l®S THE UNIVERSITY OF ILLINOIS LIBRARY From the oollectlon of Julius Doerner^ Chicago Purchased, 1918. H The person charging this material is re- sponsible for its return to the library from which it was withdrawn on or before the Latest Date stamped below. Theft, mutilation, and underlining of books are reasons for disciplinary action and may result in dismissal from the University. To renew call Telephone Center, 333-8400 UNIVERSITY OF ILLINOIS LIBRARY AT URBANA-CHAMPAIGN L161— 0-1096 AGNES GRAHAME, DEACONESS. V • '.\v LiSS’-i'/ “‘Come in, little one,’ she said/’ I’AGE 9. 9ig:nfS (§ra]^amc, DEACONESS. A STORY OF WOMAN’S WORK FOR CHRIST AND HIS CHURCH. BY M. A. M., AUTHORESS OF “NANCY LAMBERT,” “THE WAVES OF THIS TROUBLESOME WORLD,” ETC., ETC. With Introdnctoi y Paper by the Very Rev. the Dean of Chester. I commend unto you Phebe our sister, which is a servant of the Church.” (Romans xvi. i.) WILLIAM HUNT AND COMPANY, 12, PATERNOSTER ROW. H <1 PREFACE. J HAVE been asked to prefix to the following pages an expression of my opinion regarding them ; and, after reading the volume carefully throughout, I have no hesitation in acting in accordance with this request. The book appears to me both very interesting and very useful. As to the general subject to which it relates, I believe it to be of extreme importance, whether as regards the social needs of our time or the 700695 VI PREFACE. spiritual efficiency of the Church of England ; and I rejoice in the publication of a book which is likely to draw the thoughts of many readers to the careful consideration of such questions. At no time, I believe, since the founding of the Christian Church, has a systematic ministry of women been unnecessary, or, indeed, has it been safe to conduct religious operations without one. But in our own day there are special causes, connected with the separation of classes, with feverish excitement in business, with excess of various kinds, and manifold misery arising out of that excess, with selfish neglect on the one hand, and sorrowful desolation on the other, — which urgently demand the soothing, patient, vigilant, gentle, helping work of women that is implied in the term Deaconess.'' And if we turn from the characteristics of our PREFACE. Vll times to the responsibilities of the Church of England, we seem to perceive, from another point of view, not less clearly, the need of such an organization. The mere work of the Clergy, even though aided by many energetic and sensible men of the Laity, will not suffice to keep religious influences strong over all sections of the com- munity, or to enable them to penetrate into all parts of domestic life. In addition to all that is done by such zealous and useful co-operation, there is need of a ministry of women, which is systematic and continuous, trained for the work which it has to do, acting in harmony with parochial arrangements, and under the sanction of the Bishops — while, on the other hand, reasonably flexible and free, and adapted to the requirements of various institutions. The benefit of such womanly ministration is set Vlll PREFACE. forth very persuasively in this volume. The writer of it has elucidated great principles with a light hand ; and the readers, in following its pleasant pages, will find, step by step, that their thoughts and sympathies are brought into profit- able contact with very serious questions. If one point is to be named, above all others, as particularly worthy of mention in a criticism of the book, I think it should be this, — that it illustrates the beneficial effect indirectly exercised by Deaconess-work upon other work that is less regular and formal. And this is a matter of no slight consequence ; for those who approach the subject with prejudice are apt to say that an authorized and systematic female agency would supersede, or at least impair, that voluntary female agency which already does so much good in the world. But, in fact, the case is exactly the PREFACE. IX reverse. Deaconesses are especially useful on this account, that they bind together scattered efforts, and make the most of them, that they are links between domestic life and parish life, that they encourage and sustain those who are willing to be useful but hardly know how, guide those who are perplexed among conflicting duties, and bring salutary information and kindly feelings within the circle of families which might other- wise be very forgetful and careless. The picture of a Deaconess, which is given to us here, has these features well portrayed. I do not scruple to say, on the highest grounds, that this little work is worthy of careful study. Such study, and the thoughts to which it will lead, may promote a better estimate of some of our worst difficulties and of their remedies, and may aid in encouraging practical steps towards X PREFACE. the firm establishment within the Church of England of a ministry of women, alike suited to our present wants and in harmony with the suggestions of Scripture and the practice of Primitive Times. J. S. HOWSON. The Deanery, Chester, Dec. i^th, 1878. CONTENTS. CHAPTER I. TO HELP MOTHER II. TIRED . . . . III. mother’s little messenger IV. REST FOR THE WEARY V. CONSECRATED LIVES VI. HELP AT LAST VII. PLEASANT HOMES AND KIND HEARTS VIII. A QUIET RESTING-PLACE IX. OUR JANET ” . X. FATHER XI. SUNDAY AT ST. OLAVE’s XII. “ GENTLE ANNIE ” . XIII. SERVANTS OF THE CHURCH XIV. SOUGHT AND FOUND PAGE I 14 19 27 38 48 53 67 74 81 87 97 1 12 119 xii CONTENTS. CHAPTER XV. HOME, SWEET HOME ! PAGE 124 XVI. FOR HIS name’s sake I3I XVII. FRESH INTERESTS • 137 XVIII. HIS MERCY ENDURETH FOR EVER 144 XIX. A BRAVE WOMAN • 155 XX. AT LENGTH .... 165 XXL CROWN AFTER CROSS 180 XXII. CALM AFTER STORM 188 AGNES GRAHAME, DEACONESS. CHAPTER I TO HELP MOTHER “ Love feels no burden, thinks nothing of trouble, attempts what is above its strength, pleads no excuse of impossibilities ; for it thinks all things lawful for itself and all things possible.” ‘‘God weigheth more with how much love a man worketh, than how much he doeth. He doeth much that loveth much. ” Thomas A Kempis. HE grey light of a March morning was -L struggling for admittance into an attic in Balls’ Court. A room bare, but clean. Damp stains showed on wall and raftered ceiling ; through cracked and broken panes of an ill-fitting window, down a wide, old fashioned chimney, the March wind roared and blustered ; stirring and fluttering the poor pretence of a curtain put up to shield a sickly-looking woman B 2 AGNES GRAHAME. who lay asleep upon a bed in one corner of the room. A fair-haired child, of some twelve summers, waking with morning light, had just raised herself up on elbow, peering anxiously into mother’s face to make sure whether she still slept. Satis- fied on this point, the child slipped noiselessly out of bed and began to dress; shaking and shivering in the cold room. That done, she proceeded to make such pre- paration as lay in her power for mother’s com- fort on awaking : then, taking an old basket from the cupboard, went away rapidly down a long flight of stairs, — out of the big lodging-house, along Balls’ Court, and thence into open streets, through which she pressed steadily forward countrywards. What errand of urgent import made little Elsie Lovell willing to brave this sharp March morning; breakfastless and ill clad as she was ? Only the fulfilment of a purpose, formed by a loving childish heart: ‘^to help mother.” Elsie had come to understand that while they lived out their poor pinched life in Balls’ Court, mother was fighting a hard battle, — a battle for shelter and daily bread. TO HELP MOTHER. 3 Day after day she watched her sitting at work in the cheerless room ; her thin hands toiling ceaselessly — but oh so wearily — at seam or hem ! her sad face growing whiter and whiter. What would become of them both if she fell ill and unfit to work, Elsie could not imagine. They had lived so long alone in the midst of the great town, by Mrs. LoveU's wish keeping them- selves to themselves,” till they could scarcely count on one friend of their own class. No relations were near at hand ; and Elsie had only a dim memory of a long-absent father, about whom she had been strictly forbidden to speak. She said little, for she was a child of few words, but as she sat for the most part of the day, list- less and unoccupied, at the window of their room and watched the crowd moving about below in Balls’ Court, she had pondered over this question of helping mother, till she could bear to sit idle no longer. Something she must do. * But what } As to ways and means of earning money she knew very little. How should she know, kept close as pos- sible to her mother’s side, lest she should see and hear too much of the rough life lived by most of their neighbours in Balls’ Court } 4 AGNES GRAHAME. There was mother’s fine sewing, — but that was far beyond her skill; nor could mother stay to teach her. She could not be spared to go to service, even if anyone would take her, insufficiently clothed and half trained as she was. But one day a child friend — Lottie Bell, who lived with her widowed mother in the next street — happened to tell Elsie of a successful watercress gathering in lanes somewhere near Neston Village. Lottie had looked upon her expedition more as a pleasant treat than anything else ; had sold her cresses to her mother and the neighbours ; and had quickly spent the money she earned on some much- desired finery, — for Lottie s mother was, so to speak, ^‘well off.” But Elsie treasured up the idea in her own mind, and thought it over again and again, with a very different end in view. Surely she might follow Lottie’s- example with equal hope of success. Even the few pence for which the cresses might sell would be very welcome. Lengthening days and promise of spring deter- mined Elsie to carry her plan into effect. Obtaining from mother a half unwilling consent, she set off out of town this very morning, bent upon finding Lottie’s watercress brook on the Neston Road.” TO HELP MOTHER. 5 True, the way proved long, and the directions she had received hard to recall ; but then her heart was stout as well as tender, and love for mother lent strength to willing feet. Spite of pelting shovver and keen east wind, she never once thought of abandoning her purpose. The watercress brook was found, some of its spoils transferred to the old basket; and not till then did Elsie turn her, face towards Westpool again, quite content to have succeeded thus far in her plan ^‘to help mother.” Yet her ill-shod feet were blistered with walking; her faded but carefully mended frock rent and torn in its passage through hedge and ditch during her quest for the cresses. And now they were gathered, how to sell them ? Ah! this was the hardest part of all; for Elsie was no experienced saleswoman. As soon as she reached the outskirts she began to try ; coming on by degrees nearer and nearer the busy town ; then wandering to and fro through many of its crowded streets. Very wistfully she looked into the faces of passers-by as she offered her water- cresses for sale, and told again and again her tale of mother ill at home,” as a plea for their purchase. 6 AGNES GRAHAME. But the tale was no new one in Westpool Streets. It might be true, or it might be false. Who could stop to inquire into it, this cold day ? As for the pleading look on a sweet little sorrowful face, that was no new thing either. There were many pleading glances, many faces both fair and sorrowful, to be seen in the great town that day, — or any other day, all the year round. So the hurrying, bustling, crowd passed on its way, far too much occupied with business or with pleasure, to bestow a thought upon the child and her tale of want. In this way the day wore on till dusk ; and the cresses, brought from their clear country brook into a close soot-laden town atmosphere, began to wither’ and to look altogether untempting for possible purchasers. Only a very few bunches had been sold : a very few pence represented Elsie’s success. Of these she was compelled to spend part in food for herself, so that, at last, only two remained. Two pennies, and a basket of half-withered cresses, was all she had to carry home to mother by way of help. What a weary disappointment ! TO HELP MOTHER. 7 As dusk deepened to dark, people began to hasten home, glad of shelter from the cold and rain. Long ago Elsie had watched the grand ladies, who had been so busy shopping, drive swiftly away in their carriages to comfortable homes and carefully tended little children. Afterwards followed their husbands, fathers, or brothers, coming up from the business quarter of the town. Some cheerful and prosperous looking ; some as weary and worn, if not as footsore, as the tired child herself. Later still, rough men and bold looking women began to come out ; from whom Elsie, accustomed as she was to sordid surroundings, shrank away timidly. Pale shop girls hurried home; or perhaps to doubtful places of amusement. Small hope for the little saleswoman now! Even the very policeman on his beat looked down pityingly on the slender figure, basket on arm. Wearily the child dragged her slow steps onward ; her plan for helping mother all come to nothing. Must she really give it up and go home to tell of her failure.^ Yes, surely; for mother would be uneasy if she staid out any longer. The hope which had kept her up all day thus suddenly withdrawn, her strength gave way com- 8 AGNES GRAHAME. pletely. Faint and sick at heart with disappoint- ment, she looked about for some sheltered spot where she might rest quietly for a little bit before going back to Balls' Court. As she stood hesitating where to turn she spied, just across the street, a large door with a deep porch. Crossing over, and going into the porch for shelter, she was met by a sudden flood of light and warmth, as the door opened upon her unexpectedly. She could see that it led into a room quite filled with children. Some who sat close beside the door were as poor looking as herself ; but had lost something of their usual forlorn look in the warmth and comfort of their cheery resting-place. While she stood peeping in, longing, but not daring to hope, that she would be allowed to enter, a lady came forward, as if on the watch for guests .still expected. Her eye, falling on the little watercress seller, took in the situation at a glance. The wearied air — the basket of half-faded cresses — the sweet • childish face ; so thin and pale, but as yet, un- stamped with the indelible stamp of crime. Very tenderly she laid her hand on Elsie’s cowering, shivering form. TO HELP MOTHER. 9 Come in, little one,’' she said ; and led her gently within the warm room. Quickly she found her a cozy nook wherein to rest, put food and warm tea into her hand, and left her to recover herself undisturbed. Once warmed and fed, the child soon revived, and grew sufficiently at ease to notice her com- panions in the sheltering room. While she rested, they had been singing, — distinctly and sweetly in their fresh childish voices. Oh, such blessed words for the weary little girl to hear ! They found their way straight to her heart. . “There’s a home for little children Above the bright blue sky, Where Jesus reigns in glory : A home of peace and joy. No home on earth is like it, Nor can with it compare. For every one is happy. Nor can be happier there.” home where everyone is happy,” thought Elsie, who scarce could realize the idea of any one being quite happy. There was old Sarah Robins, at the end house in the Court, who had often spoken kindly to her, — and once even had asked her to tea in her 10 AGNES GRAHAME. cozy kitchen,— might have a happy home ; for she had no children to want bread, no husband to illtreat her, and had money saved,’’ the neighbours said. Those grand homes too, where Elsie had called earlier in the day, trying to sell her cresses ; and whence smart servants had been in such haste to bid her begone, — doubtless they were happy homes. Except these, the child could imagine no home ‘‘where everyone is happy.” While her thoughts were busy on this subject the children sang on, unheeded by her, till they came to the last verse of their hymn, — “ There’s a robe for little children Above the bright blue sky, And a harp of sweetest music, And palms of victory.” Here Elsie’s thoughts wandered back to herself once more. She looked down at her torn mud- stained frock. If she could hope ever to get to the “ happy home,” surely she would need “ the robe ” too ! But the whole thing was very vague and misty to the poor child. A beautiful song, — beautifully sung : she wished she knew more about it. She would like to go to the home, if only mother might leave off working and go TO HELP MOTHER. II too. Perhaps she would get well and strong then. As these thoughts passed rapidly through the child's mind, her attention was caught by hearing the voice of the lady who brought her into the room. She was talking to the children, and telling the very thing Elsie wanted to know, about the home where everyone is happy. She heard her speak of our Father in heaven, who prepared a beautiful sinless home for His sons and daughters. She heard of the tender love of Jesus Christ His Son, our Lord ; who lived, suffered, and died, to open the gate of the home closed by sinners against themselves. Then she recollected that once, — a long, long time ago, — mother told her something of the kind. Now it was all plain and clear to her. With earnest gaze fixed upon her new-found friend, she listened to every word of the good news from a far country. A few simple prayers closed the proceedings, and then the children were bidden to go home quietly." Alas, to such wretched homes ! Or may be to no home, even remotely deserving of that dear 12 AGNES GRAHAME. name ; but to some miserable den or other, where weary heads might hide till morning light. When all were trooping out, Elsie took up her basket prepared to follow ; but as she looked again at the cresses it contained, grown more faded and worthless than ever in the warm room, and was reminded of the failure of her attempt to help mother, she could not keep back her tears. But the kind friend who brought her into the sheltering room did not intend to let her go away uncared for. Coming to where Elsie stood, she took the old basket into her own hands and said, So you could not sell them, dear ? ” No,’' answered the weeping child : ‘‘ and please, I did so want to sell them. If I could earn a little, mother might rest a bit, or we could buy more firing, and then her cough might mend. But ’tis no good : I must throw them away now.” And she held out a grimy hand for the basket. Well was it for the little watercress gatherer that she had fallen into the hands of one who had learned charity’s highest aim, — to help those who are trying to help themselves. By no means would she allow this little one’s first and feeble attempt to lighten the home-burden to prove a failure. TO HELP MOTHER. 13 Perhaps/^ she said, ‘‘ I might use your cresses for my birds, so I will buy them.” Taking out of her purse a bright sixpence, she put it into the child's hand ; whereupon the tears dried up like an April shower. ‘‘Now,” she continued, “we will go and see what we can buy for mother with your money, and some of mine besides. If you will tell me your name, and where you live, I will come and see your mother. Perhaps I can find something to cure her cough.” Here was comfort for the friendless little waif and stray, after her long disappointing day. To speak her thanks was quite beyond her power, but the lady seemed to understand them, though unspoken. Shyly the child told her name, — “ Elsie Lovell,” — and where she lived. Then the lady's sweet face grew grave, for she knew the poor street the child named, with the Court in all its wretchedness. But she took Elsie by the hand, and they went away together to make their purchases. That done, Elsie hastened home, bearing with her comforts unknown for many a long day, and with a wonderful tale to tell of all that had befallen her. CHAPTER 11. TIRED. » Oh, weary of the turmoil, The striving and the care, And weary of the burden Which we of earth must bear ! ‘ ‘ Oh, weary of vain longings. And weary with vain fears. And wearier with heart sorrows Than with the weight of years ! ” Lyra Anglicana. U P in the attic room, in Balls' Court, sits a tired sewer, — Elsie's mother. Late as it grows, she must not stop to rest yet. Until her work is finished, and paid for, there is no hope of to-morrow's meal for herself and Elsie. The rain patters against the window pane : the keen wind comes in gusts down the chimney, driving the ashes from a fireless grate into the cold room. Dimly Mrs. Lovell wonders where Elsie can be, and raises her head for a minute listening for TIRED. 15 the child's footfall ; then bends close over her work once more. At length she hears the small footsteps plod- ding upstairs, flight after flight, till they reach the attic door ; and Elsie comes in, with a bright smile on her weary little face. “ See, mother," she cries, showing the old basket filled with food in place of its load of cresses: ^^see what I have brought you ! " Surely you cannot have sold cresses enough to buy all those things, child ? " answered her mother. ^^Now just you put down your work, mother dear, and let us have tea ; then I'll tell you all about it," said Elsie. Far too tired to exact further explanation, and willing to please the child, Mrs. Lovell did as she desired. All day long had that monotonous stitch, stitching, gone on, with only interval suf- ficient for the eating of a crust and drinking a cup of cold tea. No wonder that the worker is spent ! With a sigh of relief she surrendered the work that Elsie took gently from her; and lay back in her chair watching the child, as, with important and happy-looking face, she lit the fire, and prepared such a meal as had been i6 AGNES GRAHAME. seldom seen in that room, — since Elsie and her mother lived there, at all events. Before long everything was ready ; and the fire, crackling and blazing merrily, made the bare attic look a shade less miserable. Enjoying food and warmth, Mrs. Lovell revived, smiled lovingly upon her little girl, and, laying a wasted hand upon the child's head, bid God bless her.” ‘‘You are the only comfort I have left,” she added. And Elsie deemed those loving words ample payment for her toilsome day. Presently she began to tell mother of the search for the watercress brook*; of the long walk back to Westpool ; of her unsuccessful attempt to sell the cresses she had obtained at the cost of so much pains and patience ; and finally of the opportune shelter afforded by the schoolroom, and of the lady who befriended her there, through whose kindness both she and her mother were warmed and fed that night. “And, oh, mother,” continued she, “the lady says she is coming to see you, and will bring something to cure your cough ! Only think of that, mother ! ” “What made you tell her where we lived. TIRED. 17 Elsie ? '' replied Mrs. Lovell. ** Don’t you re- member I bid you talk to no one about our affairs ? I don’t want visitors.” Elsie felt disappointed. She was aware that some. reason existed for this lonely and sorrowful life of theirs, but what it was she could scarcely understand. Only she knew they had been poor and mother had worked hard ever since she could remember, because ‘-father was away, and they must live as they could till he came back.” “ But this lady is quite different from the neighbours you forbid me to speak with, mother,” explained Elsie. “ She is so gentle and kind, you could not help liking to see her.” “You meant well, child,” returned Mrs. Lovell, “and what’s done can’t be undone. After all, ’tis not very likely that a lady, such as you speak of, will find her way into Balls’ Court. So now let us go to bed : I’m tired out, and I’m sure j/ou are.” Elsie was weary in truth, yet she would have liked to sit awhile beside the glowing embers and ask mother to tell something more about the beautiful home, the story of which had taken such hold upon her childish fancy. She was sure mother could tell if she would, but to-morrow C AGNES GRAHAME. l8 she must ask all about it. She even lay awake for a while, her thoughts busy over what she had heard that night. Before her eyelids closed in sleep she had breathed her first childish prayer to our Father in heaven : Please to take care of mother and me, and take us to the bright home very soon.’' Would not the little one’s simple petition ascend up with the prayers of the saints ? For the Lord is very pitiful and of tender mercy.” CHAPTER III. mother’s little messenger. ‘‘ I could not do without Thee, 0 Saviour of the lost, Whose precious blood redeemed me At such tremendous cost ; Thy righteousness. Thy pardon. Thy precious blood must be My only hope and comfort. My glory, and my plea. * * * * * “ I could not do without Thee ; . For, oh, the way is long. And I am often weary. And sigh replaces song. How could I do without Thee ? 1 do not know the way ; Thou knowest, and Thou leadest, And wilt not let me stray.” F. R. Havergal, S OOTHED by the comfortable meal and un- accustomed warmth, Mrs. Lovell speedily fell asleep that night, and slept much more -peacefully than usual. Towards morning, however, her slumbers were 20 AGNES GRAHAME. disturbed by a dream. As she lay sleeping, with her child nestled close beside her, she went back to the years of her own girlhood, and thought she saw herself once more in the old farmhouse at home. It was a summer evening, and she had wandered away down the shady lane, and on to the edge of Ashley Moss, to watch for father on his way home from the distant sheep pastures. Far away, on all sides, stretched the Moss, with its covering of heath, bramble, bush, and bracken ; and beyond it a silver line, where the sea bounded the horizon. Across the clear blue sky birds flitted, arid here and there hazy films of smoke floated, hinting at busy scenes of life and work far distant from the quiet spot where she stood, — not a worn-out woman, old before her time, but Janet Rowan, once more, a happy light-hearted maiden. Suddenly, as she thought, the treacherous Moss quaked under her ; and, losing her foothold, she sank down lower and lower. Black bog mud closed around and held her fast ; dark water bubbled up beside her. And still the summer sun shone bright as ever : the birds flitted and sang, the sea line glittered, as she sank down into the depths of Ashley Moss. mother's little messenger. '21 In her dream it seemed that the frantic strug- gles she made only hastened her doom. Her father was nowhere to be seen ; and she knew she must die all alone on the beautiful treach- erous Moss, and must say goodbye for ever to her happy life. But as she sent forth one last despairing appeal, Father, I am lost ! " her father’s strong arm raised her out of the quagmire, setting her on a firm standing place. Then, somehow, it was not her father after all, — but One, thorn-crowned, wound-pierced; who raised her drooping form with pitying love, and said, I am come to seek and to save that which was lost.” So she awoke, with feelings solemn and glad, to find last night’s storm passed away, and the golden light of a bright spring morning shining into her attic room. To seek and to save that which was lost ! ” Ah, if only her dream might come true ! But yesterday’s incessant toil had worked its will on the ailing woman. When she would have risen from her bed she found her strength fail ; her aching head only fit to remain on the pillow. Little Elsie was equal to the occasion : a 22 AGNES GRAHAME. nights rest had quite restored her. She had forgotten her troubles of yesterday, and was fully bent upon taking care of mother, so she bestirred herself to light the fire, and to get ready as com- fortable a breakfast as was possible. “ Elsie,’' said Mrs. Lovell, ‘‘ I must try to finish the piece of work I left undone last night, then you can take it back for me, and ask Mr. Black, the foreman in the shop, to let you bring home some more. You need not say much about my being ailing, else he won’t let me have the work, and we should starve. Just tell him that my head was bad, and I am resting a bit : ’tis true enough, you know.” The work Mrs. Lovell was doing required both skill and care; but at length it was completed, after more than one interval of rest, and with much increase of pain to the aching head. Then Elsie made it up into a bundle, and carried it away to the shop. Brave little daughter as she was, she shrank timidly from doing this errand. Hitherto mother had always taken back the work herself, leaving Elsie outside while she transacted her business with the owner of the shop. To go in through the great doors, beyond those big mother’s little messenger. • 23 plate-glass windows, where she had often stood looking wonderingly at “ the latest novelty from Paris,” was a trying ordeal to the sensitive child. Arrived at the shop, she walked in hesitatingly, — an ill-clad little figure, in strange contrast to the wealth of rich material for personal adorn- ment surrounding her on all sides. ‘‘Now then, little girl,”* said a smart young shopman, laying by no means a gentle hand on Elsie’s shoulder, “you take yourself off out of this : we don’t harbour tramps, so we’ve nothing to give you.” “ Please sir,” said Elsie, trying to be brave, but struggling with her tears, “I’m not begging: I’ve brought mother’s work.” “Oh, well,” said he, “you can lay it down here, and go and wait outside: w^e can’t do with such as you in our shop. What would the carriage folk say to such a little tatterdemalion ? ” But Elsie had received particular directions from mother, and she meant to carry them out, for was she not mother’s trusty little messenger ? Besides, if she waited outside, how did she know when the work would be looked over, or how soon she should receive the money needed to buy food this very day. 24 AGNES GRAHAME. So she explained that she had been bidden to ask for Mr. Black, the foreman, and to give a message from mother, who was too ill to come herself; whereupon the young shopman, being of an impatient turn of mind, was on the point of cutting short further explanation by a summaiy ejection, when the voice of Mr. Maclean, the master himself, asking, '‘What is it all about and what does the child want, Johnson ? ” caused hiti to disappear behind his counter with a muttered- excuse, that he “ thought she was a beggar, and had no business there.” Thus the master and Elsie stood face to face, and she saw a pleasant looking man, with kindly smile, waiting to hear what she had to say. It was not so hard after all to execute mothers commission, and Elsie managed to explain matters and to ask for a fresh supply of work. Mrs. Lovelfs work being always well done, and seamstresses being scarce just then, “mother’s little messenger ” was soon provided with a fresh parcel instead of the one she brought back. Moreover, Mr. Maclean himself handed her the money due. Looking pityingly at the slender child, and remembering how ill her mother MOTHER S LITTLE MESSENGER. 25 looked when last she came to his shop, he added an extra shilling “ for wine, or beef tea.'’ After the child had gone away, quite overjoyed at her success, he began to wish he had inquired more particularly about Mrs. Lovell. She had been employed there several years, and was one of the best seamstresses. Of late he had noticed that the work she got through, though as well executed as ever, was less in quantity. He could not fail to be aware that many of these poor work -women had a sore struggle for existence, especially if illness came to lessen their earnings. Although he was by no means a hard-hearted employer, he never had made a habit of en- couraging his work-people to tell him anything about their home-life and trials. He gave them work: he paid a fair price. What more could he do ? He had a dread of being imposed upon ; and, besides, there were so many of these poor creatures : it was not possible to relieve every one of them. So he shut himself into his little office, thinking what a sad world this was after all; and how many folks living in it had a sore struggle to win daily bread. But as he turned over the pages of his ledger, 26 AGNES GRAHAMS. or read . the letters that morning's post had brought him, and thought over various promising plans and prospects, little Elsies pale anxious face would come up in imagination before him. What if his Gracie or May should look like that ! Here he took himself to task for dwelling on impossibilities, and deciding that next time Mrs. Lovell came to the shop he would ask her how she was getting on, he dismissed the subject from his mind. CHAPTER IV. REST FOR THE WEARY. “Though I fail, I weep : Though I halt in pace, Yet I creep To the throne of grace. G. Herbert. HILE mothers little messenger took back ^ ^ the work to Mr. Maclean’s shop, mother herself received' a visit from the lady who had befriended her child the previous evening. After Elsie left her, Mrs. Lovell lay back on her pillow completely exhausted. The effort to finish even the small portion of work left over from last night had been almost beyond her power. For days she had been toiling to com- plete it, feeling ill and miserable as could be, yet not daring to stop and think over her troubles, lest she should altogether give way and break down. Now the work was finished and sent in, sorrow- 28 AGNES GRAHAME. ful thoughts, refusing any longer to be banished, took possession of her mind. She felt very ill : well-nigh '' sick unto death.” But, then, she had often wished to die : to end a wretched life, a weary struggle, which scarce availed “ to keep the wolf from the door.” If only she might be at rest ! But would death bring rest ? She had been looking forward, as a matter of course, to a home in that land where the wicked cease from troubling and the weary are at rest.” Yet she knew very well that only ‘‘the redeemed of the Lord ” dwell there. Might she count herself among that blessed company who are made " meet for the inheritance of the saints in light ” ? Brought by illness face to face with the realities of eternity, the question would recur again and again, demanding an answer, — Yes,” or ‘‘ No.” In those happy days of a well-cared-for, well- taught girlhood, about which she had dreamed only last night, she had quite intended ^‘to be good, and go to heaven when she died.” But death seemed a long way off in those days, and the life she lived afforded everything needed to make her happy. There was time enough yet for religion! REST FOR THE WEARY. 29 Then followed her marriage. That marriage, which she intended to be the sum and height of all earthly happiness, but which had only made shipwreck of her life. Instead of happiness, she had trouble upon trouble. Very early in their married life she found out that her husband was not what she thought him. Once he had won her for his wife he threw off the outward sem- blance of goodness, put on only that he might succeed in his courtship. Drink, that fruitful source of misery, caused failure in his trade, and bad companions helped him to tread a downward path ; till at last he brought himself within reach of the strong arm of the law, and, in order to elude justice, he fled (where, she knew not) when Elsie was a tiny child. Nor was this her only sorrow. One after another Elsie's little brothers and sisters were carried to an early grave. For lack of proper food and pure air, they pined away in the un- wholesome dwellings which her husband's im- providence rendered the only shelter available for wife and babes. Truly it was a weary alternative of hope and disappointment which the poor wife had ex- perienced, as she followed her husband from town 30 AGNES GRAHAME. to town, where he always promised to get regular employment, and always .broke his promise. She was ashamed to write home and tell her good, kind father and mother what misery she endured, for she did not care to own how utterly she had been mistaken in the husband of her choice. So when Mark forsook her altogether, she could not bring herself to go back to her native place. How could she, when the very name she bore was linked with a story of wrong and disgrace ? She just let herself drift away out of know- ledge of her old friends : an easy thing to do in the great town where her husband had left her, in loneliness worse than widowhood, to fare as best she might. News travelled slowly to the isolated farm house on Ashley Moss ; but at last a report of Mark Lovell's ill-doing reached farmer Rowan. The farmer and his wife would gladly have re- received their daughter in the old home then. They tried every means to find her out, but in vain. If she had only known how they wearied for tidings, longing to shelter her from want and care ! REST FOR THE WEARY. 31 When first left to face the world on her own account, she managed, being an unusually clever needlewoman, to make a tolerable living for herself and Elsie. But the misery continually preying upon, her mind destroyed health as well as peace, rendering her after a time almost unfit for work. By degrees mother and child sunk lower and lower in the world, till they landed in a wretched attic in Balls' Court. The rent of this, their last and most miserable shelter, Mrs. Lovell was sure she could not long manage to scrape together. Thus going the weary round of work, listless- ^ ness, and depair, she had almost come to lose faith in God and man. Last night's dream had opened the floodgates of memory, and softened her heart in some measure. Besides the thought of a future life which was paramount in her mind, came others crowding in upon her. What would become of her brave and loving little Elsie if she were to die ? What would her own father and mother say, or do, if she were to write and tell them of her destitute condition.^ Could she fancy them coming from the north country farmhouse, where they were living out their peaceful honoured lives, to see 32 AGNES GRAHAME. her in Balls’ Court ? She thought they had never even imagined the existence of a place like it : her mother, who had not been further from home than the nearest market town, — a quiet old world place ; her father, who had been indeed to West- pool itself on business, when a young man ; after- wards telling friends and neighbours the story of his journey, as a traveller might relate his adventures. Ah how much more she knew, than they, of the world and its ways! How much less of God' and heaven ! Then her thoughts wandered on to her unworthy husband : was he alive or dead ^ In prison, bearing the jiist punishment of evil doing; or at large, setting God and virtue at defiance ? And, lastly, thought came round again to where it started. Was she going to die.^^ and if so, what would become of her when soul and body should part ? Meditating thus, in discomfort alike of mind and body, she heard a gentle tap at her door. Unable to rise and see who waited outside, she was compelled, contrary to her usual habit, to invite her visitor to enter. The door opened immediately, and, with noiseless step, a lady came into the room. REST FOR THE WEARY. 33 '' It must be Elsie’s friend of last night,” thought Mrs. Lovell; deciding with the unerring instinct of her class, that this was, as Elsie had said, ‘‘a real lady.” No such person had visited the attic room before : yet her dress was of simplest material, with black bonnet, of by no means the latest fashion. It was the gentle, cultivated voice, the graceful self-possessed movements, the courteous greeting, even to the miserable woman lying on the com- fortless bed, which defined her position beyond all doubt. Over and above all, the look of quiet happiness and perfect peace which shone on the delicate face, won Mrs. Lovell’s heart, spite of what she had said to Elsie ; so that the poor creature striving jealously to hide her misery from every- one, began to think that she had met with a friend. A friend, who, with experienced eye, took in the state of affairs ; perceiving at once that there was a sad story — of sin perhaps — of sorrow certainly —as the root of so much misery. Knowing full well that an ailing body must first be cared for, if she might hope to comfort a troubled mind, the visitor spoke with kindly sympathy ; drawing forth in response something D 34 AGNES GRAHAME. of Mrs. Lovell’s woful story. She moved softly about the room meanwhile, setting it to rights, asking leave to make the bed comfortable; settling pillows and arranging coverings in such a manner as little Elsie, with all her good-will to wait on mother, was not capable of. She had brought with her delicately prepared food, and wine, which she persuaded the invalid to take ; tending and caring for her as no one else had done since she lost sight of her own mother. Yet no intrusive question was asked: there was*merely the bestowal of ‘'that most Christlike gift of sympathy;” and of the real help which was the very thing required by the toilworn woman. Having done all she could for her bodily com- fort, the visitor drew a chair up to Mrs. Lovell’s bedside, asking if she might read to her. Receiving a willing assent to this proposition, she took a Testament from her pocket and began to read in a sweet musical voice, which had many a time and often soothed a sufferer, or won a hearing from hardened sinners. Familiar, in bye-gone days, as had been the rvords of Him “ who spake as never man spake,” they came home now to this weary soul like dew on the parched ground. By and bye she hid her REST FOR THE WEARY. 35 face and wept ; her poor broken heart moved to its very depths by the story of Infinite Love. The passage she had chosen ended, the lady put down her book and began to sing ; the words she sang telling afresh of the sinner s need, and the Saviour’s love. “ Just as I am : without one plea, But that Thy blood was shed for me, And that Thou bidd’st me come to Thee, — Oh Lamb of God, I come ! ” It was not the first time that the melody of a sweet singer had been the means of comforting troubled souls ; or quieting, almost like a charm, rough and godless creatures, who called them- selves women, yet were scarcely human. Never before had Mrs. Lovell heard such singing. Though she still covered her face and wept, it seemed to her as if one of God’s bright angels had come down to the bare desolate attic to sing of Jesus and His love. As the closing notes died away — Just as I am : Thy love unknown Has broken every barrier down ; Now to be Thine^ yea Thine alone,”— she whispered a scarcely audible Amen ” to the refrain — “ Oh Lamb of God, I come ! ” 36 AGNES GRAHAME. A few words of earnest prayer, commending a tired sufferer to Him who gives the weary rest ; then the lady sat down quietly by the bed- side, and presently had the satisfaction of seeing her charge drop off to sleep like a tired-out child. Watching the pale face, to which as it lay in the repose of sleep some faint trace of past beauty had returned, she noticed how much more refined it was than most of the faces to be met with in or about Balls' Court. She wondered what might be the sleeper s history. Why, and how, she had fallen into such depths of poverty. Doubtless she would know by and bye; for the poor creatures she visited were wont to bestow their confidences upon her. Such melancholy life-stories they told ! Stories adding fresh force to the ancient adage which declares truth to be stranger than fiction. Long ago must she, a woman gently reared and tenderly nurtured, have shrunk back appalled from hearing so constantly of the doings of a ‘‘world which lieth in wickedness,” were it not that her work among God's poor had been under- taken solely for love of Him who came “to seek and to save that which was lost” REST FOR THE WEARY. 37 While Elsie’s mother sleeps the sleep which will help to restore her ailing frame; just as the gentle lady’s words have been the means of im- parting a ray of comfort to her weary soul, we may relate so much of Deaconess Grahame’s history, past and present, as concerns our story of life among God’s poor.” CHAPTER V. CONSECRATED LIVES. “ Friendless outcasts on thee call, And the sick and the afflicted, And the children more than all. ‘ ‘ Oh, my friend, rise up and follow Where the hand of God shall lead : He has brought thee through affliction. But to fit thee for His need.” Mary Howitt. HE parish of St. Olave’s, to which Balls’ J- Court belonged, numbered its souls by the thousand : among them some of the poorest and most depraved of the inhabitants of Westpool. Well was it for St. Olave’s that its Rector was fitted for such a ^'cure of souls,” — had in fact undertaken it as the one above all others to be desired. As a young man he won his measure of name and fame” during a successful University career. What the world would call a brighter prospect — certainly a far easier post — might have been his. CONSECRATED LIVES. 39 had he willed it. But, while taking part in some work carried on by young men among God’s poor, he first learned the sorrows, sins, and dire need, of the masses. There and then he made up his mind to devote his life to work among the worse than heathen, to be found in Christian England. By God’s grace he kept steadily to his purpose. First as curate, then as rector, he did what in him lay to bring back wanderers to the fold of Christ. Year after year he laboured on ; through joys and sorrows, storm and sunshine, — enduring, ‘^as seeing Him who is invisible.” God accepted his work, and gave him his reward : souls for his hire, and the love and respect of his people. One bright May time, two years before our story opens, the hard working Rector of St. Olave’s, and his equally hard working wife, were feeling the mental and physical strain consequent bn a long winter’s work in such a parish. This being the case, they were nothing loth to accept an invitation to pay a visit at Neston Hall, close to the pretty surburban village of Neston, where Elsie went to search for her water-cresses. Mrs. Walton had passed most of her girlhood at Neston Hall. Her own mother dying when 40 AGNES GRAHAME. she was a child, she had been brought up with loving care by her mother’s sister, Mrs. Lyster. Whenever she and her husband felt weary with stress of hard work, the doors of Neston Hall were always ready to open wide in hearty welcome, — the loving heart of ^‘Aunt Margaret” to be the receptacle of many a tale of trouble and perplexity. But this visit to Neston was destined to prove quite an eventful one. Mrs. Walton was going there, by special invitation from Aunt Margaret, to meet a dear school friend ; long ago married, but now returning, after the terrible Indian mutiny, a widow and childless. The meeting between the Rector’s wife and her old friend was at once glad and sorrowful. Glad, because lapse of years had not cooled a friend- ship commenced when both were light-hearted girls, looking forth with innocent eyes upon the world, and wondering what life had in store for them. Sorrowful, because of the circumstances under which they now met to talk of those times ; and to recall memories of dear ones loved and lost. Agnes Grahame’s pale face, and mourning dress, told how deeply she had drunk of sorrow’s CONSECRATED LIVES. 4T cup. Far away under the burning sun of a trophical climate lay all that was mortal of her husband, and only son. True Christian and brave soldier, her husband was faithful unto death ” under a terrible ordeal of treachery and danger, in days of horror such as England little imagined her sons would have to encounter. In a fiery chariot of suffering, sharp though mercifully short, the soldier’s brave spirit went up to God. His son, falling into murderous hands, shared his fate. The widow escaped — a hairbreadth escape, like that of many another mourner — and brought her baby girl safely through the perils of that terrible time; finding after much suffering, safe refuge, and at last setting sail for England. But the fatigues and privations of their journey to the coast had been too much for . the little one. Before the voyage was half over, she lay at rest under the ocean wave — till the sea shall give up the dead.'’ For awhile the bereaved wife and mother was almost overwhelmed with the weight of sorrow upon sorrow. But by and bye God sent her such comfort as He only gives. Her beloved ones saw the King in His beauty would she recall 42 AGNES GRAHAME. them if she could ? It was but a question of time and place. She working and waiting below. They called to highest service above. And Jesus ever present with both. “ There walked with her the Holy One, But Christ the living God with them.” Thus believing in the Communion of Saints, — in Him who ^Ts the Head of the Church,’' — she addressed herself bravely to live out her life to the glory of God ; till she too should enter into the Presence, ‘‘ to go no more out.” When she became able to plan her future life, she resolved to devote such years as might still remain to direct work among God’s poor. Freed from home ties, she deemed herself at liberty to lay the rest of her life as a glad offering at His feet to whom she had surrendered her loved ones. Her friends did not oppose her decision. Only they begged her to wait until health should be re-established, and some way for her chosen work made plain. This she was willing enough to do; and in visiting meanwhile among friends of younger days had found^ already plenty to employ her. Was CONSECRATED LIVES. 43 there a mourner to be comforted } Who should do that better than she who had experienced the severance of dearest earthly ties. More than one sick nephew or niece had de- clared that no one ever nursed like Aunt Agnes.” Her gentle ways and loving words won alike the little ones, and growing up high-spirited boys and girls. Even in the early days of widowhood she turned from her own sorrows to comfort others stricken like herself ; meeting the reward of “A heart at leisure from itself, To soothe and sympathize.” Where, and when, God would call her to work among His poor had not been decided when she came to visit her husband s old friends at Nesto^> There it was settled for her, in a manner least expected, but so as- to leave no room for doubt, or misgiving, as to the wisdom of her decision. In a quiet after-dinner talk, the first evening Mr. and Mrs. Walton spent at Neston, the Rector heard from his wife’s friend the story of all she planned for the future, and of the work she hoped to engage in. As she spoke it seemed to him that God had sent an answer to his prayers. Here was the 44 AGNES GRAHAME. very person so sorely needed in St. Olave’s at the present moment : the very helper often longed for by himself and his wife. So he told Mrs. Grahame of his densely popu- lated parish, with all its needs — of the claims that often pressed too heavily on his wife — of the sick who needed woman's care — of poor lost women and children, who might be raised from their wretchedness and sin by God’s blessing on a good woman’s work. Then he bid her consider if such were not the work she desired. After that the matter was not hard to arrange. Mrs. Lyster, who felt a mother’s interest in the orphan niece she had brought up, was glad to hear that her dearly loved Grace would have a helper and friend always at hand, instead of being harassed and overpressed between parish and home duties. Mr. Lyster hoped he sho'uld not meet such a weary anxious looking woman sis was his niece last time he encountered her in Westpool. came home Grace,” said he, ‘^telling your Aunt that I was sure you would go into a decline, or something of the kind ; and that we really must insist upon your giving up incessantly CONSECRATED LIVES. 45 prowling about in those dens of places you have in St. Olave’s. I could have found in my heart to be angry with the Rector, if I had met him. One cannot hinder him working himself death; but at least he might leave you to take care of the children. Now I hope things will be easier for }^ou ; and remember whenever you or Mrs. Grahame have had enough of St. Olave’s courts and alleys, there is always Neston for a change.” Thank you. Uncle Phillip,” said his niece warmly. ‘^You don't know how often the thought of your loving welcome has helped us to get through our work.” ‘^Tut, tut, child!” said the hearty old squire. The least we can do is to look after you a bit. Sometimes I fear we settle down too easily among our pleasant surroundings ; leaving others to bear the burden and heat of the day. But Pm glad to know that someone will be helping you to bear your burden, Grace, — and that someone the wife of my old friend, Robin Grahame. If there should be anything your aunt and I can do — subscriptions or anything of that kind : eh I Margaret V said the Squire, turning to his wife — ‘‘why you and Walton won't find us behindhand.” Thus the arrangement was completed; and 46 AGNES GRAHAME. the Rector and his wife, not forgetting to thank God for having supplied a long-felt need, returned to their parish in excellent spirits. The requisite time for preparation and hospital training ended, Mrs. Grahame was duly set apart for her office ; and, at the time our story opens, had already worked through one winter in St. Olaves; proving even to the satisfaction of the doubtful ones among the good Rector’s helpers, how valuable is a trained and efficient worker, untrammelled by those home ties and cares which are, and ought to be, the first duty of most women. Best known by the poor creatures to whom she ministered in the streets and courts of the great town parish, as the Deaconess,” she went in and out among them, by day or by night; nursing the sick, comforting the mourner, helping to raise the weak and wandering ; and fearlessly warning the dissolute of the dread consequences of a sinful life. Many a sufferer, and many a sinner, had cause to bless the day when “ the Deaconess ” first set foot in an abode of misery or of vice. Not a few loved and respected the gentle lady who devoted her life for service of God’s poor. Even the roughs ” had never been known to molest her. CONSECRATED LIVES. 47 Nor did she confine her labours entirely to the homes of the poor. The same gifts which made her presence a welcome one in humble homes, won for her an entrance into others of higher degree. Wherever she went she did. her Lords work; very quietly, never putting herself need- lessly forward, but careful to let her light shine for the glory of God. Sympathy and help being oftentimes required as urgently by the rich as by the poor, Deaconess Grahame found every spare moment occupied, and abundant oppor- tunity given for advancing the cause of God and His Church. Thus did she elect to live out her life — as her very name implies — a servant of the poor, the sick, and the young, for Jesus’ sake.” This was how it happened that little Elsie Lovell, fretting over her unsuccessful attempt to help mother,” as well as mother herself, lying sick and miserable in the attic room in Ball’s Court, met with ^‘a friend in need,” who proved a a friend indeed.” CHAPTER VI. HELP AT LAST. ‘ ‘ And now, O Lord, be near to bless, Almighty, as of yore : In crowded street, by restless couch. As by Gennesareth’s shore.” LSIE left Mr. Maclean’s shop with beaming J ' face, and footsteps far swifter than when she entered it. Her success had quite exceeded her expectation. Not only was there more work for mother, which she well knew meant more food and firing ; but there was also the extra shilling, Mr. Maclean’s gift. This she separated from the rest of the money she was carrying home, purposing to lay it out at once, on one, or both, of those good things for mother which he had proposed. Wine, did he say ? Well, she thought, it might do her mother good ; for she recollected that long ago a doctor said Mrs. Lovell “needed nourishing food and wine, far more than medicine.” Alas ! HELP AT LAST. 49 a prescription which seemed to the poor woman almost a mockery, so unobtainable was it out of her scanty earnings. ‘"Now,” thought Elsie, '' 1 can buy some wine for her.'' But in order to do that she would have to go where mother had strictly forbidden her to enter,^ — inside one of those flaunting gin palaces, or noisy public-houses, "'ores of which she must pass by on her way home, from Mr. Maclean's fashionable shop in High Street to her mother’s attic in Balls’ Court. Being an obedient little maiden, she stayed debating with herself whether she should do wrong to go into one of these places for a few moments, in order to buy what she wanted, now mother was ill. Pondering the question in her mind, she stood close to the swing doors of a smart- looking ‘‘vaults,” just below the great window full of spirit bottles, set out in tempting array, like web for silly fly. Suddenly the swing door flew open, and a woman, with bleared flushed face, stumbled out. Half tipsy, and unsteady on her feeC she almost upset Elsie ; then began to swear at her for being in the way. With white face the child turned and fled down the street. To go in through those E so AGNES GRAHAME. swing doors would be far, far more formidable than her errand to Mr. Maclean’s shop had seemed that morning. She never could bring herself to go inside them, — of that she was quite sure. Once out of the drunken woman’s sight she went on slowly, stopping before every butcher’s shop she came to. By this time she had arrived in the neighbourhood of Balls’ Court, where butcher’s shops were far less plentiful than gin palaces, — but here and there was one ; the meat put out for sale looking uninviting enough to well-to-do people, but quite up to the mark in the eyes of inexperienced Elsie, who seldom knew what it was to taste “butcher’s meat.” After hovering about before more than one stall, alternately watched with suspicious eye by its owner (child thieves were, alas, too common thereabouts) and besought to “ buy ” “ buy,” she did at length make a selection, according to the best of her judgment. With some difficulty per- suading the butcher to spare her a bit of a soiled newspaper wherein to wrap the tiny piece of meat, so as to keep it separate from mother’s parcel of work, she set off towards home in great haste. What between waiting at Mr. Maclean’s shop, and HELP AT LAST. 51 her delay while pondering oyer her purchases, sht had been absent longer than she liked to think. Arriving at home, she found her mother still asleep. Such a calm restful sleep as Elsie never remembered to have seen mother enjoy ! Looking round, she soon perceived that some visitor had been to the attic while she was out. Though Elsie always did her best to keep the room in order while Mrs. Lovell was busy at her sewing, somehow it looked very different now ; as if an experienced hand had been at work arrang- ing it. No wonder mother slept so quietly on the poor old bed ; made more comfortable than Elsie ever thought to see it. There too lay the remains of the good nourishing food brought for the invalid. Elsie made sure that the visitor could have been none other than her friend of the previous evening, who, for all her mother said, must have found her way to Balls’ Court, and up to the attic room. And in fact it was not Deaconess Grahame’s first visit to Balls’ Court, though Mrs. Lovell and Elsie did not know it. When the sick woman awoke, much refreshed, she found her little girl beside her, waiting to tell how she sped on her errand. Joyfully Elsie told 52 AGNES GRAHAME. of the masters kind reception, of his gift, and how she laid it out. But the bundle of work, welcome as it was, had to be put away for the present. With the best will to work, Mrs. Lovell’s aching head and tired fingers refused their office just yet. ‘‘Never mind, mother,” said Elsie, as Mrs. Lovell after merely opening the parcel was obliged to lay it aside, with a sigh over her incapability. — “ Never mind, mother, our Father in heaven, Him of whom the lady spoke you know, has sent us friends. I knew He would.”. “Yes,” returned Mrs. Lovell, “that lady of your’s was worth calling- a friend, Elsie ! ” So the poor seamstress rested in peace that day; mother and daughter enjoying a quiet talk, for which there had been neither leisure nor inclina- tion for some time. Mrs. Lovell even told Elsie something about the Great King, and the bright Home, concerning which her little daughter had been longing all day to hear. Then night fell on Balls’ Court and its inhabi- tants. Sick and sad were some. Sinful and miserable were others. But “our Father in heaven cared for them all.” CHAPTER VIL PLEASANT HOMES AND KIND HEARTS. “ In God’s great field of labour All work is not the same ; He hath a service for each one Who loves His holy name.” Ministry of Song. ONFIDENCE in the gentle lady who showed herself so true a friend soon induced Mrs. Lovell to unfold the sad life history, hitherto con- fided to no one. Then arose the question of her removal from Balls’ Court ; where disease, always lurking in some form, might seize upon her, weak and ailing as she was, before she could be restored to home and friends. Already Deaconess Grahame had undertaken to communicate with the father and mother living in their far distant north country farm-house; and Mrs. Lovell herself made shift to add a few lines. 54 AGNES GRAHAME. in a very trembling hand, which told its own tale of pitiable weakness. Now the struggle for daily bread was not so incessant, she appeared to sink, instead of gaining ground. A kind physician brought to visit her, looked grave and shook his head, doubting whether the shattered frame would ever regain its forces. After a consultation held with the Rector and his wife, as to the best manner of helping Mrs. Lovell and Elsie, Deaconess Grahame might have been seen making her way from St. Olave’s parish to a higher and better part of the town. First she had to pass through streets of shops ; then she came to handsome dwelling houses, — homes of merchants, professional men, and wealthy tradesmen of “ the many-languaged town.” After that to pretty suburban dwellings, each one standing in its own grounds, sufficiently removed from noisy, dusty, road traffic, to secure an amount of retirement grateful to business men, after days passed in the ‘‘infinite activities” of Westpool. At the gate of one of these pleasant homes she paused, and entering, passed up a drive bordered by beautiful evergreens ; and so came to the end of her walk, — one of the prettiest houses on the Sandown Road. Admitted by a smiling maid. PLEASANT HOMES AND KIND HEARTS. 55 to whom she was evidently well known, she was ushered into a morning room, very simple in its appointments ; and into the presence of a pleasing looking lady, none other than the wife of Mr. Mac- lean, owner of the handsome shop in High Street, where Elsie took '' mother’s work.” From Mrs. Maclean she received a very warm greeting indeed. '' I am glad you came to me,” said she, coming forward with outstretched hands, for I have been wanting so much to see you.” It is a long while since we met,” returned her visitor ; “ but you must forgive me, for this month has been a busy one; so many of our people have been ailing.” I was sure something had kept you near home,” replied Mrs. Maclean. '^But now you are here you must rest awhile, and tell me something about your poor people. I often think of you, hard at work in St. Olave s, and wonder how you are getting on. I wish Robert would let me help you a little ! My mother used to visit the cottagers round our old home ; but Robert says Westpool is quite different, and the houses of the poor not fit for me to visit ; though how that should be, when you can go into them, I don’t understand.” '^Well, dear Mrs. Maclean,” replied Deaconess AGNES GRAHAME. S6 Grahame, I can only say to you that when I was- a happy wife I regarded my husband’s lightest wish as law. You, I am sure, will do the same. God gives us all work. Just now your’s is at home, with those dear little ones who are to be trained up for Him. My own dear ones are ‘gone into that school, where they no longer need ’ my ‘poor protection.’ So I am set free for such work as I try to do. Depend upon it that whenever God puts into anybody’s heart the desire to serve Him, He always shows them the way to do so, if they are willing to follow His leading. Only sometimes He trains His workers by teaching them to wait.” “ But you would not have everybody wait for such preparation as your own for instance, would you ? ” asked Mrs. Maclean. “ Many of us might do some work among the poor who cannot devote our whole time to it.” “Certainly,” replied Mrs. Grahame: “there is work for everybody. You know how sorely help is required in St. Olave’s, and the need is equally great in other parishes. Yet I have often thought that the irregular assistance given, even by earnest workers, is a mistake, and a waste of strength. One will work here and another there, just as he PLEASANT HOMES AND KIND HEARTS. 5 / or she sees fit, quite regardless of order, and of the command, ‘ Obey them that have the rule over you, and submit yourselves : for they watch for your souls.’ ^ ^‘But pray do not think that all who work among God’s poor must of necessity have the regular training I thought it right to undergo before I became a Deaconess. In our families and in society, as well as in the parish, may we not all be about our Master’s business ? And whatever be our vocation, each one requires the preparation of heart, which is God given, and which alone can make service acceptable. Are we not all daughters of the King, in training here for life in the Father’s house by and bye ? Do you not recollect reading, in that beau- tiful 45th Psalm, among the daughters of the king, the description of ‘the daughter of Tyre,’ who ‘ was there with a gift ’ } And j/our gifts have brought help and comfort to many a poor home since we first knew each other. Indeed it is by Mr. Walton’s desire that I am come to-day to tell you of a difficulty we are in about one of ^ See Heb. xiii. 15 — 17. 58 AGNES GRAHAME. your husband’s needlewomen, and to ask help, if you, and he, are willing to give it.” Let me hear all about it,” replied Mrs. Mac- lean. Robert often says he is glad to do anything in his power to forward Mr. Walton’s plans : so many of his work-people live in St. Olave’s parish, you know.” When Deaconess Grahame told the story of Elsie and her mother, she was surprised as well as pleased to find Mrs. Maclean quite prepared to take an interest in it. Contrary to his usual habit of never talking business with his wife,” Mr. Maclean had told her about the sweet-looking child who brought her mother’s work to the shop, and how much he wished to hear more of her. A time of sorrow, lately passed through, had left its mark on the mind of a prosperous, yet somewhat selfish, man. By slow degrees Mr. Maclean’s mind was opening to feel for the needs and sorrows of other people. But for this soften- ing of heart he might not have cared to notice or speak so kindly to Elsie, when she came to his shop. Deaconess Grahame had but just finished un- folding her tale, and the friends .were proceeding PLEASANT HOMES AND KIND HEARTS. $9 to consult as to the best means of remedying its sorrows, when they were interrupted by a patter of little feet outside, the gentle pushing open of the door, and a request, preferred in childish voices: “ May we come in, mother ? '' Receiving the desired permission, the door forth- with flew open to its widest extent, and a fine sturdy boy, who was the first comer, allowed, in true elder brother style, two lovely little sisters to push past him, eager to greet a friend they all loved. Both darlings were speedily enfolded in a motherly embrace, and enstalled on a well-known resting place, — Mrs. Grahame’s knee. Her arm meanwhile encircling the eldest son, whom she loved, as she did all boys, for the sake of her own son in heaven. The children, though now apparently in ex- cellent health, and certainly in first-rate spirits, yet bore traces, in features somewhat sharpened and complexions delicately clear, of severe illness recently passed through. And herein lay the secret of their warm greeting to a beloved friend. Not many months previous to the sunny spring- tide when they came so merrily to welcome her, in the fall of the year, when November fogs, 6o AGNES GRAHAME. following upon long autumn rains, had wrapped Westpool and its suburbs in a mantle of disease and death, ‘^the pestilence which walketh in darkness '' had effected forcible and terrible entrance into the pleasant home on the Sandown Road. In an hour of direst distress. Deaconess Grahame had been brought to aid the stricken household. This she was enabled to do ; giving to nurses the help of which they stood sorely in need, and bringing to the sufferers God’s comfort. After days and nights of danger and anxious nursing, the dread pestilence withdrew. The father and mother, — thanking God that all were spared, while many a neighbour and friend mourned loved ones stricken down by mortal disease, — gathered their scattered household around them once more, and life went on as usual. But ever since those days the St. Olave’s Deaconess had been known in Mr. Maclean’s household as a dear and valued friend, and a warm welcome always awaited her from every member of the family. ‘‘ Tell us where you have been all this while ? ” besought the children. ‘'Why have you never been to see us PLEASANT HOMES AND KIND HEARTS. 6l Have you taken care of any more children as sick as we were ? and did they all get well } My darlings, how can I answer such a string of questions ? I must put on my considering cap, as nurse says, must I not ? What was your first question, Arthur: ^ Where have I been.^’ Why IVe been in many such places as you can hardly dream of yet, my boy ; but which I hope you will know something about some day, should God spare you to grow up, and put into your heart a desire to help in making them better.’' Like the dark room with no window, where you found the little girl ill in bed, just as we were put in May. '‘Yes, darling,” returned Mrs. Grahame sadly; " I have been into many rooms as dreary as that one, and have seen many sick little boys and girls, and grown up people too, since I was here last ; and some that were not sick, but very naughty, and very unhappy.” *' But to-day I have come to tell your mother about a dear little girl, and her poor sick mother.” " Oh, do tell us about it !” pleaded the children. So they heard the story of Elsie Lovell’s brave attempt “ to help mother ; ” and about the poor 62 AGNES GRAHAME. room in Balls' Court, where a weary seamstress tried day after day to earn a living for herself and her child. The children listened, as children will listen to a story of facts simply related. Can it ever be too soon to tell our darlings something of life’s realities, sorrows, and needs, as they abound in the homes of the poor ; so training them from earliest years to give their meed of help in' lightening that mighty burden of woe under which ^‘the whole creation groaneth, and travaileth in pain together until now " ? The tale ended, and voted by Arthur in true schoolboy fashion, an awfully jolly one,” and Elsie ^^a little brick for trying to help her mother,” the children were dismissed to school-room regions again ; and the ladies renewed their discussion as to ways and means of helping Mrs. Lovell and Elsie. Mrs. Maclean was quite determined to remove them from Balls' Court. She bethought herself of an old warehouse porter, a trusted servant of her husband, who, having long since put all his lads and lasses out in the world,” now lived quietly with his old wife, who, as he said, kept their house the very moral of neatness and comfort.” PLEASANT HOMES AND KIND HEARTS. 63 This seemed just the place where both mother and child might be cared for and nursed back to health. Mrs. Maclean proposed that her friend should remain for luncheon; afterwards they would drive down to Parr Street, in order to find out whether old Stephen Bailey’s wife would con- sent to receive Elsie and her mother as lodgers for a time. Early in the afternoon Mrs. Maclean’s pony carriage drew up at number 9, Parr Street. Mrs. Bailey, very glad to oblige the master s wife, cheer- fully consented to receive the sick woman and her little girl; moreover she. promised to do everything she could to help them. They told her Mrs. Lovell’s sorrowful story; in which the kind-hearted old woman speedily became interested, wiping the tears from her eyes with many an exclamation of sympathy and concern, when its melancholy details were unfolded. Don’t know whether her man be alive or dead.?^” commented Mrs. Bailey; ''why ’tis worse than bein’ a widow. Such disgrace too! No ’wonder the poor thing couldn’t face her own folk; or think to hold up her head among the neigh- bours, even though she weren’t to blame. Ay, and to think of her and her little lass biding in 64 AGNES GRAHAME. Balls’ Court ! Not that I know it myself. Stephen wouldn’t hold with me going into such like places ; but he often passes that way when he goes to and fro between the docks and the ware- house, and he says ’tis a weary part.” Thus Mrs. Bailey ran on, with the talkativeness of old age, while she showed her visitors upstairs into a clean comfortable bed-room in apple-pie order. I did not know you took lodgers,” said Mrs. Maclean. ‘'No more I do, ma’am,” answered the old woman. “This was my Jane’s and Lizzie’s room. They’ve been married and gone this many a year, but their girls come now and again to bide a bit with the old folks, — liking the stir and bustle of a town after the quiet way they live down in the country ; so I keeps the room ready, and makes them welcome whenever they come. It cheers Stephen up too, for he misses our Jane and Lizzie.” After concluding the arrangement, and giving directions to have everything prepared that the sick woman could want, Mrs. Maclean drove away, glad to know that she had the means of bringing comfort to one who stood sorely in need of it; PLEASANT HOMES AND KIND HEARTS. 65 while Deaconess Grahame bent her steps to Ball’s Court, anxious to prepare Mrs. Lovell and Elsie for their removal to happier quarters. Robert,” said Mrs. Maclean to her husband, meeting him as soon as she heard his footstep in the hall, I can tell you all you want to know about the child who came with her mother’s work that day. Don’t you remember telling me about her .? ” Yes,” said Mr. Maclean. have often thought of her : it was such a sweet face, different from any I have seen for a long time. It seems absurd to say so, but the child had quite a look of Grade; that was why I noticed her, I dare say.” ‘‘ Well, you may see her to-morrow if you care to go to Bailey’s house, — in Parr Street, you know. Deaconess Grahame came this morning and told me all about her and her mother. Oh, such a sad story, Robert : I cannot forget it ! I do hope you won’t think me meddlesome, for I know you never like my having anything to say about your work-people, but I could not bear to hear of this poor thing ill and miserable in Balls’ Court (where our good friend found her) without trying to do something for her; so I went down at once to old Mrs. Bailey, and persuaded her to take in F 66 AGNES GRAHAME. the mother and child until their relations can be sent for.” I’m glad you acted so quickly, my dear,” said Mr. Maclean ; rather, it must be confessed, to his wife’s surprise, — only that she had often noticed, since their illness last autumn, how* tender hearted he had become. Be sure the poor woman has all she wants. I’m afraid,” he continued, ‘‘ that I have been sadly deficient in care of my work- people.” “And you won’t object to my visiting her, will you Robert } ” said his wife. “No, Janie,” said he. “You may go to Bailey’s house with safety ; only, you know, I could not have you going into all the back slums of West- pool ; else we should soon have a visit from the fever again.” CHAPTER VIII. A QUIET RESTING PLACE. “Oh, Saviour ! Thou hast wept, and Thou hast loved And love and sorrow still to Thee may come And find a hiding place, — a rest, a home ! ” B oth the Rector and his wife speedily found their way to the attic-room in Balls’ Court ; soon becoming deeply interested in its inmates and their melancholy story. At first Mrs. Lovell’s new-found friends began to fear lest their help had been rendered all too late, — that the poor blossom, battered to earth by the storm of life, would never more raise its head, and that another name must shortly be added to the list of shipwrecked lives. But when Deaconess Grahame, after her visit to Mrs. Maclean, went to carry her news of good things in store for them, to Mrs. Lovell and Elsie, she began for the first time to hope that brighter 68 AGNES GRAHAME. days might yet dawn for mother and child. She found Mrs. Lovell able to get up, and sitting before a cheery fire; apparently enjoying the comfort- able meal prepared for her by Elsie, who waited upon her ailing mother with a devotion pretty to witness. The relief of telling her story to some one whom she could trust had banished the feeling of utter loneliness which preyed upon Mrs. Lovell's mind. Release from hard and constant work had really done more for her than was at first apparent ; and careful nursing, with good food, had helped matters not a little. Only one thing still harassed her. What would her father do when he should receive the letter telling of her whereabouts ? Would he write a loving welcome home ? Or would he come to her ? For they had told him how ill she was. Glad as she would be to see him, she shrank from receiving him in her poor lodging, and in such a degraded neighbourhood. As for little Elsie, a few days had worked wonders in the sweet anxious face, which, freed from care, now beamed and sparkled with happi- ness. Their troubles had ended in such a wonderful way! Kind friends would take care of mother A QUIET RESTING PLACE. 69 till grandfather should come to carry them both to the old farm house, about which mother had told her more during the last few days than she ever knew before. Once there, mother would soon get strong and all would go well with them. Perhaps father might come back too : though Elsie had not ventured even to hint at that pos- sibility to her mother. With the full and un- calculating trust of a child she gladly laid down the burden of care which had been pressing so heavily on her childish shoulders. But Elsie’s sweet face brightened yet more when she heard their kind friend telling how, through Mrs. Maclean’s generous kindness, she and her mother were to be moved from Balls’ Court to the comfortable lodging in Parr Street, where mother would be so much more likely to get strong quickly, and fit for the long journey to her old home. Very gratefully did Mrs. Lovell accept the proffered kindness ; thanking God for the wise and generous friends raised up by Him to arrange for that future which had appeared to her so terribly hopeless a short time ago. If ^Hather” should come to seek her now — though she scarce dared hope for his coming — he 70 AGNES GRAHAME. need not be shocked by finding how very low in the world his long lost daughter had sunk. Next morning saw the move to Parr Street happily accomplished ; and Mrs. Lovell and Elsie established, for the first time for many months, in comfortable quarters. Their exodus from Balls’ Court was watched with considerable interest by such of its poor inhabitants as had found time to bestow a wondering conjecture upon the mother and child, so different in habit and manner from them- selves. Old Sarah Robbins too had come from her little corner cottage to give a hand-shake and cheery farewell to the stranger she had befriended more than once, and would have gladly befriended oftener still, but for her jealous seclusion. She bestowed a very loving kiss upon little Elsie, — always a favourite. ‘^Ah, well,” quoth the old dame, have always found the Lord true to His word, therefore I made sure you would meet with friends somehow, neighbour. He never forgets the needy and sorrowful, however much we may be tempted, shortsighted creatures, as we are, to make Him out as forgetful as ourselves. May His presence go with you, maam,” she added. A QUIET RESTING PLACE. 71 turning with a respectful courtesy to the grey robed figure so well know^n in St. Olave’s parish ; ‘‘and m^y the Lotd’s best blessing rest on those who consider the poor and needy.” So, with kindly farewell, and a promise on the part of the Deaconess soon to revisit Balls' Court, the cab, bearing Mrs. Lovell and Elsie away from their life of toil and care, drove to Stephen Bailey s home in Parr Street. Arrived there, they found that Mrs. Maclean's thoughtful care had provided many comforts most grateful to an invalid fresh from the miseries of Balls' Court. Some of little Gracie’s simpler garments had even been brought, in order that Elsie might be warmly and decently clad, — greatly to the child’s delight, who entertained but vague recollections of the time when it had been her lot to wear garments both whole and warm. The kind heart of Stephen Bailey’s wife over- flowed with pity from the moment she saw the fragile creature handed carefully from the cab, and, exhausted with her drive, laid to rest upon an old oaken settle in her comfortable kitchen. As for little Elsie, she soon made friends with the worthy old couple. The deft handy ways of the child, rendered thoughtful by early acquaintance 72 AGNES GRAHAME. with sorrow, and her devotion in tending her sick mother, astonished Mrs. Bailey, accustomed to the high spirited happy little ones who welcomed a visit to grannie ’’ as a time of much freedom and indulgence ; and who, truth to tell, were wont to show themselves somewhat exacting towards- ‘‘grannie’' on these occasions. But here was a quiet little woman moving noiselessly about ; observant not only of mother’s wants, but of the wishes of every one else, so far as she knew how to fulfil them. Never “making a clatter,” never upsetting or disarranging anything: obedient at a word. “Almost too quiet,” decided Mrs. Bailey, hardly aware how heavily life’s troubles had entered into the childish heart, crushing out much of its natural joyousness. Old Stephen Bailey himself “took kindly,” to his lodger. He looked upon her with interest, wondering what he should have felt had his own bonnie girls, Jane or Lizzie, thus made shipwreck of their lives. Out of interest grew pity; so he would sit by Mrs. Lovell’s side of an evening talking in a gentle fatherly way to the weary creature, who remembered well what it was to be father’s darling. A QUIET RESTING PLACE. 73 and who felt glad to be reminded of the love she had so sorely missed. In such a quiet shelter Mrs. Lovell waited for an answer to Deaconess Grahame’s letter — or per- haps for the coming of a long-absent father. Who knew ? CHAPTER IX. ^‘OUR JANET.” “ Letters unto trembling hands.” T Ashby Moss Farm, Mrs. Rowan, looking from the dairy window where she was getting ready her butter for next day’s market, could scarce believe her own eyes as she saw Isaac Fenton, the Ashby postman, making his way across the fold-yard up to the house door. The arrival of a letter for anybody at the farm was a very rare thing indeed. Farmer Rowan and his wife had no other children beside their long-absent daughter ; and Isaac Fenton had not brought a letter from Janet for years upon years. Time was when they used to watch for her letters, — at first with pleasure, afterwards with sad appre- hension of such tidings as they too often con- tained ; and at length with a great longing for letters which never came at all. But that was so OUR JANET. 75 long, ago, hope had died out of their hearts ; though the same wistful desire for tidings re- mained. Even the farmer’s needful business seldom demanded the writing or receiving of a letter : he transacted it all in person on Ashby market days. ^‘What could any one have to write to the master about wondered his wife, as she took the letter from Isaac Fenton, holding it carefully in one corner of her apron, while she examined and turned it over, after the manner of one unac- customed to the receipt of letters from unknown correspondents. The handwriting was strange, — not a bit like Janet’s; and the post mark — ‘‘Westpool” — threw no light on the matter. So she stuck it, for safety, into the frame of one of the lozenge-shaped window panes in the big kitchen window: there it would be, she said, for the master to read when he came home from his ploughing at dinner time. She never once thought of opening it herself : she was slow at reading strange writing, — her “specs” were put away upstairs — and the butter in the dairy needed attending to directly. Inviting Isaac to rest after his long walk, and 76 AGNES GRAHAME. bidding Dolly, the farm maid, bring him out bread and cheese from the larder and fresh butter- milk from the dairy, she returned to her occupa- tion of butter-making, finishing only just in time to serve up their early dinner to the master and his farming-men. It was a busy time on the farm, so they all came crowding in, hasting to get dinner and be gone again : thus Deaconess Grahames letter escaped notice, and remained where it had been placed until late that evening, when, the beasts being suppered up,” and Dolly and the farm servants gone to rest, farmer Rowan and his wife had a few minutes quiet before their own bedtime. Eh ! Andrew, man,” said his wife, as they sat one on each side of the fire, “ I do declare IVe been and forgot a bit of a letter which Isaac Fenton brought this morning. We were so throng at dinner-time it clean slipped away out o’ mind ; but ’tis all safe here in the window.” And taking it down she brought it to her husband, then set a candle on the little round table, found his spectacles for him, and stood by waiting for him to make known its contents. Almost as much surprised as his wife, he turned the letter over and over before opening it. When OUR JANET. 77 he did so, a little note enclosed in the larger sheet fell fluttering to the ground. With a sudden start he picked it up quickly. Uncertain as the hand- writing was he knew it directly for Janet's. '^What’s the matter, Andrew.^" said his wife anxiously. do believe its our Janet," answered he. Our Janet repeated his wife, faintly ; and sat down quite overcome. ^'Nay, cheer up missus," said her husband; ^‘here is her own writing, though 'tis shaky enough." Looking over his shoulder, she tried to follow while he read the trembling lines penned by Janet, asking forgiveness for the anxiety she had caused, and telling how she longed to see father and mother and the dear old home. They were but a few lines, very imperfectly expressed, but taking farmer Rowan a long time to master, because his spectacles grew dim and had to be taken off* and rubbed again and again ; and his voice quavered so that his wife required him to repeat the dear words more than once. Could it be possible ! All those long years of uncertainty ended! Janet alive, and coming to the old home again. Joy bid fair to be too much for the old woman. 78 AGNES GRAHAME. Quiet and self-restrained by nature, with a life- long trust in the God who had been her God for many a long year, she had borne her sorrow patiently, doing her daily round of duties which must be fulfilled, so that few guessed how Mrs. Rowan, and her husband too, — each in the still depths of a loving heart, — had been fretting and wearying for their absent child. The sudden lifting of the dark cloud quite dazzled them, with hope's bright ray shining out so clear. Come, come, missus,” said farmer Rowan, ‘^you sit beside me, dry up your tears and keep quiet . while I read this other sheet ; which, I reckon, is to tell us more about our poor lass.” Notwithstanding her husband’s entreaties, Mrs. Rowan’s exclamations were multiplied tenfold when she heard the story it had to tell. The misfortunes and privations endured by Elsie and her mother were dwelt upon as lightly as possible. Mrs. Lovell had begged that Mark,” her erring husband might be spared. Yet there was quite sufficient to show that the lot of the forsaken wife had been a bitter one. Farmer Rowan marvelled how his girl, so carefully reared, had lived on through all those distressful years. OUR JANET. 79 Finally the letter told how health had failed in the weary struggle to gain daily bread ; how, but for her little daughter’s brave effort, Mrs. Lovell might never more have seen home or friends. The letter read, Mrs. Rowan bestirred herself at once. She looked out the travelling bag, which had lain by ever since the ^‘good man’s” last railway journey, long ago; and packed it up carefully. She would have dearly liked to go with him, but what would become of farm and farm ser- vants if both were absent at such a busy time ? It was not to be thought of Then she had never been in a railway train in her life, so she felt she should be only a hindrance instead of a help. No : she would bide at home and have everything ready for Janet’s coming, with Elsie, the first grandchild she had ever seen. At dawn farmer Rowan called up Ben, the old farm man, who had been with him since he came to the Moss, and was driven away to catch the first train going south from Ashby. Gathering from Mrs. Lovell that the simple countryman was quite an unaccustomed traveller, the Rector had caused full directions for his journey to be enclosed in the letter. Thanks to 8o AGNES GRAHAME. his thoughtful care, no time was lost on the way. As the short spring twilight fell, farmer Rowan’s train came swiftly down the long tunnel into North Street Station. Thence he hastened towards Parr Street, arriving just after Stephen Bailey had come home from his day’s work. CHAPTER X. FATHER ! “ But for hopes, hearts would break.” HILE her father journeyed to Westpool, Mrs. Lovell, looking considerably better than when she left Balls’ Court, had been spending the afternoon in the cozy Parr Street parlour, — Elsie by her side. She tried to occupy herself with some needlework, but every now and then stopped to wonder what answer the letter sent to Ashby would bring. As the light faded, she put down her work altogether, and gave herself up to all kinds of speculations concerning the future. Elsie, creeping close up, laid her head down on mother’s knee, seemingly intent on watching the embers in the grate as they assumed all sorts of strange shapes, — ‘‘fire castles,” she called them. G 82 AGNES GRAHAME. All of a sudden a loud knock sounded through the tiny house. Mrs. Lovell started and changed colour : then got up and went towards the parlour door. She could hear someone speaking to old Stephen and his wife. Could it be? Yes: surely it was — her father's voice. In a moment she had stepped from parlour to kitchen, and had thrown herself sobbing on his bosom ; while he folded her in his arms, soothing and comforting her, as he had often done after some childish mishap. Thoughtful for her, even in the supreme joy of their meeting, he made her sit down in old Stephen's big arm-chair, beside which he stood holding the thin toil-worn hands in his big brown ones, tears coursing down his cheeks. So taken up were they with each other that they forgot all about little Elsie, — looking on wonderingly, yet quite understanding that here was mother's father, who loved mother just as mother loved her. But presently Mrs. I^ovell drew her forward. “ Here's Elsie, father, — the only comfort I have." Then grandfather kissed Elsie lovingly, looking her in the face with keen but kindly eyes, and FATHER. 83 deciding- that the little lass was nearly as great a beauty as her mother used to be. Mrs. Bailey meanwhile bustled about, bent on preparing a comfortable meal for the traveller, who, she was sure, must be clemmed, after such a long ride.” She had been a little apprehensive lest this abrupt meeting might injure Mrs. Lovell; but at last decided within herself that '^joy don't so often kill a body.” Oh, how much there was for father and daughter to hear and tell ! About mother waiting eagerly for news in the old farm house, where she was longing to welcome her Janet and the yet unknown grandchild. By that very evening's post a letter must be written to her, — a letter which had well-nigh rendered itself illegible for blots, occasioned by tears of joy which would drop on the page, as Andrew Rowan indited one of the few letters his Ruth had ever received from him. Not that Mrs. Lovell could yet bear to tell, or her father to hear, a detailed account of all she had undergone in sorrowful years past by. It was enough for him, at present, to have regained his daughter, and to plan how soon he could take 84 AGNES GRAHAME. her to her native place : there to be nursed back to health and strength. But that would not be just yet, as he plainly saw before the evening closed, and his Janet lay back faint and ex- hausted, — fain to go to bed early, though she longed to stay and hear more home news. Later on, Stephen was despatched to the Deaconess House with the news of Farmer Rowan’s arrival. Deaconess Grahame paying an early visit next morning to see how Mrs. Lovell had borne the meeting, Elsie shyly introduced Grandfather ; saying that mother was tired, and had not come downstairs yet. Farmer Rowan’s gratitude was quite over- flowing ; but she soon turned the conversation, away from her part in the reunion, to his own concerns ; and he, nothing loth, plunged into details about Janet’s girlhood and unfortunate marriage ; hearing in return many particulars as to her hard struggle with poverty since she came to Westpool, the telling of which by letter this kind friend thought well to spare him. The good old farmer was charmed beyond measure with ^^the lady,” as he called her; though she could not help being amused at the curious air with which he looked at her once or FATHER. 85 twice, as if there were something about her that puzzled him. '' That’s a real good lady ! ” he said to his daughter, when she came downstairs. ‘‘ She’s the sweetest face, — most like an angel’s, to my thinking. No words could express my thanks for her goodness ; but she looked strange-like somehow, and different from the other quality, — didn’t she, Janet ? ” ^'Oh, I suppose you mean her dress said his daughter, smiling at her father’s quickness. But if you’d seen her first, as I did, when I was ill and starving, and she came to nurse me, you would not have given it a thought. I don’t think fine gowns would have been fit for all she did for me. They say she couldn’t go into the places where she has to go but for something to mark her out, and let every one know who she is : it wouldn’t be safe. I can well believe it myself. Thank God, you know nothing about such places, father,” she added, with a shudder. Fearful of bringing back the memory of past troubles, he quickly turned the conversation to their old home, and all he meant to do when once he got his daughter there. She smiled lovingly in reply, stretching out 86 AGNES GRAHAME. her hand to be clasped in her father s firm clasp, which repeated plainly as his words that nothing but death should part them any more. But, father,” she said, presently, Tm afraid you'll find me a poor, broken-down woman. I can never be your light-hearted Janet again. Though Mark has got into disgrace, still he is my husband. He was good to me while he kept sober, and I often weary for news of him." I can well believe you've had sorrow enough to keep you a grave woman for the rest of your life," replied her father. But you must learn to trust that God will bring good out of evil, and that you may live to see it." “ 'Tis no use looking back : best let bygones be bygones, and try to do better in time to come." CHAPTER XL SUNDAY AT ST. OLAVE'S. ** So then neither is he that planteth anything, neither he that watereth ; but God that giveth the increase.” — i Cor. iii. 7. HAT do you say to a visitor, Grace } ” said Mr. Walton, coming into the Rectory drawing room. ‘‘ I have heard from my old friend John Capel, who is returning home, quite well and fit for work, he says. He was to sail from Boston soon after he wrote, and proposes to spend a few days with us before going back to Bramston. His steamer is due on Saturday, so we shall have him for Sunday.” ‘‘ I’m very glad to hear it,” said Mrs. Walton. Do get him to preach for you, Bernard. I know you have been dreadfully overdone this week.” Oh, you self-interested woman ! ” said her husband, smiling. ‘‘Well, I dare say Capel won’t object to preach for his old schoolfellow : it will 88 AGNES GRAHAME. not be the first time he has helped him. This has been a hard week, and Sunday help will be welcome to us all.'’ On Saturday evening the American steamer, arriving in due course, brought Mr. Capel to St. Olaves, just in time for the substantial tea,— always the evening meal at the Rectory. The meeting was a very pleasant one: Mr. Walton rejoicing to find his friend quite fit for any amount of hard work." Browned by travel, full of life and spirits, he was indeed a very different individual from the worn-out looking man who came to bid good-bye at the Rectory before sailing away in search of health. Of course he had much to tell, that was full of interest, and the evening passed away quickly. They were on the point of separating for the night, when Mr. Capel suddenly turned to question the Rector. Oh, by the way, Walton, who was that in your study when I arrived this evening ? — I interrupted her. I’m afraid : — some lady who looked uncommonly like a sister of mercy, or something of that kind. Is she a new importation ? for I don’t recollect seeing her when I was here before. I thought you didn’t approve of sister- hoods : eh, Walton } ’’ SUNDAY AT ST. OLAVE'S. 89 ^‘Oh, you must mean Mrs. Grahame, our Deaconess ! ’’ put in the Rector's wife. ‘‘ She was a school-friend of mine. She is so charming : you shall be introduced to her to-morrow." A Deaconess, is she ! " said Mr. Capel, doubtfully. Of course you know best, Walton, what agencies to employ in your big parish ; but I cannot say I ever cared much for that idea, — 'tis “neither fish, flesh, nor fowl,"^ — if Mrs. Walton will excuse my being as plain spoken as our American cousins. And I don’t know whether I approve of women making themselves peculiar, and giving up home life to come out publicly, as they are doing everywhere. But I beg your pardon, Walton.- You know I’m a crusty old bachelor, ever so much behind the age." “Oh, but, Mr. Capel," said Mrs. Walton, “ please don’t say that ! Agnes Grahame would never do anything odd. She is just the very person we wanted in St. Olave’s. And she has no home ties, poor thing; for she has lost her husband and children, — besides, the deaconesses don’t take stringent vows, you know. “Well, Capel," said the Rector, “we won’t discuss the question just now. I’m sure you’re tired out ; and Grace is such an enthusiastic 90 AGNES GRAHAME. advocate, that if she once begins on the deaconess question she will not let you go away uninstructed in all its merits. Just defer your judgment upon our new importation till you have seen something of her, and of her work.’’ Fair and reasonable, my dear fellow,” said Mr. Capel. ‘‘And now I must say Good-night, if you intend me to preach for you to-morrow. After that, I shall be quite willing to be convinced by Mrs. Walton, and introduced to her friend, “the grey lady.” Mr. Capel heartily enjoyed his first Sunday in dear old England, as well as the opportunity of recommencing a ministry, which one short year ago seemed only too likely to be drawing to a close, — on earth, at least. For will not the priests, who minister before the Lord “ in the beauty of holiness” now, go on by-and-by to serve day and night in His temple; an unending, perfect service ? The simple well-ordered rendering of the grand service, so exactly suited to the needs of the congregation, — the reverent manner of worshippers, taught long ago that they came there not merely to listen to a good sermon, but also to worship in the presence of “ the King, the Lord of SUNDAY AT ST. OLAVE'S. 91 Hosts/— the sweet singing in which all might, and most did, join, — his own gratitude at being once more permitted to fill his sacred office, stirred Mr. Capel’s heart to its very depths, so that the sermon in St. Olave’s Church that Sunday morning was one to be remembered : “ For out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaketh.’' “ Bless the Lord, O my soul, and forget not all His benefits,'^ was the passage he chose for his text. It seemed best to represent his own feelings. How his hearers listened while he dwelt, with the eloquence born of gratitude, on God s creating, redeeming, sustaining mercy ; not a few hearts uniting in the closing ascription of praise tp Him “ whose mercy endureth for ever.” Early in the afternoon the Rectory party started for Sunday School. Great schools those of St. Olave’s, both on Sundays and week days. “ Quite a hobby of the Rector s,” people said ; and a very fortunate “hobby” it was, as far as the rising generation of St. Olave’s was concerned. How can our Church expect to evangelize, and civilize, the masses, unless she prove a nursing mother to Christ's little ones } 92 AGNES GRAHAME. After going the round of boys, girls, infants, each in their separate schoolroom, Mr. Walton, having his own part to fulfil, called a respectable- looking old man (none other than Mrs. Lovell’s host, Stephen Bailey), asking him to show Mr. Capel the grown-up scholars.’' That I will, sir,” said Stephen Bailey, with a gratified smile. ‘‘ I’ll be proud to do it.” So the grown-up folk go to Sunday School here, do they ? ” questioned Mr. Capel, as they walked along together. ^'Yes: they do, sir,” answered Stephen; ‘^but it was not always so. I used to come to St. Olave’s when I was a lad, in the old parson’s time ; but there were no such doings as there are now-a-days, — parsons looking up people, and people crowding into church, and what not. The congregation used to be dotted about in old St. Olave’s, — here and there one, — ^in big square pews, or free seats at the far end of the church; and you saw what it was this morning, sir. I’m sure many a one will think on your sermon ; not but what our own minister do preach to make you think too.” We have all much to thank God for in these days,” said Mr. Capel : “ let us try to show forth SUNDAY AT ST. OLAVE’S. 93 our thankfulness, not only with our lips, but in our lives.” Under old Stephen’s guidance, Mr. Capel was introduced to large rooms, filled almost to overcrowding with these ‘‘grown-up scholars,” — working men belonging to St. Olave’s parish ; from the young apprentice, not yet “out of his time,” to the white-haired old man, whose working days on earth were almost over. After that, Mr. Capel saw the women, taught by the Rector’s wife and her friend. How earnest they looked ! There were maidens standing on life’s threshold; wives and mothers enjoying the reading and teaching, for which their busy week- days left them little or no leisure ; aged women, whose restful expression of countenance, life’s bustle ended, seemed to be saying, “ Lord, now lettest Thou Thy servant depart in peace: for mine eyes have seen Thy salvation.” Yes: it was altogether a wonderful sight; something to thank God for. And soon after Mr. Capel saw fathers, mothers, big sisters, as well as the little ones, come crowding in to “afternoon church ;” where they would have a service and sermon “ all for themselves,” as they liked to say. 94 AGNES GRAHAME. Here he was a listener, while his friend preached to the people in that simple homely way which they loved. “ Did you see the grey lady, Capel } ’’ asked Mr. Walton, as they all sat resting in the drawing room after the day's services. Yes: Mrs. Walton introduced her, and I was cer- tainly struck with her looks. Her face tells a tale of sorrow^ past, and patience won, unless I am very much mistaken. Its repose was good to see. That was a grand idea of yours, Walton, to get the grown - up folk to school. How did you manage it ? " “ It was not easy at first. They were half amused, half offended, at the idea of going to school again ; " but Grace and I went round and talked over the proposed plan with them. By degrees they grew to think it less absurd, or less formidable, than it had seemed at first sight. A very few plucked up courage to attend. They reported favourably, and persuaded others to come ; so, with God’s blessing, the thing grew and increased till it is what you saw to-day, — something to thank God for.” ‘‘Do you find your grown-up scholars regular church goers ? One would be afraid of such classes being made a sort of conventicle.” SUNDAY AT ST. OLAVE'S. 95 No : we are careful to avoid that. They are truly handmaids of the church. Some members were already church goers; others have been induced to become so. You saw a good many in church this afternoon, and there is an increasing number at the other services. Our good Deaconess would tell you that many of those you noticed as looking so respectable this afternoon were anything but that a short time ago. Therefore I cannot but hope our adult school has done good service.'’ Yes: your Deaconess had quite a formidable number," said Mr. Capel, — ‘‘almost a little con- gregation ; and, ‘ I suffer not a woman to teach : ' eh, Walton .? " “ Be generous, and finish the quotation,” rejoined his friend ; ‘“or to usurp authority over the man.' — Now I find Deaconess Grahame most submissive: never putting herself forward in any unwomanly way. But what do you say to the prophetesses of Old Testament history, or to the ‘seven daughters who did prophesy,', of apostolic times “We won’t press the matter further, Walton," said his friend. “ If you find your plan answer, I bid you ‘God speed.' You have need of all the helpers you can get in such a parish as yours. I 96 AGNES GRAHAME. am ready to wonder how you and Mrs. Walton manage to keep up, year after year, amid such a stress of work.” I think you and I both know the secret, Capel,” replied the Rector : “ Lo, I am with you alvvay, even unto the end of the world.” CHAPTER XII. GENTLE ANNIE.’’ ‘ ‘ Day and night they are pressing nigh, With tears and sighs, to the heavenly gate, Where the Watchman stands in His majesty, With a patience which never has said, ‘ Too late.’ “ Let the sorrowful children of want and sin Draw near to the gate whence none depart : Let the nations arise and enter in, For the Lord is willing, with all His heart.” Ezekiel. EEK a convenient time of leisure for thyself, ^ and meditate often upon God s loving kindness,” one has well said. However fully occupied her days might be, Deaconess Grahame always contrived to secure this quiet hour for meditation and self-examination. On this Sunday evening she was sitting by the fireside in her pretty little drawing room, going over in thought the events of the day, — thanking God for the blessing He gave on the work done H 98 AGNES GRAHAME. in St. Olave's, and considering how she might serve Him better in days to come. Suddenly a ring at the street door startled her in the midst of her quiet meditations. Who could it be at this hour, wondered she. It was not an unusual thing for her to be called out late, in aid of some sick or dying one ; but this particular Sunday evening she had been feeling unusually weary, and was glad to think that none of her poor people needed her just • then. But she roused herself quickly to put away thoughts of her own weariness. The Lord is never a hard Master : ” when He sends work He gives strength. Somewhat to her astonishment, the visitor her maid was ushering in proved to be Mr. Capel. Full of apologies for his untimely visit, he explained that he had brought a message from Mr. Walton. I hope there is nothing wrong at the Rectory } ” she inquired. ‘‘No, no!’’ answered Mr. Capel. “There came a summons to visit a sick woman in a distant part of the parish, and as Walton seemed completely tired out with his day’s work, I GENTLE ANNIE. 99 volunteered to supply his place. Of course he was most unwilling. But here am^ I, strong and fit for work, while he, I fear, has-been over-doing himself : so I insisted. “Walton used to be my school fag once upon a time, and I believe he hasn’t lost the habit of obedience to his former senior ; so I put him into the study arm chair, left Mrs. Walton to keep guard, — and here I am. “ I should not have thought of troubling you ; but it seems you are wanted as well, so the Rector- asked me to come round this way. Here is the poor woman’s name and address : he said you would know all about her. “ But are you sure you are fit to go } ” he asked, looking pityingly at her pale face, as she stood listening to his account. “You have had a long day, .and I understand this poor creature lives in one of the lowest parts of the parish. Had you not better let me go on now, and you might follow to-morrow ? ” “ Oh, no, thank you ! ” she said, smilingly. “ Don’t you know I am ^ a servant of the Church,’ though a very humble one. Wherever I am sent for I am bound to go. I know the place well : you need not be afraid for me. I was there only 100 AGNES GRAHAME. last night with this very woman : she has been ill some time ; but I did not think the end so near. It is the old story, — drink, and a dissolute life, followed by rapid decline. She has been a dreadful creature, — the terror even of that rough neighbourhood.'' Mr. Capel could not help looking at the speaker anxiously. Such a gentle refined-looking woman, yet quite ready to brave fatigue and all other disagreeables in pursuit of her duty ! She was ready directly. And as she walked by his side, telling him more of the sick woman’s history, unconsciously showing how well she was acquainted with many a wandering sheep belonging to the Rector's flock, he began to think that Mrs. Walton had been right : here was the very person wanted in St. Olave’s parish." Leaving quiet Bruce Street, Mr. Capel and his companion had made their way along' great thoroughfares, crowded with returning holiday makers and belated walkers, to the lower part of the parish, where, as they passed, through one wretched street after another, vice, raising its hydra head, confronted them unblushingly. Miserable drunkards, many of them women, reeled homewards. Degraded creatures in faded GENTLE ANNIE. lOI finery, or ragged week-day garments, — too low in the social scale to attempt even an appearance of respectability on one day in the week. All days were alike to them: a round of sinfnl pleasures, alternating with trouble or remorse. Although such scenes had been often enough witnessed by both these earnest workers, to-night they seemed sadder than ever in contrast to the peace and joy of a blessed Sabbath day. Living in a Christian country, within sound of the Gospel, — its message brought to their very doors by one and another, — these men and women, — aye, and children too, — '^sat in darkness’' and the shadow of death, ‘^tied and bound ” by the chain of their sin. Yet for these sin -stained creatures Christ had died. And was not the good Shepherd, who of old sought His lost sheep along a painful blood-stained way, seeking them still ? Surely the strong man armed ” must relinquish the captives, ‘Hhat in all things He, might have the pre-eminence.” But now they had nearly reached their desti- nation, and Mr. Capel’s guide turned down a narrow entry leading into a squalid-looking court, where, under ordinary circumstances, it would 102 AGNES GRAHAME. have been neither wise nor well for a lady to venture. Compared to “ Druitt’s Alley,” even Balls' Court might almost be called respectable.” To Mr. Capel's astonishment, his companion was recognized even here. Many a riotous group hushed for an instant the evil joke or profane word while she passed by. More than once some uncouth attempt at a civil acknowledgment of her presence was made by poor creatures whom she had befriended in an hour of need. Half-way up Druitt’s Alley she turned into a house looking very much out of repair, and proceeded up a dilapidated staircase, where progress to be safe must of necessity be slow and careful. Knocking at the door of a room on the third floor, it was opened by a neighbour, somewhat less degraded in appearance than the dying woman she was tending without hope of reward. She’s gone off into a doze since we sent for the minister,” explained the woman. ‘^She was so bad this evening we thought she must have died ; but she came to a little, so we couldn’t let her die without sending for his Reverence to make a bit of a prayer over her, seeing as she’s been none of the best, poor thing.” GENTLE ANNIE. 103 May be you’d bide with her, ma’am,” added the neighbour, while I go and put the children to bed.” Receiving a willing assent, she went away, leaving the new comers to keep their watch in sadness and silence beside the dying woman’s bed. A single dip candle burned and flickered with uncertain light, making the wretchedness of the room dimly apparent. The uncomfortable bed, everything in and about it, telling a tale of want and a ruined life. Already the solemn shadow of death brooded over the hollow face of the sufferer, who began by-and-by to stir and murmur in her sleep. Quite suddenly she opened her eyes, to fix them with a beseeching look on her visitor, who made haste to moisten the dry lips tenderly. With a great effort she managed at length to speak : '' Will you say again what you told me last night, lady,” she panted. I’m dying I know. I’ve been a vile woman. I never could tell a lady like you how bad I have been. Once I had a happy home, and a husband who loved me, — but ’tis no use to speak of that now. I dare not think God’s mercy is for such as I am ; yet, 104 AGNES GRAHAME. somehow, I cannot die without hearing those words again/' Having contrived, with feverish energy, to say so much, she sank down on her pillow quite exhausted. Would she hear the blessed words even if they were spoken ? Or had death already closed the dull ears ? They could but try. Bending close to her, Mr. Capel spoke : — ‘‘"The blood of Jesus Christ His Son cleanseth us from all sm. If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves.' " “ No sin ? " interrupted the poor creature, rousing herself at the sound of the words she had longed to hear. “Why I’m all sin, — every bit of me. While I’ve laid here my sins have come back to me. Sin ? Its torme^it ! ” Very quickly Mr. Capel went on : — “‘But if we confess our sins. He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.' " “‘Faithful and just?’" murmured the dying woman. “ Oh, how He must hate me ! ” “No: He loves you,'^ said Mr. Capel. “Loves you, and died for you. GENTLE ANNIE. I OS “ I know you have been a sinful woman, and God hates sin; but He loves j/ou, and sent Jesus to die for you, to take away the sin, — ‘ to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.’ Jesus waits to save you now. Only you must ask Him to save you. Say this prayer : — '‘‘Jesus have mercy upon me, a sinner.’” “‘Jesus have mercy upon me,’” repeated the poor creature. It was a last effort. With the words still on her lips, her spirit took flight. At this moment the neighbour who had been helping to nurse her returned. One glance at the bed sufficed to show what had happened. “ Gentle Annie ” would need no more nursing. “Ah, poor thing,” commented she, “’tis what we must all come to, and I hope she made a good end at the last ! Though she’s been none of the best, she never gave me a bad word. “ She would come in now and again, and take up my poor Johnnie, — who can’t walk, though he’s nigh upon three years old,- — and she’d rock him off to sleep, singing in a soft voice, such as no one in the Court would believe was Gentle Annie’s voice. Johnnie was never afraid of her, not he ! ” “ Once she let drop a word or two about a I 06 AGNES GRAHAME. little one of hers as he was like; but I dare'nt ask no more, for she was not one to be questioned. Don’t I know her name, sir ? '‘No: nor any one else hereabouts. 'Gentle Annie,’ that’s the name we knew her by. Some- body gave it her who saw her in her tantrums, I suppose. "Bad as she was she’s suffered enough, so I reckon Him as made her won’t be too hard upon her.” "We know that God willeth not the death of a sinner,” said Mr. Capel, gravely ; "and therefore He sent His Son to die for sinners. But sometimes the sinners for whom Christ died turn away from Him : they will not ask Him to forgive their sins. " And there is no other way to heaven ; for sinners cannot go there their sins.” "Well you put it plain, sir,” returned the woman, sadly. " But we’ve a weary life hereabouts, with little time to mind our religion.” "But it is just such as you Jesus Christ wants to save,” urged Mr. Capel. " ' Come unto Me, and I will give you rest,’ ” He says. " ' Rest,’ sir,” returned the poor woman, " thafs what I don’t look for this side the grave.” CxENTLE ANNIE. 107 No more could be said just then ; but maybe the arrow shot at a venture would be guided to its mark by the Holy Spirit of God. When they came to perform the last sad offices for Gentle Annie, they found lying on her bosom a locket, — beautiful once, but now battered and almost shapeless. Opening it, in the vague hope of obtaining some clue to her belongings, a sweet childish face was brought to light, and a curl of dark hair, with the words, ''My Johnnie,” written in a clear firm hand. Further trace of friends, or of the home she had vaguely alluded to, was not forthcoming, and no one thereabouts could tell " Gentle Annie’s ” story ; only the sweet baby face pointed to happy days long past away. They reverently replaced the locket where they found it, and the parish provided a last resting place for "Johnnie’s ” mother. Life with its sins and sorrows ended. One who " is able to save to the uttermost ” could receive even this " woman that was a sinner.” The Rector was up and waiting for his friend. "Well he said, inquiringly. " The poor thing is gone,” returned Mr. Capel. io8 AGNES GRAHAME. was a sad death-bed, with just one ray of light at the closing scene. One can only say, — ‘ His mercy endureth for ever.’ ” The friends sat silent after this, each recalling scenes of a like nature, so often witnessed by God’s ministers, — miserable death-beds following upon wasted lives. Presently Mr. Capel broke the silence. " What a wonderful woman that Mrs. Grahame is!” he said. '‘You may dress her in blue, red, or green, and call her whatever you please, but you certainly are blessed in having such a helper. I began to wish I had the like. To see her making her way unflinchingly, tired as she was, through parts of the town where one could scarce expect a gently-reared woman to venture, however courageous she might be ! Many of the poorest appeared to know her well, and were quite inclined to be civil. Then how she tended the dying woman, remaining afterwards to see all done that should be done. I call it perfect devotion. And, best of all, it was so quietly done : just as if it were an every day-occurrence.” "Yes,” said Mr. Walton: "that quiet manner and complete abnegation of self is exactly what one thanks God for. She is a woman of GENTLE ANNIE. 109 considerable force of character, and of strong will too, underlying that gentle exterior; but every thought and action seem to be brought into subjection to a higher will. She reminds me of the old proverb: ‘Never hasting, never resting.’ “ Amid the bustle and anxiety of work in such a parish as this, one is apt to lose sight of the rest of the worker in Him who is ‘ Head over all things to the Church.’ You remember: ‘So is the kingdom of God, as if a man should cast seed into the ground ; and should sleep, and rise night and day, and the seed should spring and grow up, he knoweth not how.’ (Mark iv. 26 — 29.) “ She seems to realize that fully, and I am sure it helps her on her way. “ I think we are sadly too much inclined to do our ‘planting’ and ‘watering,’ and then to stop short of the faith which looks for God to give the increase.” “There is just one thing I should like to ask,” said Mr. Capel: “Do you find having a regular worker makes the ladies of your congregation draw back from helping; or feel released, as it were, from care about parish affairs ? ” “ On the contrary,” replied Mr. Walton, “ Mrs. no AGNES GRAHAME. Grahame’s influence in persuading others to work has been most happy. Several whose time used to hang heavy on their hands are now our valued helpers. Of course a deaconess is the fittest person to go to infectious cases, or low parts of the town, where many ladies would not have courage to penetrate, and whence mothers of families might justly fear to bring infection to their own households. ‘‘Herein lies one strong reason for the distinctive dress. It is a positive protection to the worker ; and also points her out as one to whom the poor may apply. They never make any objection to it. “Before you leave us you must go with our deaconess to St. John’s Hospital, where there are two probationers undergoing their training as far as regards nursing ; for we hope to make this the nucleus of a regular Deaconess Institution for all Westpool, with a staff of nurses, and I don’t know what Reside. Only we must go on step by step ; first endeavouring to overcome any lurking prejudice on the part of those who think the movement savouring of a party, by demonstra- ting that these women are really ‘servants of the sick, the poor, and the young, for Jesus’ sake.’ GENTLE ANNIE. Ill We shall do it in time, please God. Already we are better understood. You are a case in point, Capel." ‘‘Yes: I shall have to own myself a convert when I see Mrs. Walton to-morrow.’’ “ It is no more than she expected, I believe,” said the Rector. CHAPTER XIIL SERVANTS OF THE CHURCH. “ Sow ye beside all waters Where the dew of heaven may fall ; Ye shall reap, if ye be not weaiy, For the Spirit breathes o’er all. # # # # . * “ Sow ye beside all waters : With a blessing and a prayer Name Him whose hand upholds thee, And sow thou everywhere.” Lyra Anglicana. HEN Mrs. Grahame passed through her ^ ^ preliminary course of training in St. John’s Hospital, her aptitude for nursing became so evident to all with whom she had to do, that more than one offer of a position, quite as useful in its way as that of a deaconess, was made to her. But she had fully made up her mind to work under Mr. Walton, in St. Olave’s Parish, where she knew full well that a skilful nurse for poor sick SERVANTS OF THE CHURCH. II3 bodies was quite as much needed as an earnest worker wise to win souls for Christ. She regarded her gift for nursing as a very precious one. It 'was often the means of giving her an entrance into homes whose doors would otherwise have been closed against her. For the love she bore to the work, she continued to visit St. John’s Hospital long after her training time was ended. Many of St. Olave’s poor folk were to be met with, from time to time, within its walls. She made a habit of going there always on one particular morning, — well aware that, amid the claims of a busy life, ^‘any day” often resolves itself into '' no day at all.” So the patients used to be on the look-out (sure of her arrival at the well-known hour) for the gentle lady who knew how to soothe them, sick and weary as they were ; and who seldom failed to leave those to whom she ministered better in mind if not in body. The two probationers just now in training at St. John’s looked forward as gladly as anyone else to Deaconess Grahame’s hospital morning. She always had a cheery word of encouragement to give them, which dispelled many a cloud, or I 1 14 AGNES GRAHAME. made a ^^mole hill” of many a ^‘mountain” of worry and anxiety in their busy life. As she crossed the noble vestibule of St. John's, in company with Mr. Capel, who had come on purpose to see the hospital, they encountered the two probationers, just then ‘‘off duty.” First to come forward, with glad words of welcome, was Lucy Blythe, a brisk-looking little woman, with round merry face full of life and health. She was the eldest daughter of a country surgeon, — a good man, but not a very successful one. “ Lucy ” was her father's right hand. She kept his books, took messages to his poor patients ; even compounded his prescriptions, report said. After his death she found herself at liberty to choose her own career. There were younger daughters ready to take her place at home ; and “ One less in the little house would be something,” said Lucy ; though her mother, and brothers and sisters, would sorely miss the cheery eldest daughter, who knew so well how to make the best of everything. Accustomed to face the world, to plenty of work and plenty of bustle, from morning till night, Lucy Blythe enjoyed her hospital experiences. She “ loved nursing,” she declared ; and meant. SERVANTS OF THE CHURCH. II5 when her training should be finished, come and help nurse St. Olave’s sick folk, if Mr. Walton would have her.’’ Though she had not the gift of sympathy in such full measure as the friend she loved and looked up to ; nor the same repose of manner, winning confidence at first sight, yet Lucy Blythe would make a valuable deaconess in time to come. She was a thoroughly capable little woman, if somewhat hasty in judgment. She was full of courage : skilful as a nurse ; and so bright that the sick people said she made them laugh whether they would or no. And, in fact, she did laugh away many fretful humours and attacks of low spirits, of which she herself had no experience whatever. The other probationer, Christian Gordon, was as different as possible. Older than Lucy, silent and reserved to a degree, few people found out her real worth on first acquaintance. Deaconess Grahame first met her while they were visiting at the house of a mutual friend. Her ready sympathy was exactly what was needed to overcome such shy reserve. Soon they became fast friends, and Christian had told all her story. The daughter of a clergyman, and left mother- ii6 AGNES GRAHAME. less while yet a girl, she had devoted her life to taking care of her father, and trying to make herself of use in his parish. Now he was dead, she found herself, in middle life, almost alone in the world. She had income enough for her simple wants, yet could not bring herself to lead a life without regular occupation. Shy as she seemed, she knew what it was to love and be loved by God’s poor. When she heard about the work in St. Olave’s, she began to wish she could go and do likewise, and finally made up her mind to try. Yet it required considerable effort on her part to undergo the needful training. Living for years a secluded life, accustomed to have her goings out and comings in very much under her own control, she found the stir and bustle of a town, as well as the hospital discipline, rather irksome at times. But she faced both bravely, determined, with God’s help, to fit herself fully for her work. Having laid, with willing mind, her gift upon the altar, what mattered it to her if it should prove a living sacrifice.” Last night, for instance, it was her turn to watch in the accident ward, — always a trial to a woman of shrinking nerve. But she was learning bravely to conquer herself. Her calm manner, SERVANTS OF THE CHURCH. II7 and gentle yet firm touch, had been grateful to more than one sufferer during long painful hours of the past night. Doubtless such experiences were God’s way of testing her steadfastness of purpose, and it redounded greatly to His glory that she bore them unmurmuringly. Nobody, except Deaconess Grahame and one white-haired surgeon, famous alike for skill and tenderness, knew how great an effort she was making to fulfil her duties thoroughly and conscientiously. Surely both probationers might hope to do a good work for their Lord in years to come. There are diversities of gifts, but the same Spirit.” Many a self-sacrificing woman, who is not a born nurse,” has • learned to tend the sick and dying with Christian devotion. And the Church of God has sorest need of the labour of such devoted women, acquainted with the needs and habits of the poor. Yet must we never lose sight of the fact that there are true and noble workers beside those who feel themselves at liberty to devote their whole time and strength for such service. All the daughters of the king may be there with a gift,” — the gift of a consecrated heart, which ii8 AGNES GRAHAME. turns even trivial daily tasks into service fit for the King of kings. From the active housewife of Bethany, to the wrapt listener at the feet of Jesus, there is work, and plenty of it, for everyone. After Deaconess Grahame left St. John's Hos- pital, the two probationers went back with fresh courage to their work. A time was coming when both were to feel the full value of those months spent in hospital : a time when nurses would need nerve and skill, and God-given courage ; a time when the poor of Westpool would know stirring Lucy Blythe and quiet Christian Gordon for sisters of mercy" in deed, though not in name. Before another Sunday came round, the Rector's old friend had returned to his parish, lovingly welcomed by the flock who had sorely missed their pastor. ‘‘ If ever you get tired of that wonderful woman, Walton, just send her to Brarnston," were his parting words to his friend. ‘'Not much chance of that, my dear fellow," replied the Rector. “But if ever you summon up courage to introduce a Deaconess to your people, we will try to find you one." CHAPTER XIV. SOUGHT AND FOUND. “ Oh, let me, when Thy roof my soul hath hid, — Oh, let me roost and nestle there ! Then of a sinner Thou art rid, And I of hope and fear. ” G. Herbert. IS no use looking back: best let bygones be bygones,” was Farmer Rowan’s advice to his daughter ; and she strove hard to follow it. For his sake, and Elsie’s too, she did earnestly desire ^‘to get strong,” as they bid her, if such were God’s will. Nursed and cared for by loving hands, cheered by the constant visits of kind friends, she began at length to revive, and to lift up her head like a flower aftdr storm,” as old Mrs. Bailey said, quite delighted to find her care for the sick woman rewarded. As for Farmer Rowan, he sat down, with glad 120 AGNES GRAHAME. heart, to write the good news to his wife ; holding out a hope that his next letter would fix a time for their return to the old farm-house, where even bright spring days seemed dull and tedious to the mother waiting and longing to see her daughter once more. So the dream Janet Lovell dreamed in her attic room, in Balls' Court, had come true after all ! The lost was found. Yes : all these years, though she did not know it, Jesus had been seeking a lost sheep, who only wandered further and further away from Him ; and was brought home at last, well-nigh spent, but hoping to abide in Him for evermore. During the time she waited for returning strength in the comfortable home in Parr Street, God’s Holy Spirit spoke to her heart, bringing to her remembrance the teaching of past days, — her mother’s teaching, — which had once seemed only a pleasant tale, but was now becoming a life- giving reality. The religion of her girlhood, being but head knowledge, had never touched or moved her heart ; therefore, when it came to be proved by fires of sorrow, it was scorched and withered, instead of being purified and strengthened. Thus SOUGHT AND FOUND. 121 it was that her troubles drove her away from God, instead of teaching her to cast all her care upon Him. But now she was coming, humbly and simply as a little child, to learn of Jesus, and so to find rest unto her soul. Sometimes she could not help brooding sadly and self-reproachfully over the past. It might have been so much better for her husband, as well as for herself, had she learned all this sooner. St. Paul wrote of unbelieving husbands to be won by the conversation ” of the wives. And if only her religion had been real religion, showing itself in holy words and a patient daily following of His footsteps who has left us an Ensample of holy living, might not Mark have taken know- ledge of her that she had been with Jesus, and thus have been won to follow Jesus too.? All she could do now was to ask God to forgive her, and to hope in His mercy for Mark as well as for herself. The same Saviour who sought her, a lost sheep, was seeking Mark, her poor disgraced husband, who had set the laws of God and man at defiance, and wandered away, no one knew whither; yet never out of sight of Him who ‘‘gave His life for the sheep.” 122 AGNES GRAHAME. Little Elsie learned, with amazing rapidity, all about the bright Home, and the Saviour who bids little ones come unto Him. She could sing the children’s hymn to grand- father now : grandfather, who had insisted upon being taken to see the little ones in the sheltering room where his Elsie found a friend after her fruitless attempt to help mother.” Only when he got there, he was entirely over- come by the sight of so many homeless and uncared-for children. He sat down on a chair they placed for him, and looked, and looked, at the thin faces before and around him, — sharpened by want, or grown cunning with unchildlike care and crime, — till tears blurred his eyes, and he was fain to cover his face with his hand to hide them. Oh, such mites as some of these were, to be beaten and made to beg and steal by drunken parents ! Oh, such unkempt-looking girls, verging on womanhood ; or boys, from whose hard evil- looking faces all trace of honour and truth had disappeared ! And to think that his own grandchild was once almost as poor — though, thank God, not as uncared-fpr — as these destitute children ! SOUGHT AND FOUND. 123 He watched ‘Hhe lady,” as he still called Deaconess Grahame, moving about among them with loving word and look, just as she had done that night she found Elsie ; and saved, from worse sorrow than he dared to think of, his own beloved ones. Some among these she might hope to save too ; but there were so many of them, and so few to help them. Our Father, which art in heaven,” said the old man to himself, taking this trouble where he had taken all others for three-score years and more, — “ Our Father, which art in heaven, look down upon these poor children, and send someone to save them from growing up to be bad men and women, lest they wander away from Thee and be lost for ever.” Then taking Elsie by the hand, and bidding the lady “Good even,” almost reverently, as if she were some bright angel sent to help the perishing, he went away to Parr Street again. CHAPTER XV. HOME, SWEET HOME! “ Hand in hand close pressed, Arm never trusted in vain ; Hearts in each other at rest : Home, all home again ! ” M rs. MACLEAN had been heartily thanked by t'amier Rowan for her kindness to his daughter ; thanks which she received with tearful eyes, for they recalled many such visits from grateful recipients of her mother’s charity, in the dear old days at home. The masters wife had found out for herself now how much more blessed it is to give than to receive ; how much better to lay up treasure in heaven than to add luxury to luxury, arid pleasure to pleasure, when “the fashion of this world passeth away.” She had quickly availed herself of her husband s permission to visit Mrs. Lovell and Elsie. HOME, SWEET HOME. 125 More than once the pretty pony carriage had been drawn up at Stephen Bailey's door, and the invalid, carefully tended and wrapped, placed in it, and driven gently up from town into a purer atmosphere, or to spend an hour in the pleasant home on the Sandown Road, where Elsie had experience for herself of the comforts and good things to be found in one of those ^^big houses" where she had been so unsuccessful a saleswoman on the day of the watercress gathering, — dis- covering, too, that ‘'rich folk" can be “kind folk" as well, when the Lord opens their hearts to feel for the need of their poorer neighbours. Artie, and Grace, and baby May, were delighted to see the brave little girl, whose story they knew ; and to show her wonderful toys, and picture books, which simply made her mute with delight. Or to lead her through greenhouse and conservatory, where the child’s natural love of flowers caused her to fall into an entranced state of admiration, quite amusing to the rich man’s children, who had hitherto looked upon these possessions as a mere matter of course. It was their first experience of the enjoyment their riches might bring to others less favoured than themselves. An experience which, once 126 AGNES GRAHAME. gained, they never forgot ; but made use of, in after life, to lighten the burden of many a sorrowful soul. And now Farmer Rowan has written to tell of his home-coming ; and Isaac Fenton, the postman, carries his letter one bright spring morning across the fold-yard to the farmhouse door. Mrs. Rowan’s specs ” are kept close at hand now ; and as for the butter in the dairy, — why, if Isaac should appear, it must take its chance, or be confided to Dolly’s less experienced hands. Quickly she takes the letter he holds out to her, breaks its seal, and begins to read forthwith ; while Isaac stands by, expecting to share its news. Dolly, too, has come in ; and old Ben, always on the look-out about post time, stands waiting to hear when the Master and Miss Janet ” mean to come home. They are sure that the letter contains good news, though the mistress is slow in reading it, because of the smiles which come rippling over her face. ‘"Yes,” she says, looking up at last: ^They will be here to-morrow. And, Ben, here is a message for you from the master: ‘Tell Ben to take the trap to Ashby Station by four o’clock. ^ HOME, SWEET HOME. 12/ We shall start early, so as to be home before dark.’"- Away goes Ben to impart the good news to every one he meets. Isaac too goes on his round, telling, at one house after another, how Farmer Rowan is bringing home his daughter and her little girl, at last. Then Dolly and her mistress resolve themselves into a committee of w^ys and means. There are finishing touches to be put to preparations for Janet’s home-coming, long since begun. There is the bed to be made in the low-raftered bedroom, which used to be her’s so long ago. Soft fleecy blankets have to be taken out of the great oak chest; and fine linen, spun by Mrs. Rowan’s grandmother, and laid by with lavender and rosemary years since. The very best of everything must be prepared for the long-lost daughter. Then there is the cooking, and getting ready of such country fare as only country folk know how to set forth ; while old Ben, rising with dawn next day, washes his “ trap ’’ and furbishes up his harness, remembering how particular “ Miss Janet’’ used to be. Full three hours before the train is due at 128 AGNES GRAHAME. Ashby he drives away to meet it ; in order, as he says,, to give himself plenty of time. Dolly, going into the sheltered farm garden, picks great posies of spring flowers, which she arranges according to the best of her ability in old china jugs, which would set china-mad folks a longing. After that, there is nothing more to do; and Dolly and her mistress are fain to spend their time in expeditions to and from the garden gate, which, opening into the road, gives a look-out to the foot of the hill. Here they come at last! Just when Dolly's patience is exhausted, and even Mrs. Rowan has begun to express her hope that nothing has happened to the train ; for she aye thought it an awsome thing to see it going along those bits of irons, with never a horse to take it safe I ” A sight of the trap at the bottom of the brow is the best answer to her fears. She can make out that Andrew is driving, with Janet sitting beside him ; and Ben, with little Elsie, on the back seat. Sending Dolly to make sure that the kettle boils, and nothing is burning in the oven, she stands ready, when the farmer draws rein, to receive her long-absent daughter in her arms. HOME, SWEET HOME. I2g Only once since she went away a happy bride^ to come back to the old home a still happy wife, had Mrs. Rowan held her Janet in those loving arms. What a moment it was ! The answer to hours of such prayer as only a mother prays over a lost child. An ending of years of patient waiting, but of dull unceasing heartache. The full reward of trust in Him who “ doeth all things well.” She never thought of noticing that the bonnie girl, the bright young matron, was a faded woman now, battered and bruised in life’s battle. God had sent her the daughter whom she scarce hoped to see again in this world, — that was enough, and more than enough, for the present moment. There was Elsie too, the little grandchild, Having her she would always possess a picture of Janet as she used to be in her childhood. Elsie, . — to whom the sight of the beautiful country they passed by in the train had been as the continual unfolding of some fairy panorama, till she grew shy and silent from sheer delight, and the thought that she and mother were to live out the rest of their days among these very mountains, green fields, and lakes. K 130 AGNES GRAHAME. There would be no more want. No need for Elsie to wonder what would become of them if mother grew ill and unfit for work.’’ No need for her to bear any more the burden of their sorrowful life upon her childish shoulders. She thought she could even imagine what the bright Home would be like. Ah, little Elsie, ‘‘Eye hath not seen nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man the things which God hath prepared for them that love Him ! ” CHAPTER XVI. FOR HIS name’s sake “Inasmuch as ye did it unto one of the least of these, ye did it unto Me.” HE evening before he was to leave Westpool, Farmer Rowan went up to the Rectory and asked to see Mr. Walton. Both the Rector and his wife had been down to Parr Street that afternoon to bid good-bye to Elsie and her mother, therefore this visit caused some surprise. Is there anything more I can do for you } ” asked Mr. Walton. Well, there is, sir,’’ replied the old countryman, looking very bashful, and standing first on one foot, then on the other. Whatever it may be, rest assured that I will do it if I can,” said Mr. Walton, encouragingly. ** I know it, sir, — I know it,” said the farmer ; 132 AGNES GRAHAME. ‘^and God bless you a thousand-fold for what you and your lady have done already.” Then he began to fumble in his pocket ; and at last drew out an old-fashioned moleskin purse, took from it two bank notes, and laid them on the study table. brought these, and more beside them,” he said, hesitatingly, ‘'in case there were aught to pay for my poor lass ; but it appears they’re not wanted. If I could make so bold, sir, would you let them go towards saving of one or two of those little things I saw in the school-room where the lady found my Elsie, — taking of ’em away from the street, I liiean, and putting of ’em to learn a trade, or what not, — ^just as you and the lady think best ? I couldn’t make it up anyway to speak to her about it, but I thought maybe you would speak for me. I should be more contented when I take my girl and her little lass home, if I knew that but one of those children might find a home, and do well perhaps, in years to come.” Deeply touched by the practical sympathy of the simple-hearted man, to whom the sins and sorrows of the great city were such a revelation, Mr. Walton looked at the notes, intending to FOR HIS name’s sake. 133 assure him of his willingness to carry out his wish. But when he saw their value, he hesitated. '‘Forty pounds!” he exclaimed, in great sur- prise. " That is a large sum for you to give. Are you sure you can afford it ? In all probability you will have your daughter and her child to provide for : I am afraid her husband will never turn up again.” " There’s been only me and my wife at the old place this many a year,” said Farmer Rowan. " The Missus, she’s a real good manager ; and the stock and the crops have done well too. It seems like as if the Lord had prospered us. My father, and His father before him, and I’ve heard tell his father too, lived on Moss Farm ; and we’ve every one done well. (Praise be to God !) So Janet and Elsie will have enough and to spare. You’ve no need to be uneasy, sir, or backward at taking it, if that’s all.” "And I’d like to say one other thing,” he con- tinued, as if anxious fully to unburden. his mind: " that is, if ever you should come across Mark Lovell, — for he left Janet here to go away to sea, as far as I can make out, — why maybe you’d do as much for him as you did for her ; always remembering that the old man at Moss Farm has 134 AGNES GRAHAME. enough and to spare. And that’s what I never thought to say for Mark Lovell, after the way he’s treated my girl. But the Lord has had a deal to forgive me, and I’ll forgive Mark if ever I get the chance; and so I’ve told Janet, poor lass!” God bless you 1 ” said the Rector, shaking the old man’s hand heartily. ‘‘‘Forgive, and ye shall be forgiven : give, and it shall be given unto you ; good measure, pressed down, and shaken together, and running over, shall men give into your bosom.’ ” “Thank you kindly, sir,” said Farmer Rowan, and went his way. Neither Elsie nor her mother were ever likely to forget their kind friends at Westpool. Very frequent were the visits of Isaac Fenton, the postman, now-a-days, — a constant communication being kept up between the Moss Farm and Westpool ; telling, as time went on, how Mrs. Lovell regained health and strength far more than she or any one else had ventured to expect, and that Elsie had become the very joy and pride of everybody at the farm. Simple letters they were, but brimful pf affection for the friends they had left ; and more FOR HIS name’s SAKE. 13$ than once containing a wish, fervently expressed by Farmer Rowan, that some day ‘^the lady” would come and see them all, at the old farm-house on the Moss. Such good news of those for whom she had cared was a great source of thankfulness to Deaconess Grahame. Even in this life God permitted her to see some fruit of her labour for His sake : here and there a waif and stray rescued from want, and set forward on life’s pathway : here and there a brand snatched from the burning, by a feeble woman’s hand, to be a bright jewel in the Saviour’s crown. And thus she went on her way rejoicing; by patient continuance in well-doing striving to serve God day after day. Days made up, not of stirring exciting scenes, but of humble work little known, and less spoken about : only a round of visits to the poor and sorrow-stricken always with us; a chapter of God’s Word read, a simple prayer offered, a familiar hymn sung. Or, in humbler offices still, for benefit of those who were suffering, as well as poor : the better arranging of a couch of pain, the dressing of a wound, a night-w^atch kept, — such were the round of duties allotted to ‘‘Deaconess Grahame.” Gladly did she fulfil 136 AGNES GRAHAME. them, for Jesus’ sake, and in His strength. And those she taught and tended loved and blessed her, — from the ignorant Romanist, whose babe her nursing had saved, and who called down upon her head best blessings of the holy mother,” to the Methodist cobbler and local preacher, who did her ‘^God speed,” because he saw she was “ about the Master s business.” CHAPTER XVII. FRESH INTERESTS. “ He liveth long who liveth well ! All other life is short and vain : He liveth longest who can tell Of living most for heavenly gain. “ He liveth long who liveth well ! All else is being flung away : He liveth longest who can tell Of true things truly done each day.” Rev. H. Bonar. HOSE early summer days which Elsie and her mother were spending so happily at Moss Farm, were busy days — and trying days too, sometimes — for the workers in St. Olave’s. Even Deaconess Grahame, as she read Mrs. Lovell’s last letter, thought longingly of mountain breezes, fresh green fields, and all the . sweet country life it told of. But more than one visit had been paid, by the Rectory party and their friend, to Mrs. Lyster’s beautiful home at Neston. Thence they returned, comforted and cared for AGNES GRAHAME. 138 by ‘^Aunt Margaret,” with fresh strength for their work. From Neston Hall, week by week, came beau- tiful flowers and fruit, — sweet reminders of the fair country, and showing that the Squire and his wife thought often of the busy toilers on sultry days in town, gladly making them sharers in their own pleasant possessions. As harvest time drew near. Deaconess Grahame’s work was increased by care for a constantly changing stream of field labourers, on their way to English hay and harvest fields. In their passage through the great sea-port town, they found a lodging in back street or court where she was a frequent visitor. Work among them was truly bread cast upon the waters ; ” but she laboured on hopefully, sure that it would be “ found after many days.” When they had returned home safely again with their earnings, more than one grateful if very ill-spelt letter reached her, telling how the writer would never forget what the lady said, and the words she read out of the Book ; ” and he had told the same to the wife and children, as near as he could remember.” Thus the changeful current of human life ebbs FRESH INTERESTS. 139 and flows in the busy town : days, weeks, and months, passing by, each one laden with its burden of joy and sorrow; every hour of every day bringing life's voyagers nearer to their journey’s end. The two probationers in St. John’s Hospital, having finished their training time, are both at work in Westpool. Christian Gordon (Deaconess Gordon, as she is now called) is settled in the next parish to St. Olave’s : much to her satisfaction, as it enables her still to go on living with her friend in Bruce Street, whence she can easily reach the places where her work lies. The little house in Bruce Street has become a Deaconesses Home. A very unpretending one, with only one or two probationers and a small staff of nurses. But who shall despise the day of small things ? Certainly not the Rector of St. Olave’s ; who never ceases to thank God for that meeting with his wife’s old friend at Neston Hall. Certainly not the Rector’s wife, who is as energetic as ever in advocating the plan by which she herself has so largely benefited. No longer an over-worked woman, for ever weighing con- flicting claims of household, parish, and society ; 140 AGNES GRAHAME. she and her friend work on lovingly together, bearing one another’s burden. And Lucy Blythe, the surgeon’s daughter, has her wish of helping to nurse St. Olave’s sick folk. This by Mr. Maclean’s desire, who has found out how many of his work-people live in St. Olave’s parish, and thinks he cannot do better than to provide for them, especially, such a helper as Deaconess Grahame once proved to Mrs. Lovell and Elsie. In the pleasant home on the Sandown Road there have been changes too. Artie has grown a great boy, and gone away to school ; Grade and May are busy. all day with their governess: but for all that, Mrs. Maclean does not find time hang heavy on her hands. Mr. Maclean has quite broken through his resolution never to talk business with his wife, and in the pretty morning room where Deacohess Grahame told Elsie’s story, frequent consultations are held between, the husband and wife, — if not directly concerning business carried on in the shop in High Street, yet about the hands ” employed there. That visit of Elsie Lovell bringing her mother’s work, insignificant as it seemed at the time, was in truth the commencement of a new era in FRESH INTERESTS. I4I Robert Maclean’s life, — the first thing which opened his eyes to the fact that his work- people were something more than mere animated machines, from whom so much work was to be got for so much money. Moved by Mrs. Lovell’s story, which he heard for himself when he went to visit her at old Stephen Bailey’s house, he began to inquire into the condition of others in his employ. Many a melancholy story he had to hear ! Sometimes of unsuccessful striving to keep poverty at bay ; sometimes of large wages cleverly earned only to be wastefully spent ; sometimes of thoughtless youths and maidens going astray from paths of wisdom and virtue. What he heard made him anything but comfort- able. Had he been using all these people as stepping stones to prosperity, regardless of their moral welfare ? So it seemed. Prompt and practical always, he set to work directly to try and mend matters. Finding his wife as much interested as himself, he talked over the subject with her, discovering for the first time what a wise head guided the loving heart he knew so well. Hitherto the master’s wife had been regarded in High Street as somewhat of a fine lady, half-ashamed perhaps of the shop,” — albeit 142 AGNES GRAHAME. it kept the pretty house on the Sandown Road well supplied with every comfort. Now she began to be known there for what she really was, — a simple, kind-hearted woman, ready to enter into all her husband’s plans for the benefit or supervision of his work-people; always willing to help in time of difficulty or trouble, yet quick to discern between the deserving and undeserving. Her pretty pony carriage might often be seen at the door of the shop in High Street nov/; and the quiet influence of a Christian woman was beginning to make itself felt throughout the establishment. Deaconess Grahame’s words had come true. God had found her the work she had waited for so patiently. By degrees there sprang up a connecting link between the shop in High Street and the home on the Sandown Road, which added, in the long run, to the prosperity as well as to the comfort of their owner. Few of those employed in High Street failed to make acquaintance with the lovely garden sloping down to the river, where the master s wife entertained them occasionally, to their great enjoyment and refreshment. Arthur and Grace had shown greenhouse and con- FRESH INTERESTS. 143 servatory to many a tired apprentice, who went home again with pleasant recollections of the master’s children and the flowers they gave ; lasting long after the flowers themselves withered away, or were lying pressed in a book as memento of a happy visit. The comfort and good order of work-rooms, where coarse jokes and unseemly behaviour were no longer allowed, soon attracted a superior set of work-people. The tone of the workers raised, their work became better, besides being done with a will for so kind a master. In a press of business Mr. Maclean could always reckon on the ■ hearty co-operation of the hands ” he employed. He had been a prosperous man before ; but he was still more prosperous now, and far happier. A blessing seemed to rest upon all his undertakings. Friends who did not know the secret began to say that everything Maclean touched turned to gold.” As years went on, few men became more respected, few masters more beloved, than honest Robert Maclean, whose yearly profits in the handsome shop in High Street were no longer expended almost entirely for ^^self,” or on the things of this world. CHAPTER XVIII. HIS MERCY ENDURETH FOR EVER. “ Let us with a gladsome mind, Praise the Lord for He is kind : For His mercies aye endure, Ever faithful, ever sure.” Milton. T WO years have passed away in a peaceful, almost uneventful, life at Moss Farm. The very repose of such a life, made bright by father’s and mothers love, doing. more than anything else could have done to restore Mrs. Lovell. The neighbours, warm-hearted country folk, received Mark Lovell’s wife with tender pity. Never a word did they say to remind her of her husband’s disgrace; so by degrees her wounded spirit began to recover itself. For her father’s and mother’s sake she tried to appear as cheerful as possible, insisting upon taking her share of household and dairy work, and striving by every means in her power to be a comfort to them in HIS MERCY ENDURETH FOR EVER. 145 their declining years. It was all she could do in return for their loving care of her and of Elsie. But though she strove thus to be cheerful, and was in fact happier than she ever thought to be since Mark got into trouble, she could not help longing for news of him. Neither word nor sign had reached her for years, yet her thoughts were continually wandering to her husband. Her mind being set at rest as to her own troubles, she had all the more time to think about him. Had he forgotten her } He did not treat her kindly for some time before he forsook her, but she scarcely thought of that now. She only recollected that he was the husband she had chosen, to love and to honour ; though, alas, he had proved himself so early in their married life unworthy of both affection and respect ! Still, having loved him once, she knew she should love him always. Living at the old home, there returned to her all sorts of recollections of their courting days, — of walks they took together here or there, — of words of love Mark spoke, while yet she and everyone else believed him to be good and true. If she might only know what had become of him ! Was he ill and friendless in some strange L 146 AGNES GRAHAME. place ? Ah, she knew full well what that meant ! Perhaps, in some far-away spot, he too was longing for her to comfort him, just as she longed for her mother when first he went away and left her. Thoughts like these began to haunt her night and day. Possibly Mrs. Rowan, hearing her daughter sigh even amidst all the plenty and peace of the old home, guessed dimly at what was troubling her ; but she did not like to ask, or to reap up old sorrows. Mark’s name had never been men- tioned since Farmer Rowan told his daughter he would forgive him if he ever got a chance. So she kept her thoughts to herself, and carried her burden of care to her Father in heaven. He had watched over her and Elsie. Would He not watch over Mark as well, wherever in the wide world he might be ? for she always thought of ' him as still alive. More than once grandmother has asked Elsie , to tell that story of the watercress gathering. The old woman thinks it most wonderful, and marvels .again and again however the child managed. And Elsie, as she recalls the weary trudge to Neston, and then up and down Westpool Street HIS MERCY ENi:)URETH FOR EVER. I47 in all the cold and wet, wonders too, not fully understanding as yet how God ‘‘fits the back to the burden.” The recollection of past straits and troubles is fast passing away from Elsie’s mind. Since she came to Moss Farm life has seemed to her like some delightful dream ; only she has the satis- faction of knowing that it will not fade away with morning light, as dreams do. In the eyes of Farmer Rowan and his wife, Janets youth is repeated in their grandchild. While tracing all sorts of resemblances between Janet as she was, and Elsie as she is, they almost feel themselves grow young again. Released from that weight of care and want which saddened her early years, Elsie seemed to be enjoying now the merry childhood she missed then. Mrs. Bailey would not have pronounced her “ almost too quiet,” could she have seen her, full of life and spirits as .she was. Sometimes her mother, grave with sorrowful recollections past and present, would try to check her fun and laughter, bidding her “be more steady now she was growing a big girl.” But grandfather always protested against such attempts. 148 AGNES GRAHAME. Don’t check the lassie, Janet,” he would say, '' but let us thank God who has given her health and happiness. Grave thoughts will come soon enough.” And indeed Elsie was the sweetest and most serious of small maidens, as she walked on Sundays through the lanes to Ashby Church, hand in hand with grandfather; or at the still evening hour, when she sat on a low stool at his feet, reading to him out of the big picture Bible, and listening afterwards to his wise and holy talk about the chapter she had read. The bright Home was just as much a reality to her, here at Ashby, as it had seemed in con- trast to their dreary attic in Balls’ Court; the dear Saviour, just as dear as when she first learned to know and love Him, while yet the dark shadow of a sorrowful life lay on her childish heart. But certainly it would have been hard for any one who knew Elsie Lovell in those days of want and trouble, to recognise in her the bonnie lassie who crossed the farm yard one sunny afternoon, singing gaily as she went, and carrying to the reapers cooling drink, carefully prepared for them by her grandmother. This year they had had a grand harvest time ; HIS MERCY ENDURETH FOR EVER. 149 plentiful crops, and fine weather to house them. The reaping went on gaily, Elsie helping to bind sheaves after the reapers, as she knew quite well how to do, or taking to the field food and drink, needed by the harvesters this hot weather. Most of the men had worked on Farmer Rowan’s land for years ; but here and there would be a strange harvester. To such Elsie, with the thoughtful care born of past trouble, was most attentive of all. She knew what it was to be a stranger in a strange place. Many kindly looks followed her this afternoon as she smilingly handed her can to one thirsty reaper after another, receiving grateful thanks in return. Harvest fields on Moss Farm were never scenes of uproarious merriment, arising out of intoxi- cating drink. Long ago the men had learned tc value such cool refreshing drinks as Mrs. Rowan prepared for them, far beyond the best beer that ever was brewed. Soberly and steadily they worked to the last ; and after the bountiful harvest supper, Farmer Rowan gave them the ‘^beer money” to carry home to their wives, — much to the satisfaction of the wives, who never had to dread the home coming of a husband made “ fractious ” or stupid 150 AGNES GRAHAME. with too much beer, but had instead, money enough to buy new shawl or bonnet, — or perhaps the pig which makes plenty in a working mean’s home. But Elsie has bound her last sheaf for this year, — has been the bearer of grandmothers bounty for the last time : towards evening the last load will be brought home from the harvest field. Even now, Mrs. Rowan, with her daughter and Dolly the farm maid, are as busy as they can be preparing a harvest supper in the big barn, which Elsie and her mother decorated with green boughs this morning. It was Elsie’s fancy to place a tiny posy beside each man’s plate, along with the little parcel of beer money, carefully put up by herself and grandfather. To her great delight she had been allowed to write the name on every packet, so that there could be no mistake for whom it was intended. Coming back from the field she went down to the barn once more to see whether all was in readiness there, then ran off in high spirits to meet the last load now being drawn up the brow, — the harvesters following, and singing their Harvest Home.” HIS MERCY ENDURETH FOR EVER. 151 No one remembered such a harvest for years past. God had opened His hand and filled all things living with plenteousness. Following into the rick-yard, Elsie stood beside grandfather to watch the unloading. Scarcely could the men pitch the heavy sheaves of golden grain within reach of others standing on the top of the tall rick to receive them. It was the biggest stack built in his time/* said old Ben, the farm man. While* they were busy unloading, Elsie’s favourite playrnate, — a half-grown puppy, one of Shot,” the sheep dog’s numerous family, — came capering up, persuading her to a game of play. Nothing loth, she chased him round and round the tall corn rick, until he took refuge among the brick and iron pillars upon which it stood. There was just space enough underneath for a child to creep in. Elsie had often chased Bob in and out of that very place before the corn began to be housed : it was cool and shady enough in there this afternoon, with the great rick towering overhead. So, apparently, thought Bob; for he stood within, yelping at Elsie, challenging her to a game at hide and seek among the pillars. Away she went after him, creeping right up to 152 AGNES GRAHAME. the centre pillar, where she crouched, laughingly. All in a moment Bob turned tail, and, with a howl of fear, rushed away into the open air. Wondering what could be the matter with her play-fellow, Elsie followed, running away to look for him. What was that strange creaking noise coming just after Bob's sudden rush,^ Surely not the great rick tottering, — old Ben's experienced hands must have built it up far too firmly for such a thing to happen. And so they had. The golden sheaves stood firm and compact together, only settling down slowly upon the ground as both iron and brick supports gave way under the extra weight of the biggest stack that Ben had built for years. But where was Elsie ? Grandfather, who had seen her chasing Bob in and out, turned deadly pale: his trembling lips tried to speak the child's name; but no sound passed them. Elsie ! " shouted old Ben, hoarsely. And “ Elsie " was re-echoed by voice after voice. ‘‘Here!" called she, gaily; running in among them, with Bob still at her heels, but looking very much scared. “Why, grandfather," she cried, “what has HIS MERCY ENDURETH FOR EVER. 1 53 happened to the stack ? It looks ever so much smaller.” ‘‘ My own lassie ! ” said Farmer Rowan, putting his arm round her. Thank God you are safe. We thought you might be underneath it.” The reapers came crowding around with ex- clamations of surprise and thankfulness ; and then Elsie began to understand the danger of which Bob must have had some inkling, and her own hair-breadth escape. News was quickly carried to the farm kitchen ; and Mrs. Rowan, with her daughter and Dolly, came running out to see the. big rick settled down on the ground, and to assure themselves of their darling’s safety. Of course the sheaves must all be moved, and Ben’s work done over again. But who thought of that amid the joy of Elsie’s deliverance from a death too dreadful to think about! The harvest supper that night was more than ever a thanksgiving feast As the men admired the pretty posies laid beside each plate, and took up their little packets of money with the name written in Elsie’s clear handwriting, tears rose to many an eye. How nearly the hand that plucked the flowers, and wrote each familiar name, had been laid silent and cold in death 1 154 AGNES GRAHAME, When the harvesters were all gone home, and the great harvest moon had risen, and was shining down upon reaped fields and farm-house with all its wealth of ingathering, Elsie came to read her evening chapter to grandfather. He opened the big Bible, and found the place for her himself : — Bless the Lord, O my soul : and all that is within me, bless His holy name. Bless the Lord, O my soul, and forget not all His benefits : who redeemeth thy life from destruction ; who crown- eth thee with loving kindness and tender mercies.’' I CHAPTER XIX. A BRAVE WOMAN. “ Earth has angels, though their forms are moulded But of such clay as fashions all below ; Though harps are wanting and bright pinions folded, We know them by the love-light on their brow. “ I have seen angels by the sick one’s pillow, — Their’s was the soft tone and the soundless tread, — Where smitten hearts were drooping like the willow : They stood between the living and the dead.” Lyra Ai^iglicana. D uring harvest time, while everybody about the farm had their hands quite full of work, Mrs. Lovell scarce gave a thought to the long interval that had passed since Isaac Fenton, the postman, brought a letter to Moss Farm. But now harvest was over, and there came a little breathing time before next season, she had begun to wonder whether there could be any reason for the long silence of her well-loved friends at Westpool.' 156 AGNES GRAHAME. Coming in from Ashby one market day, Farmer Rowan brought a Westpool newspaper. In it they read the first tidings that reached them of a fresh outbreak of that terrible epidemic which had once before created such havoc in Westpool. Mrs. Lovell began to feel uneasy, for she knew very well how much would be added to her kind friend’s work. In her last letter, written during the height of a burning hot summer. Deaconess Grahame had owned that she stood in need of rest: now she would not be able to leave Westpool. How would it be with her if she had to go, jaded and weary, into fever dens of the great town ? Farmer Rowan was quite ready to share his daughters anxiety. His gratitude to ‘Hhe lady,” as he still called Deaconess Grahame, was quite as fresh as when he first thanked her for finding his daughter. Ever since he saw her moving about among the destitute children in the ragged school-room, he had looked upon her as little less than an angel; so he and Janet both watched anxiously, day by day, for the coming of the postman. Elsie always ran down to the garden gate at the well-known hour, looking out down the long A BRAVE WOMAN. 157 road to the very foot of the hill ; but still no postman came in sight. After watching in this way for about a week, one morning her patience was rewarded, and she had the great pleasure of running down the lane to meet Isaac, and getting from him a letter for mother, which she carried indoors with far fleeter footsteps than old Isaac’s. With trembling hands, Mrs. Lovell broke it open ; half afraid lest it might contain bad news. It was only a very few lines, in the well-known handwriting, telling how fever had broken out again in Westpool; laying hold with terrible viru- lence on the lower parts of the town. Deaconess Grahame knew well that the warm loving hearts at Moss Farm, would be heavy with anxiety on her account ; but she bid them trust in that God who can shield alike from ‘'the pestilence that walketh in darkness,” as from “the destruction that wasteth at noonday.” After this Mrs. Lovell could do little else but think of the brave woman, so calm and trustful, taking her life in her hands as she ministered beside miserable fever-stricken beds, in such courts and back streets as Janet Lovell could 158 AGNES GRAHAME. well picture to herself, — but of which her father had little idea, and her mother still less. How would she ever pull through, worn out and weary with long months of hard work ? Sitting beside her father in the deepening twilight of a peaceful Sunday evening, his daughter summoned up courage to put. a question she had been longing, yet not daring to ask, for days. Father,’’ she said, ‘^will you spare me to go and help them in Westpool ? I’m not at all afraid of the fever : ’tis mostly taken by such as drink, and live as too many poor people do live in a town like that. I got to know their ways while I was so poor myself, and I think I could help them. Besides, I can’t bear to go on living here in comfort, while the best friend Elsie and I ever had is, maybe, slaving herself to death in places such as I know of” Now she had made her request, she was half- afraid lest he should take it amiss. After all he had done for her, might it not appear to him a thoughtless whim that she should desire to risk her life in Westpool ? He sat a long time silent, looking out over the valley beneath, and on to the “everlasting hills” in the distance. She A BRAVE WOMAN. 159 began to fear that he was, in truth, angry with her. Father!” she said, gently, laying her head upon his arm. “^He that spared not His own Son,’” mur- mured the old man in a low tone. With such an example before me, shall I keep back my girl, though she be well nigh the dearest thing I have on earth } ” “ Go my lass,” he said aloud : ‘‘ and God be with you ! ” When may I go, father } ” she asked. “ To-morrow,” he said : gave her one kiss as if to seal the sacrifice, and stepped out through the open door to commune with God and his own heart, in the still darkness outside. Then Mrs. Lovell spoke to her mother, who shed many tears over her daughter s resolve ; yet was not the woman to try to shake it. . Besides . she had seen for a long time that Janet was • growing restless with ceaseless longing for news of her husband. Dangerous as she knew the errand to be on which she was bound, it might be good for her to have something to turn her mind away from her own trouble. Elsie and her . mother found the parting hard i6o AGNES GRAHAME. enough; but the child was buoyed up by the importance of a charge mother confided to her, — to take care of grandfather and grandmother till she should return. Once again at early dawn the farm trap was got ready by old Ben ; and Farmer Rowan himself drove his daughter to Ashby Station, and sent her away to help the fever-stricken people at Westpool: though, as he clasped her hand in one long loving good-bye clasp, it seemed to him that he scarce could part with her after all. Arrived at her journey s end, Mrs. Lovell went on quickly to the well-known house in Bruce Street. How changed her life had become since she passed along the familiar streets poor and ill ! In some of the smaller ones, which she took to shorten her way, she thought she could perceive traces of the pestilence. Blinds drawn down, windows closed, many people in mourning dress. How close the town air felt too after the mountain breezes of Ashby ! At Bruce Street Mrs. Grahame’s faithful old servant opened to her as to a stranger. She did not tell her errand, but asking for the Deaconess, was shown in at once. “ IVe come to see if you will let me help you,'’ A BRAVE WOMAN. l6l she said, falteringly ; for after all she was not sure whether she could be of any real use. Father and I, we couldn’t rest down at Ashby, so he let me come.” Deaconess Grahame was both touched and thankful : they needed all the help they could get in Westpool just then. But are you not afraid ? ” she asked. ^‘No, ma’am,” said Mrs. Lovell, simply. never was one to take things, and I’m stronger now than I ever thought to be.” “You do indeed look a different creature,” returned her old friend ; “ and if you offer help of your own free will I shall accept it gratefully, feeling sure that God Himself has put it into your heart to come.” So it was settled that Janet Lovell should stay in Bruce Street, and be of what use she could as nurse in St. Olave’s Parish, while the fever lasted. Most of the rich people had fled before the pestilence ; but of course the Rector and his wdfe remained at their post. The children from the Rectory were fetched away to Neston by aunt Margaret. “ She had no little ones of her own,” she said ; “ and as she could not come and help them to nurse, Grace and Bernard must let her M AGNES GRAHAME. 162 take care of the children, and thus set their minds at rest as far as possible.” Right thankful were the Rector and his wife. As for the children, they were delighted to go to Neston, — a very paradise to them. But their mother bid them good-bye with a pang. Everyone realized the uncertainty of life in those days ; and she did not know when she might see her children again. Everything was done that could be done to stay the progress of the epidemic ; but it showed no sign of abatement at the time Mrs. Lovell came to help in St. Olave’s. Day and night almost the band of devoted nurses were at work ; often in houses hardly fit for human beings to live in at all, and still less fit when invaded by the pestilence. But they kept up bravely, faced the danger, and trusted in God ; though Mrs. Lovell was sorely grieved to see that the head nurse of all, the one to whom everybody turned in an emergency, was daily growing more and more worn. She never could be persuaded to spare herself : wherever she was most needed, there she was, advising, arranging, encouraging the workers by her own calm demeanour and unfailing trust in God. Certainly to her the promise was fulfilled : Thou wilt keep him in A BRAVE WOMAN. 163 perfect peace whose mind is stayed on Thee, because he trusteth in Thee.’' Somehow it had come to pass that Mrs. Lovell’s work lay principally in and around Balls’ Court. She knew the neigbourhood best, and was full of sympathy for the poor creatures among whom she once lived. Few who had known her then, recognised her now. The well-clad superior- looking woman, who bid them call her Nurse Lovell,” was so very different a person from that poor sickly seamstress who lived in Balls’ Court two years ago. But Sarah Robins knew her, and welcomed her heartily. Poor old Sarah had been trying her very best to help the fever- stricken people in Balls’ Court ; but it was not much she could do ; and she hailed with great relief the advent of a nurse who set herself specially to work amongst them. Deaconess Grahame had no reason to regret her acceptance of the help so nobly offered. She was astonished as well as pleased to find that the woman she once thought driven almost to death by want and trouble was not only restored to health, but able to lay aside her own sorrows to become the capable sympathizing nurse : grave and quiet still ; but never known to 164 AGNES GRAHAME. lose her presence of mind, or to shrink from any duty, however disagreeable. Even Farmer Rowan would have been surprised to see how ably his daughter fulfilled the duties she came to Westpool to perform. Of course the postman was watched for at Ashby Moss more eagerly than ever. Janet knew it would be the best comfort she could give her father and mother to let them hear constantly from her. However busy she might be, she always found time for the few lines which would set their minds at rest on her account. CHAPTER XX. AT length! “ All was ended now : the hope, and the fear, and the sorrow ; All the aching of heart, — the restless, unsatisfied longing ; All the dull deep pain, and constant anguish of patience ! ” Longfellow. URSE LOVELL,’' as she had come to be ^ ^ universally called, went one afternoon to rest for an hour in old Sarah Robins’ little cottage, in one corner of Balls’ Court. The good woman’s comforting words, gathered fresh day by day from the Bible, always helped her to fresh courage for her labour of love. She had had a long anxious day, with a long night-watch preceding it. In one of the rooms of that very house in Balls’ Court where she once lodged lay a young mother at death’s door. Touched by the grief of the husband, and the utter helplessness of six little children, who cried ceaselessly for AGNES GRAHAME. 1 66 “mammy/’ lying unconscious among them, she had striven and prayed to save this life; and now it seemed as if it would pass away. Towards afternoon a kind neighbour came and offered to watch while the tired nurse went to get food and rest, so sorely needed. Glad of some relief, if only for a time, she went away across the court to old Sarah’s ; sitting down there wearily on the first seat she came to. It was not merely her nursing work, just now heavier than ever, which depressed her, but the sight of the drunkenness and godless living, by means of which poor people were striving to drown their terror of the pestilence; thereby laying themselves more than ever open to its attacks. “ I’m sure I don’t know whatever is to be the end of it,” she said to old Sarah, who was busy building up her fire and getting ready a cup of tea. “ Now, now, dearie,” remonstrated the old woman, “what’s come to you, so brave as you’ve been all this time ? Don’t you be for losing heart, and letting in doubts and fears which the devil has always ready. Things do seem dark and drear enough at present, but ’tis darkest before dawn. AT LENGTH. 167 you know. God has not forsaken us, though He has stricken us sore ; may be, as you say, on account of the wicked lives of many a one in this big town. But in wrath He will remember mercy. Never doubt that. Sometimes foolish sheep must be driven into the fold when they won’t be led.” **But now you get this cup o’ tea, and then have a rest in my big chair. I’ll go and tend Mrs. White: you can trust me for that, so your mind ’ill be at rest. And look you, dearie, I was readin’ over again that Psalm about the pestilence: I read it most days now. See here’s a verse for you : — “‘He shall cover thee with His feathers, and under His wings shalt thou trust : His truth shall be thy shield and buckler.’ “ What more could we have ? Doubts and such like soon disappear before God’s truth.” Saying this, Sarah Robins went out, closing her cottage door and leaving nurse Lovell to rest in quiet. After enjoying the comfortable cup of tea, so thoughtfully prepared, she sat down for a few minutes in old Sarah’s big arm chair. Though comforted in some measure by the good woman’s words and kindly care, she still felt an unaccount- AGNES GRAHAME. I68 able sense of depression. Was she too going to be ill, and only a burden on those she came to help ? Struggling bravely against what she called foolish fancies, she looked at the big Bible, left open on the table, and read once more the well- known words ; then sat pondering over them. Weary with her night watch she fell into a doze, but before long was roused by the opening of the cottage door, and saw Tommy, poor Mrs. White’s eldest little boy, looking in upon her. ‘Ms it your mother. Tommy.?” said she, start- ing up directly. “No,” said the child. “Mrs. Jones sent me to say you must please to come directly : there’s a man taken bad.” Following Tommy across the court, she en- countered Mrs. Jones the landlady. “ I’m real sorry to trouble you, nurse,” she explained; “but I was forced to send Tommy across : there’s a man that bad in the top attic, I’m at my wits’ end to know what to do with him. He only came in last night, and begged so hard for a lodging, — offering me double money too, — so I couldn’t turn him away. He seemed very down like, and said he’d got a berth to sail to Ameriky this week end. The top attic hadn’t AT LENGTH. 169 been used for ever so long, and I guessed he’d some reason for keeping hisself quiet till his ship sailed ; so I give him leave to lie there for a night or two, thinking no harm.” How could you take in a fresh lodger while the fever is so bad in your house, Mrs. Jones asked nurse Lovell, reproachfully. Well,” returned the landlady, folks must live, I reckon, fever or no fever. ’Tis hard enough to .get your rents now-a-days, so I couldn’t refuse good money. If / hadn’t taken him in, he’d a got hisself took in somewheres. But I wish I hadn’t done it now: it’s just like my luck. If he dies, who knows whether he’ll leave enough to bury him 1 And then we shall have the Overseer, and all sorts of bother. I would have got him taken off to the hospital, but I couldn’t rouse him nohow.” At her best the landlady of No. 7 was but a rough coarse woman, and now familiarity with disease and death seemed to have hardened instead of softening her heart. Having told her story, she turned away quite coolly into her own room, leaving nurse Lovell to go to the sick man. Hastening away, she only stayed a moment to look in upon the young mother in the room on 170 AGNES GRAHAME. the second floor. Old Sarah held up her finger warningly : — She's asleep, and I do believe she’ll take a turn yet,” she said. . So Mrs. Lovell went on, up one flight of the well-remembered stairs after another, till she came to the very room where she and Elsie once lived. Oh, how miserable it looked ! Bare as she recollected it: but certainly not clean now. Since they left, it had had many tenants : the last a little family,” who had left behind them evident trace of their habitation. On a mattrass hired from the landlady, and placed in the corner where her own bed used to be, lay the sufferer. Before she could attend to him, she had to go across to the window and take out some of the miserable rags put in to stuff up broken window panes, so as to let fresh air into the stifling room. Then she came back to the bedside, and looked down on the sick man, who lay with closed eyes, breathing heavily. Ill as he was, old looking as he had grown, spite of the squalor with which he was surrounded, she knew him at once. It was her husband, Mark Lovell ! AT LENGTH. 171 The blood rushed back to her heart with one great bound, then she turned sick and faint But she had learned self-command to some purpose lately. Rousing herself directly, she knelt down beside him, calling him by his name ; but he gave no sign that he either, heard or knew her. Experienced in the various forms and stages of the epidemic, she perceived that it had laid hold of him with deadly force, as it often did on such wanderers, poisoning life’s very springs. It was too late to get him carried away to the hospital, as the landlady had said. Hurrying downstairs, she called little Tommy White, and bid him take a message from nurse Lovell, which she knew would bring a doctor to her aid. Then she summoned the landlady, asking her help to bring across from old Sarah’s cottage various comforts for the sick, kept there in case of sudden emergency. Mrs. Jones looked at her curiously, wondering at the eager haste and agitation, which she could not suppress, try how she would. Maybe you knew him ? ” she asked. ‘‘ Yes,” said nurse Lovell : I know him.” And the tone in which she spoke prevented any further question, evea from rough Mrs. Jones. 1/2 AGNES GRAHAME. The doctor came, but soon turned away from a patient whose state he saw at a glance to be hopeless. Nothing more was to be done than nurse Lovell had already learned to do in many like cases. ‘‘Would there be an interval of consciousness she inquired, anxiously. Little guessing why she asked, he answered that he could not tell, — perhaps there might be, just at the last : and, being a young man, and not very observant, went his way, wondering what there could be to make nurse Lovell, usually so quiet and collected, seem so very urgent about one poor stranger dying, as he thought, with no one about him to know even who he was. Such death-beds were too common in Westpool, at that time, to occasion more than a passing sigh of regret in the hurry of going from one sick bed to another. Mrs. Jones, the landlady, reported to Deaconess Grahame, who came into Balls’ Court shortly after the doctor left it, how very much put about nurse Lovell seemed to be after her visit to the strange lodger upstairs. Unlikely as it seemed, — only that all sorts of unlikely things happened in those days at Westpool, — the thought flashed AT LENGTH. 173 across Deaconess Grahame’s mind that here might be the end of Janet Lovelhs sad story. She went up directly to the attic room, opened the door softly, and looked in. There sat nurse Lovell beside the sick man's bed, looking a very picture of hopeless grief Mark, — her Mark, — was passing away without one good-bye word : worse still, — without being able to tell her whether he had repented of his sins, and asked pardon oT his Saviour; so that, although their lives had been all but shipwrecked in this world, they might still hope to come, battered and storm- driven, yet safe at last, into the harbour of everlasting rest. Looking at the white sorrowful face watching the sick man so earnestly, it was not hard to perceive that this was the closing* chapter of a life story : the poor tangled skein of two broken lives, gathered up at last in the loving hands of the great Father. Would He grant to the almost heart-broken wife the boon she was craving, with agony of supplication too great for words, — mercy, even at the eleventh hour, for the husband who had sinned so deeply against God and herself.^ “Yes, ma'am: yes," she whispered, in reply to an inquiring look from Deacoriess Grahame, “ it's 174 AGNES GRAHAME. Mark, my husband; but he does not know me. Oh, do speak to him, or pray for him, — anything, if only he might be able to tell me whether he is a changed man ! Whatever shall I do if he die,s like this ? ” Hush ! ” said Deaconess Grahame, gently. God knows what is best. Trust Him, and let us pray for your husband.” If ever heart-felt prayer ascended up before God, it went up frorh the poor room in Balls' Court, where Janet Lovells husband lay at death's door. And the answer came sooner than either of the watchers dared to hope. It seemed as if the clear earnest tones of the speaker, pleading with God in words of prayer once familiar to him, entered into Mark Lovell's clouded brain. His breathing grew quieter, con- sciousness was returning. As he moved his lips they perceived that he was trying to repeat some of the well-known words: — We have erred and strayed from Thy ways like lost sheep, — have offended against Thy holy laws : there is no health in us.’ '' When the prayer ceased, he opened his eyes and fixed them upon his wife. "What, Janet! is that you.^'' he asked, faintly. AT LENGTH. 175 IVe behaved badly to you : but it’s almost over, and I shall be out of your way.” ^'Mark, Mark,” she cried, ^MVe always loved you ! but don’t think of me now. You arc dying, Mark. Have you asked God to forgive you ? ” ^ Done those things we ought not to have done : left undone those things we ought to have done.’ Somebody said it just now, Janet, and I thought it was Sunday, and we were back in Ashby Church. It’s a weary time since then ; and now ’tis too late to mend. As I’ve sowed so I must reap.” ^'But, Mark,” she urged, almost at her wits’ end to convince him, the time was so short, I love you, though you left me and Elsie to shift for ourselves ; and I am but a poor sinful woman, yet you don’t doubt my love ; do you.?” ‘^No, no,” he said : ‘^you were always too good for me, Janie. I hope your father will be good to you when I’m gone.” ‘^Why there’s father too,” she went on: forgives you, Mark. He said, ^ I’ll forgive Mark Lovell if ever I get a chance, even as God has forgiven me.’ Oh, Mark! if we can forgive,— 176 AGNES GRAHAME. father and I, — won’t you believe that God is ready to forgive ? ” ‘Til try, Janet, if you wish it,” he answered, faintly. “Don’t let him talk any more now,” said Deaconess Grahame, who had been getting him to swallow a cordial, drop by drop. “He has revived wonderfully. Sit down beside him again, and I will read. We cannot tell how much the dying understand ; and things he knew long ago may come back to his mind.” Contrary to all expectation, Mark Lovell re- vived and lived on some days, tended with ceaseless care by his wife, and also by old Sarah Robins ; to whom she confided her secret that the lodger in the attic room was none other than her unhappy husband. The Rector, too, came to visit him ; and to him he spoke as freely as his weakness allowed, — telling the melancholy story of a sinful life rendered miserable by continual upbraidings of conscience. He had never, he said, been able to rest long in one place ; but had roamed up and down the world, meeting with all sorts of strange adventures, till at length he found his way to Westpool, — only to die. In short, Mark Lovell’s AT LENGTH. 177 life was a comment on the verdict of Holy Writ : The wicked are -like the troubled sea when it cannot rest.” There is no peace, saith my God, to the wicked.” At the close of such a life it appeared as if he hardly dared hope for mercy ; only he clung to that one thought, If Janet could forgive me, bad as IVe been to her, maybe God will forgive me.” For a day or two after his wife first found him, he seemed so much better that they began to hope he would pull through the fever after all ; but it proved only the last flicker of life in a strong frame, arid soon the flame died down again. There was not, even to the last, any bright assur- ance of hope ; no such glimpses of heaven’s glory as God gives to faithful souls. After he had come with reverent humility to ask forgiveness of his Saviour, the cloud and burden of a misspent life still hung heavy on his spirit, only to be lifted in that blessed land where there is no sin-blight. Notwithstanding this, the watchers beside the dying bed knew that '^at evening time” it was light.” The same Saviour who opened the gate of paradise to a dying thief would not close it against Mark Lovell, though all he had to lay N 178 AGNES GRAHAME. at His feet who died for him, would be a life- burden of sin and sorrow: ‘^a withered sheaf,'' which might have been golden grain." And so the end came at last. Very humbly, and very peacefully, a poor weary spirit went home to Jesus ; and they laid a worn-out body to rest, in sure and certain hope of the resurrection unto life eternal." Neighbours wondered at the stranger's decent funeral," and at nurse Lovell's black gown ; but she satisfied nobody's curiosity, so all they could do was to make up their minds that he must have been something of kin to her somehow." At Mrs. Lovell's request the Rector wrote the whole sad story to Farmer Rowan and his wife. They grieved sorely over their daughter's trouble ; but yet the farmer thanked God, who had enabled him to say he would forgive Mark Lovell if ever he got a chance." Elsie's sweet face was very grave for a few days, and she wrote a long loving letter to mother, sad and sorry, so far away from the little daughter she had once named her only comfort. As for Mrs. Rowan, while grieving with all a mother's sympathy for a dearly-loved child, she AT LENGTH. 179 could not help feeling that Janet would be better, and more content, in time to come. The cloud of mystery which overhung her husband’s fate dispelled, she would think of him as safe home at last. And they could all look forward to ‘‘the resurrection of the dead, and the life of the world to come.” CHAPTER XXI. CROWN AFTER CROSS. “ God never sends a sorrow Without the healing balm, And bids us fight no ba1;tles But for the victor’s palm.” Lyra Anglicana. FTER Mark Lovell’s death, his widow still continued at her post. ‘^To try and help the sick would be the best way of comforting herself,” she said. And her kind friend, knowing she was right, let her work on. The time of Lovells death proved to be the climax of the epidemic. By degrees sick folk began to grow fewer and fewer, till most were in a fair way of recovery. Mrs. White, the young mother, tended so carefully by nurse Lovell and Sarah Robins, being among the number. But before the fever left Westpool, it struck down one; who, though she was but an insignificant CROWN AFTER CROSS. I8l person, would be missed by many as humble as herself. Old Sarah Robins, the Missionary of Balls' Court," the Rector called her, sank very quietly and peacefully to rest ; her aged frame worn out by hard work, as well as those anxious months of nursing at the close of her life. They scarce knew whether to call it the fever or not, so very gently were the cords of this earthly tabernacle, unloosed, till it was taken down altogether and one more of Christ's faithful servants, absent from the body," had gone to be present with the Lord." The poor people in and about Balls' Court mourned for her as for a dear friend. She had lived there so many years, — had watched by so many sick beds, — had tried with such sweet unfailing patience to win careless or hardened sinners to think of God and a world to come, — had been so tender and loving to all the little ones ! Quite a long funeral procession followed to the cemetery, ^‘to see the last of a true friend," as they said. It was a very motley crowd : not clad in decorous mourning garb at all, — only here and there a black bonnet ribbon, an old AGNES GRAHAME. 182 black gown, or a bit of shabby crape. But many an apron was raised to hide a weeping woman’s eyes ; many a working man’s face looked grave and sad ; many a child, awed for a moment and sorrowful, understood dimly that a well-loved face would smile no more upon him yet awhile. Who would not covet such a following ? Thus they carried to her burial the Missionary of Balls’ Court,” and made great lamentation over her.” In her humble way, she too had been ‘‘a servant of the sick, the poor, and the young, for Jesus’ sake.” Now, having fought a good fight,” and finished her course, she entered ‘Tnto the joy of the Lord.” Just when everybody began to think all danger past, and to breathe freely again, when even the fever-wards at St. John’s were all but empty, when people began to return to their deserted homes, and, but for the numerous black dresses and sad faces to be met with on all hands, Westpool became again much as it had been : it seemed as if a fresh trouble were still in store for St. Olave’s Parish. The brave woman, who thought and cared for everybody except herself, who had waited upon the sick and cheered the CROWN AFTER CROSS. 183 nurses, lay seriously ill : worn out and exhausted by the long heavy strain of work and anxiety. It was not that she had taken the fever, — merely a reaction after all she had undergone during the past two months. Loving hearts cared for her, loving hands ministered to her ; but, spite of all they could think of or do, they began to fear that she was slipping away from their grasp, to go home to Jesus and to the dear ones she loved long since, and lost awhile.'’ From how many aching hearts in St. Olave's went up the appeal : Lord, behold," she whom Thou lovest is sick ! " Day after day her poor people besieged the door of the little house in Bruce Street with their inquiries. The Rector's wife hardly ever left her friend, and Janet Lovell was her devoted nurse. They wondered at her calmness, while they were all so anxious about her. Did she not wish to live ? " they asked. She only smiled, and said, ‘^The will of the Lord be done." Whether she were to arise and minister unto Him on earth, or in the more perfect service of heaven, it must be ^^well.” Her very calmness helped her back to life, giving the over- wrought powers, both of mind and body, that 184 AGNES GRAHAME. complete rest required. The prayers of the Church prevailed. Slowly she came back from the ‘^border land/’ and knew that it was God’s will that she should serve yet awhile among His poor. She was ready and eager to take up the scattered threads of her work ; but neither doctor nor friends would hear of such a thing till she had had a long rest. So Mrs. Lyster came and carried her away from Bruce Street, to be nursed and cared for in her own beautiful home at Neston. And nurse Lovell, as they still could not help calling her, settled to remain for a time longer in Westpool, in order to help Deaconess Blythe, — as active now as when we first met her in St. John’s Hospital, and quite ready to take part of her friend’s work as well as her own. So this trouble was spared St. Olave’s, and before very long the well-known grey-robed figure was going up and down its streets as usual, blessed and a blessing wherever she went. The object of her visit to Westpool accom- plished, Mrs. Lovell returned to the old farm house at Ashby Moss. Now the miserable uncertainty about her husband was ended she felt herself able to settle down there quietly. She had still the comfort of caring for her dear CROWN AFTER CROSS. I8S old father and mother, and of training, in all good ways, the one earthly treasure God had left her, — her daughter, Elsie, fast growing into a beautiful girl. Mrs. Rowan had wondered that Janet did not return to Ashby directly Mark was dead; and was, in truth, not a little anxious about her. But when she did come, her miother was quick to perceive a change for the better in the daughter so dearly loved, and to recognise that patience ’’ had indeed had her perfect work.'’ First, the teaching and example of that kind friend who found her out in her miserable Westpool lodging, — then, the effort made on her first return to Ashby, to rouse herself for the sake of a loving father and mother, so long neglected, — and, finally, her noble act of self- sacrifice in leaving home to go and nurse the fever-stricken poor of Westpool, — had made of Janet Lovell quite a different woman. Self and her own sorrows were no longer uppermost : she had learned to think for others. Who would have recognised the gentle sweet- looking woman in her simple widow's dress, telling of such deep sorrow past, for the once high-spirited wayward beauty, determined to go AGNES GRAHAME. I86 her own way in life ; or the indignant wife, mortified beyond measure to find the husband she chose unworthy of her love; or, later still, the lonely despairing seamstress, almost worn out by toil yet refusing comfort, and intending to die as she had lived, according to her own untutored way and will ? At last she had learned that lesson which often- times the Master can only teach in sorrow’s school : If any man will come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow Me.” True, she mourned for her lost husband, — her broken life ; so different from what it might have been had he proved steady, and the little ones they had lost grown up around them. Past sorrows must always leave their mark while life shall last. But she had learned to endure, — to leave broken hopes and plans, which all came to nothing, in His hands who had led her these forty years in the wilderness,” to humble her and to prove her. ‘‘You must trust God to bring good out of evil, and that you may live to see it,” had been Farmer Rowan’s words of hope to his daughter, when first he came to her at Stephen Bailey’s home in Parr Street. Those words had come true now. CROWN AFTER CROSS. 187 “Behold in the cross all doth consist, and all lieth in our dying thereon ; for there is no other way unto life and unto true inward peace.” “ Go where thou wilt, seek whatever thou wilt, thou shalt not find a higher way above, nor a safer way below, than the way of the holy cross.” “Both above and below, without and within, which way soever thou dost turn thee, everywhere thou shalt find the cross ; and everywhere of necessity thou must hold fast patience, if thou wilt have inward peace and enjoy an everlasting crown.” “ If thou bear the cross cheerfully, it will bear thee, and lead thee to the desired end, — namely, where there shall be an end of suffering, though here there shall not be.” Those words, written ages before by one of God’s saints, were read and reread by Janet Lovell. She had learned their signification at last ! CHAPTER XXII. “calm after storm.’’ “Patience, and abnegation of self, and devotion to others, — This was the lesson a life of trial and sorrow had taught her. So was her love diffused ; but, like to some odorous spices. Suffered no waste nor loss, though filling the air with aroma. Other hope had she none, nor wish in life, but to follow Meekly, with reverent steps, the sacred feet of her Saviour.” Longfellow. O the great satisfaction of Mrs. Lovell and Elsie, as well as of all the party at Moss Farm, Deaconess Grahaine had consented to spend a few days there, on her way to visit friends in Scotland. On a glorious autumn evening, about a year since that memorable harvest day when Elsie so narrowly escaped being buried under the great corn rick, she and her mother stood at the gate 'watching for the first sight of the carriage which was to bring their dearly-loved friend from Ashby Station. Within, Mrs. Rowan and Dolly were, as they said, taking a last look round, in CALM AFTER STORM. 189 order to make sure that everything was as fit as they knew how to make it for the reception of so honoured a guest. Upstairs, the best bedroom, with its oak furniture black with age, and polished by Dolly’s strong arms till it shone like ebony, — its quaint china and oak-framed mirror, all placed as they had been for generations past. Downstairs, the best parlour, full of curious old furniture too, with the best tea service set out ready. So busy are Dolly and her mistress putting finishing touches, arranging and rearrang- ing, that they even forget to look out for the carriage, and are surprised when Elsie and her mother come in, proud and pleased to introduce the Deaconess, who is received by Mrs. Rowan with an old-fashioned courtesy, good to see. Farmer Rowan was delighted with their visitor’s evident appreciation of the comfortable old house, and enjoyed unspeakably her undisguised amaze- ment in finding Elsie, the quiet pale little girl she parted with at Westpool, grown into a tall lassie, fair to see, and full of spirit and merriment. She was fain to re-echo Mrs. Bailey’s assertion : ‘^’Tis like magic.” But the farmer said there was nothing like the fresh breezes coming straight over the moss from the sea, whether for man or beast ! AGNES GRAHAME. 190 As they sat round the tea table, Mrs. Lovell had many questions to ask about Westpool friends, and the poor people nursed through the dreadful fever time. And Deaconess Grahame had a wonderful piece of news to tell Farmer Rowan. That forty pounds he brought to the Rector the day before leaving Westpool, to carry back his long lost daughter, was not to be the means of saving one, or even two, homeless little children from a life of want and sin ; but, with God’s help, many more. When they heard of the farmer’s gift and sympathy for their destitute little ones, some wealthy Westpool merchants (Mr. Maclean fore- most among the number) determined not to be outdone by the simple north-countryman’s liberality. So they made his gift the nucleus of a much larger sum, which they subscribed to build a home for such poor waifs and strays as he saw that night in the ragged schoolroom. It would be built close to the schoolroom itself, right in the midst of the children’s haunts, so that they will never look upon it as strange or out of the way. The foundation stone is to be laid before winter, and their friend has brought a message from the Rector asking if Farmer Rowan CALM AFTER STORM. I9I will come to Westpool to see it done. But the old man shakes his head, and says, “No: with many thanks to his reverence, all the same.’’ Except that it stirred up others to give, he would rather his gift had been kept secret. He is getting on in years, and does not think of leaving home any more, until he leave it for the last journey of all. But he never has forgotten those poor children in his prayers, both night and morning. Now he can thank God for His goodness to them. Deaconess Grahame’s visit had been so timed that she should spend a Sunday at the farm ; Mrs. Lovell desiring above all things that she should worship in Ashby Church, and see the good old clergyman who had known her in her beautiful girlhood, and in sorrowful days since then had been so true a friend. Notwithstanding sorrows past, a very happy party went away, through picturesque country roads, to Ashby Church that Sunday morning. The complete repose of nature, after growth of spring and summer followed by ingathering of autumn, was like a very “sabbath of the fields:” a listening and waiting time. There was “ neither speech nor language : ” even the birds had ceased 192 AGNES GRAHAME. their song, — as if nature herself would reiterate, ''The Lord is in His holy temple: let all the earth keep silence before Him.” The quiet yet heartfelt service in the old, old church, — the plain earnest words of God’s servant, grown grey in his Master’s service of a lifetime spent among the simple north-country people, — all seemed to the active worker, fresh from a town’s life and whirl, and sin and sorrow, like a glimpse of heaven’s restful worship. By the special desire of the clergyman and his wife, to whom Deaconess Grahame’s promised visit had of course been made known by Mrs. Lovell, it had been arranged that the farm party should spend the interval between morning and afternoon service at the Vicarage. Though he had lived all his life (except his few years at College) among the mountains and moors of that north country, the good old Vicar had not grown self-absorbed or narrow-minded. He was always eager to hear about the Master’s work, wherever it might be doing in the world. More than one of God’s servants had found rest of body and refreshment of soul in that quiet old-world Vicarage, learning from the wise and holy man, who had spent almost a lifetime CALM AFTER STORM. 193 there, many a lesson which they went away to put in practise afterwards; verily a '^communion of saints held on earth. With infinite pleasure he listened to Deaconess Grahame’s account of her work in Westpool, — its Rector being known to him by name already ; and she, like many another worker in the busy world, went away cheered by the good man’s words of encouragement. Altogether those days spent by their friend at Moss Farm were very happy days for Mrs. Lovell and Elsie. When far away at her work in busy Westpool, she would be able to picture to herself their pleasant country life, with its various occupations : thus there would be another cementing link to their friendship. As she accompanied Mrs. Lovell to see the various points of interest round about Ashby, she was glad and thankful to find the farmer’s daughter heartily welcomed by the neighbours, whether farmers’ wives on the surrounding farms, or cottagers living in their humbler homes. She seemed to know all about the sick and troubled ones among them, and to be universally consulted as a wise and valued friend. O 194 AGNES GRAHAME. "'Why, Janet/’ Deaconess Grahame said to her one day, half laughing, ‘‘ I do think you will have to take your name of nurse Lovell again. That old woman whose cottage we have just left tells me you are as good as a doctor any day.” Mother was always famous for knowing about herbs and such simple medicine as the country people use,” replied Mrs. Lovell, simply ; and she tells me what to give them. But since I came back from nursing at Westpool, I believe they think I ought to know what to do whenever anybody is ill.” '^And are you not much happier now, Janet asked her friend. ‘‘Yes, indeed,” she answered. “ It is quite won- derful how contented I feel, and how good God is to me. Even during that dreadful time in Westpool, when I found my husband only to lose him directly, I used to wonder at the restful feeling which came to me.” “It was that you were learning to do and to suffer God’s will,” returned Deaconess Grahame. “You know now that it is the secret of true happiness.” “Yes: I see it all now,” she said. “The only thing that grieves me is to think how slow I was in learning the lesson God wanted to teach.” CALM AFTER STORM. 195 Mrs. Rowan had a long talk with the lady,” as she and Farmer Rowan still called Deaconess Grahame. She told of the blessing and comfort Janet was to every one about her. How her sweet unselfish devotion brightened, not only her parents' life, but that of many others to whom she made herself useful. She told too how carefully Elsie was being trained and taught ; But that’s an easy task,” the old woman declared, for the child is the sweetest-natured child I ever did see.” Having watched her care for an ailing mother long ago. 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