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L LONDON" : HUEST AND BLACKETT, PUBLISHERS, 13, GREAT MARLBOROUGH STREET. 1883. J II rights reserved. CLAY AND TAYLOR, PRINTERS. fV ^ To THE Earl of Dufferin: In grateful rememhrcmce of marnj kirid wor(U of encoarcKjemeiit from the author of ' Letter. ^^ from High Latitudes ' to a younger writer from fJifi same county. May Crommelin. October, 1883. 4 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. CHAPTER I. UR home was lovely ! I verily believe in all the length and breadth of England you could not find one other, of its own size, to match with the charms of that dearest old place. One knows old-world tales of love in a cottage ; which homely nest, of course, is always a bower of bhss, hidden in creepers. Our house was like three or four still more delightful cottages joined into one old Saxon homestead ; each just touching its brother at VOL. I. B 2 IN THE WEST COUNTEIE. angles, and staring at a different quarter of pleasant earth and sky ; but all bound together in love by the roses that almost smothered the walls, peeped in at the windows, hung from the carved barge-boards, and kissed the old home red or white with blossoms, from spring to autumn. Not only roses, but every pleasant plant that creeps on walls ; as many as only Solomon, — or our old gardener, — knew. And as to gables ! why, each side of the house seemed to have at least eight of them, some built with timber cross-beams in the masonry, others with wooden carvings every- where, and stone niches for little patron saints ; while all had steep tiled roofs, with corbie- steps, crow-stones, glittering vanes, and the funniest twisted chimneys in the world. Windows here, there, everywhere; big ones IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 3 witli cool embrasures and deep seats, little ones in the most unlikely nooks ; windows latticed, or paned witli bottle-stump glass. But this last was no modern imitation. All was of ancient date at Stoke, excepting — well, perhaps ourselves. Stoke was simply the name of our home. (In ignorance, I once used to wonder why there were so many Stokes in England, till told it meant merely 'place'.) Stoke-Bracy used to be its proper designation ; but that was when the former owners lived there. My mother thought Stoke was simpler, and per- haps had fewer associations. Indoors, there was a real old dining-hall, dating from Saxon days, with no story betwixt the guests' board and the lofty roof, but a louvre overhead to let out the fumes of smoke and good cheer. The rest of the house was B 2 4 IN THE WEST COUNTEIE. two-storied only ; which explains why it spread over so much ground. In the entrance-saloon, as it might be more properly termed than hall, seeing it had always been a sitting-room, there were four splendid, full-length portraits let into the panelling, by Lely, Kneller, Reynolds, and Lawrence, of ancestors who — were not ours ! The fact is, to confess quickly, we were only Browns — Browns of no place, till the last spendthrift old Bracy squire was obliged to sell Stoke. Browns without an e ; Browns in trade ; nothing more ! None of us were even born at Stoke, though Rose was a mere baby when we came. My earliest recollections are of living in our grub stage, in a genteel semi-detached villa outside the town where my father made IN THE WEST COUNTEIE. 5 his fortune ; of our perambulators being aired in a small provincial Zoo ; and of our mother's cool and haughty remarks, caught up un- awares by our little pitcher-like ears, that ' if her old equals in the county did not choose to call upon her, she for her part did not choose to be called upon by the ladies of the town/ She was perfectly happy, she would observe in her beautifully-trained voice, with- out either society. Por she was a Beaumanoir, daughter of Sir Reginald Beaumanoir, the last baronet of his impoverished family ; and our mother's marriage was supposed to have been a judicious alliance of fortune with family, though attachment had somehow crept in. Nevertheless, though so avowedly content, she never rested till my father first bought a county place, and then retired from the greater part of his business. 6 IN THE WEST COUNTPJE. What happiness was ours when we first heard the news, that we were henceforth to live among woods and pastures I How we ^ babbled of green fields ' ! Oh, the pictures we surreptitiously drew on our slates when the governess wasn't looking — of ourselves perched on strange animals, beneath which was generally written, ' This is a Pony ' ; of ourselves (recognizable as human by having outstretched hands with five fingers each as long as our bodies) standing five in a row before the ideal dwelling my father had described — which we portrayed as about half the height of the aforesaid five, all windows and chimneys, with a volcano cloud of smoke eddying away in the distance. When Ave did see Stoke it surpassed, how- ever, our wildest imaginings. Shall I ever forget the close of our long m THE WEST COUNTRIE. * 7 journey there ; when, after wearisome, dusty highways, we passed into the shade of the great woods that for three miles round lovingly sheltered this gem of a home from the rough outside world ? The evening breeze again seems to fan my brow as we all sat up, refreshed and full of curiosity, and gazed at the great trees, the bracken coverts, the open down-like patches where the rabbits fed by scores ; getting sudden glimpses as we wound along a wooded height of a charming, mysteri- ous valley below. Then — when the house came in sight — we all gave a cry 1 The sun was sinking, and each window seemed redly illumined to ' meet and greet ' us on our first crossing the threshold of what was thenceforth ' home '. The walls were covered with a drooping mantle of flowers. 8 m THE WEST COUNTEIE. Flowers, flowers bloomed everywhere — around the dwelling in exquisitely trim borders, in parterres, in old-fashioned vases round little pebbled courts filling nooks and angles, in the centre whereof small fountains played, or old sun-dials stretched shadow-fingers. And the whole quaint homestead, its flowers, gables, flashing weather-cocks, all seemed to be peeping over the edge of a smoothly- shaven grassy slope, that descended with treacherous suddenness and depth into a bosky valley. There a little lake reflected woods around its further three sides, where beech- branches swept the water, while the swans, as ' On still St. Mary's lake,' floated, 'Double, swan and shadow,' And in the heart of these woods that trended lake-wards from the high ground whereon we IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. \) stood, were hid baby ravines and gorgelets. Down these trickled little brooklets under the thick foliage overhead, singing only to fairy glens, tall forested with ferns such as human eye or hand had hardly ever seen or disturbed in their damp, cool haunts. Next morning a slight incident happened that always associated itself afterwards with my first impressions of Stoke. Bob and I had agreed to rise early and explore our new kingdom, w^hile the rest of the dull world was still asleep. Bob came next to me in the family, callow, awkward, and constantly in disgrace with our parents and teachers, but dearest and most delightful of brothers. His head was long ; his straight hair, always ill-cut and ill-parted, w^as just the colour of a canary's wing ; his eyes, though beaming with high spirits, were of 10 IN THE WEST COUNTEIE. the weakest light-blue ; his hands and feet were much too big, and his joints loose. Ugly was he — ? ' " No matter for that," King Henrye cryd ; " I love him the better therefore." ' There was no use in asking Alice, our elder sister, to come too. She loved pranks, but not early rising or hurried dressing, thank you ; besides, she slept near the governess. Our eldest brother Beaumanoir was at school. Beau we all called him when our mother was out of earshot. Rose was too much of a baby. So we two rose and stole out by ourselves. I remember, like yesterday, the dewy fresh- ness of the whole sweet face of earth around us that new morning. How the birds sang their matin praises in all the bushes more IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 11 clearly, and the flowers smelt sweeter, than ever before or after, and the trees seemed taller, and swayed their branches in more stately harmony. 'Let's come down to that little flower- garden that we found last night,' said Bob as if he was a first discoverer of the spot. We agreed, as usual. The garden was a dehghtful spot of primness, though just beyond its stone boundary wall nature re- asserted her easy wilder sway in meadows and woodland. Its little paths were paved carefully in chequers of black and white pebbles ; the box edges were clipped straight and stifl" Hke rows of military vegetation ; yew-trees stood about shaped like chess -pieces among the Queen Anne flower-beds. On the one side peeps could be had through outside shrubbery of the lake, that still lay in shadow, 12 IN THE WEST COUNTKIE. but for one bright gleam at the far side, where rays from the east just flashed on it a wakening summons. And, looking upwards behind us a little way, the old house showed its most charming side of all. ' Isn't it a little Paradise, Bob ! ' I ex- claimed, after we had dived down a pleached alley of jessamine and emerged among the yew pawns to gaze round, hard breathing in our haste and full of enchantment. ' How I should love to be queen here ! ' {i, e. be lord over my brethren in this acre and a half.) ' There can't be any other home in the wide world half so deliaihtful as this.' 'There cannot I' said a strange voice beside us, with a sound more like a sudden sob of pain wrung out unawares than a sigh. We both started. Close beside us, hidden hitherto by the IN THE WEST COUNTEIE. 13 yews, stood a young lad, much older than Bob, older even than Beau. His arms were folded, as if we had surprised him in a medi- tative survey of Stoke and its grounds. One quick, hesitating look at us, one glance all round at house, woods, and valley ; then he darted towards a corner of the ivy- covered garden-wall, and springing up, seized a strong tree-branch that hung just overhead along the wall, and swung himself into invisibility, as far as we were concerned, on the other side. ' Stop thief ! ' cried Bob, instantly giving chase. ' Stop, Bob 1 ' cried I, instantly full of fears for my valorous brother, but running after him — with a very weak heart and a very great wish to run the other way. Bob sprang at the wall, trying likewise, he 14 m THE WEST COUNTRIE. too, to vault it, but fell back with injured, bleeding hands, a fringe of cruel glass in the masonry having been hidden by the ivy. No matter ! still gallant, he jumped up at the branches above, but caught no doubt the wrong ones, for one only swung him a Httle upwards, and another fairly broke under his weight. After this second fall, Bob sat still on the ground looking rueful. ' Come away, come away,' I urged, in a tone of beseeching comfort ; ^ he's gone long ago.' ' If we could only have caught him ! ' sighed my young brother, slowly rising, and not un- derstanding apparently my feminine reasons for leaving the spot. ^ He may have been a poacher, you know, or some sort of a desperate robber.' ' Oh, do come back to the house/ I entreated, trembling. IN THE WEST COUNTEIE. 15 Bob, however, would only do this after a careful examination of the mysterious visitor's means of disappearance. By standing on inverted flower-pots we discovered that the wall was everywhere protected by a deep dry ditch on the far side, excepting at this one especial spot. And, presently, we marked the very bough the trespasser had used, though it was too high for Bob, jump as he might. ' I say ! he must have known his way about most awfully well,' observed Bob, putting his head on one side with a sagaciously mysterious air. Then a six-o'clock farm-bell rang to work (for we had been out since five), and the figure of the gardener was seen approaching. 'Let us go and tell him about it,' I sug- gested. ' You know papa says he is such an honest man.' 16 IN THE WEST COUNTHIE. On our father's return from one of his previous visits to prepare Stoke for our arrival, we had heard him praising this man Verity to our mother, as a pattern of rude fidelity. Born and bred in Stoke, and having hardly ever been out of its parish, Joe Verity had since boyhood attached himself so devotedly to the Bracys, that he curtly told my father he could never bear to see a new family there, so he would go ' when the place went.' ' Now, you know, that's what I call a fine fellow, so I begged him to remain,' cried my father, in whom staid business traditions had never damped a warm natural enthusiasm. * You don't see too much of that spirit now. I offered to raise the poor fellow's wages, for the Bracys could not afford to give him much, you know. But no ! — no use, till at last IN THE WEST COUNTEIE. 17 young Bracy, the grandson, himself advised him to stay on, and that settled the matter. The poor man had some wild notion, it seems, of being able to go with his young master. He'll make us a good servant, that you may depend on,' ended my father. ' I hope he will make us a good gardener^ said my mother, in her gentle high-bred voice, never so carried away by feeling as to lose sight of the main object, like my father, although she was a Beaumanoir born, and he only a business Brown. Verity was fastening creepers on the wall when we went up to him eagerly with our story. He listened stohdly enough till we described the tree-branch, but at that looked round hastily, and made a few steps towards the spot. Then he stopped himself, and returning to his work, asked us gruffly, v^ith VOL. I. 18 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. an averted head, 'What was he like? was he common-lookmg ? ' * No, no,' we cried ; and hastened to describe the strange youth, whose figure now I can hardly recall. Joe Verity only nodded, holding some nails and a bunch of list in his mouth. ' But was he a robber ? tell us ! was he a thief?' cried Bob, impatient of this unmoved man's manner of receiving our news. Verity turned round to us — a squarely- built, self-reliant man, strong in body as in his iron will, with a broad brow in which were two wrinkles furrowed by honest endeavour to do constantly the best that w^as in him. ' It was no robber,' he just answered, taking the nails out of his mouth to speak, and then putting them in again, while he IN THE WEST COUNTHIE. 19 looked at us with a doubtful expression in his deep-set gray eyes, that we detected. ' He'll not come back again ; so you need trouble your heads no more about him.' But the gardener did not then quite un- derstand children's ways, nor our curiosity. We slipped away, grumbling to each other at the romance of our adventure being stifled. 'Well, we'll tell nurse about it; and papa when we see him at lunch-time,' we mur- mured, sure of fellow-feeling in those quarters. Verity looked after us, scratching his head, while the two wrinkles in his forehead deep- ened extraordinarily. Then he called out to me : * Hi!— little Missy! Miss Brown, I suppose.' 'Yes,' I said, coming back with a child's C 2 20 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. willingness, though thinking him a rude man to go on with his work and call me to come to him. ' But I'm not Miss Brown ; that is my elder sister. I'm only Miss Pleasance.' 'That's a queer name, anyhow,' remarked Verity, as if loth to say yet why he had called me back. ' Well — but what do you want ? ' I now questioned with some dignity, feeling Bob's chin planted on my left shoulder, while his face, I knew, was alive with expectation. ' See,' said Verity gravely. ' I've been taking crown counsel, as the lawyers might say ' (and he gave a last enquiring rub at his crisply black head). 'I'm not forbidding you to tell your father or your nurse ; that's right enough, but still — I think him you saw this morning would rather not have it spoke m THE WEST COUNTPvIE. 21 about. He had as good a right here as yourselves : ay ! and far better unto — yester- day.' Here the gardener's face softened wonderfully, and he turned slowly to fasten up a rose-branch, continuing : ' If so be as he came early this morning to take a last look at the old place, he didn't think to disturb any of ye; and you, Miss, being older than your brother, have sense enough to know a sore heart shuns gossip.' *Was it — the grandson of old Squire Bracy ? ' I asked in an awe-struck whisper. * We won't say a word about it.' Our oracle just gave a sort of satisfied nod at us, and replied : ' It might ha' been — or one of the family, . leastwise. I did not see him, mind ye.' We went away quite proud of the secret, as of our own future staunchness in keeping 22 IN THE WEST OOUNTRIE. it; and that morning was thenceforth en- veloped in a halo of romance to us. To our credit be it said, I only told Rose after a year or so ; and Bob only told Beau. When the latter came back from school, he treated the adventure loftily as one of our silly childish marvels, and soon forgot it. For fear of more ridicule, we neither of us ever told Alice, who always laughed at us in an elderly and irritating way. IN THE WEST COUNTEIE. 23 CHAPTER II. nnHE next event 1 most clearly remember in our family history happened some years later. Bob must have been at Harrow a year or two, I think ; and both he and Beau had come home for the Easter holidays. It was a chilly, sunny Sunday morning. * Pleasance ! Pleasance ! Are you ready for church ? ' they were calling in the house ; and I can recall so well creeping slowly down the shallow steps of dark-oak stairs, holding heavily by the balusters with a swimming sensation in my head. ' Why, child, what is 24 m THE WEST COUNTRIE. the matter with you ? ' asked my mother, who was standing below in a ray of sunshine that came through a latticed window. She somehow impressed me that moment as looking so calm, elegant, pretty ; so diflfer- ent in everything from myself. Her dress of that respectably old, if not venerable, date is before my mind's eye now. A pink cambric made in three great flounces all round ; her taper waist drawn still tighter by a sash tied in long loops in front ; her sleeves puffed wide at the shoulder, but skin-fitting at the wrists ; her fair hair brought down in shining bands below her ears ; and a tiny gathered bonnet almost fall- ing back off her pretty head. ' Are you ill ? ' she repeated with light marvelling, as if such an occurrence was most unlikely in her family. 'I don't know, mother,' replied that miserable IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 25 being Me ; ' but I do feel rather sick. Please, may I stay at home from church ? ' ' Sick ! what an expression ! ' said my mother, with a gesture of slight disgust ; but she gave the required permission after critically looking at me. I slipped away into the library because it was least frequented, and, feeling rather ashamed of myself, hid in a window- seat behind the curtains. A door near was open into the morning-room, and my mother's voice reached me, saying con- fidentially 1 * Pleasance is unwell. I don't know how it is, that child is such a goose.' ' My dear, you ought to think your " Every goose a swan, And every lass a queen," ' laughingly remonstrated my father in his clearest and cheeriest of strong voices coming 26 IN THE WEST COUNTHIE. from a little body. ' Can any of us help feeling out of sorts at times ? ' ' Well, somehow, if there is any infection going she is sure to catch it,' repeated my mother with accusation still in her tone. ' Certainly, neither she nor Bob are Beau- manoirs in that or anything else.' ' Well, my dear, they are good Browns, and take after my family in names and natures, so I must see after this sick gosling,' returned my father, good-humouredly as ever ; and then I heard his voice calling me, evidently full of solicitude. Slipping out by the other door, I found him standing below the stairs just where my mother had been. Trim, tidy, he was a very little man, who always seemed trying to stand on his heels with his chest much expanded in order to look bigger. He had IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 27 the ruddiest English face, and the largest loving heart in the world. No ; he certainly was not handsome, but there never was, or will be, his like to me again. After receiving his caresses, and advice to go out and have some fresh air, I watched them all packing into the long family wag- gonette. There was Beau, our pride, our Etonian, carefully smoothing his tall hat with a fine- airs expression on his handsome young face. There was Alice, laughing at my woebegone looks, as usual ; always laughing, always lovely ! Certainly, it was very odd that she and Beaumanoir should have been given by our mother her family's names while in their cradles, and that they dutifully followed her familv's characteristics. 28 m THE WEST COUNTKIE. My name, I afterwards learnt, had been a matter of slight dispute, since it was most pre-eminently a Brown one. ' There always had been a Pleasance in his family,' my father, however, firmly insisted though so easy-going, ' and he wished there always might be.' It must have cost my mother a little effort to repress a slight curl of her lip at the idea of the Brown family having ' always ' existed, or indeed having any clear reason to give for their being (except on the plea that trade is a human vrant), till the best of them wsis united to a Beaumanoir. But, to do her justice, she never snubbed my father on this point ; never even tried to assert author- ity over him openly like so many wives. Still she managed to get her own way with him in almost everything, for he adored her. She always made him and all of us IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 29 feel that she had condescended greatly in her marriage, — but she had loved him, deep down in her heart, we could be sure, though he was a Brown, and though she Avas so grace- fully indifferent and superior in her ways. Rose, our youngest, nodded at me from the carriage, like a sympathetic China mandarin. She was also said by our mother to show Beaumanoir promise, and was expected to be a beauty — though this was less certain. But, why did Bob stand with his head drooped on one side ; and why did he limp back dismally to the house as they drove off? What could be ? * Come along ; let us go off for a ramble somewhere,' exclaimed that young man cheerfully, bursting into my retreat. ' Why, Bob, what kept 2/ou from church ? ' Bob screwed up his features deprecatingly. 30 m THE WEST COUNTRIE. and dropped his lip ; which made him look very ugly, as I promptly told him. * My toe is all smashed. I got it caught in a gate yesterday when Beau was riding the colt, and I fought them both for fun.' ' Oh, Bob ! — you came in here not a bit lame.' Staying away from church, without being really ill, was rare indeed with us. ' But it is really sore though,' assured Bob, Avith a quizzical screw of pain to all his features, that were as flexible as those of any clown. 'Besides, you would have been all alone, poor old girl. Come ! — I'll bobble with a stick as far as the lake, and we'll search for wild-ducks' nests along the edge.' He soon persuaded me, though I felt very unwell; and down by the lake we hunted through reed-beds and rushes. The only IN THE WEST COUNTEIE. 31 thing that kept Bob from pulling off his boots and stockings to wade, Avas, I believe, that his toe was hetter than it should be. At last, we tried up a little back water all fringed with alders and willows. Sud- denly there was a startling whirr and rush of wings from under our very noses, and with a great ' Quack — quack,' disturbing the Sunday quiet of the woods, out flew a mallard and his mate from the rushes. ' Hooroo ! ' cried Bob, and plunged along the bank through boughs and brambles joyfully. ^ Here's the nest just below me, — and eggs ! I can see them ! It's down there close by the water.' See the eggs, yes ! but he could not reach them. .We did not mean to rob the poor wild duck, but who could resist inspection of such 32 IN THE WEST COUNTIIIE. a nest ? So Bob crept down to the edge cautiously, and then — there being little foot- hold — caught firmly by an alder branch above him with both hands. He, ' Thought it was a trusty tree, But syne it bowed and then it brak.' — Even so ! — • A crack — a souse ! — and down went poor Bob into the oozy stream, still clinging as he went to that faithless branch. To my eternal shame, be it recorded, as he rose all streaming and spluttering, I laughed till my sides so ached that, being weak, I had to sit down and hold by another alder. How ridiculously one does laugh while still in short frocks ! But the first thing Bob did was, to stand up in the muddy water and laugh too. To end the matter, Ave retreated homewards, hoping devoutly to reach unseen IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 33 the cottagre of our former nurse who had now o been taken to wife by Joe Verity. But as ill-luck would have it, back came the church- party and caught us — Bob watering the carriage-drive as he went from all his gar- ments, and every lank hair of his head. That afternoon I grew worse, and the old doctor was sent for ; ' black dose ' being whispered by my sinking heart, and read in my brothers' and sisters' pitying looks. But w^hen our village medicine-man left, tov/ards evening, my good father — finding Master Bob alone outside the porch, looking dejected under my mother's silent scorn of the exist- ence of such a goose — put his hand on bis shoulder, saying kindly : ' Look here, old fellow ! That toe of yours was rather shammed this morning. Come — you know T don't like you boys to miss VOL. I. D 34 IN THE WEST COUNTKIE. church. Still, considerhig the lesson you got, we'll say no more about it.' Bob looked and felt desperately contrite ; but then seeing my father smile, thought he might as well smile too. ' What about Pleasance ? ' he asked with interest ; * how is she ? ' * Oh, she's not at all badly,' said father with an intentionally cheerful air. ' It doesn't signify, they say, only she's got the measles.' ' NO,' said Bob, awestruck. ' How many of them ? ' Poor Bob soon might ask the same ques- tion about himself, for, faithful to me in all things, he was ill too by morning. And then with a whistle from Beau at the news, and a shiver of Alice's pretty shoulders, and a frightened laugh from Rosie, my mother announced further, that these uninfected ones IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 35 were straight to be hurried off on a visit to our grand-aunt, Miss Beaumanoir, who lived ten miles away in a tumbledown dower-house styled by its owner The Barn. D 2 36 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. CHAPTER III. /^UR grand-aunt, it may here be remarked, was an oddity. ' In fact,' as Joe Verity thus once delivered himself, ' she's the greatest cur'osity, out of being bottled in spirits in a museum, ever / saw ; but ye could never mistake her for anything but a lady once she came to speak to ye.' This last was quite true ; but, as may be shown later, at a distance foolish persons might be forgiven for erring. From our childhood, in our distant town- house, we had been taught to venerate this relative ; the last remaining representative of m THE WEST COUNTHIE. 37 the Beaumanoirs, as our mother carefully instructed us. Indeed, it was chiefly because our Aunt Bee lived in the dower-house of her ancestors, and , that Stoke was in the former shire of the Beaumanoir family (although their property had been on the other side of the country), that my mother was bent on moving to our new home. We children were wildly eager to see this Beaumanoir grand-aunt of whom we were so proud; and of whom my mother was fond of telhng us a rather romantic story. Miss Beaumanoir had been passionately devoted to her only brother, Sir Reginald, our maternal grandfather. When he was so embarrassed with money difficulties that the estate was in danger of being sold, she had placed her own fortune, twenty thousand 38 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. pounds, in his hands — given it generously, utterly. In return, her brother had settled an old dower-house and demesne on her — the Barn where she still lived. But her sacrifice was in vain. A fire broke out in this very dower-house where they were then staying to- gether — Sir Reginald, who was ill, died next day of exposure. The money, being in notes, had no doubt perished in the flames, for no trace of it was ever found. And the Beau- manoir estate went to the hammer. Before coming to Stoke we pictured her vividly to each other as a snowy-haired but beautiful old lady, who would look 'just stepped out of a picture ' ; always dressed in black velvet, and with a sad sweet face, as be- fitted the last of her name. Then she would have an erect carriage ; and perhaps carry a snuffbox, or a big fan, or a mysterious minia- m THE WEST COUNTEIE. 39 ture concealed round her neck. Opinions on these latter points were divided. The first time we beheld the real presence of our grand-aunt, however, was on this wise. We were all assembled for breakfast one morning, at half-past nine o'clock, and prayers in the hall had just been ended, when a ring was heard at the entrance- door. ' Who can be there at this hour ? ' said my mother. * It's a beggar-woman, I think,' announced Beau, glancing at the window. ' Tell them to send her away immediately. Coming to the front door ! — what will these tramps do next, I wonder ? ' Beau disliked leaving his plate ; but Bob had tumbled at once off his chair, lustily 40 m THE WEST COUNTRIE. shouting as he half-opened the door, ' Mamma says you're to send away that beg ' The last syllable died on his lips as he was smartly pushed aside by a strange little figure of a woman, who was answering to an expostulating footman, 'Don't mind me, my good man : I'll announce myself; — I'm Miss Beaumanoir.' Our venerated grand-aunt ! Every knife and fork was dropped as we all gazed, petrified. She certainly was a grotesque sight. Standing at the door an instant as if to survey us all, we saw a dried little Avoman, who, like the Wandering Jew, might be imagined almost any age, her skin was so like parchment — while yet her eyes had a life and sharpness, and her small person an air of activity, quite micanny to behold. As to IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 41 her garments, they seemed all to be from a pawnshop, and none of them matching. A black straw bonnet adorned with artificial flowers was slipping off her head ; a green veil ; a blue parasol ; an old black bombazeen dress, very short, below which appeared mysteriously the flounce of another thin black material trailing on the ground ; while a tippet of the same transparent texture airily draped her shoulders, and was edged with narrow white crochet lace, through which meandered a penny red silk ribbon, giving colour to the outline. Such was Miss Beaumanoir's dress. She also wore bright violet gloves, so cheap that they seemed inclined to split at every seam, and the solitary button of each was tugged to burst- ing ; notwithstanding which their owner was jauntily flourishing a little black bag. 42 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. My mother, who had only seen her aunt years ago, was inwardly horror-stricken, as we guessed, but to do her justice recovered bravely. ' Dear Aunt Bee — how do you do ? What a surprise ! — but I am so delighted,' she gasped, advancing with much bravery to kiss her relation's cheek. ' And so this is you, Ada ; I remember you as a httle girl — yes ; you're just what I expected,' our grand-aunt coolly vouchsafed, taking our graceful mother by both hands and absolutely examining her at arms'-length. Then turning to father she added: 'But is this your goodman? I wanted to see him especially. I've heard about you — oh, God bless you, I know by your face you and I will get on together,' — whereupon Aunt Bee threw her arms about his neck and gave him as his share an embrace with such gusto that, for IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 43 the first time in our lives, we saw our father almost foolish and speechless ; though Miss Beaumanoir kept kindly clapping his shoulder to enable him to recover. ' How late you fine people are ! ' she went on. 'Why, I had my breakfast before six, and w^as off. Still, I think I'll join you all now, for I feel rather peckish.' (Peckish — a word mother had strictly forbidden the boys to utter in her presence, as vulgar.) We each thought how she must be wishing to lift her white hands in horror; but we hardly dared look up. * Oh, do sit down ! But how did you come ; we heard no carriage ? ' faintly asked mother. ' Carriage, my dear ! I walked on my own two feet. Why, it's only ten miles here from the Barn; and, if I'd driven, you'd have had 44 m THE WEST COUNTKIE. to give stable-room to my old pony longer than you'd care perhaps/ * Not at all. As long as ever you liked, and the longer the better/ cried father, gallantly. 'But I hope that means you intend to stay yourself with us, anyhow.' 'Exactly so. Oh, you and I will get on together like a house on fire, I see,' replied Miss Bee, nodding at him with highly pleased becks and smiles. ' Yes, I've come to stay two or three days.' ' That's right,' heartily went on father. ' And where's your luggage ? It's to follow, of course ; or can I send for it anywhere ? * ' Luggage ! Here's all my luggage — this little hand-bag. Why, I've gone to Russia and back with just this. What more do you want ? — a tooth-brush and a hair-brush and a night — ' IN TPE WEST COUNTEIE. 45 ' But your dresses ! ' absolutely ejaculated my mother, cutting short with real dismay her aunt's list of travelling necessaries. ' My dresses ! ' I am sorry to relate it : but our grand-aunt hterally jumped up and down on the floor while displaying her bombazeen with both hands. ' They re all on me, my dears. This is my day-gown, as you see ; and here's my dinner one underneath ' ( lifting the top skirt to show the thin mystery below) ; ' and I just slipped my Sunday silk under that again, for fear you might happen to have a garden party or something smart ' (picking up the dinner-skirt to reveal a third layer of garments, the last one being so far from smart, and a yard deep in dust after sweeping the Queen's highway for ten miles, that we young ones forgot our manners, and fairly screamed with laughter). 46 IN THE WEST COUNTPJE. ' Oh, you brats ! — they're all laughing at me. I can tell you my gown was good enough for the Duchess of Westshire where I was staying last week, so it may just do for you.' We all knew Aunt Bee visited the finest of folk on the most intimate of terms, so were every one respectably silent. ' However,' she added, contemplating the undermost skirt again — ' I own, it is dusty, but no matter. I'll just take a run round some of the meadows with you boys, and that will clean it. I don't like girls half as well — never did ; and Miss Brown there is too fine for me, I'm afraid. She's the very picture of yourself, Ada, my dear. And this next little witch with the mouse-coloured hair ' (meaning me) ' looks as if she used her big eyes more than her tongue ; you're a chrysalis still, child ; no one could say how IN THE WEST COUNTHIE. 47 you'll turn out. There's an ugly division and a handsome division in the family, I see ; I always belonged to the uglies myself, but I like looking at the beauties.' From which last words, it will be seen our grand-aunt Bee had already descried we were a mixed family of swans and geese. My mother, Alice, and Beau, of course, were all swans ; father, poor Bob, and myself belonged hopelessly to the mean class. Little Rose was the only doubtful member of the family ; since she joined to most exquisite colouring the funniest little turn-up nose in the world, with an upper lip so short and impudent it always showed her snowy little teeth. As to myself, I felt ill-proportioned in mind and body ; with more of limb and hair than I could dispose of gracefully, but too little colour and self-confidence. I was shy, brooding, 48 m THE WEST COUNTRIE. witli vague ambitions of soul beginning to stir, yet only common-place gifts to justify them, — groioing, in fact, and unformed. My only comfort was, that my father always called me his ' ugly duckling/ m THE WEST COUNTEIE. 49 CHAPTER IV. T WAS very ill, indeed, that time. My mother nursed me herself with the most painstaking care, and I well remember my great surprise at waking up once to find her crying over me. It seemed, in her, such an impossibility. Yet as soon as I began to recover, she became again as composed, almost cool in her manner, as ever ; so that I lay in respectful quiet and monotonous semi-darkness till my father would appear like a sunbeam always flickering between our two sick-rooms, bring- ing with him a fresh breeze of outside, as it VOL. I. E 50 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. were — cheery words, little items of news from the garden, or farmyard, or woods, and easy laughter. One day when Bob and I had both met down-stairs for the first time, curiously com- paring our white faces and respective green goggles, our parents entered with that pleased possessive air which means unmistakably good news. ' Here, invaUds 1 here's good luck for you,' cried father, flourishing a letter; 'my old friend, Mrs. Gladman, invites you both down to Dartmoor for change of air. I declare I wish I was going too ; it would make me feel a boy again.' We piped for joy, in still weak dehght. 'There is nobody I like so much as Mrs. Gladman,' I exclaimed, with enthusiasm. 'Except Jack Gladman,' corrected Bob IN THE WEST COUNTEIE. 5i with equal ardour. Jack was Mrs. Glad- man's only son, and she was a widow. Our mother looked at us rather critically during this outburst of ecstasy. Mrs. Glad- man was the only one among her husband's old friends whom she ever welcomed to our home. My father considered Mrs. Gladman to have the chief place among his old friends ; my mother gave her perhaps the lowest place among her friends ; and yet, almost against her will, respected, and felt attached to, that good soul and warmest of hearts. It was a lovely spring evening when we first saw Dartmoor's rampart of hills rising before us, moated by the valleys at its base. Perhaps it was from having been cooped in darkened rooms so long ; perhaps from fatigue of a long drive through Devonshire lanes, that hid all view entirely except for a sudden E 2 LIBRARY UNIVERSITY OF ILLINOIS 52 m THE WEST COUNTRIE. tantalising peep through occasional gates — but, certainly, when we at last mounted a long hill and then descending the further side looked down into a small valley, seeing great oak-woods clothing the hill-sides, and a trout stream brawling out of a rocky little gorge to wind through cowslip meadows, whilst mid- most tall trees clustered round a brown mass of homely, half-seen buildings, — we seemed entering a moorland Paradise. ' That's Wheatfield Farm yonder, and Mrs. Gladman hur be coming to the gate,' announced our driver, pointing with the butt of his whip. But we had guessed it already. That delightful, long, old farmhouse could belong to none other than she ; with its trim garden in front, and narrow paved walks. Its red-tiled or thatched roofs overhung to the left the fresh green lane down which we IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 53 came. To right, the great farm orchard stretched all pink and white up the hill on the other side, till it was folded in by the noble oak-woods that crowned the high ground on this side of the valley. Yes ! these delightful possessions rightly belonged to that best of women. Besides, there was she herself standing at the wooden gate, with a broad smile of welcome on her broad kindly face ; with the selfsame brown hair worn so thick and low on her forehead, we had some- times irreverently declared it looked just like a beautiful wig. And, a little further down, was Jack Gladman ; riding up the lane to meet us on his white pony, in a wide straw hat, rough tweed suit, and gaiters. He was very little older than Beau, who somewhat despised his clodhopper upbringing ; yet here, on his own 54 IN THE WEST COUNTKIE. ground, he looked quite a youug squire and a man already. Any further observations were stifled in Mrs. Gladman's large embrace, as she took us both lirst literally to her heart and then led us in to her hearth. To us, Wheatfield Parm seemed then a most delectable abode, with no troublesome carpets and fine furniture, but clean dark floors that we could romp over, — sweetness, if economy, everywhere. It was a very old house, and had been in the possession of the Gladman family for generations. Once it had been thought quite a handsome gentleman's dwell- ing, before city luxury spread into the country; but it had stood still like its farm- loving owners, and now was surpassed by far newer houses, whose more pretentious families looked down on the Gladmans. Still as it was later improved, and may thus be here- IN THE WEST COUNT RIE. 55 after described, I will only say that we then found it a home of early rising, plain food, plenty, and health. What a happy idle life we led in that old Devonshire farmhouse ! We scampered into the moor for miles on ponies ; and climbed all the tors near and far ; seeing always fresh ranges of hill beyond hill overstepping each other, all viewed by us as so many fortresses of nature to be stormed by our eager selves and takf^n. Or else Bob would follow for the livelong day close on Jack Gladman's heels, watching the latter oversee his farm-men from six in the fresh morning till six again at restful eve. Or Jack would be breaking in his young colts, himself delighting in the risk and trouble. Or he might have to be whole afternoons in the oak-woods, seeing about barking the trees. 56 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. Meanwhile, I was being initiated in dairy mysteries by Mrs. Gladman ; and soon knew how to make butter Devonshire fashion, and scald cream, to my own satisfaction — and, at worst, her amusement as well as mine. However real all this work must have been to the widow with a large farm and household to manage, and Jack too young to take the full cares of life on his own shoulders, to us it was like playing at being in Arcadia. It seemed such a sweet, simple life ; a pastoral idyll. As such, it might almost have faded from my memory by now, like a pleasant dream, but for one acquaintance — whose ap- pearance in the narrow circle of my then young life deserves recalling. ' There is to be an otter-hunt up the river to-morrow. Pole is bringing over his hounds, mother. And, I say, can you get up a IN THE WEST COUNTEIE. 57 breakfast in time for any of the fellows ? ' cried Jack Gladman one evening, bursting hot and breathless into the parlour, where Mrs. Gladman was darning some very old and fine table-linen with her own fingers, since none of the maids would have taken such pride and pains in the task. ' Why, we just must, dear,' replied his mother, lifting her placid face with such a willing smile and air of fond motherly pride in her boy, that no wonder he came to her for help and advice on every occasion. ' That's right. You're the most useful woman in the world,' exclaimed Jack, catching her round the waist and giving her a resounding kiss, which embrace made Bob and me some- how feel uncomfortable, yet admiring. Why could we never treat our mother in a familiar way ! ' And I say, old Fulke will come in 58 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. for it, too — isn't that luck. He's just come down by Exeter way for a week's holiday ; got a Hft in William Collins's spring-cart. Dear old Fulke ! ain't I just glad he's come down/ ' Did you not tell him to come and see me this evening, foolish boy ? ' ' I did — and he said at first, of course, he was coming; but then he thought this first evening he would not leave his poor mother. .... I told him that Pleasance and Bob were here,' went on Jack with a constrained look at us, 'and, you see, he doesn't much care to meet strangers.' 'Ah, yes — I can understand that. Poor Eulke ! ' Mother and son exchanged a meaning look ; which, as I was staring in their direc- tion, I saw, and naturally wondered at. What had we done, or this Mr. Fulke done, IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 59 that he should dislike the sight of fellow human beings ; especially such harmless ones as Bob and myself? Oh, no doubt he was a misanthrope ; on which I disliked him, beforehand, for disliking us. ' Who is Mr. Pulke ? ' I asked. And Mrs. Gladman answered, rather hesitatingly : ' He's a great friend of ours, my dear, and he's a clerk in a bank.' A bank clerk, and come in Collins the grocer's spring-cart ! I did not think much of this friend. ' Now, Pleasance,' cried Jack, laying a heavy hand boisterously on either of my shoulders, ^ are you game to be up by six, and down at Chagford bridge ; or are you too fine a young lady ? The hounds will most likely go up Holy Street to Gidleigh Park ; and then we may be off upon the moor : or heaven knows where ! ' 60 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. ' Oh, I'll go. It will be glorious ! But, Jack, do take away those great hands of yours. I'ln not fine, and I never was, but 1 don't like to be teased/ was my answer; half-ecstatic, half-exasperated ; trying to wriggle away from the expected, endearing horse-play to which Jack in good-fellowship loved to treat me. ' Yes, Jack ; you really should not tease Pleasance so ; she Vv^ill soon be quite a young lady,' added his mother, who always protected me. ' You always remind me of a mastiff dog gambolling round a grey kitten. A great big fellow like you should be more gentle.' Why she said a grey kitten more than a white or any other she did not add ; probably as less pretty, I surmised resignedly. But there was no doubt when looking at Mrs. Gladman's honest eyes beaming upon her boy, m THE WEST COUNTRIE. 61 that, to her, he was as big as any Saul and as fair of face as a David. Nevertheless, in sober truth he had now stopped growing at five feet eleven ; had the healthiest dumpling visage in which any young Englishman could show red and white ; twinkling eyes ; a common- place nose ; white teeth ; and the downy dawn of what would no doubt become respect- able mutton-chop whiskers, like his father's before him, in due course of time. 62 IN THE WEST COUNTKIE. CHAPTER V. Ven. ' My friend Piscator, you have kept time witli my thoughts, for the sun is just rising, and I myself just now come to this place, and the dogs have just now put down an otter. Look down at the bottom of the hill there in that meadow, checquered with waterlilies and ladysmocks : there you may see what work they make : look ! look ! you may see all busy. Men and dogs, dogs and men, all busy.' — Izaak Walton's Compleat Angler. "OOB and I hardly slept that night, we were so fearful of being late for the otter hunt. Before four in the grey morning, I heard a tapping at my door, and springing out of bed in terror — though it seemed as if I had only just fallen asleep — let in a head and an IN THE WEST COUNTKIE. 63 owlish face, in which concern and sleep were mingling. ' I'm sme/ said Bob, ' theyve forgotten to call us ! ' It seemed his watch had been over wound ; or else had stopped of pure malice ; which it often did, he ruefully explained, for by day it required being shaken pretty often to keep it going. In spite of fears, however, when Jack brought his dog-cart to the gate we were ready. We had gulped down breakfast in the kitchen, where Mrs. Gladman, herself as neatly dressed and unfluriied as if the hour was quite usual, w^as up, helping her mainstay, Mary Munch, to frizzle bacon and boil coffee. Aw^ay we sped in the grey twilight. ' I hope we're not late. Luckily there's a long hill to go down,' said young Gladman, 64 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. lightly touching up his mare with the whip ; and downhill we spun at a pace that made me giddy looking ahead, and that none but a Devonshire-bred animal would take as a matter of course. Through a sleeping village, down a narrow lane. ' There they are/ cried Jack, pointing to a group gathered on the bridge over the brown Teign. ' There is my friend Fulke ; and that's Pole, the master, just going to put his hounds into the water. We're in the nick of time.' ' Hooroo ! ' jubileed Bob lustily ; brandish- ing a long leaping-pole behind us, to the danger of our heads, as we drew up. ^ Be quiet, you March hare/ called out Jack ; and several of the men, to my surprise, laughed out, and hailed Bob with 'Hollo, young Brown ! ' and called him ' March hare,' IN THE WEST COUNTEIE. 65 too. It was my home name for him, picked up by John, and now evidently widespread. How Bob had akeady got to know them, since coming to Wheatfield, was a mystery. But there never was such a boy for making friends ! There was no time to ask him, for already the horn had sounded and the hounds taken eagerly to the water, swimming and wading up the clear broAvn stream that ran between the dewy meadows, all gold-spangled with marsh marigolds. There seemed about twelve or fourteen gentlemen in the hunt, for they wore the same costume as Jack : navy-blue knicker- bocker suits, red or blue stockings, and striped caps. Most of them carried leap- ing-poles, as did two large-waisted, laugh- ing cousins of Jack's among the several girls of the party. Of course, there was the VOL. I. E 66 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. usual following of truant urchins and idlers attracted from their farm or village Avork — hut these indeed were few and of small account. * Are you going to look after us, Jack ? ' called out his cousins in healthy, large voices. ' Not I ! You are much better able to take care of yourselves. Keep close behind me, Pleasance/ was the only answer they got ; as, vaulting a stile, Jack went up the first meadow at a sling-trot, just looking back Avith one satisfied eye, occasionally, to make sure I Avas at his heels. Some fcAv of the more ardent men and l)oys had taken to the Avater, and Avere splash- ing at a rattling pace up-stream ; among them Bob, who hardly set foot on dry ground that day. We had gone across all the meadows IN THE WEST COUNTEIE. Q7 without pausing to take breath. Over walls, through gaps, I scrambled, almost always without accepting, Jack's help, so that he soon scarcely seemed to think it necessary to heed me. My cheeks w^ere glowing ; my hair, that had been tidily coiled up that morning to keep it out of my way, was flying in a veil behind ; and I hardly knew how I felt except that it was delicious to run, yet grateful to stop just a few seconds ! — when we found our- selves somehow among Avoods, and that the hounds were at fault, while two sharp little terriers were being sent up a suspicious covered drain, to ask if the otter which we had found but not seen might be there. We had paused in Holy Street glen ; and how lovely it was ! The river twisted and hurried foaming round the grey rocks in its bed, while the rising sun played on it through F 2 68 . IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. the tall trees overhead, and the opposite oak- wood was knee-deep in masses of blue-bells shading away into violet. We sat down to rest and breathe a moment on some of the many-lichened, mossy boulders around, the supposed traces of the Druids' holy way that still gives its name to the glen. Then came a fresh sound of the horn ; on and on again ; still down by the river's edge, through copses that snipped our faces, stumbling among rocks, out into young wheat-fields, into fresh difficulties, jumping, climbing, and racing at a pace to which that of the meadows had been mere amusement. Now we were at Lee Bridge, the meeting of the waters, where the North Teign came down from Gidleigh. But we took the South stream on the left ; and here we met trees, ferny coverts, rocks, and obstacles that piled IN THE WEST COUNTPJE. 69 and tangled themselves in our patli ever more and more. Undaunted, still we scrambled upwards and onwards. Some now lagged behind, seeing no more of that day's run. Our numbers were visibly smaller as we streamed in twos or threes through the bushes. Most were more silent of laugh and chaff, and settled to earnest work now ; all but Bob, who, streaming with water from his cap down (for he had fallen head foremost several times), seemed to have jokes and laughter to the end. For me, my heart was beating so hard it seemed ready to burst ; slight mists came before my eyes ; yet, while Bob ran on, so would I. A horrible wall suddenly seemed to rise in the wood before us. Young Gladman and most of the men splashed at once up to their knees in the river which met it, so got past, 70 IN THE WEST COUNTEIE. l)ut my courage failed at sight of the deep water. Oh ! why had Jack forsaken me ? The last of all, with sore fingers, I somehow clambered to the top of the wall, and beheld a tall stranger waiting below. ' Jump ! ' he cried, stretching up his arms, into which I jumped, and was carefully set on my feet. ' Take breath now — ' he ejacu- lated ; but on a determined shake of my head he caught my hand and ran a few yards ; drao-o-ino; me. Then there was a sudden check. The otter had been headed, and the hounds Avere foiled. A rest ! Oh, how sweet was rest ! My craven heart almost wished they might never find that scent again. The woods were in their freshest beauty around us, but little had we recked of that. I looked round to thank the unknown ; IN THE WEST COUNTPJE. 71 but he had vanished in the group of otter- hunters. A whimper or two, the horn sounds as gaily as ever, and they are back again ; but more slowly. This time I was aware of a pair of strong arms hoisting me up to that hated wall, and the same voice as before ordered — ' Stay there.' Foolish pride urged self-dependence ; so calling back, ' No, thank you ! I don't want help,' I jumped unaided, fell, and bruis- ing my foot on a stone, hobbled on with sobbing breath, never looking behind nie. Past the meeting rivers, and up the other Teign ; over more level ground ; through more woods ; past exquisite bits of river scenery, titanic boulders flung in the bed of the stream ; into a wooded rocky gorge . . . down again a bit, up again ! . . . 72 IN THE WEST COUNTEIE. At last we got to an almost impossible part. My foot was so painful, that, seeing some of the men spring across stream on what seemed easy stepping-stones, I followed. One spring to a round stone wet wdth spray, then with slipping feet to another and another, and then T found myself on a giant flat boulder exactly amid-stream, and just where the water was deepest. Luckless Pleasance ! I had mistaken the stones and was left, hindmost of all, and utterly helpless. The shouts of the hunt came each second fainter down the gorge ; no sound answered my calls upon Jack and Bob. In a few minutes I was alone. Now this may not seem at first hearing so bad. Nevertheless, on looking down, the dark pool on the further side might be six foot IN THE WEST COUNTEIE. 73 deep, as I fearfully judged — having some experience — and I could not swim. There had been a spate very lately, and the water rushed so eagerly, like a brown, living thing round those treacherous stepping-stones, that they misliked me more and more. Besides — from my rock I could not jump back to them ! No matter, Bob would miss me, and surely Jack. Till then I would nurse my wounded foot ; be at rest — a glad rest, drawing my breath still hard — and look around me ; the scene was so exquisite. What if I never saw the tip of the tail of that poor otter we had been so cruelly chasing ? My enthusiasm had vanished ; the sun had risen so high among the trees, it seemed to me the hour must be getting quite late, though it was barely nine o'clock ; and, to 74 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. confess the truth, besides utter fatigue there was a curious feeling creeping over me that might mean hunger. With my browu hair falling like a veil about me, and the sunlight striking down upon my red petticoat and fawn-coloured short skirt and jacket, I began to dream of myself as an Undine, with the sentimentalism of my age. An Undine in strong, laced-up boots, and a cricketing-cap lent me by Jack crown- ing my ' wealth of tresses.' But I clasped my hands round my knees and unconsciously glowered around quite appropriately ; wishing for the help that neither woods nor stones could give. On either side, the trees rose in a green wall, clothing the sides of the gorge. There was only a narrow space left for the revivifying blue sunlight to pierce between, and sparkle IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 75 on the clear brown water that hurried and twisted and foamed Uke an element of life round the white boulders piled in chaos in the narrow bed of the stream. Here midmost I was perched, glad as any midge to feel the sun — a single human speck in that solitude. Here and there in the clear shallows I could see the gravel shining like rare pebbles. The woods around just bursting into leaf were like a brown network all flecked, spangled, and, as it were, dropping with green. And still I was alone. The birds were trilling up the gorge in scattered song; and oh ! if on the bank now what skirtfuls I could have picked of red- campion, deli- cate lady's -smocks, and dearest yellow prim- roses , there were beds of trembling wood anemones, too, and white satin star-flowers in profusion. 7& IN THE WEST COUNTKIE. ' Spring, the sweet spring, is the year's pleasant king; Then blooms each thing, then niaids dance in a ring.' Flash ! flash ! there jumped the trout in the water, showing their silver sides. A wagtail seemed to laugh at me, flirting its saucy tail, as verily it might, for here sat Undine still, and yet there was no knight ! Suddenly a human voice called, ' What is the matter ? ' and there was a man in the correct otter-hunt costume standing on the bank ; a gentleman most certainly, if not a knight. Then, seeing what was the matter, without more ado he jumped into the water, which soon reached above his knees. IX THE WEST COUNTRIE. 11 CHAPTER VL ' We twa hae paicUit i' the burn.' T WAS last left still seated a prisoner on my great rock of unfeeling granite in the middle of the Teign. But my unknown deliverer was wading towards me. He seemed a man of few words ; for all he said in answer to my shamefaced explanations as to how I came in such plight, was to bid me hold tightly round his neck. Then taking me up by one arm, he steadied himself by his leaping-pole. But noticing me wince as he placed me safe on the bank, he asked with a different tone of interest : 78 IX THE WEST COUNTPJE. ' Are you hurt, too ? I was afraid of that, wheu you would jump down that big wall by yourself.' ' So it Avas you ? ' I exclaimed with eager recognition ; ' I thought it was, at every step you took in the water, but I was not sure/ ' Yes ; it was I that gave you a hand, if that is what you mean ? ' he said, more drijlij (to make a mild joke !) than the dripping state of his nether person seemed to me to warrant. ' I thought you had hurt yourself ; and that was how I came to notice that you were not with us when we got out on the moor there,' and he nodded up the ravine. ' But did you come back on purpose to look for me ? How kind of you to stop in the middle of the hunt ! ' I exclaimed shyly, but in a voice overflowino; w^ith o-ratitude, whilst I looked even more thanks. And now^ that I IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 79 had really courage to look at him, he was really a very handsome man, — old, quite old, and not a boy like Jack. ' Kind to prefer helping a snfFering hnman being to making a poor otter snfFer ! " he said with a short laugh, that raised a short brown moustache showing even better teeth than Jack's. ' But my brother — a boy in the Avater — Bob — did he not think of me ? ' I shyly asked with injured sisterly feeling ; while secretly trying to give my loose hair and little red and blue cap a more prim and comme-il-faut appearance. ' If you mean a fair young fellow that Jack Gladman and the others called the March hare, he seemed so perfectly mad after the otter you ought to forgive him,' said my new friend, smihng as if despite himself. ' I am 80 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. an older hand at it ; but Jack might have looked after you himself rather more. His mother will scold him for it, I should think.' ' What ! do you know Mrs. Glad man too?' (joyfully). ' Kno2v her ! She and Wheatfield Farm and Jack are among my oldest and dearest friends and memories ; I should rather think I do know her — well. But we are wasting time, and how are you to get back to her ? I had better carry you to the nearest cottage ; and then we'll see what's next best.' Against this I protested, and did walk bravely a few yards, hurting myself at every step, till my protector suddenly said in a kind scolding voice : ' Now, don't be such a silly child ; ' and so caught me up and bore me through the trees to a cottage near, whether I would or no. m THE WEST COUNTRIE. 81 Secretly I would, for the pain had been sharp. Besides, evidently there was no use remonstrating with a man who used so few words and always had his own way. One felt he would be master; it was in his face and in his voice, or so I thought, being still almost a child in my ideas. If I was right it was woman's instinct, for he had not a frowning brow, or stern deep-set eyes, or a lip that betrayed unfaltering resolution, or anything especially determined in his appear- ance ; and Bob said afterwards, on being privately told my opinion, that it was all bosh ! and he — my deliverer — was the most good-natured fellow in the world, though very likely he wouldn't stand nonsense. Anyway, at the cottage he made me unlace my boot myself, as from modesty I strictly forbade his doing so. And then he borrowed VOL. I. G 82 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. a rough big pony fresh from the harrow, its head being still adorned with blinkers and rope-reins. * Now, can you lend me something by way of a saddle for the young lady ? ' went on the voice of my friend outside. Meanwhile I sat in the cottage kitchen on a settle, and alter- nately marvelled at my new acquaintance, and at the queer German scriptural prints on the walls. Some Autolycus must have found them good pedlar's ware, for every cottage parlour round the country-side was hideous with them. ' Oh, my dear crature — ' answered the cottage goodwife in easy Devonshire tones, without seeming to disturb herself in the least, ' what would us do with a saddle ? Hur'll have to sit on hur ' (this last meaning the mare) ' barebacked just/ IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 83 ' Come now, look here ; I've unharnessed the pony myself, and you've had no trouble, so get me a clean sack like a good soul, — do now.' ' Bless us, a sack ! Johnny, Jemmy, Susan, where is the potato sack to, anyway ? ' 'Don't trouble yourselves. Tve got one ; ' and returning for me, my friend in need coolly routed out a new sack from behind the meal-barrel. He first put it, and then myself triumphantly atop of the vulgar steed ; seized the reins himself. So — walking close beside me lest I should slip — along the lanes we jogged back to Wheatfield Earm, a strange pair. In after days the memory of our homeward conversation all faded away. Only I knew that, short as my companion's re- marks were, they were so full of kindly pity and purpose that soon I found myself, to my G 2 84 m THE WEST COUNTIUE. own surprise, talking to him as if he had been an old friend of the family, or some elder cousin, of whom I was not in the least afraid. It was a long way back ; and once or twice I checked myself, ashamed of my ease and familiarity. But then my friend had been so kind all morning, and was taking such good care of me on the pony. Besides, he knew the Gladmans well, so that he must be * nice.' And not daring to ask his name, I began to spin all sorts of romantic surmises about him in my brain, till it was indeed a tangle. Coming round the bend of the lane, we saw Mrs. Gladman busy tidying her garden under the encircling shade of a straw hat the size of a cart-wheel ; and Mary Munch — her stout, wholesome cook, dairy -woman, and IN THE WEST COUNTEIE. 85 goodness knows wliat not besides ! — absolutely standing idle, with a sun-bonnet tilted over her eyes, and her bare arms akimbo. 'Why, yonder's Missy and Mr. Fulke,' she called out loudly. 'Whatever has hap- pened to hur ? ' 'What! Mr. Pulke !— I am so glad to have you back again among us. But . . . Pleasance, child, is anything the matter?' cried Mrs. Gladman in her turn, hurrying to open the white gate for us. Then, as we both explained my light accident, she caressed me, and said, reassured, ' Well, I am glad you were with Mr. Pulke, at all events. You could not be in better hands.' They had put me down on a garden seat carefully, and only as the name was repeated did it flash through my mind with 86 IN THE WEST OOUNTRIE. bitter disappointment that my good-looking stranger was — only the bank clerk. ' Stay and have some brexfass now, Mr. Fulke/ urged Mary Munch familiarly, as I slowly recovered from my mental shock ; ' I was looking up the lane for Master Jack and the rest, thinking you'd all be as hungry as hunters sure-ly.' 'And she can do nothing, she is so dis- tressed at her grand breakfast being in there uneaten,' laughed Mrs. Gladman. ' Can't — thank you. My poor mother, you know,' lowering his voice. 'This is just the time she would like me to help her outside, to sit in the garden.' ' Ah, well ! but then you will come this evening to tea, at least ? ' To which last the visitor nodded thanks and went off, lifting his hat to me before I IN THE WEST COUNTEIE. 87 could summon any fit form of words in which to express my gratitude to him. By-and-by, after my foot had been dressed with Hly-leaves, and I was settled comfortably on the wooden window-seat in the parlour, having had some of Mary Munch's ' fine brexfass/ Mrs. Gladman said, with a cordial smile, as if sure of my ready sympathy : * Come now, let us talk about Mr. Fulke. Don't you think him very hand- some, Pleasance ? He always reminds me of a young sun-god.' 1 secretly smiled in my imagined superi- ority; for my good old friend had a still romantic heart within her stout body, as I had discovered. ' Well ; I can't say that I exactly thought him a Baldur the Beautiful, though I am sure he is a — very nice young man,' I 88 m THE WEST COUNTRIE. flippantly answered, tossing my head that was humble enough at home as the family goose, hut here, being cockered by unusual caresses. Jack's big boyish devotion, and his mother's fond admiration, had become quite impudent. What a conceited young hussy my dear motherly hostess must have thought me ! But perhaps she knew the tiresome airs of little bread-and-butter misses, which seem a general phase of their existence, since she always bore mine with an angel's patience. Looking at her, by-and-by, I saw by her silence she was hurt. She had left the sunny garden and her pleasant morning's work outside to sit in the dull brown parlour with a lame chit of a girl, and in return was almost snubbed about her favourite Mr. Fulke. Peeling something of this, in secret IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 89 penitence, I hazarded the remark — 'Isn't it rather a pity, as Mr, Fnlke is so pleasant, that he should be only a bank clerk ? ' My idea of banks was hitherto that of our small county town one, between the baker's and the haberdasher's shops. Mrs. Gladman stopped knitting Jack's heather hose, and stared at me in amazement. ' Bless my heart, child ! Why, the bank he is in is one of the oldest in Endand or anyioliere ; and requires the highest interest to get into. Then he may become a junior partner, and think what a fortune he would retire upon some day. I only wish my boy had such a chance ! . . But there, — it is not given to every one to have such a strong, self- denying nature, and give up all the field- sports and pleasant society that a young man is so fond of. Perhaps Jack will be happier 90 IN THE WEST COUNTEIE. on his little patrimony, like his fathers before him, though nowadays it is no such great inheritance/ Knowing that the Gladmans' estate, though retaining its old-fashioned name of farm, ranked respectably among those of the first squires around, whilst the family themselves were acknowledged to be of older origin than most — I was doubly surprised in turn. ' And has Mr. Fulke been accustomed then to field-sports and good society?' I pursued, still half-incredulous ; pulling the mantle of my mother's manner about me, and my voice betraying the fact. 'Don't make a mistake, Pleasance. He is certainly reduced to poverty, through no fault of his ; but he can boast of a far older and better family than either you or I.' * ' Then is it not a pity he did not choose IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 91 one of the professions instead ? ' said the fool- ish spirit possessing my childish mind, as I miconsciously mimicked my mother. 'The army or the Church.' ' Your father was not the worse man for being in trade, I think,' returned Mrs. Glad- man, with such dry significance that the ashamed blood rushed to my cheeks, and quick salt tears to my eyes. Of course our father was always perfect, as every one knew. But now he had become quite a country gentleman ; and though he was ready enough to talk of his past life, our mother deftly turned the subject often — or would intimate to us young ones afterwards, with a flattering praise we lovingly accepted — that he had been a briUiant exception among his fellow- workers ; but that she would not wilUngly see a son of hers go back to the 92 m THE WEST COUNTRIE. class from whicli her husband had raised him- self by his distinguished abilities. Knowing this, as an old family friend, Mrs. Gladman laid her hand tenderly on my arm. ' Perhaps you were arguing for argument's sake, dear ; young people sometimes do.' Demonstrations of affection were supposed ridiculous in our family ; save always those of my father. But his were all of a most unsentimental nature, such as catching us girls and scrubbing our softer faces with his rough whiskers, alternately with kisses. Nevertheless, I stole out my hand to stroke that of my excellent friend, v\^hich completed our restored good understanding. Then she told me a good deal about Mr. Fulke. How that he had a mother living in a pretty cottage half a mile off, up at the glen's mouth — one which I had admired at a IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 93 distance. This poor lady was slowly dying of a painful illness that had darkened her latter life, and made even her son's companionship at times a burden to them both. Yet .his devotion to her, whenever he could get a few spare days, was beautiful ; and he denied him- self in all things for her sake. ' I have known him walk out here from Exeter, and be ill, footsore, and dusty — ^just for that reason, not that he would ever say so ! ' exclaimed Mrs. Gladman, ending her panegyric. (I felt so glad now the poor man had had that lift yesterday in the grocer's cart.) After this, that evening I received Mr. Eulke so graciously when he came before tea, that he sat down beside me with quite an air of good comradeship. * Ah ! I can see by your manner that poor foot is better, Miss Pleasance. It was pain- 94 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. ino; vou when T left the farm this morninor. I saw that ; for you could not speak to me.' He looked at me so honestly with kindly pity, that my heart was full of shame, re- membering why I would not thank him then ; and I looked down. 'Tell me,' he went on, 'have I not got your name right, — Pleasance ? It struck me this morning as so quaint and pretty.' ' I am glad you like it,' I murmured, feeling pleased, for at home my mother sighed secretly, I knew, over the Brown cognomen. ' Yes ; and it just suits her,' said Mrs. Gladman, patting my shoulder, as she ap- proached to call us to tea. Then Jack insisted on carrvins^ me. He quite bothered me with his sorrow and IN THE WEST COUNTEIE. 95 contrition ; but he did not lift me nearly so comfortably as my previous bearer. Tea was a noble meal at the farm ; very different from our former schoolroom milk and water diet. Mrs. Gladman gloried in her snowy table-linen and the brightness of her silver tea and coffee service. Then there was always such a great round of pressed beef for Jack and Bob to whet their appetites on ; and the home-made bread was so excellent ; the butter and cream sur- passing all I have ever tasted since ; besides the great fresh currant-cakes and home-made gooseberry jam that Bob and I devoured nightly between us. At this excellent repast our new guest laughingly described how I had distinguished myself that morning in the otter-hunt. 'I saw a young Atalanta come flying past 96 IN THE WEST COUNTPJE. me, Mrs. Gladman, taking every fence like a bird.' * Jack's cousins ran better than I did, for they kept up all day,' I interposed, in the interests of justice, though highly flattered. *What? Emmy and Bessie — oh, they have got such big feet, no wonder they can cover the ground,' scoffed Jack ; * but,' looking at me with silly partiality, like the dear booby he was, ' how your tiny little ones can fly along at such a pace is a wonder ! ' 'And a nice sort of goose she was to go and stick on a rock in a hop-o'-my-thumb river like that,' put in brother Bob, stufBiig his mouth full. He considered the sort of adukition going on very hurtful to a sisterly nature, so felt bound to counteract it. IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 97 Mrs. Gladraan also thinking the convers- ation too personal for me, turned it. * Well, Bob, how would you like to give up thoughts of the army and live in Devonshire with us ? ' ' Wouldn't I just ? ' said the youth. ' Only my mother says, I must be a soldier. So long as there is peace I'll like it jolly well, I dare- say ; but I do not see the fun of being shot.' *You are more honest than brave then/ said the stranger with an amused laugh. ' Oh, I'm just like lots of other fellows. (Some more jam, please.) There's an old pensioner with a wooden leg in the village near our place. Stoke — ^he's called Jerry Plant, — and he told me when the bullets were flying round him he'd have liked to run but for shame's sake, and the men round wouldn't have let him get away. " Eight you are, VOL. I. H 98 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. Jerry/' said I, " and I know I'd have liked to race you." ^ ' And is old Jerry alive still ? ' asked Mr. Fulke with roused interest. ' I mean does he still adorn your home, Stoke ? ' 'Oh, he's all alive. But he's not at Stoke itself. That's our own place, and the best one in England, too,' quoth Bob easily. ' It is the dearest old home in the world ! ' I warmly added, both of us rushing into our favourite subject, till I noticed that Mrs. Gladman was troubled ; and remembered we might be recalling to the guest how his family had lost their estate. ' Pray don't stop them. It does me good to listen to such warm affection for their home,' he said, in an undertone to Mrs. Gladman. IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 99 However, Jack turned the talk, blundering in d propos of nothing. ' Well, if I was in any man's shoes, I'd as soon as any one else be you, Fulke. Still ; though I'll never have a fortune, nor make one on the Farm, perhaps for a stupid chap like me I'm as happy as I am/ His older friend smiled kindly on the honest young fellow, and quoted — ' Happy the man whose wish and care A few imtei'ndl acres bound, Content to breathe his native air In his own ground.' That evening, and the following ones, what merry times we had with Jack and his friend at casino, commerce, and such good old games; whilst Mrs. Gladman laughed at us, sewing placidly under the lamp. But our days were soon made even more pleasant by H 2 100 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. Mr. Fulke, who had promised to give Bob lessons in fishing — himself being the most accomplished angler far or near, as we learnt. So, my foot being soon better, I must needs go with them too. What merry forenoons down the glen were those we spent ! lunching under the birches and rowans, and then rambling homewards lazily while Mr. Fulke fished upon his way. Bob carried the basket with admiring eyes, and I was laden with great sprays of hawthorn-blossom. It was the time w^hen ' The palm and May make country-houses gay ; ' Lambs frisk and play, the shepherds pipe all day, And we hear aye birds tune this merry lay, — Cuckoo, jug-jug, pu-we, tu-witta-woo.* Jack, meanwhile, used to pity himself for having to attend some large spring fairs, which IN THE WEST COUNTEIE. 101 lie vowed were dull instead of our society, for he loved Mr. Fulke dearly : but Bob abso- lutely worshipped him like a devoted dog. Then Mr. Fulke went away. And although he had used to say so few words, his large presence seemed to have brought a sunlight of soul into the old brown parlour, we were so dull without him. But then we likewise said good-bye ; and once more saw Stoke woods welcoming us. Of course, after our parents' caresses and remarks on our improved condition were done, our brethren boisterously demanded full par- ^M^ ticulars of our visit to Arcadia. Bob, there- by upon, burst into blaring praise of our new friend, whose virtues he could have trumpeted ^J) for hours unwearied ; but, I, without quite knowing why, had become shy of doing the same now I was home again. 102 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. Mj mother, listening, asked me how- ever some details as to Bob's last hero ; and then lifting her eyebrows ever so slightly with languid gentleness of manner pro- nounced — ' One of Mrs. Gladman's proteges, I see. Good soul ! she is always taking up people who have come down in the world. He can't be anything very much ; so I hope you were not too intimate with him, young as you are.' Too intimate ? My heart sank, remember- ing how freely Bob and I had babbled to that bank clerk, till he must have known about Stoke and its charms and our pursuits almost as well as ourselves. And he had always drawn us out more and more — unless we came near revealing too much of home life; then, I remembered, he had always checked our impulsive tongues. IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 103 In time I did forget Mr. Eulke ; yet, till I had grown up and grown out of those pleasant memories, he remained my ideal of a good son, fisherman, clerk, and loyal gentleman. 104 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. CHAPTER VII. TT7E have all grown nmcli, much older, since last I described our happy visit to Dartmoor in our golden age. And now a great family event is agitating our circle. Alice is engaged to be married, to one of the matrimonial big prizes of last season — the rich Sir Dudley Digges. It is after a London season — my first season, which seemed to me all hurry, racket, some dehghts and perhaps more disappoint- ment ; and in which nobody fell in love with me, nor I with anybody so far as I knew ; though secretly longing to have met two or IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 105 three once-seen partners again — after all this we were once more at dear Stoke, to prepare for Alice's wedding. Sir Dudley was expected to arrive in the afternoon, and there was to be a great family gathering to meet him. Beau had foregone some last days at Cowes to be present. Having set the seal of his ap- proval upon AHce's union, to my mother's great delight ; for she looked on her first-born as an oracle of the world of fashion. He was now a ' young man about town ; ' not knowing what work he should do, in spite of my father's re- commendations, nor much wishing to discover any ; rather fine — but still very kind to us all. Bob had come gaily from his crammers, dry with knowledge, he said, and thirsting for fun. Rose, who had been left in the country with her governess, was wild to see a wedding. lOG IN THE WEST COUNTHIE. These two last were noAV plying me with questions, as to how it all happened ? which I was unsuccessfully trying to parry. For the truth w^as that I had felt a certain fastidious regret about ' losing ' my sister, and to Sir Dudley too, which Alice herself had promptly laughed me into suppressing. It was before five o'clock tea-time ; and we happened to have the dear old drawing-room to ourselves. Stoke was like Adam and Eve's bower that summer. Flowers, flowers were everywhere, from those beautifully painted on the brown-panelled walls to the rarest of orchids massed in the dehcate china jars or fairy-like ideas in Venetian glass which our mother's exquisite taste had disposed around. She had delightfully modernized this old- fashioned room. The colours were all of the richest but subdued shades. Generations m THE WEST COUNTEIE. 107 (of former owners) had amassed with lovmg pride the beautiful objects around ; Venetian chandehers, Eastern hangings, old miniatures, matchless ivory and ebony furniture, stiff and fragile ; but for comfort — oh ! the deepest and most delicious of modern lounges to ' do nothing ' in. And roses — roses everywhere — peeped in ; framing the long glass windows set wide open, and giving vistas of fresh flowers glowing all round the smooth greensward, where the fountains always plashed in their pebbled nooks and creepers trailed over from their flower-full vases. Then away below the terraced slope, the lake gleamed in the sunlit glen — surrounded by the deep green woods which refreshed the eyes, insensibly wearied by the intense brilliance of the flower-beds burning with geraniums and anemones. ' But how did he propose ? tell us that ? ' 108 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. cried Rose directly, transfixing me with her bright brown eyes. Rose was declared by our mother — (as youngest she was the favourite) — to have the most common sense of us all. ' Yes ; that's it/ chirped Bob, putting his long yellow head quizzically on one side. " Oh well ; I may tell you that, for Alice told several of her friends while I was by one day, so I heard it,' I replied, feeling sure of my ground, and faithfully repeating our eldest sister's words. ' She said she never thought the old thing (I mean, correcting myself, she said the dear old thing) cared about her till one afternoon he began mumbling so to her she could not think what he was saying. But at last he asked clearly, might he speak to mother, so Alice guessed of course, and said he had much better, thinking it would save trouble. Then he went to mother, who was IN THE WEST COUNTEIE. 109 sitting in her boudoir — and they arranged it all between them.' * And was that all ? ' uttered Bob dis- gusted, whilst Rose scrutinized me still with calmly expectant eyes. ' Oh well, nearly all — at least Alice said ; ''then he just touched her fringe with his beard, and she felt in such a panic lest he had made it look frightful for the afternoon under her bonnet ; " that was all — ' I ended, as- suming an air of cynical lightness. My younger brother and sister eyed me with evident disapprobation. ' And that's what you women have all been making such a fuss about. I call it very poor sport/ pronounced Bob in disgust. ' Yes, and I didn't expect it of you, Pleasance, either, to speak in such a heartless way about it. Why, I don't believe Alice 110 m THE WEST COUNTEIE. can care for him one bit ! ' added Rose, denouncing my vvorldliness. Whilst I — conscious of having cried bitterly in secret at the idea of our pretty Alice tying herself voluntarily to a middle-aged dullard — dropped my wedding-mask of complacency and looked at them both rather miserable-eyed. ' What's the use of tormenting oneself when Alice is so delighted about it; and mother and Beau, and all the rest of the world ? ' I abruptly asked. ' Oh, none at all,' promptly agreed Bob. ' Only you look as if you had been doing so all the same ! which as yourself remarked is foolish. So long as Alice likes it, wdiat's the odds ? ' Here he began airily trying to balance my mother's best Sevres bonbonniere on his nose, to its extreme peril and my terror. m THE WEST COUNTRIE. Ill *Well, no; you can't help it, Pleasance/ chimed in Rose, who like Bob had begun to see the matter from another side, and to think any extreme personal sensibility on my part misplaced. She was happy in having a mind that always trotted cheerfully along the level in opinions, and even dipped and rose as little in joys and sorrows as could reasonably be consistent with a loving little heart and good temper. But I felt as if the rest of my family were always weighing me, even in small matters, and finding me light in the balance. Mene, mene^ tekel, upharsin! — My own fault. Why must I be ever dangerously climbing along the heights of enthusiasm or painfully floundering in the depths of woe ? ' You might tell us what our brother-in-law is like, however,' pursued Bob ; nearly upset- 112 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. ting two fragile chairs and a little table by stretching his legs out to their extremest length before him, and his arms behind his head likewise to an alarming extent as he yawned. *Yes, do begin; what is his hair like?' demanded Rose. 'It is not so much black-silvered as grizzled/ I replied, transposing Hamlet. ' But it's thick enough still except for one bald patch just on the crown, and he has a beard rather less grizzled, that always seems trying to turn up and look at his face.' ' That's pretty — Rose ! Well, what sort of sized man is he, Pleasance ? ' ' Oh, he is big enough and stout, too ; not amiss in that way.' (I secretly admired men of goodly stature.) 'His head may be a trifle large ; but not much.' IN THE WEST COUNTEIE. 113 ' That's better, Bob ; and what eyes, Pleasance ? ' ' His eyes are not good, poor man. They are small and light-coloured, and his eye- lashes are very pale.' ' Dreadful ! He must look just like a pig,' ejaculated Rose, hitting off a resemblance in poor Sir Dudley's eyes which had secretly struck me before. ' He did not make himself, or choose his eyes either,' was my retort, nevertheless ; feeling the censure too unfair. ' Well, but look here, Pleasance,' cried Bob, raising his voice as requesting a final decision. ' Since we are acknowledged to be a family of two sorts. Browns and Beaumanoirs, which division will our respected brother-in-law belong to — the stupids or the shining Hghts, eh?' VOL, I. I 114 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. *Well, I think he is certainly more of a goose than a swan,' I answered laughing. ' Perhaps as he is a great gourmand and complains of a liver, we might call him a Strasburg goose ! ' * Pleasance ! — I am shocked and surprised ! ' said my mother's voice. Entering with her light footfall, she had heard the latter part of our conversation, and added in a tone low but so cold it withered me : ^ It is w^rong, even unchristian, to prejudice your young brother and sister in this way. What better do you expect, I w^onder, than such a splendid match as your elder sister is making? Sir Dudley Digges's personal merits quite satisfy the rest of your family ; but your ideas are so ridicul- ous that perhaps you will want to turn nurse or missionary, or to marry a penniless curate. At least, I beg you will not try to make Rose IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 115 as foolish as yourself; for some day I look to her making quite as good a marriage as Alice.' Contrary to her usual self-possession our mother left the room after saying this, her step somewhat agitated, and her still graceful figure heaving with an anger she would not otherwise betray. Unlucky me ! . . . Why, oh why ! had she not come five minutes sooner to have heard the perfect propriety of my sentiments, till the honest expressions of my favourite brother and sister had stirred my heart ? ' Poor Pleasance ! You have put your foot in it this time,' uttered Bob in a pitying voice. ' I am so sorry ! But perhaps we had better take ourselves out of sight for a little till it has blown over,' added Rose, young as she was, being practical. I finished my tea in I 2 116 m THE WEST COUNTRIE. guilty silence, and we stole out on the lawn, just out of direct view of the windows, but ready if summoned to the august Digges' presence. Meanwhile, we had heard my father's quick cheery step in the inner hall ; then my mother evidently arrested the onward progress we were all three hailing with joy. It flashed upon me, with that quick insight we gain into the motives of those with whom we live, that her reason in going out to meet him so quickly, was to avoid my father's entering during any possible further discus- sion of Sir Dudley. Somehow I felt sure he was in sympathy with me ; that his evident sorrow at losing his pretty Alice was deeper than it need have been, whilst there seemed a forced acqui- IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 117 escence when mother so often with gentlest artifices strove to place his future son-in-law before him in the most flattering light. Yes ; many little things — half-sighs I had caught, if no one else, a look stolen at Alice now and again of troubled, fond inquiry, an almost imperceptible clouding of that dear sunny face when the subject of the marriage was uppermost — all came with new conviction to my mind. I was sorry for him, dear old dad ; but wonderfully consoled by the thought that we two felt alike. ' What are you three out here for, looking as glum as owls ? ' asked Alice, tripping out of the glass-door, and looking so pretty and light-hearted as she joined us. Her golden- brown hair was waved all over her small head, and fringed on her forehead. She had the roundest of laughing faces, with no 118 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. noticeable features but good eyes and a most kissable little mouth with perfect teeth — the general effect being that of a charm- ing child's face. ' She looks so innocent/ said many people. Truly, as Shakspeare sang ; ' If she be made of red and white, Her faults shall ne'er be known.' But before any of us could or would answer Alice, a little Gothic door near us, leading from the shrubbery, opened with a sharp click, and Miss Bee Beaumanoir appeared beside us, emerging with the briskness of a female Jack-in-the-box. Although she was expected this evening, still she always con- trived to make her mode of arrival 2^?e-expected to her own vast delight. * Well, chickabiddies ! here I am,' she exclaimed, as we crowded round her. She IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 119 seemed positively to have the very same gown and bonnet on her spare little person as when first we had beheld her. ' So here's the pretty bride. Well, Miss Brown, my dear, I hope you're not too fine to speak to me.' (For years she had taken peculiar pleasure in addressing Alice with this sentence.) 'Is your bridegroom paying a good price for you, eh ? But I won't keep you now ; for I've an idea that he was driving along the approach as I took the short cut through the shrubbery. So be off to meet him. No, no — we won't come in until the tender greetings are over ! ' Alice shrugged her pretty shoulders and went indoors, still turning her head to smile and nod back at us, with a most easy dis- engaged air. Her figure looked charming in her pale-pink summer gown that fitted 120 IN THE WEST COUNTETE. exquisitely, and was coquettishly trimmed with lace on flounces and furbelows. ' Upon my word, Alice looks as if she had been turned into a jelly, and run into that gown,' went on Miss Beaumanoir, as I may sometimes call her, since she did not greatly like being often addressed as 'aunt.' Then turning to me : ' Now, child, let me see you ! Come ; you're filled out, and grown taller than ever ; but you're too pale, and you've still got that old trick of looking one through and through with those great eyes of yours. Pray, why are you not in a pink gown too, instead of this sad-coloured grey calico ? ' ^ You see, Alice always dislikes so much our dressing alike, as if we had no different ideas between us,' I murmured. ' So as she always wears pinks and blues, and that she chooses my dresses for me — ' m THE WEST COUNTRIE. 121 ' You get only greys and greens/ cried my grand-aunt with an expressive grimace. ' Pleasance, my dear, with your want of spirit, what a nice sort of first season you must have had! Did Alice allow you an^ admirers, or did she throw you a few of her cast-off ones ? But you were always the same from a child ; why can't you assert your own rights instead of being made to sit with your back to the horses through life.' ' Some one 77mst give up in a large family, if things are to go smoothly,' I answered, flashing out with an evidence of possessing some of that spirit my grand-aunt disbelieved in. But she did not heed — being engrossed suddenly like Bob and Kose in listening to the sound of voices in the drawing-room. We all crept nearer, just sheltered by the projection of the bay window. It was a 122 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. shabby trick; but our grand-aunt was fore- most. ' Yes ! I drove along very comfortably from the station in Mr. Brown's dog-cart. Thought you would have come to meet me, Alice .... Oh, all right — doesn't matter ! ' Sir Dudley was heard saying in a thick voice, without the smallest variation of tone. ' Had a queer sort of companion, though. An old woman who was trailing her gown along in the dust, just like the fooKshness of those kind of people (not that it was worth picking out of the gutter) ; she hailed me and asked, if I was coming in this direction, would I kindly give her a lift. So, 'pon my honour, as it's so hot a day, and she seemed carrying a bundle, or something that must have tired her, you'll all think me very soft, but I said *' Up you get ! " and she hopped up. How- IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 123 ever, your groom seemed to know about her, for he whispered to me it was all right.' Miss Bee crept nearer the window. ' But what became of her ? ' asked my mother rather anxiously. ' Well, I brought her up your drive here till we came to what I saw was the back way to the stables and so forth, so then I said, " My good woman ! you had better get down here ; that's evidently your road." So down she got, and I suppose at this moment she is being entertained by your cook. Queer old girl — wonder who she was ? ' 'Would you know her again if you saw her ? ' asked our venerable aunt, suddenly stepping in through the open low window. Tableau inside ! Sir Dudley's feelings and those of my mother may be imagined. 124 IN THE WEST COUNTKIE. CHAPTER VIII. rpHE days that now preceded the wedding seemed still all racket and bustle no less than in London, if differently so ; and I felt even more alone. Each post and train brought wedding-presents and new dresses, to see which unpacked gave the greatest dehght to every female mind in the house, next to receiving these themselves ; yet generally, when I cried out with admiration at sight of some fresh lovely object, Alice would carelessly answer after this fashion : * Why, I thought I had shown it to every- body the other day. Don't bother, Pleasance IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 125 dear. Oh, the Mackenzies sent it, or the Mackintoshes, I believe — shabby enough of them ! Now I must settle about the brides- maids' dresses, and you are only in the way. You might just go out to the garden and amuse poor old Dudley.' Sir Dudley, smoking rather sulkily along the terraces, would however have none of my timidly -offered ministrations. Plainly if Ahce would not herself come for one of the tete-d- Ute interviews he stolidly tried to get and she as laughingly avoided, he declined all others of the inferior sex ; but consoled himself with the ' Times,' or was conducted for the fiftieth time round the farmyard by father with anxious efforts for his entertainment. One especial day, thus reheved from my disagreeable task, I roamed in the gardens to enjoy a few moments of sweet, perfect stillness 126 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. away from the house turmoil. Though every tree, bush, and flower of dear Stoke welcomed me back, yet there was still a sense of disappointment in my heart, and I wished myself a child again. Little though Alice had allowed me to be her companion, the vague hope of becoming more to her had always led me on — though she would have laughed at my sisterly longing as sentimental. Really, I was lonely those days ; and no one clung more to companionship. My mother ? — well, she liked first to enjoy a large and exclusive share of my father's society ; next, that of her favourite children ; lastly, she had the constant care of our position in society. Beau was a Sevres china sort of elder brother, much admired from a distance, but seldom brought into contact with us country bump- kins. Bob, my best-beloved, seldom seemed m THE WEST COUNTRIE. 127 to care, wlien at home, to give up an hour's amusement for me. Rose was still fast bound by that iron rule, perhaps wholesome, of many English mothers like our own, whose school- room girls are not permitted to be seen except at lunch-time ; their society being restricted to that of their governess, and their wildest indulgences to currant-cake at six-o-clock tea and a good cry over the ' Heir of RedclyfFe.' I scarcely ever saw her. My father alone — ! But as I was thinking, he came down the gravelled path towards me. He had evidently escaped from Sir Dudley, and was weary, for the old quick tread was slow and heavy. ' Well, my pet ! why are you by yourself? ' he asked, putting his arm round my shoulders, and relaxing from his occupied air into a slow saunter of satisfaction. ' I don't 128 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. like to see you so much alone, do you know, Pleasance ? It's not good for young people.' ' Who is there for me to be with ? ' I asked, glad and contented at once by his presence, adding with a mock pout, a piece of silly gaiety I never indulged in to others : ' You never have time to spare for me now ; and you know very well no one else especially wants me/ ' Ah, well,' said my father with a quick half-sigh that surprised me, as he tightened his embrace, ' I can't give you as much companionship as I would like, dear ; but as I may have to lose you too, like Alice, I can hardly tell you, my child, how earnestly I trust your husband may be a good man whom you can entirely love and respect' IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 129 I thought of Sir Dudley almost with a shudder; and drew closer to his shoulder, exclaiming, ' Oh, father, I never want to leave you!' He smiled, well pleased, but rather sadly (I remember wondering why at the time). ' My pet ; we must part in the course of nature long before your life's race will be run. May the All- wise Father of us all send you a udser, better companion on the road than your old father.' ' Please, sir,' said a footman appearing at this moment, ' Mrs. Brown wants you particu- larly to come in.' We two approached the windows — our first dear discourse since many a day thus stopped short. My mother rustled out, in her in- variably handsome dress, to meet us ; looking like an anxious General whose second in VOL. I. K 130 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. command had left her alone to bear the day's heat and burden. * My dear, do you know that Sir Dudley is alone in the drawing-room ? ' she said, in gentle reproach. Then turning to me with a more injured tone : ' And really, Pleasance, instead of idling, you might be helping your poor sister, I think. There are two dozen notes of thanks for presents to be written, and you can easily imitate Alice's hand. She has left the list for you in the library.' In very truth, since early morning till late at night, I had been slaving and toiling for Alice, without a word of thanks or even recognition ; yet it was only now I felt really vexed. I knew Alice liad time in plenty to write her own letters, since she simply flitted like a butterfly from her dresses to her presents : and then — well, she might have m THE WEST COUNTRIE. 131 deigned to consult me a little about my own bridesmaid's dress ! On second thoughts, how- ever, my sister was more anxious to suit the rather different figures and complexions of the two Miss Pawletts, nieces of the bridegroom. Lady Paw^lett, Sir Dudley's sister, was a person of influence in London society, and ' so much depended on pleasing her ! ' our mother had anxiously said, thinking of her daughter's first flight alone from the paternal nest. Out upon my selfishness, then ! — yet I wished our wedding over, whilst turning meekly indoors. ' But, Ada, this is becoming a tax,' said my father decidedly. ' Alice must come and entertain Sir Dudley herself, instead of putting it on all of us.' ' She is so busy, poor child,' said my mother excusingly. ' She has been setting K 2 132 IN THE WEST COUNTEIE. out all her presents in my boudoir for show ; and he will go in and disturb her so, she says, that really she can do nothing right.' ' No matter ; it is her duty to try and please him, so the sooner she begins the better.' ' It will be all right, you will see, after marriage,' declared my mother with such a tone of thorough conviction in her voice, that I, hearing no more, might well suppose the discussion ended.' This was one of her favourite maxims. Per- haps, secretly, she believed in its infallibility from her own experience ; since certainly her own was a case in point. Herself supposed to have made a match rather of prudence and esteem than of affection — although my father's ardent attachment to the poor county m THE WEST COUNTKIE. 133 beauty was a matter of history — there was no doubt that ' after marriage ' he had en- tirely won her heart by devoting to her a life-time of constant, forbearing devotion ; whilst she recognized that such a wise superior mind as his does not always accom- pany so large and patient a heart. We all knew that whilst loving her own way and to affect rule, yet she leaned in the main more on my father's strong Brown sense than she would have owned — even at the very time she might be trying to sway him to a Beaumanoir whim, and that seldom in vain, by the affection he bore her. ' Slaving away, Cinderella 1 ' remarked my grand-aunt's cynical old voice. ' Bless me, how hot I am ! I've been out with Bob breaking in the bay filly till I nearly got a sunstroke. It's a pity I've not a fortune, 134 m THE WEST COUNTRIE. or I'd leave it all to that boy. We've been enjoying ourselves finely, while you've been moped in this dark library till you look as grave and lonely as a nun. I'll tell you what it is, Pleasance, you want hillets doux and chiffons to brighten you up, as the Prench say, who know women well. With a pink dress like Alice's, and a lover, you'd see what a different girl you would be/ ' I must be different, indeed, if I could stand a lover like Alice's,' I cried, gathering up all my notes that Miss Bee's old shawl had swept far and wide over the polished floor. My grand-aunt was most kind to me, yet her sympathy was not always pleasing. She pickled her good-nature in vinegar too often, and was as exaggerated in her words IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 135 as in her dress and manners. She would have given us to her last crust and penny with all her kindly queer heart, but had not to give me other gifts most prized from those we love, — wise womanly counsel, delicate understanding, all the guidance, forbearance, and help that are the fruits of experience and affection in our elders. Besides, one could better romp with dear old Bee than venerate so ^^^-venerable a grand-aunt. One afternoon, two days later, I was sitting alone in the little flower-garden, called My Lady's garden, after a long dead Lady Betty, who had married a Bracy when George L was king ; and had left for all memories of a short sweet youth, this pretty pleasaunce planned in the bride-year that was her last; and a full-length por- 136 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. trait inserted in the wainscoting of our inner hall. So, I was alone, and for once idle. The others had all gone off, a large party, in the coach to meet Lady Pawlett and her daughters at the station ; Beau driving, but Bob consoling himself loudly with the horn. / There is hardly room for you, Pleasance,* Alice had said graciously, as prime minister ; ' still come if you like/ ' Pleasance, there is no room for you ; so you will stay and see that tea is ready for us,' my mother gently commanded, adding in a lower tone : ' I want Sir Dudley and Alice to have the back seat to themselves, and it does not really matter much about your making friends with the Pawlett girls.' So they started, and in the sunny, sleepy IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 137 afternoon I was sitting in the remotest corner of this my favourite nook, hilled by the hour, the unusual quiet, the heavy flower-scents, and the ' hot noise of bees/ There were several summer-houses hidden in various green recesses of My Lady's garden, — a shell- house, a thatched bower inlaid with wood, and this last, my favourite, lined with blue Dutch tiles showing the true story of Reynard the Fox. It had low oaken seats in which one could really rest, and look out through lattices of coloured glass — wide- opened this day — at the lake and glen on one side ; or up green alleys lined with flowers, to where above the topmost terraces some gable or chimney of Stoke could just be seen. I was looking out of one of the windows, framed in sweet jessamine, my head leant idly on my hand, and a book dropped 138 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. side-ways cloAvn, while I hummed from memory — ' Gather ye rosebuds while ye may, Old time is still a-flying ; And this same flower that smiles to-day, To-morrow will be dying.' Before the last murmm-ed word had left my parted lips, there was a rustle below among the leaves. What — who was this . . . ? h. young man was gazing up at me, and I having never seen him before gazed back astonished. How long he had been there I did not know ; but in those few silent seconds that followed, his face, as he stood still in the vivid sunlight, was stamped as clearly on my memory as his figure stood out distinct against the vew-hedo:e behind. If I shut my eyes now, I could — if I still w^ould — see him just so again. IN THE WEST COUNTEIE. 139 Not of tall stature, but, in the old-fashioned phrase, goodlj in face ; well-built and active. He had crisply- waved chestnut hair and some- what redder moustache, a clear-cut nose that seemed almost as expressive of its owner's moods as his other features, and the most sleepy, laughing, good-humoured blue eyes in the w^orld upturned towards me. How many more moments still the situation might have lasted I cannot tell, but that (being far too shy to speak first) my pale cheeks felt a sudden crimson tide. He took off his hat. * Miss Pleasance Brown, I think ? The butler told me you were in the garden. It seems I was not expected till a later train. May I introduce myself? My name is Clair St. Leger.' * Oh yes ; excuse my not knowing sooner. 140 IN THE WEST COUNTKIE. You are to be Sir Dudley's best man/ I murmured, coming forward to the arbour- door with all the gracious dignity I could muster, to greet such a distinguished wed- ding-guest. He sprang lightly up the steps to meet my proffered hand. ' We have heard of you from my eldest brother, too,' I went on ; 'I believe you are a great friend of his. Beau has driven the coach over to meet you. He will be so sorry.' ' Well, I cannot be very sorry, as it gives me the pleasure of seeing this charming spot ; and of making your acquaintance a little sooner,' he replied. His voice had that indescribable charm, which the French rightly therefore term the je ne sais quoi, of a man who has so lived in the world and its best society, that it has made him what he is ; while he and his like m THE WEST COUNTRIE. 141 make it. In manner, too, he had a peculiarly soft winning way, a graceful ease ; (I know a few unkind acquaintance called this impu- dence — but there seldom was a more universal favourite). Now, seeing I was an ingenue, he took the lead, yet with an air of most court- eous deference that flattered my young pride. He asked me to show him the garden, with which he declared himself already fascinated — ' This fairy-like domain, where you were looking out of your bower-lattice like an enchanted princess,' he laughingly called it. So I did the honours of the yew hedges and pleached alleys ; the showers of white jessamine or sweet honeysuckle that brushed our faces as we passed under arches almost closed with blossoms; the pebbled paths and paved runnels down which little streamlets always trickled, fed fresh from the hill above. He 142 IN THE WEST COUNTKIE. gathered me a softly-pale pink rose that was out of my reach ; and I gravely gave hhn a sv^eet white bud. ' It is lovely ; but is it appropriate ? ' he asked, luring me to a bench shaded from the hot afternoon sun. Then, as I looked at him full in questioning surprise, he added — just veiling his eyes with lashes as long as any woman's, while a peculiar little dainty twitch of his clearly-cut nose seemed to imply, that though the words coming were not worth his smile, yet they meant in his own mind a little more than common (very likely he fancied the trick unnoticed) — 'Would not a red bud have described me better? I am afraid it would,' he went on. ' I have a sort of theory about roses. Miss Pleasance . . Brown.' (How long invented, I now wonder ?) ' See ! white roses are for innocence and childhood ; IN THE WEST COUNTEIE. 143 but this lovely pink one of yours, only just tinged a little warmer in the heart, ought to describe yourself ; while the deep red means the older, perhaps sinful, beings who have lived so much longer in the world — like me.' ' But can innocence not go beyond the days of childhood ? ' I asked, half-startled to find myself classed in the pink stage. ^Why, yes — it may, of course; only I meant, perhaps, more the ij/norance of the good and evil of this world,' he laughed, looking at me out of those blue eyes that had such a caressing expression. ' To have " lived and loved," is^ not that to know ? — And it would surprise me very much if you had passed through a season without having seen some such effect in others, around you. Al- though I could almost dare to swear' (looking at me keenly), ' that it is only from such a 144 m THE WEST COUNTRIE. rejected glow that your rose might take a shade of pink.' My face was pink enongli now. ' I forgot — I wanted to make a bouquet for my father's study-table/ I murmured for an answer, scarcely alarmed at his idle words ' and slow soft look, yet with a strange feeling. ' Let me help you. I am very fond of making bouquets,' cried Mr. St. Leger, rising at once to gather my flowers. Then when my lap was full, and that he had wooed me to equanimity again with moss rose-buds, and won me altogether back to happy converse by the daintiest sprays of clematis and hop tendrils gathered above my reach, we sat down again together ; while he chose out which flowers I should use as pleased his sovereign liking. We were like a pair of IN THE WEST COUNTEIE. 145 innocent children. He scolded mj imputed want of skill. I retorted upon his conceit. It was all such simple, innocent amusement that I need hardly have felt so startled, when there came calls through the garden, and Alice and Beau, of all people ! appeared searching for us. ' Pleasance ! how could you be so forgetful as not to have given poor Mr. St. Leger some tea ? ' cried Alice chidingly, after a bright welcome to the guest. *We have all been back some time ; and were wondering what had become of you.' * I did ask him, but he preferred staying here,' I murmured, falling back with a sort of shock into my subdued position of the one who did everything wrong. * Yes. I declared for tea-roses instead of tea, and lilies instead of late luncheon,' VOL. I. L 146 IN THE WEST COUNTEIE. interposed Clair St. Leger, taking in the situation at a glance, and taking up my defence against the disapproving looks of both Beau and my sister; adding with a laugh: *To own the truth, I had had a glass of sherry and a biscuit from the butler when I arrived.' 'That is all right, old chap,' uttered Beau with a satisfied air, in his rather affected drawl, as he glanced at me, reassured on the score of my good behaviour ; adding graciously : *Pleasance has been taught by having brothers, what are the real wants and likings of misrepresented man.' Who ? — I ! Secretly I hung my head, for it had never once occurred to me that my pleasant companion's sportiveness among the flowers and over our bouquet arose from the secret consciousness of having had sherry and IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 147 biscuits ; but I kept my own counsel. As Alice and I went towards the house. Beau and his friend following us in affectionate discourse, my sister said, glancing at me curiously : ' Really it quite looked as if you and Mr. St. Leger were flirting together when I first saw you. Take care, Pleasance ; that is going ahead rather fast.' ' Flirting ? Did you ever know me flirt before,' — in an injured tone. ' No, never. I don't believe it is in you,' laughed Alice good-naturedly, but with a certain something of secret superiority as she said so. ' Only /le is supposed to know as much about it as most people. Come 1 — Mamma was inclined to be angry because you were not in to receive us, but I'll make it all straight.' I followed her into the drawing-room, L 2 148 m THE WEST COUNTPJE. feeling rather injured and abashed, for really it sometimes struck me that my mother would understand me better if Alice did not always interpose as if a necessary ambassador between us. There, Lady Pawlett, a tall handsome woman with dark eyes, looked me all over; but did not take the trouble to say anything ; though turning to my mother next moment she began talking with effusive warmth, and most agreeably as she sipped her tea. The two Misses Pawlett, middle-sized, plain girls, looked at me too in a stolid way ; made a sort of soundless effort each to speak, but produced no word, apparently because they had nothing to say. Evidently, having come to stay with us, they considered it only fit they should be entertained, but had no idea of entertaining me ; although I had rushed desperately into IN THE WEST COUNTEIE. 149 conversation in the hopes of atoning for my pleasant indiscretion in the garden. Alice had gaily retreated under cover of allowing some mild love-making to Sir Dudley in the next room. By her quizzical look towards me, she knew already what a hopeless task she had left me. It was an inexpressible relief when my mother rose and proposed showing her guests to their rooms to rest before dinner; which offer Lady Pawlett accepted with cheerful alacrity, observins; : ' It does take me so much longer to dress properly after a journey. But my girls will take a nap instead, I know — lazy children 1 You see I am the active one of the family, dear Mrs. Brown.' Miss Pawlett, at this, gave a sort of mysterious smile, observing in a strangely 150 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. impressive undertone : ' It's often the best way of passing one's time.' Miss Amy Pawlett, the other 'child' of three or four-and-twenty, followed in obedient silence ; giving one backward look of some slow regret, however, at Beau and his friend St. Leger, who just then crossed the inner hall on their way to the former's private den. IN THE WEST COUNTEIE. 151 CHAPTER IX. TTP-STAIRS in my own room, for a de- licious hour and a half before dinner, I was free to think again over what had passed. Why — what was it? I had only been in the garden, and seen a stranger. And now he was not a stranger any more ; while I felt so much richer by having found such a pleasant acquaintance who had been living some six-and-twenty years in the world, with- out my having ever known it ! There were three small windows in my low wide room under the western cottage- roof — one to dress at ; one to write at ; one 152 IN THE WEST COUNTEIE. to look out of, with the fairest view of all, down below on the lake where the swans w^ere like silver specks. Here I sat down, and gazed, seeing very little of the real beau- tiful world; dreaming idly, in the window- seat, with a most singular lack of invention. Por indeed all that I saw and thought was only of what had passed in the garden ; trying — already — to fit in my memory all the pleasant looks and quaint turns of speech, and the few complimentary words said with such a flattering intonation by Mr. Clair St. ijcger. It was delightfully difficult ; for their essence, like a dreamily subtle atmosphere, was round me still, while half of wdiat we had both said seemed ready to vanish away — silly speeches enough, but I liked to rescue them again from oblivion. How well he had looked, when first I saw IN THE WEST COUNTEIE. 153 him standing down there in the sun ! — so on I thought, and thought again. It had been like Beaumont and Pletcher's lines : ' Sitting in my window, Printing my thoughts in lawn, I saw a god, I thought (but it was you), enter our gates ; My blood flew out, and back again as fast As I had puffed it forth, and sucked it in Like breath ; then was I called away in haste To entertain you.' Having made my calculations with secret joy that Mr. St. Leger must certainly take me in to dinner — since Beau and Bob would naturally have the Miss Pawletts for their share — I dressed myself with more than usual care. The pink rose seemed to nestle of its own accord low down among the dark-brown coils of my hair (we still wore flowers in our hair in those days). For the first time 154 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. I became aware that my shoulders were really whiter than the soft folds of my shimmering white dress edged with delicate lace that half veiled them ; while my throat did not compare unfavourably with the double string of pearls that clasped it. In London I had felt so raw and countryfied, plunged straight from the schoolroom into society, outshone by Alice, and painfully aware that my mother believed I would not be a success, and at all events must not be brought forward till Alice was well married ; but now, once more at home, I felt to-night quite the assured airs of a fine London belle. As I shook out my long skirts before the glass in the westering light, my figure seemed taller and more lissom than ever before, though it would have always pleased Lord Byron's taste when he wrote, * I hate your dumpy women.' How IN THE WEST COUNTEIE. 155 silly of me ! but I turned my long neck a little tliis way and that, to study the best poise and carriage of my head ; and was glad that if my face was pale it was not pasty like that of poor Miss Pavvlett, whilst my eyes seemed large and dark-brown enough to give shade and their sober colour to light up my other features. I must have been partly right, for as I came down the old oak stairs into the inner hall, which we used as a sort of lounging-room, Bob — who was making solitary lunges there over our ladies' tiny billiard- table — put down his cue with an applauding rattle and cried under his breath, ' Whew ! You do look stunning, old girl ! What has happened, that you are so — so transmogrified ? ' 'Bob,' I only replied with sweet severity, * it is time for you to put on your best man- 156 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. ners, and come into the drawing-room with me.' The March hare grinned; and putting down his cue performed a cartwheel, on his hands and feet, like a street-boy, the fnll length of the hall, the last tarn of which triumphantly replanted him in an upright position again at the foot of the stairs, just as Lady Pawlett was sailing downwards. Her poor daughters humbly followed ; their stout shapes looking oddly in rather short muslin frocks, blue sashes, and black shoes, hke little school-room girls. ' Dear me ! quite a feat of — eccentricity,' remarked her Ladyship blandly; gazing at him with a mach more benignant glance then she had ever deigned towards me, whilst Bob stood lookino; redder than even the glow of his exercise warranted. IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 157 ' What it is to be a man — or, rather, even a boy ! ' thought I. In the drawing-room an indescribable air of high spirits seemed brought among us by St. Leger. He stood smiling in the centre of a group that had drawn insensibly round him, as if, feeling himself Phoebus, he was glad to beam ; and somehow all we women felt elated by his presence. ' Look at that fellow,' muttered Beau, half- admiringly, half-peevishly in my ear. * How does he get his tailor to fit him so, I wonder ! ' I could not answer, for my heart suddenly sank. The door had opened to admit our curate, an excellent little man of no individu- ality ; and I found him offering me his arm to dinner whilst the owner of the exquisitely fitting coat passed me, smiling, with dear 158 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. old Aunt Bee, whose claims I had quite forgotten. It was a dinner of cross purposes — rather like the game of Crooked Attorney, when every one answers for some one else, or pays forfeit. My ears, shame to tell, were pricked to catch every low soft inflection of Mr. St. Leger's utterance as he talked pleasantly enough to my grand-aunt ; so that I heard nothing of many interesting details concern- ing the working of our new soup-kitchen, the last of the many charities with which my father had flooded the parish. At the lower end of the table. Lady Pawlett, with much play of her still fine dark eyes and liberal dis- play of white shoulders, was trying to fascinate my dear simple father. He, quite uncon- scious of all this, was only imeasy that mother seemed somewhat neglecting poor dull Lord m THE WEST COUNTRIE. 159 Pawlett, whilst enlivening her other guests with her own especial gift of bright, clever, yet always gentle attack and repartee ; talking as ladies in the old, well-bred salons used. He did not understand that in society people followed Lady Pawlett's lead in neglecting her spouse, whose principal duty seemed to be putting down her empty tea-cup, or carrying her shawl ; so now father sent the butler with occasional quiet little messages of — ' Would not Lord Pawlett try this hock, or the sherry of some dead, famous connoisseur? — con- sidered rather fine, he believed.' On which, pleased gleams lit up his silent Lordship's inexpressive face. * Good gracious, my dear Mr. Brown, you are quite spoiling my husband,' interposed my Lady with gracious peevishness several times. ' But you millionnaires hardly know 160 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. what to do with your money, I suppose. We uever could afford such wme.' Opposite me, Bee, with her gray hair skewered atop of her head by a tortoiseshell arrow, in honour of our guests, her old black barege dress looking scarcely the worse for wear since these many years (for even then it could hardly have been shabbier), was riding full tilt one of her favourite hobbies. She was entertaining St. Leger vastly, and, indeed, most of those around, with a lively history of how the Bey or Dey of Tunis or Morocco (I forget which) had fallen desperately in love with her, on one of her travels ; offering to put away all his other wives for her sake ; till finding this meant bowstringing she had beat a hasty retreat to spare her conscience. On this our good curate, who had a mind as simple and gentle as a baby, but was one IN THE WEST COUNTPJE. 161 of those persons who cannot laugh and let a joke go by — always wanting instead first to understand it, then to ask questions about it, lastly liking to harp back upon it for a year to come, when the rest of the world is sick thereof — he now gravely observed in pre- liminary : 'Well now. Miss Beaumanoir, I can hardly understand that ; I always understood that those Mussulman fanatics admired fat women.' He stopped short disconcerted at the roar of laughter which came from us all ; for our grand-aunt was as ' lene as is a rake,' and shrivelled to a shred of humanity. ' Never mind,' she cried patronizingly, joining heartily in the laugh. ' I see you are a man of taste, and like slim figures — like me. Oh, I see you and I would get on famously VOL. I. M 162 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. together. Come ! I'm off to the Nile next month, and you may come with me — there's an offer. It will open your mind tremend- ously, and all you stay-at-home people want that. You'll see, the ancient Egyptians were much more civilized than your dear Israelites. I'll take you under my wing, and be a mother to you.' Almost blushing at the last part of the kind proposal, my neighbour, with all eyes upon him, murmured he feared his parish would not like it if he took such a long holiday — even if he wished it. ' Bless you ! they'd never miss you,' cried our grand-aunt heartily. ' Why, the last time I was in the Holy Land we had seven clergy- men, all of our party, with Cook. Three Baptists, a Moravian, a Wesleyan, and two Irvingites. I was the best friends in the IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 163 world with every man of them. Only the poor Wesleyan had his tent next mine, and he did wrestle so in prayer, he kept me awake half the night ! He was a fine fellow.' Our curate, though liberal-minded, seemed dubious at this partisanship. Lady Pawlett, who was ' high/ tossed her head as if scandalized. Beau artfully interposed. ' Have me for one of your party, too, Bee ' (our grand-aunt loved being called Bee by her nephews) ; ' St. Leger and I, eh ? We would be very good boys, I promise you ; and you know you love young men.' ' Pray do, Miss Beaumanoir — I can hardly imagine a more agreeable companion,' re- sponded Clair St. Leger. At that moment his eye caught mine — as it had already done once or twice that evening — with more mean- ing in the sunny glance I fancied than there M 2 164 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. was for others ; while an ahuost imperceptible accent on the word ' hardly ' quickened my foohsh pulses with a flattered feeling. ' Take you two elegant extracts ! Not I in- deed,' cried Bee in her highest good-humour. ' Why ! the last time, Beau, you came to stay at the Barn for the Duchess of Westerton's ball, you brought a dressing-case so big and so broad it required my three maids and the gardener to carry it up-stairs. If you were only going to Paris, I've no doubt you would think it necessary to travel with your bed, bath, cheval-glass, a wardrobe, and a coffin.'' As the laughter over this died away, we heard Sir Dudley speaking, almost for the first time. Quoth he, solemnly, in answer to some interesting question of his hostess, ' Ve-rt/ tender mutton, indeed, Mrs. Browti ; yes, I assure you. And the plates are so m THE WEST COUNTRIE. 165 thoroughly hot, too. Ton my soul ! I like plain dinners like yours, thoroughly well cooked, far better than the wretched attempts of most people at fine dishes.' My mother sat serenely beaming after this compliment, as if her mind was at rest. But old Aunt Bee, gazing expressively at the nearest menu-csiYd of what was by no means a meagre feast, muttered audibly to St. Leger, who wickedly egged her on in her out-spokenness — ' Plain dinner indeed ! I wish I had him at the Barn, — bacon and eggs, and porter ! " As to the rest of us, Alice paid no atten- tion whatever to Sir Dudley, but laughed with and listened to every one else. Of the wo dull Pawlett girls, the younger, who was with Bob, looked at Beau ; and the elder, 166 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. who was with Beau, looked at the oppo- site wall. I have already owned whose eyes met mine, and who had my secret attention. Later on, in the drawing-room, Lady Pawlett sank into the most comfortable chair she could find, near the door by which the gentlemen would enter ; ordered one daughter to find her a foot-stool ; and gave the other languidly her tea-cup to hold. There, as she conversed with my mother and Alice with volubility, both ' the children,' as she called them, sat by watching for her behests. They were so like maids in waiting, that, much as I pitied them, I hardly liked to distract their furtive attention. In a way, it did me good to see them; for being sometimes inclined to think my mother's very absolute love of her own w^ay a heavy if gentle yoke, here IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 167 was the contrast of a how much heavier one — lightened by none of the sweet grace and pretty blandishments that we could not fail to admire, even when most kept in hand by our home-ruler. Aunt Bee, after a while, suddenly called me to look out at the moonlight just rising over the lake. ' We will stay here, my dear/ she whis- pered, placing herself on the window-seat. ' I've no notion of your doing Alice's work for her. Besides, here come the gentlemen, and — I thought so — Clair St. Leger's eyes are turning where they did during dinner. Don't blush, child! — though, indeed, that little is very becoming.' Next moment St. Leger was bending over me ; and with a brusque movement my grand- aunt had left my side, observing, ' Oh, are 168 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. you there, scapegrace? I can't stay to talk to you; Lord Pavvlett and the curate both want to be brisked up and trotted out, so I must see after them.' ' Dear old soul ! How nice of her to leave me her place ! ' murmured Clair, sinking into the deep embrasure of the window. Here we seemed quite apart from all the rest, looking out on an exqiusite night-scene lit by heaven's candles ; though close by sounded the uninteresting chatter of the ordinary world, which by mute consent neither of us seemed to heed in the least degree. 'And,* he went on, bending a little nearer as if to admire the rose in my hair, — ' it was still nicer of somebody else to wear my flower. I could hardly keep my eyes off it all evening ; it looks so charming just under that little ear.' IN THE WEST COUNTEIE. 169 ' I wish you would not laugh at me, Mr. St. Leger. I am not accustomed to have compliments paid me,' drawing away from him half-frightened, half-fascinated. ' Don't look at me with such an air of injured dignity, please, Miss Pleasance Brown. If nobody has never said to you more than that, why ! — the world must be dull indeed, and without discrimination. Shall I say you are not nice; and that you have a very big ear ? ' ' Please say nothing — ' ' Nothing !' interrupting me softly. ' Very well, I won't. Only then you must talk to me with those speaking eyes, as you did to-day in the garden. How quiet and subdued you are to-night ! Do look at me.' By way of proving that I was not an utterly timid ingenue^ I did look up, meaning 170 m THE WEST COUNTRIE. it to be for one moment — but for several more found my gaze arrested by his laughing caressing one. Just because there was that look of amusement mingled with his admira- tion, I did not feel half so discomposed with him as with almost any one else in his place. So w^e sat perfectly silent for some seconds. St. Leger seemed to have assumed that we had entered into a compact thereunto ; for with one arm on the window-sill lazily supporting his head, with the other he toyed with my fan. Every now and then my eyes dropped ; I would turn away from this con- fusing private lesson in magnetism. But he w^ould arrest my attention again, with the look of a mischievous school-boy, by appar- ently threatening destruction to my beloved fan, which I dared not snatch from him, and which he mutely refused to restore. Suddenly m THE WEST COUNTRIE. 171 he protested under his breath, 'What a nuisance ! They are coming to rout us out of this dear little corner — we have not been happy here five minutes.' We had not. But already my mother was bestirring herself, on behalf of the Miss Pawletts, to get up a round game. ' You young people will all play, and we can look on,' she smiled, ' unless Lady Pawlett — what, oh, you would like to join too ! Where is Mr. St. Leger ? Ah, Pleas- ance, are you there? Mr. St. Leger, would you like better to play Van John than to sit still?' ' I shall be delighted to play anything on earth you like, Mrs. Brown ; including my own natural part of the fool,' drawled Clair in evasive reply, with a quick regretful look at me. Still he rose with an air of such 172 m THE WEST COUNTRIE. outwardly easy willingness to leave my side, that inwardly I felt rather surprised. He was placed between the Pawletts by mother, who, in spite of some remonstrances aside from Beau, was bent on arranging the game. Secretly I agreed with Beau; thinking that unless every one feels like school-boys and girls, it is the dreariest thing on earth to set grown people down perforce to play for counters or sixpenny stakes at vingt-et-wi ; and my conscience had — then as now — scruples against playing for much money. Meanwhile, our elders withdrew to com- fortable arm-chairs ; father and Lord Pawlett talking of turnips ; mother resting, gracefully weary : and Aunt Bee actually producing fun in the curate. But our game languished as such amusements generally do. Alice and Sir Dudley banked, thereby keeping both their IN THE WEST COUNTEIE. 173 conversation and their counters apart. Mild jokes, with which we had all begun, were changed gradually to covert yawns as time passed. Lady Pawlett, who was struggling to be lively witb all the determination of over two-score years, kept endeavouring to attract St. Leger's attention from her daughter beside him to herself opposite, which the latter did not seem to altogether relish. In this delicate dilemma, Clair conducted himself with the most perfect impartiality between both claim- ants ; keeping up jokes with an even flow of great good-humour that rather mortified me ; for now he never looked my way. Still — my vain mind began to fancy there was no flash or sparkle on the surface of his mirth ; and so Beau, his friend, apparently thought too. Eor, as my mother came to bend over the chair of her eldest-born to ask with well-assumed 174 IN THE WEST COUNTEIE. interest after the fortunes of the game, in her silvery complacent voice, he hastily muttered : ' It won't do, mother. Look, St. Leger is bored to death; you can't set men like him down to this sort of thing nowadays ! Why cant you let us amuse ourselves in our own way ? ' My mother drew back rather aghast at this rebellion of her best-beloved against her long-established conviction that she knew best what we all really liked. But even at the same moment our grand-aunt, perceiving the state of affairs, and inspired by her whim- sical love of movement, sat down to a piano in the oak saloon which opened out of the drawing-room by large doors, and began ratthng out a frantic polka. We all flung down our cards \ and next moment, as if m THE WEST COUNTRIE. 175 bitten by a tarantula, were spinning over the polished floor in there, from which Bob had deftly whipped away the Turkey rugs in the twinkhng of an eye. Almost before I knew it, Clair St. Leger's arm was round my waist, and he had whirled me off in a most delightful dance. Both my brothers were doing their duty manfully with the Pawlett girls, who had quite roused into warmth. The affianced pair were revolving together as fast as Alice could make Sir Dudley heavily bestir himself. Lady Pawlett alone had been left out, to her momentary disgust ; but then seizing gaily on my father she insisted on his dancing, and away he went with his coat-tails flying in a fine old- fashioned step, whilst my lady towered over his dear bald pate. How Aunt Bee played first a polka, then changed into a waltz, then 176 IN THE WEST COUNTPJE. a mad galop, like one possest ! And we danced on and on, not changing our partners, except Bob, who having the eldest Miss Pawlett to his sorry share, was pounced on presently by her Ladyship, who claimed him for herself. As for me, I was breathless with delight — and also because Clair St. Leger would hardly let me stop a moment, lest, as he whispered, we should be separated. Dancing had never before meant more to me than plunging into the Maelstrom of a crowded room, mostly with Alice's rejected and dejected admirers ; but this was paradisiacal. When at last all ceased in delighted exhaustion we two, at least, seemed to have acquired a tenfold acquaintance of each other ; — why, we seemed old, old friends as w^e looked in each other's eyes ! IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 177 ' And now it's my turn,' cried my grand- aunt springing up. ' Come, Lord Pawlett, I'll challenge you to a jig.' Alice, with a scream of laughter, flew to the piano. Lord Pawlett, fired by Bee's example and father's generous wines and attentions, began to shuffle his feet like a solemn beaver trying to be lively; with deprecating haw-haws against himself; whilst his witch-like old partner performed the most wonderful steps opposite him, cutting, crossing her feet in the air, with the most surprising agility, consider- ing her age. Bob, with his lopsided visage all on the grin, finding no one else to jig with, was jigging away by himself. ' How eccentric your aunt is ! What a blessing it must be that every one knows she VOL. I. N 178 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. is a Beaumanoir/ acidly smiled Lady Pawlett, her good-humour being gone. Our saloon had been rather a salle des pas perdus to her; as none of the young men had paid her the special attention she still tried desperately for, save Beau ; and having some maternal conscience, my lady had plainly meant him for one of her daughters in her own mind. Though, if that was impracticable, she was quite willing to flirt with him herself. As we were all breaking up, my mother, who was beside me, murmured apart to Beau with a fond forgiving smile : 'Well, my dear, I am so glad you did enjoy yourself after all. Tell me, is not it odd that such a quiet person as Sir Dudley should have chosen Mr. St. Leger for his best man ? ' m THE WEST COUNTPJE, 179 * Not at all/ replied Beau carelessly. ' Old Dudley has not really got any friends, you see, except utter old fogies like himself; so luckily he happened to know St. Leger, who is quite in ' the swim ' on the other hand. I suspect Clair doesn't mind doing it, because he is sure to be asked to Broadhams for the shooting, and some good dinners. He is always staying about somewhere or other.' ' Ah ! He is not well-off, is he ? That is the worst of him.' ' He has got about eight or nine hundred a year of his own, I believe,' was Beau's reply, disparagingly given. 'Enough for a bachelor.' * Ah, yes.' Then advancing with her charming smile, mother shook hands with St. Leger, in his N 2 180 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. turn, as engagingly as if he had been heir to half a miUion, and we ladies trooped up the dark old stairs, making quite a pretty picture with our lights and coloured dresses against the sombre wood- work of walls and ceiling, — as Clair called out to us, looking up to me. 'Pleasance, come into my room a moment,' said my grand-aunt; as mother went on escorting Lady Pawlett to the glories of the blue and gold bed-room, that was all trimmed with old point-lace. And meanwhile Alice, prettily stifling a yawn, dutifully preceded her future nieces to their virgin chambers hung appropriately in white muslin. Aunt Bee had our second finest bed-room. Indeed, but for her odd habits, mother w^ould no doubt have thought a Beaumanoir deserved the best. But, as the housekeeper IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 181 observed, it was ' heart-rending the way ' Miss Beaumanoir flouted the splendidly-carved catafalque, wherein it was doubtfully related Charles 11. had slept, declaring she would prefer any little iron cot, ' in which the only turn one could take would be the turn out.' Now she looked like a witch amongst the crimson silk glories of the room. ' Well ? ' she just asked ; holding my hand with her lean withered one, that was, however, still vice-like in its firmness, while like the ancient mariner she transfixed me with her glittering eye. * Well ! ' quoth I, guessing her malici- ous meaning, but resolved not to betray myself. ' Tiresome girl ! So that's all my thanks for acting fairy godmother to you and your admirer to-night ? Ah ! you may well blush j 182 m THE WEST COUNTRIE. but I was right that you only wanted rousing to be almost a beauty. . . a tall divinity St. Leger called you to me ; some men like — positively like — dark-eyed pale faces like yours when the face is small and the eyes big ; and your pallor looks pure-bred. Queer tastes ! Now 1 always had little eyes and a big head, and never looked half so well-bred as a Brown minx like you ! Well, well, good night, Pleasance, child; anyhow your old aunt tries to do the best she can for you.' Dear old Bee ! truly she did so try ; and if only others had been as loyal, my story might have been a different one — whether for ulti- mate good or evil. But in my own room once more, as I had dreamed in daylight, so 1 lay awake to dream; and dreamt in sleep again only of IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 183 every word and sign and look of Clair St. Leger, hugging myself in foolish secret joy at the now double assurance that he admired me. 184 IN THE WEST COUNTEIE. CHAPTER X. TTTE bridesmaids were all kneeling in the little aisle of Stoke church — eight creamy-clad maids all a-row. Tor though too new still in the country to be very intimate with our exclusive neighbours' daughters, we had nevertheless by virtue of our riches managed to borrow four of their children. As head bridesmaid I was nearest the bridal pair, and felt as if T could hardly take my eyes off them. How stout, burly, stupid Sir Dudley looked ; and Ahce — a smiling angel of lovehness in white satin. Some strange feeling suddenly so touched my heart, IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 185 the tears rising in my eyes, and a hysterical lump, like an egg, in my throat, that I could scarcely keep myself from screaming out, * Don't take him, AHce ; don't I Say, No, even at the altar-rails.^ Good heavens ! to have to live with Sir Dudley as closest com- panion one's life long ; to walk, sit, drive with him day after day. (In my innocence I never doubted but that Alice meant to do all this.) It seemed to me a thousandfold worse, too, now that / knew how delightful the society of some men could be. But Alice did know ; she had seen the world. I had to bend my head till my spasm of horror and sorrowful regret was past. Did I not re- member how, after all, only last night when I had gone into her room to say good-night — feeling really keenly that it was for the last time Alice was wholly ours — she had cried out 186 IN THE WEST COUNTEIE. lightly, ' How ridiculously sentimental you look, Pleasance? Don't, for goodness' sake, devour me so uncomfortably with those great eyes of yours.' But, in spite of all, I was still horribly afraid that Alice might break down. I knew that under an enforced calm, more than was natural, my mother was watching her nerv- ously also. So with an effort, fearing to see a sudden gush of tears, I raised my eyes — The bride was laughing so much in her cobweb lace handkerchief that the little curate looked scandalized ! But a dignified Dean and solemn Rector, supplied by the Digges' party in the alliance, were so smug and stolid perhaps they mistook her move- ment for sobbing. At that moment another pair of eyes met my pained ones. Clair St. Leger looked at me with such tender interest. m THE WEST COUNTEIE. 187 such a quick glance of pitying affection, that the warm blood swept my cheeks, and my heart beat fast whilst devoutly thankful that the curiously- watching crowd behind could not see my face. When it was all over, and we had filed out after the bride, St. Leger, helping me into a carriage, furtively touched my hand — a mere quick touch, but yet a sympathetic one that again made me feel agitated, although this time he was pre- tending to look away. How quickly one learns this kind of de- ception ! I, who had hitherto piqued myself on my honesty, trying indeed with a conceit on my name to make myself quoted as plain and pleasant, now found myself through that wedding morning pretending hardly to see Clair St. Leger beside me. Yet I was aware, with a sensitiveness almost painful, of his 188 m THE WEST COUNTRIE. every movement; feeling when he now and then turned to speak in my ear with caressing soft brevity, as if his breath wafted an at- mosphere of love around me, while each syllable seemed full of musical intonation. But I did not show what I had felt ; no, certainly no one could have known ! Already Clair seemed to have silently taught me to be careful. Then the breakfast was over ; — to me the weddins; seemed a mad mindino- of prayers, champagne, laughter, and tears ; the carriage stood ready. My mother, who was beside me, visibly trembled for the first time that I could remember, looking anxiously at her eldest daughter. Alice was buried in a great hug by father, and when she re- appeared again to view there were tears — not hers — on her face. She stepped smilingly into the carriage, handed by Beau ; putting IN THE WEST COQNTEIE. 189 out her face past Sir Dudley to cry eagerly in a parting injunction to us all : ' Now, remember you are not to dance to- night ! If I thought you were all dancing without me, I would come hack I ' Then came a shower of rice ; a volley of slippers ; a masculine growl from inside the brougham, followed by rippling girlish laughter — and the play was over. We were dull that afternoon. The neighbours had all left us : we had heard the last of the sincere and insincere congratulations; and two silly old ladies who stayed to the very end had departed with the final observations that * marriages are made in heaven — ' and that (smiling at Rose and me) ' one wedding always brings another.' All gone but our- selves, and the house party. * Shall we sit out of doors on the lawn, under 190 IN THE WEST COUNTPJE. some tree ? ' I asked rather dolefully of Amy, the second Pawlett girl, whom I liked best. She answered, pressing my arm Avith a quite unexpected friendliness in her dull expression, ' Certainly — ' : she was sure I felt lonely ; then, in a whisper, added might she just let her mother know. ' Mamma ; if you don't want me at all, Pleasance has asked me to go out with her.' ' Mam?na this ! — Mamma that ! ' — scoffed Lady Pawlett, mimicking her daughter's humble tone with irritability, for the benefit of two or three married ladies of the Digges' root and branch, the Dean's and Rector's wives who were staying in our house. ' Why can you not ask me a simple question, without dragging in a " Mamma ! " I wonder, my dear Mrs. Brown, that you allow your girls IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 191 to call you always mother ; as if they wanted people to think you a hundred/ * Oh ! . . I rather like my children to call me so/ returned our mother in a very quiet voice ; whilst I alone could detect disapproval of Alice's influential sister-in-law under that graceful dignity of manner. Certainly, my mother was no older than Lady Pawlett, and had been far more of a beauty. Her light brown hair was as glossy as ever, her figure still slender, whilst the fair face never, marked by passions, sorrows, or even keen excitement, contrasted in beautiful restfulness with her ladyship's bold black eyes, and made-up complexion and person. One could almost fancy, now, she might tell herself, behind those discreetly lowered, gentle eyelids, that she too might have flirted after marriage, snubbed her husband, and wasted 192 IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. his substance in extravagant living — seeking for and trying to keep admiration till at last competing with her own daughters ; but that she had, on the contrary, always felt pene- trated with her duty as a Beaumanoir, a wife, and a mother. We two went quietly outside, and I led the wav to a shaded sequestered nook down a steep slope of the grass terraces. Here, thank goodness ! Lady Pawlett with her loud laugh and restless ways would hardly find us, if even— as often happened — she grew weary of her compeers' society. ' Where is your sister? Would she not have liked to come too?' I asked, though feeling still awed by the eldest of my especial guests. ' Oh, Charlotte, she is sleeping — at least, you know, she says she is taking a nap,' m THE WEST COUNTRIE. 193 replied Amy Pawlett, giving me an unusuallj confidential look. ' But I don't quite understand ; why does she only say so ? ' ' Because then she is supposed to be harm- lessly employed, and Mamma ' (with sad bitterness) ^ does not torment her. She is really reading in her books of devotions.' 'What, the Bible?' ' Well no, not exactly. At least she does not quite tell me ; and as I don't go so far yet in my views of life as she does, I don't ask. She is preparing herself to leave the world lohenever she can, I believe' — in a mysterious whisper. ' Not to go into a convent ! ' I cried in horror. ' Either that or a sisterhood. I can't see much difference between them myself, but VOL. I. 194 IN THE WEST COUXTRIE. as it's wisest not to know what she means, I don't ask.' ' But to put on that ugly dress and hve in a bare cell till you die !— to shut yourself voluntarily out from the beautiful world, and friends, and pleasures of every kind ! Amy, it seems horrible to me ! — like slow suicide.' ' Ugly dress, pleasures of society, friends,' slowly uttered Amy ; who, sitting bolt upright as I lay stretched more classically on the grass, bent sideways, now to pluck nervously little bits of grass ; adding in a low tone : ' Do you think really our lives are so pleasant that Charlotte need mind quitting all that? We are two plain, stupid girls with no fortune (yes, yes, we are !), and Mamma thinks our very existence a mistake and bother. You can see that for yourself.' IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 195 * But still — ' I expostulated, and then not knowing quite what to say next, paused. Then came into my mind with a ridiculous force the fragment of a cradle-song, to which our old nurse had many a time gaily dandled us each in turn on her knee. It ran — ' I won't be a nun, And I sha'n't be a nun. And it's nothing shall induce me for to ever be a nun ! ' I felt such a stirring of life within me at the bare idea of convent cells, that I was quite sure nothing loould induce me to ever be a nun. 'It is not even as if your sister had suffered any great sorrows. One could under- stand it in people who have,' I next ex- claimed ; thinking aloud. ' How do you know ? ' simply returned Amy, now pulling daisies to bits with still averted face. And there was an unmusical though 2 196 m THE WEST COUNTKIE. pitiful hoarseness in her slow voice. ' One may be dull and plain, but still take likings ; and then feel one's life only full of pain and disgust. Mind, I only say, one may ! Some- how I can't give up hope altogether of my life changing to be at least a little pleasanter, some time. It's foolish, I know, so Charlotte tells me. She's stronger — but I'd rather be a housemaid than the holiest nun ! ' * It's not foolish of you at all, I'm certain/ hotly repUed I. ' We oif.^ht all to have hope ; hope, faith, and charity — the Bible says so. Think too of Pandora's box ! Oh, surely — surely each human being must have some happiness of their very own in Hfe, one time or other.' ' Ah, I don't know that. Not always worldly happiness,' answered Amy Pawlett in a dreamy, heavy way, that a few days IN THE WEST COUNTRIE. 197 since I should have called dreary and sluggish. Now I sat abashed beside this poor plain creature, who knew more of the secrets of life than myself; and I could have cried for her, though she did not cry for herself. No doubt I must have been in a melting mood that day; but the wrench of parting from Alice and what seemed to me ' the pity of it ! ' had moved all my being. Perhaps the wedding associations and the many thoughts of past and future thereby engendered had equally betrayed Amy into weak womanish confidence ; and that to-morrow she might be as solidified as ever, and regret she had spoken unadvisedly with her lips. But I was glad to know she had a heart and brain like enough my own, though hidden inside that broad, graceless figure, with its dull-featured 198 IX THE WEST COUNTEIE. face and lack-lustre hair. And, fancy those Pawlett girls with their suppressed heartache eating such hunches of cake after a moun- tain of lunch, as they did at five o'clock tea ! Verily, thought I, the life of each of us is a romance, to ourselves ; and the dullest seeming might surprise the rest, if they could but write their own single story, as they each/