LI E) aAFLY OF THE UN IVLR5ITY or ILLINOIS 825 0555c CROSS CURRENTS. CROSS CURRENTS. E Nobel MARY ANGELA DICKENS. IN THREE VOLUMES. VOL. I. LONDON: CHAPMAN AND HALL, Limited. 189L \_All rights reserved.^ CH^KLES niCKRNS AND EVANS, CKYSTAL PALACE PKESS. 8S3 CEOSS CURRENTS. CHAPTER 1. > >T " What a voice ! " " How graceful ! " " What wonderful eyes ! My dear, they'll 5 make her fortune ! " ^ From all parts of the room such comments j,9 came, in tones more or Jess audible, more or J, less sincere. ^ " She's too thin ! " " All that excitement is out of place in a :^ room like this." " Where did the Tyrrell s pick her up ? " There were about a hundred people in the ; rooms ; all well-dressed ; all havinc^ the unmis- J) takeable hall-mark of " society " ; all stirred, as VOL. I. B 2 CROSS CURRENTS. sucli an assemblnge is not often stirred, by one common interest. It was about half-past four o'clock in the afternoon, and the warm May sunshine, as it shone in upon them, was subdued and chastened by delicate Indian draperies. These had evidently been chosen with the most careful reference to the papering on the walls, and the tinting of the ceiling, which was all, or almost all, that could be seen of the room at the moment. The other inanimate details — equally harmonious when they were visible — were now obscured by groups of men and women, groups which shifted and changed, coml)ined and dispersed like the pattern of a kaleidoscope, as people met one another, exchanged remarks and comments — mainly on one topic — and passed on in the same instant, as though the great object to be attained by each individual was the exchange of three words with every one in the room in turn. The air was sweet, if a little close and heavy, with the scent of quantities of flowers. Every one was interested, eager, at CROSS CURRENTS. 3 his or her best. John Tyrrell, the master of the house, was an actor, successful and fashionable ; he and his sister gave only odc *' at home" in the course of the season, and they were by no means indiscriminate in their choice of acquaint- ances. To be seen at their house stamped an individual as " somebody," if somebody only in the world of fashion ; and with that curious homage to intellect, which is as much an in'fetinct of humanity as it is a social phase, the shallowest titled or moneyed nonentity who crossed the Tyrrells' threshold felt vaguely that something was expected of him or her, and endeavoured, more or less impotently, according to their kind, to respond to the demand. ** Selma Malet ! " The name seemed to be in the very air, so many people were asking the same question and receiving the same answer. " Miss Selma Malet ! " It was echoed by an old lady sitting at the end of the room with some disfavour. B 2 4 CROSS CURRENTS. ''Selnica!" she re23eated, "ah, she's not an English girl. I thought not. What country- woman is she, I wonder ? These geniuses are generally Poles or Russians." She was a tall old lady, plain in countenance, and, as compared with nearly every other woman in the room, shabby in dress. Except for her height, which was commanding ; her nose, which was aquiline ; and her manner, which was slightly supercilious ; she was as unlike the typical Duchess as a woman could be. But a Duchess she was, nevertheless, and the well-preserved, elderly man to whom she spoke, a rather distinguished art critic, responded with due alacrity. " She is a Greek," he said, with the air of one who knows, though he would have been much puzzled to quote his authority ; ^' that is to say her mother was a Greek — a very beautiful woman with a terrific temper. She stabbed her husband in a fit of jealousy, and then died of remorse ; quite a girl she was, about two-and-twenty." CROSS CURRENTS. 5 " Dear me ! " ejaculated his auditor, with a general air of disapprobation of such ill- regulated proceedings, combined with a desire for further details. ^^ This young woman takes after her mother, no doubt. It is to be hoped she will control herself better. Where has she been brought up? Ah," she went on, ''here is Miss Tyrrell. She will tell us all about Miss Selma Malet." A woman of five or six-and-forty — the only woman visible wearing neither hat nor bonnet — detached herself suavely from the group with which she had been talking as the Duchess spoke, and came towards her. She was beautifully and elaborately dressed, and her whole personality, from her wonderful auburn hair to her graceful manner, was a triumph of artistic arrangement. She was not beautiful, not even pretty ; but her sallow face and light eyes seemed as essential to the completion of her whole effect as the admirably chosen colours of her gown. She was too thin for grace, but she never made a 6 CROSS CURRENTS. movement which did not harmonise with every- thing about her. '* I have been on my way to you really for ages," she said, sweetly, with that mixture of deference to rank and consciousness of the immeasurable superiority conferred on her by her connection with art, which was one of the secrets of Miss Tyrrell's success with society. "Did I hear you speaking of Miss Malet ? I hope you were pleased ? " AVhatever her private opinion might have been, the Duchess would have been a bold and self-confident woman indeed if she had ventured to confess to such bad taste as the tone in which the question was asked imputed to any one who might reply in the negative. " Delighted ! " she replied, promptly ; " quite charmed, I assure vou. Mr. Marsden," referring to the man who still stood by, "Mr. Marsden has been telling me her story. Most romantic, really." Miss Tyrrell turned to Mr. Marsden witli lier most artistic smile. CROSS CURRENTS. 7 " Which is your version ? " she said. '' There is the Irish peasant version, the Italian princess version, the Greek version, and — poor Selma ! — of course, the barmaid version. Which is yours ? " The late authoritative biographer glanced from the expectant Duchess to his hostess with an expression which was anything but amiable. " I'm afraid I must confess to what you call the Greek version," he said, with a forced laugh. ** Have I really been misinformed ? " " Everybody seems to have been misin- formed," said Miss Tyrrell, lightly ; " it is impossible to say how it has happened." Miss Tyrrell was perhaps hardly speaking the un- varnished truth when she said these words. " The facts are really ridiculously simple," she continued. '* Selma Malet is an English girl, and a lady, neither in the depths of poverty nor rolling in riches. Her father w^as a man of quiet literary tastes, and one of my brother s oldest friends. Her mother was without charac- 8 CROSS CURRENTS. teristics of any kind, and died a natural death about two years ago. Her father died — also a natural and uninteresting death — about three months later. All the interest attached to Selma Malet centres in herself alone. My brother expects great things of her. I hope you agree with him, Mr. Marsden ? " " Dear me ! " ejaculated the Duchess once more, alluding to the very simple story Miss Tyrrell had told. " Really ; is that all ? Well, one would never think it from her — her appear- ance, and — and her — manner. Dear me ! " Miss Tyrrell smiled. " It might be better for her," she said, " if one of these romantic stories did belong to her ; there is so much attraction to some people about a romance. But I don't know, after all, that we have not been just a little overdone with Russians, and Swedes, and barmaids, and Countesses. Such a beautiful artistic feeling as Selma Malet's seems to me the more interest- ing, when it developes itself in such an unex- CROSS CURRENTS. 9 pected quarter. A young English lady and au artist are curiously incompatible terms ! " "Do you believe her to have great things in her, Miss Tyrrell ? I have only heard her once, remember." Miss Tyrrell turned and laid a long, thin hand emphatically on the speaker's arm. *'Mr. Marsden," she said, "I believe her to be a genius. She has a feeling and an en- thusiasm for the artistic, which I have never seen equalled. She absolutely lives for her art alone, and I have very little doubt that her artistic career will be positively triumphant. I shall be much surprised if she is not the sensation of next season. What delicacy, what force, what resource she has already ! " *' Very true," responded the gentleman thus harangued. His tone was somewhat absent, and his cogitations resulted, a moment later, in his saying in a tone he had not yet used, a tone of serious, business-like interest : " Will Miss Malet recite again, or has she gone ? I've not 10 CROSS CUREENTS. soen her about the room. Will you intro- duce me ? " "Oh, 1 do hope we may hear her again," added the Duchess, with quite new enthusiasm ; "do bring her here, and let me make her acquaintance, my dear Miss Tyrrell." Miss Tyrrell looked round the room. " I hardly know whether she will recite again," she said ; " she is very nervous and sensitive. I do not see her at this moment. But I will speak to my brother." "There he is," returned the Duchess, " talking to those American girls. Mr. Tyrrell is never lost in a crowd." The Duchess was right. There were men in the room taller, many men louder in talk and more lavish in gesture, than their host ; but there was that about John Tyrrell which seemed to act like a magnet on the consciousness of every one near him. He was a man of about three-and-forty, hardly above the average CROSS CUERENTS. 11 height, but admirably proportioned, and with a quiet, unobtrusive grace of movement and gesture which is seldom seen in a man, except as the result of careful stage training. His face and head were very striking. Twenty years earlier, London — particularly feminine London — had raved about his beauty ; his wonderful eyes, his perfect features, his admir- able colouring had taken the public by storm. Behind all this physical perfection there had chanced to be a powerful and active brain, and everything that time had taken from him was more than compensated by the added strength, dignity, and intellectuality which it had brought. The smooth-shaven, perfectly moulded mouth and chin — though there were people who said that John Tyrrell's mouth was his w-orst point — were far stronger and more striking in the man of three-and-forty, than they had been in the youth of three-and-twenty ; the dark, ex- pressive eyes were no less attractive for the lines of thought which marked the forehead 12 CROSS CURRENTS. above them. The boy's manner had been fasci- natmg ; the man's manner was irresistible. His sister threaded her way through the crowd, and touched him lightly on the arm. " Come and speak to the Duchess," she said ; *^ she is anxious to hear Selma again. Where is she ? " John Tyrrell laughed. ''Down in the tea-room being improved by Lady Dunstan," he said. " Where is the Duchess ? " The voice was the only one of the younger John TyrrelFs good points to w^hich time had not been kind. Great as was the effect he could still produce with it on the stage, in familiar conversation, when he was at no special pains to control it, it was occasionally harder than he was in the least aware of. He crossed the room with his sister, stayed for a few minutes talking to the Duchess, and then left the room. As he disappeared, one of those curious magnetic currents by which CROSS CURRENTS. 13 such assemblages are sometimes touched, ran through the room, and everybody informed everybody else that Miss Selma Malet was going to recite again. There was a subdued murmur of expectancy ; an eager, interested rearrangement of groups ; and then a sudden silence and stillness. There was a curious, curved platform at one end of the room which had been designed by Miss Tyrrell for such occasions as the present. Two or three white leather chairs, shaped in imitation of the Greeks' stone seats, were placed upon it, several tall palms stood about, and the piano was rendered as Grecian as circum- stances would allow by a leopard skin which was thrown across it. In the midst of these artistic incongruities ; facing the fashionable, curious crowd, as the hush fell upon it ; there stood a tall, girlish figure in a green gown. She paused a moment, motionless, every line of her simple, unconscious pose absolutely graceful with the natural grace of perfectly U CROSS CURRENTS. proportioned youth ; and then her eyes, which had been a little shy, and even frightened, as they rested on the rows of faces before her, darkened and deepened as she looked away into space ; the hot colour, which had rushed to her cheeks in that moment of embarrassment, faded ; and, with her lovely lips whitening moment by moment with the force of the passion her imagination created in her, she began to recite. Her voice, low and intense as she began, rose and thrilled with emotion. The people before her were nothing to her ; the occasion, the interest she excited were nothing to her ; her very individuality was swept from her in her intense realisation of the burning lines she uttered. Her beautiful, sensitive face, quiver- ingly responsive to every shade of emotion ; her delicate, expressive voice, and slight, graceful gresture; seemed to be the natural and inevitable handmaidens of the genius within her — hand- maidens of which she was utterly unconscious. CROSS CURRENTS. 15 She was utterly unconscious, also, of the charm they possessed for those who could have been touched by nothing deeper. Even in that well-dressed crowd there were two or three on whom the power in her laid an irresistible spell ; but against the majority — never in favour of deep emotion — the passionate feeling beat itself in vain. Selma Malet was very beautiful, and very graceful ; she was also John Tyrrell's protegee, and she was to be the sensation of next season ; in all these capacities she was interesting, and the rows of curious, admiring faces remained curious and admiring to the end. But of the striving, consuming genius so near them, and yet so infinitely distant, they had no conception. Society can appraise talents, it worships success ; genius in embryo it ignores or distrusts. The broken, despairing voice ceased ; the quivering face relaxed ; the far-away gaze died out of the great, dark eyes ; and Selma Malet moved hurriedly off the platform as the room 16 CROSS CURRENTS. filled with the sound of the polite applause which is all such an audience has to bestow. There was no one known to her near her as she came down into the room, and the girl was making rapidly and instinctively for the door, when a hand was laid upon her arm. She raised her eyes with a violent start ; they were full of tears, and she was trembling from head to foot. '' Please let me go now," she murmured. ''One moment, Selma," returned John Tyrrell, " Mrs. Norman washes to be introduced to you." " Oh, please " But the girl broke off. A very old lady with white hair, and eyes from which no years could steal the beauty, was standing close beside her. " My dear," she said, kindly, taking the cold, shaking hand in both her own, "I will not keep you. I loved and worked at the art you have chosen for very many years before you were born, and I want to tell you what pleasure you have given me." CROSS CURRENTS. 17 *'I did SO badly," faltered the girl. Her voice, with the passion gone from it, was very musical and youthful. ** Yes, in one sense you did badly. You are very youDg, and your power is very great. It will take many years of hard work before you can do it justice." All consciousness of herself and her sur- roundings seemed to fall away from Selma. She looked straight into the fine old face, without attempting to withdraw her hand, which trembled no longer. " I know," she said, simply. '^ I mean to work." " If you work, if your ambition is worthy of your genius, and your life is worthy of both, I think you will be the finest actress of your age. My dear, be true to yourself. Good-bye." With a sudden impulse, strange and pretty to see in any one so old, the greatest actress of a generation past bent forward and kissed the girl on the forehead. VOL. I. 18 CROSS CURRENTS. All hour later Jolm Tyrrell, having seen the last of his guests depart, turned to his sister, who was sinking into the nearest seat with a sigh of relief. "Very well done indeed, Sybilla," he said. "Flowers admirable, as usual, and the tea and things capitally managed. Did every one come J " I think so," answered his sister, languidly ; " every one except Lady Fanshawe. I am glad you are satisfied." " I really don't know why we asked Lady Fanshawe," returned her brother. '' She's no use. Where is Selma ? " Miss Tyrrell looked round the room. " I've no notion," she said. *' I told her we would send her home. John, I think — though it is very touching to see the dear child so carried away — I really think she should try to be a little less entetee. I could hardly introduce her at all ; and she seems to have nothing to say. An artist, even such a young CROSS CURRENTS. 19 one, should at least be able to talk of her art She hardly understands the obligations of her position as yet. She might have made a far deeper impression this afternoon than she has done, I'm afraid ; and first impressions are so important to a young artist." John Tyrrell looked at his sister with the faintest possible curl of the lip. " I don't agree with you," he said. " She could hardly have done better if she had known what she was doing. You need not distress yourself, Sybilla ; it won't last long, this ab- sorption of hers. One season will make her all you could wish. By Jove ! What a position she will have ! " He turned as he spoke, carelessly enough, and went out of the room, downstairs, and opened a door at the end of a long passage, leading into a small room, from which the fast- fading daylight had nearly departed. It was difficult to say, at first sight, what there was about the room which gave an in- 2 20 CROSS CURRENTS. stantaneous impression that it belonged to a man. There was about it none of the usual characteristics. It was not untidy, nor was it bare ; on the contrary, it was carefully fitted up with old oak ; all the appointments were as tasteful as in a woman's sitting-room, the pic- tures on the walls — principally proof-engravings of famous pictures, with the artist's inscription to John Tyrrell — would have been quite as good company for an actress as for an actor. The only detail in the room which could by no possibility be connected with a woman was the writing-table, and that one feature stamped the whole room at once as the workshop of a practical man. It seemed to its owner at first that the room was empty, and he paused on the threshold, with his hand on the lock. " Selma ! " he said. There was a slight movement near the window, and Selma Malet, who was sitting in a great oak chair, hidden from him by its high^ CEOSS CURRENTS. 21 wide back, as she looked out at the eveniDg sky, looked round to him. "I am here," she said, softly, and there was a little tremble in her voice. John Tyrrell shut the door, and, crossing the room, rested his arms on the back of the chair in which she sat. '* What are you doing here ? " he said. Selma rested her elbow on the arm of the chair, and leant her cheek on her hand. *' I — I wanted to think," she said. " I always think best in this room ; I've learnt so much here. I'm afraid I must be stupid — really very stupid, you know." -Why?" " Because I do that thing so badly — ^oh, so badly. It seems as if all your help and teaching were of no use. I — I do try." The low, girlish voice broke suspiciously, and the man looked down on her in silence for a moment, with a curve of his mouth which was half pityi half cynicism. 22 CROSS CURRENTS. **Look up at me, Selma." he said. He waited until the girl turned her head and raised her eyes with a little, deprecating smile at the tears that filled them, and then he said : ** You did not do badly. I have never heard you do hetter ; and you pleased me very much." A rush of bright colour swept over the sensitive, upturned face, and the eyes danced as the tears fell from them. " Really ? Really ? " she cried, with an im- pulsive clasp of her hands on the arm of the chair. " Oh, if you are satisfied with me, I am happy always, because I know that you know." For one moment, as he met those almost worshipping young eyes, his own were touched with an indefinable expression which curiously suggested regret. "Yes," he said, slowly, "yes, I do know." " And you really think — you're not vexed ? — 'you really think I can ? " The look, whatever it had meant, from CEOSS CURRENTS. 23 whatever source it had sprung, disappeared from John Tyrrell's face. Its ordinary expression was even accentuated, and his voice was perhaps harder than usual as he answered : " I know you can. If you do as I tell you, you shall." He paused a moment, and then he asked, with a keen look at her : " You've not told me how you've enjoyed the afternoon ? " *' The afternoon ? " echoed Selma, vaguely. '' Oh, the people ! Well, I was so vexed with myself that I didn't think much. But now I do think about it — it sounds horribly rude — I'm afraid I haven't enjoyed it at all. Oh, Mrs. Norman was nice ; " and the ready colour came into her cheeks again. '*I love her! What did she mean, I wonder ? Of course one means to w^ork. And you really were pleased," she repeated, as she rose and stretched out her hands to him impulsively. " Oh, I am the happiest girl in London. Now I must fly home, Helen will think I'm lost. I wish she could have come ; she was so disappointed." 24. CROSS CURRENTS. S'he looked, indeed, radiantly happy, as she ''flew," as she expressed it, upstairs to say good- bye to Miss Tyrrell, as she "flew" into a cab, and out again into a small house in Hampstead. " Is Miss Helen in ? " she asked the servant who opened the door. " Where is she ? No, I won't have tea, thanks," and she ran lightly upstairs. " Helen ! " she called ; '' Nell, Nell ! " A door on the landing above opened quickly, and another girl's voice, very like her own, but rather older and less exquisitely modulated, answered eagerly : '' I'm here, dear ; come along ; " and a short, bright-looking girl appeared at the top of the stairs. Selma rushed up to her, and kissed her impetuously. "I'm late," she said; "have you been in long, Nellie ? " " Not long," returned her sister. " Well, have you enjoyed it?'' "I'm in the seventh heaven," answered CROSS CURRENTS. 25 Selma. " Mr. Tyrrell was very pleased ; really, very pleased, you know. I was very miserable. I thought I had done disgracefully. No, Nell, it isn't nonsense. You don't know how stupid I am ; and then he w^as so nice. So I know, it can't have been as bad as I thought, and I don't know what to do for joy." They had passed into the drawing-room by this time, and Selma had gently pushed her sister into a chair, and was kneeling at her feet and looking into her face with shining, excited eyes. Quite suddenly she drew back a little, and her face changed. "Helen ! " she said, quickly. " Dear, has — has anything happened ? " Helen's face was flushed and trembling as she looked into the happy, eager face before her ; and there was a look in her eyes which Selma had never seen there before. "What is it, darling? What is it?" she repeated, softly, kissing the hands she held in both her own. •26 .CROSS CURRENTS. Her sister suddenly drew her very close and pressed her cheek against the dark, wavy hair. "Humphrey," she whispered; "Humphrey* Selma, I am going to be his wife, dear." With a little low cry of wonder and delight, Selma flung her arms impulsively round her sister's neck, and they clung together without a word in an embrace which was very close and very tender. CHAPTEK 11. Helen and Selma Malet were, for the time being, living alone together in the little house at Hampstead, enjoying what the latter called an " interregnum of companions." Two years earlier the loss of their father and mother, within three months of one another, had left them very desolate. They had no brother and no other sister. They were very fairly well ofi', however, and after much dis- cussion and some opposition from their guardian, they had set up housekeeping for themselves, finally conceding to his insistance the chaperon they had been very anxious to do without. They had been fortunate in their first duenna ; they had become very fond of her and she of 28 CROSS CURRENTS. them ; but when, uljout a month before the TyrrelLs' '* at home," she had l)een obliged to leave them hurriedly and her surce.ssor had proved not to be immediately forthcoming, they had persuaded their guardian — Selma best knew how — to let them "chaperon one another" in the intervah Mr. Cornish, the guardian in question, was their father's cousin, and the only relation Helen and Selma had in England. But the Cornish family was a host in itself, numbering fifteen all told, and ranging in ages from the father, who was nearly sixty, to Elsie, the pet and baby of the family, who was nearly six. The two girls had established themselves very near the big house which accommodated their numerous cousins, so that in the alarming crises which were apt to arise in the household economy — such as the intoxication of the cook, or the insubordination of the housemaid with reference to ** followers" — Helen invariably took sage counsel with her guardian's wufe, who went CEOSS CURRENTS. 29 with both girls by the name of auntie. As a matter of fact, it was Mrs. Cornish, and not her easy-going husband, who had insisted on the chaperon, and it was also Mrs. Cornish whose permission had been absolutely necessary for the present interregnum. Though Selma had been all her life as much at home in her cousins' house as in her own, though she had known and loved them all from her earliest childhood, they were nothing in her life but the merest background, against which the centre figure was John Tyrrell. He had been an intimate friend of her father's, even before Selma was born. He had been a part of her life as long as she could remember anything, and as long as she could remember anything it had been he and he only who had thoroughly understood and helped her. It had been John Tyrrell who had overheard the two little sisters of nine and six playing a game invented and directed by the younger, in which the tragic drowning of a doll in a washing 30 CROSS CURRENTS. basin formed an important feature. It was John Tyrrell who had stood almost thunder- struck at the lamentation of the bereaved parent of six years, until he was roused by the frightened cry of little Helen as she besought her sister not to play ''like that"; and it was John Tyrrell — a much younger John Tyrrell than the man of to-day — who had picked up the little actress as she passed from simulated to very real sobs and tears, and kissed and soothed her into quiet. From that day there had existed a very curious and much laughed- at comradeship between the young actor and the baby girl; but her father and mother, thinking it very possible that the precocious germ of dramatic instinct might never develope, and determined that no pressure or even en- couragement from without should be mistaken by Selma, as she grew older, for a vocation, had exacted from Tyrrell a promise that he would not talk to the child of his art, nor in any way whatever encourage her dramatic tendencies. CROSS CURRENTS. 31 Of Selma's first play, eight years later, John Tyrrell was the hero, and it was his acting which then showed her for the first time what, as she expressed it in childish, excited language, was " the matter with her." The man who received that girlish, enthusiastic admiration, was no longer the man who had consoled the overstrung child of eight years before ; but the girl interested him, and when there was no longer any room for doubt as to her destiny, he took her in hand, and taught her and trained her as no other man living could have done. He was a hard master ; the genius and enthusiasm which possessed her, and which nothing could have repressed, appealed to him, almost in spite of himself, and he exacted far more from his pupil than he had ever exacted from himself. And to Selma he seemed the very incarnation of the art she loved. Every difficulty ; every dumb, struggling emotion which seemed to her overwhelming when she tried to deal with it alone ; took definite and coherent shape for 32 CROSS CURRENTS. her in that little room in Kensington, as she listened to John Tyrrell. The word spoken to her there was her law ; the praise given to her there made the highest satisfaction of her life. Her uncle was her guardian in the eyes of the law, and, in the outlines of her domestic life with her sister, she knew that it was he who was to be consulted and obeyed. But of all the hopes and fears, the love and the labour that made up her own individual existence^ John Tyrrell was the arbiter. All her fervent, burning young life was absorbed in the art to which, in her imagination, she saw herself devoted for as long as she should live. Un- conscious as she herself was of the fact, her uncle's authority was a shadow to her beside the authority of John Tyrrell. It was the morning after the Tyrrells' '' at home"; a radiant May morning, into which the atmosphere of late June — June as it should be, not as it too often is — seemed to have strayed by some delightful accident. It was CEOSS CURRENTS. 33 about eleven o'clock, and Helen Malet was sitting at her writing-table, surrounded by account-books with which her pretty, round face looked somewhat incongruous, particularly as it did not at the moment wear the por- tentously business-like and practical expression which Selma alw^ays declared meant a halfpenny wrong in the week's accounts. Helen Malet was two-and-twenty, with a bright, good-natured face, to which the ready smile seemed the most natural expression ; blue eyes, which had hardly lost their childish frankness and sim- plicity ; and smooth, brown hair. She looked at times, in spite of her pretty eyes, older than she really was, for she was a very sensible, thorough-going housekeeper, and early responsi- bility had set certain firm lines about her mouth. On all the details which lay within her sphere Helen was decision itself; out of her sphere no one was more easily influenced and led. Her attention was apparently wandering VOL. I. D 84 CROSS CURRENTS. this morning, for she added the same column three times over, and the consecutive results were foity-two, twenty-nine, and a hundred and five. At Last the front -door bell rang, and Helen's cheeks turned, red. and hot ; not so hot, however, as they became a moment later, when the door opened quickly, and a strongly moved woman's voice said : " Helen, my child ! my dear child ! " " Auntie ! " was all Helen's reply as she hid her face on Mrs. Cornish's shoulder. **My dear, if Humphrey were my own son — and, indeed, you know there has been no difi'erence in my love for him, dear fellow — I could not wish him a better wife. And, Helen, I don't think I could wish you a kinder husband, much as I love you. Bless you, my dear!" Mrs. Cornish concluded with a hearty kiss, and held the girl very close for a minute. She was a woman of about five-and-fifty, with a sensible, kindly face; and a firm, decided CROSS CURRENTS. 35 manner; as a woman would naturally have who should rule satisfactorily over a house- hold of twelve children. She released Helen at last, and turning the rosy face towards her, looked at it with the slightest shade of almost motherly anxiety in her eyes. '* All the same, my dear," she said, ^' I must say I'm surprised. I never thought it would be Humphrey; and, to tell you the truth, I never thought Humphrey would marry. He's kindness itself and thoroughly to be relied upon, certainly; but — but Well, my dear, you know his ways; and I've no doubt it will be all right." " I think so, auntie," said Helen, very softly. And Mrs. Cornish, though the doubts in her mind were very far from being set at rest, could not find it in her heart to put them further into words. " What does Selma say ? " she said, cheer- fully, after a slight pause, in which she kissed Helen again, very lovingly. "Is she at home D 2 36 CROSS CURRENTS. — and visible ? " she added, with a smile. Selma's working hours were sacred, and in no Avise to be rashly intruded upon ! But before Helen could answer, the door opened quickly, and Selma herself came in, bright and beautiful as the May morning. *' Auntie, dear," she said, as she kissed Mrs. Cornish, " I saw you come, and I knew you and Nellie wouldn't want me just at first. Am I too soon now ? " she added, as she took her sisters flushed face, with a pretty, tender gesture, between her two hands and kissed it. For answer, Helen drew her arm through Selma's, as Mrs. Cornish said, kindly : "You are as pleased about it as your cousins, then, Selma? That's all right." " Of course I'm pleased, auntie," responded Selma. " I'm pleased it's Humphrey, to begin with. There was always a dreadful possibility of Helen's marrying some one I couldn't get on with. We don't quite always like the same people, do we, Nell ? And I have so CROSS CURRENTS. 37 wanted her to fall in love, because I know she'll be so happy. It will suit her so to be a married lady, won't it?" And she took up her sister's left hand and played with it half mischievously, half lovingly. Mrs. Cornish looked at the lovely girlish face with a smile. '' It will suit you, too, some day, Selma," she said. "Me!" cried Selma, with a bright, rippling laugh. " No, auntie — never ! I have my work, you know. There isn't room in my heart for another love." Beneath the laughter in her voice there were a thrill and purpose which were un- conscious and unquenchable ; but on the sur- face her tone was brightness itself. Selma very rarely talked of her future, never paraded her enthusiasm or her devotion to her art. With Mrs. Cornish she was always especially reserved, for she had an instinctive feeling that the former would not understand her. 38 CROSS CURRENTS. And perhaps it was because Mrs. Cornish was herself conscious of this barrier between them, that she could never bring herself — though she honestly and conscientiously tried to do so — • to feel for Selma quite as she did for Helen. "Well," she said, now, echoing the girl's irresistible laugh almost in spite of herself, ''I must go. You must come round to dinner to- night — both of you. Your uncle wants to see you, Helen, of course." She turned, with a smile, from the crimson Helen to Selma, and went on, ^' Come as early as you can, in time for a cup of tea." Selma did not smile back at her. The ex- pressive face had lost all its brightness, and the eyes were dark and grieved-looking. *' Oh, I'm so sorry, auntie," she said. " Don't think it's unkind of me — Nell, darling, you w^on't ? — I can't come. Mr. Tyrrell wants me particularly to see Coquelin, and Miss Tyrrell is going to take me to-night. Oh, I'm so sorry ! " CROSS CURRENTS. 39 Mrs. Cornish's face changed slightly. *'Can you not telegraph to Miss Tyrrell, Selma ? " she said. " This is rather an occasion, isn't it ? I think we shall think it kinder of you if you make an eJBfort to be with us." Selma put an impulsive, appealing hand on her sister's. " Oh, please, auntie dear !" she said. " Don't put it like that ; I would directly if I could, but it's the only night, and Mr. Tyrrell wishes it particularly. Nell ! " Helen, on whose ears no appeal from Selma had ever fallen in vain, responded promptly to this one. ^' She must go really, auntie," she said, eagerly, ^^ she can't help it. I shan't be a bit hurt, dear," turning consolingly to Selma. *' Don't look so miserable. I'll explain to — to — Humphrey, and auntie understands quite. Don't you, auntie ? Of course you must see Coquelin ! " Mrs. Cornish settled her mantle with the air 40 CROSS CURRENTS. of one who fixils to see the necessity pointed out to her. *'Well, Helen," she sairl, '* if you feel like that about it, and if you are so ready to answer for Humphrey, I shall not say any more. But I must say 1 think it is a pity. Good-bye fur the present, my dear. Bless you ! " As she took the girl into her arms again. " Good-bye, Selma ! " " Please don't be vexed, auntie," pleaded the girl, laying a caressing hand on her. Selma, with her large eyes swimming in tears, and her beautiful mouth quivering, was not to be resisted even by Mrs. Cornish. The severity died out of the latter's face, and she pressed the detaining hand affectionately. ''Vm not vexed, dear," she said, "at least I shall not be vexed for long. Don't trouble so about it." And, with a parting kiss of forgiveness, Mrs. Cornish went away. Helen did not go " round " to the Cornishes in time to have a cup of tea. All the grown- CROSS CURRENTS. 41 up cousins seemed to be making excited and congratulatory inroads all day long, and when at four o'clock in the afternoon the sisters were left alone together, Selma, who was not to be with Miss Tyrrell until seven o'clock, half coaxed and half commanded Helen to stay at home as long as possible. Helen was sitting at the tea-table in the little drawing-room, and Selma, having finished her own tea, had abandoned her cbair, and was half lying, half sitting by her sister's side, every line of her figure in its careless, childish pose as absolutely graceful as it had been when she stood up to recite in John Tyrrell's drawing-room. There had been silence between them for some minutes, and Selma, who had been looking straight away into space with a strangely grave, far-away expression in her eyes, broke it suddenly. "Nellie," she said, ''you do understand, don't you ? " Helen started. Her thoughts, too, had 42 CROSS CURRENTS. been far away as she sat there so quietly Avith such a happy light on her face. She blushed guiltily. *' What did you say, dear ? " she said. " I — I'm afraid I didn't hear." Selma laughed a low, musical laugh, and, turning her head, kissed the other's hand as it lay on her knee. *' You're very happy, my dearest, are you not ? " she murmured. '' Yes, darliug ! " " I'm so glad ! I can't tell you in the least how glad I am for you. You don't know how often I've thought about it for you, and wished and wished that it would come. I could never think of you in the future without seeing a married Nell. There are some girls like that ! " "Are there any girls not like that, Selma?" Selma smiled. " Numbers and numbers," she said, and then her eyes glowed suddenly with an enthusiasm which was very young and very pretty. " There CROSS CURRENTS. 43 are girls like me," she said, softly, with a thrill of happy pride in her voice. She paused a moment, and her face flushed and paled rapidly. Then she put herself aside, and re- turned to the consideration of her sister's affairs with a delighted, entirely impersonal interest very strange to see in so young a woman on such a subject. "When did it begin, Nell?" she said, eagerly. "I can't think how it is I've never thought of it." " Did you never think of it ? " "Never! Not once. I'm — I'm just a little surprised, dear, of course ; but you know how fond I've always been of Humphrey. You'll tell him, won't you, how very, very sorry I am about to-night — or I'll write him a little note, I think. Oh! that was what I began to talk to you about," and the happy face grew grave suddenly. " Yuu do under- stand, dear, don't you ? " " Of course I do. You are not troubling 44 CROSS CURRENTS. about that still ? You don't mind what auntie said ? " Selma let her beautiful head fall back on her sister's knee, and looked straight upward. "No!" she said, dreamily. "I mean yes. I do mind, anl I like it." ** Selma, what do you mean ? " ** I don't know whether I can explain to you quite. I don't want to gush ! You see I must go to see Coquelin to-night, and when one loves anything as I love my work," Selma's voice sank to a mere murmur, "one is glad to do hard things for it ; this is a tiny thing, I know, but still it was hard to vex auntie. Of course I should do it just the same if it vexed you, my own dear ; but it would be dreadful, and — it doesn't, does it ? " And Selma, inconsistent, sensitive, and intensely afifectionate, lifted herself into a sitting posi- tion wdth her clasped hands on her sisters knee, and looked beseechingly into the admiring face above her. CKOSS CUKRENTS. 45- It was fortunate that Helen's look was answer enough, for before she could speak the door opened, and a man stood on the threshold. *' May I come in ? " he said, quietly, and Helen and Selma sprang to their feet with the same cry, simultaneous, but very different in intonation. " Humphrey ! " Humphrey Cornish was not the present Mrs. Cornish's son. Mr. Cornish had been twice married, and Humphrey's mother had died when he was born. He was a brown-haired man, rather under the average height, slight in build, with plain, pale features, and very good dreamy brown eyes— as great a contrast, even physically speaking, to his strong, handsome stepbrothers and sisters as it was possible to imagine. And, mentally, the contrast was even greater. Hum- phrey Cornish was a painter — the only member of his family, within the memory of man, who had developed the faintest taste for art in any 46 CROSS CURRENTS. form — and he was quiet aucl reserved to an extent which, by the frank, outspoken family of which he was so incongruous a member, could only be defined as "odd." Selma sprang to- wards him as he stood on the threshold, and held out both her hands. There was always a curious sympathy between herself and her silent cousin. *' Oh, I am so glad ! " she cried. " Hum- phrey, I am glad you've come. I did so want to tell you how very pleased I am ! '' He pressed her hands closely, and looked beyond her to where Helen stood, with a deep light in his eyes, which seemed to shine oddly on that simple, girlish face. " Thank you," he said ; and then lie passed on into the room, and Selma was seized with. a sudden, irresistible desire to look into the state of the weather. When she turned round again, Helen and Humphrey were standing side by side, as strongly contrasted in every particular as it is CEOSS CURRENTS. 47 possible for a man and woman to be, but with the same love-light shining alike in the thoughtful brown eyes, and in the simple blue ones. "You are coming round to dinner, of course?" said Humphrey. ''Not Selma!" interposed Helen, quickly. *'She is going to see Coquelin. She is rather afraid you will think it unkind of her." Humphrey put the idea aside with the slightest possible smile, and looked across at Selma. ''You will get a great deal from him," he said. ''Are you studying his method?" " No," answered Selma ; " Mr. Tyrrell thinks it would not be good for me. But he wants me to see him just once. He says " But Helen interrupted her. " No," she said, with a laugh, " Selma, you are not to begin to talk shop to Humphrey. You will be late. Come and dress." And in spite of Selma's protestation that 48 CROSS CURRENTS. it was still quite early — punctuality was not one of Selmas strong points — Helen, who was never known to be late for anything, took her laughingly by the shoulders and marched her out of the room. The sensation she had made at the Tyrrells' " at home," was not the last of the kind made by Selma in all unconsciousness that season. The next winter was to see her first professional appearance on the stage ; and, much against her will, John Tyrrell made her go several times with his sister to large parties at some of the best houses in London, and also made her occasionally recite at them. This last ordeal was terrible to the girl, though she could hardly define even to herself why it should be so. "I hate it!" she said, to John Tyrrell, passionately. ''I hate them all, and I hate myself. What I do is bad enough, I know that very well ; but I feel as if their praise, the CROSS CURRENTS. 49 very way in which they listen to me, insulted me somehow — as if I were almost insulting myself! Of course, I will do it if you wish it ; but please — please don't." To such speeches as these John Tyrrell's usual answer was a slight smile, over the meaning of which the girl puzzled in vain, and a few words of direction as to the poem she was to recite on that particular occasion, the im- mediate prospect of which had given rise to her appeal. If he made her go out com- paratively little that season, it was for reasons of his own wholly independent of any views of hers upon the subject. The end of the season drew on ; John Tyrrell and his sister arranged to leave London, as was their custom, early in July ; and a day or two sooner Helen and Selma were to go into the country with the Cornishes. Although Tyrrell was not nominally the manager of the theatre at which he played, his importance was so great that the arrangements — when he VOL. I. E 60 CKOSS CURRENTS. chose them to be so — were practically in his hands, and it had come to be an established fact that he never reappeared in London pro- fessionally before November, when the new play of his season — if a new play were necessary — was produced. It was some years now since he had decided that he could well afiford, both financially and on the strength of his position, to decline to curtail his holiday for the purpose of rehearsals. He had arranged an engagement for Selma for a part in a play to be produced under his auspices, and with himself in the leading part, in the November following, and the day before she went away wuth the Cornishes he took her to the theatre and in- troduced her to the nominal manager, that the business details might be finally settled, and the contracts signed. When the short interview was over he put her at once into a cab, telling her that he should come and see her to say good-bye later in the dny. Selma was alone in the drawing-rocm when CROSS CURRENTS. 51 he arrived, and he sat down with the air of a man who was very much at home. *' Well, Selma," he said. Selma smiled absently. She was nither grave and pale, and she did not answer him. "How do you feel ?" he said, with a L^tnile. ** How do you like Donne ? " She leant back in her chair, and, clasping her hands above her head, answered his first question. *' I feel strange," she said, in a low, dreamy voice. " I've been feeling it more and more strongly for the last two or three weeks, and now — I can't tell you how strange I feel ! " *' That is rather vague. Do you mean that Donne and business details are disenchanting ? " "No!'* she answered, instantly and steadily; and then she went on, youthfully, " They are a pity, of course — like parties and people— but they are nothing really. I mean one gets through all that ! " John Tyrrell stretched out his hand, and s 2 ^mm\v( OF 52 CROSS CURRENTS. took a rose from a bowl near him with a slight smile. " What is it, then ? " he said, as he flicked it against his other hand. " I feel so strongly that I have come to the threshold. When I go away to-morrow, I go away from one bit of my life for ever. Next winter will be a new beginning, and — I have been happy." John Tyrrell looked at her keenly for a moment. He seemed to take in and mentally appraise every detail of the beautiful young face and figure, every shade of expression on the sensitive features. *' Are you afraid ? " he said. " No," she answered, *' I am not afraid," and her voice was low and vibrating. '' I am ready to face anything and everything." And then she suddenly sprang to her feet, quivering with excitement. '* There are so many Selmas!" she cried. ^*So many Selmas in this one me! When I look back I feel as though my hap- CROSS CURJEIENTS. 63 piest work was over, and when I look forward — oh, when I look forward all the past seems only preparation for the work before me, and I'm half wild with longing for the time to come ! " And when he said good-bye, and left her, half an hour later, the happy expectation had not faded from her eyes. CHAPTER III. John Tyrrell and bis sister had always more invitations for the summer months than it was possible for them to accept, even though they invariably divided their forces, and never visited together. Miss Tyrrell was apt to be quite plaintive on the hardship of having to offer herself as a substitute for her brother, but her own position in the fcishionable world was so high and so assured that, as a matter of fact, she was, and knew herself to be, little less of an acquisition than John Tyrrell himself. The month of July was spent by the latter in yachting with some friends, and he had arranged to stay on with the same party until the second week of August. The sudden CROSS CURRENTS. 65 ■collapse of this arrangement, owing to the serious illness of the host, left him with a week on his hands, and he wrote to some old friends at whose place in Yorkshire he was due on the eleventh of August, offering himself to them nearly ten days earlier than he liad been expected. The delighted reply he received was full of hopes that he would not find the house unl)earably dull until the shooting began ; and as his host, who had driven him from the little Yorkshire station at which he arrived one lovely August afternoon, led the way across the large, silent hall into the apparently equally silent drawing-room, it crossed Tyrrell's mind that he might have been wiser if he had gone abroad for the next ten days. He had heard durino^ the five-mile drive across the moors that there was only one other visitor in the house at present ; but his host had not been, communicative on the subject of that one, and Tyrrell had accordingly taken it for granted that 66 CROSS CURRENTS. his fellow-guest was not likely to prove in- terestinof, and had not been curious enouo^h even to find out whether it was a man or a woman. The drawing-room itself was empty ; but under the verandah, just out&^ide the French windows, which stood wide open, stood a tea- table. No one was visible to the two men as they stood in the drawing-room doorway ; but the indistinct murmur of women's voices came to them, and, in response to her husband's cheery call, Mrs. Oliphant came round the corner from the verandah into the room. " I am so glad, so very glad to see you," said she, shaking Tyrrell warmly by the hand. She and her fiue-looking husband were old county people, rich and cultivated, making a point of spending the season in town, and of knowing every one worth knowing there. They had been friends of Tyrrell's, however, long before he had come under that category, and, indeed, he had known them all his life. CEOSS CUEEENTS. 57 *' It is so unexpected'y delightful to get you all to ourselves," she went on ; " and perhaps it is inconsistent after that to say that we should have made up a party for you, only no one is to be had on such short notice. We have one other guest, however, who has come for a little country quiet, almost as unexpectedly as yourself. So I hope you won't be dull." She moved towards the window as she spoke^ the two men following ber, and as she stepped on to the verandah she paused and turned her head to Tyrrell, who was still inside the room, and unable to see more than the skirts of his fellow-guest. ** I had hoped to have the pleasure of introducing you two to one another," Mrs» Oliphant said. '* I am quite disappointed to find that I am too late. It always seemed so strange that you should not be acquainted, having so many mutual friends." She moved on as she spoke, and Tyrrell stepped out of the room. ^8 CROSS CURRENTS. *'Lady Latter!" he exclaimed. "What a delightful surprise ! " Sitting in a low basket-chair by the tea- table was a little dark woman, with an ngly, piquante face, a very perfect figure, as modern fashion understands the term, very perfectly clad according to the latest dictates of the same authority. An old-fashioned critic might have objected not only to the cut of her gown, but to the signification of her features. He might have demanded whether the face of the very cleverest of women should, at thirty-five, be entirely destitute of any shade of womanly sympathy ; whether any quantity of wit and brilliancy could be cited as either reason or excuse for such a pair of eyes as were lifted to John Tyrrell's face. Their owner gave him her hand with an air at once defiant and provocative, and answered with a little grimace, of which she perfectly well knew the effect. " What a pugnacious person you must be. CROSS CURRENTS. 59 Mr. Tyrrell ! Have we not quarrelled quite eiiougli ? " "By no means!" he responded, promptly. *' One of us has to give in, you know. Lady Latter has told you, no doubt," he added, turning to Mrs. Oliphant, ''tliat during the week she and I spent together on Lord South - dale's yacht, the resources of the entire party were severely taxed to keep the peace between us. I wonder she did not persuade you to send me to the Antipodes ! " Mrs. Oliphant laughed. _ " I am not afraid," she said. "On the contrary, T expect to see you fight yourselves into friendship. It is quite time, I'm sure. You'll have a cup of tea, won't you ? " " Thanks," he said, adding, as he took it from her : " How green and quiet you are here ! The drive from the station struck me more than ever this afternoon." Before Mrs. Oliphant could reply, a laugh from Lady Latter forestalled her. 60 CROSS CURRENTS. "You must have had a terribly long journey, Mr. Tyrrell," she said. *' I can only refer such a very bad compliment as that to physical and mental collapse. We may be quiet, we may, indeed, be green ; but it is hardly civil of you to tell us so — so soon." John Tyrrell looked at her as she spoke with a smile. "You have scored, Lady Latter," he answered. " I plead guilty to arrant stupidity, and I apologise — to Mrs. Oliphant. She will have mercy on me, I know, and you will not. Pardon me if I add that I am afraid you yourself can hardly be as brilliantly penetrative as usual, or you would hardly need to be reminded that no one who knew her could speak of Lady Latter and quiet in the same breath." Mrs. Oliphant laughed. "This is too bad! "she said. " Where will you be by this time to-morrow if you begin so soon ? " CROSS CURRENTS. 61 "You are quite right, dear Mrs. Oliphant," replied Lady Latter ; ** it is a pity to squander valuable ammunition. I shall go in. I have welcomed Mr. Tyrrell far more eflfusively than he had any right to expect, and I have broken to him something of what he has before him, and now Fate sends him a respite. I am not in fighting trim, and I shall go in now and collect my forces. Until this evening, Mr. Tyrrell." And with a little mocking gesture of farewell she moved away into the house. It was, on the surface, as Mrs. Oliphant had said, a very strange thing that, until three weeks before. Lady Latter and John Tyrrell should have known one another only by sight. They were both prominent members of London society, they were constantly to be met at the same houses, but they had never been introduced. Lady Latter was very rich ; she had money of her own, and her husband was an Indian judge. The marriage had not been wholly successful — Lady Latter best knew 62 CROSS CURRENTS. why — and when she took it into her head to dedare that the dulness and monotony of Indian society were no longer to be borne by her, Sir George Latter had done everything that lay in his power to further her future residence in London. It was now five years since she had set up her establishment in Chelsea, and her house was one of the "smartest" in London. She was not clever, nor was she witty, but she had unlimited audacity ; and, having determined to be a success, and being perfectly aware that she was neither pretty nor fascinating on conventional lines, she pro- ceeded to make a line for herself, and substituted '* dash " and "chic" for the commonplace feminine graces. She was very amusing, people , said ; there was nothing too cruel or too coarse for her to say ; and, at the same time, she had a most useful faculty — when she thought it worth while to exercise it — of adapting her conversation to her listener's taste. The key to the apparent mystery of her non- CROSS CURRENTS. 6a acquaintance with John Tyrrell lay in her very clever and far-sighted determination to stand out from the crowd. Every one knew John Tyrrell, every one raved about him. Therefore she de- clared that, as an actor, he irritated her ; and, as a man, she would not have him introduced to her. Of course, this statement was hardly formulated before it came to John Tyrrell's ears, and the mutual friend who eventually brought them together on board his yacht, with- out previous warning to either, had been more bold than prudent. His experiment, however, had been crowned with success. John Tyrrell's vanity was touched ; his reputation for fasci- nation was at stake ; and, under the circum- stances, it was quite impossible to him to refrain from taxing his every resource to the utmost. So clever a man could hardly fail to take the right way with so shallow a woman, especially as he found her very amusing and not unattractive; and Lady Latter decided with herself — with how little power to decide 64 CEOSS CURRENTS. otherwise she herself hardly knew — that aa incessantly sparkling war of wits between her- self and John Tyrrell would give people quite as much to talk about as her perseverance in her alleged dislike to him. Lady Latter was alone in the drawing-room when John Tyrrell, a little earlier than he need have been, came down after dressing for dinner. She was evidently only just down, for she was standing at the window looking out into the garden. She turned as he opened the door. ^'Ah, Mr. Tyrrell !" she said, lightly, ''Fate is not kind to me. We have the field to our- selves, and I am not ready to give battle." "The obvious retort to that is that 1 am afraid you must be ill," he answered. " But as I believe that really is the case, I will offer a flag of truce in the shape of very sincere regrets, and refrain from seizing my advantage. Mrs. Oliphant tells me you are a victim to neuralgia ? " "Yes," she answ^ered. "Too much season, OKOSS CUERENTS. 65 I suppose. The Oliphants and I were staying with the same people about ten days ago, when I really made the most ridiculous exhibition of myself — had to go to bed, and so on — and she very kindly persuaded me to come here and try what country quiet would do for me." "I'm afraid it has not proved exactly a sovereign remedy," he said. " Not quite," she assented. Not even the traces of physical suffering on her face could soften it, or make it womanly ; and it was more audacious and cynical even than usual, as she went on : ''It has occurred to me that country quiet is hardly in my line. To tell you the truth, I have been bored to death, and I dare say I shall really be better for a little warfare. It will surprise you, no doubt, but I was actually charmed to hear that you were coming 1 No," as he received the words with a low bow, ** don't flatter yourself! Any man would have done ! " But she looked at the man before her as VOL. I. p 66 CROSS CURRENTS. though she were not at all inclined to quarrel with fortune for sending him, and not another. Their host, who w^as not particularly ob- servant, though the kindest and worthiest of men, had a serious conference with his wife that night as to whether the same house would hold their two guests for more than twenty- four hours. *' My dear, there will be a row," he said, with prophetic apprehension. And in spite of his wife's shrewd assurances to the contrary, he was quite as much surprised as relieved to see the combatants, after breakfast the next morning, instead of flying from one another to the remotest corners of the estate, proceed together into the garden, where they prepared to spend in skirmishing the hours during which their host and hostess were in- evitably occupied. They established themselves under a large cedar, in connection with which Lady Latter's fashionable hat and empire veil looked inexpressibly incongruous. CROSS CUERENTS. 67 One long summer morning followed another, and though there was little or no variety in the manner in which they passed, Lady Latter's neuralgia gradually disappeared. Mrs. Oliphant, finding her two guests quite capable of amusing one another, generally left them together until lunch-time ; and in the cool of the afternoon Lady Latter took to riding, sometimes with Tyrrell and her host, sometimes with Tyrrell alone. The rides became longer and longer ; and possibly it may have been the horse exercise which had such a beneficial effect upon her constitution, certainly it was the fatigue it' pro- duced which led to the lazily tolerant armistice which usually reigned between herself and Tyrrell during the quiet, sauntering evenings with which the days closed. There was no change in the brilliant weather until the night before the eleventh of August, when, quite suddenly and unexpectedly, it com- pletely broke up. On the morning of that day, on which a large party was to arrive for the P 2 68 CROSS CURRENTS. shooting season, Mrs. Oliphant sat down to breakfast with a countenance expressive of the blankest despair. " Isn't it too dreadful ? " she said, piteously, addressing the table at large, as the wind howled and the rain beat against the window after a fashion which would have done credit to November. ''After the lovely weather we have had it really does seem too bad. How- ever," she went on, turning to Lady Latter, *' I am glad we have not been so unfortunate while you and Mr. Tyrrell have been so dependent upon the weather for any sort of entertainment ! Tm afraid you might have quarrelled in earnest if you had had a fortnight of such dreariness as this," she finished, with a smile. "Instead of settling down like a couple of comparatively tame cats, our fate would have been that of the celebrated natives of Kilkenny, you think," replied Lady Latter, glancing across the table at Tyrrell as she spoke. ''It is more than possible! Well," she added, as they all CKOSS CUERENTS. 69 rose from the table, *' we must take refuge in the drawing-room this morning, Mr. Tyrrell, and please prepare yourself to be more amusing than you were yesterday. The weather is depressing." There was a fire in the drawing-room, not- withstanding the assertion of the almanack that it was the eleventh of August. In spite of — or perhaps even by force of contrast with — the grey, dripping desolation outside, the room looked particularly bright and attractive as John Tyrrell opened the door a little after eleven o'clock. And Lady Latter, too, locked attractive after her kind as she sat ensconced in a large chair, with her very pretty feet rather extensively exposed to view upon the fender, and the current number of the most popular society paper in her hand. "You are late," she said, without turning her head or shutting her paper as he came in. "Don't tell me that," he said, as he shut the door. " I've been painfully aware of it for the last half-hour. OJiphant kept me." 70 CROSS CURRENTS. ** I told you to come and amuse me. You should not have let Oliphant keep you." He dropped into a chair near her with a laugh. *' How like a woman ! " he said. " Well, here I am at last, at any rate, and desperately anxious to be entertaining. I had a line from Estcourt this morning with some rather fine sketches of some of our friends at Pontresina. Let US see if they will serve your turn." He began to unfasten a roll of paper he had in his hand ; but she stopped him w^ith a petulant peremptory gesture. " No ! " she said, ''I know they won't. Estcourt bores me always. Besides, it's too late. I have the blues." Her manner, in spite of her obvious efforts to make it so, was distinctl)^ not so lively and callous as usual, and Tyrrell looked at her keenly as she sat turning over the pages of her paper before he said : " I have the blues, too ; but I'm afraid to CROSS CURRENTS. 71 hope the reason is the same in your case as in mine." She looked round at him quickly. "What is the matter with you ? " she said. " One of the pleasantest weeks I ever spent comes to an end to-day." She looked away again quickly with a rather high-pitched laugh. " We must have a mutual taste for battle," she said. " Do you know I am absolutely sorry, too, that it is over ! " " It has not been all battle," he answered, leaning forward, and speaking in a rather lower tone, " it has not been all battle ; and it has resulted in a lasting peace, I hope. Won't you shake hands on it, and won't you let me try to make our last morning as pleasant as possible ? " She held out her hand with a shrug of her shoulders and a light laugh. " We will call it peace for the present," she said, " and you may be as amusing as you know how, for as long as you can keep it up." 72 CROSS CURRENTS. The dinner-table that night presented a very striking contrast to the breakfast- table of the morning. The two afternoon trains had each brought a contribution to the Oliphants' shooting party, and the house was now full to overflowing of girls and mammas, shooting men, tennis- playing men, flirting men, maids and valets. The whole place seemed to be full of life, and at half-past eight all that life, all the colour, light, and gaiety in the house seemed to be concentrated in the dining-room, where dinner was in full swing. The cold, grey evening was shut out ; the bright, well-decorated table was brilliant with lamps and candles ; every one of the sixteen new arrivals seemed to have had his or her appetite for both dinner and amusement whetted by the annoyances and discomforts of a long railway journey on a wet day, and to be bent on ignoring the dreadful atmospheric possibilities hanging over the morrow. The girls had, apparently, put on their prettiest frocks and their prettiest smiles; gROSS CURRENTS. 73 the men had shaken up all their conversational resources ; and, as their neighbours were fortunately not disposed to be exacting, every one was pleased. John Tyrrell and Lady Latter were on different sides of the table, each out of earshot of the other's conversation, but, of course, each well within the other's sight. Lady Latter's neighbours apparently failed to interest her, and she paid them very little attention. Tyrrell had on his right hand a handsome and dignified elderly lady, who was known to every one as being well worth talking to; and on his left a singularly pretty girl, who had made a success on the stage by playing little, refined, modern comedy parts admirably, because she was a lady by birth and education, and had an acute natural sense of fun, and who thought that neither life nor art had anything more to offer her in the way of happiness or success. She had met Tyrrell several times, and late on in the course of dinner she turned her bright, confident 74 CROSS CURRENTS. face ruthlessly from the young man on her right, who thereupon was seized with a wild conviction that all the lamps and candles had suddenly gone out, and that nothing was left to him but ice pudding, and said, in her pretty, light voice : *'I don't think we have met since the Draycotts' ^ at home,' ITr. Tyrrell, when we were both dreadfully bored, and one of us was — well, let us call it fractious." and she lauofhed musically. Xora Glynn had been a spoilt child all her life, her success had turned her pretty, empty head in no slight degree, and on the occasion in question she had been as thoroughly out of temper as only such a very pretty girl would dare to be in public. '•'I was much humiliated at failing so ignominiously to make myself amusing,' Tyrrell responded, as he echoed her laugh. " I hope to be allowed some day to try again." " How unkind of you ! " she said, with a pretty Little twist of her shoulders. "I think CROSS CURRENTS. 75 people who heap coals of fire on one are most dreadful. Don't do it any more, please ; but tell me about Miss Malet. I am so interested about her, and I want so much to know all about her. I should be so glad to know her if you think she would like it." Tyrrell looked at her with a smile lurking about his mouth. He had taken her pretty little measure long ago, and there was some- thing irresistibly comic to him in her tone of patronising friendliness considered in connection with Selma. " I am sure she would be charmed," he said, gravely. " What do you want to know about her ? You have heard her recite ? " At this point of the conversation Nora Glynn became aware that Lady Latter's eyes were fixed upon her with an expression which made the girl mentally apply to her the words, "detestable thing." Nora Glynn did not like Lady Latter at any time, so she proceeded to push her dessert-plate absently on one side. 76 CROSS CURRENTS and, resting her elbow on the table, fixed her eyes on Tyrrell's face with an expression of absorbing interest in their conversation. "Yes," she said, "I've heard her. I know all about her in that way, of course. Personally, I mean. She is coining out in November, isn't she ? Is she dreadfully frightened ? Do tell her from me that one soon gets over it. I know just how she is feeling." *' I will tell her," responded Tyrrell, with the same unmoved gravity of demeanour. " She will be most grateful to you. She is very nervous, of course." " Of course, poor girl ! She is very young, isn't she, Mr. Tyrrell? I watched her the other day, when a lot of people were saying pretty things to her, and it struck me that she must be really very young." Tyrrell frowned slightly, and then he laughed. " She is not at her best in society," he answered. " It is very difficult to get her to CROSS CURRENTS. "n a party at all ; she is all for art in the abstract, at present, and cannot see what society has to do with it." Nora Glynn sighed, and put her pretty head sentimentally on one side. **Ah, poor girl," she said, *' we all have to go through it, Mr. Tyrrell, don't we ? and grow older and wiser with time." Then, as Mrs. Oliphant rose, she lingered a moment for Lady Latter's edification, and said, with a bewitching smile, also arranged to the same end : " She's such a pretty girl, though, and every one will make such a fuss with her that, no doubt, her disillusionment won't be very bitter. She will enjoy herself awfully next season. Oh, I must go ! Lady Latter and I are quite the last." Lady Latter passed her arm afiPectionately through the girl's as she joined her, and they went out side by side. But they were not side by side when the men entered the drawing- room later in the evening, and about Nora Glynn's entire person was the air of one who 78 CE,OSS CUERENTS. has been snubbed and sat upon severely, but so cleverly that she can only devour her feelings in impotent silence. Tyrrell was the last man to come in, and Lady Latter was already surrounded. He passed the little group of which she was the centre, and sat down by the wife of a fashionable novelist, who was one of the guests, a clever and pretty little woman, with whom he was on the friendliest terms. He did not see Lady Latter follow him with her eyes ; he would not have understood the odd, indefinable expression in them if he had done so. It almost suggested that she did not understand herself. The evening passed on, and one by one the men about her dropped away, reduced, metaphorically, to cinders by her scathing tongue, and wondering what had happened to annoy her. 8he was sitting quite alone when "good-nights" began to be said, and she rose almost without speaking. Tyrrell was holding the door open, and as CROSS CURRENTS. 79 she passed him she stopped and held out her hand, lifting her eyes suddenly to his face as she did so. Their expression was enigmatical no longer. " Good night, Mr. Tyrrell ! " she said. " Good night, Lady Latter ! " CHAPTER IV. " Nell ! Nell ! Humphrey ! Where are you both ? Don't you know it's breakfast time ? Dear me," falling into a lower tone of specu- lative soliloquy, " what are engaged people made of? Even Helen never knows when it's time for anything. Ne-ell," and the voice rose to a sweet, clear call again. " Ne-ell ! " Selma was standing alone on a smooth grass terrace looking over a large, rambling wilderness of a garden beautiful in brilliant July sunshine. Behind her was a long, low house built of stone, which had grown grey and weather-beaten with three hundred years' exposure to wind and weather, and which was now tenderly sheltered from further rough usage by luxuriant climbing CROSS CUREENTS. 81 roses and wistaria which peeped in at the mullioned windows, and reached even to the quaintly-gabled roof. It was one of those old manor houses to be so often met with in the west of England : some of them degenerated into the merest farmhouses, many of them rapidly going to decay, but one and all pathetic survivals of a race of country gentlemen which has completely died away. Selma had made a temporary speaking-trumpet of her two shapely hands — which were a little tanned, as though they had felt a good deal of sunshine lately — 4ier head and figure were slightly thrown back, and she was preparing to repeat her call when a girl of about sixteen appeared in the doorway of the house, and ran out to her. " I see them, Selma ! " she cried, " at least we did from the window upstairs. Shall I go and call them ? You'll never make them hear ?" " Oh, thanks, Nettie," returned Selma, gaily, *'let us go together, shall we? It's easier for two than for one. Which way ? In the orchard ? VOL. I. G 82 CROSS CURRENTS. Oh, come along ! " And she ran swiftly along the grass, followed by her cousin — a large, brown-haired girl, who regarded her movements at all times with a mixture of admiration and awe. They had nearly reached the orchard gate, and Selma had just pulled up with a merry laugh at the breathless Nettie, when they became aware of Humphrey and Helen coming to meet them across the orchard, under the gnarled old apple-trees. "You dreadful pair!" called Selma, "can you actually forget breakfast — in this air, too I I've been shrieking for you ; every one else has nearly finished. Fortunately Nettie was late as usual, and she saw you from her window. Humphrey, will it hurry you in the least if I tell you that Roger is coming home ? " " Roger ! " exclaimed Humphrey, in a tone which was very seldom heard from him — a tone of lively excitement. " Coming home ! You don't mean that, Selma ! " "You'd better make haste and ask Uncle CROSS CUERENTS. 83 Dick," she said, mischievously. " Perhaps I've made a mistake. Come aloDg, Nettie," and she vouchsafed no answer to the questions showered on her by Helen and Nettie, making only laughing and evasive retorts aimed at the quiet Humphrey, who had retired into his usual shell of reserve, but whose steps were considerably quicker than usual. The sunny dining-room, as Selma opened the door, seemed to be overflowing with noise and laughter proceeding indiscriminately from two rows of boys and girls of all ages, jover whose tea and coffee Mrs. Cornish was presiding with motherly calm and decision, though her face this morning was rather flushed, and her hands hardly as dexterous as usual. Her husband, at the other end, seemed to be rather overwhelmed by the incessant applications he received for the viands he was dispensing. Mr. Cornish was not in the habit of coping with the full force of his family; he usually met them in detachments only. G 2 84 CROSS CURRENTS. They were a straight-featured, fresh-coloured family as a whole, with the exception of two school-boys of thirteen and fourteen who had developed, quite unexpectedly, sandy hair, and whose mischievous, good-tempered, irregular features were invariably adorned with freckles. Sylvia, the eldest unmarried daughter, a girl of twenty-two, who was sitting at her father's end of the table looking after the younger ones, with the baby of the family by her side, was perhaps the most perfect specimen of the family type. She was tall and well-made, with waving brown hair of the ordinary Eoglish kind ; her brown eyes were clear and well-opened, and rather inexpressive ; and her pretty pink-and- white features were not easily moved ; her mouth was like her mother's, kind and decided, but neither sensitive nor sympathetic. The appearance of Selma and Nettie, followed by the defaulting Helen and Humphrey, was the signal for a chorus of some dozen voices all uplifted in annouucement of the same piece of CROSS CURRENTS. 85 news, " Roofer's comino; home ! " and as Helen took her place by her aunt, Humphrey went round to his father and took the open letter held out to him. The Eoger whose home-coming was thus vociferously announced was the present Mrs. Cornish's eldest son. As a good-tempered, sunny-faced boy of fourteen, with no aptitude whatever for books, he had attracted the atten- tion of his godfather, a practical, observant man, who was going out to New Zealand as a colonist. He had offered to take the boy, who was tall and well-grown for his age, and put him in the way of making a fortune for himself in some twenty years' time. Mr. Cornish was a bar- rister, and his practice — large as it afterwards became — had not at that time kept pace with the growing demands of his family. It was very difficult to say what was to be done with Roger, if he continued to smile good-humouredly on his school examiners instead of answering their questions ; and, after much anxious 86 CROSS CURRENTS. thought, and with the greatest reluctance, his parents at last gave in to the boy's own earnest entreaty and let him go. Twelve years had passed since then, and the boy had never been home since — the boy who went away with his young face so white and set in his determination not to cry under his mother's farewell kisses, would never come home any more. But the man who had taken his place was now actually on his way back, and it was no wonder that Mrs. Cornish's eyes were bright and moist as she returned Helen's congratulatory kiss. " Thank you, my dear," she murmured, as she squeezed the girl's hand tightly for a minute. *' Yes, he will be in England in about a fort- night, he says. My dear boy!" And then a sudden shriek from all the younger members of the party at once recalled her to her practical, everyday self again. "Mother, can't we go for a picnic? Can't we go to Blue Eocks because Eoger is coming home?" CROSS CURRENTS. 87 The house Mr. Cornish had taken for August and September was in one of the prettiest parts of Somersetshire, about two miles from the coast. Roomy as it was, the Cornish family, in the exuberance of their holiday spirits, seemed to fill it to overflowing ; and the graceful, old-world associations which lingered round its old oak fittings and its oriel windows, were somewhat rudely dissipated by cheery young voices and restless young feet. Only Selma seemed to harmonise with those quaint, suggestive old rooms ; and Humphrey had surrounded himself and her with an atmos- phere which was almost eerie in the eyes of his brothers and sisters by sketching her several times as his imagination saw her in those old rooms in bygone days. The country round, both coast wards and inland, was very beautiful. One of the younger Cornish boys had announced it as his conviction that it had been planned by a beneficent Provi- dence for the express purpose of giving people 88 CROSS CURRENTS. "jolly places to spend the day in"; and Humphrey, on hearing this announcement, had considerably mystified its author by giving it as his opinion in a few whimsical words, which he dropped into the talk going on about him with no apparent destination for them, that it had been arranged to withhold man from wasting good canvas and paint. There were heathery hills to climb ; there were shady woods to explore ; there were, as the same acute young Cornish boy expressed it, *' jolly old ruins where one can poke about for ever"; and, above all, there was the sea. Blue Rocks was the name of a little cove about eight miles from the Cornishes' house — which was known round the county as the manor house — one of the most delightful little places in the neighbourhood. It was ten miles from a railway station, and three miles from even a cottage ; which was an advantage, inasmuch as ** trippers" were never to be met there, and a disadvantage, inasmuch as a picnic CROSS CURRENTS. 89; there was rather an undertaking. As Nettie Cornish remarked, however, later on in the day, ** Mother would have let us go anywhere to-day ! " and Blue Rocks was popular with the whole party. It was very hot, even by the sea, that day, and after the drive in the morning sun, and the dinner on the sands, with all the ex- citement incident on such proceedings, a hush came over the picnic party — a hush only to be met with in the neighbourhood of the Cornish boys and girls, when their irrepressible holiday spirits were overcome with sleep. The first to finish her share in the general siesta was Selma. She moved, stretched her pretty arms above her head with a little yawn, and looked about her. Two of her girl cousins were near her, one apparently absorbed in a book, but really fast asleep, the other not attempting to conceal or disguise her slumbers. Selma sat motionless for a little while, leaning back against her rocky couch, and her dreamy 90 CROSS CURRENTS. eyes grew rather wistful as they rested on the sleeping faces. There was a distance between herself and her cousins which, try as she might, she could never bridge ; and it was one of her inconsistencies to be always vaguely dis- tressed by it. All her brightness could never make her one of them ; and there came to her now and then moments when her girlishness felt keenly what she could never have defined to herself — that never while girlhood lasted could she be quite as other girls. The wistful eyes wandered away presently and fell upon little Elsie, the five-year-old pet and plaything of the entire Cornish family, the only moving figure visible as she played happily with the plaything she loved above all others — sea-sand. Selma's eyes brightened as she saw the little figure ; she raised her head, and, leaning forward, called softly : " Elsie, come and play with me." Elsie looked round as the inviting voice fell on her ears, in large-eyed, wondering surprise. CROSS CURRENTS. 91 She was a pretty little fair thing, and she re- garded her beautiful cousin at all times with an awe and amazement which all Selma s advances could not overcome. Selma was always pleasant with children, but she could never make them at home with her ; she never could understand the reason, and the expression in Elsie's face as she looked round — coming on her own thoughts of a moment before, as she watched her sleeping- cousin — hurt her. She rose, and going to the child, knelt down by her on the sand. " Let us go for a little walk, Elsie," she said, softly, quite unconscious that her beautiful, appealing voice bewildered the little fair head as mysterious music might have done. " We are all alone together, you and I. Every one else is so sleepy. We must keep each other company. Where would you like to go ? " Elsie made no answer. Her eyes were fixed on her cousin with a fascinated expression in their blue depths. '*I know!" went on Selma. '*You would 92 CROSS CURRENTS. like to go up into the little wood where we saw the squirrels as we came this morning, wouldn't you, Elsie?" Elsie's cheeks grew pink. To see the squirrels " close " had been her heart's desire since the fleeting and fascinating glimpse she had had of them from the carriage as it drove past the wood in question in the morning, and after a moment of struggle her longing conquered even her shy- ness of Selma. " Yes," she whispered. '^ Then well go together now," returned Selma, happily. " It's quite close, and we shall be back in time for tea. It will be lovely, won't it ? " Elsie seemed to think it, on the whole, a doubtful joy ; but she thought again of the squirrels, and put her little fingers into Selma's outstretched hand. Helen and Humphrey strolling along the cliff above saw them start hand in hand, Selma in her 1)1 ue cotton frock and shady hat, with her CROSS CURRENTS. 93 graceful head bent towards the small figure by her side : in its little pink smock and big sun- bonnet, with its serious face lifted shyly and dubiously to the lovely eyes above it : and smiled involuntarily at the sight. Their faces had been rather grave — very few words had passed between them since dinner, and there was something in the way in which Helen pressed the arm through which her own was passed, some- thing in the clasp in which he held her hand, suggestive of a mutual difficulty and a mutual comfort. They had been engaged now for more than two months, and Mrs. Cornish, strongly disap- proving of long engagements, had been anxious for some time that something definite should be settled as to their marriage. The income brought to Humphrey by his profession was at present quite insufficient to support a wife, but Helen had something of her own, and Mr. Cornish, urged thereto by his wife, had ofiered to make his son an allowance which should make the 94 CROSS CURRENTS. joint income sufficient to marry on. But, to Mrs. Cornish's extreme indignation, Humphrey had quietly refused his father's offer. He could not marry on such terms, he said ; he intended to wait for his wife until he could keep her himself. Over and over again, since his refusal had been made known to her, his stepmother had argued the point with him, and only the day before they had had a long discussion on the subject — if that could be called a discussion to which one party contributed a long harangue and the other monosyllabic and perfectly even-tem- pered and courteous responses. She had asked him what he proposed to do, supposing he never '' got on," and never sold any pictures, and he had only smiled. She had pointed out to him that she considered it quite unjustifiable of a man to propose to a girl and then keep her waiting indefinitely, and he had answered that Helen was content; and when, in utter exaspera- tion, she had informed him that she should CKOSS CUTIRENTS. 95 speak to Helen, he had quietly intimated that she was of course quite at liberty to do as she pleased. She had spoken to Helen, and Helen had proved as impracticable as Humphrey. She would wait contentedly, she said, quite happy in Humphrey's love and trust, until he wanted her. She had said the same thing to Humphrey himself, very simply and frankly as they walked up and down on the cliff together, and the silence which had succeeded her words and his answer — more eloquent even than speech — lasted until Selma's voice, as she passed with Elsie under the cliff, roused Helen. After a glance at Humphrey's grave, preoccupied face, she broke the silence by saying, cheerfully : " Humphrey, I've been going to ask you so many times what you think about Selma. Do you know I don't know at all ? " " What I think about Selma ? " he responded absently. His thoughts were still fixed on the consideration of their own future, and Helen, 96 CROSS CURRENTS. partly to draw him out of his depression, and partly because she was really anxious for an answer, went on : "About her — her powers, I mean, dear. She always seems to me beautiful, and wonderful, you know, whatever she does ; but I sometimes think I can't judge of her quite, because she is — Selma ! " Helen propounded this theory with perfect simplicity and gravity, as if it contained a profound revelation. Humphrey looked at her seriously-considering face with eyes which were very tender and amused, and she went on : "Oh, Humphrey, do you think she will be happy ? " She looked up at him as she spoke the last words, and it seemed to her that his face grew grave. "You do think she has talent?" she repeated, with a little hesitation in her voice, half anxious and half proud. " I think she has genius, Nell." "Oh, Humphrey, do you really?" cried her sister, with a bright flush of pride and CROSS CURRENTS. 97 joy on her cheeks. '^And you think she will be happy ? " Humphrey did not aoswer at once, and Helen, watching his face, tried in vain to read its expression. At last he turned and looked at her with a slight smile, which struck her vaguely as being, as she expressed it, *' sad somehow." " I have told you that I think she has genius," he said. " Then she will be a success ? " The same smile touched his lips, but his voice was curiously relieved, as though her last question was easier to answer, as he said instantly, ''Yes." Helen heaved a little sigh of satisfaction, and said no more. She was satisfied as to her main point, and though she was vaguely con- scious that she did not quite read Humphrey's face, she was well accustomed to the fact that many of what she defined to herself as " Hum- phrey's fancies" went over her practical head. VOL. I. 98 CROSS CURRENTS. and that their love for one another was quite un- touched by it. Once, early in their engagement, when he had told her what it was to him to talk to her about his work, she had looked at him with her simple blue eyes full of wistful anxiety. " Humphrey," she had said, " I'm afraid I don't always understand." And Humphrey's eyes had satisfied her on that point for ever, though his lips said only two words: "You care." While Helen on the cliff was having her mind so far relieved as to her sister's future, Selma herself was giving her whole mind to the entertainment of little Elsie, who trotted along by her cousin's side, along the sands, and up the footpath to the road, silently and gravely. She told the child wonderful histories about squirrels and fairies, imagined and related with a charm which older people than Elsie would have found it difficult to resist ; she showed her flowers growing in the hedgerows, CKOSS CURRENTS. 99 and birds flying among the branches ; and by degrees she was rewarded by little shy answers, and laughter, and a more confiding touch of the small hand she held, until — as they entered the cool wood ; with its moss-grown banks, and tall, gently stirring trees ; its little rippling streams ; and its wonderful ever-shifting light and shade ; above all with its population of squirrels — the little thing forgot her shyness altogether, and chattered, listened, and laughed, **as though I were Helen or Nettie," thought Selma, delightedly. They were so happy to- gether — Elsie so enraptured with the " skirrels," which seemed to be out in unusual force that afternoon, and Selma so pleased at being able to satisfy her — that they went on and on without thinking of time, and when Selma stopped at last to look at her watch, she found that it was nearly five o'clock. "Oh, Elsie," she said, "we've come too far." Elsie's little face grew suddenly grave. The H 2 100 CBOSS CURRENTS. sudden stop, and Selma s tone — more dismayed than she herself knew — had awakened her to the fact that she was all alone with Selma, and a long way from her natural protectors, and her tea. *'Tea will be waiting for us," went on Selma, brightly. ''They'll never guess where we are, will they, darling? Come, Elsie, and let us see how fast we can w^alk. Oh " she stopped short, looking consideringly at a path which joined the road close to where they stood. " I wonder whether that would be a short cut," she said, after a moment; "is it too steep for you, darling, I wonder ? " They were on the side of a thickly wooded hill, and the path in question went straight down it, while the road by which they had come wound round for a considerable distance. Both path and road evidently led eventually to the main road by which alone they could reach the shore, and the path obviously saved at least twenty minutes' walk. Selma glanced at the CROSS CUREENTS. 101 serious little face, and thought that the child looked tired ; she was afraid, too, that if they were missing at tea-time, Mrs. Cornish would be anxious about Elsie, and she determined to try it. " It's a beautiful little road, Elsie, isn't it?" she said, cheerfully. ** Eight through the squirrels' homes. Come along, darling ! " But before they had gone very far Selma began to wish that she had kept to the road. The path at first was fairly wide, but it was rough and uneven, and in spite of aH her encouragement and help she felt the child's steps grow slower and more uncertain, and Jber ear caught a little ominous catch in the breath as the little feet stumbled now and then over a more than usually rough piece of ground. At last, when they were nearly half-way down, one of these stumbles was nearly a fall, and the catch in the breath became a Jittle sob. 102 CEOSS CURRENTS. Selma stopped. "Elsie, darling," she said, "shall we go back to the road ? " And then, to her unspeakable dismay, the little hand slipped out of hers, and Elsie dropped into a sitting posture on the path, and burst into piteous little sobs and tears. ''Elsie's frightened," she sobbed. "She's tired. She tan't do on. The ground's all little hills, and she wants Sylvie. Oh ! she wants Sylvie." Selma fell on her knees beside her, and took her remorsefully into her arms. "Elsie, sweetheart," she said, "don't — oh, don't ! I'll take you to Sylvia ; I truly will. Oh, my darling, don't cry ! " But Selma, in spite of all her efforts to that end, had never been regarded by Elsie in the light of a familiar friend, and the disconsolate little weeper refused to be comforted or re- assured by her now, looking upon her indeed as a fascinating but deceiving vision, who had CROSS CURRENTS. 103 lured her away from Sylvia, her own especial comforter. She refused to contemplate the possibilities alike of going on or of goiug back ; and as she was a delicate, excitable little mortal, the more she wept the more utterly unnerved she became, and the less heed she paid to poor Selma's distracted representations. Selma kissed, coaxed, reasoned — it never entered her head to scold — and Elsie wept more and more bitterly. Slight and fragile as the child was, Selma dared not attempt to carry her either up or down that steep, uneven path ; and, ridiculous as was the position, she was nearly at her wit's end, She determined on a last appeal. "My pet," she said, putting both arms round the sobbing child as she knelt on the path beside her, and pressing her lips tenderly to the little tear-stained cheek, ''try and stop crying — only try. I'll go down backwards, and hold your hands tight all the way, and then you can't be frightened. Trust me, darling, won't you ? I wouldn't have you hurt for 104 CROSS CURRENTS. anything. Oh, sweetheart, won't you? Won't you try?" She had an answer, though Elsie only cried more piteously than ever. A man's voice from below said suddenly : " Is anything the matter up there ? Can I be of any service ? " < i CHAPTER V. Startled by such a wholly unexpected sound, Selma turned in the direction from which it came, and sprang to her feet, stretching out her hand to the slender trunk of a neighbouring tree as she did so to steady herself on the steep, uneven ground. Her hat had fallen off, the long, level rays of the afternoon sun lighted her hair, and touched her slight figure, as she stood ; and as the man to whom the voice belonged proceeded to follow it quickly up the hill, and came suddenly in sight of her, he stopped abruptly, as though the sunlight — the sunlight in which she stood — had dazzled him for the moment She waited, with her startled, troubled eyes fixed on him as though 106 CROSS CURRENTS. lie had sprung out of the earth, for him to speak, and after that instant's pause he lifted his hat and said : " Pardon me, but I heard your voice, though I could not see you from down below, and I was afraid there might be something wrong. Can I be of any assistance ? " His voice was very pleasant, full, and manly, and he spoke with straightforward directness, which was perfectly simple and perfectly courteous. Selma hesitated a moment, and he added, with a momentary glance at Elsie : " Has the little girl hurt herself ? " In spite of the irrepressible admiration in his eyes — wonderiog, almost reverent admira- tion, such as her own eyes had never met before — there was a natural frankness about his face and manner which inspired Selma with sudden confidence. *' Thank you," she said, " no, she is not hurt, but she is too tired, and the path is steep, and has frightened her. I " — and Selma's CROSS CURRENTS. 107 perplexed face broke into a smile at the worck — **it's very absurd, but I can't get her any further." The bronzed face of the man before her reddened under the sunburn at her smile, and he said, hastily : " Is she very shy ? Do you think she would let me carry her ? " " Oh," said Selma, with a pretty pink flush of confusion coming into her face, " oh, it's very kind of you ; but — but perhaps she will try and walk now. Elsie, darling, come I " But Elsie made no attempt to respond to the appeal made to her, and Selma involuntarily turned from the ^child to her unexpected helper with an expression of despair. " May I ? " he said, with a smile. And then, as she rose with a deprecating, " Oh, thank you," he stooped suddenly and unexpectedly and picked the weeping Elsie up in his arms, bringing her suddenly face to face with a very good-natured pair of blue eyes. 108 CROSS CURRENTS. Elsie did not resent the treatment. Misery and desolation had already fallen on her little soul ; it seemed to her that tribulation could go no further, and any change might possibly be for the better. Consequently she suspended her sobs for a moment, and scrutinised the blue eyes wistfully. Apparently their expres- sion was reassuring, for the tears flowed more slowly. '* You're not afraid of me, little one ? " The tone was so confident and kindly, that little Elsie did what many an older person would have done under the same circumstances — gave the answer that was evidently expected of her. She shook her head. " I'm goinor to take you part of the way home on my shoulder. You'll like that, won't you ? " " Elsie wants to go to mother. She wants her tea." •' That's all right, then ; Elsie's going." He perched her comfortably on his shoulder, and turned to Selma for further directions ; CROSS CURRENTS. 10^ theD, feeling a little shudder pass through the child as she looked down the steep incline, he took her into his arms again, so that she should not see it, as he said : '' Were you going up or down ? '' " Oh, thank you so nauch," said Selma, gratefully ; '' I am so very much obliged to you. Down would be far quicker for us, if it is not too steep. We want to get into the Farstone Road. It is so kind of you." She lifted her eyes shining with gratitude as she spoke, and he murmured, hastily : *' Not at all," turning in the direction she had indicated. The light was beginning to fade a little by this time in the wood, and the half-mile which lay between them and the road would have been by no means easy walking for a man with a child in his arms, Selma thought, even at the best of times. But the man behind her stepped confidently on, talking and laughing to Elsie all the time, never allowing her to 110 CROSS CURRENTS. feel either frightened or shaken until he stood with her on what slie called the '' nice, un- jogging road." ** Thank you very much indeed," said Selma, then. " Elsie, dear, say ' thank you very much/ and come." But Elsie did not see the situation from the same point of view. " Thank you very much," she said, obediently enough ; but then she added, pathetically, and without attempting to move : '' Elsie's welly tired." Her friend in need turned hastily to Selma, and said, before she had time to recover herself : " May I not carry her home ? " ''Oh," began Selma, crimsoning, "I — I couldn't allow you to do such a thing. We are not going home ; our party is picnicking on the shore, and they will be getting so anxious. Elsie, darling, it's a lovely, smooth road now ; you can walk beautifully." But Elsie's little nerves had been a good deal CROSS CUREENTS. Ill shaken ; the small mouth trembled ominously ; and two big tears made their appearance, to tender-hearted. Selma's infinite dismay. " Oh, don't cry again, darling ! " she ex- claimed, appealingly. And then she raised her eyes to the blue ones which looked at her over the little fair head, as the man said again : "Please let me carry her. It is really a very little way to the shore." " It is out of your way, I'm afraid," she said, hesitatingly. ** It is not of the least consequence, I assure you," he said, eagerly — as the road in question led only to the open sea, he could not well assert that it was his way home, though he looked as though he would willingly have done so. " I'm afraid your friends will be getting anxious." "It is most kind of you," she faltered. ** Elsie " But he had taken her hesitating words for consent, and the next instant they were walking down the road side by side. 112 CROSS CURRENTS. There was a short pause. It was quite five- and- twenty minutes' walk to the shore, and Selnia felt that it could not pass in total silence ; but for the moment, though why it should have been so she could not have explained, she was unable to produce a single remark even upon so simple a subject as the weather. She was much relieved when the unconscious cause of her embarrassing position broke the silence by saying suddenly to her bearer : " Does you live here ? " He seemed to rouse himself from thoughts of his own at the sound of the little voice, and he withdrew his eyes from the distant horizon, on which they had been rather elaborately fixed as though to prevent their wandering to the figure by his side, to meet Elsie's enquiring face, and answer cheerily : **No, I live a long way oflf ! " Selma seized the opening, and dashed valiantly into the conversation. CROSS CURRENTS. 113 '' The country about here is beautiful, isn't it ? " she said. **Very!" he answered, quickly. ''Do you know it well ? " The conversation from this excellent starting- point should have gone on swimmingly ; but, of course, he could not speak to her without turning his head towards her, and as she met his eyes, Selma felt her cheeks grow pink and hot under her shady hat, .and her own eyes dropped hastily. She was so well accustomed to the admiration with which men always looked at her that it seemed to her their ordinary expression, and she simply never noticed it at all ; but she had never before been looked at quite as this man looked at her, and though she did not resent it, it rendered her entirely incapable of carrying on the con- versation. Fortunately Elsie saved her the trouble. " We live a long way off, too," she remarked, reflectively. " We live in London, don't we, VOL. I. 114 CROSS CURRENTS. Selma ? Oh, please " — with a sudden little cry, and a clutch at the throat of her friend — " oh, please don't tumble Elsie ! " He laughed apologetically, and not quite freely. "Did I nearly tumble Elsie?" he said. " I'm very sorry. So you are Elsie ! " There was a moment's pause, and then he turned to Selma with a new expression on his face, and a shade of constraint in his frank manner. He was evidently anxious to make conversation, for he produced the brilliant and oricfinal remark : o " What wonderful weather we are having ! " But the sight of the lovely, flushed face she turned to him as she cast about in her mind for an equally inspiring response, apparently over- whelmed him with confusion, and he went on, breathlessly, as he looked back again at Elsie : " What a pretty name Elsie is, and what a pretty bonnet you have ! Will you tell me how old you are ? " CROSS CURREJSTS. 115 *' I'm five/' was the prompt and confidential response. "Dick comes next — he's quite old, he's eleven. Nettie " Elsie's catalogue of her family's respective ages was cut short by a little cry from Selma. " Oh ! " she exclaimed, *' I've lost my charm ! " She stopped short in her quick walk as she spoke, and the man beside lier stopped too, looking at her in blank bewilderment. "I — I beg your pardon," he said, "you've lost— what?" " My charm," she answered, " from my chatelaine. Oh, what shall I do ? " " Shall we go back, and look for it," said he ; •'* is it— is it a large thing ? " Selma tried to laugh, but her eyes were bright with the tears which always rose so readily to them as she said : " Oh, no ; thank you very much. It's such a little thing, we should never find it — I may have dropped it somewhere in the wood. Please I 2 116 CEOSS CURRENTS. don't mind about it, it can't be helped ; only — only it was given me a long time ago by a friend, and I was fond of it. Shall we go on ? " She moved on as she spoke, and he followed her reluctantly. " What was it like ? " he asked. " Oh, only a little gold heart," she answered, trying to speak lightly. "Please don't trouble about it. Look, Elsie, there is the sea. Mother will think we are lost ! " As she spoke they reached the turn of the road from which a narrow lane led down to the seas-hore, and Elsie's friend stopped short. " Is — are all your party there ? " he asked. " Yes," said Selma, wondering rather at the question ; and then she said, hesitatingly, and rather to her own surprise, " Will you not come and let Elsie's mother thank you for herself? She will be so much obliged to you." He reddened suddenly all over his bronzed face, and hesitated for a moment. Then he put the child down rather abruptly. CROSS CURRENTS. 117 "You are very kind," he said ; ''no, I won't do that, thanks. Good evening ! " and before Selma could recover from her astonishment, or Elsie could thoroughly realise that she was standing on her own two tired little feet, he had turned the corner of the road by which they had come, and disappeared. At the same moment two of the Cornish boys ran round the other end of the lane from the shore, and greeted Selma and Elsie with a shout of surprise. "Wherever have you been, Elsie?'.' they called, instinctively addressing their little sister, and not her unusual companion. " We've been hunting and shouting and tearing about all over the place, and you look as if you had been standing there all the time. What are you looking for ? " " He's gone ! " responded the child, as they all four met in the middle of the lane. " Who's gone ? " demanded one of her brothers, while the other said : 118 CROSS CURRENTS. ''Please, Selma, mother's rather anxious; shall I run on and tell her you're all right ? " "We'll all run," answered Selma, hastily. "Jim, take Elsie's other hand. Come, darling — that's right," and three minutes later they ran literally into the arms of the whole Cornish family, and every one was asking questions at once. At last Elsie's shrill little voice rose suddenly above all the others, as Selma was explaining, and apologising to Mrs. Cornish a little aside. ''He found us in the wood," she announced. "And he was a nice, big man — wasn't he, Selma? — and he carried Elsie all the way. It's a pity Selma's too big to be carried. He kept on looking at her all the time, and I spect he must have been finking 'bout that ! " A shout of laughter greeted this observation, and all the cousins and Mrs. Cornish turned simultaneously to Selma. "My dear," said her aunt, " I hope he wasn't rude ? He was on his way home from work, CROSS CURRENTS. 119 I suppose ? " And then, surprised at Selma's crimson cheeks, she added, in a lower voice : *' Was it unpleasant, my dear 1 " There was a bright colour in Selma's cheeks as she answered, and her words seemed to tumble over one another in a way very un- usual to her. '* Oh no, auntie," she said. " He was — it wasn't — it was a gentleman." A sudden silence fell upon the assembled Cornishes. Not one of them dared to tease Selma on such a subject as they would. have teased one of themselves, and an awkward con- sciousness took possession of them that the laugh had been a mistake. There was a moments pause, and then Selma — with a quick, curious movement, as if she were throwing something from her — flung herself into the breach. " It was an adventure," she cried, gaily ; " really and truly an adventure. There we were up a tree — as the boys say — only we were at the foot of a tree ; and there we should have 120 CROSS CURRENTS. stayed, if the birds had been kind enough to feed us, until Elsie grew up, and I grew grey. But Providence created a young man — a nice, blue-eyed young man — on purpose to walk through that particular wood at that particular moment. He came from nowhere, and — he has gone back to where he came from. It's my belief that he wasn't real at all, and 1 shall take him for my own young man. Auntie, have you had tea ? Elsie and I are starving, simply ; aren't we, darling ? " Tea had been waiting for nearly an hour, and the sentiments of the whole party found a mouthpiece in Nettie, who observed, in a tone of extreme satisfaction, as they all arranged themselves on the sand in the poses each found most suitable to the consumption of food under the circumstances : " Tea is real, at all events ! " "Yes, Nettie, tea is real. But, after all, what is tea ? " returned Selma, with mock pathos. She had seated herself next to Helen, throwing CROSS CUREENTS. 121 her hat down on the sand by her side as she did so, and she half propped herself against her sister's shoulder, her soft, dark hair all ruffled about her forehead as she continued, in the same tone : ** Do you consider tea a substitute for a nice young man, Nettie ? — some cake, please — for a handsome young man, with beautiful blue eyes, and nice curly brown hair ? I can't con- sole myself with fleeting joys like tea. I've lost my heart to an unreality. Oh ;" her flushed, excited face changed suddenly ; " oh, talking of hearts, Nell, I have had a real loss — my charm ! " "Your little gold heart — the thing Mr. Tyrrell gave you when " " Yes ! " interposed Selma, hastily. *' I am so sorry." " Oh, Selma, so am I ! " Mr. Tyrrell had given the little trinket to his pupil many years ago, when she had conquered her flrst great difficulty ; and Helen knew how fond her sister had been of it. She was rather 122 CROSS CURRENTS. surprised that the cloud over Selma's face passed almost immediately. " Where do they make young men like that ? " she exclaimed, merrily, addressing the company at large, as she handed her cup to the boy who was sitting — or rather sprawling — next her, that it might go to Mrs. Cornish to be refilled. " No, thank you, Jim, I'm not hungry," as the same boy handed her bread and butter, with such grace as his position allowed. " He was like a young man out of a story-book, with bronzed features, and powerful hands, arjd all that kind of thing. I believe he was specially made for this occasion only, wasn't he, Elsie ? " Elsie looked seriously up into the sparkling, dancing eyes as Selma leant suddenly across Helen with a swift, graceful movement, and turned back the big sun-bonnet, which nearly hid the little face. '*What is "peshally made,' Selma?" she asked. Selma laughed a gay, excited, ringing langh. CROSS CURRENTS. 123 '' What is ' 'pcshally made/ Elsie ? " she re- peated. " Well, it means that no one but you and I has ever seen your * big, nice man.' And it means that we shan't see him ever again. Do you see ? " *' Not see him ever again ? " said Elsie, re- gretfully. ''Yes, Elsie sees. Isn't it a pity, Selma, he was maked like that ? " Selma laughed again ; and declaring that adventure had taken away her appetite, she let herself drop gradually backward on the sand with her hands clasped under her head, and began to talk. She was in one of those moods of wild spirits in which she now and then in- dulged, in which she was perfectly irresistible. Nothing was too fanciful or too ridiculous for her to say. Everything done or said by any member of the party seemed to call out her sense of fun ; and she absolutely revelled in nonsense ■ — nonsense which was always graceful and fascinating, as Selma in her wildest moments could not fail to be. Her eyes danced, and her 12-1 CROSS CURRENTS. cheeks glowed ; her sweet, bright voice rang with merriment ; her whole personality seemed radiant with happy youth and excitement. She kept every one, from Mrs. Cornish to little Elsie, in fits of laimhter until the time came for going home, and then there was a general clamour from the young Cornishes '' to go in the carriage with Selma." There were two wagonettes, and a division was finally effected by which Selma and two or three boys and girls, with Helen and Humphrey to act as ballast, were packed off as the first detachment. During the first mile the occupants of the other carriage could catch the laughing tones of Selma's voice as she made fresh fun out of every- thing they passed, and were devoured w^ith envy at not being able to hear the words. But gradually her voice dropped out of the chatter kept up between Helen and the younger ones. She had been the last to get in, and was sitting at the end of the wagonette, steadying herself with one slender hand on the end rail, and CROSS CURRENTS. 125 — half-unconsciously and involuntarily at first — her eyes wandered from the laughing faces on her right to what lay beyond Humphrey, as he sat immediately opposite her. The moon was rising, and her words became fewer and less lively, and her voice grew softer and slower. Under the magical spell of the moon the landscape seemed to evolve itself, mysterious and unfamiliar in that always mysterious light, out of the vague shadowiness of summer darkness ; and, little by little, all unconsciously, she moved her head so that she saw nothing but that slowly strengthening light, stealing on so peacefully, conquering darkness so gently and imperceptibly. The voices about her died into distance and unreality ; she hardly heard them ; the actual world seemed to recede and retreat, leaving her alone in that mysterious world where every soul must be alone for ever with its own longings and its own regrets — the world of beauty, whereof the atmosphere is aspiration. Her eyes grew deep and dark, and 126 CEOSS CUEKENTS. her face, very beautiful with that sensitive receptive hush on it, paled slightly as she watched, and trembled a little now and then. There was auother silent occupant of the carriage, who watched her face during the drive almost as intently as she watched the rising moon, and as Humphrey gave her his hand when they reached home that she might follow Helen — the children had jumped out of the carriage and rushed in — he said, quietly : " It has been lovely, hasn't it ? " Selma flushed hotly, and turned quickly towards him. He smiled slightly, and she exclaimed : " Humphrey, how did you know ? How like you ! Why, you had your back to it ! " " I saw it in your face," he said, with a smile; ''and I saw the sky behind you." " It — it took hold of me, somehow," she said, shyly ; and then, as he nodded without a word, she slipped her arm through her sister's, and smiled brightly up at him, as she ex- CROSS CUREENTS. 127 claimed : *'Nell, you've given me the very nicest brother in the world ! It's sweet of you ! " Helen laughed. " I'm so glad you're satisfied, Selma ! " she said. ^' You are satisfied, too, are you not, Humphrey ? " And as he turned to her, with that look in his eyes which never shone in them for any one but Helen — a look so different from the sympathetic interest they held for Selma, that when it lighted them they hardly seemed to belong to the same man — they all three moved away into the house, and the two girls ran upstairs, nominally to get ready for supper, though, as Selma observed, supper was a farce, when it seemed about three minutes since tea. Selma had just tossed her hat on to the bed when they heard the larger wagonette, with the rest of the party, roll up the drive. There was a stir of arrival, an unusual kind of cry, as though every one downstairs had suddenly and simultaneously exclaimed, and 128 CROSS CURRENTS. Nettie daslied headlong into the room, and cast herself breathlessly on to a chair. " What do you think ? " she gasped. *' Oh, what, Nettie ? " " Koirer's come." " Come ! " exclaimed Helen and Selma, in the same breath. ** Not really?" "He has! He was waiting in the break- fast-room. Father wouldn't say until mother came, and I haven't seen him yet. Oh, isn't it exciting ! " And Nettie bounded up from her chair and cast herself frantically upon Helen's neck. "He wasn't to have been in England for another week or ten days," said Helen, as she kissed the girl. " Oh, isn't auntie delighted ? Was the letter delayed, I wonder?" "Yes — no — I mean a little. He meant it to be a surprise. Oh, isn't it too thrilling ! " cried Nettie, again, as Mrs. Cornish's voice, curiously excited and unsteady, was heard callino: from the foot of the stairs. CROSS CURRENTS. 129 " Helen, Helen and Nettie, come down, my dears." Helen turned to Selma, as the excited Nettie dashed out of the room as impetuously as she dashed in, and put two quite trembling hands up to her hair; her cheeks were very rosy. " Am I tidy, Selma ? " she said hurriedly. " Humphrey is so very fond of Roger, you know. He was talking about him this after- noon. Put me straight, Selma. Oh, don't you think I'd better change my dress ? " " You're beautiful, dear," answered Selma, reassuringly, as she gave a few quick, deft touches to her sister's hair. "You needn't do anything at all. There, go down." "You're coming, Selma? Oh, do come with me ! " Selma laughed. "Very well, Nell," she said; "we'll go down together." They were far too preoccupied with the VOL. T. K 130 CROSS CURRENTS. introduction for Helen to give a thonglit to the state of Selma's personal appearance. The wavy hair was rather loose and tumbled, and made the face it framed — pinker in the cheeks than usual with excitement — look even younger and lovelier than usual; she still had in her dress a bunch of white roses she had gathered in the morning, withered now, but still fragrant and graceful. They went down the shallow old staircase arm-in-arm, and as she laid her hand upon the drawing-room door, Selma turned and smiled brightly and encouragingly at the palpitating Helen. She turned the handle and pushed the door a little open, and then, quite suddenly, to Helen's astonishment, she stopped short ; her whole face changed, and a crimson flush rushed over it, dying her very throat. " Oh, Helen ! " she whispered ; '' oh, Helen ! " From within the room, which was hidden from the two girls on the threshold by a screen, a man's voice was audible — a full, manly voice CROSS CURRENTS. 131 which Helen had never heard before. But before she could sufficiently recover from her surprise either to go on into the room or to ask an explanation of her sister, little Elsie ran across the hall towards them, and Selma caught her quickly by the hand. " Come in, Elsie ! " she said, rapidly ; *' Helen, we mustn't wait ! " And she pushed Helen gently before her, following closely with Elsie's hand held tightly in her own, her eyes fixed on the ground, and her colour coming and going as she breathed. Mrs. Cornish's words, "Eoger, here is Helen ! " were not needed. The tall man who was standing between herself and her husband near the drawing-room window turned quickly as the girls entered, and as she saw his face Elsie dropped Selma's hand and ran past Helen towards him, crying delightedly : '' Oh, it's him ! It's him ! Selma, he wasn't 'peshally made ! " K 2 CHAPTER VI. Every one was very much, and very un- reasonably, surprised that Selma should not have known her cousin when he came to her rescue in the wood. As she had been only five years old when he left England, and he had sent home no photographs, recognition might nearly as well have been expected of little Elsie, even if they had been familiar playfellows before his departure. And as a matter of fact, even in her babyhood, Selma had never seen Roger Cornish. They were sitting in the garden on the morning after Roger's arrival, when this dis- covery was made — Mrs. Cornish, with her colonist son on the grass at her feet, Helen, CROSS CURRENTS. 133 Selma, Humphrey, and a selection of the boys. The latter were anxious as to their new brother's capacity for larks — from which point of view Humphrey was eminently unsatisfactory — and were at present at that stage of their investiga- tion which consisted in monosyllabic responses to his advances, and in hovering about on the outskirts of their elders' conversation to devour the unconscious candidate for their approbation with eyes and ears. As far as the evidence of their eyes went, youthful popular opinion had decided that Roger looked ''jolly''; and, as far as it went, popular opinion was right. Roger Cornish was a tall, broad-shouldered young fellow, with bright brown hair, which, short as he kept it, insisted on curling defiantly ; a full beard, a little lighter in colour ; and well-opened blue eyes. There was a great deal of energy and steady reliability about his face, but very little trace of thought in the abstract, and the good-natured eyes were as simple and direct in their gaze as a child's. 134 CROSS CUERENTS. There was a breadth about his figure, and a depth ill his voice, which made him seem older than his twenty-six years, and which curiously contradicted his eyes and his boyish laugh. The little group, with the exception of the investigating contingent which fluctuated as curiosity and restlessness dictated, had been established under the fine old trees which were one of the chief attractions of the Manor House garden, ever since breakfast, and there was that half tentative, half familiar air about it which always pervades such a family reunion. The new Koger was a stranger to his brothers and sisters, a stranger almost to his mother, and they were strangers to him. The common interests which are the bonds of family life had all to grow up between them ; and in the instinctive mutual consciousness of this, the mutual desire to hasten the process, there had hardly been a pause in the cpick, interested fire of question and answer. More than an hour had passed in this way, CROSS CURRENTS. 135 when, after the first short silence, Mrs. Cornish said, with a smile : '* Of course it is absurd to expect that Selma should have known you, and yet I can't help feeling quite aggrieved that she did not. I don't like to think that you were so near me, dear boy, and that I didn't know it. Why didn't you come straight to me when you knew who she was ? " Eoger's sunburnt face reddened, and he glanced furtively in Selma's direction. '< I_I did think of it," he said. " I knew when I heard the name. But I — there was something — I thought I'd come on here, you see." " You see the consequences of sending home no photographs," said Sylvia, laughing. *' You've let us clamour for one all in vain, and so your own cousin doesn't know you when she sees you. And your own sister wouldn't have known you any better," she continued, suspending her needlework to look critically at 136 CROSS CURRENTS. him ; " though, of course, I was quite a big girl — much older than Selma — when you went away. Suppose we had refused to believe in you, Roger ? Suppose we had none of us known you?" " I should have known him anywhere," interposed his mother, softly, pausing an instant in her knitting to lay her hand on his head. " What a strange thing it was that you should have taken that short cut through the wood instead of keeping to the road ! " went on his sister. Sylvia stood rather alone in the Cornish family, for the brother who should have belonged to her especially had died in his baby- hood ; she had always hoped that Eoger, when he should come home, would take the vacant place ; and she was full of eagerness to make friends with him. " 1 suppose you are so used to finding tracks — isn't that the word ? — that the absence of a road is nothing to you. It was lucky for you, Selma, wasn't it ? " The response was so low as to be hardly CROSS CURRENTS. 137 audible. Selma was apparently interested at the moment in something far away on the horizon. But Sylvia hardly paused for an answer before she continued, reflectively : " When did Selma see you last, I wonder, Koger ? After all, she can only have been a tiny child when you went away. Do you remember him that Christmas before he went, Selma?'' Selma was sitting in a big basket-chair which stood, in consequence of the way in which the shade was thrown, at a little distance from the group which she faced ; she was leaning back in it doing nothing, though both Helen and Sylvia had needlework in their hands. Selma very rarely did do anything when she was not working hard at her own profession. There was something rather constrained and shy about her attitude ; she had hardly contributed a word to the talk which had been going on so briskly, and, as every one turned to her with sudden curiosity as Sylvia spoke, she stretched up one 138 CROSS CURRENTS. arm and pulled a chestnut leaf from the tree above her head, apparently that she might pull it to pieces as she said, in a low, embarrassed voice : " No, Sylvia, I don't remember Kogei* at all." She glanced up shyly as she spoke, and found that Eoger had taken advantage of Sylvia's question to turn eagerly towards her, and that he was exactly facing her. It was the first time their eyes had met that morning, and as Selma dropped hers hastily, Sylvia, who happened to be looking at her, suddenly upset her work-basket with an irrepressible movement of astonishment, and became temporarily speech- less. It was Helen who lifted her head from her work, and said : " I wonder whether you ever did see him 1 Do you know, auntie, 1 believe, after all, she never did. It was the year before Eoger went away that mother and father went to Cannes, when I came to you, and Selma went with them, and before that " CEOSS CUERENTS. 139 " Before that, Eoger never spent his holidays in London," went on her annt. ^'You're quite right, Helen. What a curious thing ! Then they really did meet for the first time yesterday. I suppose you would have known Sehna from her photographs, Eoger, and Helen too ? " *' Helen, I think I should have known," he said, instantly, looking up at lier frankly, "but — Selma," he turned hesitatingly as he spoke, and there w^as a nervous, involuntary movement from the basket-chair, *' I — I didn't know her till Elsie said — till I heard her name," he finished hurriedly and incoherently. An irrepressible chuckle from a cross-legged boy — it was Jim, the sandiest and most mischievous of the two sandy-haired ones — interrupted the conversation at this stage of the proceedings. " What a lark ! " he said, turning suddenly head over heels in his delight. " Oh, what a lark ! Fancy Selma's saying you weren't real when you were her own cousin ! She said 140 CROSS CURRENTS. she'd take you " But Jim was abruptly interrupted ; Sylvia, Humphrey, and Selma rose suddenly and simultaneously. ** Boys, don't you want to go fishing ? " " Boys, go and get some lunch " ; came from the two former at one and the same moment, and when the tumult which followed these suggestions had subsided, and the boys had departed to carry both into effect, the big basket-chair under the chestnut- tree was empty. Selma was seen very little and heard still less for the rest of the day ; and, durmg the week that followed, the usual Selma, bright, impulsive, always, unconsciously to herself, the centre figure wherever she might be, seemed to have disappeared more completely each time Selma's outward personality was seen. The present Selma had nothing to say, had very pink cheeks in public, and very white ones in private, had large eyes which were alternately scared and dreamy ; she was very anxious to be unob- trusively and incessantly useful to Mrs. Cornish CROSS CURRENTS. 141 or the girls, or to amuse little Elsie for hours together in private haunts of their own. Only- one person noticed these things. Helen was absorbed in Humphrey, Mrs. Cornish was absorbed in Koger — whom she found by no means so even in his spirits as she could have wished, and who seemed to her to be too much given to long fits of abstraction. Only Sylvia saw and understood, and she could hardly believe the evidence of her senses. She was standing alone in the drawing- room one evening, when Eoger had been home « rather more than a week, staring blankly at the door. It had just closed behind Selma, who had vanished from the room with suddenly flushed cheeks, as a man's voice was heard from the room on the other side of the hall ; and Sylvia's amazement had not allowed her to move when she was startled out of her petrifaction by the abrupt reopening of the door, and the precipitate entrance of Nettie, who shut it behind her with 142 CROSS CUEREXTS. a jerk, and nearly fell back against it, with round, excited eyes. *' Sylvia," she whispered, excitedly, " what do you think ? " *' I can't think," returned her sister, limply. " I came out of the breakfast-room just this minute, and Roger came out of the dining-room and he didn't see me. Selma was simply flying upstairs, and she had dropped her handkerchief in the hall ; and Roger saw it, and he saw her, and he picked it up, and he — oh, Sylvia — he kissed it like anything." A curious sound, suggestive of a youthful animal of some description in strong convulsions, came suddenly from under the low drawing- room window ; but neither girl noticed it. Sylvia had dropped into a chair, and was gazing at her sister as if the plump, good-natured Nettie were a spectre. *' Nettie!" she gasped at last, "it'll happen!" " Oh, Sylvia— what ? " CKOSS CUEKENTS. 143 "Eoger and Selma. Yes, you may well look like that, Nettie, but — she does ! " Lucidity in Sylvia's statements had been conspicuous so far entirely by its absence ; but Nettie seemed to understand her. '*Eoger and Selma!" she gasped, in a whisper, which was almost awestruck, as her round brown eyes grew rounder than ever. " Selma ! " " Nettie, my head has been going like this," said Sylvia, solemnly, making a wild agitation with her hands, intended to depict excessive confusion of mind. '^I saw him look at her the very first morning, and she met his eyes unex- pectedly, and she looked ! If it had been any other girl, I should have said she meant to flirt with him; but it was Selma — Selma, Nettie! I never saw her look at any man before as though he were a bit different to a girl." " But she hasn't flirted with him," said Nettie, incomprehendingly. '' She hardly ever speaks to him." " That's it," cried Sylvia, vigorously and 144 CROSS CURRENTS. inconsequently. "Oh, Nettie, bow stupid you are ! Don't you see that Selma simply can't flirt ? Nettie, she's fallen in love with him ! " '' Sylvia ! " How long they would have sat there staring at one another, as though the world had suddenly turned upside down before their astonished eyes, it is impossible to say. The convulsive sounds outside the window, which had been apparently forcibly restrained during their conversation by the sufferer, were to be repressed no longer, and Nettie and Sylvia started instantaneously to their feet as Jim's freckled face, red and shiny with laughter, ap- peared suddenly above the window-sill, while the rest of his person danced with joy below. " Selma's young man ! " he said. " Oh, what a game ! I'll ask him if he knows where Selma's handkerchief is. Oh, hurroo ! " The Cornish boys had been very early initiated into the inimitable field of mischief provided by what they called "spoons." During CROSS CUREENTS. 145 the engagement of their eldest sister — who had married some years before, and had gone to India with her husband — they had been used as tools at very tender ages by her husband's brother, a feather-brained medical student, wdth an unlimited capacity for practical joking. His promptings had fallen upon truly fruitful soil, especially in the case of Jim, whose perceptions as to the means by which it was possible to cover an engaged couple with confusion had been abnormally acute when he was an imp of only five. He had rejoiced greatly over the ne"^s of Humphrey's engagement, but Humphrey and Helen had turned out, as he expressed it, '^ no go," and he was consequently quite at liberty to concentrate his undivided attention on the possibility suggested by the conversation he had just overheard. Sylvia and Nettie expressed their apprecia- tion of the position by a simultaneous dash towards the window, and a clutch at the hopping, dancing figure below. VOL. I. L 146 CROSS CURRENTS. ''Jim, you dreadfully wicked boy," cried Sylvia, wrathfully, but low, lest other wicked boys should appear upon the scene and complicate her difficulties. " Don't you know that it's simply disgustingly mean to listen to people ? " " People shouldn't talk so loud when a person is catchino' moths under the window, then. Ah, I've caught a moth, and no mistake ; " and Jim winked wickedly into his sisters' perturbed countenances. " Jim, if you do anything, Fll — I don't know what I won't do ! " " Do anything, Sylvia ? " was the answer, in a tone of innocence which would have shamed the proverbial new-born babe. '* Me ? Why, whatever should I do ? " " Oh, you imp," breathed Nettie, emulating her sister in caution and exceeding her in vigour ; *' there isn't any knowing what you won't do ! You'll be everywhere you're not wanted ! " ''I shall be about, Nettie," returned the CROSS CURRENTS. 147 innocent, much surprised. " A chap may be about, I suppose. P'raps I shall see Roger some- times when he doesn't see me. He's got such a spooney — I mean mooney — way with him " — with an irrepressible chuckle. '' I shall look after Selma a bit, too, p'raps — quietly, you know. She's rather down, isn't she ? " and with another irrepressible chuckle he wriggled out of his sisters' hands and disappeared in the dark. There was nothing to be done, the much-per- turbed Sylvia and Nettie argued, except to keep a sharp look-out upon the boy, and frustrate as far as possible any little plans he might develope. To this argument each girl added a private mental determination which each thought it better not to confide to the other, and which began to take effect on the family atmosphere the very next day. Both Sylvia and Nettie ap- parently woke up the next morning afflicted with a curious form of restlessness, which was always urging them to call to its relief any member of the family who happened to be talking at L 2 148 CEOSS CURRENTS. the moment to Eoger or Selma, who were always finding themselves left alone. Not alone to- gether. It was another peculiarity of the family atmosphere, which was rather complicated in those days, that whenever there was the remotest prospect of such a contingency, either Eoger or Selma incontinently fled. An incessant game of '' family post" seemed to be in progress. Selma, when her companion had departed, remonstrating, to answer Sylvia's urgent appeal, would invariably rise precipitately as soon as she found herself alone and attach herself to somebody else ; whereupon, before many minutes had elapsed, that somebody's presence would become abso- lutely necessary to Nettie's peace of mind, and the proceedings would begin all over again. Eoger, left alone, would stare vacantly into space for a few minutes, heave a heavy sigh, and depart to take a solitary walk. At last, one hot afternoon in August, the whole party had taken refuge from the sun in and about a picturesque old summer-house that CROSS CURRENTS. 149 stood close to a large fish-pond, which gave that part of the garden a quaint, old-world look. It was some way from the house, at the extreme end of what went by the name of the lower garden, and the water, shaded by a large walnut- tree which overhung it, looked cool and refresh- ing on that broiling afternoon. The younger Cornishes had gradually grown tired of inaction, and had strayed away. Sylvia and Nettie had risen one after the other in a casual manner and departed, and shortly after- wards Sylvia had suddenly remembered that she wanted Humphrey to advise her as to a piece of art needlework on which she was engaged, and had fetched him into the house, and Nettie had called for Helen on important business. Mrs. Cornish, Selma, and Roger were left alone ; Selma sitting inside the summer-house, on one of the picturesque rustic benches with which it was furnished, Mrs. Cornish just outside in a garden- chair, with Roger beside her on the slightly raised threshold. 4 150 CROSS CURRENTS. Tliey were not a conversational trio. Selma had a book in her hand, Mrs. Cornish was turning the heel of the sock she was knitting, and Koger was staring at vacancy in a manner which was eminently self-conscious but not entertaining. " Twenty, twenty-two, twenty-four," mur- mured Mrs. Cornish. " Oh, dear, that's the end of my wool ; I must get some more. No, my dear, don't trouble ; I don't know exactly where it is," she added, to Selma, whose absorbing interest in her book had not prevented her jumping up, almost before Mrs. Cornish had finished speaking, with a pressing offer to be allowed to go for what she wanted. " I can look for it, auntie," she protested. "No, no, my dear. I will go myself. Sylvia said she wanted to show me something about her work. You stop here with Koger. I shall be back directly." And Mrs. Cornish moved briskly away. Selma hesitated a moment as if in doubt CROSS CURRENTS. 151 whether or no to insist on following her, and, before she had decided, Mrs. Cornish had turned the corner, and was out of sight, leaving Selma standing in the middle of the summer-house with Koger, who had risen, standing rather awkwardly in the doorway, so that if she decided to go she would have to ask him to let her pass. Her colour came and went ; she turned the book she held nervously in her hands, and then she suddenly sat down again, apparently choosing the least of two evils. Eoger's state of mind did not seem to be much more composed than her owd, and he leant his broad shoulders against one of the supports of the little place in an attitude which was far from appearing as easy as he fondly hoped. " I — I was afraid you meant to go in," he said. " Oh, no ! " *' You — you do go in a good deal, don't you ? I mean," he amended, hastily, '' you generally go where I'm not." 152 CROSS CURRENTS, Selma vStarted to her feet. *•' Oh, no ; not at all," she said, breathlessly. " It isn't that at all ; but I must go in now, Fve just remembered." She stood before him waiting for him to move — a startled figure, quiveringly anxious to escape — and he was stepping back with a heavy shade of disappointment on his honest face, when he was suddenly startled by a heavy splash and a frightened cry which Selma echoed with a shriek of dismay as her eyes suddenly dilated, and her face turned white with fright. "The pond!" she cried. "Oh, I always knew they would. He's tumbled in. Oh, come ! There are holes ! " and the next moment she had rushed to the edge of the fish-pond followed closely by Roger, who asked rapidly : "Can't they swim? Which is it?" " Oh, yes," she cried, '' but he fell off the tree ! Oh, you see he doesn't rise." CKOSS CUERENTS. 153 Almost before the words were uttered, Roger had stripped off his coat and had plunged into the pond, on the surface of which nothing was to be seen but large, slowly widening rings of water. He dived straight out of sight, and as the water closed above him a little strangled gasp parted Selma's white lips, and she stood rooted to the ground, not attempting to run for help or even to call out, staring with dark, dilated eyes at the spot where he had dis- appeared, until, a few seconds later, he rose again some distance across the pond holding a sandy, unconscious head above water ^ith one hand as he kept himself afloat with the other. " He's stunned," he called, speaking in short, laboured gasps, " and — heavy. Can you — help — up — the bank ? " The pond had been cleared out only a day or two before, and the bank shelved steeply down with no weeds or water-plants to serve as a hold ; it rose nearly three feet above the 154 CROSS CUERENTS. water, and Eoger could neither throw the boy up nor could he lift himself out of the water with his heavy burden in his arms. *' The tree ! " he called ae^ain to Selma. " Hold on— to the tree." A strong, low-growing branch of the walnut- tree reached nearly to the water's edge, and catching his meaning instantly, Selma knotted her handkerchief round it to oive herself a hold, and clinging to it with one hand let herself half-way down the bank, stretching out the other hand to Eoger. He caught it in a strong, firm grip — the bank crumbled, broke away, the branch creaked, the slender figure swayed and strained, and then Eoger stood beside her on the grass with an inanimate little heap of dripping blue serge at their feet — the unfortunate and too enquiring Jim, whose investigations into the proceedings in the summer-house from an observatory in the walnut-tree had nearly landed him in a watery CEOSS CUERENTS. 155 *' You're not hurt ? " said Koger, breathlessly, as Selma sank on her knees by the boy, almost as white as he, and trembling from head to foot. She lifted her face to him instantly, as if the common sense of struggle and danger had swept away all self-consciousness from both, and said : " No, oh, no ! You have not hurt yourself ? Oh, we must take him in! My poor little Jim!" She bent over the dripping little figure again as she spoke, and Koger, coming hastily round to the other side, gathered it very tenderly into his arms. '' Poor little chap ! '' he said. *' Did he fall off the tree ? I wish he'd come to ! " They carried him into the house, walking quickly side by side, as they had not walked since their first meeting in the wood, their faces turned to one another in a common anxiety and a common interest. Nearly two hours passed; everything was done that could be done, and the mischievous /l56 CROSS CURRENTS. lace remained still and quiet, as it had never been seen before except when Jim was asleep. At last, however, when his mother was bending over him, all her resources exhausted, and nothing left her l)ut to wait for tlie arrival of the doctor, the freckled features quivered, the deadly pallor changed, and the eyes suddenly opened. ''You can see first-rate from that branch," said a little, thin ghost of a voice ; " but it's awfully crocky." Ten minutes later Selma ran downstairs into the hall, where Nettie was trying to comfort groups of frightened, awestruck boys. "He's better!" she cried. ''He's all right. Nettie, auntie wants you." Nettie tore upstairs, the boys dashed out into the garden with a wild whoop of relief, and Selma was left alone. She stood still a moment, the flush of excitement with which she had told her good news fading gradually from her face, and leaving it very white as she leant back against the oak balusters for CEOSS CUERENTS. 157 support. Then she raised herself with a little sigh of physical fatigue, and moved towards a little door which led into the quiet, old- fashioned rose-garden. At the same moment the front-door opened, and Eoger came in. He stopped short as he saw her. *' Is there any change ? " he asked, quickly. " Humphrey will be back directly." Humphrey had gone for the doctor. Selma stood quite still, looking towards him just as she had turned on the opening of the door. " He is better," she said, softly. '* I do not think he is hurt at all. You have saved him." He took two rapid steps and stood beside her, looking down into her face with eyes which she did not meet, though she did not turn her face from him. *'Not I," he said, in a tone which was the oddest mixture of diffidence and assertion; "I could have done nothing without your help. You saved us both." 158 CKOSS CURRENTS. She made a slight swift gesture of denial, and there was a moment's pause. But neither seemed embarrassed. The barrier broken down in that moment when their hands had touched in that desperate, straining clutch, was not to be re-erected. At last he said, very diffidently, but not awkwardly : ''Are you sure you are not hurt? You look tired." *' Only tired," she said, lifting a pair of unconsciously pathetic eyes to his face. "My wrist is a little strained, that is all." " Ah ! " he exclaimed, and then he pulled himself up as she flushed faintly at his tone, and turned involuntarily towards the garden door. " Were you going into the garden ? '^ he said. " May I — may I come too ? " Selma did not raise her eyes, and the flush on her tired face deepened as she answered, very softly : " If you like." CHAPTER VII. September was over, and the first days of October had followed in its wake. It had been an autumn calculated to atone even for the many sins of the spring which had preceded it — hot, and bright, and settled, as the English climate very seldom allows itself to be — and such happy beings as knew no law with regard to their movements, except the law of their own inclinations, had been very slow in returning to London. In the beginning of October, London had been, what is technically called, '^ empty," though all the inferior districts had been thronged from morning till night with the insignificant working population of all ranks, 160 CROSS CURRENTS. whose holidays are not to be lengthened by any autumn sunshine. Bat somewhat to the un- christian satisfaction of this section of the public — to some ill-reo:ulated constitutions it is dis- tinctly trying to be obliged to work in London through holiday country weather — the middle of October brought with it a sudden change. The wind went into the north-east ; the rain fell in a quiet, persistent, unobtrusive fashion, until it seemed to have become a confirmed habit with it to do so ; and "society " fled back to its winter quarters, shivering and grumbling. It was about half-past ten o'clock in the morning, and the outlook from the Tyrrells' dining-room window was calculated to depress any one in whose scheme of daily life anything so elementary and barbaric as the weather had a place. The pavements were wet, the houses opposite were wet, sundry wet umbrellas passed witb a resentful and depressed splash and patter, the rain came down with dreary monotony. But neither Miss Tyrrell nor her brother, as CROSS CURRENTS. 161 they faced one another at the breakfast-table, were at all aflfected by such trifling external circumstances. Tyrrell had remarked on enter- ing the room that it was an abominable day, and had applied himself to a cursory study of the newspaper, and a more or less interested exchange of comments with his sister. Miss Tyrrell had observed that the room was cold ; had rung for a servant to bring some logs of wood, and had contemplated her elaborate Early English hearth with a perfect satisfaction in its artistic merits, and a vague con3ideration of the weather as being especially designed that* such an eminently desirable factor in the arrangement of a room might have reason for existence. They had returned to London only the day before — Miss Tyrrell in the afternoon, Tyrrell, from the Continent, late at night — and they had a good deal to say to one another over their breakfast, chiefly with reference to matters con- nected with their joint establishment and their joint society life during the ensuing winter. VOL. I. M 162 CROSS CURRENTS. Of the past summer months they hardly spoke at all ; they had gone their own ways, and neither cared sufficiently for the other to be interested or even curious on any matter which concerned only one. They would probably have made no allusion whatever to their recent individual proceedings — certainly it would have occurred to neitlier to question the other — but for the fact that Miss Tyrrell, on her arrival the day before, had expected to find her brother well established for the winter, instead of not yet arrived. John Tyrrell had delayed his return to town for at least ten days after the date he had originally fixed, a very unusual circumstance with him. " You have not even had your letters sent on lately, I see," observed Miss Tyrrell as she rose, breakfast being over, and stood for a moment by the fire preparatory to retiring to her writing- table, where she usually spent the first hour of the morning, '* There is an appalling accumula- tion waiting for you in your room. You won't CROSS CURRENTS. 163 produce the new piece as soon as you intended, I suppose ? " " Possibly not," returned her brother, in a tone that was very hard, and did not invite further comment on his intentions. But Miss Tyrrell was reading the paper, and she did not notice the tone. " Whom have you been with lately ? " she asked, absently. Tyrrell did not apparently resent the ques- tion ; on the contrary, he answered as though he was rather glad to be asked it. '^ I've been alone," he said. *' I got rather bored, and went off to rough it a bit in Greece by myself." He came up to the fireplace as he spoke, and his sister raised her eyes carelessly from her newspaper. " I don't think it has agreed with you," she said. " You are too thin, John. You've been rather foolish not to come back looking younger. Shall I send about those curtains ?" u 2 164 CROSS CURRENTS. '* As you like," returned her brother, without interest. " Well, I suppose I must go and read letters before I go down to the theatre." He gathered up the letters brought him by that morning's post, and went down the passage into the little room where Selma had taken refuge after her first appearance as a reciter, seating himself at the writing-table with hardly a glance round the room, though he had not been in it for nearly four months. His holiday, extended as it had been, had apparently done him no good. He was, as Miss Tyrrell had said, very thin ; his eyes were rather hollow, and very hard ; and there was something about his uninterested manner as he arranged his table and sorted the letters to be read, which suggested, as his manner during his discussion as to future arrangements with bis sister during breakfast had suggested in a less degree, that the life to which he had returned was a matter of business and necessity only, that the capacity for interest was wanting in him, and tbat everything was CROSS CURRENTS. 165 flat. He was dull and apathetic, like a man who is suffering from reaction. He opened his letters one after another, read them rapidly, and laid them aside with not the faintest change of posture or expression, until he came to the first of two addressed in the same large, characteristic handwriting. It was very- long, and he glanced through it rapidly, throw- ing it down when he had read it with a cynical curl of his lips, the nortnal expression of which had altered indefinably for the worse in the course of the last three months — as, indeed, had that of his whole face. " Little fool ! " he said to himself, with a whole world of contempt in his eyes. "Little fool ! " He took up the letter again^and re-read a bit here and there, with a smile which grew more cynical and contemptuous moment by moment. Then, just as he turned to the concludinof words for the second time, the door opened and Miss Tyrrell appeared. 166 CKOSS CUERENTS. " I am sorry to disturb you, John," she said ; " but I want to know exactly what you wish about that new glass." " Oh, as plain as possible," he answered, " with the monogram only. What do you think I have here, Sybilla ? " " Something interesting ? " " That's as you take it ! A letter from Selma Malet to say that she is very sorry, but she's going to be married, and to ask if I will please get her contract cancelled ! " ** John ! Not really ! " " Really ! There is a great deal about her new fancy, and about my forgiving her ; but that's the gist of it. So much for women's careers I Little fool ! You can read it." Miss Tyrrell took the letter with an in- articulate murmur in which amazement, horror, and uncertainty as to what was expected of her — to which her brother's tone had given her no clue — were blended in equal parts. She had not read more than half when she lifted CKOSS CUREENTS. 167 her head with an exclamation of pure astonish- ment. " The idea of Selma s writing like this," she said. "It is simply the wildest infatuation I ever heard of." " She will sacrifice her chance in life to it all the same." "Bat can you do nothing to prevent it, John ? The man is a mere nobody, from what she says ! Think of the splendid position she might have had I Think of all you have done to introduce her alieadyl" Tyrrell smiled half cynically, .half grimly. ** I've done a good deal more for her than that," he said. " By Jove, I've taken pains with that little idiot." His sister hardly heard him ; she was finishing the letter. " Don't let her throw it all away, John," she said. " The silly girl might marry any one she likes in another year. Hold her to her contract at least, and let her see how 168 CROSS CUREENTS. domesticity with this colonial cousin strikes her after her first season ! " Tyrrell leant carelessly back in his chair, and looked with absolutely uninterested eyes idly before him. '' My dear Sybilla, why should I ? " he said. " I don't care a jot whether she marries or not. Why should I trouble myself? There will be not the faintest trouble about cancelling her engagement ; and there will be one fashionable actress the less, that's all." **John, she would have been an artist!" Tyrrell looked at his sister with a con- temptuous curl of his lip. "Yes," he said, after an instant's con- templation, '*so she would — I had forgotten that!" " I thought you were so much interested in her. I thought " Tyrrell moved as though the subject wearied him. ** A winning fight is always interesting," he CEOSS CURRENTS. 169 said, " and it is worth while to help on the winner. If she does not choose to fight, it is entirely her own affair, and she ceases to be interesting." There was a short pause, and Miss Tyrrell took refuge in the letter; she handed it back to him after a moment or two with her own hard little smile. " It is dated August the thirtieth," she observed, " and she begs you to let her have a line of forgiveness by return of post. You have been rather hard on her ! Ah, I see there is another letter from her. What is that about, I wonder ! " Tyrrell took it up and opened it leisurely. It was dated a fortnight after the other, and it was a very short and pathetic appeal from Selma for a word of kindness from her oldest friend. " Poor little fool ! " was Tyrrell's comment, and "poor silly child," echoed Miss Tyrrell as she read it over his shoulder. 170 CROSS CURRENTS. " You'll write to lier, of course," she added. *' Give her my love — I cau't congratulate her." " I shan't write this morning," answered Tyrrell as he folded the letter, and put it with those which were not to be answered imme- diately ; '*if nothing else turns up I may go and see her this afternoon, as the letters have been lying here so long. She's staying with his people, I see." And he settled back again to his correspondence as Miss Tyrrell, with a parting lamentation over Selma's backsliding, departed to do her shopping. Nothing else did '' turn up " in the course of the day, and at about half-past four o'clock in the afternoon, Tyrrell, having finished his busi- ness at the theatre — arranged for the reading of the new piece which had been waiting his return to town, and set on foot negotiations for a sub- stitute for Selma, amongst other things — and having looked in at his club, was standing in the doorway of that institution smoking a cigarette, with a general air about him of having CROSS CURRENTS. 171 BO interest in anything, and of being utterly disinclined to make the effort necessary for the recovery of his old footing with himself or with his life. *' I must do something, I suppose," he argued with himself. *' Why can't I rouse up ? I'll go and look up little Selma — that won't be any trouble, and it is a form of occupation." Accordingly, half an hour later, the Cornishes' brisk little parlourmaid, with her eyes rather round, and her cheeks rather pink with awe, opened the drawing-room door, and announced : ''Mr. Tyrrell!" There was very little light in the room, so late on that dreary October afternoon, but the dancing, uncertain light of the fire, and Tyrrell had not even distinguished who was or was not in the room before the maid's announcement was echoed in a glad, incoherent, impulsive cry, and Selma was standing before him with outstretched hands, and flushed, tremulous face. "Oh, I'm so glad," she cried; "I thought 172 CROSS CURRENTS. — I thought Oh, I thought Fd been too unorrateful to be forgiven I " " I have been out of town," he said. " I have had no letters forwarded to me, and I found both yours waiting for me this morning." He spoke, for the first time that day, as if he were interested in what he said, quickly and gently. The ring of that fresh, sweet voice had roused him in spite of himself. Selma uttered a little cry of relief and hap- piness as she looked up in his face in the dim light, letting her hands remain in his, as she said again ; "Oh, I am so glad ! I have been so miserable, because you didn't write. Then you ^re not angry with me ? " " My dear child, why should 1 be angry ? " There was an undercurrent of cynicism in his tone, but he could not say, *' Why should I care ? " with those soft hands clinging to his. " You know your own mind, of course, and it is for you to decide. Donne is angry," CEOSS CURRENTS. 173 he added, with a smile. "But here is your release." He drew a paper from his breast-pocket as he spoke, and as he gave it her the parlourmaid, rendered additionally zealous by her desire to look as much as possible upon the popular actor in *' a common room " — as she expressed it downstairs — brought in the lamps. Selma only smiled her thanks to him ; but as she did so, the light fell full upon her for the first time, and Tyrrell absolutely started. Standing there, half turned to go to her chair ; with her face raised to his, half gratitude, half confusion ; with her lips parted in a smile ; and the new light in her eyes, which shone there always now that love was the background of her every thought ; she was indescribably lovely. For the first time in her life Tyrrell saw her beauty, not as an im- portant factor among her chances of success, but as the beauty of womanhood. The delicate features, with their soft colouring ; the perfect lips, with their undeveloped suggestion of 174 CROSS CURRENTS. power ; the dark eyes ; the slender, graceful figure ; struck him suddenly as though he saw them now for the first time, and he took the chair she indicated to him, with a little graceful gesture, in silence, hardly hearing the trivial words she spoke about the shortness of the October days. " It is a wonderful developer," he was think- ing, analytically. " Selma in love with a man is infinitely more beautiful than Selma in love with an ideal of Art ! " Then he roused himself to answer her ; and thougb Selma did not notice it — her perceptions being otherwise occupied — though he himself was quite unconscious of it, that moment's silent reali- sation had brought a subtle change to his manner towards her. It would never be the same again. It was no longer the manner of a master to his pupil, but of a man to a beautiful woman. "I hope it has not given you much trouble," she said, lifting her eyes to his face, when they were alone again. CEOSS CURRENTS. 175 There was a little satirical twist about his mouth as he answered her. It struck him as being so like a woman to utter those futile, conventional words when she was recklessly throwing away her whole career, and when no trouble or inconvenience she might have occa- sioned to him, or to any one else, would have weighed one scruple with her. " Not at all," he said. " It is a little late, but that is not your fault. And you have really given it all up ? " ** Eeally," she answered, with an indescribable intonation, half ashamed, half glorying. " And you are very happy ? " '* I — I feel as if I had been asleep all my life, and had only just awoke." A little pause followed the low-toned, im- pulsive words. Selma s head was a little bent ; there was a soft flush on her cheeks ; her eyes were soft and dreamy ; and Tyrrell, studying the girlish, innocent face, was in no hurry to disturb the 176 CROSS CURRENTS. picture she made. It was Selma herself who broke the silence. She seemed to put away her thoughts with a consciousness that it behoved her to make conversation, and, lifting her eyes to his face, she said : " You are later than you expected in coming back to town, are you not ? Have you been abroad? What have you been doing with yourself, Mr. Tyrrell ? " The clear young eyes were looking straight into his as she asked the question, and Tyrrell rose. He walked to the fireplace as he answered her, and leaning one elbow on the mantelpiece, he took up a little ornament. He was looking at it, and not at her, as he spoke : ** I've been in Greece," he said, rather shortly, " Tell me about your own summer." She shook her head, and laughed, softly. " There's nothing more to tell," she said. She broke off suddenly. Voices and footsteps were heard in the hall. CROSS CURRENTS. 177 and Selma started to her feet with crimson -cheeks, and shy, expectant eyes. "Oh!" she cried, ''it's he's coming! I -did so want you to see him." Tyrrell turned towards the door with a quick movement of curiosity, which vaguely surprised him. It opened, and Mrs. Cornish and her eldest daughter came in, followed by a young man he had never seen before. He shook hands with the two former, whose greetings were respectively rather stiff and very shy, and then he turned to Selma, who was standing close to him, with one hand slipped into the young man's arm, her face lovelier than ever in its blushing, happy confusion. "Koger," she said, ''this is Mr. Tyrrell, my very oldest friend. Mr. Tyrrell, this is — Roger ! " Tyrrell held out his hand with a ready, courteous grace of gesture which expressed his .sentiment of the moment as little as did his words. VOL. I. V 178 CROSS CURRENTS. " I am deliglited to meet you," was what he said. What he thought, as he took in the manly, unintellectual face with contemptuous certainty of estimate, was : " A stupid, good fellow. How like a woman ! " " I have heard a good deal of you," returned Koger, as he shook hands heartily. *' Selma," he turned to her as he said her name with a mixture of adoration and protection very pretty to see, " Selma has been so anxious to hear from you. May I ask if it's all right ? " "Of course you may," answered Tyrrell, with a smile which turned Selma's hot cheeks hotter still. Roger glanced at her with a proud ac- ceptance of the right in her which Tyrrell's voice so gracefully allotted to him, and as she met his eyes with a shy, happy, momentary glance, Tyrrell saw her face. There was a hardly per- ceptible pause, and then he went on, speaking rather mechanically : *'Yes, everythiug is settled as Miss Malet wished it." CEOSS CURRENTS. 179 " Miss Malet ! " exclaimed Selma, lifting her eyes from the carpet. "Mr. Tyrrell, what are you thinking of? " He laughed a little constrainedly. '* I was not thinking at all," he said. " But perhaps the instinct was right. Perhaps it had better be Miss Malet." " Mr. Tyrreil, what nonsense ! " protested Selma. " I never heard such nonsense. Be- cause I'm engaged ? Koger, of course he must say Selma, mustn't he? I'm not different." Tyrrell waived the question with a smile^and turned to Mrs. Cornish considerably annoyed with himself. What had possessed him to make such an ass of himself, he wondered ? What did it matter to him how the girl looked at the fellow ? " I hope you had a pleasant time in Somer- setshire," he said. " Thanks, no sugar," as she offered him a cup of tea, and he took a chair near her. All the Cornishes were more or less in awe N 2 180 CROSS CURRENTS. of Selma's distinguished friend, and Mrs. Cornish disliked and distrusted him as an authority in Selma's life against which no word of hers was of the faintest avail. He talked on smoothly and easily, and Sylvia shyly did her best to respond ; but Mrs. Cornish was not in the habit of disguising her sentiments towards any one, and the conversation did not flourish. Neither Selma nor Roger, however, appeared to think it in need of any assistance from them, and, after a little while, Tyrrell rose to go. He said good-bye to Mrs. Cornish and Sylvia, then he turned to Selma. " Good-bye," he said. " Good-bye —who ? " she answered, putting Iter hand behind lier instead of giving it to him, and looking at him with eyes which were half pleading and half mischief. " Good-bye, Selma!" He looked at her for a moment, and then repeated, in a voice which was rather strange : '' Good-bye, Selma." She gave him her hand instantly, with a CROSS CURRENTS. 181 little, satisfied laugh, and Roger opened the door for him, and followed him into the hall on his mother's " See Mr. Tyrrell out, Roger.'' " I feel as if I owed you an apology," observed Roger, in his frank, straightforward way, as Tyrrell took up his hat. '' I shall always have a guilty consciousness of having defrauded the public — of having stolen her." Tyrrell responded to his cheery laugh with a perfectly courteous smile, while his eyes wandered to the young man's watch-chain, and seemed to harden slightly. " You have stolen her whole heart, at any rate," he said. '' I congratulate you. Thanks, 1 will find myself a hansom, it is not raining now. Good-bye." They shook hands, and the next moment Tyrrell let his features set contemptuously as he walked away down the road, thinking to himself: *' An empty-headed colonial fellow like that ! And she throws up everything for him ! " Roger, meanwhile having held the door open 182 CROSS CURRENTS. barely as long as civility demanded, shut it with speed and satisfaction, and returned post-haste to the drawing-room. Mrs. Cornish had left the room, and Selma was standing by the tea-table talking to Sylvia, and not knowing in the least what she was talking about, as her cousin told her, because she was listenino: for Roijer to come back. The look she turned to him as she broke off in the middle of a sentence on his entrance, was sufficient to excuse the (gesture with which he took her in his arms and kissed her, quite regardless of the presence of his sister. "I nearly did it ten minutes ago," he declared, as she freed herself, laughing and blushing, only to nestle up against him quite undisguisedly, as she said : "You behaved quite badly enough as it is. Why didn't you talk to my oldest friend ? " She leant her head back against his arm looking up at his face as she asked the question, and Sylvia contemplated the inevitable result with the sensation with which all the Cornish CROSS CURRENTS. 183 girls still contemplated such proceedings on Selma's part, until Koger's face was pushed away with caressing insistent hands, and Selma lifted her head from his shoulder. She met Sylvia's wondering eyes and coloured crimson. *' Roger, dear, don't," she said, softly. ^' Sylvia's surprised ! " Sylvia could contain herself no longer. *'I am, Selma," she said, laughing, *' I am ! I can't believe my eyes sometimes. How often have I heard you laugh at the very idea of falling in love with any man ? Is it really the same Selma?" Selma did not move away. She drew Eoger's arm more closely round her, and lifted his other hand to her cheek. " No, Sylvia," she said, '' this is a new Selma —Roger's Selma ! " " And I think you might go and see after mother now, Sylvia," added Roger. " It's getting late 1 " and, with another wondering laugh, Svlvia vanished. 184 CEOSS CUERENTS. The conversation after her departure was neither coherent nor particularly interesting for a few moments except to the parties immediately concerned. It was succeeded by a long silence as Selma let her head rest against his shoulder, while he held her hand pressed against his lips. She moved at last, and gently drawing her hand away began to touch his hair with soft, caressing movements. *' How do you like my oldest friend ? " she said, dreamily. " He seems a good sort of fellow ! I saw^ him look at this, Selma." This w^as the little gold heart which Selma had lost in the wood. The mystery which had surrounded Roger's non-appearance on the sands at Blue Rocks had been solved, when it turned out that he had spent an hour in the wood searching for it. He had returned it to its owner when they were engaged, telling her that he had meant to keep it in remembrance of a dream ; and she had told him, with a lovely CKOSS CUERENTS. IBS' smile, to keep it in remembrance of a reality — their first meeting. She touched it now tenderly and lingeringly. " Poor Mr. Tyrrell ! " she said ; " I hope he wasn't hurt." He captured the hand, and carried it to his lips again. "Sweetheart," he said, "now that it is all over, and you've given it all up, I wonder if you will ever be sorry." His voice was very wistful, almost beseech- ing. She gave him all that a lover could %sk ; he might hold her in his aims ; her love for him, sudden and rapid as had been its growth, was as undisguised as it was innocent and girlish ; but always in his simple, honest soul there was a consciousness that she was in some way beyond him, that there were powers in her which he could only reverence or ignore, realms in her mind where he could never reign. Strong and capable as he was in all the other relations of life, in his worship of her he was 186 CROSS CURRENTS. uncertain as a cbild. He never doubted her love, lie never doubted her faith, but he doubted himself. Almost before he had uttered the last word, she drew his head down with a swift, impulsive movement, until her lips touched his cheek with soft, passionate kisses. " Don't you understand ? " she said. " Oh, Eoger, don't you understand?" CHAPTER VIII. More than a month lay between the afternoon when Tyrrell made the acquaintance of Selma's future husband, and the August evening, about a week after Jim's accident, when she had flung herself into Helen's arms, and, sobbing out an incoherent rhapsody of love and joy, had told her that she had promised to be Eoger Cornish's wife. And that the spectacle of Selma in love was still an astounding one to her cousins was certainly no fault of Selma's. During the week that passed between Jim's accident and the engagement, nobody could have failed to see what was coming; the only conjecture left to the excited conclaves who incessantly discussed the situation below their 188 CROSS CURRENTS. breaths, in all sorts of odd corners, was when it would " happen." The whole party had looked on — the majority suffering acutely from the necessity of repressing in public their almost irrepressible amusement and astonishment — at the sight of Selma as simply and hopelessly in love as a girl could be : restless or dreamy when he was absent ; silent when he was present ; blushing when he spoke to her ; following him furtively with large, shy eyes ; starting and trembling at the sound of his voice or his step ; and generally conducting herself in the most orthodox and conventional manner. And the question finally asked and answered — how girlishly and sweetly no one but Koger ever knew^ — her love was as unreserved as her perfect happiness, and as demonstrative. Jim had given it as his deliberate conviction that they were the " spooniest spoons going." Sylvia, Helen, and Nettie confided to one another that Selma never spoke or thought of any one but Eoofer. Her sister w^as less astonished than the CROSS CURRENTS. 189 other girls. Partly because she was herself engaged ; and partly because, as she said, she had learnt never to be surprised at Selma ; Helen took it altogether as a matter of course, and responded placidly to Mrs. Cornish, when that lady spent long mornings, in the absence of the engaged couple, in monologues of satisfaction. In her aunt's eyes Selma had at last become a satisfactory and understandable girl, and all her past incomprehensibleness was forgiven and forgotten. It was curious, but perhaps inevitable, that all the surprise of the Cornish family was con- centrated on the fact that Selma should have fallen in love. They had never understood her artistic aspirations ; her old scheme of life had been vague and unreal to them every one — with the exception of Humphrey, and Humphrey looked on with quiet, thoughtful eyes, and expressed no opinion — and they hardly realised what it meant that these had died suddenly and completely out of her heart. Every thought, 190 CROSS CURRENTS. every iDstinct she had known since thought or instinct had first stirred in her, was dominated and nullified by a new emotion. She had looked upon the stage as the means by which she was to devote herself to her ideal ; now she thought of the stage no more. She had looked upon John Tyrrell as the arbiter of her life ; she only hoped vaguely now that he would not think her ungrateful. She had in her the fire of genius ; it was quenched in a spring tide of love. Her life was centred in one idea, and that idea was Koger. Helen and Selma had come back to London to the Cornishes' house, not to their own. Mrs. Cornish had taken it for granted that it should be so, and neither girl had made any objection. Eoger was trying to make arrangements which would enable him to settle in London ; it was likely that he and Selma would be married immediately, and, until their plans were settled, it was useless to make any arrangements for the future. CKOSS CUERENTS. 191 It was fortunate that the interest which surrounded Selma as an engaged young lady- did not wear off, and it was also fortunate that Humphrey and Helen were a most unexacting couple, since, as Jim expressed it, '' Koger had nothing to do in London but spoon Selma ; and Selma was always ready to be spooned." Jim himself had confided to Nettie, on going back to school, that he was "jolly glad to get out of the house " ; but his sisters, fortunately, continued to be thrilled with excitement over the precaution necessary on entering any room where the lovers were suspected to be, over Selma's absent-mindedness and Roger's inatten- tion, and their mutual oblivion of everything in the world but one another; and when, a few days after Tyrrell's call, Roger was obliged to go to Liverpool on business, all the resources of every member of the family were taxed to the utmost for Selma's consolation. The week of his absence was almost gone ; it was Friday morning, and on Saturday he 192 CEOSS CUREENTS. was expected home, and Selma was moving about the morning-room, restless and excited, radiant with expectation. Sylvia was painting at a table near the window. Mrs. Cornish and Helen were working. ''My dear, don't you think the time would seem shorter if you did a little work ? " suggested Mrs. Cornish, laughing, as Selma turned with a heavy sigh from a passing inspection of the clock. *'Do you think it would, auntie?" replied Selma, coming across the room, and kneeling aimlessly down in front of Mrs. Cornish, and smiling up at her with a frank impatience in her eyes which made her look like a little child. " There's all the morning, and all the afternoon, and all the evening, and " " I think I'd better take you to the Marriotts' to-night instead of Helen ! " Mrs. Cornish's voice was lauorhino; • but Helen took up her "words eagerly, and said : " Oh, auntie, what a good idea ; I don't CROSS CURRENTS. 193 care about it a bit, and Selma would like it, wouldn't you, Selma ? " Selma let herself drop into a sitting position on the floor and considered the question. " Is it a big party ? " she asked. " These parties are always big," put in Sylvia, lifting her head and contemplating her work critically. *' He is the richest man on the Bench, father says, and they've a lovely house, and know lots of people. Mother, take Helen and Selma, and let me stop at home. Helen, come and look at this." Helen put down her work, and rose, as she said : " Sylvia, really and truly, I'd rather stop at home. It will be a nice quiet evening, you know. Oh, that's lovely." The meditative figure on the floor, whose eyes had wandered back to the clock, turned at the exclamation. " Show me," it observed, having ap^^arently passed from a restless to an indolent stage of impatience. VOL I. o 194 CKOSS CURRENTS. Sylvia handed her the paiuting as she leant back on one hand, stretching out the other to receive it, and said : '' Will Humphrey be at home ? " *' Yes," answered Helen, following the paint- inn^, and standino^ over Selma as she looked down at it. Selma sighed heavily, and leant her head caressingly back against her sister, looking up at her with envious eyes. " Oh, you happy Helen," she said. " Of course, you don't want to go to any party." " And that being the case," responded Helen, brightly, " leave me at home, auntie, and take Sylvia and Selma." *' Would you like it, Selma ? " asked Mrs. Cornish. Selma put her head dubiously on one side, and contemplated the painting. " Sweet, Sylvia ! " she said, giving it to Helen to return to her cousin, as she went on, with unconcealed melancholy : " I'm afraid CEOSS CUREENTS. 195 I shouldn't much, auntie. I should be wishing it were over all the time." Helen and Sylvia laughed simultaueously. ''Oh, cheer up, Selma ! " exclaimed the latter, gaily. " The longest lane, you know ! You'd much better come, hadn't she, mother? It will help the evening through, at any rate." Selma showed no desire to have the evening helped through, and for some time she refused to have anything to say to the idea. At last, however, the persuasions of Sylvia and Helen reduced her to saying that she would have gone if she had had a dress ; and this excuse being scouted by both the other girls as utterly futile, she finally declared that she didn't care in the least how she dragged through the time, and it was settled for her by her sympathising advisers that she should do it in the vortex of dissipation. All Selma's movements at this time sent a thrill of excitement through the Cornish household, and she had been out very little o 2 196 CEOSS CURRENTS. with her aunt and cousins. The Marriotts' party became quite an event in the eyes of the whole family as soon as it was known that she was going to it. Her dress was looked out, discussed, and touched up by Helen^ with assistance from Sylvia and Nettie, tentative at first, since Selma in evening dress had been an awe-inspiring vision to them not so very long ago, but waxing enthusiastic at her careless, but to them most encouraging gratitude. And when the time came for her to dress, Selma^ with one of her sudden changes of mood, seemed to have forgotten all her reluctance to go out, forgotten that she was merely dragging on a miserable existence until Koger should come back. She was in wild spirits,, dancing about the room in various stages of undress, each of which seemed to make her more youthful and irresistible than the last,, first with Helen, then with Sylvia, who was vainly trying to accomplish her own dressing with all speed, that sLe might assist in the CROSS CURRENTS. 197 adorning of her cousin, then with the much- excited Nettie, who was acting as lady's-maid to her own intense satisfaction. " Selma, one would think you'd never been to a party before," cried the latter, as Helen captured the graceful dancing figure, and seated her by main force in a chair, preparatory to doing her hair for her. " I never have, Nettie," returned Selma, gaily ; " not since I was your age — not properly. I hated parties last spring ; oh, you don't know how I hated them, and that's why I shall enjoy myself so to-night." A chorus of " Selma, what do you mean ? " greeted this declaration ; and Helen added, peremptorily, " My dear, you really must keep still," to which admonition Selma replied with a kiss, but which was without further practical result. " It'll be so different, don't you see," she said. '* I shall have nothing to do but enjoy myself, and I shall revel in it. Oh, thanks, 198 CROSS CURRENTS. Nettie ! " as she took her dress from the girl's arm. There was a few moments* breathless silence on the part of the three ladies'-maids, while Selma kept up a running fire of comments, jokes, and thanks, and then the last touch was given, and Nettie broke out with : '^ Oh, Selma, I never saw anything so lovely. Oh, isn't she beautiful ! " The dress was of soft, faint yellow silk, very^ simply made, with the long draperies which suited Selma's slender gracefulness so well, and the delicate yellow setting from which it rose seemed to give an added loveliness to the dark head. Her cheeks were flushed, her eyes spark- ling, and her lips were curved into a smile. Even Helen, to whom she was always perfection, thought that she had never seen her look sweeter, and she said, tenderly : "What a pity Eoger isn't going!" The instant she had spoken the words, which had risen instinctively to her lips, she regretted CROSS CURRENTS. 199 them. The light died out of the beautiful, sensitive face suddenly and completely, the very colour faded, and Selma's lips trembled as she turned away from the glass without another glance. "It doesn't matter how I look," sbe said, disconsolately. ''I wonder why I'm going?" She went downstairs sadly and silently, and nothing they could say, none of the admiring comments she received, could win a smile from her. She was depressed in proportion to her previous high spirits, and she moved and spoke when it was necessary, as though her thotights were far away — as indeed they were — until she was aroused to the consciousness that she was standing in a brilliantly lighted room, in a brilliantly dressed crowd, by a man's voice at her elbow. "How do you do. Mis. Curnish?" it said. "What have I done that you cut me — Selma?" She turned with a little cry of pleasure. 200 CROSS CURRENTS. ''Oh, Mr. Tyrrell," she said, "I never thought of seeing you ! How very nice ! " His eyes rested for a moment on her face in its sudden glow of pleased surprise, and he said, rather mechanically : ^'I did not know you knew the Marriotts." " Uncle Dick," began Selma ; and then she broke off with a little laugh, which was more than half vexation. " Old Lady West is bearing down on me," she said, rapidly. *'I shall have to talk to her. Oh, do manage to have a little talk to me by-and-by." His smile of comprehension and assent had something rather strange about it, and he turned quickly, as Selma shook hands with an old lady evidently bent on congratulation, and, finding acquaintances almost at his elbow, was soon drawn on further into the crowd. Quite half the people in the room were known to him ; every one who knew him w^as anxious to speak to him, and every one who spoke to him that night thought that John Tyrrell had come back CEOSS CURRENTS. 201 after his holiday more delightful than ever. He had been talking, smiling, listening, for nearly half an hour when Selma found him, it seemed to her by the merest chance, close beside her, as she stood talking to a mutual friend close to the entrance to the conservatory. A few minutes afterwards, the mutual friend, having drawn Tyrrell into the conveisation, drifted away, and Selma said, quickly : " This is delightful ! Let us go to the conservatory and talk." It was still comparatively early in the evening, and the conservatory was nearly empty; it was softly lighted with Japanese lamps, and among the tall palms and wonderful ferns were quaintly made seats, with richly coloured cushions. It was a charming picture as they entered, and Selma's graceful figure made it more charmingstill. " Why are you not dancing ? " Tyrrell asked, as the distant sounds of dance music reached them as he stood for a moment beside the seat she had taken. 202 CROSS CURRENTS. She lifted her eyes to him, and the colour rushed to her cheeks. '' Roger isn't here," she said, softly. *'Isee." Tyrrell had seated himself before he spoke, and there was another instant's pause before he went on, as he leant back in his seat and crossed his legs. *' And why isn't he here ? " " He is away," said Selma, turning a melan- choly face towards him ; ''he has been away a week. Ah, you don't know how dreadful it has been ! But he is coming back to-morrow." ** And when is it to be ? " "When Oh!" Selma's colour deepened, and her eyes dropped suddenly. She did not see the look on the face of the man beside her as he watched her, sitting quite motionless, in his easy, graceful attitude. '* It depends on so many things," she said, after a moment, shyly and confidentially. "You see, Roger doesn't want to take me to New Zealand ; CROSS CUERENTS. 205 he says I shouldn't like it ; and there may be a good deal of trouble before he can settle down in London. But there's just a tiny chance that he might be able to arrange some- thing in England at once — something very small, you know ; and then — then " The sweet young voice died away, and there was a moment's silence as she sat, a lovely picture of confusion, bending a little forward, playing with her fan as it lay on her knee. " I see," he said again, mechanically, without moving his eyes. Selma suddenly clasped her hands softly together, and went on, eagerly : " You see, it would be a very little house, of course, and we should be rather poor ; but we shouldn't mind that, either of us, a bit. That's what I tell him." She was looking straight before her with earnest, childish eyes, and as she finished, she suddenly turned them upon him. Tyrrell ^04 CROSS CURRENTS. moved slightly, but very suddenly, and his voice, as he spoke, had a new tone in it — the tone of a man who is feeling his way — though he spoke lightly, almost banteringly : " There will be no more of this kind of thing," he said, with a slight gesture towards the brilliant crowd that passed and repassed before the entrance to the conservatories. ** Ah, there is Lady Dunstan. She asked Sybilla to bring you to her ' at home ' next week ; but that was in the capacity of young lion, not domestic mouse, of course." He paused, and bowed to the lady in question, and then went on : " This is almost your last appearance, I suppose, even in a private capacity ? " "Yes," she assented, brightly, "i suppose so." " It seems hardly worth while to have made such a sensation for * one night only,' " he observed, with a smile — the smile of open admiration and congratulation of an old friend, stretching out his hand for her fan as he spoke, and unfurling it carelessly. CROSS CURRENTS. 205- Selma looked at him wonderingly. *' I don't understand," she said. Tyrrell furled the fan with a swift turn of his wrist — he was one of the best fencers in London — and laughed as he said : " If any other girl said such a thing as that to me, I should say that she was fishing for compliments, Miss Malet." Then, as she drew back a little, half wondering, half hurt, he added, quickly and gently : *' Don't you understand that everybody is talking about you, Selma ? Half the people in the room have been asking who you are, and Fve seen half the people in the room introduced to you." " Have you ? " exclaimed Selma. " Yes, lots of people have been talking to me ; but I didn't know you saw me. I thought you had lost sight of me altogether, and I was so afraid we shouldn't meet again." Tyrrell passed over her words with a slight smile. ** Haven't you enjoyed it ?" he asked, lightly. 206 CROSS CURRENTS. " Are you not the least bit sorry to give it up, to thiuk that you will never set a whole room full of smart people staring and talking again ? '^ Selma laughed. "Not the least little bit," she said. "Not the very least little bit." There was a pause. Two or three couples strolled in from the dancing-room, and Tyrrell furled and unfurled the fan in his hands, gazing at it absently as he did so. Then the dance music began again. It was a dreamy, alluring w^altz, and Selma^s feet began to move restlessly. He looked at her, and she laughed. " It's such fascinating music," she said. " It makes one long to dance." He waited a moment, watching the girlish figure as it swayed slightly in time to the music, then he echoed her laugh, and said : ** There is only one way of taking up such a cue as that. My speech obviously is, * Miss Malet, may I have the pleasure ? ' " " Thank you, Mr. Tyrrell, I am not dancing CROSS CURRENTS. 207 to-niorlit. That is the end of the scene, isn t it?" She leant back in her chair with another light laugh, and held oat her hand for her fan. But he retained it. ''I mean it," he said. "Would it be treason in you to dance this with such an old friend?" Selma turned to him as though he had proposed that they should fly to the moon together. "Dance with you, Mr. Tyrrell!" she ex- claimed. " Why, you never dance ! " " That's no reason why I never should," he answered. " Come." He rose as he spoke, and she followed his example, obeying him as she had obeyed him all her life. " I've never danced with you in my life,'* she said. " It seems so funny." He made her no answer, and she slipped her hand into his arm as he offered it her, and 208 CROSS CURRENTS. walked away with him. The dancing-room was very full, and as they stood a moment waiting to start, he said, as he looked down on her : '*What a successful frock! Why have I never seen it before ? " Selma smiled. " You have," she said, *' often ! " He put his arm round her, and they glided off into the stream as he replied : " I don't remember it." There were only a few turns left before the waltz came to an end, and Tyrrell talked lightly all the time about the party, the people, and anything that they suggested to him. Selma, after the first delight in her partner's perfect movement, gave herself up to washing that he was Roger. But when it was over and he released her, the tone and manner of his ** Thank you ! " startled himself as it could not fail to have startled her if her thouofhts had not been many miles away. John Tyrrell was not an accomplished actor and a man of the world CROSS CURRENTS. 209 for nothing, however, and as he took her back into the conservatory, and they walked up and down there while she fanned herself slowly, his voice and expression alike became again the voice and expression with which she was familiar. "That was delicious," she said, recalling her- self with an effort from her thoug^hts of Koorer. '' What perfect dance music ! " "It is," he asserted. ''Let me fan you!" He took the fan from her in spite of her laughing protest, and began to move it slowly up and down ; and then fixing his eyes on her face as his occupation gave him an excuse for doing, he said, carelessly, but with keen attention in his eyes : " Have you heard much music since you came back to town? Have you heard Moritz ? " Moritz was a young pianist who had made his first appearance in the London art world during the last season, and Selma had met him several times, and taken a sympathetic, girlish interest in her fellow debutant VOL. I. p 210 CROSS CURRENTS. " No," she answered, eagerly. *' What is he doing this season ? " " He is working splendidly," returned Tyrrell. " He seems to me to make a step forward in power and technique every time I hear him." He paused as Selma uttered a quick, enthusiastic exclamation of sympathy, and then went on, still with the same intent watch on her face : " Do you remember how angry he used to get with himself over those Volkslieder ? I heard him play them the other night to absolute per- fection, and I told him so afterwards. He shook back that mane of his, his eyes lighted up — you know — and he said : ' Ah, I have done it ! It is my own. I stand now upon his difficulties ! " "Oh!" exclaimed Selmn, "how lovely for him ! How he must have worked ! Do tell him I congratulate him." The excited face and shining eyes were turned full towards him, and he studied them as he would have studied an open book, as he said, deliberately and slowly, in a lower tone than he CROSS CURRENTS. 211 had used yet, as tliough the subject were painful to him : " He asked after you, and what you were doing. I told him that you had given up work, and he couldn't believe it. Ah," he added, with quick change of manner, ^' here is Miss Cornish looking for you, I'm afraid." He did not look at Selma, but there was an instant's pause before she took her fan as he offered it to her, and he knew that her face had changed suddenly and completely. She hardly spoke as they rejoined Mrs. Cornish, and her face was still dreamy and thoughtful when Tyrrell shut the carriage door on them and turned away. He went straight home, though it was so early, and had smoked two cigarettes before Miss Tyrrell, who had also been out, came in w^ith an exclamation of surprise at seeing him. " I told you it would be dull," she said, care- lessly, as she unwound an artistically-arranged p 2 212 CROSS CURRENTS. wrap from her artistically arranged head. " Who was there ? " " Nobody," returned her brother. " Selma was the sensation. '* " Selma Malet ! I should not have thouofht of her being there. And how does the silly child like the idea of giving it up ? " Tyrrell smiled cyuically. " She has no ideas of any kind, at present," he said. ** She is in love." '' And will it last ? " Her brother flicked the ashes from the top of his cigarette, and his face was more cynical than ever. '' Who knows ? " he said. CHAPTER IX. At about three o'clock the next afternoon the Cornish household, which had spent the morning in a state of sympathetic excitement and ex- pectancy, subsided into satisfied quietude. Roger had arrived in time for lunch, looking radiant and triumphant, but he had said nothing as to the result of his absence ; his family under- stood that Selma was to hear all about it first, and withdrew to compare notes on Selma's expression of bliss during lunch, to tell one another how glad they were that Roger had come back, and to speculate as to the news he had brought. The lovers, left to themselves after a parting of a whole week, concerned themselves at first 214 CROSS CURRENTS. neither with the future nor with the past; and when the present ceased to be all-sufficient for them, lengthy experiences had to be exchanged as to the desolation of the last six days, and much consolation to be given and received before anything so comparatively matter-of-fact as future prospects could be thought of. At last Selma leant against him as they sat to- gether on the sofa with a little sigh of absolute contentment; and, as he looked down into her sweet face, he moved her a little, suddenly and diffidently, that the light might fall more directly upon her, and said, anxiously : " Sweetheart, why do you look so tired ? " She opened her eyes and smiled up at him. **Do I look tired?" she said, dreamily. *' It must be dissipation, I'm afraid. I did not sleep wxU ; I had dreams " She broke off suddenly, her face changed, and she moved so that he did not see it for a moment. Then she turned to him sud- CROSS CUERENTS. 215 ■denly, and nestled very close to him, as she said : "You haven't told me yet anything about what you've been doing." " I've beeu thinking about you." " xlll day and every day ? " " All day and every day." *'That must have been very bad for business." She laughed a low, delighted, musical laugh, and Roger echoed it, as he said : **!No, it was first-rate for business. Things have turned out far better than I expected." He spoke with the triumphant and important tone of a man who has something to tell, and Selma moved interestedly, and sat up, leaving both her hands in his, and waiting eagerly for his next words. " I won't go into a lot of business details," he said. " It would bother you, wouldn't it ? But I've arranged an exchange — a very good •exchange. I give up my berth in Nelson, and 216 CROSS CURRENTS. sign a contract with a firm here, which means a first-class position in a few years' time, and something to offer my darling now." His voice was full of happiness, and Selma's flushed face was radiant, as she cried : " Oh, Roger, really and truly ? You are not giving up anything to stay in England ? You are quite satisfied ? " *' I should be hard to please if I were not," he answered, with a ringing laugh. "You know I would not risk the future — I would sooner wait for you, my darling — but this is far better than anything I could have hoped for in Nelson. You have brought me good luck." He lifted her hands to his lips as he spoke, but she bent towards him impulsively, and pressed her cheek against his. " I would like to," she murmured, girlishly. *' Oh, Eoger, you know I would like to." There w^as a little silence, and then Roger moved, and put his hand into his pocket. " I wanted to bring you something," he CROSS CURRENTS. 217 said, difEdently ; ''only I could not find any- thing really good enough for you. I — do you like it ? " He had been opening a little packet as he spoke, his strong, man's fingers absolutely shaking with nervousness, and with the last words he produced a little pearl bracelet, dainty and slender as the little wrist at which he glanced as he put it into her hand. " Oh, Roger," she cried, as she took it and the hand that gave it her together. "Oh, how sweet of you ! Like it ? It's beautiful ! " " Is it what you like ? " he asked, anxiously. *' 1 saw it in a window, and I thought it was pretty. But nothing ever seems to me pretty enough for you, Selma. Everything that comes near you ought to be like you." " Dearest ! " she answered, softly and im- pulsively, looking up from the little bracelet into the simple, adoring eyes that met hers, *' you think too much of me in every way. There is nothing you should love me for, Eoger^ 218 CROSS CURRENTS. except that I love you. And I should love anything you gave me — you know that," she went on, when he released her, wliich was not soon. "Even if it wasn't the sweetest thing I ever saw, as this is. Put it on for me." He hesitated a moment, and then he said : *' Look at the inside, Selma." "The inside? Oh! Why, there's some- thing written, Koger — a date. November the second. That's to-day ? " She had risen as she spoke, that she might hold the bracelet in a better light, and she turned to him as she finished, with soft, en- quiring eyes. He rose, too, and stood very close to her, not touching her, however, as he said : "Yes, it's to-day. Can't you guess how I want to think of to-day ? " She thought a moment, with her eyes fixed on the mysterious date, and then she whispered, happily : " It's the day when you came back to me." " No, it's not that. I don't mean that. I CROSS CURRENTS. 219 want it to be more. Selma," he drew a step nearer, and gathered both her hands into his own, '' tell me to-day when it may be." There was a little ioarticulate sound of confusion, the wondering eyes changed sud- denly, and Selma had drawn back a step, her face bent very low. " Oh, Roger ! " she murmured. " My darling, why should we wait ? That you should care for a fellow like me is what I never can explain ; but — you do. And I — Selma, I want my wife." *'Your wife!" She lifted her head with a sudden start, and looked at him for an instant, her very throat crimson with the swift rush of colour the word had produced, her eyes half startled, half pleased, as if with a new and wonderful idea. '' Your wife ! " she re- peated, in a voice in which pride, excitement, happiness, and shyness were inextricably blended. '' Your wife ! Oh, Roger ! " He drew her into his arms with an assurance 220 CROSS CURRENTS. of touch which he had never used to her before, and she yielded to him with a vague thrill, of which her youthful excitement was hardly conscious. " Does it sound strange to you, darling ? " he said. *' I have said it to myself, over and over again, till I've hardly been able to believe in my luck. My wife ! " She hid her face for a moment on his shoulder, and then she lifted it again, glowing with happy, proud confusion. ''It takes one's breath away," she whispered. She looked more like a sensitive, enthusiastic child than a woman, as she let her arms rest so gently on his shoulders, and her eyes only got brighter and happier as he said again : " Why should we wait, dearest ? Tell me when ? In a month ? " ** Roger ! " she exclaimed, clasping her hands as they met behind his head, with a little emphatic gesture of protestation. " In a month ! It's most utterly impossible ! " CEOSS CUERENTS. 221 " Six weeks, then ! Two months ! To-day is the second of November. The second of January, darling ! " " Oh, Roger ! " with a world of hesitation and indecision in her voice. And then she added quickly, with a laugh in her eyes : " It's a Sunday ! " " It's not ! It's a Tuesday ! Say it shall be then.'' He held her very close, and, as she met the honest blue eyes, she laid her face down with a gesture of childish devotion on his shoulder. **Yes," she whispered. " My darling ! " A moment later he drew one of her hands down, and slipped the bracelet on the little wrist, and as he did so she lifted a very rosy face, and watched his fingers. " I shall wear it always and always," she said, softly. "And I shall love it almost like my ring. Oh, Roger ! " with a sudden change of voice, as the clock on the mantelpiece struck 222 CROSS CURRENTS. five. " Listen ! I thought it was very dark. They will be bringing tea. I must go ! I must go and tell Helen ! " He held her fast for an instant more. " I may tell my mother ? " he said. " Oh, yes ; you may do as you like. Only let me go! I must tell Helen !" She returned his kisses with innocent, undisguised fervour, and then she was gone. She fled upstairs, with bent head, and the step of a very fugitive, to the room she shared with Helen, opened the door with noiseless haste as though a moment's pause was intolerable to her, and the thought of drawing attention to her unprotected self by any sound was not to be borne, shut it behind her almost in the same instant, and threw herself into her sister's arms before Helen was well aware that she was near. '' Oh, Nell," she cried. *' Oh, Nell, Nell ! " Helen was well used to such demonstrations on Selma's part. Eeserve, where she was sure CROSS CURRENTS. 223 of love and sympathy, had never been one of the latter's characteristics ; and through all her life her easily excited, emotional temperament had been accustomed to find an outlet in Helen's arms — arms which were always ready to hold her, however little Helen fathomed her emotion at the moment. In the bright, practical con- solation or sympathy with which Helen met all her sister's despairs or enthusiasms Selma felt only the love, and was always soothed by it, never missing the comprehension which her sister could not give her. She hid her face upon Helen's shouldef now as she had hidden it many times before, and Helen pressed a warm, cheery kiss upon the dark hair as she said : " Well, have you made up for all the week, dear ? " " I've got something to tell you, Nell ! " " Something special ! " " Something very special. He — I — we — Nell, the second of January ! " 224 CROSS CURRENTS. "Oh, Selma!'* The soft round cheek was pressed against the dark head, and for a moment the sisters €lung close together, and were very still. Then Helen lifted her head, winked her blue eyes rather suspiciously once or twice, and sat down, drawing Selma down on the floor at her side. ''It's quite settled ?" she said, brightly. " I am so glad, dear, so very, very glad. How busy we shall all have to be ! " Selma raised her head excitedly, squeezing her sister's hands in both her own as she rested them on Helen's knee. " It seems a very little time, doesn't it?" she said, in a delighted, awe- struck voice. *' He was in such a dreadful hurry 1 " '' In too much hurry, Selma ? " The flushed face went down upon the clasped hands precipitately, and Selma said, half laughing, half crying : " I don't know, Nell. Oh, Nellie ! " And she lifted herself up CROSS CURRENTS. 225 suddenly, and flung her arms round her sister's neck with a little excited cry : *' I can't believe it's true! It seems too good to be true!" Helen laughed ; but, in spite of herself, her laugh ended in a little sigh, and Selma suddenly unclasped her hands, and let them fall again on her knee as she knelt back on the floor. " Oh, what a selfish girl I am ! " she cried, remorsefully, under her breath. " Oh, Nell, darling, shall we wait until you and Humphrey can be married too? Oh, you must be dreadfully unhappy ! " Helen drew her close, and laid her cheek so that Selma should not see her face. " No, dear," she said, softly and quickly, " I didn't mean to sigh. I'm quite content to wait as long as we must wait. It's only now and then ! " '*Will it be long?" said the fresh, pitying young voice. VOL. I. Q 226 CROSS CURRENTS. "Yes, dear." Selma made a little inarticulate moan over her as if such a state of things were too terrible to contemplate. "It does seem so unfcxir!" she cried at last. ''Everything is perfect with Roger and me, we haven't to wait or anything, and we've only known one another tw^o months — just think, Helen, two months ago I hardly knew there was Roger in the world. And you and Humphrey have cared so long ! Oh, it makes me feel quite wicked." But Helen was her own hopeful matter-of- fact self again, and she kissed away the two bright tears which stood in Selma's grieving eyes. "Goose!" she said, brightly, "you haven't anything at all to do wath it. Come, we must go downstairs to tea. Does auntie know ? " "I said he might tell her," answered Selma, CROSS CURRENTS. 227 sorely divided between the thrilling interest of her own affairs, and loving pity for her sister ; but the former became for the moment all- absorbiog as Helen, having smoothed the ruffled hair in a practical, business-like way, drew her towards the door. " Oh, Helen, must I go down so soon ? " she said. ''Oh, suppose they all know!" It was quite impossible to doubt that they all did know as Selma and Helen went into the drawing-room together — Selma, with very flushed face and downcast eyes, trying to appear un- conscious of the universal exclamation which greeted her, ''Here she is!" They were all there ; Mrs. Cornish, pouring out tea, Sylvia, Nettie, sundry other cousins — even little Elsie. And, in addition to this strong muster of Cornishes, there was a little figure in a sealskin hat and coat, which sprang up as the sisters came in and cast itself pre- cipitately upon Selma, crying, in a little, quick eager voice : Q 2 228 CROSS CURRENTS. "You dearest thing, how glad I am to see you!" " Mervyn ! " exclaimed Selma and Helen simultaneously ; and Helen added, as Selma was rendered temporarily incapable of speech by a rapid series of speechless, eloquent kisses : ''I didn't know you'd come back. How nice ! Mervyn Ferris was the only daughter of an old friend of Mr. Cornish. She had been motherless from her babyhood, and when she was a wild, erratic little schoolgirl, Mrs. Cornish had been always very good to her, and she had spent nearly as much time in the Cornishes' house as in that of her own father. She had been sent abroad to school when she was about fifteen, and had come home two years later to be her own mistress, and the mistress of her father's house, just at the time when Helen and Selma were established in the little Hampstead house. She had come back two years older in CROSS CURRENTS. 229 years than when she went away ; but she had altered hardly perceptibly, and she had taken up all her old ways with the Cornish girls as though two days instead of two years had passed, running in and out of the house at all hours of the day, always full of excited interest in all their doings, always demanding and obtaining sympathy for her own enthusiasm, teased by the boys, laughed at by the girls, and loved and petted in a careless, protecting fashion by the whole household. Being so much with their cousins, she had of course seen a great deal of Helen and Selma, and her first admira- tion of the latter had speedily developed into enthusiastic devotion. Her adoration from the first had been perfectly frank and unconcealed, and had no trace about it of the awe with which Selma was regarded by her cousins. And Selma, taken by surprise, had let herself be w^orshipped, half laughing and half touched ; had been sweet and gracious to her devotee — as she was to every one with whom she came in 230 CROSS CURRENTS. contact — and had gradually grown very fond of the little thing. She returned her kisses now, laughing a little, and blushing very much, for the pressure of Mervyn's small hands conveyed a great deal that could not be said in public, and then the latter drew back, and said, as a sort of explanatory apology to every one, with a shy glance in particular at Koger : *' It's so exciting for me, you see — not to know anything at all about it, and then to come in like this and find you all talking about the wedding-day. Oh, Selma, I am to be a bridesmaid, am I not ? How you can all have been so very horrid as not to write to me, I can't think ! " "We didn't know where you were," said Sylvia. *' That's nothing to do with it, Sylvie. I mean you might have written somewhere, and I should have got it." CROSS CUREENTS. 231 She had been travelling abroad all the summer and autumn with her father, and during the last two months their movements had been so uncertain, that the Cornishes really had not known where to write to her ; though, no doubt — as Mervyn's last in- coherent speech was intended to imply — they might have found out if they had not very much preferred the idea of telling her l)y word of mouth, and enjoying her excite- ment — always a standing joke with the whole household. She had a quick, impulsive little way of speaking, the natural expression of an enthu- siastic, quickly beating little heart ; and her little thin, brown, childish face seemed at the moment to be all eager brown eyes. She was unusually small, with tiny hands and feet, and her figure looked more like that of a child than of a girl of eighteen ; her hair, too — rough, curly brown hair — seemed to accommodate itself with difficulty to the 232 CROSS CURRENTS. " done-up " stage, and was always tumbling about, to be unceremoniously seized and tucked away again. " It's always all ends when anything hap- pens," she exclaimed now, when Helen took hold of her, and tucked sundry stray curl- ing bits under her hat, as Selma turned to Mrs. Cornish, who was waiting for her with a beaming smile. " So it's all quite settled," she said. " My dear child, I'm delighted. I don't like long engagements," with a pitying look, which Helen fortunately did not see; ''and I'm thankful to think that there is no need for you, at any rate, to wait. Come and sit down here, dear child. The children are wild with excitement; and if you don't let them talk about bridesmaids' dresses, I don't know what they'll do." And Mrs. Cornish, who seemed scarcely less excited than "the children" — which sreneric term embraced Sylvia and Elsie alike — them- CROSS CURRENTS. 233 selves, drew Selma down on to the sofa beside her, as Eoger oflfered her the cup of tea which he had annexed, in her behalf, directly she appeared. She raised a flushed face and a shy pair of eyes to him in thanks ; and then she stooped, and held out her hand to Elsie. His little sister had rewarded Eoger's exertions in the wood with devoted attachment, and she was clinging to him now with one hand, while she embraced a large doll — just brought to her by Mervyn Ferris — with the other. *' Come and kiss me, Elsie," said Selma, rather incoherently. Elsie dropped Roger's hand, and trotted obediently up. But she did not give the required kiss. She stood gravely in front of her cousin with serious, uplifted face, and said : " Please, Selma, may Elsie be Woger's brides- maid ? " There was a shriek of laughter at this confusion of ideas; and as "Woofer" lifted his 234 CROSS (njRRENTS. bridesmaid onto his shoulder, Selma felt tliat she had hardly effected the diversion she intended. And after the laugh every one began to talk at once, and 8elma had nothing to do but sit blushino' and smih'ng^, and turnins^ her shiningr eyes from one to the other until, upon a per- fect babel of voices, Mervyn Ferris leading, and the Cornish orirls actinof chorus, the door opened and closed quietly, and Helen — the only one who had heard it — turned quickly, with a happy smile, as Humphrey came up to where she was sitting;. " Has anything happened ? " he observed, quietly, dropping the remark into the first pause of the chatter. Nobody, except Helen, had noticed his entrance, and every one turned to him with an exclamation of surprise. " How uncanny ! " said Mervyn Ferris, as she shook hands with him. " Yes, something very thrilling has happened. Selma is going to be married ! " CROSS CURRENTS. 235 *' So I have heard," he remarked, with a slight, amused smile at her excited face. " Yes ; but directly, this minute — I mean on the second of January." ** Is that so ? " He turned to his brother witli a quick glance of enquiry, which altered, as Roger made a delighted gesture of acquiescence, to one of iu finite congratulation ; and then he turned again to Helen with a look which no one else saw, and which she answered with a smile which said, as plainly as any words could have done, '' Patience ! " " Oh, dear, I don't want to go a bit," said Mervyn Ferris, pathetically ; " but I really must, you know. Good-bye, Mrs. Cornish, isn't it ex- citing? Good-bye, dearest darling," to Selma with an enthusiastic hug, and then she came to Roger and stopped short. *' Good-bye," she said, shyly, giving him her hand ; and then, with a little burst of confidence, '* Oh, you don't know how much I congratulate you." He accepted the congratulation in all sim- 236 CROSS CURRENTS. plicity, and went to open the hall door for her as .she went out of the room escorted by all the younger Cornishes, leaving Mrs. Cornish, Helen,. Selma, and Humphrey. Mrs. Cornish had something she wished to talk over with Helen, and they went away together — very little con- sideration was shown to Helen and Humphrey now that it was an established fact that their engagement might last for years — Roger was caught in the hall by Sylvia, who was very fond of him, and had given him up to Selma heartily, but with a struggle, and Selma and Humphrey were left alone. He stood for a minute or two looking into the fire rather sadly, and then he roused himself and said : ** I am very glad to hear that it is settled, Selma ! " " It is very sweet of you ! " answered Selma, impulsively. " I feel as if you must quite hate us. He smiled as though the words were not CROSS CURRENTS. 237 worth a more serious answer, and said, with a different tone and manner as though to change the current of her thoughts : " I've been to hear Moritz this afternoon. He is giving two concerts this month, you know." " Moritz ! " Selma hardly uttered the word, and he did not notice that she had changed colour suddenly, though he had been looking at her with that expression of speculation with which he always contemplated the new Selma. He was the only member of his family to whom she had become, instead of ceasing to be, incomprehen sible. ''You should go and hear him, Selma !" he went on, speaking with an enthusiasm he very seldom showed, except to Selma and Helen. " He is an artist ! If he perseveres " He was interrupted by a little, sharp sigh, as Selma laid her hand suddenly on his arm. "Don't, Humphrey!" she said, quickly. And then she stopped herself and laughed, rather uncertainly. '' It's very nasty of me, I'm afraid," 238 CROSS CURRENT.S. she said ; " but I don't like to hear about people who persevere ! " And before he had well taken in her meanino- she was gone. END OF VOL. I. CHARLES DICKBNS ANT) EVANS, CRYSTU. PALACE PBESS.