Love's Loyalty CECIL CLARKE :mL.:^^i^i£Ml;^^ii..j^^i3^^kir. '.^TiiH^'. L I B R.ARY OF THE U N IVLR5ITY or ILLl NOIS VOL. I. LOVE'S LOYALTY. BY THE SAME AUTHOR. ELSIE GREY: A Tale of Truth. Crown 8vo, cloth, 5s. GRIFFITH FARRAN OKEDEN & WELSH NEWBERY HOUSE, CHARING CROSS ROAD LONDON AND SYDNEY LovE's Loyalty BY CECI L CLARKE AUTHOR OF * ELSIE GREY,' 'ULRICA,' 'THE LITTLE ALPINE FOX DOG,' * WHEN ALL WAS YOUNG,' 'GREAT-HEART AND HIS LITTLE FRIENDS,' ETC. All-conquering Love! Who shall withstand thee when, armed with Heaven's might, thou knockest at man's conscience-gate. IN TWO VOLUMES. VOL. L LONDON GRIFFITH FARRAN OKEDEN & WELSH NEWBERY HOUSE, CHARING CROSS ROAD AND SYDNEY The Rights of Translation atid of Reproduction are reserved. V . CONTENTS. CHAPTER I. PAGE CIRCE'S CRIB. . . . . . .1 CHAPTER II. COUSINS-GERMAN. .... .II j^ CHAPTER III. *J THEN THEY WERE BUT CHILDREN. . .21 CHAPTER IV. THE GENTLEMAN IN WHITE. . . . -35 CHAPTER V. ^ A PROPOSED REVERSION. ..... 50 V On <>^ ^^ CHAPTER. VI. i>b FOREBODINGS. ...... 62 ':^ CHAPTERVII. NUMBER ONE OF THE 'pilot.' . Vlll CONTENTS. CHAPTER VIII. PACJK life's little span. ..... 89 CHAPTER IX. 'assets— NIL. ." . . . . .114 CHAPTER X. A NORTHERN HOME. . . . . .1.32 CHAPTER XI. WHERE POVERTY HELD ITS OWN.' . -157 CHAPTER XII. MADAME TRAILL. . . . . . .177 CHAPTERXIII. NED FOSTER'S LEGACY. . . . . . 2IO CHAPTER XIV. IS IT PEACE ?...... 24s CHAPTER XV. ' HERZ, MEIN HERZ, WAS WILLST DU MIT MIR 1 ' . 280 LOVE'S LOYALTY CHAPTER I. CIRCE'S CRIB. In a tortuous city-alley, one of similar traps for the unwary to lose themselves, stands a building whose door-posts are bright with many a strip of brass. These ornaments announce a dozen concerns or more undergoing an elaborate process of winding-up by a firm of accountants on the first floor. The pedestrian would be wise to pause and learn a lesson, for these records are pregnant with the histories of many a brilliant undertaking, melancholy epigraphs of sundry ambitious schemes of the promoter. Of two facts, the investigator may feel assured. Any life-blood which may have stirred the pulses of those ventures at the outset is being fatally cupped from them in the present crisis. He will also be relieved to know that the promoters have feathered their own nests at the expense of the confiding shareholders. Six down from the top, sandwiched between a syndicate with an alluring title, and a Phosphate Company equally attractive, was inscribed, not very long ago, 'The Great Wheal Paradox Mine,' all VOL. I. A 2 LOVE S LOYALTY. three speculations being marked as limited and in liquidation. What a fall was registered in those few words ! As the blackened case of some spent rocket remains the only evidence of meteoric splendour, so did only this trumpery strip recall halcyon days of promotion money, luncheons, and directors' fees. A sad ending in truth to some splendid project for the benefit of mankind, as set forth in an inspired prospectus, the pretty May-fly bait at which a shoal of innocents had risen and snapped so eagerly. Alas ! that so much subtle brain-power should have been expended in vain. If the wayfarer be not stirred to pity over this reflection, his heart must indeed be stony. But those business premises are not entirely given over to such cruel sport, for, doubtless to encourage the financiers to fresh schemes of public benevol- ence, the ground floor is dedicated to the worship of Bacchus. There, behind a baize door with lozenge- shaped panels indicating the bar, and under the very roof, haunted by the shades of former efforts, he may nerve himself to fresh exertions for the benefit of his country. Enter this choice den any working day between noon and nightfall, and you will find a crowd of bibulous patrons, jostling each other before its marble- topped counter. Obviously a sanguine collection of humanity, as may be gathered from their conversa- tion and confidential whisperings. No suggestion of failure is ever allowed to intrude upon programmes arranged for the welfare of others : at the start, success is assured. To promote and in due time launch some attractive company upon the ever-greedy waters of speculation would seem mere child's-play to these CIRCE'S CRIB. 3 bold, if thirsty, mortals hob-nobbing over their pota- tions in hoarse tones of mutual good fellowship. One corner of this delectable apartment is con- cealed from vulgar gaze by a faded curtain. But if the stranger be fortunate in having secured the favour of some honoured patron of the crib (a distinction only conferred after excessive treating), he will find that the drapery hides a cozy nook indeed. Over those innocent-looking tables, around which — their arms spread wide to enfold you in their embraces — several wooden chairs are grouped, how many a fine project must have been hatched ; the drafts of what splendid prospectuses drawn out. It is grievous to think how the cruel breakers of failure should so often have cast these gay promoters upon the merci- less reefs of liquidation as sole reward for their dis- interestedness. What joy, however, to reflect how their brave natures have risen superior to each reverse, and, the hour of probation at an end, stirred by new and lofty impulses, they have been eager to start something else for the welfare of others. Before raising that seductive curtain, let us take our stand unobserved, and single out a few speci- mens for illustration. Who will not envy that amorous gentleman lolling against the counter as he exchanges pleasantries with the Hebe of his choice ? Surely those inspired sallies which flow so glibly from his lips must have greatly edified her, or the bold eyes would not meet his in such appreciation of his wit. What can this well-dressed person be who can afford to spend his noon thus in pleasant idleness, quaffing merrily the while .-* Probably one of those enigmas known under the comprehensive term of ' something in the city,' pos- 4 LOVE S LOYALTY. sessing no local habitation, and, perchance, without a name (worth having) when wanted by his creditors. He is, no doubt, as many other patrons are, a hanger- on to the frail skirts of speculation, ready to plunge into any tempting market with the best of them. Judging from his spirits this morning, some recent immersion must have been quite refreshing. Perhaps there are times when the dip is not so exhilarating. Then neither Circe nor Dulcinea know his presence for awhile. Seated in the centre of a coterie of fellow-drinkers, his hat tilted rakishly on one side, an unsteady hand raised to emphasise some choice retort, is one of the Crib's most esteemed guests. He has already imbibed sufficient to have sent any less hardened tippler fuddled out into the noonday bustle. Now and again some ' outside' dealer beckons his client aside, when the group of boon companions is hur- riedly left, and a whispered conference follows. The festive operator's instructions taken as to 'opening' or ' closing,' ' bulling,' ' bearing,' ' stagging,' or some such feat so alarming to the uninitiated, the telling anecdote and rum-and-water are taken up afresh. At the further end of the bar another habitue enter- tains a privileged few with jest and anecdote, not always tuned to ears polite. Indeed, just now this seems a very vulgar old man, as in husky tones, his rubicund face illumined by an unctuous grin, he pours forth his mirth -provoking tale, raising that ready laugh which too surely bespeaks the vacant mind. Perhaps we misjudge him though, for Hebe listens too, and, the story ended, is lavish in her praise of it. ' You're a gay sort, you are ! ' is her comment, as she raps the narrator playfully over CIRCE S CRIB. 5 the knuckles with a spoon. Then she hurries off to wait on other thirsty souls, clamorous for atten- tion. These are of a different stamp to those more leisurely consumers selected at random as types of Circe's slaves. The youths who hurry in are, it is true, as regular in their potations as the most grasp- ing caterer could desire. But at this time of day they have to take their drinks — as they do their busi- ness in the ' House ' yonder — in a hurried, boisterous fashion. A nod or a wink and the dram is served and tossed off with a celerity only an expert can acquire. You must drop in later when the ' bitter ' period has set in, if you want to catch the lively jobber with his jocular rash full out upon him. Then, over some prized Circean draught (in which water plays quite an undignified part), he will en- liven you with many a ribald joke conveyed in a jargon peculiarly his own — an accomplishment which has gone far to elevate this particular specimen of humanity (as it has the Parisian cocker) to quite a unique position. Now let us enter the sanctum on a fine morning, when the Great Wheal Paradox formed one of the ornaments on the door-posts. There are only two guests within. The elder, a seedy -looking party with thin, drooping whiskers and a restless, excitable manner, not inviting confidence, offers a strange con- trast to the pale, handsome man who should be in the prime of life. Whilst the one exhausts himself with a flow of strong invective, the younger leans back pareing his nails, his face a blank. Only a scornful smile at times indicates any interest in his com- panion's harangue. ' Don't you think we've had enough of this, Rush- 6 LOVE S LOYALTY. worth,' he inquires languidly, during the pause necessitated by the other's appeal to a tankard be- side him. ' I never knew any fellow harp on a grievance as you do. One would fancy this was the first time you'd been pinched. Do keep your oration for somebody else ; it's wasted on me. What do I care how you came out of the Paradox? It was a swagger enough concern while it lasted.' ' Yes, " swagger," and to spare for some of you gentry. But how about the real wire-pullers ; those who did all the . . . .' ' Don't say dirty work. It's such a deuced un- pleasant word, why not financing? If they didn't look out for themselves when they had the chance, that's their business ; they've nobody else to blame. The affair's over, let's drop it.' ' Is it over ! ' grumbles the thirsty man. ' I wonder what old Folley thinks about that' ' If Mr Bostock was perverse enough to accept the hospitalities of Holloway rather than those of foreign climes, he has only himself to thank. As I've told you, that lemon has been squeezed dry long ago, so far as we're concerned. If you've any claim against the estate, why not apply to our kind friends up- stairs? They'll let you rank as creditor, I'll be bound, or, try and square them. You got them the job ; they ought to be grateful. That's my advice, and you're welcome to it' Mr Rushworth brings his fist down on the table with an angry thump. ' Curse 'em, the bloodsuckers, many's the good thing they've dropped into through me.' * All the more reason for now showing their gratitude.' CIRCE S CRIB. 7 'Yes, you always were an injured innocent,' con- tinues the other drily. ' Look here, I've got some- thing worth all the Wheal Paradoxes in Christen- dom, a real big thing, and no error if properly worked.' He draws a paper from his pocket as he speaks. 'Just cast your discerning optic over that, will you? If it's not a masterpiece of composition, somebody's education has been neglected.' ' Your production, of course ? ' inquires the ill- treated Rush worth. ' I didn't say so. Perhaps the style may divulge the authorship, if you're particularly anxious on the subject.' The other runs his eye over the prospectus as bidden. ' It's not bad, but I should have laid it on a bit thicker. This sort of thing,' after another pull at the tankard for inspiration. ' " It is acknowledged on all sides, how an enormous return awaits the judicious employment of capital in the direction indicated. That the absolute necessity exists for an organ, which shall, at first hand, dissemminate the true principles of faith in the English tongue, amongst our fellow-countrymen, throughout the vast continent of Europe, no right - minded person can deny. That such a want has been so long neglected, is little short of a scandal, v/hich it is the duty of all good Christians to remove. A glance at the names upon this directorate will convince the most sceptical, that the shareholders' interests will be jealously guarded by men of unblemished character and integrity. The head offices of the paper will, as announced, be established in Paris, a city where 8 love's loyalty. the demon of corruption stalks abroad, clad in most attractive garb. There, a journal of religious tone, circulating amongst our compatriots, forced by cir- cumstances to reside within the walls of that aban- doned capital, cannot fail to produce untold bless- ings. ]\Iany shares have been already privately placed. Early application for the remainder is therefore imperative. Promises of support from influential members of society in all quarters of the globe, and of many diverse shades of opinion, continue to reach the directorate by every post. Thus the success of the undertaking is at the outset assured. The investor, drawing his ample half-yearly dividend, will be cheered with the re- flection that his money is advancing a most righte- ous cause — a cause it is the absolute duty of every man, woman, and child in this realm to further with might and main, and with no niggardly hand." There, that's my notion of how it should run,', concludes Mr Rushworth proudly, with a flourish of the now empty pewter. 'Thanks, my friend. You may consider yourself, after that superb effort, permanently engaged upon the staff of the journal. Your peroration, though somewhat flowery, and I fancy, a trifle too liberal in its adjectives, is especially brilliant. In the name of my colleagues, let me offer you the pro teiu. secretaryship of the undertaking. Your decision must be immediate, as there are many applicants.' ' With a substantial cash deposit, and a year's prospective salary sunk in shares ? I am greatly obliged to you for the offer, I'm sure.' * Not if secured by the company's debenture bonds ?' CIRCE S CRIB. Even then I might hesitate.' 'You are unreasonable, Rushworth. The affair will float, as sure as my name's Henry Wodehouse. High Church, Low Church, Broad Church, they'll all welcome us with open arms. The opposition small fry — Messengers, Heralds, Registers, and the like — will be absolutely nowhere. Look at this. *' The Continental Pilot, a zveekly journal pledged to the diffusion of true evangelical doctrines throughout the chief capitals of Europe^ Why, we shall be at a premium if the thing's even whispered on the market ! There's nothing like a spice of religion to work the oracle briskly. Won't you change your mind and accept service under the Pilot's banner ? ' * I'm open for a cheque on account of literary services already rendered. Otherwise, I prefer to look on for the present,' responds the cautious Rushworth. 'You'll be one of us before long, my boy. By- the-way, talking of bonds, I had no end of a jobation from our choleric friend Foster this morn- ing. He doesn't take his pinching in the Paradox any more kindly than you, so you have a companion in adversity. His language is forcible, though his strictures on my share in what he is pleased to call " that bogus swindle " are ungracious, to say the least of it. Fortunately, I am not of a vindictive turn, or I might pursue him for libel. Hang it, I only advised to the best of my judgment. Surely I'm not to be held responsible if people's investments don't always turnup trumps? These Anglo-Indian chaps are all alike when they get squeezed a bit. I suppose it's their livers, poor devils. But there's something else in his letter, which micfht rouse the lO LOVE S LOYALTY. mildest of men. Unless I'm much mistaken, he's been meddling with my domestic affairs again. If I'm right, he'll find me an ugly customer to tackle.' ' A demon of the first water unquestionably. What an ennobling picture ! A doting husband roused to defend his happy home from the attention of the Indian Python.' * Here, drop that, Rushworth/ interrupts Henry Wodehouse, turning pale, and fairly roused by what seems to be an unwelcome home-thrust. ' When I want any more of your airy pleasantries, I'll call for them. Until then, kindly limit your efforts to your special circle of admirers at the counter yonder.' The would-be pioneer of Faith upon the Continent of Europe rises in indignation. ' Have another drink, old man, to show there's no ill-feeling,' suggests the elder, soothingly. ' What a sponge it is ! No thanks, I want to keep my head clear for the Pilot this afternoon. I'm still disposed to be liberal. There's the pro tein. Secretary- ship open for you till to-morrow. Mark my words, it'll be a big pot' ' I thought he'd show the cloven-foot before long,' muses Mr Rushworth, when the promoter has passed behind the curtain. ' Poor little beggar of a wife. She's stuck to him through thick and thin, I hear, till she couldn't stand it any longer. Now she's abroad with her young 'uns, though I don't believe he knows where. But he'll find her out, never fear, that is, if there's any coin knocking about. Sponge, indeed, I like that ! He's a virtuous sort of party to chaff me. I'm not over strait-laced, perhaps, but I should think twice before I sailed as close to the wind as friend H. W. does pretty often.' CHAPTER II. COUSINS-GERMAN. ' Now, then, Nora, listen to this from Schiller's Jung- frau. It's a difficult bit, so I've tried my hardest. Shirley's heard part, I'll tell you what she said pre- sently, but I want your opinion first, her's isn't up to much. That's right, open the dictionary again in case we want to refer. Are you ready ? ' Miss Nora, thus appealed to, moved nearer to the young student and nodded encouragingly. * Then, here goes. Prologue. Scene the Fourth. Joan on the stage all by herself. She's got the helmet Bertrand has brought with him from the town, and which fascinates her so. She's awfully romantic, besides being upset by what she's heard. (But you've seen the piece, and will remember. I haven't.) This is what she says, — ** Good-bye, you mountains, you beloved pasturages, You sad still valleys, I say good-bye. Joan will now no longer scamper about amongst you, Joan repeats over you a perpetual good-bye. You meadows I watered, you trees I planted, Keep on being merry and green. Good-bye you grottoes and cool wells, You echo, friendly voice of the valley, Which often gave me back an answer to my songs, 12 Joan departs and never comes back again. You places of all my quiet enjoyments, I am going to leave you behind me for ever ! Disperse yourselves lambs, over the heath, You are now a — " 1 can't find this word anywhere, but I think it means " flock." *' Without any curate to look after you, Because I must feed another herd There on the bloody field of hazard. Thus has the call of the spectre taken hold of me ; Conceited, earthly desires do not urge me along " ' The youth paused troubled by some passage where the words were chopped up into more than their usual number of fragments. 'This is a puzzler. Let's have old James to the rescue. As far as it goes, how do you like it, Nora ? ' Miss Wodehouse's gaze was fixed on the glittering spire of the Court church opposite, though for all she saw she might have been looking elsewhere. * It is a lovely soliloquy,' she murmured dreamily, 'and made me cry, when I saw Fraulein Schuster play the character so powerfully last winter. I think your translation is capital. But would you feel offended if I suggested something?' ' Not in the least,' responded the scholar valiantly. ' Fancy asking. I know I'm an awful duffer and make no end of mistakes. You're ever so much more of a swell at German than I am.' ' I did not mean that, Neil, for I make sad blunders only too often myself. What I thought was . . . well, that perhaps you have been rather too literal in your rendering ; not caught the spirit of that sorrowful, impassioned farewell quite tenderly. Yet,' the critic hastened to add for fear of seeming captious, COUSINS-GERMAN. 1 3 * I know it is very, very difficult, almost impossible, indeed, for beginners to convey the sentiment in another language. But Neil, " scamper " and " curate " ! What droll words to use ; where ever did you get them from ? I am afraid they would never pass. Then you have forgotten the proper use of the word thou, which plays so important a part in this country. I am sure the brave and romantic Joan of Arc must have spoken to the spots she loved so well most affectionately. You are quite certain you are not annoyed at my criticisms ? ' 'Not a bit. Of course, if I'd put "scamper" and "curate" in the same line it might have sounded rather disrespectful. The words are in the diction- ary all right Kind old sensitive Nora, always think- ing of other people, especially curates. Do you know,' continued the youth afcer a pause, ' I really fancy I shall have to kiss you, if you don't mind, though there are foreigners about.' ' Neil, Neil, I am surprised at you ! ' ' I daresay you are ; but I feel I shall have to, all the same. You're so jolly pretty, you see. Besides, I'm your cousin, so why shouldn't I ? ' ' Many times removed this morning. Further off than ever, if you behave so badly as that,' admonished the young lady with a smile. ' Bother, Let's be cousins-german really, — that's Shirley's feeble little joke, isn't it? — and love each other very much.' ' Well, so we are cousins, of course ; nobody can alter that relationship. Now, if you wish, we will continue the translation. Shall I help you with the sentence we left off at ? ' Oddly enough the lad was not eager to resume his 14 LOVE S LOYALTY. Studies. The subject opened up seemed altogether too attractive to be dropped thus abruptly. * I can't make out why you're always so tremend- ously down on a fellow about that. Of course, we've arranged to be married all right some day. If we don't love each other now, we never shall.' ' I am very fond of you, Neil,' responded Miss Wodehouse simply. 'And perhaps we shall be happy together "some day," as you prophesy. But at present we are a great deal too young to even dream of such a thing as marriage, or even a betrothal, which — ' 'You'll give me your word, though,' broke in the youth eagerly, as he pressed his cousin's disengaged hand with a fervour altogether beyond his years. ' You'll tell me again, with your own lips, Nora dear, that you won't fall in love with any other fellow when you're quite grown-up, " out," or whatever people call it ? Do promise me that. I'm. awfully frightened of those curates.' ' Silly, silly Neil. Remember what I told you in the Grosser Garten last Sunday.' Master Challoner's face fell. ' I recollect that well enough. But Aunt Celia, can't want you always at anyrate after she gets back to England. Besides, she's got Shirley to live with her. As to your being a year or two older than me, that don't matter in the least, and as for having no money — ' ' Now, that's very wrong. Yes,' after further con- sideration, 'very, very wicked also. As if I would ever leave lonely, little mother, with only Shirley to look after her, in England or anywhere else. Sister's a dear, good pet, as everybody knows, but think how COUSINS-GERMAN. 1 5 giddy and restless ! A [^rown-up, thoughtful woman she never can be, I am afraid.' ' Not like pretty, old-fashioned Nora is, long before her time, eh ? ' Miss Wodehouse turned her head aside. ' How lovely the Elbe looks to-day,' she remarked, with a view to change the conversation, which was becoming rather embarrassing. ' Just think at this very spot last winter, one could walk across on the ice ; and now it is so hot we can scarcely breathe. How charmingly blue the sky is, and how the water dances and sparkles. I can hardly look at it without blinking.' ' Yes. Shouldn't I just like another bathe after dinner, if it wasn't for those beastly lessons. ' 'Another!' echoed Miss Nora, in astonishment; * why, mother says you have become half a fish already since we settled here ; you can't want to live in the water altogether, surely ? ', I don't know so much about that ; this weather it wouldn't be half bad. Look here,' plunging sud- denly back to the forbidden topic, ' it's no use your trying to put me off by talking about the river, and how jolly Dresden looks in the sun. I mean to marry you when I'm a man and can afford it. You see if 1 won't. I'm not nearly so badly off as you think. And I've got what some people haven't — prospects.' Of a sudden, with accompaniment of a merry peal of laughter, a lithe form sprang out from ambush upon the pair. The discarded Jungfrau was tossed out of the boy's hand in a trice. 'This is what you call coming out to translate your Schiller without being disturbed, is it? You two dreadful young spoonies — yes, I know it's a sad word i6 love's loyalty. to use, my dear, but I really can't help it,' rang out a clear, fresh voice. ' It's no good trying to look so shocked. Miss Honora Wodehouse, for I've heard everything. I should have pounced out on you long ago, only I was laughing too much. When,' — and the eavesdropper turned on her cousin, who was groping ignominiously after his treasured memoranda con- cerning the luckless Maid of Orleans — ' when you wanted to kiss your lady-love, you impertinent boy. How likely she would indeed ! ' ' I have you, anyhow, Shirley,' retaliated the crest- fallen youth collecting his leaflets, and very red in the face with his exertions. * Yes, once, Master Clever, and that doesn't count. When you took me unawares under the mistletoe at Budleigh-Tarleton. So I make feeble little jokes about our relationship, do I ? And my opinion on your feeblest of feeble translations isn't up to much. How grateful some people are, and what sweet memories they have ! You've forgotten all about Ritter Toggenburg, Neil, haven't you ? ' 'The soldier chap who built a hut at the foot of a convent to be near his sweetheart's window? ' * Yes, only he sat there too long, and one night caught a dreadful cold, poor young man. He was faithful to his vow though, and when they found him dead in the morning, he was still looking up at the casement. Now, that is what I call being a hero, if you like ! Well, I put all your nonsense into the finest English known, and yet you dare to say that my help is not worth having ! I do call this being " real mean," as that American girl Miss Wiggins is always saying through her nose.' After which reproach Miss Shirley plumped sud- COUSINS-GERMAN. ly denly down on the bench between this enterprising young couple, who, ignoring such trifles as destiny or other mundane considerations, had decided to be happy together at some future period. * Don't you think spooning rather hot work a morn- ing like this ? ' inquired the interloper. There was a merry twinkle in her eye, as she turned from one to the other, vainly endeavouring to adjust her features to suit the gravity of the occasion. * It must be splendid in one way, you never can feel hungry. It's nearly half-past twelve now, for instance, and when people breakfast at seven, of course they can't pos- sibly want anything to eat until supper-time. I mean love-sick boys and girls.' Neil was on his legs promptly. * DonnerzuetteVy it isn't as late as that, Shirley, is it ? Sha'n't I catch it, and with botany lesson at two.' * Indeed, it is. Franz was carrying the soup into the dining-room when I passed. But you needn't use lengthy German words, all the same. . . . Oh, Neil, what have you said to our little Nora ? Look, she's crying ! Poor, poor Nollekins, what has he done to you ? ' And with true sisterly concern, the girl took the elder's face between her hands and peered lovingly into it, as if to try and read what was the matter. Then she rapturously kissed the object of her solicitude. 'Go home at once, you naughty boy, how dare you ? ' she rebuked her cousin. * Never mind, my poppet, you shall not be left alone with him any more to torment you.' ' It is not that, Shirley darling,' whispered Nora, in woe-begone accents. ' But I cannot stand being teased ; I know it is very silly of me, but I cannot.' VOL. I. B 1 8 LOVES LOYALTY. ' My wee, delicate sister. So it is stupid, blunder- ing Shirley who has done all the mischief; how I do hate her ! But she shall never chaff you again, so long as she lives. Never, never, never,' and the compact was sealed with three distinct salutes on lips, cheeks, and forehead. 'I am sure you do not intend to be unkind, dear sister ; only, you will try to be more careful for the future, will you not? The least thing seems to upset me so now, after my illness, I cannot understand why.' * I know it does, and that's what makes my con- duct so much more wicked. But you're splendidly strong compared with last month ; you must be sure and not forget that, miss. Everybody says so, and what everybody says is always true. When we've had a change into the country, that is, if mother can afford it you'll be so flourishing you won't know yourself You must be sure and re- member that also, please. Come, dry your eyes and let us away.' Their arms linked together, the sisters hurried along the bank to join Master Neil, who stood im- patiently waiting their arrival. ' I say, girls, come along. It's awfully late, and I'm so jolly hungry.' For the sake of the friendly shelter of its inter- lacing boughs, which formed such cool shady groves, the three passed into the gardens of the Japanese Palace. In the shadow cast by the high wall of the museum they paused, planning how best they could contrive to cheat the fierce noon-day rays which blazed down upon the open square before them. ' I declare the heat quite jumps up at you from the COUSINS-GERMAN. I9 stones. You can see them regularly baking,' ex- claimed Shirley. ' It wouldn't be safe to cross to King Street without a cabbage-leaf inside one's hat.' ' Or bits of cucumber stuck on your forehead, like the old woman at the fruit-stall,' threw in Neil. 'Well, I'm off. It's all right if I can reach the chocolate shop without a sun-stroke.' The girls skirted round in the thin strip of shade the palace offered as shelter to any chance wayfarer. * Look, Nora,' whispered the younger, as they passed the entrance, ' he's asleep ! I wouldn't wake him for worlds.' The diminutive Saxon sentry referred to, who was propped up against the side of his striped box in an attitude the reverse of martial, was certainly dozing. ' Poor little fellow,' sympathised Nora. ' I really don't wonder at it this weather. He looks a mere child, and how badly his uniform fits him.' * It's meant to be baggy, dear. They all are, except those of the light-blue officers, who seem as if they would pop bodily out of their jackets if you only just pinched them. Well, here we are at last, safe and sound, in the Meissner Gasse. I'm so glad there's nobody about, for I feel dreadfully untidy. Don't you, Nollekins ? ' ' There go those two charming English frauleins from Schmolze's Hotel,' mused Herr Krone, the drug merchant, who (his ample midday meal finished) leant, pipe in mouth, out of window, previous to descending to his warehouse, and his duties, below. ' Ac/i Herr /e I they are indeed beautiful, and their good mother, likewise. Olga, Sophie, Klarchen, the young strangers are now passing along the street' ' They generally do about this time, my father,' 20 LOVE'S VICTORY. responded the stolid Klarchen, helping herself to another slice of sausage. ' Soon the boy will hurry past to the Institute. About four the others go to meet him. That is their daily programme.' ' They live on the second floor in front, don't they ? ' inquired Sophie. ' Yes, but they only go down to dinner on Sundays, so at least Otto Hirsch says ; he meets them there. On other days their meals are sent up to their rooms, where they eat them in English fashion.' ' So /' exclaimed her sisters, drawing out that exhaustive expression into quite a respectable sentence. * Well, it is time I returned to work,' presently de- cided the merchant, drawing his head and shoulders back into the room. ' Remember, my daughters, this is the evening for the Linckesches Bad. There will be fireworks, I hear. I wonder if we shall see those nice people there. Ac/i Herr Je ! ' Whether that sigh registered more than a regret at having to resume his duties in such broiling weather, or, by implication, cast an ungenerous reflection on any want of comeliness in Frau Krone's contributions to Dresden society, it would of course be the height of impertinence to attempt to investigate. CHAPTER III. THEN THEY WERE BUT CHILDREN. The lady who awaited the return of her daughters and nephew from the river was not one to be upset by any want of punctuaHty on their part When, therefore, shortly after Miss Shirley's departure, there came a rap at the door followed by the waiter bearing the first courses of dinner concealed in tins piled up one on top of the other, she simply bade him place the erection ready to hand, and come back when she rang for him. 'They are not likely to be long now,' said Mrs Wodehouse to herself, ' and I want badly to finish this piece. How the morning has flown, to be sure, and what interruptions to work. If I had not had my little ready-reckoner Shirley (as I call her) to help me, goodness knows how I should have contrived to get through my various interviews. As it is, I fear I fell into many traps set for the unwary by the com- pilers of this remarkable language, although these nice Saxons are far too polite to notice one's blunders. That reminds me, I must not forget to call and thank our librarian for getting me those delightful " Rambles in Denmark." ' There was a shuffling of feet in the corridor. Miss 22 LOVE S LOYALTY. Shirley burst into the room, hot and well-nigh breath- less. * Here we are, mummy dear, at last,' cried that lively young body flinging hat and gloves on the sofa and saluting her parent with a playful pat on each soft cheek. ' You must have thought we were lost. It isn't my fault, though. If you only knew what a bother I've had to get those two spoon — ' the speaker pulled up just in time — ' slow-coaches along. As it was, when he ought to have been half through his dinner, we found Neil dawdling about the courtyard watching the cooks, I believe he gets tit-bits given him on the sly ; I do indeed. Now, what have we here ? ' — lifting the lid of tin number one, — ' Carrot soup. That's only for the fourth time this week. And,' peering into the next relay, ' oh, mother, if they haven't sent in those horrid greasy rissoles you dis- like so much.' Miss Shirley puckered up her nose into a decided expression of annoyance. ' Never mind, dear. Ring the bell for Karl, and sit down ; I daresay we shall manage very well.' ' But it really is too bad,' continued the girl, ' after imploring Herr Schmolze to let us have the things plain, at anyrate. Surely there cannot be any great difficulty in that ? ' 'You forget, Shirley,' Master Challoner interposed, ' we are expected to dine downstairs and take any- thing we can catch. If the dishes are rich we get them, and so we do, if they're not, worse luck. It's only through old S.'s condescension we are allowed to feed alone, at all.' * Indeed it is not, Neil, and please don't talk of us as if we were wild animals,' retaliated his cousin. * When we engaged the apartments it was made part THEN THEY WERE BUT CHILDREN. 23 of the bargain with old S., as you call him, that we should only have to put up with that scramble down- stairs once a-week : I ought to know, having arranged the terms. Sunday is quite enough for us, thank you. Why, they begin to smoke almost before the cheese is off the table. I don't mind so much, but think of our poor delicate Nollekins.' * Yes, and isn't it a queer circumstance,' remarked the youth, with a sly wink at the company, ' that directly aunt and Nora leave all of a hurry, you think you'd like to stay a little longer. Is it to enjoy the smell of the tobacco, I wonder, or talk to me ? Or does " me " really stand for young Hirsch, the clerk in Herr Krone's drug-shop up the street ? ' Miss Shirley, with rising colour, bridled up in defence of her conduct. ' Well, I know I speak to him, and so does mother know it. It's economical. I get a German lesson for nothing. But, Neil, if you say he's employed in a shop any more, I shall — well I shall be very angry. Besides, he's quite high up in the office, and a great deal cleverer than you will ever be.' ' How do you look when you're waxy ? ' inquired the lad with a grin, ignoring his cousin's ungenerous prophecy regarding his future. ' Never mind, young gentleman. Only wait till I get you alone. Then perhaps you may find out.' During this short passage -at -arms, Nora sat silent and pensive, trifling with the Saxon dainties placed before her. Mrs Wodehouse from time to time cast a mother's searching glance at her elder child. ' How I wish my darling were stronger, and we could get rid of that strange, dreamy look,' came the 24 love's loyalty. tender thought. * Still, we must rejoice that, after our anxious time in the spring, she is as well as now. God has indeed been merciful to have spared her to us, for the precious life trembled more than once in the balance. I must try to afford a week up in the mountains presently. The pure air will doubtless work wonders.' The waiter now appeared with the remaining con- tributions to the repast, nor can it be chronicled, that Miss Shirley's displeasure was materially appeased, after inspection. ' Sagen Sie den Herrn Schmolze dass die ganze Englische familie hier oben gar nicht zufrieden sind — gar nicht, bemerken Sie? I call it shameful,' con- tinued the young cateress, ' after all the trouble I've taken, and the endless talky-talkys out in that poky den of an office, that they won't understand our likes and dislikes. It isn't so much that I complain of the absence of variety, but at those horrible sauerkrauts, and the carraway seeds mixed with everything. Day after day we have to put up with this ill-treatment. And why will they persist in placing bits of herring amongst the potatoes ? ' Karl, who would have imperilled his situation sooner than offend this charming English * mees,' was overwhelmed with regrets. * I ask ze Herr Chef to secure all ze most nice un- reech portions, hoping thus to satisfy,' the poor youth exclaimed almost in tears. ' And you have failed dismally,' retorted Shirley with mock severity, as she shook her curly head at the waiter. * It is very, very wrong of you to try to poison an inoffensive family, who have come to settle in Saxony for a year or two. I really am afraid 1 THExM THEY WERE BUT CHILDREN. 25 shall be obliged to bring your conduct under the notice of your employer.' But fortunately for the susceptible Karl's peace of mind this admonition (addressed to him in English) was beyond his powers of comprehension. * How you do make a fellow laugh, Shir'/ cried Neil who was preparing for flight to the Institute. * Has anybody seen my botany-case ? Shirley, I believe you've hidden it. Oh, here it is,' slinging the green receptacle across his shoulders. ' Now I really am off. Good-bye, aunt, good-bye, Nora ; ta-ta Frau Hirsch that is to be. I shall look out for you near the confectioner's as usual.' ' Outside mind, Neil,' his cousin called after him. * If we catch you in the back parlour again where the boarders go . . .' But her friendly advice was lost on her tormentor, whose long legs had carried him down the stairs out of earshot. ' I tell you what I thought we would do this even- ing, dears,' said Mrs Wodehouse, when the repentant Karl had finally bowed himself out of the apartment. (The mother had resumed her embroidery ; Nora was getting ready for more translations, and the irrepressible Shirley was picking out catchy German melodies — * pecking at her bars,' she called the per- formance — from the much-enduring piano they had hired.) ' We will rest quietly at home until it gets cooler. Then stroll out and listen to the band somewhere.' The musician faced sharply round. ' That will be lovely. Do let us go to the Linckesches Bad for a change ; it is so nice and breezy up there. The little Italian village gets so hot and stuffy this weather, so does the terrace of 26 love's loyalty. Bruhl. Then perhaps the Krone family will be there. They are such fun to watch.' ' Is it not rather far for our little Nora, dear ? ' ' Not along by the river. That way it's no distance.' Mrs Wodehouse turned with a smile to the young student. ' And what do you say, miss ? ' * I should like to go so much, but — ' and she paused. 'Well?' ' If you think it too fatiguing for me I will willingly stop at home with my " Robbers." I should be sorry indeed to spoil your evening. I have been such a drag upon you all lately.' ' That's the truth,' replied Miss Shirley. ' Such a terrible nuisance. We could never go anywhere ; no- body has been near us for months, except that smoke- dried doctor over the way. No music, no theatres, no anything! Oh, such a dreary, dreary time. And all because silly little Nora would fall ill and couldn't, be persuaded to get well again quick enough . . .' ' My dear child,' interrupted Mrs Wodehouse laugh- ing, ' you really must not let your spirits run away with you in this fashion. Of course you know, darling, your sister is only joking.' Shirley crossed to her mother's side and stood watching the taper fingers as they plied the needle so deftly. Suddenly she pounced upon her parent — a demonstration of affection the lady was, as a rule, fully prepared for — and embraced her effusively. ' Does mummy really think so .'' That her gad- about daughter can never be serious for a moment ? Well, she shall see this evening when her Shirley sits there as sober as a judge, sipping sugar and water, as she listens to Herr Lieder's band, never moving a THEN THEY WERE BUT CHILDREN. 27 muscle, as those solemn Dresdeners keep on nod- ding, "j'a, j'a" ing-, and " 7ie, ne'' ing all round, like mandarins.' ' It is certainly an amusing experience,' said Mrs Wodehouse. ' Of course it is, so that settles the question ; we all want rousing. If Nora gets tired before the per- formance is over, she shall have a droschke home all to herself, even if I have to pay for it out of my pocket - money ; don't be alarmed my dear, they're wondrous cheap in these parts. How about Neil, though ? ' suddenly occurred to his wary cousin. ' If we don't intercept him on the school side of the tuck-shop, he'll never have the moral courage to pass. Once in, it will be such a job to get him out again. Besides, think how poorly he might be to-morrow ? ' ' I don't fancy he has any money to spend,' re- marked Nora quietly, busy grappling with the terrors of her Robbers. ' Perhaps not ; but do you know what I have discovered, sister? Something almost too dreadful to mention to you in your present frail state.' Mrs Wodehouse, in her capacity of temporary guardian over her nephew, glanced up in alarm. 'That they actually allow some of the elder boarders to run up bills in the back parlour for tarts and windbags, going on tick, they call it. Isn't it shameful ? I heard that horrid, ugly boy Shorter tell a friend, coming out of church last Sunday. Neil is so easily led.' ' He would do nothing underhand, I feel sure. With all his boyishness, he is so frank and open always,' replied his champion, and prospective bride. 28 love's loyalty. 'Yes,' continued Miss Shirley drily. * But boys will be boys, you know, my dear, all the world over, and Neil is no exception to the rule. He might tell us when the mischief was done, and it wanted a whole thaler-note to get him out of his difficulties. Think of the horror of that situation. He must be caught somehow.' After considering for awhile, she exclaimed, ' I know. Herr Schmolze takes Flink for a walk about the time school breaks up, and I'm sure he wouldn't mind. May I go and ask him, mother, just to oblige his scJwne Englische fatnilie, you know ? He wouldn't refuse them anything, I'm sure.' 'Would it not look as if we were spying on the dear fellow ? I should be indeed sorry if he thought that' ' Once let him hear what we want him for, and he'll forget even the attractions of the pastrycook's. I know my young gentleman so well.' ' Do as you like, then, my love,' for which consent Mrs Wodehouse was rewarded with a hug. Shirley thereupon passed through the ante-room, whence, across the courtyard, she could command a view of the hotel-keeper's office. What she saw below caused her face to brighten with merriment. She crept stealthily back into the sitting-room. ' Do come out, both of you,' she said, under her breath. ' Don't make a noise or you'll spoil all the fun,' putting her fingers to her lips. Advancing on tiptoe to their coign of vantage, the three got a bird's-eye view of the hotel quadrangle and its various offices. The sight was certainly characteristic. The heat would seem to have drawn the whole/^r- THEN THEY WERE BUT CHILDREN. 29 sonnel of the establishment out to enjoy what shade and fresh air was obtainable within those hospitable walls. There, in a sheltered angle, sat or reclined at length upon the stones master and servants, one common, apparently united, family, all overcome by the heat, and all, when not absolutely asleep, drowsy and listless. * Isn't it lovely } ' whispered Shirley. ' If somebody would only arrive in a bustle and pull the porter's bell violently ! How splendid it would be to see the sleeping beauties wake.' At this moment Herr Schmolze, who had been swaying backwards and forwards in a very ominous fashion, so nearly toppled off his chair, that Mrs Wodehouse gave quite a start of concern for her landlord's safety. As it was, he just contrived to right himself with a jerk, which must have tried his frame considerably. * Do look at Drogan ' (this was the cook so styled by an effort of Shirley's fancy), ' and his cooklets. They're for all the world like a row of calico dolls laid out to air. Isn't that the first-floor chamber- maid, Nora, the one with bare arms and an apron over her head to keep the flies off? There can be no mistaking her figure surely. And that miserable shaven poodle ! I feel he must go mad some day. I wonder whether he really is more comfortable sheared close like that, with only one tuft left on his tail to show he has any hair at all. Do you know, I am convinced Fraulein Schmolze's curls grow redder and redder every day.' ' She considers them only auburn,' charitably ex- plained Mrs Wodehouse. ' What a good-natured soul she is, to be sure.' 30 love's LOYAL'IY. 'Yes, we have another invitation to tea on Wed- nesday. Fancy, they have asked me to sing again. Shalln't I feel nervous.' ' They arc indeed kind, trying to make us feel quite like one of themselves.' * Yes, even down to the carrot soup and sauerkraut. Nollekins ?' 'Yes, Shirley dear.' 'What are you dreaming about, my poppet? I do believe you were dozing as well. Are we not grateful for all the Schmolzes attention, and don't we enjoy our evenings with them ? ' ' Indeed, we do. And you will sing to us, will you not, Shirley? Last time it was beautiful.' 'Was it really, now? But if I do oblige the com- pany, we must have our piano down, or they must come up to us. That spinet is altogether too dreadful. How you can treat it so kindly I can't think. I often long to bang it for being so rude to your wee fingers.' Miss Shirley turned her attention to the slumbering group below once more. ' It really is very sad to see a whole establishment overcome like that. How behindhand the hotel ar- rangements will get, and how cross they will all be presently. I am sure it would be a charity to wake them. Mightn't I go down and ring that door-bell — only just once, dearie ? I wouldn't ask for more.' (Mrs Wodehouse shook her head in dissent.) ' No ; then what's to be done ? Let the imaginative Shirley consider. Yes, that will do capitally. Mind, you two must do exactly what I tell you. First, let me open the windows all along the passage. That's right. Now I'm going to leave you alone for a few minutes. Mother must stop on that side, and peep out ; Nolle- THEN THEY WERE BUT CHILDREN. 3 1 kins there. Then watch, and draw your heads in if they look up. It would never do to be caught.' After these injunctions, the young lady retired cautiously back into their apartment. In great glee she sat herself down on the music-stool. Then she scraped her forefinger over the keyboard from bass to treble in one long-drawn, ascending wail. After which, bang, bang, bang on a variety of octaves. ' If I could only be in two places at once,' she cried, as vocal accompaniment to her performance. ' Do tell me if they hear, and what they looked like when they woke.' The temptation to witness the effect of her charit- able stratagem soon got the better of her. The tune snapped off abruptly, as Miss Shirley, upsetting the music-stool in her haste, darted out on to the landing. The scheme had succeeded. The group was broken up, and its members dispersed to their various duties. Only the cook was there, ruefully contemplating his legs stretched out before him, as if doubting their power to carry him back to his domains. But he too roused himself with an effort, disappearing into his kitchen with a yawn. ' I am sure they ought to feel very thankful to me. If travellers had arrived and caught them napping in that ridiculous fashion, the hotel's reputation would have been ruined. Now to beard the little man in his den, before he drops off to sleep again.' The girl found Herr Schmolze nodding over his accounts, but he was wide-awake in a moment when he caught sight of the smiling EngliUiderin. His panama was lifted with a grace peculiarly his own. ' And how is the good mamma and the estimable sister ? ' he inquired, placing a seat for his visitor. 32 love's loyalty. ' Adele and I both remark with joy how much stronger Fraulein Nora appears. Heaven be praised for that ! A few weeks' change into our little Switzerland, and no more visits from Herr Klein opposite.' Shirley, somewhat awed, now she found herself face- to-face with the object of her recent musical experi- ment, replied that the others were quite well. She considered it very kind of their host to inquire after them in so friendly a manner. Indeed, the Envoy, who had quite made up her mind to open fire with a strong protest against the offending dishes, found herself at the outset disarmed. Who, after such dis- interested sympathy, could descend to a discussion of anything so prosaic as the items of their daily menu ? Her blue eyes however fell upon the strip of paper Herr Schmolze was occupied with. In her capacity as manageress, the sight of so lengthy a document inspired some feelings of anxiety. The proprietor smiled reassuringly. ' Fraulein need have no alarm. That is only the old Baron's account. He is very particular to have it regularly, and to-day, owing no doubt to the heat, is, if I may venture to use the expression concern- ing so exalted a personage, inclined to be peevish. Yes,' as Herr Schmolze glanced with satisfaction at the array of figures before him, ' His Excellency's patron- age is by no means to be despised. Do you know, miss, notwithstanding frequent threats to leave us and settle at the Darmstadt, he has been a customer of ours since I was a little boy not higher than that,' and the speaker indicated a distance from the floor, which certainly reduced his proportions to those of a pigmy. The visitor's eyes opened wide in astonishment. * It is the truth. Ah, he was a great man once. THEN THEY WERE BUT CHILDREN. 33 Alas, all his Silesian estates were forfeited many years ago, and now he remains quite poor — for a baron, of course. My aged father well remembers the time when he used to drive in from Riimpelheim, wrapped in furs, under that very arch, his horses' heads decor- ated with bells. You can imagine what a sensation such visits made, and how good they were for busi- ness. Now, unhappily, we get few persons of dis- tinction at the Eagle. But to make amends, have we not occasionally a charming English family like Frau Wodehouseand her daughters ? ' finished Herr Schmolze with a sudden embarrassing attempt at gallantry. After such a speech, an enforced diet of carrot soup and sauerkraut for the remainder of their sojourn must be borne with uncomplaining submission. ' We have become so fond of hotel life,' responded the damsel, with cheeks a-flame. ' Mamma says she shall never forget all your and Fraulein Adele's kind- ness during Nora's illness. It is so awkward being ill away from home, you see, and at first none of us knew one word of the language.' ' But now it is so different. I declare you have caught the accent well enough to deceive a native,' — a compliment which was certainly well deserved. It then occurred to Shirley that she was drawing her friend out into quite a lengthy conversation on extraneous subjects, to the neglect of his duties, so she plunged forthwith into the cause of her visit. ' Please, Herr Schmolze, I came to ask if, as a favour, when you take Flink out for his walk this afternoon, you would not mind ' — she longed to em- ploy the grand word ' intercept,' but could not quite manage its equivalent in German — 'meeting our cousin Neil at the corner of Pear Street when the VOL. I. C 34 LOVE'S LOYALTY. Institute breaks up, and bringing him along with you ? If you would say also that we are going to the Linckesches Bad Concert, and ' — with the terrors of the seductive tuck-shop in view — ' if you would just walk back with him as far as the top of this street, we should all be so very much obliged.' Herr Schmolze bowed low once more. It would afford him ten thousand gratifications to render so trifling a service. ' Thank you so much,' said Shirley, rising promptly. ' We know you generally walk that way.' * And I fancied at first she had been sent to com- plain of the dinners again ! ' meditated Herr Schmolze, mopping his brow, as he watched the light form tripping across his unevenly-paved courtyard. *The little dumpling has promised todo it for us ; isn't he nice ? ' announced Shirley, when she reached their apartments. ' And what do you think ? We've a real live baron stopping here. I didn't know it ; did you ? ' * Now I come to consider, Miss Schmolze did say something about it. I think I must have met him wandering about the corridors occasionally. He seems a very quiet, harmless old gentleman.' ' Of course he does, mother dear. It's only in books titled people are made so desperately wicked. Why, I never could make out' ' Nor anybody else. Now if I were you, miss, I should settle down quietly to work for an hour or two. See what a pattern of industry our plodding Nora offers. ' Yes, only she hasn't all the worries of housekeeping to distract her, remember. But I will try to finish my " Spring," if only to oblige little mother. Dear me, here's a difficult word to begin with ! Its head and tail seem to have parted company from its body altogether.' CHAPTER IV. THE GENTLEMAN IN WHITE. One morning, when that glorious summer was at its height, Nora and Shirley Wodehouse might have been found strolling under the shade of the chestnut trees beside that broad white road which leads the wayfarer eastward from the city of Dresden. Above rose the great Waldschlosschen, framed in its forest of green. At their feet, in the fierce blaze of the noon-day sun, basked the German Florence. There, from the green roofs and gilded cupolas of many a palace, church or gallery — as if to glorify the matchless treasures stored within their walls — the rays of the sun flashed forth with dazzling bril- liancy. And flowing ever on through the city's midst wound the busy Elbe, with a constant burthen of craft. All sorts and sizes, from the gay steamer with a full complement of tourists and toilers, to the humble straw-laden barge or ponderous tug. Up and down, crowded or empty, that strong bosom was willing to bear them all. In its strength there was a great clemency shown as well. For did not a hundred ferry-boats, so cleverly punted from point to point of river bank, daily combine to mock that water's power — the impetuous stream which of a 36 love's loyalty. truth might often have claimed them as its lawful prey ? Those venturesome swimmers also, who, down by the ancient bridge, leapt so recklessly from off their floating baths — surely some of them should have gone down before that rapid current to rise no more ? Rather it seemed as if they bore charmed lives, so close to steamer's paddle-wheels did many venture ; so rashly, bobbing up and down, did they also tempt the water's greed. On the broad open meadow opposite, the sisters noted signs of preparation for that cherished Saxon carnival, the Vogelschiessen, when, for fourteen days, the capital would be gay indeed. Then would phleg- matic citizen and pleasure-seeking visitor pour forth in numbers to booths and shows ; young heads turned with the excitement of attending those wonderful performances provided within for their amusement, or by impending purchases of quaint effigies in ginger- bread and sweetstuff. Their elders, filled with such grave responsibilities as the shooting at the historical wooden birds of necessity brought with them. The poles on which those emblems were to be fixed already rose up, standing out clear against the summer sky, and without doubt the huge eagles were being pieced together and gaily plumed in yonder shed, whence the tapping of bolt and hammer intruded faintly upon the drowsy, scent-laden air. ' What a sweet old place it is, and how thankful we ought to be mother chose it before that dull Hanover. I am sure they get no bird-shootings or anything lively there,' exclaimed Shirley. ' What do you think. Sis.' Miss Nora, pensive and practical as usual, replied that of all those cities in Europe the choice of which had been suggested as likely to meet the exigencies THE GENTLEMAN IN WHITE. 37 of their position, she was convinced none could excel this Saxon capital in its advantages for educational or economical purposes. ' Well, here is a seat at last. Suppose we sit down and rest ? I am dying to read Mary Grace's letter. You can work and listen, dear, both at the same time, you know.' . Mary Grace was a former school-fellow and bosom friend of Shirley's, with the result that the morning mail had brought the latter half-a-dozen pages of tattle, under the well-remembered heading of the Misses Hollebone's Seminary, from which select establishment Mrs Wodehouse's daughter had been suddenly withdrawn for this other atmosphere of learning. Of the tears and protestations of affection that abrupt parting had called forth, we will not speak. Suffice to say that, in those early days, the promises made budded fresh in the memory of both. With Shirley, so loyal and true when once her word was pledged, the leaves, come what might, would never fade. It was agreed that the younger should read the pages through first, favouring her sister afterwards with such extracts as warranted quotation. Judging from the merriment provoked, few disclosures required suppressing. Indeed Shirley, who revelled again in many incidents of school-girl life — as revived by her friend's graphic pen — had more than once to apply the safety-valve of unrestrained laughter to her over- charged spirits. ' Isn't she a pet to send me all this? ' exclaimed the girl, when the last line had been reached and Mary Grace's bold signature was prominent at the foot, with a few blots for kisses. ' When she promised to write SS love's loyalty. I never thought I should get as much. There's a new French governess, Nollekins, and the jokes they have played off on her arc terrible — all quite harmless and in fun, of course, my dear. Just fancy, they've liad a picnic in Rockleigh Glen ! Imagine, if you can, Phoebe and Susan assisting at such a dis- sipation as that — the idea is too lovely 1 But I must read you Mary's description. " You must know we were promised a holiday for our sweet Princess's wedding. Long before the day, there was much disturbance in the minds of Phoebe and com- pany how the event should be becomingly celebrated. When one of the parlour-boarders (a new girl with plenty of money) suggested a picnic, the idea was received with horror by the authorities, in solemn con- clave assembled. A picnic, indeed ! The very word had a frivolous ring about it, which forbade its utter- ance within the walls of Ephraim House. Such a gathering meant (this was Susan Hollebone's unalter- able conviction), ' a licence and temporary withdrawal of scholastic supervision which might strike a death- blow at the morals of the Academy for ever.' Visions arose that our arch-enemy, Man, might intrude upon the scene, which was sufficient to increase the pro- spective danger to us flock of innocents a thousand- fold. No : a duly escorted excursion to view the wonders of Saltash, or a botanical party, combining instruction with amusement, would be far more rational. But the spark let drop by our champion had kindled such a fire of longing within our breasts, that it was not to be suppressed by any such feeble alternatives as these. Misses Phoebe and Susan, as well as to the whole of their ' able staff of duly certi- ficated assistants ' (quotation from prospectus), were THE GENTLEMAN IN WHITE. 39 very soon made aware of this. I regret to say in- subordination became the order of the day ; * picnic or peace/ 'refusal and riot/ the war-cry of the Seminary. In the end the rioters gained the day — a result, I must say, largely due to the plucky conduct of Julia Stokes, the parlour-boarder aforementioned. What is more extraordinary, Man was invited to the festivity, and made himself highly agreeable. The curate-in-charge came to our rescue, representing how it would be more than cruel to exclude his sex on so festive an occasion, striving to prove that a male bodyguard was necessary for our protection, a state- ment, from such an authority, naturally carrying much weight. The reverend gentleman was thereupon com- missioned to nominate a dozen youths of the neigh- bourhood for the honour of escorting us, the names having been previously submitted to the censorship of the dragons. Eventually, twelve trusty men were selected. Then twelve little notes in Susan's neatest caligraphy (isn't that a beautiful word, dear ?) — ' We are hoping to organise, for the delectation of our dear girls, and in the quietest possible manner, a rural pleasure-party in the Glen, for the twenty-fifth inst. It would afford my sister and myself much gratifica- tion if you would make one of the number. Our pupils are directed to assemble in the drawing-room at eleven o'clock precisely,' etc. etc. — were delivered at the residences of the favoured dozen by old Simes the gardener. Needless to say, prompt affirmative answers were returned before the day was out Imagine, if you can, the excitement before that event- ful morn. I verily believe the days of the sensitive- minded Phoebe were shortened by the responsibilities with which, in an unguarded moment, she had saddled 40 LOVE S LOYALTY. herself. Never assuredly within the period of her irre- proachable reign at the Academy had such a period of frivolity prevailed within its walls. Morning, noon and night the terrors of the approaching Picnic rose before her. Well, the eventful twenty-fifth came at last, and a high state of glee we were in. An early peep out of window had settled any doubts as to the weather. For over the earth hung that dim, shadowy haze which betokened a cloudless sky above, as the sun rose, and our feathered friends twittered a wel- come to the uprising morn (what do you think of that, my dear, as a specimen of my poetic capa- bilities ?) ...."' But at this point an interruption occurred, which necessitated a postponement of Shirley's communica- tion. For a stranger sat down on the bench. He gave vent to that long-drawn breath of relief with which tired pedestrians express their gratitude for a seat on a hot summer's day. The two were so accustomed to fatigued Germans taking them un- awares in this fashion, that they only edged up closer, when doubtless further revelations as to the picnic would have been proceeded with in an under- tone. The intruder, however, opened fire upon the girls thus, — * Don't let an old fogey like me disturb you, my dears. What a warm morning it is to be sure ! Sensible people the Saxons though, to let us dress in this free and easy style. I haven't had such a treat since the old Punjaub days. You're residents here, I expect. Education — eh ? ' the gentleman asked in the friendliest manner. What an odd-looking old man this was. He was dressed all in white, from the hat, with which he was THE GENTLEMAN IN WHITE. 4 1 vigorously fanning himself, down to the spats, which seemed a continuation of the ' ducks ' over his ankles. Such little hair as he had on his head was white also, and that morning, at anyrate, the very colour had faded out of his eyes, so as not to spoil the general harmony of his appearance. Nora's hand was pressed upon her sister's to stop the perhaps too ready flow of information which might otherwise have followed the stranger's inquiry. ' Yes, sir,' came the gentle voice of the elder girl. ' We have been here now about eight months, and expect to stay two years at least, if the place suits us, that is. Our mother is here, with a cousin also, who attends the Institute in this the new part of the city.' * And plenty of friends you've made already, I'll be bound — eh ? ' This intruder seemed to have con- tracted a habit of finishing up his sentences with a jerky expletive, like some Sussex people employ. It did not, however, appear to require recognition, as he continued briskly, ' Well, there's no time like it' (presumably he meant the period of youth). ' You won't believe me, perhaps, but I was young once — a sad pickle into the bargain — a long while ago, still there's the fact. Now, as you see, I'm as yellow as a guinea, with an abominable temper. I don't mind telling you. India has done that for me, and a good deal besides ; regularly scorched me up, heart, lungs liver, everything. Wasn't that gratitude after helping her with her finances for thirty years or more — eh ? Bless you, young ladies,' this eccentric person con- tinued, with a grim humour, 'she's sent lots of us back like that, dried up old grumblers, toddling about Bath, or Harrogate, or Cheltenham, with our queer fads and fancies, nuisances to everybody. This year 42 LOVES LOYALTY. I thought I'd give Germany a turn. But it's only the same thing: over asrain with their blessed cures and courses. "Water, water, everywhere, yet never a drop to drink" (except as physic) as th ^ story book says. So I've thrown all their confounded treatments overboard. I mean to try Dame Nature instead. Shouldn't wonder if I were drinking their beer soon in desperation.' Miss Shirley, with mouth and eyes wide open, busy taking in this remarkable character for repro- duction in the home-circle, thought the speaker had done wisely in giving up the diet. So did Nora, who ventured to say, — ' I am afraid you must have overworked yourself, sir ; the climate of India is so trying. Mother has had some relations there, who have all returned more or less invalided.' ' Don't people get leave every few years and come to England for their healths? Godpapa Baskerville did, only he didn't get well, and had to stop where he was,' inquired Shirley. The old Civil servant faced sharply round, and jerked out, — ' Baskerville ? Army-man, tall, thin ; fought like a tiger in the mutiny ? ' Shirley nodded. ' Knew him well. Have never come across him at home, though. Isn't dead, is he — eh ? ' This time a reply seemed courted. So Nora told the stranger that the gallant officer in question, now much afflicted with rheumatism, lived either at Mat- lock or Dawlish. The gentleman in white gave a snort, presumably of disapproval. ' Worst places he could have chosen, both precious damp and relaxing. Tell him so from me when you write.' THE GENTLEMAN IN WHITE. 43 ' I am afraid Godpapa cannot be mov^ed now,' she explained. ' Um ! Can't he, poor fellow ? Sorry to hear it. He deserved a better fate than that,' from w^hich it may be inferred that whatever liberties the Indian sun had taken with his frame and vitals, it had not turned the milk of human kindness sour in Ned Foster's heart. ' But I'm forgetting what I meant to ask when I sat down/ he continued. ' I want to find an English lady and her family staying in this place. Like a donkey, I've mislaid the address. Perhaps you could put me in the way ? ' Shirley rose valiantly to the occasion. ' I think you said they were English ? Then there won't be the least difficulty. Directly any arrive here, the Polizei — that's the police — are down upon them at once to find out what they want. Then they make them fill up a terrible-looking document, full of ques- tions. And if they can't give satisfactory reasons for stopping, they w^on't let them, at least not more than a certain time. All you've got to do is to go to the head police-station over there, and they'll tell you the history of every stranger in the place for the last six months. It isn't done out of curiosity, but from the purest motives of friendliness. We had a great bother to persuade them to let us stop — hadn't we, Nora ? — although we really had come here for educational purposes.' 'Yes, dear. They actually thought mother could go back and leave us at school alone — fancy that, sir ! But, then, we were in apartments. Since we've been at the Golden Eagle, we have not been molested so much.' 44 love's loyalty. The gentleman in white thought these formaHties must be very vexatious. He inquired if there was not some Hst of visitors pubUshed, the sort of thing he had been in the habit of consulting at the various health-resorts he frequented. Shirley laughed. ' Oh, yes. There's the Auzeiger ; only they spell the names so badly, it's almost impossible to trace your best-beloved friend. Then there's the Guide, published in English, with a list of the sights worth seeing ; but people are generally miles away before their names get into that. Such a dear little paper, full of funny paragraphs taken out of other ones. They give you the operas and dramas to be performed at the theatres, with a most useful — isn't argument the right word, Nora? — of the plot of anything difficult for strangers to follow. Very considerate it is of them. Nevill and I were only saying the other day what a fine chance there would be for a regular grown-up English newspaper. Nevill was to be editor, and Nora and I contributors. That would have been fun. Nora, you must know, is quite a budding literary genius. I'm much too frivolous.' 'Nevill, did you say, my dear? What's his other name ? ' interrupted the old gentleman. * Challoner. He's our cousin who goes to the In- stitute. We call him Neil for short.' ' Bless my soul ! ' exclaimed Mr Foster, surv^eying his neighbours wonderingly. ' Then, unless I'm much mistaken, you're the Miss Wodehouses — my dear friend Celia Carmichael's girls, grown out of all re- cognition — the very family I'm looking for — eh ? Bless my soul ! ' the gentleman repeated, turning from one to the other. ' I don't wonder at your look- THE GENTLEMAN IN WHITE. 45 ing SO astonished, and not knowing me, especially in this costume. I expect you've heard of old Ned Foster, though? Surely that boy Nevill hasn't quite forgotten him.' Shirley fairly jumped from her seat in surprise. She held her hand out eagerly. 'Why, of course, I understand now,' she cried. ' You're Neil's guardian, and we've been sitting here all this time without recognising you. Nora, just think of that ! It's little mother then you're looking for, and you've arranged for Neil to come and live with us till he's of age. How delighted our darling will be. Do come and see her now. How dreadfully rude you must have thought us.' In the young lady's excitement, the sentences jostled each other out of their proper places. Nora stood up, holding out her hand shyly. 'You must indeed have thought us foolish, Mr Foster, not to have remembered you. After the number of times our cousin has described you, be- sides telling us of your great kindness to him.' ' Um!' grunted Mr Foster. ' He told you that, did he, the young rascal. It's a pity he isn't more truth- ful at his age. What's he grown up like, my dears ? Though I've kept my eye on him pretty sharp, by proxy, I haven't seen much of the lad myself.' Shirley promptly accepted the responsibility. ' He's tall, fair, and rather lanky, with light wavy hair and grey eyes — beautiful liquid ones, which look straight at you without flinching. Full of fun, and rather boisterous, like all boys. Very sensitive, and upset at all sorts of odd things — isn't he, Nora ? What people call having a highly-strung, nervous tempera- ment, I think. If he cries — which he does sometimes. 46 love's loyalty. though not often — it is dreadful to see him, but the tears are soon over. He used to be very delicate ; English school-life was too rough for him. But under mother's care, he's grown quite another boy, with a splendid appetite. Let me see, what else can I say about him ? Well, he's extremely generous, and, I'm afraid, inclined to be extravagant with his pocket-money. Somewhat hasty and impulsive, a great tease, but a dear good fellow for all that — "real nice," as Miss Wiggins the American girl calls him. What we should have done without him when this little sister of mine fell ill, I really don't know. He would sit by her for hours and keep watch, as quiet as a mouse. He is an orphan, as you know, poor fellow, and will be sixteen next birthday, which is not far off. I ought perhaps to say that he is not quite so persevering with his German as we should wish. But,' concluded Shirley, with a sigh, * no doubt all that W'ill come right in time.' * No doubt about that,' Mr Foster agreed drily. ' So Miss Nora has been ill, has she ? What was it now — over-study, or growing too fast ? Not fallen in love yet ^ ' The younger sister stopped him at once with a frown and shake of the head, which w^as meant to be very impressive. * It was nothing, really. Only some silly low fever, or something of that sort. She's got quite strong again. Don't you think she looks so ? ' * The picture of health. I declare the sight of your bonny faces has done me a world of good already. Now, tell me about Cclia — I mean, Mrs Wodehouse.' ' Dear little mother ? Oh, she's splendidly well now, thank you. We were afraid at first the place might THE GENTLEMAN IN WHITE. 47 not be quite agreeing with her; she was so pale and thin, and did not lose her cough as she ought. But lately she has picked up wonderfully. You've heard, perhaps, that her life has not been altogether a happy one — that our darling has borne much trouble very, very bravely ^ How she has come out here — to try and forget?' Yes. Mr Foster knew the whole miserable story only too well. A sorry picture enough, with its sequel in flight. Much kindly pity for those two worse than fatherless ones was reflected in his faded eyes. How little of the real misery, thought he, had the pure minds of these innocent ones been able to grasp. With what tender care must not a mother's love have veiled another's misdeeds, have kept back the truth from unsuspecting hearts. Ripening years would bring the bitterness of it all home to them wherever they might look for rest ; the sting perchance of un- merited shame and poverty. But now let their lives be cloudless. Time enough for the darkness to gather later. 'And this young monkey, Neil, as you call him. I suppose they let him out of school soon, and then all the fun begins ? ' * There is not much leisure for play,' explained Nora. ' He has to be back, you see, by two o'clock. Sometimes, I am sorry to say, he gets kept in for insubordination.' ' Yes. When that happens, we have no end of bother to pack him off in time again: he's such a dreadful dawdle. It's too bad, though, to shut him up for punishment in the lobby, with all the damp coats and umbrellas. Don't you think so?' Mr Foster imagined the experience to be the re- 48 love's loyalty. verse of pleasant, particularly if the lad were a sport for rheumatism. ' When's the best time to find your mother in ? ' the gentleman in white inquired. ' She never goes out before dinner, unless very early, shopping with me and a big basket,' ex- claimed Shirley. ' Then tell her, please, to look out for a visit from old Ned Foster at twelve sharp to-morrow. Don't forget. Good-bye, little ladies.' He placed his shrivelled hands on the shoulders of each girl in turn, and holding them at arm's length, gazed sadly upon their pure young faces. ' You wouldn't care to give an old fogey like me a kiss, perhaps ? ' he asked. ' Too much to expect on such a beautiful morning, and in public — eh ? ' As answer, two pairs of lips promptly saluted his parchment cheeks. ' Yes, we would,' cried Shirley gaily ; ' why not ? ' 'You, who have been so kind and good to Nevill and all of us, need scarcely ask so small a favour,' echoed her sister. The ex-Civil servant gave one of his characteristic snorts, assuredly of satisfaction this time, and his voice seemed rather shaky as he repeated, — * Good-bye, my dears, and don't forget my message.' Then he trudged away, muttering to himself, ' Poor Celia's girls — poor Celia's girls. God help them.' 'Whoever do you think we've seen this morning, dearie .'* ' was Shirley's greeting, as she bounced into the sitting-room on the second floor of the Golden Eagle. 'You'd never guess.' ' Then spare me the effort by telling me at once, my love.' THE GENTLEMAN IN WHITE. 49 *Mr Edward Foster, Neil's guardian, and he's com- ing to call upon you to-morrow, at twelve o'clock sharp.' ' You don't tell me so ? ' Shirley thought her mother turned rather pale. ' It's perfectly true. Such a dear old man, dressed all in white, with the funniest way of talking — all jerks and questions. But he was so chatty and nice. Do you know, he seemed quite upset when he left, after kissing us. He's gone for a walk towards Loschwitz, to cheer himself up. Wasn't it stupid of us not to recognise him ? ' The girl's sharp eyes detected something crumpled up in the other's hands. Over her sweet face there passed the first shadow it had known that day. * Oh, darling, I am so sorry,' as she slid her arm round her mother's waist, and pressed the slender form protectingly to her. ' Just as we were beginning to be so happy, too ! How wicked it is to write and worry you like this.' ' It is hard, indeed, to bear, but we must be strong, Remember always, my child, he is your father. Never forget that, whatever happens. Hush ! I hear your cousin and Nora coming. Not a word before them.' VOL. I. CHATTER V. A PROPOSED REVERSION. The morning Ned Foster, late of the Indian Civil Service, had fixed to visit Celia Wodehouse happened to be the one on which Miss Shirley's weekly singing- lesson took place, at the hands of a long-haired Saxon professor. Not a frivolous time, by any means, to be spent in pecking at her bars, but an hour's honest work, divided into two sections ; the first, with going over those aids for the voice which, as the pupil ad- vanced in proficiency, an ingenious compiler had con- trived to develop into quite captivating arrangements of tune ; the second, in rehearsing to her master the song left for practice. This was the chief delight of the morning. However flighty the young lady might have been in much, no one could accuse her of neglect- ing opportunities for advancement, or do otherwise than admire the boldness with which the most alarm- ing shakes and turns were attacked, and subsequently vanquished, thus turning her flightiness to quite prac- tical results in another direction. In a word. Miss Shirley's heart was in her work ; the training of that precious organ of sound, with which heaven had en- dowed her, a labour of love and duty. Watch her as she stands there erect, with flushed A PROPOSED REVERSION. 5 I cheek, her whole soul gone forth to the simple words set in their grand framework of inspired melody. Listen to the full, clear notes, nor check that bright enthusiasm by one unkindly censure. Rather pray that the gem may be cut and polished to prove a priceless jewel, of which no mortal hand can rob its wearer. The song ended amidst a silence, — Mrs Wodehouse and Nora always formed the audience, — which was a far greater compliment than mere empty applause. The professor passed his hands over the keyboard absently before committing himself to a judgment. * That is not so bad for a beginner. But, Fraulein must excuse me, the attack, and in parts phrasing, were faulty. Attention now,' as he selected a par- ticular passage for illustration after his own method, though Shirley (had she been captious) might have taken exception to even her teacher's mastery over the higher notes. ' You will practise that thoroughly, and let me hear it again on Thursday. Study, study, study, miss. In that alone is to be found the secret of success. And now I go, for in a quarter of an hour I must take the Von Rasch children in the Sophienstrasse.' There was not much of the professor's face visible, what with his long hair and spectacles. But his eyes certainly seemed to twinkle more than their wont, as he placed his heels together and bowed profoundly to Airs Wodehouse. ' I am to go on with the next six exercises, as usual, Herr Klibler ? ' inquired Shirley, from the piano. ' Certainly, and have good care of the sixteenth arrangement : it is difficult.' Then he bent low over the proud mother. 'She has ze voice of ze — what 52 LOVES LOYALTY. you call, lerche ? — yes, skylark. Of a truth, we must cultivate her. It is of all rules, me contrary to flatter my pupils. But this one ! Honoured lady, I make you my congratulations sincere, for the voice is of a quality the most rarest. In the future she shine con- spicuous, unless I me much mistake.' With which prophecy this cautious singing-master bowed himself out. On the floor below, punctual to his appointment, he passed Mr Foster labouring up the stairs, as if, amongst other ravages on his constitution, the prolonged Indian sojourn had impaired his staying powers. As the clock over the guardhouse struck the hour, the ex- Civil ser- vant rapped with his stick upon the door of Mrs Wode- house's apartment. A voice he had not heard for many a day called out ' Come in.' * My dear old friend,' exclaimed the lady, advanc- ing to meet her visitor, with both hands held out in cordial welcome. 'This is indeed a pleasure. Ot course, my girls have told me all about your strange meeting yesterday. We shall have our young man home from the Institute soon ; we have as yet said nothing to him of your being here. He will be so surprised and delighted. Pray sit down.' With old-fashioned gallantry, Ned Foster raised Mrs Wodehouse's fingers to his lips. ' It is a long time since we met, Celia.' ' Longer than I for one care to consider,' was the reply. 'And where is the nightingale caged I heard warbling just now? There v/as quite an enthusiastic audience downstairs, I assure you.' ' That was Miss Shirley at her singing lesson ; she is the musical genius of the family. Nora, the great A PROPOSED REVERSION. 53 linguist and scholar, quite a prodigy, we consider her.' * And my particular responsibility ? ' * Nevill ? Oh, he has no special talents, at least nothing strikingly developed as yet.' *A good all-round youth, as the cricketers say, perhaps — eh ? ' ' We may safely predict that. And he is everyone's favourite. He has grown such a manly, handsome fellow, full of life and spirits, besides being a capital swimmer and fencer for his age. But here he comes to answer for himself Nevill, dear, your guardian, Mr Foster, has come out all the way from England to see you.' Master Challoner's face was a study to behold, as the varied emotions conjured up by so unexpected a meeting ranged themselves before his youthful under- standing. He had his botany case slung round him. There was a slight suspicion of munching going on, as if the pangs of hunger had been hurriedly stayed at the popular tuck-shop round the corner. ' Hullo, Mr Foster, when did you come? How long are you going to stop ? ' he inquired in a breath, for the moment forgetting his manners. ' Um ! ' grunted the visitor. * Supposing just long enough for you to pack up your traps and come back with me. What would you think of that — eh ? ' The lad's face dropped. ' I say, you don't really mean that, sir, do you? It's so jolly out here, you know, and I'm picking up the language finely. Aunt is awfully kind, so are Nora and Shirley.' ' They couldn't bear to part with you, just yet, that's your opinion ? Well, we must see what sort of a 54 LOVES LOYALTY. character they give you presently. Come closer, and let me have a good look, my eyes are not as keen as they were.' Ned Foster surveyed Master Neil intently. Cer- tainly Shirley's description of her cousin had been a faithful one. The frank, open look, the trustful eyes, grey and clear. An honest English bearing too, in which deceit and meanness assuredly found no place. Unless human instinct were sadly at fault, here was the seed from which an honest, upright man should spring. So at least the critic seemed to think as he gave out a sharp volley of characteristic snorts. * You'll do, I fancy,' was the verdict under his breath. ' Now go and amuse your cousins. I've got some- thing to talk over with your aunt here.' ' Suppose you all walked across the bridge, dears, as far as the old market — only mind and keep in the shade as much as possible. There will be plenty of time before dinner. I daresay Mr Foster will excuse you.' The three took the hint, and went off merrily. Then those two, the poor mother, whose life had been so cruelly spoilt by a sworn protector's neglect and sin, and the real friend, going down the hill uncom- forted by a woman's love, found themselves, after long years, once more alone together. And before the minds of both there rose the memory of a short, passion-laden wooing and rejection. Little wonder that the remembrance of what might have been provoked a painful silence, or that the eyes of one was dimmed by tears. ' How can I thank you, Edward, for all your noble help of late .... Ah, it is no use to deny it. With- out this aid, who knows what would have become of A PROPOSED REVERSION. 55 US ? My earnest prayer is, that I am doing my duty by this dear Neil we have all learnt to love ; that your trust in me is not abused.' ' Don't let a thought of that trouble you, Celia. Bless me, the lad must live somewhere. The luck of it was, finding you willing to look after him.' ' The allowance is too liberal by far, in reality our own mainstay. I feel ashamed to accept it. And when I consider it is given so generously because — ' ' Because,' interrupted Mr Foster, his feet beating an excited tattoo upon the polished boards, * because, it's no use mincing matters, your husband is a scamp — a bully into the bargain. Why didn't you let the law release you long ago ? ' ' I could not bring myself to it,' wept this good woman, who was a wife only in name. ' The thing seemed too horrible. Think of my dear girls.' ' Um ! 1 don't see how they could have been much worse off than they are now. A good deal better, perhaps. Excuse my bluntness.' ' The disgrace of it,' urged Mrs Wodehouse. ' I can't see that either. His shame, if you like ; nobody else's.' ' The whole miserable business paraded before the public' The mother shuddered at the contemplation of such an exposure. Ned Foster let his feelings betray him into exclaiming, — ' Devil take the public and its opinion,' though, of course, he at once apologised for the slip. ' You're too sensitive, Celia. Mark my words, he'll never give you a moment's peace until you've put the law in action against him. Much as I hate it, it's useful sometimes.' 56 love's loyalty. ' I cannot persuade myself to act as you wish. Let things rest as they are, I beg.' ' Then you must make up your mind for another peck of trouble. Suppose he got hold of your where- abouts ; followed you out here. That would be a pretty kettle of fish.' ' We must bear what is in store for us as best we may. Why need we talk further of this ? Let us change the subject. What have you been doing with yourself all this while ? The money-agents could give us no information.' ' What I told your girls yesterday. Mooning about from one hydropathic place to another, trying to patch myself, till I'm sick of the whole lot of them. I've tried half-a-dozen at least in Germany too, but it's no good. And now I'm here.' 'This is not a watering-place in the sense you are accustomed to,' said Mrs Wodehouse, with a smile. ' But perhaps you are on your way to Teplitz ? ' ' No, I'm not. I've decided to give 'em all up, for the present at anyrate. I'm going in for a course of German beer instead. Began yesterday at that big place behind where I met your children. Poor stuff it was, too, after our bottled Bass.' ' I don't fancy you can be serious. If you are, I should suggest caution. From what I hear, it is a very treacherous beverage.' ' Whatever your young people take seem to agree with them, anyway.' * I am so glad to hear you say that. But dear Nora is far too thin from a mother's point of view. She has not quite recovered from that trying illness of hers.' A PROPOSED REVERSION. 57 ' Never fear, she'll fill out in time. The other is plump enough for both.' The parent shook her head. ' My child is far from strong. At times I am sadly anxious about her.' ' I shouldn't let her study too hard if I were you. Plenty of fresh air and exercise. Not too much stewing over those crack-jaw foreign words.' * There is no lack of open-air life in this delightful place, I assure you. My young people seem to live out-of-doors.' ' Nothing like it. And your own health ? ' inquired Mr Foster abruptly. * It is well enough, thank you. If only — ' Mrs Wodehouse paused. Ned Foster did not help her out with her sentence this time. Instead, he took a turn up and down the room, his hands behind his back, muttering to himself 'Look, here, Celia,' he said at last, suddenly stopping short in front of the woman he had wooed in vain in happier days. ' I'm a blunt, plain-spoken sort of fellow. You must forgive me if I blunder over what I'm going to say. We've had some hard knocks in our time, you and I, and we're now both old — and wise enough too, I hope — to talk over certain things without making fools of ourselves. Look here, my good friend, I'm not such a cad as to sneak out and make love to a married woman on the sly. You refused me once, and as things were then, I'm inclined to think it was about the most sensible thing you ever did in your life. I want to be quite frank with you. My advice about getting rid of this precious husband of yours, this drag on you and your children, is altogether 58 love's loyalty. selfish : I should be a bigger cad than ever, if I let you suppose it wasn't. You'll know what I mean. If the man hadn't proved himself utterly unworthy, closed the door to all pity by his conduct, Ned Foster would say, stick to him through thick and thin. But he's a scoundrel ; a thief as well — don't be upset, there's a dear creature — and the sooner you're rid of him the better. If he had his desserts, he'd be in prison at this moment, with his swindling concerns. That's the plain truth.' ' I loved him — once,' murmured Mrs Wodehouse through her tears. ' And I trusted him. We have both been deceived. It's no use beating about the bush, Celia. If you were free, and could put up with an irritable old chap like me, mightn't' — the pleader's voice shook with emotion — ' mightn't we join hearts, and end our days in peace together? You're a woman of the world, and will know what to say. I'd try and do my best by you and yours. I would indeed.' It was odd how, when strongly moved, Mr Foster could drop his jerky, elliptical method of speech, and become quite eloquent. The reverse might have been expected. Mrs Wodehouse looked her admirer straight in the face. 'You have been our true and noble friend when others have deserted us. It is like your honest self to speak openly as you have done, and I thank you. Let me meet your generous words with equal frankness. Edward, you ask me for something I have no longer to give. Respect and sincere regard, — those are yours now, as always. But a heart to love' — and if one so uncomplaining could be bitter, then was there bitter- A PROPOSED REVERSION. 59 ness in her tones — ' it is dead within me. Think what I have passed through of late, and you will believe that I speak the truth.' No heart to give away ! She, so full of tenderness for all who came across her path. This gentle woman, whose life had been one long example of patient self- denial ; who had striven so earnestly, with such ad- mirable patience, to win an erring husband back to home and duty. Failing in that, had lavished all a mother's care upon her little ones with such a bright result — she could look her benefactor in the face and tell him that the fountain of her love was for ever dry. Yet was it not the truth — of such love, that is for which Edward Foster pleaded ? Could the idol set up have been so rudely shattered — a woman's faith too sorely abused for her to trust again ? Rather, as trick- ling water in time wears out the hardest rock, had not the cruel anxieties of years broken down the loving spirit ? ' I'm not to be put off as easily as that,' the old man said. ' I've managed to get my own way in most things. Wasn't I called " Barnacle Ned " at the Residency ? Not a very elegant nickname, perhaps, but apposite enough. Don't let what I've said bother you. But it's only fair to say I've put things in training whether you let me have the reversion of you, or whether you don't. Only speak the word, and those cute lawyer fellows will manage your release somehow, I'll be bound. Now, be a plucky little woman, Celia, and sign this paper to set the ball roll- ing at anyrate.' (Mr Foster produced a document from his pocket.) ' The thing will be kept quite quiet. If you have to go to England, it won't be yet. They 6o love's loyalty. do wonders in this line now-a-days by proxy or on commission, or some such legal jargon.' The old strife was at work within the woman's heart. Not a contest, Heaven knows, in which self intruded ; but the struggle for guidance as to what was right towards her own. At length she rose, pale, yet calm, and said, — ' I fear it is the only plan, Edward, though I have striven hard to avert the blow. Act as you consider best. But remember between us there is no pledge : it must not, cannot be.' ' I enforce no promise now. Your decision is right, what was to be expected from a Carmichael. You had better let me read you out this rigmarole, before you sign.' There was not much of it. Merely an authority from ' Celia Clayton Wodehouse, recently of Budleigh- Tarleton, in the county of Devon, a British subject, at present residing at the Hotel Golden Eagle, Dresden, in the kingdom of Saxony,' empowering ' Edward Crowley Foster, late of Her Majesty's Civil Service, now of 113B Cork ^Street, Burlington Gardens, in the city of London, retired Government official, to act, with full power and discretion, on behalf of the said Celia Clayton Wodehouse, in respect of certain matters, as set forth herein,' and so on. ' You won't regret having done that,' said the ex- Civil servant as, with trembling hand, the lady placed her signature over the initials already pencilled at foot of the paper. ' Just in time, too, for I hear our young friends on the staircase. A few months more, and you'll be free, unless I'm much mistaken. You needn't be afraid I shall bother you, unless obliged.' A PROPOSED REVERSION. ' You have acted very nobly by me. I shall never forget,' the poor wife murmured. ' Um ! I don't quite follow you there, Celia,' said Mr Foster. CHAPTER VI. FOREBODINGS. Only those who have experienced the fierce heat of a Dresden summer can realise with what pent-up fury such a storm as our friends looked out upon one after- noon can burst over God's earth. It would seem as if, during those weeks without a cloud, when the blue skies smiled upon all, as the sun went down each evening bathed in a peaceful glow, thunder and light- ning gathered mockingly behind that clear expanse, then to have opened their fire at some given signal from On High. Awful, appalling was Heaven's can- nonade ; grandly impressive the blinding flash, the sullen roar ; incessant the hiss and rumble of the elements. And the rain ! Down it came, as if the parched ground panted with insatiable thirst. With what joy must the pastures of Saxon Switzerland have lapped up that blessed deluge. How it coursed with welcome violence through the Dresden streets after the long spell of hot weather which had pre- vailed. ' What a sell ! ' exclaimed Master Neil, who was flattening his nose against the window in a very de- jected frame of mind. ' I promised Shorter I'd meet him at the baths. . . . Dotmerwettcr, there's a flash ! ' FOREBODINGS. 64 ' You had better come away from the window, Neil, I think. In England, you know, we always used to cover up the fire-irons in a storm, and should do so here if there were any. I feel sure it is dangerous to stand as close as you are,' expostulated the prudent Miss Nora. ' Yes, and you can make yourself quite easy, young gentleman, that you won't be able to keep the appoint- ment with your hideous friend, Mr Shorter,' threw in Shirley. ' You had much better settle down calmly to something indoors, instead of standing glued to the window in that mournful fashion. As Nollekins says, you might get struck, for the elements are very play- ful, and, trouble though you are, we don't want to lose you just yet.' ' It can't last for ever, that's a good job. I'm sure it's poured long enough for anybody. How awfully muddy the baths will be.' 'You ungrateful creature! Haven't you had frizz- ling enough during the last six weeks at that floating wash-house of yours, without complaining at a little rain ? ' ' A little ! ' echoed the boy, ' I like that. Why, it's coming down cats and dogs.' ' What an unfortunate day for that dear old Mr Foster to have to start back to England.' ' What's he off in such a hurry for, Shirley ? He's only just got here.' ' How should I know ? Business, most likely. Per- haps to find a boarding-school for his tiresome Nevill Challoner. How we shall miss him, and mother will also.' 'Listen!' exclaimed Master Neil; 'what a funny noise.' 64 love's loyalty. It was the tail-end of the bombardment, as, with low, angry murmurs, Nature's artillery slackened fire, and turned its guns eastward up the valley. But al- though the flashes lost their vividness, the peals be- came less noisy, the skies were still heavy charged with war. Even when only a faint rumbling marked the track of the storm as it rolled away, some louder growl than before told how the enemy was still close at hand, ready to renew the onslaught at any moment. ' I do hope the din has not disturbed little mother/ exclaimed Shirley. 'These storms upset her always so. I will go and see if she is asleep.' To use Mrs Wodehouse's expression, she certainly was ' a sad coward,' when the elements broke loose in this unruly manner. Had not British pluck come to her rescue, she would willingly have sought seclusion in Herr Schmolze's cellar, until the skies had cleared again. As it was, she went to her room, closing the . shutters, and covering up the looking-glass in case of accidents. ' She's sleeping soundly,' her daughter reported. ' I am so glad. Nollekins, you are as white as a ghost. 1 believe you're frightened. And, you naughty child ! you've been trying to shirk your medicine again. Drink this up, miss, at once.' Some of the smoke-dried doctor's prescription was administered forthwith. ' Thank you so much for reminding me, sister,' she said, with a smile. ' I quite forgot it.' ' Then don't be so neglectful again. Now, Master Neil, if you think you're going to spend your half- holiday grumbling at the weather, you're much mis- taken. What's the use of having a boy-cousin if he FOREBODINGS. 65 can't make himself agreeable ? We must improve our minds with something. What shall it be ? ' ' I know,' cried the lad. ' Let's have a game of Plots ; it's an awful joke.' 'Very well. If you promise not to get too excited over it.' ' All right. Who'll skeleton ? ' 'What does he mean, dear?' appealing to the more erudite Nora. * I expect it is his way of asking which of us shall give the key of the story to work upon. Skeleton- plot is what he is thinking of * I see. There is such a thing as being too sharp in this world. You're much too young to try and coin words yet awhile; it's only authors like Nora who can afford to do that. Bear that in mind for the future, Master Neil. Nora, you must start us, of course,' as she placed pen, ink and paper before her sister. 'I know you won't be able to contrive anything thrilling if we watch. So the boy and I will retire and play cat's-cradle in the lobby till you tell us you're ready. Come along, cousin.' The versatile Miss Shirley claimed to be the patentee of this game of Plots. Very proud she was of her invention. Most grateful, also, was Mrs Wodehouse, for it kept the young lady profitably engaged for many an hour when her high spirits might otherwise have become rather too much for ordinary mortals. It seemed that one of the party conducted the out- line of some original story up to a certain point, when the thread snapped off abruptly. In this unfinished condition the MS. was passed round to the players, who were to take up the stitches where dropped, and weave therefrom such a pattern to its conclusion as VOL. I. E 66 love's loyalty. their several fancies might dictate. When all had finished, the papers were handed to some impartial critic — usually Mrs Wodehouse — whose judgment was considered final. (There were some minor regulations as to length, manner of writing, etc., set forth, but the above was the broad outline of the scheme.) The selected plot was then read aloud, and a prize awarded as incentive to further exertions. It will thus be seen how the person in whom such autocratic power was vested became possessed of a mine of literary treasure, raked gratuitously into the editorial coffers. What a windfall for any aspiring novelist to whom plots were a bugbear I That IMrs Wodehouse was a conscien- tious, impartial umpire, no one will doubt, or that the duties of selection brought heavy responsibilities with them. It was therefore well that in the present instance the lady refreshed herself with a nap before accepting the honorary function to be thrust upon her. That afternoon Miss Nora appeared to be putting all her resources into her task. The pensive face wore a very earnest expression, as she transferred her ideas from that too active brain to paper. ' What a time she's taking, Shir', and doesn't she look grave?' whispered Master Neil, who was im- patient to commence operations. ' I believe she's writing a tragedy.' * Oh no ; that's quite against the rules. Don't you remember. Rule VI. says " The plots of the tales are to be light, and no player must, under any circum- stances, introduce dismal matter or he or she will have to pay a forfeit besides losing the chance of a prize." And nobody must begin with " Once upon a time," or " Towards the close of a beautiful autumn evening, three horsemen might have been seen wearily urging FOREBODINGS. 6/ their tired steeds," and so on. Both styles are strictly forbidden. Tragedies, you know, are gloomy, Neil, so are most dramas.' ' I forgot. But I wish she'd look sharp. If only that young muff Hirsch were here to play as well ! Wasn't it fun trying to teach him the game, Shir' ? ' ' Now I am ready,' said the quiet voice presently. ' To save time, suppose you read it out to us,' sug- gested the patentee, when the two had seated them- selves, each armed with a stumpy pencil. ' Very well, dear, if you wish it.' Miss Nora began with a distinctness of utterance highly creditable. * I ought to tell you, perhaps, that what I have written is not absolutely original. I took the idea from a dream I once had.' (' I expect a good many writers wish they could have that sort of dream,' in- terpolated Master Neil.) Having thus relieved her conscience in respect to any literary indebtedness to Nature, the young lady proceeded, — ' The scene of my story is laid in Brittany — ' ' Excuse my interrupting, Nora,' exclaimed Shirley. * That's the place mother thought of going to once, isn't it ? It's a cheap country to live in, people say.' ' Yes, that is so, dear. Well, you must know that at a charming seaside resort in that romantic district — (' Much frequented by the English ? ' inquired Neil, but he was at once suppressed) — a retired colonel has settled. His name is Hayter, and he has one son and one daughter. I am sorry to say the former is not at all steady, causing his father a great deal of anxiety. Indeed, were it not for the pleadings of his sister, it is doubtful if the old man would keep him any longer 6S love's loyalty. under his roof. But Margaret Hayter, besides being very lovely, is of a sweet and noble disposition. Over and over again she persuades her father to forgive this Hubert. At length, however, matters become unbearable, and the lad — he is very little older than our Nevill — is sent away in disgrace, under the care of someone with a special talent for training un- manageable boys, and who keeps a collection of them for the purpose in his menagerie at St Servan. Mar- garet is thus left alone with her father. P^earing she may be dull, as the place (which we will call La Grasse) is almost empty, except in summer, the colonel invites an orphan niece of his to come over and make a long stay. Unfortunately this girl turns out to be anything but nice ; in fact, she is very sly, and has nasty almond-shaped eyes ; a character best de- scribed as deep. Her uncle is far too unsuspecting to notice these faults. He is indeed quite deceived by the girl's seeming artlessness. Margaret, on the con- trary, reads her relative's character rightly before she has been many days in the house. In a noble-minded spirit she sets herself the task of trying to reform her visitor, knowing under what disadvantages she has laboured, her education having been sadly neglected. Apparently her efforts meet with success. But a nature like Clara Jessop's is not moulded afresh easily. With such, a rod of iron is oftener the kindest teacher, and poor Margaret's plan was of the gentlest. She thinks it has succeeded, but circumstances now prove her mistake. ' The only people in the place whose friendship the colonel cultivates, are a merry family of the name of Soutcr, taken charge of by a maiden aunt. During the summer a brother joins the circle, and I must call FOREBODINGS. 69 him the hero of my story. He is an artist, very very handsome, and good — ' ' And he falls in love with the noble-spirited Margaret, the sly girl trying to upset everything by making mischief between them,' cried Shirley, unable to contain herself any longer. ' Oh dear, what have I done I I've broken my own rules. Do forgive me ; it popped out unawares.' ' Well, I certainly had made them do as you say,' rebuked Miss Nora, sorrow in her tones. ' But I shall really not be able to finish properly if you interrupt' ' You'll have to pay a fine. Shir' ; that's only fair,' remarked Master Neil. ' All right, cousin ; don't be afraid. Now go on, Nollekins, I'm all excitement' ' There is not much more to tell, now you have anticipated my disclosures. Let me see, where was I ? There is a heart-rending scene between the two lovers, down on the rocks, one morning because of this horrid Clara, and the mischief she has made. Both the colonel and aunt receive anonymous letters soon afterwards, and then there are sad upsets in the families. The artist goes away and Margaret is, of course, very miserable. I've left off there because I think it would be the best place.' ' What a clever tale. I'm sure I shall never be able to make it end prettily with my clumsy style.' Neil's pencil was nearly bitten through already. ' I suppose we may take the characters where we like?' he inquired. ' Of course you can, you silly boy. To Bath, or educational Hanover. People who write novels always change the scene as much as possible. You wouldn't keep two such sweet creatures as Nora's 70 LOVE S LOYALTY. hero and heroine cooped up in one place all their lives, would you ? Only, don't kill either of them, please, Neil ; that would be too wicked, besides being against the rules.' ' I had meant to have taken them both out to sea, and drowned them, to finish all their bother. I won't, of course, as you say I musn't.' ' I should think not, indeed.' Then the three proceeded, after their several methods, to work up Miss Nora's story to a satis- factory conclusion. What of Ellen Wodehouse, now the storm had passed over? She had slipped quietly out, and, armed with mackintosh and umbrella, set forth upon an errand into the old town — an act of imprudence which would have incurred Miss Shirley's gravest displeasure. * I need not disturb my treasures at their game,' said the lady, as she peeped in upon th^m. ' I will leave a few lines on the slab, in case they wonder at my flight. This suspense is unbearable. It wears what strength I have left out of me.' The poor persecuted lady passed down the stairs into the street. The rain had ceased. Only a dark mass of cloud, rolling off the hills, told where the elements still lingered in imposing grandeur. Over the city the sun shone out afresh, spreading a radiant arc across its spires and domes. Heaven's gracious promise once more smiled down on all. But it would be some while yet ere the rivulets ceased to course along the streets, or boughs and eaves to sprinkle their silvery showers on passers-by. Mrs Wodehouse noticed, as she hurried past, that the toy-sentries at the guardhouse still mis- FOREBODINGS. yi trusted the weather, for, duly cloaked, they timidly sought shelter in their boxes. Through the arches of the ancient bridge the swollen water, checked by many a buttress, darted swiftly. All round, in the gay twittering of the birds on river-bank, or the dull murmur of traffic beyond. Nature and man (hushed for a while by recent cannonade) lifted up their voices, awakened and refreshed. Mrs Wodehouse knew Edward Foster to be precise in all his plans. It did not therefore surprise her to find him pacing the cobbles in front of his hotel, con- sulting his repeater. In a neat little heap at the entrance stood a well-worn trunk and hat-box, sur- mounted by the plaid-shawl and sandwich-case, with- out which the Anglo-Indian never travelled. There was a Saxon flower-maiden, with her basket of posies, seated demurely upon a bench outside. The porter, whose chief occupation appeared to be to lift his gold-banded cap to arriving and departing guests, was gazing vacantly at the windows of the royal palace opposite. Otherwise, few people were about. ' Bless my soul, what brings you here, Celia .? Nothing wrong with the young people, I hope ? ' exclaimed Mr Foster. * Nothing whatever. But I could not rest until I had seen you, and asked your advice about — this.' ' Um ! Come inside.' The old gentleman led the way to the waiting-room. ' Read that, kind friend, and tell me if it is not too cruel to harass me thus.' There was a brightness in her eye Ned Foster did not like. The heightened flush of cheek, the short, quick breathing, pointed to an unwise emotion. 72 love's loyalty. ' Not very prudent of you to walk across in the wet, was it, Celia ? ' * I was afraid of missing you. But for the weather, I should have been here this nnorning.' ' Freshened the place up a bit, though, hasn't it ? That downpour was a perfect godsend. Reminded me of the tropics. What have we here ? ' 'The same wretched demands ; the same unmanly threats to steal away my darlings. I know not what to do.' ' He mustn't come here, that's certain/ said the lady's adviser. ' How to prevent it, if he persist ? ' 'Leave that to me. . Meanwhile, don't notice his effusions ; keep a stout heart, and your own counsel. Mark my words, everything will come right, if you're plucky.' ' It were hard to think otherwise. Yes, it must all end, in God's good time.' ' Of course it must. You'll be a happier woman than ever you were when all this bother's settled.' A look of unutterable sadness passed across the woman's face. ' Happiness and I have parted company long since, Edward,' came the low response. ' Then the sooner you make friends again the better. Now, you know, I'm a bit of a fidget about trains, so we'll be off. I can drop you at the corner of your street, if you'll let me.' The hall-porter having enticed a blue-coated driver from his beer and cards at a neighbouring settle, once more raised his hat respectfully. The two drove off. A strange silence fell upon them. ' If we should never meet again, Edward, you will FOREBODINGS. 73 know that my prayers were with you — until the end. I shall never forget. For any pain I may have caused you, forgive me.' ' Now, that's very foolish, Celia,' said the ex-Civil servant. ' Did I not say that things would soon be brighter .'' Don't give way, there's a good soul' ' Not as long as will and strength hold together. If they fail me, what then ? ' ' I need not tell you where to seek comfort. This must be your corner. Unless I'm much mistaken, there's one of your young ones half-out-of-window. Good-bye, Celia — for a month or so.' ' Good-bye, Edward ; you are my only friend.' She pressed his hand gratefully. ' Do not let my affairs worry you. I am unworthy of your great interest in my welfare. Something tells me it will be a long farewell,' she murmured, as she turned presently away, sick at heart, and weary. CHAPTER VI I. NUMBER ONE OF THE ' PILOT.' With the proverbial lavishness of promoters, Henry Wodehouse was determined that the launch of his philanthropic venture upon the waters of public favour should be accomplished amid all possible sur- roundings of prosperity. Hence his offices * adjoining a main west-end artery ' (to quote the inspired pro- spectus once more) were fitted up with the utmost regard to comfort. As a matter of fact, the ' Pilot ' burst upon the world from the first floor front of a not very delectable side street, from over a tobac- conist's. But, to make amends for any shortcomings of position, the display outside was prodigious. Per- mission had also been granted to emblazon the shop- keeper's private lamp with the aim and object of the journal ; a privilege for which the tobacconist was promised a standing paragraph advertisement, which would assuredly double his business. During its infancy, the ' Pilot's ' messenger — a foreign waiter out of employment — was apparent at the entrance, in a bran-new livery, distributing leaflets to the passers-by. Each window of the rooms displayed an enormous red Maltese cross, the emblem by which the pioneer of Faith was shortly to be known throughout the length NUMBER ONE OF THE 'PILOT.' 75 and breadth of Europe. As was only right for so important a functionary, the managing-director, un- exceptionally attired, drove up daily to his offices in a chartered S. T. hansom, being careful, however, to fling the end of his Havana away before turning the corner ; smoking and the avowed principles of the ' Pilot ' somehow not seeming to harmonise. Mr Wodehouse had not over-estimated the magnetic power of his prospectus upon a certain profession. Many of the Church's ministers had come forward with their cash-deposits, in support of a scheme so obvi- ously deserving of their sympathies. One enthusiast had even gone so far as to advocate from his pulpit the journal's claim to attention, a gratuitous publicity for which he ought to have been canonised. Oddly enough, in business circles, the company was not re- garded with unalloyed favour. Convincing as the prospectus undoubtedly was, the keen eyes of in- vestors detected the omission of sundry practical inducements to operate, which prevented the shares standing at the premium so promising an undertak- ing merited. This was ungrateful, for Mr Rushworth, now won over to the cause, had, backed by his chief, been lavish in his recommendations of the project amongst the knowing ones before the bar of Circe's Crib, and elsewhere. As that spot flattered itself it reflected in no small degree the opinions of the * House,' the doors of which were now so cruelly shut against many of the wine-shop's patrons, it cer- tainly seemed surprising that all these exertions on behalf of the ' Pilot ' should have missed fire. Let us hope that the liberality of the potations needful to promote this desirable end helped to soften the disappointment. 76 . love's loyalty. One morning Henry Wodehouse, checking over his vouchers, came across an application which brought a smile to his usually unruffled features. It was from Edward Crowley Foster, for one share only. 'So,' mused the projector, 'our irrepressible Anglo- Indian wants to keep a friendly eye on us, does he ? Well, he is welcome, with all my heart. I trust the study of our columns may tend to his conversion. He shall be put on the free list at once. Frangois,' to the ex-waiter, ' see that this gentleman is supplied daily with a copy of the paper. I ought to consider myself lucky, with such a party ready to constitute himself my guardian angel at a moment's notice. Guardianship seems quite in his line. I wonder whether he'll think it worth while looking me up in Paris, where I'm likely enough to find myself pretty often. I fancy he's got an ugly customer to deal with, though, if he persists in prying into my affairs. Better give that little game up, my venerable, before — Come in.' These were half-a-dozen printers and compositors, who were to decide whether they would enrol them- selves under the ' Pilot's ' banner. 'After what you've told us, sir,' their spokesman said, ' we have decided to join you.' ' I feel sure it will be for your benefit ; there is a grand future before us,' returned the director, in the blandest tones. ' When can you start ? ' * There isn't much to keep us here. But, you see, most of us are family men, and — ' ' If you take an old stager's advice, I wouldn't have your wives over until you're settled a bit. Why not let the women-folk follow on later?' suggested this considerate employer. NUMBER ONE OF THE 'PILOT. 7/ The husbands' faces fell. * My good fellows, let me be frank with you. We're in a hurry to get the paper out ; the very stones of the Continent are crying out for it. Petticoats must prove a hindrance. I've pledged my word to the directorate there shall be no unnecessary delay. You'll stand by me in this, I'm sure ? ' Who could resist such a touching appeal ? Most of the men agreed to start that very night, leaving the room happy at the prospect of employment. Times had been bad. Surely here was a chance at last ' Thank goodness, that's settled. Our editor's a smart chap ; another week ought to see the " Pilot " fairly on its legs. Who is it?' to Francois, who en- tered with a card. '"The Reverend Mark Chapman, Little Troutington Rectory, Devonshire." Show the reverend gentleman in.' The director motioned his visitor to be seated. The divine's honest, healthy face afforded a strange contrast to that of the pale, wearied philanthropist. His clear blue eyes fixed the promoter with a gaze scarcely appreciated. ' I was in town for a few days,' the Reverend Mark explained, ' and thought I would look in respecting the prospectus you were kind enough to send me. I've held more than one Continental chaplaincy, and naturally take a personal interest in your undertak- ing. The scheme set forth thoroughly commends itself to me.' (Mr Wodehouse bowed.) ' My only doubt is lest you should be unable to sustain the avowed objects, so admirably set forth in this docu- ment. Moreover, the paper might lapse into sec- tarianism, which would be deplorable, and could only mean ruin, sir, morally, as well as financially.' yS love's loyalty. ' We have been careful to place ourselves above all risk of that, by engaging on our staff only men of irreproachable integrity/ ' So your prospectus tells me. I fear, however, their temptations to go astray will be great. But I am not here to throw cold water on so worthy a project ; I repeat, it has my warmest sympathies. May I add, in a small way, my support also ? I am not a rich man, sir, far from it, still I am disposed to back my convictions to the extent of twenty shares or so.' *You could not find a sounder investment. The amount of advice we get without any practical mone- tary accompaniment, would fairly astonish you. Un- fortunately, to the general public our list closed on Tuesday. But I think I can manage a small allotment privately.' (As a matter of fact, the speaker then and there made over a supply he had reserved for a friend, who was desirous of having a little flutter with them.) 'You're very kind, I'm sure. I may as well pay up at once. You allow a certain discount, I fancy ? ' 'Yes, the usual bank rate,' which just then stood at a conveniently low figure. The clergyman handed over his cheque. " ' A certificate will be sent you by post,' " quoted Mr Wodehouse. The Reverend Mark again wished the ' Pilot ' all the success it deserved, and departed. His was a sample of many similar visits paid about that time to the director's sanctum. ' I was afraid the worthy man meant to draw me into a theological discussion,' mused Henry Wode- house. 'The Church has certainly stumped up hand- somely till now. I only hope it won't try to sink us with its blessed fads. All these clericals think about NUMBER ONE OF THE 'PILOT.' 79 is the chance of using us to air their particular doctrines. They must be let down easy by-and-by, though we must humour them at first. Such narrowness of spirit is very contemptible in these days of enlightenment. Now, if they were all as prompt as that respected vicar, how gaily we should sail along, to be sure.' But the promoter was not left long to his cogitations. This time it was the newly-engaged London corre- spondent who waited on him. Ungenerous people might have fancied that Mr Wodehouse's lips framed an oath when he heard he waited without. But this was, of course, a mistake. Nothing more than a slight expression of irritation, excusable, perhaps, under the circumstances. The fact is, this gentleman's engage- ment having been cemented at the expense of a cer- tain outlay in the company's shares, he considered himself entitled to a finger in the editorial pie — a concession the managing-director was by no means disposed to grant him. Being a hard-headed, practical Scotchman, his inquiries concerning the paper's doings were not unfrequently exhaustive to the verge of em- barrassment. Such confidences as were vouchsafed in reply met with a truly Scotch reception, the reverse of reciprocal. Altogether Mr MTherson's inquisitive- ness was resented by the philanthropist as being not only premature but aggressive. ' Our own ' was not, however, to be easily baulked of his devices — a de- termination which caused his chief much mental dis- turbance, and a devout wish that he had selected a correspondent from the ranks of his own countrymen. ' I've told you more than once, sir,' said Mr Wode- house, after the first affectionate greetings were over, ' that my directors insist on the " Pilot " being kept 8o free from politics. " A column and a-half of matter dealing with religious and educational topics, free from all schism or party bias." So, I think, was their agree- ment with you ? ' Mr MTherson, who sat erect and solemn, his hands folded over his umbrella, as if he were one of twelve victims within an omnibus, replied, — ' Ay, ay ; that's the identical wording.' ' Well, in the face of this, you can hardly expect me to encourage your notion of turning our columns into a vehicle for enlarging on sundry National Church grievances. That appears to be your particular hobby. ' * And aren't they religious topics,' inquired the other solemnly. ' Distinctly. Undeniably inflammatory, and poH- tical as well, judging from the specimens you've favoured me with. Calculated, indeed, to entangle our readers in controversies and bickerings, which cannot be too strongly condemned.' * You'll get a poor letter from me if my hands are tied,' grunted the Scotchman. * I'll touch the subject lightly enough, but creep in it must somehow. It's a scandalous persecution our elders are undergoing ; a monstrous — ' 'A word of advice, Mr M'Pherson. If your con- victions are really so strong upon you that our journal offers the only safety-valve, why not throw up the appointment before your pugnacious instincts get the whole staff into trouble ? It will be pleasanter for all parties concerned.' Mr MTherson did not propose such an exercise of self-denial. In his dry, spasmodic fashion he would then and there have again thrashed out the subject to its bitter end, had not the other improvised an NUMBER ONE OF THE 'PILOT.' 8l important engagement in the city. As it was, the Scotchman button-holed the wily Henry at the street corner, barking out a series of inquiries concerning the progress of the ' Pilot,' only to be met by pardon- able evasion. Repulsed, he returned to the office, and renewed his attack upon Mr Wodehouse's/m7> writer (as he was grandly named) with, however, but moder- ate success. The youth was not easy to draw at any time. In those early days he possessed that best of all safeguards against official indiscretion, — a mind an absolute blank as to the financial operations of his employer. ' Our own ' had therefore to proceed upon his way after, it must be confessed, a somewhat de- pressing and unproductive interview. But he had got his stake in the paper, and he meant to utilise it. Soon came the red-letter day in the annals of the * Pilot ' ; for the French mail brought over a bundle of the first issue of the journal which was to outstrip all others in the field. Eagerly was the package opened, and the sheet's appearance scanned. There was the heading, designed by Henry's own loving hand — the title and the cross in bold relief with these modest words beneath : ' A weekly newspaper established for the diffusion, in the English tongue, of the True Prin- ciples of Faith throughout the length and breadth of Europe.' In two little panels, left and right, figured an imposing list of branch offices, then, it must be owned, very much in embryo. After, came the place of issue and date, in large type, Paris, May \st, i8 — ■ (was ever such a May-Day ?), and the ' Pilot's ' fee for each copy, in centimes. At last was the promoter cheered with a perusal, in print, of that inevitable address 'To our readers/ without which no paper in this or any other clime VOL. I. F 82 love's loyalty. has been known to sue for patronage. It was the joint production of himself and the versatile Rush- worth. It ran thus : — * This day we fulfil our promise of presenting to our subscribers and the public the first number of that journal whose birth has been so eagerly awaited by thousands of our countrymen abroad. On the anxieties and trials, now happily overcome, culminating in this cheering result, we will not dwell. Suffice to say, that it has been a labour of love and duty from which neither we, nor the humblest member of our staff, have shrunk by so much as a hair's-breadth. Such reward as we seek will be more than amply secured when this our venture meets with appreciation at your hands. ' Kind readers, we are not in accord with those stern moralists who would seek to enforce the prin- ciples to which we are pledged with harsh or unneces- sary rigour. Hence our aim will be to mingle with our words of wisdom such elements of lightness as shall commend themselves, in attractive literary garb, alike to old and young. With this object, we propose to devote a column regularly to such harmless, yet inspirating, incentives to perseverance as the double- acrostic and anagram. ' Nuts to crack ' and ' Hard Cases ' will, no doubt, in due time make their appear- ance for the elders' ingenuity. * Bible classes,' for the little ones, also a ladies' column, for the discussion of essentially matters feminine, will become a permanent feature. There will likewise be a Poet's Corner, for original verse, to which aspirants to fame are affec- tionately welcomed. Negotiations are pending with a writer of repute for a serial story of unexceptionable NUMBER ONE OF THE 'PILOT.' 83 moral tendency. By engaging a journalist of acknow- ledged experience, accuracy and impartiality are guaranteed for our London letter, which — whilst shunning all trace of partisanship — will touch upon those topics of the hour of interest for the true churchman. A marked feature of the paper will be the attention given to Home News. It is not, alas, within our power to, as yet, establish a special wire, although that facility may doubtless be available ere long. But, by arrangements with an agency of standing, the very latest telegrams, up to the time of our going to press, will be at our disposal. ' We pass over, with a mingled scorn and pity, the ungenerous taunts hurled at us by those of our rivals, possibly known to a few of you. The petty spite dictating such outbursts must be patent to the meanest capacity. When our barque ploughs the troublous seas of journalism, outstripping all others in the race, Sticcess writ large on each wide- spread canvas, then will this lesser fry be glad to grasp the friendly tow-rope thrown out, and for which we assure them they will not cry in vain. * With these few words, we place our bantling in your arms, convinced that, nurtured by our joint fostering care, a ripe and honoured senility will crown a venture presented to the world on this auspicious morning. 'The Directorate of the " Pilot " Newspaper Company, Ld.' No one can deny that, if the promises foreshadowed in this touching address were no more than in part fulfilled, the ' Pilot ' would become a model weekly 84 love's loyalty. periodical, compelling recognition from the wide circle it so forcibly appealed to. Regretfully must it be owned that that first number did not satisfy the exacting taste of its projector. Neither in type nor matter was this issue worthy, in his opinion, of the cause it so zealously championed. Severely did Henry Wodehouse glance down the columns, detecting many a printer's error ; his sensi- tive spirit ruffled by grievous literary blemishes ; his mind appalled at the mass of information daringly filched (with no word of indebtedness) from the columns of his contemporaries. It is true that origin- ality bloomed in Mr M'Pherson's first instalment. But it was promise of a dangerous kind, betraying already those tendencies to backsliding, against which this over-zealous correspondent had been so repeatedly cautioned. With the contents-bills Henry was good enough to express unqualified approval. The six enclosed in the parcel were at once distributed as follows. One appeared prominently in each window of the public office. Frangois placed a third on its board beside the doorway. The gentleman who retailed Le Figaro^ Le Gaiilois, Le Petit Journal, to the ex-patriots around the delightful region of Leicester Square, accepted a fourth ; a fifth awakened envy in the hearts of those Americans dropping in at Mr Mole's adjacent read- ing-room ; and a sixth flaunted gaily from the rail- ings, where that choice display of journalism daily tempts the public, hard by the Charing Cross post office. If Mr Wodehouse had then known the trials attend- ing the introduction into the world of his infant, his instincts would assuredly have been moved to pity NUMBER ONE OF THE 'PILOT.' 85 rather than cavil. Who would believe that, at the eleventh hour, the cup had been cruelly dashed from the lips of the administration by a decree forbidding the paper's appearance at all ? That inexorable press censorship, which watches so tenderly ovei the morals of the Parisian public, was suddenly seized with the wicked notion that there were already enough English sheets printed within their walls to satisfy all reason- able requirements of strangers, resident or migratory. The authorities clothed their unrighteous dictum in language polite yet forcible. They tried, moreover, to mercifully soften the blow, by predicting nought but failure for the enterprise, if it ever did start. Could it be that Mr Rushworth's libellous reference to the Devil's presence in the thoroughfares of their capital had reached the ears of the censors? That, stunsr by such calumny, they had seized upon this ignoble means of revenge? Whatever were the causes for the dread edict, it is a fact that the * Pilot ' escaped disaster by little short of a miracle. This is how the rescue was effected. In his agitation, the editor was rushing round to the British Embassy to plead for intervention, when, by the happiest of coincidences, he came across the Honourable Montgomery Spooner, who held a seat at the board of the company. ''Ullo, Mr Editor, whither away in such a hurry? Nothing wrong in the Boulevard Kaufmann, I hope ? ' 'Everything, sir,' gasped the unhappy scribe. 'Look at this beastly document, when everything was going on so splendidly. The idiots want to stop the paper ! ' The director repeated the words slowly. He was rather young, and not very quick at grasping facts, possibly owing his seat at the board to that very S6 love's loyalty. deficiency of intellect. But visions of a curtailment if not absolute cessation, of fees and pleasant luncheon parties, crossed his brain. Fixing the man of letters with a glance of stern disapproval, he drawled, — * Look here, don't you know, this won't do. What business have these French beggars to interfere ? ' The editor, who at that moment was far too upset to be a respecter of persons, bluntly replied, — * How the deuce should I know ? But they've done it, and that's the truth. What's more, if we can't talk them over between this and to-morrow, the " Pilot's " doomed. The public never forgive a false start in our line. Stop a bit, aren't you a friend of Captain Vavasour, or whatever his name is, over the way ? ' ' Oh, yes. I know Jim Vavasour — rather. What's he got to do with it ? ' 'A good deal. His excellency is away just now. These attacJie fellows always like a chance of distin- guishing themselves. Now's the time for one of them. Do you follow me ? ' ' I think so. By Jove ! I wonder if Jim could pull us through.' ' Of course he could ; but there's no time to waste. For God's sake, don't leave us in the lurch,' implored the editor, as the Honourable Montgomery showed signs of wavering. At the risk of being run down in the passage of the Place Vendome, the commoner held firmly on to his patrician sheet-anchor. The pavement beyond the Bristol was reached in safety. In a few minutes the two stood beneath the royal arms of the Embassy. * You'd better interview the captain alone,' Mr Jenkins recommended. ' He won't believe a word I say. Protest by all that's sacred we're loyal repub- NUMBER ONE OF THE 'PILOT.' 8/ licans to the backbone ; don't mean to touch poHtics by so much as a paragraph. Explain the exact nature and object of the paper. Here, show him this ; it's all in a nutshell. Tell him, which is as true as gospel, it's a cabal got up by those infernal Yankees to crush us. Convince him it's his bounden duty to stop 'em, and get this plaguy thing cancelled. Say we'll worship the very ground he treads on if he'll only see Monsieur le Baron at once, and help us out of this mess. Say anything, in fact.' * All right. If Jim's grumpy, I'll tell him he won't get any more shooting at the guv'nor's place ; that ought to fetch him.' ' Admirable ; you're a born diplomatist. I'm close by if wanted.' The Honourable Montgomery departed on his errand of mere , whilst the editor paced the Rue d'Aiguesseau in an agony of suspense. At length the intermediary came leisurely forth from beneath the opposite portals. Mr Jenkins was by his side in a moment. ' Well ? ' he inquired anxiously. ' I've done the trick,' drawled the youth. ' At first Jim wouldn't listen one little bit. But I played the trump card about the shooting, and that roused him. It wasn't enough, though. I had to put him up to a good thing for the Grand Prix before he'd fairly bite.' (The nobleman said this as if, in the interests of the " Pilot," he had parted with something quite irre- coverable). ' He seemed in such a deuce of a funk about offending the Government, or some nonsense or other, besides being afraid his excellency would pitch into him when he comes back. But at last he sent an attacJic chappie off to the baron with a note, 88 love's loyalty. whilst another chappie went and rummac^ed about in some pigeon-holes. Then a French beggar, with a big portfolio, and no hair on to speak of, turned up, and jabbered away in fine style. When he'd done, Jim said, after his intervention, the Powers that Be would probably leave our paper alone for the present. But at the first signs of jibbing, they'd shunt us into a siding, and leave us to get out as best we could. The beggars seem to have got it into their heads the w^hole thing was a plant, with you working the oracle.' ' I'm much obliged to them, I'm sure. However, thank goodness that worry's over. I must get back to the mill, and set them going post-haste. Consider me your debtor for life, sir.' *ril book that, Mr Editor. Ta-ta. I'm off to Voisin's,' responded the Honourable Montgomer>% and he ambled off to his well-earned breakfast By this means the grim catastrophe w^hich threatened the ' Pilot's ' existence was providentially averted. Who will now say there is not something in a name? But Mr Wodehouse did not hear of all this until the following morning. His mind w^as consequently filled with righteous indignation at the blunders made. Nor did he fail to express his disapproval in a letter to his subordinates abroad, of becoming sternness and reproof. CHAPTER VII I. life's little span. Neil's guardian had been in England a couple of months, and those who loved the old man for his honest sympathy had heard little of his doings. That he was at work upon his kindly mission to set a much-wronged woman free from the yoke of one who had long since forfeited all considerations of pity, Mrs Wodehouse well knew. But the few letters received had told her how Edward Foster's plans for her release were as yet in their infancy; the legal difficulties in the way graver by far than her champion had imagined. She heard, too, with grief of her hus- band's connection with that ignoble literary venture, the * Pilot.' What, all the specious argument notwith- standing, could it end in, save fresh disgrace to him, ruin to others ? Ned Foster, his perceptions sharpened by recent Wheal Paradox experiences, had at once mentally stamped the affair as an impudent swindle. With keener foresight he had, as we know, provided himself with one share in the undertaking, that he might, if need be, assist at its councils, and possibly ultimate exposure. But it must be frankly owned that the ex-Civil ser- vant's simple mind did not so readily grasp the exact- 90 LOVE S LOYALTY. ing requirements of the law In respect to divorce. For him, it was enough that the woman he loved and honoured was bound to a worthless scamp; immediate release should be hers by right. It was only when the lawyers told him how proof, positive and absolute, was essential to the formation of a case ; made clear to him the difference between the lesser relief of separ- ation and that other more elastic dissolution prayed for, that the good fellow realised the thorns with which his path was beset, or the magnitude of the operations he had taken upon himself. Surely, he argued, the cruelty he was invited to prove was written on every page of Henry Wode- house's conduct of late ? Had not existence with him become intolerable, by reason of his unmanly conduct, resulting in the sorely-persecuted lady's flight, with her children, from under a roof which covered only the mockery of home? Doubtless it was the case, these astute gentlemen conceded. But until she, who alone held the right, could be persuaded to unlock her lips, and come forward in person to support her allegations, the legal wheels were clogged. Then there was the second plea of desertion. Unfortun- ately, it was only too clear that the erring husband was ready to resume his position when it suited his convenience. He might even contend that his wife wilfully tried to conceal her whereabouts from him. How did Mr Foster propose to get over that ? As to the third unholy plea, the Anglo-Indian could not bring his mind to set the repulsive machinery in motion to establish Henry Wodehouse's guilt. Here, then, on all three counts, the evidence, in the law's eyes at anyrate, was neither conclusive nor complete. So that fine-soundincf document which Ned Foster LIFES LITTLE SPAN. 9I had taken so much trouble to prepare — and it will be remembered to his credit he had done it all himself — was only so much wastepaper. No doubt it was a judgment on the old gentleman for trying to cheat the profession out of its lawful perquisites. Why, then, it will be asked, did he not urge Mrs Wodehouse to return at once to England, and put an end to this miserable business ? Most cogent reason of all, because the lady herself wrote that her strength failed her thus early in the struggle. She implored her friend to stop forthwith all further action and ex- pense. Amongst other things, she wrote : — ' After you had left, I felt that I had done wrong in accepting your generous offer of assistance. Is it not our mission in this world to suffer, and to forgive .'' What right have I, a poor sinful woman, to rebel against a Higher Will? Now that you tell me mine must be the hand to strike, it is powerless. Let us be thankful that we have been left in peace so long. You may think my decision weak and foolish. Be- lieve me, it has not been made without much anxious thought. I am convinced it is for the best. Have I not my darlings to consider? How would it be possible to keep the shadow of this rupture from darkening their lives in days to come ? Things must rest as they are. As for yourself, and for the pain I am forced to give you, take comfort from what I said when you were with us. A profound admiration, a lasting respect, surely these are far worthier tributes than aught else. What solace could now be found in a union, as you would have it? Alas, that I should have to repeat the words, love is dead within me. Is it not enough that all my prayers are for your happi- ness and well-being? Ask me no more. 92 LOVE S LOYALTV. *No\v, my dear Edward, I must tell you of another, and far graver barrier — one it were a sin to disguise further from you. My health fails me fast. Ever since the day you left, this lamentable weakness increases. The cough, too, which I had hoped was easier, now troubles me sorely. Try as I may to keep these symptoms from my little ones, their soli- citude finds me out. Persistently they urge me to consult a doctor, and I feel I must no longer delay. For m}'self I do not grieve, because God is so merci- ful, and He seems to tell me that I am ready. But for them ! Day and night my mind is harassed with thoughts for their future. Is it too much to pray that I may be spared a while longer to help my defence- less ones along the only right path ; to see their armour of Faith so securely buckled, that they may go forth alone, armed with fullest strength, to fight the good fight of this care-laden world, where life is too often so very, very sad ; that I may reach my dear England once more before I die. Forgive me, my true friend, that I must write you thus. In justice to you, to myself, to that dear boy placed in my care, it were wrong to keep back this truth longer. ' But my letter shall not be all in a sorrowful key. I am rejoiced to tell you that Neil gains ground fast with his studies ; he wins golden opinions from all. I have been careful to impress upon him that in the future he will be dependent upon himself and his exertions for his career ; that the sum due upon his majority will of itself be quite insufficient for his main- tenance. Hence, I have sought to bend his mind in the direction of thrift and self-reliance. With heart- felt gratitude, I notice already that my efforts have not been in vain. Every day does he remind me LIFE S LITTLE SPAN. 93 more and more of his poor father — yet why do I write "poor" of one who was so rich in goodness here, and must be thrice-blessed and richer beyond all human conjecture now ? As for my own, the Lord will in His bounty provide for them. Under His all- merciful wings, they will find protection from harm. The same voice which whispers to me that I am ready, tells me that as well.' No need to say with what sorrow the old man re- ceived these grievous tidings. Willingly would he have hurried abroad with such consolation as his presence might bring. But as ill-luck would have it, he was ill ; to travel then might have cost him his life. Greatest sorrow of all, he feared the forebod- ings were true. Nor was he unprepared. No one could have looked on that tender mother, with eyes sharpened by loving pity, and not have seen how the stream of her life ebbed slow yet sure to the great ocean of rest. And who would dare to say that, when it might come, Heaven's repose had not been nobly earned ? So Edward Foster had to fall back upon written, in lieu of spoken words of comfort — sorry substitutes of a truth when one's heart, racked with anxious doubts, yearns for personal communion. Thus it came about that the lovely Saxon summer, gliding almost imperceptibly into an autumn scarcely less superb, found the English family still sojourning in the city they had chosen for their home. But over the friendly roof of the Golden Eagle now hung the grim canopy of sickness. Within those rooms, so recently echoing with careless mirth, voices now were hushed. Feet prone to clatter heedlessly trod gently, lest they should disturb. No longer those 94 love's loyalty. absorbing games of * Plots,' kept restless brains and fingers employed. A thunder-cloud of trouble and anxiety had settled down upon them. The day of its uplifting no one could discern. Who shall write of those dark hours spent in turn by Nora and Shirley Wodehouse, in tearful watchful- ness, by the bedside of one who, in time of need, had measured her own devotion with no grudging hand ? Of the misery of those aching hearts when they were told of the grievous malady which sapped the energies of one who was all-in-all to them ? With considerate care did the good doctor fulfil his promise to the in- valid. Yet who could mistake the grave tones and pitying looks, or misconstrue the meaning of those formal words, laden with such ominous meaning ? Of course, it was too horrible to believe for an instant that there was danger, the sisters endeavoured to per- suade themselves a hundred times a day. Dr Klein, Herr Schmolze, their kind Saxon neighbours — they were all mistaken. The sufferer would soon be well again. Why, it seemed only the other evening, when Neil had gone off early to bed, that the two had sat planning out their futures so gaily. They were to go back in the spring to Budleigh- Tarleton, and settle down again in the tiny cottage, where they had once lived so happily. They would be poor at first ; but what did that matter, when Shirley was so strong, and willing to work for all ? Dear little mother and Nora were to sit at home quietly, and finish off by the dozen those lovely anti- macassars and nicknacks at which they were so clever, and which would be sure to realise such splendid prices. It was not unlikely either that Nora, if she LIFE S LITTLE SPAN. 95 had not already become a writer of repute, would be able to turn her undeniable talents to account by giving German lessons in the village. * Only fancy,' Shirley had cried, 'putting a card in the window, " The German language taught here with accuracy and dispatch." ' Phoebe and Susan Hollebone would have a fit if they read that ! Of course, as for me, the girl had concluded proudly, ' there need be no anxiety. I have only to tune my magnificent organ to concert-pitch, when money will come rolling in. I might even learn the fiddle, to add to my other accomplishments.' Neil would by that time have obtained a situation in a counting-house, and very likely have become so prosperous that he was remit- ting part of his salary monthly to his aunt as some slight return for all she had done for him. This was the way Miss Shirley had mapped out their respective futures. But the sisters remembered how their mother had risen suddenly from the table and checked the merry talk, kissing them tenderly, and saying she was going to her room. An hour later, they had surprised her upon her knees in prayer, sobbing as if her heart would break. For some days after that, Mrs Wodehouse had certainly been ailing. Her cough, too, was trouble- some, and the least breath of air stirring, as they strolled upon the river-bank, seemed to chill her through. At length she had been persuaded to call in Dr Klein from opposite, who was no stranger. He would very soon put her to rights. Now, as a result of his visits, these daughters were told this horrible thing ; that some latent illness, against which the lady had struggled all too courageously, had conquered her at last : that, under those very eyes, so keenly g6 love's loyalty. watchful for her well-being, some insidious malady had developed itself by stealth, to lay the brave Christian woman low. But they would not believe it was more than some passing trouble. A week or so of rest and careful nursing, then all would be well. Their dear mother had always been delicate, and of late years her life, for certain reasons, had been saddened in much, owing to the wickedness of others. Of course, this had told upon her. But she would soon be herself. They must be very sure of that. But as time went on, and the finger of autumn began to touch the trees, the hoped-for improvement did not come ; rather the sufferer seemed every day to grow weaker. Even the noontide visit to Herr Schmolze's garden, where, supported by loving hands, Mrs Wode- house would stroll or rest awhile in the bright sun- shine, had to be given up. And as those who watched saw this grievous sick- ness stealing on, crushing the strength out of one they loved, an awful dread seized upon them. What if this doctor only told half the truth ? if their parent's state were worse even than their gravest fears, which pointed no further than to a long prostration ? if the hand of death were already on her ? Horror — it could not, must not be. In that time of poignant distress, the fortitude and brave resource in trouble it had been the mother's constant care to foster in her children, since they prattled around her knee, rescued them from the use- lessness of despair. There was no weak repining, no hysterical emotion, which could only have brought harm to the sufferer. It must be action, prompt and decisive. First duty of all, the worst must be known. After that, should their fears be unhappily confirmed, LIFE S LITTLE SPAN. 97 every nerve must be strained, every means procured to save this most precious life. If only they were in England. That was the regret unspeakable filling the minds of both. Then would they have invoked the highest human skill to save her, lying there so pale and helpless, withal so patient, in her sufferings. Little was said. It was no time for idle words. A fond, sisterly embrace, one trustful kiss, a few unruly tears, and their hearts, tuned in unison of grief, swept all other thoughts than those of practical utility aside. It was at once decided that Shirley should slip out to Dr Klein's, whilst Nora tended the invalid. The sisters knew the German was at home. Now and again his gaunt figure appeared at the window. He had acquired a habit of late, they had noticed, of peeping out at the Golden Eagle, as if to gather from its unpretending front some indication of his patient's condition. That the doctor's practice was a limited one was evident. Possibly he wished to be within call at a moment's notice. Dr Klein was a humane practitioner. He had con- ceived an intense pity for these strangers. His own lot had been full of struggles. It had pleased the Almighty to take from him very soon the helpmate he had chosen, leaving him at middle age a very lonely man. His ambition — and skill had warranted the venture — led him from the country into the more fashionable quarter of the city across the river. In the end, after many reverses, he had drifted where we find him, into a side street of the New Town, there to pick up what professional crumbs he could — a poor and disappointed man. But the arrival of these nice people had cheered him. Long VOL. I. G 98 . love's loyalty. before he had been called in to attend Miss Nora, he had mentally made friends with them (as, for that matter, the young people had with him), and during his many leisure hours, pipe in mouth, had woven quite a romantic history respecting the sojourners on the second floor of the Golden Eagle. When he got to know the family, it is needless to say, he found that his imagination had been at fault. Dr Klein, like many other residents round about, at anyrate learnt to honour and respect this English family. Who could not but admire the proud resignation and cheerfulness with which the lady accepted her posi- tion, or do otherwise than envy the bright, happy unselfishness of her charges ? They came as a ray of welcome sunshine. And for that Dr Klein loved. and blessed them. Shirley knocked boldly at the door of the apart- ment. The owner at once admitted her. He saw that something was wrong. ' I am wanted, Fraulein ? ' he inquired, searching for his hat. ' No, it is not that, Herr Doctor. I have come — ' The girl stopped short, her hand upon her heart to stay its throbbings. ' Rest awhile, my dear young lady. It is not always prudent, you know, to run upstairs in such a hurry,' the doctor said, with a smile, as he placed a chair for his visitor. ' Suppose we collect our thoughts a little. Then you shall tell me what is the matter.' He seated himself also, pretending to be busy with his books. In reality he was thinking how best he should fulfil the task he saw lay before him — that sad duty which many a stronger man than he had been tempted to put aside. For he read in the shocked LIFE S LITTLE SPAN. 99 look that the dreaded truth had burst in upon Shirley. There she sat, the golden-haired, erewhile joyous songstress, whose thrilling notes had been so often wafted across the street to his comfort, with the im- press of a first great sorrow upon her pure young face. ' I have come, Dr Klein,' Shirley repeated pre- sently, and the voice shook with emotion, though otherwise there was about her an unnatural com- posure, *to ask you a favour. My sister and I both feel sure you will grant it, because you have always been so very kind to us. Moreover, it would be so cruel to refuse.' There was a pause, during which the speaker seemed nerving herself to a painful effort. * It is about our dear mother there. Of course, we know that she is very ill. You have pre- pared us also that we shall never see her quite strong or well again. But, dear sir, is there something more than that ? Can it be possible that you think she — may — die ? ' Shirley had risen. She stood pale and trembling, yet very calm, before the man who, as far as mortal could know, held the grim secret. Dr Klein took the hands outstretched in such pitiful supplication between his own, and drew the lithe form towards him. * My dear young lady, what can have put such queer fancies into your and Miss Nora's heads ! ' he said soothingly. ' It is true that your mother is very ill — it were wrong to deny that. But, with all the splendid care and nursing, we must be patient, and — hope for the best. Let me tell you we medical men see some fine cures in our experience. Why, I could instance several in this very city — when I was in practice in the Altstadt, you know — which would icxD love's loyalty. fairly astonish you. Frau Trautmann, for example. She had tried all the baths in Germany without suc- cess, until she came to us. Now she lives, well and hearty, at Chemnitz, a very old woman. Then there was Herr Schmidt of the Sidonienstrasse. Every- body had given him up, when behold — ' Shirley interrupted Dr Klein with a gesture. There was that in her face which told him his anecdotes brought her no relief ' You must not try and put me off like that,' she said in low, broken tones, and with a quiet dignity im- possible to withstand. It is perhaps right of you to wish to lessen the blow for us, but there is no need. Nora and I are not cowards ; you must remember, we are English. We are quite ready to hear the worst ; what we cannot bear is this horrible suspense. You will tell me quickly, kind sir, will you not?' Was the thing possible ? The doctor marvelled that this poor girl, whose very soul must be wrung with the torture of doubt, could stand before him thus calmly, and put a question fraught with omen to two defenceless lives. He had come across strange scenes in his time, but had never known emotions so bravely kept in check as now. This must be a fine character, thought Dr Klein ; to prevaricate further would be harsh. So, with grave, unimpassioned emphasis, he told his sad professional story. How, as his listener already knew, a dangerous milady, long con- cealed by unwise force of will, had o'ermastered its victim (as, if neglected, must ever be the case) ; how its insidious poison had slowly sapped a once strong constitution, impaired by great and harassing anxieties ; how he could not do otherwise than con- fess — but then it must be admitted, doctor s were often LIFES LITTLE SPAN. lOI wrong, though he would not confess that to everyone — the symptoms filled him with gravest alarm. He did not bluntly tell his visitor that her mother would die out there in a cruel enforced exile. One alone had the right to tell her that. Rather, he mingled with the bitter cup many reassuring drops of solace. What he did suggest was, that he feared a lamentable delay had forestalled all earthly skill. Dr Klein's convic- tions were, in fact, summed up in those ominous words, * too late.' Had the sufferer allowed herself to have been warned in time, all might have been well. Now, except by little short of a miracle, he was afraid she must pay the penalty for her rashness in de ying the inexorable aws of Nature and of health. (That his patient was dying of a broken heart, Dr Klein knew full well. But he could not tell this poor girl that.) * It is true, then,' Shirley murmured, when her friend had finished. She spoke as one lost in a dream. A long-drawn sigh escaped her lips, and her eyes were turned towards the sick-chamber with a far-off gaze hardly of earth. ' My darling, has it come to this, that by our wicked blindness we have let you fall into such a dreadful state,' — the doctor lifted up his hands in pained remonstrance, but Shirley did not heed — ■ * you, who have always been so gentle and so sweet ? ' She turned suddenly from the window. In those few moments it would seem as if the mask of child- hood had fallen from her face, it shone out so firm and brave and resolute. ' Forgive me, Dr Klein ; I will not be foolish again.' Then, with nervous energy, free from all hesitation or restraint, Shirley entreated the Saxon to lend her I02 love's loyalty. his aid in this dire strait. As he no doubt knew, they had settled down in this quiet corner of the city for economy, and to be near her cousin's school. Pur- posely, they had avoided the more fashionable quarters. The girl could not call to mind a single countryman there she would care to go to in her trouble. A tele- gram must be sent at once to their only real friend, Mr Foster, her cousin's guardian, summoning him again to Dresden, as they had promised faithfully they would do in case of need. If Shirley framed the message, would the kind doctor see that it went off instantly ; they were so slow about such matters at the hotel ? (Most certainly, he would.) Then the same messenger must take a note to the Britishchaplain in theWilhelms-platz, asking when he could be seen on urgent private busi- ness. Would Dr Klein feel offended if the celebrated Dr Mosenthal of Leipzig were called in to consult with him ? (On the contrary, it would be a satisfaction.) ' There is one thing I feel I ought to tell you before I go,' Shirley continued rapidly. There was still the nervous tremor in her voice, but she did not lose a tittle of her self-control. ' You may have wondered why I have said nothing about my father. I am sorry to say he is not a good man. He has been very cruel tov/ards our darling there. Indeed, that was the reason we came abroad, to avoid him ; that is the only secret of our lives. But, I suppose, he must be told.' The girl paused. Dr Klein, taking her remark as an inquiry, said it grieved him to have the rumours he had heard of the family's position confirmed. On such a delicate subject, however, he dare not advise. The esteemed pastor across the water would tell the young lady the wisest course to pursue. ' Yes, he will know. I think that is all, for the pre- life's little span. 103 sent. We shall never forget your kindness to us, Dr Klein.' The man hoped Shirley would not mention that again. His humble services were at the stranger's disposal whenever needed. At his usual hour he would be at the hotel, previously summoning Dr Mosenthal to meet him there. ' If you p.lease. Now, I will go and arrange with my sister about our cousin Nevill. We shall have to be very careful what we say to him, because he is so sensitive and easily upset. Poor Neil ! He has been so useful to us all lately. Now he must be told this dreadful- news. He will be terribly shocked.' The soft, tearless eyes reflected an intense pity. In tones touching indeed in their calm, newborn melancholy, she turned and said, ' You know, sir, they love each other very dearly. She has been father, mother, everything to him.' Then for a space the brave heart gave way. Shirley sank down, and over the young life there swept a brief, resistless storm. Nor did the man intrude upon that sacred grief. When the uncontrollable emotion had ceased, and a flood of hysterical tears brought a wel- come relief, he raised the girl tenderly from the ground, and pressed some soothing mixture to her lips. After a while, as only a stifled sob at intervals shook her, she looked up and said, ' I am better now.' Then she rose, her old energy awakened, and pressing the doctor's hand in gratitude, passed quickly from the house. Dr Klein was true to his promise. Another hour found the clergyman with the girls, comforting them in this their bitter trial. His wife would follow him soon — the earnest Christian worker, who brought, wherever she went, a practical aid and sympathy I04 love's loyalty. which made her name a by-word for benevolence throughout the colony where she laboured so dili- gently. The chaplain at once took charge of Neil, It was of all others the day for a walk into the country, he said ; and on their way home the young scholar must make the acquaintance of Masters Frank and Herbert, who had already become famous lin- guists, and whose tastes in the matter of swimming and boating were sure to be congenial. The leafy avenues of the Grosser Garten had donned their autumn dresses. But the breeze which faintly stirred the boughs overhead, and sent down ever and anon a rustling shower to strew the paths, was as yet kindly in its touch, heralding no chilling blasts of the fall. Nor did it more than gently ripple the waters of the lake, which lay there so constant in its reflection of the grand palace above. There stood the majestic pile, reflected upon the mirror-like surface, which had thrown back its inverted portrait from the bright . days of youth, until now, full of historic memories, it reared its head in a grey and weatherbeaten old age. Hard-by was the zoological collection, on which the Dresdeners set such store, and whence from time to time came the dull roar of the larger beasts, mingled with many curious squeaks and snarls — bewildering chatter of the lower orders of creation. In a quiet by-path, removed from the broader walks which the children made their happy autumn play- ground, the man and boy sat down. Shirley was right when she had said that great care would be necessary when breaking the news of his aunt's hopeless state to her cousin. It was well, there- fore, that the task fell upon one whose calling fitted him so for the duty. Unlike the stronger-nerved girl, life's little span. 105 Neil Challoner's highly-strung temperament had met those troubles which had already touched him with a passionate, and, at first, unreasonable emotion, dis- tressing to witness. So it was in this instance. With kindly tact, his companion let the tearful outburst have full vent before he brought the soothing speech of reasoning to bear upon Neil's sensitive spirit. When the force of the storm was over, the chaplain linked the lad's arm within his own, and led him passively away, through the rustling pathways, homewards. They stopped at the church where the clergyman ministered. With its graceful spire rising from out the clump of trees and shrubs, as if to guard the sacred aisles from harm, the building had quite a peaceful, English look. It might have stepped across from some dear county of their own, the worshippers often thought, as they passed within to lift up their voices in gratitude for all the sheltering care vouch- safed them in a foreign land. The two entered the vestry. What fitter spot to seal in prayer the lesson needed for this orphan boy, racked by the first throes of a passionate grief ? When later, the shadows of evening falling quickly round, Neil Challoner reached the Golden Eagle, he found fragile little Nora at the entrance, waiting anxiously for him. ' It is not quite dark yet, Neil, dear,' she said in a low voice. ' Come into the garden. I have so much to say to you.' All was still in the autumn twilight. The broad river glided swiftly past ; on the bridge and across the water, in hotels and opera house, lights began to twinkle ; the domes of church and palace rose clear and solemn against the darkening sky ; high up a io6 love's loyalty. faint crescent nioon each nnoment gathered bright- ness as the earth beneath grew dim. ' We have missed you so, cousin. But it was better that Mr Merivale should tell you, was it not?' She took her cousin's hand within her own, as the words fell softly from her lips. 'You did not think it unkind of us to ask a stranger to do this ? Neil, when Shirley wished me to break this awful news, I felt I could not.' ' Don't cry, Nora, there's a brave girl. How could I ever think you unkind ? But, dear, has the other doctor been, and have you heard anything from my guardian, or from Uncle Henry? Are they coming over ? ' The calmness of resignation was already taking the place of that other uncontrollable emotion. Neil Challoner was once more the generous-hearted, sym- pathetic lad, ready with practical help for his cousins in this their season of a terrible probation. ' Dr Mosenthal is here now. Shirley will come to us when he leaves ; they would not let me stop in the room. We have heard from Mr Foster he is starting at once. Mr Merivale advised us to telegraph to our father also, but we have had no reply. Shirley thinks he is away in Paris, or somewhere, looking after his newspaper.' A shade passed across the girl's face. * Neil, dear, you know none of us have ever spoken about him of late, because of his wicked conduct to our darling there. But to-day Shirley and I were obliged to, from something Mrs Merivale let drop. What happened has upset me very much.' 'Yes, Nora?' inquired Neil anxiously, as his cousin paused, her hands before her eyes, as if to shut out some dread prospect. LIFE'S LITTLE SPAN. lO/ ' She said that if anything occurred, she supposed we should go and Hve-^with him. Of course, the kind soul could not have known about our trouble, and we had to explain. She looked very grave, and said she was so sorry to have pained us. Live with him again ! The thought is too distressing. How could we ever love him, after what he has done?' ' I hate him,' Neil muttered under his breath. But little Nora heard. ' Hush, dear, you must not say that — ' ' I mean it/ cried the boy, with passion. ' He is a cruel, bad man. I am old enough to understand enough, and I hate him. You shall never go back as long as I can help it. I will work and slave for you sooner than that.' ' I am quite sure you would dear, if it were neces- sary,' came the gentle reply. ' I hope we may never have to ask you.' ' There is some money when I come of age — not much, but remember, whatever it is, it will be yours and Shirley's also.' ' We could never touch that, Neil, although it is very noble of you to wish to aid us.' Someone had passed quietly out into the garden, and stood watching with a look of intense pity on her pale, set face. ' Poor children,' she murmured. ' I have brought more sad news — it has been nothing else indeed this livelong day. Nora, Cousin Neil.' The two turned quickly. ' You must come in now,' came the hushed, grief-laden voice. ' I have left Fraulein Schmolze with our darling ; but she will have to leave soon. Dr Mosenthal and Dr Klein have both gone ; they will be here again early to-morrow. You must not io8 love's loyalty. hurry me, dears,' Shirley continued, as she pressed her hands against her aching temples. ' I am hardly myself to-night, I fancy. I know what you want to hear, and I will tell you all very soon. Only be patient with me just for a little while.' Nora was by her sister's side in a moment. * You are tired out, Shirley dear, after all the nurs- ing and anxiety of this dreadful day. Come back into the hotel and rest. Neil shall fetch you something.' * No, love, I shall be better presently. I would rather stay out here in the cool. Only let me be quiet — and think.' She leant her arms on the railing which separated Herr Schmolze's garden from the river pathway, and gazed heedlessly at the well-favoured city, around whose walls the shadow of night was quickly closing, as the darkness seemed settling down upon herself. There were tears upon the quivering eyelids now — blinding tears, which flowed unchecked straight from her torn and aching heart. After a while Nora stole gently up to her sister. She placed her arm lovingly upon the bowed neck. Shirley started. Passing her hand quickly across her eyes, she drew the graceful head towards her, and bent over the smooth, soft hair, caressing it tenderly. ' My poor love, my sweet little sister,' she mur- mured. ' I am afraid we shall be left alone together very soon now, you and I.' ' Shirley, darling, do not tell me that,' cried Nora in piteous tones. ' I must do so, love ; it is my duty. Why should I put you off with what is not true. It is only trifling with the blow which must fall before many days are over. The doctors said we must be brave, and hope. LIFE S LITTLE SPAN. IO9 What mockery, when their faces told only too plainly that all hope was gone ! Ah, you have heard, cousin Neil ? Think, dear, what that means — no hope, no hope ! To be able to do nothing but sit helplessly by — watching and praying. There is the awful misery of it all ! ' Neil was standing back, quietly. He was quite pre- pared for what Shirley told him, after the ordeal he had passed through in the morning. He would not give way again before these poor girls, deeply affected though he were. The higher qualities of his nature had triumphed. The example set by the gentle woman was already bearing fruit. Neil must now take her place, and become the protector of these two. That was what she would tell him was his duty, if he could but speak with her. Before them, it was above all necessary he should be strong and manly. He put his lips to each pale cheek in turn, and whispered, 'We must go in now, cousins,' and led them passively indoors. What need to tarry over the few remaining weeks, during which the sand of Celia Wodehouse's life ran swiftly down in its hour-glass of a relentless fate ? All that earthly skill could do to ease mortal pain, every offering from loving hearts, the fervour of earnest prayers, were hers until the end. At peace with all, her last words breathing blessings and forgiveness around, the wounded soul of this sorely-tried woman quietly passed away into a Safer Keeping. But he was not there who should have knelt with that sorrowing bedside group in abject contrition. The husband at whose door lay in much the respon- sibility for this broken heart, by reason of his neglect and sin, still denied her he had sworn to love and no LOVES LOYALTY. cherish the last manly reparation of his presence at the closing scene. Only a few selfish lines came in reply to the urgent summons sent by the chaplain, and again repeated by Edward Foster. Miserable excuses, which brought the flush of shame to his daughters' brows — unworthy subterfuges as to his new duties — wretched evasions, from the thought of which those distressed ones turned in disgust. If Henry Wode- house's better nature were not quite dead, he must have felt a pang of unutterable remorse when the last sad message came, that his wife had passed beyond reach of all worldly suffering, to that Better Land where the cruel shafts of his misconduct were power- less to harm. So they laid the victim of an unhappy marriage to rest, under a green hillock, outside the Saxon capital, where for a while peace had not been sought in vain. The flowers upon her grave would wither soon; the trees so faintly stirred by autumn's breath must cast their russet coverings ere long ; cold blasts of winter tear and whistle through the naked boughs as surely as the virgin snow would spread its pure mantle over those who slept within the hallowed gates. But neither storm nor howling wind can disturb the dreamless sleep of those who, eased from all earthly pain, rest so calmly there until the Great Awakening. Hand clasped in hand, Nora and Shirley stood upon the river-bank to take a last look at that city which had given them shelter in the time of need. The broad sparkling stream, as it flowed swiftly on, the tapering spires and cross-topped domes, the bright pennants fluttering over the little Italian village which nestled beside that historical, weather-stained bridge, — all the LIFE S LITTLE SPAN. I I I old joyful, sunlit scenes were there, yet the eyes of those two motherless girls welcomed them not. Rather, in their loneliness, they marvelled how their surround- ings could mock them thus ; how it were possible, indeed, for Nature ever to smile again upon the cruel world, with this dire cloud of misery so freshly gathered over their own young lives. It wanted but a short half-hour to the time when they must nerve themselves to leave the hotel where, from master to humblest drudge, all had learnt to love and respect the English lady and her charges. For one, alas, the parting had been already rudely hastened ; the patient, gentle mother summoned — all too soon for those left to mourn her loss — to that Brighter Home. Zu friih, du traurig, stiller HUgel, Fallt der Wehmuth Thrane auf dich hin. These were the simple, pathetic lines the hotel- keeper and his sister begged might also be written up in loving memory. Who could say them nay? Only a brief farewell, then, must it be down by the kindly Elbe, which has borne you so often upon its proud bosom in steam or ferryboat No more than a few minutes longer, bereaved children, and the frail barque of your young beings must be launched upon a wider and more perilous stream, to ride on still waters, or be tossed on the angry turmoil of the waves, as He alone can tell. ' It is too terrible to bear, dear sister,' the elder sobbed ; ' to go away like this, and leave her alone with strangers. Oh that we had never come to this hateful place.' ' Hush, darling. We must try to be resigned. Did she not tell us that many, many times ? If only for 112 LOVE'S LOYALTY. poor Neil's sake, who has broken down again so. Think how he will look to us to comfort him.' They sat upon that same bench where, in careless, happy hours, Shirley had so often railed in playful levity at her cousin's boyish freaks. Where now was the joyous ring of voice, the gay, unbridled mirth? The colour had faded from those rosy cheeks, and tears had dimmed the lustre of the eyes. The child was gone. In its stead, beautiful in strength of mind and courage, outcome of a poignant sorrow all too early and too cruel, shone forth the woman, earnest, brave, protecting. And little Nora, always delicate, how sadly she had fallen away. Her face showed plainly what the misery of those past weeks had cost her ; proved, as well, how she must lean for a while upon that other, who was so able and willing to bear the burthen of the elder's weakness. ' Alone, alone,' she murmured wearily. ' Why not leave me behind, love, to keep watch over there ? I. shall only be a drag and worry in England, I am sure.' Her sister smiled sadly. ' We do not think so. Come, dry your eyes, there's a dear Nollekins. It will never do to leave all these kind people like this. Why,' with an effort at her former gaiety, ' that funny old Frau Krone, with Otto Hirsch, is coming round to say good-bye to us directly. And Professor Kubler is sure to be at the railway station. Don't you remember, he is quite certain I shall become a great singer some day, if only I have " ze appliance and ze nerve " to study properly? Of course, he wants to say something encouraging to a future genius like that. What a comfort it is to think we can never come to want with such a treasure as this wonderful voice of mine to fall back upon. To LIFES LITTLE SPAN. II3 say nothing of the fortune Neil is going to make, and which he so generously offers to share with us.' Nora rose with a weary sigh. * It is like my good, kind sister to try and be cheer- ful and rouse me to my duty — I will not break down again if I can help it. Forgive me, too, for the wicked things I have said about this dear place. We must always love the beautiful city, if only for that one sacred spot. I am ready now.' The younger's head was turned away. * Good-bye, good-bye,' came the soft, broken tones. VOL. L H CHAPTER IX. ASSET S — N I L. The emblem of that worthy literary venture the * Pilot ' was still displayed over the tobacconist's ' ad- joining the leading west-end thoroughfare,' whence its rays had first tried to pierce the dark understandings of those many backsliders * throughout the length and breadth of Europe.' But alas its brilliancy had sorely faded since those days when sanguine fingers affixed the journal's symbol to the office windows. Limp and tattered, the papers drooped dejectedly, in mute reproach to an ungrateful public. Long since, the cross upon the lamp had been ruth- lessly effaced, the lessor strangely enough not enjoy- ing that increase of patronage foretold as a positive outcome of his arrangement. Within also, all the old directorial comforts had vanished with the staff'. Only one enfeebled youth now represented former glories. Judging from the devices (chiefly pictorial) for self- diversion to which ennui had driven him, time must often have hung heavily on the hands of this last of the ' Pilot's ' officers. There was quite a fancy con- stellation of wafers upon the outer door, proving that the lad found imperative excuse for absence not un- ASSETS — NIL. 115 frequently the penalty for a too scrupulous devotion to duty. Henry Wodehouse's visits to the ' Pilot's ' birthplace were now few and far between. It was naturally pain- ful to this sensitive-minded promoter to be brought face to face with the wreck of his generous efforts on behalf of his fellow-creatures. Had he been given to tears, assuredly he would have wept bitterly over the indignities to which of late his pet project had been subjected. Failing such displays of weakness, he contented himself with indulging in some forcible expressions concerning the want of confidence shown by sundry chicken-hearted shareholders who had deserted him in a most cowardly fashion when pecuniary aid was most needed. That these straits had, during the short period of its checkered existence, been numerous and severe, a study of the journal's file amply proved. Therein was the melancholy history of the pioneer of Faith set forth with bluntest truth. How sad to trace day by day the decadence of such an enterprise — bright promise drifting through the varied stages of misfortune to an impotent, undignified collapse, in- stead of to the ' ripe and honoured senility ' heralded in that touching May-Day address of the directorate. Once, indeed, the pulse of this ill-fated journal had threatened — ' owing to a regrettable accident to the plant ' — to prematurely stop beating altogether. Dur- ing that anxious period the paper presented a very emaciated appearance. From former plump dimen- sions, it lost flesh in a single v/eek by at least one-half of its 'six full-sized pages.' Of news or comforting matter there was none. Subscribers had to be con- tent with dry extracts from contemporaries, between Il6 LOVE'S LOYALTY. which were artfully sandwiched seductive puffs of those hotels or patent medicines still gracing the ' Pilot's ' advertisement columns (this was Mr Rush- worth's special forte). What really clogged the wheels of the paper's prosperity were the clamorous and un- worthy demands of the staff for arrears of wages. It required all the managing-director's bland arguments to prevent immediate disaster. Happily, by super- human exertions, the catastrophe was for awhile averted, though it lost the services of the brilliant, if exacting, MTherson during the crisis. From that day, indeed, the Scotchman meanly turned traitor to the columns in which his persuasions had enjoyed, if not absolutely unfettered, at least qualified licence, directing his talents to compassing the downfall of his benefactor. Unfortunately for Mr Wodehouse's peace of mind, this correspondent had with native foresight secured that monetary stake in the concern which, although of itself insignificant, yet proved (as Mr Edward Foster's investment did) a very barbed arrow in the promoter's flesh. No wonder he cursed the day when the dogmatical scribe had first crossed his path. Throughout all the distressing embarrassments into which the ' Pilot ' was presently plunged, its chief was a martyr to the deplorable want of trust on the part of the shareholders. Here was a splendid property brought to the verge of ruin through lack of a few miserable pounds ! A promising sapling, ready to spread its sheltering branches over many a wandering family, deprived of needful sustenance through the neglect of its rightful supporters. It was an ungenerous slight, and one before which the philanthropic Henry's usually dauntless spirit was for a while crushed. ASSETS — NIL. 117 In vain did he visit that city quarter in which the Crib with its customers flourished, and where many a mine of speculation had been worked to his advantage. That shyness evinced at the outset towards the under- taking by the knowing ones of the investment world had never worn off. Everywhere the same unchris- tian-like mistrust ; point-blank refusals to operate, to be overcome by no amount of plausible argument. The affair had become food for the accountants ; it was not worth bolstering up, was the verdict on all sides. Nor could the icy reserve which had settled down upon his trump-card, the clergy, be broken through by the liberal issue of four-lined and urgent whips, imploring a helping hand in time of emergency. Even the reverend gentleman of Troutington Rectory, who had already responded gamely to sundry calls not strictly legitimate, wrote respectfully declining further remittances until ' the balance-sheet he had repeatedly applied for was forthcoming ' — a prosaic balance-sheet at such a critical juncture as this ! Then there was trouble with the Honourable Mont- gomery, who, glass-in-eye, and with many ' look here, don't-you-knows,' was sadly put out because certain inspired proposals for the resuscitation of the paper (notably of a sporting character, and relating to the engagement of a Prophet whose tips were to lead the subscribers on to fortune) met with scant cour- tesy at the hands of the directorate. This happy com- bination had now dwindled down to one particular star — Henry Wodehouse, promoter, financier, propa- gandist, who had so obligingly joined the board after allotment, for the other directors had resigned in hot haste when things began to look queer. Natur- ally he could not allow his company's prospects to be ii8 love's loyalty. jeopardised by any unseemly wranglings. So, in a scene darkened by much mutual recrimination and bitterness, it was decided that the titled director had better also retire from his arduous duties. Smart- ing, it would seem, under imaginary injustice in the matter of fees, the Honourable Montgomery carried a record of his grievances into clubland, where doubt- less he met with much sympathy from the members of that aristocratic set of which he himself was so brilliant an ornament. At length came the distressful day, so long staved off, when the unfortunate ' Pilot's ' power to steer any further craft for good or ill passed away for ever. Prostrated by the blow, the promoter and his trusty lieutenant met behind the curtain at Circe's Crib to arrange, with bated breath, those last solemn rites connected with this untimely demise. No wonder their overstrained nerves required bracing up with occasional draughts of that nectar served from without. ' Well, it's been a short life, though not a particularly merry one,' remarked Mr Rushworth, pocketing some money handed him by his chief (Distrustful persons might have inferred the two were dividing the spoil before lawful hands appropriated it. As a matter of fact, they merely helped themselves to such available coin as the defunct paper's till presented. If they were not entitled to the money, after all they had gone through on its behalf, surely nobody was.) ' Don't forget, my friend, I still have a claim against the estate for literary services. I should be the last to press unduly upon anybody, but I register the fact for what it is worth.' * I sha'n't forget for want of being reminded at any- rate,' replied Henry Wodehouse in tones of not un- ASSETS — NIL. 119 natural irritation. ' Claims, indeed ! What are yours compared to mine, let me ask ? I'd have staked my reputation on this concern turning up trumps. And where are we now after all this bother and slavery ! Time, brains, money, all wasted ! It's a precious ungrateful world. I'm about sick of it.' ' Pray don't say wasted, Henry, when it's all been for the benefit of society. The reflection would strike us both, and I couldn't bear that you should suffer. Never fear, you'll get your deserts some day. Where are we now, you ask ? ' repeated the paragraphist. * Well, I can't conscientiously say that you and I are much worse off than when we started. We were at a pretty low ebb, if you remember, what with the Wheal Paradox and sundry other slight — ahem — errors of judgment' ' Won't you ever leave that confounded mine alone, Rushworth? I wish the ore had choked the lot of you before I ever put my name to that prospectus.' * Possibly there wasn't enough metal extracted to effect even that charitable dissolution. Considering, however, you were the first to invite the public to ex- ploration, it might, and not without reason, propose that you should head the procession. Fancy quarrel- ling with such a tried friend as the Paradox. Why, you must have made a pile out of it at one time ? ' 'The game wasn't worth the candle for all that,' growled Henry. ' Not even for the pleasure of those smart encounters with Mr Edward Foster? You surprise me. By-the- bye, I hear the old boy is in a bad way. I hope he'll pick himself up, though, for the merry gathering on the 20th. He ought to be in his element there, and show us some sport. I wonder what he is going to I20 LOVES LOYALTY. do with that cherubic young Challoner he'll never let out of his sight now. Fine opening in the city for a promising youth like that, eh, Wodehouse?' Mr Rushworth chuckled. His companion did not appear to relish the turn the conversation was taking, for he muttered, — ' Hang the young prig, I hate him ! ' ' I always thought there wasn't much love lost between you two. But tell me, Henry — you don't really mean to be serious ; pray pardon me if I wound the feelings of an uncle — about that unfor- tunate little affair you hinted at' * It looks precious suspicious, to say the least of it. Do you think the old skinflint would take up with anybody in this fashion if there wasn't something be- hind the scenes ? People are not so jolly charitable nowadays.' ' No, or he might have adopted you instead.' ' He might have done worse ; yes, there's no mistake, about it. Nevill Challoner indeed ! He's about as much right to that name as — well, you have to the editorship of the " Snarler," for want of a better simile.' ' You're very kind, I'm sure. When Edward hops the twig, no doubt the mystery will be cleared up.' 'Before then, or I'm no prophet. At this moment I could name somebody — but just you wait. Perhaps you'd like me to believe there's a chance of his getting those Musselburgh estates his people used to be so stuck-up about.' ' Fie, Henry ; I'm afraid you're growing vindictive.' And his companion smiled again at the absurd delusion under which his friend laboured — one into which a constant brooding over imaginary wrongs would appear to have led him. ASSETS— NIL. 121 Mr Rushworth was itching to draw his companion out in respect to certain domestic matters which had obviously darkened the director's Hfe of late. In particular would he have given something to learn what had become of those two pretty daughters who had passed out quickly from the private room one morning. From that day Nora and Shirley had made no sign. They had gone their own way, leaving their natural protector to speculate as best he might upon their whereabouts. ' And this is gratitude,' Henry Wodehouse had once remarked to his lieutenant, when overtaken by a maud- lin, communicative mood foreign to his ordinary nature. * After all I've done for those dear children, they go away like this, leaving their unhappy father deserted, and well-nigh distraught through reverses. As if my worries had not been enough already. I'm sure I offered them every concession children could reason- ably expect. What do you think they reproached me with ? Neglect to that good woman who is no more, I, who was so lenient and forbearing when she ran away, and kept her hiding-place a secret. Was I not even reduced to the indignity of addressing my loved one through some shabby lawyer with a fist as close as a receiver's ? When I proposed that we should all three settle down and live happily together, my offer was rejected with a scorn it prostrates a doting father to recall. I shall never hold up my head again, Rushworth, before such unfilial ingratitude.' But except for this one unwonted display of confi- dence, the philanthropist had never alluded to his daughters. Doubtless his feelings were too sorely lacerated to trust himself to speak on so painful a 122 love's loyalty. topic. Only on the subject of his nephew was he at times discoursive, and then in a revengeful, impious fashion, scarcely warrantable or avuncular. After his return from abroad, Neil, as we know, had found a home with his guardian. This in itself was sufficient to have incurred Henry Wodehouse's dis- pleasure, although he had certainly not gone out of his way to offer other shelter for the lad. Presently we shall find into what channels Neil had drifted. But for all the effort made by his uncle to help him over the shoals of life, this young craft might have gone to the bottom forthwith. What a comfort to be able to let responsibilities glide off one's shoulders in the philosophic style adopted by Henry Wodehouse. In his generosity he would even then have made over all his worry with the ' Pilot ' to others, retiring into a dignified seclu- sion with the failure of his ambitions. Strange to say, the shareholders were not disposed to accept this renunciation in a friendly spirit. Their unromantic contention was that the entanglements and losses had been mainly brought about by their managing- director's improvidence — some were inhuman enough to hint at other shortcomings too painful to mention — hence that it was his bounden duty to help them out of the mess as best he could : the salvage was likely to be small enough in all conscience. With this object, when the news spread that the issue of the paper was stopped, an extraordinary meeting had been hastily summoned, when the promoter would be afforded every opportunity for a personal explanation — be put upon his defence, as Mr Rushworth brutally hinted. It came about in due course. That dull November ASSETS— NIL. 123 morning found a depressed following of the ' Pilot's ' fortunes met in the defunct journal's office to hear their managing-director's statement, and to decide, if necessary, how the winding-up process could be best initiated. As a proof that most of those who had a stake in the concern looked upon their investment as already sacrificed, no more than a dozen responded to the invitation. Of those we have met there were pre- sent Mr Edward Foster, the combative Scotchman M'Pherson, and the reverend gentleman from Trou- tington Rectory, with Henry Wodehouse and his lieutenant, the needy Rushworth. As the share- holders dropped in, they greeted each other with a gloomy decorum worthy of a funeral. It was sad also to see how those who had worked so hard for the 'Pilot's' success received the curtest of recognition. There was ample arrangement for recording the minutes, and in order to make matters quite regular — and that the ' Pilot's ' obsequies might be attended with all decency — the company's legal adviser was present to tender advice, if needed. It became neces- sary of course to elect a chairman and a pro tern. secretary. On the plea of ill-health the Anglo-Indian declined the responsibilities of the former post, which subsequently fell to the parson, Mr Wodehouse's former precis writer being summoned from an ad- jacent restaurant to undertake the duties of recorder. When all were seated — Henry and his friend modestly in the background — the Reverend Mark rose and de- livered a short but telling speech upon the situation. He traced the history of this ill-fated journal from the moment when, as he pathetically put it, he had ' embarked a not inconsiderable and to him impor- tant slice of his capital in a venture which appeared I 24 LOVE S LOYALTY. launched under the happiest conditions.' Sorrowfully he must admit that his faith in the concern had led him to persuade others — who were less able than even he to bear the loss — to support the newspaper. He felt sure that his listeners would believe him sincere when he said that for this error in judgment he felt unfeigned regret. By blindly accepting as true state- ments, without investigation, with that reprehensible simplicity he feared was often a too prevalent failing amongst his profession, he had unwittingly injured several esteemed friends. In this dilemma, he could take but one course. Neither time nor trouble must be spared to trace the causes for this deplorable result, initiating such measures for an adjustment of the company's affairs by which what was possible might be saved from the wreck. He left himself out of the question, as by his unhappy fault he had fully earned his punishment. Far be it from him to prejudge any man. But he must be permitted to say that facts as they now appeared betrayed a negligence on the part of those responsible for this undertaking highly culpable. Were any satisfactory explana- tion or proposal forthcoming, he would be the first to welcome such. He hoped he might be favoured with some of his fellow-sufferers' — he had almost said victims' — views before submitting a resolution which he thought might meet the difficulties in which they unfortunately found themselves placed. That arch-seceder MTherson instantly rose. With unromantic logic, he reviewed the circumstances of his connection with the * Pilot' Of the manner in which he had been, as he averred, ' tricked ' into the concern, and * plundered of well-nigh his little-all ' by gross misrepresentations ; how his London letter had been ASSETS— NIL. 125 frequently mangled beyond all recognition, thereby reducing his theories to the merest commonplaces, he drew an affecting picture, not unrelieved by touches of unconscious humour. He frankly admitted that, his suspicions aroused by the glimpses obtained behind the scenes, he forthwith cancelled his engagement, and fell back upon his rights as a shareholder to bring about an investigation into the company's affairs. His efforts had, he said, been baulked by every mean and paltry artifice, until this 'truncated directorate,' in the person of Mr Wodehouse, had been at length brought to book. Mr MTherson sincerely trusted, with their reverend chairman, that the sole surviving member of the triumvirate would shake off the ill- timed reticence in which he had of late enwrapped himself, and come to the shareholders' rescue. ' If you'll only give us another taste of your energy when you started the ' Pilot,' we'll be indebted to you, sir,' was the concluding appeal of the Scotchman to the ex-managing-director. There was an ominous silence, relieved only by a few grunts from the Anglo-Indian. 'You're cornered at last, my boy,' whispered the lieutenant to his chief ' Give 'em a speech and chance it, or they'll lynch you to a certainty ; ' with which encouraging refresher Henry Wodehouse rose for his defence. It was obvious at once that, with all his talents, the promoter was no orator. He stammered and shuffled over his address in a manner surprising to those who remembered with what glib persuasiveness he had in- troduced the newspaper to their notice. To one line of argument he was, however, steadfast ; Henry Wode- house was the martyr, the shareholders positively no- 126 love's loyalty. where in respect to the scurvy trick fortune had played him. What were their worries and losses compared with those of one who had planned and toiled so zealously on their behalf? What disappointment could equal his, he would like to know? Had not time, brains, he might add, health, been sacrificed for them on the altar of duty ? Then, as a reward for all his disinterested services, he found that a cabal had been formed against him by some of those he had proudly counted upon as his friends, and by whom his conduct of the company's affairs was now called in question. That suspicion, coupled with the cowardly secession of his colleagues when the first notes were sounded of a temporary embarrassment, to which the most flourishing ventures are at times liable, had, he confessed, unhinged his administrative powers. Even now, with further confidence, and that monetary sup- port which he considered himself entitled to ask for at their hands, he did not despair of pulling the ' Pilot ' out of the fire, or of establishing it upon a lasting basis of prosperity — a proposition at which the twelve share- holders laughed ironically. This, weeded of its bait- ings and digressions, was the substance of Henry Wodehouse's defence. It will be remarked that it was one purely of sentiment, any prosaic business details being carefully avoided. The man resumed his seat amidst a silence the reverse of complimentary. There was a dreary pause, during which the precis writer reduced his former employer's utterances to paper, for the benefit of whom it might concern. 'And that's all you've got to tell us, sir?' inquired a stern-looking investor, who had kept an unflinch- ing eye upon the speaker throughout his harangue. ASSETS — NIL. 127 ' After trifling with us and our money, we're to get no more than this dose of rubbish by way of consolation ! Where's all the money gone to, man ? ' 'You've had the half-yearly statements — balance- sheets,' stammered the persecuted Henry. ' Statements — balance-sheets — stuff and nonsense ! ' cried the irate shareholder. 'These things, gentle- men,' he continued, with withering sarcasm, flourish- ing the documents in question aloft, 'every item of which we dispute ; not a single voucher forthcoming ; no auditors' signatures — a lot of trumped-up rubbish ! Made out in francs, too, which I'm disposed to think isn't a legal way of furnishing accounts in this country. Correct me, Mr Solicitor, if I am in error. They're as pretty a set as I've come across for many a day — and that's saying something. Why, here's the last one to midsummer, showing a highly-flourishing state of affairs — in writing. How do you reconcile that with the hobble we're in now, pray? I've no hesita- tion in saying it's a rank swindle, gentlemen.' The hitherto silent Mr Rushworth resented that inference. 'Who are you, sir?' The shareholder with the eagle-eye for facts and figures cut him short. ' One of the staff,' returned the other blandly. ' That position doesn't give you a voice here to-day. You're only a salaried official.' ' With arrears in plenty. I bow, however, to your decision, whilst protesting, all the same, against such indiscreet accusations.' ' If you can disprove my words, we shall be de- lighted to listen to you, not otherwise ' — a challenge the paragraphist did not feel disposed to accept. 128 love's loyalty. During this lively passage-of-arms the Devonshire parson and Ned Foster held a whispered consultation. The former again spoke, — ' With your approval, gentlemen, I will now submit the resolution of which I have given notice. It runs : " That in the opinion of this meeting, and having regard to the unsatisfactory nature of the statement made by their managing-director, the shareholders of the * Pilot' Newspaper Company, Limited, consider that the wisest course to pursue, in the interests of all concerned, is to appoint a committee of inspection, with full power to overhaul the company's affairs, and report as to future action. That this meeting deeply deplores the evasive explanations furnished by their late servant, in whom so much trust was reposed, and beg to censure, in the strongest possible terms, the deplorable neglect of the shareholders' interests which has prevailed at headquarters, whereby the prospects of an acknowledged want have been trifled with. That the solicitor be empowered to act with such committee, to protect the shareholders' interests, in conformity with the articles of association." I do not think,' concluded the clergyman, in tones of sadness, ' I can add any- thing to my former remarks, except to express a fervent hope that, black as the outlook is, our worst forebodings may not be realised. I submit names of the following gentlemen to form the committee. May I ask those in favour of my resolution to signify assent by holding up their hands ? ' ' There's no help for it, I suppose. You can't get blood out of a stone,' growled the censorious investor. ' You haven't put the blame half strong enough, though, Mr Chairman' — a criticism promptly endorsed by the ' Pilot's ' ex-London correspondent. ASSETS— NIL. 129 The motion having been formally submitted, was declared to be carried. ' Well, gentlemen, I have only now to thank you for the courtesy and attention shown to me this morning under depressing influences. I am reminded that, in order to make everything orthodox, an adjournment will be necessary, which I now propose for this day three weeks. By that time we may expect some tangible information to guide our plans in the future, with a statement of the company's assets, I trust not altogether visionary.' There was the usual vote of thanks to the chairman, briefly acknowledged. The meeting dispersed in the same mournful fashion in which it had assembled, the presence of the promoter and his officer being, if anything, more studiously ignored than before. Edward Foster was the last to leave. As for a moment he caught Henry Wodehouse's eye (a feat not easy of accomplishment), there was a look upon the old Anglo-Indian's face far more reproachful than words. ' Don't come near me,' he cried as Henry, with out- stretched hands, smilingly advanced. ' I have done with you. How you dare look me in the face ' (as a matter of fact, Mr Wodehouse had not done so) * after all that has passed, fairly astounds me. I'm ill and feeble, but by Jove, sir . . . .' ' You must not excite yourself, guardian, must you ? ' said a quiet voice beside him. 'The cab is at the door. Are you ready ? ' It was Neil Challoner, who had been waiting outside watching the ceaseless din and traffic of the London streets. But it was not the same Neil we have met abroad. Rather, the boy had in that short interval VOL. L I I30 LOVES LOYALTY. well-nigh passed into manhood, so thoughtful and earnest had he grown. The gentle manner, mingled with that respect towards his elders, which was innate to his nature, was a pleasing thing to look upon. As he stood there, the stay and comfort of one who had befriended him through life, surely the work of that good woman who had gone before was already being crowned ? The old man took the proffered arm. ' Neil, my lad, this uncle of yours is no associate for you. Ned Foster isn't long for this world, but bear his words in mind when you've tucked him up under the sod. For the sake of her whose unhappy lot it was to be this man's wife, I warn you thus to his face, keep clear of him. That's old Ned Foster's advice — you follow him, eh ? ' There was no conciliating smile on Henry Wode- house's lips now. ' Yes, look after your precious Nevill,' he rejoined angrily. ' I hope he'll bring you credit. Perhaps presently I may have something to make him open his eyes a bit wider. Can't Mr Edward Foster give a pretty shrewd guess what I mean ? It's no use looking so supremely innocent. Do you think there are not others who know all about it as well as I?' * You're talking rubbish, man. I decline to hold any more parley with you. Give me your arm, Nevill ; this is no place for us.' Leaning heavily upon his young companion, the invalid hobbled downstairs. * You've met your match there ; I told you he'd show fight,' remarked Mr Rushworth. who had been an amused spectator of the proceedings. * But cheer up, ASSETS — NIL. 131 Henry. The paternal nail will be driven home some- where before many days are out. To your own satis- faction, if to no one else's,' added Mr Rushworth to himself. 'What a droll pretext for revenge. Why, he'll try to find a bar-sinister in my family coat-of- arms next.' CHAPTER X. A NORTHERN HOME. Let us now retrace our steps, and take up the thread of the sisters' history when, distressed and lonely, they found themselves cast upon the troublous sea of genteel poverty in a huge and perilous city. For the first few weeks after their arrival in England they had been too much prostrated by their bitter loss to give a thought to the future. As their cousin's lov- ing hand had led them passively within upon that, ever-present night of misery, so during this dark time, when the full force of their bereavement oppressed them, they had, with humble submission, allowed others to guide their footsteps whither it seemed them best. Happily the mission of comforting these poor girls fell upon kind Christian folk to whom the labour was one of love. In His Mercy He who rules our destinies had willed that the lives of these three should at the outset ride upon calm waters, with as yet no suspicion of its hidden rocks or shoals. Edward Foster, who accompanied the party back, had wisely decided not to bring the girls, or for awhile Neil Challoner, into the somewhat gloomy, if select, locality where he rented his chambers. With all its advantages as a residence for bachelors who may be A NORTHERN HOME. 1 33 members of the Oriental, or similar haunts beloved by Anglo-Indians, Cork Street is not a cheerful thorough- fare any more than its neighbour Savile Row is, with its range of squat emporiums sacred to the tailoring fraternity. Even the welcome patch of foliage which in summer enlivens its eastern side, recalled at that season only painful recollections of bygone freshness, as the dank leaves fell dismally to the ground from the well-nigh stripped and blackened branches. Of life within and adjacent to the street there was enough and to spare. But it was not such as the old man cared should even suggest itself to those he loved and meant to guard. So he bethought himself of a pensioner of his, one Polly Pridham, who let lodgings at breezy Hamp- stead. This good dame had been in his family for years, and now enjoyed the enviable position of an- nuitant. Indeed, ever since Edward Foster could re- member, Nurse Pridham had been apparent to him in some capacity or other. Many were the anecdotes stored up in the worthy woman's singularly retentive brain. Nor did she ever tire of reminding the younger generations of Fosters what ' rare little pickles ' they had been in the days when the lady's professional duties had brought her into immediate and sometimes corrective contact with them. Polly had evidently made a highly satisfactory arrangement with Time the Avenger. For notwithstanding her advanced age, her health and energy were remarkable. Nor had she quite lost the fresh bloom upon those cheeks which in early days had proved no indifferent item in her list of attractions, and which even an unrequited love affair had not succeeded in altogether effacing. In the course of events, Nurse Pridham would have to go 134 LOVES LOYALTY. over to the majority. But whenever she did so, it was a foregone conclusion amongst her numerous friends and acquaintances that she would retain all her faculties to the last, like so many ancient ladies of her class. 'Take them in, bless their hearts alive, that I will,' thought the good woman, when she had mastered the contents of Mr Foster's letter in which his scheme was unfolded. ' He won't have to ask his old Mary twice about that. So the poor love has been took, has she ? Well, I've never seen her. But from what I've heard tell, she was as quiet-going, lovable a soul as ever breath was put into. Her husband's a right-down scamp, they say — more's the shame, with an angel like that thrown in his way. If it wasn't for my kind master — God bless him — these two dearies wouldn't have a home above their heads, I warrant. And this cousin who's coming as well ? He must be pretty Rose Challoner's boy. Well I remember her wedding. Rockleigh hadn't seen such a sight for many a day, not excepting when the Squire married the heiress from Brookland. But her happiness didn't last long, poor lamb. For a couple of years after, the news came that her brave captain had been struck down by a black savage in some outlandish skirmish or other. They buried him, with others, thousands of miles from home, with no more than a wooden cross over his grave (I've seen a picture of it) to show where as gallant a gentleman as ever served his Queen lay murdered. The spear might as well have killed his wife as well. For she never looked up again, but just drooped away like a broken lily, and joined him in Heaven, leaving her baby behind for A NORTHERN HOME. 1 35 others to look after. But there, I go a-ramblin' on with the dolefuls as if there wasn't a sight of cleaning to be got through before to-morrow.' Nurse Pridham dried her eyes and adjusted her horn-rimmed spectacles. Presently an epistle com- mencing, ' Honoured sir,' and concluding with ' Your humble, dutiful, obliged servant,' in which the old re- tainer joyfully accepted the responsibilities suggested, found its way to the nearest post-office. ' Take them in, and do my best to make 'em happy, bless their hearts, that I will, if I have to sleep in the outhouse,' the dame said to herself many times that morning as she bustled about, planning how the some- what scanty dimensions of her residence could be best made available to meet the impending influx of visitors. ' Polly Pridham hasn't had to do with young folk most of her days for nothing, let alone lodging letting being her natural trade and profession. Though, more's the pity, I've been a bit unlucky (always ex- cepting our literary gent) since Mr Beaver the bank- clerk audaciously left to go and live near the Regency Park — goodness only knows what he wanted in those fashionable parts. Right down rubbish it was to pre- tend it was on account of the 'ill as tried him. 'Liza, my girl,' called out the annuitant, through the kitchen window, 'come and hear the news I've got for you. I haven't been put in such a fluster for many a day ? ' In response to the invitation, Miss Pridham's niece appeared, duly pattened. ' Lor', aunt, you don't say so ? ' was all she was equal to when her not too responsive intellect — the sugges- tion of gentlefolk, always struck her dumb — had grasped the momentous nature of her relative's dis- closures. ''Oweverwill you manage?' 136 love's loyalty. * Now, there you go, 'Liza, as usual,' was the some- what testy rejoinder. * For spilling cold water over things, I don't know your equal, whether it's in the kitchen or out of it. You're as bad as your Aunt i\Iaria; that's saying a deal. "Manage!" Bless us and save us, how do you think I've done scores and heaps of times before you was ever born or thought of? If we can't put up three mites like these, more's the pity.' 'Who says they're mites?' inquired the practical Eliza. ' I take it they're grown ups, not given to make- shifts either.' * Lord love us, what's come over the girl, a-arguing like that? You just leave it to me. There's the dimity room for the two young ladies, and Master Nevill he'll have to sleep in the attic, opposite Mr Hossack. You'll have to come down lower.' The girl shook her head, not in protest at any per- sonal inconvenience as to sleeping accommodation, but as a protest against relegating gentlefolk to the attics. ' That's settled,' continued Nurse Pridham. ' Now if you'll just take off those clogs of yours, we'll put things ship-shape in no time. Mercy, Mr Hossack, what a turn you give me ! ' There was a pleasant face at the doorway. The literary lodger called out in an equally agreeable voice, — ' I am sorry for that. Miss Pridham. The fact is, I've rung the parlour bell more than once without result, and ventured to intrude into your special regions to say I was off to Fleet Street.' ' I humbly ask pardon, sir. The fact is, I'm a bit flurried this morning with some news I've had. 'Liza and me was just a-going — ' A NORTHERN HOME. 1 37 * Nothing unpleasant, I hope ? ' ' Quite the contrary ; we're let again from to- morrow.' On the strength of this interesting announcement, Mr Hossack introduced himself bodily into the .kitchen. 'This is news indeed. As a not altogether disin- terested person, may I invite further confidence? In particular, as to age, habits, dispositions of the new- comers. Are they likely to object to the smell of tobacco, and what may be their probable reason for wishing to settle on the breezy heights of Hampstead ? I ask this without prejudice on either side. As the usual guarantee of good faith, I enclose my card, and remain your obedient servant.' ' I don't quite follow your funny talk, Mr Hossack. But if you mean as you want to know who's coming, I'll tell you. Two orphan girls — leastways so in a manner of speaking, for their father's worse than nothing to them — and their boy cousin, already parentless. They're sent to me, the lonely lambs, by kind Mr Foster, who fetched them from foreign parts, where they've buried their doting mother. There's to be no fuss made. They're just to keep quiet until they're strong enough to mix again with this bother- ing world of ours. I'm to coax them out o' doors as much as possible, to prevent their brooding over their loss ; besides which, they're to be petted and humoured all we know. After a while the boy's to live with his guardian. When they're quite up to it, the girls will have to earn their own livings, I'm after thinking, from what the letter says. Maybe you'll kindly read out the finish to us ? My eyes isn't what they was, though, at my time of life, I'm far from grumbling.' 138 love's loyalty. Mr Hossack removed his hat and deposited it, with his copy, upon the kitchen-dresser. * I hope you will understand, Miss Pridham that anything I can do to make the newcomers comfort- able will be a pleasure. For example, they might like the common parlour to themselves for a time. I'm so little indoors for meals, you know. Eliza might bring me my coffee in the morning.' ' You're a gentleman, sir, tho' we have had a word now and again ; there's my hand on it. As for our little upsets, if it hadn't been for that audacious Mr Beaver making mischief, things would have gone as smooth as a rolling-pin.' The literary gent looked up with a smile. * An original simile, Miss Pridham. Rolling-pins have been so often associated with results opposed to the peaceful. This is the close of your correspon- dent's letter : " These bereaved little people I am bringing to your care, nurse, will be entitled (when affairs are settled) to a small income. I fear, however, it will be insufficient for their mainten- ance ; I also feel sure their pride will not permit them to accept of help from strangers. For the present, therefore, you will look to me for a dis- charge of accounts. Avoid all reference to money matters, or to their past lives in England. A word of caution. It may happen that "[^y protegees' father will force his presence upon them. I imagine we can- not forbid him the house. But we can, in common humanity, protect these children — in worldly experi- ence they are little more — from persecution. Keep me well informed of any trouble. He is a bad, dangerous man, therefore I put you on your guard. Expect me with my charges to-morrow evening A NORTHERN HOME. 1 39 about seven. I know I can trust you to have every- thing arranged for a loving, cheerful welcome." That is the end of the letter,' handing it across to his land- lady. ' Whoever wrote it is a good fellow.' ' There's no two opinions about that,' rejoined Nurse Pridham. Then Mr Robert Hossack took up his manuscript, and set forth down the hill to his work. As he strode along, a feeling crept over him that the somewhat humdrum current of events was about to receive a check. He smiled as, in his mind's eye, he saw him- self the hero of one of his own romances, with Nurse Pridham's cottage as the locale, and Hampstead Heath for background. Cold and dismal the November night was fast closing round city and suburb, as Nora and Shirley Wodehouse drove through the lamp-lit streets to the cottage where a new home awaited them. Long before seven o'clock, the old nurse, arrayed in the faded satin gown, which only came out on grand occasions, and with a cap upon her head which would have stirred up envy in the breast of a Brittany peasant woman, trotted about in a state of nervous excitement. A dozen times did she visit the dimity room to assure herself that Eliza had carried out her instructions. How cosy it looked. The white cur- tains were closely drawn to keep out the cheerless prospect of the arid, wind-swept Heath. Gaily the fire danced in the grate, producing all sorts of weird effects on the ornaments it had been the landlady's pride to deck the mantel and every available bracket with. The cupboard doors stood invitingly open, plenty of lavender strewn on the shelves, with that fine chintz- covered basket at foot of the bed, ready to receive quite I40 love's loyalty. a wardrobe of dresses. Below in the common parlour a meat-tea was spread on the snow-white tablecloth, which would have satisfied the voracious hunter of tradition. In the fender stood the much prized brown teapot, beloved by a generation of Pridhams. Mary possessed a show of china, unique if varied in pattern, of which she was justly proud. The entire collection graced the table that evening. Mistrusting the powers of a highly-glazed ham, with other con- tributions, to stay the appetites of the travellers, there were two of those wondrous pots, with picturesque though somewhat delusive views of Pegwell Bay upon their lids. (These had been the parting gift of the backsliding Mr Beaver.) In the centre was a noble pile of bread and butter. Eliza was posted in the hall, with strict injunctions to summon her aunt directly the sound of wheels was heard. Nurse Pridham was quite sure a cab-runner would accompany the party northwards. Having a housewife's dread of such followers, her niece was duly warned to send any to the right-about. But she might have been easy in her mind. For the terrors of that climb kept even the enterprising class in question at bay. When the landlady looked back upon that memor- able evening, it seemed like a dream, and one which always brought tears into her eyes as she thought of it. There was old Mr Foster, without whose bounty her declining years would have been spent in the parish workhouse, clad in that inelegant livery of which she had such a morbid dread. She hardly knew her benefactor as he stepped out : his kindly face was so marked with lines of grief and suffering. Few words passed between them. Then two black-robed figures, A NORTHERN HOME. I4I their faces hidden by thick veils, passed slowly into the house. Lastly, a finely-built lad, who seemed to take the lead, giving directions about the luggage, and paying the cabman. Almost before the good woman had finished curtseying, her visitors were in their rooms, marshalled by the watchful Eliza, who came out strong on the occasion, and did not 'lose her head ' as her aunt had predicted. It was all very sudden and wonderful. Nurse Pridham thought a good cry would be the only relief possible under the cir- cumstances. But she conquered her emotions, find- ing congenial occupation in the kitchen. To her great disappointment, the repast on which she had bestowed so much care received but scanty patronage. Mr Foster and Neil Challoner sat down to the table. But it was more to avoid hurting their hostess's feel- ings than from any desire to taste the delicacies pro- vided. Nora and Shirley sent a message of excuse for non-attendance, begging only that some tea might be sent up to them. * The young ladies are fatigued,' explained Mr Foster. ' They will retire early to-night, to be fresh for to-morrow.' * Bless their hearts, I hope they will be. Ah me, well I remember the time I did a deal of foreign travel myself, when I was lady's-maid to your aunt Susan, Mr Edward. Travelling wasn't what it is in these days, with their express trains whirling you along. Then there was only diligencies — tumble- down coaches you may have heard of, young gentle- man. Many's the mile my good mistress and me got jolted over, and a'most dead we was at the finish. In particular I recollect,' Nurse Pridham continued, now fairly launched upon a gossiping cruise of uncertain 142 LOVES LOYALTY. duration, ' getting one evening to some outlandish place in Normandy that done up you might have knocked us down with a couple of feathers. Says Mrs Fuller to me, before I'd undone a cord of the boxes, " Mary," she says, " I feel regular sinking through the floor I do for want of something. You must get me a cup of tea, or I sha'n't see through the night." Well I goes down and hunts up the landlord, and tries to make him understand what we want, but he was that dense over it I could have banged his stupid old head. Just as I was giving it up as a bad job, I caught sight of some necks of bottles which looked uncommon like beer. Will you believe me, they was ? Half-a-dozen of pale ale, in prime order, though how they got there's a puzzle. You may be sure I wasn't long before I'd whipped up a couple, and made off with them. To this day Mrs Fuller — she's still alive, though she do suffer dreadful from rheumatics — declares that glass of ale saved her life. And I believe her.' Miss Pridham paused for breath, and Mr Foster took the opportunity to rise. ' I shall be out betimes in the morning, my boy,' he said to Neil Challoner. ' Take your cousins for a walk on the Heath if it's fine. Good-night, nurse.' Before the old lady could even manage the usual respectful obeisance, Ned Foster was gone. When Shirley drew back the curtains of their room, on the first morning after her return to England, and let in a faint early light, how different was the scene to that which had so often greeted her from the windows of the Golden Eagle. Instead of Herr Schmolze's courtyard, busy with noisy preparations, she had a bleak outlook of sandy heath, the scantily clad A NORTHERN HOME. I43 furze bushes with which it was dotted shivering before a cruel northerly wind, which tore across the open space with boisterous rudeness. From a hillock not far off rose a clump of gaunt prim-looking trees, reminding Shirley of the farmyard specimens of her nursery days. In the distance was a brickfield ; to the left, a curious viaduct, which looked sadly out of place, and over which the girl, in her simplicity, imagined trains must run — she did not then know the history of that un- fortunate structure. No living thing was visible, not even the proverbial donkey associated in her mind with the place. Altogether, whatever might have been its attraction in summer time, a more dreary spot could not at that moment be well imagined. Shirley felt sorely tempted to get into bed again after making its acquaintance. But when she remembered that their kind friend had chosen that suburb of London for its airy, healthy situation, she felt she ought to be reconciled to it. ' It would be very ungrateful to begin grumbling yet,' she said to herself ' I am sure the view must be very pretty on a fine day. We were told also that those suffocating November fogs rarely came up as far as this, which is a great comfort. How soundly my dear sister is sleeping. I would not wake her for worlds.' When her toilette was completed, Shirley made a tour of inspection. Over the slumbering Nora's head was suspended a slipper in fancy crotchet-work, which was no doubt a watchpocket when one had a watch to put into it. Then there was a gay coverlet, in three shades of wool, besides sundry antimacassars, with other ornaments. But the greatest triumph was a framed production, in the same material, of a well- known rustic scene of courtship, in which the fortunate 144 LOVES LOYALTY. swain's blue pantaloons stood out with startling- obtrusiveness. Over the fireplace was a dull water- colour flower piece, though it may be mentioned the space was usually occupied by a memorial card to the memory of Nurse Pridham's great-aunt, who had died at Beccles, in Suffolk, at an exceptional age. The landlady had, however, substituted this livelier produc- tion. Besides the brackets with their rare specimens of china, there was ranged along the mantelpiece quite a gallery of profile likenesses of the Pridham family, cut out in black paper on white mounts, relieved with streaks of gold to denote hair and trinkets. As the sisters were offering up their simple prayers for support, under the great sorrow which had fallen upon them, Neil Challoner knocked gently at their door to inquire if they were refreshed. ' Wq are so much better, cousin,' Shirley answered, * and shall join you directly. Are you well, Neil ? ' He told hei' that he was. She knelt again beside little Nora. The two joined their voices together in those verses without a repeti- tion of which no day or night was ever entered upon by them. Another knock at the door and Nurse Pridham's head appeared. ' I thought I heard you stirring, young ladies, though I never did think you could be dressed so quick. I took the liberty of bringing up the tea my- self. I hope you're well rested, and find things cosy? It's a marrow-freezing day in all conscience. So, if I may make so bold, come along down as soon as possible, my dearies. There's a bonny fire in the parlour.' Nora and Shirley thanked their hostess, and said everything was most comfortable. They would be A NORTHERN HOME. I45 down as soon as they had finished unpacking a few necessaries. . ' Mercy on us, how pale they look, poor dears. They'll never be able to work for their livings like that, though we mustn't dream of telling them so. There's a letter on the table sent back from foreign parts, with a border it gives one the dismals to look at. For two pins I'd put it by in the dresser till they've plucked up spirit. But letters, like tea-caddies, are dangerous things to meddle with, as my late maid Ann found to her cost. I wonder what's become of Mr Hossack ? He hasn't shown up this morning.' Nor could Eliza, who was toasting the bread and herself in front of the fire, throw any light on the literary gentleman's movements. She had taken up his coffee, as he had wished, at the usual hour, and as his boots were not outside the door when she called the younger lodger, she presumed he had gone for a walk before breakfast. * I know better than that,' said her aunt. ' He's off to his writing, full two hours before the time, for a make-believe, so as not to upset those young ladies with the sight of strange faces yet awhile, though his is a pleasing one enough, as everyone knows. That's what I call behaving genteel. I admire him for it.' In reality, although he had acted on the gener- ous impulses with which his landlady credited him, Robert was at that moment correcting the proof-sheet of a poem at the office of a local weekly paper, pub- lished up an unattractive alley not far distant. For his contribution, he received the handsome douceur of half-a-guinea, which, as it filled nearly a column, and Robert composed scarcely less slowly than did a certain poet, against whom a reverend wit levelled his not VOL. I. K 14^ love's loyalty. very kindly quip, could not be said to err on the side of liberality. As these effusions were the outcome of leisure, Mr Hossack did not at all begrudge the time spent over them. They appeared, by-the-way, under a variety of pseudonyms. That sundry ladies of the parish, old and young, looked forward with eagerness to their appearance, goes therefore without saying. Nurse Pridham was quite under the impression that her lodger's daily occupation was in Fleet Street. That literature, whatever its nature, could emanate from any other locality never entered her head. She probably pictured this bright thoroughfare as made up of one gigantic printing-press, supplied by innumer- able writers, who produced their articles offhand upon the premises. That the great engines of journalism or fiction could be fed from outside sources, or through the medium of the penny post, did not occur to her, any more than the possibility of a man turning out a novel from his own fireside. No doubt Robert felt the task of disabusing her mind of this idea too for- midable to encounter, for he always encouraged the illusion that when he set off down the hill, Fleet Street was his unfailing destination. As a matter of fact, in those days the story-teller spent the greater part of his day in the British Museum reading-room, where, be- sides getting quill pens, warmth and quiet, for nothing, he could refresh his brain with many dictionaries and books of reference. Nor were these all the advantages afforded. For if that domed storehouse of knowledge did not offer him a gratuitous study of humanity, surely no place could. At first Robert felt sundry qualms of conscience as to whether he was justified in helping himself thus freely to the generous repast the mere guarantee of the two responsible householders, given A NORTHERN HOME. I47 as references, placed within his reach. He was over- come by the meanness of occupying a comfortable chair on castors, with a liberal supply of necessaries, at the national expense, solely for the purposes of fiction, to the possible exclusion of others anxious to improve their minds at the more solid founts of learn- ing. As he deposited his wideawake opposite the number to which later in his career he established by tacit consent a prescriptive right — like the old lady in ringlets, at desk B, with the nervous cough which went off with such distressing regularity — the novelist very nearly fled before the apparent learnedness of his sur- roundings. But this excessive modesty wore off as he got more used to the ways of the room and its frequenters. To walk into that noiseless book-lined chamber after the bewildering bustle of the streets seemed like passing into another world, where life one might almost say, glided about in goloshes, every sound was so carefully muffled for the visitor's comfort. To Robert, in those early days of struggle in a difficult and disappointing profession, the place was indeed a godsend. Without it, the attic at Nurse Prid- ham's must have served him as workshop; his ideas in consequence have become cramped by force of circumstances. Hampstead Heath was all very well, but at best offered only a restricted field for fancy and incident. Even the supply of heroes and heroines to be found amongst its donkey-boys and holiday- folk might in time fail in attractiveness. But at the Museum Library was the richest soil for operations. Many of these researchers, Robert was sure, possessed no mean history of their own. At any- rate he was at liberty to weave one for them, or profit by their eccentricities in a friendly way, as cir- 148 love's loyalty. cumstances required. As he wrote with a courteous pen, which was never dipped in gall, those unconsci- ous lay-figures need not have feared the robes with which his imagination occasionally draped them. There was a smile upon the poet's face as he left the offices of the * Comet ' on that autumn morning. Perhaps it was one of gratification at seeing his verses in print, heralding as it did a welcome addition to his exchequer. * It's early yet,' he said to himself when he had got as far as Camden Town. ' I'll take a turn in the Park ; it may help to blow away the cobwebs.' The biting wind met him full, as he passed in at the nearest gate, and showed a sample of its havoc dur- ing the night in the pathways littered with many snapped twigs and broken boughs. Through the branches left, it moaned in a most dismal fashion. Nor did the beasts caged up hard-by appear to relish the cold any more than mortals did. P'or now and again sundry sullen roars and fretful snarls fell upon the keen air in angry remonstrance. The writer turned up his coat-collar — everybody knows what a comfort that is, especially when one's overcoat is of the thinnest. Then he trudged briskly along the broad-walk. ' Wonderful soother, tobacco, when the elements are boisterous,' he thought. 'Abstainers can't conceive the blessingthey're depriving themselves of. What a morning it is ! I am afraid our fresh arrivals will form a sorry opinion of our English climate. However, good Mrs Pridham can be trusted to make amends by the warmth of her attentions. Curious thing I've done nothing but think about these young ladies ever since I heard their story. How it mocks one's feeble efforts at invention, when A NORTHERN HOME. I49 SO sad and true a tale enters thus haphazard at our doors.' By this time Robert had reached the lodge, where juvenile tastes might be gratified with much whole- some fare, such as gingerbread, jumbles and almond- rock. The shopwoman, looking very nipped and cross, was baiting her trap outside with a fine show of hoops, skipping-ropes, and balls enclosed in a netted bag. There were also a few withered oranges and apples set out upon a bench, in company with a bottle of acidulated droos and one of bull's-eyes. It required a tempting display to lure the public on to purchase on such a day as this, she evidently thought. So did the ex-guardsman and park-keeper, who eyed her movements superciliously from his more commodious shelter opposite. * I wonder whether anybody has ever yet solved the problem satisfactorily of the charm which lies hidden in the human voice,' mused Robert, as he entered that portion of the Park so artistically laid out with flower-beds. They were now tucked up for the winter under a rich brown blanket of fibre, the few delicate shrubs left being swaddled in matting. ' That is an idea opening up the widest field for operations. The fact remains that ever since I heard sundry sweet tones in our cottage last night, I have been filled with a great longing to behold the owner of them. And why did they haunt my dreams so persistently, presenting the speaker in all sorts of fantastic guises ? ' Whatever may have been the cause, our friend could not settle to work that morning with his wonted energy. Whether the old lady's cough at desk B happened to be exceptionally irritating, or his methodical habits 150 love's loyalty. had been ruffled by the changes at Prospect Cottage, certain it is that noon found him well-nigh a blank both as to ideas and manuscript. It was the more strange as the room was unusually empty, and the quiet reigning there suggestive, one would have fancied, of inspirations of no common brilliancy. * I must knock off for to-day, that's evident,' Robert decided about ten o'clock, when he had taken up his pen more than once in vain. * My ideas are fairly un- hinged. It's lucky I'm not writing against time, or I should certainly bring disgrace upon the profession. I'll try an hour with the newspapers.' So he put up his sheets, nodded to a fellow-worker who was almost as regular an attendant as himself, and passed from the home of study, toil and dreamland, into the prosaic world without. The Universal News Rooms, whither he hurried, stood in the busiest quarter of journalistic enterprise, occupying three storeys of a building of inelegant frontage. As in the case of that other place further eastward, the ground floor of the house was given over to the sale of wines and spirits, professedly on the wholesale plan, but not disdaining a single bottle trade. These rooms had seen many changes. Even Robert could remember the days when they had been occupied by a succession of tenants unique in their capabilities for shooting the moon. Any number of periodicals had been started upon their, alas transi- ent, careers from behind their plate-glass windows. Patents of many kinds had made their first bows through them to an unappreciative public. A restaur- ant on vegetarian lines had at one time struggled hard for patronage without success. Possibly the present venture stood a better chance, as it appealed A NORTHERN HOME. 15I to a thirsty set of brain-workers near who required a good deal of liquid sustenance. It might even hope to secure a footing for home consumption, that is, if they had any homes, amongst the betting fraternity frequenting the northern — and shady — side of Fleet Street, if only the potency of the spirits could be kept up to their present standard. The ground floor once left behind by means of a precipitous staircase, the transition to absolute temperance was quite start- ling : ' No intoxicants sold ' being the announcement, neatly framed, which greeted the visitor before pay- ing his by no means ruinous entrance fee of a penny. If anybody wanted to make an exhaustive study of the magnitude and variety of the newspaper trade, the Universal News Rooms was the place for him. No journal, daily or weekly, with any claim to public support, ever appeared without finding a welcome — possibly short-lived, but that was not the fault of the proprietor — under this hospitable roof. How the space available contrived to shelter them all was a mystery. Presumably those not honoured by being filed — the poor * Pilot ' once enjoyed that privilege — were carted away in the dead of night to make room for fresh- comers in the morning, the only supposition tenable. As it was, it required no ordinary stratagem in busy times for the visitor to find what he required, although Mr Hossack's training at the Museum stood him in good stead in this respect. Most of the papers, after the first hour or so of opening the place, got littered about on tables and benches. There were, however, many more in the racks overhead, or looped with string to innumerable nails, thus forming an appropriate literary festoon to the apartment. Down 152 LOVES LOYALTY. the centre the great daihes, stretched out on their frames, held their own proudly amongst the lesser fry. There were plenty of well-thumbed directories and guides on the counter, and the pigeon-holes behind the money-taker probably held as varied a collection of correspondence — business, and even amatory — as any similar nest in London. Up another flight was the smoking-room, where refreshments were also served. Here the supply of literature was of a lighter class (perhaps to aid digestion) magazines illustrated papers, comic and otherwise, serials, and a host of society or personal productions, which our civilisation has called up for the enlightenment of those not ad- mitted within the edifying circle of fashion. The dado was also repeated round the walls, chiefly with organs of ecclesiastical or temperance tendencies. Unless gifted with a strong stomach, it were wise not to visit the second floor of The Universal at post-prandial hours. For the aroma from tobacco and coffee was quite unique. Robert, on a walking tour in the Tyrol, had once come across a cottage the interior of which fairly overpowered him with the strength of some native mixture substituted for the genuine article. He found the only smell within measurable distance of it in this news-room. To ensure a free passage, readers were re- quested not to sit or stand at the principal table, which was a very pertinent injunction. Chess and draughts seemed the games most popular, and a few of the regular customers were having an animated discussion, over their pipes, upon some engrossing social topic of the day. It was pleasant to see a section of the public, poor and out-at-elbows though it might be, engaged in this rational manner. The Universal might well feel proud that it tilted with success against the evil A NORTHERN HOME. 1 53 influence of the too numerous ginshops in its vicinity. A few steps higher and you reached the writing-room. This was also full. Some of its occupants, busy with their note-books ; others penning sanguine replies to advertisements they fondly hoped would bring them the work so sorely needed ; whilst many concocted cleverly-worded appeals of their own. It will thus be seen how the visitor could, besides going through awide rangeof contemporaryjournalism, from grave to gay, at a single sitting, make quite a little club of The Universal, without any formalities of election, and for the really modest outlay of a penny. That the company to be met there was mixed, eccen- tric and instructive enough even for Mr Hossack's line of business, goes with saying. Had he been a vain man, he might have become uplifted at seeing the result of his work displayed there in sundry news- papers of whose very existence he had till then been ignorant. This was the result of the farming-out system, invented by a firm of fiction-mongers round the corner, and who then held the writer in bondage for a couple of stories. When these had duly appeared in the provinces, he would be at liberty to offer them to some London publisher for reproduction in volume form. But there was, of course, always the chance of refusal ; a glorious uncertainty, which added much to the delights of his calling. Let us leave our literary friend for a while deep in his favourite Quarterly, and mount the hill again northwards to breezy Hampstead. * What did she not tell us, dear, " Remember always he is your father," those were her very words,' Shirley was saying to little Nora. The letter which had tempted Miss Pridham in the morning lay open be- 154 LOVE'S LOYALTY. tween the two. Neil Challoner gazed absently upon the dreary, darkening prospect without. ' There is only one answer we can make, that we are back, and will see him. That is our duty ; what our darling would have wished, I am sure. Will you write that, or shall I ? ' Neil crossed from the window. * Cousins,' he said earnestly, ' I was hasty and unkind just now. Will you forgive me ? ' * We have nothing to forgive,' the girls answered. 'Yes. I ought to have known that my guardian was right when he said you must decide quite for yourselves about Uncle Henry.' ' It is all for the best, Neil, dear,' said Nora. ' At first I agreed with you that, after his conduct, and the unjust things he has written here about our kind friend, we could never meet him again. But I was wrong, and had forgotten who it was who said, " Re- member always he is your father " — always, Neil. For her dear sake, therefore, we must see him.' This, amongst other things, was what Henry Wode- house had written to his daughters : — 'Now, my children, you must decide as to the future. Whether you will return to England, and the shelter of my humble roof (your poor father has had sad reverses of late, and has to put up with much to which he has never been accustomed), or continue to accept charity at the hands of one who should be the last to stand between us, and has already meddled far too long in affairs that do not concern him. I need not remind you that I have the power to enforce my claim if need be. But do not drive me to such harsh measures. When I call to mind your loving, obedient natures in the happy days, alas, no more, I feel that A NORTHERN HOME. 155 duty will point out the only proper path for you to follow. Come, then, my children, and let us forget, in a brighter future, the unhappy estrangement which has existed far too long. There is, unless my memory deceives me, a trifling income bequeathed in trust by your great-aunt Sophia, and enjoyed by your blessed mother during her lifetime, to which you will now be entitled. The sum, small though it is, will not be un- acceptable. Indeed, I have already several invest- ments in view, where a liberal interest would be secured at the minimum of risk. I do not say we shall continue to live in this unappreciative capital, or even in this country. My mission in life calls me abroad. I am, indeed, not without hopes of ultimately benefiting my fellow-creatures there through the wholesome channels of journalism. But more of this when we meet. Meanwhile, return without delay. My heart yearns to embrace once more my own Nora and Shirley. Write me, as above, very soon, telling me of your plans.' It was decided that her father's letter, being ad- dressed to her as the eldest, must be answered by Nora. This she did at once, informing him of their arrival in England ; that they would call upon him on a certain day. She begged he would excuse them until then, for they were still far from strong, and hardly as yet equal to so necessarily painful an inter- view. This reply gave, according to Mr Foster's wish, no clue as to the girls' whereabouts. As a further precaution, Eliza took the omnibus into town, and posted the note in the district of Bloomsbury. We know already that whatever may have occurred at the meeting which had excited Mr Rushworth's curiosity so much, no reconciliation resulted between 156 love's loyalty. father and daughters. They had chosen their separate ways. The one to pursue that unworthy course of dishonesty which could only lead to degradation. The two motherless girls, left well-nigh alone in their poverty and pride, to battle with the world. Yet ready to guard this very weakness was there not a splendid bulwark of strength — the priceless legacy of courage, virtue and abiding Faith, which must carry them triumphantly through all ? CHAPTER XI. 'WHERE POVERTY HELD ITS OWN.' Three months of friendly shelter under Nurse Prid- ham's roof soon passed away. Winter still lagged drearily. Spring must surely come ere long, Nora and Shirley thought each morning as they looked out upon the cheerless landscape, when snow and ice- bound lake would yield to a gentler touch, the wind- swept Heath gladden their eyes with first green shoots on shrub and hedgerow. But the gaunt trees stood as yet upon their mound, gloomy and barren. Now moaning, as the angry gusts swept through their skeleton branches ; now standing sentry, dumb and leafless, over the powdered fields, as if frozen at their posts. This dreadful English weather could not last for ever, the girls felt sure. So they waited patiently for Nature's curtain to rise upon a brighter scene. Yet there were some days when the whole country round, wrapped in a dazzling mantle of hoar frost, was lovely to look upon ; when the sun, during its brief circuit, loomed forth in obscured splendour, to con- jure up a myriad sparkling hues from the crisp and glittering layer. In particular, across at Highgate was a lane the sisters loved to visit. The wintry rime had touched that spot as with fairy wand, turning road- 158 love's loyalty. way, hedges and interlacing boughs into a crystal- lised beauty which even the imaginative Nora could scarcely have conceived. As they passed along that whitened avenue, there rose upon the air a confused babel — the muffled din from hundreds of skaters as they skimmed heedlessly over the treacherous ice. Only one short year before, in another land, those two had glided on as merrily as the rest. Now the sport possessed no charm, for their hearts ached with the burthen of an early sorrow. It was during one of these morning walks, after Neil had said good-bye to Prospect Cottage, though he came up almost daily from Cork Street to see his cousins, that Nora and Shirley talked over their plans. All the formalities necessary to secure their modest income unreservedly to themselves had now been settled. It remained only for them to consider how such sum could be increased by their own exertions to enable them to live decently as gentlewomen. One thing they were both agreed upon. They must accept no further aid from Edward Foster. ' What do we not already owe him ? ' exclaimed Shirley. 'The dear old gentleman, he has indeed been a kind friend to us. Now that you are so much stronger, and we are both able to work, it would be wrong to accept another penny. I feel as if we had taken too much as it is. We know he is not rich, and has little more than his pension to live upon, besides all the expenses his delicate health must bring with it. No ; something must now be found, though where to begin to look certainly puzzles me. Of course there must be plenty of work to spare in this big city ; all it wants is the finding. Perhaps Mr Hossack could help us. He seems to know so many likely people.' 'WHERE POVERTY HELD ITS OWN.' 1 59 * I am afraid, from what he says, it will be no easy matter, dear,' said Nora, with a sigh. ' Though I feel sure he will do so if he can. Indeed, I asked him only yesterday whether copying or translations were not to be obtained. He told me there was but a poor chance for outsiders, everything being snapped up so quickly ; the publishers have always their own friends only too anxious for employment. But he readily took some specimens of my work to show to some of them.' ' Yes ? That was very good of him. I suppose it will be the same thing with me, when I try to find pupils. Of course they'll say I am too young : I'm quite prepared for that objection. But it will be unfortunate if I lose anybody for want of a diploma.' * Surely they have only to hear you sing to know at once you are competent. Still, I daresay, Herr Kiibler would give you a certificate as to capabilities if necessary.' ' Perhaps he might. One thing I am determined upon. The very first money I earn shall go towards paying Neil back for the hire of our piano. It was truly sweet of him to think of that for us.' ' Indeed it was,' agreed little Nora. It will be gathered from this conversation that, not- withstanding Mr Hossack's modesty, an acquaintance had sprung up with his fellow-lodgers, opportunity being thus afforded of meeting the owner of that voice which had made such an impression upon him. Nor was it possible that the garrulous Miss Pridham could long remain silent concerning her favourite. 'You know, we've got a writing gentleman here, young ladies?' she had inquired one morning after taking the sisters' frugal orders for the day. (She i6o love's loyalty. generally cheered them up with a friendly chat on these occasions.) ' For giving next to no trouble, and considering of other folk, I've never yet come across his equal.' * Our cousin has told us there is a gentleman such as you describe. The two have had several walks together, I believe ? ' Nora asked. ' Bless you, yes, miss ; they're fast friends already, in a manner of speaking. I couldn't wish a better for Master Neil ; there's small enough harm in Mr Hossack, which his books will tell you. You might like to read them some day, when you feel more up to it. I've a tidy show he's given me from time to time. Pretty wholesome stories they are, which is more than can be said of some of the kitchen stuff one comes across nowadays. I have to put them out of reach of my Eliza on busy mornings, they upset her so. The girl's tears are very near her eyes for all her easy-going ways. In particular, there's a tale about a poor foundling, on the top shelf of the dresser, as would melt the heart of a tax-gatherer. As for his poetry — well, there now, heavenly isn't too strong a word for it. Yes,' con- tinued the landlady, seating herself, ' that young man's had his fair allowance of trouble, or Mary Pridham has let lodgings all these years for nothing. Why, when he first came to us, he was that down-at-heel the very soles of his only pair of boots weren't civil enough to lend themselves to more patching. Many's the time the poor fellow's gone without his Sunday's dinner or I'm much mistaken, though he did always pretend he hoped to meet somebody at the " Holly Bush" for the two o'clock ordinary — only " hoped," miss, being too much the gentleman to tell a downright fib about it. But people who dine at ordinaries don't come back 'WHERE POVERTY HELL) ITS OWN.' l6l looking like he did, or glad to sit down to their teas quite ravenous, try all they may to hide their feelings. At times, too, I've noticed a look as if he'd been crying, and I shouldn't be surprised if he had. When a man takes that way, my dears, you may be sure things are at a pretty low ebb with him ; they're so different to us weak women, ready to take on at any trifle. But through it all, to outsiders, Mr Hossack was that cheerful and uncom- plaining, as though his life was quite a bed of lavender. More than once, when I've pressed him to share a bit with me and 'Liza, he's said in his winning fashion, " Miss Pridham, you try to spoil me, you do indeed." Then he'd go on to tell how the hero he had on hand just then was regular down on his luck. As he wanted to make a natural character of him, he thought a little fasting would be good practice. Did anybody ever hear such a way of getting over his hunger as that ? You may be sure such a reason didn't take me in, for I only shook my head and said, " You're a-fretting yourself over that book-writing of yours, Mr Hossack." If things hadn't mended soon, he would have knocked up to a certainty. I'll give Mr Beaver his due, with all his uppishness, he'd often invite his fellow-lodger into the parlour for supper. But his pride would never let him accept favours, making no exceptions with bank-clerks ; and this one had a knack of remind- ing you afterwards how generous he'd been, which quite took the gilt off the gingerbread of his invitations. Poor as he was, Mr Hossack was never for once back- ward with his rent, by so much as a sixpence, though the pinchin' he must have gone through to raise the money, it makes one sorry to think of Now that's being real honest, to my way of thinking, and a quality VOL. I. L l62 worth praying for. You'd say the same if you'd been taken in as often as I have.' Miss Pridham pausing for breath, Shirley re- marked, — * Your lodger's life must have been quite a romance. I suppose, however, after all his misfortunes, he has met with the success he deserves } ' ' At best it's uphill work, miss. But things is a deal brighter. I believe he's getting a footing at last, and not before he's earned it. He couldn't afford the parlour else.' 'Have you another sitting-room then, Miss Prid- ham ? ' inquired Nora. ' Lord love you, no, my dear. This is the only one, and as cheerful a room as anybody could wish to sit in — leastways in summer.' The girls were naturally much troubled when it was explained how the lawful sharer of the apartment had relinquished his rights in their favour. They begged their landlady would express their gratitude for his thoughtfulness, hoping, however, he would no longer deprive himself on their account. ' He doesn't give a thought to that, you take my word for it. Still there'll be a pleasure in seeing you all together ; he'll help to cheer you up, though it's few meals he takes at home ; and just now he's un- common busy, judging from the rolls of papers he carries about with him.' ' It must be very difficult to succeed in literature,' said Nora dreamily. ' My sister is very clever with her pen, you must know,' Shirley explained. ' She has written several remarkable stories. They are all to appear some day, and make a great stir.' 'WHERE POVERTY HELD ITS OWN.' 1 63 Miss Pridham held up her hands in amazement. *Did anyone ever hear the hkes of that!' ('And she so delicate-looking,' she added to herself.) ' But there now, I must be trottin', or 'Liza'll say I've been a-gossipin', which is a thing I abominates myself and in other people.' Soon after this interview the introduction had taken place. The two were hurrying home across the Heath in the dusk, when they came suddenly upon Neil Challoner walking with a gentleman. 'This is Mr Hossack, and these are my cousins, Nora and Shirley Wodehouse/ was the boy's simple introduction. The girls held out their hands with winning frank- ness. ' You must have thought us very impolite, keeping you out of your room so long,' said Nora. * But it was only the other day Miss Pridham said it was yours as well ; until then, we had no idea. We are so glad to find an opportunity of apologising.' * I am sorry the good lady should have mentioned the subject. It was really not worth while. I beg you will think no more about it. From to-night, at any- rate,' he added pleasantly, ' I hope we shall be no longer strangers. Your cousin had already invited me in, so this meeting, you see, has only hastened our acquaint- ance by a little.' Then they turned and walked back to Prospect Cottage, Nora and Neil Challoner in front, Shirley, with Robert, behind. ' It is very kind of you to have taken Neil about so often,' were Shirley's first words. * I hope you have not found him a tie ? ' 164 love's loyalty. * On the contrary, Miss Wodehouse, he is most intelligent and companionable. I am only sorry to have been so much engaged of late. Still we have not lost time, and are already fast friends.' ' I am so glad of that,' the girl continued heartily. ' My sister and I both feared he was beginning to feel dull, that perhaps we were hardly doing our duty by him, though he never complains. Soon he is to go and live with his guardian in London. Of course we shall miss him dreadfully ; but he has promised to come up every day, if Mr Foster (who is unfortun- ately an invalid) can spare him.' ' He tells me he is destined shortly for the city, and with all my heart I wish him well there.' ' Is that so ? ' inquired Shirley in surprise. ' We had not heard.' * Nothing is definitely settled, that is probably why he has not told you. I hope I am not abusing confidence thus far? I quite thought that you knew.' ' We always understood our cousin would have to take a — a — situation somewhere/ said Shirley slowly. She looked quickly up at the man with her sweet open face. ' Do you know, Mr Hossack, I am most sorry for this. You have no idea what a curious boy Neil is — I mean, how dreadfully proud and sensitive. He could not stand boarding-school life; that is why our dear mother had charge of him abroad. From what I hear, the city is such a rough place.' The story-teller's thoughts went back to the time when an ungenerous fate had kept him chained to an office stool until the yoke had become intolerable. He agreed with this young lady that the city was ' rough ' to people of refined 'WHERE POVERTY HELD ITS OWN.' 165 tastes. ' I do wish something nicer could be found. But beggars must not be choosers, must they ? ' * No, indeed. Of one thing I feel sure. Your cousin will do credit to any employer.' * I am quite certain of that also,' said Shirley Wode- house. These two had scarcely known each other five minutes, yet they seemed already to agree in many things. Neil was telling Nora how his day had been spent. It had been such a pleasant one. Neil's manner was quite eager as he narrated the various novel experiences. There had been an early visit to the Museum, where his newly-made friend worked. Little had escaped the boy's notice. The imposing entrance gates, with their liveried custodians always watchful against in- truders ; the trim grass-plots on either side, so tempt- ing for a game, cruelly forbidden by the authorities; the pigeons strutting about before those walls of learning, in the proud consciousness of respect and security from harm. All came in for a share of Neil's admiration. Then there had been a privileged peep into that domed hive, where the silence was so im- pressive, and where every busy bee was promoted by the young visitor to a niche in the Temple of Fame, not in all cases quite ready for them. After that, deprived of his umbrella (an estrangement which made a great impression upon him), he had wandered at will through the many splendid galleries, bewildered by the vastness of their treasures. His cicerone, taking a well-earned half-holiday, had afterwards led him into that wonderful literary quarter we have been told of * What do you think, Nora ? Mr Hossack took me to a printer's, where we saw part of one of his own i66 love's lovalty. stories being set up : I think that was the process they called it. Fancy, the very tale he wrote in his room upstairs actually coming out printed before our very eyes ! If there hadn't been such a dreadful noise in the place, I could have stopped a long while. It seemed like another world altogether — an underground one ; besides, some of the boys employed there were called (don't be shocked) devils, Nora.' ' I have heard they are, although I do not under- stand why.' ' It's a name they've been known by for ages — errand boys who run about with slips of paper, fresh from the press, for the authors to correct if necessary. Isn't it a funny name ? How I should like to be a writer.' ' Most things are to be accomplished with hard work, courage, patience, and above all, self-denial, cousin.' ' I wonder if that is really true,' the boy said slowly.. ' Neil, dear, I am sure of it ; do not ever doubt its truth. I should feel so unhappy if you did.' ' Then, of course, I never will, Nora.' ' That is right. You must remember, also, success very often does not come for a long while. Are we not told it is built upon failure ? People find this delay diffi- cult to understand at first, but it is so much better that it should be so. If a person can be tried by disappoint- ment, and still hold bravely on without giving way, or, above all, losing faith, think what a glorious thing it must be to win. It is so wrong to look at success only from its selfish, worldly point, as if that was all there is worth having. A far more ennobling quality attaches to it, I am convinced. For instance, if I felt I had so earned God's blessing for Him to say to me, '' Well done, thou good and faithful servant," whatever * WHERE POVERTY HELD ITS OWN.' \6j the apparent result here had been, I should ask no more ; that would be enough reward indeed. I should know that I had won. I could die happily then.' * Nora, dear, do not talk like that.' ' It is because I am so anxious about you, cousin, now you are soon going out alone into the world, that I speak so seriously. Try to bear in mind and act upon what I have said. I should like to hear you promise me you will try before we reach home.' ' I do promise you, dear,' Neil repeated earnestly. ' You make me very happy,' said the girl. Joined by the others, they passed into Prospect Cottage. Later, the four met again. How the memory of that evening lingered with them in the days to come ; those brief hours when a sense of mutual respect and trust had been so readily awakened. What is that in- scrutable power which makes some particular incident of our lots stand out for always so boldly from the rest ? Can it be that Providence is in person especially tender and nearer to us then ? Tea cleared away, and a cheerful log set upon the fire, a feeling of restful peace stole over those whom Fate had thus brought together. Nora and Shirley sat down to their work, whilst Neil produced his album to amuse Mr Hossack. All the portraits of his former schoolfellows — not for- getting that of the ill-favoured Master Shorter — were duly passed in review, with graphic descriptions of their many accomplishments and eccentricities. A varied collection they certainly presented. ' Some day you shall see mine,' said the man, when the book had been reluctantly laid down. ' I promise you, there are some original characters.' i68 ' Now Shirley shall sing to us,' exclaimed Neil. * I will do so willingly, if Nora is not too tired to accompany me.' Had she trusted herself, the girl would have sung ' There is a green hill far away,' which, with its touching pathos, seemed now so often to bring them nearer to another sacred spot. But she dared not do so as yet before a stranger. Instead she chose the ballad which had roused Herr Kiibler's cautious nature to approval. If only the professor could have stepped across and beard how his advice as to * ze appliance and ze nerve ' had been respected, he must then and there have indulged in further favourable prophecy. For, with remarkable command of resource in one so young, the rich notes rose and fell with enchanting melody and feeling ; the heart spoke there, as well, so truly. Grati- tude was eloquent in Robert's face, rather than in the volume of his praise, as the final notes sank slowly away and the song was ended. Nor was he the only appreciative listener. For, in the kitchen, Nurse Pridham rocked herself backwards and forwards in unchecked emotion, whilst the impressionable Eliza followed her aunt's lead from the stairs outside. ' Does not our dear Shirley do justice to her foreign training?' asked Nora of Mr Hossack. * It is quite decided that her voice is to be the bread-winner presently.' * It is indeed delightful,' the man replied. ' My singing would be nothing without this little sister's playing, though. Without Neil's generosity, we should have neither. As for bread-winning, with a budding authoress on the premises, loaves should not be scarce.' Then Nora was asked for a contribution. She gave * WHERE POVERTY HELD ITS OWN.' 1 69 them what Shirley in the brighter days had always called her special ' morsel ' — a plaintive, rippling Ger- man air, which seemed an echo, set to music, of the elder's own sweet nature. Robert thanked her warmly. ' It is very beautiful, and very sad,' he added to himself. * Do you not play ? ' Shirley inquired of their fellow- lodger. ' Unhappily, no. It is a great loss to me, for I love music dearly. Now it is, I fear, too late to begin. That is an additional regret' * I expect you are very critical, all the same,' with a twinkle in her eye. ' Because, in this passage,' Shirley pointed to a difficult one in her song, ' I gave a false note up here, and you discovered it' ' Then it was the height of ill-breeding to betray myself. I assure you the slip, if any, was scarcely perceptible.' ' There, now. That proves all the more you are a critic' Afterwards the conversation flowed quietly on into many pleasant channels ; travel, domestic incidents, and the books they loved so well, all receiving a due share of attention The evening had passed so quickly that they were surprised when Miss Prid- ham's coffin-clock in the hall, after sundry preliminary gurglings, gave out the hour of ten in its usual noisy fashion, and with a jerky delivery which rudely sug- gested the donor's (Mr Foster's) peculiarities. Robert begged for one more song before they parted. With admirable expression Shirley gave another, where the appropriate refrain ' Good-night ' was at its finish emphasised by the singer with real expressiveness. 170 LOVES LOYALTY. ' That must indeed be the last/ Nora said as she closed the piano against further temptation. Miss Pridham was at the door with the candlesticks, the traces of recent tears still upon her cheeks. ' If I may make so bold, you've given us a rare treat, young ladies ; 'Liza's too much upset, or she'd come in and thank you herself. I'm only sorry m}' habits of shutting up early won't allow of more. Well I remember — but, there, I go trying to break my own rules. What next, I wonder? ' She beckoned Shirley aside when the others had passed up the stairs. ' It does one's heart good to see you all together like that, miss, and your sister beginning to take an in- terest in things again. Isn't he nice, now? ' The girl's colour rose at this abrupt question. ' Do you mean Mr Hossack ? He seems very agreeable and clever.' ' That he is, my dear. He's the right sort ; a prime favourite of mine, as I fancy I've told you. If there was more like him, the world would run a deal smoother.' ' I am afraid, from some words he let drop, that his life has not been a very happy one ? ' 'There can't be two opinions about that,' replied Miss Pridham. ' But never a word of complaint falls from his lips, whatever he's gone through. It's only by putting this and that together I've found out what I do know. One thing there's no mistake about, he's a gentleman. As such I'm right glad to have him as lodger.' * Has Mr Hossack been with you long ? ' * A matter of three years come next Christmas. Where he came from's a mystery, though I've got my notions. For certain he's country bred, as I am.' ' WPIERE POVERTY HELD ITS OWN.' I/I ' You, Miss Pridham ? We quite thought you were a Londoner.' ' So do most folks, miss, more's the pity ; tho' maybe I've Hved here long enough to be mistook for one, besides in much catching their ways of talking. I've been called a Cockney before now. You'd hardly think it, but once I was that broad of speech you could scarce follow me. Londoner? Oh, dear, no. I'm from Applecombe, in Devonshire.' ' Why, that's not far from Budleigh - Tarleton,' Shirley exclaimed in astonishment. ' We lived there, you know. It was also our dear mother's birthplace.' 'That's true enough, and it ought to feel proud. For if ever there was an angel on earth, she was that one. But I mustn't keep you standing there in the cold,' suddenly remembering Mr Foster's injunctions with regard to the past. ' Good-night, and sweet rest to both of you. Please to mind the candle.' The good woman had a morbid dread of fire, always, from force of habit no doubt, protecting a naked light with her hand, after the manner of cautious nurses when shielding babies' delicate craniums from harm. ' Good-night, Miss Pridham,' repeated Shirley. At midnight, when all was silent within and around the cottage, Robert sat at his desk to make up for those delicious hours stolen from his work. There was an instalment due next day to his enterprising principals, the finishing touches to which were not complete. Never had the writer found his task harder. With almost a groan, the pen was at length laid aside, the result approved. At other times, tired out with the day's mental and bodily strain, refreshing sleep would then have opened her arms wide to him, as a reward for honest endeavour. That night she 172 love's loyalty. was in fitful, tantalising mood, bringing no relief to the tired senses. At length Robert rose in despair. ' It's no use,' he thought. ' Perhaps a little reading will do me good.' From his scanty library he reached down a famous essay. Relighting his lamp, he tried the effect of the volume as an opiate. But his ideas refused to be cap- tured, the book being presently closed with a sigh. He drew back the curtain of his latticed window, letting in a first struggling glimmer of the dawn. Then, as man's breath fades from a glass, he watched the darkness of night steal slowly off the face of God's earth before the power of day. His arm upon the ledge, Robert fell into a reverie. Once more he was a happy youth, amid the favoured dales of Derbyshire. His father's vicarage, the strong ivy ever faithful to its aged walls, gay at proper seasons with plant and creeper, nestled in snuggest shelter beneath the giant hills, smiling down proudly upon, in truth, one of the fairest spots in England. There was the meandering stream, which tempted the expectant angler from far and near, winding serenely on, as if it guarded no secrets of speckled beauties within its lucid pools ; or, forming some miniature lasher, sent up a soothing murmur on the drowsy even- ing stillness. There, high above, the jagged, weather- beaten tors frowned against the sky, throwing their lengthened shadows across in grotesque variety. Those queer * fox-holes,' too, whither he had scrambled so often to look out, as if through a fairy peephole, upon the rare picture of fertile mead and woodland spread on Nature's generous canvas, where all the summer colours were as yet undimmed. Robert sat up aloft and beheld the picture once again. 'WHERE POVERTY HELD ITS OWN.' 1 73 There was his father whipping the waters in gentlest chiding at an empty basket, as his helpmate sat hard-by and sewed — a peaceful playhour after the Christian labours of the day; whilst bending over the banks, in search of much-prized fern or root, the girl who lent so loved a presence to their home. A flight of years, and he was saying good-bye to the spot, around which memories soft if sad must ever linger. Inexorable Death had passed its scythe along the valley, mowing down, first, the ripened plant which had flourished there so long to the exceeding comfort and example of others ; next, the floweret opening with rare promise for a blessed future, which Robert had vainly hoped to share. Then the rude wakening, the hard world to be faced by mother and son so untutored for the struggle. Dreamland must be left behind, the stern realities of existence grappled with. For except a precious legacy of good deeds, the poor pastor had left little behind. Whilst opening wide his hand to all men, he had in his improvidence neglected that first duty of putting by for his own. Bitterest blow of all, the vicarage must pass to strangers. So one evening the bereaved ones stood there to take a last look at the old walls, brown with the tints of autumn. They were going no further than to a village near, where kindly charity had been offered them. But what a galling help for these proud natures, this almshouse of the Church, where every moment brought a shadow of the past with it. ' It will not be for long, my child,' the mother whis- pered, as she turned from the door which she scarcely thought would ever in life close upon her thus. In the loneliness of his heart, Robert felt tempted also to pra}' 174 LOVES LOYALTY. for release. In those days the feeling of weariness and desolation sat sore upon him. As if but yesterday, the new house into which mother and son had passed, again stood before Robert in bold relief. The Whitaker Charity was its name, and it dated back to the days when those who slept under the very walls of their grand old mansion across the rustic bridge rode forth in nodding plumes, with hawk and hound, down yonder broad avenue to join the chase. In the chapel close by was the chipped, recumbent effigy of Dame Isoline Whitaker, her stony fingers for ever linked in prayer, the quaint inscription recording her many virtues, how she had founded that House of God, with its noble refuge for the needy widows of its servants, carved upon her tomb. On a tablet let into the now crumbling masonry above might be deciphered details of sundry curious bequests of the family, still enjoyed by the poor of the district — doles in money or kind for which at given seasons the privileged recipients, summoned by the well-born almoners, bent their tottering footsteps towards the Hall. ' It will not be for long.' How that dire suspicion, which Robert had tried in vain to dispel with reassur- ing words, stood solemnly out in this retrospect of the past. Alas ! its fulfilment had not been many days delayed. Yet time enough to experience to the full the bitter trial of poverty. It is true the man recalled with gratitude how the kindly dalesfolk had offered them succour in their affliction. Gladly would a dozen doors have opened wide to one who with untiring zeal had laboured under the shadow of their beloved hills, amongst lowly and rich, nor held back when sickness and death came upon them. Assuredly she should be 'WHERE POVERTY HELD ITS OWN.' 1 75 the last to want whilst they had aught to give. This dear lady, who had gone down before a grievous double-stroke of bereavement, must, by God's will, after His own good method, be brought through their agency back to her former Christian spirit of submis- sion. That was the decision around many a hearth, as the chill autumn winds moaned and whistled through the valley. But when the several proposals were made, with every delicacy and consideration for her position, the widow had refused them all. Her pride must fall no lower, was her constant reason. With such support as he could give, the remainder of her days must be spent where this needful shelter had been prescribed. Her strength regained, she too would work. No, that at least had been spared her whilst willing hearts and brains were near. And though, as she prophesied, it had not been 'for long,' those last few months were smoothed for the sick, grief-stricken woman by all that loving tenderness could suggest. Another lapse of time, and Robert was one of thousands more struggling for a livelihood in the great whirlpool of London need — fighting bravely too, spurred on by that grand incentive of a laudable ambi- tion, than which there is scarcely a more potent, if exacting, charmer. Now, after years of failure and privation, the worst seemed overcome. How the battle had left him sorely tried, those could tell who knew the dalesidc lad before he had been called into the grinding strife of cities. But Robert felt that all this suffering had been for the best. Little Nora Wode- house might indeed have found a living example for her cousin to follow in this good fellow, who had passed so often through the fire and still come forth unharmed, 1/6 love's loyalty. sheltered by that Unseen Hand, whose blows in reality are never cruel. Had not rich comfort now been sent him in the persons of these mourning girls ? They came as sunshine to brighten his lonely way, for the presence of what is pure and beautiful in mind and body must ever do so. They awoke within him thoughts of other days, which, with all their pain, he so constantly dwelt upon ; of that communion with one who had all too soon been taken from him, whose treasured words throughout his younger trials, now in his manhood burnt as beacons of encouragement and hope. She was gone, but in his heart those words and memories must always live. This first evening Robert had spent with Nora and Shirley Wodehouse, and the cousin he had already made his friend, had brought this great blessing of a refined companionship and sympathy to which he had long been a stranger to bear upon him. It must mark a bright spot upon his road, an oasis green and fruitful, from which he, even as the tired traveller, should rise vigorous and refreshed. CHAPTER XI I. MADAME TRAILL. Those who know Paris intimately need not be told of certain fashionable quarters to which the English governess, bent upon that delusive errand of ' perfect- ing' herself in French in exchange for her own market- able talents, is instinctively drawn. Pupils must of course abound there, so the desired proficiency cannot be far distant. As a result of this advantage, the some- what tattered fringe of streets bordering the top of the Elysian Fields house many such aspirants. But how disappointing are the actual experiences of these young preceptresses. What a stern acquaintance with the actual drudgery of teaching, when all was pictured so pleasant and prosperous. Without doubt, many a dreamer is rudely awakened to the struggle for exist- ence in aforeign country which might have been, at least, softened in her own. At anyrate, one we have heard of by description at an earlier stage of this story, Mary Grace Ivimey, who as schoolgirl had written that char- acteristic letter to Shirley Wodehouse, found this to be the case. With her there was scanty choice left in the selection of occupation. A succession of no or- dinary misfortunes made work of some kind impera- tive. She chose the path which so many in a similar VOL. L M 178 love's loyalty. position had trodden. At the outset, to make her lot more bearable, a Christian-spirited world of censors, ever ready to condemn the frailties of others, whilst placidly ignoring its own, had promptly closed both door and compassion against one so wilful as to have rushed into a union where love had contributed so much, prudence nothing. In its opinion, no punish- ment could be too severe for a person guilty of such a neglect of conventionalities ; it was no more than a fitting judgment for such misconduct. So that when this same censorious world heard that ill-luck had befallen Mary Grace Stapleton in her matrimonial venture, it sagely shook its head, with the usual ' now what did we tell you ? ' judgment, and left her to shift for herself. When certain generous-minded kinsfolk, who apparently considered it a crime for anybody to be left penniless, discovered how a trusting girl's affection had been misplaced, they thought it well to consider themselves greviously scandalised ; such a reflection on their own respectability could not be tolerated for an instant. Whom had this headstrong girl, who never would take advice from anybody, to thank but herself? But these charitable relations need not have feared, for the offender relieved them of her obnoxious pre- sence with all possible speed, not even encroaching on their generosity to the extent of her passage money — a display of ridiculous pride scarcely cal- culated to increase her popularity. Thus it came about that, on the very day Nora and Shirley reached England, this poor wife set forth to earn her bread in that city the ill-fated ' Pilot ' had tried so valiantly to reform. As she stood upon the steamer's deck, and saw the white cliffs of England MADAME TRAILL. I79 slipping back, back, back, as if they too had cast her off, she. thought, in her loneHness. that all joys of love and life were fled ; and her heart rebelled at this com- pletion of the misery which had chilled the brightness of her youth within a few short months. When, therefore, she stepped upon another shore, chosen for an exile the baseness of her husband had forced upon her, this once light-hearted girl proposed to carry out instantly the programme of self-effacement she had decided upon. From that hour, Mary Grace Stapleton was to exist no more. Those marriage ties, broken by every moral obligation, though in law they still bound two people so tightly together, could never be rejoined. Why not, then, be spared the humilia- tion of being surrounded by prying eyes and spite- ful tongues, likely enough to busy themselves with her affairs if she retained her name or continued in England. Few would have given her credit for the promptitude with which she acted. But these might not know how, once fully abused, a woman's spirit can rise, any more than how wounded pride so often helps her to show a brave front, be the inner self ever so great a coward. Instead, therefore, of Mrs Staple- ton, quite a different person was to take her place. As this love had gone forth in blindest faith to one who had thought fit to trample the precious gift under foot, so must its blotting out be equally absolute. A trusting woman had been vilely deceived. Those similarly tried — Heaven knows they are not few — can tell how such a slight may provoke a terrible revulsion of feeling towards the wrong-doer. Some- times, in this same crushed pride, all Christian forbear- ance is driven out — the rest of our days spoilt with the feeding of a bitter hatred. Maybe the blow has been i8o love's loyalty. too cruel for human heart to bear, when the only true release is found in that summons from Above, which comes in time alike to sinned against and sinning. Happiest result of all, when the probation takes root within us, as a lesson for our better strengthening after resignation and patience. So it was with Mary Staple- ton. A splendid scorn had lifted her above the petty longings for revenge ; hers must not be the mission to mete out punishment to the evil-doer. All she de- sired was, that by altering her whole life, she might be helped to conquer this wretched trouble, which in her own land was so ever-present. She yearned to throw herself into a new field of thought and study, where at least there was the chance of forgetting ; where, be- yond all, she might be alone to battle with her sorrow. Surely there is no place like a great city for carry- ing out that purpose. Fortunately for this young lady, the Misses Holle- bones' system of tuition, when they were not stinted in respect to extras, was a liberal one. It had been more generous toward the girl for whom Ephraim House became home, not school, and whose education became a labour of love to its principals. Moreover, there was quite a halo of romance surrounding her first appearance at Budleigh-Tarleton, and the subse- quent payments for her maintenance, which gave an additional interest to her presence there. When the time for parting came, and Mary left to join her relatives, real tears of regret were shed on both sides. Amongst many accomplishments, she carried away one which was now of great service, for being an apt scholar, she had taken full advantage of the resident French governess's companionship to almost perfect herself in a difficult language. MADAME TRAILL. l8l When, therefore, it became necessary for her to apply to the worthy spinsters for advice in the strait she found herself, through no fault of her own, they readily gave it, for which she afterwards found many occasions to bless them. As to actual capabilities for teaching, of course they could say nothing. But the veriest stickler could not deny that Mary was clever, or by disposition suited to the trying duties she was about to undertake. Moreover, these old maids, with all their so-called primness and respect for the pro- prieties, sincerely loved this merry pupil — loved her the more when they heard of this miserable thing which had blighted her happiness. They took her to their hearts again at once, without one word of reproach, or even a lecture, which was a kindly act, shaming that other narrow-minded circle which had thrown her off so readily. This proved that the decorum for which their seminary was noted was no mere pretence : assuredly such vices as uncharitable- ness and hypocrisy found no place within its walls. So Phoebe and Susan Hollebone took counsel to- gether how they could best serve this almost daughter of theirs, who had come back to them in such pitiful distress. The placid Susan was, of course, sadly alarmed at the notion of their favourite seeking employment in such a terrible place as Paris. But when the more practical Phoebe pointed out that their old friend Madame Heath would, in case of need, at once receive the visitor into her unexceptionable Home in the Rue Damas, the outlook was less appalling. This philan- thropic lady was known far and wide as the guide and foster-mother of numerous aspiring teachers. With her Mary would be safe. Thus, as invariably happened 1 82 love's loyalty. when the two discussed a weighty topic, Phoebe got lier way, although the opposing force had high value as a corrective. So to Paris Mary Stapleton went, though not to Madame Heath's. That was only to be a refuge if wanted, much as her friends had urged her to go straight there on her arrival. She decided otherwise, because the isolation was to be complete ; the new life commenced at the very beginning. It was a com- fort truly to know of this retreat, where, in whatever plight she found herself, the door would open wide to receive her. But as yet she would not knock : the mere sight of the kind lady might unnerve and turn her from her purpose. Time enough when she had failed to the point of owning defeat, which, with all her present strength of will and energy, she felt must be a day far distant. Those who looked at that pale, resolute face would be inclined to think so too. The Rue Hebert is not a street much known to the ordinary visitor to the French capital, although it lies close to the many splendid avenues which branch out from the Arc de I'Etoile. Nor is it specially attractive to the eye, being narrow and dingy. The houses, too, are unusually tall, and, except in their uppermost storeys, strangers to the sun, which is a want only too often keenly felt by streets otherwise well favoured. Then, this one is on an incline, and in addition to the usual unsavoury rills running down its gutters, is villainously paved. Under these depressing con- ditions, it is scarcely surprising that the concierges (never remarkable for sweetness of temper) are if any- thing: more churlish than usual. It cannot be from overwork, for few callers disturb the watch-dogs in their kennels ; and the chief occupants of the rooms MADAME TRAILL. 1 83 above are, when they do get home, far too tired for gossip or more than a passing word. Who, then, are these dwellers, who leave early, returning so late? With few exceptions, members of that patient band whose most recent recruit was Madame Traill. Indeed, the street might not inappropriately have been rechristened the Rue des Gouvernantes, as a guide to employers of this class of labour. There were other lodgers, but they gave no more trouble than the governesses. Many, indeed, rarely stirred abroad. Their out-of-doors battle of life was over, what little fight was still left in them carried on quite satisfactorily in their own dream-chambers. Mostly learned old men these, who lived in the past, and whose only pleasures were their books. Some were full-blown professors, others lower down in the academic scale ; but one and all had seen better days, any allusion to which gave them infinite pleasure. A few were decorated with that coveted piece of red ribbon it seems the aim of every Frenchman to secure, for the possession of which he would sacrifice most other earthly ambitions. In this street the exile found an apartment, form- ing practical acquaintance with the hardships of her calling, which in after years stood boldly out in a career of checkered fortune. Yet was there a certain happiness in the retrospect. For in time the much- prized boon of forgetfulness came to soothe her, when sweet intercourse with the children she loved atoned for many a weary tramp through the streets of Paris : those little ones, at anyrate, were as yet pure-minded and above deceit. It took but a short while to prove — as most of her neighbours had already found to their cost — that 1 84 love's loyalty. Mary would not gain her end or her scholars In the quarter of fine mansions adjacent to the Rue Hebert Indeed, during the first few weeks she despaired of finding any at all. As the stock of money grew less, she got worried lest she should have to give in and apply thus early for aid at Madame Heath's. But the idea of failure roused her to fresh exertions, which happily met with reward. By dint of great exertions she secured engagements for three days in the week. A morning one near the Luxembourg, where two little girls were desirous of acquiring the English language with all dispatch ; on the same afternoons Mary was invited to complete the education of the middle-aged wife of a tradesman in the Rue Tronchet, whose abode was at Passy. The fees were certainly low compared with the services required, but Mary was poor, and could not afford to wait. Besides, this beginning might lead to brilliant results. Her spirits rose in consequence, and she closed the bargain, arranging with her usual energy to commence her duties at once. That the engagements were so wide apart did not affect her decision, though it was a drawback which made itself fully apparent afterwards. Then began a probation she would never forget, when the realities of a teacher's life became an actual experience : to raise in her breast feelings of tenderest pity for a class whose trials so few can depict, because the sufferers themselves are, for the most part, so bravely silent over them. Think what it must mean for one of gentle birth to have to face a constant routine of toil, often ill- clad, always ill-nurtured, in winter and summer, fair weather or foul ; too poor to ride, too proud to ask for one jot in abatement in the burthen in tuition MADAME TRAILL. I 85 exacted ; when, already exhausted with hurrying to her lessons, work begins with all its dreary accompani- ments of monotony and need for self-restraint. (Surely the wisdom of Solomon, and patience of Job, should be united in those whose lot it is to teach the young.) For Mary Stapleton at first it was doubly hard, for all the while there was this miserable sorrow to bear, with the constant gnawing reflection of what might have been. Not that her strong will gave way ; but she was only human, and during those dull hours when, step by step, with the assistance of Dr Ahn, she coaxed her little pig-tailed pupils up the ladder their parents expected them to mount almost at a bound, rebellious thoughts would intrude. Presum- ably these small foreigners were not more dense than the generality of French children attacking the English language. But to clever, quick-witted Mary their ighorance was magnified to a distressing pitch ; nor could she help now and then deploring her own waste of talents over this rudimentary penance. In justice to those children, however, in other respects their precocity was unbounded. For, released from the tedium of lessons, they broke out into high-pitched cacklings on all sorts of frivolous topics quite beyond their years, outbursts which jarred sadly upon the sensitive nerves of their teacher. Of an extensive class of French society, this family in the Rue de Caen offered about as good an example as could well have been found in the capital. The head of the establishment — at least the nominal head — was bald, fat, loquacious, and of course decorc. The governess generally met him waddling up the street before taking a cab to his place of business, which was ostensibly something to do with silk and 1 86 love's loyalty. fringes, and was situated near the Bourse. The man always grinned when Mary came within sight, for he was about to revel in his few sentences of English, delivered bareheaded, with bent body, heels well together, toes turned outward, in quite the accepted style of obeisance. ' Ze little rosy-buds,' the merchant would say (why monsieur compared his children to rosebuds, Mary could never imagine ; the buttercup or jonquil would have offered a far more appropriate simile), ' ze little rosy-buds await ze arrival of madame with a grand impatience. Ah, but it is of a truth a beautiful zing dis deaching of small ones what they cannot deach themselves, more in particular when it is that noble language, ze English ! ' Mary naturally felt flattered, hoping her services were giving satisfaction, and so forth, always in a neat, respectful speech. * Admirable, excellent. Marthe accords, if we the whole of Paris seek, we find no madame more cleverer than this one — this charming, pretty lady — you must leave me say also, but I tell not zat to my vife.' After which open admission Mary would bow coldly, and hurry on to frustrate any more attempts at gallantry. Of altogether different a stamp to the plethoric Edouard was this * vife ' of his. Tall, thin and angular, with an eager, restless manner, which silenced repose of mind or body in herself and in others. Mary could never get over the idea that at some time she had sat behind the desk at a restaurant. For, with her steel grey eyes, she seemed to be always reckoning up someboby or something, her long fingers itching to seize the pen, and commit the result of her scrutiny MADAME TRAILL. 1 8/ to paper. And her tongue, mercy how it wagged nineteen to the dozen ! Happily for the governess, during her two hours of infliction, this shrill-voiced female generally took herself off to the Luxembourg Gardens with the luckless bon7ie of the family, v/hose gorgeous streamers fluttered from the equally mar- vellous cap. But neither these impressive distinctions, nor the responsible position she held towards the youthful son and heir to the fringe business, called forth that respect which was due. Rather, she had often to bear the concentrated force of her mistress's sharp tirades, though the good nurse from Picardy certainly knew how to hold her own with becoming dignity, and when occasion required, emphatic elo- quence. Altogether this first engagement was of value, as it gave the stranger an insight into certain French characters and customs she might not have found so readily elsewhere. But, beyond that, the acquaintance could not be called edifying. For no member of the family was in the least degree lovable, and the atmo- sphere of worldliness ruling the household distressed Mary sorely. That she did all in her power to counter- act this, by a firm though kindly system, goes without saying. But she dreaded the day when her pupils should cease to be children, and become exposed to a mother's influence, where an inordinate inquisitive- ness, combined with love of scandal and gossip, seemed the only earthly pleasures worth living for. Nor could much good be expected from a father whose chief occupation was the ennobling art of gambling on the Bourse when not gratifying the promptings of his appetite. Mary had not then learnt that, however lax French parents may be themselves, the morals of 1 88 love's loyalty. their offspring are guarded with a careful and affec- tionate solicitude beyond all praise. From the Rue de Caen to Passy is a long step. Her lesson finished, Mary had only just time to snatch a hasty breakfast at some creinei'ie before taking a tramcar for the pretty suburb where her grown-up scholar resided. There are still some obstinate persons who doubt the existence of a thoroughly domesticated French couple. This is a mistake, as Monsieur Jean Joubert and his wife Amelie conclusively proved. Whether in their younger days they had gone their separate ways, after the accepted fashion of their countrymen, cannot of course be told. But novv', in the autumn o{ life, they had at anyrate come together, affording about as admirable specimens of the elderly love-bird as could well be encountered in France or out of it. With praiseworthy persistence, madame each evening put on her old brown hat, wrapped a fleecy shawl round her shoulders, and went forth to meet her spouse. With a punctuality which would have done credit to a Clapham Common merchant, monsieur came round the corner near which his accustomed omnibus deposited him. This in itself does not prove much. But when it is added that after he got home, he rarely stirred out again, unless madame kept him company, the fact is as exceptional as refreshing. The Villa Sunnyside, where this singular couple lived, was supposed to have been built upon the lines of an English suburban residence, and as Monsieur Joubert had been his own architect, it may be imagined how faithful the imitation was. The occupants were sadly upset when anybody ventured to find fault with the result, because in their opinion the house was correct MADAME TRAILL. 1 89 in every detail. Unique it might surely claim to be ; and when in summer its walls were clothed with creepers, the parterres brightened up with fuchsias, picotees and geraniums, the effect must have been quite charming. But to the captious there was too much of the cardboard, filigree element about the villa, more particularly in its balcony work, to bring it within any known style of British architecture. One feature the two were especially proud of, viz., the large iron entrance gates, which for grandeur and ornamentation might have done honour to a mansion. Looking through to find, instead of some noble avenue only a mild gravel walk and a few prim flower-beds, the effect was disappointing. Monsieur Jean Joubert was a well-known cJiarattier (pork butcher is far too inelegant an equivalent for so picturesque a trade) in the Rue Tronchet. Having made his money out of the many excellent dainties furnished for the benefit of man by the unfortunate pig's carcase, he thought it but common fairness to annex his benefactor as a family crest. Hence, in the centre of each of those fine gates was inserted an ^^gy of his faithful ally, with snout and curly tail especially prominent. In the shop window the same likeness in china had stood for many years guarding the trotters, sausages and trufifled cutlets. Here, in the home of his master, he was glorified with gilt, besides having a neat appropriate motto all to him- self. A very healthy plan it would be if other success- ful tradesmen followed Monsieur Joubert's example, instead of adopting all sorts of inappropriate emblems. Some people are only too prone to try and shake off those surroundings which have helped on to fortune. In proportion to the conviction that their home 190 love's loyalty. was a marvel of correctness, so this worthy couple's admiration for England, its people and institutions, knew no bounds. Fired by the glowing accounts brought back by her Jean, after his periodical busi- ness trips to London, Madame Joubert had resolved to forthwith improve the smattering of English she pos- sessed. Thus chance and the advertisement columns of * Galignani ' (to which lively journal monsieur of course loyally subscribed) brought Mary Stapleton within the walls of the Villa Sunnyside. From the first the cJiarciitiere^ for she also had served for many a day in the shop where everything was so scrupu- lously clean and appetising, took to her young in- structress. Nor could it well have been otherwise. For Madame joubert was the soul of good nature and kindness, qualities doubly acceptable to Mary after the atmosphere she breathed in the morning. Although the governess, in those early days of her trouble, rarely unbent to strangers, there was that in her face which fascinated strongly. To many this was sufficient passport to affection. Mary always found her grown-up pupil seated, eager to begin her lesson, with the several weapons of attack — grammars,diction- aries and the like, ready to hand. First there was the writing-exercise to be gone through together, when the task of inducing madame to abandon her spiky style of caligraphy in favour of more rounded char- acters was no enviable task. Then came the trans- lations, the lady to be helped out of sundry literary quagmires into which the wily Monsieur Ollendorff so often lures his students. After that, reading and conversation, specially trying ordeals, because the P>ench\voman was not of that age when our dreadful * th ' was free from terrors quite justifying her many MADAME TRAILL. I9I interlarded, comments of ' Mon Dieu, inoji Dieu, but your tongue is a difficult one to catch.' Amongst the novelties recently introduced into the Sunnyside residence was five o'clock tea, which the hostess flattered herself was produced in quite the correct style of Le Hig' Life in England. So it was ; the serving process leaving nothing to desire: little round table, teapot, cosy, all complete. Unfortunately the tea itself was but a weakly concoction, because madame's bonne could never be induced to make the water boil. Still, though lukewarm, it was refreshing, and appreciated accordingly by Mary on those occa- sions, and they grew to be frequent, when she stayed on in deference to her kind-hearted friend's entreaties. During this dissipation the two enjoyed a pleasant chat, always in French, which enabled the younger to advance materially towards that goal of proficiency after which she strove so earnestly. The conversation usually took a descriptive turn, madame enlarging with great volubility upon the annual summer outing with her Jean to Brittany, concerning which delightful country the lady never tired of talking. The couple had discovered a seaside nook where untold resources for quiet enjoyment, allied with prices of ludicrous cheapness, combined to furnish quite the ideal water- ing-place. So graphic, indeed, was the picture, that in her mind's eye Mary already saw her patrons disporting themselves in a very free and easy fashion at the bathing resort of their choice. Madame was not long in inviting her newly-made friend to spend a part, if not the whole of her vacation, with them, and judge for herself whether the attractions of Roscoff were overcoloured or not. But Mary only smiled sadly, saying that she feared holidays and herself 192 love's loyalty. must long remain strangers, which remark had much puzzled Madame Joubert, who considered that, of all hard -worked classes, governesses deserved a treat before anybody. *We will not talk more about it, if you please, though, believe me, I appreciate your kind thought none the less. Some day, perhaps, I shall visit this wonderful place, which from your description must be charming. But for the present you must not tempt me.' That is how the worthy cJiarciitiere was put off, though she often repeated the invitation, without shaking the other's decision. It was during the long evening walks back to the Rue Hebert that the full force of her strange and lonely position came home to the exile. Although a longer route, she kept the way by the quays, for at that hour they were comparatively deserted, and seemed to fit in better with her mood ; the brightness and bustle of the streets no longer charmed her. Drawing her thin wrap closer to her spare figure, Mary could rest there without fear of molestation, as she reviewed the past or planned the future. One reflec- tion stood out grimly over all ; the shadow of that shameful, unmanly wrong, of which she was the victim. One livelong terror also, the dread of meeting again the author of her misery, from whose presence she prayed night and day she might be spared. Now it was too late, she asked herself why she had chosen this particular city to settle in. For it was the place where the first few weeks of that blind trust had been spent ; where, with the foolish eyes opened, every street, every noted building, brought back the recollec- tion of days once so dear, now rendered hateful by- events. MADAME TRAILL. < 1 93 ' Only a few short months, yet what a Hfetime of wretchedness has been already crowded into them,' mused Mary one dreary evening as she stopped beside the Pont de I'Alma. Through its arches the murky Seine flowed on with unsympathetic heed. In the nipping air, and light flakes of snow, which now and again were whirled about, a winter storm was boded. * Yes,' as she turned with a sigh and walked rapidly on, * my fortunes have indeed changed from gay to grave of late. Where, I wonder, will it end Little did I dream, in the happy Budleigh-Tarleton days, what Fate had in store. It would have been far better had those kind old maids never taken me in, good Samaritans though they are. Better still if I had never been born. What am I, after all, that I should be spared, when I have prayed so often for release ? ' In her more troubled moods she often asked herself that question, answering always in the same mourn- ful key. Bear with her for giving way thus, because her trials had been sore ; the temptation to break down overtook her only when she was worn and weary. But once in the Rue Hebert, free from the haunting dread of meeting her husband, she was herself again, repentant for her unruly thoughts, eager for that study in which she sought a new and worthier love. The chamber was poor, yet was there wealth abund- ant in the unfaltering purpose with which she strove to live down her sorrow, as those who have suffered as Mary Stapleton had, know it can, in much, be mastered. Besides, this patient teacher wanted to win back her independence, which is a thing worth striving for, better by far than spending our time in useless lamentations over the past, or in nursing the unholy VOL. I. N 194 LOVES LOYALTY. passion o^ hate. The brightness of youth, the care- less abandonment of happier days, were gone ; but a woman's spirit, roused by injury, is more difficult to kill. Thus did Mary shut the door against the outside world, grappling bravely with the task she had set herself. It was not a light one, nor did she wish it to be. She wanted some absorbing occupation, which should help her to forget, possibly to forgive, though that would not be easy ; something to bring her relief, if only transitory ; an object, an ambition, which should draw her away from herself and the past. Where so fine a chance as in the fascinating paths she had chosen ? It happened that about the time the governess sought a distraction many of us have longed for but never found, a book appeared in Paris which made a great stir. It was the result of much labour on the part of some learned professor, whose dissertations in print and on platform had won him, if not unqualified respect, at least a widespread notoriety, which is con- sidered by some a satisfactory equivalent. In his latest volume, the sage was said to have quite sur- passed himself in the particular line he affected. Already numerous disciples had been won over to a new, and certainly attractiv^c, belief — ' religion ' (Heaven help us !) the great man's followers called it. A school for the better development of its truths was in course of formation ; in streets, ca/cs and salons^ the name of this fresh doctrine and its propagandist was on many lips. Small wonder that Mary heard of them also. First, from her garrulous employer of the Rue de Caen, who seemed fearful lest she should smuggle the book MADAME TRAILL. 1 95 surreptitiously into her household, to the moral dis- comfort of her offspring ; later, when enjoying the novel luxury of an omnibus-ride, to which indul- gence she had been driven by an unusually drenching downpour, there in the hands of a fellow-passenger was the much-talked-of treatise, in its jaundice-hued cover. From that moment Mary was seized with a great longing to possess a copy of a work which already fascinated her strangely. When hurrying to her duties, she saw the volumes laid out in tempting rows upon the riverside stalls, the desire for ownership increased to quite morbid proportions. Once she plucked up courage to peep between the leaves ; the forbidden fruit thus tasted only whetting the appetite for more. In an ordinary case, she would have passed by with only a sigh of resignation, waiting until the book found its way into the troughs with the collection of bethumbed and less notorious fry accessible to the lowliest ; where even the enterprising student might, by judicious dips, mentally filch much knowledge without any pecuniary outlay. But, unless immediate, the acquisition would be useless to the Engliswoman ; for she had persuaded herself that here was a vehicle for that occupation she sought so eagerly. Mary had, in fact, resolved to try her hand at a translation of this new departure in ' religion.' To manage that, however, she must be early in the field ; and there day after day that horrid prohibitory price met her gaze, with the significant warning of ' vient de paraitre.' Still she was determined to have the book, and at last got enough money together, though not before she had denied herself many necessaries whilst putting by the sum from her scanty earnings. Fortunately at that time she enjoyed the blessings of 196 love's loyalty. health and a fine constitution, or the purchase of her treasure might have cost her dearly. Could Shirley Wodehouse, struggling hard in Eng- land for herself and for her sister, have looked in upon that lonely woman as, in the stillness of the night, she plodded on so perseveringly, her tender heart would assuredly have been moved to pity and wonderment. Was that in truth her same loved Mary — she who had been the life of many a careless group — the gay, joyful girl with whom, arm linked in arm, almost soul to soul, she had wandered so often through glen and over gorse-clothed moor in the old happy days ? Was it possible that pale set face had ever brightened with warmth and beauty as Shirley knew it had ? It would have pained her sorely to find that this was indeed the same sweet confidante who was so often in her thoughts, but who had been so strangely silent of late. That, however, she persuaded herself^ was owing to the claims of a married life, which she felt sure must be full of happiness. Had she not Mary's last letter to prove it, written from Paris in such a joyous key, giving an account of all the won- derful places husband and wife had visited ? Shirley never imagined that a rupture could have occurred, much less that the two were actually parted under such distressful conditions. She knew that, held by her promise, Mary would at once tell of any trouble, as unhappily the younger had already on her part found occasion for, receiving in answer an outpouring of love and sympathy for Nora and herself, which, coming as it did from the heart, had proved a real solace to them in their affliction. It was impossible for Mary to forget a bond entered into with no girlish MADAME TRAILL. 1 97 or irresponsible rashness. Nor, in fact, had the gover- ness by any means forgotten the obHgation she was under. Through her silence, the promise had of course been broken, but she reasoned herself into the belief that her course of action was excusable, if not for the best. A dozen times, in the first days of her loneli- ness, she had taken up her pen to write to those dear girls ; but the impulse had never been acted upon. What right, Mary argued, had she to intrude her own wretched, material trouble into that holier grief of theirs ? In her eyes the wrong of which she was the victim, rose up as a dark barrier between her and their purity. They would be shocked beyond measure were that ugly tale unfolded to them. Mary was a bad hand at deception. If she spoke, it must be the whole truth, be it ever so painful or humiliat- ing. To have merely written that she had left her husband would be useless. She was certain neither Shirley nor little Nora would have been satisfied with only that bare statement. They would never have rested until she had told them all ; that she could not bring herself to do. No, the more she considered, it all came back to that first resolve, she must, for the present at anyrate, cut herself adrift from past associa- tions, however keenly she might feel the wrench. The memory of the bitter misery of those hours when, brought face to face with the evidence of man's faith- lessness, she had flown for shelter to her old home, was ever present. How much more miserable would it be to reopen the whole loathsome story to these others she also loved so dearly ? Even at the risk of losing their confidence for a while, she must put off tell- ing them until, mayhap, things looked brighter. Thus, 198 love's loyalty. with her morbid sensitiveness, Mary imagined that she bore with the sorrow, also the stigma of another's guilt. But whatever pain Shirley might have felt that her friend had gone past her promise, it would have been nothing compared with finding the means she had chosen for this self-abstraction — the un- worthy object which, whilst degrading her talents, stole the hours of well-earned rest, soon her peace of mind. Alas that any man's brains should have been turned to such purpose as this. Better by far had the hand which essayed to pen such heresies been palsied, as a warning that there are certain sacred subjects it dare not touch. Be it said, to Mary's credit, that when she first entered upon her task, it was with the fullest intention of being in no way influenced by anything she might read. It was to be a matter of business only, in which, irrespective of the boon she craved for, she expected an intellectual, possibly a moral treat, which could not result otherwise than to her benefit. What, thought she, if she could render these new doctrines so accept- ably into her own language as to gain a success, at one stroke secure freedom from a vocation she knew in her innermost self could never be accepted with contentment ? It did not enter into her head to con- ceive that between those yellow covers might lurk the poison of much seductive argument, against the insidious influence of which even the strongest will might fail ; or that the author of this so-called 're- ligion ' wielded a pen of such subtle and persuasive power. Unhappily it was so, as the daily increasing roll of converts had amply proved. MADAME TRAILL. 1 99 It certainly seemed that if this gifted exponent, who preached with such eloquence in so bad a cause, could have chosen from his congregation one human being more likely than the rest to embrace his teach- ings with enthusiasm, it would have been this care- laden governess. For here was a young wife who had, one would think, in all conscience, reason enough to waver in whatever faith she professed, which had brought her thus early to such straits as the sole reward for a life of probity. It was hardly probable that any poor creature existed, much less a weak woman, who could go on for ever suffering, yet trust- ing in a belief so obviously unreliable. It was not in human nature to expect such devotion. Nobody in their senses could look round the world without seeing that the scales of justice, in certain respects, were most unevenly adjusted. To turn no further for an instance, did not this deserted Mary Stapleton, in in her own person, illustrate the fact conclusively ? What likelier subject, then, than she could any reformer desire ? Where a , mind more greedy for the im- mediate acceptance of his heresies? Surely there could be little doubt of the result, when the odds were viewed dispassionately. A ripened scholar, with a vast wealth of learning at command, combating the frail convictions of an unenlightened girl. The wisdom of years pitted against the inexperience of youth. Of course it was a foregone conclusion how such an unequal contest must end. But to infer that Mary would at once lay down her arms and acknow- ledge defeat, would have been to do her moral courage grave injustice. The first impressions aroused by the book, when she read it steadily through, preparatory to commencing her work in detail, were those of pro- 200 love's loyalty. found contempt, mingled with an intense pity that any clever man could degrade his intellect to so unworthy a level. It seemed quite a wretched thing to her that brains should have been wasted in this attempt to up- root existing creeds of belief and Christianity, and all for what? The glorification of an individual, by the aid of certain new heretical doctrines. For no rational being, Mary felt convinced, could ever seriously believe in the disinterestedness of a writer whose theme from first to last was Self; how all things should be subju- gated thereto for its own convenience. No, it was quite impossible that anybody would put himself to all this trouble for the sake of improving the re- ligious state of his fellow-creatures. Such a notion, as being altogether opposed to the very arguments put forward by the theorist himself, was quite un- tenable. Champions of that class were unfortunately rare indeed. Why then, it may be asked, did not Mary instantly put this mischievous purchase aside, and turn to healthier literature for an occupation ? We know that her will was strong ; her sense of right most sharply defined. Already, during her short acquaintance with this perilous capital, temptation had assailed her with no common force, yet happily in vain. The circum- stances of her lot exposed her to many persecutions, to which those not reduced to earning their own liv- ings are, by fortune's favour, strangers : an exemption which should make such fortunate mortals — would it were so — doubly tolerant towards an erring sister. Her very position, which at the hands of the chival- rous should have shielded a woman from insult, proved only another weapon for the dissolute and the godless. Surely she, who had withstood so much, MADAME TRAILL. 201 would not hesitate for long over so obvious a duty as the one before her ? Let us be charitable in our blame of Mary Stapleton, if, whilst cordially disapproving of the subject, she still allowed the fascination and subtlety of the writer's style to blind, in much, her better reason ; if, in her eagerness, she saw only the fancied prize, forgetting the harm she might be planning for herself and others. Remember, also, that there was no soft influence about her then, no loved ones to divert her thoughts into happier channels, or suggest the danger of her own possible perversion if she dived too deeply into those pernicious pages. Think, also, what her bringing-up had been. From the time she left the island of her birth, until she came under the guidance of Phcebe and Susan Hollebone, mind and body had been neglected. The spiritual welfare of others was absolutely indif- ferent to those who had no religion of their own. The grave responsibility of watching over an impression- able child — misunderstood from the first — had been cowardly shirked ; the only attention she received coming from the nurse, an illiterate, cross-grained woman, who made no attempt to conciliate the little stranger. This female appeared to think that, if her charge were well dratted and cuffed for trifling offences, her duty was conscientiously discharged. It is true Mary was taken to church on Sundays with great regularity. But unfortunately the service there was the reverse of impressive, appealing only to her strongly-developed sense of the ludicrous. Her re- flections chiefly took the turn that the rector was ' a very funny old gentleman ' in the pulpit, suggesting by his antics and jerky style a certain favourite toy which was worked by a string. As a matter of fact, 202 LOVE S LOYALTY. the mode of worship fell little short of a scandal, and as such was held up to ridicule in the village. How- ever worthy a man this pastor may have been in private life, he was totally unfitted for conducting the interpretation of God's word. Impelled by extreme nervousness or affliction, he gabbled through prayers and lessons with such indecent haste that, when ser- mon time came, he was exhausted, and well-nigh unintelligible. As a result, his discourse was a dis- connected mass of incoherence, without thread, reason or moral. How could a young intellect be expected to thrive on such unwholesome fare as that ? With the best intentions in the world, it was impossible for even the elders to be devout under such conditions, much less a child. The worst of it was, this clergy- man had, to all intents and purposes, become a fixture in his parish. Unless he were guilty of something so especially flagrant as to incur the wrath of his bishop, or some blessed inspiration prompted him to remove himself, no lay community could dislodge him. What wonder, then, that under such circumstances Mary in her bewilderment had turned elsewhere for guidance. Happily the deeply-rooted characteristics of refinement, and a firm yet gentle will, were proof against every adverse home influence. Affection denied her in its proper place — only perplexity beneath that sacred roof, where all should be so simple, but convincing — Mary found her religion where God speaks to us with such unerring truth, in the inscrut- able workings of Nature, whose face can never lie. Happily her Maker's softest touch had been laid upon the riverside spot where her early youth was spent. The broad, sparkling stream, that noble slope of wood, with its purple haze, where close-knit boughs marked MADAME TRAILL. 203 every season's change, from spring's emerald shoot to the russet brown of autumn ; the mead so richly carpeted with poppy, buttercup and daisy ; the great clusters of laburnum and wistaria, all too transient in their glories ; the ever-murmuring weir, the sighing reed, the trilling birds — all these things spoke with unfailing truth to the neglected girl of a Great Un- seen. In those signs she found her joy, her dream- land, and her constant help. That;.was the lovely summer voice in which God spoke to her. In winter she was awed by His Power to change everything. For at His Will all this glorious beauty was stripped off the face of the earth as if it had never brightened it : to leave fields, trees, hedges, desolate and barren. As the great river rushed down swollen and turbid, changing weir and lasher from miniature cascades to tumbling, roaring cataracts, Mary thought how ill it must have fared with most of that frail, pretty craft which was wont to float upon its surface. There were no gay launches, punts or wherries now, with their human freights ; no more sailing-boats wooing the breeze with their white outspread wings as they tacked about the reach above the village. Where luxuriant creepers had richly fringed the latticed windows of the cottages, only bare branches clung to the walls, like so many skeletons. Where Mary had wandered amidst masses of brilliant colour, and perfume born of the sweet flowers she loved to gather, only frozen, unlovely meadows met her eye. The rushes were there still, it is true, but they had lost all their proud bearing, drooping sad and dejected beside the river-bank, as the rough wind moaned through them and often laid them low. As for the graceful swans which had glided about so majestic- 204 love's loyalty. ally, their necks arched, their constant investigations amongst the sedge, they had gone as well, whither Mary knew not, unless some people took pity and housed them, or they had returned to the city for the winter, for they seemed, oddly enough, to have owners in that unlikely part. It was all most wonderful and mysterious, putting to unutterable shame the contention which those wicked people had advanced in her hearing, that all these marvellous changes went on of themselves, with no controlling hand to guide them ; that perhaps some day things had been different, but now this beautiful earth was left to look after itself, and the dwellers in it also. Mary wept to think of the state these unbelievers must be in : to her they seemed worse than heathens, for all the religion they possessed was centred in themselves, and the silencing of their own inclinations, whereas those poor creatures, though misguided, were consistent in their worship, and only erred through ignorance. As she grew older, Mary was filled with greater pain because of this atmosphere of worldliness into which an ungenerous fate had forced her. With all her might she tried to wean these people from the dreadful heresies they professed. Alas, it was all to no purpose ; she met only with rebuffs and ridicule. They would point mockingly at the square ivy-clad tower, and ask if that were not a fine example of the girl's convictions ? In vain she reasoned with their irreverence and callousness. She would not even ask them to enter the church. Rather let them step out with her, and pray in those other places where, under trial, her own anxious yearning heart had found such great relief; let them but humour her MADAME TRAILL. 20$ in this, and all the malice and neglect of years should be forgotten and forgiven. But they would not listen. Soon the objects of her solicitude had grown weary of the girl's importunities. She was hastily sent off to the care of other relatives, who disgusted her with the hypocritical extremes into which their professions carried them. Then there came the happy break at Ephraim House, with all its store of love and happiness. Later, the mad, fateful step which had as Mary Stapleton landed a persecuted woman in this her present slough of misery. When she began, Mary would have scorned the possibility of being led astray by a mere volume of writings. In the book she then saw only the means towards a much desired end, one upon which all her energies must be centred. It is true she feared lest she might allow the distraction to interfere with her regular duties. For, morning, noon and night, the subject occupied her, giving no peace until she was back again in the Rue Hebert, with pen and brain once more busy. How- ever, she tried hard to keep her thoughts from stray- ing during lesson time, and it may be assumed that she succeeded, or the lynx-eyed madame of the Rue de Caen w^ould have detected her. Besides, Mary's connection had increased, and her daily round of somewhat exacting pupils would very soon have resented any wool-gathering on the part of their teacher. What excuse can therefore be advanced for one whose vocation, it might have been fancied, would alone have prompted her to hold aloof from such writings ? Let those answer who have ever set their 2o6 love's loyalty. minds upon reaching, by translation, the very core of a clever man's arguments, when each line of cunningly advanced reasoning is conned over — the well plumbed to its very depths — for a suitable equivalent in the worker's brain. If they can say that such an ordeal must be passed through uninfluenced, then Mary Stapleton had earned to the full all the tortures of doubt and mental unrest into w^hich she was presenth' plunged. Let it be remembered, also, in this lonely lady's favour, that hers was a sympathetic, impressionable nature, keenly alive to all things passing, more par- ticularly in the field of literature. This novel de- parture had excited her in no ordinary degree. Even in her school days she had developed a tendency to- wards theological discussions ; her views, though re- spected for their breadth, being often too startlingly unorthodox for acceptance in so strict an academy, therefore firmly but kindly discountenanced. It must not be inferred that Mary was an unbeliever, or even irreverent. Very far indeed from it, for she had that best of all religions — one of the heart — without which all others are of no avail. But what she held in great contempt was that mere rote of worship which, as she contended, many people accepted in a spirit of conventionalism, for the sake of appearances, the heart only too often having little or no voice in the matter. Amongst other things, she firmly believed in free and open places of worship, where those who sought relief in prayer could kneel at will, untrammelled by observances or mere rules of service. What mattered the method when the real faith was there? Here in this city of her exile she found ample opportunity for indulgence in her view^s. MADAME TRAILL. 20/ In many an hour of temptation and bitterness she had entered some temple of another creed, and poured out her soul, to rise refreshed with firmer strength of will and body. For she knew that, stripped of all its un- necessary show, it was yet the House of God, as there is but One Saviour, plead to Him where or in what- ever form we may. Unquestionably, if any of those immaculate relatives of hers could have seen Mary Stapleton thus engaged, they would have held up their hands in pious horror at the spectacle of one of their own flesh and blood kneeling under the same roof with infidels. What if they could have known that it was the very recollec- tion of their uncharitable conduct which had in much brought their kinswoman into her present state of dis- trust ? The knowledge of this would probably have been even a greater shock to their feelings. It was, nevertheless, the actual truth. If the only result of all this church-going and outward austerity on their part had been to develop dozens of petty vices quite inconsistent with their various professions, how could Mary feel otherwise than bewildered when she con- sidered which was really the right path to choose? That her relations appeared to enjoy in so much the world's esteem, only made the choice more puzzling. No wonder, then, that she found herself tossed help- lessly upon a sea of doubt, which the constant presence of the book she was emploj'cd upon only helped to aggravate. One more excuse for the generous to consider when judging Mary's backsliding. She was so young to have to sit still and accept passively the wrong which had gone far towards blighting her life. Old age must bear its heritage of suffering with patience, but 2o8 love's loyalty. who shall graft the calm submission of years upon the eager, restless mind of youth ? Think, too, in how attractive a dress this would-be reformer clothed his inspiration ; how absolutely pleas- ant was the programme drawn up for the guidance of his disciples. It was the easiest doctrine in the world, silencing every other 'ism' by its very sim- plicity. All one was asked to do was to float calmly down the great stream of Fate, in absolute abandon- ment to Self, and its immediate dictates ; to live for the passing pleasure of the hour, with no heed for the morrow — placing no check upon evil passions, en- couraging no generous promptings. This learned propagandist proved beyond the possibility of con- tradiction how utterly useless it was for us frail mortals to attempt to wrestle with destiny. The prospect also of receiving reward for virtuous actions in that future beyond the grave, the existence even of which, many of the deepest thinkers of the age had agreed, was at best a speculation, was equally remote. What, then, was the use of trying to be good on earth, with so slender a chance of recognition either now or hereafter? That was the line of argument in a nut- shell, the substance of the gifted professor's theory, which he generously presented to humanity. Of course he had found the only solution to the burning question of the hour. So his followers opened their arms wide in welcome to a discovery which coincided with their inclinations so perfectly. It were worse than folly not to accept at once a departure so convenient. Nor was there any hint at barter between this good man and his readers, no grim shadow to stand between them and their consciences, like another Mephisto. On the contrary, all was so frank, polished and MADAME TRAILL. 209 kindly ; in truth, this outcome of a great writer's labours was a life's work to be proud of. Poor, per- plexed Mary Stapleton, you who were once so brave and strong in practice and in faith, will you likewise be trapped into crying, ' I am thine ' to this most detestable philosophy ? VOL. L O CHAPTER XIII. NED FOSTER'S LEGACY. Old Edward Foster was fast breaking up. The trying climate of the dependency where the best of his years had been spent, in adjusting its finances to the satis- faction of the mother country, had, as he tersely put it, at last ' struck his own balance ' for him. Ever since his return from that sad visit to Germany, he had, slowly but surely, been going downhill. Now there was nothing for it but to put his house in order, and await the end with resignation. One great comfort remained in this time of broken health. Neil Challoner was there to cheer him with his bright, manly ways, attending him with that instinctive gentleness which is so charming in the young, the sure index to a refined and generous nature. To the ex-Civil servant the lad was also an ever- present reflection of a revered memory. He could scarcely bear him out of his sight, so morbidly anxious was he lest contact with the world should spoil so fair an example of a noble woman's training. It must not, however, be supposed that because the old man kept his ward so constantly near him, that he neglected those important duties his position to- wards Neil Challoner demanded ; that would have NED FOSTERS LEGACY. 211 been a sorry fulfilment of the trust he had taken upon himself. To have appropriated the youth outright was altogether contrary to Mr Foster's notions of rightful stewardship. So he had taken the responsi- bility of instruction into his own hands, fearing to entrust the same to strangers. As far as his health permitted, he carried on a course at once liberal and salutary. It had further been arranged, as Robert Hossack told Shirley on the occasion of their introduc- tion, that Neil was to enter some city office as soon as a desirable opening offered. His guardian could never too often impress upon him that his career de- pended on his own exertions, his patrimony being quite insufficient to warrant any hope of ultimate in- dependence. Indeed, the invalid, in his anxiety to dispel any rose-coloured views Neil might have formed on this subject, reduced his own post of husbandry to the merest sinecure, continued out of purely philan- thropic motives. He was also careful to emphasise the fact that he himself had hardly any money to leave behind him, what blessings he enjoyed being derived from governmental sources not to be willed away or even commuted : such was the arbitrariness of that de- partment of the State he hobbled down to draw upon every quarter. He would have been greatly upset to find anybody speculating as to the bestowal of his effects, considering such an unpardonable liberty for which he found scant excuse. To suggest, within Ned Foster's hearing, that so-and-so was likely to ' cut up well,' was to indulge in an offensive prophecy which nearly sent the old gentleman into a frenzy. But when the opportunity for placing Neil in an office actually arrived, the boy begged so earnestly for 212 love's loyalty. further respite, and an extended acquaintance with those delightful books which filled the shelves of the Cork Street library, that the elder hesitated. After all, his charge was barely seventeen. Perhaps it would be better to devote a year or so more to finishing an education which such unhappy circumstances had interrupted. Possibly the old pensioner's notions on this head differed considerably from those of most people — one could hardly expect otherwise when his own eccentric individuality was considered. If he did somewhat hastily underrate the value of some of the ' ologies,' his own system was, it could not be denied, sound and practical. Nor did he set much store upon dead languages. ' Get a firm grip of English, I'll forgive you your Latin and Greek,' was a favourite remark of his. ' Stick to your German, too — you've mastered that well, I'm told — if only for the sake of that best of all women who lies at peace yonder. As for figures .... well, it wouldn't do to cry them down after being pretty well steeped in them all my days, eh? But there's one thing better worth educating than all the rest put together ; that's our own heart, my lad. It can be done without any outside help. The way to begin is, to be honest and true to others and ourselves in everything ; always to have the courage to say " No " to what is bad, " Yes " to all that is good. There is not the least difficulty about it. You'll be astonished to find what a ready pupil you've got ; one which will pay you back ten thousand times for any little trouble taken over its education — remain a fast friend through life. Besides, it will grow up in time to be far wiser than its master, never playing him false, in whatever NED FOSTER'S LEGACY. 21 3 State of anxiety he may be placed. Reflect and ask, then the only proper path will be instantly shown you. I wouldn't give a fig for any system which hadn't heart in it. To my notion, there's a deal too much neglected in this way nowadays. That's why I've kept all the tag-rag and bobtail of teachers from getting hold of you. They'd have taught you lots, and to spare, though I'm old-fashioned enough to think, no- thing because that one good subject would have been left out. You follow me, my boy, I hope, eh ? ' Perhaps Neil Challoner did not quite grasp the entire justice of what his guardian told him. From one whose conversation for the most erred on the side of brevity, with a liberal admixture of expletives, so lengthy a speech came as a novelty. ' I think so, sir ; at anyrate I will try,' he answered slowly, in thoughtful tones. ' H'm, that's well ; old Ned won't have much in the way of legacies for anybody when he's tucked up finally. So they must make the most of what he's got to give in the way of advice instead, now, mustn't they ? ' Then, probably for days together, the poor invalid's limbs would be racked with pain, existence burthened by the torments of ill-health ; all the exercise he could obtain limited to the four walls of his chamber, his only comfort the presence and practical support of the youth he so fondly clung to. It may thus seem hard that duty should have called for even a partial interruption to so congenial a com- panionship. It was so evident that any leaning to- wards inclination — call it selfishness, if you will — would be for such a short time, that for once one was tempted to hope aged whims might be gratified. 214 love's lovaltv. But although the dreaded entry into city life was postponed, Edward Foster had firmly resolved that the training on those lines he considered best for a youth of Neil's peculiar disposition and susceptibilities should be continued. The plan adopted hitherto had been of a most indulgent description, entailing little more than a strict censorship over those books and studies selected. With these exceptions, he was allowed to choose pretty well at will. Who can say that the course had not been a wise one ? For, as proof, there had sprung up between man and boy an enviable state of openness and confidence from which the terror of preceptorship was altogether absent. Of course the system could not be universally commended. Here, however, it plainly showed what pains had been taken to probe the depths of a character by no means so accessible as might at first sight appear ; one which would in its sensitiveness have retreated from all but the tenderest methods. The golden key opening the door to affection had been found. Now that it was however clear disease had inexor- ably marked him down as its prey, the invalid saw that he would be no longer able to supervise the boy's studies satisfactorily, even on the lenient basis hitherto adopted. Hence, that he must find without delay some trustworthy person to relieve him of the responsi- bility — a circumstance which, needless to say, caused him much mental concern. In his dilemma he re- solved to consult the object of his solicitude himself. He chose a bright summer morning when, at ease for a while from the paroxysms which tried him so sorely, he sat propped up at his window, which looked out upon the only patch of foliage Cork Street can boast. NED FOSTER'S LEGACY. 215 * Neil, lad,' he said, taking the other's hand between his own thin palms, and plunging into the subject with characteristic directness, 'would you like a new teacher instead of this old fogey? I'm afraid he's played out' * Oh, no. The other day you said, if you remember, that—' ' Yes, but things have changed. Don't be troubled. I'll leave the choice to you, if you know anybody ; if not, we'll total Dr Syntax well up before we have anything to say to him. The fact is, with my queer health and fads, I'm not fit for a bonny boy like you — not up to teaching, I mean. Besides — it's no use mincing matters — I'm bespoke.' ' Pray do not say that, dear guardian. You are much better to-day. To-morrow, I feel sure, we shall get out again if this sunny weather lasts.' * Maybe ; let's hope so. But I want an answer to my question. Suppose you sit down here and think it out, eh ? He'll have to be a good bit younger than this cripple ; with the best of tempers, not too clever, but with something under the left side of his waistcoat to make up for it ; engagement for a few hours daily only; unexceptionable references. Sounds like an advertisement, doesn't it? You see I can still crack a joke sometimes.' Neil was seated at the old man's feet, gazing thoughtfully out upon that solitary tree whose leaves stirred softly in the hot noontide air. * No, I cannot think of anybody,' he answered dreamily ; ' I am quite content and happy as I am. Stop,' as a flush of excitement overspread his face, * there's Mr Hossack. He might come, only he's something else, and always so busy.' 21 6 love's loyalty. ' Who the deuce — who's Mr Hossack ? ' ' The gentleman lodging up at Hampstead, in Miss Pridham's cottage, where Nora and Shirley are. I've seen him several times ; we've had long walks to- gether/ explained Neil eagerly. ' He is very nice, besides being an author. Nora's shown him some of her stories, which he's going to try and get into a magazine. Only they'll want careful looking through, perhaps cutting down first, with a horrid thing called a pruning-knife. Yes, I recollect, he said once he should like to teach, as book-writing is such hard work and bad pay. May I ask Mr Hossack, sir?' ' H'm, I don't think we'll be in quite such a hurry. Suppose you bring him round for inspection ? From your account, he seems likely enough. As he's a friend of yours already, that's half the battle.' ' Thank you so much. When may I fetch him ?' ' When you like — sooner the better. Wheel me up a bit nearer the window ; give me my nippers and the last number of the 'United '; tell Ranger to be within call, then be off with you. My love to the little ladies. Tell 'em I'm as brisk as a bee.' Neil shook up the invalid's pillows ; resettled his poor gouty leg tenderly on its rest, gave him his favourite magazine, where paper-cutter and glasses marked respectively the pages of two attractive articles, ' Indian Curries for the Million ' and ' How not to Govern our Possessions.' * God bless you, my lad,' said Edward Foster, as the warm lips touched his forehead when the boy stooped over him. Neil Challoncr was fortunate enough to catch the 'writin' gentleman' at home. His usual haunt hap- NED FOSTER'S LEGACY. 21/ pened to be closed for its half-yearly overhauling, in consequence of which arrangement many of those readers, to whom even pens and ink were a con- sideration, found themselves involuntarily saddled with a fortnight's vacation. Full of his errand, the envoy ran past Eliza into the common sitting-room, thereby causing that not very strong-nerved Miss Nora to jump up in alarm. * How you startled me, Neil. You really ought not to enter so suddenly as that, dear ; there might be visitors here, you know,' was the mild remonstrance. * I'm so sorry, cousin,' cried the intruder, embracing the young lady with effusion. ' I've got such news. What do you think, there's a chance of my having Mr Hossack for a teacher — if he can find the time, and guardian likes him, that is. Isn't it jolly ?' ' I think he cannot fail to be approved,' was the sedate reply. ' Whether he will be able to manage an engagement, or you, is another thing.' ' That's what old-fashioned Miss Prudence thinks ; I don't. Where's Shirley ? ' 'This is her busy day, if you remember. She will not be back till quite seven o'clock, if then. Dear Shirley, how hard she works, for both of us. I am so slow, and can never earn a penny.' She glanced sadly down at a pile of manuscript, with which she was innocently building up a fine case for that dreaded literary scalpel whose heartless slashes filled her with such acute torture. * If I could only be terse and graphic, like Mr Hossack ! I am sure some of his stories are perfect specimens of construction — plot, characters and scenes, all fitting in so neatly to make the whole one exquisite piece of workmanship. I wonder how, or where, such an art is to be acquired.' 2i8 love's loyalty. * Never mind ; you'll manage it some day, never fear. Can't you find some translations? You're clever at those. Recollect how you used to help me abroad.' ' Unfortunately not. Indeed I have given up seek- ing for them any longer. The market is overstocked, it seems. I was warned of that before I began to try.' ' I'm awfully sorry. But tell me, Nora, about Shirley. How is she getting on ? No, on second thoughts, when I come down will do.' ' Pray let Eliza inquire first if Mr Hossack can receive you, Neil. I am sure he dreads interruption when writing, though he is too good-natured to let us think so.' ' Oh, you've discovered that, have you, miss ? Don't be frightened. He'll soon forgive me when he finds out what I've come about' Passing quickly upstairs, Neil rapped lightly at his friend's door, but receiving no reply, ventured to enter. Robert's back was towards him ; he was evidently very busy. The boy had already learnt the value of silence under certain conditions, of which this was obviously one. So he sat down, awaiting an opportunity to deliver the important message of which he was the bearer. At first sight Robert Hossack appeared engaged upon quite a childish pastime. For on the desk in front of him were ranged a dozen corks or more of various sizes, from a champagne one, which by right held the place of honour in the centre, to others as low in the social scale as to have done duty in medi- cine bottles. These playthings were duly clustered round the centrepiece at uncertain distances. The NED FOSTERS LEGACY. 219 man was regarding his set of corks with an amount of attention hardly, one would have fancied, warranted by circumstances. From time to time he selected an object, moving it forwards with the deliberation of a chess-player, after which he would rapidly — and ap- parently in fear lest some fugitive inspiration should escape him — commit the result of his strategy to paper. Three of the stoppers were ornamented with pins, the one acting as pivot being further distinguished by a metal top. Neil watched the performance with intense interest. After due consideration, he could only conclude that his friend really was engaged in the solution of some intricate chess problem. Had he but known that he was assisting at a display of that method of con- struction, the achievement of which exercised his cousin downstairs so much, the chance for an insight into so valuable a treasure-land should not have been neglected. At length the writer, after a considerable amount of scribbling, threw down his pen, stretching out his arms with an exclamation as of bodily relief Then he caught a reflection of Neil's eager face in his shaving-glass. ' My dear fellow, why did you not say you were here .? ' as he shook hands, adding with a smile, ' you must have been not a little astonished at my conduct. It is a habit I took to early in life, and have never quite shaken off. Odd as it may appear, the plan has its merits. Shall I explain my puppets to you "i ' ' I should be so much obliged,' answered Neil, drawing closer to the table. ' I've been so puzzled.' ' No doubt you have. Yet the device is extremely simple. Sit down, and let me initiate you into its 220 love's loyalty. mysteries. I see your eye wandering naturally to- wards the most prominent object. If I may be allowed the simile, that is the Queen Bee of the hive ; in other words, the heroine of my present tale, to whom the other characters are, of course, subordinate.' ' Some have pins stuck into them — what is that for ? ' *To indicate the females — white pins for the good ones, black for the bad. You will see that here the fair sex is in a minority, though, as a rule, my gallantry prompts me to overcrowd my canvas with them — at least, those who should know better than I tell me so.' ' But is there no hero ? ' * Certainly there is ; this gentleman drawing up to the middle piece, which means that the climax, and with it a union, is fast approaching. By-the-way, Master Neil, let me give you a hint, should you ever take to this sort of thing. Always let your stories end happily, for the chief personages at anyrate. Neither critics nor public will ever forgive you for finishing up with the dolefuls. I have known much admirable work fall flat through a neglect of this rule. Why, you would ask ? Because the authors would let their own feelings influence them, instead of re- collecting that they write for other eyes and intelli- gences. This is by no means so easy an art to cultivate as you might imagine : hence my timely caution. I find your cousin, Miss Nora, an uncon- scious offender in this respect. That is to be regretted, for, with all her plodding industry, she assuredly deserves success. There is a thread of melancholy running through her stories, which, in a business sense, will, I fear, prove fatal to their acceptance. We must try and cure her of this failing.' NED FOSTERS LEGACY. 221 * What a pity. I will tell her all you say.' Robert looked quite distressed. * No, I beg you will not do that. We have already had several chats on the subject, I hope not without mutual profit. After all, I may be wrong. I suppose there is a market for sad stories as well as cheerful ones. To continue : you will notice that my corks are duly numbered. That is merely an index to their various qualities, as jotted down roughly in this book beside me. Where you see a cross as well, denotes a subordinate character, and therewith a warning against over-elaboration, lest an undue prominence should metaphorically strangle the main incidents. Though people have written novels professedly with- out heroes or heroines, the departure is not desirable. When you saw me moving my proxies, I flattered myself I had, by dialogue or otherwise, advanced the interest through their medium. When they have all crept up to the Queen Bee — which ought to be by to-morrow evening at the latest — the story will be finished.' Neil was much impressed. ' I suppose, when one tale is done, you throw all the corks away, and start with a fresh lot?' ' Certainly not,' laughed Robert. ' That would be far too extravagant in these dull times. I should be sorry to have to say, for instance, how often this black little man has done duty vicariously for me, or the number of rascals he has not personated in his career. Of course, they drop out sometimes, it being the enviable privilege of story-tellers, as you may know, to kill off as many objectionable people as they like when they find them getting troublesome. But the pieces are only put aside for a while, to be 222 LOVES LOYALTY. resuscitated under very different attributes. The trouble is, if they get shifted when I am absent, or thrown out of window (which happened once) by some unsympathetic slavey — servant-girl, I should say.' 'You haven't told me what this is meant for,' said Neil, pointing to a bronze figure of unprepossessing appearance, which stood sentry over the puppets. ' It looks like a scarecrow.' * Hush, in pity's name,' replied the writer, placing his hand over the lad's mouth in mock remonstrance. ' If you only knew the power possessed by the class there represented. It is a whim of mine to keep him facing me thus, as a constant danger-signal against certain literary pitfalls, from which, once entrapped, there is no quarter or escape. That, Master Neil, signifies no less a personage than the modern critic, at whose verdict we poor scribblers tremble ; one of that anonymous band who hold the fate of so many within their grasp. I always like to verify my statements with facts, so, as an example of my meaning, I will tell you that there was once a certain sensitive-minded acquaintance of mine who was so twitted for a too lavish use of capitals, that when his next effort appeared, it looked more like a grotesque edition of the Law List than a work of fiction. This is but one instance, in hundreds I might mention, of the terror in which our invisible censors are held by timid members of the profession. For my part, I am thankful to say, dread is now fre- quently turned into joy and gratitude. But whether good or bad, I prize the opinions as so many jewels ; if favourable, as guides for encouragement to better things ; if adverse, that I may profit by the strictures, always fully deserved, for my future benefit. It is NED FOSTER'S LEGACY. 223 only when their ill-natured shafts are winged with ignorance or spite, that, being no more than human, my love is sometimes turned, not to hate but to — pity, Though sad to chronicle, it is shrewdly suspected how the most envenomed of these proceed from women, whom one might have expected to be more merciful. After all, there are only a certain number of words in the English language to ring the changes upon. It is difficult not to shake the kaleidoscope out of harmony sometimes. Not less difficult is it to alter one's literary style with, as some would have us think, the ease of a snake shedding its skin.' Neil was still eyeing the collection of corks intently, as if expecting them to suddenly assume the characters they personified. 'You have certainly invented an original way of writing,' Mr Hossack, he said. ' I suppose, though, most authors have their own plans ? ' ' Doubtless. I have read of a French genius who had several manuscripts open together in different parts of his study. As his fancy stirred him, so he would pass from one to another and keep them going, as if he were playing on the kettledrums, or whipping up a succession of peg-tops on the pavement. Most people require absolute quiet, whilst others can turn out honest work, even poetry, amid the din and prattle of the nursery : a gift assuredly denied to me, fond as I am of children. As critics, their ingenious reflec- tions are priceless. In my own early days, for ex- ample, I used to try the effect of my efforts upon a favourite little niece, with results to myself, from her keen judgment, which in later life have proved in- valuable. But in their more hilarious moods, the presence of children is scarcely conducive to inspira- 224 love's loyalty. tion. After all this gossip, let me ask after kind Mr Foster. I trust he is better this morning ? ' The inquiry at once brought Neil back to the object of his visit. * I am afraid not. He has been very ill for the last week. It is for that reason I have come up to see you.' ' I am indeed sorry.' ' He has decided to give up teaching me any more, because of his health,' continued the boy, with quiver- ing voice. ' He asked me if I knew of anybody who could do so for him. At first I said no. Then I sud- denly thought of you, remembering you had said once how much you would like to find someone. Could you manage it, Mr Hossack ? ' Surprise and pleasure both answered on the writer's face at this unexpected proposal. ' There is nothing in this world I should like more — if I can spare the time, that is, and am found competent.' ' It would only be for a few hours every day. Guardian does not want too clever a person. I am quite sure you will do. Oh, I don't mean that,' Neil cried, colouring deeply as he perceived how equivocal a compliment he had paid his friend. * That is indeed fortunate,' Robert laughed. ' I begin to feel as if I had a fair chance for the post already.' * I am so sorry to have said that,' continued the contrite Nevill ; 'as to suiting, I'm certain you will. Do say yes. How soon can you call on us ?' ' I could come this evening at five o'clock.' ' That will be capital. Now I must say good- NED FOSTERS LEGACY. 225 bye, as I want to talk to Nora before she has her dinner.' The lad was gone in a trice. A bunch of flowers stood in a mug upon the table. Only a few homely blooms. A wild rose or two, some pinks and heart's-ease from Miss Pridham's strip of a garden, with a sprig of yellow gorse from the Heath. Shirley Wodehouse had put them hurriedly together before starting off on her rounds that morning, begging her fellow-lodger's acceptance of them. It must have been a breath of that romance running through the story he was engaged upon which prompted him to raise the posy to his lips, and to whisper how its presence there had brought him hope and courage ; now, it would even seem, good-fortune. A foolish fancy, perhaps, to kiss a few inanimate buds, but not many joys crossed his work-a-day path. ' If she could only know how this little gift from her own hands ^has cheered me. Yet, except for the usual conventional words of thanks, I must be dumb. God, what is this ungenerous fate which keeps so many of us for ever tongue-tied — slaves in the merci- less grip of poverty ? But this is unmanly, now, of all times, when the clouds seem really lifting.' Then this foolish fellow set to work again upon another chapter. 'Well, Neil, and what did Mr Hossack say?' was Nora's inquiry, when her cousin reappeared in the doorway. Miss Pridham, active as usual, was laying the table, whilst her maid tidied herself up before dinner, an indispensable clause in the articles of agreement, which had provoked many a battle-royal between mistress and servant. VOL. I. P 226 love's loyalty. * Mercy on us, how the young gentleman does grow ! ' was the landlady's exclamation. ' I declare he'll be as tall as his dear dead-and-gone father if he goes on at this rate. I'm upset to hear as how good Mr Foster is but sadly to-day, Master Neil ? It don't seem right, somehow, why those who is most kind to others should be always suffering. Look at that Mrs Fuller, now, you may have heard me tell of having travelled into foreign parts with. Of all mistresses. she was the best. Yet this dratted rheumatism — begging your humble pardon. Miss Nora — has made her life of late a perfect plague to her. I can't make it out, when so many bad ones is left without a pain or a ache among 'em.' Nurse Pridham seemed about to furnish a list of those persons she considered were enjoying this ill- deserved immunity from sickness. But she apparent!}' thought better of it, for, after smoothing out a few creases from the tablecloth and setting the cruet-stand straight, she retired with the customary respectful courtesy. Presently the two heard the daily in- junction issue from the kitchen : ' Now then, 'Liza, my girl, bustle up, please. That finery of yours must be about slipped on by this time, I'm thinking.' Nora repeated her question. ' It'll be all right ; he's coming down this afternoon to arrange.' * That is very satisfactory ; I am so pleased. Mind you profit very much by your new tutor, Neil, and do him great credit. You wished me to tell you about my sister's doings ? ' * Please. It is so seldom I catch you alone now, and Shir, never seems to care to talk about herself before other people.' NED FOSTERS LEGACY. 22/ ' She is so modest about her own accomplishments ; that is the sole reason. Well, I daresay you can guess what a hard strui^gle it was at first. We had always feared, being so young, and looking even more so than she really is, would stand in her way. So it turned out. I am sure everybody must admire the pluck with which she met repeated failures. These could not have been through lack of certificates. For, besides the one received from Herr Kubler, there was dear Mrs Merivale's, who led the church choir at Dresden, you know. She was also, of course, furnished with " unexceptionable references," as they say, to Mr Foster and godpapa Baskerville. No, it was always that one fatal drawback of not being old enough, which it seemed so cruel to insist upon. Those mothers who had grown-up sons at home were, for some foolish reason or other I cannot understand, particularly obstinate ; some of them even venturing on inquiries about our position and circumstances here, most painful and uncalled-for. These frequent rebuffs went on so long, with all the while expenses just the same, and no money coming in, that we got quite frightened. I was terribly down-hearted, I must confess. Then happily we made the acquaintance of those delightful old maids who have lived in the parish so long. The meeting was quite by accident, when we were resting, tired out after a long day's search, on the seat at the corner of the walk named after that dear unappreciated poet Keats. I remember every word which passeci on that memorable evening. We had often noticed the ladies walking on the Heath, and they had more than once appeared anxious to speak to us. I suppose they thought the opportunity had now come. 228 love's loyalty. Only one of them came up at first. (She is the youngest, though there can be Httle difference in their ages.) " I hope you will excuse this hberty from a stranger," she said in a sweet, gentle voice, which invited confidence at once; "but my sister and I think we may claim the right of long residence here to speak without an introduction. Indeed, we have almost persuaded ourselves that we know you, as we take such an interest in all Miss Pridham's visitors : old maids are so proverbially inquisitive, you know." She took a card from her case as she spoke. I handed it to Shirley, after reading on it, '•' Miss Cordelia Turnbull, Miss Felinda TurnbuU, The Sycamores, Hampstead Heath. At home on Tuesdays after 3.30." Dear Shirley is always more ready in an emergency than I am. She at once thanked the stranger, telling her briefly who we were, and what we wanted to find, to which Miss Cordelia listened with sympathetic interest. Then the elder joined us, introducing herself also with a few graceful words, and the sweetest smile I think I ever saw on any human face, except darling mother's. " What do you think of that, Cordy, in a civilised country?" our first friend turned and asked. " Here have these two young ladies been our neighbours for months, seeking employment under our very noses, and we have had the ungraciousness to look on without lending a helping hand. It does not say much for the boasted hospitality of these northern heights certainly. Whilst we were inventing all sorts of histories, ludicrously wide of the mark, here have they been trudging about in all weathers, up hill and down dale, on many fruit- less errands. For my part, I feel heartily ashamed of myself." " We have both reason to be," agreed NED FOSTERS LEGACY. 229 Miss Cordelia. " What makes it worse," Miss Felinda continued, " is that I really believe we might have helped, at anyrate with the singing and music. Would you believe it, these silly people up here have actually declined this young lady's services on the score of her age." (She said something also under her breath to her sister which I did not catch.) " Was ever anything more ridiculous ! What next do they want, I wonder — some old woman with a voice like a corncrake to instruct their children per- haps ? Excuse me for breaking out, my dears, but I do feel strongly about this. I am sorry to say we have quite a colony of such strait-laced folk round us, mak- ing their own lives and a good many other people's a burthen to them with their absurd prejudices. I have no patience with it all. However, this isn't helping you to get lucrative pupils. Suppose we did ourselves the pleasure of calling to-morrow to talk matters over ? We might put our heads together for mutual advantage." Of course we thanked them warmly for their disinterested kindness, and said how delighted we should be to welcome them at any time at Prospect Cottage. When they had gone, with friendly nods and smiles as they turned the corner, we both sat quite still, too much astonished to say anything ; it had all passed like a pleasant dream, with the dif- ference that the dream was likely to be continued into reality. I am sorry to say that presently I was, foolish enough to cry ; I suppose I was overwrought and tired. Besides, this sympathy with our fortunes coming from such total strangers, had touched me me deeply. I told you there was good luck in store for us, dear,' Shirley exclaimed, cheerfully. * More than once lately I've seen those two black 230 love's loyalty. crows flying across the fields towards Highgate; that's a sure sign of mirth, as everyone knows, and they are probably showing me the way to my lessons. So we shall, of course, be laugh- ing over our troubles soon. Come along, sister. The next day, true to their word, the Misses Turnbull called. We had a long chat over our affairs and ambitions. Miss Felinda did most of the talking, the other being content with agreeing to w^hat the livelier one said, or throwing in an oc- casional observation. I mention this because it shows how happy they are in each other's company, although, as we found out afterwards, they have lived together at Hampstead for a great many years. Shirley and I both hope we shall make as amiable a couple of old maids as they. Well, I must tell you, that theirs were no empty promises, for soon after they had left, sister had a note from a lady, which led to her first engagement, and from that (in consequence of the satisfaction she gave) to others, until now she has quite a small and select Musical Academy of her own scattered about the Heath and along the lane past the Holly Bush. Our patroness assured us it should be so, making us laugh very much by saying that, rather than Shirley should remain idle, she would take lessons in singing herself, though she had not a note in her voice.' ' And what did they do for you, Nora ? ' inquired Master Neil. * They were most kind, giving me letters of intro- duction to many publishers. But as far as I can gather, things are not only exceptionally dull, but what is to be had in the way of translations is snapped up before poor little me can even so much NED FOSTER'S LEGACY. 23 1 as get down the hill to apply. Those dreadful Lon- don streets, too, bewilder me, so that I fear I hardly do myself justice in any interview which is granted : I get ^o sadly flustered. When I have been kept in suspense for a long while, questioned as to ex- perience, capabilities, and so forth, the same remark is invariably made, that my application shall be borne in mind ; that I shall be written to at once should any opening present itself. Unfortunately I have not as yet heard from any of those people I have called upon, so I suppose I am either forgotten, or that somebody else has got the work. Meanwhile, I sit here all day ready, with my bonnet on, so as not to lose a moment in case I am wanted in a hurry.' * Polishing up your stories at the same time, I suppose ? ' * I fear what is necessary is more difficult than that,' answered Miss Nora, glancing ruefully at her manuscripts. ' It is the cutting down I find so dis- tressing when I have learnt to love my — may I say, creations ? None but those who write know the misery of that, Neil. What troubles me so is that I, the elder, who should be the mainstay of the household, am earning nothing. There is something else also which I think I should tell you, if you will promise not to mention it to Mr Foster.' ' I promise faithfully,' answered her cousin. ' Father has been writing to us lately from Paris,, where he went to live soon after the failure of that unfortunate newspaper, asking for money, threaten- ing to come back to England again in case of our refusal. Shirley has already several times sent 232 love's loyalty. him what she could afford. These letters of his have worried me dreadfully.' ' Then you're a silly little choose to let them worry you, Nollekins. I wish you'd let me settle him,' cried Neil, with risin^r colour. ' Hush, dear, I beg, or Miss Pridham will hear.' * I don't care if she does ; there's nothing to be ashamed of. Tell Shirley I think she is wrong in sending out her money. What a mean, horrid trick, when he gave his word never to molest you any more. I heard him do so in the last talk he had with Mr Foster.' ' I know his conduct is unkind, almost wicked,' Nora continued sadly. ' But when I am disposed to feel angry, what our darling said to us so often comes back to me, " Remember always, he is your father." Think, Neil dear, always. That includes every state of misfortune or poverty he may be in. \^'e have been trying so hard to shape our lives of late as she would wish. Must we not, therefore, through all, respect those words, and en- deavour to read them rightly?' ' Aunt Celia would never have wished you to do this, I am certain. If he's poor, it's his own fault, though I don't believe he is. Most people think he looked pretty well after himself when the paper smashed up — feathered his own nest, they call it. Don't be afraid, he'll never show his nose in England again, he's cheated too many — ' ' Oh, Neil, what are you saying? You quite forget.' The girl covered her face with her hands. Neil drew them within his own, kissing his cousin affectionately. * Forgive me, little Nora, I am always saying NED FOSTER'S LEGACY. 233 something stupid. You know I love you much too dearly to be really unkind. Make it up, there's a pretty Nollekins.' Miss Wodehouse obediently dried her tears. 'You will endeavour to be more careful, please, dear, in the future, will you not? I am not very strong, and so easily upset' At that moment Eliza came in with the chop which was prescribed as the midday meal until further notice. Nora turned quickly, and looked out of the window. * Here's your dinner, miss,' cried Neil, ' so I must be off. Mr Hossack's coming at five, and I've lots to do before then. He'll tell you all about it when he comes back. Good-bye, Nora ; love to Shirley. I shall be up again to-morrow, to make amends for my neglect.' The visitor was off in a great hurry. Ranger, who was Mr Foster's bath-chairman, as well as more immediate attendant, opened the hall- door to Neil when he reached Cork Street. The monotony of his profession, allied with certain domestic cares, gave the man an habitually dismal look. But his face was so solemn then that there might have been a death in the house. 'The master's been that restless and fidgety this afternoon, I've scarce known how to humour him. He's a bit light-headed, too , but don't you go for to contradict him on no account. If I hadn't have known you was gone right up to Hampstead, I should have sent after you. 'Cos why, you see, young gentleman, I've been fearing another stroke, and that's the truth. There's no mistake, he's all to pieces to-day, with such fits of excitedness at 234 LOVES LOYALTY. times, there's no reasonin' with him. So just be care- ful, if you please, young sir.' Neil passed quickly into the old man's room. In- experienced as he was, it startled him to see the change which had come over the invalid during even those {ew hours. He looked so shrunken and help- less now. His eyes were closed, and as he leant back, he was muttering to himself in a disjointed,, querulous fashion. * What's Barnacle Ned done to be treated in this way, eh ? But they're all alike. I might have known there was no gratitude in this world from that beastly Government downwards — leaving a grum- bling, dyspeptic fogey all alone for weeks, to die like a dog in a ditch. He's deserved it, though, blessed if he hasn't. Why didn't you marry, you stupid old fool, instead of crying after what you knew you could never get, like a baby for the moon ? You'd have had a wife then, at anyrate, to plague with your crotchets — children, perhaps. No, you wouldn't — you don't deserve 'em. There's this long- legged chap, I've tried to make believe was one to grow to be fond of me. What's it ended in ? He's run away, now, with the rest. Forgive him ? Of course I'd forgive him — a bright, clever lad such as he is — who said I wouldn't ? Ranger, you're a ninny — about as lively as a mute at a funeral. I wonder what's become of those pretty little lasses . . . what's their names ? Wood — Wood something or other. I knew their mother best. But she's gone long ago. Celia she was called, Celia ; that was her name. We were to have made a match of it, only there was a hitch. Now I'm left all alone, all alone. . , . What's that — eh ? ' NED FOSTER.S LEGACY. 235 It was only Neil Challoner standing beside him. He was frightened at this wandering talk, but showed commendable tact by ignoring altogether what he had heard. ' I've got back, guardian, you see ; I'm sorry to be late, but Nora had so much to tell me. It's all right about Mr Hossack. If you feel well enough, you can see him this afternoon.' The Anglo-Indian lay back upon his pillows, stroking the boy's sleeve feebly. There was a dazed, vacant look in his eyes, which threatened mischief. The drawn, yellow face, with its grizzly beard, set off by the night-cap so like an extinguisher, gave him a grim, fantastic appearance, which under less sad conditions would have been ludicrous. ' Well enough, of course I'm well enough. I didn't quite catch all you said though, my boy. Tell mc over again, quite quietly and distinctly.' Neil repeated his communication as bidden, with the addition : ' Don't you recollect, dear guardian ? We settled it all before I went up to Hampstead.' Then the truth dawned upon Edward Foster. With returning faculties, a tear trickled down his wrinkled cheeks — no generous flow, for of late, with the once strong intellect, that great well of relief seemed also to be running dry. ' I'll see him, I'll see him, after a snooze,' the old man murmured. ' Somehow I'm a bit tired to-day. But don't let him go till we've had a chat. He shan't have anything to do with my bonny lad unless I like him.' When he saw that his guardian had fallen asleep, Neil stole gently out, summoning the lugubrious Ranger. He went straight to the library, a small 236 love's loyalty. room just off the landing, richly lined with old and new world lore. For a couple of hours he busied himself with the work which his morning's excursion had interrupted. That finished to his satisfaction, he sat down and fell to thinking. It wanted an hour to the time Robert was due, but already Neil felt in quite a flutter of excitement over the im- pending interview. He weighed in his young mind the chances of what sort of a reception was likely to be accorded to his fresh instructor, with (be it said to the boy's credit) certain qualms of conscience for having thrust the subject into undue prominence when Mr Foster was still so feeble. Although it was true the elder had broached the matter, Neil, in these his calmer moments, knew he had seized upon the proposal for a change with avidity. Not from any selfish motives of further freedom in the choice of his studies, but at the hope of having his newly-made friend in closer companionship ; that writer around whom the halo of distinction, as a real live novelist, shone out in those days with a charm at once fascinating and mysterious. As he sat there in meditation, the feeling stole ov^er Neil Challenor that an important turning point in his career was about to be reached. Ever since he had made the acquaintance of this gentleman, who earned his living in a vocation which, until recently, the boy had believed closed to all save the most gifted, his mind had dwelt fondly upon the subject of books and their manufacture. He had discovered that there was no royal road to success, in this or any other branch of life ; they lay open to man and woman alike, without choice or favour. It was an absolute revelation to find the many different NED FOSTERS LEGACY. 237 modes employed for 'getting at' the public, and how the most unlikely persons were constantly en- gaged in the attempt. He was equally awed when told that he might be rubbing elbows with celebrities in journalistic and fiction circles upon the knife-boards of the omnibuses which so frequently conveyed him northwards. Nurse Pridham, we know, was fully convinced that the neighbourhood of Fleet Street enjoyed the exclusive privilege of turning out the literature of the period. Allowing for a wider range of knowledge, Master Neil had probably pictured the abodes of writers made up of every conceivable luxury. Imagine the shock when he actually found genius poorly clad, hard at work in an attic ! What wonder if, after that, his own ambition in that direction assumed forcible shape, filling him with an intense desire to emulate the achievements of others. There was already a good deal of the dreamer about this young enthusiast. It is scarcely surprising that he should have been early tempted to try a flight into the alluring regions of poetry. Nor was the inevitable tumble exception- ally humiliating. After much hesitation, he had plucked up courage to show his first effort to the more seasoned rhymster, who dissected his effusion with much humanity. Crude, inartistic though it was, it yet showed enough merit to warrant the elder in bestowing judicious praise upon the lines, with the refreshing incentive, ' You have begun well. Go on and prosper.' As might have been expected, when Neil's good qualities were considered, the poem was absolutely healthy, even elevating, in tone, being moreover distinguished by a welcome air of refinement. Robert was far too wise to raise false 238 hopes by undue flattery. But he could not withhold that meed of encouragement which he considered justly due to this young beginner in a profoundly difficult art. * You don't think it very bad, after all ? ' Neil had inquired eagerly. * Nothing can be bad that touches a lofty subject so tenderly as you have done,' was the quiet reply. * From a critic's standpoint, it has sundry faults, which we must try to remedy.' Then the man proceeded to pick the lines to pieces with great candour, and a skill which showed that he was no novice in apprais- ing the work of others, however reluctant he might be to value his own. * You have begun well ; go on and prosper.' But Neil was not thinking of his poetry just then, rather his thoughts took the more practical turn of reviewing his present position and future. He could not disguise from himself that his protector was in a critical state. He felt truly grieved, sharing Miss Pridham's perplexity as to why those who were good and charitable should be so often singled out in this world as the special butts of suffering, whilst so many bad people escaped Scot-free. It seemed to Neil an altogether unfair arrangement. It was a cruel one also, as all would grant who had known Mr Foster a year before, and now saw the wreck he was of his former self. It was sad to think how this scourge of sickness had killed both strength of body and mind. Humanity seemed quite powerless to resist its attacks ; everything must go down before the dire visitation. A wider, healthier range of feel- ing was opened up for the boy as he thought of these things. How thankful he should be that his ^ED FOSTER'S LEGACY. 239 own health had improved so much of late, for the many blessings vouchsafed to him. But what if he now^ suddenly found himself left alone in the world ? With the exception of his cousins, he had no other relatives, although he fan- cied there were a few connections somewhere in the country, distant both as to locality and kinship. His Uncle Henry he left out of his calculations, for his conduct, in Neil's eyes, had been thoroughly contemptible ; proved by this desertion of his daugh- ters when they most needed his protection. Like a coward, he only noticed their existence when he was in need of money. Any father who could behave thus, was quite unworthy of the name. It increased the meanness of his conduct when it was remembered how he had allowed an old friend of the family, against whom there was no possible claim, to help his daughters in their poverty, caused by his unmanly neglect. Neil might have gone even further, and recalled the fact that this bad man had permitted a mere boy to assist the two out of his pocket-money, notably in that act of kindly forethought, which Shirley would never for- get, the loan of an instrument, without which her talents would have been seriously hampered. If such a recollection had intruded itself, it would have been instantly set aside, for Neil was far too generous to take credit for an action which he considered to be no more than a duty. He was fully convinced that some day he would marry little Nora. What, then, more natural than that he should try to keep his hand in by contributing, in ever so small a degree, to the requirements of the household ? Hazy and undeveloped as they 240 LOVES LOYALTY. were, he had already formed plans for the future, when they should all be happy and prosperous together. He would be a man in a few years — he felt like one already very often. Were it not for this unpleasant prospect of having to go into the city, he would have rested quite content, secure of his position. How was he to study composition in such a vulgar spot as that, where everything was commonplace and monotonous — the only ideas, about money, and how to make it by hook or by crook? No, he had quite decided he was destined for something better than this. He had only to reach out his hand and take down a dozen ex- amples from those richly-stored shelves, showing how many great men had acquired fame from far less likely opportunities than he enjoyed. Poets, as everyone knew, w^ere born, not made. Neil felt the absolute embodiment of that truism in his own person. There must be some truth in the conviction, when morning, noon and night, he lived in a dream- land of imagination, which never wearied of whisper- ing to him of encouragement and success. That could only be for one ultimate purpose — the eventual concentration within him of a career of no ordinary brilliancy. If he had been a little older, and tried to spring his achievements upon a public often too prone for resentment, he would have been set down as a prig, to be snubbed and crushed accordingly. As he was no more than a bright, lovable youth, treating only his immediate circle to a perusal of his effusions, surely no great harm was done. Happy, ignorant Neil ! Who would be so brutal as to wittingly thrust you from so sweet a paradise ? If a budding intellect thought fit to perch you thus early upon NED FOSTER'S LEGACY. 24I this attractive pedestal, let the ripened years brino", with all their bitterness of failure, also the strength to manfully bear the fall. What, however, troubled the lad, more particularly in those hours, was not the possibility of his entry into the city being hastened if anything should happen to his guardian, as that the happy time in Cork Street would come to an end. Above all, he might be deprived of the aid of those priceless volumes. Suppose, and the fa.ncy struck him with painful force, the library were sold, its treasures scattered abroad, to fall into irreverent, unloving hands ? That was a possible catastrophe which might have filled wiser heads than Neil Challoner's with concern. Well, he supposed he would have to return to Prospect Cottage. Somehow Neil felt that his aims might be cramped up there. How were even his cousins, with all their kindness and interest, to com- prehend his grand ambitions? Besides, much as he admired Mr Hossack, perhaps it was scarcely desir- able to be always under the watchful eye of his tutor. Then there was the all-important question of his maintenance. He supposed somebody would have to look after that, and him, until he came of age. He might prove to be a very different person to the lenient Mr Foster. Neil had the vaguest notion as to what these responsibilities of husbandry were, although (notwithstanding the old gentleman's assertions to the contrary) he knew the post to be no sinecure — indeed more than one investment gave cause for considerable anxiety. He might fall into the hands of some gross-minded creature, who would insist upon his going to school again — a contingency VOL. I. Q 242 LOVE S LOYALTY. fraught with tenfold more terror than any city office could present. When a modest knock at the street door announced the arrival of Mr Hossack, the youth found himself in a perplexed, speculative state, far from tranquillity. In short, circumstances favoured the prophecy that this happy dream-time was about to be broken in upon, Neil brought rudely face to face with the practical side of human nature. The boy's nimble legs carried him quickly down- stairs. Robert was in the study before Mrs Medli- cott, their landlady, who was ' a bit shaky on her pins,' had hobbled up from the basement. ' I am so glad you have come. I will ask if guardian is well enough to see you now.' ' Do not disturb him. I shall be quite at home,' Robert said, with a glance round the library. ' Your mind should certainly be well nourished here. Master Neil. It is quite a paradise of knowledge.' * Yes, is it not delightful .'' ' The boy's face was aglow. * This is my favourite shelf — *' the poet's corner," Shirley calls it. I have read everyone of the volumes through and through, besides learning many of the pieces by heart.' ' You are quite an enthusiast.' What would Robert not have given, in the first days of his struggles, for such a chance as this ardent young disciple enjoyed? Here was the richest mine. The labourer had but to dig ; what a prize might not be his. ' I was only thinking this afternoon what a shame it would be to sell such a library. Do you think they ever will ?' * It would be a thousand pities. We must hope the NED FOSTERS LEGACY. 243 collection will fall into reverent hands, whatever be its fate.' Robert ran his admiring eyes along the rows of titles before him. ' It would be difficult, for example, to replace these tomes — ' ' My master can see you now, sir,' interrupted the matter-of-fact Ranger. ' Master Neil, you're to wait here till I fetches you.' It seemed an age to the boy as he sat there and. wondered what was happening a few yards off him. In reality, the interview was short, Robert's return being delayed by his having to read through the proposed agreement between the invalid and him- self In this he undertook to train Neil Challoner on those lines which the old man considered the only right ones. The preparation of this document had caused him much anxious thought. With his usual methodical habits, it had been drawn up in blank, docketed, and put by soon after his guardianship commenced, in anticipation of a time when he could no longer himself do justice to the trust imposed upon him. It was indeed an echo, on paper, of the broad, yet sensible, views the Anglo-Indian entertained on the subject of education. It certainly embraced many generous previsions for Neil's future guidance. Robert, sitting by the sufferer's bedside, could not but recognise the wisdom of what was written. ' It is a programme after my own heart, sir,' he said. ' I will do my best to carry it out to the letter.' ' Um, that's well. I like your face. I don't be- lieve you'll play me false. I'm a crotchety old chap. You don't mind all this being put in writing — a kind of legacy, eh ? ' ' It is only right. I shall consider it also a sacred 244 love's loyalty. one. Pardon my inquiry, I see a gentleman named here incidentally in connection with other matters?' * Yes, my old crony, Hoskyns. He'll look after the boy's money for a year or two, after I'm tucked up, which won't be long now. Look to him for your remuneration. Fine fellow, Hoskyns. He'll help you out in any bother.' ' I do not anticipate any. Still, it is as well to be prepared. Mr Foster, I thank you sincerely for the confidence you have placed in me. It will be a labour of love, which, I will endeavour, shall not be abused.' The old man looked keenly upon the novelist from his sunken eyes, and repeated faintly, — ' I'll trust you ; you'll do, I fancy ' — the same words he had used to Neil, under happier circum- stances, abroad. ' Take the lad in hand when you like — sooner the better. Good-bye. Send him to me presently.' Soon Ned Foster turned his face to the wall and slept. Not many days afterwards he passed peace- fully away, honoured, mourned, beloved by all who knew him. CHAPTER XIV. IS IT PEACE? The sultry month of August had come round again. According to the newspapers, Paris was empty. Read- ing between the Hnes, this meant that those who could afford an outing had gone off for a month or so to the sea or elsewhere — some for rest and relaxation, the majority because the Casino afforded the best substi- tute for diversions denied to them in the metropolis of Pleasure. Fashion was responsible for the migra- tion of many, as later autumn would make the usual conversational demands concerning holiday experi- ences. But it may be fairly surmised that the true happy time for the Parisians would be when they re- turned to their festive city ; the annual tribute to con- ventionalism duly paid, free to show themselves once more becomingly in Bois or on Boulevard, with no need to leave until another summer. Of the tens of thousands compelled by a stern necessity to remain behind, bearing as best they might the glare and heat, the papers chronicled nothing. Why should they ? All Paris was absent — dandies^ viveurs, copurc/ncs, decaves, Jidneu7's, with the rest. The varied strata of Society, and of that other wretched, flaunting world, were properly 246 love's loyalty. (and improperly) represented along the coast, from Pas-de-Calais to Finistcre, bathing, dancing, racing, gambling — the same gay, frivolous set, as if such things as hunger, sickness, or sorrow existed not. Of those who felt the need for change — a longing for health-giving breezes beyond their reach — surely was that class whose duties called it so constantly into the trying atmosphere of instruction. It is true many resident governesses — the upper crust, so to speak, of the section — had left to continue their supervision under other conditions than those of the capital. But that larger army of toilers, whose en- gagements, with young and old, were precarious, who did not enjoy the shelter from want or harm offered to their luckier sisters of the exercise book and grammar, had to remain — face without complaint these dull, unremunerative months of leisure. Un- happily rent, with the necessity to keep body and soul together, enforced their claims as usual. Nor was the grip of poverty relaxed one jot in sympathy with events. Rather, did not peril and temptation stalk with even noisier tread behind the scanty purse, the threadbare dress ? Mary Stapleton was one of those whom force of circumstances kept chained to the sweltering city, and the unsavouriness of the Rue Hebert. She had been true to her resolution of allowing nothing to entice her from her object. Under the hand and brain of this diligent worker great difficulties had been overcome, the result shown in a mass of notes, extracts and memoranda, finally merged into the pages of closely-covered foolscap piled upon the student's table. To Mary, the vacation was in one way a god- IS IT PEACE? 247 send. For it enabled her to keep close to her desk during more rational hours, the tax on health being thereby lessened. By this means, when the sun went down, she was free to walk out into the evening stillness, breathing such fresh air as stirred in the Elysian Fields hard-by. Now, what was the real result of all this applica- tion and self-denial ? Had the experiment answered expectations, filling the void which had crept into her life with peace and contentment ? As a literary achievement, the translation might safely be called a success. The great propagandist himself would certainly have smiled fresh approval upon his style, which Mary had contrived to catch so happily, when he read his doctrines served up in another tongue. The specious reasonings, which had subjugated so many of his countrymen, were conveyed with marked ability ; the senses of the inquirers after truth so artfully tickled, that doubt must, after perusal of the book, surely give way to conviction. There are perverse people who cling to their opinions with doltish persistency, until their vanity is flattered, when they are at once won over. To reach these, this writer had studied to perfection the art of suggesting to his readers at once his own humility and unworthiness. He was simply pointing out to their higher intelligences something for their benefit they had unaccountably overlooked, for which he was no more than the humble remembrancer. He never presumed to dictate or terrorise ; that would have been the surest method for detaching his followers. In the infinite modesty running through those pages, one seemed to detect a noble nature, which drew wavering humanity instinctively to it; 248 love's LOYxVLTY. striving to accomplish all the good that was pos- sible, without the faintest suspicion of egotism or desire for reward. It spoke well for Mary's critical acumen that she had, at the outset, probed the craft of the professor in bidding for popularity. Nor was it a mean compliment to her talents that she had managed to reproduce all his wiles so faithfully. Without doubt, the governess had succeeded ; her efforts might even produce a stir in England, if those sheets appeared in all the dignity of book form. So far, then, Mary had reason to be satisfied that all her application had not been wasted. As to finding peace of mind or pride in her performance, was another matter. Now that the last lines had been reached, the final touches given to the full, graceful phrases, the feeling of consolation was altogether wanting. Rather, a restlessness and cynical defiance sprang up within her. Inwardly despis- ing as she did the whole drift of the man's theme, his contentions had nevertheless, as stated, revived many a vexed point on which her thoughts had dwelt for years with unhappy persistency. The lone- liness of her position naturally stirred up fancies which a healthy companionship might soon have dispersed. If only Nora and Shirley, who talked and wondered so much about their friend's silence, could have stepped in with their pure, unassailable Faith, what comfort might they not have brought to a restless, anxious soul ! Had Mary found that other blessing she sought — the privilege to forget ? For the time being, yes. But now her task was done, the memory of her wrongs came back with redoubled force. To add to her distress, the suspicion of disaster IS IT PEACE? 249 which had long haunted her, assumed only too terri- ble a reality. For, as one night, with weary steps, she was slowly returning homewards, she came sud- denly upon a once familiar figure. His back was turned, the street almost in darkness. But, walking on with unsteady gait, the man stumbled against the low door of a wine-shop, which, flying open, threw a flood of light across his face. Oh, the sickening rush of mingled disgust and fear which blanched the woman's cheek, and made her heart stand still ! Bitterest insult of all, he was not alone. By his side went, step with step, the devil's proxy, luring the dulled perceptions on to excess with all the glib cajolery of her sex — some shame- less harpy of besotted fools. As Mary shrunk back, overcome by this rude shock, the pair turned, finding the attractions of the cabaret irresistible. God, if those lack-lustre eyes met hers once more, the fuddled brain awoke to claim the dis- carded wife, still bound by every legal tie to subject herself to his degraded will ; to whom she was, more- over, enjoined by Scripture to cling through all. What if he were to drag her forth from the angle where she stooped — there under the very shadow of his sin t Surely, as there was clemency in Heaven, she would be spared so hideous a shame. This was the thought which, swift as light, flashed across Mary Stapleton. And He who guards the oppressed ruled that she should be covered by His Hand in that supreme moment of her trial. Of what followed ere, overstrained and exhausted, she reached her apartment, Mary remembered little, except that she obeyed the first impulse to fly, back- ward, forward, anywhere, if only from that hated 250 love's loyalty. presence. Once safe, she flung herself down, moan- ing, and asking that she might die. After, when the same sheltering Power had sent her the great relief of tears, she rose from her knees, her old courage and self-resource returned. She set herself to consider what should be done for the best, now that the terror had actually come so near. One thing was certain — she must quit her present abode. She must find some spot where, in peace and quiet, she could decide upon her future course. She would go mad if she stayed longer in a place where every street corner might again bring her face to face with danger. It was indeed providential this miser- able thing had happened in the dusk. As it was, she must lie perdu until night threw its welcome shadows about. In that hour she blessed the foresight which had prompted her to appear to the world merely as ' Madame Traill, teacher of English.' Few, she fancied, were likely to recognise either Mary Stapleton, or her profession, under that familiar announcement. Where, then, should she go? It must not be far off, her supply of money being naturally at its lowest, and later on she would have to get to her lessons somehow. Luckily, that very day she had settled for her room. As she owed nothing besides, the small stock was avail- able in her emergency. There were two napoleons, some silver, a few coppers, with which Mary had, under existing circumstances, considered herself quite prosperous. The middle of September would bring back most of her pupils, and with them grist to her mill. It was true this was only the first week in August, but as she had managed many a time on less, the governess was not anxious on this point. At the worst, she would have to pa}- a visit IS IT PEACE? 251 to the Mont de Piete, to whose well-trodden ascent she had as yet mercifully been a stranger. But now things looked very different ; the ready-money outlay required for the change must absorb nearly all her capital, besides which there was the risk of not being suited in the suburbs at once, which meant more expenses. Her trunk, which was not of the smallest, seemed of itself a mighty obstacle. How was that to be got away without a cab .? This would involve plenty of incidental payments in the way of pour- boires, and Mary knew from experience that it was just these small items of travel which totalled up so. She did not anticipate any difficulty with her landlord. He might, she thought, even be dis- posed to forego any rent legally due, instead of notice to quit, as a sort of premium for vacating the place before the time — lodgings were snapped up readily in that quarter. Delusive hope to expect to catch a French landlord, with all his outward suavity, so neglectful of his own interests as that. When Mary, therefore, considered the absolutely necessary payments, her heart sank. What if her courage failed outright when the time came, and she dared not return to her old vocation to earn her bread? That might spell, not alone loss of prestige, with the chances of falling under the lash of unmerited suspicion through her strange conduct, but ruin, with starvation in the background. As these cruel possibilities forced themselves upon her, Mary fell to catechising herself as to what she had done to deserve all this punishment ? With truth, she might say that she had striven, as far as mortal could, to lead an upright life. Was the sole reward to be, that just as she thought she had 252 love's loyalty. shaken off the tangible causes for distress, she was to be confronted with them afresh ? Had she been so especially wicked before the rest of humanity in making this hasty marriage, its folly (if prayers and tears of repentance could atone) expiated a thousand times over, that she should be singled out for this endless oppression ? If that were to be her lot, it became a question whether, after all, this professor, who had been dinning his theories into her ears for so many weeks, with such persistency, were not really right in what he expressed with such marvellous force. Perhaps it would be better for the weary woman to give in, and become his convert, without further struggle. Much that he said was un- deniably cogent, and there could be no two opinions about the ease with which the new faith could be accepted — a baby might understand it. Mary was not even sure that, as she had taken upon herself the responsibility of being its pioneer into her own country, at was not her bounden duty to become a follower, thus escaping any charge of hypocrisy which might with seeming justice be levelled against her. Should she give the ' religion ' a trial ? It was obvious there must be something radically wrong with her own plan, for it brought nothing but wretchedness and misfortune. Mary took up her manuscript and turned its pages over carelessly. Here was a chapter over which she remembered having spent many hours of labour and exhaustive analysis. Its chief motive was a confuta- tion of the popular belief that there was anything so dreadful, when dispassionately considered, in the act of suicide — a mode of escaping from the worries of life which most people consider cowardly in the ex- IS IT PEACE? 253 treme. This would-be regenerator took an opposite view, giving his reasons in most fluent, plausible fashion. He went so far as to affirm that, under certain circumstances, which he enumerated — when, for example, a man was what is vulgarly know as ' cornered ' by a succession of disasters — it would be a positive relief to Society at large, and himself in particular, to exchange his present, with its only too palpable drawbacks, for a future of, at anyrate, pos- sible immunity from ill. Or disease might have made existence such a curse to himself and others, that any fresh state was to be greedily welcomed. Provided always that such self-extinction were accomplished without any needless surroundings of horror, with as small an after-crop of annoyance to one's survivors as possible. Mary had almost decided to expunge that chapter, which she regarded as wicked, besides being dangerous for the weak-minded. With that end, its heading was already queried. Now, however, she thought she would let it stand. The ideas, after all, did not seem so very shocking or outrageous. She herself had often looked down upon the river, as it lay there calmly rippling in the moonlight, and felt how easy an escape from suffering it offered — how one resolute plunge might bring her rest If those were to be credited who had been baulked of the contemplated exchange at the last moment, such a death was by no means unpleasant. Ruder at- tempts were of course to be deprecated, as offend- ing against decency. But, on consideration, certain modes of self-destruction had elements of romance and picturesqueness about them not to be lightly set aside. She would therefore leave this chapter as it stood, for it was one of the finest in the book, and 2 54 LOVES LOYALTY. had cost her more trouble to convey artistically, with- out giving- offence, than all the rest put together. Why should she be robbed of any meed of praise through a foolish delicacy ? Poor soul, the poison was beginning its work. ' I wonder, by the way,' mused Mary, idly turning over her leaves, ' if there will be difficulty about any of my other passages ? Some people profess to be so uncommonly sensitive. I am afraid here and there my expressions are a trifle risque. Well, it cannot be helped if they are shocked. I've toned everything down as much as I can to the level of English prudery. It does seem strange, though, that now it is all done, I never feel satisfied. Perhaps I have overworked myself. I suppose one can go on touching even a picture up too much, until the loveliest fancies lose their charm through constant acquaintance, like the melodies of a song. Granted all this individual's originality and power, there does seem something offensive in meddling with subjects beyond mortal reach. Yet how convincing he is in much.' With a sigh, Mary pushed the familiar volume from her. She turned to her shelf of treasures. It held a small though varied stock — well-thumbed dictionaries, a few novels, a guide book or two. There was also an edition of Longfellow, greatly prized. As she reached that down, the woman recalled the circumstances and conditions of the gift. How Shirley Wodehouse had put it into her hands one bright birthday morning, which now seemed so long ago, begging she would never part with the poems, but keep them always for her sake. On the fly-leaf was written : ' The Angels IS IT PEACE? 255 of Heaven are on thy side, and God is over all,' — lines from one of her friend's songs, which she had sung with such feeling at the half-yearly school concert. The two had taken the book down later into Rockleigh Glen, reading out, by turns, many a touching passage, as they sat on the mossy bank, with only the worn old boulders, the clear, purling stream, and ferns around them, the twittering birds for their audience. Shirley had grown quite serious that afternoon, entreating Mar}' to keep what she had written there always in her mind, for the sentence w^as so beautiful and true. ' Who knows, dear,' Mary remembered she had said, ' but some day you may find great comfort from it. We cannot expect to be always so happy as now. You might have to go away thousands of miles, even to that island where you were born ; be ill-treated, poor again, as you were afterwards. I hope it may never, never be — yet who can tell ? Then you must believe those lines, and think of Shirley too, dear Mary, who wrote them there.' 'Ill-treated and poor!' Yes, she had been both long before her friend could have thought it possible. Alas, that she should often have asked herself in her bitterness, if those Angels were really on her side, or had not rather deserted her altogether? Such conjectures had intruded many a time, wdth that other sinful misgiving, that perhaps He who was the Angels' Ruler had also withdrawn His Presence from her. The sight of Shirley's gift touched Mary deeply. It recalled vividly those happy school-days, followed so closely by the brief married life, then by the rude 256 love's loyalty. awakening. Had she been right, after all, in passing over the almost sacred promise she had made those sisters? As she sat there, overcome by recent emo- tion, Mary found it more difficult to persuade herself that she had acted either well or wisely in nursing her sorrows thus alone, until she sometimes thought she must break down under them, unless their burthen were eased. The book, too, she had been so busily engaged upon had failed in its main object ; there was no soothing influence, no new love — or even an aftermath of it — to be found within those pages. It had fascinated, mystified, excited by turns. She had even been convinced in much, but any real bond of sympathy between scholar and student was altogether wanting. It seemed even as if the constant poring over its pages had made a cold, calculating woman of her. That one touch of the volume in her hand pro- duced a thrill of comfort which the other could never have stirred — never, never, never, with fifty times its writer's skill and cunning. As Mary dallied thus with her freshly roused inten- tion, an envelope (which must have fallen out, as she reached the keepsake down from its shelf) caught her eye. She stooped and picked it from the floor. Inside was a letter received a month previously from Madame Joubert, bearing the postmark of her accepted watering-place, addressed in the neat, pointed cali- graphy from which the instructress had in vain tried to wean her. Mary had quite forgotten the existence of this letter, which must have been put in as a marker. Nor, she further told herself reproachfully, had it ever been answered. This was really unpardon- able ; she would rectify the omission that very night. With many an excitable ejaculation did the kindly IS IT PEACE? 257 charaitiere sing the praises, on paper (as she had done a hundred times by word of mouth), of this charming resort, of which the old lady firmly persuaded herself she, like a female Columbus, had been the discoverer. Selfish people might have been disposed to keep the whereabouts of so ex- ceptional a spot secret. Not so Madame Joubert, who lost no opportunity of extolling its attractions to her acquaintances, thereby doubtless increasing the prosperity of Roussoff considerably. At the end of her description, madame tacked on the usual entreaty, couched in more pressing terms than ever, that Mary should pay them a visit. It would be an act of kindness, the good woman added, as she was fast forgetting her limited stock of English. She would thus become the young lady's debtor, so that no considerations of pride need stand in the way of an immediate accept- ance of the offer ; the weather just then was perfect, Roussoff at its best, and so on. As Mary re-read the lines, her cheeks flushed. * Yes, I will go this time,' she cried. ' I need have no scruples, when the kind old soul puts things so delicately. Why did I not accept at once.? How much might I not have been spared. How I long for the country and the sea ! ' It did not take her long to compose a grateful answer, apologetic and affirmative, to this invita- tion. She decided to leave on the morrow ; to put off departure was needless, when she was assured of such a welcome. Besides, another day in Paris meant one more of a suspense and tension well- nigh unbearable. Here was a happy chance of escape. To think, that very evening, she had been VOL. I. R 258 love's loyalty. wicked and hasty enough not to see God's care of her, or recognise His wisdom in all that had happened of late. It was with a far lighter tread than usual, her face closely veiled, that Mary hurried down the stairs to the tobacconist's to post her letter. On the floor below the governess lodged an American lady, also attempting the — to one of her nationality — apparently hopeless feat of perfecting herself in the French language. Mary had struck up an acquaintance with this ambitious 'cousin,' whose pluck she could not too greatly admire. Like her- self, the American lived alone, which increased the Englishwoman's interest in her enterprise. Until lately, beyond the few sentences incidental to negoti- ations for the mutual loan of sundry articles of utility, ]\Iary had not succeeded far in her endeavour to penetrate the somewhat unusual crust of reserve encircling her neighbour. But the last few days of comparative leisure had advanced matters materially. The two had enjoyed several friendly chats ; the younger's charm of manner — with perhaps the un- usual heat of the weather — going far towards thaw- ing the ice between them. This lady was evidently a character, with considerable knowledge of the world, therefore worth cultivating. Mary wondered whether she could tell her anything about this place she was going to, or how to get there. She would try to kill two birds with one stone — cement a friend- ship, and prime herself with some useful information into the bargain. She rang the bell gently, bringing the tall sallow-faced aspirant promptly to the door. A candle, held above her head, increased the weird impressiveness of her appearance. The severe features IS IT PEACE ? 259 relaxed into a half-smile as she recognised her visitor. ' Madame Traill, oh my ! You seem as if you had been wandering. That surly feller downstairs told me you were walking around somewhere.' * So I was, miss, but I have returned more than an hour. Now, I have only been across the street to the post. Tenez ! I had forgotten my veil. I wonder you recognised me.' *Take it off, please. Now, just you sit down. I'm glad of your company, and want cheering.' * Why not take a holiday, then ? Everybody ought to sometimes.' ' Well, I guess you and I are about the only two fe-males worth looking at left in Paris anyway. I've a mind to trot off to the coast presently. But I shall have to fix myself up a bit first ; my gowns are all in tatters. You mightn't believe me,' Miss Cone con- tinued, with a very comical glance, ' but I was a real spry, smart gal once.' Strict veracity would have compelled Mary to own that she could hardly have thought that. She managed, however, to qualify her answer with such tact that it sounded quite like a pretty compliment. 'You Britishers are certainly neat at a civility, though I'm not to be wheedled so easily. Well, how do you find things — brisk ? ' * No, indeed ; so I have made up my mind to go away on a visit. I came to ask if you could kindly lend me a Harper or Appleton. Have you ever heard of a place called Roussoff, or how to reach it ? ' 'You're never off to Russia, Madame Traill?' the American inquired. ' Oh, dear, no. This place is in Brittany, in one of 26o love's loyalty. the western departments. My friends write me it is lovely.' ' Don't know it. There's nothing in Harper/ strapping up that voluminous guide. * Here's the French Indicator. I've found it. You get there, it seems, by car on the western rail.' Mary took the time-table eagerly, and found to her dismay that the third-class fare was francs 39.15. It was dreadfully expensive, and she would have to get back again. But it must be managed some- how, even if she had to work her passage home by giving lessons en route. She sat quite still, with so preoccupied a face that Miss Cone rallied her pleasantly. ' I beg your pardon. I was just thinking over my plans.' The American gave a characteristic twitch to her features, but said nothing. ' Yes,' Mary continued quickly, ' a French lady and her husband have invited me so often that I must no longer refuse. I am ashamed to say I put the last invitation aside — forgot all about it. I am so busy always, though that is only a poor excuse.' * You'll come back here, I fancy?' Miss Cone inquired, her eyes full upon her companion. * I am not quite sure ; it depends upon circum- stances. I thought afterwards of taking an apart- ment a little way out of Paris. At anyrate, I shall give my room up. Perhaps Monsieur Richard might let me off without the customary notice, as I have always paid him so regularly. If I were not sure he is at his cafe, I would go and ask him at once. I wonder what the custom is in such matters. I am so dreadfully unbusinesslike.' ' Anyway, I reckon there's precious little letting ' IS IT PEACE? 261 off about that party, with all his bows and sniggers,' replied the American. * You were never so simple as to expect it, Madame Traill ? But you leave him to me ; I'll pay him what's proper.' The colour mounted to Mary's pale face. * I could not dream of allowing that, although it is extremely good of you to offer. But if you would really be so obliging as to explain my hurried de- parture, in order to prevent any misunderstanding, I should be very grateful. I might then take the early train to-morrow, reaching my destination the same night. Monsieur could send on his note, and I would pay it as soon as possible.' Miss Cone was still drilling Mary through with those penetrating eyes of hers. 'You'll excuse me for being so free. I've been a bit of a globe-trotter in my time, and seen a deal. Frankly, now, haven't you been walking around the truth with that brass-plate of j^ours upstairs ? You needn't be afraid. I'm harmless ; though I mayn't look it.' So this outspoken stranger, the last in the whole world she would have suspected, had found Mary out in her deception. She felt, however, little as she knew about the lady, that she might be trusted. The governess lifted her head, and answered proudly. 'You are perfectly right. The precaution was forced upon me very reluctantly, for urgent reasons. But I have never wilfully deceived anybody out- side of this house, and, when necessary, have always explained my position. I am ashamed of nothing I have done.' ' I'm not extra cute, but isn't there a husband in the business ? ' 262 love's loyalty. Mary started to her feet, with a terrified look, as if she were about to endure a second visitation that evening. * I am sure you do not wish to be cruel, but if you only knew how you pain me. Oh, how hard I have tried to forget, and now twice within a few hours — ' She covered her face with her hands. * I'm real sorry to worry you,' the American said kindly, taking a seat beside her ; ' I wouldn't have dreamt of being so mean, but for something which happened this afternoon. Now, just you pick up and listen, my dear, and you'll find I'm your friend, if you'll let me. I've taken a real kind of liking for you.' Then, in her own dry fashion, Miss Cone detailed what a lucky escape Mary had had from an unwel- come visitor. How somebody had evidently mis- taken the American's door for the one above it, ringing the lady up when she was engaged upon the delicate task of perfection she had taken upon her- self She candidly acknowledged the person could not have chosen a more inappropriate moment for his visit, and that, feeling ' riled,' his reception had not been the most cordial. From what Miss Cone could gather, the man was looking for his wife, who, he asserted, was in hiding from him somewhere in that quarter of Paris. He swore he would find her, if he ransacked every house in Paris, with a good deal more, which the narrator put down as mere tipsy bluster. The strong-minded lady had, however, been equal to the occasion. After closing her door, she continued the interview on the landing. Then it was that she felt certain the pretty Englishwoman 1 IS IT PEACE? 263 above must be the wife sought after. She had long entertained suspicions as to the genuineness of that ' Madame Traill's ' announcement. At anyrate, who- ever she was, she had taken a fancy to her, and did not feel called upon to assist so ill-looking a husband in his search. As the intruder persistently asked for a Mrs Stapleton, she could conscientiously assert that there was no such person on the premises. After which assertion, the man, with some strong expressions, had stumbled down the stairs again. 'You're not obliged to say even now who you are,' Miss Cone resumed. ' I guess that stranger won't come hunting around here again in a hurry.' With what breathless attention Mary listened may be easily imagined. ' You can never know what a service you have done me,' she said in low tones. ' God bless you, and forgive me if I have been wrong in my conduct.' * I'm inclined to think you're more right than wrong.' ' I cannot always persuade myself so. I have racked my brains morning, noon and night. Think of those vows of obedience in all things made at the altar, promises even unto death. I have run away from him : that I cannot deny. But why ? What did I not suffer before I was forced to that ? Was ever poor woman so tried as I ? ' * Plenty, my dear. I've known a few down South, and over P^urope generally, though I didn't always believe their stories.' * Perhaps it is only fair I should tell you mine. I will do so willingly, if you wish it, distressing though it is. Then you shall judge me.' * No, I won't trouble you. I'll take yours in trust 264 love's loyalty. from that pretty face. Just you listen now to a bargain. You say certain you'll come back here after your tour, then perhaps I'll extract that history out of you. You'll be safer a long way in the Rue Hebert than outside, where, I reckon, you'll about fret yourself into a skeleton. You can't afford to lose your connection anyway. Your programme is, a stay in " Russia " to fix yourself up, then re-turn quite spry for lessons.' * And my apartment ? You would not have me keep two establishments going, would you, Miss Cone ? ' ' Why, certainly not. You leave that to me. Perhaps I'll be able to talk old monsieur over ; it wouldn't be the first time. If I can't, well it'll only be for a month. Look you here, I'm not near so bad off as people conjecture. It's my whim settling down like this, to acquire the French language neatly. I'll do it, too. I've lots of friends in Paris, though they don't come to see me, under orders, till I tell them. They'll never pick up the real thing around the Grand or Binda, or frolicking on the Boulevards in de-tachments. We had a friendly eruption, so parted company for a year. When we come to com- pare notes, if I don't beat 'em out-and-out in ac-cent and style, I don't hail from Virginia State. I don't mind telling you I get stuck a bit at times. Still, on the whole, I sail along pretty gaily. I do envy you Britishers the way you catch up the phrases.' Mary had not the heart to tell this ambitious Southerner that, on the hermit-like system she was pursuing, she might stay there until doomsday without effecting her purpose. But she did venture to suggest that the end might have been accom- plished more readily by living in a family. IS IT PEACE? 265 * Couldn't stand it, my dear. Their ways and mine don't assim-i-late.' ' I am afraid,' Mary urged, * it is absolutely necessary to mix with the French in their homes before you can either thoroughly understand them or catch their indescribable peculiarities of speech. All the lexicons in Christendom cannot help us there.' ' " Homes ? " Didn't know they had any. I thought they lived about in cafes and restaurants, when they weren't at the drama.' *A mistake many of us make,' Mary rejoined. ' There are plenty of quiet-going, domesticated Parisians, though I grant they want finding. Dear me, if people would only look a little beyond their noses ! Oh, I beg your pardon,' remarking that her friend was especially well favoured in that respect. The Amercian laughed. ' I said you Britishers were neat at turning a compliment. But you're quite right, my dear. We make a precious poor show about foreigners and their ways, though we do brag a deal at times.' ' I did not mean your nation only. My own countrymen are just as bad. I am sure I often blush at their absurd insular prejudices. What guys, for example, those flights of rooks make of themselves, with their loud cawings, the men's hideous checks, the women's sprawling feet. They appear to think any plumage good enough for Paris. And that dreadful boarding-school French. Where can they pick it up ? If they only knew how the inhabitants ridiculed them behind their backs, they would shrink into the very earth 266 love's loyalty. through shame, if they have any. I am sure half the people one sees here in August would be far happier at Margate, instead of being driven about to see the sights by waggonnette-loads, in charge of a keeper, like a lot of imbeciles. Heigh-ho, taking us all round, I fear we are a vulgar, narrow- minded set. Thank Heaven, all being well, I shall be off to-morrow. Good-night, Miss Cone, and a thousand thanks for all your kindness. I must begin my packing, and then to bed. I leave betimes in the morning.' 'You're absolute welcome. I wish you a down- right good time. Don't forget to write me from "Russia" how you're getting along' — that joke seemed to have tickled her. * You may be sure I will.' After a hearty pressure of the hand, Mary hurried to her room. Quick and practical under all circum- stances, it took the governess but a short while to put up the necessaries for her journey. It was an intense relief to know that this newly-made friend downstairs would protect her interests and character with the neighbours. Mary detested doing anything which might bear the least semblance of shabbiness. Now her apparent eccentricity of conduct would be fully explained. She would be left to such enjoy- ment of her holiday as a blighted woman might hope for. She carefully locked the big trunk after packing therein the few things she prized. The more portable bag easily held her scanty wardrobe. She could carry that, thereby effecting a great saving of expenses. Every sou was of importance then, and her reticule contained the only meal she meant to allow herself during the day. ( IS IT PEACE? 267 Thus, having arranged everything satisfactorily, Mary set her alarum for six o'clock, and sought a well-earned rest after that harassing, eventful day. Her last waking thoughts were of this American lady below who was undergoing that singular pen- ance with so laudable if fruitless a persistence. The first thing which caught Mary's eye when she woke next morning, was a note lying on the carpet. It must have been pushed in under the door during the night. Surely nothing was going to happen now to prevent her leaving on this trip she longed for so ardently ? A closer inspection dispelled her fears. It was from Miss Cone, ad- dressed in the same bold hand which Mary had seen once or twice attached to the lady's bell-pull, on those rare occasions when she intimated her absence from home to any chance caller. How thoughtful and kind this was of her. No doubt she had written a few lines to wish the traveller bon voyage, with possibly some further practical hints. Mary slipped the note into her pocket. It would be so nice to read the parting words in the train. Then she had not a moment to spare. When all was ready, she glanced round the little room she might never see again, and crept downstairs. The place was very quiet. Luckily the concierge, after drawing the bolts of the big entrance door, had gone to bed again, or he might have made himself unpleasant. Mary laid her key softly upon the table of his den, and passed out into the Rue Hebert. How her heart beat as she hurried along, heedless of everything save the one desire to get safely off unobserved, away to the bright sea, anywhere, so long 268 love's loyalty. as this dreadful phantom were left behind. What mattered it that her arm ached under its unaccustomed burthen, or before she had traversed many streets the gathering heat began to tell upon her. Fatigue must be conquered, as it had so often been ; no bodily distress allowed to intrude, when the lifting of that greater mental weight was to be considered. It was a lovely morning. The splendid thoroughfares of Paris, hemmed with leafy trees, and in comparative repose, in the first blush of the day, looked at their best. Mary pictured that obtrusive crowd of tourists pre- sently descending upon them to spoil their beauty. Now they were almost deserted, with close-shut staring houses standing out against the clear blue sky, from which, as the sun crept up, a thin haze was rolling. Occasionally she met some poor creature on her way to the stuffy workroom where, except for the leisure of midday, she would be cooped up indoors, over her needle, until that summer sunshine was gone. How such a girl must pine for ever so brief a spell of the freedom to which Mary was hastening, even if she longed for nothing more than some Sunday jaunt to Vincennes or Asnieres with her sweetheart. Once Mary stopped, at the instance of some weep- ing beggar woman with a baby. Could she refuse the mute appeal which spoke in the half-starved faces of mother and child ? Wary people might preach how it was harmful to give thus indiscriminately in the streets ; that it was forbidden to beg ; in her case charity assuredly began at home, or she might herself become a tax upon society, and so forth. Well, let them lecture. To her tried, tender heart it was enough that suffering humanity called for help; as long as she had aught to give, she could not stop her IS IT PEACE? 269 ears. As with her religion, so she held that no rule or rote should fetter charity. She despised the cautious, organising giver as fully as he who gave grudgingly. If there were sin in the giving, it would surely recoil upon the heads of those who deceived, or misapplied the gift. When these cautious persons sought to argue the subject with her, Mary would meet their tirades with one inquiry, namely, as to when they felt happiest, after they had refused or after they had given ? Before that simple question most were dumb. These Pharisees would try to shake her faith in the joy of forgiving next. What did they, slumbering at their ease behind those shutters, know of the shifts and straits to which the poor were driven in their efforts to preserve to them- selves that heaven-born blessing of liberty. Mary knew, because she had thrown herself into their midst, studying habits and haunts, tried by the same temptations. As a result, her heart bled for them with womanly tenderness. Those who have sought to flee from some domi- nant oppression will understand Mary's relief as the train drew her quickly away from the scene and cause of so much of her misery. Had not the com- partment in which she travelled been full, she would probably have lost control over herself, giving way under the strain which she had been put to. As it was, these careless, chattering folk acted as a wholesome check upon her emotions. That she was an object of interest to them, Mary could not fail to perceive. With all her want, she knew how to put on such clothes as she had acceptably, winning thereby approval from an ultra-critical nation. The woman had not lived amongst and studied these 270 LOVES LOYALTY. people without seeing that for 'taking- in ' a foreigner, with a swift, seemingly unconscious glance, the French have not their equals amongst civilised humanity. Suddenly Mary thought of the Ameri- can's note, which she had hastily put by. There were enclosures in it — two twenty-franc notes, the sight of which at first filled the governess with re- sentment. How dare this stranger insult her poverty and pride thus? But as she read the outspoken lines which accompanied the gift, Mary's heart softened towards the donor. Characteristic the letter certainly was, but so obviously genuine and sincere, that it would be wrong to take offence. There was much quiet humour in it also. 'You see, my dear, I'm kind o' cunning over this,' wrote Miss Cone. ' You've decided to go to " Russia." Well, I've got a notion, from your manner, that you want to cheat me of the pleasure of seeing you again this fall in Paris. Now, that don't strike me as being particular friendly. When I've fixed my mind on a thing, I'm real stubborn till it's carried through. I'm that way inclined to-night. You won't make me mad by refusing, will you Madame Traill ? ' That was quite a novel way of appealing to her feelings, Mary thought, with a smile. It would be very ungracious not to accept an advance made with such courtesy. That she would pay the money back some day, Mary determined. Her pride re- sented the acceptance of any favours. It was a fault of character she fully recognised, and had tried hard to correct. That was a long day of travel, because, as some people may know, Roussoff is not to be reached IS IT PEACE? 271 without many embarrassing changes. Indeed, it almost seemed to Mary as if the railway company were charging her by time instead of distance. Once, at a junction, a whole hour had to be got through ; but as the town was picturesque, and the travellers were allowed liberty to roam about as they chose, the halt was welcome. Mary availed herself of the opportunity to eat her breakfast, sitting on the river-bank, under one of the arches which supported the ancient bridge of Merlans. The meal being a frugal and solitary one, she spent the remainder of her hour leaning upon the parapet, watching a group of stalwart washerwomen, who were busy, in a kind of pound, rinsing, scrubbing and whacking the clothes, though they found time for a little gossip and a good deal of chatter as well. Soon the travellers strolled back in groups, and the train resumed its leisurely progress coastwards. What a treat it was for Mary, to be able to gaze once more upon the fresh green of the country. All Nature was smiling at her across the sunlit fields as they glided through the fertile land of Brittany. Past richly-laden orchards, which reminded the exile of her Devonshire home, waving fields of maize, great patches of emerald pasture, where the sleek cattle feasted. Presently she got her first peep of the sea, flecked here and there with white, a foretaste of that glorious ocean to which the hand of Peace must be surely beckoning. Mary thought she even detected a smile of greeting upon the bronzed faces of the women who carried out the railway com- pany's substitute for the block system with those all-important staves of theirs. She was certain that 2/2 love's loyalty. the nearer she got to Roussoff, the more bright and cheerful everything looked. How absolutely happy she would have felt but for the grevious load which pressed so heavily upon her soul. Must its curse follow her for ever thus, checking her heart's joy at the very threshold of relief? Why was she still racked with doubts and mistrust as to the course she had taken in regard to her husband } Mary closed her eyes, and calmly reviewed all the events of her married life. Yes, she was justified in what she had done, be- cause his baseness had cancelled all vows. Love, honour and obey ! The mockery of such a promise to one who had forfeited all claim to those obliga- tions. Even the boundless capacity of woman's affection must stop there. . . . No, not at pardon. Had he asked for that, Mary would have freely given it. She held that it was not for sinful mortals to dictate the limit of so divine an indul- gence. But there all must end. One whose man- hood had so deserted him that he must needs fall into the swinish habits of the drunkard and evil- doer, could not expect a virtuous woman to condone everything. Mary would pray for that further for- giveness which it was beyond her power to bestow ; that he might no longer wallow in the mire of his sin. But she would never take him back, though until the remainder of her days this cruel yoke bound her neck as a burthen which seemed to have for ever broken her trust in man's fidelity. Faith- lessness : there lay the deepest sting. Why, then, in the face of the conviction that she had acted becomingly, were the consolations of peace and contentment denied her ? Could the i IS IT PEACE? 273 devil she had kept successfully at bay through so much temptation have at length gained the mastery? or was she in reality so infected by the old French- man's doctrines that escape from them was impos- sible? It seemed to be eternally dinned into her ears how disobedient she had been in leaving that man, when she was bound by so solemn a vow to cling to him through all. Her defence that she had been forced into flight because of his misconduct, failed, apparently, to satisfy this exacting demon. It was whilst undergoing such torture that she had looked down so often upon the Seine in so unruly and speculative a spirit. You see, Mary Stapleton was only human, and there are limits to our endur- ance. Perhaps, thought she, her present uneasiness was a judgment upon her for giving way to such weakness in the past. What if this taunting voice were never silenced ? if it went on tormenting her until her reason failed, or, worse still, she had to give in, and herself seek out the guilty cause of all her misery? She would die sooner than that. There was nothing to live for now. One lonely woman in the world, more or less, could make little difference. She would first gratify her ambition by letting her book appear. It was certain to take, because the ideas were so thoroughly new and spicy ; besides, all that application and devotion could not pass un- recompensed. It might possibly bring her in some money. Well, she would give all she made by the venture to Nora and Shirley Wodehouse and the sisters Hollebone, after that eccentric American's loan had been paid. Mary's relations would pro- bably be very much disgusted at getting nothing. But as they had left her in the lurch at a critical VOL. I. S 274 time, and altogether behaved in a very shabby and puritanical fashion, they must, when they viewed the matter dispassionately, fully recognise the justice of their kinswoman's act. The religion they paraded so would console them in their disappointment. Failing the chance of Roussoff restoring her to a proper frame of mind, this was what Mary decided to do. Of course it was extremely wicked of her, and no well-disciplined person will detect a single redeeming feature in such a guilty decision. If one may venture to advance an excuse, this poor gover- ness had been tried beyond her bent. Constant worry and suspense had preyed upon her so long, that it was scarcely fair to judge her actions by the world's strictest canons of propriety. Let the pallia- tion stand for what it is worth. Possibly some may have suffered and endured as Mary Stapleton had : God grant they may be few. They, at anyrate, will be merciful in their verdict. Most things are relative here below. What credit is there in virtue when our lines are cast only in smooth, untroubled waters ? When Mary opened her eyes again, the train was gliding into a station called Dol, which struck her as a very frivolous name for a place. She would have been more impressed with its unfitness had she known that the chief attraction there was the his- toric cathedral, with its superb stained glass windows. There was another long wait and change of carriage. Mary hoped it would be the last, having quite lost count of the number already accomplished. This station wore a lively, animated look. Standing by itself, in quite a pretty garden on her right, was a picturesque little dining-room (not unlike a covered bandstand), with the usual complement of round IS IT PEACE? 275 tables and chairs outside. This building must have been an offshoot from a neighbouring restaurant, which stood in friendly proximity to the railway, and evidently catered for its requirements. Dol seemed to be a busy junction, however sleepy the town beyond might be. Mary was amused at the excitement pervading the various groups of travellers — not an insignificant portion were English — and with what unruffled composure the officials treated their inquiries. She, being independent of the cares of luggage, could afford to smile at much needless anxiety concerning the fate of trunks and portmanteaus ; indeed, as most people know, it is usually the fault of the owners themselves when anything does go wrong. Judging from the number of trains passing in and out, and the constant arrivals of tourists, there seemed some justice in a remark Mary had overheard, that it was impossible to visit Brittany without sooner or later finding oneself at Dol railway station, whichever itinerary was patron- ised. Somebody had, indeed, flippantly said that it was as imperative as having the measles — the sooner the visitation was got over the better. Presently they went on again through the rich country. The sight of all this lavish display of pro- duce soothed the woman's spirit. There must be good in the world somewhere, or God would not let Nature smile thus upon us sinful creatures. Whereas she had rebelled of late — wondered how this could be when she herself felt so utterly wretched and desolate — now her thoughts took a worthier turn. * It seems almost selfish to be enjoying all this loveliness without sharing it with those work-a-day thousands left behind in Paris,' she mused. ' How 2/6 love's loyalty. many must there not be whose souls are absolutely dead to the influences of land and sea? After all, but for this one crushing trouble, how far brighter is my lot compared with those toilers. This reflection must help me to be brave.' Twilight set in soon. As it crept almost gradually over the distant hills, the day slipped silently away. Mary knew then that she must be getting near her destination, feeling a strange emotion as she wondered what sort of a place Roussoff really was ; whether Madame Joubert would meet her at the station ; if the hotel was full, with a hundred other speculations such as go far to make up the enjoyment, or its reverse, of travel. A person sat in the corner of the carriage who did his best to damp the pleasure of his fellow-passengers by asserting that there would be no room for anybody when they reached their journey's end. The accom- modation was very limited ; what lodgings there were, snapped up early in the season ; the only decent inn was sure to be crowded to excess, with many equally cheering prophecies. The only satisfactory point about this pessimistic individual was that he possessed a reliable guide book, which, although it said little about Roussoff, was full of information con- cerning the coast and environs. When this well- informed person read out a description of Saint-Pol- de-Leon, Mary wished it had not been dark, so that she might have seen the steeple of Creizker rising upward. About this, it seemed, a pious man had written that if an angel came from Heaven, it would, before touching the earth, first set a foot upon so lovely an object. What a charming fancy ! If this poet had told the truth — why should he not have IS IT PEACE? 277 done so ? — and there were other sights equally beauti- ful, then her journey would have been indeed worth taking. Before she had time to listen to more details about Saint-Pol-de-Leon, the terminus of Roussoff was reached. Then Mary became aware of the smiling face of Madame Joubert at the window, treating her countrymen to a unique display of her mastery over the English tongue. A sprink- ling of errors, it is true, crept into the elliptical, and at times polyglot sentences, with which the excitable enthusiast welcomed her favourite. But, under the circumstances, it would have been heart- less to crush the obvious delight with which she showed off her learning before an awe-struck circle. Most of us have our harmless little weaknesses. We know that in the case of this genial cJiarcutiere it took the form of quite a slavish admiration of everything British, the mother tongue included. In the background stood the pork-butcher, the inevit- able cigar in his mouth, his hat raised by the crown in respectful salute. He was unable to electrify his acquaintances with such a flow as his wife produced. But he need not be behind her in either the warmth or sincerity of his * shake hand,' nor was he, as his visitor's fingers could testify. Almost before Mary could collect her thoughts, she was hustled into the small hearse-like omnibus which plies so regularly between the Hotel des Bains and the station, and whose windows rattle in such a maddening fashion. As, at a great pace, they were jolted in the darkness over the country roads, the governess, by the light of the feeble lantern inside the vehicle, could just discern 278 love's loyaltv. Madame Joubert's blue veil opposite. At times also she caught a few disjointed sentences, in the well-known shrill accents. But it was quite im- possible to carry on any connected conversation amid such a din, Mary's replies having therefore to be given in dumb-show. As a matter of fact, madame was on her old tack, eulogising the excep- tional attractions of this watering-place, whose claims to popularity seemed rather to increase in her eyes than diminish. She was also telling Mary that she had engaged a ' ravishing ' apartment in the town, close to their hotel. She sincerely hoped her visitor would find everything there to her satisfaction. She could hardly doubt it, as with her own hands she had arranged the bedroom a rAnglaise, an attention Mary would have infinitely preferred omitted, for in this respect her tastes were directly opposite to those of her pupil. Presently the omnibus rumbled in under the arch- way of the hotel ; the landlord emerged from his kitchen, with an obsequious greeting highly creditable considering the number of times during the day it had to be repeated ; an aggressive bell clanged out its announcement of fresh arrivals, and Mary was ushered into the salle-a-manger^ where the first im- pressions were of a magnificent oak cabinet, a fine display of china plates hung round the walls, and a stuffed puffin, suspended from the centre of the ceiling, producing a very creepy effect in that un- certain light. ' And now I give you good shake hand, and wish you se best of zleeps,' were Madame Joubert's parting words after she had escorted Mary to her chamber, some doors off. IS IT PEACE ? 279 * You are extremely kind. What a sweet room ! At what time do we take early breakfast, did you say ? I am a sad stay-a-bed during the holidays.' The cJiarcutiere smiled, pointing in the direction of the bell over the entrance to the hotel, with whose iron tongue Mary had already formed acquaintance. * Sat sing will tell you, my dear. Once begin, it stop not for long vile. All se town hear it at se eat- ing times, and they be many and long. Tiens ! ' and madame treated her friend to one of her choicest pleasantries to retire upon, ' but sat bell is Roussoff, It says se news to everybody.' Then the old lady hurried down the worm-eaten staircase, across the cobbles of the street, now lying absolutely quiet and deserted in the pale moonlight. To Mary this seemed like peace at last. CHAPTER XV. 'HERZ, MEIN HERZ, WAS WILLST DU MIT MIR?' Nora Wodehouse was sitting busy with one of her pretty stories which charmed the home circle at Prospect Cottage when read aloud to it during the restful evening hours. As usual, she had her bonnet on, ready to lose no moment in case the anxiously awaited summons came to hurry in to town and reap reward for her labours. That the numerous firms of publishers she had waited upon should have been so blind to their own interests (to say nothing of the duty they owed to Society) as to decline her manu- scripts so persistently, was most inexplicable. But Nora felt sure this slight could not last for ever ; that sooner or later the post would bring a remittance, if ever so small, instead of those courteous, studiously worded notes which — turn and twist the sentences as she might — only spelt one thing, the unpleasant fact of rejection. Had she persuaded herself to accept the assistance so modestly proffered by the practised hand upstairs, who by persistept endeavours had acquired proficiency in those very arts Nora lacked, the result might have been otherwise. A few powerful touches here and there upon scenes, characters or dialogue, will, as everybody knows, work wonder?. But this little ' HERZ, MEIN HERZ, WAS WILLST DU MIT MIR?' 28 I woman held stubbornly on to her resolution to stand or fall by her own unaided efforts. In her eyes, any attempt at collaboration would spoil everything ; her tales lose all merit, as far as she were concerned, directly another's brains were called in to strengthen her fabric — very commendable principles, no doubt, though scarcely remunerative. Owing, therefore, to this lack of appreciation, she could never contribute anything to household expenses, a circumstance which distressed her greatly. Shirley made now quite a tidy income by her exertions ; she, the elder, did not earn a penny. There was no resentment or jealousy, because such were foreign to Nora's nature. Still the disappointment was none the less keen. In vain the younger lovingly contested that the arrangement was quite right and proper. Why should delicate little Nollekins bother herself about such a vulgar thing as money, when her robust junior (whose worst ailment had been a whitlow, produced entirely by her own careless- ness) was there to warble about the neighbourhood to any extent for their joint benefit? Of course it was disgraceful that the narratives and trans- lations were never accepted ; no one was more sorry than Miss Shirley. It only proved what she had said all along, that average readers of fiction did not know what was good for them, trotting after any sensational rubbish, as a pack of those ill-used, brainless donkeys on the Heath followed a bunch of carrots. Nora must be con- soled with the thought that she had never allowed herself to be tempted into writing a single un- worthy tale, or any of Miss Pridham's harmful kitchen stuff, as that dreadful person who edited 282 love's loyalty. the ' Scullery Chronicle ' more than hinted she must do, if she wished to succeed. Sooner than that, Shirley would prefer her sister never put pen to paper again. It was all very fine for Nora to compliment her on her singing. She was quite willing to allow that she had a fine voice, and used it to the best of her ability. What credit was there in that? Otherwise, she was a great noodle, not being able even to spell properly, which was a standing reproach ; her ideas of economy also left much to be desired. Putting one thing against the other, there was a decided balance of accom- plishments in Nora's favour. Therefore, to adjust matters, the younger must of course be the bread- winner. ' So you see, miss, none of your arguments are worth consideration,' Shirley remarked. * We are going to put our papers away presently, are we not, and take a nice little stroll ? Do you know, it is very odd, but I am getting quite tired of my holidays already, before they are half over. I have come to the conclusion that, if we can't afford to go out of town, it is much better to be at work all the year round. I am afraid that is a very un- grateful speech, but it is the truth. Why, even Miss Pridham and Eliza have had their jaunts to Broad- stairs and Gravesend — that sounds a cheerful spot, — respectively. We are so unfashionable as to have been nowhere. I cannot conceive what all my future Jenny Linds will say when I have to make that humiliating confession.' ' They will say that you are the dearest, most un- selfish darling that ever breathed — at least they would, if they only knew how you had stinted 'HERZ, MEIN HERZ, WAS WILLST DU MIT MIR?' 283 yourself in order that Neil might take this walking tour, upon which he had so set his mind, with Mr Hossack.' ' Then I am afraid they would be beginning very early in life to tell fibs. I am surprised at particular Miss Nora approving such a course. Until she told me, I always thought it was dishonourable not to pay one's debts.' She struck a few chords upon the piano to show where the liability existed. * For the future, I shall know that I have been mistaken.' * It's evidently no use attempting to reason with you when you are in one of your giddy moods, sister. But I still maintain it was a noble, self- sacrificing deed.' ' Of course it was. But you must keep your promise, all the same, never to let that lanky cousin of ours think we stayed here except of our own free wills, because we consider the air more bracing than anywhere else, and love the Heath so — especi- ally on bank holidays.' 'A promise with me, as you know, is always sacred,' replied little Nora. ' Is it binding, though, in respect to Mr Hossack ? ' ' Most certainly. Oh, I would not have you tell him for worlds.' Shirley stooped suddenly to pick up a pin from the carpet — an act of thrift she rarely indulged in. As she rose from her knees, her cheeks were more rosy than the exertion seemed to warrant. Nora had noticed once or twice of late that when their fellow-lodger's name was mentioned, her sister looked overcome, not unfrequently turning the conversation abruptly into other channels. She could not under- 284 love's loyalty. stand why, for at one time she never tired of talking about him. With their usual kindness and forethought — though they were constantly accusing themselves of all sorts of uncharitableness — the Misses Turn- bull had, before leaving England on their annual tour, left the key of their garden gate with their young friends. They were urgently entreated to avail themselves of the seclusion and coolness to be found there. They were also begged to gather freely any flowers or produce which might take their fancy. It would be a real charity, the old maids protested, as otherwise there w^ould be shame- ful waste going on during their absence. But Nora and Shirley were not told that a harmless con- spiracy existed with the cook in charge of The Sycamores, who was enjoined to watch for the arrival of the two, and never to let them leave without a stock of fruit, vegetables and other good things, packed into that large red-riding-hood basket with the double lid, which was almost as well known in the lanes and cottages of Hampstead as were the Misses Turnbull themselves. This generosity quite embarrassed Nurse Pridham, whose pantry became so constantly replenished with luxuries that she began to fear the tradespeople would * turn crusty * through want of patronage. Moreover that w^eekly custom of going round on Friday nights to pay the bills — often only an excuse for a gossip — became a mere empty observance. Although so near to the Heath, noisy at most times of this season with much fun, the garden of The Sycamores was delightfully quiet and rural. That tall, green gate, w^hich opened out of the 'HERZ, MEIN HERZ, WAS WILLST DU MIT MIR?' 285 narrow lane, once closed, one seemed to pass sud- denly into a nook where solitude reigned, guarded by high walls, to which creepers and ivy clung affectionately. Roots and tendrils had indeed so insinuated themselves into the crumbling brickwork, that there could be no parting from it without mutual dissolution. This was as it should be. For the bond of friendship had existed for — who shall say how many ? — years. If severed, it were only right the two should pass away together. Into this delightful old-world garden Nora and Shirley passed after they had walked for a while beneath the shade of the great trees, which now stood in all their leafy splendour on the knoll, whence the two got such a fine view Harrow-wards. It was difficult to believe how those branches, shelter- ing them at that moment from the fierce afternoon sun, could be the same that had stood out month after month, so bare and ghostlike, in full view of Prospect Cottage. They were the same, though, for had not these orphans with their own eyes seen the emerald shoots breaking out as if by magic, until they formed this rustling emerald canopy above their heads ? So surely as that marvellous change had come about, would autumn's finger pre- sently lay its darkening hand upon these boughs, to turn them, chameleon-like, into many lovely shades of brown and gold. Finally, the pitiless winds would strip the trees altogether of their yearly covering, rending them cruelly, until no more than a mockery of former glory fluttered aloft in dank and tattered remnants. When they also fell to earth, only the grim skeletons would remain to bend and creak, sighing for the gentle touch of another spring. 286 love's loyalty. * Yet there are people who contend that Nature is not ruled by the hand of God,' little Nora said, as the sisters made their way through the winding walks to their favourite tumbledown summer-house, where the cook in charge must have been clever to detect them, so hidden was it by foliage. There, working busily, the two enjoyed many loving chats, their deft fingers producing the while sundry worsted wraps, in prudent prevision for the wants of the poor at Christmas time. That afternoon, however, Shirley could not settle comfortably to anything. She was perpetually jump- ing up to visit the kitchen garden in the rear, return- ing empty handed. After one of these purposeless errands, she sud- denly sat down on a low wicker seat by her sister's side, and much to the elder's concern, burst into tears. 'My darling! It must be the weather?' Miss Nora promptly produced her smelling-salts. ' I ought to have remembered how the heat tries you, and have kept you quiet until the cool of the even- ing, after all your fagging about this morning. It was very thoughtless of me.' ' No, it is not that. I am very foolish. Leave me a few minutes quite to myself Then I shall be all right again.' She hid her face in the folds of her sister's dress. Nora did as she was bidden, stroking the bowed head tenderly. What could it mean ? Only once had she seen Shirley overcome like this — on that awful night she would never forget. Had she been startled ? The no- tion was dismissed at once— dauntless, strong-minded 'HERZ, MEIN HERZ, WAS WILLST DU MIT MIR?' 28/ Shirley, so self-controlled and plucky. It could hardly be an outburst of grief at the loss of their kind friend and benefactor, Mr Foster. How deeply she had felt his recent death, as indeed they all had done, Nora well knew. But they had been expect- ing the news for some days, and were quite prepared when the sad truth was broken to them with such delicacy by Mr Hossack. No one, acquainted with the state he was in, could wish for a prolongation of his life, or say that his end had not been a merciful release from suffering. Neil had been the only one to thoroughly break down, giving way to one of those uncontrollable attacks of emotion which they all hoped he had outgrown. It was chiefly to prevent a recurrence of these — which were so trying to one of his highly-strung, imaginative temperament — that he had gone on this walking tour into the novelist's native country, to see what a complete change of scene, with healthy exercise, would do for him. Of course Shirley could not be worrying about him ; indeed she had been the first to suggest his going. She might as well be fretting after Mr Hossack's absence as that. It was impossible she could have anything on her mind. Her life was as open as the day, any small worries in its daily routine being shared unreservedly between the two. Although they were by no means well off, the first sting of poverty had been mercifully extracted. So she could not be troubled about money matters ; nor did they owe a sixpence to anybody. Nora quickly reviewed the occurrences of the past few weeks. They had been almost uneventful ; she could think of nothing at all to account for this singular outbreak. The exception to the even flow 288 love's loyalty. of events had been the receipt, at length, of news from their former school-fellow, whose long silence had puzzled and pained them so much. But that letter had surely been a relief rather than a cause for tears. It is true the communication was on the whole a sad one, for Mary's married experiences appeared not to have been quite satisfactory. Then, however, she was well, she said, and apparently reconciled, sending a really beautiful description of some out-of-the-way place she was spending her holiday at, oddly enough near to where the Misses TurnbuU were staying, engaged in their favourite study of Druidical remains. After much reflection, Nora came back to her original theory that it was the heat of the weather. Accord- ingly, she again proffered her smelling-bottle to her distressed sister, who presently began to unburthen herself ' It is all too dreadful,' Shirley murmured, her face still hidden. ' To think that I should have been so wicked as to deceive you.' 'What is it, darling? It distresses me sorely to see you thus.' ' About dear Mary. I have kept back so much of what she says — a postscript longer than the letter itself. Poor, cruelly treated Mary ! How could she have gone through all this, and not even have told us one word ? We ought to have guessed there was something wrong.' ' Indeed, if you remember, we were afraid, from her protracted silence, that her union was not alto- gether what she had anticipated. Before marriage, she was always such a regular, amusing correspondent. But I never dreamt things were as bad as you imply. Come, tell me all you know, sister ; it will be a relief ' HERZ, MEIN HERZ, WAS WILLST DU MIT MIR?' 289 to you. Dear, dear, why was she in such a hurry to get married? It is never wise ; indeed, I have heard some people call such unions a lottery.' It was quite a touching picture to see the fragile Nora consoling and coaxing ' great, hulking Shirley,' as she was pleased to call herself, though only by reason of the elder's extreme frailty was the com- parison at all applicable. * Yes, you are right, Nora. It is weak and foolish of me to behave like this,' she cried, as she sprang to her feet and shook back the unruly locks from her temples. Her face was aglow 'with scorn and passion. * I cannot trust myself to speak of it. If you feel strong enough, you must read for yourself how utterly bad a man can be. A drunkard — oh, it is too horrible ! ' Nora looked greatly pained. ' 1 am afraid some people are very wicked,' she said quietly. She took the pages Shirley held out, and found those burning words in which, under the healing influence of the spot she visited, Mary Stapleton had poured out her heart and soul to her former playmate. ' I am truly grieved. We must consider how we can best aid her,' was Nora's decision. ' How, indeed?' Shirley echoed with a sigh. ' It is as much as we can do to manage ourselves without — * * I did not so much mean with money, dear, as with counsel. We might, it is true, perhaps eventually contrive some plan for all living together — keeping up a joint-establishment.' ' If that were only possible, how happy I should be ! I have thought of it too, but there seem endless difficulties in the way. Foremost of all, this shame- VOL. I. T 290 LOVE S LOYALTY. less husband, who, I suppose, can compel my Mary to return to him, if he can find her. She will never let us share any risk or worry for her sake, I am certain, joyfully as I — and you also, I know — would do so.' * Yes, indeed. When you are a little calmer, we will go into the matter thoroughly, and decide what is best to be done. I wish those good Miss Turnbulls were at home. They are so clever and practical in their advice always. Though I am not sure we ought to consult them on so delicate a point' ' Nor am I. Mary is so proud and sensitive. Think how long it has taken her to confide in us, where she must have known she was sure of sym- pathy. Can you guess, I wonder, what distresses me more than anything else ? ' Miss Nora reflected well before replying. She read the letter through again carefully. 'There is a certain bitterness, a spirit of resentment at times, in some of her' arguments which it is painful to find. Could it be this you mean ? ' ' Clever little Nora, that is precisely what I do mean. She who was so gentle to everybody. What if he has spoilt her nature as well as her life, together with this trust in man, which she says has gone from her — for ever. Surely no punishment can be bad enough for one like that.' 'We must not draw hasty conclusions, dear. After all, things may not be so dark as they seem. Perhaps he may reform — a reconciliation take place.' ' That can never be, after the way he has behaved. This must be a brute, without feeling, probably incapable of repentance.' 'No, we must not say that of any fellow-creature, ' HERZ, MEIN HERZ, WAS WILLST DU MIT MIR ? ' 29 1 Shirley. We must also remember that the marriage tie is a very solemn and binding one. Grieved as I feel for poor Mary, I am afraid, by her own act, she has put herself in the wrong — in the eyes of the law, of course. I do not say, morally ; that is a different matter.' The same thought flashed across the minds of both. In much their mother's case was identical with that of their friend. She had been the victim of an unworthy husband ; existence with him becoming intolerable, she had fled elsewhere in search of peace ; she also had been neglected. There the comparison ended. The drama of their parent's life was finished with the rest the grave had brought ; Mary's still ran on. Who could predict its close ? ' Our darling always felt how the world condemned her — at least that unfeeling portion so prone to censure at all times. If they had but known the truth, and what she endured before being obliged to act as she did ! Ah me, it was a dreadful time. Do not let us speak of it.' Little Nora was right. Nothing but pain could result from any reference to their dead mother's trials, or the responsibility for them which she had, without cause, taken upon herself The same sentiment, how- ever, found an echo in her daughters' hearts. They knew that even now they suffered at the hands of this same censorious world because the presence and protection of their father was denied to them ; that they were the butt of much foolish gossip and conjecture. Possibly, in their refinement, they exaggerated the facts. But that there was some ground for their conclusions, was obvious from the covert remarks which reached them, particularly 292 LOVE S LOYALTY. Shirley, for she was about more, and, being a vocalist,. perhaps her ears were a bit sharper. They never spoke of these painful things. Still there was the tacit feeling that the shadow rested on them, the knowledge of which caused them many a bitter pang. These sympathetic Miss Turnbulls had shown from the first how they despised such petty uncharit- ableness. That is why the girls trusted them so implicitly ; why Nora was prompted to consult them about Mary Stapleton's dilemma. How strange, thought she, it would be if they met by accident, and the influence of these amiable ladies spread itself over this woman's fortunes also. That was a fanciful prospect worthy of the brain which had now taken up the game of ' Plots ' in real earnest as distinct from a mere pastime. Shirley sat for a long while in deep thought 'We must do something now, but I cannot decide what. I could never go back to my work happily without having tried, at anyrate. If we were only rich ! Then 1 would go to her at once.' It was the first word of discontent Shirley had ever uttered, showing how keenly she felt her friend's trouble that one so sweet should have been tempted to complain. * You will help me, with that wonderful little noddle of yours, won't you, dearie ? ' * Indeed, I will, with all my heart, although I am far from being clever. You see, what hampers us is our inability to seek the advice of others ; we are so unskilled in the ways of the world. If dear Mr Foster were alive, he would at once have told us how to act. We are scarcely intimate enough with this other gentleman. Colonel Hoskyns, to ask a favour *HERZ, MEIN HERZ, WAS WILLST DU MIT MIR?' 293 of him, though if we may judge from his letters, he is very nice. Our cousin is of course quite out of the question, as much as Miss Pridham or Eliza would be. Of those available, I can think of no one else, except, perhaps, Mr Hossack, if we might venture. But we are already indebted to him in so much.' Again Shirley's cheeks flushed crimson. As there was no friendly pin to pick up this time, she turned her head hastily away. ' That is absolutely impossible. What could have suggested such a thing to my foolish sister?' * I should never have thought of him, either,' answered Nora simply, 'had he not shown so great an interest in our affairs, and everything that affects our welfare.' Shirley, somewhat recovered from her shock, sat •down again. *I am sure I could never bring myself to tell any- body about it without sinking into the ground for shame, even if we had permission to speak, which we have not. Poor Mary ! To think that she should ever have come to this.' It proved, as anticipated, no easy matter to hit upon a plan for aiding Mary Stapleton in her dis- tress. On closer reflection, Nora decided that it would be injudicious to mention the painful sub- ject to outsiders. Such mishaps were best kept secret. The longer she thought over the revelations made, the more unaccountable they seemed. It is true her intimacy with Mary had not been so great as Shirley's. She knew enough of her character, however, to be quite certain that no fault of hers could possibly have led to so deplorable a rupture. There mi^ht have been some show of temper, but 294 LOVE S LOYALTY. repentance would have followed speedily. The most extraordinary thing was how this misguided hus- band had not betrayed symptoms of his intemperance before matrimony. Mary could never have given herself to any but a gentleman, one whose ante- cedents were unexceptionable : she was so high- minded and refined. She could only conclude that people who gave way to such vicious habits were extremely cunning in their movements, with periods of abstemiousness which deceived even their most intimate acquaintances. That Mary could have married this man from any philanthropic motives of conversion from evil ways, seemed improbable, although she had heard of such bold undertakings — in books. Ultimately Nora could only fall back upon her original opinion as to the imprudence of entering the married state without extreme caution. When Shirley looked up, therefore, in- quiring, 'Well, dear?' she could only reply with a shake of her head, repeating that it was all very sad, and that she feared the world was very wicked. The younger's cogitations had taken a more practical turn. She saw only one fact, namely,, that the friend she loved was in urgent need of mental, and, as she presumed, pecuniary assistance. She did not, as Nora had done, trouble herself with retrospection, or the sentimental aspect of the affair. It was enough that this catastrophe had occurred ; present circumstances were those to be grappled with. Mary must clearly be in want of money ; Shirley's, therefore, was the mis- sion to supply her with some. It seemed absolutely hopeless to attempt to coax her back into a calmer 'HERZ, MEIN HERZ, WAS WILLST DU MIT MIR?' 295 frame of mind when she was so harassed. One might as well expect those poor little Board-School children she passed every morning, on the road to her lessons, to estimate the advantages of thrift when their stomachs were empty. ' Well, for once I have been sharper than my talented sister,' she announced. ' But you mustn't ask me what I have decided to do.' ' Whatever can it be ? For my part, I am quite bewildered. These experiences are so entirely novel to me.' * Never mind bothering about that ; all will come right, you see if it doesn't. This is the first secret we have ever had ; you must humour me accordingly.' With her usual energy, Shirley began the pre- parations for her plan of assistance at once. Very mysterious and elaborate they were. First of all, she paid a visit to the kitchen, without, however, any satisfactory result. When she had induced Nora to take her customary nap upstairs, she called Eliza into the parlour, and held a long and exhaustive conversation with that faithful domestic. Into the nature of this it would be premature to enter. But it may be mentioned, that whatever hap- pened, Eliza was stirred to unwonted enthusiasm, leaving the room with a heightened colour — if that were possible to one of her ruddy hue — and the exclamation, 'There, now, did anybody ever hear the likes of that ! ' Having thus enlisted the services of an accom- plice in her scheme, Shirley hastened down to a music-shop in the High Street, where she had deal- ing's. Prominent in the window stood an instru- 296 love's loyalty. ment provoking much curiosity to the passers-by. It was a squat, short-noted harmonium, pedals and triangular legs tucking up, when not in use, ingeni- ously under the keyboard. When closed, the machine, though rather heavy, was compact enough, a strap attached to its back assisting portability. Shirley had often wondered how Mr Vassie became possessed of this musical curiosity, which had a worn, second- hand appearance, in striking contrast to the rest of his wares. The fact is, it had been the property of some perigrinating psalm-singer, who accompanied himself therewith on many a beach, from Ramsgate to Bournemouth. In some pliable, if uncommercial, mood, the music-seller had been cajoled into accept- ing this interesting example of the miiltuin in parvo as security for a loan, which had never been liquidated. In consequence, the pianette had be- come the white elephant of his stock for many months. As it happened, however, this was the exact article Shirley wanted. She arrived almost breathless at the shop, in anxiety lest the coveted treasure should have been snapped up since her last visit. Fortunately it had not found a pur- chaser. The shop-assistant, like a good many other young men in the village, was desperately in love with Shirley, blushing furiously when she made the very natural inquiry if she could see Mr Vassie for a few minutes on business. No, he was away on his annual holiday at Yarmouth. * Oh dear, I am sorry to hear that — I mean I am very glad, and hope he is enjoying himself I had a favour to ask him. Do you think he would allow me to hire this article ' — the girl could not ' HERZ, MEIN HERZ, WAS WILLST DU MIT MIR ? ' 297 quite find the appropriate name — ' for a few evenings ? I would take every care of it, and buy it with pleasure, only — well, you see, just now is such a dull time for lessons.' The youth managed to stammer out something polite. He was quite sure his employer would be only too delighted to be of any service to the young lady, and so on. Might his representative have the honour of sending the instrument up to Prospect Cottage on approval ? ' Thank you very much, but that would scarcely answer my purpose. The fact is,' as she turned her eager face towards the assistant, with a gesture of entreaty which nearly made him forget his position and throw himself and his fortunes at her feet forth- with, ' I wanted you to allow me to leave it here when not in use, calling myself for it in the evening. I would give as little trouble as possible, and willingly pay what is right.' How bewitching she looked as she made that proposition, thought the assistant. If Shirley had asked him to let her walk off bodily with their finest Erard, he would have unhesitatingly consented. As it was, she only wanted to borrow this ugly old machine, which looked altogether unworthy for her dainty fingers to touch. His gallantry almost prompted him to offer it outright for nothing, though what Miss Wodehouse could want with such a thing was a puzzle. Shirley misinterpreted the look with which the youth favoured her as a sign of wavering. ' You would have it on view just the same all day, you know. It will be nearly dark before I can fetch it,' she urged. * If I might only tell you my reason, 298 love's loyalty. I am sure you would oblige me at once ; but I cannot do that.' Had it been winter, the shopman might have concluded Shirley contemplated some musical sur- prise at the penny readings held in the school- rooms, where indeed he had first heard her thrilling voice. But being the height of summer, without even a lecture advertised, the intentions of his customer were quite inexplicable. Still, who could doubt the good-faith of those clear blue eyes ? Yes, she might borrow the whole stock-in-trade, if it afforded her a moment's pleasure, even if his situa- tion were imperilled by the transaction. So he lifted the coveted object out of the window, and after dusting, placed it carefully on a chair. Shirley at once tried the keys. ' I fear we shall have some difficulty in tuning this up to concert pitch,' she exclaimed, smiling. ' It will answer my purpose, though, famously. I am so much indebted to you. What do you con- sider would be a fair charge for its hire?' The youth, after scratching his head for inspira- tion, named quite a nominal sum, engaging, into the bargain, to try and cure the notes of a certain wheeziness, the result, no doubt, of long disuse. The harmonium should be ready at whatever time Miss Wodehouse cared to call. 'That will be this evening, at about eight o'clock. If you would kindly stand it in that corner ready, Eliza — I mean our lady's-maid — or myself will then know where to find it always without disturbing you. Good afternoon. I hope the accounts from Yarmouth are satisfactory ? ' Before the smitten one could reply, or even get 'HERZ, MEIN HERZ, WAS WILLST DU MIT MIR?' 299 to the door to bow his enslaver out, Shirley was gone. She hurried on her next errand, which proved to be the purchase of a thick veil at a neighbouring haberdasher's. To collect herself after recent excitement, she presently sat down and rested under the wall of a seasoned old mansion which stands next to Jack Straw's Castle. Shirley decided she had never seen the Heath look so quiet. There was the pond, with its tall white flagstaff, to the top of which the Union Jack hung listlessly ; the usual half-dozen donkeys, in their summer trappings of white and red, huddled together near the palings, waiting for hire, the poor beasts so worried by the flies that even their suffer- ings, when whacked and goaded by the unsparing hands of their riders, must have been a pleasurable experience by comparison. The road along which the young lady trudged so valiantly in all weathers seemed longer, straighter, and more glaring than ever. Rising above the trees, on the right, was the castellated roof of that extremely ugly refectory with which some inspired builder had graced the Vale of Health, seemingly, however, not so healthy a spot that people could abstain altogether from stimulants there. Down in the valley was that queer old pound, outside which a pony was at that moment rubbing his back gingerly, doubtless grate- ful that he was not one of the stray quadrupeds as to whose incarceration the notice posted up gave such exhaustive instructions. Amongst the furze bushes were several groups of photographers, for whom the Heath seemed to have endless attrac- tions, and who were so persevering in their en- 300 love's loyalty. deavours to persuade Shirley to grant them a sitting. She would have made a pretty picture just then, for instance. Amidst the green, a glimpse could be caught of a set of red chimney-pots, from one of which a thin line of smoke curled upwards, proving that Miss Pridham's kitchen fire was alight : therefore tea-time approaching. Involuntarily, as she sat there in the early even- ing stillness, Shirley recalled the commencement of a poem of Goethe's, turned by the reverent hand of their pastor at Dresden into graceful hexameters. ' Never before have I seen our market and streets so deserted ' : that was how it began. Neil could repeat the lines from beginning to end, in both languages, without a slip ; her sister had made quite a commendable translation of it. If she had not been so stupid at versification, here was a chance for distinguishing herself, surrounded as she was by so many poetical associations. But she knew it was hopeless to try anything of that sort in her then unsettled state. How could she lead her thoughts into the proper vein, when her heart was overflow- ing with anxiety about her friend, distracted with doubts as to the best means of assisting her? It must be dreadful for Mary at this lonely place, brood- ing over her trouble ; in constant suspense about what was going to happen next ; this wretched man, no doubt, dogging her steps wherever she went. Shirley knew so well how she was sure to be worried at being obliged to accept the hospit- ality of strangers — she who was so independent and averse to taking favours from anybody. It was extremely unlikely that they would know her sad history. They might be perpetually tor- *HERZ, MEIN HERZ, WAS WILLST DU MIT MIR?' 30I turing her with allusions to the very subjects she wished to avoid. Shirley had also seen enough to feel in how embarrassing, equivocal a position Mar)* must be placed. Clearly the course she had de- cided upon in the summer-house was the only right one. Money must be got together by some means for Mary's relief, that she might come to them, as it was impossible for Shirley to go abroad again. It would be cruel to let her return to Paris after all she had gone through there. Although, as she said, her health had been much improved by the holiday, she might fall ill directly with further worry. What was to prevent a residence in Eng- land ? With all her talents, the perfect knowledge of French she must now have acquired, surely a living could be easily made? They might all three club together — with thrift-encouraging Nora, at their head, to check any extravagances of management — and get along famously. Once let Shirley feel the fond embrace of her darling, and she was certain she could persuade her to fall in with this proposal. ' I never longed so much to be rich as I do this afternoon,' the girl murmured, as she looked out sadly across the sunlit landscape. ' I suppose it is very ungrateful to be envious of the better fortune of others, but I am sure there must be lots of people who have a great deal more money than is good for them. Still, it is no use crying after the moon. Not having any money, I must try to make some as best I can. I do not think my plan a bad one either. Surely there can be nothing wrong in using this voice of mine, which God has given me, as a means to help somebody I love very dearly? What if I am obliged to go out at 302 love's loyalty. night and sing in the streets? I suppose Society would be horribly scandalised if it heard of a young lady doing such a thing. Well, I cannot help if Society is. Nor is it quite the same as begging, because listeners will get value for their contributions, in notes. I am sorry to be obliged to deceive Nora, but it would never do to tell her beforehand ; the little pet is so dreadfully proper. She would imagine all sorts of desperate things were happening to us ; not unlikely fret herself into another illness. Eliza will be there to give the alarm in case anybody tries to murder me. I hate deception, but I do think just this once it is excusable. If the experiment fails, as of course it may, nobody will be harmed, though perhaps I may feel a trifle disappointed. Never mind, it is no use anticipating evils in that gloomy fashion. This shall bring me luck.' She drew a packet from her breast, putting it to her lips. Within was one of those rare shells Mary had picked up on the beach at Roussoff As Shirley turned the delicate gift in her hand, its pearly lining caught many a shimmering reflection from the light * Plow lovely it looks ! With such a talisman, surely no harm can come to me. There is something else, also, which gives me courage — why should I deceive myself if I am obliged to deceive others ? I feel sure he would be pleased with what I have decided to do ; dear Robert, who is always so kind and thoughtful. May I not even tell myself how I love him ? I believe I did so really from the first moment I ever saw him, over there on the Heath. Heigh-ho, I suppose I am different to other girls. But it is terribly hard to be silent like this, when 'HERZ, MEIN HERZ, WAS WILLST DU MIT MIR?' 303 all the while my heart is in his keeping. How I wish I had been born a man. Well, now I have longed for two impossible things in one afternoon, perhaps I had better go home to tea. There is a deal yet to be done before eight o'clock. Miss Shirley Wodehouse, I am afraid you are a very silly, sentimental young person, for all your apparent strong-mindedness.' It was refreshing to see with what zest Eliza lent herself to her young mistress's plans. Not that she allowed the interest provoked to visibly affect her stoical demeanour, for outwardly she remained the same unimpressionable handmaid. But when tea was over, and she found herself alone in the parlour with Shirley, she broke out into no end of inquiries as to the programme decided upon. * To think that we two should ever be going out begging like that ! ' she exclaimed, when Shirley's final instructions as to behaviour and deportment had been taken. ' It sounds a'most like play-acting.' * Perhaps ; but I have told you, Eliza, we are not going out to beg; everybody will get his or her money's worth, perhaps more. It is quite a serious piece we are going to perform, with very much de- pending upon the two actresses, let me tell you. You must remember that your part is quite as re- sponsible a one as mine ; more so, indeed, because I am only a sort of singing chambermaid. You'll do your best, won't you, for my sake ? ' The girl, who would have followed Shirley to the end of the globe on the smallest provocation, hoped she had already proved her fidelity. *If it wasn't for thinking of how aunt'll take it, I should feel downright chirpy.' 304 LOVE S LOYALTY. The young lady smiled. 'That would save my voice considerably. Don't be afraid, though ; I would not ask you to do any thing underhand. If Miss Pridham knew our object, I know she would consent. Just for a while, I have reasons for not telling either her or Miss Wodehouse. So, you see, we are both conspirators, Eliza. Can you be ready in half-an-hour, dressed as I told you — mind, without any finery ? ' ' I've only to tidy up a bit, miss, which won't take ten minutes. Well then, now, to think I should be off gallivantin' like this,' as she lifted the tray and disappeared. Who would have recognised in those two soberly- clad figures, hurrying quickly down the hill in the gathering darkness, energetic Shirley Wodehouse and her bodyguard, bent upon this plucky errand ? How fast the songstress's heart beat when Eliza went into Mr Vassie's to fetch the harmonium, without which their efforts would be useless. It seemed an age before the servant reappeared with the diminutive instrument. What if the young man had repented of his bargain ? ' That is famous. Did he say anything ? ' ' No, he only turned as red as a turkey-cock, and pointed to the corner. What he could see about me to make him go that colour, I'm puzzled for to know. This thing's a bit heavy ; is it the pianner ? ' ' Of course ; what else should it be ? Give me one end of the strap — that's right. Now it feels quite light, does it not? ' Shirley had evidently laid her plans with much deliberation. For she marched her companion along, looking neither to right nor left, until they came to a great staring public-house, which the potman was 'HERZ, MEIN HERZ, WAS WILLST DU MIT MIR?' 305 just illuminating for the evening's business. There she wheeled Eliza round into the comparative seclusion of a yard whence the yellow omnibuses Nora patronised so freely were dispatched on their journeys. At that time the place was very empty. Shirley had no difficulty in selecting an angle of the wall near enough to the public-house, without any appearance of aggressiveness, for the trial of her enterprise. With fingers which, although they trembled a little, were deft and workman-like, she soon put the instrument together. Then she seated herself on her camp-stool behind it. ' We only want a small dog, with a tin mug in its mouth, to complete the picture, do we ? ' Then she struck a few chords to try the effect. The notes were certainly a little croaky, but that defect would soon be cured after use. Fortunately she could command her voice under even more depressing influences, as experience on some of her pupils' pianos had shown. Eliza, standing bolt upright as bidden, without moving a muscle, held out the shell for contributions. Then Shirley Wodehouse began to sing. She gave the simplest ballad she knew, one whose charm was rather in its interpretation than in any florid display. An instant impression was made upon the 'bus ostler, who emerged from his stable, curry-comb in hand, and stood open-mouthed in the entrance. When the song was ended, the man crept up, and with one eye on the portals of the gin palace, said in a stage whisper, — * It's beautiful, missy ; but just you take an old 'un's advice and clear out afore nobody else hears you. This ain't the place for the likes o' you. Whatever VOL. I. U 3o6 love's loyalty. made you chose this 'ere lay? The guv'nor's dead agin your perfession ; it spoils his own pretty often, don't you see ? Many's the poor gal, with a baby in her arms too, I've seen chucked out o' them doors. Why not try the "Wheatsheaf" up yonder? They ain't so particular there. No offence, missy, only that's my advice, don't you see ? ' * It is very kind of you, I am sure ; but I could not possibly think of going away until I have tried again. We will move a little nearer, Eliza. They make such a dreadful noise inside there, it is enough to drown the strongest voice.' This time Shirley chose a popular air, with a taking 'refrain and some telling upper notes. The effect was immediate, as the tones forced them- selves above the din of the tipplers and clatter of their pewter-pots. Shirley put all the fervour of a strong will into her effort. She sang for that dear friend who was in distress, whom she was determined to assist, in the only way which seemed possible. What did she care for appearances, or even insult, if her object were only attained? All the primmy families in Hampstead and Highgate might come and listen to her, if they liked, for nothing. She had a fine contempt for the world's opinion, when she knew her purpose was honest. As long as conscience — was not that God's medium for whispering approval of her conduct i' — told her she was right, nothing could turn her. That is why she was able to express herself from her very soul — forgetting conditions, the be-fuddled audience, everything, except the face of her Mary, which was present to her. Not, it is true, as she had known it in the bright, Devonshire school-days, *HERZ, MEIN HERZ, WAS WILLST DU MIT MIR?' 307 but sorrowful and clouded with a great trouble. It was to help clear away those tears, call back the old, happy smile, that Shirley sang her best and sweetest. Nor did her efforts pass unrewarded. It was something to have got at the hearts of that reeking crowd, coaxed it from the drams which maddened and stole away its brains. Better still, to have turned this stream of money, humble though the offerings were, straight from the greedy maw of the publican, into this worthier river of charity. Shirley had shown a knowledge of humanity beyond her years, when she chose the surroundings for her trial. She knew that with the poor there is an innate, tender love for their own class in life. Did she not, therefore, appeal to them in her proper garb of poverty? Whilst she might have lifted up her voice in vain elsewhere, with them she was safe, as those who take the trouble to study their fellow-creatures can tell. Should you doubt that, reader, stand by your- self, and note the worldly circumstances of those who give to the afflicted in the streets. Yes, it was no use for the landlord of the house to come out in a rage and use coarse threats towards the two. Shirley had gained the ear of his patrons, and meant to keep it. They had never heard such singing as that anywhere, much less outside the ' Load o' Hay.' The nigger minstrels, with their loud slap-bang choruses, were well enough, but this * pretty little beggar ' was worth ' the whole bag of tricks ' compared to them. As to that weak-lunged, pale-faced widow who came on most evenings and piped out her ditties in a plaintive treble, she wasn't * in it ' with this new-comer. So the half-tipsy throng 3o8 love's loyalty. lounged about, and were treated with song after song, until the receipts from the concert were swollen far beyond Shirley's wildest anticipations. She could have cried with joy at her success. It is true there were drawbacks to this suddenly acquired popularity. More than once she felt the hot breath of some inebriate so close to her cheek that it made her blood run cold. After one particularly attractive melody, another noisy enthusiast, em- boldened by the dutch-courage to be purchased inside, was for dragging the singer bodily in (harmonium and all), as a practical protest against Mr Rubicund's exclusiveness. But he had reckoned without his host ; for Eliza, ever on the alert to shield her mistress — remembering also, no doubt, the ostler's friendly warning — promptly made it clear to this too obtrusive gallant that he had better ' keep his distance,' as she was disposed ' to stand no nonsense from nobody,' which forcible, if some- what ungrammatical statement, was greeted with loud applause by the bystanders. It was ten o'clock — quite a dissipated hour in the Prospect Cottage household — when Shirley with her bodyguard reached home again, safe and sound, after their adventures. ' Not gone to bed yet, miss } Now that is naughty,' was the sisterly rebuke. 'I could not, dear; we have been so anxious. It has seemed such a long, long evening, although Miss Pridham has been kind enough to enliven me with her company.' * Whilst you have been playing your own pet tunes to her, and — let me peep — yes, crying over them, which is more naughty still. Fie ! cannot Shirley *HERZ, MEIN HERZ, WAS WILLST DU MIT MIR?' 309 have her evening out, as other people do, without these acts of disobedience ? It is quite distressing.' ' I am glad to find you in such spirits, sister. But you do not tell me what has occurred to provoke them ? We presume you have been attending a lecture.' ' How can I talk. Miss Inquisitive, with my mouth full, and when I am simply ravenous? Wait till I have fed, then you shall hear as much as it is good for you to know. So the story-spinner has been anxious, has she ? Did she think Eliza and the bouncing one had been captured by highwaymen ? Let me tell you, it is dreadfully lonely crossing the Heath at this hour. They would never have so many mounted policemen about unless there really was danger. Yes, it's quite true, and you mustn't look startled. Think what a comfort it is that wc are so well looked after. Let me just put away the remains of the feast, then you shall hear such a thrilling story of hairbreadth escapes, you will never have to rack that little noddle of yours for plots any more. Won't you get your note-book out ? What do you think of this to begin with ? ' as she emptied the contents of her pocket on the table. ' Contribu- tion from Miss Shirley Wodehouse. Total, thirteen shillings and ninepence farthing, with a trouser button thrown in — let us be charitable and say — by accident. Ought not somebody to be grateful ? ' ' Yes, indeed, although I do not know who that somebody may be. I am not clever at guessing riddles.' * Yes you are. But as this is a difficult one, and you look so peaky, I will not keep you in suspense any longer. If I had failed, I should have said 3IO LOVES LOYALTY. nothing. This dark night's work would have re- mained a mystery for ever. But I have not failed. Do you know, I verily believe this is the first secret we have ever had.' ' I am sure of it,' sighed little Nora. * Well, perhaps it will be the last, if you are very good.' Then, with many a characteristic illustra- tion, Shirley gave an account of her exertions. With what interest and wonder Nora listened may well be imagined. * Wasn't it a brilliant idea ? I should never have carried it out, though, but for that Eliza of ours. Her face was a perfect study all the while. She was so faithful, too, and seemed to know exactly what to say to keep those rough fellows quiet, perhaps from breaking the harmonium as well, which would have meant the workhouse until the end of my days, to say nothing of disgracing me for ever in the eyes of that exceedingly nervous young man at Mr Vassie's. You see there is good in everybody, if one only has the patience to get at it properly. Do you know, when I gave them ** Purple Heather," you might have heard a pin drop. We collected quite eighteenpence after that ballad.' Nora was very wide-awake now. ' It is wonderful ; indeed highly creditable to you. Where you can have found the courage, I cannot conceive. Oh, why am I always so weak and ail- ing — such a drag upon you all ? I, as elder, should have taken the lead in this charitable object. At anyrate, I ought to have gone with you. Instead of that, I sit helpless at home, doing nothing. Not even allowed to share your confidence, which is given instead to a poor drudge of a servant-girl.' *HERZ, MEIN HERZ, WAS WILLST DU MIT MIR?' 3II Shirley's face clouded as she heard Nora giving- way to these self-reproaches. ' No, no,' she interrupted, placing her hand over her sister's mouth; 'little Nora is not herself when she talks so. Dear Mary was always my own particular friend. I should have felt wretched if I had let even you relieve me of this duty. As to your inquiry,' she concluded gaily, ' it would never do to have two such painfully healthy people in one family. That reflection must console you. Now to bed,- or we shall have Miss Pridham after us with the flat candlestick. Here she is, I declare.' Long after Nora was asleep, Shirley lay awake thinking over that eventful concert, and arranging further programmes of action. She had a deep- rooted conviction that if only Mary Stapleton could be persuaded to join them, a new and happier life would be hers. It could not cost so very much to get from this Roussoff to England, although the place sounded somehow such a great way off. If she could only daily collect half the magnificent sum this one performance had realised, she might fairly reckon on raising enough for her purpose long before the holidays were over. Unfortunately there was this disinclination to take assistance from anyone, as had been shown over and over again at Ephraim House. It was an obstacle which, no doubt, her present unfortunate circumstances would aggravate. If Shirley could only break down this barrier, the battle would be half won. But she anticipated a severe struggle first. Well, she must not be disheartened. It was not to be expected that everything would go smoothly : how grateful 312 love's loyalty. she ought to be for this early good-fortune. If the worst came to the worst, she must brave the perils of the sea, and visit Brittany herself, though she was such an indifferent sailor. She had sufficient confidence in her own powers of persuasion to believe that in the end she would contrive to gain her point. Mary must be got to England, if not actually as a resident at Prospect Cottage, before work began again, or Shirley must get to her : one of those two things it was absolutely necessary to manage. After having settled that to her own satisfaction, Shirley's thoughts roamed into the Midland counties. She fell to wondering how her cousin and his com- panion were enjoying themselves. Last accounts had been one long ecstatic compliment — in prose and poetry — to the lovely spots the two were visiting. Now you must be honest to yourself. Miss Shirley, as you are so true to others, and tell us about which of those tourists you were thinking most that night. Fond as you are of Master Neil, would you have dwelt so lovingly over the graphic pictures of hill and dale had not someone else helped to raise up the familiar scenes to your great delight and satisfaction ? Only a few hours ago, and your inner heart spoke out. Let it speak again, as you would have it do. See ! there is the answer in that tell- tale smile, as you pass into the happy land of dreams. END OF VOL. L COLSTON AM) COMPANY, PRINTERS, EDINPURCH.