'■•■i'l!Si?v^rjfM(;:^;::::^:';j!'i;:'''i:!!-!:;t::^y L I b R.AFLY OF THE UN IVLRSITY or ILLINOIS v.i The person charging this material is responsible for Its return to the library from which it was withdrawn on or before the Latest Date stamped below TlHrft, mutilation, and underlining of books are reasons for dlscioli- nary action and may result in dismissal from the Univers°w To renew call Telephone Center, 333-8400 ""'^^rsity. UNIVERSITY OF ILLINOIS LIBRARY AT URBANA-CHAMPAIGN JUN 2 0/ \n. mo h Uv U . LI61— O-1096 ^ Y NOR WIFE NOR MAID At all Libraries. In Three I'olumes. NOT ALL IN VAIN. BY ADA CAMBRIDGE. Scotsman.— ' The story is delightful reading, and some of the scenes and situations are sketched with that charming regard to detail which has been an outstanding merit of our best women novelists.' Maftchester Guardian. — ' The character - drawing is excellent. Mrs. Cambridge's power is beyond dispute. Nothing can be better than the voyage to Australia, the drama enacted by the passengers, the cabin cabals, and the deck flirtations.' By the same Author. Price 2^. 6d. each. A MARKED MAN. 1 THE THREE MISS KINGS. LONDON : WM. HEINEMANN, 21, BEDFORD STREET, W.C. NOR WIFE NOR MAID A NOVEL BY MRS. HUNGERFORD AUTHOR OF PHYLLIS,' 'molly 15AWN,' ' APRIL's LADY,' 'a MODERN CIKCh:,' ETC. IN THREE VOLUMES VOL. L LONDON WILLIAM HEINEMANN 1892 \_Aii rights reserved \ Digitized by the Internet Archive in 2009 with funding from University of Illinois Urbana-Champaign http://www.archive.org/details/norwifenormaid01duch 8S.3 v.l NOR WIFE NOR MAID CHAPTER I. 'She was a worthy woman all her life.' ' Full rich she was y-stored privily.' -=§ ' An invitation to the palace for Friday even- ri ing'/ says Mrs. Seatoan, glancing up from the ' letter she has been reading. She is looking a ^ little more severe than usual. Her lank figure ^. seems to have taken on an extra des^ree of ^ leanness. By this they all know that she is -^ pleased. Mary smiles. The Archdeacon, © pushing away his breakfast cup in a little 3 dreamy way he has, says : VOL. I. 1 3 Z NOR WIFE NOR MAID ' For Friday ?' as if trying to impress the date on his memory. * Music, of course/ says Arabella — 'music and frumps. I do hope when I am going out next j^ear, there will be something better worth going to than a Bishop's " at home." ' ' I hope next year when you come out — at a sadly early age as it seems to me ' 'Early ! At seventeen ! Why, Lena and Mary went to dances when they were six- teen!' * True ! your father then had no one to look after your interest,' says ,Mrs. Seatoun, the stepmother air full upon her. ' It is fortunate for you that I am now here to arrange what is best for you.' Arabella's brilliant dark eyes gain some- thing in fire, and she looks up as if to say a good deal, but Mary's glance checks her. ' Music is always delightful ; you will go ?' says Mary, smiling at her stepmother. ' I sup230se so. You,^ says Mrs. Seatoun, NOR WIFE NOR MAID 6 putting up her pince-nez, and again reading the letter, ' are specially invited.' ' Yes, yes, I'm glad of that,' says the Arch- deacon, turning a quick, pleased glance on his favourite daughter. ' The Bishop likes you, Mary ; I have often noticed it.' ' Naturally he Avould be desirous of having her at his party,' says Mrs. Seatoun tartly, with a view evidently to taking down any conceit that Mary may be feeling. ' Why ?' asks Mary, raising her charming face, and letting her pretty lips widen into an amused smile — 'to excommunicate me?' ' Not so bad as that,' says her father. ' To hear you play the violin, more probably.' ' That is almost worse. However ' — re- flectively and honestly — ' it is flattering. Do I ' — anxiously — ' really begin to play well?' ' All, you began that a long time ago !' cries Arabella enthusiastically, who adores Mary and thinks there is nobody like her. 4 NOR WIFE NOR MAID * But even if you didn't play at all, if you didn't know a note of music, if you were as little moved with concord of sweet sounds as Shakespeare's man himself, still I don't see why the Bishop shouldn't be delighted to ask you to his horrid dull old parties.' ' I don't know what that outburst may mean, Arabella,' says Mrs. Seatoun, turning a freezing glance on her, ' but if it is meant to convey to your sister that I thought she would not be invited to the palace under any circumstances, you ' * Oh no ! Bella did not mean that,' says Mary quickly ; ' and after all, is it so xery sure — is it to be a musical affair?' ' There is music in the corner,' says Mrs. Seatoun, glancing at the card. ' Superfluous !' says Arabella, witli a tilt of her already too upward-curving chin. * What else can they do, poor people ! dancing, theatricals, everything worth having, being ,denied them.' NOR AVIFE NOR MATD 5 ' Arabella !' says her stepmotber. 'Friday, did you say?' asks Mary witb tbat pretty vagueness, inherited from the father, that marks her. ' Yes, Friday ; you Avill come witb your mother and me?' asks the Archdeacon anxiously. ' I think so ; I shall like it, I dare say. The last one was not so bad.' * You will have to bring your violin witb you, remember,' says Mrs. Seatoun, her tone an aggravation in itself. ' No great hardship,' says Mary. ^ ' Even without it I dare say they'd admit you/ says Arabella, w^ho is plainly in one of her w^orst moods. * Arabella, don't be flippant !' says her stepmother. ' What was meant to be under- stood was, that your sister's talents would naturally be recognised by so cultured a man as the Bishop.' * Ah ! who's flattering her now ?' says b NOR WIFE NOR MAID Arabella, who has the face of an angel and the tongue of an im}). ' I never flatter,' says Mrs. Seatoun, who is not clever enough to understand that to argue with Arabella is to give the latter her dearest delight. ' I am simply just !' * Just what ?' asks the latter mischievously. ' Just ? Honest ' — explaining herself with severity. ^ And, after all, this party may not be of the despicable musical order to which you so object.' This with withering sarcasm. * jSTo — no — sure to be music,' says the Arch- deacon, who has caught the last sentence, and rouses himself from his perusal of the Saturday Review, to edge in a word or two. ' Same old game !' says Arabella, letting her white lids drooj) mournfully over her gleaming eyes. * Arabella ! no slang, I beseech of you !' ' Is that slang ?' asks Arabella — a touch of open rebellion in her thin sixteen-year- old face. ' I heard Lena say it yesterday.' NOR- WIFE NOK MAID 7 ' Your eldest sister, being a married woman, thinks she may now say what she pleases,' says Mrs. Seatoun ; ^ you, however, are not married, and ' ' Oh, hoAv funny !' says Arabella, as she laj^s down her knife, and gives way to a sudden sweet ringing peal of laughter. ' It is so ridiculously absurd a thing to think of her ever being married. So flu*-otf a thing — so odd — so impossible !' ' I suppose we shall meet Lena on Friday evening,' says Mary, coming again to the rescue. * Don't you think so, papa ?' ' Yes, my dear, almost a certainty, I should say.' ' James is such a flivourite with the Bishop !' 'James is clever,' says Mrs. Seatoun, in a rather impossible tone. ' Oh, I don't tliink it is tlitity says Mary. ' James is so good, rather — such a perfect Rector ! and how kind to his curates !' 8 NOR WIFE NOR MAID * He can afford it/ says Mrs. Seatoun. * Very many people can afford to do kind things — yet never do them,' says Mary thoughtfull}^ * James has done a great deal. How few people would have sent off that poor Mr. Seagrove to Italy for a year, because his lungs were bad !' • ' He didn't feel it — his purse is long,' says Mrs. Seatoun. ^ Not so long as that — he must have felt it, because he engaged no other curate while Mr. Seagrove Avas away. He did all the duty himself.' ' Lena didn't like that ; do you remember ?' says Arabella. * Yet she said nothhig to prevent Mr. Seagrove' s going. She didn't like the arrange- ment, only because she knew James would be overworked.' ' I think James should have considered his duty to his family,' says Mrs. Seatoun austerely. * To give away what he must NOR WIFE NOR MAID 9 know will be Avanted by the children by-and by, and to imperil his health to the extent of almost making his wife a widow, may seem to some people noble, but to me, I confess, only quixotic/ ' How difficult it is to be kind !' says Mary, Avith a quick sigh. ' To help one person is to injure another ' ' Mary, you will grow, into a pessimist if you give w^ay to that train of thought/ says her father, laying down his paper, and rising from the table. ' My dear, if one is honestly kind, one injures no one. As to James's children, I do not think they will suffer, even though James has given away a whole year's income to save a young life from the grave. And' — with a nod and a smile to his second wife that reaches her at the right side of the urn — ' I believe your mother agrees with me, in spite of all declarations to the contrary.' The Archdeacon is perhaps the only one in the household who understands Mrs.* Seatoun. 10 NOK WIFE NOR MATD He had married her about two years ago, when his first wife, to w^horri he had not been particularly attached, but who had been designated by society a charming woman, had been dead fifteen years. She had died, indeed, a year or so after giving birth to Arabella, and the Archdeacon, who w^as then only Rector, had remained single, until the ' bab}',' as Arabella had been called for a long time, had risen to the dignity of her sixteenth year. The new Mrs. Seatoun was elderly, gaunt, distinctly severe, and of no family at all. Why the Archdeacon had married her re- mained a mystery to everybody. She had money certainly, but not sufficient to tempt a man like the Archdeacon into the toils of matrimony ; and, besides, the Archdeacon was above suspicion. That she got on notoriously badly with her step-children was known to most people, but to the Archdeacon it was conceded she was all things. She was a clever woman in her way, and well-read, NOR WIFE NOR MAID 11 and of use to him in various ways. As a fact, he was extremely fond of her, and but for the feuds now and again arising between her and the young Seatouns, would have led a thoroughly easy-going happy life with her. Whether it was the fault of the youngsters or the second Mrs. Seatoun was difficult to discover. Lena, the eldest girl, had been married two years before her father brought her stepmother into the family. She had married a clergy- man, to the surprise of her friends, who had prophesied a more worldly career for her, one more distinguished. James Egerton was plain, ten years older than Lena Seatoun, and beyond question a very quiet man, whereas Lena was beautiful, and gay to frivolity. Still, the match, so far, had been a successful one ; and Lena Egerton, now a little fuller, but not less lovely, seems per- fectly contented Avith her lot. Her round, ripe figure, so suggestive of vigour; her soft, 12 NOR WIFE NOR MATD merry face, her pretty plump white hands — all declare her as happy a woman as one may hope to meet. Mary, the second girl, is of a diiFerent type : tall, pale, slight, and so calm, so wonderfully calm, without being exactly quiet. Mrs. l^^gerton is beyond doubt the handsomer of the two, but there is something about Mary that catches you and holds you, and brings you a captive to her gentle bow before you recognise the fact that so mild a creatare could possess a bow at all. Be sure she would never have fitted the arrow to it with- out great reluctance. Her eyes are dark, her hair is a soft nut- brown, her expression earnest. It is im- possible to look at her, and not know that a gentle soul dwells beneath that gentle exterior, gentle but steadfast. Something in the sweet firmness of the mouth suggests the idea of strength. The only son belonging to the Archdeacon NOR WIFE NOR MAID 13 is a year y Ganger than Mary, who is twenty - one. There had been a great gap between the birth of Arthur and that of Arabella. Arthur is tall, like Mary, but not like her or any of them — a slight young man, with a vivid face, and eyes black as night, and a restless movement for each word. His father's desire that he should follow in his footsteps, and in those of his grandfathers for two generations, had sent him to Cambridge. He had been studying theology now for some time, but, so far as anyone could see, was little the better for it. He was of a slightly whimsical turn of mind. The follies of his fellows amused rather than annoyed him — his sisters were deeply attached to him. A good sign ! As for Arabella, the fourth child, she is a mixture of all the others : dark as Arthur, sensitive as Mary, and as decided, too, but with more openness, and gay as Lena. A pretty creature, wild and free and fresh, and 14 NOR AVIFE NOR MAID ready to chafe at each slightest chain that holds her. * Yes, I hope Lena will be there on Friday evening/ says Mary again presently. ' Is that yonr one hope ?' asks Arabella. ' I should be hoping that some delightful Prince Charming would be there. I suppose you heard that Mr. Garden has come back to live at the Priory ; nurse told me. ]^)Ut, of course, he is an old fogey like the rest of them. He is a widower, isn't he ?' ' 1 believe so,' says Mary indifferently. 'Old and married! Pouf!' says Arabella contemptuously. ' To be old and married, Arabella, is not to be despicable,' says Mrs. Seatoun, rearing her crest, and looking volumes ('all sermons, too,' as Arabella said afterwards). 'Your father is married, and — er — elderly. AYould you despise him f At this Arabella gives way to untoward mirth. NOR WIFE NOR MAID 15 * Would I, pappy ?' asks she, whereupon the Archdeacon laughs a little too, and so lightly that one can see he and his youngest born are so much en rapport one with the other that for one to be offended with the other would be impossible ; if he loves Mary best, certainly iVrabella amuses him most. * If it is the Garden I mean,' says the Arch- deacon, 'he must be rather advanced in years. He was the old m.an's brother, and came in for the property wdien James Garden died. I)ut he always lived abroad — in Venice, I think — and we knew little of him. A peculiar man, I've heard, w^ith a terrible temper, and a dislike to society. He was a great reader; went in for Garlyle, Gomte, Mill, and so forth. His wife died very soon after their marriage.' ' Xo wonder!' says Arabella. ' Lena said James was ^oino; to call on him this afternoon,' says Mary. ' I wonder why he has come back to England now ?' 1(3 NOll WIFE NOR MAID ' A last craze,' says Arabella. ' It will finish him. Let us hope the late fogs will settle in his throat, and ' ' Arabella !' says Mrs. Seatoan. She explodes this little lirework at intervals, with a view to bringing Arabella to her senses, though she w^ould have scorned to admit that Arabella has any senses to stray away from. ' I say, Mary, what gown will you wear?' asks Arabella with an impatient shrug. ' Your pink ?' ' I — yes — I dare say ' says Mary. ' Certainly not,' says Mrs. Seatoun with her severest air ; ' you wore that when you were there last, Mary! I remember it distinctly. I must beg you will not wear it there again.' ' But what, then ?' asks Mary with a little smile, but a lifting of the broAvs that betrays perplexity. ' Leave that to me,' says Mrs. Seatoun, looking even more forbidding. Her mouth, indeed, has taken a terrible form. ' I shall NOR WIFii: NOR MAID 17 see that you are properly gowned. Be ready to come with me to town at four o'clock to-day.' It is plain to everybody that she is going to give Mary a new frock. A cause for rejoicing, one would think, but not here. The painful severity that accompanies the command to march to town with her at a certain time mars the growth of gratitude that should have arisen. This is Mrs. Seatoun's way of making a present. Mary flushes, and says ' Thank you !' in a very depressed tone. The Archdeacon looks suddenly depressed, too, as well as speculative. Why can't this good woman betray the natural kindliness of her heart, and why can't the children read between the lines ? It is a small mystery. One of the children is, how^ever, openly and wonderfully grateful ; Arabella has turned her gleaming eyes upon her stepmother, as well as a lovely smile. VOL. I. 2 lO NOR WIFE NOR MAID * Well, I call that good of you !' says she ; * Mary could not have bought a new one out of her allowance just now, and ' ' You think too much of dress, Arabella 1' interrupts her stepmother severely. ' Devote your mind to books, to music, to drawing (though T confess I see no talent in you (^f any kind), and try to forget the foolish adorn- ment of the body.' ' I'll try !' says Arabella meekly, but in so peculiar a tone, and one so suggestive of bomb- shells underneath, that Mary takes up the conversation with an unmistakable touch of haste. ' Come upstairs, Bella, and help me to look up my fan and gloves. You are too kind,' turning to her stepmother, with the rather strained amiability of one who is making an advance to a possibly militant companion. * Thank you a thousand times !' The gratitude is a trifle forced ; it is, at all events, distinctly nervous. If Mrs. Seatoun NOR WIFE NOR MAID 19 had not been Mrs. Seatoun, Mary would probably have given her a kiss for the promised gown ; as it is, ' It is my pleasure to see you properly dressed,' says Mrs. Seatoun in her stiffest tone, repudiating any further gratitude on the spot. CHAPTEK II. ' Lo, suche sleightes and subtilities In women be — ' The Archdeacon's house stands well back from the row of houses on either side of it, making an omission, as it were, in that side of the square. A huge old house, gray and moss- grown in parts, and with a big courtyard in front of it ; a solid block of a building of the formation of those decided dwellings we all drew on our slates long ago ; with three windows to the east, and three windows to the west downstairs, and six windows to cor- respond with these upstairs, and a door in the middle of the lower six with a fanlight, and over that a round window, staring out like an observant eye upon an inimical world. NOR WIFE NOR MAID 21 In the courtyard four tall elms grow statelily ; one opposite the farthest of the two drawing - room windows, one opposite the morning-room. Of the two others, one stares in at the further window of the dining-room, and one into a room beyond it, that is called the girls' room by the family. A delightful, nondescript apartment, replete with odds and ends of work of all kinds, from half- finished paintings and drawings, to half-knitted socks for the innumerable babies that adorn the lower parts of the town, and with a liberal sprinkling of music-sheets, and always Mary's two old violins somewhere : the last grand one has flung them into disrepute, and they are now more used as artistic lumber than for anything else. The new violin, a very gem, had been a present from her father on Mary's last birthday. The four elms grow far apart. Through the middle ones straight up to the hall-door steps — a flight of ten — the carriages can 22 NOR WIFE NOR MAID drive, imd, turning, can go away again past those down on either side. This fine old house had belonged to the Seatouns for many generations, most of the heads of which family had been, as I have hinted, in the Church. There had been Deans and Bishops among them, but perhaps the present head, the Arch- deacon, was the only one who had been able to secure a living in the town where he wa.s born and bred. When he had been called from the North of England to accept his present appointment in the Cathedral tow^n, so dear to him from boyhood, he knew one of the chief joys of his life. It had been a keen delight to him to bring back his children to the old home, to find that he might serve in the old Cathedral from that moment till his life's end. The sleepy town, so brilliant with sunshine, so smothered in greenery, gave him a sense of rest that bordered on luxury. Here, he told himself, no harm could befall him : all round him were former friends of his : the NOR WIFE NOR MAID 23 children were all good, Grod bless them ! and a comfort, and — and he could bring them up in his own way. He had just lost his first wife. Even when he married the second Mrs. Seatoun, this strange sense of security, im- manity from evil (in a world made up of troubles) never left him. And, indeed, there was no reason why it should. In spite of the incessant bickerings between her and Arabella, and, indeed, between her and Lena, then Mrs. Egerton, the Archdeacon's life was a calm and contented one. There could be no real bitterness, he told himself, between Susan — Mrs. Seatoun — and the children. It was a mere light skirmishing, that would end some day when each had learned to know the other's worth. Mary he depended upon to lead the way to this happy result. He little guessed or fancied in what shape the reconciliation was to be effected. 24 NOR WIFE NOK MAID The Bishop's handsome reception-rooms are beginning to fill. The grave and courteous host, standing amidst a group of his friends, is beaming kindly upon them through an exquisitely-mounted pince-nez. A Bishop is at all times an object of reverence. A bachelor Bishop, although well into the sixties, is even more than that : he is an object of interest. The rooms are full of light ; a few shaded lamps are here and there, but for the mo^^t part the brilliancy is given by wax candles — there is no hole, no corner, where they are not to be found shining. In the conservatory, indeed, the rays are rose-hued, and come from hanging lanterns ; but, as a fact, the Bishop inclines towards the pure and godly wax — a sign, say some, of his evident and fatal leaning towards the Church of Rome. Flowers, too — another sign of laxity, according to the Low Church party — flowers are everywhere. If anything, there is perhaps an over-abundance of them, a little matter that betrays the want NOR WIFE NOR MAID 25 of a woman's hand in the more delicate arrangements of the palace. This is a fault, however, to Le forgiven. Mrs. Egerton, sitting on a low fauteuil, with her soft fan unfurled, is gazing round her. xln amused smile is curling her lips. She is looking more than usually charming, her blue eyes and fair hair being flung into bold relief by the deep carmine of the Indian silk gown she is wearing. A rather daring- dress for the wife of the Rector, no matter how w^ell off, but it suits Lena admirably, and lends a last charm to her piquante face. She is rather a majestic young woman, in spite of her gaiety ; her blue eyes can be cold enough, and her complexion, that looks like nothing so much as cream and roses, can grow pale at times, and the pretty laughing mouth has known its haughty curves. But to-night she is all smiles. Her rich golden hair is falling in a cleverly 20 NOR WIFE NOR MAID careless abandon over her white forehead, and the very laziness of her position, pictur- esque as it is to a degree, betrays the satis- faction of her quiet spirit. She is slightl}' Rubenesque, perhaps, and though very little taller than Mary, who is five feet five, she seems always to tower over her. This perhaps because Mary is so very slender. Both sisters are handsome in their own way, but Mrs. Egerton would doubtless with a casual observer carry the palm. The young man who had been leaning over Mrs. Egerton and talking to her has suddenly turned his eyes to the lower door. There is expectancy in his somewhat vacant face. ' Your sister is late,' says he. ' Yes,' says Mrs. Egerton ; she raises herself, and the smile fades from her lips, and in her turn she stares at the door as though she would push the people thronging there to one side, that she may the better NOR WIFE NOR MAID 27 see if anyone is coming. ' it is absurd being so late at an affair of this kind. To come early and to go early is the clever thing : why waste too many hours of sleep over a mere understudy of gaiety such as this ?' ' Yes,' says her companion vaguely. ' It is plain he is not listening.' ' Go and see if they are coming/ says Lena kindly, who knows what he wants to do, and who, in truth, is tired of him. Lena, settling herself down with a sigh of relief, is preparing to criticise those passing to and fro before her, when suddenly a well- known step comes up behind her, and the frou-frou of a soft silken skirt makes itself heard. ' Here you are, Lena,' whispers Mary, bending over her and surreptitiously giving her ear a little flick. 'Oh, is it you?' says Lena. 'I like your fashionable tendencies — eleven, if it is a minute! Really papa ought to be spoken 28 NOR WIFE NOR MAID to ; such reprehensible conduct in a pillar of the Church should not go unnoticed. Shouldn't wonder if the Bishop gave him a good scolding.' * I should,' says Mary. ' What have you got on that flaming frock for ? I shouldn't wonder if the Bishop gave you a scolding.' * The Bishop knows better, if you don't. Come round here, Mary ; I can't see through the back of my head, and I want to know how you look.' ' Well, aren't you thunderstruck V says Mary, coming round as desired, and slipping into the chair beside her. ' Did you quite grasp it before T ' What ?' ' Why, how handsome I can be to order. Mrs. Seatoun gave me this gow^n. She feared I should disgrace her in my old ones, and you know the reverence she has for his lord- ship.' Mary, too, it seems, could be unjust. NOR WIFE NOR MAID 29 * People devoid of grandfathers always go on like that. However, I like that gown,' sajs Mrs. Egerton, examining her critically; ' though I think the pink would have been more becoming. No matter, white always carries the day. If I'd had a moment, I'd have gone over this afternoon to How d'ye do, Mrs. Mordaunt. Pretty song that last, wasn't it ?' ' Was it ?' says Mrs. Mordaunt, a big florid woman, dressed in emerald green, who is passing up the room with three terrible replicas of herself behind her. * It might have been pretty ten years ago ; but, really, Mrs. Blount ought to give up that sort of thing now. She suggests a perpetual ques- tion — Where has her voice gone to ? Ha ! ha! a trifle severe, eh? but really deserved, eh?' ' I always like to hear her sing,' says Lena calmly, looking a little through the big body before her as she delivers her little snub, and 30 NOR WIFE NOK MAJD Mrs. Mordannt passes on, the three editions of her own huge self behind her in tow. ' Detestable woman !' says Lena, when they are barely out of earshot. ' Never a good word for anyone.' ' A common failing. Yes, she is horrid. But why were you bent on coming over to us this afternoon?' ' To give you a hint — a word. Even one to the wise, you know, is sufficient.' ' But a word about what ?' ' You haven't heard, then, that Marcus Garden has come home ?' ' Of course we heard ; but ' ' He will \:e here to-night !' ' My dear Lena, are you going in for private theatricals ? What a tragical ex- pression! Why shouldn't that old person come here this evening without your giving me a hint — a word ?' She mimicked successfully her sister's air and manner. NOR WIFE NOR MAID 31 ' Old/ — he is not old! He is young — quite young. Arid such a charming place, and in- come, and property ! My dear Mary, you must see that to live at the Priory, to be mistress of it, would What's the matter with you ?' Mary has, indeed, given way to undisguised laughter. ' You do it so funnily,' she said at last, still struggling with her mirth. ' You will hardly make your fortune at match-making : young, quite young ! old^ not a bit old ! And papa tells me — or, at least, has given me the impression — that he and your protege are of the same age.' * That's the mistake, you know ; I went there to call with James, quite under the impression, too, that I should see an ante- diluvian, but — Ko, no, thank you,' smiling up with a charming friendliness at the Bishop, who is bending courteously over this, the handsomest member of his flock. ' Not now, not yet — a little later on.' 32 NOR WIFB NOR M.\ID The Bishop nods in his kindly fashion, accepts the refusal of his ices in the room beyond (perhaps he would have liked a little chat with her in that tea-room), and goes on. ' Well/ says Mary, ' instead of the ante- diluvian, you found ' * A young man I' ' He must have discovered the elixir of life, then.' ' He need not discover it — he has it. The fact is, that poor old Marcus whom papa remembers, and who, by all accounts, is better under the earth than on it, died a year ago, and here suddenly appears his son in his place. An excellent exchange, one must confess. He is about thirty-three, as I have said, and so interesting !' * He ought to be,' says Mary, laughing. ' That delicious old face of his is interesting enough for two. It seems a scandalous waste of charm to give an interest both to it and to its owner. However, you know, Lena,' NOR WIFE NOR MAID 33 with sisterly impertinence, ^ your geese are always swans.' * Xot this time/ with equanimity. ^ Mr. Garden is a hond-jide swan.' ' Well, I'm sorry I didn't Avear the pink,' says Mary ; * I might have made a conquest of him and his Priory. Mrs. Seatoun has marred my life.' ' He's ever so nice, really,' says Lena con- fidentially. ' AVe had him to dinner last night — quite an unexpected affair. James just marched him in — to my horror — because there was nothing on earth but a little soup, and a loin of mutton, and a ridiculous pudding, and I might have had an entree out of the cold chicken if I'd had a second. But you knoAV James I Met him in the road, it seems, and insisted on bringing him home. I felt so angry !' ' I wonder if anyone really ever felt angry with James,' says Mary. ' Well, and ' ' He proved delightful. Not James, you VOL. I. 3 34 NOR WIFE NOR MAID know — Mr. Garden. He said he was dying of loneliness at the Priory, and hoped I would excuse want of evening clothes and all that. I did. And I think he enjoyed himself. I was so sorry you were not with me, but it couldn't be helped ; you were as unattainable as the entree. If I had only been given an hour I could have had both ; you know what men are,' with a shrug of her handsome shoulders — ' all fools !' ' Mr. Garden included ?' with a mischievous glance. ' I dare say, but you must not think so — at all events, until you ' V Marry him?' calmly. ' Well, yes.' Here both sisters laugh in a soft, irrepressible sort of way. 'I'm afraid it won't come off,' says Mary after a while. ' You have made a fatal mistake in showing me where my duty lies. I hate doing my duty. Even if your ultra- NOK WIFE NOR MAID 35 charming old-young man were to lay his hand and fortune at my feet, I feel I should be perverse enough to refuse both of them. By-the-bye, he's married, isn't he?' * Was — ivas,' in a low tone ; ' and not very much at that ! It seems to have been a very unfortunate affair all through. They didn't get on, and there was a talk, it appears, of a legal separation just before she died, and — you aren't listening, Mary ! AVhat a visionary you are, with no thought for anything but your violin and your poor ! You never take into consideration the griefs of your better acquaintances.' ' They aren't always better,' says Mary with a laugh. ' And as for your Mr. Garden, he isn't an acquaintance at all.' . * But he will be. And, honestly, when one comes to consider it, the more prosperous ones of the earth are often those w^ho demand our heartiest commiseration. They feel more, therefore they suffer more. The poor — or 36 NOR WIFE NOR MAID what is usually called the common people — do not know the pangs that afflict the souls of the educated classes.' * Oh, Lena ! What a sentiment coming from the lips of a Rector's wife !' says Miss Seatoun, turning her charming face half-way to her sister with a touch of amusement in her eyes. ^ Aren't you afraid that ' * I'm afraid of nothing/ says Mrs. Egerton doughtily and trul}'. * Even a Rector's wife — cast into the furnace as the poor creature always is — must have an opinion of her own. She may conceal it — she often does, poor thing ! — but it is there all the same. I don't believe in the poor ; you do. The whole argument lies in a nutshell. I believe in sorrow every- where, but not in singling out this class or that for special sympathy.' ' Oh, I know what you mean,' says Mary. ' There are, of course, those who think a princess cannot feel, and there are those who think a peasant cannot feel, either. They go NOR WIFE NOR MAID 37 Oil the principle, I presume, that extremes meet.' ' Well, they do,' says Mrs. Egerton. * And it is a safe principle enough ; but, given certain circumstances, very erroneous. Pos- sibly now and again there may be found amongst the lower classes a mind formed for suffering, and amongst the high ones of the earth just such another ; but, as a rule, I should say that the peasant knows less of the acuter griefs — those of the mind — than the princess.' ' I notice you put no faith in princes^ says Mary mischievously. * Oh, men /' says Mrs. Egerton contemp- tuously. ' What have they got to do with it ? They don't feel.' ' Don't they ?' suppressing a laugh. * And yet I thought you were advocating the cause of ' ' I was advocating nothing,' says Mrs. Egerton severely, seeing her mistake, but 38 NOR WIFE NOR MAID refusing to acknowledge it, ' save the injustice of pitying one class of society, and refusing pity to the other.' ' Oh, I see P says Mary, who is laughing still, and who has on her all the air of one who agrees through politeness only. ' Then what has all this to do with Mr. Garden ?' ' Well, his marriage was unhappy — and w^e have been dwelling on feeling — and we have never heard the actual truth about it ; but ' ' One so seldom hears that^' says Mary senteiitiously. * But I am sure he was not in the wrong, Avhoever else was.' ' For " whoever" read the late Mrs. Garden. If spirits can hear, Mrs. Garden must be in a distinctly bad temper to-night.' * Nothing unusual, so far as she was con- cerned — at least, so I have heard,' says Mrs. Egerton. ' She was one perpetual firework when alive; let us hope she is resting calmly NOR WIFE NOR. MAID 39 now. By-the-bye,' casting a quick glance round her, ' how late he is !^ ' Are you sure he is coming ?' ' Quite sure. He told me so himself.' ' One should sit up at that rate/ says Mary in a rather frivolous manner, it must be con- fessed. ' A hero of romance such as he is, a modern Apollo, a man with a history ' ' And a very considerable rent-roll,' puts in Mrs. Egerton materially. ' Ah, you spoil it,' says Mary, with a faint shrug of her soft shoulders. * Mr. Denny is here too.' ^Another rent-roll!' says Mary. ' Do you know, Mary ' — severely — ' when you have got the sarcastic stops out, there is no pleasing you. Surely poor Mr. Denny has a personality of his own. One shouldn't mix him up so entirely with his money.' ' Why not ? He wants a help,' says Mary. ' You are very unkind to him, considering 40 NOR WIFE NOR MAID all thino's. However, he can go/ says Mrs. Egerton suddenly. ' Can he ? What a relief for him and me !* says Mary, turning an amused face to her sister, who refuses to see the amusement in it. ' But why may he go now ? Why am I now to be forgiven for my obstinacy in not seeing that Mr. Denny would make an excellent parti? Come, Lena, make a confession — ex- plain yourself.' CHAPTER III. ' That fairer was to seen Than is the lily upon his stalke green, And fresher than the May with flowers new, For with the rose colour strove her hue. I n'ot which was the finer of them two.' Whatever embarrassment Mrs. Eoferton misht have felt at being thus suddenly brought to bay is never known. A most welcome inter- ruption conceals it effectually. One of the Bishop's chaplains, a * fat, fair, and forty ' sort of man, coming up at that moment, addresses Mary. The Bishop has sent him, it appears, and will Miss Seatoun be so very good as to give them one of her delightful studies on the violin ? The young lady now singing will soon have finished her song, and the Bishop 42 NOR WIFE NOR MAID But the Bishop here takes up the text ; he has come u^) to Mary and the breathless pleni- potentiary. * Will you be good to us, Miss Seatoun ?' says the portly prelate. * Will you delight us with that violin of yours ? I am afraid I ask a great deal, but ' ' I shall be very glad indeed — very glad to help you in any way I can,' says Mary, smiling sweetly at him, if a little nervously, and rising to her feet. * If jou will take me ' — turning her eyes to the upper part of the room — 'over there to where I can see Mrs. Seatoun stand- ing, I shall be ready to play something for you presently.' * When Miss Montgomery has finished. Thank you — thank you,' says the Bishop, speaking always in a subdued tone, as though he fears Miss Montgomery can hear him, which possibly, indeed, she might have done, as her voice is no hindrance to hearing of any kind, even the worst. Her little soft murmur NOR WIFE NOR MAID 43 is now almost dying away, and Mary, accom- panied' by the Bishop, moves across the room, and stops short beside her stepmother. Her vioHn is lying on the piano close by ; the Bishop has bowed himself away, with another mild expression of gratitude. Miss Mont- gomery's last weak note has sounded. Mary feels a little thrill of nervousness ; there is, however, a minute or two still in which to breathe before the ordeal of playing to as many of the British public as is here congre- gated need be encountered. * There is Lena in another new gown,' says Mrs. Seatoun, drawing close to her. ' Such extravagance ! really deplorable ! James, though well off, Mary, can scarcely be called a millionaire.' ' Well, he isn't so called,' says Mary, smiling. ' Oh, of course you will back her up — that is to be expected. Still, you must see that there is reason in what I say.' ' As well as in roasted eggs,' says Mary 44 NOR AVIFE NOR MAID gaily, determined not to make a big thing out of a trifling matter. ^ And if James is satis- fied, and if he likes to see Lena well gowned, why ' * It is no affair of mine, you would add. Of course not ; but when I married your father I undertook to feel an interest, atleast^ in all his people/ ' That was very good of you,' says Mary gently — there is not the least touch of sarcasm in her sweet voice. ' But Lena is all right — she is indeed ; you need not fear she will hurry James into difficulties. And it isn't quite new, either ; she wore it at the Mor- d aunts' last week. ' The Mordaunts ! If you had said the Stewarts, I could have understood it. Any gown, however pronounced, would suit them, even a scarlet one ' ' Lena's is red, not scarlet,' says Mary. * It is such a pretty colour, I think. Look at it again, and see.' NOR WIFE NOR MAID 45 They both look across the room to where Mrs. Egerton is sitting still alone, but even as they look, someone comes up to her and claims acquaintance with her in a cordial fashion. It is, indeed, the latest addition to the neigh- bourhood who is now bending over Lena. ' I hope you have not forgotten me already/ says Mr. Garden. ' You have come, then/ says Lena, beaming on him, as is lier way with all men. ' The thought of a musical party hasn't frightened you? You have a strong mind, I suppose.' ' On the contrary, I am weak — weak as water in some hands. I will make a confes- sion to you. I received the Bishop's invita- tion, and, like the bad man we all know of, had accepted it, meaning not to go ; but in the afternoon it so chanced that the Bishop and I met in the gardens beyond, and we hob- nobbed a bit, and finally he told me in such friendly terms that he was glad that I was to 46 NOR WIFE NOR MAID be one of the guests this evening, that I hadn't the pluck to stay away. I fancied it was going to be an entirely stupid affair, yet I risked it. Now,' with a glance at her, ' I have my reward.' ' That last song wasn't much, was it ?' says Mrs. Egerton, who is accustomed to glances of all sorts, and who takes this one and throws it over her shoulder, as it were. * I must again ask the eternal question, Wh}^ will people sing to you when Providence has refused them a voice ?' ' It is unanswerable,' says the new-comer ; ' I propose we give it up. Eventually there will be light somewhere, I suppose. If not an answer, a remedy will be found for this evil. It will take the form of an asylum, and will be called " The Home for Voiceless Songsters." If still alive, you and I will give a large dona- tion towards it. There will be many wards, notably one for those who take a halt-note lower than they intend, and one for those who NOR W1F1<: NOR MAID 47 go a trilie sharp, but none for those who bellow I You have heard one or two, no doubt — of the bellowers, I mean. They are of the masculine gender — the bulls of Bashan, you see, and must go out and perish ; there will be no home for them. But I think the institution, on the whole, will be generously supported.' ' I commend it to the notice of Mr. Walter Besant,' says Lena. 'Well/ regarding him frankly, ' I am glad j^ou have come here to- night.' ' I thank you/ said Garden, looking a little amused. * Whether I dare believe it or not, that is a very friendly speech, and a homeless creature such as I am cannot afford to pick faults ; I accept it as it stands. May I sit down beside you ?' * You may indeed,' says Mrs. Egerton very graciously. She draws her skirts aside, and Mr. Garden seats himself on her couch. 48 NOR WIFE NOll MAID ' The reason why I am glad you are here/ says she, directmg a straight glance at him, that kills at once ideas of an incipient flirta- tion, ' is because I think presently you will hear a little music that will be above the average — music that will have a suspicion — a small one, but certainly a suspicion — of genius about it. It will redeem such singing as Miss Montgomery's ; it will also ' ' Who is that ?' exclaims Mr. Garden sud- denly, interrupting her with decided rudeness^ it must be confessed. His whole expression has changed ; the lightness, the vague suggestion of boredom, of his having come here sorely against his will and his better judgment — even the vision of his library, and the lounging-chair, and the cigarettes, and the books that have been haunting him since his arrival — all have vanished. He is now transformed into a sur- prised, eager man, all astonishment, all de- light. His soul lias come into his eyes as he NOR WIFE NOR MAID 49 looks down towards the end of the room. What a creation ! Avhat a lovely face ! Mrs. Egerton follows his eyes, and forgives him. It is on Mary he is gazing ! Mary — standing a little forward in her white gow^n, and with a few pearls round her neck. She is looking taller than usual, and paler, and her eyes are shining ; the lids come and go over them, the calm proud mouth is prouder than usual, yet one can see there is a little nervousness there too. One foot, clad in its pretty bronze shoe, is thrust a little forward ; the faultless arm, naked to the shoulder, is curved gi-acefully ; the bow is between the fingers of the slim white hand. Somebody is playing a prelude on the piano, but to Garden, watching thus intently, there is no man at the piano — nobody in all this big room, save that white dream over there with the shining eyes and the proud, soft, nervous lips. VOL. I. 4 50 NOR WIFE NOK MAID But now his vision has waked to Ufe ; swiftly, delicatelyj the beautiful fingers that seeui scarcely to touch the quivering bow draw it across the strings of tlie violin, and music stirs within the room. It is music indeed. A faint anger towards Mrs. Egerton, who, in her fear of over-rating Mary's genius, had depreciated it, swells within his heart. A mere ' suspicion/ said she, a mere ' suspicion of genius ': and here is the real thing, there is no mistaking it. Wild and passionate, and fraught with deepest melancholy, the notes fill the room, straying through the open windows into the cold moonlight outside, where those walking up and down the gravelled walks and ter- races, hearing them, stand still to listen, and one or two of them say softly : ' Ah, that is Mary Seatoun.' And now, indeed, Mary Seatoun is playing her best. The spirit of the music has entered into her, and all is forgotten, the nervousness, NOJl WIFE NOR MAID 51 the shyness — ^nothing is remembered save the delight of these rich sounds that she — she — is giving to the air. If Garden, gazing at her, is alone in his thoughts with her, she is alone entirely, heart-whole and fancy-free. She is able to give herself in a rapturous complete- ness to the musical spirit within her. She has come a little more forward, as it were, though she has not seemed to stir. A delicate flush has dyed the whiteness of her cheek ; her head is lifted up : there is almost a smile on the pretty proud lips. In the nut- brown recesses of her hair a little diamond star is resting ; it gleams and gleams again with each movement of her lithe body, but to the man watching her it seems dull to the fair splendour of the eyes beneath. 'Who is that exquisite creature?' asks he, turninof eaoerly to Mrs. Eo^erton. UNrVERSITY OF ILLINOIS LIBRARY CHAPTER IV. ' Love if thee list — And soothly, leve brother, this is all. Here in this prison miisten we endure, And each of us take his a venture.' ' That exquisite creature is my sister,' says Mrs. Egerton, with a little subdued but irre- pressible laugh. Really, it is all going very well, and he is one of the richest men in the country, and Mary Well, the richest man in the world would be almost too poor for Mary. ' Xo, you need not look at me as if you had committed murder — and, worse, been found out. Consider how much more un- comfortable you would have felt if 3^ou had said, " Who is that terrible young woman over there ?" But then ' — smiling — ' you NOR WIFE NOR MAID 53 could not liave said that of Mary, could you ?' * Is her name Mary ?' asks Garden, his eyes always on that white figure at the end of the room. He has taken no notice of Mrs. Eger- ton's persiflage ; he has heard only that one word ' Mary ' — it has caught and held him. ' It suits her/ says he slowly. ' Yes? You think so ! Names generally do suit people, I think, and Mary is such a beau- tiful name. Lord Byron, you remember, had a passion for it. For myself, I believe it must always be a good woman who bears it. James — my husband — who is rather Pligh Church, says that I am right in so thinking, but tliat I haven't quite grasped the meaninij of my thought.' ' And that is ' * That it was the Virgin's name, and there- fore consecrated to good for evermore,' says Mrs. Egerton. ' Ah, now my Mary has finished. Well,' as the fashionable sounds of 54 NOPt WIFE KOR MAIL) applause, rather more marked now, more healthy than usual, die a^Yay, ' I am glad you have heard her. It will convince you that even down in the country we can have occa- sionally some hond-jide music' Now that the music and applause alike are at an end, a strange silence fills the room. It is broken to Mrs. Egerton and Garden by the sound of a profound sigh, uttered just behind them. Mrs. Egerton, turning abruptly, finds herself face to face with the young man who, in the beginning of the evening, had been so anxious about the coming of ]\Iary. He is a short young man, woefully tliin, with no chin to speak of, and a white mous- tache that need not be spoken of, either. A more purposeless-looking person it would be hard to find, and yet he seems full of earnest purpose now as he leans forward staring at j\Iary Seatoun. ' It was a charming little piece, ^vasn't it, .rM Denny ?' says Lena, with delightful hon- NOR WIFE NOR MAID 55 homic. * A trifle melancholy, perhaps ; but Mary runs that way. You liked it? You will make nie think you have a very serious affaire de coeur pressing on you if you give way to sighs such as the last. I quite heard it. It ' — she breaks suddenly into the laughter that is consuming her — ' it nearly blew me out of the window !' This is all rather cruel, and perhaps meant to be so. Mr. Denny must learn now once finally that Marj- is not for him, and Mr. Garden must know that Mary is not intended for such a silly suitor as Mr. Denny. N^ature has been extravagant in her gifts to Lena ; she has not only given her good looks — generally considered a handsome dot in itself — but has added on to them cleverness and wit, and, au fond^ a ver}^ kindly nature. ' Oh, I wouldn't injure you,' says Mr. Denny, his general pallor taking a sudden warmth. 56 NOR WIFE NOR MAID It is impossible to Mrs. Egerton to refrain from the little glance she now sends to Garden. It says quite plainly, ' No, because I am Mary's sister. But for that he would gladly strangle me.' Garden smiles. He has scarcely heard her. however ; he is watching that tall, graceful creature who has just been playing to them. She has put away her violin now ; a stout, pleasant -faced young man has taken it from her with evidently many words of praise and admiration. Garden feels he hates that young man. And now — now she is coming down the room to Avhere her sister is sitting. Some words half forgotten rush to Garden's mind as slowly — stopping every now and then to receive a pretty speech from someone — Mary Seatoun advances. ' As spring comes up this way !' Truly a fresh, sweet spring she is, renewing all things ; flowers should rise within her wake. And has no flower arisen ? What is NOR WIFE NOR MAID 57 this sudden, strange, half-terrible, half- rap- turous feeling within Garden's breast ? There is no time now for analysis ; Mary is here! Denny makes a movement towards her, and Garden rises to his feet. She will probably like a seat near her sister. ' I am so glad you w^ere pleased,' says Mary to Mr. Denny, who is mumbling all sorts of flattering things. ' But you are all too kind to me, I think.' ' I wish I might be kinder,' says Denny, in what he fondly believes to be a whisper. An erroneous belief. Mrs. Egerton turns her fair head suddenly. * Tired, Mary ?' says she ; * come and sit down here ; see, Mr. Garden has given you his place. Ah ! I forgot you do not yet know Mr. Garden ; I have been ' — laughing as if in deprecation of her own stupidity — ' talking so much of you both, to you both, that a formal introduction seems unneces- sary.' 58 NOR WIFE NOR MAID ' I am taking your seat,' says Mary to Garden, after the faintest salutation. Her tone is cold and clear ; it seems specially indifferent after Lena's lightness. Garden makes a movement of dissent. * I dislike sitting in a crowded room/ he saj^s ; ^ T much prefer standing.' ' I am under no compliment, then,' says she, with a faint flicker of her eyelids that might mean amusement. ' Mr. Denny,' says Lena, turning her charm- ing head over her shoulder, ' do you think you could get me an ice ? Yes ; how sweet of you ! After all,' rising briskly, ' I don't think T shall give you the trouble to go, and come again, if you will take me to the buffet ; it is all I shall ask of you.' In this barefaced fashion she forcibly re- moves the raging Denny, beaming on him beautifully all the time, and apparently utterly oblivious of the storm that is tearinsf his NOR WIFE NOR MAID 59 foolish heart. * After all,' argues she to her- self, ' I am but doing him a good turn, if he only knew it. Mary would never look at him, and the sooner that idea is fired into his head the better. It will take a big gun to do it,' thinks she, with a small rueful shrug, 'and that's where /come in.' It must be acknowledged that Mrs. Egerton, in her confabulations w^th herself, is a trifle wanting in the more decorous modes of speech. She has plenty of time just noAv for thought, as Denny, beyond a sullen monosyllable here and there, refuses conversation. Given her ice, and a cosy chair, and one of the Stewart boys, who, as a rule, are generally to be found, as they themselves would have expressed it ' all there,' Mrs. Egerton gives the sulky Denny his coiifje ; she beams upon him once more, that is, and tells him she will not trespass any longer on his forbearance. To herself she says that Mary 60 NOR WIFE NOR MAID and Mr. Garden will by this time have wearied of that heated room, and will have wandered into the cool night air outside, where moon- beams are lying lovingly on terraces and flowers and banks. CHAPTER V. ' Oh fy for shame ! they that have been brent Alas ! can they not flee the fires heat V Lena has proved herself a prophetess. Left to themselves by that skilful sibyl's manage- ment, Miss Seatoun and Mr. Garden grew gradually towards a friendly understanding. By degrees, too, the}^ feel the heat of the room become too much for them, and the faint glimpse that every now and then they get of white forms moving to and fro upon the balcony outside completes the desire for change and coolness that has seized upon them. * Why should they appropriate to them- selves all the good of the night ?' asks Garden, 62 NOli WIFE NOR MAID indicating by a glance one of the lia])py people sauntering in the moonlight. ' Why, indeed !' says Mary, smiling ; 'and then/ longingly, ' it must be cool out there.' ' One can never be sure of anything without experience/ says Garden. ' Will you come out and try if it is really as cool as it looks out there ?' ' Well, I should like it, 1 think,' says Mary, rising ; ' and we shall be close to the windows, so that ' — with a rather remorseful glance at the piano where Miss Montgomery stands ready to sing again — ^ we shall lose nothing.' * No, we shall lose nothing,' says Garden, with a little leaning towards sarcasm, hardly unpardonable. Outside, what a night I This little gentle breeze that is blowing is so soft, so rich with fragrance stolen from the flowers below, that one hardly knows it is a gentle wind, save for the dainty chill it leaves upon the air. All the f^rreat heaven is bright with light ; star NOK WIFE NOR MAID 63 upon star decks it, and in its midst rides tlie moon, queen regnant. The quiet gardens stretch from east to west, running down to the river that flows through the town, and out there, too, far away, where the moonbeams seem most to congregate, and where the ocean swells and suro^es. On the rioht the dark woods of Steyne, the Stewarts' woods, show dark against the hills beyond, and in those woods they hear ' A nightingale so lustily sing, That her clear voice she made ring Through all the greenwood wide.' It is, in truth, a lovely night. Miss Sea- toun, leaning her bare arms upon the railings of the balcony, looks down upon the sleeping- earth. The flowers, deadly drowsy though they be, still call for attention. Beyond, very far away, the ocean glitters, while just here 64 NOR WIFE NOR MAID ' Would you be afraid to venture down ?' asks Garden at this moment. ' It is lovelier here/ says she, in a little pleased tone. ' What a perfect night !' ' Perfect/ returns he, looking, however, at her rather than on the lovely landscape. ' There are beautiful things in this old w^ork-a-day world,' says she, still gazing south- ward at the ocean. ' There are indeed,' says he, still gazing at her. How faultless her profile shows in this clear light ! ' M^ill you make a long stay in the country ?' asks Mary presently, more, perhaps, through a desire to make conversation than from actual curiosity. ^ I hardly know. I have been so unused to a resting-place of any kind that ' ' Ah, yes ! I can understand it. Here to- day, and gone to-morrow — an existence full of pleasure,' says she softly. 'Is that how you regard it? Well,' as if NOR AVIFE NOK MAID 65 determined to be quite fair with his fate, * there has been some pleasm'e.' * Your words and your tone do not agree,' says Mary slowly ; she turns lier eyes to his, and regards him in a grave, sweet fashion. Then quickly regret grows within her. ' Ah ! I had forgotten — forgive me,* says she — ' you were married.' ' True.' His tone is curiously cold, almost sneering. ' I am therefore, no doubt, to be at all times regarded as an object of commisera- tion.' ' One must be sorry for you,' says Mary gently. ' When I said you were married, I meant ' She hesitated, a little dismayed, perhaps, by that coldness of his. ' That I had lost my wife. Yes ; I under- stand,' says he quietly. * Well, other men have lost theirs, and have lived.' Something in his manner disjDleases Mary. ' I have made a mistake/ says she ; ' I feci I should not have spoken to you of — of VOL. I. . 5 QQ NOR WIFE NOR MAID your ' — growing confused—' of anything but ordinary matters ; but, of course, I had heard of you — and ' ' Had you heard of me ?' ' Naturally/ smiling ; ' in a small place like this we are glad to have something to talk about ; and your people, if not you. were very widely known here at one time. At least, so I gather from my father/ ' The Archdeacon ? I met him once a long time ago, too long to safely remember. My father brought me over to this part of the world once to see my uncle, but it was a first and last visit. Well ' — abruptly — ' and so you have heard of me. What, may I ask?' ' I don't think you may,' says Mary, with a swift, half-mischievous glance at him. ' No ? Now you whet my curiosity — now you must speak.' ' xMust ?' ^ I entreat you,' says he. NO II WIFE NOR MAID 67 ' Ah ! that is different. Well, if you will know what I heard ' ' You give in, then ? It grows portentous ! Come, sit down here,' pointing to a seat that stands beneath the myrtle -trees that are flowering luxuriantly in their green tubs. ' You, of course, require no support, but I feel I shall require any amount of it after your confession has been made.' ' It is not a confession,' says she, following him to the pretty bower that is half formed of nature, half of art. ' I give you what you crave, of my own unbiased will.' ' Of your own .^weet will,' says he lightly, yet there is meaning in his lightness as his eyes rest on her. ' And now for a beginning; how was it ?' ' Why,' says she, and not -without a touch of mischief, in spite of her beautiful serenity, ' I heard, for one thing, that you were old!' ' Old !' says he, first as if a little surprised, and then, ' Old ! Well, so far gossip told the 68 NOR WIFE NOR MAID truth. I believe I am a rival of the Wander- ing Jew himself. I don't fancy there is any- one in the world as thoroughly old as I am.' There is a touch of angry sadness in his tone. ' Well, what more ?' ' That you Avere ill-tempered.' ' There I plead guilty too. Your gossip seems to know his business, and tells the truth.' There is some bitterness mingled with the jesting of his tone. ' A gossij) is always .s7/e,' says Miss Seatoun. ' Did you forget that ? Did you forget also that women are no great believers one in another ?' * Thank you,' says he ; ' you give me a new phase of my life. And so you don't believe that ? And what more ?' ' The third answer bears upon the first. I was told that not only were you old, but that you were of one age with my father.' She gives way here, and laughs outright. NOR WIFE NOR MAID Gl) * What of my gossip now ? Is he so rare a one as you fancied ?' ' I will cast no discredit on him as yet. Honestly, I think that, of your father and I, he is the younger man. Have I Jiot told you I am the oldest man alive ?' ' There is still more,' says slie, ' and it is the crowning evil.' ' Let me hear it. I think T would rather sink under it than be left in ignorance.' ' Call up all your courage, then. They tell me ' — with a charming ghnice — ' that you hate the society of women !' ' Ah ! there they wrong me,' says he, with some vehemence. He has abruptly forgotten, indeed, that the whole thing is a jest. 'Why should I despise the best gift of life ? Surely ' — with something of reproach in his tone — ' they have maligned me sufficiently in their three fir^t comments without adding on that.' ' It is evident you have quite made up your mind to the " thev," ' says she; Mt was he a 70 NOR WIFE NOR MAID moment since, and now it is they: and who are theijT ' A large race, the largest in all the world, and so full of energy, neither time, nor place, nor rank daunts them ; w^e bow before them ; in fact, in the mystic '" they " is incarcerated all the venom, and mischief, and bitterness that lays desolate the world. Ah !' — quickly seeing how her lovely face has changed from gaiety to w^ondering surprise — ^ all this has so little to do wdth you that you don't under- stand it/ ' That the Avorld is cruel, I know,' says she, ' but that you should feel it so !' Uncon- sciously there is flattery in her tone and words. This man, so good to look at, so desirable in many ways, how should the world treat Mm unkindly ? ^ Ah ! you have a grief?' says she, thinking always of that poor dead wife who, no doubt, was dear to him, and who had died so wonderfully soon after her marriage. Daunted, however, by his late NOR AVIFE NOR MAID 71 acceptance of her sympathy, she comes to a dead stop here, and, colouring, softly looks away from him down the quiet meadows to where the ocean glistens bravely. ' Grief is a common possession,' says Garden. There is something that suggests defiance in his tone, and more than that. He hesitates, struggles with himself, and then, as if impelled by a force beyond his control, says abruptly : ' You think I am always grieving for my wife's death ?' It is very bald. Miss Seatoun, bringing her eyes back from that dim view of the calm moonlight landscape, regards him curiously, yet unwillingly. ' I ' says she ; ' we You are such a stranger, and ' — nervously — ' w^e know so little, and ' ' Oh, we — ice /' exclaims he, with a frown. ' Let us put " w^e " and " they " but of our sight. It is to you I speak, if — pausing (Z NOR WIFE NOR MAID suddenly, and growing' all at once as nervous as she is — ' if you will listen ' ' Listen to what ?' Her voice is very low. ' To this : When people tell you I am old, i 11-tempered ' ' Mr. Garden/ she says, interrupting him quickly, * is it possible you thought I meant all that? Why, it w^as all a mistake! My father, when he heard of the arrival of a Garden at the Priory, thought it was your uncle wdi(3 had come. He ' — wdth a shadow^ of a smile — ' he I am not sorry about that, too ; but I am afraid he bore no great love towards your uncle ; of that you can judge for yourself, by — by the character I have foolishly given you, a character meant for him; but I thought you would have under- stood.' ' I understand now% at all events. But still ' — slowly — ' there is something you do not know. You said just now you were sorry for me because I had lost my wife ; well' NOR WIFE NOR MAID 73 — there is a long pause ; he had been looking away from her, but now he turns and almost compels a return glance — ' don't be sorry,' says he abruptly. Mary makes a little gesture ; it might mean anything. Mr. Garden regards it as con- demnatory. ' You think I should not tell you this, that I should keep silence for ever. And I agree with you. I have kept silence for so long- that I wonder at myself for speaking now, and yet Forgive me, I ' — hurriedly — * I have suffered many things, I have pretended many things, I have been false to most of my friends, when they would have led me to tell the truth of my married life ; but to-night, I cannot explain it, but ' — with a sharp and heavy sigh — * I feel I must tell the truth to you.' ' But why — why ?' says she impulsively, yet always in that strangely low tone, as if to raise her voice would be impossible to her. 74 NOR WIFE NOR MAID ' Ah, ivhy — who shall tell me that ? My marriage,' says he quickly, impatiently, * was a mistake — a failure— a ' He stops short. ^ That is enough,' says he, ^enough to lay the truth bare to you.' ' A sad truth,' returns she slowly. CHAPTER VI. ' Diverse delights they found themselves to please. The while her lovely face The flashing blood with blushing did inflame.' It is a heavenly day, most sweet, most fair, and, like the Laodiceans, neither hot nor cold. There lies its charm. The glowing sun above glows just enough, and not too much ; the wild and fragrant breeze, blown upwards from the sea, has grown softer and tenderer in its journey, and falls upon their heads like a fond benediction. ' Bright was the day and blue the firmament ; Phoebus of gold his streamiis down had sent To gladden every flower with his warmness.' The flowers are indeed doing him all justice. To-day at Steyne they flame gaily, catching 76 KOR WIFE NOR MAID the eye at every turn, and in a happy-go-lucky fashion, that shows them true members of the Stewart family ; they flaunt themselves abroad, and seem to laugh merrily at life and all its terrible possibilities. Here and there groups may be seen hiding under tents, or else trying to sustain life beneath umbrellas widely spread. Calm as is the sun, it still, in its early summer stage, is strong enough to frighten complexions and to lead the owners of them to reo^ard with affec- tion those branching boughs of beech and fir that stand round the tennis-courts. Yet the whiteness of the three or four little canvas tents seems to attract nothing but heat. It is warmer inside them than out here in the open air, if one could only believe it. Here, where the birds are singing merry catches from tree to tree, ' There was many a lovely note ! Some sange loud as they had plain'd And some in other voice feigned And some all out with full throat.' NOn WIFE NOK MAID 77 ^ I always think it is a pity we can't have fhme all the year round,' says Miss Stewart, dropping smartly on to the ground next to Alary Seatoun's chair, and thereby showing a considerable amount of leg above a well-sized tennis shoe, which she seeks leisurely to hide by throwing the tail of her gown across it. ' rd give you three Junes in succession to be heartily sick of them,' says her brother, the ' Stewart boy,' a young man of about twenty - seven, who has also slipped down by Alary Seatoun's chair, as if well accustomed to the place, as indeed he is. He is a tall young man, wonderfully youthful for his age, as are all the Stewarts, and at this time glad in the belief that his affection for Alary Seatoun is eternal. He had scrambled through his dinners, and become in time (a long time) a full-blown barrister, and had now settled <]own at Steyne as its master, his father having died three years ago. His mother, Lady Emily Stewart, a big 78 NOR WIFE NOR MAID woman with a merry eye, who had offended all her people in her youth by marrying Mr. Stewart (a commoner, though one of good family), is still alive, and the very heart and soul of the 'festivities going on to-day. She is smiling now, indeed, as she sees her eldest born slip into his place beside Mary. He has plenty of money, and the Seatouns are good all through. Mary, though penniless, is a pretty creature, and if Archie likes her — via tout! Lady Mary's easy-going spirit accepts the penniless daughter-in-laAv without a single arriere 2?ensee. She is, perhaps, the lightest-hearted of her family, a goodly one, and tremendously lively into the bargain — the girls three in number, the boys two, but they might as well have been all boys ! Hilda, the eldest girl, can land her salmon better than most men, and the other two can hnnt three days out of their week in the season, and sometimes four, without turn- ing a hair. They can all play tennis to per- NOR WIFE NOR MAID 79 fection, they are perfect adepts at rounders, hockey is not unknown to them, and at flirting they can give any other girl of their acquaint- ance big odds and beat them. Cricket they despise, as feeling themselves unable to beat at this game the tyrant man! ' Oh ! would you ?' says Hilda Stewart, answering her brother's last remark with a scornful uplifting of her chin. ' Yes, I should. Why, if it Avere always June, where would your skating go ?' ' It might go anywhere it liked — useless to say the bad place, as there it would melt ; but June would give me my fishing every day, and ' ' And therefore spoil the enjoyment of it,' says Mary. ' I like June well enough myself, though I think August a better month ; but toujours perdriv ! And besides How^ d ye do, Mr. Denny — ^just come ?' She smiles softly up at Denny, who is bend- ing over her. 80 NOR WIFE NOR MAID ' This moment,' says he breathlessly. He has, indeed, all the appearances of one who has been running. ' And this moment I'm afraid you must go,* says Hilda Stewart a little sharply — a little boyishly, one might have said — pointing to Avhere her mother is standing at the opening of one of the tents, and beckoning with her umbrella in a wild and airy fashion to Denny. • Mamma wants you.' ' AVhat a godsend !' says Archie, who has raised himself on his elbow to see his mother's umbrella and Denny's obedience to its wave. ' Dullest chap I know. I wonder ' He stops abruptly, but still stares at Mary, as though he would like to say to her what is on the tip of his tongue, but dares not. ' Wonder at wdiat ?' asks she. ' Oh, nothing,' says he confusedly. ' He is wondering how you can be so civil to such a creature,' says Hilda contemptuously. ' And really, Mary, how you can passes my NOR WIFE NOR MAID 81 comprehension also. Of course, if you are going to marry him ' ' Marry him ; I'm not going to marry him !' says Mary, raising her brows. ' I don't see why you should say all that to me.' * You must be mad, Hilda! Fancy Mary marrying him !' says her brother, flushing darkly to his brow. He throws back his handsome head with a curious gesture, that is as suggestive of pain as of contempt. ' Then why do you smile at him as if you loved him ?' demanded Hilda sharply, address- ing Mary. ' If I despised a man as you do him, I should take care to be a great deal less kind to him. I should let him know just what I thought of him ; I ' ' You would be infernally rude,' says her brother, with all a brother's charmmg frank- ness. ' Oh, Archie !' says Mary softly, but with reproach. She has put out her hand, as though to check the punishable word upon his lips, VOL. I. 6 82 NOR WIFE NOR MAID and now he catches the hand and surrepti- tiously presses a kiss upon it. Mary laughs. This boy ! she has known him so long, they have grown up together as it were, though he is quite six years older than she is ; and, in spite of that six years, is not she older of the two? ' Mary darling,' says he under his breath, ^ will you give me the next set ?' ' I can't/ says Mary, still laughing ; ' I've promised it.' • To whom ?' asks Hilda, leaning towards her. ' To Mr. Garden.' ' The new man ? You've met him, then ? Oh, Mary ! and what is he like ? Archie called, of course, but he was out ; and we hea?' he is very interesting, and of course he ought to be, with such a history. And his wife was a beast, wasn't she? An actress, or something dreadful of that kind, and he ' NOK WIFE NOR MAID 83 ' I say — here he is,' says her brother, in a low tone. It is indeed Mr. Garden, who, with Lady Emily, is passing just behind them. Miss Stewart has turned a lively crimson ; Mary has oTown pale. He has stopped. ' You will not forget that you have promised me the next game?' says he, coming straight up to Mary. ' I shall remember,' says she slowly. She looks lovely with that little touch of pallor. ' There will be a vacant court in two or three minutes,' says he, passing on. * He is with mother ; mother seems to like him. He is very good-looking. 7^ that Mr. Garden ?' asks Hilda breathlessly. ' How white you are, Mary I did he frighten you ?' * Yes, we had been talking of him ; I was afraid he might have heard. It would have been very unpleasant/ says Mary nervously, S4 NOR WIFE NOR MAID whilst trying to be natural and conscious all the time that Archie's eyes are on her, reading her. Reading what? 'Oh, I like him!' says Hilda. 'What a kind face, yet how sad, how melancholy!' * Quite a hero of romance,' says her brother with a sneer. 'Why, there's Arabella!' says Hilda sud- denl}' ; ' I had no idea Mrs. Seatoun would have allowed her to come.' ' There was rather a tussle about it this morning,' says Mary quickly, as if glad of the change in the conversation ; ' but your mother made such a point of her coming in her invitation that papa rose to the occasion, and said Arabella should come. I was so glad. Mrs. Seatoun is always kind — always ' — pausing and looking up as if for inspiration — ' always careful, but, you see, Arabella is seventeen, and ' ' And so she came,' says Archie, laughing. 'More power to Arabella! Why, here she is. NOR WIFE NOR MAID 85 So you fought it out, Bella, vanquished the dragon, smote her hip and thigh — oh, good Lo ! How d'ye do, Mrs. Seatoun ; heavenly day, isn't it ?' CHAPTER VII. * We seeke fast after felicity, But we go wrong full often timely.' Mrs. Seatoun, who returns Stewart's * how d'ye do' in a manner somewhat short of grace, is accompanied by a man who might be extremely young, or else verging on middle age. A tall preternaturally thin man, with keen brown eyes and a big nose, and the calm far-off look of one who reads, or has read, a good deal. As a fact, Lord Rilminster is only twenty-seven, but to accept this fact requires courage. He is standing on Mrs. Seatoun's right hand, Arabella on her left, as Mrs. Seatoun stops short near Mary. ' Yes, a charming day,' says Mary in answer NOK WIFE NOR MAID 87 to Lord Ril minster's rather awkward address. He has just put forth the usual remark about the weather to Mary in an unnerved jerky sort of way, and immediately afterwards has turned to Ara!)ella as though the ' child ' (as Mrs. Seatoun calls her) might help him to an escape from a lengthened conversation with this beautiful soft-eyed girl, who is regarding him with a glance that has perhaps a touch of amusement in it; evidently he is not afraid of Arabella. ' Would you like to look at the conserva- tories ?* says he, turning abruptly away from Mary, and looking at the family hoyden. ' I've seen them,' says Arabella ungraciously, who is of that age when a lord or commoner is much the same to her. She has come here to-day to play tennis, not to be marched through hot places by stupid old things like Lord Rilminster. ' You would like to see them again, I'm sure, Arabella,' says Mrs. Seatoun, with a 88 NOR WIFE NOR MAID .severe and warning glance at her. ^ Thank you, Lord Rilminster ; it will he quite a treat for Arabella to study the flowers under your guidance. Arabella, let Lord Rilminster show them to you.' Mary smiles a little. But Arabella, though furious, and in spite of her years, is quite equal to the occasion. ' Come,' says s-he, slaying the unfortunate young man with a glance, * /'// show them to yoii.^ They move out of sight down the broad gravel path in the direction of the green- houses. ' Nice young fellow, Lord Rilminster ! so kind, so natural,' says Mrs. Seatoun, as though young Earls as a rule are unnatural — ' so affable !' Mary writhes again, and feels thankful for small mercies when Mrs. Seatoun moves on, puffed out with pride, in the thought that Arabella at all events is in aristocratic society. NOR, WIFE NOR MAID 89 How fortunate that she had brought her ! the Seatouns, in spite of all their faults, are certainly beyond doubt fit to meet with the highest ! This, however, she would have died rather than confess to the younger branches of the Seatouns. ' Arabella is growing up,' says Archie, following Arabella's thin figure as it moi^t unwillingly disappears behind the laurels ; * we shall be afraid to chuck her under the chin presently. When such superior stars as young lords prostrate themselves before her, we poor earthlings must take a back seat, and acknowledge to ourselves that we forgot to make the running in time.' ' Poor thing ! she looked sorry, I thought,' says Hilda, with a sort of honest regret in her tone. ' Mrs. Seatoun made her go with him.' * Ah — yes !' says Mary, sorry, too, in her heart for Arabella, who had been so wild with delight when her father gained permission 90 NOR WIFE NOR MAID for her to come here to-day, and who now must be wishing herself at home again. ' He is so terribly stupid in spite of his learn- ing.' ' Or because of it !' says Stewart. ' Too much of that sort of thing is generally sup- posed to make one mad.' ' Well, you re all right,' says his sister. * So far as that sort of thing is concerned we need not fear for your reason !' ' My reason for what ?' promptly. ' Pouf, you know ! that's what I call a mean way of getting out of it ; but if you will have it, learning won't make you mad.' ' I hope not ' — calmly. ' Do you, with a severe glance, ' ivant me to go mad? My dear girl, think !' ' I hope Arabella is not mad just now/ says Mary, laughing ; ' if she is, I pity Lord Rilminster.' *It was all Mrs. Seatoun's fault, says NOR WIFE NOR MAID 91 Hilda ; ' she pushed them together; she might have seen poor little Arabella didn't want to go, but she ' * " Dearly loves a lord !" ' quotes her brother under his breath, and so as to be heard by her alone. At this moment Mr. Garden comes up to them again. * Now is our chance,' says he, pointing to a vacant court just below them.' ' Is it ?^ says Mary, smiling — hardly at him, however ; she has let her eyes wander down to the court in question. A strange shrinking from going there or anywhere with him is making her tone cold, yet her heart is beating. Perhaps some last proud clinging to the liberty of soul that up to this moment has been hers is now holding her in thrall. ' It is so lovely here,' says she in a low tone. Stewart, catching her words, feels a throb of hope within his breast. * So lovely that I can understand your 92 NOK WIFE >JOR MAID desire to remain here/ says Mr. Garden so genially that no one can suspect the disappoint- ment he is feeling. Will you give me a small corner near you? I shall not be in your way, shall I.^' ' Oh no,' says Mary. She draws her skirts a little to one side, as if to give him permission to sit on the grass beside her. ' Miss Seatoun, this is our game, I think,* says Mr. Denny, rushing up in a hurried fashion. 'Ours?' She looks up at him with all the air of one surprised beyond measure. 'You know.' says he — 'you must remember. That time when you arrived you said you would give me the first available game, the first set, the — I ' — growing very hot and daunted by the appreciation of his lucidity so eloquently depicted on the faces of those around him — ' I may not be able to say what NOR WIFE NOR MAID 93 I want to say in — er — er — a say able form, but ' ' Good gracious ! why say it at all ?' says Miss Stewart^ with an irrepressible little grimace, but so softly that the suggester of her little remark never hears it. ' Did I really promise you ?' says Mary ; ' I am afraid T had forgotten — so far, indeed, that I had even promised Mr. Garden this game.' ' Oh ! pray don't mind me/ says Garden. ' Thank you,' says Mary. Perhaps she had expected some other answer from him : she rises at once, and tells Denny where to find her racket. She smiles with extraordinary radiance upon that ugly young man. ' Now Denny is happy for ever,' says Stewart, rising on his elbow, and looking after Denny, as the latter and Mary go down towards the court below them. ' What an ass that fellow is !' ' I hear he is a very good hand at tennis — 94 NOR WIFE NOR MAID that is the best game he plays,' says Garden, determined to be fair even to so contemptible a rival. Not that he deems him contemptible. The honest lover is ever far too many fathoms deep himself in love's stream to be able to reofard any man as below him. And Garden, shice that first night he met her, has learned the meaning of the word rival ! ' Oh no, not the best,' says Stewart gloomily, * What is his best, then — what can he play better ?' asks Garden, somewhat impatiently. ' The fool !' says Stewart, springing to his feet, and turning deliberately away. He is not, indeed, quite sure whether Garden or that ass Denny is the most hateful to him. He has walked a long way through the shrub- beries and gardens, when, in one of the houses on his right hand, he hears voices — iVrabella's and Lord Rilminster's. ' She is still alive, then,' thinks he, with a passing gleam of amusement. CHAPTER VIII. * And had a great opinion That if I might escape from prison Then had I been in joy and perfect heal Where now I am exiled from my weal.' Arabella is indeed alive, though bored to the verge of death ; yet it is, however, pro- bable that she is scarcely so disconcerted as her companion. Rilminster, in spite of his twenty - seven years, and his distinguished college career, knows as little about making himself interesting to a young girl, as this young girl, at all events, knows about making herself fascinating to him. The fact that he is an Earl bears no weight with her. She has come here to-day to play tennis, to talk and to laugh, to watch the ' grown - up's ' (an 96 NOR WIFE NOR MAID enchanting amusement in itself) ; and instead of all this she has been compelled by her step- mother to wander stupidly through glass- houses, with the stupidest creature on earth — thus she stigmatizes Lord Rilminster. As for him, poor man ! he is at his wits' end. He had begun to suffer many things when Mrs. Seatoun had introduced him to this lovely child beside him, and now he is ■finishing his sufferings. He, the book- worm, who has held himself aloof from society since his boyhood, who has been unable to conquer the shyness that renders him mute in the presence of strangers of both sexes, in spite of his ancient title and enormous rent-roll — what can he find now to say to a little girl of seventeen, who has never read anything in her life beyond novels carefully selected, such as Jane Austen's, and the delightful author of ' Cranford,' and so on, with latterly a few thrown in by her sisters ? What on earth can he say to her f NOR WIFE NOR ]\[A1L) 97 Why on earth can't she say something to him? This thought occurs to him with a groan as he arrives at the fifteenth stand of blossoms, and has found himself weary of telling her the Latin names of every plant she has deigned to admire. It is uphill work — it is positively monotonous. The settled conviction that the tall, slender, pretty child beside him is angry with him for being the cause of her wanderings through these most uninteresting houses is adding to tlie nervous distress he is feeling. Pausing before a monster tree-fern, be stands silent, oppressed by a growing, feeling of bitterness. AYhy should he tell lier the name of it ? Of wliat good is all his learning to himl It cannot help him to nmuse, for one short half-hour, one little girl I ' You haven't told me the name of this,' says Arabella demurely,. There is mischief in her seemingly simple tones. The mischief reaches Ril minster, and irritates him still further. Vol. 1. 7 98 NOR WfFE NOR MAID ' I don't know it/ says he stolidly. ' No ? I thought you knew everything,' says Arabella, demurely still. * I know nothing,' returns he, the feeling of bitterness growing on him. ' Nothing ?' She turns her flower-like face to his in great amazement. * Nothing that is of any consequence — I don't know this, at all events,' says he, per- sisting somewhat doggedly, Avhilst grieved at heart. * Perhaps you woitt know it,' says she, with a Dflance at him out of the corner of her dark o eyes. She seems on the point of laughter. She is looking ridiculously young to be any- where but in her nursery ; and yet (the thought is Rilminster's) what a pity that she should be hidden away in a nursery, or any- where ! She is looking strangely pretty, too — a soft study in white ! White hat, white gown, white gloves ! Out of this snowy envelope NOli WIFE NOK MAID 99 her big, dark eyes, and hair the colour of copper with the firelight on it, shine brilliantly. ' You know it, but you don't w^ant to tell me ; you are tired of me,' says she, with all the audacity of childhood. ' Tired ?' says he, amazed, He pauses, as if to take in this tremendous thought. ' Yes, tired ; that is why you won't tell me the name of that fern. Do you think I can't see it ? I suppose you fancy because I am so stupid and so ignorant that> I can't know that you are bored to death.' * 1 don't think it is I whx) am bored/ says Rilminster, feeling as if heaven and earth are giving way. ' Oh yes, it is. And if so, why did you aj-k me to come here with you ? I ' — angry tears gleaming in her lovely eyes — ' I was quite content over there ; I didn't want to see the flowers and things ; I wanted to watch them playing tennis, I ' 100 NOR WIFE NOK MAID * Well, you know, 1 said it wasn't 1 who was bored,' .says Rilminster, who should have taken her anything but seriously, but who is evidently terrified. He adjusts his glasses, and looks at her. ' I'm very sorry about it/ says he. ' So am I,' says Arabelhi indignantly, de- termined not to be outdone. Then a little silence follows — a little silence that compels her to think, for one of the few times in her young life. What is it all about ? Why is he sorry ? She finds she knows nothing about it. ' What are you sorry about ?' asks she slowly, yet curiously. ' About this.' ' But what is this ?' ' That I have brought you here.' ' Oh !' says Arabella. She gives voice to this ejaculation absently, as one awakening to a strange fact. To say it to her like that., though — quite calmly — without so much as even a careless attempt at concealment ! Poor NOR WIFE NOK MA.1D 101 man I he, too, then, has been longing to be back bn the tennis-grounds watching the play, or else wanting ,^.0 be somewhere else, loitli somebody else. What a troublesome woman Mrs. Seatoun is ! she has spoiled two people's sport. Arabella begins to feel quite sorry for Lord Ril minster. ' So that is it,* says she. ' Why didn't you say so at first ?' gazing at him with growing- contrition. ' I'm sure I should have been delighted to have helped you to get rid of me. Why, we might have pretended to Mrs. Seatoun to go to the houses, and when we came to those barberry bushes we might have slipped out of each other's way, and then you would have been free from me for the rest of the day. After all,' regarding him with sincere compassion, 'you are just as much to be pitied as I am.' . This ndire confession reduces her com- panion to silence — a silence born of depres- sion.. 102 NOR WIFE NOR MAID * You see it, don't you T says Arabella, nodding her head — such a charming head ! ' You couldn't hear the idoa of bringing me here, could you ? and yet ' * Good heavens ! is that how you look at it? How could you have thought I meant that !' cries Rilminster. In his disgust and agitation he drops his o'lasses, and beoins to fumble for them in the vague, impossible way that belongs to short- sighted people. Arabella, in spite of her wrath, or perhaps because of the beginning of that prospect of his, or perhaps through the instinctive desire to help that is born in most people, catches hold of the dangling pince-nez and restores it to its owner. ' Why, didn't you mind, really T asks she anxiously, then gazing at the restored pince- nez now once more upon its owner's nose. ^ What funny things those are! Papa wears the ugly ones with the wires on his ears, you NOR WIFE NOR MAID 103 know. But jours — do you really want them, or are you like Mr. Denny ? He sticks one in his right eye, and then he can't see at all/ * I am afraid I wear mine because I must/ says Ril minster. * And you really don't mind having Avasted half an hour here with me ?' * I haven't wasted anything/ returns he slowly. ' Well, that is good of you!' says she quite gratefully. She gives him a little fleeting smile. She even forgives him on the s])ot the fact of her own wasted half-hour, though still secretly conscious of a desire to get back again to the world outside. Flowers are one thing, people another ! Though considerably less beautiful, she prefers the latter to the former ! She is, of course, very young. CHAPTER IX. • But since that he was fallen in the snare, He must endure (as other folk) his care.' She has moved towards the door of the house in which they have been standing, and is looking down towards the courts, tliat seem quite a long way from them. * Now that we hioiv,' says she, looking back at Rilminster over her .shoulder, ' why shouldn't we both go back again ? Do come ' — coaxingly — * it is such fun watching them. 1 "dare say ' — thoughtfully — * it is better fun plaijing ; but Mrs. Seatoun says T am very young, so I must only watch.' She is silent for a moment, her eyes on his, and then, ' But you,' says she, ' you play, perhaps ?' There is hope in her tone. NOR WIPE NOR MAID 105 ^ xsTo,' says Rilminster, with distinct reluct- ance. Oh, why has he given up his best years to dull searchings after things cold and dead and gone — thhigs without eyes that smile or flash with rage ; things without sweet, happy lips, without hair that drops with idle beauty upon a soft, childish, snowy brow? ' But that one doesn't, does not alwa\'s mean that one cant^' suggests she. ' Perhaps ' — eagerly — ' you could, but you won't, eh ?' 'No/ says he miserably; 'it means that I never learned tennis — that I never had a racket in ni}^ hand in my life.' ' What a pity !' says Arabella quickly. She waits awhile as if thinking, and then, quite simply, and in utter ignorance of the impossi- bility of her remark, ' If you could learn to hold a racket, and use it, you would not look so old as you do.' ' Old !' He repeats tlie word as if startled by it. He pauses irresolutely. Old ! It had 106 NOK WIFK NOR MAID not occurred to him that he was old. ' Do I look old ?' asks he suddenly. Something in his expression dispels Ara- bella's ignorance, and wakens her to the fact that, though unintentionally, she has been distinctly rude. ' Oh no, not that way,' says she, growing incoherent as well as verj^ red. ' ISTot like papa or the Bishop, but old — older than I am, you know. You ' — with a futile attempt at reinstalling herself — * you are older than I am, aren't you ?' ' I am/ says Rilminster, with conviction. Then, after a little pause, he says apologetic- ally, ^ I am twenty-seven.' ' No ! Is that all, really ?' asks the younger Miss Seatoun, with wide eyes of astonished inquiry, eyes so wide, indeed, that they entirely destroy all her just uttered well- meant attempts at an apology. * How much more do I look ?' asks he rather uneasily — a little sorrowfully, indeed. NOR WIFE NOR MAID 107 The good that accrues to youth — mere idle, foolish youth — has never shown itself to him until this moment. * Oh, I don't know/ says she bashfully, now dreadfully ashamed of her disgraceful open- ness of sj)eech, and yet always a little angry — unreasonably angry — with him for having been the cause of it. * Why need you ask ?' He gives her no answer to this ; he is, indeed, lost in that speculation about youth. Is it the chief good, after all ? If not, what is better than it ? The wild rushing after hidden knowledge, the searching for wisdom in the dark difficult books of old? He is awakened from the beginning of a reverie, that threatens to be lengthy, by an impatient voice at his elbow. ' Why don't you speak ? Why can't you answer me ? I suppose you think if you remain quite silent I shall go away. But * — with a trembling lip — ' I can't ; Fd be afraid to go back to them all alone.' 108 NOR WIFE NOR MAID * Don't talk to me like that,' says the embryo savant, with a suspicion of haste that no one would have suspected from him. But now he is aroused. Hitherto he had clung to books as the one good gift of life, and now a little, idle, frivolous, inconsequent child — a girl half formed, a thing more child than woman — has destroyed his strongest beliefs. ^ AYell, somebody must talk,' says she naively, tilting a cross little shoulder, and frownino' throuo-h the doorwav. ' True,' says he, sighing, ' and at that art 1 am nobod3^ Let me take you back to the others.' He draws back the door for her, and follows her into the sunshine beyond. ' I am afraid I have destroyed your chance of a partner for this game,' says he, looking across to where the courts are filled wnth busy ])layers. * Don't be unhappy about that,' says she NOR WIFE NOR MAID 109 grimly. ' I never dreamt of playing when J came here to-day ; I'm too young, you know/ with a confidential nod at him. ' They wouldn't ask me. Mrs. Seatoun says Never mind her, however.' ' I don't believe that,' says he slowly. ' AMiat ?' ' That they wouldn't ask you to play.' * Well, it's true,' says Arabella, sighing. ' They never do, and I've been at three parties. AVould you ' — turning suddenly and gazing at him — * if you could play, would you ask me ?' ' Yes,' says Rilminster stupidly. He would have liked to have said a great deal more, but the words that lie in the books he reads lead the mind more towards death than life. ' Oh, K'hy haven't you learned ?' says she reproachfully. ' I have had no time,' slowly and with LIO NOR WIFE NOR MAID knitted brows, as though now regret is burning in him. * But there is yet time/ says she, turning a brilliant eager face to his ; ' 3^0 u might learn even now.^ 'Now? Impossible!' says he. '1 should this moment be at my work.' ' Your work !' ' Yes ; even if I can't play tennis I can do something else/ says he, with a curious smile that is devoid of satisfaction : ' yet I wish 1 could play tennis.' ^ And your work ?' * It would not interest you, it would not interest many,' says Rilminster, a sudden dis- content waking within him. ' I am writing a treatise on the old Egyptian gods, their in- fluences, their special aptitudes for good and evil.' ' What for ?' asks she. ' Eh ?' Rilminster stares at her. Such an extra- NOR WIFE NOR MAID 111 ordinary question had not been put to him before. He paused again. It is a speciality of his to pause, and ponder, and lose himself now and again. What for, indeed ! * Such a waste of time,' says Bella calmly. ' Why don't you give it up ? If you did you might learn how to play tennis. Ah, there is Mary. AVho is with her? Do you know him? /don't. See!' — excitedly — 'he is asking Mary to have the next game with liim. What a nice face he has! Xow,' turning reproachful eyes on him, ' if you only knew how to play, you might per- haps have asked me to join you, and we should have been their opponents ; but you don't — you don't know about anything but mummies. Though, after all ' — with a touch of melancholy — ' if 3'ou coidd play, I don't suppose you would ask me to be your partner.' * I should,' says Eilminster. ' But would j/ou be my partner ?' 112 NOK WIFE NOK MAID ' Oh, just learn and ask me/ says Arabella, Avith a merry little laugh, l^hen, with a quick turn of her head, ' Where is Mary now, 1 wonder ? Ah ! there she is over there.' CHAPTER X. ' My wit is great, though that I bourde and play.' ' With Garden, yes,' says Lord Ril minster, after an exhaustive stare through his glasses. ' You know him ?' ' I met him last year in the East. Very good sort of fellow, I thought, but very silent, very ' He hesitates. ' Perhaps there were mummies where you met him/ says Arabella. ' They seem to have a talent, in spite of their early decease, of rendering people very silent, and also the other " very." ' Her little impertinence, instead of annoying Rilminster, seems to amuse him in a calm way. He smiles, removes his glasses, and re- places them, but says nothing. VOL. I. 8 114 NOR WIFE NOR MAID ' Of course,' says she, tilting her delicate chin, ' you are a friend of the mummies, so you won't speak.' • Naturally, a friend of the mummies would, according to your showing, be the most silent of mortals. Why should I speak ?' ' If only to amuse me,' says she. ^ Ah ! Perhaps my silence amuses you still more,' replies he sloAvly, the truth of which answer reduces her for a moment to silence of her own and a covert contemplation of him. Did he mean much — anything ? Those foolish creatures who pore over books from morning till night, and lose themselves in mouldy research, never, as a rule, see an inch before their noses ; so, at least, she has heard ! But this bookworm, what of him? It occurs to Arabella that he may be a rare specimen of his species — one with brains ! ' I don't thhik you amuse me at all,' says she, a little pettishly. ' If I could be quite sure of that, I should NOR WIFE NOR MAID 115 feel happier,' returns he in perfect good faith, Arabella gives him a swift, uncomfortable glance. * I don't think I like people whom I can't understand,' says she at last nervously, and, therefore, resentfully. ' Then I hope you understand me,' says he, almost as nervously as herself, fumbling for the once-more-lost eyeglass vainly. The nervousness is lost on i\.rabella, who looks as she feels — indignant. ' I wish to go to Mary,' says she, with much dignity. ' I am afraid Miss Seatoun is just going away from us towards the gardens with Carden,' says Eilminster, who has recovered his glasses, and is now peering anxiously through them. But — er — Mrs. Seatoun I think I can see over there on that bench under the willow. Shall I take you to her ?' Arabella turns on him two large pathetic eyes, wet with tears of angry reproach. 116 NOR WIFE NOR MATD * You may be sure I understand you now' says she ; ' you are the unkindest person I ever met !' To say that this accusation is Greek to Rilminster would be to wrong him, be- cause, had it been so, he could have read it easily. As it is, it sounds to him like a strange language ; and though, as a rule, strange languages possess a special charm for him, he would gladly have had the key to this one without the preliminary joys of study. * It is I who do not understand now,' begins he miserably. ' I assure you I ' * Such a mean way to be revenged !' says Arabella, with flashing eyes. ' If you were angry with me for what I said about your horrid old mummies a moment ago, you might at least have said so decently, and not try to punish me.' * But, Miss Seatoun, I didn't know, I assure you, I ' NOR WIFE NOR MAID 117 ' Oh, didn't you !' says Arabella. ' 1 could see it in your eye.' To argue with this half-grown-up baby is impossible. Rilminster gives in. ' We may be able to overtake your sister if we hurry,' says he. Light has dawned on him so far, that he knows it will be unwise to mention Mrs. Seatoun's name again. ' No !' says Arabella. ' I dare say she doesn't want me — either ' (the either is quite uncalled for, but is delivered with much acrimony, and wdthers the hearer, as is intended). ' I don't want to have unkind speeches made to me by two people in one day.' 'But if you would let me say one word ' ' You have said a great many words, and I haven't liked any of them !' says Arabella severely. ' 1 shall go over there where Archie SteTvart is sitting, and talk to him. He is never rude.' ' Your sister is here still,' says he, somewhat 118 NOR wifp: nor maid vaguely, if anxiously. The anxiety is a wonder, even to himself. Why should he wish her to go to her sister, rather than to ' Mary looks preoccupied,' says the younger Miss Seatoun with her best air. ' I shall not trouble her.' And, indeed, Mary is preoccupied. A moment ago Garden had again come to her, the calumet in the shape of a racket in his hand. He is smiling. It is easy to see he bears no ill-will for that last little slight she had shown him. He had recognised, perhaps, that it was scarcely meant. ' Shall I be more fortunate this time ?' asks he, stopping short before her, and looking very handsome in his flannels. * You want me to play this set ?' asks Mary in turn, raising her face to his — a lovely face, with the first soft dawn of a blush upon it, that deepens delicately as her eyes meet his. * If the idea seems good in your sight,' re- NOR WIFE NOR MAID 119 turns he, smiling still, his eyes catching and holding hers. Mary hesitates. The day is drawing quickly towards even- ing now, the light is growing yellow, touches of night lie in all the distant corners of the far-oiF meadows. Here, however, the sun is shining still in a glad, glorious fashion, lighting up the roses in the gardens, and the velvet pansies and the tall bride gladioli, that all fling out their rays of colour to him as if in welcome ; whilst below on the tennis-courts, and here and there amongst the shrubberies, those gaudiest and most fragile flowers of all, the dainty women and girls of the county, move lightly up and down, the rustling of their light gowns making pleasant music on the air. ' You have secured a court ?' asks she, rising. She has got over that first curious shyness, that almost amounted to fear — a fear that seemed to stifle her. During the last hour 120 NOR WIFE NOR MAID she has brought herself to analyze it, and arrange for it in her own mind. It was nothing, she tells herself, but a touch of that old nervousness that used to attack her Avhen she was a mere child — at least, only a mere girl come out (come out before her time, she thinks now), and afraid of every shadow^ After all, perhaps Mrs. Seatoun is right about Arabella. It is bad for a girl to come out too young. She herself had suffered from it ; it had been terrible to her, the introduction to each stranger. And, naturally, something of that old strange shyness still clings to her. It was absurd, that little frightened clutch at her heart that had caught her when first he appeared this afternoon. It had mastered her then, but she would take care it shouldn't master her again. It arose, perhaps, from — fi'om what ?' After all, what could he have had to do with it ? The idea that he could so far touch her is hateful to her. She — she who has never NOR WIFE NOR MAID 121 cared ! She tells herself she is growing mor- bid, fanciful. It seems to her that she is almost finding fault with herself for feeling a vague friendship towards this stranger ; yet why should she not like him. Yes, it is all absurd ! Her smile is soft and calm as she returns his glance. ' I have,' says Garden. ' But if you are tired — if you would prefer to come for a walk instead ? I hear the houses are charming.' There is entreaty in his eyes. ' I think I should like that better/ says she, rising. 'Evidently your sister preferred it also to tennis,' says Garden, walking beside her on the smooth turf. ' What ! a walk to tennis? It is a simple thing to see that you do not know Bella/ says she, with a touch of amusement. 'I am afraid that last walk of hers was taken hon gre, mal gre.^ ' Mal gre, and with Rilminster ? I 122 NOR WIFE NOR MAID Perhaps I am mistaken. Irkton is new ground to me so far as its inhabitants are concerned. But that tall young lady over there is your sister ?' ' Yes, that is Bella,' says Miss Seatoun, directing her gaze at her younger sister, just at the moment when the latter is giving way to her feelings about Rilminster's meanness in wanting to take her to her stepmother. ' She — I fear she ' ' I fear Ril minster is having a bad time/ says Garden calmly. ' Poor old boy ! he isn't used to women.' ' Are you ?' says Mary, ever so gently. ' No,' replies he shortly, as if someone had struck him. It is the most curious suspicion of anger, half subdued, half there — more than half there, perhaps. Mary, catching the fact of it without the meaning, steers for another course. ' You knowg Lord Rilminster ?' says she, in a carefully indifferent tone. NOR WIFE NOR MAID 123 'Pretty well. He seems to admire your sister/ ' That should not surprise you,' says Mary loyally, though in her own heart she is won- dering how a man like Rilminster — a clever man, a man well known to the world, one likely to make his mark in the scientific world — could have spent so much time with that pretty trifler, that mere child, Arabella! ' No, indeed. Who could fail to admire her ? She is charming ! What a young face, yet so strong in its own way, like the dawn wdth the strength of the coming morn in it ! She must be a revelation to Rilminster. I don't think I ever saw him talk to a girl before.' ' You describe a misanthrope. You knew him abroad ?^ ' I met him abroad. Our acquaintance was a mere passing one, and I always think 1 bored him a good deal ; but he found no fault, he endured me manfully.' 124 NOR WJFE NOR MAID * Perha]DS he liked you,' hazards Miss Sea- toun mildly. They have come to a garden- seat by this time, and she, unmindful of the houses he had suggested to her as objects worthy of her regard, sits down. ' Perhaps he did,' says Garden. ' You will sit here ?' It is a very desirable place. ' Well, perhaps he did like me, who shall say ? I was the dullest person alive. You ' — turning suddenly to her with a light smile — *can understand that. But we got on together capitally, in spite of all.' ' He is very clever, is he not ?' asks she. Garden had expected nothing when he had made that modest speech of his, so he is not disappointed. ' Very, and eccentric almost, in little ways, but, au fojidj he is flawless.' ' Glever people are generally eccentric' ' Do you think so ? I don't. However, Kilminster is out of the common clever.' NOR WIFE NOR MAID 125 ' I wonder ' begins Mary, and then stops short. ' At what ?' ' At ' She hesitates again. ' Yes ?' with large encouragement. * At what on earth he can possibly have found to say to Bella/ says she at last, with a soft, sweet, irrepressible laugh, * or she to him.' * Ah ! that goes beyond wonder. Yet ' — with a glance at Rilminster, who is now, very much against his will, escorting Arabella to where the Stewart party are lounging — ' he does not look so disofusted as one mio^ht ex- pect ; a little sorrowful, but not contemptuous. He must be clever indeed to conceal his emotions so successfully. For a growing savant to be given over for fully half an hour to the tender mercies of a child like that ' * Like that ! In such a situation the grow- ing savant should count himself lucky. Evi- dently this one does.' 126 NOR WIFE NOR MAID ' Still, a child's tender mercies, like those of the wicked, may be cruel. — Perhaps he is in love with her,' says Garden abruptly. ' Impossible I A baby — a foolish child like i )ella ! Besides, he never saw her until to-day.' ' Does time count when love is in question ? It should not, I think. Love is the chief good — all things should give way to it.' ' Is it the chief good ?' asks she, looking up at him suddenly with a light, casual smile. But is there inquiry in her eyes ? ' You ask that ! Don't you think so ?' * I know nothing about it,' says she, shaking her lovely head. ' Nothing ?' asks he, a little eagerly, perhaps. * N"othing at all ' — smiHng still. * But you - — you, of course, do.' It is a direct allusion to his late married state, and in some odd, quick way it enrages him. Love ! love I What had the hateful contract that had destroyed his best days to NOR WEFE NOR MAID 127 do with love ? Yet he had thought in that far-past time that he had caught and held it I He must have been mad then without knowing it. Mad people never know when they are mad — sometimes a mercy. ^ I ? No!' says he sternly. His brows knit, his mouth takes a set expression ; Miss Seatoun, watching him, grows surprised, and perhaps something more than that. ' And yet?' persists she, with the prettiest, most careless air in the world. ' I am like you, I know nothing about it,' persists he, speaking sharply, and with a frown. * Then how do you know it is the chief good ?' asks she demurely, pulling to pieces as she speaks the red rose in her hand. Half- way through her massacre, she lifts- the despoiled flower, and, laying it against her lips, looks at him. ' How do you know there is such a good at all ?' 128 NOK WIFE NOR MAID ' Tradition is an eloquent orator,' says he ; * and, besides, there must be compensation of some sort to make up for all the wretchedness in this wide terrible world.' ' Tradition is nothing,' says she ; ' one must feel, know, learn through one's self before one can thoroughly believe in any- thing.' ' Yet, without feeling or knowing, I do most thoroughly believe in it, though I dare say ' — with a little uncontrollable saddening of voice and eye — ' it will never come my way. The good things of this life do not always ' — with a sudden, rather forced, as- sumption of gaiety, that makes him even sadder in the eyes of his companion — ' go to the best people.' ' Why should they not ?' says she. ' As for me ' — with a half- laughing, half- deprecating intonation — ' I always expect the good things of life to fall to my lot.' ' You are to be envied,' says he. NOR WIFE NOR MAID 129 * And you ?' She pauses, and turns her eyes towards the setting sun. ' It has oc- curred to me,' says she softly, as if a Httle frightened, yet hurried on by some impulse to speak what lies in her — * I mean — that is ' — nervously — ' I often think you talk very sadly _as if ' * Many people talk sadly,' interrupts he lightly. *It is quite a fashionable thing to give way to morbid griefs nowadays. Believe me, I am not the only sad person you know.' * Would you have me think,' says she, her voice a little offended, *that you pose, pretend, create a situation to make yourself attractive ? Oh no !' She has risen ; her eyes are seeking his — his that are so ready to respond. * Think what you will,^ says he, rising too, ^ but do not let my sadness, real or assumed, weigh upon your life. Let it go by you. If your acquaintance with me is to give you VOL. I. 9 130 NOR WIFE NOR MAID nothing but a glimpse at the knowledge of evil, you will end by having only unkind thoughts of me. Forget me, and let us return to our argument : you have forgotten that, too, by this time, perhaps ?' ' No ; my memory is good.' ' You remember, then, I was saying that love is the one good thing we mortals are ever blindly seeking for during the few short hours given us in whicli to live. Butterflies all ! our grasp of this earth, so slight as it is, should be enough to render us callous to suffering ; yet we do suffer, and to ease that suffering we turn to love. It is the one solace of our unending pain.' ' Truly, you are love's trumpeter,' says she, and pauses and plays a little with the now dilapidated rose, and finally, after a last struggle with her better feelinge, bursts out laughing — a merry, hearty little laugh : even though it is against him, it sounds like music to the man beside her. NOR WIFE NOR MAID 131 *To laugh like that is to be heart-whole,' says he. > ' You are in an aphoristic mood to-day,' says she. * Perhaps, if one could read you, you yourself are an aphorism ! And why should I not be heart-whole ?' * But are you ? asks he eagerly — too eagerly. She draws back a little, and looks round her. ' I have said so,' she answers, but coldly now, and her late friendly smile has given way to a society one, slight and indifferent. ' Ah ! here is Arabella,' says she sud- denly. There is unmistakable relief in her tone. Arabella has, indeed, come up to them flushed and anxious. ' Mrs. Seatoun has sent me to say it is time to go home, just when I was beginning to enjoy myself, too ! So like her ! I thought that perhaps you ' She stops as she 132 NOR WIFE NOR MAID glances from face to face, and hope falls dead within her. * I thought you two would have helped me/ she says ; ' but you look even more anxious to get away than Mrs. Seatoun/ CHAPTER XI. ' Amiddes of the temple sat mischance, With discomfort and sorry countenance. Beware from ire that in thy bosom sleeps.' ' Is she waiting for me ? asks Mary quickly, alluding to her stepmother. ' Nothing so mild as that ; she is hunting for you all over the place. She thinks you are with Archie Stewart.' ' Well !* says Mary, regarding her with cold displeasure. Something in Arabella's tone, in the ir- repressible little laugh that accompanies her words, is suggestive of a very distinct mean- ing — of one or two very distinct meanings, in fact ; for one, that it is a usual thing to 134 NOR WIFE NOR MAID suppose she might be with Archie Stewart, and, for another, that her stepmother would disapprove of such a supjDOsition. ' Well, she is angry, that's all,' says Arabella uncomfortably, Mary's tone having frightened her. She adores Mary, and to be scolded by her even by one look and one word is terrible to her. ' Why should she be angry because I was with Archie ?' persists Mary, now more oj^enly angry, and rushing on her fate with bright eyes and daintily-flushed cheeks. If she had not grown confused, she would have known better than to put such a question to Arabella. * Because she is afraid you will marry him,' says Arabella, unnerved and puzzled, and hardly knowing what to say. ' Arabella !' says Mary hurriedly, in a little shocked, hurried way. The delicate flush has now become a brilliant crimson. ' You — ^you NOR WIFE NOR MAID 135 must be mad to talk like that. He — even if Archie had ever — but he never has — and — it is a most unwarrantable liberty to take — with his name — and besides ' ' I only meant,' begins Arabella, now ter- ribly distressed. ' I know what you meant,' says Garden, breaking in Avith a kindly smile upon her halting words, and thus coming to her rescue, though, in truth, his face had grown a little pale ; ' you mean that to you your sister is irresistible — is not that it ? Your sister .should be the first to forgive that.' * Yes, I think so, and ' — here she flounders again hopelessly — ' and Archie thinks like that, too, and so do lots of others. There's Mr. Denny, and ' ^ * Legion is their name, apparently,' says Garden calmly, once more stepping into the breach. He pauses, and looks at Mary. ' I hope you feel properly ashamed of yourself,' says he; at which, in spite of herself, and 136 NOR WIFE NOR MAID because of the nervousness that has been consuming her, she gives way to sudden laughter. Arabella, delighted to find she has not altogether disgraced herself, joins in heartily, and Garden follows suit. He has time to see, however, that Mary's mirth carries bitterness with it, and that tears stand thick in her eyes — angry tears, perhaps, yet tears. ' Come, come, let us make haste,' says she, hastening down the path^vay. ' Mrs. Seatoun must be tired.' ' And I feel as if I had only just come !' says Arabella, with a sigh. ' But there will be all the other days,' says Garden to her kindl}'. * Kot for me. Mrs. Seatoun never takes me anywhere, unless people send me a special invitation, and that is so seldom !' says Ara- bella sorrowfully. ' I think they might, you know ; don't you 1 Vm not a bit of trouble ! I don't even ask to play. Tm quite content NOR WIFE NOR MAID 137 to sit in a corner and watch them playing. I don't see what harm that can do them ! Even if they want the seats, I'd sit on the grass. Anything * — pathetically — * is better than stay- ing at home/ ' I dare say/ says Garden. * This is my one chance, and now she goes home at half-past six !' says Arabella, in an aggrieved tone. ' She thinks that fashionable. / think it abominable ; and so would you, if you knew your last party was coming to an end; * But ' — smiling — ' there will be other parties.' ' Yes, for others,' says Arabella, in a dis- gusted tone. ' There are so many girls about here that they hate to add to them. No ' — dejectedly — * the Stewarts' party was my one chance.^ 'But there are some people in the world besides the Stewarts,' says Garden, smiling. ' If I might hope you would come to me * 138 NOR WIFE NOR MAID * Ell ? says Arabella. ' To you ? Are you going to give a party ? Are you going to ask me ?' 'I shall be so glad if you will come to me,' says Garden ; ' you and ' — with a swift glance at Mary — ' your people.' 'Oh, you mean it!' says Arabella. 'How lovely of you! I always said I liked you, didn't I, Mary ? And — and — you won't forget to mention me, loarticularly, will you?' ' I shan't indeed !' ' And when is it to be ?' ' Really, I do think, Bella ' begins Mary miserably. * Let her speak to me,' says Garden quickly ; ' why should she not ? Next Friday * — turning to Arabella, who is delightfully oblivious to everything but his answer — ' I thought of asking you all to come over to — not to a party — ^just to luncheon, and to look at the old place, and give me a hint as to the improvements necessary.' Here again he NOR WIFE NOR MAID 139 looks at Mary, who refuses to see his glance. ' And to have a little tennis, and * — he laughs — ^ go home again. I'm afraid there doesn't seem to be anything more to do.' * It will be beautiful,' says Arabella gaily. * I've always wanted to get a good run over that nice old Priory, and to By-the-bye, can we walk across those high stones that lead from the little beach to the island ?' ^ Certainly you can.' ' Oh, Mary ! don't you wish to-morrow could be Friday?' cries she with a light ecstatic little laugh that grows suddenly subdued as Mrs. Seatoun appears coming- round the corner with Mrs. Egerton beside her. The former's countenance, naturally austere, is now at its highest pitch of severity. Lena, on the contrary, is evidently in her liveliest mood, and is insisting on posting up her step- mother in all the latest gossip of the day. That her stepmother is thus unwilling to be 140 NOR WIFE NOR MAID coached is nothing to Lena, who goes airily through her performance from start to finish — or at least would have done so, had not she lighted upon Mary at this moment. ' Here you are, Mary !' cries she lightly ; ' Mrs. Seatoun thought you lost, or gone before, I don't know which. At all events, she has been in quite a little affectionate pucker about you.' * Your sister exaggerates,' says Mrs. Seatoun with evident annoyance. She casts an indignant glance at Lena, who casts a beaming glance back at her in return, and laughs gaily. Lena is the sharpest thorn in Mrs. Seatoun's side. The others, though hardly inclined on her marriage to welcome her with rapture to the home circle, are now at all events civil to her. They are besides — in a measure — in her power ; she can order them to and fro, and exercise a certain amount of authority over them, though, to do her justice, such orderings NOR WIFE NOR MAID 141 are most infrequent. But Lena, married, and with a house of her own, is at liberty to resent the intrusion into her family (where all the members are well-born) of one outside the pale of so-called decent birth. She — Mrs. Seatoun — had money, no doubt, but it was money wrung from trade ; and, besides, she was old-maidish and unbeautiful, and too sharp of tongue, and had too many faults for youth to forgive. As a fact, Lena's step- mother does not get on w^ith her ; she thinks her frivolous, and sometimes, after a skirmish between them (one of more than ordinary bitterness, and such skirmishes are not in- frequent), she will speak of Lena's husband as *poor James,' though a more contented husband than * poor James ' could hardly be imagined. Lena's attitude towards her can hardly be called more friendly. She steadily refuses to see any good in her, and, indeed, Mrs. Seatoun's misfortune lies in the fact that 142 NOR WIFE NOR MAID Nature has so mismanaged her that few can see the kindliness that runs beneath her frozen exterior. Her appearance, as has been hinted, is sadly against her ; she strikes one as looking cold and difficult of approach. The last faint touches of 3^outh that still remain with her only serve to accentuate the fact that youth has deserted her. Those vague departings sit but badly on her. One can see she has not mellowed. Always terribly in earnest about every- thing, even the merest trivialities of existence, she takes life hardly. There is little lightness in her, and no laughter, nor the toleration of it. Her eyes are dark, and glow ever with the fire of battle ; she is always on the defensive, eager for the fray ; those restless eyes of hers seek always cause for contention. Her manner is harsh. And yet — oh, the sadness of it! — the woman's soul is full of NOR WIFE NOR MAID l43 love, and the desire of it — that best desire of all — the desire to do good to one's kind. Yet who can help her to the accomplishment of this desire, since she cannot help herself ? * I am sure it must be late,' says Mary gently. She so manages as to join her stepmother and leave Lena to talk to Garden. At the door the carriage is waiting for them, and, just as they step into it, having made their adieux to Lady Emil}^, Eilminster comes up. ' Good-bye,' says he, smiling at Arabella, and at once, as might be expected of him, dropping his glasses ; ' I am going home too — to learn tennis.' ' Waste of time,' says she saucily. 'Am I never to hear you say anything to me that is not unkind ?' asks he, fumbling hopelessly for the pince-nez. ' Who can tell ?' cries she gaily, the growing coquette in her betraying itself in the quick glance she casts at him — a glance 144 NOR WIFE NOR MAID half saucy, half kindly ; ' why tempt fortune ? Better keep to your mummies ; they will never say anything unkind. ' Do you — do you,' leaning forward, ' know why T 'Because they can't, I suppose,' says he humbly. ' Ah, you've guessed it !' says she, making him a little moue, ' You may go up one.' ' I don't want to go anywhere,' says he vaguely; 'and,' making a last frantic effort to find his glasses, ' in spite of what you say I shall tempt fortune again.' * Good-bye,' says she ; * if it is your glasses you are looking for, they are on your left shoulder ; let me restore them to you.' ' Thank you — thank j^^ou !' says he ; and having perched them once more on his goodly nose, he watches the carriage as it drives away with Arabella inside it. ' Extremely nice young man !' says Mrs. Seatoun, looking back to where Garden and Rilminster are still standing. NOR WIFE NOR MAID 145 ' Yes, isn't he ?' cries Arabella enthusiasti- cally — ^ the nicest man I have ever met, at all events.' ' The fact of his having shown you some slight kindness, Arabella, is not a reason for your declaring such a vivid interest in him,' says Mrs. Seatoun severely. ' I don't call it a slight kindness,' says Arabella. ' I think when a person, and a perfect stranger too, asks you to go to his house ' ' WhatT says Mrs. Seatoun, sitting up in the carriage and glaring at Arabella. * Do you mean to tell me that that young man had the audacity to ask you — a child — a ridiculous infant — a ' — with a final and crush- ing scorn — ' little fool, to go to his house, and he a bachelor ! Arabella ' — sternly — ' collect yourself !' * There's nothing to collect,' says Arabella indignantly. * Fatally true !' says her stepmother, * if VOL. I. 10 146 NOR WIFE NOR MAID you allude to your brains ! But I must insist on having the truth of this matter. Lord or no lord, if he had the impertinence to invite you, the Archdeacon's daughter, to his ' ' Lord ! — he is not a lord,' says Arabella. ' He is more than that, Arabella,' says her stepmother solemnly, to whom a title is as a sacred name. ' He is an Earl /' ' Indeed he isn't,' says Arabella ; ' he's only a plain mister. Why, ha, ha, ha ! 1 do believe you thought I was speaking of Lord Rilminster ! Fancy my calling him. the nicest man I ever met !' ' Then to whom, may I ask, are you alluding ?' * To Mr. Garden, of course.' ' And he ' * It was in the course of a conversation with me,' puts in Mary hurriedly, afraid that Arabella's injudicious mirth and manner generally will destroy all her chance of being NOR WIFE NOK MAID 147 allowed to accept Garden's invitation, ' that Mr, Garden mentioned he was going to give a garden-party, or a luncheon-party, or some- thing, next week ; and he very kindly said he should like Arabella to come with us — with you and me and papa, I mean. He was spe- cially nice aboat it, and so I thought, as he is a new-comer, you would not like — you would, perhaps, think it ungracious — to refuse a first request of his. Of course I didn't promise lor Bella until you had first been consulted, but she is sure to meet nice people there, and ' She pauses and smiles at her stepmother, who grows suddenly mollified. Mary is the one stepchild who can please her, as it were, and get her to do as she wishes. ' H'm !' says Mrs. Seatoun grimly. ' Well, we shall see about it — I shall think it over ; but in my opinion Arabella is too young, too unformed, to go into society ; she takes everything too much for granted. Even the 148 NOR WIFE NOR MAID extreme kindness shown to her by Lord Rilminster has not impressed her. From a word she dropped just now, it seems to me she has not appreciated the fact of his having given her a whole hour of his society.' * An hour ! Your watch must have run down,' says Arabella. ' Three hours would be nearer the mark.' ' An liour^ says Mrs. Seatoun unflinchingly. ' The three single gentlemen rolled into one was a fool to it,' says Arabella idly. ' I thought it would never come to an end — that hour, I mean. He prosed, and he prosed, and he prosed, until ' ' He is a very distinguished young man ; naturally, you did not understand his conver- sation. It was above your head/ says Mrs. Seatoun. • I'm glad it wasn't on it,* says Arabella. ' It would have finished me. It was as heavy as lead, what there was of it. But that isn't worth mentioning. His conversation is made NOR WIFE NOR MAID 149 up of pauses, and is as dry as his own mummies.' ' To be pert, Arabella, is not to be clever ! That Lord Rilminster should condescend to speak to you at all, a little girl like you, sur- prises me almost beyond belief; but that you should not regard his kindness in a proper light surprises me still more. It argues you brainless.' * Oh, hardly that,' says Mary; ' young ^ if you will, but — and, besides, I dare say a man like Lord Rilminster would hardly be re- garded as a desirable companion by a quite young girl like Bella.' ' I can't see that I'm so very young,' says Bella, turning most ungratefully on Mary. ' I'm old enough to know a stuj^id person when I see one, and ' — pouting — ' I saw one to-day, any way.' * You saw a very learned young man,' says Mrs. Seatoun sternly. ' Then I hope I'll never see another,' says 150 NOR WIFE NOR MAID Arabella fractiously, in spite of Mary's warn- ing frown. * A learned young man is just another name for a hore ; I think Archie Stewart is twice as nice as ever he was,' ' Archie Stewart ! What do you mean, Arabella ?' ^ Just what I said,' says Arabella rebel- lion sly. * Mr. Stewart, though no doubt an estimable young man enough, is hardly to be compared to an Earl,' says Mrs. Seatoun — the ' E ' for Earl being a huge capital. 'Arabella doesn't understand you,' says Mary quietly, coldly ; her voice is as low, as gentle, as ever, but perhaps a little haughty. ' Any esthnable young man may surely be compared at any time with any Earl. What you mean is that Lord Rilminster's intellect raises him above the average young man. Still ' — softly — ' that should not make one despise Archie, or another.' • I like Archie,' begins Arabella stormily. NOR WIFE NOK MAID 151 Mary checks her with a glance that is now at last compelling. ' We ail like him,' she says ; ^ you and I, and papa, and Mrs. Seatoun ; and not him only, but all his family — especially Lady Emily.' The title is an effective cure ; it sinks into Mrs. Seatoun's soul. ' Lady Emily is delightful,' says Mrs. Seatoun. ' Did you notice how she singled me out amongst the others when tea was ready ? So kind, so attentive, and so sorry your dear father wasn't able to be hereto-day. Eeally, I do think ' Mrs. Seatoun is fairly started ; the re- mainder of the drive is free from contentious matters of any description. CHAPTER XII. ' He woulde sowe some difficulty Or springe cockle in our cleane corn, And therefore, Host, I warne thee beforn.' * Sometimes too hot the eye of heaven shines.' This is one time assuredly. Although morn- ing is at an end, and noon well on with us, Phoebus Apollo's strength is unabated. Last night had been a night of rain un- ceasing. Heavily dripped the drops from eaves and branch and bough, but with the dawn came peace to Nature's breast. Her weeping stayed once more, her head uplifted ! ' Sorrow may endure for a night, But joy Cometh in the morning.' Yet memories of that late tempest still re- main upon the air. The noon is languorous, NOR WIFE NOK MAID 153 sweetly sad, and delicately bright, as might beseem the waking from a past great grief. The flow^ers, rain-w^ashed, still hang their pretty heads, and from the valleys below the mists are still clambering busily up the sides of the hill. Luncheon is at an end. It is quite four o'clock. On the tennis-courts and in the more shady corners of the beautiful old grounds of the Priory people are moving in pairs, in threes and fours, in groups. The groups are not so popular ! The burning sun hangs heavily over all. Over the little white tents and the girls' irocks, and the lazy reaches of the river run- ning so swiftly to the ocean far away down there. It is almost a relief to turn one's eyes to the big wood that lies upon the left : • In which were oakes great, straight as a line, Under which the grass, so fresh of hue, Was newly sprung, and an eight foot or nine Every tree well from his fellow grew With branches broad, laden with leaves new 154 NOR WIFE NOR MAID That sprangen out against the sunne sheen Some very red, and some a glad light green.' The ' t^lad light green ' is, indeed, solace now to the eye tired by the sun's hot rays. Ever fiercer glows the god of heaven, striking even to the heart of the soft pool filled with the moving sedges that lies behind the alders, and glittering in dazzling fashion on the bosom of the lake that sways and shivers idly be- neath its burning caresses. The very ocean itself — ^just seen behind the eastern meadow- land — lies silent, sleepy, motionless, lulled to an unknown tranquillity by the dull torpor of the day. Some people had been asked to come up to tennis in the afternoon, and the walk and terraces are now growing full. Tlie young people are proof against the heat, though, for the most part, the girls, after a set or two, look very much the worse for Avear ; but the old people &eek the shade, either to doze gently with open eyes — an achievement known NOR WIFE NOR MAID 155 only to the old — or else gossip vigorously about their neighbours : the latter amuse- ment, needless to remark, owns the most votaries. ' He has made himself quite remarkable with her/ says Mrs. Mordaunt, speaking in a heavy whisper to Mrs. Montgomery, who is her companion on the garden-seat. Mrs. Montgomery is a tiny-faced little woman, with a weak mouth and no chhi to speak of, but a tongue long enough to make up for all deficiencies. ' Not an enviable position for her,' says she, wagging her small head, that always looks as if it ought to have a cockatoo's crest upon it ; ' no, no — not enviable !' ' I hardly follow you there,' says Mrs. Mor- daunt. 'Lots of money, I hear, more than he knows what to do with. You know, the first wife was enormously rich, and ' * You don't mean to say there was a second ?' 156 Is OR WIFE NOH MAID ' Oh no, not yet,' with a fat smile. ' I spoke idly, with a bare suggestion of what the future may bring us after to-day's experience! I was merely going to say that his first wife was a woman of enormous wealth — rolling in it, I've heard — and that he inherited all after her death, which, together with his own wealth ' She breaks off suddenly and leans towards Mrs. Montgomery. ' They do say that he — you know ' ' No r says Mrs. Montgomery, growing quite brisk. ' That's he F 'Oh! Well.' ' Made away with ' ' I dare say it isn't true ; but it has been said, however.' * And to think of that poor girl falling a victim to his wiles ! She ought to be warned,' says Mrs. Montgomery, who would have given the little finger on her right hand to see her daughter- — the girl with the noiseless voice we heard sing some time ago at the palace — the NOR WIFE NOR MAID 157 fiancee of the man in question. ' Her people ought, at all events.' ' I dare say they know,' says Mrs. Mor- daunt. She, too, moves her head in a confidential aside ; but it is her second chin, not her head, that wags. It is a splendid chin of its kind, large and full, and very superior. At the present moment it certainly would have added to her dignity, but for one unfortunate occur- rence. A gold chain, worn round the neck below it, has wandered out of its riohtful domain, and has most impertinently perched itself upon the chin's admirable proportions, embracing it, as it were, to the huge delight of Archie Stewart and Arthur Seatoun, who are sitting on the grass some yards away, and who are now freely betting as to whether it will fall off of its own accord — the chain^ not the chin — and resume its proper position of itself, or be forcibly removed by its owner. The fact that the owner seems unconscious of 158 NOR WIFE NOR MAID its present position greatly adds to the base hilarity felt by these miscreants. ' Well, I really can't say I think it will be a good step for her,' says Mrs. Montgomery, in the weak tone that suggests where her daughter's thin little voice has come from. * 1 should be very sorry indeed to see my Daisy engaged to any man whose antecedents were not — not — well, all they ought to be 1 And how Mary Seatoun ' * She's getting on. you see — well past twenty,' says Mrs. Mordaunt, whose own three impossible girls will never see thirty again — who have, indeed, been so effectually thrust across the Rubicon that divides youth from age, by Time's unfriendly hand, that there is no recalling them. ' She is wise, perhaps, in spite of the many tales told about him — and all unpleasant ones, as far as I can remember.' ' All ?' * Distinctly unpleasant ! Marcus Garden NOR WIFE NOR MAID 159 and his wife, it is well known, lived on the very worst terms. She was half foreign. Her mother, I think, was a Russian, or her father, I forget which, and through the foreign ingredient — however it came in — she became heiress to great w^ealth.' ' And she died ?' asks Mrs. Montgomery, leaning forward. ' Yes, abroad somewhere. There was a scandal before that. They were separated — why^ I don't know ; but of course it was nothing creditable either to her or to him. Of course they were both in fault,' adds Mrs. Mordaunt, making the condemnation double with great gusto. ' Anyhow, they had ceased to live together for some months, and then quite suddenly came the news of her death.' ' He was with her when she died ?' ' Oh dear no ! I tell you they liadn't been on so much as speaking terms for some time before.' 160 NOR WIFE NOR MAID ' But I thought you hinted just now that there were unpleasant suspicions with regard to him — and her death ?' ' Sh ! Tut ! Those thino^s can be manasfed without one's being on the spot, especially in Rome or Venice or Constantinople,' says Mrs. Mordaunt mysteriously, who evidently still believes in the mask, the cloak, and the dagger, ' Oh, we mustn't be uncharitable,' simpers Mrs. Montgomery, who has now come to the conclusion that there is nothing more to hear. ' Certainly not. I ' — with a vindictive glance at her companion — ' detest that sort of thing. ''Live and let live " is my motto. Ah ! here comes Lady Emily with that poor little Mrs. Lawson, the new curate's wife. Shouldn't wonder if Lady Emily did her to death some day; ' Lady Emily is so overpowering/ says Mrs. Montgomery faintly, sniffing at her NOK WIFE NOR MAID 161 scent-bottle, as if quite overcome. ' Once she begins with her everlasting stories of her innumerable friends, I give myself up for lost. How she remembers all their names is a marvel. Dear m.e !' — putting up her pince- nez as Lady Emily draws nearer — ' how terribly stout she grows ; really, the great leviathan of whom we read could hardly have presented a more impogsing appear- ance !' ' Oh, }ve mustnt he uncliavitahle^ says Mrs. Mordaunt, with a bitter little laugh at her repetition of the other's words. The ' stout ' subject is a sore one with her. Lady Emily Stewart, all unconscious of their criticism, sweeps past them with a beam- ing bow little Mrs. Lawson in tow. She (Lady Emily) is as usual talking with all her might. Just beyond where Mrs. Mordaunt is sitting with Mrs. Montgomery, a group is arranged on the grass-bank overlooking tlie tennis-courts just below. Arthur Seatoun, VOL. I. 11 162 NOR WIFE NOR MAID who is in the middle of it. looks up as Lady Emily approaches. ' Here's your mother,' says he to Hilda Stewart, who is sitting near him, her brother Archie being next to her, and now busy teasing Arabella, who, with Lord Rilminster, is standing looking on at the game below. Mary Seatoun, with Mr. Denny in attendance, is on their left. ' Yes, I see,' says Hilda carelessly. In truth, it is always easy to see Lady Emily. She is a large, handsome woman, of an extra- ordinarily kindly disposition, Avho knows everyone, and not only knows them, but is hail-fellow- \\'ell-met with them all at once. To like you, with Lady Emily, is to instantly learn your Christian name, and to call you by it within the first half- hour of your acquaintance. Being fond of diminutives, she will probably have thought it out, and discovered a pet name for you by the next time of meeting ; so that, if your mother calls NOR WIFE NOK MAID 163 you Robert, she will undoubtecllj address you as ' Bohby.' Lady Emily is so good-natured that it is impossible to be niggardly with a return of the kindliness that she so bountifully pours on yuu. With the young, therefore, she is an immense favourite, although to laugh at her and her eccentricities is the fashion amongst them. Young men in especial give her their first, best affections. Her acquaintance, as may be imagined, is a huge one. There is, indeed, hardly a respectable family of note within the United Kingdom that Lady Emily could not tell you all about at a second's notice. Beyond that happy hunting-ground, I am bound to say, she is nowhere — French, German, and Italian languages being as unknown to her to-day as they Avere on that good day, sixty years ago, when she was born. But in England she is ' all there,' as her eldest son Archie irreverently, if affectionately, puts it, and the number of people she knows, 164 NOR WIFE NOK MAID and whose names she can crowd into a five minutes' conversation, whether you know them or not, is perfectly astounding. Just now she is in full swing, her large, handsome face heaming with benevolence as she declaims to the curate's wife (who walks beside her, hopelessly dwarfed, both bodily and mentally) of such and such doings, in such and such families, who live heaven knows why or where ! The wind is softly blowing towards the groups on the grass, and Lady Emily's resonant voice falls clear on the ambient air. * So Dicky insisted on her going to town, and very rightly, too ; she was wdthin a fortnight of her time, you know, and Billy had been telling Bobby that the village doctor (Dr. Mason, little Charlie Mason), was of no good at all, you know — too nervous. Not that I agree with Billy L estrange. Charlie Mason is by no means such a fool as he looks, eh ?* NOR WIFE NOR MAID 165 * Xo, no,' says Mrs. Lawson, a little weak- looking woman, with sandy hair, and the red- brown eyes that so often accompany it — she speaks faintly. ' Well, Billy persisted, and finally frightened poor Bobby so much — you know W'hat a dear inconsequent, delightful creature Bobby is — that he gave in, and nearly worried poor little Emmy to death, until she consented to go up to town.' ' Emmy ?' questions the curate's wife more faintly still. It is evident, so far as she is concerned, Emmy is an unknown quantity. ' Why, little Emmy — his w^ife, you know. Well, up she went to town to stay wdth Tommy — not the Tommy who is Harry's son, but the Tommy wdio married Edie, you know.' ' Ye — es,' says Mrs. Lawson, in a trembling tone. It is plain that she is now^ tottering on the verge that divides sanity from the other side. 166 NOR WIFE NOR MAID ' Well, as it happened, neither Tommy nor Edie was at home ; but Bessie- — you remem- ber Bessie, don't you ?' ' I — it — it is very warm, isn't it ?' says the curate's wife, looking wildly round her. ' I — 1 feel ' * Faint ?' cried kind Lady Emil\\ ' My dear child ! I quite forgot about you ; you should never stand in the sun. So dmjracefully thoughtless of me ! Come, come at once ! I see Ettie over there with Lucy ; w^e'll go to them, kind little souls ! and j^erhaps they will tell Sammy, whom I see unfurling that big white umbrella, to ' She is out of hearing at last, carrying with her (more than leading) Mrs. Lawson, w^ho has now lost all hold of her intellect, and is wandering in a strange land, where Billys and Bobbys and Tommys and Harrys are career- ing madly betwixt earth and sky. ' I w^onder how she does it ?' says Arthur Seatoun pensively. He is watching Lady NOR AVIFE NOR MAID 167 Emily's departing' figure. ^ It's the cleverest thing I know. Just fancy being able to distinguish the Tommy who is Harry's son from the Tommy who married Edie — it's amazing !' ' I won't let you make fan of my mother,' says Hilda, who has been roaring with laughter over her mother's late achievement. * I'm not making fun of anyone; I'm merely admiring a gigantic intellect. The two Tommys were tremendous enough, but that last Bessie !' ' There ! Stop !' says Miss Stewart, throw- ing up her smart little head. ' You know in reality nobody loves mother better than you do.' ' Why should I not ? She is almost all the mother I've had for some years. Be- sides ' — mildly — * she's your mother, isn't she ?' * I've heard so ' — contemptuously ; the con- tempt is all for him — ' you can laugh at her 168 NOR WIFE NOR MAID now if you like, but T wonder why you come up so often to Steyne to consult her about all your — your ' ' Misdeeds ?' — calmly, helpfully. ' Because //on live there, naturally.' ' Pshaw !' says Miss Stewart, springing to her feet and walking away. ' 'Twas ever thus,' quotes he, edging along the slope upon which he has been sitting, with the assistance of his hands, until he reaches Arabella, who is labouring painfully through a conversation with Lord Rilminster. ' IVe been ill-treated, Bella,' says he. ' I've come to you. Will you take care of me?' As he makes this tender appeal to her better feelings, he leisurely pulls out one side of her skirt, and carefully seats himself upon it. ' What are you doing, Arthur ?' cries she. ' I hate damp grass, don't you ?' saj s he. ' I hate having my frock spoiled a great deal more ' — irately. ' Get up, Arthur ; get u[) at once !' NOR WIFE NOR MAID 169 'Get up. But why?' — in tones of large amazement. ' You know very well. It is my best frock.' ' Best thing in the world for it — good as an iron. It will come out as fresh as a daisy after the impression I shall leave upon it' ' I never knew you leave anything but a bad impression behind you,' says Bella, who is in a bad temper. ' Get up, do /' ' Am I to understand/ says Arthur, in an aggrieved tone, ' that you think more of your gown than of me 7 ' Certainly.' ' Consider, Arabella !' — severely. ' A bit of stuff like that' — taking up a pinch of the stuff in question, and examining it with slow interest — ' cannot surely be as precious to you as the health of your only brother ?' ' Nonsense !' says Arabella. ' What do you think, Rilminster ?' asks Arthur, appealing in a calm fashion to Lord Rilminster. 170 NOR WIFE NOR MAID ' I think Miss Seatoun had better come for a walk with me,' says Rilminster, laughing. * Will you come ?' — turning in a rather diffident manner to the angry girl. ' Oh, anything Avill be better than this !' says she, and, extricating herself from Arthur, she follows Jlilminster across the lawn to Avhere the small river is flowing at the very end of the courts. ' I shall have to turn Trappist ; no one will speak to me,' says Arthur mournfully. ' I will,' says Mary, coming up to him, glad, perhaps, of an excuse for leaving Denny, who, however, follows her — the more determinedly in that he sees Garden approaching. ' There's a rug here ; bring it over, and give me half of it. Don't stir, Archie ' — to Stewart. ' I have more room here than I require.' ' Miss Seatoun, won't you let me get you a garden chair?' says Garden, who has just come up. ' You must be wretched sitting there.' ' So I should think.' says Hilda, who has NOR WIFE NOR MAID 171 returned with him. She casts a swift, provo- cative glance at Arthur as she speaks. Mar\' is sitting quite close to her brother. ' Oh no,' says Mary to Garden. ^ Mary is always happy when with me,' says Arthur, with a delightful return smile at Hilda, who scorns it. ' Here is a chair, Miss Seatoun,' says Denny, hurrying up with one. ' When one is not ornamental — ha, ha! — one may as well be useful. Whilst others talk, / work — ha, ha!' ' Thank you,' says Garden courteously. ' You really teach us all a very necessary lesson, Denny,' says Stewart, with an amia- bility suggestive of murder. Arthur Seatoun gives way to laughter. ' You must teach me your pretty manners. Denny,' says he. 'Well, Mrs. President' — to Mar}^ — * are you not going to " take the chair " after all ?' ' i^o, thank you,' says Mary, with a slight 172 NOR WIFE NOR MAID smile to Denny. ' I prefer this rug, although ' — with a little soft laugh given to Hilda — ' Arthur possesses half of it/ ' I really think, Denny, you had better have that chair 3'Ourself,' says Arthur. * ^N'obody else wants it ; such universal bad taste ! Fd accept it with pleasure, only it's such a trouble to rise. Where have you been, Garden ? You look a little run out.' ' I have been showing Miss Montgomery the orchid-houses,' says Garden. ' She ex- pressed a wish to see them, and it gave me much pleasure to take her to them.' * Little boys, when they tell lies, are always told they will go to hell,' says Arthur Seatoun, aproj)os of nothing, apparently. ' I wonder Avhere grown-up boys go to ? You will find out, Garden.' ' Yes, of all the awful dull girls I know, give me Daisy Montgomery !' says Stewart. ' It takes a pickaxe to get a word out of her.' * You wrong her. It requires no pickaxe NOR WIFE NOR MAID 173 to get a word out of her, if you ask her to sing,' says Arthur. ' I really beg to disagree with the verdict — ha, ha !' says Denny ; ' even when she's sing- ing one doesn't hear a word, eh ? Eli^ now, Miss Seatoun ?' He looks all round him, and especially at Mary, as if he has said something bril- liant. ' She has a nice little voice, I think,' says Miss Mary uncertainly, but kindly, ' Mary, hypocrites, like liars, come to a bad end,' says her brother. ' However, defend her voice as you will, you must acknowledge that Providence has not been kind to her with regard to her nose.' ^ It is red, certainly,' says Hilda Stewart a little regretfully, but as if forced to give a truthful decision. ' What a pity it is ! Why, there she is !' says Mary, looking suddenly down below her, where Miss Montgomery is crossing one of the 174 XOK WIFE NOR MAID courts under a fire of subdued wrath from the players. ' AVe modest c rim so?} -t\i)\)ed flowers,' quotes Arthur sotfo voce, who, too, has leaned forward, and is now, with much secret mirth, watching Miss Montgomery's anything but triumphal march across the court below. ' She's very Avell connected/ says Mr. Denny, his little thin body vibrating at every word. ' I know a cousin of hers, Lord Alston — cousin of mine, too, by the way ; nice fellow, very !' ' Has he a red nose ?' asks Archie Seatoun with distinct aggression in his tone. ' Can't say, really ; haven't seen him for some time. May have developed one since last I met him — ha, ha !' says Mr. Denny, the vacuous laugh that distinguishes him breaking forth once more. ' But he is cousin to the Duke of Leighton, who was a first cousin of my father's, and a very good sort of fellow, too, I'm told ; no pride about him.' He smiles with a little condescension round NOR WIFE NOR MAID 175 him. He is the kind of man who spends a good deal of time telling you about those fortu- nate people in the peerage who can la}' claim to him as being their thirty -first cousin, as if to prove their respectability ; or is it to prove his? It is evident, at all events, that he thinks very highly of himself, with regard to both body and mind, though where the latter comes in * No pride ? None ?' says Archie Stewart, lifting his brows. It is a joy to him at all times to tackle Denny in open ground. ' That Duke of yours must have l)een rather of a poor sort, eh ? We are all allowed a certain amount of pride, surely. To be utterly bereft of it argues one's self wanting.' ' I don't think the Duke was wanting in any way,' says Denny in a very superior tone. He is distinctly annoyed. " He was a man of culture and refinement.^ This is meant as a cut of the deepest dye. * I ' — pompously — *knew him well at one time.' 176 NOR WIFE NOR MAID ' Welir ' Extremely well ' — with increasing pom- posity. ' You must have been a very precocious child,' says Archie, with a benevolent smile at Denny ; ' because the peerage, so beloved of you, declares the late Duke died when you were exactly two years old.' * The peerage !' stammers Denny. ' Ah, yes ! what a sad liar it is I' says Stewart, looking him straight in the face. ' By-the-bye,' says Garden lightly, who thinks it is high time to interfere, * were you not surprised, on reading of his death yester- day in the papers, to see that old Brereton was so young a man ? I would have given him eighty, and thought myself charitable.' ' A man is as old as his feelings — a woman as old as she looks,' returns Arthur Seatoun. ' You ' — to Hilda — ' mast be ninety.' ' Thank you.' *Vhen you look at me ! When you look NOR WIFE NOR MAID 177 at happier people, you are barely your own age — fifteen.' * Thank you again ' — calmly accepting the four years taken off her real age. ' Most sincerely this time, perhaps.' " Perhaps.' ' Then why don't you always look at me as you look at the happier ones ?' ' Because ' — disdainfully — ' you are not as they are, probably.' ' You're the nicest girl I know/ returns Arthur, with effusion. ' Is that Arabella down there ?' asks Mary suddenly, pointing to the tiny river, in the centre of which an island stands, small in proportion. ' Yes, with Lord Rilminster.' ' How lovely it looks down there ! Are those stepping-stones to the island that glisten so whitely in the sunlight ? I h:ive seen them from the opposite shore, but never from here until now.' VOL. I. 12 178 NOR WIFE NOR MAID' ' Never till now ?' asks Garden, wondering. ' It sounds absurd, doesn't it ? but I have so seldom come to the Priory, and never to this part of it until to-day. I have often thought of coming, have often wished to come, but always seemed to put it off until the morrow.' ' " To-morrow, and to-morrow, and to- morrow," ' quotes Denny sententiously, his small head poised well on one side, the air of the 'man of letters ' all over him. ' And the next day,' says Stewart, getting up quickly, with a glance of disgust at the speaker, 'and the day before yesterday, and the year before last — they are all equally interesting.' He saunters moodily away. ' Would you like to come down and cross over to the island ?' asks Garden, turning to Mary. CHAPTEE XIII. ' Of all the remnant of mine other care No set I not the mountance of a tare, So that I could be aught to your pleasance.' When they get down to the small beach, it is deserted. The water is running so low that the stepping-stones, though dangerously un- even, are so far above the water that they show white and dry, and seem very possible as a means of getting across to the island. Arabella, at all events, had found them pass- able. A little shout from her makes Mary turn to see Bella standing on a tiny hillock on the island, and beckoning to her. ' Come over. It is so pretty here ; and it's quite safe — even Lord Rilminster didn't fall 180 NOR WIFE NOR MAID in,' with a mischievous glance at the com- panion standing beside her, who is so far mistaken as to take this speech in good part and laugh over'^'it. If he had been angry, Arabella could have forgiven him. ' Will you come ?' asks Garden. Mary hesitates, and casts a glance behind her. It shows her the whole of Irkton, or, at all events, the recognised portion of it, stand- ing, sitting, and walking on the lawns and terraces above. A little startled feeling that they are watching her, talking about her, un- nerves her for a moment ; and in another moment an angry revulsion of feeling seizes her. Why should they talk ? What is Mr. Garden to her, or she to him ? ' I should like it, I think,' says she, her tone carefully indifferent. ' Well, give me your hand. In spite of your sister's assurance, I think those stones look nasty. There, take care,' as she slips on a huge boulder in the centre of the river, and NOK WIFE NOR MAID 181. is only just save(i from falling by his tirm grasp of her. In another moment she has jumped lightly on to the small island, which ife hardly worthy of being dignified by so big a word. In fact, it is only by bringing themselves to very close quarters that the four can stand together on it. ' It is pretty, isn't it ?' says Bella, to whom the smallest novelty is a delight. 'Just look at those large lily-leaves over there.' Looking at the river from its central point, it is indeed lovely. The large leaves of the water-lily that has struck Arabella's vagrant fancy are tossing on the stream, glinting and glancing as the languid current stirs them. The banks on either side are crowded with yellow iris, standing very upright in its own obstinate sort of way. Smaller lily-leaves are floating farther down, and on the grassy sur- face of the river some gaudy flies are dipping 182 NOJEl WIFE NOK MAID their bright wings whilst hurrying from flower to flower. A pale blue haze lies over all, born of the strong warmth of the day ; a purple mist is encircling the hills beyond, and down there, very far away, a deer has come to a creek in the riverside to quench his thirst. He throws up his head as the vague sound of their voices comes to him, and after a second — the shortest second on record — bounds away into the wood behind him. From that wood great wealth of music comes : ' No tree whose branches did not bravely spring, Ko branch, whereon a fine bird did not sit. No bird, but did her shrill notes sweetly sing. No song, but did contain a lovely ditt. Trees, branches, birds and songs, were framed fit For to allure frail mind to careless ease.' ' It is more than that — it is lovely,' says Mary. ' A loveliness that might be discussed on more comfortable standing ground,' says Garden. NOR WIFE NOH MAID 183 ' Ah ! you are a sybarite,' says Mary. ' There is reason in him, however,' says Arabella. ' Let us go back ; we can see it all just as well from that hill up there.' ' Why didn't you think of that before ?' asks Eilminster, who had suffered a good deal in the crossing over, each stone being invi- sible to him, until a gentle Providence placed his foot upon it. ' I wonder why you came ?' ' For the pleasure of going back again,' says she lightly. ^ I like running about in queer places.' Lord Rilminster suppresses a groan, and nobly offers her his hand to recross the river. ' No, no,' says Arabella ; * I feel always safer by myself, and I am certain I can do it in half the time you can. Will you try? Will you race me ?' She is standing like a new Atalanta, her slender figure poised ready for the word to start, her glance cast back at him over her shoulder ; her eyes are bright, expectant. 184 NOR WIFE NOR MAID Rilminster laughs, and, laughing, drops his glasses as usual, and, as usual too, commences at once a vigorous search for them. ' Never mind,' says Arabella with saucy sympathy ; ' 77/ help you over. Let your second sight alone, and give me your hand.' * How good of you !' says Rilminster, laughing still, and, nothing loath, holding out to her the hand she had demanded. She takes it with a grimace. He is hope- less, she tells herself. A man who can't even see when insults are being showered upon him ! She revenges herself by dancing aci'oss those treacherous stones at a breakneck pace, he beside her, and perforce performing the wild fandango she has improvised. Heaven alone may be thanked for their safe and dry delivery on the bank opposite. Here they both look back at the two left on the islet, wdth eyes light with laughter, and breath coming short and scant. *I suppose we must follow !' says Garden. NOR WIFE NOR MAID 185 * It is all that is left us,' says Mary ; ' but not in their footsteps, surely !' ' Not in such mad haste I No ! Will you let me help you ?' ' Do you know, I think not,' says she. ' I agree with Arabella : one feels safer alone.' ' Always ?' ' Well, on such an occasion as this, at all events.' ' You are afraid to trust yourself to me,' says he gaily, yet with a painful gravity in his eyes. ' Why should I not ?' says she, in a tone as gay as his own, though her eyes refuse to meet his. ' Do you recollect our coming here ? I trusted you then, and nearly came to grief.' ' True !' says he. ' And yet 1 was not altogether useless, was I V He draws back a little. ' Well, at all events, accept a word of warning from me. You see ' — smiling — ' you are light not to trust me ; only one's disagree- 186 NOR WIFE NOR MAID able acquaintaDces warn one ; but do mind that big stone in the middle. I came to grief on it last week, and you were nearly its victim just now.' ' I shall remember,' says she, and, lightly as Arabella herself, springs on to the first stone, and from that to the second, and so on until the centre of the river is reached, and the stone in question stands before her. I^ow, whether the stone is really dangerous, affording no safe foothold, or whether she has been a little unnerved by her first trial of it, and later by his warning, at all events, as her foot touches it, she slips again, and tries to recover herself ; sways A sharp but subdued cry is on her lips, when his arms close round her. For a second there is an uncertainty as to whether on this slippery stone he can uphold both her and himself ; and then it is all over. They are both standing on that wretched boulder, balanced and safe. It is all nothing, of NOR WIFE NOR MAID 187 course — a mere step into the river up to their knees would be the worst thino- that would come to them ; but, then, the unpleasantness of it, the annoyance^ the loss of dignity ! His arm is still round her ; she is a little pale as, leaning back against him, she uplifts her eyes to his. Her eyes are wide ; her soft hair is blown delicately across her temples. Was there ever so lovely a face ? The ex- treme fairness of her seems to enter into his very soul. His arm tightens round her, and then trembles. ' But for you ' says she, with a little gasp, and a quick brilliant smile. ' And yet you would not trust me,' says he, in a breathless fashion. A second later he has landed her on the beach beyond. CHAPTER XIV. ' For how might ever sweetness have been know To him that never tasted bitterness 1 And no man knows what gladness is, I trow, That never was in sorrow or distress.' The people up above on the terraces have been much edified. To the very few, the scene below has been a cause of mild amuse- ment ; to the many, a cause of smothered wrath. ' A disgraceful exhibition !' says Mrs.'Mor- daunt, turning a florid, indignant face to Mrs. Montgomery, the chin trembling with rage. ' Did you see ? — a literal flinging of herself into his arms !' ' I saw ! If it had been that little hoyden Arabella (who, in my opinion, ought to be in NOR WIFE NOR MAID 189 her schoolroom instead of being allowed to annoy Lord Rilminster as she does), I should have said nothing. But really, Mary, at her age, should have a greater sense of — of— ' ' Common decency. I entirely agree with you.' ' Oh, but, mamma,' chirrups a high, thin, birdlike voice behind Mrs. Montgomery, * you should not be so severe on Mary — you should not, indeed ; or you either, Mrs. Mor- daunt,' with a would-be timid smile at that apoplectic person. ' You know how unhappy dear Mary is at home with that stepmother, and ' — effective pause — ' it is horrible, too horrible ! to think of — but no doubt she looks gladly at any chance of release from her love- less surroundings.' ' Dear Daisy ! — darling child I — always so charitable !' crows darling Daisy's mother. '• But of course without meaning it,* says Mrs. Mordaunt, with a deadly glance at the charitable Daisy, ' you have suggested to us 190 NOR WIFE NOR MAID that Mary Seatoun is acting a very worldly part, ^o doubt you are right, and you must let me congratulate you ' — with a smile that resolves itself into a glare — 'on your astute- ness, your wisdom, that fills me with admira- tion as being so far beyond anything my young creatures could show.' Her young creatures are even older than Daisy, which is saying a good deal for them. ' Oh, dear Mrs. Mordaunt, you will frighten my Daisy !' cries Mrs. Montgomery, in an affected tone. ' Wisdom of the kind you ascribe to her is beyond her — beyond her altogether. She knows nothing, suspects nothing ; it is her beautiful simplicity, her sweet pity for Mary, that led her to interjiose just now.' ' You should love your mother, Daisy,' says Mrs. Mordaunt, her voice taking a caustic note. ' Oh, so I do P murmurs Daisy ecsta- tically. NOR WIFE NOR MAID 191 Meantime, ' poor dear Mary ' is standing- on the beach below laughing at her own dis- comfiture. She is smoothing back her pretty hair with both hands, and talking to Arabella, who is making pretty loving fun of her in her idle childish way. ' Oh, I'm so glad I didn't fall in !' says Mary. 'It would have been nothing, of course — nothing as a tragedy ; but to get all wet, to have one's skirt all destroyed, to be pitied — oh, it would have been too dread- ful !' She makes a little movement of her shoulders, and lifts her brows. Her eyes persistently address themselves to Arabella, though apparently she is talking to all three. It becomes noticeable even to Arabella at last that she refuses to look at Garden. And what is this strange new beautiful expression on her face, this touch of happy shyness ? Really, if Mary is going to develop any farther, there will be no understanding her. 192 NOK WIFE NOR MAID ' I want to see the swans,' says Arabella, turning impatiently, even imperiously, to her host. In some undefined way she feels he is the cause of this new departure of Mary's. • I shall be so glad to take you to them,' says Kilminster ; and Arabella, with a glance at Mary, reluctantly leaves her, and follows Rilminster across the sandy beach, and to the meadow-land beyond, that leads direct to where the swans sail ever on the placid lake. ' And you V asks Garden, turning to Mary again as they find themselves alone. There is passion in the ring of the sub- dued voice ; passion unsubdued in his dark eyes. ' Mrs. Seatoun will be expecting me,' says Mary, making a violent effort to resist the entreaty of the voice and eyes. ' Not yet — surely not yet. She has you always ; she can spare you for a moment or NOK WIFE NOR MAID 193 two. Come !' He lays his hand upon her arm as if to lead her towards the wood near them, and then : * Oh no,' says he, taking away his hand ; ' not unless you wish it. But ' — turning a pale, anxious face to hers — ' you do wish it V ' That w^ood has always an attraction for me,' says Mary very calmly, and with a successful smile. Her face has lost its faint colour. With a half-knowledge that there is delight and triumph in thus giving in to him, owning him her conqueror, she goes with him into the soft sweet recesses of the wood beyond — a wood dyed deep with tender memories for liim and her from this day forth — memories never to be forgotten. The path they tread leads but a small way into the leafy retreat that spreads itself before them. A turn to the left will bring them presently to the upper tennis-court once more, and the groups upon the terraces. Coming VOL. I. 13 194 NOR WIFE NOR MAID to this turn, Mary glances backwards to see Arabella in the distance toiling up a steep incline with Rilminster beside her. Arabella is evidently laughing. Mary, as though that far-off, unheard laughter is a near and understood thing, laughs too. ' What is it ?' asks Garden. His eyes, following the direction hers have taken, see Arabella too. The girl is now springing up the steep little hill — a piece of an embankment thrown up — and is looking back at Rilminster, and holding out her hand to him as though in saucy mockery of his inferior athletic powers. Garden smiles. ' He seems to like being teased,' says Mary, alluding to Rilminster. ' He seems to like your sister !' ' Yes ; that is the strange part of it. I don't mean his liking Arabella — she is delightful always to those on her own level — NOR WIFE NOR MAID 195 but his liking her for so long a time together. Doesn't she bore him ? He is a genius, is he not?' *A genius may also be a man, I sup- pose !' ' But Arabella — such an inconsequent creature ! I dare say he is making a study of her.' ' A dangerous pursuit sometimes. Well , perhaps so. He rather prides himself on being a careful student of Nature/ ' He has Nature there, certainly,' says Mary, with a last glance at Arabella. The latter has now reached the top of the little hillock, has graciously given her hand to Rilminster, and in a good sturdy fxshion, with no nonsense about it, hauled him up beside her. ' To be both natural and beautiful,' says Garden, 'why, that is a great deal. Your sister is lovely. You seem' — with a pause, but without looking at ber — ' to have a 19G NOR WIFE NOR MATD iiionopoly of beauty in your fainil}^ Mrs. Egerton has a charming face.' ' I like to look at Lena/ says Mary, with a little swift enthusiasm. ' But we have not so complete a monopoly of beauty as you think. You have seen Arthur? He' — smiling — 4s not beautiful.' ' Well, no,' says Garden, almost regretfully. Arthur's face rises before him ; the square set, decided, almost dogged cast of the features precludes the idea of distinct comeliness. The nose is too big, the eyes too small, the brow too broad, too high- — all leaving a good deal to be desired where beauty is concerned. Arthur Seatoun, though not ugly enough to be repul- sive, is quite sufficiently plain to put him beyond the pale of good looks for ever. ' No,' says Garden, after a moment's thought. * It must be conceded, I suppose, that your brother is not handsome. But, then, how interesting he is ! AVhat a strong face for so Aoung a man ! how full of possibilities ! One NOR WIFE NOR MAID 197 might easily prophesy a distinguished career for him. He looks better than handsome — he looks clever.' ' Oh, he is clever,' says Mary ; ' too clever in some ways ' She checks herself suddenly, and a little troubled expression falls into her eyes. ^ He has been studying for a profession ?' ' Yes, the Church. It was — it is my father's great desire that he ' She pauses. ' I see — I understand,' quickly. ' No, you do not — you coidd not, unless It is so difficult to explain,' says she, with a touch of nervous impatience. ' But, as I have hinted, it is my father's greatest longing to see him ordained. When I tell you my great- grandfather was a Dean, and my grandfather a Bishop, and my father, as you know, an Arch- deacon, you will understand how he, my father, is so wedded to the service of the Church that he would give all he possesses to 198 NOR WIFE NOR MAID see his son in holy orders. It is' — rather sadly — ' a little craze with him to have the Church represented by some member of the family, and Arthur being the only son ' She pauses. ' You think your brother has not ' ' Oh, I don't know what to think.' She had interrupted him nervously, but now herself seems hardly to know how to go on. She stops, and suddenly looks straight at him. ' Do you think a man should enter the Church unless fully, fully persuaded it is the one profession he cares for ?' She is standing still in the middle of the path, her eyes earnest, her look expectant. That she is placing direct confidence in him comes home to him with a little shock of strange joy. She is not the one to take her troubles here and there ; she is perhaps even a little over-reserved, over-reticent for so young a woman, and yet to him she has turned NOR WIFE NOR MAID 199 for advice, has opened her heart to him on this matter. It is but a small matter ; but a heart once opened may open again, and — to enter it ! Something in his own eyes as they return her regard grows suddenly so full of this high delight that is filling him, that instinctively she moves somewhat away from him, and, letting her hand fall into a bunch of wild berries growing in a dwarfed bush near her, trifles with them nervously. ' No,' says Garden slowly, giving more thought perhaps to the graceful pose of her drooped head, and the delicate tremulous hand, than to the question at issue, and yet quite alive to the importance of it. ' Ah ! no man should enter on so great an enterprise unless he has given beforehand heart and soul to the longing for it. For the redemption of the hearts and souls of others, one can give nothing less than one's own heart and soul.' ' Ah, you think that ?' In her eagerness 200 NOR WIFE NOR MAID she has forgotten that late terrible shyness that has oppressed her, and now looks up at him with clear and lovely eyes. ' That is as I think/ says she, ' and I hope that Arthur thinks so too/ * You mean that you hope he ' ' Will give up all thought of the Church,' says she quickly. ' In that way, at least. He is a believer ; he will continue so, I think — I pray; but to control others, to lead souls to heaven — that is a special gift, or should be ! It is P — eagerly. * Oh !' — turning to him — ' I am glad you said all that. It is only what I have always thought myself ; but at home they grow frightened, and poor father ■ — it is sad for him — but it is the right view, and I wanted to hear somebody say \V ' Well, but tell me,' says he, with exquisite sympathy ; ' your brother rejecting ordina- tion, how will it be with your father ?' ^ A disappointment ! a terrible disappoint- ment — one I dread to dwell upon ! My poor NOR WIFE NOR MAID 201 father ! Lena says I am foolish to think so sorrowfully about it, but she doesn't know him as I do. She married, you see, and went away, whereas I — well, I have been always with him.' * Better a small disappointment now than a worse one later on,' says Garden. * It is true,' agrees she quickly, * quite true. That is what gives me courage. Now you understand.' She gives him a sudden brilhant grateful smile. There is some moisture in her eyes ; they are shining. Her sensitive face is all gladness. 'And, besides,' with an eager intonation, and a glance towards him, ' it isn't as if he couldn't do something else.' * He looks as if he could do a good deal,' says Garden. ' If not destined to be an Arch- bishop, he still looks as if he might be — I suppose I mustn't say something greater ?' ' I suppose not.' She smiles again, as if in humour with him, but the smile is complicated. 202 NOR WIFE NOR MAID *Is he in love with Miss Stewart?' asks Garden presently, in the idlest way. ^ In love !' She looks startled. * No, I think not — at least, I don't know.* Then quickly, * Oh no, of course not/ ^Why?' ' Why ? in my own turn.' ' She is very pretty/ ' What a stress you lay on beauty !' says Mary, smiling always, yet with a sharp mean- ing in her tone. She is conscious of a sudden quick pain at her heart, and hates herself for the conscious- ness. Why should he not think Hilda pretty ? * Beauty sways the world/ says Garden, with the light air of one w^ho doesn't expect to be taken au grand serieux. * So we are told/ says she ; * it is a saying to which we all bow down. What exceeds beauty ? And Hilda — you have knowledge indeed — she is pretty. I hesitated for a moment only, because I had forgotten about NOR WIFE NOR MAID 203 her. I had grown so accustomed to her charm. That is the worst of familiarity, it destroys appreciation. But now that you put it to me, yes, she is pretty indeed, and even better than that.' * So much ?' asks Garden, in an amused tone. ' Do you know, it is very hard to be better than pretty. There is only one thing harder, and that is to be lovely.' His tone is jesting, but his glance is not. Mary returns it calmly. ' I meant that Hilda has a very desirable nature,' says she, somewhat coldly. * You see, she is in possession of a great deal.' ' More than you have said. She possesses something infinitely more precious than either good looks or a good heart,' says he lightly. He is vexed indeed with himself because of that uncontrollable glance of his that so ob- viously offended her. * She has a friend in you.' ' Certainly,' returns Miss Seatoun, still very coldly. 204 NOR WIFE NOR MAID * I have made you angry ' — turning quickl}' to her. ' Angry !' She is angry now indeed. Her brows are contracted. Her whole air betrays a certain irritation. ^ Forgive me/ says he ; ^ I had no right to say that.' His manner shows how terrible it would be to him to fall under her displeasure. ' It was a mistaken thought of mine ; you must forgive it. How should I have the power to make you angry ? And yet your voice — it sounded like ' ' Like what ?' ' Shall I tell you ? Better not !' ' Tell me !' peremptorily. ^ Well, it was unkind. Let it rest there. If you knew,' says he, speaking with anima- tion, ' if you could only know how few friends I have ever had, and how I have hoped for friendship from you, you would, it may be, have softened that last tone.' NOE WIFE NO II MAID 205 To this she makes no re23ly. and a silence falls between them that lasts a long time as they walk through the tinted leaves that summer in its cruel plenitude has cast upon their path. ' You do not look as if life had denied you friends,' says she at last. ' Life has been generous about acquaint- ances/ says he. ' But friends ! What man has many friends ? As for me, I want but one !' He pauses, and turns to her. ' I have never before cared to have a friend, I do care now. I ' — pausing again, and now looking directly at her — ' I have not had a happy life ; many things have been wanting to me. But I can afford to forget all that if you will give me your friendship.' CHAPTER XV. ' Ye slay me with your eyen, Emily, Ye be the cause wherefore that I die.' Mary Seatoun looks at him frankly. ' I should like to be your friend,* says she, with a certain gravity ; ' but, as you put it, it seems to mean a great deal, and we are such strangers.' ' Do you feel that ? ' Well, I have seen so little of you, and I know nothing. I,' turning away her eyes, and speaking very gently, ' would like to know more, if I might. Just now you said something about your life.' ' That it was unhappy ?' * Yes,' in a low tone. ' If it would make NOR WIFE NOR MAID 207 you unhappy to dwell upon it, don't say another word/ * There is so little to be said/ replies he bitterly. * It lies in a nutshell, and is such an old, worn-out story, not worth the trouble of perusing. Besides, surely you have heard all about it from your neighbours.' ' I have heard nothing, really, and yet,' slowly, ' too much !' *I see! '' Les absents,^^ Well,' he draws himself up and together, as it were, and makes a little quick movement with his stick, as if to fling off something unpleasant, ' you have heard a good deal, at all events/ ' Nothing, really,' says she. * Nothing that should make you unhappy, beyond the fact that,' nervously, * your wife died/ ^ Nothing but that ?' says he, ' Why,' with a short laugh that somehow frightens her, * you have indeed heard nothing !* * I heard that you had lost your wife/ repeats she steadily. 208 NOR WIFE NOR MAID ' For which I thank Heaven every day of my life/ returns he calmly. Mary glances at him involuntarily in a little startled fashion. ' You are shocked,' says he. ' You look troubled, as you did on that first evening at the palace, when we sat together in the con- servatory. You remember ?' He pauses, and, getting no reply : 'You do remember ?' persists he, Avith a vehemence that appeals to her. ' I remember,' says she, as if forced to say it. 'Ah, I have had, then, so much of your thoughts ! Well, I saw by your eyes that night that you condemned the careless way in which I spoke of — of what other men are liappily able to call a loss — the loss of a man's whole life, if things go well Avith hiai.' ' And you ?' . The question is asked almost before she has realized the enormity of it» NOR WIFE NOR MAID 209 ' It was not well with me, and therefore my loss was all pure gain,' says he slowly, care- fully, but with such a harsh, grinding in-* tonation that it seems to eat into her very soul. To forget his answer would be impossible, or the manner of it. ' You sadden me,' says she, a little impul- sive rush of tears darkening her eyes. ^ I am glad of that ; in some way 1 hold you. AYell, let me tell you.' He sighs heavily, and straightens himself ' For years I have been a wanderer on the face of the earth, forming no ties, no friendships, caring to form none until now. Happiness I had begun to disbelieve in.' *Why should you speak like that?' says Mary gently. ' You are too young a man to let such fancies sway you.' ' I am the oldest man alive, I think/ returns he bitterly. ' That you certainly never will be, jf you VOL. I. 14 210 NOR WIFE NOR MAID give way to melancholy/ says she, with a half- smile. ' Care is the cankerworm we most should dread. And, besides, what have you so much to complain of ? You have health, strength, wealth, and the world before you. What have you to complain of ?' ' The past,' says he moodily. * Oh, let it he past. Put it behind you. Why for ever dwell on what is done with ? Rejoice rather in the knowledge that it lies behind you.' ' Ah, to forget !' says he. ' I don't know how it is, but my past haunts me ; and yet the fault of it was surely not all mine. They say remorse makes a past, but I feel no remorse, and yet Do you know,' says he, chang- ing his tone abruptly, ' I am behaving unfairly towards you ! It seems to me that I am trying to buy your good-will through your good heart. After all, why should I trade upon your pity T ' How do 3'OU know you have it ?' says she. NOR WIFE NOR MAID 211 with a sudden soft gleam of a smile that dies almost at its birth. ' By your face. Well, never mind, will you accept me as I am, and be my friend T ' Too soon/ says she, shaking her head. * Thinh ! How long is it since we met ? ' Ten days ! A lifetime sometimes.' * But not in this case.' * Not to you, perhaps. To me — to me it has been the beginning of a new life. A most blessed one ! I ' — he stops short, and a bril- liant light flashes into his eyes — ' I ' What was he going to say ? Miss Seatoun puts up her hands quickly, impulsively. It is a command. For a moment they face each other silently. She is the first to recover herself. ' Let us return to the others,' says she, quite calmly now — so calmly that it is im- possible to know how madly her heart is beating, the heart that for twenty-one years has gone so smoothly, so steadily, 212 NOR WIFE NOR MAID without undue haste, without tremor of any sort, untroubled absolutely by the wild fretfal fever that is now consuming it and is sending the blood coursing through her veins. Her large dark eyes perhaps would have betrayed her, but she then carefully turned towards the opening in the shrubberies they have now reached, outside of which one of the courts lies open. Arabella with Archie Stewart is walking slowly in their direction, though without seeing them. ' Come,' says Mary, moving forward. ' A moment,' says Garden. ' I shall meet you at Lady Emily's to-morrow evening ?' ' Yes.' She parts the foliage near her, and advances towards Arabella. Almost at the same moment Denny comes up hurriedly. ' Oh, there you are !' says he, speaking without the slightest attempt at control. His face is white, his manner unsettled. NOR WIFE NOR MAID 213 He gives the impression that he has been searching for her. ' You were looking for me,' says Mary, in her usual gentle way. ' Mrs. Seatoun, per- haps ' ' No, I was not looking ; no one sent me,' returns he incoherently. His slight, insigni- ficant figure seems to have shrunk ; his eyes, small and narrowly set, are glowing. ' You seem out of breath,' says Arthur Seatoun, who, with Archie Stewart and Ara- bella, have come up with the group. ' I seem a lie, then,' says Denny, with such an uncalled-for vehemence, and so near an ap- proach to premeditated discourtesy, that they all stare at him. ' A living lie is an abomination,' says Arthur blandly. ' In your case it would have all its arms and legs about it. Dont be a living lie, Denny ; be something else.' ' Ah, sermons belong to your line !' says Denny viciously. * You are going into 214 NOR WIFE NOR MAID the Church, aren't you ? Nolens volens^ eh?' Arthur chang-es colour ' Am I ?' says he contemptuously. That he is cut to the heart by the question, however, is proved by the fact that he goes back a step or two, and finally walks away. At this Mary's soft eyes grow anguished, and Stewart, who understands a good deal, and who, no doubt, loves her very dearly in his own way, feels a passion of anger against Denny. * Are you going to the house ?' asks he, addressing Mary. ' Yes, it must be time to go home,' says Mary. All her spirit seems to have deserted her. That last glance of Arthur before he turned away has upset her terribly. * I am afraid, in spite of what Mr. Denny said, Mrs. Seatoun must be tired.' 'Not so much tired as full of astonish- ment/ says Denny daringly. He bursts out into an idle laugh. * She thought a while ago NOR WIFE NOR MAID 215 that you had consented to drown yourself with our host here.' A shrug of his shoulders denotes Garden. * Do you really think Mrs. Seatoun meant that ?' says Garden in a cold but dangerous tone. * If so, you must be a greater fool even than you look.' ^ Denny's eyes grow smaller. Archie Stewart, taking possession of Mary, promj)tly removes her. ^ What do you mean by that, sir ?' demands Denny, trying to bring his diminutive form into some sort of decent height. ' Oh, go to the devil !' says Garden, without giving himself the trouble even to raise his voice. CHAPTER XYL * What ? Pardie ! I am not religious. So may I say, thou art a proper man, And like a prelate, by Saint Ronian.' * Well ?' says the Archdeacon, beaming at him over his spectacles. A touch of keen regret touches Arthur Seatoun s heart as he advances up the library and seats himself at his father's writing-table, just opposite to him. What a kind old face ! Elderly perhaps the Archdeacon should be called, rather than old. His spare, tall figure is still full of vitality ; the dark eyes, so like Mary's, are still wonderfully bright ; the gentle, thoughtful mouth is firm. His hair, however, is quite white. NOR WIFE NOK MAID 217 He is smiling now at Arthur — the soft, beautiful smile that bespeaks such perfect love and trust and hope ; and the young man, smiling back at him, grows all at once faint- hearted. To disappoint him ! to chill that kindly smile ! Yet it has to be done. ' You can spare me a moment or two ?' asks Arthur. * As many as you like. You have some- thing to say to me ?' ' Why, it is just this, dad,' plunging into his subject roughly, through despair of finding words delicate enough to explain himself harm- lessly. ' You won't like it, I'm afraid, but I've made up my mind to — ?iot to enter the Church.' ' What ! What !' says the Archdeacon, pushing back his chair. He stares at his son in blank amazement, that presently gives place to terrible distress. * I knew you wouldn't like it,' says Arthur, 218 NOR WIFE NOR MAID grinding his hands together under cover of the table, but outwardly assuming a calm he is far from feeling. * But the fact is, I think the Church would be slow/ * Slow !' ' Yes, slow.' * Dull, do you mean ?' asks the Archdeacon in a tone impossible to translate. * Well, no/ says xVrthur. * I meant the word in its ordinary sense for once. I have thought out the j)rofession, and it seems to me it takes a deadly long time to get on in it. In fact, as far as I can see, most fellows never get on at all — never rise from the ranks. An Archbishop is a rare bird. Curate once, curate always, don't you know.' ' One doesn't think of that,' begins the Archdeacon, and then stops, as if choking. * I should. I'm sorry about it, dad — more sorry than I seem to say. I wish, with all my soul, I had gone into the army at the first. I should have been off your hands now, and I NOR WIFE NOR MAID 219 shouldn't have wasted so much of your money.' ' Never mind,' say the Archdeacon ; ' never mind the money ! But waste of time ! Do you call theology waste of time ?' * So far as I am concerned, yes. I tell you I have looked into it, and I see plainly that if a fellow hasn't the "gift of the gab," as they call it, he is nowhere in the Church.' ' Arthur 1' says his father in a sharp, horrified voice. * Yes, yes ; I know,' says the young man hurriedly, and with a sort of agony, ' I am hurting you, but it is better now than later. Such worldly thoughts of mine have no part, should have no part, in the desire of him who deliberately goes in for ordination. That is quite my own opinion. You will agree with me ' — looking earnestly at his father — ' that the religious hypocrite is the worst sneak in the world.' * Yes, yes,' says the Archdeacon, putting up 220 NOR WIFE NOR MAID his hand as if in pain ; ' but — you^ Arthur — you a hypocrite !' * Wei], you see I am not one,' says Arthur, smiling brightly. ' You talk of having gone into it,' says his father, in a low tone. ' But liave you V ' I have, indeed. You might not believe it, to look at me ' — resting his elbows on the table, and his chin on his palms, and regarding his father with a queer quizzical smile on his ugly lean face. * But I've gone regularly into it, and I've come out again with my mind made up on this point, at all events, that I could write a sermon, and deliver it well enough ; but that to stand up before a reasoning congrega- tion and preach one straight off the reel, as some fellows can, would be beyond me.' ' You seem to consider the ** gift of the gab "to be everything,' says his father, with a very sad smile. ' Well, isn't it V ' No, no !' says the Archdeacon. NOR WIFE NOR MAID 221 * You are the last man who should say that,' says his son affectionately. ' I know few men so eloquent as yourself, and fewer who have done so much good by their eloquence, both in the pulpit and in private.' * Now, now, now I' says the Archdeacon, who, even in his grief, cannot entirely refuse to be comforted by this honest tribute from his son. To be a prophet in your own country is rare indeed. ' Well, if oratory isn't the whole thing, it's a good half, any way. The eloquent man might almost persuade a man to be a Christian ! Xow, /could never even almost persuade anybody.' ' There are better things than eloquence,' says his father. ' The example of a good life, for one!' ' Well, but one needn't go into the Church for that.' 'No, of course.' ' I know a fellow, a chum of mine at Oxford, reading for the Bar ; and for clean living and 222 NOR WIFE NOR MAID charity, and righteous living all round, he'd lick half the clergymen T know.' ' A friend — a chum of yours ?' asks the Arch- deacon eagerly. ' My greatest friend.' ^ Why don't you ask him down here, Arthur ?' says his father anxiously. ' He must be of advantage to you — a man like that. Your f/rcatest friend, you say ; and yet — luliij could he not have kept you firm ? Well, well ! I am glad your chief assomate is so o'ood a fellow : but ' He breaks off abruptly, and, rising, goes to the window. Silence follows. The Archdeacon is drum- ming idly on the window-pane. ' I confess, Arthur,' says he at last, speak- ing in a rather muffled tone, ' that this is a disappointment to me — a — a trouble. I had thought of you always as ' ' I know, dad. Do you think I have not given many hours and days to the working NOR WIFE NOR MAID 223 out of it, to the knowledge that some day — this day — I should have to cut you to the heart ? Cut you ! But look here ' — he rises abruptly, and, going over to the window where the Archdeacon is standing, flings his arm around his shoulder — ' you shouldn't take it like this,' says he. * There w^as your great-grandfather a Dean, and your grandfather a Bishop, and your father an Archdeacon — God knows, a most unworthy one ' — with a deep sigh — ' and I had always thought of you — hoped of you — as ' * I know — I know !' says the younger man, as if touched to the quick. 'But surely you would have been more disappointed still had I gone to the Church unworthily, unwillingly — just to please you ?' ' Oh, God forbid that I should coerce you !' says the Archdeacon hurriedly. There is a pause here. Arthur, tightening Iiis arm round his father, draws him to him ; 224 NOR WIFE NOR MAID and presently the Archdeacon, turning sud- denly, clutches his son by both shoulders. * Arthur, you are my son — my one son,' says he slowly, tremulously. ' Tell me the truth, even though it kill me — you believe in God and our Lord Jesus Christ ?' ' Even as you do,' says the young man quickly. ' I'm sound enough, if that is any comfort to you — I could hardly be anything else with such a father !' ' Comfort,' says the Archdeacon. He draws a long breath, pauses awhile, and then, laying his hand upon his son's arm, leads him back to the table, and presses him into a seat beside him. ' You see,' says Arthur, laughing, but nervously, and with tears in his eyes, 'my family has been too much for me — it has discouraged me. There has been a Dean, a Bishop, and an Archdeacon, and, should there be a curate now, it would rest there. A " perpetual curate " as a son w^ould be a dismal NOR WIFE ^OR MAID 225 thing. Would you have me disgrace my illustrious lineage ?' ' Still If, Arthur,' says the Archdeacon, after some thought, 'you are determined on abandoning the life I had laid out for you, why — what, then, lies before you ?' * Give me a try at the Indian Civil, will you?' ' And is this to be the end of it ?' says the Archdeacon sadly, thinking of the destruction of all the fond hopes built round Arthur. ' And how am I to know you would be more steadfast about that than ' ' It suits me, somehow — it takes me/ says Arthur. ' I've been with fellows studying for it, and I like the law.' * But not the Prophets,* says his father, with a curious smile. ' Better a good judge than a bad curate,' says Arthur, glad of his father's smile, even though it is so sad. 'Well,' says the Archdeacon slowly, 'we VOL. T. 15 226 NOR WIFE NOR MAID must think over it — pray over it.' His eyes iire expressive of deep melancholy. ' You will pray over it, Arthur T Arthur laughs lovingly. 'If you do the praying,' says he, *I expect I shall have a better chance of getting through. As for me, I'll do the thinking. That may save you something.' Soon afterwards, leaving the room, he meets Mary in the outer hall ; he had confided to her what he meant to tell the Archdeacon, and she has been moving from morning room to hall and back again in a nervous fashion for the last hour, waiting to learn the result of the interview. ' Well ? asks she, coming up to her brother now, rather breathlessly. ' Well, I told him. Dear old dad ! he took it as he takes everything.' ' He said ' ' Oh, nothing — nothing ! Not a word of blame. If he had said something — something NOR WIFE NOR MAID 227 abusive, I mean — I should not have felt so badly about it ; but he refrained from censure of even the lightest kind. I'd have loved him to swear at me.' ' And you can go in for the Indian Civil ?' ' Yes, as soon as I like.' * Arthur !' earnestly — very earnestly. She moves to him, and lays her slender, beautiful hand upon his arm — the hand that so ex- quisitely suits her, slender, pliable, firm. ' Go on,' says he. 'Don't disappoint him again.' * Do you think I am a hrute T says he sharply. CHAPTER XVII. * And sickerly she was of great disport, And full pleasant, and amiable of port/ The rooms were filling rapidly. Everybody in Irkton who is anybody has been invited to Steyne this evening. Steyne is, indeed, the happy hunting-ground for all the young people around. ' Liberty Hall ' they call it, in thought, if not in word. It is a musical party. For once Lady Emily, genial as she is, has laid herself open to objurgations of various kinds. Why couldn't she have given a decent dance, and be done with it ? Why not even tableaux ? Why not private theatricals ? though that would be falling low, indeed. Still, anything^ NOR WIFE NOR MAID 229 think the younger members of Irk ton, would be better than to sit and listen for hours to the squalling and howling (the criticism is theirs, not mine) of a lot of idiots. Again I repudiate the last word. A little soft humming as of many voices vibrates through the rooms. Everyone seems to be talking all at once, though everyone seems to be sternly bent on silence. The elderly women make the corners of their mouths into queer shapes, and through these contortions manage an immense amount of conversation ; but they, as a rule, are found out. The younger women, especially if they have men beside them, manage much better. They look down at their fans, and seem to be pensively bent on listening with all their might to the music just going on. Their lips move faintly, evidently in an ardent ad- miration of the performance to which they are listening. The}^ seem thoroughly im- pressed with the benuty of it, and the men 230 NOR WIFE NOR MAID next them seem to be equally given over to^ enthusiasm. In like manner their lips move too. Their eyes are on their boots. A sort of gentle frenzy has evidently caught both. They whisper to their boots and their fans the deep joy they are no doubt deriving from the musician who is at present warbling at the piano. The little humming sound goes on. It is like the subdued murmuring of bees in summer-time. Miss Montgomery is at the piano, that is, standing near it, whilst a portly matron plays her accompaniment. The first bars are over - — not without a hitch here and there — and Miss Montgomery has now begun to wander down a mountain -side. Evidently the descent must be steep beyond all preconceived ideas of sides, as she arrives so breathless at the bottom of it that her voice can no longer be heard. The pianist does her part admirably, filled NOR WIFE NOR MAID 231 with a desire, no doubt, to conceal the dying pangs of the descendant, and most successful are her efforts. Miss Montgomery's depart- ing sighs are unheard even by her nearest neighbours. ' Eeally, it is absurd!' says Hilda Stewart, who, with Arthur Seatoun, is standing near the door, where her mother is still receiving the coming guests. ' It is more than one bargained for. Such nonsense, asking that girl to sing ! She has as much voice as a grasshopper !' ' AVho are you speaking of, darling ?' asks Lady Emily, who, resplendent in gray and silver, is saying innumerable ' How d'ye do's ' to late comers, and who, therefore, has been dead to that fatal wandering that has occurred at the upper end of the room. ' I am talking of Daisy Montgomery. Such a ridiculous exhibition she makes of herself I I wonder how you can ask her to sing, mamma.' 232 NOR WIFE NOR MAID * Oh, no^y, Hilda !' says Lady Emily re- proachfully. ' That poor dear little Daisy ! And you know she likes to sing so much/ ' Never mind,' says Hilda ; ' mamma ' — turning to Arthm' — ' is not equal to the Daisies of this world ; but by-and-by, when ]\Iary has given us some real music, I will make mother sit down to the piano and play us a waltz, and we shall get up a little dance, eh ? That will be better, eh ?' ' If the waltz may be mine,' says Arthur, looking at her. ' If you like,' carelessly. ' But is it a sure thing ? Will Lady Emily countenance it ?' ' I'll make her,^ says Hilda, with a touch of sauciness that makes her face delightful. She turns to look for Lady Emily, who, being released from duty at the present moment, is standing somewhat back from her guests, half hidden by a hugh myrtle that stands in its pot close to a Japanese screen. NOR WIFE NOR MAID 233 ^ Mamma/ says Hilda, twining her arm round Lady Emily's neck, and pressing her soft cheek against the older, but scarcely less soft, cheek of her mother, ' after a little, little while, when all your poor performers have annoyed us sufficiently, will you — you will now, won't you ? — you will play us one of vour delicious waltzes ?' * Certainly, my dear ; but why T ' Well, we can dance in the hall, can't we ? And then people won't go home saying that this was a horrid, dull take-in of an evening.' ' What a little cat you are, Hilda !' says her mother, laughing the round rich laugh that belongs to her, and patting the head leaning against her own. ' An artful pussy ! When you begin to w^heedle me like that, you know you can do w^hat you like with me. You are all spoiled, you children ; there's no doubt of that' ' It is a promise, then, isn't it, mammy ?' ' There, there ! go away ; you all know I 234 NOR WIFE NOR MAID can't refuse you anything. What would have become of you, if I hadn't been your mother T What, indeed ! This remarkable question still remains unanswered ; the problem it suggests must rest for ever unsolved, as at this moment Lady Emily is called away to receive fresh guests, and Hilda, with a quick triumphant glance at Arthur, hurries aw^ay in another direction to give notice of the impend- ing dance to her sisters. Arthur remaining where he is, Lady Emily presently returns to him, having said as many pleasant things as she knows to the new- comers. ' Still here V says she to Arthur, as if pleased. She glances round the room and lets her gaze stop at last at the upper end of ir, where Miss Seatouii is standing with Marcus Garden beside her. ' How^ charming dear Marykins is looking this evening !* says she slowly. NOR WIFE NOR MAID 235 And, indeed, Mary tc-night is well worth a glance. She is dressed, as usual, in white, and her tall, slight, graceful figure seems to have been entered by the very spirit of joy. Her gown is made high to her throat, but she has no sleeves, and a few soft pearls round her neck seem to throw out the delicate lustre of her skin. She is standing in an easy atti- tude, with her lovely head slightly thrown back, as she listens to Garden, who is talk- ing to her in an earnest, absorbed sort of way. ' Well, I have always thought there is something rather special about Mary,' says her brother, giving his criticism with a thoroughly disinterested air. ' That's very good of you,' says Lady Emily, who sometimes has glimpses of humour. ^ Not being her brother, I can see that she is lovely. It gives me the purest delight to look at her.' There is honest admiration in her eyes. 236 NOR WIFE NOR MAID '■ It seems to give Garden pure delight too,' says Arthur quizzically. ' One can see that, and no wonder! Tell me, Artie dear,'is there any truth in the report that — eh ? you know what I mean. I do hope so ; she is so sweet a creature, and he is the very dearest fellow ; everyone likes Marcus Garden.' Garden's Ghristian name has been a great trial to Lady Emily. So far as she is con- cerned, it has proved a distinct failure. Nothing could be made of it. It had absolutely de- clined t6 lend itself to a diminutive. She had tried ' Marky,' but thought it sounded queer : and ' cuss,' but that sounded rude. It was. She grieved over it, and thought it out in the midnight hours, but it had been too much for her ; and, with much secret reluctance, she had at last abandoned all hope of reducing it to reason. Whilst feeling that she is failing disgracefully in friendship towards Garden, she still makes NOR WIFE NOR MAID 237 up her mind to leave his name as she found it. Arthur is spared an answer to the trying question put to him by the arrival of Mrs. Mordaunt, with her three graces in tow^ ' Too, too fashionable/ says Lady Emily, rushing towards them^with a beaming smile. Lady Emily is always delightful to every- body, and is incapable of seeing harm even in her worst neighbours. ' So glad to see you, however ; and I hope Selina has brought her music. Daisy Montgomery has just been singing, dear girl ! Always so good about that sort of thing.' * Too good,' replies Mrs. Mordaunt with grim meaning as she marches onward. CHAPTER XVIII. * Everyone is as God made him, and oftentimes a great deal worse.' ' Charming style, Mrs. Mordaunt's I Don't you think so ?' says Arthur, as Mrs. Mordaunt tramps out of view. ' Eh ?' says Lady Emily, as if a little puzzled. * Well, she — she — oh ! Tut, tut ! I see now what you mean,' with the air of one who has made a remarkable discovery. * Now, you know, Artie dear, it is wrong of you young people to be so intolerant, and really poor Mrs. Mordaunt doesn't mean half what you think ; she isn't really ill-natured, she is only unfortunate in her manner. You could hear for yourself how kindly she spoke NOR WIFE NOK, MAID 239 of dear Daisy's usual willingness to help at musical affairs of this kind.* This is too much for Arthur. In spite of himself, he gives way to open and hearty mirth. * True, true !' says he. feeling at the same time very much ashamed of himself ' Just so/ says Lady Emily sweetly. ' Well, never mind that now ; let us go back to Marykins. There is one good thing about her ' * Only one ?' * Xonsense I About her and Marcus Garden, 1 was going to say. There is no question of marrying for anything but love there. For the others I am always sorry. To marry for money — it is terrible !' * Yet to marry without it ?' ventures Arthur most unwisely. It brings down upon him a perfect avalanche of recollections. ' Oh, my dear boy ! do not, I implore you, let your mind wander that way. Now, there was Harry Deyncourt, cousin of yours, I 240 NOR WIFE NOE, MAID think. Well, any way, his father, Sir Montague, died young, after marrying three times. Think of that ! First, Susy Warrenne, and then Cissy Loryat — one of the Warwickshire Loryats, you know — and afterwards Minnie Blount. She^ poor thing ! wasn't much ; and at last he ' ' Who ?' asks Arthur, not inexcusably. *Why, Harry Deyncourt. You're not listening, my dear boy ! Harry came in for the baronetcy on his father's death, of course ; and Lady Deyncourt — Minnie Blount, you know (we were children together), not the Minnie Blount who nursed her mother throuo-h o the small-pox, and then took it herself and died, poor girl ! but the Minnie Blount whose sister was Flora Ashton afterwards, and who ran away wath her brother-in-law — lovely creature with auburn hair ! some people called it red, but I couldn't. Perfect shade all through, I thought it. Such a sweet girl she was r NOR WIFE NOR MAID 241 ' Must have been,' says Arthur mildly. ' Yes — yes. A pleasure to talk with you, Artie dear ; you always seem so to under- stand. Well, where was I ? About Fanny was it, or — eh? No, Minnie.' ' Minnie's son. Sir Harry,' says Arthur, who has reduced himself to a state where features and expressions are of no conse- quence. ' Of course. Poor Sir Harry ! They per- sisted in saying he was very wild, poor dear fellow ! but I could never believe anything against him, his eyes were so beautiful, and his nose — pure Greek ; who could be- lieve ' ' In him ?' says Arthur. * Not a soul,' with cheery sympathy. * Nonsense, now, Artie ! You know what I mean. I assure you he was the kindest boy. Well, Minnie Blount, his mother, you know (they called her worldly, poor thing ! but I really believe she meant it all for the VOL. I. 16 242 NOR WIFE NOR MAID best), wanted to marry him to Ellie Smith — one of the Manchester Smiths, you know/ * I've heard the name, I think/ says Arthur with puzzled brow. ' Oh, you must ! She was a great heiress, you know ; tremendous lot of money, and a good girl, too, though — well, not exactly a beauty, you will understand. But she had good points too, though her left eye certainly did — you know what I mean, Artie dear, though it is horrid to say it ; and her nose — well, at all events, she had a great deal of money.' * Oh, Lady Emily !' ' And an exquisite temper. But Harry didn't care for a good temper, it seems, or a fortune ; and, besides, he had met, down in Cornwall, little Birdie Treherne, and ' Here, mercifully, another guest arriving. Lady Emily has, perforce, to forego her recol- lections, and turn to receive him. Arthur, seeing the opportunity, stands to NOll WIFE NOR MAID 243 one side, and at once makes a successful bolt of it. Mopping his brow, lie moves, quickly through the hall outside, and as he goes, thoughts many and various crowd his brain — the principal one I give. In the years to come, when Hilda is her mother's age, will Hilda indulge in recollections ? It is an awful question, filled with terrible possi- bilities. 45- -55^ ^'t ^i 45- Miss Montgomery, tired, no doubt, by her late journey down the mountain, has sunk exhausted into a lounging chair ; and a young man, tall and gaunt, with sunken cheeks and chest, and the general appearance of having only an hour or so to live, is roaring at the top of his lungs for somebody to man a life- boat, and come to the assistance of his ' woife and choild.' As he is popularly supposed to be a bachelor, a touch of mystery, not un- alloyed by impropriety, heightens the attrac- 244 NOR WIFE NOR MAID tions of his appeal. He is growing frenzied, and no wonder. Of all those assembled round him — all witnesses of his distress — not a soul stirs hand or foot to man that lifeboat (lying no doubt round the corner), and come to the rescue of those precious ones so near and dear to him. Fie upon humanity ! In sight of land are these miserable ones to drown for want of a little help ? The consumptive young man puts on a fresh spurt ; his yells grow terrific, but pre- sently something or other happens to save the family, and the fond parent consents to be led away by Archie Stewart to the buffet. Then Miss Seatoun moves towards the piano and says a word or two to Hilda, w^ho is preparing to accompany her, and, raising her violin, plays to them. Exquisite, delicious almost to pain, are the notes that thrill the air. It is a little soft, tender, tremulous thing- she plays, half a smile, as it were, and half a tear, and altogether lovely. Too socn it comes NOR WIFE NOR MAID 245 to an end, ceasing abruptly, as all good things do, making one wish for more. Mary lays down her violin. Her sonata is over, almost before one imas^ines it beofun. It is like a dream, a happy dream, from which we wake too soon. And now there is a little bustle in the room, and in the hall outside. Lady Emily, with a little protest here and there to the more sombre of her guests, is pushed down by loving hands on the piano -stool, and presently a crisp inspiriting waltz rises from beneath her large kindly fingers. Garden turns to Mary. ' You will dance this with me ?' ' AVith pleasure,' says Mary, flushing slightly. Dances in Irkton are few and far between, and to dance for the first time with the man one loves is always an anxiety. Mary's heart beats a little quicker. Will he think she dances well or ill ? If he should think her awkward ! 246 NOR WIFE NOR MAID The first step or two puts all that at an end. Ah ! this is waltzinsf indeed. When they stop they look instinctively at each other's eyes, and smile a little and sigh softly, happily. Behind them is an open window, beyond that a veranda. And over every- thing the moonlight is streaming. ' Come out ! come out !' says Garden gaily, persuasively. The spirit of his first fresh youth seems to have returned to him.' He leads her to one of the open windows. ' What a moonlight !' says Mary in a soft, rapturous way. She turns to him, and to- gether they step into the shadows of the lovely night. CHAPTEE XIX. ' Of all the paths lead to a woman's love, Pity's the straightest.' There is something about moonlight un- utterably sad; that, perhaps, is why lovers love it so. ' There's naught in this life sweet, If man were wise to see't, But only melancholy ; O, sweetest melancholy,' sings Fletcher, and, indeed, that delicate sug- gestion of grief that is without the pangs of it and yet is part of it, and that has been called melancholy, is dear to the heart of those touched by love's arrows. Gaiety seems to forsake Garden as he steps into the mystic beams, the desire of his soul 248 NOR WIFE NOR MAID beside him. The moonlight has entered into him, and a certain troubled feeling that is full of the wildest longing and delight leaves his heart sad. ' Shall we sit here ?' says he, indicating a seat on which Diana's rays fall full. * It looks a charming seat,' says she. * Or here ?' asks he restlessly, pointing to a seat a little farther off — a little more remote from the brilliant room within. A seat un- touched by the moon, lying hidden away between two huge flowering shrubs in painted tubs. ' Yes ; it seems cooler here,' says Mary. Her voice has fallen into a minor key, yet every sense is filled with a fresh deej) joy, a happy expectation, a content perfect as her- self. Yesterday, when he would have spoken, she was frightened. All last night she lay awake hoping, fearing — hapjDy and unhappy. Now she has no fear, no unhappiness ; she is all hope. NOR WIFE NOR MAID 249 ' AYhat a perfect view ! says she, glancing down the incline of the meadows before her to where in the distance the ocean is swaying, and gleaming and glinting. ' What is it like ?' asks Garden looking, however, not at the scene before him, but at her. * Like a young fresh life,' says she slowly. ' No, no !' sharply—' like a life just past. Night cannot last for ever ! The dawn is at hand ! And when it comes it will kill that sickly pallor.' He turns to her with a pas- sionate cry, ' Mary I Mary !' He has risen, and is looking down at her. He is very white, and the strong lean hand touching the arm of her chair is gras2:)ing it with a nervous force. It seems to him that her lips move, but 3^et no sound comes from them. ' Let me speak to you,' says he. ' Let me tell you how it was. My marriage — — ' he breaks off. It is plain that he is growing 250 NOR WIFE NOR MAID horribly nervous. Mary, with a little quick heavenly impulse, holds out her hand to him — such a cold trembling hand ! As it lies in his burning grasp, he can feel the throbbing of it. ' You think I loved her,' says he, ' but I never did. Never ! I know that now, but only now ; only since I met you. Mary, you will believe that! you must! I thought, I fancied ' He draws back from her, his very lips whitening, then goes on again as if com- pelled : ' It was a month's madness at most, and — it is no excuse to say that I was young. She was young too, and handsome, and rich, and of old family, nothing against her, you see. She was partly foreign. Her mother was a Russian, and possessed large tracts of land there ; in Russia, I mean. And she — my — she had been brought up abroad. It was in London I met her, and I thought — it was madness, but I did think that ' * Oh there ! I know, I know everything,* NOR WIFE NOR MAID 251 says Mary, with an almost passionate longing to save him from the pain he is endming. * No, let me go on. We were married. All the world thought her charming, and so did I for — one month. What she thouorht of me I don't know, but I am sure she tired of me within that time. Her nature was violent, vehement, in a sense untamable. She should never have married. I do not know if she was unfaithful — forgive me, Mary ! but, at all events, she hated me even before I began to hate her. What a life it was !' Dropping Mary's hand, he strides in a rapid way up and down the veranda. Presently he stops before her. * Until I met you, I never knew how she had ruined me. My life (my young life before I knew her) rose before me then, and I re- membered many things I had almost forgotten — things I had forgotten with determination. There was a time when — you will not believe it, will you ? — when 1 was the gayest, the 252 NOE, WIFE NOR MAID lightest-hearted of my fellows. That is all gone.' ' Something else is gained,' says she with a little quick breath. If she means anything, he does not dare to understand her. * Oh much — much ! but all to the bad. I have grown morbid, impatient of control, suspicious, careless of many things one should hold sacred. I hardly knew how it was with me ; it had all grown in me so imperceptibly ; but in that first hour when I met you — I knew. I saw myself ! The deterioration I Everything ! I felt I was unworthy of you. How should I dare to offer you the remnant of a life ? And yet — yet ' With an uncontrollable outburst he holds out his hands to her. 'Oh, Heart ! can you love me?' ' You know, you know !' ' I know nothing ; I will not until you tell me. Sometimes, indeed, I have dared to hope, but very faintly, and not often.' NOR WIFE NOR MAID 253 ' Wli}^ will you not believe ?' says she in a little broken tone. Her hand is lying on the iron arm of the chair, holding it with such a nervous clasp that the pretty nails have grown quite white. Garden unclasps it and holds it between both his own. His whole manner is full of passionate reserve. * Then — will you ?' asks he. Her eyes alone are a sufficient answer. The tears standing in them make them shine like stars. Her lingers cling to his. ' It is not pity V asks Garden again. ' Yes, it is,' says she. ' Pity the deepest, the most perfect.' ' Oiily that ?' * Must I tell you that I love you ?' says she reproachfully. ' Ah, you must ! How should I dare be- lieve unless ? And do you Mary, really? ' Oh, I do, I do !' cries she softly. ' But to say it !' She struggles with herself and bursts into tears, but as his arms close around 254 NOll AVIFE NOR MAID her the terrible anguish of her gladness leaves her, and only peace remains. ^ It is true, then/ says Garden. Who shall describe his tone ? ' You are mine ; you It is hard to believe. And am I right in this ? To attach your bright life to mine ? And yet without you. ... It is a sacrifice I demand. Mary ! I am too old for you, at heart, if not in years. You know I told you before I was older than most people. I have known too much.' ' Suffered too much,' amends she sweetly. ' Well ' — with a swift sigh — ' you shall suffer no more.' She throws up her head, leaning back from him, and the glory of the moon falls full upon her. But there is yet a greater glory lying on her lovely face — the glory of a first deep love, and that imperishable. ' My darling ! My delight !' says Garden passionately. NOR WIFE NOR MAID 255 When tliey return to the dancing-room the music is still at its height. Mrs. Egerton, standing at the open window, glances curiously at Mary as she goes by her. It is plain that Mary does not see her. ' Does she see anyone ?' asks Lena of her- self, and suddenly a quick, gratified smile illumines her delightful face. Something has happened ! Marj^ could not look so pale, so dreamy — Garden could not look so altogether lost to earth's trials and difficulties unless — unless — oh ! of course it is all settled. Mary and Garden have joined the dancers. The tem23tation to hold her in his arms even in this public fashion had been too strong to be resisted, and perhaps Mary had been glad to be so held. Xever on earth were there lovers so glad, so full of joy unspeakable. Their return had been unremarked save by three in the room. By Archie Stewart, who had turned away as if shot after the first glance 256 NOR WIFE NOR MAID at tlieir faces; hy Lena, as we know ; and by Mr. Denny. The latter was dancing when they came in, but over his partner's shoulder — one of the Denvers (famed for their stature, and naturally a fine girl) — had watched them across the room, and now a somewhat evil expression settles on his face. To him, too, it is apparent that love the mighty lord has spoken to these two, and not in vain. He continues his dance, however, to the intense gratification of Arthur Seatoun, who takes a"^ keen delight in his performance. Indeed, Mr. Denny when dancing has an unfortunate resemblance to that good old monke}^, dear to our youthful days, who jumped up and down a stick, and sometimes over it. Mr. Denny jumped up and dow^i too, so vigorously, that often when his partner was of the ordinary height he threatened to jumj) over her. To-night, after seeing Mary's NOR WIFE NOR MAID 257 return, a very demon of elasticity seems to have entered into him. ^ What the deuce is the matter with that fellow?' says Stewart, who has come back look- ing pale, and frowning. ' If he can't dance any other way but that, what on earth * * Don't you admire him V says Arthur. * I do. I am riveted. High stepper, / call him — great action ; ought to fetch a good price !' ' He'd be dear at the lowest coin,' says Stewart, who is apparently in a bad temper. At this moment an old lady, coming up to Arthur, la3^s her hand upon his arm. ' I see your sister is not dancing now, Mr. Seatoun; do you think she might be tempted to play to us again 1 I am an old woman, but once I could do a few things. I could sing ; I could even handle a fiddle, but not like her. Would ' ' What is it. Lady Elizabeth V asks her hostess, coming up at this instant. VOL. I. 17 :^58 NOR WIFE NOR MAID Arthur explains. T am sure Mary will play for you/ says he. And Mary, when he crosses the room and asks her to play once more to them, to oblige the pretty old woman near Lady Emily, at once says yes. Garden would have prevented her, thinking she might over-fatigue herself, but, w^ith a lovely smile at him, she persists, stepping lightly to where her violin rests on the piano ; she draws it to her shoulder and plays to them. She plays as surely she never played before. They who tell us love means death to art, lied in her case. With her love her soul seems to grow, and rich and splendid is the fruit of it. Quivering, dying, growing, fading:, the notes thrill to the bosoms of all present. Never was that night's music to be forgotten by the dwellers in Irkton. And as for the girl herself, was she ev^er to be forgotten? Standing there in her white SONS, FllINTKilS, GLiLDKORP. 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