The person charging this material is re- sponsible for its return on or before the Latest Date stamped below. Theft, mutilation and underlining of books are reasons for disciplinary action and may result in dismissal from the University. UNIVERSITY OF ILLINOIS LIBRARY AT URBANA-CHAMPAIGN L161— 0-1096 Digitized by the Internet Archive in 2015 https://archive.org/details/pictureofsocietyOOunse I A PICTURE OF SOCIETY, OR, THE MISANTHROPIST. I copied from the life, and in the original perused Mankind. Armstrong, - Honiscm: PRINTED FOR T. IIOOKHAM, JUN. AND E. T. HOOKHAM, NO. 15 , OLD BOND STREET; AND M. KEENER COLLEGE GREEN, DUBLIN. 1813 . Vigurs, Printer, H, York-street, Movent Garden, gZ3 THE MISANTHROPIST; OR, A PICTURE OF SOCIETY, CHAP. I. jj* V "4 “ Hope, deceptive enchantress! god- dess of self-created bliss! inspire my heart ; look from thy airy regions of imagination, thy throne of ever-varying brightness ; raise thy voice to strains of rapture, and while Echo and Love return the magic tones of thy seductive song, steal my soul from the dull and frigid bondage of rea- son . B THE MISANTHROPIST. 2 Such was the dream of youthful en- thusiasm. The goddess heard my prayer ; but, like her sex, faithless and enchant- ing, she caught me in her flowery fetters, intoxicated me with her cup, and after leading me through worlds of ideal bliss, fled and left me to despair! Entering on the busy scenes of life with a heart innocent as the first smile that played on my infant lips, an imagination glowing with highly-coloured .pictures of human nature (pictures sketched by the hand of Hope), my soul sighed after per- fection : and surely, if beauty the most dazzling and sublime were worthy to en- shrine a soul of angelic purity. Virtue her- self might wear the form of Matilda . No statuary could adopt a finer model of Grecian symmetry, nor poet imagine a love or a grace which her countenance did not display : it was beauty in-all its mild and touching languor ; her eyes beaming with sentimental softness, her interesting and negligent deportment, her air, at once THE MISANTHROPIST. 3 so modest and so noble, overwhelmed my heart with a, torrent of such exquisitely delightful sensations, that, even if 1 could have regained my freedom, I would have preferred the contemplation of her charms to the highest felicity which indifference would enable me to taste ; for I felt ex- alted in my own eyes, by the conscious- ness of possessing a heart capable of valuing her perfections. She blended the most insinuating sweetness with the dignity of her lofty pride ; and when she deigned to address me, when those beauteous eyes turned on me their ineffable and fatal beams, and the most harmonious voice issued from those lips, I hung enamoured on her accents, forgot what she said, and felt conscious only of the honor, the dan- gerous felicity of being the object of her attentions. 1 believed that so indolent a temper was incapable of vanity, and that a smile so lovely could never cloak deceit. But Matilda was false, and l ceased even to b 2 4 THE MISANTHROPIST. wish for happiness. At first, the void in my heart was filled by another passion ; pride urged me to bear with firmness the demolition of all my earthly hopes, nor let the vain heart of Matilda see her slave humbled to the dust. I dropped no tear ; I smothered the rising sigh: like the proud oak, unbending, I met the storm ; but the effort was too much, and reason paid a debt at which sensibility need not have blushed. Slowly I recovered from this gloomy eclipse of the soul : but though reason, alas! too soon, too powerfully resumed its empire ; all the sweet illusions, the fond enthusiasm, the brilliant deceptions of life were gone.