L I B R.AR.Y OF THL UN IVER5ITY or ILLINOIS C8\v The person charging this material is re- sponsible for its return to the library from which it was withdrawn on or before the Latest Date stamped below. Theft, mutilation, and underlining of books are reasons for disciplinary action and may result in dismissal from the University. To renew call Telephone Center, 333-8400 UNIVERSITY OF ILLINOIS LIBRARY AT URBANA-CHAMPAIGN MAY 5 ^ MAY .'\\ FEB 6 NOV 1 19i JUL 1 1392 38U L161— O-1096 A Romance of Two Worlds ^ Hobcl. BY MARIE COREL LI. IN TWO VOLUMES. VOL. IL h. LONDON : RICHARD BENTLEY AND SON ^ttblishers in (Drbinnrg to ^cr ^ajcstg tht d^nztn, 1886. [All Rights Reserved. '\ CONTENTS OF VOL. II, CHAPTER I. MY STRANGE DEPARTURE - II. A MINIATURE CREATION - III. SECRETS OF THE SUN AND MOON- IV. SOCIABLE CONVERSE V. THE ELECTRIC CREED VL DEATH BY LIGHTNING VII. A STRUGGLE FOR THE MASTERY - VIII. CONCLUSION I 35 66 91 121 156 220 276 ROMANCE OF TWO WORLDS. ^^3g^« CHAPTER I. MY STRANGE DEPARTURE. HE next morning brought me two letters ; one from Mrs. Everard, telling me that she and the Colonel had resolved on comino* to Paris. *' All the nice people are going away from here," she wrote. " Madame Didier and her husband have started for Naples ; and, to crown our lonesomeness, Raffaello Cellini packed up all his traps, and left us VOL. II. 21 2 A ROMANCE OF TWO WORLDS. yesterday morning en i^oute for Rome. The weather continues to be delicious ; but as you seem to be getting on so well in Paris, in spite of the cold there, we have made up our minds to join you, the more especially as I want to renovate my wardrobe. We shall go straight to the Grand Hotel ; and I am writing to Mrs. Challoner by this post, asking her to get us rooms. We are so glad you are feeling nearly recovered — of course, you must not leave your physician till you are quite ready. At any rate, we shall not arrive till the end of next week." I began to calculate. During that strange interview in the chapel, Heliobas had said that in eight days more I should be strong enough to undergo the trans- migration he had promised to effect upon me. Those eight days were now com- pleted on this very morning. I was glad of this ; for I did not care to see Mrs. Everard or anyone till the experiment MY STRANGE DEPARTURE. 3 was over. The other letter I received was from Mrs. Challoner, who asked me to give an '' Improvisation " at the Grand Hotel that day fortnight. When I went down to breakfast, I mentioned both these letters, and said, addressing myself to Heliobas : "Is it not rather a sudden freak of Raffaello Cellini's to leave Cannes ? We all thought he was settled for the winter there. Did you know he was going to Rome ?'' " Yes," replied Heliobas, as he stirred his coffee abstractedly. " I knew he was going there some day this month ; his presence is required there on business." " And are you going to give the Im- provisation this Mrs. Challoner asks you for ?" inquired Zara. I glanced at Heliobas. He answered for me. '\ I should certainly give it if I were you," he said quiedy : *' there will be 21— 2 4 A ROMANCE OF TWO WORLDS. nothing to prevent your doing so at the date named." I was relieved. I had not been altogether able to divest myself of the idea that I might possibly never come out alive from the electric trance to which I had certainly consented ; and this as- surance on the part of Heliobas was un- doubtedly comforting. We were all very silent that morning ; we all wore grave and preoccupied expressions. Zara was very pale, and appeared lost in thought. Heliobas, too, looked slightly careworn, as though he had been up all night, engaged in some brain-exhausting labour. No mention was made of Prince Tvan ; we avoided his name by a sort of secret mutual understanding. When the break- fast was over, I looked with a fearless smile at the calm face of Heliobas, which appeared nobler and more dignified than ever with that slight touch of sadness upon it, and said softly : MY STRANGE DEPARTURE, 5 *' The eight days are accomplished." He met my gaze fully, with a steady and serious observation of my features, and replied : " My child, I am aware of it. I expect you in my private room at noon. In the meantime speak to no one — not even to Zara ; read no books ; touch no note of music. The chapel has been prepared for you ; go there and pray. When you see a small point of light touch the extreme edge of the cross upon the altar, it will be twelve o'clock, and you will then come to me." With these words, uttered in a grave and earnest tone, he left me. A sensation of sudden awe stole upon me. I looked at Zara. She laid her finger on her lips and smiled, enjoining silence ; then drawing my hand close within her own, she led me to the door of the chapel. There she took a soft veil of some white transparent fabric, and flung it over me, embracing and kissing me 6 A ROMANCE OF TWO WORLDS. tenderly as she did so, but uttering no word. Taking my hand again, she entered the chapel with me, and accompanied me through what seemed a blaze of light and colour to the high altar, before which was placed a prie-dieu of crimson velvet. Motioning me to kneel, she kissed me once more through the filmy veil that covered me from head to foot ; then turning noiselessly away she disappeared, and I heard the heavy oaken door close behind her. Left alone, I was able to quietly take note of everything around me. The altar before which I knelt was ablaze with lighted candles, and a wealth of the purest white flowers decorated it, mingling their deli- cious fragrance with the faintly perceptible odour of incense. On all sides of the chapel, in every little niche, and at every shrine, tapers were burning like fireflies in a sum;ner twilight. At the foot of the large crucifix, which occupied a somewhat shadowy corner, lay a wreath of magnificent MY STRANGE DEPARTURE. crimson roses. It would seem cs though some high festival were about to be cele- brated, and I gazed around me with a beating heart, half expecting some invisible touch to awaken the notes of the organ and a chorus of spirit-voices to respond with the "Gloria in excelsis Deo!" But there was silence — absolute, beautiful, restful silence. I strove to collect my thoughts, and turning my eyes towards the jewelled cross that surmounted the high altar, I clasped my hands, and began to wonder how and for what I should pray. Suddenly the idea struck me that surely it was selfish to ask Heaven for anything ; would it not be better to reflect on all that had already been given to me, and to offer up thanks ? Scarcely had this thought entered my mind when a sort of over- whelming sense of unworthiness came over me. Had I ever been unhappy ? I won- dered. If so, why ? I began to count up my blessings and compare them with my 8 A ROMANCE OF TWO WORLDS. misfortunes. Exhausted pleasure-seekers may be surprised to hear that I proved the joys of my Hfe to have far exceeded my sorrows. I found that I had sight, hearing, youth, sound Hmbs, an apprecia- tion of the beautiful in art and nature, and an intense power of enjoyment. For all these things, Impossible of purchase by mere wealth, should I not give thanks ? For every golden ray of sunshine, for every flower that blooms, for the harmonies of the wind and sea, for the singing of birds and the shadows of trees, should I not — should we not all give thanks ? For is there any human sorrow so great that the blessing of mere daylight on the earth does not far exceed ? We mortals are spoilt and petted children — the more gifts we have the more we crave ; and when we burn or wound ourselves by our own obstinacy or carelessness, we are ungrate- fully prone to blame the Supreme Bene- factor for our own faults. We don black MY STRANGE DEPARTURE. 9 mourning robes as a sort of sombre protest against Him for having removed some special object of our choice and love, whereas, if we believed in Him and were grateful to Him, we should wear dazzling white in sign of rejoicing that our treasure is safe in the land of perfect joy where wc ourselves desire to be. Do we suffer from illness, loss of money, position, or friends, we rail against Fate — another name for God — and complain like babes who have broken their toys ; yet the sun shines on, the seasons come and go, the lovely panorama of Nature unrolls itself all for our benefit, while we murmur and fret and turn our eyes away in anger. Thinklno^ of these thino^s and kneeling before the altar, my heart became filled with gratitude ; and no petition suggested itself to me save one, and that was, " Let me believe and love !" I thought of the fair, strong, stately figure of Christ, stand- ing out in the world's history, like a lo A ROMANCE OF TWO WORLDS. statue of pure white marble against a dark background ; I mused on the endurance, patience, forgiveness, and perfect inno- cence of that most spotless life which was finished on the cross, and again I murmured, " Let me believe and love !" And I became so absorbed in meditation that the time fied fast, till a sudden sparkle of flame flashing across the altar-steps caused me to look up. The jewelled cross had become a cross of fire. The point of light I had been told to watch for had not only touched the extreme edge, but had crept down among all the precious stones and lit them up like stars. I afterwards learned that this effect was produced by means of a thin electric wire, which, com- municating with a timepiece constructed on the same system, illuminated the cross at sunrise, noon, and sunset. It was time for me to join Heliobas. I rose gently, and left the chapel with a quiet and re- verent step, for I have always thought MY STRANGE DEPARTURE. n that to manifest hurry and impatience In any place set apart for the worship of the Creator Is to prove yourself one of the unworthlest things created. Once outside the door I laid aside my veil, and then, with a perfectly composed and fearless mind, went straight to the Electrician's study. I shall never forget the Intense quiet of the house that morning. The very fountain In the hall seemed to splash In a sort of subdued whisper. I found Hellobas seated at his table, readlnof. How my dream came vividly back to me, as I saw him In that attitude ! I felt that I knew what he was reading. He looked up as I entered, and greeted me with a kindly yet grave smile. I broke silence abruptly. " Your book is open," I said, " at a passage commencing thus : ' The universe Is upheld solely by the Law of Love. A majestic, invisible Protectorate governs the winds, the tides.' Is it not so ?" 12 A ROMANCE OF TWO WORLDS. '' It is so," returned Heliobas. *' Are you acquainted with the book ?" *' Only through the dream I had of you at Cannes," I answered. *' I do think Signor Cellini had some power over me." "Of course he had in your then weak state. But now you are as strong as he is, he could not influence you at all. Let us be brief in our converse, my child. I have a few serious things to say to you before you leave me, on your celestial journey." I trembled slightly, but took the chair he pointed out to me — a large easy-chair in which one could almost recline and sleep. '' Listen," continued Heliobas : ** I told you, when you first came here, that what- ever I might do to restore you to health, you would have it in your power to repay me amply. You are restored to health ; will you give me my reward ?" " I would and will do anything to prove MY STRANGE DEPARTURE. 13 my gratitude to you," I said earnestly. " Only tell me how." ''You are aware," he went on, ''of my theories respecting the Electric Spirit or Soul In Man. It Is progressive, as I have told you — It begins as a germ — it goes on Increasing In power and beauty for ever, till it is great and pure enough to enter the last of all worlds — God's world. But there are sometimes hindrances to Its progression — obstacles In Its path, which cause it to recoil and retire a long way back — so far back occasionally that It has to commence its journey over again. Now, by my earnest researches, I am able to study and watch the progress of my own Inner fore^ or soul. So far, all has been well — prayerfully and humbly I may say I believe all has been well. But I foresee an approaching shadow — a difficulty — a danger — which, If It cannot be repelled or passed In some way» threatens to violently push back my advanc- T4 A ROMANCE OF TWO WORLDS. ing spiritual nature, so that, with much ^rief and pain, I shall have to re-commence the work that I had hoped was done. / cannot, with all my best effort, discover wka^ this darkening obstacle is — but you, yes, yotc " — for I had started up in surprise — *' you, when you are lifted up high enough to behold these things, may, being perfectly unselfish in this research, attain to the knowledge of it and explain it to me, when you return. In trying to probe the secret for myself, it is of course purely for my own interest ; and nothing clear, nothing satisfactory can be spiritually obtained, in which selfishness has ever so slight a share. You, if indeed I deserve your gratitude for the aid I have given you — you will be able to search out the matter more certainly, being in the position of one soul working for another. Still, I cannot compel you to do this for me — 1 only ask, will you ?" His entreating and anxious tone touched MY STRANGE DEPARTURE. 15 me keenly ; but I was amazed and per- plexed, and could not yet realize what strange thing was going to happen to me. But whatever occurred I was resolved to give a ready consent to his request, there- fore I said firmly : " I will do my best, I promise you. Remember that I do not know, I cannot even guess where I am going, or what strange sensations will overcome me ; but if I am permitted to have any recollection of earth at all, I will try to find out what you ask." Heliobas seemed satisfied^ and rising from his chair, unlocked a heavily bound iron safe. From this^ he took a glass flask of a strange, ever-moving, glittering fluid, the same in appearance as that which Raffaello Cellini had forbidden me to drink. He then paused and looked searchingly at me. '' Tell me," he said In an authoritative tone, '' tell me 7u/iy you wish to see what i6 A ROMANCE OF TWO WORLDS. to mortals is unseen ? What motive have you ? What ulterior plan ?" I hesitated. Then I gathered my strength together and answered decisively : " I desire to know why this world, this universe exists ; and I also wish to prove, if possible, the truth and necessity of religion. And I think I would give my life, if it were worth anything, to be certain of the truth of Christianity." Heliobas gazed in my face with a sort of half-pity, half-censure. " You have a daring aim," he said slowly, " and you are a bold seeker. But shame, repentance and sorrow await you where you are going, as well as rapture and amazement. ' / wottld give my life, if it zvere worth anything.' That utterance has saved you — otherwise to soar into an unexplored wilderness of spheres, weighted by your own doubts and guided solely by your own wild desires, would be a fruitless journey." MY STRANGE DEPARTURE. 17 I felt abashed as I met his steady scrutinizing eyes. *' Surely it is well to wish to know the reason of things ?" I asked, with some timidity. *' The desire of knowledge is a great virtue, certainly," he replied ; '' it is not truly felt by one in a thousand. Most persons are content to live and die, absorbed in their own petty commonplace affairs, without troubling themselves as to the reasons of their existence. Yet it is almost better, like these, to wallow in blind ignorance than wantojily to doubt the Creator because He is unseen, or to put a self-opiniated construction on His mys- teries because He chooses to veil them from our eyes." '^ I do not doubt !" I exclaimed earnestly, " I only want to make sure, and then perhaps I may persuade others." *' You can never compel faith," said Heliobas calmly. " You are going to see VOL. II. 22 i8 A ROMANCE OF TWO WORLDS. wonderful things that no tongue or pen can adequately describe. Well, when you return to earth again, do you suppose you can make people believe the story of your experiences ? Never ! Be thank- ful if you are the possessor of a secret joy yourself, and do not attempt to impart it to others who will only repel and mock you." '' Not even to one other ?" I asked hesitatingly. A warm kindly smile seemed to illumi- nate his face, as I put this question. " Yes, to one other — the other half of yourself — you may tell all things," he said. " But now, no more converse. If you are quite ready, drink this." He held out to me a small tumbler filled with the sparkling volatile liquid he had poured from the flask. For one moment my courage almost forsook me, and an icy shiver ran through my veins. Then I bethought myself of all my boasted MY STRANGE DEPARTURE. 19 bravery ; was it possible that I should fail now at this critical moment ? I allowed myself no more time for reflection, but took the glass from his hand and drained its contents to the last drop. It was- tasteless, but sparkling and warm on the tongue. Scarcely had I swallowed it^ when a curiously light, dizzy sensation overcame me, and the figure of Heliobas standing before me seemed to assume gigantic proportions. I saw his hands extend — his eyes, like lamps of electric flame, burned through and through me- and like a distant echo, I heard the deep vibrating tones of his voice uttering the following words : ''Aziil! Azi^il ! Lift up this light and daring spirit unto thyself; be its pioneer upon the path it must pursue ; suffer it to float untrammelled through the wide and glorious Continents of Air ; give it form and force to alight on any of the vast and beautiful spheres it may desire to 22 — 2 20 A ROMANCE OF TWO WORLDS. behold ; and if worthy, permit It to gaze^ if only for a brief interval, upon the supreme vision of the First and Last of worlds. By the force thou givest unto me, I free this soul ; do thou, Azul, quickly receive it!" A dense darkness now grew thickly around me — I lost all power over my limbs — I felt myself being lifted up forcibly and rapidly, up, up, Into some illimitable, terrible space of blackness and nothingness. I could not think, move, or cry out — I could only feel that I was rising, rising, steadily, swiftly, breathlessly . . . when suddenly a long quivering flash of radiance, like the fragment of a rainbow, struck dazzlingly across my sight. Dark- ness } What had I to do with darkness ? I knew not the word — I was only con- scious of light — light exquisitely pure and brilliant — light through which I stepped as easily as a bird flies in air. Perfectly awake to my sensations, I felt somehow • MY STRANGE DEPARTURE. 21 that there was nothing remarkable in them — I seemed to be at home in some famiHar element. Delicate hands held mine — a face far lovelier than the loveliest face of woman ever dreamed by poet or painter, smiled radiantly at me, and I smiled back again. A voice whispered in strange musical murmurs, such as I well seemed to know and comprehend : " Gaze behind thee ere the picture fades." I obeyed, half reluctantly, and saw as a passing shadow in a glass, or a sort of blurred miniature painting, the room where Heliobas stood, watching some strange imperfect shape, which I seemed faintly to recognise. It looked like a small cast in clay, very badly executed, of the shape I at present wore ; but it was incomplete, as though the sculptor had given it up as a failure and gone away, leaving it un- finished. '' Did I dwell in that body ?" I mused 22 A ROMANCE OF TWO WORLDS. to myself, as I felt the perfection of my then state of being. " How came I shut in such a prison ? How poor a form — how destitute of faculties — how full of infirmities — how limited in capabilities — • how narrow in all intelligence — how ignorant — how mean !" And I turned for relief to the shining companion who held me, and obeying an impulse suddenly imparted, I felt myself floating higher and higher till the last limits of the atmosphere surrounding the Earth were passed, and fields of pure and cloudless ether extended before us. Here we met myriads of creatures like ourselves, all hastening in various directions — all lovely and radiant as a dream of the fairies. Some of these beings were quite tiny and delicate — some of lofty stature and glorious appearance : their forms were human, yet so refined, improved, and per- fected, that they were unlike, while so like humanity. MY STRANGE DEPARTURE. 2^ ''Askest thou nothing?" whispered the voice beside me. " Tell me," I answered, '* what I must know." ** These spirits that we behold," went on the voice, *'are the guardians of all the in- habitants of all the planets. Their labours are those of love and penitence. Their work is to draw other souls to God — to attract them by warnings, by pleading, by praying. They have all worn the garb of mortality themselves, and they teach mortals by their own experience. For these radiant crea- tures are expiating sins of their own in thus striving to save others — the oftener they succeed the nearer they approach to Heaven. This is what is vaguely under- stood on your earth as purgatory ; the sufferings of pure spirits who love and long for the presence of their Creator, and who yet are not pure enough to approach Him. Only by serving and saving others can they obtain at last their own joy. 24 A ROMANCE OF TWO WORLDS. Every act of ingratitude and forgetfulness and wickedness committed by a mortal, detains one or another of these patient workers longer away from Heaven — imagine then what a weary while many of them have to wait !" I rhade no answer, and we floated on. Higher and higher — higher and higher — till at last my guide, whom I knew to be that spirit whom Heliobas had called Azul^ bade me pause. We were floating close together in what seemed a sea of trans- lucent light. From this point I could learn something of the mighty workings of the Universe. I gazed upon countless solar systems, that like wheels within wheels revolved with such rapidity that they seemed all one wheel. I saw planets whirl around and around with breathless swiftness, like glittering balls flung through the air — burning comets flared fiercely past like torches of alarm for God's wars against Evil — a marvellous procession of MY STRANGE DEPARTURE. 25 indescribable wonders sweeping on for ever in circles, grand, huge, and immea- surable. And as I watched the superb pageant, I was not startled or confused — I looked upon it as anyone might look on any quiet landscape scene in what we know of Nature. I scarcely could perceive the Earth from whence I had come — so tiny a speck was it — nothing but a mere pin's point in the burning whirl of immensities. I felt, however, perfectly conscious of a superior force in myself to all these enormous forces around me — I knew without needing any explanation that I was formed of an indestructible essence, and that were all these stars and systems suddenly to end in one fell burst of brilliant horror, / should still exist — I should know and remember and feel — should be able to watch the birth of a new Universe, and take my part in its growth and design. " Remind me why these wonders exist," I said, turning to my guide, and speaking in 26 A ROMANCE OF TWO WORLDS. those dulcet sounds which were Hke music and yet Hke speech ; **and why amid them all the Earth is believed by its inhabitants to have merited destruction, and yet to have been found worthy of redemption ?" *' Thy last question shall be answered first," replied Azul. '* Seest thou yonder planet circled with a ring ? It is known to the dwellers on Earth, of whom when in clay thou art one, as Saturn. Descend with me !" And in a breath of time we floated downwards and alighted on a broad and beautiful plain, where flowers of strange shape and colour grew in profusion. Here we were met by creatures of lofty stature and dazzling beauty, human in shape, yet angelic in countenance. They knelt to us with reverence and joy, and then passed on to their toil or pleasure, whichever invited them, and I looked to Azul for explanation. " To these children of the Creator," said MY STRANGE DEPARTURE. 27 that radiant guide, '' is granted the ability to see and to converse with the spirits of the air. They know them and love then\ and implore their protection. In this planet sickness and old age are unknown, and death comes as a quiet sleep. The period of existence is about two hundred years, according to the Earth's standard of time ; and the process of decay is no more unlovely than the gentle withering of roses. The influence of the electric belt around their world is a bar to pestilence and disease, and scatters health with light. All sciences, arts, and inventions known on Earth are known here, onlv to greater perfection. The three important differ- ences between the inhabitants of this planet and those who dwell on Earth, are these : first, they have no rulers in authority, as each one perfectly governs himself; second, they do not marry, as the law of attraction which draws together any two of opposite sexes, holds them fast in invio- 28 A ROMANCE OF TWO WORLDS. lable fidelity ; thirdly, there is no creature In all the Immensity of this magnificent sphere who has ever doubted, or whoever will doubt, the existence of the Creator." A thrill of fiery shame seemed to dart through my spiritual being as I heard this, and I made no answer. Some fairy-like little creatures, the children of the Saturn- ites, as I supposed, here came running towards us and knelt down, reverently clasping their hands In prayer. They then gathered flowers and flung them on that portion of ground where we stood, and gazed at us fearlessly and lovingly, as they might have gazed at some rare bird or butterfly. Azul signed to me, and we rose while yet in their sight, and soaring through the radiance of the Belt, which was like a sun woven into a circle, we soon left Saturn far behind us, and alighted on Venus. Here seas, mountains, forests, lakes, and meadows were one vast garden, in which the bloom MY STRANGE DEPARTURE. 29 and verdure of all worlds seemed to find a home. Here were realized the dreams of sculptors and painters, in the graceful forms and exquisite faces of the women, and the splendid strength and godlike beauty of the men. A brief glance was sufficient to show me that the moving spring of all the civilization of this radiant planet w-as the love of Nature and Art united. There were no wars — for there were no different nations. All the inhabi- tants were like one vast family ; they worked for one another, and vied with each other in paying homage to those of the loftiest genius among them. They had one supreme Monarch to whom they all rendered glad obedience ; and he was a Poet, ready to sacrifice his throne with joy as soon as his people should discover a greater than he. For they all loved not the artist but the Art ; and selfish- ness was a vice unknown. Here, none loved or were wedded save those who had 30 A ROMANCE OF TWO WORLDS. spiritual sympathies, and here, too, no creature existed who did not believe in and worship the Creator. The same state of things existed in Jupiter, the planet we next visited, where everything- was per- formed by electricity. Here, persons living hundreds of miles apart could yet converse together with perfect ease through an electric medium ; ships ploughed the seas by electricity ; printing, an art of which the dwellers on Earth are so proud, was accomplished by electricity — in fact, everything in the way of science, art, and invention known to us was also known in Jupiter, only to greater perfec- tion, because tempered and strengthened by an electric force which never failed. From Jupiter, Aziil guided me to many other fair and splendid worlds — yet none of them were Paradise ; all had some slight drawback — some physical or spiritual ail- ment, as it were, which had to be com- bated with and conquered. All the in- MY STRANGE DEPARTURE. 31 habitants of each star longed for something they had not — something better, greater, and higher — and therefore all had discon- tent. They could not realize their best desires in the state of existence they then were, therefore they all suffered disap- pointment. They were all compelled to work in some way or another ; they were all doomed to die. Yet, unlike the dwellers on Earth, they did not, because their lives were more or less constrained and painful, complain of or deny the goodness of God — on the contrary, they believed in a future state which should be as perfect as their present one was imperfect ; and the chief aim and object of all their labours was to become worthy of attaining that final grand result — Eternal Happiness and Peace. *' Readest thou the lesson in these glow- ing spheres, teeming with life and learn- ing ?" murmured Aziil to me, as we soared swiftly on together. *^ Know that not one 32 A ROMANCE OF TWO WORLDS. smallest world in all the myriad systems circling before thee, holds a single human creature who doubts his Maker. Not one ! except thine own doomed star ! Behold it yonder — sparkling feebly, like a faint flame amid sunshine — how poor a speck it is — how like a scarcely visible point in all the brilliancy of the ever- revolving wheel of Life ! Yet there dwell the dwarfs of clay — the men and women who pretend to love while they secretly hate and despise one another. There, wealth is a god, and the greed of gain a virtue. There, genius starves, and hero- ism dies unrewarded. There, faith is martyred, and unbelief elected sovereign monarch of the people. There, the sublime, unreachable mysteries of the Universe are haggled over by poor finite minds w^ho cannot call their lives their own. There, nation wars against nation, creed against creed, soul against soul. Alas, fated planet ! how soon shalt thou be extinct, MY STRANGE DEPARTURE. 35 and thy place shall know thee no more !" I gazed earnestly at my radiant guide. "If that is true," I said, '' why then should we have a legend that God, in the person of one called Christ, came to die for so miser- able and mean a race of beings ?" Azul answered not, but turned her lumi- nous eyes upon me with a sort of wide dazzling wonder. Some strange impelling^ force bore me onward, and before I could realize it I w^as alone. Alone, in a vast area of light through which I floated, serene and conscious of power. A sound falling from a great height reached me ; it was first like a grand organ-chord, and then like a voice, trumpet-clear and far- echoing. " Spirit that searchest for the Unseen," it said, " because I will not that one atom of true worth should perish, unto thee shall be given a vision — unto thee shall be taught a lesson thou dreamest not of. VOL. II. 23 34 A ROMANCE OF TWO WORLDS. Thou shalt create ; thoic shalt design and plan ; thou shalt be worshipped, and ihozt shalt destroy ! Rest therefore in the light and behold the things that are in the light, for the time cometh when all that seemeth clear and visible now shall be but darkness. And they that love me not shall have no place of abode In that hour !" The voice ceased. Awed, yet consoled, I listened for it again. There was no more sound. Around me was Illimitable light — illimitable silence. But a strange scene unfolded itself swiftly before me — a sort of shifting dream that was a reality, yet so wonderfully unreal — a vision that impressed itself on every portion of my intelligence ; a kind of spirit-drama In which I was forced to enact the chief part, and where a mystery that I had deemed impenetrable was made perfectly clear and simple of comprehension. CHAPTER II. A MINIATURE CREATION. N my heaven-uplifted dream, I thought I saw a circular spa- cious ^^arden In which all the lovely landscapes of a superior world ap- peared to form themselves by swift deo^rees. The longer I looked at It, the more beau- tiful It became, and a little star shone above It like a sun. Trees and flowers sprang up under my gaze, and all stretched themselves towards me, as though for pro- tection. Birds flew about and sang ; some of them tried to get as near as possible to the little sun they saw ; and other living 36 A ROMANCE OF TWO WORLDS. creatures began to move about In the shadows of the groves, and on the fresh green grass. All the wonderful workings of Nature, as known to us In the world, took place over again in this garden, which seemed somehow to belong to me ; and I watched everything with a certain satisfac- tion and delight. Then the idea came to me that the place would be fairer if there were either men or angels to inhabit it ; and quick as light a whisper came to me : " Create !" And I thought in my dream that by the mere desire of my being, expressed in waves of electric warmth that floated down- wards from me to the earth I possessed, my garden was suddenly filled with men, women, and children, each of whom had a small portion of myself in them, inasmuch as It was I who made them move and talk and occupy themselves in all manner of amusements. Many of them knelt down A MINIATURE CREATION. 37 to me and prayed, and offered thanks- givings for having been created ; but some of them went instead to the Httle star, which they called a sun, and thanked that, and prayed to that instead. Then others went and cut down the trees in the garden, and dug up stones and built themselves little cities, where they all dwelt together like flocks of sheep, and ate and drank and made merry with the things I had given them. Then I thought that I increased their intelligence and quickness of percep- tion, and by-and-by they grew so proud that they forgot everything but themselves. They ceased to remember how they were created, and they cared no more to offer praises to their little sun, that through me gave them light and heat. But because something of my essence still was in them, they always instinctively sought to worship a superior creature to themselves ; and puzzling themselves in their folly, they made hideous images of wood and clay, 38 A ROMANCE OF TWO WORLDS. unlike anything in heaven or earth, and offered sacrifices and prayer to these Hfe- less puppets instead of to me. Then I turned away my eyes in sorrow and pity, but never in anger ; for I could not be wrathful with these children of my own creation. And when I thus turned away my eyes, all manner of evil came upon the once fair scene — pestilence and storm, dis- ease and vice. A dark shadow stole between my little world and me — the shadow of the people's own wickedness. And as every delicate fibre of my spiritual being repelled evil by the necessity of the pure light In which I dwelt serene, I waited patiently for the mists to clear, so that I might again behold the beauty of my garden. Suddenly a soft clamour smote upon my sense of hearing, and a slender stream of light, like a connecting ray, seemed to be flung upwards through the darkness that hid me from the people I had created and loved. I knew the sound A MINIATURE CREATION. 39 — it was the mingled music of the prayers of children. An infinite pity and pleasure touched me, my being thrilled with love and tenderness ; and yielding to these little ones who asked me for protection, I turned my eyes again towards the garden I had designed for fairness and pleasure. But alas! how changed it had become! No longer fresh and sweet, the people had turned it into a wilderness ; they had divided it into small portions, and in so doing had divided themselves into separate companies called nations, all of whom fought with each other fiercely for their different little parterres or flower-beds. Some haggled and talked incessantly over the mere possession of a stone which they called a rock ; others busied themselves in digging a little yellow metal out of the earth, which, when once obtained, seemed to make the owners of it mad, for they straightway forgot everything else. As I looked, the darkness between me and my 40 A ROMANCE OF TWO WORLDS. creation grew denser, and was only pierced at last by those long wide shafts of radiance caused by the innocent prayers of those who still remembered me. And I was full of regret, for I saw my people wander- ing hither and thither, restless and dis- satisfied, perplexed by their own errors, and caring nothing for the love I bore them. Then some of them advanced and began to question why they had been created, forgetting completely how their lives had been originally designed by me for happiness, love and wisdom. Then they accused me of the existence of evil, refusing to see that where there is light there is also darkness, and that darkness is the rival force of the Universe, whence Cometh silently the Unnamable Oblivion of Souls. They could not see, my self- willed children, that they had of their own desire sought the darkness and found it ; and now, because it gloomed above them like a pall, they refused to believe in the A MINIATURE CREATION. 41 light where still I was, loving and striving to attract them still. Yet it was not all darkness, and I knew that even what there was might be repelled and cleared away if only my people would turn towards me once more. So I sent down upon them all possible blessings — some they rejected angrily, some they snatched at and threw away again, as though they were poor and trivial — none of them were they thankful for, and none did they desire to keep. And the darkness above them deepened, while my anxious pity for them and love in- creased. For how could I turn altogether away from them, as long as but a few remembered me ? There were some of these weak children of mine who loved and honoured me so well that they ab- sorbed some of my light into themselves, and became heroes, poets, musicians, teachers of high and noble thought, and unselfish, devoted martyrs for the sake of the reverence they bore me. There were 42 A ROMANCE OF TWO WORLDS. women pure and sweet, who wore their existence as innocently as HHes, and who turned to me to seek protection, not for themselves, but for those they loved. There were little children, whose asking voices were like waves of delicious music to my being, and for whom I had a sur- passing tenderness. And yet these all were a mere handful compared to the numbers of those who denied my existence, and who had wilfully crushed out and repelled every spark of my essence in themselves. And as I contemplated all this, the voice I had heard at the com- mencement of my dream rushed towards me like a mighty wind broken through by thunder : ''Destroy!'' A great pity and love possessed me. In deep awe, yet solemn earnestness, I pleaded with that vast commanding voice. "Bid me not destroy!" I implored. "Command me not to disperse into A MINIATURE CREATION. 45 nothingness these children of my fancy, some of whom yet love and trust to me for safety. Let me strive once more to bring them out of their darkness into the light — to bring them to the happiness I designed them to enjoy. They have not all forgotten me — let me give them more time for thought and recollec- tion !" Again the great voice shook the air : '' They love darkness rather than light ; they love the perishable earth of which they are in part composed, better than the germ of immortality with which they were in the beginning endowed. This garden of thine is but a caprice of thy intelligence ; the creatures that inhabit it are soulless and unworthy, and are an offence to that indestructible radiance of which thou art one ray. Therefore I say unto thee again — destroy /" My yearning love grew stronger, and I pleaded with renewed force. 44 A ROMANCE OF TWO WORLDS, '' Oh, thou Unseen Glory !" I cried ; *' thou who hast filled me with this emotion of love and pity which permeates and supports my existence, how canst thou bid me take this sudden revenge upon my frail creation ! No caprice was it that caused me to design it ; nothing but a thought of love and a desire of beauty. Even yet I will fulfil my plan — even yet shall these erring children of mine return to me in time, with patience. While one of them still lifts a hand in prayer to me, or gratitude, I cannot destroy ! Bid me rather sink into the darkness of the uttermost deep of shadow ; only let me save these feeble little ones from destruc- tion !" The voice replied not. A flashing opal brilliancy shot across the light in which 1 rested, and I beheld an Angel, grand, lofty, majestic, with a countenance in which shone the lustre of a myriad summer mornings. A MIXIATURE CREATIOX. 45 " Spirit that art escaped from the Sorrowful Star/' it said in accents clear and sonorous, "' wouldst thou indeed be con- tent to sufter the loss oi heavenly jov and peace, in order to rescue thy perishing creation ?" " I would I" I answered ; *•' if I under- stood death. I would die to save one of those frail creatures, who seek to know me and yet cannot find me through the darkness they have brought upon them- selves. ''To die,'' said the Angel, "to under- stand death, thou wouldst need to become one of them, to take upon thyself their form — to imprison all that brilliancy of which thou art now composed, into a mean and common case of clay ; and even if thou couldst accomplish this, would thy children know thee or receive thee ?" " Nay, but if I could suffer shame by them." I cried impetuously, " I could not 46 A ROMANCE OF TWO WORLDS. suffer sin. My being would be incapable of error, and I would show these creatures of mine the bliss of purity, the joy of wisdom, the ecstasy of light, the certainty of immortality, if they followed me. And then I would die to show them death is easy, and that in dying they would come to me and find their happiness for •ever. The stature of the Angel grew more lofty and magnificent, and its star-like eyes flashed fire. " Then, oh thou wanderer from the Earth !" it said, '^ understandest thou not the Christ ?" A deep awe trembled through me. Meanwhile the garden I had thought a world appeared to roll up like a cloudy scroll, and vanished, and I knew that it had been a vision, and no more. " Oh doubting and foolish Spirit !" went on the Anorel — '' thou who art but one CD point of living light in the Supreme Radi- A MINIATURE CREATION. 47 ance, even ^/lozi- wouldst consent to Immure thyself in the darkness of mortality for sake of thy fancied creation ! Even ^/tou wouldst submit to suffer and to die, In order to show the frail children of thy dream a purely sinless and spiritual example ! Even ^/wu hast had the courage to plead with the One All-Sufficing Voice against the destruction of what to thee was but a mirage floating in this ether ! Even /Aou hast had love, forgiveness, pity ! Even ^/lozi' wouldst be willing to dwell among the creatures of thy fancy as one of them, knowing in thy Inner self that by so doing thy spiritual presence would have marked thy little world for ever as sanctified and impossible to destroy. Even ^/lou wouldst sacrifice a glory to answer a child's prayer — even thou wouldst have patience ! And yet thou hast dared to deny to God those attributes which thou thyself dost possess — He so grea and vast — thou so small and slight ! For 48 A ROMANCE OF TWO WORLDS. the love thou feelest throbbing through thy being, He is the very commencement and perfection of all love ; if thou hast pity, He has ten thousand times more pity ; If ^/lo^c■ canst forgive, remember that from H Im flows all thy power of forgiveness ! There is nothing thou canst do, even at the highest height of spiritual perfection, that He cannot surpass by a thousand million fold ! Neither shalt thou refuse to believe that He can also suffer. Know that nothing is more godlike than un- selfish sorrow — and the grief of the Creator over one erring human soul is as vast as He Himself Is vast. Why wouldst thou make of Him a being destitute of the best emotions that He Himself bestows upon thee ? T/ioti wouldst have entered Into thy dream-world and lived In It and died In It, if by so doing thou couldst have drawn one of thy creatures back to the love of thee ; and wilt thou not receive the Christ ?" A MINIATURE CREATION. 49 I bowed my head, and a flood of joy rushed through me. "I beHeve — I beHeve and I love!" I murmured. '' Desert me not, O radiant Ancrel ! I feel and know that all these wonders must soon pass away from my sight ; but wilt thou also go ?" The Aneel smiled and touched me. ^' I am thy guardian," it said. " I have been with thee always. I can never leave thee so long as thy soul seeks spiritual things. Asleep or awake on the Earth,. wherever thou art, I also am. There have been times when I have warned thee and thou wouldst not listen, when I have tried to draw thee onward and thou wouldst not come; but now I fear no more thy disobedience, for thy restlessness is past. Come with me ; it is permitted thee to see far off the vision of the Last Circle." The glorious figure raised me gently by the hand, and we floated on and on, higher VOL. II. 24 50 A. ROMANCE OF. TWO WORLDS. and higher, past little circles which my guide told me were all solar systems, though they looked nothing but slender garlands of fire, so rapidly did they revolve and so swiftly did we pass them. Higher and higher we went, till even to my untiring spirit the way seemed long. Beautiful creatures in human shape, but as delicate as gossamer, passed us every now and then, some In bands of twos and threes, some alone ; and the higher we soared the more dazzllngly lovely these inhabitants of the air seemed to be. ** They are all born of the Great Circle," my guardian Angel explained to me ; ^' and to them Is given the power of com- municating high thought or inspiration. Among them are the Spirits of Music, of Poesy, of Prophecy, and of all Art ever known In all worlds. The success of their teaching depends on how much purity and unselfishness there Is In the soul to which they whisper their divine messages — A MINIATURE CREATION. 51 messages as brief as telegrams which must be Hstened to with entire attention and acted upon at once, or the lesson is lost and may never come again." Just then, I saw a Shape coming to- wards me as of a lovely fair-haired child, who seemed to be playing softly on a strange glittering instrument like a broken cloud strung through with sunbeams. Heedless of consequences, I caught at its misty robe in a wild effort to detain it. It obeyed my touch, and turned its deeply luminous eyes first upon me, and then upon the Angel who accompanied my flight. *' What seekest thou ?" it asked in a voice like the murmuring of the wind among flowers. '' Music !" I answered. " Sing me thy melodies — fill m.e with harmonies divine and unreachable — and I will strive to be worthy of thy teachings." 24 — 2 52 A ROMANCE OF TWO WORLDS, The young Shape smiled and drew closer towards me. '' Thy wish is granted, Sister Spirit !" it replied. " The pity I shall feel for thy fate when thou art again pent in clay, shall be taught thee in minor music — thou shalt possess the secret of unwritten sound, and I will sing to thee and bring thee comfort. On Earth, call but my name — Aeon ! and thou shalt behold me. For thy longing voice is known to the Children of Music, and hath oft shaken the vibrating light wherein they dwell. Fear not ! As long as thou dost love me, I am thine." And parting slowly, still smiling, the lovely vision, with its small radiant hands ever wandering among the starry strings of its cloud-like lyre, floated onward. Suddenly a clear voice said '' Welcome !" and looking up I saw my first friend Azul. I smiled in glad recognition — I would have spoken — but lo ! a wide immensity of blazing glory broke like many-coloured A MINIATURE CREATION. 53 lightning around me — so dazzling, so overpowering, that I Instinctively drew back and paused — I felt I could go no further. *' Here," said my guardian gently — *' here ends thy journey. Would that It were possible, poor Spirit, for thee to pass this boundary ! But that may not be — as yet. In the meanwhile thou mayest gaze for a brief space upon the majestic sphere which mortals dream of as Heaven. Behold and see how fair Is the Incorruptible perfection of God's World !" I looked and trembled — I should have sunk yet further backward, had not Azul and my Angel-guide held me with their light yet forcible clasp. My heart fails me now as I try to write of that tremen- dous, that sublime scene — the Centre of the Universe — the Cause of all Creation. How unlike Heaven such as we In our ignorance have tried to depict ! though it is far better we should have a mistaken 54 A ROMANCE OF TWO WORLDS. idea than none at all. What I beheld was a Circle, so huge that no mortal measure- ments could compass it — a wide Ring composed of seven colours, rainbow-like, but flashing with perpetual motion and brilliancy, as though a thousand million suns were for ever being woven into it to feed its transcendent lustre. From every part of this Ring darted long broad shafts of light, some of which stretched out so far that I could not see where they ended ; sometimes a bubbling shower of lightning sparks would be flung out on the pure ether, and this would instantly form into circles, small or great, and whirl round and round the enormous girdle of flame from which they had been cast, with the most Inconceivable rapidity. But wonderful as the Ring was, it encompassed a Sphere yet more marvellous and dazzling ; a great Globe of opal-tinted light, revolving as it were upon its own axis, and ever sur- rounded by that scintillating, jewel-like A MINIATURE CREATION. 55 wreath of electricity, whose only motion was to shine and burn w^ithin itself for ever. I could not bear to look upon the brightness of that magnificent central World — so large that multiplying the size of the sun by a hundred thousand millions, no adequate idea could be formed of its vast proportions. And ever it revolved — • and ever the Rainbow Ring around it glittered and cast forth those other rings which I knew now were living solar svstems cast forth from that electric band as a volcano casts forth fire and lava. My Angel-guide motioned me to look towards that side of the Ring which was nearest to the position of the Earth. I looked, and perceived that there the shafts of descend- ing light formed themselves as they fell into the shape of a Cross. At this, such sorrow, love, and shame overcame me, that I knew not where to turn. I mur- mured : " Send me back again, dear Angel — 56 A ROMANCE OF TWO WORLDS, send me back to that Star of Sorrow and Error. Let me hasten to make amends there for all my folly — let me try to teach others what now I know. I am unworthy to be here beside thee — I am unfit to look on yonder splendid World — let me return to do penance for my sins and shortcomings ; for what am I that God should bless me ? and though I should consume myself in labour and suffering, how can I ever hope to deserve the smallest place in that heavenly glory I now partly behold ?" And could spirits shed tears, I should have wept with re- morse and grief. Azul spoke, softly and tenderly : '* Now thou dost believe — henceforth thou must love. Love alone can pass yon flaming barrier — love alone can gain for thee eternal bliss. In love and for love were all things made — God loveth His creatures, even so let His creatures love Him, and so shall the twain be drawn together." A MINIATURE CREATION. 57 " Listen !" added my Angel-guide. '' Thou hast not travelled so far as yet to remain in ignorance. That burning Ring thou seest is the result of the Creator's ever-working Intelligence ; from it all the Universe hath sprung. It is exhaustless and perpetually creative ; it is pure and perfect electricity. The smallest spark of that fiery essence in a mortal frame is sufficient to form a soul or spirit, such as mine, or that of Azul, or thine, when thou art perfected. The huge world rolling within the Ring is where God dwells. Dare not thou to question His shape, His look, His mien! Know that He is the Supreme Spirit in which all Beauty, all Perfection, all Love, find consummation. His breath is the fire of the Ring; His look, His pleasure, cause the motion of His World and all worlds. There, where He dwells, dwell also all pure souls ; there all desires have fulfilment without satiety, and there all 58 A ROMANCE OF TWO WORLDS. loveliness, wisdom or pleasure known in any or all of the other spheres are also known. Speak, Azul, and tell this wanderer from Earth what she will gain in winning her place in Heaven." Aziil looked tenderly upon me, and said : " When thoQ hast slept the brief sleep of death, when thou art permitted to throw off for ever thy garb of clay, and when by thine own ceaseless love and longing thou hast won the right to pass the great Circle, thou shalt find thyself in a land where the glories of the natural scenery alone shall overpower thee with joy — scenery that for ever changes into new wonders and greater beauty. Thou shalt hear music such as thou canst not dream of. Thou shalt find friends, beyond all imagination fair and faithful. Thou shalt read and see the history of all the planets, produced for thee in an ever- moving panorama. Thou shalt love and A MINIATURE CREATION. 59 be beloved for ever by thine own Twin Soul ; wherever that spirit may be now, it must join thee hereafter. The joys of learning, memory, consciousness, sleep, waking, and exercise shall all be thine. Sin, sorrow, pain, disease and death thou shalt know no more. Thou shalt be able to remember happiness, to possess it, and to look forward to it. Thou shalt have full and pleasant occupation without fatigue — thy food and substance shall be light and air. Flowers, rare and imperishable, shall bloom for thee ; birds of exquisite form and tender voice shall sing to thee ; angels shall be thy companions. Thou shalt have fresh and glad desires to offer to God with every portion of thy existence, and each one shall be granted as soon as asked, for then thou wilt not be able to ask anything that is displeasing to Him. But because it is a joy to wish, thou shalt wish ; and because it is a joy to grant, so also will He grant. No delight, 6o A ROMANCE OF TWO WORLDS. small or great, is wanting in that vast sphere ; only sorrow is lacking, and satiety and disappointment have no place. Wilt thou seek for admittance there, or wilt thou faint by the way and grow weary ?" I raised my eyes full of ecstasy and reverence. ** My mere efforts must count as nothing," I said ; *' but if Love can help me, I will love and long for God's World until I die !" My guardian Angel pointed to those rays of light I had before noticed, that slanted downwards towards Earth in the form of a cross. '* That is the path by which t/iou must travel. Mark it well. All pilgrims from the Sorrowful Star must journey by that road. Woe to them that turn aside to roam 'mid spheres they know not of, to lose themselves in seas of light wherein they cannot steer ! Remember my warn- ing ! And now, Spirit who art commended A MINIATURE CREATION. 6i to my watchful care, thy brief liberty is ended. Thou has been lifted up to the outer edge of the Electric Circle ; further we dare not take thee. Hast thou aught else to ask before the veil of mortality again enshrouds thee .^" I answered not, but within myself I formed a wild desire. The Electric Ring flashed fiercely on my uplifted eyes, but I kept them fixed hopefully and lovingly on its intensely deep brilliancy. 'Mf love and faith can avail me," I murmured, " I shall see what I have souorht." I was not disappointed.- The fiery waves of light parted on either side of the spot where I w^ith my companions rested ; and a Figure, majestic, unutterably grand and beautiful, approached me. At the same moment a number of other faces and forms shone hoveringly out of the Ring ; one I noticed like an exquisitely beautiful woman, with floating hair and 62 A ROMANCE OF TWO WORLDS. clear, earnest, unfathomable eyes. Azul and the Angel sank reverently down and drooped their radiant heads like flowers in hot sunshine. I alone, daringly, yet with inexpressible affection welling up within me, watched with unshrinking gaze the swift advance of that supreme Figure, upon whose broad brows rested the faint semblance of a Crown of Thorns. A voice penetratingly sweet addressed me : *' Mortal from the Star I saved from ruin, because thou hast desired Me, I come ! Even as thy former unbelief, shall be now thy faith. Because thou lovest Me, I am with thee. For do I not know thee better than the Angels can ? Have I not dwelt in thy clay, suffered thy sorrows, wept thy tears, died thy deaths ? One with My Father, and yet one with thee, I demand thy love, and so through Me shalt thou attain immortal life." I felt a touch upon me like a scorching flame — a thrill rushed through my being — A MINIATURE CREATION. 6;^ and then I knew that I was sinking down, down, further and further away. I saw that wondrous Figure standing serene and smiling between the retiring waves of electric radiance. I saw the great inner sphere revolve, and glitter as it rolled, like an enormous diamond encircled with gold and sapphire, and then all suddenly the air grew dim and cloudy, and the sensation of falling became more and more rapid. Aziil was beside me still, and I also perceived the outline of my guardian Angel's form, though that was growing indistinct. I now recalled the request of Heliobas, and spoke : '' Azul, tell me what shadow rests upon the life of him to whom I am now return- ing!" Azul looked at me earnestly, and re- plied : " Thou darincr one ! Seekest thou to o pierce the future fate of others ? Is it not enough for thee to have heard the voice 64 A ROMANCE OF TWO WORLDS. that maketh the Angels' singing silent, and wouldst thou yet know more ?" I was full of a strange unhesitating courage, therefore I said fearlessly : ** He is thy Beloved one, Azul — thy Twin Soul ; and wilt thou let him fall away from thee when a word or sign might save him ?" *' Even as he Is my Beloved, so let him not fail to hear my voice," replied Azul, with a tinge of melancholy. ^' For though he has accomplished much, he is as yet but mortal. Thou canst guide him thus far ; tell him, when death lies like a gift in his hand, let him withhold it, and re- member me. And now, my friend — fare- well !" I would have spoken again, but could not. An oppressed sensation came over me, and I seemed to plunge coldly into a depth of Inextricable blackness. I felt cramped for room, and struggled for exist- ence, for motion, for breath. What had A MINIATURE CREATION. 65 happened to me ? I wondered indignantly. Was I a fettered prisoner ? had I lost the use of my light aerial limbs that had borne me so swiftly through the realms of space ? What crushing weight overpowered me ? why such want of air and loss of delightful ease ? I sighed restlessly and impatiently at the narrow darkness In which I found myself — a sorrowful, deep, shuddering sigh . . . and woke. That Is to say, I languidly opened mortal eyes to find myself once more pent up in mortal frame, though I retained a perfect remembrance and consciousness of ^y^ything I had experienced during my spirit-wanderings. Hellobas stood in front of me with outstretched hands, and his eyes were fixed on mine with a mingled expression of anxiety and authority, which changed Into a look of relief and gladness as I smiled at him and uttered his name aloud. VOL. II. 25 ^ i . .iWiC ^S ^^"^ ^^^ ^^Ss ^vl ^^^ ^'^mtt oMfi v^