.^, liH y k^ Digitized by the Internet Archive in 2010 with funding from University of Illinois Urbana-Champaign http:7/www.archive.org/details/quitsnovel01taut QUITS; A NOVEL. BY THE BARONESS TAUTPHCEUS, AUTHOR OF "the INITIALS." IN THREE VOLUMES. Vol. I. LONDON: EICHAED BENTLEY, NEW BTJELINGTON STREET. 1857. LONDON: PRINTED BY W. CLOWES AND SONS. STAMFORD STREET. , CONTENTS TO VOL. I. > , CHAPTER I. ;,' PAGE >• In the midst of Life we are in Death . 1 CHAPTER II. A Short Pedigree 10 CHAPTER IIL ■ Down the Rhine and up the Thames . . 26 ■ CHAPTER IV. Leonora Nixon lands, — and forthwith finds ^^ A GrUARDIAN 33 CHAPTER V. The Willows 52 CHAPTER VI. An Enemy procures Leonora an English Home. 65 CHAPTER VII. A City Uncle 83 IV CONTENTS. CHAPTER VIII. PAGE How Leoxora's Name came to be shortened . 105 CHAPTEE IX. A Practical Lesson on the Force of Habit . 120 CHAPTER X. Arrival of, an Addition ? or, an Acquisition ? 132 CHAPTER XL Battledore and Shuttlecock . . .151 CHAPTER XIL To Marry, — or not to Marry, — that is the Question 176 CHAPTER XIIL All Serene 199 CHAPTER XIV. Seven years later 210 CHAPTER XV. Return to Germany after Ten Years' Absence 225 CHAPTER XVI. First Mountain Excursion attempted by the Nixon Family 253 QUITS! CHAPTER I. IX THE MIDST OF LIFE V.'E ARE IX DEATH. The bell of the steamer tolled. A hissing sound of escaping vapour, and the gradual cessation of even the slight motion of a Ehine boat, informed the passengers that they had reached their destina- tion for the night, and induced those who had taken refuge in the cabins from the heat of a July afternoon to commence a tumultuous rush on deck. Stretched on one of the sofas in what is called the pavilion, and perfectly unmoved by the bustle around him, lay a young Englishman, apparently in a pre- carious state of health, and in such very deep mourning that some inquisitive tourists took the trouble to make inquiries about him, and, w^ithout much difficulty, discovered that he was a nobleman returning home to take possession of his estates on the death of his father. Yet great as had been the attention lavished on him during the day by VOL. I. B 2 IX THE MIDST OF LIFE most of the English travellers who had become acquainted with his name and rank, they now all hurried past him without word or look, so wholly intent were they on securing their luggage, and ob- taining apartments at the usually crowded hotels. Two persons who had entered the steam-boat but a couple of hours previously, stopped, however, at the door, looked back and spoke to each other, but in tones so low, that no sound reached the invalid's ear, though, from the direction of their eyes, he had little doubt that he was himself the subject of discussion. Father and daughter they seemed to be, and had attracted his attention directly on their entrance, from the evident desire of both to remain unobserved. The gentleman had the remains of considerable beauty of face and person, disfigured by an unusual degree of corpulence, which, how- ever, he seemed in no way disposed to lessen, for during his short sojourn in the steam-boat he had left the pavilion no less than three times to strengthen and refresh himself with soup, beefsteak, and coffee, each time inviting his daughter to join him, and receiving for answer a quick shake of the head, followed, after he had left her, by a still closer drawing into the corner of the sofa, from which she never moved, and a pressing nearer to the adjacent window, while she raised towards it, to catch the waning light, a volume of Tauchnitz's edition of ' British Authors.' Perhaps this last circumstance, as much as the mysterious whisper- ing of the travellers, had excited his lordship's WE ARE IN DEATH. J curiosity, for he concluded that if she were not English, she at least understood the language, and perfectly too, as her quick reading and expressive changes of countenance proved beyond a doubt. Certain it is that his eyes had seldom wandered from the face of the young girl from the moment of her entrance ; and a charming youthful face it was, with its small undefined nose, lustrous black eyes, well-formed mouth, and high intellectual forehead partially covered by braids of raven hair. But it was the smile that had most of all attracted, for it was the brightest he had ever seen, and the more remarkable as the general expression of the countenance was pensive. She stood now leaning against the cabin door, while her father satisfactorily proclaimed his country, by offering, in very good English, to secure rooms for the invalid, in case he should reach the hotel before him. 'Thank you — you are very kind,' he replied, slowly rising, ' but as I have discovered that this boat goes on with us to-morrow, I have made arrangements for remaining in it. Landing, or rather getting myself under way so early in the morning, fatigues me too much.' He advanced towards them while speaking, and then followed them up the stairs to the deck, where their perfect composure during the scene of con- fusion that ensued, proved them to be experienced travellers. They exhibited none of the anxiety about their luggage, that put the whole ship's com- pany into commotion when the tarpaulin was 4 IIS" THE MIDST OF LIFE removed, which had during the day-time covered the innumerable trunks, boxes, bags, and portman- teaux that had lain heaped together, not a few, as is usual on such occasions, without an address, or even the name of the proprietor. It seemed as if each individual expected at once to have his pro- perty, and the murmuring, growling voices of the men mixed strangely with the sharp, impatient tones of the women. Many, though surrounded by packages of all kmds and dimensions, neither trusting their eyes nor memories, imagined that something must still be failing, and eagerly watched each piece of luggage as it was drawm forward, while the different emissaries from the hotels thrust cards hito their hands, and vociferated recommenda- tions into their bewildered ears. Some oddly- shaped cases, that seemed to have once belonged to a carriage, were pointed out with a silent gesture by the Englishman, and then instantly seized by the nearest porters, w^hile he turned to the invalid, and, taking off his hat, politely hoped to have the pleasure of seeing him the next day. A few minutes afterwards, he and his daughter disap- peared in the long procession of travellers, emis- saries, porters, and truck-drivers, wdio hurried towards the different hotels. An unusually brilliant sunset had left a bright orange-coloured sky that served to render the chief buildings of the town still conspicuous, and which, reflected in the broad tranquil river, gave the warmth of colouring' and distinctness of outline to WE ARE IX DEATH. the numerous boats and their picturesque rigging that is supposed to be peculiar to warmer climes. That recollections of similar places crowded on the memory of the traveller, as he stood alone near the rudder of the steam-boat, is possible, but not very probable, for Englishmen are not prone to medita- tions on past scenes or scenery ; it is more likely that he was thinking of home, and what awaited him there, while his eyes followed slowly the golden ripple on the water, or rested in reverie on the lounging figures of the surrounding boatmen. The colours of evening changed imperceptibly from violet to blue, from blue to grey ; but it was not until the landscape had faded in the twilight, and lights from the suburbs of the town began to glimmer redly through the intervening mist, that he turned away and descended to the pavilion. It is unnecessary to follow^ him. We have but to record that he was reminded of his dark-eyed countrywoman by finding the book she had been reading where she had probably placed it when putting on her bonnet. The name written on the yellow cover w^as 'Nixon,' and, though neither euphonious nor remarkable, it seemed to attract his attention in no common degree, for he repeated it several times, and then murmured, ' Surely a relation of ours married a man of the name of Nixon — yes — certainly, that was the name — and it w^as Harry Darwin's mother — the man a mer- chant, or something of that sort, w^ho became a bankrupt, or — no — squandered his fortune and was 6 IN THE MIDST OF LIFE obliged to live abroad — that was it. Harry never liked speaking of his mother's second marriage or his stepfather; however, I am rather surprised he did not mention this half-sister of his, whom he must have seen repeatedly, for before he began to live in his yacht, he was continually making excursions abroad, and especially to Germany. I wonder is this the man I mean ? My mother said he was a vulgar parvenu — parvenu he may be — vulgar he is not — and as to his daughter — one of whose grandmothers I strongly suspect to have been the black-eyed Susan of nautical celebrity — she is the nicest creature I have seen for an age, and may turn out to be a relation of ours. Let me see ; her maternal and my paternal grandfather having been brothers, w^e should be second cousins — or first cousins once removed — or third cousins — or — At all events the name is a sufficient pretext for commencing an acquaintance with both of them to-morrow, and that I shall certainly do.' At a very early hour the next morning most of the passengers of the preceding day, reinforced by many other's, began to crowd noisily into the steam-boat; not one, however, descended to the cabin until long after the boat had left her moorings, and our traveller was given more than time to finish his breakfast in undisturbed solitude. Tapping rather impatiently on Mr. or JMiss Nixon's book, which he had placed beside him on the table, he awaited the entrance of a group of English who WE ARE IN DEATH. 7 seemed to have chosen the stah's as the place for discussing the events of the previous night; and the words that he overheard proved them to have been of no common-place description : — ' Dreadful — awfully sudden — enormously stout man — looked apoplectic — must have taken place just after he w^ent to bed — the body was quite cold when they broke open the door this morning — the poor girl fainted — I saw her being carried across the passage to her room.' With a degree of anxiety and in- terest that surprised himself, he approached the speakers, and learned from them that Mr. Nixon, their fellow passenger of the previous day, had been found dead in his bed about half an hour before they had left the hotel. * And is his poor daughter quite alone ?' he asked compassionately. 'It seems so, but really I had no time to make inquiries,' answered a gentleman, endeavouring to pass into the cabin. ' Oh I dare say the people at the hotel will do everything that is necessary,' observed a lady, apparently of a more inquisitive and communicative disposition; 'and, at all events, the young lady seemed to me extremely well able to take care of herself under all circumstances. We joined the table d'hote yesterday, when we found that we could not procure a sitting-room, for you know it is only Germans or French who can drink tea in a bed-room ! She and her father were not for dis- tant from us, and my attention was attracted 8 IX THE MIDST OF LIFE towards them by the variety and quantity of meat and sauces devoured by him in the course of half an hour. Poor man ! I did not know it would be his last dinner or supper, whichever he called it — nor he either, of course. But I must say, at a public table I should be sorry to see my daughters so perfectly at their ease as she seemed to be. The manner in which her father made acquaintance with all the people about him was quite extra- ordinary, and the young lady joined in the con- versation with a fluency scarcely becoming her years, and not at all English !' 'I wish,' said the invalid traveller, languidly, *I wish I had gone on shore yesterday evening. I might, perhaps, have been of use. Going back to the aw — aw — town, what's its name ? is aw — out of the question now, as my return home has already been provokingly protracted one way or another.' ' Very kind of your lordship to feel so much interest about a stranger,' rejoined the lady, 'but you may be assured the people at the hotel will pay the greatest attention to this Miss Nixon : my daughters were actually refused a room they par- ticularly wished to have, in order to let her be near her papa, and the whole household was so occupied with her this morning that we came away without breakfast.' This seemed to have been the case with many other passengers also, and a clattering of cups and saucers, and a hurrying to and fro of waiters ensued, which apparently disturbed his lordship's WE ARE IN DEATH. 9 meditations, for he went on deck and watched the swift motion of the steamer, as, aided alike by art and nature, it hurried forward with the stream : the water widening, the banks sinking, and wind- mills serving as landmarks from the time they entered the territories of Holland. Flow on, river, as you have done for ages ! press forward, steam-boat, to complete your daily task — forward as quickly as your impatient passengers can desire — there is but one among them who in the course of the day bestows a passing thought on the orphan girl whose sudden bereavement had that morning so unpleasantly reminded them that ' In the midst of life we are in death.' ( 10 ) CHAPTER II. A SHORT PEDIGREE. Though few people could be induced by tbe sudden death of a stranger at an hotel to protract their journey in order to be of service to the survivor — even supposing that person a young and helpless girl — a return to the town on the Rhine, and a short delay there with the daughter of Mr. Nixon, will scarcely be objected to by any humane novel reader. After the body of the deceased had been examined, and the cause of death ascertained, the civil authorities requested an interview with Miss Nixon, and questioned her respecting her parents, her age, her past life, and future prospects, ex- hibiting very evident satisfaction on learning that she had two uncles in London, was related to the Earl of Medway, and had a step-brother who she described as being of no profession but a gentleman and a baronet. On being advised to write to this brother without delay she was obliged to confess that she did not know his address— her mother had always sent her letters to him under cover to Lord Medway, who had been his guardian, and who had also managed all their English affairs for them. She had never corresponded with her uncles, but A SHORT PEDIGREE. 11 had written to inform Lord Med way of her mother's death, Avhich had taken place some months previously, and she had received a very kind answer ; her brother also had written, but had not come to see them — he and her father had never been on good terms. These few particulars had been in a manner extorted from the poor girl, as, scarcely recovered from the shock she, had so recently received, she leaned her head weeping on the table beside her ; but when, on being asked if she had money to defray her expenses to London, she silently pro- duced a purse full of English sovereigns, they recommended her, without further hesitation, to the care of the landlady of the hotel, who was present; and after a whispered proposal to the latter to give her, in some more convenient place, the necessary directions about the interment of the Englishman, they all withdrew, and Leonora Nixon found her- self, for the first time since she had known her bereavement, alone. She instantly sat upright, pushed her dark hair from her pale face, seemed to listen intently to the sound of the retreating footsteps ; and, when silence was restored to the corridor, she rose, and mur- muring the words_, ' Once more — I must see him once more,' left the room, and ran quickly towards a door at the opposite side of the passage, which she opened with a precipitancy that proved the violence of feelings she had thought it necessary to control in the presence of strangers during the 12 A SHORT PEDIGREE. preceding hour. In the doorway, however, she stood amazed, at first incapable of uttering an articulate sound. No trace of her father was there ; the bed in which he had died was deprived of all its furniture, and a woman with water and a brush stood scouring the interior, as if death had infected the very boards. Strips of carpet hung pendant at the wide-open windows, from which the curtains had been removed, and a housemaid was deluging the painted floor with fresh water, after having placed the chairs and tables in an adjoining room. Somewhat startled by Leonora's sudden appearance, the girl stopped her work, and leaned on her long-handled brush, while Leonora ad- vanced, stammering, ' Where is — is — my — father ?' ' The room must be got ready for the steam-boat passengers this evening, miss,' answered the girl, evasively. 'Where have they laid him?' she asked, with assumed calmness. ' Surely, miss, you don't want to see the corpse again after being so frightened this morning ?' 'I do wish to see it,' said Leonora, 'and you must take me to the room directly.' ' But I have got orders not to let any one into it until the coffin comes.' ' Such orders cannot concern me. Give me the key, and I promise to bring it back to you in half an hour.' 'I must first ask the landlady,' said the girl, evidently impressed with involuntary respect by A SHORT PEDIGREE. 13 Leonora's decided manner; and passing her quickly, she was soon after heard speaking to her mistress at the other end of the passage. They then hoth advanced towards Leonora ; and after a few words of remonstrance on the part of the landlady, which of course made no sort of im- pression, the latter proposed herself accompanying the orphan to take leave of the remains of her parent. They descended the stairs, traversed a broad corridor, and, to Leonora's infinite surprise, entered the ball-room. She looked round her with a bewildered air, while her companion slowly and reluctantly unlocked the door of an adjoining refreshment-room, and then silently pointed to a long table, where, stretched on a mattress, and covered with a linen cloth, the outline of a human figure could be distinguished. The windows were open, but the green jalousies so arranged that little light fell on the features, uncovered with eager haste by Leonora's trem- bling hand. If the landlady had dreaded being witness to a violent ebullition of grief, she was soon convinced that her apprehensions had been unnecessary. Large tears gathered slowly in the eyes of the youthful mourner, and fell heavily on the face of the dead : — alas ! that we should have to record they were the only tears likely to be shed for Frederick jSTixon ! No bad criterion of our worth and usefiilness in this world would be these tears, could thev but be collected ; a»nd not 14 A SHORT PEDiaREE. without deep meaning was the Eoman lachrimatory and many funeral customs of other nations of antiquity. In the present civihsed states of the world it has become a sort of maxim that of the dead we should only speak advantageously. The Egyptians thought otherwise ; and their post mortem trials, where every one was at liberty to accuse the deceased, and the defence alone de- pended on the good will and affection of surviving friends and relations, may often have found a place in the thoughts of the living, and prevented many a sin of omission as well as commission. Not few would, in such a case, have been Fred- erick Nixon's accusers, his sole defender the orphan girl, who, with the prospect of dependence on unknown relations before her, and uncertainty as to her reception among them, nevertheless sincerely mourned the parent who had squandered her in- heritance and left her homeless. We regret the necessity of recording the story of his life, which, in its dismal details, is too common either to create interest or serve as warning. His paternal pedigree had been of a more re- spectable than brilliant description, until his father became a man of importance in the commercial world. This father had commenced his career in the manner hereditary in the family, that is, as shop-boy in Ids father's old established house in the city, and had wisely preserved through life a vivid recollection of having carried parcels to their destination, and considered it an honour when A SHORT PEDIGREE. 15 permitted, in his turn, to stand behind the counter and weigh sugar and spice for the numerous cus- tomers ; or, on receiving an ' order,' to make up with dexterous hand the various packages and consign them to the care of his successor in office, the attendant boy, who had been especially com- manded to say ' Sir' to him. Being without brothers or sisters, he found himself, on the death of his parents, in possession, not only of an ex- tensive business, but also a considerable sum of money : the latter he increased by a judicious marriage, and, being of an enterprising disposition, engaged in successful speculations during the w^ar, which raised him to a state of opulence quite beyond his powers of enjoyment ; so that the accu- mulated monev amounted, bv means of interest and compound interest, to sums of such magnitude that the shop was at length closed, and an emi- gration commenced beyond the precincts of the city. He had now an office and warehouses, and when death deprived him of his wife, he found no difficulty in obtaining the hand of one of the very handsome daughters of an Irish gentleman of won- derfully ancient family and distinguished poverty, whose name, preceded by the euphonious particle O, satisfactorily proved that he belonged to one of the illustrious races said to be of royal lineage. In the course of time, Mr. Nixon was made fully to comprehend that a name is by no means so insignificant a thing as Juliet Capulet supposed it to be; for his wife, ardently desiring to regain what 16 A SHORT PEDIGREE. she considered her proper position in the world, made many and desperate efforts to rise in the social scale, and, as a first step thereto, unceasingly endeavoured to induce her husband to remove to the ' West End.' From the house in Kussell- square, purchased and furnished at the time of their marriage, he could never be induced to move; neither would he give up old friends or habits^ and to the last day of his life continued proud of having been Lord Mayor, and gloried bond -fide in the title of alderman. The two sons of his first wife, born and educated while he was still a hard-working man, acquired his tastes and habits, and in process of time be- came his partners ; but the only son of his second wife, when rendered unmanageable at home by indulgence, had been consigned to the care of, — ' A clergyman, married, of much experience, Avith extensive premises at the West End,' who would ' receive into his family Eight Young Gen- tlemen. The course of Instruction securing a solid preparation for the universities, &c. &:c. S:c. The treatment of the pupils truly parental.' Parental it was in one sense certainly, for parents are almost always careless instructors ; but while lazily construing Yirgil and Homer, Master Frederick grew healthy and handsome, and ac- quired tastes, habits, and manners that his mother pronounced exquisite, and which raised expecta- tions of future triumphs in life, the disappointment of which was spared her by an early death. A SHORT PEDIGREE. 17 With half a dozen of the ' eight young gentlemen ' Frederick Nixon afterwards went to Oxford, where he proved notoriously idle and indolent. Good- humoured and lavishly profuse in his expenditure, he was, however, universally called and considered a ' capital fellow,' and in this opinion his father prohably concurred, for he paid his debts without expressing much astonishment at their amount, was easily convinced that his son's talents were more of a military than civil description, got a commission for him in the Guards, and dying soon afterwards used his plebeian privilege of dividing his fortune with perfect equality among his sons, thereby leaving them all well provided with what is but too generally considered the greatest blessing in life. The step-brothers, malike in disposition, temper, education, and habits, dissolved partnership, and in the world of London seldom met again. Fre- derick, freed from all restraint, possessed of a large fortune and handsome person, fell at once into the disorderly, if not actually profligate, mode of life of his companions and nominal friends, and, without being worse than others, contrived to give himself an unpleasant kind of notoriety by the numerous foolish things he said, and did, to obtain tolerance, if not a position in society where a total want ot connexion nevertheless ever caused him to feci himself isolated. His efforts to remedy this latter evil were unremitting, and at length partially suc- VOL. I. C 18 A SHORT PEDIGREE. cessful, when he persuaded Lady Darwin, the widow of a baronet of good family and daughter of an Honourable Augustus Thorpe, to become his wife. It is true, her cousin, the Earl of Medway, did not receive his new relative with any demonstration of satisfaction ; it was even said that he had openly pronounced him to be a weak-headed spendthrift, and given Lady Darwin to understand that, in consequence of her marriage, he should consider it necessary to send her only son (his ward) to school without further delay. She resigned the youthfiil Harry to the care of his guardian, and perceived not at all the boy's gradual but total estrangement, as year after year he spent less of his holidays with her, and began completely to identify himself with the Medway family. Lady Darwin was still young and handsome, and for some years her career was as brilliant as ap- parently inexhaustible wealth could make it; but Frederick Nixon had, even before his marriage, considerably encroached upon his capital, which, placed in the Funds, was completely at his dis- posal ; and, totally averse to business of any kind, he continued to supply all deficiencies of income in the same manner. His wife, purposely kept in igno- rance of the state of his affairs, thought not of making retrenchments ; and, in the course of time, was eager to plunge deeper into the dissipations of the world to escape from the society of her husband, who, after having frittered away a noble fortune in the vain pursuit of selfish pleasure and ostentation. A SHORT PEDIGREE. 19 began altogether to lose the good temper for which he had once been so remarkable. He became irritable and restless, continually changing his place of residence, and relieving immediate want of money by the sale of one house, while incurring debt, at the same time, by the purchase of another ; and thus he struggled on until the crash, long fore- seen by every one, took place; when the sale of his effects, and his wife's resignation of thirty thousand pounds, his wedding gift to her, having satisfied his creditors, he was at liberty to retire to the continent, there to live on her jointure from her first marriage. They had lost many children while in England, but Leonora, born at a quiet town in Germany, during the time of their first fresh grief, lived ; and the change produced in their small household, and cares imposed on them by her birth, turned their thoughts into a new channel, and greatly alleviated their useless regrets. While, however, Lady Darwin quickly resigned herself to her loss uf fortune, and continued to devote herself exclu- sively to her child, her husband, suffering intolerably from ennui, began, by degrees, to indulge in the roving propensities common to his countrymen when they have left England in search of a foreign home. As far as was possible, too, he fell into his former habits, and squandered, and wandered when and where he could during his wife's life-time. Her death, just as his daughter had attained her fifteenth vear, left him and his 20 A SHORT PEDIGREE. child ill a state of painful destitution, and to tlie two brothers he had so openly despised in the days of his prosperity, Frederick Nixon was at length, obliged to apply for assistance. It was not refused ; each brother consented to give an annual sum of money, for his support ; and in order to be near England in case of pecuniary difficulties, he had commenced a Ehine pilgrimage, uncertain where he should finally establish himself with his daughter, and contrive to live on an income, of the smallness of which he complained as only those do who have spent but never earned. His faults and follies were alike forgotten by his mourning daughter, as she bent over the well- known face, and drew towards her the cold stiff hand, that, but a few hours before, had, w^arm with life, pressed hers. The landlady's various move- ments of impatience — ^jingling of keys, opening of windows, and displacing of furniture in the adjacent room — were unheeded by Leonora until she became conscious of the approach of two men, who, talking loudly, and walking heavily, carried between them a coffin of large dimensions. As they deposited it on the end of the table, they took off their caps and looked towards the landlady for orders. Leonora shuddered, and allowed herself to be led from the room without remonstrance, receiving a chilling sort of consolation from the assurance given her that her father should be interred with all the consideration due to his rank. That this promise had been fulfilled she had A SHORT PEDIGREE. 21 no doubt, when, a few days afterwards, the bills were laid before her by the hostess. In fact, the purse of sovereigns which had afforded such general satisfaction a few days previously, became so greatly reduced in its contents, that slie felt it was time to decide on her future plans, and, having bolted her door, she drew towards her, and unlocked, her father's writing-desk. It contained even less money than she expected, and some letters which shocked and grieved her beyond measure, for, from their perusal, she ascertained that her father had already considerably overdrawn the allowance made him by his brothers. His bills had been honoured, but the letter informing him of the fact contained, from his eldest brother, not only a reprimand of extreme severity but a threat of retaining payment by instalments on any future similar occasion. An angry correspondence had ensued, followed by a quarrel, and Leonora at length discovered that she had been during the last two days unconsciously on her way to England, where her father had hoped, by his presence, to appease the ire of his justly- incensed step-brothers. Leonora perceived clearly, and at once, that her father had been in the wrong, nevertheless, her dislike to her City uncles (for so her mother had invariably denominated them) increased tenfold. She remembered all she had ever heard of their purse-proud vulgarity ; called to mind the various anecdotes of ludicrous economy and ignorance of fashionable life on their parts, so often related, most 22 A SHORT PEDIGREE. probably with exaggeration, by her father; saw all, and more than all, she had ever heard, confirmed by the packet of well-written, business-like letters before her, and resolved never to apply to such men for assistance. Her thoughts naturally turned next to her step-brother. Sir Harry Darwin, al- though her acquaintance with him was but slight, and her father had done everything in his power to prejudice her against him, never naming him, when her mother was absent, otherwise than ' that self-sufficient egotist,' or ' that good-for-nothing puppy Darwin.' She had seen him but twice during her life. Once, when she was a mere child, at Heidelberg he had joined them, intending to enter the university there and remain for a couple of years : he had, however, for reasons at that time unknown to her, resided with them but as many months. The second time was several years later, at Vienna, but he had then come to their house as a stranger might have done, and never without having received a note from his mother to let him know at what hour her husband w^ould be absent from home. He had associated with people un- known to them, and lived altogether with Lord Medway's second son, the Honourable Charles Thorpe, who had just then commenced his di- plomatic career as attache. This last meeting had occurred so recently that Leonora had been old enough to perceive the mutual antipathy of her father and step-brother. She had been disposed to like the latter though he A SHORT PEDIGREE. 23 had taken but little notice of her, and had one day, when she was present, observed to his mother, in a slighting manner, that ' her daughter was a thoroughbred Nixon, without apparently a drop of Thorpe blood in her veins : he feared he never should be able to consider her as in any way be- longing to their family.' When taking leave of them he had given his mother a considerable sum of money, telling her, without an attempt at re- serve, that on his becoming of age, his guardian. Lord Medway, had pointed out to him the folly of increasing her jointure, as it would only benefit her husband, or rather encourage him in his ex- travagance ; that he had therefore resolved to assist her privately, and trusted she would wisely keep secret his having done and intending to do so. With a deep sigh Lady Darwin had acknowledged the justness of Lord Med way's remark, and fully determined to follow her son's advice ; but a few days after his departure, when goaded by her husband's ironical observations about ' the extra- ordinary generosity of her son Sir Harry,' while he pointed to and pretended to admire some trifling gold trinkets that had been his ostensible present, she had confessed all, and produced, with short- lived exultation, the money, which was incontinently taken possession of by Frederick Nixon. He, however, in the excess of his surprise and satisfac- tion, had overseen a purse of sovereigns, and she had not thought it necessary to point it out to his notice, but dropping it into her pocket with much 24 A SHORT PEDIGREE. of the trepidation of a criminal dreading detection, it had been from that time forward carefully con- cealed, not again seeing the light of day, until, on her death-bed, she had privately consigned it to the care of her daughter, with the injunction to reserve it for some occasion of imminent distress, and w^hen all other resources should fail. Often, when her father was subsequently in embarrassments, had Leonora considered if the designated time were not come for her to produce her treasure, as often had the last clause of her mother's speech deterred her. Other resources had been found, silver, furniture, books, had been sold, until, as her thoughtless parent observed with a light laugh, ' They w^ere at last travelling in the pleasantest manner possible, with nothing but their respective wardrobes to care for.' • The time had suddenly arrived Avhen Leonora had had no doubt as to the necessity of using the contents of this purse. She held it now, much diminished in worth, in her hand, and having counted the remaining' sovereigns and some Prus- sian dollars, perceived that she should just be able to await the answer to the letter which she prepared to write to Lord Medway to tell him of her desolate position, and request him to forward an enclosed letter to her step-brother, of whose address she was in utter ignorance. From Sir Harry she expected but little sympathy or brotherly love, and her whole trust was in Lord Medway, of whose kmdness and excellence she had A SHORT PEDIGREE. 25 heard so much from her mother that she scarcely knew whether she most loved or revered him. She carried the letter herself to the post office, and before parting with it breathed a short prayer that God would raise up friends to her in her time of need and not long leave her homeless. ( 26 ) CHAPTEE III. DOWN THE RHINE AND UP THE THAMES. The return of the post brouglit Leonora the anxiously expected answer to her letter. Her eagerness at first impeded her powers of compre- hension, and she was obliged to read it twice over before she understood that she was without delay to repair to Lord Medway's house in London, where her afiairs would be considered and discussed with the necessary attention, and her plans for the future arranged as advantageously as possible. Energetic on all occasions, she sprang from her seat, tied on her bonnet while rapidly descending the stairs of the hotel, and went, without a moment's delay, to the office where places were to be procured in the steam -boat that was to leave the next morning for Rotterdam. It was not until after her return to the hotel, and the first excitement of acting for herself had partially subsided, that she again carefully and calmly perused the letter. She had previously not ob- served that it was written on paper with the very broadest of black edges, a mourning which it now occurred to her was deeper than that likely to have been considered necessary by Lord Medway for her DOWN THE RHINE AND UP THE THAMES. 27 mother, and for her father she never expected him or anv of his family to mourn outwardly or in- wardly. Again she examined the letter, imagined the handwriting changed — firmer, and at the same time more careless ; but as she knew he had been ill, she supposed it not unlikely that he had em- ployed an amanuensis. The signature appeared quite the same as usual, and she put it aside, packed up her clothes, and went to bed, resolved to sleep off the cares and anxieties which crowded on her mind at the near prospect of undertaking, for the first time in her life, a journey alone. Such, however, was the buoyancy of her mind, that all her perplexities were chased by vivid surmises as to the personal appearance of Lord and Lady Medway, their sons and daughters ; and her last thought, in falling asleep, was of the Charles Thorpe of whom her step-brother had spoken incessantly, and who seemed from his account to be idolized, not only by his own family, but by all the world besides. The next morning Leonora and her antiquated carriage cases were carefully committed to the charge of the captain of the steam- boat by the hotel-keeper and his wife, who had shewn her much kindness and attention during her ten days' sojourn with them. They remained as long as they could with her, and when parting shoved into her hands a basket full of grapes and cakes, hurrying away afterwards without listening to her thanks, and from the shore bowing and waving their hands and handkerchiefs as long as she remained in sight. 28 DOWN THE RHIXE ' These strangers have been kind to me,' thought Leonora, ' why should I fear that those on whom I have some natural claims will prove otherwise ?' Of the kindness of strangers she had no further proofs worthy of notice for a couple of days. The route by Rotterdam is that of home-returning families burthened with luggage, or commercial travellers : the latter scarcely observed her presence, the former did not approve of the appearance of a girl so young being quite alone : and prudent parents frowned down the incipient attempts of sons willing to offer civilities to eyes so dark and face so fair. It was well for Leonora that she was in mind less youthful than in appearance, and that her knowledge of various languages helped her through the little difficulties which invariably fall to the lot of a solitary female traveller at the much dreaded foreign douane, and the infinitely more disagreeable English Custom-house. Her ideas of the vastness and commercial im- portance of London were certainly not decreased by her passage up the Thames. All foreigners should choose that approach to the metropolis if they wish to receive new impressions ; even those from maritime countries cannot fail to be struck with the endless row^s of ships that form a floating world around them. The word foreigner, as applied to herself, would have been most offensive to Leonora, whose pride in being an Englishwoman, and admiration and reverence for everything Eng- lish, were as unbounded as her ignorance of the AND UP THE THAMES. 29 manners and customs of the country which she pertinaciously called her * native land.' Unwilling that even her fellow passengers should suspect this to be her first passage up the Thames^ she sat on the still damp, green benches in the stern of the Dutch steam-boat, a perfectly silent observer of all that was new to her. Through a rather dense, yellow fog she first saw the great ships of war ; then more clearly the merchantmen in apparently in- terminable lines; large steamers rushing past, con- taming perchance persons and papers of incalculable importance ; smaller ones darting in all directions, filled with people and things of less note ; and manv crowded with gaily-dressed pleasure-seeking parties. Innumerable boats of various dimensions and forms plyed across the river from ship to ship, or supplied the latter with fresh provisions : each and all afforded her endless interest, while from the colliers alone she turned away as children are wont to do fi:om chimney-sweepers. It was Sunday, and she saw both ships and crews in their best attire. There was none of the usual hurry and bustle, and as the sailors leaned lazily over the gunwale of their ships, or descended smartly dressed into attendant boats in order to go ashore, she found more resem- blance to other places and people than she perhaps desired ; while the dark-looking wharfs, stores, and warehouses not a little disappointed expectations of the banks of the Thames, that partiality had unconsciously raised to a par with the beautiful quays of southern cities of less note. Q BO^VN THE RHINE All comparisons with other lands were soon, however, lost in wonder at the apparently endless number of ships, which, as they proceeded, seemed to increase, and at last close around them ; so that when the noisy escape of steam convinced her that they had reached their mooring-place, she still saw beyond her an interminable extent of masts and rigging, with a dark background of massive build- ings becoming gradually clearer in the rays of red sunshine that struggled through the slowly dis- persing fog. In the year 1840 there was no St. Katharine's Wharf to facilitate the landing of travellers, and Leonora's contemplations were interrupted by the arrival of the Custom-house officers. Her luggage was detained, her carpet bag, after a severe exami- nation, returned to her, and having dragged it to the side of the ship, she waited patiently for an opportunity of descending into one of the numerous boats surrounding them. There was a great deal of shouting, and swearing, and pushing, and pulling, and loud dialogues carried on in a language un- intelligible to her, though an occasional word made her aware that it was intended for English. An elderly French gentleman, who had been invisible during the voyage, having been drawn forward by the crowd, began slowly and carefully to descend the side of the ship, and when about half- way attempted, in very broken English, to make a bargain for the transporting of himself and sac de nidt to the hospitable shores of old England. He was, AND UP THE THAMES. 31 however, immediately somewhat rudely shoved forward by two sailors who stood at either side of the ladder, and who then looked up with grinning faces to see who would come next. There was a pause, no one seemed disposed to follow, and Leonora, taking advantage of the open space, directly advanced. She was politely requested 'not to be afeard,' then fairly Hfted into the boat very much in the manner of a package marked 'Glass — keep this side up' — deposited beside the Frenchman, and though the boatmen evidently expected and wished for more passengers, they were, in spite of their vociferations, pushed aside and forced to pull towards the landing-place. It was at a short distance further up the river, and they reached it in about ten minutes ; but as the French gentleman prepared to step on shore he was desired first to pay his fare, and the evidently much valued sac de nuit drawn from his reluctant hands as a pledge for the same. He gave two shillings — four shillings — six shillings — and then looked with an expression of astonishment at the impudent laughing faces of the boatmen. When, however, he closed his purse, and en- deavoured to gain possession of his property, they waved him off, and explained by words and the extension of so many fingers, that for less than eight shillings he should not enjoy the privilege of landing on British ground. ' Dat is four pour mademoiselle and four pour moi ?' 32 DOWN THE RHINE AXD UP THE THAMES. They explained, with imperturbable insolence, that 'poor or rich ma'mselle must pay eight shillings as well as mounshier, and they seized her property, also, to explain alike their determination to persist in their claims, and fully to explain their meaning, which they doubted her understanding, as they had only heard her speak French to her fellow- traveller. Leonora instantly paid the eight shil- lings, without an attempt at remonstrance ; and then, in better English than was perhaps quite agreeable to them, hoped at least that one of them would carry her bag and place it in a carriage for her. After a few words of advice to her travelling companion to follow her example, she ran up the landing-place, and was soon after rolling rapidly towards B Square. ( 33 ) CHAPTER IV. LEOXORA NIXON^ LANDS—AND FORTHWITH FINDS A GUARDIAN. Only those who have travelled, and not unfre- quently themselves remained stationary for some time at various places on the continent of Europe, can form an idea of the numbers of British subjects who, from necessity, or for economy, or pleasure, reside there. The wanderers, scarcely deserving the name of residents, are perhaps still more numerous, and to both classes children are born, who, educated and not unfrequently married with- out having ever been in England, nevertheless persist in calling it their native land, denominate themselves Enghsh, and think it incumbent on them to be peculiarly and even sometimes ostenta- tiously patriotic. One of these pseudo-English was Leonora Nixon. England was to her the land of promise, the home of her imagination. Her father had ever taken a sort of pride and pleasure in abusing foreign habits and manners, even while himself unconsciously acquiring them. He had impressed on her mind so exalted an idea of England, both as^ VOL. I. D 34 LEOXORA NIXON" LANDS, country and nation, that she supposed ignorance alone enabled her still to value what she saw elsewhere ; and his brilliant and somewhat boasting reminiscences of his life in London, received too much confirmation from her mother's fond recollec- tions of the same scenes, not to be listened to with profound and eager credulity. During the long private conversations between the mother and daughter, it was especially the glory and excellence of the Medway family that had formed the topic of discussion — the worth and dignity of Lord ^led- way, the beauty and grace of Lady Medway, her enviable position in the world of fashion, her charming children, the magnificence of Thorpe Manor, and even the humbler beauties of a villa on the Thames called The Willows. Of her paternal relations, the JSTixons, Leonora had, as has been observed, heard nothing that had tended to raise them in her -estimation — vulgar, purse-proud, city people. She wished to forget their very existence, and pretty nearly contrived to do so as she drove along the silent, empty streets of London, internally applauding the evident keeping holy of the sabbath day, and doing no manner of work, which the still unopened shutters of the windows so satisfactorily demonstrated. Her predetermination to admire everything English was, during this early Sunday morning drive, put hardly to the proof: there were no open warehouses, with their marvellous display of costlv goods to attract her attention ; no bustling crowd AND FORTHWITH FINDS A GUARDIAX. 35 to amaze her with its endless swarms ; no palace- like buildings, such as had been familiar to her eyes from childhood ; and as she glanced curiously up at the interminable rows of dingy brick houses, with their unornamented facades of three and four windows, she was obliged to recal to her mind all her mother had told her of the luxury and domestic comfort which could only be obtained when each family, as in England, possessed a house alone. The prospect brightened as she advanced west- ward. The squares were succeeded by long, wide streets ; buildings of some extent became visible in the distance ; there were occasional glimpses of the parks ; more rows of shopless houses, trees, grass, iron railings, and at length the cab stopped. A knock, and instantaneous opening of a large hand- some door followed ; but although two servants became visible, neither moved beyond the threshold, and the cabman returned to Leonora for orders. ' Ask if I can see Lady Medway.' The man came back directly with the answer, ' Her I'ship has left town for the Willys.' 'Perhaps Lord Medway is still here,' suggested Leonora, getting rather nervous. She saw the servants look at each other, and then at her, and half smile as one of them answered, ' His lordship is in town, but not up ; he always breakfasts late, and it would be better if the young lady were to call again.' ' Oh ! if he be but at home, that is all I want,' cried Leonora, joyously springing up the steps to o G LEOXORA XIXOX LAXDS, the door ; ' I can wait until his usual breakfast hour, and do not wish him to be disturbed on my account.' One of the footmen now whispered a few words to a servant out of livery, just then about to ascend the stairs : he turned round, looked deliberately, almost inquisitively, at Leonora, and then asked her name. Not apparently much enlightened by hearing it, he nevertheless opened the door of the breakfast- room, and requested her to wait while he informed Lord Medway of her wish to see him. • Leonora was too anxious to take much notice of the room or its furniture ; she stood with her eyes fixed on the closed door, listening for the sound of returning footsteps, which the well-carpeted stairs rendered inaudible ; but so intense was her atten- tion that she soon after heard a low voice say distinctly, ' All right, Williams, take in the travel- ling bag and dismiss the cabman.' A moment afterwards the door was opened, and she was respectfully informed, ' That his lordship was up, and would come down as soon as possible ; he hoped Miss Nixon had had a good passage from Rotterdam : had he known when she was likely to arrive he would have sent a carriage : — begged she would breakfast without waiting for him.' All this was very satisfactory ; and with a sigh of relief Leonora took off her bonnet, and for some time calmly watched the quick yet noiseless pre- parations for breakfast They were, however, no AND FORTHWITH FINDS A GUAEDIAN. 37 sooner completed, and she Avas once more alone, than her uneasiness and anxiety returned ; and after walking for some time up and down the room, she threw herself into a chair, and awaited the coming interview with a sort of desperate resolu- tion that enabled her effectually to overcome the faintness that befell her as the door at last opened ; and advancing towards her she saw — not the benevolent-looking, venerable friend she had ex- pected, but the invalid traveller of the Khine steamer ! ' Miss Nixon,' he said, in a low and rather weak voice, ' I know you did not expect to find in me your late correspondent. Let me assure you that nothing but the fear of filling your mind with doubts, and creating useless difl[iculties, prevented me from informing you of my father's death when I answered vour letter.' Leonora, who had risen for a moment, again sat down, struggled v/ith her feelings of regret, disappointed hopes, and personal annoyance for a few seconds, and then burst into tears. ' I — I did not know that you had been person- ally acquainted with my father,' said Lord Med- way : ' from some letters found among his papers I was led to suppose that he had corresponded with your mother, and chiefly as guardian to her son. In fact, I imagined you in want of an adviser and friend, both of which my father would have been to you most undoubtedly had he lived. I hope I have not erred in proposing to take his place, or 38 LEONORA XIXON LAXDS, supposing that my services would be as acceptable to vou as his.' ' He was my only friend,' said Leonora, in a voice nearly choked by emotion, ' the only one of otir family who ever remembered my name, or seemed conscious of my existence.' ' And when did you last see him ?' asked Lord Medway, leaning his elbow on the chimney-piece, and watching, with an air of mixed surprise and commiseration, the uncontrolled expression of her almost passionate grief: 'When did you last see him ?' ' I never saw him,' she answered, looking up, and at the moment the utter selfishness of her sorrow struck lier so forcibly that she compelled herself to overcome it ; and removing the traces of tears from her face, she stood up, and in a tolerably composed voice informed him of his father's kind letter to her after the death of her mother, and offers of friendly services should she ever be in w^ant of them. 'I mention this,' she added, 'that you may not think I applied to him without a right to do so : his loss to me is just now irreparable, as it obliges me to apply to my step- brother, who, I fear, will have little inclination to assist a person he could scarcely learn to tolerate even for his mother's sake.' ' You don't mean that Harry does not like you!' said Lord Medway. ' I once heard him say,' answered Leonora, ' that the name of Nixon would stifle any feelings AXD FORTHWITH FINDS A GUARDIAX. 39 of regard he might ever be disposed to feel for me. You have, I hope, had the kindness to forward my letter to him, and if you will now only let me know where he is to be found ' ' You could scarcely ask me a more puzzling question,' answered Lord Medway, smiling ; ' I forwarded your letter to my brother Charles, Avho is at Vienna : he keeps up a desultory correspond- ence with Harry, and generally knows something of his whereabouts — he believes him to be now at some place on the coast of Syria, m his yacht ; but when your letter will reach him is very uncertain.' ' What is to become of me !' cried Leonora, covering her face with her hands, while visions of her city uncles and their plebeian families floated distractingly before her haughty imagination. ' You will of course remain with us — with my mother, until you hear from Harry,' suggested Lord Medway. Leonora instantly caught at this idea. ' Can I go to Lady Medway to-day ?' she asked quickly. ' My mother is at present from home on a visit to some relations,' he answered, * and only my youngest sister is at The Willows. I shall, how- ever, have great pleasure in taking you there to- morrow.' 'And why not to-day?' she asked a little anxiously. ' I'm sure I don't know. I aw — suppose — there is nothing to prevent us from driving there after we have breakfasted, and aw — been to church ?' LEON'ORA NIXOX LAXDS, He rang the bell, and afterwards, during a t>jte-a- Ute of more than an hour, they strode towards mtimacy with seven leagued boots, Leonora being perfectly communicative on every subject except- ing her uncles ; and Lord Medway informing her that he had been a sad, idle, worthless fellow ; but now intended to reform, and, if his health allowed him to winter in England, proposed becoming a pattern country gentleman. He evidently con- sidered a regular attendance at church, as a first and very important step towards the meditated change, and nothing could equal the gravity and decorum of his manner, as he accompanied Leonora to church, and his attention to the service when there. She did not at all believe that he had ever been idle or worthless, and when he rose from his knees at the end of the Litany, apparently exhausted, tears of genuine compassion dimmed her eyes to think that so excellent a young man seemed doomed to an early grave ! This feeling must have been in some degree participated by a large proportion of the congregation, if one might judge by the looks of interest which reached them from the remotest corners. The carpeted and wxll-cushioned pews of the Chapel of Ease, as it Avas called, were occupied by a congregation who were all either sufficiently acquainted to speak or who at least knew each other by sight. Lord Medway's appearance wdth a young and remark- ably pretty stranger, in as deep mourning as his own sister could have worn, created quite a sensa- AND FORTHWITH FINDS A GUARDIAN. 41 tion ; more eagerly than usual was he surrounded as he left the church, more numerous than ever were the inquiries concerning his health, and plans for the summer ; the querists dehberately examin- ing his companion while hstening to his languid negligent answers. To not one did he name her, to not one did he mention his intention of leaving town that afternoon ; but drawing her arm within his, increased their curiosity by murmuring a few words of German, and then sauntering slowly homewards. ' I fear,' said Leonora, after having seen him throw himself at full length on a chaise longue^ and resolutely close his eyes ; ' I fear you will not be able to drive to The Willows to-day.' * Oh, yes ; I shall be quite well again after I have slept a little and dined. You won't mind dining with me at two o'clock, will you ? I am obliged to keep invalid hours at present.* ' I am accustomed to dine early,' answered Leonora. 'What people call dinner here would be supper to me.' ' Ah, true — I had forgotten that you are scarcely an English woman.' With considerable warmth she explained that ' she did not think her having by chance been born in a foreign country, in any way lessened her right to consider herself one.' ' I referred to your habits and education/ said Lord Med way, amused at her eagerness. ' Papa's habits were very English, and mamma 42 LEOXORA XIXOX LAXDS directed mv education herself, I — I only,' she added with some reluctance, ^ only went occasion- ally for a few months to a foreign school, when, on removing to a new country, it w^as necessary to acquire the language quickly.' 'What immense advantages you have had,' he observed thoughtfully ; ' I dare say, now, you speak three or four languages quite as well as English.' Leonora was silent. She could not contradict the assertion ; but would have greatly preferred his saying, that she spoke the last named as if she had never been out of England. ' The only way to learn these languages pro- perly,' he continued, * is to live abroad. And with what ease can they be acquired in early youth — with what labour at a later period !' Leonora just then, felt too English to value in the least her linguistic acquirements, and when he again spoke and remarked, that travelling about, as she had done, imperceptibly formed both mind and manners, almost without instruction, and added that she was ' charmingly degagee^ and not at all prudish, or like an Englishwoman,' she rose, and with a formality w^hich seemed to con- tradict his last words, * feared she was preventing him from sleeping, and would not further intrude upon him.' ' Stay, Miss Nixon — stay ; I can't go to sleep this half hour,' he cried, starting up; 'and as to intruding, I never heard anything so absurd ! AND FORTHAVITH FINDS A GUARDIAN. 43 Why we're relations, aren't we ? Come back, and let us find out in what degree.' These last words were not without effect : Leonora was at the door — she stopped a moment, looked back with a bright smile, and seemed to hesitate ; but then saying : ' We can talk of that some other time, you must go to sleep now,' she resolutely closed the door. For the first time in her life she had now an opportunity of inspecting a really well-furnished house. She had not unfrequently been the inmate of suites of rooms approached by marble staircases ; of airy Italian villas 5 of apartments with fresco- painted walls, and statue-filled anti-chambers ; but cold and comfortless came the recollection of such domiciles, when compared with the perfectly elegant luxury of the furniture of this English home. All that art, and taste, and wealth, could command, or fancy suggest of useful or beautiful was there, and all so judiciously in keeping that the most careless observer must have been charmed. She had not examined half the china, bronze, and or-molu ornaments, the tables, carpets, and book- cases ; and was delightedly turning over the leaves of- a volume of magnificent prints, when the an- nouncement of dinner obliged her to join Lord Medway. It was still early when they were seated in the carriage, on their way to the Willows. Once fairly out of the immediate precincts of London, Leonora became eager in her praise of the various 44 LEONORA NIXON LANDS, crescents, squares, and rows of neat houses which long made the suburb appear a continuation of the metropolis. These houses gradually assuming a country air, diminished in height as their possessors increased their extent of lauded property ; begin- ning with the little garden in front, progressing to the small shrubbery, followed by more or less ambitious attempts at avenues ; then some trees to shut out the road, and finally the walled domain ! Much as Leonora was bent on finding every thing in England supereminently excellent and admirable, she was somewhat puzzled to find any object worthy of commendation, when their road lay between high walls topped by iron spilies, or hideous fragments of broken glass bottles. The dust seemed forced to hover around them, while the overhanging trees, giving an idea of green woods beyond, became at last so tantalizing, that, after a long silence, she could not help drawing a comparison between the road scenery of other countries and England, which was not exactly advantageous to the latter. Lord Medway seemed roused to unusual atten- tion, and replied quickly, ' It is quite natural that you should merely glance at things with the eye of a foreigner, and, like them, form hasty conclusions. I can easily understand your disapproving of these walls ; but there are two sides to every question. You have as yet no idea of the extent and popula- tion of London, and were you for some time an inmate of one of these places, you would, for more AND FORTHAVITH FINDS A GUARDIAX. 45 reasons than I can now explain to you, be very glad to have a barrier between you and a high road such as this !' Leonora thought this might be true, but was surprised at the warmth of her companion's defence of the ugly broken-bottle-topped walls, as he had not only abused every thing English during dinner, but had unreservedly laughed at her, perhaps, indiscriminate praises of all she had since seen. She was not yet aware that an Englishman's abuse of his country is about as sincere as his abuse of himself. He may call the laws confused and intricate, the climate atrocious and so forth ; but he does so much as he would call himself a dolt or a donkey, great being alike his surprise and indig- nation at finding anyone inclined even for a moment to agree with him. Leonora begged him playfully not to remind her so very often of her foreign education, and assured him she was quite disposed, in fact, rather expected (with the exception of the walled-in roads), to find everything faultless in England. ' Then you will be bitterly disappointed,' said Lord Medway. ' I do not quite agree with you,' she rejoined. ' There, for instance, is a village, and here are trees and meadows answering all my expectations.' ' That village is not far from The Willows,' said Lord Medway, ' and at the next turn we shall see the river and soon after the house.' The WillovtS was what is called a jointure-house ; 46 LEOXORA XIXOX LAXDS, it was there that all Countesses of Medway took up their abode, inspected schools, were good to the poor, and died respected and lamented by all who had the happiness of knowing them. But it was not there that they were buried — their remains were conveyed to the family vault at Thorpe Manor, there to be solemnly interred in the presence of the surviving family. On former melancholy occasions of this kind, many days had been neces- sary to convey the coffin and coach full of mourning servants to their destination ; on the last as many hours had sufficed for the same purpose per rail- road, thereby proving that railroads are curtailers of grief as well as distance. The Willows had been long uninhabited, ex- cepting occasionally for a few days, when there were races or archery meetings in the neighbour- hood; and the present possessor having three young and unmarried daughters, was not likely to be as constant a resident as her predecessor. She had already left it, accompanied by her two elder daughters, to spend a few weeks with relations, at whose house a select party of friends had assembled to offer her all the consolation in their power. It had been said The Willows required repair, and some tiles had been put on the roof, the doors and windows painted, and the chintz curtains washed. Further orders had not been given, and, perhaps, they were not necessary, for the house was com- fortably, though not luxuriously furnished. As Leonora drove up the short avenue, so short that it A\I) FORTHAVITII FINDS A GUARDIAN. 47 scarcely deserved the name, and gazed up at the long low red brick house, with its ground floor, first story, and high weather-beaten tiled roof, a look of disappointment passed over her expressive face, which was mstantly observed by her com- panion, who seemed to study her countenance as earnestly as Lavater himself could have done. ' Leonora,' he said, smiling, and laying particular emphasis on her name (they had discovered that they were cousins in some way or other, and had become very good friends during the day), ' Leo- nora, this is not one of the disappointments I foretold. Wait until you have seen the other side of the house before you pass judgment on The Willows.' They entered the hall, w^hich was large, and had an old-fashioned fireplace, not far distant from the commencement of a broad oak staircase, rendered almost black by oil and age ; they then passed into an anti-room redolent of fresh flowers in vases and pots, concealed by green wicker-work stands, and thence into a long drawing-room, with windowed recesses that seemed to belong to octagonal turrets, each forming a sort of separate apartment, while between them glass doors led into a garden ter- minating in shrubberies with groups of forest trees. The undoubtedly antiquated furniture of the room was covered with a gay coloured chintz; its want of elegance of form being, however, amply compensated by its variety and comfort. This chintz, perhaps, concealed more costly material, for 48 LEONORA NIXOX LANDS, each succeeding dowager had added some favourite pieces of furniture, so that the covers now served but to give them all the necessary uniformity. The setting sun shone brightly into the room and lighted the figure of a fair-haired girl of about fifteen, who, after uttering a slight exclamation of surprise, sprang forward and embraced Lord Medway with an emotion that wavered strangely between joy and sorrow. ' My dear Severton — a — a — I mean Med — .' ' Never mind, that, Jane. — Let me introduce our cousin Leonora Nixon to you.' Lady Jane looked round hastily, gazed half in- quiringly, half amazedly, at Leonora, saw nothing repelling, perhaps something the contrary, in her appearance, and held out her hand, murmuring something about having so many cousins that she scarcely knew all their names. It was hardly to be expected that she should know Leonora's, never in all her life having heard it, but, without w^aiting for an answer, she turned to her brother, and said, ' How kind of you to come to see me — I gave up all hopes from the time mamma went to you !' ' If you promise to be very attentive to me, perhaps I may stay here for a few days,' he an- swered, smiling. ' Oh, so attentive !' she exclaimed, pushing a large chair towards him, and seating herself on a footstool beside him, while Leonora walked to one of the glass doors, ' so attentive and obedient ! AXD FORTHWITH FIXDS A GUARDIAN. 49 you may send me twenty messages in an hour and I shall not grumble or pout my lips, as you used to say I did.' * Twenty messages in an hour ! surely I never was so unconscionable !' ' Indeed you were ; but I was often disobliging enough too — however, that was all a hundred years ago. Tell me something about yourself now. Mamma and Grace wrote to me after they had seen you, and said you had grown rather thinner, but that you were getting much better, and they hoped you would be induced to remain in England this winter.' * If not,' answ^ered Lord Medway, * I intend to propose your all spending the winter with me at Nice.' ' Oh how delightful ! nothing I should like so much as going abroad. I really at times feel quite ashamed of never having left England.' ' And there is your cousin Leonora, who is quite ashamed of never having been here.' ' Never been in England ?' ' No. She was born and has spent all her life, hitherto, on the continent.' ' Do tell me how she is our cousin,' whispered Lady Jane. ' She is step-sister to Harry Darwin — her mo- ther and our father were cousins, you know.' ' Oh !' ' So you see — she is second cousin or a — aw — VOL. I. E 50 LEONORA XIXOX LAXDS, first cousin once removed, or a — something of that sort — a cousin at all events.' When Leonora perceived the gradual lowering of the voices to a confidential whisper, she stepped into the garden, and having walked a short distance, turned round to take a view of the house. It might have been originally at this side also a long low red brick building, but changes had been effected, and additions made, until it had assumed the appearance styled Elizabethan ; and as Leo- nora's wondering eyes wandered along the puz- zlingly irregular fa9ade, seeking sympathy and finding none, she was fully impressed with the idea intended to be given to all beholders unlearned in such matters, that the mansion was of great antiquity. She was soon after ioined bv Lord Medwav and his sister^ and commenced a walk through gardens and shrubberies kept with a neatness perfectly new to her. The grounds, running along the banks of the Thames, were tastefully and advantageously laid out, and contained fine specimens of forest and other trees, single and in groups, and among them sufficiently conspicuous, and near the house, some splendid weeping willows — which had probably given the place its name. Under these trees were seats, and there they sat down to watch the approach of night. It was a calm warm evening, and a pleasing glow spread over the whole scene as the sun disappeared, and left the sky covered with fantastic-looking AXD FORTHWITH FINDS A GUARDIAN. 51 bright red and yellow clouds, that were distinctly reflected on the clear surface of the river. Occa- sionally a heavily-laden barge glided slowly past, or a light wherry darted across to the landing-place of some other villa, but it was not until a succes- sion of boats filled with a gay party returning from a pic-nic came close beneath the willows that they moved. Lord Medway had accosted some friends, and great was their surprise, as they said, to see him there, looking so well, and able to sit out so late on the damp banks of the river. On this hint a hasty retreat was made to the house. Lady Jane openly expressing her anxiety, and hoping and trusting he had not caught cold, to prevent which she ordered a tire in an odd-shaped little room, where they drank tea and spent the evening together very gaily. UNIVERSITY OF ltUNO-'= ( 52 ) CHAPTEE Y. THE WILLOWS. One week, and then a second, and then a third passed over calmly and pleasantly at ' The Willows.' For some undoubtedly good reason, which Lord Medwav did not think it necessary to communicate to his companions, he had from day to day deferred writing to his mother, and Leonora, after being- desired somewhat authoritatively to ' leave every- thing to him,' concerned herself no farther about the matter. Lady Jane was too young, and had a much too exalted idea of her brother's wisdom to offer either advice or remonstrance, and having yielded at once to the boundless admiration for Leonora with which she had suddenly been in- spired, informed every one who chose to hear it, that she liked her better than all her other cousins — that she was the most dear, darling, clever creature she had ever seen, the only one who suited her exactly for a companion, and could make her quite contented to stay at home until Grace or Louisa were married. To all this Lord Medway listened approvingly, agreed with his sister in thinking it would never answer to let Harry Darwin take charge of Leo- THE WILLOWS. 53 iiora, even if he proposed doing so on his return to England, and when they were alone together, * hoped ' his mother would allow her to remain with them until — until — - ' Until Harry is married,' suggested Lady Jane. * Oh, I am sure mamma will have no objection when I promise to speak French constantly, and to learn German from her ; do you know, I think German does not sound at all disagreeably when she speaks it; and then she sings such lots of pretty little songs — but she says they sound better to a guitar — I wish you would send to town for one.' ' Of course I shall,* he answered, ' and in the mean time she must sing to me with a pianoforte accompaniment. I dare say she plays famously !' ' Not exactly — it is rather in an odd sort of way, for her father did not like to hear her practise, so she learned altogether differently from other people.' ' How so ? I heard her playing some sacred music very nicely.' * That's it !' cried Lady Jane, ' she has learned theoretically, and can go on playing chords and composing for herself whole hours together.' ' A much pleasanter kind of accomplishment for a private performer than rattling eternally at those dreadful fantasies and variations like Grace and Louisa,' observed Lord Medway. ' Tell her to come here, Jane ; say, I want her to write letters for me, as I am too much fatigued to sit up any longer.' 54 THE WILLOWS. He stretched himself on a sofa as he spoke, and when Leonora appeared, pointed to a table beside him on which were writing materials. He dictated, and she wrote, sealed, and addressed as he directed her ; the last letter was an order for a guitar with case, strings, &c., and then she looked up in- quiringly. ' For you — to serenade me with,' he said, nod- ding his head, and Leonora smiled and folded the letter, with a slight increase of colour, that he thought became her exceedingly. The guitar arrived the next evening and was carried into the garden, where, to Lady Jane's infinite delight, Leonora hid herself behind a clump of trees, and by a few chords or a verse of a song, attracted the attention of all the passers by on the river. At a later hour she played at serenading too, sitting outside the drawing-room window, and recalling distant scenes and persons to Lord Med- way's mind by a succession of light French, sweet Italian, and melodious German airs. When she re-entered the room he seemed to be indulging in a deep reverie, while Leonora, drawing a chair close to Lady Jane's, and unconscious of being watched or listened to, yielded without reserve to the gaiety inspired by her own music, and sang, laughed, talked, and related some travelling adventures with such humour, that Lord Medway, irresistibly at- tracted by her amusing gaiety, moved unperceived his chair behind hers, and she was first made aware of his vicinity by a hearty fit of laughter on his THE WILLOWS. 55 part that startled himself by its mirthful boyish sound. This liad taken place very shortly after her arrival, and a slight sketch which she afterwards gave of her short but not unadventurous life, seemed at once to remove all barriers to intimacy, and their intercourse thenceforward lost every trace of new acquaintanceship. Lady Med way's letter announcing her intended return home, gave pleasure to Lady Jane alone — ' She so much wished Leonora to know dear mamma, and darling Grace and Louisa, and then they could have some nice little pic-nics in the neighbourhood, and — ' but here she was stopped by Leonora asking anxiously if there were no mention made of her in the letter. Lady Jane had not observed the omission ; she glanced once more at it, and then her look of inquiry, though less intense than Leonora's, was turned towards her brother. His pale face became unusually flushed, and there was a good deal of nervous irritation in the manner in which he suddenly rose from the break- fast-table and said, ' I have not yet written about you, Leonora, but I suppose I must do so to-day ; there is, however, time enough— and I feel better now than for some time past — more equal to the exertion.' He had ever found his health so impenetrable a shield against reproaches implied or expressed, that he never failed to use it ; and Leonora was not 56 THE WILLOWS. only silenced, but even felt great compassion a couple of hours afterwards^ when she saw that he had written an unusually long letter, and appeared extremely fatigued. Lady Medway arrived the ensuing week. She was what is generally termed ' a fine woman ' — that is, she was tall, handsome, and distinguished- looking, and inclined just so much to embonpoint that, with the partial loss of symmetry of figure, she had preserved a good portion of the freshness and beauty for which she had long been remark- able. Lady Grace and Lady Louisa resembled their mother a good deal in appearance ; they were lady-like, and had already enjoyed several seasons in London, which had given them considerable knowledge of the world^ and what is called a plomb. They all received Leonora kindly, putting her at once at her ease by seeming to consider her being at ' The ^\^illow^s ' the most natural thing possible. She was very much pleased, and very grateful, and thought Lady Medway the most charming person she had ever seen, the most amusing person she had ever heard talk — especially when, seated beside her son's sofa, her feet stretched out before her on a footstool, she related all that had occurred in their family during his absence abroad. She touched but once, and then lightly, on his not having been able to return home for some time after his father's death, ending by assuring him, with a w^armth that made no small impression on Leonora, that dearest Charley had supplied his THE WILLOWS. 57 place to them all, and that nothing could equal his attention to her, or energy in business of every description. ' Charley was always a capital fellow,' murmured Lord Medway in reply. * We thought him greatly improved in appear- ance, too,' she continued. ' I think him much the same as ever,' he re- joined ; * very like you in face, very like my father in figure, and his manners all his own.' Lady Grace and Lady Louisa joined their mother in pronouncing Charley's manners perfect. ' Well, I believe he is pretty generally con- sidered a gentlemanlike sort of fellow,' he observed, indolently ; ' people even admire and applaud his eccentricities, perhaps because they are essentially English. For my part I sincerely rejoice in all his faults and foibles, as I should consider a paragon younger brother a decided bore.' ' Has he done or said anything to offend you ?' asked Lady Medway, quickly. ' Quite the contrary ; he has saved me such an infinity of trouble that I have forgiven him for having called me a lazy hypochondriac, and recom- mending a course of his own rough exercise to a man in my state of health !' 'Perhaps,' began Lady Medway, hesitatingly, ' perhaps, my dear love — a little exertion on your part occasionally might be beneficial to your ' ' Do you, too, begin to consider me a malade imaginaire ?' he asked, peevishly. ' Do you think 58 THE WILLO"V\'S. the life I lead at present is agreeable ? I tell you it is not ; and if,' be added, rising and ^valking towards tbe door leading into tbe garden, ' if I could witb balf my fortune purchase health and a constitution such as Charley's, I would do it to- day, without waiting for to-morrow.' As he stepped out of the room his mother sighed, and turning to her eldest daughters, ob- served, ' Is it not melancholy to see such terrible want of energy ? His desire to be considered an invalid has become a positive mania.' Leonora did not hear the answer, she follovred Lord Med way and Lady Jane into the garden, and began to collect flowers to make a bouquet for the former, such as she knew he liked. His mother had since his arrival so completely mono- polized him that for several days she had scarcely had an opportunity of speaking to him. When he now sat down under one of the willow-trees, she placed herself beside him, and while arranging her bright-coloured verbenas and pelargoniums, hoped he could bestow a few minutes of his precious time upon her — ^just enough to tell her if his mother would permit her to remain at ' The Willows ' until she received an answer from her brother Harry — she had not courage to ask Lady Medway herself. * It will be long before Harry gets your letter,' he replied, evasively, ' still longer before you can have an answer to it. Suppose you should be obliged to pass the winter here ?' THE WILLOWS. 59 ■ 'I should be but too happy,' said Leonora, looking up with a smile. 'And do yoLi not find it dull in this place, after the gay, wandering life you have hitherto led?' * Dull in such society ? Oh, no ! — I wish I could spend the rest of my life here.' 'Indeed! and how much of that wish mav I place to my own account ?' 'A large fifth portion,' she answered, twisting some bast round her bouquet, — ' a large fifth portion. I like Jane best — you next — then Grace — then Louisa — and then Lady Medway — I am a little, a very little, afraid of her still, because — because I don't think she quite likes me.' ' You are mistaken, Leonora ; she likes you very much, but — ' Leonora looked up anxiously. ' She thinks you ought to have been more candid with me in the first instance, and not concealed the fact of your having two uncles living in London, able, and probably willing, to be of use to you, but who may now reasonably be displeased at your avoidance of them. She even fears they are in ignorance of your present place of abode. Is this the case ?' ' It is,' answered Leonora, her eyes filling with tears ; ' but, oh ! if you knew how I fear and dislike these uncles ' * Are you personally acquainted with them ?' he asked, surprised. ' No ; but I have heard of them all my life from 60 THE WILLOWS. mamma and papa : they are purse-proud, vulgar men; and in papa's writing-desk I found such severe letters from my uncle Stephen to him that I quite dread a meeting. It is true papa had overdrawn his allowance, and was rather in the wrong; but under the circumstances the threats were so ungenerous, so ungentlemanlike, that ' ' Let me see these letters,' he said, interrupting her, and Leonora throwing her half finished bouquet and remaining flowers over his crossed arms, ran into the house. She soon returned, and then with heads bent together they pored over uncle Stephen's epistle ; Leonora reluctantly admitting her father's error but eloquently commenting on the harshness of the manner in which he had been reproved. ' It is the letter of an angry man of business,' said Lord Medway, folding it up and returning it to her. ' I believe, Leonora, the less we say about this matter the better. What sort of a man,' he added, after a pause, 'what sort of a man is your other uncle ? Gilbert I believe is the name.' ' Rather less disagreeable but infinitely more vulgar, according to papa's account,' she answered, ' but you see the letter is a joint concern — he says, "my brother Gilbert and I," throughout.' 'True,' said Lord Medway, musingly, 'I must explain all this to my mother — it would never do — careless as Harry is, he would scarcely approve of his sister's being sent to people among whom we should completely lose sight of her.' THE WILLOWS. 61 ^ My uncle Stephen's house is in Russell Square,' began Leonora, despondingly, 'so except when you happen to be in town I should be very far away from you and Jane.' ' And even then you would be very far away from us,' he observed, smiling, 'so far, that I refuse my consent to any arrangement beyond letting your uncles know where you are now living. Perhaps, however, in the excess of your patriotism you would prefer any residence in England to one on the continent just at present ?' 'You think,' said Leonora, 'I shall have no answer from Harry before you go abroad.' * I am sure you will have none,' he replied, with emphasis. ' Now listen to me, Leonora, you have very exalted ideas of England and the English, and I have no desire to lower either in your estimation : for this reason, and perhaps some others also, I do not wish you to go to Russell Square. On the contrary, I hope to be able to induce you for my sake to leave England again for some time. My mother and sisters spend the w^inter with me at Nice — promise me to go there with us ?' ' If Lady Medway have no objection — ' began Leonora. ' She will be my guest,' he interposed quickly, ' and you, Leonora, will be the same — for — some — time.' While speaking he took her hand, and drawing her towards him looked earnestly into her face w bile he added, ' But you must tell me that you will leave England without regret, that vou 62 THE WILLOWS. can do so willingly, because you know that you will add to my happiness — ' * And Jane's,' said Leonora, smiling. ' No Janes,' cried Lord Medway, impatiently, ' you must think of me and me alone !' At this moment a low soft voice immediately behind them said gently, ' Is it prudent your remaining out here when it is so late and so very damp ?' He turned round, evidently not pleased at the interruption. It was his mother, who stood close to them. She might have heard the latter part of their conversation, but there was nothing in her manner to lead any one to suppose so. - Her eyes were fixed on the dusky fog that now seemed to be slowly drifting along the river towards them, w^hile she added, ' One feels that it is September, and that winter is approaching. Let us go in and sit round the fire, the pleasantest place by far on such an evening as this !' ' It is damp, but not cold,' said Lord Medway, rising. ' Come, Leonora, you shall read the papers to me. I want you to acquire a taste for politics.' * Let me or Grace read to you,' said his mother, ' we shall ourselves be interested while so employed, while to Leonora it w^ill be an unnecessary trial of patience. She and Jane can take a walk in the shrubbery — the evening fog will do them no harm.' Leonora had no particular fancy for reading newspapers, nor did she fear the fog, so she turned THE WILLOWS. 63 back to Lady Jane, who was springing along a gravel walk with a small spaniel barking at her heels, and followed her slowly with thoughts full of having to leave England before she had seen almost anything of it — of returning to Nice, where she had already spent two winters with her dying mother — of Lord Medway's unusually earnest manner, until her companion suddenly ceased playing, and, snatching up her dog in her arms, breathlessly exclaimed, ' Oh, Leonora, only think ! After all you may see Charley before we leave England !' 'How so?' asked Leonora, with an eagerness and interest only to be accounted for by the fact, that, added to what she had already heard of him from her step-brother, he had been latterly the subject of constant conversation between her and her friend .Tane. * Because, vou see, mamma wrote to Charlev the day after she came here, and an answer arrived this morning.' ' Well ?' said Leonora. ' Well, I heard mamma say to Grace and Louisa, that she would write again and request him to come to England, if only for a fortnight, as she required not only advice but assistance.' ' About Avhat ?' asked Leonora. * I'm sure I don't know — something concerning Med way, I should think, as they talked of the necessity of getting him off to Italy without delay.' 64 THE WILLOAVS. * He has asked me to go with you,' said Leonora. * And you will go — Oh say yes !' 'Of course I shall, if La'iy Medway have no objection.' ' What objection can she have ?' ' I don't know.' ' Nor I either. Do you, Azor ?' she cried, appeal- ing to the struggling little animal in her arms, bending down her face and speaking with closed teeth. ' Can you think of any possible reason why Leonora should not go with us to Italy ? No ! you see he is quite delighted at the idea,' she added, when, having let him spring to the ground, he began to caper round them, barking with all his might, as if inviting them to join in his gambols- Kepeated gestures of pretended anger, various grimaces and shakings of the head having failed to silence him, a chase began, and soon after the sound of youthful laughter, intermixed with Azor's sharp barks, reached the drawing-room through the still unclosed windows. Lord JMedway became singularly inattentive to his mother's reading — begged she would not give herself so much trouble — the papers were really not worth reading just now — scarcely anything going on at home, and nothing at all elsewhere — he believed he wished for tea — and — w^ould it not be better to send to Jane and Leonora, and desire them to come in ? ( 65 ) CHAPTER VI. AN * enemy' procures LEONORA AN ENGLISH HOME. Lady Med way's attention to her son became from day to day more assiduous ; she was ably assisted by her two elder daughters, and Lord Medway, constitutionally indolent, and sincerely at- tached to his mother and sisters, was exceedingly gratified, and only occasionally a very little bored. Some weeks elapsed without his having found a convenient opportunity for renewing his interrupted conversation with Leonora, though he had not un- frequently, in an impatient pettish manner, said, that 'He chose to have Leonora to sit beside him,' or, *He wanted to speak to Leonora.' On such occasions, a place in his immediate vicinity was instantly ceded to her ; but the attention then bestowed on the youthful guest, completely over- powered her. Even Medway himself felt a sort of reserve creep over him, in the presence of so many appa;*ently eager listeners. Lady Medway invariably laid down book or work, and whether near or distant, turned her face towards them with a benignant smile. Lady Grace pushed forward her embroidery frame, and Lady Louisa, with YOL. I. F 66 ' AN * ENEMY ' PROCURES LEONORA a playfulness for which she was remarkable, never failed to seat herself on a favourite foot-stool at her brother's feet, and kindly request Leonora to relate her life and adventures ; ' Whereof by parcels she had something heard, But not intentively.' Leonora would not consent, however, and the con- versation was in the end carried on between Louisa and her brother, or Lady Medway advanced to the rescue, and allowed Leonora to slip away to her friend Jane or the garden, the first convenient opportunity. Letters of importance began to arrive from London for Lord Medway, and it became evident that he would be obliged to spend some days in town. He prepared to do so most unwillingly, tried to persuade his mother that it was necessary they should all accompany him, and received for answer, that she must remain at The Willows until various unavoidable arrangements, before leaving England for so long a time, were completed ; if the arrange- ments could be made in the course of the ensuing week, she would follow him to town without delay, or to Paris, should he think it advisable to precede them. For her part, she thought it very desirable that he should reach a warmer climate before the weather became wintry. Lord Medway said, he would ' think about it,' and did so, perhaps, occasionally, for some days ; at the end of which time a messenger was sent late one evening from London, to inform him that his brother Charles had just arrived from Vienna, had AX ENGLISH HOME. 67 but one week to spend in England, and hoped that he would leave The Willows and join him in B — square, without delay. Lady Medway expressed more surprise at her son Charles' arrival than Leonora expected, after having heard fi'om Jane that her brother would probably come to England, in consequence of a pressing request from his mother. Her look of inquiry was answered by Jane in a w^hisper : ' I suppose Charley first said he could not come, and after all has managed it ; some way or other he always contrives to do whatever he likes.' * I suppose I must go to town to-morrow,' said Lord Medway ; ' but, with Charley's energetic assistance, we may manage to start for the Con- tinent in a week or ten days ! I dare say,' he continued, glancing towards Leinora, ' he can tell us something about brother Harry ; but at all events,' he added, turning to his mother, ' nothing shall now interfere with the arrangement for Leonora, about which I spoke to you yesterday.' ' Of course not.' she replied, dryly ; and rising abruptly, she walked towards a wTiting table at the other end of the room, and there found occupation until it was time to separate for the night. When leaving the next morning. Lord Medway begged his mother to follow him as soon as possible, told Jane she might take Azor to Italy with her, and then, turning to Leonora, hoped she had not forgotten her promise about going to Nice, and assured her that being at some place on the coast 68 AX ^exemy' procures leoxora of the Mediterranean^ was her best, if not only, chance of seeing her brother for years. When she looked towards Lady Medway, hop- ing for a word or look of at least acquiescence, her ladyship seemed altogether engrossed by some directions which she was giving to a servant about a letter that he was to deliver without delay to her son Mr. Thorpe. Some few words Lord Medway then added in a whisper to Leonora ; ' He feared he should find the time pass very dismally without her, even for one solitary week — he was convinced he should be bored to death — most probably he would return in a few days, and bring Charley w^th him — entreated her not to forget him — and made her promise to try and like him better even than she liked Jane !' Leonora promised, and hoped he would bring Charley to The Willows. And she did hope this with all her heart, for if the truth must be told, she had taken a singular fancy to the boy portrait of him that hung beside that of her brother Harry, in the breakfast-room. Often, when she was sup- posed to be looking at the latter, had her eyes been fixed on the miniature of the proud, manly-looking boy with his whip, and his dog, and his great grey eyes ! and then, when Jane told her of his wild pranks, and his courage, and extraordinary strength, Leonora feared — yes, feared — she should prove un- grateful, and like him betters-far better — than her kind and gentle friend Medway ! Lady Medway 's silence respecting the projected AN ENGLISU HOME. 69 journey during the ensuing week, surprised Leonora much, as the intercourse of letters was apparently incessant. Lady Jane^told her, in con- fidence, they were almost all from Charley, adding mysteriously, that he did not appear quite to approve of the plan of their going to Nice for the winter. Leonora attached infinitely less import- ance to this remark than it deserved, and forgot it completely a few evenings afterwards, when, at tea time, a packet of notes arrived, with one for herself, from Lord Medway. He informed her very briefly, that all his arrangements were com- pleted, and that, urged by his brother, he had con- sented to leave England in the course of a few days — that he should not, however, go further than Paris, without them all, and, therefore, hoped she would forthwith have her 'cofters,' as she called them, packed up, as he found it impossible any longer to exist without the society and services of his charming little secretary. Lady Medway 's eyes were fixed on Leonora's smiling face, as she stood by the fire-place and read these hurried lines. Explanation of some kind respecting the journey to Nice was now inevitable, and to promote it Leonora silently handed the note to her ladyship, who was sitting unusually upright on an adjacent sofa. ' It is a fortunate circumstance, my dear girl,' began Lady Medway, after a pause, ' a most for- tunate circumstance, that you so greatly prefer England to the Continent; were it otherwise I 70 AN ' enemy' procures leoxora really should be extremely embarrassed at this moment.' Leonora's fac^ said more plainly than her words, ' I do not understand — ' ' It is a curious coincidence/ her ladyship con- tinued, in her softest voice, * that I, this very morning, received a letter written by your uncle Stephen, to say that he would send a — a person here to-morrow to take charge of you and convey you safely to his house in Russell-square.' ' My uncle ! but I — I did not ask him to send for me — I have not written to him since I have been in England !' * So I perceive from his letter, and I must say, Leonora, it was very injudicious your so openly neglecting such a rich relation.' ' But his riches can in no way concern me,' suggested Leonora, hurriedly. ' It seems, however, he offers you a highly re- spectable, and a — a — comfortable home — one which may lead, in all probability, to the possession of future affluence,' observed Lady Medway. Leonora felt greatly inclined to say that she would not go to her uncle, that she should greatly prefer spending the winter at Nice — when it sud- denly occurred to her that the announcement had been made without a word of regret, and that perhaps Lady Medway was unwilling to add another member to her family. Bending forward she therefore said in a low voice, ' You do not wish to take me to Nice ?' AX ENGLISH HOME. 71 ' Most willingly, my dear Leonora, would T take you with me, if I should not, by doing so, deprive you not only of the protection of your nearest relations, but also of the chance of hereafter in- heriting from them.' Leonora made an impatient gesture. ' Why not T continued her ladyship. ' This uncle of yours is, by all accounts, so rich, that he could provide for you without injuring his own family in any perceptible manner — and let me tell you, dear Leonora, that I cannot do so. We all like you, for Jane you are a charming companion, but after having made you sacrifice your relations, and, pro- bably, considerable pecuniary advantages, what have I to offer you? Literally nothing. With two already grown-up daughters, and a third, who, in a couple of years, will also expect to be introduced to the world, myself a widow, and consequently reduced in circumstances, what could I do with a young person such as you are ?' She paused, but Leonora made no attempt to answer her question, and after a moment's hesita- tion, her ladyship, gently compelling her to sit down beside her, enlarged with eloquence on the same theme, ending by an appeal to her good sense, and an assurance of unalterable regard on her part. A good deal softened by this speech, Leonora sat for some moments silent and motionless, her eyes fixed intently on the floor. The necessity of resignation to her fate, and the certainty that Lady 72 AN ' EXEMY ' PROCUKES LEONORA Medway would not take her to Nice, had become so evident to her, that Lord Medway now reigned paramount in her thoughts. She feared he might suppose that she had joined in deceiving him in order to remain in England, and she continued this train of ideas when, taking his note from Lady Medway's hand, she murmured, 'What will he think of me ? what will he say T ' Very little, Leonora,' answered her ladyship, quietly ; ' I am sorry to be obliged to undeceive you respecting Medway, but — a — his wish to have you with him is a most reprehensible instance of selfishness — he merely wants something to interest him — some one to amuse him — and thinks you may answer both purposes for the next six months. I regret to say, this is not the first time he has acted in a similar manner !' Leonora did not quite comprehend what the ' similar manner ' meant. She believed Lord Medway to be her only sincere friend, and was not disposed to resign him without a struggle. She could not understand why he should not be made acquainted with her removal to her uncle's if the plan were so very desirable for all parties. A wish for further information made her ask to see her uncle's letter, and Lady Medway, evidently prepared for the request, drew it from her pocket, placed it in Leonora's hands, and walked towards the tea-table where her daughters were seated, the two eldest speaking to each other in a low, indis- tinct manner, the youngest listening anxiously and AN ENGLISH HOME. 73 following with her eyes all her mother's move- ments. ' There is some mistake,' said Leonora, hastily, advancing a few steps, ' this letter begins '^ Sir," ' ' It is addressed to Charles,' answered her lady- ship, without turning round, ' it was he who un- dertook and carried on the correspondence.' ' So,' thought Leonora, ' there has been a cor- respondence, and my uncle was perhaps unwilling to receive me !' Yet there was nothing in the letter to confirm this idea. It informed Mr. Thorpe, in the very fewest words possible, that a trustworthy person would be sent to The Willows for Miss Nixon, who would not so long have been left there to cause em- barrassment, had either of her uncles been earlier made acquainted with her address. ' I think,' said Leonora, after a long and painful pause, * I think as this " trustworthy person " will be here so early to-morrow, I had better go to my room now and commence packing my clothes.' ' Oh, no — dear Leonora, no — wait until after tea,' exclaimed the ladies Thorpe together. * Jen- nings will pack everything for you in an hour or two to-morrow morning.' ' No, thank you,' said Leonora, in a scarcely audible voice, but walking with an appearance of unusual calmness to the door. A strong effort of the mind will enable most people to control the outward signs of emotion as far as they are ex- pressed by the movements of the body ; to retain 74 AX ' EXEMY ' PROCURES LEOXORA the colour of the cheek — to restrain the flashing of the eye and quivering lip — is however not so easy, and Leonora's deadly paleness greatly alarmed Lady Medway. She first advanced a few steps with outstretched hand as if to detain her, and then, as the door closed between them, hastily motioned to Jane to follow. Breathless the two young girls stood together at the top of the staircase. ' Jane — I — wish to be alone — I cannot — speak — even to you — ^just now,' gasped Leonora. Jane's answer was a tearful embrace, from which Leonora released herself somewhat impetuously, and then ran into her room. Her thoughts, as she afterwards impatiently paced up and down the apartment, were for some time quite chaotic : anger, mortification, and disappointment predomi- nated by turns. One moment she^resolved to write to Lord Medway, the next blushed at the mere idea —wished she had expostulated with Lady Medway, then rejoiced she had not done so. Suddenly an undefined terror of the meeting with her uncle took possession of her mind. Had he sent to inquire about her ? or had her place of residence been notified to him with the request that he w^ould relieve the Medway family of an — incumbrance ? She feared the latter ; and what a reception was likely to be given to her under such circumstances ! The thought was dreadful. Overwhelmed by the consideration of her perfect helplessness, she yielded for a few minutes to a violent burst of grief, from AX ENGLISH HOME. 75 Avhicli she had not quite recovered when Jane stood at her door praying for admittance. Leonora for a minute or two appeared inclined to be inexorable ; she employed the time, however, in opening her wardrobe, drawing forth various articles of apparel, and throwing them on the sofa and chairs in a manner to, give the room all the uncomfortable appearance that generally accom- panies the preparations for packing. Even after the entrance of her friend she continued her occu- pation with averted head and an expenditure of energy that someway began to impress her com- panion with a feeling of awe and dismay. Lady Jane's voice was very tremulous as she observed, ' I hope I shall see Charles, and have an opportunity of telling him how very unkindly he has acted.' 'I rather think he has only done what Lady Medway desired him,' answered Leonora, con- tinuing her occupation without intermission, 'and I do not blame her, on reflection, for wishing to get rid of me ; but she ought to have consulted me and let me make the application to my uncle myself.' ' That is exactly what Grace said just now ; but Charley, it seems, disapproved from the beginning of your being spoken to. He said nothing but your extreme youth could excuse your having come here with JMedway, and that nothing but the strongest and most energetic measures would now insure your going to your uncle ; and if 76 AN * ENEMY ' PROCURES LEOXORA given time even to write to Medway, the con- sequences would inevitably be most disagreeable to us all/ ' I do not see how,' said Leonora, turning round with a look of astonishment, and standing upright before her companion ; ' for if Lady Medway de- clined to take me with her, there must have been an end of the matter. I could not,' she added, petulantly, ' I could not have gone alone to Italy with your brother, could I ?' ' I suppose not,' said Lady Jane. 'Well, then, had I been able to consult him there is no manner of doubt that he would have mediated between me and my uncle more kindly than Charles seems to have done.' ' That is true,' said Lady Jane ; ' but Charles does not choose Medway to mediate, or to know anything about the matter, for he has written to say that he hopes to get him off to Paris to-morrow, and then mamma must write to him and pacify him with promises and plans for next summer.' ' What promises and plans ?' asked Leonora. ' They said something about proposing to ask you to return to The Willows when we come back to England, but — ' here she hesitated. ' But what ?' ' Charley says that JMedway's fancy for you will be long over by that time.' Leonora could not or would not believe this. She clung to the idea of Lord Medway 's regard as the drowning mariner to the floating wreck, AX ENGLISH HOME. 77 thoughtless of the force of the surrounding waves, and hoping against reason. Lady Jane continued sorrowfully : 'From the day that I heard of Charles's disapproval of our winter plans I was sure that another arrangement would be made. In his letter to mamma this evening he says that from some conversations he has had with Medway he expects to find him troublesome at Paris, but by dint of ridicule and judicious procrastination he has no doubt that all will be right in a few weeks.' ' I cannot understand what all this means,' said Leonora, with a puzzled air ; ' Lady Med way's reasons for not wishing me to reside with her are quite within my comprehension ; but why Charles, who has not yet seen me, should so dislike me is what I never shall be able to make out.' ' Or I either,' said Jane ; ' but he says expressly in his last letter that mamma must be firm, and rather spend the winter in England than consent to take you with her to Nice.' At that moment a feeling of strong resentment sprang up in Leonora's mind against Charles Thorpe. A positive personal dislike to him for what she considered his officious and unkind inter- ference in her affairs. She pictured him to herself as stern arbiter of her fate, an intriguing, calculating man of the world ; in short, her secret, powerful, and implacable enemy ; and though she wished him no actual evil, the wild desire presented itself that she might in the course of her life have an opportunity 78 AN ' EXEMY ' PROCURES LEOXORA of making him feel, if only for a short time, as acute mortification as she had suffered that evening. It was a vague wish, prompted by anger, and without a thought of intervening obstacles ; yet she remembered it years afterwards, when expe- rience had taught her to understand the motives of his conduct, and knowledge of the world and its ways made her judge him rather more leniently. * Jane,' she said, slowly, ' all this manoeuvring and writing was most unnecessary. A few rational words from Lady Medway, such as she spoke this evening, would at any time have been sufficient to have induced me to apply to my uncle and leave The Willows voluntarily.' 'Charles did not choose to have it so,' murmured Jane. Leonora shrugged her shoulders, and began, in an absent manner, to collect her books. * I believe, Jane,' she said, at length, looking round her with some dismay at the disorder she had created in the room, ' I believe, after all, it will be better to let Jennings pack up all these things for me to-morrow morning.' ' Oh, much better ! and now, dear, you will come down to tea, won't you ? Mamma is so sorry, you can't think !' ' I must hope, and not think, for the next twenty-four hours,' said Leonora, making an effort to appear cheerful. ' As to going down stairs, and talking on indifferent subjects, after all that has occurred this evening — that is beyond my power ; AN ENGLISH HOME. 70 SO you must say good night for nie : I wish you could say good-bye, also, and that I were now far, far away from The Willows !' ' Oh ! Leonora,' cried Jane, vainly endeavouring to restrain her tears, ' I cannot bear to think of your leaving us ! but we shall continue friends for ever, promise me that at least.' Leonora warmly gave the assurance required. ' And when we go to town,' continued Jane, ' I shall be sure to see you and spend hours with you — and I shall write to you — oh, that puts me in mind — mamma desired me to find out if you intended to write to Medway.' ' No,' said Leonora, ' I leave it to you to ex- plain this affair to him, and then — perhaps — he may WTite to me. I wish, with all my heart, I had never come here — but there is no use in think- ing of that now. Good night.' The door closed, and Leonora was once more alone, and how confused and unhappy only those can know who have been in their youth homeless, and unceremoniously forwarded from one house to another. For some time a feeling of utter desola- tion, a sensation of even more complete loneliness befel her than when first, an orphan and among strangers, she had written the short formal letters to her uncles, and the long explanatory one to Lord Medway, on whom all her hopes then centered. What w^ould he have been to her had he lived? Would Charles have dared to — but why complain — his successor had proved as willing to befriend 80 AN * ENEMY ' PROCCRES LEONORA her as she could have desired ; it was the unex- pected opposition on the part of his brother and mother that now made him unable to do so. And then hope began to whisper that he would not desert her completely, that he would write to her ; perhaps even return to England, if only for the purpose of securing her a pleasanter position in her uncle's house. Had he not said repeatedly that he liked her better than any of his sisters ? — told her never to doubt his interest in all that concerned her ? and assured her that his father's offer of pro- tection should be carried into action by bim in the most surprising and satisfactory manner ? Some doubts of his power to do this just now, were re- luctantly admitted ; but with all the careless con- fidence of youth and inexperience, she dwelt long on the chance of being invited, kindly and willingly invited, to spend the ensuing summer at The Wil- lows. That Lord Medway would still desire it she felt sure, and she took it for granted that by that time she should have sufficiently conciliated both her uncles to satisfy even Lady Medway's scruples. In short, wxre the dreaded interviews with her relations once over, she believed she should, after all, have no very great objection to spend, on any terms, the winter in London — it would be something so novel, so interesting to her ! Opening a guide-book that lay on the table, she spread out the map of London before her and studied it attentively, until she had her finger on Russell-square. It seemed to her just the central AN ENGLISH HOME. 81 sort of place for seeing and hearing everything. Yes ; she should see Wesminster Abbey and St. Paul's, the Docks, the Tunnel, the Zoological Gardens, the Tower, and the Museum ! It was so odd that her mother had lived so long in London and had never been to see the Museum ! She could not expect her uncle to go everywhere with her — he was too old, past sixty she believed — but his son Arthur here Leonora sighed, and wished she were going to her uncle Gilbert, who had a daughter or daughters about her own age — vulgar most probably — but she believed she could like any one now who would receive and treat her kindly. Yet even while this humble thought passed through her mind, appalling visions of cor- pulent, red-faced, loud-voiced uncles, with shopmen- looking sons, rose vividly before her imagination, which, it has been already observed, was of the most fertile description ; and the forms, when they had acquired gigantic proportions, were in their turn chased, phantasmagoria-like, by painfully con- trasting groups of tall, graceful, gentle-mannered Thorpes. Among these, however, Charles at length stood so prominent, that anger effectually put to flight all the intruding phantoms ; her pride was roused, and, starting from her chair, she resolved, whatever her fears for the future might be, to conceal them ; not even to Jane would she breathe a word of complaint, or show a particle of the deej) regret with which she left a family whose habits VOL. I. G 82 AN ' enemy' procures LEONORA A HOME. and manners were so congenial to her own ; and her thoughts centered, during the greater part of a sleepless night, in the consideration of how she could now leave The Willows with at least a sem- blance of dignity. ( 83 ) CHAPTER YII. A CITY UNCLE. Leoxora's composure the next morning surprised Lady Medway not a little. The arrangement of her clothes, and the hasty finishing of some trifling fancy-work which she had undertaken for Jane and her sisters, seemed to occupy her so com- pletely, that she appeared quite unconscious of the grave faces around her, or even Jane's tearful eyes, as she followed her from place to place with Azor in her arms ; bestowing on the dog the caresses she no longer ventured to offer Leonora, who seemed to have changed in some strange manner during the night. Yet once more their eyes met with the wonted look of intelligence, and a mutual sympathetic paleness overspread their features as the carriage w^as announced which was to separate them for a time — nominally indefinite, but which both, with anxious forebodings, feared for that reason might prove long. Lady Medway desired to see the ' person ' who was to take charge of Miss Nixon ; and as Leonora left the room, to prepare for her journey, she stopped for a few minutes in the hall to look at the 84 A CITY UNCLE. monstrous yellow carriage sent by her uncle, and the strange figure that descended from it. She had been closely followed by Jane ; and, under almost any other circumstances, laughter would have been irrepressible on their parts ; but all inclination to gaiety was subdued by grief, and merely an expression of wonder pervaded the countenances of the young girls, as their eyes fol- lowed the thin form of the elderly woman, who tripped rather than walked across the hall. A glimpse of her face had shown them a pair of prominent, restless, dark eyes, a nose of large yet sharp proportions, slightly inclining to the left, and partaking amply of the dappled colours that flushed her cheeks, and all surrounded by a cap of innu- merable lace frills, pressed down upon her forehead by a bonnet of amazing proportions, and in form resembling a coal-scuttle — the date of fabrication was beyond the recollection of either Leonora or Jane ; and the extreme freshness of the materials for a moment staggered their judgment, and made them fear it was some terrible importation from beyond the Channel, which they and every one must, in the course of time, copy and adopt. It was a relief to their minds when the removal of a muffling cloak disclosed a black silk dress, fresh as the bonnet, but which, even to their youthful eyes, betrayed its age in those unmistakeable cyphers — the sleeves. Old as was that gown, the folds fi*om the shop might still be distinctly traced in its thick rusthng plaits : it was a curious fact, the cause of A CITY UNCLE. 85 which was made but too evident to Leonora at a later period. While her bags and boxes were being placed in and outside the carriage, she put on her bonnet ; and on returning to the hall was met by Lady Medway, who, with a slightly-flushed face, turned to her and said, ' I hoped you would have been able to remain until after luncheon, but this — a — person — says that she has received directions to avoid all delay here, and is to stop at the Toy in Hampton Court to rest the horses. I suppose your uncle's orders must be obeyed, dear girl.' ' Oh, of course !' answered Leonora, breathing quickly, as they all advanced to take leave of her. Jane, in an agony of grief, laid Azor in her arms, and with difficulty articulated, ' Keep him for my sake.' The gift was already accepted with eager grati- tude, when the * person ' interfered, observing that * Mr. Nixon could not abide dogs, wich certainly were 'orrid hanimals in a town 'ouse.' Leonora reluctantly resigned the proffered trea- sure, and Azor displayed considerable enjoyment at recovering the liberty of which he had been deprived for so long a time in order to be ready when required for the meditated sacrifice to friend- ship. Turning hastily away, Leonora entered the carriage ; and then, leaning back in a corner, remained silent and motionless, until, on arriving at Hampton Court^ her companion proposed having 86 A CITY UNCLE. luncheon and walking in the palace garden. Leonora declined both, and was left unceremoniously enough to sit alone with her luggage, her feet on the opposite seat, her head bent on her clasped hands. How long she thus remained she had not the least idea ; for, in complete oblivion of all around her, she had lived over again in thought the last two months of her life, recalling, with an accuracy sharpened by regret, all she had seen^ and heard, and felt during that time. Pleasant were the recollections of the various afternoon tea-parties beneath the willows with Jane and her brother ; interesting the drives with Lady Medway in the neighbourhood, where people and scenery were equally strange and new to her. A certain small dog cemetery at one place they had visited rose distinctly before her ; for among the graves of pet pugs and poodles she and Lord Medway had spoken of the contrast between German and English churchyards — the pious remembrance of lost friends displayed in the carefully-cultivated graves of one country, the apparent forgetful ness, in the neglect of them, so common in the other. Her description of a foreign village churchyard he had called poetical prose, while she had obstinately refused to believe his perhaps exaggerated account of some London burial-places. Then there had been quiet boating-parties to neighbouring villas, whence friends of the Medways came for them in their own wherries : expert and handsome boatmen, who had all been, as Leonora ingenuously expressed it. A CITY UNCLE. 87 ^ extremely kind to her.' She was in the midst of an excursion to Claremont, then untenanted by royalty, was in imagination standing before the picture of the Princess Charlotte in the dining- room, the white satin, well-fitting shoes again provokingly attracting her attention, when — the horses were led out to be put to, the carriage-door was opened, and her travelling companion entered, apparently greatly refreshed by her luncheon. She carried in her hand a paper bag, filled with tempting-looking biscuits, which Leonora, who had breakfasted very slightly, found it impossible to refuse, and they formed the commencement of a conversation, that gradually, from a description of the excellent mutton-chops to be had at Hampton Court, led to an enumeration of the things most suitable for luncheons •, dinners followed, and market prices, until Leonora had no longer a shadow of doubt that she was enjoying the society of her uncle's housekeeper, or cook, or both united in the person of Mrs. Ducker, which she now learned was the name of her companion. Indeed, Mrs. Ducker, who probably saw no reason for either concealment or silence on the present occasion, informed her soon afterwards, at some length, that she had risen to her present high position in Mr. Nixon's family from having been nurse to his only son, Arthur (so named after the Duke of Wellington, who, however, she beheved, was not his real godfather). Arthur she loved as if he were her own child ; she might say, indeed, 88 A CITY UNCLE. that she had been a mother to him since Mrs. Nixon's death ; and he never forgot her — never came home from foreign parts without bringing her a handsome silk dress. The bonnet she then wore was from Paris, given to her by him, and was so well made that it was quite as good as new after years' and years' wearing : but then, to be sure, she took remarkably great care of her clothes. Here an admonitory glance was darted at the unconscious Leonora, who, while crunching her biscuits, was carelessly lounging in the corner, and allowing her crape bonnet and its light decorations to rub against the side of the carriage. ' I wonder my uncle did not marry again,' observed Leonora, on whom the history of the bonnet had made but little impression. ' Why should he ?' asked Mrs. Ducker, rather tartly. ' I was there to take charge of the 'ousekeep- ing. Our Arthur had gone to school, the little girl died of the measles, and Missus was after all but a poor thing, always unealthy, and the doctor never out of the 'ouse as long as she lived. Master had no fancy to take another wife — never thought of such a thing, Fm sure !' ' He is very old now, is he not ?' asked Leonora. ' Between sixty and seventy,' answered her com- panion, thoughtfully ; ' they said he was past thirty when Arthur was born.' ' So Arthur is also quite old !' exclaimed Leo- nora, with a look of disappointment. * A man is young at thirty. Miss Leonora, and A CITY UNCLE. 89 your cousin is young and 'andsome too, though he 'as red 'air hke his mother.' ' Red hair ! oh, now I am sure I shall never be able even to tolerate him,' cried Leonora, with a light laugh. ' You're not likely to see much of him, I suspect,' rejoined Mrs. Ducker, with flashing eyes *, ' he can have his choice of company, I can tell you, and will not be in any hurry to leave Rome, or his friends Yiscount Torpid and the Marquis of Witherington !' This was said almost triumphantly, and in the manner of a person who plays down a well reserved trump at cards. Leonora, however, had known too many viscounts and marquises, and was still too little English in her ideas, to attach the expected importance to such titles. Indeed, the chances and changes of foreign life enabled her to number some dukes and princes among her acquaint- ance *, she was, therefore, neither astonished as her companion intended, nor at all interested in the given information — it merely sent her thoughts, with the swiftness of lightning, to Italy ; and, as answer to the pompous announcement, she ob- served with a smile, ' I liked every thing at Rome excepting — the fleas.' ' So ! you have been there too !' cried Mrs. Ducker, with a look of surprise ; and then piqued, and, provoked perhaps, by Leonora's silent nod and mouth full of biscuit, she added, ' It ivill be a change for you, going to school this Michaelmas Term !' 90 A CITY UNCLE. * To school !' repeated Leonora, amazed, and instantly sitting up as erect as her companion could have desired. ' Yes ; to the same where Miss Georgina 'as been so well heducated. Oh, you may think yourself very well hofF, for there's a carriage for the young ladies to go a hairing in and to the riding-school, and a Yrench fern de sham, and they learn to make curtseys, and receive visitors, and are only a limited number, and the daughters of people of fortune and family !' 'Georgina is my uncle Gilbert's daughter?' said Leonora, half interrogatively. ' Who else could I mean ?' asked Mrs. Ducker, 'but she's Miss N-ixon, by right, since our little girl died ; and most uncommon haccomplished she is they say — plays long variations on the pianer, and sings hopera songs, and draws 'eads in chalk ; but of course you can do all this too !' ' No,' answered Leonora, ' I am not at all accomplished ;' and, to say the truth, she had no particular wish to become so at that moment, if, for the purpose, she must again go to school. Had Mrs. Ducker expressed herself properly, and said that, ' A lady would receive her into her circle,' or that, ' A vacancy having occurred in a select ladies' establishment, &c.,' the plan might have appeared less revolting ; but to be sent to school when she considered her education finished, was a stroke of fate for which she was not prepared ; and though her companion began, in consequence of her con- A CITY UNCLE. 01 fession, loudly to applaud Mr. Nixon's iiitoiitiou, she paid no sort of attention, merely ejaculating during the first pause, as if in continuation of her thoughts, ' Why could he not let me live with him ?' ' And what,' demanded Mrs. Ducker, ' what could a gentleman, at his advanced time of life, do with a young person such as you are ?' ^Do with a young person, such as I am? — •' repeated Leonora, thoughtfully, 'just what Lady Medway said — no one knows what to do with me.' 'Of course not,' said Mrs. Ducker, her face flushing vividly ; ' Why you couldn't make yourself useful — and fill my place, and undertake the 'ouse- keeping, could you?' Leonora's natural powers of observation had been strengthened by practice. She instantly per- ceived that Mrs. Ducker dreaded finding in her a rival,- and was ill-disposed towards her in conse- quence. She hastened, therefore, to remove all such suspicions from her mind, by some very truthful confessions of both uselessness and inex- perience on her part, which were received with amusing satisfaction ; a very perceptible softening of manner taking place after she had murmured, ' Oh, I thought, perhaps, as you wasn't accom- plished — ' ' I ought to be useful — * interposed Leonora, with a smile. ' I have led too w^andering a life, and my acquirements are merely in foreign languages 92 A CITY rNCLE. and literature, not, I much fear, in any way likely to recommend me to my uncle.' 'Well, I don't think he has any partikler hobjections to forring heducation ; but Mr. Gilbert 'as, and couldn't at all be persuaded to let you be sent to him, wich master would of course have preferred.' 'So,' said Leonora, 'my uncle Gilbert refused to have me 5 everyone rejects or tries to get rid of me.' 'Perhaps, however,' said Mrs. Ducker, softening as Leonora's insignificance became more and more apparent to her, ' perhaps, after all, you may not be sent to school. Master didn't seem quite decided, and only desired me to send to Mr. Gilbert for the Prospects of Mrs. Howard St. Vincent's establishment. If he doesn't find you troublesome, he'll not mind you at all after the first week or two.' This was poor consolation, and Leonora thought long before she again spoke ; when she did so, it was with the wish to conciliate her companion, who, she began to suspect, was a person of importance in her uncle's house. ' I dare say,' she began, with some hesitation, ' or rather I am sure, that having lived so many years with my uncle, you have great influence with him — ' 'No one has the least, excepting Arthur,' inter- posed Mrs. Ducker. ' I couldn't venture to offer an opinion even about a salad, or lobster-sauce! He orders everything from market himself, and A CITY UNCLE. 93 excepting at the greengrocer's, and the fruit shop, I never buy any thing for the 'ouse.' This, and some other remarks about her uncle's habits, gave Leonora so much subject for thought, that they were driving through the streets of London long before she again began to look around her. The endless rows of shops, the crowds of busy pedestrians, the carriages, carts, and omnibuses, seemed to multiply as they ad- vanced, and became at last so confusing, that she felt a sort of relief as they turned at length into a succession of quieter streets, and she was informed that they were drawing near home. She looked out eagerly, and saw soon afterwards a space of ground neatly enclosed by iron railings ; within which were a few dark-looking trees and shrubs, some dried-up dusty grass, and a weedless gravel- walk, whereon several nurses and children were sauntering sorrowfully, like prisoners taking exer- cise. The high surrounding houses appeared to Leonora perfectly alike ; and so they were, in fact, the only difference being in the number of windows in front. They stopped, and while a loud knock announced their arrival, Leonora looked upwards, perfectly unconscious what sort of rooms were lighted by the rows of bright-paned carefully- blinded windows above her. Not so the English reader, for so great is the uniformity of British town architecture, that it will suffice to say, the house of Mr. Nixon was one of the largest sized, three-win- dowed, long-balconied, description; and immediately 94 A CITY U]^CLE. the edifice stands erected with its discoloured bricks, and plate-glass windows outside, — its dining-room, drawing-rooms, bed-rooms, and attics, within. Mrs. Ducker commenced gathering together the stray parcels, and then said, ' Miss Nixon — please — will you step out — ' Leonora did as she was desired, — ascended the stone steps to the door, and entered the hall. It was large and lofty, and at the end of the first flight of stairs she perceived a stained glass window of a brilliant kaleidescope pal;tern, calculated effectually to shut out the view of stables and the backs of other houses, and perfectly harmonising with the yellow and red striped stair-carpet. A remarkably portly butler, with a white waistcoat and red face, was at first so occupied with Mrs. Ducker, and giving directions to a youthful footman about the proper places for Leonora's luggage, that she her- self appeared to be completely forgotten after having received from him a stiff obeisance on entering ; but when she opened a door near the foot of the staircase, and looked into a perfectly dark room, he advanced, saying, ' That is the dining-room, Miss Nixon — will you not walk into Mr. Nixon's study, where there is a fire ?' He preceded her, while speaking, into the large, handsomely furnished front parlour, drew up the window blinds, moved a chair towards the fire- place, and informing her that Mr. Nixon would be home in about an hour, left her to examine at her leisure the furniture of a room which was so A CITY UNCLE. 95 different from what she had expected, that she found it necessary to call upon her imagination for a new portrait of her uncle. Handsomely bound books in glass cases completely covered the walls, a round table was heaped with new works, pamphlets, magazines, reviews, and news- papers. There was a writing-table of large di- mensions, and near one of the windows, globes and a telescope on pedestals. About a dozen luxuriously comfortable arm-chairs and a chaise loiigue were covered with green morocco leather to match the colour of the curtains and carpet ; the chimney-piece was loaded with handsome orna- ments, and, in the midst of them, a clock of singularly beautiful workmanship. Leonora had ample time for observation, and used it while there was light sufficient to discern the objects around her. As the evening drew to a close, she walked towards one of the windows and looked at the square and the surrounding houses, and watched the various groups of people who resided in the neighbourhood returning to their homes. Candles glimmered red and rayless in the opposite houses, lamp-lighters began to hurry to and fro, and when, at length, a broad gleam of light fell on the window where she stood, and the stone steps immediately before her, she saw a man slowly ascend the latter, while deliberately drawing from his pocket a key, which he applied to the hall-door. A moment after she knew that only a few steps separated her from her much-dreaded uncle. 96 A CITY UXCLE. During the hour she had just spent alone, the silence in the house had been unbroken, but now the opening and shutting of doors not far distant from her became audible, and soon afterwards the study-door was opened, and she turned round, with a beating heart, to meet — Mrs. Ducker, who came to inform her that Mr. Nixon having gone to dress for dinner, she supposed it was time for Miss Nixon to do the same, and she had come to show her to her room. Leonora followed her into the gas-lit hall, and up four long flights of stairs, in silence ; then Mrs. Ducker pointed to the door of the back bed-room, and whispered 'Master's room,' where- upon Leonora turned to the other doors, but find- ing them locked, perceived that she was to follow her guide up a narrow, uncarpeted continuation of the staircase, which led to the attics, where she was put in possession of a large, wild-looking room, called the nursery. Her toilet was quickly made, and without giving herself time to become frightened again, she rapidly descended the stairs, fervently hoping to reach the study before her uncle. She was disappointed, he was already there, his elbow leaning on the chim- ney-piece, and his tall stiff figure turned towards the door, on which his eyes were fixed with piercing keenness. Leonora's previous life had been of a description that was calculated to early form her manners and give her unusual self-possession for her age ; but the gentlemanly appearance of the erect old man before A CITY UJ^CLE. 97 her, with his well-formed expressive features, full Hps, high forehead, prolonged hy baldness, and snow-white curling hair, was so unlike the ' City ' uncle of her dread and dreams, that she stopped blushing and uncertain how to approach him. After a long and painfully scrutinizing glance, he slowly extended his hand towards her, and, as she had expected, his first words were a reproach. ' It would have been better,' — he began, coldly and severely, — * it would have been better, and in- finitely more decorous, had you applied to me or your uncle Gilbert for advice and assistance after your father's death, instead of forcing yourself upon the notice, and seeking the protection, of a young and unmarried man like Lord Medway.' Leonora was so shocked at this view of her con- duct, that it was with great difficulty she explained the true state of the case, and assured him, she had supposed Lord Med way's father still alive when she came to England, and that he having been in constant correspondence with her mother, had, by letter, offered to protect and assist her should she ever be in want of a friend. ' When you found out the mistake,' said her uncle, calmly, ' there was still time to remedy it ; but I have reason to know that you purposely kept Lord Medway in ignorance of our being in existence.' 'So,' thought Leonora, 'Charles Thorpe's cor- respondence has been of a nature to create a strong yoL. I. H 98 A CITY UNCLE.. prejudice against me — that was unnecessary cruelty on his part.' Mr. Nixon pausing, with provoking patience, for an answer, she stammered a few words about the letters in her father's writing-desk having made her unwilling to apply to either of her uncles. ' A plausible defence, ' said Mr. Nixon, his features relaxing a little ; * but,' he added, slowly, * the letters in question related altogether to pecu- niary affairs, and in no way concerned you.' ' I could not be sure that you would not visit the failings of the father on the child, ' answered Leonora, beginning to recover from her embarrass- ment, ' and besides, after all, the Thorpes are also relations of mine, and — ' ' They are very distant ones,' interposed Mr. Nixon, 'but you would, no doubt, have preferred a residence with them, had they been disposed to keep you.' ' They told me I was a second cousin,' began Leonora, her eyes filling with tears, ' and I was very happy at The Willows, for they were very kind to me, and I found a companion of my own age.' I * You would have found the same in your uncle Gilbert's family,' rejoined her uncle, drily; 'how- ever,' he added, while ringing the bell twice in an expressive sort of way, that probably conveyed some order to the regions below stairs, ' however, on this disagreeable subject I shall, in consideration of your youth, now only observe that you have .A CITY UNCLE. 99 acted foolishly, perhaps I should say childishly, did not the Thorpes view the matter in another and more serious light : of that, and of them, we need speak no more, for you will scarcely seek or desire further intercourse with a family who, in order to get rid of you, have shown so little consideration for either your feelings or wishes.' Leonora blushed deeply, and he continued — * I have been considering how best to dispose of you ; my first idea was to send you to a Mrs. Howard St. Vincent, with whom your cousin Georgina will probably remain another year for the completion of her education ; it has since occurred to me, that the advantages you have probably had abroad will make this unnecessary. You are old enough to judge for yourself; the establishment, as they call it, is very expensive, so if you prefer remaining here with me — ' ' Oh I should greatly prefer it,' cried Leonora, hastily. 'Then you may do so. I require and expect nothing from you, excepting that you will be punctual in your hours, and not interfere with habits of regularity which have become necessary to my health and comfort.' Leonora was about to answer, when dinner was announced, and her uncle, with polite formality, offered his arm, and conducted her into the adjoining room. It was an enormously large apartment, containing massively carved mahogany sideboards, tables that might be drawn out to an 100 A CITY UNCLE. astonishing length, carpet and curtains of a rich crimson colour^ chairs to match, and even the walls were covered with paper of the same warm tint, on which the gorgeously gilt frames of some family pictures shone resplendent. Over the fire-place hung the portrait of Mr. Nixon's father, a hand- some, healthy-looking man, in a buff waistcoat, with a bunch of ponderous seals pending over his portly paunch. On the long wall opposite were hung Mr. Nixon's own portrait, taken some thirty or forty years previously, when he had, evidently, dressed very carefully for the occasion ; that of his wife, a sickly-looking woman, with short frizzled curls of red hair ; and also that of his son, likewise red-haired and not handsome — yet so full of life, and so eminently well painted, was tliis picture, that Leonora was instantly attracted by it, and her uncle, with a wave of his hand, and the words, ' Your cousin Arthur,' introduced her to it, much as if it had been a living person. ' Painted at Rome, by a very eminent German artist,' he added, seating himself at the dinner- table ; after which words the most profound silence reigned, rendering audible the eager snorting sound that accompanied Mr. Nixon's hasty devouring of the viands before him, and which proved to Leonora that her uncle's gastronomic propensities greatly resembled those of her late father. Either the previous conversation, or the bag of biscuits, had so effectually deprived her of all appetite, that she had time to examine and study tbe appearance A CITY UNCLE. 101 of her now perfectly unobservant relation. She saw, with more dissatisfaction than surprise, the pale face flush with avidity, the veins near the temples swell, and at length, as he bent over a plate full of curry, large drops of perspiration trickling down his white intellectual forehead ! While seeking his handkerchief to remove them, he perceived Leo- nora's eyes fixed gravely on him, with an expression that he mistook for astonishment, and probably intended to reply to her thoughts, when he said, ^ If you had worked hard as I have done since ten o'clock this morning, and had had no luncheon, you would, perhaps, be quite as hungry as I am.' Leonora turned away, and pretended to eat. ' You don't like curry/ said her uncle, after having, in his turn, observed her for a short time. ' It burns my mouth,' she answered, * worse, even, than English mustard.' 'You will soon learn to like it,' said Mr. Nixon, amused at her wry faces and glistening eyes, ' very soon — it is a taste that must be acquired, but like all such, when acquired, is frequently stronger than what we feel for simple natural food.' Leonora shook her head incredulously. 'You do not understand me,' he continued, helping himself again copiously, and eating quickly while speaking slowly. ' What I mean is, one never hears — of habitual excess — in the gratification, of — of the inclinations towards — bread, milk, water — or even wholesomely cooked meat, but 102 A CITY UXCLE. often, very often, in the acquired taste for brandy, tobacco, wine, opium, and so forth — ' * But I should think all these tastes better avoided than acquired,' observed Leonora. ' That I shall not attempt to deny,' he answered, glancing quickly from his plate towards her, with a look of keen intelligence ; ' but my pleasures in this world are very limited, and their variety consists almost exclusively in a change of dishes on this table, and of books on the one in the next room. Both acquired tastes, for which my relish is, I confess, at times more intense than it ought to be.' Leonora attempted no answer, but watched with some interest the, to her, novel operation of re- moving the table-cloth, admired the highly polished wood beneath ; and when the desert was arranged, following a sign from her uncle, she rose and took the chair placed for her at the side of the fire-place, opposite him. When they were alone, he asked her a few ques- tions about her former mode of life and places of residence ; told her, in a parenthe^s, not to put more powdered sugar on her plate than she could eat with her orange ; sipped unremittingly glass after glass of the wine placed close beside him by his attentive butler ; and when the contents of the crystal jug began to wax low, he stretched out his feet to the adjacent fender, sought and found a comfortable resting-place for his head on the well-stuffed back of his large arm chair, and from a doze imperceptibly fell into a profound sleep. A CITY UNCLE. 103 Leonora's position was so new to her, that she did not know whether to leave the room or remain in it ; but having at length decided on the latter, she leaned her head on her hand, gazed pensively at the glowing coal-fire, and recalled the events of the previous evening at The Willows with painful minuteness. Stealthily she drew from her pocket the letter she had then received from Lord Medway, and having read it carefully over, tried to convince herself that she should hear from him again and soon. Yet, while she mused, it seemed as if all around began to assume an appearance of home: already she felt that she was not, as at * The Willows, a mere passing visitor in her uncle's house ; he had offered, and she had tacitly accepted his protection. She looked along the walls of the room, and the portraits, warmed by the light of lamp and fire, appeared to return her glance with the freedom of long acquaintance^ her cousin Arthur's fiery brown eyes seeming to ask her opinion of the vase on W'hich his hand rested, the form of which was far more familiar than that of any of the fruit dishes on the table beside her. At the end of about an hour, her uncle awoke, expressed some surprise at finding her still in the room, rang the bell, and opened the folding door into the study. There they found the preparations for tea, which Mr. Nixon made and poured out himself, retiring wdth his cup to a seat near the fire- place, and taking up a book, in w^hich he read w^ith- out intermission until bed-time. Leonora had 104 A CITY U^TCLE. silently followed his example, which seemed to please him, for as they separated for the night, he observed, that he was glad to perceive she liked reading, and, after a pause, added, ' You will find the key of the bookcases on my writing-table, and near the window there is a collection of foreign works, v/hich belong to my son. Though / cannot read them you of course can. They are well chosen I am sure — in fact, the names of all the authors are familiar to me, and I have read translations of most of them. We breakfast at nine o'clock, pre — cisely. Good night.' ' Good night,' said Leonora, turning into the hall while he remained to extinguish the lamp and rake up the embers still glowing in the grate. 105 ) CHAPTEE VIII. HOW leoxora's name came to be shortened. Accustomed to early rising, Leonora was dressed the next morning before seven o'clock, and was considerably puzzled how to employ her time for the ensuing two hours before breakfast. Half that time sufficed for the unpacking and arrangement of her wardrobe, and then, having placed her little writing-desk on a table ready for use should she hear from the Medway family during the day, she went to the window, counted the houses of the square and their windows, speculated dreamily on the families in the neighbourhood with whom she was likely to become acquainted, and at length sauntered to^vards the staircase, intending to inspect the drawing-rooms, which, from the appearance of the lobby, and the lofty doors, she concluded, must be unusually splendid. She found the doors locked, and while deliberating about the propriety or necessity of returning to her own room, she con- tinued to descend the stairs, her lingering irreso- lute steps bringing her at last to the door of the study. She entered and advanced to the glass cases, to examine the books that had so strongly attracted her attention the day before. The door 106 HOW Leonora's name into the dining-room was ajar, and she started slightly on perceiving her uncle already seated at the breakfast table reading a newspaper, his spec- tacles poised on the end of his nose, and his chin slightly raised as if to keep them there : glancing over them he made some guttural sound as answer to Leonora's morning greeting, and then continued his occupation until the clock struck nine. As he deposited ' The Times ' on the table the door opened, and every requisite for a substantial break- fast was noiselessly placed within his reach — a large tea caddy, as on the previous evening, being rolled towards him, out of which he not only took the necessary quantity of tea, but also a massive silver sugar basin. He did not himself invite Leonora to join him, but made some sign to the servant to do so ; and when she seated herself at the table, after having pushed towards her a cup of tea, he helped himself to each thing before forwarding it to her, as if at once and for all to show that he had no intention of playing politeness with so young a person and so near a relation. Leonora made a few attempts at conversation, which seemed to sur- prise him amazingly, but they proved completely abortive, his answers — with a mouth full of egg and buttered toast, or voice half smothered in a tea cup of immense proportions — being perfectly unin- telligible. At length he rose, received from the servant, who was waiting in the hall, his paletot, gloves, hat, and walking-stick, while looming in the distance stood CAME TO BE SHORTENED. 107 Mrs. Ducker to receive his orders for dinner. His conference with her lasted some time, and seemed to interest him deeply ; the moment it was ended he left the house, and Leonora did not see him again until he was dressed for dinner. These particulars are not interesting, and would not have been forced upon the notice of the reader, had it not been necessary to give an idea of the tenor of Leonora's life for a longer — much longer — period than she had expected. So completely did one day resemble the other in Mr. Nixon's house, that it merely remains to name Sunday as- an exception, scarcely however worth mentioning. On that day Mr. Nixon did not go to his office, and did go to church accompanied by Leonora, having procured for her a place next his own in a part of the building where the light was not too strong for his eyes, or, as Leonora soon shrewdly suspected, where he could occasionally close them unremarked by other members of the congregation. When the service was over, she w^as consigned to the care of Mrs. Ducker, while he went to take a walk at the 'West End,' from which, however, he returned home at precisely the usual hour — dining, sleep- ing, reading, and going to bed without the slightest further deviation from his wonted habits. Leonora did not willingly or even patiently resign herself to this unsociable life, — the change was too great from the freedom and incessant variety to which she had been accustomed. That she had been perfectly happy for a couple of months in the 108 HOYr Leonora's xame dignified seclusion of The Willows, with a com- panion of her own age and a young man such as Lord Medway, was quite natural, the more so as, to add a charm to her intercourse with the latter, there had been a sort of consciousness that his friendship had been mixed with a large proportion of personal admiration. Her hopes of hearing from him or his family sustained her for some time, but when weeks passed over without a line even from Jane, an uncontrollable impatience began to prey upon her mind. Like a newly caged bird, she moved about restlessly in her prison, wandered from one window to the other, rushed up and down the stairs, wondered if ever her uncle would have time to take her out to walk, or if she should ever have courage to ask him to show her something of London ! So great was at length her want of a companion, that she even made desperate efforts to obtain the friend- ship of Anne Ducker, descending to the house- keeper's room and offering, nay entreating to be allowed to hem rubbers or mend stockings as an excuse for remaining there. Mrs. Ducker's jealous fears, however, had returned directly she found that the school plan had been set aside, and she repulsed Leonora's offers of usefulness so ungraciously that the poor girl retreated, mortified and offended, to the lonely study, and after yielding for some time to a despondency that deprived her cheek of every trace of colour, and caused an unconquerable lassitude to pervade 'every movement of her drooping form, she at last sought and found in CAME TO BE SlIORTEXED. 109 the library, placed by her uncle at her disposal, occupation for her time, and solace for her solitude. At first she read slowly, almost listlessly, but the works were all of the best kind, and there were critical journals of every description to guide her choice. She began to discover that she was extremely ignorant, to rejoice in having so much leisure for reading, to like the quiet room with its comfortable ponderous furniture, to be surprised at the quick flight of time, and even wonder if her uncle had not come home too soon >yhen the turning of his now w^ell known Chubb key in the hall door interrupted her studies. It is astonishing what a variety of literary inclinations the careful perusal of reviews and magazines gave her, and what know^ledge of the world — that is the English world — she acquired by reading not only the works of fiction already in her uncle's possession, but each new novel as it appeared. As regularly as the newspapers these works were laid on Mr. Nixon's table, for, like thousands of men in his position in England, he felt the necessity of relax- ation for his mind, and perhaps also a natural longing for some intercourse (though but in fiction) with a world from which, either from choice or necessity, he lived so wholly apart. Leonora was needlessly surprised at the interest which he took in the fate of the various heroes and heroines of these works, for it is not un frequently those who concern themselves the least about the life struggles 110 HOW leoxora's name of the persons immediately around them, who sym- pathize most unreservedly in the joys and sorrows of fictitious personages. At all events, novel reading was the usual evening occupation of both uncle and niece, and served effectually to banish the sleepiness which the nocturnal silence in the room and house might have produced. Leonora at last succeeded in completely gaining Mrs. Ducker's heart by submitting to a regimen of slops to cure a cold caught during the winter on one of the very few occasions that presented them- selves for. going out : she also discovered why that worthy woman's bonnets and silk dresses retained the lustre of newness, while their forms denoted an unusual age for such articles — they were used but once a week, and then only when the weather was propitious. A walk for pleasure or health was a thing scarcely understood by the members of Mr. Nixon's family, but, indeed, had it been otherwise, Mrs. Ducker would not easily have found leisure for what she unhesitatingly pronounced waste of time. Her activity at home was unceasing, amount- ing almost to restlessness ; she was domineering, addicted to scolding, yet a kind and even warm- hearted woman, perfectly illiterate, yet possessed of both good sense and intelligence. Her jealousy of Leonora once overcome, she scolded and petted her alternately — her ire being generally provoked by Leonora's carelessness about the rents in her clothes, her affection continually increased by the gentleness, growing cheerfulness, and, it must CAME TO BE SHORTENED. Ill be added, beauty of the young girl, whom she began to consider in some degree dependent on her for bodily comforts. Her visits to Leonora in the study, at first 'short and far between,' were in the course of time frequently prolonged by a forcible retention on a chair while the whole story of a new play or poem was related. It is even on record that a strong piece of cord was once used for that purpose, the knots laughingly tied being afterwards found of a Gordian description, and the operation of cutting them still uncompleted, when Mr. Nixon*s step was heard in the hall : Mrs. Ducker, or, as she was then called, ' Duckey,' was obliged to make her escape into the dining-room with the chair still fastened to her person. Leonora's efforts to understand her uncle's character were at first not quite successful. The unbroken regularity and seclusion of his life as- tonished her, and his want of all inclination for society, or anything approaching to amusement, was incomprehensible to one accustomed to the sociability and gaiety of foreign life. Winter, spring, and summer passed over without his ever even men- tioning to her the familiar words concert or theatre, and from the papers alone she knew that such entertainments were not uncommon in London. His taciturnity yielded, however, by degrees to her winning ways ; she had a good deal of femi- nine tact, and never put herself in competition with * The Times ' during breakfast, or the entremets at dinner ; but after having breakfasted, he some- 112 HOW Leonora's name times voluntarily entered into a short political discussion, or he delayed his sluml)er after dinner to criticise a new book; occasionally, too, he lingered over his tea in the evening for the same purpose, and as time wore on, and intimacy in- creased, he spoke of foreign countries and manners ; and though in both giving the preference to England, his opinions were those of a man who had read and thought, his prejudices the natural conse- quences of want of personal experience. Plis ruling passion was ambition, — he himself would have said love for his only son, of whose long and frequent absences he nevertheless evidently approved. He told Leonoi-a that Arthur was a man of unusual artistical and sesthetical tastes, which were more easily satisfied on the continent than at home ; but he refrained from adding that he could .there also make acquaintances, English and foreign, quite out of his domestic sphere, and that they both con- curred in an ardent desire to rise in the social scale, and hoped to secure this desirable end through the wealth perseveringly increased by the one, and the judicious marriage of the other. The first interruption to the quiet monotony of Leonora's life, was a grand dinner given on Christ- mas-day by Mr. Nixon to his brother Gilbert and his family on their return from the country. He in- vited to meet them his commercial partner, William Plumpton, his wife, . sons, and daughters ; and again to meet them, and render the party com- plete, several young men in their mutual employ- CAME TO BE SHORTENED. 113 iiient. The preparations for this dinner were of the most extensive description ; the furniture of the drawing-rooms was uncovered, and Leonora examined and admired the carefully preserved chairs, sofas and tables, carpets, lustres, and ala- baster vases, as much as she perceived Mrs. Ducker expected. The glasses over the chimney- pieces were of enormous dimensions, fixtures, as Leonora was informed, and bought with the house, some earl or marquess having had them built into the wall when Kussell-square had been one of the most fashionable parts of London ! Leonora felt a good deal of curiosity to see her uncle Gilbert and his family, about whom she had, by degrees, obtained some information from Mrs. Ducker, ^ — her utter ignorance of the names and ages of her cousins appearing to the latter per- fectly incomprehensible. Not without surprise had she learned that there were Gilbert Nixons in both the East and West Indies and Australia, all well-to-do in the world and hkelv to be as rich as their grandfather in the course of time. Of the fourth son, Mr. Sam, who had received the ' hedu- cation of a lord, had been to Hoxford, and was a barrister with chambers,' Mrs. Ducker spoke with respect and reserve, but she d^velt long and feel- ingly on the restlessness and ill-conduct of Master John when ' at 'ome for the 'ollidays.' Miss Georgina was considered very helligunt ; but by far the best of the fambly, in her opinion, had been VOL. I. I 114 HOW leoxora's xame Miss Leonora, who had died of a heart complaint a few months previously. Leonora, ashamed to confess that she had never heard either of the existence or death of this cousin, considered it a sort of expiation to make the most minute inquiries respecting her name- sake, and learned that she had been about her own age, but from childhood so delicate that she had constantly resided at her father's country-house, Beechfield, which was at a convenient railroad distance from London; that even in winter she had been seldom long separated from her family, her father especially regularly passing part of each Saturday and all Sunday with her. Though greatly inferior to her sister Georgina in talents and acquirements she had avowedly been his favourite child, and he had by no means recovered from the grief occasioned by her death when he iirst saw his niece on Christmas-day. Similarity of age and name, perhaps also some personal resemblance between the two Leonoras, seemed to strike him forcibly and painfully ; tears started to his eyes, and, unable to control his emotion, of which, like a true Englishman, he was heartily ashamed, he abruptly left the room, and did not return until just before dinner was announced. ' Papa cannot yet bear to hear the name Leonora,' observed Georgina, who had swept into the room and seated herself on one of the sofas with astounding gracefulness, 'but I dare say in time he will learn not to mind it.' CAME TO BE SIIORTEXED. 115 ' It may require longer than than you suppose/ said Stephen Nixon, gravely. ' I have not yet been able to pronounce my niece's name without an effort.' * Ah ! true — my aunt's name was Leonora/ said Georgina ; ' I had forgotten that she was godmother to our poor dear Leonora.' ^ I had also a daughter of that name/ observed Mr. Nixon. ' But/ rejoined Georgina, 'she was such a mere child when you lost her !' * She lived long' enough,' he answered, slowly, ' to make the name doubly dear and familiar to me.' Leonora now recollected that during the three months she had resided with her uncle he had scarcely ever addressed her by her name, that he had even used some ingenuity to avoid doing so, and had peremptorily desired the servants to call her ' Miss Nixon,' when, with the nice perception of rank peculiar to the English, they had shown their know- ledge, that the daughter of the youngest son of Samuel Nixon was in fact only Miss Leonora^ until after the marriage or death of her cousin Georgina. * Why do you not call me Nora ?' she now said, turning suddenly to her uncle ; ' I never was called otherwise until I came to England.' ' And you never shall be called by any other name in future,' he answered; ' we shall drink your health after dinner to day, and give you agaiii the 116 HOW LEOXOEA*S NAME name I have no doubt you like better than any other.' Nora, as she was henceforward called, had not time to become much acquainted with her relations during the evening. Her uncle Gilbert appeared to her more goodnatured, but less gentlemanlike, than her uncle Stephen. In fact, good living had made him stout, and prosperity cheerful — at times almost jovial — though ever with a certain pomposity of demeanour, which he imagined equally English and dignified. He had suited himself with a wife early in life, and had often facetiously declared that she had been one of his best speculations. They had lived very happily together, and, after having attained an immense size, she had died from the effects of good living and want of exercise. Time had enabled Gilbert Nixon to get reconciled to this loss, but there was another which he never ceased to regret, and unceasingly and loudly to deplore — the want of a classical education. While his brother, however, had endeavoured to supply this loss by an extensive study of every branch of English literature, Gilbert had never even attempted to read anything but a newspaper, in which, strange to say, the fashionable intelligence was apparently of nearly as much importance to him as the state of the funds. Fortunately this intelligence was not scanty in detail, so that he had frequent opportunities of rejoicing in balls and dinners, given by and for the entertainment of people, with whose names at least he was familiar. CAME TO BE SHORTENED. 117 The queen and princes seldom rode or walked out without his being in the same way made acquainted with the minutest particulars ; and, feeling deeply interested in such communications, he invariably spoke of them with a mixture of pride and exulta- tion, the cause of which might perhaps by a cir- cuitous route be traced to the fact that the balls and dinners were given and frequented by his country- men^ the queen was his queen, the princes were his princes ! Gilbert Nixon was, according to the English fashion, essentially patriotic, being not only deeply impressed with the invincible power and boundless wealth of England, but perfectly convinced that there never had been, and never would be, a nation in any respect capable of bearing a comparison with her. Personally he was strongly prejudiced against all foreigners, calling the French dirty and the Germans dull, without ever in the course of his life having become acquainted with an indivi- dual of either nation. Nora's continental education he considered a great disadvantage, but was more than half reconciled when a nearer acquaintance made him aware of her still unbounded admiration for everything English. Nora found the Christmas dinner tedious and tiresome, and the plumpudding by no means so excellent as she had expected. She was somewhat perplexed, too, how to find amusement for her guests in the drawing-room, and much regretted her cousin Arthur's having removed the pianoforte to the attics, 118 HOW leoxora's xame and let it fall to pieces there, merely because the form was old-fashioned, and the more so as Mrs. Plumpton informed her more than once, that both her daughters ' played with extraordinary execution,' and that the Plumpton family were all remarkably musical ! Nora's efforts to please were, however, too sincere to be unsuccessful, and before her uncle came upstairs she and Mrs. Plumpton had made great strides towards a better acquaint- ance, the latter having already hoped to see her soon at her house, and promised to give her an excellent receipt for mock-turtle soup. The Misses Plumptons were slim, quiet girls, no longer very young, and Nora had thought them sensible unaffected women until she observed their efforts to attract the attention and flirt with the half-dozen young men who, flushed with wine, hovered round the tea-table at a late hour. Not so Georgina ; she seemed to consider Nora alone worthy of notice, disdained the female Plumptons altogether^ and leaning back in an arm-chair repulsed even the advances of that very fine gentleman * Mr. Percival Plumpton, so that he withdrew in 1 disgust from the contemplation of her little saucy turned-up nose, and bestowed his condescending attention on Nora for the remainder of the even- ing. In due time an invitation to dine with the Plumptons reached Mr. Nixon, in which Nora was included. The party was of a gayer description than that given by her uncle, for, as Mrs. Plumpton CAME TO BE SHORTENED. 119 observed, ' Where there are young girls in a house music and dancing are a matter of course.' Many people came to tea, and the Misses Plunipton com- menced an impromptu concert with what they called ' pieces ' of Thalberg and Herz. They were suc- ceeded by some timid young ladies, who trembled forth the newest and most popular ballads, and then a stout gentleman shouted out the bass of a duet from a well-known opera, but with such utter con- tempt of all the rules of music that when people whispered * Lablache to the life,' Nora innocently supposed his performance a parody, and laughed and nodded her head with the others. During the Av^altz on the carpet that followed, she came to the hasty conclusion that Englishmen considered it be- neath their dignity to learn to dance, and then un- willingly admitted to herself, that as specimens of the first nation in the world, they were wonderfully awkward in their manners. Yet this evening often recurred to Nora's memory, as week after week and month after month passed over without another invitation. Her uncle Gilbert spent all his spare time at Beechfield, Georgina had returned to Mrs. Horace St. Vincent's Estabhsh- ment^ Mr. Sam Nixon lived at his chambers, and John had gone back to school. The Plumptons called one day, and said they were going to Margate, which was a delightful place, and from that time forward, excepting to church on Sunday, or to take a solitary saunter in the square, Nora never left the house. ( 120 ) CHAPTER IX. A PRACTICAL LESSOjS^ ON THE FORCE OF HABIT. Soon after the commencement of the second year of Nora's residence with her uncle, a transaction took place that seemed likely to change her prospects in a very unexpected manner. Stephen and Gilbert Nixon had joined in some railway speculation that had proved fortunate beyond their most sanguine expectations. Gilbert, who had been manager on the occasion, called by appointment late one afternoon, and brought with him his daughter Georgina, now returned home ' for good,' as he expressed it. The two girls retired to one of the windows, where Georgina, putting her hand on Nora's shoulder, hoped they were soon likely to be much together, and become very good friends. ' If you can manage to come here occasionally,' began Nora. ' No, dear, you must come to us,' said Georgina, interrupting her hastily, ' Russell-square is quite out of the question — Ultima Thule, as one of my friends called it the other day !' ' But my uncle has strictly forbidden my going out, excepting to walk in the square,' said Nora, PRACTICAL LESSON OX THE FORCE OF HABIT. 121 'or with Anne Ducker, who has so seldom time — scarcely ever in fact !' ' Oh, we don't want old Ducker at all,' rejoined Georgina, laughing, ' we only want you — that is, / want you, and hope to be of use to you. Papa has been so lucky with his railway shares, that he has at length yielded to my entreaties, and bought a house in Eaton-place, and given me carte blanche for the furniture ! I have chosen amber-coloured silk for the drawing-rooms, green and gold for the dining-room, and Mrs. Savage Wayward says, if papa will only give dinners, she can introduce us to all the first people in town, and that her friend, Lady Robert Botherton will present us — that is you and me, — at the next Drawing-room ; but you, I suppose, will prefer Lady Medway, as she is a relation.' ' Who ?., I ? — Lady Medway !' repeated Nora, ' I — I do not even know where she is at present !' ' Surely,' cried Georgina, much astonished, ' surely you must be aware that they are all re- turned from Italy.' ' How should I know ?' asked Nora, with a faint smile. ' Because it was in the papers a week ago,' answered Georgina. ' Do you never read the fashionable intelligence ?' ' Very seldom.' 'What an odd girl you are! But you will soon think and feel differently about all these things. Wait only until our establishment in 122 A PRACTICAL LESSON Eaton-place is in order! I intend to begin very quietly, to prevent people from talking too much about us, or forming a league to laugh at us, also to give papa time to get rid of all his tiresome old- fashioned habits. My brother Sam is a provoking plodder and John still a mere child — both of no sort of use to me, and I have not courage to brave the difficulties of working ray way in the world of fashion quite alone. With you, however, for a companion, and plenty of money, it will be very odd if I cannot contrive, not only to brave, but even to overcome them. You see I am candid, and tell you that I want you. It would un- doubtedly have been more worldly wise, had I pretended perfectly disinterested motives for this offer of a home — such as a wish to save you from a continuance of your present dull life, and a desire to promote your marrying advantageously ; but I take it for granted that though a couple of years younger than I am, you have seen enough of the world to understand me and like me all the better for being plain-spoken.' Nora smiled with a look of such perfect intel- ligence that Georgina continued, ' There is but one thing likely to interfere with our plans ; I fear — I greatly fear — that my uncle Stephen may take it into his head to object to your leaving him.' Nora almost laughed at the idea, and assured her cousin that her uncle Stephen would scarcely observe her absence. ON THE FORCE OF HABIT. " 123 ' I am glad to hear it,' said Georgina ; ' papa will speak to him directly about you. I suppose,' she added, abruptly, ' I suppose you will be glad to see the Medways again, and can introduce us to them? You must know them well after having resided in their house so long !' ' I hieio them tolerably well,' said Nora with a slight blush, 'but they have never come to see me — never even written to me since I have been here.' ' Of course not,' said Georgina, lightly, ' how could you expect such a thing T ' I thought Jane at least too young to have any absurd prejudices.' ' She must do as her mother desires,' rejoined Georgina ; ' but you will soon see her, as she is to be presented this year, when Lady Grace marries Mr. Cardwell.' 'Why, you know all about them!' said Nora, surprised. ' I saw them yesterday evening at the Opera, where I went with the Savage Way wards. Lord Medway was there too, looking so indolent and ill ; people say it is quite unpardonable his requiring such a length of time to die !' 'Oh, Georgina^ how can you speak with such levity !' 'Mr. Wavward's words, not mine,' she answered ; ' but hush,' she added, turning towards her father and uncle, ' they are talking about us now, and I suppose we may listen.' 124 A PRACTICAL LESSON A look of intelligence passed between her and Gilbert Nixon as in an off-hand kind of manner, and without any circumlocution, he proposed to relieve his brother of the charge of their niece, Nora, assuring him with evident sincerity ' that he and Georgina had taken a fancy to her; that she should never want for anything, and that without offence he might say they had a gayer and -more eligible residence to offer her than the old house in Russell-square !' Mr. Nixon did not listen to this speech unmoved ; the colour forsook his lips, and, perhaps to conceal some feeling so unexpected on his part that he hardly understood it himself, he turned towards the fire-place, bent his head on his hand, and seemed to consider long before he answered slowly, * With you Nora will undoubtedly be happier than here, and I have no right to retain her if she choose to leave me.' This answer was pretty much what Nora had expected, but Georgina seemed equally surprised and pleased at an acquiescence so unconditional, when she had prepared herself for downright steady opposition. She thanked him warmly, and asked when Nora might remove to Eaton-place ? * When she pleases,' answered Mr. Nixon, stiffly. ^ Let us take her with us at once,' suggested Georgina, eagerly. To this, however, he objected with strangely flashing eyes, and Gilbert interfering, proposed the ON THE FORCE OF HABIT. 125 following clay, to which no objection being made, he added, while shaking his brother s hand, ' To- morrow then let it be. I'm glad to find you so ready to part with the girl, Stephen ; Gigorgy was afraid you might wish to keep, her, and,' he added, turning round at the door, ' and I myself enjoy so much having young people about me, that I thought it very likely you might some way or other have got fond of her, and used to her company and all that sort of thing. Of course, I should not have pressed the matter had this been the case, but Georgy would have been terribly dis- appointed, I can tell you. Good-bye, Stephen ; God bless you. So you won't join me in the shares I intend to purchase to-morrow ?' Mr. Nixon shook his head, the door closed, and Nora stood in the middle of the room, stupified at the sudden and perfectly unexpected change in her prospects. ' Youthful companions — a gay house — balls — operas — ^ concerts — a presentation at Court — perhaps she should meet the Medways, and Lady Medway might noiv be kind to her, as she no longer wanted to live with her ! She believed she could pardon Lord Medway 's having forgotten her — but Charles Thorpe, if in England, should be made to feel the whole Aveight of her displeasure. She would not dance with him, or look at him ; and if he asked her to forgive him, she Avould say, " Never /" or — no ; she would laugh, and refuse to listen to his excuses ; or, still better, she w^ould — but there was time enough to think of all that. 126 A PRACTICAL LESSOX How different her life would be in Eaton-place to what it had been in Bussell-square ; and yet the quiet study and the well-known books had to a certain degree become dear to her, and even her uncle — ' Here she raised her eyes, and found his fixed on her with an inquiring, penetrating glance. He was standing precisely on the same spot where she had first seen him, somew^hat more than a year before : again he stretched out his hand towards her ; but this time no words of reproach followed. 'Nora,' he said, calmly, ' my brother was right w^hen he supposed I should '' get fond of you and used to your company:" you do not know with what reluctance I resign you.' 'You are very kind to say so,' answered Nora, with a slight flush of pleasure ; ' but I cannot flatter myself that you will miss me in the least.' ' You are mistaken/ said Mr. Nixon ; ' I shall miss you greatly, and wish I had a right to insist on your remaining with me.' 'That right you have,' rejoined Nora. 'When I was homeless you received me into your house, and I feel bound in gratitude — ' 'I received you into my family as a duty,' said Mr. Nixon, interrupting her *, ' and I resign you now for the same reason.' He rang the bell in the deliberate manner that Nora now knew denoted an order for dinner, and she w-as but too glad to consider his doing so a sign on his part that he wished to end a conversa- tion that was likely to embarrass her extremely. ON THE FORCE OF HABIT. 127 Of the charms of change Nora had perhaps an exaggerated idea — of the force of habit a very- faint notion. With the docility that generally accompanies a fair proportion of intellect, she had accommodated herself to the customs of her uncle's house ; but as she stood occasionally at one of the study windows, or sat alone there after dinner by fire-light, her thoughts had w^andered far and wide, and not once had it occurred to her that happiness, or even contentment, could be felt by any one who was immured within the walls of one house. From the day of her arrival in Russell-square, she had never for one moment lost the feeling of imprison- ment that had then taken possession of her ; but it was ever so mixed with a hope of release at some time indefinite, that she had seldom, even to herself^ mourned over a captivity of such uncertain length, and, taken all in all, so endurable in its details. The eve of this long-expected time of freedom had arrived ; and, to continue the contrast with the day of her arrival, she and her uncle seemed to have, in a manner, changed places. While she dined, he watched her intently; so much so, that he scarcely ate anything himself, causing thereby some consternation on the part of Biggs, the butler, who lingered unusually long in the room, to satisfy himself that the claret would not be disdained, as the various viands had been. That evening, too, Nora waited in vain for hrr uncle's accustomed sleep, daring which she was in the habit of retiring to the study : though he 128 A PRACTICAL LESSON" Stretched out his feet, and leaned back his head in the usual manner, his eyes askance were still fixed on her, until, at length, murmuring something about not disturbing him, she thought it better to leave the room. He followed her almost imme- diately, sat down to read near the fire ; but a few minutes afterwards, starting up, he dashed the book on the table, and returned to the dining-room. A good deal surprised at conduct so unusual, Nora sat musing on the probable cause, until she heard the bell ring for tea, when he again entered the room, and, without speaking, commenced walking up and down in an uneasy, impatient manner. 'Nora,' he said at length, abruptly stopping before her, ' the nomaden-like life that you have led, until very lately, will, I fear, prevent you from understanding me if I speak of the — force of habit.' ' Perhaps so/ she answered ; ' my life has been, as you say, nomaden-like. I do believe I have never yet been long enough stationary in any place to know the true meaning of either the word home or habit.' ' Pre-cisely,' said Mr. Nixon ; ' I thought so. It would be absurd,' he added, with ill-concealed embarrassment, ' absurd my expecting you to have found anything congenial to your disposition in my house : you naturally rejoice in the prospect of leaving it — and me.' * Not you,' answered Nora, quickly ; ' for though our daily intercourse has been very limited, and you have seldom found me worthy of any kind of ON THE FORCE OF HABIT. 129 rational companionship, I have by no means re- mained so indiiferent towards you.' ' Indeed !' said Mr. Nixon, with a look of extreme satisfaction, as he seated himself at the table beside her. 'Now see, Nora, my taciturn habits alone have prevented me from enjoying your society as I ought to have done ; but I have been by no means insensible to the pleasure of having a young and cheerful girl to greet me in the morning and to meet me on my return home in the evening. Surely you must have observed that I come home from my office a whole hour earlier than formerly.' 'Certainly, I remarked it/ answered Nora, smiling ; ' your return has been the only daily event of importance to me — my life has been positively regulated by it !' ' Can you not imagine,' said Mr. Nixon, gravely, ' that coming home to silence and loneliness will now be very disagreeable, if not painful to me ?' 'I think,' she answered, beginning with some anxiety to suspect the drift of his discourse, ' I think that your old habits w-ill soon resume their preponderance, and that you will forget an inter- ruption which certainly, at first, was anything but pleasing to you.' ' Very well reasoned, indeed,' said Mr. Nixon ; ' it seems you know more of the force of habit than I supposed. Let me, however, tell you that your presence has been no interruption to my habits, and a very great embellishment to my home — that, VOL. I. K 130 A PRACTICAL LESSON in short, you have become necessary to my comfort and happiness, and — and — I wish you would con- sent to remain with me.' Nora's countenance fell so instantaneously and perceptibly that her uncle hastened to add, ' I shall, of course, undertake to provide for you respectably, and promise to make a codicil to my will for that purpose to-morrow.' What did Nora know about codicils ? what did she, with youth, health, and beauty, care for a respectable provision ? She sat beside her uncle in a painful state of embarrassment, a vague feeling of gratitude alone preventing her from refusing at once a proposition so unwelcome and perplexing. All things considered, her gratitude was without much foundation ; Mr. Nixon had but tolerated her presence in the first instance, as the least ex- pensive mode of disposing of her ; and if he had felt otherwise, at a later period, she had in no way been made aware of the change. This he knew and understood better than Nora, who only re- membered that she had been received without demur, and permitted to live without molestation. He made a very slight impression when he assured her that the happiness she expected to enjoy in his brother's house might prove of a very mixed, if not uncertain description ; that Gilbert and his family were about to labour up the hill of fashion, and would, undoubtedly, meet with stumbling-blocks in the form of rebuffs and annoyances, the mere ON THE FORCE OF HABIT. 131 description of which in books alone, had effectually deterred him from ever even attempting to increase or improve his small circle of acquaintances ! It was the concluding sentence of his tolerably long oration that at length had the effect he desired ; it was when he earnestly, yet gently, entreated her to stay with him, and not force an old man back into a loneliness that had become distasteful to him, that she consented to remain in Russell-square, and of her own^ accord, before she went to bed, wrote an explanatory note to her cousin Georgina, which he took particularly good care should reach its destination at a very early hour the next morning. ( 132 ) CHAPTER X. ARRIVAL OF, AN ADDITION? OR, AX ACQUISITION ? Mr. Nixon in no way concealed the satisfaction he felt at having secured Nora's society * for the remainder of his life,' as he unhesitatingly said to his brother a few days afterwards ; adding con- fidentially, * The fact is, Gilbert, I am growing old, and were I to become infirm, Anne Ducker is not the person I should like to have about me. The wife likely to be chosen by my son Arthur will never consent to live in Russell-square ; and, in fact, I make no pretension to acquiring a daughter when he marries — on the contrary, rather expect to lose him altogether.' ' You have very nearly done that already,' observed Gilbert, bluntly. ' By no means,' said Mr. Nixon, quickly ; * I expect him home very soon to spend some time with me.' ' Perhaps he will condescend to visit us now that we have moved westwards,' observed Gilbert, with some pique. ' He was formerly much too fine a ARRIVAL OF, AN ADDITIOX ? 133 gentleman to notice or know me in the Park or at Kensington when he happened to be surrounded by his grand acquaintances.' ' I have passed him in the same places without a nod of recognition,' saidMr. Nixon, siiiilii:^; 'a look of intelligence is all I expect on such occasions/ ' Oh, if he cuts his own father, I have no right to be offended/ rejoined Gilbert, laughing ; ' only one of my sons had better not attempt anything of the kind with me.' ' Arthur and I have come to the most perfect understanding on these subjects,' observed Mr. Nixon, calmly ; * he must endeavour to rise in the world, and he can do so much more easily when not hampered by an old father, whose very ex- istence is unknown to many of his acquaintances.' * I have no notion of being put aside in any such way,' said Gilbert, flushing a good deal. ' I should think'there was nothing to prevent him from rising in the world as well as my son. Money's the main point, and that I have, and intend to keep too as long as I live.' ' It won't do what you want,' said his brother, in the same calm, thoughtful manner ; ' the rise in the social scale is only perfected in the third generation. We are a decided improvement on our father in manners and appearance, and in both, as well as in education, our sons are an improvement on us.' ' Ah, I knew you would say something about our want of a classical education ! That indeed is 134 ARRIVAL OF, AN ADDITION? a loss never to be repaired ; but do you know, Stephen, Georgy tells me that people of rank do not quote Greek or Latin excepting in parliament, and she thinks even if they did, I might pull out my handkerchief, like the people on the stage, and pretend to understand, and — ' ' And look like a fool !' said his brother, inter- rupting him. ' That's it,' said Gilbert, laughing good-humour- edly; ' after all it's better to " tell the truth and shame the devil," eh ?' ' It is better to keep quiet and make no pre- tension of any kind,' answered Stephen. ^ Let your sous and daughters work their way in the world; your wealth will help them on, but you yourself will be a dead-weight on their hands, and with all their affection for you, they will find your presence in society a nuisance.' ' No, I cannot believe that,' exclaimed Gilbert, walking up and down the room a good deal chafed ; ' though not as good looking as you, I may at least say that I have the manners and appearance of a — gentleman.' Stephen Nixon neither assented nor dissented to this observation; he seemed relieved by the en- trance of Nora, to whom his brother instantly turned, exclaiming, ' So, Miss Nora, you prefer Russell -square to Eaton-place after all, it seems !' ' My uncle Stephen prefers my society to being alone,' she answered, with a smile. OE, AN ACQUISITION? 135 ' Now, I wonder,' he continued, with some as- perity — ' I wonder if you would give the same answer to Lady Medway, supposing her ladyship took it into her head to wish for your company !' The possibility of an invitation to spend the summer at ' The Willows ' had again partially taken possession of Nora's mind, from the time her cousin Georgina had informed her of the re- turn of the Medways to England. She looked eagerly and inquiringly towards her uncle Stephen, who apparently understood her thoughts, when he answered, * Gilbert is jesting, Nora ; no letter or message has been sent by the Medways, nor is there the slightest chance of your hearing anything of them until your brother returns from the Medi- terranean ; he^ I suppose, will take some notice of you, but I have no fears of his ever proposing to take you from me altogether as your uncle Gilbert would have done.' ' For which I shall ever feel grateful,' said Nora, extending both her hands to the latter. ' Well, well,' cried Gilbert, looking exceedingly pleased, ' it's a good thing to have " two strings to one's bow," Nora ; so when you are tired of Russell- square you can come to Eaton-place, and vicy vercy. In an establishment such as mine, one more or less is of no importance, as Georgy said, when she engaged the fellow who is to wear powder, and indeed everything would be right if I could only get used to the new fashions and the late dinner- 136 ARRIVAL OF, AX ADDITION? hour. Georgy chooses to keep the cloth on the table, too, and won't let us afterwards sit round the fire to crack our nuts comfortably, as I have been used to do ever since I have had a house of my own — but I suppose it's all right, for Mrs. Horace St. Vincent told her that such customs were now considered quite antidelerium.' Mr. Nixon rubbed his upper lip to conceal a smile, and said, ' You are a younger man than I am, Gilbert, and can perhaps change all your habits to please your children. Nora has for- tunately been able to accommodate herself to the old-fashioned usages of my house, though, I have no doubt, many of them are diametrically opposite to what she has been accustonied to. Take care that Georgina does not learn to dictate more than you may find agreeable hereafter.' ' Oh, she's so clever,' responded Gilbert, with evident pride, ' such a manager, that she would turn even you round her finger in no time if she were here. It was her plan our inviting Nora as we did last week ; she said, if we took you by surprise, and spoke in Nora's presence, you would be ashamed to refuse your consent, it would appear so egotistical on your part; and, egad, she was right, but she did not reckon on your flinching when our backs were turned.' A flush passed over Mr. Nixon's face while his brother continued — ' She was exceedingly provoked at Nora's note of refusal, and would not come here OR, AX ACQUISITION? 137 with me to-day, as she said, she could not possibly refrain from telling you that it was uncommon selfish your burying poor Nora during the best years of her life in your front parlour here, and depriving her of all chance of settling advantage- ously in the world.' Gilbert, in his eagerness to prove the cleverness of his daughter, evidently forgot the presence of his niece ; not so, Stephen, who, with difficulty, repressed his anger, as he answered, ' Georgina seems a person of extraordinary penetration, and I am happy to be able to relieve her anxiety by giving her the information that she need give her- self no further concern respecting her cousin's settlement in the world. I shall so provide for Nora, that aw — in short, Georgina may bestow all her thoughts and care upon herself and her own affairs in future.' ' That I shall certainly tell her, Stephen/you may depend upon it ; for she desired me to sound you on that very subject, and point out to you the necessity of doing something handsome for Nora, after her having consented to remain with you in this dismal old house !' ' Have the goodness also to tell Georgina from me,' said Mr. Nixon, his face flushing and eyes flashing, '.that I consider her advice on this oc- casion extremely impertinent, that I forbid all future interference on her part between Nora and me, and to prevent the possibility of anything of 138 ARRIVAL OF, AX ADDITION? the kind, that I shall feel greatly obliged by her absenting herself altogether from my dismal old house.' ' Now, don't be offended,' said Gilbert, half apologetically ; ' that the idea was not bad is proved by your having already done of your own accord what she desired me to suggest. You don't yet know what a clever girl Georgy is ; if you only heard her talk you would be astonished !' * At her flippancy ? I dare say I should.' ' Come, come, Stephen, you must not be angry with my girl for knowing a little of the world and its ways. Mrs. St. Vincent assured me, when I left Georgy with her the additional year, that she would make her capable of presiding over any establishment in England, and I must say she has kept her word. Georgy might be a duchess !' ' I hope she may be,' said Stephen, with a grim smile. ^ It won't be her fault if she's not,' said Gilbert, ' she has ambition enough for us all. But now I must go — won't you take a look at my new car- riage? It's a very nice turn-out, I can assure you ; Georgy says, quite complete and in very good style.' ' Chosen by her, of course ?' half asked Mr. JS^ixon. ' Certainly. Nothing would have induced her to enter our old coach since her return from Mrs. St. Vincent.' OR, AN ACQUISITION ? 139 ' Oh— indeed !' ' I can afford it, Stephen, afford it well,' cried Gilbert, provoked at last by his brother's manner'; ' and I don't see why my daughter should not have her own carriage as well as your son his cab and riding-horses, to say nothing of all the expensive fooleries on which he spends so many thousands every year !' ' Your ignorance, alone, excuses the word fooleries,' said Mr. Nixon, with a smile of con- tempt. * I know I am ignorant, Stephen,' cried Gilbert, too angry to understand the less offensive meaning of his brother's word, ' but there is no necessity for your telling me so continually. All the Greek and Latin ever learned at Oxford or Cambridge would not have taught us to make money like the writing and arithmetic that you pretend to despise.' * You misunderstand me — ' began Stephen. ' No, I don't. You sneer at me and my family because we are about to make at home the same efforts that your son has been for years making abroad.' * By no means,' said Mr. Nixon. ' Don't sup- pose I blame the young people for endeavouring to rise, or even for making desperate efforts to push themselves forward in the world ; they may suc- ceed, but you will only be ridiculed for your pains.' ' And why so ?' asked Gilbert. ' Did not Nora's father — ' 140 ARRIVAL OF, AX ADDITION? * You have chosen a bad example,' said Stephen, interrupting him ; ' Nora's father sacrificed his fortune to fashion, and died — a pauper.' ' Take care that Arthur does not do the same,' said Gilbert. ^I have no anxiety on that subject,' answered Stephen, nodding his head. ' Few fathers are on more confidential terms with their sons than I am with mine. Arthur has seldom exceeded his allowance, and when he does so, it is only for objects 0^ virtu. ^ ' Virtue, indeed !' exclaimed Gilbert, laughing ironically. ' You know very little about him or his virtue, during the last twelve years, I suspect ! My sons Sam and Jack shall remain at home, and never wear a moustache on pain of being disinherited !' ' Oh, it's the moustache that has given offence, ! said Stephen, smiling. ' No offence at all,' rejoined Gilbert ; ' but I have heard enough of your son's doings to make me resolve to keep my sons at home as long as I can ; and if going abroad be so necessary as people seem to think now-a-days, why I shall go with them, and follow them about too, wherever they go.' ' I advise you to set about learning French, with all convenient expedition,' said Stephen, with a sneer. * I shall have a coureer^ retorted his brother. ' And a tea-kettle — ' suggested Stephen. OR, AN ACQUISITION ? 141 Gilbert took up his hat, with evident signs of extreme irritation. Stephen rose and laid his hand on his brother's arm. 'Come, Gilbert,' he said, Met us under- stand each other, and not part in anger. You are a clever, clear-headed man, as I have reason to know, having often enough profited by your advice.' The other, with a look of returning satisfaction, attempted to disclaim. ' I say, you are an unusually clever man of business,' persisted Stephen; 'but you are no man of the world, and never will be — or I either, though I know more of it from books than you do. Try it for a few years, and painful experience will con- vince you that I am right. As to our children — ■ it is evident you feel no great regard for my son, and to tell you the truth, I do not desire the society of your daughter, either for myself, or Nora. Let us, therefore, as heretofore, meet daily in the city, and but rarely at our respective homes. Our roads are no longer parallel, and Georgina will explain to you before long, that your servants need not be made acquainted with the fact, of your having a brother who lives so much nearer the city than the West End.' Gilbert looked conscious, as if he had already heard something to that purport, and endeavoured to conceal his embarrassment by asking when Arthur was expected home. 142 ARRIVAL OF, AN ADDITION? ' In a week or two,' answered Stephen, ' he and Lord Torpid are travelling together, and have reached Paris by this time.' ' Ah — indeed — I read this morning in the paper, that it was generally supposed his lordship would shortly lead the beautiful and accomplished Lady Louisa Thorpe, to the — the — hymn — hym — him- alay-an altar !' Nora thought her uncle meant to be facetious, and laughed. Such was not his intention ; he had some slight misgiving that he had blundered a little in the pronunciation of a hard word ; but, otherwise, considered his speech as very correct, and probably classical. ^That may be true/ observed Stephen, suppress- ing a smile, ' Lord Torpid was at Nice, for some weeks, when the Medways were there. Arthur can tell you all about the Thorpes, Nora, if they still continue to interest you.' ' I believe I had better try to forget them, as they seem to have forgotten me/ answered Nora, blushing. ' The Medways are a very distinguished family,' said Gilbert, as he walked towards the door, * very distinguished, indeed ! Yesterday evening, her ladyship entertained a select party, at her house in Grosvenor-place, at which were present the Earl and Countess of Witherington, the Ladies Martin- gale, Lord Augustus Jockley, and other members of the aristocracy. It is not improbable that I 01?, AN ACQUISITION ? 14 o may become acquainted with the Medways during the season, Nora ; and you may depend upon my speaking of you the first opportunity that occurs.' He left the room with a pompous wave of the hand, and an oddly contrasting good-humoured smile. This conversation made a deep impression on Nora, from having given her more insight into the characters of her two uncles than all the previous months of careful observation. Mr. Nixon never referred to it ; but the knowledge that Nora was not altogether in his power, that others were as desirous as he was of having her to reside with them, unconsciously raised her in his estimation, and made him anxious to relieve the tedium of his house. That same evening, he requested her to pre- side in future at the tea-table, proposed her writing once a-week a list of the books she wished to read, promising to procure them for her with his own, and, in a fit of kind though tfalness, actually sur- prised her with a present of a pianoforte, which with difficulty found a place in the study. She saw his efforts to make her feel herself at home, and, unostentatiously met them half way ; so that by the time her cousin Arthur arrived, she had pretty nearly obtained the position of a daughter in his father's house. It was his arrival that first made her painfully conscious of the very reduced state of her wardrobe; her mourning was com- pletely worn out, she had outgrown all her other 144 AimiYAL OF, AX ADDITION? clothes, had no money to replace them, and could not overcome the repugnance she felt to an expla- nation with her uncle on this subject. From week to week she had hoped he would observe her wants, and say something when on the way to church, during the cold, damp, autumn Sundays ; but he had no idea that her crape bonnet that had borne the dust of two summers, could not also sustain the sleet and rain of the succeeding winters. Nora's embarrassment was greatly increased by the unusual preparations made for the reception oi her cousin. The drawing-room windows were opened, the furniture uncovered, and fires lighted ; Anne Ducker informing her_, that their dear Arthur could not endure a house looking only half in- habited. The treasures of the front bed-room, and adjoining dressing-room, which were his, were then too, for the first time, completely disclosed to her admiring eyes, and she was permitted, at her leisure, to examine the choice pictures that covered the walls, the inlaid cabinets and tables, bronze statuettes, vases, and other objects of art, with which they were crowded. The day of his arrival, light once more fell on the splendid service of plate, and the silver vessels of various form, that had deco- rated the sideboard on the occasion of the Christ- mas party ; but when Nora at last perceived that new and handsome carpets were being laid on the stairs, she thought it time to inspect her wardrobe, OR, AN ACQUISITIOX ? 145 and endeavour to discover some dress appropriate for the reception of a person of such evident im- portance. She possessed a black velvet gown that had belonged to her mother, and though a foreign prejudice had hitherto made her unwilling to wear what she had learned to consider a matron's dress, she was now^ glad to have it, with its valuable old lace appendages, unconscious, when her toilet was com pleted, and she reluctantly left her room, that she had never in her life looked so picturesque and pretty, so graceful and dignified, as while leaning for a moment over the banisters of the staircase, to ascertain whether or not her cousin had arrived. He had arrived. Ostentatious as had been the preparations for his reception, nothing could be more simple and quiet than his entrance. Having" joined his father at his office in the city, they had returned home together, and he had then expressed so much more desire to see Mrs. Ducker than his cousin ISTora, that he had retired first to the apartment of that much-flattered woman, and then to his own, making hastily the slight altera- tions in his dress which he considered sufficient for his father and the young relation whose acquaint- ance he was about to make. He seemed, however, rather to waver in the latter opinion, as, immediately after leaving his room, his eyes rested on the charming figure in black velvet, that he saw pre- ceding him down stairs, and he would, perhaps, have retreated to efiect some advantageous change, VOL. 1. L 146 ARRIVAL OF, AN ADDITION ? had not Nora looked up and — smiled, smiled as if she already knew him. In a moment he was beside her, and they entered the drawing-room together, where they found Mr. Nixon enacting grand seigneur with all his might for the laudable purpose of gratifying his only son. The dinner, as far as conversation was concerned, proved almost a tete-a-tete between Nora and her cousin ; but she left the father and son together directly afterwards, and sitting down beside the fire in the drawing-room (where she felt rather as if in a strange house) she came very quickly to the conclusion that Arthur was very decidedly gen- tlemanlike. She thought his hair, too, rather ♦auburn than red ; and if the colour of his beard admitted of no doubt whatever, it did not prevent him from being good-looking : he was agreeable, too, and would be a pleasant addition to their small party, an acquisition to her as well as to her uncle. A very short time elapsed before he joined her, and, drawing a chair close to hers, said, ' My father is sleeping, and, I suppose, will continue to do so for half-an-hour longer. Let us have coffee, and tell me all you know about Ladv Louisa Thorpe : she is going to be married to a friend of mine — one of the quietest, best-natured fellows in the world, and I hope you can tell me that he has not drawn a blank in Hymen's lottery.' OR^ AX ACQUISITION? 147 ' I know very little of Louisa,' answered Nora ; ' but I should think Lord Torpid had not made a bad choice.' * So you know all about it !' said Arthur ; * very natural — to be sure — of course.' * Do not misunderstand me,' rejoined Nora, quickly. ' A paragraph in one of the papers, repeated by my uncle Gilbert, gave me all the information I possess. That Lord Torpid and the Marquis of Witherington sxQyour intimate friends, Anne Ducker has impressed upon my mind by dint of eternal repetition of the words.' Arthur half laughed as he exclaimed, * Dear old Ducker ! I hope you like her, Nora ? In fact, you must, for she loves you beyond measure, and has already assured me that you are a " hangel :" I, too, feel rather inclined to think this must be the case now that my father has told me you refused to go to Mr. Gilbert Nixon's in order to vegetate here with him. It was an immense sacrifice on your part ; and what this house must have ap- peared to you, coming from the Medways, I can well imagine.' Nora played with her fire-screen, and made no attempt to disclaim. ' You expected,' he added, with some hesitation, ' to return to — them ?' ' I confess I had some foolish hopes of the kind for a month or so,' answered Nora, with a freedom from embarrassment that encouraged her com- 148 ARRIVAL OF^ AX ADDITION ? panion to go on ; yet he looked at the fire, and not at her, as he observed — * You did not know Lord Medway's wavering character, and expected him to carry through his plans concerning you with firmness.' ' I hardly knew what I expected,' she answered, leaning back in her chair, and gazing thoughtfully at the ceiling ; ' I did not expect to be so com- pletely forgotten, certainly *, but, after all, the plan was impracticable, you know, without his mother's consent.' ' I know no such thing,' said Arthur ; ' her lady- ship's consent was, undoubtedly, desirable, but by no means necessary to a man in his position. Our cousin Georgina would, in your place, have played her cards differently, and gone to Nice as— -head nurse — hired by his lordship himself — as Lady Medway, in short !' ' I do not understand — ' began Xora. ' Is it possible you did not know that he intended to marry you ? that his brother had the greatest difficulty in keeping him in Paris ; that he re- fused for a long time to see his mother, who was obliged to propitiate him by making all sorts of promises about you for the ensuing summer, the fulfilment of which her son Charles assisted her in evading ?' ' Are you quite sure of all this ?' asked Nora, earnestly. " f erfectly certain.' OR, AX ACQUISITION? 149 ' And,' continued Nora, ' and they returned to England last year ?' ' Oh, no ! I don't think anything but the marriage of her two eldest daughters would even now have induced Lady Medway to return. In her present position as a widow she finds Paris, Naples, or Kome pleasanter places of residence than London ; besides which, she wished to have the Channel for some time longer between you and Medway, being much more afraid of the effect of your beaux yeux than even her son Charles, who told a friend of mine, in confidence, that a very short separation would be sufiicient for their purpose, as you were merely a — a — ' ' What ?' asked Nora, smiling. ' Something so very different from what you are, that for his sake I am glad he gave the name of his informant.' ' And who may that have been ?' asked Nora. ' Your step-brother, Harry Darwin, who most probably has not seen you since you were a child.' * Harry never liked me,' said Nora, with some emotion ; ' but that is of little importance to me note. As to Charles Thorpe, I dislike him intensely.' ' You would not if you knew him,' said Arthur ; 'he is a fine resolute fellow, and knows perfectly what he is about. As to his not particularly wishing his brother to marry, why — aw — a — hum — ' ' Oh ! as to that,' said Nora, ^ my studies in 150 AREIYAL OF, AX ADDITION ? English novels and tales of fashionable life since I have been here have given me such an insight into the present state of society that I can perfectly understand his motives.' ' And partly excuse them, perhaps,' said Arthur, 'when you consider his brother's state of health, and that he did not know you personally.' The entrance of a servant with coffee prevented her from answering : and Mr. Nixon joining them almost immediately afterwards, the Thorpes were not again mentioned. ( 151 ) CHAPTER XI. BATTLEDORE AND SHUTTLECOCK. It was not long before Nora began to discover that her internal rejoicings at the agreeable addition to their family had been somewhat premature. Arthur Nixon left home every morning directly after breakfast with his father^ sometimes accom- panying him to the City, more frequently directing his steps westward to the Club, where he not only received his notes and letters, but also his friends ; and in the course of time the numerous invitations he expected for dinners, soirees, and balls. The evening after his arrival he went to the opera ; and from that time forward, for several weeks, seldom dined at home, excepting on Sundays. He in- formed his father daily at breakfast of his evening engagements, spoke of every person and every- thing he saw without the slightest reserve ; and on such occasions exhibited a degree of satire emi- nently calculated to lead the uninitiated to suppose that in his heart he had learned to despise the rank and fashion, in the pursuit of which he was squandering the best years of his life. Nora and her uncle returned to their old habits. 152 BATTLEDORE AND SHUTTLECOCK. and the study, and Arthur became to them merely an occasional, but always acceptable and agreeable guest. As the spring advanced, his engagements multiplied ; and though he complained frequently of being bored and fatigued, he seldom made arrangements for a day of rest ; gravely assuring Nora, when she jested on the subject, that if he remained at home for even one week, he should run a great chance of being * clean forgotten, like a dead man, out of mind.' One rainy afternoon, towards the end of May, he returned home at an unusually early hour, and instead of going directly to his room, as was his custom, turned into the study. That he expected to find Nora there is certain, but so little did her absence concern him, that he took up a book, with- out even inquiring whether or not she were in the house *, and, throwing himself into a chair, rather rejoiced in the feeling of being alone. Scarcely, however, had the slight noise produced by his movement of books and chairs ceased, than he heard the sound of irregular, eager, almost breath- less counting in the adjoining dining-room — 98 — 99_300!~301— 302— 3— 4— 5 and so on. Cautiously opening the door of communication between the rooms, he perceived that Nora, adroitly avoiding the tables and chairs, was amusing herself with a solitary game of battledore and shuttlecock, her anxiety lest the latter should fall to the ground being so great that his intruding head remained BATTLEDORE AXD SHUTTLECOCK. 153 long unperceived. It happened that one of her greatest personal advantages was a perfectly-formed figure, and nothing could be more graceful or fas- cinating than the unstudied and various positions into which her game compelled her to place it, while her upturned face, with sparkling eyes, lips slightly parted, and cheeks into which exercise had forced the clearest and brightest colour, made her, for the time being, the most beautiful creature he had ever beheld. He w^atched with intense in- terest every movement, followed with a sort of nervous anxiety the wavering flight of the shuttle- cock as it sometimes approached, sometimes re- ceded from his vicinity, and started when at length it alighted on his head and Nora stood before him. ' Oh, wdiy did you open the door !' she exclaimed, in a tone of jesting reproach ; ' if your tiresome head had not been there, I could have completed my fourth or even fifth hundred without interrup- tion. Surely you must have returned home a full hour too soon to-day !' ' An hour earlier — but I hope not too soon,' he answered, with heightened colour. * Oh, I have said something you don't like to hear, or you would not correct my English,' ob- served Nora, smiling archly as she continued to play with her shuttlecock. But it now began to fall continually, and after Arthur had raised it from the floor at least a dozen times, he said he supposed she must be tired. 154 BATTLEDORE AXD SHUTTLECOCK. ' Not at all,' she answered, quickly, ' it is divid- ing my attention between you and the shuttlecock that makes me so maladroite : I am never tired until after my fifth hundred.' ' What on earth do you mean by your fourth and fifth hundred ?' asked Author. ' Why you see,' said Nora, tossing the shuttle- cock towards the ceiling and pursuing it afterwards with a look of sportive eagerness — ' you see I am not accustomed to be so completely confined to the house (bump, bump), as if I had been born and bred in London (bump). — So when I first came here I used to run up and down the stairs a good deal (bump, bump, bump) ; but without any object in view, it was all too tiresome (bumpj. Then I made a ball for myself (bump) — broke the windows (bump, bump) — and had no money to pay the glazier!' Here the shuttlecock fell to the ground, and she raised it herself, as Arthur repeated — * Pay the glazier ?' ' Yes, for I did not wish my uncle to know that I was so childish as to play at ball, so Duckey paid for me (bump, bump), and did not write it in the account-book. She also (bump) gave me this battledore and shuttlecock last Christmas (bump, bump, bump.) — ' Ducker !' exclaimed Arthur. ' Yes, Ducker,' said Nora, coming towards him, and with light touches of her hands keeping the shuttlecock constantly in the air just before her BATTLEDORE AND SHUTTLECOCK. 155 face, after the manner of the most expert juggler, ' You have no idea how kind she has been to me.' ' Or how generous you have been to her,' said Arthur ; ' yet she has shown me a brooch and ear- rings given her by you, which were certainly in- tended to deck a fairer person than good old Ducker's.' ' Earrings are a barbarous ornament,' replied Nora, smiling, ' and I never wear them. Other trinkets I value in exact proportion to my affection for the donors. The brooch that so delighted Ducker was worthless to me, given carelessly and accepted unwillingly. I can only rejoice in its having at last found a possessor who will value it, both intrinsically and fictitiously.' ' You have raised my curiosity concerning this brooch,' said Arthur. ' Have you any objection to tell me the name of the donor ?' ' None whatever — it was my step-brother, Harry Darwin.' ' Do you feel so very indifferent towards him ?' asked Arthur. ' I have reason to do so,' answered Nora. ^ He never cared for me, and the letter I Avrote to in- form him of my father's death and my unpleasant position was not answered for six months !' ' It may not have reached him so soon as you supposed,' suggested Arthur. ' It was forwarded to him immediately by Charles Thorpe, who must have given him some informa- 156 BATTLEDORE AXD SHUTTLECOCK. tion concerning me at a later period, as in his answer, though he passed over my father's death as an event of no importance, he expressed very great satisfaction at my being so well provided for; and recommended me to conciliate my uncle Stephen in every possible w^ay, and to make myself generally useful in his house.' ' When you again write,* said Arthur, ' you can tell him that you have made yourself indispensable to my father.' ' Our correspondence is at an end,' said Nora, as she entered the study. ' I could read between the hues of his letter, his anxiety to avoid all further communication with me, his fear that I might become a burden to him.' ' For a young unmarried man, like Darwin,' began Arthur, ' an orphan sister is rather a — a — ' ' An incumbrance?' suggested Nora. ' Harry shall never find me one.' ' I should not exactly have used that word,' said Arthur, laughing, ' and only wished to point out to you, that Darwin only acted as a — most other young men in his place would have done. He dis- liked your father, I believe — knew very little of you, and therefore — ' 'You need not go on,' cried Nora, interrupting him, indignantly. 'After having attempted a justifi- cation of Charles Thorpe's conduct the very first evening of our acquaintance, I can hardly be surprised at your now excusing Harry's neglect of BATTLEDORE AND SHUTTLECOCK. 157 me ! In a worldly point of view they are both patterns of prudence, no doubt, but I can never like them — or you either,' she added, petulantly, ' if you can speak and think in this manner.' ' Forgive me, Nora,' said Arthur, gravely, ' for not being able to find fault with men whose conduct, whether reprehensible or not, has been the ]ueans of bringing you under our roof He sat down at the writing-table, and hastily wrote a few lines, while Nora, half vexed, half flattered, retired to her room to dress for dinner. Great was Mr. Nixon's surprise, and (must it be confessed ?) not inconsiderable his annoyance, when his son entered the study a few minutes before dinner-time, and carelessly saying that he had written an excuse to the Savage Wayward s, and intended to dine at home, sat down beside Nora, and peered over her shoulder, while she examined a book of engravings containing views of various mountainous parts of Germany, but chiefly the Tyrol. ' If you had mentioned your intention of remain- ing with us a little earlier,' said Mr. Nixon, * we could have had a fire in the drawing-room ; in fact,' he added, hastily turning round, * it is not too late, and the — ' ' Let me entreat that no change may be made for me,' cried Arthur, springing towards him. ' I am really not such a bulky fellow that you cannot find room for me in your snuggery here.' 158 BATTLEDORE AND SHUTTLECOCK. ' But,' said his father, ' I know you dislike this room, and when we have drawing-rooms, why not use them ?' ' Why not, indeed !' exclaimed Arthur, laughing, ' but, on the present occasion, I do not choose in any way to interfere with your or Nora's habits, nor do I choose to be treated as a visitor any longer.' 'I assure you, however,' said Mr. Nixon, 'that when the weather begins to get warm I have no sort of objection to going up stairs in the evening. I only turned in here when I was quite alone, you know.' ' Yes, but you have continued here with Nora, and she likes this room better than the others, I am quite sure ;' he turned to Nora, while speaking, but without waiting to hear her answer, Mr. Nixon left the room to give some orders about Rhine wine and ice, while Arthur, resuming his place beside his cousin, bent over the engravings and murmured, ' I wish I were at any of these places.' 'So do I,' said Nora, vainly endeavouring to suppress a sigh. ' You are, probably, well acquainted with them all ?' he asked. ' I. have spent several summers among these mountains,' she answered, ' and know the banks ol the Inn, and Innsbruck, far, far better than the Thames and London !' 'I suspect you have as yet seen scarcely any- thing of London,' he observed. BATTLEDORE AND SHUTTLECOCK. 159 ' Rather say nothing at all,' she replied ; ' I have not even had a glimpse of St. Paul's and West- minster Abbey.' 'You shall see both to-morrow,' he said, smiling. ' Oh thank you — I should like so much to see the Tower, also, if — if — ' here she stopped, for it suddenly flashed across her mind that she had no dress in which she could appear in public with her cousin. To hide her embarrassment she turned over a leaf and forgot it altogether as her eyes rested on a view of Meran, with its beautiful suburb of Obermais. ' There, there we lived/ she said, her colour rising as she extended her hand to the print, * just beside that church — I do believe these are the windows of our little drawing-room — we could see the Zenoburg and the road to the Castle of Tyrol from them. You have been to see the remains of the old castle ?' 'Yes,' said Arthur, 'the view from that long room which, by-the-by, is not at all ancient look- ing, is the most beautiful imaginable — without water.' ' But there is the Adige,' cried Nora, eagerly, ' one can follow the course of the river for miles.' ' True, but it looks like a silver thread ; and to satisfy me half the valley ought to have been under water in the form of a lake — I dare say it was, once upon a time.' ' If you were not enchanted with that view, just as you found it,' said Nora, 'we must never travel, 160 BATTLEDORE AND SHUTTLECOCK. nor even look at prints together,' and she prepared to close the book. ' Surely you will allow me to differ from you in opinion occasionally,' he said, preventing her from doing so ; ' if we always thought alike there would be an end to all conversation.' 'But,' said Nora, 'I am afraid you are like most travelled Englishmen, and will contrive to find something to criticise everywhere.' ' Try me,' said Arthur. ' This is Rametz,' she said, pointing to a castel- lated building. ' You know Kanietz.' Arthur nodded. ' And the very fat Italian doctor to whom it belongs ?' 'No.' ' The son of a peasant of Meran, who studied in Italy, became a celebrated physician, saved money, returned home to purchase the ruins among whicli he had played as a boy, and restored^ and rebuilt, and added — ' Arthur laughed. Nora stopped, and looked at him inquiringly. ' I had not time to find out all this,' he said ; ' but it accounts most satisfactorily for the confusion of architecture, which you must allow to be rather evident in the edifice.' ' What do I care for the architecture !' said Nora. ' I did not go to Rametz to see a Gothic church or Grecian temple ; I went with gay friends to sup BATTLEDORE AND SHUTTLECOCK. 161 under the vines, and to stand on the balcony, after sunset, and watch the shadows of evening spreading over the valley — I have stood there until the mountain tops were lighted by the moon, and — ' here she stopped again. *Go on,' said Arthur. 'No,' answered Nora, *you are laughing at me. You do not understand me, and cannot comprehend the distinctness with which I can recall those scenes, and remember every word I there heard spoken.' ' I can — I do — ' cried Arthur, eagerly ; ' the terrible monotony of your present existence makes you return to and live in the past. Nora,' he added, lowering his voice, though they were alone in the room, ' are you very unhappy here ?' ' No — oh no — by no means — only a little lonely sometimes ; but that is the fault of my education, I suppose. Had I been born and brought up in London, I dare say I should have quite enjoyed being shut up — that is a — rather confined to the house as I now am.' ' Do you go out so very seldom ?' asked Arthur. ' Not at all, excepting to church, and occasionally to walk in the square,' she answered, and then fearing a renewal of his proposal to take her out the ensuing day, she again bent over the prints, and pointing to Schoena, asked, ' if he had been there too ?' ' No, I had not time ; in two days one cannot go to all these places.' VOL. I. M 162 BATTLEDORE AXD SHUTTLECOCK. * I am sorry you did not go to Schoena, for the architecture is quite correct there, I beheve. A stronghold of the middle ages, with massive walls, small windows, vaulted corridors, armoury hall, and so forth. I don't understand much about these things, and confess that the history of one of its last possessors, before it was purchased by the Archduke John, interested me more than the place itself ' And what was his story ?' asked Arthur. ' Her story, you must say/ answered Nora. ' She married a peasant, and retired with him to a small house, which she built lower down on the hill/ ' Some handsome fellow, no doubt,' observed Arthur. ' I did not ask,' said Nora, thoughtfully ; ' they said she was not happy — ' ' I dare say not,' interposed Arthur. 'A de- scent, or, rather, a fall in rank, is always a dan- gerous experiment for a woman, and a dame cha- telaine^ who becomes a peasant's wife, has a very difficult lesson to learn ; the sort of love, too, which induces her to take such a step, is not of a descrip- tion to last long^ or enable her to bear her unavoid- able trials with patience.' ' The peasant, who spoke to us about her, seemed to be of your opinion also, and evidently disap- proved of the match ; he would have told us more, perhaps, had papa been disposed to listen. Almost BATTLEDORE AXD SHUTTLECOCK. 1G3 all the old castles about Meran, have not only ancient, but also modern histories, some of them quite romantic ; at Fragsburg, for instance, one of the most isolated of them all, where we went in the hope of seeing a curious collection of family portraits described in Sewald's " Tyrol," we found a widow, with a son and daughter, obliged, by cir- cumstances, to reside there constantly, hardly able to keep the great pile of building in repair, yet clinging, with affection, to the very stones. The ancestor's pictures had been disposed of in the Charles Surface manner, and no rich uncle having made his appearance as purchaser, they — ' Here dinner was announced ; but Arthur only waited until his father slept, afterwards to return to Nora, professedly to hear the remainder of the story, but, in fact, to talk of other things, and find out as much as he could of the mind and attain- ments of a relative, who, in the very heart of London, was nearly as much alone as the young shy girl she so graphically described standing be- neath the old fig-tree in the dilapidated court at Fragsburg. Arthur had an evening engagement, but seemed in no hurry to leave home : the announcement of his cab was received with an impatient wave of his hand, nor did he again think of it, or the Countess of Allcourt's ball, until his father had gone to bed, and Nora parted from him in the hall. Even, afterwards, he stood watching her ascent of the 164 BATTLEDORE AND SHUTTLECOCK. stairs, compelling her frequently to look over the banisters, and answer his reiterated ' good-night' It was remarked, that Arthur paid very little attention to the countess's daughter, Lady Emme- line, that evening; the young lady herself seemed to consider an officer in the Blues a very good sub- stitute, but her mother thought otherwise, as she was by no means unwilling to bestow one of her numerous progeny on Nixon the millionnaire, a man of such undoubted talent that it was generally supposed he could become anything he pleased. Arthur was not ignorant of the favourable opinion entertained of his fortune and intellect, and in no way endeavoured to lower it ; he called himself a ' marrying man,' spoke of purchasing landed pro- perty, and hinted an intention of entering Parlia- ment the first convenient opportunity. Once only that night did he address Lady Emmeline, and when she was afterwards questioned by her mother on the subject of his apparently interesting, though short conversation, she assured her he had spoken of nothing but the charms of — battledore and shuttlecock, which he pronounced to be the most perfectly graceful game ever invented, and one that rendered a handsome woman, when playing, irresistibly captivating. The fact was, Nora's face and figure had that day taken Arthur's heart by storm, and he could only wonder at his previous insensibility ; while thenceforward, without the slightest consideration BATTLEDORE AXD SHUTTLECOCK. 165 of the consequences, or the fahitest attempt to overcome the headstron^^ passion that he felt taking possession of him, he yielded to every impulse, and before many days had elapsed, made Nora per- fectly aware that his heart was hers, and that he wished her to know it. There are few things that ought to be less grati- fying to a woman than becoming the object of a sudden and violent passion of this kind, yet there are not many who remember that the feeling has its source in an exaggerated estimation of mere personal beauty, and remain unflattered by it. Nora attempted no analysis ; she received Arthur's homage as willingly as it was offered ; and found that his earnest devotion contrasted pleasantly with her recollection of Lord Med way's languid regard. He soon began to remain much at home, at first ostensibly to direct her studies in English litera- ture, of which she fancied herself unusually ig- norant, afterwards to improve himself in German, which she undoubtedly understood better than English, though nothing annoyed her more than being told so. Both occupations were dangerous, for they led to mutual discoveries of talent, that, in the common intercourse of life, might long have remained concealed ; and when Arthur in time learned to appreciate her mind even more than her person, and began to meditate a sacrifice in her favour of his long-cherished matrimonial plans, the very idea of which would have appeared in- 106 BATTLEDORE AXD SHUTTLECOCK. cipient madness to him a few months previously, Nora, not for a moment doubting his intentions, gave herself an infinity of trouble to return his affection, as she thought it deserved, and laboured not unsuccessfully to become reconciled to what her foreign education made her contemplate ^vith- out much aversion, a mainage de convenance et raison. The weather had become sultry, windows and doors were opened, the large drawing-rooms in use by common consent, and either Nora remained longer in the dining-room, or her uncle's drowsi- ness was increased by heat, for she was seldom more than a few minutes alone after dinner before Arthur was again at her side. She had learned to expect this, and many other little attentions of so unobtrusive a nature, that though perfectly understood by her, they were completely unob- served by her uncle. One day, before and during dinner, Arthur had used all his eloquence to induce his father to go abroad, if only for a few weeks, during the summer, promising to show him scenery, of which he had not yet even an idea ; pictures and statues of which he had but read descriptions; and ending with the assurance that none of his habits should be interfered with, none of his usual comforts for- gotten ; he and Nora would undertake to make him enjoy himself perfectly, and travelling was now so easy ! BATTLEDORE AND SHUTTLECOCK. 1G7 ' Kather too easy, Arthur,' replied Mr. Nixon, drily. ' As to my ever leaving home, that is out of the question ; but that you want to take flight again is evident enough. Now, without intending to dictate, let me tell you that I should be glad to hear you had at last begun to think seriously of establishing yourself in your own country ; half my fortune is yours whenever you choose to do so.' ' I cannot — say — that I feel — any great inclina- tion just now to — accept your — really very — liberal offer,' said Arthur, with some hesitation and evident embarrassment. Mr. Nixon, who had already begun to stretch and compose himself for a doze, suddenly raised himself upright in his chair, and, fixing his eyes on his son, observed, ' You have remained at home a good deal lately, Arthur ; I hope that no quarrel with Lady Emmeline has been the cause, or that any difficulty on the part of her family is likely to interfere with our plans. You did not seem to apprehend anything of that kind when we last spoke on this subject.' ' Nor do I now,' answered Arthur, with all the confidence usually manifested by his sex on such occasions ; and he glanced toward Nora as he added, ' any delays or difficulties that may hence- forward occur are likely to be on my side.' Now tiiis was the first time that Lady Emmeline had been so mentioned in Nora's presence ; and 168 BATTLEDORE AND SHUTTLECOCK. though not by any means as yet deeply attached to her cousin, she had so completely made up her mind to become his wife, that she could not hear unmoved so plain an intimation that he was en- gaged, or nearly so, to another woman. She looked alternately at her companions in a bewildered, inquiring manner, felt herself blush intensely, and then rising, with as much calmness as she could command, murmured something about leaving them alone to discuss affairs of such importance, and walked towards the door, to which her cousin sprang before her, and where he bent forward as she passed him, in the vain hope that she would look at or speak to him. Before Nora had reached the drawing-room, her consternation at what she had just heard began to abate. No t)ne but herself knew what she had expected and intended, and no one ever should know the efforts she had made to return the affec- tion of a man who, it was now evident, had only been amusing himself with her. Was it right or honourable that he had done so ? It is true he had never uttered the word love, or spoken of marriage, but — but — no matter — men were un- doubtedly at liberty to act in this manner if women allowed them. With her, at least, no one should ever trifle again ; she had received a painful and mortifying lesson, but had reason to be thankful that she had not been wounded in a manner to destroy her happiness irretrievably. It was, after BATTLEDORE AND SHUTTLECOCK. 169 all, a disappointment in marriage, and not in love — a disappointment unknown to all the world, easily concealed, not very hard to bear, and she believed she should in future distrust all mankind, and despise and dislike that portion of it to which Arthur Nixon belonged. Having come to this conclusion, she walked into the back drawing-room, opened wide one of the windows, and gasped for breath in a manner that strongly resembled a succession of deep sighs. The evening was oppressively warm ; and being dressed, for a reason already mentioned, in the indestructible black velvet, she naturally concluded that the sensation of suffocation proceeded alto- gether from her unseasonable attire. This led her to long reflections on poverty and dependence, that were by no means exhilarating ; so that as she stood half on the balcony, half in the room, now growing dusky in the twihght, her anger subsided slowly into a despondency, that better suited the scene around her. A strong current of air made her aware of the opening of the door of the front room ; it ceased immediately, and she was pro- voked to find her heart beating violently, her hands cold and trembling, as she pressed them together in the agitation and dread of a meeting, and, per- haps, explanation, wdth Arthur. She wished to get out of the room, but could not do so without passing the open folding-door and being seen. Suddenly she remembered having heard her 170 BATTLEDORE AXD SHUTTLECOCK. mother say, that to prevent an untimely exhibition of agitation, there was no better remedy than a severe pinch administered to the back of the neck, which pinch was to be repeated until it took effect. She raised her hand, and — was it the pain, or hear- ing her uncle's voice, that so effectually tranquillised her ? She knew not, nor had she time to consider, for, unfortunately perceiving the room unoccupied, the first words that Mr. Nixon uttered were of a nature to compel her to remain where she was, in order not to embarrass him, and place herself in an intolerably mortifying position. She therefore en- deavoured to put herself out of sight and hearing by standing on the balcony, while her uncle con- tinued — * No one can be more sincerely attached to Nora than I now am ; she is a good and a clever girl — yes, a very clever girl, and pretty, and interesting, and all that you have said, but such a connexion for you Avould destroy all our plans and hopes of rising in the world. I am sorry to perceive that your opinions on this subject have begun to waver : be yourself again, Arthur, and follow the course that will enable you to found a family and obtain a name! This first step is of the greatest importance, and any attempt to evade it will place you in my position, and force you to realise your ambition in the person of your son. Want of fortune may easily be overlooked on our side, but want of rank — never !' 'I thought,' began Arthur, hesitatingly, 'that BATTLEDORE AXD SHTITTLECOCK. 171 perhaps my own numerous personal friends, and her relationship with the Medways — ' 'They all hut deny the relationship,' said his father, interrupting him : ' Lord Med way, indeed, attracted probahly by her youth and good looks, wished his mother to retain her in the family, but her ladyship was, in consequence, rendered even more anxious to get rid of her on any terms. She even sent for her son Charles, who was at Vienna, to manage the affair. You shall see his letters to me ; they will show you in what light the Thorpe family view the relationship ! Nothing could be more downright than his statement of facts ; and it was not flattering to Nora, I can tell you : but I neither blamed him nor his mother for acting precisely as I should do myself in a similar case/ ' Were I to be the object acted upon,' said Arthur, ' such plans would most certainly fail ; but Nora was young and inexperienced, and Lord Medway an indolent, wavering fellow, who always has been, and always will be, completely governed by those about him. I have yet to discover the man who can rule me openly or covertly.' ' You prefer being ruled by women,' observed his father, sarcastically. ' But come : the most perfect confidence has hitherto existed between us, and will, I trust, continue as long as we live ; believe me, this foolish fancy for your black-eyed cousin will pass over, as others have done. I know that your ambition fully equals mine : marry 172 BATTLEDORE AND SHUTTLECOCK. this Lady Emmeline, get into Parliament, and let me see you a man of consequence, if not of rank, before I die.' 'Had you so spoken a few weeks ago,' said Arthur, gloomily, ' your words would have found an echo, if not in my heart, certainly in my head ; but now — ' ' You surely do not mean to say that you have deliberately been making a fool of yourself for that length of time, Arthur ?' 'I mean to say that I then admired, but now love Nora — sincerely, deeply, passionately — as I have never loved before, and never shall again. I fear — I — cannot forget her.' ' Time will enable you to do so,' said Mr. Nixon, quietly. ' Time must do you this good service, Arthur, for I will never give my consent to your marriage with her. To all your other follies I have been more than indulgent, and am now pre- pared to make any sacrifice to give you a position in the world ; it seems to me, also, that you have already paid this Lady Emmeline too much atten- tion to be able to draw back with honour — ' ' Oh, no !' cried Arthur, wdth a slight sneer : ' in this world of fashion that we value so highly, one is not so easily caught and bound as elsewhere. I consider myself still quite at liberty.' ' Oh, indeed !' said his father. ' Then, perhaps, you prefer one of the daughters of Lord Wither- ington ? Having never seen any of these young BATTLEDORE AND SHUTTLECOCK. 173 ladies, I do not venture to give an opinion ; in the latter case, you will, of course, go abroad again, and — Nora can then remain with me/ 'That she can do at all events,' said Arthur. ' After what you have just said, I cannot speak to her, and everything remains as it was, before this foolish confession of mine.' ' Not quite,' said Mr. Nixon, ' for if you do not decide on either marrying Lady Emmeline, or joining the Witheringtons at Baden, where you told me they now are, I shall consider it necessary to send Nora, for some time at least, to your uncle Gilbert's. He and Georgina will I know be quite pleased to have her.' ' I dare say they will,' replied Arthur ; ' but I am much mistaken if they ever let her return to you.' ' Gilbert will scarcely interfere with me, after my having told him of my intention to give her two thousand pounds,' said Mr. Nixon. ' Have you done so ?' asked Arthur, quickly. ' Certainly. The very day after she consented to remain with me, I placed the sum in the Bank for her.' ' Then,' rejoined Arthur, ' I think you had better henceforward allow her to receive the in- terest of this splendid fortune, for this morning, when I was angry with her for persisting in her refusal to go out with me, Ducker told me in con- fidence, that the poor dear girl had outgrown all her clothes and had no money to replace them.' 174 BATTLEDORE AXD SHUTTLECOCK. ' Why did she not tell me ?' said Mr. Nixon ; * the slightest hint would have been sufficient.' ' I do not think Nora likely ever to hint a wish of the kind,' said Arthur ; ' but you are bound to supply her wants, and make her existence as endur- able as possible, after having refused to resign her to your brother, or give her to me ; — after having, in short, deliberately resolved to bury her alive in this house.' ' I really do not understand what you, and Gilbert, and Georgina, mean by eternally harping on the horrors of this house,' said Mr. Nixon, testily. ' Nora's life is not more solitary than that of thousands of others in London. I cannot per- ceive why she is such an object of pity — her time is at her own disposal, I give her a home, and — ' ' And,' said Arthur, sarcastically, ' and food, and even raiment, perhaps ; but you seem alto- gether to forget that her previous life has been spent in the enjoyment of bright skies and magnifi- cent scenery, gay society, and all that art can offer to improve and refine the taste. As to comparing her to those who have been born and bred in London, it is absurd. Canaries reared in a cage are happy there, knowing no gayer kind of life ; but other and rarer birds mourn their captivity, and find the shelter and food given them a poor exchange for liberty.' ' In order to answer you in the same strain, Arthur, let me tell you, that you will compel me BATTLEDORE AND SHUTTLECOCK. 175 to set my rare bird at liberty, if you do not soon begin to think and speak more rationally than you have done for the last hour. I cannot, however, say,' added Mr. Nixon, walking towards the fire- place, and from habit leaning on the chimney- piece, and gazing into the grate, ' I cannot, how- ever, say that I feel in the least uneasy as to your ultimate decision ; the question is rather, now, whether you go abroad or remain at home. ' I shall remain here,' answered Arthur, sullenly. ' And,' said Mr. Nixon, in the same calm voice, ' and propose for Lady Emmeline without further delay ?' * To-night, or — never,' he replied vehemently, and then strode across the room and stepped out on the balcony. His father followed him, and Nora seized the opportunity to glide unseen past the open door, and escape up stairs to her own room. ( ^6 ) CHAPTEE XII. TO MARRY, — OR, NOT TO MARRY, — THAT IS THE QUESTION. It was with some slight trepidation that Xora de- scended to breakfast the next morning. Before her return to the drawing room the previous evening, Arthur had left it, and probably the house also, and while afterwards awaiting the striking of ten o'clock, with an open book in her hand, her thoughts had been completely occupied by surmises as to how he and his father had parted. All her doubts on the subject were at once removed when she saw them standing together at one of the windows of the dining-room amicably engaged in the discussion of money matters. The words * purchase' and settlement w^ere frequently repeated as she employed herself making tea at the breakfast table, and while she was still considering whether or not Arthur's manner was that of a man who had taken the im- portant step that had been so peremptorily enjoined him, her uncle advanced towards and informed her, that having, according to promise,placed two thou- sand pounds in her name in the bank, she could KK TO MARRY, — OR XOT TO MARRY. 177 draw the interest of that sum as she pleased, and when she pleased in future. Prepared for this announcement, Nora thanked him warmly and appropriately ; but when, sitting down beside her, he thrust a bank note of large amount into her hand, saying that was for immediate use, she felt distressed, and stammered and coloured as a feeling that he was paying her for her disap- pointment flashed across her mind. Her uneasiness was, however, almost immediately relieved, when he turned towards Arthur, who stood with his back to them looking into the little garden, and observed, with a jocularity of manner very unusual to him, but denoting a satisfaction too great for concealment, ' Who would think now, Nora, that that man there was a bridegroom elect, the accepted lover of one of the prettiest girls in Lon- don !' Nora perceived that her uncle had not thought at all of her on this occcasion, so she looked up and observed quietly, ' Lady Emmeline, I suppose.' Now this was said with a composure that gave infinite satisfaction to herself, but struck Arthur as something so unexpected that he turned his flushed face round, and stared at her in astonish- ment. ' I don't know what is the custom in England, Arthur,' she continued, bending slightly over the table as she poured out the tea, * but abroad you VOL. T. N 178 TO MARRY, — OR NOT TO MARRY^, — know people expect to be congratulated by all their friends, and therefore — ' ' For heaven's sake, spare me all such heartless for- malities !' he cried, interrupting her vehemently, while he seated himself further from her than had of late been his custom, and snatched up the nearest newspaper. There are few women, even at the age of seventeen or eighteen, who have not the power of concealing annoyance, disappointment, and morti- fication, if a strong motive make them desirous to do so : some hours' reflection had enabled Nora so effectually to overcome the portions of all these feelings that had fallen to her lot, that she not only looked but felt calm, and she experienced a strange sort of satisfaction in showing her cousin that the commiseration he had perhaps intended to bestow on her would be quite thrown away. Now Arthur really loved Nora ; but such is the selfishness of man's heart, that he was disagreeably surprised and beyond measure indignant to find that he had not made her as unhappy as him- self ' Let me show you the advertisement of the sale of the house I spoke of just now,' said Mr. Nixon, supposing his son to be in search of it, when he saw his eyes wandering up and down the columns of the paper with impatient un- certainty. ' It is there, just at the end of the page before you.' THAT IS THE QUESTION. 179 'I know the house well,' said Arthur, after a pause, ' it belongs to Lord Trebleton's young widow. I suppose her jointure is not sufficiently splendid to enable her to keep it, and that she intends to return to her family.' * Do you know her ?' asked Mr. Nixon. *0f course I do — she is a daughter of Lord Witherington, and by many degrees the hand- somest of the family. She is somewhat extravagant in her tastes, fond to excess of all kinds of gaiety, but altogether one of the most charming women of my acquaintance. We very nearly fell in love with each other, just before she was engaged to Lord Trebleton.' ' AVould the house suit you ? ' asked Mr. Nixon, but little interested in the history of its pos- sessor. 'I should think so,' answered Arthur, ^for undoubtedly no expense has been spared to make it perfect.' ' Then let us see about it this very day, before I go to the city,' said Mr. Nixon, beginning his break- fast without further delay. Nora attended little to the conversation that followed. She was considering if the very great change in Arthur's manner were necessary — if in- stead of the murmured good morning, and scarcely perceptible bow when she had entered the room, he might not have given her his hand as usual, and looked at her and spoken to her. Perhaps he had 180 TO MARRY, — OR XOT TO MARRY, some idea that he had not acted honourably — but no — he had observed the evening before, that in the world in which he lived, men were not bound as else- where, and he had certainly not in any way com- mitted himself — had said, in fact, even less than Lord Medway : there w^as some similarity in the two cases, and Arthur, she now remembered, had not blamed him in the least, had rather approved of the interference of Charles Thorpe, and had undertaken his defence the very first time he had ever spoken to her alone. Perhaps he was glad that his father now compelled him to be prudent ! One thing was certain and evident to her, that however much she might be admired or even loved, there was that in her position in the world which precluded all chance of marriage ; this fact she re- solved should not again escape her memory. A few days afterwards Arthur received as a gift from his father the spacious and completely fur- nished mansion of Lady Tripleton : all the treasures of his rooms in Russell-square were conveyed to it, and various new and costly purchases added, so that between his house and visits to Lady Emmeline, he had little time to spare for home. When there, he was rather low spirited, and failed not whenever an opportunity offered, and he chanced to be alone with Nora, to assure her that he was the most wretched of human beings, a martyr to the preju- dices of the world and parental authority. Yet he hurried forward the preparations for his THAT IS THE QUESTIOX. 181 marriage with an energy that gave great satisfaction to the heads of both families, his father merely smiling ironically when he persisted in assuring him, he only wanted to have it over. Nora, in the mean while, apparently forgotten, had full leisure to reno- vate and improve her wardrobe. This she accom- plished with judgment and taste ; her decision when purchasing and giving orders astonishing Mrs. Ducker, who conducted her to some of the large warehouses in the city, and to the Soho Bazaar, at her leisure hours, viz. between seven and nine o'clock in the morning. It is not alone simple Bob Acres who has disco- vered that ' dress does make a difference.' The first day that Nora laid aside her mourning, and when dressing for dinner put on white muslin and rose- coloured ribbons, her glass told her something to the same effect, and it must be confessed she her- self was more than satisfied with her appearance, as she looked at the reflection of her fair young face and graceful figure. She thought it probable her uncle would say something on the occasion^ and prepared a little speech of thanks, but on entering the drawing-room all thoughts of herself or her dress were lost in surprise and anxiety, when she saw Mr. Nixon walking up and down the room, with pallid face and purple lips, and Arthur astride upon a chair, his head bent down on his hands, which seemed to clutch the back of it as if cramped, while he muttered ' Infernal affair alto2:ether !' 182 TO MARRY^ — OR XOT TO MARRY, — 1 As Nora closed the door, he looked up, started from his seat, and added, ^ Hang me if I care much after all, were it not for my legion of friends and acquaintances !' * Cross the channel until the affair has blown over,' suggested his father, following towards the door. ' No !' he answered fiercely, ' I will face and brave them all ; not one shall dare to pity me !' The door closed, and Nora was left alone until dinner was announced. At table her uncle and cousin talked of politics and public affairs ; but she suspected they did so on account of the servants, and was confirmed in this idea when profound silence followed their absence. For her own part she was so convinced that something very unpleasant had occurred, and so perfectly at a loss as to its nature, that she scarcely uttered a word, and left the dining-room almost immediately after dinner. Arthur and his father joined her at tea-time ; the former went out as usual, the latter read, or seemed to read, until ten o'clock, when Nora went to bed, feeling herself forcibly reminded that she was still a stranger in her uncle's family. Too proud to show a particle of curiosity, she scarcely observed the next morning that both father and son were poring over a paragraph in one of the papers as they stood together at the window ; but she could not help remarking after- wards that they were endeavouring to outstay THAT IS THE QUESTION. 183 each other and that a serious kind of manoeu- vring was going on, which ended by Mr. Nixon asking his son abruptly, ' If he intended to tell Nora ?' ' Certainly,' he replied ; * it is no secret, and I am very anxious to know what she will say.' Mr. Nixon fixed his eyes on her, while Arthur, folding the morning paper into a small form, placed it so before her that her eyes instantly fell on a paragraph headed ' Marriage in High Life,' in which the engagement of Lady Emmeline Wary to her cousin the Marquis of Torrisford was an- nounced in the usual manner. It was some moments before Nora could stammer, ' How is this ? was she not betrothed to you ?' 'We have no betrothals in England,' replied Arthur. ' She was engaged to me publicly enough, and I thought willingly too ; but yesterday morning she informed me that she had long been attached to her cousin Torrisford, and entreated me to release her from a promise that had been in a manner extorted from her by her mother. Could I refuse? I felt myself atrociously and notoriously jilted, but any attempt to seek redress after such a confession on her part would only have served to render my position still more ridiculous ; so having told her I was sorry her cousin had not known his own mind, and rewarded her constancy a few weeks earlier, I resigned my claims, and prepared myself to face 184 TO MARRY, — OR NOT TO MARRY, — the world's dread laugh as well as I could on such short notice.' Nora's colour mounted to her temples, and she paused for a moment before she observed, 'This is a most unexpected — a most undeserved indig- nity, Arthur. I am sincerely sorry for your disappointment.' ' I shall get over that easily enough,' he an- swered with a slight sneer ; ' my heart was wonder- fully little engaged in this affair.' Mr. Nixon walked across the room, and placed himself behind Nora's chair, directly facing his son. ' But the vexatious mortification — the — the pub- licity' — continued Nora, indignantly. ' Well,' he said, with a forced smile, * I suppose I shall get over that too. Emmeline's avowal of an attachment to her cousin is infinitely less dis- tressing to me now than it would have been after our marriage : she assured me he was in ignorance of her engagement to me when he wrote the letter from Naples, which she offered to show me, but which I declined reading. I suppose, however, that I must believe her ; and I have serious thoughts of giving a proof of my good faith and exemplary patience by requesting an invitation to the wedding, which will be celebrated a few weeks hence.' So Arthur spoke to Nora, so also to all his friends and acquaintances, by no means avoiding them or THAT IS THE QUESTION. 185 the subject that formed the chief topic of dis- cussion for nearly nine days, after which it was forgotten by all but those personally interested in the affair. But though Arthur jested lightly and laughed good-humouredly at his 'disappoint- ment in marriage/ as he pointedly called it, he was greatly irritated and deeply mortified, proving it to all thoughtful observers by his continuing to parade his indifference long after the effort had ceased to be necessary. His father wished him — urged him — to go abroad for a few months, in vain ; he was determined to stay out the season, and employed himself chiefly in the purchase of pictures and furniture for his house, no wish of his being left ungratified by his father, who secretly blamed himself for having precipitated his son's choice of a wife, and thereby drawing him into his present painful position. One day when Arthur at dinner was expatiating on the excellence of a picture that was for sale at an artist's in Piccadilly, his father, who had, at his request, been to see it, at first hesitatingly 'supposed his son might be right, as he had ex- perience in such things,' and then commenced a criticism that was as distinguished for sound sense as want of technical language. Arthur laughed, while Nora, with a smile^ assisted her uncle to express his opinion in proper words, and then playfully sided with him as much as her want of knowledge of the object of discussion would permit. 186 TO MARRY, — OR XOT TO MARRY, — * Two against one is not quite fair,' said Arthur at last, turning to his father ; ' but as Nora has seen most of the best pictures in Europe, and I really believe knows something about the matter in question, I am ready to make her umpire between us. Shall I drive her down to Piccadilly to-morrow, and will you abide by her decision ?' Mr. Nixon instantly agreed, and Nora had no reason and no wish to excuse herself Arthur was in waiting exactly at the appointed hour the next day — he examined her dress with a critical eye, bestowed on it some words of approval, on herself a glance of undisguised admiration, and then devoted his attention for some time to the rash movements of his high-stepping horse. Nora's opinion of the picture was quickly given ; she agreed with Arthur in considering it worthy of much commendation as a work of art, but scarcely adapted for a private collection intended to decorate the walls of a dwelling-house. The subject was hackneyed (nymphs bathing) ; and the very excellence of the flesh-tints would make it, to her at least, an unpleasant picture to have con- stantly before her. ' You are a genuine Englishwoman after all, Nora,' said Arthur, smiling, ' and somewhat prudish too, for the painter, by means of water, rocks, and trunks of trees, has managed to make this picture the least exceptionable of its kind that I have ever seen.' THAT IS THE QUESTION". 187 ' Perhaps so,' she answered, turning away, while he, half-petulantly remonstrating against her ' ab- surd objection,' followed her to an unfinished portrait at a little distance. There she stopped, and said, in a low voice, ' Those other people, and the presence of the artist, prevented me from saying all I thought of the picture. The richness of colour is an exaggeration of nature ; did you not observe how very freely he has used vermihon 7 * N — o — I don't know much about the mixture of oil colours. You do, I suppose ?' * A little — that is, I studied it for some time, until either the smell of the materials or the seden- tary occupation disagreed with me. I was a mere copyist, but learned enough to have some idea of the browns of Rembrandt and the flesh-tints of Rubens.' ' That's it,' cried Arthur ; ' the colouring in that picture strongly resembles Rubens.' '- And are you aware that, to copy a head of his, the colours on your palette must be different from those required for any other master ? that the flesh-tints are all mixed with vermilion, which gives a wonderful and almost unnatural freshness ?' * But I like this wonderful freshness,' said Arthur. 'Unfortunately, however,' observed Nora, 'time fades, or perhaps changes, some colours and darkens others, while the vermilion remains bright and glaring.' ' You — vou don't mean to say that you have 188 TO MARRY, — OR NOT TO MARRY, — the audacity to depreciate Rubens ! ' cried Arthur, laughing. She nodded her head, and then said, ' The colos- sal proportions of his women I cannot admire, and the too great use of vermilion I cannot approve ; but remember I don't want to force this opinion on you, it is altogether the result of my own experience and observation, and I may be altogether in error/ * My nymphs have lost the power to charm me at all events,' rejoined Arthur, taking advantage of some new arrivals to pass out of the room ; and when they reached the street, he said gaily, ' Come, Nora, let us take a drive in the Park, and you shall also have a short walk in Kensington Gar- dens.' Nora made no objection. She was amused and pleased, and giving words to every idea that pre- sented itself to her mind, so delighted her com- panion that he resolved to enjoy again and frequently the same pleasure. That day at dinner he pro- posed taking her on the following one to see West- minster Abbey ; and though Mr. Nixon was too much pleased with her opinion of the picture to make any objection, Arthur prudently waited after- wards for some days before he observed, with well- assumed indifference, * that he had an hour to spare on Wednesday, if she still wished to see St. Paul's.' Unobserved by Nora, the invitations were subse- quently given when his father was not present ; THAT IS THE QUESTIOX. 189 there was something new to be seen continually, and three or four times every week Arthur's cabriolet whirled her from Eussell-square to Hyde Park, Kensington, the Zoological Gardens, or wherever the crowd was greatest and gayest. Arthur asked her one morning, if she had any inclination to go to the Royal Academy, in Trafal- gar-square, and receiving a joyous assent, as she sprang lightly into his cab, they drove there. He had been a good deal gratified at the sort of sensa- tion which her appearance with him so frequently in the Park had created among his acquaintances, but he had taken care never to allow any of them an opportunity of speaking to him, when she was present, and to the questions afterwards asked him, he gave such short unwilling answers that a very considerable degree of curiosity had been excited. It was so late in the season, that he had not expected to meet any of these inquisitive persons, and his an- noyance was, therefore, great, when, after an hour of pleasant loitering and discussion with Nora, he per- ceived a group of well-known inveterate loungers enter. Scarcely bestowing a glance on the well- furnished walls, they scanned with astonishing rapidity the appearance of every person within sight, occasionally uttering a few indistinct but as it seemed significant monosyllables to each other, as they strutted along, feeling or fancying themselves the ' observed of all observers.' Arthur's first incli- nation was to seize Nora's arm, and attempt an 190 TO MARRY, — OR NOT TO MARRY, — escape, but there were two among them of rather enterprising dispositions who had already threatened to force an introduction to his fair incognita the first convenient opportunity, and he therefore whis- pered to her hurriedly, ' I see a lot of men of my acquaintance, to whom I must speak — it wouldn't do to introduce them to you, so go on quietly look- ing at the pictures, without turning round, and when you have reached the door stand still and I shall join you instantly.' Nora did as she was desired, undisturbed by the English cause of uneasiness, the ' being without a gentleman,' for her recollection of foreign galleries, where the appearance of a woman alone merely leads to the supposition that she has come to study, prevented her from feeling either annoyance or embarrassment. But her quiet self-possession, joined to such evident youth, the graceful, fashionably dressed figure, without the appendage of a protector, so necessary in London, soon made her as much an object of impertinent curiosity as admiration, and be- fore long she found herself, to her infinite surprise, surrounded by a number of men, some of whom continued to follow her from place to place, with an assiduity that astonished without in the least alarming her. Those nearest her were well dressed and elderly, and the one who had secured a place at her left elbow, was a particularly stout fatherly- looking sort of personage, with a grave face, and very grey hair. Nora felt quite comfortable in the THAT IS THE QUESTION. 191 vicinity of so much respectability, until a low voice which seemed to come from the grey head, slowly pronounced the words ' Are you Maria ? ' She did not answer — he had mistaken her for some one else, would perceive his error and go away. But he did not go away, on the contrary, he came still nearer, and again, in a mysterious whisper, repeated the words, ' Are — you — Maria ? ' * No !' she answered, turning to the querist a face in which amazement was so legible that the bystand- ders with difficulty suppressed their laughter, and Nora, blushing at the unexpected rudeness of her much-respected countrymen, sought refuge at the place near the door assigned her by Arthur. He joined her immediately, and they were soon on their way to his new house, which he had promised to show her. She related what had just occurred, but Arthur was apparently so occupied with his house that he answered not a word, and wondering at his taciturnity she added, ' Had the old gentleman asked me if my name were Brown or Smith, I should not have thought it so odd, but inquiries about one's Christian name is certainly rather un- common !' ' Very,' said Arthur. ' Perhaps the man was mad,' suggested Nora. 'By no means impossible,' he responded. 'I am beginning to think,' she continued, 'that some things abroad are better that in England.' 192 TO MARRY, — OR XOT TO MARRY, — ' Picture galleries for instance,' observed Arthur. ' Yes,' she answered thoughtfully, ' and the man- ners and habits of those who frequent them. People there look less at each other, and longer at the pictures ; and works of art have a sort of .current value w^hich makes them universally respected even by the ignorant — much as jewels of high price and ingots of gold would be here.' ' Far be it from me to attempt a defence of either our galleries or their visitors,' said Arthur, laughing, ' rather let me point out to you the delightful com- forts of the interior of our houses — see this is mine and,' he added, drawing up his horse, ' and strange to say, Nora, the only property I possess in the world ; this my father gave me as a rew^ard for implicit obedience a few wrecks ago, but for the means of living in it I am still altogether dependent on him.' ' The dependence of a son upon a very indulgent father is easily borne, I should think,' answered Nora, wdth a smile, as she walked up the steps to the hall-door. On the staircase she would have stopped to admire a conservatory, but he hurried her forward to one of the drawing-rooms, not giving her time to look round her until she had reached a wdndow there. * Oh, how light, how airy, how cheerful !' she exclaimed, eagerly. ' London at the West End — is not that what vou call it ? and London at — at — THAT IS THE QUESTION. 193 in the middle, are as different as — day and night.' ' Ahnost,' said Arthur, thoughtfully, ' I wish I were less conscious of the difference.' ' Wish no such thing,' said Nora, ' you possess this house, and should rather desire to be able to enjoy it to the fullest extent.' ' But I must do so alone, or with a companion chosen by my father.' ' Not exactly,' said Nora; quietly, *for I believe he requires nothing but rank, and you are free to choose among the nobility of England. Not a very hard fate, I should think.' ' And yet, Nora,' he answered, gloomily, ' I have lately begun bitterly to regret not having a profession, or rather not having joined my father in business. I should have been, by this time, in all probability, either quite independent, or a partner in his house, and, in either case, able to marry the only woman I can ever really love.* He paused ; but Nora made no attempt to answer, and he continued — ' Obtaining my father's consent to this marriage is out of the question — to await his death would be odious.' ' Very,' said Nora, perceiving that he paused more determinately than before. ' Oh, if ever I have a son — ' he began, pas- sionatelv. * If you have,' said Nora, interrupting him, ' you will act precisely as your father is now doing. VOL. I. 194 TO MARRY, — OR NOT TO MARRY, — Your son and son's son must seek connexion, until the name of Nixon has made itself of note, or be- come but the family name of a noble house ; such is the open or covert ambition of all rich rising men like you in this free country of ours. Your father is already in treaty for the purchase of landed property ; you acquiesce in his well-devised plans, and are not one bit in earnest when you speak as you have just now done.' ' You wrong me, Nora ; I am in earnest — now — understand me — to-day — this day — to-morrow, perhaps — that is, after having given my father a solemn promise never to marry without his con- sent, I shall be put in actual possession of a noble fortune, but bound in a manner that may — that will blast my future domestic happiness. I have planned this opportunity to speak to you alone without the chance of interruption, in order to ask your advice, while I am still at liberty to mar or make mv own fate.' ' And why ask the advice of so inexperienced a person as I am ?' asked Nora, almost coldly, for the eager, inquiring expression of Arthur's face made her suspect he was putting her feelings to- wards him to the test. ' Because I place the most implicit reliance on your intellect and good sense.' ' And,' said Nora, gravely, 'supposing me to possess these estimable qualities, do you think it possible that I would venture to give you advice ? THAT IS THE QUESTIOX. 195 Should I not prove myself wanting in both by the mere attempt ?' ' No — for I see that you perfectly understand my position in the world, my habits, and dispo- sition. From you, educated abroad, I have no fear of hearing English twaddle about a home, and cheerful firesides, contentment, domestic bliss, and so forth.' ' Yet I have dreamed of all this,' said Nora, ' as much, perhaps more, than many an English- woman who has never left her home/ ^ You have !' cried Arthur, eagerly. * Then you think that you — that I — that we — I mean that a man brought up as I have been, and w^th my expectations, could be happy in poverty with the companion of his choice ? You think that luxurious habits can be overcome, visions of am- bition pushed aside, the longing to be of import- ance in the world of fashion altogether subdued — for oh, Nora, I am ashamed to confess, that this last would be to me the hardest task of all !' ' Is then the love of fashion so inveterate T she asked. ' Almost inextinguishable among the upper classes of the inhabitants of cities,' answered Arthur. ' No weakness, no folly, is so prevalent as this, which, like a moral pest, infects the soundest understandings, and not unfrequently prostrates even genius itself! But why,' he added, impatiently, ' why talk to you of what 196 TO MARRY, — OR NOT TO MARRY, — you cannot possibly comprehend ? Why force on your notice my own weaknesses or the ab- surdities of a world still unknown to you ?' ' Not so unknown as you suppose,' said Nora; ' young as I was, the struggles of my father and mother to get into, what is called, the best society abroad, were perfectly evident to me — were made so by the presentations at Court, the introductory letters to the different ministers, residents, or am- bassadors, some of whom were civil to us, some not; in the one case we were induced to live beyond our means, in the other, we shortened our stay, exceedingly disgusted at the inhospitality and unkindness of people wdio were given their places, as miy father continually affirmed, for no other purpose than to assert the rights of British sub- jects, and be polite to travelling English people ! At the best, however, it was a miserably unsatis- factory sort of life. Mamma often complained, that she had not a friend in the world, that she spent her life getting introduced to people who invited her to their balls and routs, but never spoke a word beyond the mere civilities of society, shower- ing visiting cards upon her without asking if she were at home, and sliding past' her with a " Bon soir, madame,'' when they met her elsewhere.' ' I suppose she talked over all these things in your presence,' observed Arthur. ' Of course,' said Nora, ' and without the slightest reserve. I remember quite adoring the people THAT IS THE QUESTIOX. 197 whom she rather liked, and intensely hating those who had been rude to her : for my own part, I was, as a child, singularly fortunate, being not unfre- quently the playmate of various little royal and serene highnesses, and feeling^ I assure you, im- mensely flattered at the distinction. From all, however, that I have heard from mamma and her visitors, I believe there must be a great deal of envy, hatred, malice, and all uncharitableness, in this world of fashion that you prize so highly.' ' No doubt of it, Nora, no doubt of it. Mais^ que voulez-vous ? I have laboured for years, and not unsuccessfully, to obtain some rank in it ; to sup- port rank of any kind and anywhere, money is necessary ; married, I require more than single — so you see, dear girl — ' 'I see,' she observed, with a smile, 'that you want no advice from me, or any one else, having already made up your mind on the subject.' ' Don't speak so lightly and look so cheerful, Nora,' cried Arthur, greatly displeased; 'that is, if you would not have me think you totally heart- less!' Nora's short upper lip became still shorter as she shrugged her shoulders and turned away, with a slightly contemptuous smile. 'Nora, what do you mean?' he cried, catching her hand. But she had so completely understood him from the beginning, and so well managed to avoid 198 TO MARRY, — OR XOT TO MARRY. betraying consciousness, that she now greatly desired to end the conference. ' Nothing, nothing,' she answered hastily. ' It is late^ Arthur. Let us go home.' As she leaned back silently in the corner of the cab, she thought to herself, ' The fear of paining his father, or the thought of having acted dishonourably towards me, has had no weight with him. Is he thoroughly selfish, or — or — is this the way of the world ?' ( 1^9 ) CHAPTER XIII. ALL SEREXE. This explanation (for such he chose to consider it) afforded Arthur great rehef of mind ; he was quite unconscious of the insufficiency and selfishness of his excuses ; and on his way home planned a con- tinuation of his former pleasant intercourse with his cousin, under the name of friendship. Nora, however, began quietly, and at first im- pereptibly, to avoid him. When he returned home before his father, she retired to the long, low building that extended nearly the length of the garden wall towards the stables, the greater portion of which was in possession of Mrs. Ducker, under the name of store and housekeeper rooms. The apartment which she occupied was rather gloomy, and not rendered more cheerful by its green paper, representing luxuriant vine-leaves, or its wide, iron-barred windows. Here, hoAvever, Nora contrived to amuse herself very satisfactorily with a canary-bird, that had been born and bred in the large green cage that rested on the rickety work- table. A cheerful little animal it was, this canarv- bird 5 and Nora having assisted in rearing it, not a 200 ALL SERENE. particle of fear, or even timidity, was perceptible in its play with her : it hopped on her arm and shoulder, pecked grain from her lips, was despe- rately jealous when she took notice of the other birds, stretching out impatiently its quivering wings, and twittering in a melancholy, reproachful manner, being afterwards proportionately happy and flattered when she showered kisses and caresses on it, and seizing the first opportunity to perch on the top of the looking-glass, or the handle of a work-basket, there to stretch its little throat almost to bursting while warbling a song of ecstasy. To Anne Ducker's room, however, Arthur began not unfrequently to follow Nora, feeling himself peculiarly at home and unrestrained there, surrounded by the well-known, old-fashioned fur- niture of his nursery, a choice collection of his former playthings serving for chimney-piece orna- ments, and the high wire-work fender, though freshly-painted, still bearing evident marks of the violent kicks bestowed on it by him in various fits of juvenile rage. The book-shelves, too, brought crowds of old remembrances to his mind ; beside the large-print Bible and Prayer-book, there were still the well-known copies of ' The Mysteries of Udolpho,' ' The Children of the Abbey,' and the awful and never-to-be-forgotten * Tales of Wonder.' Some of these last had made a terrible impression on his youthful mind, and caused him many sleepless nights \ his recollection of them, ALL SERENE. 201 as read aloud by Anne Ducker in a nasal, melan- choly tone, while he sat perched beside her on his high chair, was so vivid that they had become fix- tares in his memory for life. He could repeat, with provoking accuracy, 'Alonzo the Brave and the Fair Imogene,' remembered the ever-renewed horror with which he had awaited the words, 'Behold me, thou false one,' addressed by the dead Alonzo to the faithless Imogene, as she sat at her marriage-feast, the bride of another. The story of Budiger had had something more person- ally interesting for the anxious-eyed, open-mouthed boy, who breathlessly listened to the recital of the cruel father proposing to give his only son, instead of himself, to Beelzebub. But Anne Ducker's favourite tale was 'The Maid of the Inn,' begin- ning— ' Who is she, the poor maniac, whose wildly fixed eye,' &c. &c. and relating how the said maid went out by moon- light, and beheld a corpse carried by murderers, one of whom drops his hat, which she picks up, and ' the 'at of her Richard she knew !' All this, and much more, had Arthur related to Nora, ending with a dissertation on the cruelty of reading or relating such tales to children, who, almost always endowed with vivid imaginations, recalled them when left alone at night, suffering, in consequence, frightful paroxysms of shivering fear. o 02 ALL SEREXE. and glowing terror. For his part, if ever he had a child likely to visit Mrs. Anne, he should con- sider it both a duty and a pleasure to consign to the flames volumes so destructive of sleep, and suggestive of painful dreams. In the vicinity of Anne Ducker, Arthur seemed to return to his boyhood ; he sat on the table at the window, swinging his legs, and gazing com- placently into the dismal, high-walled, little garden, while making jesting remarks on the rank grass, stunted gooseberry-bushes, and smutty London- pride and pensees, that contended for the honour of forming a border to the flower-bed ; or he peeped into cupboards, and stole guava jelly, tamarinds, and preserved ginger ; or, opportunity and an open drawer favouring him, he dressed himself in the antiquated, carefully-hoarded silk garments and pyramidal-crowned bonnets, mounting afterwards, with Nora's assistance, to the top of some high press, and awaiting, with a look of mtense glee, the return of Anne, who invariably threatened vengeance, and scolded loudly, while it was easy to perceive that she was not a little flattered at the liberties taken with her, and was more than willing to have these troublesome children, as she called them, in her room on any terms. It must be confessed that Nora was sorry, when it occurred to her, that spending an hour with her cousin quietly in the study w^as far less objection- able, in their relative positions, than the same time ALL SEREXE. 203 passed in the very free-and-easy intercourse of Anne Ducker's room — a freedom which seemed to increase from day to day, for Arthur could be amusing when he chose : he sang scraps of songs, imitated actors, actresses, popular orators, and all his friends and acquaintances — men, women, and children — sparing, as Nora laughingly observed, neither age nor sex, but making himself so enter- taining, that one day, after having carried on for some time a suppositious conversation between his uncle Gilbert and cousin Georgina, Nora asked him if he had been able to steer clear of all the absurdities he ridiculed so unmercifully ; and de- sired to know what sort of person he was himself in society. ' Nothing very brilliant,' he replied, with perfect sincerity. ' But you are feared, most probably,' suggested Nora, ' on account of this extraordinary power of imitation that you possess.' ' Why no, for I reserve the talent, if such it may be called, for the amusement of my most intimate friends, being well aware that it is no sign of genius, quite opposed to originality, and usually the re- source of mediocre intellects. In society, I believe, I generally affect a mixtureof the blase and cynical, having found it the easiest mode of procuring a sort of respect from fops and fools.' ' But you are not really either the one or the other ?' she asked. 204 ALL SEREXE. 'No — if I had not become a votary of the phantom, Fashion, and had not been encouraged in my worship by my father, I beUeve I should have been a respectable hard-working man, with some qualities of head and heart that might have won me what are called " golden opinions," and, perhaps, also, a larger portion of your esteem than I have now the faintest hope of ever obtaining.' Nora did not choose to continue the conversa- tion. She placed her bird in its cage, again played with it for a few minutes, and then left the room. That day, at dessert, Mr. Nixon informed his son that he had completed the arrangements for the purchase of the estate in Suffolk, and that it should be his on the day of his marriage. * And not before ?' asked Arthur, pretending to jest, but evidently surprised and offended. * I under- stand that a promise on my part — ' 'I have been advised,' said Mr. Nixon, inter- rupting him, — ' advised by your uncle Gilbert to trust no man, not even my own son. He said he considered it a foolish thing, under any circum- stances, my resigning so much property to you, and making you so completely independent during my lifetime ; but with my views it is unavoidable ; and, indeed, until very lately, I never doubted that our wishes and intentions on all subjects were perfectly similar.' Arthur's face became crimson, he pushed away ALL SEREXE. 205 bis plate, threw himself back in his chair, crossed his legs, and while impatiently moving backwards and forwards the upper one, observed, * Oh then in fact I am precisely in my old position — that is, if my uncle Gilbert permit you to continue the liberal allowance which I have hitherto enjoyed. I had no idea that his advice had such weight with you, or I should have cultivated his acquaintance more assiduously of late, though he is such an ignorant, pompous noodle !' ' He is a very shrewd man of business,' said Mr. Nixon, frowning, ' and this very day realized no less than twenty thousand pounds in railway shares. I greatly regret not having joined him in the specu- lation, and intend to take his advice without hesitation on such occasions in future.' * Do so, by all means,' said Arthur; ' but I request he may never again interfere between us.' * I am afraid he knows you better than I do, Arthur ; he has seen you more frequently than you suppose.' ' And,' observed Arthur, sneeringly, ' and is offended at my not stopping to speak to him, most probably !' ' Ah,' said Nora, ' then it teas my uncle we saw in the Park — that day — you know, Arthur — ' She stopped, instinctively feeling that something was wrong ; her uncle looked at her sharply, and said, stiffly, ' Young Plumpton, too, saw you every day.' 206 ALL SEREXE. 'It seems you have been making inquiries,' said Arthur, flushing with anger. ' I heard more than I wished without asking a question,' answered his father. 'I don't think I can stand being watched and schooled in this manner,' continued Arthur, with increasing irritation ; ' so, if you have no objection, sir, I shall leave England to-morrow.' ' Do so, Arthur,' cried his father, quickly, — ' do so. The very proposal on your part is reassuring, and dispels at once my doubts and fears. I now feel convinced that you have not deceived me, or — or — betrayed yourself — in short that you have acted honourably and kept your promise.' Arthur shrugged his shoulders, drew his plate towards him, and as he bent over it observed, bitterly, ' I am still for sale if that be what you mean. Next time we must manage matters in a more business-like manner, as, were I thrown on your hands again, I should fall immensely in value. As it is, I think we might now be satisfied with an Honourable Blanche or Beatrix.' ' Arthur !' said his father, reproachfully. And a silence ensued, during which, uneasy and feeling uncomfortably conscious, Nora left the room. Four-and-twenty hours afterwards, Arthur was on his way to Baden Baden, his rooms were closed up, and Nora and her uncle sat in. the study, sipping their tea and reading alternately, to all ALL SERENE. 207 appearance as if nothing had ever occurred to interrupt the even tenor of their lives. Mr. Nixon felt perfectly contented ; his son was out of the reach of the dark eyes and bright smile that, even he, as he glanced occasionally over his tea-cup, began to suspect might reasonably put a man's prudence to the test: he and Arthur, too, had parted in perfect amity, and he had little doubt that the wish for independence would induce him, before long, to think again of marriage. Nora's feelings were of a less satisfactory description, when the door had closed that morning on her cousin ; her uncle's house had once more assumed, in her eyes, the aspect of a prison, the little liberty she had enjoyed having served but to make her more impatient of her thraldom. She had become perfectly aware of the insurmountable obstacles that separated her from a world of luxurious enjoy- ment and brilliant gaiety, and if her intellect prevented her from exaggerating the pleasures of which she was deprived, her education had at least taught her to appreciate some of them more highly than they deserved. She made one desperate, energetic effort to induce her uncle to move nearer to his brother, but failing completely, she once more resigned herself to solitude and study, sincerely hoping that nothing would again occur to disturb either. A few months later, Mr. Nixon informed her that Arthur was engaged to be married to Lady 208 ALL SEEENE. Trebleton, the widowed daughter of the Marquis of Witherington. *Was it not froDi her that you bought his house?' she asked, perceiving he expected her to j say something. "^ 'Yes. He writes that he supposes she had accepted him in order to get possession of it again ; but he informs me also, towards the end of his letter, that she has confessed she would have married him seven years ago had he asked her before Lord Trebleton.' Nora remembered having heard Arthur make some remark to this effect, and also his having said that she w^as young and handsome. ' Very handsome,' said Mr. Nixon, ' and as they are to be married immediately, and do not return to England until spring, Arthur has sent me her picture in miniature.' With undisguised interest Nora examined the portrait placed before her by her uncle : it was that of an extremely pretty woman of about five or six- and-twenty, magnificently dressed, and all her personal advantages so judiciously displayed that it was impossible not to suspect her possessed of more than a common portion of coquetry. Yet it was a pleasant insinuating countenance, and Mr. Nixon was supremely satisfied with it ; he talked of his son's choice doing him credit, of the double connexion acquired among the Witheringtons and Trebletons, doubted not that Arthur's house would ALL SEREXE. 200 become one of the most fashionable in London — Lord Trebleton's had been so, whose fortune had not been so large as Arthur's would be — rank was a good thing, riches better, both together ruled the world — he wondered what Gilbert would say ? Gilbert, who had not unsuccessfully studied the peerage for some years, and knew the family name and arms of every nobleman in the United King- dom, w^as a good deal amazed, and expressed in- finite satisfaction at the prospect of a marriage which, as he expressed it, would give them all a ' lift' in the quarter where they most wanted it. A fortnight afterwards, however, he drew his brother aside, and whispered that he had better limit Arthur's power over the estate in Suffolk, for that he had heard that Lady Trebleton could spend money faster than most men could make it, and Arthur had never been in the habit of denying himself any gratification that wealth could procure. VOL. I. ( 210 ) CHAPTER XIV. SEVEN YEARS LATER. Few things are more difficult than in the space of six or eight lines to give the idea of the lapse of as many years. Were we to follow the career of Arthur Nixon, some events, though of no particular interest, might be found to mark the passage of time ; but his fate, it is to be hoped, can only interest the reader inasmuch as it affected that of Nora, and this was at first very little — apparently. He returned to England with his wife, who imme- diately repaired to Russell-square, and effectually gained her father-in-law's heart by a freedom from affectation and an ease of manner that delighted him beyond measure. She dined with him on all the great church festivals, and also on his birth- day ; invited him to her house with persevering assiduity ; and though he almost invariably, and with polite formality, refused the invitations, he liked to receive them, and to be able to think and say, that the first society in England was accessible to him whenever he chose. Unable to conceal his satisfaction, he pointed out to Nora with triumph- SEVEX YEARS LATER. 211 ant mien, the paragraphs in the papers describ- ing the dinners, balls, and soirees given during each succeeding season by his son and daughter-in- law; but that was all she ever knew about them, for Lady Trebleton's first invitation to her had been refused by her uncle in a manner to prevent a re- petition. Arthur, in the course of time^ entered parlia- ment, but proved a less brilliant member than had been expected ; he was useful and hardworking ; and as such men, though necessary, are seldom valued as they deserve, after having been passed over on various occasions when he hoped for and expected place and power, he became disgusted with, and retired altogether from public life, seeking, unfortunately, occupation in the indulgence of one of the most expensive fancies of the present day — building. Not satisfied with the handsome old house on his recently purchased estate, he com- menced erecting an edifice which was to make Morris Court one of the handsomest places in England. Magnificent it was when completed, but — Arthur had become an embarrassed man, he furnished it splendidly, and found himself deeply in debt. Lady Trebleton, who had never for a mo- ment thought of making the slightest retrenchment in her town establishment, and whose inclinations and habits were of the most expensive description, continued, with a levity incomprehensible to prudent minds, to give dinners and balls as long as she could 212 SEYEX YEARS LATER. find tradesmen willing to supply her various wants. Many were the plans resorted to by both to procure money *, but their efforts were abruptly terminated by the arrest of Arthur one afternoon for a few hundred pounds, which, serving as a signal to his other creditors, so many detainers were lodged against him, and for such large sums of money, that his father, on hearing it the next day, was struck with palsy and taken home more dead than alive. On regaining consciousness and the partial use of his arms, Mr. Nixon sent for his partner, Plumpton, and made the necessary arrangements for paying his son's debts, and restoring him to freedom. In the immediately subsequent meeting, Arthur was received without a word of reproach, but the sight of his father's shaking head and para- lysed limbs so overcame him, that he burst into an uncontrollable passion of tears and was long quite inconsolable. Nora, whose presence had been desired by both, at length found means to tran- quillize her cousin's grief and uncle's agitation, and induce them to discuss calmly the state of their affairs. Arthur insisted on selling the house in town as well as Morris Court ; and Mr. Nixon heard with surprise and satisfaction his son's declaration, that he intended to reside in Russell-square, and supply his father's place at the office as long as might be necessary. ' But your wife, Arthur — your wife — what will Lady Trebelton say ?' SEVEN YEARS LATER. 213 ' Very little,' he answered, she proposes remain- ing in Paris until I join her.' ' Do you not think she would like to come here if my uncle wrote to her ?' asked Nora. ' No,' sighed Arthur ; 'Alice could not live here, — nothing would induce me to make such a request to her ; but if she remain in Paris, I can cross the Channel occasionally, and, in point of fact, see her quite as often as during these last three years, which you know I have spent almost entirely at Morris Court. ' I supposed her very much attached to you — ' began Mr. Nixon, gravely. 'Oh, well, so she is,' said Arthur, 'and I like her too — amazingly. All things considered, w^e got on very well together ; but aw — she likes living in the world, and being admired, and all that sort of thing — and even if she did consent to come here for a time, she w^ould disturb you and put the house in confusion with her eternal visitors, and, in all probability, go out every night, and return home late — and, in short, it would never answer.' Mr. Nixon was silent, and seldom spoke of her afterwards. He soon recovered sufficiently to be able to get up and be moved down stairs, where the dining-room was converted into a sleeping-apart- ment, and he could be rolled into the study in a chair ; but months passed over without the slightest further change in his state becoming apparent, and 214 SEVEN YEARS LATER. he grew captious at last, and impatient, and greatly worried poor Xora, now his constant companion. Eagerly she daily watched the return of Arthur from the city, his presence alone having the power of restoring her uncle's equanimity, and gladly she left them after dinner to discuss their complicated affairs, Mr. Xixon requiring the most accurate information on every subject. Arthur, wholly bent on satisfying his father, devoted himself completely to business, and so successfully, that he already began to rival his uncle Gilbert in fortunate speculations. The exulta- tion of Mr. Nixon on these occasions was unbounded, he shook his son's hand every ten minutes, drank his health in champagne, and encouraged him to go on while fortune favoured him. And he did go on ; but while doing so undermined his health com- pletely. The sedentary work at his office, the constant mental excitement, and the climate of London, proved in the end too much for one who had hitherto led a life so different. He caught cold, neglected it, became hectic, and after having refused to consult the family physician or use any of Anne Ducker's remedies, quietly told Nora one evening as they sat alone together, that he believed he was — dying. At first she thought him jesting, but when he told her that his mother and all his maternal uncles and aunts had been the victims of consumption before the age of thirty, and that he had already in early youth been threatened with the treacherous SEVEX YEAKS LATER. 215 disease, she entreated of him to see some eminent physician and not treat so serious a matter lightly. * I have already been to Dr. X — , who gives me just one winter if I remain here ; but promises me a tolerable lease of life in a warmer climate.' *Then, Arthur, you must leave England this year — at once.' * Impossible, Nora ; my presence just now is of the greatest importance.' ' I have no doubt of that ; but if my uncle for a moment suspected that it was attended with danger to your life, he would urge — insist on your leaving him.' ' He would be incredulous, Nora — w^ould doubt the danger, and think I was merely tired of work. ]My proposal that we should close accounts with Plumpton^ and retire altogether, was evidently most offensive to him, and I shall never renew it.' ' And for what purpose is he accumulating all this money ?' asked Nora, impatiently. 'He says it is for me,' answered Arthur; 'and had I a family I could, perhaps, understand him. For my own part, my only wish is to replace what I squandered on Morris Court, and that once accom- plished, I am ready to — die ; for in good truth, Nora, I have little left to make life desirable.' ' Arthur, how can you say so !' ' It is a melancholy fact,' he continued, drawing his chair close to hers ; ' and now for once in my life I wish to speak to you without reserve. My 216 SEVEN YEARS LATER. life, Nora, has be6n a failure — a 'complete failure. I will not blame my father — he meant well ; but my education was a mistake from beginning to end ; yet, when it was supposed to be completed, I had still time to redeem the past had I been so inclined, instead of which I plunged into a life of folly, idle- ness, and dissipation, and so frittered away my best years in the pursuit of pleasure and novelty — mak- ing acquaintances, valued solely by me for their names, and by whom I was merely tolerated for my wealth.' ' Arthur, I cannot believe this either of you or your acquaintances.' 'You may,' he said, dejectedly, 'for the excep- tions were few, though I gloried at one time in knowing " every one " in London ! Yet I was not without intellect, Nora ; you may remember how I scorned and condemned the life I was leading, when we first met.' Nora remembered that he had done so in words, but not in acts, and could not give the ready assent he perhaps expected : he observed her silence and answered it. ' Yes, Nora, I saw and understood my position per- fectly,and think — in fact I am sure — that a marriage with you then might have saved me from myself ' Arthur !' ' We are talking of what happened or might have happened ages ago,' he continued quietly. ' I don't say that you were in love with me, SEVEX YEARS LATER. 217 Nora ; but you liked me, and would have married me.' ' Not without your father's consent, Arthur ; and having confessed so much, let us end this useless retrospection/ ' It is not useless,' he rejoined, gazing gloomily into the fire. ' I loved you as I believe a man seldom loves more than once in his life, and had my father consented to our marriage — ' ' Arthur,' said Nora, rising, ' I cannot listen to you, if you talk in this way.' ' I have done,' he answered : ' my father refused his consent : without it we should have been poor ; and I was an egotist — unworthy of you — incapable of making a sacrifice even for — well — well — I know — you would not have accepted me. Be it so, and let me tell you, that was my last chance of becoming a useful member of society — my life since then has been a troubled dream.' ' Not so,' said Nora, compassionately ; ' you were of use to your country when in Parliament, and — ' 'Merely served to fill the house,' he said, inter- rupting her. ' I did the work that any paid official could have done as well, gave my vote to those whose political opinions coincided with mine, and from whom I hoped, in time, to obtain place or power ; and when I was disappointed, I retired to Morris Court, to lead a still more worthless and selfish life.* 218 SEVEN YEARS LATER. ' You judge yourself too severely,' interposed Nora. * Scarcely,' said Arthur, without looking up. ' Of the thousands lavished on the house and fur- niture intended for my own enjoyment, not one guinea was spent on the improvement of my tenantry. I kncAv nothing about them or their wants or washes, understood nothing of agriculture — what business had I with landed property? Could. I but spend my life over again — or — part of it ; could I, with my present experience, but return to the time when we first met, what a different life I should lead!' He paused, and then added, 'I believe it is now seven years, Nora — seven years and some months since we first sat together, as we are doing now ?' 'Seven years,' she repeated, thoughtfully; 'how long they were — how short they now appear ! ' ' I remember our meeting on the stairs,' he continued, ' and that first evening, as if it were but yesterday. You were dressed in black velvet and point lace — an odd dress for a girl of sixteen ; but it made you look like one of those charming pictures by the old masters on which one can gaze for ever.' ' The dear old dress !' said Nora, pensively •, ' it would certainly appear less unsuitable to me now!' 'Yet you are wonderfully little changed,' said Arthur ; ' and every perceptible alteration is for the better.' SEVEN YEARS LATER. 219 Nora smiled. ' A great internal change has, I hope, taken place,' she said, quietly ; 'I should be sorry to think that seven or eight years' uninter- rupted reading and meditation have been quite lost upon me.' ' That they have not been lost, I am sure,' observed Arthur. ' With such a foundation as you had to build upon, I have no doubt that by this time your information and learning far exceed those of most women,' *I make no pretension whatever to learning,' answered Nora ; ' and have, I assure you, only arrived at a consciousness of my profound igno- rance on the subjects I understand best, and at not at all doubting it on all others.' ' And this is the result of eight years' steady reading in the three most literary modern lan- guages !' said Arthur. ' Not quite : I have learned the meaning of the words, " Vanity of vanities, all is vanity." ' * So have I,' said Arthur, with a sigh ; * but my knowledge has been obtained by painful personal experience.' ' Some experience I have had, too,' observed Nora ; ' without it, the words of the Preacher would have made less impression on me : he says, " Of making many books there is no end ; and much study is a weariness of the flesh." ' 'Go on,' said Arthur. She continued : ' Let us hear the conclusion of 220 SEVEX YEARS LATER. the whole matter — " Fear God, and keep his com- mandments : for this is the whole duty of man." ' At this moment the door opened, and Mr. Nixon, in his chair, was slowly rolled towards the tea-table. When Nora, the next day, was alone with her micle, she spoke to him very seriously of Arthur's state of health ; but found it extremely difficult to make him believe that anything could be the matter with a man so full of energy and activity as his son. ' His cough ? that was constitutional. No one was exempt from colds and coughs during a London winter ; and she might remember what he had himself suffered from the influenza the preceding year, though he had never allow^ed it to detain him one day from his office.' Mr. Nixon was most unwilling to lose either his son's services or society; in the end, however, Nora's influence prevailed, and Arthur left them to meet his wife at Strasburg, and spend the winter and spring at Meran. When taking leave, he spoke so long and so warmly in praise of Nora to his father, that Mr. Nixon at length said, ' I understand you, Arthur ; you think I ought to make some small addition to her fortune ?' 'Some great addition,' replied Arthur, earnestly; she has devoted the best years of her life to you — has been to you a daughter ; never think of her hereafter in any other light' From Nora he parted early in the morning, SEVEN YEARS LATER. 221. before his father was up. She had made breakfast for him in the study, and prepared to follow him into the hall, when he stopped suddenly, turned round, and said, ' You told me you had a com- mission for me, Nora, in case I should go up the Rhine, and, I think, even said I could confer a great favour on you by undertaking it ; that your saying this has been an inducement to me to choose that route, I need scarcely assure you ; yet in the pain of parting I had nearly forgotten all about it.' 'I — have changed my mind,' said Nora, with evident embarrassment, * and prefer asking you to undertake this commission for me when you are on your way home/ ' Nora, I may never return home, and that you know as well as I do. You spoke of Dusseldorf, where, I believe, your father lies buried ; speak out, like the pious German girl that you are, and tell me to visit his grave, and let you know in what state it is. The commission will not make me die one day sooner ; and I see by your face that I have guessed it rightly.' 'Dear Arthur,' said Nora, wuth tears in her eyes, *I shall be so much obliged to you if you will perform this act of friendship. I have long been in correspondence with the landlady of the hotel where he died ; and as soon as I had saved sufficient money to enable me to erect a monument, I sent her a drawing of my mother's tombstone, requesting her to have a similar one made for my 222 SEVEX TEARS LATER. father. It is this,' she added, taking a paper froi her work-table ; * I should have preferred leaving the space at the base altogether for flowers ; but when no friends or relations are near to see that the grave is properly cared for, and supplied with fresh plants — ' ' I know — I know,' said Arthur. ' The neglected graves of the English in foreign churchyards have always grieved me by their contrast to the others ; but one has, at least, the certainty of being left undisturbed to turn to dust there. For this reason,' he added, mournfully, 'wherever my life ends I shall be interred; and you, Nora, must now promise me, before we part, to visit mi/ grave, to have a tombstone such as this erected for 7ne, to plant flowers at its base, and with your own hands to place a wreath of evergreens on this orna- ment so evidently made for the purpose. Will you promise ?' ' Life is uncertain, Arthur,' said Nora, making a great effort to speak calmly ; ' but should I outlive you — ■' She placed her hand in his and turned away. ' Don't waste a tear on. me now, dear girl,' he continued ; ' but bestow a few on the earth that will cover me some — years hence, let us say ; for, after all, if Alice take good care of me, who knows but I may hold out as long as Lord Medway, who, to my certain knowledge, has been dying these eight or nine years !' ****** SEVEN YEARS LATER. 223 Most unwillingly Nora wrote to recal Arthur the following spring, when her uncle's declining strength made his return home, for some time at least, desirable. But they never met again ; for, after a somewhat hurried journey through Tyrol, he was obliged to stop at a village in the Bavarian highlands, and there, after a few days' illness, ended his life, and was buried, as he had desired, in the tranquil churchyard of the place. His wife returned to England, and related circumstantially to the broken-hearted father every incident of his last moments ; she was also the bearer of letters from him to Nora, to remind her of her promise to visit his grave — to his father, requesting him to increase Lady Trebleton's jointure, and hoping he would henceforward consider Nora his adopted daughter, and provide for her as his now only child. When Nora showed the letter she had received to her uncle, and spoke of her intention, at some future time, to make a pilgrimage to the church at Almenau ; he took both her hands, and answered, with a solemnity that often afterwards recurred to her memory, ' I shall take care to supply you with money for the journey, Nora.' Not long after she found herself, on his demise, one of the richest heiresses in England, for, with the exception of some legacies to the servants, her uncle had left her everything he possessed. The care of erecting a monument to the memory 224 SEVEN YEARS LATER. of his son was intrusted to her ; and this, added to her own strong feeling of having a sacred promise to fulfil, made her long for the expiration of the time that must intervene before she could set out on a journey abroad, which she secretly resolved should end in a residence of some duration in the land, which (ever prone to extremes) she now began to call hers, and to prefer to England ! ( 225 ) CHAPTEE XV. RETURN TO GERMANY AFTER TEX YEARS' ABSENCE. Nora did not at first comprehend either her complete independence or immense increase of importance. She felt deeply having lost the only two relations, to whom she had had an opportmiity of becoming attached during the nine years she had spent in Russell-square, for of the Gilbert Nixons she, as yet, scarcely knew anything. Her uncle Stephen had taken a dislike to Georgina, and, in a manner, forbidden her his house ; Mr. Sam Nixon, as con- trast to his son Arthur, he could scarcely learn to tolerate ; and it was more to please Nora than himself, that he endured, occasionally during the holidays, the visits of his brother's youngest son John. John had been, during the first years of Nora's acquaintance with him, as restless, noisy, and rude a schoolboy as could well be imagined, then he had changed into a bashful, awkward hobbledehov, had afterwards become a wild and idle collegian, and VOL. I. Q 226 RETURN TO GERMANY had, latterly, begun to talk incessantly about a commission in the Guards, which was to make a man of him. Through all these periods of his life, a steady and undisguised affection for Xora had induced him to visit at his uncle's house, and, in return, she had crammed the schoolboy with fruit and sweetmeats, supplied the collegian with small sums of money, and had, for some time, listened patiently to the ravings of the future hero, without, in the least, participating in his longings for 'a good smart war likely to give a fellow something to do.' It had never occurred to Gilbert Nixon that Arthur might chance to die before his father, and when the event took place, he greatly regretted that Sam and Georgina had never been on good terms with their uncle, and that even John had by no means succeeded in making himself agree- able to him. The evil could not however be remedied ; therefore, though not pleased, he was scarcely surprised to find that Nora alone was his brother's heiress. The fortune was certainly too large for a woman ; but he thought it not impro- bable if she came to live with them, that she might eventually become attached to, and marry one of his sons. Sam was a steady, sensible fellow, likely enough to please such a quiet girl, and for Jack she had for years avowed her affection : it was a pity the latter was so much younger than she was, AFTER TEN YEARS' ABSEXCE. 227 but if she had any fancy for him, she might have him ; the boy required some one to keep him in order in a rational way ! So, after the funeral, Jack was sent to condole with her, Sam to assist her in looking over her uncle's papers, and Geor- gina to invite her to remove to Eaton-place. With John she went to visit her uncle's grave, and was shown the large damp flag, beneath which the remains of the Nixon family had been laid for two generations. It was in a dismal, high-walled churchyard, with undertakers' establishments in the neighbourhood, and John, who stood at the gate, soon grew tired of the gloomy objects around him, and called out, ' Come away, Nora, there's no use in your making yourself unhappy about the place ; he chose to be buried here, and one churchyard is just as good as another in my opinion.' ' But not in mine,' said Nora. ' Too soon for you to be thinking of such things ; and, for my part, I hope to die on a field of battle, but not until I have become a colonel — or, no — a general — I might be a general at fifty, Nora, and after that, a man has not much to live for, eh ?' ' I — don't — know,' said Nora, who had not heard a word that he said. ' Have they no flowers in the churchyards here. Jack ?' ' Not that I know of,' he answered. ' Now do let's get on, Nora — Sam is waiting to help you to look over the papers, you know, and the sooner 228 RETURN TO GERMANY you come to live with us, and give up thinking in this uncomfortable way about churchyards, the better.' Among Mr. Nixon's papers, Nora found a small packet, on which were the words, * Correspondence with the Hon. Charles Thorpe concerning my niece Leonora.' It was immediately transferred to her pocket, and kept for perusal when alone in the evening ; the ink was pale, and the paper yellow with age, but the unkind construction put on her actions by Charles ^Thorpe, and the cold worldly tone of his letter, had still the power to produce a deep blush, and renew the strong feeling of resentment against him, that had now for some years lain dormant. ' I wish him no evil,' she murmured, as if in reply to the reproaches of her conscience *, ' I be- lieve I have learned to forgive him too — but he need not have blamed me for his brother's infatua- tion, as he calls it, and the remark about my foreign education, making me by no means a desirable companion for his sister Jane, was alto- gether unnecessary. This letter closed my uncle Gilbert's door against me at first, and accounts completely for the coldness and suspicion with which, for such a length of time, all my efforts to please were here received. I know we should " love our enemies and do good to them that hate us" — and I think I could do good to Charles AFTER TEN YEARS* ABSEJfCE. 229 Thorpe if an opportunity ofFei'ed, but like him I never can. Never !' At the end of a few weeks Nora was glad to remove to her uncle Gilbert's more cheerful house. It did not occur to her to make any extraordinary additions to her wardrobe, or to expect the un- divided services of a maid ; she thankfully received the little assistance she required from Mrs. Nis- bett, her cousin's feinine de chamhre, was surprised at her obliging manners, and never for a moment suspected that the worldly little woman was already speculating on entering the service of the heiress ! It was only by degrees that Nora learned her new position in the world and in her uncle's family, and discovered that she had become an object of specu- lation to all around her. Georgina merely hoped and expected that she would make a brilliant match, which would secure them a new connexion ; but her uncle observed more frequently than was agreeable, ' that it would be a pity to let such a fortune as hers go out of the family, and he hoped she would take a fancy to one of his sons some day or other •, that, for his part, he had always hked her, and, as she must remember, would have taken her " for good," and made her his daughter eight years ago, if his brother Stephen had given his consent/ The conclusion of the speech always made Nora forgive the want of delicacy of the commencement, and she thanked him, over and over again, for his 230 RETURN TO GERM AX Y former generous intentions towards her, ending with the assurance, that she never should forget his kind- ness on that occasion. With regard to herself^ or, rather, as she suspected, her fortune, she gladly seized an opportunity of being explicit, when, one morning, John, in his boyish way, sounded her on the subject in his sister's presence, ' I say, Nora,' he began, whipping his lacquered boots very diligently with a small cane, ' I say — it must be pretty evident to you, that our governor expects you and Sam to make a match of it some of these days !' ' I cannot believe that he seriously thinks of anything so absurd,' she answered, quietly. * Just what Sam himself said,' observed John, laughing. ' Why you'd as soon, perhaps sooner, think of marrying me !' ' I have just as much idea of one as the other, my dear Jack.' ' But you like me, Nora ? I know you do.' * Be assured of it. Jack,' she answered, extending her hand to him, 'I like you better than any one else in the world just at present. We have liked each other for ten years, and I have no doubt shall continue to do so as long as we live.' ' I suppose^ Nora, you agree with Georgina here, in thinking that Nixon marrying Nixon would never answer.' ' I think,' said Georgina, looking up from her AFTER TEN YEARS' ABSENCE. 231 embroidery, ' that Nora may now aspire higher, and you and Sam had better try to improve our connexion.' * I suppose that will be easy enough, now that our family has turned out to be so ancient. You know, of course, Nora, that we are of Saxon origin.' * No,' she answered, with some surprise, ' I really was not aw^are of the circumstance.' * Why our very name is German, our crest but a play upon the word.' ' I don't quite understand — ' * Because your father, I suppose, took the arms of the other numerous Nixon families with whom we have, in fact, no sort of relationship ; but my father and Georgy never rested until we had arms found, sketched, and painted at the " West End Practical Heraldic Office," parchment a yard long and everything complete. It was easily made out, for you know Nixe is the German for water-sprite, water-fairy, nymph.' ' You don't mean to insinuate that we are the descendants of a Naiad !' she said, smiling. ' Now, Nora, you must be serious, and listen to what concerns you as much as any of us. Nothing can be plainer than the derivation of our name from Nix — Nixe — Nixy — Nixon! and the name once traced to its Saxon origin, what more natural than to suppose ourselves descendants of one of the ancient possessors of Britain ?' 232 RETUEN TO GERMANY ' Our remotest ancestress being the fair Melusine herself/ said Nora, laughing. ' She who, half woman, half fish, lived in a dark green grotto, wait- ing for a faithful lover to release her ; but, ac- cording to the legend, waited in vain, and sank at last all fish beneath the water — or no — I believe we must take the other one of mysterious parentage, who was only occasionally fish or serpent, and who had a lot of ugly sons/ ' I see you have learned from our uncle Stephen to laugh at our arms and name,' said John, half offended, ' but I only wish you would talk a little to Georgy on the subject — she'll soon convince you !' ' I am quite ready to be convinced,' observed Nora, smiling. ' No one will be likely to dispute our right to the mermaid, or water-nymph, or even Melusine herself as crest. There is also no reason why we should not be descended from the Anglo- Saxons, and if so, we may suppose that an ancestor of ours fell at the battle of Hastings— his body being found near that of Harold, partly covered with a shield bearing the well-known device of a water-nymph !' Georgina laughed good-humoredly. ' Oh, I see you have seized upon our mermaid as eagerly as my father ; but you will introduce her to your acquaintance and friends more judiciously than he did, I have no doubt. I assure you I used to feel AFTER TEN YEARS' ABSENCE. 233 quite nervous whenever he raised a spoon or fork at dinner, dreading the long explanation that would follow, he understanding about as much of heraldry as — ' ^ As I do/ said Nora. ' The naiad is really a very ingenious discovery, Georgy. I should never have found out anything better than a hogshead for our crest.' ' A hog's head or boar's head is a very much- esteemed crest, and I am sure I should have had no objection to it,' said Georgina ; ' but I don't quite understand in what way it could be accounted for.' ' By the way in which our grandfather made his fortune,' answered Nora. ' My mother informed me that he dealt largely in hogsheads of Jamaica rum, casks of sugar, raisins, figs, and so forth.' ' Hush !' cried Georgina, playfully ; ' we only speak of the funds and railway shares now : and seriously, Nora,' she added, ' it is not necessary to tell all the world where we lived, and how we lived in days of yore ; my plan has been to keep quiet and attract as little attention as possible, and I have found it the most efficacious means of securing a position in society in spite of those who so perseveringly laughed at my father, and treated me with insolence. A few years' hard struggling we had, of course, and I often thought the end obtained not worth the trouble bestowed on it.' 234 RETUEI^ TO GERMANY ' I am sure it was not,' said Nora. ' If/ sighed Georgina — ' if one could but prac- tise as well as preach indifference to all these social distinctions ! I assure you I feel at this moment as convinced as you or any one can be of the folly of fagging after fashion ; but I have only to visit, or be visited by, one of my acquaintances, and I find myself talking, thinking, and feeling as fool- ishly as ever ! The worst of it, I am happy to say, is now over — I have been dragged about and in- troduced to people who did not w^ant to know me ; I have been a beggar for invitations given with ostentatious unwillingness ; I have been patronized by Mrs. Savage Wayward and her friends, and mortified by their inviting our guests and giving concerts in our house ! But from all this I am now emancipated, and you may have observed that our visiting list is quite comme il faut; and though you refused to make your appearance at our dinners, you must acknowledge that we have had a very pretty sprinkling of nobility at them !' ' Why, yes,' said Nora, smiling a little mis- chievously, ' you have certainly entertained a good many Honourable de Boots and Lady Magnolias, as Punch calls them !' ' And do you really and sincerely, Nora, condemn all efforts to make the acquaintance of people of rank ?' ' /shall never make any effort of the kind,' she AFTER TEN YEARS' ABSENCE. 235 answered, * and I don't like to see, or let others see yours! 'Nine years ago you thought and spoke dif- ferently,' observed Georgina. 'Had you come to live with us then — ' ' I should undoubtedly have struggled with you,' interposed Nora, ' for it is only lately that I have quite perceived the ruin that this false ambition has brought upon the different members of our family. I shall never sacrifice my happiness to fashion, and never live in what is called the world !' ' My dear Nora, what will your brother say to such resolutions ?' 'Every thing that is worldly-wise, egotistical, and narrow-minded,' she answered. ' Is it possible that you do not like him, — that you are not proud of him ?' exclaimed Georgina. ' I know very little about him,' said Nora. ' He has occasionally paid me a duty visit when in England; but I have ever found him worldly- minded to a degree that was perfectly appal- ling. The last time I saw him was just after our poor dear Arthur's death, and fancy his saying, ' That it would be a famous good thing if old Nick himself (so he always called my uncle) would drop off quietly, and leave me his fortune, as in that case I should be the very thing for Charley Thorpe !' * How like him !' said Georgina, laughing ; ' but you must not be too particular about little speeches 236 RETURN TO GERMANY of this l ^■pl^ ^ ^^mtH^ ll^^^ "il%- UNIVERSITY OF "1-UNOI9-URBANA ^0112 055295395 i: . .'V > ■ ft