OF THE U N I VERS ITY Of ILLINOIS 823 L962F2 Return this book on or before the Latest Date stamped below. A charge is made on all overdue books. University of Illinois Library 27214 THE FIRST ROUND BY THE SAME AUTHOR The Absurd Repentance The Vintage of Dreams The Florentine Chair Aubrey Ellison Quicksilver and Flame The Marble Sphinx Poems New Poems Gallio The Oxford Book of French Verse The Rose-Winged Hours Ronsard LIBRARY mil' MU fl OF THE ’ ' ‘ j , UNIVERSITY OF ILUM#* THE FIRST ROUND ST. JOHN LUCAS SECOND EDITION METHUEN & CO. 36 ESSEX STREET W.C. LONDON First Published . . September 23rd igog Second Edition . , November /909 THE FIRST ROUND PART I I T HE valley was already in darkness, but a faint twilight hung about the great curve of the moor, and a long rift of yellow sky still shone where the sun had set. Immense and inky squadrons of cloud were driving heavily from the north, and large drops of rain began to patter crisply on the shrivelled leaves of the brambles and the tawny bracken. The wind had the unfamiliar sharpness of early autumn, and there was a tonic fragrance in the smell of the earth that was moist at last after two almost rainless months. A few ^ lights gleamed from the cottages below the hills, and the v, whistle of the homing shepherd set the farmyard dogs barking, i From the meadows there came the drowsy sound of lowing j kine, and the sheep were bleating noisily in the folds. A few minutes before the yellow gleam in the west was J wholly devoured by the advancing night, any one in the || village who had chanced to be looking up to the shoulder of 'T the moor might have seen a human figure that was silhouetted > against the pallor of the sky. This figure stood for a time on f the horizon, as if its object was to be visible to some one __ waiting in the darkness below ; then, employing the homely " process of placing a thumb in either corner of its mouth, it ^ emitted three shrill whistles, flapped something that might ‘ __ have been mistaken in the dusk for a pair of wings, and began to descend towards the valley. Seen from behind, it had the '£ aspect of a yellow triangle bisected exactly with a black line. ^ Unless you had been only a few yards away, you would scarcely have realised the figure to be that of a small girl A ! 078980 2 THE FIRST ROUND carrying a basket, the yellow triangle to be a real, grown-up mackintosh which had been abbreviated, and the black line a very long pigtail. It is possible that she had heard an answer to her signal, for she descended the hillside quickly, her strong shoes crunching amongst the stones of the path, and occasionally sticking in the wet earth and emerging with an uncanny gurgle. She did not seem depressed by the difficulty of her way, but sang softly to herself as she went. Before she had gone far, however, a sudden deluge of rain began to drive heavily across the face of the hill, and the big drops pattered on her yellow garment like arrows on the armour of some hero of old wars. The valley was blotted out in an instant • she glanced around her, and knew, though she could not see it, that she was near a hovel which was almost in ruins. She tucked her pigtail inside the mackintosh and ran like a chamois towards shelter. The hovel had been built, for purposes long since, forgotten, in a disused gravel pit, and leant against the scarped side of the hill with the weary languor of extreme antiquity. The little girl reached the quarry in a very short time, and was making for the draughty entrance to the building when, rather to her astonishment, she discovered that she was not the sole intruder in that usually lonely place. A boy about her own age was walking solemnly to and fro amongst the plentiful pools of rain which lay on the muddy ground. The little girl was in no way embarrassed by his presence, but stood well in the shelter of the doorway and shook her mackintosh. Then, without speaking, she watched the dim figure of the boy, who continued his absurd goose-step in the slime without taking the least notice of her. Perhaps this ungallant treatment roused her curiosity ; for at length, when he was near her, she remarked briefly, ‘ You ’ll get wet.’ The boy halted, and stood in front of her. ‘ I shan’t ; I am,’ he said presently. Though his voice was gentle, the curt sentences could scarcely be regarded even by a garrulous person as a conversational opening. The girl, however, was equal to the occasion. THE FIRST ROUND 3 4 Then you 'll get wetter/ she said decidedly. The boy waited there for a moment, as if he were uncertain whether her remark implied an invitation to take shelter which it would be rude to refuse. Then he turned, and began to walk away. When he had made a couple of steps, however, he slipped and almost fell headlong into a puddle, but saved himself by dropping backwards on to the palms of his hands. The little girl watched him. 4 Now, you are wetter,' she said, with critical calm. The boy laughed suddenly and softly as he picked himself up, and came to stand in the doorway. He could see nothing of her but a gleaming yellow mackintosh, and two large dark eyes set in a blurred white oval. 4 Who are you ? ' he asked, as he wrung the rain out of his cap. The little girl stared fixedly at him, and lowered her voice to a thrilling whisper. 4 I 'm a witch from over the moors/ she answered. 4 And that 's why I know who you are. I know quite well. You 're the little boy who 's the son of the man that 's ' — she spoke with slow emphasis — 4 that 's the Apostle of Respectability.' 4 No, I 'm not. My father 's a doctor,' said the boy. 4 My father 's a wizard,' said the little girl, 4 and so he knows everything, and he says that your father is the Apostle of Respectability. So he is, even if you don't know it.' 4 Oh ! ' said the boy. He thought for a moment. 4 I wonder why your father the wizard said that,' he murmured. 4 He said it because it is true,' replied the girl, with appalling finality. The boy did not seem to hear her, and continued to think. 4 I expect it 's because he always wears a top-hat,' he said at length. Then he cried, all in a breath, 4 I know who you are now, and I know who your father is ; he isn't a wizard, and I 've a good mind to tell you what my father calls him.' As this threat was followed by a cold silence, he added, 4 He calls him a Bohemian.' This word seemed to impress the little girl. 4 What 's that ? ' she asked suspiciously. 4 I don't know,' the boy answered. 4 THE FIRST ROUND The girl changed the subject. ‘ Why were you walking up and down in the rain ? ' she asked. The boy was silent. After a while he spoke in a lower voice. ‘ You wouldn't understand if I told you/ he said. He saw her eyes flash in the darkness. ‘ Witches understand everything/ she retorted, and the yellow mackintosh crackled with indignation. 4 I like the feel of rain on my face/ explained the boy, quite humbly. ‘ It 's as if cold fingers were stroking you.' The girl meditated profoundly on this speech. ‘ So do 1/ she said at length. Then she added pensively, ‘ You aren't like many boys.' ‘ That 's what my father says,' remarked the boy rather mournfully. ‘ Oh, the Apostle ' began the little girl. But the boy went on speaking. ‘ And that 's why I 'm going to school, to get dike other boys, and I 'm going to-morrow, and it 's just beastly.' He spoke without heat, and in the tone of one who was solemnly certain of what he affirmed. ‘ There won't be this kind of thing at school,' he added, with a gesture in the direction of the puddles. Apparently they seemed to him the symbols of his vanishing freedom. He took a few steps, as if to enjoy the squelching sound that is the attribute of excessively damp shoes. ‘ I expect school will be fun,' said the little girl. ‘ This is much funnier,' said the boy, and his arm swept up towards the moor. The wind sang in the stunted haw- thorns that fringed the edge of the quarry, and his eyes glowed. ‘ It 's all alive to-night,' he said. ‘ It 's all alive always,' said the girl. The boy nodded solemnly. ‘ But it goes to sleep in summer, sometimes,' he said. ‘ In winter it can't sleep, and has to go on and on. That 's why it groans. It 's thinking of all the strange places it has to go to.' The little girl had a flash of perception. ‘ Like a boy going to school,' she suggested. THE FIRST ROUND 5 Her companion kicked a stone. 4 Yes, that ’s it,’ he said. The little girl seemed to be thinking. 4 I should like to be a wind/ she said sedately ; 4 I should like to be a wind that could guide itself and go to Japan and the Falls of Niagara and the North Pole and places like that. I mean to go to all the countries that are blue and yellow and purple/ 4 Blue and yellow and purple ? * cried the boy. 4 On the map/ she explained. 4 But my father says it ’s no use going anywhere unless you come back with an en- chanted carpet folded up inside your head. Then you can go back whenever you want to. And he says that very few people’s heads are big enough to hold enchanted carpets/ 4 My father doesn’t say that kind of thing,’ remarked the boy solemnly. 4 Does he tell you stories about Greece, and teach you to model in clay, and sing you Spanish songs, and play the guitar and make salads ? ’ she inquired. The boy seemed quite overwhelmed by this volley of questions. His jaw dropped. 4 No,’ he answered feebly. The girl shrugged her shoulders. 4 He doesn’t seem much of a father,’ she said with disdain. 4 Look here ’ began the boy ; but before he could formu- late a rebuke they heard the sound of a voice at the edge of the quarry, and the girl ran from his side. 4 Here I am, daddy,’ she cried, 4 and I ’ve found a boy, and he hasn’t been taught to make salads, and I don’t know his name, and he ’s going away to school, and he ’s the son of the Apostle of Re-spect-a-bil-i-ty. So I want to take him home with us/ 4 My dear,’ said a man’s voice, 4 try not to behave like a female tornado. You seem utterly deficient in any sense of shame. I ’ve wandered all over the hill, looking for you in all the rabbit holes and empty nutshells, and now you whirl down on me like a charge of Amazons and frighten me out of my aged wits. Produce your boy that I may slaughter him.’ 4 He won’t really slaughter you,’ said the girl to the boy, who could just see an enormous man towering between him and the scudding clouds. 6 THE FIRST ROUND ‘ Never believe a woman/ said the enormous man. * Tell me your name before you die, young victim/ ‘ Denis Yorke/ said the boy. ‘ Son of the doctor/ explained the little girl, ‘ the man with the pale brown whiskers that you call the Apostle ' Her father cut the sentence short with an immense gesture. ‘ He is rather an unusual boy/ she added, in the voice of an old lady of eighty. * He is an artist/ said her father ; 1 a musician. With his own hands he played the Battle of Prague, by request of the Vicar's wife, at that carnival of crime called the village concert. He also played the Maiden's Prayer, by request of the Vicar's daughter. So he shall die. No, he shall live. I forgot that I passed by his house one evening and heard him playing Handel.' He purred a few notes in a soft baritone. ‘ Heaven deliver us ! ' he cried suddenly, 4 if we aren't beginning to talk music on a cold hillside at seven o'clock of a damp evening. Good-bye, Mr. Denis. Rosalind, make a bow to the gentleman and decamp. The frogs are chanting in the marshes, and the gaunt spectre of rheumatism stalks us privily.' ‘ I shan't say good-bye to him/ announced the little girl suddenly, 4 unless he promises to come and see me. He is to come, isn't he, daddy ? If he 's a musician he ought to hear you sing.' 4 The voice of the tyrant is heard on the hill/ warbled the immense man. 4 You hear what it says, Mr. Denis. You can come and revel in polite conversation, a bun, and a grand piano, if you care for such follies after your first term at school. Don't forget the Handel, and turn a deaf ear, on all occasions but this, to the prayers of maidens. Good-bye.' He wagged his head, which seemed to Denis to strike the stars. 4 Good-bye,' said the little girl. Then she added im- periously, 4 You 're to like school.' 4 I shan't,' said Denis. To his surprise and annoyance, she placed her hands on his shoulders and kissed him swiftly and emphatically on both cheeks. Then she ran after her father. THE FIRST ROUND 7 1 I gave him two, daddy ! ’ Denis heard her say in a voice shrill with triumph. The large man groaned musically as they disappeared into the night. When the sound of their voices had died away, Denis stood in a pool of rain, shivering gently, and meditated. The immense man was obviously a kindly lunatic, though he had a voice so soft and tunable that it made you feel calm and happy from the moist lining of your cap to the damp soles of your boots ; the little girl was more difficult to classify ; she seemed, without saying anything in particular, to make you feel that she understood what you felt yourself although you couldn’t say it. He wondered if there were many little girls in the world who could give you this sensation. Heretofore his idea of the species had been drawn from a small cousin who, in company with her truly ghastly mother, had stayed at his father’s house for two black days in the previous year, — a child who wore very long buttoned boots on her thin legs, drawled plaintively, and spent most of her time in hotels on the Continent. The owner of the pigtail seemed an improve- ment on this languid but impish old woman of twelve. The few words, too, that the immense lunatic had said about music expressed everything which he himself had dimly felt. Although the martial strains of the Battle of Prague lured a gleam into the dull eyes of the Vicar’s wife (a lineal descendant, my dears, of the Black Prince), although the arpeggii of the Maiden’s Prayer fell like consoling showers on the gentle soul of the Vicar’s daughter (who meant to marry the baby-faced curate, but didn’t ; and we all agreed that he behaved abominably), Denis was always conscious that these great works of art said less to him than the lightest airs that haunted the moor. They were full of indoor sounds, — rattlings of pots and plates and quacking voices, but in Handel he could hear the hills that echoed, and the laughter of valleys that were joyous with much corn. Only a few days before, he had found an old book of music by a foreigner called Beethoven, and though the notes were too swift and too difficult for his faltering fingers, he was able to play certain chords which sent a strange, pleasant shiver down the nape 8 THE FIRST ROUND of his neck. He wondered if the immense man knew of them. As a rule he was dumb and dreary as an Early Victorian statue when he encountered strangers, but to-night he had felt different, though he had only spoken a few words. What was it in the little girl which had made him tell her that the moor was alive ? He knew that he would not have said such a thing to any one else, — to his father, for instance. He knew also that he had tried to say something that he really felt, and not something that was expected of him. It almost seemed as if you went about the world with your pockets full of counters, — all but one, and that was a very distant pocket, narrow and hard to find, but full of gold, — and you gave the counters to people who passed them back to you ; but the gold you groped for when you met certain people, and they kept it, and gave you strange gold of their own in return. Not that the lunatic and the little girl had given him any gold, but he felt that they had it somewhere about them. The rain had ceased, and in the dark spaces of sky beyond the scudding clouds a few stars were visible. As he looked up at the black slope of the moor the oppression that had haunted him all day became heavier. It seemed to him that to-morrow he would be forced to become a new person, with all sorts of dreadful unknown responsibilities, and the thought made his heart sink. He had always been a lonely child — for to be motherless is to suffer the supreme initiation into solitude — and loneliness either teaches its votaries to become precocious egotists, or, with the finer natures, develops the imaginative powers to a pathetically early maturity. It had followed the latter course with Denis ; bereft of a mother who would have sympathised with him by instinct, and lacking companions of his own age to put him into ponds, and lead him into mischief, and generally to jostle and obtriturate him, body and soul, he had found refuge in fairylands of his own devising ; or rather, he had made his home a fairyland, where the trees and hills and ancient rocks understood him when he talked, and themselves spoke a language simpler and more sonorous THE FIRST ROUND 9 than English ; where the wind was a flying god with vast and shadowy wings, and the moor itself a lazy, benevolent monster that allowed men to walk over it as longshore folk walk on a stranded whale. To the possessor of this Paradise the artificial persons who were called the Vicar and the Vicar’s wife seemed pale and intruding shadows ; George the shepherd and Jake the hedger were nearer reality, being gnarled and rugged, and in some dim way sharing the antique honour of the earth ; but even they never attained the great invariable dignity of the stones in Wanbury Circle, or the eloquence of certain melancholy pines and cross-grained hawthorns. Sometimes he felt as if he had been living in intimate com- munion with these things for a thousand years ; and when he had first heard that he was to go away to school the words seemed quite without meaning ; his soul was rooted to the place as securely as the base of one of those immortal monoliths, and when his father spoke of public school life he listened politely but incredulously, as one listens to the recital of some preposterous nightmare. He took a kind of angry pleasure in the general discomfort of things ; damp clothes, sodden boots, chilly fingers and a wailing wind seemed appropriate in their dreariness to his dejected soul. Presently he struck a match, and inspected the glistening raindrops on his coat. Then he turned once more to stare across the dark incline of the uplands. The moon came swimming into his view from behind a huge fortress of cloud, so that he could see the row of ancient hawthorns that mocked him with their twisted limbs. The smell of the wet brambles seemed like a soft hand that clutched his throat. He hid a silver pencil-case in a corner of the hut as a pledge to Nature in general of his return, and began to stumble down the path that led to the village. If only, he thought, he could contrive for once to talk to his father as the little girl talked to the immense man ! IO THE FIRST ROUND II A T the foot of the hill he heard the signboard of the village inn clanging in the wind like a body that hung in chains, and saw the whitewashed gables stare at him like twin ghosts through a row of lean Scotch firs. As he came down the road, however, the noise of the swinging sign was drowned by the less mournful, if less romantic music that was expressed from a concertina played with all the crescendo effects of which that disastrous instrument is capable. It came along the road to him, volleying discords, and the rhythm that it followed made Denis think that its player was alternately taking immensely long and ridiculously short steps, varied by an occasional wild lurch towards the hedgerow. But very soon the legs of the concertina came in sight, moving steadily amongst the moonlit pools of the road. Apparently it was only the music that staggered. The concertina and the legs stopped at the same moment when they were close to Denis, and a voice with a most unfamiliar cadence said to him very cheerfully : 4 How-a-many maile to anywhaire ? ’ Denis halted, stared, and was about to make some sort of reply, when the door of the Black Horse flew open like a trap in a pantomime, and a large figure appeared in the flood of light that streamed through the doorway. ‘ You come back again ! ' said the figure with appalling eloquence. ‘ You come back again, you parlyvoo, and I 'll break every blasted bone in your blasted carcase. Go to hell ; d’ ye hear ? Go to hell, or I 11 set the dogs on you, you , of an alien immigrant. Yes, you come back again ! 9 The sincerity of the last invitation was emphasised by a loud bang of the door, and the landlord returned to the bar- parlour, breathing all the fire and brimstone of outraged THE FIRST ROUND n respectability. The glow of light from the porch had enabled Denis to inspect the object of this rather vivid rhetoric. He was a dark-haired, dark-eyed boy, obviously Italian, and clad almost in rags. A large concertina hung from his shoulders by a broad and greasy leather strap. He grinned from ear to ear when the landlord addressed him. 4 He mean I not to come back/ he explained to Denis when the door was shut, and squeezed the concertina till all its notes snarled discordant defiance. 4 How many-a maile to anywhaire ? * he repeated. 4 Oh ! ’ shrieked Denis, instead of replying, for it seemed to him that a dwarf with tiny sinewy arms had caught him by the leg and was trying to drag him down to subterranean dungeons. He put down a hand to free himself, and felt something small and furry which bit him smartly in the fleshy part of the thumb. The musician gurgled with intense delight. 4 It is my monkey/ he explained, 4 name Ognissanti/ He gave a little whistle like the note of a bullfinch, and the monkey ran up his leg, crawled over the concertina, and sprang to his shoulder, where it sat nestling against his cheek and whining softly. The boy produced an enormous handkerchief, which had once been yellow, and wrapped it carefully round the little beast. 4 Rain make him freddo/ he said ; 4 then he snizz, same as us/ And he imitated the act of sneezing several times with great realism. Denis found him interesting. 4 Do you walk about playing that ? * he asked, pointing to the concertina. 4 I play il violino/ the artist answered with a certain pride, 4 what you call fideel. But not in Ingleland, in Roma alone. I am a Roman/ 4 Oh ! ’ said Denis politely, 4 do you know the Pope ? 9 4 He is my father/ replied the Italian promptly. Denis thrilled : adventure had indeed overwhelmed him to-night. 4 You shall give me some money/ continued the affable stranger, 4 and I will tell him to say prayers for you. Then you go to heaven/ 12 THE FIRST ROUND Denis felt dimly that this was an anticlimax, and was uncertain of the efficacy of purchased prayer. ‘ Where are you going now ? ’ he asked, as his cold fingers chased two pennies about a pocket. ' Don't know,' answered the boy with immense cheerfulness. 'Far off from that filth of Satan and his dogs.' And he shook his fists, which he did not clench in the manner of Englishmen, at the drawn blinds of the Black Horse. ‘ But don’t you know where you ’re going to sleep ? * cried Denis. The stranger grinned. ‘ Know that,’ he answered : 4 somewhaire under the moon, like you, lee tie signorino.’ He held out a dirty, persuasive paw, this Roman of Rome, and his teeth gleamed in the moonlight. When Denis presented him with his two moist pennies he took off his hat with a flourish and bowed. The gesture, Denis felt, would have been cheap at a guinea. ' Haven’t you any friends ? ’ he asked. With smiles and shrugs the Italian answered that his partner in art was awaiting him in a town on the further side of the moor. Also the wife of his partner. He was on his way to join them. Some words that his father had spoken came into the mind of Denis as he stood looking at this fascinating adventurer. * Kindness to another , my dear boy , is one of life's most profitable investments .’ Golden words indeed ! He decided to put them into practice. ‘ I live near here,’ he said ; 4 if you come with me my father will let you sleep at his house. And if you are really the son of the Pope,’ he added, rather doubtfully, ‘ he will ask you to have dinner with him.’ He was surprised that the Italian did not seem very much impressed with this invitation. ' No, no,’ said the stranger, ' he will have beasts of dogs.’ And he imitated the growls of an angry bull-terrier so cleverly that Denis clapped his hands and Ognissanti whined poignantly. Denis assured him there were no dogs, and that his father was very kind. Only the other day he had made a beautiful speech about the THE FIRST ROUND 13 poor people in workhouses. But the Italian shook his head violently. 1 Wild beasts of dogs ! ' he reiterated. * See ! ’ He pulled up his trouser and displayed a rather fat leg. * Eaten all over/ he explained ; but it was too dark for Denis to see the scars. ‘ I mean it, really/ pleaded Denis, his heart wounded by visions of the former adventures of the leg. 4 Do come ! There 'll be food, and a violin, and comfortable chairs, and he 's a doctor and you can show him where the dogs bit you, and — and a warm fire,' he concluded. His own teeth were chattering with cold. This picture of a domestic heaven seemed to captivate the stranger. He meditated. ‘ How far to the next place ? ' he demanded abruptly. ‘ Five miles,' said Denis ; ‘ and it 's across the moors, and you 're certain to lose your way. And there 'll be dogs, big sheep-dogs with different coloured eyes.' The stranger made up his mind. * I come with you, gentleman,' he said, * but when the father see me he will be same as the filth of Satan in there,' and he pointed to the Black Horse. Denis protested. ‘ You don't know my father,' he said. The Italian only gurgled in a rather irritating manner. ‘ You see ! ' he said. A walk of a few minutes brought them to the Red House. As they went under the dripping trees that flanked the short drive, the stranger, who had become suddenly shy, kept on glancing warily around him, and when they stood under the lamp that overhung the front door, Denis realised with amazement that the son of the Pope was wearing an expression of abject fear. ‘ I wait here,' he said, but Denis opened the door quietly, and managed to lure him inside the house, Ognissanti, con- certina and all. He removed his hat, which pleased Denis, and began to stroke the monkey, who was terrified by the sudden light. 14 THE FIRST ROUND ' I 'll go and tell my father,* said Denis : 1 wait here.* He went towards the study. When he looked back, it seemed to him that the Italian and Ognissanti were positively clinging to each other for protection against some imminent unknown terror. He smiled. How surprised they would be when his father came to talk to them ! He knocked at the study door. THE FIRST ROUND 15 III W HILST Denis was engaged, probably for the first time in his life, in receiving friends on his own ac- count, Dr. Wilmot Yorke and Mr. Gabriel Searle were discuss- ing him over teacups in the Red House. Wilmot Yorke was a gaunt person of five-and-fifty, with a stubborn jaw and rather large, anxious eyes. He looked like a man whose contemplation of his own blameless past was spoiled by a habit of regarding the future as an impenetrable wall with many loose coping- stones that would presently fall and pulverise him. Searle, on the contrary, appeared to be dreamily resigned to all the shocks and arrows of fate. He had a bruised rose-leaf air which fluttered the kind hearts of various ladies to whom he read Tennyson. It was whispered that some great sorrow had darkened the skies of his youth. He was rector of a small village about seven miles from the doctor's door, and had a reputation for satire amongst his parishioners. ‘ I never had the good fortune to attend a public school,' said Wilmot Yorke, * and I have regretted it all my life.' Mr. Searle lit a cigarette over the lamp, and then fell back in his chair with a little sigh of contentment. ‘ Why ? ' he asked. * Why ! * repeated Dr. Yorke, almost indignantly. ‘ Why ! Because it sets a stamp on a man ; polishes him up, rubs off his angles, gives him friends who aren't all aiming at the same kind of career as himself. I never made a friend till I walked the hospitals. And friends in one's own profession, — it 's never the same. Look at yourself ! The fellows you liked at Oxford you like still.' Dr. Yorke clasped and unclasped his bony hands. Mr. Searle smiled ; he had a peculiarly slow smile that unkind persons compared with the dawn of a rainy day in winter. * There is only one reason why a man should go to a public 1 6 THE FIRST ROUND school/ he said softly, * and that is — if he has done so he will be less likely to make a fool of himself when his son, in due course, is sent to the same kind of place. You, my dear Yorke, are exactly the parent to make a boy's life a burden to him with your indiscretions. You are slightly irascible, deeply sentimental, wise about other people's bodies and as thick-headed as possible about their minds. On the first occasion when Denis catches a cold you will send sensible and abominably impertinent letters to the housemaster and the school doctor. On the first occasion when Denis gets into a scrape you will write to the headmaster, the housemaster, and the sixth form, explaining that your profound knowledge of his temperament makes you quite certain that the whole affair is a horrible piece of injustice, that he is the scapegoat and the stalking-horse of a gang of evil-minded monsters. When Denis is expelled — when Denis is expelled you will ruin his future chances in life by writing frantic letters to the Guardian , and the Times , and the British Medical Journal and the two Houses of Parliament. If you don’t commit all these crimes, at any rate you will bully the boy about dry boots and greatcoats and holy and unholy thoughts, — things to which he will consider the least allusion indecent, — and you 'll probably keep him short of pocket-money to teach him the virtues of economy. You 'll do all this because you are passionately fond of him, and he will become more and more estranged from you, and because he 's a good boy he '11 hate himself for it, and be perfectly miserable, all through your kindness. That,' concluded Mr. Searle, in his most placid accents, ‘ is what will happen unless you learn to treat him with infinite tact, in-fin-ite tact.’ Wilmot Yorke scarcely listened to the conclusion of his friend's remarks. The reference to a possibility of Denis — of his boy — being expelled from school was too fantastic even to amuse him. ‘ I don't think your warning is as necessary as you seem to imagine, Searle,' he said shortly. ‘ Denis and I understand each other thoroughly. We 're more like brothers than father and son. I trust him and he trusts me/ THE FIRST ROUND 1 7 1 If he trusts a sentimentalist with a fiery temper he 's a young ass ! ' said Mr. Searle flippantly. 4 But you don't know him • he has a very strange temperament, and you don't think about temperament. Nor does he know you ; but he will very soon begin to learn. You 've talked to him sentimentally about all the virtues, and though, as far as I can see, you haven't made a prig of him as yet, you 've given him an enormously high standard as regards honour and kindness and all that.' * Well,' said Wilmot Yorke. ‘ Isn't that right ? ' * Quite right,' said Searle ; * but it 's all — it 's all theory, conventional theory.' He waved an elegant hand. Dr. Yorke leant forward and looked at him severely. * You 're talking philosophy that is beyond me,' he said. 4 I don't profess to follow you.' ‘ Well, put it this way,' said Searle. ‘ When he goes into the world, — into the unjust, illogical, but, on the whole, bracing world of a school, he will find a different standard altogether ■ a workaday, practical, eminently decent stan- dard, but one which will seem quite inconsistent with your sentimental ideals. His first contact with life will be like touching the handles of an electric battery. This, after a while, will make him — we won't say suspicious — but interested in your conventional theory. Then you 'll have to face a hard fact. He will discover that you are inconsistent.' ‘ But I 'm not,' said the astounded Dr. Yorke. Searle flung his cigarette end into the fire. ‘ Of course you are,' he said gaily. ‘ Every one with ideals is inconsistent, and the man whose ideals are conventional is the worst sinner of all. Conventional ideals are founded on catchwords and built up with ignorance. That is why they 're so lofty and empty, and tumble down like card houses when the great wind of reality blows through them. But all I want to say, really, is this. Denis thinks that you 're perfect because you have preached perfection at him with a horrid kind of romantic fervour. Take care that he dis- covers your imperfection gradually. As I said, he has a peculiar temperament.' B i8 THE FIRST ROUND Dr. Yorke shook his head hopelessly. ‘ I can't make out whether you are talking about Denis or about me,' he said. * I Ve taught the boy to be good, I hope. Goodness seems to me an eternal truth.' ‘ Of course it is, of course,' said Searle. ‘ But like all eternal truths, it has many false and fleeting aspects. It roams the world in every disguise. Now have you taught him to recognise goodness in its various aspects ? Aren't you sending him into the world armed with a cut-and-dried formula instead of an open mind ? ' Dr. Yorke was almost goaded into epigram. ‘ It seems to me,' he said, ‘ that the open mind is curiously receptive of all that is evil. To me good is good and bad is bad.' The effect of this portentous utterance was that Searle dropped the subject of ideals as one drops hot iron. ‘ Denis will keep up his music at school, I hope,' he said. ‘Yes,' answered Yorke. ‘ But it will not be allowed to engross him so completely. He has grown much tpo fond of it lately. It was difficult to make him go out : he went to the piano the moment his lessons were over. School will alter that, and it will alter his solitary habits. When he does go out, he likes to spend whole days on the moor by himself, doing nothing. Cricket and football are what he wants. And friends of his own age, of course. He hasn't any at present. Boys don't interest him.' ‘ He hasn't had much chance here,' said Searle. ‘ There are the young Challoners,' said Wilmot Yorke. ‘ At one time they were always asking him to go there, but he never cared about it. I was very much vexed that he was so shy, for they would have done him no end of good. They 're real boys * no dreaminess about them ; they ride, and swim, and run all day with the beagles, and keep dogs and ferrets. I hope Denis will get to know them better at school.' ‘ Oh, they 're pleasant young barbarians,' Searle agreed, without enthusiasm. Then his thin face puckered into a mildly malicious smile. ‘ I met Bob Challoner to-day,' he said. ‘ He seemed to be rather amused by something that you said to him.' THE FIRST ROUND 19 ‘ What was it ? * asked Dr. Yorke with dull suspicion. ‘ Something about seeing that Denis wore warm clothing for football/ answered Searle. ‘ From the peculiarly medi- tative and innocent smile that he wore when he spoke of it, I imagine that our young friend Bob will not forget your command/ ‘ Bob is a capital boy — a capital boy/ declared Wilmot Yorke emphatically. ‘ He is thoroughly manly, and manliness is what Denis has to learn/ ‘ Your idea of manliness consists in keeping ferrets and playing cricket and being religious by rule/ said Searle with sudden warmth, ‘ but there is a finer kind, and Denis has it. I confess that the robustious, thoughtless, jostle-through- life-without-worrying temperament, though it produces hundreds of eminently respectable and athletic curates, seems to me rather apt to make a virtue of its own solidity, as a rhinoceros might make a virtue of his hide. I have a foolish preference for the mind which is not absolutely alien from thought and finds a joy in reverie ; I believe, in spite of modernity, that the founder of an idea is greater than the man who starts a soup-kitchen or endows a public library. But then ’ his voice regained its habitual softness, and he spoke with just the slightest hint of a lisp. ‘ But then I was up at Magdalen in the late seventies/ It was this particular intonation that caused Searle’s bishop, an exceedingly plain man from Cambridge, to yearn secretly for some modern equivalent to the authority of Torquemada. ‘ The thing is to combine the two/ said Wilmot Yorke. Whether he referred to the blending of soup-kitchens and free libraries, or to some spiritual union of virtues, remains unknown, for at that moment there was a knock at the door, and Denis entered. His coat was glistening with rain, and the doctor at once became bad-tempered and fatherly and fussy. Denis submitted meekly to a tirade, and shook hands with Gabriel Searle, whom he rather liked. Searle noticed that his eyes were shining, and that he seemed unusually restless whilst his father delivered an exhortation. * I 'm very sorry/ he said, rather breathlessly : ' I would 20 THE FIRST ROUND have come in before, — yes, father, I 'll go and change now, — but I met some people on the hill, in the old quarry where the man hanged himself. Mr. Searle, do you know the girl with the pigtail ? ' Mr. Searle knew her. * He means Duroy's little daughter,' he explained to Wilmot Yorke. 4 I have seen her about with him, and if she 's as good as she looks, she must be a pigtailed angel. She has the nicest black eyes that I ever saw.' ‘ I don't know her,' said Wilmot Yorke, ‘ but her father is the type of man that I particularly dislike.' * Oh, but he was there too ! ' cried Denis, ‘ and he 's splendid, just like a big brown bear, — and knows music. And then, coming through the village, I met a poor Italian boy who hasn't got a home, and he plays the concertina, but really the violin, and says he 's the son of the Pope. So I brought him here to supper.' He paused, astonished by his father's eyebrows. ‘ You don't mind, do you ? ' he asked, his voice dropping suddenly. ‘ I knew you would hate to think of him out there all night in the wet.' There was a brief silence, and then Searle laughed. * Now then, Yorke ! ' he said, and rubbed his hands together. Dr. Yorke rose quickly. ‘ Denis,' he said, ‘ are you telling a foolish lie ? ' Denis flushed painfully. ‘ No,' he said ; ‘he 's out there, in the hall, near the umbrella-stand. I thought I 'd better leave him there. You see, he 's got his monkey with him.' 4 His monkey ! ' said Dr. Yorke, as if the mere mention of that luckless beast was proof that the visitor stood beyond the pale of decency ; 4 his monkey ! the young rascal ! ' He made for the door, followed by Denis and Gabriel Searle. The last gentleman's face was extraordinarily sphinx-like, and the corners of his lips were drawn down into two heavy creases. The Italian grinned as this procession approached him, and bowed magnificently. Dr. Yorke walked heavily past him to the hall door, flung it open, looked at the intruder, and pointed meaningly to the darkness. The Italian stared straight in his eyes, and his body stiffened like an extended THE FIRST ROUND 21 steel spring. Then he turned to Denis and smiled quite merrily and triumphantly. A moment later he had slipped swiftly through the doorway and was gliding down the drive. ‘ Young rogue ! ' said the doctor. ‘ Never do that again, Denis/ He slammed the door. Searle looked at Denis, and saw two burning eyes in a white face, and lips that strove to shape themselves to speech. The boy was staring up at his father as if he were some prodigy in a museum. ‘ But he was hungry ! ' he gasped out suddenly, * and cold — and wet. You can't — you couldn't ' Words seemed to choke him ; but he kept his eyes on his father's face. Dr. Yorke turned on him with swift anger. ‘ Go up at once and change,' he said harshly. But as Denis reached the foot of the staircase he called in his usual tone, ‘ And don't forget about your socks.' Denis gasped again, and climbed the stairs in a dazed kind of way. The remark about socks, coming after this event, made him feel as if he had been stabbed to the heart and then fed with wedding-cake. As he looked again at his father he remembered the purple-faced publican who had vociferated obscenity from the threshold of the Black Horse. ‘ Come again , and I 'll break every blasted bone in your blasted carcase ! ' Was this what his father would have said, felt like saying ? Mr. Searle, who was staying for the night at the Red House, retired into the study directly after dinner for the purpose of finishing a review of a dull theological book for a duller theological paper. Dr. Yorke and Denis sat in the dining- room, and the boy listened to his father while he discoursed, rather vaguely, on the duties and privileges of the new life. At school, Denis was told, there were good boys and bad boys, and his task was to imitate the good boys ; to do what they did ; to shun the things that they avoided. A new life in which he would be a new creature, that was the text of the sermon. His heart sank as he thought of the unknown place, where every one and everything would conspire to make him into a stranger from the self that he had evolved in the lonely happiness of his childhood ; he was himself, he felt dimly ; 22 THE FIRST ROUND how could he imitate other boys ? Or why, if he couldn't be himself any longer, should he be obliged to become like Bob Challoner, whom his father mentioned with approval as a type for him to copy ? Bob Challoner hated music, and was unmoved by the brooding mystery of moorland, and hardly knew a spring flower by name, and never heard voices in the wind, and regarded birds not as friends, but as targets for his abominable catapult. Denis did not think of himself as in the least degree superior to Bob Challoner, he only knew that he was quite different. Bob was happy, and so was he ; but no one required Bob to give up his catapults in order to find a rarer joy in Beethoven's sonatas, why, therefore, should he himself be expected to submit to the reverse ? Manliness, said Dr. Yorke, was the thing to strive for, but he drew a picture of manliness that made it seem to Denis an insensate carnival of fisticuffs, shouts, everlasting action, — ‘ always be doing something , Denis ; never moon about ' ; — and hecatombs of slain beasts and birds. Denis listened in patient silence until the lecture ended. ‘ Will all the country round the school be out of bounds ? ' he asked, ‘ and are there any hills ? ' Dr. Yorke was inclined to be irritated by questions that he considered irrelevant. ‘ You mustn't expect to get much time to loaf,' he answered. ‘ I want you to go in for cricket and football keenly, and grow up strong and well, and be popular with the masters and the other boys.' He paused for a moment. ‘ Always remember that is what mother would have wished,' he said, with real but strangely awkward emotion. ' Always remem- ber that she is watching you, Denis.' Denis thought of his mother. She had died when he was four, and he had only vague memories of her gentle voice and dreamy eyes. Would she really have cared whether he became an enthusiast for football ? He hungered to believe that she was watching him always ; but years ago he had decided that she could see him no longer. . . . He would have known ; he would so surely have known. He sat in silence, twisting his fingers uneasily, and looking uncom- THE FIRST ROUND 23 fortable. He was already acutely sensitive to sound, and the thrill in Dr. Yorke’s voice when he spoke of his dead wife always seemed faintly ostentatious. Denis felt this without actually formulating it into thought ; it was many years later that he learnt how often perfectly sincere people with limited minds unconsciously mimic the theatrical methods of the posturer when they speak of anything that affects them deeply. Both father and son were relieved when Gabriel Searle finished his religious journalism and returned to join them. Searle perceived at once that the seance had been a limited success: Dr. Yorke was fidgeting with fire-irons, and Denis had blank eyes. It occurred to him then that there were latent possibilities in the boy of an obstinacy beyond that of all mules, but he did not expound this theory to his host. He refused, indeed, to talk, and insisted on Denis playing a duet with him. He was an excellent musician, and made the duet a success in spite of Denis, who seemed listless and out of form. Dr. Yorke beat time incorrectly with his fingers and stared at the fire. 4 Bedtime, Denis/ he said when the music was ended. Denis came to him and raised his face for the usual good-night kiss, but he said gruffly and hastily, 4 We must shake hands in future, my boy/ Denis looked at him oddly for a moment, then shook hands with him and Searle, and went out quickly. Dr. Yorke rose with a fine air of unconcern, and met Searle’s eyes. Searle smiled his lazy, semi-satirical smile. 4 Is it really necessary, — that kind of thing ? * he asked. From the open window of his bedroom Denis looked out on the calm and friendly stars that shone above the dark shoulder of the moor, and felt a certain consolation in the thought that they at any rate would survive from the life that he was leaving. The night was clear ; the great battalions of cloud had rolled away, and a soft wind breathed the comforting fragrance of damp earth from the hills. He leant out of the window, straining his eyes towards the dim horizon, and wondered where the irresponsible feet of the Italian had 24 THE FIRST ROUND carried Ognissanti and the concertina. He was haunted by the memory of the brief drama that had been enacted in the hall, and strove to forget it in imagining the details of the wanderer's life for the next few days, — how he would sleep in the straw of some sequestered grange, and be wakened by the earliest twitter of birds, and walk on in the broadening sunlight whilst the grass was still bright with a million dew- drops, and drink milk at some hospitable farm for the price of a song. Before dinner — perhaps because he himself had a notable hunger — he had pitied all vagabonds, thinking of them as poor outcasts in darkness ; but now he began to wonder whether, after all, they were really so unfortunate as he had imagined. To be up with the sun and to walk where you pleased in the shining, singing world, carrying music — like the immortal lady of Banbury Cross — wherever you went, heedless of clocks and watches and all the other instruments in the torture-chamber of routine, — was this, at any rate when you were young, really a life of misery ? The Italian had seemed sufficiently happy in spite of the rain and the scars on his legs ; but it was not only his happiness that made him interesting ; he seemed to be tingling all over with some odd kind of power that was manifested in every gleam in his eyes and every movement of his limbs < he seemed so extraordinarily alive ! Beside him, Denis thought, his father, and Mr. Searle, and every one whom he had ever met, seemed like agreeable statues. What was this mysterious liveliness ? Did it come from being a vagabond, free as the thistledown that sails in the summer wind ? Why did it seem so interesting ? What was there in the Italian's eyes that he had seen in the eyes of certain beasts and birds, — a keen yet kind sort of wisdom that somehow you felt, never really thought , — something never seen in his father’s eyes, which were hard and bright like lake water after a fall of snow, or in those of Mr. Searle, which had the dull and dreamy gaze of the stone angels in church. Could some people be more real than others ? That seemed ridiculous. The thought of eyes in general reminded him of a pair of very large dark ones that he had lately seen, and he realised THE FIRST ROUND 25 with a little quiver of astonishment that the girl with the pigtail also had this strange, newly discovered attribute 5 it seemed as if she must always feel like a person in an adventure, as if she were as different from vicars’ wives and daughters as a young tiger is different from an ancient and sleepy cat. And her father was in some queer way like her ; he would have made friends with the Italian boy at once, and not turned him out of his house ; and though he was so big he had bright eyes that seemed to enjoy everything in the world. He realised now why his father disliked the enormous man. They were so absolutely different, — as opposite to each other as black to white, — yet how, why ? He could not define the difference, he could only feel absolutely certain that it existed and was insuperable. The phrase quoted by the little girl — ‘ Apostle of Respectability ’ — was, he believed, connected in some way with it ; the curt exit of the Italian from the front door was caused by the same kind of feeling that made his father dislike the enormous man. Yet he knew that the enormous man would not dislike his father, though he might laugh at him. Was the enormous man, then, the better and kinder of the two ? And why did people whom his father disliked attract him and seem like friends to him at once ? Was the world made up of two kinds of people ? Why did the Vicar’s wife, who was good and pious, always look as if she had eaten a sour apple, and always say unkind things about every one ? The enormous man neither looked nor spoke in that way, yet he was, one knew, not nearly so good and pious as the Vicar’s wife. People like his father and the Vicar’s wife, he concluded — he did not know what a step he had made on the ladder of philosophy in classing them together — such people made rules about good and bad, and were better than any one when the rules worked all right, but when anything happened to which the rules didn’t apply they were rather at a loss what to do. That was why his father had been so queer about the Italian. His father was really awfully kind, but had no rule made about Italians, and so he became angry and turned him out. Denis tried to be satisfied with this explanation, yet 26 THE FIRST ROUND the fact remained to trouble him that his father had been mean where another person — the enormous man, for example— would have been generous. Denis had been brought up with great religious strictness and said his prayers every night. But if Dr. Yorke could have heard his prayer on that evening he would have been some- what astonished. ‘ O God/ Denis prayed, ‘ grant that I may forget that father turned out that boy, because I don't want to remember that father did a thing like that, for Christ’s sake, Amen.’ He did not, as Dr. Yorke had commanded him, invoke a blessing on his school life. When he rose to his feet he stood staring at his corded box for some time, and then he turned to the window for a last look at the tranquil night. The dim outline of the hill was like the face of a friend whom he would behold no more. As his glance rested on it he thought of the Italian, not with pity, but with an aching envy, and when he blew out the light his eyes were smarting with rebellious tears. THE FIRST ROUND 2 7 IV T HE great and famous school which Denis was destined to adorn was built on a lonely heath about five-and- twenty miles from London, and the dome of its chapel was a noteworthy landmark. The aesthetic stranger, approaching from the south, might become enthusiastic over the long fa$ade with Ionic porticoes that flanked the playing-fields, but his admiration would probably be more restrained when he entered the large quadrangle and gazed on its four sides of penitential yellow brick and its insignificant cloisters to right and left of the chapel. Outside the quadrangle were scattered various useful buildings that offended the eye ; new boarding-houses and a sanatorium, — also in yellow brick, a racquet-court and a water-tower ; gymnasiums, and a pink memorial to a departed headmaster that vaguely suggested vestry-meetings. The architecture of the school certainly did not blend into a whole that the most short- sighted optimist could have pronounced to be lyrical ; the yellow bricks were dreadfully suggestive of a prison or a lunatic asylum, — a suggestion that was not dispelled by the formidable chevaux-de-frise which bristled over the gateways, or the heavy bars that guarded the external windows, — and meditative undergraduates, however greatly they had loved their life at school, were apt to regret that the place had no grey cloisters or ancient oriels which would serve as a fair frame to their memories of it. Hither, on the afternoon which followed the Italian adventure, came Dr. Yorke and Denis in a weather-worn vehicle, and entered the ponderous and marble jaws of the lodge gates. Denis knew enough Latin to be able to translate the Sursum Corda that was carved on a white stone tablet above the doors, but at that moment he felt quite unable to obey its monition. A few boys, strangers like himself, were 28 THE FIRST ROUND standing about the lodge, and stared at him as he went by. One of them read the name on his box in a clear voice for the benefit of the others, which annoyed Denis. He walked across the quadrangle with his father, who was nervous and talked at random, towards the headmaster's house, and as they entered that dreadful presence he felt an extraordinary desire to be lying dead, on the moor, amongst the pools of water in the old quarry, — anywhere away from the big, book-lined room that was the antechamber and dread threshold of the new life. Yet he was able to notice an amazing collection of walking-sticks in the hall, and to look at them with something of the surprise that we feel when a dentist talks to us of his children, or admits that he has had toothache. The head- master, a spare clean-shaven man of forty, with the dark imperious face and lean jaw of a Roman tribune, did not prove very terrifying. He was horribly harassed by parents, gave Dr. Yorke three minutes, and hardly glanced at Denis. The housemaster seemed more formidable, — a thick-set personage with a heavy moustache and eyes that reminded Denis of pickled walnuts. He sat in a room that was decor- ated with a great number of stuffed birds — wild geese and penguins and great northern divers and cormorants — and talked to Dr. Yorke in a high-pitched voice. His name was Lister, and he seemed to Denis more fantastic than any one he had ever heard of. He had a queer habit of wagging his head suddenly as if he were tormented by invisible flies. 4 Delicate ! delicate ! 9 he said, looking at Denis as if he were a specimen of the Great Auk ; 4 look here, my person, that 's all very fine, but it won't do in my house. Boys who sneeze in dormitory get the cane. Boys who snuffle in form go down ten places and write out the lesson. Understand that, my person.' He fixed Denis with the pickled walnuts, and called him ‘ my person ' twenty times in the course of the interview. Dr. Yorke could not make him out at all, but Denis was not sure that he wasn't really kind. The anxious parent expressed a hope that Mr. Lister would look after his boy with especial care, and Mr. Lister barked like a dog. THE FIRST ROUND 29 * I look after them all with especial care/ he said, 1 the young scoundrels ! A lot of thanks I get for it from them ! I Ve been a master for twenty years, and I assure you that boys are black beasts, destitute of any spark of honour and decency and gratitude. Oh ! your boy 11 be just the same, just the same. It 's in the system. Bow-wow ! 1 He wagged his bald head and almost chased them from the room. As they walked across the quadrangle Dr. Yorke wore an expression of astonishment blended with mistrust. He always felt secretly offended when he encountered an original personality, and he had scarcely expected such an event to happen on that particular day. Fortunately for Denis, his father would never run any risk of missing a train, so the final scene between them was brief. An exhortation in which his soul and his underclothing were curiously mingled, a strongly affectionate hand-clasp, a waving umbrella — and then Denis found himself walking slowly back to the lodge with a horrible sensation in the pit of his stomach. He drifted across the quadrangle, feeling absolutely alone in the world, but not at all inclined to mingle with the little throng of new boys who were awaiting the hour of the entrance examination. Beyond the chapel he found a passage which led past the open doors of a huge dining-hall to the terrace, where he sat down on a low wall on the edge of the playing-field. The September sunshine brought a little comfort to his soul, and some birds in the high elms were singing in much the same way as the birds in the garden at home. In a small enclosure in front of the headmaster's house some late roses were blooming. Pre- sently three boys came on to the ground and began to kick a football about in a desultory manner. They had returned to school a day before the term began in order to look after small brothers who were new to the place. Denis had watched them for nearly half an hour when he heard a sound of steps on the gravel behind him, and, looking round, saw a boy of about his own age who was dressed with extreme neatness, and had a long nose and rather supercilious, light blue eyes. About twenty yards behind him was a very 30 THE FIRST ROUND different kind of person, — a knock-kneed, bony creature in clothes that were a size too small, with a fat face and a lower jaw that fell away deplorably. He was shambling quickly along the terrace, and obviously intended to overtake the supercilious boy. The latter gentleman sat down by Denis and looked at him critically. 4 You 're new, aren't you ? ' he said easily. 4 So am I. What 's your name ? ' When Denis had answered this question, he said, 4 Mine 's Ellerton-Davidson. I was captain of Teazle's.' This was a private school notorious for athletics and aristocracy. Denis had never heard of it. At this moment the bony monster came up to them, and stood leering at the late captain of Teazle's. He had a dreadful smile which displayed all his teeth and most of his gums, but in spite of it Denis thought that he seemed extremely good-natured. 4 Hullo, Reggie,' he said. Master Ellerton-Davidson looked up at him with an air of extreme surprise. 4 Hullo, Toad,' he replied. 4 Didn't know you were coming here. You might have got a new suit.' He said this with distinct asperity, but the monster only chuckled. There was silence for a moment, and then Master Ellerton-Davidson turned to look at the football and began to whistle. The monster stood near him, grinning painfully, and shifting from one foot to the other. 4 I say,' he said at length, 4 what house are you in, Reggie ? ' The supercilious youth ceased whistling for a moment. 4 You 'll soon be able to find out,' he said without looking round, and recommenced his tune. The monster's grin became ghastly. 4 All right, you needn't be so sidey,' he protested. Master Ellerton-Davidson swung round suddenly. 4 Good-bye, Toad,' he said : 4 this man and I want to talk. I know him at home. Good- bye.' The Toad still lingered. 4 S'pose that was why you asked him his name ? ' he said. Master Ellerton-Davidson glared at him with cold male- volence. THE FIRST ROUND 3i * Look here, are you going ? ’ he demanded. ' Face the other way and continue the motion. Good-bye ; sorry you can't stay • bring your music next time. You aren’t wanted here. You stink.’ Denis listened to this tirade with much amazement, and fully expected to see the ground strewn with fragments of the supercilious youth. To his great surprise, however, the poor monster wilted visibly. He made a piteous attempt to grin, and glanced timidly at Denis. ‘ Or right, or right,’ he muttered thickly, and shambled away disconsolately. ‘ Why did you send him away ? ’ asked Denis. ‘ He seemed all right.’ Master Ellerton-Davidson elevated his slender nose. ‘He 's a mouldy beast,’ he said. ‘ He was at Teazle’s. We all barred him like anything. I ’m jolly sick that he ’s come here, but he won’t get me to go about with him. He wants kicking every day of his life, and I expect he ’ll get it.’ ‘ Why, what ’s the matter with him ? ’ asked Denis. ‘ He ’s mad,’ said Ellerton-Davidson venomously. ‘ Well, he can’t help that,’ said Denis. 4 He ’s a great hulking swine,’ continued the other, ' and he ’s no earthly good at games, and a filthy rotter. He eats the tails of sardines. I hate his shiny grinning face. I used to kick him at Teazle’s, and now I suppose that he thinks I ’m his equal. I ’ll soon let him know all about that.’ It seemed to Denis that either Master Ellerton-Davidson was extraordinarily brave, or the monster remarkably good- tempered, for one blow from the bony fist of the latter would have spoilt that supercilious nose for ever. Yet the Toad had seemed thoroughly cowed ! * What ’s his real name ? ’ he asked. ‘ His name ’s Madden,’ said Ellerton-Davidson, ‘ and I wish he was dead. What school do you come from ? ’ His manner changed when he heard that Denis had never been to school and never played cricket and football. He became Olympian in his condescension. ‘ You ’ll be sorry for that now you ’re here,’ he said. 4 1 32 THE FIRST ROUND shall get my house badge this term, I expect. It 's no end of a score to come with a reputation/ Denis agreed meekly. The self-confidence of this new acquaintance filled him with wonder. He could think of no appropriate remark, and sat staring across the field. Pre- sently he realised that the three boys had ceased to kick the football and were coming towards them. Their approach brought a note of awe into Ellerton-Davidson's voice. ‘ That big man 's in the Fifteen/ he said : 4 do you see the silver wings on his cap ? My brother was in the Fifteen when he was here. If they speak to us, you see if they don't know his name/ Denis hoped devoutly that the three heroes would not speak to them, but in vain ; the boys came directly towards the place where they sat. When they were near Denis recognised one of them. It was Bob Challoner, Dr. Yorke's ideal of boyhood. ‘ Two new governors,' he heard one of them say, and marvelled at the unfamiliar term ; ‘ let 's go and look at them/ They sauntered up to the small boys, and one of them, a sturdy, red-haired creature with weasel eyes, asked the supercilious youth his name. ‘ Ellerton-Davidson,' replied that personage, not without pride. The red-haired boy regarded him fixedly for some moments. * Hell, my little friend,’ he said at length, with great unction, ‘ hell is full of Ellerton-Davidsons. And yours ? ' he added, turning abruptly to Denis. But he made no com- ment on the answer, possibly because his supply of humour was exhausted. Bob Challoner said something to the tall boy with the silver badge on his cap which sounded like ‘ know him at home, bit of a smug,' but he took no further notice of Denis. Meanwhile the red-haired creature re- directed his attention to Ellerton-Davidson. * Can you play the rough yet noble game that is known as footer, my little man ? ' he asked. 1 Just a bit,' said Ellerton-Davidson. * I was captain of Teazle’s for two years/ THE FIRST ROUND 33 The tall boy looked interested, but the red-haired person only said curtly, 1 Well, you won't be captain here.' Then he lurched violently into the tall boy, who thumped him fiercely on the back so that he dropped the ball which he carried. All three made a rush for the ball, and the tall boy sent it soaring magnificently amongst the elms. The trio linked arms and walked slowly towards it. Ellerton-Davidson watched them depart with an air of fine indifference, but it seemed to Denis that his nose had suddenly become less supercilious. ‘ That man kicks quite decently,' he said. ‘ I wish I 'd asked them to leave us the pill to hoof about. But then, of course, you don't know how to. Let 's go and have a look at the bath.' They walked together to the swimming bath, which was green and stagnant after two months' disuse. Then the great bell at the lodge clanged warning of the hour of the entrance examination, and they ran back to the quadrangle, where they found other new boys trooping into the Big School. A master in cap and gown began to read a list of names as soon as the clock struck the hour, and variously pitched squeaks of ‘ Here, sir,' rose around Denis. One boy, he noticed, who had carefully plastered hair, a brown suit, and a signet -ring on his little finger, contented himself with shouting ‘ Here.' His own name came last on the list, and the unfamiliar sound of the monosyllable so startled him that the master had repeated it and glared down the room before he answered. A paper of printed questions was set before each boy Ellerton-Davidson crinkled his nose at it, finished each question with a sigh of relief, and looked thoroughly injured as he read the next one ; but Denis found it fairly easy, and had done all that he could some time before the end of the allotted hour. As he wrote, however, it seemed to him that a kind of second self was thinking out the answers, whilst his real self remained aloof, acutely sensitive to every sound and sight of this staggering new existence, yet all the while gasping for breath in such unfamiliar air. c 34 THE FIRST ROUND He glanced at the other new boys. They seemed to be no more affected by the change that was being worked in their lives than were cows that had been driven from one meadow to another. A small red-faced boy near him was obviously eating sweets which were, as obviously, peppermints ; an- other was reading the lists of names that were painted on boards above the entrance to Big School ; a third was going to sleep. How contented they seemed ! It was impossible that any of them had a little voice inside him that kept on saying something like, ‘ This time yesterday — this time yester- day — I was on the moor — free, free, free ! ’ Their tranquil faces wore no hint of a heavy pain that grew and grew as they looked at the grim walls and ugly rows of ink-stained desks. They had never heard voices in the wind, and they had never been wonderfully alive, like the Italian and the owner of the pigtail. His thoughts went veering off to the previous day, and then came back to reality with a sickening thump. Yet it was hardly reality ; it still seemed a sinister kind of dream. Even now, he felt, it might be just possible to wake up in the Red House. The big clock near the door ticked on with a dry indifference to all that was youthful and eager and irregular ; the long shafts of sunlight that slanted through the open doorway became gradually thinner. It was half-past five ; there was still half an hour before the time fixed for handing in papers, and Denis put down his pen and leant back against the desk. As he did so he became aware that some one was staring steadily at him, and next moment his eyes met those of a rather tall, thin boy with a pale, plain face and a remarkably high forehead. This person was sitting in the front row of the desks on the opposite side of the gangway. He was engaged, apparently, in the pleasing task of devouring a wooden penholder, and Denis observed that he, at any rate, did not share the tranquillity of the others ; his eyes were mutinous, and his mouth was set in a thin line ; yet there was something attractive in his ugly, irregular features ; he seemed strangely out of place in his present surroundings, and made the boys sitting near him look even younger and THE FIRST ROUND 35 more stolid than before. Denis decided that he looked wise with the wisdom of age, and wondered what kind of things he had written on his paper, and what would happen if he turned out to be a man who had disguised himself as a boy, because he wanted to come to a public school to learn grammar and play games. Not that Denis could imagine any sensible man doing such a thing even by way of an adventure, yet the long sinewy neck of the unknown looked absolutely preposterous in its low collar, and an incipient moustache contributed still further to his venerable aspect. The master, who had a pink face and black-rimmed spec- tacles, came slowly down the gangway with his hands clasped behind him, and stared from boy to boy with mild interest. Certainly he didn’t look nearly as wise as the unknown with the absurd neck. Presently his eyes fell on Denis and his idle pen. He sauntered up to him. ‘ What is your name, pweese ? ’ he demanded. He had a peculiar lisp, and his eyes dilated and contracted oddly behind his strong glasses. ‘ Denis Yorke/ answered Denis. ‘ The surname is sufficient, Yorke/ said the master, and some one giggled. He glared about him nervously, and then asked Denis if he had finished his paper. Denis answered that he had done all he could. ‘ Then you may go, Yorke/ said the master, and proceeded on his majestic way. All the boys instantly began to write with tremendous energy. They had not realised that liberty was so near. Denis gave up his paper and went out into the quadrangle, rather reluctantly, for the face opposite had begun to interest him. A group of boys in variously striped caps reclined on the grass not far from the door, this being their method of asserting the fact that the official school term had not yet begun. When Denis came down the path near them they all turned to stare at him, and one of them called out, ‘ I say, do come and talk to us ! * Denis felt that he could have denied himself the privilege of their conversation with equanimity, but they were sitting close to the path, and he THE FIRST ROUND 36 was obliged to halt in front of them. He satisfied their curiosity as to his name, and was about to turn away towards the lodge, when one of them, a huge, burly, fat-faced boy like an overgrown cherub, asked him, ‘ Whose house are you going in ? 9 ‘ Mr. Lister’s/ Denis answered. ‘ I am very glad to hear it,’ said the burly person, with profound feeling, * for I am a humble member of the Christian brotherhood of Lister’s. I trust, Yorke, that you will be worthy of the privilege. Other houses care for football, and cricket — I think that is the name of the sport — but we go in, my dear young friend, for the beauty of holiness. Dalrymple’s or Seaton’s may be Cock House ; we are content to be good.’ The other boys laughed immoderately at this, watching Denis narrowly all the time ; but the speaker preserved his gravity. ‘ Do you sing, Yorke ? ’ he said. Denis replied that he did, a little, and the burly person nodded approval. ‘ We love the voice of praise,’ he said, * in Lister’s ; of course we bar all profane songs. But that will not matter to you, Yorke, for you already have the appearance and loveliness of a dear little angel.’ The chorus laughed again, and one of its members, a small manikin with a very tall collar, kicked the burly youth. ' Dry up, Toby,’ he said ; ‘ don’t corrupt the young and innocent.’ ‘ Corrupt ! ’ cried the burly youth, as if his heart were rent in twain. * Corrupt ! Ah, Sarah, Sarah, how little you know me ! ’ At this moment a diversion was created by the appearance of another figure in the doorway of Big School, and Denis, turning, recognised the lanky boy whose face had interested him. He looked older, wiser, and more ridiculously lanky than ever. Evidently he interested the group of boys also : they sat up and stared at him as if he were a portent in the sun. ‘ Can’t be a new governor ; must be a new governor’s THE FIRST ROUND 37 governor. 1 ‘ What is it ? Who let it loose ? ' 4 Go and chain it up, Toby, it 's one of your extra specials/ ‘ Oh, I say, what a horrid man ! ' The person who was the object of all this criticism strode down the path towards the group. He did not look at them, and merely glanced at Denis. When he was nearly past them, however, the boy who had been called Toby addressed him in melting accents. 4 Don't cut us all like that,' he pleaded ; ‘ we want to get to know you. Come and ask me my name. Don't think that we are sidey because we sit on the grass. It 's because we 're poor in spirit, and meek. For of such is the kingdom of heaven.' The new boy did not appear to be flattered by this invita- tion, but he halted and stood looking at them with strangely sombre eyes. ‘ My name 's Lenwood,' he said briefly. * And what name could be nicer ? ' asked the burly youth, turning confidentially to his friends. ‘ I have heard of you already, Lenwood,' he continued ; ‘ but why, having won a classical scholarship at this famous school, do you condescend to sit amongst the base herd at an ordinary, vulgar entrance exam. ? Explain me this, Lenwood, explain me this.' ‘ To see what French and mathematics I know,*' said Lenwood. ‘ And how old are you, Lenwood ? ' asked his ques- tioner. Lenwood looked as if he ' ere not going to reply, but he changed his mind and said ‘ Sixteen.’ The manikin in the collar stared at him. 4 And what the devil do you mean, sir, by coming to school as late as that ? ' he asked, with a malevolent glare. Lenwood met his eye. ‘ That is just what I 'm wondering,' he said, ‘ as it seems to give little fools like you the chance to cheek me.' This calm retort gave huge delight to every one in the group except the manikin, although each felt it secretly to be anarchical. The manikin was furious. * Sir,' he almost shrieked, * you 're insolent ! you 're only 38 THE FIRST ROUND a new governor. You mustn’t say things like that. I ’ve been here two years.’ 1 I dare say you have/ said the new boy ; ‘ and I ’ve passed into the Lower Fifth. In about a year I ’ll be in the Sixth, and then you shall fag for me.’ The faces of the manikin’s friends were torn between utter consternation and deep amusement. The burly youth rolled on the grass and moaned with delight. ‘ O Lenwood, Lenwood ! ’ he said at length, sitting up. * Let me embrace you : you are perfect. I only wish that I were a permanent ornament of the Lower School, like Sarah, so that I might fag for you too. But that would make Sarah jealous. I only want to tell you one thing, Lenwood — if you don’t mind — don’t alter the house too suddenly ; leave us our little joys, and don’t interfere with our religions. Of course very soon you ’ll be running the school, and then the house won’t matter. Do promise to be kind to us, Lenwood.’ The pathos in his voice made his friends quake in helpless paroxysms of mirth, and Denis smiled. The burly youth looked at Denis and then turned to Lenwood. ‘ I am afraid that your little friend is laughing at you, Lenwood,’ he said gravely. Lenwood glanced for a moment at Denis. ‘ He ’s not my friend,’ he said brusquely, and then he began to walk with deliberate steps towards the lodge. The group hurled pleasantries after him, but he took absolutely no notice of them. Denis took advantage of this fusillade to move away. So the gaunt new boy was not less interesting than he had seemed when he devoured a penholder and stared about Big School with those great, discontented eyes. Denis was aghast at his courage in making a retort to the mockery of the group on the grass, though he felt with a certain fore- boding that the end of the episode was not yet. He felt also an absurd irritation at the rather contemptuous glance that Lenwood had bestowed on him, and the clear, cutting words that had denied their acquaintance. Every one and every- THE FIRST ROUND 39 thing seemed to emphasise his loneliness : this self-confident stranger despised him because he stood in awkward silence * the gay laughter of the others and their irresponsible, idiotic chatter seemed like voices from a world in which he had been forced to live, where a language was current that he would never be able to acquire, and the solid, stolid creatures who wrote papers around him in Big School were calm with some wisdom that was denied him. He passed the lodge doors, and went down one of the two avenues of horse-chestnut which led to the main road. He had not gone far before he saw a long figure walking slowly in the same direction, and realised that it was Lenwood. He halted, doubtful whether to overtake him and incur the risk of another contemptuous glance, or to avoid him altogether by crossing the grass to the other avenue. Eventu- ally he took the former course, and followed Lenwood. Lenwood walked very slowly ; his head was bent down, his shoulders were hunched up, and as Denis came near he realised that the boy was deeply engrossed in a book. Denis felt that he should never dare to speak first, and plodded past him with a great air of indifference. Lenwood looked up vaguely, recognised him, stared for a moment, and then said, ‘ Hullo ! ’ Denis halted abruptly, and echoed the word as if it were one to which he was quite unaccustomed. Lenwood closed his book. ‘ You got away from those asses, then ? ’ he said, without smiling. ‘ Whose house are you going into ? ’ ‘ Lister’s,' said Denis. He had already discovered that a polite prefix to the master’s name was not essential. ‘ So am I,’ said the lanky boy. In books about school life that Denis had read, and grown weary of reading, such a statement was invariably followed by some such remark as ‘ How ripping, let ’s be chums.’ Lenwood, however, looked extremely unlike saying anything of the kind. He tucked his book firmly into his right armpit, thrust his hands deeply into his trouser-pockets, and remarked : ‘ Well, I hope you ’ll like it. I shan’t.’ 40 THE FIRST ROUND ' Oh, won't you ? ’ cried Denis with extreme interest. Lenwood looked hard at him as if he were trying to under- stand what that particular intonation implied. Then he smiled in a way that reminded Denis of Mr. Gabriel Searle, and said : 'You ’ve seen some of them already. They seem bright specimens. Very soon I shall have to smack the head of that little beast they call Sarah/ ' You answered them back pretty well/ said Denis. Lenwood made no response to this tribute. Instead, he stared hard at Denis with his queer eyes, and asked him an amazing question. ' Are you a worm ? * he said. Denis was completely bewildered. After waiting for a moment Lenwood went on : 'As you don't know what it is, you probably are. Do you like reading books, and going for long walks and catching bugs and collecting ferns better than cricket and football and gymnasium ? Because if you do you ’re a worm, and worms never do any good in a place like this. Reading ’s worst of all ; I read/ He tapped the book under his arm. ' You see if they don’t all think me a worm,’ he said, with a kind of pride. ' I read poetry by the acre. I mean to write it when I ’ve read enough to really know how it ’s done.’ ' I do like reading,’ said Denis, ' and I ’ve never played cricket and football. I like music best of all, though.’ ' Music ? ’ said Lenwood. ' Oh, you ’re a worm, all right.’ He produced his book. ' I want to finish this thing before the bell goes for tea,’ he said, and strolled away, leaving Denis alone in the middle of the avenue. Denis emerged from this brief conversation in a condition of blank bewilderment. Lenwood was far more amazing than Ellerton-Davidson ; for though he had all the super- cilious youth’s self-esteem, he seemed to know that he would be judged and condemned by his fellows from some extra- ordinary standpoint, and to rejoice in the knowledge. Denis wandered back to the lodge with a sense that this day of surprising and fantastic conversation ought to end at once ; that he could not bear to wait so many more hours for the THE FIRST ROUND 4i silence and peace of the night. He was absolutely tired out ; immense and aching vistas of life seemed to he between the present hour and the cool morning when he had left the Red House, and his heart grew heavier and heavier. The bell for tea sounded at last, and he went amid a chattering crowd of new boys into the great hall. Lenwood sat beside him, but read his book — a Tennyson — the whole time, to the huge disgust of Ellerton-Davidson and other conventional persons. The Toad sat on his other side, and talked about the entrance examination with his mouth full of bread and butter. The food seemed coarse and tasteless, but had it consisted of manna and dates in argosy transferred from Fez, or any other confectioner's Paradise, its glories would have been completely wasted on Denis. The Toad continued to mumble his theories on grammar. Ellerton-Davidson held forth on his own cricket-average. And this was the hour when the sun was setting over the divine duskiness of the moorland ! 42 THE FIRST ROUND V T IRED though he was, for the first part of the night his sleep was a painful masquerade in which Lenwood, the immense man, the Italian and the monkey — now grown to human size — danced and drifted across a quadrangle as large as the world, and glared at him with eyes that were like pickled walnuts. Towards morning he fell into the deep, unhaunted slumber of utter weariness, and did not wake until the dormitory servant had violently rattled the rings of his cubicle curtain. He sat up in bed, dismally conscious of the strangeness of his surroundings. A bell was ringing, and in the dormitory there was a sound of splashing water and rather sleepy voices. He put on his trousers and slippers and went to the basins that stood in a row down the long dingy room. A grey light filtered in through the windows, and the atmosphere was stuffy and nauseating. Outside his cubicle — which was called a compartment — he found Ellerton-Davidson stripped to the waist and washing his aristocratic features with purple soap. Near him the Toad, who had neglected to supply himself with the minor luxuries of the toilet, was expostulating to deaf ears. ‘ I must wash, you know/ he said. ‘ Then you can scrub yourself all over with your nailbrush/ said Ellerton-Davidson, ‘ for I 'm not going to lend you my soap. Go and ask the matron to give you a piece of yellow cheese/ He turned his back on the Toad and began to dry himself. The Toad smiled a craftily stupid smile, put out a long arm, snatched the purple soap, and crowed triumphantly. Ellerton-Davidson turned, realised what had happened, and without a moment's hesitation walked up to the Toad and smacked him as hard as he could on the bare back with his flat hand. The sound of the blow and the Toad's yell of THE FIRST ROUND 43 anguish echoed simultaneously down the dormitory. The poor monster dropped the soap and stood there feebly ; his face was as scarlet as the neat five-fingered impression on his flesh, and his thick lips were trembling. * P'raps that 'll teach you to touch my things,' said Ellerton-Davidson, and some of the boys laughed. Denis felt sick at heart, and loathed Ellerton-Davidson. * Would you like another ? ' asked that gentleman, who was obviously flattered by the laughter of the spectators. But just then a hand took hold of each of his ears and he was propelled rapidly down the dormitory for some yards. Len- wood, after watching the scene vaguely, had suddenly become active. ‘ Here 's some soap,' he said curtly to the Toad. ‘ As soon as you 're dry I advise you to kick that little fool till he 's the colour of your back.' The Toad grinned. * Thanks awfully,' he said, ‘ but I don’t mind him. Only his way. We were at a private school together, you know. Known him for ages.’ He began to wash himself vigorously, a ridiculous figure, with his bent knees and trailing braces. He reminded Denis of a poor creature who had lived in the village at home; a gentle, witless thing who was much harassed by the school-children, whose mockery he was supposed by the villagers to enjoy. The poor Toad ! Had he, too, been sent to school in order to learn manliness, and was this the way to teach him ? Yet, when they went together for a walk on the heath, Denis found the Toad wellnigh intolerable. He, too, had read romances which depicted public schools as athletic paradises full of strong, silent boys whose immense virtues only became obvious, quite accidentally, in the penultimate chapter, or of romantic villains who roamed the world at night in disguise and smoked cigars in secret chambers. He was quite convinced that he was going to have a delightful time at school ; he chuckled as he boasted of his entrance papers — for, like many other idiots, he knew a great deal of grammar and syntax — and was certain that he would pass into the Upper School and evade fagging, which office, he 44 THE FIRST ROUND appeared to imagine, consisted in cooking omelettes ; he was gluttonous to the last degree, and his laughter was like the braying of many congregated asses. The horrible likeness to the village ‘ natural ’ grew more intense every moment, and Denis listened to his empty vauntings in silent depression. He felt more and more sorry for the Toad, yet why ? The Toad was infinitely pleased with himself ; it never occurred to him that there was any possibility of other boys treating him with the method of Ellerton-Davidson. He had not noticed the peculiar note in the laughter of the new boys during the episode of the soap, — the note that told even the inexperienced Denis that they had recognised an inferiority of spirit in him, and that they would not forget it. When the walk was over, Denis began to wonder if he would ever make any friends at school. The Toad and Ellerton- Davidson were hopeless, he knew ; he had nothing to say to them ; they reduced him to an abject condition of mental emptiness. Other boys that he met seemed sensible enough, but after a little while they regarded him with a queer kind of scrutiny that made him shrink. It was obvious that they found him strange ; as strange, perhaps, as the Toad seemed to him ; and though he did not realise it, they had no attributes that aroused his sympathy. In spite of their physical difference, they all seemed as much alike as an army of tin soldiers, disliking work, interested in games, but still more interested in their outward and visible rewards, and thoroughly contemptuous of anything that did not exactly harmonise with their hard and fast theory of life. None of them were vivid and vital, — with a twinge of homesickness he remembered the little girl with the pigtail, — none, except Lenwood ; he alone had some peculiar quality that made him attractive ; it was power, independence, strength to be himself in any circumstance. But Lenwood was so old and wise that friendship with him would be impossible. He moved in a mysterious atmosphere of his own. The School returned that evening ; the class-rooms round the quadrangle were full of light and noise and moving THE FIRST ROUND 45 figures ; and when the form lists were read in Big School by the headmaster, Denis was able to look at the complete assembled population of his new world, from the superb and indolent figures on the Sixth Form benches, with their moustaches and fancy waistcoats, to the small but self- possessed persons who were his seniors by a term. He himself, he found, was placed in the lowest form of the Middle School ; Lenwood, as he had prophesied, was in the Lower Fifth — a piece of presumption in a new boy, even if he was sixteen ; and the Toad was in the form immediately superior to that of Denis, and said ‘ Here, sir/ when his name was read out, to the immense joy of the school. Denis listened carefully to the long sequence of names, some of which sounded extraordinarily bizarre. He noticed that there were six Smiths, five Walkers, and four Jacksons. After Lists came Evening Prayers. Denis had already visited the chapel with his father ; on that occasion Dr. Yorke had moved about uneasily, as was his custom when he was trying to formulate in words some deep emotion, and finally, placing his hand on the boy's shoulder, had said, 4 My dear boy, let this be the true centre of your school life.' Denis had felt terribly uncomfortable ; he heard the thrill in his father's voice, and felt himself a traitor because there was no echo to it in his own heart. He remembered the words as he sat in chapel that evening, and tried to imagine that he would be able to obey them ; but as he looked round him he felt as if they must always seem to him totally unconnected with anything real : the glaring gas-lights, the crowded careless faces above the pews, the masters who leant forward to count the rows of boys — everything made the service seem like a lesson that had to be got through, an unimportant interlude in the whirling, sounding life that reigned all day long. How could one commune with one's own heart when a hundred eyes seemed to be fixed on one from the tiers of pews that rose directly opposite ? It was the spirit of worldly authority, and not of heavenly peace, that seemed to brood over the place ; and if every one behaved admirably, it was perhaps less from reverence for God than from fear 46 THE FIRST ROUND of the headmaster. The familiar words of the prayers brought no comfort to Denis, but only a wild longing that when he took his fingers from his eyes, he might see that old church where he had knelt every Sunday since he could remember ; where, as in another village church that a great soul loved — and left for Rome — the breath of the morning was damp and the worshippers few. Now that they were removed from that humble, whitewashed aisle into this vivid, frescoed octagon, the words seemed to lose most of their mean- ing and all their comfort. The hymn alone seemed real ; it was a favourite with the school, and they sang it forte until the last verse, which was rendered forte-fortissimo. It made Denis feel better, but set him wondering. Why should a hymn make one feel better than prayer ? He thought of his father ; his father would certainly be shocked at such an idea, but it was the truth. It was not merely the music, and the joyful unison of voices : the words had something to do with it Time , like an ever-rolling stream, Bears all its sons away. They fly forgotten, as a dream Dies at the opening day. That seemed to set your heart free ; it opened vistas beyond the dominion of headmasters ; it made you feel as if you were travelling steadily across a great green plain towards a vast and magnificent sunrise. A thousand ages in Thy sight Are like an evening gone : Short as the watch that ends the night Before the rising sun. That, too, said one quite ordinary thing, and instantly con- jured up before your eyes a series of immense and marvellous visions, and, like music, sent strange shivers down the nape of your neck. Yes, he had felt this with music, but never so acutely, so deliciously. Why was this ? Had you to be unhappy in order to feel it ? He realised suddenly that the last two days had been almost unendurable : but now he was strong, and the future seemed less blank and dreary. He felt tranquil, almost happy. If words and music could THE FIRST ROUND 47 do this for you, he thought, there was a remedy for everything. Was that why Lenwood seemed so strong ? Was that why he carried a book about with him wherever he went ? But while a prefect with a deep bass voice read the lesson for the day, he thought again of his father, and his new courage wavered a little as he realised how strangely his thoughts had wandered on his first night in chapel. His father would have frowned, he felt, if he had known that. The hymn had no divine suggestion : it had only seemed to conjure him away from his present environment, and to set him amid the waste places of the earth, where he could feel the fingers of the wind that caressed his brow, and could see the hills grow purple beneath the splendour of dawn. Was this wrong ? How could it be wrong if it took away the gnawing pain that had oppressed him for so many hours ? Yet he knew that if he told the whole truth about his sensa- tions to his father, he would be condemned as profane ; and of course his father knew what was good and what was evil ; he was old ; he had thought about it ; he had made rules. Rules ! They seemed to be the chief things in life ; other people drew them up, and one obeyed them, at school, at home, everywhere. But if they made one miserable, were they right ? There was the Italian adventure, — wasn't that the result of one of his father's rules ? Denis felt that his brain was beginning to whirl round and round inside his skull. He had never thought so much about things before. He went out of chapel trying to convince himself that it was the holiness of the place that had brought him comfort, and not the queer vision of plains and hills. But as he looked beyond the noise and the lights of the quadrangle to the tranquil host of the stars, he felt again the same strange sense of mingled ecstasy and hope, a conviction that he was living splendidly in a larger world than an English public school. What did it mean ? Did other boys feel like that ? He doubted it gravely, but at the moment he almost felt a strange joy in his loneliness. He did not confide his sensations to any other of the new boys, and this reticence, perhaps, was fortunate. The night brought him the much-needed oblivion of healthy sleep. 48 THE FIRST ROUND VI T HE first few weeks of the term passed away, the dis- quieting novelty of its routine grew to be less of a bewilderment, and gradually Denis became, to all outward appearance, only a rather insignificant unit in that noisy concourse of fortuitous atoms. If he had none of the qualities that excite boyish admiration, at any rate he was handi- capped by no obvious eccentricity ; the only person who detected any originality in him was the music-master, a kind, irascible, bearded German ; but bitter experience had taught this hierophant of the art that new boys with an enthusiasm for music were apt to lose it as soon as they became keen about football. At present Denis was in no danger ; he shared the vain toils of a mob of other neophytes as ignorant as himself of this great mystery, — an irresponsible, seething mass of embryo athletes that was known to the school as hoips, this uncouth term being a contemptuous abbreviation of o l iroXXoi Nor did he distinguish himself in work suf- ficiently to arouse the fury of the veterans in his form, who had gently drifted thither at the rate of one remove in a year ; he was quick at learning, but his natural aptitude was handicapped by the strangeness of the system. In form, when he was on the point of answering something correctly, a boy below him would make grotesque and passionate gestures, the master would pass the question on to him, and Denis would go down a place with his knowledge unuttered ; or he would become really interested in what seemed to him the vital and essential part of some piece of work, to find, when the hour came for hearing the lesson, that less importance was attached to it than to the insignificant context. It took him some time to learn to be punctual ; on the first morning of term he entered Big School at fifteen and a quarter minutes past nine, and was horrified to find that he had to THE FIRST ROUND 49 stand at the end of a long row of boys in the middle of the room until the master had given him a copy. What would his father say, he thought, if he knew that his school life had begun with an imposition ? His throat grew dry and his face burned, and the sight of other new boys in the same distressing situation did not comfort him in the least. He confessed his shame in the first letter that he wrote home, and Dr. Yorke improved the occasion when he answered it. Dr. Yorke also began to discuss the horrible event very solemnly with Gabriel Searle, and was annoyed when that wicked person refused to console him with serious attention. Denis, of course, soon made many acquaintances, but the weeks went on without bringing to light any one whom he could really regard as a friend. There were certain boys in his house or his form with whom he went for walks on Sundays, or tramped the quadrangle after chapel because there was a reign of terror in their form-rooms, but after a month had passed he was still spiritually, though never actually, alone ; he had found no one except Lenwood whom he wished to see continually. Lenwood, as a matter of fact, seemed almost to have forgotten his existence ; he never spoke to Denis when they happened to meet in the quadrangle, and always went about with an old boy in the Lower Fifth, a shy, clever, awkward Scot named M'Curdy. In the house Lenwood had a book in front of his nose except when it was forcibly removed by Philistine seniors. He was unpopular, but the small gang of tormentors who made life hideous to new boys when there were no prefects near did not waste their energies on him. They had tested him once ; the red-haired, weasel- eyed boy, whom Denis had seen on the day of the entrance examination, had poured a basin of dirty water on the book that he was reading, and Lenwood had sent him spinning, a dizzy vision of redness, broken crockery, and flying limbs, into a fireplace that was fortunately without flame. Thence- forward the tormentors were content to jeer at him in loud asides, and the new boys murmured amongst themselves at his pride. The Olympians of the house, too, disliked him, and treated him with a mock deference, which he returned D 50 THE FIRST ROUND until they lost their tempers and called him an insolent young swine. He would smile vaguely and retire into one of his wretched books. Certainly he was a thoroughly irritating object — to every one except one insignificant, dark-eyed, pale-faced boy whose existence he seemed to ignore. The short scene when various fragments of earthenware had been incorporated in the person of the red-haired boy confirmed Denis in his impression of Lenwood as a kind of walking volcano, usually quiescent, but terrible and flamboyant in eruption. If the tormentors found Lenwood dangerous, they had the consolation of discovering an easy victim in the Toad. That unfortunate was marked down as a prey very early in the term, but for a week or two he was permitted to remain in a fool's paradise of his own. The poor wretch had been so bullied and derided at his private school that he rashly imagined himself to be popular in his new environment merely because he was not kicked. Consequently he assumed ridiculous airs, wore his insane grin at all inappropriate seasons, and actually began to patronise other new boys. His illusions were soon shattered. One evening, after chapel, the tormentors were grouped round the dormitory fire, intent on iniquity, when the Toad entered. The red-haired boy, whose name was Verney, but whom every one who dared called Scrunch, was in the middle of the group. The Toad grinned toothily at them and sauntered up the dormitory. He had only gone a few yards when Verney said : ‘ Hullo, there 's my old friend Madden. Come here. Madden, my little lad. You 're the man we wanted to see.’ His voice was genial, and the Toad turned. ‘ Hullo ! ' he said. His grin contracted as he met their eyes. He had seen that particular expression in boys' faces before. ‘ Madden,' said Verney, ‘ I hear that you 're very good at footer.’ This was humour on the part of the red-haired boy, for the fantastic shapes assumed by the Toad on the football field were already notorious. The Toad himself was quite convinced that he was a superb athlete, but he thought that a modest reply would meet the present occasion. THE FIRST ROUND Si ‘ No, I ’m not/ he said, leering. 4 No, I ’m not. I ’m a crock/ The inscrutable mind of boys ! Crock was a word which had no place in the school vocabulary ; if any one, from physical weakness or for some other reason, did not earn distinction on the football field, he was invariably labelled a slacker. A mighty shout of mirth went up from the tor- mentors, and the Toad stood in front of them with a sinking heart, wondering if his popularity were quite as universal as he had supposed. Then it occurred to him that he must have said something really funny, and his face brightened. 4 I am, really/ he said : 4 an utter crock. But I hope to get my badge this term all the same. I ’m bigger than Ellerton-Davidson, and he ’s been played for the house/ His aspirations seemed to amuse the tormentors even more than his modesty. When there was a lull in the laughter Verney addressed him. 4 You Ye a broken-down old cab-horse, that ’s what you are/ he said. 4 Go to your stable.’ 4 He-he/ said the Toad. Verney advanced suddenly towards him. 4 Do you hear ? ’ he said in menacing accents. 4 Go away, you ’ The Toad obeyed quickly, and as he went Verney ran after him, leapt on his back, and compelled him to carry him up and down the dormitory. The Toad still tried to believe that this was only another result of his popularity. 4 Oh, I say, shut up, Scrunch ! ’ he mumbled. Verney thumped his head with his fists. 4 How dare you call me that ! ’ he shouted. Then he slipped down from the Toad’s back, and accelerated his progress towards his com- partment with a tremendous kick. 4 I ’ll teach you, Mr. Madden ! ’ he shouted. The unhappy Toad heard the approving comments of the group at the fire, and his com- placent illusions vanished like smoke in the wind. 4 A filthy man ! ’ they said ; 4 a loathsome person ! ’ The adjective was shrieked in falsetto. Denis escaped their attentions ; partly because he was so 52 THE FIRST ROUND quiet and insignificant, partly because his wanderings on the hills had made him active, though not strong, so that he developed a certain talent for gymnastics, and was chosen as a member of the rather mediocre team that represented the house. Lister's prided itself on its football, and was airily indifferent to other forms of athletics, — even cricket was esteemed vastly inferior to the winter game ; still, a new boy who represented his house in any way was not wholly despic- able, and Denis, if his character by any chance was weighed in critical balances, was allowed to be ‘ a decent little man.' Every one, of course, was a man ; as men they wore their caps far down over their brows lest they should be accused of ‘ side ’ ; and as men they went to be birched by the head- master. He soon learnt the name of every one in the house, from Arbuthnot, the mighty captain, the hero of heroes, who had been in the Fifteen for years and was immense and lazy and kind, to the small and squalid boy who ate three r cornered jam-tarts in his bed, and was therefore beaten, though but gently, by the prefects. Except for the gang of tormentors (who were about seventeen years old and good at football), they were pleasant creatures, all speaking the same peculiar language with the same intonation, all immensely serious about their own right of precedence over others, and all apparently thinking of the same thing at the same moment. One or two of the older boys, it is true, had special interests : J ames, who had his Thirty cap and used appalling language, was president of the Natural Science Society, and on one occasion had domesticated a new and prolific species of beetle in the dormitory ; Wilkinson the prefect painted flamboyant water-colours of sunsets over blasted heaths ; but these deviations, though regarded as amiable follies in the great, were sins in the small. Conform, — conform or be kicked, — that was the motto which should have been added by way of postscript to the inspiring words on the tablet over the lodge gates. The pariahs who by sickness or any other adversity had perpetual leave to abstain from football were generally regarded as worms and no men, and the boy THE FIRST ROUND 53 who aired his ideas on subjects not immediately relative to school life was voted a smug, and suffered accordingly. Lenwood was universally suspected of possessing a holy mind, because some one looked into a volume of Gibbon that he had been reading, and found that it contained an account of the early Christians. ‘ Lenwood ’s a hopeless rotter : he reads pi books all day long,’ was the verdict of the school, — an assumption that should have caused the great author of the Decline and Fall to writhe in his coffin. Denis conformed, with interior reservations. Behind the transitory pageants of his school life brooded the steadfast shadow of all that had been real to his childhood, — the immense and immutable upland, the sigh of the evening wind in the parched grasses, and the passionate colour of vast sunsets. At the most uninspiring moments of a lesson, or as he lay drowsily in bed at night whilst the prefects talked of football round the dormitory fire, the memory of those evenings would return to him ; he would be haunted by visions of fiery skies, and his heart would ache with some indefinable yearning. He became afraid of these recurring obsessions ; whilst they lasted he was the prey of an ecstasy that was almost painful, and when they had gone his life at school seemed grey and noisy and thronged with meaningless, depressing duties. Sometimes he felt that these thrilling periods of obsession were the only moments when he really lived ; sometimes he was racked with dim anger because he could not be like other boys, who lived entirely for the moment and were not made excited or miserable by the phantoms of their own imaginations. He would watch their faces during work, trying to discover in them the hint of some secret like his own ; but the quest was fruitless, and he made no confidences. Perhaps he had some dread of laughter from the profane, but his silence was chiefly due to the fact that it was impossible to express this haunting emotion in words. Yet it seemed to crave for expression } if he could have some friend to whom he could describe all the things that thrilled him with their memory, the moor, the wind, the trees, the tiny flowers that grew close to the sweet- 54 THE FIRST ROUND smelling earth, the bleating of lambs in March twilight — if he could have recited all this quite slowly, he would ease his mind of an intolerable and aching burden. Yet even then he would only express the outward aspect of the things them- selves, and not their united effect on him, which was no more translatable into words than the thought of a new colour. Towards the end of term something happened to which he looked back in after-life as one of the most significant events in his own secret history. Tennyson died ; and Mr. Lister, who as a rule read only books that treated of ornithology, was inspired to take down the works of the dead poet from his shelves. Having read some pages, he decided that the house should be awakened to the fact that there were other kinds of literature than the lurid works of adventure in its library, and therefore he gave orders that every one should assemble in the dormitory after evening chapel. Great curiosity prevailed amongst the boys when the order was known, for Mr. Lister most rarely harangued the house ; but curiosity changed to dismay when he opened a stout green volume and proceeded to read The Ode on the Death of the Duke of Wellington. The House listened to him more in sorrow than in anger, though one or two of the prefects seemed mildly interested. But, of course, it is a point of honour with prefects to be gentle with the housemaster. Mr. Lister, not content with delivering the whole of the Ode, finished his entertainment with Crossing the Bar, which made the red-haired boy called Scrunch dissolve into silent giggles. Then he shut the book with a snap, said good-night to the house, wagged his head, and marched away to his stuffed birds. Mr. Lister was not an accomplished reader ; he gave you an uneasy impression that he wanted to say ‘ my person * at the end of each sentence ; but to one of his audience his voice was as the blended accents of Apollo and the Nine. Hitherto Denis had thought that the type of all poetry was to be found in The Lay of the Last Minstrel and Martnion ; but now he realised that there was another kind, — a kind THE FIRST ROUND 55 which set great visions rolling before your eyes, and brought a friendly comfort into your heart, and boomed and rever- berated in your ears like thunder in the hills. What was the magic of this arrangement of ordinary words ? Why should an ode on a defunct soldier bring a small boy in Lower-Middle Two this infinite sense of consolation ? Did it have this effect on every one ? He looked round him as Mr. Lister departed ; almost every face wore an expression of enormous relief : the Toad was grinning, and the great Arbuthnot began to talk about an imminent house-match. Suddenly Denis realised that some one was staring at him. He looked round and found Lenwood watching him with an expression of amused interest. The lanky boy sauntered towards him and said in an undertone : 4 If you 're seen looking like that when poetry is being read you 'll be kicked for a certainty. The old ass reads awfully badly, doesn't he ? But it was rather keen of him. Did you see all their faces ? ' Denis did not answer. He was conscious of an extra- ordinary joy that Lenwood was talking to him so familiarly, as if they shared a secret that the rest of the house ignored profanely. 4 Is there a lot more like that ? ' he asked. Lenwood stared at him again with his ironical eyes, and nodded. 4 Lots,' he said, 4 and any amount that 's better. Tenny- son 's too sugary, generally, for my taste.’ 4 Compartments, please ! ’ bellowed Arbuthnot. The house began to drift up the dormitory. Lenwood and Denis walked together towards their adjacent cubicles. 4 Where can I get it ? ' Denis demanded. 4 Is it in the school library ? ’ 4 Some of it,’ Lenwood answered ; 4 not half enough.' He looked meditatively at Denis. 4 I suppose you eat filthy sticky stodge all day ? ’ he said. Denis denied the accusation. He had no passion for sweet things, and very little pocket-money. Lenwood halted by the curtain of his compartment. THE FIRST ROUND 56 ‘ If you don’t/ he said, ‘ and if you ’ll swear by all your gods to take the most awful care of it, I don’t mind lend- ing you some. I ’ve got any amount.’ Denis was about to thank him when Arbuthnot roared from the end of the dormitory : ‘You, sir ! what ’s your name ? Yorke ! Will you do me the personal and particular favour of going to your compartment ! ’ Denis fled. THE FIRST ROUND 57 VII DAY or two later his new interest in life was abruptly arrested by a severe chill, that sent him to the Sanatorium with a throbbing head and an abnormal tempera- ture. His spectral appearance rather scared the doctor, who feared pneumonia, and put him in a room by himself. There was another bed in the room, but it was untenanted, and there were Arundel Society prints on the walls of early Italian pictures with fantastic rockeries, and queer people in red tights, and excessively lean greyhounds. Denis stared at them for hours with feverish eyes, and grew to loathe them heartily. His head seemed to become hotter and hotter, and the only method by which he managed to forget the pain that hung about him like fire was to invent long stories where the people that he knew figured in scenes familiar to his childhood. The great art in this kind of invention was to avoid an end ; if the story ended you had nothing to think of but an aching brow until the next one began, and you had to fall half asleep before they would start. Often the characters would get out of control and do the most impossible things, and then you awoke and felt wretched. The great thing was to keep them all moving quietly and tranquilly through pleasant scenes. He was thoroughly ill for about a week, and then his temperature became normal, the Arundel prints seemed less offensive to his soul, and be began to develop an immense hunger. The matron, a hard-working, narrow-minded woman with a sentimental soul and a bitter tongue, discovered that he liked reading, brought him Thackeray's Book of Snobs from the Sanatorium library, and from her own a mawkish story about a pious infant who scored heavily off the wicked and died young. But Denis was bored ; footmen and social 58 THE FIRST ROUND satire did not interest him, and he hated the holiness of the matron's child-hero. It was more jolly to stare at the stripes of the window blinds, whilst you tried to remember certain lines of the Wellington Ode. Mr. Lister had sent a boy every day to inquire about his condition, but did not appear in person until Denis was convalescent. He sat at the foot of the bed and pummelled Denis gently, informing him that he had no excuse for falling ill, and that he was a disgrace to the House, like every other boy in it. Denis suggested Arbuthnot as an exception ; Mr. Lister barked loudly, and denounced that great man as an apostle of indolence. ‘ Twelve stone six of sloth and vanity, my person/ he said. But Denis was beginning to understand Mr. Lister, and had seen a photograph which showed the housemaster and the captain of the house sitting on a rock in Scotland with pipes in their mouths and shining salmon lying at their feet. Denis longed to ask him for the loan of his Tennyson, but was too shy. A more terrifying visitor invaded his solitude next day * the headmaster paid a surprise visit to the Sanatorium, looked into the room where Denis lay, and entered, followed by the doctor. He only stayed for a few moments, and Denis found his presence less of an ordeal than he would have imagined it. The headmaster seemed personally interested in his recovery, asked him some apparently inconsequent questions which, as Denis realised afterwards, obliged the boy to give hints as to whether he was happy or unhappy at school, and spoke to the doctor about the Arundel prints, which he did not seem to appreciate. Denis noticed that he said ‘ ain’t ’ just like the people on the moor at home, but this peculiarity did not in the least impair his majesty ; Denis felt that, in his way, he was almost as wonderful as Lenwood ; he gave you the same impression of immense strength, and he had the same look of sombre authority in his eyes. Altogether a terrific person, radiating power, very much alive indeed. Not many of the other masters were like that. His form-master, a mild youth whose chief scholastic qualification had been a hockey blue at Cambridge, THE FIRST ROUND 59 seemed to him the silliest of all silly sheep. His mouth never would shut properly. Through his open door Denis heard every day the voices of boys who came to see convalescent friends ; sometimes they looked into his room, then withdrew, and when this happened he felt rather bitterly that he was without friends ; no one cared to come and see him. Yet he was not sure that there was any one whom he would welcome ; he was content to lie at peace, thinking of great open spaces and weaving interminable fictions. His mind had the tranquil clearness that comes with recovery from illness ; it was good to rest with no responsibilities to trouble one ; to hear the rush of feet outside in the early morning, and then to go to sleep again ; to watch the firelight in the evening, and to enjoy a peace unknown in noisy form-rooms. There was one person, of course, whom he would like to see ; but that was impossible ; he hardly knew him. They had spoken to each other once during the two months that had passed since he came to school. So that when Lenwood came into his room one Saturday afternoon he gasped with astonishment, and felt far more shy than he had been in the presence of the headmaster. The tall boy came to the bedside with his peculiarly de- liberate tread, thumped down a lot of books on the feet of the convalescent, and remarked : 4 Hullo ! I 've brought you these. I ought to have brought them before, but I forgot all about it/ Which statement, of course, meant, ‘ I forgot all about you ' ; but Denis was too full of amazement to care. ‘ Here 's some Browning, which you won't understand, although people who say it 's really difficult are idiots. Here 's Keats ; p'raps you 'll be able to manage some of his short things. The tip is to sing them to yourself inside until you know them by heart. Here 's a thing called the Golden Treasury which is just packed with good stuff ! I don't suppose you 'll care about any of it ; still I said I 'd lend it to you, and I 've done it. What 's this ? ' He picked up the pious work that the matron had lent to 6o THE FIRST ROUND Denis and glanced through it. Presently he began to laugh, and his laughter was scornful. At this inauspicious moment the matron entered the room, and walked up to Lenwood. Her chatelaine jangled angrily, and there was rage in her eye. Lenwood glanced at her, and then continued to be amused by her book. This kind of treatment did not add to the matron's tranquillity. 4 What is your name, please ? ' she asked. Lenwood looked at her again with a surprised air, and answered. 4 I suppose you know the rules of the Sanatorium ? ' she said. 4 What do you mean by coming straight upstairs without asking leave ? I shall report you to your house- master.' Denis felt thoroughly disgusted. Here at last was a chance to talk to Lenwood, and this miserable matron was going to spoil it all. Lenwood, of course, began to look sulky, and didn't trouble to explain that he had got leave from the doctor, whom he met at the door setting out to play golf. 4 Very well, Miss Bowman,’ he said, 4 I 'll go.' He turned to Denis : 4 How can you read such appalling tosh ? ' he asked. This was too much for Miss Bowman, who recognised her book. 4 You 're a very impertinent boy,' she said. 4 You knew that I lent it to him. I shall certainly report you for insolence.' Lenwood smiled slowly. 4 I didn't know it was your book,' he said, 4 but I think just the same of it, anyhow. It 's sanctimonious humbug. I bet that the creature who wrote it turns out that kind of thing by the dozen, and drinks like a fish and swears like a fishwife. Good-bye, Yorke,' he added, and walked out deliberately. The matron was completely overwhelmed. 4 And he 's a new boy ! ' she ejaculated. 4 I never ! Upon my soul ! ' Her criticisms were cut short by the sudden reappearance of Lenwood. He put his head in at the door and looked at Denis. THE FIRST ROUND 61 ‘ Are you better ? * he asked curtly. Then he fled, and Miss Bowman followed him with her chatelaine clanking like the weapons of a pursuing army. Denis was too greatly astonished by this visit to think of looking at the books that lay on his bed ; he could only meditate on this marvellous Lenwood, who seemed superior to every one ; who had discomfited even the matron ; whose departure was not a retreat, but a victorious and voluntary withdrawal with all the honours of war. It is possible that if he could have seen the fate of Lenwood as he went down the passage he might have realised that his divinity was not always and completely master of the situation. Some boys in the next room, who were supposed to be extremely unwell, had observed the entrance of the bearer of books, and one of them, called Tellier, lurked by the doorway until he returned, and almost felled him to the earth with a heavy bolster. Tellier, of course, was happily unconscious of the matron’s presence ; he only heard the rattle of her chatelaine after the blow fell ; but the next ten minutes yielded him more than enough of her society. The result of this brief drama was that Tellier, who had been the life and soul of the gay fellowship in the next room, was separated from his kindred spirits and sent to occupy the vacant bed near that of Denis. He came in at tea-time, wrapped in a purple rug, wearing red morocco slippers, and dropping a long trail of hairbrushes, soap and tooth powder as he shuffled along the passage. He was a big boy about seventeen ; Denis had noticed his jolly, florid face in chapel, where he sat next but one to Lenwood. He grinned agreeably at Denis as he dropped what was left of his load on the floor. ‘ Hullo ! ’ he said. ‘ Mother Bowman has sent me in here. Rather rough luck ; we had no end of a rag in that room. Did you hear your friend dying on the stairs ? ’ He kicked off his red morocco slippers and sat down cross- legged on his bed. ‘ You ’ve been pretty bad, haven’t you ? ’ he asked, and without waiting for an answer, went on : 'I ’ve been in this beastly hole for three weeks. That great lout J ackson kicked 62 THE FIRST ROUND me in the stomach when we played Houston’s. I was sick twenty-nine times. Rather rough not getting my thirty, wasn’t it ? Funny joke. Patent. I ’m all right now, though ; I took off my belly-band yesterday. By the way, what ’s your name ? ’ When he heard the answer to this question his face became amusingly penitent. ‘ You ’re the man I ought to have asked to tea,’ he said. 4 I put it off day after day, and then I got smashed up. Don’t you know some people called Duroy ? ’ ‘ Oh ! ’ cried Denis, ‘ the little girl with the pigtail ’ Tellier laughed. ‘ Her pater ’s my uncle,’ he explained. ‘ I used to go and stay with them when they lived in France. They told me to look out for you. You must come to tea as soon as we ’re out of this. I’m in a study with old M'Curdy, that Caledonian stern and wild. You know him, don’t you ? He ’s a friend of Lenwood’s. Lenwood comes and talks high art to him till my stomach aches.’ He sprang up and began to look at the books on Denis’s bed. ‘Oh!, you ’re a high artist too ! ’ he said. ‘ So am I in a sort of way. I read French novels. I am French, you know, really, but I ’ve lived in England all my life. My name ’s Tellier — curious, isn’t it ? but they all call me Boosey because they think I ’m mad.’ Denis felt half inclined to share their opinion. The new- comer rattled on inexhaustibly, and when a stolid nurse brought in their tea he placed his hand on his heart and made her a passionate declaration in French. One fact about him was very soon obvious ; he was immensely popular. All sorts and conditions of boys came to see him, from the great Arbuthnot, whose increasing bulk was mocked unmercifully by Tellier, to M'Curdy, the saturnine Scot with tranquil eyes and a sense of humour. Perhaps if he had not been a fine athlete his amazing volubility would have seemed less attractive to the School, but he was in the Fifteen, and was also a runner of notable swiftness. He did not, however, seem very serious even with regard to athletics, and ex- pounded his theory on the subject with great frankness. ‘ Most men smug at footer just as smugs smug at work/ THE FIRST ROUND 63 he said : ‘ I play games because I like them. They make me feel alive all over, — at least footer does, and running the quarter. I loathe cricket ; it 's so solemn, — like drill. You watch a fellow try to hit a ball five times, and then you walk across a field and watch him again. Give me something where you re going all the time and don't get cool.' His social theories, too, were unconventional, if not exactly novel. ‘ It 's utter piffle to suppose that men who are good at games and get caps and things and think themselves gods are any decenter than men who don't. Old Curds has been here four years and is putrid at footer, — just plays for his house, — and he 's far away the best man in the school. He 's keen on the things that matter to him.' But these profound utterances did not proceed frequently from the mouth of Tellier ; usually he was occupied in singing ridiculous songs, making up nonsensical stories, or imitating the masters, for he was a superb mimic. Denis found inexhaustible joy in watching him, and he treated Denis as an equal and a friend. Is there any one with French blood in his veins who is not secretly flattered when he finds a sympathetic audience ? Denis was really appreciative ; he admired Tellier's extraordinary vitality so greatly that even the memory of Lenwood grew faint, and he talked to him without the least self-consciousness. Here, thank goodness, was another person who was very much alive. Denis soon discovered that Tellier's popularity was due to his enormous optimism ; he saw the jolly side of everything and every one. 4 Curds is a glorious man ! ' he would say : ‘ he 's so splendidly surly ! ' Or again, after a whimsical altercation with the matron : ‘ Old Mother Bowman 's a fearful rotter, but she does know how to be decent to cats. She goes up to London and finds one that 's starving, and brings it down here and fattens it till it dies.' And apropos of his form-master : ‘ The Shark gives us marks with decimals, and often forgets about the decimal point when he adds them up. It 's just a fluke where one '11 be in the week's order. Sporting, isn't it ? Glorious uncertainty. It makes Curds and Lenwood so sick that they aren't fit to speak to on 6 4 THE FIRST ROUND Saturdays. Horrid old Shark ! He babbles in his beard like a mad prophet. He 's the joy of my sad life/ And when the Shark came to see him he nearly killed Denis by asking the master artless questions as to the relative merits of the decimal and fractional systems. The innocent Shark informed him that he had a genius for irrelevancy, and added that M'Curdy had been top of the Lower Fifth for the pre- ceding week. Denis was quite sad when he became well enough to go downstairs and sit in the dingy room that was full of bored and rather dreary boys. His contemporaries seemed to him quite uninteresting, and he read assiduously until the joyful moment when he might go upstairs and listen once more to the inimitable Tellier. Tellier was not only gay, he was sympathetic ; he actually realised that there was something interesting about this little, insignificant new boy, and he made Denis tell him about his early life, and the moor, and the shepherds who dwelt in the valleys. ‘ Do you believe in ghosts ? ' he would ask. ‘ I do : I mean, in ghosts that you can't see, not in the ordinary story- book kind of rot. That place of yours just gibbers with ghosts, I know. You ought to see the stones at Karnak, and Plouharnel, and those places. If you go and look at them at sunset they make your hair stand on end. When I come and stay with my uncle we 'll have enormous walks all over your hills. But I don't know when I 'll come : I hate going away from my old mater in the holidays. She isn't really old, you know, she looks like my sister ; all the men here swore she was when she came to Speech Day last term. Old Curds fell violently in love with her ; his great eyes beamed whenever he saw her. Curds's mater died when he was a kid * rotten luck.' He would look very serious for a moment, and then he would seize a light chair and attempt to balance it on his nose or his chin. He would get it balanced, and begin to count rapidly ; then the chair would fall with a fearful crash on the iron end of the bed, and a nurse would rush in. ‘ Oh ! you again ? ' she would say, trying not to smile. THE FIRST ROUND 65 * Ecce iterum Crispinus * Tellier would declaim, rolling his eyes dramatically, and ruffling his tawny mane. It was impossible to be angry with him ; when the doctor attempted it Tellier answered him with a kind of broken-hearted courtesy and wagged his head in despair at his own sins. Two minutes later the doctor would be plunged in an eager argument about the team for the next foreign match, or the futility of approaching a green with a cleek when the distance allowed the use of a lofter. Tellier contrived, by uttering poignant and persuasive cries, to lure Miss Bowman's new cat, a shy monster, into the room ; he then adorned it with an Eton collar and a pair of braces belonging to Denis, and sent it off, as he said, to promenade itself in the gay world. The cat, bewildered by its unaccustomed finery, put in a very smart level hundred to the other side of the quadrangle, and sought sanctuary beneath the pulpit in chapel ; whence it emerged an hour later during evening service, to the immense delight of all beholders. So that Denis went upstairs every evening in delicious expectation of some new absurdity. In spite of his prowess with pillows and chairs, Tellier was not allowed outside his room, but left his bed at tea-time and sat in high state before a fire warming hrs considerable calves and talking to Arbuthnot, who generally came to see him before fifth lesson. Denis would wait downstairs until Arbuthnot passed the door on his way out, and then would go up to his room. One afternoon he was making toast with some other small boys about five o'clock when the doctor came in. He was a tall young man with a fair moustache and a quiet manner, and was very much liked by the School and the Sanatorium staff. He sat on the table for a few minutes talking to the boys, and presently spoke to Denis. ‘ Yorke,' he said, ‘ you look quite w^ell. You may go away from us the day after to-morrow, and mind you don't come back.' ‘ Oh ! thank you, sir,' said Denis, and knew that it was his duty to feel as well as to look pleased. Yet his heart sank ; when he was back in the inexorable round there would be E 66 THE FIRST ROUND no more quiet days of reading, and no more Tellier. He felt limp and inert ; the prospect of monotonous activity depressed him. Of course, once outside the Sanatorium, Tellier would not speak to him ; Tellier would be a god who walked to chapel arm-in-arm with the great Arbuthnot, — a person entirely different from the amusing buffoon with whom he had grown so intimate. Of course there was Lenwood ; but Lenwood, in spite of his visit, still seemed horribly remote, and Denis felt that he had nothing sensible to say about the books to their lender. Only the short poems in them had really delighted him — he had attempted to read Sordello ! — especially one in the Keats, an Ode to Autumn with a verse that took you back to the hills so quickly that you gasped ; a verse that was full of twilight, and the noise of full-grown lambs, and the soft wind of a luminous evening. But Lenwood would probably laugh at him for liking it. He wondered if Tellier would really ask him to tea in his study. The doctor had only just gone when a head and a very broad pair of shoulders appeared in the doorway, and the voice of the mighty Arbuthnot was heard inquiring if Yorke was in the room. Denis let fall the piece of bread that he was toasting and turned quickly. Arbuthnot beckoned to him majestically. ' I want to speak to you/ he said. Denis followed him out into the passage. As soon as they were far enough away to give the boys in the room no chance of hearing, Arbuthnot said : 'You Ye still sleeping in Boosey’s room, aren’t you ? Well, when you go up to-night, you ’re jolly well to be careful not to wake him up if he ’s asleep. Don’t forget, whatever you do/ Denis nodded, looking very much astonished. ' Is he bad again ? ’ he asked. Arbuthnot hesitated a moment. Then he answered : * No. He ’s had bad news from home. Go up as late as they ’ll let you, and if the light ’s down don’t turn it up. Go to bed in your clothes if you can’t undress quietly. Good- night/ And the hero, who looked extremely gloomy, de- THE FIRST ROUND 67 parted down the passage. Denis, on returning to his tea, had to undergo a fusillade of question and comment. ‘ What did he want you for, Yorke ? ' 4 Going to play for the School on Saturday ? ’ * Sorry you Ye liked by the captain of the Fifteen ! ' But Denis refused stubbornly to gratify them. His heart was heavy with apprehension. And yet, he thought, how funny he should feel like that about a man whom he had only known for a few days, a senior, a god ! He ate his toast, which had a strong flavour of cinders, in silence, and so became even more interesting to the curious throng of small boys. When, at last, he went upstairs Tellier was not asleep. He was lying on his back staring up at the gas-light ; his face had a strangely swollen appearance, and there were great red rims round his eyes. For a moment Denis hardly recognised him, and felt the beginning of a thrill of relief because he had found a stranger in Tellier's place. Then he went to his own bedside and began to undress noiselessly. Tellier never moved, but continued to stare at the light with those dry, dull eyes. Denis undressed with his back turned towards him. He had put on his nightshirt when Tellier suddenly began speaking in a voice that seemed to belong to some one else. Denis shivered, and dared not turn round. * Don't think me a beast for not speaking to you, Yorke,' he said. He paused, trying to find his ordinary voice. ‘ The fact is, I 've had awfully bad news. That 's why.' Denis turned towards him, but did not speak. After a moment Tellier's lips moved again. ‘ My mater 's dead,' he said. ‘ I got the telegram just before Arbuthnot came.' Denis stood there, looking stupidly at him. He had a picture of Tellier's mother in his head, — a picture drawn from the few things that Tellier had told him about her. She was young-looking, and gay and awfully alive like her son, and hated being away from him, and her eyes were dark and true like the eyes of the little girl her niece. And Tellier worshipped her. He was a creature apart at school, a kind 68 THE FIRST ROUND of glorious, irresponsible vagabond whom every one liked but no one really understood. She had understood him, and God had killed her and left Tellier alone with that look in his eyes, — like a wounded animal, — oh, so like some poor beast hurt to death ! It was horrible. He tried to speak. 4 P'raps it 's not true, — the telegram,' he said, and then hated himself, for Tellier writhed, and uttered the croaking semblance of a laugh. 4 People don't telegraph like that unless it 's true,' he said. 4 I know it ’s true. I feel it. I wish to God I was dead too.' Denis went to Tellier 's bedside and stood there trying to think of some words of comfort. He could find none, and Tellier did not seem to realise that he was near. 4 I am so awfully sorry, Tellier.' He blurted out the sentence in a queer, rattling voice. Tellier moved his head and looked at him for a moment. 4 Thanks,' he said. 4 Turn the light down a bit, would you ? ’ Denis obeyed, and crawled into bed feeling utterly miser- able. But though he shut his eyes and covered his head with the clothes, he could see nothing but that bruised, distorted face. It was impossible to sleep with that so near you. After he had lain there for an hour that seemed to him longer than the most tedious night of waking, he ventured to turn over in bed and look. ... In the dim light he could just see Tellier lying in exactly the same position, and staring, staring at the small blue flame. At the same moment he heard the sound of whispers in the corridor, and presently the door creaked. Tellier instantly shut his eyes. The doctor entered, treading very softly, followed by Miss Bow- man, who held her chatelaine in her hand to prevent it from jangling. The doctor came on tiptoe to Tellier’s bed, and bent over it. 4 Thank Heaven, he 's asleep,' he said, very quietly. But Denis knew better. At intervals in the night he looked at that motionless figure, hoping on each occasion to find that the dreadful eyes were closed at last, but hoping THE FIRST ROUND 69 in vain ; and when he awoke after a few hours of unrefreshing sleep, he saw that Tellier was still staring at the gas-bracket, though some one had turned out the flame. Tellier did not speak until the doctor came in on his morning round, and then he said harshly and abruptly : 'I’m going home to-day. Will you send round to the house for my bag ? ’ The doctor put his hand on his shoulder. ‘ My dear old boy,’ he said, ‘ it ’s impossible. We can’t let you go. Of course, we knew that you would want to, and I talked about it to the headmaster and Mr. Hinton last night. But you aren’t fit to travel yet.’ He paused, for Tellier was sitting up in bed ; his eyes were blazing, and he gesticulated like a madman. ‘ I ’m going,’ he said. ‘ No one will stop me, and I ’ll kill any one who tries. You don’t know what She was, — what friends we were. I ’ll see her ! She may not be dead ; it may be all a mistake, people do make mistakes like that. She can’t be dead, — she was as strong as I am ; we used to play tennis together all day. I tell you I will go ; I ’ll go if I have to set fire to your damned Sanatorium to get out of it. Beasts, beasts, to try and stop me ! ’ The doctor attempted to reason with him, and then went away in despair. He continued to rave until the matron came in. With rather more tact than usual, she contrived to soothe him with promises that the doctor would have another consultation with the headmaster at once, and that she would order a cab to be ready to catch the mid-day express to London. Eventually it was decided that he should go. He said nothing on hearing of the decision, and dressed and packed his bag in absolute silence. The doctor and Denis saw him off at the Sanatorium gate, but he said good-bye to neither of them. Arbuthnot came running to the gate just as the cab started ; Tellier did not even look at him, but sat staring straight ahead with frozen eyes. Thus miserably ended a delightful occasion, and Denis plunged once more into the giddy vortex of alternate work and games. But he could not forget Tellier’s face. 70 THE FIRST ROUND VIII W HEN Denis came home for the holidays after his first term at school, Dr. Yorke met him at the little station that was five miles from their house. As the train slowed down, Denis saw him standing on the platform, and felt a momentary sensation of surprise. How often during the term he had thought of his father until he seemed actually to see his face ! — at first with a bitter yearning, for it was inevitably part of all the dear, homely things that he had left, and latterly with a calmer sense of deep affection. Yet when he really saw his father at last, that face seemed in some way different from his dreams of it, not more stern, not less friendly, but greyer, dimmer, less alive. Dr. Yorke shook his son's hand and appeared pleased to see him, but evidently he did not think that the occasion was so extraordinarily important as it seemed to Denis. After their first greetings were finished, he said : ‘ Have you brought the parcels ? You would get my letter by the last post yesterday.' Then the exalted heart of Denis descended as a plummet sinks in deep seas. His face became scarlet. ‘ The parcels ? ' he said. Dr. Yorke spoke with a little note of impatience. ‘ Oh, my dear boy, are you as bad as ever at remembering things ? Do you mean to say you 've forgotten them ? I underlined every word about them. You must have got the letter.' Denis stood there looking the image of misery ; all the long-expected joy of his homecoming was shattered in one dreadful instant. For this is what had happened. On the previous evening, as he was going out of the house with Lenwood to hear the Lists read in Big School, the porter met him and gave him a letter with his father's writing on THE FIRST ROUND 7 1 the envelope. At that moment the clock struck the hour, and Lenwood, who was anxious not to miss any part of the term's order, exhorted him to run. He thrust the letter in his pocket, and obeyed. When they reached Big School the headmaster had already begun to speak ; there was no time for his letter then, and directly afterwards he had a dozen different things to do before chapel. The awful result of all this excitement was that he actually forgot all about the letter in his pocket. That fatal document contained in- structions for him to inquire about some parcels which were presumably lying in the office at the nearest junction. It was an unforgivable offence, he felt, and yet what very bad luck ! It was mainly because he was so keen to see his father that he had left his letter unread, but he could not explain this ; he felt that his father wouldn't understand. 4 I got the letter all right,' he said, 4 but I 'm afraid I didn't read it.' Then he added, with the lack of tact that is a malady most incident to nervous and truthful boys, r I was rather busy last night.’ This sounded extremely feeble, and it would certainly have been better if he had explained that his soul was lost in a whirlwind of excitement at the thought of returning home. Dr Yorke stared at him in blank amazement. 4 You never opened my letter ! ' he said. 4 Denis, you can't be speaking the truth ? ' Denis had never in his life told him a lie, but Dr. Yorke seemed still to live in expectation. The boy groped in his pockets and produced the unopened letter. 4 Here it is,' he said. 4 I 'm very sorry.' Dr. Yorke frowned. 4 It 's not much use being sorry, Denis,' he said, with one of his sudden flashes of bad temper ; 4 and I must say that if this is the way you treat your father's letters, I 'll take very good care — I '11 not take the trouble to write as often as I have done.' Indignation had an effect on Dr. Yorke contrary to that which it exerted on the Latin poet) it marred his power of articulate utterance. Formerly, Dr. Yorke's tirades against Denis had always begun on a note of wounded self-pity. 4 No one could have 72 THE FIRST ROUND been a kinder father to you than I 've been, and now you go and * etc. On this occasion, however, he did not use the familiar formula, and Denis, in the midst of his contrition, was conscious of a sense of relief because it was neglected. It was scarcely the kind of remark that one wished people to overhear in a public place. ‘ I particularly wanted those parcels/ said Dr. Yorke ; and then, in the same injured voice, he went off into a long and elaborate explanation of the reason why the parcels were so necessary. Denis sat by his side in the cart, and felt that this return was a dismal failure. What an idiot he had been about that wretched letter ! Yet, if his father had ever been at a public school on the last night of term, would he not realise that there was some excuse ? As they drove on, the well-known face of his beloved hills became more and more clear. They at least were true to his memory of them ; there was no hint of change in their lonely comfort ; each detail that became plain had a responsive thrill of recognition in his heart. The village was in sight when his father broke the silence that followed his lamentations over the parcels to ask Denis if he ‘ liked school.' Denis answered with a rather unemphatic affirma- tive. 4 Have you made many friends ? ’ asked Dr. Yorke. ‘ No, not many/ said Denis. ‘ Hardly any. But there are two fellows I like. Their names are Lenwood and Tellier. I told you about them in my letters.' ‘ That is one of the things I want to speak to you about,' said his father. ‘ They may be nice fellows, but they are both much older than you. I want you to find your friends amongst the boys of your own age. I wrote to Mr. Lister asking him to see about this, but, curiously enough, he hasn't answered my letter.' Denis had a vision of Mr. Lister carefully arranging all the friendships in the house. ‘ Now, Yorke, my person, there 's Ellerton-Davidson, just you go and be friends with him. All very well, my young ruffian ; but boys who speak to people older than themselves will write out the lesson.' He smiled THE FIRST ROUND 73 at this absurd idea. Dr. Yorke saw the smile and did not understand it. ‘ Age doesn't seem to matter much at school,' said Denis : ‘ men not much older than I am, who are awfully good at games, are friends with men in the Fifteen and the Sixth. But Lenwood isn’t really a great friend ; he lends me books, that ’s all. He ’s clever. Tellier and I were in the same room at the Sanatorium, but I don’t suppose he ’ll speak to me next term. He ’s in the Fifteen, and no end of a god.’ ‘ No end of a what ? ’ asked Dr. Yorke. * A god, — an important kind of person,’ explained Denis. ‘ Oh ! ’ said Dr. Yorke. ‘ I don’t care much for that expression, Denis. What sort of books does that other fellow lend you ? ’ 4 Mostly poetry,’ said Denis. His father was silent for a moment. ‘ I don’t want you to read much of that kind of thing,’ he said at length. ‘ Poetry is meant for older people ; it ’s a consolation for them.’ Dr Yorke’s excursions amongst poetry were limited to the verse in the Spectator. ‘ You have your school work, and that ought to give you enough reading. I expect that is why you don’t make friends, — because you ’re always reading. One of the reasons why I sent you to school is that I want you to meet nice fellows, who will be friends to you all your life, — open, manly boys like Bob Challoner. Why, men come and stay with Mr. Searle who were at school with him five-and-twenty years ago. You can make friends if you like ; you mustn’t sit apart and mope.’ Denis felt chilled ; this was an unjust description of his life at school, yet it had a tiny hint of truth. He was painfully conscious of being a very disappointing kind of son. When his father asked him questions about football, he replied in a listless way that showed how little interest the game possessed for him, and he did not think it worth while to announce that he had become good at gymnastics : the School attached no particular importance to that accomplish- ment, and his father’s point of view seemed to be exactly that of the School. Dimly he began to understand that Dr. 74 THE FIRST ROUND Yorke had a fixed idea that he was not entering whole- heartedly into the spirit of his new life ; yet after all, though he took no pleasure in the company of his contemporaries, he had worked hard, had earned a certain distinction at play, and had found a new and absorbing interest. Life was becoming more and more interesting to him, and was not that happiness? Yes, if you were happily interested in things, was it fair to accuse you of moping sulkily ? He felt that he might have explained all this to his father, but he shrank from the effort. His father had got that idea into his head, and to drive it out would need a force of which he did not at that moment feel capable. As is the case with many hyper- sensitive natures, a mental reverse of any kind made Denis apathetic. The drive ended in silence. Dr. Yorke's face wore a worried expression which was out of all proportion to what he really endured ; he assumed it (though he would have utterly refused to believe this if any one had hinted of it)' because he felt that Denis ‘ wanted a lesson ’ ; and Denis stared at the hills with eyes that a casual observer might have called obstinate. He was really angry with himself for being at cross-purposes with his father, who, of course, loved him and was anxious about him. That abominable letter — his own folly — had spoiled everything. If that had never happened he knew that he could have met his father with words which Dr. Yorke would have thought perfectly appropriate, that he could have been enthusiastic about school. Those detest- able parcels ! Yet would the words, the enthusiasm, have been sincere ? In spite of this depressing incident, Denis felt a real pleasure when he entered the Red House. It seemed smaller than he had imagined, but its dark panelled rooms were very warm and homely and peaceful after the noisy form-room and the long bare dormitory. When he opened the piano he felt as if he were shaking hands with an old friend ; the portraits on the walls — mediocre works in the manner of Lawrence — looked down on him benignantly, and the bust of a distin- guished physician in a full-bottomed wig seemed thoroughly THE FIRST ROUND 75 pleased to meet him again. It was good to think that you need do nothing for a month but play music, and walk on the moor, and lie in a chair by the fire thinking your own entrancing thoughts. At least, it would have been good if it wasn't for what had happened to Tellier. That was like poison in the wine of delightful dreams. You couldn't forget that miserable, distorted face and those eyes, those eyes. . . . Early in the following afternoon be began to ascend the stony track that led upwards to the moor. The sky was inky with the promise of snow, and the great wind of the north hummed an Arctic song in his tingling ears. The sound filled him with extraordinary delight ; he thrust his cap in his pocket and ran bareheaded until he reached the old quarry with its dilapidated hut. There, sheltered from the wind, he paused. His face was flushed and his heart was beating violently ; this, he thought, was to be alive at last, after three months' existence as quite another sort of creature ; this was freedom that one could feel in one's blood ; life that seized one by the throat and became a fire that burned through all one's limbs ! He began to walk rapidly to and fro across the moist arena of the quarry, and as he did so he found a strange pleasure in recalling every detail of the evening when he had last visited it : the rain, the pools on the ground, the little girl, and the heaviness of foreboding that weighed down his heart. The future had seemed to him then like a black and sinister mountain through which he would have to dig his way unaided, — and yet how easy it had been, after all, that subterranean journey ! Nothing had altered in this haunt of peace, and he himself was there, unchanged, except that his heart had grown wonderfully lighter. He remembered the silver pencil-case that he had hidden amongst the stones of the hut, and was able to find it after a brief search. He stood looking at the tarnished metal for some moments. After all, he had altered ; he would not do such a childish thing now. Yet he felt a queer satisfaction in its discovery ; as if he had performed a certain ritual that was the official symbol of his return. He remained in the THE FIRST ROUND 76 quarry for a long time ; at the bottom of his heart there lurked an absurd hope that the little girl with the pigtail would appear. If she came, he felt, the memory of that term at school would become even more dim ; he would be absolutely his old self again. Yet it was worth having gone through the term when it was the cause of one’s meeting Tellier. Poor Tellier ! But how jolly to think that he was the little girl’s cousin ! After a while he climbed past the gnarled thorn-trees that sang like harps in the wind, and emerged on the grim level of the moor. The force of the gale took away his breath ; the great guns of the storm were beginning to thunder, and flying squadrons of dark cloud with torn white edges rolled southward like navies rent in some tremendous conflict. The small dry flakes that were the heralds of a great snowfall swooped at his face as if they were angry live things. Blink- ing and staggering, he leant against the wind until his hair seemed to sing like the thorn-trees. For a moment there would be a lull, and then it was as if all the air in the world came across the moor in a succession of gigantic volleys ; a copper light glared angrily near the horizon, and disappeared as the huge flakes began to swirl down, in curves, in zigzags, in interlaced spirals, in lovely columns that wavered and broke into a thousand dazzling flowers. He struggled on in blind and breathless happiness for two miles, and then he turned. This was the moment of moments ; the wind set two gigantic hands against your back and thrust you along till you felt as light and helpless as a snow- flake, and you could hear all that it was singing far more clearly than when you strove against it. Sometimes its voice was high and shrill, and full of wailing, and I’s and E’s, but to-day it boomed and bellowed, and shouted words like the Greek that Denis was just beginning to learn, — Greek that, even if you only knew the meaning of a few words, gave you wonderful visions of hoary rocks and purple seas, and the long line of cranes sharply silhouetted against the winter sky. That was the kind of language talked by the wind ; a tongue full of glorious thunder. And it told you tales of THE FIRST ROUND 77 Lapland witches who sailed at midnight in sieves across a luminous and mystic sea, and of snow-pale princesses enthroned in dazzling palaces of ice, — white princesses crowned with diamonds, who drove in sleighs drawn by mighty reindeer with bells on their harness that echoed down the glaciers ; but the princesses were lonely, and pined away because they could never find the path that led to the warm world. It was dark when he reached home. He was covered with snow, extremely tired, and amazingly happy. When he had shut the hall door his father came out of the study. ‘ You must be mad to stay out on a night like this, Denis/ he said. ‘ Where on earth have you been ? ' Denis explained. ‘ I ’m very anxious that you should have proper exercise/ said his father ; ‘ but that doesn’t mean that I want you to rush about in a snowstorm. I wish you would try and cultivate a little commonsense. What were you doing on the moor ? ’ ‘ Oh, thinking/ answered Denis. * Thinking ! ’ echoed Dr. Yorke. ‘ Do you mean to tell me that you go up there on a day like this to think ? ’ He began to wonder if Denis had acquired a taste for cigarettes. ‘ Is that true ? 9 he demanded, frowning. ‘ Well, not exactly thinking/ said Denis ; ‘ making up sort of stories. The wind up there ’ he paused. It was hopeless to try and explain. He began to rub his boots on the mat. ‘ I wish you would try to be sensible, Denis/ said Dr. Yorke, and went into the study. Denis continued the dream of Lapland witches whilst he took off his boots. 78 THE FIRST ROUND IX O N Christmas Day his father gave him a cricket-bat, and Gabriel Searle sent him Palgrave’s Golden Treasury and Schubert's Klavier-Compositionen. As he sat in church he looked about, I am afraid, for the little girl and her enormous father, but in vain. On the way home he asked Dr. Yorke why they were not there. * For the very good reason/ said Dr. Yorke, ‘ or, rather, for the very bad reason, that they are Roman Catholics.' He acknowledged the greetings of a group of men at the corner of the churchyard, and continued : 4 That 's partly why I don't want you to see much of the little girl, however nice she is. . . . Those people are never quite the same. There 's always something underhand about them, — a sort of cunning. Is that boy at school a Roman Catholic ? ' 1 Tellier ? ' said Denis. ' No, not that I know of. He goes to chapel like every one else.' 1 Oh,’ said Dr. Yorke. ‘ Well, if ever you meet Mr. Duroy, and he says anything about that kind of thing to you, you 're to tell me at once.' And with this injunction Dr. Yorke dropped the subject, and they went home to an Anglican dinner of turkey and plum-pudding beneath walls that were adorned with Protestant mistletoe and holly. A day or two afterwards Denis received a note, written in characters which rather resembled an irregular series of old-fashioned croquet-hoops, inviting him to come to tea at a cottage which was called Parnasse, and signed with the name of Rosalind Duroy. There was a postscript which said : 'Noel has written about how kind you were to him at school,' and this made Denis laugh. Noel, of course, was Tellier • as if he could be kind to Tellier, the universally beloved, the god (as Dr. Yorke wouldn't have said), the friend of Arbuthnot ! THE FIRST ROUND 79 Denis handed the letter to Dr. Yorke, who read it, frowned, and remarked, ‘ I don't know that I want you to go, Denis.' Denis began to look very much disappointed, and Gabriel Searle, who was staying for a night at the Red House, smiled wearily and took his part. * My dear Yorke, they won't eat the boy,' he said. * I never met any one less likely to proselytise than Duroy ; he cares for nothing but art and polite conversation ; and I don't think that nice little girl is going to lasso Denis with her long pigtail and drag him down to perdition.' For Dr. Yorke had confided his religious fears to Gabriel. Wilmot Yorke grew rather red, fidgeted about the room, and displaced furniture. Then he looked at Searle with a worried smile and said : 1 I suppose it 's all right, though I must say I don't like that type of man. He 's altogether too florid, — too ebullient ; hasn't an atom of reserve. I 've noticed amongst patients that people who haven't reserve are always lacking in self-respect. Well, you can go this time, Denis, but remember what I told you.' * Oh, nonsense,' said Searle, rather impatiently ; ‘ it 's good for Denis to go into society. They 're absolutely delightful people.' He looked at Denis, who had apparently fallen into a trance. Searle noticed again the firm lines that invaded the boy's face when he was thinking, and wondered what particular thought was at that moment responsible for them. He leant forward. * Denis, what are you dreaming of ? ' he asked quickly. Denis looked up and smiled. ‘ I was wondering what “ ebullient " means,' he answered. Whatever it meant, he thought its actual sound seemed to make it applicable to the people whom his father distrusted and he liked. It would apply, he knew, to Tellier * yes, Tellier certainly ebulled. Was it the grown-up way of expressing the strange quality that always attracted him so irresistibly — the quality that was not all vigour, not all gaiety, not all independence, but a mixture of these with something large and generous added ? He could not define it, but when it was near he seemed actually to feel its presence 8o THE FIRST ROUND all round him. His father, apparently, felt it also, and disliked the sensation extremely. He had not to be in the hospitable precinct of Parnasse for more than ten minutes in order to feel more bewildered than ever by his father's attitude. How could any one dislike these kindly people whose eyes were always smiling at you, who talked jolly nonsense to each other, and made you feel in a moment that you were a friend, and not a kind of strange beast on probation in a dreary drawing-room ? The little girl had run down the garden path to meet him, and the big man had thrust his red face out of an upper window, like a giant in a fairy tale, and shouted a tremendous welcome. They had led him upstairs into a long attic where there was a huge fire of logs, and a grand piano, and musical instruments of all shapes and sizes, and a tapestry with knights in purple armour rushing gloriously towards fire-breathing dragons with red tongues, and pictures finished and unfinished, and a white poodle with the temperament of an archangel, and swords and books and meerschaum pipes, and majolica drug-pots and a soul-entrancing odour of paint and tobacco. For the first time in his life he enjoyed the sensation of being a highly honoured guest ; he sat in a huge chair of carved oak, lately the property, as Mr. Duroy informed him, of the venerable and never-sufhciently-to-be-regretted Cardinal Rospiglioso — a prince of the Church who had obviously possessed, amongst other advantages, longer legs than Denis, — and Rosalind curled up on a huge cushion at his feet, whilst Mr. Duroy sat on the lid of the piano, and talked to him with great waving of large plump hands. Oh ! you couldn't possibly dislike them ! You couldn't even feel shy after the first minute in their company ; there was something in their quick way of talking and looking at you that killed all dullness and self-consciousness, and the great room was like a fairy palace where you became a freer, finer personage, and forgot all about vicars' wives and daughters and the loneliness of the Red House and of school. They talked about school, of course, but they did not seem nearly so much interested in all that happened there as in THE FIRST ROUND 81 his own particular feeling for the place. They were greatly surprised to hear that Tellier was a famous athlete and a person set in authority ; Noel, they said, had never spoken of his own prowess ; and Denis thought that this was un- expected and strange, and quite characteristic of Tellier. Wonderful legends were told of his youth ; how he had travelled everywhere with his mother in France and Italy, Germany and Spain, a cherubic creature with bare legs, the face of a Donatello angel, and a transcendent genius for mischief, the scourge of Europe and European hotels ; how he was lost for a whole day in Rome, and discovered in Trastevere playing some game of chance with highly obscure rules amongst a pack of ruffians who could have carved him in small shreds as calmly as ordinary mortals cut up a salad ; how he was arrested in quite impregnable fortresses, where it was his habit to appear suddenly with a small cardboard box painted to resemble a photographic camera ; playing the part, everywhere, of a small Panurge, but without any of the heartless malice that was an unfortunate defect in the character of that hero. Now, of course, he was quite different; he seemed to have grown old in a few days, had spoken to no one, and hardly touched food for a week after his mother's death. It was probable that he would come to live with his uncle and cousin, for all his other relations were in France. This was a noble piece of news for Denis, but it was spoilt by an intimation from Mr. Duroy, that as soon as Noel had finished his schooldays they would all depart to France and never come back any more. 4 You 11 go away for good ? ' cried Denis. 4 Pour le bon , as you say,' answered Mr. Duroy. Rosalind looked at Denis with her dark eyes, that were rather long and narrow, and yet quite frank and sympathetic. 4 Why do you say that ? ' she asked. 4 Do you like us ? * 4 Be silent, Mr. Denis, and spare our mantling blushes/ said her father. 4 Women, as you have doubtless observed, are superb anglers for compliments. This lady, though you mightn't think it, is a painter, and if you want to be a painter F 82 THE FIRST ROUND of real pictures and not a decorator of Piccadilly walls, you must go to Paris. ' ‘ But we shall come back/ said Rosalind ; ‘ and while we 're there you will come and stay with us. We like you better than all boys except Noel. I can tell from your face that you don't kill birds and things. Nor does Noel.' She looked at him solemnly. Denis was greatly amused by her air of wisdom. ‘ How do you know that ? ' he asked. 4 Because I 'm a witch,' she said, ‘ a witch and a wizard.' She placed her arms on his knees and, resting her chin on her little clenched fists, continued to stare at him. Then she turned to her father. 4 Do you know, daddy,' she said very gravely, ‘ he 's got quite a French nose in spite of the Apostle of Respectability.' And whilst Mr. Duroy was bewailing his fate in possessing such a daughter, and comparing her unfavourably with Gonerils and Regans and serpents' teeth, she extended a sudden and snake-like arm and stroked the ornament in question. 4 You don't mind my calling him that, do you ? ' she demanded. ‘ No, not if you want to,' Denis answered, and then he felt a guilty pang near the lowest button of his waistcoat. He had already realised that these dear, absurd people inhabited a world which was contrary, if not absolutely hostile, to the one where he had always lived ; and now he had joined the enemy, and was actually encouraging one of them to laugh at his father ! Had he become a mere time-server and traitor ? Fortunately, the voice of his conscience and the questions of Rosalind were interrupted by Mr. Duroy, who flung open the piano and struck some immense and snarling chords. ‘ Do you like our piano ? ' he asked. ‘ It 's supposed to be a Bechstein, but Rosalind says that when I play on it she knows that it is really a Maxim-Nordenfeldt or a Hotchkiss.' He began to play the most brilliant of Schumann’s Noveletten, swaying his large body from side to side and smiling blandly THE FIRST ROUND 83 at Denis ; then he stopped abruptly in the middle of a clamorous cascade of notes and sprang up. ‘ Tea ! ’ he cried, ‘ tea ! 9 He left the piano, and going to a table in the corner of the studio, took up a long instrument with silver keys and a curved mouthpiece like that of a pipe. He opened the door, stood at the top of the staircase, and played a few notes. Instantly a cry of ‘ Bien, M’sieu ’ came up from below. He returned to the studio and put away the instrument. ‘ A cor inglese 9 he explained to Denis ; ‘ the horns of England faintly blowing, — most appropriate, you will observe, as a summons for the national beverage. The tune that I played is, of course, the potion motif from the first act of Tristan . And here comes Brangane with her deadly brewage ! ’ For the door had opened and a stout, jolly, rosy-cheeked Frenchwoman entered with a huge tray, which she carried majestically to a table near the fireplace. When she had set it down she returned to the door, smiling, with her head thrown back and her arms straight and stiff at her side, like a well-drilled female grenadier. It did one good to look at her, Denis thought, she was so large and kind, and her white apron was so absolutely radiant. Very soon she returned with another tray that was laden with amazing delicacies, — eclairs , mille-feuilles, babas , — au rhum , I fear, — and conical wafer-cakes which were almost tantalising in their elusiveness, like the food that hungry men eat in their dreams. The creator of these marvels beamed at her fortunate patrons, thanked them, apparently, for being so good as to allow her to exercise her art on their behalf, and retired, with an additional smile for Denis. It was the kind of tea that you remember at school when your pocket-money has all gone, and the butter provided by the authorities has a flavour of cheese. But even the exquisite triumphs of Marie, and the tea with thick cream in large white and blue cups, would have been nothing without Mr. Duroy and Rosalind. The host did not follow the fashion of Englishmen, who watch with a forced smile of indulgent pity the powers of youthful appetite ; he ate more 8 4 THE FIRST ROUND cakes than any one, and never ceased to laugh and talk, telling Denis stories of life at his French Lycee, a place like a penitentiary, where you wore a uniform and were watched continually by pions through a slit in the door, and had a good time, all the same. As for Rosalind, she really upset all his theories on the subject of little girls. With her pigtail, her plaid frock with a black leather belt, which ought to have been ugly, but somehow wasn't, her funny straight nose with its freckles, and her great dark eyes with their long curved eyelashes, she seemed to Denis the most remarkable person that he had ever encountered. She had a queer habit of watching you very earnestly when you were talking, staring at you with parted lips that gave you a glimpse of two rows of small white teeth, and then, if she was interested in anything you said, you could see a light growing and growing in her eyes, like the lamp of a diver who steadily rises towards the surface of a sombre lake. Her laughter was quiet and mellow, and curiously like that of her father ; she never seemed to grow excited or to scream. Denis found her delightful, but she puzzled him ; beneath all her dainty and amusing ways there was a strange something in reserve, he thought * a premature wisdom, a kind of self-confidence which wasn't conceit ; and this made him at moments think of Mr. Duroy as her younger brother who had grown ridiculously large. But in spite of this mysterious quality she ate a great number of cakes, and laughed at her father, and looked at Denis with deep affection, and lost both her shoes under the table, so that Denis had to crawl on the thick carpet to rescue them from the angelic poodle, and made several futile efforts to put them on toes which wriggled like the tail of an agitated chrysalis. Whilst he was crawling he heard Rosalind say to her father, ‘ Daddy, he likes us ! ' in a tone of intense conviction. This, too, seemed strange to him when he thought it over on his way home. Most little girls, he felt, would have said, ‘ I like him,' or ‘ I think he 's horrid ! ' After tea they sat round the fire in chairs that seemed to Denis three couches of cloud. Mr. Duroy smoked an immense THE FIRST ROUND 85 meerschaum pipe and strummed an ancient lute, a lovely heart-shaped thing full of faint sweetness, that made you think of faded roses and wistful people who walked very softly at dusk in dim gardens where dying flowers breathed out their ultimate sweetness. Presently he put down his pipe and began to sing very softly. It was French that he sang, but though Denis had only a slight and chilly acquaint- ance with the grammar of that language, he did not need any explanation of the text. The first note of that heavenly voice sent the familiar cold thrill down the back of his neck ; he closed his eyes, and all his body seemed to drink in the beauty of those almost whispered words. The voice was like the murmur of a calm sea at night, so soft, so sustained, yet with such a great reserve of strength, — the whole vast ocean behind its tiny line of vocal water ! And also, it reminded him of Rosalind ; of the something that lay beneath her gentleness and pretty, gay gestures ; she seemed to be in some strange way the living embodiment of her father's music. He opened his eyes and looked at her. She was almost lost in the depths of a great chair, — sitting in a highly unconventional attitude, with one foot swinging very slowly and the other tucked away beneath a knee. Her face was in deep shadow, but he could just see the gleam in her dark eyes, and knew, somehow, that the music made her feel what he felt. He looked away swiftly, turning towards the singer. Et sHl revenait un jour Que faut-il lui dire ? — Dites-lui qu’on Vattendit Jusqu'a den mourir . . . Et sHl m'interroge encore Sans me reconnaitre ? — Parlez-lui comme une soeur , II souffre peut-etre . . . The perfect voice rose with the question and sank to a murmur with the answer in that sad colloquy ; the lute followed slowly with strange, poignant chords. Denis sat very still, with his hands tightly clasped round his knees. 86 THE FIRST ROUND He was enthralled by the magic of the sound, yet even then some critical instinct seemed to tell him that what he heard was not only lovely, but absolutely right ; perfect and com- plete in its own way. This was greatness, though it was expressed in a tiny song, whereas when Mr. Searle played something vast — one of the later sonatas of Beethoven, for instance — he made it seem merely clever. Et s'il veut savoir pourquoi La salle est deserte ? — Montrez-lui la lampe eteinte Et la porte ouverte . . . The voice sank to the very edge of silence, and remained there, like a bird poised on motionless wings above some dark gulf. Et sHl m'interroge alors Sur la derniere heure ? — Dites-lui que fai souri De peur quHl ne pleure . . . Quite abruptly, with one deep note on a bass string, the song ceased. There was silence in the room for a little while, and then the tension was broken by a melodious sigh from the poodle. Mr. Duroy laid down the lute and laughed softly. * Narcisse,' he said to the dog, ‘ music to hear, why hearest thou music sadly ? ' Narcisse rose, went towards his master, and laying his head on his knee, gazed at him with eyes full of unutterable affection. ‘ You liked that ? ' Mr. Duroy asked Denis. ‘ The words are by a man called Maeterlinck. ' ‘ But w r ho did the music ? ' asked Denis. ‘ Oh, the music,' said Mr. Duroy disdainfully. ‘ That kind of thing is one of our innumerable useless accomplishments. Rosalind and I rather go in for uselessness. Rise, little cat, from that somnolent posture, and show him what you can do in our particular line. Narcisse, if you interrupt I shall put you inside the piano with your more sensitive ear close to the loud, big, harsh, booming bass notes. It 's the oboe that he really can't abide,' he explained solemnly to Denis ; THE FIRST ROUND 87 ‘ it reminds him, you know, of the voice of one whom he loved and lost/ He took a very dark violin out of a smart new case, put some rosin on the bow, and gave them to Rosalind. She played, as Denis knew she would, extremely well, with her little white chin looking very square and determined against the dark brown wood, and a funny firm line showing between her level brows. Her father accompanied her perfectly, smoking his pipe and swaying his large body slowly from side to side like a benevolent bear. She played several short pieces by a Russian composer with a name that was like the explosion of a Chinese cracker, and then, quite suddenly, she put down the violin, kicked away a rug, and began to dance. She had some clicking things in her hands that seemed to have come there by magic, though possibly she picked them up when she laid down the violin. Without even looking round, her father had begun to play a queer tune in a minor key with an amazingly fascinating rhythm, — ta rum te turn, ta rum te turn, ta rum turn tum-a-rum-a-rum turn turn , — a Spanish dance, as Denis learnt afterwards, from a famous French opera. And she danced, very slowly at first, then faster, and her pigtail gyrated in heavy curves as if it were trying to keep time with her feet and was always a moment too late. Her feet touched the floor so softly that Denis could hear nothing except the staccato click of the castanets ; the vivid colour of her plaid frock reminded him of the variegated hues of Harlequin. Her eyes were dreamy and half closed, and she looked very serious. She continued to dance for several minutes, then said something over her shoulder to her father, and abruptly sank down on the floor and sat there, resting her head with agreeable calmness against Denis's knee. The poodle came over to her, and uttered a melancholy whine as she patted him. ‘ Do let us have an end of all this musical nonsense,' he seemed to say. 4 And now,' cried Mr. Duroy, springing up abruptly from the piano, * the little amateurs have done their worst. Let the great professional advance to the sacrifice. Maiden's Prayers and Battles of Prague omitted, by desire. No 88 THE FIRST ROUND applause allowed during the movements, Narcisse.’ So Denis played two of the Moments Musicaux of Schubert, and found that the piano was very different from the spavined instruments in the music-rooms at school, where you marked the faulty keys with a spot of red ink as a reproach unto the music-master. When he had finished, and his hosts had poured elaborate compliments into his reluctant ear, Mr. Duroy produced an oboe and Rosalind her violin, and they made Denis play the piano part of a trio by some old Italian, — a delicate pastoral full of piping shepherds and rippling brooks and trees and laughter and sunshine on bright meadows. The trio was quite a success, though Denis broke down when Narcisse converted it into a quartette by unexpectedly lifting up his voice. This was the end of Narcisse ; he was thrust into exterior darkness, and a moment later a volley of barks in the garden proclaimed his indifference to the artistic paradise from which he had been expelled. Then Mr. Duroy sang the Erl-Konig and the Doppel-ganger and, by way of contrast, some delightful English folk-songs and French nursery rhymes. And after this orgy of sound was ended he pinned many sheets of brown paper on an easel and did lightning sketches in red chalk of great musicians : Beethoven, with his grand brow and splendid, sullen eyes ; Wagner, all nerve, supremely intelligent, with a flickering hint of shrewdness in his tense lips ; Chopin, the willowy ghost of a man ; and then, suddenly, Rosalind with the castanets and Denis at the piano, Marie, Narcisse, and an amorphous monster with a pipe, several chins and eyes like fiery circles, which was discovered eventually to be the portrait of the artist. At length Denis realised with amazement and disgust that it was nearly eight o’clock. He rose to make his farewells, and as he did so was conscious of feeling almost the same sensation that afflicted him when he turned back towards school after a long Saturday ramble. Mr. Duroy and Rosalind entreated him to stay to dinner and promised to lend him a beautiful Venetian lantern to guide him to the village, but the thought of his father made him resist even this THE FIRST ROUND 89 temptation. They seemed really sorry that he was going, and made him vow solemnly to come and see them whenever he could. ' We are here as constantly as two cabbages/ explained Mr. Duroy. 4 Our business hours are from 8 a.m. to 12 p.m., and we always welcome an interruption. If I 'm painting when you call you can talk music to Rosalind, and if Rosalind is making day exquisite with scales and five-finger exercises, or designing a new masterpiece, you can play frivolous games with me. Don't ring the bell, because it 's broken, and won't ; walk straight in and do whatever you like or nothing at all.' And Rosalind kissed him heartily on both cheeks, and cried, ‘ You aren't to forget,' as she stood hand-in-hand with her father in the porch. As if he could forget them ! He could recall every moment of those eventful hours ; he felt that the memory of the long room — its odour of paint and tobacco, the firelight on Rosalind's face, the dance, the songs, the poodle — would stay with him all his life. What a splendid thought it was ! However dreary and stiff and cold-eyed the people might be whom he met, he would know, at all events, that the whole world didn't belong to such creatures ; there would always be Mr. Duroy, and Rosalind, and Tellier as champions of joy and kindness and good- fellowship. How lucky he was to have met them, how un- speakably lucky ! His face was glowing when he reached home and his eyes were very bright, but he did not say very much to Dr. Yorke, and Dr. Yorke did not ask him any questions. It was the doctor's custom to read a newspaper during dinner, — a custom that Denis had known ever since he could remember. That night it seemed strange to him for the first time. He thought of the table where he might have been sitting ; there was laughter, he knew ; Rosalind's eyes would shine, Mr. Duroy would say funny things in his great, soft voice, and Marie would pass to and fro with her sympathetic French smile. There would be no rustling newspaper, no silence, no 90 THE FIRST ROUND brown depressing walls, and probably no cold mutton. He felt a vague sensation of resentment. ‘ They asked me to stay to dinner/ he said suddenly. Dr. Yorke looked up from his paper and frowned slightly. ‘ You were quite late enough already/ he said, and returned to the golden periods of the Prime Minister. Denis made no further remark, and stared fixedly at an unpleasing print of one of Landseer's least admirable pictures. THE FIRST ROUND 9i X L ATER in life, when he looked back on those first ^ holidays, it seemed to him that all their hours must have been devoted to music at Parnasse and long walks over the hills with Rosalind and her father. Rheumatisms and influenzas kept Dr. Yorke busy all day long, and Mr. Searle went to Switzerland to skate. Denis only met his father at breakfast, at dinner, and rarely at luncheon ; Dr. Yorke was always in a hurry at the earlier meals, and always tired at the late one. Hard work and long drives in the cold air made him irritable ; but he had ceased, apparently, to look with such active disfavour on the new friends of his son, and only reiterated perfunctorily his fear that the boy's perpetual visits were becoming a nuisance to Mr. Duroy. Perhaps he observed that the afternoons at Parnasse, where airy conversa- tion and games with Narcisse would be succeeded by a really strenuous hour with the pianoforte and the violin, had a most beneficial effect on Denis's music ; perhaps he realised that the boy seemed less fragile and dreamy since he had found this new and enthralling interest in life. At all events, Denis was permitted to pass the days as he pleased ; he played scales and read Stevenson (ex libris A. Duroy) in the mornings, as soon as luncheon was ended he walked very quickly to Parnasse, eager for the friendly laughter of its tenants and the hospitable bark of the poodle. Then, if it was fine, a tramp across the hills, with much high argument and occasional songs from Mr. Duroy, — splendid songs that shod you with fire and made you step out like a giant at the very moment when you had begun to feel the first hint of weariness ; or, if there was rain, foils and a skipping-rope in the bam, which had an excellent floor. Rosalind was already quite an accomplished fencer ; she wore dark blue knickerbockers and stockings and a smart yellow plastron which Denis very rarely contrived to touch with his foil, and she tucked away 92 THE FIRST ROUND her pigtail inside her mask. Her lunges were like flashes of lightning, and her wrist never seemed to tire, though Denis's would ache till he almost dropped his foil ; she was extra- ordinarily supple, and would evade a thrust by a funny side- long twist of her body that reminded Denis of the action of a cat passing through narrow railings, and her eyes shone behind the wires, as he told her, like something fierce in a dark cage. But she was so very jolly — not in the least pleased with herself — that you didn't mind a bit even when she pinked you half a dozen times, and made you feel as if you had weights tied to your feet and were using a rapier that shortened when you lunged and grew enormously heavy when you tried to parry. After an hour or so of healthy exercise you were quite ready for tea by the studio fire, and after tea came music, — really serious work, with groans and peremptory commands for repetition from Mr. Duroy if there was a wrong note, and stem attention to time, and no cheap pedal effects undreamed of by the composer. Then, after farewells and a promise to meet on the morrow, Denis would scamper home beneath the frosty sky with his head full of Bach and Beethoven, and the high notes of the violin that always brought a flood of daffodil light about his closed eyes, and the deep notes of Mr. Duroy's voice that seemed to drape the whole world with royal purple ; and his heart would thrill with the content that follows a day of intense, active happiness. The end of these delights came too soon, — sooner, at any rate, than the Duroys had imagined, for as the days of his last week at home fled like leaves in the gale, Denis avoided all reference to his departure. Even on the last day, though he knew that he must tell them the truth at last, he put off the fatal moment as long as was possible. It would spoil the whole atmosphere, he felt ; the shadow of school, with its conventions, and catch-phrases, and noise, would brood over that bright place and ruin its memory for him ; he wanted to keep on thinking that the boy whom Rosalind called ‘ mon Denis ' was quite a different person from Yorke of Lister's (school number 252). They finished the evening with a trio for pianoforte, violin, and violoncello (Mr. Duroy, as he modestly announced, THE FIRST ROUND 93 played every instrument in the world except the banjo and the mouth-organ), and then Denis closed the piano and put Rosalind's violin into its case, feeling as if he were assisting at his own interment. Mr. Duroy was highly elated by the trio ; he hugged Rosalind, and then came over to Denis and patted his shoulder. 4 Do you know, maestro mio ,’ he said, ‘ that we were all very good indeed to-night ? There isn’t any question that we are all incomparable geniuses. But there was one tiny doubtful moment,’ he went on, waving a large finger in the air and then gently bringing it down on the top of Denis’s head as if he were transfixing the ghost of a musical error ; 4 just after Rosalind wanted to sneeze in the scherzo and wrinkled up her nose. But to-morrow — oh, the old cry of the toiling artist ! — To-morrow we shall be perfect. Come early, and we will walk early, have tea early, and play early. Persuade your stern parent to let you stay and dine with us.’ ‘ I ’m afraid there won’t be any to-morrow,’ said Denis very grimly. Mr. Duroy held up his hands in alarm. 4 Now don’t you go a-frightening a poor old man and a nervous female,’ he said. ‘ There has got to be a to-morrow in spite of Zadkiel and Nostradamus and Mother Shipton and the Witch of Endor. I won’t hear for a moment of there being no to-morrow, for isn’t it the birthday of the lovely, the accomplished, the peerless and pig-tailed Rosalind Duroy ? There now, I ’ve let it out, and I vowed that I wouldn’t. To-morrow the ordance will thunder over Europe, the bonfires will blaze on the hills, Narcisse will have a new blue ribbon, and Marie will finally ruin her complexion in the oven. Rosalind will attain the mellow, genial age of thirteen, and we ’ll have a snapdragon all to ourselves with a string tied to each threepenny bit to preserve our tuneful diaphragms. No to-morrow, indeed ! ’ But Rosalind had been watching the boy’s face. ‘ Daddy,’ she said suddenly, ‘ he ’s going back to school. That ’s what he means.’ Mr. Duroy stared at Denis with immense round eyes, and Denis nodded slowly. 94 THE FIRST ROUND ' That 's it/ he said. ‘ I 'm going back to school/ ‘Oh!’ said Mr. Duroy. ‘ Oh ! This just crumples up the whole universe. But why didn't you tell us, Denis ? We would have advanced the feast, even at the risk of making Rosalind an old woman before her time/ Denis was silent for a moment. ‘ I couldn't/ he said, 4 somehow I felt as if it would spoil everything. For me, you know. I 'm awfully sorry/ Then his eyes fell on Narcisse, who had been re-admitted after the conclusion of the trio, and stood near them wagging his tail and looking at them with an air of artless sympathy. For some occult reason the aspect of that homely hound seemed to make the thought of the world into which he was going additionally dark and comfortless to Denis. He stooped and patted the dog. ‘ Oh dear, what a black birthday we 're going to have ! ' said Mr. Duroy ; ‘ and it would have been so jolly. This comes of trying to plan surprises in a cut-and-dried 'world of convention and time-tables.' ‘ There won't be any birthday,' said Rosalind with con- viction. ‘ I shall put it off till he comes back. Narcisse has a birthday in April and I shall change with him. Marie shall put his name in pink sugar on my cake.' ‘ Brief is the life of brutes and full of tears,' declaimed Mr. Duroy. ‘ Narcisse can't afford to play scapedog in that way very often, Rosalind. As for you, Denis, I regard you with the dark eye of reproachfulness. Your beastly reticence has made Marie labour in vain and effected a serious alteration in the age of my undutiful daughter. Retire for ever from our presence. No, don't retire ; we must have another conquest of that trio. When will you come back ? Is it in April ? ' ‘ Yes,' said Denis, ‘ on the 18th.' ‘Oh! ' cried Rosalind mournfully. ‘ It 's years ! I can't wait till then.' ‘ Now, I protest ! ' said her father. ‘ You really mustn't make him imagine that he is indispensable. Pride is the scourge of young and old. We don't want to see you ever again, Mr. Denis, but if you do happen to be passing on the THE FIRST ROUND 95 19th of April, we may so far unbend as to offer you merely formal hospitality. A letter from you, if adequately stamped, will find its way to our breakfast-table, though of course I will not answer for its being read. In any case, don't forget about the 19th, because that happens to be Rosalind's birthday. If you don't come you will have to fight a duel with both of us at once. Rosalind will be armed with an epke, and I shall attack you from behind with a battle-axe.' And Rosalind took hold of the lapels of his coat and said, * Dear little Denis, you won't forget ? ' This was absurd, for he was at least an inch the taller, but it made him feel as if he had swallowed a handful of sand. He went away at last in such a mental whirl that after- wards he was almost certain he had shaken hands with Narcisse and patted Mr. Duroy on the back. ‘ It was splendid ! ' was the only articulate expression of thanks that he was able to utter, and he realised, as he went home, that it was absurdly inadequate to express his almost ecstatic appreciation of the kindness of these new friends, these comrades in art, who made him feel that he had been intimate with them for a thousand wonderful years. He realised, too, with an astonishment that atrophied all his powers to think, that they were honestly sorry that he was leaving them ; there was real affectionate concern in Mr. Duroy 's jolly face as he stood in the porch, and when Denis had shut the garden gate he heard Rosalind say in her funny quick way, ‘ Daddy, he is so alone ! ' Alone he was, perhaps, but no longer lonely, with the memory of Parnasse as his faithful companion in long dull hours, and the vision of his friends to lighten the darkness of unsympathetic places. He wondered what he had done to deserve all the good fortune which had resulted from that chance encounter on the hills amid the storms of early autumn. Did any other boy in the world ever have such friends as these ? Once again, however, his exhilaration vanished and depression enwrapped him as he entered the doorway of the Red House. 96 THE FIRST ROUND XI T HE founders and arbiters of the public school system who ordained that the life in these institutions should be one incessant round of activity from the beginning of term to its end have perhaps proved to be the children of wisdom. To a healthy boy who can manage to keep his place in the crowd without undue straining there is a tonic effect in the absence of leisure ; and the sense of being a lively part in a great and ever-moving body is an admirable enemy to stagnation of mind. It is only the special case, the variant from the type, who suffers when he is included in masses that move by rule ; and if we are inclined to admit the dangerous premise that any suffering can be good for' a young soul, we may cheerfully conclude that the rough process is justified if it turns the variant into a solid, ordinary person ; or, if he is a hopeless rebel, at least teaches him that the thorns of life are not tender to him who kicks. To be borne gaily along the swift stream, doing your own little share with the oar, is pleasant enough ; it is only when bad weather, or incessant petty tyranny, or accumulated punish- ments contrive to spoil the rhythm of your days, that you begin to feel like one who no longer rows in the boat but is dragged painfully through blinding and choking waters, bruising himself in frantic efforts to regain his lost place in the general scheme, and at last lying sullen and inert until some one either lends a hand or cuts the rope that binds him. For the first few weeks of his second term Denis found an interest in the mere sensation of taking up the threads of his school life exactly as he had left them. In spite of the mists and rain of January that accentuated the ugliness of the yellow buildings and changed the playing-fields into so many marshes, there was something exhilarating in being part of a formal system when you had gained enough experi- THE FIRST ROUND 97 ence to avoid being hustled ; when, as it were, you could keep up the pace without becoming breathless and bewildered. There were certain persons, too, whom he wished to see ; Lenwood, who was as saturnine as ever, greeting him at the beginning of term with a nod and a cursory ‘ Hullo, Yorke 1 ; and Tellier, the incomparable Tellier, who looked older and less jovial, but nevertheless grinned expansively when he caught sight of Denis in chapel on the first night of term, and sent him an invitation to tea in his study on the first Saturday afternoon. Denis went, and found, to his surprise, that Lenwood was his fellow-guest. The other members of the study were M/Curdy, the wild, shy Scot with a droll trick of speech, and Lawrence, who was in the same house as Denis, but was only known to him by sight. Lawrence was a most superior person ; he had been in the Eleven for three years and was a prefect, and had a reputation for ‘ side ' both in the house and the school which was due to his reluctance to speak to any but his intimate friends. The only occasion on which Denis had come into personal contact with this hero was when he had whitened the boots which Lawrence used for playing racquets, and he remembered distinctly that Lawrence had omitted to thank him for performing this task. Now that the slave appeared as a guest in his study, however, Lawrence's manner was wholly different ; he was quite friendly, and talked volubly to Denis about the many points in which Lister's was superior to any other house in the school. He was just as decent to Lenwood, too, Denis thought, though Lenwood was obviously disliked by the prefects of Lister's, and had actually had an altercation with Lawrence, which the latter terminated by walking away with an acid smile. But now Lawrence behaved as if they were old friends, and gave a satiric account to Tellier of the great spectacle afforded to gods and mortals when M/Curdy tried to teach Lenwood to play golf amongst the Heath ponds. ‘ A loathsome scene ! ' concluded Lawrence with the inevit- able high note on the adjective. Tellier responded with a string of impossible scories about M'Curdy's life in Scotland, where, according to all accounts, he dwelt in an impregnable G THE FIRST ROUND 98 fortress, clad in a brief kilt and armed to the teeth, except when he led the clan M'Curdy forth by night to hag-ride and to moss-troop, whatever these extraordinary processes might be. Full of blood-lust was M'Curdy’s heart, and murder worked like a maggot in his brain ; but somewhere in his vast interior he cherished a strange passion for a pale princess of the north who had carrot-coloured hair and whose name was Thomasina. But she scorned M'Curdy, being the lineal descendant of a thousand kings and amateur lady golf-champion of Scotland and the Isles. Denis came away from the study feeling that the haughty ones of earth were very much like every one else at school, — friendly and delightful when you met them alone, but quite different when they were ten or twelve gathered together. He met Tellier very seldom after that day, though he always watched his restless tawny head in chapel, where Tellier, I am afraid, was rarely on his best behaviour. With Len- wood, however, he became almost intimate, going' for walks with him on Sunday, and growing accustomed to his habit of producing a book from his pocket, slackening his long stride to the slowest possible pace, and becoming com- pletely absorbed in literature. The thirst for reading would come upon him in the most unlikely places, — at half-time in a game of football, or when he was walking over a level crossing. The School regarded him as totally mad, but his sharp tongue and strong arm secured him from molestation by the tormentors. He lent Denis more books, and even condescended to expound certain difficult passages in them. So time went on, and Denis found himself gliding gradually into a kind of apathetic contentment which he had certainly not known during his first term. The little accidents of schooldays lost their tremendous and threatening importance the exhortations towards energy which came every week from his father seemed to have no real relation with his life ; he was going very comfortably with the tide, preserving appearances in the form-room, working steadily at music, and jealously guarding the scanty leisure that he was able to devote to books and dreams. The house thought him THE FIRST ROUND 99 quite insignificant ; he excited neither interest nor animosity ; the tormentors never troubled him, and his form-master found him painstaking, normal, and rather dull. He went to voluntary gymnasium three times a week, and showed a certain aptitude for hand-fives and other court games. The music-master noticed a change in him ; his technique had improved steadily, but the temperament that he had shown signs of possessing seemed to be in danger of eclipse. He was contented, in a dull kind of way, with the even monotony of his days ; life at school, he felt, would be always the same ; he would attain no distinctions, but at least he would suffer no violent agonies. If you couldn't be brilliant and wonderful like Tellier, it was as well to be completely insignificant. Defiant eccentricity, like that of Lenwood, led to much discomfort unless you possessed Lenwood's invincible contempt for ordinary popularity, and the way of the harmless imbecile was hard at a public school. The poor Toad's life was made a burden to him, yet even he had a fund of inane cheerfulness that seemed to carry him through episodes which would have driven a more sensitive boy to the lowest depth of despair. He was the easy dupe in every scheme of the tormentors. After kicking him in the dormitory they would suddenly become friendly and invite him to tea in their studies. He would go, and they would compel him to eat a filthy galimatias of eggs and sawdust, subsequently thrusting him out with blows and insults. Their ingenious tortures made the heart of Denis grow sick ; whenever he entered the dormitory at night he would find two or three of them engaged in ill-treating the wretched Madden. He talked to Lenwood on the subject, but Lenwood seemed to have very little sympathy for the victim, and aired a grim philosophy. * Some people are born like that,' he said. ‘ Madden 's not meant for school, and his people ought to have realised it ; but all through his life it '11 be the same. There 's been some mistake somewhere ; he ought to have fallen out oi his perambulator when he was a kid and been run over by a traction-engine.' And he smiled sardonically at the sorry figure of Madden trying to pretend. IOO THE FIRST ROUND as he submitted to some new indignity, that it was all tremendously funny. On one occasion, indeed, Lenwood almost interfered. He came into the dormitory in the evening to find the familiar comedy being enacted in the presence of the small fry of the house. Madden had gone to bed early with a headache, but as soon as the tormentors appeared they pulled him out, and compelled him to dance. The spectacle, if you happened to be heartless, was not without humour ; Madden flopped about on heavy feet, and grinned painfully. When he paused and begged to be allowed to return to bed, the audience threw various articles of hardware at him, and one of the tormentors strove to arouse his flagging energies with a cane. Lenwood pushed his way slowly through the crowd and went up the dormitory towards his cubicle. As he passed Madden he glanced at him, and said contemptuously : * You fool ! Why don't you go for them ? ' Madden looked at him stupidly for a moment, and then a strange frenzy seemed to seize him. His face grew purple, he stammered incoherent words. ‘ That 's it,' he said ; ‘ if I did my duty to myself and the school I should smash them, — damn them ! ' He whirled his long arms and advanced towards the tormentors ; the house shouted its amusement, the tormentors seemed to be surprised. But even as he reached them his courage failed ; he stood there hesitating, and they all rushed at him at once and beat him heartily, and then he wept. It was no consolation to him that Arbuthnot came in a moment later, and, realising what was going on, caned the tormentors for being out of their cubicles after ten o'clock, and threatened the whole house with immense punishment ; he knew that he had had a great chance, and that he had failed to take it. Lenwood turned to Denis with a shrug. 'You see ? ' he said ; ‘ he funks them. He always will funk now, all through his life. It 's no good trying to do anything for him. He was made to be the prey of every little cad and beast. He 's cowed, and once you 're thoroughly cowed it 's all up with you.' Denis felt that this was true. But how wretched it was, THE FIRST ROUND ioi he thought while he undressed, that any one like Madden should be sent to a place where he would become broken- spirited for life ! Madden’s people, of course, had sent him to a smart private school and then to Lister’s house because it was the proper thing to do, without ever troubling to think if their son was fitted for places of the kind ; whereas Madden was meant by nature to live in the country and do carpenter- ing — he was very good at carpentering — and never to be with any people who could combine to torture him because he happened to be weak and foolish. Why, oh why did people make others miserable by doing the proper thing without ever thinking ? Yet little by little — the result, perhaps, of the new apathy that was claiming him — he found himself beginning to regard the career of Madden with something of the contemptuous pity which marked Lenwood’s attitude ; Madden was wretchedly foredoomed to failure, and it didn’t really matter much what happened to him ; he had ‘ gone under.’ He was aroused from this indifference, however, when he thought of what Rosalind would say if she could know the whole tragedy ; and then he half-realised that he himself had changed in some strange manner, and that there were certain flaws in Lenwood’s stern theory of life. How her eyes would have blazed if she could have heard of that process of slow torture ! If she had been a boy, he knew, she would have done anything to save even Madden from the least pain. Her standard for things was right, and yet — when you were at school all the old standards did seem to alter most strangely! his father’s, for instance, seemed to have neither rhyme nor reason as soon as you were within the four walls of the quad. Oh ! after all, why bother about standards ? Why think at all ? School was really pleasanter when you didn’t think, but just drifted. Yet thinking used to be such happi- ness ; could a place where it w T as better not to think except about everyday events be really right ? It was certainly better not to think about Madden, nor about the tormentors, though the latter, apparently, were inevitable in school life. All boys, said Lenwood (now aged seventeen), were either 102 THE FIRST ROUND beasts or worms or geese. The geese were most numerous, and usually followed and applauded the beasts. And what about Arbuthnot and Tellier ? asked Denis. Oh, Arbuthnot was such a grand beast that he never bothered to be beastly, and Tellier, — Lenwood wasn’t sure, he admitted, about Tellier. He was waiting to know him better. And then, of course, Tellier was a Frenchman. He would become a beast as soon as he grew up. That was the real difference between the English and the French ; all Englishmen were beasts when they were boys, and all French boys became beasts when they grew to manhood. O monstrous, stale, unprofitable world ! THE FIRST ROUND 103 XII T HE adult intellect, which seems to its possessor to be lost in a long monotony of grey and profitless days, can always find consolation in the knowledge that life, even in its drearier backwaters, is so shining and splendid an affair that some spiritual adventure is certain to arrive before long ; but to the eager, short-sighted vision of immaturity a period of monotonous reiteration is depressing to the last degree, and the hope of change seems to be mocked by every detail of the day’s routine. Time, that terrific phantom which only exists when one begins to meditate on its monstrous identity, stands immovable for those who count the hours instead of using them, and the preposterous truth that there are only one hundred and sixty-eight of these enemies in a week lends heavy importance to a couple of dozen of them. Denis, as we have seen, had contrived to drift very soon into a condition of comfortable apathy. For the first few weeks of term the days seemed to flit past on noiseless wings, and he felt as if he would be quite content to spend his life in the same state, doing easy things easily, wishing for nothing unattainable, and living as free from individual effort as a wheel in a watch. But after a while the haunting memory of certain events in his holidays became fixed in the narrow landscape of his experience ; his mind was filled with the echoes of old laughter and old songs, and one morning he woke to find that all the pleasure which he really cared to recall had been born in the cottage which the Duroys should surely have christened Paradis rather than Parnasse. Better than the voice of the winds and the sunset glow on dark woods was the memory of that irresponsible household and its gentle and friendly ways ; better than all the waters of oblivion which flowed in the smooth stream of a regulated life was the bitter longing for that sudden, brief draught of 104 THE FIRST ROUND joy. From that moment his apathy melted like ice in spring, and he began to count the hours, which promptly took their revenge for this familiarity. The change in his tem- perament became obvious. Before, when he had been merely apathetic, he had worked steadily, though without enthusiasm, at the ordinary routine, and had practised the piano until the old music-master was almost tempted to describe him in a report as conscientious ; now, he lost places rapidly in form, and improved wonderfully as regards musical expression, although he neglected to practise scales. Perhaps, too, other and obscure influences were at work within him. Certainly there was a new voice in the wind that haunted the dormitory chimneys, and the pallid sun- light of early spring lit up the fields as he returned from the football-field or a cross-country run. Even the rain had no longer the pitiless depression of November, but made one think that it came to awake the sleeping things of earth, and not to strip the reluctant leaves and make the paths foul. Every Sunday, as he walked with Lenwood, Denis saw some new colour in the garment of earth, but he thought the country which surrounded the school the flattest and dullest place imaginable, and only took an interest in the shy green things that were coming to life in the hedgerows because they were a kind of testimony to all that was happening in the valley at home. Lenwood condescended to tell him the names of certain obscure plants, and informed him that an interest in such objects stamped him finally and irrevocably as the finest possible specimen of the genus worm. Long before, when he had been a very small boy indeed, Denis had been possessed on certain occasions with a tremend- ous sense that something exciting or uncomfortable was going to happen. It was a sense which seemed, to the probably partial estimate of his older days, never to have played him false ; something always did happen, — something pleasant, occasionally ; but more often something perturbing, — perhaps the arrival of his aunt with the nasty little girl who wore buttoned boots and had a peevish voice. He could never exactly define this prophetic sensation, but it made THE FIRST ROUND 105 him feel as if his soul was holding its breath. Latterly he had lost all but a very faint hint of this old sense, but in the second of his terms at school — the Easter term — it returned with a violence that was quite aggressive. Something huge was going to happen this time, he knew, and he neglected work and was listless at play, because he was wondering what great event threatened him with its shadow. The smooth-slipping weeks, however, went by without anything to break their monotony ; and from wondering whether the impending event would be pleasant or the reverse, Denis passed to a state of passionate fear that nothing would happen after all. If it didn't happen, he felt, — if something splendid or terrible didn't come to deliver him from the intolerable counting of heavy hours, — there would be only one thing left to do. He would justify his prophetic instinct in the manner of the truly wise prophet ; he would make the tremendous thing happen through some action of his own. Meanwhile the memory of Parnasse became more and more an obsession. Before half the term was over he was per- suaded that he could remember every word uttered by Rosalind on every occasion when he had seen her, and every gesture, extravagant or decorous, of her father. As for Narcisse and Marie, they were perpetual phantoms of delight ; he could actually see them if he closed his eyes when he was in form. It was owing to this happy gift of retrospective clairvoyance, perhaps, that he was described briefly by his form-master in the half-term report as an unemotional and somewhat sleepy boy. He showed immense interest in the music which had been played by Mr. Duroy and Rosalind during the Christmas holidays, but could not be induced to take any trouble over the technical difficulties of other works. The music-master found no further reason for describing him as possessed of a conscience, but that singular adjunct to his personality began to reproach him, though only at intervals, with the strange fact that all his retrospective vision was concentrated on Parnasse, and closed its eyes on his father and his father's house. The hot blood would rush to his cheeks as he lay awake at night and meditated io6 THE FIRST ROUND over this mental perfidy. He loved his father, he told him- self, as much as ever ; yet the envelopes which brought Dr. Yorke's letters seemed to contain also an evil imp who sat on his shoulder for the next twelve hours and contrived to depress him vaguely. The letters were full of advice which had no sort of bearing on his actual life, but Denis did not resent this. The same thing happened to other fellows ; Lenwood’s people, for instance, were for ever exhorting their bookish son towards extreme athletic excellence. Lenwood would read the exhortations to Denis, and laugh in a way that made the younger boy wonder why he really liked him. Denis would have died rather than confess to Lenwood that there were certain things in the letters from his father which had a remarkable resemblance to sententious passages in the improving pamphlets beloved by Miss Bowman ; pompous phrases which, Denis felt, ought to have been sent to some one else, for they were mere dead words to him. ‘ Be true to yourself, then I can have no fears for you/ wrote Dr. Yorke ; but what was the use of such advice when the boy was becoming gradually convinced that his father knew nothing of the self about which he spoke ? Denis felt that there might have been some value in the sentence if a father had written it after reading a diary in which a son's hopes and desires and shifting interests had been faithfully chronicled ; but to ask some one to be true to something which you didn't understand, — this wasn’t giving good counsel, it was only setting an intolerable conundrum. In despair, he tried to put himself in sympathy with his father's attitude of mind while he wrote ; tried to evoke an actual vision of his expression as he sat over the letter in the study at the Red House, and was more bewildered than ever. Did people always become so different from their ordinary selves the moment they set pen to paper, or was it the real self that came out at last ? He had never left home before going to school, and so was quite unfamiliar with this literary aspect of his father. A question of this kind, at any rate, was a durable form of self-torture, and he began to combat it more and more with THE FIRST ROUND 107 warm reminiscence of Parnasse and with counting the hours until he re-invaded those artistic portals. His old sense, too, of some imminent event had not played him false. The Toad, after affording a few more weeks of amusement to the tormentors, was found one afternoon by a horrified small boy in one of the Heath ponds with his heels in the air and his face hidden among weeds and mud. The small boy had sufficient presence of mind to haul him to dry land and to rush for help ; and artificial respiration restored the Toad to a world that had invariably given him more kicks than caresses. He spent ten days, possibly the most peaceful of his life, in a comatose condition amongst the luxuries of the Sanatorium, and then died quite suddenly when no one was in his room. The School attended his funeral, and Denis saw the Toad’s father, a handsome old gentleman of military aspect, walking rather stiffly behind the coffin, which was covered with a huge wreath from Lister’s house. He also saw two of the Tormentors, who were in the choir, singing On the Resurrection Morning , and wondered how they felt. The house, of course, commented freely on the event ; and the general consensus of opinion was that, after all, it was about the best thing that could happen to the Toad. Jolly bad luck, of course, dying before you had any fun, but he would never have done any good. Pretty ghastly, though, that old chap behind the coffin. You ’d never have thought that the Toad’s father would be like that. He was his only son, too ; still he must have made him awfully sick. Old Lister looked quite old and different. Williams said that he saw him blubbing in chapel. Arbuthnot said in dormitory last night that it was a rotten thing to happen for the house. Do you think it got into the papers that he tried to commit suicide ? It wasn’t suicide, was it ? I think he just fell in and lay there ; had a fit, you know. Perhaps he was put in. Oh, shut up ! that ’s a putrid thing to say ! And so on, until Sports day arrived and the Toad and his tragedy rested in peace. The affair had a serious effect on the nerves of at least one member of his house. Denis, since he could remember, io8 THE FIRST ROUND had never been near death, and all the dismal circumstances preyed on his mind until he could neither eat nor sleep. The last mournful pageant, with the whole School paraded in honour of the strange dead thing which they had scorned when it could move and speak, seemed to him a triumph of irony ; he had a sudden idea that inside the coffin the Toad was chuckling in his old dreadful way because the great Arbuthnot was standing bareheaded and solemn in his honour ; and he thought the obsequious undertakers, who hoisted the body from the trestles with a loudly whispered ‘ One, two, three/ were not like men, but seemed rather to be black and sinister spirits who took possession of the dead with a terrible kind of professional nonchalance. When it was all over he astonished the impassive Lenwood by abandoning himself to a long paroxysm of hysterical laughter, and for days afterwards he went his various ways with the eyes of one who walks in sleep. There were apparently other things in life than Dr. Yorke’s phrases which were meaningless. He became listless and irritable, went down steadily in his form, and played games with about as much enthusiasm as a prisoner would feel on the treadmill. His form-master, a person distinguished neither by sympathy nor scholarship, began to regard him as lawful prey, and his health left him ; he knew the peculiar sensation of wrestling with overdue impositions when his head was aching, and all his limbs were oppressed with heavy languor. The only consolation that he found was derived from the books lent to him by Lenwood ; but it was an anodyne which cost him dear, for he began to read them when he ought to have been preparing work and to dream of them whilst lessons were heard. He relapsed into his old loneliness, shunning even Lenwood, whose calm attitude of attainment filled him with helpless envy. His own mind was a whirl of shifting opinions, and if a healing thought came to him some tormenting devil seemed to whisper that it was baseless and foolish. Amid the wild ebb and flow of his emotions two things only gradually became certain : that school was a beastly place where the THE FIRST ROUND 109 weak were tortured until they died, and that he himself was sick to death of it. Dr. Yorke heard of the tragedy of the Toad, and wrote about it to Denis at some length. ' A bright lad cut off so suddenly in his happy youth, — what a terrible lesson to you all ! ’ were his sentiments. Denis tried, and failed, to see where the lesson lay if one took this impossible view of Madden’s personality. If his father had known the truth and had written, ‘ A wretched, half-witted creature persecuted beyond endurance and allowed by God to get free from cruelty for ever/ there might have been some sense in his comment. The headmaster preached a sermon the main argument of which was that, as they had seen, any one might die at any moment, and therefore every one ought to be spiritually ready, which seemed to be sound reasoning ; but as Denis glanced at the impassively decorous faces of the School, he felt that a man even greater than the Head might have used words more simple and more in relation with that particular phase of life to which they were supposed to apply. A rather trivial incident contrived to be a factor in Denis’s general condition of unrest. A certain boy named Halliwell, an overgrown and rather stupid member of Lister’s, was in his form, and, from motives that were not wholly disinterested, worked with him during preparation. In order to become more deeply acquainted with the beauties of the classic writers Halliwell made use of certain inaccurate and lifeless transla- tions which were forbidden by school rules. Denis had no inordinate moral scruples with regard to this procedure ; if you had to get up a lesson, and a crib saved you from impositions and other woes, it seemed to him that a crib was possibly legitimate. There was no question of unfair advantage being attained by its employment, for every one could use it, and most people did so. But he had found that Halliwell’s trusty staff proved a broken reed in the hands of its employer, and always preferred to elucidate Homer with the commonplace aid of a dictionary and a grammar. On one occasion Halliwell was sitting by his side during prepara- tion, and since he had passed the first half-hour in drawing I IO THE FIRST ROUND up imaginary football teams in which his own name figured prominently amongst various internationals, he found him- self at the end of it with rather less time than usual for preparing the lesson, and was unable to find the place in his crib. He pushed it over to Denis with the request that he would help him, and at that moment the preparation master saw those well-thumbed contraband sheets, and swooped like an eagle. ‘ Yorke,' he said, 4 is this your property ? * Denis waited for a moment to see if Halliwell was inclined to come to his assistance, but Halliwell was mute as the unresponsive tomb. Denis thought the matter over briefly, and then answered, ‘ Yes, sir.' ‘ Ha ! a useful little work/ said the master, ominously facetious * 4 but one, I 'm afraid, which is not to be found in the Book-room. For how long have you been engaged in studying it ? ' Denis felt reckless because he was angry with Halliwell ‘ Oh, most of the term, sir/ he answered. At least he could show Halliwell that some people weren't cowards. But he rather overdid his note of defiance. The master frowned, and began writing in a note-book. ‘ You will take this to your housemaster,' he said, ‘ and to- morrow at eleven you will go up to the headmaster. For a boy in his second term you seem to be remarkably mature. Meanwhile you can stand out in the middle of the room.' Denis obeyed, drearily conscious that one more cloud was added to the grim skies of the life which he was beginning to detest. He went to Mr. Lister's room next morning, and saw that eccentric person in a new light. Lister spoke to him with none of his usual circumlocution, but gave him five minutes of very pointed monologue. Thence Denis pro- ceeded to the headmaster, who set him an enormous im- position, and threatened awful chastisement if the offence was repeated. Denis emerged into the quad with the sensation that he was a notorious member of the lapsed and lost. In the form-room he met Halliwell, who, with rather belated decency, offered to do half the imposition ; as if it THE FIRST ROUND 1 1 1 was the actual penalty that hurt one in a case of this kind ! But some of the boys in the form-room knew the truth, and administered righteous kicks to Halliwell, and destroyed his library of translations. So that Halliwell remained at the bottom of the form, was duly superannuated, and went to Ceylon to practise agriculture with his uncle. Denis found a certain consolation in telling the whole story to Lenwood, though Lenwood, on the whole, was unsym- pathetic. ‘ Regular Boy's Own Paper sort of chivalry/ he said ; ‘ you ought to have sat tight till the little beast was asked if it was his crib and had to own up. What 's the use of a sensible person sacrificing himself for the sake of an idiot ? The idiots never do anything for the decent people ; if the whole thing had been the other way on, Halli- well would have said it was your crib without hesitating a moment/ This was probably untrue, but it impressed Denis with a sense of the futility of his sacrifice and of everything in general. Tellier alone brought comfort to his heart with a few random words. / Hear you Ve been up to the great arch-fiend/ he said when he met Denis one day ; ‘ Bohn's translations ; I know them well, they 're the one joy of my barren and profitless existence. You 're becoming quite one of us. Don't look so serious, old Curds told me all about it. Rather decent of you, the world thinks, but you are decent. My sweet cousin says so in her foolish feminine language. He knocks the cocoanut, rings the bell, and receives the gold-mounted-walking-stick and twenty-four- hour-nickel-silver-armorial-timepiece, she says, meaning you. Good-bye. I 'm going to read my Bohn in the study. What 's read in the Bohn will come out in the form. Come and have tea on Saturday.' But not even an occasional meeting with Tellier could avail to exorcise the restless spirit that haunted Denis ; the mere sight of that wonderful person seemed to emphasise the dullness of his ordinary acquaintance, and he found himself on several occasions almost disliking Lenwood because his point of view was so different from that of the people who lived at Parnasse. His critical instinct was developing with 1 12 THE FIRST ROUND extraordinary rapidity ; in spite of himself, he found that he set up a tremendous standard of perfection for every one, and that they all fell short of it. The obscure unrest in his soul increased with the coming of spring. There were certain evenings in March when, after a day of rain, the sky beyond the drifting clouds was magnificent with sudden stars, and the wind had a pure fragrance that was born on great plains and icy Alpine fastnesses. Its voice, on nights like these, would fill him with the same strange ecstasy that he felt when he heard great music ; a half - delicious, half - intolerable yearning would possess him, and on several occasions he was overcome with a very boyish kind of shame because his eyes were dim with inexplicable tears, and his heart was beating wildly. How the fellows in Lister's would laugh, he thought, if they knew of this ! But he was beginning to grow reconciled to the dreadful truth that there was some defect in his tempera- ment which made him an alien in the school ; all the influ- ences which gave him a joy in living would be quite incom- prehensible to boys and masters ; even Lenwood was dead to them, and read his everlasting books without looking up at the elusive wonder of the hedgerows and the faint greys and greens that hung like mist about the woodlands. Little as he knew it, his whole life had been a search for consolation ; for an antidote, at first, against the loneliness of his childhood, and now for a spiritual retreat into which he could withdraw when he was almost lost in the labyrinth of routine. Nature and music had hinted their secrets to him at the age when a more robust lad in a more normal environ- ment would have been gloriously content with cricket-bats and fishing-rods ; he had found such actual happiness in being alone on the hills that the love of liberty had become an instinct, and now that circumstances prevented him from gratifying the instinct his hitherto tranquil spirit rose in rebellion. Added to this was the fact that he had met certain persons who seemed to him the living embodiment of perfection, and owed another grudge to school for dividing him from them. His youth denied him the power of looking THE FIRST ROUND ii3 serenely ahead ; and to his mind, so precociously sensitive, so tragically immature in its incapacity to realise the immense part played in life by renunciation, existence seemed to him a hopeless strife in which the arbitrary rules of his father and of school were opposed to him in terrible array. Every one who knew him except Gabriel Searle would have been immensely surprised if they could have discovered the fire that burned beneath that delicate and almost placid exterior. The masters especially — those carelessly chosen shepherds of so delicate a flock — would have been completely baffled by his malady ; to them he would indeed seem to have eaten of the insane root, for he was not ill-treated in the house or the form-room, his impositions, a recent development, were only the common lot of boyhood, and he was a passable athlete for his age. It was ridiculous, they would have said, for a small boy to kick against the pricks and possess an abnormally developed individuality. He was obviously a foolish little prig who would grow out of his idiocy in time. But Denis was not a prig ; he was only a sensitive small boy to whom solitude had given a mental development which had nothing in common with what the world calls experience, and also, he was an artist already ; an artist whose instinct was rapidly awaking, but had not yet found its particular and appropriate form of expression. Music was still too much a matter of scales and exercises to evoke a complete responsiveness in his temperament. Even after the mournful tragedy of the Toad, his sense that something terrific was about to happen did not leave him, and he knew that until this fatal anticipation was ful- filled he would continue to grow more and more restless and miserable. Even tea in Tellier’s study failed to cheer him ; he could only look with a kind of dull envy on the spectacle of his host’s incomparable joie de vivre. There were mocking voices in the March wind, and when he walked with Lenwood on Sunday the school seemed to drag at his feet like a gigantic fetter. He was wholly reticent about his own sensations, and Lenwood found his company somewhat depressing. H THE FIRST ROUND 114 XIII B ECAUSE he was distracted and unhappy, he con- trived to drop into many little pitfalls which more wicked and more wily boys would have avoided successfully ; and the punishments that followed curtailed his scanty leisure and quickened his sense of the general injustice of life. A glib lie would have delivered him from many difficulties, but he was not a liar ; that form of cunning seemed to him to demand such a tremendous amount of mental exertion. He began to look on the artifices of certain boys — such as Chal- loner, for instance, whom Dr. Yorke regarded as a really noble specimen of adolescence — with a somewhat bitter amusement. Challoner's language was nasty, and his life, it was believed, even nastier ; but he was a big, handsome fellow with a smooth manner, and was quite popular with the masters and their wives. Dr. Yorke nearly always inquired after him when he wrote, and lately Denis had been visited with a mad impulse to report, in the nervous English of a public school, all that was so confidently rumoured about his father's hero. He refrained, however, from discharging this thunderbolt, and replied that Challoner was quite well, and was a favourite for the school quarter-mile. Perhaps he expressed himself curtly, for Dr. Yorke wrote in his next letter : — ‘ Don't let the success of others discourage you ; it sounded as if you were rather — not exactly jealous of Bob Challoner — but in- clined to be unwilling to do more than just mention his suc- cesses. I know that before long I shall hear of my boy achieving the same distinctions. You seem to be having a very pleasant life ; don't neglect the more serious side. The half-term report must be improved on. God bless you, my dear boy.' Dr. Yorke seemed to possess a capacity beyond the wont of Puritans for delivering a blow and a blessing at the same instant. THE FIRST ROUND ii5 This letter arrived on a Saturday morning, and at eleven o'clock on the same day Denis received a harangue from Mr. Lister, to whom he had taken an unfavourable report from his form-master. Perhaps if Mr. Lister had not been obliged to deliver a similar oration to at least half a dozen boys in the course of a quarter of an hour, he would have realised that Denis was rather a special case, and would have tempered his eloquence with tactful advice ; perhaps, too, if Denis had been in an ordinary condition of mental health he would have observed that Mr. Lister was only airing his taste for pictur- esque and hyperbolical invective. As it was, the master thought the boy a sulky little brute, and the boy thought the master a blundering old lunatic ; for Mr. Lister, in the heat and hurry of the moment, read a slightly sinister meaning into certain phrases of the report, and Denis did not attempt to correct his error. He went out of the study with new fuel added to the smouldering fire within him. Oh ! to flee away and be at rest from this perpetual round of misunderstanding and petty trouble ; to climb some immense mountain that towered serenely above a hateful world, and lie down and die ! His mind had scarcely formulated this depressing desire, when he collided violently with some one who was coming quickly down the passage, heavy-laden with books. The books flew to the ground, and Denis saw that their bearer was an unamiable youth named Pinker, who had formerly been a conspicuous member of the tormentors. Pinker wasted no words over the situation, but flew at Denis and boxed his ears with excessive violence. The blows sent Denis staggering against the wall, and Pinker, being fearful lest Mr. Lister should emerge from the study, gathered up his books with one sweep of his arm and vanished into the dormitory. Denis had prepared the work for third lesson with care and interest, but he descended quickly to the bottom of the form, and remained there. His soul was full of a dull, un- reasoning fury ; his head ached, and every living thing seemed a malignant member of some monstrous coalition THE FIRST ROUND 1 16 that had marked him as its victim. He had gone too far down the path of dejection to be able to console himself with the thought of anything that he had once found pleasant ; he cut his music lesson, which was fixed for half-past twelve, and spent the hour of freedom before dinner in sitting at a desk in the empty form-room with his head on his hands. At dinner he ate nothing and spoke to no one, and when it was over he walked like a somnambulist out of the quad to the terrace that overlooked the playing-fields. It was one of those days which give March a claim to be reckoned as part of spring, in spite of blustering winds and heartless reversions to snow-showers and dark skies. The bright, pale sunlight flooded the fields, the dark boughs were silhouetted sharp and intense against the clear blue of the sky, and the birds were singing in the trees. A small tortoise- shell butterfly, which had been tempted from winter quarters by the soft air, fluttered across the terrace in search of non- existent flowers, and alighted for a moment on the path near Denis. But Denis saw neither the sunlight nor the butter- fly, and stalked along with his hands in his pockets and his eyes fixed on the blank and impenetrable barrier of the future. He went slowly down the terrace, and had nearly reached the corner, where a little crowd of boys was con- gregated near the door of the school shop, when a most un- familiar sound reached his ears, and made him pause in his gloomy progress. He listened, and realised that some one was playing a concertina. A moment later he saw a group of boys which surrounded the musician, a swarthy lad, evi- dently Italian, who swayed to and fro as he played, and smiled broadly at the circle of unresponsive faces. Denis recognised him in a moment ; it was the cheerful optimist whom he had met on the night before he had first gone to school. He was unchanged, except that he seemed somewhat larger, and certainly more disreputable. Ognis- santi sat on his shoulder, and stared apprehensively at the circle of boys. One of them offered the monkey a banana skin ; the little beast snatched it swiftly, then flung it away with a funny gesture of disdain. The boys laughed, and the THE FIRST ROUND 117 son of the Pope grinned enormously, and began to sing. His voice was excessively harsh. Denis pushed his way through the throng and stood near him ; but the Italian did not recognise the additional member of his audience, and continued to chant incomprehensible things through his nose. Presently he sent Ognissanti to collect pennies ; the monkey shambled round the circle, holding out its little feathered hat and looking forlorn and frightened. One of the boys threw an old fives-ball into the hat, and Ognissanti swore at him in his own language, so that every one except Denis laughed. When the collection was over, the Italian swung his concertina on his shoulders, placed the monkey carefully on the top of it, made a low ironical bow to his patrons, and departed in the direction of the field gates. Denis watched him go without attempting to speak to him, but stood staring after his diminishing figure long after the little crowd near the door of the school shop had dispersed. After a while he went on to the terrace. The Italian had nearly reached the gates ; he was walking with a long, swinging stride, and occasionally he turned his head towards the monkey on his shoulders. After he had passed through the gates, Denis could see his figure sharply silhouetted for a moment against the pale afternoon sky, and then he disappeared beyond a bend in the road. Denis felt like a prisoner who in his dreams has followed the wandering feet of the spirit of liberty. He was conscious of no amazement because of the queer chance which had again brought him face to face with the vagabond whom he had met so strangely on that wild September evening six months before ; the encounter seemed to him only a bitter and final proof of the irony of life, and fierce envy gnawed at his heart. There seemed to be something fatal connected with the appearance of this mysterious alien ; he had met him twice ; and on each occasion his own nerves were racked with the strain of anticipated or actual durance ; the Italian seemed to be a visible embodiment of freedom which taunted him with his own circumscribed and servile condition. Where was he going ? From what strange hills would he behold 1 18 THE FIRST ROUND the stars ? Perhaps even from the hills of home, where the wind of March said friendly words in a great and turbulent voice, and the lights of Parnasse were like the eyes of friends that watched for you as you came. A sudden and irresistible yearning to see him once more overwhelmed Denis as he stood on the terrace and stared towards the deserted road. Yes ; whatever happened, he would go after him and speak to him, and stroke Ognissanti, and hear of all the places which he had visited. Call-over was at three o'clock, but call-over didn't matter any more. Nothing mattered, except that he should listen to the voice of some one who was free, who had known his familiar hills, and who wouldn't talk to him of school, school, school. He passed the gates, and half walked, half ran down the road in the direction which the Italian had taken. THE FIRST ROUND 1 19 XIV D ENIS hurried blindly down the road for two or three miles. Not far from the school gates three boys who belonged to his form met him, and warned him that it was nearly the hour for call-over. He passed by without looking at them, and left them speculating jocosely on the particular form of madness which had seized him. ‘ Yorke ’s getting sidey/ was the verdict, and one of them threw a small, sharp stone which struck Denis in the back of the neck. But he seemed quite unconscious of this direct effort to attract his attention, and pursued his way without looking round. The birds were singing in the woods, but he had no ears for them ; the only sound that he noticed was the voice of a church clock which struck three. The thought that it was the hour of call-over filled him with defiant joy, and he hurried on still faster. He saw no sign of the Italian. That irresponsible person, no doubt, was sitting on the sheltered side of a hedgerow sharing a belated luncheon with Ognissanti. Gradually, however, the keen desire to encounter him was superseded by the ecstasy of walking alone into the unknown, away from school and its carefully charted hours ; if he went far enough, too, he felt that he would be certain to meet him ; the farther the better, since every step seemed to exor- cise the spirit of depression which had haunted him for so long. Call-over was ended by now, he knew, and an extraordinary paroxysm of pleasure swept over him ; at last, after days and weeks of trivial events, he had done something serious and irrevocable, — he had asserted himself. It did not occur to him that from every ordinary point of view — from his own, even, before this madness of revolt came over him — he was behaving in an extremely idiotic way, and that his folly would 120 THE FIRST ROUND surely result in an additional burden being imposed upon him by inexorable authority. He felt only that serene bliss of gratifying some irresistible desire which blinds the voluptuary to every aspect of its consequences ; his enjoyment of this draught of forbidden freedom was as sensual as it was defiant. When, in the pageant of his whirling thoughts, the image of his father rose before his mental eye, it filled him with no remorse, and only quickened his antinomian spirit. He was utterly sick of being misunderstood, of being regarded as a possible athlete-hero, a blameless, ordinary creature with the usual ambitions. The news of this escapade would at least clear the air ; his father would find out at last that Denis was some one quite different from the solid, respectable person that he had imagined himself to possess for a son. Denis marched gaily on, quite convinced that in doing so he was scoring off every one in the world who deserved that punishment. When he got back, he told himself, he would write a calm and copious history of the whole affair, and send it home. ‘ And I don't care when I get back,' he sang aloud to a tune that was born of the moment's exhilaration ; ‘ I don't care if I never get back.' He ceased to wonder what had become of the Italian, and abandoned himself to the complete enjoyment of his new sensations. Presently he came to a small railway station, and the sight of it gave him a delicious thrill. Here was a glorious chance for further enormity ! To take a train which would go anywhere in the world but to school would be a really divine adventure, and as he thought of it the dingy station seemed to become wholly involved in a rosy halo of romance. Unfortunately, when he examined his pockets he found that he only possessed a shilling, but already he felt that Eldorado itself could only be a few miles away. The afternoon was not far advanced ; he would travel into some unknown country by train, and then continue to walk towards the sunset. He terminated these reflections by going to the booking-office and demanding where he could go for eight- pence. The clerk grinned, stared at his school cap, and then THE FIRST ROUND I 2 I named a station which could be attained for that moderate sum. ‘ Unless you want to walk you 'll be just in time to catch a train back here/ he said. ‘ Have a return ? ’ Denis refused, and took an eightpenny ticket. The clerk thrust his head as far as possible through his rabbit-hutch window, and watched him depart towards the platform. After about ten minutes a train came in, and Denis stepped calmly into a third-class carriage. At last, he thought, as he flung himself back against the cushions, he had put the finishing touch to the splendour of his escapade ! He was magnificently in for it now ! When he got out of the train at the station indicated by his ticket he found that the world which he had entered had less novelty in its aspect than he had hoped ; but there was a hill, at any rate, apparently about a mile away, and a road wound across the valley towards it. Denis set out promptly along the road, taking no notice whatsoever of the various people who stared at him as he passed. After a while he began to feel tremendously thirsty, and stopped at a cottage to ask for a drink of water. A woman gave him a large glass of milk, and warned him that it was going to rain. He went on his way with renewed spirits ; the inhabitants of the new world seemed a kind and hospitable race. A man who was driving a kind of open omnibus overtook him and asked him if he wanted a lift to the ground. The man had a red face that inspired one with confidence, but Denis feared that ‘ the ground ' would probably be somewhere in the valley, where he had no intention of remaining now that there was a hill in sight, so he refused the offer with thanks. The man then added that the charge for being conveyed by him to the ground was only two shillings, and after remarking that it was going to rain for the rest of the day, drove reluctantly onward. His prophecy proved to be only too true. Very soon the sunlight faded, a fine drizzle began, and by the time Denis had approached to within halfway of the hill the sky was dark and rain was falling steadily. But Denis did not care ; this was the kind of thing that all Italians and sons of freedom 122 THE FIRST ROUND had to endure ; the sound of the rain was only another note in the grand chorus that liberty was singing to his enchanted ears, for at school the headmaster was peculiarly fussy in the matter of overcoats. He arrived ultimately at the foot of the hill, feeling extremely damp in body but undaunted in soul. The twilight was fading as he began to climb, but there was a splendid aroma of wet earth, and he could feel the breath of spring in the warm, misty air of the lane. In spite of his wet clothes and a growing hunger, he did not feel the least regret that he had come. It seemed to him that he was like a prisoner who had broken loose at last and had found his native country after long wanderings ; a funny idea, of course, when you were in a place of which you were com* pletely ignorant, yet wouldn't the prisoner feel at home in any place where he was free ? Halfway up the hill he paused, and sniffed the moist air luxuriously. The last gleam had faded from the sky, and in the valley below him a few lights twinkled out just as they did at home. His mind had been working with amazing swiftness as he walked, and now he began to formulate con- clusions. It seemed absurd to think that only an hour or two ago he had contemplated the possibility of returning to school. The tremendous quarter of an hour in the train had changed all that ; even if he had been so weak as to wish to go back, it was impossible now ; school was a dozen miles away as ordinary people measure space, but to him in his present condition a thousand thousand. He had taken the great step, and felt much the better for it. It seemed, after all, such an easy thing to do, although the writers of school books spoke of it with breathless accents of awe ! He was somewhat astonished that he was not at all frightened ; instead, he felt a really wonderful kind of being ; all his senses seemed to have become extraordinarily acute, and he imagined that he could walk for the whole night without feeling any fatigue. Above all, he was conscious of an overmastering desire to climb that hill. There was something symbolic about it — its road seemed to lead up to a new and splendid aspect of life. It soared to the unknown, and he was so weary THE FIRST ROUND 123 of the known. If the unknown proved, as so often happened, to be a desolate waste, there would be a valley on the other side, and then more hills, more hills. As regards mere material affairs like food and shelter he felt no anxiety. The milk given to him by the woman in the valley was a good omen ; it was still early, and he had often stayed on the hills at home until after Dr. Yorke’s dinner-hour. Half an hour later he had reached the top of the incline, and stood, as far as he was able to judge of his surroundings in the dusk, on the edge of a large heath. A strange pale thing was fluttering in the darkness near the entrance of the lane ; he went up to it, and found that it was a small white flag attached to an iron stake. The fact that the heath was frequented by golfers seemed to detract from some of its romance. He stood for a few moments, hesitating whether to cross it or to redescend the hill and follow the valley, and then he saw two wavering lights that approached him, and heard the sound of wheels. The lights drew nearer and nearer, like the bleared eyes of some nocturnal phantom, and he drew aside to let the vehicle pass. As it lumbered by him, he saw that it was a waggonette. Two closely muffled figures sat under umbrellas behind the driver. The lights shone full on him and half blinded him as he stood there, and then thick darkness enwrapped him like a mantle. He had stepped out into the road, when a loud voice sounded suddenly from the retreating vehicle : ‘ I say ! I say ! ' it said ; ‘ I could swear that was a school cap ! ’ Denis stood there trembling, unable to move. Life seemed to forsake his limbs, and a cold perspiration burst out on his forehead. He heard the driver pull up his horse, and the sharp click of an opening door. Then strength returned to him, and he began to run down the road. It was scored with ruts ; twice he stumbled and fell heavily, and each time as he rose he heard the feet of a pursuer. His breath came in choking gasps ; the terror at his heart seemed to paralyse him. The footsteps were quite near now ; he made a wild effort to swerve to one side across the heath, fell over a furze-bush, 124 the first round and was hauled from the ground by a strong hand that held his collar. ‘ I hope you 're not a stranger who is merely running for the sake of exercise,' said his captor, without relinquishing his hold ; ‘ but it seemed to me that you belonged to Mr. Lister’s house. Come along and let 's have a look at you.' The speaker was a young clergyman who was a master at school. Denis recognised his voice immediately ; he had often heard him preach in chapel. A dreadful weight of despair seemed to press down his heart, but even then he felt that he did not care in the least for the punishment that was now inevitable, he was only thrilling with bitterness because his hour of freedom was ended. He walked in silence beside the master until they reached the carriage and its lamps. The master inspected him closely. ‘ Your name 's Yorke, isn’t it ? ' he asked. ‘ I really have capital sight. Why, you 're soaked to the skin ! What on earth are you doing here at this time of night ? Did one of the masters bring you to caddy for him ? ' For poor Denis, who thought that he had penetrated into a new and unscholastic world, had merely contrived to reach a well-known golf-course where certain of the masters were accustomed to play on Saturday afternoons. The driver of the waggonette was the red-faced man who had tried to persuade him to accept a lift to ‘ the ground,' and the muffled figure on the back seat belonged to another master. ‘ I came by myself,' said Denis slowly. ‘ And did you get leave ? And why did you start running ? ' asked his captor, in a voice that thrilled with interest. Denis replied that he had omitted to get leave. ‘ And I ran away,' he concluded, ‘ because I didn't want to come back. I wanted to go on walking to nowhere.' This explanation seemed to surprise the masters. They stared at one another for a moment without speaking. Then the young clergyman propelled Denis smartly into the waggonette, and ordered the driver to proceed on his way. In another moment the adventure was ended, and Denis was bowling back to civilisation and dreariness. THE FIRST ROUND 125 XV M AD fellow, mad as ten thousand hatters ! ’ said Mr. Lister. ‘ I give you up ; if it ’s any joy to you to know that you ’ve reduced all my powers of understanding to a jelly, you ’re welcome to it. I give you up ; I refuse to think about you.’ He stared, as if for inspiration, at a fine specimen of the Great Northern Diver which hung above his desk. The Great Northern Diver gazed at him with an ex- pression of fatuous benevolence. 4 You say you went there because you felt that you must get away. Why did you feel that you must get away ? We all have to stay here ; the headmaster has to ; I have to ; we 're all tied with the same rope. Who in thunder are you that you should calmly go trapesing over the country as if it were your own private park ? But there, I won’t pursue the subject. Is any one bullying you ? No. Are you ill ? No. Does your aunt live on the Easton golf-links ? No. Did you want to see Mr. James go round in eighty-five ? No. There ’s only one explanation, you ’re mad ; mad as ten thousand I ’m not a specialist in lunacy ; I refuse to have anything more to do with you. The headmaster must settle you, my per- son ! ’ He flapped a red silk handkerchief wildly at Denis. ‘ Go away ! go away and try to grow up into a sensible being ! ’ he cried, and began to write madly in a mark-book. If Denis had felt any interest in the question, he would perhaps have realised that Mr. Lister did not treat his escapade with all the solemnity that a serious breach of the school rules deserved. Perhaps the housemaster was really not such an arbitrary judge of the character of boys as he pretended to be, and felt that since the adventure had ended as it did there was no wisdom in adding fuel to the boy’s obscure furnace of irritation. Denis, however, was now involved in the dull bewilderment that so often follows some 126 THE FIRST ROUND wildly impulsive act, and his comprehension of the attitude of others was wholly dimmed. On the following day he went about his ordinary duties mechanically and without resent- ment • he seemed to have exhausted all his capacity for feeling during his brief plunge into freedom. That wild adventure began to assume some of the vague colour of a dream, and there were moments when he began to doubt if it had happened at all. Yet he was conscious also of a strange sense of peace, as if, in spite of the laughter of a world, he had been called upon to play some great part, and had played it well. The event became more real to him when he received a summons to the headmaster’s study — a summons which required his presence, not at the usual morning hour, but at five o’clock. As he went past the collection of walking-sticks in the hall, Denis remembered how he had noticed them when, as a timid new boy, he had entered those austere portals with his father, and it seemed to him strange that he had felt so nervous then and that now he felt so calm. Then he was a new boy with (as his father had said) all his chances before him ; and now he felt like a very old boy, and knew that he was marching towards dire punishment ; yet it didn’t seem to matter. He had no idea as to the form which his punishment would take ; Lenwood, who had listened to his account of the affair with an expression of unwonted and curious interest, had suggested that he would probably be obliged to show up a copy of some great invocation to Liberty every morning for the rest of term, and Mr. Lister had hinted that the Sanatorium ought to possess a padded room for his reception. The study was empty when he entered, and for a few moments he stood looking at various photographs of marble gods and goddesses which adorned the intervals between the book-shelves. The door swung open quickly, the head- master entered, and strode rapidly to his table without glancing at Denis. He turned over some papers, and then sat bolt upright in his chair and said suddenly : ‘ Now, Yorke, what does this mean ? ’ THE FIRST ROUND 127 That was the one question which Denis felt quite unable to answer. He gazed at a white goddess and listened to the clock ticking on the chimneypiece. At last he looked at the headmaster and strove to formulate a sentence. Decidedly there was something in the Head’s eye which, in spite of his awful austerity, made him seem more human than the various jocose assistant-masters who had achieved such wonderful athletic distinction at Oxford and Cambridge. There was a light, a queer radiance that in an ordinary mortal might almost have meant sympathy. It is improbable that the headmaster was also engaged in speculation as to the meaning of the expression in the face of Denis, but he waited quite patiently for a minute before he spoke again. ‘ Well/ he said at length, ‘ haven’t you anything to say ? Ain’t you aware that you broke a stringent school rule in going to Easton without leave ? ’ ‘ Yes, sir,’ said Denis. ‘ And didn’t you know that you couldn’t get back until several hours after lock-up ? ’ ‘ Yes, sir.’ ‘ Did you mean to come back ? ’ ‘ No, sir.’ There was a long silence after this answer. The head- master ceased to stare at Denis, and gazed at the book- shelves which were opposite his table. His face was less grim than Denis had expected ; instead, it almost seemed as if he were afflicted by some private trouble, and wasn’t really listening to the boy’s words. ‘ You were alone ? ’ he asked at last. * Yes, sir,’ answered Denis. The headmaster suddenly pushed back his chair and leant back in it with his hands behind his head. Then he fixed Denis with his dark, authoritative eyes. ‘ Now tell me why on earth you did it,’ he said, and crossed his legs. The headmaster came of a family famous for its athletic prowess, and it is usually difficult for a person sprung from such an origin to appreciate the point of view of a 128 THE FIRST ROUND neurotic small boy. Yet as he looked into that dark, clean- shaven face Denis felt that there was something which differentiated the headmaster from people who did not, who could never, understand. And yet, — it was impossible to explain the escapade. It had almost become inexplicable to its perpetrator. The tight lips parted, and emitted a deep monosyllable. ‘ Well ? ' The word had an effect on Denis akin to that of a starter's pistol on a runner. 4 I went to Easton because it was the place the man in the station told me,' he stammered. ‘ I never thought it would be golf-links, and I wanted to get away from everything. Everything had gone wrong, I felt I must go ; I couldn't have stayed, at school or anywhere ; I had to get away into a new place where there wasn't anybody. I 'd been feeling like it for weeks.' He was silent abruptly, with a queer gasp for breath. Yet even then he remembered that he had omitted to say ‘ sir.' The headmaster, at any rate, did not comment on this breach of etiquette. He stared right down into Denis's soul, as it seemed to the boy, and a peculiar expression invaded his face. ‘ Is that all you have to say ? ' he asked. Denis was silent. ‘ You were really running away from school, like the wicked fellows in the goody-goody books ? ' inquired the head- master, and this time there was a quite human sound in his voice. Then he asked a question which seemed irrelevant to Denis. ‘ Ain't you longing to do it again ? ' he said. Denis looked at him with wonder. ‘ I haven't felt like that since,' he answered. To his immense surprise, a smile began to dawn somewhere far down in the headmaster's eyes and spread over his face. ‘ I 've one more question to ask you, Yorke,' he said. * Don't you think, now, that you 've been a most terrible little idiot ? ' He continued to smile, and slowly and dimly Denis began to feel the wonder and misgiving that beset us THE FIRST ROUND 129 when we view our acts from a startling standpoint to which we are conducted by the magic of a personality stronger than our own. The solid earth seemed to fail beneath his feet, he stood there looking blankly at the headmaster, who forth- with proceeded to improve the occasion. ‘ Now/ he said, ‘ if you read in one of the goody-goody books of a boy running away from a school where he was getting on well, simply because he had a bad fit of depression and got it into his foolish head that every one didn't appreciate him, and because he thought he would somehow score off every one all round by doing it, wouldn't you call him a silly fellow ? And even if you read of a boy who had been used to going about wherever he liked before he left home coming to a school where there was a rule about bounds, and feeling horribly offended by it, wouldn't you call him a decenter fellow if he pocketed his rage than if he went walking anywhere but in bounds just because it reminded him of home ? It 's all very fine to be adventurous, and to be moved by mad impulses, but at school we try to give you a chance for all that sort of thing in games : we don't profess to make heroes, but we do try to turn out sensible persons. Now haven't you done a thing that any sensible person would laugh at ? I don't mean any one who knows nothing about you, but I mean any one who could understand all the little troubles that you 've had, and all the queer things you may have inside your queer, whirling head, — any one who knows you as you ought to know yourself. He would say: this creature may have had a run of bad luck and he may be naturally an irritable kind of beast, but if he had a sense of what was ridiculous, — and that 's partly what being sensible means, — he wouldn't have behaved in a way that 'll make him feel hot and foolish when he thinks of it a year hence. You 've been ridiculous, Yorke ; and the best thing that I can wish you is that you may some day be able to realise it/ When you are a headmaster, of course, you have to say this kind of thing in one form or another, but none the less the oratorical shaft had a very salutary effect on the small soul at which it was aimed. Denis stared with startled eyes at 1 130 THE FIRST ROUND the marble goddess, and wondered why it had never occurred to him before that his escapade had been merely funny. He also began to imagine what Mr. Duroy and Rosalind would think of it, and felt a cold shiver run down his back as he realised that they would be quite kind and sympathetic, but that they would certainly refuse to contemplate it from a tragic point of view. So, of course, would Tellier. Yet Lenwood, who had a real, though a rather grim sense of the comic, had listened to the story of the affair with profound gravity. With an effort he concentrated his attention on the concluding remarks of the headmaster. ‘ I ain’t going to punish you as severely as you seem to deserve,’ said that dignitary, 4 because I believe that your own conscience will do that when you realise that you ’ve behaved like a buffoon. You will do the usual imposition for absence from call-over, and the same for being late for locking-up. Don’t let me hear of you again until you ’ve grown wiser, and don’t begin to think that other people are really less excellent than you because they don’t suffer from irresistible impulses to do silly things. I ’ve had several letters from your father lately, and though he worries need- lessly about you, I believe he would agree with what I say.’ Denis flushed scarlet, and his lips parted. The head- master repressed him briefly. ‘ That will do,’ he said. ‘ You can go, and I hope you ’ll think seriously about the foolishness of being a young idiot.’ Denis spent the next hour in walking swiftly round and round the darkened quadrangle, and perhaps on the whole it was the healthiest dose of exercise that he had taken for a long time. There are moments in the life of a boy when even a headmaster may seem an oracle, and may awaken, accident- ally or by design, some faculty which has long lain torpid behind his consciousness. The early life of Denis, with its loneliness and its quickened instinct for self-taught consola- tion, had abnormally developed his sensitiveness to impres- sions from without, but it had left his sense of humour dor- mant. He had never known the tonic spirit that so often seems to be Nature’s recompense to members of a large family ; THE FIRST ROUND 131 he had always, as we saw long ago, been denied the inestimable privilege of being hustled and jostled into a sound philo- sophical attitude. School might have done him this good turn if he had not contrived to lead a life apart even amid its fever and fret ; but that which school failed to effect was miraculously performed by a single individual in one short interview. Denis went out of the headmaster's room with the intimate, poignant, and altogether healthy consciousness that he had been an unmitigated idiot. As he went round the quadrangle the proportions of his idiocy became gigantic and ghastly, — a theme for the laughter of suns and planets, a phantom that could only be exorcised after innumerable years of decent living and painful endeavour towards wisdom. It was not so much what the headmaster had said as the strange expression in his eyes when he looked at you that made you feel ashamed and humble, — yet it made you feel happier too, as if a great weight had been taken from your shoulders and you had been started afresh on a new and easier course. He met Lenwood that evening, and asked him for his real opinion concerning the escapade. Lenwood looked for a moment as if he was about to snatch a volume from his pocket and hide his head in it like a learned ostrich ; he restrained himself, however, and contemplated Denis with solemn eyes. 4 From one point of view,' he said oracularly, ‘ it was a fairly decent performance. From another point of view it was damned silly.' Denis meekly requested him to be more explicit. ‘ From the point of view of the ordinary man at school,' said the philosopher, ‘ it was splendid. It was a protest against authority, and the ordinary man is always grumbling about authority. But as he isn't in the least logical, he won't see that you have simply been putting his theories into practice ; he 'll merely kick you because you 've done something eccentric. From the other point of view, the point of view of the wise man, it was idiotic and rather interest- ing.' 132 THE FIRST ROUND ‘ Oh ! do you think it was idiotic ? ' cried Denis. ‘ I thought ' * It was idiotic/ continued Lenwood calmly, ‘ because it was pointless, and only made a bother in your life. The wise man knows that bothers are to be avoided, because they interfere with one's real life that one lives inside oneself. Possibly you haven't got one, — most people haven't, but I somehow thought that you had. It was interesting, because all mad things done by people who aren't quite usual are interesting. Everything — even taking a little trouble — is worth doing to avoid bothers, but even interesting things aren't worth doing if they give dull fools a chance of scoring off you. In my opinion you 've made a mistake.' Denis retreated to his bed with the knowledge that two persons, whose opinions he instinctively respected, were now regarding him, for quite different reasons, as a fool. By this time he was so bewildered with the contemplation of various points of view that he only dimly realised that there might be one which, if you possessed it, would involve you in the chastisement, if not the total extinction, of Lenwood. Denis communed with his own heart whilst the brazen tongue of the school clock announced those hours of which he had taken the existence for granted until the last few weeks. Just before dawn he fell into a deep and dreamless sleep, and when he awoke it was with a lighter heart, with the consciousness that he was regenerated, that he had really become a new sort of person who had shaken off some enduring sickness through the antidote of those long hours of self-revealing thought. He even felt that it might eventu- ally be possible to laugh, as the headmaster had prophesied, at his absurd and sensational effort in adventure, but at present he was still consumed with self-abasement when he thought of it. To separate himself from it by means of time, — of time and of solid drudgery that would make time pass unseen, — this was the great desire that now possessed him. Work was a draught of Lethe that rescued him from the memory of that insolence, and he worked with fervour. A highly distorted version of the episode went round the school. THE FIRST ROUND 133 and, as Lenwood had predicted, Denis was regarded for a while as an undesirably eccentric person who was liable to be seized at any moment with a fit of mania, — homicidal mania, said some, and gravely suspected that he had been concerned in the death of the Toad, — religious mania, said others, and wiled away the hours in chapel with watching for symptoms. But as Denis showed no sign that could possibly be inter- preted as denoting a desire to destroy or to evangelise himself or his fellows, they soon found another interest. He relegated the memory of Parnasse to the interior depths of his mind, where it remained as a warm, delicious back- ground that seemed to lend colour to all his thoughts. He toiled assiduously at music, improved noticeably at games, and tore up the calendar on which he had crossed off each day. This last action, he found, accelerated the flight of time in a manner quite beyond belief. The pendulum of his tempera- ment had certainly swung to its opposite extreme, and there were moments when he was conscious of an uneasy wonder at its antics, and felt his old envy of boys who were always tranquil, whose existence seemed to proceed continually along a happy level. But he found at length that, after all, it was quite possible to like certain persons and places, keeping the memory of their charm fresh in his mind, and yet to find quite different kinds of persons companionable and dull environments not wholly impossible to endure. Thus he acquired his earliest lesson in worldly wisdom, for surely adaptability without self-surrender is one of the prime secrets of modern existence. By the end of term the memory of the episode had grown shadowy ; he was visited by no more uncontrollable obsessions, and was healthier and happier than he had ever been during his school life. He went to tea in Tellier’s study on the last Saturday of term, and heard, to his joy, that Tellier was going to stay at Parnasse for the Easter holidays. Tellier, apparently, had not heard of the escapade, and for this Denis was devoutly thankful. 134 THE FIRST ROUND XVI C ONTRARY to his original and vindictive intention, Denis made no allusion to his day of madness in any letter to his father. It would be wiser, he thought at first, to explain it all in a personal interview ; but as the incidents became slightly blurred in his memory, he began to think that it would do neither his father nor himself any active good if he mentioned the affair at all. He was still doubting whether to speak or not when he came home for the holidays. A farmer's cart, driven by a taciturn labourer, met him at the station. He was slightly surprised that his father had not come to meet him, but attributed this neglect to the exigency of some patient. He reached the Red House to find that Dr. Yorke was away from home and was not expected to return until dinner-time. When he had washed and unpacked some of his clothes and music he looked at his watch, and a joyful idea occurred to him. It was six o'clock ; dinner was at half-past seven, and his father was seldom punctual ; there was just time for hfm to walk over the hill to Parnasse. He carried his music down to the piano, refused a cup of tea which the old house- keeper offered him, and set off at once. His heart was beating fast as he climbed the slope, and the blood tingled in his veins as he fronted the warm south wind. It was a delightful April evening ; the sun had shone for two or three hours, and the air was fresh with recent rain. There were primroses all along the lower lanes, and it seemed to Denis that he had never heard such music from every tree and hedgerow. He walked swiftly, and almost every step that he took brought another familiar aspect of the hills in sight, or some unforgotten detail of the lane, — a broken gate, an old stone horse-trough, or a gnarled tree-trunk in THE FIRST ROUND 135 which he had noted years ago the semblance of a human face. And at last, at last, he saw the red-tiled roof of Parnasse shining on the opposite slope amid its dusky setting of grey sallows and leafless oaks. He halted, and gazed down on the cottage. It seemed quite funny, and still more splendid, that it should be so absolutely unchanged ; there was the chimneypot which Mr. Duroy solemnly averred to have broken in half when he sang the great summons of the Commendatore to Don Giovanni ; there was the optimistic weathercock which always pointed due south in spite of the thunders of Boreas and Eurus ; there was Rosalind's own particular piece of garden with its warning to trespassers that was written in French for the benefit of Narcisse ; and there, surely, was Rosalind at the door, looking, apparently, down the garden path and shading her eyes and her freckled nose from the direct stare of the sun. Denis gave a little gasp of joy. To think that the long, almost hopeless yearning was to be satisfied at last ! He was about to shout to Rosalind, but as he put his hands to his mouth she turned swiftly, as if some one had called her, and went indoors. He wondered whether it was within the bounds of possibility that she had come out to look for him. Then he remembered Tellier, felt the first tiny twinge of jealousy that had ever assailed him, and loathed himself for it. He descended the hill until he was almost on a level with the studio window. It was wide open, and in the room beyond some one was humming like an immense and melo- dious bumble-bee. The humming changed suddenly to human, or rather superhuman, speech. Di-ri-der-fin-ir-ai-pri-a-dell-Au-ro-ra, sang a great voice, and Denis looked with a smile to see if another chimneypot would crack. Ri-bald-o-au-da-ce-lascia-a-morti-la-pace . Suddenly another voice came through the window, a lighter, gayer voice, with a sort of supple mockery vibrating in all THE FIRST ROUND 136 its notes. ' 0 statua gentilissima / it began, and the notes seemed to thrill with amusement at the absurd spectacle of a sepulchral monument bursting into melodious invective. Then the song broke off, evidently just as Rosalind entered the room, for Denis heard her voice, and then a sound of masculine laughter. Oh how jolly, how unutterably jolly it all was ! But who was the owner of the second voice ? He went down to the garden gate, and was on the point of lifting the latch when he was overwhelmed by a strange sensation of shyness, mingled with a desire to postpone for a very short time the joy of meeting these dear people, of hoarding up this immense delight until another day. After all, he would only be able to stay to-night for a few minutes, and they were expecting Tellier, and — and all things con- sidered, he wouldn't go in. It would be so splendid to lie awake all night and to revel in the thought that he was going over the hill to Parnasse as soon as ever breakfast was over. At this moment Rosalind returned to the doorway, and directly afterwards was joined by no other person than Tellier himself. Denis drew back behind a screen of sallows before they could see him. The sudden apparition of Tellier made him decide finally not to go in to Parnasse that day. Oddly enough, at school, in spite of his immense admiration for the older boy, he had never really stood in awe of him as one stood in awe, for instance, of the immense and majestic Arbuthnot ; but now, away from school, it occurred to him that, after all, Tellier was a. tremendous god, and would probably think it rather insolence on the part of a small boy to come round as soon as he arrived at his uncle's house. When Denis was halfway home he realised, of course, that this sudden idea was ridiculous beyond laughter ; but it was then too late to turn back, and of course there were other reasons for not doing so. As he walked slowly back to the Red House his content- ment was marred for a moment by a sharp thrill of remorse. He had passed every moment since he had reached home in thinking of Parnasse, and had quite forgotten his father ! Very soon, however, his serenity returned. It would be THE FIRST ROUND 137 awfully jolly to see his father ; he felt a thrill of warm affec- tion as he thought of him ; he had an idea, too, that they would be able to get on better together these holidays ; it had been his own fault, yes, entirely his own fault, that mis- understandings had arisen ; he had been wilful and sulky, and that was what had made his father cold and distant. He quickened his pace, feeling friendly to all the world, and resolved to avoid drawing contrasts between Parnasse and the Red House. After all, you couldn't expect to have a world entirely made up of Parnasses, and rich bass voices, and pigtails, and friendly eyes. Having solaced his soul with these excellent platitudes, he ran up the drive to the front door. Dr. Yorke’s hat and gloves lay on the hall table, and as soon as he saw them, Denis rushed into the study to greet his father. THE FIRST ROUND 138 XVII D R. YORKE was sitting at the study table. He put down the newspaper when Denis entered. ‘ Well, Denis/ he said, ‘ so you have come back/ His voice had a strangely muffled sound, and he did not smile. Denis felt his own words of greeting die suddenly on his lips. His first impression was that some malady of which he had heard nothing must have fallen on his father. ‘ Oh ! ’ he said, staring at him and then coming forward quickly. ‘ You aren’t ill, are you ? No one said anything about it when I came. Is anything the matter ? 9 Dr. Yorke drew himself up stiffly, and again spoke in that unreal voice. It sounded almost as if he were attempting to ventriloquise. ‘ Don’t make it worse by trying to prevaricate, Denis,’ he said. ‘ You know only too well what is wrong. It ’s no use your trying to act like a hypocrite and get round me by pretending to be pleased to see me.’ Dr. Yorke paused and cleared his throat audibly. The sound of this unpleasing operation was eternally connected in Denis’s mind with certain hymn-tuneswhich he had been made to play pianissimo on those interminable Sunday afternoons of his childhood — afternoons which he hated especially because he was never allowed to go for a walk after the enormous midday dinner. Dr. Yorke, as many of his patients had observed, had the habit of making grotesque noises in his throat on all occasions of poignant solemnity. After a while he added : ‘I’m bitterly disappointed in you, Denis ; you ’ve disgraced your- self and you ’ve disgraced me. You may well look astonished ; I suppose you thought that I shouldn’t hear of what you did, and you seem to have persuaded even the masters to keep it a secret. I greatly regret having sent you to school ; I hoped you would be a credit to me, and now I find that THE FIRST ROUND 139 you are not only rebellious, but thoroughly deceitful/ Dr. Yorke's eloquence, which had halted slightly at the outset of his remarks, was now moving strongly towards the realms of pathos. 1 I 've been more like a brother than a father to you/ he continued ; 4 at any rate, no father could have been kinder than I have. I Ve given you every chance of getting on in the world, taught you to be God-fearing, and put you in the way of a first-class education, and this is how you thank me/ A deep thrill of self-pity came into his voice. ‘ You won't find me quite so ready now to put myself out night and day for your sake/ he concluded. Denis began to realise what had happened. In some way, but evidently from no official source, his father had heard of the escapade. He felt a swift thrill of anger ; just now, when everything seemed to be going so smoothly, when he had really expiated that old folly with long hours of self- contempt and patient toil, it was really too bad that its ghost should arise to trouble his new-found happiness. His lips grew firm, and he frowned slightly. ‘ I should have told you about it — very likely/ he said. Dr. Yorke shrugged his shoulders. ‘ Oh yes — very likely,' he said, with a heavy imitation of his son's accent which somehow contrived to irritate the boy intensely. Denis managed to control himself. ‘ At any rate, the Head didn't think it worth while to tell you,' he said quietly. * No doubt you managed to get round him,' retorted his father. ‘ I see, too, that your report for the last few weeks of the term is extraordinarily good. I really don't know how much of it I am to believe. I can only suppose you are a favourite of the headmaster's, and that he kept this thing quiet to save you from getting into trouble at home. If he knew as much about you as I know, he wouldn't be so eager to screen you.' The boy's face was growing more and more dark. * He knows more about me,' he muttered, staring down at the floor, and hardly moving his lips as he spoke. The old resentment of his father's fantastic point of view began to 140 THE FIRST ROUND burn again in his heart. He clenched his hands until he could feel the nails biting into his flesh. ‘ Well, if that 's the case, he 's not doing his duty/ said Dr. Yorke with immense emphasis. Denis contemplated the pattern of the carpet and felt utterly sick at heart. Here was a genial ending to the one day when he had at last felt really serene, really in tune with all the world ! He knew only too well that his father was in that state of mind in which the vindictive spirit is nicely allied with a sense of duty, and that his nagging humour would probably outlast the Easter holidays. At any other time the suggestion that he was the Head's favour- ite, and partner with him in a conspiracy of silence, would have made him smile, but now its absurdity seemed only to emphasise the hopelessness of making his father understand the way in which affairs were ordered at school. ‘ If the headmaster knew more about you than I do,' said Dr. Yorke, ‘ he would have expelled you long ago. Upon my word, you seem to be actually proud of being a bad boy ! ' Denis made a gesture. ‘ Oh, not things — not about things,' he said ; ‘ but about me myself.' This was beyond the scope of Dr. Yorke's psychology. 4 I may as well tell you that the whole story is known here,' said Dr. Yorke after a pause. ‘ Bob Challoner wrote a full account of it last Monday to his mother. I heard of it from the Vicar, who was greatly shocked. I don't wonder you look ashamed. It isn’t pleasant to disgrace oneself before every one who has known one ever since one was born, and that 's what you 've done.' But Denis was not ashamed any longer ; he was hot with anger. So that coarse, red-faced fool Challoner, who had been always held up to him as a shining compendium of all the manly virtues, had written a lying letter in which the news was concocted from the airy ingredients of school gossip ! He flushed to a deep scarlet, and looked straight into his father's face. * What did he say ? ' he demanded curtly, and he felt even then as if the words were said by some one much older THE FIRST ROUND 141 and stronger than himself. Dr. Yorke seemed surprised by them. ' He said/ answered Dr. Yorke, ‘ and if you can give me your word of honour that it isn’t true, I shall be only too glad to believe you even now — he said that you and other boys were in the habit of breaking bounds in order to go to low public-houses. I knew, of course, that this was one of the evil practices of a public school, but I didn’t think my boy would have sunk so low. I wrote at once to the head- master, and he replied very briefly that you had been punished merely for breaking bounds and missing roll-call. Now, Denis, on your word of honour as a Christian gentle- man, was the rest of Challoner’s story true ? I don’t believe he is a fellow who would exaggerate for the sake of exaggera- tion/ And then Denis could stand it no longer. He felt that he must deliver his nerves of the burden that was racking them, or die of sheer irritation. He had possibly never used an oath before, though most people at school, Lenwood amongst them, swore with more or less fluency. ‘ Oh, there ’s no need for words of honour,’ he said ; ‘ it ’s a filthy lie, and if you only had the least idea what school ’s like, and what I ’m like, and what that beast Challoner is like, you ’d know that it was. It ’s a damned lie, and he ’s a damned liar.’ Dr. Yorke rose stiffly, and stared at Denis as if he expected him presently to vanish in a blue flame. f I decline to believe you,’ he said. ‘ I decline to believe any denial that is couched in such violent and shocking language. To think that you, a mere child, should burst out into oaths before your own father ! Shame on you, Denis, shame on you ! If your mother could hear you, what would she say ? ’ ‘ I don’t know what she ’d say,’ cried poor Denis, ‘ but I wish she could hear me ! Yes, I do! I believe she ’d understand ! ’ He was trembling dreadfully, his teeth chattered, and his face was contorted with acute nervous agony. To his father 142 THE FIRST ROUND it seemed that the demon of iniquity which had lurked unseen within him for so long was now apparent in every line of his features, and his last words seemed to border on blasphemy. For a moment he felt actually afraid of his son. 4 Denis ! ’ he said. ‘ Denis ! Is it really you that is speak- ing ? Are you mad ? 9 Denis relapsed suddenly into a kind of hopeless apathy. * Yes/ he answered, ‘ I said all that ; and I ’m not mad. I meant every word of it. You ’d better not listen to me. I could say some more.' His father made a step towards him. * Listen to me/ he said. ‘ Your disgusting language has only convinced me that you have been getting into low ways at school. Your conduct may not have been so bad as Challoner implied ; if it had been I presume that the head- master would scarcely have dared to shield you ; but you have obviously become quite corrupted, although you have only been at school for two terms. Even when you were at home last holidays you showed an obvious desire to do every- thing that I didn’t want you to do. You know what I mean ; you were always rushing off to the Duroys, although you knew well enough that I disliked your associating with Roman Catholics. Now understand this ; I forbid you to go to their house under any pretext whatever during these holidays. You can make any excuse you like to them — I expect you have become good at excuses — or you can tell them the truth ; I don’t care which. But you have got to promise me that you won’t go near their cottage for the next four weeks/ Denis stared fixedly at his father for some moments, as if he were trying to understand. * You really mean to make me promise that ? ’ he asked. 4 I forbid you to go/ his father answered shortly. Denis meditated on this command for a moment. ‘ Then there doesn’t seem much reason for me to promise,’ he said. His mouth set in a grim line and his eyes were like two flints. Dr. Yorke still watched him, and then went towards him with both his hands outstretched. THE FIRST ROUND M3 * Ah, Denis/ he said, ‘ why have you grown like this ? Why aren't you like the little boy who used to run to meet me when I came back in the evening feeling tired and cold ? Why have you changed so much in six months ? ' It was too late ; Denis drew back from the outstretched hands. ‘ I don't know,' he answered sullenly : * I suppose I 've grown older. And I ran to meet you to-night,' he added. His face contracted painfully. To Dr. Yorke the last remark seemed merely insolent. * I 've always tried to be the most kind and indulgent of fathers,' he said. * You will find me very different, though, in future, unless you take care. I wish you could see the way some English parents bring up their children. Now, remember what I 've told you. I absolutely forbid you to go and waste your time at the Duroys ; I won't have you idling about ; you must do some work in the mornings, and keep up your music. I believe that strumming away at their piano last holidays did you no end of harm ; your music report at half-term was quite unsatisfactory.' Strumming away ! What a phrase for Mr. Duroy's laborious instructions about pedalling, and avoiding cheap effects, and regarding Beethoven and Mozart as high gods whom one approached with almost tremulous reverence ! ‘ I don't want to be hard on you,' continued Dr. Yorke, ‘ but I insist on your learning that you can't have everything you want in life. Not going to the Duroys will teach you this lesson, I hope. I don't suppose, even now, that you are actually wicked, but you don't seem to have developed any character. You must learn to practise self-denial.' It occurred to Denis that self-denial was one thing, and the curtailing of one's own private and particular joys by other people quite another. Because he was silent Dr. Yorke thought that he was penitent, and addressed him in a softer tone. ‘ Now go to your room and get ready for dinner,' he said, * and remember all that I 've told you and try to be a better boy.' He was going to add that Denis might shake hands 144 THE FIRST ROUND with him, but Denis left the room even more suddenly than he had entered it. The note of condescending benevolence in his father's voice had filled him with an extraordinary yearning to laugh, shriek, or ruin furniture. As he rushed across the hall he encountered the housekeeper, who was carrying a handful of letters. ‘ Here 's one for you, Master Denis,' she said. Denis snatched the letter from her hand and whirled up the stairs to his room at the top of the house. When he was safely within it he tore open the envelope. The letter was from Rosalind Duroy. It was very brief. ‘ Mon Denis, (it said), — Birthday party to-morrow at five o'clock. Come at two o'clock. Noel is here and wants you to come. So we all do. Your most affectionate Rosalind.' Denis laid down the letter on his dressing-table, and going to the window, stood there with his forehead pressed against the glass. THE FIRST ROUND 145 XVIII T WENTY-FOUR hours afterwards he gained the crest of the hill and held up his face to the driving April rain. The sunset was like a tawny lake hemmed in by giant rocks of duskiest blue ; the chill wind smote his cheek sharply. After a moment he turned his back to the shower and stood gazing down at the distant lights of Parnasse. It was the first birthday party that he had attended in his life, and he really hoped it would be the last, unless it could be repeated with exactly the same detail of circumstance. Henceforward, matched with this sublime occasion, every festivity of the kind would seem a mere banquet of spectres. For it had been absolutely perfect, a magnificent, ever- memorable success, a harmony of rejoicing in which Mr. Duroy, and Rosalind, and Tellier had played completely appropriate parts. Denis had felt vaguely that Tellier's presence might make some difference in that beloved house ; but it did nothing of the kind ; Tellier merely chimed in perfectly with the general perfection. He harmonised, also, in a narrower sense, for he sang a great quantity of difficult songs in a delightful baritone, and played the oboe, though with less success and with the most remarkable facial con- tortions ; seeming, when he took a breath, to be desirous of swallowing the instrument entire. He had twenty quaint French pet names for the poodle, and at least fifty for Rosalind. He fenced with absurd and extravagant gestures, and was defeated by his cousin, but he conquered Denis by the dastardly process of suddenly dropping on his hands and knees and violently seizing his adversary's ankles ; an astonishing method which, experts may care to know, is rarely successful the second time. All the fun, however, was ended, and as Denis walked slowly homeward he realised that he was about to figure in K THE FIRST ROUND 146 an unfamiliar r61e — the naughty boy who had deliberately disobeyed his father's solemn injunction. Whilst the wind sang round him on the hillside the act seemed of little importance, but as he descended to the valley his excitement waned, and the lights in the Red House had an ominous glare. For a moment he felt sorry ; his disobedience seemed an act of discourtesy to his father — a brutal assertion of his own antagonism to Dr. Yorke's attitude of mind ; then a defiant mood came over him, and he thought that, whatever happened, his relations with his father could not be worse than they actually were at present, and that, at any rate, punishment for a real iniquity would be preferable to reproaches for an imaginary one. It was better to be vile than vile esteemed. When he reached the Red House he went at once to the study. Dr. Yorke was sitting by the fire and reading the paper. Denis blurted out his crime with no circumlocution. * I 'd better tell you that I 've been to Rosalind Duroy's birthday party,' he said. Dr. Yorke put down the paper and stared at him. ‘ And you actually have the audacity to come straight in and tell me ? ' he cried. The exclamation puzzled Denis. He did not realise that it was merely the rhetorical flourish which invariably pre- ceded his father's rebukes ; it seemed to him to imply that he had by this time sunk so low in an inferno of wickedness that even his candour became a vice. An impish spirit seized him. * You wouldn't have found out if I hadn't,' he said. Dr. Yorke's face became curiously red and puckered ; he seemed to be fighting for breath. He rose, and presently an incoherent torrent of invective poured from his lips. Denis, it implied, was a vile thing, a disgrace to the father who had always treated him kindly, a young scoundrel with all|the crimes of the decalogue just beginning to seethe in his soul. It was a pity he had ever been born ; he had no spark of natural affection ; a regular time-server, he had pretended to be fond of his father as long as it was convenient, and now THE FIRST ROUND 147 he had gone over to these Duroys, these French people. Well, he could go to them if he wanted to ; as he was so fond of them, he had better go and live with them altogether ; he himself would be only too glad to get rid of a son who was turning out a disgrace. Denis could become a Romanist, and be as wicked as he liked at the expense of a cheque to his church every quarter, paying for his sins as people pay a gas-account. Yes, obviously he had better arrange to be adopted by these foreigners. Denis had expected a tirade, but there was a note of actual ferocity in his father's voice that astonished him. Dr. Yorke's bony hands were clenched so that the knuckles seemed to be about to burst through the rough skin, his eyes had large white circles round their pupils, and his voice was alternately harsh and husky, as if he were half-choked with bitter words. Denis stood in front of him without daring, after the first moment, to meet those eyes which seemed to belong to some savage and wholly strange creature. If this was the result of an act of disobedience, the consequence of which, at any rate, he had not shirked, what would happen if his father ever believed him guilty of graver crimes — of the iniquities that school gossip attributed to such fellows as Challoner ? He remembered that when, as a very small boy, his nerves had been set on edge by some long and pointless paternal lecture, he had often felt an extraordinary desire to invent misdeeds of which he was quite innocent, simply in order to see the effect which the confession of these phantom sins would have on his father. The old, curious desire awoke in him again ; for the first time, since he was instinctively clean of soul, his thoughts began to dwell on the morbid side of school life, and stories which he had heard — ugly whispers that had apparently made no more impression on his mind than a dimly sinister dream — suddenly hovered around him like obscene phantoms with bat-like wings. Rapid fire seemed to burn through his veins and his breath came quickly. . . . The evil obsession passed away in a few moments, but it left him with a throbbing heart and burning eyes. If his father could have known what was in his mind then ! THE FIRST ROUND 148 he thought ; and the thought was followed by an almost irresistible impulse to tell him. But at that moment he divined that the strange phase through which he had just passed was only the climax to a series of obscure sensations which had lately assailed his peace of mind. He flushed darkly, and then realised with a dull sensation of wonder that his father was still improving the occasion • for it seemed to him that he had been wandering for hours in a labyrinth of feverish thought. ‘ You may well turn red/ said Dr. Yorke, who had appar- ently been accusing him of all manner of evil, and had taken his silence for confession ; 4 and if you were only half as ashamed of yourself as I am, you might still have a chance of turning out decently/ Dr. Yorke's system of rhetoric was bound by no paltry shackles of grammar and syntax. * No one could have been more careful than I Ve been/ he continued, slightly varying his inevitable formula ; T Ve watched over you and tried to be a mother as well as a father — tried to put you in the right direction and to pull you out of the wrong one. I did my best, and this is the result/ At this point, to his father's great surprise, Denis, who had seemed as if no power in the world would induce him to open his lips, suddenly interpolated a remark. ‘ That 's just it,' he said, extremely quickly ; ‘ I only want to be left alone. I don't want to be bothered. When people bothered me at school I went almost mad : and just now all sorts of horrid things came into my head — stories about people with no clothes on, like some fellows tell at school. If I was let alone I should be all right.' This remarkable utterance, which should have convinced any sensible person of the innate sanity of the boy's mind, seemed to his father convincing proof of his utter corruption. Dr. Yorke sat down abruptly, and actually groaned. He seemed so dreadfully overwhelmed that Denis was smitten with swift contrition. ‘ I can't lie and say I 'm sorry I went to Parnasse,' he said, ‘ but I 'm awfully sorry it 's made you angry. I never thought that you 'd mind as much as this.' THE FIRST ROUND 149 Dr. Yorke seemed not to hear this apology. He was preparing for another burst of invective. This time the words came slowly. 4 You 're ungrateful and unnatural/ he said. 4 You, a little child of fifteen, seem to think that you can have all the privileges of being grown-up ; you haven't a word of thanks for all my care for you, but calmly tell me that you want to be left alone. Very well, then ! understand this : henceforward I leave you alone ; I wash my hands of you ; you can manage your own life, and when you 've made a complete mess of it you won't be able to come to me and say that I spoilt it with my interfering. Oh yes, that 's what you said ! You can live in my house if the Duroys won't have you, and I believe that I 'm obliged to pay for your education, but beyond that I won't go an inch. You can do just as you like ; you can go to the Duroys every day, and the only price you '11 have to pay will be the price of your father. You can easily afford that, I imagine ! ' added Dr. Yorke, with an irony somewhat above his usual level. Denis stared at him. 4 Of course I '11 not go to the Duroys if you really don’t want me to,' he said. 4 You don't really mean that you and I aren't ever to be friends again ? ' Dr. Yorke gave an extraordinary laugh. 4 That 's what I mean,' he shouted ; 4 and you 've got to face it whether you like it or not. I regret that you were ever born, and if you keep away from those French people for the rest of your life it won't make an atom of difference. I 'm not going to bargain with you ! I dare say you think that I 'll change, and come round, and be an affectionate father again to you, but by Heaven I won't ! I 've seen you going steadily from bad to worse, getting more and more alienated from me, never trying to make the house pleasant for me, but always thinking of yourself and your music, and God knows what else that I don't know of, and I 've had enough of it. You can go to the Duroys or anywhere else you like ; you can get into any kind of trouble at school ; only don't expect me to write and explain things to the masters when they find you out and want to expel you. I 5° THE FIRST ROUND I 'll pay for your education — it 's my duty — but I won't stir a finger even to save you from the common hangman. I 've had enough of that kind of thing.' This lurid outburst, with its highly sensational climax, set all the boy's nerves tingling with irritation. His lips became fixed in the firm line which, long ago, had interested Gabriel Searle, and there was an obstinate gleam in his eyes. How absurd it was, he thought, this tumult and confusion about nothing whatsoever ! His father seemed to take an actual pleasure in creating an atmosphere of intense dis- comfort, in ruining the peace of the house with his furies and suspicions. It was such meaningless violence, pitched in such an impossible high key ! The wild injustice of the accusations launched at him troubled him far less than the brutal manner in which they were expressed ; such invective seemed to have no relation with real, harmonious life ; it would have been impossible from any other person, in any other house. If his father had broken out in that way at Parnasse, for instance, Mr. Duroy would have smiled, and locked him up in a cupboard, and sent for all the doctors in the county. To-morrow, he knew, the storm would have subsided ; for a few days his father would laboriously remem- ber that ‘ Denis was in disgrace,' and then they would resume their usual relations until something else occurred to provoke another tornado. This one had almost roared itself out. 4 You use oaths, you disobey me, you confess to having evil thoughts, and you 're inattentive in church,' said Dr. Yorke. ‘ I 've noticed several times when Mr. Searle has been here that you use your knowledge of the Bible in asking him questions which he can't answer, questions which shouldn't ever enter the mind of a faithful Christian. I believe that you give ten times more thought to music than to religion. You are a bitter disappointment to me, Denis, and upon my soul I neither know nor care what is going to become of you. Your future is your own concern, and that of your friends at school and here. I wish you joy of them. Don’t imagine that I shall change ; I mean every word that I 've said, and I THE FIRST ROUND I5i intend to treat you henceforward as an ordinary acquaintance whom I am obliged to have in my house. It hurts me to say this/ he concluded, ‘ but I can't go on trying to help you any longer when I see that you haven't a spark of affection left for me.' The last words were uttered in a tone of deep self-pity, and in some way they seemed to endow Denis, not with remorse, but with sudden insight that removed all restraint from his intense irritation. Dr. Yorke had scarcely realised that his son, with a strangely transfigured aspect, had ad- vanced towards him, when Denis broke out passionately : ‘ I don't believe you ! I don't believe a single word of what you said ! It doesn't hurt you : you enjoy it ! ’ Dr. Yorke sprang up. ‘ Denis ! ' he cried. The boy looked at him with a face that seemed suddenly to have grown very old and very wise. ‘ You enjoy it,' he said slowly, ‘ just as some fellows enjoy bullying at school.' Dr. Yorke uttered a stifled cry, and stood staring at him for a moment as if he were some curious animal. Then a gleam came into his eyes, and his face darkened to crimson. ‘ Little fiend ! ' he said, ‘ little fiend ! ' He struck Denis heavily with his open hand. The boy went down like a ninepin ; his head crashed against the edge of the writing-table, and he slipped to the floor, where he lay in a crumpled attitude. The blood ran down from his temple into his eyes and mouth. Dr. Yorke stood above him, blankly surveying his first attempt in the art of non- interference. 152 THE FIRST ROUND XIX D ENIS remained in bed with a bandage on his temples and bewilderment in his soul. Although his father had never before struck him, it was not the remembrance of the blow that puzzled him, but the unforgettable expression on Dr. Yorke’s face — a grim disapproval which had deepened, as it seemed, to a glare of actual hatred. His eyes had grown cruel, and therefore strange ; it seemed as if some evil spirit had suddenly taken up its abode in his body, and when Denis had said that he enjoyed the kind of scene which had happened, some dreadful transformation took place in him ; his features were convulsed like those of poor Madden when he was surrounded by the tormentors. As he lay there with a throbbing head Denis felt very miserable. The smarting sense of irritation had left him ; the spirit of defiance was dead (it is always difficult to com- bine it with a headache and a recumbent attitude), and he began to think that he must have behaved execrably. What a scene it had been, — how noisy, how crude, how ugly ! He had been insolent to his father in a deliberate way which astonished him when he looked back on it, and his father had shrieked at him like an angry child. Each of them had suddenly become some one quite different, and some one not at all admirable. Denis writhed in his bed as he thought of the futility of the whole affair ; it had begun with misunder- standing — he and his father were always, it seemed, at cross- purposes — and it had resulted in an undignified exhibition of fury and impertinence, a broken head, and a thoroughly uncomfortable atmosphere which Dr. Yorke would feel it his duty to maintain as long as possible, — as long, that is, as he could bear it. Denis never doubted that their hostile relations would end within a week. His head ached more and more, and he shifted it on the THE FIRST ROUND 153 pillow, searching for a cool place. The bandage became like a hot ring of iron, and he felt a thrill of self-pity steal over him as he thought how easy life would be if only his father understood him — understood him with the wisdom of Rosalind and Mr. Duroy ! Then he fell into a manlier train of thought ; after all, he himself was to blame ; one couldn’t expect to be understood if one heaped insolence on dis- obedience ; he had made his father unhappy ; there was nothing for it but to ask for, and to earn, his pardon. He felt happier for a moment when he had come to this conclusion, but his heart sank as he remembered that his father imagined him to be guilty of all sorts of wickedness. It was forgiveness of these uncommitted sins, and not of a single act of dis- obedience, that he would have to earn, for it seemed to him impossible to prove that he was not wholly iniquitous. How could he prove it ? By doing nothing in future which his father could possibly think wrong ? That wouldn’t prove his previous innocence, the guiltiest wretches have occasional lapses into virtue ; and also, his father’s view of what was wrong seemed so shifting, so hard to fathom ! The pain in his head became almost intolerable ; he tossed about until his bed was like a hot oven full of lumps and spikes, trying to induce his mind to follow another train of thought. But as soon as it seemed to be safely occupied in trying to remember the exact position of certain notes of music on a page, or to be embarked on some adventurous sea of romance, the wretched thing would return with mocking swiftness to its old trouble, and the whole scene would be fierily re-enacted in Denis’s brain. Dr. Yorke came to see him in the early morning and late afternoon, but his visits were strictly professional ; he merely asked two or three questions, changed the bandages, and departed. He uttered neither greeting nor farewell, and when he discovered Denis in the act of trying to escape from his thoughts by reading The Earthly Paradise he did not rebuke him. f I should advise you mot to read,’ was all that he said. Denis followed the advice, though lying still and thinking 154 THE FIRST ROUND gave him a worse pain in his head than that caused by all the adventures of Gudrun and Aslaug and the Man born to be King. His father's coldness preyed upon his mind as no amount of harsh treatment would have done ; he felt more and more that the only means of escape from his painful thoughts lay in the expression of repentance, and one morning he made his effort. His resentment of his father's attitude had died, and he felt honestly sorry for his own wilfulness. When Dr. Yorke extended a hand to feel his pulse he caught it in his own. ‘ I 'm sorry,' he said : ‘ I see what a beast I was to do what you told me not to. I 'll try and behave decently after this. Won't you forgive me ? ' But Dr. Yorke snatched his hand away roughly. ‘ It 's no use trying to get round me in that way,' he said. 4 You heard what I said the other day ; you needn't ever expect that I shall either forget or forgive. Don't try to curry favour with me again. I know too well what it means.' He marched out of the room, treading heavily. Denis lay back on his pillow with a face as pale as the bandage on his brow. ‘ Oh, very well,' he said to the doorway, ‘ very well. Catch me trying to be sorry again, that 's all.' And the old rebellious thoughts came surging back into his soul, and held high carnival there for the rest of the day. But his headache was worse than ever. He was delirious when Dr. Yorke came to see him in the evening, and hid from him under the bedclothes. For three days he was painfully, though not dangerously, ill ; interminable tunes echoed in his head, and the pattern of the wall-paper became horribly alive. His recovery was not accelerated by the fact that on two occasions he left his bed and began to put on his clothes with the intention of going to Parnasse. Dr. Yorke sent to the nearest town for a nurse. She had a broad, rosy face and a very white cap and apron, and was attentive and gentle ; but when Denis grew better she tried to cheer him by telling him all the local gossip, and this well-meant effort bored him into THE FIRST ROUND 155 another headache. He noticed that she became self-con- scious and assumed a different kind of voice when his father was in the room. Dr. Yorke never spoke to him when she was present. She did not remain for long, however. The nervous crisis passed, and the wounded head healed very quickly. At length he could read without feeling that little goblins were stabbing the backs of his eyes with their spears ; and therefore he persuaded the old housekeeper, who brought him his meals and administered medicine to him with extreme punctuality, to collect all the books which he had left in various parts of the house and to pile them in a delightful heap by his bedside. The wealth of literature at his command was quite embar- rassing, for Lenwood, at the end of term, had won a school prize, and had replaced various cheap editions of English classics by opulent volumes which were bound in tree-calf and stamped with the school arms. The cheap editions he presented to Denis, who, he intimated, would derive great instruction from observing the various passages which had been marked by their original owner. Denis browsed happily amongst masterpieces for three days, meditating, with a brain that seemed to be swept and garnished and ready for all manner of new impressions, on the various problems offered to him by the great thinkers of old days ; wrestling also with an even more difficult question, — how to read in bed without suffering afterwards from cramps and pangs of every kind. To lie prone with your heels in the air and the book propped against the pillow was delightful for five minutes, unendurable for ten ; to lie on either side, whether propped on your elbow or your shoulder, made you feel, if the book was interesting and you forgot to shift your position, as if your arm had been injected with liquid lead which had cooled ; to lie on your back with the book resting on a pillow which rested on you, was splendid until you began to suffer from a kind of paralysis which started at your waist and crept down the back of your thighs ; and if you moved, your carefully adjusted lectern could never be induced to return to exactly the right attitude. Denis, like all the other sages of the 156 THE FIRST ROUND world who have considered the problem, came to the con- clusion that it could only be solved by suspending a reading- stand from the ceiling so that it hung exactly in front of his nose ; but when he tried to fix a hook above his head, huge cracks ran across the ceiling, like flaws in the ice beneath a ponderous skater, and his eyes, his hair, and his bed were entirely filled with plaster. He read new books and old all day, and if there were moments when he felt tempted to lie staring at the wall- paper and thinking of his father's obduracy, he fought against the impulse. He had begun to realise that thought of this kind was wholly fruitless, and resulted in headaches and despair ; he had begun to believe, too, that his father's atti- tude really might be permanent ; and when his old lonely habit of mind set him instinctively on the search for com- pensation, he thought of Parnasse, and thrilled with a joy that was not without its ingredient of revenge. If his father intended to treat him like a mere acquaintance whose presence he was obliged to tolerate, but whose intimacy was quite un- desirable, at any rate the mere acquaintance would be free to go his own way — had, indeed, been invited to do so — and the way, of course, was straight over the hill to the Duroys, and Beethoven, and Mozart, and the poodle. No amount of renunciation, he felt, would re-establish his friend- ship with his father, therefore why renounce the best thing in life ? If it were going to hurt his father it would be another matter, but now, of course, his father was quite indifferent to his actions. He had said so himself. This last piece of reasoning did not really quite convince Denis, but he managed, after some hesitation, to let himself think it was wholly con- clusive. Youth, says the philosopher, has a wisdom of its own. It has also its own peculiar sophistry. Having arrived at these conclusions, Denis, as it were, labelled them as final, put them away in the back of his mind, and betook himself to the study of the literature of his country. He did not at first realise that behind that calm acceptance of the situation there was a deep sense of resent- ment against his father ; he had almost forgotten the sudden THE FIRST ROUND 157 intuitive conviction that had flashed like lightning across his bewilderment and showed him that Dr. Yorke really took an ignoble pleasure in scolding him for all sorts of vague crimes. But the resentment took complete possession of him during a certain short dialogue that was spoken in his room. He was nearly well ■ his father came in, told him curtly that he could get up if he wished, and was on the point of departing when there was a knock at the door, and Gabriel Searle entered. ‘ Denis, you wretch, what do you mean by being ill and not letting the great world know ? * he cried, sitting down at the foot of the bed. ‘ Why didn't you tell me ? ' he added, turning to Dr. Yorke, who looked distinctly uncomfortable. ‘ What has been the matter ? ' For the wounded head was no longer in bandages. ‘ I hurt my head,' said Denis. He looked at his father and felt a sudden, quite wicked thrill of pleasure, Which puzzled him when he thought about it afterwards. Dr. Yorke came to the bedside and spoke in a somewhat artificial voice. ‘ Clumsiness, clumsiness ! ' he said. * He fell down and hit his head against the edge of a table. He 's all right again now, but I think he had a touch of influenza when he did it, and that made him feverish for a day or two.' 4 Oh ! ' cried Denis involuntarily, with the intonation of a boy at whose expense a schoolfellow has lied to a master. Dr. Yorke looked at him for a moment, and frowned. In that moment he finally descended from his pedestal. Denis was overwhelmed with amazement, and hardly heard what Gabriel Searle said to him. His father, the paragon of all virtue, had prevaricated ! He never realised that there might be excellent reasons for not publishing a sordid family squabble ; it seemed to him that his father had told a lie simply to hide his own brutal behaviour. It was a confession that he was in the wrong. Yet he would continue, of course, to regard his son as an abandoned young imp of evil ! Denis writhed with indignation. 4 It 's horrible ! it isn't fair ! 9 he felt impelled to cry ; but what was the use ? His father 158 THE FIRST ROUND would only tell Mr. Searle that he was mad or delirious, and always told lies. Gabriel Searle realised that something was wrong, and his lazy dread of anything that approached a scene made him talk on all sorts of subjects to Denis, who lay there staring at him without appearing to hear what he said. After a while he went downstairs with Dr. Yorke ; and then Denis turned to the wall, and lay there with tightly clenched fists and wide eyes. So his father was afraid to admit the truth ! He didn't — it was obvious — care in the least what Mr. Searle and every one else thought of his son as long as his own dignity did not suffer ; he had shuffled in exactly the same way as Halliwell during the episode of the Bohn translation. That fairly settled everything, decided Denis ; since his father had resolved to treat him as unreliable and subtle, he would retaliate in kind ; there was every excuse for such an attitude on his'side, for at least he had never lied at his father's expense in order to shield himself. The hard, short-sighted logic of youth proved to him that, however greatly he might have annoyed his father, the recent scene made the balance true between them, — or even gave him the advantage, for wasn't it worse to tell lies than to be disobedient, especially when the disobedience was primarily an act of defiance, and was followed by immediate, if defiant, confession ? Yes ; that settled everything. If his father was cold and indifferent to him, he would be equally indifferent and cold ; he would show that the wrong wasn't all on one side. He set his teeth as he stared at the wall-paper, and felt very stern and determined ; but he could not help feeling somewhat forlorn as well. However, the last sensation would depart, he knew, when he saw the Duroys. If he could have heard what his father was saying to Gabriel Searle in the study, a great factor in his subsequent mental growth would have been eliminated, and his heart would have been all the lighter. ‘ That is what really happened,' said Dr. Yorke. ‘ I didn't tell you when we were in his room because ' He paused. ‘ Because you knew it would be awkward for him,' said THE FIRST ROUND iS9 Gabriel Searle. 4 You really are the most extraordinary mixture of tender-heartedness and downright bad temper. I 'm extremely glad that I 'm not one of your patients/ Dr. Yorke knitted his bushy brows. Searle felt sorry for him ; he looked so worn and grey. There was no doubt, Gabriel thought, that the boy was rather a handful ; the artist spirit was developing in him very rapidly, and Yorke would sympathise with it about as easily as he would feel fraternal towards the Pope. 4 I don't think that was the reason,' said Dr. Yorke. ‘ The fact is that Denis and I have drifted further and further apart in the last year. He has grown much too independent — he 's a mere child — and I can see that almost everything I say irritates him. I 'm afraid he 's gone wrong at school.' ‘ I don't believe it,' said Gabriel. ‘ Oh, you always took his part,' muttered Dr. Yorke. * And he has developed underhand ways. He disobeys me openly, and then pretends that he 's sorry. A moment after he defies me — absolutely defies me. I 'm absolutely sick of it all ; he 's a failure, and I suppose I 'm a failure too. I 've made up my mind to let him go his own way. I 've done my best for him, and it has all been useless ; we 'll see if he 'll do better without me. That 's what he complains of — that I 'm always interfering. We 'll see how the experiment of leaving him alone will work out.' ‘ I think that you 're rather vindictive,' said Searle. 4 You said a moment ago that he was a mere child ; don't you think that it 's a little dangerous to try experiments with mere children ? I only ask for information ; I never had any children, mere or otherwise, worse luck.' ‘ At any rate, it 's his duty to try and win me back,' said Dr. Yorke, with a wistful expression that made the odd phrase seem to Gabriel pathetic rather than amusing. ‘ I 've given him his freedom ; I shan't interfere with him at all, and I shan't make any advances. I used to do that formerly, after we had disagreed, but this time the thing has gone too far. ... Of course, I was a fool to strike him. My God, Searle,' he cried suddenly, ‘ I thought he was dead ! ' i6o THE FIRST ROUND ‘ Well, he isn't/ said Gabriel, intentionally prosaic, ‘ but you will be shortly, if you continue to fight phantoms and worry about nothing, and I shall write felo de se on your headstone. I expect you will find that Denis will come running to you very soon, full of sincere remorse and affection. Or else you 'll go running to him.' Dr. Yorke's face was like an iron mask. ‘ Never ! ' he said slowly. Gabriel looked at him steadily for a moment, and then rose. ‘ Oh well,' he said, ‘ the feud will end somehow, — and then you '11 begin all over again, until Denis grows old enough to realise that there is a really decent individual lurking shyly beneath your roaring and rage and sentimentalism, and you discover that his wilfulness is only the working of a temperament that is fighting its way through folly to wisdom. Write to me when the experiment is over, and I 'll give a tea- party to celebrate the occasion.' But Dr. Yorke shook his head, and, upstairs, Denis was vowing that the experiment should be interminable. THE FIRST ROUND 161 XX ‘ T T E looked just like an angry old gentleman in an early 11 Victorian novel/ said Noel ; 4 I assure you that I was never so badly scared in the whole course of my timid life. He came into the hall just when I was asking if Denis was better. 44 Oh ! ” he said, looking over my shoulder at the view, 44 are you Mr. Tellier ? ” I had to admit it, and added that I had come to inquire after his beloved son. 44 He ’s better,” he said ; 44 he had an accident, but he ’s decidedly better. He isn’t allowed to see any one.” He still looked over my shoulder at the view, and I somehow knew that he was getting up steam for some uncomplimentary remark. So I took off my cap and wished him good-afternoon. Then he looked at me. 44 Aren’t you one of Denis’s school- fellows ? ” he asked, and then, without giving me a chance to apologise for daring to allow myself that privilege, he said, 44 Let me tell you, young sir, that I don’t think either you or your school have done Denis any good.” I said, 44 Oh, how unfortunate ! ” or something equally fatuous. He glared like a wolf at me, and stalked away, leaving me to wither gradually on the doorstep. Think of trampling on the feelings of a poor inoffensive young thing like me ! I’m broken-spirited for life ; any slight shock will make me burst into tears.’ 4 He ’s a cantankerous old rascal,’ said Mr. Duroy. 4 I think he ’s sad,’ said Rosalind slowly. Mr. Duroy turned towards her and stroked her dark head. 4 Why do you think that ? ’ he asked. She looked up at him gravely, and then bent over the stocking that she was darning. 4 He looks unhappy,’ was all that she answered. 4 He looked like a German salad when he talked to me,’ said Noel cheerfully. 4 I believe that he locks Denis up in L 162 THE FIRST ROUND the coal-cellar and beats him twice a day with a hot toasting- fork. He 's a churchwarden ; you never can trust them. Judas Iscariot was a sort of churchwarden, wasn't he? I think we ought to go and rescue Denis/ Rosalind dropped the stocking and clasped her hands on her knee. ‘ I do want to see him, Noel ! ' she said, with fine candour. Noel laughed. He was sprawling on the carpet in front of the fire. Mr. Duroy was turning over some drawings in a portfolio and humming softly, like an immense, happy bumble-bee. ‘ If he doesn't come and see you soon,' said the latter, looking up and removing a huge pair of pince-nez from his nose, ‘ he won't recognise you. You 're growing into quite another person, and I warn you that I 'm like the King in Alice in Wonderland : I refuse to allow any one more than a mile high to live in my house. Your toes are actually growing through your stocking,' he added, holding up that article of apparel. * Why can't you grow upwards and not downwards ? ' She laughed quietly. ‘ Daddy, I can’t think why ! ' she said. Noel shook a warning finger towards her. ‘ Oh, you 're in for it ! ' he said. ‘ The awkward age ! You 'll be like me ; I 'm in the middle of it now. When you walk into a room your feet will fly round in curves and semicircles instead of moving quietly in a straight line ) your elbows will grow hard and sharp, and they 'll shoot out suddenly when you are close to nice old gentlemen with large white waistcoats ; and if you are anywhere near tea-tables, or collections of old china, or plate-glass windows, some awful, invisible Power will come behind you and push you into them. When you meet strangers you 'll turn purple and your throat will dry up and your eyes will water. You 'll say No for Yes, and Yes for No, and talk in a gruff voice just when you want to be especially nice to people. If you walk down a street you 'll feel that every one is watching you with hideous suspicion in his heart. When you go to a party you '11 sit, if you 're a man, on an old lady's knee, or if you 're THE FIRST ROUND 163 ) u a woman, in a plate of ices. Any silly ordinary mistake that you make will seem an absolutely unforgivable crime, and you ’ll brood over it for days. Your life will be one long nightmare of blushes, feet, elbows, choking and vague terror. That/ concluded Noel, 4 is the Awkward Age. But you needn’t be afraid, my Rosalind ; you ’ll have a very mild attack, and you ’ll recover completely. Some people never recover. I shall be morose and surly to the end of my days, just like your poor dear father. Ah ! humble life has its tragedies.’ Rosalind listened to him solemnly, and when he had finished, she said, 4 I believe that ’s what ’s the matter with Dr. Yorke.’ A moment later they heard Narcisse barking in the garden, there was a sound of swift feet on the stairs, and Denis appeared in the doorway, looking rather white and very much excited. ‘ May I come in ? ’ he said : 4 I couldn’t come before ; I ’ve been ill, and this is the first day I ’ve been allowed out. Oh ! it is jolly to see you ! ’ The last words were a real cry from the heart, and he had to hug Narcisse to conceal his emotion ; he felt ridiculously near actual tears ; the warmth of their greeting was so exactly like all he had imagined it would be when he lay in bed ! They put him in the deepest armchair and behaved as if he had returned from some perilous voyage in distant seas. 4 You look rather too ghostly to be true,’ said Mr. Duroy, 4 and you ’re so thin that you vanish altogether when I look at you sideways. Marie must take you in hand at once.’ Denis asserted emphatically that he was the epitome of good health. Then he looked at Noel. 4 I say,’ he said, 4 I ’ve only just heard that you came round this morning.’ He paused. Noel waved a benignant hand. 4 Oh ! any little thing that I can do for you ’ he said vaguely. 4 We have been discussing the awkward age. Uncle and I are in the middle of it and you and Rosalind are 1 64 THE FIRST ROUND just at the first stage. Let us all walk round the room and break things.' But Denis refused to acquiesce in the change of subject. Obviously he had rushed over from the Red House for some grave purpose, and was not to be diverted. * It was jolly good of you to come,' he said to Noel ; * and I 'm sorry — I 'm sorry — I know what happened, — what he said. Our housekeeper heard him. It 's simply sickening that he should speak to you like that, and I Ve come to beg your pardon. I won't forgive him, ever ! ' He was violently excited and his face was deathly white. Noel looked at him for some moments with a steady smile. ‘ Try not to be a pestiferous plague-spot,' he said cheerfully. Mr. Duroy rose, took Denis by the shoulders, and urged him gently towards the piano. But Rosalind sat quite still, like a small enchanted princess, and stared at Denis with her great eyes. She made one of her odd, inconsequent remarks when they demanded why she was so pensive. ‘ I ’m afraid we 're all growing up ! ' she murmured. She went to her father and leant against his side. ‘ Except you, my little one ! ' she whispered loudly to him. ‘ Monster ! ' said Mr. Duroy : ‘ I will grow up ; I hereby swear it ; as soon as I am forty-five I 'll grow up suddenly in the night, like the beanstalk in the fairy-tale, and confound the whole lot of you. Denis ! after all, we will deny our- selves the privilege of hearing you play to-day ; you may lie in two armchairs and call yourself the audience. Rosalind ! produce your lethal instrument, and don’t forget the repeat at the end of the trio, and keep time as if a delay of a millionth part of a second would plunge us all through the floor amongst Marie's pots and pans. Do the same, Denis, if you snore. Noel will turn over, and this time it is to be hoped that his fingers won’t be all thumbs, and his thumbs, toes. Now then . . . one, two, three.' It was Beethoven. Denis lay back in a deep armchair, and, as he listened, a lethean mist seemed to drift across the troubled waters of his soul, and the images of all jarring and irritating events THE FIRST ROUND 165 became vague as those of a dream remembered at noonday. Nothing in his life seemed real except the hours when he had shared the ecstasy of sun and wind and rain on the high ledges of the hills, and the hours which he had passed with great dead masters and with these dear people. ... He had come home from unremembered and transitory wanderings ; peace had been waiting for him in this room, — peace, and soft lights, and heavenly music, and friends ! He watched the musicians through half-closed eyes. Mr. Duroy’s head was moving gently from side to side as he played with his usual incomparable decision and delicacy ; Rosalind's white chin was pressed firmly against the dark old violin, and there was the little line in her brow that meant acute atten- tion but was not in the least anxious. There was a new, deep quality in her playing that surprised him ; it seemed to surprise Noel also, for as soon as a page was safely turned (he performed this office admirably, in spite of Mr. Duroy and the Awkward Age) he looked round at the violinist with obvious joy. For a moment the thoughts of Denis hovered towards school. How the other men in the Fifteen would grin, he thought, if they could see Noel now ! He tried to picture the superb Arbuthnot in a similar situation. Or suppose, he thought, that Ellerton-Davidson had to sit here and listen ; how dreadfully bored he would be ! Not only bored, but actually uncomfortable, as if he had been entrapped into taking part in some strange religious ceremony. It was queer that people were so different. Then he ceased to think, and surrendered himself completely to the spell of the music. ‘ Oh, we have worked, we have worked whilst you were away ! ’ said Mr. Duroy when the sonata was ended, and Denis had tried to express his pleasure. ‘ What else was there to do when you weren’t here, mon Denis ? ’ asked Rosalind, as she rubbed her bow with rosin. ‘ Even Noel took to singing scales. He has made up a new one which can’t be done on any kind of instrument, but Narcisse is learning to imitate it. Daddy calls it the Veronese scale, but I forget why.’ ‘ I call it the Veronese scale,’ said Mr. Duroy, ‘ because THE FIRST ROUND 1 66 when the great poet Dante, of whom you have never heard, was at Verona, he was the guest of a person called Can Grande della Scala. Ordinary historians think that Can Grande was a warrior prince, but his name tells me that he was a singer connected with the Milan Opera House. His vocal exercises annoyed Dante, who wrote in his Inferno the famous line of prophecy to himself : “ tu proverai . . . com’ e duro calle lo scendere e il salir per 1’altrui scale,” which is, being inter- preted, “You shall learn how hard to bear are the ups and downs of the scales of another.” That is the real mean- ing, though ordinary scholars imagine that scale means merely stairs/ ‘ Yes, that ’s the reason why/ said Rosalind, nodding gravely. 4 I dor/t know what you all mean, with your heathen languages and infernals/ said Noel, ‘ but I believe that you Ye saying unkind things about my sad, sweet voice. Denis, you blight-spot, don’t grin at me ! Vous avez la joue t alors ! If you could only see Denis and me when we ’re at school, my dears, you would know what a hollow sham is our present appearance of intimacy. I learn up all the tortures employed by bad boys in pious books and try them on him, and in revenge, when there is a foreign match, and I, after infinite labour, manage for a brief, lovely moment to get possession of the thing which we call a football, Denis rushes from the interested crowd of spectators, knocks it out of my hands, kicks me thrice on the shin, and retires amid deafening applause from boys and masters. My life is one long duel. I ’m jolly glad that I ’m leaving at the end of the summer.’ Denis looked at him with startled eyes. ‘ You aren’t really going to leave ? ’ he cried. ‘ I am indeed,’ said Tellier, ‘ and so is Arbuthnot, and so is Curds. Arbuthnot ’s going to Oxford to get Blues for footer and cricket and rowing and racquets and running and weight- putting and long-jumping and boxing and water-polo, and Curds is going to the University of St. Andy’s to take a degree in golf. The poor School ! there ’ll be no one left THE FIRST ROUND 167 except you and a few other microbes. They ’d better close it ; it ’s had its brief and glorious day/ 4 And what are you going to do ? ’ asked Denis. 4 Oh, I ’m going to Paris, the land of the free, where I shall continue my lofty studies and earn a large fortune by teaching the rudiments of the English language to eager Frenchmen. Then I shall build a huge country-house with three lodges and a jasper swimming-bath, and there I shall entertain uncle, and Rosalind, and you if you 're good, for the rest of my life — our lives/ 4 I sometimes thought of your leaving/ said Denis. His heart sank ; there had always been something elusive about Noel ; in spite of his ample limbs and his very real pink face, he had sometimes seemed a fantastic creature whose whim it was to play at being a schoolboy and then to disappear, to drift away into some dim haunt of romance — a garret set high above the pointed roofs of some grey old German town, where the storks roosted on the housetops and the elves danced in the moonlight. Or he would be lost in the whirling life of some immense and shining city — Paris, as he said, or Vienna, or Rome ; or, perhaps, he would sing songs, and hunt, and practise polite conversation at some tiny semi- feudal court in Eastern Europe. Denis could imagine him in any romantic environment, always laughing, always appar- ently happy, but with the wandering fever in his blood, like some beautiful wild creature that has grown gentle and playful, but will not endure a long restraint. Noel would have laughed immoderately if he could have read the thoughts that passed so swiftly through the boy’s mind ; he was absolutely without self-consciousness, and would have been deeply amused to think that any one could regard him as a romantic hero. 4 Noel isn’t the only person who is leaving at the end of the summer,’ said Duroy. 4 Our happy schooldays are nearly ended, too ; we ’ve made up our great minds really to grow up and to go to Paris and paint masterpieces by the dozen. We ’re apt to get too musical and not half painty enough in this England, and we must go to a big city to find a stern master for Rosalind. Paris is the place ; London is too full THE FIRST ROUND 1 68 of fogs and Royal Academies. Why, Rosalind ! I do believe he ’s sorry that you 're going away to become a genius ! ’ For Denis was contemplating him with an expression of blank despair. 4 Is it true ? ’ he asked. Then he turned to Rosalind. 1 Is it really true ? ’ he repeated slowly. Rosalind went over to him and hugged him shamelessly. * Dear little Denis, I ’m afraid it ’s true/ she said ; ‘ but it won’t matter, you know. You will come and stay with us in the holidays, and see Paris, and we 11 play music and have a room just like this. And I think/ she concluded, with a funny air of wisdom, ‘ that it would be a very good thing if daddy adopted you. I ’ve always wanted a brother/ 4 You had better consult Dr. Yorke about that ! ’ cried Mr. Duroy. Rosalind knelt in front of Denis with her elbows on his knees. ‘ Would he mind ? ’ she asked very seriously. ‘ He wouldn’t care a bit,’ said Denis, and the rancour in his voice startled even Mr. Duroy. ‘ I shan’t be able to bear it when you ’re gone,’ the boy muttered after a moment. ‘ Flatterer ! ’ said Mr. Duroy. ‘ You contrived to put up with life before we dawned upon you like amazing suns.’ ‘ Ah ! ’ said Denis ; ‘ I didn’t know you then. I didn’t think there were such people in the world.’ He spoke in a tone of solemn conviction. Rosalind looked at her father. ‘ Daddy,’ she said, ‘ we won’t go to Paris after all, will we ? We ’ll stay here and look after Denis. I know he ’ll never practise when we ’re gone.’ But Mr. Duroy shook his head. ‘ I shall never grow up if I stay here,’ he said gloomily. ‘ Denis must come to Paris ; that ’s the conclusion of the whole matter.’ And Denis said that he would be delighted. But he felt sick at heart, and when he walked home had no eyes for the last yellow gleams of the day that died exquisitely in the west. He had known, of course, that the Duroys intended to go to Paris, but he had never thought that the intention THE FIRST ROUND 169 was to be accomplished so soon. Of course, the idea of going to stay in France was wonderful, but it was also, alas ! impossible. He had no money of his own, and it was absurd to imagine that his father would bear the expense of such a journey. No ; the future lay cold and blank before him — an illimitable wilderness of barren days. Perhaps, when he was grown up and had left school, he might be able to see his friends again ; but then, of course, Rosalind would be grown up too, and girls always changed completely in the course of that process. As he crossed the valley road he heard the sound of approaching wheels, and presently a carriage came up to where he stood. There was still enough light for him to be able to recognise his father, who was returning from a visit to some remote farm. Dr. Yorke saw Denis, and pulled up the horse. ‘ You can drive back if you like/ he said. Denis did not answer for a moment. This was the first gleam of graciousness that had broken across their estrange- ment ; he felt that he ought to respond eagerly, and yet . . . Whilst he hesitated Dr. Yorke spoke again. ‘ Where have you been ? ’ he asked. ‘ To Parnasse — to the Duroys/ the boy answered. To his astonishment Dr. Yorke said, ‘ Oh, indeed ! ’ in a voice that was meant to be full of ironical interest. Then he hit the mare sharply with the whip, and bowled away into the dusk. Denis stared after his vanished shape with mild amaze- ment. His father had given him free permission to live his own life in his own way, and yet, on the very first occasion when Denis made use of his liberty, this extraordinary parent drove off with his nose in the air and all the other symptoms of being extremely offended. It really was rather ridiculous ; you couldn’t possibly respect any one who behaved in that way. He walked slowly home, and in those few minutes, though he did not know it, he took a place amongst the more ad- vanced exponents of youthful idiocy. The angry bitterness that had haunted him became latent. He began to think condescendingly of his father. 170 THE FIRST ROUND XXI S O, fostered by misunderstanding, and prejudice, and a certain shyness, the estrangement between them be- came lasting, and many suns went down on that foolish feud between a lonely man and his motherless boy. Each felt that the faith between them was broken ; they were each incapable of trusting the other's motives ; if Denis thought that he detected signs of relenting in his father, he guarded himself from responding to them in the fear that they were not really significant, and that therefore any response on his part would meet with a humiliating rebuff ; if Dr. Yorke began to yearn for his son's love, he concealed the yearning beneath an exaggerated air of indifference ; his dignity would not permit him to make overtures of affection that the boy might disdain. It was a sorry situation ; Gabriel Searle, who had contemplated it at first with a smile of slightly satirical detachment, began to be deeply anxious, though primarily, it must be admitted, on Denis’s account. If there was one attribute of the human temperament that Gabriel detested, it was hardness, and it seemed to him that Denis was in a fair way to develop it. But he was sorry, too, for Dr. Yorke ; the man was a fool, of course, but a lovable fool ; he had made a few false steps which might have been so easily retraced, and now he was plunging blindly forward into impenetrable thickets of unhappiness. Denis was at the magnetic age ; every day of this estrangement would leave an indelible impression on his soul ; he would remember every detail with the cruel, unabsolving memory of youth, and in a few years he would regard his father as the wrecker of his childish happiness. The good Gabriel flung detachment to the dogs, and at- tempted to interfere ; perhaps he was a moment too late. He attacked Dr. Yorke, who immediately threatened him THE FIRST ROUND 171 with the loss of their friendship if he made any farther allusion to the subject ; he invited Denis to tea, and had the dismal interest of observing the boy's face change to a tragic mask at the mere mention of his father's name. Gabriel’s exhorta- tions goaded him at last to sullen speech. ‘ He said that he wished I had never been born,' he muttered, staring at the fire. ‘ He thinks I do filthy things at school.' And when Gabriel poured scorn on this idea, the boy retorted : ‘ If he doesn't believe that I 'm like that, it 's worse still. He oughtn't to have dared to talk to me about those things.' There was a certain wisdom underlying this latter protest that did not escape Gabriel's notice. Dr. Yorke had certainly been worse than indiscreet. The inter- view brought no consolation to Gabriel, beyond confirming his impression that Denis was an essentially clean-hearted boy who could be as obstinate as adamant if he were treated unjustly. ‘ He hates everything and everybody that I like,' the boy had cried passionately, 4 except you, of course. He hates the Duroys, just because they 're Roman Catholics, and they 're so kind and jolly that they make every one else seem dull. Oh, we 're different, that 's what it is ! He can't bear people who are different from him ; mother was different ; I suppose I 'm like her. I can just remember how he used to rave at her. I 'd forgotten, but it came back to me suddenly one time when he was cursing at me.' Gabriel could only feel acutely distressed. He had known Dr. Yorke before his wife's death. He thought of the dreamy, gentle creature who had died five years after her marriage. She had loved music passionately, and was a fervent reader. A great friendship had arisen between her and Gabriel Searle ; she was the one woman he had known intimately ; she was the one woman — he could say it to himself now without shame — whom he had loved. He had knelt by her bed when she died, but her eyes had been fixed on her husband. . . . He rose swiftly from his chair and crossed the room to where Denis was sitting. ‘ Do you think she would be happy if she knew that 172 THE FIRST ROUND you and your father weren’t friends ? ’ he asked, rather brusquely. Denis was silent for a moment. ‘ I don’t know,’ he said ; * but she would understand. She would know that it was right.’ Gabriel felt that this was an attitude which it was hopeless to combat. The boy had managed to put aside his instincts, and to think out the affair with all the hard logic of justice. The father would be more easily vanquished than the son. The Easter holidays came to an end, and no bridge had been thrown across the estranging gulf that divided them. Denis travelled to school with Noel, and found himself anticipating the term with actual pleasure. It was horrid, of course, to be obliged to leave the joys of Parnasse, but Mr. Duroy and Rosalind had sworn a solemn oath to visit the school about the middle of term. As for the Red House, it was a distinct relief to escape from that overcharged atmosphere, and to enter an environment where one wasn’t perpetually regarded as a malignant fallen angel. The inevitable petty changes had taken place. He found himself promoted to a higher form, which consisted for the most part of very decent fellows. The hoary-headed tor- mentors, who abode delicately for years in the lower part of the school and industriously kicked all feeble and timid boys who dared to answer questions which they themselves knew — or even those which they did not — were left behind ; his class-mates were his contemporaries, and the master was a quiet, kindly, humorous person who was really fond of his boys and had a passion for English literature. The great Lenwood had also been promoted, and found himself, without surprise, in the Sixth form at the beginning of his third term. The headmaster, however, refused to make him a prefect until he had completed a year of school life, a deprivation which Lenwood bore with fortitude. ‘ I ’ve not the least desire to be a prefect,’ he explained to Denis. ‘ Of course I ’m glad to be in the Sixth because one gets away from grammars and handbooks and really reads THE FIRST ROUND 173 some decent literature, but I ’ve no desire to be everlastingly rushing about in order to discover if Smith minor puts on his greatcoat when he watches a match. Still less do I wish to beat Smith minor’s behind because he eats Turkish delight in his bed or reads Marie Corelli with a lantern after lights are turned out. There are plenty of hulking monsters in the house who revel in that kind of thing. And if I were a prefect, I should have to sit in dormitory between ten and eleven listening to Arbuthnot’s everlasting athletic shop. It ’s a painful honour.’ Denis felt that Lenwood was very old and very wise, but he had a vague idea that there was a flaw in the magnificent creature’s attitude. After the first fortnight, and when he had settled down into the routine, he began to realise for the first time that it was possible to be oneself, to keep one’s own private aspirations and joys, without maintaining a position of haughty abstraction from the rest of the world. Lenwood, of course, had his private compensations and knew their value, but he did miss things, — ease, for example ; in spite of his meditative air, he was always on edge ; his profession of calmness was only part of his attitude. He had no share in the ordinary free-and-easy intercourse of school life, which Denis, without at first realising the fact, was beginning to find delightful ; any boy who addressed a commonplace and cheerful remark to him was sure to receive an oracular or sarcastic response. It seemed as if he could not descend from his lonely pedestal. He was delighted with his pedestal, of course, but Denis wondered secretly whether the day would come when he would be tired of it. Meanwhile, he earned the dislike of the multitude. Arbuthnot, the immense, the terrible, arrayed in all the colours of athletic glory, met him on the terrace just before the beginning of a foreign match, and took off his gold and crimson cap to him in the presence of the whole School ; and Lawrence, who was captain of cricket, profanely alluded to him as the Lord God, and tried to make him play for the House Third Eleven. Lenwood condescended to appear on the cricket-ground, though not on that particular occasion. 174 THE FIRST ROUND He hit with great fury, made eighty not out against execrable bowling, refused to field, and deleted his name from the list when he was included in the House Eleven on the following Saturday. Lawrence swore violently at him in public, and Lenwood produced a volume of school rules — a work which no one in the house had ever seen — in which it was daily recorded that no Sixth form boy was compelled to play games. Lawrence flung the book through a window, and retired in a white heat of rage to his study, where he tried to quarrel with M‘Curdy. The House shuddered, for terrible is the anger of the gods. It was not the mere relief of escape from the heavily laden atmosphere of the Red House that made school seem to Denis a pleasanter place than he had imagined to be possible. With the coming of summer the familiar ugliness, of yellow brick and much-trampled turf was magically changed; the chestnuts in the avenue were thick with pink and white flowers, and the desert that was called the Masters’ Garden began to blossom like a rose. When the warm weather began, one felt a kind of holiday spirit even on a whole schoolday, and even early rising became a pleasure. As one sat in form sweet odours from sun-scorched hedgerows drifted in through the open windows ; it was conceded to heated youth to wear flannels all day long ; the swimming- bath was delightful, and lock-up was so late that one no longer wandered round the quadrangle at night with a sickening sense of imprisonment in one’s heart. Geraniums, lobelias, and calceolarias flamed with triumphant, if slightly mono- tonous splendour in all the study windows ; scientific persons with green butterfly-nets were to be observed in all the Heath lanes, and the beginning of the annual plague of caterpillars was reported from Lister’s dormitory about the third week of term. Denis learnt the rudiments of cricket, worked fairly steadily, became a good swimmer, and generally enjoyed life in a tran- quil way. The thought of the strained relations that existed at home ceased to trouble him ; the long vista of the term lay between him and their renewal, and there was Rosalind’s THE FIRST ROUND US visit to be anticipated. Mr. Lister (who no longer received letters from Dr. Yorke and was therefore truly thankful) observed that he had developed into ‘ one of the less offensive persons in my house/ as he pessimistically phrased it, and invited him to tea. The music-master was almost enthusi- astic about him, and began to teach him to play the organ. The episode of the golf-links, with the wild legends to which it had given rise, was long since forgotten by the School, and Denis began to feel again the curious tranquillity that is fostered in human nature by belonging to a corporate body, by being a wheel in a watch. Every one was really rather decent to him, he thought, and felt a mild wonder as to whether the decency didn't arise from the fact that he was growing exactly like every one else, — had the same attitude to life. It almost seemed that if one went on doing exactly the same things as five hundred other people, one ended by thinking the same things also. But in one respect he was different. All the others had letters from home ; he had none. He had written, as usual, to his father during the first weeks of term ; a month passed, and he received no reply. Long letters came to him from Rosalind, and postcards, covered with minutely beautiful words, from Gabriel Searle, but though he wrote on four or five consecutive Sundays to Dr. Yorke, no answer came. And then he ceased to write. This rebuff went some way towards re-arousing his resent- ment, and an event that happened very soon after he had decided to write no more to his father tended to increase his feeling of bitterness. He came back to the form-room one morning to find half a dozen boys all striving to get a good view from the window of something that was happening in the quadrangle. When he inquired the meaning of their eagerness one of them turned to him and said : ‘ It ’s that dirty beast Challoner/ Denis disliked Bob Challoner, as we know, for excellent reasons, and on one occasion, when they were in the gymna- sium together, had asked him why he was an abandoned liar. Challoner’s instant vengeance had been interrupted by the 176 THE FIRST ROUND instructor, but Denis knew that he was only waiting for an opportunity to resume reprisals. So that he looked out of the window with some interest, and saw that Challoner was walking with the school porter towards the headmaster's house. ‘ He 's been fairly booked this time/ said one of the spectators. Denis asked what Challoner had done, and was answered without any circumlocution. ‘ He 'll be sacked, for a cert.,' was the general comment. 4 Serve him jolly well right, the filthy hog.' The prophecy was fulfilled. Shortly after his interview with the headmaster, Bob Challoner became a gentleman at large by the simple process of issuing from school by a side door and driving away in a four-wheeler. It was reported that he smiled and lit a very large cigar at the moment of his departure. If there were any who admired his bravado and regretted his fate, Denis was not amongst them ; it seemed to him that the whirligig of time had indeed brought in its revenges, and that his father would have an awkward thrill of enlightenment when he heard the truth. Perhaps he would write now, and apologise for believing Challoner's lies. But Dr. Yorke did not write, and therefore the heart of Denis was hardened, and he said bitter words to Gabriel Searle, who came over to see him about the middle of term. Gabriel certainly did not admire Challoner, but he found himself on the edge of wishing that the wretched fellow had contrived to remain in the school ; his expulsion had given Dr. Yorke a great chance of reconciliation with Denis, as Denis knew very well, and Dr. Yorke had refused to take it. The way, thought Gabriel, in which every event seemed destined to widen the gulf between them verged on the uncanny. He found that Denis was both taller and stronger ; the boy seemed happy ; he was immensely keen about his music, and contrived also to be interested in school life. He intro- duced various boys to Gabriel, and Gabriel found them charming, and gave a tea-party at the little hotel on the Heath. Public schools, Winchester excepted, might possess THE FIRST ROUND 1 77 defects, he thought, but was there anything more delightful than the natural ease of manner that they contrived to inculcate into boys ? This, it seemed to him, was the one quality that atoned for the haughty indifference displayed by the system with regard to all the intellectual virtues. But it was a fleeting possession, he reflected rather sadly ; the system owed it to the senior masters, who had been at the Universities in the days when undergraduates were really men of the world as well as men of culture ; the modern athletic ruffian at Oxford was only a schoolboy who had for- gotten to grow up ; a delightful fellow, of course, but not the type that would teach boys the value of the amenities of life. That type seemed to Gabriel to be inseparably connected with certain faded photographs of undergraduates who wore whiskers and curiously shaped bowler-hats. It could quote Virgil and Horace correctly, and could drive a four-in-hand ; it talked slang, worked hard, drank beer from silver tankards, read Poems and Ballads , and fell in love. It had an intense interest in modern movements of every kind, and was ex- tremely deferential to its inferiors, whom it instantly recog- nised. But it was already trodden down by the hungry generations of mental or muscular specialists ; all too soon, each public school would be ruled by sinister gangs of over- fed athletes and underbred pedants. Gabriel, however, dis- covered that certain of the masters in this particular school had been his contemporaries at Oxford ; so for it, at any rate, there was still hope. Mr. Lister, too, whilst failing to conform with his ideal, pleased him immensely. Noel came to tea at the Heath hotel, and enthralled the company with an imaginary conversation between Lenwood (who was present) and Mr. Lister and the house-matron (who were not) on the subject of Len wood's trousers, which neces- sary species of raiment had all mysteriously vanished on the morning when he was appointed to read the lessons in chapel. It was really an excellent improvisation ; Mr. Lister’s excited barks, the matron’s sighs and misplaced aspirates, and Len- wood’s weary indifference to the whole affair, were rendered with startling verisimilitude. ‘ I sez to him, sir, “ Lenwood,” M i;8 THE FIRST ROUND I sez, “ it 's my duty to look after unders, and my duty I 'll do, but uppers, no," and it 's only the thought of him standing on the lectern with his legs as thin as a crane as 'as made me trouble you, sir, and I 've brought 'im with me in 'is dressin'- gownd.’ ‘ All very fine, my good woman, but I 'm about to immerse myself in a bath. Instruct him to borrow a pair from one of his coevals.' 'Coeval, may I explain, Mrs. Williams, is a word which may be rendered — one of the more mature members of the house.' ‘ You 'old your noise, Lenwood. That 's the very thing I done, sir, and never one of the young villings will lend him any, except Walker four, whose 'ead just comes up to the band of my aprin, and he grinned when he offered to, the curly-'aired little imp.' ‘ I really don't wish to trouble Mr. Lister, Mrs. Williams ; I shall return to my bed until the thief is overcome with the pangs of a guilty conscience.' ‘ And knowing boys as I do, I can tell you that you 'll spend the rest of your natural life in it.' ‘ I fear that you are a cynic, Mrs. Williams.' ‘ And you 're an impident new boy, and you may go to chapel in your pink flannel pyjamas for aught I care,' etc. etc. Lenwood took it very well, but Denis found himself wishing that his smile was not quite so superior. He wanted Gabriel Searle to like him. Gabriel, at all events, liked Noel immensely, and was very much pleased with the other guests — two pleasant, unaffected brothers from Denis's form-room. The latter people, however, were obliged to depart very soon after tea, and then Gabriel began to talk about books, and induced Lenwood to say some tremendously clever things. Noel, who, oddly enough, seemed to have read all the books that Lenwood mentioned, contradicted him flatly, and argued with what seemed to Denis amazing skill. It was interesting, he thought, to listen to people who were so absolutely different from each other, and Mr. Searle obviously agreed with him. Altogether, concluded Denis, as they left Lenwood and Noel at the avenue gates, the tea was a vast success. But when Gabriel attempted once more to reason with him about the feud, his face grew old and firm, and he listened in frosty silence. THE FIRST ROUND 179 4 Haven't you any message for him ? ' Gabriel asked, as he sat in the carriage which was to take him to the station. And Denis replied with an emphatic and deliberate negative, for he was growing weary of Gabriel's well-meant efforts towards peace-making. Yet he was very glad that Gabriel had come to the school, whatever his reason for the visit was ; Noel and Lenwood both liked him, and the two brothers from his form-room regarded him as a pearl among parsons. As for Gabriel, he felt an odd sort of annoyance that Denis was at length contented with school life and had such charm- ing friends. His happiness really made the situation much more difficult ! i8o THE FIRST ROUND XXII M R. DUROY refused to bring Rosalind to the school for Speech Day, his nerves, as he alleged, being too sensitive to endure the roaring of the various ecclesiastical and political lions who ravened at that function. The long- expected visit did not happen until the end of J uly , when the term was thirteen weeks old, and the dog-star blazed, and the ice in the school shop melted all too soon, and the grasshopper was a burden. Like Searle, Rosalind and her father only came over for the day — a Saturday ; but they managed to arrive exactly when Denis and Noel (and five hundred other persons of less importance) came out of third lesson at half- past twelve. Denis had been in a blissful condition of excitement for a whole fortnight before their arrival. Noel, on the other hand, was for once depressed and even irritable during that period, and was actually observed to go for a lonely walk one Sunday morning — a unique event in his gregarious life. Denis went to tea in the study that afternoon with Lawrence's young brother, and found only Lawrence and M'Curdy there. * Boosey's gone off somewhere with Arbuthnot,' explained Lawrence ; ‘ I saw them on the terrace looking as sick as dogs. Suppose they 're both cursing because they 're going to leave. Funny, the way it takes people ; I don't seem to care much.' ‘ But ye weel,' said M'Curdy, ‘ when ye go up to Auxford, and all the little second-year men who were worrms at school come and pat you on the head and ask if ye 've ever played cricket and footer ; my word ! ye 'll wish yerself back in yer gloory. As a matter of fact, it isn't that which makes Boosey sick. Don't you recollect that his mither would always be coming here on the last Satirday of summer terrm ? Arbuthnot was a greeat friend of hers.' THE FIRST ROUND 1 8 1 4 Was she awfully decent ? ’ asked Denis. * She was that/ said M'Curdy • ‘ her hair was as black as the binding of a new bat, and when she talked to any one, even me, he became fairrly breeliant. She and Boosey were mighty thick, and she looked about a couple of years older, no more/ At this moment young Lawrence upset his tea over some new books, and was pummelled by his brother, and afterwards the conversation drifted in directions less interesting to Denis. When Mr. Duroy and Rosalind arrived, however, Noel seemed to have forgotten his depression. He observed none of the usual decorum of the schoolboy who feels that a multitude of critical eyes are fixed on ‘ my people/ but talked and laughed immoderately, and burst into lyric raptures over the yellow brick of the Sanatorium and the pink pain- fulness of the Tompkins’ Memorial Hall. He walked in front with Mr. Duroy, who beamed like a fine June morning, whilst Denis followed with Rosalind. For the first time since he had known her Denis felt shy in her presence. She had grown very much in the last three months, and seemed to have acquired a new dignity with the added inches. When they met at the lodge she had shaken hands with him — a new method of salutation, though perhaps the best in those particular circumstances. It was plain that she was intensely interested in the novel environ- ment of a public school ; she asked many questions, and looked carefully at all the boys whom they met as they crossed the quadrangle. The smaller ones seemed to interest her more than the gorgeous heroes of the Eleven and the Fifteen. They lunched at the Heath hotel, where Denis brought Lenwood, and Noel ‘ his little friend Arbuthnot/ Denis had some difficulty in persuading Lenwood to honour them with his illustrious presence. The philosopher, indeed, showed signs of actual terror when he was invited. ‘ I ’d better not come/ he said with unwonted humility ; * I shall only be a spectre at the feast. I ’m no good at talking the kind of rot that women like. I know there ’s 1 82 THE FIRST ROUND going to be a woman. I saw her walking across the quad with you.' ' But she isn’t a woman ! ’ Denis explained : ‘ she ’s a girl ; she ’s younger than I am, and she ’s fearfully decent. I Ve often talked to her about you ; she ’ll be awfully sick if you don’t come.’ ‘ She ’ll be awfully sick if I do,’ said Lenwood gloomily. But eventually he yielded. He was very rigid and un- comfortable for the first ten minutes, and used inordinately long words ; but he thawed very soon after Rosalind began to talk to him, and listened to Mr. Duroy with a rapidly kindling appreciation. Rosalind, thought Denis, was more wonderful than ever ; she seemed to hit exactly on the kind of question that made Lenwood give interesting answers, and as for Arbuthnot, — that hero of heroes was conquered as completely as Hercules in the Court of Iole. When he addressed her as Miss Duroy, she instantly demanded to know his Christian name — one had somehow never thought of Arbuthnot having a Christian name ! — and when she heard that it was Ronald she absolutely refused to call him by any more formal appellation. To watch Arbuthnot speaking slow and painfully grammatical French to her was a spectacle worthy of the gods. ‘ Oui, mademoiselle, je suis le capitaine de l’ecole ; c’est parceque je suis tres vieux, j’ai demeure ici depuis six ans. Mais un gargon nomme Lawrence est actuellement capitaine de cricket. Je vais a Oxford, l’universite, vous savez, et j’espere bien que vous viendrez me voir, avec votre pere. If you don’t I shall be simply furious. Noel, make them promise to come up when you come.’ Arbuthnot, in short, was an easy victim. There was a foreign match that afternoon ; he lingered until the last possible moment, and departed with the most apparent reluctance. They were amused by his method of return to the school ; he stood in the road outside the hotel, com- mandeered a bicycle from one of the many boys who were toiling up the hill, and rode madly down to the gates, leaving the owner, who looked quite unruffled by this sudden act of piracy, to follow him on foot. Afterwards, when they THE FIRST ROUND 183 watched the cricket, he saw them from the pavilion, and came to talk to them until it was time for him to bat. Rosalind saw him coming and went to meet him, a spontaneous movement which scandalised the whole School and delighted Arbuthnot. They had tea in Noel's study, and no strangers, however distinguished, were invited. Lawrence was absent because of the cricket match, and M'Curdy had gone to play golf with a master on the scene of Denis’s ancient adventure. At tea Noel asked Rosalind for her opinion of their guests. ‘ I liked Ronald,’ she said, * he ’s so big and calm and comfortable. He ’s got eyes like a nice dog. And he ’s so friendly. I expect he ’s friends with every one in the school, isn’t he ? Did you see how glad that boy was to lend him his bicycle ? ’ Noel laughed. ‘ My dear,’ he explained, ‘ it wouldn’t have made any difference if he hadn’t been glad. And as to being friends with every one in the school, I don’t suppose there are more than thirty or forty men who ’d dare to speak to Arbuthnot unless he spoke to them first. He ’s what we call a god : in fact he ’s the chief god. They ’ve got the head of the school in Lister’s — that ’s the house Arbuthnot and Denis belong to — but he hardly dare open his mouth in the house without Arbuthnot’s kind permission. If he does, Arbuthnot spanks him with a fives bat, and that ’s worse for his dignity than keeping quiet.’ Rosalind meditated silently for some moments ; she was evidently somewhat astonished by this aspect of her new friend. When Noel asked her what she thought of Lenwood she replied gravely, but without any hesitation : ‘ I don’t think he ’s happy.’ ‘ He ’s jolly pleased with himself,’ said Noel. She was silent again ; the little line showed above her brows. ‘ That ’s not being happy,’ she said. Long afterwards Denis remembered the brief dialogue. Then they talked of more intimate affairs. The Duroys were leaving Parnasse in three or four days ; the grand piano had already departed, with the greater part of the furniture, and Narcisse spent 184 THE FIRST ROUND the day in wandering restlessly about the house, full of vague foreboding, and little dreaming that he was destined to return to the land of his birth. They had found a house — a real house, not a flat — near the Jardin des Plantes, with a large studio, and a little garden, and a kitchen for Marie, but they did not intend to settle in it until the end of September. ‘ We 've sat still for so long that the moss has grown all over us/ said Mr. Duroy, * and now we 're off on our travels. France first of all, and then anywhere we like, — probably Switzerland, and Como and Maggiore, and Bergamo, and Verona, and China and Peru. Oh ! we mean to enjoy ourselves ! We 've given ourselves, as we intended, two years of real English life in real English country, and now we 're going to enlarge our narrow minds amid the marvels of Italian art, and expand our narrow bodies on the loftier Alps. Noel is coming with us as our private professional jester. Now, Rosalind, force a smile and make a speech.' Rosalind didn’t make a speech. She leant across the table, took hold of Denis's sleeve, and said, ‘ We want you to come with us. Do come ! We can't go unless you do.' The thought of their imminent departure had made Denis very sad, but for a moment a marvellous light seemed to beam across his gloom. To go abroad — abroad, with them ! It wouldn't matter what happened to him after that ! Then the gloom descended again, stifling, impenetrable — a fog that seemed to invade his eyes and throat. He shook his head slowly. ‘ If you 're thinking what I think you 're thinking,' said Mr. Duroy gently, ‘ don't think it any more. It has been the dream of our lives, to have you as a guest, and, once we 've ensnared you, we shall absolutely refuse to part with you until the end of the holidays. So pack your bag and polish up your French accent and come along of us.' ‘ Denis, you must ! ' commanded Rosalind. Denis was silent for a moment. ‘ It 's most awfully kind of you,' he said, ‘ it 's kinder than anything I ever heard of. But — there 's my father. I suppose I 've got to go home.' THE FIRST ROUND 185 * Oh, tell him that you are going abroad to learn French and Italian/ said Noel, ‘ with three tutors who are all wise with a wisdom beyond Solomon's. He can't refuse to let you come ; it 's an unparalleled opportunity to combine learning, pleasure, and perspiring climbs up perpendicular precipices. If you fall into a crevasse, I promise to take your place as his son.' ‘ I 'll write to him, if you like,' suggested Mr. Duroy. But Denis begged him rather hastily not to do anything of the kind. ‘ I 'll write myself,' he said. ‘ And if he doesn't answer this time,' he added inwardly, ‘ I know quite well what I 'll do.' ‘ Now you 're looking just like you did when I first saw you ! ' said Rosalind, ‘ do you remember ? That night on the moor just before you came here. Oh, what a lovely, lovely time we 're going to have ! ' The sun set in scarlet and gold behind the terrace elms, and one by one the lights shone out from study and form- room windows. After the Duroys had gone, Denis wandered up and down the avenue until the bell for locking-up sounded. He looked so very solemn that some acquaintances who passed bombarded him with mocking sympathy ; he heard the words, ‘ Tellier's sister,' and something about Arbuthnot ; but he took no notice of them, and soon the gay voices died in the quiet evening air. The scheme for the holidays which Rosalind had proposed seemed, from his point of view, to be quite flawless. He would avoid the depressing atmosphere of the Red House and the too righteous coldness of his father, and instead of losing the Duroys and Noel for ever, he would live in the closest intimacy with them for two months amid lovely surroundings. Yet there was something that made him hesitate, — some queer instinct was driving him in spite of himself towards his home ; yet all the while he knew that the holidays there would be almost unendurable. What was this strange inward voice that seemed to advise one to do things which one knew would be excessively unpleasant ? And not merely unpleasant, but useless ; for even if the feud ended, another would arise THE FIRST ROUND 1 86 from its ashes ; of that he was quite certain. This invitation offered a chance of experience that no sane person would willingly miss ; surely even his father would realise that, in spite of his unjust attitude towards the travelling companions. After all, to go to France without letting any one know of his departure would be a fair return, he thought, for the complete disregard of his existence that his father had mani- fested all through the term. As his father hadn’t cared what happened to him for thirteen weeks, he probably wouldn’t care what might happen during the following two months. But though he said this to himself, he felt none of the old angry pleasure in an act of defiance, and eventually he went to the form-room and wrote a letter to Dr. Yorke. It was Saturday evening ; Wednesday was the last day of term ; there was plenty of time in which to receive an answer. The combined influences of the visit of the Duroys, the perfect weather, the end of term, and the great hope for the holidays, made him feel so happy that he felt at peace even with his father, and actually persuaded himself that if the answer to his letter offered, as he expected, to forget and forgive everything if only he would not go abroad, he would be prepared to acquiesce. It would be a ghastly act of renunciation, but still he would perform it, he believed. Thus, in moments of spiritual exaltation, do we become our own dupes. And then the inconstant vane of his emotions veered sharply. Tuesday passed, Wednesday came, and there was no letter. He consulted Noel, who advised a reply-paid telegram. This was sent at half-past twelve, but the pay- ment for the reply was gold cast into the inane ; Dr. Yorke was mute as the shy ghosts of ancestors invoked by mediums. Denis sent another telegram at five o’clock, with the same success, as Noel remarked, perhaps ironically, for he wanted Denis to come to France, and foresaw what would happen if Dr. Yorke didn’t answer. ‘ All the same, he ’s an unnatural old beast,’ thought Noel. Noel spent the last evening of term in revelry with Arbuthnot and other choice spirits. He had arranged with THE FIRST ROUND 187 Denis to meet at an abnormal hour in the morning ; but as he was going across to his house to submit to the inevitable cheering that sped every popular person who was leaving, a small figure rushed wildly towards him through the darkness. ‘ It ’s all right/ said a breathless voice • ‘ I ’m coming ! ’ ' Has the wicked old reprobate wired ? ' asked the irreverent Noel. 'No/ said the voice in a tone of suppressed and violent excitement. ‘ No ! and it wouldn’t make any difference if he did, — not one bit ! I ’m sick of waiting ; I wish I ’d never sent those telegrams to him ; he thinks he scores me off by not answering. He can score me off as much as he likes ; I don’t care if I never see him again ! I don’t really ! ’ ‘ Ah ! ’ said Noel : ‘ it ’s his way of testing your character, my dear.’ ‘ It ’s his way of bullying me ! ’ retorted the voice, with a huskiness not far removed from a sob. And its owner turned abruptly and began to walk swiftly in the direction of Lister’s. Noel watched him for a moment, and then raised his eyebrows as far as he could, turned the palms of his hands outward, and gazed with eloquent eyes at the stars. 1 88 THE FIRST ROUND PART II XXIII W HEN, long afterwards, Denis looked back on his life at school, it seemed to him that all the memor- able events had happened during his first three terms, and that his capacity for receiving impressions of actual life became less and less during the four years which succeeded that period. After Noel had left, his small friend found himself drifting into closer association with boys of his own age ; except Lenwood, with whom he remained intimate, he had no acquaintances who were remarkable for vital and stimulating temperaments ; the majority of them were placid, sober persons who played games and worked more or less regularly, and seemed perpetually contented to limit their conversation to school gossip. It was in their company that Denis ascended from form to form ; it was with three of them that he shared a study, — a delicious privilege to one who had existed for half a dozen terms between the dis- comfort of the form-room and the common-room of the house, which latter retreat was apt to be regarded as the private abode of certain antique and turbulent persons who always remained in too low a form to be ‘ studyable ’ ; it was with them, at last, that he reached the Sixth, and attained a dignity which did not seem to produce any real alteration in their temperaments. But though he formed no friendships that were sufficiently intimate to endure beyond that particular phase of his life, he found that most of his associates were very good company, and he was fairly popular amongst his contemporaries. In spite of his wicked devotion to music and reading he was never regarded as a prig, probably because he was quite THE FIRST ROUND 189 without fear when he played games and kept his theories of life to himself. The nervous crises which had troubled him during his first year diminished as he became older and stronger, or were absorbed into his ever-growing enthusiasm for music ; and if a day came when the whole world seemed out of tune and dejection weighed down his soul, he contrived to suffer in secret. Loneliness of spirit seemed preferable to the well-meant sympathy of those who could not understand. At such times, however, the effort of repressing the violent desire to relieve his pent-up irritation by some passionate outburst was very great, and he would be tormented with headaches for a week afterwards. But he had curbed himself successfully on all but one occasion, which befell, when he was still a small boy, after the service in chapel at which he and a hundred others had been confirmed. The preparation for this ceremony had consisted of a rather perfunctory study of the catechism and various harangues from Mr. Lister. The most fanatical admirer of Mr. Lister would have been obliged to admit that he was not at his best when he con- ducted confirmation classes ; he snorted, he barked, he held forth concerning the solemnity of the occasion, and then addressed a boy with his usual formula, and he was obviously relieved when the hour's instruction ended. Denis received various devotional books which he duly read, but they seemed to be written in a language of which he was ignorant, and did not explain the nature of these obscure responsibilities which he was about to assume. It was like Denis to worry himself into a frantic condition of jumping nerves about an affair that the other boys treated as a matter of course. They behaved decently ; it was bad form to make confirmation classes a theme for laughter, however funny Mr. Lister might be, but as to expecting that a solemn change was about to happen in their lives ! — to them confirmation seemed a kind of degree which every one took when he reached a certain age, and certainly not an initiation into a higher sphere of duty. At the actual cere- mony Denis had seen many fashionably dressed mothers in chapel who all seemed to be in a state of almost hysterical THE FIRST ROUND 190 emotion, and the spectacle — which, he knew, should have been deeply impressive — irritated him still more ; he felt as if he had been entrapped into sharing in some ritual that was quite beyond his comprehension. The organist contributed to his misery by playing a sentimental voluntary for which some English musician of the Victorian period was responsible. It seemed to him that the Bishop had a sinister face. When the long ceremony was over, Denis went out alone from the school gates and walked very fast until he came to a wood, which he entered. He sat down under a tree, pressing his hand against his throbbing temples and vainly trying to resist an extraordinary impulse to swear, to utter blasphemies. . . . The obsession gradually passed away, and he returned to school with his usual aspect of calm. It seemed to him after- wards that he had really been mad for that strange half-hour. He wondered sometimes why he was not thoroughly unpopular at school, for he noticed that, as a general rule, the boys with whom he felt in sympathy were despised by the others. But the question of popularity was really too complicated ; one boy would be condemned for qualities precisely similar to those which made another one liked ; and the causes of offence were innumerable : a pimply face, a certain trick of walking or speaking, stamped a boy as a pariah as soon as he arrived at school, and a pariah he remained to the end of his days unless he developed into an athlete. Even an athlete might be universally loathed ; one boy, who was in the Fifteen, had at one time worn the unpopular article of apparel which is vulgarly known as a dicky, and he never quite contrived to live down the memory of that insolence. Another, who was in the Sixth, was popularly known as Bloody Athanasius, because, when he was younger, he had kept a diary, and being the son of a High Church parson, had dutifully entered all the Saints' days. The privacy of this journal had been violated, and popular tradition affirmed that one of the entries was this : ‘ To-day let me remember that the blessed Athanasius bled a bucketful.' Yet another, a boy of mature years, was obliged to go into the studies of certain seniors and to THE FIRST ROUND 191 reiterate interminably the mystic phrase ‘ Prince of Bohemia 9 with nasal emphasis. The origin of this remarkable ordeal was shrouded in the darkest mystery, but the sufferer was universally despised. Obscure prejudice would develop against quite inoffensive new boys, and people who were really kind and sensible would acquiesce in it blindly. It seemed sometimes as if any malicious rogue had the power of blighting all the years of a school existence. Denis often thought afterwards that his peaceful life in term-time was Fate's compensation for the permanent discomfort of his holidays. The last chance of reconciliation with his father had been lost when he joined the Duroys at the end of his first summer term, and enjoyed an ecstatic and ever-memorable holiday with them in France, the Tyrol, and North Italy. Dr. Yorke had never imagined that Denis would dare to go without his permission, and when he received a letter from his son with a French stamp on the envelope, he tore it to pieces without reading it, and worked himself up to a pitch of incoherent rage which frightened even Gabriel. Denis, with a face that wore all the hues of antique mahogany, returned to England a fortnight before the beginning of the autumn term to find that Dr. Yorke had left the Red House on the day preceding his own arrival. A strange man with red whiskers was doing Dr. Yorke 's work ; he regarded Denis with suspicion, and expressed his surprise in finding that Dr. Yorke had a son. It was a peculiar home-coming ; Denis stayed for a night with the red whiskers and spent the remaining fortnight with Gabriel Searle. When he returned home for the Christmas holidays Dr. Yorke nodded to him without shaking hands, and thenceforward they did not speak to one another unless it was absolutely necessary to do so. This delightful state of affairs continued for the remainder of Denis's life at school, and eventually he became so completely accustomed to it that he lost all sense of its strangeness. His father, too, seemed to have forgotten that their relations with each other had ever been different. 192 THE FIRST ROUND During the holidays Denis reverted to the life which he had led before he met the Duroys and went to school. He walked immense distances on the hills and worked at music assiduously. Gradually these two occupations became merged into one, for when he tramped the springy turf of the uplands and breasted the wind he was haunted by most importunate tunes, — fragments of song which were born suddenly, yet seemed to have haunted him in a less tangible shape for the whole of his life, or insistent throbbing rhythms that importuned him with an imperative demand for melody. In that particular part of England the blatant masterpiece of the music-hall had not yet dethroned the old songs of the countryside, the shepherd on the down and the hedger in the valley still warbled uncouth strains, and on Saturday evenings the village alehouse would echo with ancient choruses. For a long time Denis had despised these rustic airs ; their monotony, their odd intervals, and the apparently wrong note on which they ended seemed quite barbarous after Schumann and Schubert ; but gradually he had begun to see that they really had a rugged beauty, a bare austerity of form which had something of the quality possessed by the great tithe-barns where they had been sung so often in old years. He began to write down every tune that he heard, and to set them to simple accompaniments. He even attempted to write somewhat similar music for various old ballads which he found in a copy of Percy’s Reliques of Ancient Poetry , and played some of the settings to Gabriel, who rebuked him for employing consecutive fifths, and showed him that the harmonies were unresolved. ‘ But they resolve afterwards inside my head,’ said Denis cryptically. Gabriel would have none of this kind of thing. * Music is much more suggestive if it is a definite form,’ he explained, ‘ if it ’s a pattern, so to speak. All art is shapely. Don’t you go wandering after Wagner. A mighty genius, of course, but he attempted the impossible. He was like a great deep-voiced ocean trying to break down the barriers of some iron coast. He wasted his strength in assailing eternal limits.’ Denis thought that if Wagner was like the THE FIRST ROUND 193 sea, Gabriel was rather like a Canute who warned off the waves from his own particular shore, and that, after all, the great sea was always victorious in the end. But he said nothing. When, however, he changed his poor little settings into more elaborate accompaniments with a careful sequence of chords and with full closes, he found that all the character had gone from them ; they became exactly like the honeyed ballads that were so dear to the fervid heart of the Vicar’s daughter. So he reverted to his old manner, and felt guilty whenever he discussed music with Gabriel. He had not lost his old love of open spaces ; there were still great voices at night on the moor, and sometimes the soft sighing of a little wind amongst the dry grasses of the Roman camp would make his heart leap with an ecstasy that was almost pain. But whereas in old days the drift of those voices had been darkly obscure, and sometimes almost terrifying, it seemed to him now that they had a definite tuneful utterance, a message which he could translate, not into language, but into music. Gradually all the vague trouble and yearning in his soul became definite also ; lights began to shine out along the dim path of the future, and the caverns of painful thought in which he had groped so blindly became suddenly radiant. The thrill of ecstasy that came down the wind from some earthly paradise, where the sunlight was eternal and the radiant flowers never lost their sweetness ; the deep peace that seemed to descend visibly when the sun set in a wild passion of fire beyond immense and purple hills ; the awe that made one breathless in the holy silence of dawn, — to translate all these divine sensations, to arrest their fleeting splendour, so that others could share it, — this was the longing which had tormented him, at first obscurely, but at length with a sharp reality that could not be mistaken ! All the splendour of life was concentrated into these tremendous moments ; and that splendour was not transitory, like the pageant of colour or the grave sounds which revealed it, but could be captured and made eternal, perhaps in books, perhaps in pictures, certainly in music, — in music which should bring to the listener, not indeed the N 194 THE FIRST ROUND exact vision beheld by the eyes of the composer, but the great thrill of joy, of hope, of noble sadness that blinded them with sudden tears ! And these strange moments of ecstasy were not merely splendid because at such times only did one seem really to live — to feel vitality tingling in every fibre of one's being — they were wonderful because each of them seemed to have a permanent effect on the soul, so that afterwards all the ordinary greyness of life glowed with a new radiance, each experience of this kind rendering one more sensitive to subsequent impressions. But this ecstasy, as Denis realised at school, was not possible to every one ; the feverish hurry or unaspiring comfort of modern life had stifled it ; to recreate it a powerful medium, which appealed to some intimate instinct in human nature, was necessary, and this medium was to be found in art. Art took the great emotions of those great moments and made them eternal in beauty, giving actual form to abstract joy and sorrow, and luring the receptive mind into harmony with noble ideas. It need scarcely be said that Denis did not arrive suddenly at these aesthetic conclusions. By the time he was eighteen, however, and a tall though slender pillar of the Sixth form, he had no doubts about his own destiny ; music had become the enthralling mistress of his soul, and his modest ambition was to compose an immense trilogy which should reveal all the secrets of life from the agony of birth to the agony of death, and echo down all future ages, triumphant and immortal. In the meantime he continued to write accom- paniments for folk-songs, and when certain of these were sung at a school concert he felt that he had ceased to be a schoolboy, and that the career of his maturity had already begun. The old music-master, who was really proud of the progress of Denis as a pianist, seemed to view his creative efforts with slight disfavour. ‘ You are like a puppy who wants to go hunting before his eyes are opened/ he said. ‘ But it is your nature to be so ; when you first came to me you wanted to learn Chopin's Polonaises, having a little finger like a damp THE FIRST ROUND 195 wax match, and stretching the octave with difficulty/ Denis had developed a great affection for the kind, gruff old German, who was despised by the School because of his elastic-sided boots. ‘ A frousty old man ! ’ said the School, and the small boys croaked like frogs outside his windows, not because they were so illiterate as to imagine that Germans, like French- men, lived entirely on a diet of those animals, but because their chorus was supposed to resemble exactly the guttural accents of the music-master. The old man lived alone in a cottage on the Heath. During his last year at school Denis had on one occasion entered this abode, being obliged to interview the Professor concerning a school concert which he was helping to arrange. He found him sitting in a small and dingy room whose window over- looked a garden full of sodden cabbages and desolate-looking chrysanthemums and Michaelmas daisies. On the side- board were some unwashed cups and plates, and the room smelt strongly of stale tobacco. The Professor was clad in a very old dressing-gown of flowered silk on which all the flowers seemed to have run to seed and thrown out wild tendrils that hung down to the ground. A rheumy-eyed dachshound lay at his feet, and barked huskily at Denis when he entered. Denis explained his business, and as soon as the affair was settled, took up his cap and prepared to depart. Then, to his great surprise, the Professor said, almost timidly, ‘ Will you not stay for a few moments, Yorke ? I so rarely have an opportunity of conversation with one of my pupils. But perhaps you have an engagement ? ' Denis replied that he was delighted to stay, and sat down. He patted the dachshound, who wagged his tail feebly. The old man shuffled about the room, peering behind cups and books with his short-sighted eyes. ‘ You like dogs ? that is good/ he said. ‘ Wotan and I have lived together for fourteen years. He is faithful, though he hates music ; but he is very old and blind. Probably he would prefer to be deaf, the poor fellow ! ’ Wotan’s hatred of music made Denis think of Narcisse, THE FIRST ROUND 196 and with the thought came a sense of the contrast between the life of those happy musicians who annoyed the poodle, and that of this lonely old man in his untidy cottage, engaged, year after year, in the thankless labour of driving music into the unmusical and teaching the scale of C major to impertinent little boys. The Professor, meanwhile, had found the object for which he had been searching. It was a large china pipe painted with the figure of a stout, nude lady with purple flesh. It was apparently full of tobacco, for he lit it at once. After the first few puffs he withdrew it from his lips, and an expression of doubt came over his face. ‘ I believe/ he said in his queer precise English, ‘ that the masters are not encouraged to smoke in the presence of boys. It was natural that I should forget, for you are the first boy who has ever entered this room/ He paused, and looked at Denis as if he were some strange animal. ‘ I expect you 're always very busy here as well as at school/ murmured Denis. ‘ It is not that/ answered the Professor, ‘ but they do not care to come. To an English boy a foreigner is never a human being. It is my misfortune, for I like boys/ He sank into a chair, and began to pull hard at his pipe. His conscience apparently ceased to trouble him after the first few whiffs, and in a short time the room was hazy with smoke. For a while they sat in silence, and Denis began to wonder why he had been asked to stay. At length the Professor uttered an abrupt sentence. ‘ What are you going to do ? * he asked. He leant back in the chair and regarded Denis benevolently through his smoke-wreathed spectacles. ‘ To do ? ’ echoed Denis doubtfully. ‘ When you leave, I mean/ explained the Professor. * You have been at school for many years ; I presume that you will leave before long. Has your family any plans for you ? ' Denis shook his head. ‘ I really haven’t thought about leaving/ he said. ‘ English, English ! ’ said the Professor. 1 Laissez-faire — trouble me not with contingencies — that is the principle of THE FIRST ROUND 197 your schools and universities here. Then you have no cravings, no inclinations, nothing inside of you that says, 44 I must get out, I must get out and be known unto men ” ? You have never felt that ? 9 4 Oh often/ answered Denis. 4 Have you felt it too, sir ? ’ he asked after a moment. The Professor waved a fat, red hand. 4 Let us leave me out of the discussion/ he said very grimly. 4 To what do you wish to devote your life ? ’ 4 To music, of course/ said Denis. He half-expected that the Professor would rise and shake hands fervently with him. But the old man sat still and presently uttered a deep groan. 4 I thought so, I thought so/ he said. 4 Even now, after all these years, I can recognise the old symptoms. I observed them in you long ago, and for many terms I have watched them growing, growing. Ah ! you smile, you think I talk as if you were diseased. And I tell you that it is a disease, a madness, this art. It takes the most kind-hearted of men by the throat, and for it they will forsake father and mother and friends and love itself. It is a monster. It is the Venus of the Horselberg/ His voice trembled, his eyes glowed behind his spectacles. After a moment he spoke more calmly. 4 You will not be able to accuse me of the habit of flattery/ he said, 4 but for once I will say that from the first I realised that you were not merely a clever boy who worked hard ; I perceived that you had the Gift. I tell you this not to make you glad, but because it is a duty I owe to music, to my art. The duty that I owe to you follows now. Listen ! There are certain persons who have the Gift in a small degree, and these are able to restrain it, to dam the torrent, to make it useful to them — mein Gott ! — useful ! They become fathers of families, and professors of music at schools, and specialists on the diaphragm, and live happily and die with money in the three per cents, for their children. But there are others who cannot imitate these excellent persons, — others who are like men that attempt to hold a tiger in leash, and are pulled through thorns and rivers and over rocks, and, at THE FIRST ROUND 198 last, eaten — eaten up alive ! For them, what the world calls success is failure ; they labour towards their impossible goal with blood and tears, only to find when they reach it that beyond it is another goal, and beyond that another, and another and another, world without end amen. The ordinary joys of life are not theirs, for who can enjoy while the tiger is always tugging and tugging at the leash ? And they find, when they are old and lonely, that after all their strife and pain they have missed the mark ; they are failures, and the tiger crunches their old bones, and their names are forgotten. You smile again, but I tell you it is true, true, true ! I have known men of genius, men who had the Gift, men from whom one might expect everything, die at last poor and lonely, which doesn’t matter, and die feeling that they were failures, which is the most bitter of deaths. They knew that they had renounced everything that makes life pleasant, and for what ? For a dream, a delusion, a shadow floating in the air.’ ‘ But they weren’t failures ! ’ cried Denis. * It isn’t failure to toil on from one goal to another, as you call them, even if one never reaches the last goal of all. I call your man with the tiger a success, even though the tiger ate him in the end. I think he must have had a splendid time, much better than the comfort of the prof of the diaphragm people, I mean. He was living, and they were just sitting about — like cabbages,’ he added, with a glance towards the mouldering garden. The Professor looked at him steadily for some moments. * If you think that, it is well,’ he said, ‘ but you must con- tinue to think so. You must never, whilst the tiger drags you along, look upon the comfortable houses of the professors (whom you were too courteous to name) and envy them their armchairs and old wine and magnificent cigars. There is one thing worse than being eaten by the tiger, and that is, cutting him adrift and going to join the sleek, well-fed persons. That,’ added the Professor with immense emphasis, ‘ that is the worst and darkest of all imaginable hells.’ ‘ Oh,’ said Denis, 4 1 don’t think I shall become one of the sleek people.’ THE FIRST ROUND 199 ‘ Perhaps not/ said the Professor ; ‘ but beware, always beware. I myself, though you will find it hard to believe, was once an enthusiast, a scorner of cheap triumphs. But I had a wife, and it was hard for her. ... So I wrote quickly, too quickly, and eventually I came here. But always I thought, “ Though I am a professor, I am not yet one of the sleek people ; the spark is still glowing within me.” But there came a day when I knew that it was dead. My wife is dead too, but I remain a professor. Mein Gott ! but one has dreams when one is young ! ' His voice died away in an incoherent murmur, and Denis was horribly afraid that he was going to break down. After a moment he rekindled his pipe, and uttered an oracle. 4 There are three things essential to the artist/ he said, 4 industry, frugality, liberty. Without industry you will become a feeder on dreams, a smoker, as the great Balzac says, of enchanted cigarettes ; if you are not frugal you will scamp your work when the Christmas bills come in, and you may even become a musical journalist ; and if you have not liberty — if you are another man's slave even for a few hours every day — you will begin to regard the time when you are free merely as leisure, and to fill it with little snippets and snappets of work when you should be devoting every moment and every thought of your life to something great and difficult and noble. Industry, frugality, liberty ; but the greatest of these is liberty. The curse of regular employment of any kind is that it gives a man a taste for holidays. For the true artist holidays do not exist. There is no such word in his dictionary.' Denis was jarred by the somewhat prosaic note of this exhortation. ‘ I suppose that a man's method of work depends on his temperament,' he said gravely. The Professor frowned. ‘ You artists in England and France talk too much of temperament,' he cried. ‘ In Germany that does not concern us ; we have it naturally. What we cultivate is the will to 200 THE FIRST ROUND execute, to create — to plan gigantic edifices of art and to com- plete them. And so we have our B Minor Mass and our Fifth Symphony and our Ring of the Nibelungs, whilst you have — nothing ! You are little amateurs, with your dances for Shakespeare's comedies, and your sentimental songs in the minor ; the high seriousness of art is dead in you ; even your men of undoubted genius take to comic opera in despair. Your critics sit in drawing-rooms furnished in the style of i860 and write drivel that exactly matches their surroundings. Your opera is a lounge for fops and a showroom for diamonds ; your church music is an insult to the ears of the angels, and you cannot speak of Paderewski without mentioning his head of hair like a prize chrysanthemum. An Italian fool of a conductor who mops and mows like a dancing-master you hail as a genius, and the beggarly antics of a virtuoso who plays Paganini on a single string are more to you than all the art of J oachim. I have met your great men, your musical divinities; they are all Mus. Docs, of Oxford and Cambridge, and Knights of the Bath and arrant praters, and I tell you that they are all sterile, sterile as dead fish ! They have built up an academic system to suit their own impotence, a system whereby pro- fessors beget professors, and pupils of promise are brought carefully to the degree of accomplishment that is demanded of an organist in the parish church of a provincial town. The only gleam of sense they display is in the training of choirs, and then they make them sing their own ineffable music. That, my dear Yorke, is the condition of things in this year of dis- grace one thousand eight hundred and ninety-six. Are you prepared to face it, or will you become a solicitor, or a haber- dasher ? You smile once more, but I would sooner see you sweeping a crossing or charging poor widows six shillings and eightpence for acknowledging the receipt of their letters than know that you were lost in that inferno and earning a comfort- able income. You must be prepared to struggle, to fight till the last gasp.' Denis leant forward, and looked at him with very bright eyes. ‘ That makes the struggle all the more splendid, doesn't THE FIRST ROUND 201 it ? ' he said : 1 to go in single-handed, I mean, against all that kind of cheap success, and do something really big that shows up its littleness ! Whilst you were talking two lines I read the other day kept on singing in my head : Be your own star, for strength is from within , And one against the world will always win ! If one could always remember that, one would be safe from all the beastly people you talk about.' ‘ I don't read English poetry,' said the Professor, ‘ but the sentiment seems good, though over-paradoxical. If you devote your life to music you must be not only a marcher, but a fighter ; you must break up the old false Dagons and throw them out on the threshold ; you must accept nothing blindly, but question everything. Enemies will encounter you with a weapon called tradition ; you must meet it with the bright steel of truth and honesty, and then you will see it break into a thousand flinders. And though all the hosts of the world are gathered against you, and your creative power seems to have gone, you must never despair ; you must always remember that oppression and depression can be lived down, can be conquered by might of will. You may think of me, at such times, as one who despaired too soon, and learnt his wisdom through failure.' Abruptly he began to speak of other things — the school concert, and places in North Italy that Denis had visited years back with the Duroys. Only when Denis rose to go did he revert to the subject of his musical career. ‘ I wouldn't have said all that,' he explained, ' if I wasn't convinced that you are destined to be a musician. I have had, at rare intervals, pupils who played as well as you, but I have never had one who possessed your originality. You may have thought me unkind about your songs, but I have appreciated a certain durable quality that underlies all their faults. You have the Gift ; I have hopes of you. Only, beware ! ' Denis carried away an abiding memory of the old man's shaggy head and admonishing finger as he stood in the door- 202 THE FIRST ROUND way of that decrepit cottage. And as he walked home in the misty winter twilight the great road of the future seemed to lie before him more vividly than ever. He always spent the Christmas and Easter holidays at home, but in the summer he usually went to stay with Gabriel Searle for several weeks. On two occasions Gabriel had carried him off to a delightful old manor-house in the Cotswolds, which was inhabited by his sister, a stout widow with a keen sense of humour and a family which had inherited her good quality. There were two boys and two girls ; the eldest of them was an Oxford undergraduate who had just finished his freshman’s year and wore the most flamboyant waistcoats. The second boy was at Winchester ; he was slightly older than Denis, and rather delicate ; the girls, aged respectively thirteen and fifteen, were very rosy and healthy and adored their brothers intensely. It was not long before they adored Denis also ; and life at the Manor, he found, was very jolly, with its long sunny days of tennis, and laziness, and picnics. The Brabazons were certainly a charming family ; one and all of them positively radiated good-nature ; the undergraduate was a large, gentle creature who reminded Denis of Arbuthnot, and Cyril, the Winchester boy, who had funny yellow hair like spun silk and a beautiful, sad face like the most pathetic Pierrot ever painted, possessed an inordinately adventurous spirit which was always leading them into the most comic escapades ; escapades that in his own case too often ended with a crushing headache and a day of complete retirement from that joyful world. It was a delightful household ; yet Denis often thought wistfully of another family that he had known, and wondered in vain what had become of it. For about a year after the great journey in France and Austria and Italy Mr. Duroy and Rosalind had left Paris suddenly and had gone, first to Lucerne, then to Airolo, and then had vanished completely into the vast unknown. It had been arranged that Denis was to meet them at the beginning of the summer holidays, and to accompany them to a village in the forest of Fontainebleau • THE FIRST ROUND 203 about a fortnight before the end of term, however, he had received a letter from Rosalind which informed him that their plans were changed and that they were obliged to go to Switzerland. She gave no reasons for the change, but added that they hoped to return to France in a month, and that he was to be ready to join them then. After this, a postcard from Airolo, with a delicious little sketch by Rosalind of a corpulent Mr. Duroy reclining in a carriage drawn by an emaciated horse, and then silence, absolute silence. Noel, apparently, had been left in Paris, but Denis did not know his address, and when he sent a letter to the house near the Jardin des Plantes, it was returned to him through the French post-office. Term after term had gone by, and still there was no news of his friends. They had vanished from his life as swiftly and mysteriously as they had come into it ; the only visible memorials of their existence were a few notes from Rosalind, and Noel's name on the boards in the school hall which com- memorated the Fifteens of past years. The sacred precincts of Parnasse were now inhabited by some quite uninteresting poultry-farmers, and Denis most rarely approached it. An army of desecrating fowls in the garden that had once been Rosalind's was a sight not to be endured. But he needed no actual reminders of that incomparable triad, for every detail of the days that he had passed in its company was engraved with intense precision on the tablets of his memory ; even if he heard nothing more of them for the rest of his life he could never be unfaithful to them, and he was certain that they would never forget him. The idea that they were in trouble of any kind did not enter his head ; they had always seemed to be immune from all the shocks and misfortunes that assail ordinary mortals, though there was an exception to this in the death of Noel's mother, of course. Probably they had grown suddenly tired of civilisation and had gone to Timbuktu or a South Sea island, or some other place where the postal arrange- ments were defective. He was quite confident that he would see them again. Three years of silence were powerless to loosen his allegiance ; for him there was still only one house- 204 THE FIRST ROUND hold in the world, and the Brabazons, notwithstanding their apparent excellence, were mere wraiths by the side of those vanished but most vivid of friends. Even when they were far away in unknown places, the Duroys seemed to be nearer him than any other person who was actually present. And, oddly enough, it was their influence which inspired him, even more than the exhortations of the old Herr Professor, to work tremendously at his music. The great Lenwood became Head of the School about two years and a half after he and Denis had entered it. Soon afterwards he won a Balliol scholarship, and when he was nineteen he went up to Oxford. He left school without regret and unregretted ; the three years, he informed Denis, formed an unimportant episode in his life, and he thanked his guiding star that he had passed through it without imbibing any con- ventional foolishness. ‘ My intellect may have developed since I came here/ he said, ‘ in fact, I know that it has de- veloped ; but I owe school nothing on that account. I have hopes of Oxford, however ; it will be possible to meet a few people who have ideas. No one ever had an idea here, of course ; even you, though I must say you aren’t quite ordin- ary, never had one to my knowledge. But then, of course, you ’re a musician, an artist. It is your nature to live in a mental fog. The life of the mind — that ’s the life I hope to lead at the ’Varsity.’ ‘ I wonder if you ’ll meet Arbuthnot again,’ said Denis. 4 He is captain of the Oxford footer team this year.’ ‘ I don’t think I shall have much use for Arbuthnot,’ Len- wood had answered. ‘ I understand that football is not compulsory at Balliol.’ Lenwood had become vastly superior, and was disliked by the School. His calm air of attainment irritated some of the masters and amused the others, but they were all obliged to admit that he was the finest scholar that the School had possessed for many years. All his fair copies were enshrined in the library, and his description, in the manner of Juvenal, of a football match, was printed by the headmaster at his own expense. His gift of sardonic humour had developed greatly ; THE FIRST ROUND 205 his oration on Speech Day, when for half an hour he alternately patronised and goaded an astonished crowd of parents and members of the governing body, was long and angrily remem- bered. Sometimes Denis decided that he was insufferable ; yet their friendship endured until the end of Lenwood’s brilliant school course. Denis hated his conceit, and his trick of taking all the good things of literature in the wrong way — of praising Rossetti for his metaphysics and Shakespeare for his artful affectations ; but in spite of all his irritating airs he possessed a queer magnetism ; he had personality. It was perhaps because his own nature was inclined to be retiring that Denis was attracted by a complete and hardened individualist who knew what he wanted in the world, and seized it with an utter disregard of popular opinion. He said farewell to Denis without emotion, and Denis, who was going home by a later train, watched from the lodge gates until his tall figure had vanished beyond the chestnuts, and felt that an episode in his life was ended for ever. He was disappointed — absurdly enough, since he knew the great man’s peculiarities so well — that Lenwood had shaken hands with him as briefly as if he had been a casual acquaintance. As he looked down the avenue he remembered the long-distant day when they had first met beneath its trees. How lonely he had been, and how pleased he had felt when Lenwood spoke to him ! Yet their friendship had been a failure ; he was scarcely more intimate with Lenwood now than on that day ; they had merely drifted along side by side and then parted for ever with a casual word of adieu. About three months later, however, Denis received a letter with the crest of the Oxford Union on its envelope, and was greatly surprised to behold Lenwood’s handwriting. On the whole, Lenwood seemed to be disappointed with Oxford, though he only gave his impressions of its intellectual aspect. ‘ Every one, dons included, seems to live in a vicious circle of notebooks/ he wrote, ' and I find the intellectual horizon distinctly limited. I am supposed to keep a time-table of my lectures and to behave altogether as if I were still at school. The man who utters German foolishness to me about Thucy- 206 THE FIRST ROUND dides pronounces Greek in the beastly English way, and the man who looks over my iambics judges them by some obscure rule which he learnt at Eton forty years ago. I belong to several small debating societies which are frequented by various well-meaning people with misty wits. My fellow- freshmen pretend to find the life here very pleasant, but I observe that they frequently seek oblivion in intoxication. Jowett ought to have lived until I came up.' In a postscript he added, * You must come and stay here some day. They play adequately at the musical club, and have programmes that would please you. Personally, I am becoming dissatisfied with all art/ It was strange, Denis thought, that Lenwood should write to him and that Rosalind and Noel should be perfectly silent. The invitation contained in the postscript seemed rather per- functory ; Lenwood surely knew that he would be staying on at school, and that it was impossible for him to get away during term. Rut when a second letter came from Lenwood which repeated the invitation, and pointed out that the Oxford Easter vacation ended a few days before the school summer term began, it seemed to Denis just possible that Lenwood really meant him to visit Oxford. And at length a letter came which actually fixed a day for his arrival. ‘ Don't get it into your head that I can afford to send you there,' was Dr. Yorke’s only remark when Denis spoke of the invitation. His former reverence for the public school and the university had changed to suspicion, and he became angry when Gabriel tried to prove that Denis was exactly the kind of boy who would derive immense benefit from a sojourn of three or four years at Oxford. ‘ He can go if he wishes,' said Dr. Yorke, ‘ but he will have to support himself. He has a small sum which his mother left for him ; in favourable years it produces an income of ninety pounds. If he can manage on that he can go.' Gabriel, who had contrived to spend more than two thousand pounds during his four years at Magdalen, shrugged his shoulders, and thenceforward avoided speaking of Oxford to Denis. At that time, however, Denis was only just over seventeen, and was quite untroubled by thoughts of THE FIRST ROUND 20 7 the future. It was long before the moment when music be- came the dominant passion of his life. He stayed in Oxford for three days. Lenwood could not obtain a room in Balliol for him, and he slept in an old house in St. Giles's, the front windows of which looked out on the great trees that guard the gate of St. John's. He fell an easy victim to the spell of that incomparable city ; the first vision of her cool grey courts, her time-worn towers, and her broad meadows that gleamed in the vivid sunshine of a kindly spring, seemed to initiate him into a life more leisured and ample and generous than any that he could have imagined. Though he was too young as yet to appreciate the subtle contrasts that make her unique — the charm of urbane scholarship and pastoral leisure seen, as it were, hand-in-hand, the mellow antiquity of her walls and the splendid youth that thronged her streets and streams, the old bells and the young voices, — if he did not perceive all this, at least he was able to feel some of the enfolding glamour of her influence, to realise that here was a city whose memory could become a passion to haunt men through the world, in desert sands, in the waste places of the sea ; most of all, perhaps, in the sordid tumult and the grime of London. And Lenwood cared for none of these things ! He sat in his rooms hemmed in by books, and let the bright world go by without seeming even to glance at its brimming splendour. Already, Denis thought, he looked quite old ; he had begun to wear spectacles, and his forehead protruded from beneath its thatch of untidy hair. He had the peaked aspect of a grow- ing creature that is deprived of light and exercise, but he was certainly as self-complacent as ever. ‘ It 's an absurdly over- rated place,' he said, ‘ but I can at least lead my own life here.' The process did not seem to have diminished his old powers of irony, and often he spoke in a tone of harsh bitterness that was new to Denis, condemning dons and undergraduates and the whole system of Oxford with an acrid refinement of scorn. ‘ They aren't even useful to me ! ' he had cried on one occasion. He seemed to despise all the amenities of life ; his rooms were sparsely and dingily furnished, and nothing hung on the walls 208 THE FIRST ROUND but bookcases and a couple of photographs of archaic Greek statues. He seemed to have very few acquaintances ; a few somewhat dismal persons came into his room one evening ; they were pallid, and Denis imagined that they were not fervent apostles of cleanliness ; they treated Lenwood with great deference, and talked about the obscurity of Greek writers and the simplicity of Oxford tutors. They were very learned, thought Denis, but they too obviously regarded them- selves as a peculiar people, and their display of their own qualities seemed to contain a sneer at the defects of every one else. They drank large quantities of coffee, wore black leather slippers, and scarcely spoke to Denis. He liked one of them better than the rest, a man with restless eyes and a strained white face who knew something of music. This person, Lenwood informed him afterwards, was a ‘ celebrated anarchist and atheist.' The catchword of the band was ' the herd/ a phrase which reached his ears repeatedly. He discovered at length that it was intended to connote all the rest of the world, including, presumably, himself. On the whole, the band of sages was not exhilarating, but it interested him ; it was unlike any clique he had known at school. Len- wood seemed to be their leader ; had he actually gathered them together ? Surely all the people in Oxford were not as old and wise and bitter as these strange monsters ? Could people really be wise and bitter at the same time ? Some of these doubts were dispelled on the following day, when he met the grand Arbuthnot in the High. Arbuthnot had been kind to him at school, with the kindness that a good-natured god displays towards a caterpillar which happens to crawl into his view, but now his attitude was quite different ; he was tremendously genial, walked arm-in-arm with Denis, talking about the school, and invited him to luncheon. The college of which Arbuthnot was a member was on the right- hand side of the High Street as you go towards Magdalen, and had a long fa$ade of gabled grey stone and a porch thronged with idle and beflannelled men who all seemed to be his friends. He led Denis to a room full of deep armchairs and photographs and innumerable athletic trophies — cups and oars and a THE FIRST ROUND 209 strange, unimaginable object which proved to be part of a famous boat in which Arbuthnot had rowed. He deposited an enormous silver cigarette-box in Denis's lap, and went out to order luncheon and to compel some guests to come in, returning in a very short time with half a dozen men, who were solemnly introduced to ‘ Mr. Yorke, an old school- friend of mine.' The luncheon was a most hilarious affair with an ending that was tragic for Denis. The guests were tremendously at ease, but they treated Denis with great deference, and though the majority of them were athletes, they talked with good sense on a variety of subjects. Two of them — an amusing exquisite with an eyeglass, called Tomlinson, and a gentle, dreamy-faced person whom every one called Graham — were, as Denis discovered almost too late, enthusiastic musicians, and played a ridiculous duet on a very bad piano. Port, explained Arbuthnot, had been poured into the piano to make it mellow, but in vain. At the end of an hour Denis felt that he knew them all intimately — Stenning, a large man who adored Napoleon, but addressed you with a courtly manner which belonged to an earlier dynasty than that of his idol ; Warrand, a Scot with a funny, precise trick of speech and humorous eyes ; and Langley, a gaunt, loquacious person who lolled like a tired snake and was suspected of being literary. They were certainly very unlike the people he had met on the previous evening ! Denis wished that Lenwood knew them ; they would do him good— if they didn't fall upon him and annihilate him as a pedant and a prig. When Denis told Arbuthnot that he was staying with Lenwood, Arbuthnot grinned. ‘ He 's too lofty for me,' he said. ‘ He cuts me dead in the street, and when I gave a wine to all the men from the school and sent him an invitation, he didn't deign to answer it. Give him my love and tell him that I worship him from afar.' ‘ Lenwood,' cried some one, ‘ isn't he the man who made a speech at the Union in his first term about reforming the 'Varsity ? He made all the dons as sick as dogs. But he 's supposed to be the hottest scholar they 've had at Balliol for ages.' o 210 THE FIRST ROUND 1 And the damnedest worm/ said Arbuthnot cheerfully. ‘ Sorry, Yorke ; but you know I never could stick him/ And Denis thought of his first meeting with Lenwood. 4 I say ! ' Arbuthnot went on , 4 who do you think I saw last January ? I went over to Paris to play against a French club — awfully keen lot, but didn't know the game, of course — and as I was coming off the ground who should turn up but old Boosey ! ' 4 Noel ! ' cried Denis, so that they all stared at him. 4 Do tell me about him ! ' 4 He hadn't altered a bit, really,' said Arbuthnot ; 4 but he was a little thinner and had a beastly beard like Frenchmen wear, all fluffy and yellow, like a man in amateur theatricals. We dined together a night or two afterwards at a funny little place across the river, full of extraordinary ruffians in velvet suits and bedizened Jezebels with hungry eyes. Afterwards we went to his room ; he lives in an attic about five stories up, and teaches English all day to Frenchmen, and works at sing- ing and painting. He always was a bit of a singer, wasn't he ? It 's funny to think of old Boosey all alone there looking out over Paris. But he 's making money and seems pretty gay. He was awfully cut up by his uncle's death, though. Have a glass of sherry ? ' 4 No, thanks,' said Denis. The circle of faces swam before his eyes ; he could scarcely trust himself to speak. One of the guests who had been at the school began to tell anecdotes of Noel, and this gave him time to recover from the first shock. Mr. Duroy dead ! It was impossible, it must have been some other uncle of Noel’s. But he did not dare to question Arbuthnot, and sat for the rest of luncheon trying somewhat unsuccessfully to join in the jests and laughter of the others. The company dispersed very soon afterwards, having showered invitations on him which he was obliged to decline, for he was returning to school on the following day. Arbuth- not was going down to the river, and Denis walked with him through Christ Church meadows to the College Barge. During the walk Arbuthnot told him all that he knew. 4 His uncle died a month or two after Boosey left,' he said. 4 He was in Switzerland with his little girl, and — I don't know THE FIRST ROUND 21 I exactly what happened, but I think they got into a dangerous place, and the rope wouldn’t support them both, and to save her he cut himself loose and was killed. Boosey wouldn’t talk much about it. It was the beastly guide’s fault, I believe.’ Denis could say nothing. The bright green of the meadows danced up and down before his eyes and the path seemed to rise and strike his feet. Arbuthnot continued to speak. * The little girl was ill for ages — grief and the shock, you know — but she recovered. For months she couldn’t bear to see any one who reminded her of him. Some American people who were staying in the hotel at the time nursed her, and when she was better took her away with them on a voyage. Boosey heard nothing of her for nearly two years, but he had had a letter not long before I saw him. She was in America then. You remember her, don’t you ? The jolly little girl that every one ragged me about because she came across the Pavilion Field to meet me that day when we were playing the Wanderers.’ ‘ Yes, I remember her,’ said Denis. 4 Boosey would tell you all about it,’ Arbuthnot continued. 4 Unluckily, I ’ve lost his address, and the old rotter never writes. I ’ll try and get it, and send it to you. Well, here ’s the Barge, and I must go in and change. See you next term if I come down with the ’Varsity A Team. Give my love to old Lister and all the rest of ’em.’ Denis wandered about the meadows for an hour, and at length found his way into the botanical gardens and sat beneath an unknown species of tree that was laden with white blossom. He was still half stunned by Arbuthnot’s piece of news ; surely, after all, it was unfounded ; surely it was impossible that Mr. Duroy, of all people, slept for ever in the depth of some crevasse, with the laughter hushed on his lips, and his kind eyes glazed and sightless ! It had been impossible even to imagine him grown old. . . . But Arbuthnot had heard the story from Noel, — and there was Rosalind’s silence. ... It was true ; there was no gleam of hope left, unless his own senses had played him false. He stared blankly at the meadows, and knew the dull wonder of a troubled soul which 212 THE FIRST ROUND almost expects the great, indifferent Nature to assume an aspect that may harmonise with its grief. Some men in flannels passed him, talking gaily. The birds were singing deliciously in the trees by the Cher well. Gradually his thoughts veered towards Rosalind. He tried to picture her life for the weeks that succeeded the dreadful event on the mountain — alone, in a strange^country, with that scene always haunting her whether her eyes were open or closed. If only he had known ; if only he could have gone to her and comforted her ! If he had heard the news when he was at school, he would have left instantly and contrived by some means to reach Switzerland, he knew. The fact that the tragedy had happened nearly three years before seemed to deduct nothing from the poignancy of his grief. It was late in the afternoon when he rose from the seat in the gardens and walked slowly to the long bridge above the Cherwell. Far above him the arrowy vanes of the lovely tower shone like burnished gold against the intense blue of the sky, and the cluster of grey buildings that overhung the river seemed more like the palace of some pensive king who had forsaken the world to live in dreams than the temporary lodging of athletic and tumultuous youth. And suddenly, in the midst of his sorrow — though he hardly realised it then — the beauty of Oxford was wholly revealed to him : the sight of her tranquil loveliness fell like healing dew on the feverish drought of his pain : there was actual consolation in the great curve of her matchless street with its fairy spires and grim battlements. He walked towards Balliol through the Rad- cliffe square, vaguely conscious that a new sensation, which was distinct from sorrow and yet was born of it, had invaded his life. There are some happy persons to whom beauty is revealed through joy alone. Denis was not one of these ; the deeper initiation of pain was needed to quicken his instinctive passion for all that was lovely. Mr. Duroy would have smiled if he could have known that even his death was to be a factor in the development of an artist. THE FIRST ROUND 213 XXIV T HE memory of Oxford became sacred to him, because it was there that he had endured those long hours of lonely grief, and found that sudden and indefinable consolation. But though the place had assumed this vivid significance in his thoughts, he did not begin to dream that he might become part of its life until some time after his conversation with the Professor. One evening, in his study, there was a furious argument as to the relative merits of certain colleges to which the various disputants were destined to belong, and as he listened to it he was conscious of a thrill of envy. ‘ It doesn't seem to me to matter what college you go to,' he had said, ‘ so long as you ’re in Oxford.’ This remark brought a volley of dissent about his ears. ‘ Why don’t you go up, Yorke ? ’ said some one when the storm had subsided. ‘ You ’re just the man for the ’Varsity. You ’ve got culchaw. You aren’t good enough for a classical schol. at any of the best colleges, but they might give you an exhibition for playing the harmonium or something.’ Denis meditated over this airy suggestion as gravely as if it were the oracle of Apollo himself, and the more he con- sidered it, the more assured he became of its wisdom. He consulted Mr. Lister, who was unexpectedly sympathetic, and he wrote to Lenwood. The sage’s reply was brief. ‘ If you are going to be a musician you had better go and live on brown bread and onions in a German garret. This place is no good to artists. Every don in it who gives a lecture on the Poetics thinks that he ’s ipso facto a critic of every kind of art, and the aesthete is even now rampant amongst undergraduates. No one is so inartistic as an aesthete, or so depressing to real artists. Go to a place where every one is struggling, and struggle with them. Avoid anything academic as you would avoid hell.’ 214 THE FIRST ROUND But what, after all, did dons and aesthetes matter, thought Denis, if one could work at music in that lovely town, and wander through that dreamy country ? One could live one's own appropriate life anywhere, even at school, even — though it was difficult — in the Red House ; how much easier it would be at Oxford ! There was only one existence that would be better, and that was to live with Noel in Paris ; but Noel had never written ; no one had any notion of his whereabouts, and Rosalind had vanished as completely as her cousin. Eighteen months had passed since Denis had seen Arbuthnot at Oxford, and there was still no news. Arbuthnot, who returned fre- quently to the school, told him that he had hunted high and low in Paris for the vanished one, but without success, and he had concluded that Noel must be performing his period of military service in some distant garrison town. So Denis decided to go to Oxford. The prospect relieved the melancholy of his last days at school, when the grim buildings suddenly assumed a real beauty, and faces to which he had been indifferent for five years became strangely and uncomfortably attractive. Yet though he was depressed at the moment of leaving, the depression could not last very long ; the world was all before him, and he knew that he would be sorry — not at the time, but later — if he was obliged to pass another year in that so familiar precinct. He was over nine- teen, and had stayed there longer than the greater part of his friends. He took leave of the headmaster and Mr. Lister with sincere regret. The former, who had grown thinner and greyer and looked more like a Roman tribune than ever, spoilt the occasion by assuming an official manner, and talked to him of the necessity of having a fixed purpose in life — as if Denis needed any exhortations of that kind ! The latter barked at him as usual. ‘ I never thought, my person,' he said, ‘ that you would turn out a decent member of society, but somehow you 've managed it in spite of belonging to the slackest and worst-behaved house in the school. Oh yes ! I know what you 're going to say, we are Cock House as usual, and Phillips got his racquet pair and Tonks won the Divinity Prize, but I THE FIRST ROUND 215 don't care, my person, the general spirit in the house,' and so on. He paid Denis no more compliments, but wrung his hand fiercely, and his queer black eyes told him plainly all that was left unsaid — that he regretted his going, and was glad to have known hirn, and if he could ever find time to write to a poor, old, affectionate, irascible schoolmaster, his letter would be welcome. Finally he presented him with a meerschaum pipe, the vapours of which diabolical invention nearly caused Denis's sudden demise in a railway carriage two days later. The old Professor said farewell to him with deep, though gruff, affection. ‘ You are the only boy whom I have ever got to know here,' he said, ‘ and I don't suppose there will be another. I am growing old and bad-tempered, and come what may, I will not have the window open in my teaching- room during a lesson. These young barbarians seem to think that air is not air when it is within four walls. They complain always in impertinent language. God be with you, my son. You will succeed, I believe ; better still, you will always strive. You have the essential enthusiasm. But beware ! Beware of Mammon. He lurks to devour young men of talent, and he is a combination of a financier, and a concert director, and a publisher, and a piano-manufacturer, and a writer of evil ballads, and a dam rascal. He will take you by the throat and squeeze you dry, paying you a large monthly salary. I shall think of you when you are gone, and I shall play the Lebewohl in your memory. Don't forget the exercises for the little finger of the left hand and do not compose an oratorio. Good-bye, my dear boy ! ' and for one ghastly moment Denis thought that the Professor was about to hug him. When he arrived at the Red House Dr. Yorke came into the hall to meet him. The boy was as tall as his father now, and straight and lissom as a young poplar. He was still inclined to be pale, but it was a healthy pallor ; observing it, you divined that there was temperate blood beneath the clear, delicate skin. In spite of the military methods of the school barber, a dark plume of hair was always curving downwards over his square forehead, and his upper lip was adorned with a 216 THE FIRST ROUND well-defined line of black. The nervous corners of his mouth seemed oddly at variance with the usual aspect of his eyes, which were dreamy ; their pupils were often extremely dilated — a peculiarity which lent a certain hardness to his expression. Dr. Yorke had grown very grey in the last two years ; his heavy shoulders had contracted, so that he appeared always to be making an effort to draw his head backwards as far as possible, and his air of worried suspicion of everything in general was accentuated by the deep lines about his mouth and eyes. He shook hands with Denis — they had regained this stage of intimacy — and went with him into the study. ‘ The afternoon train was a little late/ he said as he sat down by his writing-table. Even from the tone of this very commonplace remark Denis was able to realise that something had happened — that Dr. Yorke had for some reason modified his attitude. The boy was on his guard at once. ‘ I didn’t notice/ he said shortly. Dr. Yorke fumbled with a small pair of scales that stood on the table, opened his lips to speak, looked at Denis, and then closed them. Denis stared at the ugly pictures that darkened the walls. ‘ So your school life is over/ said Dr. Yorke. 4 I suppose you ’re sorry.’ ‘ I am just now,’ answered Denis, 4 but I shan’t be in a week or two. I ’ve had more than five years there.’ Dr. Yorke cleared his throat. ‘ I ’ve been thinking things over lately,’ he said. ' I ’ve looked at your reports for the last two or three years — I didn’t bother about them when they came — and I ’ve come to the conclusion that perhaps I ’ve been a little hard on you. You have done very well at school ; I see that you have been in the Sixth form for nearly two years, and that you have taken various prizes for music. You never told me about them. I was quite convinced that you would do no good, but I see now that I was wrong, and I acknowledge my mistake.’ His voice took on its old tone of rather unctuous condescen- sion. He was beginning, Denis knew, to admire his own magnanimity. The boy grew more and more uncomfortable. THE FIRST ROUND 217 ‘ We ’ve been like strangers for more than three years/ said Dr. Yorke. ‘ I dare say you thought I was very stern, but it was as hard for me as for you, and you never gave me a chance of forgiving you. You were always going off with some one just when I was ready to make it up. I used to think that I didn't care what became of you — and I didn’t, but now it is different. You ’re grown up, and you ’ve made a success of your school life. And, after all,’ he added with a little nervous laugh, ‘ you ’re my son.’ Denis clasped and unclasped his fingers convulsively. ‘ I was your son all the time,’ he said. f Do fathers only treat sons like sons when they ’re successful ? ’ Dr. Yorke stared at him for a moment. ‘ Well, I admit you have a grievance against me,’ he said ; * but you must admit that I had one against you as well. I fed you and clothed you and paid for your education when you were defying me by every means in your power. You owe me thanks for that, just as I owe you an apology for having imagined that you were going to the bad. You thought I was unkind and I thought you were wicked. We were both wrong, I admit that.’ It all seemed very sordid to Denis, and very illogical. He waited in silence, wondering what was behind this sudden move of his father. He was soon to find out. ‘ Gabriel Searle and I have talked it over many times,’ Dr. Yorke continued ; ‘ for a long while it seemed to me that he only took your side, but lately I have begun to agree with him that my attitude too has been — a — unchristian. When I read your reports I realised that you had honestly and patiently made amends for your folly — Gabriel was strong on that point — and that I should be wrong to continue punishing you any longer. You aren’t a child now.’ 4 I wish Gabriel would mind his own business ! ’ said Denis. ‘ You are a grown-up man,’ continued Dr. Yorke imperturb- ably, ‘ about to make your way in the world. You must face the realities of life.’ It seemed to Denis that an utterly unreal atmosphere enveloped him each time that his father spoke. A feeling of 218 THE FIRST ROUND hopeless depression overwhelmed him ; all power of thought or action departed as he listened to that interminable harangue. Why in the world had his father veered round in this way ? It was sentimental, it was useless ; the old state of affairs would begin again as soon as he did anything which earned Dr. Yorke's disapproval. It was a move that baffled him com- pletely. Dr. Yorke added to his amazement by rising from his chair and coming towards him. 4 Shake hands, Denis/ he said, in a thrilling voice that jarred on every nerve which Denis possessed. The boy obeyed, staring with wide eyes at his father. This ceremony accomplished, Dr. Yorke sat down with a sigh of relief. 4 Now we can talk like man to man/ he said. 4 You know, Denis, I used to say that you could do what you liked, and go where you liked, and become what you liked, and I shouldn't care ; but lately I have realised that I was wrong. I left you to yourself, and providentially you didn't make a mess of your life, but I feel that I owe you some restitution. I thought over this for some time. 44 The boy,” I said to myself, 44 has got brains and must earn his living. The thing is for him to start at once in some profession : he can’t do this alone, I must do it for him.” So I have arranged for you to start next month with Mr. Boulter.' 4 Mr. Boulter ? ' cried Denis, aghast. 4 Do you mean Boulter the lawyer in Wychcombe ? ' 4 Yes,' said Dr. Yorke. 4 I have arranged for you to be articled to him for five years. I shall pay all the expenses myself, and shall not touch the little sum that comes to you when you are twenty-one. It is imperative that you should make an income, and as a solicitor, with your brains you ought to be doing that long before you are thirty. You will be able to become a managing clerk.' Denis contemplated this alluring prospect with ears that were absolutely horror-stricken. His tongue seemed to be paralysed ; he gasped for breath. 4 It is an exceptionally good opening for you,' went on Dr. Yorke. 4 Mr. Boulter almost promised that if you did well you would be able to stay with the firm as a salaried clerk after you THE FIRST ROUND 219 had served your articles. So there you are, settled for life ! , concluded Dr. Yorke with arch heaviness. Denis rose abruptly from his chair. 1 It 's all nonsense ! ' he cried. ‘ I don't want to be a lawyer ; I 'm not going to be one. I want to go to Oxford and be a musician. I’ma musician already ; the music-master at school said so, and he 's a German, and used to be a friend of Brahms, so he ought to know.' Dr. Yorke's smile turned sour. 4 Perhaps he doesn't know,' he said ominously, ‘ that you are absolutely dependent on me until you are twenty-one, and that then you will have the large income of seventy pounds a year of your own. Please don't imagine that I am going to support you in luxury and idleness whilst you wile away odd moments by strumming a piano in a half-empty hall or com- pose silly songs exactly like those that a hundred other men are doing rather better. As for the University, you can put that out of your head altogether. You are the last person I should dream of sending there. If you can get a scholarship when you are twenty-one you can do as you please, but I don’t imagine that there is any prospect of that. Till then please remember that you are absolutely in my power. By law, I can do as I like with you, and I order you to go into Mr. Boulter's office. You will live to thank me for it.' ‘ I don't think so,' said Denis. He sat down again, and still stared amazedly at his father. There was grim reality in Dr. Yorke's accents now, at any rate ! Denis felt that he was cornered ; he had no money of his own, and no loophole of escape presented itself to his hunted soul. Meanwhile, Dr. Yorke proceeded to elaborate the point which he had made. ‘ You are old enough now for me to speak frankly to you/ he said. ‘ You probably know that I am over sixty, and that the practice is a very poor one and has not improved during the last few years. If I make four or five hundred a year I think myself lucky. There seems no possibility of things getting better, and though I have fairly good health, I find the work increasingly difficult. I shall have nothing to leave you, and there is every prospect of my having to pass the 220 THE FIRST ROUND last years of my life in poverty. The money that I should have saved has been spent on your education. I am sorry to have to say this, but I hope you see now that it is absolutely imperative for you to take this chance — to enter a profession at once. You owe it, I mean, to me as well as to yourself.’ Always these phrases ! Denis listened to them with an expression of sullen misery. His father’s exposition of their financial prospects seemed to blunt the edge of every weapon in his armoury of defiance. The vague and lovely shapes of all his musical ambitions dissolved before his eyes, and in their stead he saw the bleak face of Duty, an awful beldame whose soul was set on money, money at any cost, and whose gnarled hands held the throat of his hope in their deadly grip. He thought bitterly of the old Professor’s warning. Here, indeed, was an obstacle that he had neglected to prophesy ! ‘ If you work hard,’ continued Dr. Yorke, ‘ you will probably be earning at least two hundred a year by the time you are twenty-six. Not many young fellows whose fathers are poor men have such a good prospect. I trust Boulter’s word implicitly, I know he will do his best for you. Of course he is not quite a gentleman, but he is a thoroughly honourable man of business. He is connected with a first-rate London firm, and you will be able to pass the last year of your articles in their office. I ’ve no doubt this is all rather a surprise to you, but very soon you ’ll find out that there is no blessing in life like a regular occupation. By the time you are thirty you will be practising on your own account, and making an income large enough to support a wife and family.’ Dr. Yorke paused as if to gloat over this dazzling vision of future prosperity. It brought no comfort to the soul of Denis ; the boy stared at the Landseer prints — those un- sympathetic spectators of so many dreary scenes — and looked as if he had shrunk physically in the last few minutes. ‘ People sometimes make money at music,’ he said at last, quite feebly. ‘ Not until they ’ve borrowed extremely freely from their friends and relations,’ retorted Dr. Yorke. 4 My boy, you must put the thought of music as a profession out of your THE FIRST ROUND 221 head altogether. I 've no objection to your keeping it up after office hours ; it will be an agreeable relaxation — though of course you will have to read for your examinations in the evening ; but you must look on life from a practical point of view. You wouldn't like to see your father spending his last years in poverty just because you insisted on gratifying an elegant taste instead of settling down to the serious business of life ? That 's the way to look at it, — that 's the way you will look at it, if you 're the man of sense that I think you are.' Dr. Yorke looked as if he expected that Denis w T ould be immensely gratified by being called a man, but Denis did not seem to notice the compliment. A strained silence followed it ; Dr. Yorke played with the scales, and Denis stared out of the window. So this was duty ! To renounce everything that made life splendid, to give up doing the one thing that you felt you could and must do, and to set your affections on money, money, money ! One might as well be dead ; the only conso- lation was that one probably would be, very soon ; life couldn't go on under such intolerable conditions. And this Duty was inevitable ; there was no possible chance of escape ; he was completely in his father’s power, and his father knew it, betraying the knowledge in that exasperating, unctuous accent. ‘ Stem daughter of the voice of God ' — that was the phrase applied to Duty by a poet whom he loved. Of God, indeed ! Stern daughter of the voice of Dr. Yorke seemed nearer the truth. Oh, he was cornered ! The family finances, his father's hint of approaching weakness — everything combined to hem him in ; it was impossible even to protest against these unfair yet unanswerable arguments. His father held every trump card in the pack. He rose, looking dazed, and spoke in a voice which sounded strange to his own ears. 4 I 'll go and get out my things,' he said. ‘ That 's right ! ' cried Dr. Yorke genially. ‘ Have you brought back lots of new music ? ' Denis uttered a stifled exclamation and hurried out of the room. Dr. Yorke smiled, cleared his throat several times, and then wrote a letter to the imminent Boulter. 222 THE FIRST ROUND Formerly, it had been Denis's custom to visit Gabriel on the first day of the holidays, but this time he allowed a fortnight to pass without going to see his friend. He spent the days in wandering aimlessly about the moor, returning dead tired every evening, and going to bed very soon after dinner was over. His piano remained unopened. When at last he sat in Gabriel's study, that excellent person was shocked by the change in him. He was listless and gloomy, paid no attention to anything that was said to him, and hardly spoke. ‘ I suppose you know I 'm going into Boulter’s office,' he blurted out suddenly when Gabriel was talking about music. 4 I knew that your father was going to suggest it,' Gabriel answered mildly. And Denis laughed like a Byronic hero, and echoed, ‘ Suggest ! ' in accents of the bitterest scorn. He refused to speak of music or to touch the piano. ‘ That 's all done with ! ' he cried harshly, and a moment later Gabriel saw that his eyes were bright with tears. ‘ I understand now,' the boy had said, ‘ why people say that their time at school is the best in their lives. It oughtn’t to be, of course, really, but when one compares ' He did not revisit Gabriel, and declined an invitation from the Brabazons without alleging any reason for the refusal. Gabriel tried to persuade himself that it was good for the ardour of youth to be thwarted, but whenever he thought of Denis's face as it had appeared during that brief interview he smelt calamity in the future. The boy was mentally frost- bitten ; he had lost all his vitality, and the tranquil charm of his manner had given place to a misanthropic dourness. He never spoke of his father, but Gabriel discovered that the long feud between them was supposed to have ended, and wondered whether, after all, its termination was an unmixed blessing. There were moments when he congratulated himself on being childless. THE FIRST ROUND 223 XXV M R. BOULTER'S offices were situated in a fine old Georgian mansion which contrasted agreeably with the tawdry shop-fronts and jerry-built residences of Wych- combe main street. Inside, however, Mr. Boulter had ruined the spacious elegance of the rooms on the ground floor by erect- ing various partitions, green baize doors, and receptacles from which clerks observed you when you entered as if they were hungry rabbits in hutches. Of menial clerks Mr. Boulter seemed to have a large supply — prim-visaged, taciturn persons with somewhat shapeless faces and monosyllabic names who had a trick of walking on tiptoe and were seldom known to smile. In addition to these drudges he employed a managing clerk, Mr. Byng, — a hard-working, red-faced man with a harsh voice who was a keen sportsman and rode to hounds on Saturdays when work was slack, — two articled pupils, and a female typist, Miss Perriam, a tired-looking creature with red- rimmed eyes and a meagre bosom. The articled clerks, who were to be Denis's companions in adversity, had been educated at the local grammar school, and ~ were oddly different from the boys whom he had hitherto encountered. The senior, Abrahams, was a J ew with a hatchet face, a florid complexion, and an uncanny habit of moving very swiftly and silently, like a panther. The junior, Greaves, was the son of a rich and blatant landowner who had built himself a dreadful house on the outskirts of the town ; he was a sulky, coarse-featured lout, wore very large check suits, and habitu- ally used obscene language. Denis infinitely preferred the J ew to the Christian ; Abrahams had the shrewdness of his race, and legal argument was the breath of life to him, but he also possessed a sense of humour, and saw the comic side of all the petty chicane of local litigation. His name was Augustus, but he was always addressed as Ikey by Mr. Byng and Greaves. 224 THE FIRST ROUND Wychcombc was nearly four miles distant from the Red House, and it was arranged that Denis should ride a bicycle thither in fine weather, and walk or take the carrier's cart when it was wet. He entered the shrine of Themis for the first time in the beginning of September, and was shown into Mr. Boulter's private room. Mr. Boulter was sitting at a large table which was covered with documents. He was a stout man of about fifty with a florid complexion, short white hair, and a bristling white moustache that was stained yellow near his lips. His eyebrows were almost perfect semicircles, and revealed all the superior eyelids, which were creased and puffy like half-deflated bladders. There were odd white patches amid the pinkness of his cheeks, and his nose was covered with a network of little blue veins. Without rising, he held out a hand to Denis. Denis shook it, and noticed that it felt like damp seaweed. Mr. Boulter looked at him for a moment, and his baggy eyelids seemed to expand and contract like the bellows of a photographic camera. 4 Good morning, Yorke,' he said. ‘ I 'm glad to see you.' His voice was most dulcet ; he pursed his lips to a crinkled oval, and every vowel that he uttered seemed to be wedded to a French closed U. A ridiculous line that a great humorist had constructed occurred to Denis as he stood by the table— ‘ your opulent pagodas strike the sky.' He tried to imagine Mr. Boulter in the act of declaiming it. He smiled, but the smile froze when he saw Mr. Boulter reciprocating it. Mr. Boulter had another accent. In a swift, rasping voice he shouted suddenly, ‘ Miss Perriam ! ’ The typist, who was seated at a table near the window, sprang up as if some one had driven a dagger between her sharp shoulder-blades, seized her papers with a terrified gesture, and hurried from the room. 4 Close the door quietly, please,' said Mr. Boulter as she disappeared. ‘ Now, Yorke, I want to say a few things to you before I introduce you to Mr. Byng and the young men. Take a chair. Your father tells me you're a lad of considerable intelligence — well, fathers will be fathers, won’t they ? ha ! But I also inferred, when I cross-examined him — not that he said anything definite, mind you — I inferred that you were a THE FIRST ROUND 225 leetle, a leetle inclined to be a bit wild — only just a bit — and boys will be boys, as of course I know. Well, well ! I may have been right and I may have been wrong, but at all events I shall say exactly the same thing to you that I have said to all the other clerks who come. I expect you to work hard and make yourself useful, and I also expect you to behave like a gentleman — in the town — even when you 're not in the office. You know what I mean by that ? * Denis stared at him blankly. That a little beast like Mr. Boulter should lecture him on gentlemanly conduct seemed part of the general ghastliness of life, but still he felt a faint surprise. 1 I don't think I do, quite,' he replied. ‘ Oh, you know, you know,' said Mr. Boulter genially, and he winked three times at Denis. Denis began to think that he was mad. ‘ What I mean is this,' continued Mr. Boulter. * Boys will be boys, as I said, especially when there are girls in the world. I ’ve had a lot of bother with my articled clerks ; one of them was in a paternity case when he was only nineteen, and actually asked me to defend him, the young rascal ! But that won’t do here, Yorke. If we were in London I wouldn’t say a word, but in Wychcombe I won’t have it. If you want to ’ (Mr. Boulter used a vulgar word implying fleshly sin) ‘ you must go over to Wenderbridge ; there are plenty of bounc- ing bonarobas in Wenderbridge, Mr. Byng tells me. Once and for all, understand that I won’t have my office getting a reputation for that kind of thing. It ’s bad for business ; it shocks all the old women. That ’s all I want to say on this subject, Yorke, and I see you take my meaning. I ’m not a Puritan, thank God, I know what young fellows must have. Don’t be offended because I don’t think you any better than the rest of ’em,’ concluded Mr. Boulter facetiously ; ‘ I ’m an oldish man and I know life, and you ’ve got an eye, you young dog ! ’ Denis at that moment had two eyes which were vivid with appalled amazement. Surely the man was mad ! Mr. Boulter thumped the table with his fist and laughed softly for a moment ; then he became perfectly grave and spoke to p 226 THE FIRST ROUND Denis sharply and succinctly about his future duties. Denis did not understand a word ; he was only conscious of a mad desire to escape, to rush out of this extraordinary place, to put a thousand miles between himself and Mr. Boulter's blotched countenance. A sensation of physical sickness overwhelmed him. At length Mr. Boulter rose and led the way towards the clerks' room. As they approached the door Denis heard a hurried shuffling of feet and moving of chairs, but when they entered he saw nothing but two mbek youths who leant over books with their heads supported by their hands, and looked up with a reluctant air, as if they were ill-disposed to forsake their engrossing labours. ‘ Abrahams,' said Mr. Boulter, ‘ this is Yorke. Do what you can for him ; he 'll be a bit of a nuisance to you for a month or two, but keep him going. I shall hold you re- sponsible for him.' Abrahams looked very serious. ‘ You may rely on me, sir, to do my very best for Yorke,' he said smoothly. ‘ I trust that he will prove a credit to the place — and to me.' Denis had never heard language of this kind before. Mr. Boulter, apparently, had done so. ‘ Yes, yes, yes, all right ! ' he said testily. ‘ You had better turn him on to the County Court Practice, and see if he can write a decent hand. That will be your chair,' he added to Denis, and departed. As soon as the sound of his footsteps had died away, Abrahams rose, walked over to the fireplace with his hands in his pockets, and stared at Denis with all the might of his very prominent black eyes. ‘ Has he been giving you a jaw on the beauty of virtue ? ' he asked. His eyes scintillated strangely and his lean face puckered into queer creases. Denis answered 'Yes.' He could think of nothing else to say. He felt more wretched than ever. Abrahams executed a little dance on the worn linoleum that did duty as a hearthrug. ‘ Wicked old blaster ! ' he said. ‘ He 's got fornication and all other deadly sin on the brain. You live near here ; I expect you 've heard of his goin’s-on. A regular old vampire, THE FIRST ROUND 227 he is ; he ain't safe ; I wouldn’t be Perriam for all you could promise me. But he ’s a damned smart lawyer, all the same. Some time I ’ll tell you about all the pickles he ’s got himself out of. Eh, what, Greaves, old man ? ’ ‘ old ! ’ said Greaves. And this was his sole contribution to the conversation. He sat with his chair tilted back and his feet on the table, chewing a toothpick and staring sulkily at Denis. Abrahams was much more communicative, and seemed inclined to be friendly. He gave Denis some very easy work, which poor Denis, who was in a state of the blackest depression, muddled hopelessly. The J ew showed him how it ought to be done, and encouraged him with a vivid description of the delights of legal business ‘ when you once got hold of the hang of things.’ ‘ Wait till you come to the County Court,’ he said. ‘ We have some fun there, don’t we, Greaves ? You should just see old Boulter oppressing the widow and the orphan, and knocking out His Honour. It ’s prime ! It ’s as good as a music-hall any day, and entrance free. A dozen judgment summonses make us all happy for a fortnight.’ It was obvious that Abrahams had a deep enthusiasm for his profession. At one o’clock, when they went out to have luncheon at a little tea-shop in the High Street, he discoursed to Denis with agreeable candour on his own future, occasionally breaking off in order to engage in epigrammatic rivalry with the large and blowsy female who served them. ‘ Are you ambitious, Mr. Yorke ? ’ he asked. Denis replied in the negative, and implored him not to use so formal a method of address. Abrahams grinned. ‘ Thanks for kind permission,’ he said. ' It ’s just as well that you ain’t, and that old Greaves ain’t, for I can tell you that I ’m as chock with ambition as an egg with meat. I mean to stick to old Boulter in spite of his morals. I know how to make myself necessary, you bet. If I could find out some- thing shady about the old rascal, something that he wanted to keep dark, and get him under my thumb for good, I should be a happy as well as nice young man. Hi, miss, your hairpins are all starting off on a voyage of discovery. Allow me to 228 THE FIRST ROUND replace them for you. Oh ! haughty, is it ? There 's no rule with ladies, you never know how they 'll take a kind offer. Yorke, you ain't been introjuced. Miss Flossie, Mr. Yorke. He 's blushing, Miss Flossie ; love at first sight, but not at second — like all the rest of us.' Miss Flossie departed with a melodramatic toss of the head. * To 'ear you little boys talk ! ' she commented scornfully. 4 Fine piece of meat, ain't she ? ' said Abrahams. ‘ You know a thing or two about girls, I 'll bet, Master Yorke. At a public school, weren’t you ? Wish I 'd been. Not so bally innocent there, I fancy. Master’s daughter, garden wall, boy comes after cricket-ball. Poetry, eh ! You ask Miss Flossie what colour her garters are at Harvest Festival.' Denis felt more and more uncomfortable, and loathed Abrahams. Greaves burst into a loud guffaw, and whispered facetiously. The girl returned and looked at Denis. She was hot and cross, but there was something in her expression that brought a tiny ray of comfort into his darkened soul. ‘ Whatever you 're doing with them I can't think,' she said, with a contemptuous twist of the thumb towards Abrahams and Greaves. ‘ Take my advice and don't keep low company.' Abrahams assumed an injured air. ‘ His father has put him in our charge for the good of his soul,' he said. ‘ We 're to see that he has his meals regular. You want him for yourself, miss, that 's the truth of it. Has the old man given you the chuck ? I know all about you, my dear.' The girl bit her lip, picked up the money which they had laid on the table, and marched away. When she had gone a few steps she turned, and looked at Abrahams with deep hatred. 4 Hog-flesh ! ' she said. Abrahams seemed quite unruffled by this ambiguous insult. He laughed and looked at his watch. ‘ Time 's up,' he said, with an abrupt change of manner. ‘ So long, Miss Spitfire.' The girl caught Denis's sleeve as he was going out. ‘ Don't you believe what he says,' she muttered ; ‘ he 's a THE FIRST ROUND 229 liar. But he ain’t as bad as the other ; you keep clear of ’im, he ’s a real wrong ’un — as bad as bad.’ She nodded abruptly and swung off, looking hotter and more dishevelled than ever. Abrahams worked furiously for the whole of the stifling afternoon, Greaves appeared to doze, and Denis stared with blank eyes at page one of the County Court Practice and abandoned his soul to all the demons of despair. This, then, was the kind of life that he would have to lead for five years ; these were the people who would be his companions ! The prospect was too ghastly. That Abrahams and Greaves did not happen to belong to the respectable band of persons whom he instinctively recognised as gentlemen was a fact that did not account for his depression ; it was their annoying attitude to life that staggered his inexperienced soul ; they seemed as completely inhuman as if they had migrated to the earth from some less civilised planet. Mr. Boulter, too — there was some- thing about him that made one shudder ; his ruddy face had a shocking incongruity with his voice, his gestures ; he ought in reality to have looked like a sick monkey. . . . And they would meet every day, and Mr. Boulter would smile, and smile. . . . He thought of his father, and a paroxysm of helpless anger made his face burn and his hands tingle. So this was Dr. Yorke’s revenge ! He had waited for years, and then he had dealt the blow. He must have known quite well what manner of man Mr. Boulter was, and what kind of persons would frequent his offices. Denis made no allowances for his father’s short-sighted simplicity with regard to mundane affairs ; the whole business seemed to him deliberately malignant, and there was actual hate in his heart. But, at any rate, his father should enjoy no ocular proof of his triumph ; craft should be met with craft, and Denis told himself that he would rather die than utter a word that might hint his wretchedness. He thought of school with a regret that was agony. How could he ever have imagined that it was dull or hateful ? Its incessant routine, now that one saw it in retrospect, had the tranquil charm of a cloistered life and a boundless possibility 230 THE FIRST ROUND of friendship. What chances he had missed there ! How many delightful people there were with whom he could so easily have been intimate ! And now he was condemned to associate perpetually with these dreadful strangers whose every word was like a douche of icy water on his back, with whom he could never have any interest in common. It was the end of all things. It would be far better to die. By cutting himself off completely from music he had shaken all the foundations of his soul ; his sense of humour was com- pletely in abeyance, and he saw life in all its naked horror. He had assumed another personality, and was quite incapable of finding joy in anything which had formerly consoled him. The sunlight, the wind, the upland — all that meant nothing now. He thought of Rosalind without any thrill of pleasure. Parnasse, after all, had only been one of the many fool's paradises that he had visited. Music was another — a lovely palace of dreams that he would enter no more. This was the end, an end that made memory itself a mocking tormentor. His life had been built up so well only to be hurled to the dust by this collision with reality. The only thing left was the avoidance of thought. Strange, egoistic anguish of thwarted youth ! It was to haunt him for many days, and to leave him with an enduring bitterness against all in authority who hurt the weak with the intention of benevolence. It was so easy to be kind sensibly, he thought. But it was long before he came round even to this point of view. At present he was firmly convinced that it was his father's savage desire for revenge which had placed him in the clutches of Mr. Boulter. The long day ended at last. The only other episode was the visit of Mr. Byng, who addressed him as ‘ young feller-my- lad,' and alluded to Mr. Boulter as ‘ the old 'un.' Mr. Byng's manner was genial, but he had an eye like a vulture's. At six o'clock Denis mounted his bicycle and rode homewards as if all the Eumenides were hot on his trail. He kept his eyes resolutely fixed on the patch of road beyond his front tyre, and did not look at the sun that sank behind the battlements THE FIRST ROUND 231 of the hills, or the mature splendour of the hedgerow. Once, when a lark rose trilling from a field near the road, he felt an almost irresistible impulse to dismount and fling a stone at it. When the bicycle rattled over some loose flints he swore violently and blasphemously. His nerves were strung to such a pitch as to cause him actual physical agony. When he reached the Red House he was covered with dust and sweat, and his knees trembled as he walked upstairs. He flung him- self face downwards on his bed, and lay there like a dead thing for an hour. He was quite calm, however, when he went down to dinner. Dr. Yorke was in a genial mood, and asked him various questions about ‘ his new life/ to which he made conventional replies. ‘ What do you think of your companions ? ’ was one of Dr. Yorke’s inquiries. ‘ I Ve hardly had time to get to know them/ said Denis. ‘ And on the whole you enjoyed the day ? ’ asked his father. ‘ Oh yes/ said Denis. Dr. Yorke shook his hand with unusual warmth when he went to bed. 232 THE FIRST ROUND XXVI AUTUMN flung her pageant of brown and gold across j T jL the countryside, and winter came like a grey ghost in the wind of the November night. The dark months of her reign had no promise of spring for Denis ; it seemed to him that thenceforward the heart of the world was to be frozen as irremediably as his own. It was ‘ devil's weather,' said the country-folk — an alternation of black frosts that slew the birds in the hedges and rapid thaws that filled all the valley with evil mist. The hedger whom Denis had known since earliest childhood was found dead by the roadside, frozen stark, and the ailing and the old perished like flies in a frost. The land- lord of the village inn did a roaring trade, died of delirium tremens soon after Christmas, and lay beneath an ugly Keltic cross which was subscribed for by sorrowing members of the local goose club. One of the maids at the Red House died in childbirth at the Wychcombe Union shortly after being expelled by Dr. Yorke, who had observed her condition. Every cottage had some tale of sudden calamity or protracted suffering. Men who were formerly sober saw the error of their ways, and men who drank, drank more. It was as if some baleful influence lurked in the north-east wind that howled incessantly about the shoulder of the hills. Throughout the winter Denis went every morning to Wych- combe. The inclemencies of the weather had no effect on him ; if he observed them at all, it was with a careless contempt ; accidents of that kind could not harm him now ; his soul had been brought too low to be affected by any subsequent disaster. He felt no sorrow when he heard of the death of the old hedger who had been his friend for so long, and the Awful Warning that Dr. Yorke read in the housemaid's fate did not impress him. A superficial observer would have concluded that he was on much better terms with his father than had THE FIRST ROUND 233 been the case for several years ; the only point on which they were at issue was that of music. In spite of Dr. Yorke’s occasional demands for a tune, Denis stubbornly refused to touch the piano ; and at last, on a certain evening when Gabriel Searle came to dinner and wished to play a new piece which had fascinated him, it was discovered that the boy had lost the key of the instrument. He avoided Gabriel as much as possible, greatly to Gabriel's disgust. When they met he scarcely spoke, and there were moments when his laconic answers rose to actual rudeness. ‘ You treat your old friends very badly,' Gabriel complained on one occasion. And Denis had replied that he didn't believe in old friendships ; they always reminded one of some- thing or other. During the week he only met Dr. Yorke at breakfast and dinner, and as soon as possible after the latter meal he buried himself in a book. He read insatiably ; books, he discovered, were an admirable preventive to the malady of thought, and he devoted Saturday afternoons and nearly all Sunday to them. Nothing would induce him to spend any of his leisure in walks on the hills. But the hours when he was apparently free brought him none of the sweetness of liberty, for even in the Red House the phantom of Mr. Boulter's face seemed to follow him, and he could hear the ghostly counterfeit of his unpleasant laughter and suave speech. As the dark weeks crawled slowly away he regarded the office with a sharper intensity of loathing ; he hated everything in it — the prim clerks, the musty smell of old parchment, the dingy rooms, and the monotonous obscenities of the ineffable Greaves. Greaves, indeed, soon became quite insufferable. The idea that Denis thought himself superior was slowly born in his stupid brain, and thenceforward he devoted himself to annoying the boy with the laborious, deadly malice of the dull. Filthy speech, unredeemed by any spark of humour, was his favourite weapon, and he would revel in language so foetid that even the very tolerant Abrahams would protest. Occasionally Greaves would break out into open invective against Denis. ‘ He 's so superior,' he said once in Denis's presence. *34 THE FIRST ROUND ‘ Thinks he 's a gentleman and we 're not, blast him. I tell you what, Mr. gentleman Yorke, I 'm going to be called to the Bar, and barristers-at-law are a damned sight better than country doctors any day of the week. Old pillbox may call himself a gentleman, but who was his wife, anyhow ? We don't know anything about her ; I dare say she was a slavey in a sweet shop, like old Flossie.' He was leaning back in his tilted chair as he spoke, and Denis was across the room in two strides and struck him hard in the face with his clenched fist. He went over backwards with a crash, swearing violently. Abrahams picked him up instantly, and turned on Denis. ‘ Go to your theat ! ' he cried, lisping with excitement. ‘ How dare you do that in ofhth hourth ! Therve you jolly well right, Greaveth, all the thame.' ‘ Won't I murder him afterwards, oh no ! I don't think so ! ' said Greaves, rubbing his forehead with a brilliant square of bandana. Denis waited for him outside at six o'clock, and Greaves glared at him for a moment and then walked away with his head in the air. ‘ I won't soil my hands on your dirty carcase,' he said magnificently. Denis laughed then for the first time since he had entered the office. After this episode Greaves refrained from direct personalities, but he continued his attempts to annoy Denis. He boasted circumstantially of his prowess in drinking, and on more than one occasion proudly announced that he was suffering from an unnameable disease. ‘ Beetht, beetht ! ' Abrahams would cry. Denis would ignore Greaves completely, but his mere proximity disgusted him to the verge of nausea. It was not a charming environment for a boy of nineteen whose instincts tended towards decency. Denis often wondered afterwards how he could have endured it, and realised that if his whole temperament had not been rendered numb and helpless by its sudden divorce from the art that had been its vital breath, he would have ended everything with some grim and dreadful act. As things were, he sometimes thought of a certain dark pool in the hills as the only final THE FIRST ROUND 235 solution of his wretchedness. But hope never wholly dies in the young ; it only sleeps, with a deep, deathlike slumber. The one compensation for the place that he found — and the discovery took him several months — was the personality of Abrahams. Denis had begun by detesting him almost as heartily as he loathed Greaves, but gradually he realised that there were real gleams of decency in the Jew’s peculiar temperament, and that he possessed an extremely keen intelligence. He had no morals, in the conventional sense, and in matters connected with his profession he was completely unscrupulous and wonderfully wary ; Law and Morality he regarded as two parallel straight lines which never met though they were produced ever so far in the same direction. He was often amazingly vulgar ; though he lived correctly, he regarded women from the point of view of an Oriental libertine ; he loved flashy neckties and large rings, and, professionally, he seemed often both a snob and a hypocrite. Yet he was impulsively kind, and had a mania for generosity ; he shared his money ungrudgingly with Greaves, and was always trying to thrust presents on Denis — silver pencil-cases, cigarette- holders, and enormous bouquets which he modestly called buttonholes.. He would sit late in the office re-touching some work which Denis or Greaves had done badly, simply in order to protect them from the wrath of Mr. Boulter ; yet he was furiously jealous if either of them were praised, and would warn them solemnly against infringing on the path of his ambition. He often invited Denis to accompany him to his home ; Denis evaded him, not too politely, for a long time, but in the end he was obliged to give in. The family of Abrahams re- ceived him with a fervour that made him breathless : Mrs. Abrahams, who was enormously stout and possessed four chins and a yellow velvet tea-gown of staggering splendour, embraced him heavily ; Mr. Abrahams, who seemed at first sight to be nothing but a nose rampant above a waistcoat, patted him on the back and asked after his ‘ pa ’ ; and Miss Abrahams, a gipsy- like damsel with a beautiful, pale amber complexion and THE FIRST ROUND 236 immense, luxurious eyes, looked at him as if he were a fairy prince who had roused her from enchanted slumber. They sat down at half-past six to an immense meal at which cold ham and game-pie were flanked with muffins and bread-and-butter and watercress and trifle and all kinds of cakes, and they plied Denis with food to such an extent that the thought of a week's starvation became delicious. They talked volubly, and when any subject arose that merited the disapproval of the ladies — old Abrahams really said most extraordinary things ! — or when some one was mentioned whom they disliked, they assumed the most delicious air of languor and spokedn a mincing and artificial way that had the charm of high comedy. They were often quite ridiculous and extremely affected, but Denis was able to come to one con- clusion about the whole family : there was no doubt about their deep affection for one another. Abrahams was obvi- ously adored by his parents and his sister ; they were con- tinually quoting him, or appealing for his opinion. ‘ Gustus says ' ‘ What do you think about it, Gustus, my dear boy ? ' 'I always put on a red hat when I go out with Gustus, Mr. Yorke. He just adores bright shades.' And Gustus was certainly quite at his best at home, and made fun of his sister most cleverly and yet kindly, and kissed his mother's hand when she went out of the dining-room, which, Denis thought, was a very pretty custom. After * tea ' was over they sat in a room which was quite full of the most expensive and hideous furniture, and listened to Miss Abrahams' rendering of Chopin,' s Second Nocturne, followed by selections from all the latest musical comedies. Denis thought poorly of Miss Abrahams' soul, but her fingers were certainly dexterous, and she made great play with the loud pedal. Her eyelids fluttered beautifully, and her handsome shoulders rose and sank as if she were trying to free them from some invisible weight. ‘ I 'm sure you play, Mr. Yorke ! ' she said suddenly, swing- ing round on the music-stool, and clasping her hands as she leant towards him. Denis, as he looked at her, was reminded of an engraving in an old copy of Byron's poems which THE FIRST ROUND 237 represented Haidee leaning over the sleeping Don J uan. How extremely red her lips were, and how the lower one seemed always to be on the point of falling away from the upper, and yet kept its place and helped to form a full and quite beautiful bow ! He noticed also that the iris of her dark eyes was flecked with little yellow streaks. ‘ I gave up music altogether last summer/ he said, rather curtly. ‘ Oh, how sad ! ’ she crooned. ' I ’m sure you played very nicely, Mr. Yorke. I can see it in your face. You have a real high-art expression.’ ‘ Cecilia, don’t tease Mr. Yorke,’ admonished Mrs. Abrahams, but without severity. Denis, who was guiltily conscious of a note of roughness in his refusal to play, said that he thought Cecilia was a most appropriate name for a musician. The remark had an almost embarrassing success. ‘ We ’ve both got Roman names because we ’ve both got Roman noses,’ cried Gustus. The physical claim that this assertion contained was not strictly legitimate, but it made Mr. and Mrs. Abrahams laugh immoderately. 4 Gustus ’ll be the death of me some day ! ’ said the proud mother. And Gustus winked gaily at Denis. Then they played absurd round games of cards — Animal Grab, in which Mr. Abrahams uttered the peculiar cry of every species of mammal at the wrong moment, and Old Maid, when he created intense amusement by omitting to remove a Queen from the pack before the game began. They were quite disconsolate when Denis had to depart, and Cecilia insisted on lighting his bicycle lamp with her own fair hands. Queer people, but rather jolly and very kind, thought Denis, as he trundled homeward through the slush of another rapid thaw. The cloudy pillar of depression that usually accom- panied him on this journey seemed somewhat less dense than usual. He found himself actually envying Abrahams, — Abrahams, from whom he had turned at first with contemptu- ous aversion ! To be doing the work one liked, whatever it might be, and to adore and be adored by one’s people in a home where laughter and affection entirely atoned for saffron tea- THE FIRST ROUND 238 gowns and awful furniture, — one couldn’t demand much more than that ! He tried to picture himself brought up in a family of the same kind, but the vision faded when he thought of Cecilia’s rendering of the Second Nocturne. When he reached home Dr. Yorke commented, though not in a tone of reproof, on the lateness of his arrival, and he explained its reason. Dr. Yorke made some remarks to the effect that though Mr. Abrahams was a worthy man who had worked his way to affluence from a small grocer’s shop, it was scarcely incumbent upon Denis to associate with young Abrahams after office hours. ‘ Not that I mind,’ said Dr. Yorke, * I hope I am not so foolish as to despise a self-made man. Self-made men are the backbone of England. But people are oddly particular about class-distinctions in the country. Some of my patients would be quite shocked if they knew you were associating with people in a different position.’ ‘ Abrahams is an articled clerk, just like me,’ said Denis wearily. ‘ Of course, of course, but you know what I mean,’ Dr. Yorke had answered. Gradually Denis dropped into the habit of going to see the Abrahams once a week— usually on Fridays ; and if he omitted to visit them Gustus would arrive at the office on Saturday charged with three separate and severe reproaches. Greaves was not invited to these festivities. ‘ I don’t mind old Greaves in the office,’ explained Gustus, ‘ but he ain’t precisely the kind of feller that you want to introduce to your sister, don’t yer know. I did take him round once, and he made a blasted favour of it and was as grumpy as be damned. Pa didn’t cotton to him at all, at all.’ ‘ Pa ’ certainly ‘ cottoned ’ to Denis. ‘ A nice-spoken, gentlemanly young chap,’ he said, as he sat before his patriarchal hearth with his waistcoat unbuttoned ; ‘ a bit quiet, but none the worse for that.’ ‘ And so nice-looking ! ’ said Miss Cecilia : ‘ and yet sad, like one of Burne-Jones’s beautiful knights.’ Mrs. Abrahams did not blossom into such aesthetic raptures, but occupied her leisure moments in making a large comforter for Denis to THE FIRST ROUND 239 wear when he bicycled between the Red House and the office. After a while he began really to enjoy these Friday evenings, and to look forward to them during the dullness of office work and the almost insufferable tedium of the sordid County Court. But in spite of them he was still the prey of intense depression, and when he awoke in the morning his heart would sink at the thought of having to live down another long day that would resemble its predecessors in every dreary detail. There was still no news of Noel, and Denis was almost glad of it. He wanted no reminder of the ancient happiness that was slowly becoming a half-forgotten dream. He began to find a perverse and sardonic pleasure in contemplating the complete destruction of his old self ; at the end of February, when he had been in the office for six months, it seemed to him that all his former tastes and desires were really dead ; the music in his brain was as silent as the piano in the Red House, and the thought of his school life became a recollection of episodes, and not of ideas and sensations. He continued to avoid Gabriel Searle as completely as was possible. 240 THE FIRST ROUND XXVII T HE winter ended with a terrific snowstorm, and very slowly spring journeyed northwards, a capricious goddess, niggard of sunshine, and apt to slay her own faint flowers with sudden mimicry of the methods of her forerunner. But she came at last ; her breath mellowed the air of dark and balmy nights of March, and her eyes shone in sunbeams that penetrated even the legal dust of Mr. Boulter’s office windows. Mr. Boulter ignored her, or pulled down the blind in her face, and Mr. Byng growled because hunting was at an end, but Abrahams rejoiced greatly. Spring, he informed Denis face- tiously, was responsible for nine out of every ten breach-of- promise actions in the world. Not that he was only conscious of this particular aspect of her influence ; he liked to see the country, and was jolly keen on nature and all that, though Denis mightn’t think it ; actually felt inclined, some morn- ings, to pitch old Boulter’s parchments at old Boulter’s head, and to dash out into the shining world. Funny how it took people, the spring. Cissy, for instance, when it came, did nothing but read poetry and sing songs about lovers who went sailing on the cruel sea. Old Greaves, on the other hand, made plans for his own reformation and drank an extra pint of beer every day. Boulter wore a white waistcoat and oiled the place where his hair used to grow. He wound up this rhapsody by inviting Denis to come for a walk in the woods on the following Saturday. Denis refused at first, but a relentless cross-examination by Abrahams proved that he had no reasonable excuse, and in the end he was obliged, for the sake of his own peace, to consent. On Saturday morning Abrahams arrived at the office with a satchel containing a copious supply of sandwiches and hard-boiled eggs, two bottles of beer and some raspberry vinegar. 4 The R.V. ’s for Cissy,’ he said. 4 Messy stuff, only fit for THE FIRST ROUND 241 women. She ’s going to meet us at the cross-road near All Oaks Wood. It ’s quite warm enough to-day for a picnic/ Denis had been wholly unaware that Miss Cecilia was to be included in the expedition, but the news that she was to join them caused him no particular thrill of delight or irritation. During the last two months he had grown quite intimate with the Abrahams family • the Friday evening tea had become a fixed institution, and, on the whole, he liked Cecilia, though her affectations were occasionally fatiguing. She invariably tried to persuade him to play the piano, and tossed her head and flounced when he refused ; and she always insisted on pinning a flower in his buttonhole, an operation which was only accomplished after innumerable writhings, giggles, and cries of ‘ Stand still, you naughty boy ! ' which were quite inappropriate, for Denis was as immobile as a bronze statue of patience. She met them at the appointed rendezvous, looking, though Denis omitted to notice the fact, extremely handsome in a white frock and a big red hat. The soft air had dealt kindly with her delicate, pale amber complexion, flushing it with very faint pink, and her eyes were extraordinarily bright. She carried a stick with an iron spike in the ferule. ‘ You look a regular daisy ! ’ said her artless brother, striking an absurd attitude in front of her, ‘ don’t she, Yorke, my lad ? 9 Denis said, 'Yes, rather ! ’ with due emphasis. Miss Cecilia looked at him, smiled, fluttered, sighed, and began to stab the road with the point of her stick. ‘ Do you mind my coming with you, Mr. Yorke ? ’ she asked, glancing at him sideways. Denis made an appropriate response, and she sighed again, and looked at him with eyes that had become infinitely mournful. ‘ Oh, if I only knew what really went on inside that calm face of yours ! * she said. ' Well/ said her brother, ‘ I don’t know what ’s going on inside his calm face, but I know what ’s going on inside his uncalm body, and that ’s hunger. I vote we find a sheltered place where there ’s some sun, and have lunch.’ They entered the wood, and Cecilia found a glade that was Q 242 THE FIRST ROUND full of sunshine and quite out of the wind. Here they un- packed the basket, and then the cry went up that has ascended from a thousand picnics in every quarter of the civilised globe. Abrahams clutched his brow with a gesture of extravagant despair, and pointed a reproachful finger at his sister. 4 Woman/ he said, ‘ the corkscrew ! woe is me, the corkscrew ! and not only the corkscrew, but the water for the rasp, vin/ Cecilia began to shriek apologies, but her brother silenced her. ‘ No matter/ he said magnificently. ‘ The keeper's cottage isn't far. I 'll go off and borrow one.' ‘ Let me go,' said Denis. ‘ I know where it is, and I don’t believe you do.' But Cecilia would not hear of this. ‘ He '11 find it quite easily, Mr. Yorke ; you must stay and talk to me,' she said. ‘ Right-oh ! ' cried her brother. ‘ I shan’t be more than ten minutes. Don't you eat up everything, you two ! ' and he departed, whistling. ‘ Let 's sit down,' said Cecilia ; and they did so, she on a felled tree and Denis on a mossy stump. The boy clasped his hands round his knees and looked up at the delicate greens and greys that were beginning to soften the lovely outlines of a silver birch. This return to the woods that he had avoided for so long was causing him the most odd sensations ; the subtle odour of the earth and of last year’s leaves made him feel almost dizzy ; he stared at the sky beyond the silver birch and half closed his eyes. A bee flew close to his ear, and its humming died away in a swift diminuendo. All the wood was lyric with the songs of the birds • and he was surprised to find that he could still recognise their different voices. It seemed so many years, so black and desolate an age, since he had last heard them ! He felt as if he had been blind and deaf for centuries. He had wholly forgotten that he was not alone when Cecilia's voice broke in upon his thoughts. ‘ Aren’t you going to speak to me, Mr. Yorke ? ' she asked. Denis turned towards her with a startled air. ‘ I ’m very sorry,' he said. ‘ I 'm afraid I 'm very rude. THE FIRST ROUND 243 You must have thought I 'd fallen into a trance. You see, this is the first time I 've been in a wood — since I was — for ages.’ She threw her head backwards and pouted. ‘ I see ! ' she said. 4 And of course, oh, of course ! woods are much more interesting than poor girls ! Don't mind me, Mr. Yorke ; go on looking at your horrid old wood.' Abruptly, she dropped her affected manner, and leant forward, looking at him intently. 4 You are different from ordinary people, aren't you ? ' she murmured. The words had a strange familiarity ; for a moment Denis felt as if he had lived through an exactly similar scene at some other time in his life. Then he remembered ; he saw himself, a forlorn, dripping small boy, standing in the rain at nightfall, and near him was a dim figure which spoke — the figure of a little girl in a yellow mackintosh. Something seemed to crack in the region of his heart. His eyes smarted. He realised that Cecilia was still leaning forward and looking at him. Her face was so near that he could have counted the queer streaks of yellow in her eyes. He thought then that she had a very peculiar expression. She smiled when he looked at her, and then the smile faded slowly. To his utter amazement she put a hand on his arm. ‘ I 'd better tell you,' she said, seeming to fight for breath between the words ; ‘ you 're not like any one else, one has to tell you the truth. I left it out on purpose.' ‘ Left it out ? ' echoed the stupefied Denis. ‘ Yes, yes ! ' cried Cecilia. ‘ The corkscrew. Oh ! you 'll despise me, I know ; you always do, but I couldn’t help it. I 'd never been alone with you, and I couldn't see a chance, and I knew Gustus would have to go and fetch it, and I knew that he wouldn't know the way to the cottage from here, and I chose this place on purpose. You think me a horrid, hateful girl — I can see it in your eyes — but 1 had to do it, I had to do it! ' Her voice became shrill. Denis felt desperately uncomfort- able, and yearned for the sound of Abrahams' returning foot- 244 THE FIRST ROUND steps. He was quite convinced that Cecilia had gone mad. Meanwhile Cecilia continued to pour out a torrent of words. ‘ I know you don’t care for me ; I know you never will ! ’ Her voice was shrill and tremulous, like the sound of a taut wire in the wind. She rolled her eyes in a way that Denis would have thought comic on any other occasion ; her fingers trembled convulsively. ‘ You ’re different to the others, that ’s why I ’m making a show of myself. And they did admire me, though you may not believe it ! ’ She gasped, and produced a tiny lace-bordered handkerchief. ‘ You think I ’ve no shame,’ she said, sniffing violently, ‘ but I don’t care, I don’t care.’ Denis’s acute embarrassment began to give place to irrita- tion. Abrahams, he knew, would return in a few 'minutes, and then there would be a scene, and the day would be ruined. He withdrew his sleeve from her clutching fingers. ‘ Oh, do stop ! ’ he said. She sprang up, trying to assume an air of offended dignity, and stood looking at him for a moment. Then she uttered a strange cry, fell on her knees, flung her arms round his neck, and kissed his mouth again and again. He felt her warm breath on his face, and when he tried to push her away the yielding softness of her body troubled him obscurely. Sud- denly she released him, tearing away her arms with an almost violent gesture, and sat on the fallen tree, dabbing her eyes with her tiny handkerchief. ‘ That ’s what I ’ve been wanting to do for weeks ! ’ she remarked. ‘ I feel better now.’ Denis did not congratulate her on her changed sensations, but sat on his stump looking red and miserable and feeling supremely ridiculous. After another moment of dabbing she leant towards him. ‘ I know you think I ’ve no shame, ’she said, rather piteously, 1 but it isn’t only that. I don’t love you only because you’re so nice-looking * it ’s because I know you ’re not happy. I knew it when I first saw you, and I ’d have died to make you happier, I would indeed. Gustus laughed at me, and said you only looked like that because you hated learning law, but I THE FIRST ROUND 245 knew better. I ’ve told you my secret, won’t you tell me yours ? ’ Her eyes were shining now with pure friendliness. The inexperienced Denis was completely amazed by this new development, and stared blankly at her. She became very mournful when he refused to speak. ‘ I knew it all along/ she said, shaking her head. ‘ You ’re in love with some one. That ’s why you ’re so sad. That ’s why you hate poor me. But I don’t care,’ she added, with another swift change of tone, ‘ I don’t care, because I ’ve kissed you.’ Denis thought with envy of the fate of Dathan and Abiram. His embarrassment grew to absolute fear. As she sat there in her large red hat and too elaborate frock she seemed to become a monstrous and terrifying thing, crafty and hostile as a dangerous animal. He had never thought that women’s eyes could glow with that odd light. He glanced round the wood. It seemed to him that the aspect of all the earth and sky had changed. ‘ I don’t hate you,’ he said feebly. ‘ But I wish ’ She cut him short. ‘ You needn’t be afraid,’ she said rapidly ; ‘ I shan’t ever do it again. You ’re like ice. And though I don’t care now, I shall lie awake for nights crying because of to-day. I have some pride, though you mightn’t think it. I wish you did hate me ; it would mean that you thought about me, instead of taking less notice than if I was an earwig or a blade of grass.’ She dabbed her eyes again. ‘ Oh, I ’m miserable, miserable ! ’ she moaned. ‘ We mustn’t ever meet again ! I couldn’t bear it, I couldn’t face the shame.’ She tore the lace from her handkerchief with a sharp gesture and flung it on the ground. Her voice was deep with reproachfulness. Denis felt that this was the last straw. ‘ But we ’re sure to meet,’ he said. 1 Why can’t we be friends, just as we used to be ? ’ ‘ Were we ever friends ? ’ she whispered tragically. Then her whole manner changed. 4 Good gracious ! ’ she cried f ‘ if we haven’t forgotten all THE FIRST ROUND 246 about lunch ! ' She went quickly to the satchel and began to spread its contents on the ground. A moment later Denis realised that she had heard the sound of her brother's return. 4 Mr. Yorke and I had such an interesting talk that we forgot all about lunch ! ’ she cried gaily when Gustus and the corkscrew appeared in the glade. And when they sat on the tree and consumed the sandwiches and hard-boiled eggs she was positively brilliant, and drank large quantities of diluted raspberry vinegar. Denis soon began to wonder if he had dreamed the whole episode. Her flow of epigram endured for the whole afternoon as they roamed about the woods, and Denis, to his great surprise, found himself laughing as heartily as Abrahams. They parted at the Abrahams' garden gate about half-past five. She took the flowers which he had gathered for her, and, in Abrahams' phrase, ‘ chawfed ' him because the stalks were too short. It had been a most successful day, she pronounced, and appealed to him for his verdict with a most frank and friendly smile. Suddenly he saw a strained expression invade her eyes and her lips quivered slightly. She turned and walked slowly towards the front door. Gustus accompanied Denis for a short distance, making plans for another excursion. When they were at the end of the High Street he stopped abruptly. ‘ Just a word, Yorkie, my boy,' he said. ‘ When I went to fetch the corkscrew did she ask you to kiss her ? ' This bald question petrified Denis. He stared at Gustus. ‘ Who ? What ? ' he muttered indistinctly. Gustus uttered a peculiar low laugh, and smote him on the back with considerable violence. ‘ I thought so,' he said, ‘ when I came back and saw that you were the colour of her Sunday hat. Don't you worry about it, old feller. She 's always doing it.' ‘ Oh ! is she ? ' said Denis. Gustus nodded solemnly. ‘ She means nothing by it,' he explained. ‘ It is her nature so to do. You see, I don’t want you to feel sheepish when you THE FIRST ROUND 247 come on Fridays. There ’s nothing in it, absolutely nothing. So long, old man.’ Denis meditated on these fraternal revelations as he rode homewards on his bicycle. Could they be true ? Was she really ‘ always like that ’ ? He thought of the quivering lips at the garden gate, and felt mentally lost. Then he recon- sidered every detail of the scene in the wood, and his face burned so furiously that he was thankful for the darkness. What disgusting luck it was to be entrapped in so awkward an experience, and what a foolish figure he had cut. He tried to imagine some of his friends in the same position — Noel, or even Gabriel Searle ! — but failed. It seemed impossible that such a piece of ill-fortune could come into their lives. So she was ‘ always like that.' Yet when he thought again of Gustus’s condemning words, he was tremendously startled to find that they aroused in him no feeling of consolation, but actually a dim kind of resentment. So she behaved in that way with every one — kissed them on the mouth with her warm lips, and hugged them fiercely with her soft arms ! Denis shivered violently, and mended his pace. Did all girls behave in that way ? His mind went questing in the past which it had shunned for so long, and suddenly the face of Rosalind seemed actually to shine before his eyes, — no tantalising vision, but one which consoled him exactly as it had done when he had been troubled or weary at school. She, at any rate, was made in a finer mould ; she was never ‘ like that ! 9 He thought of her during the remainder of his journey, and the memory of the episode in the wood ceased to torment his soul. It continued to recur at intervals, however, and when he went to the usual festivity on the following Friday his blood ran up scarlet signals of embarrassment whilst he was greeted by Cecilia. That young lady was perfectly self-possessed, though she seemed more sedate than was usual, and looked ill. The atrocious Abrahams winked at Denis, and tried to draw his attention to Cecilia with a humorous jerk of the head when- ever her back was turned — a foolish pantomime which was discreetly ignored by Denis. They had only sat at the table for five minutes on this 248 THE FIRST ROUND particular Friday when Denis realised that something had happened to annoy his hosts. A cloud overhung the genial brow of Mr. Abrahams, and his wife’s saffron tea-gown was distended with frequent and very audible sighs. Even Gustus looked grim « he had been comparatively silent during office hours for the last two or three days, announcing at intervals that he was about fed-up with Wychcombe. For a moment Denis had a horrid fear that Mr. and Mrs. Abrahams had heard of the drama in the wood, and were going to betroth him to Cecilia ; but he realised very soon that he was not the cause of their indignation. When tea was ended Mrs. Abrahams and Cecilia went to the drawing-room, and Mr. Abrahams lit a very large, pale cigar. He smoked somewhat noisily for several minutes, then looked at Denis, and removing the cigar, opened his lips to speak. But when Denis looked at him expectantly, he appeared to change his mind, avoided the boy’s eye, and continued to smoke. These manoeuvres seemed to make Gustus restive. ‘ Out with it, pa,’ he exhorted his parent : ‘ now or never ! The more you look, the wider the water. Shut your eyes and pull your socks up. Hold your nose and make a bolt for fresh air. Get it off your chest like a man.’ Thus encouraged, Mr. Abrahams again removed his cigar, smoothed the creases from his colossal waistcoat, said ‘ Hem ! ’ three times in crescendo, and fixed Denis with a solemn stare. ‘ My young friend,’ he said, ‘ what is your private opinion of Mr. Boulter ? ’ The question disappointed Denis, who was expecting something tremendous. ‘ I believe he ’s a very clever lawyer,’ he answered. Mr. Abrahams wagged a fat finger. 4 Now, now, my dear Master Yorke ! ’ he chuckled. ‘ That ’s only your public opinion of Mr. Boulter. I want the real thing, the real thing.’ His voice assumed a rich succulency. ‘ I think he ’s a slimy old beast ! ’ said Denis. ‘ But I presume that you intend to pursue your studies in Mr. Boulter’s office for some years ? ’ continued Mr. Abrahams. ‘ I ’m obliged to, worse luck,’ said Denis. THE FIRST ROUND 249 4 Well, don't ! ' said Mr. Abrahams. He leant back in his chair and regarded Denis with immense solemnity. 4 Please, what do you mean ? ' asked the boy. He was convinced that Mr. Abrahams was bringing off some elaborate jest at his expense. 4 What I said/ answered Mr. Abrahams. 4 Don't. You aren't, or you won't be, so don't.' He met the gaze of Denis's astonished eyes for a moment, and then chuckled slowly. 4 What my respected pa means is this,' explained Gustus. 4 Don't think you 'll put in all your time at old Boulter's, because very soon there mayn't be any old Boulter to receive you in his office with smiles of affection and esteem, as his custom was. And don't think you 're bound to old Boulter, for an event may shortly happen which may release you from all obligations. There you have it in legal English/ 4 Do you mean that he 's ill ? ' asked Denis. 4 He was all right yesterday morning. I heard him having a row with Byng.' 4 He wants a change of air,' said Gustus, and at this remark Mr. Abrahams laughed so immoderately that the tears came into his eyes. 4 That 's it,' he said, 4 a change of air, a little voyage ! Boulter by name and Boulter by nature. Haw -haw ! ' Suddenly he became serious. 4 He 's a dam scoundrel,' he said, thumping the table, 4 and in a couple of days every one in the county '11 know it. I happen to know it earlier than most people. Now, look here, my boy ; I 'm a man of business, take my advice. Don't go to the office to-morrow. By Monday your father won't want you to go, I reckon. Any- how, you stay away. Don't mind about your articles ; all that can be settled later, — luckily Gustus has just finished his. You keep clear of a wasp's nest that is going to be smoked out/ The essential factors in the case of Mr. Boulter were at length explained to Denis. Boulter had been solicitor to a large local trust for many years, and had systematically defrauded the trustees from the first year of his appointment. He had managed to conceal his thefts with amazing cleverness, and only the most absurd accident had revealed the truth 250 THE FIRST ROUND to one of the trustees, a local magnate who had been Mr. Abrahams’ partner. This personage had come to Mr. Abrahams on the Thursday evening in a condition that hovered between paralysis and apoplexy. It did not take long for the experienced eye of Mr. Abrahams to discover the truth about the solicitor’s career. A warrant for the arrest of Mr. Boulter was about to be issued. ‘ But they won’t get him,’ said Gustus ; ‘ he ’s too smart for ’em ! Went off to Birmingham yesterday morning, eh, Yorkie ? He must have known it was all U.P. By now he ’s on the Bay of Biscay, ho, and I hope he ’s being sick. We shan’t see him any more till we meet in heaven. It ’s awkward for me, as I meant to be his partner. Silly old fool ! ’ Denis had an uneasy feeling that Gustus was not in the least appalled by Mr. Boulter’s crime, but despised him heartily for allowing his iniquities to be detected. As he walked home — for his bicycle was at Boulter’s office — he was at first conscious only of a deep disgust at being in- volved, however slightly, in so sordid an affair. The old, implacable resentment surged up in his breast ; how like his father, he thought, to make him the pupil of a thief ! Gradu- ally, however, a new train of ideas, inspired in part, perhaps, by the balmy evening air and the physical pleasure of walking through the darkness, began to invade his mind. This collapse of Mr. Boulter meant freedom ! — the freedom which he had almost ceased to desire until his return to the woods, on the day when the birds sang and Cecilia behaved like a lunatic, had awakened the old craving and overwhelmed him with vague, bitter-sweet memories. There would be an end of conveyances and county courts, and Mr. Byng would cease to be genial ; best of all, there would be an end of the foul- mouthed Greaves. His spirits rose when he contemplated the vision of liberty, and as he looked back on his imprisonment he felt a thrill of hatred that was almost pleasure. How he loathed the office ! Was it possible that he had only been chained there for seven or eight months ? In retrospect it seemed a lifetime. It was ended, now, at any rate ; his father would not dream of sending him back to a place that was THE FIRST ROUND 251 tainted with theft ; his attitude towards dishonesty had always been pitiless. But would Dr. Yorke insist that he should continue to learn law in another office ? It was almost certain that he would. Denis squared his shoulders and drew a deep breath ; nothing, he told himself, should make him obey. He had been weak before ; he had been taken by surprise and was too bewildered to resist, and escape had seemed impossible. It seemed equally impossible now, but he was suddenly strong, his old vitality had returned. He would find a way. He strode along vigorously, drawing the night air deep into his lungs, and feeling an ecstasy of pleasure in the rhythmic play of the muscles in his legs and back. He could almost imagine that he was a dead man who had returned to life, so novel and splendid seemed the world. Mr. Boulter had really performed a miracle ! The new moon edged her way through a wreath of mist, and he took off his cap to her solemnly. He halted to watch her as she rose, and when her dim radiance showed the dark outline of the hills he greeted them with an exulting cry. For a moment he felt a passionate longing to go to them at once, to ascend by some well-remembered path, and standing on the edge of the crest, to listen to the sigh of the sleeping earth. They seemed to him living and faithful friends whom he had long neglected. But very soon he realised that there was a fiercer yearning in his heart ; his pulses throbbed swiftly, and when he began to walk, the inner voices which he had imagined to be dumb for ever began to murmur a triumphant melody. His blood ran hot and cold, and fiery lights flashed before his eyes. The old sense of some imminent, wonderful event began to haunt him with an irre- sistible obsession. When he reached the Red House he went straight to his room and began to ransack the wardrobe eagerly, flinging the clothes in all directions in the manner of a character in farcical comedy. At length, apparently, he found the object for which he was searching, and leaving the clothes to lie in fantastic disorder throughout the room, he rushed down- stairs. A moment later the long-abandoned piano was open ; 252 THE FIRST ROUND he struck several loud chords and, without pausing, began to play. No creation of another composer, however noble, could satisfy him that night ; he was whirled into an extraordinary improvisation in which all the pent-up vitality that belonged to eight months of youth found a violent and delirious outlet. The great chords boomed through the house like the voices of giants, and high above them echoed the cries of Maenads who streamed across the upland with waving torches that shone on their tossing hair and maddened eyes. A brief silence, and then came the awakening murmur of the forest at the hour of dawn, swelling gradually to a great climax of rejoicing that hailed the resurrection of the sun. From the loud splendour of this paean was born a melody that sang the loveliness of spring, and the flower spirits of the dim woodland took hands and danced in the glades, and there was laughter on the gleam- ing faces of the rivers. The shining soul of freedom passed through the world, and the sorrowful forgot their sorrow, and the joyous were dowered with a finer and more pensive joy. The great sea shouted when she passed, and the trumpets of the wind thundered her praise. This, at any rate, was what Denis felt and heard. He played for nearly an hour, and ultimately was interrupted by his father, who entered the room looking greatly surprised. ‘ I thought you had given up the piano/ he said ; ‘ I suppose you found the key. Denis, I have just heard a piece of news which concerns you. There is an unpleasant rumour going about the county ; people are saying that Mr. Boulter has been behaving dishonourably, and that he has gone away in order to avoid the consequences. Have you heard anything about it ? We must never condemn a fellow-creature hastily, of course.’ Denis swung round on the music-stool. ‘ I heard all about it from Mr. Abrahams/ he said. * It ’s quite true. I suppose/ he added after a moment, ‘ I needn’t go back to the office.’ Dr. Yorke seemed surprised by this assumption. ‘ Oh ! ’ he said : 4 I don’t know about that. The business THE FIRST ROUND 253 will be carried on by Byng, I should think. After all, the man Boulter may be innocent ; Mr. Judkins, who discovered the error, is notorious for his prejudices. At present, at all events, you must continue to go ; I can't have you shirking the work of your life. After a time I must arrange to transfer you to another office, if necessary.' ‘ Ah ! ' said Denis. He turned slowly, and struck a soft chord on the piano. If Dr. Yorke could have seen his face he would have been somewhat startled. But Dr. Yorke was engaged in fumbling in his pockets. ‘ I met the postman on my way home,’ he said ; ‘ there was a letter for you. Now, where on earth did I put it ? It had a London postmark. Whom do you know in London, Denis ? I didn't know there was any one. Ah ! here it is.' He handed the letter to Denis. The boy looked at it casually for amoment, and then a shiver of surprise ran through his body, and his eyes glowed strangely. He gave one swift glance at his father and thrust the letter in a pocket. ‘ Thank you,' he said. ‘ It 's from an old schoolfellow.' ‘That's right!' said Dr. Yorke, ‘don’t neglect to keep up school friendships. Look at Gabriel Searle ; his school friends come to stay with him even now, and he 's getting on for fifty. Don't make too much noise, Denis, I 've some letters to write. I never heard anything like the row you were making as I came in.' ‘ I shan’t play any more,' said Denis. As Dr. Yorke entered the study he heard the shriek of a scale that rang through the house and then the thump of the piano-lid as it was closed. A moment later Denis rushed upstairs to his room. Once again an event had happened to prove the wisdom of his prophetic sense. The address on the envelope which he tore open was written by Noel Tellier. 2 54 THE FIRST ROUND XXVIII O N the afternoon of the Sunday that followed Mr. Boulter’s abrupt retirement from his profession, Augustus Abrahams was sitting in the tiny room that he called his study, smoking a cigarette and reading a comic paper. His brilliant patent-leather boots rested on the mantelpiece, his lurid waistcoat, still glowing from the hands of Cecilia, was unbuttoned in accordance with the principle of heredity, and his attitude and his expression denoted the extreme of physical and mental ease. A gold cigar-case lay open on the small table by his side, and near it stood a large glass that was filled with very purple port. It was his invariable custom on Sunday afternoons to retire with his wine to his own room, leaving Mr. Abrahams to slumber stertorously on the dining-room sofa. He had been reclining in this attitude for about half an hour, and was beginning to feel that a pleasant languor was invad- ing all his senses, when a knock at the door caused him to sit up with a jerk. He looked round with an expression of annoy- ance, that changed instantly to delight when he saw who the intruder was. ‘ Yorkie, my boy ! ’ he cried : ‘ charmed to see you, old feller ! Sit down and have a glass of magenta. Port after stormy seas and bike rides doth greatly please, says the poet. Oh, you walked, did you ? Bike at Boulter’s and you ’ve come to shake the dust off your tyres on his doorstep, eh ? He ’s gone for good, Yorkie, they won’t get him. I suppose you aren’t going back to the office ? ’ ‘ No, I ’m not,’ said Denis. 4 What are you going to do, then ? ’ asked Gustus. He stared hard at Denis for a moment. * What the jooce has happened to you, Yorkie ? ’ he cried ; ‘ you look different, somehow. You’ve got an eye on you like a diamond solitaire. Has your long-lost uncle left you a fortune, or did you meet Cissy in the hall ? 9 THE FIRST ROUND 255 Denis flushed absurdly. ‘ Oh, do shut up/ he said. ‘ Well, you look top hole/ went on Gustus ; ‘ I do believe you 've grown since Friday night. You 've been up to something, you young dog. Who is she ? All right ! don't get angry ; only my funny way. I 'll be polite and formal. To what, Mr. Yorke, am I indebted for the doubtful honour of this dreary visit ? ' Denis was silent for a moment. ‘ Look here,' he said, ‘ swear you won’t tell any one ; swear you won’t breathe a word even to your own people, and I ’ll tell you what I ’m going to do. Will you promise ? ' Gustus put one hand on his waistcoat and raised the other towards the ceiling. 4 1 swear,' he said in sepulchral tones, ‘ by the sun and moon, and the Pope of Rome, and the Scarlet Woman mentioned in Revelation, and the President of the American Republic and the tail of Beelzebub. Will that do for you ? Heave ahead ! ' * I 'm going to London,’ said Denis solemnly. Gustus stared at him with feigned rapture. ‘ My word ! ’ he cried. ‘ Only think ! that 's a thing that no one 's ever done before, anyhow ! Going to London ! My stars ! Then I suppose, my little hero, that your respected pa is going to put you in a London office. You take care of yourself ; it 's a wicked, wicked place, full of sweetshops and painted Jezebels.' 'No, he ’s not going to put me into an office,' answered Denis with vehemence. ‘ I 'm never going into an office again. I 've done with the loathsome Law. I ’m going to London to be a musician.' Abrahams whistled softly. ‘ O ho- ! ' he said. ' You 've cut off your respected pa with a shilling, I presume. When exactly did you become a musician ? Was it all of a sudden on Friday night ? ’ ‘ I 've always been one,’ said Denis : ‘ that 's why I hated Boulter’s. And now I 've got the chance of escaping, and I 'm going to take it. I 'm off to-morrow morning.' Abraham realised that he was serious. ‘ You 're going to bolt, in fact ? ' he inquired. 256 THE FIRST ROUND ‘ Yes ! ’ said Denis. He shivered with excitement. Gustus sipped his port meditatively. ‘ Rather rough luck on the old man, ain't it ? ’ he asked, without looking up. Denis made an impatient gesture. ‘ I don’t care, I don’t care,’ he muttered. * I ’ve got to go.’ The grim determination in his voice surprised Gustus. To think that quiet little Yorkie should turn out such a Tartar ! There must have been a family row ; old Yorke was an awful old sanctimonious ass. He looked steadily at Denis. ‘ I don’t know much about music myself,’ he said, ‘ but I suppose it ’s all right. Cissy seems to think so ; she pounds away at her love-songs all the blessed day. But is there any money in it ? that ’s the thing. Didn’t all these big musician- chaps have to go round with a barrel-organ for years before they did any good ? That ’s what I gathered from hearing Cissy talk about ’em.’ ‘ Oh, you don’t understand ! ’ cried Denis. ‘ Music — it isn’t a thing you do for money, it ’s a life — it ’s your life ! Money doesn’t matter if you ’re free — if you ’re doing the right thing, the thing you ’re meant to do.’ Gustus nodded slowly and sympathetically. ‘ Have you ever been hungry and not been able to get any- thing to eat ? ’ he asked. ‘ I haven’t, but I ’ve met fellers that have. Even money begins to matter a bit then.’ Denis meditated. ‘ But they come through,’ he said ; ‘ the musicians, I mean. Hunger doesn’t kill their music as other things kill it — working in an office or living with some one who can’t understand.’ ‘ Oh well, you know best ! ’ said Gustus, but without con- viction. ‘ But now we ’re on the subject, may I ask if you ’ve any money to get along with until you make your fortune by giving concerts to the Queen in the Albert Hall ? Or is the Lord Mayor going to board and lodge you free of charge at the Mansion House ? ’ Denis smiled. ‘ That is what I ’ve come to see you about,’ he said. ‘ I ’m very sorry, but I shall have to borrow two or three pounds THE FIRST ROUND 257 from you. Once I ’m in London I shall be all right ; I ’vea friend there, and I shall get some musical work to keep me going. I ’ve thought it all out.’ He showed no embarrassment in offering to elevate Gustus to the position of creditor. Gustus stared at him, then laughed softly. 4 This beats cockfighting ! ’ he said. ‘ So you Ve put your pride in your pocket at last, eh ? D’ you remember how you always refused cigarette-holders and things ? Yorkie, you 're a changed man/ ‘ It ’s only because I Ve got to go/ said Denis. ‘ I ’ll pay you back as soon as I can, but it may be some weeks/ Gustus rose and smacked him on the shoulder. ‘ Damn paying back/ he said ; 4 we ’re friends, ain’t we ? You can give me a free seat in the Albert Hall next to Queen Victoria. But what ’s the good of two or three pounds ? Is your friend a rich man ? ’ 4 No,’ answered Denis, ‘ I don’t think so. He ’s a musician too — a singer.’ ‘ Then I bet the first thing he does when he sees you is to borrow a fiver. You ’d better have twenty, Yorkie ; I ’m flush of money just now, and I can always go to the governor if I run short. And if you do get into low water, don’t forget your little friend Augustus. I ’ll be proud to do anything in that line, I will indeed.’ His kindness made Denis feel ashamed. Gustus produced a bundle of notes from a cash-box/ Ha ! I ’m richer than I thought,’ he said. ‘ Make it thirty, Yorke, just to oblige a friend. You ’ll want ’em all.’ But Denis refused to accept more than ten pounds. ‘ That ’ll keep me going for ages,’ he said. ‘ You can live on thirty shillings a week in London. I ’ve got a lot of songs that I can sell, too. I ’ll pay you back in a month, I hope.’ ‘ Oh, drop it ! ’ cried Gustus, with real annoyance. He fidgeted about the room for a while. ‘ I ’m jooced sorry you ’re going, Yorkie,’ he said at length, coming to a halt in front of Denis. ‘ I took to you from the first, though you were so jolly quiet. I shall never forget the way you punched old R THE FIRST ROUND 258 Greaves in the face. He ’d been wanting it for ages, but I ’m not good in that line. You 're a fighter, really, you know, and I reckon you ’ll come through the crowd even in the music trade. Cissie ’ll be the colour of cold veal when she hears that you ’ve gone.’ Denis looked frightened at the sound of that redoubtable name, and resolved to employ every art that would help him in avoiding its possessor. By a most unlucky coincidence, how- ever, they almost collided with Cecilia when they opened the study door. She gave a little shriek and smiled at Denis. ‘ Oh, Mr. Yorke,’ she said, ‘ who ’d have thought of seeing you ? I was just coming to tell Gustus to take me for a walk.’ ‘Oh! we never go for walks on a Sunday,’ said Gustus, rather rudely. * Cissie, Mr. Yorke and I have to talk business. We ’re in the thick of this Boulter affair.’ Cecilia flounced and bridled. ‘ Oh ! I wouldn’t interrupt you for worlds ! ’ she cried in shrill accents. ‘ Good-bye, Mr. Yorke.’ ‘ Good-bye,’ said Denis. Thank Heaven, this was the last of Cecilia. He shook hands with her, and then realised that she was regarding him with an absolutely bewildering expres- sion. He was becoming used to her infinite variety, however, and forgot her completely before he reached the garden gate. He gave Gustus an address in London where letters would reach him, and said farewell to him with real regret. ‘ Keep on smiling ! ’ shouted Gustus as Denis turned the c >rner. Wychcombe High Street was wholly deserted when he went to Boulter’s office for his bicycle. After some trouble he was able to borrow a key of the shed where it reposed, and as he stood ready to ride away for ever from those unhallowed precincts, he looked at the grimy windows and felt a deep thrill of defiant joy. No more Boulter, no more Greaves ! The shining road lay plain before him at last ! He mounted his bicycle and rode to the Red House, and played Mendelssohn’s Lieder ohne Worte to his father until dinner- tjme. THE FIRST ROUND 259 PART III XXIX THICK fog had descended on Chelsea, and the long room was full of tobacco smoke, so that when he entered it he could not distinguish between the faces of the men who were sitting by the fire. But a figure rose instantly from the circle — a figure which for a moment seemed to him no other than that of Mr. Duroy — and strode towards him. It was Noel, at last ; a very large Noel, with a beard and an immense pair of shoulders, but with the same voice and the same gestures that he had known so well at school. ‘ This is great ! ' he said, and Denis writhed in a most power- ful hand-clasp. Noel held him by the shoulders for a moment, and stared at him, beaming. ‘ You don't look so very legal, after all ! 5 he cried. ‘ Oh, I altered during the journey,' Denis answered. He was overcome with joy at meeting Noel at last, and noticed that the room smelt like the studio at Parnasse. ‘ Then you 're painting ! ' he said. ‘ A masterpiece now and then,' said Noel airily. ‘ You 've come at exactly the right moment. I 've a tame, pet musician here waiting to be introduced to you. Sandys, this is Denis Yorke, who is great and not famous ; Denis, this is Archibald Sandys, who is famous and will never be great. You can't be great if you 're christened Archibald, a name the Muse abhors.' A short man with very square shoulders rose from his chair by the fire and marched solemnly towards them. He had a pale face with a queer prim mouth and large melancholy eyes. He gazed up at Denis, who overtopped him exceedingly, and smiled a shy smile. ‘ How d' ye do ! ' he said in a high stac- cato voice, and shook Denis's hand as if it were a rat that he 26 o THE FIRST ROUND desired to slay. Still clinging to it, he made a gesture in the air with his left, and cried fiercely : ‘ Curse all claptrap ! ' 4 Curse all claptrap ! ' said Denis, laughing, hardly knowing what impelled him to re-echo the words. The astonishing little man said ‘ Good, good ! ' and went back to the fire. Noel explained him to Denis. 4 Don't mind him,' he said ; ‘ he 's mad, but honest. This is James Grimshaw, the painter. His great ambition is to get into the Academy ; but they 've no use for him ; he can't paint seraphs and sofa-cushions and women who cheat at cards.' Denis was thrilled. He knew that Grimshaw was already famous as one of the protagonists of the modern revolt against the oleaginous prettiness of the mid- Victorian Academic tradition. He had often read articles in the daily papers which protested shrilly against the painter’s brutal heaviness of line and violent orgies of colour, and he looked at him with respectful interest. Grimshaw, at that moment, hardly repre- sented his ideal of an iconoclast, a champion of new faiths and noble innovations : he was lean and unkempt, with sandy hair and a moustache like a superannuated nailbrush, and he seemed somnolent and morose. His face, Denis thought, would have been dignified but for the deep lines that ran from the side of each nostril to the corner of each lip. His forehead was magnificent. He shook hands without rising from his chair or speaking, and then stretched out his legs towards the fire and lay staring at a picture above the mantelpiece. Denis disliked him instinctively ; if Greaves, he felt, could by any possibility be an artist, he would certainly resemble Mr. Grimshaw. But he had no time in which to think about this idea, for Noel began to ask him innumerable questions. Denis told him the story of Boulter's office, and alluded briefly to his absolute incapacity for music whilst he had been a prisoner there. Little Sandys listened to this revelation with deep interest and smiled his beautiful sympathetic smile. 4 I was once in a bank,' he confided to Denis : 1 banks are very THE FIRST ROUND 261 bleak places/ Denis refrained from mentioning his father ; Grimshaw’s presence was inimical to the unveiling of domestic secrets, and Noel knew from his letter that he had absconded from home. ‘ Well, now we ’ve got you we mean to keep you/ said Noel, when the chronicle was ended. ‘ I Ve no spare room here, but I Ve found you an attic a few doors away. The landlord is a methodistical beast, but it ’s cheap, and there ’s a big window looking south across the river, and you 'll have room for a piano. You ’ll find a pale apology for lunch here every day. In the evenings I generally walk across to Soho and dine in one of the French or Italian places and try to persuade anarchists that I ’m a detective. Archibald always gives me away, though ; he looks so wicked. When I ’m really rich I go to the gallery of the Opera, whence, with the aid of a powerful telescope, I can see Grimshaw, R.A., in a box, making love to duchesses of heroic stature. It ’s a squalid life, mon Denis, and you ’ll soon get sick of it. When you do, we ’ll disguise our- selves as troubadours and tour the world with a mechanical piano.’ 4 I shall never get sick of it ! ’ said Denis. ‘ It ’s what I Ve wanted ever since I can remember. I ’m going to begin work- ing to-morrow. When I got to Paddington and smelt the London fog, I suddenly felt that I had only played at music all these years. Now I mean to do something serious. I used to think that one could only write music and poetry or paint in the country, but I see already how wrong I was. Just to drive through the streets on a dark day makes one feel alive all over.’ Grimshaw rose, looking somewhat bored. ‘ London ’s a monstrous pustule,’ he said briefly ; 4 it cries to Heaven for extinction.’ He strode heavily to the fireplace and knocked out the ashes from his pipe. Denis felt as if a cascade of icy water had been poured down his back, and hated the painter. ‘ Oh ! London ’s not such a bad old cesspool,’ said Noel cheerfully ; ‘ she looks rather grim when you ’re down to your last sovereign, but she ’s full of extraordinarily jolly people. She ’s full of idiots, too, of course, but you needn’t see them. 262 THE FIRST ROUND You can always find your friends and you needn't bother about acquaintances.' ‘ Oh ! ' said Denis suddenly : ‘ where is Rosalind ? ' Grimshaw turned quickly, stared at him, and then looked at Noel. ‘ Does he know her ? ' he asked in his surliest manner. ‘ Do you ? ’ asked Denis. Grimshaw stared at him again, and then replied, ‘ Oh yes ; we all know her.' Denis loathed him still more heartily. ‘ Is she in London ? ' he asked Noel. ‘ I don't know exactly where she is at this particular moment,' Noel answered. ‘ Hurtling about, I expect, in the manner of her sex.' Denis thought this a very unsatisfactory response to his eager inquiry ; Noel, however, gave him no chance of reiterating it, but began to perform sleight-of-hand feats with Grimshaw's hat, which was of the shape that one vaguely associates with race-meetings and seemed most un- fitting for an artist. Grimshaw rescued the hat without smil- ing, and eventually removed himself and it from the room, much to the relief of Denis. Little Sandys came towards Denis and stood staring at him with his funny pale eyes. ‘ May I ask if you are going to take lessons ? ' he said timidly. Noel laughed him to scorn. * Lessons ! ' he cried. ‘ He 's a genius, Archibald, a purple prodigy. He ought to have been turning the crowned heads of every court in Europe when he was fifteen instead of conjugat- ing the second aorist of tvtttio at an ordinary, stuffy English public school. He 's a great man, a composer, nom de nom de nom ! By the way, Denis, have you got any money ? It doesn’t matter, of course, if you haven’t ; I 'm rich beyond the dreams of Croesus ; I 've twenty-four pounds eighteen shillings and fourpence in the bank ; only we must make Archibald find you some temporary and lucrative employment to support your great soul until you drown the world with melody. Archibald, I may tell you, is a potent and terrible figure in the THE FIRST ROUND 263 ranks of those who look after English music. He can crush even a German artist.’ Sandvs smiled his little deprecating smile. 4 You probably know by this time that all Noel’s geese are swans,’ he said gently. ‘ I am quite unknown as a musician, but I happen to be connected — unfortunately, as I think — with the commercial side of the art in London ; in other words, I am that last of outcasts, a musical hack.’ * Lord save us, what ’s that ? ’ cried Noel histrionically. The little man took no notice of him, but still gazed at Denis with his lips parted in that unwavering smile. ‘ I put on a frock-coat, by request of the heads of the firm, and go round every day to read manuscripts for Wallaby, the big music publisher,’ he explained. ‘ I read a great number of ballads that are sent in by all sorts of people who aren’t artists, and I decide which of them are likely to be commercially successful. I am afraid that my decisions are not very wise, from Wallaby’s point of view ; still, for his purpose, a nega- tive test is as good as a positive. If I say that a song has a certain artistic merit, he knows that he will be wise in reject- ing it ; if I say that it is sugared beastliness, he knows that it will probably have a success at one of his damnable Saturday orgies.’ He spoke quietly, without heat, looking up at Denis with an expression of shy confidence. ‘ It must be hateful work,’ said Denis. ‘ Oh yes, it ’s quite hateful ! ’ Sandys replied with a little laugh. Noel patted his head. ‘ Never mind, my child,’ he said. ‘ It won’t last for ever. There ’s a good time coming when we ’ll all sail away for Eldorado in a big white steam-yacht, and compose fugues and symphonies all day, and walk in rose gardens all night to the sound of flutes and soft recorders. And Wallaby shall come with us. He shall have a camp-stool in the stoke-hole, and shall dance, fatly naked, for our pleasure. If he refuses, we ’ll tickle his toes with hot tuning-forks.’ Sandys giggled. ‘ I may be able to help you,’ he said to Denis. ‘ It would give me real pleasure to help some one who was keen ; but I THE FIRST ROUND 264 know nothing about your work except what Noel has told me. According to him, you are a very big swan indeed. I under- stand that you play as well as compose ; perhaps you would be so very kind as to play something now. Noel's piano is concert pitch ; 1 hope that will not annoy you. Could you manage a little Beethoven ? Noel has the sonatas.' Denis felt at that moment as if he could play anything in the world. Sandys requested timidly that he would select a piece of music which he really loved, and indicated that it ought to be of sufficient difficulty to show up his faults. Denis chose the Waldstein sonata. He felt that he was in magnificent form throughout the performance, and liked Noel's piano immensely. He really surprised himself. Consequently, when he rose from the piano to find that Sandys was contem- plating the ceiling with an expression of intense melancholy, he felt sharply disappointed. He had expected that the little man would be full of smiles and timid compliments. ‘ Oh, you 've come on ! ' cried Noel. Sandys said nothing for a moment ; then, without looking at Denis, he said, ‘ You 're badly in need of practice.' He looked sternly judicial — seemed, indeed, quite a different person from the gentle, apologetic creature that he had been before the performance of the sonata. ‘ What you want,' he continued, ‘ is a course of lessons from a really good man. And you must have them at once.' He spoke like a doctor address- ing a patient. He turned to Noel. * I '11 see Landberger,' he said ; ‘ he 's in London for the Spring. I 'm not certain, but I think he might take him on, as a great favour.' Denis's heart sank. He had heard of the great music- master. ‘ I 'm afraid, even if he did, I couldn’t afford it,' he said. ‘ I 'd better tell you that I 've no money ; I shall have seventy or eighty pounds a year when I 'm twenty-one ; but that won’t be for another ten months.' Sandys did not seem to be listening. ‘ Let us have some of your songs,' he said. f I suppose you 've brought them to London.' So Denis produced various manuscripts from his bag, and played the accompaniments whilst Noel sang. Noel’s voice THE FIRST ROUND 265 had become remarkably good, and Denis was so completely overcome with pleasure at hearing it once more that he was almost unable to play. When they had performed half a dozen of the songs little Sandys seized the manuscripts and began to turn the pages excitedly. ‘ But these are new ! ' he cried, almost in falsetto. ' You fortunate boy ! they 're new, and yet they may actually become popular. The folk-song is only just beginning to be exploited, and your settings are admirable, really admirable, upon my word ! Give me the whole lot and let me see what I can do with them. They 'll redeem Wallaby's reputation and they 'll give you a splendid start.' He shook Denis's hand violently. ‘ No claptrap in these ! ' he said, waving the songs in the air. ‘ I 'll take them away now, and go through them all this evening.' But Denis refused to acquiesce in this proposal. ‘ You really can't have them to-night,' he said ; ‘ I want to go through them again with Noel when we 're alone.' He turned to Noel. * Why are you painting pictures when you can sing like that ? ' he said. ‘ Yes, that 's what I say to him,' cried little Sandys. ‘ He 's a renegade, an apostate, a beastly pluralist. You should hear him sing the Don. You should hear him at the Dichterliebe. Instead of which, he paints impressionistic curiosities of Chelsea bathed in lemon light and Trafalgar Square in blood- red.' Noel looked down at him with a bland smile. ‘ It is my misfortune,' he said, ‘ to be famed in all great arts, in two supreme. You may not know it, but I write beautiful French poetry about autumn in the woods and autumn in the soul, and I once made a clay model of Coquelin aine that was Pheidian, my dears, absolutely Pheidian. All art, all life, is my domain, and till lately I earned two pounds a week by teaching lovely Latin languages to persons who all appeared to possess defective roofs to their mouths. Such is my tragedy. Go away and weep over it, for Denis and I are yearning to unburden our souls to one another, and your presence irks us. He shall come round to you to-morrow morning, bringing his 266 THE FIRST ROUND sheaves with him. Begone, Archibald, and Heaven protect you/ Sandys tapped Denis’s waistcoat solemnly with his fore- finger. * Stick to it ! ’ he said, ‘ and mind — no claptrap. You ’ll be tempted. Good-bye. Come to-morrow ; Noel will direct you.’ He stood in front of Denis, smiling, and hesitating to depart. Noel picked him up in his arms and bore him calmly from the room. ‘ I always have to do this,’ he explained, ‘ he ’s too artistic to make an abrupt exit, and too shy to make an appropriate one.’ Little Sandys pulled Noel’s beard and swore gently during his removal. It seemed to Denis during that evening that all his woes had ended for ever. To sit with Noel by the fire in Chelsea, where Carlyle and Rossetti and Meredith and Swinburne had written immortal works, and where, if you were lucky, you might still meet Whistler, fantastically garbed, Mephistophelean, a wraith from the old artist life of Paris ; to sit with Noel, whose infinite variety was unchanged by toil and a beard, to contemplate the prospect of immense labour at the art for which you were born, and to know that you had at last really escaped from Boulter’s office and other darknesses — could any- thing be finer ? The only drop of bitterness in the flowing bowl of his contentment was the fact that Noel became darkly mysterious with regard to Rosalind — spoke of her as if she had altogether passed out of his life, wagged his head gravely, and warned Denis that the subj ect was a painful one. Denis didn’t believe him. * You haven’t altered, and of course she hasn’t,’ he said. ‘ You ’ll know all about her later,’ Noel had answered, and with this Denis had to be content. He was shown his bedroom and his landlord ; the former was bare but airy, with a prospect of budding trees and an oblique glimpse of the river ; the latter had a red nose and a perpetual snuffle. Then they walked along the Embankment and the Grosvenor Road, and took an omnibus in Pimlico THE FIRST ROUND 267 which conveyed them to Piccadilly. They dined at a little French restaurant in Soho ; the company was mixed, but the food was excellent, and Denis had the supreme felicity of renewing his acquaintance with mille-feuilles and babas-au - rhum. He thought that the restaurant was the most delightful place in the world ; everything amused him — the majestic lady who bowed to her clients as they entered and went out, whose magnificence the casual guest greeted with a mispro- nounced ‘ bon soir/ and the real habitue with ‘ Madame ! ’ and a low bow ; the pretty daughter, with her insolent slanting eyes and blue-black hair and swinging hips ; the quiet, grey- haired patron, whose manners were those of an ambassador on his best behaviour ; Alexandre, who brought you wine from the shop at the corner and looked like a Russian prince who had been out all night in the rain ; and the company of diners, a curious medley of French rastaquoueres, highly respectable English burgesses, and evil-eyed, blotch-faced youths, the off- scourings of the drama ; some healthy, calm-looking actresses and a couple of chorus-girls whose crowning glory, apparently, was their teeth ; self-conscious adolescents in frock-coats who were bank-clerks engaged in seeing life ; goggle-eyed men with large bellies who might have been company-promoters or editors or managers of theatres ; and a sprinkling of anarchists, poets, artists, young men lately from Oxford and young persons lately from Cambridge. All this in a dense cloud of smoke that blurred the fiercely glaring lights which are so dear to the heart of the minor French restaurateur, and hung like a decent veil about the nakedness of the stucco cherubim who staggered beneath the weight of the ceiling. There was a great deal of unnecessary and amusing noise : frantic French commands were vociferated down a flight of stairs that led to the kitchen, and on a bad piano behind a curtain some mis- guided wretch was hammering out Olivier Metra’s Valse des Roses. Noel grumbled at the din, and asked Denis if he hated it, but Denis found it enthralling, and wondered why the patron looked so tired and bored, and why Madame’s face grew hard when she ceased to smile so brilliantly, so gaily. The room was like a picture by some modern French painter, he thought, 268 THE FIRST ROUND all patches of colour and broken shafts of vivid light, and shifting faces that were very red or very pale. He thought it a jolly and invigorating place, though, perhaps, it was not the one you would choose if you had a headache or wanted to think out some music. After dinner they walked “back through the Soho streets, which were crowded with most fantastic people, and smelt like a large and smoky railway station in which innumerable boxes_ of oranges had been upset. They went down Oxford Street to the Marble Arch and then walked across the dusky park. The fog had lifted, and beyond the trees Denis could see a few faint stars. Shadowy figures drifted by them as they walked, and grotesque shapes were huddled on the seats near the railings. The roar of the traffic diminished to a mysterious and persistent undertone. Seen through the trees, the rows of electric lamps in the streets were like festoons of strange pale fruit. They reached Chelsea by way of Sloane Street. As they went along the Embankment a fresh breeze from the river blew in their faces, and Denis discovered that even in London you could feel the advent of spring. Noel told him the names of many famous people who had lived in the lofty solemn houses that lined the river-bank, and they paused to watch the moon that rose above the square tower of the ancient church. Then they ascended to Noel's studio, and went through all the songs that Denis had brought, and Denis inspected Noel's pictures and sketches, which he thought very clever, and smoked caporal cigarettes, which at first nearly choked him. The sketches and figure-studies were a surprise to him, for he had not previously associated Noel with patient industry* There were halfa dozen portfolios in the studio which were full of sanguines, sepias, and water-colours, and innumerable chalk drawings on brown paper adorned the walls. Denis knew nothing about painting ; his only chance of seeing great pictures had happened when he had visited France and Italy with the Duroys nearly five years before. Yet he felt that there was some excellent quality .in Noel's work of which a more mature j udgment would approve. Although it was often THE FIRST ROUND 269 difficult to discover the exact meaning of some of his pictures until you retreated to the other side of the studio, you couldn't help realising that there was nothing mechanical or artful about them ; they were full of light, he thought — of real light, not mere painted brightness — they had the luminous freshness of a sunny, showery day in spring, and were never formal and limp, like the pictures at the Red House, in which, you felt, all the straight lines had been carefully ruled and all the colour * had been piled on laboriously with smalt brushes. His chalk- studies of the nude were delightfully vigorous ; Denis was full of admiration for the way in which he managed to give a com- plete idea of contour with a single line of varying breadth. The majority of the studies were mere fragments — bodiless legs and legless bodies, a girl’s arm and shoulder, the neck- muscles of an athlete — but they filled Denis with deep regret that men and women were so degenerate as to walk the earth in trousers and petticoats, at any rate during their youth. He made the amazing discovery that the ordinary work-a-day human body was a divinely beautiful affair. ‘ Not invariably/ said Noel ; ‘ haven’t you ever seen fat men bathing ? ’ But Denis held that if no one wore clothes no one would dare to grow fat. Then they sat by the studio fire and talked of the splendour of ancient days and days to come, of the memorable tour in Italy and Mr. Duroy, and of school. Of course Noel had no excuse for not writing to Denis ; he never wrote letters whilst he was in Paris, he explained ; and had been working day and night for the whole period of his existence in France except when he went off on long walking-tours. He had scoured the whole country from the Vosges to Marseilles, and had pene- trated, unaided by railways, into Germany, Spain, and Italy. He had made some money by teaching English to French students and commercial persons, and after a long course of Parisian Art Schools had come to London in search of old friends and new experiences. The artistic facility that seemed to be the peculiar heritage of any member of the Duroy family had developed very swiftly in him when he left school ; he had studied singing seriously for a while, as Arbuthnot had in- 270 THE FIRST ROUND formed Denis long ago, and it was actually true that he had a considerable gift for sculpture. But now painting claimed his undivided allegiance, and singing had become merely an amusement for his leisure. After all, thought Denis, his own theory was vindicated ; splendid people didn’t change, they only mellowed to a greater brilliance, and after a long absence you could take up your friendship with them on exactly the old terms. As he sat opposite Noel, watching the gestures that he had known so well and listening to familiar inflexions of his voice, countless scenes from the old days at Parnasse were born again in his mental vision : he saw Mr. Duroy, vast and benevolent, sway- ing from side to side as he played so softly, so masterfully, and Rosalind, with her firm white chin pressed to the shining wood of the violin, and her pigtail, and her eyes that were dark and dreamy. . . . Once again he heard the clash 01 foils, the noise of sliding feet, and the dry click of castanets. He remembered Rosalind’s laughter as they set up the French notice-board in her garden, and the writhings and frenzied barks of Narcisse when he was held up to read it. Dear, absurd sights and sounds ! The most frivolous of them, somehow, didn’t seem to stand by itself, but had a background, as it were, of grave music — a fugue or a prelude of Bach, a solemn movement from the sonatas of Beethoven. How one’s memory, even, seemed to be changed by the actual condition of one’s life ! At Boulter’s the thought of old days had been intolerable, a torture to be avoided grimly ; but now it had risen above any aching bitterness of regret, even though Mr. Duroy was dead and Parnasse the prey of the poultry-farmer. He was aroused from such reveries by Noel, who accused him of wanting to go to sleep. Denis denied this charge with indignation. ‘ And if you won’t tell me about Rosalind you might tell me about Narcisse,’ he said. Noel replied that Narcisse was still alive ; he had grown old and wise, and no longer moaned at good music, but in appearance he was un- changed. ‘ And where is he ? ’ Denis asked. ‘ With Rosalind, back o’ beyond, back o’ beyond,’ said Noel, THE FIRST ROUND 271 with a mocking smile. And though Denis returned to the attack he could elicit nothing more. They sat up till two o'clock, in order, as Noel said, to christen the new latchkey. At last, when Denis was on the point of departure, Noel said, ‘ I suppose you are going to send a postcard to your disconsolate parent ? ' Denis's face became inscrutable as that of a granite Pharaoh. ‘ I suppose so,' he said ; 4 though I don't know how I should. He 'll never have anything to do with me again. I left him a letter with my address in it.' ‘ You did ! ' cried Noel. 4 We shall have him up here to- morrow, and he 'll beat my pale, passionate body with his beastly big stick. What 's the point, anyhow, of levanting from home to become a genius if you leave your address behind you ? It 's against all the rules of romance.' ‘Oh! I don't think he 'll come here,' said Denis. Something in his voice seemed to startle Noel. He came over to Denis and gripped his shoulders with his strong hands. ‘ You feel that you 've scored him off finally this time, don't you, Denis ? ' he said. p Denis writhed. * Yes, no — I don't know,' he said. ‘ I 'd really forgotten all about that.' Noel increased the pressure of his fingers. ‘ Observe me,' he said, ‘ give ear unto the oracle. Don't go trying to score him off still more by doing all sorts of things just because you know he would hate them if he knew. Oh, I know my Denis, I believe ! If you 've done with him for ever, you 've done with him, and there 's no earthly good in being bitter. Bitter- ness is the one thing that rots everything, especially your kind of work. You '11 have to toil like ten giants. And now the oracle has spoken, and you may go to the devil. I 'm sleepy.' 4 Yes, I 'm going to work,' said Denis. 272 THE FIRST ROUND XXX E ARLY next morning he went to the abode of Sandys with an armful of manuscripts. The musician lived in a room near the World's End, which contained little besides himself except a grand piano and some chairs that were piled with music. He greeted Denis with enthusiasm, took off his coat, rolled up his shirt-sleeves, and sat down at the piano ; but in spite of these athletic preliminaries he played with great delicacy — with too great a delicacy, sometimes, Denis thought — but at any rate he was a perfectly accurate reader. He was exceedingly deferential to Denis. ‘ Is that your con- ception of the part ? ' he would demand at frequent intervals, with a shy smile, rubbing his thin arms with his bony fingers, and he would listen to the suggestions of the composer with profound attention. Yet, at moments, he was severe ; three of the songs were condemned as blatant, and when he indicated their defects Denis wondered how they could ever have seemed anything but detestable. Little Sandys worked at the songs for nearly two hours ; then he rose from the piano and announced his intention of taking them at once to Mr. Wallaby. He became hugely embarrassed when Denis began to thank him. ‘ I 've done nothing yet ; there may be difficulties,' he protested. ‘ Wal- laby is sometimes as blind to his own advantage as can be possible. But I 'll do my best.' He spoke of the great Land- berger ; a meeting must be arranged between him and Denis as soon as possible. ‘ He 's a queer fellow,' he explained. ‘ You 'll think him rather rude and er — even vulgar, but he 's the man for you. A single course of lessons from him '11 do wonders, and he has a charming wife.' They walked together to Sloane Square, where Sandys plunged into the mephitic vaults of the Underground Railway. On the way there Denis spoke of Griinshaw. ‘ A dour beast/ THE FIRST ROUND 273 said Sandys, ‘ but good, oh, very good in his line. Quite the best of the younger men. Knows how to use his imagination — and he 's got one. Yes, indeed ! — without painting alle- gories. He 's a magnificent etcher, too, but tries to do too much in that way. The size of some of his plates ! ' After an interval of silence he confided to Denis that, in his opinion, much of Grimshaw’s surliness was due to an unhappy marriage. ‘ A model, you know ; a strapping, black-browed, handsome baggage with the temper of a fiend, and, on occasions, the tongue of a fishwife. I 've had the pleasure of hearing her descanting on her theories of life to Grimshaw. Married her when he was a student ; nearly wrecked his work altogether ; he has only got near greatness since they were separated. In spite of his surliness he 's a good fellow, I believe. I Ve heard of several very generous things that he has done for other painters. He was the man, you know, who put Wintermeyer the dealer through his own window. Great scandal, of course, but it helped both of them so much, commercially speaking, that we all concluded it to be a case of collusive action, in spite of the glass splinter in Wintermeyer's behind.' Denis liked Sandys, partly for the little man's own sake, partly on account of his deep admiration for Noel. ‘ I don't know what it is about him, I suppose it's personal magnetism,' said Sandys, ‘ but he makes all other people seem pale ghosts. If you won't think me a traitor for saying it, I may tell you that I don't think he 'll ever be a great painter, and I know he won't be a musician ; he 's irresponsible, he 's unstable as water, he doesn't care. Every artist must, to a certain extent, he self-centred, and he 's not got a bit of that — not a tiny bit ! He 's one of those rare creatures who occasionally appear in the world to make it brighter — unconsciously, without any effort — for other people. Even if you merely sit in his studio for an hour when he is painting hard and won't speak, you go away feeling — feeling like an electric battery that has been recharged.' It was a handsome tribute, and a just one, Denis felt. ‘ I know two other people who were like that ' he began. ‘ I only know one other, and she 's a woman,' said Sandys. s 274 THE FIRST ROUND Then he looked at Denis, and blushed so obviously that Denis almost laughed. They had reached the door of Sloane Square station, and the little musician nodded to Denis, and dived into the interior. ‘ See you again soon ! 9 he cried over his shoulder. Denis began to feel that his particular star was in the ascendant. He had only been in London for a few hours, yet he was already perfectly at home • he was practically living with Noel ; his songs were on the way to a publisher, and he was on his way to hire a piano that would aid in the production of something finer than he had ever before achieved. His soul sang within him as he walked ; he seemed to tread' on air, and felt atrociously self-confident. Everything delighted his eye : the shifting crowd in the streets, the spring sunshine that flooded the parks with soft light, the vivid colours of the omnibuses — how enormously splendid it all was ! What a fool he had been to waste more than half a previous year in the dungeons of the unlamented Boulter ! Now that one felt life tingling in every nerve of one's body, one realised that to be sunk in hopeless apathy was an actual crime, a sin against Nature for which there should be no forgiveness. This was reality, at last, and he had lived so long in a vague land of nightmare ! He hired a grand piano, after trying several, and being complimented on his touch by a sleek personage in beautiful raiment who presided over the instruments. He returned to Chelsea, warned his landlord of its advent, and ran up the stairs to Noel's studio. He flung open the door, and then stood on the threshold as if some strange enchantment had been laid upon him. A girl who was quite naked was standing on a kind of dais beneath the big window. Her head was turned away from Denis, her right knee was bent, and her left hand rested on her hip. Even in that amazing moment Denis realised that the attitude was extremely graceful. She did not move a muscle when he entered so abruptly, but said something to Noel, who was working at the other side of the studio. THE FIRST ROUND 275 Noel looked up, saw Denis, and in a voice of cheerful un- concern called to him to come in. Denis felt that he would have given his soul to flee, but he reflected instantaneously that if you lived among artists this was one of the queer things that you had to put up with. He closed the door and entered, keeping well out of range of the model's eyes. He had once heard his father describe the sensations which attended a medical student's first sight of an operation, and felt that his own at that moment were very similar. He was acutely uncomfortable. Noel did not seem to observe his condition. ‘ You can stand at ease, Topsy,’ he said to the model ; 1 this is Mr. Yorke, who 's going to live with me. He 's a musician, not a painter, so you won't hate him.' The lady called Topsy relaxed her limbs, turned her head and inspected Denis. 4 Musician ! ' she said in a high, brisk voice, with a decided London accent ; 4 I just love music myself, Mr. Yorke, though you mightn't think it to look at me. Those musical plays fairly match my style. Have you seen the Circus Girl ? ' As soon as she spoke it seemed to Denis almost natural that she should be standing there with no clothes on her beautiful, slender body, and that he should be looking at her. Her voice was so cheerfully commonplace that he nearly forgot his embarrassment. ‘ I only came to London yesterday/ he answered. She nodded comprehension of this fact, looking at him with an air of cool yet good-natured patronage. ‘ Lived in the country ? ' she said. ‘ The country 's all right for a day — Epping Forest and a lunch basket, and that — but give me old Smoky for real sport. Chelsea 's dull, and you can’t get a 'bus unless you go to King’s Road. I wouldn’t live here if it wasn’t for my profession. I 'd be off to London in the inside of half a minute.' Denis hardly noticed the peculiarity of her last remark. He was thinking that her face was quite unworthy of her figure ; it was pretty, but commonplace and too highly coloured, and her mouth was too large. That she had no objection to a stranger's presence in the room seemed to him quite dreadful, THE FIRST ROUND 276 but at any rate she was obviously good-natured, though rather foolish. When Noel asked her if she would like a cigarette, she uttered an affected little scream that reminded Denis of Cecilia. ‘ As if you didn't know quite well, Mr. Tellier, that I can't abide to see a lady smoking ! ' she said. ‘ Don't you hate it, Mr. Yorke — to see it, I mean ? I s'pose I 'm old-fashioned, but I never think it looks respectable.' That she should talk of respectability in her present circum- stances seemed to Denis very remarkable, but Noel, who was squeezing some paint on his palette, did not even smile. ‘ I don’t think I 've ever seen a woman smoking,' said Denis. ‘ My word ! ' said Topsy ; ‘ you are from the country, aren't you ? ' ‘ Attention, please ! ' said Noel. Instantly she assumed the graceful pose that he needed, and then, without moving her head, continued to talk to Denis. * Then I bet you haven't met a model before,' she said ; r I thought you hadn't seen an ongsomble when I heard you come into the studio. I can tell in a minute what any one 's like by the way they come in when I 'm posing. Not that I allow people to come in, you know ; you quite startled me, I can tell you, for Mr. Tellier won't have any one near him as a rule when he 's working.' ‘ Oh, I 'm very sorry,' said Denis. 1 Would you like me to go, Noel ? ' But Noel, with his eyes fixed on his canvas and his diction impeded by a large brush that he held in his mouth, protested heartily against this suggestion. ‘ You don’t put me off,' he said; 'it's only a painter that I really can't stand near me when I 'm at work. Grimshaw took it into his head for about a month that he could only print etchings at night, and used to lounge about here all day long.' ‘ Oh ! Mr. Grimshaw ! ' said Topsy disdainfully. ‘ He 's worse than ever ; keeps you at it till you feel as if you 'd break in half if any one touched you, and never says a word except “ Damn it all, can't you stand still ? " He 's a terror, he is I It 's a pity you can’t draw like him, though.' THE FIRST ROUND 277 Tellier grinned, but did not reply to this candid criticism. Denis went over to look at his canvas. It seemed to his partial eye that the picture was a wonderful work of art ; the girl's figure, silhouetted against a black background, was painted with a breadth and vigour that seemed almost coarse until he retreated from it a few yards, and then all the delicate outline and supple curves dawned delightfully on his vision ; the beauty of that quiet, untroubled dignity of pose was revealed to him, and as he looked from the canvas to the model he saw a dozen perfections of line and light and shade to which he had been blind. But the face in the picture was the face of Topsy, sanguine, good-natured, vulgar ; and this distressed Denis. Topsy's hand, too, looked red and coarse against the warm pallor of her body, and Noel had reproduced this contrast with great fidelity. Denis would have liked to protest, but felt that this was impossible whilst Topsy was present. Meanwhile Topsy continued to talk in an animated manner, which contrasted funnily with her statuesque attitude. ‘ You see those things on the wall, Mr. Yorke,' she said ; ‘ they 're all me — joints and necks and legs and shoulders. They 're the best Mr. Tellier 's done ; he can’t finish a picture to save his life, but he knows all about sketching the figure. Yes, I 'm all there, as you might say, in sections ; they'd fit together like a puzzle and you 'd find Me. Do you think it 's bold of a girl to stand for the figure, Mr, Yorke ? Some think it 's dread- ful ; there was a young man who lived in a boarding-house where I stayed once who was real fond of me and used to take me to Earl's Court Exhibition and sent me chocolates and wanted to marry me, but when I told him how I earned my living he cried, and said it was all over, and called me all sorts of names, so I boxed his ears and remained single, but I was sorry at first, for he was quite genteel and a clerk in one of the big banks in the Strand. And he married a girl on the stage who played boy's parts in the pantomime and treated him shocking, and he stole the bank's money and got locked up, and sometimes I feel it was my fault. But there ! it 'd be a poor sort of world if you had to arrange your profession to suit the taste of every young fellow you met, and if he 'd had any THE FIRST ROUND 278 sense he ’d have known that respectable people don’t become wicked just because they haven’t any clothes on. You ’re always yourself,’ concluded Miss Topsy, ‘ and you can’t get away from it.’ Denis listened to these agreeable revelations with interest. Women certainly were very odd creatures. Topsy, who stood naked in the presence of strange men, worshipped a queer god of respectability, and spoke with a Cockney accent, seemed to him kinder and more human than most of her sex whom he had previously encountered. Cecilia, of course, would think her dreadful, but in spite of Cecilia’s Chopin nocturnes, and melt- ing eyes, and languorous graces, Topsy was indubitably her superior in vitality and good sense. The Vicar’s wife, if she could have entered the room at that moment, would have bellowed like an insane cow and swooned on the threshold ; nevertheless, contrasted with Topsy, she would have seemed vulgar, actually vulgar, though she spoke the mincing English of her aristocratic forerunners, and was morally so exalted a being that even her husband found it difficult to remember that she had ever been guilty of an undignified attitude. Topsy gave you the impression that she had her way to make through a not too sympathetic world, and had there- fore no time to waste in sickly pretences of any kind. She was quite genuine, perfectly frank ; her body was her means of livelihood ; why should she pretend that it didn’t exist, or that it was a mysterious secret to be mentioned with breathless awe ? She informed Denis of her methods of keep- ing it healthy — calisthenics and a cold bath every morning all the year round, fresh air and no late midnights. ‘ I can’t afford to get run down,’ she said ; ‘ and nothing runs you down like worry. I don’t worry and so I don’t touch whisky. London water ’s my tap, and stout for a treat on birthdays. I don’t know why I tell you all this, Mr. Yorke, I don’t suppose it interests you and you can’t put it in a book. Mr. Surtees’s brother — he ’s a journalist, writes for no end of papers — wrote a book called Charming Chelsea and put me in, under another name of course ; but nobody recognised me — I didn’t myself — and he was very angry. You can’t put me into a bit of THE FIRST ROUND 279 music, can you, Mr. Yorke, unless you write a musical comedy ? ’ Denis answered that he supposed he couldn’t, and did not reveal his real thought, — that the vision of her body as he entered the room was indelibly printed in his mind, and would eventually go into his music ; indirectly of course, but inevitably, like everything lovely in life. 4 She ’s quite a good sort,’ said Noel, when Topsy had departed, 4 but she ’s so pleased with her figure, her life, and her conversational powers, that I ’m afraid she ’ll grow fat. Did you ever meet any one in the least like her, Denis ? ’ 4 No,’ said Denis. He blushed ingenuously. 4 And I never saw any one — like that,’ he added. Noel laughed. 4 Oh, that ’s nothing,’ he said, 4 At least,’ he added, 4 it ’s nothing if you ’re a painter. I forgot that you weren’t, I suppose.’ 4 It ’s nothing if you ’re any kind of an artist,’ said Denis gravely. 4 But it ’s a pity that her body and head don’t match.’ 4 He ’s beginning to take notice,’ remarked Tellier to his picture. ‘ I say, Denis, suppose that your stern progenitor had arrived whilst Topsy was here ! I must have a new bolt put on that door.’ 4 I wish he had,’ said Denis. ‘ It would have broadened his mind. It ’s narrow minds that make the world wretched. I ’m so hungry, and I ’ve ordered a concert grand — a real beauty ! ’ He sat down in front of Noel’s piano and evoked a travesty of the Walkuren-ritt. Then he sprang up. 4 Life is splendid ! ’ he announced. 4 I always felt that it ought to be, and now I know. I should like to live a thousand years. Work, and seeing people, and walking about London — that ’s all I want ! ’ Noel was amused by this outburst of the usually tranquil Denis. He looked at him for a moment. 4 Well, if that ’s all that you want, it ’s all right,’ he said cryptically. He ignored the light of challenge in Denis’s eyes, and added, ‘ Apropos of seeing people, a friend of mine — a painter — wants us to go to 280 THE FIRST ROUND tea in a studio in Hampstead this afternoon. You had better come ; the piano won’t arrive till this evening. They ’re really rather nice people,’ he concluded, with a peculiar grin, ‘ and the only Archibald will be there.’ 4 I love the only Archibald,’ said Denis, ‘ and I want to come to Hampstead.’ ‘ All right,’ said Noel. 4 We ’ll start at four.’ And he began to sing Ich grolle nicht and to produce the various assets of a fragmentary luncheon from his cupboard. THE FIRST ROUND 281 XXXI S HORTLY before the hour appointed for their departure to Hampstead Denis went to his room, and found, not the piano, but a letter in an ornate and unfamiliar handwriting which was stamped with the Wychcombe postmark. When he opened it he discovered, to his great surprise, that it con- tained eight five-pound notes and half a sheet of writing-paper. His first thought was that Gustus had been moved to further extremes of generosity, but when he looked at the note he realised his mistake. ‘ You 'll think me worse than ever/ it ran * ‘ I can't help writing to say that I was listening outside the door when you were talking to Augustus on Sunday, because I somehow knew that you were going away. Do keep this and I wish it was more, but it 's all I can get at present — and try and forgive yours, C. A.' Cecilia ! Only Cecilia, he thought, would be capable of listening at a keyhole to a private conversation and of confess- ing afterwards. How decent she was, in her queer, disingenu- ous way ! The eight five-pound notes probably represented a serious act of self-denial, for though Father Abrahams was very liberal towards his children, he believed in teaching them business habits, and never permitted either of them to antici- pate the quarterly allowance. Cecilia, no doubt, had made up her mind to wear the scarlet hat for two months after it was out of fashion. Denis wrote her a grateful letter in which he hinted that he was already well on the road to extreme opulence, enclosed the five-pound notes, and posted it on his way back to Noel's studio. The journey to Hampstead was performed on the top of various omnibuses, a method of travelling which seemed to Denis one of the most delightful in the world, and compar- able only with gondolas and Arabian steeds. Noel was in the highest spirits ; he warbled, he beamed extensively on London, 282 THE FIRST ROUND he addressed superlative compliments to the statues which they passed. Supremely indifferent to the exigencies of fashion, he wore a shaggy grey suit and a soft hat which had lost both contour and hue in the process of ages, talked with point and ease to the drivers, and smoked his short black pipe. Denis thought him magnificent ; he made such a splendid contrast with the neat, sombre-garbed, shaven persons who crept about the streets. Though London was Life, it seemed to Denis that a great number of its inhabitants looked as if they were semi-animate. If they only knew what they were missing ! Hampstead, with its quiet streets, and old houses, and little gardens where primroses gleamed beneath dwarf willows, seemed a hundred years behind the rest of London. He would not have been in the least surprised to see a gentleman in knee- breeches and a wig taking snuff at the street corner ; but its charm did not make him waver in his enthusiasm for Chelsea. It was a place for peaceful retirement, he thought, for leisured reading and a constitutional at a certain hour, and not an arena where you wrestled with the gigantic problems of your art. But it was certainly unique, and its air, on that balmy spring evening, made you think of ploughed land where the young corn had begun to push its way through the rich soil, and of purple uplands, and birds that sang energetic serenades in very tall trees. The first thing that Denis recognised as they entered the twilight studio in Church Row was the figure of little Sandys, who was sitting on the edge of a high chair and eating a large slice of cake. There were two other persons in the room, — women, as he observed with some surprise, for Noel had not led him to infer that members of the other sex would be present. Little Sandys waved his slice of cake and said ‘ Hullo ! , but did not rise from his chair. One of the female figures came towards him. Denis could see that she was no longer young ; her abundant hair was almost white, but she had the figure of a girl of twenty and extraordinarily keen, interested eyes. Noel propelled Denis towards her. ‘ Amory/ he said, THE FIRST ROUND 283 ‘ I 've brought you the young person I told you about. Denis, this is Miss Amory — Mr. Denis Yorke.' There was a cry from the other end of the studio, a cry in which joy and incredulity were strangely blended, and some one came forward very swiftly. It was the other female figure. Even as he shook hands with Miss Amory he felt that something tremendous was about to happen. 4 Noel, it can't be ! Is it really ? ' cried a voice by his side, and then, whilst he was still looking into Miss Amory 's face, he knew. A mist seemed to obscure all his vision, and once again he saw the old room at Parnasse, and heard the dry click of castanets and the staccato rhythm of a Spanish dance. When the mist cleared away he found himself standing with her hand in his, staring stupidly at her eyes, and realising that they had not altered, that they were still dark as a lane at midnight, and that a light grew and grew in them like the lamp of an ascending diver. . . . He could find nothing to say, and when she called him 4 mon Denis,' he felt for a moment as if the slender fabric of his self-control was about to collapse utterly. He realised that she was speaking. 4 I always knew that we should meet again ! ' she said, very gently. 4 But Noel never told me that his new friend was — you ! ' She smiled — it was the swift, infectious smile that he remembered so well. 4 He said that his friend had a black beard and played the organ ! ' ‘ Well, Denis used to play the organ,' said Noel, 4 and he 'd have a beautiful black beard if he didn't shave it off on Sunday mornings. I may plan joyful surprises, but I never sacrifice the truth.' She was still looking at Denis as if she half expected him to vanish in a thin spiral of mist. 4 And you 've grown immensely tall, and you 're a musician,' she said. * Oh ! I always felt that we should meet again — at the right moment.' 4 After all these years,' murmured Denis. 4 And I knew that you wouldn’t be changed,' he added slowly. 4 Oh, you 're rash to assume that ! ' cried Miss Amory. But Denis felt that, essentially, Rosalind was the Rosalind whom he had adored at Parnasse, though she was tall and THE FIRST ROUND 284 grown up and incomparably fair, and there were no freckles on her nose, and she did not kiss him on both cheeks. Oh, there was no doubt that she was unchanged ; there was no doubt, also — in his mind, at least — that she was more beautiful than any one whom he had seen or dreamed of. Her skin had the clear, warm pallor which had startled him in Italy when he had observed a woman or a child who possessed it ; a pallor which defied the southern sun, and gave a value to facial outline that no colouring, however delicate, could possibly afford. Her deep eyes and sensitive lips were in passionate contrast with this rare tone, which, when her hands were silhouetted by any- thing dark, had a kind of pearly glow, became almost luminous. He sat with her on an ottoman in a corner of the studio, whilst Noel went on a tour of inspection with Miss Amory, and little Sandys ate another slice of cake. She did not besiege him with questions, but gave him a brief history of her own adventures since her father’s death : how she had seen all the shores of the world from the yacht of the Americans who had befriended her during her long illness in Switzerland ; how she had passed a delightful year at their estate in Virginia and another at their house in the Champs Elysees, where she met Miss Amory, who exhorted her to remain in Paris and devote herself to painting ; how Miss Amory came to London to nurse her sister in a long illness that proved fatal, settled in Hamp- stead, and persuaded Rosalind to join her. 4 And here I am for ever,’ she added ; 4 I feel as permanent as St. Paul’s Cathedral, especially now that I ’ve got Noel, and you. I ’ve finished my wanderings ; I’m on the shelf, and it ’s extremely comfortable.’ 4 You never wrote to me,’ Denis reproached her. 4 I couldn’t,’ she said ; 4 for a year I couldn’t bear to do anything that seemed like trying to renew — to get back into that old life. And then — and then I suppose I felt that if I wrote to you it might spoil our meeting when we met at last, — as I knew that we should. Do you remember the day when you said good-bye to us at the Gare du Nord ? I feel quite certain now that it was only yesterday, and that we ’ve both grown to gigantic stature in one night like the beanstalk in the THE FIRST ROUND 285 fairy-tale. If I ’d written to you and you ’d written to me I shouldn’t feel that, I expect. Letters often seem to blur one’s impressions of one’s friends.’ % ‘ You might have risked a postcard ! ’ said Denis. But Rosalind shook her head, with a smile implying that if letters were dangerous, postcards were absolutely fatal. A delicate shade of pink had invaded her cheeks, and her eyes shone with a most friendly light as they rested on him. Looking at her, watching every change in that lovely, expressive face, he ielt agitated with the dumbness of his soul. If he could only tell her how her memory had been the abiding solace of those years, and that to the casual meeting on the night-robed hill he owed all the joy of his life, the few poor powers that he pos- sessed — everything, everything ! But he was tongue-tied, and seemed, no doubt, almost morose ; it was impossible to express a thousandth part of all that he felt, except, of course, in music. He had a queer idea that if he could play to her she would understand. They spoke of Parnasse, and, at last, of her father. Denis seemed to remember everything that Mr. Duroy had said ; he astonished Rosalind with his extraordinary recollection of the most minute details of the old life. Her voice did not tremble when she talked of Mr. Duroy, but her eyes told the boy what she had suffered. ‘ He did everything for me,’ said Denis. ' He taught me what joy was, what a beautiful thing the world ought to be. He seemed like a king — a king of life.’ ‘ And we never knew him,’ she said. ‘ Even I never knew him — until the end.’ He stared at her. ‘ Never knew him ? ’ he repeated. * No,’ she said. She paused for a moment. * You never knew, did you, that beneath it all, — beneath his gaiety, his gentleness, his wonderful kindness, he was sad ; he felt that he was a failure, but hid it because he meant to allow nothing to come into my life that wasn’t happy and beautiful ? ’ Denis protested warmly. ‘Oh! it ’s impossible,’ he said. 4 His, of all lives, a failure ! It was a triumph, a glorious 286 THE FIRST ROUND triumph ; even the end ' He paused, fearful of hurting her. ‘ At the end/ she said very slowly, ‘ when we were beginning to slip down the ice towards the edge of the crevasse, the guide began to curse and to pray, and shouted that father's weight was dragging us down. Father said, “ If I cut the rope will you be able to take Mademoiselle home in time for tea? ,, — those were his words, and the guide asked God to forgive him for answering “Yes.” Father told me to be brave and not to be frightened if I saw him fall down the crevasse, because there was only a small drop, and they would find him quite well, with at worst a sprained ankle, when they came to look for him ; and I believed him. He took out his knife and began to cut the rope ; when the knife was almost through it he looked at me once, smiling, and told me to be sure to practise my violin that evening. He was so calm that I didn't believe there was any danger. Then, as he cut the last strand of rope, I heard him say, “ A chance at last, a chance at last ! ” in a voice that I had never heard. That terrified me and I cried out to him - and then — the rope gave way where he had cut it.' Her mouth quivered convulsively for a moment, then straightened to the firm line that Denis remembered. ‘ Those words haunted me perpetually,' she went on after a while ; ‘ he spoke them so strangely, as if he were about to realise the great desire of his life. Then, one day after I came back from America, I found amongst his papers a book that was full of all sorts of notes, as if he had intended to write an autobiography, — and then I knew. He looked on himself as an idler, a dilettante, a hopeless, useless encumbrance on the earth, a slave of all arts and master of none. And he was always afraid that I would grow up like him — as if I wouldn't have given my soul to do that ! Do you remember how he insisted that I should renounce music altogether when I began to work seriously at painting ? The chance that he spoke of was the chance of doing something definite and prompt and irrevocable ; of sacrificing his life to save mine and the guide’s.' Her lips trembled again, and she smiled rather wanly at THE FIRST ROUND 287 Denis. ‘ And now tell me about everything that you ’ve done since I saw you/ she said. Denis obeyed, but cursorily, for the last four years of his life seemed to him now to possess no interest ; in a very short time, he felt, they would have faded wholly from his memory. But they seemed to interest Rosalind ; she really was wonderfully sympathetic, he thought. Only when he described how he had left his home secretly did her sympathy seem to wane. She asked Denis several questions about his father. ‘ I ’m afraid that he ’s very unhappy/ she said. Her tone implied the regretful acceptance of an unpleasant fact rather than any condemnation of Denis, but it chilled him. ‘ It can’t be helped/ said Denis. ‘ It had to come sooner or later, and sooner means less misery than later. You remem- ber how badly we got on together ? It was much worse after you went away. And he ’d have chained me up in another solicitor’s office/ ‘ No, I suppose it couldn’t be helped,’ said Rosalind. ‘ But the nearer you live to people the more you misunderstand them, I believe. I always used to think that he was kind, really ; at least, he wasn’t, as it happened, but he meant to be. His kindness would have come out in some queer way sooner or later, and then you wouldn’t have misunderstood each other any more. You never really got to know each other, did you ? * Denis smiled at this funny idea. ‘ I ’m afraid we did/ he said. She shook her head gravely, and rose. * Now, I ’ll show you my pictures,’ she said. He was astonished to find that her work was as unconven- tional and vigorous as that of Noel. It consisted entirely of portraits and figure-studies which were mostly arrangements in brown and black and grey, and seemed to his unsophisti- cated eye to be wonderfully original, modern, and daring. But he realised gradually that it possessed, too, a certain suggestion of restraint, a strength and tranquillity which were denied to Noel ; he felt that the painter had always known exactly what she meant to do before she began her picture, and had care- fully and triumphantly done it. Noel’s work had the wild 288 THE FIRST ROUND charm of a breathless experiment, but it often meandered away into pure eccentricity. He did not lapse into superlatives. There was a certain grave directness in her glance that held a warning against the usual methods of approval ; and he was almost afraid to in- dicate the particular works of art which he preferred. But he was vastly impressed by her ability, and thought that she regarded her successes far too lightly. Had she really thrown herself heart and soul into her work, or had it all come to her easily, instinctively, as it came to Noel, as it had come to Mr. Duroy ? There were moments, while he listened to a self- criticism that was none the less impertinent because it was delightfully gay, when he felt as if he was not far from the presence of the ghost that haunted the Duroy family, — the ghost that her father had exorcised with that ultimate amazing outcry on the brink of death. An art, he thought, was a god who demanded a painful tribute of blood and tears ; a master who gave supreme exaltation, but at the price of lonely anguish and bitter striving. He found no trace of this in Rosalind or her pictures ; it was easy to her, he felt, this accomplishment, and how much finer than the productions of inferior spirits who had been through the fires of the god ! Yet if she could do so well easily, what might she not do in the teeth of difficulty ? In her pictures he saw no hint of her ever having come face to face with the blank wall of her temporary limitations. He had a peculiar impression that her art was only the outlet, as it were, of a tenth part of her temperament. This was splendid, of course, but wasn’t it essentially wrong — for an artist ? His preferences were duly approved of by the painter. ‘ You have picked out the best/ she said. ‘ Oh ! not the pictures that I think the best, of course ■ you almost ignored them ! — but the three that my wisest and fiercest critic approves of/ Denis disclaimed any real preferences. ‘ I see you in all of them/ he said simply ; ■ at least, a part of you/ And he demanded the name of the critic in question. ‘ Mr. Grimshaw/ she answered. ‘ You have heard of him, haven’t you ? * THE FIRST ROUND 289 * I met him yesterday/ said Denis. He looked at her. His lips parted for the egress of a corollary, and then he became silent abruptly. The expression in her eyes was quite new to him. Girl's faces, he felt — even Rosalind's — could speak a language of which he was dismally ignorant. Surely she must detest Grimshaw, even though he was a genius ? That his sullen eyes should stare at her pictures or at her was a profana- tion. ‘ I suppose he is very wise,' he said. ‘ Oh yes — about pictures,' she answered. ‘ And you 've met Archibald too. He was raving about his new discovery, though he, too, insisted that you had a black beard and played the organ.' ‘ I ought to feel flattered, for he 's very wise too, isn't he ? ' asked Denis. ‘ Very wise — about music,' she said. Another expression invaded her face, and in it, too, Denis discerned little but a bewildering novelty, though it was not so inscrutable as its forerunner. It seemed to imply complete friendliness for the excellent Sandys, — and yet, there was a reservation, a hint of something that might almost have been tolerance. He was still wondering what it meant when Miss Amory called to them across a rampart of teacups. He discovered that Miss Amory was a most amusing talker, and one who found in Noel the appropriate flint for her epigrammatic steel. She was a painter of allegorical pictures, an art-form which Noel held, or affected to hold, in extreme abhorrence, and at that moment she was defending her vocation and pouring out tea with a dual dexterity. Little Sandys, who was in disgrace because he had prematurely attacked the cake, was basely attempting to regain favour by agreeing with everything that she said and by shaking his head sadly at every rejoinder made by Noel. When, however, Miss Amory turned her attention to Denis and began to deliver herself of her musical theories, Archibald forgot all about his own equivocal position and contradicted her frequently and emphatically. Their argument was interrupted by the entrance of a smiling personage who carried a plate of hot toast, 290 THE FIRST ROUND and the problems of art vanished like smoke in the wind from Denis's mind as he recognised Marie — the inimitable Marie of Parnasse, the creator of mille-feuilles and babas-au-rhum. She was quite unchanged ; she hadn’t even learnt to speak English ; and when Denis sprang from his chair and went to greet her she overwhelmed him with compliments in her own tongue, appealing to the assembled company for their confirmation, and devouring him with her small, intensely bright black eyes. ‘ Quel beau garcon, quel beau garcon ! ’ she kept on repeating, and when, after the toast had been deposited in the fender, Denis shook both her hands repeatedly and violently, the black eyes seemed actually to scintillate with joyous lightnings. He felt that he would certainly have kissed both her rosy cheeks if Miss Amory had not been present, and Marie looked as if she needed very little inducement to return that kind of greeting. As it was, she talked so rapidly that she had to pause and pant for breath, with her hand pressed dramatically on her broad bosom. ‘ And Mademoiselle, you find her beautiful ? ’ she gasped. ‘ Tiens ! you make a beautiful pair, a match to refresh the eyes. And Monsieur Noel, with his big beard, is he not fine ? Ah ! how it makes one remember the old time, les beaux jours d' autrefois ! And there is another, another ! ’ She pointed to the doorway, where, as if he had been waiting for his cue to enter, stood a white poodle, wonderfully fleecy, with a blue ribbon tied in a bow between his ears. He came solemnly towards Denis and uttered a little nervous whine. ‘ Surely you haven’t forgotten this old friend ! ’ it seemed to say. Denis went down on his knees and fairly hugged Narcisse, and then the dog bounded about like a riotous lamb, and barked, and tried to lick his face. It was obvious that Narcisse’s old contempt for music did not include the ex- ponents of the art. They made music, after tea; Rosalind played her violin and little Sandys accompanied her, and Noel sang Schubert and Brahms. When Denis closed his eyes he found it im- possible to believe that he was not at Parnasse once more, and when he reopened them he seemed to see the figure of Mr. Duroy standing in the deep shadow of the window curtains, THE FIRST ROUND 291 watching Rosalind with kindly, critical eyes and moving his head from side to side as if he were a mute human metronome. She played as well as ever, Denis thought, and her face had the well-remembered expression that he had always associated with that particular music ; her eyes were dreamy, but her mouth was very firm, and there was a tiny perpendicular line between her dark eyebrows. Little Sandys, with his chubby face and staring eyes, and his oddly tubular frock-coat, bore an absurd resemblance to one of the figures in a child's Noah's ark. Afterwards they made Denis play. As usually happened when he was in the state of nervous exaltation which was pro- duced by any deep happiness or sharp regret, the works of the mighty dead seemed incompetent to express all that was cry- ing for release in the prison of his soul, and he improvised, looking always towards the shadow of the curtains ; translat- ing into sound all haunting memories of old years, of the happy days which were undimmed even by the thought of Mr. Duroy's death. That strange, last outcry of Rosalind's father rang in his ears like a released prisoner's paean to the sun and the living world, rising above the sound of the notes that he played. He had an odd impression that it had an even deeper meaning than Rosalind had realised ; he imagined Mr. Duroy to have felt that his self-sacrifice, his death, would do more for her than all his care if he had lived, — that she would become a rarer and richer personality because of it, just as a land or a city for which men have thought and struggled and died nobly gains an eternal splendour from their great devotion, — a splendour completely apart from the actual result of their toil, — a splendour in which earthly failure and earthly success shine equal, like twin stars. The idea, possibly, was fantastic, but it haunted him vividly as he played on and on, forgetful of his audience, heedless, even, of the sounds that he evoked from the piano, and intent only on the dreamy pageant which seemed to pass across the velvet darkness that lay beyond the curtains of the window. The consciousness of actual life returned to him suddenly, and he ceased to play. There was silence in the studio for a 292 THE FIRST ROUND moment, and then Miss Amory's voice murmured, ‘ Do you know, that was very beautiful/ Little Sandys sprang from the sofa and went over to Denis. ‘ Oh yes, very beautiful, of course/ he squeaked, ‘ but it wants form, it wants pattern. You have a poet's mind, and you ramble like any poet, my young friend. They can't help it, poor beggars, of course ; they 're untrammelled, practically; that 's their misfortune ; but you 're different. Don't become vague ; stick to fugues ; put your folk-songs in canon. Don't think you can treat music as a French impressionist treats painting or Mallarme treats language. Any unbridled ass can wander ; it 's when he works in limitations that the master reveals himself, as a German gentleman of intellect once remarked. I must confess that I didn't understand you.' Denis was bewildered by this sudden onslaught, and looked helplessly round the room. His eyes met those of Rosalind ; she smiled at him. ‘ I think I understood,' she said. ‘ And did you really make it all up as you went on ? ' cried Miss Amory. ‘ Not he ! ' said Noel. ‘ He stole it. It 's part of one of Wagner's unpublished manuscripts, a pantomime written for the Theatre Imperial, Potsdam. You ought to hear the harlequinade, and the song of the clown with the poker — a parody of Siegfried and the sword. It 's getting late, we must go. They won't invite us to dinner here, Denis, because, like all lone females, they live on culture and Crosse and Black- well's potted meats.' But Miss Amory protested against this impeachment, and made them all stay to supper. And afterwards they made more music, and Denis talked to Rosalind of his toils and aspirations, and found that she was even more sympathetic and enthusiastic than he had imagined, and little Sandys sang three comic songs of his own composition (with the accompani- ments strictly in canon), and Noel recited a duologue between Grimshaw and a Royal Academician which reduced them to helpless laughter. It was a splendid occasion, Denis thought, and oh, so like one of the great days at Parnasse ! Through- THE FIRST ROUND 293 out it he kept the impression that Mr. Duroy was standing in the shadow of the curtain, and would presently steal forward to say something delightful, — an apparition which would astonish no one. It was after eleven o’clock when they took their departure. Rosalind held Denis’s hand tightly in her own small, strong one, and made him promise to come to Hampstead at least twice a week. ‘ And you will write to him, won’t you ? ’ she added. A shadow of disappointment darkened her eyes when he understood to whom she referred and looked doubtful. But a moment later he had given the promise, and then she smiled at him as if he had presented her with an empire. Oh, wasn’t she different from Cecilia ! Poor Cecilia ! ‘ You ’re a black beast,’ he said to Noel as they went into the quiet street. ‘ If you hadn’t played that trick I might have seen her yesterday evening. I ’ve lost a whole day of my life.’ Noel began to laugh. * Hullo ! ’ he cried ; ‘ who said they only wanted London and work ? ’ * And friends,’ corrected Denis. Little Sandys, who was trotting by his side, looked up at him quickly. 4 Miss Duroy has a genius for friendship, hasn’t she ? ’ he said, and sighed melodiously. Noel turned to him and asked him somewhat abruptly if he felt ill, but Sandys did not answer. After a short silence the little man caught hold of Denis’s arm and said, ‘ I showed Wallaby your things, and he ’s impressed, obviously impressed ; he ’s beginning to bite. He wants you to go and see him on Monday. You must be very careful to be the fisherman and make him be the fish ; he ’s a model father and a pattern husband and gives a lot away in charity, but he ’ll have no scruples in reversing your respective positions if he can. When he spoke of you I knew by the peculiarly indifferent tone in his voice that he had sighted a prize. He was interested, too, when I told him that you played decently ; I believe he wants a tame accompanist for his ballad-concerts — tame, I mean, in the less offensive sense. And I ’m going to see Landberger to-morrow.’ Denis thanked him warmly, wondering meanwhile how he 294 THE FIRST ROUND would pay the great Landberger’s presumably immense fees, and Sandys turned quite pink in the moonlight. But the boy was in too exalted a condition to permit any financial problems to depress his soul ; he felt as if he were walking on sun-flushed clouds, and the great road before him rang with celestial melody. He transmuted the melody into song as he went to bed, and dreamed of Rosalind all the night. At daybreak he opened his piano, which seemed as finely in tune as all the invisible golden strings that thrilled with the lyric splendours of his new life. THE FIRST ROUND 295 XXXII TER a delirious fortnight of new sensations Denis settled to his work in grim earnest, feeling already as if he were an old inhabitant of Chelsea. It must be confessed that he did not go early to bed ; Noel's conversation was too fascinating, and there was always the endless and delightful amusement of criticising the day's work ; but at any rate he arose very soon after the sun had stained the river with pale gold and set all the sparrows chirping in the plane-trees. He lived frugally, for he had a sharp consciousness that behind any extravagance lurked a grim spectre which was eager to seize his wrist and hale him from his present environment, and he had long ago acquired a healthy habit of exercise. Walking suited him admirably, and was very cheap. Noel half expected that Denis would overwork tremen- dously, but there was a certain solidity in the boy's tempera- ment that preserved him from this common pitfall for young and breathless artists. He spent a long morning at his songs, practised after luncheon for about a couple of hours, and was ready for a walk with Noel when the light began to wane in the studio. Never was there such a visitation of London ! They wandered over it all, from Hampstead Heath to the Crystal Palace, from the Pool to Richmond, from Westminster Abbey and St. Paul's Cathedral to the humblest of City churches — some dusty place that seemed still to distil the faint odour of domestic, respectable, eighteenth-century worship, where every tablet commemorated an alderman, and every alderman was an epitome of all the virtues, moral and civic. Little Sandys often accompanied them on their expeditions, and proved an invaluable adjunct to the party. He knew London as an antiquary knows his collections ; he could lead them directly to a picture in the National Gallery, an elusive beast in the Zoological Gardens, or a street in Wapping where a murderous THE FIRST ROUND 296 conflict had taken place between Chinese and Lascars. He knew, too, all about the music that was being played in every part of the city ; Denis listened to Bach in Soho, and to Palestrina in Clerkenwell ; and several obscure gentlemen of talent, when they peered from the organ loft into their usually lonely church, were flattered to observe that they had an attentive audience of two persons. It was all very delightful for Denis, and very good for him as well. He certainly repaid any trouble to which his guides might have been put ; he was intensely interested in every detail of this new, amazing life, and took the whole teeming vat of humanity to his heart — ‘ swallowing London by acres/ as Noel called the process. He flung himself into the whirl of life like a boy who leaps into the summer sea after long hours in a stifling schoolroom ; he had a royal hunger for new im- pressions, and nothing seemed to tire him. Noel watched him with curious interest from behind a mask of irresponsible gaiety ; ever since the ancient days in the Sanatorium he had always taken a deep, obscure interest in Denis, — obscure, because as a rule he took people as he found them, and was not addicted to the analysis of character. He had long ago come to almost the same conclusion about Denis which Denis had reached with regard to Rosalind — that there was a reserve, a latent strength in his temperament that made him interesting, and would one day manifest itself in some remarkable way. Certainly, whatever might bethe strictly moral aspect of Denis’s abrupt departure from his father’s house, there was no doubt in Noel’s mind that its actual results were all in the boy’s favour. Each day his eyes seemed brighter and his step more elastic ; he had lost a certain brooding aspect, which, in spite of the excitement of his arrival, he had not been able to leave behind him in the train ; he was gay, natural, and obviously happy. ‘ And if the ancient parent comes to take him away, I rather fancy that I shall be under the necessity of wringing his ancient neck,’ concluded Noel, whenever he considered the present condition of affairs through the mists of his latest nocturnal pipe. Denis, too, was immensely pleased with himself, for he was THE FIRST ROUND 297 confident that he had never done better work than in these few weeks that succeeded his long winter of discontent. All the songs that had apparently died in his brain when he went into Boulter's office were born anew, and matched with them his earlier efforts seemed the most feeble of all amateur im- potencies. Each new song revealed a successor, and he was able to look down a long vista of prolific toil, across which his progress, like a stone's down a mountain, would continue to give him added momentum — would afford him strength, keen- ness, and wisdom. Irritating little difficulties of technique, which had formerly worried him for days, seemed to solve themselves miraculously ; and he had no hesitation in deleting parts of a composition, which, though not in honest relation with the whole, would have seemed to him formerly far too lovely to be sacrificed. He was realising the great consolation of the creator — that such sacrifices are not eternal ; that the beauty of which the deletion wrings the artist’s heart is not really lost, but will dawn again, modified, transmuted into a shape exactly appropriate to some later environment, or perhaps, in process of time, will grow up on its own account into a complete and perfect reality of loveliness. He had an appointment to meet Mr. Wallaby, and one evening, after traversing two large rooms which were furnished with many pathetically mute pianos, he found himself in the private office of that important personage. Mr. Wallaby, who was tall and stout and plentifully garnished with whiskers, received him genially, almost gaily ; he seemed to regard the visit as a pleasant and quite respectable jest, and called Denis his dear young friend twice during the first five minutes of their interview. Mr. Wallaby had certainly a most engaging manner ; when he spoke of modern music he wore an aif of almost fraternal sympathy. ‘ These poor fellows,' it seemed to say, ‘ do their best, of course, their little best, but you and I know the secret.' Quite by accident, apparently, he let slip a little phrase which hinted that he found actual genius in the songs of Denis, — 4 but genius, my dear young friend, is like a voice crying in the wilderness, — a beautiful voice, but a lonely one. And a voice isn't a voice until it has an audience, as the 298 THE FIRST ROUND philosophers tell us. You yourself are a 'Varsity man, Mr. Yorke ? Indeed ? You have all the air ; when you came in I felt quite certain that you were, or had lately been, an Oxford undergraduate.' Denis found him very amusing, though somewhat florid, and occasionally the publisher's eye reminded him of the falcon glance of Mr. Byng. When, however, Mr. Wallaby hinted that he found Denis more agreeable to meet than the usual type of musician, Denis felt inclined to emulate the cry of the Carpenter in Alice who criticised the bread and butter. ‘ It 's so awkward, so difficult, when they 're not gentlemen,' wailed Mr. Wallaby : ‘ but you and I, of course, can talk as friend to friend, if you 'll forgive my saying so.' He patted Denis on the shoulder, but even during that brief action the candid stare of the boy seemed to embarrass him. He hovered round the room for a moment, and then announced that they must talk business, serious business. ‘ Oh, the unpractical artist nature ! ' he moaned comically. He sat down, crossed his legs, and clasped his hands beneath his chin. ‘ We must be serious,' he said : ‘ we have to benefit each other ; it 's a mutual act of kindness ; the more I make out of you the more you make out of me, and vice versa. I 'll give you twenty- five pounds for the eight songs that I have seen — the money to be deducted from a five per cent, royalty on each. You understand that clearly, don ? t you ? We mustn't be accused afterwards of grinding down the aspiring artist. You will have twenty-five pounds at once, and then, after a short interval, I hope that you will receive five per cent, on all the songs. All the rights of every description will be mine.' He beamed at Denis with a smile that seemed to say, ‘ I am really a philanthropist, you know, though I cloak my charity with a thin disguise of business.' Denis was silent for a few moments, but only because he thought that silence was appropriate to the occasion. He made up his mind at once to accept the offer : twenty-five pounds meant the possibility of many weeks in Chelsea, though of course some of it would have to be sent to Gustus. Mr. Wallaby watched him with his philanthropic smile admirably sustained. ‘ Of course, between ourselves,' he said THE FIRST ROUND 299 at length, ‘ I don’t mind confessing that this offer is in the nature of a bait. I ’ve no doubt you ’ve heard that publishers are in the habit of entrapping their unfortunate victims with all sorts of dainty devices, and I tell you frankly that now I Ve seen you I want to keep you. I believe there ’s a future for you, — a vulgar, commercial future, I mean, you know, for I ’m a vulgar, commercial man.’ He passed his hand across his brow, and looked, thought Denis, like a Prime Minister or a Prince of the Church in disguise. ‘ I won’t try to tie you down ; genius has wings, it must be free ; it mustn’t become a barn-door fowl ; but I want you,’ said Mr. Wallaby, using a metaphor that nearly upset Denis’s gravity, ‘ to come flying back with your golden wings and to lay your eggs in my barn. I shall be very glad to see all your future work.’ At this moment a telephone bell rang somewhere in the room. Mr. Wallaby went to the instrument, listened for a moment, and then spoke quite sharply and angrily down the tube. When he returned to his chair, however, he looked as serenely beneficent as before. ‘ I took your things home to my wife,’ he said ; 4 she is an accomplished musician, and I have great faith in her judgment ; more, I may tell you in con- fidence, than in that of our poor friend Sandys. She played them, and my daughter sang them. I listened over a cigar — the ideal method of hearing music.’ He paused, as if to enjoy this retrospect of domestic bliss, and then continued : ‘ She thought them capital, capital. And that reminds me — the mention of Sandys reminds me that I have two other questions to ask you. First, you play accompaniments very well, he says. Would you care to do so at some of my Saturday concerts — you ’ve heard of them ? The fees, I ’m afraid, are trifling, but it ’s a distinction, in a kind of way, to appear at them. How do you feel about it ? ’ Denis felt cold to the bone at the idea of appearing on a public platform, but after all, he thought, it could not be more terrifying than the occasions when he played the piano before the whole school at the end of the Michaelmas term. He said that he would like to meditate on the suggestion, and Mr. Wallaby was full of sympathetic approval. 300 THE FIRST ROUND ‘ Wise man/ he said. ‘ Think it over. Don't accept en- gagements in a hurry that may interfere with your creative work. I 'll send you particulars of the concerts. And now for my other question ! It 's a very rude one, but you 're young and I 'm old enough to be your father. You must consider me privileged on this occasion. Have you any private means ? ' Even if Denis had been quick to take offence, Mr. Wallaby’s voice was so gentle, it thrilled with such exquisite considera- tion, that he could not possibly have resented the question. He replied that at present he had no private means, though he hoped in about a year to inherit a small regular income of seventy or eighty pounds. Mr. Wallaby glowed with almost affectionate sympathy. ‘ Very nice,' he said, ‘ seventy or eighty pounds ! But you must embroider it, my dear young friend, you must embroider it. Then if that is the case,' he went on, ‘ I believe I am justified in making a proposal to you. Sandys has more work than he can get through ; we are positively deluged with manuscripts ; every country vicarage bombards us with sevenfold Amens, and you may not believe it, but there are at this moment half a dozen Oxford Doctors of Music who are turning out comic songs by the score. Do you care to help us ? Your hours would not be long — about ten to twelve a week, for Sandys would continue to wrestle with the bulk of the work. He finds it tedious, but he is made that way ; you, I believe, would be amused by the remarkable efforts of amateurs, and there 's always the chance of discovering a genius. To descend to the vulgar question of cash, — we will pay you two pounds a week and give you a room to work in.’ The man was a perfect Maecenas, Denis thought, and little Sandys had certainly misjudged him. For a moment he resented the idea of anything extraneous being allowed to interrupt his other work ; but after all, he thought, money was necessary, not for its own sake, but for the sake of that work ; it was worth making a small sacrifice in order to con- tinue that heavenly existence in Chelsea, and also, it was obviously the only way in which he could pay back the money which he had borrowed. His conscience had begun f o be THE FIRST ROUND 301 uneasy about that high-handed demand for Gustus's five- pound notes. He told Mr. Wallaby that he should like to try the work of reading manuscripts, and then a remark of Sandys recurred to him. 1 Shall I have to wear a frock-coat ? ' he asked. Mr. Wallaby stared for a moment, and then laughed very heartily. 4 I know what you mean ! ' he cried ; ‘ it was a joke, of course ; a joke of my junior partner's, and Sandys took it quite seriously. But we never enlightened him, for he looks so much more respectable ; he used to appear in the most awful hat ! Wear what you like, my dear young friend. Sandys dressed like a combination of a German professor and a Paris art student, — that was what annoyed my partner, who is young, and very smart, a regular man of fashion, you know. Neglects his business to go calling on duchesses, and gives tea- parties for them here. I must entice you to one of them ; they 're amusing enough.' Mr. Wallaby's intonation implied that his soul gyrated in an empyrean far remote from the dubious paradise of British aristocracy. Denis left him soon afterwards, having promised to write to him in a few days, and agreeing to accept the terms offered for his songs. Mr. Wallaby made him sign a contract then and there, which seemed to Denis agreeably straight- forward and businesslike on his part. ‘ You must come and see us at home,' was Mr. Wallaby's final utterance ; c we live in Wimbledon- — ms in urbe , you know, and my wife will be delighted.' He shook Denis's hand warmly. ‘ Good- bye, goo^-bye, my new genius, my dear young friend ! ' Denis felt a tiny twinge of uneasiness at that word ‘ new.' Had there been other geniuses, and if so, where had they disappeared ? He thanked Mr. Wallaby for all his kindness, and threaded his way between the grand pianos. In the dim light of early evening they looked like a multitude of heavy beasts who were waiting to devour him. When he recounted his adventures to his friends in the Chelsea studio, Noel seemed to think that, on the whole, he had got off fairly easily, but Sandys almost danced with rage. 302 THE FIRST ROUND ‘ The wicked old bloodsucker/ he cried, alluding, I am afraid, to his august employer ; ‘ the infernal old body- snatcher ! He knows perfectly well that he 'll make fifty pounds out of each song, if he produces them at his hideous, degrading ballad-concerts, — and then you go selling the whole lot for twenty-five ! Royalty ! a lot of royalty you 'll see ! Five per cent. ! You ought to get not a penny less than fifty. He knows that there 's absolutely no risk with stuff like that. As for the accompanying, and the reading — that 's all right if you can stand it, but I should just like to know how long it 'll last. As long, I suppose, as you keep on turning out stuff at the pace he sets you. That 's his game ! he wants to get hold of you altogether ; he scents money as a hyaena scents blood, and he holds up this offer of regular work as a bait. Kind ! my dear fellow, do you suppose he invites an untrained accompanist to play beastly tunes at his concerts, and an absolutely inexperi- enced beginner to be his reader, from purely altruistic motives? He 'll throw you away like an old hat if you don't turn out enough stuff — at a five per cent, royalty — for his market, or if you change your manner, or take to writing symphonies. I should like to tell him what I think of him. I should like to thump him hard in his fat paunch/ And Sandys shook his fist at Noel, who laughed, and prodded him with a mahl-stick. * You 're jealous because Denis is going to share your work,' he said. ‘ It 'll all be fun for Denis, anyhow, and twenty-five pounds is a mint of money for his young eyes to gloat over. He can throw up the other work when he feels inclined, and starve ; meanwhile he will be able to support me in luxury.' But Sandys refused to be consoled. ‘ It 's dangerous,' he said ; ‘ it 's putting pressure on him at the very beginning of his career, when he ought still to be a toiling student, not a producing machine. If I 'd known what depths of depravity that old Machiavelli was capable of, I 'd have shot myself before I put the boy in his clutches. Luckily, I 've fixed it up with Landberger ; he 'll be a useful counter-irritant. There 's no oiliness about Landberger.' Denis soon discovered the truth of this last remark. He visited the great music-master by appointment on the follow- THE FIRST ROUND 303 ing day, and found a personality that rewarded inspection. Landberger was a fat old man with very bright red cheeks and deep-set, irascible eyes ; he wore an embroidered smoking-cap and a frayed velvet jacket, and his manners were distinctly inferior to those of Mr. Wallaby. He shook hands with Denis, stared at him for a moment, and then remarked, with a side- ways jerk of his head, ‘ Well, there *s the piano/ Denis went to the instrument, and sat down on the music- stool. ‘ What would you like me to play ? ’ he asked. ‘ Oh, I don’t care,’ said Landberger, as if his presence in the room was a mere accident. ‘ It ’s quite immaterial,’ he added grimly ; ‘ I know everything.’ And he began to read a news- paper. Denis felt a wicked inclination to improvise ; but he restrained himself, and played the first four pages of the Sonata Pathetique. Whilst he was playing he could hear the noisy rustle of Landberger’s paper, and when he ceased, that gentle- man was apparently absorbed in the leading article. Denis waited patiently, and presently Landberger folded the paper with extreme deliberation, and spoke. ‘ Young man,’ he said, ‘ are you often nervous ? ’ ‘ Not when I ’m actually playing,’ answered the truthful Denis, swinging round on the stool. Landberger glared at him. ‘ Are you nervous to-day ? ’ he growled. ‘ No,’ said Denis. The master reopened his newspaper. ‘ Then God help you,’ he said briefly, ‘ for I can’t.’ Denis stared at him with wide eyes, and waited for further criticism, but the great man was now completely absorbed in his leading article. After a few moments, without looking up, he emitted a queer kind of groan which no reasonable being would have assumed to be speech. Denis, however, was astonished out of all reason. ‘ I beg your pardon ? ’ he said politely. ‘ I said “ Go on ” ! ’ snarled Landberger. ‘ Good Lord, sir, is that all you know ? Can’t you play another little piece, a little drawing-room, after-dinner piece, the kind of thing to digest old women’s dinner for ’em ? Go on, go on, for heaven’s sake GO ON ! ’ He flapped the newspaper wildly at Denis, who decided that the old man had just gone mad, and won- 304 THE FIRST ROUND dered if he should get out of the house alive. He played a Nocturne of Chopin’s, and then waited. He played it, he knew, very well, but Landberger’s criticism was contained in one brief phrase. 4 Your fingers sound like sausages/ he said. Denis had never associated sound with sausages — at least, no sound except succulent hissing. He was beginning to lose patience. ‘ I don’t know what you mean,’ he said. Landberger looked at him at last. ‘ I mean that they ’re as soft as sausages, as fat as sausages, as nerveless as sausages,’ he cried. ‘ If you took ten sausages and tied them to a clothes-line and bumped them up and down the keyboard, they ’d make just the sound that your hands make. That ’s what I mean, young man. Is that clear ? ’ Denis met his eyes steadily. ‘ Perfectly,’ he said, ‘ and it ’s also perfectly inaccurate. You ’re talking about something of which you ’ve absolutely no experience.’ He paused, half expecting that the master would fall upon him and destroy him, but Landberger only stared. 4 Now I have ! ’ continued Denis. ‘ Good Lord ! ’ said the master. ‘ They ’ve sent me a mad- man, a young lunatic. It ’s a practical joke of Sandys. Good Lord ! ’ and he smiled grimly. Denis liked his smile. It made him seem quite another person. ‘ It ’s my favourite amusement on Sundays,’ said Denis. Landberger stared at him. There was a faint gleam of interest in his eye at last. ‘ What d’ ye mean ? ’ he said, cocking an eyebrow. ‘ Stringing ten sausages to a clothes-line and playing the piano with them,’ Denis answered. ‘ And this is what it sounds like,’ he added, and began to evoke most remarkable noises from the piano. He felt quite reckless, and resolved to show this extraordinary old man that he wasn’t in the least afraid of him. He continued his improvisation, which de- veloped rapidly into a clever piece of grotesque. You could hear the poor sausages flapping flatly on the notes, but there was a certain comic method in their fall. The idea had struck Denis’s imagination, and he elaborated his lumbering theme THE FIRST ROUND 305 with a happy skill that surprised him ; it became pathetic with the sadness felt by inert things that were compelled to dance, it became humorous with the lyrical exuberance of Aristophanes and the knockabout antics of the harlequinade. It was certainly unlike anything else in the world, and when he finished it he was almost anxious to write it down. He felt a hand on his shoulder, and looking up, saw the face of the master distended in a smile that, in some queer way, was the most flattering grimace that he had ever seen. ‘ You ’re a born fool,’ said Mr. Landberger, ‘ a born fool if ever there was one. And now let ’s get to work.’ Denis kept his promise, and wrote to his father, but received no answer to his letter. He made no excuses, and merely gave a curt description of his present circumstances. About a month later the inevitable remonstrance came from Gabriel Searle, who had apparently gone over irrevocably to the camp of the enemy. ‘ You ’ve hit him very hard this time, Denis,’ Gabriel wrote. ‘ He has aged more since you went than in the last ten years.’ Gabriel obviously thought that all Denis’s attempts to live his own life were part of a deep-laid plan to be revenged on his father ; which was foolish of Gabriel. The letter contained the usual vague wishes for a reconciliation. ‘ If you could even come down for a week-end, I believe that he would forgive you,’ it said. ‘ He isn’t angry this time ; he ’s only broken-hearted.’ The letter ruined a morning’s work ; he tore it up angrily, and wished that Gabriel Searle wasn’t so sentimental. But the phrase with which it commenced was like a needle in his memory for the rest of the day, and he despised himself because it hurt him. Was he going to be weak now, of all times ? He was absolutely convinced that all the right was on his side at last ; he was working well ; he walked buoyantly and slept soundly ; all the painful yearning of his soul was at peace, — and wasn’t this a proof that he had taken the best possible step ? Why should these words of Gabriel gall him as if he were actually in the wrong ? They ceased very soon to have this effect ; his life was too full of novelty and his work too engrossing — his own work- — u 306 THE FIRST ROUND for the hours that he spent in the room assigned to him by Mr. Wallaby were filled by labours which he never could regard as real, though he performed them conscientiously — and too slowly, from his employer's point of view. It was his task to sift the bulk of the miscellaneous avalanche of music that poured incessantly into the letter-box of Wallaby andCompany; he had a piano in his room, and if any composition, when tested by the instrument, appeared to have any vestige of merit, he passed it on to little Sandys. At first he was amazed and somewhat depressed by the thought of the vast multitude that was caught in the toils of production. How should he ever succeed, with this army of eager rivals working inexorably against him for a public that was so airily indiffer- ent to the great gulf that should lie between good and bad ? But very soon, I am afraid, he was comforted by realising that most of it was very bad indeed, — so bad that even a greedy, indiscriminating public would grimace over any attempt to swallow it, — so bad that it was pitiful to think of persons — they were often obviously delightful persons — wasting their lives over music when they might have been comfortable managers of banks and joyful fathers of children. The letters which accompanied these effusions were often dreadfully pathetic ; beneath the formal language which introduced them to Mr. Wallaby's notice you could read the anxiety of the composer as a scholar reads a palimpsest ; you had a vision of the months of toil and hope and depression that went to the mak- ing of certain compositions which, in the end, were quite im- possible. But the majority of manuscripts, fortunately for Denis's peace of mind, were outside this painful category. Wallaby and Company had a great reputation as publishers and producers of that annoying musical excrescence, the drawing- room ballad. Specimens of the genre whirled down on Denis like sand in a simoom, and even his unpractised ear was able to recognise that for the most part they had been born without artistic travail, that the composer had turned them off with about as much emotion as a barrel-organ displays in emitting a popular melody. On the whole, the work amused him, though he was conscious of being completely unfitted for it THE FIRST ROUND 307 He found it impossible to form any critical standard that would apply to all these heterogeneous creations ; they seemed to be written for a type of ear of which he could not imagine the existence, and the words which they were supposed to em- bellish were the language of lunacy. The composer, he imagined, invited any of his relatives to contribute them. Sir John Hornbeam, Mus. Doc., that ancient sinner, relied on his wife for lyrics (she had published a book of them called Wailings in the Wind), and not in vain, for did she not write The Rye- field ? As I came gaily through the rye , (. Heigh-ho !) There were no clouds across the sky; { Heigh-ho / the bending barley J) My love was lingering by the gate ; 1 hastened that she might not wait; She was so fair , my co?nely Kate / ( Sing hey ! the rye and barley !) As through the rye I came again , (. Heigh-ho /) The sky was dumb and dark with pain ; {Heigh-ho! the luckless parley !) She slew me with her anger sore , And so I weep and wander. For I know I’ll see my Kate no more ; {Nor she no more her Charley ). The pastoral-pathetic, of course. Denis came to know it at a glance. The tunes, in nearly all cases, were worthy of the words, but they were occasionally better and never worse. He hated them, but not more than the conventional robusti- ous, so dear to the Wallaby audiences. A thumping ballad of the sea Is what Pve got to sing , oh ! But his greatest aversion was reserved for the wicked creatures who made settings to the sonnets of Shakespeare and Keats and Rossetti. That seemed to him an utterly unpardon- able gilding of lilies. Poets at least were more decent ; they didn’t write words to Beethoven’s sonatas. When beautiful ideas were enshrined for ever in a monumental art-form, it seemed the basest sacrilege to meddle with them in any way THE FIRST ROUND 308 whatsoever. He had vast arguments with Sandys on this subject. Sandys was a great reader of French poetry, and had set Baudelaire's Invitation au Voyage and most of Verlaine's Sagesse to very pretty music. It was stupid work, and it left a nasty and surprising sequel in making Denis inapt for more congenial labours for some hours after he had been engaged in it ; but it occupied very little of his time, and Sandys was always at hand. In atone- ment, he toiled assiduously at theory and practice with Land- berger, whom he very soon began to like, went to every concert where good music was played, created like a young artist of the Renaissance, and saw Rosalind as much as possible. He played accompaniments for various stars at Wallaby's ballad- concerts, emerging from the hall with a distinct sensation that he had been accessory to a crime, and wondering how people with such excellent and finely trained voices could dare or bear to sing such wretched stuff. The singers he found alternately very simple and pleasant and excessively vulgar and conceited. The mere act of entering the Hampstead studio was suffi- cient to banish any depression that was caused by uncongenial work. Rosalind was always so delighted to see him ; she was such an ideal friend, so sympathetic, so completely spontane- ous, that there were moments when he felt that Nature had performed a work of supererogation in making her a girl. But that, of course, was because Nature wanted to make something beautiful, and Denis was deeply appreciative of her beauty. His sensitive young artist's eye found her faultless, and just when he thought that he knew every aspect of her, every trick of moving, every characteristic expression when she talked, some new grace would appear to prove that his judgment was feebly premature. He was reading Shakespeare at that time ; and as he proceeded from play to play, he seemed to see the actual embodiment of each heroine in his friend ; her variety was so infinite ; she distanced them all ! If only Mr. Duroy could have lived to see her ! Denis never lost his impression that his amused and delighted spirit was lurking in the shadow of the window curtains. THE FIRST ROUND 309 Women, he discovered in a tremendous moment of original inspiration, were extraordinary. At school, if he had ever thought of them at all, he had regarded them merely as vague guardian-angels of the proprieties, alien creatures whom one addressed with ceremonious politeness, and who stared at the carpet even if you did remember to rub your boots on the door- mat. It was the sudden sight of Topsy — red-faced, talkative Topsy, whose body was like a perfect poem — which had hinted to him that a woman could be beauty itself, could realise, as it seemed, all the half-formed irritating visions of colour and line that lured your eyes when you walked in lonely places at dusk, all the evanescent harmonies that hovered like almost visible things about you when you were eager to create music - it was the sight of Rosalind that confirmed this suggestion with an emphasis that was absolutely conclusive. A beautiful soul in a beautiful body, — Life could produce nothing finer than that ; the eternal monuments of art were shuffled into an inferior place when you contrasted them with this rarest perfection. It had an equal dower of immortality, too ; didn't life — and art — owe everything to its influence ? Though it seemed at first sight temporary and brief as the splendour of a June rose, didn't it really live for ever in its effects — killing vileness and meanness, bringing happiness and wisdom (and giving splendour to the creations of young and aspiring musicians) ? A personality of this kind, thought Denis, with the victorious generalisation of youth, was the first cause in every mighty work of genius. Would Dante have made the Divina Commedia so splendid if he had never seen Beatrice ? Would Shakespeare have created that great line of noble women if he had not seen perfection embodied in some one of his own acquaintance, — some one whose name was probably not Ann Hathaway ? Oh ! it was rare, this perfection, but, thank Heaven, it was quite unmistakable, and, when once you had recognised it, it was yours for ever ; your standard became fixed. Nothing could impair it ; time would only add to its glory ; changes of taste were mere shifting mists in valleys far below the height where it shone supreme. It was above every transitory development ; it was absolute, not relative ; you 3io THE FIRST ROUND could no more imagine any external influence affecting it than you could believe in a change in the human eye that would make the Elgin Marbles seem grotesque. He was deeply impressed by the discovery of this great truth, and in the course of one of their nocturnal discussions of everything on earth, he drew Noel's attention towards it, without mentioning Rosalind, of course. Noel contemplated him with an eye which would have seemed Mephistophelean if his yellow beard had not spoiled its effect, and smiled very wisely. ‘ Oh ! you 're getting on ! ' he said. 4 It 's one of the seven stages of adolescence. You remind me of Archibald when he first came to Paris. Made in virtute , finer ! You make me dream of my long-dead youth. Lend me your pocket-hand- kerchief. Do you know the immortal words of Ollendorf : “ I have the cold in the head, and my brother has the pocket- handkerchief " ? It suggests all the horror of family life in one brief line.' Denis thought that Noel displayed a most unbecoming levity. He continued to visit the Hampstead studio twice or thrice a week, and became absolutely convinced of the truth of his idea. All his reading — he read a great deal, chiefly poetry — would have confirmed it, if confirmation had been necessary. Rosalind was perfect, and she would be his friend for life. The world was a glorious place, and the Hampstead studio was its centre. There was only one cloud in the serene sky of his existence — if the wiry figure of Grimshaw can be described as anything nebulous. Denis met the painter in Hampstead on several occasions, and continued to dislike him. There was no proper reason for his dislike ; Grimshaw was no ruder to him than to others ; it was a matter of instinct. Everything connected with the man jarred on him ; his deep, slow voice, which was really musical, his laughter, which always seemed sardonic, his habit of breaking aggressively into any discussion. He was a genius, no doubt, but he was a brute. Miss Amory liked him, though, as Denis discovered, she had been a friend of his wife ; but of course Miss Amory liked every one who had ever held a THE FIRST ROUND 3ii mahl-stick. She seemed quite glad when Grimshaw denounced her latest allegory in language so violent that Denis felt she ought to have wept or put poison in the master's tea. One consoling fact, however, was obvious, the boy thought : Rosa- lind disliked Grimshaw ; no one, of course, would have ex- pected her to do anything else. Though she was still his pupil and saw him almost daily, there was an odd note of constraint, of effort, in her voice when she spoke to him ; and when he told one of his stories, which were always concerned with practical jokes, she was the only person in the audience who did not laugh. Denis laughed, for the stories were really amusing in their way, and Miss Amory was always ringing a silver chime of appreciation. Rosalind smiled briefly ; sometimes she did not even smile, but watched Grimshaw gravely, swinging a slender foot. It was the first time that Denis had seen her look as if she were bored, though she was good enough to simulate an air of interest. Grimshaw, indeed, seemed somewhat afraid of her. He did not often address her, and when he did so he spoke with a certain deference which made his rough voice almost pleasant. He was no fool ; he knew a great deal about music, and had anarchical theories. 4 Traditions ! traditions are hell ! ’ he remarked one day to Sandys, with a sublime disregard for the ears of Miss Amory and Rosalind. ‘ What you want is in- novation, — to make audiences who are torpid and intoxicated with Schubert and Chopin rise up in their chairs and gasp as if they 'd sat on a corkscrew. Traditions are made to be smashed. Beethoven smashed them, and every one said “ How dreadful ! ” Wagner smashed them, and nobody be- lieved in him but a king whom idiots called mad. Traditions are only cultivated by people who are too flabby to strike out and get beyond them. They 're the stale lees of the wine that genius crushes from life.' He snorted contempt when Denis played Purcell. ‘ It 's pretty,' he said, ‘ but it 's bric-a-brac, it 's vieux jeu. Go and listen to the 'buses in Piccadilly, and try to write the noise down ; it 'll be healthier for you than everlastingly waking up these old ghosts.' In revenge, Denis played him the Sausage rhapsody, without explaining its 312 THE FIRST ROUND origin. ‘ That ’s better ! ’ said Grimshaw ; ' that *s got some life in it. It reminds me of a fight between a fat lady and a living skeleton at a music-hall, — both of them on roller-skates, you know.' He spoke quite seriously. Occasionally he was amusing, but too often he was the prey of black moods which he made no attempt to conceal from his acquaintances. He would snarl like a surly dog if Noel laughed at him, and would contradict Miss Amory with a rancorous energy that reduced her to silence, though she never appeared to resent it. He refrained, however, from treating Rosalind in a similar manner, but this was probably because she scarcely spoke to him on his bad days ; if he addressed a remark to her she replied with a monosyllable. Ho regarded Denis with contemptuous tolerance, and always alluded to him as The Prodigy. Sometimes he would loll in an armchair for a couple of hours, speaking to no one, and staring with morose eyes at the ceiling. Denis would yearn to take him by the collar and shake him into some sort of civility ; the man, he supposed, was engaged in thinking out a new picture, but why on earth couldn't he do it in his studio or the street ? Some- times Grimshaw would utter a sound between a sigh and a moan, and on one occasion when this happened, Denis ob- served that Rosalind had turned towards him, and was looking at him gravely, keenly, but apparently without any trace of irritation. This puzzled Denis for a moment, and then he concluded that, being his pupil, she felt a certain sympathy with the artistic travail which was indicated by these annoying symptoms. The great man did not invite Denis to his studio, and the only specimens of his work that the boy saw were some charcoal studies at the Spring exhibition of a certain Art Club — navvies at work on a railroad, and miners, naked to the waist, crouching in a narrow, dimly lighted gallery. There was no doubt that Grimshaw was a genius, he thought, as he looked at the drawings ; they were terrific ! it was grim realism, yet there was nothing forced ; and to know exactly where to refrain, where to stop dead in work of that kind, was itself a triumph of delicacy. After he had seen them, he found that the majority of pictures in the gallery had the effect on his THE FIRST ROUND 3i3 nerves that would have been produced by a series of bottles of bad scent. But even if Grimshaw could do that kind of thing, he had no right to be surly in Rosalind's presence and to mock at Purcell. The amiable Topsy, who was sufficiently good-natured to remain in the studio when her day's work was over and to make tea whilst Noel's brush ran a race with the twilight, seemed never tired of talking about Grimshaw. ‘ Oh ! he does amuse me ! ' was her invariable prologue, followed immediately by an anecdote which made Denis feel that there was some defect in his own sense of the humorous. But he began to see very soon that Topsy had a blind professional admiration for the great man. 4 He 's going to be an Old Master ! ' she said, with a healthy thrill of awe in her voice. ‘ He 's famous all over Europe, ain't he, Mr. Tellier ? And Americans — you never saw such figures of fun ! — Americans come to see him — regu- larly force their way into the studio — and then he swears at them and turns them out. My word, but he 's a caution ! He 's afraid of neither God nor man ; he wants a woman to keep him in order. Not like the one he had, though, that used to watch him through the keyhole whenever he 'd a model. Ah ! She 'd have taken first prize at the cat show.' Topsy evidently worshipped Grimshaw, in spite, or indeed because, of his roughness. ‘ “ Get out," he said to me one day,’ she would tell Denis. ‘ “ Take yourself off and be hanged," he says, “ my head 's bursting with your jabbering jaw," and then he drops into a chair and holds his head till I was fit to die with laughing.' It is to be supposed that Topsy, as is the way with many devout worshippers, was given to translating the lan- guage of her god into common speech. Sometimes she evinced an almost maternal anxiety with regard to Grimshaw's health. ‘ He 's overworked,' she said on one occasion. * His hand ain't steady, and that makes him swear. He 's worrying his life out about something and says that his liver 's like a hob- nailed boot. I don't know how he managed to see it, though. His temper 's awful, and there 's always a smell of whisky in the studio.' Denis felt sick. Was that the place to which Rosalind went 3 14 THE FIRST ROUND for lessons ? He longed to warn her against Grimshaw ; girls of twenty, he said to himself, couldn’t judge a man’s character, and Miss Amory was obviously short-sighted. Of course, Rosalind was wise beyond her years ; but did she know about the wife, and about the whisky ? He mentioned both of these unsavoury subjects to Noel as they were talking together that evening. Noel didn’t seem to think them important. ‘ Topsy described the wife very well in her epigram about the cat show,’ he said. ‘ I saw the clawses at the end of her pawses pretty often. But if you didn’t know her and only heard the facts, you ’d think she was in the right and Grimshaw in the wrong. Of course that ’s rot, really.’ ‘ Oh ! ’ said Denis, ‘ and does he drink ? ’ 4 I don’t know,’ said Noel. ‘ I should, I think, if I ’d married her. If he does, it hasn’t hurt his pictures and he keeps it dark. Topsy ’s a garrulous idiot,’ he concluded, with a little flash of irritation. ‘ Does Rosalind like him ? ’ demanded Denis. ‘ Oh yes,’ said Noel, ‘ — as a painter.’ THE FIRST ROUND 3i5 XXXIII T the end of four months he was still so much in love with his new life and his work was proceeding so well, that when Mr. Wallaby informed him that he could take a holiday of four weeks he felt inclined to stay in London during the remainder of August and the beginning of September. But Noel, who was going to Fontainebleau to paint in the forest, disapproved strongly of this intention, and eventually per- suaded Denis to accompany him to France. The four months certainly constituted the most wonderful epoch of his life. He had been completely happy ; Noel had proved a perfect comrade, and had given obvious proof of his pleasure in having the boy always near him ; Rosalind, of course, was beyond praise ; one could only be humbly thank- ful to Fate for the great good chance of being able to dwell in the light of her presence ; and his artistic powers had developed in a manner that seemed nothing less than amazing when he compared his present achievements with the tentative efforts of the previous year. He had made many other friends, too : Miss Amory, who was always delightful, and little Sandys, who was delightful and comic as well. He had moved in a healthy atmosphere of artistic endeavour ; he had met exactly the kind of people whom he had wished to know — musicians, painters, writers of verse, writers of fiction — the grim crew of a stagger- ing ship ! — and a great number of persons who were none the less charming because they were not artists. Noel's circle of acquaintance was always extending, and Denis profited hugely by its elasticity. Old schoolfellows would appear unex- pectedly in the studio — gilded youths from the Universities who still called Noel Boosey, and stared with great eyes at little Sandys' tubular frock-coat. Denis was surprised to observe how slightly they had altered ; their interests seemed the same that they had possessed at school — games, amuse- THE FIRST ROUND 316 ment, vivid waistcoats — and they talked the old jargon which he had easily forgotten in a year. They were very jolly, and he thanked Heaven that he wasn't sharing their mode of life. One August evening, a few days before the time appointed for their departure, he walked with Noel and little Sandys across Hyde Park towards the Marble Arch. It was the last evening when the trio were able to foregather, so they decided to celebrate the occasion, not in Soho, but at an Italian restaurant near Oxford Circus. Whilst they were walking, however, Sandys remembered suddenly that a great violinist, a Belgian named Damboise, was playing the Beethoven Concerto at a hall which was near their restaurant, and suggested that instead of dining they should go to hear him and have supper afterwards. The concert, he said, would end at half-past nine ; and, for himself, he always found that an empty stomach was an invaluable aid to the appreciation of great music. The plan was accepted, with the condition that Noel and Denis were allowed to eat sandwiches at a German sausage-shop in Oxford Street on the way to the concert ; during which repast, Noel intimated, little Sandys might warble Denis's famous rhapsody. Near the Marble Arch they met an acquaintance, a writer named Wilson who produced mystical novels which were sup- posed to be intended to convert all the world to theosophy, or Buddhism, or some other mysterious and Oriental creed. Wilson's novels were not successful ; his name was unknown to the public, and he attributed this disaster to several causes ; the most important being that there were two other writers of the same name, that his prose was perfect, and that he himself was afflicted with a modesty that forbade any kind of self-ad- vertisement. Latterly, however, he had begun to realise that as his novels were written with a great moral purpose, it was his moral duty to draw the attention of a perverse generation to their and his existence by any method, legitimate or blatant. The notices inserted in literary weeklies at his request by his publishers were a perpetual joy to his friends — ‘ The Mahatma's Mantle , by HERBERT Wilson. The British Public are kindly requested not to confuse the author of this remarkable work THE FIRST ROUND 317 with Mr. Nathaniel Wilson, the writer of light verse, or Mr. William Wilson, the writer of sensational stories. Order early from libraries, and don't forget HERBERT.' But if the public remembered Herbert, they remembered him only to ignore him, and the sensational William sold his tens of thousands. Apart from this peculiarity and a long green cloak — probably a Mahatma's mantle — which he wore per- petually, Wilson was quite an amiable creature, and never tried to convert Noel and Denis to the religions of the East. They ate leber-wurst sandwiches and afterwards listened to the violinist, who played magnificently. At a quarter to ten, whilst they were discussing the relative merits of a risotto and an osso buco, the great Damboise himself entered the restaurant followed by the conductor of the orchestra, a stout man with a black beard, an Olympian coiffure, and a genial face. Dam- boise was evidently well contented with his performance ; his huge red face beamed like a blown fire, and he talked and laughed loudly. He sat down at a table where places had been laid for half a dozen persons, and was soon involved in an animated discussion — in Italian — with the head waiter, who hovered about him like an attendant genius. Denis watched him with keen interest ; Damboise was the first really great man whom he had had the chance of observing closely, — except, of course, the morose Grimshaw. The violinist and the conductor were very soon joined by a party which consisted of two men, obviously musicians, and two ladies who were not so easily classified as their attendants. The elder was of ample dimensions, and looked like a full-blown peony ; the younger was tall and moved very lithely, and had a face which was pale and interesting. Denis asked Sandys if he could identify her, and Sandys replied that she was an American, a famous dancer who had formerly studied music with Damboise. Evidently she had been a favourite pupil ; the great violinist took both her hands and shook them violently ; he kissed the other lady on both her red cheeks, and patted her on the back until Denis thought she would succumb to an apoplectic seizure. Then the fun began ; Damboise laughed, and made jokes in several languages, and drank THE FIRST ROUND 3i8 every one’s health, and gesticulated wildly, behaving, Denis thought, much more like a jolly schoolboy than a personage of forty-five with a European reputation. He very soon man- aged to reduce the peony, the conductor, and the two musicians to a condition of helpless laughter ; and though the dancer didn’t laugh as unrestrainedly as the others, one could tell from her extremely expressive face how enormously amused she was. Presently a silence descended on them ; she was telling them a story, very gravely, almost sadly, without gestures. They were watching her with the queer, strained aspect that faces which have been loosened with laughter assume when they are suddenly compelled to be grave. But the story was very short, and at its conclusion a peal of laughter went up that startled the quiet supper-parties at the other end of the restaurant. Damboise laughed louder and longer than any one, kept on repeating the last words of the story, and again insisted on wringing the dancer’s slender white hands. Even while he was doing this, a procession of two old gentlemen entered the room, — two old gentlemen who resembled each other greatly, for each of them was stout, each had a bald head and gold spectacles, and each wore a large diamond in his shirt-front. They marched majestically past the table at which Damboise and his friends were having supper, glanced at him and raised their opera-hats very solemnly, then proceeded to two seats as remote as possible from that hilarious gathering. Damboise bowed to them profoundly, and regarded them, when they had passed, with the expression of a mischievous schoolboy who watches the retreating figure of the master. Sandys told Denis their names, and their names told him everything. They were professors of music, they were baronets, they had composed oratorios, and they were highly honoured in England. As they sat stiffly opposite one another they looked almost defiantly satisfied with their own import- ance, but Denis knew that, compared with Damboise, they were as cruses of water to the great sea. Damboise had all the knowledge which had made them pedantic, and it was merely the grammar of his art ; he had gone far beyond all that. THE FIRST ROUND 319 After a moment the voices and laughter at his table became louder than ever, and occasionally the two baronets sent a glance towards it that was almost too majestic to signify dis- approval. Denis thought that the contrast between their pompous stiffness and the great artist's joyous absurdity was extremely piquant, and also extremely significant. The really big men, he felt, were always like that — simple, and jovial, and full of boyish high spirits, whereas the second-rate men, the pedants, were solemn and self-important and utterly sterile. He was watching the great violinist half an hour later, when a tall figure in dress-clothes and an opera-hat — a form of head- gear that Denis vaguely associated with gilded dissipation — obtruded itself between him and the jovial supper-party. He looked up, and to his intense surprise recognised Lenwood — a novel and amazing Lenwood, beautifully dressed, and leaning on an ebony stick. Denis was so greatly astonished by this apparition that he stared for a moment without speaking ; Noel, however, was less startled by the magnificence of his old schoolfellow. ‘ Why, it 's old Frowzy ! * he exclaimed. ‘ What a blood you 've grown, my dear ! Are you going to have supper ? Come and sit with us if you 're alone. We 're all sadly in need of improving conversation. What a funny hat you 're wearing ! ' He introduced Lenwood to Sandys and Wilson. Lenwood bowed to them with a flourish. Denis still stared at him ; the change in his aspect was almost beyond belief, and for some reason he reminded the boy of Malvolio — of Malvolio in love and cross-gartered. The old, haggard solemnity of his face was wreathed with a perpetual and slightly fatuous smile ; he wore a large antique intaglio on his left hand, and an eyeglass with a kind of golden balcony round its edge depended by a thin satin ribbon from his neck. ‘ You 're still running Oxford, I suppose ? ' said Noel. ‘ I am still at Oxford,' said Lenwood ; ‘ but I have been down for six weeks, and the memory of its absurdity has faded at last. I shall have to stay there, I suppose ; they spoke of 320 THE FIRST ROUND giving me a fellowship at Balliol, and of course there is the All Souls thing later on.' Little Sandys addressed him with nervous politeness. ‘ Is Balliol one of the well-known colleges of Oxford ? ' he asked. The question seemed to astonish Lenwood. ‘Yes, I believe so/ he answered. ‘ You ought to say that to a Balliol don. I should like to see his face. Oxford is all very well/ he continued, turning to Noel and Denis, ‘ but you don't know what a joy it is to me to come to this kind of thing — to get into real life ! It 's as good as the first sensation of health after a long illness.' He drew a deep breath, and put up his eyeglass, which fell immediately. ‘ Well, from all that old Arbuthnot told me,' said Noel, ‘ there seems to be a certain amount of real life even in Oxford. He managed to have a very good time in spite of having to go into training three or four times a year.' ‘ Oh ! of course that kind of man ! ' said Lenwood. ‘ I was speaking of the life of the mind.' ‘ Ah yes, exactly so ! ' said little Sandys. ‘ You find the place, in that respect, somewhat — er — stagnant ? ' Lenwood nodded. ‘ It 's like living in a combination of a library and a morgue/ he explained ; ‘ and unless you throw yourself violently into the arms of sensation its influence haunts you everywhere. For a long time I abandoned myself to it, and then, one day, I realised that I was becoming like all the others, I saw that some tremendous tonic was necessary to save my soul.' ‘ You should try occultism,' said Wilson, with the voice of a chemist who recommends a patent medicine. ‘ It 's the finest antidote to academic methods of thought.' ‘ I hate all isms,' Lenwood answered languidly, and Denis laughed. ‘ For a long time,' continued Lenwood, ‘ I searched for my remedy. I tried Italy, and Italian art ; but Italy, nowadays, is a suburb of Oxford ; Ruskin and Pater ruined it, and art, especially antique art, is only an anodyne ; it isn't a tonic. Quite suddenly I found that my cure lay no further away than London. This kind of life, I 've realised, is the very thing to counteract Oxford : it 's everything that Oxford isn't ; THE FIRST ROUND 321 it 's vulgar, it 's vivid ; it 's tawdry, it 's flamboyant. Nothing is ordered and sorted ; pleasure and sorrow are hand in hand ; shame and virtue rub shoulders together. At first it was staggering. To use a dreadfully commonplace simile, I in- habited the Platonic cave of shadows for so long that I was blinded by the fierce glare of reality. But now I 'm used to it ; I bask. I only hope/ he concluded sententiously, ‘ that I am not too late/ For a moment Denis had a wild suspicion that Lenwood was laughing at them — that his stick, his eyeglass, and his fantastic language were all part of some ridiculous travesty. But as Lenwood expounded his theory, with many allusions to the shadier side of London's opportunities for nocturnal dissipa- tion, he abandoned this idea. Lenwood's life at Oxford had seemed to him sufficiently misguided — a wilful living in sad- ness ; but this new aspect of his friend was far more preposter- ous ; he was like an owl walking abroad amid the sun-rays in a suit of peacock's feathers. Certainly he looked healthier than when Denis had seen him at Oxford, though his baldness had increased, and he was terribly short-sighted, especially when he wore his eyeglass. In spite of his self-satisfaction, it was almost pathetic, Denis thought, to see him playing a part for which Nature had certainly not designed him. Formerly, though he had acquired a great many of the defects which often go with the scholar's temperament, he had at least possessed some of the compensatory virtues, but now he had renounced these, and had forsaken the study for the music- hall — a Diogenes turned Brummell ! Denis glanced at Noel, anxious to see if he also was conscious of the idiocy of Len wood's metamorphosis, but Noel apparently attached no particular importance to the change, and was gravely telling the votary of pleasure where to obtain the best absinthe in Paris. Len- wood had visited Paris ; he knew the tourist-haunted cabarets of Montmartre, and was evidently very proud of his know- ledge ; he had even visited a Bal Bullier (he had lately learnt to dance) and had conversed with a lady who was clothed as simply as Venus when she rose superbly from the sapphire sea. 1 A naked woman is a wonderful sight/ said the sage ; x 322 THE FIRST ROUND and Denis remembered his old impression that Lenwood always liked all the right things in the wrong way. Lenwood appeared to be impressed by the information that his four companions were all engaged in the practice of one or another form of art. ‘ You artists know how to live ! ’ he said, and Denis smiled as he thought of little Sandys’ frock- coat, which always suggested Evangelical meetings, and of the tranquil life of Noel and himself in Chelsea. Lenwood, in matters of art and literature, displayed his usual omnisci- ence ; he spoke admiringly of Beardsley, and debated whether it was possible to obtain originals of Felicien Rops. He had met certain artists in Paris ; it appeared that they had in- volved him in some ridiculously sordid affairs, ‘and all the time I thought of Oxford, and the poor blind thing called my tutor. If only he could have seen me ! ' He talked to Wilson about the rites of the East, and spoke with fervour of a book called the Khama-sutra of which Denis had never heard. Damboise excited his admiration. ‘ A grand head/ he said ; ‘ what power, and how extraordinarily sensual ! His mistress is quite beautiful/ He seemed very much disappointed when the identity of the lady in question was revealed to him, and when little Sandys informed him that the great violinist was a deeply respectable married man. A moment later the entry of a florid gentleman in a too sumptuous fur coat attracted his attention. ‘ Look at him ! ’ he exclaimed ; ‘ how he has lived ! how he has used his life ! ’ ‘ Well, he ’s got a very red nose ! 9 cried little Sandys in his shrill voice. ‘ I don’t think he has been living the life of the mind,’ added Denis. He was becoming somewhat weary of Lenwood’s theories ; the long day of work, the walk, the concert, and the bad air in the restaurant made him desirous of his bed. He was also slightly annoyed because Lenwood, as usual, had evinced no sort of interest in his existence, had asked no questions about his work. Lenwood, indeed, scarcely spoke to him or to Noel, regarded Sandys with mild contempt, and addressed most of his remarks to Wilson, who became bored and tried to avoid his eye and to think out the plot of a THE FIRST ROUND 323 mystical romance. The student of pleasure consumed a mezzo of Chianti, and then drank absinthe and water as a liqueur, to Noel’s great disgust. He became voluble, dis- cursive, and, lastly, lyrical. Denis watched him with growing stupefaction ; the wine and absinthe, and the many deeply inhaled cigarettes were all, he felt, a part of Lenwood’s deliberate scheme for counteracting some influence that he feared ; he was afraid of becoming a pedant, of course, and this was a legitimate terror ; but was it really necessary to rush to the opposite extreme in this violent way ? Weren’t there all kinds of delightful methods of keeping life from becoming arid — laughter, and the company of friends, and walking-tours and the consolation of the Arts ? But Lenwood, of course, was beyond art, and had never cared for friendship. He seemed even more lonely amongst his pleasures than in his rooms at Balliol ; there, at any rate, he had the society of the distinguished anarchists and atheists, flabby beings who would certainly not bear him company amid his present flesh- pots. He thought of the Lenwood whom he had known, or tried to know, at school — self-confident, defiant, but very wise and sane ; and then he looked at the new Lenwood, whose face was flushed and weakened with wine, who talked loudly and foolishly, and was perpetually trying to fix his gold-rimmed glass beneath that erstwhile studious brow. Oh, what a fall was there ! With startling suddenness the truth that people could change — even the people who had seemed absolutely formed and fixed — was born in his mind. It was a relief to look at Noel, and to see that he was just the same as ever beneath the ambush of his beard. His attention was diverted from this melancholy spectacle by the sound of a great scraping of chairs on the floor. Dam- boise and his friends had risen, and were preparing to depart amid the bows of the entire staff of the restaurant. As the violinist stood in the act of drawing on his gloves his glance rested on the group of young men at the table near his own ) he stared for a moment, then smiled and advanced towards it. He had eyes, Denis noticed, that looked as if they could see a hundred miles without effort. He beamed on them all for a 324 THE FIRST ROUND moment, looking quickly from one to the other, then shook hands with Sandys, who had risen. ‘ If I had known you were here/ he said, with a strong foreign accent, ‘ I should have tried to steal you from your friends/ Sandys smiled and blushed beautifully, — it was delightful to see the pleasure that he derived from the great man’s little act of courtesy. * Oh ! that ’s very good of you — extremely good ! 9 he stammered, standing away from the table and gazing up with his funny childish smile at Damboise. ‘ I may say that it has been a most memorable evening for all of us ! ’ He waved his hand towards the table, and Damboise smiled at Noel and Denis, who were facing him.- He began to talk French to Sandys, who replied fluently with an exe- crable accent ; apparently they were discussing the concert. After a moment, however, Denis heard Landberger’s name, and then Damboise glanced at him, looking serious, and said something w T hich sounded like ‘ une vraie tSte d’artiste.’ Sandys also looked at him, and made a sign, but before he could move Damboise came quickly round the table — he moved with a lightness amazing in so large a man — and held out his hand. Denis sprang up and shook it, feeling rather frightened. ‘ I have heard of you, Mr. Yorke/ Damboise said, and he looked so jolly and friendly that Denis’s fear vanished instantly. 4 Landberger is one of my oldest friends ; we were at Leipsic together, — ah ! before you were born, and before he grew angry and I grew fat. And it seems you are his favourite pupil ; he has great hope of you ; he tells me you are going to beat us all. Lucky for me I do not play the piano, eh ? ’ Denis managed to explain that he was certainly not a favourite of Landberger’s. ‘ I never satisfy him,’ he said, with a comic look of despair, ‘ and he says my hands get worse and worse, just like ’ ‘ I know, I know ! ’ shouted the violinist ; ‘ like sausages on a string. The old saying ! and if it is a singer who goes to him, he says to him, “ Mister, your diaphragm is exact in its resemblance to a boiled rabbit ; the river may run backwards, THE FIRST ROUND 325 and the sun swallow the moon, but never, never shall song proceed from your mouth.” But what he really thinks of you, Mr. Yorke, is something very different. I wish you all success, and let me give you one word of advice. Whatever you do, cling to our friend here,' and he put his hand on Sandys' shoulder. ' He is one in a million,' he said ; ‘ a man of iron, a hero, a Colosse ! ’ The association of Sandys with anything colossal struck Denis as very remarkable. ‘ We shall meet again ! ' said the great man, with tremendous emphasis, as he departed. Denis was overwhelmed with astonishment that Landberger should have thought him worth mentioning to his famous friend. He stood staring at the receding back of the violinist. ‘ There ! you hear what he says ! ’ piped Sandys. ‘ Land- berger wouldn’t say a thing of that kind to him unless he meant it ! ' ‘ He always talked as if I should never be really any good,' said Denis ; ‘ but I always felt that I was improving.' ‘ Oh ! you 'll play the Kreutzer with him yet,' said Sandys, waving his hand towards the door. Denis laughed. 4 If I only could ! ' he murmured, as they returned to the table. There was a light in his eye that pleased Sandys. Sweet are the uses of encouragement, thought the little man, and was duly grateful to Damboise for his few words. As for Denis, he felt more than ever tempted to renounce his holiday and to work in London throughout the summer. As they separated, Noel asked Lenwood to visit the studio whenever he had nothing better to do, and Lenwood duly appeared at five o'clock on the next day. When Denis came into the room after a long afternoon of scales and exercises, he found the philosopher lying in a deep armchair and talking to Topsy. That young woman was, on this occasion, clothed in all the garments decreed by convention ; she was sitting for a figure of a girl in an old English garden, and wore a white muslin frock which Noel had designed. The afternoon had been very hot, and Topsy seemed rather tired and cross. Noel, in shirt-sleeves, with his big arms bare to the elbows, was working silently at his canvas. Topsy 326 THE FIRST ROUND seemed to be already on familiar, but not friendly, terms with Lenwood. ‘ Here ’s Mr. Yorke,’ she said as Denis entered ; * now he ’s the kind I like — much better than you. He don’t pay compliments and smirk at the same time as if he didn’t mean ’em. I never could abide gentlemen as idle about London spending their money and twirling a stick in the air like the man in front of the Guards’ band. Give me a worker, say I. I ’m a worker myself. They ’re my sort ! ’ ‘ I don’t see why you need be,’ said Lenwood. ‘ You ’re much too pretty. Work makes people dreadfully plain.’ 'Ah! you’ve done some in your time, then! ’ retorted Topsy. Lenwood blew a cloud of cigarette smoke, and said that he had done many foolish things before he had the immense felicity of meeting her. Denis found a camp-stool and sat down behind Noel, who grunted a greeting without removing his eyes from his work. The boy was vaguely irritated by the tone of Lenwood’s voice ; he had hoped that the new aspect of his old schoolfellow would be less perceptible in the sane light of day ; but Lenw r ood seemed as idiotic as on the previous evening. His wit was of the feeblest description, a poor copy of the kind of nonsense that a vapid youth would exchange with a barmaid, and he regarded Topsy with a patronising air that was almost insolent. Denis liked Topsy ; she was talka- tive and self-complacent and sometimes rather greedy, he thought, but she had certain excellent qualities ; she was staunch on behalf of her friends and never told lies. The foolish interchange of verbal horseplay continued for some time. Lenwood had much the worst of it, but he did not seem to perceive it, and sat watching his opponent with a superior smile. Topsy was obviously growing exasperated ; she flushed angrily, and spoke through her teeth. Denis knew that she was very tired — she had volunteered to remain for an extra hour each day because she knew that Noel was anxious to finish his figure before he went to France — and he thought that Lenwood might have had the sense to observe her fatigue. Noel was absorbed in his work, and for some time continued to ignore the contending flights of epigram ; at last, however, he looked up from his canvas, and spoke. THE FIRST ROUND 327 ‘ Quiet a minute, please, Topsy,' he said ; ‘ I can't get the face if your mouth keeps on wandering round like a train on the District Railway.' But Denis noticed that Noel was at that moment working on the dress of his figure. Topsy shrugged her shoulders. ‘Oh! I didn't know that you wanted my face ! ' she said crossly. ‘ What else could he want ? ' asked Lenwood, and Denis sighed. It was so ridiculous to talk like that in a studio ; the atmosphere was all wrong. Topsy preserved a sulky silence during the remainder of the sitting, declined tea, and departed with the curtest of good-nights to Noel and Denis and without looking at Lenwood. She had refused to change her clothes, made a bundle of her own garments, and went away in all the glory of Noel's muslin frock. * My dear Tellier,' Lenwood cried as soon as she had gone, 4 she 's admirable ! Where did you find her ? I never met anything so amusing and yet so banal. And what a figure ! ' He sighed loudly, then rose and went towards Noel, who was cleaning his palette. ‘ Observe me, Tellier,' he said theatri- cally ; ‘ we have known each other for years, and I feel that I may ask you a pertinent question. Are you very intimate ? ' Noel was whistling vigorously as he scraped his palette. He broke off his tune and looked up at Lenwood. ‘ Rather ! ' he said, and continued to whistle. Lenwood frowned. ‘ You understand me, don't you ? ' he said. ‘ No,' answered Noel, in the middle of a tremolo. He finished it and ran up a scale. ‘ No,' he said, ‘ and never did.' ‘ Then I 'll be frankly explicit,' said Lenwood. ‘ In plain brutal English, is she your mistress ? ' For a moment Denis thought that Noel was about to remove the rest of the paint on his palette by applying that implement to Lenwood's face. He stared at him. ‘ Mistress be damned ! ' he said emphatically, ‘ she 's a model.' ‘ Ah ! ' said Lenwood. ‘ No harm in my asking, was there ? One likes to be careful. Acts of piracy are illegitimate between THE FIRST ROUND 328 friends, of course/ Noel continued to stare for at least a minute, then he put down his palette. A slow smile irradiated his red face. ‘ I must go and wash/ he said. Next moment the sound of splashing water rose in the adjoining room, and mingled with it another sound as of gurgles and gasps. But Lenwood did not hear it. He was speaking to Denis. ‘ She 's splendid ! ' he said. * But perhaps I pressed her a little too hard. Do you think she was offended ? She spoke as if she was, of course, but she looked quite other things. She 's a clever comedian, of course/ 4 She was very tired/ said Denis, ‘ and I don't think she liked you much/ Lenwood did not appear to attach any importance to this brusque assertion. ‘ I 'll send her a peace-offering,' he said. ‘ A box of choco- lates. She was eating chocolates just before you came in ; it was splendid to see her do it. She 's wonderfully animal. Where does she live ? ' Denis told him, and immediately felt that he had been foolish. Topsy didn't want to be troubled by Lenwood. However, there was no denying the fact that she had a passion for chocolates. Lenwood departed very soon afterwards, and Noel tramped to and fro in the studio and devoted him to perdition in all the languages that he knew. ‘ He 's as mad as a wolf ! ' he said. ‘ He shan't come here never no more, Denis — at least, he shan't come when I 've a model. Topsy was trembling with rage ; I expected her to scratch his face, smash my picture, embrace you, and depart for ever in violent hysterics. I 'm very glad we 're going away ; he makes the soles of my feet tickle.' ‘ I don't know what 's the matter with him,' said Denis. ‘ I do,' said Noel. ‘ It 's sex. It takes your stuffy scholars like that sometimes. I remember cases at school.' ‘ Oh ! ' said Denis, and became thoughtful. Two days later, while they were having tea and looking at a large-scale map of the forest of Fontainebleau, there was a knock at the door and Topsy entered. Noel looked at her with a certain astonishment, for his picture was finished. THE FIRST ROUND 329 and Topsy was not in the habit of paying friendly visits to studios. ‘ I don't want you, Topsy,' he said politely ; ‘ didn't I tell you so last time ? You can go away and enjoy life.' ‘ I know,' said Topsy, ‘ I know.' They noticed then that she looked very grim and had no smile for either of them. * Hullo ! what 's wrong ? ' Noel cried. ‘ Nothing,' Topsy answered ; ‘ nothing worth speaking of. I only looked in to tell you that you won't see anything more of that lovely friend of yours. He won't come here any more, with his silly cackle and his footling old jokes. And if you want to know why he won’t come, I 'll tell you. I 've warned him off.' ‘ Very obliging of you,' said Noel. ‘ And now take a good long breath, compose your thoughts, and tell us exactly what you mean. You look like Lady Macbeth.' Topsy advanced a few steps towards him. ‘ And you ' d look like Lady Macbeth and Lord Macbeth as well if you 'd been through what I went through yesterday,' she said indignantly. ‘ I was sitting sewing about half-past nine when Mrs. Joyce — that 's my landlady — came in and said there was a young man wanted to see me, a young man that looked like a gentleman and said he was my cousin. I haven't got any cousins, and I don't hold with young men who come at night and say they 're your relations, especially when they look like gentlemen. I was just going to tell Mrs. Joyce to send him off to catch moths on the Embankment, when the door opens, and in he comes — your friend who was so saucy the other day — your Mr. Lenwood — though he said his name was Percy. I was so astonished that for a minute I didn’t say anything, and Mrs. Joyce, who 's deaf and has got about as much sense as that lay figure, waddles out and leaves him there. At first I thought he 'd brought a letter from you, and spoke quite civil to him, and then he began. You never heard such a pack of gibberish in all your born days, — poetical, I suppose it was, but give me old Victoria's English, and very little of that from his kind ! He went on without stopping for five minutes, and then he became very familiar, and tried to 330 THE FIRST ROUND catch hold of me, and of course I saw then what kind he was, and what kind, I suppose, he thought me. So I let him have it straight and plain, and after he 'd listened to what I said he did begin to look as if he thought he 'd made an awful mistake, and then I told him that if ever I set eyes on him again I 'd summon him for assault. I called Mrs. Joyce and told her to look hard at him so that she would know him again, and then he cursed and swore dreadful and told her she was a black- mailing old vampire, — but she 's so deaf that she couldn't hear him, and told me that I ought to be ashamed of myself. I was so startled when he said it that he was gone before I could tell him properly where the shame ought to be.' Topsy paused for breath, and then continued : ‘ That 's what happened, and you won't see him again, and I rather fancy he won't go and see respectable girls at half-past nine without finding out all about 'em first. Taking me for a common woman ! And now, what I want to know is, who told him my address ? I bet you did, Mr. Tellier, and it 's too bad of you. You knew what sort he was.' ‘ No, I told him,' said Denis. She stared at him. ‘ You ! ' she cried ; 4 that 's worse and worse.' She continued to look at him with a kind of offended curiosity. ‘ Why did you tell him ? ' she asked. ‘ He said he wanted to send you some chocolates,' Denis explained. ‘ Oh, he did, did he ! ' said Topsy with much vigour. Then she turned to Noel and remarked, evidently alluding to Denis, ‘ He seems sensible as a rule, but he don't know much. You ought to tell him things, Mr. Tellier.' Denis was young enough to feel almost insulted by this remark. Next morning he called at the rooms in Jermyn Street where Lenwood had been lodging, and found that the philosopher had departed to some place unknown. He was very glad to hear it, and hoped devoutly that work and a change of scene would complete the cure which Topsy, presumably, had begun. It was a long time since he had allowed himself a morning of idleness, and he decided to celebrate it by going to the National THE FIRST ROUND 33i Gallery. When he had ascended the steps he halted for a moment under the portico to enjoy the incomparable view of Whitehall and Westminster, and to watch the streams of traffic that poured through the great bleak square. That particular point of vantage always seemed to him the real centre of the city, the umbilicus Londinii, and he never visited the great collection without lingering for five or ten minutes at its entrance. On this particular morning he remained there for an even longer time ; in the hazy August sunshine the towers of Westminster were like filmy palaces seen in dreams, and the square that was usually so sombre and grimy was beautiful with the tawny glow of far-advanced summer. The dry leaves of the plane-trees hung limply, and the air was already sultry and dust-laden. London was exhausted ; it seemed to pant vainly for breath, but there was a peculiar charm even in its most enervated aspect ; now that its life- blood flowed slowly and heavily, one seemed able to realise more clearly the immensity of its past — so many weary centuries of noise and toil, so many generations of wayfarers ! This stagnant period in London life, Denis thought, was like the halt of an army during some long march, when you counted your dead, and reckoned the miles that you had traversed and the miles yet to be conquered, and, perhaps, wondered if, after all, it was really worth while. He was on the point of entering the Gallery when his eyes happened to fall on a hansom that was passing the portico. He was amused to notice that the driver had fixed two artificial roses of a bright magenta hue above his horse's blinkers, and then he glanced idly at the occupant. Next moment he was standing between the Corinthian columns staring at the hansom, which passed rapidly ; then he ran down the steps, almost colliding with an immense policeman. When he reached the pavement the cab was in Cockspur Street, and a moment later it turned into the Haymarket and was lost to view. As he stood there, the surprise of seeing his father in London was overwhelmed in the amazement which seized him as he realised that for one moment he had been the helpless prey of 332 THE FIRST ROUND a blind, irresistible impulse ; it seemed as if strong, invisible hands had thrust him down the steps and urged him towards Dr. Yorke. Although he had only caught the briefest glimpse of the face in the hansom, and although that face was changed — older, more grey, more grim — he was quite certain of its identity ; there seemed some inward instinct which confirmed the doubtful testimony of his eyes. This was extremely odd, for, of course, he had no desire to see his father. He re-ascended the steps, entered the Gallery, and sat down in front of Leonardo's Holy Family. His heart was beating quickly ; he felt as if he had passed through some intensely exciting experience. Yet, after all, it was nothing ; he knew that it was Dr. Yorke's habit to come up to London once or twice a year ; why should he be so strangely troubled ? His sensations were certainly not caused by any fear that his father had come to lure him back into bondage ; he had taken root in London now, and there was no means of removing him except actual violence — a method to which, it was presumable, Dr. Yorke could not resort. There was no fear of their meeting ; he was going to France to-morrow, and could easily pass the morning in the Gallery, go to Hampstead in the after- noon, and return to the studio later in the evening. And, of course, it was extremely improbable that Dr. Yorke would invade Chelsea. Denis gazed at the face of the Virgin of the Rocks, with its subtle, serene smile, and as he contemplated it he thought of that other face which he had seen for one moment as it whirled past him. Surely his eyes had played him false ; no face could change in four months as it seemed that his father's had changed ; its alteration was due to some extraneous cause ; the queer light in the square, or a reflection from the mirrors in the hansom. Or, perhaps, he had imagined it because of what Gabriel had written in his stupid letter. . . . He had never thought of Gabriel since without a certain irritation. Of course Gabriel would say that Dr. Yorke had grown worn and old and pathetic because his son ran away from home ; that was just like Gabriel ; he was always so sentimental. Really, of course, old people always looked like THE FIRST ROUND 333 that for no particular reason, and Dr. Yorke was quite old now — well over sixty — quite old. After a while he rose from his chair and wandered about the Gallery with aimless feet. He halted at last before Albrecht Durer's Portrait of his Father — that noble presentment of strength which has grown weary, and shrewd wisdom that has begun to realise the vanity of the prizes for which men toil so madly, so that there is a hint of pathetic irony in the lines of the firm lips, and the keen eyes are faintly clouded. The great German painter had been fortunate, he thought, and, if the picture was a credible witness, had realised his good fortune. But did any one ever realise it ? Wasn't one always blind to people's finest qualities until they had died, and it was too late ? Not blind, of course, to the qualities of supremely delightful people such as Rosalind and Noel, but to those of shy, awkward, less fortunate people, whose lives were full of blunders, who irritated you and made you think them wilfully cruel, but who kept, perhaps, some tiny flame of devotion and self-sacrifice alight in the commonplace gloom of their dreary existence. These thoughts, and many others, passed through his mind as he stood opposite the great picture. At length he strode away with the step of one who, after long wavering, decides on a course of action, left the Gallery, and hailed a hansom — indulging in a most unusual luxury. He drove to Chelsea, and found, when he reached the studio, that Noel had gone out. No one, the old charwoman informed him, had called during the morning. He ate a fragmentary luncheon, and settled himself by the window with a book. He read fitfully, however, for he was disturbed by the peculiar novelty of his state of mind. He knew that he would feel relieved if his father did not come, yet he knew also that he would feel another sensation for which he could not account satisfactorily. Possibly it would be wounded vanity — annoyance because his father didn't think him worth seeing — yet he felt that it was something more intimate, more vital, something which made him feel lonely, actually lonely, even in Noel's studio, with Rosalind living in Hampstead ! Obvi- 334 THE FIRST ROUND ously there was a joint in his armour of which he had never suspected the existence. Was there really some subtle tie between relatives which nothing in the world could break ? If this were so, it was a great injustice on the part of Nature. It was very hot in the studio. Some flies buzzed in the heavy sunlight, and for the first time he found the smell of paint unpleasant. An old man of forlorn aspect played hymn tunes on a wheezy organ below the window, and cursed querulously at some squalid children who jeered at him. The tide had ebbed, and the air that drifted in across the river smelt like foul gas. From where he sat, he could hear the sparrows fluttering in the dust of the roadside, and the sound irritated him vaguely. Noel found him sitting there when he returned about seven o’clock. ‘ Hullo ! ’ he said. 4 You look rather done up ! Too many chromatic scales, I expect. No matter ! We retire to-morrow at io A.M., and who do you think are going to retire with us ? Rosalind and Amory, par exemple ! ’ Denis received this piece of news in silence, much to the surprise of Noel. ‘ I ’m afraid/ he said, after a moment, ‘ that I shan’t be able to come to-morrow.’ Noel stared at him. ‘ What ’s the matter with you, anyhow ? ’ he demanded. ‘ You look like a sick king in Bokhara. Don’t you imagine, my young friend, that we ’re going to let you stay here and work. This place isn’t healthy after July. That river stinks like a factory of chemicals. Go away and pack your gold- mounted dressing-cases.’ * I saw my father in London this morning,’ said Denis. ‘ I think I had better wait — in case — in case he thinks of looking me up, you know.’ Noel made pantomimic gestures of astonishment. ‘ Well, he had all to-day,’ he said. ‘ I know,’ said Denis ; 4 of course he won’t come. Still, I think it would be rather decenter to wait — just for another day.’ Noel was evidently on the point of renewing his expostula- tions i then he glanced at Denis and became silent. After a THE FIRST ROUND 335 few moments he said, ‘ Do as you like, of course. But you 'll join us in Paris the day after to-morrow, won't you ? You must promise that, or Rosalind and Amory will tear me limb from limb.' ‘ Oh yes, I 'll do that ! ' said Denis ; ‘ but I feel that I ought to wait a day — I don't know why.' Noel looked at him again. * Oh ! you 're coming on, you 're coming on,' he said. So Denis waited for another long and stuffy day in the deserted studio, but waited in vain. If Dr. Yorke's pathetic aspect was caused by his son’s absence, he showed no inclina- tion to cure it by the obvious remedy. At seven o'clock Denis finished the book that he was reading by the window, and at nine he caught the night express to Paris. He had done his best, he felt ; he had given his father every chance. And now — and now — for France and freedom, and Rosalind ! As he had anticipated, he felt considerable relief at having escaped an interview with his father. Yet, mingled with the relief, was the obscure sensation which he had experienced on the previous day. There was a joint in his harness, but no doubt France and Rosalind would soon cover it with the proof of oblivion. It was glorious to think that Rosalind would be with them in Fontainebleau ! As he looked across the moonlit sea he could easily imagine that he saw her face, shining a welcome to him like the light of Grisnez, and then the other face — the face in the hansom — haunted him no more. Yet it was near him, he knew, and might easily be re-invoked. 336 THE FIRST ROUND XXXIV H E returned to London at the end of September, after a sojourn of six delightful weeks at a tiny hotel which had contrived to prove unattractive to the Americans who have made Barbizon all too much their own. There was a Corot in the salle a manger , and a piano in the salon which had been left there by a famous actress ; and the only other guests were two or three French painters, very pleasant, hard- working fellows with whom the four visitors from London soon became extremely intimate. Denis took possession of the piano, and spent the earlier hours of the morning, when the rest of the party had gone their several ways with easels and umbrellas, in finishing some songs which he had begun in London. He sent four of them to Mr. Wallaby, who wrote him a charming letter exhorting him to continue, and request- ing him, as very few ballads and sevenfold Amens were coming in, to add three weeks to his holiday. ‘ Obviously the place inspires you/ wrote the amiable Wallaby ; ‘ I am, of course, actuated by merely selfish motives in begging you to prolong your holiday, for I want — and of course the public wants — many more songs.' Now that he was agreeably remote from the drudgery of reading manuscripts, Denis was able to con- gratulate himself on possessing so benevolent a patron. He wrote no more songs, however ; for some time he had been meditating a loftier flight — nothing less than a suite for full orchestra, and as he walked in the forest the preliminary out- lines of this great work became more definite. Little Sandys, who joined the party for a fortnight before starting on some vague musical crusade in America, heard certain portions of the first draft, and was enthusiastic. In a very short time Denis found that the new work had become the dominant fact of his life ; he thought about it all day and often dreamed of it all night, and though he only sat down to work for two THE FIRST ROUND 337 hours each morning he was happily conscious that it was growing continually ; every chance experience seemed to help it onward, everything in life became suggestive — the birds in the forest, the bright morning sunshine in the glades, the laughter of Noel and the French painters, and, above all, the presence of Rosalind. Whatever title it might be given when it was completed and astonished the world, to him, he knew, it would always be the Rosalind suite. It would never have been written if she had not been a member of their joyous band — of that he was cer- tain, though he was wholly unable to define her influence on it in terms of thought * the quality of her presence was too subtle for any form of expression but that of music ; he did not know what it was that he wanted to say about her ; he only knew that when the music was written it expressed exactly the sensations that were beyond his power of thinking. Painting, according to Noel's theory, was also a medium for the expression of the unthinkable. ‘ You look at a tree,' he said, ‘ and you don't say “ it 's green, it 's an oak, it 's sixty yards by thirty and has raw umber shadows and golden lights," but you feel a sort of heaving in your chest, as if the tree was inside you and growing fast, and you utter a wild cry and splash oceans of paint on a canvas. If you 're a real painter, that is i if you 're a professor you measure the tree and think out your picture with the artful aid of Euclid and Algebra, and off it goes in a month to be hung on the line at the Royal Academy/ But though Denis was incapable of expressing his apprecia- tion of Rosalind in any form but that of his own particular art, it was quite obvious that he found an immense delight in the intimacy that was made possible by their life in the forest. He thought of her — or of his music, it was the same thing — every morning when he awoke ; and looked forward to the moment when he would go downstairs to find her sitting with the others in the quaint little room that was full of wildflowers. She dressed in white always whilst they inhabited the forest, and he thought that the contrast between her frock and her dark head completed the most beautiful vision that life had as yet vouchsafed to his eyes. The French painters thought Y THE FIRST ROUND 338 much the same, and confided their theories to him with many expressive gestures. One of them, a giant with a square black beard which made him resemble a priest of Astarte, and a voice like the music of viols heard at sunset, would sit at her feet when they assembled in the garden after dinner and read lovely songs of old French poets — Charles d’Orleans and Villon, Ronsard and Du Bellay — by the light of a Japanese lantern, pausing at intervals to gaze at her with deep, ex- pressive eyes which he fondly imagined to be invisible to the rest of the company. In after years, whenever Denis read the great ballad of the dead ladies of old, or the Quand vous serez bien vieille, or the sonnet-sequence in which the name of Rome reverberates continually like a tremendous and. tragic bass, the whole scene would rise before him — the wild garden, with a faint wind sighing in the leaves, the gleam of a tiny fountain, the dark face of the reader and the shadowy circle of his audience, and Rosalind sitting motionless, intent on the beauti- ful words, leaning slightly forward and staring at the soft light of the lantern. Afterwards, Denis would be sent to the salon , when he played the piano by the open windows, and Noel would sing Schumann and Schubert. It was an incomparable holiday, but the last fortnight was a miserable anticlimax, for Rosalind and Miss Amory were obliged to depart before the others, having promised to pay a visit in Surrey. When they had gone the world was grey to Denis ; but he worked hard at the orchestral suite, and went for long walks with the French painter who had expressive eyes. The poor fellow could talk of no one but Rosalind, and bewailed his own ill luck. ‘ Whenever I wished to tell her of my passion,' he lamented, ‘ she smiled adorably, in that grave manner of hers, and began to tell me stories of the youth of her aunt in an English rectory, or something equally absurd. She knew the exact instant when I was about to begin, and headed me off as a shepherd turns a sheep from the wrong path. But I forgive her ; I forgive everything. In spite of her aunt and the rectory, she is adorable, absolutely adorable.’ Noel had begun at least a dozen landscapes, and decided to remain in the Forest until the fine weather broke up, so Denis THE FIRST ROUND 339 returned to London alone. Noel tried to persuade him to take the key of the studio, but he preferred to work only in his own room. Chelsea seemed rather desolate for the first few days, but he soon began to toil at the suite with immense energy, being anxious to accomplish as much as possible before his return to Mr. Wallaby's manuscripts. He saw no one ; Rosalind and Miss Amory were still at Haslemere, little Sandys was in New York, and Wilson, who had announced his intention of going to Thibet, was probably at Bournemouth or Ramsgate. He was absolutely alone for the first time in his life, and found that the experience, when tempered with the companionship of hard work, was for a while sufficiently amusing. He toiled from nine in the morning until five in the afternoon, explored London in the evening, consumed a very modest apology for dinner in his room, and read Rossetti and smoked pipes until midnight. After a week or two of this existence, however, he began to find that London, which had seemed so small and homelike when Noel was with him and Rosalind was at Hampstead, became immensely expanded, so that when he sat alone in his silent room at night the thought of all the teeming, indifferent circles of life that hemmed him in for miles around became subtly depressing. He found that he was beginning to talk to himself, and that he awoke in the morning with a queer reluctance to face the acts of dressing and of sitting down to work ; all enthusiasm seemed to leave him suddenly • he regarded the manuscript of his suite with cold indifference, and was astonished to think that only a few weeks earlier he could not sleep unless it lay close to his bedside, so that he might feast his eyes on it as soon as he awoke. He felt flabby, and when he walked his feet were shod with lead. Faces in the street, formerly a pageant of inexhaustible interest, seemed to him sordid and sinister and quite unworthy of his regard ; Chelsea was a dingy network of slums, after all, and even the Embankment was depressing now that the trees were shedding their shrivelled leaves. But in spite of a growing conviction that life, when you were alone, was not worth the living, he managed to work assiduously at the suite, and had finished 340 THE FIRST ROUND more than half of it a week before the date of his return to the fold of Mr. Wallaby. He began to anticipate that event almost with pleasure ; though the work was dreary, at any rate he would be able to speak to some one there. It was high time, too, for another reason, that he should return ; he had spent all his money on the French holiday, and owed his landlord several weeks' rent. He decided to demand an advance on the royalties of his songs as soon as he returned to the publishing-house. He went to Hampstead late in one of the last afternoons of September, only to find that Marie had no idea when Rosalind and Miss Amory would return. A long conversation with that excellent Frenchwoman and Narcisse raised his drooping spirits, but they collapsed again when, on reaching his room, he found a letter from Barbizon announcing that Noel had set off on a walking-tour with the painter who had expressive eyes ; that his destinations were vague, and the date of his return to England uncertain. The Duroy family, Denis thought, really raised irresponsibility to the height of a fine art. He also found a letter from Gabriel — the usual letter, full of covert reproaches and exhortations to return to the Red House. Gabriel seemed to think that Dr. Yorke had come to London for the purpose of seeing Denis, and had been bitterly dis- appointed to find that he had departed. This idea both startled and irritated the boy ; if his father really had come to the studio, why had he allowed two whole days to elapse between his arrival in London and the time of that visit ? But probably Gabriel was mistaken — or misinformed. If it were true, it was a nuisance ; his father would never give him credit for having postponed a journey across the Channel with Noel and Rosalind merely on the chance of his visit. Not that he cared, of course, about anything his father thought, but when you made sacrifices of that kind you liked them to be known. Perhaps it was for this selfish reason that he felt, for the first time after many years, a sudden impulse to write to his father ; perhaps it was merely because he was lonely. At any rate, he resisted the impulse. ‘ It ’s no good explaining ■ he won’t believe me.’ It was the old familiar phrase of his boy- THE FIRST ROUND 341 hood. But though he decided quite cheerfully not to write, he was still troubled by the memory of the extraordinary impulse which had seized him on the day before he went to France. That was inexplicable ; it was like finding a ghost in some familiar place ; it made you think that you possessed, so to speak, another self within yourself. He had had im- pressions of the same kind when he had been in the fever of composition, but he had thought that such startling experi- ences were limited within the domain of art and never occurred in actual life. Yes, the memory of that thrilling moment haunted him abominably, and mingled with it, oddly enough, was a vision of his father's face when he found the studio deserted. Would Dr. Yorke think that he was dead ? That was absurd, of course ; if his father had been alarmed, Gabriel would have mentioned it in his letter ; Gabriel wouldn't miss a chance of that kind. His letters invariably irritated Denis, and this particular one actually spoilt his work. He tore up sheet after sheet of manuscript, and when he tried to calm his fevered soul by thinking of Rosalind, the face of his father obtruded itself on his mental vision, so that the music ought to have been rechristened the Wilmot Yorke suite, he thought, with bitter humour. He struggled desperately with it for two or three days, and then, one afternoon, when life seemed to have become for ever untunable, he flung the manuscript into a drawer, closed the piano with a bang, and prepared to go out and conquer his depression with a long walk. As he went downstairs his landlord met him with a request that his rent might be paid. Denis had always disliked him — he had furtive eyes and an oily smoothness of manner — and at that moment he thought him extremely odious. He mentioned the date of his return to Wallaby's, and the landlord smiled and bowed obsequiously. ‘ Of course I know a gentleman when I see one,' Denis heard him remark as he closed the door. This paltry episode did not tend to raise his spirits, and made him realise his loneliness more sharply. If he had not been in regular employment, and if he had not written songs which had been highly successful, his position would certainly 342 THE FIRST ROUND have been awkward ; he would have been quite penniless, and though he had many acquaintances in London, he could think of no one to whom he would have had the courage to apply for a loan. The majority of them were young artists, and there- fore poor, and he would as soon have dreamed of approaching them with so base an intention as of writing to his father for money. Decidedly, the firm of Wallaby was an admirable institution. He walked slowly eastward, feeling listless and ill, as was usual with him when he had struggled unsuccessfully with an obstinate piece of work. He took no interest in the faces of the passers-by ; they irritated his nerves, these innumerable masks that flashed past him ; he yearned for solitude and silence, and his head ached with the noise of the streets. People seemed to go out of their way in order to collide with him, and to look at him with suspicious or sneering eyes. London revealed herself to him in quite a new aspect, and he was almost frightened by it. When he reached Piccadilly he felt half dead with fatigue and horribly thirsty. He hesitated outside a tea-shop for some moments, and then he re- membered that he only possessed some odd shillings on which he had to support life for three more days. He walked slowly on, wondering why he had come out at all. A name on a passing omnibus reminded him that there was, at any rate, one place in London where you could be certain of finding peace and coolness, silence and calm light. He mounted on the top of the vehicle, and descended where the river of city traffic is divided in two streams by the giant structure of St. Paul’s. The interior of the great church always seemed to him the most impressive symbol of London’s vastness and grandeur ; he was never tired of gazing up into the dome, which always seemed filled with strange yellow light, and of wandering among the dusky recesses of the aisles, where white memorials gleamed palely, with a kind of ghostly phosphorescence, against the dead grey of the walls. He could never properly realise that the immense building was a cathedral, a place of worship and prayer ; it seemed to him rather a temple, which, like the temples of Greece, was the THE FIRST ROUND 343 abiding home of a peculiar divinity ; he felt that here was the shrine inhabited by the inmost spirit of the mighty place, — the genius that controlled and was one with the toiling, loafing, gleaming, grimy, romantic, bestial and beautiful city. He sat down about halfway up the nave. The sunset fires were burning through the western windows of the dome, but in the great hollow beneath it the twilight was already sombre, and the choir was thronged with dark shadows. The sound of distant footfalls only made the silence of those lofty spaces between the huge capitals more impressive ; a noise rose, reverberated for several moments, and then died away feebly, drowned in that deep, still ocean of aerial calm. The roar of London surged in vain against those mighty walls ; only at intervals you might hear it faintly ; a strange, soft monotone, like the voice of a child singing to itself. Peace descended on him as he sat there ; his troubles had departed with the noise of the streets, and the cool twilight of the nave brought relief to his aching head and tired limbs. The church was almost empty ; some belated sightseers were prowling about the aisles, and there were a few figures dotted here and there among the seats. The sunset fires faded gradually in the dome, and beyond the great rows of columns the shadows became intense. Still he lingered, dreading the moment when he would be obliged to re-enter the fierce world that ravened outside this sanctuary of quiet ; wishing he might stay there until dawn stained the high windows with rosy light. At last, very reluctantly, he decided to go. At that moment his glance happened to rest on two figures which were sitting near a pillar a few yards to his right. They belonged to a man and a woman who were apparently engaged in earnest, whispered conversation. Denis stared at them fixedly, wondering if the twilight was playing him a trick ; then he realised that he was not mistaken ; the woman was Rosalind, and the man — of all improbable people — Grimshaw. He had risen from his seat, but when he recognised them he sat down again. So she had returned ! — suddenly, he sup- posed, in the manner of a Duroy, taking Marie as much by surprise as was possible. The heavy sense of loneliness left 344 THE FIRST ROUND him in a moment, London had become itself again, life re- assumed its discarded raiment of joy. He sat there for a little while, and then he rose and began to make his way quietly towards them. They were completely absorbed in their conversation, and did not observe his approach. When he was close to them he halted, expecting them to turn and to recognise him, but they remained completely unconscious of his proximity. Grimshaw was leaning towards Rosalind, and speaking with vehemence in a low voice, and she was staring straight in front of her with very grave eyes. In the dusk her face was like a white flower. A moment later Grimshaw ceased speaking, and she turned her face slowly towards him. Denis was sufficiently near them to see every detail of her expression. She smiled, and said a few words in a whisper. Then, to his intense amazement, Grim- shaw took her hand and raised it to his lips. He performed this action so swiftly and silently that if Denis had looked away for the fraction of a second he would not have witnessed it. The boy stared at Rosalind and saw that she was still smiling, though very sadly. He was almost certain that there were tears in her eyes. Very quietly he withdrew, his soul sick with frantic terror lest they should see him. What did it mean ? Had it really happened, or was it not rather an evil dream that had no meaning, a jest played by the twilight with his disordered nerves ? He glanced back over his shoulder ; they were still sitting there, in the same attitude. It was no dream, it was horrible reality ; one couldn't mistake any one else for Rosalind. He hurried towards the porch, conscious of nothing but a blind desire to escape, to rush away — under the omnibuses, into the river — anywhere, so that he might forget what he had seen, or dupe himself into believing that it had not happened. As he passed the porch, the roar of London smote his ears like an outburst of malicious laughter. He walked blindly down Ludgate Hill, feeling now that every one whom he met was staring at him with mocking eyes. The pavement seemed to rise and to strike the soles of his feet ; his head throbbed THE FIRST ROUND 345 violently. Gradually, however, his senses were in some degree restored by the act of walking, and he was able to review the scene that he had witnessed more clearly, though not more dispassionately. He knew then that it was not Grimshaw's action which troubled him so intensely ; he could have ignored it, though it would have irritated him for a moment ; but he could not ignore the expression of Rosalind’s face. It was one that he had never seen before ; it was one — as he realised with a thrill of amazement which left him breathless — it was the very expression that he had always, without being completely conscious of the yearning, desired to see. But he had never desired to see it responsive to Grimshaw. Grim- shaw ! the brute, the boor, the married man who dared to ! This staggering item of self-revelation brought him no comfort. He only knew, as he plodded through the crowded streets, that he was lonelier than ever, and miserable — more miserable than he had ever been in his life. 346 THE FIRST ROUND XXXV T HE days that followed the unfortunate visit to St. Paul's formed an epoch of the blackest gloom for Denis. He buried himself in Chelsea, and wrestled with the second part of his suite, which was more recalcitrant than ever. More than once he was tempted to tear up the whole manu- script ; it seemed to him now anaemic, ugly, completely deficient in depth and power, and he marvelled at the blind self-conceit which had lured him into attempting to work in a form so far beyond his natural scope. The fact that Sandys had admired it gave him no comfort ; it proved nothing except that Sandys was either short-sighted or addicted to base flattery. However, it served to wile away the long hours, and to keep him from thinking. The gloom of his soul was accompanied by a vague sensation of bodily sickness ; he felt tired even in the morning, suffered from sudden attacks of shivering, and had an incessant headache. An unhealthy drowsiness oppressed him whilst he worked ; he would fall into a brief, uneasy slumber, and wake with a start to find his limbs damp with cold perspiration. He did not go to Hampstead, and he received no letter from Rosalind inviting him to do so. This, he reflected bitterly, was only natural ; of course she would not want to see him now. Probably that beast was there all day long, whispering to her, whilst she looked at him with her eyes shining as they had shone in St. Paul's. He would never go there any more. He met the abominable Grimshaw in Tite Street, and was hardly capable of responding to his salutation. Grimshaw, the beast, was quite genial — and no wonder ! — and looked extremely ill. Denis noticed that he walked with unequal steps, and stammered slightly when he spoke. The brute was half .intoxicated, he supposed, and his soul was sick with a violent disgust. So this was the creature that she loved ! THE FIRST ROUND 347 Grimshaw spoke of her — called her Rosalind, hoped she would soon return to London. Denis muttered an incomprehensible excuse and fled from him. He felt that if he looked any longer at that coarse, lined face with its twisted lips and baggy eye- lids, he should break out into appalling language. When he returned to Wallaby's he was informed that the head of the firm wished to see him. He found Mr. Wallaby in his private office • the great man greeted him warmly, and was deeply concerned to find him looking unwell. Mr. Wallaby himself was the picture of health and prosperity, and had grown stouter during his holiday, which he had spent at Ostend. ‘ Eager for work, eh ? ' he cried to Denis ; ‘ thirsting for the slaughter of the innocents ? Well, well, holidays must end, and it 's not altogether unpleasant to get back into harness.' He stroked the silk facings of his frock-coat. ‘ You find me, my dear young friend,' he continued, ‘ sur- rounded by difficulties and complications, and I 'm afraid — don't mind my saying it — that you are in some degree the culprit. Genius is an expensive luxury for a poor publisher, you know ! ' And he patted Denis's shoulder and laughed pleasantly. Denis misunderstood him, and murmured something about the songs which he had sent from France. Mr. Wallaby explained. The songs were everything that could be desired ; Heaven forbid that he should cavil at them, though perhaps the accompaniments were a little startling to the ordinary person. But of course the ordinary person was made to be startled. His grievance lay in quite another direction ; some music which Denis had recommended urgently for publication had proved a disastrous failure ; not a copy had been sold, and the critics had ignored it completely. A serious business this, for the cost of production had been enormous ; Wallaby and Company did that kind of thing on the grand scale. Of course it was partly the fault of Sandys ; Sandys was very unsatisfac- tory, and had made a muddle of things in America. A note of asperity was audible in Mr. Wallaby's voice when he spoke of the unfortunate Sandys, and for a moment he ceased to look genial. But very soon his brow cleared. ‘ Well, well ! We THE FIRST ROUND 348 will say no more about it/ he concluded. ‘ Only this must be a lesson to you — a warning. Of course we can't expect you to become experienced in a few months. And now — what have you brought me ? What sweet songs were inspired by Versailles ? Fontainebleau, was it ? Ah yes, I remember. You have returned bringing your sheaves with you, I hope, and didn’t allow the Customs to confiscate them. The others are going quite well — slowly, perhaps, but quite well. I want some more.' ‘ I ’m afraid that I haven’t done any songs lately/ said Denis. ‘ The fact is, I began rather a big thing, a suite for orchestra, and it has taken up every minute of my time.’ 'Ha!’ remarked Mr. Wallaby. 'A suite for * orchestra. Very good. Very good indeed. We proceed to great works. We are ambitious. But we mustn’t quite forget our poor publisher, and we must remember that the public has no intense craving for orchestral suites ; it prefers,’ added Mr. Wallaby with tremendous humour, ‘ it prefers a less solid type of confectionery. Very nice ! But you mustn’t be a traitor to your own particular line. I ’ve managed to get you known as a writer of songs, and you mustn’t betray me. Now don’t you think you could let me have a little set of six songs in about a fortnight ? Slight things, you know, the kind you could dash off between tea and dinner. Think it over, my young friend, think it over. It ’ll be worth your while.’ Though he spoke so kindly, there was a hint of command in his tone that irritated the boy’s overstrained nerves. Denis resolved to intimate to Mr. Wallaby that no one was permitted to interfere with his own particular work, that he would compose what he liked when he liked. ‘ I ’m afraid,’ he said, ‘ it ’s quite possible that I shall never do any more songs ; I want to get further on. At any rate, I feel that I can’t attempt anything of the kind until I have finished this suite, and it may take me six months.’ Mr. Wallaby was silent for a moment. ' Oh, well, you know best, of course,’ he said, but he did not smile, and spoke less suavely than usual. ‘ One mustn’t interfere with genius. Of course there ’s money in the songs, THE FIRST ROUND 349 but quite properly you don’t care about that side of the question.’ He raised his eyebrows and looked at Denis, who remained silent. ‘ Now, if you were not receiving a regular salary,’ said Mr. Wallaby very gently, ‘ you would be obliged to write songs, wouldn’t you ? ’ Denis did not appreciate the drift of this question, and replied that he supposed in those circumstances pot-boiling would be inevitable. Mr. Wallaby wagged his head comically. ‘ Ah ! these artists, these artists ! ’ he groaned. But his good-humour, which had been overcast for a moment, had apparently returned. They talked for some time about the prospects of the coming musical season, and then Denis went to his manuscripts, feeling that, after all, Mr. Wallaby had submitted with a very good grace to his intimation that he would do his own work in his own way. The displeasing vision of his landlord, who, obsequious yet expectant, hovered about the passage as he went upstairs to his room, reminded him that he had omitted to ask Mr. Wallaby for an advance on royalties. It was Friday evening, and since he was not due to attend at the publisher’s until Monday, he decided to write a letter to the firm. This docu- ment, he felt when he had finished it, struck the right note between the authoritative bass of a demand and the pleading treble of a request, and he debated for a moment whether he ought not to delete the sentence in which he apologised for giving trouble. He was well within his rights, he knew, in demanding a share of the money which was already in Wallaby and Company’s pockets. He posted the letter and went to bed, for he was intensely tired. As he reascended the stairs the landlord was still hovering. He rose early, and worked at the suite for the whole of Saturday, with better results than he had obtained for a considerable time. In spite of the fact that the second part was obviously developing into a complete antithesis of the first, he felt that it was good, though he was conscious that when he attempted to reach tragedy he succeeded in attaining a merely gloomy effect. Still, mere progression was pleasant after so many stagnant days. Six o’clock had struck before he ceased to work ; at last he rose from the writing-table, rubbing 350 THE FIRST ROUND his eyes and feeling dizzy. He was hungry for fresh air, but the thought of his landlord made him reluctant to go out. He decided to wait until the evening post brought him a cheque from Wallaby. In his letter he had particularly requested that it should be sent off at once. He sat down on his bed — he had only one room — feeling ill and dejected. The year of happiness and strenuous work which he had anticipated so keenly during his holiday had not begun auspiciously ; he felt as if all reason for living had gone — all his enthusiasm, his ability, and his pleasure in friendship ; he seemed a dim phantom of his former self. When he looked at his image in the mirror he saw a tired creature with a very white face and listless eyes that were outlined with black circles, and his limbs felt horribly heavy. He was ill, that was evident ; but he did not care. Nothing mattered now. He didn’t even want to live. The daylight had almost faded when a sharp double knock on the street door told him that the postman had arrived. A few minutes later the frowsy maid brought him his letters in her grimy hand, — a hand which left so many imprints on the walls and doors that the police could have identified her without difficulty if her poor overworked, ill-nourished soul had been capable of conceiving and executing a crime. There were two letters for Denis, but neither of them bore Rosalind’s handwriting on the envelope. Both came from the house of Wallaby, which was rather remarkable, thought Denis. He opened one of them and read the following words : — Fol. 99. Oct . 3rd , 1897. Telegra?ns — ‘Melpomene, London/ ‘ Handel House, New Wigmore St., W. ‘ Dear Sir, — We regret to have to inform you that it is our invariable custom to pay royalties on work published by us only on the dates mentioned in our form of agreement, i.e. half-yearly, on the 21st of June and the 21st of December. Any departure from this rule has been found to produce great inconvenience in our bookkeeping department. THE FIRST ROUND 351 ‘ Apologising for being unable to oblige you in this matter, — We are, Sir, your obedient servants, Wallaby & Co. per A. J. K. S/ He read this agreeable communication twice, and then opened the second envelope, which contained a typewritten letter from Mr. Wallaby himself. ‘ Dear Mr. Yorke ’ — (it ran), — ‘ Owing to the total failure of several of our autumn ventures we find ourselves in the unfortunate position of having to seriously face the question of retrenchment in the minor branches of our business. Under these circumstances I am, much against my will, obliged to inform you that our arrangement with you as regards reading MSS. for us must terminate for the present, though I dare say that you will not be altogether sorry to at length have your time entirely free for original work. We had no written agree- ment with you in regard to the reading, but to obviate any inconvenience which this sudden decision on the part of my firm may chance to cause you, I am enclosing a cheque for six pounds in payment of your services for the last week and as salary for a fortnight in lieu of notice. Will you kindly acknowledge receipt of this amount on the enclosed form ? ‘ We are anxious not to lose touch with you, and shall be glad to consider from time to time any work that you care to submit for our inspection. — Believe me, yours very sincerely, James Wallaby ‘ PS. — Mr. Sandys will not return to us after he has com- pleted his business in America, so that you are not the only victim of these necessary changes in our staff.’ Denis replaced the letters in their respective envelopes, went to the window, and stared thoughtfully at the mist which rose from the river. Mr. Wallaby had struck neatly and swiftly, had put the screw on, as Noel would say ; but if he imagined that his disgusting and treacherous methods would force his dear young friend to cringe to him and to turn out 352 THE FIRST ROUND songs as fast as possible, he was sadly mistaken. His scheme — the deeply laid plot which little Sandys had suspected — was now completely exposed ; he had known, of course, that as a reader Denis would be worse than useless, but he had thought it worth his while to pay him a weekly salary which was really a retaining fee that implied a claim on all his work, and placed him under the obligation of producing the kind of music that would prove remunerative. Denis felt no particular animosity towards Mr. Wallaby ; these, he supposed, were the usual methods of a shrewd man of business ; he only knew that nothing in the world would induce him to write any more songs — for the present, at any rate. There was a tonic effect in the shock that the ‘ two-handed engine ’ of Mr. Wallaby had given him ; he had always felt that he had been suspi- ciously fortunate at the outset of his career, but now he stood alone in the precarious situation which seemed inevitable in the life of all young artists whose aims were lofty. He was alone against the world, ‘ and one against the world will always win/ He thought of the old music-master at school ; he had disobeyed the precepts of that ancient sage in allowing himself to be caught by the snares of Wallaby, and the com- plete liberty that was essential to the production of monu- mental works had only come to him with this evening’s post. Life had suddenly declared war against him, and his blood thrilled as with the sound of the trumpets of battle. If only he were not feeling ill ! If only he had never gone to St. Paul’s ! But he felt better already, though his hands were cold and his head was painfully hot. The sensation of weariness left him, and was replaced by an almost feverish desire of activity, a longing to grapple with the difficulties of this new situation at once, at that very moment. His mode of existence during the period in which he had received a salary from Mr. Wallaby seemed to him now wickedly luxurious ; in future, he knew, he would be compelled to practise the sternest frugality, for the least extravagance would be a blow directed at his art. And he would have to work, as Noel had said, like a dozen giants ; there would be no more intervals of leisure when he THE FIRST ROUND 353 didn’t feel quite in form, no more exploration of London and evenings with Keats and Shelley ; he must concentrate every sense that he possessed on music, and only music. He did not feel alarmed about his financial prospects ; it was probable that by this time he had a certain reputation as an accompanist, for he had appeared frequently at Wallaby’s ballad-concerts, and he felt that, in spite of his statement to the publisher, he could finish the orchestral suite in a few weeks. He went downstairs and called his landlord, who cashed his cheque and received five-sixths of its amount. The landlord was mollified, though not therefore less offensive. ‘ Of course this ain’t all you owe me, Mr. Yorke, there being another fortnight’s board and lodging since you came ’ome. But I ain’t one to trouble lodgers ; live and let live, I says. Not that I shouldn’t be obliged if you could make it convenient to pay me next week without fail.’ Denis escaped, feeling horrified at the extent of his debt. When he reached his room he laid the first part of the suite on his table, and read it through very carefully for three hours, rising occasionally to play certain phrases on his piano. Then he wrapped it up in several sheets of brown paper and addressed it to a firm of musical publishers which was not beloved by Mr. Wallaby, enclosing a letter in which he gave an outline of the second part, and requested that the publishers would let him know how much they were prepared to offer for the complete rights of the work. They did not reply to his letter with the promptness that Mr. Wallaby had displayed; for a week, during which he worked harder than he had ever done before, he was anxiously attentive for the postman’s knock, and lived on hope and a boiled egg in the evening. The hoverings of his landlord, which had been merely dove-like for the few days that followed the receipt of Mr. Wallaby’s cheque, assumed a vulturine aspect, but Denis went out so seldom that this ominous change did not trouble him greatly. He still felt unwell, and noticed that his hands had grown decidedly thinner, but as long as he was able to continue his work, he did not care ; feeling ill, after all, was a condition to which z 354 THE FIRST ROUND one became accustomed ; it was quite easy, he thought, to resist it, to ignore it by losing oneself in the excitement of vast labours. His great object in life was to stifle the voices of the gloomy demons who were always ready to whisper at his ear, and this he usually managed to achieve, for as soon as he ceased to work he sank into the heavy sleep of utter ex- haustion. After a time he became completely lost in the labyrinth of toil, living entirely in the strangely strenuous dreamland of artistic creation, and losing count of external days and hours. Often, when he seemed scarcely to have begun the day’s task, he would be startled to find that the light had faded from the room, and that his brain was reeling with long hours of con- centrated effort. The suite developed amazingly ; it became shapely and beautiful, as a thing seen in twilight takes form and colour to the patient eye ; it was complete at last — com- plete in his brain, in his soul — the mere act of writing it down became almost mechanical, and he felt that he could have continued that part of the labour for the whole day and night. Fortunately for his reason, however, his hand absolutely refused to write anything legible after seven or eight hours of furious toil, and queer lights danced unpleasantly before his eyes. He was conscious that there was a perpetual sound of humming in the room, as if some ghostly beehive were under- neath his table. He was well within sight of the final pages when a letter came from the publishers. It was a printed form of refusal ; the accompanying manuscript was declined with thanks, and below the print some one had written in pencil, ‘ This kind of work must be performed successfully in public before we can think of producing it.’ Denis read the letter, flung it on the floor, and plunged again into the sea of toil. Such temporary inconveniences mattered nothing now ; he was in the vortex of creation, and had for- gotten all mundane affairs ; there was only one thing in the world, and that was to finish, to finish — to see the work of his soul complete, to feel that he had realised a part at least of the fiery vision that obsessed him like a fever. That he had no THE FIRST ROUND 355 tobacco, that he had hardly touched food for many days, that Rosalind had possibly returned to London — all these im- portant facts were nothing to him, and he did not realise, when he looked in the mirror, that the reflection in its depths seemed to belong to some alien and ghostly personage. To finish, to finish ! There would be time enough afterwards for thinking. And at midnight, some days later, the end came — the Andante maestoso that began with a sombre moaning of the wood-wind and finished with a great cry from trombones and horns and a thunder of drums. He drew two neat lines very carefully at the foot of the last page, signed his name, and rose suddenly from his chair, staring at the light which hung above the table. For a moment he stood motionless, with his hands clasped behind his head, and his whole body thrilling with the ecstasy of attainment ; then the light grew dim, and went out, leaving him in a tangible horror of darkness that pressed against him from every side. He took a step backward, knocking over the chair, and then the light gleamed again, very faintly, and all the room seemed filled with blood. He uttered a cry, and fell across the table. When sense returned to him the windows were white with dawn. He tried to undress, but his hands were too tremulous, and eventually he flung himself fully clothed on his bed. During the heavy sleep that # overcame him it seemed to him that he was com- pelled by some interior frenzy to fill sheet after sheet of manuscript paper with a crowd of words and symbols which would not remain in position, but crawled across the page and then vanished, whizzing past his face, or falling on the floor heavily, like some unclean insect. He was trying painfully, for the hundredth time, to collect them when he awoke, feeling very cold and aching in every limb. 356 THE FIRST ROUND XXXVI AS he changed his clothes he looked out of the window. Rain was falling steadily, and the sky and the streets wore a dismal and sodden aspect. He felt very tired ; the reaction that was inevitable after the strenuous performance of the last few weeks had already begun, and even the sight of his completed manuscript brought him little comfort. Why, after all, had he half killed himself with the effort to finish it ? It would probably have been finer if he had conquered it slowly and calmly ; and now there was nothing for him to do but to think of all sorts of depressing affairs, for he was much too tired to begin another piece of work. He glanced at a few pages of the suite, and wondered if all the others were equally crude. The servant, whose matutinal struggles with black lead had given her a remarkable resemblance to a tattooed squaw, brought his breakfast on a tray, and after depositing it on the table, retired behind the curtain which concealed his bed and washing-stand during the day. He sat down and poured out some very black tea, but he could eat nothing ; the sight of an anaemic egg lying disconsolately between two pieces of drab and greasy bacon revolted him ; there were smuts on the butter, and the cup and saucer were stamped with the maid's inevitable sign-manual. From behind the curtain came the sound of slops that were emptied into a tin pail, mingled with loud sniffs and a reiterated wheezy coughing. He sat at the table with his head propped on his hands until the tea in his cup had grown tepid. He attempted to drink it, then turned away with a shiver of disgust, drawing his chair towards the fireless grate, and trying to forget the existence of that abomin- able egg. How sordid every detail of his life seemed in the cold grey light of morning ! Was there any one else in the world, he wondered, who was obliged to contemplate nauseat- THE FIRST ROUND 357 ing food whilst slops were being emptied ? Did that woman ever cease from sniffing ? He pressed his cold hands against his hot forehead, feeling more wretchedly ill every moment, and stared at a photograph of Rosalind which adorned the middle of the mantelpiece — a photograph which had been taken when they had been together in Paris, long before her pigtail had ascended to become a halo. If only she were with him now ! If only he could hear the sound of her voice, and forget how ill he felt, how dismal and disgusting his life had grown ! But such longings, of course, were ridiculous ; she didn’t care about him any more ; she wouldn’t come even if she knew he was ill ; she would go to that beast, that coarse pig of a painter. He took the portrait from the mantelpiece and contemplated it sadly, remembering various episodes of that sunny morning in Paris when she had been escorted to the photographer’s studio by Mr. Duroy and Noel and himself ; how the photo- grapher had exhorted her to imagine the sensations of the Grande Mademoiselle in the act of firing the Bastille cannon — his studio was close to the Place de la Republique — and how Noel had been ejected from the room because he uttered a deep groan, as if he were witnessing an execution, at the moment when the artist was about to remove the cap from the lens. If only one of those splendid days might return ! If only that happy company could have remained aloof from death, and change that was worse than death ! Noel, of course, was unchanged, but Rosalind seemed now, thought Denis, far more remote from him than Mr. Duroy. Nothing could ever happen that would tarnish the memory of that incomparable friend ; but she had changed so completely that one couldn’t even look at a portrait of her as she was without a thrill of desperate bitterness. It was in the midst of this thrill that he tore the photograph in small pieces and flung them into the grate. A moment afterwards he would have given everything that he possessed in the world in order not to have committed this act of vindictive folly. He fell on his knees and collected the poor, dishonoured fragments of cardboard with his trembling fingers, and when he saw the eyes of Rosalind looking at him reproach- THE FIRST ROUND 358 fully from one of them, his own smarted with sudden tears. What a fool he was ! What a wretched, whining, mean- spirited fool ! His head began to throb intolerably, and the effort of stoop- ing had made him feel dizzy. The ghostly beehives which had troubled him vaguely while he worked had given place to an army of drummers, who thundered their sinister music in a maddening crescendo. It was obvious that he was on the verge of some possibly serious illness ; his mouth was parched with a foul dryness, and black discs pursued one another in- cessantly across the field of his vision. But it didn’t matter ; he didn’t care in the least how ill he became ; even if he died it didn’t matter ; after behaving in that unpardonable way, after defiling and destroying Rosalind’s image, he certainly wasn’t worthy of life. And, perhaps, if he died, she would be sorry ; when she heard his name there would be a grave, sweet light in her eyes — the light that shone there when she spoke of her father. He would leave a letter for her, to be read after his death. . . . Perhaps she would realise then that Grim- shaw was not the only person in the world. He would have been unable to define the reason of all his bitterness even if he had desired to do so ; he knew only that some fierce instinct made him burn with insensate fury whenever he thought of the episode in St. Paul’s. Life, in company with her and Noel, was like an enchanted garden, an earthly Paradise, into which Grimshaw had forced his way and was trampling on all its delicate flowers with sacrilegious feet. No one had any right to penetrate to the recesses of that pleasance — least of all Grimshaw, the foul-mouthed, the drunkard, the beast who, though married, was not ashamed to kiss the hand of a girl of twenty. And it was Rosalind herself who had admitted him, who had given him the golden key ! That dreadful truth had been apparent to him from the moment when he saw her eyes turn towards the painter in the Cathedral. ... Of course, it was not altogether her fault ; she was so kind, so pitiful. But there was something more in her face than mere kindness and pity. If he himself had been able to evoke that soft glow in those dear eyes, the keenest THE FIRST ROUND 359 arrows of the world would have found him invulnerable ; he would have grown as the gods, and seen Grief collapse as a thing disproved. Death consume as a thing unclean . It was the glow, he realised at last, which he had yearned un- consciously to behold ever since the day when he first went to Parnasse. He had been too young then to understand ; even of late, in France, he had regarded her only as a perfect friend, in spite of the fact that she haunted all his thoughts by day and by night, and that whenever he saw her he felt an extraordin- ary thrill in his heart. He had been wrong ; he had duped himself from first to last. His desire of her presence was as far above friendship as the great stars of heaven are above the tiny lamps of the world. He knew the truth now. He loved her. And it was Grimshaw — oh irony of ironies ! — who had revealed the truth to him ! Too late he knew it, knew also that there was no hope for himself. Rosalind would never belong to the base tribe of the unfaithful ; her soul was forged of the very metal of constancy, true and steadfast as tempered steel, and as nobly bright. His life was ruined, he thought ; there was nothing worth living for now, not even music — least of all, music. He looked at the manuscript on his table with a swiftly contemptuous glance. The somewhat sickly egotism of these meditations became partially apparent to him when he thought again of Rosalind. What would happen to her ? What was Grimshaw’s plan ? Nothing good, he knew, being certain that he had formed a complete and accurate conception of the painter's character from observation and from hearsay. The man was a heartless egoist, he knew, who would sacrifice any one in order to gratify his inclination, and here was Rosalind, of all people, ready to be the victim — destined, indeed, no matter what happened, to play that part ; for if Grimshaw became tired of her she would still love him, and her love would be wasted ; and since Grimshaw was married, the other alternative was dreadful, impossible to contemplate. THE FIRST ROUND 360 His head throbbed more and more violently as he pursued these gloomy speculations. He could do nothing ; he knew quite well that if he found sufficient courage to undertake the task of warning Rosalind as to Grimshaw’s true character, it would be useless. She would laugh ; she would not believe him ; she would think him an offensive spy. If only Noel, or even little Sandys, would return to London ! He rose, shivering violently, and only prevented himself from falling back into his chair by gripping the mantelpiece. The maid emerged from the curtains. He was astonished to find that she was still in the room, for it seemed to him that he had spent an hour in traversing that painful waste of thought. Perhaps his desolate aspect was apparent even to her humble eyes, for she halted near the door, holding a slop-pail in one hand and a dingy cloth in the other. ‘ Is there anything yer want ? ' she demanded hoarsely. Denis replied with a negative. Then he remembered that he was intensely cold. ‘ I should like a fire/ he said. The maid set the slop-pail on the floor, and rubbed her face thoughtfully with the corner of her apron. * It 's going to be a warm day/ she observed after a moment. f I know/ said Denis, ‘ but I 'm not well. I 've caught a chill, I think/ The maid rubbed her face more vigorously and balanced herself alternately on either foot. ' I wouldn't 'ave one if I was you,' she said. ‘ I Ve made yer bed if you want to lie down 'cos yer ill.' Denis thought that she was trying to avoid the trouble of bringing up coal and wood, and sympathised with her. He knew that she had a completely joyless life. But he felt that he must have a fire or perish, and said so. She listened to him with a queer expression of embarrassment spreading over her pinched, misshapen face, and then she blurted out suddenly : ‘ Mr. Judkins says you ain’t to 'ave one.' Mr. Judkins was the landlord with a propensity for hovering. Denis stared at her for a moment, and then realised that Mr. J udkins was at the limit of his patience. He sat down slowly in the chair. THE FIRST ROUND 361 ‘ Oh, all right/ he said. But the maid became communicative. ‘ And 'e said as 'ow you weren't to 'ave no lunch unless 'e gave orders for it/ she continued ; ‘ but I said it was a shime, with you that eat so little.' She swayed uneasily from one foot to the other, and her face seemed to be contorted with an effort to express some kind of sympathy. ‘ It ain't my fault, sir,' she con- cluded. ‘ I 'd lay you a fire and willing, but 'e 'd turn me out if 'e 'eard on it.' 4 No, it 's not your fault,' said Denis listlessly, turning to the empty grate. He was conscious that she lingered in the room for another moment, then he heard her pick up her pail and depart. For once, she did not slam the door. Denis put on a greatcoat and a scarf, and huddled himself into a narrow patch of sunlight. He felt too weak to care about the cutting-off of supplies ; at present he hailed the prospect of going without food as a positive relief. But he longed for a fire, and felt as if he could have begged for it on his knees even from Judkins. Perhaps it would be as well, he thought, to send the man all the money that he possessed. He searched in his pockets and found that his capital in English money consisted of four shillings and twopence-halfpenny. He knew, however, that he had a twenty-franc piece which he had brought from France, and he possessed a gold watch and chain and a pair of gold sleeve-links. If he changed the French coin into English money and pawned the watch he would probably be able to appease the landlord, for a while, at any rate. But to transact this depressing business it would be necessary for him to go out, to walk as far as the King's Road, and he felt so feeble that he shrank from the idea of leaving his chair. At length he rose, and managed to walk across the room, though the sinews at the back of his knees seemed to have withered, and the floor behaved like the deck of a harassed ship. He put on a cap, turned up his collar, and descended the stairs very slowly, hoping with all his heart that Mr. Judkins would not hear the sound of his faltering steps. The landlord, however, was on the watch, and awaited him at the foot of the stairs. Mr. Judkins watched the precarious THE FIRST ROUND 362 descent of Denis with an unsympathetic eye ; his thumbs were thrust in the armholes of his waistcoat, his stubbly chin was grimly projected, and when he spoke it was apparent that he had abandoned his mask of oily politeness. As soon as Denis was sufficiently near he began to air his grievance. ' I 'm just about sick of this/ he announced. ‘ I s'pose you think I 'm going to keep on providing you with fires and victuals and attendance free, gratis and for nothing for the rest of your life, but I tell you I 'm about fed-up with it, and if you were a gentleman so would you be. What I want to know is, are you going to pay me or aren't you ? You 've put me off week after week with promises and lies, and I 've had enough of it. It 's the limit, the very limit. I’ma poor man, and I ain't going to chuck away my savings supporting a young fellow who lives like a lord and spends the day strumming away on the piano like a girl at a boarding-school. I 've 'ad your sort 'ere before, and I 'm none the richer and much the wiser. Now, what d' ye mean to do ? ' He glanced at Denis with his foxy eyes. The boy inwardly cursed his illness, for it made him so weak that he felt afraid even of the ridiculous Judkins. His head swam ; the face of the landlord seemed to advance and recede in a cloud of black spots and rotating discs. He leant against the wall. ‘ I 'm just going out to get some money,' he said feebly. Mr. Judkins snorted. ‘ And mind you get it ! ' he shouted : ‘ mind you get it, for by the Lord you don’t come back into this 'ouse until you can pay your footing ! If you want to be kept free of charge, you can go to the work’ouse — or the gaol — that 's where you '11 end up, I can tell you, if you go on thieving from respectable ratepayers. You a gentleman ! Every bar in the Strand 's full of your sort — wasters, loafers who talk, talk, talk, and cadge, borrow a shilling 'ere and a sixpence there — and play the piano like a lady and stink of gin. Actors, most of 'em, all bloody Irvings by their own account, and piano-players, and foreign noblemen in misfortune. I know them ! I 've seen them all before ! You 'd better take a 'bus and join ’em, for I tell you flat and plain, you won't stay 'ere unless I see the THE FIRST ROUND 363 colour of your money double-quick. You put that in your mouth and chew it.' Having delivered himself of this torrent of eloquence, he folded his arms and stared majestically at his lodger. Denis hated him ; yet, he supposed, the man had the right on his side ; he himself was in reality little better than a thief. He pulled himself together, and descended to the passage. When he spoke he felt as if he were listening to the reproduction of his own voice by some distant and husky gramophone. ' I ’m sorry I haven’t paid you/ it said, ‘ but all the same you ’re an insolent beast. I ’ll bring back the money, but I ’ll never enter your filthy house again. Please let me pass.’ As an effort towards dignity the speech was a distinct failure. Mr. Judkins went to the door and held it open. ‘ With the greatest of pleasure,’ he replied. ‘ That ’s the ticket ! Curse and swear and talk like a lord — they all do it ! But you won’t do it any more in my house. The open air is the place for you, my fine young fellow. Good morning ! 9 and he closed the door with a bang. At any other time the foolish scene would have made Denis laugh, but now he walked away with a sinking heart, and loathed himself for having answered the landlord. How sordid and hideous life had grown ! One had only to be with- out money in order to endure the insolence of any vile rascal, and music and gentle nurture were of no avail when one de- scended naked to the arena where life waited to take one by the throat. How disgusting it was that the possession of a few little discs of gold should make all the difference ! He meditated over this strangely original discovery for some moments, and then he realised that the rain was still falling, and that his colloquy with Mr. Judkins had caused him to forget his umbrella. He shuffled slowly down the street, feeling that the effort of holding himself in an upright position was growing more grievous every moment. Twice he was overcome by a vertigo that forced him to cling to the wet railings, and after these attacks the pain in his head became almost intolerable. A ragged woman who was passing up the street stared at him with an expression that hovered between THE FIRST ROUND 364 pity and fear, and a small boy jeered at him. He was conscious of little but an immense craving to lie down then and there on the wet pavement and to go to sleep for ever. At length he reached the Embankment. The sight of the brown river brought him a dim recollection of the fact that near it there were seats — seats where one could sit undis- turbed for hours, seats where one could sleep with the cool rain falling on one's burning forehead, forgetful of all the horror of life. As he crossed the road he was almost obliterated by a four- wheeled cab ; one of the axles struck the side of his knee, but he scarcely felt the blow, and crept on his way without heeding the frantic curses of the aged driver. How wide the road had grown ! its mud seemed to shine before him like an infinite wilderness, and the lamp-posts of the Embankment wavered and receded like the ideal of an artist. But he accomplished the immense journey at last ; his feet touched the pavement, and a moment later he fell back inertly on one of the seats and lay there with his eyes closed and his face turned towards the grey sky. How delicious, to lie motionless ! How soft and gentle the touch of the rain on one's brow ! It was like something — something said long ago, in some strange place where there had been hills, and a girl's voice, and rain, soft steady rain — yes ! like cool fingers, that was it. But one mustn’t think — that was torture ; one must only he there and feel the rain. One would die, probably ; one was very ill, but that didn't matter. One didn't feel pain now ; only a delicious torpor which crept very slowly up one’s limbs. Everything was peace — a wet day, no one about ; no chance of being disturbed. No need to think of anything ; it was all over — Rosalind, his father, Mr. Judkins and music — they were all phantoms that grew dimmer every moment. He would stay here for hours — no need to go back to lunch. Noel wouldn't mind. Or would he come to find him, come to disturb him and take him away ? How absurd ! Of course there wasn't any Noel, and there wasn't any lunch. That was funny and delightful. No Noel, no lunch, nothing in the world but the cool rain, and sleep, sleep. How the river hummed — THE FIRST ROUND 365 like a great beehive, like an army of drummers. But soothing — as soon as one became used to it, very soothing. It was from the river that an immense black wave of oblivion seemed to rise and enfold him, rocking him softly to and fro within its mighty breast, and lulling him to a slumber that knew no dreams. 366 THE FIRST ROUND XXXVII H E was aroused by a hand that shook his arm gently but persistently, and when he opened his eyes he saw that a female figure, draped in a shining waterproof and holding an umbrella, was bending over him. He stared blankly at it for a moment, feeling pain creeping through his veins like a sluggish, fiery stream. ‘ Well, I never did in all my born days ! 5 said the female figure. ‘ It is Mr. Yorke, and fast asleep in the rain ! Do you always take your cold bath out here, Mr. Yorke ? ' When she spoke, he realised that the voice belonged to Topsy, and hated her. Why did she come to disturb him when he was sleeping so happily, when he had forgotten all the world and his pain ? He must get rid of her ; she must go away. He tried to utter some words — ‘ I 'm all right, let me alone ; want to sleep let me alone, for God's sake. Go away.' But he could only speak in a low whisper. Topsy stepped back, and contemplated him from beneath her umbrella. Ac ‘ And what do you suppose Mr. Tellier would say,' she cried with indignation in every note of her fresh, hard voice. ‘ You ought to be ashamed of yourself, Mr. Yorke ; a boy like you, and at this hour in the morning. I never heard such a thing ! ' Denis felt that deep down inside him some one was laughing. So she thought he was drunk ; that was funny. Better pretend to be, then she would go away, and leave him alone, leave him to sleep, to sleep. How on earth did one pretend to be drunk ? Oh yes, one hiccoughed ; but he couldn't hiccough ; and one spoke queerly, but it seemed that he couldn't speak at all. No good trying ; better just to go to sleep and let her go away. What a nuisance she was ! But apparently Topsy had no intention of going away. She leant over him and spoke in a horribly loud voice. THE FIRST ROUND 367 * You can't stop here,' she said, 4 you 're wet through — sopping wet ! Look here, Mr. Yorke, you 've got to get up and go home, somehow. Can you walk ? ' Oh, why couldn't she leave one alone ! He groaned, and uttered a few words which were just audible. 4 Very ill. Want to be alone. Want to die,' he explained. Then he realised dimly that she had taken his hand. Next moment she spoke in an altered voice. 4 Why, you are ill,' she said, and drew in her breath quickly between her teeth. Denis opened his eyes and saw that she was looking up and down the Embankment. Then his head fell forward, he would have slipped from the seat, but Topsy caught him as he fell and propped him up. He closed his eyes again. 4 Oh dear, oh dear ! ' she cried ; 4 there isn't a soul out to- day, and you 're catching your death every minute ! ' She took off her mackintosh and flung it over his shoulders. 4 Now listen to me, Mr. Yorke,' she said, holding him firmly with one arm. 4 Listen to me ; you 've got to walk. It 's only a step to your room, and if you stay here you 'll die, do you hear ? You 'll die. Your hands are dead already. You can lean on me, I 'll half carry you ; you needn’t be afraid, for I 'm as strong as a horse.' The some one far down in Denis's inside giggled again, and he heard the gramophone voice talking. 4 Can't go there,' it said triumphantly. 4 Turned out — turned out by landlord Mayn't go back. No rent. Oh-let-me-alone ! ' 4 Is that true ? ' he heard Topsy demand, and another gramophone voice answered, 4 True, quite true,' and began to weep. What fools they were, these gramophone voices ! Why couldn’t they keep quiet ? She would go away then. A moment later he realised that he was being raised to an upright position by two strong arms. He fell forward against some kind of soft buttress, and then opened his eyes to find that he was being firmly guided across a road that heaved and swam, and was full of sudden hills and hazardous valleys. 4 You just lean all your weight on me,' said Topsy through THE FIRST ROUND 368 her set teeth. And he obeyed, for a horror of falling into one of those ravines came over him. The dark wave of oblivion seemed to follow him from the river and engulfed him again, but, very dimly, he was conscious of certain events that happened in the world beyond it. He knew when they had crossed the road — the passage of that dreadful barrier seemed to occupy many ages — and he realised that some one with a masculine voice was speaking to Topsy and took his other arm. ‘ Ought to go to the hospital/ said the masculine voice, and Topsy replied, 4 Not if I know it ! Home ’s nearer.' He felt that nothing in the world would make him open his eyes to behold the owner of the unknown voice, for he knew that there would be more deep valleys and jagged hills in the pavement. Presently they halted at a door on which Topsy knocked. The gramophone inside him giggled again, and Denis knew that it was expecting to hear Mr. Judkins, and wondered why a gramophone should possess a sense of humour. Mr. Judkins, however, was inaudible when the door opened, or was contriving to utter exclama- tions of surprise in feminine pitch. Afterwards he was just conscious of being forced to scale some intolerably steep stairs, and then he knew that he was laid on a bed and that busy fingers were undressing him swiftly. When he was in bed something hot and liquid was poured into his mouth and burnt its way down his throat like a stream of lava. The gramo- phone voice gurgled, and it occurred to him that the liquid was probably a strong poison brewed by the revengeful Judkins. But he didn’t care ; he was at ease, stretched out between warm sheets with his head on a soft pillow. He could go to sleep for ever at last. THE FIRST ROUND 369 XXXVIII B UT it was not long before his slumber became haunted by strange and painful visions. The scenes amongst which he was compelled to move were vague and meaningless at first, and peopled with grotesque shadows which vanished when he approached them ; but gradually the aspect of that phantom world became sharply definite, and he played his part in a fantastic pageant that was poignant in its reality. For its stage it had a long embankment that stretched for many miles by the side of a murky river, and its protagonist was Rosalind, always Rosalind. Sometimes he saw her as in the old days at Parnasse, in the tartan frock, with her clear skin beautifully stained by the sun and wind ; sometimes she wore the white dress that was associated with the French holiday ; and she was always there, walking swiftly in front of him, whilst he followed her over the pavement that heaved like the waves of the sea and menaced him with yawning chasms. He knew that he had some immensely important information for her ears, but never could remember exactly what it was. He kept on calling her by name, but she never turned ; and always, at the moment when a level stretch of pavement offered him the chance of overtaking her, the figure of Grim- shaw appeared and thrust him back. He knew that she was hurrying towards some dreadful goal, and that at any cost he must overtake her, save her ; but the weary pursuit would continue until he felt as if he had traversed all the world. At last he would see her figure, tiny in the distance, hurrying on miles ahead of him ; he would utter a desperate cry, and, stumbling, would fall into one of the chasms in the pavement, down, down into stifling obscurity. And then the whole scene would begin again. Sometimes, as he followed her, he would glance at the river, and would see, without surprise, the figure of his father 370 THE FIRST ROUND struggling in the dark water. His father would cry to him pitifully for help, and he would know that it was quite easy to stop and save him, to lean over the parapet and clutch his hand. But he would avert his eyes from that agonised face, and hurry on, until the dreadful thought that he was a murderer made him halt and tremble violently. He would scan the river and see, no face, but something ghastly and shapeless which rolled slowly to and fro beneath the surface of the water. This vision, too, recurred again and again with exactly the same details. Often he played a part in less tragic events, but even amid the most absurd scenes he would be conscious of an acute sensation of foreboding, as if the comedy was hovering always on the verge of some sinister climax ; and the end of the vision usually justified his apprehensions. Noel would appear, talk- ing and laughing gaily, and would juggle marvellously with many very long bright knives. Denis would watch him anxiously, telling himself all the while that Noel was very clever, very careful, and nothing dreadful could possibly happen. Immediately a knife would leap from the circle of flying steel and gouge out Noel’s eye, and Noel, with his face bathed in blood, would continue to laugh and talk. Topsy, absolutely destitute of clothing, would appear on the Embank- ment, her white body looking very beautiful against the back- ground of grimy stone. She, too, would talk and laugh, but very soon men with brutal faces would seize her roughly, and Denis knew that they would strangle her because she had forgotten to put on her clothes before coming out into the public ways. He would try to rescue her, but his feet would be glued to the ground, and his arms became so heavy that it was impossible to move them. The men would kill Topsy, and would throw her bruised and twisted body over the parapet. Then they would all light their pipes and walk away arm-in- arm singing one of Denis’s songs. He passed, at long intervals, from this vivid and terrible world into a dimly-lit room where his body lay in a bed that had become uncomfortably hot, and where the walls seemed to echo the loud throbbing in his brain. It was a dreadful place, THE FIRST ROUND 37i this room ! as soon as he reached it he felt as if some one were thrusting sharp knives between his ribs, and his throat ached with acute thirst. But he visited it very rarely ; almost all the time was spent in stumbling along that never-ending Embankment. But at last there came a day when he reached the room, to find that there was more light in it than he had ever seen there. He found, also, that the throbbing in his head had ceased, and that the pain in his body and limbs had become perceptibly lessened. He was extremely tired and weak, but the feverish sense of foreboding which had made all his nerves feel like red-hot wires that became more and more tense had left him ; he felt tranquil, quite empty, and greatly inclined to sleep. He gave a short sigh of contentment and closed his eyes ; then he opened them again suddenly, and tried to move his head, but the muscles of his neck had apparently become quite inefficient. It was as he had thought ; the room was a dream-chamber ; it was not in the least like his own ; there were bright chintz curtains, and frills on his pillow-case, and he could not see any sign of his piano. Yet he felt as if he were awake ; but of course one often dreamed that. Perhaps if he dreamed that he went to sleep again he would be really awake next time. He had a dim idea that a motionless figure was sitting near the bedside, but it was behind him, and he felt quite unable to turn and look at it. And of course he was only a person in a dream. He had grown extremely tired of dreams. He awoke about the hour of sunset, conscious that an arm was supporting his head and that something liquid was being poured down his throat. The liquid had a pleasant warmth, and he felt that the pouring ceased too soon. He opened his eyes, blinked and frowned at the light, and then contrived to speak. His voice, he thought, was exactly like the clucking of a sick fowl. ‘ I want some more,’ he said. Some one uttered a stifled exclamation of surprise, and then a hand, a rather red but evidently female hand, held a cup to his lips. He drank eagerly. 372 THE FIRST ROUND ‘ Now you must go to sleep, and not try to talk/ a voice whispered. He was content to obey it ; a sudden and deli- cious drowsiness overwhelmed him. He slept throughout the night, and trod the Embankment no more. When he awoke again the sun was shining strongly on the window blind. He turned his eyes towards the light, and discovered that the same mysterious figure was still sitting by the head of his bed. He raised himself on his elbow and stared at it. Its hair was braided into a lump on the top of its head and it wore a crimson dressing-gown. Then he realised that it was Topsy. What on earth was she doing in his room ? His glance wandered to the bright chintzes. Of course, it wasn’t his room ; it was some strange place — the place that he had imagined to be a dream-chamber on the previous evening. He looked at the frilled pillow-case, and at the same moment realised that he was wearing a most unfamiliar kind of night- shirt. What was the meaning of it all ? Topsy had leant forward when he moved, and was watching him with a critical air. ‘ Well, what d’ you feel like this morning, Mr. Yorke ? ’ she demanded cheerfully, but in a very quiet voice. Denis thought the question over and decided that he felt like a balloon, a soap-bubble, a piece of thistledown — anything that was lighter than air. He replied to this effect, and Topsy beamed. ‘ Oh ! you really are better/ she cried. ' The doctor said so when he saw you yesterday, but I hardly dared to believe him. He ’ll be here soon ; you mustn’t talk till he comes. Go to sleep again.’ She smoothed his pillow deftly. But he felt no desire for sleep, and lay watching the narrow columns of sunlight on the wall. A delicious sense of being newly born into some pleasant world came over him ; the air that drifted in through the open window was delightfully fragrant, and all his pain had gone. He stretched his arms and legs slowly and luxuriously, and made ugly faces when Topsy obliged him to drink some medicine. Half an hour later the doctor arrived. He was elderly and THE FIRST ROUND 373 calm, and wore whiskers. The sudden change in the condition of the patient did not seem to surprise him * he examined Denis carefully, and asked him whether he was still in pain. ‘ You 'll do now/ he said at length. ‘ You scared us finely, but you have pulled round all right, thanks to the best un- professional nurse I ever met. Don't talk much, and don't worry at all. If you behave properly now we 'll have you up and about in a fortnight. Musician, aren't you ? Been over- working, I suppose, like all the rest of them. Terrible fellows, you artists ! Knock-about idleness or frantic overwork without regular meals and sleep. I see plenty of your sort in Chelsea. Don't do it again ; the big men don't do it ; Whistler — they tell me he 's a great man — doesn't do it ; he may dress like a mountebank, but he works as regularly as any lawyer. See you to-morrow.' He waved his hand and departed to confer with Topsy in the adjoining room. She returned after a few minutes and stood by the bedside looking down at Denis and smiling broadly. ' That 's better ! ' she said. ‘ You seem quite yourself again already. You won't turn your toes up this time after all/ She smoothed the sheet with a professional dexterity. ‘ Your temperature 's normal and you may have something real to eat. Feel hungry, I expect ? ' 'Yes, I 'm all right now, thanks,' said Denis, with the tone of one who has been slightly unwell for an hour. Perhaps Topsy observed the tone, for she asked, ' How long do you think you 've been ill, Mr. Yorke ? ' and afterwards informed him that he had been lying there for nearly a fortnight. ‘ And where am I ? ' he asked. ' Where should you be but in my room ? ' said Topsy. ‘ The gentleman who helped me to bring you said you ought to go to the hospital, but I wasn’t going to have that. You were real bad, and probably you 'd have died while they were taking down your name and address and the date of your birth and the pet name your father and mother call you by. I know all about hospitals, 'cos I had a brother in one, and he had .diabetes and died. He 's in Brompton cemetery close to the 374 THE FIRST ROUND railings. So I brought you here ; old Mrs. Joyce — she 's the landlady — was a bit surprised at first, but she soon went off the boil. Yes, you 've been in my room, sleeping in my bed, and wearing one of my nightgowns, for thirteen blessed days. Awfully improper, isn't it ? A caution for curates, and I don't wonder at your blushing. But it was the thing to do ; I felt that as strong as could be, and when I do feel it, the Queen and all the archbishops and bishops couldn't stop me. But I 'm talking, and you 'll get tired.' Denis assured her that he didn't feel as if he could ever be tired again, and tried to thank her for all that she had done. Topsy seemed almost offended by his attempt to express his gratitude. ‘ You 're not to say a word about that, Mr. Yorke,' she said. * I only did what any one would ha.ve done who happened to go along the Embankment that morning. If I 'd left you there I should have been a murderer, as much as any one who jabs a knife into some one else. You 're not to mention it. You 'd have done just the same for me if I 'd been sitting there and you 'd found me.' Denis thought over this last remark, wondering to what extent it was true. If their positions had been reversed on that morning, what would he have done ? He smiled as he imagined the face of the offensive Judkins when he opened the door to behold his late lodger supporting the languid but ample form of Topsy, and demanding admission. It would certainly have been an awkward predicament. But his smile vanished suddenly. Perhaps it had been equally awkward for Topsy ; probably her landlady had looked as sour as Judkins would have done. But Topsy would never admit it. What a brick she was ! What a little cad he had been to think her vulgar ! ‘ I 've had the time of my life,' continued Topsy ; ‘ the doctor says I 'm a born nurse, and worth a dozen of several he knows who 've got medals and certificates and those nobby little bonnets. I used to sleep in that chair for two or three hours and feel as fresh as new paint in the morning after I 'd had a cold bath, and you 're so thin I can lift you as easily as THE FIRST ROUND 375 a baby. I feel as if you were my baby/ she concluded naively, 1 for I 've washed you and fed you and undressed you, and I actually tried to sing you to sleep when you tossed about. But my songs are all out of musical comedies. You didn't like 'em/ She stood for a moment looking at him with an odd bright- ness in her eyes, then she smiled again suddenly. ‘ I really won't talk any more, and you mustn't either. You must go to sleep, like a good baby. Not that I 've given you much chance of talking, but you did enough of that when you were ill. My word ! I never heard anything like it, — just as if you were one of those phonograph things and wouldn’t run down.' ‘ Did I talk a lot ? ' cried Denis. ‘ What did I say ? ' ‘ Oh, nothing dreadful ,' said Topsy, 4 like most people do when they 're a little bit off the top. Just gibberish, all night long ; in the day you were pretty quiet. Streams and streams of words ! and faster than I 've ever heard any one talk in my life, — faster than that Frenchwoman when I took her umbrella by mistake from the seat at Earl's Court. And then you kept on calling out some one's name over and over again, just as if the person it belonged to was running off with all your money. It was dreadful to hear you.' Denis raised himself on his elbow. 4 What was the name ? ' he asked. She looked at him, smiling broadly. 4 I guess you know as well as I do,' she said. 4 And I wouldn't mind betting that you may see the person who owns it before very long.' A tinge of colour crept into his white face. 4 What do you mean ? ' he said. ‘ Only that I found out yesterday who she was,' Topsy answered. 4 I had to go to Mr. Grimshaw’s studio in the afternoon, and he gave me a letter to post when I came away. It was addressed to a Miss Rosalind Duroy, somewhere in Hampstead. Then I remembered that Mr. Tellier had a cousin called Duroy, and knowing you were an old friend of his I guessed she was the lady you kept on asking for, I 've got THE FIRST ROUND 376 a head on my shoulders, whatever you may think. So I sent a letter along with Mr. Grimshaw’s.’ Denis began to look strangely excited. ‘ What did you say in the letter ? ’ he demanded. * Not much/ replied Topsy, 4 only that you were dying at this address and had mentioned her name once or twice. If that doesn’t bring her round to-day pretty quick you ’d better give up thinking about her.’ There was a note of petulance in her voice as she said this, and she unfolded a towel with a sharp jerk. ‘ Anyhow, I ’ve done my best/ she added. ‘ If she wants to nurse you now, she can. The doctor says you ’re out of danger. All you want is feeding up.’ This last observation reminded Denis of his penniless con- dition, and he began to wonder how he should pay the doctor and restore to Topsy all the money which she must have spent on his behalf. His heart sank, and he felt that, after all, many difficulties would have been avoided if he had been allowed to remain asleep on the Embankment. Then he thought of Rosalind. Would she come to see him ? And if she came, would Grimshaw come with her and stand between them just as he had done in that oft-reiterated dream ? It would be better, far better if she did not come ; yet he knew that he was yearning to see her, to hear her voice, to touch her hand — once more, only once more. When he became well he must never see her again. ‘ I don’t suppose that she ’ll come/ he said. ‘ Well, if she doesn’t,’ said Topsy emphatically, ‘ you ’ll know she isn’t worth fussing about. One ’d have thought from the way you went on that she ’d treated you dreadful — making you moan and groan and toss about like that ! I hope she won’t come. She ’ll only send your temperature up again/ 4 But you wrote to ask her to come ! ’ said Denis. ‘ I didn’t think you ’d take a turn for the better so quick,’ said Topsy, ‘ and anyhow, one doesn’t always do things because one likes ’em. I ’ve a conscience that ’s the plague of my life. And if she does come, I should like to tell her what I think of her for driving a mere boy like you to distraction. THE FIRST ROUND 377 You were as good as committing suicide when I came across you, and I soon found out whose fault that was.' Denis smiled faintly at this display of Topsy’s romantic imagination. ‘ Mr. Judkins’s/ he suggested. ‘ You ’re not to talk,’ said Topsy. ‘ I ’m hard,’ she con- tinued, ‘ as hard as iron, and I think people that go moaning and groaning because they think other people have treated ’em badly ought to be well smacked. I ’ve no patience with your lackadaisical sort. If I ’d been like that, where do you think I ’d be now ? You ’d be shocked if I told you, but it ’d be true. Life ’s a battle, and everybody fights for himself. What ’s the good of maundering about some one else all the time ? It makes one as weak as a cat. Here endeth the gospel according to Topsy, otherwise Miss Cordelia Brown. You think it over, Mr. Yorke.’ Denis was thinking something else over. ‘ I wonder if she ’ll come,’ he said slowly. 'Well, if she comes, she comes, and if she doesn’t, she doesn’t, so what ’s the good of wondering ? ’ said Topsy crossly. ‘ I dare say she ’ll think it isn’t proper to come and see a young man who ’s half silly over her, when he ’s lying in bed ; I dare say she ’ll turn up her nose at me because I brought you here instead of taking you to the hospital. But she can turn it up till she ’s black in the face ; I shan’t care • I did the right thing, for once, I know, and I ’ll go on knowing it even if she thinks I ’m the kind of creature your friend with the eyeglass took me for.’ ‘ Did you tell Mr. Grimshaw that I was here ? ’ he asked. ‘ What do you take me for ? ’ retorted Topsy. ‘ You know what he is. He ’d have told every one, and I should never have heard the last of it from the other models. You don’t catch me giving myself away with a pound of tea ; but with this lady it ’s different. I don’t care what she thinks ; but if she don’t come and see you, I know what I ’ll think of her, and I ’ll go and tell her so.’ She seemed to nurse some mysterious resentment against Rosalind. ‘ And all the same I hope she won’t come,’ she THE FIRST ROUND 378 repeated ; * if I ’d known how quick you were going to get better ! I don’t want any meddling women around here ; I like to keep myself to myself.’ ‘ Oh, you needn’t be afraid that she ’ll interfere,’ said Denis. ‘ She ’s not that kind of person.’ Topsy was silent for a moment, then she turned to him with the queer light in her eyes that he had noticed a short time before. ‘ That ain’t the real reason,’ she said. Her London accent became more marked, but she spoke quietly. * The real reason is that I want to keep you to myself.’ She gave an odd, quick laugh. ‘ You ’re my baby, you see,’ she added, as she turned away. At that moment a bell sounded in the house. THE FIRST ROUND 379 XXXIX T OPSY began instantly to whirl about the room in a manner that denoted considerable agitation. ‘ Oh dear, oh dear ! ’ she cried. ‘ Here she is, and I hadn’t a notion she ’d come so soon ! And you ’ve pulled the counterpane all crooked again, Mr. Yorke ! It ’s too bad of you, and I meant to brush your hair and put some fresh flowers in the vawses ! The room ’s like a dust-heap, and I can’t ask her to wait while I put it tidy.’ She flounced about, giving a jerk here and a push there. ‘ For goodness’ sake,’ she cried, 4 cover yourself up, Mr. Yorke, and don’t let her see you ’re wearing my nightgown ! Hide the toothbrush behind the medicine bottles ; there ! I ’ll do it, you stroke your hair down and lie quiet. Coming at this hour of the morning ! I thought she ’d have had her breakfast in bed at eleven.’ There was a knock at the door, and Denis began to tremble. But the head which appeared belonged to the deaf old land- lady. She looked at Topsy, and said, ‘ It ’s two lidies as ’ave come to see ’im.’ ‘ Two ! ’ cried Topsy, still flouncing ; ‘ oh dear, oh dear ! You ’d better bring ’em up, I suppose. We shall have all London coming round next.’ Denis heard neither the announcement nor the words that greeted it ; the pulses in his brain had resumed their infernal tattoo. The landlady shook her head regretfully. 4 I can’t ’ear a blessed word you say,’ she announced. Topsy went close to her, and making a megaphone of her hands, cried in a voice of thunder, 4 Bring them upstairs.’ ‘ There ’s no call to screech,’ said the landlady, and departed with remarkable dignity. Topsy made a wild effort to alter the position of every piece of furniture in the room. ‘ It looks just awful ! ’ she cried, * and, oh lor ! here they come ! ’ She opened the door. THE FIRST ROUND 380 There was a sound of steps on the stairs, but Denis could hear nothing but the thunderous pulses in his head. He turned his eyes towards the doorway, where Topsy stood erect and grim, and saw the landlady turning towards a female figure which ascended. Then he felt a sickening thrill of disappoint- ment, for the figure was that of Miss Amory. So Rosalind had not troubled to come : she had merely sent a substitute. How unlike her ! But, of course, everything that she did now was unlike her — unlike the ideal that he had cherished for so many foolish years. It was better, after all, that she should keep away. Miss Amory advanced in the tentative manner that is customary with visitors to a sickroom, and sat down in a chair beside his bed. She was as charming as usual ; reproached him because he had not let them know that he was ill, rejoiced that he was better, and talked to Topsy, who responded with monosyllables, in her most delightful manner. Denis scarcely spoke ; at last he interrupted Miss Amory in the middle of one of her remarks to Topsy. ‘ Where 's Rosalind ? ' he demanded curtly. Miss Amory turned to him. ‘ She 's downstairs/ she answered. ‘ We thought that we would come upon you in single spies, not in battalions. Would you like to see her now ? Whilst you 're talking to her I mean to go into the next room and discuss your body and soul with Miss Brown. I see that he 's a very lucky young man to have had you for a nurse, Miss Brown, and I want to hear all about it.' Topsy appeared to be somewhat mollified by Miss Amory’s appreciation. 4 I 'll go and tell her,' she said, and went out. Denis instantly began to feel that he would rather endure frightful torments than be left alone with Rosalind. The disappointment which had stabbed him when he imagined that she had not come was nothing compared with this new and bewildering nervous pain. She would be certain to say some- thing which he would recognise as insincere, as unworthy of his ancient ideal ; and as for himself, all his mental balance was upset ; he felt weak, and bitter ; if he spoke at all he would blurt out something which would reveal that he knew THE FIRST ROUND 38i how she had changed. But when she entered the room he forgot everything except that she was beautiful and desirable beyond all things mortal. To her, as he lay there looking so white and weak, he was again the forlorn, gentle little boy that she had known at Parnasse. She came towards him with a soft cry, and kneeling by the bedside, took his hand in hers, then stroked the dark hair that had grown so long during his illness. The grave heavenliness of her eyes became radiant ; she smiled at him as a mother smiles at her child when they are alone, and when she spoke her voice was soothing as the whisper of leaves in summer. Miss Amory and Topsy had retired to the other room ; he was alone with her, alone for the last time. He could not speak ; he realised slowly that he ought to tell her the truth — realised that she did not know that he was better, out of danger, free from physical pain, or she would not have knelt by his bedside in that way, and looked into his eyes in that way, and touched his hair with those pale and slender hands. But he could say nothing, his throat was burning with terrible fire, the tears smarted in his eyes, and, after all, it was the last time, the last time. f Mon pauvre petit Denis ! And you waited until yesterday before you let us know ! 5 It was still the voice of a mother speaking to a son, of a woman speaking to a mere boy. And when he looked into her eyes he knew that some miracle had happened which had lifted her far beyond girlhood, that though she was nearly a year younger than himself, she had overtaken, him, outdistanced him, left him as far behind as Atalanta might have left any raw lad who had dared to match himself against her swiftness. Her smiles, her tender words, her lovely attitude, were all signs of this strange victory ; to her he was the boy who had known and worshipped her father ; the old friend, who never would be really old, the intimate comrade who had played a certain definite part in her life and could be relied on never to play any other. He had often read in conventional stories of girls who promised to be sisters to the men who loved them ; the tragic irony of that hackneyed phrase struck him sharply THE FIRST ROUND 382 now. He and Noel were her brothers, whilst that beast Grimshaw Even as he looked at her beauty a wave of dull resentment seemed to surge through his brain. If she had been aware that he knew all she would not have come to see him ; in a sense, she was deceiving him, playing a part, pretending to be the lost, the dead Rosalind. Yet how far more wonderful was the new Rosalind, with the strange radiance in her eyes, and the strange power of suggesting that she had grown wise with some supernatural wisdom, that she had mastered the secret of life ? Oh, it couldn't, it couldn't be Grimshaw who had awakened her ! It had been going on in France, this awakening ; he had been almost blind to it at the time, but he saw it all clearly in retrospect. ‘ You should have let us know at once. I 'm furiously jealous of the girl who has nursed you.' But for the absolute candour of her eyes he would have sworn that the words were heartless mockery. She sat on the chair by his bedside, and he told her — again he heard that hateful gramophone voice — how Topsy had rescued him from the Embankment. When once it had begun, the gramophone voice seemed as if it would go on for ever. It blurted out the whole story ; the suite, and the aspect of pallid eggs, and the sickening behaviour of Mr. Judkins. The last item in this doleful catalogue made Rosalind turn a face dark with reproachfulness towards him. 4 O Denis ! ' she said. ‘ Why didn't you write, or come to see me ? How like a boy, and how ridiculous, to go on starving when your oldest friend was in London. I suppose you thought that I hadn't come back, but you might have made sure about it.' Denis turned his eyes from hers. ‘ I knew that you were back,' he said sullenly. ‘ And you were too proud. Oh ! it was unkind, unfriendly ! We heard nothing about you ; Mr. Grimshaw called at your rooms, and the landlord said you had gone into the country for two or three weeks. I think I should like to meet that landlord. Why do you look like that ? ' She stared at him for a moment, then cried, ‘ Denis ! ' He caught her hand and THE FIRST ROUND 383 pressed it to his lips — the little pale hand that Grimshaw had kissed. She was so amazed by his face that for a moment she did not draw her hand away. ‘ That ’s why I didn’t come,’ he said wearily, ‘ you know now.’ He closed his eyes. He had been a fool once more, but, at any rate, she knew. It was all over. He stretched himself out with a strange sense of relief. From the next room came the voices of Miss Amory and Topsy, who were engaged in a cheerful controversy concerning the management of an invalid. A befuddled fly was buzzing in the sunshine of the window. When he reopened his eyes he saw that Rosalind was sitting in exactly the same position as when he had closed them ; she was looking at him clearly, almost keenly, but a glorious flood of crimson had spread from her neck to her brow. Her lips were parted, and as he looked at her she spoke. ‘ My dear old Denis ! ’ she said very gently, but in her usual voice ; ‘ it ’s all a mistake — you and I — it ’s impossible ! When you are well again you won’t remember. I never heard ’ Though her voice was steady it died away abruptly. Denis forgot all about Topsy’s nightgown and sat up with alarming suddenness. ‘ It ’s not impossible,’ he said, ‘ it has happened. I love you. I always have done, but I didn’t know it — not even in France — until the other day. I know I ’m a cad to tell you, because I know there ’s some one else. Don’t look at me like that ! I couldn’t help finding out, I swear I couldn’t ; I was in St. Paul’s and I saw him — and you. Ah ! can’t you say it isn’t true ? You can’t really care for him, — you don’t know him, he ’s — oh ! he ’s everything that you hate. But I saw your face — when you looked at him — that day in St. Paul’s. And then I knew that I loved you, that I ’d have burned in hell for a thousand years to get one look from you like that.’ She turned from him suddenly, and covered her face with her hands. In the next room Topsy and Miss Amory con- tinued to quack harmoniously. He watched her for a little while, feeling heartsick, and inwardly calling himself all the THE FIRST ROUND 384 hard names in the language. But his voice continued to speak almost in spite of himself. ' I’m an utter brute/ he said. ‘ I know you 'll never care about me, but oh, Rosalind ! you won’t always care for him, will you ? ’ She dropped her hands and looked at him. There were tears in her eyes, but that strange bewildering radiance shone out again. She leant towards him. ‘ Try to forgive me,’ she said. ‘ I shall care always, always.’ He dropped back on the pillow with a gasp that sounded like stifled anger. ‘ And he ’s married,’ he murmured. She did not seem to hear him, but the radiance faded from her eyes and was succeeded by an expression of fear. ‘ 0 Denis, Denis ! ’ she said. ‘ I believe that he ’s dying.’ The words brought him no comfort. Even Grimshaw’s death would make no difference now, he knew. It was too late. And of course Grimshaw wasn’t really dying. He was only drinking too much whisky, and his beastly temper made him look yellow. ‘ Oh no,’ he said curtly. The fear left her face. ‘ He won’t die,’ she said with sudden firmness. Denis closed his eyes again. She could think of no one but Grimshaw. She had forgotten already that he himself loved her and had kissed her hand. It was absolutely sickening. He felt as if he were actually as young and irresponsible as she evidently thought him to be. He lay there in sullen silence. It was all over ; and she didn’t even take him seriously. Why didn’t those garrulous idiots in the other room come back ? Presently she spoke. ‘ My dear little Denis,’ she said, * when you ’re well again you ’ll find that everything will seem different, and some day you ’ll understand. It all seems strange to you now ; but some day you ’ll meet — the right person, and then you ’ll know, and you ’ll forgive me. It ’ll be like a new world where you see everything clearly instead of groping about in darkness and mistaking shadows for real people/ THE FIRST ROUND 385 To Denis her words seemed deliberately cruel. ‘ How do you know ? 1 he asked, almost angrily. ‘ I can't help knowing/ she answered. Quack-quack from Miss Amory in the sitting-room. He meditated on Rosalind's reply, which seemed to him quite meaningless. As if he didn't know himself better than she knew him ! She thought him a child. But certainly at that moment he felt remarkably childish. What was this strange special knowledge which she imagined herself to possess ? Quack- quack-quack from Topsy. Would they never come back ? In a few moments Rosalind had contrived to become impossibly remote, had soared far above him, leaving him to feel as bewildered as a small boy at a lecture on metaphysics. He remembered his dream. Reality was certainly very like it, only worse. And Rosalind was a year younger than him- self ! All power of insight left him ; his mind seemed to revolve foolishly round crude and dreary facts. ‘ It 's all so hopeless,' he said. ‘ You can't ever be married.' As soon as he had uttered the words he regretted them. Even now, he thought, he did not wish to hurt her. But apparently she did not hear what he said, or she thought that his point of view was utterly unimportant. At least, however, he had discovered her secret, though she had denied that he could see anything clearly ! ‘ What will you do if they all get to know about it ? ' he asked. She turned swiftly towards him. * What do you mean ? ' she said. He nodded towards the half-open door. ‘ All of them — Miss Amory ’ He paused 4 She knows,' said Rosalind. ‘ She knows ! ' he echoed. ‘ But Noel — what will Noel think about it ? ' ‘ Noel knows,' she said. ‘ Denis, do you think I could bear that he shouldn't know ? I thought you knew too, and then I saw that you didn't understand. But you will, some day.' This was the final blow. That Miss Amory, whom Denis had always regarded as a highly respectable guardian, should THE FIRST ROUND 386 be aware of, and acquiesce in, this lamentable affair ; that Noel, who adored Rosalind, should calmly allow her to ruin her life, and make no effort to save her from the snares of Grimshaw, — it was incomprehensible, it was like some horrible nightmare. And he had thought that he knew Noel absolutely, that he could prophesy with complete certainty his method of action in any possible circumstance ! The quacking became louder, and Rosalind glanced towards the door. ' They 're coming back,' she said. Then she leant towards him and spoke in a low voice. ‘ We will forget all this,' she said ; ‘ I know you 'll forget it, when you 're well. And now I want you to do me a very great favour. You 're all alone, and there is some one who ought to be with you now, some one you have never understood, — but if he came and found you lying here and knew how ill you had been, you would under- stand him at last. Denis, has he heard about you ? ' Denis shook his head gloomily. ‘ He wouldn't care,’ he said. ‘ And I don't want to under- stand him. I don't want to understand any one. It 's better to be a fool and not to see things as they really are. I shan't write to him. He 'd think I was giving in just because I hadn't any money. He said I should be a failure, and I am.' She bent nearer to him. ‘ Let me write to him, Denis,' she whispered. But a devil entered the soul of Denis. * No,' he cried violently, ‘ no one shall write to him ! He never writes to me. He wouldn't care if I were dead.' He paused, then added, ‘ You can write to him on one condition.’ ‘ What is it ? ' ‘ That you give up that beast.' She rose quickly. At the same moment Miss Amory and Topsy re-entered the room. THE FIRST ROUND 387 XL T HE visitors departed, accompanied by the beaming Topsy, but just when Denis was preparing to embark on a long voyage of gloomy retrospect, there was a knock at the door and Miss Amory's head reappeared. 4 Rosalind wants to speak to Miss Brown for a moment/ she said, 4 so I came back, because there 's something I want to say to you.' She stood by the bed, looking down at him with a slightly embarrassed air. Denis contemplated her with sombre eyes. 4 Noel Tellier is coming back next week/ she continued. 4 He will be able to arrange things. I 'd better speak plainly ; the fact is, Miss Brown is an admirable nurse and a most amusing creature, but of course some silly people would think that it wasn't at all proper for her to be entertaining a young man in her own rooms in this way. I just give you this hint for her sake, you know. She seems to be a thoroughly respectable girl, and probably has equally respectable friends with smaller minds.' Denis glared at her. 4 I didn’t know that you bothered about that kind of thing/ he said. Miss Amory seemed slightly puzzled. 4 Oh ! I don't care,’ she replied, 4 but it may make a lot of difference to her if the story gets about among her friends — spoil her chances of marrying, you know ; and lots of people don't like models who are supposed to be — er — doubtful.' 4 Mr. Grimshaw, for instance,' suggested Denis. Miss Amory looked at him for a moment, and then her eyes blinked rapidly. 4 I 'm afraid you think I 'm a nasty interfering old woman,' she said. 4 Don't imagine that I 'm shocked ; I 've seen THE FIRST ROUND 383 rather too much of the world. I ’m thinking of the people who are always so virtuous for others/ ‘ I expect it takes a lot to shock you/ said Denis. Miss Amory stared again, and he added, ‘ Would you mind going away ? I feel as if I were going to be sick/ ‘ Oh, very well/ said Miss Amory, with unclouded good- humour. ‘ I ’m afraid something must have happened to upset you/ She was not alluding, however, to the physical symptoms of which he had hinted the existence. ‘ Good-bye, Denis ! we ’ll come and see you to-morrow/ ‘ Oh no, thanks ; I shall be all right now/ said Denis, and turned over in bed. Miss Amory said a funny French word under her breath, and withdrew to join Rosalind. A few minutes later Topsy returned. She was radiant, glowing with superlative praise of the visitors. 4 That Miss Duroy, with her figure ! What a shame she ’s a lady and can’t be a model ; she puts me second pretty easy, and she ’s got a face, too, which I can’t say of myself, though she ’s a bit pale. Well, you ’ve seen her at last, Mr. Yorke, and I hope she ’s made you feel better. That ’s the kind of medicine for a nice young man ! She looked as if she ’d been crying when she came downstairs, but crying ’s healthy, and no wonder she did when she saw how you ’d changed, and knew it was her fault. They ’re the right sort, both of ’em. You ’d never think they were artists from the way they ’re dressed.’ Topsy ’s flow of language ceased with this ambigu- ous compliment, and she stared at Denis with startled eyes. ‘ How tired you look ! ’ she said. ‘ I oughtn’t to have let ’em stay so long * I know your temperature ’s gone up. You don’t look so happy either • wasn’t she nice to you ? If I ’d only known ! I ’d have taught her how to behave/ She watched him with an oddly anxious face as she spoke. He turned his head on the pillow. ‘ You oughtn’t to have written that letter,’ he said irritably. ‘ Oh — ho ! ’ said Topsy. ‘ Of all the little cats ! Open your mouth/ And she gagged him neatly with a clinical thermometer. Denis felt inclined to grind it into powder and swallow it. * But it ’s just as well, in my humble opinion/ THE FIRST ROUND 389 she continued. ' She isn’t your sort. I saw it at once. You ’re too gentle for her, and too young. She wants a great big brute of a man to manage her ; some one with heaps of temper and as strong as a horse, — some one noisy and great, — like Mr. Grimshaw, for instance.’ 1 Burra-wurra,’ groaned Denis, nearly swallowing the thermometer. 1 He ’s her kind,’ continued the pitiless Topsy. ‘ My word, he does look ill ! Lifting the elbow, I expect. What a pity, when he can draw like he does ; there isn’t an artist in Chelsea who ’s fit to clean his palette for him, not even the old figure- of-fun with the flat-brimmed hat and the eyeglass, though his style ’s different, of course. And as she won’t have anything to do with you, you take my advice and forget all about her. It ’s funny how easy it is to forget. I remember when I was gone to death on a drummer-boy in the Guards — I always do like quite young boys — and he went off with a barmaid at Victoria Station, and I felt like drowning myself, but -’ ‘ Hoo hake hiss hamb hing ow/ gurgled Denis. She removed the thermometer, and looked at it with her head on one side. ‘ It ’s gone up,’ she said. * That shows that she isn’t good for you. I oughtn’t to have let her come. But I ’m glad I did, all the same.’ ‘ Why ? ’ asked Denis listlessly. ‘ Because now you know that she don’t want you,’ she answered, ‘ and because I shall have you all to myself. I was scared into blue fits when the old lady began to talk. I thought she was going to turn me out and nurse you herself. She ’ll come again, but I don’t mind her. It ’s the other one I ’m afraid of ; she makes you bad. You can’t feed up with the thought of her sticking in your throat. But she won’t come any more,’ ‘ How do you know ? ’ said Denis. ‘ I saw it in her face when she went downstairs. “ England expects every woman to do her duty, and I ’ve done mine, but Never Again ! ” That was the signal she flew. Did you notice the line of her back when she walked, Mr. Yorke ? But 390 THE FIRST ROUND I oughtn't to ask you that. You must go to sleep, and forget all about her, like a good baby.' The periods of depression which occur during convalescence are probably the only times in the life of an individual when he sees himself as others see him, and therefore suffers a loss of vitality. Before his illness, Denis had been inclined to believe that he had really changed from an insignificant boy to quite a different kind of person, — to a man, indeed, with consider- able knowledge of the world and a certain peculiar importance on that planet. His small successes in music, and the friendli- ness of the artists amongst whom he lived, had contributed to the strengthening of this belief ; but now, as he lay in bed and enjoyed long days of thought that was interrupted only by Topsy's demonstrations with beef-tea and the clinical thermometer, he became convinced that the colour of his life had been grey and not roseate, and found a mournful occupa- tion in obliterating the faint vestiges of his lost illusions. He had been happy, it was true, during his first four months of healthy toil in London, but that was merely because he had lived without foresight of the inevitable end ; any one with a little sense would have known beforehand that it was too good to last, that Wallaby would eject him cursorily, that his musical ability was the most limp of all bruised reeds • that one who was infirm of purpose, unstable as water, the play- thing of a hundred moods, had no chance when he fought alone against the world. He began to wonder — in the usual manner of artists who suffer an enforced separation from their work — if he were not, after all, merely a charlatan ; the spirit of music which he had formerly imagined to inhabit his soul had surely flown away for ever, leaving him with about as much life as is possessed by an empty chrysalis attached to a withered stick. That he, the writer of silly little accompani- ments to tunes which he did not even invent, should have dared to attempt a suite for full orchestra ! The deplorable Judkins could light his pipe with that work of art if he wished ; its creator regarded it with the affection felt by Rousseau for one of his bastards. THE FIRST ROUND 39i The great total of his achievement was composed, it seemed, of the following items : he had lost Rosalind, he had lost his art, he had lost his employment, and he had lost all desire to live. ' Incidentally he had also lost his father, but that had happened before ; and he was on the verge of losing his last shred of self-respect, but that didn't matter when once one realised that self-respect was only the pompous title of sense- less conceit. His father was justified as a prophet ; he had failed, failed tragically, yet even his tragedy was not noble ; it was built up with sordid episodes, such as the Judkins affair ; it did not possess the gloomy magnificence of a great work of art, but was an essentially squalid piece of patchwork. Even his last interview with Rosalind had none of the dignity that should be associated with immense renunciation : she had not even believed that he loved her, he had felt like a petulant child, and the whole scene had been punctuated by the damnable quacking of those women in the next room. Rosa- lind had been so slightly impressed by his trouble that she had been able to exhort him to see his father. Why was she always begging him to do that ? It was only another instance of her recent failure in kindness and common- sense. Of course it was possible that she feared he might be dying, and knew that relatives had always an extraordinary passion to be in at the death. Or did she realise that he was lonely, hatefully lonely, — oppressed by the thought of the iron indifference of this great, seething London that hemmed him in, — yearning for the companionable hills and the peace of quiet valleys where every tiny landmark was a familiar friend ? It was impossible that she should have read his mind prophetically, for until the long days that succeeded their interview he had hardly thought of the country. Now, however, the haunting memory of the moor and the hillside and the Roman camp returned to him — just as it had done at school when he had tramped the quadrangle on windy even- ings and tried to imagine that the great gates were not locked, that he was still free. All sorts of absurd, long-forgotten episodes in his boyhood returned to his mind — quaint remarks of gnarled ancients ; his first intimate interview with a wasp ; 392 THE FIRST ROUND his lessons in swimming from one of the village lads, who threw him in as if he were a dog, whereby he swallowed large quantities of a natural salad of mud and duckweed ; his first experience of Italian cortesia. He seemed actually to breathe again the peculiar atmosphere which he had grown to associate with certain hours and seasons — the languid air of late summer, heavy with the odour of burnt-up grass and dusty hawthorns ; or the comfortable warmth of the study early in the winter evening, when he had sat by the fire before the lamps were lit, and watched the rooks that drifted to and fro against the darkening sky. He had spent many days at the Red House in complete solitude, for his father was often out on his rounds until nightfall, but he had been happy ; he had never felt anything like the enervating loneliness that had lately distressed him in London. Often, when he had been haunted at school by memories of home, the figure of Dr. Yorke had played its part in various scenes, but it had usually been a blot on the picture, an intruder who had no real connection with the happier details of Denis's life in the country. Latterly, however, Dr. Yorke had appeared in a new aspect ; the harsh violence that he had displayed in frequent scenes with his son seemed to fade from the boy's memory, and he saw his father as he had been in the years before he himself went to school — an anxious, dic- tatorial person, even then, but with a great kindness beneath his anxiety, and a thrill of real affection in his most pompous harangue. For the first time Denis remembered various acts of his father which had seemed in the old days to be quite meaningless, but now appeared at last in their true kindly significance • the queer, stilted phrases of affection that he had been accustomed to use became suddenly pathetic, and even his moral maxims were no longer absurd, but took on a kind of old-fashioned charm. Every one was so clever, nowadays ; there were very few people left who would dare to utter mild and antiquated truisms ! They might prove that the person who spoke them was more addicted to catch- words than to real observation, but even this failing denoted a certain simplicity of soul. THE FIRST ROUND 393 He found that he had not lost the gift of being able to become oblivious of pain when he was lying ill by resolutely marshalling before his mental eye a long pageant of con- secutive images ; and because he could not bear to think of recent events he reverted as much as possible to the days of his childhood. Parnasse, which had formerly dominated all his retrospective powers, had become a painful memory ; school-life was the epoch when he and his father had become more and more estranged, and the subsequent year was one long and ghastly exposure of his own crude self-confidence and blindness. The single recent event that insisted on intruding amid his thoughts was the sudden apparition of Dr. Yorke near the National Gallery ; and the odd conse- quence of this intrusion was that the father who figured in the scenes of his childhood invariably wore the same ex- pression as the face in the hansom. There was something indescribably pathetic in this fact ; it depressed him intensely, but at least it was better to endure this phantom than to be confronted with the glaring spectre of one’s own complete, fatuous, and irremediable failure. There were moments when he felt that if he had not seen Rosalind he would have written to his father. He did not write * he had been a fool, he thought, when he imagined himself to be strong, but at least he would not be a coward now that he was weak ; to give in, to accept the conditions which he had spurned with such a fine disdain, would be the last ignominy. Death would be better ; death seemed now the only solution. But death is an empty word on the lips of youth. Denis became stronger each day, thanks to the untiring attention of Topsy. Miss Amory came almost every afternoon to make inquiries, and came alone. The irresponsible Noel returned from his wanderings to find that his friend was able to sit in a chair by the fire and to read large quantities of somewhat depressing literature. Noel displayed no astonishment at finding Denis in Topsy’s rooms, but loaded himself with execration for not having written. ‘ You might have starved, you young idiot/ he added to 394 THE FIRST ROUND Denis. ‘ Why on earth didn't you go and levy toll on Grim- shaw ? He 's rich beyond the dreams of Rothschild. Rosa- lind told me how you ran out of funds ; I never saw her look so cut-up before. But it 's all right now ; I 've sold four pictures in Paris, and brought back a thousand chinking clinking francs. Prepare for an existence of Asiatic luxury. I Ve arranged everything ; there 's a room to let on the floor below the studio, and I Ve given Judkins some insight into the darker side of the English language and moved your piano. I told him that you were going to be cremated to-morrow and that he would be tried at the Old Bailey on Saturday week. Archibald is back again ; Wallaby has shot him out, and he has burnt his frock-coat and begun to write a symphony. He 'll come and see you to-morrow. Topsy 's a good old thing. She won't let Amory draw her legs, though ; says she doesn't feel up to the journey to Hampstead. Women are strange fowl, my Denis.' But even Noel failed to charm away his apathy, and he felt absolutely no interest in his own future, no desire to return to work. There was nothing in his soul that was worthy of expression ; there never had been anything, he realised now, except the feverish and sickly dreams of a mind that had been its own dupe. He had no ability ; he had bungled even the easy tasks that Wallaby had given him. When Noel brought the suite from his old room he did not take the trouble to turn over the pages. Art, life in the studio, friendship — they were all ruined pinnacles of the cloud-castle that he had built. He had awakened to reality at last. On the following day little Sandys came to sit with him, and told him funny stories about his tour in America, a country which had filled his simple soul with wild amazement. ‘ They talk about the moral end of music,' he said, * all of them — company-promoters, and society women, and pilule- kings ! It 's extraordinary ! As if music had even had a beginning in their queer country ! Some of them can sing ; they preserve their vocal chords by talking through their noses, you know ; but, generally speaking, they have no sense of music whatsoever, — none, none ! ' THE FIRST ROUND 395 ‘ I think I shall go and live there/ said Denis. ‘ I loathe music/ Little Sandys smiled sympathetically. ‘ I 've felt like that myself/ he said, ' after influenza. It won't last ; the predestinate curse, as some poet calls it, is laid upon you ; you can't evade your fate. And now that you 're out of the clutches of that old bodysnatcher I shall expect great things — very great things.' He laughed softly. ‘ I am even absurd enough to be expecting that I myself shall contrive to do something not utterly bad.' ‘ He was a beast to kick you out,' said Denis. * Won't it make a lot of difference ? ' Sandys laughed happily. ‘ Oh ! if you mean merely that ! ' he said. ‘ Of course, I 've no money. But I have often been in that condition before, and it really doesn't matter. It 's not essential. The art of life seems to consist in knowing exactly what you want, what you are aiming at, and then making everything else become as unimportant as possible. Even food can be reduced almost to the level of a non-essential. I know that by experience ; and the sensations that you search for amongst ordinary pleasures are all included in your art, your ambition, whatever it is.' * All except one,' said Denis, ‘ and that 's the only one worth having.' The note of bitterness in his voice startled Sandys. ‘ What do you mean ? ' he asked. ‘ Love,' said Denis. The monosyllable came from his lips like a single thud from a drum. Little Sandys stared at him. • ‘ Oh ! ' he cried, with an odd intonation. He was silent for a moment, then with an almost comic air of gravity he said, ‘Yes; that's different.' He sighed deeply. ‘ Very different,' he repeated slowly. He sat in silence for a few moments, then spoke in his most precise tone. ‘ I believe, Denis,' he said, ‘ I really believe that you have hit upon a quite remarkable truth.' But Denis felt that he was discovering remarkable truths far too rapidly. Shortly after Sandys had departed Topsy returned from THE FIRST ROUND 396 Noel's studio. She made tea for Denis, and sat in a chair on the other side of the fire watching him drink it. He noticed that she was less talkative than usual, but concluded that she was tired with a long day of posing. Once or twice he looked at her and found that she was watching him intently. At length she spoke. * I saw some one you know to-day,' she said ; ‘ a lady.' Then she cried, ‘ You 're still worrying over that girl, — I knew you were ! Why can't you drop her just as she 's dropped you ? It makes me tired to see you, you look as drawn and as grey-faced as an old man of ninety. But it wasn't her I saw ; it was her friend — that Miss Amory.' ‘ That 's why she hasn't been here to-day,' said Denis. * That 's why,' echoed Topsy. There was a certain grim- ness in her accent. She rested her chin on her fists and stared at the fire. ‘ I 'm not certain,' she said, after a while, ‘ if I think very much of your Miss Amory. In fact, I think I 'm certain that I don't.' She contemplated the embers carefully. ‘ I thought you liked her,' said Denis, as Topsy seemed to be waiting for him to speak. ‘ Well, I don’t,' said Topsy. ‘ I 've thought her over carefully, and I 've come to the conclusion that she 's an interfering old cat. Now I suppose you 're going to give me a lecture on manners, Mr. Yorke.' Denis smiled. ‘ What has she said to you, Topsy ? ' he asked. ‘ You 're awfully proud and touchy, you know.' Topsy turned towards him, and then averted her eyes. ‘ I can’t remember what she said,' she answered. ‘ All I know is, she 's an interfering old cat, and she hasn't got a nice mind. I very nearly told her so, but I just pulled up in time. As it was, I said one or two things that made Mr. Tellier go off in a hurry into that room where he washes himself after he 's been painting. He thought the hairpins were going to fly, I expect, but nothing of that sort happened.’ She stared at the fire again, and then said, ‘ I do remember now what she said. She said, sort of laughing as if she mightn't mean it but she did, she thought it wasn't proper for THE FIRST ROUND 397 me to be nursing you here now that you 're nearly well. So I upped and told her that she might ask any one in Chelsea about me being respectable, and Mr. Tellier said I was a mirror of virtue, or some silliness like that, and that he couldn't paint if we both talked. I just said one or two things more, and then he chucked down his brushes and went off to wash himself, and Miss Amory slipped away whilst I was changing my dress.' She paused, and looked at Denis with a face that was as red as the fire she had been contemplating. ‘ Oh ! aren't people idjuts ! ' she cried. ‘ Just as if you ' She became silent abruptly. ‘ People are fools,' said Denis. * Bom idjuts ! ' reiterated Topsy. She waited for him to speak again, but when he continued to be silent, she rose and moved the ornaments which were on the mantelpiece. ‘ I call it disgusting,' she said with sudden vehemence. ‘ Oh, rotten,' said Denis. A large brown and white cowrie- shell fell with a crash into the fender and was shivered to atoms. ‘ There, now ! ' she cried ; ‘ all day long I 've felt full of jumps, as if I were going to do something of that kind, and it belonged to my brother, the one I told you of, who died of diabetes.' She did not, however, seem seriously troubled by the catastrophe, for a moment later she turned to Denis and said, ‘ All the same I 've thought it over, and I 'm not sure that she didn't suggest right and mean wrong. You can be left at nights now, so I '11 go and sleep at my married sister's. She 's got a spare bedroom, and I want some proper sleep, 'cos the couch in the sitting-room 's so hard I wake up black and blue, and then that old cat '11 be satisfied. I '11 come round first thing in the morning and give you your breakfast, and I '11 come and tuck you in at night.' ‘ You 've been kindei than any one else in the world could be,' said Denis warmly \ 1 and I hate to think of your having slept on that horrible horsehair thing for weeks. Miss Amory doesn't matter, but all the same you '11 get some rest at your sister's. I sleep all night long now.' Topsy screwed up her eyes and regarded him. THE FIRST ROUND 398 ‘ I won't go unless you want me to/ she said. 4 You 'd much better go.' 4 You 're afraid of that old woman, that 's about the size of it.' 1 So are you.' 4 Well, what else is there to be afraid of ? ' She rose abruptly. 4 I 'd better go to-night if I 'm going at all,' she said. 4 I '11 put some things together now. I 'll come in at eight to-morrow morning, and if you 've been lonely and woken up and felt frightened, mind you tell me. You might shout till doomsday before Mrs. Joyce 'd hear you, and if she did she 'd think you were cats. You promise to tell me ? ' 4 All right,' said Denis. 4 I promise solemnly.' 4 And take your medicine at eleven if you 're awake. Oh dear ! you used to look so funny when you were half asleep and I made you take it, — all flushed and warm and drowsy ! I shall miss that.' 4 I shan't miss the medicine,' said Denis wickedly. So Miss Amory had her way. Topsy departed to the house of her sister, and Denis slept all night long with his head on the frilled pillowcase, and awoke in the morning feeling as lonely and purposeless as if he were the last man on a dying earth. But his spirits revived when Topsy appeared at the door, fresh and smiling, with a bunch of flowers that she had bought for him in the street. Topsy was really splendid, he thought ; she was so completely natural, so magnificently obvious ! She seemed to stand, a most cheerful guardian angel, between his wounded soul and the cruel monster of depression that was always lurking near it now, eager to en- wind it with innumerable coils. She was so gay, so com- pletely untroubled by any secret yearning or regret ! If only he could have been born with a temperament as happy and as careless ! THE FIRST ROUND 399 XLI WEEK later he was well enough to go for an hour’s walk every morning. Happiness did not return with his health, but the heavy languor of early convalescence left him gradually, and at length he began to desire work, not as a pleasure but as an anodyne, a preventive of gloomy thought. He felt no inclination to compose — his soul was too empty for that — but he found a certain attraction in planning a long and arduous course of labour at the piano. Mechanical drudgery was the only thing left which would bring him oblivion. Topsy, of course, was a splendid anodyne, but as he became stronger her visits were less frequent ; she appeared only in the mornings and evenings, alleging that the various picture exhibitions in the spring would be ruined if she did not give herself up to the claims of her profession. There were moments, too, when her immense fund of good spirits seemed to be suffering from a previous overdraft ; moments when she was almost snappish, and even more wonderful moments when she was silent. This development in her character confirmed Denis’s new theory that it was a mistake to become intimate with any one if you wished to keep clear of disappointment. Topsy had behaved nobly, he knew, and it was his duty to preserve the memory of her kindness untarnished by leaving her abode as soon as he could. He asked the doctor for leave to migrate, but the doctor seemed doubtful. 4 You look all right,’ he said ; 4 but your temperature ’s above normal every evening. It ’s annoying ; if Miss Brown wasn’t such an excellent nurse I should suspect her of reading the thermometer carelessly. As it is, I don’t think that you ’d better make the move until you get rid of this bad 400 THE FIRST ROUND habit. I know you ’ll begin to work as soon as you get back to your piano.’ Denis was slightly annoyed, and when Topsy took his temperature that evening he begged her to read the ther- mometer with great care. Topsy stared at him, and became injured. ‘ I s’pose you think I don’t know how it works,’ she said. ‘ P’raps you ’d like to take your own temperature ? You ’re sick of me interfering, I expect.’ And when Denis pro- tested, she thrust the thermometer into his hand. ‘ I don’t want to look at the nasty thing,’ she said. Denis inspected it solemnly, and found that his temperature was exactly normal. She filled up a space on the chart, and held the paper in front of his eyes. ‘ Ninety-eight two,’ she said. f And now I hope you ’re satisfied.’ Denis replied that he was. ‘ I ’m sure I don’t know why,’ said Topsy crossly. ‘ As if a little bit of mercury in a tube was worth worrying about ! What does it matter as long as you feel all right ? You ’re getting fussy — a regular old bachelor ! ’ And when Denis explained that he wanted to get permission to go to his new room near Noel’s studio, she behaved as if he were trying to insult her. ‘ This ain’t good enough for you, I s’pose ! ’ she grumbled. ‘ And may I ask when you are thinking of going ? ’ ‘ I ’m afraid I must go to-morrow if he ’ll let me,’ Denis answered mildly. ‘ I ’m quite well, and I must get back to work.’ Topsy rattled teacups in the cupboard, and re-emerged with a red face. ‘ Oh ! you can’t go to-morrow , Mr. Yorke,’ she said in an altered voice. ‘ You ain’t fit ; and even if you are, you might stay a bit longer.’ ‘ Why ? ’ asked Denis, somewhat astonished. ‘ Just to oblige me,’ said Topsy. ‘ It ’s fun, you being here. It gives me something to do. It keeps old Mrs. Joyce on the trot, and that ’s good for her deafness. You ain’t to think of going to-morrow.’ THE FIRST ROUND 401 * I ’m afraid I must/ said Denis. She reverted instantly to her former manner. 4 Oh, very well, as you like/ she said. ‘ Here ’s your chart. There *s no gratitude in this world, I can see/ She prepared his tea in sullen silence, and did not answer when he wished her good-night at her departure. Though he knew that her fits of temper were brief as showers in April, he felt annoyed that he should have provoked one of them on the last evening of his sojourn in her room. She had really been inordinately kind, and her irritation at his departure was apparently genuine. But it was time for him to go, to plunge again into the noisy waters of the world, for she was spending money on his behalf which he was bound to repay as soon as possible. It had been her usual custom to stay with him in the evening until about eight o’clock, but on this occasion she left him soon after six, and he found the innovation unwelcome. Her presence was more inspiriting now than that of Noel, for Denis felt that there was a flaw in the fulness of his intimacy with the latter comrade. If Noel knew how he had behaved when Rosalind visited him he would regard him as a young and impertinent idiot ; and he himself considered that Noel had no right to acquiesce so calmly in the Grimshaw affair. One by one his friends were giving the lie to his old conception of them ; first Rosalind, and then Noel and Miss Amory. He felt that it would be impossible to meet them again on the old frank footing ; there would always be a rift between them, a chilling shadow that divided the sunshine of their intimacy. Even his friendships were failures ; little Sandys and Topsy were the only persons who had no arriere pens'ee , who would meet him with absolute candour. How rapidly the immense horizon of his life seemed to contract to a narrow ring ! Virtue , how frail it is/ Friendship , how rare ! Sandys and Topsy, he supposed, would follow the others very soon. Then he would be alone. It was strange, he thought, that the chance concourse of 2 c 402 THE FIRST ROUND actual events should make loneliness threaten him so dismally at the very moment when he had begun to realise that it was a hateful and enervating condition. ‘ One against the world will always win ’ — what a fool he had been to believe that ! Even if the combatant was victorious, according to his own limited conception of victory, he paid a dreadful price for the triumph. He began to think of all the lonely persons whom he had known ; of boys at school who were pariahs, of Gabriel Searle, who had an armour-plated manner, and lastly, of his father. He realised at length the meaning of the weariness in the face which he had seen for a moment outside the National Gallery ) his father was bowed beneath the same crushing, ever-growing burden ; he was a lonely old man. Surely, he thought, all the ugly conclusions of life came from this dreadful premise of spiritual isolation. It was only partially connected with actual solitude ; formerly, he had spent weeks alone without feeling its baneful influence ; but in future, he knew, he would be one of its fellowship even though he was living with Noel amid the old circumstances, and seeing a great number of pleasant persons every day. What was the antidote to this appalling isolation ? Was it to be found in the love of the body, added to the love of the soul ? Was it to be found in the tie of blood ? He thought again of his father. Long ago love had existed between them — he was strangely certain of that * but they had drifted apart, separated by misunderstanding, lack of mutual tolerance. But misunderstanding was the result of mental sloth • they had made no effort to save this priceless tie that bound them together. And now they stood eternally apart, equal failures, equally lonely. He remembered again the strange impulse that had seized him. It seemed to prove that there was some mysterious bond between father and son that no amount of dissension could avail to break. But it was useless to think of such problems now ? every circumstance of their lives had thrust them further apart, and though even yet there might be some obscure physical affinity between them, it was too late to dream that the old sympathy would return. Yet was the THE FIRST ROUND 403 affinity merely physical ? Lenwood’s ridiculous lines re- turned to his memory : Mind doesn't mind about 7natter j Matter doesn't matter to mind. When he ran down the steps, was he not impelled by some deep craving of his soul ? Would his father, if their eyes had met, have realised the nature of the instinct that urged him ? Would that expression of utter weariness have vanished ? Such were the questions that preoccupied him for more than two hours as he sat in the firelight. It was significant, perhaps, that the thought of Rosalind no longer reigned supreme in his soul, though it never occurred to him that her prophecy was on the road to fulfilment. At eight o’clock the deaf landlady brought him a slender meal. He managed, after some difficulty, to inform her of his intended departure. The news seemed to surprise the old woman. 4 Well, I never did ! 9 she exclaimed fatuously, and added, 4 She never told me nothing.’ She withdrew, wagging her head like some wise and ancient fowl. Denis wondered if deaf people were horribly lonely, but hadn’t the courage to consult her on the point. He ate his bread and milk, and went to bed. His brain was weary with his long course of profitless thought, and he fell asleep almost immediately. Two hours later he awoke and sat up in bed, with a firm conviction that some one had entered the room and touched his face. The door which led to the sitting-room was half open, and a light, so dim that it might have been thrown by the dying fire, was reflected on the panels. At first he thought that the landlady had come to prowl about the room, though he knew that this was an improbable conjecture. 4 Who ’s there ? ’ he called. The light disappeared instantly. He waited for a moment , listening intently \ then he slipped out of bed and went to the door. There was the sound of a stifled exclamation, and then a match was struck. Topsy, in her hat and cloak, was standing by the table. 404 THE FIRST ROUND * Oh ! I didn’t mean to wake you up ! 9 she said, almost in a whisper. ‘ You generally sleep so sound. I forgot some- thing and came back to fetch it. Get into bed, Mr. Yorke ! You ’ll catch your death. I ’m just going.’ ‘ All right,’ said Denis, feeling sleepy. ‘ Good-night, Topsy.’ He groped his way across the room and crept into bed. He lay for some time listening for the sound of Topsy’s departure, but though there was absolute silence in the sitting- room, she was apparently lingering there. When she went, he knew, he would hear the creaking of the stairs, which were divided from the head of his bed by a thin partition. He became very drowsy, and was on the edge of sleep when he heard a sound in the room. He opened his eyes and saw Topsy standing by the door with a lighted candle in her hand. ‘ Are you asleep ? ’ she asked. The candle-light made her smile seem like a grimace and threw deep shadows round her eyes. ‘ Almost,’ said Denis, feeling annoyed at this unseasonable visit ; * what ’s the matter ? ’ ‘ Nothing,’ said Topsy. ‘ I only thought I ’d come and say good-night.’ ' Good-night,’ Denis returned. But Topsy did not move. ‘ Are you really going to-morrow ? ’ she demanded. Denis lifted his head from the pillow and stared at her reproachfully. 'Yes,’ he answered. ‘ H’m,’ said Topsy. She was silent for a while, then spoke rapidly. ‘ I ’ve come really to tell you something,’ she said, ‘ something that ’ll make you hate me, I expect. You know that horrid old chart — the thing I put your temperature on for the doctor to see ? ’ Denis stared at her, nodding assent. She put down the candle on the chest-of-drawers. ‘ Well,’ she continued, 4 1 ’ve done it all wrong.’ She gave a queer laugh. ‘ I ’ve done it all wrong — every night.’ ‘ How do you mean ? ’ asked Denis, yawning. She stared at him. ' Don’t you see what I mean ? ’ she cried. ' I did it on purpose ; I made it seem as if you ’d gone up every evening when you were really normal, — not THE FIRST ROUND 405 enough to really matter, but just enough to show you weren't quite well. That 's what I did ; so there.' She was still staring at him with a strange expression, — an expression — where had he seen it before ? His drowsiness left him suddenly. 4 What on earth did you do that for ? ' he asked, rather curtly. 4 You knew that I wanted him to let me go back to work.' Topsy flung out her arms with a queer vehemence. 4 I did, of course I did ! ' she said. 4 That 's why ! I don't want you to go back to work. You ain't fit, even if you are normal. They 're regular little liars, those thermometers. I know, because I 've tried ; I took my own temperature the other day, and then I drank a lot of hot water and took it again, and the mercury didn't go up a scrap. That shows you what they 're worth ! ' She stared at him for a moment, and then cried, 4 You don't believe me ! You think it isn't true ! Well, it isn't ; that wasn't the reason a bit ! I want you to stay because I can't bear to think of you going, because even when I 'm posing I think of nothing but you, because I love and love you ! I 'm mad, I s'pose ; you can kill and beat me ; I shan’t care ! ' She concluded this astounding outburst by sinking on her knees at the bedside. Her arms stole round Denis and clasped him tightly, she kissed his mouth, his fore- head, and his neck. 4 Ooh ! ' she gasped hysterically. 4 I never thought that I could be like this ! ' She began to sob. 4 If any one had told me, I 'd never have believed them ! ' she cried. Her lips were pressed against his own, he could feel her body straining and panting against his heart ; and then it seemed to him that he had found a solution of all the vague trouble which had depressed him for so long. His brain became extraordinarily clear and his heart began to beat heavily, furiously, as if it would shatter itself to fragments. His lips were palsy-stricken, and all his body trembled. The light of the candle shone through her hair, so that he seemed to be surrounded with a fiery aureole. She was gasping out strange disconnected fragments of 406 THE FIRST ROUND speech. ‘ I 'm not bad, though you might think it ! Never before ! My dearest, my dearest ! Ever since that day — in the studio — I wanted you ! And the last few days — as if I 'd drank poison — I felt all over fire ! I 'm mad, I think • I went away from the door three times, I did indeed ! If you hadn't woken up ! ' She drew her face away from his and looked at him, stroking his hair. ‘ Oh, you hate me, you hate me because I 'm not her ! * she cried. ‘ You can think I 'm her if you like ! ' she said, with a sob ; ‘ you can kill me if you hate me. I don't want to live after this. I 'm bad, now, but I don't care.' The memory of his first sight of her in Noel's studio rose vividly before him. Swift fire burnt through him, and he pressed her convulsively to his breast. She cried out some- thing about his heart, and released herself suddenly from his arms. * I must go, I must go,' she said in a muffled voice. She turned and kissed him swiftly. ‘ Yes, yes, I must go ! ' she repeated, almost eagerly, and blew out the candle. The darkness seemed to rush upon him and stifle him. He could hear her breathing heavily, painfully. The sound of the closing door was followed by the creaking of the stairs as she descended them. THE FIRST ROUND 407 XLII H E rose early after a sleepless night, and packed his books and clothes in the bag which Noel had brought him. Topsy did not appear at her accustopied hour, and he felt devoutly thankful for her absence. His nerves were intensely agitated f his hands trembled so violently that he could scarcely pack « and in spite of all his efforts to concen- trate his thoughts on commonplace affairs, his mind insisted on reconstructing every detail in the scene of the previous evening. He saw himself, by the light of that strange event, in a new and dreadful aspect. When the girl had caught him in her arms and kissed him it was not love, he knew, that made his senses reel, but lust — the yearning to possess her body fiercely, cruelly, for an hour — and a longing to defy the conventions of the world by an act which he had been taught to regard as sinful. When she had left him so abruptly he had been racked with the most acute torments of desire ; he would have given his life and soul to be able to recall her. But now, in the disillusionising light of morning, the madness which had transformed him seemed shameful and disgusting — a nightmare of unclean detail ; he had a brooding conscious- ness of bodily and spiritual defilement, and felt that his shame must be obvious to all honest eyes. At school, he remem- bered, he had shown a nice contempt for boys who were lewd ; what a prig he had been to imagine that he was superior to them in decency, when the first temptation in his life had resulted in a sinister collapse ! He had regarded himself as virtuous because the women of the street inspired him with horror ; on one occasion he had rebuked Noel for saying that some of them were more humane, more generous to their unhappy sisters, more honest in their own strange way, than many pompous prelates, ambitious curates, and THE FIRST ROUND 408 devout and honourable women with slanderous tongues. He had regarded them with harsh contempt as representing the last vulgarity of vice, yet probably many of them had sunk to their present condition through loving unwisely, through the brutality of some drunkard, through the crime of parents who prostituted them when they were children, whereas he himself had sunk merely through a desire to gratify a base physical appetite. He did not care for Topsy ; he liked her well enough as a friend, and of course she had been kind ; but now he hoped that he would never see her again. How could he meet her, knowing that the thought of that evening would be in her mind, making her eyes ashamed — or worse ? How could he meet any one ? It seemed to him that his old personality must have changed to one which would amaze his friends ; yet he shrank from solitude, for solitude meant evil memories, and as soon as he had packed his bag he walked to the studio, feeling like a dark and sinister shadow when he emerged into the sunshine. Noel was out, so he went at once to his new room. At any other time he would have realised that it was a delightful room, large and bare and airy, with a big window and light brown walls. A fire was laid in the grate ; he lit it, and then went to the piano and played a few scales. He had expected that the weeks of illness would have left his fingers stiff, but they did not seem to have made any perceptible difference to his technique. His spirits revived a little as he touched the keys, and after he had played some exercises he began to attempt a Weber sonata. He deliberately avoided his beloved Beethoven ; what had his own sullied and miserable temperament in common with the mighty soul of supreme art ? A great creator, he thought, could possibly by sheer force of genius rise superior to the vices of his life, but an interpreter ought to be pure, and serene, — a clean- souled enthusiast, not a wretched creature of moods who was liable to become a wild beast at any moment. He felt almost certain that his talent for playing great music had been ruined for ever by the event of the previous evening. Much to his surprise, however, he found that he was THE FIRST ROUND 409 playing the Weber extremely well, and when it was ended he passed almost involuntarily to the Appassionata. His en- forced idleness had really been beneficial ; the meaning of the whole sonata became apparent to him as it had never been before ; he was arrested by no technical difficulty, and found a keen intellectual pleasure in controlling and develop- ing the intricate sequence of noble sound. He was amazed and delighted by his own powers ; during his illness, it seemed, he had forgotten that he could play well, forgotten too that great music was worth everything else in the world. When he had finished the Appassionata he attacked the Allegro of the Waldstein, and then played the Andante with variations from the Funeral March sonata. He was just beginning the Scherzo of the same work when he felt that there was some one in the room, and turned to behold little Sandys, who was listening on the threshold. Sandys nodded and smiled and clapped his hands. ‘ Better, better ! ' he cried. ‘ You 're waking up, you 're growing virile ! Illness — physical and mental pain — it 's all advantageous for the artist \ every sensation is potted for future use. Your tendency was to be too tranquil, too equable. You must cultivate your morbid imagination, you must sweat out any kind of torpor by violent exercise. You 're going on well.' Sandys smiled and blinked whilst he uttered these remarkable and incongruous fragments of advice, and rolled a cigarette in his long, bony fingers. Denis surveyed him gloomily. His spirits drooped as soon as he ceased to play. 4 After all, I think I 'm sick of music,' he said. Sandys laughed. 4 Be as sick of it as you like, my child,' he retorted, ‘ as long as you continue to play like that. Being sick of it is all a part of the morbid imagination. It all helps. Paderew- ski never plays so well as when he looks as if he wanted to leap like a panther at the entire audience and crunch all its bones. Be savage, be grumpy, be remorseful, but don't be sleek and contented like me. I 'm going to lunch with you. Noel said he would be back at one.' He inspected the pile of 4io THE FIRST ROUND music on Denis's table. 4 Have you got the Beethoven sonatas for fiddle-and-piano ? ' he demanded. 4 No/ Denis answered. 4 But I 'll write you one like them, only better, before we have lunch. Do you want them ? Miss Duroy has got them, I think.' 4 Hullo ! ' said Sandys. 4 I never heard you call her that before. I don’t want them, I 've got them, and I 'm going to send them to you. I want you to coil yourself round the Kreutzer like a boa-constrictor, and to swallow it wholesale. Don't look so modest \ I 've talked to Landberger, and he says that of course you 'll play it vilely, but not so vilely as most people. I 'll bring my fiddle in a day or two, and we 'll hammer away at it till Noel leaves for Australia in despair. Didn't you know I could play the fiddle ? I was in the orches- tra at a music-hall once, and fell madly in love with Vesta Tilley, and she never knew. That 's settled, isn't it ? I 'll bring round the music to-morrow.' 4 Of course it 's a splendid idea,' said Denis, 4 but I shall take weeks to learn the Kreutzer, and much as I should love to play it with you whenever you feel inclined, I can’t give up all my work. Besides, I feel certain that you play the violin very badly. Don't you think we had better wait until we 're millionaires ? ' 4 O sordid soul ! ' declaimed Sandys. 4 O sordid soul wrapped in a player's hide ! I may inform you in confidence that I have other ends in view • I am not asking you to do it for my sake. But anyhow, the Kreutzer is a work that you must get to know, and some of the other sonatas, too. As to my intentions, they are a dark and wonderful secret. But I rather think it will be worth your while.' 4 Oh ! nothing 's worth while,' said Denis. But in reality he was pleased with the little man's suggestion. The old glamour of the artist-life was beginning to reassert itself in his soul ; at least there would be refuge from sickly thoughts in hard, healthy work. Very soon he found himself actually embarked on an argument with Sandys, who had begun to glance through the score of the suite. How quickly one’s point of view could change ! He had shrunk from re-entering THE FIRST ROUND 411 life, but now that he was back in the strenuous world, able to work, he no longer felt lonely, and already the distressing affair of the previous evening seemed less vivid, less terrible. The thought of it, however, recurred at intervals like a twinge of pain. Sandys fulfilled his promise ; he brought his violin and his music to Denis's room, and during several weeks they devoted a couple of hours each day to hard labour at the sonatas. Sandys was quite a respectable performer, though his playing was more remarkable for accuracy than for passion. He was very much in earnest, and hurled shrill invective at Denis when anything failed to satisfy him. Denis bore it meekly, and became intensely enthralled by the work ; his strength had returned, and he was gradually becoming less harassed by the memory of the irremediable past. Meanwhile Noel, in the studio near them, was pouring maledictions on the soul of Topsy, who had vanished utterly, leaving him to finish his picture as best he might without the valuable assistance of her body. Inquiry at her lodging elicited the cheerless information that she had gone into the country to stay with relatives, leaving no address. Noel was furious at her treachery, and scared her inefficient substitute into tears by devoting, solemnly, and with excessively euphuistic phrases, the whole race of models to eternal and poignant perdition ; but Denis was heartily thankful for her departure. He discovered that Noel had insisted on paying all the expenses which she had incurred during his own illness. It was imperative that he should make some money, and he held a solemn financial consultation with Sandys. Although the little man was extremely poor, he never seemed to have any difficulty in finding work for others, and very soon he con- ^trived to obtain several engagements for Denis as an ac- companist. Denis accepted them eagerly, for he hated to be living at Noel's expense ; then it occurred to him that Sandys was actually giving away his scanty means of liveli- hood, and protested against this noble self-sacrifice, with the result that Sandys became almost angry, and stuttered. 412 THE FIRST ROUND ' D-don't be a b-blasted young fool ! ' he said. ‘ Do the work you get, and don't worry about other people. S-struggle- for-lifers can't be altruistic.' ‘ But that 's just what you are ! ' cried Denis. ‘ You ought to be playing these accompaniments yourself. I can't accept them ; I should feel as if I had stolen your boots. You 're too magnanimous for this sordid age.' Sandys smiled again. * He that steals my boots steals trash,' he said, waving an ancient brown-leather shoe in the manner of a danseuse. ‘ Don't be an ass, Denis ; I hate accompanying ; it gives me spasms. It 's vulgar. And you do it much better than I do. The silly public shall have the best, though I go barefoot. Don't you try to put them off with second-rate Sandys when they can have first-rate Denis, in a comparatively recent dress-suit. I burst the seams of mine when I played Liszt after drinking a Manhattan cocktail in Buffalo, Pa. And I 'm writing a fugue that is lovely beyond the dreams of the late Johann Sebastian. It melteth my vitals. Let me alone, won't you ? ' He refused obstinately to play the accompani- ments. ‘ If you don't do them, some other pifHLer will,' he explained politely. ‘ I shan’t.' Denis did not go to Hampstead, and when Rosalind and Miss Amory came to see Noel's picture he retired to the fast- nesses of the South Kensington Museum, where he meditated over ancient instruments of music and endured many pangs of self-contempt. He could never see her again, he felt, after all that had happened ; he was sullied and detestable, and would not dare to meet her eyes. No wonder she had not cared for him ! Yet she cared for Grimshaw, who was in all probability almost as unworthy as himself. A woman's mind was as dark and labyrinthine as the bewildering interior of the Museum. Noel rebuked him for shunning the visitors, and Denis lied feebly. * I daren't face Miss Amory,' he explained. ‘ I was awfully THE FIRST ROUND 413 nasty to her when she came to see me. I was in a very bad temper, and she talked rot.' Noel looked at him. ‘ Did she talk about Topsy and respectability ? ’ he asked. * Yes/ said Denis, and blushed to intense crimson, so that Noel laughed. 4 Topsy told me/ he said. * Silly woman, putting things into people’s heads which wouldn’t ever have entered them ! That kind of lunacy always makes me want to be wicked. But never mind old Amory ; she has forgotten what you said, I expect, or thought you had tremendous deliriums, or something. Rosalind wants to see you ; she was awfully sick because you weren’t here to-day.’ So Rosalind also was an impostor. He tried to forget her by working more fiercely than ever, and persisted in his refusal to go to Hampstead. It is probable that Noel realised that there was a more serious reason for his obstinacy than the one alleged, but he asked no further questions. Sandys went to Hampstead and returned, as usual, shyly ecstatic with praise of Rosalind. He appeared to have no suspicion of the Grimshaw affair. ' If we could put her into music, Denis ! ’ he would cry. ‘ She ’s a symphony, a rhapsody ; anything you like ! You must write it.’ Denis was only inclined to compose a dirge. Much as he loved Sandys, there were moments when he felt as if he could cheerfully delete him. His royalties, which had been so carefully retained by Mr. Wallaby, arrived in December, and he was able to repay Noel, who protested wildly but in vain, and to live in a state of comparative affluence. They celebrated the occasion by giving a musical evening in the studio on Christmas Day ; Sandys, of course, was a guest, and brought the great Dam- boise, who was immensely cheerful, and made heavenly music on his violin. No women were present ; Rosalind and Miss Amory had gone to the country home of the latter, and Denis uttered thanks to the gods for this deliverance. Grimshaw came very late ; he was wizened, — looked like a sick serpent, Denis thought. The mystical Wilson and several painters 414 THE FIRST ROUND from adjacent studios completed the assembly. No one wore dress-clothes and every one talked loudly, and the air was soon thick with the smoke of many pipes and with the strange vapours which ascended from a huge bowl of punch that Noel had brewed. Damboise played; Denis played; Noel sang, and also, I regret to say, recited Tennyson's Oriana , substituting a very vulgar phrase for the reiterated name of its heroine, and thereby convulsing the company ; little Sandys played, and Wilson could not be restrained from declaiming a mystical poem about Fand and the Magi. Grimshaw, even, contributed to the entertainment by sketching an immense portrait of Damboise, a masterly piece of work. The great musician talked to Denis in the course of the evening, but not about music ; he narrated innumerable absurd stories connected with his tour in America ; how the custom-house authorities had received his pet wolf, and how, when an army of women had stormed the platform after one of his recitals with the usual intention, he had brandished his violin and threatened to break it on the head of the first who approached him } * and you know, my dears, it is a Stradivarius that belonged to Ludwig of Bavaria.' Even this threat, Damboise affirmed, had not checked them, and when he reached the emergency exit his coat had been torn from his back, and his forehead was bleeding from the impact of a diamond tiara. ‘ My own wife,' he said, ‘ was the only woman who behaved properly in all that immense place. She left the room before the first half of the recital was finished.' Denis found that he was as amusing as he had seemed to be on the night when he had watched him in the restaurant. He was quite unaffected and boyish, and evidently enjoyed life enormously. His esteem for Sandys did not prevent him from shouting with laughter when he discovered that the little man had been working at the violin part of the Kreutzer. * On the piano he is a marvel — a lion ! ' he cried to Denis, his great chest heaving like an ocean ; ‘ but on the violin he makes noises like a mouse — tweek-tweek ! ' Sandys pre- tended to be highly indignant, and danced up and down in front of the giant, shaking his fists. ‘ You jolly well wait till THE FIRST ROUND 4i5 you hear it ! ' he said. * It fairly cuts you out. Oh ! this professional jealousy ! ' Damboise patted his head. 4 Let us hear it/ he said, 4 let us hear the mouse squeak. Begin it before that fellow can read any more of his religious poetry/ Sandys became serious very suddenly. 4 Ah ! if you would play it 1 ' he said. But Damboise refused firmly ; he had played enough ; he was tired ; his brain was on fire with Noel's deadly potion. Sandys glanced at Denis. 4 How do you feel ? ' he asked. 4 Shall we have a shot at it, just to astonish them ? They won't listen unless they want to.' He was evidently yearning to play the Kreutzer, so Denis consented. Sandys explained to the company that they were only going to try it over, and that no one was expected to refrain from talking. Damboise mewed like a cat when the violin was produced, but a moment later Denis saw him making signals to Noel for a general silence. Little Sandys was on his mettle, and played with more vigour and less accuracy than usual. At the conclusion of the sonata every one applauded except Damboise, who possessed himself forcibly of the violin and tapped Denis on the shoulder with the bow. 4 Those first few bars of the Allegretto again/ he said, 4 That was where the mouse began to squeak.' But when once he had begun to play it was impossible for him to break off, and they performed the whole of the Allegretto, much to the disgust of Wilson, who was burning to recite another poem. Oh ! but it was different from playing with Sandys ! The violinist was in magnificent form, and Denis set his teeth, firmly resolved to be worthy of that great honour. His nerves were steady, and the consummate art of Damboise seemed to endow him with novel and unknown power * every detail in the music developed in his brain sharply, inevitably, so that he felt it would be quite impossible to play a wrong note or to throw inappropriate stress on any phrase. And what a keen joy it gave one, this collaboration with a great artist ! When the music ceased he knew that one of the finest occasions of his life ended with it. Sandys and the others applauded rapturously , and Damboise THE FIRST ROUND 416 patted him on the back. ‘ We go very well together/ he said. 4 It is curious ; you seem to feel, — to feel. And you are very young ? ’ 4 Oh no/ Denis answered. ‘ I ’m twenty, — over twenty/ Damboise screwed up his eyelids and stared at him. ‘Yes/ he murmured. ‘ It is strange to find a boy who is — like that, — and an English boy, above all. Do you not play cricket very much ? ' Little Sandys approached them with his face wreathed in smiles. ‘ I told you so, didn’t I ? ’ he said to Damboise. Yet the absurd Denis went to bed that night in a state of intense depression, thinking how splendid life would have been if only he had contrived to keep his illusions, — if only he had never gone to St. Paul’s, if only Topsy had jiot revealed to him the particular kind of beast that he happened to be. THE FIRST ROUND 417 XLIII WO letters came to him with the New Year: one from Sandys, commanding him to accompany a contralto who was singing in the intervals of a recital by Damboise, and the other from Gabriel Searle. Dr. Yorke, Gabriel an- nounced, was ill, and had asked him to send Denis a cheque for twenty-five pounds, the first quarterly payment of the income which was due to him when he came of age. The illness, Gabriel admitted, was not actually serious — a nervous breakdown, presumably from overwork — but the patient's behaviour was not reassuring. ‘ He has something on his mind,' wrote Gabriel ; ‘ of course he will not confess the secret which is troubling him, but I am certain that he imagines that he has treated you badly.' * Imagines ' was good, thought Denis. ‘ I do hope, my dear boy,' the letter con- tinued, ‘ that you will try to seize this opportunity of a final reconciliation. Although he has never spoken of you, except when he asked me to send you this money, I know that he thinks of you continually, and only yesterday I saw your photograph — taken when you wore a sailor-suit — by his bedside. Do come ! Now you are successful and happy you can afford to be magnanimous. I have seen your name frequently in the papers.' For a moment Denis felt an amazing impulse to follow Gabriel's advice. He imagined the scene of his return ; how he would enter the room and surprise his father, and how his father's face would suddenly lose all its weariness, and would shine as it had shone in days long past when he saw his son standing in the porch of the Red House to greet him on his return from a long tiring round. But colder thoughts succeeded this vision. The meeting, if Gabriel was truthful, would not be difficult, but what of the following days ? How could he endure to leave his busy life in London 418 THE FIRST ROUND for the appalling monotony of existence at the Red House ? His father, as soon as he was well, would resume all his ancient, irritating habits ; he would be sententious, he would read the paper during meals, he would speak stupidly of music, and he would clear his throat in the old annoying way. Worse than all this would be the fact that he would think Denis had returned out of gratitude for receiving the money that had been sent to him ; he would conclude that his son could be bought. Denis shuddered as he thought of this last probability. Oh ! it was impossible to go home now, — unless he refused to accept the money. But he needed money ; he could have starved, he believed, if his pride made it necessary, but there would be no question of starving ; if his funds ran out, he would merely become unromantically dependent on Noel. The money was his by right ; to send it back would be pointless. He would keep it, and he would not go. Even if he wished to go, his future engagements rendered absence from London practically impossible. He wrote a letter to Gabriel explaining his position. He was willing to come and see his father, he said, as soon as he had leisure ; it was unreasonable to expect him to rush away on the instant. Gabriel liked the letter even less than its predecessors ; angry refusal seemed to him more hopeful than its cold logic ; there was nothing boyish in its tone * it was clearly phrased, temperate, and full of reason. As long as Denis refused to come home because he was angry and injured Gabriel knew that hope remained, but when he began to allege the pressure of affairs as an excuse the situation was alarming. He wrote again, and received no answer. But though Denis was convinced that he was acting with all prudence in postponing his return indefinitely, there was something quite different from reason in his heart which continually reminded him of home and seemed to reiterate certain phrases in Gabriel's letter. He continued to work very hard. Nothing happened to distract him ; Rosalind did not appear in Chelsea, and Topsy was still in the country. There was constant reminder of Topsy in the studies on Noel's wall and in the large picture THE FIRST ROUND 419 which reproduced her with irritating faithfulness ; and the memory of the last night in her rooms haunted him still, but with a difference • he thought of it less with horror than with dawning curiosity. Was he, after all, such a monster of wickedness as he had imagined on the next day ? He had regarded himself sullied for ever, but, after all, the astounding event had made no difference in his life, had caused no diminution in his musical talent. Was all that part of one's nature distinct from one's ordinary existence, entirely separate from one's art, and even from one's character ? And why, when this passion was so intense, so natural, did the virtuous persons of earth persist in hunting its victims with all the sleuth-hounds of anger, yet showed no sort of organised hatred against the mean, the liars, the bullies, the neatly fraudulent ? Was it merely the blind revenge of a social instinct which imagined itself to be outraged ? On the night of Damboise's recital he arrived at the hall very early, and was looking through the accompaniments which he had to play when the great man came in, followed by a tall slender person with a short black beard. Denis recognised the latter as a French pianist of considerable fame who often played with the master. A few minutes later the singer, a contralto of massive proportions, arrived in the artists' room, and Damboise and the pianist, whose name was Ducrocq, went on to the platform. The first items in which they were associated were really solos for Damboise, but after the last group of songs they were to conclude the programme with a Beethoven sonata for violin and piano, — not, however, the Kreutzer. Denis conversed with the singer, whom he found to be a pleasant, unaffected creature, overwhelmed at that moment with comic despair because she was intensely nervous. But she sang a group of Schumann's songs very well, and after- wards, in an ecstasy of relief, she poured compliments on the head of her accompanist. When, after the second and last group of songs, she re-entered the artists' room with a bouquet in each hand, Damboise and the Frenchman overwhelmed her 420 THE FIRST ROUND with congratulations. * And all the time/ said Damboise, who was a very old friend, ‘ were you unaware, dear madame, of the excessively large black smut that reposes on your nose ? * The singer uttered a low wail, stared at her face in the mirror, and made for the door. It was a heavy door, and closed by means of a strong spring, and she went out so quickly that no one had time to open it for her. Ducrocq sprang forward to prevent it from catching on the train of her dress, and just managed to seize it in time. Then the door closed with a crash, and Ducrocq came back rubbing his wrist, and swearing softly in French. It was very soon obvious that the wrist was badly sprained, and there was not the least possibility that its owner would be able to play an arduous Beethoven sonata. Damboise instantly became a magnificent study in despair ; he clutched his long thick locks, he mopped his brow, he flung his hands heavenward, standing on tiptoe; he rolled his eyes like a moribund hero of opera. Then he seized Denis by the shoulder and pushed him feebly towards the platform. * They must be told ! ' he said. * Go and tell them ! ' At that moment the singer returned, and on hearing what had happened, added her contralto to Damboise’s hoarse groans of despair. ‘ They all came for the sonata ! ' she said, with noble self-abnegation ; ‘ but if you like I 'll sing them some more songs. They 'll hate me, but it will be better than nothing.' Then her eyes fell on Denis. ‘ Mr. Yorke ! ' she cried. ‘ Can't you play the sonata ? ' Damboise turned to stare at him, and he felt the joints of his knees relax suddenly. ‘ An idea ! ' cried Damboise. ‘ Sandys told me that you played several others just as finely as you played the Kreutzer. Is this one of them ? ' ‘ Sandys and I can play it,' said Denis, ‘ but with you it would be different. And I 'm not certain, — I 've never done anything big in public.' Damboise beamed suddenly. ‘ Ah bah ! ' he said ; ‘ this isn't public, this is a little tiny private recital. You mustn't be nervous ; they will make every indulgence : I will make them a speech You shall have the music — Ducrocq has it THE FIRST ROUND 421 with him — and the young man with the spectacles shall turn over for you. Now, my dear boy, this is a great moment, a great chance ! Will you save the situation ? Will you do me this honour ? * ‘ 1 11 try/ said Denis, after a moment. Damboise became grave at once. ' But you must be confident/ he said. ‘ There must be no debacle , no smash-up ! You feel safe ? * Denis did not answer, but his face was grimly determined. He was already mentally running through the sonata. Dam- boise looked at him for a moment, then turned and went on the platform. Ducrocq came up to Denis and shook his hand solemnly. The hall seemed to be flooded with blinding light when he entered it, and for a moment he endured all the agony of acute panic. But as soon as he sat down at the piano his nervousness departed ; he was dominated by the spell of Damboise’s playing, and though he kept a wary eye on the music, he had no real fear of failure. Very soon he began to be conscious of an immense exhilaration of spirit, which meant, of course, that the sonata was going well, that Dam- boise and himself were completely en rapport. At length he had found that it was possible actually to enjoy playing in public ; the presence of a silent throng of listeners really inspired him, and there was not the subtle antipathy between the tone of the violin and that of the piano which, when he played with Sandys, he had imagined to exist. Not till it was over, and he stood beside Damboise bowing to a fusillade of applause which seemed as if it would never end, did he realise how great the strain had been. The light flickered and grew faint before his eyes, and he felt giddy, and intensely thirsty. He wondered if he could go off the platform, for of course all the shouting and tumult was a tribute to Damboise ; then he felt the violinist seize his arm and propel him to the front of the stage. Damboise stood by his side and made absurd gestures, as if he were a conjurer who had miraculously produced a rabbit from a tall hat, and the shouting became louder than ever. At that 422 THE FIRST ROUND moment Denis caught sight of Rosalind, who was standing near a doorway with Miss Amory and Sandys. The blood rushed to his face, and he stared fixedly at her. Thank Heaven he hadn’t known that she was there whilst he had been playing ! Damboise was at his elbow. ‘ Bow, bow ! ’ he said fiercely. ‘ Bow to them, don’t go to sleep ! It ’s you that they applaud now ! It is your triumph ! ’ Denis bowed mechanically several times, with his eyes still fixed on Rosalind. The hall began to grow empty, and at last he was permitted to escape. Congratulations were showered upon him in the artists’ room ; Ducrocq nobly asserted that his own rendering would have been inferior to his dear young friend’s ■ Damboise was ecstatic, and the contralto remarked that she had known exactly what would happen. Little Sandys came in breathless with excitement, waving his arms. ‘ Magnificent ! magnificent ! } he kept on repeat- ing. ' Denis, you ’re a made man ! The ball ’s at your feet now ! ’ Denis interrupted him with a question about Rosa- lind, and Sandys explained that she had departed in a cab. ‘ She was delighted, my dear boy, absolutely delighted ! But she wouldn’t come round. She said she would keep her congratulations until she met you alone. Now I suppose you’re sorry that we wasted our time over the sonatas ! ’ Denis sat down on a sofa, looking very tired and white. That every one spoke so kindly of his playing was only another instance of the irony of fate. In the midst of his triumph he had realised that the face of Rosalind, as he saw it for a moment ‘ beyond the roaring and the lights,’ wore an expression of extraordinary sorrow, and he was trying vainly to conceive what this startling fact might mean. It seemed as if her eyes had been fixed on him in a desperate appeal for help, and her lips had been tense with pain. He was not mistaken ; this was no trick of the lights ; he had looked at her steadily and made sure of it. He hardly heeded the congratulations of his friends, and altogether behaved so oddly that he frightened little Sandys, who insisted on his THE FIRST ROUND 423 drinking a brandy-and-soda. It seemed to Denis that her eyes had sent a signal to him, that they had said, as plainly as if a voice had spoken, 4 Come and see me. Come and help me/ Did some strange sense tell her that he would understand, that he would come ? Was she thinking of his coming when she uttered the phrase which Sandys had repeated — the phrase about seeing him alone ? When they drove home, having at last contrived to escape from Damboise, he refused to speak of music, but began to question Sandys closely about Rosalind. Did she seem sad ? Was she pale ? Did Sandys know if anything was wrong ? The memory of her eyes troubled him so strangely that if he had been alone, he thought, he would have driven at once to Hampstead even at that late hour. Sandys affirmed that when he met her outside the hall he had been struck by her tired appearance ; but she couldn't really have been tired, the little man explained wisely, for she talked brilliantly, was delightful, enchanting, and more beautiful than ever. There was nothing, so far as he was aware, to make her sad, — except, of course, old Grimshaw’s illness. Grimshaw had been her master for a long time, — Denis knew how much she admired his work ; and Grimshaw was pretty bad ; the doctors didn’t like his looks, and, worse still, he had given himself up, was convinced that he was going to die, and announced that his death would annoy no one and please several people. Sandys supposed that this bitter dictum was an allusion to Academic circles of painting. At any rate, Grimshaw had been ordered to go abroad immediately, which was very rough luck, for though he was rather a grumpy devil, he had done some splendid work. But Grimshaw’s illness, thought Denis, could not account wholly for that expression of deep sadness ; she had known for a long time that he was ill. It was more probable, how- ever, that she was sad because the painter was going abroad * but even if this was the explanation, why had she sent that direct, poignant glance, that unmistakable message for help, to himself, of all people, to the very person who, as she had said, was incapable of understanding, of sympathy ? 424 THE FIRST ROUND There was some deeper reason for her trouble, he felt certain, something which concerned him intimately. Little Sandys ascended to the studio in order that Noel might receive a full and true account of the triumph of Denis. Noel appeared to be properly pleased by the boy's success, but he did not catch the infection of Sandys' excitement. For the first time in their long acquaintance Denis noticed that he seemed absent-minded and preoccupied. ‘ Were you sitting with Rosalind ? ' he asked, when Sandys paused to regain breath. Sandys nodded eloquently. ‘ How was she ? Pretty fit ? ' said Noel. ‘ Splendid, splendid ! ' cried Sandys. ‘ She grows more wonderful every day. I wish you could have seen her when Damboise announced that Denis would play in the sonata. I shall never forget her face.' Noel uttered a kind of growl, and refilled his pipe. Sandys prophesied in glowing phrases concerning the future career of Denis — a splendid ascent from glory to glory, with Dam- boise for his guide, and himself as a humble follower. ‘ I shall cling to you like a leech, Denis,' he announced, * you '11 never be able to shake me off ! ' Denis sat with his long legs thrown over the arm of his chair, smoking a pipe, and wishing that he could feel more grateful to the friendly little man. The reaction that followed any keen artistic effort once more oppressed him heavily ; he felt incapable of any emotion, and could only think vaguely of Rosalind. But even then, when all the excitement that the music brought had ebbed away, he was certain that he had not misinterpreted the expression in her eyes ; she had signalled to him for help, and he would go to see her next morning. At length Sandys departed in a final coruscation of prophecy and rejoicing. Denis flung his legs off the arm of his chair, rose, and knocked the ashes from his pipe. ‘ I 'm for bed,' he said, rubbing his eyes. f Good-night, Noel.’ ‘ Good-night,' returned Noel. He was still gazing moodily at the fire, and spoke mechanically. Denis reached the door, then turned suddenly. THE FIRST ROUND 425 4 Noel/ he said, ‘ what on earth is the matter with her ? 9 Noel swung round in his chair and stared at him. 4 What do you mean ? ' he said. He began to regard Denis with a strange, suspicious expression ; his eyes were almost hostile. 4 What are you talking about ? 1 he de- manded. ‘ About Rosalind/ Denis answered. He felt irritated by Noel's lack of frankness, and was half inclined to show him that his secret was already betrayed. ‘ To-night I saw her at the end of the concert, and she looked absolutely miserable. Do you know if there 's anything wrong ? 9 Noel still stared at him. * Probably if you had looked at the other faces in the audience,' he said at length, ‘ you would have seen the same expression of misery on every one of them.' This remark, of course, was in Noel's usual manner, but the tone in which he spoke was quite foreign to him. ‘ You 've a wonderful ima- gination, Denis. If I were you I should take it off to bed.' Denis disregarded this sound fragment of advice. 4 You all treat me as if I were a child,' he said angrily ; ‘ you think I can’t see things ; that I don’t know. As a matter of fact I know everything.' He paused and felt that he had begun to talk nonsense. Noel kicked the fire vigorously and rose from his chair ‘ Then you 're a very unlucky boy — I mean man,' he said. ‘ The way to be happy is to know nothing — and to avoid poking your inquisitive nose into other people's mare's-nests. You 're not made for that kind of thing ; what you are made for is to play the piano and cultivate your own little soul. I don't want to hear what it is that you think you know, but I can inform you confidently that, whatever it is, it 's wrong.' Denis returned towards him. ‘ It 's not wrong ! ' he said, and his voice trembled. ‘ I know everything, and I think it 's too horrible. Sandys says that he 's going to die, and I hope it 's true. I wouldn't ever have believed it of her, but I found out. I 'm absolutely certain ! ' THE FIRST ROUND 426 He fully expected that his outburst would infuriate Noel * but after staring at him for a very long time, during which he felt dismally conscious that all his dignity was ebbing, the disgusting Noel began to laugh quietly. ' Denis, you 're a prig ! ' was all that he said. THE FIRST ROUND 427 XLIV O N the morning after the concert he slept late, and when he entered the studio he found that Noel had gone out. In spite of the rebuff which he had received from his friend, he still adhered to his resolution, and felt strangely excited by the thought of going to Hampstead. Rosalind, at any rate, no longer regarded him as a child ; she had appealed for his help, had turned to him rather than to Noel and Miss Amory, who had been accomplices in her folly ; perhaps she realised at last that he had taken a wise view of the deplorable affair in which she was entangled. Again he became lost in vague speculations as to the cause of her troubled expression. Had she discovered Grimshaw’s true character at last ? Formerly, he had been convinced that she knew all about the artist’s life, and loved him in spite of that knowledge, but now, in the light of those sorrowful eyes, he began to wonder if, after all, she had discovered at last that she had worshipped an unworthy idol, and was searching desperately for the means of freedom. If he could only free her, — snatch her away from Grim- shaw’s dishonourable hands ! But were his own more clean ? He thought again of the scene in Topsy’s bedroom, and felt a nauseating disgust. He was not worthy of Rosalind now, for though he had partially expiated that disastrous affair in bitter remorse, the fierce temptation had returned at intervals, and there had been momentswhen he longed to seeTopsy again. Yet all the while, he was certain, he loved Rosalind, even though he passed whole days at work without thinking of her, even though this hateful, recurring sensual obsession clouded his brain and made him blind to everything that he had once found delightful. He felt a longing to confess to her that he was not the quiet, reserved, hard-working boy that she imagined him to be, but an unhappy wretch who was the prey 428 THE FIRST ROUND of wild passions, the creature of a hundred moods, the slave of circumstance. But of course he would not confess • girls were brought up in ignorance of all that kind of thing, or, if they were not ignorant, they were trained to regard it with cold horror. Perhaps this was right ; men were beasts ; he was a beast. Yet there was no distinction made between those who rejoiced in beastliness and those who collapsed after struggling with intense temptation ; pious people branded both classes as equally shocking. Rosalind was not a pious person, but she would not understand. She would continue to think of him as the simple youth that she, in her ignorance, imagined him to be, and he would continue to be the complex creature that he really was. Always this hateful misunder- standing ! But at any rate he would go to Hampstead. He was on the point of starting when there was a knock at the door, and a moment later Grimshaw entered. Denis had not seen him since Christmas night, and was startled by the sinister change in his aspect. The painter was grotesquely shrunken ; his clothes hung loosely from the sharp ridge of his shoulders, his face was pale as wax and his eyes were un- naturally bright. He walked with difficulty, and for some moments was too breathless to speak. ‘ Damn your bloody stairs ! ' he remarked at length, sinking into a chair. Though Denis disliked him intensely, he could not help feeling sorry for him. Grimshaw looked at that moment like a dying man ; the perspiration glistened on his forehead, and his hands twitched horribly. 4 You don't look well,' said Denis ; 4 those stairs are enough to give every one heart disease. Have some coffee ? It 's quite warm ; I 've only just had breakfast.' Grimshaw shook his head. 4 No. I '11 have a brandy-and-soda if you 've got one,' he answered. He consumed the drink in two gulps, and gave a sigh of relief. 4 That 's better,' he said, wiping his bristling moustache. 4 Is Noel out ? ' He assumed his usual attitude, stretching out his legs and staring up at the ceiling. THE FIRST ROUND 429 4 Yes/ Denis answered, * but he 'll be back very soon, I expect. I know that he has a model coming this evening. I 'm afraid I have to go out too,' he added. 4 But you 'll wait to see Noel, won't you ? ' Grimshaw continued to stare at the ceiling. 4 No,' he said, after a while, 4 I shan't wait to see Noel. I didn't come to see Noel. I came,' he added slowly, 4 to see you.' Denis was so greatly surprised by this statement that he could say nothing but 4 Oh ! really ! ’ in a tone that sounded ironical. He always felt ill at ease when Grimshaw was present, and looked forward without enthusiasm to a private conversation with the painter. 4 Have a cigarette ? ' he suggested. 4 No, thanks,' said Grimshaw. 4 When I inhale them they make me cough blood. In order that you may pay par- ticular attention to my remarks, I may as well inform you, Mr. Denis Yorke, that I am a dying man. My doctor gives me two months' life, with luck. Dreadful, isn't it ? Qualis artifex pereo , as we say. But you needn't waste your breath on lamentations or condolence ; we never cared much for each other, you and I. I 've got something to say to you. It 'll only take a few minutes,- — you needn't look so frightened. Where were you going when I came in ? ' 4 To Hampstead,' said Denis. Grimshaw frowned. 4 Hampstead will keep,' he said. 4 You 're going to see Rosalind, I suppose ? ' 4 Yes,' answered Denis. Grimshaw smiled unpleasantly. 4 Going to tell her some more about me ? ' he said. Denis stared at him, and he continued : 4 1 want to know — merely from scientific curiosity — what you said to set her against me ? ' His eyes shifted suddenly ; he stared at the boy. 4 You did it very well ; I always thought that you were a poor, fond sort of creature, but I respect you now.' His voice grew soft, and Denis writhed inwardly. 4 I don't remember that I said anything much,' he answered. 4 She knew 7 I disliked — the whole thing.' 430 THE FIRST ROUND Grimshaw shrugged his thin shoulders. * Oh ! don't lie,' he said. * It isn’t worth it. I ’ve not come on an errand of vengeance. When you were ill she went to see you, and directly afterwards — that same evening — I saw that she had changed. She has been — different — ever since. You managed to put some very big spoke in my wheel, and I want to know what it was. It must have been a lie of some kind, for she knew all the truth about me. You’re evidently an ingenious young person. What was it?’ He spoke almost gaily. A sudden horror of the situation made Denis’s heart sink. It was monstrous that they should be talking in this way of Rosalind, that Grimshaw should cynically acknowledge his passion for her, that he himself should be obliged to listen. He went towards the door. ‘ I don’t see the use of discussing this any further,’ he said : € you know that she would hate it if she knew.’ Grimshaw sprang from his chair, hobbled across to the door, and leant against it with folded arms. 4 It ’s no good,’ he said, ‘ you aren’t going until you answer that question. If you try to push me away I shall break internally, and you ’ll be had up for manslaughter. Now, out with it, what did you say ? ’ Denis was silent for some moments. Then he spoke very sulkily. ‘ Nothing,’ he said, f nothing, as far as I can remember, except that I was in love with her myself.’ This naive revelation appeared to have the most remarkable effect on Grimshaw. He glared at Denis in speechless amaze- ment for at least a minute, and then walked slowly towards him. ‘ Well, I ’m damned ! ’ he said. ‘ You told her that ! ’ For a moment he looked as if he were going to fall upon Denis and destroy him utterly ; then he glanced round the room and sank into a chair. ‘ Was it true ? ’ he said. Denis nodded. Grimshaw contemplated him with intense curiosity. ‘ You poor little devil ! ’ he said, with a short laugh. ‘ I ’m THE FIRST ROUND 43i sorry for you.’ His expression changed ; a look of anxiety intensified the haggard lines of his face. * So that was why she became different ? ' he said slowly. Denis was utterly sick of the interview. He flung himself into a chair. ‘ Oh, I don't imagine so/ he said. * She told me that she didn't care for me, and wouldn't ever.' 1 In so many words ? ' asked Grimshaw. ‘ Yes, in so many words,' Denis answered. * Why do you ask that ? ' 4 Because she has other ways of giving people that par- ticular item of information,' said Grimshaw. His voice was so harsh that Denis stared. Was it possible ? Did he mean that Rosalind had given it to him ? ‘ And that,' said Grimshaw, in a milder tone, c brings me to my second reason for coming to see you. I know that you were hanging about us in St. Paul’s Cathedral that day. Oh ! don't imagine that I accuse you of stalking us, — even if you did, I see now that it was excusable — and of course you didn't. But I know that you turned up a moment before I kissed her hand, and that you saw me do it.' ‘ And should have liked to have thrown you down the steps,' added Denis. ‘ Quite so,' said Grimshaw. ‘ But perhaps you weren't aware that I knew you were there, that I saw you come in, and knowing what a young prig you were, I kissed her hand merely to give your eavesdropping some definite result. It was caddish of me, of course, but I am a cad as regards women. And I may also tell you, Mr. Denis Yorke, that though I 've been in love with her for ages, she has never cared a two- penny damn for me ; she likes me — as a friend, — she pities me ; she 's fool enough for that. So when I 'm dead, Mr. Denis Yorke, don't you or any other virtuous little demi-semi- curates dare to say that she was in love with me, that she threw herself away on a drunkard who was married already, for it 'salie! She never cared for me, and it 's only my cursed selfishness, — the way I 've behaved, always going about with her and letting every one see I was madly in love with her — that makes people like you think she did. But 432 THE FIRST ROUND because she liked my pictures, and because all the gentleness and goodness of heaven and earth is in her soul, she pitied me. That 's all, Mr. Denis Yorke ! * And then Denis also pitied him, for even whilst he sat there, the hopeless wreck of a strong man, his haggard face was transfigured and became noble with the light of great love. He had lied, the boy realised, about the affair in St. Paul's in order to protect Rosalind from the scorn of fools — Denis had seen her face on that occasion ; but whether he was lying or was self-deceived when he asserted that Rosalind did not care for him, it was less easy to decide. Could it be possible that he did not realise that she loved him ? Was the glance that she gave him eloquent only to poor Denis of all that was in her heart ? If Grimshaw was blind to that he was certainly unworthy of her ! Meanwhile Grimshaw reiterated his last assertion. 'You understand,' he said, ‘ you see clearly, my little prodigy, that it was always a one-sided affair ; that she really cared no more for me than she cared for the man Archibald — or for you. It will not be a bad plan for you to devote the rest of your life to letting people know this remarkable fact. You can say anything you like about me. I shall be hors concours ; in the beautiful language of Topsy, I shall have turned my toes up. In the course of time, when the Chantrey Bequest is no longer controlled by idiots, you will see my portrait of her in the Tate Gallery. You can make it your mission to contradict any foolish legend that our well-meaning friends may happen to connect with that great work of art.' Denis realised at length that Grimshaw was telling what he imagined to be the truth, that he was actually convinced that Rosalind did not care for him. The full pathos of the situa- tion revealed itself suddenly ; the man was dying, and would never know how great his good fortune had been ; he would go abroad in ignorance of the fact that the girl whom he loved was devoted to him, to him only. For some unknown reason she had refrained, apparently, from speaking of her love, and Grimshaw had been too blind to read her eyes. What a fool, this poor Grimshaw ! certainly he didn't deserve to be told THE FIRST ROUND 433 the truth, — yet he was dying ; to know the truth would make all the difference to the last weeks of his life, and only one person could be hurt by his knowledge. The sentimentalist in Denis became active ; here, he reasoned, was a chance to do a kindness to a dying man and at the same time to perform a prodigy of self-abnegation. But was Grimshaw really dying ? The conflict in his mind was brief but very fierce. It would be so easy to keep silence, to allow Grimshaw to remain ignorant ; and perhaps Rosalind had really conquered her love at last ; it was remarkable that she had seemed to be changed after the interview with himself. But when he looked at Grimshaw, and remembered the reason for his visit, he felt nothing but pity. Grimshaw was wrong ; she could not change, her soul was faithfulness itself. And Grimshaw, in his queer way, had shown that he could be chivalrous ; he loved her so greatly that he loathed the thought of her being assailed by clamorous tongues, and in order to guard against them he had forced himself to confide in a person whom he disliked and despised. He was a decent fellow, after all ! He deserved to know the truth. Denis rose from his chair and went towards the painter. ‘ You 're wrong/ he said, ‘ hopelessly wrong. I know perfectly well that she 's in love with you, — as much in love with you as you are with her. I 've been certain of it all along, and I 'm more certain now.' This last remark was an allusion to the unsuspected decency that Grimshaw had proved himself to possess. The painter did not appreciate the tribute and drummed on the chair with his fingers. ‘ You 're a pig-headed young fool/ he said. ‘ Haven't I told you that she doesn't care a damn for me ? I ought to know better than any one, I should think.' ‘ But you don't,' said Denis. ‘ I knew her years before you met her, and I saw her face in St. Paul's. I knew what it meant. If she had looked in that way at me ' Grimshaw interrupted him. ‘ I don't imagine that you 're any judge of faces,' he said impatiently. ‘ You 've got to believe what I told you, and not to go running after your own 434 THE FIRST ROUND sickly theories. You talk like a sentimental Frenchwoman. Damme, you 're disgusting/ 4 I may be/ Denis answered, 4 but I 'm right. And if you want another proof that I am, here it is. She told me herself that she loved you, and always would. I 'll swear it if you like/ Grimshaw's expression changed. 4 You 're a liar ! ' he said. 4 What the devil are you driving at, anyhow ? You 've no right to go and quote things that she said to you in confidence. But I don’t believe you ; it 's part of some deep game ; you want to send me on a fool’s errand, I fancy.' But he was obviously impressed by Denis's statement. 4 When do you pretend that she said that ? 9 he demanded after a moment. 4 In my room when I was ill,' answered Denis. 4 And it 's true. Can’t you see that I couldn't invent it ? You know that I love her ; I only want her to be happy ; - 1 don't care about you or myself or any one. I hate the whole beastly world, and if I knew that it was going to burst like a rotten orange to-morrow, and that I could save it, I wouldn't stir a finger except for her sake. She 's wretched — miserable — I saw her face the other night. It 's because she knows you 're very ill, or you haven’t been to see her, or something like that. And as you 've made her fall in love with you, you may as well try to save her from breaking her heart. Things are bad enough as it is.' This incoherent outburst seemed to have more effect on Grimshaw than either of Denis's previous statements. He stared keenly at the boy. 4 No, I haven’t been to see her,' he said in a quieter voice. 4 1 thought she didn't want me any more.' He paused, and moved slowly across the room towards his hat. 4 It 's rather late now, I think,' he said. 4 But all the same — I 'll go.' Again he stared at Denis, who had sunk into an armchair. 4 I ought to have painted you,' said Grimshaw suddenly, and went without another word. He did not even swear at the stairs. So Denis did not go to Hampstead. THE FIRST ROUND 435 XLV ‘ f^OME and see me at once . — Damboise.' ^ The telegram arrived at breakfast-time, and Denis threw it across the table to Noel. ‘ I suppose I must go/ he said. But he felt a very faint curiosity concerning the reason of the summons, and watched Noel's face with listless eyes, Noel, who seemed to have recovered his usual good spirits, hit him neatly on the nose with a lump of sugar. ‘ Don’t make faces at the gifts of the gods,’ he said. ‘ There ’s something immense behind this. Probably he has taken the Albert Hall and is going to produce you as an infant prodigy in a velvet suit and a lace collar. I should think you must go ! Are my declining years to be spent in poverty ? Put your best boots on and hurtle off.’ Denis did not hurtle, but about an hour later he contrived to reach the flat in Kensington Gore which Damboise occupied during his visits to London. He found the great man alone with Madame Damboise, a short, grey-haired woman with a face as dark as a gipsy’s and bright, shrewd eyes. She seemed very much interested in Denis, and informed him, in fairly bad English, that she too had once been a pianist, but had ceased to play in public when she married. ‘ All my time is taken up with watching him,’ she said. 4 He is like a great baby, so exigeant, — and angry ! When I am not there he quarrels and quarrels with agents ! I have made peace for him a hundred times ! ’ Damboise towered above her, smiling vastly, and when she left them together he sang her praises to Denis for nearly ten minutes. ‘But I forget!’ he cried at last, striking his forehead with his fist. ‘ I have something of immense importance to say to you. I am going to give one more recital — a superb programme — before I go abroad. It will be in Queen’s Hall, and there will be no empty seats that day. There will be an THE FIRST ROUND 436 orchestra, of course, but I propose to dispense with its help for the last item of the programme. I shall play the Kreutzer, by very special request, and who, do you imagine, will play it with me ? ' Even then, when all the world seemed grey and wretched, Denis could not help feeling a thrill of excitement. ‘ Ducrocq, I suppose/ he said. Damboise gave a joyous laugh. ‘ Ducrocq has gone back to Paris/ he said. ‘ You are the man — you, you! It will be superb — a triumph! You will instantly become famous. Seriously, dear friend, it is a great chance for you to prove to your country that she has produced a young pianist of the highest talent. All London will be there because of me, but they will not easily forget you. Don't imagine, however, that I invite you to play because I have a benevolent soul. I ask you simply because you are the best man I can get.' This was gratifying, thought Denis, — at least, it would have been if it had not happened too late, like everything else. He was sufficiently familiar with the mind of the London musical public to know that his appearance with Damboise at Queen's Hall would be a safe guarantee of his future success ; he would be a made man, as little Sandys asserted. How easy it was, after all, to be successful, in the ordinary external sense ; how difficult to prevent one’s real life, ‘ the life of the mind,' from rushing headlong to shipwreck and disastrous failure ! He felt no intense joy because his great opportunity had come at length ; rapid as his progress had been, it had not kept pace with the swift advance of disillusion, with the steady paralysis of his hope. He did not, however, inform Damboise of these melancholy convictions, but thanked him with decent heartiness. Damboise began to talk of money, speaking airily of sums that seemed almost fabulous to Denis ; he showed him a proof of the programme — an admirable selection which would have rejoiced the heart of the claptrap-hating Sandys — and Denis saw that his own name was already in print. 4 1 rather hoped you might not refuse ! ' Damboise remarked : * you must send me a photograph for the large bills. And THE FIRST ROUND 437 don’t go hurting your fingers with your terrible cricket or boxing, for this is a chance in a million for you, — though I should not say so, I suppose. Plenty of time, too ! we play in a month. Enfin , that is settled, is it not ? ’ He dismissed the subject of music, and introduced Denis to his baby, who exactly resembled him, and to his wolf- hound, an enormous and dignified monster which the baby treated with extreme familiarity. Madame Damboise en- treated Denis to stay for luncheon, but Denis had an appoint- ment with Landberger. He reiterated his thanks to Dam- boise, shook hands many times with Madame, kissed the baby, patted the dog, and at length managed to escape. He did not feel in the least excited by the prospect of the great concert, and wondered at his own calmness. Three months ago, he knew, he would have hovered between hope and terror for every moment of the day, but now he felt nothing but a placid resolution to play his very best for Damboise’s sake. He wished that he could keep the engagement a secret, for there seemed to be unintentional irony in the congratulations that would be showered upon him. He told the news to Landberger, however, when he was about to leave him after an hour of work. Landberger grunted approval, and actually admitted that Denis had some faint perception of the meaning of the Kreutzer sonata. ‘ But you do get such a clammy tone, sometimes ! ’ Landberger added. He did not seem to be surprised at the good fortune of Denis. ‘ I always thought you might do something/ he said, ‘ and at any rate you sit still when you play ; you don’t look like a Hungarian gipsy who is undergoing torture. Only don’t expect me to come and listen to you. The orches- tra makes my belly ache. I don’t see anything funny in that. If you had an inside like mine perhaps you wouldn’t laugh at your elders and betters. Good-morning, sir ! ’ ‘ Good-morning,’ said Denis. ‘ I won’t forget to send you a ticket.’ He knew that Landberger never missed a chance of hearing Damboise play. As he went out of the old musician’s house he glanced at his watch, and finding that it was after one o’clock he resolved THE FIRST ROUND 438 to take the Underground to South Kensington. A train was standing in the station as he descended the steps, and he leapt into a third-class compartment at the moment when it began to move. There was only one other passenger in the compartment, — a woman whose face was concealed by a newspaper. He did not look at her. A moment later, when his eyes were fixed on the grimy strands of wire which were just visible on the wall of the tunnel, he was greatly startled to hear a loud, clear voice exclaim, 4 Well, I never ! To think that we should meet like this ! ' He looked round quickly, and to his amazement and horror realised that his travelling companion was no other than Topsy — a most resplendent Topsy, in a new hat and a short fur jacket. Formerly he had contemplated the possi- bility of their meeting with most mingled sensations, but now that she had actually reappeared, he felt nothing but a violent desire to get away from her presence ; he was afraid to meet her eyes, and once again inwardly cursed his ill-fortune. Topsy displayed no embarrassment ; she smiled broadly and extended her hand to be shaken. ‘ My ! You do look startled ! 9 she said. ‘ Are you quite well again, Mr. Yorke ? There 's some colour in your cheeks at last, but you 're rather thin, ain't you ? And you 've had your hair cut short. I liked to see you with it long ; made you seem like a poet, didn’t it ? ' She looked at him with a proprietary air which embarrassed Denis acutely. He had to force himself to speak. f Where have you been all this time ? ' he asked. His voice sounded muffled, but Topsy did not seem to notice any peculiarity. ‘ In the country,' she answered, ‘ living among the ducks and geese. A friend of mine married a gentleman with a farm near Dorking, and they asked me to stay with them ever so many times, so at last I went. Nice people, you know, but oh ! ain't I glad to be back in Old Smoky ! It 's like coming to life again after being dead and buried ! But you like the country, don't you, Mr. Yorke ? I remember you said so when you were ill.' THE FIRST ROUND 439 Thank Heaven ! she was keeping well within the bounds of ordinary conversation, but in spite of this Denis was dreadfully afraid that at any moment she might make some tender allusion to that fatal scene. His experience of the mind of woman was certainly limited. He noticed that her cheeks were red and plump, her eyes very bright, and her general aspect extremely joyous. She talked incessantly ; was anxious to know if he admired her hat, inquired casually about Rosalind and sarcastically about Miss Amory — whom she called the mirror of virtue — and spoke with real concern of Grimshaw, whom she had already seen. She was so plainly and in all respects the Topsy with whom he had conversed so often in Noel's studio, that gradually his embarrassment departed, and he found himself answering her questions in his usual voice. He began to wonder whether she had actually forgotten that strange occasion, or whether, after all, she attached to it no extraordinary significance. If she had forgotten it, certainly he had no wish to jog her memory, yet he was surprised to feel a tiny thrill of annoyance that she should be so callous. There had been moments during the last few weeks when he had thought of her as hiding from every one whom she knew in a bitter condition of shame and remorse. Obviously she was quite unrepentant, and had been enjoying life even among the ducks and geese. ‘ It 's jolly to see you looking well ! ’ she remarked. ‘ Thanks to you ! ' said Denis. i I shall never forget your kindness. I wanted to write, but no one knew where you had gone.' Topsy made peremptory signals. ‘ Stop it ! ' she cried. ‘ We 've had all that before. Mr. Tellier 's the person to thank. He would pay for all your medicine. By the bye, that reminds me I must go and see Mr. Tellier to-morrow.' 4 I expect he ’ll kill you,’ said Denis. ‘ You went away just when he wanted you badly. He had to get a girl called Jones to take your place, and she wasn't at all satisfactory.' Topsy snorted. ‘ Mary Jones ! ' she cried disdainfully. ‘ That scarecrow ! I should just think she wouldn’t be. You could put a pound 440 THE FIRST ROUND of sand behind her collar-bones and never know it was there when you looked at her. He 'll have to find some one rounder than Mary J ones ! ' ‘ Well, now that you 've come back he 'll be happy/ said Denis. Topsy assumed a mysterious air, pursed up her lips, and shook her head slowly. ‘ Don't you be too sure about that, Mr. Yorke ! ' she said. And when Denis asked for an explanation of this cryptic phrase, she looked at him in silence for a moment. ‘ Can you keep a secret ? ' she demanded. Denis hoped that he could. ‘ Well, then,' said Topsy, ‘ I '11 tell you one. I 'm not going to be a model any more. I 've had enough of shivering in badly warmed studios. I don't mean Mr. Tellier's, for he 's been in Paris and learnt how to make a room nice and stuffy, but some of the others were awful. Mr, Grimshaw used to let his stove go out. Yes, I 'm fed-up with that kind of life. I 'm going to retire.' Denis did not believe that she spoke seriously. ‘ Where are you going to retire to ? ' he asked. ‘ To the ducks and geese ? You 'll be dreadfully bored, Topsy.' Topsy looked at him solemnly. ‘ I 'm not joking,' she said ; ‘ straight ! I 'm not. It 's a fact, I 've chucked it already, though I may give Mr. Tellier a few more hours for his picture. But that,' concluded Topsy darkly, ‘ that 's only if I get permission. And I dare say I shan't be able to, even though I do wear clothes in the picture. Some people are so par- ticular, aren't they ? ' Denis felt bewildered and slightly suspicious, — what in the world did she mean ? Could it be possible that she expected him, as a logical result of the scene in her room, to support her for the rest of her life ? This fantastic idea filled his soul with a horror that was reflected probably in his face. Topsy watched him with a smile that seemed to him extremely crafty, and did not speak for some moments. ‘ I thought you 'd be surprised,' she said at length. She leant forward towards him, and was about to continue speaking when the train entered a resonant length of tunnel. THE FIRST ROUND 441 She waited in this attitude, with her eyes fixed on his face, until the noise grew less, and then went on, 'You look as if you didn't believe it.’ ‘ It is rather surprising,' said Denis. ' What are you going to do instead ? ' The train slowed down into Gloucester Road station. Topsy's face became wreathed with dimples. ‘ Guess ! ' she said archly. ‘ Go on the stage,' suggested Denis feebly. She shook her head. ‘ Wrong ! ’ she announced. * Have another, or give it up ? Give it up ? but promise you won't tell any one, Mr. Yorke ? ' ‘ Yes,' said Denis, ‘ Well, then,' Topsy declared, ' I 'm going to be married.' For a moment the foolish Denis was convinced that this amazing announcement was the prelude to a proposal from Topsy to himself. Then, as he realised from her expression that this notion was wildly absurd, he felt a deep thrill of relief. Topsy was watching him keenly, and suddenly burst into a laugh which had an oddly jarring tone. ‘ You look quite pleased,' she cried. ‘ I thought you would be ! ' she laughed again. ‘ Don't mind me, Mr. Yorke,' she added after a moment. ' I 'm often taken that way. Oh dear, oh dear ! Life is funny, isn't it ? ' Oddly hard lines formed round her mouth and at the corners of her eyes : he had a vision of what her face would be after another twenty years. Then, in an instant, she was the familiar, good-natured Topsy of the studio. ‘ I met him when I was in the country,' she said. ‘ He came to spend Christmas with my friends. He works in London — he 's a clerk to a surveyor and earns four pounds a week, and he 's thirty-five and very steady — not a bit like an artist. But he 's a good sort and terribly gone on me, and I 'm tired of living alone. He wore whiskers — only tiny ones near his ears, and when he asked me to marry him first I told him I couldn’t bear them. So he shaved them off and then asked me again, and after a bit, when he 'd promised never to put 44 2 THE FIRST ROUND any more pomade on his hair, I took him. He begged me to chuck being a model at once, and we ’re to be married at Easter. I ’m not sorry, on the whole. His Christian name is Albert, but though he ’s quiet he ’s no fool. Wait a minute and I ’ll show you his photo.’ She opened a small bag which hung from her wrist and produced the portrait of a commonplace man with a heavy jaw and an uncomfortable collar. 'He’s got his whiskers on there,’ she explained, ' he looks twice as young without ’em. He would write that nonsense on it, — do you see ? — “ Your loving old sweetheart, Bertie.” Silliness I call it, — a man of his age ! ’ Denis inspected the photograph and returned it with thanks. ‘ I hope you ’ll be very happy,’ he said. ‘ Oh ! we shall hustle along all right, don’t you fear ! ’ said Topsy. ‘ I shall miss the studios, I expect, at first, but one can’t go racketing about alone all one ’s life. And if there ’s babies it ’ll be fun,’ concluded Topsy calmly. Denis was more and more astonished by her confidence. Could she really be the girl who had held him in her arms and kissed him with those burning and tremulous lips ? Her eyes were clear and friendly ; there was no hint of em- barrassment in her voice. Women, he decided, were absolute mysteries ; one might live as long as Methuselah without gaining any real insight into the amazing irresponsibility of their minds. ' If there are babies it ’ll be fun,’ — how could she say a thing of this kind to him — to him of all people ! There was one possible explanation, — she must have com- pletely forgotten that scene in her room. But she couldn't have forgotten it ! Therefore she must think that it had no importance. Was it possible that it hadn’t ? Did so strange an event really count for nothing if one was a healthy, practical animal like Topsy, with a perfect body and a desire for babies ? If he had dared, he would have made some allusion to the scene, merely to see what she would say, but shyness forbade him. He was certain, however, that the allusion would have embarrassed her as little as a remark THE FIRST ROUND 443 about the weather. And yet she continually worshipped her strange god of respectability ! He was so much preoccupied by these speculations that he forgot to get out at South Kensington. Topsy prattled blithely about her future prospects, and was apparently unaware that she had supplied her fellow-traveller with ample food for thought. At Sloane Square he wished her good-bye as he stood on the platform. ‘ So long, Mr. Yorke,’ she responded cheerfully. ‘ We ’re going to live in Battersea, so I dare say I shall see you some- times when I come across the Bridge. Battersea ’ll be further away from London than ever, won’t it ? ’ They shook hands, and then, just as the train was starting, she thrust her head out of the window so that her mouth was close to his ear. * I don’t really like him half as much as you,’ she said, ‘ but you understand, don’t you ? That wouldn’t do ! So good- bye, dear ! ’ The train bore her away, nodding and smiling. Denis remained on the platform until the buffers of the last carriage had disappeared in the tunnel, then he walked slowly to the Chelsea Embankment. His emotions were conflicting. She had gone out of his life, he supposed, — a consummation which, in his calmer moments, he had considered eminently desirable ; yet though he realised that she had acted wisely, he was uncomfortably conscious of having received a staggering rebuff. That affair which he had taken so seriously, which had altered his whole view of life, seemed a mere episode to Topsy, and not only did she regard it as trivial, but she seemed also to assume that he himself would take the same superficial, material point of view. ‘ That wouldn’t do ! ’ meant, he supposed, that a repetition of the scene, a renewal of the very brief relations which had existed between them, would be unpractical, unwise. Commonplace convenience dictated her attitude ; passion was a word that did not exist in her vocabulary, yet it was hungry, irresistible passion which had possessed her that night, — passion against which she had fought in vain, as she herself confessed. He felt that he was 444 THE FIRST ROUND disappointed in Topsy ) he had often shrunk from the prospect of meeting her again, but at least, when the meeting actually happened, she might have shown a hint of emotion, and have realised that he was not so callous as herself. Topsy had contrived to give him a draught of experience that was more bitter than any of the medicine which she formerly ad- ministered at his bedside. Of course he didn’t want her to care, but nevertheless he had expected that she would, and the discovery of her lightness was a shock to his self-esteem. He felt that she had hurt him * he also felt that she had gone near to making a fool of him. Of course, it would be much better not to see her any more. He realised then that this remarkable resolution had become a mere phrase ; he would give anything to see her — under the old conditions. How maddening it was, this perpetual veering round of one’s mind ! What was it that little Sandys had said of Noel ? ‘ Unstable as water ’ ? Denis knew that the words fitted much more aptly to himself. His soul, and not that of Noel, was become ‘ a lute on which all winds might play.’ If only he could be like his lost self of six months ago, tranquil and happy, enthusiastic about his work, and untroubled by the caprices of other people and the shifting confusion of his own mind ! Why had he changed so hatefully ? Did it happen to every one when they came to manhood ? Noel had escaped, at any rate ; he was the same as ever, no passions tore his will to tatters, he was nearly always gay and always self-controlled. When he reached home he found Sandys alone in the studio. The little man, who was having luncheon, sprang up when Denis entered. ‘ I ’ve seen Damboise ! ’ he cried, ‘ he told me ! It ’s splendid. You can put me down for ten thousand in your will, for your fortune ’s as good as made ! ’ He took hold of the flaps of Denis’s coat and looked at him solemnly. ‘ Don’t you feel fairly bursting with excitement ? ’ he demanded. Denis laughed. * I ’d almost forgotten about it,’ he said. THE FIRST ROUND 445 * Don't pose ! ' cried Sandys shrilly, ‘ it 's tempting Provi- dence. Do you know, my young friend/ he continued, 4 that you 're not only a fairly decent pianist, but also an intensely fortunate young man ? If I, with my inconsider- able talent, had had a chance like this when I was your age, I should now be fat and famous. Imagine, then, what you ought to be when you 're as old as I am ! ' ‘ How old are you ? ' asked Denis, beginning to eat. ‘ Thirty-three,' Sandys answered. ‘ Through Life's dull path , so dim and dirty, I have dragged on to three-and- thirty. It 's a beautiful age, mellow and smooth, like a plum that is ripe but still keeps its bloom. You 'll be a better man when you reach it, Denis.' ‘ Oh ! I shan't live to be as old as that ! ' said Denis with deep conviction. ‘ At least I hope not.' ‘ Tush ! ' said Sandys. ‘ Why not, indeed ? You 're young, beautiful and accomplished, with no vices and good health, and you take a cold bath every morning and smoke a pipe. You 'll live till ninety, and you ought to rejoige at the prospect. Sixty years of masterpieces, mon enfant , — quoi ? 9 ‘ I 'm a failure,' said Denis gloomily, and poured himself a glass of beer. Sandys began to laugh. ‘ You 're not,' he said. ‘ You 're only a young idiot, and you 're angling for compliments. I won't talk to you any more. Where 's Noel ? Why doesn't he come to look after his shy guest ? He asked me to lunch here.' But a few minutes later they heard Noel's step on the stairs. He entered the studio, stared at them without smiling, and passed into his tiny bedroom. Sandys turned to Denis. ‘ Hullo ! ' he remarked. 4 What 's the matter with our Noel ? He looks as if he were cherishing a viper in his bosom. His ruddy countenance is grim with thought. Do you think he 's engaged to be married ? Once or twice lately he has seemed actually depressed.' * I expect he 's hungry,' said Denis. Noel came in a 446 THE FIRST ROUND moment later and sat down at the table without a word. Little Sandys addressed him with elaborate and formal phrases, but Noel ignored him completely, and sitting stiffly upright at the table, glowered at the wall beyond him. Sandys refused to regard this strange behaviour as anything except a joke on the part of Noel, and continued to babble nonsense. Denis, however, when he looked at his friend, realised that something serious had happened. Noel's face seemed almost distorted, and his eyes had a queer expression which recalled to the boy the memory of that night in the school sanatorium when Noel had received the news of his mother's death. What on earth had happened to him ? Had Noel, after all, some secret trouble which had suddenly become in- tolerable ? ‘ Noel, what 's wrong ? ' he asked gently. Noel lqoked at him with dull eyes. ‘ You '11 find out soon enough,' he said. He tried to eat, but it was obvious that the food almost choked him. Sandys persisted insanely in his belief that Noel was playing a part. 1 He 's having us on, Denis,' he said ; * don't you encourage him. Very well done, old man, but we know your wily ways. We aren't going to be frightened.' He was astonished the next moment, however, for Noel, after glaring at him like a maddened lion, suddenly struck him in the chest with all the force of his big arm. Sandys reeled back in his chair with a loud gasp, and Noel immediately began to look extremely ashamed of himself. ‘ I 'm awfully sorry, Archibald,' he said, ‘ I beg your pardon. But I simply can't stand your rotting to-day. I 've had some news, — beastly news.' He held out his hand to Sandys, who shook it violently. * I beg your pardon, old fellow,' said the little man, who was still rather breathless. ‘ I was a fool not to see that you were serious. I hope — if you don't mind me saying so — that it 's nothing very bad ? ' ‘ Oh ! I don't suppose you '11 think it bad,' Noel replied in a tone of extraordinary bitterness ; ‘ it 's just knocked THE FIRST ROUND 447 all the bottom out of my life, that 's all/ He gulped down some whisky and soda. It was the first time since his schooldays that Denis had heard him make any serious reference to his own affairs. * There isn't any reason why you should think it bad,' he added, in a slightly defiant tone. They stared at him blankly, and then Sandys turned a face full of alarmed interrogation towards Denis. Denis shook his head. Perhaps Noel observed and was irritated by these gestures, for after a few moments of silence he pushed his chair violently from the table and spoke. ‘ I may as well tell you/ he said. ‘ You 're bound to know soon — every one seems to know already — and you had better hear it from me than from some damned scandal- monger. Grimshaw went to Italy yesterday, and Rosalind went with him.' 448 THE FIRST ROUND XLVI T HIS curt announcement was followed by absolute silence. Noel rose, and slowly filled a pipe from the tobacco- jar on the mantelpiece, and Denis watched each of his movements with the strange interest in trivial things that we affect when some great catastrophe has befallen us of which we are afraid to think. He tried to fight against a full realisation of the meaning of Noel’s words, to shut out their sense from his brain, to imagine even that they had not been uttered. But gradually the truth forced itself through all the feeble obstacles which he hurled in its way ; .tracking him down like an assassin in a nightmare, and overtaking him hatefully at last. Rosalind had gone ; she had given herself, body and soul, to the man who could never marry her ; she was his willing victim, and for his sake had sacrificed her honour in a sordid elopement. In spite of his deep distrust of Grimshaw, Denis had never dreamed that such a horrible event could happen ; she had seemed to him always superbly remote from anything base or ugly ; his ideal of her shone per- petually with the pure radiance of a star. But now his last illusion had faded ; the star had fallen headlong into the murky waters of passion, the ideal was besmirched for ever. He stared blankly at Noel, and Noel spoke to him in a harsh voice. ‘ Don’t look at me like that ! ’ he almost shouted. Then a strange thing happened. Little Sandys, who had also been staring at Noel, suddenly dropped his face into his hands and began to cry like a child, sobbing noisily and absurdly. Noel sprang up and shook him roughly. ‘ Don’t make a damned ass of yourself ! ’ he said furiously. Sandys looked up at him, and Denis saw that tears were trickling down his cheeks. * You fool, you sentimental little THE FIRST ROUND 449 fool ! * Noel cried, continuing to shake him. Sandys uttered a stifled groan. ‘ I know I am/ he said ? * I know, — but I can't help it. I — I loved her myself. Grimshaw — of all people ! My God, my God ! 9 He began to sob again. € Oh, shut up, do ! 9 cried Noel, with intense exasperation. * I dare say you did, and very likely I did too, but I don't snivel like a cow that has lost its calf. You think about nothing but your own miserable little soul ; think of her ! Think what it means to her ! You don't matter ! ' ‘ I always knew that I didn't,' said poor Sandys, drying his eyes. ‘ But do you mean to say that you — you too ? ' * Oh, shut up ! ' reiterated Noel. ‘ You 'd better go away * you 've made a beast of yourself. I don't matter either, but at any rate I 'll kill that brute. She 's been hypnotised \ he carried her off by force ; she never cared for him — in that way. But I 'll hunt him down ! ' And then Denis began to laugh quietly, so that they both thought he was mad. The grotesque and indecently farcical aspect of the situation dawned upon him suddenly \ the abrupt revelation that Noel and Sandys were in a condition precisely similar to his own seemed the enormous jest of an ironical Fate. What fools they were, — Sandys with his tears, Noel with his noisy threats, and he himself with his shattered ideal ! None of them was worthy of her, none had been strong enough to wrest her from Grimshaw ; she had found a lover — a real lover, not a half-hearted mute adorer — and had chosen him in defiance of the world. She had done well \ the present scene was a proof of that ! Grimshaw, if he had been in any of their places, would not have snivelled, or raved ridiculously, or felt completely crushed by Fate ; he would have acted, calmly, quietly, without hesitating. He was not one of ‘ the little lovers who curse and cry.' Oh ! she had chosen wisely, — she had always been wise ! They were the fools, the fluctuating, the uncertain, — and she had known it instinctively. He became conscious that Noel was glaring at him with undisguised malevolence. 450 THE FIRST ROUND ‘ Funny, isn’t it ? ’ Noel said. 1 Just the kind of thing to make you laugh, isn’t it ? ’ The exterior corners of his eyes seemed to be elevated like those of a Chinese ; his teeth shone behind his moustache. The memory of the day in the sanatorium came back more vividly than ever to Denis. How strange it was that Noel, whom he had lately regarded as the most tranquil and self-controlled of persons, should break out in this extraordinary way, should behave, really, with an abandonment as ridiculous as that of Sandys ! Perhaps Noel realised that there was a certain critical expres- sion in the boy’s face, for he spoke with increasing vehemence. 4 It ’s all very well for you to sit there looking like the calm and judicial little prig that you are ! ’ he cried. ‘ You don’t care a curse what becomes of her, do you ? You ’re just interested, and rather shocked. I used to think that you were going to turn into a decent sort of fellow, but I see now that you ’re a prig, a prig, and a finicking little egotist ! All you care for is your beastly self and your beastly music. You chucked your old father as soon as you decently could, and now, I suppose, you see that it ’s time to chuck Rosalind, and then you ’ll chuck Sandys and me. You think we ’ve made asses of ourselves, — I can see it in your face. So we have, but you ought to feel damned sorry because you haven’t made an ass of yourself too, and never will, but are just a cold-blooded, mercenary, heartless little worm. You had your suspicions, hadn’t you, that this might happen ? I remember the way you kept on asking questions, — and now I suppose you ’ll go telling every one that you suspected it from the first. Such a pity, isn’t it, that a nice girl should throw her bonnet over the mills in that way ? Don’t look at me as if I was an acrobat in a music-hall ! You make me ill. You ’re worse than Sandys.’ Denis bore the brunt of this amazing attack with patience. Noel was evidently half mad with irritation. Sandys, how- ever, who had partially recovered, came to his rescue. ‘ Let him alone,’ he said. ‘ I dare say he feels it nearly as much as we do, though he doesn’t, as you say, make an ass of himself. After all,’ he added with a pale smile, ‘ every one THE FIRST ROUND 45i in the world wasn’t in love with her, you know.’ This remark, for some strong reason, irritated Denis more than all the insults that Noel had heaped upon him. ‘ Well, I was, if you must know ! ’ he retorted. Noel stared at him. ‘ You, you little whipper-snapper ! ’ he said rudely. ‘ Yes, I was,’ said Denis, ‘ and I told her so, too, which was more than either of you had the pluck to do. And she told me about Grimshaw.’ They both stared at him. ‘ She told you about Grimshaw ? ’ cried Noel. ‘ Why on earth didn’t you say something, — to me, to any one ? ’ ‘ When I began to you told me I was a prig,’ Denis answered. Noel turned away ; his rage seemed to have died suddenly. ‘ You see, we ’re all in the same boat ! ’ said Sandys with a doleful squeak. ' What are we going to do ? ’ Noel did not answer, but Denis spoke after a short silence. ' Nothing,’ he said. ‘ Oh ! we must do something ! ’ said little Sandys earnestly. ‘ Perhaps Noel will be able to persuade her to leave him.’ ‘ It ’s likely, isn’t it, when she loves him ? ’ said Denis. ‘ And if he managed to persuade her, what good would it do ? She would go on loving him still. Even if he dies she will go on loving him. I don’t believe that you understand her a bit. I don’t either, but I know that she won’t change.’ ‘ Oh, you know such a lot ! ’ growled Noel, pulling hard at his unkindled pipe. But his rage had exhausted itself, and soon he spoke almost calmly. ‘ Even now,’ he said, ‘ I wouldn’t care if I thought she would be happy. But she can’t be happy ; she ’s the last person in the world to stand a — a situation — of that kind for long. Suppose she meets people in Italy who know all about her and insult her ! It ’s quite likely • it ’s bound to happen. And he ’s a beast ; he never was straight with women ; he ’ll desert her, or hit her when he ’s drunk. It ’s a loathsome business ! ’ He dropped unconsciously into the intonation of his school- days. ‘ I don’t think that will happen, Noel,’ said little Sandys 452 THE FIRST ROUND solemnly. ‘ You must remember that he 's practically a dying man.’ ‘ Yes, and I hope he will die ! ' said Noel vindictively. 4 And when he dies, what will become of her ? She can't come back here ; she 'll have to wander about Europe alone, year after year. All her friends will cut her. You should have heard the things Amory said, and Amory always pre- tended to be superior to the conventions. It 's Amory's fault, a great deal. She knew what was going on, and all the time she used to prate about their beautiful friendship, — Rosalind's and his, I mean.' Sandys had a sudden idea. ‘ Look here ! ' he cried excitedly. ‘ Suppose that we 're all wrong ! Suppose that she only went with him from pity — just to nurse him ! She must know that he 's dying ; she wouldn't go and throw her reputation and all' that to the winds just for the sake of living with a fellow in that hopeless state for a few weeks. I believe she has gone merely to look after him, and never bothered to realise that people might talk. It would be just like her, and I don't know why I didn't think of it before. I believe that 's what has happened ; and if it is, we 're a pretty trio of fools ! If he dies, I believe that she 'll come back and be utterly aston- ished to find that any one thinks that she has acted strangely. And if he doesn't die, she '11 leave him as soon as he is better, or make Miss Amory and you go out and join her. I feel certain that will happen ! ' This laboriously constructed theory seemed actually to impress Noel. 4 It 's just possible,' he said slowly, and lit his pipe. The face of Sandys began to resume its normal serenity. Denis felt a profound contempt for both of them. How could they dupe themselves with such a fantastic idea ? He himself, after all, was the only one who had any insight into Rosalind’s motives ; it was passion, not pity, that had driven her to go with Grimshaw, and when he died she would die too ; she might live on, in the literal sense, but she would be dead to everything in the world except them emory of the man whom she had loved. Denis realised the meaning of THE FIRST ROUND 453 that reserve of quiet strength which he had always known her to possess ; she had used it at last, and nothing would make her waver or falter. Friends, the world, and even Death would hurl themselves in vain against that barrier of iron steadfastness and golden love. Noel and Sandys, however, seemed to have no idea of its existence, and babbled of the conventions like a pair of old women in a country parsonage ! How limited and respectable they were, these artists who imagined themselves to be so grandly aloof from the rules and dogmas of earth ! Sandys spoke again, with a funnily important air. ‘ The more I think of it, the more I ’m convinced that I ’m right ! ’ he said. ‘ But of course that only makes it all the more neces- sary that we should do something, doesn’t it ? ’ Denis turned upon him almost angrily. ‘ Why ? ’ he demanded. Sandys waved a hand vaguely in the air. 4 To protect her from her own thoughtlessness — her beauti- ful thoughtlessness ! ’ he explained. Then he stared in amazement at Denis. The boy seemed suddenly to have become a man ; he spoke calmly, with authority, and there was a strange gravity in his face. ‘ Don’t you see,’ he said, ‘ that you oughtn’t to dare to talk in that patronising way ? Don’t you see that we haven’t — any of us — the least right to interfere ? She has been wise — she always was wise — and we have been fools \ she ’s happy, and just because we ’re disappointed we think we can meddle with her happiness. Several times lately you ’ve told me I ’m a prig,’ he went on, turning to Noel, ‘ but I believe I ’m the only one of us who realises that her happiness is the only thing that matters, — Oh yes ! You talked about it, but you weren’t really thinking of it ! You were only scoring off us. I loved her and I don’t love Grimshaw, but I do believe that I ’m beginning to see that she has done the right thing, the only possible thing for her.’ He paused and met their eyes steadily. Little Sandys flung up his hands in a gesture of despair. ‘ And you said you were in love with her ! ’ he wailed. 454 THE FIRST ROUND Noel scowled at Denis. ‘ You may not be a moral prig/ he said, 4 but you 're an intellectual one. You 're interested now, really, in nothing but the workings of your own little mind. You think you 've found a noble attitude of re- nunciation/ ‘ I don't care ; I 'm beginning to understand things,' Denis answered doggedly. And this was true. The bewildering darkness that had oppressed his soul was gradually drifting away before a strange new light ; he felt as if he had grown old in a few moments, and that he was able to look at all that had happened clearly and steadily ; to weigh every point in the scale of hopeless, impartial reason. He had escaped from himself, — he no longer saw the event through the dis- torting medium of his own desires, but surveyed it, at last, absolutely, with the calm eyes of a sympathetic stranger. His idea that Rosalind had changed was revealed in all its disloyal absurdity. She was the same Rosalind — the Rosa- lind that he had loved since childhood — and this act of hers was not the result of a mad impulse, but the inevitable ex- pression of all the faithfulness and splendour of her heart. The mundane aspect of the affair, which had hurt him at first and appeared to dominate all the thoughts of Noel and Sandys, was a fiction of their unworthy imaginations and had no real existence. Nothing base could live where she was ; like the princess of old, whose whiteness healed the sick and restored vigour to the halt and the maimed, her presence sanctified all that foolish and short-sighted people thought sordid or doubtful ; she would be right in all conditions, for she was wise because of her strength, and strong because she was true-hearted. She had not wasted her intense vitality on a thousand trivial things, but had realised it all in this great, and, for her, inevitable action. Oh ! she was right, she was right ! Whatever happened hereafter, she had made a success of life ! She had flown into the sun, and left them all — Noel, Sandys, and himself — burrowing like moles in earthy darkness. Love was the one thing in the world that made life worth living ; success and friendship, even art, he knew only too well now, were pale phantoms beside its radiance. THE FIRST ROUND 455 Rosalind, also, after a little while, had learnt this truth \ she had ignored prudence and the world’s scorn, and turned towards love, instinctively, irrevocably, for she was great of soul. But when he thought of himself, realising at last the full extent of his loss, the new light seemed to desert him, and he seemed to contemplate his own failure through a mist of self-pitying tears. His hardly won manliness was not proof against that deplorable spectacle, but at any rate he knew that he had never been worthy of her ; that, as she had said, he had not understood • and the fact that it was his revelation to Grimshaw which had sent her lover back to her did not seem to him, as it would have seemed a short time before, another hideous instance of tragic irony. It was appropriate ; he had played his tiny part in the drama ; in his little way he had helped her. If Noel could have known his thoughts at that moment, he would have been obliged to admit more than ever that Denis was ‘ getting on.’ Noel, however, was concerned at present with the thoughts of no one except himself. He maintained a gloomy silence, and paced up and down the room ; at last he took up a palette and some brushes and began to paint. Little Sandys sat staring into vacancy with his mournful eyes, and occasionally made some remark that was sufficiently fatuous. ‘ I must be right ! ’ he kept on saying ; ‘ it ’s impossible that she could really elope.’ ‘ She would know how it would hurt us all.’ For some time Denis made no response to these ejaculations. At last, when Sandys began to discuss the possibility of the truants being in Rome, Florence, or on the Riviera, he lost patience and lifted up his voice. ‘ What ’s the use of thinking about that ? ’ he said • ‘ un- less you intend to go and denounce them to the English chaplain of the town where they happen to be j and what ’s the use of talking about her motive for going ? Whatever it was, you may be quite certain that she won’t ever look at any of us, whether we think her good or wicked. We ’re nothing more than friends, and never shall be. She ’s gone beyond 456 THE FIRST ROUND us. We ’re little, and she ’s great. She couldn’t think of us — in that way.’ Noel actually endorsed this oracular utterance. 1 He ’s right,’ he said to Sandys • * though of course he really thinks that he ’s not so little as we are by a long shot.’ He painted vigorously for some moments, and then added, * We may as well drop the subject. Talking does no good.’ ‘ But aren’t you going to do anything ? ’ cried Sandys. Noel stared fiercely at his picture. ‘ No,’ he answered. Sandys shrugged his shoulders, and looked at Denis. ‘ Aren’t you ? ’ he said. ‘ I ’m going to work,’ said Denis. And he went to his room. But he did no work for the remainder of that day. A sterner task than music was in store for his soul. THE FIRST ROUND 457 XLVII I T was to music, however, that he turned for consolation in the dark days which followed that crude and violent scene. He worked at Beethoven with Damboise during the mornings, and spent the afternoon and evening hours at his own piano, playing everything that he had learnt since early childhood, and finding a melancholy luxury in the memories evoked by that long procession of sweet sound. Nights at the Red House, late afternoons in the chilly, vault-like practice-cells at school, came back to his mind with an almost supernatural vividness ; sometimes, as he played, he felt certain that his father was sitting behind him, dozing over the paper in the broad circle of lamplight, or that he could hear the heavy booming of the great bell that hung above the entrance to the quadrangle. The simplest pieces of music, at which he had toiled so painfully when he was no more than five years old, had their subtle message for him ; time seemed to have lent the gayest of them a strange pathos, — something of the pathos, perhaps, which we feel when we look on the toys used by babies in Greece two thousand years ago, or the delicate fan which remains when the white hand that fluttered it so daintily has long since crumbled to dust. They seemed to be the voice of his dead self speaking from the twilight of a past that had lately grown immeasurably remote. And his father's voice was there also. But when he turned from them to Bach and Beethoven it was the atmosphere of Parnasse that surrounded him completely, and every detail of the hours that he passed in the old studio rose before him as he played. A shadowy Rosalind danced for him with castanets and swaying pigtail ; he could even remember the arrangement of the colours in her plaid frock, and the funny way she had of coiling up her toes when he tried to replace the shoes which had fallen off her feet. Mr. Duroy THE FIRST ROUND 458 leant over his shoulder, humming like an immense and melodious bee, and marking the time with a large forefinger. When he played some old accompaniments which he found amongst his music he could hear the violin buzzing behind him, or the voice which sang so softly, so perfectly. And one song, above all others, returned to haunt him, mingled with the dim notes of an ancient lute. Et s’il veut s avoir pour quoi La salle est deserte f — Montrez-lui la la7>ipe eteinte , Et la porte ouverte . . . The familiar words came back to him with a new and startling poignancy. Yet he was able once more to think of Parnasse without any bitterness of regret * it had played its part fully in their lives ; its influence would be with them always. Surely, he thought, the chief consolation of human existence was to be found in the fact, that when we look back on the past we remember, to use the commonplace phrase, only the pleasant things ; the memory of ugly environ- ments becomes blurred ; that of happy scenes is abiding, and grows clearer with time. His painful servitude at Boulter's office and the last hateful months at the Red House had left, he found, no sharp impression on his mind, but the details of earlier days, when he had roamed the hills in happy solitude, and was not yet estranged from his father, returned to him again and again. Sometimes he felt strangely certain that his old self, which had played its part in all these recurring scenes, was dead, and that his new self was still unborn. The news of Rosalind's departure made his former life seem like a chapter that was ended, and though he continued to work in his usual manner and made no alteration of any kind in his actual existence, he was haunted perpetually by the impression that he was about to become a new person, that an epoch in his life had come to a close as completely as if he had died. The sudden shock of that piece of news, the slow realisation that Rosalind had, as Dr. Yorke used to say, been true to herself in acting as she did, seemed to have wrought some miraculous change in him ; he was not happy. THE FIRST ROUND 459 but he was no longer desponding or petulant ; he was not hopeful, but he felt grimly determined to press on, to wrestle with the world, to get a little nearer the secret which had made Rosalind’s life so successful, whilst its absence had been the cause of his own miserable failure. He saw things clearly now. A shallow observer would say, of course, that he, with his musical triumphs, was the success, and she, with her ruined reputation, the failure ; but he knew that a judgment of this kind was wickedly superficial. She only had triumphed ; she would triumph always, for there was some strange quality in her soul which made her distinguish infallibly between the essential and the trivial. She under- stood ! She had a wisdom that was beyond all the theories of sages ’ she would always be right. Long ago, at Parnasse, he had been dimly conscious of the presence in her of this mysterious quality. He was certain now that unless he could discover the secret his second round with life would be as great a failure as the first. Unstable as water, the plaything of every veering wind — that was the history of all the days of his boyhood. The experience had left its mark on Noel also. When once his fiery anger had burnt itself out, he became more thoughtful, more gentle, even, than had ever seemed possible. He never spoke of Rosalind, and a fortnight elapsed before he made any allusion to the scene in the studio. One morning, how- ever, he entered Denis’s room, and without any preliminary remarks, apologised very quietly and humbly for everything that he had said. ‘ I was mad, I suppose/ he added ; ‘ the whole place turned crimson. But even then I didn’t mean any of the things I said to you and Archibald. I deliberately thought of the beastliest lies that I could heave at you. It was his crying that did it ■ when I see a man cry it makes me want to run amok. You aren’t a prig, mon Denis ; you ’re the only one of us that had an atom of sense.’ He left the room abruptly. Not until many months had elapsed did he tell Denis how he had received a letter from Rosalind that morning. A day or two later he returned to THE FIRST ROUND 460 the studio with an old friend, — Narcisse, a pensive and melan- choly hound, unresponsive to all the blandishments of Denis, equally indifferent to sugar and music. Marie, Noel said, had gone back to Paris because Miss Amory had become a vege- tarian, so Narcisse had decided to migrate to Chelsea. The dog walked stiffly round the studio, sniffing at the canvases that were piled against the walls, then he sighed deeply, and lay down in the space beneath the piano, from which abode of darkness he could seldom be induced to move. ‘ Poor beast ! ’ said Noel. ‘ He ’s getting old.' He fumbled in his pockets for a moment, and then produced a small brown- paper parcel which he handed to Denis. ‘ I thought you might like this,’ he said in a queer voice. ‘ Don’t open it now,’ he added. ‘ Keep it till you go back to your room.’ Denis obeyed. When he opened the parcel he found that it contained a pair of small Spanish castanets. The day of the concert drew near, and he worked harder than ever, still haunted by the sense that he was inhabiting some lonely limbo between the old life which he had left and the new life to which he had not found the clue. Damboise assured him that he was playing very well — becoming, actually, a colosse ! — and little Sandys, whom he met frequently at the flat, was in ecstasies. But Denis felt that there was something lacking ; that the secret for which he had begun to grope was also the secret of music, and his leisure was devoted to painful heart-searchings. Damboise introduced him to a London conductor who was perpetually on the watch for native genius, and the conductor, having studied the suite, suggested certain alterations and almost promised that his orchestra should perform it at one of the Sunday concerts. Denis’s old idea, that it should be named after Rosalind, returned to him ; she had inspired every note, he felt now ; the first part was built up from the joy that he had felt in her presence when they were in France, and the second was full of the pain which overwhelmed him when he thought that she had changed. But to complete it a third part would have to be added, and THE FIRST ROUND 461 as yet he was unworthy even to attempt it. Some day he would write it, that great, serene third part, — some day, when the bewildering secret was wholly his. At present he must abide in his lonely limbo ; his soul was heavily inarticulate ; he could not compose. He thought continually of Rosalind, without bitterness, — without pain, even, and this seemed very strange. If he had loved her as she deserved to be loved, could it have happened, he thought ? Ought he not to have hated her, he wondered ? Was his passion, in that dead life, not really so tremendous as he imagined ? Was it only ‘ the light fire in the veins of a boy ' ? It was curious that he seemed now to love her more than ever, — but with a difference ; his boyish adoration of her had returned, intensified, of course — far more strong and faithful ; but the feverish passion which had forced him to kiss her hands when she visited him during his illness seemed to him now foolish and grotesque, — an insult to her, an act which didn't in the least express his real feeling towards her. Had he been the dupe of his imagination once again ? He could find no answer to these perplexing questions ; time, perhaps, would solve them, or new wisdom would be vouchsafed to him when he had found the great, mysterious secret. For the present there was nothing left to him but humility and the tonic of hard work. He had been a fool from first to last, — a sentimental, self-conscious young idiot, as Noel said, or should have said. All that folly had to be lived down, and the thought of Rosalind would help him in the process. A week before the day appointed for the concert he was on the point of going to see Damboise when there was a knock at his door. He invited the visitor to come in, and was startled to behold Gabriel Searle. There was no change in Gabriel's aspect ; he looked as long and lazy and satirical as ever, and when he spoke his voice had the drawling softness that Denis remembered so well. ‘ You see, I 've swooped upon you ! ' he said, closing the door and placing his hat on the table. He shook hands with THE FIRST ROUND 462 Denis, and sank with a sigh into an armchair. 4 A cigarette, an you love me, Denis ! * he murmured. Denis produced his case, but Gabriel, after inspecting its contents, waved it away with a white hand. 4 Americans ! 9 he said. 4 Forgive me, but I can't. “ I 've heard the East a-calling, and I can't hear nothing else." In plainer English, I only smoke Egyptians.' Denis thought it was just like Gabriel to reinsert the aspirates when he quoted Kipling. 4 Did you come up to London to-day ? ' he asked. * This very morning,' said Gabriel ; 4 I have only been here a few hours, yet long enough to have seen your face staring very solemnly at me from innumerable posters. So I said to myself, 44 the morning is fine, the parson is idle, the clerical meeting will be stuffy and controversial, Chelsea is charming ; let me go there and renew my acquaintance with the man of genius." So I gat me into a hansom and here I am. My dear boy, I 'm delighted at your success ! To be playing with Damboise, at your age ! I suppose you feel tremendously proud of yourself ? ' 4 Oh ! I don’t know. Not very,' Denis answered, looking uncomfortable. Gabriel obviously didn't believe him. 4 Well, you may, you legitimately may ! ' he cried. 4 Why, it 's less than two years since you left school ! ' 4 There are lots of fellows younger than I am who play — give big recitals all by themselves, you know,' said Denis. 4 Some of them are so small that they can’t stretch the octave.' Gabriel waved scornful hands. 4 Oh ! infant prodigies,' he said. 4 They don't last, Denis. But you 'll last, I know. I always felt that you would go through with anything that you began. But you know, my dear boy, that though you 're not an infant prodigy you 're a prodigal infant. Why didn't you write to tell us of your great success ? ' Denis thought that Gabriel's humour had deteriorated. 4 It 's not as wonderful as all that,' he answered. 4 I knew THE FIRST ROUND 463 you would see about it in the papers. And I was bothered by other things/ ‘ Ha ! ’ said Gabriel. His manner, like the architecture of the Memorial Building at school, vaguely suggested vestry meetings. He was abominably parsonic. ‘ Ha ! ’ he repeated with unction ; ‘ but I wasn’t the person who saw it in the paper ! It was shown to me by some one else, — some one who is always on the look-out for your name. I rather fancy that you can guess whom I mean. And he was more grieved even than I that you had not written. Yes ! I’m afraid that you ’re a prodigal infant.’ Gabriel, Denis thought, was really rather silly. His jocular manner jarred intensely on the boy’s nerves. It was a kind of clerical bedside manner, — intensely soothing, no doubt, to rheumatic old women in cottages, but scarcely appropriate to some one whom he had known intimately for years. Meanwhile Gabriel had inspected the room. ‘ You ’ve got a pleasant abode,’ he said, ‘ that thing of Beethoven’s head is rather fine. And what a piano ! You ’ll despise mine in future, I ’m afraid. I observed with my falcon eye as I came in that young Tellier has a studio near you. I should like to renew my acquaintance with him ; we met at your school, you remember Lenwood, that other boy who was there, has been made a fellow of some college at Oxford — Balliol, I believe. By the way, what became of Tellier’s cousin — the nice little girl with the black eyes who used to wear a pigtail ? Do you ever see her ? You remember her, of course.’ ‘ Yes, I remember her,’ Denis answered. ‘ She used to live in London, but now she has gone away.’ Gabriel waxed in facetiousness. * Don’t you go falling in love with her, Denis,’ he said. 4 Remember that an artist is wedded to the Muse. I passed the house where she lived with her father only a few days ago, — Hollywood, it ’s called, but it had another name in their time. The landlord is going to pull it down and put up a row of cottages along the bank where it stood. Disgusting specula- tion ! I hope he ’ll lose money over it. I think you are THE FIRST ROUND 464 looking older, Denis, and you 're very thin. You want a change of air, I expect.' ‘ I 'm all right, thanks,' Denis answered vaguely. He was thinking of Parnasse. What a brute, that landlord, to think of pulling it down ! But, after all, it didn't matter • nothing could really destroy that beloved house. Its memory would live eternally, in music, in pictures, in the human soul. Parnasse was no temporary arrangement in bricks and plaster ; Parnasse was an idea, Parnasse was immortal ! Then he realised that Gabriel had been speaking, and caught the end of his sentence. ‘ — wants you to come very soon, and told me to tell you so.' He stared at Gabriel. ‘ Who wants me to come ? ' he asked. ‘ He does,' said Gabriel. ‘ He said so himself. He didn't know that I was coming to London.' His voice had changed ; there was no more unction, and he spoke quietly and gravely. Denis observed the change, and stared at him with silent wonder. Gabriel inspected the end of his cigarette for a moment and then looked up at the boy. ‘ Well, Denis ? ' he said. Denis felt a thrill of irritation. Gabriel, obviously, had meant to take him by surprise, had played a foolish kind of trick upon him. Why couldn't he behave like an ordinary man ? It was ridiculous to be so finicking and artful. ‘ Oh ! I 'll come, some time soon,' he answered. ‘ But you must know that I can't come now. There 's this concert in a week, and I 've a lot of other work. Was this why you came up to London ? ' ‘Yes, I suppose it was,' said Searle, ‘ though there is a clerical meeting in Dean's Yard.' ‘ Why couldn't you say so at once ! ' cried Denis. The exclamation surprised Searle. ‘ I know that you think me a nuisance, Denis,' he said, ‘ a kind of gadfly that is always buzzing round you ; I know that an artist likes nothing better than to be left alone. But I couldn't help coming to-day 1 I was at the Red House yester- day afternoon, and was tremendously shocked by the change in him.' THE FIRST ROUND 465 Denis was silent for a while. ‘ Isn't he better ? * he asked. ‘ I thought that as you hadn't written he was all right again.' ‘ He 's not better,' said Gabriel. ‘ He 's very much worse. He 's dangerously ill, and he 's fearfully depressed. Hope seems to have left him altogether. But I believe that if you went back with me to-morrow it would make all the difference. Denis ! You can't hesitate now ! He may have treated you tactlessly in the old days, but he 's your father. Even if he had been absolutely brutal to you all his life, there ought to be something in your heart now which would compel you to go to him. Has London made you hard ? I don't believe it. You were often obstinate and wilful, but I always knew that you were really warm-hearted. If you hadn't loved him you wouldn't have been so extremely sensitive when he treated you unreasonably.' He watched Denis anxiously. The boy drummed on his knees with his fingers and stared at the window. His face did not inspire Gabriel with relief. ‘ Did he really say that — about my coming ? ' he asked at length. ‘ Of course he did,' Gabriel answered. ‘ And even if he hadn't said it, you must see that it 's your duty to go to him.' ‘ Oh, duty ! ' said Denis. ‘ That 's a word ! The question is, did he really mean it, or was he saying the right thing to you ? I remember that he used to be like that.' This piece of insight appeared to annoy Gabriel. c It 's indecent, your saying such a thing now ! ' he cried. Denis looked at him gravely. ‘ I must say what I think,' he said, ‘ or what 's the use of talking ? ' 4 Well, if you don't admit that you possess a sense of duty,' said Gabriel ponderously, ‘ your instinct ought to take you to him at once.' 4 And that 's what I don't feel,' said Denis. ‘ I only feel numb. I 've gone back to him so often, — not from London, I mean — but before, when we had quarrelled, and it was never 466 THE FIRST ROUND any use. It didn’t alter him. I don’t believe it would alter him now.’ Gabriel looked shocked. 1 So you are hard ! ’ he said. 'Yes,’ said Denis. ' I suppose I am. I don’t know what has happened. I can’t feel. I see that I ought to, of course. But what is the use of my going to him if I ’m only pretending, if I ’m a hypocrite ? He ’ll see through me, and that won’t make him better.’ ‘ And if he dies ? ’ said Gabriel. Denis became silent. After some time he said, ' It ’s better for him that he should die thinking me bad than that he should die thinking me a hypocrite.’ ‘ What have thoughts got to do with it ? ’ cried Gabriel. ' Keep to facts : the facts are that he is dangerously ill and wants to see you. You can’t get away from that. And he loves you, and you loved him once.’ * Before he changed,’ said Denis. ‘ You were the one who changed ! ’ ‘ Well, if I have, it ’s no use pretending that I haven’t.’ Gabriel stared at him again. He had not expected that the argument would take this extraordinary line. ' You don’t seem to believe that he is longing to see you,’ he said. ‘ On my word of honour, he is, and if you came only for a day you would realise it. Ah, do, Denis ! I know it would interfere with your work, but it would repay you.’ Denis shook his head slowly. * I couldn’t come for a day,’ he said. ‘ If I came at all, it would have to be for good ; I should have to feel that I couldn’t leave him even for a moment. And I don’t feel like that,’ he concluded. ‘ I can’t follow you,’ said Gabriel hopelessly. ‘ You seem to be setting yourself some impossible standard of action, and refusing to act at all because you can’t come up to it mentally. Don’t you see that it ’s not a philosophical problem, but an affair of life and death ? ’ ‘ I can’t come as a hypocrite,’ Denis answered. He seemed to be wrestling with some intricate thought. ‘ There ’s some- THE FIRST ROUND 467 thing I ought to feel and I don’t feel it,’ he went on ; 'so it would do no good if I came.’ Gabriel sprang up and began to walk to and fro. ' Denis, don’t make me hate you ! ’ he cried in a strange voice. ' What will you feel like if he dies ? ’ ‘ I know what I ought to feel/ Denis answered. ' But as a matter of fact I shan’t feel anything. The father that 1 loved seems to have died already — about the time when 1 first went to school. I keep on remembering what he was like — in those days. I often see him. Then he changed suddenly ; he began to hate everything that I did, every one whom I liked. Perhaps, in time,’ he added, ' I may feel differently about him, but I can’t at present.’ Gabriel turned upon him almost violently. ' Oh ! you ’re mad ! ’ he cried. ' You must be mad, unless you ’re merely heartless, and don’t want to leave your music.’ ' It ’s not that,’ said Denis. ' Sometimes I want to go back to him, and to try and persuade myself that he didn’t really die when I went to school ; but it ’s hopeless to think of doing that at present. I can’t explain, but I know. I feel numb. I can’t pretend. I must wait.’ This was not lucid, and to Gabriel it seemed incomprehen- sible nonsense. ' A little time ago you said that you would come as soon as your concert was over,’ he said. ' I know,’ Denis answered, ' but I ’ve seen things more clearly even while we talked. I must wait until I begin to feel — to feel ’ Gabriel interrupted him. ' Meanwhile your father dies ! ’ he cried indignantly. He glanced wildly round the room, and then seized his hat. ' You ’re horrible ! You appal me ! ’ he said solemnly. 'If I ’d ever thought that music would bring you to this awful, callous condition, I ’d have died rather than encourage you to learn it ! I feel as if it were my fault. You ’re not only callous ; you ’re actually revengeful. You ’re convinced really, I believe, that you have a chance of repaying your father all the injuries that you imagine him to have done to you. It ’s ghastly ! You ’ll be his murderer, I tell you plainly. 468 THE FIRST ROUND If I reported to him what you have said he wouldn't wish to live any longer.' He paused. His manner changed with almost ludicrous rapidity. * There 's some one at your door,' he said. ‘ Come in ! ' cried Denis. The door opened, and a radiant personality appeared on the threshold. It wore a shiny silk hat and a smartly cut frock-coat and very light trousers ; its boots shone like twin suns, and it leant upon a gold-headed cane. Denis stared in wild surmise for a moment, and then he recognised Gustus. ‘Morning, Yorkie!' cried Gustus, with a flourish of his hat. ‘ I 've run you down at last, you see ! ' He shook hands vigorously with Denis, and then gazed upon him critically, standing with his legs set widely apart and his cane a-swing. ‘ Why, you 've quite grown up, Yorkie ! ' he cried. ‘ Where,' he continued melodramatically, addressing the piano, ‘ where is the pretty lad I used to know ? He lives in Town and lets his whiskers grow. And you 're famous, Yorkie ; cabinet portraits of you all over London ; audiences roaring, ladies adoring, and all the rest of it. I 'm coming to hear you, though it 's out of my line.' He turned to Gabriel, and recognised him. ‘ If it isn't Mr. Searle ! ' he cried. ‘ You don't remember me, sir, probably ; I 'm young Abrahams, of Wychcombe. Glad to meet you. You may remember my poor sister, who used to come and hear you read poetry. She said you read it splendidly, — sang it like a bird ! ' ‘ Indeed,' said Gabriel, with excessive grimness. ‘ A lyre- bird, I presume ? ' He turned to Denis. ‘ I must go,' he said. Gustus protested vehemently. ‘ Oh ! don't let me frighten you off, Mr. Searle,' he said. * I may look alarming, but I 'm as mild as a new-born babe, really. Let 's have a good talk about the old place.' ‘ Many thanks,' said Gabriel, ‘ but I detest babes. And I have a lot to do.' He shook hands perfunctorily with Denis. ‘ I expect you ! ' he said in a low voice. Gustus overheard him. ‘ Going to get him down to the old place, Mr. Searle ? ' he THE FIRST ROUND 469 inquired affably. 4 They think a lot of him there now, I expect. He 's the only genius they 've produced, except poor old Boulter. So long, Mr. Searle, glad to have met you. If ever you ’re passing the Gaiety Bar at one o'clock, drop in and have a snack with me. You needn't be afraid. I see lots of broadcloth there nearly every day.' Gabriel departed hastily. As soon as he had gone Gustus turned to Denis and shook his hand again. 4 Yorkie, my boy,' he cried. ‘ How goes it ? I'm living in Town at last — managing clerk to Popham and Lobb — you 've heard of them. Plenty of work, mostly litigation — rare sport ! It makes my heart arise when I hear counsel in the High Court, — and the judges with their jokes ! They 're different to what they are on Circuit, I can tell you ; the judges, I mean. The jokes are the same. I have a great time, and such evenings ! I 'm jolly glad to see you, Yorkie. You and I always hit it off, though you were so quiet.' Denis inquired after the health of the Abrahams family. ‘ The old birds are all right, I think,' said Gustus, ‘ though I haven't seen 'em lately. But, of course, they were pretty well knocked out of time by that affair.' Gustus elongated his face to an expression of profound melancholy. * You heard all about it, I suppose ? ' he said. ‘ No,' answered Denis. ‘ I don't know what you mean. Not Boulter ? He didn’t take any money that belonged to them, did he ? ' ‘ No, I don't mean Boulter,' said Gustus. ‘ The old rascal was never caught, by the way, and is running a harem in Mesopotamia, I expect. I mean about poor Cissy.' ‘ Cecilia ! ' cried Denis. ‘ Miss Abrahams ? What hap- pened to her ? ' ‘ She isn’t Miss Abrahams any longer,' said Gustus gloomily. ‘ She 's Mrs. Greaves, worse luck. That beast who used to be in Boulter's persuaded her to hook it with him, — to shoot the moon. You know how silly and romantic and lackadaisical she was, always wanting some fellow to kiss and cuddle her ? Well, she used to meet Greaves on the sly, and one morning ma went to her room and found no one in it and a rope ladder 470 THE FIRST ROUND hanging under the window. There wasn’t any need for a rope ladder, really ; she could easily have walked out of the front door if she ’d liked, or, at any rate, have climbed down the plum-tree, but I expect she made Greaves bring it because it was always used by people in the silly songs she used to sing and the silly books she used to read. Anyhow she cleared off, and the next thing we heard of her was when she wrote from some place in France to tell us that she had been married in London and all her golden dreams had become realities, or some damned nonsense of that sort. The old people were furious, of course ; they couldn’t abide Greaves. However, there seemed nothing for it but to make the best of a bad business. We didn’t hear from her again, and the next news we had was in quite another tune. Some friend of ma’s who was in Italy found Cissy half-starved in some stinking garret, with a baby, and any amount of fleas. Master Greaves had left her, and gone off with some dark-eyed beauty of the South. He used to get drunk, and hit her, and all sorts of other beastly things happened. You know I ’m not a weepy kind of creature, but by Jove, Yorkie, when she came back with her baby and I saw her face, I felt inclined to cry till I was sick. And the baby ’s diseased, rotten. Luckily it can’t live long. She ’s at home now, of course, but she hardly speaks to any one, and she don’t sing sentimental songs any more, poor thing ! He really did marry her, — I ’ll say that for him, and we ’re going for a divorce. I wish I ’d been called to the Bar ! I ’d give him a bit of cross-examination that he wouldn’t forget in a hurry ! Nice story, isn’t it ? Shows how wise it is to be sentimental, eh, Yorkie ? ’ Denis said nothing. Poor Cecilia’s history seemed partially to dissolve the ice that hemmed in his soul ; he felt a warm thrill of pity sweep through him. What beasts men were ! And yet, after all, had he any right to judge even Greaves ? Would he himself, if similar temptations had attacked him, have behaved less selfishly, less cruelly ? Lust seemed to reduce every one to a common level of baseness. But the thought of Cecilia and her doomed baby was horrible, not to be borne. THE FIRST ROUND 47i ‘ I 'm going down to see her soon/ said Gustus after a while. ‘ If you 're down too you might come over ; I believe she would see you, and it would do her good. She does nothing but watch the baby all day long. Well ! ' he con- tinued in a more cheerful voice, 4 this isn't a very lively kind of conversation for you, Yorkie ! Let 's talk about something else. How 's the old man ? I saw him when I was last at Wychcombe. He looked a good bit older, I thought ; rather white about the gills. Have you seen him lately ? ' Denis moved uneasily. ‘ No,' he answered, 1 I haven't been home for some time.' 4 You 're pretty busy now you 're a notorious musician, I expect ? ' asked Gustus. ‘ Yes, I 'm pretty busy,' said Denis. 4 That 's what I tell them,' said Gustus. ‘ The old people are always grumbling that I don't go down often enough — we 've always been awfully good pals, you know — and I say to them, “ Right oh ! of course it 's dreadful for you to be deprived of the son who 's the light of your eyes and the consolation of your old age, but I 've got my career to think of." I mean to make a success of things, and if you want to make a success of things, you 've got to be selfish. Self 's the fellow ! Even you, Yorkie, have to be selfish, haven't you, and stick to things here instead of going down every week-end to gladden the fond heart of your aged parent. Hullo ! what in thunder are you staring at ? Am I turning pale ? ' For Denis was gazing at Gustus as if that commonplace person was an angel who had suddenly descended through the ceiling. To Gustus, of all people, belonged the privilege of assisting at the birth of the boy's new self — the privilege which Gabriel Searle had contrived to miss. That one word, which had fallen so lightly from the lips of the visitor, set all his nerves quivering. A great light seemed to flood his soul. Selfish ! that was all that he had been, an egoist, an introspective, morbid egoist, — that, and only that, was his true title ! He began to tremble violently, — so violently that Gustus imagined him to be ill ; but he was not ill ; his 472 THE FIRST ROUND sickness had passed away ; the scales had fallen miraculously from his eyes. He was in possession of the truth at last ; he had come nearer and nearer to it ; every one had helped him on the way — Rosalind, Topsy, Noel, poor Cecilia, and even Gabriel — and now Gustus had uttered the magic word which revealed it. The young lawyer stayed for nearly an hour, talking incessantly, and unconscious that he had been raised to the dignity of a tremendous instrument of Fate. At last he departed, having made Denis promise to come and see him in his lodgings at Hammersmith. As soon as he had gone Denis locked his door and flung himself into the armchair. It was true, hideously true. Throughout his life he had thought of no one but himself. His solitary childhood had been one long effort to repeat sensations which he had found delightful. His extraordinarily precocious appreciation of the subtle charm of atmosphere, of certain environments, his delight in the rhythmic lines and colours of the hills, and the friendly voice of the wind, his music, his dreams, — everything had combined to foster this fatal habit of regarding himself as the centre of the universe, of living entirely— except when he was composing — as the passive recipient of impressions, of taking all things and giving nothing in return. He had fed on life and forgotten to settle the score, — forgotten that there were others in the world to whom he owed a duty which he should have repaid by instinct. The solitude of his early years had atrophied his sympathetic powers, and when at last he met people whom he loved, his love was selfish ; he regarded them as so many contributors to the fund of delightful moods that he hoarded in his soul ; he looked at them always from the standpoint of their effect on his happiness. Long ago, he remembered, he had imagined that there were certain persons in the world who possessed a kind of rare gold which they offered you in exchange for some that you possessed ; and he began to realise that he had always accepted the gold and given nothing in return. He had thought then, with the foolishness of youth, that very few were privileged to possess this rare currency, but now he was beginning to feel that THE FIRST ROUND 473 every one carried it with them through life, though in varying quantity, and often in a somewhat inaccessible pocket. And what was the gold but sympathy, — the power to feel for others, to share their grief, the instinct to help them, to find your happiness in aiding them to attain their own ? Sympathy and forgetfulness of self, — this was the answer to the riddle of life, the magic talisman that made existence beautiful in the darkest places, the great compensation for all the poverty and suffering and injustice in the world. Looking back on his life, it seemed to him that every one except himself had possessed this instinct. He could trace its presence in the most unlikely people : Topsy had it, and grim old Landberger, and the sentimental Sandys, and the blatant Gustus ; they were all eager to help others without a thought of their personal inconvenience ; Topsy, in spite of her individualistic theories, would spend all her scanty earnings on an invalid ; Landberger would work for days with some poverty-stricken genius and refuse to accept any remuneration ; Sandys would give away work that he himself needed ; and Gustus nearly broke down when he spoke of his sister, and was the most faithful and affectionate of sons. Every one of them was doing something for others, whilst he himself stood apart, consumed with cold egotism, living in a dim dreamland until nothing seemed real but the fantastic pageants of his imagination ; self-duped, self-drugged, an alien amid the breezy reality of life ; a recreant, a useless encum- brance. It was true that he had his art, and that great art might be the finest of all means of sympathy ; but this did not absolve him from practising the humbler forms of that virtue. He had been the blindest and most dreary kind of fool. His whole scheme of existence — at home, at school, in London — had been planned without any thought for others ; he had regarded life as a great road along which he was to proceed in majestic and triumphant solitude. At home, as soon as he had broken away from the instincts of childhood, he had thought of his father as a mere accessory to the amenities of his existence, and had begun to cherish resent- ment against him as soon as their respective points of view 474 THE FIRST ROUND showed a hint of difference. At school he had stood apart contemptuously, caring only for boys who amused him, as Noel amused him, or who interested him, as Lenwood had done. In London he had added the pediment to his temple of folly, living entirely for himself, imagining that he was worthy of Rosalind's love because he had a sentimental, j ealous passion for her, — a passion which did not awake until he saw that she worshipped a man whom he hated ; abandon- ing himself, finally, to sensual desires which he would have gratified in any selfish way if the opportunity for doing so had occurred. It was a charming history of wilful folly and failure. But at last, after long darkness, the light had come. He knew the secret now — the secret of Rosalind's wisdom. The path was plain for him ; not humility alone, as he had thought, would be the lamp that was to guide .him through the new life, but sympathy and self-abnegation ; a belief in others, not a haughty criticism of their imagined defects. The road would be long and difficult, and no vainglorious, lonely conqueror would pass in triumph down its length ; instead, there would be the feeble and insignificant figure of a traveller who had found, after long wandering in vague mists, the true path, and at last set forth, not in cold isolation, but in company with a host of other pilgrims, on a journey where Love himself forbade that even the vilest should fall by the wayside for lack of succour from his comrades. The exaltation of youth knows no half-measures. The first step on the road was obvious to Denis, and he made no delay. That evening the great Damboise received a telegram which caused him the keenest amazement that he had ever experienced in the course of an adventurous existence. ‘ My father is very ill,' it said. ‘ I am going to him, and cannot play at the concert.' ‘ He 's mad, mad as a wolf ! ' said Damboise. But he was wrong. Denis had become sane. The first round with life was at an end. THE FIRST ROUND 475 XLVIII S he drove through London the rain was falling steadily and the streets were dark, but when he reached the junction for Wychcombe there was sunshine beyond the purple range of the hills, and the faint fragrance of earliest spring drifted in through the open window. He felt nothing but a deep sense of peace. No reaction had followed the excitement of his discovery ; no depressing suspicion that, after all, his new resolve would grow weak when it was tested by the petty trials of commonplace life ; he was perfectly tranquil, and full of a strange new happiness. Nor did he feel any regret because he had thrown away his great chance of success ; he wondered only if Damboise would be able to find some one who could play the Kreutzer. Not that it mattered ; Damboise could easily alter the pro- gramme ; the absence of a young and unknown pianist from the great man’s concert would not trouble his innumerable admirers. When he descended from the train at the junction he stood for some time looking at the distant hills, with a sense that he had travelled over all the world since last he beheld their familiar curve. A thrush was singing in a tree outside the little station, and he could hear the thrilling notes of the larks that hovered above the fields near the single line to Wychcombe. An ancient rustic began to question the porter in quavering dialect. The freshening wind drew Jiolian music from the telegraph wires. The medley of familiar sounds gave Denis a sensation to which he had been a stranger for many years. He felt exactly as if he were again a small boy who was returning from school for the first time. He was going home, and he was intensely, instinctively happy ! Oh ! even if he had not THE FIRST ROUND 476 been convinced already, wasn't that enough to prove that he was at last on the right way ? But more than ever he knew that he was right when he saw his father's face. The eager expectancy of those eyes seemed to burn into his heart ; and his own were dim with sudden and surprising tears. How thin his father was, how feeble and worn ! Yet in his face there was a light that Denis remembered, though he had forgotten it for a while ; a light that somehow, he felt sure, had never wholly ceased to gleam, though he himself had grown so blind, so wilfully blind ! He knew at last that there was a love which was proof against all neglect and misunderstanding, a love that was as instinctive as the strange yearning in his own heart. He went quickly towards the bed. ‘ Father ! ' he cried. He could say nothing else, but that one word seemed to express all. Dr. Yorke raised himself painfully on his pillows. ‘ Ah, Denis, my dear boy, you 've come ! ' he said. ‘ The afternoon train was a little late — a little late ' He held out both his hands to his son. Printed by T. and A. Constable, Printers to His Majesty at the Edinburgh University Press A CATALOGUE OF BOOKS PUBLISHED BY METHUEN AND COMPANY: LONDON 36 essp:x STREET w.c. CONTENTS PAGE PAGE General Literature, . 2-22 Little Galleries, 28 Ancient Cities, 22 Little Guides, . 28 Antiquary’s Books, 22 Little Library, 29 Arden Shakespeare 23 Little Quarto Shakespeare, 30 Beginner’s Books, . 23 Miniature Library, 30 Business Books, 23 Oxford Biographies, 30 Byzantine Texts, . 24 School Examination Series, 31 Churchman’s Bible, 24 School Histories, . 31 Churchman’s Library, . 24 Simplified French Texts, . 31 Classical Translations, 24 Standard Library, . 31 Classics of Art, 24 Textbooks of Science, . 32 Commercial Series, 25 Textbooks of Technology, . 32 Connoisseur’s Library, 25 Handbooks of Theology, 32 Illustrated Pocket Library of Westminster Commentaries, 32 Plain and Coloured Books, 25 Junior Examination Series, 26 Junior School-Books, . 2 7 Fiction, 33-39 Leaders of Religion, 27 Books for Boys and Girls, 39 Library of Devotion, 27 Novels of Alexandre Dumas, 39 Little Books on Art, . , . 28 Methuen’s Sixpenny Books, 39 M AY I 909 A CATALOGUE OF Messrs. 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