7* THE UNIVERSITY OF ILLINOIS LIBRARY From the collection of Julius Doerner, Chicago Purchased, 1918. v.l Return this book on or before the Latest Date stamped below. University of Illinois Library 30 1? - i9 'Wf ? n «W APR 2 4 1990 L161 — H41 / 2 / ,,-Cv LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF ILLINOIS MS. "-'■: ; .: U8RAHY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF ILLINOIS TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT; OR, VARIETIES OF CHARACTER, BY MRS. ELLIS, AUTHOR OF "THE WOMEN OF ENGLAND,' FISHER, SON, & CO. ANGEL STREET, ST. MARTIN'S -LE- GRAND, LONDON. PREFACE. We shall never be able rightly to discharge the duty we owe to our fellow-creatures, until we have made ourselves intimately acquainted with the varieties of human cha- racter, and with the peculiar requirements of different dispositions. Anything, however trifling in other respects, which throws light upon this subject, is of important service to society ; and it is with the view of adding a few simple lessons to this great and glorious study, that the present work is offered to the attention of the public. HODDESDON, February 1st, 1846. EMBELLISHMENTS. PAGE The Birthday Queen frontispiece 42 Horace and the Sexton vignette 49 Hope's rosy Morn 36 The happy Travellers — Pyrenees . < 72 The Secret Told 86 My Father's Home 115 The tenderest links are thus suddenly broken 163 It was a glorious scene 222 They are safe — they are safe 237 A scene in Devonshire 265 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. CHAPTER I. INTRODUCTORY OBSERVATIONS. There is no class of peculiarities more important to be considered in the social intercourse of life, than those which belong to temper and temperament. It is not enough for intimate association, that two friends think alike on some of the leading questions of public or private interest. Reasoning from the same facts may bring two or more minds to the same conclusion, and thus persons are apt to imagine there must necessarily be a similarity of character amongst those who are so agreed ; but let the case under consideration be one of personal feeling, and the same individuals will sometimes start off to an immeasurable distance from each other, equally sur- prised and disappointed that it has not been seen and felt by others in the same manner with themselves. To them it is so plain, so evident, so palpable, that a certain good to be attained is the greatest good, that they feel indig- nant at its desirableness being called in question by their B 2 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. friends ; while, on the other hand, the evil they wonld shun, is so certainly an evil, that they are offended at the mistaken individual who has inflicted it upon them as a good. We readily make allowance for the friend whose asthma prevents his climbing with us to the summit of a hill, and even for another whose natural constitution of body renders him incapable of enjoying the heated atmosphere of our favourite room. We wait patiently for the lame guest who cannot keep pace with us in our garden walks, nor do we think of grudging to the invalid visitor, those indulgences which to ourselves would be more punishment than pleasure. This kind of consideration we see prac- tised every day, and we practise it ourselves, only with this reserve — we take care not to set out upon a moun- tainous journey with our asthmatic friend, nor to spend a winter with him who cannot bear a heated room ; and so on with the rest ; bearing, so far as it must be borne, with their peculiarities of constitution, but avoiding, both for their sakes and our own, that personal association which is entirely a matter of choice. Nothing is more various, or more difficult to explain, than the origin of intimacies, both those which grow into friendship, and those which kindle into love. Similarity of taste or of opinion may perhaps be adduced as the most general foundation of the one, and personal liking of the other. Temper and temperament are amongst the last things taken into consideration in both, except so far as an irritable temper may spoil the harmony of a social evening, or a mild one impart softness to an attractive face. It is true that peculiarities of temper and temperament are seldom developed to any great extent under the INTRODUCTORY OBSERVATIONS. 3 smooth complacences of polished society ; but this is no argument against their not being thought about, watched for, and regarded as most important indications, when- ever they do appear ; and still less is it an argument against what these pages are written to illustrate — the necessity of understanding them, and of treating them rationally when circumstances have brought them to our knowledge. Temper is too generally considered only as either bad or good ; while possibly no two individuals in the world would agree in what was really a good or a bad temper as it affected themselves • for as well might the physician endeavour to simplify his treatment of disease, by refer- ring it only to a good or a bad constitution of body, as the moralist, judging only by degree, to pronounce upon temper in this summary and unphilosophical man- ner. And after all, the goodness or the badness of a temper has little to do with its suitablity to our own, for it is quite possible for the serenest of all tempers to pro- voke almost to fury a temper the opposite to itself; and however important it may therefore be to take into account the temper and temperament of others, it is still more so to examine and understand our own. To the man who is open, frank, impetuous, and irri- table, a sullen, sly, and suspicious temper will be the worst ; while to the sullen, if he be at the same time deep- feeling and revengeful, an irritable, bold, and impetuous temper will be the most intolerable. Each of these indi- viduals would, without doubt, and might with some justice, complain of the bad temper of the other ; and it is not difficult to see that the wider they could be separated, the better it would be for their peace of mind. But temper and temperament exist not alone. Each may be qualified b 2 4 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. by some other consideration, and both, whatever be their nature or tendency, may be so cultivated and improved as to harmonize with something that is good. It is a mortifying discovery to find that we have set out on a pedestrian tour with a companion who is lame ; but it does not mend the matter to keep urging him on beyond his speed, or reproaching him because he is unable to keep pace with ourselves. There are diseases of mind as well as body, and ebullitions of unamiable temper are often nothing more than the natural indications of one or both. When symptoms of fever are discovered in the pulse of a sister or a brother, we do everything which affection can suggest to calm and to soothe. When symptoms of irrita- tion of temper appear, it is unnecessary to ask whether the same precautions are resorted to. The irritated person, who has the least power to reason correctly, or to act aright, is always the party most blamed ; and never to have been in a passion one's-self, is, according to general opinion, a far higher merit than never to have provoked one in another. That mismanagement of temper, however, w r hich is so deeply to be regretted in the social and domestic inter- course of life, arises much more from carelessness and want of knowledge of the human mind, than from any other cause ; and the farther the subject is examined — the better it is understood, the more it will be brought home to our sympathies, as requiring the interchange of mutual forbearance between man and man, and the exercise of that tenderness which arises out of a deep sense of our own liability to offend. The question very naturally arises — what is meant by tem- per and temperament ? By the latter I would be understood to mean, in the foundation of human character, something equivalent to the soil of a garden or a field, which pro- INTRODUCTORY OBSERVATIONS. 5 duces some kinds of trees and plants with much greater facility than others ; though it may, by careful and perse- vering cultivation, be made to yield what it would never yield spontaneously ; and by temper I would be under- stood to mean, those occasional manifestations of peculiar temperament, which may be compared to the results pro- duced by atmospheric changes, climate, and culture, oper- ating upon the soil above alluded to, which, though tran- sient in their display, and arising out of accidental causes, still bear a general and necessary analogy to the founda- tion from whence they spring. It is scarcely necessary to say, in a work of this kind, that my aim is to write popularly, rather than scientifically. I would therefore endeavour farther to illustrate my view of the subject of temper and temperament, by describing the latter as denoting that habitual or constitutional ten- dency of character which may be said to lean towards hope or despondency, trust or suspicion, repose or action ; and so on through all the different phases of human existence ; while of the former I would speak as the occa- sional development of such tendency, in a stronger and more decided form, called forth by collision with other natures, or by passing circumstances, whatever they may happen to be. But beyond this question, which relates merely to the meaning of the writer, there naturally arises another of far higher importance relating to the writer's design — a question why the subject is taken up at all, and especially when it is so intricate, so little understood, and so seldom made the object of serious and impartial consideration by the world at large. It is in reality these three reasons for not taking it up, which operate with me in exactly the opposite way. Because it is intricate, I would do my best to make (j TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. it clear, so far at least as relates to its mode of operation upon individuals and society ; because it is little under- stood, I would exhibit in one view some of the most stri- king characters it is accustomed to assume ; and because it is but little regarded by mankind in general, I would endeavour to show how it frequently lies at the root of happiness and of misery, through the whole course of human life. This important subject would be treated to very little purpose, however, if it were not intended to illustrate the importance of early and judicious culture, as relates both to temper and temperament, the equal importance of taking both into account in all the associations entered into with our fellow-beings, and the still greater impor- tance of exercising christian charity, where there is no longer a possibility of amending what it is too late to avoid. CHAPTER II. THE MANAGING WIFE. " There sung a sweet bird in the spring of the year, It sung in the forest, it sung in the grove, So gaily the young lambs they listened to hear; And the song that was sweetest, was ever of love. " It sung of the wild flowers, it sung of the dew, It sung of the sweet-scented blossoms above, It sung of its home, and away the bird flew ; But the song the woods echoed the last, was of love." The words of this simple song rung merrily over a thymy common, as an idle loitering nursemaid strolled along one bright May morning, sometimes placing her burden on the ground, and sinking down herself amongst the soft deep grass, and then again resuming, with every token of endearment, the inert and shapeless bundle, which, but that it was surmounted by a large head, and larger hat, and feather corresponding to the size of both, might have been mistaken for a mass of shawls and pelisses, without any " mortal mixture of earth's mould.' And still that gay carol echoed sweetly from bank and bush, and seemed as if it soothed into complacent silence the dark and heavy boy, whose ruling principle was that of never walking, when there was a possibility of being carried. 8 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. An addition of no great importance to this party, might often be seen in the slight figure of a little girl about one year older than the boy, skimming about, for her feet were so small she scarcely seemed to run, after the gay butter- flies, and not unfrequently losing herself amongst the intricacies of some leafy dell, until the song of the nurse- maid brought her back with her hands full of cowslips to give to the brother, who was already taught by the practical lessons of every day, that whatever was pretty, or whatever was good, was his to demand and to receive. But happily for the community at large, the family of the Grants had no power to appropriate either that fine bold common, or the fresh pure breezes which blew over it ; and other nurses, with other children, were accustomed to resort there on clear May mornings, though none of them sung so sweetly or so often as the nurse who carried Horace Grant. Indeed she was a light-hearted, laughing, silly sort of creature, as ignorant as the birds that echoed her own melody, though at the same time there was a touch of the romantic in many of the foolish tales she told, which gave her as much importance in the eyes of her juvenile companions, as if she had been cognizant of principles, or mistress of learned tongues. It was with feelings bordering upon contempt, that Horace Grant and his sister regarded a very different personage in the capacity of nurse, who often met them in their walks — a sharp, business-like, matter-of-fact sort of woman, who never sung a song, nor told a fairy tale, and who could with difficulty be prevailed upon to sit down for five minutes to gossip with a neighbour, when more im- portant avocations awaited her at home. Her principal charge, too, was extremely different from the Grants — a THE MANAGING WIFE. 9 rosy -faced girl, with quick hazel eyes, arid hair which might be either red or auburn as time should decide. With this little girl the two Grants were fond of playing, while their older companions talked over the news of the day ; and though Lucy Grant alone took an active part in these amusements, the great heavy boy looked on with evident satisfaction depicted in his countenance. On this occasion he managed to mix himself up more than usual in what was going on, and even ventured to demand of the young stranger the same contribution of flowers and feathers which his sister was accustomed with such un- sparing generosity to place within his eager grasp. Lucy Grant was, however, a very different sort of person to trans- act business with, to the little red-haired girl, and no sooner had the young heir-apparent of the Grant family demanded his accustomed tribute from this quarter, than an indignant exclamation burst from the little heroine, and at the same moment seizing the proud plume which hung in massive dignity from the broad hat of her opponent, it was torn in an instant from its hold, and the hat itself hurled down into the brook, beside which the children had been playing. In another moment the two nurses had pounced upon their respective property, and the epithet u naughty !" pronounced with extreme emphasis, was abundantly be- stowed on every hand, though nobody knew exactly to whom it belonged, only that Lucy Grant, being accustomed on every occasion to more than her share of blame, burst into tears of absolute terror, believing herself as usual to be the greatest offender. Had any one watched the countenance of the dark heavy boy under the indignity which he yet wanted energy to resent, they would have seen a brooding vengeance, 10 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. almost terrific in the features of one so young. But no one was near who understood enough of human nature either to notice the indications of such a spirit, or to know how it ought to be treated ; and the two parties separated, the nursemaid of the Grants going muttering home the whole way about the "naughty little girl," the " naughty nurse," the " naughty people," and, if she could have embodied the sentiment in words, she would have added the " naughty world," that could allow her darling boy to be injured in so tender a point as the beautiful feather of his new hat. Very different was the state of feeling in which the offending party returned. Rather than take home her charge in the vociferous and screaming condition in which she was sometimes deposited in her mother's arms, the nurse belonging to the establishment of Major Vining endeavoured, and not without success, to soothe her little charge into a state of self-complacency by no means foreign to her nature ; for often when most conscious of having done wrong, the fair and blooming Harriet would wear the sweetest smiles, and talk and prattle in a manner so winning, acting so entirely up to that standard which in the nursery is called " good," that a stranger would have suspected her to have been recently exhibiting in her own person a pattern of all excellence, rather than offending, as it must be confessed she often did, against every feeling of kindness and of common respect. In short, Harriet Vining was not inaptly denominated by her father, a " perfect little vixen ;" but, unlike some of the most distinguished individuals who have figured under this head, she had not unfrequently a prudent regard for consequences, so that the violence of her passion was no sooner expended, than she began to think of her own THE MANAGING WIFE. ] 1 position as a culprit, and how she might best be restored to favour, and secured from punishment. There were two methods by which this happy result was almost invariably insured ; — by quietness as regarded her father, for not to disturb him in his own person was the highest merit Major Vining had ever imagined in his children ; and by coaxing, and an excessive display of nursery goodness, towards her mother ; for as Mrs. Vining lived almost entirely in this department of her household, and was naturally sickly and weak-spirited, very much younger than her husband, and what the world calls one of the most devoted of mothers, the good humour of her children naturally went a long way with her — poor woman ! — and their endearments still farther. Major Vining was a hot-tempered, prompt, authoritative man, who having spent the greatest portion of his life in active service, with numbers under his command, and having been accustomed to regulate his men as a master- workman regulates machinery, had no other idea of good government, than that of maintaining order ; and no other idea of maintaining order, than by the word of command. Thus, to despise his authority was to commit the one unpardonable sin ; while to obey, and to be quiet, constituted with him the highest merit. It will readily be supposed, that the society of such a father was more irksome than agreeable to his children, and that the summons which released them from his presence, to scamper upstairs to the nursery at the top of the house, was sometimes hailed with a joy beyond the power of prudence wholly to suppress, until the time when it might be appropriately indulged. Still the example of such a father, foreign as he was to all inti- macy with his children, did not pass daily before their 12 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. eyes, without its effect. They saw that to rule with undis- puted authority, was to possess always the power of enjoy- ing oneself in one's own way, without regard to others ; and they some of them soon began to long for the time when they also should possess authority. Harriet Vining, the oldest, and the little red-haired girl already described, was not slow to imbibe ideas of this description. Inheriting along with her father's com- plexion, his constitutional tendency to prompt and decisive action, she was a quick recipient of all those ideas arising out of the delights of domination ; and while, perhaps from constitutional resemblance, she called forth more of playful tenderness from her father than was exercised towards any other person, she on her part looked up to liim as the most honourable, and the most enviable of human beings, and as such she freely rendered to him the greatest amount of respect. But it was not from her father alone, that Harriet learned the lessons which were to influence her future life. Up stairs in that high nursery, there sat a listless, feeble, bending figure — feeble both in body and mind ; one who, if she had been placed upon a throne, would inevitably have fallen off, even though she had been bolstered up on every side. Those who are too helpless to stand alone, have always a sort of wounded feeling about them, owing to the many slights, and bruises, and buffetings they receive in mixing with the more active and important elements of society; and therefore, especially to them, any little passing kindness, from whatever source, is sure to be acceptable, because it soothes for the time the wounds under which, they continually suffer. Towards such a mother, it was perfectly natural that self-interest should dictate to Harriet Vining the expe- THE MANAGING WIFE. 13 diency of exhibiting all the coaxing, and all the fondness, of which she was capable ; but while her mother was the happy subject of her infant caresses, there was already growing in her heart a secret contempt for one who could allow herself to be so helpless, and inefficient, and con- sequently so looked down upon by others; for children are quick in their perceptions of the moral relations of different members of a household, and eyes less discern- ing than Harriet's, might have perceived that " poor Mrs. Vining," as her best friends were apt to call her, was nobody in her own house. But already another party, much more important in their own esteem, are awaiting the consideration of the patient reader, and there sits Master Grant upon his mother's knee, listening with lordly indignation to the recital of his nurse, who details to the angry lady, every particular of the story of the feather, with sundry addi- tions of her own, such as would not be unlikely to occur to one whose narrations to her little auditors had always more of the false than the true ; and always, too, had some- thing to stir up feeling of one kind or other, no matter to her whether it was right or wrong, so long as she amused herself and others by getting up something like a scene. i\nd now Mrs. Grant, who was a very important woman, sat in judgment upon the little culprit, her neighbour's child ; and w T hile the torn feather and the bent hat lay silent witnesses upon the floor before her, and Lucy looked up into her mother's face with an expression of perfect awe depicted on her own, the heinousness of pas- sion and sin of every kind was set forth by the offended parent, who never felt the full force of either, so much as when they happened to be exercised to the injury of her or hers. 14 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. Mrs. Grant was a widow, and that might in some decree account for the concentration of interest with which she regarded her only son, the heir to considerable property, and who, born a few weeks after the death of his father, might very reasonably engage the tenderest feelings of his sole remaining parent. But beyond this circumstance, the affections of Mrs. Grant had naturally a very limited range, though, like a pent-up stream, they were strong in proportion. She had loved her husband with a feeling bordering upon devotion, and she now loved her fatherless boy in the same manner. Perhaps she loved herself, too, and most persons would have called her a selfish woman ; but since, in all personal consider- ations, there was one being whose gratification was regarded more than her own, there remained a redeeming feature in her character, not always found to set against the sins of the selfish. A casual observer of Mrs. Grant in her widow's weeds, contemplating that tall, dark, and somewhat hard-featured woman, would scarcely have suspected her of loving any- thing ; and certainly there was little of tenderness at any time mingled with her fondest emotions. She had herself been brought up in a stern, hard school, and even in early life knew nothing of those gentle endearments which fur- nish a natural and salutary outlet for the overflowing affec- tions of youth ; and thus in later life, when she would willingly have died to save, she was wholly ignorant how to soothe, the being she most loved. Her little daughter felt this more than any one, for the cold answer, and the harsh rebuke, had so often chilled the warm emotions of her young spirit, that already a shadow seemed to have fallen over her dark-blue eyes ; but it might be only from the long eyelashes, which, like THE MANAGING WIFE, 15 her hair, were "black as the raven's wing, and gave to her countenance, in connection with an unusually pale com- plexion, an expression of premature thoughtfulness, bor- dering upon melancholy. It was strange indeed, that the partial mother should turn away so often with compara- tive indifference from this little meek appealing child, whose eyes were so full of tenderness that they wept both for joy and sorrow. And joy enough she had sometimes, in her own humble way — joy in the bright sunshine, and the gay flowers — joy in the wide common, the pure breeze, and the green leaves, that cast their nickering shadows in the woodland brook — joy in the cuckoo's song, and in all the jocund melodies of spring — and joy in her own little heart, already schooled in the deep wisdom of ministering to others' joy. It was strange, that neither the mother nor the nurse thought much of this little tender- spirited child, always ready as she was to fetch and carry, and do everything required of her, but most ready to do what she thought would please her brother, the all-important object of her mother's partial love. To him, and to his good, she was taught, as one of her first duties, to refer every action of her life ; and, had not another voice been heard sometimes to whisper in the secret of her heart, she might have grown up with the idea that neither good nor evil were so of themselves, and in their own nature, but only as they affected the wishes and the well-being of Horace Grant. It is not pretended that such a mode of reasoning was actually taught through the medium of words. Mrs. Grant was a woman of generally acknowledged talent, and she knew better than to speak absurdities to any one. She failed, however, sufficiently to consider that absurdi- ties may be acted, as well as spoken — that those around 1§ TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. us, and particularly the young, are often influenced by what we do, in a manner diametrically opposite from what they would be, were our words alone their guide. But what could there be, the stranger naturally asks, in that giant boy, to call forth so much devoted tenderness — with his large sleepy eyes, his pouting lips, and his limbs too massive for exertion ? The fact was, the poor child was over-fed, over-nursed, over-petted. It was no fault of his, that his appetite was pampered until he scarcely knew what healthy hunger was. It was no fault of his, that his wishes were consulted, until he scarcely had a wish at all. It was no fault of his, that every- thing was made easy to him, until he never felt himself at ease. It was no fault of his, that his selfishness was ministered unto, until he lost all pleasure in himself. The three things he most wanted were, a little spare diet, exercise, and wholesome discipline. Had Horace Grant known these in early life, he might have been a noble and a happy man ; for, even as it was, there were dawnings of a better nature about him, and heart-warm smiles that sometimes dimpled over his face, and bright beaming looks so full of intelligence and truth, that the mother who ruined such a boy ought to have taken shame to her- self for her miscalculating indulgence. If, however, the countenance of the boy was capable of being thus enlivened, it was equally capable of a shade too dark for expression — a something like absolute blackness, which came over it for a moment, making him almost terrific in his power to resist or to revenge; and Lucy always quailed before this look in her brother, and crept away from him, as if at such times his good angel had deserted him and her. It was not passion which called forth this expression of countenance in the boy, for he had THE MANAGING WIFE. 17 scarcely sufficient energy to be called passionate. It was like the stirring of some deep and latent fire, that might in after-life awaken into passion ; and once or twice, in his short experience, it had already shown to what desperate lengths he was capable of being impelled by its momentary influence. Once, in particular, his sister's life was endan- gered by his violence, but the next moment his better feelings returned, and he kissed and hung about her so fondly, that he was more than forgiven, and loved even better than before. Thus lived and grew the children of these two families. Their lives, of course, were chequered by many circum- stances, differing widely in nature and in consequence from what are here recorded ; but, as these may be said to have chiefly constituted the foundation of those peculiarities of Temper and Temperament about to be traced out, it is sufficient to have dwelt upon them alone, leaving others to be supposed to have existed, according to the common course of human affairs. 18 CHAPTER III. The glad season of the summer-holidays came not more pleasantly to any of the thousands then set free from school, than to Horace Grant and his sister, with whom every half-year's separation seemed to increase their delight in each other's society ; and now they wandered together over the thymy common, where their infant feet had strayed, and recalled the old familiar songs they used to listen to in those seemingly far-off days. And often did they laugh, to think that such songs had afforded them so much delight, for Lucy was becoming skilled in the art of music herself; and all the fashionable sayings and doings of the boarding-school in town to which she had been sent, were beginning to take effect upon her hitherto unsophis- ticated mind, though she still thought the country, each time of returning to it, as beautiful as ever, and her own brother the very prince of all fine boys. And Horace Grant was in reality a fine boy, though cast in something of herculean mould, and not so agile as he was muscular and powerful. His mind, too, partook of the same character, slow in its operations, but deep- thinking, and capable of indelible impressions. On first mixing with other boys at school, he had narrowly escaped obtaining the character of an intolerable dunce ; but ambi- tion having fired the latent energies of his character, he became more ardent and determined in his pursuit of THE MANAGING WIFE. 19 knowledge than any one of his companions. In fact, he was a boy who needed only a sufficient motive, to have made him anything he chose to be ; and, had not the free exercise of his strong intellect been hindered by a host of morbid sensibilities, Horace Grant might have been a leading and an efficient man in whatever station he had filled. The brother and the sister, as they now roamed together, their heads filled with ideas originating in associations so different from those of their childhood, might well look back with smiles to the bygone days, when to listen to a nurse's ditty was one of their chief delights ; they might well smile, for they neither of them knew how much the^ wild sweet voice of this nurse, the liberty of that open common, the flowers they gathered on its sloping sides, the play of the young lambs in the broomy dells, the warbling of the birds, and all the beautiful, the glad, and harmonious associations which nature afforded them in their summer rambles, had to do with originating trains of thought and feeling, without which the whole aspect of human life would have been to them both comparatively barren, and devoid of interest. They might smile at those old songs, but Lucy never sung with half so much effect herself, as when she threw open her whole heart to these early impressions, and, forgetting the piano, the music- master, and the crowded school-room, went back in idea to all the sweet influences of nature, as they had surrounded the home of her infancy ; they might smile, too, at those fairy tales, by which every drop of dew was accounted for, as well as every flower and blade of grass ; but the young scholar never felt his mind so refreshed and invigorated, as when, rejecting this nursery lore, he still pursued a similar train of thought, looking from the material to the c 2 20 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. spiritual — from the palpable and perishable, to the invisible and eternal. There was much, too, in the strong sense and intelligent mind of their mother, which had produced in the little Grants an intellectual tendency of character beyond what many of their young friends evinced. It was in her moral training alone, that Mrs. Grant was in fault ; and thus she exhibited in her own character, what is not unfrequently observed in clever women, a total incapacity for managing her children ; while, on the other hand, there are many women whose pretensions to talent are extremely limited, possessing a degree of moral influence justly envied by all who have the training of youth. " And now," said Lucy to her brother on the day of their first long ramble together, "you must tell me your secret. This is the quietest spot in the whole valley. Let us sit down together by the side of the brook." It was indeed a secluded and delightful retreat which Lucy had chosen; but Horace looked round not altogether satisfied, for there was an idle loitering boy not far distant, and Bruno, the great Newfoundland dog, his constant companion, started every moment, and pricked his ears, as if he too suspected some impertinent intrusion. u Never mind him \" said Lucy, looking round; "it is only that idle boy of old Dawson's. He is Climbing up the side of the common, he will soon be out of sight." u Let us wait until he is ?" replied her brother, and they sauntered on towards a spot where the waters of the brook, hemmed in by higher banks, were said to be deep and dangerous. " I know a place here," said Horace, " where nobody can find us ;" and, pleased with the adventure, he led his sister by the hand from stone to stone, sometimes crossing THE MANAGING WIFE. 21 the brook, and at other times clambering up amongst the bushes, until at last they found themselves close by the margin of a little lake or pool, where the water was so deep as no longer to break into ripples as it flowed. Lucy was delighted with the retreat, and Horace proud to have conducted her with safety to such a place. So they both sat down with extreme complacency, a little interrupted on the weaker side, by the idea that there must at least be a shadow of danger, where the stream looked so deep, and the banks so high. This idea, how- ever, she was prudent enough to keep to herself ; and when her brother had brought her a large flat stone for her feet, and spread his handerchief for her to sit down upon, she felt too happy to allow any thought of danger to interfere with her serenity. The story now began. It was a long school history of injury and wrong committed on the part of a certain young Berkeley, who it seemed was the class and play rival of Horace, equally able from his quickness and intelligence to compete with him in the acquisition of learning, as, from his activity and skill, to contest with him the palm of victory in every boyish exercise. " At first," said Horace, " I liked young Berkeley. He seemed to be a frank open-hearted fellow, and if he would but have kept his place, I believe I should have liked him still. But, somehow or other, he seems to have got up a party on his side, who back him in everything he does." " And have not you a party on yours ?" asked Lucy, with profound interest. " To be sure I have," replied her brother ; " and fine bovs thev are, too. But, let me see — there's one — two — three — four, on my side, leaving this quarter. And that's not all, either. I don't care to be equal. I must stand 22 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. first — I must bring young Berkeley down, for I hate him, Lucy — I hate him with all my heart." As Horace Grant said this, his sister almost started from his side, for there came over his countenance that dark and fierce expression which it had occasionally worn even in childhood. It passed away, however, in a moment, and he would have resumed his story, but that the loosen- ing of some earth on the top of the bank, and the rolling of a few pebbles down into the bed of the stream, startled both the narrator and the listener to their feet, not, how- ever, so soon as Bruno had darted up the bank, where he now growled in a manner which indicated to Horace the certainty of some one being near. Heedless of the situa- tion of poor Lucy, he too scrambled up amongst the bushes, and she soon heard the loud voice of authority from her brother threatening some one, whom she supposed to be the boy they had before seen — to shoot if he dared. It was a frightful and ominous threat, and Lucy was pre- paring to escape as she could, when the discharge of a gun, almost immediately overhead, arrested her progress. It was followed by the loud howling of a dog, and immediately afterwards a crackling amongst the bushes, and a heavy plunge in the water below her feet. " Bruno! poor Bruno, they have killed him!" exclaimed Lucy in her terror. But, no. The dog was still howling above. " Lend me your shawl — bonnet-strings — anything," said a voice beside her, and immediately she saw the figure of the boy plunging in the stream. The next moment it was rolling over and over, and the next gliding rapidly onward with the head towards a place where the water dashed down with violence into the course of a mill- stream. THE MANAGING WIFE. 23 " Fetch him, Bruno — fetch him!" was the next cry that Lucy heard ; but Bruno was bleeding and lame, and slow to obey his master's voice. " I must save him myself V exclaimed Horace ; and he sprang into the water, determined, if he could not effect his purpose, to perish with the victim of his own vengeance. Lucy would have covered her face with her hands, but she was already blinded by her intense agony. She knew not which was uppermost, nor whether either or both were likely to be saved. She heard only the splash of the water, and saw nothing but a confusion of foam and spray; into which the great dog was plunging eagerly enough, now that he knew his master was there. " Good Bruno ! cried Lucy, recovering her presence of mind, and calling to the dog at the highest pitch of her voice — " fetch him out — fetch him out." In another minute the dog was actually on the bank with his teeth so riveted in the thick folds of his master's dress, that he was able to drag his heavy burden to the side of the water. Here Horace soon recovered himself, and as he had succeeded in clenching the arm of the boy, they were both restored to safety before any very material injury had been sustained. It was some time, however, before the boy, who had been longest in the water, was so far restored as to allay the fears of Lucy and her brother. They were too far from any house, to seek assistance from others j and their own little store of knowledge and experience suggested nothing very likely to be effectual in such a case. Lucy trembled so violently, that she could scarcely hold her handkerchief to wipe the wet hair away from the brow and temples of the boy; and Horace, almost paralyzed 24? TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. with horror, stood by, a helpless spectator of the scene. At last nature proved more efficient than poor Lucy's skill. The boy began to look about him, wondering where he was, and in a few minutes was able to rise from the ground by the assistance of his companions. Supported between the brother and the sister, young Dawson was carefully conducted to his father's cottage on the side of the common, where, happily for them, the mother and the younger children only were at home, for everybody knew the father to be a man of stern and vin- dictive temper, and the idea of meeting him, of all people in the world, under such circumstances, was even more alarming to Lucy than her mother's anticipated anger. Mrs. Dawson, like her husband, was not much addicted to the exercise either of meekness or charity ; but having no idea on the present occasion of more than a common accident having occurred to her son, her concern for his welfare gave place to the favourable opportunity thus afforded her of reprimanding him for those idle and vagrant habits, which, as she not unfrequently reminded him, would never come to any good. " Let us leave them now," said Horace to his sister, for he too began to feel the uncomfortable effects of his drip- ping clothes ; and they set out accordingly to pursue their way home, Lucy endeavouring by all the means she could think of to support the drooping spirits of her brother, and he receiving all she had to offer in unbroken silence. " You know you could not help it, Horace, dear. It was no fault of yours," she repeated many times. At last her brother stood still, and looking directly in her face, " Lucy," said he, " I could have helped it. It was my fault, and mine entirely," THE MANAGING WIFE. 25 w I don't believe it," replied Lucy. " It is only the May you have of thinking yourself always unlucky, that makes you say so." " I will tell you," continued Horace, " exactly how it was. As soon as I had got to the top of the bank, I saw that idle impudent fellow standing there pointing his gun at Bruno, and the dog growling, as well he might. I called to the boy instantly to put down his gun, and with that Bruno growled more and more. You heard what hap- pened next. He actually fired — fired at my dog j and I sent him over the bank with one blow, for he was laughing and grinning as if he thought he had done a wonderfully clever thing." " Then you did push him into the water on purpose," exclaimed Lucy, turning very pale. " I did," replied her brother. " Let us go back and tell the truth," said Lucy. " We have not told a he," observed her brother. " No ; because we have not been asked," said Lucy. Bat let us go now, dear Horace, and tell all." " Perhaps we had better," said her brother. " But I am so wet and cold, and I thought another time might do just as well as now." " In the mean time the story will all get out," said Lucy. This view of the subject seemed to bring it home to her brother in a more forcible manner, and he turned back with his sister, determined to tell not only the truth, but the whole truth ; a resolution which he had no doubt he should be more than rewarded for, by the generous for- giveness of the whole family, and perhaps by the gratitude of the injured party. Alas ! how the young miscalculate the effect of their best efforts in relation to others ; and 26 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. how important it becomes, to teach them in early life not to look for reward in doing what is simply and clearly their duty. Horace Grant considered himself a great and magnani- mous individual, as he retraced his steps to the cottage ; and his sister imbibed somewhat of the same feeling, walking, in her own idea, by the side of a hero. Arrived at the open door, they heard loud and angry voices within ; but they walked straight in notwithstanding, and Horace commenced his speech. "Mrs. Dawson," he said, "we have come back to tell you "— " Don't tell me ! n exclaimed the furious mother, to whom her son had already related the whole history of his disaster. " Don't come here with any of your fine stories. You might have been the death of my poor boy, for any- thing you cared — that you might. But I'll have it all settled, gentleman as you think yourself." Horace was confounded at this reception, but Lucy stepped forward, her cheek alternately crimson, and then pale as ashes j and while her eye flashed with a spirit beyond what she had -ever exhibited before, she persisted in asserting the claims of her brother at least to be heard, stating again and again, what to her was the redeeming feature of the case, that her brother had sprung into the water, and risked his own life for that of the boy. The eloquence of Mrs. Dawson, however, proved quite too much for poor Lucy ; and, bursting into a flood of tears, she turned away with her indignant brother, to leave the house. They had not proceeded many yards, before a low whis- pering voice was heard beside them, saying, very softly — " Don't mind mother. She doesn't mean any harm ; " THE MANAGING WIFE. 27 and, turning round, they saw a little girl who had been present at their late interview, and whose heart had been so melted by Lucy's heavy grief, that she could not resist the natural impulse of endeavouring to soothe it by what means she could. "Don't mind mother," then she continued to say. " She won't do anything to hurt you. Father is the worst ; but I'll tell him all myself before he sees George. I'll wait upon the common till he comes home, and pretend I'm seeking daisies for little Jane. u Oh ! thank you, and bless you a thousand times ! " said Lucy, throwing her arms round the little girl, and kissing her check. "My brother did not in , I don't mean that either; for he did push George down the bank, but he jumped into the water after him ; indeed he did, the next minute, and but for the dog he would have been drowned, there is no doubt. I am sure he would not hurt a hair of his head. Would you, Horace dear ? " Horace had not a word to say, so completely had he been taken by surprise on his return to the cottage ; so completely, too, did he now see the consequences of his own ungoverned passion, for the angry mother had threatened to have him called up before the magistrates, and all sorts of horrible things, so that the little girl who had stolen out to assure him there was no actual danger, appeared in his eyes almost like an angel of mercy sent to his rescue. Still he had no words at command, by which he might have expressed his thanks ; and gazing intently upon her, he took out a shilling from his pocket, and would have put it into her hand, as she was turning away. " Oh dear ! " said the child, looking into his face. " I did not want anything of that kind." But the shilling 28 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. was very tempting, and already her little hand was opened to receive it, when suddenly a grave look came over her face, and, retreating a few steps, she said, in a tone of voice which might have belonged to a much older person, " Better not — better not now. I don't want father to say you gave me a shilling to take your part." " You are right/' said Horace, putting back the money ; but while his heart was so full, that tears actually glistened in his eyes, he found no other words to express his grati- tude, but silently walked on, leaving his juvenile bene- factress to manage her own and his affairs as she deemed best for both. " How I should like to do something for that little girl/' said Lucy, when they had walked a considerable distance without speaking. " I should like to send her to school/' exclaimed Horace, with unusual warmth; "to take her quite away from that horrid family, into some distant country, and marry her when she was old enough.'' Lucy looked inquiringly into her brother's face. She either had not heard, or did not quite understand him, nor did he think it worth while explaining what he had said, for he was busily pursuing his own meditations, which were quite independent of her ; for it so happened with this brother and sister, as it not unfrequently does with others, that Horace was the one being in the world to Lucy — associated with, if not the principal in, all her visions of the future; while she on her part formed no item in his calculations, whatever they might be ; — if of travelling, for that was now his favourite idea, Lucy was never imagined to be his companion ; and if of glory, there was no illustrious part that Lucy would be likely to act upon the great theatre of human life. She was neces- THE MANAGING WIFE. 29 sary — nay, even pleasant to him for the time being ; for there was a soft and soothing influence about her, which suited well his too often ruffled temper ; and when rivalry, and jarring, and annoyance assailed him in the more public walks of life, solitude and his sister Lucy were like thoughts of balm that healed his wounded spirit. 30 CHAPTER IV. The family of the Vinings occupied a pleasant little villa, within half a mile of the Grants ; their style of living was very much the same, they breathed the same atmosphere, traced the same walks, and associated in a great measure with the same society. It has already been seen that the children played together on the same common; and it might therefore, with some reason, be supposed, that Harriet Vining would possess the same deep thoughts and feelings for which the Grants were so remarkable to those who knew them intimately. No one who looked into the face of Harriet Vining, however, could suspect her of feelings too deep for her peace of mind. She was growing extremely pretty, for she had the loveliest complexion imaginable ; and her father was particularly delighted with a sort of prompt, pert manner, by which she made her own way, without much regarding the feelings of others. He only regretted she was not a boy, for in that case, he said, she would have been the very counterpart of himself : and say what people will against themselves, there is always a natural sort of yearning tenderness and partiality for any living represen- tation of themselves, especially when it appears in a younger and more attractive form. Her father's character and influence, however, were not THE MANAGING WIFE. 31 all from which Harriet received the bias of her own. If the little Grants derived something of their imaginative turn from an idle and indulgent nurse, gifted with no other talent than that of telling fanciful stories, and singing so sweetly that abler judges than themselves would often stop to listen to her music ; their little neighbour, Miss Vining, was perhaps equally influenced by a nurse of a widely different character, an old favourite in the family, who, from the natural inability of the lady of the house to take any active part in its internal economy, had gradually become a sort of general manager, not only of the inferior servants, but of the mother and the children, and some- times, it would seem, of Major Vining himself; for few even were bold enough to oppose Rebecca's plans, though there might have often been observed an under-current of dis- satisfaction running through the household, exhibiting itself in the pouting lip, and the frowning brow, and making itself audible in the angry shutting of a door, and the tones of a voice whose murmurs died away in the distant hall. It may readily be supposed there was no poetry in Eebecca's nature, no time for music, no toleration of fairy tales. All was business, promptitude, and despatch. Indeed, Rebecca's idea of harmony of sound extended no farther than the keeping time of culinary operations with the stroke of the kitchen clock : and as to that of beauty, it was pretty much confined to a red and white complexion, clean stockings, close - fitting shoes, hats and bonnets newly trimmed, and all the other items which usually fill up the housewife's catalogue of smart and handsome things. Motives and moral feelings were not only foreign to Rebecca's understanding under their proper names, but foreign in themselves, so far as they might have served for 32 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. subjects of calculation in the exercise of her discipline in the nursery department of Major Vining's house. " Do as you are bid/' and " Don't dirty your frock/' might be said to comprise nearly the whole of Rebecca's creed, as laid down for the benefit of those under her care, amongst whom the breaking of a bonnet string was treated as a subject of far greater importance than the breaking of a promise. Nor was the influence of Major Vining in his own household of a nature sufficiently different from that of Rebecca, to counteract its peculiar tendency. With regard to his portion of domestic discipline, the whole might be summed up in his favourite expression — " A word, and a blow /' which he believed to be a sovereign prescription in all cases of disorder, rebellion, and delinquency of every kind. He would have been very much surprised had he been told that his system of government operated no farther than the surface or appearance of things — to evade the word, and escape the blow, being the only motives it called into exercise ; for so long as his presence imposed silence wherever he went, and each of those individual rules were strictly observed, to the transgression of which he had attached the penalty of flagellation, he did not see how any man could govern a family better than he did, or, in other words, how any father could be more pro- foundly respected, or implicitly obeyed. One thing, however, was wanting to his perfect satisfac- tion, which even his good management had no power to supply — sufficiency of means for the education and future establishment of the numbers who sat around his table, all hungry, healthy, eager to enjoy, and having little thought or care for anything beyond what might be seen, felt, eaten, or possessed by themselves. THE MANAGING WIFE. 33 The family of Major Vining was by no means a sin- gular one. The world is in a great measure made up of such families — of children j ust fed and clothed, and taught to spell and read, and left in all other things to take their chance, though each having brought into the world some peculiar temperament, is naturally predisposed to receive from surrounding circumstances, a bias of character which ends not with the present life. The temperament of Harriet Vining was like her father's, sanguine and fiery, but extremely volatile. She possessed an open, frank, and what is generally called, good disposi- tion ; and had her moral faculties been cultivated in early life, had she been taught to examine her own motives, and to study the feelings of others, she might have been rendered in her own character, and without difficulty or pain, all which it required the severe discipline of a lifetime to effect. But now a great change had come over the prospects of the Vinings, and all was bustle and excitement within their establishment. It had been frequently recommended to Mrs. Vining to try the effect of change of climate upon her shattered and feeble constitution ; and the husband, dismayed at the sight of his last Christmas bills, many of them unpaid at the midsummer holidays, had determined upon making the experiment of a cheaper mode of living in the south of France. With this journey before them, the Vinings became objects of greater interest in their immediate neighbour- hood, than they had ever been before ; and the young people having prevailed upon their father to allow them to give a juvenile party before the holidays were over, invita- tions were sent out so liberally, that no single apartment in the house was of dimensions commensurate with the occasion. It was therefore agreed that the whole enter- D S4- TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. tainment should be conducted upon a lawn near the house, and the weather being unusually fine, all the different pre- parations for this important event were conducted with the utmost confidence of success. r 'We shall all be so happy!" cried Harriet, clapping her hands with exultation as she ran from one scene of action to another, sometimes helping Rebecca, and some- times contending with her brothers, until a word and a blow from Major Vining settled the point in her favour. " We shall be all so happy ! " she repeated, running down into the valley, and across the stream, and up the garden walk to Mrs. Grant's, to talk with Lucy about the adjust, ment of her dress. " We shall all be so happy ! " she exclaimed again. " Yes," said Lucy, " if everybody can be kept in good humour." " Oh ! leave that to me," said Harriet, laughing. a I have no fear of that. You know it is my birthday, and I shall not allow anybody to look sad." Lucy shook her head. " What do you mean ? " continued Harriet. " Don't you believe me, when I talk of making everybody be in a good humour ? " " I believe," replied Lucy, " that you will do your best, and better, I dare say, than I should do myself; but some peoplecan't be made to be in good humour, unless theylike." " Leave that to me," said Harriet, again laughing, and looking more sure than ever of her powers. " Don't go just yet," said Lucy, seeing her rise to go away. " There is one thing I want to say to you, but I hardly know how. It is about dear Horace. I am so afraid your brothers, or somebody should speak to him about — about " — THE MANAGING WIFE. 35 * Ah ! I know what you mean," exclaimed Harriet — "that awkward affair of young Dawson, which has got abroad so much. You may leave that to me, too. I can manage that, for I'll tell my brothers on no account to mention it." " Stay," said Lucy, recollecting that this might possibly be the most effectual means of defeating her own ends. u Stay, Harriet ! On second thoughts, it seems to me, that you had better not mention the subject at all. The sooner it is forgotten altogether, the better ; and charging hem not to name it, might only bring it to their minds." " Leave it to me — leave it to me," repeated Harriet, as she ran hastily down the garden- walk again, while Lucy looked after her, wishing from her heart she had never mentioned so delicate a subject to one who evidently could not enter into any of the deep and melancholy feelings with which she had regarded it, ever since witnessing the hold it had upon her brother's peace of mind. Harriet Vining was true to her purpose. She had undertaken to manage an awkward affair, and she set about it in the following manner. " Now, boys," she said, addressing her brothers, and holding up her finger as a sign of the authority vested in her own person — " Now, boys, mind what I say. We are not going to have any nonsense talked this evening about drowning young Dawson in the mill stream. You all know what sort of temper Horace Grant has, and if you mould dare to mention this subject in his hearing, I should not wonder but he would drown you. So mind what I say, and be good boys ! " And with a solemn shake of the head, and a close knit- ting of her fair brow, Harriet turned away, really believing she had managed this point well. It so happened, how- d 2 36 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. ever, that she had revived in the recollection of her bro- thers a subject they would in all probability never have thought of again, but for her threat and caution ; and it so happened, too, with all her authority, and all her good management, there was nothing her brothers liked to do half so well, as that precise thing she had told them not to do. Thus, before her charge had been fully delivered, they had already begun to pinch one another, and wink, and whisper into the neighbouring ear — " Let's plague him well." So that by the time their sister had turned away to attend to the settlement of other business, they were firmly united in a cordial and hearty resolve to make all the mischief they could out of an affair in which they had never taken any interest before ; and as to their sister's threat, that Horace Grant would execute summary justice upon them, they dared him to attempt it — that they did ! and right valiant fellows they had all become before Horace Grant appeared. The weather still continued beautiful, and the day of the party was most propitious. Harriet Yining, at the suggestion of Lucy Grant, had dressed her hair with a wreath of white roses, well suited to her complexion, and the bright flashing of her hazel eyes, which sometimes called for a softening accompaniment, and never more so than now ; for the bustle of the preparation was to her almost as delightful as the idea of her more perfect triumph in being the queen of the festivities of the evening. " I had no idea Harriet was so pretty," said Horace to his sister, when he first saw her flitting about amongst her guests. " I always thought her pretty," replied Lucy, " if she would only be a little more gentle and quiet." // / / / '- ' LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF ILLINOIS THE MANAGING WIFE. 37 " She is just like some glad spirit, sent upon earth to make everybody happy/' continued Horace, still gazing with admiration — " Why should she be quiet ?" " Why, indeed ! " replied Lucy, " if her errand is to diffuse happiness j but, dear Horace, I don't think such happiness is your's or mine." There was not, perhaps, of all the merry party gathered on that lovely green, any but the Grants who either thought or spoke of happiness as an abstract idea. The flowers, the cake, the dresses, and the dancing, filled every other mind ; but the Grants had always a certain touch of the romantic in their's, which gave a colouring to everything they saw, and often a pathos to what others scarcely felt. Thus they seldom blended easily or well with ordinary society, and especially the brother was apt to stand aloof, musing and sad, when he ought to have been most cheerful, and at the same time feeling mortified with himself that he was not so. It could not be said of Lucy Grant that she was not easy, for there was perfect grace, blended with simplicity, in all her movements j but with her the very sensitiveness of her nature, combined with the consciousness of infe- riority instilled into her mind in early childhood, rendered her rather shrinking than bashful, and rather humble- minded than morbidly melancholy. There was, therefore, a wide difference between her state of feeling and that of her brother, in mixing with society. Encouraged by kind attention, and not in the slightest degree mortified by neglect, Lucy was always ready to make herself agreeable ; while her brother, wanting that facility of adaptation which belongs more properly to the female sex, and yet possessed of a somewhat over-estimate of his own import- ance, generally bore about with him a painful sense of 38 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. not being properly appreciated, which excited a wounded feeling against the world, not unfrequently vented in poetical effusions, which his sister considered scarcely, if at all, inferior to those of Byron himself. On the present happy occasion, such was the general gaiety and freedom from all restraint, and such the good humour which prevailed, that even Horace caught the infection, and Lucy forgot that she ought to be giving place to more honourable guests. Nothing, it may well be supposed, could exceed the triumph of Harriet Vining, who believed that all this gaiety and delight was attribut- able to her good management, and to the fact of her being the queen of the entertainment. But as the vanity of woman was never yet entirely satisfied by public triumph, even this merry girl was more merry, because she found that Horace Grant at last had fairly thrown aside his reserve, and was mixing with the party, and making him- self, as he could when perfectly at ease, both entertaining and agreeable in the extreme. " I had no idea he could be so pleasant \" was whis- pered from one to another, as Horace, with his dark eyes flashing animation, passed from one group to another, until at last he became quite popular, and looked almost as triumphant as Harriet herself. Indeed, so striking was his whole appearance, so different from the dull gloomy look he was accustomed to wear, when inactive and unin- terested in what was passing around him, that no one seemed to observe how he was dodged about by the little boys of the Vining family, who every now and then — valiant fellows as they were ! — pushed the youngest fairly against him, and then ran away as fast as their legs could carry them. " Have you anything to say to me?" said Horace, on THE MANAGING WIFE, 39 one of these occasions, when the boy had been pushed so as almost to throw him down. And the little fellow looked so conscious, that Horace asked him again, for there was a mischievous meaning in his eye, which very naturally awakened a feeling of curiosity. Still the boy hesitated, and still Horace felt sure there was something — some fun, he had no doubt, " in the wind," as people say. " Out with it, my good fellow V* said he — " here's six- pence for your thoughts." The boy looked rather puzzled about the sixpence, but he took it nevertheless ; and then pushing himself back from Horace with the other hand, as if wishing to be more at liberty for instantaneous escape, he called out as he tore himself away, in a voice loud enough for many of the party to hear — " Who drowned young Dawson ?" Had a thunder-peal at that moment resounded above the head of Horace Grant, it could not have produced in his mind so sudden a revulsion of feeling. His first impulse was to hurl instant vengeance upon his little tormentor ; but seeing, as the boy scampered away, that a laughing and exulting group were awaiting him behind the stem of an old tree, which grew on the side of the lawn, he relinquished the idea of revenge, and silently withdrew from the festive scene, in which he now felt as if there was no place for him. The little picturesque valley, or rather dell, already alluded to as separating the garden of Mrs. Grant from the residence of the Vinings which stood more imme- diately on the edge of the common, was watered by one of the purest and prettiest brooks that ever wound its way between green banks embowered in woodland beauty, and 40 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. made vocal by the song of summer birds. It was not, rapid enough to be called tumultuous, nor yet slow and equal enough to be called sluggish. Interrupted here and there by the rough surface of a limestone rock, over which the feathery birch hung drooping, it formed itself into innumerable cascades, with edges and wreaths of foam as white as the winter's snow. Yet were these interruptions only like the crest of some glassy wave broken by the breath of the passing wind; for in another moment, following the course of the little stream, you saw it sleep- ing in crystal beauty at the base of some moss- covered stone, whose bold mass threw a dark shadow across to the opposite bank. And scarcely less lovely than the stream itself, was the wild grouping of all the plants and trees which grew along its fertile course, from the topmost bough of the leafy ash, to the broad ferns that sprang into life between the fissures of the rocks, contending with the wild rose, the foxglove, and even the hoary lichen, for the sovereignty of that sylvan scene. Of all the sweet influences of nature, and they are many, perhaps there is nothing so invariably soothing to a weary or a wounded spirit, as a clear and swift-gliding woodland or mountain stream. Away — away — in its freshness and beauty — away goes the cheerful wanderer, ever and ever rejoicing as it goes. Not carelessly, like those who rejoice with human gladness, for its bosom is open to receive the tears of the mourner ; and while it murmurs an answering echo to his sigh, it still hurries on — on, through the shadow of the dark old elm — on, through the sunlight glancing on its foam — on, through the air that is scented with wild flowers — on, through the mingled melodies of spring — on — on, and for ever. And still it goes rejoicingly, for gladness sparkles on its wave; and THE MANAGING WIFE. 41 still it seems to pity, and to soothe, as the lull of its soft music falls upon the sorrowing heart. It is thus that the mourner seeks the wandering stream. The bird, with its song of gladness, may charm his ear, but he startles it from the bough, and it is gone. The sun in the heavens may look glorious — too glorious for him. The flowers in their beauty may be soft and fair, but the galled and wounded spirit has a craving after that which passes on — on — and away. Even the gazing upon it brings some relief ; and never did human language convey more expressively, or more beautifully, this natural impulse, than in wishing for the wings of a dove, to fly away and be at rest. The music, the dancing, and the joy of the birthday party were at their height, and Horace Grant was seated at the foot of a tall tree, with his head leaning on his hand, and his eyes intently fixed upon the gliding waters of this stream. He had shrunk away, as he believed, unobserved, and had hid himself in a spot of favourite resort, where he fancied he was screened from all possi- bility of intrusion, yet not so distant but that he could distinctly hear the music and the laughter of the party, whose gaiety was not in the slightest degree lessened by his loss. Perhaps there is no human being so entirely philanthropic as to desire that this should be the case, notwithstanding what poets say to the contrary — " But let me silent sink to earth, With no officious mourner near, I would not mar one hour of mirth, Xor startle friendship with a tear." How much soever the feelings of Horace Grant might have accorded with these lines in rhyme, they were so far opposed to them in reality, that the mere sound of enjoy- 42 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. ment which he was unable to share, tended greatly to increase the morbid and irritated state of his mind. " It makes no difference/' said he, murmuring to him- self, as he bent over the stream, " whether I am dead or alive. It makes no difference to any human being, only they seem to be happier without me than with me." He had scarcely uttered these words, when a shower of sweet blossoms fell around him, as if from the boughs beneath which he was seated; and suddenly looking round, he saw the laughing face of Harriet Vining peep- ing from behind the stem of a tree, while she threw another handful of flowers upon his head. It was a sight to have charmed away despair itself; nor was Horace insensible to the flattery of having been sought out by the queen of the party, and invited back again by lips so rosy, and smiles so winning, that it would have been high treason against beauty to have refused. Horace rose, however, somewhat slowly from his dejected position, and before he had fully emerged from the shade of that leafy and secluded little dell, he thought he heard whispering and laughing somewhere not very distant. " I knew I could make him come ! " exclaimed a triumphant voice, breaking out beyond the bounds of the whisper in which it began — " Lucy tells me he is difficult to manage, but I don't find him so. I knew he would come back with half a word from mc !" These words were uttered in almost breathless haste to a group of laughing girls, who had been waiting in a place of supposed concealment the result of Harriet's experiment ; and all now ran together back to the lawn, where refreshments were being handed round, secure in the belief that Horace would immediately join them. THE MANAGING WIFE. 43 But Horace had again plunged deeper into the solitude of that shadowy dell, and though less sentimental in his melancholy than before, it was because sadness had given place to indignation j and the idea of being managed — managed by a word, and reported as easily managed to congratulating friends, burned like a coal of fire upon his heart, making him inwardly resolve, that of all human beings in the world, the one he would last be managed by, was Harriet Vining herself. Horace was startled in the midst of these meditations by the soft step of his sister Lucy, who had tracked him from his first hiding-place ; and now deeming it best to accompany him home in his own way without alluding to what had passed, she drew her arm within his, and asked him if they had not better be returning towards their own house, as they had been charged not to be out late ; " and as we are the first to go," continued Lucy, " I think it would be best just to escape without being noticed, and without saying good-night." The first impulse Horace felt was to shake off his sister's arm, but it lay so gently and unobtrusively in his, and there was so little too of management in her voice and manner, that insensibly his better feelings gained ascendancy over the bad ; and while Lucy spoke with rap- ture of the stream, the shadows, the calm of the dewy evening, and all the sweet and balmy influences of nature — while she spoke of all these too, as if nothing had occurred to disturb her brother's equanimity of mind, judiciously leaving out all allusion to the party, and the events of the evening, she succeeded at last in effecting the object ever nearest to her heart, for her brother spoke to her in his kindest tones, and even placed his arm around her slender waist, as he stopped, with one foot upon a 44 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. rock by which they had to cross the stream, and bade her look at the moon as it rose behind the hills, and sent a softened radiance down into that silent valley, making the deep shadows of the trees more dark and mysterions than before. "Lucy, dear Lucy," said Horace, and he actually pressed a kiss upon his sister's brow, " what can it be that makes me more unhappy than every one else ? " " You are too sensitive," replied Lucy. " You should not mind so much what people say and think of you." " / mind what people say and think of me ! " exclaimed Horace. " I despise them all. I would rather they should hate than love me \" " Ah, never mind them any way," said Lucy, quite ter- rified to see the eifect of her ill-chosen words. " Let us keep more together, dear Horace, and come out when the moon shines, to wander in such sweet spots as this, and think only of the great and good Being who placed us here, never intending that life should be miserable to those who love him. Look up again at yon beautiful moon, Horace. See how lovely she makes everything appear in her light. Nothing can be clearer than the feathery branches of yon tall ash, nothing can be brighter than the ripple of the brook at our feet. There is nothing deceptive in all this, and yet all is so beautiful. Must it not be that the ugly alone is concealed, and the pure and the lovely alone discovered ? Ah, Horace ! how delightful it would be, if we could live always in a sort of moonlight. Do you not think it would ?" " I do," replied Horace, and he spoke as if the senti- ment was echoed by his whole soul. 11 Suppose we were to try," continued his sister, encou- raged by the tone of his voice — " Suppose we were to THE MANAGING WIFE. 45 resolve from this hour that we would live only to see and contemplate what is lovely, and good, and worthy to be admired, and leave all the rest as not fit to occupy our attention." " I wonder if that would help me at all in the case of young Dawson," said Horace, very earnestly. " I feel certain it would," replied Lucy, on her part equally earnest. " You have nothing but kindness in your heart towards the whole family. You never did intend to do them any harm. Why should you not make them understand that kindness, and overcome their evil with your good ?" " I will go to-morrow," exclaimed Horace, " and con- vince them that I could not wish to injure them or any one. You shall go with me, Lucy ; and perhaps we shall be able to come over that old father of their's, who always looks as if he would like to be digging one's grave." Could any one have looked into the hearts of the brother and the sister, as they stood on the brink of the stream that calm summer's evening, while the moonlight flickered through the shadowy boughs, glancing here and there with silvery beams upon the softly murmuring water at their feet — could any one have looked deep into their young hearts, and have seen the reality of their intentions, and the unsophisticated confidence they were placing in the simple power of good to elicit and produce its like, they might well have regretted that such good was of a nature which rendered it more fit to be breathed in gentle whispers to the summer wind, than to be applied to the stern and sturdy purposes of ordinary life. The next morning, however, found the brother and the sister true to their purpose, and not the less so because 46 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. they had prayed by mutual agreement the night before, that their endeavours to conciliate might be attended with success. The sky was bright and clear as on the preceding day, and there was everything in nature to encourage the kind and gentle feelings with which they both set out. It seemed to Lucy that she had never been so happy in all her life ; and when they came in sight of the sexton's cottage, the picture of little Mary, sitting on a low bench at her father's door, with the younger children playing at her feet, was altogether so accordant with the glad aspect of nature around, and with the tone of their own thoughts and feelings, that Lucy could not help running on before her brother, and catching the youngest infant in her arms. " Is your mother at home ?" asked Lucy, after she had satisfied herself with kissing the little rosy cheek, which looked as fresh as the flowers the child had been gathering. "No," replied Mary, "I am left all alone with the children. Mother has gone to the town, and father is never at home before noon." "Where is your father?" asked Horace, who had now come up. " He sweeps out the church always on these mornings," replied Mary, " and as there is to be a funeral this after- noon, I dare say he'll be busy there all day. Did you want my father for anything ?" It was very difficult to explain to the simple-hearted girl what her father was wanted for — more difficult than either Horace or his sister had anticipated, for a purpose which appears the very perfection of reasonableness to a romantic boy and girl by moonlight, in a woodland dell, may sometimes in the broad light of day assume a sudden THE MANAGING WIFE. 47 aspect of impracticability, especially when confronted by the homely simplicity of one who is an utter stranger to romance. It was thus on the present occasion. Horace had not a word to utter, and even Lucy felt herself wholly at a loss. At last, however, her strong feelings overcame her choice of language, and she told the simple-hearted girl that their only object in coming was to make peace, and to convince the whole family that they were their friends. "Oh! don't think anything about that!" replied the little girl, well schooled in the knowledge that to keep peace is easier than to make it. " The less is said about what is past the better. Mother and I never talk about it now ; and when father and brother begin, we take no notice. Father must have something, and we like his troubles to be out of the house better than in it." There was a tone and look of deep experience about the poor girl as she said this, only to be accounted for at her tender age, by the fact of her being the oldest of a poor and often ill-used family, whose father had bitterness enough in his own nature to diffuse into the lives of all his children ; for he was a man who never looked upon the bright side of anything, if there was but so much as a dark spot to be found. It might have damped the enthu- siasm of minds less ardent than those of Horace and his sister were that day, to mark in the countenance and manner of the child a character so much resembling that of early blight j but they were too full of their own pur- pose, and too happy in themselves and each other, to dwell deeply upon the little care-worn being before them, already acting a mother's part to those who were not many degrees more feeble and helpless than herself; and with a few kind and courteous expressions, and a few 48 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. sweetmeats bestowed upon the children, the visitors took their leave,, to retrace their pleasant path across the com- mon, towards a group of trees, amongst which the village spire was seen gleaming out in the bright sunshine. It is possible that as the brother and sister walked along, a sort of faint-heartedness came over the latter, at the near prospect of encountering a man like Dawson, the parish sexton ; for without being conscious of anything like a wish to desert her brother in his hour of need, Lucy- ventured to suggest, that in all probability one would be better than two on the present occasion ; and Horace being of the same opinion, she very willingly left him to the proposed interview, and bounding down the side of the common, was soon beyond his sight. Calling up his dog Bruno, as soon as he felt himself alone, Horace now walked on with a firm step, until he entered the churchyard, where the sight of a half-made grave reminded him of what the sexton's daughter had said, that her father would be sure to be there all day. He was not busy with his earthy labours, however, but just locking the door of the church, when Horace first caught sight of his never very attractive figure, and he waited until he should approach, before offering the salu- tations of the morning. All attempts at the expression of mere courtesy, old Dawson was in the habit of passing wholly unregarded, and therefore Horace had to bethink himself again what advances to make. The more he thought, however, the greater his difficulty became ; so he busied himself in reading the inscriptions on the tomb- stones near, until the sexton, resuming his spade, began again to deepen the narrow house he was preparing for the dead. At last Horace ventured to ask, for whom the sexton THE MANAGING WIFE. 49 was making that grave, when a short and sullen answer left him more at a loss than ever how to proceed. He was not remarkable for patience, and a feeling of irrita- tion was already beginning to blend with his better reso- lutions. " There is no need to speak so shortly/' said he, " for I came intending to be very civil to you." " Civil V* said the man, looking up from his work with a sneer that might have provoked a milder temper than that of Horace Grant's — " I say civil, indeed. People can always be civil for their own ends." "What end can I have to answer in being civil to you ?" Horace condescended to ask ; but he did so with a flash- ing fury in his eye which betokened no very amicable con- clusion to the interview. The sexton looked up again, and now resting with both hands on the top of his spade, he put on a look of defiance, as he said through teeth that were almost clenched, and with lips hard and withered, though always ready to relax with a sneer — " What end, do you say ? why you're a fine young fellow to come here, and ask me that question. Haven't I the power to bring you to justice — to blast your reputation — to ruin you ? — just as easily as I throw this clay about your feet ?" and he actually sent a spadeful in the direction of the spot where Horace stood. To kick back again the largest piece of mould would have been but a natural impulse with any boy thus treated ; and Horace did so, with a vengeance peculiarly his own, so that the broken fragments hit both the eyes and ears of the old man, whose head, from his position, happened to be almost on a level with the mound of earth he had raised up ; and after this act of singular magna- E 53 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. nimity, he walked with, great dignity from the churchyard, leaving his enemy tenfold more imbittered against him than before. It was not difficult for Lucy to discover, by the first glimpse she caught of her brother's countenance, as he entered the garden, where she awaited impatiently his return, that all had not gone well with him since they parted, and that the events of the morning had indeed terminated in a manner very different from the pleasing anticipations with which they had set out. A good resolution, thrown back upon the bosom where it has existed as a rarity, seems as if, by the inevitable course of nature, it must be converted into evil. A tender and judicious mother, seeing and knowing this, will care- fully protect her child in its first efforts of this kind from such fatal and lamentable consequences. Over no one thing in the whole experience of infancy will she watch with such solicitude, as over the forming of good resolu- tions, lest they should return upon the former worse than void ; and not until they have become habitual — not until they have become a joy and a delight in themselves to the young heart in which they are cherished, will she willingly permit them to be exposed to that cruel contact with harsh and ungenerous natures, which they are sure to meet with soon or late in associating with the world. Not that the mother need practise any flattering deception with her child, by representing human life under the pleasing aspect of a scene productive invariably of such results ; but surely out of the deep treasures of her own love, she might supply a sufficient fund for the encouragement of good, until, under higher and brighter auspices — under the sanction of the Divine word and will — it comes to be the habitual aspiration of the mind, valued because it is THE MANAGING WIFE. 53 mind as well as body, that no description can convey a distinct idea of what such effect really is, to those who have never experienced it for themsehes. But to those who have waudered in such a climate amidst mountain- scenery, who have watched the sun go down encircled by the glories of an Italian sky, touch but one cord of these associations, describe but one isolated spot in that region of beauty, and the magnificence of the whole scene revives in the memory, imparting a truth and a reality to that single spot, whether merely described in words, or repre- sented under the lovelier aspect of a picture, and viewed through the dense medium of an English fog. To speak of any separate or isolated valley, cradled amidst the mountains which separate France from Spain, or even to describe in detail all the various points of attraction it may offer to the traveller's eye, would be to produce but a very faint impression of the real enjoyment to be derived from a familiar acquaintance with the scenery in which the very soul luxuriates there. It is easy to say that the atmosphere is often so clear as to reveal the sharp outlines of objects, at a distance almost incredible to those who have not seen it for themselves. It is easy to say that the colouring of the mountain-sides, the rocks, and the chasms through which the torrents flow, is so various, so brilliant and so rich, that as it glows beneath that excess of light, one might almost fancy there were gems and pre- cious stones embedded in the hills. It is easy to tell of those torrents as they swell from the fields of glittering snow, far up in the lone heights where never human foot has dared to tread. It is easy to say how the peasant of the Pyrenees, with his herds of sheep and goats, imparts a pastoral and poetic character to the scene. But it is far from easy to say what are the sensations of the lover of 54 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. freedom and of nature, as the buoyant step traces out the wild path of the mountain, or turns at the close of day towards the glimmering light of the peaceful auberge, situated deep in the valley, where the roar of the torrent is the only sound that is heard all night. No, it is not easy to say with what sensations the young and healthy traveller, who has scaled the height of some lofty moun- tain — who has gazed from its highest summit upon what seemed to be a nation at his feet — who has tracked the lone wilderness, and the pine-forest, and held sharp col- loquy with the keen and hungry air — who has quenched i his thirst in the foaming cataract, and eaten his humble meal upon the grey rock where the eagle spread its broad wings, like a cloud above his head — it is not easy to describe with what mental or even bodily sensations such a traveller will draw towards the evening fire, where the pine log is burning, or the green box crackling on the hearth, and sending a pleasant odour through the room. How his eager appetite will give a zest to the meal that is spread with ready and skilful hands, all may under- stand; but the combination of healthy, exhilarating, and joyous sensations — the whole of that fresh, free, wandering life amongst the mountains — is what must be felt to be appreciated, and what ought to be felt at least once in the experience of every human being. " But who is that English traveller just arrived ?" said a young lady to her father, as they sat down to a late dinner after a fatiguing day. " Let me dine first," said the gentleman, " and then I will endeavour to gratify your curiosity, and if I find him pleasant, and his way is the same as our's, I dare say one guide can be made to serve us all." " Hark \" said the lady. " He is bargaining with the THE MANAGING WIFE. 55 people of the house for a horse to Gavarnie. I do wish you would step out aud see who it is." " What I" exclaimed the gentleman, u with that dish of trout on the table ! Xo, no. You may make your own discoveries in that line, My business lies here." In introducing Major Yiiiing again to the reader, after the lapse of five years spent away from his native land, it is scarcely necessary to say, that that space of time had placed him considerably lower in the down-hill of life, than when he used to cudgel his boys into silence and submission. People accustomed to look only on the soft side of human nature, attributed the change to the loss of his wife, while others not less rationally surmised, that it might possibly arise out of the fact of his being many years her senior. However this might be, his daughter Harriet appeared to have gained as much as her father had lost, in health, and life, and beauty ; and a younger sister, scarcely noticeable before their leaving England, was now smiling by her side, with no small pretensions to the loveliness of a woman. The boys of the Vining family, that troop of little rebels whom even Harriet's skill in good management had failed to tame, were left behind in a Swiss seminary, thus affording to their father something like repose from the strife and the turbulence with which their actual presence was invariably attended. For some persons, however, there is no repose, Major Yining hated the French, and, ignorant of their language, in condescending to seek the benefit of the celebrated waters of the Pyrenees, found almost as much to annoy and irritate him, as when surrounded by his own family in England. Perhaps he found more, for the worcl- and-blow system, which effected wonders in his own par- lour and nursery, was wholly inapplicable to the annoy- .00 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. ttnces which now assailed his peace. A casual looker-on, especially a young and gallant gentleman, like the tra- veller already alluded to in the adjoining apartment of the auberge, might have wondered how any one in his right senses, situated like Major Vining between two such fair and gentle handmaids, could have found anything but enjoyment to speak or think of; but it does not always happen, as a matter of course, that the fair are the gentle, and that fact in the philosophy of human nature Horace Grant had yet to find out. Yes, it was Horace Grant himself who sat in the adjoin- ing apartment, musing over the glowing embers of his wood-fire, and listening to the rush of the mountain-tor- rent, as it dashed along a precipitous ravine, immediately below a balcony which ran along the side of the house. It was Horace Grant himself; but how changed since he shrank away from the festivities of that birthday party, to hide himself and his morbid feelings beneath the shadow of the dark trees which hung around that little woodland brook ! Horace was now no longer the dark and gloomy-looking youth which all beheld him then. His step had grown elastic, his complexion clear, though always dark, and his eye had a glance of flashing beauty, almost magnificent in its splendour and its depth. In boyhood his frame resembled a powerful but inert mass. It was now more spare and light, but at the same time animated by an energy which none of the common diffi- culties of a mountain-traveller were sufficient to subdue or enfeeble. So far from this, it seemed rather to increase in spite of difficulties, to grow by opposition, and to feed upon that which formerly it would only have been exerted to avoid. As a boy, Horace Grant had never known what to do THE MANAGING WIFE. 57 with his herculean limbs. Discontent had always thrown them in the way of others, and indolence had made them a burden to himself. Such was the change which a few years of vigorous exercise had wrought, with plenty to do, plenty to think about, and plenty to admire, that the same limbs appeared now as if gathered into use and beauty, as parts of a perfect whole ; and Horace Grant could stand on the brink of the cataract, or the edge of the mountain- precipice, as noble a specimen of active and vigorous man- hood, as ever was represented in the schools of art. Nor was the general tone of his mind less changed than his appearance. He had the same deep feelings, but they were no longer the bane of his existence. The constant exercise, and the frequently spare and simple diet of a hasty traveller, had given health to his constitution, both of body and mind ; thus revealing the great secret of his nature, that a worthy object to live for, and effort in attaining it, were all he required to render him a happy and an esti- mable man. He had not yet thought deeply enough, to question whether his present object, that of seeing all which could be seen, and admiring all which could be admired, would last him through life ; or whether in short it was really sufficient for the present hour. It had served his purpose thus far, for he was a new being both to him- self and others; and so eager was his pursuit of the enjoyment and the enterprise of each succeeding day, that he had almost forgotten his former self, except sometimes when a letter from home, or the sound of English voices, as on the present occasion, reminded him, that there was somewhere in the world a green and thymy common, and a leafy dell, where the spring - flowers, though late in coming, were sweeter than any he had found elsewhere. 58 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. Horace Grant fell very naturally into a fit of deep and pleasant musing, while old feelings and associations rushed back upon his heart, like a long pent-up stream, let loose to freshen and to fertilize wherever it may flow. He listened more intently. Every tone of those cheerful voices reminded him of home, of the days of his childhood, of his sister Lucy, and of a thousand dear remembrances, perhaps more dear because the facts with which they were connected had grown distant, and were divested of the many humiliations, and other circumstances of painful trial, by which their actual existence had been marked. It was, in fact, a moonlight view of his past life which he now beheld ; and while he gazed in mental abstraction upon the bright, the soft, and the tender, it seemed as if some sister-spirit was echoing the very tone of his reflec- tions, for there fell upon his ear the following strain, so sweetly sung, and yet so near, that he caught distinctly every word : — " I hear the light hells sounding, Of the mountain -muleteer ; I see the chamois bounding, And the foaming torrent near ; But I sigh for the evening shadows, And the cheeiful fireside smile, And I pine for the deep, deep shadows Of my own sweet native isle. *' Thou art lovely in thy coldness, Sweet island-home, to me, Where thy rocks of rugged boldness Frown o'er the dark blue sea. And I'd give all the splendour, Where southern sunbeams smile For thy welcome, true and tender, Mv own sweet native isle ! " THE MANAGING WIFE. 59 There was do conviction more firmly implanted in the mind of Horace Grant, than that he was capable of loving one human being better than himself. And perhaps he was right, for he was capable of almost any amount of feeling, from causes incident to human nature, and from these it would be absurd to exclude the universal tendency of mankind to love. And now if one should ask, " what is it to love, or to be loved V 3 there are disciplinarians, for they cannot be called moralists, who, on opening this page, would pro- nounce it unfit to be unfolded to the eye of youth ; while a strict injunction against uttering that magic word, a finger uplifted, a whisper, or a meaning look, are the methods they make use of for conquering a power, which, ever since the world began, has proved scarcely less univer- sally triumphant than that of death. And is not this one great reason why love so often becomes an evil agent, instead of an instrument of good? ■ — a master instead of a servant ? Those who yield, at once, entirely, and without reserve, to its control, have for the most part never looked it fairly in the face, nor made it the subject of their serious calculations. It has been put down and smuggled out of sight and hearing, like some forbidden thing, or as if it held no place by nature and necessity in the great creation. But the world speaks a different language — a language echoed by the heart of youth j and therefore we do well to speak of love, since it is there and everywhere, and will be there until crea- tion itself shall cease. Because of this artificial and most injurious mystery in which the name of love is involved, men act less wisely under its influence than under any other. In arranging for a long journey with a single companion all the way, what inquiries are 60 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. generally made respecting the temper, obliging disposition, habits, and general suitability of that individual. In entering into any public engagement in which deep inte- rests are at stake, how solicitous are most men to ascer- tain the true position as regards integrity and principle, which those with whom they propose to associate them- selves maintain. In agreeing with one whose office is that of conducting their household affairs, how strict is their investigation into the economy, the experience, and the general competency of the person who is to occupy a place of such important trust. In selecting a care-taker and instructor of their children, how careful is the inquiry after health and private habits, how anxious the scrutiny of character, and how keen the perception of all that belongs to the development of motive and feeling, as con- nected with the welfare of the young. All these, and innumerable other points of important investigation, are sought after every day, in the familiar transactions of life, mankind having rightly agreed to consider it a proof of the absence of common sense, to say nothing of prudence and propriety, to leave them uncalculated upon in any prospective view of human happiness. There is one transaction, however, which comprehends in its important bearings upon the welfare of each indi- vidual engaged in it, all the relations here specified, and many more — more even than it would be possible to name. And strange, most strange is the phenomenon exhibited before the world, of the manner in which this transaction is for the most part conducted ! It is in fact as if mankind had no interests at stake, as if there were no such things as happiness or misery in the world, or as if man was a being so generous and disinterested in his own nature, that he forgot himself, and his own welfare, at that par- THE MANAGING WIFE. 6i ticular crisis of his existence, when everything on one side most abhorred, and everything on the other most valued, was hanging upon the utterance of a single word. But let us not libel mankind in general for a greater absence of prudent calculation than they really exhibit. Let us not presume to suppose that man in particular is ignorant or regardless of what he is about. No. He is setting out upon a long journey indeed — upon the journey of life, and with one single companion for the whole ot the way; but he has ascertained — that his companion has a fair hand, and perhaps a graceful contour of head and face. He is entering into a public engagement, in which the interests, not of this life only, but of eternity, are at stake, and he asks — if the name to be associated with his own has any relative connection with that of a small tradesman in an adjoining street. He is agreeing with one who, for months and years, in poverty and riches, in sickness and health, is to take the entire super- intendence of his household affairs, of the management of his servants, the economy of his means, the distribution of his expenditure, and the responsibility of his social and domestic position, and he asks — of what master she has learned to sing ! He is selecting a care-taker and instructor of his children, to whom they are to be com- mitted from their earliest birth, and not only one who is to teach and to train them, but whose very nature and constitution is to be their's ; and he observes — that the individual in question looks with admiring eyes upon himself, and he is satisfied ! Let us then refrain, in justice to man, from charging him with want of prudent calculation in the most important transaction of his whole life. G2 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. " But what is to be done," asks the curious inquirer, u if he should happen to fall in love before any calcula- tions have been made V Precisely the same as he would do if the idea of making some particular purchase should enter his mind before he had ascertained its real value. He should set about obtaining the necessary information without delay. And he would do this in a mere money transaction, in justice to himself and others. There is scarcely a man to be found who would commit himself by a single look to the seller, so as to convey an idea of what were his intentions, until he had discovered how far his interests were likely to be served by completing the con- templated purchase. And love, notwithstanding all that poets say to the contrary, is, in the first germ of its existence, nothing more than an idea, just as easily put an end to as any other which may have originated upon a false or insecure foun- dation. Instances are occurring every day, in which the idea in this stage of its existence is utterly extinguished by the merest trifles in the world — by an averted look, or an unbecoming dress. It may be a bold assertion to make in the face of youth, but it is a true one not the less, that love does not come at once, and with overwhelm- ing force, upon man or woman either. There is at least time to think — time to calculate — time to resolve. It is the later growth of love, its full maturity of strength, with all its accessories of habitual thought and action, which masters human nature, and bows it down, both in its strength and its weakness, as the pine of the forest, and the flower of the valley, are alike subdued by the force of the scathing wind. It is when love, like a sove- reign, sits enthroned, with an army, and a court, and a vast array of ministers and powers, all accessory to the same THE MANAGING WIFE. 63 arbitrary rule, that the difficulty of resistance and escape is equally felt. And thus it is that the old are ever preaching to the young to beware, and ever calling upon them to stop before it shall be too late. They, in all pro- bability, can recall the time when, in such a wild career, they could have stopped ; and having learned that in all other transactions of life, not only common sense, but conscience, have had to be called in before it was prudent to act, they are at a loss to imagine why in this alone the eye is to be dazzled, or the ear to be charmed, without one serious thought being entertained in reference to the deep responsibilities involved in the contraction of a bond which is to endure for life. But to return to our story. Horace Grant had strong feelings to throw into any cause which might happen to awaken them j unfortunately, they were wholly ungo- verned ; but, sensible of their power, he had no hesitation in believing himself capable of making any woman happy who might trust her future lot with him. He would have been scarcely human, if at the present era of his life, he had not begun to calculate upon who this happy woman might be ; and the old home-associations which rushed, back upon his heart, as he sat musing over his wood-fire, after listening to that sweet melody, sent him farther than usual that night into the land of dreams, where the beautiful is always the real. Eight joyous was the greeting of the English travellers, as they met at early sunrise on the following morning, to pursue their journey to Gavarnie, in company with others whom the cunning guide had collected together into one picturesque cavalcade, under the assurance that he alone was competent to explain the wonders of the scene through which they were to pass. 64 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. " Is he not handsome V* exclaimed Harriet to her more silent sister, as Horace passed on to take the lead round a point of danger. And well did the epithet apply to him who was not altogether unconsciously its object, for to his features was especially becoming the broad brown Eearnais bonnet worn by the peasants of the Pyrenees, and the scarlet sash tied in their peculiar fashion around his waist. He had not yet imbibed the taste, or adopted the fashion, of so many youthful travellers of his own sex, who appear to class amongst the fine arts that of personal disfigure- ment. Horace knew better how to dispose the glossy curls of his raven hair, as well as the whole of his costume, so well adapted to set off to the best advantage a face and figure, of which it is saying much, to admit that they were scarcely inferior to those of the young shep- herds who feed their flocks amongst those mountain- heights. " Is he not handsome ?" exclaimed Harriet again; and her sister turned her softer eyes towards where Horace stood guarding the difficult pass, but still she spoke not. 05 CHAPTER VI. THE MANAGING WIFE. The influence of association, powerful in all the actions and relations of our lives, is never more so than in what is commonly denominated falling in love. "Whenever the animal spirits are exhilarated, and the mind set free from care ; whenever taste is gratified, admiration excited, and social feeling unrestrained — there the heart is disposed to love. It is in fact compelled to love, for the fruition of enjoyment has no other outlet or expression. It is as natural as necessary for youth in its freedom and buoyancy to love what is lovely ; and, while gazing with ecstasy upon the unrivalled beauties of nature, while breathing the fresh pure air of the mountain, or listening with rap- ture to the flow of the silvery torrent in the solitudes of alpine scenery, it is equally natural to love the bright and joyous beings by whom it is surrounded, for no other reason than because they have gazed upon the same scenes, breathed the same air, rambled over the same mountains, listened to the same stream, and will remember through life the sensations then experienced together. Vainly may the political economist warn, vainly may the moralist advise, and vainly too may the preacher exhort two beings thus situated, against the danger of forming an alliance which is to last for life, upon no surer 66 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. and more substantial foundation. The crystal stream flows on, and never tires — the lofty mountains remain the same, changing only with the gold and purple tinting of the sun and clouds — the air is fresh and pure, even at sultry noon, and when the herds are driven home at evening, and vesper-bells are echoing from hill to hill — ah ! then it is that young hearts draw trustingly together, and fearlessly throw the whole burden of a lifetime upon the frail fabric of an hour ! Horace Grant was perhaps never happier in his whole life, than when conducting the little party already described along that richly varied route which leads from the valley of Luz to the celebrated amphitheatre of Gavarnie. It is true the travellers, were mounted upon animals more gro- tesque than graceful. It is true, the path was often more perilous than English ladies are accustomed to trace ; but the merry laughter which the various costumes and equip- ments of the party called forth, and the frequent occasions for displaying, not only his gallantry, but his real kind- ness, which Horace enjoyed, rendered him at once as happy in himself, as he appeared to be indispensable to others. It sometimes happens that what is called a high spirit is accompanied with very little real courage, and this was remarkably the case with Harriet Vining. Her sister, always calmer than herself, excelled her as much in this latter quality, as she was inferior in readiness of retort, and in the impetuosity of momentary impulse. Thus she rode on comparatively disengaged, and at liberty to admire the vast variety of rock and precipice, of snowy peak and ver- dant meadow, of foaming cataract and deep ravine, which every turn of the road presented to their view. Nor was it unfrequently that Horace found himself by THE MANAGING WIFE. 67 her side, explaining the structure of the rocks and moun- tains, the after-course of those quick arrowy streams, which leapt from precipice to precipice, and sometimes the old legends and superstitious histories of 'the place, with which he had made himself intimately acquainted. To all this Alice Yining listened attentively, for she was alive to intelligence of almost every kind ; but she rode on without evincing the slightest symptom of fear, and therefore Horace was at liberty to leave her whenever he desired to bestow his kind attentions elsewhere. With Harriet Vining the case was widely different. Her business in life was that of an actor, not a listener ; and now that her fears obtained the mastery over her resolu- tion, she made perpetual demands upon the kindness of Horace to preserve her from the horrors of some yawning abyss, or to direct her pony up the slippery crags, which it seemed impossible for any horse to climb. Nor was Harriet Vining in this respect quite so absurd as the mere English traveller would suppose, for nothing can exceed the apparent impracticability of some of those Pyrenean roads, for the slippery feet of horses shod in the usual manner — sometimes being nothing less than a con- tinuation of bare slabs of rock for a considerable extent. Horses accustomed to this footing, however, pass for the most part safely along, provided only they are unchecked by the rider, and may with loose and easy rein be left entirely at liberty to choose their own way. Alice Yining soon discovered this, and therefore, even when Horace offered to assist her, she quietly declined his help, declar- ing that she felt safer when left alone. Harriet declared no such thing. Flushed with the excitement of her fears, her hat thrown back, her hair left free in its natural curls to float around her face, she f2 68 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. never looked more beautiful than with her fair and bril- liant complexion, contrasted with the hoary rocks around her; and when her white hand involuntarily and uncon- sciously to herself was resting upon the shoulder of Horace, as he walked by her side to hold her bridle-rein, her entire dependence upon him, her unaccustomed helplessness, and perhaps a little something in the touch of that exqui- site white hand, converted her at once into the most attractive and loveable of human beings. It is remarkable that from that time her hair became, not red, but the most beautiful auburn, in the eyes of Horace Grant, and remained so — how long ? There is a singular part of the route to Gavarnie, known by the name of Chaos, and here the guide never fails to point out the marks of the horse-hoofs of that redoubtable warrior, who cleft his name in the distant Breche de Rol- land rising on the frontier of Spain, from whence he leapt, according to the legends of the place, at one bound, from that yawning crevice in the barrier of the mountain many leagues off, alighting on his war-horse upon the stones of Chaos, where something like the shape of a giant-hoof is seen. But puerile and meagre is the interest derived from these childish fables in such a place, compared with the impression made upon the mind by the stupendous and mysterious character of the scene itself. It needs no giant warrior leaping from the mountain-barrier of a hostile country to set the imagination afloat upon a sea of wonders, in that plain of granite rocks which have evidently rolled from the summits of the surrounding mountains, filling up the solitary and silent space with their majestic forms, and frowning upon the pigmy traveller as he passes over or below them, with a black and threaten- THE MANAGING WIFE. 69 ing aspect, as if to warn him from treacling with audacious foot within the precincts of their solemn and unpeopled realm. Across the whole valley in its length and breadth, no human habitation nor living form is seen, except that sometimes the Spanish muleteer winds stealthily along the ridges of the mountains, hoping to evade the scrutiny which everywhere besets his lawless path. " And here," thought Horace, " that daring girl will surely need my help/'' for the path is sometimes almost lost beneath the blocks of granite, where a wild stream rushes with boiling fury along its thundering way. But, no ! Alice rode safely on, apparently as disengaged as if she had been seated in a summer-bower, for she was singing as she went, in low sweet tones, the last words of the simple melody, to which Horace had listened so attentively on the previous night — " But I'd give all the splendour Where southern sunbeams smile, For thy welcome true and tender, My own sweet native Isle." "Is it really so?" said Horace, looking up into the clear earnest face of the almost unconscious songstress. " Oh yes," said Alice, smiling. u I am delighted — enchanted — perfectly wild with admiration of what I see. But I had just then gone back to a certain green hill-side, where we used to play in our childhood. You have for- gotten it, I dare say?" " Forgotten it ? " exclaimed Horace, " never ! while I have an eye for beauty, or a heart to feel." And they fell into a long earnest talk, of that particular description which, to a stranger unacquainted with the circumstances of local interest attached to every house, and tree, and cottage, and child, is apt to sound like nothing but an /U TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. enumeration of mere names of things and people. And perhaps it is in reality little more. Yet what more is needed, especially in a foreign land, where those familiar names are unknown, and never spoken ? But this earnest conversation, which was rapidly draw- ing the parties into close intimacy, had not continued many minutes, before Harriet Vining declared it impos- sible for her to venture one step further without a guiding hand upon her bridle. Twice she had repelled the advances of the guide to her assistance, and Horace heard her cries of distress, without knowing whether he could, or ought, to leave one sister in order to take care of the other. Alice saw his hesitation, and observed, with the utmost indifference, that he had better leave her pony's head, as she preferred riding without assistance. "Then you may ride without assistance, for me \" mur- mured Horace to himself, but so low as not to be heard, yet with that dark expression of countenance, which those who knew him best could too easily interpret. The reception he met with on rejoining Harriet, more than repaid him for his momentary chagrin ; and they journeyed on without further interruption, until reaching that point of view from whence the astonishing spectacle of the amphitheatre of Gavernie first bursts upon the sight. This immense basin or hollow, in the very bosom of snow-clad mountains, is said very much to resemble the crater of a volcano. It is surrounded by precipitous rock on all sides but one, where a comparatively nar- row opening admits the traveller within the circle, in which he stands, amazed and enchanted, in the midst of a scene, scarcely rivalled in its curious and majestic THE MANAGING WIFE. 71 features by any in the world. It is perhaps not generally known, that the highest waterfall in Europe pours over the edge of a mountain-height, with a fall of thirteen hundred feet, broken only by one projecting mass, into the hollow of this circle ; while many others, scarcely less in apparent magnitude, and certainly not inferior in beauty, stream down the dark marble walls by which the circle is enclosed, with thousands of silvery channels, some scarcely discernible amongst the far heights, where the sunshine glitters on the snow, with a brilliance strongly contrasted with the deep solemnity of the scene below. But those far heights ! — what a spirit-stirring spectacle they present, on looking up to the giant towers of Marbore, crested with their dome of everlasting snow, and, as it seems from below, supported by the most exquisite columns of many-coloured marble, reflecting all the rich and gorgeous colours of that delicious climate. Beyond these towers arise, height above height of trackless snow, glittering in clear outline against the dark-blue sky ; and almost in a line with the towers, though sloping downwards towards the right, is that monstrous gash in a vast wall of solid rock, said to have been cut by one sword-stroke of the champion Roland, and now remaining a curious land- mark, to' which the traveller is directed as a point of entrance into Spain; Below the towers of Marbore, already described, lie fields of snow, from whence, in the distance, small creamy- looking cascades are stealing ; while from the lower fields, for they are many, the torrents swell and grow, until at last, over the dark wall which terminates in the abyss, they fall in crystal and varied beauty, each assuming some form of grace and softness, on which the eye might dwell 72 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. for hours. It is impossible, however, to give any general description of this astonishing scene, for with the changes of the atmosphere and the melting of the snows, it assumes a different aspect to each successive group of travellers. Sometimes, when the mountain-mists roll heavily along the higher ridges of the amphitheatre, a blackness, like the shadow of death, dwells in the deep hollow where the cascades are heard hissing and boiling in their foamy beds ; and sometimes, too, while all this blackness and mystery fills the surrounding space with solemnity and gloom, up high in purer air, and towering above the grey sullen mists, may be seen the domes and pinnacles of snow, glittering in cloudless sunshine, and holding out the promise of a loftier and more glorious world beyond that dark abyss. It was altogether a scene to fill the mind of Horace Grant with sensations of admiration and awe, too deep for language to express. He wanted no utterance for his feelings, and he found none; but wandering on alone, where his companions dared not tread, he lost all thought or need of sympathy, in the incommunicable enjoyment of his own sentiments. The return from their day's excursion was if possible more pleasant to the travellers than their morning's ride. It was at the time of the milking of the goats, and here and there, in the more frequented spots, groups of peasant men and women were gathered together, with their lovely children, dressed in those picturesque costumes which, amidst such scenery, have a beauty in themselves ; like the gay flowers in a sunny hedge-row, gorgeous, deep, and glowing, yet in perfect keeping with the rank luxuriance amongst which they live and bloom. Harriet was less timid than on her first attempt to T, B ?/s . "%>' t"\ LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF ILLINOIS THE MANAGING WIFE. 73 trace that perilous path along the deep ravines ; and not, except when crossing, by a loose bridge of unhewn pines, over v he bed of a foaming torrent, was it necessary for He race to dismount in order to guide her horse. They, therefore, rode leisurely on together, leaving Alice to her own uninterrupted musings ; and they found time for recollections of England, for recurrence to pleasant hours of childish pastime spent together, and for the commence- ment of an intimacy, at least as substantially and rationally founded, as one half of those by which the happiness of married life is supposed to be secured. Nor are the evening hours spent after such a day as our travellers had experienced, less congenial to minds exhausted by excitement, than the livelier anticipations of the morning. Seated around a plentiful board, with Major Vining in high good humour at the prospect of having found an able and willing assistant to share with him the onerous duty of pleasing as well as protecting the female members of his family, of speaking French for him whenever it was necessary, and above all — capable of relieving him from the annoyance of constant imposition ; Horace Grant, without much reluctance on his part, was pressed into the party, so far at least as their route was likely to be the same. This prospect, equally enchanting to all concerned, appeared not likely to extend farther than the crossing of a mountain-pass into an adjoining valley. So far, however, it was good, and young and old resigned themselves to the easy and familiar enjoyment of a late French dinner at the close of an adventurous and fatiguing day. The following morning dawned with unusual brilliance upon the little town of Luz, cradled in its own sweet valley, and surrounded by innumerable mountain-peaks 74 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. which glittered in the sunshine, or threw back their dark shadows into the deep ravines, where the thousand torrents which water that sequestered spot, steal glancing forth, or plunge into their hollow beds of rock with a threatening and mysterious rush, as if the place was animated by some living principle, now here — now there — stealing in silent beauty over the distant crag — rushing and tearing through the shadowy woods — sleeping in the bosom of the soft meadow, like a serpent in the sun — or thundering loud and deep, down in the hollow caverns where the mountain-pine is dashed into splinters that mingle with the foam, and go heaving and blackening along their rugged and precipitous course. Had the hollow or basin of Luz been chosen hy the Great Moralist as the scene of his Happy Valley, surely discon- tent would scarcely have entered into the hearts of its inhabitants ! Such were the thoughts of Horace Grant and his com- panions, as they traced one of the sweetest of the many paths which wind along the sides of the mountains sur- rounding Luz ; sometimes passing along a bowery and sheltering glade, with the sunlight glancing through upon the greensward, and glittering on the surface of some rippling stream — sometimes emerging from the shade into the full splendour of a glorious day, to stand upon some commanding height, and gaze in almost silent admiration on the scene below. There are many strong sympathies existing in the world, by which characters, not otherwise harmonious, may be brought into close and lasting intimacy; and perhaps not the least amongst these, is that which arises out of having felt together and in silence some strong emotion — too strong in fact for words. Horace and his friends TUE MANAGING WIFE. 7o experienced all this to its fullest extent, for the fatigues of the previous day had induced a sort of languor which led them dreamily along from one point of interest to another, sometimes lingering upon a rustic bridge, to watch the ripple of the crystal stream, where it wandered, broad and shallow, over its pebbly bed, and sometimes seating them- selves upon the summit of one of those green knolls which abound so frequently in the Pyrenees, and, springing up from the valleys like mimic mountains, present a surface rocky and precipitous on one side, while the other is clothed with the richest verdure, and most brilliant green. These verdant hills are sprinkled, too, with flocks of sheep and goats, whose many tinkling bells seem to lull the noonday slumbers of the shepherd reclining under the shadow of some hoary crag, with that noble animal the Pyrenean sheep-dog watching by his side. Within the precincts of one of those little primitive and patri- archal farms, whose white gables, glancing out from little knolls of orchard foliage, spot the sides of the moun- tains with beauty and vegetation, up to a height almost in- credible to English agriculturists ; or, tracing the circuitous path hemmed in with rock and fringed with boxwood along the deep ravine, or up the difficult ascent by which these little gardens of a short summer's produce are attained, our travellers watched the young peasant-women at their cheerful haymaking, laughing and chattering with all the vehemence of southern animation, and making the hills echo with that unintelligible patois, in which the English traveller so often longs to share with the merry moun- taineer. Though varied and beautiful in the extreme, and com- prehending even the loftier features of sublimity, the scenery of the Pyrenees is but little adapted to harmonize 76 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. with the deep movements of a morbidly imaginative mind, All is too clear, too bright, too joyous, to admit sensations either of overwhelming awe, or misanthropic gloom, to take possession of the soul. In the heart of the moun- tains, too, the summer is so short, comprising little more than four months between the seasons of frost and snow, that a world of work has to be accomplished in that limited period; and thus in the more populous valleys, the in- habitants flock out like bees from their winter hive, as busy in their occupations, and as intent upon the accumu- lation of their winter store. Thus, in a space of time which to an English farmer would appear miraculous, the produce of that teeming climate is ripened and gathered in, and the soil prepared again for a second harvest, by hands unaccustomed to any but the simplest tools; by labourers with unshod feet ; and by all those rude and primitive usages, which, where every man is his own master, cultivating his own little patch of ground, are handed down from father to son, and carried on from year to year, without question as to their capability of im- provement. Here then the busy haymaker, unencumbered by more than one or two loose garments, and screened from the rays of that cloudless sun by a straw hat with expansive brim, gathers the hay, sometimes of an entire field, into a sheet of home-spun linen, which is spread upon the ground ; after securing the four corners of which, she raises the whole upon her head, and thus traversing the steep acclivities, skimming along the brow of the precipice, or diving into the shady hollows where the torrent runs gurgling on its way, the harvest is safely housed within a little stone building, scarcely worthy the name of barn. THE MANAGING WIFE. 77 Indeed, the whole arrangement of a Pyrenean farm and homested, is such as might well excite a smile upon lips conversant with the modern improvements in agriculture elsewhere, far as they still remain behind the improve- ments which have taken place in other branches of civili- zation throughout the world ; the whole range of operation enjoyed by some of these landed proprietors, being little more in extent than a common-sized garden. Within this little boundary, which has no fence to separate it from the neighbouring property, lie distinct plots of every kind of produce cultivated in that region, forming a sort of mosaic work, which adds in no small measure to the general gaiety of the scene. Indeed it is not easy, without having been a spectator one's self, to form an idea of the liveliness of effect presented by these many- tinted plots of ground, sometimes occupying the fertile bed of a flat valley between two majestic hills, and some- times ascending, on the southern side, almost to the summit of a lofty mountain. This gay parterre, however, would be robbed of its most brilliant tints, without those living specks of burning scarlet which glow in the costumes of the inhabitants themselves, when the red hoods and petticoats of the women, with the sash of the same colour tied round the waists of the men, and often a red jacket of the same splendid dye, flash in the bright sunshine, or sparkle on the velvet green, denoting the lively movements of a busy multitude intent upon the cheerful toil of gathering in the abundant produce of what the same industrious hands have sown. Scarcely less delighted with the animated scene around them, than with themselves, and each other, our travellers spent together one of those indolently happy days, which 78 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. sometimes live longer amongst our pleasant recollections, than seasons of more active or more definite enjoyment. Nor was it simply upon the scenery around them, that they were thrown, for the amusement of the passing hour. Their early life had been shared together. They had been accustomed to attend the same country church, and all the simple annals of the neighbouring village were fami- liar to each. Thus it was scarcely so much what they beheld, as what they called to mind, which gave rise to a quiet cheerfulness, conducive alike to refreshment and repose. The mind of Horace Grant was rich in associations. He felt too strongly ever to forget, what had interested him deeply. Thus his conversation was never more amusing, than when it abounded in allusions to absent, or long-known subjects of familiar acquaintance, revived by a kind of analogy which connected them somewhat fan- tastically with present things; and on this occasion, es- pecially, he displayed to great advantage, a talent which some have considered as the very soul of wit. Yes, it was a happy day — that spent in the sweet valley of Luz, with its thousand streams dancing on as if the whole course of human life was nothing but a dream. It was a bright and happy day, as ever the sun shone upon ; for there was health, and youth, and freedom from anxiety, and beauty, and clear skies, and balmy air — " and are not these enough ?" said Horace, more than once as he resigned himself to those delicious influences which per- vaded earth and sky. They were enough, unquestionably, for that moment, for the full bosom had no room for more ; but for a whole lifetime — that was the question to be asked? The course of the travellers after leaving Luz, lay over the mountain-pass called the great Tourmalet, and they THE MANAGING WIFE. 79 had to track the rugged bed of the furious Bastau, a torrent whose swollen tide carries terror and destruction to the hamlets placed within its reach. It may easily be supposed, that a journey, generally considered so difficult as only to be undertaken in fine and settled weather, was not without its numerous difficulties to a rider afflicted with the terrors of Harriet Vining. Scarcely, however, could these terrors be the subject of regret, as they afforded so many opportunities for the exercise of that kindness which few persons could experience without being won by its peculiar efficiency, and natural grace. Happily for the party, no difficulties occurred beyond what this kindness enabled the ladies to overcome ; and even the worst portion of the route — the descent into the valley of Campan, was accomplished without any calamity more serious, than the indignation of Major Yining, on dis- covering that he was mounted on a lame horse, with a saddle, which, according to the fashion of the Pyrenees, stood up a good half-yard above the back of the animal, having never been made to fit an angle less acute than the ridge of a slated roof. If Horace Grant had felt that his enjoyment of the valley of Luz was sufficient, that of the valley of Campan was if possible greater to his companions ; just in propor- tion as it was more richly cultivated, more soft, and arcadian, blending all the majestic character of the one, with an increased degree of fertility in the other. But we must leave the happy party to the murmuring of the silvery A dour as it wanders through that enchanted scene — to the waving of the Indian corn-leaves, freshening there, with green and living swell, as the slight breeze sweeps over them — and to the beatings of their own young hearts, scarcelv less filled with beautv, than with love. 80 CHAPTER VII. Exactly one year after that portion of his Pyrenean tour which has just been described, Horace Grant was seated with his sister in the library of his mother's house, situated in the beautiful English valley which had been the scene of his boyish joys and sorrows. He was now of age, and had returned to his native land, the possessor of ample fortune, of a more than usual share of manly attainments, and of what he had never known before the commencement of his travels, of bodily as well as mental health. Had Horace Grant returned to take part in the management of his own or other men's affairs ; had he returned even to guide the plough, or wield the axe ; he would have been a better and a happier man. But he had what is called no turn for business, and his mother had; and, consequently, his own affairs were managed for him, with a degree of method and skill which left him no wish to interfere on his own behalf. A wise mother, or rather a mother with more of moral sense, would have seen that the conduct of his affairs was of comparatively little importance compared with the conduct of himself; that indolence, and its natural consequence, a want of interest in life, was the great enemy of his peace and his good, which it was worth every sacrifice to overcome ; THE MANAGING WIFE. 81 and that even if his temporal affairs had been mismanaged, if his property had been diminished, and his worldly position undermined, the probability of such disasters keeping him in activity and health, would have been pre- ferable to the greater probability of what he was likely to suffer from having no necessity for exertion, and no motive sufficient to rouse him into that state of energy and usefulness which alone deserves the name of life. It was not yet, however, that Horace felt within him- self, or exhibited in his looks and manner, any of the disadvantages under which he laboured. His travels abroad had worked wonders upon his constitution both of mind and body ; and he was living luxuriously, but expen- sively, upon the good which had been gained — luxuriously, for as yet there was delight enough in his recur- rence to former pleasures and associations, and in the prospects which glowed so brightly before him — and expensively, for he was drawing deeply upon past good, without any attempt to lay in a store for future need. It is thus that the indolent and morbid are often said to be benefited by change of place and scene. The very effort to make that change is the thing which does them good. The chain of old associations is broken, and the new friends and fresh objects by which they are sur- rounded assist in prolonging the pleasurable sensations under which they first arrived. But let them stay long- enough for these friends and these scenes to have ceased to excite, let the effect of past effort die away without any new attempt being made to continue healthy and vigorous action, and melancholy sensations soon return, with all that host of horrors to which the victims of indolence sub- ject themselves in willing slavery. Horace Grant had not come to this. Full of animation, G 82 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. life, and hope, he entertained not the least idea that he ever should — full of animation, life, and hope, he hurried from one object of interest to another, doing nothing all the while — full of animation, life, and hope, he formed a thousand schemes for the future, no single one of which he did so much as think about commencing to put in practice — full of animation, life, and hope, he abounded with good-will and charity towards every human being, without actually performing a single act of usefulness for any — full of animation, life, and hope, he rejoiced in the change which a few years had wrought in the aspect and character of his existence, nor dreamed that it rested with himself to prolong the cheerful satisfaction he now expe- rienced, to the end of time. Not less happy than her brother was Lucy Grant, the same devoted creature she had ever been, exulting in his triumph over melancholy feeling, and rejoicing in his joy. To her he had returned the most beautiful and noble of all human beings ; and if not exactly the most dear, it was because Lucy, like all other women, had a secret and pre- cious corner of her heart, which it was impossible that any brother should fill. That it was filled, and filled to over- flowing, there needed no other evidence than the blush which flitted across her cheek, and the flutter of her breath whenever she attempted to speak to her brother on a sub- ject which he had not yet begun to suspect. Not that Lucy was disposed to simper and evade where confidence was so necessary, and so in unison with her own feelings j but she had good reasons for fearing the effect of a full disclosure of her secret, having hitherto met with nothing but discouragement from her mother, on the plea that Horace would never be brought to sanction her union with the object of her choice. Lucy had good cause, THE MANAGING Wiry. 83 therefore, to tremble, whenever an opportunity occurred for laying bare her heart before her brother. She had good cause to wish, as many have done under similar circumstances, that thought could be made to answer the purpose of words, and that she could absolutely transmit to her brother's miud the secret which lay deepest in her own, without the medium of language having to be used. " We have a long morning before us," said Horace one day to his sister, as they sat together in his favourite study, which Lucy in his absence had occupied with her music, her drawing, and her books — " "We have a long morning before us without any prospect of interruption, and I want to talk with you on a subject which I have not yet mentioned to my mother, but which is of infinite importance to my future happiness." Lucy drew nearer to her brother. She was never so happy as when seated at his feet ; and placing beside him a low ottoman, she rested with one arm over his knee, gazing up into his face with a look of such intense inte- rest, that even Horace, bold and gallant man as he was, fairly blushed to feel himself so watched. " Go on," said Lucy, seeing her brother smile and hesitate. " I will," replied he, " for such a listener deserves that I should make the most of my story. You remember I told you in my letters, the Yinings and I had met." " Oh yes !" exclaimed Lucy, " and I wanted to ask whether Harriet had grown more poetical — more deep feeling — more — I scarcely know what to call it. But I thought at the time, if she had not, that family would scarcely be the companions you would like to associate with very intimately." g2 84 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. A cloud was spreading rapidly over the brow of Horace Grant as his sister said this. She perceived it, and urged him to go on, adding, with the utmost simplicity, " Let us leave the Vinings for the present, for they never were, and never could be, very much to us." To her surprise the cloud grew darker, and Lucy knew not what to say. " I find you are entirely mistaken in the character of Harriet Vining," observed her brother. " I always thought her beautiful, whether you did or not; and, moreover, she is engaged to be my wife.'* " Wife ! " exclaimed Lucy, and the exclamation was almost like a scream. But she checked herself the next moment, and bending her head upon her brother's knee, pressed out the burning tears which could not be pre- vented finding their way to her eyes. A long silence followed this unfortunate commence- ment. The first indignant impulse of Horace had been to shake off his sister from clinging to his knee ; but he was candid enough to look at the subject on both sides ; and remembering a little too well how he himself had formerly regarded the Vinings, his better feelings at last obtained the mastery, until fairly subdued into that gen- tleness which had ever been so irresistible to his sister, and to all who loved and understood him, he gently drew his hand across her dark and silken hair, saying at the same time, in his kindest and gentlest tones, " Look up, Lucy, dearest — you must look up and smile, for the thing is done, and I believe, — I feel sure, I shall be happier than you think." " If I believed you would be happy," — said Lucy, looking up, but again bursting into tears. " Yes, if you believed I should be happy," continued THE MANAGING WIFE. 85 her brother, " you would be so too. I shall be happy, Lucy — I know I shall. At all events, the wife I have chosen must be a sister to you." u A sister I" exclaimed Lucy, " Oh, yes, more than a sister a thousand times. You could not in your senses, and of your own free choice, select that being for your wife, to whom I would not be a sister." Horace was touched to the heart by this generous confession, and stooping down, he pressed a kiss upon the burning forehead which owed its aching throb to the struggle of contending feelings his disclosure had called forth. It was indeed a fearful conflict which took place in Lucy's mind, but she mastered it by one strong and powerful effort, and then the brother and the sister talked together, until at last they both could smile. They talked even of the future with interest and animation, for Lucy possessed a fund of sympathy which never failed her when the happiness of her brother was the subject of cal- culation. She therefore promised — cordially and frankly promised — to use all her influence with her mother in eradicating the impression that Harriet Yining was not, either in herself or in her family, a suitable connection for Horace. Indeed, so earnest was Lucy in her desire to vindicate her brother's cause, against the well- known prejudices of Mrs. Grant, that already she began to think differently of Harriet from what she had ever done before, to see in some degree with her brother's eyes, and to hope — nay, almost to believe, that in her girlish ignorance she had judged erroneously of one whom it was now her first object to endeavour to esteem and love. With all Lucy's warmth and earnestness, there was still an occasional hesitation when she spoke, a fluttering 86 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. at her heart, and sometimes a momentary absence of thought, which to one less absorbed than Horace, would have led to the suspicion that she, in her turn, had some- thing to communicate as intimately connected with her happiness as her brother's secret had been with his. At last she spoke, but it was in a voice that seemed hardly like her own — " I have long been wishing to tell you, Horace, dear," she began — but we spare the expo- sure of what a delicate and trusting girl would say on such an occasion, and perhaps the more delicate the less likelv it would be for such expressions to be used as might sound appropriate to an indifferent or critical ear. Suffice it, that Lucy's simple story was one of deep and faithful love — of the first love too of an unsophisticated heart, and that is saying something for its purity and devotedness ; but even more might be said for her's, that it was a love entirely sanctioned by her own high estimate of all that was noble and worthy in the character of man, and returned with a degree of truth and tenderness not infe- rior to her own. Horace listened to her artless story not quite so atten- tively as she could have wished, for he was turning over the leaves of an album all the while ; but when she went on to ask the kindness he had asked of her, that he would use his interest with her mother on her behalf, he looked up from the book, and made the asked-for promise without a moment's hesitation. One thing very naturally troubled Lucy, however, and that was, her brother had not taken the pains to inquire who was the object of her choice. This was the most difficult point of all to overcome, and Lucy sat for some time listening to the beamings of her own heart, before she could venture to pronounce the dreaded name. At last -*y& f . &t I 1 LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF ILLINOIS THE MANAGING WIFE. 87 she endeavoured to soften the shock which she could not but apprehend, by assurances that of all human beings, he to whom she hoped to commit her happiness for life, was exactly the character for her brother to esteem and love, if once they could be made intimately acquainted with each other. "That is just what I feel about Harriet," observed Horace. " I see some ground for my mother's objections and even for your's, yet I am convinced that nothing is wanting but a more intimate acquaintance, and therefore it is that I ask you to take to your heart upon trust, one whom I know so much better than you do." Much as Lucy shrunk secretly from this comparison, it gave her encouragement to go on. " I shall be the wife of a clergyman," she continued, i( in a little country vil- lage ; and though I tremble at the responsibility of such a situation for one like me, I have seen the sweet place, Horace, and I know how his people love him, and how he deserves to be loved by them all. There is not an old man or woman in the parish who does not feel him to be the prop of their age, not a child who does not look up to him as a father, not a young couple just commencing life, to whom he is not a friend as well as an adviser." " And pray who may this paragon be ? " asked Horace. " A second Sir Charles Grandison, I suppose, in holy orders." " It is Charles Berkeley !" answered Lucy. " Charles Berkeley !" exclaimed Horace, and all that was dark and threatening in his nature rushed to his brow and eyes. " Never," he added, " repeat that name to me ! Never expect that I will do anything but prevent your connection with Charles Berkeley by every means within my power !" 88 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. " But you will not work against him with my mother ?" pleaded Lucy, so meekly and sorrowfully that the tones of her voice might have melted a heart of stone. " I will \" exclaimed Horace. " You shall never be the wife of Charles Berkeley, if it rests with me to avert that calamity \" Lucy looked earnestly and imploringly into her bro- ther's face. There was no relenting there. Silently her head drooped, and her eyes were deeply shadowed by those long dark lashes which gave her countenance so often an air of sadness, but no tears came to her relief; and while in her deep agony it seemed to her as if the foundation of her life, as if the very earth was vanishing beneath her, and no human stay was left, her brother, like one who has just dismissed a matter of pure business, broken off a bargain, or closed a conference on ordinary affairs, took up a newspaper which had been thrown aside, and soon buried himself in parliamentary affairs. There is, perhaps, no sensation incident to human nature, so much like utter desolation, as that occasioned by a total want of sympathy in those we love, on the one subject nearest and dearest to our hearts. Not the tender flower of the valley, cut down in a moment by the sharp hail-shower, could be more stricken than poor Lucy, as she gradually drew back from that close contact with her brother, which, but a few moments before, had seemed to strengthen and support her. Had he condescended to reason with her — had he even upbraided and reproached her, his violence would have been more bearable than the icy indifference with which he had dismissed the subject altogether ; and almost for the first time in her life, Lucy's self-love was wounded too deeply for her patient endurance. She spoke not, however, but, rising from her lowly posi- THE MANAGING WIFE. 89 tion, took up her work, without knowing what she did ; while an unusual flush spread over her cheek and brow, and a burning light seemed to flash before her eyes, scorching up the tears which might otherwise have come to her relief. A long silence followed. Horace had never looked away from the paper he held in his hand, and at last he spoke. It was on the subject of schools — schools for the people, too — not schools for the discipline of young hearts which unkindness might break, but schools for village children ; for he was thinking, and very laudably too, how, in his capacity of a married man, and as the proprietor of ample means, he could benefit the poor in his neighbourhood, and raise the moral condition of the people around him. " Naturally, and constitutionally, I hate all schools," he continued, still thinking aloud, and thinking for himself. " I don't want to make myself ridiculous, either, by carry- ing a spelling-book in my pocket; but I fancy this sort of thing gives one influence amongst the people : and if it could be once set agoing, there would be plenty of old maids and retired tradesmen to keep it up." Lucy thought she could have told him of a better prin- ciple for the establishment of schools, as well as a better plan for their support ; for it was a source of deep interest between herself and Charles Berkeley, to study the improvement of the poor, and to regard, as an imperative duty, the promotion of their true welfare ; but on all such topics her lips were now effectually sealed, and she could only wonder whether it was not absolute ignorance of the human heart, which led her brother to suppose it possible she could be at liberty to enter into conversation with him upon comparatively indifferent subjects, so soon after he had struck a fatal blow to her dearest earthly hopes. 90 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. It had been long a favourite thought with Lucy, how she would introduce to her brother's notice, the admirable character of his old school-rival ; how she had first become acquainted with him, while on a visit to a relative of her mother's; and especially how he had at first won her heart, by the full and cordial testimony he had borne to the talents and good feeling of one from whom he had received but little of the treatment, either of a gentleman or a friend. Indeed, it had been on this subject that their intimacy first began ; and while listening to school anec- dotes, in which delicacy prevented the slightest allusion to her brother's faults, Lucy forgot that she was conversing with a stranger, and threw open her heart with almost childlike confidence, to one who was incapable of abus- ing it. It was perhaps a fault in Lucy, that she was too confiding, and that where she had no suspicion, she had no reserve. Trusting to the high testimony borne by all who knew him, to the irreproachable character of Charles Berkeley; trusting, also, as was quite natural in a girl of enthusiastic and deep feelings, to the open countenance and noble bearing of the young student, who never mingled in society but to adorn and to improve it ; she had been so artless and sincere, as to allow him to perceive that his attentions were not unwelcome. On returning to her mother's house, however, the pleasant dream was dispelled, and the flattering hope that all who heard the truth about Charles Berkeley would believe it, gave place to the stern injunction of Mrs. Grant, that the name of one who had been a bitter enemy to her son, should never more be mentioned in. her presence. Lucy felt after this that she had but one alternative — to appeal to the best feelings of that brother; and, finding him so changed — so full of THE MANAGING WIFE. 91 cheerfulness, and healthy feeling, she had begun to hope, from the first hour of his return, that he might be brought to look favourably upon her choice. She had never hoped this more fondly, than on the morning already described. On her part she had made one of the greatest efforts of which she was capable, purely to meet her brother's views, and to identify his interests with her own ; and what was the result ? Crushed, and repelled, she felt herself shut out of the sympathies of family and kindred, alone, and suffering, yet unpitied; and what again was the result ? The hardest struggle Lucy ever had endured, brought her back to a degree of cheerfulness, which warded off unwelcome observation, and enabled her to go through with a duty scarcely less hard — that of breaking to her mother the subject of Horace Grant's connection with the Vinings, of bearing in her own person the first outbreak of the indignation which followed — nay, of sustaining the actual blame, as having been accessory in her girlish friendship with Harriet ; and actually of pleading in favour of a character she had never much admired, as well as building a prospect of happiness upon a foundation which she felt to be far from sure. All this Lucy persevered in with the strictest fidelity, and even rejoiced that the storm should expend itself upon her own head : for she knew that her mother would not repeat half the bitter things she was sometimes capable of saying ; and, once uttered, it was apart of her nature to forgive and forget them all. In fact, she had been accus- tomed to this kind of treatment from her childhood, for Mrs. Grant was naturally of a violent and vindictive temper, restrained only by her high sense of personal dig- nity, and especially subdued by that excessive fondness for 92 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. her son, which had gradually converted him into a being almost as much feared as beloved. It is thus that a mother's doating fondness, undisciplined by any higher principle, is almost sure to make a slave of her at last — a slave to the very being it has been the study of her life to please ; and such, or worse than such, is the revenge which nature takes upon those who go blindly on, regarding the gratification of the moment more than the preparation which is absolutely necessary for rendering the after-moments of existence anything but worthless and unhappy. Horace Grant was constituted in mind and body to have been one of the most admirable of men. Excessive indulgence in childhood had impaired the health of the latter, and laid the foundation of that morbid tendency of mind, which nothing but strict self-discipline could afterwards eradicate. His natural indolence rendered this almost impossible — indolence induced by the rapid overgrowth of an otherwise fine bodily frame, and by the constant reference in childhood to mere selfish and animal gratification, to supply the craving of what might have been a noble and energetic nature. Still his case was by no means hopeless. He had gained much in every sense by his travels abroad, and it now remained with his friends, and the connections he might form, to assist or to hinder the farther development of the finer points of his character. Occupation, and the cherishing of high motives for action, were the two medicines he needed most. His circumstances were such as to place him bej^ond the necessity of exertion for his own sake, nor indeed was he of that tendency of mind to regard mere worldly advantage of sufficient importance to be pursued with avidity. As THE MANAGING WIFE. 93 the frame of Lis body, so was his mental conformation — calculated for great designs, and great efforts, rather than for being put in action by the common trifles which occupy one half of the human race. In nothing were the pursuits or the passions of Horace Grant either trivial or moderate. In his selfishness, as well as in his capability of suffering, he was extreme ; but then that very selfish- ness might have been made to admit one other, or two, or perhaps three, or even the whole human race, within the circle of its interests. The principle commonly called selfishness, is no bad instrument to work with, under the guidance of nobler faculties. But then it must work, and work in conjunction with others. It must not be left to brood, and feed upon itself, for of all the miseries of life, those which proceed from wounded self-love, without the relief of active benevolence, are the most depressing, and the most difficult to bear. It was now the turning, or the fixing point, in the life of Horace Grant. He had still youth and pliancy enough to enable him to overcome established habits. He had not yet sunk irrecoverably either into melancholy, or sel- fishness. Nay, he had gained an immense advantage during the last few years of his life. They were golden treasures he now possessed, in cheerfulness, activity, and health. He felt all the blessings of this happy change. Whether he inquired into their cause — whether he cher- ished and built up their foundation — whether his friends assisted him to overcome the evil, and establish the good, remains to be developed in the after-portion of his history. 9i CHAPTER VIII. For the one great event in the life of Horace Grant, to which every one looked as that which should be either the making, or the ruin of him, all parties were now pre- paring ; and bright and busy were the scenes which passed before the eye of the bride elect, who with her sister had returned to England, for the purpose of celebrating this joyful event. Whatever might be thought by parties less implicated, as to the wisdom, suitability, and probable results of the alliance, there was no misgiving in the mind of Harriet Vining. Marriage was simply marriage to her — the one great business of life, to be accomplished by the ringing of bells, the hiring of carriages, and the preparation of a house. It was an event too to be dressed for, and in that one consideration lies much of the gratification it affords to the common order of minds. It was an event for white flowers, and these Harriet knew to be becoming to her complexion, for the choicest and most fashionable cos- tume, and this she was able to procure in Paris — for the presentation of gifts, and these flowed in abundantly — for the deference and the flattery of friends, and these were always acceptable — for the exercise of power, and this was Harriet's ruling propensity. How was it possible, then, that Harriet Vining should be otherwise than happy ? Her sister, who was compara- tively a calm spectator, looked on and wondered in her THE MANAGING WIFE. 95 heart, that she could risk the happiness of her life upon such a venture, without one dubious thought, or one secret apprehension as to the results of the daring step she was about to take ; and she dreamed, in her simpli- city, that love must be even deeper and more absorbing than she had supposed, to lift any one in such circum- stances entirely over all fears, and all misgivings. "While pondering these thoughts in her mind, she was suddenly asked one day by her sister, which colour she thought most becoming — a pearl white, or the faintest possible tint of peach bloom. Alice could not help smiling, the question was so very foreign to her own thoughts, which had been at that moment more than usually busied in her sister's future welfare, as connected with the welfare of another, and he a character by no means accounted easy to make happy. "Why do you smile ?" asked Harriet sharply. " I suppose you think my complexion has colour enough without the addition of peach bloom." " I was not thinking of your complexion f replied Alice. " I only wondered how you could be so pro- foundly interested in a ribbon, when you have before you a prospect of such importance as that of being married." u I don't see anything particularly alarming in that," replied Harriet ; " unless I was about to consign myself to poverty and disgrace for the rest of my life. I have been very comfortable hitherto ; and I cannot imagine how I should be less so, as the wife of Horace Grant, and the mistress of his beautiful house. I am sure he is sparing neither pains nor expense. The new drawing-room is acknowledged to be the most splendid in all the neigh- bourhood, and he has been at least ten times to London about furniture and plate." 96 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. "But furniture and plate/' observed Alice, "do not keep people in good humour, and make them happy." " No, certainly," said Harriet ; " but they help to make one pleased with one's own house ; and as. to being happy, it never enters into my mind to be anything else." "You speak entirely of yourself;" observed Alice. " Marriage, in my opinion is a double compact, and there lies the great responsibility. I have seen few men more interesting than Horace Grant ; but I have seen none who did not appear to me more easily pleased." "To the mere act of pleasing," replied Harriet, "one may attach a great deal too much importance. People are always pleased when they are well managed — at least they ought to be." " I do not think," Alice ventured to observe, " that Horace Grant will ever be much pleased to be managed." " I don't think him difficult to manage, though," said Harriet, with a confident shake of the head, which implied a great deal. " I never found him so. But you must bear in mind, that upon good management alone I build my hopes. That has always been my forte. You remember the boys at home ?" " Perfectly ;" replied Alice, with a slight inclination to smile. "With regard to them," continued Harriet, "I was always interfered with, and often defeated. Thus they became a little troublesome. Had they been left en- tirely to me, the case would have been widely different ; for good management can only be efficiently conducted by one." " I should like to know what you call good manage- ment ;" said Alice. " You shall see ;" replied her sister. THE MANAGING WIFE. 97 It was not on the lady's side alone, that the business of preparation for coming happiness was conducted with con- fidence in that happiness being realized to the full extent, or rather somewhat beyond the bounds, of reasonable expectation. Perhaps there never yet existed in the human mind a feeling of love without a consciousness of what that feeling was capable of doing and suffering for another. Hence that which is called presumption, in affairs of this nature, is often nothing more than a simple trusting faith in the power and the depth of human affection. It might be thus with Horace Grant, for he never asked himself what were his capabilities for bearing the burdens, or smoothing the path, of any other being; and he busied himself not the less cheerfully in all the necessary preparations, because he made no philosophical inquiries into the nature or the fitness of the connection he was about to form. " She must be happy \" said an old housekeeper of Mrs. Grant's, who was permitted to take greater liberties with her young master than any other member of the family. " She must be happy," the woman murmured to herself, as she went wandering on from room to room, for neither trouble nor expense had been spared j and Horace, when he chose to exercise it, had admirable taste in all things connected with the comforts and embelhshments of life. " She must be happy/' said the woman again, — " the pity is"— But here Lucy signed to her to stop, for the opinion of the housekeeper was but an echo of that of her mistress, that Horace might more wisely and more worthily have bestowed his affections. It is possible that Lucy thought the same, but she faithfully kept the promise made to her H 98 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. brother, that by every means in her power she would endeavour to overcome her mother's prejudices against the Vinings. And they were so far overcome, that Mrs. Grant betrayed no outward sign of disapprobation to her son, but reserved the expression of her real feelings for the ear of Lucy, and that of her favoured domestic. And thus the matrimonial preparations went on, fair and nattering on the surface, with a strong under-current of different feeling ready to burst forth, on every occasion where it might be indulged with safety. The preparations went on, and all things were nearly in readiness, when Horace was struck with a new idea. He had never thought of a greenhouse, for he himself had no taste for fancy plants ; but having one day heard an expression from Harriet, of her excessive fondness for a greenhouse, he set about with the utmost impetuosity and despatch, to have a wall broken down in a drawing-room already furnished with the most perfect taste, in order that his bride, on entering her future home, might have nothing left to wish for. " Happy thought \" said Horace to himself a thousand times, as he hastened the operations of the work-people, " and happier still that it occurred in time." In fact, the preparation of his house and grounds had now become the grand object of his life. For himself alone he would never have undertaken one hundreth part of the trouble and attention it required. For himself alone he would never have projected, calculated, and looked forward to effect, with one hundreth part the pains he now took for another. There was a secret too in all he was doing. He told nothing of it to Harriet, though whisperers were not wanting who conveyed to her ear the gratifying intel- ligence. Her delighted surprise on first becoming a witness THE MANAGING WIFE. 99 of the enchanted scene, where she was to reign the future queen, was all the reward he placed before him; but it was a reward upon which he calculated to the minutest item, with an avarice far surpassing that of the miser, who risks all his hoarded treasure upon one venture, and eagerly awaits the result. In this case, however, there could be no doubt of the result. Young love is a nattering painter of home-scenes, even when the means of imparting pleasure are of the most humble description. Even when little is perceptible beyond the study and the disposition to please, how deeply is that disposition appreciated, where there is a generous heart to understand its value ! The happy couple, — and in this instance, as usual, the church-bells, the public papers, and the private para- graphs of friendly letters, announced that they were so, — the happy couple, having no companions on their wedding tour, we refrain from entering upon any details connected with that journey, which terminated with the end of what is called the honeymoon. It had been an inauspicious season for lake-scenery, and the travellers hastened home a full week earlier than had at first been expected. Per- haps they had suffered from the chill damp atmosphere of the mountains, for the impatience with which Horace Giant ordered post-horses at every inn on their route, indicated something more of anticipated pleasure on reaching his own home, than immediate gratification in present things. In that home all was eager activity to be ready at the appointed time. The day of the bridal party's return, was ushered in with showers. The ground was moist, the roads heavy, and it was calculated that the travellers could not reach home before the close of day. Alice Vnring h 2 100 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. was there to welcome them, and Lucy, like the presiding spirit of the scene, glided from room to room, secure in the happiness she thought the bride must necessarily derive from an arrangement throughout, which indicated, not only the purest taste, but the most delicate and assi- duous care to accommodate and please. It had been apprehended by many, that the green-house would look too new, and in those steeping rains it certainly had a sort of chilly aspect, as all green-houses have in such weather as induces a longing for deep curtains and warm fires. The neighbouring gardens, however, had contributed their stores, and many a bright geranium, and full camelia, spread forth their delicate petals to give the bride a wel- come to her home. But chiefly the fine taste of Horace had been expended upon a little library or boudoir, fitted up for the especial gratification of the lady of the mansion. If nothing else should please her, he knew that this would — in fact, it must. No woman with a spark of enthusiasm for the beautiful in art or nature, could feel herself the mistress of this bower without a thrill of ecstasy ; and some there are, who would have wept for very joy and gratitude on entering such a scene of almost sacred seclusion. Every human being, however fond, however happy, needs some place in which to be alone — some place for the folding in of wandering thought ; but chiefly for the concentration of mind upon durable — upon eternal things. A woman of finely-toned feeling could not have entered the apart- ment alluded to, without being struck with the language of the place expressed in innumerable delicate appeals to the noblest faculties of human nature. Its language was that of welcome, for it possessed everything to invite, but it also seemed to say, " When I am absent from thee, THE MANAGING WIFE. 101 let no mean thoughts usurp my place. All the roughness and anxiety of life I will share with thee, but here thou shalt find rest and be alone." And Horace understood all this. He understood what belonged to the finest tone of feeling, when connected with himself. " Unfortunately," thought Lucy, " he does not know when other minds ar.e, or are not, affected like his own." And Lucy was in some measure right. He did not know, because it had never been his wish or his study to know, how other minds were constituted or moved. He had been educated to think only of himself; and all his feelings, however they were sent forth, grew back again to that deep centre, until it had no vigorous or healthy life. "But, hush !" said the expectant party loitering through the hall — " hush \" echoed Lucy, with her finger on her lip. " Hush !" — the wheels of a carriage are distinctly heard hissing through the deep wet gravel. The tramp of horses' feet comes nearer. The great hall-door is thrown wide open, and Horace, standing unconscious of the steeping rain, is about to hand his bride from the car- riage j when, in tones by no means the softest ever heard, she demands an umbrella ! It so happened, an umbrella was the precise thing which Horace hated. What was the rain to him, or to her? What ought it to be to those who were entering for the first time together the home from which death alone could ever send them forth ? Well, an umbrella was obtained, and after a world of care-taking, and tucking up, the bride ventured to put forth her little foot upon the step ; and then, as if wholly unconscious that Horace was by her side, she rushed into the hall, more intent upon the preservation of her bonnet, than the pleasant temper of her husband's mind. 102 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. Poor Horace ! From the days of his boyhood, it had been one of his romantic visions — that of returning to his ancestral home with his young bride upon his arm ; and there was this very bride, shaking the rain-drops from her dress, adjusting her shawl, and looking precisely as if she had just come in from an accustomed morning call. " Ah, well V said the old housekeeper, as she turned away from being a distant spectator of the scene : " It 's a pleasant sort of thing when people can make them- selves so much at home — a very pleasant sort of thing, indeed \» " Allow me ;" said Lucy to the bride, endeavouring to disencumber her of some of her sprinkled drapery. — " Allow me," said Alice, eager in the same cause, and between them they induced her to proceed to the drawing- room, where Horace still hoped that his triumph would be complete ; and where, elated with this hope, he stood erect, and looked around him with an expression of satis- faction, which invited others to do the same. His sister and Alice instinctively followed him in this very reason- able exultation, each listening in silence for the outburst of delight which all anticipated from the bride. " I thought the room looked cold," at last she exclaimed, like one petrified with the sight of an iceberg. " It is that frightful green-house opposite the fire ; I never saw a green- house in that situation in my life before \ n " I believe," said Lucy very modestly, " there was no other situation for it." " Then why have a green-house at all ?" inquired the bride, Lady Charlotte Chatterton's green-house is just here. This is the only place in the room where a green- house would have been tolerable." THK MANAGING WIFE. 103 " That happens to be the wall of the dining-room ?" said Horace, with a look of thunder, and he left the room. It was well that lie did so, for his sister and Alice Vining obtained, in his absence, an opportunity of hinting to the bride, that some little consideration was due to the studious care which had been bestowed upon every part of the house and grounds, in reference to her wishes. " Oh dear ! yes ;" said Harriet, as soon as she began to comprehend their meaning. " It is all very handsome — all very nice, to be sure. I never saw anything to exceed the drapery of those windows — and the carpet — I wonder what the carpet cost. Lady Charlotte's, you know, were all manufactured on purpose for her. But where is Horace ? I am afraid I have made a shocking mistake about the green-house. Well ! these sort of things are soon set right again. Where is my maid ? Do you think all my things are taken up stairs ?" And the lady of the house actually went lightly up to her own room, exploring as she went, praising somethings, and condemning others, yet upon the whole, well pleased to feel herself the mistress of such a home. Upon the stairs the party were met by Horace Grant, who had a key in his hand. It was the key of the little boudoir. Why had he locked it ? Perhaps some persons may understand how he could not bear to have the sacred- ness of that particular apartment intruded upon, by the spirit which had already broken the charm of his return. Early on the first morning after his arrival at home, Horace Grant was seen pacing alone through a secluded plot of garden-ground, which he had imagined would be the scene of Harriet's peculiar delight. Lucy was the first to discover that he was there ; and while he stood still as a statue, gazing at the unfortunate green-house, she gently 104 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. drew her arm within his, and bid him good morning, in her kindest, sweetest manner. " How beautiful the garden looks this morning !" said Lucy, " after the rain j" and she might well say so, for a sparkling freshness was upon the green grass, and the glittering leaves still wet with the recent showers, while the mists of summer's sweetest morning were rolling away from the valleys and the distant woods. And Horace felt at that moment all the sweet influences of nature. He felt the exhilarating effect of bright sun- shine after long-continued rain. He felt the return to his ancestral home, and to such a home as left no wish ungratified. He felt too — but why sum up the different items which crowd into some moments of existence the experience of years. Perhaps he felt too tenderly the touch of that soft hand, and the tones of that sweet voice, which never to his ear had uttered one harsh or unkind word. There are such moments in human life, when the most ardent wishes are all gratified, the fondest dreams fulfilled, the brightest pictures realized ; and the strong heart, filled to overflowing, becomes softened to the tenderness of a child. Happy then are they whose prayer it has long been, to pour sweet influences into such a heart, for that is their season for sowing the precious seed. Was it thus with Horace, and the companion he had chosen for his wife ? No ; she was far from the reach of those gentle influences. She knew not and asked not what he felt. In her busy mind there was no room for calculations, except in relation to visible, tangible, and practical things. She was examining drapery, contending with bandboxes, and arranging the means of accommoda- tion for herself and her property, with an assiduity which baffled the efforts of the wondering domestics to keep pace THE MANAGING WIFE. 105 with her. Nor was the new mistress of the mansion to be blamed for this assiduity. It was just, and right, and praiseworthy, to find a proper place for everything, and to put everything in its proper place. Only the mind has its seasons of right adjustment, as well as the body, and there are feelings that require their proper place, as well as articles of comfort and clothing. There are feelings, and precious feelings too, utterly lost from want of that careful husbanding, which many self-styled good managers bestow upon material things ; and then they look around upon the moral desert they have made, and wonder, with all their digging, and harrowing, and tearing up of weeds, that no one delights to dwell within the turbulent and dusty atmosphere, by which they are perpetually sur- rounded. With all our inventions for the supply of mere animal wants, with all our solicitude about bodily comfort and convenience, with all our manufactures and arts — all our patents and premiums — all the vast array of talent and of genius, enlisted in the one great cause of physical improvement, how few, and how pitiful, in comparison, are the efforts now making on behalf of mind. Of mind in its subservience to matter, we hear indeed no little ; of mind so far as it can be taught to invent, to calculate, or to work in any other way, towards the one great object of turning labour into gold. But of mind in its endless and inextinguishable nature, of mind as an attribute of Deity, of mind, as that which is to live when power-looms and steam-engines are no more — this aspect of mind is what we need to have presented more and more to our view, and what we must make our study, before we can add anything of importance to the aggregate of human happi- ness. 106 TEMPEJt AND TEMPERAMENT. It was no part of Harriet's good management to adapt herself to the nature of the human mind as regarded in this light. To manage well, according to her notions, was to obtain power; and this she effected, at least in her own department, almost to the extent of her heart's desire. Horace Grant was not very popular amongst his ser- vants, simply because he was not understood, his distant and reserved manners being very naturally construed into haughtiness or pride. Harriet, on the contrary, by a more frank and familiar manner, soon won them over to her interests ; and scrupling not to make them parties to her wishes when opposed to those of her husband, the servants soon learned that to serve the purposes of their mistress, was the surest method of serving their own. The old gardener was at once the most difficult and the most important to win over, but he was won at last, chiefly by the praises of his mistress bestowed upon his favourite flowers, and then the whole garden underwent a thorough reform. Not that the interference of Horace was ever openly resisted. He could not complain that his orders were ever decidedly opposed ; yet he must have been blind, indeed, not to have perceived the under-working of a different influence, which in the long-run always proved effectual in his defeat. Where could be the pleasure then to him of pacing the dull round of his garden-walks, and wondering what his work-people would be ordered to do next. Indolence was his constitutional disease, and half pleased with a plea for indulging it, half piqued at the frequent neglect of his wishes, he gave up his garden and grounds altogether to what Harriet considered her superior management. Alice Vining, who saw farther than her sister into the THE MANAGING WIFi".. 107 nature and requirements of the human mind, grew seriously- disturbed at the manner in which one source of interest after another was withdrawn from Horace. She knew that he wanted nothing so much as objects to aim at, and motives for exertion. In his situation as a country gentleman these were difficult to obtain, and therefore she wisely concluded that the worst possible management for him, was that which, depriving him of any source of interest, had a tendency to shut him up within himself. In this state she observed that he was always morbid, useless, and miserable ; while with his noblest faculties drawn out, and exercised, he was an efficient, energetic, and not unfrequently a happy man. In vain, however, did Alice reason with her sister on this subject. Harriet was one of those well-meaning persons, who, having sense enough of other kinds, are almost wholly destitute of moral sense. Tiius when Alice pleaded in favour of the adoption of some plan which Horace had suggested, her sister indignantly exclaimed — " What ! and spoil all the melons V* In fact it was impossible to make Harriet understand what was meant by keeping up a healthy tone of mind. Her mind was always healthy. "What was there to make it otherwise ? And if the argument ever turned upon the desirableness of making material good subservient to moral good, the first illustration used was sure to throw her upon the opposing fact of some hothouse-stove, some vine, or some cucumber having succeeded better under her management than under her husband's ; and to do her justice, in the statement of such facts, she was usually right. How then was she to know that a still greater good might be obtained by neglecting her green-house, and keeping her husband occupied and happy ? 108 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. And the little boudoir, so carefully fitted up for his wife, what had become of that ? Horace had thrown away the key, and made it a sort of public sitting-room, after replacing in his own study all the choicest ornaments, which, in his vain attempts to give pleasure, he had at first so gladly spared. And to Alice this apartment was often a place of delightful seclusion from the bustle of her sister's household, for though active herself, she was never bustling ; and when Harriet, fired with the ambition of having everything instantly set in order, had succeeded in disordering the tempers of every one around her, Alice frequently felt that her only safe resource was in the retirement of that little room, where she was sometimes joined by Horace. On these occasions Alice scarcely knew whether she most feared, or enjoyed, his company ; for sometimes he was oppressed with a yawning kind of listlessness, which made him anything but an agreeable companion; while at others, he would take up a favourite book, and charm her at once by his admirable skill in reading, and by his just appreciation of some distinguished writer. How did she long at such times that Harriet would come and sit quietly beside them, to share their enjoyment. But, no : it would have been all waste time to one who lived only for the active purposes of a material existence. Books were very well, and she herself dipped into them now and then ; but it was only when there was nothing else which needed her superintendence and her care. Books would keep safely in their cells. She could not trust to the same extent her preserves, her pickles, and her servants. " Oh ! for a moment's peace !" exclaimed Horace one day, throwing himself upon a couch which commanded a view of one of the open windows at which Alice was THE MANAGING WIPE. 109 sitting with her work. " I would willingly change places with yon peasant man, if he was going home to live in peace." " And yet/ 3 replied Alice, " I doubt whether peace is exactly what you mean." u Will you make me acquainted with my own meaning then," said Horace, smiling. u Will you hear me with patience, if I do?" " I give you my promise that I will." " Then it seems to me, that you want exactly what that peasant man enjoys — you want alternate effort and repose." "Nay, you must not talk to me of effort, for I am already weary of myself — of my life — of everything. Rest is the only thing I ask for, and that is what I cannot find." " There is no rest without exertion." " And how am I to exert myself? am I to take the tools out of my workman's hand, and the bread out of his mouth ?" " There is mental, as well as bodily effort." " Ah ! you mean that I should write a book, or take up a study, or give myself to a science. No, no ; one needs an object for that sort of thing." " You have mistaken my meaning after all." " Come then, you shall be my sibyl, but you must help me to decipher the mystic leaves." "Perhaps it is moral effort that I mean. At least I mean something that will do good to others. I am sure you would be happier if you could feel that you were of use, and your position in the world affords you the means of extensive influence." 110 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. " What can you be aiming at, Alice ? I do not catch your idea." " I thought my idea was a very simple one, and yet it does not seem easy to put into words." "It does not indeed, unless you propose for me the honourable office of itinerant preacher." " Why, that would be infinitely better than doing nothing. There are different gifts, and different callings — or, if you like not the expression, say different talents, and different duties portioned out to mankind. All that tends onward towards a noble end is so far good ; and if one man in the simplicity of his exalted faith goes directly to the great end at once, we who occupy ourselves with intermediate things, must not regard our place in the creation as superior to his." " Then you appoint me my portion as an itinerant preacher ?" " By no means. Yet I do not say that his lot in life is not a useful and a happy one, when compared with yours." " Alice, what would you have me do ? You see the miserable figure I make here, where the very cabbages that grow in my garden are not my own. I thought to have planted and improved, and to have made a sort of paradise around me. But already, in the vigour of youth, I am laid aside — not consulted — not wanted, in fact." "There are wider and nobler fields for improvement than your garden." " You mean my estate. Already I find orders have been issued for the cultivation of a plot of ground, which I intended for a preserve." " I allude to the people on your estate. Is there nothing to be done towards creating a moral garden around you ? THE MANAGING WIFE. Ill Little enough has been done for these poor people hitherto." "Now I understand you. Your imagination is filled with the beauty of roasting an ox, and giving petticoats away on the lawn. How glorious, to hear them drinking my health in mugs of ale ! — " " Nay, Horace, do be serious. I have had many earnest, anxious thoughts about you, and do not like to have them all trifled away." "Alice, I am serious — too serious in the secret of my heart on subjects such as these. You little know the need I have of some object to render life endurable. Perhaps you will scarcely believe me, when I tell you that I have had my — " Noble aspirations in my youth ;" that I have even longed to do good amongst my fellow- creatures, to fill a place in creation ; and to be something else than a burden to the earth on which I tread. But what can I do ? Everything is against me. I have no friend, to share my counsels. In all attempts to improve the moral condition of the poor, I should be a laughing- stock to the gentlemen of the neighbourhood. Our good friend, the rector, might possibly have been on my side, but the poor have just lost in him their best friend." " I can scarcely think these circumstances against you, for I am very much inclined to think you would work better alone, than in concert with any one. The objections you have raised, however, need weigh no longer on your mind, for the clergyman we are likely to have, is one whose endeavours to do good have been attended with the hap- piest consequences. I hear nothing can equal the esteem in which he is held, except the regret of his people at his leaving them." 112 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. H And pray who is this paragon of excellence ? M " A Mr. Berkeley, of " Horace Grant started up from the couch on which he had been reclining. He was on the point of betraying himself by a burst of indignation j but recollecting that Alice Vining was no party to the cause of his deeply- rooted prejudice, he pleaded the excuse of some forgotten engagement, for hastily leaving the room. 113 CHAPTER IX. Twelve months had now passed over the heads of the married couple, and they were preparing for a dinner party at Lady Chatterton' s, where Harriet was particularly fond of going, because she was sure to hear of some new style of conducting herself or her household, so as to be more in unison with the customs of the world. In one respect, however, Lady Chatterton had the advantage as to her sphere of operation. She had been married a much greater length of time, and had children to manage. And every body said they were managed to perfection, for never were seen such little upright, well-dressed, and pro- perly behaved children, as the Chattertons, whose deport- ment when in company, did good to the hearts of all the neighbourhood. Lady Chatterton was therefore in all respects the oracle of Mrs. Horace Grant. Lucy thought her flat, and Alice Vining had the bad taste to yawn during some of her long recitals, of which herself and her own management always formed the subject ; but Harriet delighted in nothing so much as talking and telling with this lady of servants, parties, dinners, dresses, and all those intensely interesting themes of conversation, which generally occupy the attention, and the half-whisperings, of two or three congenial female friends, while music or rational amuse- ments engage the rest of the company. i 114 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. At the house of Lady Chatterton, there was little else than music to entertain her guests, but this generally proved sufficient, especially when Horace Grant and his sister Lucy were of the party. Regularly as evening came to the Chattertons, a tall slight figure was ushered into the drawing-room, about the time of taking coffee ; and when guests were present, the coming in of this figure was generally, but not always, attended with the faint utterance of a name, which sounded almost like Bartlet, though few people knew exactly what it was, and fewer still thought it of consequence enough to ask. Lucy had often wondered who that tall and gentle- looking person was, until at last informed she was the governess ; but Horace did something more than wonder, for the governess touched the harp with such consummate skill, that he often stood listening to her music like one enchanted by a syren's song. In the Chatterton family, as in many others who think the habit engaging, it was the custom to call each other by some endearing nickname. It would have been a pity to deprive them of this channel for the overflow of their tenderness, since it was almost the only one they enjoyed. Thus, in their excessive fondness, the governess had obtained the flattering name of Lily, or Miss Lily, as the servants generally called her, and all day long there was some reference or other made to Lily, as if it had been a real name, but chiefly as a useful blame-bearer ; for the governess was the only person in the house who seldom condescended to defend herself from injurious suspicion. On the occasion alluded to, as that of the visit of the Grants to Lady Chatterton, there were several other guests invited, and consequently more appearance than :-■■ LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF ILLINOIS THI MANAGING WIFE. 115 usual of people getting the time over in a tolerable sort of manner. There was more noise, at least, than parties in that house could generally congratulate themselves upon making ; but still Horace and two or three others longed for the relief which Lily's harp and voice were accustomed to afford. It was late in the evening — so late that Harriet had begun to think of returning home, and still Horace lingered about that part of the drawing-room where a window, opening out upon a balcony, clothed with jessamine and clematis, let in the scented air of a balmy summer's night. Horace lingered about this spot, unconscious that the rest of the guests were gathered into groups in a different part of the room, all the listeners to the music except himself, having dropped away, to enjoy the higher grati- fication of hearing themselves talk. It seemed as if the governess, observant only of the fact that she was left, neglected to ascertain whether she was left alone ; for she resigned herself to a fit of deep abstraction ; and knowing that the chief reason why her musical powers were called into exercise, was to relieve the company from the irksomeness of silence, she carelessly drew her fingers across the chords of her instrument, and with abstracted look, as if her eyes were seeing visions of far-off things, she sung the following simple lay — MY FATHER'S HOME. Green leaves are ^Towing In the shady grove ; Soft winds are blowing Through the fields I love ', Blithe birds are singing O'er the verdant lea ; Purple violets spring iigj Where I long to be. i 2 116 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. Old friends are meeting Round my father's hearth ; Fond hearts are greeting ; Who will share their mirth ? Bright eyes are beaming, Eyes I used to know My tears are streaming Long will they flow. The two last lines of this song were repeated again and again with a mournful pathos ; and though the voice of the minstrel had fallen so low as scarcely to be heard beyond the recess of the window where she was seated, its tones of sadness grew deeper and deeper, like those of one whose thoughts are passing away from present things into some melancholy dream of by-gone days. At last it ceased altogether, and a cloud of heavy tears fell over the drooping eyes of that sad and desolate creature, whose burden of sorrow no one sought to bear. Horace Grant had been listening with his deep soul in his looks, to the dying fall of that soft melody. Leaning in thoughtful attitude against one of the pilastres which separated the recess of the window from the wider space of the drawing-room, he folded his arms across his breast, and gazed upon the poor governess with an intent and searching look, which might have proved extremely embarrassing, had not she herself been equally intent upon subjects far removed from the present scene. It was not long, however, before her fit of musing passed over ; and, starting as if she had been neglecting her duty, she struck the chords of her harp to a wild and animated lay. At the same time glancing round the room to see whether her neglect had been observed, she saw for the first time that Horace was near, and apparently watching her movements. Resuming her accustomed air THE MANAGING WIFE. 117 of indifference, the governess played on ; but still Horace remained in the same attitude, as if fixed to that spot for ever. He was lost to all around him, yet not gone, like his musing companion, far away, for his thoughts were deeply occupied within that inner self, which it is some- times dangerous to appeal to under circumstances of strong emotion j and Horace felt it to be so in the present instance, for he was asking himself what he might have been — how much, in short, he was capable of doing and of feeling, had the choice of his heart fallen upon a more congenial companion. He was thinking of many things it was too late to think of then ; and amongst the rest, he was thinking what a solace it would be to have Lily and her harp to soothe him every evening. " You are fond of music, I think, sir," said the governess, at last ; for she would gladly have done any- thing to turn away that look of fixed attention from her- self. " Is there anything you wish for particularly V Horace looked around him like one who suddenly awakes from a deep dream. Harriet was advancing from a distant part of the room, to say how long she had been waiting for him, the carriage having been ordered an hour before. " It is a thousand pities you should wait for me," said Horace. " The moon will rise in half an hour, and I have all along intended to walk." " So late as this ?" asked Harriet. " Yes," replied her husband, " you know my taste for moonlight walking. Only remember one thing : let the little gate at the end of the terrace be left open, for I don't wish to trouble the people at the lodge." Whatever Harriet might think of this arrangement, she was wise enough for once to be silent, and, turning away 118 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. quietly, because she was really tired, Horace felt himself at liberty to ask for as many songs as he liked. " I play so seldom," said the governess, " for any other purpose than to make a noise, that I scarcely know what music to select." " And you sing for the same purpose, do you ?" asked Horace. " No •" replied Lily, " I sing for my own pleasure. I am scarcely ever asked to sing, nor do I venture upon so daring an experiment, except when the company are too much occupied to hear me." " What a desecration of music [" exclaimed Horace, " What an insult to the soul that has music in itself V " Ah ! we should not regard it so ;" said the governess smiling. " We all have our peculiarities, some of us our peculiar passions. It would not be difficult to point out an individual whose passion is for railway speculations. Should that individual address himself to me on his favourite subject, I am afraid I should prefer my harp, or even the tones of my own voice ; and in such a case, might not he complain, as justly as I at no one listening to my song ?" " You are wonderfully philosophical ;" observed Horace, " on a subject which belongs exclusively to feeling. Who would have thought, to hear you half an hour ago, that your fine taste in music was accompanied by such calcu- lating indifference." " Indifference !" exclaimed the governess, and she looked up almost for the first time full into the face of her companion. " Do not mistake me," she added ; u If I care not to mingle with mean or vulgar minds in that which is to me a sort of second life — if I care not to hear them trifle about that which, is to me an almost sacred THE MANAGING WIFE. 119 theme, mixed up with, all sweet memories of the past, and household tones, and treasures hoarded up from early childhood, it is because I would keep for more intense enjoyment with the few, that which the many cannot feel/' " You are right," said Horace. " That is ever the truest philosophy, which is most allied to poetry, and that is yours. " "Pardon my egotism," continued the governess, "if I ask you also to remember my situation. My skill in music, and my voice, are regarded as nothing more than instruments to be called for, and made to play at the good pleasure of others. I am content that it should be so, because for such purposes I engaged myself; but none can wonder if sometimes I plead a cold, or do not exactly know the air, or the part assigned me, when called upon in this manner merely to fill a place with those who, entertaining a too high estimate of their own performance, want only a second or a third. Seldom, however, have I given way to this kind of selfishness, without after- reproach, as a necessary consequence. It ought not to be anything to me that I throw my voice into the general amusement of an evening, without being valued for any- thing beyond ; and it may be much to an indifferent performer to lose an opportunity of playing or singing to the best advantage." " Is it possible \" said Horace, " that you can really feel so good-natured under such inflictions? Is it consist- ent with a highly cultivated taste for art, to be satisfied with the subjection of the good to the inferior." " If art was the great end of life, it would not. But art itself, highly as some of us esteem it, must, in the aggregate of human affairs, be made subservient to duty. 120 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. It has been a hard task for me to learn this important lesson, but once learned, it is not likely to be forgotten, for it enables me more clearly to see the true harmony and beauty of the Divine government throughout the moral world. When we see but a little, and fix our atten- tion too minutely upon particular things, we are apt to question the wisdom which permits the blight of spring- blossoms, and the mercy which does not interfere to prevent individual suffering and death. But when we see farther, and especially when we outlive the first vivid impressions of ardent youth, and become satisfied to look beyond ourselves, we are more easily persuaded that our own little sorrows and privations may ultimately prove to have been the hidden means of ensuring to us the greatest blessings." " But I must again solicit your pardon. 1 see the guests are dispersing. The moon has already risen. You will have a delightful walk home." And so far as moonlight, and soft air, and shady groves, could make it so, the walk was delightful to Horace, for it led along a lovely valley, through rich pastures, and plantations, and over a wandering brook which formed the boundary of his own grounds. Here it was that he paused to think. Here it was that many of the pleasant hours of his boyhood had been spent ; and here it was that he had passed some of the saddest, too. Both recollections tended to endear the spot, and he seldom crossed the little rustic bridge which spanned the stream, without leaning over the low parapet, where festoons of ivy hung more than half way down to the water which hurried on beneath. Horace Grant, like most persons of morbid tempera- ment, who dwell much upon themselves, had not a healthy THE MANAGING WIFE. 121 conscience, or, in other words, a justly balanced sense of right and wrong ; for he sometimes palliated his worst offences, and at others reproached himself severely for a trifling fault. On the present occasion, he had probably sinned more in thought than others were aware of, for his imagination construed into a sort of unfaithfulness to his wife, the fascination under which he had lingered, while charmed by the sweetness of a stranger's voice. He had been struck by her weary and exhausted look, but especially by the quiet manner in which she had turned away to return home alone. All these considerations affected him deeply, for his heart was formed to be touched by tender influences ; and he inwardly resolved that this, the first time he had willingly and openly neglected his wife, should be the last. Dreaming over these good intentions, for the operations of his mind could scarcely be called anything more, Horace proceeded leisurely along the path which led to the private door into his own garden, and communicated by a terrace with the house. On approaching this door, Horace was startled to see a white figure gliding hastily along the terrace. " It is Harriet herself," said he, with delighted exulta- tion ; while, full of kind thoughts towards her, he con- celaed himself beneath the shadow of a chestnut tree, enjoying the prospect of an interview so sudden and so unexpected on the part of his wife. " She is a kind creature, after all," Horace murmured to himself, for he heard the turning of a key in the gar- den-door. " She has come herself, in preference to send- ing one of the servants, for she knows how little I like their espionage upon what I choose to do." And saying this, he advanced, at the same time stealthily, to be ready 122 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. with the joyful greeting which his own gratitude had pre- pared him for. With eager expectation he listened to the turning of the key. It seemed to be wrenched round with some violence, but that the old lock might require. It seemed — was it possible his senses could deceive him ? No; he distinctly heard these words, uttered in a tone and manner which he knew too well— "There ! you will know better than to stay out until midnight again \" And the door was actually locked instead of being left open, and Horace was standing alone under the midnight sky, having been wilfully excluded by his wife from entrance to his own home. Not that he was shut out from entering that home at all. There was the lodge- gate, where he could ring a great bell, which sounded all over the neighbourhood, and there was a man at the lodge to let him in — a man whom he had so often repri- manded for staying late from home, that it was anything but agreeable to appear before him in his own person at that hour, and on foot, like some common vagrant wan- dering on the road. It is scarcely necessary to say, that the darkest passions of which Horace Grant was capable burned in his bosom as he stood beside this gate, or that he rung the great bell as if a host a thousand strong were demanding entrance. Majestically, too, he strode along to his own door, where he knocked with a violence which startled the slumbering domestics, and roused a whole chorus of dogs into the mingled melody of barks and howls. What transpired in the interior of the mansion on that eventful night remains untold. Suffice it that on the following morning the lady of the house appeared with the trace of tears upon her cheek. Yes, Harriet could weep. She was capable of feeling in THE MANAGING WIFE. 123 a certain way; and when lier husband, mounting his horse earlier than usual that morning, rode out of the courtyard without once bidding her good-by, it was observed that she stood at the window watching him depart, and that she sometimes pressed her handkerchief to her eyes. Horace Grant had not mentioned to any one his object in going out that day. Perhaps he did not know himself, for there are states of mind in which to escape from one place affords a stronger inducement than to arrive at another ; and the vague wanderings of a discontented spirit afford little data for certain calculation. 124 CHAPTER X. The state of mind in which Horace Grant rode forth on the morning already described, might not inaptly be com- pared to a sort of mental knight-errantry. History and poetry connected with the days of chivalry, alike abound in representations of these heroic wanderings in search of adventures, in which the knight, clad in complete armour, and mounted on his impatient steed, took with him all the appliances for instant combat, in any cause which chance might happen to throw before him. It would have been ill suited to the lordly and impetuous tempera- ment of such a hero, to enter minutely into the merits of the cause to be espoused ; still less to await the tedious and more humiliating process of appealing to the judg- ment and opinion of others. He was there ready for action — ready both to judge, and to do battle, in his own right ; and so far as he maintained his character as a true and valiant knight, it was his privilege to throw dignity and weight on that side of the quarrel which he made his own. Not certainly with helm and plume, nor covered with a coat of mail, did Horace Grant ride forth that day ; but he was mounted on a steed that would not have dishonoured the memorable " Field of the Cloth of Gold •" and if he bore no glittering lance, nor shield in battle THE MANAGING WIFE. 125 tried, he had more than their equivalent in the tempestuous elements struggling for mastery within his own breast. Horace Grant had mounted his horse, and gone out that day with an indefinite impression of being driven on by the violence of passions, which had nothing within the sphere of his home on which to vent their fury, or exercise their power. Riding, especially on a high-spirited horse, is an excellent resource on occasions such as had occurred to him ; but riding, to those who are accustomed to it, is not enough. Riding exercises only the bodily functions, and this brings only partial relief. The mind is in arms, and must do something ; it burns for conflict, and must fight, if not with foes, at least with difficulties, and these are not always to be found of the description which a proud and impassioned spirit would desire to encounter. Well is it for those whose difficulties have not to be sought purely for the sake of relieving the lassitude and satiety of life — well is it for those, who in this irritated state of conscious power, and readiness for conflict, find their difficulties pressed upon them in the form of actual duties, which they can cheerfully undertake, and thus by working off, in a healthy and useful channel, the superabundance of their mental energy, turn to good account what might otherwise have destroyed their own happiness, and the peace of all around them. That state in which Lord Byron set about learning a difficult language, because, as he said in his own memorable language, his " mind wanted something craggy to break upon," is exactly what belongs to the irritation of strong feeling without an object on which to spetul itself; and not of feeling merely, but of the faculty of resistance without anything to oppose, or, in other words, of combativeness without anything to fight. 12G TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. The great bane to the happiness of Horace Grant — the poisoning drop in the current of his life, had been that he had never had anything to do. Constitutionally indolent, he required at all times strong motives to rouse him into action. Thus he had few chances of being employed, compared with the generality of men; and these few were again reduced almost to nothing, by his constitutional pride, which interdicted all that were not sufficiently honourable and distinguished. A wife, and especially a wife whom he loved, might have done much to help him. She might have withheld all active interference in the proper sphere of his depart- ment ; at the same time keeping up his interest by her own, and gratifying his lawful pride by constant reference to his opinions. The fact of her knowing better than he did about some trifling item in the economy of house or garden, had nothing whatever to do with the great task the managing wife had undertaken in marrying a man of morbid temperament, and defective education- In that solemn hour when she stood by his side at the altar, " and spoke the fitting vow/' she did not promise to look after his green-house, or to direct his labourers how to cultivate his fields ; she did not stipulate, either, that in all cases where her knowledge and experience were more than his, she was to have direct and entire mastery. The vaulted roof of the ancient edifice under which they stood, sacred only to vows which could be registered in heaven, would scarcely have echoed the words of such a compact as this. And yet such was the prin- ciple upon which Harriet had commenced her married life — such W as the principle she seemed determined to carry out, whether right or wrong. In justice to the managing wife, however, it must be TFIE MANAGING WIFE. 127 granted, that she knew not the mischief she was doing ; and from such ignorance arises the extreme danger of choosing a companion for life, merely from the fancy of a moment, or the agreeable impression of a pleasant journey. It is quite possible for two beings to live happily together in this close intercourse, whose former lives have been spent in widely different circumstances, even so much so, that scarcely any single fact occurring to one, has occurred in the same way to the other. It is quite possible for such individuals to live harmoniously, when the faculties of their minds are such, as that they receive .similar impres- sions, and draw similar conclusions, from such facts as they do observe or experience together. In this lies the great secret of conjugal felicity; and the lover who excites a smile of ridicule from the intense interest with which he dwells upon those trifles, so unimportant to others, which indicate this similarity of mind between himself and the object of his regard, is in this instance more philosophical than the world in general is willing to give him credit for. On the other hand, that man is called extremely prudent, who in choosing the companion of his future life, selects one whose circumstances, parentage, and education, in a worldly point of view, resemble his own ; and unquestionably this is one step towards a prudent choice. But this is not all, unless a mere worldly kind of satisfaction is the object sought. This is not all — for unless the same early associations have afforded sufficient opportunity for testing individual character, it will be found possible for two beings to be exquisitely miserable together, who have always attended the same parish church, dined off the same dinner-service, and paid the same amount of yearly rent. 1;28 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. But to return to our story. Horace Grant rode on — scarcely knowing where lie went. The morning w r as peculiarly exhilarating, for though unclouded sunshine glowed through the firmament, a heavy dew yet lay on the thick grass beneath the trees, while a brisk and freshening gale waved the long branches of the beech- woods through which he passed, and lifted the heavy mane of his fiery charger, which snorted, and trod the ground, impatient of the tightened rein. Horse and rider seemed alike to be feeling the influence of the scene — to be panting for exercise and burning for action, yet con- demned to repose, which had no rest for either. It was a morning to have awakened hope within the most weary and depressed of human hearts ; and, touched by the invigorating influence of the scene, Horace directed his course along the brow of a bold hill, from whence he saw, in glimpses between the stems of the beech-trees, a wide expanse of fertile country sleeping in noontide beauty far below. In the distance was a navigable river winding its serpent course towards the sea, and bearing on its shining bosom many a light skiff, and deeply-laden barge. Along the richly wooded banks of this river, towns and villages were scattered with their thickly peopled habitations, and all the land looked full of life, activity, and teeming plenty. " It is a glorious world \" said Horace reining in his horse upon the brow of a bold hill, from whence he could look down without the intervention of bush or branch, over the wide-stretching valley, with its well-tilled fields, and many cottages, and orchards waving with their golden fruit. "It is a glorious world!" he repeated, "if one had but a place amongst its busy thousands, and could be doing something worthy of a name." THE MANAGING WIFE. 129 Yielding to his habitual practice of allowing every thought which flitted across his mind to resolve itself into a kind of indefinite and unprofitable musing, Horace Grant suffered his horse, as well as his thoughts, to take what course they would ; and he consequently soon found himself where he would scarcely have chosen to be, for it was in the middle of a long dull village, composed of one dirty street, and occupied almost entirely by the families of weavers, who worked in a kind of manufacture carried on to a great extent in that particular neighbourhood. Horace had never passed through this village before without being annoyed by the click of its machinery, so discordant to his well-tuned ear ; and he was wholly at a loss how to account for the present state of things, for on this day not a single shuttle was to be heard. The houses appeared to be empty, and, what was most remark- able, none but women and children were to be seen in the street, or upon the road. Amongst these, there was evidently some cause of strong excitement prevailing, for nearly all had left their work, either to stretch their necks out of the high attic-windows, or to gather in groups about the outskirts of the village ; some shading off the sunshine with their hands, while they strained their sight to the extreme distance; others delivering eloquent harangues, accompanied with gestures of menace and defiance, and others turning hastily into their neglected homes, to soothe some fretful infant, or to stand for a moment by the bed- side of a suffering neighbour. Wholly unaccustomed to trouble himself about the affairs of this class of people, Horace was still disposed to indulge his curiosity so far as to inquire what could be the cause of such an unusual state of things. A sweet voice, singing a strange kind of ditty, attracted him K 130 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. towards one particular cottage, standing on the outskirts of the village, so close to the road, that it was not difficult for the passing traveller to see and hear a great deal of what might be going on within. There seemed to be nothing, however, on the present occasion, beyond the ordinary routine of cottage life, for a woman sat near the door rocking her baby to sleep, and at the same time singing the following words with a peculiar cadence, and repeating the last lines again and again. SONG. The plough in the fallow stands idle at noon, The sheep-dog at midnight is watching the moon, The flocks are all scattered, the shepherds are gone, Gone — gone — Every one. The flocks ai*e all scattered, the shepherds are gone. The apples are ripening untouched on the tree, The cows are all feeding unmilked on the lea, The, harvest is ready, the reapers are gone, Gone — gone — Every one, The harvest is ready, the reapers are gone. " Where did you learn that song, my good woman ?" asked Horace, drawing up his horse beside the cottage- door. " Nowhere, that I know of," said the woman, changing her tone to one of sullenness. (i But why do you sing such a strange ditty as that V continued Horace. " I don't know," replied the woman, with the same look of obstinate indifference. " Have you a husband ?" Horace asked, " No," replied the woman. THE MANAGING WIFE. 131 " Is that child yours ?" " No." a Where are its parents ?" " It has none.'' " Who provides for it ?" " Nobody." " Rather a negative state of things here," murmured Horace, as he turned away to question a group of gossips who stood upon a ridge of rising ground, from whence they overlooked the road along a valley, leading to one of the principal towns in the neighbourhood, beside which were stationed several large mills or factories, with their teeming population around them. From this group of women, Horace received neither more satisfactoiy information, nor answers much more civilly expressed; and concluding that some prize-fight, or other source of popular interest of the same low grade, had drawn forth the whole of the male population, he again rode leisurely along, troubling himself no more about the matter. Soon, however, a loud and unanimous cry from the women of the village assailed his ear, and looking round, he beheld a number of them running in a tumultuous troop, to a particular point of the high ground overlooking the road, where a herd of cattle, or some other moving mass, of men or beasts, sent up such a cloud of dust, that nothing definite could be distinguished by the distant observer. " Surely," exclaimed Horace, " they must be men, for I can see flags waving to and fro; and now they are shouting to the women, who scream like a band of witches from above." The truth flashed upon the mind of Horace at once. k 2 132 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. He heard the people yelling and thundering at the gates of an immense manufactory, which stood immediately below the brow of the hill. He heard the crash of the gates as they burst open. The shouting grew louder. He knew thai the same mad work of destruction had been transacted by bands of this description, in parts of the country not fai distant. The owner of this manufactory was a man ot the highest respectability, well known to Horace. Was he to stand there inactive, watching his property des- troyed? It was the question of a moment. In the next it was answered. Slackening the rein of his impatient horse, he dashed with the speed of lightning down the side of the hill, and was soon upon the spot, where the crash of machinery, and the exulting shouts of an infuriated mob, rendered it utterly hopeless for any single individual even to obtain a moment's attention, and still less to stem the tide of popular feeling. Besides which, Horace Grant had no influence. He was merely known in the neighbourhood as a gentleman of independent property ; and his habits of reserve, blended with a degree of natural haughtiness, rendered him one whose society was rather shunned, than sought, by all who felt themselves in the class of his inferiors. If it be true, that there are deeds which we must dare, " And execute ere thought be half aware," it is certainly no less true, that there are moments, in which to pause and calculate results is to lose for ever the golden opportunity of useful action. The present moment was an opportunity of this kind to Horace Grant. Had he staid to think, his mind would have revolted from the prospect of mixing himself up with a confused rabble, with whose vulgar interests he had nothing in common ; THE MANAGING WIFE. 133 but, strange to say, his foaming steed had dashed down into the very midst of the throng, and the exulting mob, whose boldest defiance would have been raised against the interference of a mere country gentleman in his own person, made way, and stood aloof from that majestic stranger, seated so firmly on his scarcely less majestic- looking steed ; so strong is the momentary impression produced upon excited minds, by that which bears a character of power, though merely in its physical proportions. Quickly alive to the effect which his sudden and unex- pected appearance had produced upon the tumultuous rabble, Horace seized the propitious moment to turn it to account; and drawing himself up in a commanding position, he addressed the people immediately around him in a voice, whose clear and manly tones were well calcu- lated to demand attention from whatever assembly it might address. Clear and earnest speaking from a fine commanding voice, has at all times an indescribable power over the minds of men, and still greater over those of women. Perhaps it was well for Horace that the mob in which he found himself was composed, as almost all mobs are, of a considerable proportion of the female sex. The attention of these was sure to be attracted by the sight of so fine a figure, seated on so noble a horse ; and when Horace began to speak, the women pressed around him, determined at least to hear what he had to say. So long as his voice was to be heard, all went well ; but no sooner had the few sentences he uttered died away, than the rabble closed around him, hooting and shouting with redoubled violence, until a cry of " hear him, hear him V was got up amongst a partial few, and that blending with the 134 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. general uproar, the scene grew tenfold more distracting than before. " Hear him, hear him \" was still loudly vociferated amongst the throng; and with the hope of enjoying a little variety in their day's frolic, a rapidly increasing party insisted upon Horace making a speech. It was a thing he had never done in his whole life, and, more than that, he had nothing definite to say. He knew little about the people by whom he was surrounded, and he cared still less. He saw only that they were bent upon a work of destruction, which, while it injured others, could profit nothing to them ; and as they had given him the opportunity of appealing to their reason, he was deter- mined not to reject it. Under such circumstances then, Horace Grant delivered his maiden speech — under such circumstances, he discovered the great secret that he had power. It would be absurd to suppose that in his first oration, Horace Grant acquitted himself with perfect mastery over his own, or other minds. Indeed, his eloquence that day was more like the first outburst of some pent-up stream, bearing along with it a mass of heterogeneous matter. But that was of very little consequence to such an audience as now gathered around him. It is not to be supposed, either, that the thoughts of the speaker were much in unison with theirs. But even that seemed not to stand in the way of their determination to hear him ; more especially as it afforded them many gratifying opportunities of interruption, contradiction, and personal interference ; to all which Horace listened with a degree of patience and forbearance, altogether foreign to the habits of his previous life. Once or twice he ventured a little too far, in assuming THE MANAGING WIFE. 133 some of the prerogatives of wealth and station, when suddenly the rustling of bricks and stones in the hedge beside him, conveyed a hint, not easily misunderstood, that his head would be in danger, if he continued upon that tack. At any other time of his life, Horace would have set these threats at defiance, and perhaps sacrificed his life for the sake of maintaining his dignity; but a new feeling had sprung up within his breast on this memorable day — a feeling which was more gratified by discovering that he could turn the hearts and minds of men to his purposes, than it would have been by any satisfaction derived from mere personal security. What he said to them was perhaps after all of less consequence to the hearers, than his manner of saying it. He appealed to their pride, to their reason, to their practical common sense. He endeavoured to make them ashamed of the mischief they had done, and were doing ; and having with some difficulty succeeded thus far, he found himself wholly at a loss how to meet the questions pressed upon him by the people on every hand — What then were they to do ? Were they to submit to a decrease of their wages ? No, never ! And gaunt faces, and hollow glaring eyes, and thin pale lips drawn back from hungry teeth, attested the truth, that the speakers had suffered, and would suffer again, rather than submit. Yes, it is a fearful thing, that keen evidence of human want. It is a fearful thing, to look into the ghastly face, and to know that the tongue is cleaving to the mouth, and the heart sinking in the bosom, for lack of food. It is a fearful thing, because the great agony of hunger still is less, than the palpable injustice which at the same time loads the table of the rich epicure with sickening indul- gence j and we wonder how far the craving of absolute ]36 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. hunger, not on the part of one, but of many— not on the part of the idle and the wasteful, but on that of the indus- trious — not on the part of the guilty, but on that of the innocent and the helpless — may not justify the tiger's fierce pursuit after anything that may alleviate this gnaw- ing and unutterable anguish. It is a fearful thing, and Horace Grant felt it to be so on that eventful day, to look around upon the strong and well-wrought forms of men and women, whose wasted arms were hanging in listless indolence, or raised to execute a momentary vengeance, which seemed to die away for want of power. But worse even than this, was the dis- tortion of that faint and fitful inebriation, purchased at a fearful cost, to supply an instant and transient alleviation. And this, in its thousand hideous forms, was there, height- ening the passions of the moment, and supplying a con- vulsive power for effecting any desperate purpose, in which neither calculation nor perseverance were required. Of such, with a slight admixture of more determined spirits, was that strange multitude composed. And Horace Grant was in the midst of them, a clear space being left for the proud pawing of his noble steed. He was there, his cheek flushed, his eye flashing fire, his hat sometimes waved in the air, and his black hair floating in the w r ind — he was there like the master-spirit of some mighty storm ; but, unfortunately for him, it was a storm, to whose jarring elements he was unable to say " be still" So long as he kept the people excited and interested, he could turn them this way, and that ; but he was powerless to send them quietly back to their empty homes, and still less to induce them to submit to what they had determined to resist to the death. At this difficult crisis, it was no little relief to Horace THE MANAGING WIFE. 137 Grant, to hear the tramp of horses' feet in the distance, and to recognize the approach of an armed force, by the waving of flags, and the glitter of polished arms in the sunshine. Once more he availed himself of a happy moment. There was yet time peacefully to disperse, and he called upon the people, by all they loved and valued, not to attempt a resistance, which must inevitably end in bloodshed and defeat. " Come with me," he shouted, waving his hat high in the air, " all those who are absolutely hungry. You shall have one dinner at least this week. You know the way. Go quietly by the road, and I will meet you in half an hour; but remember, that man who strikes a blow, or throws a stone, is no guest of mine." " Does he mean what he says ?" cried several voices from the throng. " I do," shouted Horace again ; — " Come with me," and so saying, he set spurs to his horse, and, bounding over the fence which separated the road from the fields, was soon seen galloping with the speed of a hunter along the brow of the hill. It seems to be a rule universally established, that the one unpardonable sin betwixt husband and wife, is to bring home an unexpected guest to dinner ; and especially a guest who is neither welcome, nor congenial to the unexpecting party. What then shall be said of that husband who brings home a hundred ! Words are inadequate to the occasion. At least Mrs. Grant found them so, particularly as the party began to arrive before her husband, who was busily arranging for provisions to be sent from the nearest town. It is true the whole multitude had not heard the invitation so liberally given, nor indeed one half of it ; and of the other 138 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. half, but a small proportion placed sufficient confidence in Horace Grant, to think it worth their while risking the experiment; for it was very naturally supposed by some, and whispered amongst others, that the strange gentleman intended by this pretence, to entrap them into the hands of the police. The troop who found their way to the residence of Horace Grant, might therefore be composed of seventy or eighty persons, making, with odd stragglers gathered by the way, about a hundred; and amongst these, the prevailing idea was, that of seeing what the fun would be, rather than of reaping any substantial benefit to themselves. We have already said that Harriet had been seen in tears on that particular morning ; but her grief being never of the sentimental kind, was very apt to find its alleviation, if not its cure, in some fresh application of force and spirit applied to her domestic arrangements. Thus, if anything occurred to depress her spirits, she was in the habit of calling in her gardener, and setting labourers of other descriptions to work ; or if the " tide of her grief" ran unusually high, she had recourse to paper- ing, and painting. On the present occasion, the papering and painting having but recently been completed, she was obliged to turn her attention to some other means of assuaging grief, and was busily employed with two or three of her servants in the upper apartments of the man- sion, when, happening to look out of the window, it might be with a faint hope of anticipating her lord's return, she saw a number of people leaping over the fence upon the lawn, before the house, having been, as she justly sup- posed, refused admittance at the gate. " Charlotte ! — Betsy ! —Jane ! look here !" exclaimed the lady of the house. THE MANAGING WIFE. 139 " Good gracious me \" exclaimed the maids. " What can the people be about V s said the mistress. " I never did I" responded the maids. " Call Thomas f % cried the mistress. " Call James f cried the maids. " They are tearing up the park fence V* raved the mistress. " Did I ever V* shrieked the maids. Things grew worse and worse. Confusion thickened on the lawn. " Fasten all the doors f* cried the mistress. " And the shutters V 3 echoed the maids. " Nonsense V exclaimed the lady of the house. " Obey my orders, and don't make simpletons of yourselves. You have nothing else to do than obey me. I know how to manage these kind of people. I understand what it means, perfectly well. They have been at this kind of work all through the neighbourhood. I can manage them, never fear \" In fact, Harriet felt herself quite equal to the occasion, great as it was j though how to set about this wonderful management, which she professed so well to understand, was not quite clear, even to her own mind. The first thing she did, and unquestionably it was the best, was to secure all the doors. She then placed herself at a high window commanding a view of the lawn, and seeing the people preparing to approach nearer, she thought it time to pour upon them the thunders of her authority, which was effected by throwing open the window, stretching forth her head, and commanding them to leave the place. This was not exactly the kind of reception which one half of the people expected, and the suspicious began to look 140 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. at the confiding with very expressive faces, which seemed to say, " This is exactly what we warned you of. You see he was only making game of us all." In fact, the tide of popular feeling was beginning to take a very uncomfortable turn. Dark scowling looks were directed to the open window, and threatening menaces were used, to indicate that the company considered them- selves ill treated ; more especially when Thomas and James, the officiating house-servants, were sent out to insist upon their immediate retirement from the place, and to threaten all sorts of vengeance if not instantly obeyed. Seeing her two emissaries defied in so barefaced a manner, Harriet felt herself once more thrown upon the resources of her good management, and, screaming violently from the window, she insisted upon the rabble immediately going away. " Go away !" screamed fifty voices at once, mimicking the peculiar tone in which this command was given. " Go away instantly ! I insist upon it ;" she repeated yet more angrily. " I insist upon it !" echoed the fifty voices again. " We have guns to fire upon you ;" screamed the lady. " We have guns to fire !" echoed the mob, and a simul- taneous laugh burst forth from the whole multitude, who drawing together in a closer phalanx, so as to command a more direct view of the window, absolutely rocked to and fro with the convulsive movement of this hoarse and frantic merriment. For once in her life, Harriet found her good manage- ment at fault ; and, fairly overcome with terror and confusion, she drew back from the window, and threw herself upon the support of her already helpless maids, THE MANAGING WIFE. 141 A fit of hysterical weeping very naturally followed, and well might such weakness be excused to helpless women, situated as they were at that moment. Nor were their terrors alleviated by any abatement of the tumult without. At length, however, one universal shout was heard from the multitude. Whether it arose for life, or for death, those within the house were at a loss to imagine. " Look out, Charlotte, just once more f said the mistress of the mansion, in a voice exceedingly unlike her own. "Look out Betsy;" said Charlotte, "you are nearest to the window." " Look out, Jane ? said Charlotte, instantly retreating. " Don't you see I am farther off than any of you ?'* Jane, however, excused herself on some such plea as the others had used ; and Charlotte, whose curiosity was the greatest, at last ventured to steal a hasty glance, not, however, before another of those tremendous and appall- ing shouts had rent the air. " Oh — ma'am \" said the maid, " it is the leader himself come amongst them — a great furious-looking fellow on a black horse \" " Gracious, what a man \" exclaimed Betsy, who in her turn had begun to peep. " I am sure he will murder us all. I never saw anything look so savage and bloodthirsty as he does. And see how they gather about him — the cannibals [" " Look yonder, too \" cried Jane, who also had ventured to become a spectator — " yonder comes a cart-load of cannon-balls. See ! he is giving them each one into their hands. Now it is all over with us, indeed ! Oh dear ! Oh dear I" and the terrified girl went off into another hysteric fit, without delay 142 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. In spite of her fears, Harriet felt it impossible to resist the impulse of her curiosity, to ascertain what was really- going on, and, stretching her face over the shoulder of one of her maids, she also looked forth into the field of action. It was not many minutes before the figure of Harriet rose to its full height, as she placed herself with apparent confidence once more before the window, looking and speaking in her accustomed manner, and by no means forgetting to chide her foolish maidens, for their ill-grounded fears, and especially for their childish folly in having mis- taken their own master for a bandit -chief, and a baker's cart laden with bread-loaves, for a cart-load of cannon- balls ! The particulars of what transpired upon the lawn that day, Harriet never knew. It was sufficient for her, that her husband, her house, and her property, were safe. She wondered, and expressed her wonder in no measured terms, that he should be guilty of identifying himself with such a rabble — that he should waste his money in supply- ing such idle vagrants with food — and perhaps, most of all, that he should willingly allow them to trample down the grass on his lawn : but she had been too well satisfied to see them disperse, quietly, and apparently in good humour, to wish at the moment to interfere by the exercise of her personal authority ; and perhaps she retained too vivid a recollection of her signal defeat, ever again to boast of her good management in the control of a riotous mob. 143 CHAPTER XI. Action is the natural impulse of a powerful and energetic frame. This impulse may be checked by absence of the means of exercise, or it may be diverted by wrong training, into channels which are neither healthy nor beneficial; but still the impulse remains as a natural and necessary accom- paniment of power; and if it exhibits itself in no other way, it may always be recognized under the characteristics of discontent and uneasiness while forcibly repressed, of cheerfulness and satisfaction when called into exercise. It does not follow that a powerful and energetic frame shall be always in action. There is often, from defective education, as well as from constitutional causes, great indolence connected with such a conformation ; but along with that indolence there is also great dissatisfaction, which indicates that muscular relaxation may be a widely different sort of thing from bodily enjoyment or repose. To cast the heavy limbs at full length upon a couch, is not always to find ease in that position. Oh ! no ; there must first have been the long ride, or the vigorous walk, the free play of every muscle, the extended arm, the laborious action of the foot, the quick circulation of the warm blood, and, with all this, the meeting of the pure fresh breeze — nature's own breath upon the brow and temples, under the waves of the hair, and about the glow- ing wrists ; and then comes the sweet repose, the refreshing sleep, and the luxury of perfect rest. 144 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. Beyond this, however, there is a grand secret in the book of nature, which it behoves the discontented to look into, and to prove for themselves, once at least, before they give up the world to destruction, and themselves to irre- mediable despondency. Let them try whether the mind is not in these respects constituted like the body ; whether the exercise of all its different faculties is not the great end for which such faculties weie bestowed; and whether to direct their exercise aright, is not a more certain means of obtaining happiness, than to settle down into a state of useless inactivity, wondering that happiness does not come of itself. The use of language as a medium of thought, is quite as natural an impulse to a powerful and energetic mind, as action is to the body. Mind cannot exist alone, it must converse either with books or men. Some minds are satisfied with holding imaginary intercourse with nature, but these are comparatively few, unless, indeed, such imaginary converse is combined with the after satis- faction of revealing the secrets of nature to the ear of man. Something in the form of language there must be, either written, spoken, or conveyed by different means to other minds ; and the more copious the outlet, and the stronger the impression it produces, the more it is adapted to the wants, nay, to the absolute necessities, of a vigorous and overflowing mind. Horace Grant had never in his whole life, before the occasion just described, known what it was to produce any very powerful impression upon others. He had sometimes, when in company, in good spirits, and free from all restraint, found himself the centre of attraction, and even then had known the enjoyment of pouring forth the full free tide of his own thoughts and feelings into THE MANAGING WIFE. 145 other minds. From all the great and stirring occasions of public life, however, he had held himself so far aloof, that he seemed to have nothing in common with the mass of human kind, and especially with the ignorant, the laborious, and the poor. On many occasions he had felt disposed to be personally kind, and his generosity had extended far in advance of his justice ; but even in the exercise of this generosity, some personal pique had too frequently interfered, or some instance of personal ingra- titude had too often converted his kindly feelings into emotions of disappointment and disgust. Thus he had not unwillingly allowed himself to adopt the phraseology of a certain class, who excuse themselves from any great excess of charity, by saying, " It is of no use endeavouring to help the poor, they are so ungrateful" As if charity itself was nothing but a kind of purchase-money, by which the incense of gratitude towards ourselves might be bought. Perhaps it would scarcely be intelligible language to such persons, should any one state to them, that the more ungrateful poor people are, the more need there is for doing them good — moral good, as well as physical ; for to do something for their real and lasting benefit, and to teach them the value of what is done, is certainly one important step towards doing them the highest good. With this progressive kind of work, Horace Grant was not yet acquainted. He had plunged, as it were acci- dentally, and at once, into the warm heart of a suffering people. It is true they were suffering in a great measure from their own obstinacy, and misguided passions, but hunger is hunger not the less; and many a famishing mother, and wild frantic youth, believed themselves to be the helpless victims of oppression, enduring a public L 146 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. scourge which selfish and rapacious rulers had laid upon the land. That such was the case, their most eloquent leaders told them, and they believed it. They believed it, because they were hungry, and had no food j and with this strong argument on their side, who should stay their vengeance against their oppressors, or, in other words, against those who had bread enough and to spare, and yet refused to give to them ? Powerful as was the eloquence of Horace Grant, when he sat on his proud charger in the midst of the tumult, and lifted his hat from his brow, and spoke in those clear and spirit-stirring tones which arrested the fury of the peo- ple by a counter-impulse stronger than their own, it is more than probable that the impression would have died away with the occasion, had it not been promptly followed up by the distribution of food upon the grounds. Yes, of actual food, there was no mistake in that. It was an argument which appealed at once to what was just then the most sensitive and suffering part of their nature, and those who were at a loss to understand, how returning peaceably to their homes should be the most likely means of restoring plenty and prosperity, could without any difficulty comprehend how the circumstance of eating and being satisfied, was one important step towards the con- summation of their wishes. For a short time, then, Horace Grant was their man — their oracle — their hero. That he could have led them to battle, there was no doubt whatever. It was not quite so easy to lead them to work, and be quiet, and destroy no more machines. Such, however, was the purpose to which Horace determined to direct his lately acquired influence ; and with this end in view, he became one of the most active THE MANAGING WIFE. 147 men in the whole neighbourhood. Not indeed in riding about the country with an armed force to rush upon the people wherever they might be congregated, but in con- sulting with different authorities, with men who had influence and property at their disposal, and the prosperity of the people at their hearts. "With these he entered into close and earnest consultations about what measures were best to be adopted ; and while he had the satisfac- tion of seeing that some efficient means were in progress, he still found himself called upon repeatedly to exercise over the people that eloquence which had operated so powerfully, and in the first instance so much to his own surprise. Indeed, it was altogether to his own surprise that he found himself where he was, and what he had become, lie, a leader of the people ! the captain of a company of weavers, whose equipment, conduct, and general appear- ance, would have done honour to FalstafTs own ! He, a village demagogue, spouting to a filthy and unwashed audience ! It was beyond belief, and Horace would have supposed himself the subject of some wild tumultuous dream, but that the necessity of action, now that he had once plunged into the great ocean of popular tumult, left him no time to question the reality of what he was about. By the combined efforts of several intelligent and in- fluential gentlemen in the neighbourhood, much was effected in the course of a week, towards bringing about a more peaceful and satisfactory state of things ; and late on the Saturday evening, Horace returned to his own home, with many assurances that the people would resume their accustomed occupations on the following Monday. With Horace it had been a week so strangely passed, as l 2 148 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. to seem at least a month in duration, and he prepared himself for a day of rest with more real satisfaction than he had ever done in his whole life before. But for an extraordiuary degree of bodily fatigue, the excitement of his mind would probably have precluded the possibility of rest j and even as it was, he sunk into a sound and refreshing sleep in the midst of confused images of men and things, which flitted before his mental vision in rapid succession, to be renewed with his waking hours, notwith- standing the morning dawned upon a day appointed for different thoughts. Horace was unusually silent on that morning, for it would have been impossible for him to have spoken of the deep and stirring emotions of the past week to one who understood only the outward aspect of a mob, and the physical mischief likely to ensue from a vast concourse of vulgar and dirty people gathered tumultuously together. He might, it is true, have spoken of the sufferings of the people ; — and his wife would have asked why they did not wash their faces, and mend their clothes. He might have described the fearful energy which grows up amongst a hungry multitude ; — and his wife would have asked if they were likely to throw any stones so far as to reach the plate-glass windows of her drawing-room. He might have dwelt upon the deep responsibility of those who turn a deaf ear to the cry of the people ; — and his wife would have asked if the shouting could be heard from the factory to the gate of the lower garden. No ; there was no talking on such subjects with such a woman. So Horace went quietly to church that day, as if nothing more than usual had transpired during the week. Under this quiet aspect, however, the mind of Horace Grant was more than usually occupied, so much so, indeed, T1IE MANAGING WIFE. 149 that he never looked up to the pulpit, nor had once thought who was to be there, until startled by the sound of a voice which reminded him in an instant of the important change which had deprived the congregation of their long-accus- tomed pastor and friend. But a week ago, and Horace Grant would scarcely have felt capable of an effort so great as would have been necessaiy to take him to his accustomed place in that church, where the voice of one whom a long-cherished prejudice had converted into an object of antipathy, and almost of hatred, was already sounding through the aisle. But a week ago, and every current of imbittered feeling would have been stirred from its inmost source, at the bare thought of meeting as a friend and neighbour — and in his present capacity he must be both — a man whom he had once regarded in his boyish jealousy as his most malignant foe. But a week ago, and his soul would have been torn by a thousand contending emotions at the pros- pect of such an interview — by the pride of persisting in an early -formed opinion on one side, and the pride of not condescending to be moved on the other. Now, however, it seemed, and most unaccountably to himself, as if all old prejudices had been stripped off like a waste garment. What was it to him that Charles Berkeley, the pastor of that village congregation, had accepted the living of the parish church to which he belonged ? What was it to him, that the man who read the service there, and preached to the people, had been his old schoolfellow, and sometime rival, in their pursuit of learning and of fame ? It was as if he had stood since then upon the shore of the great ocean of life, and let its actual waves wash over him ; so completely was he stripped of those superfluities of feeling, which had overgrown and threatened to destroy his better 150 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. nature. Like a man possessing perfect mastery over him- self, he stood up there with uncovered head amongst that attentive congregation ; nor were his responses to the solemn service less earnest and sincere, because the prayers were offered in a voice which he had once believed incapable of uttering anything but discord to his ear. It is not to be supposed that Horace was prepared to welcome as a friend, in his private capacity, the man whose fervent eloquence he had listened to without repul- sion. Human nature is not thus wrought upon, except by miracle, and Horace Grant was the subject of the common laws by which all mankind are governed. He therefore prepared himself to walk directly from the church, having decided, very wisely, that whatever pride might dictate, dignity was on the side of not appearing to be in the slightest degree disturbed by the presence of any human being, and by that of Charles Berkeley least of all. Passing from his accustomed seat with this air of dignified composure, Horace Grant was startled by the apparition of Lady Chatterton's governess, the tall pale figure which he had so seldom thought of, except as associated with her harp, that he was almost as much surprised, as the spectator of that wonderful scene in the Castle of Otranto, where a portrait, sliding down from the frame in which it had hung for ages, assumes the voice and character of a living man. Affected as he always had been by the desolate situation of this lady, Horace was endeavouring to make his wife comprehend how much he wished the governess to be invited home with them to spend the day ; and Harriet was as earnestly labouring to make it clear, that her cook being from home, an invitation of this kind was out of the THE MANAGING WIFE. 151 range of possibility ; when the governess, with a cheerful expression of countenance, bade them good morning, and taking the offered arm of Charles Berkeley, who bowed slightly as he passed, they both walked together apparently in excellent spirits, and conversing pleasantly as they went towards the parsonage, a pretty secluded residence situated within a short distance of the church. " Rather a cool way of doing things," said Horace, as he watched them walk away ; and Harriet indulged herself by expatiating in no gentle terms upon the eccen- tricities of that class of persons, and of Lady Chatterton's governess in particular. In the course of a few days the mystery was explained ; and the character of one governess at least rescued from one cause of suspicion as well as blame. To the great surprise of Horace Grant, as he sat alone in his study one morning, a gentleman was announced as having called, at the same time that the card of the Rev. Charles Berkeley was placed in his hand. There was no time to hesitate — no reason why Mr. Berkeley should not be admit- ted as well as any one else who might have business to transact. Horace therefore received his guest without betraying the slightest indication of interest, either in his name or character, and consequently without any trace of recognition. It was a little too much, he thought, for his enemy to beset him there, in his peaceful retirement ; but since he had come, he should find him prepared. Very different were the feelings of the two men who met on this occasion; and it is more than probable that, could those of the more majestic party have been fully revealed, they would have appeared very ridiculous to him who had almost outlived the recollection of their boyish folly, or rather had had too much of serious import 152 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. to think about, to have room for the childish antipathies of a schoolboy's life. On the part of Charles Berkeley, it was clearly understood that a strong prejudice against his union with Lucy Grant existed in her family ; but wholly unable to comprehend how this objection should arise out of anything beyond his worldly position, and having long considered the family fully justified on that ground, he now came with an honest heart, and a clear brow, to state, in a fearless and straightforward manner, all necessary particulars relating to that important change in his circumstances, which he considered as sufficiently entitling him to be considered a fit connection for the family of the Grants. Indeed, as to the consideration of family, it could not be denied that the Berkeleys had the advantage ; but they had early been left orphans, and at the time when Lucy Grant first ventured to divulge the secret of her heart to her brother, Charles Berkeley was filling, it is true, an honourable position in society, but with such slender means at his command, that he himself had never felt justified in urging his proposals. On the most delicate of all subjects, however, he could now speak and act like a man of independence. He knew of nothing which he had to fear, and he addressed the brother of his betrothed bride, as if he felt himself in all respects his equal. " I should have thought," observed Horace Grant, before the conversation had proceeded very far, and with an expression of countenance by no means con- ciliating, " that the intimacy, so gratifying an instance of which we all observed on Sunday, might have precluded the necessity of all further reference to Miss Grant." " 1 beg your pardon," said Charles Berkeley, wholly THE MANAGING WIFE. 153 at a loss to understand his meaning. " Perhaps you will do me the favour to explain yourself more fully." " I should have thought," continued Horace with the same look and manner, " that one intimacy of that kind had been sufficient." " You astonish me !" exclaimed Charles Berkeley. " Is it possible ? Why, the lady to whom I suppose you allude, is my own — my only sister !" ' Indeed !" said Horace, still betraying no outward symptom of surprise. " Your sister," he continued, " and occupying the situation of governess, if I am not mistaken." " You are not mistaken," replied Charles Berkeley, and a glow of indignation passed across his fine open counte- nance, for he felt that in the cool sarcasm of his companion, there was an insult, at least intended, to one who of all human beings he esteemed it his privilege to defend. If his sacred office protected him from exhibiting that open and avowed resentment which it was natural to feel, his principles more effectually preserved him from yielding to the momentary impulse, strong though it unquestionably was, for Charles Berkeley was no more than human, and he had his share of pride as well as others. Long-cherished habits of strict mental discipline, however, had done much to aid his better feelings ; and he had but to think a moment, to be convinced of the folly and the fruitlessness of an angry or a bitter reply. He was therefore able to explain, so far as was necessary, the circumstances under which his sister had adopted a line of conduct, which few had been found to commend, but many — very many, to condemn. " My sister," he resumed, " has been a governess. You have seen her, and I feel no doubt have esteemed her even 134 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. in that capacity ; but it is just to her, as well as to our family connections, that you should clearly understand her motives in adopting a line of conduct, which in the opinion of the world must bear a somewhat questionable character. My sister and myself were early left orphans, the sole representatives of a family, whose claims to con- sideration I need not represent to you. It is equally unnecessary to tell you we were poor, and yet, perhaps, a little too proud to become willing dependents upon any of our distant connections. How we struggled on, is nothing to my purpose now. Heaven knows, we had our share of difficulties, but we bore them together ; and that, in our isolated circumstances, so strengthened the tie which existed between us, that the world has now, for both, or for either, but one other connection more tender and enduring. " It was in the prospect of my forming this connection, that my sister, acting upon her own strong determination, assumed that unaccustomed position which has called forth the sarcasm and contempt of many, and yours amongst the rest. She knew that it was impossible for me to marry, and maintain my household honourably before the world, while she remained with me ; and not- withstanding all my remonstrances, her plans were formed, and acted upon, before I had time to take any effectual measures for their prevention. You do not know my sister, sir. She is no common character : this sacrifice on her part has proved it. And if I am now more happy than words can describe — more happy some would say than a wise man ought to be, it is because I am permitted to enjoy the blessings of a home more than sufficient for myself, and for those who are dearest to me on earth. THE MANAGING WIFE. 155 " Pardon me this long history of my persona] affairs. It is just to my sister, that you should understand her — it is just to yours, that you should understand us both." Horace Grant had the good sense to feel, that sarcasm and insult would be alike misplaced in communicating with a man of Charles Berkeley's temperament. He had indeed little disposition to offer either ; but to say that he was reconciled to the connection which would have reduced him to the necessity of calling Charles Berkeley his brother, would be doing little justice to his feelings. He treated him with civility, however, though at the same time with the extreme of coldness ; and when the question came at last, whether he would give his sanction to an union, upon which hung the happiness of two human beings, whom it could add nothing to his satisfaction to render miserable for life, he answered, deliberately and sternly — " never !" ]56 CHAPTER XII. How far the decision, which Horace Grant had so decidedly pronounced, added to his cheerfulness, and secret satisfaction, must be left for those to imagine, who have ever made the experiment of choosing the gratifi- cation of their own wrong tempers, in preference to the making two or more unoffending individuals reasonably and rightly happy. It might easily have been inferred on the following day, that he was not quite at ease with himself, from the haste with which he prepared to leave home, and the eagerness with which he plunged into one scene of tumult, and then another ; for the country was again in a state of disturbance, and his presence was required alike by rich and poor — by the peaceful, as well as the tumultuous — by the lovers of order and good government, as well as the haters of law, and contemners of rightful authority. The fact was, all seemed equally at a loss what to do, or what to recommend ; and Horace Grant having obtained a transient influence over the minds of the people, had at least the happy art of sometimes diverting them from a desperate and determined purpose. Before this era in his existence, Horace Grant had never given his mind to the political state, even of his own country. But he now buried himself when at THE MANAGING WIFE. 157 home in works relating to the government and policy of different nations ; while the manufactures and commerce of his own, subjects which he had hitherto regarded as beneath the attention of a scholar and a gentleman, now began to unfold to him new, and profoundly interesting views, of the internal organization of a rapidly increasing and industrious population. AVith these fresh, and sometimes startling glimpses of human nature, bursting upon him like visions of another world revealed through a densely surrounding mist, Horace very naturally sought intercourse with a different class of men from those to whose society he had been most habituated. He now found that those who dwell amongst the stirring scenes of life, provided they bear about with them the capacity of thinking, and of looking beyond the mere physical means of accom- plishing what they are engaged in, are in reality the men of intelligence — the men of knowledge; for their information is not bounded by the narrow limits of class or party, nor are their sympathies, like those of the idle and exclusive, misplaced, or allowed to run to waste from ignorance of what lies in the deep heart of a nation — of active life — and of man as a social and progressive being. With a man of this class, raised by wealth of his own acquiring to an honourable and independent position, Horace Grant had formed an intimacy, extending so far as to furnish him with a vast fund of information relating to the actual state of the people amongst whom he lived, and whom he now felt, with all their sufferings and their necessities, their capabilities and their claims, with their strong energies, and even with their obstinacy and perverseness, to be daily and hourly growing nearer 158 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. to his heart. It is true that his tastes were still frequently offended, and his sympathies repelled, by close contact with the people themselves, so far as their physical nature was concerned ; but the great discovery recently made, that there is a region of moral feeling, and of moral influence, in which the rich and the poor may hold com- munion in language that is common to all, had placed him on a totally different footing with regard to the people, or rather had placed the people on a different footing with regard to him. Returning one day from an interview with this gentle- man, and musing deeply as he rode leisurely along, Horace Grant was startled by the approach of a horseman at full speed — and still more so, by the discovery that it was his own servant, and that he was himself the object of his search. Evil tidings are almost invariably anticipated on such occasions, but in the present instance the messenger was one of joy ; for he announced the important intelligence that Horace was the father of a fine and hopeful child — an heir to his home, his property, and the best affections of his heart. To attempt to describe what Horace felt on this occa- sion, would be a fruitless task, or to tell how that heart, so desolate and companionless in its married lot, seemed at once to be planted in the midst of a garden, abundant in fruits and flowers — a garden in which streams of refreshment burst forth, and sunshine and melody were once more seen and heard. It was but a common event, and Horace would have blushed to betray his emotion. It was but a trifling affair to rejoice about, at least an indifferent party would have called it so, and Horace knew that perfectly well ; but it was much to him THE MANAGING WIFE. 159 nevertheless, and therefore he set spurs to his horse, and soon left the astonished messenger far in the dis- tance. What would human life be, if one might not build castles in the air ? Already Horace Grant imagined a pony trotting by his side, and his son, a fine handsome fellow, riding like an Arab, as bold and as free as if the whole land was his own. Already he was directing his studies, and preparing him for the bar, or the senate — already — But who is yon desperate rider thundering down the hill? Horace drew his horse to one side of the road, without slackening his pace, for who should dare to interrupt him now ? "Sir!" said the man, holding in his foaming steed : but Horace shot past him ; not, however, without looking back, for he saw that the man was one of his own people, and he doubted not the stirring interest excited within his home, which had deemed one messenger insufficient for such joyful news. The man wheeled round, as soon as the speed with which he had been travelling would allow ; and Horace too drew up, for the purpose of enjoying a repetition of good tidings. " Have you anything to tell me ?" he inquired. " Why, yes, sir," said the man, but he spoke too slowly for the patience of his master. " Oh ! I know what you mean. I have heard all about it," said Horace. " Indeed \" exclaimed the man, still looking very grave. " They are all expecting you," he added. " If the horse is jaded, had you not better take mine ?" " There is no need to ride my horse to death " said 1G0 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. Horace; and the man looked at him with a wondering vacant stare. His master passed on, and in another moment was again bounding over the ground, taking the nearest route over bridge and fence, and all the while rejoicing as he went, with that kind of gladness which the lark, of all created nature, seems alone to understand, so as to give it utterance in its song. Away— away flew Horace, on that sun -bright day; for he knew a path over the bare common, where neither bush nor briar was growing ; and the tramp of his foam- ing steed sounded hollow under its bounding tread — away — away — the blue skies were above him, without a single cloud — why should he not be glad? Away — away ! What speed is like that of hope, when the heart of the rider goes home to its secret joy ? Away — The foot of care is heavy, and grief lags behind, and fear of the future was never mounted on a charger bold and swift. Away flew Horace, and all nature seemed to smile as he went. The leaves in the beech-wood fluttered gaily as he passed ; the stream from the hills rushed wildly along, as he leapt from the green turf on its shady banks, once more into the glorious sun-light, and scouring along the valley, startled the flocks from their pasture, and the shepherd from his noonday sleep. No time now had Horace to muse, as was his wont, upon the loveliness of wood or dell. Each familiar spot, each shady nook, and ivy-tufted stem — each velvet slope, and white cottage gable peeping out from the orchard green — each wilder scene, and rugged opening amongst the hills, was now passed unheeded. It was enough that he was happy, and was going — to be happier still. THE MANAGING WIFE. 161 Rapidly as flew the steed of Horace Grant when there was no eye to observe his movements, no sooner did he find himself within the precincts of his own domain, than he tightened his rein, and passed deliberately along, as if nothing had occurred, or indeed could occur, to ruffle the even tenour of his thoughts j for it was a habit with him, and would seem almost to be a spontaneous impulse with minds constituted like his, to hide their secret workings, and restrain their strongest emotions, before the eyes of indifferent observers. It would have been nothing less than hateful to Horace Grant, had he seen the inhabitants of the village nearest to his house looking out of their doors to see with what speed he galloped home, rejoicing in the birth of a child. So frequent and so vulgar an occurrence was not to be supposed of importance enough to move him ; far from it. He was calm — very calm, as he waited for the opening of the gate at the entrance of his grounds, only the woman would speak to him — the gossip. What could she have to say at such a time ? " Stand off ! you frighten my horse," said Horace, as the woman advanced towards him ; and bounding past her, so as to escape from her congratulations, he again drew up into a sober pace, and even rode leisurely round to the stable-yard, in order to enter the house by a private door. A long time was Horace Grant that day in disposing of his hat, his whip, and his gloves. He seemed to have no place to put them in, and the servants flew past him with a speed which provoked him into lengthened delay. " Won't you walk up stairs, sir ? " said one ; and he wondered they should invite him to do so natural a thing. " The doctors are here," said another ; and she too passed on. M 16.2 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. "I will send Miss Vining in an instant," said the housekeeper, rushing past ; but by this time Horace had reached the stairs, and was soon at the door of his wife's apartment. For one single hushed and silent moment he stood there, but that time was enough for every warm and generous feeling, of which his heart was capable, to gush forth, and having no other language, to speak in burning tears, which he dashed off from his cheek as soon as they were formed. Yes, all that the fondest heart could promise in its first thrill of ecstasy was there — all, and perhaps more ; for he had days and weeks of coldness and neglect to atone for, and now he was ready to offer up his life for a pledge that the future should be happier than the past. In one bright flash of golden promise, these fond thoughts had just passed across the soul of the husband and the father, when his presence became known to some of the silent attendants in that darkened room, and expressive looks were exchanged, and signs were made for him to advance nearer, though at the same time the hand of his sister was laid upon his arm, as if to restrain him. There was no need for such caution. Horace, under all deep emotion, whether of pain or pleasure, was apt to be still ; and he was never more self-sustained than now, even when the truth — the awful truth fell upon him, like a hot coal burning into his breast. Within the deep shadow of that richly-curtained bed was laid the pale and ghastly form of her, whose quick spirit had been the life- spring of all the visible action within the sphere of her influence. She was laid there in utter helplessness, and all-unconscious of those accustomed requirements of surrounding things, to which her attention Of HE UNIVERSITY OF IUNO* THE MANAGING WIFE. 163 had ever been so vividly awake ; and now not a finger was pointed to direct, nor an eye was raised to see, nor a lip was moved to speak. She was living, if that may be called life which hangs upon the mere flutter of a breath, growing fainter and fainter every moment, without the remotest possibility of ever being revived. She was still living, but so entirely had the hope of restoration passed away, that one was kneeling by the bed with folded hands as if in prayer, another had turned aside to weep, and another had sunk down overwhelmed with the conviction that all human help was vain, while some had even left the room intent on subjects of less solemn interest. Yes, she was still living ; and there was one, a pale and horror-stricken man, who, had the wealth of worlds been his, would have given it at that moment in exchange for one little word of affection, or forgiveness — one pressure of that already marble hand — one conscious glance of those fixed eyes, which looked as if on vacancy, and observed not that he was near. "When the tenderest links of all which can bind two human beings together, are thus suddenly broken, when not one word intentionally unkind can be recalled, nor even one unpitying moment of neglect, there is still enough to be forgiven — enough, in the mere short- comings of a selfish and faulty nature. Or, when the season of unbroken intercourse has been one of mutual improvement — of heart-searching before the All-seeing eye, and of sweet way-side communion on the upward path towards heaven, there is still enough to regret, in opportunities neglected, means abused, and hours filled up with worse than nothingness. But to look back upon an intercourse the closest and most sacred ordained for the happiness of man, and to see neither the sweetness which belongs to earth, m 2 164 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. nor the blessedness which might have made it a foretaste of a holier and a happier life — to look back upon this, and to hear the closing of those eternal gates through which no promise of amendment, or pledge of pardon, ever passed — ■ to know that we stand alone — cut off, and separate for ever from that familiar, and, in such awful moments, that beloved one, whose every day of life had dawned upon our better hopes, found every evening unfilled — to watch the breath of life still fluttering, yet all its conscious- ness so gone, that not the thunder-burst, nor crash of falling ruin, nor cry of drowning multitude, could wake one single start ; nay, more — so gone, that not the softest word for which the vacant ear has pined in vain, nor tenderest touch of loving hand for which the brow has ached, nor pitying tear upon the cheek — that dew, for want of which the unloved mourner faints and dies — to know that not one of these, so potent once, can call again a blush of joy to the pale cheek, or quicken the fast-failing throb of the low pulse ; and to stand by, the living and the strong, with all the power, the impulse, and the potency of life for everything but this? Oh let the thought of such dark moments be a warning to the young, to keep them back from light unthinking utterance of the marriage-vow ! Perhaps we never realize the full meaning of the word impossible, until we have stood with sensations similar to these beside the bed of death — until we have felt that the wealth of a kingdom, or the labour of a life, would be poor to offer in exchange for one precious hour of sweet communion with the spirit just departed — one holy sab- bath evening spent alone together — one walk in the deep woods — one sail upon the summer sea — one moonlight gaze from the familiar window, even without the utterance of a single word. And so powerful is imagination in build- THE MANAGING WIFE, 165 ing up again these broken fabrics of the past, that the very voice seems with us. in its well-known tones ; only that when we ask, out of the hollow want of our great desolation, some trivial question as in former times, there is no answer : and we look about, amazed and wondering, and almost blind with the excess of that deep solitude which no other human form can fill. It was indeed an awful truth which flashed upon the mind of Horace Grant, that she whom he had scarcely ever in idea associated with anything but actual busy life, was gone to render up her great account alone. For so it wa-s ; and that low breathing sunk away as quietly, as if to die had been to sleep ; and she was gone, and he was left to meditate upon the past, and to number the few short months in which he had been to her — a friend! Ah ! no ; he dared not think he had been that ; and yet there were many seasons in his past existence, when he would willingly have been that, and more. How many of the bitterest moments of regret we might be spared, by thinking wisely, and in time. Without justifying either Horace Grant or his wife in every act and word by which their married lot had been chequered, it is but fair to say, that the fault was not so much in this portion of their experience, as in the fatal moment when they agreed to be companions for life. Under no circum- stances, and with no amount of care, could two such temperaments have been happy so intimately united. Even supposing each to have done their best, that very best would often have been abhorrent to the tastes and feelings of the other; and now the one most capable of feeling was left to fill his morbid mind with vain imaginings of what he might have been as a husband and a friend, and to reproach himself with all the bitterness of remorse, 166 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. for not having acted out what was morally and physically impossible for him so circumstanced. And is it not thus through life, as regards at least one half of the community ? Without the slightest knowledge of the nature or requirements of the human mind, they place themselves in situations pointed out by chance, by worldly interest, or more frequently by inclination, and finding themselves unequal to their duties thus self-imposed, as well as exquisitely miserable, how often do they throw the blame upon their fate, their friends ! or, when a gloomy view of religion gives the tone to their intellectual exist- ence, how often do they spend their strength in attributing, what the exercise of a little common sense might have pre- vented, entirely to their own depravity of heart ! It is time that mankind should begin to call things by their proper names in the philosophy of mind, as well as science. The merest workman in the chemist's laboratory would blush to own that he had rashly mingled different compounds, judging only of the inherent properties of each by the colours which were agreeable to his eye, or the flavour which his palate might approve. He would know that properties so blended, and so judged of, would in some cases antipathize, and in others neutralize each other, while instances would not be wanting in which the production even of deadly poison might be the necessary result. And yet, where human happiness is concerned, and the usefulness of a whole life-time is at stake, affinity of mind and character is no more taken into account, than if it was a thing of every-day experience, for the elements of human nature to be so changed, that what was one hour most repugnant, could be invested with every attraction the next. But to return to the solitary mourner, for solitary he THE MANAGING WIFE. 167 was, in all his deep emotions, and a mourner in the most agonizing sense of the word, perhaps deeper and more sincere, than some of whom it may be said, that the delight of their eves has been taken away. He was a mourner utterly inconsolable, because he knew he had not done the best he could to render happy and useful the life which had been bound up with his ; and he was a mourner too, because it was no longer possible to derive consolation from thinking that she in her turn had been to blame, and consequently that the whole fault did not rest with him. No, this is too poor — too mean a source of satisfaction to find a place in the chamber of death ; and Horace Grant stood aghast, like one stricken by some great horror, which he feels, without being able entirely to understand. By degrees, however, the deep truth revealed itself, and he saw and knew that it was too late to call back one unkind or careless word, or to fill up one past hour with holier thoughts. By degrees the thought of his position as the father of a motherless child, unclosed the secrets of his " folded heart," mingling sweet and tender emotions with thrills of unutterable pain. By degrees a consciousness of the past, and present, with the strange and untried future, swept over him like a flood, melting what was hard in his nature, and dis- placing what was firm ; and bending beneath the stroke, which, had he seen from whence it came, might have been known to be in mercy more than vengeance, he bowed his head above that fair unconscious figure, and absolutely wept aloud with all the undisguised and genuine weakness of a child. To Horace Grant, it was indeed one of those " strong hours which conquer us ;" and it was well for him that his feelings could be thus poured forth in the presence ]68 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. of those to whom they were most sacred. He had not observed who were the occupants of that still chamber, except that there was one whose sacred and appropriate duty it had been to care for the interests of the departing spirit. He knew also that his sister's gentle hand was clasped in his, and it was welcome at such a time. He heard too, or he thought he heard, the heavy sobs of that other sister, scarcely less intimate or dear, and now it mingled with a feeble cry which reminded him that life must no more be to him a gift appropriated to self; and for the first time in his experience, he felt that he was sharing with others, and with those whom he could love, the strongest, the deepest, and the most sacred emotions of which his heart was capable. And is it not worth all the wealth of the material world to feel this, if only once in a long life ? To experience that there is something in the human soul which cannot die, and something in the mutual sympathies of mind with mind firmer than adamant — endurable — eternal — something — and oh ! how beautifully may this be inwrought with the Christian's hope — something which calamity alone can fully prove, which the grave reveals, and which destruction brings to light. Many are the mortal ties which have been bound amidst the flutter of enjoyment, and sweet is the communion of young hearts that have scarcely known the shadow of a grief; but there is no bond like that of grief, which alike unites and purifies, while it subdues — no fellowship like that of tears, which the sorely stricken, the humbled, and the penitent, have shed together. There are moments — no matter whether of joy or sorrow, for they are the brightest in existence — which seem to be given us especially as starting-points from THE MANAGING WIFE. 1G9 whence to begin a better course of life. No matter whether they are found in the bower of peace, or in the field of conflict — beside the infant's cradle, or the parent's death-bed — no matter, so long as they are ours. Was it possible that most awful scene in the whole life of Horace Grant should prove to have been such a moment ? It was. And that great and sudden stroke which fell upon him like a thunder-bolt, leaving him scarcely conscious of his own existence, seemed to purify and soften the moral atmosphere he breathed. It might be that the change would pass away and leave him as he was before, that the impression would be effaced by others of inferior importance, and of less solemnity and weight; but so long as it lasted, that moment was his own, to fill with holier thoughts, and better purposes, and hopes of pardon for the past. Perhaps no greater proof of his sincerity in this fresh outset, could have been given by Horace Grant, than the genuine cordiality, and even gratitude, with which he acknowledged the preser.ce of Charles Berkeley, upon whom had devolved the duty of attendance, as a Christian friend and pastor, during that solemn scene. It would have been an effort beyond nature, had Horace attempted to find in him an intimate and familiar friend ; but the feelings of that moment had been such, that they could not blend with malignant or unworthy thoughts ; and he who had once been regarded with prejudice almost amounting to abhorrence, now became a sort of sacred person, simply because he had been there. The change which had been wrought in the feelings as well as the circumstances of Horace Grant, was not without its happy influence upon others, for he now knew better than he had ever known before, the value of that 170 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. happiness, which, while he had so wantonly trifled with it himself, he had so wilfully withheld from others. His first wish was now to make up to his sister the justice he had refused ; and, happily for all parties, his ungenerous conduct was easily atoned for, by the free expression of his cordial approbation of her union with Charles Berkeley, an event which he was studious to have cele- brated with all the respect which the character and position of the parties claimed. It was, however, a quiet, unpretending, sort of marriage, after all, well suited to the tastes of Lucy Grant, and the companion whose lot she was about to share; the happiness of the day consisting chiefly in the sincerity and good-will with which both Horace and his mother laid aside their long- cherished prejudices — on that occasion, and for ever. And Horace Grant was now alone, except that the sister of his wife, who from the first had been to him a more congenial companion, took charge of his domestic affairs, and managed them in so quiet and efficient a manner, that Horace found peace at least within his home ; and having known the want of it, he was the better prepared to appreciate the blessing when it came. His child, too, became a source of deep and lively interest, increasing day by day, and ripening into a love almost surpassing that of a mother — a love which often overcame the pride of his sterner and more selfish nature, and softened and humanized his mind and manners, making him, in moments of playful and unbending fondness, what he was apt to call a fool, though at the same time a " wiser and a better man." Nor were the interests of Horace Grant by any means confined within his own domestic sphere. He had become a citizen of the world — a man amongst his fellow- THE MANAGING WIFE. 171 men. He saw no longer the privileged exclusiveness of his peculiar lot, nor believed in his own exemption from the common duties of a social being. It is not important to this record of his early experience, to state what party he espoused, either in his religious, or his political career. That he became an active, useful, energetic man, is sufficient to be understood. That he regarded with peculiar attention, the true interests of the people, may perhaps be inferred ; for he was born not to follow, but to lead ; and with all who make the great discovery that they have power, and that, in the exercise of such faculties as they possess, lies the great secret of health and cheerfulness of mind, the next great discovery — the golden secret of a well-spent life — is how to use that power aright. 172 CHAPTER I. IMPRISONED MIND. Those who have always enjoyed the privilege of a country life, and know little about the metropolis, or indeed about any large town, beyond an occasional visit for the purposes of business, or sight-seeing, are apt to associate the idea of London life with all that is gratifying to the senses, exciting to the feelings, and expansive to the mind. London life, however, admits of qualifications. It is not all high life, neither is it all gay or amusing life — witness those long dull streets of regularly built houses, each with its steps, and area, drawing-room window, and doorway, so like its neighbour's, that but for the number, the oldest occupant would never know his own — witness the class of persons who come regularly home from busi- ness every day, knocking at these dull doors at certain hours, and off again in the morning by one particular omnibus passing the end of their street — and so on to the end of their lives. The solitude of an American prairie is luxury compared with that of these streets, where, teeming with population, no man knows his neighbour, nor cares whether the bride steps lightly into the coach which is to convey her to her new and distant home -, or whether the hearse with its sable plumes stands waiting for its heavy load, at the neighbouring door. " The man in the moon," with whose IMPRISONED MIND. 173 name neither good report nor evil has ever been known to associate a second, is a social being, a good fellow, a boon companion, compared with the bachelor who pos- sesses a house to himself in one of these streets ; and as for the married couples, they have scarcely the opportunity of being better acquainted than the members of a Dutch barometer. The servant girls appear to have the best of it, so far as amusement is concerned ; for they can manage, by looking up from the cellar kitchens, to catch a glimse of the legs of the milkman as he passes, of the baker, and greengrocer, so as to anticipate a moment's gossip at the door. They see the beggars too, that multitudinous host, by whom such streets are perambulated ; and they run out sometimes to the nearest shop, to make small purchases of things intentionally forgotten ; so that, upon the whole, they may contrive to extract a little interest from what is passing, or doing, or even standing still, in the world. They may leave their situations too, a thing of by no means rare occurrence. But with the masters and mis- tresses of these houses, life is a very different sort of thing, and it is with them we have to do. Mr. and Mrs. Garnet lived — no matter in w r hat street, except that it was in one of this description, or at what number, for it did not suit their circumstances to have much company ; and very few people were interested in finding them out. And yet they were a highly respectable couple, and went out to church every Sunday morning as punctually as the half-hour, and again in the evening as soon as they had had tea, taking care that the maid-ser- vant — they had but one — went to church in the afternoon, about which she was always regularly questioned, even to the text, so that they did their duty as Christians, these 174 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. worthy people — who could lay any charge of a contrary nature at their door ? Oh ! no ; they were very worthy people— very upright, and living, as they often said, "in such a wicked world/' it was almost a wonder they had been able to keep them- selves so immaculate, and all that belonged to them so free from contamination. But so it was ; and Mr. Garnet returned home every day so pleased with his own steps — his own scraper — his own entrance — his own dining-room — we had almost said his own wife, but that would have been a source of satisfaction too delicate and too personal for Mr. Garnet to specify. It was therefore left to be inferred by all his household, that the wife of his bosom was in every respect, if not his first, at least his second self, and as such the nearest possible approach to per- fection. They had indeed a little world of their own, within the walls of their house, which afforded them infinite gratifi- cation j simply from the fact, that no sooner was any article of property stamped with their name, than a sense of identity with self invested it with charms unspeakable. Thus their furniture, their carpets, the very papering of their rooms, were such as the queen might envy : and as for their dinners ! — you should have seen Mr. Garnet sit down to his beefsteak, with a glass of foaming porter beside his plate ! The satisfaction of Mrs. Garnet was of a nature less obtrusive to the outward eye. It might be a little kept under by a sense of due respect to the presence of her rightful lord. Some had even gone so far as to question whether it was there at all, so deep were the wrinkles on her little narrow brow, very partially shaded, except on Sundays, by her second - best supply of shining black IMPRISOXED MIND. 175 haii'_, a little the worse for having been taken into every- day use. Mrs. Garnet was a small dark woman, of exceedingly spare frame, with eyes deep -set, and mouth so little accustomed to opening, that it scarcely knew what to do with itself when this event took place ; but unfolded, and drew up again, with a look of hidden meaning, which, however, never came to light. It was a great recommendation to Mrs. Garnet, for many reasons, that she talked so little : — in the first place, she talked badly; and in the next, Mr. Garnet liked to do all the talking himself. Indeed, he would have liked to do everything if he could, but his bodily frame being unusually large — almost as large as his mind — he was compelled to do many things by proxy; and in this mode of exercise, Mrs. Garnet was perhaps the best helpmeet he could have found, being always quick to fetch and carry, and having seldom a wish, still less a will, at variance with his own. There was one who used to say of them, that he was the full round period, and she the little dot at the end. But she was a very naughty idle girl who said this ; and more of her anon. It happened one day, that the good man of the house was more than usually communicative with his wife ; and the servant, who was always extremely curious when they did converse together — curious even to the verge of listening — made so many excuses to go into the parlour, that she discovered there was about to be some new mem- ber of the household admitted, besides master Samson ; for Mr. and Mrs. Garnet had had a son yclept thus, and whenever the holidays came round, there had been cause to know that master Samson was at home — in the kitchen at least. Now, however, the servant was quite sure there 176 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. was a talk of somebody else ; but who this somebody was, not even her sagacity could divine. The Garnets had no relations, at least they seemed to have none. She had never heard either of niece or nephew, and yet something led her to believe, that the new-comer would be young — there could be no doubt of that, so very small a bed-room, and so very small a bed, were in preparation. Yes j and very busy little mistress Garnet was with these preparations ; not busy making purchases, as some would have supposed; but busy ekeing out from other rooms, none of them previously overstocked, such things as she thought would do — just barely do ; and to see whether they would do or not, Mrs. Garnet sometimes walked backwards to a little distance, looking this way and that, with her head first on one side, and then on the other, as an artist looks at his half-finished painting ; and perhaps with almost as earnest a desire to make the best of a bad subject. It was, indeed, a very little room, half-way up the stairs, jutting out from the outer wall like a sort of after- thought of the builder's, as if he had felt sure the inha- bitants, whoever they might be, would have some poor relation, or other appendage to the family, to accommodate. Yet the expected addition to the family was not a relation, though there were strong reasons for supposing she might be poor ; for no single article in that little room had been really purchased for the occasion, but all ingeniously stripped from other rooms, and most of all from Master Samson's, because one of his periodical visits having just taken place, it would consequently be some time before the things could be wanted again. But, oh ! the pitifulness of that little room, even at the best, and with all its borrowed furniture — the glueing IMPRISONED MIND. 177 together of broken legs — the patching of torn carpets, and the turning the best side outward of things faded and forlorn ! You could not say the room was bare. It looked rather full, than otherwise ; and so busy was Mrs. Garnet and her maid, for a whole week, that it actually contained a pretence to everything ; for, to use an expres- sion she was so unguarded as to let fall before her maid one day — " the child had been used to things rather in a genteel sort of way." "I am sure," said the maid, brightening up at the idea of having at last caught hold of a clue, " there will be no reason for complaint here. A prettier little bed- room I never saw in my life." " I don't call it so very small, for one of her age ;" responded the mistress. "Small? no, certainly!" exclaimed the maid, " not small in the least, for a child." u I only wish she was a child !" said Mrs. Garnet, " I should know what to do with her then." The servant was again at sea with her surmises, but a few more busy days put an end to her speculations. There had been symptoms of expectation throughout the house the whole of one long morning, and about the usual hour of dinner, a carriage actually stopped at the door. So unusual an event produced its accustomed results in that peaceful family. The " slip-shoes " of the servant flew off as she ran upstairs to tell her mis- tress, after answering the coachman's knock ; and Mrs. Garnet arranged her raven ringlets with one-half nearly in front, and the other as nearly behind. A very pleasant-looking gentleman by this time was standing on the steps ; and taking in his arms the figure of a young girl, dressed in deep mourning, she sprung N 178 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. with one bound from the carriage to the front door, laugh- ing heartily at her exploit, and the more so that she had knocked off the gentleman's hat, and torn away the crape from her own frock, besides alighting amongst trunks and carpet-bags, which afforded her an excuse for tumbling in amongst them, and laughing more and more. Very pleasant was it to the servant in that house to hear somebody laugh, so pleasant that she too joined in the merriment, promising " little Miss " in a side-whisper, that they two would have many a bit of fun together. It did not appear that " little Miss" was so pleased with this promise as might have been expected, for she drew up her head rather haughtily, and did not even offer to assist in conveying her own property to a more suitable place. A place for so large an amount of property it would have been difficult to find in the small apartment already described, and " Leave the luggage on the landing " was heard from the lips of Mrs. Garnet, vociferated in a man- ner unusually loud and energetic for her. " See to the dinner," was a sequel which followed quickly upon this antecedent j and Mr. Garnet having at the same juncture arrived, all smiles and satisfaction, the guests were ushered into a kind of side-room, called the breakfast-room, to be entertained by the master of the house until dinner should be announced. All smiles and satisfaction as Mr. Garnet was on his first appearance, he became doubly bland and captivating every time he addressed himself particularly to the young girl, who stood close beside the gentleman with whom she had come, grasping the skirts of his frock-coat, and looking as if she would creep into the pockets rather than be left behind. IMPRISONED MIND. 179 In truth, he -was a very pleasant gentleman, and exactly such as an orphan girl might have taken upon trust for her adopted father. He was not old either, for he could barely have seen forty years j and if there was a slight silvering of the soft hair which curled about his temples, it was evident that in other respects time had dealt very gently with him, for his brow was as smooth as that of youth, and his clear blue eyes had all the appearance of never having looked upon what was evil or repulsive. His figure was of middle stature, of good proportions, and in all respects Mr. Middleton was one of those happily con- stituted beings who occupy a middle place between all extremes, except indeed that the natural tendency of his disposition was towards the extreme of trustingness and good faith. It might be a fault in Mr. Middleton — many people thought it so. But at all events this disposition made him very happy, and was the means of his escaping all those troublesome suspicions which haunt the minds of other men, and which make up at least one-half of the sum of human miseries. Mr. Middleton had been a friend of the orphan's mother, the most intimate friend she had. Some persons believed he had been more in their early years. However that might have been, she was towards the last years of her life a widow indeed, for she had much to mourn — the loss of a husband whom she had loved a little too fondly to be able to counteract the effects of his imprudence, the loss of property, and along with that, the loss of friends. But there was one who had remained faithful through every change, who, in the character of a respectful and disinterested adviser, had transacted all her difficult and intricate affairs, and who had finally promised on her death-bed that he would never forsake her child. n 2 180 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. This promise Mr. Middleton was well able to keep, for though not a wealthy man, he was alone, with none to care for but himself, and with a heart a little better cal- culated for caring for two, than one. In the first out- burst of his kindly feelings, he therefore took the child to his own house, and, as might have been expected, attached himself to her in no common manner. She became, in fact, even young as she was, a something to come home to — something to beguile the weariness of business — to make his hearth merry with her cheerful laugh; and more than all, she was something to love him. It was strange that the question of education did not occur to him sooner ; but so it was, that several months had passed over, without his seeing the necessity of anything more being done for the child, than good clothing, and wholesome food provided for her, a basin of unadulterated milk bought every day for her use, her little chair placed close beside his own, and her light feet appointed to scamper to the door whenever he could make it quite certain that the knock was his own. For the long hours of his absence no provision whatever was made, and the consequence of this appeared in broken chimney ornaments, which had been too carelessly examined; in furniture displaced, to make coaches in which my lady might ride, or thrones in which her majesty might sit ; in pictures torn down, and huge piles of books built up; and, indeed, in all which the old housekeeper said, the child could invent to vex and put her out. Indeed, the complaints of the housekeeper were perhaps the ground of the first idea entertained by Mr. Middleton, that some change might be required. He next bethought liim of a school. Mr. Garnet's maiden sister had an IMPRISONED MIND. 181 establishment for a " limited number of young ladies," in which every accomplishment which could possibly be thought of, was taught, upon extremely moderate terms. Indeed, it was edifying almost to an " enlargement of existence," only to read the circulars describing what was taught in Miss Garnet's establishment for young ladies; especially, when having gone through more than any common mind could form a bare notion of, there came at the bottom of the catalogue, " Morals strictly attended to" and " washing on the usual terms." Mr. Middleton had looked very little into these things. It is quite probable, that the construction and capabilities of a ladies' school had never been presented to his atten- tion before. Mr. Garnet had long been his partner in business — regular, methodical, and in every way efficient. Mr. Garnet was an excellent man too, most likely his sister was an excellent woman. It was his duty to do all he could for them both. He had therefore taken the circular, and read it attentively, long before the orphan child of his early friend had become his particular charge ; and the conclusion he arrived at after reading the paper — he had never read any other — was, very naturally, that of all systems of education, this must be the best ; for to learn all specified in those papers, must, he thought, be the making any young person who should fall under Miss Garnet's notice. The pity was, that her pupils should be few, and that she lived in rather an obscure kind of street. Why did she not take a mansion — why not a whole town, and people it with a community thus taught? He really thought — good man that he was — the whole world must be blind to its own interests, to permit Miss Garnet to have only a limited number of pupils. 182 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. So zealous and persevering was the advocacy of Mr. Middleton in favour of this school, that he had succeeded in obtaining for Miss Garnet two or three pupils, and most probably some other of her influential friends had obtained her two or three more ; for on applying, after due consideration, for the admission of his orphan charge, he was informed there was no vacant room except as a day- boarder, but that Mr. and Mrs. Garnet, out of pure good will, and an extreme desire to accommodate, were willing to receive the young lady, stipulating only for a very trifling sum, towards the fitting up of an additional bed- room for her use. This sum Mr. Middleton had been extremely willing to pay, thinking that, upon the whole, such an arrangement might be made more comfortable to the dear child; and now on the eventful day of her arrival, the dinner being ended, he prepared to take leave, by asking to step into the little room again with his charge. Mr. Middleton had observed, during the dinner, that the child ate scarcely anything, and his heart melted at the spectacle; but his consternation was still greater, when, on leading her into this little room, she looked wildly round to see that the door was closed, and then dropping like a dead weight upon the floor, actually grovelled on the carpet, biting its dingy threads with her teeth, and exhibiting something like the frenzy of a wild animal, which has been caught, and imprisoned in a cage. Nor was Louisa Temple in some other respects unlike such animal suddenly brought in from the woods, for thus far her existence had passed almost as entirely without restraint, as that of the antelope that skims the desert sands. Her mother's residence had been a secluded situation in the country, rarely visited by persons in her IMPRISONED MIND. 183 own sphere of life, and here the law of indulgence had been almost the only one acknowledged ; for Mrs. Temple was a feeble invalid, suffering both in mind and body, and having once let loose the reins of government, she had felt herself wholly incapable of coping with a temper and temperament like those of her wilful child. Mr. Middleton, Louisa's next protector, had been little more prudent in his discipline, only that she had learned some degree of self-government in his presence during her mother's lifetime, simply from the fact of having seen him only as a guest. In his own house too, which was situated a little way out of London, she saw him so seldom, that her worst tempers, and wildest habits, were not exhibited before him ; but now she was so entirely thrown off her guard by the great agony of the moment, as to behave in a manner which led her kind-hearted guardian to entertain serious apprehensions about the sanity of her mind. " Stand up, child ;" said he, lifting her repeatedly from the ground, to which she as often dropped down like a weight of lead — " Stand up, Louisa, and tell me what is the matter. I cannot leave you in this state. Is it your head, child?" said he, laying his gentle hand upon her brow. Louisa Temple was what most people would have called a very plain-looking child. The summer's sun appeared to have a peculiar affinity for her complexion, besides which she was bony almost to leanness, and took no plea- sure in her dress, unless it was to tear and spoil it, so as never to look like that of a gentlewoman's child. But about her hair she was the most perverse and obstinate, persisting in having it cut close over her eyes, and often close behind too ; and this being accomplished by her own hands, a few straggling locks were generally left, which, 184 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. without any disposition to curl, hung down in tails of no very dignified distinction. Beyond this, Louisa was awkward in the extreme, throwing herself down more fre- quently than there was the least occasion for, and kicking with her large feet whatever came in her way. After this description, it may reasonably be asked what were the redeeming features in her character ? or, in other words, what was there either to love or to admire ? To admire, there certainly was something in her large dark eyes, which flashed almost with living fire ; in a finely shaped and firmly closing mouth, which, when it opened, displayed teeth of the most pearly whiteness ; in a wild and musical laugh, that was apt to ring to the very heart of the hearer ; and in a high commanding look and carriage whenever her mind was filled by any strong determination — so high indeed, and so commanding, that even in her childhood, this proud look had been the terror of her mother, who dreaded nothing so much as the rousing of those angry passions, which had been the bane of her happiness in her short married life. What there was to love in Louisa Temple as a child, would be more difficult to define. Perhaps there was nothing. Perhaps the affection, and that was not a little, which she had managed to call forth, had been bestowed upon her simply because she was there, and it had no other object ; for there are hearts that must love, and woe betide them if they seek only to love what is nearest, and for no other cause ! But to return to that little breakfast-room at Mr. Gar- net's. The kind-hearted gentleman had succeeded, after some trouble, in drawing the orphan girl upon his knee, where a full tide of tears, shed without restraint upon his bosom, had as usual rendered her more patient, gentle, and IMPRISONED MIXD. 185 confiding; and now she clung with her arms so tightly- round his neck, and pressed her cheek so closely to his own, that he feared it would be necessary to shake her off with violence, in order to accomplish his escape. " Louisa," he said many times, very earnestly ; but each time the orphan kissed his mouth, and held him in her arms more closely, as if determined he should use no argument against her. " Hear me !" he said, in a voice more stern than she had ever known him use before ; and gradually her arms relaxed their hold, and she sunk down almost to the ground. " I must talk to you/' Mr. Middleton continued. " You are old enough to see the reasonableness of my sending you to school." " But not to these odious people 'f the child said sharply. " Do you think them odious, Louisa V " Yes; everything that is odious to me." " How so V 11 Look at that little pinched- up woman, with her mouth set up in this way •" and the child pursed up her own pretty lips into as close an imitation of Mrs. Garnet's as nature would permit. " But the gentleman, Louisa, he is so kind. I have known him long, and entertain for him the highest respect." "The gentleman, as you call him, is worse than all to me \" exclaimed Louisa. " Did you notice his great soft hands— Ugh !" "It is very wrong of you, Louisa, to set yourself against people for such trifles. I tell you, I have known him long." 186 TEMPER AND TEMPERAMENT. " But what have you known him for ? You have not lived with him. I heard them say to-day, it was twelve months since you had dined with them." " I have known him for an excellent man, Louisa — ■ a very excellent man." " In what way ?" " In every way." " Not in my way." il What is your way ?" " Just as you are excellent. I don't want any body better to live with than you. Have I ever complained of you, or said you were old, or growing stout, or any one thing that was not agreeable ? I will stay quietly with any people but these. All over London there is nobody half so disagreeable as Mr. Garnet. Do you think he will ever take me upon his knee ?" " Most likely he will sometimes." Louisa shook her head. She felt as if her doom was so far sealed, that to stipulate for any abatement of single items in the great catalogue of misery before her, would be a mere waste of words; and without another tear, she suffered her guardian to leave her — not, however, with- out falling again upon the floor, her last resource, and tearing a large hole in the carpet with her teeth. A few polite speeches were made at the door by the host and hostess, when Mr. Middleton took leave ; and Louisa could hear him say distinctly — " By the way, you have attended to the bed-room, I suppose," to which the lady of the house very modestly replied, that a few things which she had not yet been able to meet with, remained unsupplied, but that all would be made very comfortable in a day or two ; upon which the visitor, wishing them good afternoon, went out, and the door was closed. IMPRISONED MIND. 187 The next thing Louisa heard, was a heavy step coming towards the little parlour ; and starting from the floor, she began to tread down the torn carpet with her foot. It was Mr. Garnet, who entered with a smooth and smiling face. He was always good-natured after dinner, and disposed to joke into the bargain. So without more to do, he began to tickle his little visitor, proposing at the same time, a game of romps. "Romp with you!" exclaimed Louisa, her dark spirit flashing from her eyes. But Mr. Garnet, stooping down, was about to take her in his arms, when an instant slap upon his large cheek — a slap so loud and violent, that it brought sharp tears into his eyes, seemed at once to change the whole nature of the man ; while Louisa, half frightened and half pleased with what she had done, burst forth into that wild ringing laugh of hers, whicli echoed through the house, and sent the servant peeping to the door, to see if there was not some merriment going on in which she might join. Thus commenced the London life of Louisa Temple, the orphan girl, of whom no one seemed yet to have discovered that she had a mind to cultivate, faculties to employ, or a character to form. 188 CHAPTER II. That Mr. and Mrs. Garnet had very little idea what difficulties they were encountering in wishing to engage Louisa Temple as their lodger, is more than probable. It seems to be a very reasonable and natural thing, to imagine of an orphan girl, left with few friends and no property, that she must of necessity be meek, and mild, and likely to conduct herself in a manner suited to h ^r circumstances ; and loud is the outcry sometimes against individuals thus situated, when they evince even a common share of self-will, but more especially of pride, as if these qualities were not the gift of nature, rather than the sub- jects of choice. If Mr. and Mrs. Garnet had acted upon the supposition that they could do as they liked with their young charge, and that anything was good enough for a friendless girl like Louisa Temple, they had egregiously miscalculated the means and the subject of their experiment. Scarcely a week had passed over before they began to suspect as much themselves ; and, but that they hit upon the resource of making out a considerable bill for breakages, they believed they should have been reduced to the painful necessity of informing Mr. Middleton that he must look elsewhere for lodgings for the orphan girl. Her behaviour, too, "it was nothing less than audacious," said little Mrs. Garnet, describing to her husband, on his IMPRISONED MIND. 189 return home one day, what had occurred during his absence, " Only think — that fine roomy washstand I was a whole week making myself — glueing, and pasting, with the greatest care, so that when it stood so, you know, there was no danger whatever ; and I tolr r. FISHER, SON 7 , AND CO., PRINTERS, LONDON.