly fubdued. Lord VVinnington raifed Henry from the ground. Mr. Hill led Madam du Saint from the parlour, and commited her to the care of two nuns. After waiting fome time in anxious ex- pectation of her return, a lay fifter brought a meffage, requeuing they would excuie her returning for the night, and that flie begged they would breakfaft with her next morning. END' OF VOLUME FIRST. ,- .' .' V'V V ,' : .• ■' I' ' V V V V / ■ - '■' V ,' UNIVERSITY OF ILLINOIS-URBANA 3 0112 047692428 , , , \ S v i s \ \ -. ' '* '■.