^^^s^^m^}mmmmM:^^^^>f'^- 7dr.^ / CENTRAL CIRCULATION BOOKSTACKS The person charging this material is re- sponsible for its renewal or its return to the library from which it was borrowed on or before the Latest Date stamped below. You may be charged a minimum fee of $75.00 for each lost book. Theft/ mutilation/ and underlining of booles are reasons for disciplinary action and may result in dismissal from the University. TO RENEW CALL TELEPHONE CENTER, 333-8400 UNIVERSITY OF ILLINOIS LIBRARY AT URBANA-CHAMPAIGN MAY 4 1S35 \X71iO'r> t>«kn<>iannnr K-w nri/%«<» txrnite n»Tir /4ii/» /4ol<» Kolri^ir THE THREE PATHS. LONDON: GILBERT & BIVINGTON, PRINTERS, ST. joun's square. THE THREE PATHS TRUTH, VANITY, AND PROFESSION. THE HON. IVIES. ANDEESON. The soul's weak dwelling, batter'd and decay'd, Lets in new lights through chinks by sickness made. IN TWO VOLUMES. VOL. I. FRANCIS & JOHN RIVINGTON, ST. Paul's church yard, axd Waterloo place. 1852. d l)initatt& CO 5 TO S'LADT CHAELOTTE MATILDA GEEYILLE. ,1^ EVER READY TO WEEP WITH THOSE THAT WEEP, AND TO REJOICE WITH THOSE THAT REJOICE, HER SINCERELY AFFECTIONATE FRIEND, CAROLIxVE D. ANDERSON. PREFACE. All who take up this Work merely with a view to amusement will pronounce it dull ; those who expect wit or learning will he dis- appointed : hut those who seek for the " truth as it is in Jesus/' will not, the Author hopes, lay it down without acknowledging its power. They must regard it as imperfection address- ing imperfection. The principles inculcated are not of man's invention, hut the stream that flows from a higher source — "the Word of God.'' It has heen written under much bodily and mental suffering, with constant interruptions, which have often occasioned long intervals be- tween the different parts. Many who write will recognise their own expressions; for when- ever the Author has met with sentiments likely Vlll PREFACE. to impress truths in a better manner than she could represent them, she has not hesitated to adopt them. The desire to exemplify the love- liness of true religion, in opposition to the principles of the world, or to those of opinion or prejudice, is the Author's only object : the characters are intended as mere representatives of different motives of action. Although no individual in the story is drawn from life, there are few who have mixed in general society who will fail to recognise the faults and mis- takes of each. The Author hopes that many may find an Ellen Somerset among their friends or relatives: to her it is no imaginary cha- racter. If these unpretending volumes should be the means of leading one heart to higher aspira- tions than the selfishness which is the pre- vailing fault of the age, the Author will be perfectly satisfied. THE THREE PATH: CHAPTER I. The evening sun had wrapped itself in clouds of deep violet tinged with gold, divided here and there bv the exquisitely delicate and scarcely defined blue of the pure sky, when Ellen Somerset, slowly returning firom a ramhle in the park, of which the wide-spreading beauty was all her own, retired to her boudoir, her countenance saddened, and the tears gently forcing themselves through her long dark eye- lashes. She had passed the time of life when beautv is the first attraction, and had attained the still doubtful and unascertained period, called middle age. What period that may be, will ever remain a mystery, for few acknow- ledge it till it is forced upon them, and we see childish, not childlike ^mplicity and girlish af- fectation at fifty, while the sober mind and manner sits as unpleasantly on fifteen. To VOL. I. B 2 THE THREE PATHS. appear simply what we are is far more graceful and pleasing. Whatever is borrowed is not our own, and seems never to have its natural place while with us. When returned, from having been identified with its temporary pos- sessor, it leaves an awkward vacancy. Ellen Somerset was six-and-thirty at the time which we thus venture, with great deference to the feelings of all who are approaching the same, to denominate middle age, and she had been a widow five years. From her appearance she might have passed for twenty-six, for her light and elastic figure, graceful motions, and still fresh complexion, gave her a youthful contour ; but there was no levity in her manner, and in her dress she had all the dignity of the mother of her children. She had no wish to pass for an elder sister, but preferred the repose and respect due to the guide and protectress of their early years. Like most women who have been deprived by death of the support and happiness which a really happy union must bestow, she had at first drooped and faded, but the natural strength of her character had stimulated her to exer£ion ; and though the still lovely Ellen Somerset, with her large jointure, had not been without many opportunities of returning to the world as a gay bride, she had declined all such temptations, and cheerfully devoted herself to the education of her children. She knew that THE THREE PATHS. 3 though she might again be a wife, she would not find the husband she had lost ; and that, while called upon to practise all the duties of wedded life, she should find the absence of the companionship which made happiness of that which, without it, would become a weariness. She had immediately returned to Staunton Park, where, with few interA^als, she had re- mained ever since her husband's death. To this estate Ernest Somerset had retired shortly before. It had been his intention to pass the remainder of his life in the exercise of the Christian duties entailed upon him by so large an inheritance. Hitherto his time had been en- gaged in a career of political excitement. From his father. Lord George Somerset, he had inhe- rited a good name and a small fortune, to both of which he had added considerably by conduct and talents, establishing the first and increasing the latter. He had been fortunate in his choice of a wife, and in Ellen Stapleton, whose father. Lord Hawksbuiy, had been his first political friend, he had found a companion to brighten and cheer his domestic hours, while she shared with pleasure in the brilliant success of his public career. The great exertions he had made, and the constant fatigue of long debates, which night after night had interfered with rest, acting upon a weak constitution, had greatly impaired his health, and at the close B 2 4 THE THREE PATHS. of the session he had returned to Staunton, equally exhausted in mind and body. Ellen watched him with the anxious eyes of real affection ; and as she daily witnessed his failing strength, many were the bitter tears she shed in secret. It was in vain that she urged the necessity of more repose and care ; for, with the excitement peculiar to pulmonary disease, he would daily take long rides to the various parts of his estate, unwilling to leave the care of souls, as well as that of the rents, to his agent. It was after a day of unusual fatigue that he returned more exhausted than he had felt for some time, and before Ellen could join him, he had fainted on the stairs ; which, as she uncon- sciously ascended, she found streaming with blood. Far from fainting or screaming, as weak women always do, she flew to his side, and carefully raising his head, she endeavoured to stanch the crimson stream which was still flow- ing from his mouth, while she called loudly for assistance. Fortunately one of the servants was at the moment in his master's dressing-room, and hearing something fall heavily, had imme- diately descended, and found him perfectly un- conscious, though the blood no longer issued from his mouth. He was tenderly conveyed to the sofa, but all efibrts to restore life were in vain. He recovered his consciousness for a few THE THREE PATHS. 5 Lours, but was too feeble to speak. He could only press his Ellen's hand, and commend her and his children to God, when a second fainting fit came on, and he never spoke again. It would be vain to dwell upon the hours or days and months of deep sorrow that followed — *' It is not the tear at the moment shed, WTien the cold turf has just been laid o'er him, That can tell how beloved was the soul that is fled, Or how deep in our hearts we deplore him. 'Tis the tear through many a long day wept. Through a Hfe by his loss all shaded ; 'Tis the sad remembrance fondly kept When all lighter griefs have faded. " Oh ! thus shall we mourn, and his memory's light, While it shines tlirough our hearts, shall improve them ; For worth shall look fairer, and truth more bright, WTien we think how he lived but to love them. And as buried saints the grave perfume, "WTiere fadeless they've long been lying. So our hearts shall borrow a sweetening bloom From the image he left there in dying." Friends crowded around the sufferer, but though her heart was grateful, it could not beat in response to the affection they manifested. VYliile she received it with gratitude and kind- ness, she found no comfort but in communing in silence with her God. The spring of life was gone, and for some time even the perform- ance of her duties was a most painful effort. She was gifted with no common mind. She had nothing to expect from time. In her case 6 THE THREE PATHS. it would only make reality more real. It could not bring the dead to life, it could not make her younger, it could not make her a rejoicing wife ; but it could make her faithful to the trust committed to her care, and to that trust she determined in faith and prayer to devote her life. Some people accused her of want of feel- ing, because she bore her sorrow without any great demonstration of grief, and, like most strong-minded people, she was regarded as no longer in need of sympathy. They left her (as they called it contemptuously) upon her pedes- tal. What others denominated want of feeling, was, in fact, an absence of selfishness. She felt for others, while self is the prevailing passion of most. She knew that her sorrow was not theirs, and that after a time a veil must be drawn over the heart ; but Ellen Somerset's grief was an inward bleeding, which, while the smile was on her lips, drew the life from her heart, and left her dry and sapless. It is a mistake to suppose that those who make the greatest demands upon public sympathy feel the most. The nerves are weak, and instead of arousing and strengthening the mind, by opening it to passing rays of light, they shut themselves up in morbid sensibility, destroy- ing the happiness and comfort of all around them, and rendering themselves useless and burdensome to their families. The strong mind, THE THREE PATHS. 7 on the contrarTj views all aright in God's sight, and while the suffering to themselves is more acute, though less deadening, they still take their part in the daily routine of life, gently bending to meet the storm, and thus, by non-resistance, they find a calmer passage through the rough road of life. What is God's will is theirs, and by cheerfully acquiescing and thankfully receiving all the kindly influences He sheds around them, the mind is gradually restored to a wholesome state, though it may never regain its joyful elasticity. " It is as in cares and kindness, small ones float up to the tongue, and great ones sink down into the heart in silence.'"' " For he who has but tears to give, Must weep those tears alone." Conscious that, after any great affliction, the mind is for a time under a cloud, Ellen Somer- set made no plans for the future, no rash re- solves. She gave the time which custom and propriety allow on such occasions, to retirement and consideration, admitting none but relatives or friends. Instead of flying after excitement either of a religious or a worldly nature, to make up for the loss of interest at home, she contem- plated the deprivation as one sent by God for her good, and calmly received the cup, cheer- fully willing to drink it to the dregs. She 8 THE THREE PATHS knew and felt all its bitterness, but it was not consistent with her well-regulated and well- informed mind to push it aside. As in the case of the paschal lamb, which was to be eaten unbroken, she dealt with her trial. She re- ceived it whole, neither salving it over with false hopes, endeavouring to lessen it by quack remedies, nor running from it. By constant meditation and prayer, by the instruction de- rived from really sound writers, she kept her mind in a calm and peaceful state. Over this world the shadow was deep ; but there was light in the distance, and on that gleam her eye was steadily fixed. Conscious that while all earthly affections, pleasures, or interests are subject to death or extinction, she knew that the light which comes from above burns steadily, imparting a clear gleam to others, whilst its own is never lessened. To her friends she was kind and gentle, not visiting upon them the sorrows of her heart, which they would gladly have alleviated, but could not prevent. She endeavoured to interest herself in others, and in their happiness to feel the reflection on her own heart. Hers was not a selfish sorrow ; self had no part in her. Her grief was too deeply seated for lesser trials to afl'ect it, but not such as to deaden her perceptions of right and wrong, or to do injustice to others, because God had seen fit to afilict herself. Ellen Somerset was of a THE THREE PATHS. 9 truly Christian character. Hers was not a pro- fession which, while it made the world hate her, was too little to secure the love of God. She carried her sense of duty into the merest trifles. In her appearance there was no neglect. She dressed not to be admired, but as a part of the position in life to which she belonged. To be untidy or ill-dressed would have excited a consciousness of error, to be the contrary was second nature: it cost her neither time nor trouble. Her income was too large to compel her to that strict attention to economy which the necessity of a suitable appearance occasions when means are small, and her taste too refined to wish observation. All was in accordance with her station. Her desire was to take her responsibilities upon herself, not to lessen them by adding to those of others. In her household the same regulation of mind appeared. There were no flaunting, ^nilgar sers^ants to be seen, no impertinent footmen to measure attention to her guests according to their dress or equi- page, no undue watchfulness, which chafes the mind without lessening evil. Visitors were never entertained with histories of practical deceptions among the maids — the quantity of food consumed — or their evening strolls and flirtations. Hers was a " rule of the head and not of the heels,'' while no opportunity of sowing seed on the way was neglected. Her 10 THE THREE PATHS. desire was to implant an acting principle, which required no external propelling beyond natural means. She had books, inculcating rules for daily living, which she lent, not such as are written only for persons supposed to be of inferior capacity, nor such as raised ideas beyond station ; but books which, by elevating the mind above the trifling incidents which destroy the happiness of little minds, enforce the necessity of having " a mind to the condi- tion, if the condition is not to the mind."' Her first wish was to make all around her happy in the true sense of the word : happy in a cheer- ful submission to the will of Grod at all times, in a simple resignation and confidence in the hour of trial, and in the conviction that by a steady pursuance of the path of duty, in reliance on Divine assistance, a blessing is sure to rest on the endeavour. " He that walketh uprightly, walketh surely." Although most attentive to the externals of our Reformed Church, no ascetic discipline was enforced. Daily duties must be performed, and the hours of meditation and prayer she regarded as the preparation for their being well done. Family prayers morning and evening, a strict attention to the Sundays and festivals, and a regular reception of the Holy Communion were neglected by none. Her own conduct was a speaking lesson ; and none who witnessed her THE THREE PATHS. 11 unaffected humility, accompanied by love and charity to all around her, could for a moment doubt the pureness of the source from which the stream flowed. Her true humility, like the tree loaded with fruit, showed itself in lowli- ness. It is only the light and unfruitful branches which are easily raised by the wind. She never despised lower attainments, or al- lowed herself to form uncharitable judgments. Her object was to win by love, and to deal justly by all. There was such a reality in her cha- racter that even " the vulgar recognized her as a superior being by some mysterious sign. They admired without comprehending, as the blind enjoy the sunshine who have never seen the sun.'' Her eldest child, Geraldine, was, at the time of Mr. Somerset's death, ten years old, a lovely and promising girl, with a refinement of feature, delicacy of complexion, and beauty of expression, which made her an object not only of admiration, but love. She was fair and rather pale, with rich brown hair hanging in clustering ringlets over her intellectual fore- head. She promised to be tall, but was so beautifully and delicately formed, that she seemed shorter than she was. From constant association with superior minds, her ovm was far in advance of those of other girls of her age, but she had lost none of the charm of child- hood, and could take pleasure in the simplest 12 THE THREE PATHS. and most innocent amusements. Indeed, all her young friends welcomed her with pleasure, as her quickness, intelligence, and invention, were of the greatest assistance in their games. Her mother had always encouraged her in the innocent amusements of her age, fully per- suaded that it conduced to a healthy tone of mind. " Man could no sooner see than he saw himself happy: his eyes' sight and reason were both perfect at once, and the objects of both were able to make him as happy as he v/ould. When he first opened his eyes he saw heaven above him, earth under him, the crea- tion about him, God before him ; he knew what all these things meant, as if he had been long acquainted with them all. He saw the heavens glorious but far off, his Maker thought it re- quisite to fit him with a paradise nearer home. If God had appointed him immediately to heaven, his body had been superfluous ; it was fit his body should be answered with an earthen image of that heaven which was for his soul. Had man been made only for contemplation, it would have served as well to be placed in some vast desert on the top of some barren moun- tain ; but the same power which gave him a heart to meditate, gave him hands to work, and work fit for his hands. Neither was it the purpose of the Creator that man should but live. Pleasure may stand with innocence. He THE TEREE PATHS. 13 that rejoiced to see all He had made to be good^ rejoiceth to see all He hath made to be well, God loves to see His creatures happy ; our law- ful delight is His ; they know not God, that think to please Him with making themselves miserable \" Hitherto, Ellen Somerset had been her own governess, as no other duties or relations inter- fered w^ith this most interesting occupation ; and she much preferred superintending herself the mental direction of her children in early life, while she secured the attendance of a respectable and superior servant for their exer- cise and play hours. Ernest was a noble boy, and it was a great amusement and interest to Geraldine to share in his instruction, while it was a good lesson for herself Few things call out the faculties more than teaching clever and intelligent children. Their questions enforce attention and research, while the patience and kindness called into practice soften and improve the character of the teacher. Little occurred under present circumstances to disturb the daily routine. Friends had naturally returned to their own duties and occupations, and Mrs. Somerset never for a moment supposed herself neglected by their doing so. She felt, it is true, alone in the world, but this was no reason for obliging others to devote themselves to her. She faced ^ Hall's Contemplations. 14 THE THREE PATHS. the painful truth, and at once determined to make herself independent as much as possible of ex- ternals, grateful for society when it was given, and content to be alone when the comfort of others was affected by her enjoyment. In the village and schools she had a deep interest, and a most judicious and pious clergyman was ever ready to assist her benevolent actions and. views for the improvement of all around her. Well aware how often things are undone by the way in which they are done, she was care- ful never to hurt the feelings of any. Hers was sympathy, not condescending kindness. She carried a " vial of delicacy,"' of which she poured out the contents when about to confer a favour. The simple accident of being greater or richer never inclined her to patronise or tyrannize. Her object was to do good, not to distress by impertinent, intrusive, or irrelevant questions, not to make the poor discontented with their own, or envious of her position ; but to lessen the evils of poverty to them and of sorrow to herself, by giving pleasure to others. While " sorrow is a contraction, joy is a diffu- sion of the heart ;'' and " the prayer of hungry souls and poor," was a balm to her wounded spirit. Many of her friends wondered that she did not lessen her establishment after Mr. Somerset's death. Lady Sophia Cumberland in particular, thought her very wrong to retain it, as she might give away so much more. THE THREE PATHS. 15 This was no part of Mrs. Somerset's religion. She would on no account "have wronged in the least that noble estate wli^ich was to de- scend to others after her, and was therefore at vast expense in keeping it up. Though none were more ready to recede from their own right, when personal interest alone was con- cerned, she would be justly tenacious in what concerned her successors ; always saying, that whatever she lost herself, she would never give occasion to those who came after her to com- plain.'' She remembered that the poor live by the rich, that with her station and fortune she inherited its duties, and that, in a careful super- intendence of her household, she fulfilled her part far more consistently than in depriving them and their families of the means of sup- port, that she might exercise almsgiving, where lawful gains would have both added to the respectability and happiness of the objects of her compassion. " Where others gave to their dependents, she placed hers, by employment, above the necessity of her bounty.'' She was more disposed to increase than to lessen her establishment ; and while Lady Sophia Cum- berland's name appeared in all the lists of sub- scriptions to charitable institutions, Mrs. So- merset's desire was, by providing employment for honest and hard-working people, to diminish the number of those requiring such refuges. 16 THE THREE PATHS. It is not to be supposed that she in any degree despised such noble witnesses of benevolence and liberality. Far from this being the case, there were few to which she did not either secretly or publicly contribute. Wherever her name or influence could benefit, she freely lent them ; but if this could be avoided, the injunc- tion of our Saviour, "Let not thy left hand know what thy right doeth,'' was the rule in her charities. In all her other actions the same spirit prevailed. Her delight was to prove her love to God, by showing love to His creatures. She desired the praise of God. The praise of man could never influence her, though she received it in the same spirit of humility and love, which so strongly marked her whole deportment. She never thought it beneath her to converse with the humblest of her servants, and with the younger ones made it a rule to meet them once or twice a week for catechetical and Scriptural instruc- tion. The effect of such an influence was visi- ble on all around her ; and none who came to Staunton Park left it without feeling, that whatever difference of opinion might exist, the system worked well, and that Mrs. Somerset, her establishment, her village, and its schools, were a model for a Christian rule — " By their fruits ye shall know them." CHAPTER II. About ten miles from Staunton arose the noble Abbey of St. Omer, which had for ages been in the family of Lord Rockingham, and althouo'h still retainino; much of its ancient and venerable appearance, the building had gradu- ally approached to modern taste, and during the present Lord Rockingham's time had been materially altered. He was a nobleman of the old school, and not all the changes or ex- pediency of the present day could alter his habits, or the real integrity of his character. He had been born and lived upon his estate, though at certain seasons of the year the family coach wended its way to London in old- fashioned state, and he was still as rooted as ever in the good old way. It had been his misfortune in early life to marry a distant re- lation of a poor and comparatively unknown and insignificant family, to whose members the idea of being cousins to the great Lord Rockingham was a constant source of delight VOL. I. c 18 THE THREE PATHS. and imaginary consequence. Instead of living as she might have done, respected and respect- able, Mrs. Carrington was incessantly talking of " my cousins Lord and Lady Rockingham/' and "when I was last at the Abbey/' a circum- stance which had happened when she was about seventeen. She had soon after married Mr. Carrington, a country squire of small for- tune, in Devonshire ; and Mrs. Carrington, whose ideas retained the recollection of the manners and habits of certain lords and ladies at " the Abbey,'' spared no pains in endeavour- ing to make the lovely Matilda, her daughter, fashionable. It is true that she had a most apt scholar ; Matilda promised in all respects to satisfy her mother's expectation. Mrs. Car- rington having formed her notions of educa- tion at a distance from the world, and never having herself been initiated into the mys- teries of fashion, had very vulgar and mistaken ideas upon the subject. A total absence of refinement was evident in all she said and did. Her furniture was massive, not elegant ; her dress smart, not graceful ; and instead of the delicacy and regard to the feelings of others, Avhich alone give good manners, she thought only of displaying herself and her possessions to the best advantage. There was none of the quiet grace, the perfect ease, the abandon of real good-breeding. All was effort; her presence THE THREE PATHS. 19 as a lady was proclaimed, not felt. If slie gave a dinner, the splendour of her plate, the supe- riority of her cooking, and the names of her guests were her only object. Intellect, talent, or goodness, were equally disregarded ; and it naturally followed, that Mr. and Mrs. Carring- ton, whose own position gave them influence and respectability, by pushing where they might have walked quietly, had never fitted in properly. Rough edges destroyed all propor- tion and symmetry, and but from an unwil- lingness to give offence, the neighbours would gladly have declined their invitations. " All who in their air, treatment of others, or habi- tual arrogance, give themselves credit for more -vvit, wisdom, and goodness, than they really possess, if called upon to produce it, will find the world break in upon them, and consider them as having cheated them of all the esteem they had before allowed them. This brings a commission of bankruptcy upon them ; and those who might have gone on to their life's end in a prosperous way, by aiming at more than they ought, are no longer proprietors of what they really had before, but their preten- sions fare as all other things do which are torn instead of divided \^' Matilda Carrington was a very handsome girl, 1 Steele. c 2 20 THE THREE PATHS. and it was her firm determination to make what the world calls a good marriage, which implies good fortune and a coronet ; character, mind, appearance, or feeling being quite se- condary considerations, if ever remembered at all. Those who venture to consider them, are regarded as poor sentimentalists, who have partially lost their senses. A poor curate was her horror, a rector only a degree better ; and, in short, she had set her mind upon finding in some way a road to London and all its gaieties. How to accomplish this purpose was not a little difficult, for although Mr. Carring- ton's fortune enabled him to maintain a most respectable position in the country, the ex- pense of a London season was out of the ques- tion ; and Mrs. Carrington had worldly wisdom enough to know that unless her daughter could make some sort of appearance, she had much better stay at home. Circumstances, however, favoured her wishes, for Mr. Turner, the rector of their village, received pupils, and it was with great delight that, on entering the church on Sunday, Matilda saw a handsome-looking youth, apparently much older than the young gen- tlemen who had hitherto occupied the rector's pew. It was a wet Sunday, so that much to her vexation she was dressed in her old bonnet and cloak. She was careful not to be seen, but in the mean time, her eyes were not idle, THE THREE PATHS. 21 and she was well satisfied that no common youth stood before her. On her return home, her first inquiry was for her maid, whom she closely questioned, and to her surprise and no small satisfaction heard that it was her own cousin. Lord Rockingham, whom she had seen. She immediately communicated the interesting fact to her mother, who was as pleased as her- self, and nothing else was talked of till the time of afternoon service. To the great de- light of both mother and daughter the rain ceased, and a bright sun succeeded the clouds which had obscured the morning. Matilda se- lected her prettiest bonnet and most fashion- able mantilla, and having carefully smoothed the bands of her hair, set out on her walk to church. Of the real object of that solemn assembly she thought little. She had been trained wholly for this world, and thoughtless as she was, was more worthy of compassion than blame. Had she been instructed in the truth, she would not have been the vain, fri- volous creature she was: from her earliest years, she had been taught to consider it a duty to gain a good establishment, and that if this desirable end were not attained, she would sink into comparative neglect and poverty, as her father's property was chiefly entailed on a distant relation. When Matilda reached the church, she saw Mrs. Turner with Lord Rock- 22 THE THREE PATHS. ingliam in the churchyard, and to the no small surprise of that lady, whom she had seldom con- descended to notice, although her superior in all but fortune, she smiled most graciously ; Mrs. Carrington followed her daughter, and requested an introduction to her cousin. Lord Rocking- ham looked astonished, as he had never heard of Mrs. Carrington's existence, but on her explain- ing the relationship, he was too courteous to show his surprise, and at once accepted her prof- fered hand. He had been sent to Mr. Turner's to read during the vacation, and partly to sepa- rate him from a lovely but penniless girl, to whom he was disposed to show attentions very displeasing to his lady mother. Her son, who had no love for study, found the rectory very dull, and had little sympathy with the boys who were Mr. Turner's pupils. It was with much pleasure, therefore, that he accepted Mrs. Carrington's invitations, and was wel- comed by the pleasant smiles of her daughter. With no amusement or society, and no watch- ful eye upon him, it was easy for this artful mother and daughter to entice a boy (for Lord Rockingham was not of age), and one whose natural integrity of character made him unsus- picious of others. It has been truly said by Dr. Johnson, that " if any two young people are so separated from society as to make them derive their whole pleasure from each other, THE THEEE PATHS. 23 they will inevitably fall in love, as it is called, with each other ; but at six months' end. if thrown into public life, when they raight change partnei-s at pleasure, each would soon forget that fondness which mutual dependence and the paucity of general amusement alone has caused, and each would separately feel delighted by the release/' How many unhappy and ill-assorted mar- riages have been consequent upon such circum- stances, and how cautious those to whom young people are committed should be not to trifle thus with the most imponant event of their lives ! How many hearts have been broken, and years of misery occasioned by the carelessness and heartlessness of guardians or parents in these matters ! Young people are allowed to be together with no regard to its danger, and often with the cruel conviction that it is of no consequence how the son or brother amuses himself, as the connexion can be easily broken off by the father, when it comes to settlements. In this case Lord Rockingham was not to blame, for though when his mother heard that he had proposed and been accepted by Matilda Carrington, her indignation was uncontrollable, it was in vain to remonstrate. He had bound himself in honour, and nothing that she could urge had the slightest effect. She also withdrew him 24 THE THREE PATHS. from Mr. Turner's, much to Matilda's vexation and to Mrs. Carrington's terror. Judging of Lord Rockingham by herself, she doubted his remaining constant ; but she was wrong ; and though it cannot be denied that occasionally doubts and misgivings arose in his mind as to the wisdom of his choice, Matilda played her part so well, that her real character was never displayed till it was too late to remedy his fatal mistake. Nothing could induce Lady E-ockingham to show the slightest attention to her cousins, and it might have been supposed by her conduct that her son had been about to make a degrading connexion. The idea of the daughter of a relation whom she had always treated with neglect and contempt taking precedency of herself was dreadful, and she immediately left the Abbey and took re- fuge in her dowry-house in a distant part of the county. Even this proved too near, as she was constantly provoked by the mention of her odious daughter-in-law's name, and on one occasion actually met her at a county ball. She was also greatly vexed and sui-prised to find that far from taking part with her, the larger number of the company paid the most assiduous attentions to the rising sun, and that, with the exception of a few anti- quated dowagers like herself, who had nothing to gain by deserting the ancient standard, she THE THBFE PATHS. 2o was left alone witli her anger. She had never for a moment in the days of her splendour sus- pected that all the attention and affected ad- miration she received was given to the mistress of the Abbey, and not to herself. Her cold and haughty manners had distanced aitection, her condescending kindness had monified more than obliged, and she had yet to learn that in the world men and manners are not judged by merit, but by weight and measure. Calcu- lation takes the place of esteem, and interest of affection. The Dowager Lady Rockinsrham had no longer any thing to give. Her join- ture, though considerable, was not enough for splendid entertainments ; and her four stiff and uninteresting daughters, who had TOhered on the stem, because dukes and marquises had not sufficiently abounded, were too dull and iq- sio-nificant to attract in their wanin? years what had been withheld before age had in- creased the rigidity of their forms and man- ners. It was a melancholy family. The world had receded while they would gladly have stiQ basked in its sunshine. Lord Rockingham's marriage had completely ovei-shadowed the last lingering ray upon their departed great- ness. Xothing remained to them but a hollow sound, which they had not wisdom enough to turn into a haiTiiony which would Lave whis- pered peace to their blighted hearts. The un- 26 THE THREE PATHS. kind manner in which their brother's wife had been received into the family, had made a breach which would never be healed in so worldly a mind as hers. Had the young Lady Rockingham been trained in Christian prin- ciples, she would have felt how much more noble it would be to return good for evil ; and even viewing it in a less exalted light, she would have consulted her own dignity more by endeavouring to draw her husband's family within the pale of kindness and consideration. Aifection is not in our power, but the expres- sion of anger or rudeness may be restrained, and nothing lessens respectability more than family dissension. Every member suffers ; and those who most encourage bitterness and dis- cussion, are the first, when self-interest is concerned, to turn against the very persons to whom they have apparently listened with complacency, and with whom they have seemed to agree. In this Lady Rockingham made a great mistake, for the contempt and ridi- cule she endeavoured to cast on her mother and sisters-in-law, recoiled on herself Many who had disliked them in their day of prospe- rity felt for them now. Had they in that day been amiable and considerate, no sensible, well- regulated mind would have quarrelled with them for keeping up the attributes of station. On the contrary, they could only have gained THE THREE PATHS. 27 greater respect, but this had been accompanied with so much haughty selfishness, that they had no friends. Outward respect and atten- tions can be bought and paid for, but affection and esteem are pearls of too great price to be found in shallow water, and only to be attained by real merit. The Dowager Lady Rock- ingham did not survive her son's marriage many years, and was for the first time since it had taken place received at the Abbey in the style she would have wished, when followed by the pomp and trappings of affected woe she was consigned to the family vault, to be for- gotten, as though she had never lived. Great- ness gave her a monument. Goodness could alone have given her an epitaph. After her death the four Ladies Mertoun sank into the insignificance consequent upon fallen fortunes and advanced life, where none of the higher qualities have adorned the character. " Then indeed we may be deserted by little fashionable admirers and followers, but will ever be had in reverence by souls like our own.'' " The branches of the oak endure all the sea- sons of the year, though its leaves fall off in autumn, and these too will be restored with the returning spring." So it is with all who have not lived to themselves. Neither sickness, age, nor sorrow can estrange real affection ; and friendship founded upon principle and regard, 28 THE THREE PATHS. like the shadow of the evening, strengthens with the decay of life, or the loss of other ex- ternal circumstances which may, more or less, have conduced to its growth. It is not so much what we lose that makes our unhappiness, as the value we attach to what is past, and the way we make use of the present. If all were content to take the enjoyments each position afforded, they w^ould find that each season has its charms. Spring may be more attractive, but summer is more settled and enjoyable. " Though autumn, like a faint old man, sits down by the way-side aweary,'" winter, with its snug home-comforts, has its many charms. So it is with life. Every thing here is as we esti- mate it, and the changes in our hearts make the changes that we feel. We must expect to be forgotten by the world in general, and are indeed no longer ourselves useful, ornamental, or perhaps agreeable, excepting to those who are endeared to us by association or kindred. " For time is like a fashionable host, that lightly shakes the parting guest by the hand, and with his arms outstretched as he would fly, greets the new comer.'' Had the Lady Mer- touns ceased to care for fashion, and established themselves in some quiet corner where they could live to do good, they would soon have found a new kind of happiness. As it was, they remained like stunted trees in a new plan- THE THKEE PATHS. 29 tation, eveiy body wondering what tliey did there, and why they remained. "With none belonging to them to chaperon, they had no call into general society ; and if such claims had existed, althou^'h the vouno-est of them was five-and-thirty at the time of Lady Rocking- ham's death, not one fancied herself old enough for the office. It is sui-prising that so many years and so much painful reminiscence should be necessary to teach us our age. How far more sensible calmly to contemplate the figures that make it, guide ourselves by them in dress and manner, and go off the stage with a composed and steady gait, instead of tripping off with girlish airs, or being unceremoniously hissed or pushed off like worn- out actresses. It is wiser to face a difficulty than to run away from it, and those who grow old gracefully will find their reward even in this world. Lady Rockingham had attained the summit of her ambition ; but was she happy? The answer is soon given — she was not. It was her own fault that it should be so, for her husband was kindness itself He had deeply regretted the estrangement between his wife and mother, and had in every possible way endeavoured to lessen it ; but when two proud spirits meet, it is like two adamantine rocks hurled upon each other ; no impression is made on either. To tne Dowager Lady Rockingham she was cold and cynical, to her sisters con- 30 THE THREE PATHS. temptuous, caring for notliing but her own consequence, and for those who were mean enough to make her feel their sense of it by obsequiousness and flattery. Totally incapable of appreciating her husband's noble and gene- rous mind, and feeling that she appeared to dis- advantage among his friends, she would have gladly separated him from them. In this en- deavour she was unsuccessful; and if she had possessed a grain of common sense, or any regard for her own real interest, by sharing in the superior society in which he moved, she would have become a part of him, and thus raised the tone of her own mind and feel- ings. She never felt at ease in her position. With her equals she was uncomfortable, with her inferiors patronising and condescending. She expected to be of as much importance in London as she had been in the village where her father's superiority of fortune had given her precedency ; and on finding herself disappointed now that she was reset among jewels of equal value, she preferred remaining at the Abbey, where, as lady of the house, her opinions w^ere not opposed, -and she could be the first. The consequence was, that Lord Rockingham went to London for his parliamen- tary duties without her, at first with regret, but by degrees he became so accustomed to being alone, that he ceased to think about it. Like all selfish people, when she found herself THE THREE PATHS. SI left to do as she liked, she felt aggrieved. Re- proaches followed, and by degrees she com- pletely extinguished an affection which had never possessed any real foundation beyond cir- cumstances and imagination. His kindness never varied, but he had too much sense to allow his respectability to be injured by the folly of a weak woman. "It is only in the sickness or decay of love that ceremony is de- manded or used ;'' and while Lord Rockingham redoubled in attention, his heart had long ceased to respond. He would gladly have taken her with him, but, like a spoiled child, if invited she refused, if not she was angry. Like all weak women, she trifled with affection till it was gone, and then cried after it. In- stead of making herself agreeable to the friends he invited to return with him, she appeared angry at his filling his house after his long ab- sence, was silent and distant, casting a gloom upon the circle, and making a cold sepulchral grandeur of what might have been a most bright and cheerful society. As might be expected, Lord Rockingham dreaded a tete-a-tete, so that the house was always full of company, much to Lady Rockingham's real satisfaction, as in her heart she delighted in showing her magnifi- cent dresses, and exhibiting herself as the mis- tress of the Abbey, though she never allowed it to be visible, and affected lassitude and disgust. 32 THE THREE PATHS. She had now been married fifteen years, and was the mother of a son and two daughters. Lord Cornbury was the eldest, and his two sisters were twelve and eight. Lady Catherine was a fine handsome girl, and promised to be an im- proved edition of her mother. Lady Matilda was more delicate and interesting in her ap- pearance, and much more like her father in disposition and mind. Lord Cornbury as yet promised well. He had been at Eton, and was then going to a private tutor's, preparatory to college. Although extremely proud of him, his mother, most happily for him, did not think it necessary to interfere in his studies. Her daughters were all her care, and in them she hoped to have her vanity fully gratified. Cathe- rine was her favourite, as by far the most apt scholar in worldly wisdom. Of the wisdom of the world to come she knew nothing. Her treasure was not in heaven, and she left such folly to old women and sick people. She had wanted the impress of fashion herself, and this she was determined to give to her daughters. She had no respect for the old-fashioned aris- tocracy of the Abbey. She had learned that in the small coterie called the fashionable world no respectability or birth is any thing without fashion ; so that as soon as her daughters were old enough, she announced her intention of going to London, engaged an elegant and THE THKEE PATHS. 83 accomplislied French governess, with no regard to her being a Romanist or to her character, the best masters, and the most recherchee mo- diste. All this was well. Mrs. Somerset also went to London, and to all appearance there was no difference, but the motives of action were widely apart. She took the greatest pains to inquire into the principles and character of the lady she engaged — her morals and her sen- timents. She constantly conversed with her, that she might ascertain these important points, and improve her by imparting her own superior thoughts and feelings. ConArLnced that " know- ledge is the parent of love, and wisdom love itself/' she was anxious to share both^ and by so doing gained a friend as well as an instruc- tress for her daughter. While Lady Rocking- ham's groundwork was vanity, Mrs. Somerset had higher ends in view. Dancing was taught not as an exhibition, but because an agreeable and graceful deportment is the attribute of a lady, and a means of usefulness in recommend- ing good. " Good manners are a perpetual letter commendatory."' " No great mind," says Dr. Johnson, " despises little things, but is great in great things, elegant in little things." And a greater than he has said, " He that con- temneth little things, shall fall by little and little." The one proceeds from a disregard to all feelings but our own, while true courtesy VOL. I. D 34 THE THREE PATHS. consists in shrinking from unnecessarily giving pain. With other accomplishments and dress, Mrs. Somerset acted on the same principle: they were, in her opinion, component parts of education in all persons whose birth or fortune placed them in an independent position. To fashion she was- indifferent. There was no cause to suppose she would be unsought ; for, in ad- dition to the sweetest manners and a most pleasing appearance, " affection, kindness, and the sweet offices of duty and love, had been from her tenderest years as needful to her as her daily bread ;'' and these she imparted so freely to all around her, that while her supe- riority was generally acknowledged, none were made to feel that she considered any inferior to herself. The Abbey was only ten miles from Staunton, and Lord Rockingham and Mr. So- merset had always maintained a friendly inter- course. With Mrs. Somerset Lady Rockingham had also been on terms of intimacy, for though she could not patronise her, she considered her an agreeable acquaintance. There could be little congeniality between two such minds ; but Mrs. Somerset was always anxious to make allowance for the want of education, prejudice, and early influences. '' The true Christian temper does not showitself in mountains of pride and self-opinion, but dwells low in the valleys of humility, self- denial, and spiritual dejection ; and as it behaves THE THREE PATHS. 35 itself thus towards God, so it demeans itself with a proportionable condescension to men too. The tnie Christian is apt to think others better and holier than himself, for his conscience teaches him to think the worst of his own heart, and his charity prompts him to judge best of his neighbour's ^/' At first she had hoped to do good, but finding no opening for the admission of better feelings, she still felt that where no open immorality exists, separation is un- justifiable, and while it makes good be evil spoken of, will never be the means of winning souls to God. Although not an advocate for girlish association, she allowed her daughter to accompany her in her visits to the Abbey. In Catherine she found no companion. Her pleasure was in the exhibition of her talents, or in the hope of being admired. She had early imbibed the notion that beauty was the only real attraction, and her constant occupation was its preservation and adornment ; her only conversation, the efiect she hoped to pro- duce. In Mademoiselle Soissons, her French governess, she found a ready listener. She was a true Frenchwoman, knew the last Parisian fashion, and would not for worlds have worn a last year's dress or bonnet. In her Catherine found a kindred spirit ; and whenever Geraldine Somerset, who was * South's Sermons. D 2 S6 THE THREE PATHS. still dressed as a school-room girl, came to the Abbey, her remarks were full of ridicule and contempt when she was out of sight. There was something too dignified and self- possessed in both mother and daughter, not to force her to keep within the bounds of courtesy in their presence. She was tall and finely formed, with a clear complexion, high colour, dark hair, and flashing black eyes. Her fea- tures were delicate, and if the mind had not reflected its unamiable character, she might have been pronounced beautiful. Matilda, on the contrary, was a sweet, gentle-looking girl, with soft blue eyes, dark eyelashes, and light brown curls. Quite as graceful in her move- ments as her sister, she was more modest and retiring. While the one commanded admira- tion, the other seemed to ask for affection. Ca- therine read nothing but novels, while Matilda steadily improved her mind by the study of useful and instructive books. Of religious works she knew little ; but by degrees Geraldine in- troduced her own library, in which her mother's judicious mind and elegant taste had placed all that could refine and elevate the feelings, con- firm the judgment, and instruct the under- standing. In Matilda Mertoun Geraldine found one whom she could love, and the two were constant companions during the interchange of visits between the Abbey and Staunton Park. THE THREE PATHS. 37 Gcraldine was a lovely girl, tall, and beautifully made. Her beauty was of that intellectual and spiritual nature that draws all into the sphere of its attraction without desiring or perceiving it. " There are some natures, like the suns of some moral system, obliging the looks, thoughts, and hearts of others to gravitate around them. Their moral and physical beauty is a spell, their fascination a chain, love is but an emana- tion.'' Such was Geraldine. Hers was more than beauty — an expression of heavenly graces, which disarmed even envy itself "While Catherine excited envious and jealous feelings from her assumption of superiority, while Matilda's ab- sence of all pretence and extreme gentleness exposed her to the slights of more energetic minds, there was in Geraldine that influence which mind has over matter, and none could be in her presence without a feeling of reve- rence, love, and admiration. Her wish was always to make others happy, and to do good; and if any one who saw how invariably her appearance gave pleasure ventured to detract, it met with no response. Catherine, who could bear no rival near her, found that " where there is real merit, it is not robbed by artifice or detrac- tion, and that it does but increase by such endea- vours of its enemies. The impotent pains which are taken to injure, or diffuse it among a crowd to its injuiy, naturally produces the contrary 38 THE THREE PATHS. effect: the fire will blaze out, or burn up all that attempt to smotlier what they cannot ex- tinguish/' Although Catherine might be an earl's daughter, she was not in reality better born than Geraldine Somerset, and it was only the vulgar pride of her ill-educated mother which made her suppose that she was her superior. To Geraldine, equality of mind and refinement of manner were far more than mere name or station. She gave the latter its proper due, but in the former she found a continued stream of enjoyment. It may be in some minds a proud thing to be nobly descended, but to be such that none ask who you are, is far beyond it. In the one case, " like some vegetables, the best part is under ground ^ f in the other, the tree is ever flourishing, shadowing with its branches, and nourishing with its fruit. Occa- sionally Lady Rockingham allowed Matilda to remain at Staunton Park, for she felt her a re- straint upon her. Although Matilda manifested no disapprobation of her mother's frivolity or her sister's vanity, the simple fact of her appearing uninterested was a tacit reproof, so that she was not sorry to be freed from what she re- garded as an unpleasant surveillance. Mrs. So- merset always encouraged her in the greatest deference to her mother's wishes. It was no part of her religion to teach the daughter to despise ^ Dr. Johnson. THE THREE PATHS. 39 the mother ; on the contrary, she invariably en- deavoured to soften her glaring defects, and gloss over such as Tvere less upon the surface. Her object was to teach truths and leave condemna- tion to Him, " who judgeth not by the seeing of the eye, or the hearing of the ear, but judgeth nghteous judgment.'' If Matilda saw her mo- ther's faults, it was with sorrow, and a desire by the most winning manner, and attention to her wishes, to gain her over to better thoughts. Time passed on, whilst things still remained in this state, and we must now ask the reader to accompany us to another part of the country, and visit Langdale Park, where a very different kind of family resided. CHAPTER HI. Langdale Park was a very lovely spot, with no pretensions to size or splendour, but containing all in itself that could give enjoyment to a cheer- ful and contented mind. Happiness consists not so much in what a man has, as in what he can enjoy ; and if this were the world's esti- mate, how much less disappointment and sor- row there would be ! " Our neighbour's eyes are the most expensive of all articles, and what our neighbour thinks, the most important. In the mean while, the present is past, and we live in hope of a future which may never come, or, if realized, may be such as to occasion a sad retrospection of lost enjoyments, and an utter destruction of the foolish expecta- tions in which we have indulged. The child is impatient to become a man, the man hopes for honour and riches, and the aged still live in a visionary state. Each neglects the time for sow- ing seed in the expectation of the fruit which is never to come. Such was the case with Lady THE THREE PATES. 41 Sopliia Cumberland. In the possession of a kind husband, two sons, a naturally amiable daughter, and a handsome fortune, she was a disai^pointed and a discontented woman. The only daughter of the Marquis of Arlington, she had inherited the beauty and fortune of her mother, about five thousand a year, while her father's title and estate had gone to the son of his younger brother. Her mother died when she was an infant, and she was left to the doating affection of her father, who never mar- ried again. He could not bear to have her contradicted, and it was only by management and promises of indulgence, that her governess could make her learn even the commonest rudi- ments of instruction. She was warm-hearted, and not by any means of a bad disposition, but from always living with older persons who gave way to her in eveiy thing, she was unconsciously a most selfish child. As an only one, she was treated with the greatest deference ; and if ever with other children, her manner was so over- bearing and disagreeable, that her absence was never regretted. She was quite without accomplishments, for she disliked the trouble of acquiring them ; and her father, w^ho was little more than an aristocratical farmer, could see no use in them. Having no home inte- rest, all her time was passed in seeking excite- ment and amusement. She was never happy 42 THE THREE PATHS. witliout a pleasure in possession or one in pros- pect, and Miss Darton, her governess, had no rest. As she grew older, it was more difficult to satisfy or even please her. Her pony, her doll, her garden, out of which no bouquet ever arose, for no sooner had she planted a flower than she constantly uncovered the seeds to watch their progress ; all these innocent amuse- ments were becoming insipid. Though a very beautiful girl, she would scarcely allow her maid time to dress her ; and it was not until she acci- dentally discovered in her father's library a store of old novels, where love, as it is called, is made the business of life and the end of all earthly existence, that she learned to appreciate her loveliness, or think it necessary to set it off. Hitherto, Miss Darton had vainly endeavoured to impress uponher the propriety of smooth curls, and at least a tidy appearance ; for Sophia would often appear before Lord Arlington's guests with her disordered ringlets floating over her shoulders, her shawl falling off, her frock torn with attempts to penetrate impassable hedges, and her feet wet from wading like one of her favorite heroines through sparkling rivulets. Most fortunately for her, when she had attained her seventeenth year, a distant cousin, a young officer in the Guards, came on a visit to Arling- ton, for the shooting season. To his great sur- prise, on bringing his horses to the stables, he THE THREE PATHS. 43 found Sophia busily engaged, witli the assist- ance of a small groom, in combing her horse's mane and making his bed. It would be impos- sible to describe Henry Cumberland's astonish- ment, and but for the youthful appearance of her companion, he would have imagined that he had inten'upted an interesting flirtation with one of the servants. There was, notwithstand- ing the circumstances, something in Sophia's look and manner which could not be concealed by her extraordinary dress or the strangeness of her occupation ; and when she raised her large laughing eyes to the young tiger, who, to do her justice, had grown up under her care as the gardener's son, while her rich brown curls fell carelessly over her delicate but rosy cheeks, and her white and prettily-formed hand rested on the neck of her horse, he thought he had never seen a more lovely creature. Sophia for the moment felt ashamed and blushed deeply, but soon reco- vering herself, she remembered how often he- roines appeared in strange situations, and her gaiety returned. Making a low curtsey, with a demure face belied by a merry eye, she asked to whom she might have the pleasure of doing the honours of the stable. " I must, indeed, fair lady, return the question," replied Henry; " for though to judge by what my eyes see, I should suppose you to be a friend of our young esquire's, a deeper thought reveals to me my 44 THE THREE PATHS. fair cousin." Sophia, who delighted in fun, soon caught his humour, and a very few minutes placed them upon the most amicable terms. It was not, however, Henry Cumber- land's intention to encourage her in such vaga- ries. While he laughed with her, he took every opportunity of making her feel the extreme impropriety of such conduct at her age : he represented to her father the necessity of her being properly introduced, and offered his mother as a chaperone. By degrees he gained an in- sensible but powerful influence over Sophia ; and by representing all the pleasure and amusement London affords in the season, and especially the delight of exhibiting her beautiful horse Gazelle in the park, he succeeded in persuading Lord Arlington to take possession of the family man- sion in Grrovesnor Square, in the spring. As her will was her father's law, all was soon arranged. The antediluvian maid was replaced by a fashionable lady's-maid, who filled her young mistress's ear with accounts of balls and parties, till she sighed for April, the time fixed upon for their moving. The contempt with which Sophia's wardrobe was regarded was un- bounded ; and she assured her that it was posi- tively necessary that she should go to London to be properly dressed, before the house was filled with winter company. Sophia was quite willing. It was a new kind of excitement, and a secret THE THKEE PATHS. 45 desire to please her cousin had taken possession of her mind. Accustomed from her earliest years to society, she was by no means ungrace- ful in her movements, and, when dressed by Mrs. Murray, nobody would have recognized the wild girl, who had hitherto seldom been seen otherwise than as a romp, peeping slyly into the drawing- room, or tearing across the park on her pony. The first day she came in to receive her father's friends, dressed by the careful hand and taste of her new maid, every eye was turned towards her, and none more admiringly than that of Heni-y Cumberland. A suitable dame de com- pagnie took the place of Miss Darton, who was not neglected or forgotten. She had a hand- some pension settled on her by Lord Arlington, and many presents from Sophia, who took much pleasure in preparing a small cottage which be- longed to her father as a home for her. On arriving in London, Lady Mary Cumberland was ready to receive her cousin, anxious, if possible, to prevent her doing any thing extraordinary : but Sophia's quickness and intelligence soon made her sensible of the importance of attending to the etiquette of society, added to which she was most anxious to please Henry, who had not passed so many weeks at Arlington without be- coming an object of interest to her. Admirers of an heiress of Sophia's rank and fortune are not wanting, particularly of the latter. Earls 46 THE THREE PATHS. and marquises' daughters are abundant, but five thousand a year, accompanied by good connex- ions, is a rare accident in the fashionable world, more especially with youth and beauty added to it. Many were the pauper coronets laid at her feet, but she had a secret talisman against them, and, while she smiled on all, her heart was not hers to give. Henry Cumberland was a younger son it is true, and had little besides his pay as a captain in the Guards, but she had enough for both, and was, as yet, too unsophis- ticated not to prefer an unincumbered income with a man she loved, to repairing the scattered patrimony of some heartless man of fashion, who would regard her only as a part of a bargain, with which he would willingly dispense, were it possible to possess the fortune without her. Her cousin was an honourable man, and had taken no undue advantage of the many opportunities his relationship gave him to secure her affection. He left her wholly at liberty ; and though he danced with her when they met, and dined often at Lord Arlington's, no word or look had led her to suppose him more than a cousin. Acci- dent favoured her wishes, for during one of the rides in the park, " Gazelle,'"' who, like his mis- tress, was perfectly untamed, became so excited by the presence of so many of his species, and so alarmed by the band, that he suddenly became quite unmanageable, and dashed down Rotten THE THREE PATHS. 47 Row at liis greatest speed. Sophia was a perfect horsewoman, but all was in vain, for coming in contact with a cabriolet, he fell with the greatest violence and precipitated her under the wheels of a carriage. Had it not been standing still nothing could have saved her life. She was taken up quite insensible, while her distracted father, who had lost all presence of mind, could do nothing. Henry had, however, followed her as near as he could without exciting her horse to greater speed, and was now at hand to rescue her from her perilous position. He lifted her gentlv, and having placed her in the carriage under which she had fallen, saw her home, and did not leave the house till he had the happiness of hearing that consciousness was restored, and that the physician spoke confi- dently of her recovery. Lady Mary never left her ; and it was when he was allowed to go into her boudoir, and in the intimacy and absence of form in a sick room, that he was betrayed into showing feelings to which Sophia was not slow in responding. Lord Arlington at first was much disappointed that his beautiful daughter should throw herself away upon a younger son, but as he cared more for quiet than any thing else, and was conscious that he had no control over his daughter or her fortune, beyond that of affection, his consent was not long withheld ; and Sophia's marriage, with the lace dress, orange- 48 THE THREE PATHS. flower wreath, and veil, was duly announced in tlie " Morning Post/' The happy pair set out for Langdale Park, and fancied themselves at the summit of happiness. For a short time the delusion was a pleasant one. It had been on both sides what is called a love-marriage ; but love that has no foundation beyond admiration is apt to pass away quickly, leaving little but coldness and disappointment in its place. In likes and dislikes people and things are too often associated. They are the medium of present amusement, when, if separated from association, little but the name would be left. Those who view life at a distance are far better judges of reality, than the actors in the scene ; to them each performer is unveiled. No borrowed lustre surrounds them, while the sharers in all that accompanies certain individuals are apt to imagine that the giver, and not the gift, is the object of their love. Like the man wlio bought Punch, they find the actors puppets. All that gave life is gone with the showman. Thus it was with Lady Sophia Cumberland : she had had no mother to guide her. Miss Darton, like many re- spectable elderly maidens, thought love and mar- riage no subject of conversation for young ladies. Her own notions on this most important part of education were abstract, and the few ideas she had received drawn from books or her own dear old-fasbioned mother, so that she was quite THE THREE PATHS. 49 unfit to instruct a young girl in Sopliia's posi- tion. She had only novels as lier guide, and imagined that as all the cares and vexations of the heroine ceased as soon as the maniage ring encircled her finger, it was the same in real life. How many make shipwreck of happiness by similar mistaken notions. Far from being the death of care, a wedding-day maybe truly called its birth ; and it rests perhaps in the first three months after that event, whether marriage be- comes what it should be, the most perfect union on earth and one for eternity, or a miserable bondage, two unfortunate beings dragging a chain through life, which sin or death can alone loosen. After a time, and often a veiy few weeks are enough, the lover becomes the hus- band. The excitement of mere admiration passes, but where there are essential qualities is changed into deep-rooted esteem. Instead of foolish compliments and childish toying, the bride becomes the wife, the companion of her husband's domestic hours, the sharer of his plea- sures, honours, and occupations. Her home is always bright, and she is ever ready to receive him with the cheering influence of unselfish love. Secure in his affection, no mean jealousies interfere to destroy confidence. His friends are hers, her friends are his. Their pleasures are mutual. She has no female confidants, the sure destroyers of all domestic comfort, to whom she \'0L. I. E 50 THE THREE PATHS. details all her husband's faults and her own imagined wrongs. — "Perfect love casteth out fear.'' If she has difficulties of temper to con- tend with, she keeps them to herself. She no longer expects undivided attention. It is not in the nature of things that it should be so ; and if it were, where would be our statesmen or lawyers, in short, any men of use in their generation ? The wife is a part of her husband, and, in being so, she alone secures a lasting aifection. It would have been happy for Lady Sophia, if she could have responded to such feelings ; while she fancied that she loved her husband, she was only loving herself Any person who can desire the object of their affection to give up all for them, is a selfish person. It is not the happiness of another that is rejoiced in, but that our own is secured by the devotion of that other to our- selves. Real aifection is that which desires the good of another, and is anxious to give pleasure, whether or not any return is made — to live out of self, in others — to make their enjoyment ours — content to share it when legitimately given, but not to monopolize it. By so doing, two become one in heart and mind. The pleasure of communication where feelings are understood, the delight of sympathy, warms the heart ; and the consciousness of one ever near, on whom our happiness is a reflected light, gives a pos- session in the heart, which all the exacted THE THREE PATHS. 51 attentions produced bv tears and discontent can never gain. A spoiled and petted child from infancy, lier every word, thought, and action of the first importance, Lady Sophia had no idea of ever being a secondary consideration, and when, after six weeks of uninterrupted seclu- sion, her husband expressed a wish that his mother and sisters should be invited to Langdale Park, she thought herself grievously ill-used, and indulged for some hours in a most unamia- ble fit of sullenness. Unconscious of any wish, but that of making Lady Mary and his sisters better acquainte'd with his young wife, Henry Cumberland could hardly understand how he could have ofiended. It was therefore with much surprise, that, on returning from his usual ride, in which Lady Sophia had refused, on the pretence of a headache, to accompany him, he found a cold reception, which was soon followed by tears and reproaches. He represented the difficulty of explaining to his mother, wliy the invitation she had herself so freely given, should not be sent, now that a longer time had passed than her own wishes had assigned to their retire- ment. He also tried to persuade her that society had its claims, and that as a married woman and the mistress of Langdale Park, hospitality was part of her duty, and that she could not expect to pass her whole time in amusement as she had done at Arlington. All this was e2 52 THE THREE PATHS. very unpalatable to tlie ungoverned mind and feelings of Ladj Sophia, but seeing that her husband was really in earnest, she consented with a bad grace, and the invitation was sent. The frequent recurrence of such scenes soon alienated the affection, though it could not diminish the kindness, of her husband, and he constantly endeavoured to please her, whenever her requirements were not ridiculous or irra- tional. It was, however, quite thrown away ; and finding that her continued ill-temper had the effect of lessening rather than increasing their opportunities of meeting, she turned her mind towards other excitements. Many was the time when her husband would have gone to her boudoir on his return from hunting or shooting, if he had not dreaded his reception, — many were the hours passed in the stable or the kennel, which would have been given to his wife. How often is a noble and generous affec- tion thus frittered away ! How much happiness lost ! If instead of foolish reproaches for the loss of attentions which after a time mean nothing, a real solid affection were grafted on principle, by the wife proving herself a component part of her husband's comfort and happiness, we should seldom see the miserable marriages and disjointed affections so sadly frequent in the world. Neither Captain or Lady Sophia Cum- berland were religious people. He was what THE THREE PATHS. 53 is called a kind-hearted man of the world. Had he married Ellen Somerset, he might, and pro- bably would, have become a valuable character. As it was, his affections were wasted, his habits became restless, and both were anxious to turn from themselves and find excitement elsewhere. Leaving Langdale Park — where they had the means of surrounding themselves with agreeable society, where they might have found happiness in active benevolence, where their position se- cured them esteem and regard — they took a house at a fashionable watering-place for the winter. Lady Sophia, like many weak women, determined to excite, if possible, jealousy in her husband's mind by flirting with every man she met. Even if Henry Cumberland had really treated her with neglect, or insulted her by immorality, such a proceeding could only lessen her in his regard, make her less worthy of it, and injure herself It is to such feelings that many a young creature is sacrificed. Disap- pointed in her husband as a lover, she seeks attention elsewhere ; and without a thought beyond that of giving pain, finds herself involved in inextricable difficulty, and perhaps lost for ever. Happily for Lady Sophia she still loved her husband, in her own selfish way, too much, for more than a cold and heartless flirtation, which, while it fed her vanity, led to nothing more fatal than the contempt of many, and the avoid- 54 THE THREE PATHS. ance of the modest and well-conducted. The winter was followed by years of London and Paris gaieties. Two sons and a daughter had much added to her husband's happiness ; who, while he deeply regretted his wife's folly, and by his constant presence protected her from more serious consequences, turned with interest and refreshment to the innocent pleasures of his children. It was after the birth of the youngest, Edith, that Lady Sophia had a most alarm- ing illness. For many months she hovered be- tween life and death, and many more passed before returning health appeared. During the time of her convalescence she met, at one of the many places she tried for change of air, with Mrs. Watson. This lady was the wife of a clergyman in the neighbourhood, one whose profession of religion, at a time when it was not, as it is now, a fashion, had been her passport into a sphere of society from which an unrefined mind and want of education would have excluded her. She found an easy dupe in Lady Sophia. No longer young, her beauty, which had never been of an intellectual kind, was nearly gone, and her mind in a wandering and uncomfortable state. She was like a person turned out of one habitation without having secured another, ready to accept the first offer of a home. No longer an object in a world which values people and things according to the end to be gained, THE THREE PATHS. 55 in her own sphere of comparatively little im- portance, she welcomed any body who would satisfy her insatiable appetite for praise or ad- miration. Mrs. Watson approached her at first by compassion. She commiserated her delicate state of health, and incessantly praised her wonderfid patience. She then gently touched on the aj^parent indifference of her husband, a sub- ject which drew tears from Lady Sophia's eyes. "Oh, Mrs. Watson, you cannot think how deeply I feel it, and how cruelly he neglects me ! " and she raised her eyes to Heaven, as if she were the most pitiable of mortals. If Mrs. Watson had been a really right-minded person, she would have endeavoured to soften such feel- ings, and have gently led her suffering friend to the contemplation of her own heart, the real source from whence her unhappiness arose. This was no part of her system. Her desire was to gain an influence ; and, being artful as well as clever, her first attempt was to im- press upon Lady Sophia's weak and uninstructed mind that all around her were wrong, and that in trying to please her husband she was turning from her Grod. She humoured her in her illness, which had become purely imaginary, nervous- ness and temper being all that remained. She flattered her incessantly, secured herself con- stant access to her boudoir, where she intro- duced mawkish and enervating books, under the name of religion, being little more than the 56 THE THREE PATHS. reflection of diseased and morbid feeling, totally unfitting her for the active duties of life, without in the least assisting to correct her temper or making her useful. By degrees she introduced her husband, a prejudiced man who constituted his opinion as the true religion, and looked upon all not wholly guided by himself as unworthy of regard. Instead of directing Lady Sophia in her own path of duty, he levelled her to his, unmindful that the duties of each were of an entirely different character. Unaccustomed to the elegancies which to her were second nature, he was constantly inveighing against dress or ornament of any kind, disregarding the fact that there is more pride and vanity in an affected singularity, than in an appearance which, from its similarity to others, leaves the wearer one of the multitude, and consequently unobserved. Lady Sophia being a weak and impressible woman, and so ignorant that she was ready to receive any absurdity willingly, followed his advice, and passed a great deal more time than she had done in her gayest days in describing the peculiar shape of her gown, more especially as its extreme plainness ren- dered its exact fitting of more importance. Her lady's-maid was in despair. Hitherto a simple order had been given and no more thought attached to it, but now consultations were unceasing. All the ornaments were dis- missed from the drawing-room, to the delight of THE THREE PATHS. 57 the housemaids, who had much more time on their hands for less rational occupation than that of keeping them in order, and misused it, greatly to their satisfaction, by reading miserable novels from a poor circulating library, and in flirting with the men-servants. Lady Sophia vainly endeavoured to persuade her husband that it was his duty to dismiss his coachman and grooms, and sell the horses ; but being a man of plain common sense, and his income a large one, it was impossible to persuade him that it would be right to make beggars of their wives and children, to drive the men to ale- houses, or to other places where they might be exposed to far worse temptations than in his quiet and regular establishment. His mind had undergone a serious change, which might have been lasting had it been founded on principle, or met with encouragement. The total absence of all domestic comfort, and the dislike he had to the disagreeable people by whom his wife was constantly surrounded, had led him to more useful occupations. He read a good deal, took much interest in the welfare of his tenants and dependents, became an active magistrate, and found much pleasure in the society of his chil- dren. By making himself the companion of his eldest son, who was about twelve, he had be- come his friend ; and had he continued to do so, the sad effects of his neglected education 58 THE THREE PATHS. might have been prevented, but his constant absence from home led to much evil. Those who would maintain a lasting sway over young people, must, by softening the distance of age, steal into their confidence. Love and respect are united ; but if fear once closes the avenues to the heart, no other sentiment ever overcomes it ; obedience is then never led by inclination ; and we rejoice to escape from haughtiness to austerity, however venerable the form they may assume. From what trifles spring the purest pleasures of life. A prospect, a flower, a song, can dilate the heart while the passions are yet hid in it, nor have poisoned its simplicity, nor curtailed its enjoyments ; but where there is a want of confidence, concealed pleasures will take the place of those which become greater when shared with those we love. In many minds, to deceive the watchful reflects a compliment on our own sagacity, and renders them insensible to the error. " The immense defect that want of sympathy is, may be strikingly seen in the failure of the many attempts that have been made in all ages to construct a Christian cha- racter without it. It has produced numbers of people walking up and down one narrow plank of self-restraint, pondering over their own merits and demerits, keeping out, not the world, but their fellow-creatures from their hearts, and caring only to drive their neigh- THE THREE PATHS. 59 bours before tliem on this plank of theirs, or to push thera headlong. Thus, with much hard work in the formation of character, we have had splendid bigots, or censorious small people.'' Of this latter class Lady Sophia was one ; for she passed the greater part of her time in talking of the defects of her neighbours, in censuring their dress, style of living and habits, and in measuring their expenses. She had with much difficulty persuaded Colonel Cumberland to give the living of Langdale, which had be- come vacant, to Mr. Watson. Nothing but the consciousness that in real point of fact it was his own, would have induced him to consent. The struggle was a painfid one, for he foresaw all the consequences, and that his peace and comfort would be disturbed more than ever. Langdale Park was not more than five miles from Staunton, and about ten from the Abbey. It was therefore natural that there should be an inti- macy between the families, though one more of circumstances than choice. Mrs. Somerset was always ready to hold out the right hand of fel- lowship ; and while she deeply regretted the miseiy consequent upon Lady Sophia Cumber- land's mistaken notions, she beheved her sin- cere, and was always kind and cordial. She hoped to conciliate by kindness, and without in the least departing from the received principles on which she invariably acted, she was ready to 60 THE THREE PATHS. yield in matters of little importance. Though principle gives birth to rule, motives may justify exceptions ; and those only follow our Saviour's example who are "kindly aiFectioned to all.'" It is the absence of steadiness in our own prin- ciples more than the want of it in others, that makes association dangerous. In judging of others, three things should be considered ; jus- tice, charity, and generosity. Much allowance should be made for ignorance and prejudice. Whdii may be a great offence in one may be comparatively little in another, when the relative advantages and disadvantages of each are taken into consideration. Narrow-minded people who have not a thought beyond the sphere of their own vision, measure all others by their own idea, without any regard to totally different circum- stances, position, or education ; and by thus doing others injustice, destroy all the influence they might otherwise have had. The snail sees nothing but its own shell, and thinks it the grandest place in the world. So it is with nar- row minds. All feelings are ground down to their own preconceived notions ; and placing their minds and circumstances in others, they measure them accordingly. It would be well were they to try themselves by the same test, for reflected faults present themselves in their true light, and when seen in others, expose their deformity. We often unconsciously tole- THE THREE PATHS. 61 rate in ourselves what we cannot bear with common patience in others, and generally con- demn what is deficient, forgetful that the defect may be in ourselves. It was at the time of our introduction to these families that the daughters of each house were on the eve of that eventful period, com- monlv called "comino'-out."" The feelino-s of each were very different. Lady Catherine Mertoun looked forward to it as a season of triumph and conquest. Her object was to secure a brilliant establishment. Her whole education had tended to this end ; and Lady Rockingham had every hope of being gratified. Her daughter had no heart, or, if it existed at all, it had never been called into action. All her pleasures were centred in worldly gratifications. Grreat care had been taken that she should be seen as little as possible in general society during the last year of her noviciate, and it was with a palpi- tating heart that her mother, " rouged and re- paired for an ungrateful public,'' prepared herself and her daughter for her first campaign in the fashionable world. Catherine was in ecstasies. The greater part of every day was passed in earnest consultations with Mademoi- selle Soissons, a constant correspondence main- tained with the sister modiste in Paris, and the last and newest fashions secretly imported. It was the height of their puerile ambition to be 62 THE THREE PATHS. seen in what nobody else had worn, and they would on no account have given a pattern. The dancing-master was in daily attendance, that the curtsey at the presentation might be per- fect ; so that in her over-anxiety to produce an astounding effect, nature was entirely extin- guished ; and Catherine came out almost as stiff and formal as her aunts, with a beauty that dazzled rather than charmed. Her proud and cold manner kept affection at a distance, and none but an elder son dared approach her. Still the possessor of twenty thousand pounds was not to be despised ; and many adorers of money and rank were to be seen at her feet. Mrs. Somerset, who, since her husband's death, had lived in comparative retirement, and who would gladly have remained in the shade, felt it her duty to introduce her daughter, and by return- ing to her place in society, make agreeable friends for her son, who was sixteen, and would in a few years, from his large fortune and ex- pectations as the next heir to the Duke of Or- manton, be an object of considerable importance. Affection was her only hold upon him ; and she was determined to make his home agreeable, so as to lessen the desire for amusement abroad. Geraldine Somerset had realized the promise of beauty she had given as a child. The cultiva- tion of her mind had given a thoughtfulness to her lovely features, the sweetness of her dispo- THE THREE PATHS. 63 sition an expression wliicli touched the heart. To her " coming out '' had no magic sound. She had always been her mother's companion, and as she grew older had become her friend. They had no secrets ; and while Mrs. Somerset avoided saddening her youthful feelings by her own painful recollections, she had shared in the ex- perience and occupations to which her separa- tion from worldly excitements naturally gave rise. There were no grand preparations. What had been her early habit easily returned, and, accustomed to society, Mrs. Somerset only felt as if she were returning after a residence else- where to old associations. She had no desire to produce a sensation, no wish that Geraldine should eclipse others ; and while Lady Rock- ingham was anxiously desiring that Catherine might far surpass all others, Geraldine was only anxious to pass quietly and unobserved, in a crowd from Avhich she rather shrank with timid- ity. The eventful day at last arrived. Lady Rockingham and Mrs. Somerset presented their daughters, and had no reason to be dissatisfied with the effect. It was with pleasure that Mrs. Somerset saw Catherine admired ; and she con- gratulated her mother, who was far from sharing in her amiable feelings, as her keen eye had detected the much more lingering looks cast upon Geraldine. While every body exclaimed, and almost started at the magnificent beauty of 64 THE THREE PATHS. her daugliter, the eye rested with pleasure on her companion ; and Lady Rockingham could scarcely restrain her indignation when some good-natured friend kindly insinuated that the Queen had admired the simple elegance of Miss Somerset more than the elaborate toilette of Lady Catherine, " I thought/' said an old lady sitting next to Lady Rockingham, " that Mrs. Somerset was too serious to bring her daughter out in London V *' Oh no/" she replied, " she has only been keeping her out of sight to make her more re- markable as a novelty/' " I wonder,'' added Lady Yerney, " how she contrives to know so well how to dress her ; any body would think that she had just come from Paris." " I don't know, for I can assure you that it has been an impenetrable mystery. Catherine made several vain attempts to pierce the se- cret, but whenever she called, Geraldine affected to know nothing about her dress, and to leave it all to her mother. Indeed, Catherine says that she never saw any thing but books and music on her table, and nothing in her private sitting-room but frocks for poor children." "What affectation ; and all the time it is plain that she thinks about it quite as much as we do. All Miss Somerset's affected simplicity is only a superior art. I had much rather see THE THREE PATHS. 65 your beautiful daughter, wlio pretends to no such nonsense/' " Oh, Catherine is just what I like. There is no nonsense in her, and no danger of her falling in love with any body not able to give her position ; but I really do believe that young Lord Lornton is actually talking to Geraldine, while Catherine is all alone." With this distressing sight in view. Lady Rockingham sailed away in majestic style, while Lady Verney turned round and observed to her neighbours : "What a proud, disagreeable woman Lady Rockingham is, and that haughty-looking daughter, I wonder how any body can admire her ; I hope she will be disappointed, I hate her: but here comes Mrs. Somerset.'' She immediately arose from her seat, and ap- proaching her with an aifected smile, praised Geraldine in the most unmeasured terms, making contemptuous comparisons between her and Catherine. Mrs. Somerset, much too acute to be taken in by her insincerity, was not indifferent to Lady Verney's unkind re- marks, and observed, that she thought it un- fair to judge a young girl on her first introduc- tion into society ; that Catherine had been brought up to consider herself of great impor- tance, and to attach much consequence to her VOL. I. F 66 THE THREE PATHS. beauty, but that a little general association would teacli lier to view tilings in a different light. *' Oh/' said Lady Verney, " you are so kind and considerate. How different to Lady Rock- ingham, who is always saying ill-natured things ; but pray let me have the pleasure of being introduced to Miss Somerset.'' Geraldine received her proffered hand without empressement She had felt sorry for Catherine, and would have been too happy if she could have made any impression on her. She com- forted herself with the consciousness of having been of use to her yojunger sister ; and Lady Rockingham would scarcely have forgiven Mrs. Somerset, had she known how completely she had succeeded in winning Matilda over to pure and elevated views of life. She was the greatest comfort to her father, the cheerful companion of her brother, and the friend of all the poor and afflicted around her in the country. It is not the intention of this little book to give a detailed account of the career of fashionable amusements in which Lady Rockingham and her daughter were constantly engaged. There was nothing to which they did not go. Operas, plays, races, public balls of all kinds, dejeuners^ matinees dansantes, and the park on Sundays. They occasionally met Mrs. Somerset, but THE THREE PATHS. 67 although she wished to give Geraldine plea- sure and to perfect her mind, by the education of life, she had no intention of allowing her to take part in any amusement in itself objec- tionable, so that she was never seen at public places : not that she blamed others for going ; on the contrary, she felt that many who attended them might be better than herself ; but to her they were wrong, because she felt them to be so, and by countenancing them she would have sinned against her conscience. To Greraldine she could scarcely explain all her reasons, but she met with no opposition from her. She always saw her mother act on principle ; she was under no bondage to party or opinion. Her desire was to do right, as in God's sight, and " she would much rather silently influence events serviceable to others, than have the praise of a multitude, whose dispraise might in all probability be far more to her credit. "" The onl}^ way " to silence envious tongues, is to preserve the virtue which occasions their malice, and those who expect to meet their reward in this world will be griev- ously mistaken." Little minds " hate the ex- cellence they cannot imitate,'' and in trying to lessen it by detraction hope to raise themselves. There is no greater trial to a noble and ge- nerous mind than to be the subject of remark to little minds, who are wholly unable to ap- preciate the principles by which persons of ele- F 2 68 THE THREE PATHS. vated and refined feelings are guided ; and among the trials of her present situation this was one from which Mrs. Somerset had much to bear. Lady Rockingham especially, who had very high ideas of the merits of a coronet, was greatly provoked to find that while she and her splendid daughter were invited to the crowded balls and state dinners, Mrs. Somerset and Geraldine were the intimate friends of persons who only interchanged com- mon civilities with them. Attaching as she did all attraction to externals, the plain car- riage and the establishment which in London as a widow Mrs. Somerset considered more suitable than great display, — the quiet, unosten- tatious, but elegant dress, and the entire sim- plicity and ease of her manners in a society in which she had breathed and moved from her earliest years, — were more or less subjects of contempt and envy to Lady Rockingham's parvenu notions. Fitted to take part in in- tellectual as well as in lighter conversation, Geraldine was always happy and at ease, wherever she was. She was neither servile with her superiors, nor forward. She neither felt honoured by attention, nor humbled by neglect. Fashionable she might be made, but nothing could increase or diminish her real position in the eyes of the right-minded. If neglected, she was amused and indifferent ; if THE THREE PATHS. 69 praised and admired, never elated. She was neither made or "unmade by the smiles or frowns of self-elected queens, while she was happy in the affection and regard of all whose opinion she valued, and in the attentions which spring from esteem. Lady Rockingham in vain attributed the different reception she met with, to Mrs. Somerset's art or toadyism. All would not do ; and though her rank and the grand par- ties she gave, made her sufficiently courted to gratify her vanity, the quiet, unpretending Mrs. Somerset, and the amiable and unaffected Geraldine, made friends of all whose friendship was worth gaining, amused themselves in ge- neral society, and understood its nature and constitution too well to be made ridiculous by it. It is only the ignorant and weak who are ever caught by its glitter. The surface may be fair, but all who trust in it are lost. The vain and self-sufficient cannot believe that the same fate will be theirs, that has made victims of others. They take all the unmeaning things that are said for realities, and think that they are valued for themselves ; whereas, the attentions are either given, because plea- sure from the association is received, or some- thing is to be gained by them. From the really great impertinences are never met with. Even if the heart may not respond, refine^ 70 THE THREE PATHS. ment gives courtesy to the manner ; the cer- tainty of position, repose ; and thus prevents that contention for place and notice, which all who are made or unmade by the notice of the great invariably exhibit. No women make such good wives to poor men as the well-born ; for though they may equally suffer from depri- vation, and indeed from previous delicacy in their nurture are more susceptible, they never feel really lessened by an attention to their new duties, by simplicity in dress, or establish- ment. The mind which feels itself lowered by such self-denials is essentially vulgar, and, con- sidering money and appearance as the only pass- ports into society, naturally regards them as of the first importance. "It is too often found, that the fate of men of singular gifts of mind, is to be destitute of those of fortune. This in no way affects the spirit of wise judgments, who thoroughly understand the justice of the pro- ceeding, and being enriched with higher dona- tives, cast a more careless eye on those vulgar parts of felicity. It is a great mistake to adore these complimental and circumstantial pieces of felicity, and undervalue those perfections and essential points of happiness, wherein we resemble our Maker."' While the admiration of the crowd is for the " richness of the gild- ing,'' the virtues of the poor are like those THE THREE PATHS. 71 of a good picture ill-framed. How many a sad and aching heart has driven from the church weeping over a ceremony which con- signed it to splendid misery ; while the reci- tal in the newspaper has excited the envy of thousands, and the smiles of gratified pride and vanity in the relatives. On the other side, a marriage which has secured the satisfaction of every feeling of the heart some- times excites the contempt of the world, the pity of friends, and the anger of relations. For those who have been accustomed to habits of refinement and riches to marry into poverty and vulgarity, merely from a foolish and pass- ing feeling, unsanctioned by judgment, discre- tion, or the approbation of friends, it is the height of folly, and will, in most cases, be fol- lowed by reproach and misery. There must be reality of some kind, character and compe- tency, talents and a profession. But where these exist, and a marriage is made in faith and prayer, a blessing will rest upon it. Trials there may and must be ; but love of a pure and holy kind rather tightens than loosens the bonds by these difficulties. Each takes pleasure in lessening the care of the other. The approving smile, the answering mind, the delight of feeling that the affection and kind- ness of friends is disinterested, that the hus- 72 THE THREE PATHS- band is appreciated for his real worth, and not by what he gives, produces lasting happiness, when cemented by the only real bond of union, a Christian spirit. It is the love of Christ which constraineth, first purifying, then ratifying the most perfect of all unions, when it is thus consecrated by the grace of God. CHAPTER IV. The London season was now nearly over, and after staying for the last ball, Lady Rocking- ham found herself obliged, most unwillingly, to return to the Abbey. It was a great mortifi- cation to take her daughter back with no pros- pect of a settlement, and she would often reproach her for mismanagement : a reproach Catherine received by no means gently, so that mutual recrimination was constantly taking- place. Her brother would laugh at her and taunt her with her airs, while some more fortu- nate mother completed her mortification by affected sympathy. How bitter are the trials which pride and ambition are doomed to suffer ! and how many a pang is spared to those who simply enjoying life as it is, can leave events in the hand of Grod! who, instead of struggling for pre-eminence, are content with the notice they receive, and by not seeking more than is freely given, escape the mortification which in- variably falls to the lot of those who are always 74 THE THREE PATHS. tliinlving of tliemselves. " What breaks a proud man's heart, will not disturb a poor man's sleep/' The affectionate Matilda took no part in the jokes of her brother, or the taunts of the mother, and was delighted to show her sister every possible kindness, pitied her listlessness, gave up her own occupations to pass her time with her, and affected an interest she could not feel, in her incessant repetition of all the foolish things she had said or heard at her balls and parties. Although Catherine seldom ap- preciated her devotion, it made no alteration in her conduct. She acted on principle, and never thought of return, except in the consci- ousness of having tried to do her duty, and in the hope that in time she might win her sister to love and happiness. Lord Rockingham was too much engrossed with his farm and other country amusements, to know much of what was going on around him ; but as soon as the shooting season came. Lady Rockingham per- suaded him to invite a large party, and among them a stupid, half-witted young marquis, whom she hoped with a little manoeuvring to make her son-in-law. The Marquis of Davenport, without an idea of his own, or one created by education, with nothing pleasing in his person or manner, being very short, with a pale and sickly appearance, had been the victim of a foolish mother. In- THE THREE PATHS. iO stead of impressing liim witli the great impor- tance of the duties annexed to his position, and raising his mind to it, the fact of his being a rich nobleman, was the only one she con- sidered of importance ; that his nobilitv gave him the privilege of being ignorant, selfish, and unfeeling ; and that to marry a wife who would add to his dignity, was all he need seek. He was on no account to sacrifice one iota of his magnificence by grafting intellect, talent, and sense on his coronet. A great match was to be his object. It was, therefore, with no small delight that Lady Davenport saw his prefer- ence for Lady Catherine Mertoun, and re- ceived with great satisfaction the invitation to the Abbey. Catherine was equally pleased to find that he had accepted it, and on the evening of his arrival she made the most recherchee toilette. To increase the dazzling whiteness of her skin, she arrayed herself in black velvet, and with a head-dress of pearls which softened her colour, she hoped, not to touch the heart, but to turn the head of her admirer. When the eventful day arrived, and the Abbey in all its splendour was thrown open for the large party expected, Catherine was careful not to be seen till the candles were lighted. Her maid found it very difficult to please her, and many were her attempts before she could succeed. Thouo'h dressed lono^ before the hour for assembling in tlie drawing-room, 76 THE THREE PATHS. she contrived to delay her appearance until all the party had met, and then gracefully gliding in, she presented herself in her splendid beauty before Lord Davenport, who stood with eyes and mouth distended, making so ridiculous a figure, that Matilda and Geraldine, who were quietly sitting in a distant part of the room, could scarcely conceal their smiles, particularly when Lord Cornbury came up, and observed, that " Davenport looked like an expiring fish/' Both Matilda and Greraldine felt so much pained at the idea of such a sacrifice, that the feeling of merriment soon passed away ; and when they saw the self-satisfied air of Cathe- rine, and the happy face of her mother, Matilda could scarcely repress her tears. Day after day passed, till Lady Rockingham was beginning to tremble, when accident favoured her wishes, for one day as the youthful part of the company were walking in the park, they were overtaken by a violent shower. Matilda and Geraldine ran at once to the gamekeeper's lodge ; but Catherine, far too dignified to run, took refuge under a large weeping-willow. Whether the sentimental character of the tree influenced Lord Davenport's unsentimental na- ture, or whether the tenderness with which he enveloped the fair Catherine in his cloak, pro- duced a sympathetic influence, it is impossible to say ; but he delicately insinuated that he hoped his present permission to protect her, THE THREE PATHS. 77 might be allowed to continue ; and tlie rejoicing, not blushing lady, after a little well-acted pertur- bation, granted the petition, and consented to a contract in which she gave up herself to folly and sixty thousand a year, without a regret or even the sense of shame. In the mean time a carriage had been sent for her, and the satis- fied pair returned home. Catherine immedi- ately flew to her mother's boudoir, totally for- getful of her usual stately walk, and announced with the greatest delight, the happy termina- tion of her anxiety. All disagreement between mother and daughter was at an end. Vanity, the rei2:ninoc feelino^ of both, was o-ratified. The prospect of diamonds, carriages, and the means of all other worldly gratification, engrossed every thought. As to Lord Davenport he was wholly disregarded ; or if a wish passed through Catherine's mind that he had been better look- ing, or more agreeable, or a little less foolish, she dismissed it directly, considering him merely as the means to an end. " For, oh, what a world of vile iU-favoured faults, Looks handsome in three hundred pounds a year." Shakspeare. How much more then would such faults be concealed under sixty thousand ! Matilda, fully aware of the entire uselessness of all remonstrance, determined to make the best of it ; conscious that the safest path is that of silence, she received all remarks without reply, 78 THE THREE PATHS. and only observed that lier sister had a right to please herself. In this Catherine had perfectly succeeded, for she could no more understand Matilda's noble and generous mind, than the latter could comprehend hers. The one lived for the eyes of the multitude, and could expand' and flourish on envy and admiration, while Geraldine Somerset and Matilda had minds formed to love and be loved. " To do good, and live By soft endearments in kind strife, Lightening the load of daily life." On her return from London, Geraldine had en- tered with renewed interest on all her duties and occupations. She and her mother were received with the greatest demonstrationof heartfelt joy. The school children met them at the gate of the park. Mothers gazed with affection and blessings as they passed their cottages, and the rector of Staunton, Mr. Delville, with his wife and daughter, were ready as dear friends to receive them. Geraldine sprang from the car- riage into Louisa Delville's extended arms. There was no sense of condescension on one side, or of favour on the other. If Mr. Delville had not been the perfect gentleman, and Mrs. Delville an elegant and refined woman, Mrs. Somerset would have felt, that as the minister of God, and the rector of her village, it was her duty to uphold him in every way. As it was, there existed an equality of mind which ren- THE THREE PATHS. 79 dered the whole family congenial, and without appearing to do so, Mrs. Somerset contrived in many ways to add to the little luxuries which Mrs. Delville before her marriage had been accustomed to see around her, and to lessen her labours by allowing her daughter to share in the instruction of Geraldine's governess. She w^as ever willing to make Mrs. Delville feel the favour on her side, as her daughter would find a companion a great enjoyment. With the delicacy of real refinement, she seemed the obliged, while in fact she was conferring a last- ing benefit. Nor w^as it lost upon Mrs. Delville, who, though fully sensible of the amiable feelings of her friend, was equally alive to its cause, and accepted with pleasure, what, if done in a dif- ferent w^ay, would have given pain. There is nothing in which vulgarity or refinement is more exhibited than in giving and receiving. The vulgar take pleasure in impressing the obli- gation, in speaking of it, and in self-appreciation ; while refinement desires no return but the con- sciousness of having given pleasure and the satis- faction of lessening anxiety, — the acceptance is considered a witness of afiection and regard. In a noble and generous mind, the obligation is rendered double by the way in which it has been confen-ed ; while in the other case a painful sense of humiliation is occasioned, which in a proud spirit causes anger and rejection ; and in the humble Christian, an acute sense of 80 THE THREE PATHS. pain, in accepting what is evidently given with- out affection or consideration. "They that would increase must share/' and " there is that scattereth, and yet increaseth.'' As neither Mrs. Somerset nor Geraldine had gone to London with any view but that of re- newing old friendships and making new ones, they had returned quite satisfied and happy, although no brilliant match was in prospect, and Louisa Delville listened with much interest to her friend's descriptions of her innocent en- joyments. No envy disturbed their intercourse. Mrs. Somerset would have gladly taken Louisa to London and treated her as a daughter, but her father preferred her remaining at home till her principles were more settled. To her the scene might be more exciting than to Geraldine, who from circumstances had been earlier accus- tomed to mixed society than herself, and Louisa had cheerfully acquiesced in the decision of her parents, whose wishes were always a law to her. Geraldine had not forgotten her. A selfish pleasure was none to her, and many pretty tokens of love found their way to the rectory. The presents were proportioned to their con- nexions, and not to their fortune. God always sends necessaries to those who "walk uprightly \' but as is quaintly observed by a German writer, " though the ravens brought Elijah the food, it was not sent in silver dishes.'' Although silver dishes may be, and are quite unnecessary in a THE THREE PATHS. 81 quiet rectory, the absence of tlie little nothings which give a charm to the drawing-room, strikes those who have always been accustomed to them. Delicate minds take pleasure in supply- ing them ; while the vulgar like the poor to look poor, that their own superiority may be more complete. Mis. Watson, to whom Lady Sophia never gave any thing but common vege- tables or old dresses, viewed with much envy and indignation the elegant little drawing-room at Staunton rectory, though she did not think it at all strange, if Mrs. Somerset, who never wished to wound the feelings of any, occasion- ally presented her with some token of remem- brance. Lady Sophia, whose delight was to pa- tronise, and who had never found any opening for the exercise of this favourite passion with the Delvilles, who neither desired to be patro- nised nor cared for neglect, was extremely in- dignant that Louisa Delville should look as nice as her daughter, and she and Mrs. Watson passed much of their time in wondering how and where she got her dress : Mrs. Somerset on one occa- sion found them in vehement discussion as to the price of a gown, in which Louisa had called the day before, and both appealed to her to decide the important point. Mrs. Somerset, shocked at such meanness and want of delicacy, quietly answered that as Mrs. Delville had never asked her to pay her bills, she had not thought VOL. I. G 82 THE THREE PATHS. it necessaiy to inquire into her expenses \ It was in vain that Lady Sophia endeavoured to find out who sent her boys to school, and who paid the lady's-maid. Mrs. Somerset w^as im- pervious, and found it difficult to bear with such littleness. Such indeed was the nature of most of the nominally religious conversations between Lady Sophia and Mrs. Watson, and her evil in- fluence was daily more and more visible. Colonel Cumberland finding no society at home, gra- dually withdrew himself, and was almost always visiting in the county or on shooting excursions. In consequence of his absence, the sons who were not to go to public schools from the fear of bad association, passed the greatest part of their time in the stables, were j>roud and over- bearing, and, from being constantly with infe- riors, had the most ridiculous notions of their consequence. Their father who at one time had enjoyed their company, now that they had ceased to be interesting as children, took little notice of them, w^hile they regarded him with no affection and little respect. Indeed the eldest often began to think of the time when the "governor,'' the disrespectful term now ajDplied to the endearing name of father, Avould walk off the course. He might be daily seen lounging at the park gates with his hands in his pockets, his cigar in his mouth, jesting with 1 A fact. I THE THREE PATHS. 83 and rudely staring at the simple country girls as they passed. The sen^ants hated him, and all persons of refinement avoided him as much as possible. Edith, the daughter, was a sad looking girl ; she saw little of her mother; was denied all books of enteitainment and all amusement, and having no other occupation, became listless and dissatisfied. Mrs. Watson had persuaded Lady Sophia that Geraldine was too worldly-minded, and that her mother was quite unworthy of her friendship. She had even tried to insinuate that Colonel Cumberland's constant visits to Staunton Park were encou- raged by her with feelings which did not do her credit, and many disagreeable scenes between her and her husband were the consequence. Such insinuations did no harm to any body but herself, and she was a miserable woman. ^Irs. Somerset found it impossible to make the least impression, for Mrs. AVatson, well aware that if once Lady Sophia were permitted free inter- course with her superior mind, the influence of truth and knowledge would prevail, instilled so much prejudice against her. that all attempts were vain. She would allow her to read no book but such as she provided for her, so that in entire ignorance of all but narrow-minded writings and party feelings. Lady Sophia was taught to consider all who thought differently to herself in the wrono-. Even the publisher's name was g2 84 THE THREE PATHS. enough to deter lier from reading a book. She would have received a Bible or Prayer Book with suspicion from Burns, and it is very much to be doubted if she would have read them. Edith was carefully watched, which made her cunning ; and it was with the greatest surprise, that, on meeting her one evening in a distant part of the park, Louisa Delville found herself seized upon with expressions of extreme hap- piness, on their having escaped from parental surveillance. *'Why,'' said Louisa, "should you be afraid of your mamma ? I never think of running away from mine, and have no secrets from her/' "Oh, but then Mrs. Delville is so different, she and Mrs. Somerset are more like kind elder sisters ! How I do envy you and Geraldine I" "Do you not think/' replied Louisa, affection- ately, " that the fault may be partly your own ? Are you quite sure that you try to please your mamma V "Lideed I did try,'' said Edith ; "but whenever I went to her room, I found her closeted with that odious Mrs. Watson, and really she is so disagreeable that I cannot bear her. She drives papa from home, disgusts my brothers, and makes me miserable. Oh, how I wish Mr. and Mrs. Delville were her friends instead ! I cannot think how mamma can like her, but all the people she likes are of the same kind. The THE THREE PATHS. 85 truth is, that mamma is no longer young or pretty, and likes to be a great lady, and these kind of people flatter her because they benefit byit.- " Stop, stop, dear Edith,'' said Louisa, " even if Lady Sophia is mistaken, you should never speak of her in this way. Is she not your mother? and no daughter should publish the faults of a parent, however deeply she may deplore them ; your only remedy is in affection to her, prayer for her, and in forbearance with Mrs. Watson." " As to affection, that is quite impossible, for I can never please her. Although I am not allowed to dance, she is always finding fault with me for being awkward and dressing ill, and every thing I do or say is wrong. How can I know what is right or proper from that odious Mrs. Watson, or those dreadful Miss Morningtons, whom she thinks models of fa- shion ? Why, my maid, who lived once with Lady Verney, tells me that they dress like actresses."' " Well, dear Edith, I am quite sure that both Geraldine and I shall be most happy to lend you any patterns you may like, and if you will send your maid to the rectoiy, at any time, I will tell our Sarah to show her some of the pretty things Mrs. Somerset brought me from London." " But when I have them, mamma will say that I am growing fond of dress ; and Mrs. Watson has already tried all she can to persuade her 86 THE THREE PATHS. that I ought to make my own clothes, and give what my maid costs to her working society. Mary is quite in despair, as she and her sisters, who are in service, entirely maintain their mother, and apprentice their youngest sister to a dressmaker. I found her crying yesterday, but comforted her by telling her that papa would not allow it : besides you forget how far we are from Staunton, and that I cannot send Mary five miles.'' " Well, but when you return our visit of to- day, which Lady Sophia will do, I can show you my presents, and Geraldine is always delighted to give patterns. She has none of the mean- ness which fears to see others like herself How I wish you could see more of her. She is so gentle and superior, that she would do you much more good than I can." "So do I, for I have lived with saints till I am tired of them. They are so dull They take all away that is agreeable in this world, and give nothing in return but twaddle. Nothing makes me so cross as the incessant discussion I hear between mamma and Mrs. Watson, as to who is good and who is not ; as far as I can make out they think nobody good but themselves. Be- cause Geraldine looks like a lady, and occasion- ally goes to a ball, she is every thing that is bad ; and you are worse than all, because, as mamma only likes people she can patronise, she is angry thai any body likes you ; that you THE THREE PATHS. 87 always look so nice, and your house so pretty, and every thing about you so mucli more as it should be, than it is at home ; and all the time Mrs. "Watson gets all she can out of mamma ; and Mr. Watson tried very hard to have the use of papa's horses, but Charles took good care that he should not succeed ; and when we went away last summer had them turned out to grass. how glad I was ! What would I give to get away !" She had fairly talked herself out of breath, and bursting into tears, threw herself on a green bank, and covered her face with her handkerchief Louisa was deeply pained ; for while she was sensible of the truth of much that she had heard, she was equally conscious that it was very wrong in Edith to talk of her mother as she had done, or for herself to listen to it. At the same time she felt that if no allowance were made she might lose all influ- ence, and silently raised a petition for guid- ance to her Father in Heaven, strongly feeling the sin of setting a daughter against her mother. She waited till Edith was more composed, and then kissing her affectionately, said, "I feel very much for you, dear Edith, and the more so, as it grieves me that you should attribute to relio'ion what has nothino' to do with it. The word you speak so lightly, ' saints,' cannot be applied to Mr. and Mrs. Watson. They are, I fear, far from being such, and your mamma is 88 THE THREE PATHS. too simple-minded to see through them ; but do not, I pray you, confound the beautiful religion taught us by our Saviour, with the opinions of such weak and ignorant people. If you wish to win over Lady Sophia, you must do it by kind- ness and consideration, by making yourself of use to her. Perhaps, if you appeared more to need her love, she would gradually be more disposed to give it. Opposition seldom does good. It is better to undermine than uproot. Counteraction will often cure what violence only injures. Do not be angry if I tell you that you should never talk slightingly of your mamma : try to please her whenever you can without a compromise of principle ; and if she expects what is unreasonable, such as the dis- missal of your maid, or your dressing unlike other people, you can tell her that your papa would not allow it. Above all, pray for God's grace, and you will find it much more easy to bear what is unpleasant, if you once feel that the trial is from God.'' " Oh, Louisa ! how I wish I could feel as you do ! I will try to be more like you and Geral- dine ; but somehow, when I meet Mrs. Watson at all hours on the stairs, and see the discom- fort she occasions, it makes me so angry, that I cannot help tossing my head and answering her in a short and rude manner. Charles declares that he will stand it no longer ; and Edward is so stupified, that he seems half an idiot. Even THE THREE PATHS. 89 our old butler and housekeeper say that they will leave us if Madam Watson interferes as she does/' " Allowing all that you say to be true/' Louisa replied, " patience, submission, and prayer arc your only remedies. Silence will, I assure you, be far better than reproach ; and instead of dwelling upon your mamma's or Mrs. Watson's faults, try to think of your many blessings, and pray, dear Edith, do not encourage the servants in talking of Lady Sophia : it is, I can assure you, very wrong, and it can only injure your- self Much can be done in all difficulties, and if 1 can ever be a comfort to you, I shall be too happy to be so, and so would Mrs. Somerset and Geraldine. Perhaps we may meet oftener than we have done." She then kissed her affec- tionately, and remembering that she had a little book called " A Trap to catch a Sunbeam," she gave it to her. At this moment Mr. Delville, who had left Louisa in the park, while he made some pasto- ral visits in a distant part of the parish, was seen in the distance. She ran to join him, and mounting her horse, which the groom was holding, rode away, happy in the perfect love and confidence subsisting between her and her parents, and sad at the recollection of the un- happy girl she had just left. She gave an ac- count of her conversation to her father, anxious to know if she had done right, and received 90 THE THREE PATHS. with tlie greatest satisfaction his approval. It was a lovely summer's evening ; the moon was shedding its chastened light around them ; the song of the nightingale was the only sound, ex- cept the bleating of a sheep or the bay of a watchdog, as she and Mr. Delville rode side by side, in the calm and peaceful certainty of mutual aifection. He was pleased but not proud to be the father of such a daughter, and felt more than repaid for all the care and anxiety of her education, in seeing her daily " learning to lave that which God commands, and desiring that which He promises.'' As they drew near the rectory, Mrs. Delville was standing on the lawn, surrounded by a group of merry, well- ordered children, delighted to welcome them. Many glances of affection had shed their genial influence on them as they passed through their village ; for Mr. and Mrs. Delville lived among their people ; they gave their time and thoughts to their spiritual and temporal wants. Mrs. Somerset and her daughter were always ready to second them in every good work, their hearts and purses equally open to the cry or need of the poor. It was impossible for any school to be better ordered. The children were not made to feel their dependence by any particular dress : they were required to be neat and clean. By the assistance of clothing-clubs and other means, by the constant occupation given to the parents, and by the absence of intemperance, their wages THE THREE PATHS. 91 enabled them to dress respectably. They were taught to read well, to write a good hand, keep accounts, and well grounded in Scriptural and practical truth. Their duty to God and their neighbour was made really comprehensible. Mrs. Somerset felt that she had thus secured to them the power of gaining their living honestly, and that if any had superior talents, the improvement of then:^^ and consequent ele- vation in the scale of society, was in their power. While none were made to feel them- selves contemptible because of their poverty, but, on the contrary, self-respect was strongly inculcated, she left talents and merit to work their own way. If real, and equal to the sup- position, they invariably bring their reward ; but talent without industiy or discretion is as a sword without a sheath ; and the instilling high notions into the lower classes where there is neither power, talent, nor money, is a cruel and mistaken kindness. In Staunton village means of all sorts were given, events were left to God. The boys were taught trades, or put into farmers' houses ; the girls were fitted to be useful servants, not vulgar iine ladies, but good wives and mothers, able to make their own clothes, cook their husbands' dinners, and make their shirts, instead of sitting with their hands before them to look genteel, dying of ennui, 92 THE THREE PATHS. and dreaming of sin \ The duties of the Church were so zealously performed by Mr. Delville and his curate, and they were so universally beloved, that no dissenting meeting was to be seen at Staunton ; while in the smaller village of Lang- dale there were two, and the church almost deserted. Twice during the week his people assembled in the evening, that being the time when the working classes can find time to attend, and he was rewarded by seeing himself surrounded by his parishioners, who knew that it might be said of their pastor, as was once said of another, that "his sermons were his text, and his life the sermon." The effect was visible. Instead of revelling in drunkenness at the alehouse, of which sinks of iniquity only one for necessary supplies existed, in Staunton the labourers came to church. By a judicious selection of books for lending, amusement was provided for the idle hours of the winter even- ing. In the summer every healthy and innocent recreation was encouraged, and by thus filling up the vacant mind, no space was left for ill weeds to grow : *' For Satan finds some mischief still For idle hands to do." ^ In one case known to the author, the ladies'- maids were obliged to take to embroidery and cross-stitch, to pass the time which they were too grand to give to their duties. THE THREE PATHS. 93 If, instead of providing so many receptacles for vice, more care were thus taken to prevent their necessity — if half the money given to charitahle institutions were spent in increasing the means of employment, minds would be elevated, rather than depressed, as they are, by a sense of degradation as objects of charity. " The shilling earned gives far more pleasure than ten given \' and the parent or sister sup- ported by the industry of the son, brother, or sister, regards herself with far more happy feel- ings than the miserable inmate of the work- house. The charity may be less conspicuous, but is more in accordance with that inculcated by our Saviour. Little do we know how exten- sively it ranges, how the circles widen, how a good character which secures a good place is more than money. A dress made out as a first step to some young dressmaker, even at the risk of its being less well made, may perhaps be the means of support to a whole family, when a five-pound note would have only given temporary relief There is more trouble in this method, and many would shrink from it. The condescending kindness which gives a guinea, the loss of which is not felt, is far easier. The look of a name printed in large letters in a list of subscriptions may be more gratifying to a proud mind ; but those who sacrifice time and thought with the desire of helping others to 94 THE THREE PATHS. help themselves, exhibit a much higher degree of benevolence. The sick or afflicted were never forgotten at Staunton. Both Geraldine and Louisa passed many an hour in reading to the aged, comforting the sad, and ministering to the sick ; but they never felt justified in intruding at all times into the cottages of their dependents, merely be- cause they were poor, or in requiring an account of the expenditure of money fairly their own. We must now return from this long digres- sion to Edith, whom we left lying on the bank at the departure of Mr. Delville and Louisa. For a time her mind seemed impressed with what Louisa had said ; and she read the little book, and acknowledged to herself that things which are disagreeable are rendered more or less so by the way in which we take them, and that, by a httle eifort on our part to soften others, many rough edges may be removed. She made many good resolutions, but she was with- out an acting principle, and consequently easily turned from her purpose. For a few days she endeavoured to follow Louisa's advice. Her manner was more gentle to her mother, more courteous to Mrs. Watson ; she devoted more of her time to books and work, and was more orderly in her dress and arrangements ; but finding that all her endeavours passed unob- served, she gradually relapsed into her old THE THREE PATHS. 95 habits, forgetting that in her duties the first object was the praise of God, and not of man. If this principle were more inculcated, how much oftener real characters would be seen ! What " the J say " is unfortunately of much greater importance than what the Bible says. It is the destruction of thousands. It would be well if the standard of truth were made our test ; by that, and that alone, we shall be tried here- after. . If boys at school have not learned the grammar used, however the}^ may fancy them- selves instructed, they are found wanting in their examinations ; and so it will be hereafter. It is the grammar of the Bible we must learn, not the grammar of the world. The one is the truth as it is in Jesus ; the other a delusion, and a fearful one. A few weeks after Louisa's conversation with Edith, Charles Cumberland met his sister on the stairs, and seizing her by the hand, dragged her into the library. He declared that she was moped to death, and proposed a plan for her amusement, which, he added, would drive non- sense out of her head. He then went on to tell her that a regiment was quartered at AVinton, a town about five miles ofi*, that there were capital good fellows in it, and that she should have some rides ; moreover, that Mrs. Storeton, the coloners wife, was to give a ball, and that it would be fine fun to have her there ; indeed. 96 THE THREE PATHS. that he had promised to bring her under a feigned name. Edith at first was disposed to be shocked. An innate feeling of delicacy made her shrink from the plan ; but the total absence of all confidence in her mother, and the pleasure of setting Mrs. Watson at defiance, gradually chased away her better feelings, and she con- sented. How often are young people thus led to ruin, and how many are lost for the sake of a joke, or what is falsely called a bit of fun. While Edith thought only of the pleasure of deceiving others, she was herself under " a delu- sion to believe a lie.'' The very men for whom she was thus sacrificing all delicacy of feeling would be the first to despise her, and to turn her into ridicule. The girls with whom men laugh and flirt are seldom chosen as wives ; and while their own wives and daughters or sisters are carefully guarded, the former are encou- raged for a momentary amusement to do what in their hearts they despise, and what they would rather die than see done by those they love. No men are so particular about their daughters as those who have been most irregu- lar themselves. They know the world, and rdead it ; and from having been accustomed to minds without delicacy or refinement, can scarcely imagine, much less understand, the natural feelings of propriety, which, when ma- tured by a right feeling mother and education, THE THREE PATHS. 97 become too pure to understand the motives which influence others, or the manners and ideas of less delicate or cultivated minds. Edith rode well and o-racefullv, for in the art of ridino* her father had instructed her ; and in the happy days when he shared in his children's innocent pleasures, his delight had been to see her on her pony, and accompany her in her rides. Now he was driven from his cold and comfortless home, where, under the mask of religion, Lady Sophia, who believed herself sincere and was uncon- scious of her selfish indulgence, was led to give up reality and all domestic enjoyment for the opinions of persons whose interest it was to maintain them. Charles Cumberland fixed the next day for the first ride. The habit was to be sent to the lodge, and the horse to wait outside the gate. It was sad to think that Edith could condescend to so degrading a proceeding, as inconsistent with the dignity of her character as wicked for its deception. It was a bright day, and with the uncomfortable feelings of all who in the slightest degree depart from integrity, she crept out through a back door, and found her maid, in whose power she was obliged to put hei^self, at the lodge. Even Mary felt the impropriety of the proceeding, and gently insinuated that Mr. Charles was not a safe guide for her. But Edith's spirit was up ; she could see no great VOL. I. H 98 THE THREE PATHS. harm in the ride, and she was sure that it would do her good. Her brother had declared that the officers were gentlemen ; if so, it was even worse, for what would they think ? She stopped one minute before she passed the gate, half afraid to proceed ; but Charles caught her by the arm, and dragged her forward. It is an old saying that " in doing right, it is the first step that costs ;" but in doing wrong, it is the last. When the consequences are felt, we look back with bitter regret to the first dereliction from the path of duty. It is seldom that it is retrieved. The world is the severest of all judges. It stands by and laughs while the barque is hastening to destruction. It watches its movements, but stretches no hand to save; and when it sinks or is dashed upon a rock, stays not a minute to rescue the drowning crew. They are only condemned for their folly in trusting themselves to so frail a vessel. Edith was soon equipped and mounted, and she and her brother dashed gaily down the hill from the park gate, where they found a large party waiting for them. Fortunately for Edith, the colonel, who had once known her father, and who had some regard to her reputation, had persuaded his wife to accompany them, so that altogether she was better protected than could have been expected, and all passed ofi" quietly. For several days the same plan was pursued. THE THKEE PATHS. 99 and arrangements were made for the ball. This was more difficult, as Edith had no dress fit for the occasion, and her allowance had hitherto been a small one. Recourse was again had to falsehood ; and under the pretence of ordering some books and music, she persuaded her father to give her ten pounds. During one of the rides, Mrs. Storeton took her to a mantua-maker in Winton, and passing her off for her niece, ordered her dress. She also showed her the figure of a quadrille at her lodgings ; and though her movements were rather awkward, she hoped to pass tolerably in a crowd. The difficulty was, how to get out without detection. She was scarcely known at Winton, and had only been occasionally at the Abbey or Staunton Park, the inhabitants of which places or of the Rec- tory would certainly not be present, so that she had no fear of being recognized. Charles had no scruples, and it was agreed that advantage should be taken of an evening in which Lady Sophia was to attend a working-party at Mrs. Watson's, from which she always returned late, and never thought of inquiring for Edith. She was to dress at Mrs. Storeton's. One of the servants was to sit up for them ; and as Charles often stayed out late, a slight noise would ex- cite no suspicion. Colonel Cumberland had been absent for some weeks, and his return home likely to be at a distant period, and H 2 100 THE THREE PATHS. Edward was too stupid to be feared. Edith passed the day in great trepidation, but the evening came at last ; and as soon as Lady Sophia and her shadow, Mrs. Watson, were fairly out of sight, Charles came to her room, and they walked to a small gate leading out of the garden, where a carriage was waiting for them. They soon arrived at Winton. The ball was to be held in a large room at the only inn in the town. Edith, when dressed, looked very- pretty and elegant, and, as the supposed niece of the colonel, received great attention. Still she was not happy. Conscience would be heard, and the fear of discovery oppressed her spirits. Ap- parently all passed off pleasantly. She and Mrs. Storeton parted with mutual professions of aifection, while both in their hearts despised the other. As the elder and a married woman^ Mrs. Storeton was more to blame. She ought to have been the last to have encouraged Charles in so disgraceful a frolic ; but she was neither a religious nor a refined woman, and cared little for any thing but pleasure. All prospered ac- cording to the wishes of the party, till, on their arrival at home, they were horrified at finding their father had returned, and was waiting for them. Edith turned as pale as ashes, and trembled so violently, that she could not stand ; while Charles, like all mean spirits, would have gladly slunk away, and left his sister to bear THE THREE PATHS. 101 all the reproach of her foolish and improper conduct. To this his father would not consent, and he ordered him to walk into the library, while he led Edith by the hand. Looking se- verely at Charles, he said, " Sir, a brother should be the protector of his sister ; her name should be sacred in his mouth ; but you have made her a by-word, an object of contempt and ridicule, where she should have been regarded as above being mentioned. Do not for a moment suppose that you have escaped detection ; for having looked into the ball-room when I was waiting for supper, and seen your sister dancing, I heard her called by another name, and spoken of as the colonel's niece. I therefore silently and sorrow- fully withdrew, unwilling to betray her publicly, and was most unavoidably a party to a conver- sation among the officers, for whose amusement you had thus paraded Edith. It would be beneath me as a gentleman to repeat all the remarks on you both which I heard. It is enough for me to say that they were far from complimentary. I thank them so far that it has opened my eyes to the necessity of securing to you, sir, the education of a gentleman, and of controlling Edith's actions more than I have done hitherto." Charles was much disposed to indulge in furious expressions against the officers, and declared that he would call them out. 102 THE THREE PATHS. "You must then/' replied his father, "call out half the regiment ; for nearly the whole of them were assembled, and the conversation was so loud that it w^as impossible for me not to hear through the slight partition that intervened. Although I greatly blame Colonel Storeton for allowing his wife to take any part in the affair, I cannot but think that it will be more to your sister's credit, not to have her brought before the public as the object of a duel, and to pass by in silence what I am not supposed to have heard. My return was accidental, in conse- quence of my friend's being called away ; and I only stopped at tlie inn for half an hour, think- ing that I should not be at home in time for supper. I little expected to find my daughter out at such an hour, and in such company. You may both retire. To-morrow shall not pass without arrangements, which will I hope secure better conduct in future.'' Too glad to escape so easily, Charles marched off in a sulky manner ; while Edith, burning with shame, slowly crept up stairs, and closing the door, threw herself on the bed in an agony of tears. The folly of her conduct presented itself in its true light. The degradation to which she had exposed herself, the shocking example she had given her young maid, the triumph to Mrs. Watson, like so many spectres, arrayed themselves before her. Then she re- 1 THE THREE PATHS. 103 membered all Louisa had said ; compared her gentle and refined manners, and modest deport- ment, with those of the bold and vulgar women she had left ; and her heart died within her. In an agony of shame and distress she threw her- self on her knees, and earnestly prayed for for- giveness and strength for the future. She arose comforted and calmed. She had turned to the true refuge, and had not been rejected. How much suffering would be avoided if we oftener thus confided our sin and sorrow to God, instead of running to our fellow-creatures ! Colonel Cumberland was what is called a respectable man of the world. He was conse- quently much more distressed at his daughter's conduct as an offence against society, than morality. If he could prevent the disagreeable consequences of the foolish affair, he cared little for the fault ; and most fortunately for this wish, the regiment was ordered abroad in a few days. As he had positively forbidden his son to mention his knowledge of what had past, the old butler and Mary having promised silence, he trusted that it might not become a subject of conversation. Edith in her rides, and at the ball, had passed for Mrs. Storeton's niece, on a visit to Langdale Park ; so that her being with Charles Cumberland had excited little surprise in the in- ferior set of a small county town like Winton, where less strictness in association and habits 104 THE THREE PATHS. would be observed than among persons of a different sphere. From Lady Sophia the whole business was studiously concealed. Mrs. Watson, although her piercing eyes discovered some secret, vainly endeavoured to penetrate it ; and Mary, whom she closely questioned, hated her too cordially to betray her young mistress. It was however necessary to take some de- cisive step to remedy so much evil, and prevent the recurrence of such scenes ; and Colonel Cumberland boldly announced his determina- tion of sending Edith to school for a year, and Charles to college. Lady Sophia was at first very angry, and many consultations took place between her and her confidante on the subject ; but finding resistance vain, consent was forced, rather than given ; and it was decided that Edith should be sent to a fashionable school at Brighton, under certain restrictions. She was to learn to dance steps, but not figures ; a minuet, but on no account a quadrille. The ridicule such an absurd order brought upon her was immense, for how was it possible that com- mon sense could see the difference between a slow or a quick motion, more especially as in Eastern countries the dances considered so ob- jectionable are all of the slow kind. A sharp, pert girl at the school, whenever she met Edith, raised her fingers before her, first slow and then quick, asking her which she THE THREE PATHS. 105 thought most correct. She was on no account to wear more than two flounces, and they were to be narrow, as Mrs. Watson pronounced three wide ones inconsistent. On the evening when the parents of the girls came to see them dance, Edith was to go to bed. On the Sunday she was to attend a particular church, as there was only one out of twelve or fourteen where truth was preached. One was a Puseyite, another only fit for lawyers and fashionable people, and another might do as a stepping-stone \ Edith felt deeply the absurdity of such regulations ; but the lady under whose care she was placed was a sensible woman ; and she so strongly repre- sented to Colonel Cumberland their evil conse- quences, that he interfered ; and Mrs. Jervis was allowed to follow her own judicious arrange- ments. With her every thing was to be done on principle. Display, or the desire to surpass others, formed no part of her system. The duty of obedience was strongly inculcated. The desire to do right, and not emulation, was her standard. Talents were considered as a gift of Grod, to be improved for his glory, and not for the admiration of our fellow-creatures. Accomplishments were taught as the mental luxury of the rich ; as the occupation which * Ridiculous as these restrictions may appear, the relation is a fact ; and the mischief done to the ignorant by such to the real cause is incalculable. 106 THE THREE PATHS. takes the place of manual labour among the poor, when more important duties are not called out. Dancing was regarded as an innocent and healthy amusement, suitable to youthful spirits, a means of giving grace to the carriage, and an additional charm to conversation, by the at- traction of manner. Many a word of admonition or instruction will be received from one of pleasing manner and expression, which would be carelessly passed by, but for the opportunity thus afforded. If older persons remembered our Saviour's prayer for his disciples, — " And now / am no more in the world, but these are in the world, I pray not that thou shouldest take them out of the world, but that thou shouldest keep them from the evil,'' — the young would not be driven from religion as they are. His example Avould make it as lovely to them, as it is now often hateful. To the old and afflicted the world appears in its true colours, but the young and gay cannot see it with the same eyes. If they were therefore more guided than driven, we should soon see them cease to take pleasure in that which pleases for a while, but in a very short time to a culti- vated mind or an affectionate heart becomes weariness. It has been wisely and well said, that the education of life perfects "the thinking mind, and only degrades the frivolous." Seeing is believing. The character of our Saviour is THE THREE PATHS. 107 beautifully drawn by Bishop Patrick ; and as the object of this story is to do good, rather than to amuse for an hour, the good bishop shall speak for himself. "And first, I must set this Jesus before your eyes as one that was dead to these outward things, while He lived among them ; and that withdrew his heart fi'om the world, while He conversed with it. He was not a person cloistered and retired from the society of men ; He led not an anchorite's life, which obliged Him to shun their company ; nor did He put on a sullen gravity that should affright men from his fellowship ; but He used the greatest freedom, and treated men with such familiarity, that He invited them into it. He did eat and drink as other men do ; He refused not their invitations, when they were desirous to en- tertain Him ; and even at a marriage He denied not to be a guest, when his presence was welcome to them. He walked into cities and towns, but kept Himself still as unspotted from the world, as He were in a wilderness. He Hved in the thickest of its temptations, but none of them could fasten or stick upon Him. He lived in the sense of the spiritual world, while He was a man of this ; and encompassed about with our infir- mities. He was a stranger to all the evil man- ners and customs of men, while He was familiar with themselves ; and He testified against their wicked deeds while He kept them company ; 108 THE THREE PATHS. nay, He purified many by liis example, remain- ing uncorrupted by any of theirs. And truly such a life it is we should lead. This I would have you to think is the more perfect life, and more like to our Saviour's, and therefore aspire to it : and stay not in solitude any longer than to fit you and prepare yourself for this. And tell me, I beseech you, do you not think it pos- sible for a man to leave his heart in the world, when his legs and arms are out of it ? May it not dwell in his fancy when he sees it not with his eyes. May he not please himself in the shadow and image of his old friend, which he says is dead and buried. May not one leave his soul behind, when he withdraws his body from all the world ? I wish there be not many of such religious men and women ; as, on the contrary, I hope there be not a few whose minds and hearts are shut up from the world, though they are with it every day ; who have made a cloister for their souls, while their bodies are at liberty ; who bridle their appetites, and lay restraints on their desires, though they live at large. Consider, therefore, how ridiculous it is to imitate another sort of men, who, hearing us, speak of forsaking the world, and renouncing all its pomps and vanities ; imagine that they should throw away their rich garments, forbear the civility of a compliment, or so much as a salutation, with abundance of such follies. THE THREE PATHS. 109 AVhat have these things done that we should revenge ourselves upon them ? What is their guilt that we should be so severe and fierce upon them ? No, we must turn the blow another way. We must cut off our affections from these worldly enjoyments ; we must walk in the flesh, but not after it. We may feel its desires, but not follow them. We must labour to become poor in the midst of abundance, to be humble in high places ; to be temperate amongst the baits of pleasure. To use those things well which custom has abused ; to think of ourselves in fine clothes, just as we did before they came on our backs ; and, in a few words, to withdraw ourselves from all the inveiglements of the world, not in the common way of re- moving our persons, but by remo\dng it from our esteem and affections. I cannot see by what merit the secluse do assume to themselves the title of religion more than others ; seeing that they give a far greater proof of their virtue who are in the world, and the world not in them, than those in whom indeed the world is not, but they also are not in the world. It is more glorious to beat an enemy than to fly from him ; and it requires a greater spirit to maintain a breach, than to hold out within the walls \'' This is the true spirit of the Gospel; but the ' •' The Parable of the Pilgrim," by Bishop Patrick. ] 1 THE THREE PATHS. standard is so high, that few can attain unto it ; and vet " he who aimeth at the sky, has more chance of hitting the bush than he that aims below it,' We bring down our Saviour to our compre- hension ; and because we cannot and will not trv to walk as He walked, make Him as one of ourselves. How much more beautiful is that holiness, which, Uke the sun, shines on the evil and on the good ; and while impaning life and wannth to alk loses none of its own. L CHAf1[£:R T. thiiiwiiiimwiii afn»5L- WSSOBD TT- ; tion, little know how much attentions are valued by those beneath them. Far from lessening THE THREE PATHS. 121 respect and esteem, it gains freely what is otherwise withheld altogether, or given grudg- ingly. In all well-regulated minds, the defer- ence to exalted station is a fixed principle, supported by custom and taught by Scripture. In this there is no sacrifice of independence, and it is only the proud who refuse it. The proud and self-sufficient begin by desiring the notice of the rich and great, which w^hen with- held changes their wdsh into the contrary one, of dragging them down to their own level. None are so tyrannical as the advocates of equality. They expect the greatest deference from those below them, while they give none to those above them ; and the very persons who rail against the man of rank one day, are the first to bend the lowest, if a smile or any de- gree of attention is given afterwards. It is only the vulgar who presume upon kindness, or condescend to be patronised. The really refined never give pain, and by at once making those in a less elevated position in good hu- mour with themselves, place them at ease. This was no part of Lady Davenport's system. She would generally secure to herself an agree- able neighbour from her own set, with whom she kept up a whispered conversation, while her unfortunate guests were left to feel them- selves asked as a duty and regarded as an incumbrance. Lord Davenport was too silly to think of any thing but his magnificent plate 122 THE THREE PATHS. and recherche dinner. As miglit be supposed, each day lessened any feeling of interest, and by degrees, all but her own set ceased to accept the invitations, much to their own satisfaction, and rather to the opposite feeling in Lady Davenport, who, though she was totally indif- ferent to her guests, liked to exhibit herself, and found it difficult to secure that object. After a few months had passed away, she ex- pressed her wish to visit her parents, not from any affectionate yearnings, but from the same desire of exhibition. With the exception of her mother, no particular gratification was received in the announcement of her intended visit to the Abbey. Lord Rockingham and her brother dreaded Lord Davenport ; and Matilda felt more and more the total uncongeniality between herself and her sister, though she neither expressed it to others, or allowed Lady Davenport to perceive it. Lord Cornbury's love of fun would have led to much absurdity in the reception, if it had been permitted ; but Matilda impressed upon him, that what was allowable before marriage was unjustifiable afterwards, that it would be dangerous to assist in unveiling Catherine's eyes, and that jokes, however innocent in themselves, should never be indulged in at the expense of another. It is not the merry-hearted or thoughtless speaker who does the mischief, but the uncharitable hearer ; and thus many a friendship has been destroyed, THE THREE PATHS. 123 bv a word or action wliicli was only said in fun. We should be sure of our company before we venture on dangerous ground. It was late in the day when Lord and Lady Davenport ar- rived at the Abbey. Matilda hastened to wel- come her sister, who, coldly expressing her surprise that she should thus rush to the door, touched her lips and passed on. Lord Corn- bury could not restrain himself from giving a profound bow, and gracefully raising her hand, touched it with his lips. Lord Davenport, who had been almost extinguished by the height of his wife and the breadth of her skirts, at length emerged, looking smaller and more in- significant than ever. Lady Rockingham was soon made sensible that her influence was over, while her good and kind father welcomed his daughter with sadness and aff'ection. After she had thrown herself affectedly into a hergere, the folds of her gown gracefully arranged, the shawl negligently falling off her shoulders, and the pocket handkerchief held exactly in the proper position, her delicate feet encased in velvet slippers, lined with fur, she cast her eyes around and observed, that she had no idea that the furniture was so old-fashioned. " I wonder, mamma, how you can bear such antediluvian furniture: I wish you could see how beautiful the drawing-room is at Daven- port ; and my boudoir, oh, it is lovely ! " 124 THE THREE PATHS. "Perhaps/' answered Lord Cornbury, "you have more time to look at it than we have ; as for me, I seldom have a moment unoccupied, and when I come into the house it always looks very cheerful and comfortable, particu- larly when Matilda is in it." " Oh, I dare say that you can find pleasure in such dull association ; I like to look like other people. Your ideas never seem to me to grow, you only vegetate.'' " No, dear sister ; we grow, and you run to seed. One comfort is, that we have tried our old friends, while yours are new. Perhaps when your chairs and tables are old they may not look so well. The finest things or the finest friends are not always the best." " Oh, I shall never let mine come to that test, for as soon as they cease to please me I shall change them." "And pray, dear Catherine, may I ask, if you intend to do the same with your friends ? " " Why, I dare say that I shall. If people do not conduce to our amusement, I can see no use in them." " Nor no use perhaps in sacrificing an hour to give pleasure to those from whom we have often received it, without making any return." "Oh, Catherine," said Matilda, "you little know the happiness of giving pleasure. It is far beyond that of receiving it. The feelings THE THREE PATHS. IZD of the unpl easing are frequently more suscep- tible than those of the fascinating and lovely. One values a kind word or a kind thought more than the other would the attentions of a crowd. While one half-hour is given up at little cost to ourselves, to please another, we perhaps secure a friend for life, and at some future period may find that it was not thrown away.'' "How long is it since Matilda has turned preacher ? I suppose that she is preparing to assist in the duties of the curate, whose house she intends to honour with her presence.'' And asking what time they dined, and whether they were to be alone. Lady Davenport re- quested to be lighted to her rooms, and casting a look of contemptuous pity on Matilda, left her family to feel that they had lost all place in her affections, the first-fruit of her interested marriage. Upon reaching her apartments she threw her- self on a couch, and calling her maid, consulted her as to the most becoming dress, considerably disappointed to find that no addition to the family party was expected. To a person with no mind, the idea of a quiet evening is dreadful, while to the cultivated and affectionate it brings a feeling of refreshment and happiness. Those who are always in society have no time for thought. The mind becomes vacant, the con- versation frivolous, resting solely on the events 126 THE THREE PATHS. of the day, generally scandalous. " What the ear and eye receive, the tongue so rapidly extends, that nothing is digested."' " It is not pleasure which corrupts us, but we who corrupt pleasure. Pleasure is in itself good. It is the seasoning which Grod the All-wise gives to useful things and needful acts, in order that we may seek them."" It is only in the abuse of it that we make it sinful, and " If good people would but make goodness agreeable, and smile instead of frowning in their virtue, how many would they win to the good cause ^." Lady Rockingham was already beginning to feel the difference between Matilda and the cold and heartless Catherine. Matilda was ever ready to walk with her, to drive her little pony- carriage, and assist in all the smaller offices of love, which are so endearing. "It is in the minute circumstances of life, that the real cha- racter is displayed : in these we are under the influence of our natural disposition, and act from ourselves ; while, in the more open and important actions, we may be drawn by public opinion, and many other external motives, from that bias which our disposition would have taken. "Who can tell the value of a smile ? It costs the giver nothing, but is beyond price to the sad or forsaken. It disarms malice, subdues temper, turns hatred to love, revenge to kind- ness, and paves the darkest paths with gems of * Archbishop Usher. THE THREE PATHS. 127 sunliglit. A smile on the brow betrays a kind lieart ; a pleasant friend and affectionate brother; a dutiful son and a happy husband. It adds a charm to beauty ; it decorates the face of the deformed, and makes beauty more than beauty.'' This was the charm of Matilda. She was the sunshine of all around her. Her father, whose health had been declining for some time, found in her at all times the pen of a ready writer, the quick eye of affection, and the pleasant and cheerful reader. She had also been the means of much good to her brother, whose naturally lively disposition might otherwise have led him into many indiscretions. By being ever ready to share in his amusements when consistent with feminine propriety, by using her varied accomplishments so as to cheer his evenings, by guiding his choice of books, so as to combine entertainment without immorality, and instruc- tion without dryness, she led him from vicious pursuits. Lord Cornbuiy was never seen looking like a jockey or puffing smoke in a lady's face, swaggering along with his hands in his pockets, and rivalling stablemen in slang and vulgar ex- pressions. To his father his manner was always deferential ; and it never entered into his mind to wish " the old gentleman in his coffin,'' or think it time for the " governor" to walk off the course \ ^ Such expressions may seem almost incredible, but are not imaginations of the author. 128 THE THREE PATHS. He was too thankful to profit by so noble an example, and glad to keep liim, sensible that he was as yet too inexperienced to fulfil the duties and responsibilities which would devolve upon him. " It is the most beautiful object the eyes of man can behold, to see a man of worth and his son live in entire unreserved correspondence. The mutual kindness and affection between them, give an inexpressible satisfaction to all who know them. It is a sublime pleasure, which increases by participation. It is sacred as friendship, as pleasurable as love, and as joyful as religion. This state of mind does not only dissipate sorrow, which would be extreme without it, but enlarges pleasure which would otherwise be contemptible. The most indif- ferent thing has its force and beauty, when it is spoken by a kind father, and an insignificant thing has its weight when offered by a dutiful child. I know not how to express it, but I think I may call it 'a transplanted self-love.' All the enjoyment and sufferings a man meets with, are regarded only as they concern him in the relation he has to another. A man's very honour receives new value to him, when he thinks that when he is in his grave, it will be had in remembrance, that such an action was done by such a one's father. Such considera- tions sweeten the old man's evening, and his soliloquy delights him, when he can say to him- THE THREE PATHS. 129 self, ' No man can tell my child, his father was either unmerciful or unjust. My son shall meet many a man who shall say to him, I was obliged to thy father ; and be my child a friend to his child for ever/ It is not in the power of all men to leave illustrious names or great fortunes to their posterity, but they can very much con- duce to their having industry, probity, valour, and justice. It is in every man's power to leave his son the honour of descending from a vir- tuous man, and add the blessings of heaven to whatever he leaves him \'' We left Lady Davenport meditating upon her evening dress ; but had she no other reflections? Those who could have read her heart, would have seen a small cloud already rising above the horizon. The seed^ of disappointment was sown. She could not fail to perceive that she was not altogether so much envied or admired as she expected, that her husband was an object of contempt and ridicule, and that, like the water in the Curse of Kehama, affection and ease receded on her approach, leaving coldness and formality in its place. Matilda^s elevated mind and sentiments were totally incomjDre- hensible to her, and her simple and wholesome amusements and occupations insipid. Without spectators she was miserable : her father she thought ill and dull, her mother old and twad- 1 Steele. VOL. I. K 180 THE THREE PATHS. dling : her brother, thougli restrained by Matilda, still showed plainly how much he pitied her ; of all things the most galling to a proud spirit, and ungrateful to all. Sympathy cheers and comforts, while pity humbles ; but there is a great gulf between the two. If Lady Daven- port could have aroused any lively feeling of envy or admiration, it would have satisfied her, but at home there was nothing to excite it. All were her equals. Accustomed from birth to rank and riches, they attached none of the vulgar ideas to them which little minds do ; and her mother's admiration, proceeding as it did from having been grafted and not indige- nous, gave her no pleasure. Her maid com- forted her by assuring her, that when she went to London siie would be properly appreciated ; but that at the Abbey, Madam Somerset's stupid nonsense had dummified the whole house, "Why, milady. Lady Matilda was quite a different lady till that tiresome woman put all her new-fangled notions into her head, and after all, I believe, that at heart she thinks quite as much of all these fine things as any of us. Why, how handsomely she dresses, and how elegant her house is, and her carriage, and I am sure, between ourselves, milady, she has an eye to Lord Cornbury." Just as she uttered these words, Matilda opened the door, and hearing the last sentence, THE THREE PATHS. 131 could scarcely repress her surprise at lier im- pertinence, or her astonishment that her proud sister should allow her maid to talk so familiarly with her. Nobody could be more kind or con- siderate to her maid than Matilda, or more truly her friend, but instead of allowing her to talk of persons or dress, she contrived to give a pleasant and useful turn to her conversation. By relating interesting anecdotes, or repeating, in a cheerful way, some of the impro\ang remarks she read; by taking a kind interest in her family affairs, and encouraging her in being careful with her money and dressing suitably to her station, so as to be a respectable servant and not a vulgar lady, she gained an influence over her for good. Without making her feel as an inferior, she secured that respect which is only given from the heart. Lady Davenport's smart and conceited fine lady, who condescended to accept wages and perform the part of a maid, was hated by all in her own station of life, and ridiculed by those above her. Upon the entrance of Matilda, Mrs. Perkins bounced out of the room, slamming the door after her, and muttering to herself, " What stupid people those methodists are."" Lady Davenport turned towards her sister, and with a supercilious smile, asked how long Mrs. Somerset had been trying to catch Corn- bury ? k2 132 THE THREE PATHS. " Dear Catherine, how can you allow your maid to put such ideas into your head ; I do not believe that Mrs. Somerset has ever thought of such a thing. I am quite sure that she would never condescend to catch any body."' " Oh, you need not flatter yourself,'' replied Catherine ; " those quiet methodistical people are just as bad as others, only they do it in a dif- ferent way. Now there is your friend, Lady Vavasour, with her snug little tea-parties, to which none but elder sons are invited." " That is not Mrs. Somerset's way. I have often heard her say, that while she should con- sider it wrong to shut out Geraldine from society, she ever felt that art seldom succeeded ; that when it did, it might make a marriage, but not a happy one ; and that the man who has been duped as a lover will be apt to fancy himself duped as a husband." " Oh, Matilda, that is only to blind your eyes ! Mrs. Somerset is sharp-witted enough, with all her aifected goodness, to take advantage of your simplicity." " No, Catherine, this is the worst part of the world, that it never can suppose a pure motive, but puts its own bad thoughts and feelings into the hearts of others. Mrs. Somerset's whole conduct shows wliat she is, and no envy or malice can injure her. Where do you see a more perfect girl than Geraldine, or a more really THE THREE PATHS. 133 amiable youth than Ernest ? Her ser\^ants have been with her since she married ; and as to all her dependents and tenants, they adore her. Oh, dear Catherine, why should ' we hate the excellence we cannot imitate V Why should we try to injure one who never injures us ? Who ever hears Mrs. Somerset say one unkind word?'' "Oh, I have often heard her talk of Lady Sophia Cumberland's faults, and Edith's defects, and the vulgarity of the sons I" " So have I, but not with envy or uncharita- bleness. The want of discrimination in charac- ter is weakness. She has talked with us upon the subject with regret that so much real good should have been obscured by early neglect, left to waste in the atmosphere of the world, in its worst shape, and now extinguished by the art of an interested and vulgar woman like Mrs. Watson. I have heard Mrs. Somerset speak with deep sorrow of Lady Sophia, but never with unkindness. It pains me to see religion, which is so beautiful in itself, disfigured, and its cause injured, by notions and opinions which have no part in it." " Oh, I am sure that she is very charming, but I know that in London she only excites ridicule with her extreme particularity in some things. The worldly people say, that she only keeps Geraldine from public places, and will not let her polk and valse, just to make her more 184 THE THREE PATHS. remarked, and then your good ones are all furious because she goes to balls/' " So it has ever been/' replied Matilda. " In the world it is not what is right or wrong, but do you do as I do ? and if you do not, you are good for nothing. It was the same in our Saviour's days ; John the Bapfist was called mad for leading a solitary life, and our Sa- viour a drunkard and a wine-bibber because He mixed more generally. Lady Sophia is blamed for shutting up Edith, while Mrs. Somerset is equally blamed for allowing Geraldine to go into society. I cannot but think that we should leave our neighbours alone, and win more by ' the spirit we are of,' than drive away people, Avho are, perhaps, in God's eyes much better than ourselves, by severity and ill nature : while Lady Sophia's ill-judged separation, not from sin, but from people, makes every body around her uncomfortable, and brings discredit upon her profession, Mrs. Somerset's truly Chris- tian spirit in all societies, and engaging manner, have been the means of happiness to numbers ; to none more than myself I often wish, Cathe- rine, that you knew her better." " Oh, Matilda ! you really plague me to death with that tiresome Mrs. Somerset ; and, what is worse, papa and Cornbury are grown just as stupid as yourself, and even mamma seems to care less for the world than she did." THE THREE PATHS. 185 '' And how happy it is that it should be so. I only wish that it were really so. Wliat does the world care for old people : excepting as a protection to the young they are only regarded as useless incumbrances, — wall-flowers, as I have heard old ladies contemptuously called: while what can be more beautiful than a re- spectable old age, surrounded by the love of children and grandchildren — 'the victory fought, the battle won' — quietly waiting their sum- mons. Oh, it is a beautiful sight ! " "Well, Matilda, I cannot go into raptures over these old wrinkled bodies : I think the young ones much better worth looking at. Now, do not you even think that I am a more pleasant contemplation than old Lady Daven- port?" " Oh, Catherine, you surely do not call hers a respectable old age ; why, she is an awful sight. Whenever I meet her, at seventy-five rouged up to the eyes, her ringlets flowing over her withered cheeks, dressed like a girl, and talking like a child, it makes my heart ache. IIow different Mrs. Delville's mother is, with her silvery grey hair, her plain black silk gown, her gentle and kind manner surrounded by love and respect ; all her work done and herself at peace with God and man, and then say if old age is not respectable.'' " Oh, those dreadful Delvilles, I am even 136 THE THREE PATHS. more tired of tliem than of the Somersets ! I declare that I hate them from never hearing any thing but good of them. I never go any where without having Delvilles and Somersets dinned into my ears. However, it reminds me that I must call upon them.'" And Lady Davenport comforted herself with the idea that there was somebody to whom she could display her finery. With such component parts a family soiree could have little charm ; for it was as impossible for Catherine to appre- ciate the minds and feelings of her family, as it was for them to sympathize with hers. Lady Rockingham was too insignificant a person- age to excite even the vanity of her daughter; so, while Matilda and her brother devoted them- selves to their father's amusement by reading and music, and Lord Davenport snored after the dinner which he had been rejoicing over, discussing its merits and defects, and gloating over its delicacies, Lady Davenport took up a " Tale of Fashionable Life," upon which her eyes rested, while her mind wandered upon her own future action in similar scenes, and Lady Rock- ingham sat with her arms folded and her eyes fixed on vacancy, wishing that her youth could be restored. The next morning Catherine ordered her britscha-and-four, to pay her visits, accompanied by two outriders. She had made a point of THE THREE PATHS. 137 bringing her ovm horses, although her father^s stables were full, as she would on no account have lost the opportunity of exhibiting her superior coronet on the harness, or her lighter or more fashionable equipage. Her toilette was elabo- rate ; and when she made her appearance. Lord Cornburj stood in amaze, and asked her whether she was going to court. To this she deigned no reply. Matilda, who was to accompany her, was dressed with the simple elegance which good taste directs; and although she said no- thing, she was vexed at the want of tact and the love of display which guided her sister's actions. Accustomed as she had been all her life to the attributes of station, she scarcely appreciated them. The absence of them might have been felt, but not the possession. Of the vulgar pride which courts astonishment and envy, she knew nothing. Self-respect was natural to her; and while all loved her, none denied her the consideration which was her due. The first visit was to be at Staunton, where they found Mrs. Somerset, as usual, engaged in cheerful occupation with Geraldine. It was their custom to read much together, and their mornings Avere always devoted to improvement. By thus keeping part of each day employed, their minds were stored with information and new ideas. They had subjects of conversation without detraction and scandal. It was never 138 THE THREE PATHS. necessary with them to destroy the characters of acquaintance, or deteriorate from the value of friendship, merely for something to say. No false reports, ill-natured surmises or inuendoes, emanated from Staunton. Without appearing to do so, Mrs. Somerset had the happy art so few possess, of giving a turn to conversation, so as to introduce useful suhjects, and raise its tone. Wliile all phraseology or religious dis- cussion were avoided, a spirit of love and refine- ment prevailed, which insensihly attracted and pleased. What was in her heart was diffused through all her words and actions ; " discreetly witty, and gaily wise/' her humour and her fun were never at the expense of others. None of her visitors were gratified by witty descriptions of the mistakes or want of manner, or accident- ally ridiculous or thoughtless actions of friends or acquaintance for whom she professed regard. Although none could be more sensible of defects, she was equally careful to conceal them. How many friendships are destroyed by the ill-na- tured repetition of an innocent joke. A cheer- ful, kind heart thoughtlessly allows itself some simple remark upon a friend, which, if heard as it was said, would have produced no unkind feeling, but repeated with malice and a peculiar emphasis, perhaps only on one word, makes the whole appear in a different light. Who has not in a moment of anger or vexation said THE THREE PATHS. 139 what has been afterwards deeply regretted, and which, but for some malicious repetition or interpretation, would have been unheeded ? How often are false conclusions made from out- ward circumstances, which, if the real causes were known, would perhaps gain approbation rather than condemnation. There is nothing more certain, than that half the world is as un- justly praised as dispraised ; and that many of the actions which men have applauded, have been rendered by the motive hateful in God's sight, while others which have been despised or condemned may have been ennobled for the same reason. The arrival of Lady Davenport's splendid equipage excited neither surprise nor remark at Staunton, and she was not a little disap- pointed at the simple and affectionate manner of her reception. From her childhood she had been Geraldine's companion ; her marriage had not altered the intrinsic value of either. Ernest Somerset, who was now seventeen, gratified her vanity by a silent gaze of amazement, which she mistook for admiration. She would have been mortified had she known how painful was the contrast in his mind between his own sweet sister and Matilda, and the arrogant beauty before him. Lady Davenport was herself sub- dued by the ease and good taste of Mrs. Somer- set, and she soon tired of her visit. She was 140 THE THREE PATHS. in vain pressed to stay for luncheon, but alleging that she should not be at home in time, she took her leave with what she considered grace- ful condescension ; and calling Matilda, who was enjoying a cheerful and innocent conversa- tion with Geraldine, drove off, much to the in- dignation of the postilions and outriders, who feared that they should find less good cheer at the rectoiy. There Lady Davenport found more to her satisfaction ; for the neighbours, who loved Mr. and Mrs. Delville for themselves, and had no wish to parade the superiority of their fortune before the quiet inhabitants of Staunton, sel- dom imposed their servants and horses upon their small establishment. It is not to be sup- posed that there was any want of order, plenty, or comfort ; but what constituted these at the rectory were little compared to the luxurious style of living in servants' halls, and among London fine gentlemen, miscalled servants. All was elegant and simple ; and though Mr. Del- ville's income scarcely exceeded Catherine's pin- money, it would have been impossible to have found any member of the family or the house unfit at any time for the reception of their visitors. The prancing horses tore up the well- rolled carriage- drive, and the commotion brought out innumerable heads projecting from the win- dows. One of the maids, a regular rustic, poked THE THREE PATHS. 141 lier head through a small side door, and her eye resting upon the splendidly embroidered flounces of Lady Davenport's dress, greatly amused Matilda by exclaiming, " Lauk, what a sparky tail the woman has got ^ ! '"' When the drawing-room door opened, Mrs. Delville, who had been surprised at the unusual bustle, was giving one of her younger girls a music lesson, Louisa was reading German with another, while a sweet little boy of five years of age was spelling his lesson with an elder brother in the corner. It was " the abode of industrious peace;"' and Matilda blushed when she thought of the ridiculous display her sister had brought upon them, and how much more comfortable she should have been, had her own little ponies, which she drove herself, been waiting for them. Mrs. Delville was not at all disturbed at the unexpected visit. She quietly gave orders for their accommodation, telling Lady Davenport that she must remember that rectory fare was not like that of the Abbey, but that all were welcome. Lady Davenport smiled condescend- ingly, which was quite lost upon Mrs. Delville. To her it was rather amusing to see her humble abode thus made the scene of display ; and Matilda was too happy with Louisa to watch her sister. Accustomed as the family was to meet at table at one o'clock, no altera- * This remai-k was really made. 142 THE THREE PATHS. tion was made in the daily arrangements. The children assembled as usual, perfectly at ease, though quiet and retiring. No private injunc- tions were required, no change of dress. Al- though, compared with the sumptuous elegance before them, they were simply dressed, they looked what they were — the children of a gen- tleman. Indeed, nature had adorned them with that which art never gives. Tlie delicate fea- tures and the fine skin and hair of all the Del- villes, gave them an air of refinement which fine clothes in vain attempt ; and the sweetness of their dispositions, directed as they had been in faith and prayer by the guiding hand of love and good sense, gave a singular charm and pro- priety to their manners. There was no loud talking, no improper haste, no asking for deli- cacies. All witnessed to the regulation of mind which principle alone can give. Mrs. Delville felt that although for a time circumstances might limit them to a contracted circle, it had not changed their real position. Without am- bition, she was too conscious of her husband's superior talents not to feel it possible that she might one day be called upon to move in a different sphere, and that her children would certainly not remain as they were. It was therefore her desire that neither they nor her- self should lessen the respect due to the minis- ter of God, by an appearance inconsistent with ]44 THE THREE PATHS. ambitious and worldly mind resents it. The future account for sucli contempt of tlie ser- vants of God will be fearful. " Inasmuch as ye did it unto them, ye did it unto me," will sound in a different sense to that in which our Saviour applied it to the humble and charitable, who could not believe that what they had done in secret should thus be brought to light. Mr. and Mrs.Delville were not among the number of those thus reduced to suffering, for they were well off, though not what the world calls rich, and the love of friends and relations supplied " conveniences, our second necessaries,'' so that every thing around them was elegant and simple, without being fine or extravagant. Al- though no silver dishes adorned the table, the china was pretty ; the table-cloth of a fine tex- ture and exquisite whiteness ; the plate bright, and all laid according to the taste which inva- riably accompanies early refinement in habitj; and manners, which no change of circumstances will affect in regulated minds, and which, while it costs little, has an insensible and important effect upon all under its influence. Mr. Delville came out of his study with a face beaming with love and kindness, gracefully welcomed Lady Davenport on her first visit after her marriage, and by the dignity of a noble mind awed even her vulgar pride. His conversation had an indescribable charm. It THE THREE PATHS. 145 was full of information pleasantly given, anec- dote liglitly introduced, quotations which flowed naturally ; and while religion was never forced on unwilling hearers, it was the spirit of every word and look. Matilda thoroughly appreciated and valued him ; but her sister's total want of mind rendered all his elevated sentiments in- comprehensible to her, and all she could see was, that he was tolerably gentlemanly and agreeable for a country clergyman ; that Mrs. Delville had no right to look so like a lady ; and that the children, whom she considered only fit for governesses or stewards, were ridi- 3ulously brought up. In the mean time, Mrs. Delville, wholly regardless of her aifectation, )nly wondered at the littleness of mind which jould thus sacrifice all reality for a shadow. C!old civilities and unmeaning compliments are I sad exchange for all the warmth of real affec- tion. " It is indeed wonderful that people can ret over the natural existence and possession of their own minds so far as to take delight either in paying or receiving such cold and repeated civilities. But what maintains the humour is, that outward show is what most men pursue, rather than real happiness. Thus both the idol and the idolater equally impose upon themselves in pleasing their imaginations.'' Mrs. Delville had given up much of what the world values when she married ; but when she VOL I. L 146 THE THREE PATHS. contemplated the spiritual and intellectual beauty of her husband, as the reflection of his mind, she cared little for the spacious rooms of her father's mansion, nor regretted the vapid conversation of silly triflers, whose ideas, like crawling insects, never rise from the earth. In the cheering influence of her husband's exalted, sober, and cultivated mind — his ele- vated sentiments and extensive knowledge on all subjects — she walked as it were in an ethe- real atmosphere ; and while she never despised others less gifted, she rejoiced in her possession, and was satisfied in his affection. To gain the approbation so well worth having, no effort was painful, and her happiness consisted in making his home a resting-place after his labours. On his return from pastoral visits, no domestic cares were forced upon him, no wearisome tales of disorderly servants. If such existed, she never troubled him, but she ever greeted him with the smile of a heart at peace with God — with that unrufiled aspect which resignation to His will alone can give. Her children were taught to feel that their father's presence was to bring sunshine, and disperse any clouds which might have obscured his absent hours. Many an anxious moment was chased away by the question, " How will this look a year hence ^ ? " It was not to be supposed that ^ Dr. Johnson. THE THREE PATHS. 147 anxious moments were not liers. Her children all nearly dependent upon their father's exer- tions, were a careful comfort ; but when she remembered the promises made to the seed of the righteous, she could look up "in hope of promised spring/' and leave the future to her God. ** Live for to-day ; to-morrow's light To-morrow's cares will bring to sight ; Go sleep like closing flowers at night, And Heaven thy morn shall bless." How much domestic happiness is destroyed by the absence of such a spirit ! Weary, and often dispirited, the Christian pastor returns to his home, and there, instead of leaving his cares outside, he is exposed to the weak repinings and lamentations of a selfish woman. All the details of the day's trials are put before him ; his children noisy and uncontrolled; so that, instead of entering his study with a clear head and a warm heart, his thoughts are oppressed with sorrow for the wife upon whom he has entailed such worries, and his affections chilled by incessant complaints. How different " the transplanted self-love " which lives in the hap- piness of another — that devotion which makes a care or pain the only concealment — that delicacy of feeling which places the choicest blossoms of affection before the loved one, and keeps the refuse out of sight. How much are L 2 148 THE THREE PATHS. our trials lessened or increased by the way in which we receive them ! and how often do we destroy all present enjoyment by fears probably never to be realized ! Should they be so, our minds have become weakened by taking them in advance, whereas God ever sends strength to bear the burden. By living in faith and prayer, the ground of the heart is prepared for what- ever seed God may put into it. Should it be sorrow, " As is thy day, so is thy strength.'' Should it be joy, it will be chastened by fear, and thus nothing can find us unprepared. Matilda and Louisa walked out together after luncheon in the village, and many a poor cot- tage was cheered by their presence. Neither were too proud to converse in a kind and sym- pathizing manner, and the " great lady,'' as the poor people called Matilda, seemed to feel so completely that the poor and rich owned one Lord and Master, that while no proper respect was wanting, none were made to feel that an immeasurable distance existed between them. Many a voice blessed Louisa as she passed, and all regarded her companion with humble admi- ration. Lady Davenport, tired of sitting so long in one place, condescendingly stepped into the garden ; and conscious that many concealed eyes were upon her, reconciled herself to its small dimensions, which, she afterwards con- THE THREE PATHS. 149 temptuously observed to lier sister, were little larger than one of her parterres. As soon as the horses were rested, she rose to leave, and entering her splendid equipage, drove off, with the comfortable conviction that if Mr. and Mrs. Delville were mean enough to be contented in so humble a lot, Louisa at least must greatly enTy her. " Oh, how I should like such a beautiful car- riage!'' cried one of her younger sisters; " should not you, Louisa ? " " I do not know that I should,'' answered Louisa. " I am not at all sure that I do not think our little pony-carriage more convenient. It is so easy to get in and out ; besides it is buying such a carriage at a high price with Lord Davenport." " Oh, I forgot that horrid little man ; why, he reminds me of the yellow dwarf! I would much sooner walk all my life than be tied to such an ugly little thing." " And look," cried one of the boys, " at our nice, well -rolled carriage-road! Why, those twenty-four hoofs have torn up all poor John's work ; and as to that great proud Lady Daven- port, I hate her." " You should hate nobody or nothing but sin, dear brother," said Louisa ; " and I do not think that either papa or mamma would like to hear you talk in this way. Lady Davenport is more to be pitied than blamed ; and as to 150 THE THREE PATHS. the road, dear Albert, it was made to be tram- pled upon ; so run and bring your rake, and you may surprise John by having repaired all the mischief before he returns." The boy soon came back radiant with plea- sure, and was charmed to see the hoof-prints gradually disappear. By the time that the last was effaced, Mrs. Delville came out, and calling her children around her, alluded to the conver- sation which she had overheard. " It is not right, my dear children, to laugh at Lady Davenport, and there is nothing un- suitable in her carriage ; her keeping up her position is not objectionable. On the contrary, she took its duties with it ; and our dear Ma- tilda graces it as much as her sister disfigures it. It is not the possession or the enjoyment of rank or riches which is wrong, but our set- ting our hearts on them. Our pony-carriage is suitable for us, and it would be ridiculous to see your father and me returning Lady Daven- port's visit in such an equipage as hers ; but as there is a great difference in the claims of our positions, there is no doubt but that she has a right to do as she likes ; and perhaps ten miles of a dusty road may be more pleasantly accom- plished in a light carriage- and-f our than with our fat little ponies." " But surely, mamma," said Albert, " those smart footmen and outriders are not necessary !" "Well, dear boy, the footmen cannot help THE THREE PATHS. 151 being smart ; and though I should think the out- riders in the wav, we have no concern in the matter. If Lady Davenport likes the look of them, there is no reason why she should not have them, and perhaps some wife or child benefits by what appears useless and absurd. At the same time, my dear children, we should never laugh at the habits of the rich and great. It may look like envy. Each chooses their own road to happiness. Lady Davenport, from her earliest years, has been taught to consider show and admiration all that is worth lining for. You have been taught that though none of Grod's gifts are to be despised, true happi- ness does not consist in these things, which all ' perish with the using.' You should, therefore, be thankful if you are above caring for them, more especially as God has not given them to you, but never pass rash judgments on others. In God's sight, many of whom we judge only from what we see, may be far preferable to the self-righteous. We may be as severe as we please to ourselves, but should be tender to- wards others. The fault we should hate, but not the person who commits it.'' " But then, mamma,'' said Louisa, '* how different Mrs. Somerset is. She would have been a duchess if Mr. Somerset had Hved, and yet she never gives herself airs. I always like going to Staunton Park as much as I dislike 152 THE THREE PATHS. going to tlie Abbey, when Matilda is not at home. What with Lady Rockingham's affected dignity, and Lady Catherine's impertinence, whenever I was there I watched the clock to see if I had sat long enough for civility." "Well, my dear child, I can quite under- stand your feelings ; for it certainly is not plea- sant to be regarded with contempt, when perhaps pride would whisper that accident alone had made the difference ; but if you look into your heart, you will, I dare say, find that this feeling is uppermost in your mind. At Staunton Park, Mrs. Somerset and Geraldine treat you with affection and consideration. Now, Lady Davenport would extinguish you with her magnificence and with the vulgarity of a little mind, and incessantly reminds you that you live in a parsonage, and she in a palace. Your visit to the Abbey, dear Louisa, is a lesson of humility. It is well occasionally for those who meet with so much love and kindness as you do, to be reminded that it is not a right, but Grod's present, and one which may be given or withheld at His pleasure. We must love a taking as well as a giving God, humbled by all He gives, and cheerfully accept- ing any vexations or trials He may think good to send us/' Louisa kissed her mother affectionately, and acknowledged the truth of all she had said. THE THREE PATHS. 153 Mr. Delville joined tliem, and as lie and Mrs. Delville contemplated the simple and elegant form of their daughter, her sweet and intellec- tual beauty, and thought of her affectionate heart and elevated mind, it was difficult not to make an unfavourable comparison with the stiff and haughty manners of Lady Davenport ; but Mrs. Delville rejected the thought, and dwelt upon the unpretending and beautiful character of Matilda. She discouraged all further comments on the visit, and Louisa checked in a kind but decided manner the re- marks which her brothers and sisters were disposed to make. The carriage-and-four rolled gaily along, and Lady Davenport, by no means satisfied with the degree of incense her vanity received in the country, where she had been known as a child, determined to make her way to London as soon as possible. Even the dread of being unfashionably early, could not lessen her desire to find herself there, and on pretence of new furnishing her house, in Berkeley Square, where the family had lived for ages, she took leave of her affectionate relatives, and left the only hearts in the whole world ^vhich cared for her, and prepared for worldly conquests. On her arrival she was much disappointed in the family mansion. Far from rivalling the lofty rooms and noble staircases of Belgrave 154 THE THREE PATHS. Square, it was neither grand nor convenient. To add to lier discomfort, she found that her mother-in-law had considerable influence over the weak mind of her son, who, too much habi- tuated to it, had not power to throw it off. It was in vain that she tried to persuade him to change the house for one of more modern style. Not only so, but with the tenacity of weak- ness, he fancied himself particularly attached to certain queer chairs and sofas, which had been there in his childhood ; and, although remark- ably short, he thought it necessary that there should be plenty of space, and resolutely resisted the removal of the said chairs and sofas from their adhesive propensity to the wall. He had also been accustomed to the empty tables of his mother, and could not understand why it should be necessary to cover them wholly with bijouterie and fanciful ornaments, stoutly maintaining that his house should not be turned into Howell and James's. Lady Daven- port was in despair, and spared no entreaties, even condescending to shed a few pearly drops. Had they fallen on a hard substance they might have softened it, but being received into a sponge, they were swallowed up. All she could gain was the permission to arrange her boudoir as she liked, and she so wholly filled it up that there was scarcely space for more than herself; and Lord Davenport's terror lest he THE THREE PATHS. 155 should demolish china, be buried in cushions. or be bitten by the lap-dog, effectually pre- cluded all attempts on his part to enter it. She still hoped that time would effect a change; but she had sold herself for the mammon of unrighteousness, and upon that hard and indi- gestible food she was condemned to starve. " It was her error and her punishment.'" Even when two people thus united hide their misery, it is but " a grand well-acted lie.'' The absence of affection excites jdalousy, and the want of communion of thought produces coldness. If either possess a heart, it is a bleeding one ; if neither, the home is a sepulchre. What is seen at a distance, however it may glitter, looks very different on a nearer approach. No bless- ing can rest on a marriage of interest. It may be, and is, folly to marry imprudently ; but to sacrifice body and soul for that which " maketh itself wings and fleeth away'' is sin. Although Lady Davenport was far too proud to acknow- ledge it even to herself, she began to feel that a rich coroneted simpleton was a poor ex- change for her father's noble and generous mind, her mother's admiration and affection, her brother's talent and kindness, and her sister's devotion. " She had sown to the wind, and would reap the whirlwind." CHAPTER VI. Spring had again returned ; that season when the country is deserted, although — " The bright-hair 'd morn is glowing O'er emerald meadows gay, With many a clear gem strewing The early shepherd's way." This lovely season has no attraction compared with the dry and barren streets of London, crowded rooms, and faded parks. And yet society has its claims, and the quick inter- change of thought and feeling is as healthy to the mind, as a free circulation of air to the body. " The nature of man requires lucid in- tervals, and the vigour of mind would flag or decay, should it always jog on at the rate of a common enjoyment, without being sometimes quickened or exalted with the vicissitudes of some more refined pleasures \'" How narrow, contracted, and prejudiced minds become, which live wholly shut up in a small circle of their ^ South's Sermons. THE THREE PATHS. 157 own. What possession trivial things take of their thoughts, what small matters irritate them, how false is their estimate of others. Wholly separated from the contentions and rude shocks to which those who sail on the ocean of life are exposed, they know nothing of its dangers, and are, consequently, incapable of guiding others, whose quicker intelligence, or greater animal spirits, lead them to venture out of the still waters into which age, disappoint- ment, or a false view of life has forced them. Mrs. Somerset felt that it would be selfish in her to expect Geraldine to feel with her. Her own happiness had been blighted early in life. It had cast a shade, but not obscured her brighter views of this world. She remembered that she had once been young, and joyless and painful as she had found her return to society, she was willino- to foro^et herself and allow her daughter the same opportunity of making friends which had been permitted to herself She therefore decided upon going to London again. Her object in the education of her children had been fully answered, and Geral- dine understood the constitution of the fashion- able world too w^ell to be injured by it. Her principles had been strengthened by witnessing the struggles of which her beloved mother had so often told her. Like one who forms a ma- chine, Mrs. Somerset had watched its gradual 158 THE THREE PATHS. progress. Grieved at the sad failures she saw, she had endeavoured in faith and prayer to follow the instruction of Him whose "truth sets free.'' It was now the time to prove the work ; for how can the defects of the instru- ment be ascertained till it has been tried ? It is not till the engine runs that its powers can be known. If it be well formed, it will run well ; but if the machinery proves imperfect, it fails altogether, seriously injuring itself, or en- dangering the lives of others. Should it be kept for ever in the workman's yard, it de- cays and is useless. So it is with the mind. The formation, if grounded upon reality, will never fail ; but if only preserved from evil by being constantly confined within narrow limits, it either finds a way to emancipate itself from childish thraldom, or withers for want of nou- rishment. " Harmless mirth is the best cordial against the consumption of the spirits, so that it is not unlawful if it does not surpass in quantity, quality, or reason \'' Had Mrs. So- merset consulted her own feelings, she would have much preferred her quiet round of domes- tic duties, occasionally cheered by friendship and afi'ection ; but in sharing in the amuse- ments of her children, she became their friend and companion, and was at hand to check them ^ South's Sermons. THE THREE PATHS. 159 whenever the exuberance of youthful spirits might lead them beyond the bounds of pru- dence and discretion. Her object was not to watch what was wrong in anger, but to pre- vent it in love. Anxious to show every possi- ble kindness to Mr. and Mrs. Delville, in whose congeniality of mind and feeling she had an unceasing enjoyment, she proposed this year to take Louisa to town with her. She was now eighteen, and a lovely girl. The advantages which her mother's early education and ideas had given her, had been imparted to her daughter. Although little money had been spent on her instruction, she had profited by the rich stores of her father's noble mind, and attained many accomplishments which Mrs. Delville had taught her. In Geraldine's go- verness she had also found a friend, so that they had studied together. With the free and full afi'ection of a generous heart, Geraldine had brought her all the newest music, lent her the new publications, even showed her the fashionable steps ; so that although Louisa Delville had, with the exception of an occa- sional visit to her uncle and aunt. Sir Thomas and Lady Jane Delville, been entirely confined to the humble rectory of Staunton, few could compete with her either in beauty or in grace. Perfectly satisfied tliat Mrs. Somerset would in the fullest sense be a mother to their child, Mr. and Mrs. Delville consented to her ac- 160 THE THREE PATHS. companying her. It is seldom that such confi- dence can safely be given. Few consider the importance of the trust, and regard lightly that which may be the misery or happiness of a young person for life. Intimacies are allowed which neither parents nor prudence would sanction ; thoughtless levity of conduct, which a kind word would check, is permitted, and made a subject of amusement to indifferent spectators, till disagreeable consequences fol- low. Then there is no measure of condem- nation ; and those who have encouraged the steps which have led to an unpleasant result, are the first to neglect and blame. The young are far less in fault than those to whose care they are intrusted. When a daughter is com- mitted to another, the deposit should be re- garded as sacred, and the duty faithfully performed. Such was Mrs. Somerset's feeling towards the child of her friend ; and Louisa felt that repose which an ingenuous and well-regu- lated mind enjoys, in the consciousness of pro- tection and guidance. The young girl who prefers independence, is wanting in good feel- ing ; and she who will deceive a parent, who wishes to escape the eye of her mother, will not prove a faithful wife, " For truth's a gem that fire contemns, *Tis counterfeits that fail." A few days after the invitation from Staun- 4;on Park had been accepted, Mrs. Delville THE THREE PATHS. 161 received a letter from Mrs. Armstrong, a dis- tant relation of lier husband's. To the displea- sure of her family she had married an attorney of small practice in a country town. At the time of her marriage, he had little more than four hundred a year, and as it had taken place before she was of age, her fortune had been withheld. She was one of a large family, and had never lived in good society, as her father had made a low connexion, — a fatal mistake as regards the future position of the children. The mother forms the home association. It is in vain to send children to grand schools to make friends and learn manners, if the mother is unrefined and ill-educated. Her influence will be painfully visible. Even the servants feel it. It may be seen in the arrangement of every room, in every look, or expression. It is the mind which forms the manners, and bad manners are bad "morals.'' A common mind may be detected in every action, and felt at each moment. Mrs. Armstrong was not in fact out of her element as the wife of an attorney, and if she had not been a foolish woman and proud of the name of Delville, she would have been respected and respectable. By despising herself, she placed herself in a false position ; and, by affecting to consider herself superior to the other residents of Downton, the small country town in which she lived, she gained ill-will from her VOL. I. M 162 THE THREE PATHS. equals, while her aiFectation and pretension made her less acceptable to her superiors. Her husband was not an upright man, and was consequently little esteemed. He had no ob- jection to making a fortune by the dishonour- able, but too often permitted means of pro- fessional money-makers. By taking undue advantage of secret information, by dangerous speculations, buying and selling to his unfair advantage, he had in a few years accumulated an immense fortune ; and Mrs. Armstrong had the inexpressible happiness of seeing herself established in a magnificent mansion in Bel- . grave Square, where crowds of money and din- ner worshippers were daily to be seen at her door. The consciousness that many a broken- hearted father, many a widow's tears, many a ruined son were sacrifices to her husband's shrine of wealth, never for a moment disturbed her self-complacency. The possession of twenty thousand a year was delightful ; and as long as she could minister to the amusement of others, she would not be made to feel the want of a friend, or rather, of professors of friendship. " Surrounding throngs the millionaire re- vere \' and as in the days of Timon of Athens, so it is now ; but there is a " woe against those who make haste to be rich."" Though slower and less full in its progress, the silent brook is the surest. It glides along in a gentle but THE THREE PATHS. 163 continued stream. Though never overflowing it is seldom dry, while the rushing torrent spends itself in its fury, and exhausted by its own violence is no more seen. It was some months since Mrs. Armstrong had been esta- lished in a princely style in London, when she suddenly recollected her relations, the Delvilles, and thought how pleasant it would be to astonish them with her magnificence. " My dear,'' she said to her husband one morning as she sat luxuriously ensconced in a hergere, sipping her coffee from the most delicate Sevres china. " My dear, I really think it would be kind to take compassion upon my cousin Delville. You know that the unfortunate man has six children ; and I dare say that that poor girl Louisa is worked to death, and would be too glad to see a little of the world. I wonder what she is like ? " " What/' said Mr. Armstrong, " those proud cousins of yours. Why, they have never noticed you since your marriage. Perhaps, however, they may condescend to remember us now that we can live as we do. I have no objection to your asking Louisa. She can sit with our Jane ; and if she is in the way she can always be sent to the school-room. I hope she will be decently dressed. Poor Delville, he is desperately poor ; keeps only a pony-carriage and one man of all-work." " Why, they have little more than a paltry M 2 164 THE THREE PATHS. thousand a year besides their living, which is a small one ; and then that proud Mrs. Delville is much too fine a lady to do any thing but stay at home and take care of her children. I know, for I heard it through a certain Mrs. Watson, a friend of mine whom she neglects shockingly, that she always sits up as grand as the queen, and that her room is full of knick-knacks. It is no wonder that they are so poor. It really would be kind to do something for Louisa.'' " Well, perhaps it might, so do as you like ; though I think it very ridiculous to see those poor people and their families affecting to live like gentlemen; and then they contrive, I am told, to make themselves so agreeable, that their great neighbours are very conde- scending, and treat them as if they were like themselves ; but I forgot, my dear, I must see about the Opera-box for the season, and your new set of diamonds. There is to be a necklace for Jane as well ; and I have promised her a pony-carriage. Pray see about the masters, and be sure that you engage none under a guinea a lesson. It will be no use if they have not the reputation of it \ Pray write to Mrs. Delville this morning. How delighted they will be ! I am sorry that I cannot afford to send ^ This remark was really made, and the master rejected when he offered to receive a guinea, because he had not the reputation of it. THE THREE PATHS. 165 them a hundred pound, but I am really with- out ready money/' Away walked Mr. Armstrong, perfectly satis- fied with himself, and justified in spending his fortune as he pleased, but not in neglecting the claims of the poor. In this case his benevolence was uncalled for, for Mr. Delville's circum- stances were not such as to require charity, and he would have accepted nothing from him. " Things are undone by the way in which they are done ;'' and it was not to be expected that any but the patronising kindness which wounds instead of healing, would emanate from such a mind as Mr. Armstrong's. It was a few mornings after this conversation that the post brought a letter to the rectory. Mrs. Delville was sitting with her husband and children in their pretty morning-room, opening upon a well-mown lawn, fragrant with the per- fume of spring flowers. A table covered in the most simple, but elegant manner, and cheered by the flow of lively and instructive conversa- tion, was surrounded by a group of bright little faces. Louisa, in her well-made muslin gown, her beautifully shining and well-arranged hair, her white and delicately- shaped hands, was pre- siding over the breakfast-table. All was in order without effort ; for it was the daily habit of their minds. Some surprise was exhibited on the servant presenting the waiter with an official looking document. An enormous seal 166 THE THREE PATHS. caught the eyes of the younger ones, besides a variety of Cupids and Psyches on the enve- lope. Mrs. Delville contemplated it for a minute, and then, breaking the seal, prepared to gratify the curiosity of the party. The contents ex- cited as much entertainment as astonishment ; but our readers shall judge for themselves. " My dear Cousin, — " I dare say that you have long forgotten Maria Delville, your husband's cousin. If you remember, his great grandfather was first cousin to mine, and I have often thought with much pleasure of our relationship. We are now living in Belgrave Square, Armstrong having made a large fortune. Only think, dear cousin, of twenty thousand a year ! I can imagine you scarcely able to realize such an income, and we think it right to share our abundance in some way. It is true that our house is not large. We have only three drawing-rooms, and what with boudoirs for Jane and myself, a school- room, and other apartments which are all occu- pied, we have little room to spare ; but it must be so dull for Louisa to be always in a village, that we are willing to receive her for a short time. I do not suppose that the fine people who visit us will ask out two girls, but she shall go to the play, races, and to the Opera, when our box is not full. Of course she cannot ex- pect as much attention as our Jane, who has THE THREE TATHS. 167 a handsome fortune, but this she will not mind. Armstrong would have gladly sent a hundred pound for her outfit, but we have so many necessary things to buy, that rich as we may appear to you, we are really poor. My diamonds alone have cost more than a quarter of my in- come ; and I find it very difficult to dress upon my pin money, which is only six hundred a year. We cannot give money, but the run of our house is at your service. Of course Louisa has no maid, but the under-housemaid's girl shall wait on her. Our ladies' maids will be too busy. I hope, dear cousin, Delville and the children are well ; no scarlet-fever or measles, which are always in poor people's houses. I have sent some frocks and scarfs. They have been little worn, as I never let my children appear more than three or four times in the same clothes. If they do not fit they can be easily altered. And now, dear cousin, you have only to fix your own day. As the boxes would scratch our carriage, and flys are expen- sive, one of our servants shall be at the station to call a cab. Armstrong sends his love, and Jane desires me to tell Louisa that she shall be glad to see her ; and, " I remain, dear coz, " Your attached relation, " Maria Armstrong. "P.S. As a hack-cab will not look well 168 THE THREE PATHS. at our door, Louisa can get out round the corner/' It would be impossible to describe the amuse- ment this letter occasioned. Far from being offended, Mr. and Mrs. Delville were extremely entertained. The children were in ecstasies of delight at the importation of cast-off clothes that were hourly to be expected. There was something so original in the plain straight- forward communication of cousin Armstrong, that there was but one feeling in all the party. Albert, the eldest boy, took off Louisa running round the corner, while Henry carried a sofa- cushion as a trunk, and Annie, the youngest girl, personated the under-housemaid's girl. Mr. and Mrs. Delville allowed them to amuse themselves for some time, and then assuming a more serious tone, told them that they must not let their spirits run away with them, for that it was not right to ridicule the foibles of others, still less those of relations, however distant ; that Mr. Armstrong having been made by his money, attached much importance to the golden cement which fastened him on his self-created pedestal, and that it was only his assumption that made him ridiculous. " All, my dears,"' said Mr. Del- ville, " must have a beginning ; and if Mr. Arm- strong had become rich by fair and honourable means, there is no reason why he should not pur- THE THREE PATHS. 169 cbase station. Refinement and intellectual ac- quirements are the growth of years, and these might be given to his children. The man whose talents and energies have raised him from an ob- scure origin, is worthy of the highest esteem, if they have never been unjustly used, and the good of his fellow-creatures, more than personal ag- grandizement, has been his first consideration. In the case of cousin Armstrong, we cannot feel that wealth has been accumulated on such grounds. It has been mere gambling. Still, if we cannot say good, we can be silent ; unless we are called upon to speak the truth in the cause of justice or self-defence. Then, indeed, it is the height of meanness to conceal what is right, merely from the fear of bringing discomfort on ourselves. It is the wise saying of Lord Bacon, that ' it asketh a strons: wit and a stronof heart to know when to tell the truth ;' but be sure, my beloved children, that it is the safest plan. A plain straightforward course always brings its blessing, while one false turning leads to inextricable difficulties. ' Crafty councils pro- mise fair at first, but prove more difficult in the managing, and in the end do pay the under- takers thereof with desperate son'ow.' 'Do what is right, and trust,' should ever be your maxim ; and all, dear children, who ask in sim- plicity and faith, setting aside their own incli- nation, will generally, if not always, find them- selves strengthened to choose, and guided to 170 THE THREE PATHS. use the right way. No after considerations or persuasions should influence you. In this world we must prepare for trial. It is not a time of rest when we first begin to feel the importance of doing right or wrong. It is then that we must put on our armour. The advice of the son of Sirach should be yours. *My son, if thou come to serve the Lord, prepare thy soul for temptation. Set thy heart aright, and con- stantly endure, and make not haste in time of trouble.' We must not, my dear Albert,"" he added, looking at him aflectionately, " be like a cowardly soldier, who, after performing well on a field-day, runs away in the day of battle ; but you will think that papa has forgotten that he is not in his pulpit, and mamma must order dinner, or you will all look very cross when two o'clock comes.'" "Mamma,"' said Louisa, when Mr. Delville had left the room, " how is it possible to go through the world without seeing faults ? We might as well be blind."" " It is not intended, my dear, that we should be thus insensible to the faults of others ; but there is a great difierence in the way in which we see them. If we regard them with com- passion and regret, and the desire to correct in love, we only imitate our Saviour's example. If we regard them as a warning to ourselves, it is a duty ; but if we view them with self-com- placency, and talk of them with satisfactioRj THE THREE PATHS. 171 we are wrong. The sins of tlie tongue are of more importance than most, and their conse- quences the most fatal. It is generally from a desire to raise ourselves in the estimation of others, that ill-natured comments are made ; but in the end they invariably return upon those who originate them. If they have had no foundation, they will not be allowed to injure.'' " And how is it possible,'' replied Louisa, " not to be disgusted with such low pride as Mrs. Armstrong's, or the ill-natured and spite- ful remarks of Lady Sophia Cumberland and Mrs. Watson." " It is, as you say, my dear child, very un- amiable in the one, and spiteful in the other ; but in reality they are alone to be pitied. Lady Sophia is an unhappy woman. She has given up one world without finding another. Her head is filled with notions and prejudices, while her heart is untouched. She is more angry with others for not agreeing with her, than at their not doing what is right. In short, she is a victim to her own ignorance and to the cun- ning of a designing woman, while of real spiri- tual life she knows nothing. She is like a person who has lived for years upon stimulants, and who suddenly leaves them off For in the midst of all the restraints she has imposed on herself, her mind is as uncontrolled as ever. She has tied her hands, but grace has not 172 THE THEEE PATHS. changed her lieart. I often feel for lier, and long to open her eyes, but it is impossible while Mrs. Watson is her keeper. I never forget to pray for her. On the other side, Mrs. Armstrong will be equally disappointed in ]ier expectations. She will not find that money alone will make her happy. The very persons who eat her din- ners and attend her balls will laugh at her and despise her ; her daughter will be sought by some ruined man of rank for her fortune, who will cease his attentions as soon as he has gained his end, and spend it in self-indulgence. Mrs. Armstrong will find herself a ball in the hands of others, to be tossed here and there according to their pleasure, and little to her own. Ignorant of the w^orld, it wall delight in making her ridiculous. If for a time she is amused, she will soon find that she has laboured for that which is not bread. Her letter is too absurd to be thought of for a moment. If it had been her intention to insult, she has failed; and if, as I really believe, she intended it as a kindness, it may safely be received as such. Under no circumstances would I have exposed you, my dear child, to so vulgar a mind. We may not be rich, and may be what the world calls poor ; but you are far better at home un- less you can leave it in a respectable way. In Mrs. Somerset you have a true friend, and in the delicacy of her refined mind you will never r z r-zz i^rzi 173 be made to feel that the absence of ricLrs i? despicable. It is onlj when we are ashamed of ourselYes that we become worthj of contempts Bnt I hear ten o'clock striking while I haTe been finishing dear papa's sermon. Go, Louisa^ dear ; jon must be sole goTemess this morning, for I must answer Mrsw Armstrong^'s letter." The children ran gailj to the school-room, well pleased to be under the care of thdr affec- tionate sister, while Louisa was equallj happj in being of use to her mother. Mm. DeiyiQe wrote a Teiy kind but decided refusal to Mr& Ann- strong's iuTitation, much to this lad j's disap- pointment, who had fi)r some days made her charitable intentions to her poor cousin the s - lier couTcrsation with all her Tisitors. I ^-cci.rt she had hoped to reap considerable . : rage from Louisa's superior connexi^V^ # ♦ ^^^':m. ^:>i^lt^?^::<^!i^ \-.\* ^^'j*^ m^mi^iiiit;^ii^iim m '^-■^: . ■ 'i^ mfmmm>^^m^fm^^mi^-