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LONDON: CHAPMAN AND HALL, 193 PICCADILLY. 1871. lAU rights reserved,] Digitized by the Internet Archive in 2010 with funding from University of Illinois Urbana-Champaign http://www.archive.org/details/seadriftnovel01wood ^^2 SEADRIFT. rlH^ CHAPTER i; ■^ * Care lives with all ; no rules, no precepts save The wise from woe, no fortitude the brave : Grief is to man as certain as the grave.' Crabbe. It was a small sad-looking village, imbedded in the chain of cliiFs on the north coast of Cornwall. Sometimes, in a bright summer sun, it wore a grim smile, as the granite glittered in the morning light; but at the period of which I write the sky was leaden in colour, and the broad desert of heaving waters was only relieved from the mono- tony of its gray tint by the white lines of foam which streaked them as the waves crested towards the shore. It Avas autumn, and the crimson and yellow foliage was half quivering yet upon semi- denuded branches, half swept from their ragged arms, and huddled in sodden heaps round the cot- VOL. I. B 2 SEADRIFT. tages studded within the bay. A painter would have seized with pleasure on these lingering en- signs of autumn, as the only bit of warm colour- ing in a sombre picture. Seadrift had seen better days. She had a church far up inland, and a doctor, and had not a lawyer. Churches are creatures of centuries, therefore the presence of that Avhich reared its old gray tower amongst the Cornish wilds was no guarantee for the importance of Seadi'ift. The presence of the doctor was equally illusory, and might be ascribed to the fact that he had a delicate chest, and had been told by the faculty, that if he wished to live a few years longer, he had better try to do so on the coast of Cornwall. So his wife had persuaded him to strive to prolong life, and obtain a livelihood at the same time, by leaving Camberwell for Cornwall. There was in Seadrift a general shop ; and a carpenter, who was also a ship-builder in a small way, having plenty of em- ployment, if not in building, in repairing boats. The clergyman lived near the church, and three miles from the coast ; so the doctor was the only person with pretensions to education near the sea. What added to the gray aspect of the village was the fact, that the houses were mostly built of SEADRIFT. 3 granite and roofed with slate. A slight trellis- work of laths ran up outside these dwellings, and, covered by clematis and Virginian creeper, made a charming mixture of scarlet leaves and soft downy seeds, opposed in tint to the cold gray stone, as did the waving tendrils, swaying foliage, and deli- cate crooked buds of the j)lants contrast with the solidity of the rugged stones against which they w^ere placed. Half the population of Seadrift lived on one side of the bay, and half on the other. There was a steep shelving beach of sand and pebbles be- tween them, and as the sea seemed to have hard work to get up so many flights of pebbly stairs, ^the mighty monster' appeared generally to be tired when he had reached a certain helo-ht, and had gone grumbling and muttering back again. Notwithstanding this, the ancestors of Seadrift had not always found Neptune so moderate in his incursions ; and choosing probably to be on the safe side, and possess a material guarantee, they had made a stone causeway, of considerable solidity and strength, which, extending from one end of the bay to the other, seemed a formidable sea-wall to defy ocean to any farther encroachment. On one side Dr. Mereside, the apothecary, re- 4 SE ADRIFT. presented the gentility of Seadrif t ; and he was declared by the neighbourhood to be a real gen- tleman ; but this cause of pride to West Seadrift was more than balanced by the grandeur of !Mrs. Bolitho at East Seadrift — a lady with a tm-ban and a bird-of-paradise plume, w^ho kept a hotel, or what would have been one, had travellers ever come there, and a boarding-house for ladies and gentlemen, whom the known salubrity of Seadrift might attract, but did not, to the north coast of Cornwall. Luckily Mrs. Bolitho had means of subsistence independent of her hotel and boarding- house. She advertised, however, every now and then in the spring, summer, and autumn months, representing that Seadrift was an earthly paradise, possessing everything that could cheer the spirits and restore the vital tone of the invalid ; and that for perfect comfort, combined with cheapness, no hotel in any other part of the coast could equal that kept by Mrs. Bolitho ; that invalids desirous of profiting by the advantages thus offered would find the first medical skill that England could pro- duce in the person of Dr. jNIereside, general prac- titioner; this addendum having been inserted at the sufTo-estion of ]\Irs. Mereside, who had been most charmingly subservient to the queen of East SEADRIFT. 5 Seadrift, till she had induced Mrs. Bolitho to per- mit this addition to the usual advertisement. This had been accomplished without the knowledge of the medical practitioner, who would rather have gone for ever without patients who could pay than have submitted to a means of notoriety so unpro- fessional. Luckily the innocent gentleman was spared, by his wife's reticence and his own indiffer- ence to the weekly paper, the blush which would have turned his cheek to a colour more extended than the circular pink spot on the left side, which told of latent mischief within. Formerly valuable mines of copper in the neighbourhood of Seadrift had given it importance. Small vessels could then come within an easy dis- tance of the shore, from the shelving natm^e of the beach, and then transported the ore to London. The mines, however, were worked out, or supposed to be so, and Seadrift lost its popularity and its population. Before the causeway had been built, the water flowing from the neighbouring hills had formed an outlet into the sea. Much of it had, however, been directed into other channels con- nected with the mines. When no longer required for man's assistance, the channels became choked, and the water oozed naturally back to the lowest 6 SEADRIFT. ground, wliicli was the middle of the village of Seadrift, where it formed first a marsh, then a good-sized pond, then a lake. Round this the houses and huts of Seadrift, with their gardens, abutted, and were reflected with their gray tints and autumn flowers ; but sometimes the troubled waters, like sulky folks, declined to make any re- flections at all. The shortest way of crossing from the east to the west, or vice versCi^ was once the causeway ; the way round the lake was long, and made longer by a circle of houses on its borders. The waters had encroached on the land till the buildings had been erected on the higher ground to escape from its inroads. Much speculation had been raised at one time on the propriety of digging an outlet through the solid sea-wall, and allowing the lake to escape ; but, to say nothing of the risk that the ocean would take advantage of the opportunity and return to reinforce the lake, the good wives rebelled furiously at the prospect of losing the supply of fresh water close at hand ; and, after all, no one much cared what became of Seadrift. Men did not begin to think about it till they grew up, and then considered that it would last their time, forty being the average age of the Seadiifters. It SEADRIFT. 7 might sink into decay slowly, or be washed away suddenly; and a ' Dear me !' from the readers of the Plymouth Chronicle w^ould have been all the moan made. The population were composed chiefly of fisher- men — a stern, hard, solemn race. A hundred years since, they would have been riotous and de- moralised ; but Wesley had preached to then: fore- fathers, and instilled holy aspirations into their descendants. His impassioned eloquence had had its exceeding great reward in the effects it pro- duced on those remote districts. Death came also frequently to remind these men of the necessity for a godly life ; not death in the sheltered cottage, with the tender tears and holy pra3^ers of living creatures, but death en- countered on the desolate horizon of ever-cease- less surges. Beaten by wdnds, drenched by rain and foam, the exhausted men frequently sank with their frail vessels, leaving no clue to their fate save the broken oar or shred of sail w^ashed up on the beach of Seadrift, where it told to the widow or orphan what had been the doom of the bread-winners. The w^omen had an expression of patient ex- pectation of misfortune, with a stern determination 8 SEADRnT. to bear it, whatever might be its weight. Thus everybody seemed possessed by a feeling of ex- pectation in Seadrift, but in a different way. The fishermen and their families expected and were prepared for misfortune — which came. The doc- tor expected good fortune in patients — and they did not come, at least not remunerative ones, Mrs. Bolitho expected inmates to her hotel and boarding-house — in vain. There was a white house of some pretensions, which stood with its tront to the ocean, and its side to the sea-wall, where lived a woman and her daughter in whom expectation had almost died away, from want of reasonable nourishment to keep it alive. They were very poor, and only inhabited so good a house because, in the decayed prosperity of Seadrift, no one would rent it of the owner, who resided in it. Mrs. Clemens had been in easy circumstances during the lifetime of her husband, the captain and owner of a small sailing-vessel ; but a night of storms had sunk the gallant little bark, and in it had perished the father and his two sons, leaving a widow and an orphan girl penniless. For some years Captain Clemens had insured his life scrupulously ; but sailors are pro- verbially careless, and a time came when he let SEADRIFT. 9 the day of payment slip by, and the insurance lapsed. The chief part of the furniture of the neat cottage owned by Mrs. Clemens — if that can be called a cottage which was built of granite and roofed with slate — had been sold to defray the small debts owing Avhen Captain Clemens had perished. The chief of these was one for Martha's schooling; for the j)arents had both been possessed by a laudable ambition that their daughter should have a superior education. Fathers and mothers pay such sums willingly, with an exaggerated idea of the advantages which are to result from the sacrifice. The amount of any knowledge worth having thus acquired is generally nil, though the habits of application are of some importance, but scarcely worth the sacrifice entailed on the parents to procure them by such means, as a little deter- mination on the part of the mother will produce a better sample home-made. ^Irs. Clemens did not find Martha could hem^ seam, stitch, or backstitch a bit better when she returned than when she went to school. True, she brought back a large square of white -cotton velvet on which bloomed splendid flo-wers, which had been industriously rubbed-in by aid of tin-patterns of 10 SEADRIFT. different punctures ; but as this marvellous work of art only reached home after the death of Captain Clemens, it had never been mounted, and was both a pride and a pain to Mrs. Clemens, who kept it carefully covered with silver-paper till she should become rich enough to have it made into an ottoman — a circumstance not likely to occur. The poor woman had sold all that she could, and more than she could conveniently spare ; but Hope, which stuck in the lid of Pandora's box, had kept a small niche for herself in the home of the widow Clemens. This small niche in- habited by Hope was ^the best bedroom.' By this the widow had a vague idea that she should retrieve her fallen fortunes. Some traveller might come to search for pic- turesque scenery, some geologist for specimens from the mines, or some speculator in the pilch- ard fisheries. Who ever it might be, he would fall in love with Martha, and make her a rich woman; and then she, Mrs. Clemens, should die happy. It would seem likely that death would arrive sooner than any such good fortune. Mrs. Clemens felt the dimness of age in her eyes and in the relaxed tympanum of lier ears. She received answers short and sharp from her daughter when SEADRIFT. 11 inaudible responses made to lier questions urged Martha to repeat tliem. Ten years had passed since that terrible storm which had brought death to the bread-winners and poverty to the household. Martha had been at that period seventeen — a slender genteel-looking girl, whose chief beauty lay in her golden hair, which rippled naturally over her well-shaped head, and was twisted in a rich Grecian braid at the back. She had at that time a pretty delicate colour in her cheeks, which had faded during the ten years of confinement and privation. When her mother could no longer see, even by the aid of her glasses, the line made by the thread drawn out in the shirt-collar, and had become disgracefully inaccurate in turning corners in stitching, Martha had been obliged to carry the load laid down by her mother's failing powers, and to support them both by her needlework. How glad she would have been for a little ' change of work,' which, as the proverb says, is as good as rest ! But in this small village of Seadrift, or Seadrift Church Town, as the folks called it, the women kept to themselves all soft easy sewing, such as flannel -petticoats and waistcoats, habit- shirts and cambric handkerchiefs, and gave Mar- 12 SEADRIFT. tha Clemens the stiff silk and the stout calico on which to exercise her fingers and sacrifice her needles. Gentlemen's shirts were made with an elabor- ation of feminine skill, which might have been considered as an effort of love if performed by a devoted wife to adorn her idol, but became op- pressive when a needlewoman was required to throw in the additional ornament without extra pay, like the ad libitum sheep supplied by the painter to the Vicar of Wakefield's picture. No one but Mrs. Clemens and her daughter knew how very poor they were, nor how pinch- ingly they lived. They had no servant ; for when Mrs. Clemens's eyes were incapable of guiding her needle through the intricacy of cross threads, she abandoned that task to Martha, and took all the house-work on herself. So there was no one to tell to the baker's wife why it was that so little bread was eaten in the house, nor to the butcher that no meat was consumed from month's end to month's end by the mother or daughter. Martha worked swiftly and well, and had a pretty taste in making up a gown, and a correct eye as to its fitting properly; so that the butcher's and baker's wives, and their maid-servants, when- SEADRIFT. 13 ever they had a new dress, took it to Martha to be fabricated. Her charges were so unreasonably reasonable, that she and her mother lived the greatest part of the year on potatoes only, with- out even the luxury of the salt pilchard which would have given them flavour. When Mrs. Clemens had exhausted every possible necessity for cleaning the house, she was condemned to inactivity, and she was accustomed to sit in a corner of the room, in which was a window commanding the sea-wall, or causeway, and the other the broad expanse of ocean. She yearned for some interest or amusement beyond watching a little cutting of a rose-tree given her by the doctor's wife. She looked at it daily ; and had rejoiced when, by the aid of her spectacles, she had seen the first irregularity in the green stem, pushing itself into a tender - tinted bud of future leaves. ^ O, Martha, only see! it has taken root after all.' Martha did not look up. She was making the last button-hole in a servant's gown, and hated to be interrupted. Hope deferred makes some hearts not only sick but sullen. Mrs. Clemens, repulsed, sank into silence. Pre- sently she began again : 14 SEADRIFT. ^ Martha, there is something coming along the causeway — something bright and gay-looking.' 'Is there?' said Martha, in a voice of perfect indifference, and without any interrogation in the tone. ' You say you can't see, so I do not know how you can tell.' 'My dear, old folks can see at a distance when they cannot see things close. You will find that out when you are as old as I am.' ' I hope I may not live till then,' muttered the daughter ; of which her mother, not catching the meaning, challenged the repetition of the sentence by a querulous ' Eh V Martha replied impatiently, 'Nothing, mother;' the most irritating response to a deaf person. ' Well, Martha, but there is some one on the causeway, and I really believe 'tis Mrs. Bolitho. Bless me, I never saw any one dress as she does.' Mrs. Bolitho was sailing along on the top of the causeway, in a purple-silk dress, with a shawl of striped orange silk, and bonnet trimmed with scarlet geraniums ; an extraordinarily glowing figure, considering the cold gray tints of sea and sky which constituted her surroundings. There is always some breeze from the sea, and it em- barrassed Mrs. Bolitho considerably, sometimes SEADRIFT. 15 forcing her dress against her person so, that she could scarcely move her feet ; sometimes puffing up the skirt like an inverted umbrella, which she tried in vain to put down with he]' little fubsy fingers ; or whirling her shawl into her face, as if trying to stop her breathing. ' Well, I never !' said Mrs. Clemens. ' What a woman she is I And O, Martha, I really do believe she is coming here !' And the widow turned pale, and Martha flushed, and cast her eyes round to see if the room were tidy. There were some ends of gingham, which jMrs. Clemens did not see, but which Martha picked up and stuffed into a drawer, just as the Queen of the East, as Dr. Mereside called Mrs. Bolitho, opened the gate of Mrs. Clemens's small garden, and walked up to the door. Mrs. Bolitho had not before visited the wi- dow Clemens. Why should she? Her dresses were made by the best dressmaker at Plymouth ; but she had some sewing-work to be done, and she had intended, in giving the order, to come down on the solitary pair in all the dignity of wealth and fine clothes. The wind, however, had taken her at a disadvantage, and she was conscious how ridiculous a figure it had made of her, as she 16 SEADRIFT. came along the causeway ; whilst she suspected that, from the position of the windows, her embar- rassment had been visible, and thought that she had probably afforded amusement, when she should have inspired awe. She had been obliged, too, to drag her bonnet down in a manner most untender towards its delicacy, and had a conviction that it was sitting awry, besides a suspicion that the false front had drooped more over one eyebrow than the other. Mrs. Clemens had opened the door to her, and curtsying, ushered her into the sitting-room. ^ Drat the folks — I mean, mu.m, drat the wind ; it makes one feel so uncomfortable. 'Tis true, as the saying is, that in a Cornish wind it takes two men to hold one man's hair on his head.' She looked over the chimney-piece, and saw the marks where a glass had been. ' Perhaps,' said Martha, ^ mother, ^Irs. Bolitho would like to walk up-stairs.' ^A good thought, Miss Clemens,' said the lady. — ^Mum, be so good as to show me the way.' Mrs. Clemens preceded her guest up-stairs to the room which the old woman could show with- out any wound to her pride. There was the hand- SEADRIFT. 17 some mahogany bedstead, with the clean white dimity cmi;ains; curtains also to the windows, carefully pinned up ; and a clean cover over the carpet, which had scarcely ever seen the light. ^ If you will permit me, mum,' said Mrs. Cle- mens, passing her to open the shutters ; and then she went out and shut the door, hearing an un- mistakably angry tone in Martha's voice, calling ' Mother !' at the foot of the stairs. ' Mother,' con- tinued Martha ; and coaxing Mrs. Clemens down, she dragged her into the sitting-room again. ^My dear,' said the mother, 'women are so cmious, I really must go up again. You see, if she opens the chest of drawers, she will see all those stockings that I have not mended, and,' with a sigh, ' they are so coarse, and so full of holes.' Martha flushed ; she did not like the stockings to be seen either. ^ And there's a flannel petticoat all cut through at the hem. She will turn all my things over. I should not care if she came on the velvet you painted.' ' I daresay, mother, she has only looked at her- self in the glass. Hush, here she comes,' added Martha, making a sign of silence to Mrs. Clemens, as the heaA'y footsteps of Mrs. Bolitho were heard, VOL. I. C 18* SEADRIFT. making the stairs creak under her weight. She sailed into the room, reassured as to her appear- ance, and quite ready to assert her consequence and overwhelm the two women hj her condescen- sion. ^ Take a seat, ma'am,' suggested Mrs. Clemens. Mrs. Bolitho sat down with her back to the light, and cast an insolent circular glance round the poor furniture of the room. Mrs. Clemens quivered and flushed under it. Mrs. Bolitho was a captain's wife, Mrs. Clemens a captain's widow. There was no difference of social rank except that made by wealth. At length Mrs. Bolitho's eyes rested on Martha, as did those of Mrs. Clemens. ^ You have no family, I believe, mum,' said the mother, with a tone of triumph. 'No, I've not,' said the captain's wife fiercely, ^ and I pities them as has.' ' Sour grapes, some might say,' murmured the discomfited mother. 'However,' said Mrs. Bolitho, ''tis about her I am come,' indicating Martha by a nod. ' You see. Captain Bolitho sails in a fortnight's time, and he wants a dozen new shirts. jMy time,' con- tinued the lady loftily, ' is too much occupied to think of undertaking the work myself, and if they SE ADRIFT. 19 are bought reaclj-macle tliey go to pieces directly ; so I have brought the cahco, aud fine Irish for the collars, wristbands, and fronts, and I must have them this day fortnight.' ^I do not think I could do it in the time, ma'am,' said Martha. ^Working from morning till night I can only do one shirt in the day, and a dozen in a fortnight is just that, cutting out the Sundays. What will you pay me?' continued the young woman sturdily, whilst Mi's. Clemens looked uncomfortable. ' I did think of one-and-ninepence each,' said the captain's wife tentatively. ' Can't be done for that money,' said Martha bluntly. ' They are cut out,' said Mrs. Bolitho. ^ Umph !' said the girl ; ' not much help in that.' ^Well,' said the lady, ^we will say two shil- lings each, though one pound four shillings is a deal to pay for work when there's the calico, and linen, and buttons, and thread, to be paid for besides.' ' Do you wish the bosom to be stitched with a heart, ma'am V ' Certainly.' 20 SEADRIFT. 'Will the gentleman notice if the gussets in the shirts have not three rows of stitching ?' ' Bless youj no ! Men are such fools ! So long as 'tis clean, he don't care whether 'tis Ii'isli or hoUand.' ' And about the stitchinf^, ma'am V sufj^ested Martha. ' You say he won't notice it.' 'The washerwomen wdll/ returned the lady, in a voice so solemn that it forbade farther dis- cussion. 'Now, young woman,' continued ]Mi's. Bolitho, ' do you promise that I shall have those shirts this day fortnight?' ' If I am alive and well, you shall have them some time between twelve o'clock in the day and twelve o'clock at night this day fortnight. But you cannot have them before; and the days are so short now,' said the girl, with a sigh, thinking how much the twenty -four shillings must be broken into for candles. ' Yery well ; I depend on you,' said the lady ; and a fat finger, of Avhicli the tip had burst the kid, pointed impressively at ]\Iartha. Mrs. Clemens had kept silence during the discussion as to the price of labour, but now she attended Mrs. Bolitho to the door. 'Are you going back the same way, mum? SE ADRIFT. 21 The wind won't take your clotlies so unpleasant on the beach.' ^ That's true,' said Mrs. Bolitho ; ^ but the salt amongst the pebbles takes the colour out of one's boots so.' And pulling uj) her dress, she revealed a gorgeous pair of purple boots clasping the over- hanging plumpness of the leg. ' 'Tis neap-tide, so I think the pebbles is dry,' said Mrs. Clemens. ' I s'pose I know that, being a captain's wife,' retorted the richer woman. ^However, I'll take the causeway, for 'tis rough walking along them nasty sloping pebbles, that you sink into before you know where you are.' As she left the little garden, she looked inland to the spot where gleamed beneath its glory of autumn foliage the neat white house of Dr. Mere- side. ' Do you see much of them people f said Mrs. BoUtho. ^O, they are very kind,' said Mrs. Clemens; ' aiid ^Ii's. Mereside gave me such a valuable cut- ting of a rose,' said she, snatching it up, and pre- senting the small green stem with the single bud on it — ^liolding it up with the delight of a child 22 SEADRIFT. showing its rattle to a bigger baby, whom the pos- session of a horse and cart makes indifferent to anything less valuable. 'Umph!' said Mrs. Bolitho ; ^my garden is full of them.' ^ Not of this kind/ replied the other pertina- ciously. But Mrs. Bolitho had moved away, and did not, or would not, hear the vehement assertion. Martha was glad that there were only the buttons to be scAved on the servant's dress, and then she should be fi'ee to begin the shirts. A few minutes after she had consented to exe- cute the order, ^Irs. IMereside came on a similar errand. 'My dear,' said that lady, patronising but good-natured, ' Mrs. Treleaven has asked me to a grand dinner-party next week, and I have not a low dress to wear. You must run me up this book-muslin and a petticoat to wear with it.' Martha shook her head. 'You won't f said ^Irs. Mereside. ' I cannot, ma'am.' ' m pay you well, and 'tis such light work !' ' I am veiy sorry, but I have promised to do some shirts for ]Mrs. Bolitho.' SEADRIFT. 23 ♦ ' O, if 'tis for the Queen of the East,' said the doctor's wife, ' of course I cannot expect you to break your word.' Martha did not explain that it was her regard for her word, and not her regard for Mrs. Bohtho, which made her resist the temptation. ^ Well, I shall take the dress to Mary Moore, near the church. The doctor has a patient there, and he can drop me whilst I give the order. She will not disoblige me, I am sure;' and the lady walked away in a huff. Mrs. Clemens looked ready to cry. ' If I had but my eyes, Martha, I could have done the shirts, and your nimble fingers the mus- lin dress.' ^ Well, but you have not your eyes, mother ; so 'tis useless crying over spilt milk.' • I am so sorry to have vexed Mrs. Mereside. She always speaks so civil to me,' the mother maundered on. ^ It can't be helped, mother ; pray say no more about it.' ' So Mrs. Clemens went upstairs to inspect the spare room, and try to find whether Mrs. Bolitho had meddled with aught in the chest of drawers. ' She has ! She has indeed, Martha !' 24 SEADRIFT. ^ 'Twas very unmannerly.' ^ Why did you make me come down f ^ Because it would have been very unmannerly for you to stay whilst she took off her bonnet, cap, and wig, when she don't want any one to know that she wears one.' ^Why not? Why should she wear a wig? I don't ; and I know she is only younger by five months than I am. And here is the stocking at the top which I know was at the bottom. I put it there because 'twas the worst ; so I kept it to the last. And she never went to the drawer where the velvet was at all ! And she as much as said the cutting wasn't worth a halfpenny !' These grievances admitted of no consolation ; so Martha went on with the quick incessant move- ment of her fingers in seaming the body of one of the shirts she had undertaken to make. Mary Moore made the muslin dress satisfac- torily, and thereby established a claim to the manufacture of all future dresses for Mrs. Mere- side ; and Martha had her good principles for such satisfaction as they might afford her. SEADRIFT. 25 CHAPTER II. ' With fingers weary and worn, With eyelids heavy and red.' Hood. A FORTXIGHT passed ill this incessant occupa- tion, ^lartlia did not mo^•e from her work-table, swallowing down the cup of weak sugarless tea which her mother brought her, and eating as fast as she could the round of toasted bread without butter which [Mrs. Clemens had contrived the luxury of a small fire to make. They used peat generally, and coals were unusual and not to be had every day. At dinner the hot potatoes and a bit of salt butter brought her for ten minutes to the table, where she partook of them silently by the side of her mother. The fourteen days had passed. Evening drew in — a di-eary evening. The wind had been blow ing inshore for a fortnight; indeed, for once its constancy had been remarkable. Since the morn- ing when it had deranged the clothing of ]\Irs. Bolitho, it had grown stronger and louder hourly. The sky was of that inky colour which gives the idea of its pressing dow^i on the earth, and being the more solid of the two. The sea fretted itself 26 SEADRIFT. into long white lines as it readied the shore, which was the only break in the monotony of colour. ' I think I see a vessel in the offing,' said Mrs. Clemens ; ' it must have a rough time of it.' And she sighed, thinking of her husband and her boys. Siie was not quite sure about the vessel, however ; the rain was so thick that it blurred the horizon too much to distinguish clearly. Martha cared nothing about the vessel. She was working away on the button-holes, sitting as near as she could to the casement to obtain the last faint gleam of twihght, her eyes surrounded with two red rims, their white having become bloodshot by incessant application. The tension of the optic nerve affected her brain, and made her more than usually irritable and untender to her mother, who sat alternately looking on the dim horizon and on the busy fingers of her daugh- ter, in all the sadness of compelled idleness. ' The days close in so fast now !' she said at length. ''Tis dismal for them that can do no- thing. In the daytime I can sweep and dust and scour the kettle. The whole day is no better than the twilight which Dick Bounderly says they have up in the north six months at a time.' Martha drew her chair closer to the casement : SEADRIFT. 27 but slie did not look at tlie dull sky, nor at tlie line of waves dashing against the beach, and rush- ing back like griefs repelled, to return again with others added to them. ^ Do leave off work for a bit. And look here, I've got two or three potatoes under the peat for supper.' *'Tis of no use, mother; I have not stitched these wristbands, and if I do not do them now, they will not be finished in time ; and if I do not work, who will pay for the next potatoes we re- quire? 'Tis so dark,' she continued in an irri- tated tone, flinging open the casement in the hope of obtaining a little more light. ' I wish I could help you, dear ; but with my old eyes I should heap one stitch over another, like a little girl just learning to sew, instead of an old woman who ouo-ht to know better.' o And she drew her faded shawl over her shoul- ders, and cowered over the smoking peat. , ^ I wish you would put the fire out, mother ; I am working the smoke into the hoUand stitch by stitch. You really should not be so thoughtless at your age.' !Mrs. Clemens carried the offending peat out- side the back door, and saw it flame up directly in 28 SEADRIFT. the current of air. Such extravagance was not to be tolerated; so she poured water on it, and wished dearest Martha was not quite so cross. But she muttered : ^I am no use. I Avish that I were in tlie churchyard ;' and then she wept silently, to think that no holy earth had covered the corpses of her dear ones, no pious hymn been sung at their funeral, no discourse uttered on their untimely fate, — the dim and desolate waters had been their grave, and the wild winds had sung their requiem. The churchyard presented to her mind an idea of loneliness, which would not have existed had the bodies of her husband and sons been bm'ied there. We cannot separate ourselves from the yearnings of corporeal affection. ^Ii's. Clemens could not help feeling as if she should know all about her locality after she was buried, and should pine for the absent ones even there. ' What stories them people tell,' the old wo- man thought, ' who say that if the dead were to come back again, they would not be welcome; but, like a book taken away for a bit out of a bookshelf, the place would be closed up by other books, and when they came back there would be no place for them. But if I could see my deai* SEADRIFT. 29 old man again, it seems to me that I shouldn't want any other heaven. And we was so happy, and them dear boys — ' And she wept all the more because they had never been cross to her, and Martha was. But she must leave off crying and go indoors ; for the piercing wind seemed to cleave her to the backbone, and Martha would want to have the rush-candle hghted. The Hghted candle revealed Martha's eyes sur- rounded with the two red lines. ' O, my child !' said the mother, softened into additional tenderness by thoughts of the loved ones she had lost, ' I can do nothing to help you ; I can only look at you, and be thankful that such a pleasure is still left to me. I am no use to any one,' she reiterated sadly, and made a little pause, hoping to be contradicted. But no contradiction, yearned for by the mother's heart, responded ; there was not even a tender smile on the rigid face, the fingers still continuing their quick jerking movement. It was finished at length ; and the young wo- man, having se^vn on the last button at the collar, arose, and stretching herself wearily to get rid of the sensation of cramp from remaining so long in 30 SEADRIFT. one position, folded up the shirt, and removing a handkerchief from a pile made by the eleven others, tied them all np together, and proceeded to unhang from a nail in the passage an old bon- net and shawl. ' Surely you are not going out to-night !' ex- claimed Mrs. Clemens, in a voice of anxious terror. ^ Hark how the wind sweeps up the cove ! You would be blown into the sea, and di'enched A\dth rain.' ' As the wind blows inshore, I cannot be blown into the sea ; and if I fell into the lake, I daresay I should scramble out again. I promised to let Mrs. Bolitho have these shirts to-night. I said they should be finished, and they are finished. The worst part of the work is done, — the walk will be a pleasant change after sitting in one place for a fortnight.' 'Then, dear,' said the mother coaxingly, 'let me come with you.' 'Do not be a fool, mother,' was the curt reply; ' I could not o;et alono; half so flist if I had to wait for you. When folks make promises, they ought to keep them. I did not tell ^Irs. Bolitho that she should have the shirts if it was a fine night. Poor folks must take their chance of the weather.' SEADRIFT. 31 ' 'TIs near eleven o'clock/ said Mrs. Clemens, ready to cry, ^ and they will all be in bed.' Martha only answered by a look at the half- ' run-down sand in the hour-glass, which Mrs. Clemens had turned when the chapel clock had struck ten. The mother saw the matter was hopeless, and taking her shawl from her shoulders, she added it to the one Martha had already pinned over her bosom. The girl threw it off impatiently, and flung it on the back of a chair. ' It is only in the way, and I can get on much better Avithout it.' Mrs. Clemens repeated the words to herself, and made her own comments. ^No use, and only in the way, like myself. She could get on much better without me.' Yet not the less did she dote on the cold re- pulsive young woman, who was all that remained to her of the wreck of her domestic happiness. Few think of the 2;riefs of the ao-ed. The young, who have grown up around them, can have no sympathy for their unimagined sufferings. Whatever storms may rave around the young, they but displace blossoms and bow the heads of 82 SEADRIFT. luxuriant branches. The storm passes over ; Na- ture reasserts her power to please and to enjoj, and the tears of youth are dried by the glow of the sunbeams. But age sees no sunshine; the path they have to tread is hard with eternal frost, their lio;ht is twilight, their future is blank. They creep on, giving sympathy, but receiving little, and that little from some wanderer bound like them to the unknown shore, and listening like them for the hollow sound of the ocean of eternity, which will tell them that they draw near the end of their pilgrimage. How can the young, dancing in the sunshine, dream what they suffer who stumble, on the dark mountains ? CHAPTER HI. ' Hark, how the wind sweeps by ! The tempest's voice is rising o'er the deep.' Mrs. Hemans. Mrs. Clemens closed the door when ]Martha passed out, and sat doAvn to wait for her return ; memories her only companions, and the images of the dead evoked by their spell. She thought of the days that were gone, and her heart within her SEADRIFT. 33 was desolate. By the side of the chimney on the panels, Eobert had tried, when he was seven years old, to poi-tray the form of a horse, and a boy rid- ing thereon. The mother had blessed the early promise of skill shown in the sketch, and when her hand, armed with a wet flannel, had scoured up and down the smoke -stained paint, she had avoided that tracing of her boy's pencil made sacred by love. On the chimney-piece was a little boat carved by Luke ; she remembered his childish sorrow when his penknife had broken off" short by coming in contact with a knot in the wood; how a shilling had been produced from the ma- ternal store to stop his tears and remedy the dis- aster; what anxiety had been felt, both by the mother and the boy, when the little boat had floated lopsided in the tub of w^ater in the back kitchen ; and what repeated effbrts had been made to induce her to keep her balance as a decent vessel should, and do credit to the fabricator, or rather to the sculptor. Her eyes filled with loving tears at these remembrances, so that the candle grew still dimmer through their haze. She leaned back on the settle and grew drowsy. In her dream she fancied the arm-chair opposite was occupied by her husband, as he used to sit VOL. I. D 34 SEADEIFT. with a quiet smile of repose on liis face when lately returned from sea. She believed that their separation had all been but a tenible dream, and that Time had reversed his flight for twenty years. ^ 'Twas but a dream, William, only a dream,' she went on saying in her sleep, with an uneasy doubt of her joy that troubled the sleeping happi- ness. Of course 'twas only a dream, for there was Luke — she remembered the jacket he wore, which she had patched that very morning. He was showing his father the boat with grave childish earnestness, whilst Robert had seized the boat- swain's call, and was pursing up his red mouth in the effort to sound it. The mother believed that she heard the faint whistle, and started up with. Hush ! lest the curly-headed baby Martha, asleep in the cradle, should be scared by the shrill sound, and awake with a cry of terror. The effort aroused IVIrs. Clemens ; she had followed the impulse of her dream and had started up, and found herself gazing blankly on the empty chair which stood by the fireless hearth, on which, denuded of peat, lay the three potatoes intended for supper, still uncooked in consequence of Mar- tha's complaint about the smoke. The long un- used cradle in which the golden-headed baby had SEADRIFT. o5 slept, no longer occupied the corner in which it had stood formerly. It had been sold for one-and- ninepence when so much of the furniture had dis- appeared. Mrs. Clemens realised all this, as she found that the shrill whistle that had mingled with her dream, and given to it an air of truth, was the wild music of the skies, of the mad mnd shrieking and moaning at every obstacle made to its mighty progress. She was conscious that she had forgotten her- self, as she would have termed it, and looked ner- vously at the hour-glass, lest, its last sands having run out, she should be ignorant of the lapse of time. This was the case; she might have slept for hours ; the candle had burnt so low that it flared up in its socket and went out as she stood up; but, with the natural instinct of self-excuse, she fancied that the "sWnd piercing through the crannies of the house had made it flare and run down. It would be dreadfully extravagant to light another candle, but she did so ; for there was not a spark of fire, and the house seemed so very dreary. She wished she could hear the chapel clock strike ; it was to be so helpless not to know the time. 36 SEADRIFT. ^ The wind is so high, I shall never hear the clock when it strikes. She ought to be back by this time. Good Lord, how dark it is !' she said, opening the front-door carefully, in doing which the candle was immediately extinguished. The open door revealed infinite blackness — nothing more to the eye ; but to the practised ear of the widow a sound which was very terrible. In the interval of the dash of each successive billow on the shore, Mrs. Clemens could distinguish the short quick lap of the water against some obstacle very important and very near, ^ O, I'm sure the tide is too high. 'Tis come where it didn't ought,' said the widow; *and I can't see an inch before my nose — and Martha! Martha !' she cried in the tumult of her anxiety, her voice going off into a wail in the tempest. She knew that the highest tides, as a rule, did not approach by many feet the base of the sea- wall ; but the wind had been blowing in-shore for a fortnight, and though it was now spring-tide, the ocean had receded by very little during the day at its ebb, so furiously had the driving tem- pest forced forward the large body of water towards the barrier created by the raised pathway. How her sight strove to penetrate the darkness SEADRIFT. 37 as she stood outside the closed door ! How many, consciously and unconsciously, have uttered the natural sentence of St. Paul, and lain-by and wished for morning ! Somewhat sheltered by the trellis-work round the door, she waited in the hope that, by her eye becoming accustomed to the dark- ness, she should succeed in distinguishing how far the tide had really advanced. She fancied that it would soon turn. It seemed certain that the short lapping noise was its contact with the sea- wall ; but probably with its base. ' O dear, O dear ! to think that I should have slept, and do not know what the time is ! I know Martha should have been home by this time.' At length, there was a muffled light in the sky at first, and then the moon beamed brightly for an instant through the ragged edges of clouds, and showed the waves dashing their white crests against the raised pathway, and occasionally sweep- ing over it. The body of water had become nearly level with it. In the quivering of the water, dancing in the moonbeams, she could not see whether the farther part, of the sea-wall was sub- merged or not. She cried out again, ' Martha ! Martha !' but the sound of her voice was carried away by the rushing wind. 38 SEADRIFT. ' I know 'tis nonsense to call,' said she, talking to herself. ' I should see her, poor dear, if she was acoming. O, please the Lord, she may have stayed at Mrs. Bohtho's !' said the unhappy mother as tears ran down her withered cheeks. She went inside the house, and relighting the candle, sat down for a few moments, thinking what was to be done, feeling the longing for some one to speak to, which is experienced sometimes by the strongest-minded amongst us in seasons of anxiety. But her house was nearest the sea, and at some considerable distance from any other. Moreover the quiet inhabitants were all probably in bed and asleep, and would feel little sympathy with an old woman's fancy, as they would call it. She sat upright by the open window, with every nerve of hearing and seeing strung to an unnatural tension, to catch the distant lights which glimmered fleetingly on the moving waters, or the sounds which swept wailingly over their troubled surface. There were moonbeams now, bright enough to show the figm^e of Llartha, should she be returning over the causeway; but, alas, that wavering light now revealed a line almost smooth, where the waters rushed over the sea-wall, and fell with deeper roar into the lake below. Had SEADRIFT. 39 slie attempted it, slie must have been swept away. How those ragged-edged clouds hurried over the moon's disk, as if on a chase of life and death ! It seemed to her brain, grown dizzy with watching, that the moon itself was careering through the sky Avith frightful rapidity. ' Hark I what was that V she asked herself aloud ; and then started at the somid of her own voice. Li a brief lull of the circling tempest the dull boom of a minute-gun came across the tumbling waters. She knew the sound. Some large vessel was in danger on this treacherous coast ; some bark sufficiently important to have guns to fire, which poor Captain Clemens had not. ^ There,' said she in a tone of inward triumph, ^ I told Martha that I saw a ship ;' and then she wept, thinking that perhaps Martha would never again hear minute-guns nor human voices. She waited, and heard it again. ^Poor souls, poor souls !' she said, ' what a fearful strait they must be in, to think any one could go out to them such a night as this ! Struck on the Gull Rock, I should not wonder;' and with quick sympathy, bom of past experience, the tender-hearted widow thought so much of the terrible struggle for life 40 SEADRIFT. and terror of death going on in the devoted vessel, that for the instant her own anxiety was lessened. She had now, she imagined, a legitimate reason for awakening her neighbours — at least those within her reach. She tied a handkerchief over her head, and crossing her shawl, fastened it in a knot behind her, lest the ends being caught by the wind should hinder her progress. She looked out, and drew back for a moment, scared by the darkness. The village had been built on the slope of the hills, as I have said before, w^itli gardens stretching; down towards the lake. There were paths, of course, between these gardens and the banks of the lake ; but such roads as Seadrift could boast were outside the buildings on the declivity of the hills. The desire to have some one to speak to strongly urged her onwards. ^ And Mrs. Mereside always speaks civil,' said the poor woman. ' Perhaps the wind won't be so strong when I get into the road.' So she trusted her feeble steps to the force of the storm. Sometimes blown forward, sometimes on one side, she staggered along, at first clinging to the garden-wall, till she came into the road. She could not walk fast. With hands outstretched. SEADRIFT. 41 and feet put forward tentatively, she felt her way in the darkness. ^I shall know when I get to the gate/ she said. ^ I shall feel with my feet where the ruts of his gig- wheels turn in.' In her difficulties of progress, she was less occupied by her anxiety for Martha, feeling that in some mysterious manner the Meresides would aid her to recover her daughter. She had leaned all her life on others : first on her husband, and then on Martha ; and now she was about to carry her griefs to strangers, that they might lighten her burden by lifting it even with a finger. She felt the sudden turn of the gig-wheels at last, and found her way triumphantly through the small sweep before the front-door, and up to the lintels of the door itself, where feeling for the bell-handle and the knocker, she began to knock and ring violently. Dr. Mereside had had a long day's work^ and slept soundly ; as did the boy, who, having attended his master in his visits, bedded up the horse, waited at table, at length retreated to enjoy well-earned repose in the hay-loft. Mrs. Mereside, awakened by the thundering peal, raised herself on her elbow and listened ta 42 SEADRIFT. the onslaught on the front-door. Her first im- pulse was to awaken her husband, but on con- sulting her watch by the light of the rush candle she found he had only had half an hour's repose ; and involuntarily she drew the bed-clothes over his sleeping head, lest the noise should be renewed, and he should hear it. ' Poor fellow !' she thought. ^ If they were but paying patients, it might be worth w^hile. Of course they are not.' Then she drew the curtain softly round the bed, and raising the window gently, she asked who wanted Dr. Mereside. ' O, sir ! — O, ma'am I' said the widow spas- modically, as the wind caught her breath, ' 'tis me, the widow Clemens. There's a vessel firing minute-guns. I know all about seafaring things, by reason of my dear husband that's in heaven, if it please God. And O, ma'am' (for she saw the fluttering of a lace nightcap in the light of the rushlight inside the window), ^ there's my Martha ; she's gone to !Mrs. Bolitho's and she's not come back.' 'Is Mrs. Bolitho ill, then? said the lady with sudden interest, possessed by the idea that Mrs. Bolitho, who had hitherto misconducted herself by SEADRIFT. 43 being well and never requiring Dr. Meresicle's at- tendance, now, under the pressure of some sudden attack, had been terrified by the unexpected dan- ger into calling in her husband's aid — ' is Mrs. Bolitho ill; and has she sent you to fetch the doctor whilst Martha stays to nurse her f This question completely overset Mrs. Clemens's train of thought, which had been going at rail- road speed in another direction. ' Not that I know of,' said the bewildered wo- man, who began to think whether this might not indeed be the solution of the enigma of Martha's absence. ' Not that you know of I' said the ireful lady. ' Then what on earth do you mean by coming and disturbing people at this time of night?' ' The ship, mum, and Martha my daughter — the guns — ' Mrs. Mereside slammed down the window, this time forgetful of her husband's repose, so angry w^as she at having, as she thought, been made a fool of, and a victim to false hopes. And Mrs. Clemens was too timid to knock again. ' O dear,' said she, ' what can I do !' and wearied by her battle wdth the wind, she sat down on the door-step and cried silently. 44 SEADRIFT. The sound of the minute-gun had ceased, she fancied. She certainly did not hear it ; but she had turned the angle of the garden-wall, which might account for its not reaching her. CHAPTER IV. * Hope, like a glimmering taper's light, Adorns and cheers the way, And still, as darker grows the night, Emits a clearer ray.' A BRIGHT hope dawned on her after a little space. She was a woman of no inventive faculty, and never could have suggested to herself the probability of Martha's finding ^Iis. Bolitho sud- denly ill, and remaining to be of use to her ; but once mentioned by Mrs. Mereside, nothing could seem more likely. Then it was true that the sea flowed over the boundary-wall ; but ^iartha might possibly have gone round the outsldrts of the vil- lage. She began to think this might be the case. Such a sensible girl as Martha would never have attempted to cross, if she saw the sea so high. Perhaps she was now at home. She might have gone along the road after Mrs. Clemens tmiied away from it to follow the track of the gig- SEADRIFT. 45 wheels. Even at that very minute she might be stirring up the peat to warm her drenched limbs, and reproaching her mother in her heart for being absent. Once possessed by this idea, she turned her pale face towards home, and breasted the storm boldly, though it compelled her to stop every two or three minutes to recover her breath, caught, as it were, by involuntary sobs. When nearer home, her heart bounded with fresh hope. Surely there was a light in her mndow! ^She has come back, sure enough !' said the mother, with a feeling of rehef which made her old eyes swim with happy tears. As she drew nearer the cottage, she saw the light no longer. This disquieted her. Then she saw the illumination on the other windows, and knew that it arose from the glitter of the moon- liorht on the casements. o ^ No doubt she has taken off her wet clothes and gone to bed,' Mrs. Clemens told herself eagerly ; unwilling to abandon the expectation of relief from anxiety. ' She reached the little gate of the gardon. It stood half open, just as she had left it. The blast had been unable to stir the woodwork, which had settled itself into a groove of soft earth. 46 SE ADRIFT. ^Tliat means nothing,' said she. SShe is so slight, she would go through without touching as it stands now.' Alas, when she opened the door, everything spoke unmistakably of loneliness. Still she did not quite despair ; but, too impatient to wait till she had struck a light, she groped her way up- stairs to Martha's room, and stood at the door, which was half-open, quivering with superstitious terror, which mingled with tender anxiety. ' Martha, Martha !' she cried in a hoarse whis- per, and then louder, with a wail, ^ Martha !' Then she went in with tremulous steps, and passed her shaking hands over the cold pillow and the tenantless sheets. ^ O, she is gone ! washed away in the sea ! O, miserable mother ! She is lost in that cruel ocean, like the others. What is my life, that I should hope? What is mine end, that I should prolong my life f She sat down in the uncertain glimmer of the moonlight, and listened to the storm of rain which beat against the casement, whilst the mnd rat- tled it impatiently against its fastenings. She opened it, and peered into the night, regardless of the stream of water which poured off the slates SEADRIFT. 47 on to lier head. The roaring of the sea seemed louder and nearer, and she began to thmk that the sea pouring into the lake would so increase the volume of its waters as to endanger the lives of some of the cottagers whose houses were nearest to it. She speculated as to Avhether the end of the AYorld was come, ^and the fountains of the great deep broken up ;' but she had always been told that destruction by fire was to be the next of its changes. ' If it please the Lord to do as he generally does/ said she, ^the tide ought to have turned afore now — not that I know the time for certain, for the wind has carried the sound of the chapel clock the other way.' She must look her trouble steadily in the face. She tried to speculate calmly on Martha's fate. She might have asked permission to pass the rest of the night at Mrs. Bolitho's. Mrs. Bolitho might be ill, and have asked her to stay ; and ^ii-s. Clemens felt inclined to bless Mrs. Mereside for the suggestion. INIartlia might have preferred crouching in one of the recesses of the cliff to the risk of returning ; or she might have attempted it, and been washed away. She fancied that she might not have taken the alarm soon enough, and 48 SEADRIFT. been caught by the tide in the centre of the cause- way before she could escape at its extremity. The sea-wall was long, and her progress, from the vio- lence of the wind, must have been slow. Perhaps, in the beating rain and dashing spray of the advancing billows, Martha had miscalculated her distance, and had turned back when to return presented the greatest phase of danger. There is a degree of suffering which gives no external sign of its intensity. At length Mi's. Clemens was outwardly calm. So many tears had flowed from those withered eyelids that they had no more to shed. She sat looking out, with eyes fixed on the roaring, tumbling water. What images of death it presented to her mind ! She gasped as she thought of the dear heads already suffocated in those cruel billows. Her husband and her sons had encountered death on the deep, but now the remorseless ocean had left its boun- daries to swallow up her last remaining hope. ^ Whatever it is, it is God's will, and must be borne,' was the cry of the aged woman, with pa- tience born of anguish. She sat gazing out into the night, with her gray hair blowing over her white face, with eyes that ached to penetrate into the solid dai'kness, SEADRIFT. 49 and ears stunned by the incessant roar of the sea. But time and the hour run through the rough- est night as well as the roughest day. The leaden firmament became lightened in the east by a yel- low haze, which struggled to assert itself against the inky vapours which hung like a pall over sea and sky. Mrs. Clemens gazed at the spot where the path used to be, watching the receding tide, which with every returning wave carried back to the ocean masses of the solid masonry of which the sea-wall had been constructed. The greatest portion, however, remained standing, with apertures through which the tide rushed impetu- ously from the lake, which it had joined, forming deep and treacherous channels in the receding sands. She went out, hoping to perceive objects more distinctly as she drew nearer the scene of destruc- tion. She moved cautiously on to the end of the causeway, wdiere it joined the road which led to the back of the village, which sloped do\\^i towards the sea-wall. She stepped timidly, fancying, as the waves roared round the blocks of solid masonry, that they were tremulous under her slight weight, VOL. I. E 50 SEADRIFT. and she moved as quietly as slie could, not to destroy their balance ; but on reaching the end of the crumbling masses she stopped, not venturing to stem the current of the retreating water, which was too broad to step over. She returned to the spot which seemed least dilapidated, that she might see if Martha were coming. As she repeated the words expressive of an act of such insignificance in ordinary life, yet now fraught with such un- speakable doubt and anguish, it seemed presump- tion in her, after a night of such despair, to use the words ^ Martha coming.' Her vision swept over the alternate land and water of the beach ; her aged eyes overflowed from the brine blown into them. She saw no sign of Martha trying to make her way over the disjointed masonry towards her mother. There was nothing but the dull morning sky and the dashing waves so far as her sight could reach, and no sound except the sullen roar of the retreating tide. The channels were decreasing in br.eadth, and the land within the boundary was freeing itself of the water. She was gazing hopelessly at the remote end of the bay, where stood Mrs. Bo- litho's house, when she saw, or thought she saw, a dark spot on the water, borne sometimes help- SE ADRIFT. 51 lessly on the top of the billows, sometimes engulfed in their depths. * 'Tis a body,' said the old woman in a voice of awe. ' Some poor shipwrecked creature whose strength failed when he neared the shore, and now the waves are tossing him about like a lump of sea-weed rolled over and over. O, may it please the Lord that he don't feel that he is being carried away back again to the ocean, after all his strug- gles to reach land, where he would have Christian burial, poor fellow !' Some spectator besides herself was on the scene, and seemed willing to sacrifice life to rescue the dying man, or to bring the lifeless body to the shore. For down on the beach, in a line with that black spot on the ocean, Mrs. Clemens perceived a figure di'agging itself through the water towards the inert mass. A piece of drapery was flying back from the shoulders. It was a woman, then. Yes, it must be a w^oman ; but not Martha — no, surely not Martha. And though five minutes before she felt that her happiness depended on seeing Martha alive, it seemed now that, if it were Martha, she was called on to witness her voluntary destruction. LIBRARY 52 SEADRIFT. For the advancing figure was staggering against the rush of the water, striving to retain her foot- ing, while the retreating waves carried the sHp- pery pebbles from underneath her helpless feet, struggling on seemingly to meet her death. 'She cannot stand before those vrild waters, whoever she is,' said Mrs. Clemens. ' It cannot be Martha ; Martha would never be so mad. O Lord, help and save my child!' she said, terror aiding her conviction of the truth. 'How ca?i she,' the poor mother cried piteously, ' when she knows she is all the cruel sea has left me ? and now to go on like that, as if her life was nothing, when 'tis all I've got.' She was silent now, watching breathlessly what was to happen next. As the long line of billows rolled up to dash on the shore, she at intervals lost sight of the objects of her attention, blinded by the tossed -up foam which intervened. The last time she saw the woman, she had clutched the dark object, and had seemingly turned towards the shore ; then the coming wave lifted her from her feet, she was caught and tossed over with her burden, and the waves passed over them. Then the billows came rolling and broke on the beach, and the mother saw nothing for a few instants; for SEADRIFT. 53 its volume so shook the battered fragments of the causeway, that she was compelled to stoop and cling to the loosening stones. She sat down for a few moments, giddy and stupefied. When the retreating wave allowed her to see the expanse of the bay, there was no sign of Martha, nor of the body she had tried to save. * They are gone !' she said, wiping the brine from her eyes. ^ I can't see them anywhere. Per- haps 'twas not my Martha, after all. O, if it please God that she is safe, I shall never be wretched again.' She felt her uncertain way over the tottering embankment, and had advanced by slow steps a considerable distance towards Mrs. Bolitho's house, when she fancied she heard her name pronounced anxiously. ^Mother!' The voice was that of Martha ; but Mrs. Cle- mens saw nothing, and for an instant believed that her child called her from the dead. ^Mother! help!' was the cry repeated; and she became cold with a thrill of horror, believing that Martha had called on her in the agonies of death, and that her spirit was renewing vainly the appeal for her aid. 54 SEADRIFT. ^O, Martha! where are you?' wailed out the poor woman ; when a dripping figure climbed up the side of the broken causeway from the margin of the lake, and pressing the brine from out her curling hair, which blinded her eyes, she stood upright on the causeway, and received in her arms the drooping figure of her mother. Martha was not given to demonstrations of affection, but her voice trembled for a moment as she clasped her parent to her breast. When words came distinctly, however, they were abrupt and untender. ' Wliat a fool you are, mother, to come out such a morning as this, soaked with rain ! You will give yourself such an attack of rheuma- tism !' ^ O, Martha ! my child ! my dear, dear child ! I've got you safe at last;' and the feeble arms again clasped the slender form of the younger wo- man. ' Why did you venture in ? Your clothes are dripping with salt water! Where did you sleep? — where? O, Martha! how could you be so venturesome ?' ^Mother, you must not talk; you must help me. There is a man down there,' — pointing to the strip of land between the wall and the lake — ^dead, or nearly so. I dragged him in through SEADRIFT. 55 the waves. Come and help me to get him up out of the water.' Mrs. Clemens obeyed the injunctions of the stronger spirit, and followed her daughter over the broken masonry to the place where she had left the drowned man. Her heart had been light- ened of a load so heavy, in seeing Martha alive and helpful as usual, that she cared not now whether or no she slipped over the loosened stones. They obtained a little shelter from the piercing wind by keeping within the remains of the sea- wall; but they trod knee-deep in moving water, which made their footsteps unsteady. It was de- creasing, however, with the reflux of the tide, and would probably in half an hour leave the ground comparatively dry. Martha had contrived to prop up the inanimate form against the stonework of the wall which re- mained ; but when she had left him to join her mother he had slipped down again, and by the time the women reached him, the waters of the lake had flowed over his chin, and occasionally over his mouth and nose. ^O, Martha! what can we dof cried Mrs. Clemens helplessly. ' Help me to drag him back again through this 5Q SEADRIFT. liole in the wall. If we can get him up on the high sand of the beach now the waves have gone back, some one may see us, and bring a cart to move him.' The two women took him by the shoulders, and dragged him through the channel made by the retreating water, up on the highest part of the beach. ^ Now,' said the young woman, ^ give me your keys, and I will go back for a blanket and some brandy.' ^O, Martha dear, not one of the best ones, with the worsted worked like a cob-web in the corner, or like a rising sun ; get one off my bed, those are the commonest. Here's the key of the cupboard,' she added with a heavy sigh; 4ake some yourself, Martha.' She did not grudge the insensible man the means of returning consciousness; but brandy was difficult to obtain, and the little she had had been in the house since her husband's death, nor could they afford to purchase any more. The youth was clothed only in a pair of white trousers and a shirt, which clung to his cold frame. As Martha was about to depart, she turned sud- denly, and stooping down, she drew a sparkHng SEADRIFT. ( ring from his cold blue unresisting hand, and took a gold cross from his neck. These she placed In her pocket, and putting her finger on her lips In token of silence, whilst her mother gazed on her with astonishment, she was gone in a moment, leaving Mrs. Clemens chafing the hands of the unfortunate youth, to tr}- to restore vital warmth. Little could be done, she knew, till he could be stripped of his clinging garments. She sat with his head on her knees, and wiped his hair with her handkerchief, and untying the knot In her shawl, she spread it over his chest. CHAPTER V. ' On ruffled vfmg the screaming sea-birds sweep The unlovely surge, and piteous seem to tell How from the low-hung clouds with fury fell The demons of the tempest.' Mrs, Tighe. Mrs. Clemens looked up and down the beach, spreading away for miles in dreary subhmity, left vacant by the retreating tide. On the sea, rising and sinking on the still unquiet waves, were dark irregular masses, nearing the shore and then re- treating again. In the gray morning light, groups of men were watching these disjecta membra of the 5S 8EADRIFT. broken vessel, and rushing madly into the waves to fling coils of rope round them and bring them to land. The fishermen, though pious and chapel- going men, firmly believed that, when a vessel went to pieces on the neighbouring rocks, it was intended by heaven that the inhabitants of Sea- drift should benefit by it, especially if the waif came in the shape of pieces of timber studded with nails, making a duplication of materials much needed for the repair of their own boats. These men two generations before would have lighted false beacon-fires to lure the deceived mariners to the dangerous coast ; but purer morals had effaced the disposition to crime, though it could not oblite- rate the desire of good luck, as they called their pilfering, nor the effort to obtain waifs and strays cast up at their feet by the ocean. LIrs. Clemens watched these rude-looking figures, their hair and garments blown about by the wind, as they strug- gled in the retreating waves, dragging up what might be human bodies or fragments of ^^Teck, with mingled hope and terror. Their hoarse cries and eager gestures made her fearful ; but she could not but feel that their aid would be very desirable to carry the drowned man to some shelter. ^I don't know half of them,' she said to herself; SEADRIFT. 59 ' I don't quite like the looks of them.' However^ they did not notice her in any way ; as a fresh group ran past her towards the water, she tried the power of her feeble voice to arrest their pro- gress. ' Good sirs, good gentlemen !' cried the widow with a quavering voice. ^There's something coming in, and Bill will get it first,' said one to the other, not heeding Mrs. Clemens. ' Kind gentlemen ! just lend a hand to help me lift this poor young man ; two of you might carry him; I'll give you a shilling,' — the men were nearly out of hearing — ' eighteenpence. Ah, dear, they're gone ; they don't mind a poor woman hke me. What can I do ? There now ! I could feel his pulse a little time back, and now it don't seem to throb a bit. Dear heart ! just the age of Luke if he had been alive, poor fellow, but no- thing so good to look at,' said the mother with lin- gering maternal pride, thinking of the light curling hair and freckled skin of her lost boy. ^ Perhaps some mother now is fretting about this one, and listening to the roaring wind, and praying to the Almighty to stop it, and crying on her pillow at night.' This idea made Mrs. Clemens renew the friction with her weary hand. •60 SEADRIFT. ^ Dear heart ! to think that my Martha might liave been knocked to pieces against these stones last night, if the Lord had not had her in his holy keeping ; and she has hazarded herself to save this poor fellow ! I daresay she thought of her father or her brothers, and no one to help them.' Then with sudden anger, ^ That girl seems as if she was never coming back,' she cried, feeling cramped, cold, and impatient with the dead load on her knees. ^ I daresay she has hampered the lock of the cupboard ; more haste worse speed. Here she is at last, riding in a cart; such a sensible gir} she is!' It was a butcher's cart, which Martha had persuaded the owner to cbive down to the beach before he began his morning's round, to fetch the shipwrecked man. ^I only do it to oblige you, ma'am,' he said; ' meat is a wholesome thing, and I shall have to scrub my cart afore I use it for my joints, after its being lumbered up with dead corpses — for- eigners too, very like.' ' But perhaps you may save his hfe if you make haste, and then he won't be a corpse, you know ; at any event I shall give you a shilling for your trouble.' SE ADRIFT. 61 When they reached the spot where Mrs. Cle~ mens was seated, the hutclier hfted the youth and laid him in the cart, with his pale face on Martha's knees. They proceeded slowly thus towards the widow's cottage, she following the cart. The cart outstripped her, and she was obliged to stop to recover her breath, when she saw Dr. Mereside, looking, as she said, like Death on the pale horse in the Eevelations. He was skeleton-like in form and face, and the horse he rode was white. He had heard of the wreck when he awoke in the morning, though his wife had said nothing of the nocturnal visit of the widow, and had ridden down to the scene of the disaster on the possible chance of being of use; for the doctor was fond of his profession, and had rather work gratis than not at all. During the three years that the warmer at- mosphere of the west country had permitted him to breathe more freely, he had not had an oppoi - tunity of recalling the latent life to a drowned body. As he neared the beach, his position enabled hiipL to observe the troubled looks of the young woman, to whom the fresh air had given a tint which made her almost pretty, as her face bent down over the pallid countenance of the dead 62 SEADRIFT. youth whose head rested on her knees. ' I have seen a picture abroad very Hke that,' he thought, ^ in the church of Santa Croce ;' but he only said, touching his hat, ^ Drowned, Miss Clemens ? Suspended anima- tion only, we will hope. Where are you taking him? to your own house? Well, I'll come and see if I can be of any use.' 'Thank you, sir,' said Martha. 'It will be a labour of love, she added pointedly. ' Certainly, Miss Clemens — only a friendly visit. — Poor as rats,' he added to himself. ' Never mind; I may save life. — I'll gallop back to the surgery, and get a few things I may want ; and I'll bring my apprentice, for he will require more attendance than you and Mrs. Clemens can give him. I shall be lucky if I get him ahve again ; I never have succeeded yet. These broken seas do their work effectually. They defy the boldest and most skilful swimmer; and when fragments of wreck are floating round him, and rising on the crests of the waves, he has the chance of a broken limb from the collision, or is dashed to pieces against the sharp angles of rocks.' SEADRIFT. C3 CHAPTER VI. • Then was the cordial pour'd, and mantle flung Around his scarce-clad limbs.' Byron. The body of the insensible youth was taken to Hhe best room' in Mrs. Clemens's house, and Dr. Mereside and his assistant were soon occu- pied in trying to restore circulation to his flaccid limbs. Mrs. Clemens sat downstairs listening to catch some indications of how matters were going above. They had lit a fire of her best coals, and had called for flannels, which had puzzled both women. Martha looked provoked; but while Mrs. Cle- mens seemed scared, Martha went to her box, and taking the only clean flannel petticoat she had, she cut a snip in the hem, and tore it in two pieces. Then quick as lightning she cut off the band; and running upstairs, gave it in at the door, where Dr. Mereside waited to receive it. She returned to the sitting-room with the band she had cut off still hanging over her arm. ' O, Martha, what have you done ? That nice new petticoat ! I gave twenty pence a yard for it, if I gave a penny. My dear, there was a 64 SEADRIFT. bit of old fliinnel in the cupboard would have done every bit as well.' ^No, mother, it would not have done. And you would not have grudged anythmg to me when you thought I was lost last night ; so don't upbraid me now, and make my life wretched.' ^I don't want to make your life ^vretched, only I can't bear that you should be cold in the winter; and it seems such a waste to tear up a flannel petticoat nearly new.' Martha said no more. She was not given to talking, which is better than ha\dng a voice even gentle and soft, that excellent thing in woman. Presently Mr. Chalk the assistant put his head into the room. ' The young man is recovering, ladies. He is in convulsions, which is only the result of irregu- lar circulation. We expect to get him quite round in the course of half-an-hour. In the mean time, can you give me some mustard?' The widow produced a little. ^ No more ? Then I must run to the shop.' And away he went, riding his master's horse for greater speed. After the mustard had done its work, Mi\ Chalk appeared again, with a smile on his face. SEADRIFT. 65 * Ladies, will you excuse my mentioning it ? — I really don't know how to frame the question; but — have you — have you — ladies, any garment that this poor young man can be dressed in ? for to lie naked, without something in the shape of, or to answer the purpose of a shirt, is not fit for a Christian.' !Mrs. Clemens flushed, and hemmed. She had the best clothes of her deceased husband and sons, but she had always considered their being worn in the hght of a desecration. However, there seemed no option ; and without another word, she went to her chest, and taking out the necessary garments, delivered them to Mr. Chalk. ' Only the shirt at present, ma'am. It will be some time before he can get up. Fever and delirium will supervene, no doubt. I must go back now at once ; Mrs. Craig's baby wants car- minative.' And he hurried off. Dr. Mereside came down deliberately in a short time after. His eyes, large, well-set, and lustrous, seemed to assort with the pink spot in his left cheek, and gave prescience of his future fate. Now the eyes were more than ordinarily bright, and the pink spot more than usually vivid. VOL. I. F 6Q SEADRIFT. ^ I have saved him — I have saved him !' he cried, with pardonable triumph. ' Bj God's help/ said the widow in a low voice. ^ Yes ; by God's help, ma'am, as you say. I hope he will live now. You scarcely expected such a lodger for your spare room, though you have often talked of getting one.' ^ N-o, sir,' replied the widow ; ' and, you see, I am afraid I shall not get any money from this poor fellow. Not but that his shirt seemed to me pretty good — not like a poor person's shirt.' And the widow thought of the sparkling ring Martha had pocketed, and of the locket ; but she said nothing about them. ' We shall hear when he comes to his senses, Mrs. Clemens, where he belongs, and if he can remunerate you sufficiently for your trouble. In the mean time, people loosen their purse-strings on these occasions ; and in my rounds this morning 1 will not forget this burden on your hospitality.' Mrs. Clemens thanked him, without having the least suspicion of the meaning of his words. She had some hazy idea that the doctor was go- ing to find out who the poor youth belonged to, and would do what he could to bear her harmless of expense. SEADRIFT. 67 ^ Really 'twas too bad to give up that flannel petticoat of Martha's. He ought to pay for a new one — that is, if he has the money.' ' You will sit by his side till I come back, Mrs. Clemens. I mil look in again this evening.' Mrs. Clemens sat by the side of the half- drowned youth, waiting till he should awake from the heavy sleep into which he had fallen after his recovery from semi-death. She was proud of her occupation, which gave her a little temporary importance, and a slight preeminence over her daughter. Of course Dr. Mereside knew what he w^as about when he had desired her to sit by his bed- side. He wanted a person of experience. Martha was a very clever girl, no doubt, but she could not know everything, as ]\Irs. Clemens did from the vicissitudes of her long life. She sat with her hands folded over her clean white apron, looldng alternately at the wan face sunk in languid re- pose after its weary buffetings with the deadly waters, and at the little saucepan of beef-tea, of which her patient was to partake when his sleep should have ended. She looked, as I have said, on the pale ftice, so pinched and worn. His hair seemed inclined 68 SEADRIFT. to wave over his head, now that it was getting dry. She longed to draw a comb through it, but dared not disobey Dr. Mereside's injunction to let him keep perfectly still. Young men in those days plastered their hair from one side over to the other, and Mrs. Clemens thought that was the way to look ^ genteel.' This young man's hair seemed as if it would rebel from the pre- scribed fashion. ' I daresay now,' said the widow, ' that he has a mother. She may think him good-looking ;' and she said this with a feeling of superior pity, think- ing how very different the clear olive skin, large orbited eyes, fine nose, clean-cut nostril, and small mouth and short upper lip, shrouded by a nascent moustache, had been to the blob nose, small blue eyes, large jaw, and thick lips of her deceased darlings. Pity, however, softened her heart to the sleeper, and she said, ' Poor fellow ! if his eyes were a deal smaller, and his mouth a deal lai'ger, he would not be so bad to look at. To be sure, he can't help his dark skin and hair; 'tis not every one can be born an Englishman.' She thought that somehow she never was to have anything nice. She had always expected that a gentleman would come to lodge in her SEADRIFT. 69 bedroom — some one very well-to-do, who would fall in love with Martha, and give both her daughter and herself a comfortable mainten- ance for the rest of their lives. Now this black- looking — no, not black — this olive-coloured young man had come — a nasty foreigner, without a penny in his pocket, and without a pocket to put a penny in. She was forced, as it were, to let him have her own boys' shirts, because he had not got one to his back. This put her in mind that the one taken off would want a good soaking to get the salt water out of it, and that it was of a finer texture than that which she had taken from her sons' drawer. Her memory then re- called the sparkling ring, and she thought she would call Martha up, and ask to see it. ' She could sell it, I suppose, if it's worth anything ; but my husband used to say them for- eigners are always dressed up with smart jewels all sham.' In the mean time Dr. Mereside should find that he had left an experienced nurse by the side of the half-drowned man — a nurse who knew what she w^as after, and was equal to every emer- gency. These pleasant little exaltations of vanity came suddenly to an untimely close. 70 SEADRIFT. There had been a red flush coining over the patient's skin, like that wonderful glow of light thrown on the opposite landscape by the ball of the sun near its setting, when unobscured by clouds, and which no painter but Danby ever succeeded in rendering. Simultaneously came restlessness and moaning. He tossed his arms about, opened and fixed his black eyes on ^Irs. Clemens in a most terrifying manner, she de- clared, so that she had said most meekly to him, ^ Sir, will you be pleased to take some beef-tea V No sooner had the warm fluid touched his lips than he dashed it over, to the injury of the clean sheets and the fracture of the basin, which rolled on the floor. More than this : he began to utter sounds that conveyed no ideas to ^Irs. Clemens's intellect. He might have become insane or idiotic from the perils he had undergone, or he might be speaking in a foreign language. Let the cause be what it might, the widow was scared into a demand for her daughter's presence. ' Lie still !' she said in a tone as if she had said ^Lie down!' to a dog, and with as much command as lips so unused to authority could muster. Stepping to the head of the stairs she called : SEADRIFT. • 71 'Martha! Martha! O, Martha, come up; the young man is gone crazy, for he has spilt the nice beef-tea I made for him !' Martha, with a vivid remembrance of her mother's beef-tea, and indeed of all beef-tea made for an invalid, without pepper, salt, vegetables, or an}i:hing agreeable to the palate, and which, as a rule, contains about as much nutriment as the same amount of toast-and-water, probably did not consider it quite a proof of insanity that the invalid refused it. 'Must I come, mother?' she said peevishly. ' I shall never finish these shirts, if I am called off thus.' 'Dear, dear! aren't those weary shirts done with yet r ' No. They were too large in the collars and wristbands. Mrs. Bolitho says they must all be taken off, re-made, and put on again.' ' But sui^ely you made them on the right mea- sure?' ' Yes ; the right measure was the wrong mea- sure, it seems.' ' Won't Mrs. Bolitho pay you ? Why, I heard her tell you they were all cut-out when she brought them, so it could not be your fault.' 72 SEADRIFT. ^Are you so young, mother, as not to know that the weak always go to the wall, and the poor are always in the wrong? Mrs. Bolitho says I might have measured by the pattern-shirt.' ' Will she not pay you something over for all the fresh work V ^I only know that I shall not get my one pound four shillings till they are done. 'Tis use- less to talk. "In all labour there is profit; but the talk of the lips tendeth only to poverty," as Solomon says.' ^ Poor dear ! Did you bring the bundle back all the way through the storm V ' No ; I hid it under some stones when I went in after the man. I've just brought it in. You didn't think Mrs. Bolitho would send her servant with it, did jouV ' Where did you stay till morning f ^Mrs. Bolitho's cook let me sit in the kitchen till daybreak.' ^ Hark ! there he is again. O, Martha, come up ; he is going on so. He only says some word like "awkward," and I am sure 'twas he who was awkward, and not me, about the beef-tea.' Martha went up, and seeing the flushed face and eager eyes, and hearing the reiterated sound SEADRIFT. 73 of ^ agua/ suggested that he wanted cold water, which the patient drank eagerly, and then sank back on his pillow with a feeling of relief. Martha returned to her sewing downstairs, leaving her mother in the undisputed authority of nurse, but with less confidence. * That girl cannot be matched for cleverness,' was the reflection of that doating parent, as she renewed her watch by the bedside of the stranger youth. CHAPTER Vn. * A more abstracted man within my view- Has never come.' Crabbe. Mrs. Mereside sat before the breakfast-table awaiting the return of her husband. 'If Hubert got anything by his patients, I should not grudge his having his meals spoilt,' said the lady, as she arranged the tongs with its feet on the bar of the gra.te, and its head on the edge of a chair, and placed the plate of bacon thereon with another plate over it. She had not partaken of any herself. It was a delicacy kept for Dr. Mereside, whose complaint made nutritive food indispensable. 74 SEADRIFT. At length she heard the clatter of old Sultan's hoofs as they clanged on the stone outside the stable, and turned to the door to greet her hus- band with a smile. ^ Oj Nancy, I've saved him ! He's alive, and likely to live.' ' I'm glad you're pleased, Hubert ; but I know nothing about liirriy you know — and do sit down and have your tea and your bacon. You can eat first and talk afterwards.' Mrs. Mereside did not care much for non-pay- ing patients. Their income was limited; and to their domestic life she had brought a small an- nuity, and he the results of his practice. This had made them very comfortable till the doctor had showed unmistakable signs of consumption, and first had spent the winter abroad, and returned amended. Then the baffled disease came back, re- inforced with autumn winds and autumn fogs, and the faculty — a doctor may always have as many opinions as he likes gratis — told them both that he had better settle permanently on the Cornish coast, and pick up what practice the place afforded. There were patients in plenty; but he scarcely made thirty pounds a year by his profession, and that was absorbed by payment for his drugs. SEADRIFT. 75 All the common- sense was on the part of his wife. ^ A hare-brained sentimental trace' was on him, and his bright glances were ever brighter when he was stirred by any circumstance out of the usual course of his eventless life. He told his wife of the young fellow whom he had restored to life. ^ Were there no others to be saved V said the lady. ^No, not one; only two bodies besides were washed in. They were both battered out of all forms of humanity.' ^ What is he? French?' ^ Why French?' ' Only that Joe told Sally that they thought it was a French vessel that had gone to pieces.' ^I believe it to have been Spanish/ said the doctor, ^ from some letters I picked up on one of the fragments. He is a good-looking young fel- low, I should say — very southern in his aspect.' ^ Just do for a husband for Martha Clemens. That girl really deserves a good husband.' " ' You are just like the rest of your sex ; always thinking of marrying. Formerly, in the time of our grandmothers, tales of true love were all the fashion; now the thought of love has vanished, 76 SEADRIFT. and the chances of matrimony only are consi- dered.' ^Well, my dear, 'tis human nature — or wo- man's nature — and my little proposition did no harm. He is not a gentleman, I suppose V ^That I cannot tell. His hands are small and delicate, and evidently unaccustomed to rough work ; but that reveals nothing. He might be a tailor or a scrivener. However, something must be done for him, whatever he may be. The Cle- menses can't afford to keep him.' ^ No ; they are as poor as rats, and very dis- obliging.' ' Indeed ! That is strange ; want of civiHty is an unusual concomitant Avith poverty.' ^ Yes ; I begged Martha Clemens to make me a dress to wear at the Treleavens' party, and she would not.' ' That was very extraordinary. I suppose she had some reason.' ^ No, none of any consequence.' ^Well, my dear, I shall have a long round to-day ; but first I should like to send a short nar- rative to the Plymouth Chronicle ;' and he seated himself at his wife's little writing-table, and began an account of the storm and its results. SEADRIFT. 7T Love of approbation was strong in liim. He yearned for tlie applause of his fellow-men for the skill in the exercise of which he had been so suc- cessful; but he sat with his large lustrous eyes fixed on space, as he tried and rejected sentence after sentence, and phrase after phrase. ^ Don't consider so long, Hubert. A sentence is like butter to be churned. The longer it is in " coming," the worse is the flavour. That is best which is soonest made. Short and sweet is the way now. Dr. Johnson would never have been tolerated with his long-winded sentences, had he lived at the present day. No one would have read anything he wrote excepting his Dictionary.' ^ I can't manage it whilst you talk, Nancy ; so just go away a little. I feel modest in writing my own praises whilst you are looking at me.' So Mrs. Mereside vanished, and told the maid- servant not to go into the room to remove the breakfast things, as master was busy — feeling that an author, big with an article on hand, ought to be shut up, like pussy about to increase the claim- ants to the domestic hearth, till the labour was over. Dr. Mereside came home an hour after dark, very tired and somewhat hungiy. His Nancy 78 SEADRIFT. heard the clatter of Sultan's hoofs, and knew that her husband would see that much-enduring horse well cleaned, feci, watered, and bedded down be- fore he came to his food. ' How are your patients ? Well, I suppose. I generally know by your face.' ' Yes ; all pretty well. The young Spaniard IS feverish and delirious ; but he has had enough to account for it all, and for even more distress of body and mind. But I am pleased about some- thing else, Nancy. I have called on Mrs. Bolitho.' ^ You don't say so !' said the wife, crimsoned by the knowledge of crimes unwhipt of justice. ^I thought,' she continued angrily, 'you would never have demeaned yourself by calHng there ; but perhaps she is ill and sent for you ? She is ill, then, after all V continued the wife, thinking of the past night. 'No.' ' That woman never is ill,' in a tone of intense disappointment. ' I am sure, I wonder that she is not, with that short neck and apoplectic colour.' ' You are not angry with her for her good health V said the doctor, smihng. 'No; but if she w^ere a lady, she would be more delicate.' SEADRIFT. 79 ^You do not see how you exalt the state of the lower classes,' said her husband, 'hy giving them an immunity from fanciful suiFering.' ' I mean,' said the wife, growing angry, ^ that you will never make your way in the world, nor realise any income of your own.' ' Perhaps not ; but what has that to do with Mrs. Bolithof Mrs. Mereside was silent ; for she saw an un- pleasant flush in her husband's face. ^ Nothing to do with Jier — only — I don't think you will ever get on in your profession.' ^I can afford to hear you say that,' retorted the doctor, * when I brought that boy to life this morning.' ^ Yes ; but what will you ever get for it?' ' I am paid already, by being so pleased.' ' That is luck}^,' said the wife drily ; ^ seeing 'tis all you are likely to obtain as a recompense. But you know what I mean,' continued she. ' I declare I do not, my dear.' ' Well, there is Mrs. Deal, the grocer's wife. She called you in to attend ]Miss Deal ; and instead of pills at night, draught in the morning, and four pretty little phials of camphor-and-water to be taken daily, you tell the woman to provide bees- 80 SEADRIFT. wax and oil in proper quantities, and set the girl to rub the mahogany table for two hours every morning as hard as she could. Of course the mo- ther thought you did not understand the delicacy of her daughter's constitution ; and the girl was furious at your suggestion that she should work ; so you lost the chance of making from ten to fifteen pounds by that case. Besides, you suffer the evil-speaking of the Deal family as to your in- competence in medical skill.' ' 'Tis very true,' said the doctor sadly ; and he murmured, ' And art made tongue-tied by necessity ; And folly, doctor-like, controlling skill ; And simple truth misnamed simiilicity ; And captive good attending captive ill. Tired of all these, from these I would begone.' ' I'm sure I don't know where you want to go, Dr. Mereside. You might make yourself agree- able to me after being out all day, and tell me about your patients, if you have had any.' ' Indeed I have ; and I have drawn money out of all their purses !' ^No!' ^See here!' and he emptied a slender silken purse of a heap of gold and silver. SEADRIFT. 81 Mrs. Mereside's hand slid involuntarily over the tablecloth towards it. ' No ; 'tis mine,' said the doctor, spreading his fingers extended flat over the money. He spoke with a smile, but his wife withdrew her hand discomforted. ' 'Tis for the drowned man, as I call him,' said the doctor. ' I went to every one I knew, and to many I did not know, and all gave me something, though Mrs. Deal said that all Spaniards were bloody Papists, and had a king called Philip, who burned the Protestants.' ' What did you reply to this V ' O, I told her that the Almighty had sent one of Pharaoh's plagues, that of lice, to eat him up, and that they had done so ; which had so affected his subjects with terror and remorse, that they had all immediately embraced the Protestant religion.' ^My dear Hubert, what stuff!' ^ Yes ; but it soothed her resentment against the poor youth, and she sent him five shillings. Mr. Treleaven gave me a sovereign ; a great deal for him — parsons are always poor. The bank gave me three pounds for the firm.' ^And:Mi's. Bolithof 'jVIi's. Bolitho asked to see the list of sub- VOL. I. G 025 SEADRIFT. scribers, swelling herself larger and larger as she read it; gave me a five-pound Bank-of-England note, and wrote down her name with a flourish of triumph.' ^What a woman! And do you think you made any impression V ^ In what way V said the doctor, smiling. ^ Would she send for you, do you think, if — ' ' Certainly, if she wanted a medical man, and there was no one within reach whom she hked better.' ^ Ah, well, you will never talk sense, so listen to a little. Do not give all that money to the Clemenses ; put it in the bank in the young man's name.' ^ A good joke ! How am I to know his name ? The poor fellow says nothing but " agua." Shall I call him Mr. Agua V ^ Don't be silly. Doctor Mereside. Put the money in the bank in your o^^^i name then, and draw it as you think the young man may need it as Ions as it lasts. I would not let those Clemens women have it.' ' My dear, I believe both the mother and the daughter are quite as honest as we are.' ' Yes, very true ; but he may be a gentleman, SEADRIFT. 83 and he is at any rate a man ; and as this money has been subscribed for him, I would not submit him to the degradation of asking for every penny from those women ; you must know best what he will require.' The doctor thought there was much good sense in this. Poor man, he had felt the pain himself, but though admitting it, he said, ^ My dear, I doubt your having been so wise had Martha- Clemens made up your muslin gown at your bidding.' The lady assured him that this was not the case; and after the doctor's dinner, which was also his supper, he went to bed, being as anxious to obtain sleep as Captain Dalgetty had been to enjoy food, whether he required it or not, in order to make up for future deficiencies, should they occur. As his senses were sinking into forgetful- ness, he heard the voice of his wife whispering in his ear : ^ Hubert, you never told me how !Mrs. Bolitho was dressed. Was it the yellow flowered silk, or the. pui-ple satin? so absurd for — ' But she felt she spoke to unheeding ears, and was casting ma- trimonial pearls before smne; so she buried her face in the back of her husband's neck, and slept also. 84 SEADRIFT. Mrs. Clemens met the doctor with an anxious face on his next visit. ' The young man is certainly out of his mind, sir ; he says such queer words.' ^Probably, after the curse pronounced on the workmen of the tower of Babel, each man thought his neighbour demented, Mrs. Clemens. The young man is a foreigner; suppose he should think we were mad.' After feeling his pulse, however, the doctor declared that he would not answer for his sanity just then. ' The room must be kept quite dark and no noise permitted. If he grows violent, you must, send your daughter to fetch me or Mr. Chalk ; but I trust this fever will subside shortly. You must not be put to expense on account of your kindness to this young fellow. Here are a couple of guineas, given me by a friend to be spent in his service.' ^ Thank you, sir, very kindly. "We are very poor, but — ' and the old withered cheek crimsoned, for she had not been accustomed to receive money in that way. ' You had better take it,' said the doctor ; *'tis for him, you know, and he is neither kith nor kin to you.' ^ Thank you kindly, then, sir;' and she put the SEADRIFT. 85 money in her pocket. She had been longing for it, and was so glad to have her scruples overruled. CHAPTER VIII. ' Where poverty is felt, the thought is chain'd, And sweet colloquial pleasures are but few.' COWPEE. It was years since Mrs. Clemens had had two guineas that she might spend as she pleased, even when the proceeds were not for her own benefit. She had depended on Martha for her subsistence for the last eight years, and she had found it very irksome to ask her for every penny she wanted to spend. Thus for some time such small articles as belonged especially to her had been disposed of to pedlars, or at the shops in Plymouth to which slie had sent them, being too proud to attempt to turn them into money in Seadrift ; but these had been exhausted, and sometimes, with a tremulous quiver in her voice, she would ask Martha to give her a few shillings to spend. She had in her husband's lifetime been lavish, too lavish, in her expenditure on that girl ; and Martha never seemed to know that her own mother's venerable toes found their SQ ' SEADRIFT. way through the old jean boots, bought because they were ready made and cheaper than leather, nor that her feet were almost crippled by the darns in her coarse stockings; such as had disturbed her mind, as they had since continued to vex both body and mind, when she thought that 'Mrs, Bo- litho, her ancient rival, had seen the contents of her chest of drawers. Every time she moved about the house her soles suffered involuntary penance, and her spirit was humiliated. Those badly-mended stockings gave her no rest either mental or corporeal. Mrs. Clemens did not forget, though Martha had seemed to do so, what indig- nation and jealousy of spirit had possessed that young woman on a certain occasion before she left school. A little girl, said to be in delicate health, had been placed for a few months at the semmary where Martha's youth had been passed. She was ' the niece of a very grand rich lord,' the old ladies who kept the establishment said in an awe-stricken whisper ; and straightway all the household, and all the masters who attended IMiss Sage's school, fell down and worshipped the little china-looking image which Miss Sage the mistress had set up. What wonderful cambric pocket-handkerchiefs she possessed! what delicate silk stockings and ex- SEADRIFT. 87 quisitely manufactured little satin shoes ! Wlien she was called out from her place for the first time for the dancing lesson, Martha and the other girls had expected to have seen her awkward, blushing, and abashed ; but she looked up in the face of the dancing-master with a quiet smile of indifference, and went through her five positions with perfect steadiness and precision and an in- step delicately arched ; and this accomplished, she performed to the music of the kit a series of in- tricate steps and graceful movements, which filled the old ladies of the house with transport, and the rest of the pupils with rage and despair. Martha's vexation had been the greatest. Martha had been called up immediately after Miss Tynedale had sat down. Martha's feet were large; her stockings were cotton ; and her shoes, though not absolutely shabby, were misshapen. They were of jean, not satin. The foot looked ill, with the crossed black sandal over the white cotton stocking. There was a little titter, suspected rather than heard, among the girls, and a whis- pering, seen by heads being placed in juxta-posi- tion ; and the master, percei\ang and understand- ing it all, had said something kind, and praised Martha for her dancing, to comfort her, when 88 SEADRIFT. she knew she had not deserved praise. This had made her usually delicate colour mount to a purple tint. When, next Monday, her mother had come to Plymouth in the Lively Nancy vrith her husband,, and taken Martha out — a great treat to a girl shut up under such surveillance as that to which the young ladies at Marina Mount were subjected — ^Martha expressed a wish for silk stockings and satin shoes, wdthout mentioning her mortified vanity; for such feehngs reach not any human ears, even those of mothers. ]Mrs. Clemens walked past several shops containing rows of uTesistible shoes before she could recover the shock she had received on hearing Martha's extravagant request; and the daughter's hopes grew dim as she, though a sensible girl, felt a choking of disappointment in her throat ; when Mrs. Clemens, with a gush of tenderness in her heart, returned and bought th& coveted treasures; and ^lartha's eyes grew brighter and her face prettier, from its delicate tint of hap- piness. Not the less, however, did she detest *that child,' as she called Geniveve Tynedale,. who had seemingly driven every one out of their senses. Mrs. Clemens, with her toes crippled by dams^ SEADRIFT. 89 could not but remember her own profligate expen- diture on Martha's behalf, and think it a little hard that Martha should not consider sometimes that she must want clothes. Martha earned the money, and paid the bills ; but she never thought of her mother's want of raiment. Had she done so, she would have gone without herself rather than that her mother should ; but she had always been the person to be provided for, and never had been called upon to pro\ade. Had the idea passed her mind, she would have said, ' Of course my mother will tell me if she w^ants anything ;' but her poor mother felt as if she had rather walk with her toes on the stones than ask Martha for money to buy shoes and stockings. Therefore, when she got the two guineas, she rejoiced greatly. Not that she had any intention of defrauding the young foreigner of any of the money; but ^ money is power' far more than ^ knowledge.' Moreover, her love for her husband and sons had prevented her sending any of their clothes for sale ; but for this young man she had been obliged to supply some linen, and should probably have to lind him whatever else he might require. Therefore there was no reason why a few shillings should not remain in her pocket as a legitimate payment for 90 SEADRIFT. such clothes as he might need. In the mean time she would say nothing to Martha. Martha, the mother admitted, was peculiar; she might insist on her returning the money to Doctor Mereside. Her heart answered to this thought, Never. In the mean time Martha was astonished at the assured step of her mother on the stairs after Dr. Mereside's departure, and at her brightened eyes, and a little swell of importance in her tone, when she stated her intention of stepping into the vil- lage to purchase some oatmeal for gi'uel for the sick man. ^He is asleep now, so I can go,' she said. Martha looked disturbed, and said she had not received her money yet; but Mrs. Clemens bade her not worry herself, as the money would not come out of her pocket; and Martha could only imagine that the doctor had given an order at Mr. Climo's shop that articles should be sup- plied to the sick man at his own expense. The deliffht of Mrs. Clemens was like that of the young lady mentioned by Addison, who as- tonished her mother by the look of disdainful hap- piness she carried on her face, and the triumphant air with which she stepped ; whose secret source of pleasure was wearing a new pair of garters, her SEADRIFT. 91 possession of whicli no one but herself was cog- nisant. She came back, however, to say, ' He's asleep, my dear ; but if you don't mind, I wish you would sit by his side. He is lying near the edge, and is so feeble that he may roll out.' Martha said she would, if the light were good enough in that part of the room ; if not, he must take his chance. She did not suppose a roll on the floor would hurt him much ; the bed was low. ^ O, Martha, don't talk like that ! Maybe he has a mother grieving for him this very minute ; and, my dear, do be tender !' ^Where's the use, mother? Folks are not over tender to me.' And she pulled the thread of the wristband she was stitching, and got up to go to the patient. 92. SEADRIFT. CHAPTER IX. * Earth has been sown with generations ; grass Is but past life, of present life the prop. We eat, drink, sleep ; into our graves we pass, And form for the unborn a future crop.' Horace Smith. ^ He is very ill, poor fellow,' said the doctor, who met Mrs. Clemens on her return, when he left her house. ' Dear, dear, sir ! Have we done anything wrong!' ^No, my good lady, I daresay not; but his constitution has sustained a severe shock, and his head is all astray at present. Yours and mine would be so too, probably, if we had gone through similar trials.' 'It must be very dreadful to feel drowning,' said Mrs. Clemens, her eyes filling with tears. ' Very,' said the doctor, not remembering the reason of her emotion, of which the cause had occurred before he came to Seadriffc. ' And as bad,' he added, ' it is said, to feel com- ing back to life again.' ' I have left directions with your daughter, and I hope the poor lad will get over the attack.' He SEADRIFT. 93 raised his liat, and passed on. ' I should not like him to die now,' thought the doctor, ^when I took so much trouble to bring him back to life. Yes, he was dead ; dead to all intents and pur- poses ; as dead as any one laid in the grave. The old woman was right. His heart had ceased to beat when he was lying on the beach, and I set the machine in motion again. I shook the watch till it went, and now 'tis so damaged that it goes all wrong. He was dead for half-an-hour. Had I stuck my dissecting-knife into some vital part of his body, it would not have been murder ; for all the coroners in England would have pronounced him to be dead. ^ This granted, where was his soul during that half-hour ? Where is it now I Tlien it was ab- sent from his corpse ; 7iow it gives but broken and distorted images ; thoughts awry, perception crip- pled, the threads of memory entangled from bodily disorder. When he lay dead in that room, did his soul hover over him, waiting till Dr. Mereside should inflate his lungs, and Mr. Chalk should work his arms up and down to restore the action of the heart and lungs, and IVirs. Clemens should prepare cataplasms for his feet ? ^ No ; there is no soul distinct from the body. 94 SEADRIFT. We are but machines, filling our space in crea- tion — the highest of the feeble creatures over whom we dominate, but, like them, of no account. Man is like a thing of naught; his days pass away like a shadow. ^Then, being material, shall we live again? Alas, how are we to guess ? The resurrection of the body is a part of our creed. Yea, but with what body shall we come ? — our own bodies ? Sown in dishonour, raised in glory?' He was riding by the churchyard as he thus speculated : an old gray chm-ch, built of granite, and covered with moss of all the lovely tintings in which painters delight — white, black, dull-red, gray, bright orange ; built on an acclivity, where it seemed reared as a guardian of the clustering tombstones around it. These bent hither and thi- ther, as had the feeble and wayward lives of those whose existence they commemorated. Within the enclosure a flock of sheep were cropping the herb- age, which grew more luxuriously over the quiet graves. Dr. Mereside looked at them and smiled sadly. He thought how they were nom'ished and whom they were to nourish; and his belief in that article of the Christian creed was not confirmed. ^ It matters little,' he said, a sharp spasm catch- SEADRIFT. 95 ing his breath as he inhaled the keen air at the summit of the cHff; ^I shall soon know the grand secret — if, indeed, death will reveal it. I shall know it, if it can be known. But,' said he, look- ing up calmly and reverently to the blue sky, flecked with thin white clouds, ^ He who created us once can reconstruct our bodies. The in- nate love of truth and tenderness, of justice and mercy, must have been inspired by Thee, O God, and to thy will I bow. Enough is known to do our duty to others and to ourselves, in honour preferring one another. If this hfe end all, shall I less visit the fatherless and widow in their affliction, and keep myself unspotted from the world? thus doing my duty to others as well as to myself.' His thoughts strayed back to how that duty could be best performed. Then came the per- formance — to relieve suffering, to prolong life, and, when that was no longer possible, to soothe the pangs of death, and say a few kind words to the weeping relatives ; only, as Mrs. Mereside said, he. got nothing by it, not even golden opinions from worthy men. Where was the use of his good works, when ^Ir. Treleaven the clergyman shook his head sadly and sweetly when he spoke 9Q SEADRIFT. of him, and Mi\ Damnall the Dissenting minister called him ^ a hell-born sinner' ? Now this was hard on the poor doctor ; for if he had been hell- born, it was evidently no fault of his, ^ That man ought to be put down. He should not attend me nor any of my family if there was not another doctor to be had within twenty miles,' said Mr. Damnall. '1 am astonished that Mr. Treleaven should employ him. In my opinion, he does not believe in God or devil. When he dies, Mr. Treleaven will have no^ business to bury him in consecrated ground.' ' Dear, how sad !' said Mrs. Damnall. ' And do you think he will be buried in cross roads V And her thoughts wandered to a convenient spot in the neighbourhood. ^Certainly he don't do right,' continued she; ' for he brought Liza Varco's child to life when 'twas born dead ; a thing we all said was fl^Hing in the face of Providence, which must know better than he did ; and now this young foreigner just the same ; and then to come and ask honest folks for their shillings and sixpences to help to support the nasty Papist !' ^ Papist !' said the husband ^vith horror. ' Do you knoio he is a Papist, my dear?' SEADRIFT. 97 'Well, they're all Papists that live out of England, aren't they V 'No, no, not quite all; but I daresay he is one.' 'My dear,' said Mr. Treleaven to his wife, 'have you heard anything more of the young Spaniard or Frenchman or Itahan, whatever he isf ' Yes ; I met Mrs. Clemens. She had stepped out to buy some groats for his gruel. She said he w^as very ill, and Dr. Mereside said that he was in great danger.' 'The doctor himself looks at death's door,' rephed the husband. ' Yes. He always keeps going, however. He is wearing out, not rusting out. He does much good amongst the poor. They will miss him when he dies.' '^Ii\ Damnall says I ought not to give him Christian bm'ial.' 'My dear, what a dreadful idea! So awkward too when Mrs. Mereside and I are on visiting terms. You would not be so — so uncivil V 'Let us hope he won't die here,' said the clergyman with a dry laugh, ' and thus save me from the dilemma. The truth is, he is not ortho- VOL. I. H 98 SEADRIFT. clox in his opinions, and will never conceal them if the subject comes up.' 'Why don't you convince him of his eiTor, my dear, and turn him to the right path?' said the wife, with that touching faith in the power of her husband's eloquence with Avhich some sim- ple women are inspired. Mr. Treleaven gave a discontented grunt. ' He is not a pleasant person to argue with,' he said at length. ' You see, he will not admit the divine inspiration of the Old and New Testa- ment ; and he asked me one day, when we were speaking on the subject, if I did not think the cassowaries must have been very tired of their walk of fifteen hundred miles from Malacca to that part of Asia in which the Ark was said to be built; and how the Avriter could be inspired who said that rabbits " chew the cud." ' ' Then, indeed, I give him up,' said the wife with holy wrath, opening her spread palms, and moving her arms as if to say, 'Anathema ma- ranatha ;' ' And I fear — ^I much fear,' added the lady impressively, ' that he is so utterly lost that he would not care whether he lay in consecrated ground or not.' ' You don't say so !' replied her husband, wdtli SEADRIFT. 99 such a flush on his countenance as a master might o feel Avhen a punished boy grinned in his face, ignoring the pain. ' How do you know?' 'We were standing in our garden the day they dined here, where we could see the highest point of the cliff; and he said, after looking out across the sea as if he would look into the other world, " I should like to die and be buried on that height, to hear the sea breathe on my dying brain its last monotony." " Not in the churchyard ?" said I. So he turned round and smiled, and said no more. I should not wonder if, as a judgment on him, he met some dreadful death, and was not buried like a Christian at all.' This idea was a consolation to the wounded dignity of the pair, and they walked off contented in the possible vengeance held in store by Provi- dence for the contumacy of Dr. Mereside. 100 SEADRIFT. CHAPTER X. ' Every sense Had been unstrung by pangs intense, And each frail fibre of the brain (As bow-strings, when relaxed by rain, The erring arrow launch aside) Sent forth the thoughts all wild and wide.' Byron. Strength gradually returned to the stranger youth, and Mrs. Clemens could leave him with- out fearing that he Avould roll out of bed help- lessly if he lay near the edge. But with strength came paroxysms of raving, which were more dis- tressing to the two women. The chill of the hovering death which had touched him, when once dispelled, was succeeded by the hot chase of blood through his throbbing veins, which burnt with fever. Sometimes he strove to spring from his bed, believing that he was once more standing on the deck of the vessel, and that his chance of life was to fling himself into the rocking boat at its side ; in his whirling brain he still heard the roaring of the tempest and the hissing of the waters, as they were sucked into the drifting bai'k which they hastened to her destruction. Then Mrs. Clemens was compelled to summon her SEADRIFT. 101 daughter, wlio, with the strength and determina- tion of womanhood's meridian, held the restless youth down in the bed by his wrists till the pa- roxysm was over, and he lay exhausted. One day he slept more tranquilly than usual, and lay with closed eyes after he awoke. He was shrunk to a shadow, and INirs. Clemens could lift him like an infant to the sofa whilst she made his bed. It was the fatigue of being removed, and probably the added comfort of his re-made bed, which had induced sleep, and greater composure on awaking. But he could not endure the light ; and familiar images peopled his darkness, and well-known sounds pealed in his ears. The wind was still ; but as Cowper finely observes that amongst forest-trees it makes * A music not unlike The roar of ocean in its maddest mood,' the murmm- of the waves rolling on to the beach brought to his memory the noble forests of chest- nut-trees girding the sacred enclosure with which his earliest and latest thoughts were mingled. The cool shadows of the cloisters seemed to fall softly over his hot brow. In that solemn retreat, shut out from the world, the chant of the monks seemed to mingle with the wild music of the pine- 102 SEADRIFT. groves. Again he dwelt in the grim majesty of that holy monastery. He fancied that he was reclining in one of the courts of the convent, which opened through a low arch on to the mountain's side. He knew that the painted win- dows threw broad lines of many- coloured reflec- tions on the pavement, but his eyes noted them not; they were fixed on the distant landscape, which was, as it were, framed by the arches of the gray stone entrance. There were mountain- tops pink in the sunshine, sparkling streams trick- ling down their sides. Dark clustering groups of firs made brighter by contrast the laughing waters. Hark! the monks were chanting the h}Tnn for vespers. He was ill; he knew one of the bro- thers would come to him soon and bring him some broth. ^ Fra Jose !' he murmured, as a hand was placed under his head and a cup held to his lips. ' Gracias,' murmured the youth, after he had drank the gruel, as his head fell back on the pillow. ^Poor boy!' said Mrs. Clemens, Hie is talk- ing about somebody called Grass, and says Grass has it, only he speaks with a lisp. There, he's going off to sleep nicely. I wish the doctor would come, and tell us how he is going on. He looks SEADRIFT. 103 awful, and there's not an ounce of flesli on his poor bones.' She expressed all these convictions to herself, and joined Martha downstairs. 'Martha dear, let me look at that ring, and the cross that was round his neck.' ' Must I go at once, mother ? they are locked up in my drawer.' But for the talismanic influence of the two guineas, Mrs. Clemens would have said, 'Very Avell, my dear Martha, I mil wait ;' but that pigmy sum made her a giant in her own estimation, and she said, * Yes, go at once ; I should like to see them.' Martha looked astonished, but went, neverthe- less. Mrs. Clemens took the ring, and polished it with an old bandana silk handkerchief which had belonged to her husband, and held it up to the light. ' Nothing but a bit of glass, my dear, and the setting is nothing but pinchbeck. My dear husband — your father — used always to say that them foreigners w^ere ail stuck over with mock jewelry things that Englishmen would scorn to 104 SEADRIFT. MartLa looked rather crestfallen. ' How are we to support this young man, if these things are worth nothing?' *God tempers the wind to the shorn lamb,' said Mrs. Clemens piously, thinking of the mone}'. 'Mother, 'tis we who shall be shorn for the sake of this stranger. I really do not think I am bound to work for Mm. Could not he go to the poor-house T 'Martha!' said her mother indignantly, 'I be- lieve you have a heart of stone.' Martha did not reply — she did not often ans- wer unless compelled ; and she began to speculate whether she had indeed a heart of stone. Perhaps she had, she thought ; and who could wonder, con- sidering the hardness of her life ? Martha was repellent in her manner. She had never had words of tenderness whispered into her ears by masculine lips, never been praised for personal charms, when scores of women less at- tractive had lovers and husbands and rosy chil- dren, to add to toil and to lighten it at the same time. Mrs. Clemens had had all the tenderness of her natm'e evoked by her ties as a wife and mo- ther, and the losses she had sustained seemed to SEADRIFT. 105 have made her more tremulously careful in her love for others — careful not to wound by word or look creatures born to such suffering as she had suffered. Now she saw Martha looked grave after her accusation, though it had not made her daughter angry, and she hastened to relieve her anxiety. ' My dear, that good doctor said that we should not suffer for keeping the young man. I believe he will see to that.' * I don't know how, then,' replied her daugh- ter. ^ My belief is, that the doctor is as poor as Job.' ^Not so poor as we are; and he knows rich people. I have heard that he has an uncle up in London who has no end of money, and no child to leave it to.' ^Yes, and we have heard, too, that he has never noticed his nephew, and will not leave him a sixpence.' ' Well, well ; we can't get rid of this poor boy whilst he is so ill. We must get him well again, and perhaps some one will take him as a servant, or an errand-boy at one of the shops.' ^ Truly he will be so useful, being able to talk so well !' 106 SEADRIFT. ' Now, Martha, 'tis all very well for you to sit grumbling there; but you remember 'twas you who found him, and not I; 'twas you who got the cart to bring him home.' Martha winced, thinking of the shilhng she had given to the butcher for his trouble. * We've got him now, and must make the best of it.' Mrs. Clemens might have set Martha's mind at rest by telling her of the two guineas ; but that was a sacrifice of no little importance to her secret on which she could not resolve. Mrs. Clemens could not perform her household tasks and sit by the sick man's bedside. After she had remained there patiently for some days, recalling by the aid of a few words here and there, rather than reading, the holy Scriptures, and look- ing with dim and reverent eyes at the pictures in her Bible — which Bible had been taken in in penny numbers, and bound handsomely, as befitted the importance of the promises it contained — she remembered that the house must be thoroufjhlv cleaned, and that Martha must do it herself, or sit by the bedside of the invalid whilst she per- formed the rougher work. Martha accordingly took her sewing and sat SEADRIFT. 107 near the window in the sick-room; for sewing brought money, and cleanliness was only a per- sonal luxury. After she had remained quietly some time, only intermitting to the quick click of her needle the occasional use of her cotton in re- threading it, the sick man, unperceived by her, opened his eyes, and looked at her with all the fix- edness of which his weakened sight was capable. The instinct of a painter was reawakened sooner than any sequent train of thought. Mar- tha's figure was good ; the half-averted cheek gave promise of beauty which a fuller view did not ful- fil. The sun streamed through the small window, and striking on the waves of her fair head, gave a flickering glory to the edges of the braids, where the hairs were loose and straggling. The dress was of common material, composed only of pink gingham ; but a little gray handkerchief was drawn carelessly round the white throat ; and both the form and the colouring were in accordance with the young man's idea of beaut^'. The sheet she was seaming, of unbleached linen, made a warm yellowish tint, and fell from her lap in massive and distinct folds. ^ Que cuadro /' he exclaimed. Martha turned her head, to see if she could 108 SEADRIFT. understand what * que cuadro' might mean ; and having offered him some cold tea, which he re- fused, she returned to her foraier position ; and again the picture recomposed itself to the eyes of the artist, with more graceful folds in the sheet which curved this time round her knees. ' Blue, red, and yellow — the three primitives,' muttered the sick man in Spanish. ' Pink repro- duced more tenderly in the cheek — what a reflec- tion !' he said, observing the yellow light thrown by an amber earring on her rounded throat. ' I must set my palette,' he said hurriedly, ' before she moves.' He raised himself suddenly on his bed, and fell back fainting. The slight noise made Martha turn her head. She had only a few more stitches to finish her seam ; and those she sewed before she arose and placed the smelling-bottle under his nose, and compelled him against his will to swal- low a few teaspoonsfull of brandy -and -water. When she saw he was restored, she left him ; and when there was nothing to occupy his sight, he lay quietly with closed lids, awaiting the recovery, which time would bring to the aid of youth and natural strength of constitution. SEADRIFT. 109 CHAPTER XI. * Hoc juvat, et melli est.' Though Mrs. Clemens sent Martha to occupy lier place during two clays in the week — on clean- ing clays — she was very happy and very important in her office of nurse. Martha had repaid her tenderness by snarls : without intending it, with- out even perceiving it, she mortified her mother a dozen times in the course of the day. The young man was gentle in his tone, and tried seemingly to express his gratitude ; and the expansive heart of the old woman received him gladly to its re- cesses. The tottering steps of the aged linger on the beach that skirts the solemn and illimitable ocean. The sand is slipping from beneath their feet, but they strive to steady themselves in a position of dignity, as if their equilibrium was as true, their steps as swift, their hands as strong, their brains as, clear, their thoughts as ready, their perceptions as alert, as when they had counted but five-ancl- twenty summers. The young — occupied by their own schemes, more important in their opinion than 110 SEADRIFT. any that had ever before engrossed the human race, beheving that no trouble is hke their trouble, no sorrow like their sorrow, and that they have a monopoly of wisdom, if not of experience — listen not to words of advice which falter on the tremu- lous tongue of age, and disregard, if they do not strike aside, the uplifted finger of caution. Alas, the old, with all their assumption of superior wis- dom, yearn for the sympathy of the young — sym- pathy they can never receive from their descend- ants, for it is born of similarity of circumstance and of feeling. In the mean time Dr. Mereside saw with satisfaction the recovery of his patient, and sup- plied Mrs. Clemens with two guineas more, refus- ing to peruse the account of expenditure, which she honestly tendered to him. Again this was done in Martha's absence ; for the doctor was a delicate-minded man, and had seen the flush on the withered cheek of her mother when he had given her the previous sum. He had tried to understand the sounds uttered by the youth, but could make nothing of them. He knew French slightly, and Italian rather better. The eight months spent by him on the Continent had given him a tolerable knowledge of Italian ; and French, SEADRIFT. Ill such as it was, he had learned at school ; for that language had become more necessary smce the peace of 1815, and was more generally taught. Those eight months had been an oasis in the desert of his hard life. In pity for his impending death, an old gentleman had given him money sufficient to live idly on the Continent for twelve months, in gratitude for the doctor's having enabled him to live at all, in a case which the rest of the faculty had given up as incurable. The doctor was rather too fond of referring to those reminiscences of very happy months. Mrs. Mereside had not accompanied him, so they af- fronted her. His auditors were affronted; for when he had settled at Seadrift, he found no one who had travelled more than fifty miles from that decaying locality : and his stories, beginning with, ^ When I was at Pisa,' ^When I was at Florence,' seemed to them the impertinent pretension of su- perior knowledge and information. 'Tis a safe rule, never to talk of one's travels, except to those who have gone over the same or similar routes. Folks are, as a rule, more inter- ested in what takes place at their own doorsills than in listening to descriptions of beautiful scenery they have not seen, of the exquisite perfume of 112 SEADRIFT. orange-groves they have not inhaled, or of divine symphonies they liave not heard, nor even heard of. So, when Dr. Mereside began, * When I Avas at Kome,' or ' When I was at Naples,' his audience looked at him with an askance glance of dislike, and changed the subject abruptly. He was sorry he could not make out what the stranger said. It was a little mortification to him. He should have liked to have announced to his neighbours and patients, ' Of course, poor fellow ! as soon as he could speak intelligibly — that is, as soon as the delirium subsided — I imderstood him directly.' For this reason the doctor would not give up the effort without a struggle. He sat down with a pencil and the back of a letter, and began to spell out the sounds as the youth uttered them, on the chance that the sight of the letters might convey meanings which he could not adapt to the sounds. The foreigner saw what he was doing, without understanding quite why it was done, and stretch- ing out his skeleton fingers for the paper and pen- cil, he began to correct with a tremulous hand the writing of the w^ords he had spoken, and which the doctor had tried to reproduce on paper. SEADRIFT. 113 ' Agradezco a Vd cahallero las hondades que tiene 2)07' 7ne.^ The doctor spelt over it, and suddenly a bright thought struck him, and he addressed his patient in Latin. Tlie foreigner tried hard to understand ; and the doctor, thinking again that the pronuncia- tion might be the stumbling-block, wrote down his question in Latin in as clear a hand as he could. ' Of what nation are you V 'I am a Spaniard,' replied he, with a smile and a flush of pleasure at finding some one who could understand him. ' Well educated, since you are acquainted with the Latin language f ' Passably, sir. That I know no more is the result of my own dulness, and arises not from any neglect in my worthy and revered teachers.' ' Why have you come to this country V ' To perfect myself in the divine art of painting, and to support myself by the sale of my produc- tions. England is the mart where money is to be obtained.' .The doctor's countenance fell. ' Poor f ello^v !' he muttered. ' Have you any money?' He shook his head. VOL, I. I 114 SEADRIFT. ^ I had,' he sighed ; ' but it is lost. I had a diamond ring and a cross — all are gone.' ' You are a Catholic, then V 'Certainly,' was the answer; with a look of wonderment at the possibility that he could be anything else. ' Have you studied art long V ' Since seven years old.' ' And now ?' inquired the doctor. ' I am twenty years of age.' ' Well,' concluded the medical man cheerfully, ' you have talked enough for one day. You must lie still now. When you are better, you must learn English ; and we will see what can be done for you. Do not speak ; you are becoming flushed and excited. Keep quiet till I come again.' '■ This poor youth, I suppose, is the son of some peasant, whom the holy fathers of a Spanish mon- astery have conjured into a genius, as they sup- pose. When he gets better, I shall soon be able to judge if he has any mastery of his pencil. I have not travelled abroad for nothing. When I was at Florence — ' But we will leave the doctor to his recollec- tions of the Florentine gallery. SEADRIFT. 115 CHAPTER XII. ' Sweetest of sweets, I thank thee ! When displeasure Did through my weary frame afflict my mind, Thou took'st me hence, and in a house of pleasure A gracious lodging me assign'd.' Herrick. October came, witli his glimpses of bright sunshine and soft mist ending over the distant headlands. The days were chilly; and though the sun shone into the room where the in- valid rechned, with a blanket over his shoulders, during the midday hours in the morning, when evening drew in, Mrs. Clemens committed the ex- travagance of making a coal fire with a few sticks in the best bed-room, as it was called. This ex- penditure was counteracted in some degree by no peat being consumed downstairs; and the little mahogany table being placed before the foreigner, for the double pm'pose of enabling him to set down his cup of tea, and of preventing his fallmg out of the chair, Martha and her mother partook of their frugal meals ; and a slow smile came over the fact even of the younger woman as the Spaniard, pointing to everything he saw, queried as to their 116 SEADRIFT. names, and tried, with tongue inapt, to pronounce tlie words they uttered when designating them. * A wonderful quiet young man,' Mrs. Clemens pronounced him to be. ^Why, he will sit for hours looking at the pictures in the Bible, poor benighted youth ! Will you beheve it ? I saw him do something dreadful one day.' ^ What was it V said Martha, aroused into in- terest. ' He made the sign of the cross !' ^ A Papist !' said Martha, with horror. Both mother and daus^hter were Weslevans, and constant attendants at chapel. Dr. Mereside had sent a bottle of tonic medi- cine. It was a large bottle, and covered with the usual amount of spotless fleecy kind of paper. The Spaniard sat up with the table before liim, and Mrs. Clemens put a spoon, wine-glass, and the medicine within his reach, maldng signs how much he might take by her finger placed on the bottle. He nodded his head ; and when she had left him, he took off the paper carefully, and placed the Bible on it to diminish the creases. Then he used his newly recovered strength in crawling to the fire, and bm-ning a bit of the stick which had fallen down when the fire was lighted. This ac- SE ADRIFT. 117 complisliedj he stole back to liis chair with flushed face and faltering steps, and had just drawn the blanket over him and settled into his seat, with the small artifice of an invalid trying to look as if nothing unusual had occurred, when Martha, unsuspicious, and not caring particularly how he had been employed, came back to the room and resumed her sewing. Again her face was half averted; again the graceful outline of the cheek was revealed with its dehcate glow ; again the sunbeams flushed the straggling hairs to threads of gold, whilst the shaking hand of the youth strove to trace with the broken charcoal the outline of the miconscious figure. He gazed at the sketch lovingly as it pro- gressed, only looking up from the paper at the sitter, and again at his work, till the natural point made by the broken wood was too blunt, when involuntarily he asked for el coi^taplumas; a re- quest which produced no response from Martha, who did not look up, not understanding what he wanted, and being too much occupied to attend to him. He knew that knives, though not pen- knives, would be brought at tea-time ; and with a sigh he set aside his drawing for the present. Half an hour afterwards. Dr. Mereside came 118 SEADRIFT. in, and his quick eye detected the bit of charcoal lying by the side of the Bible. Doctors have par- ticularly quick sight, as a rule. Their perceptions are sharpened by their habit of finding out whe- ther the patients have been faithless to their supply of medicines, and may have tried those of some quack -doctor, or have gone their own ways to the chemist for some fanciful remedy suggested by unprofessional friends. So the doctor saw the bit of charcoal, and told him that he perceived he had been drawing. The patient produced the piece of paper, with something of the feeling which urges a mother to show off her red-faced sodden- looking infant to the careless eye of a chance visitor, and with a face quivering with emotion, said how he longed for paints and canvas or panel to paint on. He could make a beautiful picture, he said, with confident simplicity. ^ Of Miss Clemens?' said the doctor, with a meaning smile, looking at the sketch. ' Yes,' replied the convalescent quietly. ^ You consider her good-looking V 'Sufficiently. She is graceful — vaghezza^ The doctor had been seized with a sudden alarm lest his patient should be entangled ; but the quietness of his answer reassured him. SE ADRIFT. 119 ^I want you to get well quickly/ said the doctor, ^all the more because I am compelled to go away. I am sent for to attend a sick relative, and I may only be released by his death. Of this I cannot predicate, as I know neither the patient nor the complaint.' The young man cast a yearning look towards his newly found friend — his only one in this foreign country. ' If I had but painting materials,' said he, * I could paint something worth money, and cease to be a burden on these ladies.' ^ You are not a burden on them. The people in Seadrift subscribed some money when you were first cast on shore. Do not distress yourself. There always seems to me less bm'den of obliga- tion to a crowd than to a single person.' ' I should like to pay every one back,' said the young man with a flushed face, Svhen I make any money.' ' So you shall,' said the doctor with a smile ; ' but in the mean time I shall make use of part of it • to send you some painting materials from Lon- don, and I shall expect to see great progress when I return.' He went, and turned back directly. 120 SEADRIFT. * I have always forgotten to ask your name,' he said, ^and shall not know how to address the parcel.' ^ Don Felepe Rosas ;' with a little stress on the ^Don.' The doctor understood that the young Spani- ard considered himself a gentleman. Philip, as we shall call him, recovered quickly under the tonic of the medicine and of the doc- tor's information. His mind was brightened by hope, and relieved of part of the weight of obli- gation to Mrs. Clemens and her daughter. No man of any manly feeling likes to be obliged to a woman for pecuniary assistance. The secret vexation had damped any rising spirit of returning health in the Spaniard, who had inherited the pride of his countrymen, if he possessed nothing beside. One dav, when Mrs. Clemens and her daugh- ter came home from meeting in the middle of the day, the sun was so bright and warm, that the mother proposed that he should accompany them out beyond the narrow paths of the garden — paths always too narro■v^^ for two persons to walk com- fortably arm-in-arm, and now diminished still more in width by the encroaching branches of sea-pink, SE ADRIFT. 121 which ^Lra. Clemens could not find it in her heart to cut away or to uproot. ^Pretty dears/ she used to say, ' they seem so proud of themselves !' And she was proud of her patient, now that he was dressed in her son's Sunday suit, and thought that he was ^well to look at,' notwith- standing the flashing of his large bright hazel eyes, and the smallness of his dehcate mouth, which she pronounced to be ' poor-looking.' The Grecian type of beauty finds no favour, as a rule, in the lower classes in England; and with the sonless mother, the ruddy skin, flaxen hair, small blue eyes, and generously-thick lips of her lost boys rose in painful contrast with the attenuated face of the young Spaniard, who came out into the sunshine leaning on her arm. She called Martha, who had gone upstairs to take off" the little quaker-looking bonnet, made of gray silk in the coal-scuttle pattern, which was only worn on the Sabbath, to go to meeting twice during the day, and had lasted for three years, having been tm'ned and worn during that period a hundred and fifty-six times. ^ Come doAvnstairs, Martha, with your bonnet on. ^Ii\ Philip wants to take a walk with us,' Martha obeyed. She could not sew on Sun- 122 SEADRIFT. days, nor clean the house; and she had read through their small assortment of books too often to wish to reperuse any of them : Captain Cook's Voyages, which had belonged to her father; Pil- fjrirris Progress, the property of her mother ; and Elizahetlij or the Exiles of Siberia, which she had received as a prize at school for superior needle- work. She would not have obtained one for learn- ing ; for Martha had been a dull scholar, and her sullen dislike of the great lord's niece had been deepened into something like hatred when the child repeated glibly a lesson, after a short studv of it, over which she had spent months without mastering its difficulties. So she came down not unwillingly, and did not look otherwise than pretty in such glimpses as could be caught of her face under the shadow of the bonnet. Philip walked between them, leaning on an arm of each. They turned away from the sea to walk in- land. Dwellers by the ocean do this generall}' — a little of it goes a great wa}-. You never see the settled inhabitants of maritime places walk on the seashore itself. On the present occasion Philip felt a kind of shudder at the sight of it, as a man might do who sees a lion safely caged, under whose paw he had previously been writhing. The SEADRIFT. 12a women turned inland for reasons of their own. Martha feared the damage of the sea-spray to the colour of her gray-silk bonnet ; and Mrs. Clemens^ whose black head-gear might not have given such visible signs of suffering from salt water, felt that inland they would be likely to meet a greater number of the inhabitants of Seadrift, like them- selves out for their Sunday holiday; and she wanted to show their little world that Martha had a nice-looking young man by her side — her own beautiful Martha, who had never had a young man in attendance on her before. As a rule, ' Busy and careful like the working bee, No time for love, no tender cares had she.' To be sure, she was in attendance on him rather than he on her. His steps were unsteady, and he was glad of the mutual support of both the daughter and the mother; but, luckily for the dignity of Mrs. Clemens, with the sensitive pride of an invalid not liking to admit his weakness, so soon as he saw three persons, a stout man and two females, bearing down on them, he withdrew his hands from their arms, and placed theirs with- in his, giving himself the air of being the protec- tor of the party. The mother and daughter quite approved of this new arrangement ; and thus they 124 SE ADRIFT. progressed till about to pass the advancing group, when the Spaniard, with a ^j^ercZowa' to ^Mi's. Cle- mens, dropped her arm, and lifted his hat to both the stout mother and the slim daughter, with a general bow including the father, who flushed awkwardly and acknowledged it, the women drop- ping curtsies at the same moment. They ex- changed stiff salutations and forced smiles with Mrs. Clemens and her daughter, and passed on. ^Now, that's what I call a gentleman,' said ^Ir. Deal. ' He has heard of me, I am sure, and pays his respects like a person who knows what is good manners.' ' He is very good-looking, papa,' suggested Miss Deal. ' His eyes' dark charms 'twere vain to tell.' ^ Handsome is that handsome does,' said the mo- ther ; ' and I must say his mamier is prepossessing.' Thus reasoned the Deal family, ignorant that Felepe only paid the usual homage of a foreigner to decently-dressed women. He was not judged thus admiiingly by his companions. ^What ever did he do that for?' said jMts. Clemens in a low voice to her daughter. SE ADRIFT. 125 ' You need not speak low ; he can't understand you. I'm sure I don't know what possessed him to go mopping and moeing like that to strangers. I am sure she is not much to bow to/ continued Martha, with quick jealousy of Miss Deal's attrac- tions. Miss Deal was well-to-do also; another grief to Martha, who had placed a wearisome number of stitches in that flounced frock the young lady wore, and not having received a compensating sum for her labom', looked askance at the wearer and at the dress. Felepe could not walk far ; but Mrs. Clemens had met several of her townsfolk, and her inmate was evidently much thought of by the inhabitants of Seadrift, who looked kindly and almost parent- ally on the young man their doctor had brought to life, and to whose support they had contributed their small means. Mrs. Clemens and Martha perceived, too, that the lifted hat was the courtesy paid to every fe- male he met, and that they needed not to have grudged the Deal family that mark of respect. Altogether Philip, though fatigued, was the better for his walk, and slept more soundly that night. When Mrs. Clemens had placed his toast-and- '^26 SEADRIFT. water by liis side, and had joined Martha down- stairs, she said to her daughter, ^ My dear !' 'Yes, mother.' 'Don't you think you may as well give that glass ring back to the young man V Martha pondered. She was not quite certain that it was glass. Her mother pronounced it to be so, but she had no respect for her mother's judgment. ' You see, / know that 'tis glass, but other folks will take it for a diamond, and I think it not unlikely that Mr. Damnall the dissenting minis- ter may call to-morrow to see Mr. PhiHp, and the ring will look so genteel !' 'What do you think he will say to the cross?' said Martha grimly. 'Well, my dear, you know he won't wear it outside his coat, so Mr. Damnall won't see it.' Martha had never harboured the idea of keep- ing the ring and the cross ; but she had no orna- ments except the amber earrings given her by her dead father, and it had been a pleasure to her to retain them a little while, even when she knew it could not be permanently. She wanted too to tell him, when he had learnt enough English to SEADRIFT. 127 understand her, that she had kept them for him — that she had saved first his Hfe, and then his pro- perty. However, she so far agreed with her mother on the impression the ring was likely to make on any chance visitors, that when Mrs. Clemens asked her to take the cup of tea and dry toast to the Spaniard next morning, she stopped at her own room, and taking out the ring and the cross, she placed them on the little waiter, and carried the whole to the side of his bed. Felepe raised himself feebly on his arm to take the tea, and catching a glimpse of the ring, his olive skin flushed ail over to a delicate rose- colour, and he exclaimed, ^ O joy !' On seeing the cross with the ribbon which had been saturated with salt water, his delight redoubled, and from the very weakness of his brain, he burst into tears. Martha was never sympathetic. She thought no male creature above ten years old had any excuse for weeping. She stood gravely and tran- quilly till he had wiped his eyes with the hand- kerchief she found for him under his pillow, and then proceeded to explain to him hy signs how she had obtained the rino; and the cross. He had 128 SEADRIFT. before heard that lie owed liis Hfe to her, from what the Doctor liad managed to convey to him in Latin ; and now his added gratitude fomid expres- sion in a stream of Spanish eloquence, and seeing by Martha's countenance that she understood not a word, he took the passive hand which hung by her side, and kissed it. Martha withdrew her hand abruptly, flushing all over even to a purplish tint, overwhelmed with astonishment, not unmixed with displeasure. That which appeared to her so extraordinary was the simple expression of homage and gi'atitude for a service rendered. Felepe did not seem to be aware that he had done anything which could be considered either rash or unadvised. He had merely performed an act of courtesy ; but the kiss seemed burnt into Martha's memory. It was the first she had ever received, excepting from her own relatives. She felt glad that her mother had not seen it, though why she felt glad she would have found it diflicult to explain. SE ADRIFT. 129 CHAPTER XIII. ' Amabilis insania.' That clay Martha did not take her sewing to Philip's room. He missed the occupation afforded to his eyes by her presence. Half a painter's plea- sure in idleness, if he love his art, is in planning how such and such forms will compose, or such and such tints be reproduced on his canvas. As Martha did not come, he spent his time in looking alternately at the engravings in the Bible, which, though indifferently rendered, still gave the fine compositions of the old masters, and on the pathway which led to the village, whence he hoped to see a messenger arise with the promised parcel from Dr. Mereside. He had to wait some days longer than he ex- pected; for the geography of England had not been one of the branches of science taught by the holy fathers, whose notions of the position of London were vague, consequently those of their pupil were equally so. The doctor had hesitated about going on the summons which had been sent to him, not by liis uncle, but by his head warehouse- VOL. I. K 130 SEADRIFT. man. It had merely stated that ^Ir. Mereside was, in the writer's opinion, very ill, and had no relations or friends near him. He had heard Mr. Mereside speak of a nephew living at Seadrift, so he thought he had better let him know on his own responsibility. He could not say that Mr. Mere- side had said anything about his nephew being sent for. The letter was seemingly from an un- educated but well-meaning man, and the doctor hesitated whether to act on his suggestion or not. He was indisposed to go. The journey was expensive even by the outside of the mail, the only way in which he could afford to travel, and whicli could not be otherwise than hazardous to a per- son, who must therefore be exposed to the night- air, and wdiose irritable lungs would thereby suffer. On the other hand, his wife urged his going, and was eager to produce the money ; sug- gesting that this uncle was his only relative, and that her husband by his skill might relieve him from his malady, and prolong his life : she was too wise to urge the real motive which led her to influence her husband's departm'e — the hope of a legacy. Were they not very poor? Was not the payment of the yearly bill to the di'ug- merchant in London pain and grief to them both ? and yet SEADRIFT. 131 was it not a provoking fact, that nothing would induce Dr. Mereside to withhold from his poorer patients the most expensive of his medicines, if he considered that they required them? — whilst at the same time he knew there was not a chance of his ever receiving any remuneration. Had not a sharp-witted and unscrupulous fel- low whom the doctor had attended gratis for five months, instead of returning to give thanks when he was made whole, heen filled with a smart inten- tion, as our American kinsmen would say, and got the doctor's servant, who believed that his master had been paid for his medicine and attendance, to give him five shillings and threepence for the empty phials in which his medicine had been dis- pensed to him ? ' 'Twas seething the kid in its mother's milk.' ' To think that my husband should be made such a fool of !' was Mrs. Mereside's observation ; ^ and 'twas only yesterday that he signed a paper to get Jim Sheppard into the hospital, rendering himself liable to the expenses of Jim's funeral when he died ; and gave me as an excuse, that the poor fellow had death in his face, and he could not bear liim to lack the comfort and nourishment which 132 SEADRIFT. he would there obtain ; and tliat it was a dreary' thing for a man to have to go about and entreat folks to make themselves responsible for his fune- ral expenses, whilst his family were worn out by his sleepless sufferings and unproductive consump- tion of their earnings, and wished him dead. Where is the fifty shillings to come from, I should like to know f added the lady, w^axing interrogative in her indignation ; ' out of my pocket, of course. But he's incorrigible,' she added in a tone of re- signation. ' Why can't he let other folks alone, and attend to his own business, and try to get on in the world ? There are his boots — what a dis- grace to a gentleman ! First they had new heels, and then they were new soled in front ; and now the upper leather has split, and he has not a pair fit to go to London in.' Notwithstanding the doctor's poverty, he al- ways looked like a gentleman; some men have that qualification. His figure was tall and shglit, but so well made about the chest and shoulders, that his diseased lungs seemed to have been the result of accident rather than of hereditary taint. It is true that his black satin stock had seen much service, and had been so pierced by the little dia- mond pin given him by a grateful jeweller's wife SEADRIFT. 133 for saving the life of lier child, tliat the gloss had disappeared. But if the sheen had deserted his necktie, it was very evident lower down over that part of his trousers which covered his thin knee- pans. His eyes were large and well set in his head, and expressed all the emotions of a sensitive mind ; the rest of his face irregular. But the eyes were so luminous, that they arrested the spectator, and left him no time to criticise the other features. It was the conviction of the townsfolk, that any one could Hake in' Dr. Mereside; but their reliance on his probity was so great, that when a large sum had been collected for the repairing and beautifying the parish church of Seadrift, the sub- scribers — consisting of the butcher, the baker, the haberdasher, and all the shopocracy of Seadi'ift, besides the county gentlemen in the neighbour- hood — passed by the wealthy members of the con- gregation who had good accounts at their banker's, passed over the banking firm itself, and placed the sum in the doctor's name as treasurer and secre- tary, with full power to disburse as he pleased by cheques on the bank, where he had never been rich enough previously to possess an account. Mrs. Mereside flushed with pleasure when she heard it. The doctor considered it as a matter 134 SEADRIFT. of perfect indifference, nor did he perceive the im- plied compliment to his honesty till his wife pointed it out. When he reached London, his first care was to go to a colom'-shop, and order all necessaiy materials to be sent to Philip Eose, Esq., care of Mrs. Clemens, Beach House, Seadrift, carriage paid. Then he proceeded to the residence of his uncle in the City, feeling an unpleasant tightness in his chest as he advanced farther into Aldermanbury. The air seemed solid and not respirable ; the fog was so thick, that lamps were lighted, though it was but two o'clock in the afternoon. CHAPTER XIV. * The ruling passion, be it what it will, The ruling passion conquers reason still.' Pope. Mr. Mereside's uncle lived on the premises of his house of business. The doctor was sIiot^ti up into his sitting-room, a narrow slip of a draw- ing-room, where the windows were never opened^ lest the air, which it would have been a sai'casm to call fresh, should bring in an atmosphere of smuts, and add to the dinginess of the smoke-be- SEADRIFT. 135 grimed curtains. The maid went upstairs to an- nounce the doctor's name, leaving him to amuse liimself with the ready-reckoner, the only book in the room. At length the dirty maid returned, and said, ^ You may walk up, sir, if you please.' Dr. Mereside followed her to the bedroom of his uncle, and found a large man with an apo- plectic-looking head sitting by the fire with his leg wrapped in flannels, and by his side a half- emptied decanter of port-wine. He stared at the doctor without speaking for a few moments, and then exclaimed, ' What brought you here V His nephew took a chair unbidden, and said, ^ I am your brother's son ; I came to see you, having heard that you were ill.' ^ What the devil is it to you whether I am ill or well ? You will never be a bit the better for my money.' The doctor smiled, and replied, ' I never expect to be so ; but I believe we are the only two of our family left on the earth. You are ill, but you will get better, and may live to be an old man; I am ill, and I know that I shall not be alive many months longer. Judge, then, 136 SEADRIFT. whether I am likely to come here as a legacy- hunter.' His uncle looked at him and saw the resplen- dent eyes, more brilliant for the pink spot on the left cheek ; he heard the laboured breathing and the short suppressed cough, and felt convinced. ' I thought you lived in Cornwall,' he observed at length. ' Certainly,' replied the nephew. ^ And you have come over three hundred miles to see me f ' Yes, sir ; not to see you only, but in the ho])e that I might allay some of your sufferings.' ^ But I have all Moses and the prophets here.' * You mean all the faculty of London T ' Yes ; and you are but a country practitioner.' ^ True. But I practised successfully in London but a few years since ; and I thought it possible that you might prefer the opinion of a relative, and one who would have the ties of blood to quicken his interest in your case.' ' Ties of blood go for nothing.' * Seemingly,' replied the doctor with an amused smile ; ' and thus, feeling myself unwelcome, I will return to my own home.' He arose to go ; but Mr. Mereside cried out, SEADRIFT. 137 ^ No, no ! stop a little ; take a glass of wine.' The doctor sat down again, but declined the wine. He never drank wine, he said. 'Think it sinful, eh? A d — d lily-livered psalm-singing fellow, I daresay.' The doctor laughed at this ; he felt how ill- grounded was the accusation, and he said, ' I dare not drink fermented liquors, if I would ; but I would not, if I could. I judge no man. Eveiy one in such matters must make a law of his own conscience. I think, however, in your case, I should abstain, if I wished to avoid suffer- ing.' ' You want to kill me, I suppose.' ' You know I can have no object.' ' Half-a-dozen hungry brats all looking for- ward to old great-uncle's death; a grasping wife longing for the breath to be out of my body.' ' I have no children,' said the doctor ; ' and my wife has sufficient income for oiu' joint support, and consequently more than enough when she loses me, as my life must be brief. I have no mo- tive for legacy-hunting, as 1 have before stated. I shall be glad if I can be of any use to my father's brother ; if not, I shall be more glad to 138 SEADRIFT. return to Seaclrift, for the atmosphere of London is stiflmg to me.' Mr. Mereside was softened. He thought he might as well hear what the young fellow had to say for himself about his case ; and received ad-.-icc which, as it enforced abstemiousness and exercise, he felt he could never follow. ' What should you do mth regard to the dis- position ofyour property, if you had all my money f he asked the younger man, with the ostentation of a vulgar mind. ' Die and endow a college or a cat,' was in the doctor's thought ; but he replied, that not having any money to leave, he had not troubled himself on the subject ; but he thought he should leave it, or great part of it, for building and endowing life- boats : no doubt other charities were equally press- ing ; but living on the coast, his sympathies went with the perils of those who occupied their business in the great waters, and he should like to do his best to decrease their dangers. Before he left his uncle he urged him strenu- ously to come to Seadrift and recruit his health. As he talked he felt himself attracted by small points of resemblance which cropped up between Mr. Mereside and the doctor's deceased father; SEADRIFT. ' 139 a twitch of the eyelid, the growth of the hair over the forehead, made his heaii: warm to a man very unlike in reality to his dead brother. Almost Isir, Mereside consented to come. He had but to wait for the unlading of one vessel, on which many hundreds depended. In vain the doctor suggested that he had more money than he could spend dur- ing his life, and that life could not long endure without some radical change in its occupation. He did not remember, that his uncle's pleasure was the winning of money in the great mercantile game of speculation. 'I'll promise you I'll tui'n over a new leaf; only just this once I must wait for the aiTival of the Diana, and then I'll run dowTi and see your wife. Will she be civil to the old man when she knows he won't leave her a penny V ' She wants nothing from you, sir ; and she is disposed to value all who are dear to me. I need say no more.' They shook hands, and parted kindly. It was well, for it was long before they met again. In 1827 railroads w^ere imknown in Cornwall, and the journey was a long one even by the mail, wliich was the speediest mode of conveyance. Mrs. Mereside was anxiously expecting her 140 SEADRIFT. husband's return, yet half hoping that his uncle, by retaining him, might indicate kindly intentions towards them in the ultimate disposition of his property. She was a good wife, however ; and when she saw^ from the window against which she was flattening her nose, a tall figure muffled up coming through the garden, about the time when the evening mail came in, slie ran down to receive him and denude him of his greatcoat and com- forter, with no thought beyond the pleasure of clasping her arms round him, and hearing his voice once more. Then he was brought to the little parlour, where the brightest of little copper tea-kettles sang praises of its own warmth on the hearth, and where the doctor's favourite meal, his tea, was all ready to be served. This and a couple of eggs sufficed him for dinner, tea, and supper ; 'and when the rage of hunger was assuaged,' ^Ii's. Mereside heard of the interview, and drew remote hopes from its tenor. Indeed, long after her hus- band slept as tranquilly as his damaged lung would permit, the busy mind of his wdfe was calculating how many yards of chintz it would take to re-cover the best bed ; there was the lining too, so faded ; and in the doubt as to wdiat the dyer would charge for fresh dipping it and reglazing the chintz, with SEADRIFT. 141 the difficulty of settling as to whether it would stand the wear, and, worse than that, the tear of manipulation, Mrs. Mereside's ideas became misty, and she slept also. CHAPTER XY. * A portrait is the past ; e'en ere the frame Be gilt, who sat has ceased to be the same.' When Philip, as we shall call him, found the parcel did not arrive so soon as he expected, he occupied himself in making studies in charcoal on every scrap of white paper he could collect ; and his eyes followed Martha in all her movements with the unconscious watchfulness of an artist. The first time he made a study of her openly, her mo- ther was sitting almost in a line with her. Does a woman's vanity ever die ? It was said that Ma- dame de Maintenant appreciated a compliment to her beauty at eighty-four. Mrs. Clemens was under sixty; and seeing the glances of Philip directed towards her, she stole out of the room, and put on her gray silk gown, clean apron, and best cap, and seated herself bolt upright in her place, screwing up her mouth with such a seeming determination to diminish its size, that Philip, who 142 SEADRIFT. caught the expression and divined the intention, thought of the speech of the French painter to a lady under similar compulsion of muscles : ' Ma- dame, if you please, I will paint you without any mouth.' Mrs. Clemens required all her love for her daughter to cover the mortification she felt w^hen she saw Philip's ,eyes sought only the outline of Martha's figure. She stole out of the room again noiselessly, and replaced the best garment 's^dth those for every-day wear. Then she returned, trying to look as if she had not done it, and had not been disappointed ; and did not succeed. Martha, who was more cognisant of her mother's little vanities, knew it all. Martha was crimson ; she never looked so well with that purplish flush. Philip had risen so soon as Mrs. Clemens had left the room ; and finding it impossible to explain in words what he required, with the unscrupulous hands of a painter intent on producing the best effect for his study, wdth a simple word, which sounded to Martha like ^ pardon,' he made her rise, reseated her, turned her head, arranged the folds of her dress over her knees, then the heavy drap- ery on which she was sewing ; and then, with an uplifted finger to indicate that she must remain as SEADRIFT. 143 he had placed her, he returned to the sketch he was making, all unconscions of the flutter he had created in the breast of his model. One sidelong glance given to her mother without deranging her position, had revealed what Mrs. Clemens had been expecting; and Martha was disturbed and grieved, though too strong-minded a young wo- man to sympathise with a feehng that seemed to her to arise from a vanity both ridiculous and out of place. Women are always more impressed by the age of their mothers than are other folks. Probably Mrs. Bolitho, three months older than Mrs. Clemens, would have thought her little flut- tered vanity at the notion of having her portrait drawn very natural and by no means absurd. Whilst Mrs. Clemens went out to dress again herself in her every-day garments, INIartha, with- out daring to turn her head from the position in which Philip had placed it, said in a low tremu- lous voice, ' Draw my mother instead.' Now as these English words had not the slight- est resemblance to any in Spanish, they produced no effect on the painter, who looked up for a mo- ment inquiringly, and then went on with his work. Where was the use, he thought, of that tiresome young woman going on talking words which she 144 8EADRIFT. knows I cannot understand. When he had done what he could to his sketch for one sitting, he rose, and bowing lowly to Martha, indicated that he released her. Mrs. Clemens did not remain long on her re- turn. She felt a little sore and ashamed at having appropriated a compliment not intended for her. So Martha, who was very determined on any point on which she had set her mind, without asking to see what Philip had drawn for her, as he was placing the piece of paper within the blank leaves of a Bible, which served for a temporary portfolio, put the tip of her finger on his shoulder to arrest his attention, and said again, ^ Draw my mother instead.' ' Draw my mother instead?' he repeated, man- aging the th as only a Spaniard can. ' Mother,' said Martha, pointing to the direction whence the clatter of tea-things could be heard. ' Si, mother.' Then Martha made a sign with a bit "of char- coal, as if she were drawing ; and a sudden smile came over Philip's face Avith comprehension, and he nodded, saying, ' Sera para otra vezy — It will be for another time.' The thought of being drawn was pleasant to SEADRIFT. 145 the dormant vanity of Martha. She distrusted any- thing, however, that was not coloured. It could not be worth looking at, done with those nasty sticks ; and she thought, with a conscious smile, of those wonderful colours put away in a box in her room, with which in former days she used to bedaub the innocent velvet. She had always re- membered with a kind of awe that performance, as of a time when, for a short period, she had, in common with twenty other young ladies, been in- spired by a pecidiar talent for producing beautiful results. The method by which such results had been arrived at was far too confusing to be at- tempted a second time without the aid of the pre- siding genius in the form of the drawing-mistress ; but the colours, tightly corked up in little bottles, Avere carefully hoarded amongst her few treasures. They had attained superior value in her mind from the time they had remained there. She knew not — for Philip could not tell her — that the doctor was going to send him any drawing-materials, and she had nearly made np her mind to sacrifice her own. She went upstairs to fetch them ; and then on her way she blushed at the thought that she would ovenvhelm him with the spectacle of that wonderful work of art of her own, the painted VOL. I. L 146 SEADRIFT. velvet. She would take it down, and show it to him when her mother went out. She did not wish her mother to know her intention. She could not have explained to herself, but such was the fact : the sober staid dull Martha was beginning to love the stranger waif whose hfe she had saved, and wished to impress him with the extent of her accomplishments. Her mother went out ; and Martha, steahng softly to the drawer in Philip's room — for he was downstairs in the garden now — found that her mother had locked it ; not an extraordinary cu'cum- stance, as the room was now tenanted. She was a little ashamed and disappointed; and as she pon- dered on it she heard Philip's voice in the gar- den, speaking to a stranger. She went down, and found the porter from the coach-office demanding a shilling for bringing a large parcel from the town. Philip knew that Dr. Mereside had promised to pay the carriage, and understanding the out- stretched hand as a demain for money, thought the claim was an attempt at extortion. Martha drew the shilling from her own pocket, with a sigh at the thought of the mock-diamond ring on PhiUp's finger, out of the value of which there seemed no chance of her being repaid. However, she let it SEADRIFT. 147 go, as it could not be helped, and turned to aid Philip in carrying the parcel to his room. She shook her head at him, as she saw him take a knife from the kitchen to cut the string. Martha was too poor and too careful for such extravagance. ^ler fingers patiently undid knot after knot of the hard t^vine which kept Messrs, Middleton's painting-materials together; and she was repaid for her sore finger-tips and broken nails by Philip's expressions of delight, as each added treasure was displayed before him. He was fond of receiving sympathy, and wished to explain to Martha for what purpose he had required the canvases and colours. He seized her hands, and looked in her face, then chopped them, and clasped his o^^^l entreatingly ; pointed to the canvas, then at Martha, and begged her to sit to him, with a torrent of eloquent tones, meaningless to her as to each separate word, but making her poor heart bound and throb with new and exceeding pleasure. ^ Si ! si !' he went on exclaiming. She answered not a word. Then he set up the easel, and seizing the charcoal — not like his own half-burnt sticks, but finely prepared, and delicious to the sensitive touch of the artist — he pointed to a chair which he had placed in a con- 148 SEADRIFT. venient light. But Martha did not avail herself of the civility. She stood painfully awkward, with the exquisite pleasure of being thought beautiful enough to be painted, and the intense desire to escape and put on her best gown instead of that old pink gingham ; and then her hair — she knew it must require brushing. Philip, however, had no idea of releasing her ; he had tightened his grasp on her arm, whilst he went on urging his suit, as a painter, so earnestly, that the blushing woman might have been forgiven if she thought that the lover spoke also in those pleading tones. She stood silent and downcast, sHghtly flushed and trembling ; and Philip, believing that he had con- quered, led her to the seat he had placed, and began his occupation. CHAPTER XYI. * Now let the well-primed canvas fair expand Upon its frame, and tempt the artist's hand ; And those tints only on its surface place Whose hues are social, whose effect is grace.' The canvas was a small one, about thirty-two inches by twenty-eight, and its companion Philip placed on the floor. Presently Martha said, not SEADRIFT. 149 moving her head, and with that constrained manner always put on by persons unused to sitting to an artist, nearly the words she had before uttered ; but now it was not ' Draw my mother instead/ but, ' Draw my mother also.' ' Draw my mother also — si,' said the youth. He was, however, in no hurry seemingly to begin the picture of Mrs. Clemens. His whole soul was wrapt in the work he was about. It was a cvirious process to her that Martha observed, when the worm-like materials curled themselves out of the little tight bladders of colour, and were arranged on Philip's palette. ' Good man ! good doctor !' he went on saying with intense gratitude. In his enthusiasm for his art he forgot that gold was, or should be, his object. To make an idealised representation of Nature — to this end he devoted all his efforts. He had painted Spanish peasants and their childi'en, and mastered the flash of their dark eyes and the pure olive tint of their skins. These pictures he had embarked on board the ship in which he sailed for England^ and they were lost with all the rest. Like Bruce's spider, the thread to lift him into eminence must be respun. But he had youth and genius and 150 SEADRIFT. hope — hope that lived and grew as he looked on the means his friend had given him of recovering his losses. Moreover, he was delighted at finding his material so superior to any of which he had hefore made use. In the convent he had had to grind his own colours, and found those supplied by Messrs. Middleton much purer in tone, and smoother to work with. The tint of Martha's skin was, however, a diffi- culty he had not before encountered. He had never painted a fair woman, i.e. a female with light hair and blue eyes ; and in his eagerness to represent all the delicate rainbow hues that lurked in the shadow — and in their edges esj^ecially — his eyes followed Martha incessantly, even when she was not sitting to him. Such fixity of observation was easy to be understood in a lover ; and neither the mother nor the daughter had ever before asso- ciated with a painter, and could not know that when the subject of anything he is representing is in his presence, his gaze is riveted on and his thoughts occupied by it, to the exclusion of any- thing, either person or circumstance, if he be a real enthusiast in his art. The fact of his painting Martha at all was a convincing proof, Mrs. Clemens thought, that he SE ADRIFT. 151 was desperately in love witli lier ; otherwise Philip might as well have represented her as her daugh- ter. 'Such a pity, poor boy, that he should be so destitute,' thought Mrs. Clemens ; knowing that any money which should be forthcoming for him must have a speedy ending, and having as little reliance on anything to be earned by his paintings