^jl*\ ?^^ 5^ra ^4,K AS SOON KILL A MAN AS KILL A BOOK ^l}orr)0S • fi/lpf^ur • J0r)es. What is a man If his chief g;ood and market of his time lie but to sleep and feed ? A beast, no more. mmm::M- ■^mm!& ^^mi^ mt^m^3. L I b RA R.Y OF THE UN IVLR.5ITY or ILLINOIS 823 C5 792- p v.i PERIWINKLE VOL. 1. a NEW NOVELS AT THE LIBRARIES. THE PIT TOWN CORONET. By Charles J. Wills. 3 vols. A RECOILING VENGEANCE. By Frank Barrett. 2 vols. THE MAN WITH A SHADOW. By G. Manville Fenn. 3 vols. DIANA HARRINGTON. By B. M. Croker. 3 vols. A LEAL LASS. By R. Ashe King (' Basil')- 2 vols. THE LAST HURDLE. By Frank Hudson. 3s. 6d. WARD & DOWNEY, Publishers, London. PERIWINKLE AN AUTOBIOGRAPHY BY ARNOLD GRAY AUTHOR OF "THE WILD WARKINGTONS," "LIKE LOST SHEEP," Etc. •The more a man learns of the wonderfulness of this world the more chary he is in saying what is and what is not a possible complica- tion of events."— from an Article on Victor Hugo in the ''Athenamm." IN THREE VOLUMES '^' VOL. I. LONDON WARD & DOWNEY 12 YORK STREET, COYENT GARDEN 1888 {All Rights reserved.'] EDINBURGH COLSTON AND COMPANY" PRINTERS 8^b v.l o TO JEr. anil Jlr©. Certl ilaUirjIt to whom this book (when appearing in serial form) was the happy means of making me known I WITH FEELINGS OP WARM REGARD AND SOMETHING MORE THAN PLEASURE DEDICATE THE STORY OF PERIWINKLE A. G. CONTENTS. Book I. PAGE MOOR EDGE, ..... 1 Book II. DARYL DARKWOOD'S WIFE, . . U5- BOOK I. MOOR EDGE. Gloomy, windy, and full of ghosts." — Ossian. There are depths in man that go the length of lowest Hell, as there are heights that reach highest Heaven." — Carlyle. " I have no companion .... No friend in all the throng to hear my sighs; No glance, but the cold stare of alien eyes." Lewis Morris. PERIWINKLE. CHAPTER I. 'fe^T had been, thougli in mid- June, a chill and dreary day, with a strong breeze and frequent showers ; and now that evening was come, the clouds hung lower and lower over the moor, and heavy rain-drops at intervals splashed upon the win- dow-panes. Upstairs the floors creaked uncannily as the wind swept round the house ; the lattices rattled ; strange hollow moanings came down the chimneys. One upstairs door in particular seemed on that gusty June evening to strain and fret at its lock more loudly than any other, as if it meant to fly back and lay bare the fearful secret it guarded. VOL. I. A 2 Periwinkle. It was the door of Uncle Simon's own garret — liis mysterious attic under the tiles of Moor Edge ; a room which never was entered by any soul save himself. Ah ! that dreadful place — that evil room ! Even now, looking back to those days of my life at Moor Edge, the memory of it makes me shudder in every vein, my heart sickens with horror ; yet never once did I cross the threshold — never once behold the interior of the room. The door itself was enough for me. I am glad that I never saw beyond. I stood before the broad and deep-set kitchen window, staring out upon the sage-gray moor- land, bleared and troubled- looking in the stormy twilight mist, patiently watching for Uncle Simon. He had left home on the day before yesterday ; but to-night we expected him back. I was always glad to see him return to the lonely house where we lived ; for his sister, Aunt Hannah, was but sorry company for a girl of nineteen like me. She — Aunt Hannah — sat by the hearth, toast- ing slices of bread. There was a bright fire burning in the grate ; the teapot, covered with a cosy, stood ready within the fender. As usual, when the day's work was done, my aunt was Moor Edge. 3 dressed in a plain skimp gown of some sad- coloured stuflf, a limp net cap with faded ribbons, and a small and very rusty black silk apron. The weather being chilly, her pointed shoulders were draped — as indeed they generally were, chilly or not — with a knitted pink wrapper, which looked as if a visit to the wash-tub would have much improved its condition. Aunt Hannah was a very bony and a very low-spirited person. Her cheeks were thin and colourless, her long sharp nose was red at the tip, looking always frost-bitten. She was a nervous, bloodless creature, and at times suffered painfully from a disorder which she called ** the jumps." I can understand now that it was no wonder, poor soul ! Ah, now — but not then ! For what, brought up as I had been, could I know of the skeleton which dwelt at Moor Edge ? All her life long, or nearly so, had Aunt Hannah been familiar with the grisly thing. The rattling of its bare bones, so to speak, was nothing fresh to her ; though, in spite of her knowledge, her long familiarity with the truth, " the jumps " would occasionally overtake her. I may as well say at once that I did not like my Aunt Hannah ; I had never really liked 4 Periwinkle. lier — not even when I was a child. And yet, I believe, to do her justice, she was fond enough in her way of me. " Flower," said she, without turning her head, " is your uncle coming ? " I strained my eyes in the twilight, with my forehead pressed against the window. I could descry nothing but the leaden undulations of the moor ; not even a tree or a hawthorn-bush was visible from the kitchen window. " No," I answered slow^ly, watching still. *' It is all so gray and misty ; and Uncle Simon, when he went away, was wearing his gray suit and his gray hat. He would, you see, be the same colour as the evening, out-of- doors." " You might catch a glimpse of his black bag, though," observed Aunt Hannah, in her thin monotonous voice. " Yes ; doubtless I shall see that first," an- swered I carelessly. Uncle Simon was never known to quit Moor Edge without carrying with him his black bag. I had long since ceased to wonder, whenever he set out on those mysterious journeys of his — which sometimes were of frequent occurrence and at other times happened rarely — what it was that Moor Edge, 5 he took away in his " black leather friend," as he called it, and what it was that he brought back with him. I suppose Aunt Hannah knew ; but neither he nor she had ever told me. When Uncle Simon was at home at Moor Edge, look- ing contentedly after his poultry, his two cows — Daffodil and Daisy — his pigs and the garden, the black bag was locked up in the attic under the roof. We never saw it lying about in the lower rooms. The attic was the best place for it. Aunt Hannah went on with her toasting, and said no more. When the gusty wind was still, the only sounds that broke the silence were the ticking of the tall clock in its corner, and the loud purring of our deaf tortoise-shell cat Sally, which lay curled up comfortably upon the cushion of my Uncle Simon's great arm- chair. I date the story of my life from this most un- summerlike seventeenth day of June, because it was the day, the memorable day, on which a certain thing had come to pass — something which had changed for me the whole aspect and tenor of existence, and had conjured into being, so to put it, all kinds of dim and sweet possibilities. Hitherto I never had thought or troubled about 6 Periwinkle. the future. I had begun, shyly and half fear- fully, to think of the future to-day. " Shall I tell him "— ^' him " meaning Uncle Simon, — *' or shall I not ? " I mused, marking mechanically how a rook, then with difficulty travelling homeward to the far-away woods near Stony hamp ton, w^as *' blown about the sky." " Suppose I should not see him to-morrow, as he said ; suppose I should not meet him ever again ? Why, in that case, it would be ridicul- ous to — " I felt that in the fast-fading light a hot blush was gradually over-spreading my face ; my very ears began to burn ; for this second "him" did not mean my Uncle Simon. It had distinct reference to some one else. But what matter ? Aunt Hannah was not looking — could not see ; nor could she guess what was passing through my mind. " It's half-past seven," she cried presently, glancing up at the solemn-faced old clock stand- ing like a sentinel — or a sentinel's box rather — in its shadowy niche. ** The toast will be as cold as a stone, and so'll the tea, before — " At that moment I caught sight of the short, square familiar figure, clad in its shabby gray suit, and, as usual, carrying the black bag in its hand, coming, with head bent to the wet west Moor Edge. 7 wind, slowly and wearily over the dim moor, on- ward to the lone house which was built upon the confines of it. " Here is Uncle Simon ! " I interrupted, in a rejoicing tone. "It is so dull and wretched this evening, Aunt Hannah — let me light the candles, will you ? It will be more cheerful for him when he comes in." " It isn't really dark enough for candles," complained my aunt ; " but light 'em if you like." Speaking, she came to the table whereon was set the tea-tray awaiting her attention ; whilst I at once busied myself with match-box and brass candlesticks, in order to give the place a snugger and more homelike appearance by the time our tired traveller should come in. When he had reached the gate in the low stone wall which surrounded the garden at Moor Edge, I was ready to open the front-door and to fly down the path to meet him. Why should I not throw my arms about the neck of my Uncle Simon and kiss him % Did I not love him ? Ah 1 kind Heaven, in those days of my absolute innocence and ignorance, did I not love him very sincerely ? Yes ; I see no reason why I should not confess it. The cruel 8 Periwinkle, after-knowledge had not yet opened my eyes and turned my unquestioning girlish aflfection for him into something which, after all, I think, was never hatred. No, it may have been fear and shrinking and vague horror — something very near akin perhaps to loath- ing ; but. Heaven knows, it was never down- right hatred ! I had not then learned that he had wronged me because he loved me. I was conscious only that he was the one good friend I had ever known, the one truly kind relation I had ever known — indeed, the only parent I had ever known. And so, remembering no other — be- lieving that I had no other — I loved him and looked up to him in those days as a child in its simplicity looks up to and reveres its natural guardian. Should I be blamed hereafter for an extraordinary lack of instinct I cannot help it. I merely state the truth. " My pretty Flower," he said in his caressing way, his arm at my waist, as together we went up the garden path ; " and so you are glad to have me home again — eh ? " " Gladder than ever to-night, uncle," replied I gaily ; "for it has come over so cold and stormy, and one can't be out of doors with any comfort. Moor Edge. g What makes you so late ? The tea has been waiting for you ever so long." '' The train was late, and Lang was late," said Uncle Simon. " It was after seven o'clock when he set me down upon the moor." We were, I believe, more than five miles from Stonyhampton. Whenever we wished to get to the town, we walked across the wide and breezy moorland, met Lang and his nag at the cross- roads, and rode thither with him in his carrier's cart. Moor Edge itself stood in utter solitude. Garlands -on -the -Moor, the farm-house where the Acres lived, was quite a mile and a half from us. Uncle Simon, as was his wont on his return, went straightway upstairs ; and we heard him unlock the creaking attic door, throw the black bag just as it was into the dismal room beyond, and lock the door again. Aunt Hannah just then was pouring out the tea. The bony red hand which held the teapot shook visibly, and one of the cups, I noticed, overflowed upon the tray. When my uncle came down from the upper part of the house, he had changed his shabby gray suit for the one he always wore when at home with Aunt Hannah and me, and had put on lo Periwinkle, his slippers too. He went up to Aunt Hannah and kissed her on the forehead. She shivered and did not look at him. His mild kind face, with its pale-blue gentle eyes, to me seemed somewhat to overcloud at her unsisterly cold- ness ; and so, drawing my chair close to that of my Uncle Simon, I slipped my hand into his in token of my affectionate sympathy. However, we were both of us used to Aunt Hannah and her queer repellent ways. " Hannah, will you look at the newspaper ? " he said, half drawing one from his pocket as he spoke. " Not to-night, Simon, thank you." " Do you feel nervous, Hannah % " he inquired kindly. " Not — not more so than usual, Simon, when you come home to Moor Edge of an evening," she replied. " Have you the jumps, Hannah ? " asked Uncle Simon playfully. " No ; but I shall have them perhaps by-and- by," she answered sullenly. " I suppose you would like some ham with your tea ? " " Thank you, Hannah," he said, with his quiet smile. " I have had a hard day's work, and am hungry." Moor Edge. 1 1 *' Don't ! " slie cried shrilly ; and, rising abruptly from the table, she went into the pantry upon the other side of the passage to get the newly-boiled ham that was there. Tea finished, the crockery put away, the fire replenished, and the hearth swept clean, my aunt, observing that there was a pile of linen to be sorted and folded, left me and Uncle Simon in the kitchen together. The clean linen was kept in a huge mahogany chest of drawers, with massive brass ring-shaped handles, which stood behind the door in the parlour — a large, low, square room, with a big hard horsehair sofa and some slippery horsehair chairs, some red-and-white china animals upon the mantelpiece, and a case of stufi'ed birds upon a table between the windows. The room faced the north-east, and seemed always cold, earthy, and silent, like a vault ; the chimney generally smoked when a fire was first lighted in the grate ; for the parlour was never used, except occasion- ally on a Sunday. But the linen was Aunt Hannah's pride, and the drawers in the mahogany chest were crammed full of it. She would sometimes kneel before those heavy open drawers for hours to- gether, marking, folding, arranging, rearranging. 1 2 Periwinkle. and putting in fresh muslin bags of dried lavender : we had a row of stunted lavender- bushes upon the southern side of Moor Edge. But if ever I happened to come unawares upon her kneeling before those open drawers, she would shut them all up with a bang, one after another, locking them in a kind of nervous haste. "When he and I were alone — Sally, the tor- toise-shell cat, now asleep upon the patch- work rug, Aunt Hannah's handiwork, before the kitchen fire — Uncle Simon, with a fond look at me, said : " Are you thinking that I have forgotten you this time. Flower ? " " Forgotten me, uncle ? " I echoed, rather absently. ** Oh, no ! I was thinking — merely thinking — " He was feeling in his pocket again. He drew out the newspaper which at tea-time he had ofi"ered to Aunt Hannah, and which she had declined to look at, and, folding it and pressing it into a small square, with the poker he thrust it under the glowing grate. Then he set fire to the newspaper and stared at it meditatively whilst it blazed away into nothingness. The last tiny spark died out of the black smouldering mass; and he looked up at me and smiled. Moor Edge. 1 3: Then, again putting his hand into his roomy pocket, he this time drew out a thick volume,, richly but quietly bound in dark green, say- ing,— " No, I did not forget you, Flower. See ! " He was holding out the book to me. It was Macaulay's Essays, Critical and Historical — a book that I had long desired to possess, having often heard my Uncle Simon mention it in terms of the warmest admiration. I perched myself upon his knee, and thanked him with a hearty kiss. " You dear, kind generous uncle, how good you are ! Something like a sigh escaped him ; his gaze once more wandering to the fire as he held me upon his knee. Rarely did my Uncle Simon return home from one of those strange and secret journeys of his without bringing to me a present in the shape of a book worth having. Already the small book- case in my bedroom contained the most popular works of Dickens, Thackeray, and dear George Eliot ; with those of Tennyson, Moore, and Longfellow, and many others in prose and in verse. My Uncle Simon — a man, I believe, almost 1 4 Periwinkle, wholly self-educated— had been a great reader in his time ; and indeed read much now, at this period of his life, when he could find the leisure for that which was his favourite recreation. Such books, however, as those of Smiles or of Helps were his chief delight in middle age ; though occasionally a good novel pleased him mightily. On a Sunday afternoon, if he was at home, he always read Shakespeare ; and on a Sunday eveniug the Bible. But he never went to church. Nor, for the matter of that, did I and Aunt Hannah very often go. For one thing, the distance to Stonyhampton was a serious con- sideration ; for another, when we did go, the congregation stared at us strangely and coldly ; and Aunt Hannah did not like this behaviour. It made her cross and discontented, though doubtless she understood it. If our life at Moor Edge was not exactly peaceful, it was a curiously quiet and uneventful one ; and quiet is akin to peace. **Just now," said my Uncle Simon, touching my smooth black hair — it was beautiful, soft, "purple-black" hair, he sometimes told me — **just now you said that you were thinking of — What was it. Flower ? " For a second time that evening I could feel Moor Edge. 1 5 the blood going upward to my ears and forehead. I laughed a trifle uneasily. '' I was thinking — thinking that you are look- ing unusually tired to-night, uncle," said I, lightly stroking the fringe of gray-white whisker which grew on either side of his kind face and met beneath his chin. " No, Flower, that is not what you were thinking of," said my Uncle Simon gravely. "■ Well, you are right," I cried impulsively, after a pause. " I have not told you the actual truth." And with contrition I dropped my head to his shoulder and took his hand into mine. " Tell me the truth now, then," he said gently. *' I — I was thinking, uncle, that — that I ought to confess something. That is the truth." " Yes, my dear little girl ? " '^ Something that happened to-day — this after- noon, in fact." " Let me hear it. Flower," said my Uncle Simon; *'and afterwards you shall get me my pipe." " You know," I began somewhat lamely, " the old quarry on the moor, don't you — the little one, I mean, not the larger of the two — where the turf and the broom hang over and form a sort of cave ? " 1 6 Periwinkle. " Of course. Did you see any rabbits there to-day ? " " Lots ; and I also saw something else." ** What was that, Flower ? " I drew a quick breath, and answered hurriedly : " A young man — a stranger — a gentleman." I felt my uncle start, as if a spasm had seized him ; and I fancied too that he muttered, as if involuntarily — ''At last! Has it then come, I wonder, at last ? " Yet it may be that I was mistaken, for the next moment he was saying as quietly and as gently as ever — " And did he speak to you. Flower % " *'Yes. It was like this. I was out on the moor with Jack Sprat for a walk after dinner, when a frightfully windy shower came on suddenly ; and, as fast as I could, I ran down into the quarry for shelter. There was nowhere else to run. Of course, I never dreamed of finding anybody there ; but in the cavern, uncle, I ran right against this young man." " And — and, child, you say he spoke to you ? " "Yes. But — but I really cannot remember what he said at first — I was much too confused and astonished. However, by degrees, I began to understand what he was saying ; and — and I couldn't come away and leave him, uncle, you Moor Edge, 1 7 see, because of the rain. It was simply pelting down just then." " Ay — I see," said my Uncle Simon sadly. " What did he talk about, Flower ? " " Oh, he told me that he was an artist, and that he was painting a picture called a * Summer Storm,' and that, wanting a particular bit of sky to put into this picture — which it seems is a large one — he had come out on to the moor in the hope of finding it overhead. He had with him a small easel, a large umbrella, and other things besides ; and — and he says that he is very fond of the north of England, and has taken rooms for the summer at Garlands." " What !— at Garlands-on-the-Moor ? AVith the Acres ? " " Yes. he arrived there from London, I think he said, the day before yesterday. He says he is enchanted with Garlands and the wild scenery hereabout." " Did he tell you his name ? " "Yes. Daryl Darkwood." '' A good name," said my Uncle Simon thought- fully. "And, Flower, my darling, did you" — with something, I thought, like pain in his voice — '' did you tell him yours ? " " I felt that I ought to, uncle, you see, when VOL. I. B T 8 Periwinkle. he asked me if I would. And of course I said that it was Greedy— Flower Greedy." " What — what did he say then ? " This time I felt certain — it was no fancy of mine — that there was real anguish in the voice of my Uncle Simon. " All that he said was, speaking slowly, * Greedy — Greedy. And so your name is Greedy?'" '* Ah ! " said my uncle then ; and he appeared to be thinking deeply. ''Uncle Simon," said I timidly, "if I should ae^ain meet this Mr. Darkwood on the^moor — and he says that he will most likely be painting there every day — shall I recognise him — speak to him — or would you rather that I did not ? I should like to do what is right." " I would rather. Flower, that you did not," said my uncle, with a slow and wistful smile that I did not understand ; '* but the fact is, since matters have gone thus far, I do not see how you are to avoid doing so. Perhaps — well, perhaps the next time you meet him I may be with you, dear ; and then — You are sure that he is a gentleman ? " he broke off. " Quite sure," I answered earnestly. Yet at that time of my life, or at any rate until that day of it, I do not suppose that I had ever once Moor Edge. 1 9 in my recollection spoken to wliat the world calls '' a gentleman." Notwithstanding, I felt positive that, if gentlemen walked the earth, Daryl Darkwood was one. '' I would not, if I were you, Flower, go near the quarry again — at least not just yet," observed my uncle, after a short silence, in his kindest manner. ''It might appear, you know, as if — well, as if you had wandered thither on purpose." " Oh, no ; I should certainly not go near the quarry. Uncle Simon, unless I was obliged to," I answered, laughing and reddening. " Mr. Darkwood, when the rain stopped and he wished me good-bye, said it was just the place for snakes, he should think ; but I never saw one there, and said so." " Nor I, Flower. I hope," observed my Uncle Simon, in his mild way, "that you did not find one there to-day." '' No ; as I told you, only rabbits without number, and — Hark, uncle ! Is not that Jack Sprat barking in the yard ? Yes ! Now, who can be crossing the moor at this time of night ? " With hand uplifted to enjoin silence, I had slipped from my uncle's knee. We listened attentively. The wind was still moaning in the 20 Periwinkle. chimney, though we could now see that the night had grown clearer, for a star was twinkling in the bit of dark sky which was visible through the wide kitchen lattice, across which, as it chanced, the curtain had not yet been drawn. " Yes, that's Jack, sure enough ! " my uncle was agreeing ; when the door behind us flew back, and Aunt Hannah rushed into the kitchen. She was trembling. Her face was white with fright. She gasped rather than spoke, with her lean hands clutching her breast, — *' Simon, a footstep ! It came up the garden and went round the house ! I was in the parlour with the linen ; I heard it distinctly ; and then — and then the dog began to bark. There — can't you hear him now ? " " A footstep in the garden ? Nonsense, Hannah ! " said her brother soothingly. " It is some one, as Flower says, crossing the moor; and what of that ? Besides, Jack howls at the moon sometimes — " '' There's no moon to-night, Simon. Hah ! " A cry of terror that was nearly a shriek here broke from Aunt Hannah's lips, and she staggered heavily against Uncle Simon's arm-chair. With one bony red hand she gripped for support the tall back of it ; with the other, with every finger Moor Edge, 2 1 quivering, she was pointing to the uncovered window. "A face, Simon," she whispered, as if she were choking — " a face looking in ! A dead, staring, awful face — it must be the face of one of your — " " Fool ! " It was, or it seemed to be, the deft work of a moment. Aunt Hannah, with ashy parted lips and closed eyes, was lying back in the wooden arm-chair ; and Uncle Simon, with iron grasp ujDon her shoulders, was standing over her and holding her thus. I could not see his face ; but I noticed, I think for the first time, what fierce strength there was in his flat wiry wrists. ''Fool!" said my uncle again. He spoke quite calmly ; but I, who had learned to know every tone of his voice, detected the intense anger which was breathed in that sinQ:le word. "You hurt me, Simon ! " whined Aunt Hannah. He removed his hands from her body ; but shook her slightly as he did so. "Don't you move," he said then, with all his old gentleness. "Keep quiet, and you will get better." Perceiving that she did not venture to stir, he stepped to the cupboard by the fire-place and took from an upper shelf in ifc the stone jar of 22 Periwinkle, whiskey from whicli he was accustomed to brew his grog when he smoked his pipe of an evening. The kettle upon the hob was at boiling-point; and in less than a minute Aunt Hannah s brother had mixed for her a tumblerful of strong spirits- and-water. " Your poor Aunt Hannah has got the jumps with a vengeance to-night," said my Uncle Simon pleasantly, turning to me, with the steaming jorum in his hand. I nodded, and smiled back at him. It was not the first time by a good many that I had seen Aunt Hannah with the jumps, though never perhaps before had they seemed so bad as they were now. "Jack is quiet again," I whispered. "It was really only someone going over the moor." And I went to the window, and drew the curtain, so shutting out the peeping stars. " Of course that was all," said my Uncle Simon aloud. " That won't do ! I know better," contra- dicted Aunt Hannah, shivering violently. *' I saw — I saw — " " The reflection of your own white face in the firelit window," said her brother firmly. "Come, Hannah — no more nonsense ! Drink this ! " Moor Edge, 23 Again lie was standing over her, his back towards me, so that again I was unable to see his face. But I fancied that I heard a slight shuddering moan, such as might break from one who was menaced with and quailing from an immediate blow. Certain it was that Aunt Hannah murmured piteously, — " Don't look at me like that, Simon ! I can't stand it ! I can do nothing whilst you look at me like that ! " " Pooh ! Drink it," he said in his gentlest voice. " I — I can't. I can't indeed," she answered faintly, " so long as you glare — " " My good soul, you shall." And when my uncle moved away from her, I saw that Aunt Hannah was obediently sipping the hot whiskey-and-water ; and it appeared to be giving her comfort, I was also glad to see. My uncle kissed me with his customary affec- tion and said, — " We had tea so late to-night, we shall not, I fancy, require any supper. So you had better be off to bed. Flower. I have a letter or two to write, my child, and I want to talk to your Aunt Hannah." At this my aunt half-fearfuUy glanced up 24 Periwinkle. from her tumbler, and dropped the wet spoon into her lap. She looked indeed as if she had but little desire for any further conversation with her brother. Not sorry to leave the kitchen for my own neat chamber, with its small old chintz-covered couch, its little round table by the window, and the silent but best of all companions in the bookcase, I took up my new Macaulay, who was now to be added to that dear silent com- pany, lit my lamp, and went to bed — having first, however, dutifully put my lips to Aunt Hannah's dingy cap, by way of a good-night caress. I had always considered her an un- pleasant person to live with ; and this evening she had shown herself more unpleasant than ever. Mv room, with its sweet wide view of wild and breezy moorland, was at the end of a narrow passage ; and in order to reach it I must pass the bare stair-ladder which led up to the attic in the roof. I was humming softly to myself, and thinking of the stranger whom I had that day met in the quarry, when the rattling of the attic-door, jarr- ing and fretting in the night wind, put him and our meeting out of my mind. I believe that scarcely a night at Moor Edge Moor Edge. 2 5 tad ever gone by without my wonderiug, some- times sleepily and sometimes perhaps with an almost acutely nervous curiosity, what strange secret lurked there, and was hidden from me, behind that garret-door. What was it ? What could it be ? But, as I have already said, the veil was not lifted in those days ; and so I knew no actual fear. CHAPTER 11. ^^|HE next morning dawned hopelessly wet ; tlie wild west wind had gone down, and the rain could fall in comfort, as it were. And it did fall now — straight, steadily, in a quiet and determined manner, as if, having at last got its chance, it meant to keep on for ever. I saw in a moment when we met at breakfast that Aunt Hannah was once more herself — her peevish, low-spirited, but ever-industrious self — • with, of course, her dingy pink wrapper clingiug limply to her pointed shoulders. Her nervous attack of the past night seemed fortunately entirely gone. Somehow all the morning I could not " settle to anything," as my Aunt Hannah querulously expressed it ; and I chafed for a brisk long moor- Moor Edge, 2 7 land walk, with the free wide sky and the fresh wild healthful air all around me, and faithful Jack Sprat for my companion. Jack Sprat was only a mongrel of the fox- terrier kind ; but the right loyal heart within his small coarse body made up for his sad lack of beauty. A pedlar, called Wyse the Wanderer, and well known in those northern parts, had given the dog to me in his puppyhood. But a walk in the present state of the w^eather was out of the question. My Uncle Simon, as was usual with him when at home at Moor Edge, was busy to-day out of doors ; but, owing to the rain, he could not work in the garden, and his exertions were perforce confined to the yard and the out-build- ings. And indeed there was always somethiug or other^ — with no servant or helper, either male or female, upon the place — to be done amongst the pigs and poultry. Uncle Simon was exceedingly proud of his two Alderneys, Daffodil and Daisy, who, if they w^ere a trifle angular and poor-looking, were certainly not lean upon the score of stinted fodder. As often as not, too, they were roam- ing at large over the rich moor, never, though, straying out of sight of the squat gray-stone 28 Periwinkle. house, the humble cowshed adjoining which had been their home for a good many years. To-day their master, blithely whistling as he worked, was cleansing their stalls and heaping in fresh straw ; now and then patting their lean backs and calling them his " pair of beauties." Not until the twilight fell did the weather begin to mend. Then, with a little warm even- ing wind, the clouds parted and rolled away; the stars rushed out silver- clear ; the drenched earth sent up a refreshing fragrance ; and a slim new moon, sailing face downward in the heavens, made one hopeful of a bright to-morrow. Much wearied with a long and — I fear — an idle day, I went up early to my room ; but not to bed. I wanted to be alone — to think — to dream ; any- thing, in fact, to be away from Aunt Hannah and her depressing prognostications about a wet and dreary summer. She was sure of it, she said ; we were *' in for " a bad summer. " No, no ; let us hope not," said I as cheerily as I could ; though it was by no means an easy matter to take a blithe view of things, with Aunt Hannah sniffing and prophesying on one hand, and the rain coming down on the other. " It has been lovely up till now." " Ah, well," said she, in her thin dissatisfied Moor Edge, 29 voice, " this is the beginning of it — you'll see if it isn't ! Mark my words ! " No wonder my heart sank and life took a melancholy hue ; for a wet summer at Moor Edge meant days of endless monotony and isola- tion unspeakable. But for Uncle Simon it made no difference. Dry or damp, sun or gloom, storm or calm — it was all the same to him. If he had to go on a journey, forth he went, utter- ing no word of complaint or of distaste, but trudging patiently away, black bag in hand, over the dim gray moor to meet Lang the carrier at the cross-roads, and then on in the carrier's- cart to the station at Stonyhampton. Having opened wide the window, now that the night had become so fine and warm, I sat- down at the little table in my bedroom, turned up my lamp, and tried to read an essay in my new Macaulay. I dipped into the one on Madame d'Arblay ; it looked promising, most interesting — Evelina and Cecilia were old friends of mine. But, having read a few lines, and read them again, I somehow discovered that I might just as well, have been spelling over Greek for all the sense I could make of the printed words under my eyes. Clearly that night, then, I was in no- 30 Periwinkle, mood for self-improvement ; the long rainy day- had thoroughly unsettled me. So, with a sigh, dosing the book, I rested my head upon my hand and prepared to give myself up to the luxury of undisturbed reverie — the luxury, as some one has called it, " of thinking of nothing in particular." I heard my uncle ascend the first stair-case, and then go on up higher to the garret under the tiles. But that was nothing unusual. Meanwhile Aunt Hannah downstairs was turning keys and drawing bolts, and in her own fidgety fashion was making everything safe for the night. It may have been some twenty minutes later — I believe it was ten o'clock — when, as on the previous night, I suddenly heard Jack Sprat growling in the yard — a low, snarling, menacing growl, which at any second might break into a swift angry bark. However, before this could happen, something flew whizzing through the air beneath my window, and a piteous shriek followed. Then Jack was still. Full of wonderment at the circumstance, and not without a suspicion of treachery, I leaned out over the window-ledge — the casement was deep-set in the dull-gray stone walls, as were all the windows at Moor Edge — and peered cautiously Moor Edge. 3 1 to tlie right and to the left. My room, a corner one, was on the south side of the house, and looked sheer down on to the moor. As the house itself was squat in shape, and as the passage leading to my bedroom was distinctly on the slant, ending in two downward steps into the room, the floor of it in reality was but an in- considerable distance from the green short turf outside. So, leaning stealthily out, and forgetting at the moment that the burning lamp was upon the table behind me, I very nearly screamed aloud in my fright to meet in the star-lit gloom a face upturned to mine. " Hush I It is only I." Immediately afterwards, the lamplight from within falling upon them, I recognised the pale handsome features and brilliant dark eyes — eyes they were that had in them a singular red-brown gleam — of the stranger whom I had yesterday met in the quarry. He was smiling in some amusement at my confusion and consternation : but his mouth was entirely hidden by his heavy dark-brown moustache — the one hirsute adorn- ment he cultivated. He was very tall and square-shouldered, yet slimly-built withal. As he stood there upon the moor in the summer 32 Periwinkle, darkness, we could with ease have shaken hands with each other. " You must forgive," said he, speaking in a distinct undertone, " my scaring you, as I fear I have done ; but I quite thought the house was on fire — " " The house on fire ! " " Do not, however, be alarmed," he hastened to continue. ''It is all right — I was mistaken. I came out for a stroll and a cigar after the miserable day we have had, and from where I was, upon the rising ground yonder, I saw what I took to be a light — a growing fire — in the roof of your house here. Of course I ran hither with all possible speed; but I soon discovered my error. It appears that you have a skylight or something of the kind in the tiles ? " " Oh, yes," I told him in accents of relief— "that is my Uncle Simon's garret — his own private room ! You may often see a light there when he is working at night." " Working at night ! Then what does he do up there all alone ? " " I cannot tell you," I answered simply ; add- ing, as I prepared to withdraw from the window and to wish Mr. Darkwood good-night — feeling that it was far from proper and maidenly to be Moor Edge, 33 thus secretly conversing with him at such an hour — " It was thoughtful and kind of you to come ; and — and thank you very much." " Pray don't go yet," he whispered hurriedly. " I am sure you would not have shut the window if I had not disturbed you with my stupid false alarm. I saw your lamp, like Portia's 'little candle/ shining out from afar ; and then — and then I saw you sitting at the window, and — and I couldn't withstand the temptation to come and speak to you — perhaps only to look at you. Shall I see you on the moor to-morrow ? " I evaded this direct inquiry ; still hesitating, with my hand upon the casement-bolt. "You ought not to be here, I think. My uncle would not like it if he knew." '' Why should he know ? " " Because he ought to know, and he will," I answered him gravely. " I keep nothing from my Uncle Simon." " You good little soul," said he, not without a suspicion of mockery in his voice. " Naturally you told him that you had met me in the quarry ? " " Of course." Then a sudden conviction flashed across my brain, and in momentary excitement I leaned farther out. "Mr. Dark- VOL. I. 34 Periwinkle. wood," I said, "I do believe now that it was you who came here last night ! " " It was," he replied boldly ; "I came to see where you really lived. I wanted to know. By- the- way," he inquired coolly, " don't you find it fearfully lonely here ? In the depth of winter it must be appalling." " Sometimes — if we are snowed in," I acknow- ledged. *'But — but, Mr. Darkwood, I must ask you not to do it again — I — I mean not to come here at night like this. Do you know, last even- ing you frightened my aunt dreadfully. Don't laugh ; I mean it — I do indeed ! She is a very nervous person, and a little upsets her." " I heard a woman scream," said he ; " but I knew it wasn't you." *' Well, let me beg you to be careful," I said earnestly ; "for Jack Sprat, my dog, is uncertain in his temper if he fancies there are tramps and thieves about." Mr. Darkwood laughed again ; softly and care- fully, lest he should be overheard. " Thank you," said he, with an amused nod. " Jack Sprat, I am inclined to believe, is an ill- conditioned little brute," he added. " Indeed, he is nothing of the kind ! " I denied rather hotly. "He is a faithful friend, though Moor Edge, 35 not a very pretty one. He would bark at you now, only he knows my voice — low as I am talk- ing, he can hear it. I hope you did not hurt him just now ; if you did, I cannot forgive you." " Hurt him ? Not for the world, if he is your dog." ''But I heard him cry out as though he were hurt. What was it you threw at him % Not a flint, I hope ? " " Oh, no ; merely a handful of gravel ! Be lieve me, he wasn't in the least hurt. You wouldn't have the whole neighbourhood aroused by his noise, would you ? " " The whole neighbourhood ! " I echoed. " Why, Mr. Darkwood, we have no living neigh- bours nearer to us than the people at Garlands- on-the-Moor — where you lodge, you know. Poor Jack would have to bark loud enough," I said, a little sarcastically perhaps, " before he awoke the Acre folk." " I think you told me that you do not know the people at Garlands — the Acres ? " he said eagerly. "It is a pity — a great pity ; for we might—" "In the whole world I know no one except my Aunt Hannah and my Uncle Simon." " And me," said my new acquaintance re- 36 Periwinkle, proachfully — " do not forget me. You know me now, Miss Greedy." " Hardly. Until yesterday we never saw each other." "Oh, but surely our long talk together in the quarry made us friends — the best of friends % For me, at any rate, it was very pleasant." My back being towards the lamp, he fortu- nately could not see the bright colour which had risen and was spreading in my cheeks. *' Was it ? " It was, I have no doubt, a foolish answer to make ; but I could hit upon no other just then. ''Kemarkably pleasant. In fact, as pleasant as it was unexpected," replied Mr. Darkwood emphatically. " And let me now tell you that, if you do not permit me to see you again — and I have explained to you that I shall, I hope, be constantly painting out of doors ; that I have come here expressly in order to paint out of doors — I shall take it on your part, Miss Greedy, as a great unkindness. What is that noise ? " he broke off, stepping quickly backward and looking up to the eaves of Moor Edo:e. A muffled " tap, tap, tap — tap, tap, tap," like the measured smiting together of hammer and nail — a tapping notwithstanding that was a Moor Edge. ^y familiar enough noise in my ears even at the dead of night — had within the last minute or so become audible from the reg:ion of the roof; though I myself was able to give but a vague explanation of the sound. " Why, you look almost frightened, I declare ! " I could not help saying, with a smile. "It is only my Uncle Simon at work, sawing and tap- ping — sawing and tapping ! We often at night hear that noise in the attic. We are used to it, you see, and take no notice of it. At least I do not." Mr. Darkwood's eyes met mine again. " Does he make coffins up there ? " he asked grimly. The startling and unlikely question somehow made me shiver. " Coffins ! Do not imagine anything so horrible. I — I should think not ! And now," — the impro- priety of his being there beneath my window, and the laxity of my own conduct in perhaps en- couraging him to linger where he had no business to be, again troubling my conscience — "good night in earnest, and for the last time 1 I am sleepy. Thank you once more — for indeed it was very kind of you — for coming to our aid when you believed that we were in danger." 38 Periwinkle, "I came because I believed that you" — with emphasis — " were in danger." I nodded a quick farewell to him, shut the window, and drew down the blind. The tapping in the attic had ceased for a while ; the night was very still. A voice outside in the summer darkness was saying, or rather softly singing, — '* Good-night, good-night, my lonely, lovely moorland flower ! " I trembled with a nameless strange exulta- tion, and, I know not why, buried my hot face in my hands. I waited — waited, I think, minutes before venturing to stir. Was he gone ? Scarcely daring to breathe, with slow and cautious touch I drew the blind an inch or two aside. I peeped out upon the quiet purple night. I let the blind go with a jerk. The pale handsome face, with its eloquent smiling eyes, was still there ; and Daryl Darkwood was kissing his hand to me. CHAPTEE III. ]£/^ '^ WEEK had gone by since the fateful dav on which I had first seen Darvl ^f^"^^ Darkwood ; or rather, to be accurate, just a whole week had now elapsed since the date of our second meeting — ^the night when he came to my open window to tell me that he had fancied the house was on fire. When I, rather awkwardly, related to my uncle this instance of Mr. Darkwood's good nature, he shook his head slowly and smiled straight into my eyes. •'Xo, no, Flower — it wont do!" he said sadly. " What won't do, uncle ? " said I. " That vounor man no more believed the house was on fire than he believed that it was vour Aunt Hannah whom he saw at the Horhted window. ^ oukl he have come running over 40 Periwinkle, tlie moor, think you, child, to tell poor Hannah that the house was on fire, when he knew all the time that it wasn't ? No, no. Young men will be young men, I suppose ; and — and — well, it will surely come to pass by-and-by ; in some way or other it must come to pass ! And I wonder how I shall bear it — eh. Flower ? " " Bear what ? " I asked, rendered vaguely un- comfortable by his sorrowful look and tone. " I do not understand you. Uncle Simon." But he answered me evasively, capping my question with another. "You would not care, would you, my dear little girl, to spend the whole of your life here at Moor Edge ? " he said wistfully. " And yet — and yet it might be best for you, dear ; who knows ? " " I should never care to go away from you, Uncle Simon," I replied. And at the time I meant it from my heart. '' Young men ! " here put in Aunt Hannah, in her sniffing, grumbling way — '' I never heard any good of young men yet ; and, if you take my advice. Flower, you'll have nothing to say to 'em when you do get the chance. Young men — ugh ! They are all alike at bottom — all vicious, all selfish, all naturally bad-inclined ; Moor Edge. 4 1 only some are quieter and deeper than others, and some are rich and some are jDoor and some are middling off — that's the only difference ! But they are all alike inside. I know 'em." Which was neither fair nor just of Aunt Hannah, sour and discontented as she might be feelino;. For, considerino; that she herself was an old maid, and that, with the exception of my Uncle Simon, no man, either young or old, was ever known to plant foot across the doorstep of Moor Edge, I did not think that she should be accepted as a genuine authority upon the matter. And, oh, what an interminable week it had seemed ; though it was possible to be out and about all day long, and to roam beneath the summer sky as far as one pleased ! July was close at hand, and the weather was simply glorious ; Aunt Hannah's doleful predictions would assuredly not be verified. The high arch above my head was of heaven's own blue, with sometimes dim white clouds in fragments sailing languidly with the delicious breeze which tem- pered the warmth of the sun. The wide free moorland beneath my feet was fresh and earthy, sweet with thyme and the clustering gorse, over the saffron bloom of which the wild bees swarmed 42 Periwinkle. and filled the lazy air with their busy hum. Far, far away in the blue distance, and seemingly lying low when viewed from our own high moor, were the — to me — quite unknown woods of Stonyhampton. Sometimes, when the wind was in the right quarter, especially of a night, faintly would come to us the sound of bells, chiming mournfully or joyously ringing, with other sounds common enough to the dwellers in towns. But I knew nothing of life in a town. Ah, how the larks soared and trilled and " ran " in the sky, as Shelley says 1 How the old rabbits skipped and played with the frisky little ones ; how the tall grass and sturdy docks nodded to- gether in the lightsome breeze ! Wild straw- berries this year were as plentiful as blackberries in autumn ; and the moss in the moister hollows of the moor, where noisily bubbled up and flowed the clear cold stream which supplied us with water, was richer and softer than any costly velvet, spreading and luxuriating there in every shade of lovely gray and green. At any other time this gracious weather would have filled my heart with unspeakable joy, and I should have been singing from morning until night. To feel the simple unquestioning gladness of thoroughly healthful youth is, I have learnt to comprehend, Moor Edge, 43 a blessing direct from Heaven that is indeed beyond all price ! I was angry with myself for not feeling more glad — it seemed to me wicked — angry for being conscious of the vague discontent and dis- appointment which of late had crept into my heart. During the whole of that intermin- able week I had neither met nor even once seen Daryl Darlcwood. Whither had he gone ? Had he for some reason quite suddenly left Garlands, and was he never coming back there any more ? Could — could it then be that I never should see him again ? True, the pro- priety, first suggested to me by my Uncle Simon, of keeping away from the neighbour- hood of the quarry had prompted me to ramble in an opposite direction ; nor had I during the past week once ventured within a mile of Garlands-on-the-Moor. Hitherto, in the days before Mr. Darkwood had gone to lodge with the Acres, I had not cared how often Jack Sprat and I might wander past the old farm-house ; although the booby boorish sons would come and lean over the yard-gate to stare at me, and the strapping loud-voiced daughters of the family, with sleeves rolled high above their red elbows, would from the windows look askance at me 44 Periwinkle, after the manner of the folk at Stony- hampton. " I want to see him — I do want to see him ! " I said aloud to myself, with a petulant stamp upon the turf. "For I particularly want to give him a piece of my mind — don't I, Jack ? — because he did hurt you on that night — didn't he, my dear ? I know he did ; though of course he didn't mean to, and couldn't help it, Jacky, in the dark." Jack Sprat danced about on three legs, frantic- ally all the time working his poor coarse stump of a tail ; and repeatedly jumped up my gown as well, leaving dirty paw-marks behind him. In the morning after the night when I had last seen Mr. Darkwood, Jack had come limping in-doors from his barrel — to which, by the way, he was never chained or tied — with a nasty cut upon his left fore-paw, which he held up pathetic- ally to us all in turn with dumb pleading in his faithful bright eyes. As well as I could I had washed the clotted blood from the gash, and had very tenderly dressed the wound ; and, although now the paw was considerably healed, poor Jack had gone lame ever since. On the eighth day of my new strange loneli- ness Uncle Simon announced at breakfast — after, Moor Edge, 45 as it was his habit in all weathers to do, he had met the post-boy on the moor — that he was com- pelled to leave home rather unexpectedly, and would start from Moor Edge that night. Curious as it may seem to those who have troops of friends and who are blessed with near home-ties, no letters ever came to Moor Edo;e for me ; none ever came for Aunt Hannah — unless Uncle Simon himself wrote to her when he was absent on a journey to apprise her of the date of his return. I had no one in the whole world to write to or to write to me ; nor do I believe had Aunt Hannah herself anyone save her brother Simon. So I never had received a letter in my life. As I have said, my uncle in all weathers met the post-boy on the moor ; and afterwards he read his letters before coming into the house, some- times in the garden and sometimes in the porch. Then, if there was anything to tell us, he told it ; if there was not, he was silent. " Going away, Simon ? " whined Aunt Hannah. " Oh, dear — for long ? " " Longer," said Uncle Simon gently, " than usual, Hannah, this time I fear I shall be away." *' Where — where," said my aunt huskily, *' are you going, Simon ? " 46 Periwinkle, Her knotted lean hands were tremblino; so painfully that her black-handled knife and fork rattled in her plate. So peevishly she pushed it from her, rasher and all, and kneaded her hands into her lap beneath the table-cloth. " I am going," replied her brother quietly, ^' on this occasion to Ireland ; and shall be absent perhaps for a week or ten days — ten days, Hannah, at the most. After that, I be- lieve, and indeed hope, that I shall have a holiday, little Flower " — playfully turning to me — " a long, quiet, restful summer holiday at Moor Edge." " I am sure I hope so too," I echoed earnestly. I had finished breakfast, and as I spoke I arose and put my hand affectionately upon Uncle Simon's shoulder. He imprisoned my fingers within his own and rubbed them lightly thus against his cheek. Ah ! should not I now find my loneliness doubly hard to endure — my Uncle Simon being away for so long — having once known the hitherto unknown experience of feeling my life's monotony so pleasantly disturbed ? What should I do with myself and my soli- tude in all those coming ten long, endless summer days, with no one but Aunt Hannah Moor Edge. 47 for human company ? Well, there were always my books — yes, they had sufficed once ; and there w^as Jack Sprat, and there was also the free wide sweet moor. I had never really before found my lone home dull and dreadful to con- template — why should I begin to find it dull and dreadful now ? "I shall not sleep a wink the whole while you're away," sniffed Aunt Hannah, gulping down her tea, the rim of her cup knocking audibly against her teeth. '' I shall be ill, Simon, before you come back — see if I ain't." " That is an old story," answered her brother, his voice mild, but his eyes turned sternly upon the quailing woman before him. " Don't you be a fool, Hannah ! " "I cant help it," said she, with something between a gasp and a sob. " Well, you had better not get frightening my little girl here out of her wits Avith your absurd 'jumps,' as you call them," said my uncle, with his quiet smile. " I can't help it if I do," said Aunt Hannah again. '* You had better not ! " he observed, still smiling benignly. Now, however, it was his pale blue eyes that seemed to smile, and the iron 48 Periwinkle, sternness had crept into his low voice. *' It will be the worse for you if you do, woman ! That is all" With that he got up and went out into the yard. Whenever Uncle Simon called his sister *' woman," it was a sure sign that he was terribly angry. A calm and sunny evening arrived ; tea was over ; and my uncle, saying no word either to me or to Aunt Hannah, went up to the attic in the roof. He was locked up alone there for more than an hour, and when he reappeared it was between seven and eight o'clock, and the sun in wide-spreading glory was setting behind the woods of Stonyhampton. He came down dressed in his gray suit, his gray hat, his well-worn black silk neck-tie, and with his boots nicely polished. In his hand he carried the mysterious black leather bag, which this evening bulged — or, at any rate, I fancied so — somewhat more than usual. When he kissed Aunt Hannah in the porch and said good-bye to her, she began to shiver and cry, and wiped away her tears with an end of her old pink wrapper. He patted her thin shoulder, telling her not to be more foolish than common, but to take good care of Daffodil and Moor Edge. 49 Daisy, the sow and her litter, and the sitting- hen ; and then, linking his arm in mine, he led me with him as far as the garden-gate. I felt very low-spirited at seeing him about to depart ; and indeed, like Aunt Hannah's, the tears had risen to my eyes. " Never mind — cheer up, Flower ! " said my uncle tenderly. " I shall soon be back ; the time will soon pass. And by- the- bye, dear, would you like a new gown this time, or something else to add to the little library upstairs — eh ? " " Oh, you are too kind, too generous by far, dear Uncle Simon I " said I mournfully. '' Please do not trouble. You let me want for nothing ; and sometimes I think you cannot perhaps afford it — " " I can afford anything for you, dear. Come, say which it is to be — a new gown or a new book ? I shall be passing through London on my way home, and of course I could buy a fine new gown-piece there." " I thought you were going to Ireland ? " said I, looking up at him. " So I am ; but I shall be in London before I come back." ''Well, I am very greedy, Uncle Simon dear. I would rather have a book, since you give me VOL. I. D 50 Periwinkle. the choice. I have plenty of gowns for the present." Why, nobody would see a new gown at Moor Edge if I had one ! thought I. But this re- flection of discontent would certainly not have occurred to me a month ago. " I think Adelaide Procter s poems would be a nice book for your shelves, Flower — eh ? " said my uncle, his hand upon the latch of the garden- gate, gazing meanwhile very wistfully into my upturned eyes. " All young people — young girls especially — should read Adelaide Procter." " Yes, I would rather have them — those poems, dear uncle — than anything else in the world," I replied, trying hard to speak as sincerely and as gratefully as I ought. «• Very well, dear child, you shall then. Good-bye, Flower — good-bye ! By-the-bye, my little girl, you have not seen anything of that Mr. — what is his name — Mr. Darkwood lately, have you ? " This was unexpected. My heart seemed to stop for seconds ; then to go on again, beating fast and loud. My eyes were burning with the warmth of the blood which had suddenly rushed upward to my head ; but if my Uncle Simon noticed the guilty flush, he uttered no comment Moor Edge. 5 1 upon it. Heaven knows how I managed to say as carelessly as I did — " Mr. Darkwood ? Oh dear, no ! He has left the neighbourhood, I should imagine, for good. I am sure I should have met him on the moor if he had not gone away." "Now, I wonder whether he really is gone away ? " observed my Uncle Simon thought- fully. "There is no doubt about it," I cried; and I wondered drearily whether those six little words actually sounded as light and indifferent as I meant them to sound, or whether they in any wise betrayed the sense of desolation which was so heavily burthening my heart. " You will be civil to him if — if you should happen to meet him again, Flower ? " " Oh, yes, uncle dear — you said I might, you know 1 Just civil, and that's all, of course ! But I shall not meet him again ; it is not likely ; and I care not a straw — why should I ? — if I don't." I knew — who better? — that it was a lie. Heaven forgive me ! "My poor little girl — my dear little girl!'* muttered my Uncle Simon ; and the next moment he had embraced me, and was gone. Very down-heartedly I watched him disap- 'jiV;v-! 52 Periwinkle, pearing over the purple-green undulations of the moor ; straight before him the low rose light of the sinking sun ; Moor Edge — I stand- ing at the gate, and Aunt Hannah, with the pink wrapper held over her face, crying in the porch — fading behind him. There he went, to meet Lang the carrier — growing as he trudged onward momentarily smaller and smaller in the distance, clad in his gray suit and gray hat, the ugly bulging black bag carried in his left hand. Upon the rising ground he turned, his back now to the sun's red glory. With his blue cotton pocket-handkerchief he waved a last fare- well to me ; and I fluttered my white one in return. Then he went on again ; and a dip in the moorland hid him from my sight. Oh, Uncle Simon ! Uncle Simon ! when next we meet, should we ever meet again, how will it be with you and with me ? When next you come back to your lone house upon the moor, shall I be standing here at the gate of it, with loving tones and with loving touch once more to welcome you home ? Oh, Uncle Simon .... in the near days that were coming, how could I tell that, before I should see you again, the horrid gulf which neither of us could Moor Edge. 53 cross would be for ever fixed between you and me ! The future is veiled from us — God knows it is best so ! I stared forlornly at the fast-dying sun, until a primrose mist seemed to dim the splendour of it ... . and I turned away. CHAPTEE lY. ACK SPEAT was barking loudly, but joyously. Aunt Hannah and I were at the back of the house, in the yard, between us doing our best to perform those duties which were the pride and the joy of Uncle Simon's leisure when he was living quietly at home with us at Moor Edge. It was perhaps about eleven o'clock in the morning, and Uncle Simon had been gone two days. I was in the hen-house getting some new-laid eggs ; and Aunt Hannah, in the cow- shed hard by, was unchaining meek Daffodil and Daisy, for it was time to send them forth for their daily ramble on the moor. " Who in the name of fortune can it be ? '* my aunt called out, aware that Jack Sprat would not make such a disturbance for nothing. *' Flower, you go and see ; it isn't a tramp, or he'd never bark like that." Moor Edge, 55 Setting down my basket among the straw on the bricks, I entered the house and went to the front door. There upon the doorstep under the porch, his pack unfastened and his cheap gay wares displayed enticingly, stood "Wyse the Wanderer, as he was called. With him was his dog, the pedlar's inseparable companion. Jack's mother ; a truly ancient animal — if possible, more ugly than poor Jack himself. For, though she was perhaps on the whole better bred than he, she had in her declining years lost an ear in a fight, and was fast going blind with one eye into the bargain. Jack was as unfeignedly glad to see his mother and his old master Wyse the Wanderer as was I, Flower Greedy, myself; for old Wyse's ''call" was by Aunt Hannah and me regarded as an event worth remembering and lookino: forward to. He " looked in " at Moor Edge about three times in a year; and occa- sionally once in every quarter. I am unwilling to say it, but Wyse was a very dirty and a very unsavoury old man — a crooked, stunted, unwashed old figure, with a battered hat scarcely fit for a scarecrow, and a filthy old red comforter twisted round his lean stubbly neck. In the winter he w^ore 56 Periwinkle, a rabbit-skin cap, with lappets tied over his ears ; but, in winter and in summer alike, always the old red comforter. He loved it as Aunt Hannah loved her knitted pink wrapper. The interior of his pack, however, presented a striking and an agreeable contrast to the grimy bearer thereof; for it was neat, clean, and tastefully arranged ; the goods, when he unstrapped and opened his treasure-house, being a sight — or so I then used to think — well worthy of industrious inspection. There were laces, shoe-laces, ribbons, bottles of scent, needles and reels of cotton, babies' rattles, knitted shawls and wrappers — Aunt Hannah's pink one had originally come out of Wyse's pack — boxes of stale chocolate and other sweets, writing-paper and sealing-wax, black and red ; large envelopes, small envelopes, buttons, purses, beads, and children's picture- books ; and many other things besides both for ornament and for use. Aunt Hannah always would have it that Wyse had long ago made his fortune, and had old stockings crammed full of sovereigns hid away somewhere or other in his hovel at Dartle Heath, where he lived. This might or might not be true ; but if it was so, Wyse certainly did not look like it. Moor Edge. 5 7 " Oh, Wyse," cried I, " you are as welcome as the sunlight ! What have you got to show us to-day ? Oh, what lovely things ! You have more with you than ever ! " And I clasped my hands, I fear, quite childishly for my age. From beneath the brim of his disreputable hat Wyse the Wanderer, I fancied, eyed me somewhat curiously. "The little dog," said he, in his slow, queer dialect, which I could not write down correctly if I were to try, " is lively enough, it seems, though he do go a bit lame, I'm thinking ; but as for you, my lass — why, you are not look- ing so bonny as when I saw you last. What's been ailing with ye. Miss Flowy ? Ain't you well ? And where's your pretty colour all gone to — eh ? Tell us that ! " '' Oh, I am all right ! " I replied carelessly, though taken somewhat aback at the pedlar's unnecessarily free comments on my appear- ance. " Yes," I made haste to go on, '' my dear little doggy is, as you say, Wyse, lively enough ; though — though he did have an acci- dent the other day and hurt his fore-paw. But it is nearly well now — ^just look at him ! " Jack Sprat and his mother were racing hither and thither among the cabbages ; and 58 Periwinkle. he, when lie did catch her, rolled her over and over in most unfilial style — though it was quite diverting for a looker-on. As Jack craftily came up with and attacked her upon her blind side, this feat was not difficult to accomplish. However, his mother appeared to enjoy his undutiful fun as thoroughly as did Jack Sprat himself " Yes," said the Wanderer drily, " it's plain they're glad to see each other. Animals is full of human natur , I always say, and knows and sees and thinks a sight more than we are willin' to give 'em credit for. Now, lass," said he mysteriously, eyeing me hard again, '* let me ask ye whether — " I quickly interrupted him ; being uncertain, and uneasy too, as to what the cunning old Wanderer might be bent upon saying next. " You must wait a moment ; I'll call Aunt Hannah ; she is in the cowshed. She would never forgive me if I did not tell her imme- diately that you were waiting at the door." ''Hi, Miss Flowy — bide a minute! Missis Hannah will be here directly without your going for her — no hurry, lass ! " I heard Wyse crying hoarsely after me. But I had run from the dirty shrewd-eyed old Moor Edge. 59 man and his open pack upon the doorstep, and was in the court at the back of the house,, calling, — " Aunt Hannah, here — quick ! Here's Wyse the Wanderer." My aunt needed no second invitation. She joined me at once. Her pinched faded face lighted up ; her lack-lustre eyes positively glittered. " Well, Missis Hannah," cried the stunted old man hilariously, rubbing his hands together and smacking his lips, and altogether greeting her in a very different tone from that in which he had spoken to me — " how on this bonny morning do I find you, ma'am ? How has the world been a-using you, Missis Hannah, since I was here last?" " But poorly, Wyse — but poorly ! " replied Aunt Hannah, with a sniff. Bending over the open pack, her eyes dwelt upon it greedily. "You've got a fine show for us to-day," said she. "A fine show, truly," said the old man, wagging his head — "the finest of its kind for twenty miles round hereabout. But I don't boast — I don't boast ! " said Wyse the Wanderer. " You pays your money, Missis Hannah, and you takes your choice ; and there's no hurry. 6o Periwinkle, ma'am, over your bargaining. That's the beauty of it, don't you see ? " *' So it is," said my aunt slowly and thought- fully, her eyes still gloating over the pedlar's tawdry wares — " so it is, Wyse. I can't abear being hurried." He always politely addressed her as "Missis," having long ago discerned that the title pleased her mightily. Wyse the Wan- derer, in his way, I suppose, was a student of human nature. " I ha' been telling Miss Flowy here," said the pedlar, throwing another glance towards me — a fatherly, bantering sort of glance w^hich filled me with a sudden desire to then and there push him from the door and to shut it in the leering old face of him — " that she's lost her roses o' late. She has growed into a fine and promising lass within the last few months ; and it's a pity the roses should fade, Missis Hannah, before they have come to full bloom, ye know." " The weather's w^arm, you see," said Aunt Hannah mechanically. She had dropped upon her knees before the pack, and was turning everything in it upside down. ''And perhaps she wants some brimstone-and-treacle. I took a dose myself this morning." How tiresome and fidgety she was ! Moor Edge. 6 1 ''You're not slow in making up your mind,, aunt," observed I, looking diligently down at the back, of her head, and so avoiding old Wyse's inquiring sidelong glances. ' ' You for- get, perhaps, that I haven't chosen yet ! " '' My purse is such a narrow one," grumbled Aunt Hannah ; '' or, bless you, I see lots o' things I should like if I could have 'em ! " " The master is away — visiting, I suppose ? " suggested the pedlar civilly. " Or he — " *' Yes," — sharply, and without looking up. " Not for long, o' course ? " remarked the pedlar cheerily. '' Longer than usual," snapped my aunt ; and [ could perceive by the movement of her scraggy aeck and shoulders that she was trying to re- press the shiver which had begun to crawl over tier. " I heard yesterday in Stonyhampton," ven- tured the pedlar, " that he had gone to Ireland. [s that correct. Missis Hannah ? " " It is. And now, old Wyse," said my aunt mgrily, ''don't it strike you that you have asked a>bout enough questions for once in a way % " "No offence, ma'am — no offence, Missis Hannah," cried the Wanderer, with a concilia- tory duck of his disgraceful old hat. "62 Periwinkle, She chose at last a shilling bottle of scent — I imagined as a restorative to smell at in case she should be taken with "the jumps" — some buttons, some darning-cotton, and several yards of lace ; and then she made room on the door- step for me, and I bought a few yards of ribbon of a peculiar shade of dull light blue, which I thought extremely pretty, a box of the not-too-new chocolate, and some of the lace like Aunt Hannah's. The lace was really good ; for it was pillow-made by the gipsies on Dartle Heath. " And now," said my aunt, patting her skirt, but finding nothing beneath its folds, " I must go upstairs for my purse. Bother it ! Old Wyse " — looking over her shoulder as she went — " you'd like a draught o' ale, wouldn't you % " "Well, thenky. Missis Hannah," replied he, drawing his cuff across his unshaven jaw — his invariable answer to the invitation — "don't mind if I do." " Flower, you draw it then," said my aunt ; and disappeared on her errand up the staircase. Her back well turned, the old man clutched my wrist, and held it tight within his own grimy claw. Moor Edge. 63 '' Hist ! " said he. " What do you mean ? " I demanded, shrink- ing from him. " Miss Flowy," said Wyse in a hoarse whisper, lest Aunt Hannah, descending, should overhear him, " have you — have you ever had you fortun' toJd?" " No," I answered, interested in spite of my- self — " never." "For a new half-crown, then, I'll tell it you, lass." *' You ! " said I, partly in scorn, partly in amusement. '' Who ever heard of an old man like you telling fortunes ? Why, to begin with — " " Yes, me," interrupted the pedlar eagerly. " I can tell 'em when I like as well and true as any old gip-mother on Dartle Heath." "My aunt wouldn't allow it, I'm sure. I believe it would make her nervous to see it done," said I ; it may be, shaking my head a little longingly. "And — and besides, Wyse, I haven't such a thing as a new half-crown, nor am I likely to have ; so it's no good thinking about it." " I dare say an old one would do just as well," said Wyse the Wanderer. 64 Periwinkle, *'But there's my aunt, you see," I began again. **' I am certain that she — " " S-s-s-h ! Do you know where the quarry is — the little one with a cave like, and the big mossy stones strewed about ? " whispered the pedlar hurriedly; for Aunt Hannah's slip-shod tread was heard overhead — evidently the purse was found. *' Yes — yes," was all I could say. My heart- beats were making themselves felt and my colour was beginning to rise. *' I shall be there, lass, in the quarry, for the next hour or so," said the pedlar, with a nod and a leer full of mystery — '* resting and taking a snack, ye know, before I go on'ard to Howden Fells. I sha'n't start Howden way, though, before the afternoon ; for I must call at Gar- lands-on-the-Moor — the buxom lasses there are fond of gewgaws ; and so please yourself, o' course. Miss Flowy ; but don't you forget as I Ccin tell a pretty girl her fortun' as well and true as any old gip-mother on Dartle Heath." I gave him no answer — no definite answer — either one way or the other ; but, holding my head in a rather high and disdainful manner, I vanished, jug in hand, down the cellar-steps; just as Aunt Hannah descended the stairs and again joined Wyse at the passage door. Moor Edge. 6 ^ It was close on twelve o'clock when the pedlar was paid and gone ; and then we examined our purchases lovingly, Aunt Hannah and I, after the manner of women to whom the luxury of spending money is a rare one ; and very shortly afterwards we set about spreading the cloth for our early dinner. By half-past one Jack and I together were out on the moor ; leaving Aunt Hannah at home in the tidied-up kitchen, sewing by the open window. Daffodil and Daisy were browsing within earshot of home, and lashing their ribs with their tails to scatter the teasing flies ; the fowls were dusting themselves by the yard-gate ; in the filth of the yard the pigs were sprawling, and grunting with closed eyes under the noon- day sun. There always seemed to be a breeze upon the moorland, let the day be as warm and still as it might. I used sometimes to fancy that I could smell the brine — of course ever so faintly, ever so subtly — wafted upward from the bleak North Sea upon the sweet free wind of the moor. I had changed my cotton gown of the morn- ing, and had put on an old blue muslin one ; I mean it once had been blue, though there was VOL. I. E 66 Periwinkle. little colour left in it now. Eound my neck I had tied some of the ribbon which I had bought of Wyse the TVanderer; and some of it I had twisted round the coarse yellow straw-hat which shaded my eyes from the sun. If the pedlar was going to tell my fortune, was it not as well to look my best ; or at any rate as well as I knew how to make myself look ? Moreover, it might both flatter and inspire the oracle to see me decked in his own gay wares. Of course there was now no reason why I should hesitate to venture near the cavern in the quarry ; for was not Mr. Darkwood gone from Garlands, so that in all likelihood I should never see him again ? Next summer, perhaps — who could tell? — he might return to paint upon the moor. It was just possible. Heigh-ho ! — would next summer ever come ? I found the old man seated upon a stone, drowsily smoking a short black pipe ; his back to the grassy cave ; his pack and his dog upon the earth at his feet. Jack and his mother met again, overjoyed. " Ha, ha," cried Wyse the Wanderer, at sight of me rousing himself ; " so you've come at last, my bonny lass, have you ? Lucky you're in time, for I was just a-moving on." Moor Edge. 67 I smiled, but said nothing ; for I knew the old wretch was lying. " Have you brought that new half-crown wi' ye ? " inquired he with a sly grin ; with an effort getting on to his feet, and pocketing the short black pipe. " No ; but I've brought an old one — you said an old one would do as well," I answered brusquely. In reality, to speak the truth, I was now half ashamed of myself for having in any wise encouraged the Wanderer. I well knew him to be a cunning old man ; and now I fancied that he was laughing at me. "Well, an old 'un will do," he conceded — "at a pinch." " A good half-crown, old or new, is a half- crown," I interrupted, again with some asperity. " Here " — holding out the coin — " take it ; and — and now, if you like, you may tell me my fortune." "If I like ! " echoed the old man with a chuckle. "Why, what are you here for. Miss Flowy % Why, would it please you, I wonder, if I was to take your money and never tell you your fortun after all? Why — But there, there," he broke off, in a sort of pitying way that was very irritating — "women are strange cattle." 68 Periwinkle, I frowned ; looking beyond him, over his head. I suppose I was " a very woman," and therefore, woman-like, was inconsistently angry with what I had brought upon myself " Come, come — that's right ! " the pedlar was saying slyly. " How smart we've made ourselves with the pretty blue ribbon, which I do declare almost matches our own bonny eyes — if the colour was a bit brighter ! Did you expect to meet anyone here besides poor old Wyse, my dear ? " inquired the Wanderer suddenly. "No, I did not," I replied quite sharply. ** Take the half-crown, or home I go this minute." He took it at once ; spat upon it, and sent it spinning into the air ; and then, having deftly caught it, he dropped it into his breeches pocket. " Give us your hand, my lass," said the pedlar. So, not without a shiver of disgust which I did my best to hide — for Wyse the Wanderer was indeed a very unwashed old man — I put my hand, palm upward, into the pedlar's grimy claw. He bent his head, and pretended to examine minutely my pink-lined palm. " You're in love ! " said the pedlar briefly ; without so much as an inch lifting his battered old hat. Moor Edge. 69 I started, crimsoned violently, and tried to drag away my hand. That, however, I could not do, for the Wanderer held it fast. " How dare you ? " I began in much indig- nation. "Pooh," said the pedlar, **I knew it, bless ye, my dear, the moment I set eyes on ye this mornino^ ! Yes, I knew the time was come. Miss Flow}^, when you'd be glad to have your fortun' told. Now, let me see. You love a dark gentleman ; and what's more — " " I — I — • Oh, how dare you, you wicked old man ? I — " " Ah, I thought so ! " said Wyse the Wan- derer, unmoved, his grip tightening neverthe- less. "You love a dark gentleman, I say; and, what's more, the dark gentleman loves you. You live in mystery, and are not what you seem ; but the secret, if you live long enough, will be cleared up in the end. You'll marry your first love, that's clear, whoever he may be ; but you won't know what real happi- ness is, my lass, until you have first tasted of real tribulation. That I don't think will kill you, though ; yet it may be at the time you'll fancy it will. H'm, 'm, 'm — yes, a fair gentle- man too will come across your life ; but his 70 Periwinkle. coming, I am glad to see, will bring you nowt but good. You will live very likely to see things that will amaze you ; and when you are a woman growed you'll wish you w^as a lass again. H'm, 'm, 'm — that's bad ! But, as I said before, Miss Flowy, if you can only manage to live long enough — and I don't see the line anywhere which means ' early death ' — the clouds will surely break and roll away. And though mayhap — I'm not certain about this — you'll some day be a widow, the chances are, my dear, you'll die a wife. There — that's all ! And I think old Wyse the Wanderer has given you your money's worth." Before I could recover my breath — surprise, a trembling excitement, a vague confused sense of incredulity and belief contending with each other, having for the moment robbed me of it — the Wanderer had shouldered his pack, had whistled to Jack's mother, and was trudging out of the quarry. But on the earthy incline at the mouth of it he halted for a few seconds ; seemed to be pondering something ; and finally he turned and came back to where I still stood, dumb and bewildered, exactly as he had left me. Certainly I felt dazed, yet angry no longer. Moor Edge. 7 1 My strange fortune had been told ; and strange indeed it appeared to me then. " If," said the old man earnestly, with neither leer nor banter about him now, " you should never again set eyes upon Wyse the Wanderer, you'll remember, won't you, my dear, the pedlar's last words ? Mark 'em well, my bonny lass, for they'll come true." I did not reply — I was tongue-tied ; and in the next minute the odd old man was gone — really gone — and I stood there in the quarry alone. I sat down then upon a mossy hillock, and clasped my hands round my knees ; my eyes fixed on space ; my heart curiously chill. Jack was snuffing and scampering among the rabbit- burrows ; but I neither saw him nor heard him. I tried, and with tolerable success, to re- member — to repeat to myself — the pedlar's remarkable prophecy. " ' A dark gentleman — he loves you, and you love him .... You live in mystery, and are not what you seem . . . . A fair gentleman — a friend .... a life of sorrow and tribulation, but joy and sun- shine in the end.' " Oh, yes, I could remember it all pretty accurately, sad stuff as it was ; and — and what an idiot was I ever to consent to 72 Periwinkle. listen to it, and to part too with my half- crown ! Dark men or fair men were nothing to me, and — and half-crowns were by no means so plentiful at Moor Edge that I could afford so recklessly to fling them away. "With energy I roused myself ; the dark man and the fair man should trouble my thoughts no longer. Common sense should help me ; it is ever one's safest guide. *' The sly, wretched old Wanderer ! " I ex- claimed aloud. *' He knows, of course — 1 mean, he must have seen us on that day here in the quarry ; and the rest he made up out of his own crafty old brain. And now I dare say he has gone on to Garlands-on-the-Moor, and will tell those big red plain Miss Acres precisely the same nonsense that he has told me. * A mystery about me,' indeed ; * I am not the person I think I am.' Pooh ! — who, I wonder then, am I, if I am not Uncle Simon s niece ? " And ^ yet — and yet could it be possible that disreputable old Wyse the AVanderer, even he, knew more about me, in those young and careless days of mine, than I knew about myself ? " Find 'em, Jack Sprat dear — find 'em, little • man ! " I cried out to my companion cheerily, Moor Edge. ^2) determined then and there to forget the fortune- telling incident — to for ever banish it from my memory. But this, albeit I lived to grow old, I never was able to do. And Jack, encouraged by the tone of my voice, yapped and scratched amongst the sandy rabbit-holes with a vigour worthy of a kindlier intent. Over the great stones and gray chalky tufts around me the periwinkle flowers climbed and grew abundantly ; their pretty blue star-like blossoms peeping coyly out from amidst their trailing dark-green leaves. I took ofi* my hat, and began to sing to my- self. My voice, though wholly uncultivated, was sweet and true, I knew. " I saw from the beach, when the morning was shining, A bark o'er the waters move gloriously on ; I came when the sun o'er that beach was declining — The bark was still there, but the waters were gone. And such is the fate of our life's early promise, So passing the spring-tide of joy we have known ; Each wave that we danced on at morning ebbs from us And leaves us at eve on the bleak shore alone. Ne'er tell me of glories serenely adorning The close of our day, the calm eve of our night ; Give me back, give me back the wild freshness of Morning — Her clouds and her tears are M^orth Evening's best light. 74 Periwinkle, Oh, who would not welcome that moment's returning, When passion first waked a new life through his frame. And his soul — like the wood that grows precious in burning — Gave out all its sweets to love's exquisite flame ! " — sang I. The dear song was an old favourite both of mine and of Uncle Simon's. We both loved Tom Moore, once so sweet a singer of his own melodies. And as I sang — for I had brought no book with me, and was in a singu- larly idle and unsettled mood that afternoon — I gathered long sprays of the pretty periwinkle- plant and fastened them round my hat. Some I wreathed about my throat, and tied the cool green necklet there with Wyse the Wanderer's ribbon, the delicate tint of which, I perceived, nearly matched the periwinkle bloom ; and some of the starry sprays dangling longer than their fellows I stuck in one side of the blue band at my waist. And I had still a whole handful left. Ah me, ah me, what a child was I then ! What a woman am I, with a woman's know- ledge, now ! Suddenly a low menacing growl from Jack Sprat made me start. I trembled ; I know not why. A sweet, vague, nameless joy had taken swift hold of my soul. The queer old pedlar Moor Edge. 75 and his forecasting of my fate were alike in- stantly forgotten. "Don't move," said a well-remembered voice above me — " don't move, pray ! As you are now you are lovely — you are perfect ! Don't stir ! " But I did stir. I did look up. How could I help it ? Standing there upon the moor in the sunlight, just over the grassy mouth of the " cave," sketch-book in hand, was Daryl Darkwood. CHAPTEE V. CANNOT say how it came about — for minutes my confusion and sur- prise were overwhelming at again so unexpectedly beholding Mr. Darkwood — but ere long he was lying indolently upon the turf at my side, and, having put away his sketch-book and pencil, was trifling with the periwinkle sprays in my hand. As for me, I was dumb — had not yet recovered the power of speech ; and I had intended to be so distant, so indignant with him for causing the injury to Jack's fore-paw. But then — but then, I was reflecting insensibly. Jack was now as good as well, and doubtless after all he — Mr. Darkwood — had never really meant to hurt him. At the worst it was an accident. And so I was mute. Not, however, from anger or indignation — it was sheer gladness at seeing him again which kept me frightened and dumb. Moor Edge, 77 And all the while he was telling me, explain- ing quite simply and quietly the reason of his absence from Garlands-on-the-Moor, and why it was that lately I had not seen him at his painting out of doors. He had, he said, been by telegram called suddenly to London ; and had started forth- with for town with scarcely five minutes' pre- paration. Then unforeseen delays had cropped up, and he had stayed away much longer than he had anticipated. After having travelled all night, he had got back to Garlands only on the morning of that very day. *'I did have half a mind," said he, looking hard, I felt, at me as he spoke, " on my journey to town, and indeed whilst there, to write to you and explain my absence from these beautiful northern wilds. I — I thought, you see, that you would think me so rude and so unkind. But I afterwards remembered that I did not know your proper address ; and also perhaps," he added vaguely, *'that it would not do to write. By-the-way," said Mr. Darkwood earn- estly, " how ought one in writing to you, Miss Greedy, to address you at that dull and lone old house of yours ? " "I — I hardly know," I then timidly replied^ 78 Periwinkle, venturing for the first time to meet the upward gaze of his dark clear ardent eyes ; "but I should imagine that * Moor Edge, near Stonyhampton, would ba enough. I never have had a letter in my life." " Never ? " He did not utter the word in any astonishment ; on the contrary, his tone just then was exceedingly thoughtful. " Never," said I quietly. ''And how about books and magazines and newspapers?" he asked. "Do you never see a newspaper at Moor Edge ? " ''Books — good books— I have in plenty," I told him. "But as for newspapers and that kind of thing — oh, no, I never see them ! My Uncle Simon always says that the newspapers now-a-days are not fit reading for girls ; and he says, too, that a woman who is a politician is a nuisance — a bore ; and that the other things printed every day are not meant for women to read. So when he brings home a newspaper, he generally burns it. My Aunt Hannah, I believe, detests the sight of them." " Ah ! " Mr. Dark wood sprang up so im- petuously to seat himself by my side upon the great mossy stone I was sitting upon, that Jack, who was not many yards away from us, Moor Edge, 79 immediately flew at him with white teeth omin- ously bared. " Be quiet this instant ! Lie down, sir, will you % " cried I, feeling absurdly vexed with my faithful mongrel for this ill-bred display of most uncalled-for temper ; then little divining — how should I ? — that the dog's instinct was surer than my own. And Jack Sprat, with a growl of smothered dissatisfaction, reluctantly obeyed me. " The little chap has taken a dislike to me, I fear," observed Mr. Darkwood airily. " Never mind ; we shall be better friends by-and-by, I hope." But, alas ! they never were. " I was about to ask," he cod tinned more seriously, when seated quite near to me upon the conveni- ent old stone, " whether you would mind telling me something — anything — with regard to your- self and your lonely life here ? As yet I know so little about you ; and I want to know more. Let us talk about yourself — will you ? Do believe me, I have grave reasons for asking you ; it is not impertinent curiosity. The truth is, I am greatly interested in you — May I call you ' Flower ' ? " he begged, softly breaking off. I blushed a burning red. Little in those days sufficed to make me blush. 8o Periwinkle, " Would it be — would it be right ? " I stammered. " There would be no harm in it, at any rate," he said confidently, with a smile. "And it is such a pretty name." '' Do you really like it ? " '' I never in my life heard a sweeter. Indeed, I remember now that it once belonged to a dear little cousin of mine ; a cousiu, however, whom I never saw — for she died before I came to England, in an unusually tragic way. Yes, it is a lovely name, and suits you, I think, as no other could." I drew a deep breath, and was conscious of a slight delicious tremor in every vein. I was very happy — ah, so strangely, blindly happy ! — on that perfect summer afternoon. And before I was half-an-hour older I had actually told Mr. Darkwood everything that I could remember of my simple life — my uneventful life of nineteen years. How I could recall no other existence than the one I had always lived at Moor Edge — in spring, summer, autumn, and in winter, ever the same ; an undisturbed record of level monotony from the end of one year to that of another. How I had never been to school ; could not play and sing like the strapping loud- Moor Edge. 8 1 voiced young women at Garlands-on-the-Moor ; and how I was indebted for all that I knew — which I discovered shortly afterwards was not much to boast of — to the patient tuition and the good sense of my Uncle Simon himself. I could read, write, and cipher, at the same time possessing a fair knowledge of much that was best and brightest in the literature of my own country ; and there was my education in a nutshell. I told Mr. Darkwood about my uncle's myste- rious journeys, and how sorely he was missed by Aunt Hannah and me when those times came round for him to go away from Moor Edge ; and what a useful little income was made out of our garden and small farm-yard ; how Aunt Hannah was occasionally overtaken with "the jumps;" and how oddly the Stonyhampton people and their children stared at us — at me and Aunt Hannah — if we walked about the town on a market-day. This and more — which I have no doubt to him sounded trivial enough, although to me it was all very real — as concisely as I could on that sweet lazy afternoon did I relate to Daryl Dark- wood ; who sat there by my side on the great gray stone in the quarry, idly fingering the peri- VOL. I. F 82 Periwinkle, winkle sprays in my lap, but listening intently to me all the same, I could see. "And you are quite sure," said he slowly, by-and-by, not now looking at me, but pulling thoughtfully at one end of his heavy swart moustache, " that your name, Flower, is * Greedy ' — really ' Flower Greedy ' ? " I was somewhat staggered at the question ; at the calm manner in which it was put to me ; and I could only stare for some seconds in silence at the pale, handsome profile of my interlocutor. In- deed, I barely noticed at the time how coolly and easily he had made use of my Ghristian name. ''Of course," I said at last. "Why, Mr. Darkwood, what else should it be ? " " In that case," he replied, but replying in- directly, "your father must have been the brother of Simon Greedy ? " " I — I suppose so," was my uncertain rejoinder. "But, to tell you the truth, the question has seldom, if ever, troubled me. No — I have never thought about it at all." Yet now I did begin to feel rather uncomfort- able. The suspicion that Mr. Darkwood had met — perhaps, for some odd reason, was in league with — Wyse the Wanderer began to dawn far from pleasantly upon me. Moor Edge. %2i It was all very curious and disquieting. It was altogether extraordinary. " And your mother, Flower," continued Mr. Dark wood gently — '' do you remember nothing of her ? " "Nothing ; not even in the faintest degree. Mr. Darkwood," I said in nervous haste, determined to know the worst, " did you, I — I wonder, as you came along here, meet uj)on the moor a queer-looking and not very clean old man, carry- ing a pedlar's pack, and with a dog very like Jack — in fact, his mother, only she is blind of one eye — trotting close to his heels % " " No, that I did not," he answered, looking up with a frank smile which spoke for itself ; amused, I suppose, at my impulsive address. " What about him — this unwashed old man % ' ** Oh, nothing ! " said I, breathing more freely. *' I thought — thought that you might perhaps have met him ; that is all. He is only old Wyse the Wanderer, as they call him about here. He came with his pack to our house to-day ; and — and we bought, as we always do, a few trifles of the old man. This ribbon, for instance" — touching it — "amongst the number." So happily, after all, it seemed that my alarm 84 Periwinkle, was groundless ; and Mr. Darkwood then could know nothing of the folly I had been guilty of. Oh, what would he have said, what would he have thought of me, had he caught me in the act of throwing away a good half-crown to hear my fortune told — such rubbish as it was too ! Nevertheless it was strange, to say the least of it, that he should have fallen to speculating as to whether or not in reality I was the niece of Simon Greedy. "And so," said Mr. Darkwood, quizzically, " you bought this ribbon of the pedlar, did you % It is a charming colour " — his eyes rov- ing upward to my hat-brim — " and matches the periwinkles." I was aghast. *' What ! " I exclaimed. " Do you mean to say they are still there ? How silly I must look ! I declare I had forgotten — I had indeed — " In honest disgust at my own idle vanity, I was about to raise a swift hand and to snatch off the ridiculous wreaths from my throat and my hat. But Mr. Darkwood caught my arm, crying out hastily, — " Oh, do not ! You look so pretty as you are. I at once resolved to sketch you when I found you sitting here ; but you would not Moor Edge. 85 remain quiet, you know. However, no matter. My eyes since then have had a goodly feast ; and I can very well paint you from memory." I could only blush again, well pleased. I could find no words in which to answer him — to thank him for his praise. "And, Flower," he went on, with a kind of tender authority in his voice and in his manner, *' we must talk more of this, if you do not mind. I mean about yourself and — and the parents you never have known. As I said a minute ago, I am interested in you — interested deeply. You must learn to trust me. Flower." I was silent, vaguely troubled. What could he mean ? Was not I content to be Uncle Simon's niece ? Surely I wanted to be no one else ! "And you do trust me. Flower?" said Mr. Darkwood earnestly, taking my hand into his. " Yes ; I trust you," I answered simply — perhaps a little sadly also. His clasp tightened round my fingers. " Your — your uncle is away, I kuow," he said more rapidly ; " the Acre people told me that he is gone to Ireland. So could not you — could not you in his absence. Flower, per- suade your aunt to invite me to Moor Edge ? 86 Periwinkle. I should so much like to see the interior of that grim-looking old gray abode of yours. Tell her that I am a painter, and your friend, in search of the picturesque.'' Here, recollecting Aunt Hannah's unflatter- ing opinion of all young men, I was obliged to laugh. Mr. Darkwood ceased to speak, and looked inquiringly into my eyes. " What amuses you ? " smiled he. "That funny idea about getting my Aunt Hannah to invite you into the house," I re- plied. *' Ah, you do not know her ! " ''You believe then that it would be vain to ask her ? " " I am quite sure that it would. Now, Uncle Simon himself might do it — I am not certain about him — if he were at home ; but, 3^ou see — " Mr. Darkwood shook his head, frowning thoughtfully. "No, no, no," he muttered, more to himself than to me; "it must be done, and done promptly, if done at all, before his return." I glanced wonderingly at my companion, now wholly failing to comprehend him. "When will your — your Uncle Simon come back to Moor Edge ? " inquired Mr. Darkwood abruptly. " Flower, can you tell me that ? ' Moor Edge. Sy I explained to Mr. Darkwood that Uncle Simon had been gone two days, and that in all proba- bility he would be back with us in about a week, as his stay this time was to be a longer one than customary. "Ah," said he quickly; "there's a clear week then!" His dark eyes appeared to glow with sudden passionate feeling ; the red-brown light in them shone boldly out. I felt his arm gently touch- ing my waist ; his searching eloquent gaze seemed to thrill me through and through. " If you will not invite me to the house, Flower, you must meet me out here again upon the moor as early as possible," he whispered half-sternly, half-playfully. " I have more to say to you ; and it shall be said. You trust me ; you have confessed it ; and — and, well, you must obey me." "But anyway I must go now," I faltered, hardly conscious of what I said — "indeed, indeed I must." And I rose uncertainly to my feet, feeling in truth rather faint. Actually the fast-westering sun was dropping to the fringe of the moor ; its glorious undula- tions were taking rainbow hues beneath the low spreading fiery light. The solemn rooks, in 88 Periwinkle, dusky battalions, were travelling slowly home- ward to the woods of Stonyhampton. "Jack, Jack," cried I, with, I fear, poorly- assumed ease, "we are going home, like the rooks, little man 1 Come along — say good-bye to the rabbits, Jack ! " But, as Daryl Darkwood still held my un- gloved hand, I was unable to make a start. "Flower," he said, ''you must let me see you again soon — to-morrow — do you hear ? Pro- mise ; or I shall not release you." "Well, I — I promise," I whispered. " And now. Flower, you must grant me some- thing else." " What is that ? " " Something very simple — a kiss." " You have — you have my hand in yours, Mr. Darkwood," I answered tremulously. " If you like, you — you may kiss that." " Periwinkle, it is not enough," said he em- phatically. He added softly, " Periwinkle — the blue periwinkle that so charmingly becomes you — means ' early friendship ; ' and how apt is a quick friendship to ripen into a speedy love ! " Without other preamble or ado, he lifted his hat, bent down, and then and there kissed me upon the lips. Moor Edge. 89 " I love you, my beautiful Flower," lie said. My hand was free. I turned from liim and fled — Jack Sprat racing on ahead of me, joy- ously yapping at space. My clieeks and brow, I well enough knew, were scarlet ; my eyes tingled with unshed tears. But for all that the heart within me was feather-light, and I laughed for very gladness as I ran. Away, away with all anxiety and misgiving I On our side of gaunt Howden Fells, at least, I believed that I was the happiest soul alive. Ah me ! for the wild freshness of youth's bright morning, when that first freshness of life and of life's possibilities has for ever gone from us, and left us sad and wise ! CHAPTER VI. OUR ramble, I should say, has done you good, Flower," Aunt Hannah observed, when, flushed and glad and just in time for tea, I got back to Moor Edge. ''You certainly look better." *' I never was ill," I answered lightly. " Still there's the brimstone and treacle on my mantelpiece upstairs, if you like to try it," said she peevishly. " ' Throw physic to the dogs,' Aunt Han- nah !" laughed I ; and took my place at the table. Sunset faded into twilight ; twilight died into night. The white summer moon sailed high over the moorland, and turned into fairy silver the dew upon the heather and gorse. No sound ever so faintly came up to-night from the dim Moor Edge, 9 1 far-off valley Stonyhampton way ; all nature seemed hushed and resting beneath the light of the clear summer moon. Not without uneasiness, as bed-time drew near, did I notice that Aunt Hannah looked wan and drawn about the lips, restless and strange about the eyes — sure signs, I was un- comfortably aware, that she was threatened with a nervous attack. I deemed it prudent to hasten our move- ments in an upward direction. Bed, I believed, was the best place for Aunt Hannah — sleep might avert the catastrophe. As we were going upstairs, all being made safe below, my aunt in front, clutching her pink wrapper around her narrow shoulders and start- ing at every shadow cast by her candle and big flat candlestick ; I following with my own small lamp, and wishing from the bottom of my heart that Uncle Simon was at home — as we thus together, two silly frightened women, ascended the worn dark stairway, one of the cocks in the hen-house suddenly crew. As everybody knows, the crowing of a cock after sunset, more particularly at night, is by no means an ordinary occurrence. To superstitious people the sound is an uncanny one ; and the 92 Periwinkle, harsh voice of the bird calling out in the dark and stilly hours before midnight is by some said to bode no good. " There," shivered Aunt Hannah, halting upon the landing and turning her gray twitching face towards me — " that means misfortune ! " " Oh, nonsense ! " said I, in a tone that I strove hard to make valorous, in spite of the curious chill which seemed to go straight into my heart. " And — and perhaps death'' shuddered my aunt, her voice scarcely audible. '* Oh, there he goes again ! Drat him ; I wish I could wring his neck ! " " You can wring it to-morrow if you should be still in the same mind," I remarked, with some petulance. "I do wish, Aunt Hannah, that you wouldn't try to frighten me out of my wits. You will make me as nervous as yourself." " How wicked and unkind you are, Flower ! I'm sure I don't try to frighten you ; so for pity's sake don't go and get telling your uncle that story," whined she. " How can I help my infirmity? I wish I could. You don't know, girl — you don't know how I've been tried all the many long and dreadful 3^ears that I've Moor Edge, 93 lived in this house Flower," said my aunt, checking herself with a kind of jump, as if for the moment she had fancied that Uncle Simon was behind her, "would you — would you mind just going out with the mop and pushing him off the perch ? It's the game Tom, I know by the crow. He'd be quiet then ; and — and I'll wait here for you at the top of the stairs." " Yes, I should very much mind," I answered flatly. " For goodness' sake. Aunt Hannah, da not be so ridiculous ! Draw the bed-clothes well over your head, and then you will not hear im. I persuaded her to go to her room, and at her request remained with her whilst she got into bed. When I bent over her pillow to bestow my customary airy good-night kiss upon her forehead, I saw and indeed could feel that she was still shivering. " Do you really believe, aunt," I inquired anxiously, " that you will be taken with the jumps to-night ? " " Yes ; I do really believe that I shall. I feel as I always do when they're coming on," was her uncheering reply. And the bedstead itself began to shake as I stood by it. 94 Periwinkle. Fortunately recollecting my Uncle Simon's recipe for this distressing malady, I said, " Wait a minute ; I'll be back directly ; " and quitted the room. From past experience I was pretty well certain that, had I suggested a jorum of hot grog as a preventive against the threatened attack, my aunt, with a sniff and a hurt air, would obstinately have refused to touch it ; though hankering for it, perhaps, all the same. So, saying nothing to her of my intention, I crept down — half fearfully, I own — to the kitchen cupboard by the fireplace. A rat was gnawing somewhere under the stairs ; but deaf Sally, the cat, unmindful of crickets, was asleep within the kitchen fender. Out in the hen-house at intervals the game-cock contin ued to crow ; doubtless mistaking the white moonlight for a ghostly dawn. The water in the kettle was still hot ; and I was soon again standing by my Aunt Hannah s bedside. '* Here, Aunt Hannah — drink this ! " " What is it, Flower ? " said she, partly raising herself upon her elbow, and looking very lean and droll in her night-attire, her face being quite framed in a double row of large limp cap- frills. Moor Edge. 95 "What Uncle Simon himself always insists upon your having when you are nervous — hot whiskey-and- water. " For a wonder she was sincerely grateful to me, the potion coming thus unexpectedly. But she coughed and choked as she drank it, staring up at me with swimming eyes. ** Isn't it rather — rather strong?" she said meekly. I confessed that it was very strong. ''For I want you to go to sleep," said I honestly. " I fancied," remarked Aunt Hannah more comfortably, when the tumbler was empty, ''whilst you were downstairs just now, that I heard a step in the garden — like — like I did you know, a few nights ago. But, of course, I may have been deceived." "Very likely; we will not talk about it," I said hurriedly. " Besides, Jack would have barked — trust him — if any one had been near the house." " I often think," slowly went on my aunt, gazing upward at the low cracked ceiling as she lay flat on her back in the bed, "how easily anybody, if he had a mind to, could crawl up upon the roof just at this part of the house ; first by mounting the wall by the 96 Periwinkle. cow -shed, then along the brew -house tiles, and then on by the help 0' the spouting to — " Pray, do not encourage those horrid fancies at this time of night," I interrupted earnestly ; "but try your hardest to go to sleep. Aunt Hannah, and then perhaps you will wake up better to-morrow. I am sure I hope you will." I turned up the wick of her old-fashioned night-lamp to a more cheerful point, so dis- pelling one or two weird Witch of Endor-like shadows that had taken flickering shape upon ceiling and wall, and once more put my lips to her forehead. Then, finally bidding her good-night, I left her. At last in my own room, I leant out of window and lifted my face to the starry sky. How ex- quisite, how still, how unspeakably beautiful was the sleeping world ! That tiresome, wakeful fowl in the yard was quiet now ; the only sound that was in any wise audible was the smothered grunt of a slumbering sow. A little frolicsome night- wind blew sweetly and crisply from the north- west. Fondly I turned my eyes towards Garlands- on-the-Moor. Moor Edge. 97 " My love — dear love," I murmured — " good- night ! " Was I dreaming ; or was I awake ? It must have been past midnight, for the waning moonlight lay in patches upon the floor of my room, when I started up in bed, listening acutely, convinced that some unusual noise had reached my sense of hearing. By degrees it had aroused my sleep-bound faculties, and I was now almost broadly awake. At first I believed that I must beyond all question be dreaming — dreaming that thieves and cut -throats were perhaps upon the roof, Aunt Hannah's uncomfortable talk hazily re- curring to my memory — for the ceiling above my head was jarring in a peculiar manner, as if some one, stealthily yet heavily, were moving within the dark void of the roof itself. For a while I was horribly frightened ; and the palms of my hands and the soles of my feet grew moist with terror. Yet the next minute I was out of bed ; hastily clad in my gown and a shawl, and with slippers on my feet ; vainly groping for a friendly match-box, which, of course, in a moment of panic, was nowhere to be found. VOL. I. G 98 Periwinkle. Unlike Aunt Hannah, I was not accustomed to burn a light throughout the night. I had rushed to the conclusion that she was ill, and moving about the house ; perhaps she wanted assistance and was unable to make me hear. But what on earth could she be doing in Uncle Simon's garret ? — for now that I was thoroughly awake, and with wits alert, I knew that the strange sounds proceeded from the soli- tary and mysterious attic across the grim thres- hold of which I had never yet gone. In despair abandoning my search for the matches, I swiftly but noiselessly opened my door and peeped cautiously out into the pas- sage. If Aunt Hannah should be walking in her sleep — and it was not impossible — one could not be too careful in one's movements in approaching her. The white moonbeams pouring in at the small stair-head window flooded the passage and the landing. Out here it was as light as day ; but with a light more cold and *' creepy" than that of any day. Stealing along the passage, with my heart thumping, I came, almost before I was aware of it, at a corner of the landing, upon the door of Aunt Hannah's chamber. Moor Edge, 99 Kind Heaven protect me — I was wrong ! Her door was shut ; and, listening, I could hear my aunt, evidently in a deep sleep, snoring aloud in her bed. Then it was not she, either well or ill, who was prowling about the house at this unearthly hour. Who then could it be ? Hark — yes ! Some one or something ivas moving in the attic under the roof! Was it a robber ? Had Uncle Simon returned without warning, and much earlier than he had anticipated ? And if so, how had he managed to get into the house in spite of shuttered windows and barred doors ? Why, moreover — and this to me was the strangest circumstance of all — had not Jack Sprat barked, as after nightfall he never failed to do at the slightest noise in the vicinity of Moor Edge ? Had he growded and barked in that familiar unappeasable way of his, I was certain that I should directly have heard him, his barrel in the yard being so near to my window. What ought I to do ? It would be the worst of folly to awaken Aunt Hannah. She would instantly be taken with her nervous disorder in its most alarming and serious form ; and perhaps in the sudden terror of it all would die outright ! I oo Periwinkle. On the other hand, inactivity on my part — and the precious moments were flying — might mean a violent death both for her and for me ; two weak women as we were, shut up with some desperate wretch in a lonely house like Moor Edge ! " Wh — ir — ir — r-r-r ! " went the old eight-day clock in the kitchen downstairs, and then struck one ; jarring hideously upon the dead night- silence. And in the same instant I heard a key grate rustily in the garret-door ; the door itself open gently — close — and a footstep then upon the upper stairway about to descend to the landing where I was. Dumb, paralysed with fright, I fell back against the passage- wall ; my arms extended behind me ; my eyes wide, strained, unwillingly fascinated, fixed upon the dusky narrow stair-ladder which led up to that evil place. No moonlight touched the garret-stairs ; all there was impenetrable gloom. Had my life depended upon promptitude in flight, I could have stirred neither hand nor foot. I could only keep staring, in a voiceless agony of dread, upward at that flight of steep bare stairs which led to my Uncle Simon's den. Moor Edge, i o i It seems to take minutes in telling, but actually seconds only could have elapsed ere dimly I perceived advancing towards me the tall figure of a man --advancing with great care, and, like a blind man, feeling his way as he came. Then from the ugly shadow he stepped into the beautiful moonlight ; and a stifled shriek, partly of relief, partly of mingled wonderment and joy, broke from my dry lips. The man was Daryl Darkwood ! He saw me ; started — he was already very pale — came quickly forward and sank upon one knee at my feet. Too startled yet to utter a word, I could only stand there petri- fied in amazement, with my quivering arms spread for support against the wall behind me. " My darling, forgive me ! " he passionately whispered. '' I did not mean to disturb or to alarm you ; but I couldn't help it. I found the skylight in the roof unfastened — movable. It seems, however, that it closes with a singular kind of spring ; and I was speedily made a prisoner. I struck a light, and luckily then found an old key ; or " My heart was beginning to thaw, as it were. 102 Periwinkle, My tongue became loosened, and was once more my own. " But— but, Mr. Darkwood," I gasped, " what is the meaning of this — what are you here at all for? It is — it is terribly wrong! Why, oh, why did you do it — " "Flower, I love you!" he cried breathlessly. '' I love you, and mean to save you from the desolate, unnatural life you are now living. Dearest, this house, believe me, is no place, no fit home for you. The people here have wickedly deceived you — you are nothing to them, are not of their kin. I am convinced of it from what I have heard about them and you in Stonyhampton and elsewhere. Yet, before making this known to you, I was resolved to ascertain the truth for myself — and to- night I have done it. It is very ugly truth ; and. Flower, you must quit this place — say adieu to it for ever — the very hour that I can arrange for you to fly with me to a happier shelter ! My darling, with me you will be safe ! No one can take you from me or can in any wise harm you when once you are my wife ! " " In pity," I whispered distractedly — " not so loud ! You will awaken my aunt else ; and that Moor Edge. 103 would be dreadful, dreadful, dreadful ! Go — please go ! " " I will. But you must first solemnly promise me that you will be in the quarry to-morrow morning — nay, it is now morning ! — not later than eleven o'clock. I will explain everything to you then." "Oh, I'll promise anything if you will only go ! " I moaned, almost sobbed, wringing my hands in an anguish of distress. He sprang to his feet, and clasped me in his arms. I was too weak and unnerved — indeed utterly powerless — to in the least resist him. I could but lie passive in his sustaining arms whilst he pressed his lips to mine. *' Farewell, beloved, for a few hours," he mur- mured. " Show me the best way of escape — and I am gone ! " ''The best way — the best way!" I dazedly repeated to myself. Yes, yes, that would be it — the quickest and the best way ! " See ; straight before you — down this pas- sage," I explained feverishly — "is the door of my room. The window is exactly opposite to the door ; the moor itself is, as you know, merely a few feet from the window - ledge. There is no better way than that. Oh, be 1 04 Periwinkle, quick, Mr. Darkwoocl, if you would be kind to me — and go ! " " Not until I have heard you say,—' Daryl, I love vou ! ' " It was, this extraordinary midnight encounter, but the fourth time in my life of seeing him. I — poor moth in the flame ! — obeyed him never- theless. " Daryl," I breathed, trembling exceedingly, ''I— I love you!" "Periwinkle," he murmured back, caressing my head — "you are all the world to me, love! My pretty Flower, Heaven shield you and bless you!" Again did he strain me to his heart, his lips fastened upon mine. Then, releasing me, he vanished down the moonlit passage ; and I was alone. No more sleep or rest for me that night. My old life, as it were, had been suddenly wrecked. Was I plunged in deep ocean, or about to touch the border-land of a glorious unknown world? Whither was I drifting, or rather being hastened ? Where and how would it all end ? Moor Edge, 105 Was I deliriously happy, or prodigiously scared. I did not know. I could not decide. The old Flower Greedy seemed to *me gone — and I was changed into someone else ! CHAPTER VII. EOSE betimes to sit by my open window ; and the fresh pure air of early morning wrought me more good than anything else could have done. It cooled my aching head and fevered eyes, and brought back to me the bodily vigour of which the excitement of the past night had robbed me. Notwithstanding, at present, steady and collected thought was a sheer impracticability : that must wait until the day was older and I had learnt more than I already knew of the mystery which brooded over Moor Edge. I could not, would not yet think of that. A dispassionate view and reason- ing of things must be put aside until I had again seen Daryl Darkwood. Daryl — Daryl I I could think only of him ; and not yet of Uncle Simon, Aunt Hannah, and Moor Edge. Moor Edge, 107 Whatever of evil there might be about my lone old home — and, having known no other, it always had seemed really like '' home " to me — had never hitherto troubled me in any harmful way ; and therefore the grim thought of it should not trouble me now. At any rate, not for the present. No. My thoughts in these early morning hours could only dwell, and dwell fondly, upon my lover — that was enough. So I watched the sun rise and spread upward from the chill lovely east, and the pallid dawn-mists roll silently away from the dim purple uplands of the breezy moor — dreaming, dreaming all the while of Daryl Darkwood. Blithely the soaring lark shook the dew from his wings, telling the waking world that another day was come. AVhen I heard Aunt Hannah astir below, opening doors and windows and raking out the ashes from the kitchen grate, I quietly arose from my chair by the casement and went down- stairs to join her in her work. I began to wonder whether in appearance I was at all changed from the Flower Greedy of the night before. I suppose, though, there was no per- ceptible difference in me — at all events, to the eyes of my Aunt Hannah — for when she 1 08 Periwinkle, looked at me and said good morning, she made no observation whatever of a personal character. She, I was glad to notice, looked better than usual ; evidently a night's thorough rest had in every sense been beneficial to her. " Did — did you sleep well, aunt, after all ? " I ventured, as carelessly as I could speak, as I shook out and spread the cloth for breakfast and clattered the crockery upon the table. " Sound as a roach," answered she, quite cheerfully for her. "That grog you made, Flower, must have been very strong, I feel sure ; and I wonder I have not a headache this morn- ing — that I do ! " "I told you it was strong. I thought you needed it so," I struck in, with a short forced laugh. "You did not want to hear that cock crowing all night ; did you ? " "No, indeed," shivered my aunt, as she poured the boiling water upon the tea. " I dare say you won't believe it, but my very marrow ran cold as it was." Again I laughed a little absently, perhaps somewhat unfeelingly — for nothing in creation is more selfish than a new-born love, a great and an exultant love, and the crowding day-dreams Moor Edge. 109 whicli are born with it — and strolled to the open back-door. Why, where was Jack ? Why had not he, as was his wont, come scampering indoors, his stump of a tail quivering joyously, the moment he heard us moving in the house ? Bare-headed, I went out into the sunny court, and gazed up and down it and over the wall into the yard beyond. "Jack, Jack," I called — ''little man, where are you ? " And then, as I could whistle, I whistled for Jack. But there was no glad bark in reply ; no bristly little four-footed form came hurtling along the court in order to spring frantically upward into my arms, there to nestle its small coarse head delightedly against my breast, and always^ if possible to favour me with a swift " doggy '* lick. Where could he be, my dear little mongrel companion and friend ? So I ran to his barrel and looked into it. A sharp cry burst from me. I fell upon my knees by the barrel's mouth. My tears had suddenly gushed forth and blinded me. There upon his side on the straw — half in, half out of his tub — he lay, my faithful " little no Periwinkle, man " that would never more answer to my merry call, never more wander with me over the wide and windy moor. His glassy eyes were partly open ; his tongue, slightly frothy, hung sidewise from his jaws ; his body, his limbs were cold and stiff; in death he lay stretched to his fullest length, which yet was barely that of a good-sized hare. My cry of bitter grief speedily brought out Aunt Hannah. " Is — is he dead ? " said she, turning very white. " Yes — dead ! " was all I could say. Aunt Hannah stooped over the little dead dog, and warily examined the hanging tongue. Then she looked up at me. In an awe-stricken voice she said, — " It must have happened last night when the game-cock was crowing. He has been poisoned — that's plain ! And who — who can have done it, I wonder? Oh, Flower," whined she, ''didn't I say that misfortune was coming ? And now — and now, depend upon it, there's worse behind!" " My dear one, do not, oh, do not cry so piteously ! It is terrible for me to see you. Take heart, Flower. In a little while hence you Moor Edge, 1 1 1 will be far away from that dismal place yonder. We shall be always together, in a purer atmo- sphere—amorally purer, you know, I mean — with no cares, no troubles, and as happy as the day is long I " " It is so — so much to have lost in a single day — at a single blow," I sobbed, although Daryl's dear arms were holding me as we sat together upon the grass-grown quarry stones, and Heaven's own fair radiant sky was overhead. *' Faith — one's utter faith in one's nearest and best — shattered at a single blow, and — " " Now do not any longer call that old vil — that old man your ' nearest and best,' Flower ! I tell you that he is nothing to you — I am thoroughly convinced of it ; nor are you aught to him. He is an outcast, a pariah, a kind of leper — what you will — that is all the world over shunned by his fellow-men. Moor Edge, as I tried to make you comprehend last night, is no fit abode for you, my darling. It is an accursed house — haunted, be sure, by many a ghost, if ghosts of the poor dead there be. You must by-and-by forget that you ever lived there ; that you ever called it home." " That will be impossible. I have known no home but that : and — and Uncle Simon has been 112 Periwinkle, — has always been so good to me. I owe him so much — everything, indeed ! " "You owe him nothing. Whatever he may have done for you, my dear little girl, rest well assured that he has done it in the way of atone- ment — having so wickedly wronged you. And, Flower," said my lover almost sternly, ** do not any more, I beg you, speak of him as * Uncle Simon.' I do not like it — cannot bear to hear it. I have a sensitive ear. Flower, and 'Uncle Simon' grates upon it painfully." 1 sighed heavily, wearily, and could not stem the flood of my tears. " Then — then there is Jack," wept I, " my dear little dog. Oh, I loved him so — I loved him so ! He too is gone — all is'gone ! " " Come, are not you a trifle childish, darling ? " said Daryl half gently, half playfully. "Jack, after all, was only a dog; and — forgive me. Flower — a precious ugly and, I think, dangerous one." "Ah, but he was so faithful!" I managed to say. "No doubt. But some one, 1 suspect, with intent to destroy stoats and other vermin, had been throwing poisoned flesh about," answered Daryl lightly. Moor Edge. 113 " I — I don't know. I wish I did," I sadly rejoined. Talking in a light and tender vein, Daryl did his best to soothe and to comfort me — to encour- age, to brace me, as it were, for the ordeal that was ahead of me. And I was with him, his arms were around me, his shoulder was my aching head's sweet resting-place ; and so my grief over the unalterable past, and my vague nervous quailing from a shadowy and an unknown future, were alike assuaged by his nearness, his touch, his dear companionship, which soon would be a constant joy that was never more to be taken away 1 Alas ! when one loves blindly and absolutely, one's faith in one's beloved is immeasurable ! It is an infinity of trust that is supreme in its blindness. Doubt, misgiving, any suspicion whatsoever even is as sacrilege itself; he has one's all — one's all, which begins in belief and ends in adoration. So, at least, I know it is with women. Men, as a rule, perhaps, in like circumstances, are more cautious, more calculat- ing, and therefore less confiding — they knowing the world and its folly far better than we. My lover on that morning, since I had joined him in our sheltered trysting-place, had told me VOL. I. H 114 Periwinkle, many strange and disquieting things, explaining also his startling appearance at Moor Edge in the dead of the past night. He declared to me that he had felt that he could not rest until with his own eyes he had beheld the interior of Simon Creedy's garret. He had heard from the folk at Garlands and from other gossips in Stonyhampton what the place was said to contain — what grue- some secrets were believed to be hidden from the light of day in that attic under the roof ; but, before in any manner venturing to influence me in the taking of the serious step which must for ever cut me off from Uncle Simon and his guard- ianship, he wished, said he, to make quite certain that rumour for once was correct. When all doubt upon the point was thoroughly set at rest, then no time should be lost in persuading me to fly with him, to thenceforward turn my back upon the evil abode. As there appeared to be not the remotest chance of his — Daryl Dark- wood's — entering the house by fair means, why, he must — so he reasoned — have recourse to means that were not exactly fair. He described to me how simple a matter it was to scale the walls and roof of Moor Edge — remarkably simple to a skilful climber — how he had found the sky- light in the roof ajar (he supposed for ventila- Moor Edge. 1 1 5 tion's sake), and had at once carefully lowered himself into the small and stuffy den beneath it. To his horror, the skylight had closed with a spring, the secret of which he had been unable to detect, and there was he in the roof of Moor Edge — a prisoner — caught like a rat in a trap, laughed my lover — " As I told you, my dear one, last night," added he. '' But — but was it not very — very dark and horrible up there ? " I faltered. "Dark enough, in all conscience! However, I had fortunately with me a box of wax lights ; and there was, as you know, the cold white moon- light besides. White and weird as it was, it was nevertheless sufficient to show me — what I saw." "" Oh, Daryl," I whispered, womanlike kind- ling with curiosity, notwithstanding my sorrow and uneasiness, " what did you see ? Remember, I never was in the attic in my life." " I saw, Flow^er," was his grim reply, "plain tokens of — well, the hideous proofs of the old man's guilt." "And they were — " breathed I. " My dear," said Daryl earnestly, "I do not want to frighten you ; and you must have patience. After we are married you shall learn everything, or at any rate as much as I know 1 1 6 Periwinkle. myself. Let it be enough now — as I have before said — that I consider Moor Edge no fit home for you ; and you must exchange it for the best, my own dear one, that it is within my power to give you." " I shudder to imagine," I said, clinging to him, ''what might have happened last night had you not so luckily found the rusty old key-" " Oh, well, in that case, I should have stamped and shouted for assistance 1 " threw in Mr. Darkwood lightly. " Then, as surely as we are alive, you would have been the death of Aunt Hannah," I told him solemnly. " And I should have gone raving mad. Flower, had I for a bare quarter of an hour been kept a prisoner in that foul hole of Simon Greedy 's. Good Heaven, dear, what a lively household we should then have been ! " " Oh, pray do not jest about it ! " I entreated. "It would have been all so real and so awful if — if it had happened. " And I shuddered again at the mere idea. *' One can always jest about the unknown," said Daryl Darkwood. And then he went on to break to me what it was that the Stonyhampton Moor Edge, 1 1 7 gossips and the people at Garlands-on-the-Moor could tell about me — concerning me, Flower Greedy, as I was called ; though, being so friend- less, so completely alone, I myself had never heard the story. I had, so it now appeared, quite sixteen years or more before, by my Uncle Simon been brought home to Moor Edge, to his lone house upon the moor, which then, as now, was kept for him by his sister Hannah. Taking, as usual, the black bag with him, he had one day set out upon one of his mysterious journeys — Londonward, it was then thought ; and after an absence of nearly a week he had reappeared at Moor Edge, on this occasion accompanied by a little child — a pretty little toddling dark-haired mite of almost three years, who, he gave out, was the orphan daughter of a brother lately dead. Nobody, however, at the time or since, had beUeved the statement ; for in the neighbour- hood it was tolerably well known to be a fact that Simon Greedy had no near relatives above ground save his scraggy sister Hannah, who lived with him at Moor Edge. I was that little child, who had been brought so quietly no one knew whence, and reared in 1 1 8 Periwinkle, loneliness and the vigorous moorland air as the niece of Simon Greedy. Hence, I suppose, the disagreeable curiosity my appearance never failed to excite whenever I had accompanied Aunt Hannah into Stony- hampton. For was not I a creature of mystery ? And was not Moor Edge, where I lived, a house as it were under a ban ? More than this, indeed, that day Daryl Dark- wood revealed to me ; but I now cannot recollect what were his exact words, being at the time so bewildered, so unhappy, and yet withal so happy too. Verily, as some people say, my brain on that day " was in a whirl." There was one thing my lover impressed vehemently upon me — forced me to comprehend — and that was the wisdom of getting our flight well managed and over before Simon Greedy should return to Moor Edge. ''There will then be nothing unpleasant for anybody," said Daryl with energy; ''and it is quite as well perhaps that I and the old ruflian should not meet." " Do you think — do you think it is likely that he will pursue us when he discovers that I am gone?" I suggested timidly, "like — like Pharaoh Moor Edge. 1 1 9 after the Israelites, and try to take me away from you ? Oh, Daryl, that would be dreadful ! " "Not he, Flower. If we could be here, our- selves unseen, when the blow falls, we should see that he will accept the situation without a murmur. I would wager anything I possess that no one knows better than himself that he — Simon Greedy — has no earthly right, no possible claim to you, my darling." A feeling of intense remorse seemed all at once to overpower me. " Oh, Daryl," I once more cried, and once more bursting into tears, '*he has been so good to me — so kind, so good in every way as far as he could ! It seems such — such terrible ingrat- itude to — to — Oh, surely you can tell me something more, enlighten me further," I cried piteously — " can tell me why it is wrong for me to — to care for him ; I — I mean, what great wickedness he has committed ; in what way is his life so bad that I should shriiik from him, leave him without a word, after all — after all — " " What," interrupted my lover, with a sort of masterful tenderness in his low and clear voice, *' has it then come to this ? Oh, Flower, I am disappointed in you ! You hesitate to believe in me — hesitate to trust me — hesitate when I have 1 20 Periwinkle, told you the plain truth : that Moor Edge is not a fit home for you ; that the man whom you have learnt to call ' Uncle Simon ' is no proper guardian for you — a young, sweet, and innocent girl like you, Flower ! I thought you were brave — not a coward, dear," he said with gentle reproach. '' I thought you understood that a crisis in your life has arrived, and that the time is now at hand when you must choose between Simon Greedy and me ! " Kind Heaven, help me, guide me in my in- nocence and ignorance ! No need to say — being a foolish woman in the ecstasy of a first love — that I chose and blindly clung to Daryl Darkwood. CHAPTEE VIII. HEN we — Daryl Darkwood and I — parted on that morning, our plans for the immediate future were mapped out and settled. What had to be done must be done promptly, he reiterated ; there was no time to be lost. Yet I did not altogether comprehend why there should be so much haste in the matter ; Uncle Simon — as I still could not help calling him in my own thoughts, if not aloud — would not return to Moor Edge for several days to come ; and then — and then was not it most pleasant and delightful, this being made love to out of doors upon the moor, with the warm sun and blue sky overhead, the sweet wild northern breeze all around us, and the mossy turf and the heather as a carpet for our feet ? It was a time, halcyon and all too fleeting, that I instinctively knew never would, never 122 Periwinkle, could come again. Why then be in such haste to cut it short ? However, my lover, I supposed, knew best ; and my whole love and trust were now given to him. So, like one moving in a dream, I went back to the solitary house which for so long had been my home, but which thenceforward was to be my home never more ! Daryl had been both careful and patient in making me understand all that I was to do. I was to keep a brave heart, he said, and to forget nothing that he had told me to remember. For himself, he hastened home to Garlands- on-the-Moor. He had, of course, a good deal to do — much to see to and arrange with regard to our flight, which was to take place even so early as at dawn on the following day. We should not meet again until then. He had to settle in a pecuniary way with the people at Garlands, and naturally to pay them as much as they should in reason demand of him in consideration of his so hurriedly quitting the farm-house, after leading its in- mates to expect that he would remain there as their lodger for the whole of the present summer. Moor Edge. 123 Then there were his things to pack ; I mean not only his clothes, but his easels, his pictures, his paint-boxes, and the many other chattels appertaining to his delightful calling. This done, he would drive with his luggage to Stonyhampton, and thence take the train to North minster ; where he would make all needful preparations for our marriage on the next day. In that sleepy ancient city, Daryl said, we could be married before a registrar ; for at Northminster neither of us was known ; whereas, if the ceremony were performed at the registrar's office in Stonyhampton, the proceeding might create much impertinent curiosity — which, of course, in a case like ours, was better avoided. Northminster was no very great distance from our market-town — scarcely fifteen miles, I fancy. At daybreak, Mr. Darkwood would contrive to be at my window, and I must be ready ; for waiting for us upon the moor behind the out- buildings there would be a vehicle of some kind, in which we could at once drive off. I was to take nothing with me from Moor Edge beyond those things which were absolutely necessary — as the garments, for instance, in 124 Periwinkle, which I stood upright ; because all that I possessed in the world had been bought with Simon Creedy's money ; and that, declared Daryl Dark wood proudly, was accursed money. Aught that I might want he himself would buy for me, either in Northminster or in London ; or even, should I prefer it, in Pa.ris — for to Paris were we going after spending a few days in the English capital. So no wonder my brain " whirled," and I barely knew whether I was dreaming or awake ! All the same, I had pleaded for my books — the few books I loved as I had loved my faithful little cur. I had had so little to love ! Must I lose them too ? Must they also go, those wise and silent companions ? Must every vestige of the old tranquil and lonely life, then, be made to disappear ? Yes, it seemed so ; for, although Daryl had answered me in a playful and smiling manner, there was yet in that agreeable manner of his something more than a sj)ice of unyielding masterfulness. Young and inexperienced as I was, knowing nought of men and their ways, that gleam of tyranny, faint as it was, in the nature of Daryl Dark wood, was at any rate not lost upon my perception. **No, Periwinkle," he said. "Did not Simon Moor Ed^e. 125, Creedy likewise buy the books ? Leave them behind with the rest ; besides, they'll be in the way. I repeat, what you want in the future^ your husband himself will see that you do not lack. You are mine ; you belong to me now ; you must look to me for everything." What could I do but yield to him entirely ? He knew best. Notwithstanding, when we said good-bye, I had whispered, as he held me to his heart, with my arms lying round his neck, — "And — and after we are married — will you not, Daryl ? — you will try to find out who I — who I really am — who, what she is that you have made your wife ? You will not let me for ever live — live as it were under a cloud ? For your own sake — for mine — you will do this,. Daryl?" And, with passionate assurances of his un- changing love, he promised me that he would. " We will tackle Simon Creedy himself," said Daryl, lightly and fondly, " after the honeymoon — shall we % The secret, we may be sure, lie& with him." And so, like a woman moving in a dream, I say, I went slowly back to Moor Edge. Dinner I found was ready and waiting ; with Aunt 126 Periwinkle. Hannali, because I was ten minutes or so late, "as cross" — in her own phraseology— "as two sticks." I looked at her dreamily, curiousl3^ wonder- ingly ; and it was really a marvel that I did not utter my thoughts aloud ! And so, I was insen- sibly thinking, this lean angular woman, with the sharp colourless face — colourless save for the frost-bitten nose-tip — and nervous shifting eyes, with the dirty pink wrapper and skimp frill-less go^\Ti, was not my aunt after all ! How odd — how very queer, to be sure ! Did she as well as her brother know the true history of my birth, my parentage? And how much, I wondered, could she reveal if she chose ? Ah, well, as my lover said, I must have patience ! Every instant I thought, as I had thought at breakfast, that she would make some remark or other either on my appearance or on my behaviour ; for I somehow felt that I could not possibly be looking and acting as I had hitherto been accustomed to look and to act, now that so delicious and so solemn a secret was locked away within my own breast. Indeed, I trembled every instant lest by some sudden un- guarded word or action I should betray my- self, should lay bare my precious secret before Moor Edge. 127 those small and shifting eyes of my Aunt Hannah. But, with extraordinarily good appetite for her, she was eating her boiled pork and peas — a by no means unfamiliar dinner with us at Moor Edge in the summer-time — and looked up by- and-by to observe peevishly, — " You don't eat a morsel, Flower. Ain't you hungry ? " Therefore with an effort I roused myself, and made a pretence of eating a little, though in reality to-day I had not the smallest appetite for the homely fare upon our table. It was the last dinner which I should ever sit down to beneath that roof; yet, all the same, I could swallow no particle of it. Somehow it seemed to me then that I should never be hungry again ! Within the shadow of the cob-nut trees which grew upon the south side of the garden, where merely the low and rather broken stone w^all divided the garden itself from the wide purple moorland, I buried Jack Sprat — my small dumb mongrel friend with the faithful brown eyes. Need I say that it was a most sorrowful task ; and that my tears fell fast upon the little grave ? 128 Periwinkle. However, it was clone at last ; and I suddenly lifted my head to see standing there, on the other side of the low stone wall, a youthful in- truder who was intently regarding me. He was a poorly-clad lad with a hungry look ; and in a moment I perceived that he was no moorland- bred hoy — plainly a pallid urchin from the back- streets of Stonyhampton. "What are you doing here?" I demanded rather sharply. " If you are the young lady, miss, as lives at Moor Edge, I was to give you this," said he. And from a pocket in his tattered jacket he drew out a large square envelope with something painted on it. It could, I of course knew, come from no one but Daryl Darkwood ; and I im- mediately leant with outstretched hand over the broken wall, eager to possess the missive, what- ever it might be. *'I met the gentleman on his way to the station, miss," explained the boy ; ** and he said I was to be sure and wait about the place till I see you." I had a sixpence and a few halfpence in my pocket, all of which I joyfully bestowed upon the messenger — he should have had more, three times as much, had I had more with me at the Moor Edge. 129 time to give ; and then I bade him hurry away in order that I might be alone — alone with my wonderful luck. The pallid waif scampered off well pleased, doubtless not having reckoned upon being paid at both ends of the journey. Once more by myself, and with no one to watch me, in a flutter of joy that was almost pain I prepared to read what I thought was to be my first love-letter. There was no address upon the large square envelope — only the word " Periwinkle," in fanci- ful letters of pale-blue and olive-green, painted across it from a top corner to a bottom one. With eager, trembling fingers, yet with a touch of reverent care, I broke the seal and peeped in at my treasure. But there was no love-letter ! What then could it be ? Ah, something as sweet, if not sweeter, for it was Daryl himself — his photograph ! There were the handsome faultless pale features ; the heavy swart moustache as in life hiding a perfect mouth ; the wide white forehead and dark wavy hair ; and Daryl's own wondrous beautiful dark eyes gazing gravely, yet smiling a little, upward into mine ! It was a marvellous, a most eloquent likeness, and I kissed it a hundred times. With the photograph there had come a clever VOL. I. I 1 30 Periwinkle, little sketch, done, even my untutored eye could perceive, upon rough drawing-paper and in great haste — the hurried sketch of a girl in a washed- out blue-muslin gown, with blue ribbons knotted loosely about her throat and hat ; and with long sprays of the periwinkle plant adorning, in dusky fantastic fashion, her person as well. The girl's hair was soft and sombre as the purple black wing of a young raven ; her heavily-lashed eyes, look- ing straight at one with a questioning serious air, were as clear and as blue as the periwinkle flower itself. Perhaps the face in contour was a trifle thin ; the lips in expression a little sad ; not- withstanding — being by nature neither stupid nor blind — I knew it was a lovely and no ideal- ised portrait ; the genuinely healthful hue of the fair young face being unquestionably the greatest charm to be found in it. " Oh, Daryl," was the silent glad cry in my heart, — *' how you must love me, my darling, my darling, from memory to paint me so faithfully ; in absence to remember me so well ! " And, yes ! on another scrap of paper there was a line or so of writing too. After all, then, it was really and truly a love letter ! The written words, however, which my eyes devoured were merely — Moor Edge. 1 3 1 "Beloved, farewell until dawn to-morrow. I send the enclosed to you, my lovely Flower, so that you may know that you are not forgotten by, but are ever present in the tenderest thoughts of, your own Daryl Darkwood." With these dear words and the photograph pressed to my lips, mutely I raised my eyes to the high summer sky, and thanked Heaven thus for so brave a lover. CHAPTEK IX. all my favourite haunts I had said good-bye ; nor did I forget the pigs, the poultry, Daffodil and Daisy ; nor the deaf and aged Sally upon the kitchen hearth. Also had I paid my last visit to, wept my last tears over, my little dog's grave under the nut boughs in the garden. Yes, to all then around me I had whispered that simple yet often heart-breaking word " Good-bye." Good- bye for a brief while only is sometimes bad and sad enough in all conscience ; but when it comes to good-bye for evermore — for evermore upon this side of Eternity — then it is a wrench indeed ! At least do I know that it is so if one's poor human heart has taken, as it were, root in the soil where the inevitable farewell must be said. There was only Aunt Hannah now ; and, as Moor Edge. 133 for Uncle Simon — But I must not — I dared not think of him. And so, when bed-time came, hardly know- ing what I was about to do or say, I fell upon Aunt Hannah's bony shoulder and hid my face in the grimy pink wrapper. So, clinging to her, I sobbed out my farewell. Aloud, in tones husky and choked, it was *' Good-night ; " under my breath it was '' Good- l.ye ! " She was evidently very much astonished at this unwonted display of emotion on my part ; and, I have no doubt, vividly enough afterwards the circumstance recurred to her. '•Why, bless me. Flower, child," said she, more kindly than she generally spoke, " what's the matter with you ? You don't feel nervous, I hope — ^jumpy, or — or anything like that, do you ? " added Aunt Hannah anxiously. " No, no, no. I aui weak and silly — nothing more," I stammered, quickly drying my eyes. *' You see, 1 — I — I cannot help thinking of poor Jack. I shall miss him so — so terribly ; and — and — " " Oh, that's it, is it ? " said Aunt Hannah in a relieved tone. " Well, it is silly to cry about it, Flower ; though I must confess that 134 Periwinkle. it made me feel a bit shaky myself this morn- ing when I saw him stretched out there on the straw in his tub ; and — and I do trust his death, being — being poisoned and all — don't mean misfortune of any kind," said she, shivering and looking scared. Unable to bear more or to say more just then, I slipped from Aunt Hannah's stiff and queer but kindly-meant embrace ; fled to my own room, locked^ the door ; and there in a passion of weep- ing flung myself upon the bed. Yet all the while I was conscious that I was, in spite of everything, deliriously happy ; for Daryl Dark- wood's picture — his own likeness — was lying next my heart. From sheer exhaustion, and w^orn out with excitement, I must, I suppose, all dressed as I was, have quickly fallen asleep, and slept, too, soundly. And as the night wore on I dreamed a frightful dream. I thought that without warning Uncle Simon had returned to Moor Edge, looking stern and menacing, and altogether unlike the benign old man I knew, to accuse me the moment we met of base ingratitude and lack of natural feeling. He seemed to be aware that I was flying from Moor Edge, 135 Moor Edg:e and from the vao-ue horror which brooded over the lonely house ; because he said, whilst his face grew wan with anger and a steel- like glitter crept into his eyes, that my conduct was unpardonable and more cruel than '' a serpent's tooth." He dropped his hands upon my shoulders ; and his wiry grip was like the clutch of a skeleton. Dumb with despair and fright, I sank at his feet ; and I noticed then that he had the black bag with him. He caught it up as if struck by a swift idea ; and something in his pale evil look made me gasp out, — " Are you going to kill me ? " And he answered quite quietly, — "' Yes — living, you never shall leave Moor Edge ; never shall take the secret with you. One day, some day — who knows? — it may be my fortune. So I will stifle the life out of you with my black bag." And in the next instant he was kneeling upon my chest, holding me down thus, with the black bag pressed heavily over my mouth and nostrils. The horrid thing had a loath- some, deathlike smell ; and frantically I struggled to thrust it from my face. Vain ; the agony of a violent end was stealing over me ; the voice 136 Periwinkle, of my Uncle Simon was humming in my ears. ''Flower," it said — ''good-bye, Flower! I will bury you in the attic with the others .... at least there will be ghosts ever present to bear you company .... such ghosts, dear ! And then you can haunt the attic too. Flower — poor Flower — to die so early ! . . . . Flower !...." "With a great and painful start I awoke. The rose-gray light of dawn was in my room ; some one without my window was softly calling, '* Flower — Flower ! " and the thong of a whip was smiting my window-sill. Up I sprang ; pushed back my tumbled hair; and ran — my ugly dream in a trice forgotten — to the open casement. Yes, it was new morning — young, lovely day ; and the dawn had restored to me my lover. I leant out into the sweet chill air, stretching both hands towards him. He grasped them and kissed them in gallant greeting. **Ah, that is right!" he said gaily. "I see you are up and dressed, and so we can start with- out the least delay. It is now about a quarter to four. I meant to have been even earlier, my darling, but could not altogether manage it. It has been rather a rush as it is." Moor Edge, 1 3 7 But I told him that I had not really been to bed ; I had merely lain down with my clothes on ; and in that fashion had fallen asleep un- expectedly. And then shyly I began to thank him for his gift of yesterday — the photograph, the sketch, and the dear note. But he struck in somewhat impatiently, — " We'll talk about that going along, dearest. Time's short — our breakfast is waiting at Northminister. The old hag " — that was Aunt Hannah — "may wake up directly, you know; and then — and then. Flower, there'll be a scene — a deuce of a row, perhaps ; and we don't want that. Let us look sharp and be gone ! " " I will be ready in ten minutes, Daryl," I promised quickly. " Ten minutes ! " echoed he, frowning. *' Why, what have you to do ? " " I must make myself tidy and nice," I answered timidly. "I — I feel rather confused and bewildered at present, to tell the truth, but plenty of cold water will soon wake me up." ' " Well, that won't take long. Periwinkle," he said. " Do be quick about it, dear ; for I am getting hungry — fearfully hungry." 138 Periwinkle. "And I must say my prayers too, Daryl," I finished gently. He laughed. At any other time — a time that ofi'ered opportunity for, that invited calm and dispassionate reflection — the laugh would have jarred upon me, hurt me. It is ever a bad sign when a man lauo^hs at relig;ion. However, as it was, in the novelty and ex- citement of that fateful hour, his light regard of what was to me so solemn and so true a thing passed almost unnoticed. " I'll give you ten minutes for everything," he said blithely. "And, Flower," he added, in a graver tone, " recollect what I have told you. Bring nothing away with you from this house, mind you, beyond the few things which are absolutely indispensable. All deficiencies shall be made good by-and- by." I earnestly assured him that no wish he had expressed in the matter had been for- gotten by me. His wishes were commands, I told him, and should be obeyed to the letter. ''The chaise," said my lover, "is on the moor ; just round the corner of that shed yonder. I'll go and see whether the horse is Moor Edge. 139 all right — what a pickle we should be in if he were to bolt ! — and will return here when the time is up." Daryl lit a cigar ; strolled off on his errand ; and I withdrew from the window. When the ten minutes were flown I was ready. I had put on the best summer clothes I possessed ; my sole luggage being an antiquated sunshade — a faded mauve silk one with a handle that doubled up and a deep fringe — and a small hand-bag. I had taken a last tender lingering look at my little bookcase, the wise silent occupants of which, I understood in after years, had been my truest friends and companions at Moor Edge. I had knelt by the side of my small white rumpled bed, and in brief hurried prayer had passionately asked Heaven's blessing upon the step I was about to take — the new life I was about to enter upon, my new strange unknown life as Daryl Darkwood's wife. And then — and then, looking slowly round the narrow familiar room, every homely bit of furniture in which I can see before me now as distinctly as if long and bitter years of suffering could not by me be counted between 1 40 Periwinkle, *' the dim yesterday and the bright to-day," I realised that there was indeed nothing more to be done. I was ready. Again I went to the window. Daryl with outstretched arms was waiting there. " Come," said he. " By this way— like this ? " I faltered. "Yes. It is the simpleujt and the safest," he replied. ''Hand me down the bag and the parasol ; then take my hands firmly — and jump. I will catch you, never fear ! " '' One moment, Daryl," I pleaded, holding back. "Do not — do not be angry; but — but I should like, if I may, to leave behind me some message, a written message — just a word or two — for Uncle Si — for — for — Oh, you know what I mean ! " I broke off tremulously. Daryl Darkwood struck the ground with his foot, " What folly ! " he exclaimed. " Why, Flower—" " Please, oh, please let me ! " I whispered. " It won't take long." Making no further objection on the point, he hastily tore a leaf from a sketch-book he Moor Edge. 1 4 r carried in his pocket, and scribbled upon it,— " Simon Ceeedy, — I know everything ; and to-day I have left Moor Edge for ever. I have found one who truly loves me, and whom I dearly love. His home, not yours, henceforth will be mine. '' Flower Darkwood." " There," said my lover coolly — " stick that, dear, upon your pincushion. It will make the old man sit up." *' It looks too — too cold and unfeeling — so cruelly brusque ! " said I very wistfully ; with fast dimming eyes reading what Daryl Dark wood had written. " And — and, besides, I do not know everything. It is not the truth—" "Oh, hang it — oh, that's nonsense, dear, I mean ! Surely you know enough, at any rate, for the present. " And — and there's the signature. Oh, Daryl !" " It's all right, my dear little girl. By the time the old ruffian comes home and reads that, why, you will of course be ' Flower Darkwood ' — in fact, a quite old married woman ! " 142 Periwinkle, Ah, well, I had been called upon to choose between the two men, and I had elected to trust to Daryl Darkwood ! Him had I chosen before all other men ; thenceforward I must do his bidding — obey him — he was my master. His wishes, his will, now and for ever after, must be mine. With my head turned aside, so that my sad eyes should not witness the deed my trembling hands must so unwillingly perform, I pinned upon the cushion on my dressing- table those cold lines of eternal farewell. Oh, Uncle Simon — oh. Uncle Simon — good-bye — good-bye ! A few seconds later, with a poor forced smile, I assured my lover that I was ready — yes, really ready at last. I climbed on to the window-ledge ; put my hands into his ; and then, gazing trustfully down into his dark tender eyes, I sprang fearlessly earthward, to be safely caught within his strong and sheltering arms. The chaise that was waiting for us upon the breezy moor was a somewhat dilapidated-looking vehicle, I thought. It was the best he could get in the neighbourhood, Daryl gaily said ; and the animal attached to it — with no Moor Edge, 143 thoughts, I am sure, of bolting — was tran- quilly cropping the sweet and dewy herbage. The sun was waxing stronger ; the larks were singing out of sight; upon the far uplands the heather took faint crimson and purple hues when viewed though the vanishing morn- ing mists. I was seated by Daryl Darkwood's side. I was now very silent. I dared not look back at the house I had forsaken. He gathered up the reins ; gave the horse a sharp sting with the whip ; we were off. " Ah," cried Daryl, suddenly stooping and taking from beneath the seat of the musty old chaise a handful of lovely real orange- flowers — '' I ought to have remembered these before ! See, sweetheart — fasten them at your throat ! I wonder whether they are as becom- ing as periwinkles ? " For a moment, in a dazed unseeing way, I stared at the exquisite blossoms. For a moment I utterly failed to realise their tender and deep significance ; because I believe that their rare, unearthly fragrance had turned me somewhat giddy and sick. Daryl put the flowers on my lap, and passed his arm round my waist. Fondly he drew me to his side, and bent his dark head to 144 Periwinkle. mine. I clung to him helplessly — he was my all now ! " What ! — is it possible that you have for- gotten, my dearest," whispered he, " that this is our wedding-day ? " BOOK II. DARYL DARKWOOD'S WIFE. He will hold thee, when his passion shall have spent its novel force, Something better than his dog, a little dearer than his horse." — Tennyson. 0, what may man within him hide, Though angel on the outward side ! " Shakesi^eare. "Life is a succession of lessons which must be lived to be understood."— ^a^p/i' Waldo Emerson. VOL. I. ^ CHAPTEKX. IFE is real — life is bitter; but life after all is — or so it sbould be — only a pilgrimage to higher things. So the sooner it be over the better. Some such sad reflection as this was passing, dimly and unuttered, through my tired brain, as I sat by the open window of an up-stairs sitting- room in a not-too-cheerful lodging-house which stood in the neighbourhood of Shepherd's Bush, with Hammersmith not far off. It was evening. Twilight was deepening into darkness. The sultry night promised to be even sultrier than the midsummer day had been. In this stuffy and third-rate suburban locality, where cheap villas and gaudy shops abounded, and where the near rumble of tram-car and om- nibus seemed to make the windless air grow yet more unendurably close, the mere thought of the 1 48 Periwinkle. real sweet fresh green country at eventide came to one's lono-ino^ soul like a dream of Paradise. The furniture of that up-stairs " drawing- room " was both shabby and of a by-gone date ; but the limp muslin curtains about the window were tolerably clean, and that was something to be grateful for. Flies, however, had made the chandelier a favourite abiding place ; green and yellow tissue-paper, fantastically cut diamond- wise, draped the gilt frame of the mirror upon the mantelpiece. I was not alone in the room. Dozing upon the hard sofa — which, notwithstanding its in- flexibility, was rich in gay antimacassars of all kinds — lay my little daughter, aged four years and some months ; a delicate, patient little soul, and " the image of her mother," strangers were wont to say. I nevertheless could not discern the likeness. To my eyes the little one was like her father ; and sometimes, when my sad heart was unusually low and sore, I grieved bitterly that this should be so. The sitting-room door opened softly ; and with a start I looked round. The landlady of the house had entered the room ; but she halted in the dusk near the doorway. " What, sitting all alone in the gloamin', Mrs. Daryl Darkwood's Wife. 149 Darkwood?" said the landlady. "Dear, dear, 'm, that is lonesome like, isn't it ? Let me light the gas." " Hush — no ! " I answered, in a rapid under- tone. " I prefer the twilight, thank you. Do not make a noise, Mrs. Eamage. Isla, I fancy, is asleep." " Pretty duck !" breathed Mrs. Eamage, clasp- ing her hands and looking affectionately towards the sofa. " Is she better to-night, mem, do you think ? " " I — I do not know. I hope so," I replied '' You ought to have a doctor to her, you really ought, Mrs. Darkw^ood," whispered the landlady sympathetically — " The pretty angel ! I don't like to say it, but — but she really seems fading away. Eory says the same ; and a doctor, you know, mem, if you had him in time, would safe to be able to set matters straight a bit. It seems such a pity, when there's Doctor Morrison only just round the corner in the Tregonda Eoad ; and — and," ventured Mrs. Eamage as delicately as her kind heart could prompt her, and waxing bold perhaps in the friendly gloom, " he isn't a dear doctor, not by any means, Mrs. Darkwood. I do assure you he isn't — only three-and-sixpence a visit, which of 150 Periwinkle. course, though, don't include the medicine ; that you get afterwards at the chemist's. He did Miss de Yere — my Eory, you know — a lot of good when some time back she was laid up with a nasty sore throat. Indeed, I do verily believe that if it hadn't ha' been for Doctor Morrison she would have lost her engagement at the theatre. And, as I said before, Mrs. Darkwood, his fee is only three-and-sixpence ; and not so much as that if you go to his house." My hands were twisted fiercely together in my lap ; the nails of one pierced the flesh of the otlier. I interrupted the landlady, speaking with difficulty. " You are extremely kind and thoughtful, Mrs. Eamage. I — I will tell Mr. Darkwood what you say." "Eeally I think it would be as well, mem," said Mrs. Eamage earnestly. " And shall I lay the supper cloth, Mrs. Darkwood, now ? Will the Captain be in to supper ? " " You forget," I said, with impatience, "what I told you the other day. My husband is not ' Captain.' He has nothing whatever to do with the Army. He is simply ' Mr. Darkwood,' and I shall be glad if you will call him so. It grates upon my ear, Mrs. Eamage, to hear Daryl Darkwoocf s Wife. 151 you say * Captain/ when the title is so utterly wrong/' "Well, I'm sure I beg your pardon, mem," simpered the landlady good-temperedly ; '* but it will slip out sometimes, and I can't help it. You see, it's all Kory's fault. She says that Mr. Darkwood is the handsomest and the dis- tangiest-\Qo\LVCi^ gentleman as she has ever set eyes on, either in the Park or at the Levity, or anywhere else for the matter o' that ; that he has got the true mili-tary cut ; and that if he ain't a captain, why, he ought to be one, Eory says ; and so you must forgive — " "Is Miss de Vere gone yet?" I inquired gently, desirous to turn the drift of the talk. " Oh, yes, Mrs. Darkwood ! "What— didn't you see her run out to ketch the omlibus ? " cried the mother of Miss de Vere proudly, her voice going upward. " Why, it's close on nine o'clock, and her turn comes on at — " - " Oh, hush, please ! " I entreated, with a swift glance towards the sofa. " If she is asleep, I would not for anything have her disturbed." " Pretty darling," breathed Mrs. Eamage obediently, also again glancing at the sofa — " pretty innocent dear ! As I was saying," she continued in the smallest of whispers, " it 152 Periwinkle, is close upon nine o'clock ; and Eory, during this week, is due at tlie theatre at 9*15. She has a new song for this evening called ^ Would you believe it ? ' and Eory says that the whole orchestry, and indeed everybody at the theatre, vows that the chorus is the most fetchinor one that the Levity has heard for a long while past. I told her, if the omlibus was late or crowded or anything, she'd better take an 'ansom ; for she had got on her silver-gray satin and her lovely new purple-velvet ' princess ; ' and I wouldn't have her spile 'em in a crowded old omlibus for the world ! The proprietor and manager, Mr. Binkworthy, has a supper on to-night ; and of course Eory was invited. He said the party wouldn't be complete without Miss Aurora de Yere ; and, if ' Would you believe it ? ' proves the big success that Mr. Binkworthy and all of 'em think it will, why, next week Eory will have her name upon the bills in large red letters a foot long, instead of in small blue or black ones as she has had it up till now. And her salary will be raised, Mr. Binkworthy says — something considerable — and that, mem, will be better than all ! " "Well, you need not trouble to spread the cloth unless Mr. Dark wood should come in Davy I DarkwoocTs Wife. 153 and want anything," I said wearily. ''And if he should I will ring, Mrs. Eamage. I want nothing myself, thank you." " Not even the gas ? " said Mrs. Eamage, reluctant to go. '' Not yet. It is cooler in the dark," I answered quietly. " And the Captain — Oh, excuse me, 'm — I forgot again ! Mr. Darkwood, then, you think, won't be in just yet ? " " I cannot tell. As I said, Mrs. Eamage, if he comes in and wants anything, I will ring." The landlady, feeling herself dismissed, backed towards the door ; and having sidled out and gained the landing, she closed the door as cauti- ously as she had opened it a few minutes before. Alone, I rose ghost-like from my chair and crept over to the shadowy antimacassar-strewed sofa to reassure myself that the little one had not been aroused. No ; the child had fallen into a- sound sleep — was breathing regularly, the small pale face pillowed upon a tiny arm. Fear- ful even of kissing my darling, I bent over the sofa-head and murmured passionately, — " Heaven help and have pity on us both, my treasure, my own ! What shall we do — what shall we do ! " 154 Periwinkle, Then, in a kind of dumb despair, pressing my forehead downward into my hot palms, I moved slowly back to my seat by the window ; there to think — once more to try to think dispassionately what could be done for the best. Alas, in dire straits, ** the best" is always so hard to dis- cover ! It was a problem worse than a night- mare ; and with every day that came and went it seemed to grow more terrific. To-night I felt too weak to wrestle with the spectre — the future was my spectre. Try how I would, in my present state of mind, I could bring no con- centrated thought to bear upon the torturing question. Weeks of weary brooding upon the inevitable, sleepless nights passed in contempla- tion of the chaos ahead, had, I believed, rendered my brain apathetic, when, for my own good and for the good of others, it should have been keen and alert. And so my thoughts — as they so often did when I, in an utter heart-sickness which was nothing approaching resignation, sat down to tussle with the riddle of my destiny — wandered, without my will, back to the days that were for ever dead. I was not the first woman, I knew, nor should I be the last, who had made a grievous blunder upon the threshold of her Daryl Da^^kwood's Wife. 155 womanhood. The wild freshness of life's morn- ing is the time of sowing ; and woe for the guerdon of the sower if that sowing-time be lightly regarded ! The harvest thereof will be a. barren one, and in truth means blackest failure. As I sat there so stilly and with bowed head,, my little sick child sleeping upon the couch a few yards away, my girlhood came back to me once more. I was a girl again — a girl, innocent, care- less, and free — never dreaming that the day would dawn which would see me Daryl Darkwood's wife. How well did I remember my moorland life,, and how far back in the unalterable past it all now seemed — its health, its mystery, its simple joys ; the glory of its lonely summer, the isola- tion of its still lonelier winter ; my books, my day-dreams, my faithful mongrel friend ; and those two — the man and the woman — upon whom for so long and so trustfully I had looked as my sole kith and kin ! And then — and then across my calm life-path had stepped Daryl Dark- wood, bringing with him love, agony, mistrust, terror, and a speedy severing of all that had hitherto bound me to an existence which, before his coming, had been enough. Yes, until he came, I knew now that in my ignorance — whick verily was bliss — I had been satisfied ! 156 Periwinkle. But with him and his headlong passion all was changed ; and the wild freshness of morn- ing had fled for ever. With knowledge, as in the first Eden days, had come pain ; and eyes that had been strange to the anguish of weep- ing had grown familiar with the bitterness of real tears. Life is indeed very real, very earnest — at least it is so to ninety-nine mortals out of every hundred ! How vividly did I remember my flight from Moor Edge ; our hasty marriage before a registrar at Northminster ; our wondrous honeymoon abroad, the brief delirium of which joy-dream I cared not now to recall — for the present was made up of sternest actualities, and such contrasts are not kind. The first year of my married life had not been wholly unhappy ; and at the close of it my child w^as born. Our little daughter Isla, as 1 have already said, was at this date something more than four years old ; and night and morning did I thank Heaven that neither brother nor sister had followed Isla. Far better so ! No ; that first year of my wedded life, which had been spent in Paris, where Daryl Darkwood had appeared to possess many friends, both men and women, had not been wholly unhappy ; though it had not taken me a whole year to find Daryl Darkwood's Wife. 1 5 7 out that in the man whom I had married there were two Daryl Darkwoods — the one who, in a brief and secret wooing, had won me at Moor Edge : the other, the husband and no longer a lover, who had already grown tired of me, and who made no feint of showing that this was not the truth. In those early days of our life together I had, too, made other strange discoveries, which had at first filled me with acute dismay. But in time, alas, one gets used to anything and to everything — even to a bad husband ! The man I had married was cursed with the vice which is the parent- vice of all the rest. He was lazy. Being lazy, he was fond of pleasure, and constantly seeking it ; oftentimes drank more than was good for him ; and in his cups would swear at me, his terrified wife, in language that before my marriage had never assailed my ears. " I thought you were an artist — a painter, Daryl ? " I said wonderingly to him one day, perhaps some six months after that hurried cere- mony at Northminster. ** So I am," said he. *' Why, then, do you never paint ? " " Oh, you don't understand 1 I am an amateur ; and amateurs. Periwinkle, my dear,. 158 Periwinkle. paint just when they please — that is, whenever inspiration is the motive power," was his careless reply, delivered with a yawn. I ventured to ask him no more then ; but pondered, not without misgiving, the ways of amateur painters. They seemed, if Daryl him- self were a true specimen of the brotherhood, to have plenty of money at their command. Where did it come from ? I wondered every day, but feared to put the question into plain words ; and Daryl was not the man to notice timid hints. He could be very deaf and very blind when he chose. I knew even now no more of him than I had known on my wedding-day. His people were all dead, he said carelessly, or he was dead to them — which amounted to the same thing. If anything, he was — as he had given out — a painter by profession ; but he believed indeed that he was getting sick of that ; though doubtless he should take to painting again when once he got back to England. We had no fixed home, we Darkwoods — we were wanderers upon the face of the earth. A few months spent in one Continental town, a few months passed in another, and so the years went by — Daryl making friends, of a certain Daryl Darkwood' s Wife. 159 sort, whithersoever we moved ; I seeking none. From a shy, slender, a quite unformed girl I had become a quiet, reserved, not to say a proud woman ; looking, by reason of the manner in which I carried myself, consider- ably taller — so I was told — than I really was. I had my child for companionship, for society, and that was all ; for the men and the women whose company was sought by Daryl, and who seemed to find pleasure in his, were emphatically not of a class of beings with whom I could in any wise feel either at ease or at home. In- stinctively I shunned and disliked them ; yet I could give no reason for my dislike. Isla, my little daughter, was all the world to me now. It would not infrequently happen that Daryl would fly into a passion with me for declin- ing to make a friend of " Countess This," or *' Mrs. That," and the husbands of them, who were if possible more objectionable than the women themselves ; and would tell me, Flower Darkwood, that I was shy, unformed, foolish, and that my curious bringing-up had made of me something worse than a nun. Naturally taunts, disputes of this nature between us led to much misery in the way of downright quarrelling. One night in Dres- 1 60 Periwinkle. den, Daryl had been drinking with some American acquaintances of his in the town, who he said were " painters." He came in and reproached me for moping, for unsocia- bility — he was evidently in a bickering humour — and for the fiftieth time he told me that I was shy and stupid ; enough, in fact, to drive a man to the dogs. There are limits to human forbearance ; and unmerited reproach — to say nothing of un- deserved neglect — is at all times hard to endure patiently. " If I was shy and stupid, Daryl," I said bitterly, but as calmly as I was able, " why — why did you marry me ? " " Ah, why ? " answered he, with a disagree- able sigh. " And, having married me," I continued, with rising warmth, " why don't you redeem your promise, Daryl ? When you made me your wife, you said — " " If I had not been so confoundedly in love with you, I never should have made you my wife," grumbled he. " There was the mischief of it ! " " You said, you faithfully promised me — you cannot deny it — that — that you would do your Daryl DarkwoocT s Wife. i6i utmost to discover the true history of my parentage in the days — in the days before I was — before I was taken to " ''Confusion seize that stale old grievance!" he said violently. "Am I never to hear the last of it ? If you were wise, Flower, you would be content to let it rest — it is an ugly past — would be satisfied with what you are and what you have in the present. Take my word for it, there's no good to be " " Daryl, once for all, I do not mean to let it rest. I am not satisfied. For my own sake, for Isla's sake, I want to know — nay, I will sooner or later know the truth ! You shall have no peace until I know it." He faced me savagely. " You make me speak out," he cried, " when, God knows, I don't want to — to hurt your feelings ! " I was standing at the time ; but, turning suddenly faint, I sat down. '' My feelings, Daryl ! " I echoed unwisely. ''So it has only just occurred to you that I am not unlike other women, after all ? " " Oh, curse you. Flower ! You make a fellow's life a burthen to him with your everlasting whining and discontent. I say VOL. I. L 1 62 Periwmkle, again, let the dead past alone — let sleeping dogs lie. Depend upon it, if I had honestly thought that there was anything respectable to find out concerning your antecedents, I should have cleared up the business long ago. But, take my word for it, I say — there isn't. I understand it all — it's all plain enough — now. I married * Flower Greedy ' before the registrar at North- minster ; and I did but marry my wife in her real and lawful name, or what " — with a shrug — " was as good as such — that served as well. Voila tout ! " ''Then you believe now," I said huskily, **that — that my uncle — I — I mean, that the generous-hearted old man at Moor Edge was — was in fact " " Exactly," interrupted Daryl, with a hic- cough. *' I believe that when years ago the old scamp brought you home to Moor Edge, he had simply, from some secret quarter or another, claimed his own ; had seen fit to adopt — well, if you will have jrt — his own child." " But the Stonyhampton people used to say that I had been stolen, Daryl, or — or something of the kind," cried I piteously. " Often I have heard you say so yourself. Oh, you must remember ! " Daryl Darkwood's Wife. 163 '' The Stonyhampton people be — Pshaw," broke off Daryl Darkwood roughly — "how should the fools know ? Flower, I want some brandy-and-seltzer. Get it, please ; look alive ; and do, for Heaven's sake, cease this infernal chatter about what can't be helped or mended." I took no notice of his request ; but, white to the lips, I rose to my feet and staggered over to the armchair in which he lay sprawling, his hands thrust down into his pockets, his long legs stretched widely apart. " I'll get you nothing — I'll never obey you in any one trivial thing again, until — until I have heard the truth. You shall speak out to-night ; if — if in so doing you should break my heart — should kill me outright," said I passionately. "If I am the child of Simon Greedy, why then was his house unfit to be my home ? What were the horror and the mystery of Moor Edge, and why did you terrify me into quitting its roof ? Why " *' I wanted you," he said sullenly. " I was idiotically in love with you. A man will do anything, dare anything, say or swear anything, to get for his own the woman he loves. You ought to know that by this time." " What a man — and what a noble love ! " I 1 64 Periwinkle, said, with bitter scorn. He laughed disagree- ably, with lowered eyelids. "Daryl," cried I, "I will know ! Do you hear ? You shall tell me ! Who — what was — what is Simon Greedy? Tell me, Daryl ! " With an oath Daryl Darkwood sprang un- steadily from his chair ; and, gripping me by the shoulders, he forced me downward upon my knees. "Tell you? I will!" he shouted, still gripping me and swaying above me, as I glanced upward at him with quailing, alBfrighted eyes. " He is " He bent low over me ; dropped his voice ; and hissed the hideous words into my ear. Yet I heard them — heard them each one distinctly. Shuddering, I looked back into my strange past and saw it all once more as if by lurid lightning-gleams ; and I believed that Daryl Darkwood had then spoken only the truth — that I had heard the grim truth at last ! No, I never then for an instant doubted that I was Simon Creedy's child. . . . God help me ! I was not very vigorous in those days ; on that night I was really faint and ill. With merely a gasp for breath, a short heart-broken sob, I sank unconscious at Daryl's feet. For Daryl Dai'kwood's Wife. 165 days afterwards I kept to my bed, stricken down with a kind of melancholy and low fever ; but time, one knows, is a marvellous physician, and by-and-by I rallied and grew strons: ag;ain. Nevertheless, had it not been for my child — my little dark-haired Isla — I should, I thought, have prayed that I might die and be at rest for ever. After that ever-to-be-remembered night in Dresden, the past — the fateful past in which we two had met — was never again mentioned between Daryl Darkwood and me. For myself, I could only ponder it with horror unspeak- able ; though oftentimes the old life would come back to me in my dreams. And my mother — what of her ? I wondered sometimes. Was she liviug or was she dead ; and, if living, where ? Did Simon Creedy himself know? Perhaps yes — perhaps no. And so — and so it was because of my birth - — the shame of it — that he had in my earliest years taught me to call him '* uncle." The stain upon my life, he fancied, could be hidden thus — hidden, but never rubbed out. No wonder he had been so good, so generous, always so kind and tender to me ! No wonder I had cared for him in return ! Oh, Uncle 1 66 Periwinkle. Simon, it was then but natural, say what one might — And yet the keen pain, the amazing gloom and horror of it all ! . . . . Heigh-ho ! How bitter and crooked was life — how full of disappointment, of disenchant- ment, and of rough awakenings from impos- sible dreams ! When Isla's fourth birthday had gone by, it became plain to me — horribly plain — that money was growing scarce in our little family. Daryl's means, whatever their source, were upon the brink of exhaustion ; his luck at the gaming-tables — and for some time past he had played a good deal — seemed utterly to have deserted him. His sketches, his paintings, appeared to be of no value abroad ; no one, in fact, seemed to care about or to under- stand the very English-looking pictures that Daryl drew and painted. With every passing day he grew more morose and black-browed ; and when things " went wry," and loomed in the near future more hopeless than ever, he drank brandy and swore horribly, frightening little Isla out of her wits. Left, as I had been, so much to myself, I had turned my leisure and my loneliness to solid account. Naturally fond of books, and Daryl Darkwood's Wife, 167 keenly alive to the pleasure derived from their silent companionship, I had by diligent study during the past few years acquired — for an Englishwoman — a thorough mastery over the French and German tongues. For study, for hard mental work of any kind, I found that I had a genuine aptitude. The acquiring of languages came easy to me ; music too had not been neglected. In our more prosperous days, whilst staying in Munich, Daryl had consented to my study- ing under the first-rate guidance of the famous Herr Bode ; and afterwards, with other clever tutors elsewhere, I had accomplished wonders. My progress indeed had astonished myself. It had proved that I was gifted with a strong and beautiful voice, deficient in no quality — powerful in its passion, sweet in its pathos ; and patient hard work and right cultivation had brought with them their usual reward. - Yes, in the old dead-and-gone days I had been a shy, light-hearted, an ignorant girl ; but with hard schooling in a hard world I had become a woman of many accomplishments — reserved unquestionably, yet capable of intense feeling — sufi'ering much, perhaps, where others would sufi'er not at all. 1 68 Periwinkle, When we discovered that financial matters were desperate — realised that something must beyond all doubt be done to remedy them — we were in Brussels, having lately arrived from Homburg. " Properly managed, the journey would not cost so much, Daryl," I gently suggested. *'Let us go to England ! " "What, pray, to do there?" he muttered, with a frown. ''I am certain that could teach French and music," I said ; " and other things besides. And you — you could, of course, sell your pic- tures in London, Daryl." Again he said something in a growling tone — something to the effect that he was not, if he knew it, going to have his wife slaving about the London streets as a drudge of a daily governess. A queer smile, I believe, passed over my lips; although it was nothing fresh to me to hear Daryl Darkwood take this lofty tone, when all the while I knew that he cared not a straw in so far as his wife's dignity or inclination might be concerned. After much grumbling and gloom on Daryl's part, my suggestion was ultimately acted upon. We came to London towards the end of May, and found a cheap lodging in the Lambeth Daryl Da^'kwoocTs Wife. 169 district. But it soon became too evident to my eyes that the child — delicate from her birth — was sickening and growing frailer in that low-lying locality near the river ; and I therefore urged Daryl to quit Lambeth and to move westward, where the air would be lighter and purer. After some difficulty, another lodging was found in the vicinity of Shepherd's Bush — *' Chesterfield Avenue " the place was called — in the house of Mrs. Ramage and her daughter Aurora ; and then Daryl emphatically refused to move an inch farther out of town. From the Tregonda Eoad, said he, we could, by the aid of tram-car and omnibus, in a very short while get to Kew or to Ealing Common ; and surely those places were airy enough for anybody. Could I have had my will, we should have removed outright to some outlying breezy suburb — this alone for the child's sake ; for it iseemed to me that Shepherd's Bush was in reality but a poor improvement upon the Lambeth neighbourhood. Certainly Isla at present looked little better for the change. We had now been three weeks in Mrs. Ramage's house ; two weeks' rent had been somehow or other paid ; one was owing. 1 70 Periwinkle, What valuables in the way of trinkets I had possessed had been quietly parted with before we left the Lambeth lodging. Few as they were, Daryl, I well knew, had missed them — they were his own gifts to me ; I had no others. But he said nothing ; nor would he, I well knew too, say anything witt regard to my jewels' disappearance. I sold my gold chain one day for three pounds ; on the following day Daryl had come to me and had " borrowed " thirty shillings. At the present time I had not a penny in the world to call my own — it was the truth ; and the little sick Isla was in need of many a luxury that it was utterly out of my power to obtain for her. So far I had made no attempt whatever to find pupils or employment of any sort ; for I could not endure the thought of the child's being left to the casual care and mercy of strangers — though no two female hearts could well be more thoroughly kind than were the hearts of Mrs. Eamage and her daughter Aurora. The latter was a rising " comedy artiste " at a certain theatre of varieties situated somewhere between Holborn and Soho, called the '* Levity," where she figured in the bills and programmes as Daryl Dark-wood's Wife. 171 Miss Aurora de Vere ; the mother of Miss de Vere having all her life, though in a humbler capacity, been associated with theatres and " caves of harmony " both in town and in the " provinces." Mrs. Kamage's husband, when alive, had in turn been a carpenter — stage-carpenter — a super in a crowd, a limelight man, a waiter in theatre refreshment-rooms, and he had also in his time filled other useful posts in the same busy and interesting sphere of action ; whilst Mrs. Ramage herself had been a " scrubber-out " of green-rooms and dressing-rooms ; a dresser to third-rate actresses and singers ; also, like her husband, a super in a crowd ; and once, years back, she had *' gone on " with Aurora when a real live baby in long clothes was wanted in a harrowing scene at an East-End theatre where realism perhaps ranked before art. But when her husband died, and she was no longer young herself, Mrs. Ramage took to letting lodgings at Shepherd's Bush. She was an active, a good-hearted, and an honest soul, and she flatly refused to live in idleness upon her daughter's comfortable earnings. If she could get members of " the profession " to take her drawing-room floor, why, so much the 172 Periwinkle, better was Mrs. Ramage pleased ; they were as a whiff of the old life she had known and loved in her youth. If, however, lodgers of this character were not forthcoming, she made the best of those she could get in their stead. Mrs. Ramage, indeed, was proud of her lodgers, and never robbed them. Nevertheless, soft- hearted as landladies of suburban lodging-houses may occasionally prove, they do not like to be kept unduly waiting for money honestly their own. How, I wondered, as I sat there in the summer night gloom by the open up- stairs window — my head still bowed on my locked hands, my heart sick with despair — how was Mrs. Ramage to be paid that week ; and not only that week, but the next, and the week following ? How was Doctor Morri- son, who lived " only just round the corner " in the Tregonda Road, to be called in to prescribe for Isla, when doctors want their fees, no matter how reasonable those fees may be ? Doctors, moreover, are chary of trusting strangers — they, like other folk in this world, must look after their own. What was to be done ? "What must be done for the best ? I knew that Daryl had a little money with Daryl Darkwood's Wife. 173 him ; for a few days back lie had succeeded iu selling; two or three water-colour drawino-s to a dealer and frame-maker in the Strand. But I did not know — he had not told me — how much he had got for his pictures. AYhat money he could obtain in this manner he always wanted for himself. I hated — it was agony to me — to be obliged to ask him for a sino;le shillino;. Ah, if he would only work or try to work harder ! The talent was his undoubtedly — the pluck, the application, the will, were wanting. What, I wondered drearily, did he do with his time, his money, when he had any to spend? He was out nearly the whole of the day. Whither did he go ? I, his wife, knew no more than Mrs. Eamacre o downstairs. My painful reverie was so deep, so self- absorbing, that I failed to hear a latch-key grate in the lock of the front-door, then a Cjuick step upon the stairs, the sitting-room door again open ; but not this time to admit Mrs. Earn age. The lamps — what few of them there were — in Chesterfield Avenue were lighted ; the one opposite No. 11 threw its wan light upward 1 74 Periwinkle, upon my bowed head. A hand dropped heavily upon my back. With a great start and wild dazed eyes I looked up. " Why the deuce are you sitting in the dark, Periwinkle ? " cried my husband boister- ously. He always called me " Periwinkle " when he was in high good humour, and occa- sionally when he was not. '' Are you asleep ? " In an instant I was thoroughly awake. '* No. Dreaming though, perhaps," I an- swered, myself unconscious of the bitter weari- ness in my voice. " Well, look here — Why on earth didn't that old fool below light the gas ? It's a lot past ten," he broke off, noisily proceeding to draw down the chandelier and to search for a box of matches that he carried in his waist- coat-pocket. " I asked her not to. And, Daryl, please make less noise if you can. Isla has fallen asleep upon the sofa ; she is very poorly to- night." He struck a match, and set the gas flaring extravagantly. I perceived then that he had been drinking ; though in a manner he was now sober. " Pooh, Flower — you are full of fancies Daryl Darkwood's Wife. 175 about that child ! She's naturally a bit delicate — always was. With all your coddling, you only make her worse — 'm sure of it ; and — and — Why, she ought to have been in bed hours ago." " Do you want any supper, Daryl ? " I asked quietly. I was aware that our larder just then was furnished scantily enough. "Presently. Look here, Flower — I was in luck's way to-day. In Piccadilly I ran against an old schoolfellow — sort of cousin or connec tion o' mine, I suppose he is — and he lent me ten pounds." " Lent you, Daryl ? " " Yes," he said roughly. " Why not ? " A burning flush spread in my cheeks ; it was a flush partly of shame — for I was very certain that this friend, cousin, or schoolfellow of Daryl's, whoever he was, would never again see his ten pounds — partly of sudden joy. I went quickly to my husband's side and laid . my hand upon his arm. " Daryl, give me a sovereign of it," I said. " What for, my dear ? " he hiccoughed. " I want to see Doctor Morrison about Isla. His fee, Mrs. Eamage says, is only three-and- sixpence. But — but of course, Daryl, there would be the medicine as well." 176 Periwinkle. *' Oh, hang it, Flower, if you arc going to begin physicking the youngster with doctor's stuff, you'll about do for her altogether — see if you don't I " he remarked carelessly, going somewhat unsteadily over to the bell-cord and sharply pulling it. '' By-the-bye, I asked Leigh Eversleigh to call — if he didn't mind coming out to such an infernal hole as this. And he said he would." " Is Leigh Eversleigh the old friend whom you met to-day, Daryl ? " I inquired ; resolving then and there that, should this Leigh Evers- leigh ever really find his way out to Chester- field Avenue, I would thank him, let it cost me what it might, for his generous and timely *'loan." " Yes, he is. And if — and if," said Daryl, "you do positively want the money, why, here's a couple of sovereigns for you. Periwinkle. The old woman downstairs must be paid, I suppose ? " I eagerly caught up the two gold pieces, murmuring the while my feverish thanks, just as the child upon the sofa stirred uneasily, moaned a little, and then said plaintively, — " Mamma — mamma, are you here ? " In a moment I was by the child's side ; Daryl DarkwoocTs Wife. 177 kneeling upon the floor by the couch and caressing the little dark head. " I am here, Isla. And are you better, my darling ? " " I am very tired, mamma, and so thirsty." " Are you, Isla ? And what would you like ? " " Some lemonade, mamma." " You shall have it directly, darling." " Tired — lemonade ! " cried Daryl, laughing loudly. " You're a nice young wom.an, you are, after going to sleep the whole evening long, to wake up tired and want lemonade ! Bless my heart alive, what next ? " '' Papa, is it you ? Are you come home then ? " said Isla listlessly. She was always listless now ; the weather was so w^arm ; and nothing apparently astonished or interested her. "So it seems, don't it, Toddlekins \ " said her father boisterously. " Come in ! " shouted he, in answer to a tap at the sitting-room door ; and Mrs. Kamage, having heard the bell, accord- ingly entered, bearing a supper-tray with every- thing at once collected upon it that there was to bring upstairs to her lodgers. " Ah, Captain, how are you this evening ? " said Mrs. Eamage, simpering and wriggling in her own characteristic fashion as she set down VOL. I. M 178 Periwinkle. her load upon the sideboard. Then the good soul threw a deprecatory glance at the kneeling figure by the couch. '*0h, mem — Mrs. Dark- wood," said she— ''I really beg pardon again; do pray forgive me — it slipped out ! " Daryl thanked Mrs. Eamage for her kind inquiry, and told her that he was " first-rate " — how w^as she herself? In perfect 'ealth, Mrs. Eamage assured Daryl ; and then he went on to talk to the landlady in a tone of exaggerated politeness and banter which highly diverted Mrs. Eamage. Her daughter. Miss de Vere, would have called it " chaff". " But I, kneeling there by the sofa, scarcely heard them. I was anxious, broken-hearted, full of unuttered fears. Ah, could it actually be that I was indeed the Flower Greedy of the old Moor Edge days ? Had I ever in reality known a careless and happy girlhood in the dim years that were gone ? It might be so. Yet to me. Flower Darkwood, the w^oman now, tried in the furnace of sorrow and experience, the transformation seemed impossible ! CHAPTER XL N something less than a month from that e.vening on which Leigh Evers- Q^ leigh had first found his way out to Shepherd's Bush, and thence to Chesterfield Avenue, it seemed that he was always finding excuses to call at No. 11. When he was unable to come himself, he would send to us instead — flowers from Covent Garden, new books from Mudie's, toys and fruit for Isla ; all these and more besides at different times arrived at Mrs. Ramage's house — " For Mrs. Darkwood," or ''For Miss Isla," as the case might be. Of course they were very welcome, these gifts and attentions, and helped to make life infinitely lighter and sweeter ; but, all the same, I, Flower Darkwood, Daryl Darkwood's wife, was not quite satisfied in my own mind upon the matter of Mr. Eversleigh's extraordinary good-nature. 1 80 Periwinkle. I plucked up courage one evening — he had driven home in a hansom with Daryl, who had called in at the Temple for his friend, and had as usual run up to our sitting-room with an armful of costly offerings for Isla and me — and said to him : " I — I think I ought to put a stop to this, Mr. Eversleigh. We cannot, indeed we cannot, for ever be accepting these beautiful things. It is — it is embarrassing, you know, to say the least about it," I tried to explain. " You — you are too kind — because it is not possible to find every time a fresh supply of words in which to thank you suitably." " Why in any way attempt to thank me then ? " said he, with a smile. " You know I hate it, Mrs. Dark wood." *' That is nonsense," I returned gravely. " What a fuss you make about nothing at all. Flower ! " called out Daryl impatiently. The door of the bedroom, which opened into the " drawing-room," was ajar ; and my husband, in that farther room, was washing his hands and changing his coat. ''You forget," he added bluntly, and with what I thought was a deplorable lack of good taste and nice feeling, ''that Leigh is blest with more coin than he Daryl DarkwoocT s Wife. 1 8 1 knows what to do with. He's not oblio^ed — ■ lucky dog ! — like some poor beggars I could name, to look at a sovereign half a dozen times over before he ventures to change it." '' It's quite true," Mr. Eversleigh hastened to assure me — " what Darkwood says, I mean. Upon my word, I don't know what to do with my money sometimes — it's a fact. My own w^ants and inclinations are not, I believe, of a ruinous stamp ; and, as you are aware, I have neither brother nor sister ; no mother, no father ; no wife to — " " But you have troops of friends both in town and in the country," I gently inter- rupted. He flushed to the roots of his cropped fair hair. '* I — I don't believe there is anybody in the world whose friendship and esteem I value so — so truly as I value yours, Mrs. Darkwood," he stammered, quite awkwardly for him. More than perplexed, I could not decide how to reply ; but I was beginning somehow, ^ "You see, we have — I — I have — we have known you for so short a time, that I — we, I mean — " when Isla fortunately came to the i82 Periwinkle, rescue, and Mr. Eversleigh at once gave his whole attention to the child. "Thank you, Mr. Eversleigh," lisped she, "for the grapes you sent yesterday. They were so big and so nice." He drew her affectionately to his knee, his clear gray eyes full of tender interest, say- iiig.— " Were they, my dear little lassie ? I'm so glad." " Yes, beautiful ! " answered Isla, in her earnest un-childlike way, '' So big and so juicy ; and my throat was so sore." " And what does Doctor Morrison say ? " asked Leigh, lifting her wee pink hand and kissing it. *' Oh, Doctor Morrison says we ought to go to the seaside, and see the waves and the niggers, and paddle about in the water without any shoes and stockings on, you know. But mamma says that she is not yet certain we can afford it ; and so we had better perhaps not think — " " Hush, Isla ! " I cried, distressed and vexed. " Little girls shouldn't chatter about what they don't understand ; they should be — " " Seen and not heard, Toddlekins," called Daryl Darkwoocfs Wife, 183 out Daryl from the bedroom, laughing. " Never you miud, young 'un, you shall go to the sea ! " Isla's sensitive little face reddened imme- diately ; and slipping from Leigh's encircling arm, she crept to my side and hung her head shyly — conscious, dear little soul, of an offence committed, but ignorant of its extent and character. On these occasions, when Mr. Eversleigh came to spend the evening in Chesterfield Avenue, it was Daryl's invariable custom to invite his guest to a game of cards ; and Mr. Eversleigh as invariably accepted the in- vitation — accepted with alacrity. To speak the truth — and this it was that troubled me — it appeared to me then that this horrid card-playing was the real attraction which drew Daryl's old schoolfellow to No. 11. He came laden with gifts for Isla and me ; but the cards were the magnet which brought him to us. And yet, thought I, Leigh Eversleigh di