\;^-^ '^^^'iii-^; s^oni^hlff" ^^^^'Sing this material is re- -he University '"°'' """ '» ••"•missal from r. renew coll Telephone Center, 333-8400 L161— O-1096 3. V6 c r /yftA-^ft^-^ " ^^^ /^ Jiftofff^ A fU/-'- oi^^^ {9t^'-^ ^iL^ It^^ ^ FOILED VOL. I. NEW NOVELS AT ALL LIBRARIES. ALSTON CRUCIS. By Helen Shipton, author of ' Dagmar,' 'The Last of the Fenwickes,' &c. 3 vols. ONE WAY OF LOVE. By Constance Smith, author of ' The Repentance of Paul Wentworth,' &c. 3 vols. NURSE ELISIA. By G. Manville Fenn, author of ' Mahme Nousie,' ' The Master of the Ceremonies,' &c, 2 vols. A WOMAN'S AMBITION. By Henry Cresswell, author of ' A Modern Greek Heroine,' «fec. 3 vols. SIR ANTHONY. By Adeline Sergeant, author of ' Caspar Brooke's Daughter,' 'A Life Sentence,' &c. 3 vols. LONDON: HURST & BLACKETT, LIMITED. FOILED BY THE HON. MRS. HENNIKER AUTHOR OF "SIR GEORGE," ETC. " Where sorrow treads on joy, Where sweet things soonest cloy, Where faiths are built on dust, Where love is half mistrust." IN THREE VOLUMES VOL. I. LONDON : HURST AND BLACKETT, LIMITED, L3, GREAT MARLBOROUGH STREET. 1893. All Eights Reserved. Richard Clay & Sons, Limited, London & Bungay. H3^E^ ,^ Oil Deak Mr. Bret Harte, You have shown such kindly and unfailing interest in my earlier efforts as a humble recruit to the ranks of the company which has long been proud to call you one of its leaders, that I venture to dedicate to you the following story, with feelings of wami friendship and gratitude. Yours always sincerely, FLORENCE HEXNIKEli. ^ ^ ^^ ^ CONTENTS OF VOLUME I. PART I. CHAPTER I. THE VILLA OX THE RHINE II. MORE ABOUT FRANK HESSELTINE III. " HAD WE NEVER LOVED SO BLINDLY IV. A LONDON WEDDING ... V. REMORSE AND REGRET VI. "good-bye for EVER, GOOD-BYE " 3 31 57 75 97 127 PART II. I. THE queen's ball ... II. A SUNDAY IN THE SEASON IIL A DINNER AND A PLAY IV. A GLIMPSE OF HEATHER AND PINES 150 181 218 258 PART I. VOL. I. B FOILED CHAPTER I. THE VILLA ON THE RHINE. The bronze clock, surmounted by a figure of the Kaiser on horseback, struck three in the little sitting-room of the Rheinischer- Hof, occupied in Oct. 187 — by Frank Hesseltine. It was the best room which the primitive little inn contained, and the worthy landlord had lately given an extra coat of polish to the floor, and placed a large nosegay of Michaelmas daisies and grass on the sideboard to do honour to his o guest. The green shutters were more than 4 FOILED. half open, and a flood of sunshine, dazzling enough to belong to an earlier period of the year, poured into the room, which was so spotlessly clean that the searching rays failed to light upon a speck of dust. Frank Hesseltine — who had eaten an excellent luncheon of veal-cutlets and omelette some two hours ago — pushed away the empty coffee-cup at his elbow ; yawned, stretched himself, flung Feuillet's latest work, face downwards, on the table ; yawned again, and finally rose from the green moreen arm-chair, which he had found a sufficiently comfortable sleeping-place. He sauntered to the window, flung it still wider open, and looked out. It was a very fair and smiling landscape on which his rather sad eyes rested. The noble river, wide as a little lake, shining at his feet, beneath the sloping sheet of vines ; here and there a cluster of gabled houses, with broad wooden beams inlaid across their walls, and patches FOILED. 5 of garden surrounding them. Beyond, more vineyards, rising ever higher and higher, until they seemed almost to meet the hill- tops. AVhite smoke from a steamer leaving a faint feathery track against the blue. Alto- gether it was an ideal afternoon of still golden autumn ; with no harsh sounds to pierce the clear atmosphere, only now and then a child's voice calling a playmate in the garden below, or the lowing of a quiet brown ox beino; led towards his stable. '^ No one would talk of the cockneyism of the Ehine if they had the sense to stop at such charming little villages as this," thoug^ht Hesseltine. ''And after all, as to coQifort, what does one want more ? Keally very fair cooking, and if the beds are short " (oflancino; down at his boots some six feet below him), " so much the more reason to get up and go out early and see the country. I must have walked a good twelve miles this morninof. I shan't do 6 FOILED. more than sixteen a day; it was different a long time ago, when Charley and I — " He passed his hand with a half-impatient movement over his forehead, in which two horizontal lines were very clearly marked above the dark brows, and he sighed heavily. " Will this go on getting worse and worse? This dreary sense of blankness and hopelessness I If only Providence had seen fit to deprive me of any other earthly thing — health, money, anything, anything, but my one real friend — " His meditations were interrupted by a tapping at the door. It was the landlord^ with a smiling moon-face and gray whiskers. " Would the ' gnadiger Herr ' wish one of the children to show him the way to the villa ? The lessons were over, and Kufina and Anna w^ould be too proud if he w^ould allow them to guide him." Trusting that the Herr found his appetite good, and was satisfied with his luncheon, the worthy FOILED. 7 man, bowing low, retreated from the thres- hold. Hesseltine expressed himself as de- lighted to accept the offer of the two daughters of the house to show him his way. So in ten minutes the young ladies, one wearing plaits w^hich reminded Hessel- tine of those affected by the immortal family of Kenwigs, the other a child of some eight years, with a smooth head like a billiard-ball, came to the door, and the Englishman followed them out into the village street. A quaint little place it was, with its old gabled houses and primitive shops. The carts made a loud rattling noise as they bumped along over the rough paving-stones. A load of little pigs, soon destined to supply the Gasthaus with excellent sausages, rumbled by with a sound of yells and shrieks. Dozens of children, all wearing blue pinafores, and all with the same cropped heads, blocked up the footway, and 8 FOILED. stood staring at the tall English stranger. Hard-featured women, with honest kindly faces, were standing at their doorways, or walking quickly past, carrying heavy basket- loads on their backs. Hesseltine turned the corner which led him past the main street out into a broad road lined on either side with chestnut trees. Some of the leaves were turning brown and yellow, and fell at his feet as he walked. Eufma and Anna preceded him, keeping up meanwhile a voluble conversation, so that he was left very much to his own thoughts during the walk of a mile and a, half. On one side of the road was a new, very smart villa, the property, he afterwards learnt, of a rich German Jew. In a wire arbour, looking for all the world like a rather plethoric parrot in a domed bird- cage, sat a stout lady in green and red, with dark oily locks on her forehead. A dachshund, nearly as fat as his mistress, FOILED. 9 looked at Hesseltine from the top of the low wall, and yapped vociferously. He passed the great gardens and the house half hidden beneath a glorious crimson cloak of Virginian creeper, and all along the road, from window and turret, from wall and railino;, the same masses of brilliant scarlet foliage met his eye, flaming with more dazzling lustre as the lowering sun sent his rays under the chestnut leaves and dyed them a richer blood-red. One more turning, down a poplar avenue this time — sparser, thinner trees these — through which the silver river gleamed, and he found himself opposite a tall gate of rusty iron. "It is not locked," said little Rufina ; " the other one is, but this is the side-gate where the butcher and baker come in. Ah ! there is Frau Korner with her apron full of apples. Come quickly, quickly, Frau Korner ! Here is an English gentleman to see the villa." 10 FOILED. The old woman addressed turned a kindly- weather-beaten face towards the visitors. *' Ah, Rufina, you little chatterer ! You here again — and Anna, my little one, how goes it with you ? Welcome to the villa, mein Herr ; but it is not what it was. Ah, no, it is all lonely and deserted now ; only me and my husband in the great house, and so few men to keep the garden up. Ah, it is sad, sad ! But the good times cannot last ; we must make the best of these, — isn't it so ? — and hope for better still to come." " Yes," said Rufina, with a sagacious expression on her fat little face ; " when the young count leaves his studies, and the voung countess comes home too ; then there will be company again, Frau Korner, and cheerful times for you, Frau Korner — is it not true 1 " " Ah, well, well, who can say ? But come in, sir, and we will show you all, all — " FOILED. 1 1 And the good old woman, who habitually led a monotonous life, became greatly excited at the arrival of this distinguished- looking visitor. Had Frank Hesseltine been a vain man, his head would have been turned long ag:o bv the admirinsf deference usually paid him by people of all degrees. He was really neither handsomer nor cleverer than many of his contemporaries ; but he had certain special distinctions which lifted him above the herd of ordinary merely attractive men. He was tall, with a head rather small for his height ; his face of a clear healthy pallor ; his eyes dark and thoughtful ; and his closely- cropped pointed beard and delicately-shaped hands might have belonged to a picture by Vandyke. But it was his smile — a charming ex- pression, half pathetic, half humorous — that lingered long in the recollection of those who could not accurately have described his features, and perhaps too his peculiarly sweet 12 FOILED. voice, low, with a melodious ring in it — and his laugh, which, like his smile, had nearly always a touch of sadness in its merriment. Until lately, however, Frank Hesseltine had had little cause to complain of the circumstances of his life. Succeeding very young to large estates in England and Scotland, he found that a careful guardian had dealt so wisely and well by the pro- perty that at the age of twenty-one he was an extremely wealthy man. He had never known a day's serious illness ; he possessed a great capacity for enjoyment, and an athletic frame that had won him laurels at Eton and Christchurch. Added to this he had a large fund of natural shrewdness, a considerable power of work, and a retentive memory that made study a genuine pleasure. Perhaps one cause of the underlying vein of sadness that was noticeable to his intimate friends may have been the want of that sympathy and purely disinterested affection FOILED. 13 that belongs only to those who have known the love of parents and brothers and sisters, and to yet another cause, the singularly vivid imagination which compelled him to realize with acute personal pain the sorrows and the physical agonies as well as the mortifications and disappointments of his fellow-creatures. This tenderness of sym- pathy extended to the woes of the low^er creation as well. Though a keen and skilful sportsman, he would suffer hours of depression were he unfortunate enough to wound a stag ; the cry of a wounded animal gave him a positive stab of pain ; and he would have been almost ashamed to own the misery he would endure on a bitter winter's day in London, in watching the struggles of jaded horses on the slippery roadways, and the starved birds, like little fluffy balls, looking vainly for crumbs among the blackened snow. Perhaps if he had had in his youth a mother to whom he 14 FOILED. could have confided something of his per- plexity and grief at the incomprehensible problem of the whole creation groaning in pain, he might have been happier in his later years. But he was a very lonely child. He still vividly remembered a night of utter agony which he had endured in his childhood after seeing an unfeeling game- keeper put a live bird into his pet hawk's cage. He had felt so powerleas to interfere — so helpless and with such a feeling of rage all the time at his poor little sore heart. He was too reserved in the presence of his uncle and aunt to speak of his trouble, and his only other relation, a sister, was at that time married and far away. So the poor sensitive child hugged this grief, and many another besides, in silence. Now that he was grown to manhood, and a rich man moreover, he gave largely to appeals for help on all sides — often with a feeling of half hopelessness, but not perhaps with the FOILED. 1 5 one of despair that had weighed down his spirit in early youth. After this dio;ression on Hesseltine's character, it may be easier for those who never saw him to understand somethino^ of his gift of sympathy which won him all hearts. He was the adored of tenants and servants ; the true friend and counsellor to men both older and younger than himself ; and he had been like a brother once to poor Charley Marsham, who had been brought home hopelessly maimed from hunting some eight months ago, with crimson stains on his clothes brighter in colour than the mud-stained red of the coat which he wore. And now as he stood at the gate of the sunny villa in this pleasant Ehine-land, a vision of that last good-bye to his old friend flashed over Frank Hesseltine's brain. " Poor boy ! — the place must have looked just as bright that autumn when he came 16 FOILED. here to see her once more." And then the gate creaked on its rusty hinges, as the tall Englishman passed into the garden, under the loaded apple-trees, and past the trellises of changing vines. Good Frau Korner was quite determined that no single feature of this garden should escape his notice ; and so when Rufina and her small sister ran shouting off to make further explorations, he listened kindly and sympathetically to her flow of conversation. There was the trained pear-tree, — stretching so far— so very far across the flower-beds — the poor Frau Grafin had been so fond of that pear-tree. Then there was the long walk — '' wunderschon, prachtvoll " — under the roof of trained vines all along by the sunny river. And how calm that broad expanse of limpid water seemed ! Flowing on and ever on, heedlessly, smilingly, past the homesteads which would one day grow old, and crumble and fall ; past toiling, tired FOILED. 17 human beings, whose span of life would be as a moment in comparison with its long existence ; past scenes of tumultuous grief and rapture ; of death, and love stronger than death. Flowing all unheeding of change, and pain, and decay, towards the waste of the greater sea. And as Frank Hesseltine's eye rested on the mighty river, for which millions of true men would sive the last drop of their heart's blood, his own heart swelled with a sort of sympathetic pride, the common possession of loyal souls which makes one brotherhood of brave men over all the world. Side by side they walked through the green trellised alley, the English- man with the grave kindly face, and the toil-worn but cheerful old German woman. The garden was not very well kept up, and here and there weeds struggled among great lilac tufts of Michaelmas daisies, variegated grasses, and scarlet begonias. But it seemed a sweet place, nevertheless, to rest in, under ■ VOL. I. c 1 8 FOILED. the glow of ttie autumnal skies ; and the air, whicli was soft enough for an afternoon in July, was full of a faint fragrance of flowers, mingled with an odour of over-ripe fruits and of stray leaves dying, or even now dead. In front of the villa, the green shutters of which were almost all closed, was a colonnade with steps leading to a broad terrace overlooking the river. Both under the arches, and outside on the gravel paths, were small iron tables, chairs with thin legs and worn silk cushions, waiting apparently for visitors who would never come. To Hesseltine the feeling of silence and deser- tion seemed more pathetic in this modern sunny villa than it would have been in a grander and older house under the gray skies of his own England. There was something almost pitiful in these little groups of rather tumble-down chairs drawn round the bare tables, waiting expectant for unknown FOILED. 19 guests ; laughing girls, perhaps, with shady hats and bright-coloured draperies ; olhcers in blue and red with handsome faces, and swords that would clank against the seats and footstools. Years ago, no doubt, such as these had really sat here, but now the day w^ould fade into the gloaming, then the new moon would look down upon the dark water, and on the empty chairs that would still be there, grouped together in the ghostly light ; while no voices would ring through drawing- room or colonnade, and no pairs of happy lovers would sit, silent and entranced, to w>tch the gathering stars. Frau Korner pushed aside the window which led into the principal sitting-room, and followed her guest within. Hesseltine found himself in a dim drawing-room, wherein a faint odour of old rose-leaves and musty draperies was perceptible. There were beautiful pieces of old marqueterie furniture, all most carefully dusted, in the 20 FOILED. corners and in the centre of the polished floor. A screen of faded green tapestry, on which a simpering lady in a shepherdess costume played the lute to an ecstatic young man with a crook, stood behind a tall white china stove. Photographs, faded mostly, but here and there strangely modern in appearance, stood on consoles and tables. In one corner was a spinning- wbeel ; in another a piano, closed, but with a piece of torn yellow music lying on it. In another a book-shelf, half full of volumes, and other books were lying about everywhere. Hesseltine opened one at hazard, turned mechanically to the fly-leaf, and suddenly bit his lip as if in physical pain. He read, in a clear handwriting, which was very familiar to him, the in- scription — "Thecla, from C. M. In memory of Oct. 186—." Frau Korner had bustled ofl* with a view to fetching some light refreshments for the FOILED. 21 visitor, so that lie was now alone, and the expression on his face had passed unnoticed. The silence and warmth of the closed room became suddenly almost intolerably oppres- sive. The only noise was the buzzing of numberless flies, misled by the sunshine into imaoinino' themselves once a2;ain in summer. Far away from over the stretches of vivid green Indian corn by the river, came voices of people at work, but faint as in a dream. And Frank Hesseltine lifted his eyes from the book, which he still held in one hand, to a ^^icture which hung upon the wall between the windows and the empty stove. It represented a youug woman of perhaps some two-and-tw^enty years, and, from the fashion of the white muslin dress which she wore, had probably been painted some ten years ago or more. It was easy to see that she had been proud of the slenderness of her waist, and of the very small hand which 22 FOILED. held a pink rose. Without being a first- rate work of art, the portrait possessed an undeniable charm, which seemed to grow upon the gazer the longer he looked at it. The artist had taken especial pains with the crepe locks of silky flaxen hair, and with the expression of the mouth — a rather weak mouth it was, with a full under lip. The eyes were small, but of an attractive form, sloping a good deal downwards ; the eye- lashes delicately pencilled ; the nose small and retrousse. Perhaps the distinctive beauty of the woman lay in the exquisite poise of the small head. The complexion was fair, like the inside of a shell ; the ears beautifully modelled. *' So that was she," said Frank Hesseltine half aloud, and he sighed. " Poor old Charley ! " so his thoughts ran; " no wonder, perhaps, that she fascinated you ; there must have been a strange charm about that face. And she looks sad too, poor little soul ! FOILED. 23 Thinking of him perhaps half the time, and the other half whether the artist was doing o justice to the fit of her gown. How pretty those little silk waves of hair are ! Poor Thecla, you hadn't very long to enjoy the power your beauty gave you. And now there is nothing left of your smile, and of your graceful curls under the stone where I shall go one day to look at your last sleeping-place. You did love him, I believe, very dearly, and so I too must love your memory for that. I suppose you were rather vain and silly sometimes, like most women. Yes, there is no depth in those blue eyes, no firmness in that soft chin and babyish mouth ; but you spoilt the life, nevertheless, you poor child, of the best fellow in the whole world." Hesseltine turned away, pushed the shutter a little further back to let a fuller light stream in, and turned again towards the picture. He could almost fancy that 24 FOILED. the flaxen head was about to move, that the little hand would drop the rose at his feet. But no, only silence, immobility, and underneath the waning glory of the day, the sense of a past tragedy pervading all things. Frau Korner was back again. " Ah ! the Herr is looking at the poor Grafin's picture, so like her, her very self, painted a year before she died. And the room is just as she left it, excepting that she always had bouquets of flowers every- W'here, all over the room." And now, thought Hesseltine, there was, nothing but the smell of the dead roses in the china bowls. "And which is the Herr Grafs portrait?" asked Frank. " There, in the next room — in uniform, the Herr will see." And she led him up to an oil painting of a singularly handsome man, a Hussar, FOILED. 25 bronzed and bearded, with cold, half- smiling eyes. " Ah ! a fine-looking couple they were, on their wedding-day, when he brought his bride home. She so young and fair, he so grand and tall. Who would have thought what would happen ? There was fault, no doubt, mei7i Hei^r, on both sides. The Herr Graf left her too much alone, and then the troubles began. Ah ! what a day, when we found her ..." The door creaked and Herr Korner, the steward, in his working dress, looked in, and gave warm greetings to the stranger. And the worthy pair led Hesseltine out on to the terrace towards one of the little iron tables. He saw that a neat white cloth had been laid upon it, also a bottle of white w^ine ; a glass and fruit, bunches of little black grapes, and others turned golden ])y the last sun-rays, were placed there for his benefit. He smiled a pleasant thanks to 26 FOILED. the good old couple, and seated on a creak- ing iron chair he eat his fruit, and watched the beauty of light and shade on the vine- yard slopes and the broad sweep of river. After a time Herr Korner came smilins^ back again, and Hesseltine, who spoke fluent German, asked him to share his excellent Rauenthaler with him. As they sat together, the old man became more and more expansive, and told him many stories of the villa in the times long since past and gone ; of the parties of gay people who would come from Bad ■; of the brilliant dinners in the now silent dining-room ; of the band which played on the terrace by moonlight ; of the dancing afterwards, and the couples who would saunter arm-in-arm through the trellised walks. And always, said Herr Korner, the Frau Grafin was the most lovely woman there. No one could come near her. They did say that most of her dresses came from Paris. It was FOILED. 27 because she was so pretty, no doubt, that envious people said wicked things of her. She was always so good, too, to the poor. Ag^ain and agrain she would gro out in rain or cold to see a sick or dying person. Ah ! it was a sad, a terrible storv." " Were you here when — when she died, poor woman ? " "" Ah ! yes, indeed. She went over to Bad and said she had a bad toothache. What nonsense, with that lovely row of white teeth ! But she got the chloroform, and two days after she had been at a great ball at Bad , her maid came in at eight o'clock and found her, mem Herr, quite stiff and white. Her beautiful yellow hair was strewed over the pillow. On her chest was a handkerchief, and they smelt the chloroform verv strongr. How the maid screamed ! — and we all came running in. But it was too late. Her hands were crossed on her breast, like white wax. And 28 FOILED. she looked very calm. On the dressing- table was a note for the Herr Graf." " He was away ? " ''Yes, away hunting. He was never much here those last two years. There were things said of him too, but I do not know the truth." "It was a terrible tragedy ! " " Yes, indeed, and it breaks my heart, and my wife's, who have known the family so long, to think what she must have suffered before she made up her mind to die. So young, and so lovely, and with those sweet little children. Countess Leon-, tine was not two years old, and the young Graf three years, I think. What a wrench to leave them ! People say that she was so unhappy too at the way she was treated at the great ball at Bad 1 Some spiteful ladies had spread evil reports of her, and she found a difference in the manner of the guests. She was proud, and felt it so FOILED. 29 much. Then she came home, looking very ill and white, and two nights afterwards she destroyed herself ! " " Did you guess that she was unhappy ? " " Ah, weli," the old man grew a little more reserved, " we may have thought something. But she was so young — it might all have passed away." And he nodded oracularly over his glass. "You see, mein Herr, people were against her too, from the first ; she was not of the same noble family as the Graf and his relations. And that made other ladies more jealous and inclined to see faults." " How did the Count bear the news ? " The old man shrugged his shoulders. " Alw^ays proud and reserved, the Herr Graf. But those who knew him best saw that he was changed. And he fell, as you know, in the war, after distinguishing him- self much, they say." The evening: was closing^ in, and with a 30 FOILED. warm hand-shake, Hesseltine left old Korner, and sauntered home towards his hotel. He pondered, as he went, upon those three wasted lives ; on the woman lying cold in the villa on the Rhine — on the handsome German Hussar, fallen amid blood and smoke, with a bullet through his brain — and of his own friend, sleeping far away under the immemorial yews of an English God's-acre. CHAPTER II. MORE ABOUT FRANK HESSELTINE. Frank Hesseltine had been almost as surprised himself as were his numerous friends, when he had finally decided to give up Scotland this year and go abroad alone. There had been two or three reasons for this step, the chief one being the fact that he dreaded the beginning of another autumn in the forest where he and Charles Marsham had been so happy during the preceding year — all the more cheerful, no doubt, because it was like old times to be together again with Charley en g argon, Lady Mary having gone on a long visit 82 FOILED. to her own relations. Hesseltine was an excellent shot with a rifle ; but perhaps the reason he had always most valued his deer-forest was for the power it gave him of amusing Charley for some two months in the year, as much as he ever could be amused in those days. And they had had wonderful sport, those two — the wind, most days, the right way, the stags abundant. Frank, looking back, felt that he could never, in the coming future, even when be knew that something of the early sting of grief would be healed, enjoy anything as he had enjoyed the stalking during that past autumn. So it was with scarcely a feelinsf of reojret that he had let Strath- rowan, for a merely nominal rent, to his two friends. Gore and Peploe, and taken the boat for Flushing, en route to a quiet Ehenish village. There was another reason, too, why he felt it incumbent on him to be alone. Of late the feeling had been FOILED. 33 strongly borne in upon him that his was a life of wasted talents and opportunities. His intellect was too much accustomed to lie fallow ; he had fallen into a prolonged course of mental self-indulgence. While the blow of his friend's death seemed at times to be most crushing, he had also felt sure that work — real hard work — would somewhat alleviate the acute pain. A few months after Charles's death, an enterpris- ing literary friend of Hessel tine's broached to him the sus^g-estion that he should contribute a volume to a series of political biographies, which he had undertaken to edit. Frank at first demurred ; he had ,never attempted literary work of any sort, and he was always modest about his own powers ; but at last, by dint of persuasion following on the idea that he could go quietly away somewhere for a few months and write, he consented. He had long wished to visit the spot associated with VOL. L D 34 FOILED. some of the most important events in the life of his dear friend ; he knew that the air there was singularly pure and invigorat- ing and conducive to brain work, and moreover that there he would find no risk of being disturbed either by importunate friends, or by the ubiquitous British tourist. The day after his visit to the villa, Frank Hesseltine, having done justice to an eleven o'clock breakfast - luncheon, arranged his papers and books of reference on the round table in the middle of his sitting-room. He had strong eyes, so sat facing the window, through which balmy little gusts of air floated in. There was a knock, and the round-faced maidservant brought in letters. Among the heap there was one from Strathrowan, from his friend Gore. "My dear Feank, "Here we are, enjoying ourselves like steam. Weather simply ripping. FOILED. 35 Splendid on the hill yesterday. We had a first-rate day ; I got two, good beasts both of them, weights fifteen and sixteen stone. One ten points, the other my first Eoyal. Peploe got a fairish beast — eight points, after a hard stalk, and yesterday two — nine and eleven points. Colin is a ripper, and takes no end of trouble. Wishes you were here — so do we. Tuesday I got a splendid beast, the heaviest stag I ever shot — just turned eighteen stone. Hud- dersfield is at Benvrachie, so w^e asked him over for a stalk. He is fatter than ever, and got very tight after dinner. Such a pity at his age ! Old Tom Gregson is here too ; the fellow, you know, who was at Christchurch with you. The stalkers did not know what to make of his jokes. They wanted to take him up rather a stiff climb, so he pretended he was giddy and had lost his head, and clung with both hands to a rock. He says he nearly burst o6 FOILED. out laughing when the stalkers seized his feet, one by one, and lifted them carefully down on to the flat. Then of course they took him round, as he intended they should, by an easier way ! I don't think there is much more news. Hope the book progresses. " Yours ever, "Anthony Gore. '' P.S. — We can't thank you enough for letting us have this ripping place. Peploe has just come in, nicely soaked, from head to foot. Got a good beast, with rather a jolly head — horns awful width across." Hesseltine laid the letter down and smiled ; for a moment he, too, was far away from the little Khenish hotel, thinking of his friends crawling — crawling on their chests through peaty golden burns, and rough tussocks of fading heather. He pictured Colin's constrained excitement, the supreme moment of taking aim, the FOILED. 37 sharp crack of the rifle, and the feeling of tremendous triumph, mixed with just a faint tinge of regret, at the knowledge that one more stately animal lay low upon the purple hill some hundred or so of yards beyond. Then he thought of Charley — what an extraordinarily fine shot he was ! Better than he himself, though he, Frank, had owned a deer-forest all his life. But in almost all sports, though Hesseltine no doubt excelled the greater number of his contemporaries, Charley was always just a little better. Both had been in the Eton eight, but Marsham was the stronger physically in those days, and unquestionably the finer oar. Then he was also the best racquet player in the school, and Frank was never much good at racquets. In the matter of ridincy to hounds, there was perhaps not so much to choose between the two, but then Frank had had fifty times more practice. And with a gun, 38 FOILED. Frank was a good shot — his friend much quicker and more brilliant. Then Charles had the great advantage of an imperturba- bility of temper which Hesseltine never acquired. Frank used to say, laughing, that he had in his day smashed more racquets than Charley had ever bought. He was always furiously angry with himself when he shot badly, while the other, if he felt that he was less certain than usual, never seemed to mind it. He used only to laugh and say that he had drunk too much overnight. No ; Frank had never seen him really angry except once, yeara ago, when he had tried to give him a little good advice. Marsham, already embittered by other causes, had said some cruel things to his friend ; and for some time there had been a little cloud between the two. Thank God, however, it had melted away long before the end. And Hesseltine's tender sympathy, his tact and his unfailing gener- FOILED. 39 osity, had helped to smooth away the sorrows of the none too happy years of his friend's married life. The flies droned on in the quiet little sitting-room. From far away came a sound of men's voices singing a chorus in parts, and the crack of a whip in the road down below. It was very difficult certainly to slave at a political biography while the landscape smiled and beckoned to him with its wealth of gold and green, when such a brilliant panorama lay before his eyes, and when the gentle wind softly ruffled his hair and rustled the blotted sheets of manuscript. He shut the biographical dictionary with a loud bang, upset the ink over the shiny floor, took up his hat and stick, and started out for a long walk. He was beginning to know his way in the immediate neighbourhood. He went down the cobbled streets, past the primitive little shops, out into the open country. A 40 FOILED. long cart drawn by two black and white oxen came up the dusty road. Then followed a woman with a wrinkled face and a hand- kerchief bound over her brows leading a smaller cart, this one dragged by a great rough dog with a patient face. He walked on between an avenue of apple-trees, laden with crimson fruit. Birds, fancying perhaps that it was summer, once more twittered in a high treble among the leaves. At the bend in a road a Calvary stood out clearly defined against a sky blue enough for Italy. Hesseltine stopped and read the inscription, telling of the sorrow that exceeded all human sorrow, and passed on. These outward acknowledgments of faith, these symbols of an earnest belief existent in the midst of these simple country people, — belief in a dimly realized future of peace and glory after their lives of commonplace toil and pain and sin, touched and pleased him. Christianity, it seemed, was as much a living FOILED. 41 power here as when its Founder walked in other vineyards and cornfields of a far-off country many centuries ago. Hesseltine turned ujd a narrower road, and found himself at the outskirts of another village, smaller and more primitive than the one from which he had come. And away to his right, in the middle of the sunny vines, the scene of labour and activity, was yet another Crucifix, with two rudely-carved stone figures of women at the feet gazing upw^ard. In front he recocfnized in the old church standing on an eminence, the shrine of a famous saint to which hundreds of pious pilgrims yearly came, and where, his landlord had told him, many wonderful miracles had been wrought only last year. It was a quaint building, part of it some eight centuries old, part of it spoilt by a weU-meaning restorer, who had also in the fervour of his piety filled in many of the windows with glass of the crudest colours. Some twenty feet from the walls 42 FOILED. the Stations of the Cross, in rudely sculptured figures, were placed at regular intervals. Hesseltine inquired for the crutches left by the favoured pilgrims on whom cures had been wrought, and was told they were kept carefully locked up, and only exhibited when the great yearly assemblage of the faithful took place. He spent some time in the dimly-lighted building, and more in wander- ing round the walls before he retraced his footsteps. He was surprised how much pleasure he found in this his own pilgrimage, for he had never considered himself a very religious man, but the atmosphere of simple, childlike faith which he breathed seemed to soothe the restlessness of his mind, and to bring a strange calm into his heart. The sun was sinking as he came slowly home to his lonely little room. The friendly passers-by wished him a cheerful good-night ; the birds, preparing to roost, twittered more loudly than ever amongst the apples. Flying FOILED. 43 beetles came out, and brushed against his hair. The oxen, the rooks, the women bend- ing beneath heavy shoulder-loads, were going home. The gaunt stone Crucifix was backed now by a marvellous sky of purple and pale primrose colour. And behind him from the church on the hill, he heard the Angelus ringing out, followed by the slow bell for the souls of those departed. The world seemed very calm and peaceful. He felt as if he were himself no longer, but some one passing through a dream. What was he doing here in this sweet sunny vine-clad country ? Suddenly in a vivid mental flash the picture in the villa seemed to start into being before his eyes. It was as if he had found a companion in his walk, as if the face with its wavy flaxen aureole of hair smiled at him, as if the little white hand led him down the road. " I wonder why she has made such an impression on me," he thought. " Perhaps 44 FOILED. she and Charley are somewhere near me now, come back to the places where they used to walk together." Before Frank reached his hotel the prim- rose and violet of the heavens had melted into a lurid sea of purple, in which the moon was sailing. On the doorsteps the little German maid was standing, sobbing bitterly, and excited German voices, some half-dozen in number, were talking in chorus within. *' What has happened ? " said Frank. And amid her tears, the kind-hearted girl told him that just an hour after he had gone out walking, the " kleiner Erwin," the land-, lord's only boy, had been run over, almost within sight of his home, by a heavy cart, and that they did not know whether he would live or die. Hesseltine loved children, and his heart sank at the thought of the little flaxen-haired fellow in bitter pain. His sympathetic hand-shake sent the poor father into a fresh convulsion of grief. It FOILED. 45 appeared that the child had several ribs and a coUar-boDe broken, that he was bruised from head to foot, and constantly crying out if any one touched him. ** You shall have the best surgeon to be got," said Frank, kindly. " I'll go and fetch him myself to-morrow from Bad by the very first train. No, no, of course it will be no expense to you. I'll arrange all that. Poor little man, I only wish I could do more for him." And the next day Frank left his hotel in the fresh early morning, and had secured the services of an eminent surgeon by ten o'clock. Having sent him off he wandered about the fashionable watering-place, bought half a dozen presents for the children at the Rheinischer Hof and a walking-stick for Herr Korner of the villa, and by twelve o'clock found himself ready for luncheon. Sitting at a marble table in the best restaurant that he could find, with a bottle 46 FOILED. of Johannisberg and an omelette in front of him, lie recognized an old friend in a man with a long fair beard seated at a similar table at the other side of the room. He did not feel much inclined for conversation, so merely nodded, but the countenance of his acquaintance lit up into a cheerful smile, and he rose from his seat to walk up to where Hesseltine was sitting. " You at Bad , my dear fellow ! " he said, with a slight foreign accent. " I wish I had known that before. And now you are in Germany you are not to shirk a visit to me. I have plenty of shooting for you — spoilt as you are — roe, hares, rabbits, foxes. Come to me when you have made your cure." " I am not doing a cure," said Hesseltine, smiling. "My dear Stolzenfels, I should have been delighted to come to your Schloss if I could possibly have managed it. But my time isn't my own. I have some FOILED. 47 literary work — you'll smile at the idea — to do, before I return to England the beginning of November. And so you had better come to me there instead, again, and pay me a long visit. I hojDe it will be less sad this time," and he sighed. " And where are you staying ? " " Not at Bad at all. At a quiet village on the Rhine, three-quarters of an hour from here." ''So!" " Yes ; and I really like the life. I just came over here for the day, that is all." Luncheon over, Hesseltine and Prince Stolzenfels strolled into the Kursaal gardens, and sitting by the lake, exchanged past experiences since they had last met in London. " And poor dear Marsham," said the Prince. "He is gone ! That was a charm- ing man. I knew his early love, the Griifin Wartburg, very well." 48 FOILED. Hesseltine winced. " You knew her ? " lie said, in a low voice. " My dear boy, I should say so ! A really lovely woman ; what a figure ! some- thing; wonderful ! But a little — how do you call it ? — tete-montee. Poor Wartburg, he was one of my best friends, but as a husband — ah 1 not suited, perhaps ! " And the Prince shrugged his shoulders suggest- ively. " The daughter will be a beauty, they say. She is at her convent, but either her aunt, who is by marriage my connection, or perhaps Countess Valendar, will take her out, some day, when she grows up." Frank sig-hed. " Have you seen the child ? " '' I ? — no. But my sister says she is most handsome ; and has eyes, well, that will make the despair of all the young men some day." Frank took leave of his friend an hour FOILED. 49 later, after many reiterations of regret that this year, anyhow, it would be impossible to visit him at his Schloss. " Well, it must be for another year. But you will not shoot a fox — ah ! no ? Then I must come over to you instead, and hunt them. Yours is a charming place." On his return to the Kheinischer Hof, Hesseltine found the child better and the parents delighted, in the midst of their grief, at the visit of the great doctor. And as the time went by, the improvement was main- tained, and Frank was allowed to pay a short visit each day to the little patient, who soon began to regard him with a kind of devotion. The child would grow anxious and restless if he were half an hour late, and his white face would look more drawn and weary than before. Then when his friend came in, it was pathetic to watch how the tired eyes and the parched lips would smile, as he placed his wasted fingers within the strong VOL. L E 50 FOILED. ones of the man bending down to kiss him. And sometimes, for an hour or more, Frank sat on in the close bedroom, stuffy from the oppressive stove heat, and with air and sunlight alike shut out, the child's hand in his, until the little fellow dropped off to sleep. His friends Gore and Peploe, who were enjoying a magnificent finish to the stalking season, would have been surprised enough could they have seen him. But perhaps in his own way he was as happy as they. The days passed by, and his literary work progressed better even than he could have hoped. The vineyards grew more golden, and the leaves of the Virginian creeper were beginning to lie in little scarlet heaps in the roads. Erwin slowly recovered, and became the proud possessor of every toy and game that his heart could desire. And throughout the Ehenish village Hesseltine played the part of an unconscious FOILED. 5 1 liero, a sort of benevolent providence of boundless wealth and yet greater heart, who had come among the people from no one knew where, to give them help when- ever it w^as needed, and those greetings so well described as — " Kind words, so short to speak, But whose echo is endless." One evening Frank, after helping Erwin to unpack an enormous paper parcel con- taining a regiment of tin soldiers, a camp, and cannon, started off to pay a visit to the last resting-place of the poor little yellow-haired Grafin. He found the church- yard badly kept, the grass long and tangled — many of the shabby wooden crosses broken or prostrate on the turf, with the brass figures of the Christ that had been fastened on them bent and loosened from the woodwork. The contrast between some of these neglected graves, and those covered with fragrant wreaths and growing flowers, 52 FOILED. seemed to him very pitiful. He stooped here and there, and tried to raise these poor broken memorials again, to fasten the brass figures in their original place on the crosses. But they would not stand ; and regretfully he was forced to lay them down again on the rank turf — sad symbols of the ^shortness of memory, and the brief duration of human love and regret. At last he found in one corner of the churchyard the sleeping-place which he had come to seek — bare and flowerless between two oftener- visited tombs on which fresh wreaths had been lately laid. No words of hope had been read over her, who had hurried so rashly into the unknown ; only at her head the marble crucifix — a silent prayer for mercy — was raised. And Hesseltine found something like a petition to that compassion that never fails in man's hour of bitterest despair, rising to his own lips, as he looked at the desolate grave where she, FOILED. 53 who had greatly loved and sinned, was lying asleep. Hearing a light footstep on the grass behind him, he turned his head. A woman, young, and he fancied pretty, from the graceful pose of the head and figure which were turned away from him, was bending over a tomb some ten yards off, and pluck- ing the straggling weeds which grew upon it. These she put into her apron, and then she raised the drooping heads of a few flowers DTOwinpr under the cross. The lowering sun fell upon a thick twist of hair of a rich golden bronze, worn low on her slender neck. Hesseltine, who had a keen sense of beauty, waited with a feeling of pleasurable anticipation for the fair head to turn round. In a few moments the woman rose from her stooping position, gathered her apron in one hand, and came slowly towards him. Frank started ; the face, which ought to have been, and perhaps 54 FOILED. had been beautiful, was cruelly disfigured by the fell disease of cancer. The outline of her nose had lost all shapeliness, and a broad scar ran across the cheeks. A feeling of deepest pity smote his heart as he looked at this desolate young figure among the graves. It seemed to him as if it typified the inevitable end of all beauty and youth and joy. When on his return to the hotel he came to inquire more of her, he found that she had been beautiful only a few years back ; had married, and was beloved and happy. Then the terrible hereditary malady had laid its grasp upon her ; her husband died, and she was left alone in poverty and suffering. The priest gave her a small sum to look after the graves, but she was too weakly to keep them in order, and it was chiefly as an act of charity that he had deputed her to do so. With a kindly dread lest she should think that he avoided her from a feelinsf of FOILED. 55 repulsion, Hesseltine advanced towards the woman. " If you come to look after the graves, will you do something for me ? " he asked. The woman bent her head and held her apron so as partially to hide her face. " That tomb," said Frank, pointing to the Grafin's, "has no flowers on it. If I give you a sum of money now, and send you the same every year when I am gone away, will you put some on it every week ? " " Certainly, certainly." " And you must let me, of course, give you a little trifle for your trouble," glancing at the ring on her thin hand ; " have you children ? " " One little boy — always a cripple ; he is failing fast, because I cannot — he cannot have the things he should." She hesitated, and a deeper colour came into her poor scarred face, and the tears into her eyes. 56 FOILED. " He shall have whatever he wants ; you must let me help you. Tell me your address — and for the present you will keep this for the flowers this year — and whatever is left over is for you." Out of Hesseltine's pocket came more sovereigns than the poor woman had ever seen before. " There are only about ten weeks till the end of the year. For, say four marks, you will buy enough flowers for the week. Then there will be, yes, five, six pounds here for you to get something for the little boy. And you must make yourself quite happy about him. I have no children of my own," said Hesseltine, with his kind smile, " but other people's are generally great friends of mine." He raised his hat, leaving the woman over- powered with joy and gratitude, and with one last look at the marble cross in the corner by the wall, he turned homewards. CHAPTER III. "had we nevee loved so blindly." Should there be any person who takes interest enoug;h in Frank Hesseltine's life to care to know what befell him in the future, such a one may perhaps have patience also to look backward for a short space, and to hear something of the man whose friendship had filled up such a large part of his exist- ence. I will ask the reader to be content for a little while to imagine himself in the villa by the sunny Rhine some ten years before Hesseltine came, in sadness of soul, to visit its deserted precincts. It is October too, sultry for the time of year, aud the 58 FOILED. windows of the drawing-room are thrown wide open to the ground. A steamer, with its feathery smoke-trail, passes by — then a long raft with three men straining muscles and sinews over their punt-poles. Masses of cut flowers, begonias, ferns, and geraniums, and great pots of heliotrope are to be seen within the room on marble and inlaid marqueterie tables. A piece of embroidery has fallen on the floor, for the worker, who is looking out of the window, is apparently in an idle or even restless frame of mind. The piano is open, and a song, dog*s-eared at the corner, rests upon the stand. The lady has been singing it three times over, half an hour since, for it is the favourite song of some one who is coming soon, and who ought to be here now. She turns again to look at the clock, which marks five minutes to three. Why is he not here ? Very faintly comes the noise of a slow solemn bell from the village church. It is FOILED. 59 Friday, and at the hour of the death of Christ a solemn requiem is being tolled, a reminder to the self-absorbed, the sinful, of the eternal things which they may some- times hope and struggle to forget. The lady sighs, half impatiently, half sadly ; pushes back a stray curl of flaxen hair, picks up the discarded embroidery, and sits down once more in a high-backed chair, covered with an old green brocaded silk. Her face is pale, too pale to harmonize with the yellow locks and the long narrow light blue eyes, which have such dark circles beneath them. She is dressed in white, for it is wonderfully hot for autumn, and a pink rose is half hidden among the creamy lace at her breast. Long ruflSes fall over the small wrists ; small embroidered shoes cover a pair of tiny feet, one of which taps impatiently at intervals upon the shiny boards. The scent of the flowers is oppressive and overpowering ; perhaps a 60 FOILED. storm is brewing under this unnatural sultriness. Suddenly some colour comes into the young lady's face, spreading over the slender neck as well. She starts to her feet — there was certainly a ring, yes, and steps, drawing now nearer and nearer. The door of the small outer drawing- room is thrown open, and a footman an- nounces in a strong foreign accent, ''Captain Marsham." He is here at last, and paler than ever now — with tears starting to her eyes — she has gone towards him. Charles Marsham was a head and shoulders taller than she, and he almost lifts her off her feet into his arms. For several minutes they do not speak. Then she lifts her face, down which the tears are running fast, up to his, thinks that he looks handsomer, nobler even than in the past ; that she loves him more madly than she has ever done before, and that he FOILED. 61 has come to say the cruellest word ever uttered— ''Good-bye." His arm round her slender form, Charley Marsham leads her towards the window. Then he takes both her hands in his, and standing a little w^ay off looks down, a passionate expression in his dark blue eyes, into the face that is so white and sad. Thouo^h he is handsomer than ever, he has certainly grown much older in these last six months, and there is even a little gray among his very closely cut dark hair. He feels as if he could not speak one word, for he has sworn to himself that he will not break down during this last farew^ell with the woman whom he loves. So, still gazing despairingly at the face that he will see — never again perhaps after two short days are passed — he stands silently, listening to the beating of his own heart. " Charley, Charley, it cant be true ! " And her burning tears fall among the roses 62 FOILED. and the lace at her breast, and her poor little mouth is twisted with anguish. " Do say that it is all a bad dream — that you will not marry that English- woman ! You will still come here to me again ! Oh, Charley, speak to me — dear, dear friend ! Let us come out together as we used to do into the garden, and sit in our old seat near the pear-tree — and you will remember all the past, and feel then that you cannot, cannot go ! '' "My poor child — my dear little one — what can I do ? It makes no difference to my love for you, can't you understand that ? Neither parting, nor marriage, nor death will separate us really. But for your sake things can't go on as they have done — I have spoilt your life, and I have nothing to give you in exchange. I can't stay with you ; I can't even see you for more than a few days during the whole gloomy year, and as time goes on that will be still more impossible." FOILED. 63 She held her fingers over her lips, so that he might not see the convulsive move- ment which twisted her mouth. Then she turned sharply away and buried her poor foolish little head among the green cushions. Her figure was shaken with the violence of her weeping. Charles Marsham knelt down beside her, tried to draw her into his arms, and to lay the flaxen curls on his breast. But he had no consolation to ofi'er. Deeply and passionately as he still loved her, he knew in his inmost heart that this love could only be the brightest dream — the happiest episode in his life — which must resolve itself sooner or later into the prose monotony of an ordinary commonplace existence. But she had seen so much less of the world, and could not understand. # ^ ^ # Charles Marsham spent one more day at the villa ; and he and Thecla — whose more violent grief had gradually changed into a 64 FOILED. silent despair — went for a last visit to one of their favourite haunts on the Khine. Sitting side by side under a bower of scarlet leaves, they drank their coffee, and to the eyes of passers-by might have been a married couple, or a pair of legitimate lovers enjoying the golden evening. But a close observer would have noticed signs of recent passionate grief in the drawn face of the pretty fair-haired woman, clad in a simple black dress ; and in the eyes of her com- panion, whose tall figure and singularly handsome face always attracted attention wheresoever he went. " It is a mercy the inevitable perspiring tourist has gone," said Charley, with a half smile. "Fancy if I had met an English acquaintance ; the parson and his daughters of our parish, for instance ! " "Did your friend, Mr. Hesseltine, know you were coming here ? " " No, no. I was very angry with poor FOILED. 65 old Frank, for the first and only time in my life, a few weeks ago. I resented what I considered his interference and advice. Then I was too proud to ask him to help in the way of money, and you know the — the result." A cynical expression, very unlike his usual bright smile, came over Marsham's face. He sighed deeply, and dashed his hand violently down on the little table, making the cups clatter. '^ So I took the only way — and a damned hard one," he said in a low voice. She was not looking at him, but biting her lips, and with a strange far-away ex- pression watching the curling smoke of one of the steamboats. " Oh, my darling ! " he said quickly, below his breath, " I am as madly in love with you as I ever was, and after to-night I shall never, never tell you so again." VOL. I. 66 FOILED. He saw how her chest heaved, how she clasped and wrung her hands together. " Sometimes," he went on, *' I wish to God I had never come abroad to see those German relations. Do you know, I didn't want to come — and till just the week before, I tried to get out of it. But I went, after all. Then we came home from shooting, and I saw you in the fir woods. You had on your dark green hat that I liked you in so much. We went in to dinner together, and after that it was all over with me, I suppose." She was looking back too. How well she remembered the group of men comiug towards her up the broad green drive ; her husband leading the procession with Prince Stolzenfels, then the handsome Englishman walking with Count Yalendar, then two or three young officers, whom she had hardly looked at. And she had been so astonished to find how well the English FOILED. 67 Guardsman spoke German. He told her how he had learnt it from his sister's governess ; and then, laughing and talking, they had walked a long way together through the fir woods, till they reached the carriage drawn by four handsome chestnut horses. As she drove away she had felt that those dark blue eyes were following her, until the char-d-hanc turned the corner and they came out into the open country again. And since then, three years ago, they had often met. Marsham had found excuses to travel abroad whenever it was possible ; and after a favourite uncle's appointment as First Secretary to the Embassy in Berlin, there had always been a good reason for going to Germany. But now Jlnis was to be written at the end of the idyll that had been so sweet ; and this moonlight journey homewards on the river was to be the last that they would ever take together. G 8 FOILED. Side by side they sat on the bridge of the steamer, as the white light crept over the little wooded islands, and the late rooks hurried towards their nests. A long trail of silver beams, like a jewelled necklace, stretched across the dark water. One lonely star twinkled over their heads. The air grew chilly, and Charley wrapped the little Grafin's fur cloak tenderly about her shoulders. They were alone in their corner, and he held her hand fast locked within his own. He felt how cold the fingers were. Her face looked unnaturally white under the moon, with a pitiful scared expression, on it. The water was shallow, and the steamer moved very slowly, but still all too fast for the two who would never more be alone together. There were one or two halts before they reached their destination, and could see the villa lights half a mile beyond. He gave her his hand over the bridge ; and then, her arm within his, they FOILED. 69 slowly and silently walked across the stone paving, through the dark village streets out into the country. There was only a stray oil-lamp flickering here and there, for the country folk had, rightly perhaps, refused to have their pure and invigorating air sullied by gas, so Marsham and Thecla walked unnoticed out into the open country. A brighter light pierced through the win- dows of the church, which was a curious old building with a tiled roof and high turret, and flooded a stretch of pavement at their feet. The sound of voices chanting the Litany of the Blessed Virgin floated towards them. Charles felt his companion's hand tremble on his arm. "It is a reproach to me to hear the singing," she said, with a despairing ring in her voice. " I seem to be losing faith in everything. I am not fit, and never shall be again, to go and kneel among those good simple people. If they knew me to be 70 FOILED. what I am, they would turn from me with horror. And prayers and litanies seem to be no comfort to me now." "My dear — my own dear — why do you say such things ? You are not to be blamed. If it hadn't been ordained by Fate that you and I should meet — " " No, no, it is not Fate. I ran with open eyes into the temptation ! You know what my life was ; married as a child to a man in a different sort of society to myself, I merely felt pleased and flattered at the change in my position, and never thought it necessary to try to love him. I found him, it is true, pleasant, handsome, and with beautiful manners ; so for a time it was all right. But I think he soon saw that I had no real aff'ection for him, and that disgusted him. He became colder, and used to go away for a long time together. If I had really cared about him, he would have been softened, and, I think, a good husband. FOILED. 71 But it revolted him to find that a person whom he had thought merely an innocent child, had been as worldly and calculating as any of the women who had made up to him among his own set of friends. He felt that he had given me all for nothing. So he behaved as many men would have done, and met with other people who consoled or pretended to console him. Then, Charley — I found you. And after, well, two days, I knew that you were my whole world. I did not try to avoid you ; on the contrary, I got my friends to invite you, and when my husband was away, you know how often I persuaded you to come to my own home. I repent it all in 07ie sense : I loathe and despise myself ; and yet I know that I would do it all, all, over again ! " Her voice broke, and she ended the sentence in a sob that was almost a moan. They had reached the gate of the villa, the large iron gate which was to open to 72 FOILED. admit Hesseltine one day in the far-off future. The pale moon shone upon the gravel walks, where a few red leaves and apples lay scattered. Its rays lit up the bushes of Michaelmas daisies, the thick shrubs with snowy berries, the feathery grass. Among the trees in darkness beyond lay the house, and the moon looked down calm and impassive at the two figures by the gate. What did it signify to her if their hearts were breaking ? That sort of thing had happened a myriad of times before in all centuries, in all lands. And it was only for such a moment, after all ! Before many more moons had set and risen, they, and their children after them, would be indifferent all to pain and change — to remorse and regret of earth, having solved the great riddle — having found, we trust, rest at last. But meanwhile how they, the children of this strange world, must suffer ! How they must beat their breasts, and FOILED. 73 wring their hands in impotent anguish. There is a picture of poor little Love, his face distorted with agony, and with tiny arms trying to beat back the remorseless and giant figure of Death. We do not know, as we look, if he will triumph, or whether the ghastly visitant will force his way in through the door at last. And Death may come in other guise than as the cause of mere physical dissolution. He is the conqueror sometimes of Hope, as well as of brave little Love himself ; but let us struggle to hold fast the belief, only for a little while. Tv- ^ -7v" w ^ To the man and woman standing outside of what had been to them as Eden, the garden of God — the bitterness of death, perhaps, was in one sense passed. They could never know again another half-hour of torture such as this of their last good-bye ; but it would have been well for both if in their 74 FOILED. despair at the irreparable they had recog- nized the fruit of their own sowing, rather than the hand of a blind fate, in the crop of rank weeds and blighted blossoms that had sprung up within their paradise. CHAPTER IV. A LONDON WEDDING. It was half-past eleven. A string of carriages was drawn up in long procession in front of St. George's Church, Hanover Square. It stretched down Conduit Street, almost into Bond Street, for during a hard frost in January, London is often full, and a wedding of such interest as that of the popular Captain Marsham, of the Coldstream Guards, and an heiress — the greatest probably to be found out of Man- chester or America — does not often take place. At ten o'clock a feeling of despair had smitten the hearts of invited guests when 76 FOILED. they had vainly tried to see the houses of their opposite neighbours through an orange fog of the consistency of butter ; but towards eleven a few watery sunbeams began to struggle over damp roofs and blackened chimneys. The sparrows began to hop with increased cheerfulness, and the footmen to turn out the eras in dining;-rooms and passages. But a smell of fog pervaded all things, and many an invited guest laid aside her best wedding garment, to put on some- thing darker, dirtier, and more suited to the atmosphere. A large house in Grosvenor Square had been, at an early hour, a centre, of interest in that distinguished part of the West. There was a huge striped awning over the doorway, and four or five footmen in scarlet breeches were hurrying through hall and offices, exchanging facetious repar- tees with various female domestics, who appeared, one and all, to be victims to excitement and agitation. FOILED. 11 In a large bedroom on the first floor, a young lady, in an unbecoming mustard- coloured dressing-gown, was sitting at the looking-glass. A French maid, with a very short neck and smart apron, was twisting, curling, and arranging her lady's rather limp brown locks. " Would Miladi be so kind as not to turn her head — it was impossible to give any cachet to her coiffure if she would move every moment. And would she like the veil ^ut on now at once ? Miladi should take a glass of wine, or a little eau-de- Melisses. It would do the circulation good, and the nerves." Lady Mary, w^hose head had been turned now and again to look at a photograph of a very handsome young man in the undress uniform of the Guards, cast her eye upon her own less ao;reeable image as reflected in her mirror. The east wind and fog; were not becoming to her complexion. Should 78 FOILED. she powder her nose or not ? Yes, under the veil it would look all right. How ugly it was to have no eyebrows, and no chin ! Poor Lady Mary was surveying her profile with the aid of a silver-mounted hand-glass. Henriette, her mouth full of pins, wished to know if Miladi liked a fine hair-net over the toupee which she was holding aloft ? " I don't really care," said poor Lady Mary. "Mind that yoa pin it all on tightly, that's all. Yes, I really do look better now, with my hair high." A tapping was heard at the door, and a very fat lady, resplendent in heliotrope velvet, waddled in. She sank into the largest arm-chair, and sighed heavily. "Well, my darling, could you eat any breakfast ? The chef is really insupportable. He has no variety. Always oeufs ci la Bechamel. And the cutlets like leather. Papa has spoilt him whilst I was at Kissingen. He has never been the same FOILED. 79 since. Your dress is lovely. But you are right not to wear your tiara. It is much more comme-il-faut for a bride to be simple. I hope Charley won't be late. That is a charming person, that Mr. Hesseltine, the best man. And he has a wonderful cook, they tell me. 1 must just go and have a bouillon now, my darling, as we shan't sit down to breakfast till late." And good Lady Eastbourne panted, rose with difficulty from her chair, and with very small steps toddled out of her daughter's room. Another knock at the door. Poor Lady Mary was beginning to feel worried and nervous. " It is only papa," said a cheerful, rather hoarse voice from the landing. And Henriette expressed a fervent wish that Milord would not come bothering in during the important ceremony of the toilette. But he did nevertheless, and kissed his daughter 80 FOILED. with such heartiness that her toupee of plaits lurched a little over to one side. " Well, little woman, how do you feel ? — pretty bobbish — hay, what ? " And he pinched her ear. " All the ladies are jealous, you know, you marrying the best- looking man in London. My little girl carries him off — hay — ha-ha 1 " And Lord Eastbourne slapped his chest, and laughed. He was a very fat gentleman of about sixty, with thin red hair that stood on end, and two or three chins. Very kind-hearted, and of remarkably slow intel- lect. He wore an enormous button-hole^ and a blue coat much too tight for him. Lady Mary returned her father's kiss, and told him, in a rather cold, indifierent voice, that she would be late if he stayed in her room. But she did not feel indifferent, poor little woman. Only her nerves were so tightly strung, she was sure that she must cry if she said much. She was im- FOILED. 8 1 mensely in love with her future husband, and restlessly afraid that she might not be pleasing in his eyes, a circumstance far from improbable. Even on this, her wedding- morning, she was tormented with inward questionings as to whether it were not unwisdom after all to link her lot with his — a man so handsome, so sought after, so admired by women more attractive than herself. But tlie clock went on slowly tickino^ on her dressins^-table, brino^inof her nearer to the irrevocable hour. Henriette was standing behind her, to help to exchange the mustard-coloured cashmere for a gorgeous garment of white satin and priceless yellow lace. The maid was in despair — le chignon de Miladi (it was in the days of chignons that Lady Mary's wedding took place) was a travers / And it only wanted twenty minutes to eleven. Mon Dieu ! — there were the shoes not come after all ! " VOL. I. G 82 FOILED. " It don't matter," said Lady Mary, stolidly — ''lace me up as quickly as you can, Henriette. No one sees my feet" — which was not strictly true, as she took " sevens " in boots. The dressing was at last completed ; and Lady Mary, her nose decidedly red, her hair tightly dragged into twists and coils, her gown too narrow for comfort across her chest, stood silently looking at herself before the long glass. Henriette, a powder-puff in one hand, a fan and gloves in the other, to all appear- ance far more excited than her lady, w^as flying from one end of the room to the other. A gigantic footman tapped at the door. Ah ! le bouquet / . . . And an armful of white flowers and ferns, tied with satin ribbons, was handed in, while the servants exchanged grimaces of amusement. Lady Mary took her Jiance's gift in her shaking FOILED. 83 hand, and smelt the rich perfume of gardenias and tuberoses. There was a sound of carriage-wheels at the door. She looked from the window at the chestnuts clanking their bits, at the magnificent coachman in a new wig, at the footmen wdio were to mount behind. Lord East- bourne's " turn-out," be it remarked, as seen on state occasions, was considered one of the best in London. A gallery of maids were craning their necks over the banisters as the bride went slowly down the red velvet steps — Henriette behind, holding up her train. There was quite a crowd of people round and outside the awning, all on the broad grin, from the respectable father of a family holding a child by either hand, to the ragged ground- sel-seller whom the policeman was advising to ''move on." The carriage-door shut with a bang. Lady Eastbourne's velvet robes threatening to crush the poor little 84 FOILED. bride's white draperies ; the footmen, holding canes, sprang up behind, and there was a suppressed cheer from the crowd. Lady Mary felt very cold, very dazed and giddy, as leaning on her father's arm she walked up the carpeted church steps, under the portico, into the building. Close to the doorway were the brides- maids, ten in number, one and all better- looking than the bride, and two small pages with yellow locks, the nephews of the bride- groom, keeping up an animated conversation with a little maiden as to how long the bride's train would be, and whether they shall stamp on it or no. A strong and rather sickly scent of stephanotis and gardenias pervaded the mxusty building, in which the fog was yet hanging. Two pew- openers, in clean caps, were beginning to lose their tempers, as was also a gentleman- like person in black who had imperative orders " only to admit people with tickets." FOILED. 85 There was a loud crash from the organ, and necks and bonnets, bald heads and heads with smooth and wavy locks^ were craned to watch Lady Mary as she came up the aisle. "Poor dear, she has got a chilblain on her nose," said Mr. Wyllie-Popham of the Tuberose club to Miss Van Loon, the new American beauty. " Can you see the bridegroom ? " " Yes, of course, there, talking to the old Duke of Middlesex. What a good- looking man he is, but uncommonly dissi- pated ; you can see it in his face. I should think he and our excellent old Duke have a fellow-feeling for one another." " Her lace is lovely, and wonderfully well arranged." " Yes, and mercifully very thick over her face." Conversation was becoming audible in almost every pew at the further end of the church. 86 FOILED. "Who is tliat vulgar old man wtio has squeezed himself in among the rela- tions?" "Which? Oh, yes— that one. He's Crabbe, the member, don't-yer-know, for Upper Tooting. Neighbour of Marsham's in the country. Those are his girls ; very handsome, but rather of the cad class. Known as the ' Z7n-dressed ' Crabbes, don't- yer-know ! " " How funny ! And the youngest was in love wdth Charley, wasn't she ? Who's the best man ? — how^ good-looking ! The tall man with the pointed dark beard ? " " Oh, that's Hesseltine — the man that Strathrowan belongs to. Eolling in money." " Don't talk so loud, the bishop will hear you." " How ghastly pale and gloomy Marsh am looks ! Well, I don't wonder ; I do think Lady Mary is rather a stiff 'un." " Hush, that's a cousin ; they'll hear. Do, FOILED. 87 please, not talk so loud. And what a bore to have all these hymns ! " " Look at Lord Eastbourne — how red his neck is ! I should think he'll have apoplexy before the year's out, poor old boy." The sweet voices of a full choir burst into a hymn. Hesseltine, whose face was nearly as pale as the bridegroom's, followed the words attentively. " What a hideous mockery to sing all this at this sort of wedding ! " was his thought. He glanced at Charley standing rigid by the side of the little white figure. How dreadfully changed he was ! — he looked positively haggard. Why, in God's name, should he tie himself down in this way ? And as clearly as if the words were sounded in his ear, he heard Charley's voice as he had spoken them this morning before they started for the church. " My dear old boy, don't make yourself anxious. Now my little Thecla is dead, I 88 FOILED. shall probably go to the devil anyhow. So I may as well get all the good I can out of this filthy money — eat, drink, and be merry — drown all feeling as much as I can — and afterwards — well, what odds is it ? Don't you know those lines — " ' The chances are I go where most men go ' ? " And he had laughed aloud. Hesseltine shivered as he stood in the church behind his friend. The names were signed, the bride kissed by relations, and congratulated by the bishop, and to the loud crashing of the famous march, the pair came down the aisle arm-in-arm, through the oppressive, perfume- laden air, past rows of smiling faces, out into the cold orange fog, which had become quite thick again. Every one said that the breakfast in Grosvenor Square was admirable. Small round tables, and " such good waiting that FOILED 89 it was really over, my dear, in less than half an hour." Lord Eastbourne, in a state of great hilarity, seemed to pervade the whole room. Having at last, after at least two years of opposition, given his consent to his daughter's marriage, he was determined to prove now that it was the one wish of his heart that it should take place. Besides, circumstances had materially altered since Charley, a dissipated and penniless Guards- man, had proposed to his only child. The elder son of the house of Marsham had died, leavinor Charles heir, if not to a o^reat fortune, yet to a large country-house and a rental that, but for mortgages, would have been considerable. So Lord Eastbourne, who could not help being personally attracted by Charley, had given a formal consent to the union. Now he trotted round the dining-room, his red hair carefully combed and standing on end, his face beaming with smiles. 90 FOILED. " Well, Miladi, you have forgotten your doctor's orders, I see ! Ha-ha, — no cham- pagne and no entrees. Lucky for you, you are not in Paris, feeding on rats and mice — hay ! Poor devils ; fancy it in this weather ! " And Lord Eastbourne rubbed his hands. The Duke of Middlesex, a famous gourmet, who was now almost choking over foie gras, said " he believed that a ' mouse on toast ' wouldn't be half bad." " Have your sympathies been always with the French, Duke 1 " asked Lady Eastbourne, nodding assent to the waiter, who stood over her with champagne. " Yes, always. I lived in Paris a good deal once, and have lots of friends there. And I like the French women — and have known a good many pretty intimately." And a half smile of retrospection stole over his wrinkled face. " But German women are really much FOILED. 9 1 better looking, and some of them dress almost as well." The bridegroom, who was sitting at a little table near his mother-in -la w% dropped a fork, and poured out another bumper of champagne from a glass jug at his elbow. Lady Mary looked painfully flushed. She had begged to be allowed to have her luncheon up-stairs, but her father insisted upon her presence among the guests. Charley had hardly spoken to her once during the drive from the church, and he looked so ill, and yes — really cross now. She noticed that he eat nothing, but went on drinking champagne. Lord Eastbourne took out his watch and consulted the groom of the chambers. " Time to go and change, Molly," he said. " All the finishing touches, you know ; cosmetics and powder and paint, ha-ha ! Trot away, little w^oman. You have got barely three-quarters of an hour." 92 FOILED. Lady Eastbourne was torn between con- flicting feelings. She would have liked to accompany her daughter, but there would be a long flight of stairs to mount ; and besides, a really excellent Parmesan- cream ice had just been handed to her. So she remained below with the Duke, and Lady Mary went up alone. She longed, poor girl, to tear off" her finery, to throw herself on her little pink bed, and to cry long and bitterly. She dreaded having to go away alone with Charley, if he was to be always like to-day — perfectly courteous and civil, it is true, but as if his thoughts were very far ofi*, and the sight of her bored him. A magnificent sealskin cloak, which would cover her from head to foot, lay upon the bed, and her hat and travelling dress. The room was full of yellow fog, the bare boughs in the square dripping with moisture, and a penetrating cold made her feet and fingers and nose ache. Two starved sparrows FOILED. 93 were huddled up in one corner of the window. " Tell Jane to be sure and feed the birds when I am gone," said Lady Mary, in a dreary voice. She dressed and went down -stairs, and found the hall already full of people. Miss Van Loon had managed to get herself in- troduced to Hesseltine, and the two were standing together near the doorway. Lord Eastbourne, who was old-fashioned in his tastes, had insisted upon the house being ransacked for white satin shoes, one of which he now held in his fat hand. And Hesseltine was armed with an enormous dish of rice. *' I'm wild about weddings," exclaimed Miss Van Loon. "I go round to every wedding I can. And Captain Marsham is the most lovely man I have ever met. Don't you feel envious, Mr. Hesseltine, when you see all this going on, and 94 FOILED. wish you were going to be married too ? " " No," said Frank, with a smile, *' I have always understood that Freedom was the best of all Heaven's gifts." " How weird ! " said Miss Van Loon, with a laugh. Lord Eastbourne bustled up, shoe in hand. " Look sharp," he said to Charley, who was being helped into a fur-trimmed great- coat. " You haven't got any too much time ! Don't cry, Miladi, they'll be back again directly, and pay us a long visit.. Come on, Molly, my dear. You can't kiss everybody — express trains wait for no man. Here's some rice. Miss Van Loon, and a shoe — rather a grubby one — Popham, for you. Good-bye, Molly, my child. There, there, don't give way, dear — we shall see you again soon." A loud cheer from outside, Charles, FOILED. 95 looking very handsome and disdainful, and rather cross, does not find his temper improved when Mr. Popham's dirty shoe hits him on the nose ; and rice thrown from all sides makes his eyes tingle, falls down inside his coat-collar, and remains obstinately clinging to his fur cuffs. The horses champ their bits and paw the frosty ground. A small figure swathed in sealskin gets into the brougham, followed by her husband, and the air becomes full of gigantic snow-flakes in the shape of shoes, as the brougham drives away. " You ought to have sent one on to the top of the carriage for luck," said Lord Eastbourne, rubbing his fat hands. " They've got rather a beastly day for their journey," said Mr. Popham. " But I suppose," with an imperceptible wink at a second edition of himself with a high collar, '' under the circumstances it is always sun- shine." 96 FOILED. Hesseltine turned sharply away, and without waiting for many farewells, called a hansom and drove to his club, feeling wearied in mind and body, and sick at heart. CHAPTER V. REMORSE AND REGRET. ** It is strange how every year of one's life one's power of enjoyment grows less and less. This is about the finest run of the whole season, and I had the best horse you could meet in a day's walk ; yet, fifteen years ago, I really believe I found a mere gallop over a ploughed field on some pulling brute, or beastly-tempered animal, better fun!" The speaker was Charles Marsham, a good many years older than when we last saw him on his wedding day, but a re- markably handsome man still. He was VOL. I. n 98 FOILED. sitting, or rather lying, in a huge arm- chair almost as big as a sofa, with his muddy boots stretched out towards the fire. His red coat and leather breeches were spotted with mud, and he looked fagged and tired. There was a round table at his elbow, on which stood a huge tumbler, bottles, and cigars. The atmosphere of the room smelt strongly of leather, mingled with tobacco-smoke. At a writing-table, busily employed in answering letters, sat Frank Hesseltine, also in scarlet, booted and spurred. There is a little gray in his short dark hair and beard, but he looks a younger man than his friend, and certainly a happier one. "Well, I don't know," he said, "about pleasure exactly. But one becomes less bored, more tolerant and kindly disposed, I think, in one's old age. You see you expect less ! " Charles was staring into the fire. He FOILED. 99 was mentally weighing the sum of enjoy- ment which he had found in his yacht, his house in London, his place in Norfolk. Was it enough to counterbalance his wife's oppressive fits of affection, alternating with those of still more annoying "nagging" — for the ever-increasing weariness which he experienced in her company — for the years of half-concealed remorse and regret ? Again and aofain he wished that it was all over. Just for one thing only — rest, as happiness could never be his. The brightest hours in his life now were those spent with his old friend Frank, in whose luxurious Yorkshire house he was at present staying till the end of the hunting season. But this time Lady Mary had provokingly insisted upon joining the party. She had a sincere regard for Hessel- tine, who, some instinct told her, was her best friend, as well as her husband's ; and, moreover, she did not choose that Charley 100 FOILED. should amuse himself with his charming German cousin, Countess Valendar, or the sprightly Mrs. Adeane, during her absence. For during her nine years of married life, Lady Mary's best qualities had not found opportunity to develop, and her worst ones had begun to acquire an undue pro- minence. Jealousy, for instance, a temper more sulky and brooding than impatient, and an intense love of giving good advice and setting people to rights. She was rather handicapped during her visit to Yorkshire by a bad cold which kept her indoors, while Louise Valendar, who was, she knew, to arrive this evening, was always well and lively, and never tired. Lady Mary had but small powers of conversation, and no accomplishments, while Mrs. Adeaae played the banjo, danced "pas seuls after dinner, and could give Charley ten in a hundred at billiards, and FOILED. 101 beat him. Hesseltine was the one person who was always kind to his friend's wife, intolerably tiresome as he thought her in his inmost heart. In theory, indeed, he held that it was contemptible for a man to marry a woman for her money, obtain all the good possible therefrom, and neglect her meanwhile ; but practically his sympathy was almost entirely with Charles. Frank was always inclined to underrate women. In his earlier days his morals had not l)een stricter than those of most of his friends ; but he had never formed any permanent ties. And, as a rule, women of his own class amused him for the moment merely, but failed to exercise any permanent in- fluence over him. It may have been his innate goodness of heart, rather than any high moral principle, which would have prevented him from trying to win the affection of any one whom he would not have chosen to make his wife ; and up to 102 FOILED. the present time he had never seen one g-irl of whom he could feel sure that he should not weary. With the society of his men friends, the management of his large property, his love of sport, his interest in politics and letters, his life went by, fully occupied and sufficiently happy, if not completely satisfied. But he would have given up its best years if by that means he could have brought joy and peace into those of his friend. Charles was dropping off to sleep in his arm-chair, his head resting on one hand ; and Frank, having finished his letters, and- gone over to the fire, could not help think- ing how old and worn he looked for his age. There were deep hollows under his eyes, the skin round his chin loose where the flesh had fallen away, the hair scanty on his forehead, with gray threads thickly strewn among it. Hesseltine gazed at him with something of the tenderness of ex- FOILED. 103 pression that a father might bestow upon a favourite and suffering child, and sighed. There was a loud ring at the door, and a crunching of wheels on the gravel, and two or three carriages apparently drawing to- wards the stone portico. " Who on earth can all these people be ? " said Hesseltine, aloud. " There is only Countess Valendar coming." And Charles awoke with a start. " What the devil is all that noise outside ? " he said. " It sounds as if you were giving an evening party." And the two men went out into the front hall, where the doors were open, four or five servants running about, and a blast of cold air whistling in, and making the log-fire blaze higher. Hesseltine's brougham, drawn by a pair of good-looking chestnuts, was before the door, and out of it lightly came a well-dressed lady of some five-and- thirty years. She was smoking a cigar, 104 FOILED. and carried a fox-terrier under her arm. Frank's face lighted up when he saw her, for Countess Valendar was a great friend of his, capital company, and in addition he thought her a cheering companion for Charles. " Delighted to see you, my dear Countess," he said, kissing her hand in German fashion. " But who have you brought with you besides Bobbie, who I am always charmed to meet ? I see your luggage on the omnibus — but what are the two station flys ? " and he patted Bobbie's smooth white head. " I am afraid," said the Countess, laugh- ing, and throwing away the remains of her cigar, " that they are mine too. I was obliged to order them, and that has made me a little late. You see I have got — well, yes — fifteen boxes — oh ! I beg your pardon — eighteen, with the smaller ones ; and as I am strongly against all cruelty FOILED. 105 to animals, I couldn't put them all on one bus. Ah ! there's Charles. My dear cousin — this is very pleasant. And how is your wife ? Oh ! there she is coming across the halL" Lady Mary, with a Shetland -woollen scarf wrapped round her head, and a pocket- handkerchief at her nose, was hurrying up- stairs to dress for dinner, but Countess Valendar was across the hall in a second, and shaking her warmly by the hand. " I will put off dinner till eight-forty- five," said Frank. " You won't mind, Lady Mary ? For the Countess has brought eio^hteen boxes — and think of the un- packing ! " Lady Mary, who could never resist the temptation to give good advice, said she always tried to avoid giving trouble to other people's servants, and a friend of hers had an odd-man whose back had been strained by carrying heavy luggage. 106 FOILED. " I'm afraid mine is heavy," said the Countess, ruefully. " You see, I always carry my own jug and washing-basin about, in silver, and my large silver looking-glass, and beakers for drinking-water — and silver- gilt boxes and things. Dear Mr. Hesseltine, I am afraid I shall be a bore ! " ''Never — never. I only wish you were going to stay longer." And Lady Mary, on hearing this last remark, felt inwardly thankful that perhaps Charles would not see so much of Countess Yalendar as she had anticipated. He had looked rather too much pleased to meet her now, she thought. " Did you have a good journey ? " " Well, yes, but I nearly missed a train. You see, by mistake I got into a carriage numbered thirteen. Well, with my views, it was impossible, you know, to stay in it. I jumped out, and got, just as the train was moving on, into a smoking carriage with a FOILED. 107 cross old clergyman, or bishop, and trod on his toes. He was more annoyed than ever when he saw my cigar-case. I felt happier though when we saw a piebald horse on the left hand at one of the small stations." Countess Valendar spoke English fluently, with a very pretty foreign accent. " You don't mean to say," came Lady Mary's rather stufiy voice from the top of the stairs, "that you really are guided by these extraordinary superstitions ? They must make your life a misery." It was rather fortunate that she did not hear her husband's answer, spoken quite under his breath. But Hesseltine did. " Well," he remarked, laughing, " I w^onder what luck is in store for me. I passed a flock of sheep to-day on the left — and, remembering you, Countess, waved my hand three times to the shepherd, when he wasn't looking, as I don't want it to get about among my tenants that I have 108 FOILED. taken to drink. Now you must come and see your room. I have given you a little boudoir to write in, next door, and I have put a box of Egyptian cigarettes all ready for you." Lady Mary, in a high sage-green tea- gown, narrow where it should have been loose, and in creases where it should have fitted, was in the library before the other guests came down to dinner. She was feeling very unhappy, and remorseful too, poor little misguided woman, under the consciousness that she had really made herself unduly disagreeable to Charley, half an hour ago. She hoped that he would, come down first, so that she might tell him that she was sorry. But no, fate was against her. There was a swish of a long silk train coming through the hall, a light step, and Countess Valendar, clad in a lovely lilac poplin garment, fresh from Doucet, made her appearance. FOILED. 109 " I hope," said the latter, after they had exchanged a few conventional remarks about the east wind, the intricacies of Bradshaw, and other equally interesting topics, " that we may really get to know each other well while we are here. Charley has always been one of my favourite cousins, and he used to stay with us so often at Schloss Waldenfels before he married." " I don't quite know what the relationship is." " Oh, his grandmother was a German ; she and my husband's mother were sisters. We have got a portrait of an ancestor so like dear Charley — the same beautiful eyes." Lady Mary retreated still further into her shell. " I haven't been much abroad," she said, " only to Kissingen with mamma, when she made her cures." "By the way — talking of cures reminds 110 FOILED. me of good dinners. Hasn't Mr. Hesseltine a wonderful cook ? " '' I really don't care for that sort of thing. As loDg as I have plain roast and boiled meat, and everything cleanly cooked, it is all I want. Indeed, it seems to me almost wrong to think of one's dinner such hours beforehand " ''The chances are that one is constantly reminded of it for hours afterwards if it isn't properly done," said the Countess ; *' but perhaps you never have an indiges- tion ? Ah ! here is our kind host. Mr. Hesseltine, Lady Mary has been expressing all manner of heresies about eating; but you and I are fond of our food, aren't we ? And you are satisfied with your chef? Well, after dinner, — dechiquetons-le.'' The second gong rang, and the guests assembled round the fire. Mrs. Adeane in yellow and white — there were only three ladies altogether; a neighbouring FOILED. Ill squire with whiskers like stove-brushes ; old Lord Dullingham, who had been the dearest friend of Frank's father ; a couple of young Guardsmen ; Prince Stolzenfels, who was living in a continual state of enthusiasm about English fox-hunting ; and lastly, Charles, in a red coat, looking tired and bored. Poor Lady Mary tried to catch his eye, but he walked straight up to Countess Val- endar, and she saw that they smiled as if they had perfectly understood one another. During dinner Charley hardly spoke at all. His left-hand neighbour, Mrs. Adeane, was completely absorbed in an animated discussion with the Prince, as to the way in which the German women were regarded by their husbands. On his right hand, the younger of the two Guardsmen, who had a profound admiration for Charley, was too shy to do much more than answer a very occasional question of his. Countess Yal- 112 FOILED. endar and her host discussed alternately the dishes, and people whom they had mutually known and liked abroad. The elder Guards- man tried laboriously and vainly to engage Lady Mary in conversation. As he after- wards expressed it, it was like riding a lame horse through plough. Her eye was always resting on Charles, while she answered him at random. By the time the men had drunk their fourth, and the ladies their second, glass of champagne, things appeared to brighten. The Prince began to smile leniently and compassionately upon Mrs. Adeane. "What we like in women," he said, ''is domesticity. So long as they are faithful wives and devoted mothers, and good man- agers of the household, Ave ask nothing more. We do not wish them to attract other men, or to discuss politics and subjects that do not concern them. They have their own topics — the education of children; the FOILED. 113 settling of domestic details ; their needle- work ; if you like, the management of their gardens ; also the condition of the poor in their immediate neighbourhood." "But surely the more a woman knows — provided that she is not a prig — the greater must be her hold over her husband ! Men are all very much alike, I find. The wisest cannot resist charm when they meet it, and their practice is usually diametrically opposed to their theory ! " She was so excited that she was almost out of breath. The Prince looked at her admiringly out of the corner of his eyes. " Intellectual, and what you call fasci- nating, women, are not usually a success with us," he said, smiling. " But perhaps it is because we are afraid that they will pervert our judgment. We wish to be masters, you see, Mrs. Adeane. If it is our lot to meet one who combines beauty and vivacity and intelligence, who can say VOL. L I 114 FOILED. where, against our will, she will not lead us ? " And he looked at her affectionately. Mrs. Adeane began to think that after all she might be the exception that proves the rule, and be very happy with a husband whose ideas were opposed to her own. The late John Adeane Esq., of Malpas Castle, had invariably agreed with her on all points — and oh, how dull he had been ! '^ Tell me some more about your lovely old place," she said, in a low voice, looking meekly up under her eyelids at Prince Stolzenfels. '' It came to you in the female line, did it not ? I must buy the Almanack de Gotha, and read all about your family in it. The court-yard with the clipped limes, and that dear, beautiful river sound to me so fascinating, like a dream." '' Excellent, excellent ! this Ecume aux PecheSy " said Countess Valendar to her host. " You have got a treasure." " Yes, I've been to the Court — and the FOILED. 115 St. James's," remarked the elder Guardsman to Lady Mary. " Eipping piece at the Court ; makes you laugh till you feel sick. I nearly fell out of my stall. Mrs. John Wood is—" Lord Dullingham eyed the young soldier through his spectacles. " It does not seem to take much wit to amuse young men of the present day," he remarked, pompously. " In my time we had Liston and Yates ; that was the sort of thing really to entertain intelligent persons. But where is humour ? Dead, surely. What do they give us now as a substitute for wit ? Oh sont les neiges dJaiitan ? " Captain Sturgess, who had not the re- motest idea what Lord Dullingham meant, got rather red and said — " Oh, yes, of course, of course, the man who wrote Black Sheep ; we can't touch those sort of chaps." And the subject dropped, on his part at least, while Lord 116 FOILED. Dullingham, skimming lightly through the history of the English Stage, hovered round the doubtful plays of Shakespeare, bestowed a few words of commendation on Webster and Yanbrugh, and finally arrived, breathless and puffing, at the condition of the drama when he was still a young man about London. There was a good deal of music after dinner ; Mrs. Adeane lured Prince Stolzenfels into a far corner, and sang Volksliede with a twanging banjo accompaniment. This instrument was scarcely as yet the fashion in England, and quite new to her German admirer. Captain Sturgess whistled rather out of tune to the piano, and his brother officer sang patriotic songs in a throaty voice, winding up with the Wacht am Rhein in com- pliment to the Prince. Charley and the Countess sat quite far away in a corner of the drawing-room. And Lady Mary, twisting her thin red FOILED. 117 hands nervously, watched them, and paid but scant attention to the well-meant obser- vations of her host. She need not have been anxious, for there was assuredly no cause for jealousy in the friendship between her husband and Louise Valendar. No woman had ever shown more repulsion towards what, for want of a better word, must be called fastness. Possessing great kindness of heart, and knowledge of the world, she yet drew a strict line as regarded her own actions and those of her female friends, which she did not ever permit herself or them to pass. " You dwell too morbidly upon what is over and done," she was saying ; " you have repented enough, and suffered enough remorse, believe me. Try and shake off some of these despairing feelings. I do not blame you as you blame yourself ; I mean as regards your later conduct. The first step, the irreparable, — what a terrible word that 118 FOILED. is ! — I say nothing about that now. But it would have been of no use had you lived on unmarried — had you gone on seeing our poor little Thecla." A spasm of pain twisted the lower part of his face. *' You never read her last letter," he said. " I read, it nearly every evening. It is awful to me. I am not religious, but the notion of a living soul hurling itself reck- lessly into the dark on my account, is something I feel I cannot bear. The weight is perpetually on me. Where is she now ? Suffering, do you suppose, and reproaching me ? It would be a cruel injustice, wouldn't it ? God knows I still love her — more than ever — more than ever." His head was bent low on his breast. " I believe with my whole heart and soul that she is forgiven. There was so much that was good and tender in her. Oh ! my friend, God is surely more merciful than FOILED. 119 man : let us not be afraid of fallino^ into His hands." And from the other end of the room came snatches of laughter and song. Charles was so far away in thought, that the incongruity hardly jarred on him. " Sing another German song ; or you shall whistle when I play ? " " Who's for a rubber ? — or piquet ? Lord Dullingham, will you join us ? " " Sturgess is such a nailer at it, I can't play with him." Another voice called out — " Sing Ach ! tvie isfs moglicli dann f — awfully touching don't-yer-know ! / don't feel sentimental enough to-night." " Give Countess Valendar a cigar ; you don't mind smoking, Lady Mary ? Ah ! I am afraid from your face you do ! Never mind, we'll go into the library — " "My dear Charley," continued Louise, " do try and become more hopeful. Interest 120 FOILED. yourself more in your everyday life. And, forgive me for a word of advice ; I believe your wife does care to please you. She is sad, I am sure of it, because she can't do so sometimes. If you were to show her a little more — well — " " I can't and won't show her what I don't feel. Ah ! I understand your meaning. You would like to say, I married her for her money, and I don't treat her with common civility ; I dare say you are right. But I feel sometimes an absolute brute when I'm with her." " Ach ! wie ist's moglich dann, Dass ich dich lassen kann ? " sang Mrs. ildeane's clear voice. And then Charles covered his drawn face for a moment only with both hands. Lady Mary went up feeling very tired and sick at heart to her large bedroom looking over the deer-park. It was a comfortable abode, with chintz-covered arm- FOILED. 121 chairs, muslin liangiDgs, and an imposing fom'-post bed. Charles occupied his old room — the one in which so many of his boyish days had been spent, far off in another wing, where Hesseltine also slept. Lady Mary knelt down in her solitude by the fire, and warmed her thin red fingers over the blaze. She had sent her maid to bed, for her wispy hair did not require much brush- ing. The tears welled into her eyes as they stared into those golden caverns made by the hot coals. She seemed to see a whole city of shiuing streets, with little temples and burning shrines. There was a knocking at the door. "Who's there?" asked Lady Mary, hurriedly wiping away her tears. "It is Charley," said a voice from out- side. " May I come in ? " And in a minute he was standing beside her. " It has seemed to me, Molly," he said. 122 FOILED. looking away from her, " that you — that I — that you — I mean — I have been rather a brute to you lately. I don't feel as if I had behaved like a gentleman. I haven't answered you often when you spoke — I — I have said things which I — which I regret. Upon my soul I do. Will you forgive me ? " IShe was standing beside him, trembling all over. " Of course, of course I forgive you," she said, with a lump rising in her throat. But it was rather characteristic of the woman thut she did not own that she had often been in the wrong too. He took her cold hand in his. " Let us try to get on better," he said, calmly and kindly, but with no love in his accents. " Good-night, Molly." And he bent down and kissed her — on the forehead — for the first time for many, many months. In after years, when she was in a FOILED. 123 softened mood, Ladj Mary liked to think of that kiss. It seemed to make life easier to bear, somehow. " Good-night, good-night, Charley — " And he was gone once more, back to his own lonely little room, where we will follow him. He shut the window, poked the fire into a blaze, and having taken off his blue satin smoking suit, he sat down in a large arm- chair with his feet on the fender. Presently he rose, unlocked a drawer, and brought out a small tin box. He turned the key and took out two — three bundles of letters. A dried pink rose fell out of one of them on to the floor. He picked it up and kissed it, holding it tightly pressed to his lips. Then he took out a letter, lying by itself at the bottom of the box. He knew it by heart — every word of it. He could see how the characters looked even with his eyes closed, and the blot at the bottom of the first pnge, 124 FOILED. the erasures on the last. Every line was burnt into his brain as if with a hot iron. But he read it through once more all over again — " I told you I would never write, but this is the very last time. When you read these words, my fiugers will be stiff and still. I cannot, I cannot go on living any more, Charley. It is like being in hell — the loneliness, the remorse, the pain. I tried to go into society, to see people, to laugh and talk. What do you think happened to me at the ball at Bad two nights ago ? Women who had been my friends pretended- not to see me. Not one came near to talk to me. I saw one or two whispering with their partners. Men were, I thought, familiar, and different from what they used to be. I could have cried ; I was so tired, so miserable. Other people have done wrong, but they are not looked coldly on. Why am I worse ? I know these women were always jealous, and FOILED. 125 they rejoice at having stories against me to tell each other. I am tired of life. I will not go on like this — having to endure contempt from others as well as my own suffering. So I have decided to die — to go to sleep to-morrow — and never to wake. It is only a few hours off now. Good-bye, Charley. Sometimes I feel that I do l:>elieve in the power of prayers, and then I think I must ask you to pray for little Leontine, that she may not be like her miserable mother. She has your eyes, and will grow up perhaps beautiful. God keep her from a fate like mine. Once more, good-bye. It is easier to say it on paper than it was a few months ago. Oh ! my darling, my darling, don't quite forget me ! Thecla." ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ The fire in Charles Marsham's room was dying out. He had fallen asleep on his little narrow bed, and his candle was guttering 126 FOILED. in the silver candlestick before giving a last spurt and sinking into darkness. A quantity of white ashes, among which here and there a few fragments of paper were visible, lay under the bars of the grate. Just by the fender was the leaf of a dried pink rose. And on one scorched corner of an old letter, which had fluttered away from the rest of the gray heap, was written and still legible the word '' Good-bye." CHAPTER VI. " GOOD-BYE FOR EVER, GOOD-BYE." " Shall I drive you to the meet, Countess Valendar ? You won't be cold, I hope, as it is a very still day. Scorby Moor is only three miles off. Mrs. Adeane, you'll ride ? Prince Stolzenfels, you will look after her ? It is very vexing that I can't hunt, only this tiresome business is a thing that won't be put off. I must be back here by one. Capital scentiug-day too — nice muggy air. I hope, Stolzenfels, we shall be able to show you some more sport." The speaker was Frank Hesseltine, seated at a small round table, of which there were 128 FOILED. three in the breakfast- room. He v:sis bolt- ing his food, and casting furtive glances at the Yorkshire Post spread out at his elbow. Charles, booted and spurred, was at the other end of the room, in company with Louise Valendar, and the squire with the stove-brush whiskers, a very taciturn person, but respected throughout the Riding for his wonderful knowledge of the country, and the way hounds work. The two Guards- men, very neatly got up, were civilly trying to pay some semblance of attention to Lord Dullingham, who was describing at length some of the old English sports and pastimes. The person who looked most entirely con- tented was Mrs. Adeane, clad in the neatest of brown habits, and sitting as usual by her Prince. The latter appeared to be equally satisfied with this arrangement, to judge by the expression of his handsome face. Countess Valendar rose from the table, FOILED. 129 lighted her cigarette, and went iip-stairs to dress, returning shortly in a long coat trimmed with magnificent sables. She then got into a high phaeton with her host, and the two drove along through the damp freshness of an ideal huntinor-mornino^. The ash trees were still covered with green leaves, and in the flower-beds frost-nipped begonias and geraniums still kept up a semblance of summer, although it was the middle of November. Dew-drops shone on the hedges, where a few blackberries hung among cobwebs and yellow bramble. It was a cheerful, but hardly a pretty country, for although the direction in which they drove led them away from the chimneys and coal-mines that hemmed in one side of Hesseltine's property, there was little of the picturesque either in the stretch of fields bounded by bare coverts, or in the villages with their little slate-roofed srardenless houses. They crossed a bridge with wide VOL. I. K 130 FOILED. arches, spanning a stagnant black river ; and half a mile of broad road — the coach- ing-road of the early part of the century — brought them to the Black Swan Inn at Scorby Moor, where the meet was held. Mrs. Adeane and the Prince had ridden by a short cut across fields, and were already there ; he with the winter sunshine illuminating his blue eyes and yellow beard ; she with a still brighter light in the dark eyes which were constantly lifted to his. Charles, on a powerful brown animal, was a little way off, talking to a local horse-dealer and the Squire who was Hessel tine's guest. He was unquestionably the most striking figure of the group, thought Frank and his companion, though neither of them ex- pressed their thoughts aloud. He pointed out some of the local celebrities to Louise. " The lady with the weather-beaten nose is a Mrs. Jack Foxley. She is really a wonderful horse-woman, though she always FOILED. 131 looks as if she had one shoulder higher than another. She is speaking to a well-known book-maker, whom you may have seen at Newmarket. That puflfy little man — ^just listen to his brogue — commands the Depot near here. As there are only about six men in it, he may perhaps be equal to the task. That's his wife in the waggonette. Why do soldiers pick up those extraordinary women ? But she was considered a beauty, I am told, at Poonah, or some such place. Shall we drive on a little way when they start ? I am afraid there is not a great deal of time. I shall have to entrust Lady Mary and Lord Dullingham to you, which I am afraid isn't a lively prospect, but I shall hardly have a moment to myself all day." Fifteen minutes more, and the lively group had stretched itself into a long line of horsemen and horsewomen, smart dog- and pony-carts, and high shabby traps, 132 FOILED. drawn by rough animals. The wintry sun shone on faded and new scarlet coats, on spotless white leather breeches, on the sheet of smooth grass that led out of the lane into the first covert. And Hesseltine's eyes, with an expression of disappointment very visible in them, followed the retreating figures. It was hard luck to miss such a day as this ; but underneath the feeling of regret was an odd presentiment that some- thing would happen to spoil it, a strange weight which hung over his spirits, and which made his conversation with Louise singularly flat and dull. They both watched Charles, galloping over the grass ; even from a distance it was easy to see what a beauti- ful seat he had on a horse. Yes, and there were the Prince and Mrs. Adeane, tittuping along side by side in the easy canter only to be enjoyed on two hunters with good mouths and perfect manners, kept always in sufficient exercise. One by one the figures FOILED. 133 dwindled into little black and red patches. The sound of the horn came faintly towards them. A few dark clouds crept over the wintry sun. The hedges, with the light no longer on the dew-drops and red berries, began to look merely dripping and sodden. As Hesseltine turned his horses homewards, the sense of decay and approaching winter was palpable ; once again came the sound of a distant horn, very faint now, dying away over copse and covert and plough. An old beggar, sitting on a stone-heap, with a dirty piece of bread in his hand, rose up and asked an alms. Hesseltine flung him half-a-crown, with a calm disregard of all principles inculcated by the Charity Organiz- ation Society. The venerable man's bless- ings were lost in the tramp of the hoofs, but not in the conversation of the two who were driving, for both had become entirely silent. Countess Valendar shivered a little, and drew her sables tightly over her chest. 134 FOILED. Lady Mary was down-stairs to meet them, a little more cheerful and less argumentative than usual. The recollection of her inter- view with Charley of the preceding evening seemed to brighten her day. It was not much, perhaps, regarded as a proof of a husband's affection, yet after the weeks and months of ever-increasing estrangement and desolation it was worth something. She was really in a good temper until after luncheon, when the sight of Countess Valen- dar's cigar produced the usual ruffling effect on her nerves, which was not mollified when Louise offered to lend her a new Frencb novel that had been making a sensation of late. " Thank you, I always avoid that class of books. I don't see why any woman should read them. It surely must produce a deteriorating effect." " But this is not a bad book. Sad, very likely, but a picture of life as it is, and FOILED. 135 with no tendency to make vice attractive. AYhj not know the real world ? It is no use pretending to think w^e are liv- ing in a milieu of St. Anthonys or Sir Galahads. You can't influence people if you don't know the real facts of their daily existence." " I don't w4sh to know them. I would rather go straight on doing, I hope, my duty, and shutting my eyes to what does not concern me. I find the stories I read in the school-room and soon after I came out quite sufficient in the way of fiction. I am sure you would be happier if you knew less of what you call the world. It is all horrible ; and if I thouojht about disaorreeable things, I should feel uncharitable towards most people." Louise Valendar looked at her pursed-up lips and cold eyes that seemed to accord so well with her precise and self-sufficient voice. And this w^as the woman to whom 136 FOILED. poor Charles, passionate, impulsive, tender- hearted, was to be tied for ever ! Lady Mary was beginning to irritate her beyond measure, but she was determined to try and be kind. So she proposed an afternoon tete-d-tete walk. Lord DuUingham being absorbed in the composition of a dull dedicatory preface to one of the works which he always published at his own expense. This seemed likely to keep him employed for many days to come, for he wrote and re- wrote his stilted sentences till his blotting-paper was black and his waste- paper basket overflowed. The two ladies started after luncheon for their walk in the woods. Louise felt in a state of strange restlessness. Any sudden noise jarred her nerves, and the atmosphere, deprived now of the last sun-rays, seemed to her acutely depressing. A sense of lassitude stole over her as she walked with Lady Mary down the spongy green wood- FOILED. 137 land drives, picking her way over broad ruts where the heavy carts had been. The boughs were loaded with moisture. Large drops hung on the black yews, and dripped from the bare larch boughs on to their heads. They came at last out of all the sombre leafage, into a road, wooded only on one side, and bare on the other, where a ploughed field stretched away towards a deserted lime-kiln. The far horizon was heavy with smoke, which had turned the red chimneys gray, the small yellow^ cottages black, the tree-stems into a uniform leaden duskiness. A thin horse was straining every nerve and muscle along the muddy towing-path, dragging a green barge loaded with coal ; and winding on past silent farms, and collieries that sent up heavy puffs of smoke, was the sluggish river, once a limpid stream among meadows and green bushes, now — 138 FOILED. " From the black blot up the stream The funeral barges glide, And the waves part as in a dream From broad bow and sunken side ; And 'tis " greed, greed ! " hisses from coal and from steam, Foul freightage and turbid tide." '* Are you very tired ? " asked Lady Mary. "You look so pale and cold. Let us turn back. They ought to be home soon from hunting." " I don't know why I feel so done up. But one mustn't give way to it. Perhaps it is the heaviness of the air. I shall be all right when I get back to my cheerful fire — ■- and my French book ! Oh dear, there are pigs over there, being driven by a boy ! That is awfully unlucky. I must run to that railing and touch it. Don't you know that when you see pigs you must always touch iron ! " " How can you remember, or believe, all those foolish things ! Charley always takes FOILED. 139 off his hat to a magpie, and I tell him it is idiotic." Louise took out her cigarette-case, and the fragrant scent of smoke soon rose into the damp air. The walk home through the rustling leaves and through the growing darkness was depressing ; and it was with a feeling of satisfaction that they caught sight of the distant house-lights. " I didn't know any one else was coming," said Louise. "There's a fly at the door — oh, how cold it is!" And she began to shiver violently. Evidently some one on the watch had seen the ladies coming, for the shutters had not been closed over the hall-door, and it was flung open before they walked up the wide steps. There were several servants in the hall, all looking scared and mys- terious, and Prince Stolzenfels was talking in a low tone to one of them. He turned sharply round. 140 FOILED. *' What has happened ? " cried Countess Yalendar, looking blankly at his white face. " Hush ! " he said, and then coming towards her — " Take Lady Mary into the library ; Hesseltine will see her — and — and—" The tears stood in his blue eyes. Lady Mary had lingered near the door, and was divesting herself of several un- becoming WTaps ; so she had taken note of nothing. " Oh, for Heaven's sake, say what it is ! But I know ; it is Charles Marsham. Is he dead?" " No — no — but he must die. It is only a question of days — hours. And the pain — oh, my God ! it is awful that he should suffer so. Take care — there's his wife — I can't tell her ; dear Countess Valendar, can you ? — or will you wait for Frank ? He is perfectly heartbroken. He looks the most terrible of the two." FOILED. 141 Some one was slowly coming down the stairs ; some one whose face the two in the hall below did not for the first moment recognize. It was Hesseltine. To say, in conventional language, that he looked ten years older, and that his countenance was livid, does not in the least explain the change that had come upon him. He was a different man from the one who had driven Countess Valendar to Scorby Moor some seven hours ago. And whatever of joy the far future might bring to him ; whatever of healing. Time and Work and Love miofht and must have in store, there was an expression of dumb grief now in his eyes that would never quite leave them, and there were new lines in his face that would never be smoothed till he should be lying in his last dreamless sleep. For him. Youth had died suddenly — stricken down by a sharp unexpected blow ; and which of us quite knows how much 142 FOILED. of hope and zest of living he carries away with him ? From Frank Hesseltine, per- haps, whose deep affections were concen- trated on but few objects, more than from most. From that hour, though good things doubtless came to him, they were always unlooked-for, unexpected, and difficult at first to grasp and realize. Louise, looking on his face, said no word. But she pressed both his cold hands in her own. The Prince had followed Lady Mary into the library. After a minute Hesseltine spoke, in his every-day voice, clear and firm — " She must be told now, at once ; I will go myself. Charley is unconscious now, thank God. Why did it all happen when I could not be with him at once ? No ; I don't mean I could have helped in any way, but I should have been near him ... for just an hour more. He is awfully hurt and crushed. Any doctor is powerless. We FOILED. 143 have sent for more advice — the best from London. But it is practically all over now. Oh, Louise — Louise — he said ... a day or two ago ... he wanted . . . this ; but why should he have to bear all the pain ? " He wruncr his hands toQ-ether till the joints cracked. The cold perspiration stood in drops on his forehead, but his eyes, with that terrible expression of misery in their depths, were dry. There was a sort of scream from the library. '' He has told her ! " And Lady Mary, her fingers over her face, her hat awry, her figure shaken with sobs, came running out into the hall. The Prince strode after her. " For Heaven's sake, dear Lady Mary, try to be calm. He is not suffering much now," he said, and the tears ran down on his fair beard. Hesseltine went up to her and passed 144 FOILED. her arm within his. Louise could not hear what he said, but the two went slowdy up the stairs. Louise sat dow^n on the lower step, and burst into violent weeping. " I wonder how Lady Mary found it out '? " she said after a minute. " Some intuition — my face showed, I fear ; I would have let our good friend Hesseltine tell her. But perhaps the sooner over the better." And up-stairs some of the servants were hurrying to and fro with jugs of water, and towels and basins, and a few stood silently at the door of Charley's little room. They had drawn a screen round his bed. And his poor crushed figure, seven hours ago strong and vigorous, was hardly recogniz- able in the dim light. His face was not marred, but barely visible under the bandages round his head ; the hair damp and matted under blood-stained handker- chiefs. His hands were spread out stiff and FOILED. 145 motionless on the counterpane, and the eyes were closed. Till a hospital nurse could arrive, Frank's old housekeeper had offered to give what help she could, and was creeping about in a pair of list slippers. Bandages, towels, and bottles were scattered, without much method, about the room. Charley's valet was breaking up ice into small pieces. There was a smell of brandy and drugs in the room, mingled with the sickly odour of chloroform. The doctor, a short man, with a strong face, and a practical knowledge of his pro- fession, was standing by the bed ; his eyes bent upon his patient, his fingers on the pulse. He had long ago won Frank's heart by an eloquent pamphlet against experi- mentation upon living animals ; and the former having once sent for him, in pre- ference to the more celebrated practitioner of a neighbouring large town, had found no after reason for ceasing to employ him. VOL. I. L 146 FOILED. He felt confident that his best friend might be safely entrusted to him. Hesseltine came almost noiselessly into the room; Lady Mary, her face distorted and tearful, cling- ing to his arm. At the corner of the screen she stopped. " I can't, I can't look at him, Mr. Hesseltine ; I should break down, or have hysterics, I know I should. I can't be any use to him. Oh ! it is all so terrible ! I shall faint, I know I shall, in this dreadful room. Take me away, Mr. Hesseltine ! " The doctor eyed her with a contempt that was, however, entirely lost upon her. *' If I could do any good ? But it is all so miserable and harrowing. I never could bear to see any one suffer." And she laid her hand on the door. "You'll send word to me about him — often ? I shan't go to bed, of course. Oh ! how hard it is to bear such things ! " A moment afterwards, and seized, perhaps, FOILED. 147 with a feeling of compunction, she was back again, with her handkerchief at her eyes. " Of course I will try and control myself, and stay if I am wanted." Hesseltine did not answer. He was kneeling down by the bed, holding Charley's hand, and looking blankly at the white face. And Lady Mary went slowly away to her own room. For some hours the injured man remained unconscious. The examination had been made under chloroform. Three of the ribs had been broken, one of which had per- forated the right lung ; and it was suspected that some of the internal organs were severely crushed. And the fiat had gone forth that the case was entirely hopeless. He might live two or three days, or the sufferings might not last even thus lone^. And knowing^ what the end must be, Hesseltine hungered for 148 FOILED. just a word of recognition, for a look of consciousness in tliose deep blue eyes so soon to be darkened for ever. In the cold dawn, before the birds awoke, and while the fog lay wreathed over the park and the black trees, Charles moved and groaned — a low groan of pain that went through the watcher's heart. " Dear old boy — does it hurt very, very much ? " He spoke like a nurse to a little sick child, as he stroked the clammy hand of which the fingers moved convulsively. '^Oh, God! I should think i^ did!'' and he groaned his teeth and moaned again. " I say, Frank — good old Frank — did they say they can do — nothing ? " His voice was so low and hoarse, that Hesseltine, whose face was close to him, hardly made the words out. " They will inject morphia, as much as they can. And — and you'll feel free from FOILED. 149 pain then." There was a choking sound in his throat as he ended. A silence, broken only by the ticking of the clock and the housekeeper's footstep on the other side of the screen. The doctor had risen from the arm-chair by the fire, and came towards the bed. " Have you anything to say to your friend — or your — your wife ? " he asked. The sick man, his mouth distorted by pain, his fingers moving and twisting against each other, said something, the purport of which they could not catch. " Charley, do you want to see any one ? " said Hesseltine, smoothing the pillow. '•' Let . . . the doctor ... go away . . . one minute." Hesseltine signed to the latter to move behind the screen. Then he knelt down again and put his arm on the pillow round Charley's bandaged head. 150 FOILED. *^ Don't speak if it hurts you," he whispered. " 1 must tell you ... I never did . . . I have a little daughter . . . twelve years old last . . . last . . . week. If you see her ever . . . look after ... be kind . . ." Hesseltine thought he was wandering. " Yes, yes, of course, old boy." "She is like her — her mother," said Charley, making an effort to speak louder ; and Frank bent down to wipe a little blood off his lips. "Don't talk, Charley. He'll inject this stuff, and then you'll get some sleep. I'll put the pillow a little better." The doctor looked round the corner of the screen, and Frank signed to him to come near. " For Cod's sake," said poor Hesseltine, almost angrily, "do something to alleviate the pain. It is awful to see him like this ; and he was always the pluckiest chap." FOILED. 151 " I will, I will ; but you understand," and he lowered his voice, " that that will be the end. He will sink away in his sleep ; I thought you, or his wife, might have something to say to him, or he to you, poor fellow." The housekeeper, noiseless but for the creaking and heaving of her black silk bodice, was clearing some things off a table, to make way for bottles and cups. She took up a Bible, bound in shiny black, such as is found occasionally in old-fashioned country-house bedrooms, and more often found probably than read, and put it down with some other things on the floor. For some reason a sort of qualm of conscience came over Hesseltine. Where would Charley, the friend he loved best, be within the next twenty-four hours ? What had religion meant to him ? And to Frank came a mental vision of Charles 152 FOILED. as he had looked as a boy in Eton chapel, handsome and bored ; then as he had appeared in later years in the parish church, taking out his watch every five minutes, or lolling in a corner during the Litany. Would these things count against Charles hereafter ? He felt almost savage at the thought ; and yet with a burning wish to be assured that it would be well with him wherever he was going. He knew that, in books, when people were dying, some one always read to them out of the Bible, or said a prayer. He could do neither of these things. Strange,. in the midst of his misery, to have this feeling of shyness and self-consciousness. If the doctor and old Mrs. Eogers had not been there, he could perhaps have done something of the kind. He was not sure whether he hated or was grateful to them. And then doubtless Charley was too ill, too far gone, to understand. His head was FOILED. 153 turned away, and the doctor was about to make him utterly insensible. Frank stooped down and gathered up the books that the housekeeper had left on the floor, the shiny black volume at the top. Half superstitiously he opened it, trembling at what he might read. This is what met his eyes — '' For Thou lovest all the things that are . . . never wouldst Thou have made anything, if Thou hadst hated it. . . But Thou sparest all : for they are Thine, Lord, Thou lover of souls." And the tears came into them, so that the letters moved and danced up and down on the page. And then from his inmost heart he prayed for the bruised and tortured body, for the unprepared spirit, maybe, of the friend who was dearest to him in all the world. TV^ * TT Tr TT And, like a horrible nightmare, by the 154 FOILED. silent form on the bed, the watching seemed never-ending. As in a dream, Hesseltine saw Lady Mary, her face swollen with crying, come softly round the screen, kneel down by her husband, kiss his senseless face, and go silently away. Then shortly afterwards — and this somehow touched him more — the door opened to admit the figures of the old stud-groom, who had helped to teach Charley to ride, and the keeper, who had been for thirty years and more a servant in Hesseltine's family. Both men, he observed, had their shoes off, although they need not have feared to arouse him whose eyes would never more open to smile at his old friends. They came softly in, tears running down their weather-beaten old faces, to say good-bye. And noiselessly, after one long look at him who would never mount horse or take gun in hand again, they went out into the dark passage. An owl hooted from one of the elms near FOILED. 155 the house. Frank drew aside the curtain, and looked out upon the cold dawn. The mist still hung over the park and woods and the distant river. One last star twinkled in the black sky. # # # , # # When the fog had melted, and a cold yellow sky shone out behind the bare woods, Charley Marsham was lying quite still in the narrow bed where he had slept as a boy. And Hesseltine, bending tenderly over him, thought that the expression of the mouth, calm and placid, Avith the lines smoothed away, reminded him of what he had looked in the old Eton days, when he had fallen asleep after a hard day on the river. Yes, quite calm, quite happy at last — poor Charles ! He had been engulphed in the quicksands of life, wrecked on its troubled seas. Surely he was at peace in some far-off port, or he could not possibly have looked as he did now ? And Frank 156 FOILED. also would find him again, perhaps, and they would talk over all the old sports and pleasures that would lose half their zest now that he had gone away ; all the little trivialities that were interesting because they had both taken a share in them, " when they were young and together." And through the windows of the silent house the wintry yellow sunlight streamed in for the last time upon the faces of the two friends. PART II. CHAPTEE I. THE queen's ball. The red-coated band in the gallery was doing the fullest justice to one of Sullivan's operettas, in the form of a pot-pourri quadrille, to which many of the most beauti- ful women and some of the most popular men in London were dancing. Frank Hesseltine was not, however, on this occa- sion numbered among the latter, for his tall figure, in his deputy-lieutenant's uni- form, was standing alone on the top step of the tier of seats which surround the large ball-room at Buckingham Palace. He was conspicuous for his height and for his 160 FOILED. good looks, but even more for the expression of amiable boredom and apathy which his countenance usually wore at all festivities. At this particular moment, when more than one young lady was thinking how well the background of crimson-brocaded wall became his handsome face, with its closely-trimmed Vandyke beard, he was hardly conscious even of their presence. He had fallen into one of his dreamy, abstracted moods, and in point of fact his meditations were very far away from the brilliantly -lighted room with its glassy floor, and its throng of bejewelled ladies. Just for one instant, when a popular newly-married duchess, crossing over in the " ladies' chain," suddenly raised her eyes to his with a smile, he came back to the present, with a little sigh of half regret, half relief; he did not feel sure at the moment which it was. For two seasons Hesseltine had been counted among this young lady's ardent FOILED. 161 admirers. Without being deeply in love with her, he had recognized her as typifying the qualities which he considered should be possessed by all women in general, and the future Mrs. Hesseltine in particular. So he had broken through his rule of never going to balls, and had followed her from one to another, always sure of a warm welcome from her smiling blue eyes. Every woman was flattered when Frank paid her attention ; for, though courteous in manner, he was obviously markedly indifferent to their fascinations. Mothers with half- fledged daughters had long ago almost ceased even to bow to him whenever he did appear. They shook their heads, remarking that after that poor Colonel Marsham's death he had become so melan- choly and dull that he had much better stay at home ; saw that of course he must have an attraction somewhere — " A man so immensely rich, and very handsome in his VOL. L M 162 FOILED. own line. It was really no use papa asking him to dinner, excepting for one of his dull dinners for politicians ; it would be much better to invite Lord Strathmashie, who did occasionally think it worth while to address a remark to the girls." But Hesseltine, for once in his life, had certainly been more than commonly civil to Miss Montagu. And he had quite made up his mind to propose to make her his wife, in a certain conservatory with palms and ice-blocks, when he had come suddenly upon her and a popular young duke sitting in a far corner under one of the trees, so engrossed with one another that they seemed oblivious of humanity in general, including Frank Hesseltine. He had been long enough a student of human nature to recognize the meaning of the light shining in Miss ]\Iontagu s blue eyes, of the quiver on her lover's lips, as he said something in a low voice close to her ear. Hesseltine FOILED. 163 was perhaps, after all, not quite so invul- nerable as people gave him credit for being, for he had turned sharply round, laughed aloud — a short sarcastic laugh ; crushed a scarlet camellia — poor harmless little flower, that had fallen off some one's dress — with the heel of his polished shoe, and without waiting for supper, had gone down the marble stairs out into the street. The mocking sound of a popular comic song, arranged as a polka, floated down after him as he went. He wondered if he w^as really in love w^ith Cecily Montagu, seriously angry with her, or only with himself for being such a fool. " Wait till you come to forty year," he thought. " Well, I have just passed that philosophic age, so ' ere yet ever a month is gone' I shall forget her, and congratulate myself, very likely." And w^hen another season came round, and he found himself smiling benevolently 164 FOILED. down upon the lovely young duchess, whom he had almost imagined himself to have loved, he began to think that the cynic was right after all. The Eoyal Quadrille over, the dazzling square of uniforms, stars, and diamonds having dissolved into units, Hesseltine came down from his post of vantage, with a view to finding some man who might perhaps feel inclined to have a talk, and a glass of hock-cup in his company. He was not long in discovering a friend. " Hallo, Gore ! where have you been hiding all this time? Oh yes, of course, I remember, you are back from India and Japan. I hope you found the letters of introduction all right ? Come and have a drink." Mr. Gore was a tall young man, in an ill-fitting Yeomanry uniform. His pleasant square face lighted up when he recognized Hesseltine. It may be remembered that he FOILED. 165 had hired Strathrowan a few years since from the latter at a merely nominal rent, and this was only one of many acts of good- nature for which he was sincerely grateful to his friend. The two men walked into the tea-room tog;ether. Above the rattlinsj of the tea-cups a prim voice was audible. " No, thank you, no hock-cup. I never drink anything of that kind. I do think tea so much the best restorative. It is such a pity, isn't it, that habit people have of takinor alcohol between their reo;ular meals, even at a ball-supper "? Yes, thank you, just two little lumps, and a little cream ; thanks — thanks ! Oh dear, Mr. Prosser, I would rather not stay here if Lord Huddersfield is coming this way. He looks so dreadfully odd and heated. How distressing ! — and he is such a young, good- looking man. He is my distant cousin." " How do you do. Lady Mary ? " said Hesseltine. 166 FOILED. His friend's wife was very little changed. A little fatter and more matronly since slie had been left a widow, six years ago ; a little more self-possessed and consequential, with the same flushed and rather chaotic features, surmounted on this particular evening by one of the finest tiaras in London. " I am so delighted to see you, Mr. Hesseltine. Do come to Grosvenor Square one of these days for luncheon ! Poor mamma is not at all well, and Dr. Dobson- Bruce has put her on such a strict diet. She will have to do a severe cure at Carlsbad-, I am afraid, poor dear. Papa is here ; have you seen him ? He looks so flourishing, and he is very much excited about some new beauty or other, who is here to-night with Countess Yalendar." " You don't mean to say Countess Valendar is here ? What an extraordinary place this is for missing people ; I must go and look FOILED. 167 her up. Come on, Gore, now, shall we ? Oh, is that the beauty ? " A few more people were strolling into the tea-room. First came young Lord Strathmashie, pacing alongside Lady Walter Percival [nee Miss Van Loon, of New York), and behind this pair, a tall, dark girl, very simply dressed, upon whom Hesseltine's eyes rested approviogly. He was not entirely sure whether he thought her really beautiful ; but hers was a strange and attractive face, so unlike ordinary types that it was impossible to pass it unnoticed. Long, dark eyes, such as those that Da Vinci painted, a low forehead, an upper lip short to a fault, with a curious half- smile about the corners of the mouth. Hair almost black, worn in a knot low upon the slender white neck. And in curious contrast, a brilliant pink flush upon the cheeks, and lips red as a pomegranate flower. Hesseltine was looking attentively 168 FOILED. at the young lady, so lie did not notice that Mr. Gore had become very white, and that his hand shook so much that he nearly dropped his half- emptied glass. '^ No,'' said Lady Mary, " that is not papa's beauty.. This girl with Lady Walter — fancy choosing Lady Walter as a chaperon ! — is a Miss Morant. I believe her mother was a Southern American. I can't admire her. The young lady with Countess Valendar is ever so much prettier than that. Have you seen her, Mr. Prosser ? " Mr. Prosser was a gentleman reputed to be doing very well at the Chancery bar, and was considered to be a possible Solicitor- General of the future. It was supposed that he admired the rich widow, Lady Mary Marsham, and that she thought him such a very sensible and excellent person. He smiled down now upon Lady Mary, his hands folded upon his waistcoat, FOILED. 169 which viewed sideways appeared a little too convex to be graceful. " I have found our conversation so inter- esting," he said, '' my dear Lady Mary, that I fear I have not had my eyes about me. Won't you come and rest a little while on one of the sofas in another room ? The ball-room is hot, and you might feel faint. While you are under my care," and he gave the faintest pressure to her thin arm wdth his black velvet sleeve, " I want you always to feel C[uite comfortable and happy." Hesseltine w^atched them Q-oino: into one of the large, nearly empty rooms, and smiled bitterly. " To think of a woman who was married to Charley letting that snob make up to her," he thought. Mr. Gore had meanwhile left him, to hurry in fact after the young lady with the dark eyes and smiling red lips. Later on, Hesseltine found him again, evidently less happy in mind than during the earlier period of the 170 FOILED. evening. Mr. Gore was biting his nails, while the perspiration stood upon his fore- head. He stood in a doorway leading to one of the narrow corridors in the Palace, and on a seat a stone's-throw away was Miss Morant, plucking out scarlet flowers from her bouquet, and smiling that curious quiet smile of hers at Lord Huddersfield, who was seated beside her. It was obvious that the hock-cup and the still champagne had found favour in his eyes, for his hand- some face was flushed, and his manner, Hesseltine thought, disagreeably familiar. But Miss Morant did not seem to mind- She was very quiet and self-possessed, and the gaze of her long eyes seemed to exert a sort of fascination over Huddersfield, allow- ing him, so to speak, to go thus far, but no further. Poor Gore did not even see his friend ; he left off biting his nails, and began tearing and twisting his pocket-handker- chief ; and Hesseltine, half sorry, half FOILED. 171 amused, left him to bis melancholy medita- tions. *' At last, at last ! " said Countess Valen- dar, coming suddenly round a corner, on the arm of an ambassador blazing with stars and ribbons. " You are just the one person I wanted to see ! And I am so anxious to introduce you to my young lady. She is so very much in request, I don't know where she is at this moment, but if you will come in ten minutes to the door of the big ball-room, you'll find us." " To be sure I will. And so you have married both your daughters since I saw you. Lucky woman ! " " Yes, indeed. But it is dreadful to be a grandmother ! Think of that, mon cher, a grandmother at forty-one." " A woman is only as old as she looks," said Frank, gallantly. "But who is this lovely young lady with you ? Is she a German, or English ? " 172 FOILED. " Countess Leontine Wartburg," said Louise Valendar, with a keen look straight into his eyes that spoke volumes. He started, and murmured something about having a talk with her soon, and walked away. And suddenly something more surprising befell him than the piece of news which he had heard. As he came into the wide passage leading to the prin- cipal flight of stairs, his eyes rested upon the figure of a girl standing in one corner. She was not paying much attention to her partner, who happened to be Lord Strath- mashie, but looking down absently at a loosely tied posy of pale pink roses which she held. Frank started as if he had been shot. The broad red corridor, the figures of old and young men in uniform, of decolletee dowagers, of laughing girls, all disappeared as if in a dream. He saw instead a small sunny room in a deserted villa by the FOILED. 173 Rhine, the boats sailing on the breast of the shining river past the open windows, and a picture on the wall in front of him. He even seemed to smell the musty odour of dried rose-leaves, of old furniture and brocades, to hear the buzzing of a thousand sleepy flies. Before him stood the lady of the portrait, difi'erent only because this one had bare white arms and shoulders. But the head was the same — that small flaxen head — "Like a bell-flower on its bed ; " the little mouth with its full underlip, the cheeks of pale shell-pink, the long slender throat. And the attitude was almost iden- tical ; one tiny hand holding the flowers, the other hanging listless by the slender waist. Suddenly the girl Hfted her eyes, and Frank Hesseltine saw that they at least were different from those of the portrait. They were large and very dark- blue, with long eyelashes — the eyes of a 174 FOILED. friend of his, dead long ago. He hardly knew whether this recognition was to him a source of pain, or of a curious joy — a sort of happiness that was new to him. He went slowly back to the ball-room, and there, at the doorway, was Countess Valendar. '' I have seen her," he said, laconically. " You have 1 And isn't she lovely ? What I call a ' keepsake ' face." Frank smiled. " It is a startling likeness to the picture ; and, ah ! the eyes remind me so of some one we both knew and cared for very much." A clear voice sounded at his elbow — a sweet voice with a little foreign intonation. " I am back again, dear countess. Have I been too long ? " " Well, I think you have. You are not to adopt English ideas, Leontine, my darling, because you are in London for five FOILED. 175 weeks. Did you find Lord Strathmashie very entertaining ? " " He says nothing. But when I speak, he makes a funny noise, something between a bleat and a neigh." " Well, here is some one who will talk sense, who writes books and makes speeches. Leontine, let me introduce Mr. Hesseltine." The dark-blue eyes rested on his. " I don't know about that," said Frank. " I wrote one political biography, Countess, which I believe is now selling satisfactorily in the form of waste-paper ; and I moved the Address some years ago in the House of Commons. The only thing which my speech conclusively proved, was the useless- ness of a new Memoria Technica system, for I had learnt my oration oif by heart, in the form of a series of riddles, and I found when I got on my legs that I had forgotten all the answers. So it had to be an impromptu after all." 176 FOILED. " Shall we talk English or German ? " said the little Countess to her new acquaint- ance. " Whichever you like. But your English is perfect. One would think you were — " and he hastily corrected himself — " that you had lived over here." '' I have had always an English nurse and an English governess." " I won't ask you to valse, because, as one of my tenants' daughters gracefully put it, I am not good at * close dances ' ; but shall we take a turn throuo^h the rooms ? " " May I stay a little longer, Countess Valendar '? " said the girl, as she laid her fingers on Hesseltine's arm. " Certainly — certainly. You had better have some supper, you look pale." And little L^ontine Wartburg had cer- tainly become white at that moment. Lord Huddersfield, holding Miss Morant's arm FOILED. 177 very tightly, had come into the ball-room with a rather unsteady step. His hand- some face changed too when he saw Leontine. "I have been looking for you — foraperfect- age," said he rather incoherently, running four words into one. The girl bit her lip. If she had been near the great chandelier, Hesseltine might have seen that there was a liquid look, as of possible tears, in her lovely eyes. "I am going directly," she answered, coldly. And Miss Morant, still smiling, was greet- ing Countess Valendar. " I am rather tired, I think. Countess Valendar," said little Leontine, abruptly. " May I put off our dance, or supper, Mr. Hesseltine, for some other ball ? " " Certainly," he said, a little coldly, drop- ping her hand and his arm. " But you'll let me take you down to your carriage ? " VOL. I. N 178 FOILED. He was very silent as he helped Countess Valendar to put on her sables. The niglit was chilly for the month of May, but in spite of the cold they w\aited a long time upon the red staircase, Leontine looking tired and white as the ostrich feather trim- ming of the cloak which she wore. Lord Huddersfield, in a Hussar uniform, came clanking down the steps. He was alone, and apparently fairly sober now. " He is pulling himself together to talk to her," thought Hesseltine, for Hudders- field began to speak in a low, earnest tone to the little countess. Frank could not hear the words, but they seemed to gratify Leontine, for her eyes softened, and she looked at the young Hussar with a radiant smile. Countess Valendar also noticed the fact, and did not feel altogether pleased. ''How tiresome this waitins; is!" she exclaimed. " It is positively Arctic here, FOILED. 179 with the east wind blowing in. Can't you persuade Leontine to come here, higher up, away from the doorway ? " Hesseltine went down three steps. "Countess Valendar is afraid you will catch cold," he said kindly. Huddersfield looked round with a rather insolent expression on his handsome face, and Leontine seemed also a little impatient at being interrupted. " Thank you, I am all right here," she answered shortly, and turned her flaxen head away. *'The Duchess of Middlesex's carriage stops the way ! " shouted a stentorian voice from the door. And down the steps came Frank's old love, brilliant and happy, foil owed by her husband. She did not happen to see Hesseltine, althouo'h he was standinof close to her. The latter shrugfaed his shoulders, with a gesture that showed him to be a little out of temper. 180 FOILED. " Decidedly I am no success with women," he thought, rather bitterly. And all this indignation was because a little flaxen-haired girl, just out of her convent school, had snubbed him for the sake of a younger and better-looking man. Surely he had long ago passed the age of being affected by such trifles ! He got into his brougham, and drove off to Pratt's, where he was fully persuaded that he amused himself far more than he had done during the three hours spent at the Queen's Ball. CHAPTER II. A SUNDAY IN THE SEASON. It was Sunday, a day on which a large number of visitors usually called at tea-time upon Lady Eastbourne. Up to five o'clock, however, she and Lady Mary had found themselves alone. The weather was decidedly unpleasing for the " merry month of May," the biting east wind with its consequent accompaniment of whirling dust-clouds not being favourable to hilarity of spirits. But a splendid fire blazed in Grosvenor Square, and on the table every variety of cake and scone and bun might have been noticed, together with piles of little expectant plates, 182 FOILED. and old Worcester tea-cups. Lady Mary wore her best puce-coloured velvet gown and her tightest shoes with steel buckles, from which facts her mother deduced that she expected a visitor of some interest — to her, at any rate. " Do, please, Molly, my dear," she said, " read me over Dr. Dobson-Bruce's directions before anybody comes." "I think, mamma, you really worry your- self too much about eating and drinking." " I did not ask your opinion ; I asked you to read what this man says. He has managed me admirably, but — " Lady Mary, with heightened colour and compressed lips, began rather huffily — "No bacon, no pastry, no jams — " " Ah," said Lady Eastbourne, with a sigh of relief, " he says nothing about home-made marmalade — go on, go on." " No curries, cayenne, or pickles — " " That's nonsense. I eat three of Baptiste's FOILED. 183 croutes a rindienne last niglit, and am none the worse excepting for a slight pain before breakfast ; go on." '' No creams." *' That's absurd,'' said Lady Eastbourne, who was covering a scone with Devonshire cream at the moment. ** Countess Valentine," announced a foot- man, who had given up the pronunci- ation of the name of a second lady in despair. " Dear Countess Valendar, this is charm- ing. I heard you were here, and that you and Countess Wartburg were at the Queen's Ball. Molly, you know papa has talked of nothing else ever since. Come here, my dear child, and sit down. Will you have some tea or some chocolate *? These little cakes with orange on the top are tres appetissantsy Countess Valendar shook hands cordially with Lady ^lary, thinking as she did so 184 FOILED. and introduced her young lady, what a curious world it was. " After travel in far lands, After touch of wedded hands, Strangers yet ! " What did poor Lady Mary know of her dead husband's life ? She gave no start of surprise when L^ontine's wonderful eyes of dark-blue met her own pale and prominent ones. The little Countess was picturesquely dressed in green, a shady hat covered with bunches of lilac resting on her flaxen hair. Lady Mary was quite affable and pleasant for a time, and inclined mentally to confirm papa's verdict about the pretty German girl, but she became absent and incoherent when the door-bell rang again, and steps were heard advancing. Her countenance fell a little, however, when the footman announced " Mr. Hesseltine," the while Countess Valendar brightened visibly. FOILED. 185 " I suppose Sunday is almost your only free day ? " she said to Frank, after the first o^reetinors. " I have to think more or less of my con- stituents, you see," he answered, *' though I am still the veriest cypher in the house." "Nonsense, you are sure to be Under- Secretary for something or other when your party comes in." " Yes," said Lady Eastbourne, " we shall have lots of friends in the Government then. Mr. Prosser is sure to be given an important post ; they tell me his speech the other day about Ireland was very remarkable. He got a seat in the House for Molly, and gave her tea and cutlets afterwards ; didn't he, my dear ? T don't fancy the buffet in the House is good, but he had dinner ordered before- hand, and — " " Mr. Prosser ! " Lady Mary gave a start, and upset an 186 FOILED. eatire plateful of little sugary cakes on her puce-coloured velvet. The eminent Q.C., who seemed less vulgar in his frock-coat than in his court dress, bustled in. His manner was always a little too civil and anxious to please ; in fact, as Hesseltine said to Countess Valendar, when in his own house, you always expected him to dust the seats of the chairs, draw up the blinds, and smooth out the antimacassars, before he settled down to talk. But " papa " havino^ taken it into his head that he was intellectual, and a bulwark of the Con- servative party. Lady Eastbourne had become convinced that he was a person to be cultivated. " Mr. Gore ! " and a tall young man, very shy and awkward, made his way through the labyrinth of arm-chairs. He said * how do you do ' three times over to Countess Yalendar, and in his confusion forgot to make the same remark once to FOILED. 187 Lady Mary, who wondered why he had called. The fact was that a certain young lady had told him that j905si6/?/ Lady Walter Percival might take her on Sunday to see Lady Eastbourne, and that was the reason why, w^ith a feverish colour in his honest face, and his square hands dreadfully in the way, he sat on for more than an hour, spoiling his dinner by eating little cakes, and the temper of his friends by his very tactless and irrelevant remarks. And she never came after all ! Hesseltine had asked the little Countess to cross over to the other side of the room to see a picture by a clever modern artist, of The Haystack in the Floods. " Look," he said, " at the expression of her face. It is the most beautiful and terrible thing 1 have seen for a long time. You feel that she would sell her soul to give her lover just one farewell kiss. And see the devilish triumph in his enemy's eyes ! 188 FOILED. I dreamt of that picture all night after I saw it for the first time.'* " I always cry over the poem," said little Leontine. " Some one lent it to me the other day, but Countess Yalendar has asked me to give up the book to her. People are very strict, you know, with girls in Germany." ''I am all for that," said Hesseltine, looking down at the flaxen curls half hidden under the shade of the hat with its lilac blossoms. ''But tell me, what poetry do you read ? Looking at the pretty flowers in your hat, which seem to be hardly- artificial, I keep thinking of Sully Prud- homme's lyric. It has been set to music, and you should sing it. But you are too young to understand its beauty and its sadness." " Oh no, I am not," she answered, quickly. " I am a very sad person, though I look cheerful ; I annoy my brother because I crv so much over books." FOILED. *' You cry over books because you are so happy in other ways," said Hesseltine, smiling. "When I read a very miserable story written by a young person, I know that that particular youth or girl is probably especially happy and prosperous. And in the same way, I am less touched by fiction than I used to be, because my life has known so much real grief." He was hardly conscious perhaps how far he spoke thus on purpose to awaken that wonderfully tender, sympathetic Jook in her eyes. They rested on him com- passionately. " I am so sorry you have been so un- happy," she said, in a low voice, with the naivetS of a child. " Thank you ; it is very good and kind of you to feel any interest. But I am not in the eyes of the world a gloomy person, I assure you. On the contrary, rather a matter-of-fact, cheerful one." 190 FOILED. Leontine felt pleased that he should begin to show his real self to her, on so short an acquaintance. And Countess Valendar, although she disapproved of long tete-d-tetes as a rule, appeared on this occasion to ignore the circumstance that her little friend seemed to be interested in Hesseltine. She allowed them to sit down in an embrasure in a bow- window a long way from the tea-table. And during the next half-hour they got on surprisingly well. They discovered that they were both devoted to children and to animals and birds ; that they found Bret Harte's Hoio Santa Claus came to Simpson s Bar really the most pathetic story in the world ; that they both loved the Khine, and hnd all sorts of romantic feelings about it. And Hesseltine, that despiser of girls, that critical man-of-the- world, took no small trouble to express himself in careful, almost poetical, language on all these points ; to FOILED. 191 recommend books to his little ncOive new friend ; to express a hope that she and Countess Valendar would come and stay with him this year in Yorkshire, and that then thev mig^ht read, and walk, and ride too^ether. By the time the clock struck six they had become quite intimate, but then their conversation was abruptly disturbed by the entrance of Lord Eastbourne. *' How-de-do, how-de-do, Countess Yal- dar ; how-de-do, my dear Prosser ? You gave it them the other nig;ht ! That's what I like. You broug^ht it home to them ! All this shilly-shallying, backing out, whirling round, why, it's the most rotten government we've ever had. That's what / say. Rotten to the core. Always changing and chopping round. You were there, Molly ; you heard Prosser ? He was too much for them, that's what I say ; wasn't he ? We want a Bismarck — that's what I tell people. Some one to put his foot 192 FOILED. down, you know — stop all these meetings. Some one who'll say, ' I'll have none of all this Socialistic nonsense/ And it's spreading, it's spreading, every day. That's what I tell them." Mr. Prosser expressed himself as gratified that his speech had satisfied Lord East- bourne. '' But it was badly reported, and one or two quotations garbled. Lady Mary did me the honour of coming down to the House, and she would no doubt notice that it was altered in the papers ? " •' And you gave her tea and cutlets," murmured Lady Eastbourne, approvingly — '' so kind of you." " That's neither here nor there," said Lord Eastbourne, crossly ; " what I say is, there's a dearth of gentlemen now in the House of Commons. They can't make their voices heard. If it wasn't for men like Prosser we should have no chance. He FOILED. 193 understands the land question, and he has the tact and courage of his opinions, that's what I say — the tact and courage of his opinions. This game of ' beggar my neigh- bour ' has gone on too long. You are deuced lucky, Prosser, to have no Irish property. ..." The extent of land owned by Mr. Prosser was two fields in the immediate neighbour- hood of Peckham Eye. He was, metaphori- cally speaking, waiting meanwhile to see where it lay, after he should have proposed to Lady Mary. Should she despise his suburban villa, it would be the easiest thing in the world for him, with his and her large fortune in hard cash, to buy her a deer park and a complete Elizabethan house. And he found himself inwardly murmuring, " Mr. and Lady Mary Prosser have left London for their seat in Cheshire." Hesseltine accompanied Countess Val- endar and her young lady on to the doorstep, and helped them iuto their VOL. L o 194 FOILED. brougham, in spite of the presence of Lord Eastbourne, who was very much excited at the appearance of his new beauty. He proceeded to walk across the park to pay a visit of duty to a relation in Belgravia. The biting east wind nipped the faces of the passers-by and whistled round his head. Clouds of dust came flying into his face, pricking his eyes and getting down his throat. The sun still shone, and people in shut carriages might almost have persuaded themselves that it was an agreeable spring day. Strange to relate, Hesseltine, although on foot in the wind, was almost of the same opinion. He pondered as he went on the strangeness of the fact that the pleasure which he had experienced in the society of little Leontine, had almost outweighed the original poignant sadness aroused by her resemblance to his dear old friend. Why was it ? Partly from good -humour, partly in absence of mind, Hesseltine found him- FOILED. 195 self o'ivino; half a sovereio^n to an old Belgravian crossing-sweeper, whose face looked pinched and blue. He hardly heard the shower of blessings poured in conse- quence upon his head. And as he passed Belgrave Square, and his eyes fell upon a large bush of dusty lilacs, he actually smiled, and thought of their artificial pro- totypes in somebody's black hat. This led him to make a mental retrospection of how the little rings of fair hair were arranged on her forehead and neck. And then he found that after all he had passed his relation's doorstep, and was going calmly and cheerfully back again towards Mayfair. At the corner by Stanhope Gate he met his friend Anthony Gore, who seemed unusually dejected in his mind. He was walking very slowly, his eyes bent on the ground, and his stick stuck horizontally under his arm, to the peril of the eyes of the passers-by. 196 FOILED. " Will you come and dine with me to- night, Anthony, if you have nothing better to do?" " All right — nothing I should like better. I say, Frank, do you think it's too late to go and call on anybody ? It's close on seven ? " " It depends how intimate you are with the lady?" Mr. Gore blushed, and began tracing geometrical figures on the gravel with his stick. " She is very pretty ! " laughed Hesseltine, unable to resist a little mild chaff. " How on earth do you know who it is ? " " My dear boy, remember that since you were a good little chap of ten at a private school, I have had the privilege of studying your expressive and ' mobile countenance,' as they say in books." " Don't go on bothering. Just tell me if you think it looks odd to call now ? It's FOILED. 197 close here, T mean only Clarges Street — ten minutes' walk or so." *' No, not a bit ; I'll walk with you. And as we go you shall tell me all about Miss Morant." Poor Anthony's face was crimson. " I don't know what you mean ! " " Where you met her, and who her relations are, and so forth ? " '' Well, if you must know all about it, her father has a small property in Surrey. He is very badly off, I am afraid. There was some beastly unfairness in the will — the money was left over his head to a younger brother. Her mother was an American lady." " She is a beautiful girl," said Hesseltine. Anthony's honest face brightened. ** Isn't she ? Do you know, no less than four artists have wanted to paint her picture this year ! It is such marvellous colouring. Spiteful people say she paints, but it isn't 198 FOILED. true. She has a great deal of foreign blood in her veins — because Mr. Morant's mother was a Greek. I believe it is through her, that grandmother, that she inherits that brilliant colour." " Well, my dear boy, all I say is — heaucoup de succes. I think Miss Morant a very lucky girl. Let me know when the event comes off." " It's no good your talking like that ! Very likely I haven't a chance ! Why should I ? I am nothing, except a devilish stupid fellow, not particularly well off — whom nobody cares much about." " Oh yes, a ' man of no account ' of course," said Hesseltine, "but all the same I shan't be surprised if the young lady says 'yes.'" Mr. Gore's forehead was covered with perspiration. " Do you honestly mean that, Frank ? " "Why not? You are a real good chap, FOILED. 199 xlntliony, and lots of people are aware of it. Besides, you are quite well off enough to justify your proposing to any girl, a penniless one in particular." Mr. Gore began to walk very quickly, swinging Ins stick backwards and forwards, a smile lighting up his entire square face, and making it quite pleasant to look upon. They reached the door of a small hotel in Clarges Street. "Well, good-bye till eight-thirty, Anthony. Don't forget the hour in the midst of your agitation." Mr. Gore made no answer, but he rang the bell with a violent pull, and became scarlet to the roots of his hair, then white, when a waiter appeared in answer to his summons. " Is Miss Morant at home ? " he said in a very loud tone, because he seemed suddenly to lose all control over his vocal organs. 200 FOILED. And when the answer was given in the affirmative, he trembled from head to foot as he walked up the narrow staircase. Miss Morant was standing by the fire, reading a letter, as he entered. Some perfume, with a delicious subtle odour, had been burnt in the room. The blinds were drawn, though it was not long after sundown ; and although it was an hotel sitting-room, there were many bunches of cut flowers on the tables, and two or three large palms in one corner. The young lady wore a clinging gown of soft white silk, cut low to show her neck, which was almost as- dazzling as her draperies. A broad gold band encircled her waist, but she wore no jewels of any kind, except a comb also of gold which held the knot of hair together. Her cheeks seemed brighter than ever, and she laughed with her eyes as much as with her lips when she saw Anthony. " You are a very late visitor ! " FOILED. 201 ** Am I in your way ? — please don't let me keep you if you are busy." " Oil dear no ; I am dressed for dinner. Two people are coming, but not till eight- thirty. We shall have soup made of Liebig, and whiting^s in bread-crumbs with tails in their mouths. Afterwards soppy cutlets, and a Cabinet pudding. Doesn't it sound nice, and don't you wish you were coming ? " " Indeed I do," said poor Gore, fervently, wondering if she meant to ask him, and if Hesseltine would mind his throwing him over. She laughed. " Some other time perhaps, then, if you'll come. I don't fancy it would amuse you to-night." '• Why didn't you come to tea with Lady Eastbourne ? I sat there for ages, so hideously bored, expecting you." "Because my father wanted to go into the park. I always do what he wishes. I 202 FOILED. care more for my father than for all else in the world." ^' I don't believe you care for another soul ! " " I dare say not. Most people begin by amusing me, and then bore me after a week." Poor Gore became a shade paler. " You don't really mean that ? " "I do ; it is absolutely true. All my friends have tricks and habits, and mono- tonous little ways that agacer me when I see much of them ; but as a rule I take care not to do that. I am perfectly happy alone with my father." " You seemed amused enough at the Queen's ball ! " " Did I ! Oh yes, I think there was some one there who hasn't begun to bore me yet. Were you pleased with it ? I didn't think you looked very lively." " I don't see why I should have been ; you seemed to prefer every blasted — " FOILED. 203 " Please, Mr. Gore, don't swear ; I detest that sort of expression/' " I beg your pardon ; only you look so calm and smiling when you say things especially to annoy me." " I am so sorry, I really am. But it is a way I have. My brother, who does fairly like me, says I have the knack of making him more furious at times than any other human being whom he ever met." She sat down, looking into the fire, and not at all at Mr. Gore, waving meanwhile a hand-screen of peacock's feathers up and down. The firelight shone on her brilliant cheeks, and on the gold comb in her hair. " You try me very high," said poor Gore. " You know as well as possible what I feel about you. You drive me almost to madness. No fellow can go on bearing the strain. I would kneel down and kiss your feet when you insult me most; I grovel like 204 FOILED. a cur before you, and despise myself, and yet I can't help it." He had risen from his chair and was looking down at her radiant beauty. His kind, sensible face was white, and his tall awkward figure shook from head to foot. This woman who held his life in her hands surveyed him with that quiet smile still on her lips. *' I believe you do care for me," she said, slowly. " Eenee — Renee, have pity on me ! Try and like me ! Don't send me away ! I have so little to offer you, I know, but" don't despise the entire devotion of a man's life — a man who has never liked any other woman in the world." " They all say that," she answered. Mr. Gore, half ungainly, half pathetic, had knelt down on the shabby rug, and was trying to take her hand. Miss Morant, for her part, had not changed colour in the FOILED. 205 least. She calmly took his hand in hers. *' No," she said, "don't kiss me. I have not accepted you yet. I will take a week to consider. How cold your hand is ! Do you know it is ridiculous of you to tremble like that!" *' I believe you have not a scrap of heart ! " he answered, almost angrily. " And yet I don't want you to be different in the smallest particular from what you are. I feel I must have you for my wife, or I — shaU— " " Don't say ' or shoot yourself,' because that is rubbish. You will do nothing of the sort. If I refuse you next week, you will go abroad for a year, then marry some well-meaning mrl with a raeanino^less face, and settle down at — Crabston Hall, isn't that your place ? — and have at least ten children." " If you were a man, I should say you 206 FOILED. know all that to be a lie. But, darling, you haven't said No ; I shall think of you all day and all night during these five — six days, and you will say Yes — on the sixth day." *' Do get up ; my father is coming in directly, and my guests for dinner. Please go away now, Mr. Gore, and don't write me any notes or letters, or come again till I send for you." Mr. Anthony Gore wended his way back to his lodgings, feeling in a dream. And meanwhile, the matter-of-fact young lady, whose radiant image accompanied him everywhere, scarcely gave him a thought during the whole course of the succeeding evening. Some ten minutes after he had given a fervent pressure to her slim hand and wished her good-bye, her father came into the room. He was a tall, careworn man, with a sweet face, and eyes like his daughter's, but softer than hers. The FOILED. 207 latter, though he had only left her an hour since, flung her arms round his neck. " You are not tired, darling, after your walk V* she said. " Just a little ; I am always more or less tired now, my childie. Have you had any visitors ? " "Only that Mr. Gore." " He seemed to me a very nice young fellow ; a straightforward gentleman, I should say, with no nonsense about him." Een^e was standing at the glass, looking dispassionately at her striking face. " Should you be satisfied with me if I married him, dear ? " she asked. Her father hesitated. " I don't know the man who is good enough for you all round," he said, " but I always think that if you were desperately in love, it might not last. You have too critical a mind ; you would see faults where 208 FOILED. other people did not discover any. Is Gore well off?" "I know all about him; he has four thousand a year, or perhaps five. A square house, called Crabston Hall, belongs to him. It stands, as the agents say, in its park-like grounds, for I have seen the photograph. The trees are all small, and it is built on a clay soil, and is damp and unpleasant, like Mr. Mantalini's body. The village, and the rectory, and the school are within a few minutes' walk. The church is small and mouldy, and contains several laudatory monuments to the Gore family. The general aspect is dull, and Anthony Gore is the dullest feature of it all." Mr. Morant was leaning back in his arm- chair, looking into the fire. " If you talk like this, you had better not marry the poor man." " I am not likely to find any one who would suit me better." FOILED. 209 " Then why do you ask Lord Hudders- field to come and dine in this intimate way ? " She made an impatient movement with her pretty head. " He amuses me." '' You tokl me you spent most of your evening at the Queen's ball with him, and Lady Walter said — " " She doesn't understand, papa. He is not in the least devoted to me, really. I interest him, but that is all. Ah ! there is the door-bell. He must be comiug ! " And her cheeks grew still more brilliant. The door opened to admit a handsome man of about thirty, with straight features, and a fair moustache. He was followed by a young American, a distant cousin of Eenee's, who had been asked solely to talk to Mr. Morant. Lord Huddersfield held Eenee's hand for a moment in his. "It is too nice and kind of you asking VOL. I. p 210 FOILED. me to come, Miss Morant. I am going back to Aldershot to-morrow, worse luck, and shan't be up again, I fear, at present." " Could you go to the play with us on Saturday ? " He changed colour a little. " I am so sorry I am engaged to go with some other people that night." There was no expression of mortification or disappointment on Eenee's face. She was a young woman who had early learnt to conceal her feelings. The only visible change came over her features when her father complained of fatigue before dinner was over. " You don't feel faint, darling ? Shall I fetch you anything ? " and her whole face softened as she looked at him. The tenderest corner in her heart, the most unselfish and disinterested love that she was ever to feel was for him ; and an affection something akin to it was that FOILED. 211 which she bore for her old nurse, and for a little child of her l^rother's, whose mother had died when he was born. Another kind of love, passionate, reckless, and de- spairing, she was fully capable of knowing ; but at the same time her self-control might be great enough to keep the object of it in doubt. Lord Huddersfield, looking at her with a smile on his handsome, insolent face, which was curiously in contrast, by the way, to the gentleness of his voice and manner, had an inkling of her feelings once or twice when her eyes met his with a peculiar long gaze. But the next moment she would become cheerful and cynical, and almost indififerent. And he felt puzzled, although he had had a varied experience of women, and was a careful student of their peculiarities. '' Has she forgotten the past — is she really indifferent now ? " he thought. " By 212 FOILED. the way," he said, aloud, ''I have just been having my character described by a phrenologist. He punched my head for half an hour, and told me a good many unpleasant things. What should you say, Miss Morant, were my chief vices ? " " You might not like it if I told you.'' " Well, I know your besetting sin, at all events." " Mine ! Well, you are quite at liberty to tell me, although I should not have imagined that insight into character was your forte." " Jealousy." " You are quite right," she answered, with heightened colour, looking at him quickly under her eyelids, " but not the vulgar, ordinary jealousy. I am delighted to hear another woman's beauty and charm praised, and am the first to recognize either. But I should feel murderous if some one eut me out when I had made up my mind FOILED. 213 to succeed about anything. My chief pleasure in life is, I know, in getting a hold over people. Talking, by the way, of beauty, I was much struck by the girl who is going out now with Countess Valendar." And she smiled as she fin- ished her sentence, seeing that it was his turn to blush now. "There can be no two opinions about Countess Leontine Wartburg," he answered, shortly. And then he turned to Mr. Morant, and asked him what play they had thought of going to see on Saturday. "I am not going ; my daughter was thinking of joining Lady Walter, and they hoped you would come." " I am so sorry," and his face flushed deeply, as he felt that Kenee's eyes were fixed upon him, '' that I have a previous engagement." " Are you only going with one or two men J 214 FOILED. "No," he answered, throwing a rather defiant glance at Miss Morant, *' I am going with Strathmashie, and he has asked Countess Valendar and one or two others." Miss Morant said nothing, but she became a little more silent during the rest of dinner. And when Lord Hudders- field asked her afterwards to sing, she refused on the ground of fatigue. When the guests were gone, she drew a stool near to her father's arm-chair, and laid her hand upon his knee. " Darling, you really need not have had all that good champagne for those two" men. It is a horrid expense to you being in London at all. Let us go home next week." '' I thought you were so happy, and enjoying yourself, little Renee ? " " Oh yes, so I am. But, as you know, it is my Avay to become tired of things. Be- sides, if I marry Mr. Gore, I can come up for the whole season another time." FOILED. 215 Her father sighed. " You are too unselfish about me, dearie. Of course it is worrying being so short of money. But if you have young men to dine, and give them a horribly bad dinner — " " Yes," interrupted his daughter, " unfit for human food — " " You must have decent wine. I have got six bottles left. Do you seriously mean, dear, you wouldn't dislike coming to the country again now '? " ''I do. I am always glad to be back with Nanny, too, now she is getting so old. And we can have little Jos with us for a long visit." Her father stroked her hair, and she raised her face to kiss his. Miss Morant sat up long that night in her dreary little bedroom. She heard the roll of wheels growing fainter in the streets below, the occasional voice of a drunken 216 FOILED. man or of an angry woman now and then breaking in upon the growing silence, the tramp of a policeman marching up and down on his beat. Sittino; in her dressing- gown by the window, Eenee, her face many shades paler than it had been a few hours ago, watched the night changing into dawn, the awaking into life of the sombre city. With the early morning cold rain fell upon the pavement, and she shivered as she drew the curtain, and prepared to throw herself for a short time upon the bed. Flinging herself upon her knees, she prayed first, passionately and fervently, for- her father, and for some one else perhaps, almost more dear. Two or three tears trickled through the fingers which were pressed over her face. Then she rose, wiped them away, with a tightening of the lips, and a defiant expression in her eyes. Her sense of religion, which was more of superstition than anything beside, had not FOILED. 217 hitherto much affected her conduct, but in some fashion it served to comfort her during this night and dawn of mortification and pain. " I would rather he were dead than that he should ever know that I still care so desperately about him, — if he has forgotten," she thought. And as she fell into a troubled sleep, the refrain of a sad German valse floated through her ears, and she dreamt that his arm was round her, and that he and she were dancing madly, wildly to its strains, while the ball-room, the lights, and the ladies in tlieir jewels were crumbling away into dust before their eyes. CHAPTER III. A DINNER AND A PLAY. " Only a week more in London ! " sighed Leontine Wartburg. " It has gone indeed very quickly," said Countess Valendar. "Four weeks yester- day. And has your little season come up to your expectations 1 " " I hardly know." '' What did you want more ? You have been to two or three excellent balls every week — you have had ten or eleven charming dinners, and are to go to another one to- night. You went to all the best plays — you— FOILED. 219 *' Yes, yes, dearest Countess, please don't think me ungrateful. I fall into odd fits of depression sometimes, that's all — and then I have a longing to be back in Germany, to go and settle with Anton on the Khine, to see the vineyards, and all the old people about the place again." "But why should you be homesick already ? You are not going to be an exile much longer. In two or three years, if you are not married, you and Anton can settle down together." " I certainly shan't be married." The two ladies were sitting at luncheon in their sitting-room at Brown's Hotel. Countess Valendar looked perhaps the graver of the two, for things had not as yet turned out as she had intended they should. And she was not quite certain how far she might question little Leon tine. " It is so kind of Mr. Hesseltine to ask us again to dinner at the Bachelors' Club ! This 220 FOILED. makes the third time. He is very different from the ordinary run of men one meets ; he really does read and think. And his manners are beautiful. So courteous to bores and old frumps. Don't you find him very superior to most of your partners ? " "Anybody can talk about books," said Leontine, " or politics, if you sit all the afternoon in the House of Commons. And I don't care for any politics but those of my own country. Besides, I think a man ought to be a soldier." "I am sure when you go out in Berlin you will get tired of hearing of nothing but regiments, and promotions, and so on." "It is much more interesting to hear about soldiering than about Land Bills and allotments." " I am sure Frank Hesseltine never bores about those things." " I don't say he does, but you are always FOILED. 221 hintine: that lie is the most interestino; and superior man in London." " You evidently don't find him so ! " said the Countess, sharply. And Leontine blushed, over her cheeks, and under the flaxen rings on her forehead. She was sure that her friend was too matter-of-fact to appreciate what was pass- ing in her mind. For this young woman, like many another before her, and many a one yet unborn, most likely, had come to the conclusion that she had a much more important mission in life than that of captivating, or of brightening the life of an excellent and prosperous gentleman like Frank Hesseltine. No ; she felt sure that her special gifts lay in her powder of reform- ing and enlightening another very faulty and unsatisfactory person ; some one who had hinted that she, and she alone, could make him repent of his past indiscretions, and refrain from committing further follies 222 FOILED. in coining years. He had put all this, it is true, with a certain vagueness before her ; but the visionary prospect was nevertheless more attractive than the certainty of tran- quil happiness with Countess Valendar's ideal. " I don't think I do," said the girl, in answer to her chaperon's remark. '* Well, you are just a little ungrateful, Leo. He is going to give us a farewell dinner to-night, so please be nice to him. I hope, too, that we shall, or that you anyhow, will meet him in Germany this autumn. He tells me he is going to the Stolzenfels', and I have told the Princess that I will bring you there or let you go." '^ It is very kind of you." '* By the way, I never told you that Lord Huddersfield wrote and asked us to go down to Aldershot for a field-day, or some- thing. I refused, because you have been looking tired lately." FOILED. 223 " Hoiv tiresome ! I am not a bit tired. Well, if I am, I won't dine out to-night. I will rest, and we can go to Aldershot this week." Countess Valendar looked keenly at her face, which was flushed and almost tearful. " My dear child, you couldn't throw over the dinner. Besides, I may as well be honest with you. Don't be angry — and don't interrupt me, please. I am sure Lord Huddersfield likes you, but he is a poor man, and not likely to marry ; and even if he did wish that, you could never think of a man of his character. You know, as well as I do, his tendency to drink too much ; I believe his father did it before him, which may be an excuse, but — " " It is so cruel and unfair ! I know that he is trying so hard, so hard, to get over that. And lately he has never taken any wine — " " You know all about it, evidently." 224 FOILED. ** I do ! And it is a great shame to give a man no chance. Why are you against him ? Only because he is poor, and likes soldiering, and has no large ugly country place that I would hate ! " " It's of no use, L^ontine, you're getting so dreadfully excited. You know, even if he wished to marry you, your relations would not hear of it. And I shall not, especially after to-day, let you see much of him." Leontine pushed away her plate of apple- tart. " I will not care to go to any more parties," she said, in a low voice. Countess Valendar got up from her chair and kissed her little friend. " Don't be silly, Leo. You know I only want you to be happy. But under my charge as you are, I must see tbat you don't commit irreparable follies." " Of course I like Mr. Hesseltine verv FOILED. 225 much," said the girl. " I don't mean to underrate him. He is charming and hand- some, and kind to me. But if you want me to say I am in love with him, once for all, I am not. And now forgive me for being cross and sulky. I will go out wherever you wish, of course." At a few minutes before eight, Frank Hesseltine was wandering restlessly back- wards and forwards in the down-stairs sitting-room of the Club where he expected his oruests to dine. There was a worried expression in his eyes, and a tendency to absence of mind in his manner when any one spoke to him. Just the faintest flush came over his face when the only two ladies who w^ere to be of the party arrived. Leontine was dressed in rose-colour, with a spray of pink orchid and some sweet- smelling verbena pinned into the lace on her breast. She carried a large fan of pink ostrich feathers, which had been given to VOL. L Q 226 FOILED. her, or ratlier was the result of a bet at Sandown Park between her and Lord Huddersfield. It is doubtful whether she noticed the anxious, pained look in Frank's eyes as he watched her. " Our play doesn't begin till nine," he said, " so we shall have time for a moderately comfortable dinner. And you'll come to supper afterwards ? " Countess Valendar cheerfully assented. And then Lord Strathmashie and Captain Sturgess made their appearance, and the five went up-stairs to dinner. A rather hilarious party were sitting at the other end of the room, at a round table — Lady Walter Percival, a good deal decolletee, two other American ladies, an Austrian attache, a well-known gentleman-rider, and Lord Huddersfield. The latter had one arm rest- ing upon the chair of the lady next to him, and he was apparently in full enjoyment of a lively anecdote which she was relating. FOILED. 227 He started when Frank's party took their places at the other end of the room, and his laughter ceased abruptly. The American lady next to him gazed at Leontine through her pince-nez. " Who is the ingenue, over whom Mr. Hesseltine is w^atching so tenderly ? " Huddersfield drank off a large glass of champagne at one gulp, " She is a German young lady. Now, Lady Walter, wdio were you wdth in a four-w^heeler last Tuesday ? Don't try to back out of it, because there are several witnesses." Leontine shook her head when one dish after another was handed to her. " I am afraid, Countess Leontine, you have been overtiring yourself. I wash I had known what you would have liked ! Do tell me now^ wdiat I can order ? Do you think this champagne good, or shall I send for some better claret ? " 228 FOILED. " Oh ! thanks, I really never eat much dinner. You see at home we dine at six. And I don't fancy your hite hours ! " " But you'll be so tired at the play ! " And Hesseltine looked quite distressed. Countess Valendar, who did not find Lord Strathmashie amusing, watched her charge rather anxiously. " What do you think of your friend's engagement ? " she asked her host. " Oh ! good old Anthony. Well, he is almost off his head with delight. I hope, I'm sure, that it will turn out well. I hardly know that young lady, but they say her father is a very nice sort of man, and that she seems devoted to him." " Thundering pretty girl," said Lord Strathmashie in his languid voice, and with- out apparently moving a feature. " Has Gore any oof 1 — has the bird perched ? " Countess Valendar looked puzzled, and her host explained to her the meaning of FOILED. 229 the expressive language of the nineteenth century. " Old Morant quite stony," continued Lord Strathmashie, relapsing into a sort of coma. " Brother wolfed money, thundering hard luck, — good chap, — Anthony." And he did not speak again till the end of dinner. " I do sincerely hope she likes old Anthony," said Frank. " He strikes people as dull, but he really knows a lot. He has a very good head on his shoulders. I don't know a sounder opinion about agricultural questions. You are laughing. Countess Leontine, which means to say that that don't prove him to be an amusing companion. Well, granted he isn't, for the wear and tear of life he'll make a capital husband." " How long ago has it been settled ? " " I believe several weeks, but it is only just given out. I think Mr. Morant is very seedy, so they'll be married quietly, and go 230 FOILED. down at once to Crabston, where the father will live with them a good deal." The party at the other end of the room had finished their dinner a short time before Hesseltine and his guests. As they passed out, Lord Huddersfield stopped by L^ontine's chair. He greeted the others at the table, but said something in quite a low voice to her. And as she was putting on her cloak in the drawing-room afterwards, he sauntered up and said something more. And this time she blushed brilliantly. But she could not find an opportunity to answer him at length, for Hesseltine, with" that worried look still in his eyes, was not far off, waiting to help her into the carriage. "I am not sure if I ought," she mur- mured ; "you know Countess Yalendar would be very vexed." "Just this once," he pleaded. "I shall be off to Aldershot, and you back to Ger- FOILED. 231 many, till when ? Give me just a chance of explaining things to you ! " " Very well then, come." He cast a grateful look at her. Hudders- field, although he had had a fair share of champagne, was perfectly sober. And it must be owned that there was much charm about his gentle manner and low voice, which was the more impressive from being allied to a naturally coarse type of good looks. But the looks, such as they were, were undeni- able. He had straight features, reckless brown eyes, perfect teeth ; an insolent sensual expression about the mouth ; and fair hair, with a tendency to curl, cut very close, and growing scanty already about the temples ; and a tall figure, with very broad shoulders. He and Frank exchanged a few words, for they were on friendly terms. Captain Sturgess and Strathmashie were talking to the American ladies about Miss Morant's marriage. 232 FOILED. " She ought to have clone better," said Lady Walter. " She has been going round everywhere since April, and its June now, and the season nearly over." "Yes, yes," said Lord Strathmashie, " devilish poor marriage ; dull dog. Gore, but good chap. Not in the same street with Miss Mo rant." " I hope she likes him, poor devil," said Sturgess. Lady Walter shrugged her white shoulders. " I should say Mr. Anthony Gore '11 have a real handful," she laughed. And then Frank and his friends started' for the theatre. Oftentimes during the play he glanced at Leontine, silently sit- ting in the stall beside him. The electric light was trying to most of the women, but it could not diminish the beauty of her fresh face, with its shell-pink cheeks. The flaxen curls were arranged in a triumph of graceful hairdressing. Her round chin and FOILED. 233 the back of her neck were those of a child, or a little Cupid. Never had Hesseltine, who was an artist in his way, seen such a perfect ear, excepting in that picture to which she bore such a marvellous re- semblance. He sighed, and it was such a heavy sigh, that Leontine turned and looked at him. " Are you bored, Mr. Hesseltine ? I think it is such a very pretty play." She was in much better spirits now than she had been at dinner. Evidently she had not been amused with his own conversation, thought Frank, for he had begun of late to develop the quality of humility over- much. " No, not at all ; but it is rather a sad story, don't you think ? " " To me, no, — for the woman is becoming fond of her husband ; one sees that. She doesn't snub him now, and she lets him kiss her." 234 FOILED. " A great concession, wasn't it ? But I think I should have been tired out in the man's place. He must have had such a wearisome existence, going on trying to make his wife in love with him ; he must have hungered for a little demonstration of affection on her part, and she never showed him any." Hesseltine was looking earnestly at the young girl. " Why," he said, " is this such a univer- sally true story ? Why do we all, day after day, year after year, waste our love upon those who don't even thank us for the' gift ? Why can't we be content to enjoy the good things nearest to us — those ' close about our feet ' ? — why do we always value a thing in proportion as it is inaccessible — unattainable ? " Leontine looked down at her pink feather fan. '' I think it is partly a form of vanity. FOILED. 285 One can't stand being beaten. But look ! — there is some one who has got all he wants, and more than he expected. There is your friend, Mr. Gore ! " And truly, at the far end of the row of stalls behind them sat Anthony, his face one smile from eyebrow to chin, his fiancee by his side. Hesseltine gave him a congratulatory nod, and Mr. Gore seemed almost unable to remain quiet in his place. He was so overflowing with joy, that he longed to be able to pour some of it forth in rapturous phrases ; to find some one who would sympathize, who would tell him aloud what a prize he had won. Miss Morant was dressed extremely simply, in black, without one jewel. She carried a scarlet fan, and wore geraniums of the same colour on her gown. ''Darling," whispered Anthony, "I must get old Frank to be best man." " I have changed my mind about having 236 FOILED. the wedding next month ; I can't leave my father so soon." Anthony grew pale. ''This is a new departure ! " he cried, in despair. ''If you talk so loud, I will leave you, and go home in the first growler I can find. Do look at the stage ; it is so idiotic to keep on staring at me all the evening." " But I have hurried all the people at Crabston ! They have promised to do the carpets and curtains — " " I don't care two straws about either ! " " I thought you did when you chose the patterns ! " "Well, my dear boy, I was obliged to prevent you from ordering a grocer's-blue carpet for the drawing-room, and a magenta and green chintz to go with it." " I didn't. You are always so hard on me. Why do you want to alter all the plans ? " '' Souvent femme varie, and I have settled FOILED. 237 I shall spend July with father in Surrey. And you will only be invited for the Sundays." " You are cruel to me, Kenee." She laughed, turned her head away, and studied her programme. The scene con- cluded by the husband on the stage, at last reconciled entirely to his wife, falling at her feet and embracing her. "It is very improbable that she would have ended by liking him," said Miss Morant. "He was too tiresomely good, and he moralized, and gave her advice. If you give me advice, Anthony, I shall be back in Surrey the next day, and you will find a note on your pincushion." " You'll come to-morrow with me to the jeweller s ? " " Oh yes, of course ; that will be the only really entertaining morning we have had. You trod on my toes all day at the pictures, and you were a dreadful bore walkincr in Eotten Kow. From starino^ so 238 FOILED. nmcli at me, you were always colliding against people, and annoying them." Countess Valendar was meanwhile asking Captain Stnrgess a few questions about Miss Morant. " How very odd a girl coming to the play without a chaperon ! " she said. " Well, she isn t conventional. She is half American, you see." " I always find American girls very nice, and not faster than English ones." '' Well, old Morant is always seedy and down on his luck. Kather a kill -joy, I should say. Too bad to go out. Good- looking girl, ain't she ? Such extraordinary red cheeks with that white skin." " I thought,'' said Countess Valendar in a confidential voice that Leontine could not hear, " that Lord Huddersfield was supposed to admire her ? " '' Well, he admires any woman who isn't too plain about the head. But marriage FOILED. 239 ain't in tiis line. He can't resist a good- looking girl." *' I thought not. I suppose Miss Morant has an odd fascination for men ? " " You bet she has ! " remarked Lord Strathmashie, with fervour. The curtain drew up for the last act, which most of the spectators agreed was superfluous. " One don't want to see that pair of blazing asses billing and cooing," said Lord Strathmashie, with a slight confusion of metaphor. Hesseltine turned suddenly to Countess Valendar. " I have been ruminating over a plan," he said. " Don't you think you could bring Countess Leontine to Strathrowan this September, after you have spent soQie time in Germany ? And then we might all return to the ' Vaterland ' together. I am by way of going to stay with Stolzenfels for part of October." 240 FOILED. " It would be too cliarmmg. But I shall have to consult my young lady's relations. She, I am sure, would say yes, if it depended on her." " It is very kind of you, Mr. Hesseltine. I do want to see the Highlands," said Leontine. " But Anton may not like me to come over again." '' Do try and persuade him," he said, with great earnestness in his voice, and a plead- ing look in his dark eyes. " I will do all I know to amuse you both, and your brother too, if he would come and try the stalking. And," lowering his voice, "it will do away with much of the sadness of ' good-bye ' if I have such a September in prospect." Leontine turned her head a little away. *^ I am much sharper at seeing our friends than you are. You have never made out, I am sure, Lady Eastbourne and Lady Mary, and that fat gentleman with FOILED. 241 the gray whiskers up above there in a box ? " Frank turned. Yes, there was indeed Lady Mary and her mother, attended by Mr. Prosser. " Another wedding, perhaps," laughed Countess Valendar. Lady Mary did not approve of this play. " I think," she was saying to Mr. Prosser, who w^as all attention, " that this kind of story about married people is so unpleasant. I don't like their disputes brought on the stage. And what a mistake to brinof oirls, like that little Wartburg child, to see such a piece ! " "Dear Lady Mary, how unfailing your judgment is ! " said the Q.C. '' These little ins and outs, these errors of taste, escape, perhaps, the coarser minds of us men. We come to you to tell us what we should like and admire and approve." And he folded VOL. I. K, 242 FOILED. his hands placidly on his prominent waist- coat, and smiled benignantly. ''I am so pleased, Mr. Prosser, that you don't despise women in the way that so many clever men and great politicians do. I always feel at my ease with you — you understand me." " Indeed, indeed, dear Lady Mary, I think I should do so. I have often now had the privilege, the inestimable boon of being your escort to the House, of sitting beside you at dinner, of meeting you at your dear father's. These hours, I may say," and Mr. Prosser became impressive and oratorical, " these hours have been to me an oasis in the desert of life, a place of refreshment in the midst of toil, earnest toil, for my country." Lady Eastbourne, who had been asleep behind the curtain, awoke, and fell heavily against Mr. Prosser. This recalled him to the world of prose once more. But as he FOILED. 213 helped Lady Mary into the large landau which awaited her, he murmured — *' Thank you, thank you, for a bright, happy evening. May I call on you — Satur- day ? I am desirous of a quiet interview." And he pressed her hand. Mr. Prosser, Q. C, was certainly the happiest of the three lovers present at the Criterion Theatre on this particular evening. Anthony Gore had fallen into a state of despair since his fiancee had imparted to him her decision of putting off the wedding. Frank Hesseltine was anxious and depressed. His little supper-party was a failure ; Leon- tine obviously wished to avoid a tete-d-tete conversation ; Countess Valendar was find- ing Strathmashie monotonous, and Captain Sturgess wearisome. " May I come and see you before you start for Germany ? " asked Hesseltine. " Yes, but not to-morrow. Leontine is to be all day at tailors' and dressmakers'." 244 FOILED. Frank walked slowly home to his house in St. James's Place. A s^reat feelino- of sadness overpowered him. One after another, recollections of the sorrows of his youth and middle life came before him with strange vividness. He thought of his lonely boyhood ; of his childish doubts and questionings concerning the perplexities and cruelties of the world about him ; of his love for his friend Charles Marsham, and the last scene by his deathbed. Just a few months ago, a new zest of living, fair hopes perhaps for the future, had been his, but to-night these seem to be extinguished in utter darkness. Evidently, he mused, he was destined always to travel on alone. A heart-ache, almost like physical pain ; a feeling of passionate desire, never, he felt, to be gratified ; these would be with him always through the solitary journey. He wondered if he would have strength, never- theless, to keep a brave front and a smiling FOILED. 245 face before the world's eyes. Alas ! Frank, for " The tragedies that underlie The laughter of a London June ! " At tlie corner of a street a woman accosted liim. Hesseltine, never discourteous to the lowest refuse of humanity, answered her gently, and passed on his way. The girl follow^ed him. He saw that she had a young face, not much older than one which was often haunting him now, and curly flaxen hair — a face more sad and tired than vicious. Pity w^as always a stronger feelinor in Frank Hesseltine's heart than repulsion, and in this case there was no- thing repellent in the unhappy creature who laid her hand on his arm. Certain problems of social morality had not often greatly troubled him ; he had considered some evils in the light of melancholy neces- sities ; and it was only when now and then an especially tragic case had come before his 246 FOILED. notice, tliat he had experienced (j[ualms of conscience. But of late, the softening in- fluence of his love — for surely it was that ! — for a woman had wrought, unknown pro- bably to him, some sort of change in his feelings. He stopped a moment, and spoke to the girl in the tawdry dress who had dogged his footsteps. Not much, maybe, in the way of a sermon, but kind, sensible words nevertheless. And taking money from his pocket he put it into her hand. Then, half ashamed, half glad, he huriied homewards. *' I dare say she'll laugh over me after- wards for a damned fool," he thought. *' But it don't matter ; it was for her sake, for my little L^o." On the morrow after the play, Leontine Wartburg went dutifully to tailors and dressmakers and bootmakers during the whole morning. So that, by luncheon- time, she could honestly tell Countess FOILED. 247 Valendar that she was too tired to go out & again. " What a pity, L6o I Do come in the victoria ! We might drive quite late, and end by sitting a little while in the Park. It looks so lovely with that blaze of sweet orange and yellow azaleas." " No, thank you, I think I will finish my book. I have a comfortable sofa here in the sittiug-room, you see ; and I really have been so busy all the morning." When her friend was o^one, L^ontine pfot up, and went to the looking-glass. She was not vain, and she was certainly not untruthful, but to-day she felt that she was both of these thino;s. " It was horrid of me to stay ! How shall I ever tell Countess Yalendar ! " She looked at her reflection in the unflattering mirror of an hotel sitting- room. But even under these cir- cumstances it was not unpleasing. Her pale gingham gown was well suited to her 248 FOILED. fair hair and skin, and the masses of soft lace round her throat framed in a face that, if not faultless, was wonderfully sweet. , She only looked for a minute at it, however, then she went across to the fireplace and rang the bell. With very pink cheeks she addressed the waiter who answered it. " I expect Lord Huddersfield here at four o'clock. Please show him in. I am at home to no one else ! " Then, interesting as was the novel which she was reading, she flung it face downwards on the sofa, and sat, one elbow resting on her other hand, absorbed in her own thoughts. The sound of the clock — a tire- some playful one that rang a peal of bells before striking the hour — awoke her from her reverie. Two — three — four. And she heard footsteps on the landing, and the creaking of the baize double-door of the room. Leontine was white now ; the colour had even left her lips, and her hands were icily FOILED. 249 cold. Nervously twisting lier lace lianclker- chief, she stood upright by the chimney- piece. Lord Huddersfield, very well dressed, very handsome, with a curiously triumphant expression in his eyes, came in. " How dear and good of you to let me come ! " He spoke very low, and held the icy fingers in his for a minute. She laughed nervously. " I ought not to have allowed you to come ; you see in Germany things are different, and I could not see visitors when I am by myself." " But /am not like an ordinary visitor ? " His reckless eyes looked her over from head to foot. '^ You must not think of me as a stranger. We are real friends now ; aren't we, Countess Leontine ? " Something in the expression of his face frightened her. She shrank a little away from him. " Don't look at me as if you disliked me ; don't you remember what I told you the 250 FOILED. other night at the Middlesex's dance, Leo ? " And he came very close to her. *' Yes, yes, I remember." " I told you, and I do again, that you are the only woman who can do anything with me. I would obey your lightest word. Heaven knows, I am not a good man, I never profess to be, but for your sake I would give up what you dislike ; I would try all day to please you. When I am gone, don't think of me, Leo, as I am ; think of me as what I wish to be ! " She trembled very much. " I am sure you are speaking the truth. I know you will go on trying to do right." '' For your sake, yes ; darling, I have tried ; you " mustn't believe all that people say of me. You know what my great temptation is. I make no secret of it with you, because you sympathize with me. But I am not responsible altogether. Some things are hereditary ; I would only say FOILED. 251 this to you, and it is awfully hard to try and get over it. But I do, I will go on, for your dear sake." Leontine's eyes were filled with tears. She sat down on the end of the sofa, and looked at him with the pure innocent ex- pression that always touched and softened the man beside her, sensual and unprincipled as he was. He sat down also and took her hand. " Listen," he said ; " I feel I am a cad to come and talk to you as I do — when I — when — I hardly know how to put it — when I cannot say all I would like to say. My one desire — the only thing I shall ever really wish for in life again — would be to ask you to help me, to be with me always ; but it is impossible ! " And as he spoke, Leontine began to cry bitterly. The sight of her weeping was more than he could bear. She snatched her hand away, and put both over her face. 252 FOILED. " My darling, my darling, don't cry ! Hear me out ; I would give all I possess if I could have the right to comfort you. But you don't understand — how should you, innocent and good as you are ? — what a man's life is. There may be fetters and shackles that he can't break. He may not be his own master. He may have notions of honour very different from your pure standard of what is right, which are yet better than nothing, and which he can't see his way to break through. Some day things may change, and I may come to you again, not telling you that I love you more than I do now, for that is impossible, but daring to ask you if you would let me hope in return ? " Leontine looked at him with scared eyes. Her face, like a child's, was puckered with crying. Some instinct told her that no man who did not ask her to be his wife had any right to speak to her as did the one FOILED. 253 beside her. She was puzzled, mortified, miserable. But she loved him, and therefore she forgave him. So she only answered gently, instead of showing indignation like a conventional heroine — ^' I know you are unhappy, and I don't ask you to tell me anything. I am very, very glad if I have helped you in any way. But you must go now, and never, never come and see me again. What is the use of meeting ? It makes us both sad, and can do no good. It was very wrong of me to let you come." " I can't say good-bye to you ! " he cried, and tried again to take her little hand in his. She rose, and went across to the fireplace. '' If you do care for me," she said, in a shaking voice, ''you will do what I ask. And I shall never forget you. But we must not see each other any more." " Hou^ can we help meeting ? We have 254 FOILED. got all the same friends ; and besides, some- thing tells me that your path and mine will cross each other at last, however wide apart they may seem now." She leant her little head wearily against the chimney-piece. Lord Huddersfield, who, to do him justice, was entirely in earnest, held out his hand. " Good-bye, good-bye. Countess L^o. Forgive me for having behaved, I know, very badly. Please don't think of it any more. Sometimes a man is so carried away by his feelings that he don't know what he says and does. It shall not happen again." She put her cold hand into his. He raised it respectfully to his lips, and kissed it once only. And when she lifted her head, he was gone. #At *iif ^ 1^ •TV" •TV" TV* W " How tired you look, L^o ! " It was Countess Valendar who entered, FOILED. 255 followed by the waiter bearing three band- boxes and five parcels. " I have had such fatigue. And there was no time to go and sit in the Park, after all. You will laugh when I tell you what I did in Sloane Street. I saw a chimney- sweep the other side of the road, so I jumped out of the carriage, ran across it, and rubbed my shoulder against his. It is tremendously lucky ! He looked rather surprised." '' How can you do such extraordinary things 1 " " It don't matter. Nobody noticed it, and it has put me into good spirits for the day. How tired and pale you look, Leo ! It is want of fresh air ! Have you finished your book, darling *? " " Dear Grafin," said the girl, slowly, " I have been behaving shamefully. Don't be angry — please — please don't I " *' What's the matter ? " 256 FOILED. " I — I — have seen Lord Hudclersfield here ! " " Leo ! " " I know it was horrid of me, and deceitful ! " Countess Valendar walked to the window and looked out at the carriages streaming down towards Bond Street. '' I never could have thought this of you." Leontine began to cry. ^^ I have no excuse to offer — but — but I was going, and he said — he said — " " Did he propose to make you his wife ? " There was no answer. Countess Valendar shrugged her shoulders, and began re-arrang- ing a bouquet of flowers in one of the glasses. " If you knew all the details of Lord Huddersfield's private life you would not wish to see so much of him ! " " I don't want to know them. He is not coming any more." " I should imagine not ! Look here, FOILED. 257 Ti^ontine, you are a good child, as a rule, and truthfulness itself, so I forgive you this once. But I must say I am glad we have got our tickets for Flushing. Come and kiss me, and we will close the subject." VOL. L CHAPTER IV. A GLIMPSE OF HEATHER AND PINES. "Any more for the Aldershot train?" A porter with a face shining crimson under the July sun was running up and down on the platform as the engine steamed in. A young lady standing at the bookstall thereupon laid down a number of the popular Society journal called TJie Liar, and looked up at the long row of carriages. Behind the station were stretches of purple heather, groups of firs, and little red villas, their windows all twinkling and blazing in the sun. The breeze, or rather a hot current of air, stirred the papers on the FOILED. 259 stall ; but Miss Moraut's face was not flushed, the distinction between the red and white of her complexion being just as it should be. The train drew up with a grunting noise, and the station-master, who had come out of his office, wiped the perspiration from his forehead. Two young men, in a first- class smoking compartment, looked out of their window. " E-otten old South-Western," said Lord Strathmashie, fanning himself with a news- paper ; " stops at every station. Hi, boy ! fetch me the ' Pink 'un ! ' — look sharp, young JuQ:rins ! " Lord Huddersfield, who was his com- panion, and on the point of returning to his military duties, got up, and leant out of the window. '' By Jove ! " he exclaimed, and there- upon opened the door, and was out upon the platform in a second. 260 FOILED. " How are you, Miss Morant ? What are you doing liere ? / am going back to serve an ungrateful country. I hope your father is better ? " She had changed colour for one in- stant, but she spoke in her usual calm voice. " Yes, thanks ; he is better. Eather sad, of course, at the idea of losing me." Lord Huddersfield looked keenly at her and laughed. "I suppose you live not far off? Is Gore down here too ? Have you come to meet him at the station ? " " Certainly not. He is big enough to take care of himself. I have come to fetch my brother's little boy. His train is almost due." " Kotten old line ! " called out Lord Strathmashie, taking off his hat at the window. '' I must be off now, Miss Morant. May FOILED. 261 I ride over and see you one of these days ? " And Huddersfield looked into her eyes and spoke in his gentle, caressing voice. " If you wish. My home is two miles from here. It is getting spoilt now, because so many retired oil and soap manufacturers have taken villas in the neighbourhood." " Yes, and chalk Generals," said Lord Strathmashie from his window. "Exactly — so it isn't what it used to be. But from one side of the house we have still a lovely view over heather and blue hills, and a real forest of pines. Will you come over to luncheon, Lord Huddersfield ? " " Certainly. Let me see, Friday is my first free day. My kind regards to your father." And he leapt into the train again, and smiled as he lit a cigar. " Eum girl," remarked his companion ; " knows her way about, I should say — ^ queer look in her eye — wouldn't like 262 FOILED. to have row with her." And he drew down the blinds and composed himself to sleep. Eenee, a curious hard expression on her lips, stood by the book-stall, her newspaper turned upside down in front of her. When the second train came in, however, the defiant look had left her face, and she ran towards the door of a third-class compart- ment. A little boy, whose long golden curls floated on his shoulders, and a rather shabbily-dressed nurse were the only occu- pants. Een^e took him in her arms, lifting him off the ground, and kissed him over- ^and over again. " My little Jos ! How well he looks, Jane ! His hair is longer and more silky than ever. I have got the pony- carriage here, and will drive you back. . . ." And then, hand-in-hand with her small nephew, Renee like a child herself ran out of the station, where a basket-carriage, greatly the worse FOILED. 263 for wear, and drawn by a rough pony, was awaiting them. And as they drove down the white road, between the villas and the fir-trees, up steep, dusty hills into the country, she and little Jos chattered and laughed, and made plans for the future. '' You shall have a donkey and learn to ride, grandpapa says, and you may order your own dinner twice a week ! " Jos said " he should like to have mince every day, and rice and prunes." And then they watched the birds hopping in and out of the fir-branches, and the school- children, who for some odd reason never appeared to be inside their school, skipping and racing in the yard. The steep climb over, a more thoroughly rural road branched off to the right, with a wide expanse of purple moorland on one side ; and shortly afterwards they reached an iron gate leading to a small enclosed plantation of firs, and 264 FOILED. a dilapidated house, which was the residence of Charles Morant, Esq. Grandpapa, look- ing a little stronger for the bracing Surrey- air, stood at the door, also a single-handed man-servant in a dirty livery, and old Nanny, who had a sweet face, and the whitest of caps. Een^e ran round the group, kissing her father and Nanny, patting the rough pony, and swinging Jos at intervals backwards and forwards through the air. "Miss Eenee, you are in spirits to-day. There's no 'oldin' you ! " said her old nurse, looking proudly at her. "I suppose, my dear, we shall have Mr. Gore here to-. morrow too ? " " I really don't know, Nanny ; I shall see plenty of him after the fifteenth of August. Now I want to talk to you — and Jos. I shall teach him the song about * the frog who would a- wooing go.' Wasn't his name Anthony too ? " Nanny only nodded and smiled at her FOILED. 265 young lady. As she remarked, it didn't do to believe all Miss Renee's nonsense, and she trotted indoors, while Mr. Morant ordered tea to be brought out on to the lawn. There was a narrow terrace at the back of the house, a space of garden below it bounded by heather and moorland, and far away a blue outline of hills. The dark fir-woods to the right were singularly cool and peaceful to the eye dazzled by the vivid azure of the sky, and the glare of the afternoon sun. There was one cedar- tree on the grass, and under this Mr. Morant and Een^e and Jos sat round the tea-table, unconscious of how picturesque a group they made — the old man with his high-bred, pale face ; the brilliant girl, full of life and grace ; the golden-haired child just emerging from babyhood. "By the way, is Anthony coming to- morrow ? " " Dieu soit loue — no ! He has found 266 FOILED. out that the main sewer at Crabston, which is apparently situated under my future boudoir, needs the presence of his ever- watchful eye — and nose. He will come late Saturday. Let me see, to-day is Tuesday. Oh, by the way, darling, I saw Lord Huddersfield at the station this afternoon. He purposes to come over to luncheon on Friday." Mr. Morant took off the large hat, of Panama straw, that Nanny always described as his " paramour hat," and sighed. " It will be rather an expense if we begin giving luncheon parties. I haven't paid, off the Clarges Street bills yet." ''Never mind, dear, for once. After the fifteenth you can advertise the house * to be let,' and come to us as soon as ever you can. We don't want a honevmoon. My Jos is coming too," and she stroked his hair that shone like golden wire. "I am sure Anthony is very good to FOILED. 267 everybody. And to take Nanny too, as well as your maid. He is always obliging." '' Oh yes, he is. I have warned him I shall quarrel with the cook. He has no notion of food. I said, ' Now, Anthony, tell me honestly what you order for dinner when you are alone,' and he said, ' Yeal and ham pie generally, and slices off a hot joint.'" " I hope you won't upset everything, and offend the servants." *' And he has been accustomed to ask the Vicar and his wife to dine in the middle of the day every Sunday. Then they go to evening church, and have a sandwich and tea — under a cosy — at half-past eight. Now and then there is a dinner-party on a week-day. Then we have the Rector again, and the doctor with his deaf and dumb son, and a country squire or two. And two old Miss Gores, Anthony's aunts, who live in the village. One is also deaf — so 268 FOILED. she and the doctor's son talk on their fingers. The other has got aphasia, and has lost her memory for all events since the Queen's accession. Won't it be lively, papa ? I am afraid the excitement may tell on my health." " You talk great nonsense, Kenee. I suppose you, as Anthony's wife, will lead the life of an ordinary woman who marries a country gentleman. Anthony will let you ask any one you like to stay ; and I am sure he has been most generous in doing up the house for you." " How I shall miss my dear old garden ! " said the girl, stretching out her arms. " I- know almost every flower in every bed. I have arranged and directed every bit of it. And how I shall hate saying good-bye to the heather — and the fir- wood — and my beloved Surrey hills ! " ''It is a little late to think of all this. But it would be just the same whoever you married." FOILED. 269 " Would it ? " And she smiled a curious smile, and moved her arms restlessly above her head. Jos had finished his tea, and was sitting on a rug in the shade, his face very solemn, his fat little fingers making up a nosegay of grass and daisies. " A married life is the best for all women," said Mr. Morant. " You will have children of your own, something to live for when I am gone away — and Nanny and Jos. For you can't keep any of us with you for long. Much as you love the little man, his father may marry again, and take him always to live with a new mother. Nanny was seventy-eight last birthday, and I . . ." " Miserable, miserable world ! " said the girl, passsionately, looking, as she spoke, far ofi" towards the hills. And all the time the sun was shining on the scarlet and yellow flowers, on the slope of lawn and the distant moorland, and on the golden head 270 FOILED. of the little child ; while birds flew joyously over the belt of firs. For some moments father and daughter sat on in silence, a stillness broken only by the twitterino^ of a chafiinch, and the cawinor of a file of rooks wending their way across the tree-tops. " The world is very much what we choose to make it, Kenee. But I am afraid I have only learnt the lesson myself too late. I started in life expecting all things to turn out as I wished. And one by one most of the best were taken from me — your mother, health, friends, money. And yet I am in some ways better ofi" than I ever was before. I expect nothing. As the days go by without bringing any special grief, any care harder than the ordinary anxieties of existence, I call myself a happy man." " But that is all very well when one is old. Though / should have said — FOILED. 271 ' Not to hope, because all is taken, Is the lowest depth of human pain ! ' It is a dreadful theory ! I cannot content myself with a cahn present. I long madly to be happy, and I always shall long, although I know as certainly as that you and I are sitting side by side under this cedar, that life has got nothing much more to offer me. Every time I lay my head on the pillow I think that you and Nanny are one day older, that I am twenty-four hours nearer to solitude. The mere fact of Jos growing out of what he is now is sad to me. I want him always as he is, with his yellow curls, and his funny way of pronouncing words all wrong. Do you think, besides, that I have anything to look forward to, papa, in my married life ? I can't be content with mere peace ; — I crave — I hunger to be happy ! " Mr. Morant's worn face looked troubled. " It is not too late, Ren^c, to break off 272 FOILED. your marriage. I never urged you to it in the least. I said, and do now, that I think Anthony a good, straight, generous man, who is devoted to you. But you are only twenty-four ; you have years before you in which you will still be admired, and loved, and sought after. Why tie yourself down ? I know you care for me too much to have any Quixotic foolish notion that you must marry to benefit me. We can rub on comfortably as we have done. We are very happy in our simple way, I am sure. And we can always give up late dinners, and make other little^ economies if necessary." Kenee threw her arms round her father and kissed him tenderly. ^' Of course, darling, I don't marry from any idea of that kind. But I know a great deal of the world and of men, for my age. I think if a woman is morally sure that she will not marry the man she cares for — he FOILED. 273 may be poor, or perhaps the husband of some one else, who knows ? — she is wiser to marry a man who loves her, and who is easy to manage, and will give her entire liberty. Also, a fair amount of money is indispensable. All these desirable qualities I find in Anthony Gore." The sun was sinking behind the black firs, and a cool breeze shook the cedar boughs, and played with Jos's curls. " I can't allow either of you to catch cold," said Eenee, and she put Jos's battered straw hat on his head, and her arm within her father's to lead him indoors. They both turned and looked at the sky as they went in — a blood-red lake meltinor into orange and saffron clouds, and these in turn changing into rose-pink and lilac. The rooks cawed loudly as they went home across the pines, and over the small lake by the woods, which was crimson too now as the sky. Kenee ran up-stairs to tell VOL. L T 274 FOILED. Nanny to be sure and look at the sunset ; and then, alone at her own open window, she sat on till the glories of crimson and gold were dead, and the heavens were one stretch of a uniform daffodil hue. Her little room was small, but comfort- ably arranged, and full of cut flowers from the garden in which she took so much interest and pride. The literature on shelves and tables consisted chiefly of poetry and French novels — de Maupassant, Bourget, Belot ; of poetry, such as Baude- laire and Gautier. Not an ideal education, certainly, for a girl of Kenee Morant's sensuous and passionate temperament. In curious contradistinction, one or two story and picture books belonging to Jos lay among the works of the above-named writers, and one of his broken dolls on the floor at her feet. On her writing-table stood his photograph in all stages of his short existence, and one of her fcither. FOILED. 275 Lord Huddersfi eld's, iii Hussar uniform, was on tlie chimney-piece, also others of him in stalking-cap and knickerbockers, and in yachting dress. All these in silver frames. Propped up against an old Bradshaw and the invaluable Whitakers Almanac, was one of Anthony Gore, unframed, and con- sequently very dusty. There was a large smut on his square nose, which Eenee had not cared to brush off; or maybe it had escaped her notice, for she certainly never looked at her fiances portrait. " Ah," she thought, " how many hours is it exactly before one o'clock, or half-past one next Friday ? If I can't sleep I shall look fao^o^ed and tired. I will resolve to put the idea quite away from me directly I get into bed — if I can — if I can ! What o will happen after the 15th of August ? Will Anthony ask him to Crabston ? I shall see them together ; and, oh heavens ! the contrast between the two 1 What would 276 FOILED. papa think if he could read my heart? Poor old darling, he never will. If that girl with that flaxen head and baby face would only never come back to England — or marry somebody ! As a married woman she would be too excellent and pious to interfere. It would shock her that any man should make love to her. How funny that women should mind ! " Then she took Huddersfield's photograph off the chimney-piece, kissed the face, and held it with both hands tightly against her heart. " What an emotional fool I am ! " she said out loud, and her eyes danced, while the colour o^rew more brilliant with the beatino^s and throbbino^s at her side. " No one knows the capacity for wickedness that I feel ! No one perhaps but he ; I think he does by the way he looks at me." AVas it well for Anthony" Gore, who at that moment was querulously arguing with FOILED. 277 the village plumber at Crabston, that he did not see his Jiancees face just then ? If he had done so, some inkling perhaps of the fate in store for him might have been his. Or would he still have thought the " world well lost " for the tumultuous happiness of calling that woman — for a day only — his own ? — for the joy of one kiss from those perfect lips ? At five o'clock on Friday morning Kenee was awake. Alas ! there was a sound of dripping rain on the windows. She looked out to see the fir-boughs heavy with drops, the gravelled paths soaked, the grass one large wet sponge. The purple heather tussocks were blanched by the mist over- spreading them. On the window sat a little sparrow, so drenched that he appeared in a state of utter stupefaction, and allowed Reuee to touch him as she put her hand through the casement. One by one the cold drops fell on the lace of her night-dress 278 FOILED. and on her outstretclied fingers. The sky was a uniform gray, and the mist seemed to be increasing. She shut the window with a bang, and stamped her foot on the floor. "How hard ! — how maddening ! Of course he won't ride over twelve miles ! I am furious ; T shall not say any prayers, I am much too angry." It was impossible to go quietly to rest again, so she dressed, knotted her coil of dark hair on her neck, took one last look at Lord Huddersfield's photograph, and went off to little Jos' s room. Jane, without her plaits of false hair, was still in bed. " Put on your dressing-gown, Jos, and come to my room, and I will tell you a story." The little fellow was still half asleep, his curls plaited to keep them out of his eyes. He stretched his arms and yawned. Kenee, without more ado, wrapped him in a warni dressing-gown, and carried him off to her FOILED. 279 room, where she tucked him up comfortably in a chair. She stroked his golden head, and unplaited his curls. " Shall I tell you a story, Jos ? " "Yes, a funny story." " I don't feel funny at all. But I will tell you one. There was once a Princess who lived in a house by a wood. She was very beautiful." '' And good ? " suggested J os, yawning still, and rubbing his eyes. " Not especially. Now she was obliged to marry a very ugly, stupid giant." Jos became very wide-awake. " Why did she have to marry a stupid giant ? " " Oh ! because, because — I really don't know why. But she had. And there was a very handsome Prince, with fair hair, and strong and brave, all dressed in scarlet and gold, and who told the Princess he loved her very much. But there was another 280 FOILED. lady who was not nearly so nice as the Princess, and she tried to get him away. Why, Jos, you are going to sleep ! " " How does the story end, Aunty Kenee '^ " " I am not quite sure yet. But I think the Princess punished the lady, and got rid of the giant, and then she and the Prince lived happy ever after." " How did she make the giant go ? " "I believe she ran away from him — so far, so far, that he couldn't catch her." '' That's a stupid story," said little Jos. " So it is, but I told you I wasn't feeling funny. Jos, I think the rain is stoppiiig ! " The child's sleepy head was resting against her shoulder, his long fair curls sweeping her breast. She took him in her arm^s again, and carried him back to his nursery. And before long she might have been heard singing to the piano down-stairs and thereby FOILED. 281 annoying people who wislied to be left in peace in their beds. " Ninon, Ninon, que fais-tu de la vie ? " rang out her voice, loud and sweet. The sky grew clearer towards breakfast- time, and a mellow watery light slowly overspread the moor, melting the mist and stealing over lawn and garden. The rain- drops shone like gems on every bough, and on the pebbles on the path. Jos's canary began to sing loudly at the nursery window. Een^e watched the clouds moving like a flock of sheep over the blue. The sun was driving them before him helter-skelter across the tree-tops. The wet dawning of the day was going to turn into a real summer's mornins^ after all. Sing, little canary-bird — louder and ever louder — float, yellow light, over the flowers bathed in dew ! Gladden as best you may the last hours of unalloyed 282 FOILED. happiness that will shine for the young girl who is drinking in the freshness of this July day ! Mr. Morant — who always breakfasted in a dressing-gown patched with squares of varied materials — was sitting at the table, crackino^ an es^of, when his dauo-hter came in through the French window opening into the garden. Her hands were full of flowers, all wet with the rain, and smelling wonderfully sweet. Jos looked up at her from his work at his brick castle and held out his hand for one. " What a colour you have got, Renee ! " said her father. And indeed her cheeks flamed like the geranium in her hand, her eyes shone above them like twin stars. '* It is so heavenly out in the garden ! It cleared up at eight o'clock, and though everything is dripping with wet, it is going to be glorious ! I shall tuck my frock up very high, and go for a race over the moor I " FOILED. 283 She was back at twelve o'clock, and had changed her wet skirts, and was in the small drawing-room, when she heard the squelch- ing sounds of a horse's hoofs coming up the drive towards the house. And in a few minutes, a handsome man, wearing gaiters and a brown pot-hat, had dismounted at the door. Mr. Morant's greeting to Lord Hudders- field was not especially cordial. He was, for one thing, feeling very tired and depressed ; and moreover he thought his visit unnecessary. But Jos approved greatly of the tall soldier who took him out to see his horse, and who let him sit on its back. x4nd Eenee saw the little boy coming from the stables, hand-in-hand with Lord Huddersfield. Then she came forward with a few words of greeting. Huddersfield made himself very pleasant during luncheon, talking chiefly to Mr. Morant, only glancing occasionally at Renee with 284 FOILED. that half-amused, altogether confident expression of his. This meal over, Mr. Morant went to his own room to lie down, and the two younger people were left alone. " Come and sit in the garden," said Renee — " or shall we walk down the fir- wood a little way ? " " Whichever you like. Whatever you wish pleases me. Perhaps the garden for choice. You will find the woods still wet." So they walked along the rather badly kept gravel, brushing against the damp box-borders, towards a rustic seat out of sight of the house. Behind it was a small group of yew-trees ; in front another path led towards the flower-garden, and through the boughs of various evergreens shone little patches of colour — scarlet, yellow, and pink — where the verbenas and sweet- williams and nasturtiums were growing. FOILED. 285 Huddersfield threw his arm along the back of the rustic seat, and looked long and earnestly at his companion. She, for her part, did not try to avoid his gaze, though her lips quivered and her figure trembled a little. " So you have made up your mind to throw yourself away ? " he asked. There was an ease, verging on insolence, in his manner, though his eyes spoke nothing but admiration. " Why not ? It does not signify what becomes of me ? " " You don't mean that. You think it signifies a good deal, you little humbug. You are marrying Gore so as to have entire liberty to do what you like afterwards." " You are not speaking like a gentleman. Because I was idiot and fool enough to believe things you told me last year in Paris, and this year in London, — because I did not repel you as you deserved to be 286 FOILED. repelled, you do not treat me with ordinary respect." Huddersfield smiled. " You were not so disdainful to me when we drove in the Bois de Boulogne," he said in a low voice, trying to take her hand. " Because I thought — I was an abject fool — but I did think you meant what you said. Thank God, I have ceased to care now whether you speak the truth or not." '' Have you ? " And he put his arm round her. " Renee, you are a witch. You have an extraordinary fascination for me. Whenever I see you, it holds me fast, whether I will or not. What happy days we had in Paris ! Your dear old father let us do pretty much what we liked ! Do you remember Auteuil, — and St. Cloud, — and that day at Fontainebleau ? " She had withdrawn herself resolutely from his arm. FOILED. 287 " You are infamous — you are a liar," she said, quite calmly, her face growing white. " Why do you say one thing one day, or one year, and during another show me that it means nothing ? But I know wdiy — I have found out what your life is. You have no sense of shame ! You allow a woman w^ho cares for you in her own miserable, violent way to help you with money. You have tied yourself to her, because you are so mean ; I will never allow you to come and see me again. And then you pose as wishing to be reformed to some one else, whom you think fascinating and lovely, but w^hom you have no more idea of marrying than you have of marrying me!" " Eenee, you are an extraordinary girl to dare to speak to me like this ! " " I am not afraid — I despise a man of }'our character — I — " She burst into tears. And Huddersfield, 288 FOILED. who, as we know, was easily moved by the sight of beauty in distress, especially when he himself was the origin of the grief, softened visibly, although Kenee's covert allusion to Leontine Wartburo^ had orone near to making him very angry. He was in a perplexing position. There were three women who loved him, he was sure ; one faded now, and hardly fair, but whose passionate devotion yet touched him against his will ; this one by his side, more beautiful, and perhaps fully as reckless : and yet another, the thought of whose image made his heart swell. He could not give up either of the three for ever, although he only loved one ; both his vanity and his pity were touched. So he determined to console the one nearest to him. '' Little Renee, don't be too hard on me. I was not lying when I told you in Paris how dear you were to me, and FOILED. 289 what a fascination you exercised over me. And you do so still — upon my life you do/' " I believe that with you there is * 7ii foi, ni hi ' — that you are incapable of constancy, as you are of remorse." " My child, you don't think that. You have said the cruellest things to me to-day, things that I would forgive from no one else. But I will try and forget them. Let us always be friends — all through our sad lives that we must spend apart from each other. You know — I can't imagine who in Heaven's name told you — why I don't feel that I could marry any one — now. But we can be near each other, can't we, always in thought, all the same ? " Lord Huddersfield drew her towards him, she unresisting now, and he kissed her many times on her brilliant face. Poor girl, she did not know, that to the woman whom lie really loved he had only given one cold kiss VOL. I. u 290 FOILED. on her little hand ; that it would have seemed to him a sacrilege to treat her as he had treated the one who sat beside him. Her only feeling was one of wild joy, of desperate longing to be always beside him, to hear him speak again thus gently and kindly, to feel his arms round her. And to those who would have shrunk from her and judged her harshly, let it be said that she had never had a chance of knowing what a good woman should be, that no one had tried to soften her will or curb her passionate desires, to teach her the great life-lessons of self-sacrifice, and truth. The two came slowly homewards. And at the door stood Mr. Morant. "A telegram for you, my sweet," he said to his daughter. '^ I opened it. It is from Anthony, and he will be here in half an hour." She turned a little pale. FOILED. 291 "So he has bested the main drain, I suppose," she answered calmly. " Poor old Anthony ! How shall we amuse him ? Oh, I know ; well give him a hammer and some nails, and he can mend the wooden donkey for little Jos/' END OF VOLUME I. Richard Clay & Sons, Limited, London & Bungay. * M'.V}