THE UNIVERSITY OF ILLINOIS LIBRARY ^ From the collection of ^ Julius Doerner, Chicago § Purchased, 1918. Return this book on or before the Latest Date stamped below. A charge is made on all overdue books. U. of I. Library 9324-S Mrm ttour LcYDIA F7INMAN (@ASB. PUBLISHED BY THE AUTHOR. DANVILLE, WISCONSIN. 1882. James Guilbbrt, Printer, Chicago. 2^ AhA.S. /// TO MY FATHER AND MOTHER, THIS VOLUME IS AFFECTIONATELY INSCRIIiED, WITH REGRET THAT THE TRIIJUTE IS NOT MORE WORTHY THEIR ACCEPTANCE. 700709 PREFACE. The poems which follow have been written through an interval of several years, to while away the leisure hours of my home life. Many of them have been given to the public through the leading papers of Chicago, and elsewhere, and have met, I may say, with a favorable reception. While not claiming for them a high degree of merit, the partiality of friends has prevailed upon me to collect them and give them a permanent form in this little volume. And so I launch my little bark in the great sea of literature, expecting neither fame nor fortune, simply hoping for an appreciation from the friends who are dear to me, and to whose pleasure may this little book minister. L. H. C. CONTENTS. PAGE. The Wisconsin, ........ 9 The Lover’s Choice, . . . . . .• 14 Mother, . . . . . . . . .15 When the Children are Home, ..... 16 Stephen and Rachael, ....... 18 Hymn to the Fisher-wives, . . . . . 19 A Merry Old Maid, . . ■ . . . .21 My Old Sweet-heart, ...... 22 A Problem, . . . . . . . .23 The Maniac, . . " . . . . . 24 Watching, ........ 25 Little we Know, . . • . . . . . 27 ’ A Battle Scene, . . . . ’ . . .28 Riches, ........ 30 Daisy-Chains, ........ 32 My Song, ........ 33 When I am Growing Old, . . . . . -35 A Bird Song, .'...... 36 The Canceled Names, . . . . . • . -37 Phoebe, ........ 38 To My Sister Mina, . . < . . . .40 Blush Roses, ....... 41 The Maid and the Sea, . . . . . .42 At Confession, ....... 42 Her Story, ........ 46 At the Foot of the Hill, ...... 48 The Two Painters, . . . • . . . .49 The Lemonweir, ....... 50 A Silhouette, ........ 52. Baby Fingers, . . . . . . . 53 Perplexity, ........ 54 6 (CONTENTS, Six Years, Brother, One i)ay, . . . , To-morrow, .... Love’s Matliematics, A Heart T>caf, Broken Chords, . . . . Weary, .... Song of the Farmer’s Wife, Happiness, .... Wouldn’t You.^ . . . . The Man who Died for Me, Give us back the Laurel, Deceived, .... After Many Days, Idlers, ' . Elfin, Why Should I.'^ . Farmer Grimes, . . . . Lilies, . . ' . The Poets, . . . . Sparrows, .... Children, . . . . Love Making, Flirtation Weary, My Ships, .... After all, . . . . . What I Will Take, . Some Day, . . . . Met and Parted, A Prosy Story in Homel}’^ Rhyme, Forget, .... To My Sister, . • . . God’s Children, . . • . Two Lives, . . . . Thorns, .... Your Castles and Mine, 55 56 57 58 59 60 61 62 64 65 66 67 69 70 71 72 74 75 79 80 ai 82 83 84 85 86 88 89 90 91 94 95 96 97 99 lOI CONTENTS. 7 Twilight Guests, ....... 102 Kisses of Peace, ....... 103 Autumn Time, ....... 104 Into the Evening, ....... 105 In the Moonlight, ....... 106 Good-bye, . . . . . . . .107 A Fable, ........ 108 Mismeasured, ........ 109 True unto Death, . . . . . . . m Delirium, . . . . . . ■ .112 Only a News-boy, . . . . ■ . . 114 Serenade to Morning, . . . . . • • 1^5 The Hungering, . . . . . .. . 117 Dreams, . . . . . . . . .118 Drift-wood, . . . . . . . . 119 Silver Hair, . . . . . . . .121 Wrecks, ........ 122 Gone Astray, . . . . . . . .124 Ode to Time, . . . . . . . 125 My Childhood Home, ....... 126 By Plays, ........ 129 Sooner or Later, . . . . . . .130 Recompense, ....... 131 An Answer, ........ 132 In the Corn, . . . . . . . . 133 Infatuation, ........ 135 Mine Own, . . . . . . . . 136 The Hospital Nurse, ....... 137 The Unfinished Lesson, ...... 142 School-time, ........ 143 Do You Remember, May.^^ ..... 145 Lost and Found, ....... 147 Under the Stars, ....... 149 October, . . . . . . . . .150 The Lost Chord, ....... 151 An Allegory, . . . . . . . .152 8 CONTl<:X'l s. The World and You, . . . . . . 154 The Witch is in the Cream, . . . . . .1^5 At the gate, ........ 156 Unmasked, ........ 158 Beside the Still Waters, ...... 159 Her Ideal, ........ 161 Into Mischief, ....... 163 When the Cows Come Home, ...... 166 Misunderstood, ....... 168 Idols, ......... 169 The Love-Vine, ....... 170 Shame on the Man, ....... 172 Matilda the Spinster, . . ... . • 173 Peter-Bird, ........ 175 THE WISCONSIN. O proud Wisconsin, thou hast rolled Thy currents wild, and strong, and bold. For centuries with steadfast sway That onward sweeps thy tide to-day; Resistless, dark, and calm, and deep. How seem you here in tender sleep. And there with laughter bubbling o’er. Then beating restless ’gainst the shore. And yonder mirroring the sheen Of sunlight on thy walls of green. The yellow sand-rocks worn and old. Bend low to touch their locks of gold And head-dress green, upon thy face. And who could know, with here no trace But calmness in thy depths ^o still. Where narrow walls resist your will. The waters rave, and fume, and sound Like angry demons caged and bound. In rage you lash the crags that stand Like adamantine walls so grand. The “Guardian Rocks” that almost seem To clasp their hands across the stream. You over-leajD like beasts at bay. And shoot the rocky, narrow way. Then hush at once the angry tone Of fury, that you blush to own. lO LEISURE HOUR POEMS. And sink to calm and peaceful rest, Like babe so fair on mother’s breast, And softly sing the lullaby That down the stream in echoes die. Wisconsin proud, in sunny dreams Thou wast not glad like sister streams. For thou didst feel ambition’s aim And long for monumental fame. Thine artist soul and artist hand Must mark thy path with steps more grand. Thy walls with marv’lous scenes bedeck’d, vSeemed carved by human architect. With wiverns grim and chevroned naves. With turrets grand and griffins grave, And sand-rocks gold, and red, and grey. Seem laid in wondrous parcpietry. ’Neath crannied ledges high and wide. The sun fays dance upon the tide, And clouds their brows from veils unfold. And rainbows rise from pots of gold. Beneath the rude arcade of domes The Dryads dwell in cavern homes Where Nymphs the wind-harp’s songs repeat. And Naiads time with dancing feet. In grottos here the Fairies dwell And weave their witching, magic spell O’er sporting, dashing waters pale, That rise a mystic fairy veil. Then circling, change in sunny air To sparkling gems of beauty rare; « THE WISCONSIN. 1 I In chiseled caves the shadows grey With Imps of darkness hide away, Where dwells the shriveled Witch so grim Who feeds her snakes by moonlight dim; The phantom chamber where abide The souls whose clay thy waters hide — Who manned those sand-stone ships of State Chained to thy shore by cruel fate — That long and wait the time when she’ll Their anchors weigh and set them free. Who knows what ghosts their revels hold Among these canyons dim and old? Who knows what ancient gods possess These lab’rinth ways, and in distress Await the time when they again Foretell events to trustful men? Wisconsin proud, in flow and swell, The red man loved thy waters well. I Tow oft the Indian’s swift canoe Has darted thy wild rapids through, And feast-fires and the beacons bri ght Oft tinged thy waves with lurid light. The hunted braves their foes did mock And leap thy stream from rock to rock, While baffled pale face gazed spellbound In fear, where waters hissed and frowned Below. The dusky mother ]Droud, Baptized her babes in thy foam-cloud ; ’Mid dangerous swirls with ready will The Indian youths oft tried their skill ; 12 LEISURE HOUR POEMS, And often has thy shining rays Thrown back tlie maiden’s tender gaze, As she wore in her braids the band Of heads a lover’s dusky hand Had fashioned, and had l:)ound it there. Because she seemed to liim most fair. From towering clifTs the lover brave Oft plunged beneath thy foaming wave. Then rose and swam the rapid run, To greet the bride his brav’rv won. J^iit once a chief, so legends say. Sank in the seething waves for aye. And she, in bridal robings, who Sat near the shore in birch canoe. The chant of death heard soft and low, Veered her light bark with wail of woe. And plunged into the swirling pool. And each new moon, the legends rule. The Indian maid and lover glide In white canoe the dashing tide. Wisconsin proud, thy ebbing flood Has often been deep stained with blood. The horrid crimes thy waves conceal. Thy tongueless walls will ne’er reveal; If lips so silent could but speak, Their tales would blanch the reddest cheek; What cruel deeds and brave were done. What battles lost and battles won; How oft the wolt’s bay o’er the wave Of pale faced foes, the warning gave; THE WISCONSIN. 13 How oft thy rocks have heard, alack! The war cry fierce, and hurled it back; How oft the dying chant was sung. And down thy waves by echoes rung; Upon these craggy rocks below A warrior dashed a rival foe, And here a captive pale was bound With burning fagots piled around. On yonder towering cliffs so high A chief was chained and left to die. And trembling pines along the shore Yet whisper all their terrors o’er. But flow thou on, proud stream, until The voice of doom bids thee be still. And stern eternity shall rock Thy waves to slumber sweet, and lock Them there for aye, while those who rest In calm of peace so pure and blest Upon thy shores — may they have found Their joyous, happy hunting ground. M r.KISUKK HOUR POEMS. THE LOVER’S CHOICE. or course I love Howers, my clearest, When I l^ave my choosing, you know. May 1 cull the ones I think sweetest Of all the sweet flowers that grow.? Some think that the rosebuds are fairest. But I love the one that’s half blown. It blooms with its rare, dainty crimson On lips I would press to my own. And there are the beautiful pansies. With true hearts of heaven-dyed blue; They’re found in the eyes of my sweetheart. With love glances thrilling me through. I’ll take, too, the lily most charming. That blossoms in all the wide land, That looks with its five perfect petals So like to my darling’s fair hand. O yes! for you said 1 might gather The blooms I thought fairest and best. With roses, and pansies, and lilies, I never would care for the rest. MOTHER. 15 MOTHER. In evening dreams of bliss I feel Her kisses fond and sweet, And hear a whispered prayer that is With tenderness replete. And O, how pure that smiling face — The eyes that look in mine, With glances full of joy and peace. And love almost divine. And just how deep that mother-love - They say I’ll never know Until the coffin lid is closed Above her lips of snow; And just how priceless are the prayers And, blessings they have told. I’ll never learn till in God’s home The records shall unfold. It may be true; but well I know In this rough, weary way. With mother’s smiles, and mother’s prayers, •My feet could never stray. If some day I should miss her face And tread the path of sin, I know one thought of mother’s tears Would lead me back again. LKISURI-: HOUR FORMS. 1 6 But if before her I should pass From out life’s woe and care, Though all that Heavenly throng were near I’d miss my mother there; For, though the joy of that fair home l^eyond our knowing be. While mother lingered on life’s shore ’T would seem no home to me. VVaiEN THE CHILDREN ARE HOME. Oh, the children are home, and their mother and I Fondly gaze on their features, too happy to sigh. And all else is forgotton, for life’s sweetest chimes. Ring again in our spirits their musical rhymes. As we echo the rippling laughter with pride — That we’ve longed for and missed by the old fireside. For once more they are children — the boys and the girls. Though the bright cheeks are faded and silvered the curls; Though the foreheads are furrowed with care and with pain. And the forms are all stalwart — they’re children again; And if one dares to hint they are older than when In the meadows they danced with the butterflies, then We will brand him a slanderer where he may roam; We are all young again when the children are home. WHEN THE CHILDREN ARE HOME. T7 Here’s our eldest, his dark hair is threaded with grey, And the baby — the baby — how old is she pray? There’s our captain — the dandy — and Mollie the pet. The old loves of the ingle they never forget. And the two up in Heaven, are they lost to our sight? Nay, nay, on with the frolic, they’re with us to-night. And O, ho! How we laugh in our joy till we cry At the pranks of these girls — their old mother and I, And the grand-children open-mouthed funnily stare At the tricks of these boys with their silvery hair. The grand-children? No, no, they are myths, and I say: Shut the door in their faces and bid them away ; For at our merry feasting we’ll have not a gnome To o’ershadow our hearts when the children are home. If these boys are not wrestling! Well, I declare! Here! Keep out of the way; you’ll get hit with a chair. There! I told you; The baby has bumped her dear head; Do run quickly, O mother! for sugar and bread. Ah! I wonder if kisses won’t answer as well As in babyhood sorrows, — who is there can tell ? And now, mother, this wild crew is turning our heads; Don’t you think it is time they were sent to their beds? So bring hither my Bible, and kneel ’round my side, Keep the children, oh Father! whatever betide. And watch over their footsteps when we shall be gone. And O, guide them safe home at the Heavenly dawn; And when mother and I through thy shining streets roam Help us patiently wait till the children are Home. i8 LEISURE HOUR POEMS. STEPHEN AND RACHAEL. From Dickens’ Hard Times. O hearts that live so near, and yet, So far apart. That thrill in vain. And throb, and beat, and sigh, and fret. With love’s delicious, hopeless pain. O lips that simple words express. And yet with tenderness o’erHow; That never meet in love’s caress. But smile and sigh that it is so. Fond eyes that mark each cheek tear- worn; But dare not glance where love-light hides Beyond the mask, lest each should mourn In pain the path where duty bides. O hands that toil, but only clasp In symjDathy and tenderness; Whose toil seems sweeter for the grasp Of that expressive, silent press. O weary ones, who, mid life’s throngs Must walk alone, and restless beat The lonely path, while each one longs For echoes of the other’s feet. Afar, anear, beyond regret. With hopeless, painless hearts of woe; In smiles and grieving tears, and yet Content, that God hath willed it so. HYMN OF THE FISHER-WIVES. 19 HYMN OF THE FISHER-WIVES. The brave fisher-wives gaze o’er the Treacherous bar, At the sails of the ship that is Gliding afar, And the waves sing a lullaby Sweet in their rest. Like a fond mother rocking a Child on her breast. But from anxious hearts floateth the Hymn like a prayer, Giving loved ones so faithfully Unto His care. “Wilt thou watch them, O Father, and With them abide; Through the day-light and darkness, oh Pity and guide, For their barque is so small on thy Ocean so wide.” On the shore of the sea the lone Fisher-wives stand. As the morning’s grey light greets the Storm-beaten strand. And the sleepless eyes gaze o’er the Murmuring main, For a glimpse of the sails they have Watched for in vain. 20 LEISURE HOUR POEMS. And the moaning rocks echo the Sad plaintive song, From the bowed, aching hearts of the Grief stricken throng: “Do thou watch them so tenderly. Father, nor hide Thy loved face from their gazing, Whate’er betide. For their barque is so small on thy Ocean so wide.” When the bright evening star its soft. Trembling rays fling O’er the rippling sea, then the Calm breezes bring To the hearts of the fisher-wives Glad, as they gaze, * The faint notes of a song like a Nun’s chant of praise. And in answer far over the Waves in the gloam. Floats the wives’ hymn of greeting The fisher-men home: “We do thank thee, O Father, for Safe winds and tide. Through deep perils and storms thou Didst pityingly guide. For their barque was so small on thy Ocean so wide.” A MERRY OLD MAID. 21 A MERRY OLD MAID. O, who is there in this world has plenty of joy, With no trifles to trouble and naught to annoy, With no children to bother her hour after hour. And no pestering husband to work her heart sour? Who skips over hard places and glides over woes. With sunshine in her pathway where ever she goes; And a smile on her visage that seems half divine — Who indeed, but this merry old maiden of mine! She’s a mint of her own, and has no one to frown If she spends half a dime when she goes over town. And she talks about poetry, music and art. As if all of the muses dwelt in her pure heart. Oh, she does as she pleases, and goes where she will. And she envies no mortal nor wishes one ill. And she happily walks through the sunniest glade. As she laughs at your floutings, my merry old maid. And along the steep hillside she glides o’er life’s track. With no one to her apron-strings pulling her back; And she stoops to the fallen where ever they moan And o’er life’s thorny pathway she goes not alone; For rich blessings go with her — the brightest and best And love bides by the wayside where e’er she may rest. Who has joy in this life-time that never will fade And a crown in the next, but my merry old maid? 22 LEISURE HOUR POEMS. MY OLD SWEETHEART. A lover is sitting beside me to-day, Who neither is handsome, nor youthful, nor gay; His dear hands are roughened hy labor of years, H is brown cheeks are furrowed hy cares and by tears. His proud form is bent hy the storms and the strife That comes to us all in the struggles of life — And with all the sorrows that compassed his way My lover looks aged and weary to-day. I’ve sweethearts far younger and gayer I know. And smiles of rare sweetness on me they bestow; They bow most divinely, they flirt and they jest — Their hearts are hut shams — merely puff-balls at best. Their heads hold but flatt’ry and vainest of pride. My old love is fond, and is true, and is tried. And though they could bring all the gold o’er the sea. Death only could part my old lover and me. As fondly I linger beside his arm chair. Caressingly stroking his silvery hair, I earnestly thank the kind Giver above, For this precious blessing — my dear father’s love. A PROBLEM. 23 A PROBLEM. I’ve seen such lovely angels With curls of golden hair! And just the sweetest dresses, And faces, O, so fair. With little, dainty fingers. And such blue, tender eyes. And wings that shone like dew-pearls. Just dropped from out the skies. I’ve seen ’em all in pictures. And they look nice, they do; But I’d not want my angels All dressed like that, would you? There’s grandpa, I’d not know him, For he is rather stout; It they’d put dresses on him I know I’d laugh right out. And grandma’s hair is silver. Her hands look worn and old. Her eyes are hazel and she Wears specs with rims of gold. The curls, and wfings, and dresses. Would do for girls like me. But Joe and Frank, how they’d look — And papa — don’t you see ? 24 LKISURE HOUR POEMS, I don’t believe all angels Are like the pictures — fair, For grandpa can’t look like them, Nor grandma — when they’re There. And when I get to Heaven, If they’re all dressed up so, How ’ll I know them from others? That’s what I’d like to know. THE MANIAC. O maniac dread, with thy cold, piercing eyes. That glare through the rude dungeon bars. Thy savage song howling in hideous glee To smilingly pitiless stars; Thy glittering teeth gnash at the moonbeams so white. While tearing thy long locks of gvey, Thou seem’st like a beast in its jungle lair. By mortal and devil at bay; Thy laugh ’s like the howl of a demon in joy^. Thy rage like the furious waves That break on the crags with their frenzied might — Thy moan ’s like a beaten slave’s. Think’st thou that I pity thee? No! For God Hath pitied thy lot, and He Hath drawn o’er thy fancy a deep cloud of peace, O madman, how I envy thee. WATCHING. At visions that pass like the wind, thon dost grasp And whisper thy murderous will; And grapple with foes of thy passionate brain, Whose mad schemings never- are still. But I, in my prison with sunshine around. That mocketh my heart in its tomb. Am wrestling with foes of a terrible will Alone in my soul’s wretched gloom. Aye, maniac fierce, in thy prison drear, I envy thee, yea, envy thee. For thou hast no reason of heart or of mind. And nothing of reality; Hast naught but the dark phantoms fleeting and wild. To trouble thy over-wrought brain; With no thought of life or eternity. And nothing of joy or of pain. Let those who may pity thy lot, yea, and grieve, A peaceful soul resting is thine! And mortals might call it a wild, frenzied wish. To change thy dread prison for mine! WATCHING. In the morning I stand On the glimmering strand. That is washed by the waves as they roam. And I bend low mine ear. Mid the music to hear If the voices are calling me home. 3 6 LEISUKK HOUR 1‘OKMS. But I hear not a song or the glorified throng, As I walk by the murmuring sea, Yet I know they doth wait, And will watch till the gate Of the beautiful opens for me. At the calm of noonday On the shore yet I stray. O’er the rippling sea still I gaze. Where the white clouds at rest, Seemeth forms of the blest. That are clothed in the Heaven-bright rays. But I see not a trace Of one dear, smiling face. As I walk by the murmuring sea. Yet I know they doth wait. And will watch till the gate Of the beautiful opens for me. When has fiided the dn}-, And the moon’s crystal ray Builds a bridge of bright beams to the shore, O O 7 By the path of pure light Do I watch through the night, For the ones who will beckon me o’er. But I sec not a hand From that mystical land. As I walk by the murmuring sea. Yet I know they doth wait. And will watch till the gate Of the beautiful opens for me. LITTLE WE KNOW. 2 LITTLE WE KNOW. Little we know of the hearts that weep, When smiles beam e’en the brightest, Little we know of the storms o’er head When sunbeams dance the lightest. Little we know by the calm, clear stream. Of cruel rocks before us. Little we know by our life’s fair dream. What sorrows may come o’er us. Little we know how a thoughtless word. May hearts most deeply sorrow. Little we know by our loss to-day, What we may gain to-morrow. Little we know by the clasping hand, How much of friendship’s in it. Little we know when the goal we set, The strife it takes to win it. Little we know by a tiny stone. What riches it may measure; Little we know how our clinging trust May prove a priceless treasure; Little we know when onr hearts are light, Of burdens that will freight us; Little we know by the grief we bear, The joys that may await us. LKISI'KK IIOL'K I’OK.MS. A J^ATTLE SCENE. On the banks of the Potomac, Whose dark waters softly How, I.aii^hin*^ as the roses whisper To the lilies far below; Where the willows