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I'. ll:rl.t truths as refined as Athens ever heard ; and ^[strange to tell !) he practiced what he preached.*' *^ feUCH were not the precepts of your honoured father," said the venerable Hanbury, as he addressed himself to a young man, who had the preceding year been committed to his s^iardianshin. "' These are maxims which may pass current in the fasliionable world, where intrinsic merit seldom gains reception, iind would not be valued if it did j but be assured they are weak and feeble guides in the intricate mazes of life, and inadequate to impart one gleam of com- fort in that hour, when the past will arise in bitter recurrence, and the future teem V^L. I. B with doubt and despair. It is a fatal mistake wliich the young men of this day are hibouring under, that, in order to be admired and distinguished, tliey must tlirow^ oif respeet for the sacred doctrines of rehgion. I trust tliis delu- sion will only prove temporary, with you, Charles ; and that I may not, in despite of my regard to the memory of your valuable parent, iiave cause to lament that the duty of attempting to cx)nvince, where conviction could not penetrate, M as, in a fatal hour, bequeathed to me." Charles bowed his hea<:l slightly, -and withdrew. A task indeed of no easy nature, had devolved on Air. Ilanbury, in the charge of a young man, whose mind had been tinctured, though not vitiated, with the follies of his associates, and whose prin- ciples had been assailed, though not quite undermined, by their pernicious maxims. His father had been the })atron, and early friend of Mr. Ilanbui v. On the one side, the friendship arose from the love of vir- tue, and respect for talents, which, in Mr. Hanbury, were both united; on the other, from gratitude, (that purest source of human affection) which he owed to Mr. Greville in an extensive degree. The time had now arrived, in consequence of tlie death of his fiiend, when ]\Ir. Han- bury was to prove, by his exertions for the welfare of the children, the sin- cerity and strength of his professions towards their father. This son and a daughter were the only offspring of an union which had been neither long nor happy. Mr. Greville's connection with his wife was founded on motives which would not bear the test of experience. Her beauty had cap- tivated his heart. She was extremely young, and much attached to him ; hence he hoped to mould her character to his wishes. Time shewed the fallacy of his reasoning, and proved how much more to the comfort of both it would ha\ e B 2 ])ccn, if he had chosen a companion for life on more rational principles. After some years of discord on her part, :Hid misery on his, she died, leav- ing him tw o children, the young man to whom V e Jiave just iniroduced our Rea- ders, and a daughter who has yet to make her entre into the scenes which the following pages present. Jessica Greville, at the particular re- quest of her mother, had hitherto heen allow ed to reside with her family, from wlumi, after again resigning her into their care, Mr. lianhury was just return- ed, for she had lately gone into Essex to pay the last melancholy duties to her only sur\ ivingand now deceased parent; to her that tie in its most endearing sense has heen unknown, she had heen deprived of the advantages that ilow from the society and example of a wise and anxious mother, and only in its nomi- nal sense had she heen accpiainted \\ ith the title; her father, iVom a too rioid compliance with the request of her mo- ther, had deprived her of the solace of having at least one parent, and thus was jlie thrown upon, the stormy sea of life without any friendly pilot to guide her through the shoals and quicksands of a long and perhaps tempestuous voyage. Her disposition, though quick to feelan injury, was ever ready to forgive it, and though gifted Avith sensibility to pitj^the misery of others, and, pitying, to relieve wherever she discovered it, her mind was armed with that fortitude to bear unrepin- ing its own, which is sometimes only the result of frequent disappointment, and long experience; in her this arose from neither, but was rather the offspring of those reflections which her com- fortless situation had often excnted : the world had not presented itself to her view with that aspect which it generally w^ears to young minds, and having ne^'er known those fond endearments that alone render it faseinating, she looked B 3 forward rather witli an anxiety to hcAt the calamities of life, than with the liope of a happiness which might onl\ prove Ti sic nary. Her mind was uniformly composed^ though not in any degree tinctured with melancholy, hut she was now suffering thill excess of sorrow, whidi th.e sudden death of her father had produced. In her occasional visits to him, he had shewn liimself afiectionate to her, and indulgent to her little foihles, and she thus mourned more than ever that pro- mise which had torn lier from him, and thrown her amongst those whom she could neither esteem or respect, who were alike regardless of her ])rinciples, and unmindful of her faults. But for the paternal counsel of the worthy llanhuiy. Vvith whom, when on her visits to her fa- ther, she had sometimes resided, the rc- (juest of her wx\ik and eiiing motlur had indeed proved a fatal calamity. To ^Ir. JIauhury she looked forward in tlie present emergency for advice and assist- ance; she had suifered much from that irregularity of conduct which she had witnessed in her brother, and her sole hope now rested on the exertions of her friend, to save her from the misery which she feared was yet to come. Her person, like her mind, had been left in great part to form itself, and, though graceful in the extreme, was not so much indebted to studied attention,as to nature. Her face wa& fine, without being beautiful, and yet such was tlie feeling which its expression excited, that none who saw it would have wished it exchanged for beauty ; in every turn of her countenance you read the emotion of liermind, whether animated by hope, or sinking under the pressure of sorrow. Her first effusions of grief having sub- sided, she wrote to ]Mr. Hanbury, ex- pressing her gratitude for his former attentions ; her willingness to regard him as a parent ; her intreaties that he B4 8 Vfoukl look upon her as a child; thai \vith his affection he would mingle re- proof when her failings required its cor- rection, and tliat he would contiiuie to regard lier as a relick of her departed father. His answer was at once soothing and indicative of that attachment which lives beyond the grave ; in Mr. Han bury, pro- i'essions and actions were the same, he never had professed that which he did not feel, consequently his actions were tlie result of what he professed. To Jessica his assurances of friendship and protection would never have been more opportune, or more consoling, than at that period in which they arrived' ; fche luul returned to the house of Lady Stan- hope, her feelings bowed down by a weight of grief, returned to the abode of follv, condemned to reside with a woman wiiosc principles were repugaiaut to her's, and whose conduct she decidedly disap- ]) roved. *^Too weak to reason and too vain to ^liink," Lady Stanhope: had been edu- cated as most women of fashion are ; she had married early in hfe a man whose dissipated habits had allowed him neither time or inclination to correct her fol- lies, had he been capable of such an Herculean labour; and his death, at a period when her beauty was jet in its meridian, and his fortune unimpaired, had given her the power of displaying those follies in a wider field ; such was the giiardian to whose care the poor Jes- sica had been committed. Her. compli- ments of condolence to her niece, when slie first saw her, after her return from that journey in which she had seen tlie remains of her father deposited in the grave, were cold and common-place : the delicate re- finements of feelins: were to her un- known, and .the sacred light in which the sorrow of a fellow-creature sliould be held in moments like these, she was equally a stranger to. She asked various questions b5 10 relative to her neice's melancholy jour- ney, and being satisfied respecting them, she retired and left her to her own re- flections. Comfortless indeed were those when she viewed the situation in whicli she was placed : Mr. Hanbury w^as, how- e\ er, the friendly star which seemed de- stined to guide her on her dark and be- wildered path, and her gratitude to that worthy man was only equalled by her present sorrow. It was true, indeed, that in the provision made for her by her fa- ther, she was raised above want, but the thoughtless conduct of her brother ex- cited her fears that her little patrimony, even added to his own, might be found insufiicient to supply his extravagancies, and, independent of these her fears, her sad heart acknowledged the bitter con- viction that there are many sources of unhappiness which, on this side tlie grave, we cannot avert, yet which the mind must sensibly feel. 11 CHAPTER II. Hither he came a wan and weary guest, A softening balm for many a wound to crave, And woo'd the sunshine to his aching breast, Which now seems smiling on his verdant grave. . Bowles. It was with great regret that Jessica learnt, on the following morning, the in- tention of Lady Stanhope to leave Bel- mont, her present place of residence, in the course of the ensuing week ; she had fixed her jouiney to Bath on the 20th, in order to be at an approaching ball, where it was expected that most of those who bad a claim to fashion amongst her ac- quaintance, would assemble ; respecting this arrangement Jessica had no alterna- tive, for in the proposal, or rather the order, to accompany her aunt, none was b6 12 offered ; she prepared to be of her party w ithout repining, though soHtude would have been more congenial to her feelings, and more consistent with her situation ; but Lady Stanhope, unused to consider propriety in her own conduct, was re- gardless of it in others, and Jessica was now beginnin^^ to acquire patient sub- mission and sulfering under those vexa- tions, to which the caprice and folly of her aunt rendered her hourly liable, and though it would have been a luxury in the present moments to indulge her vir- tuous sorrow, yet she unrepiningiy yield- ed to circumstances which she had not the power to controul, and consoled her- self with the reflection that, even in the midst of the gay and thoughtless, slie could cherish the remembrance of her departed father, which now returned to her with peculiar force. It was only one year since she had travelled with him the rout she was goint to retrace, as slic had been his companion 13 to Bath, whither he went for the recovery of his health. In endeavouring to solace and comfort him at that period, she had been gratified by his thanks, and the ap- probation of her own heart. The canker-worm of care and secret grief had preyed upon her father's heart; disappointed in his marriage which he had fondly hoped would have proved a lasting comfort, he had relied on his cliildren to soothe and enliven the even- ing of his days. He had looked forward to Charles as his own support, and the inture protector of his sister j there too his hopes had proved deceptions, and he at length sunk under the load of accumu- lated evils. " AVhat a train of anxieties and sorrows have the last twelve months produced, and how grateful ought we to be that the future is not disclosed to us ; oh, my father, you rest in that mansion where the wicked cease from troubling, ;»nd the weary are at rest; may your daughter emulate your virtues, and oh, 14 may she be spared the calamities whicli awaited you in your path tluougli hfe." Such were the aspirations and reflec- tions of the uncorrupted heart and unso- phisticated mind of Jessica, as she enter- ed that place where she had passed so many hours of happiness and instruction, that could never return. On the day after her arrival in Bath, she went out in order to revisit some of her favourite walks; here she met a va- riety of faces, but all were strangers to her ; she saw none who approached her with the smile of friendship, all seemed occupied in their own pursuits ; even the place itself seemed diilerent to her, but she forgot that her own heart was changed. After returning from her walk, she was cheared by a letter from her worthy friend Mr. Hanbury ; the passage in which he said, " Your brother's head is only iu error, his heart uncjuestionably is not wanting,." seemed to compensate for every previous anxiety ; he informed 15 her that Charles had that morning set out for Oxford, and that he was indulging the hope that his admonitions were not whol- ly thrown away, but that " in casting his bread upon the waters he should find it after many days." Iti CHAPTER III. ** What an extravagant dominion does pleasure ex- ercise over us ? It is not only the pestilence that walkcth in darkness, but an arrow that destroyoth at noon day." Young. We now return to Charles, who, after leaving Mr. Hanhury with many promises of amendment, which had been rather ex- torted than voluntarily given, arrived at Oxford, negligent and without reflection as to the past, and only looking forward to the approaching period wlien, being under no restraint, he might enjoy his wild schemes without admonition or con- troul. This young man had never she\\'n any instance in his conduct that amounted to absolute depravity oi^ heart, but his whole life hitherto had proved one scries 17 -of error and repentance. With a mode- rate fortune from liis father, which he liad happily no present power to dissi- pate, and an eager desire for company, in the choice of which he w^as not very discriminate, he w^as now perhaps placed in the most unfortunate of all situations, where every mad propensity w^ould meet with encouragement, and his morals sus- tain a total wreck. He had letters of recommendation to some of the most respectahle characters in the University; after delivering w^hich in person, and re- ceiving general invitations to their houses and rooms, he returned to his college, with the hope of meeting with compani- ons more congenial, and he did not hope in vain. There were many thereof the same disposition as himself, whom he met with at conmions the following day, and after having passed with eclat through the ordinary quizzisms hestowed on a fresh man, he was duhhed by the frater- nity a very honest fellow. 18 At the head of this society was a voutk of the name of Davenport, whom he se- lected from the rest as liis chosen com- panion, and, in return for tliis mark of distinction, was initiated hy him into all the mysteries of the squad, such as (piiz- zing the old fellows, bribing the porter, and being absent without leaye. lie was soon sent for by the master of tlie college, who, after pjiving him some general advice as to his conduct, dis- missed him ; but this was a ceremony which his companions informed him it was usual to go through, and it left no permanent impression on his mind; every night was passed in some excess, and every day brought a rcj)rimand w itli it. Three weeks had nearly elapsed, and not one single line had he written to Air. Hanbury, the man whom he was hence- forth to look upon as a father, and who was so kindly solicitous fur hi^ welfare, \\ bom he had Icl'l in a very indifferent state of hcallh ; hut such arc the elfect:i tliat dissipation produces on the mind which it engrosses, that it weakens alike every affectionate and moral tie. A letter from Mr. Hanbury, reminding liim of the failure of his duty, would have roused him to some returning sense of it, but that a party of pleasure interfered. The letter w as thrown aside to be answer- ed on same future day, but week after week elapsed, and its contents were forgotten. At length the tutor sent, re- questing to speak wdth him ; and, after some remonstrances on the impropriety of his late conduct, told him that he had received a letter from Mr. Hanbury, who desired to be informed how he spent his time in coUec-e, as he had never written to give him any account of his proceed- ings. Charles returned to his own room, where, for the first time since his entrance into this scene of profligacy and dissipa- tion, he suffered himself to reflect. He now wrote a few lines, as much to prevent further importunity as to satisfy his own 20 conscience, which, aniulst all his tCfottit to stifle its monitions, would sometimes be felt. About ^tliis time a tour m as proposed by one of the party who had some friends in Wales, where he was anxious to go; Charles, who was eager to em- brace every scheme that promised plea- sure, agreed to accompany him; they Avere absent a fortnight, during which time the tutor of thecoiicgc, making di- ligent enijuiries after Chiirlcs, and not hearing of him, made Ids appeal to the master, who, on his re-appearing, sent for liim, and reprehended him in the most serious manner. After charging him with being absent from college Avithout leave, he proceeded to inform him, that were the circumstances proved, he must certainly be under the necessity of ex- pelling him. Charles however pleaded ignorance of the necessary forms of soliciting permission of absence, and, after many promises of never transgress- ^1 iiig die rules in a similar manner, the master dismissed him. What proficiency lie had however ahcady attained to in the hackneyed art of lying, the following incident will prove. After he returned to Lis room, he was visited by some of his companions, who were eager to know how he had escaped from the late formi- dable attack : Oh, said he, on being in- terrogated on the subject, I came off with flying colours ; when the Old Boy attacked me on my absence, pray Sir, I replied, how are you convinced that I was absent, or that I was not in my own rooms the whole of this fortnio-ht ? Be- cause Mr. (jreville, your tutor, called to make an enquiry after you, and was in- formed that you were absent. Will you allow me. Sir, to interrogate my serv^ant on this occasion? the fellow was then called. I understand, said I, that you have lately informed persons who called at my rooms, that I was out ; pray what authority had you to assert this ? Whv, 22 Sir, I searched in your rooms, and I could not lind you, so I supposed you were not not there ; and ])ray where chd you search? Why I looked in both rooms, and then in a large chest, and in tlie h^\. Humph! that was all very well as tar as you went, but you ought to have search- crl under the bed ; and, turning to the Old Boy, I assure you, I said, tliat it was there that, very much indisposed, I passed the whole fortnight. It was in vain, you know, after this cool specimen of mv effrontery, to endeavour to look com- posed, and so he once more dismissed me with a lecture. as CHAPTER IV. Triendship, mysterious cement of the soul, Thou bond of peace and solder of society, J owe thee much. — Blair Jessica, in tlie mean time, had been suirering much anxiety from never having heard of her brother since his arrival in Oxford, and her anxiety was much heightened by having . received a letter from Mr. Hanbury mentioning to her his intention of going abroad in consequence of the declining state of his health. He hinted at the pleasure he should receive from her society whilst on the continent, if she would not deem the sacrifice too great, and con- cluded by naming the south of France as the place whither he designed to go. Tills plan was extremely consonant with the wishes of Jessica, wlio was already so much wearied with her pre- sent place of abode, that any change seemed preferable to it which oifered a a o'lcam of comfort. She mentioned Mr. Hanbury's proposal to lady Stan- hope, who, too much engrossed by her own pursuits to be very solicitous re- specting the situation or affairs of her neice, told her that she was at ])erfcct liberty to reply to the letter in what terms she thought the most proper. Since their arrival at Bath, the mode of employing their time had been so very different that scarcely had they met, except when lady Stanhope was surrounded by company, and no par- ticular conversation could take place. In her conduct towards Jessica, lady Stanhope never manifested any degree of affection, but that was not surj)rising, as she was mcapable of such a feeling to- ^5 wards any one ; but Jessica tlioiiglit she discovered in her aunt's behaviour on this occasion, and, in the cold in- difference which displayed itself, some- thing of an anxiety to be freed from the charge of her, and the responsibility tesulting from it. Jessica wrote t6 her venerable friend the same post, expressing her wishes t6 attend him on liis voyage, and lament- ing the cause that rendered it necessary. To her it was indeed of serious mag^ nitucle, her knowledge of the world was confined, her commerce with it had been hitherto extremely limited ; whilst under the roof of lady Stanhope she had scarcely met with one person whose society coukl have been either pleasant to her in her hours of happiness, or have afforded any degree of benefit or comfort in those less prosperous. In her visits to her father, whose society was chiefly with persons of his own sex, she had met with none really valuable, excepting yt)L. r. c 26 this friend, from whom she might now be soon separated for ever; and the narrowness of her fortune having ren- dered her less an object of attention than in other circumstances she might ha\ e proved, her society had not been courted ; of those \v ho vahied merit for its own sake, Jessica had hitherto known but one. All her anxiety now was called forth on Mr. Hanbury's account, and she prepared for her departure to liim w ith that alacrity w Inch we feel when \yc are about to meet those whom we fondly love. At length the day arrived on which she was to set out, and taking leave of lady Stanhope, she commenced her journey into Cumberland. On lier arrival at the house of Mr. Hanbury she was much shocked on observing his altered ap])carance : their meeting was affectionate, but her heart was too full for words, and the impres- sion which the emaciated looks of her 37- friend made upon her was too visible to be oveilooked. " I shall leave this place in a few days, tny young friend," said Mr. Hanbury as they sat at breakfast the following morning ; " you are very kind to leave vour friends for so lone: a time, to be- come an exile from your country with an old man like me, whose company can promise you no compensation ; and perhaps your kindness may have prompt- ed a sacrifice which I had no claim to ask : you may perhaps be leaving some one who has a peculiar interest in yOur not quitting England." Jessica smiled, arid assured him that that was not the case ; that except himself she had only yet met with one person who had honour- ed her with more than common attention, and that him in all probability she might never meet more, since his attentions h« well knew had not been pleasant to her. Tliough Jessica's residence at Bath C £ i28 had been short, her manner of liring retired, yet she had not entirely escaped admiration. IVIode^^t in her appearance and unobtrusive in her manners, It was her only desire to be suffered to remain in (piict, and pass unnoticed ; unlike the young women by whom she was surrounded; who were eager for admira- tion, and panted after the unmeaning in- cense offered by coxcombs, not as a tri- bute wliich they conceived just, but which it was expected they should ]xiy. She liad, however, been singled out during her residence there by a young man, singidar in his deportment and eccentric in his manners, though of large fortune and respectable character; and whom she now found, to her great surprise, occasionally resided in ]Mr. llanbury's neighbourhood, w here it was expected he would soon arrive. After breakfast i\lr. Ihmbury pro- posed that they should call on some ac- (juaintances of his in the adjoining town, 29 and Jessica, happy to see him so chear- ful, readily acceded. The lady of the house they shoukl first call at, he informed her, was uni- versally esteemed avery sensihle woman, and he hoped that her society would prove an acquisition whilst they re- mained in England. But before we proceed, it may not be improper to give our readers a sketch of the characters to whom we are about to introduce tliem. Mr. Ramsey was in sentiment an avowed republican; whilst he affected a hberality of opinion, like republicans in gcnenil, he was a petty tyrant, for no despotic monarclx ever yet exercised greater power over his subjects than was exhibited in the household of this son t)f liberty; with an affectation of knowing all things, he literally knew nothing, and whilst h-c talked of freedom, the love of power was his darling principle. In short, to sum up his character in the words of c 3 that great bioi^rapher, Johnson, in speak- ing of Miltonj he hated nionarclis in the state and prelates in the church, for he hated all whom he was required to obey. Mrs. Ramsey was a woman of most insinuating manners, and very superior abilities; united to an uncommon degree of penetration in discovering the weak- nesses of those around her, and jender- ing them subservient to her own plans : but she generally cliose her associates amongst those of inferior understanding; by this means she gratified her thirst for admiration, whilst she maintained the reputation of being a very uncom- mon woman. Her manners were ex- tremely graceful, and in forming her mind there had been no exertion wanted. She received Jessica on her first in- troduction to her with that studied politeness, which, though she could sometimes throw aside, she generally ^'ore in the presence ef strangers, and 31 on taking leave of her, requested she would renew her visit on an early day. The following morning Jessica found, from a conversation with ]\Ir. Hanbury, that he would be under the necessity of deferring his voyage for a few weeks, in consequence of some affairs relative to her own and her brother's property, and that he feared he should be obliged leave Oak Hanger for some days. " Your brother," said he, " Jessica, is near the termination of his minority, and it is my desire to leave his affairs settled in so clear a manner that no disputes may hereafter arise. I may never re- turn to England, and in that case it will relieve my mind from some part of its load, to reflect that I have, in fidfilling my duty, discharged a part of that debt of gratitude which I owe to the memory of your father, You are not perhaps acquainted with the extent of my obliga- tions to that valuable man : sometime you shall hear my history, and have new c4 .caiLsc to vcvnc liis character, but I am not in my present state quite ecjual to the task of reciting ])ast sorrows and Veealling reg-rets which ought long since to have subsided ; they will noon cease hi that grave to whicli an old man, like nie, must be fast verging." •' My dear sir,"' said Jessica, " do not thus agitate yourself w'ith talking of the past, but look forward to tlie enjoyment of that returning health which I trust will await you in the mild breezes of a soutlicrn shore, and be assured we shall yet spend many happy hours together." Had Mr. Hanbury observed her coun- tenance when she said tiiis. lie would have seen there much more to fear than to hope. The next morning tliey were vi^ited by Mrs. Ramsey, who proposed to Jessica to join their party to the Lakes, whither they were going in the course of a few days. Mr. Hanbury seemed very de- tiirous that she should do so, as during 33 that time he shoukl be under thQ necessity of .leaving her alone, and she consented to the proposal. When the day was fixed for their excursion she found however, to her infinite mortification, that her Bath ad- mirer w'ds to make one of tlie party ; he had returned to that part of the country a few days before, and learning that Jessica was expected to accompany Mrs. Ramsey, readily accepted an invita- tion to join them : Jessica found that she could not avoid fulfilling her engage- ment without the appearance of caprice, and was obliired, thoiioh unwillin^'lv, to acquiesce. C ^ o-* CHAPTER. V. Cool brcath'd the grateful air, and freer now The fragrance of the autumnal leaves arose, The passing gale scarce mo\M the overhaivglu bongh, And not a sound di*turb'd the deep repose. Save when a falling leaf eame tiuttfiiug by, Save the near brooklet stream that murmcrttci quietly. WiiiN Jessica got to Mr. Ramsey's on the following day, the party \vas assembled, and in addition to Mr. Comp- ton, who seemed much pleased that this opportunity was aflforded him of renew- ing his acquaintance with her, she wa» jntrcKluced to a Mr. Evans, who was also to accompany them. The day was uncommonly fine, and they set out immediately in order to be at the Lakes to view the sun set ; they travelled slowly, for the weather wa» 55 intensely hot, and occasionally made pauses on the road to admire the sur- rounding scenery. It was now the latter end of August, and the richly variegated tints of autumn were beginning to diffuse them- selves over the woods, through which they passed. Jessica anticipated with pleasure the fine scenes through which she should wander in the country where she w^as shortly going, which her present journey reminded her of; and whilst she con- templated the beauties of nature, her heart was lifted up to nature's God. Her meditations were interrupted b}'^ hearing the voice of Compton, who, on their passing a cottage, had observed a woman spinning at the door, and broke forth into expressions of admiration on her employments " How have we de- generated," said he, " from the vhtue and simplicity of our forefatliers 1 There was a time, when the females of higb c6 rank thoug-)it it not derogatory to %im\ their own garments. O Penelope! how have thy dauglitcrs fallen !"' *' IF/n/, Sir," interrupted ^Ir. Evans, " if tlic ladies were to employ themselves in spinning, where would he the en- couragement to industry amoogst the poor r — and all trades must livt.'" •* Trade, Sir! I was speaking of per- sons, whose minds soard above the low and vulgar occupations of trade." " But," interrupted Mrs. Ramsey, " if the women of tins day managed their w t^j no better than Penelope, the world would not be much benefited bv such artificers.'' They had by this- time arrived at the place where they intended to rest for an hour or two, during the heat of tlie day, in order to be enabled to encounter the fatigue of a long ride, and a ramble, when they reached the termination of their journey : here they dined, and 'R'hikt tlic liuhes were making some* 57 . alteration in their dress, the gentlemen went out to view the prospects around. When they returned, Mr. Evans in- tbrmed Jessiea, that he and Mr. Conip- ton had had a violent dispute respecting a horse. For his part, he ohserved, he had no idea of making such a fuss about animals, and treating them as if they were Chvistiaihs. At this moment ]\Ir. Conipton en- tered. " Sir," said he, *^ a horse is a noble animal, and was particularly prized by the ancients ; all heroes have had a veneration for horses, and I never see myself seated on my lofty charger, but I think of Charles the Twelfth, of Sweden, at the head of his troops." " Well well, Sir, all this may be very aight, but there is no occasion to be so very particular about them ; now it was only a few minutes since you would not suffer the hostler, who, I dare say, knows, his business very well, to draw some water for youv liovsc, but drew it your- self, which was a very surprising thing for a; gentleman to do, and what I am sure your servant would have huffed at and thought beneath him." " Beneath him, Sir, do you think it degrading to draw water, do you think it beneatli any man to do what, in the time of the Patriarchs, kings daughtcrsr employed themselves in ? do not we read of their assembling themselves at springs and drawing from thence that wholesome and precious beverage." — ■ Evans, too much astonished to make any reply, turned to the \\ indow, and in a few minutes after dimier was served. After which Mrs. Ramsey proposed a walk to Jessica, and the gentlemen were left to renew the disputes of the morning or discuss new topics. On their return, they proceeded on their journey, and reached the place proposed in the evening. As they travel- led along the borders of the lakes Jessica S9 contemplated the majesty of the scene with sublime admiration. The sun^ throwing its departing beams along the water, over the siirface of which hung^ rocks, whose height appeared to render them almost inaccessiblcr She wished much for ^Ir. HanbnrVy his taste for, natural beauties being so congenial to her own. When the party arrived at the house which was prepared for their reception, they were all much fatigued, and soon after separated. And the following morning when they met, Mr. Ramsey proposed a iishing party. '■' For my part," said Evans, " I am no fisher, and I have often gone out with peo- ple, but I can't say, except the fishermen wlio are brought up with it, I ever saw any body that understood much of the matter." '* But I, Sir," answeied Mr. Ramsey, " which you probably may not know, was placea by my father with a fisher- nian, and was for many years regularly 40 insfructod in tlic nu'lliod of ilsliing-. ' Here Jessica ohserxed a shrug ot' con- tempt in Mrs. llanisey, \\ lu^ was how- ever too imhgnant to make any otlier reply to the lastohservation, hut tluit slie heheved Mr. Ramsey's knowledge in tliat hranch was e(|ual to what he possessed in many other**. Here Evaii.*^, who did not seem j^ei- fectly to comprehend tliis ohservation in its full import, looking respectfully at Mrs. Ramsey, said, " I dare say, machmi, Mr. - Ramsey is \ery clever in most thinjjs, I am sure I was not douhtinof his knowledge, but as to fishing \\ h4?n fish can be bought so cheap, I think it's spending one's time and tiring oneself for very little use.' f^ '' Tiring yourself," said Compton, *' and do you, Sir, com[)lain of fatigue in such puerile amusements, and forget the exertions of the Spartans! were not tlie youth of that ilkistrious country early inured to hardship, and so educated as to 41 look with contempt on eveiy species of personal danger and fatigue ; and liave you forgot too the atchievements of the glorious Hannibal, who, despising such low considerations, marched with his troops in the midst of swamps and morasses, over clifts and mountains, through subterraneous passages; and who, after dissolving the rocks by his superior powers, in this order entered Italy." ** Hannibal was a fool," rejoined Mr. Ramsey, ** he did not understand the principles of chemistry; it is a science which has undergone considerable im- provement ; I made it my particular study for many years, and as to the hardships you speak of, I hope you are not credulous enough to be imposed upon by all the lies which the ancients tell you." V' Sir," said Compton, rising with in- dignation, " a lie was esteemed a crime iit the virtuous period to which I allude^ 42 and v/as held in the ancient code of laws punishable by death." *^ Well, if I may give my opinion," replied Evans, '' I never saw any great hardships the soldiers had to hear, and as for fatigue, I never heard them com- plain, except sometimes, ^hen they were quartered in our town, the soldiers would say they were tired after our weekly hop."— " Hop ! and pray do you think then,'' said Compton, *' that those great and wise people of whom I speak ever descended to such effeminate pursuits ? Why, Sir^ there have been nations, the Grecians for mstance, who esteemed dancing a vice." " Well," exclaimed Evans, *^ I can only say that these ancients must have been rather odd people, for I can't see the great difference betwixt dancing and drawing water, oidy that I think dancing is the most agreeable of the two." 43 Mrs. Ramse}-, now anxious to termi- nate this dispute, proposed to set out, and after engaging a boat for the pur- pose of fishing, they embarked. Mr. Compton placed himself next Jessica, and seemed solicitous to engage her attention, but the novelty of the scene, and the surrounding objects, wholly en- grossed her thoughts. Mrs. Ramsey observed, that a boat had always ap- peared to her an ingenious piece of mechanism. " My dear," said Mr. Ram- sey, ^^ do not betray your ignorance by talking on subjects you do not under- stand. Perhaps the world does not exhibit a peice of mechanism more simple in its construction. I was with a boat builder many years since, and when I had only been a fortnight at the place, was thoroughly acquainted with the principle on which it is constructed." Here was another glance of contempt from Mrs. Ramsey, who did not how- ever make any reply. But Evans, turning 44 to licr, said, " Bless mc, madrnn, yon> luisband must be a deal older than I took him for, for \\'hat a many trades he has been." They continued on the water some hours, but the sun being intensely hot, they were unsuceessful in their pursuit; they observed, however, as they were landing, a man loaded with a ])asket, and Evans perceiving it was a fishcrmait, called out to him ; lie turned back to the party, and exhibited his fish, which he said he would be glad to dispose of, as he had caught it that morning, and had a long way to carry it. " I told you," said Evans, turning triumphantly to Mr. Ramsey, " that every man kiu)ws h\% own trade best."' 45 CHAPTER VI. " It is this cloud on their understanding which hin- ders our voluptuaries from discerning that their blind rage for pleasure turhs blessings into their reverse. Birth, education, and abundance, are great blessings, but abused by pleasure into mo- tives and instruments of indulgence. — Birth is more ignoble than obscurity; knowledge is more pernicious than ignorance ; and abundance more a misfortune than want.'* Young's Letters. T;iE party had by this time arrived at the inn, where Jessica was informed that a gentleman, who had refused to leave his name, had desired to speak with her ; she was surprised and struck with the singularity of this circumstance, and conjecturing who, amongst the few per- sons with whom she w^as acquainted, it could be, when she observed a figure 46 U'ith wliicb she felt herself familiar, pass the window; she went out of the room, and found herself instantly in the arm* of this stranger, whom she now disco- vered to be her brother. Her mind fnmk under the dreadful apprehension of some impending evil, and the first which presented itself w^as that of jMr. Ilan- bury's death. " Oh, Charles," said she, " why have you come, where is I\lr. Hanbury, and how is he?" " Very well, Jessica, for any thing I know ; I did not come here to bring news of him, but to see you. Why, my dear girl, you look as dismal as if you had been coming from his funeral." Jessica now recovered herself suffi- ciently to ask of Charles the real pur- port of this sudden journey. ''To tell you the truth/' said he, '^ I am rather in an aukward predicament, and I came to ask a little of your assistance; though, by tlie bye, you must not blow me to Mr, Hanburv, or I am dished. The fact 47 is, my girl^ I want a little of the ready, and as you are, you know, of age, you have it at your own disposal." " Charles,** said Jessica, " I am well convinced that your allowance from Mr. Hanbury is more than adequate to your real wants ; the demands of wanton extravagance no fortune, however unlimited, will be found sufficient to supply. The mind that cannot accommodate itself to a nar- row income must, in every situation, feel embarrassed, for if your fortune was increased, your imaginary wants would rise in proportion, and would be found to exceed the means which you possessed to gratify them, as much as they now do." " Well, but Jessica, I did not come here to receive a lecture, but something more substantial. It is not a very large sum of money that I want, and I will promise that you shall have it in three months, at which time I shall be of age. It was an unlucky affair to be sure, but 4H one thousand will settle all diticicnces ; if it was a debt contracted in the common way, one would nothiind, hut a debtot" honour, you kno\N', is an auk ward thing." Jessica now found ner sentiments change to horror and astonishment; that he should, at his age, have connnenced that most despicable and dreadful of all characters, a gamester ; that the son of her revered father should have become a detennined profligate. *' O my father," she exclaimed, '' hap])y is it for you that the grave has concealed these things from your eyes, for you were indeed ttiken from the evil to come ! Charles, I am grieved, deeply grieved for you ; amidst all your follies I ha\e hitherto in- dulged a hope, a confidence, that your heart was still un\'itiatcd, and that de- pravity had no share in }our errors; your account of this affair has most sorrowfully undeceived me, and I can now no longer dwell on your remembrance with one sensation of i)lcasuie. A\'hcn I look back 49 on the days of your infancy, how different was the promise which they gave, and how fallacious have the hopes of my poor father proved! I conjure you, in his name, to reflect, and to contemplate that dreadful abyss in which you are about to sink both your reputation and your pro- perty; for to the gamester both are equally insecure. Little as I mingle with society, and confined as my observations must consequently be, yet I am at pre- sent acquainted with more than one fa- mily whose actual respectability has been sunk, and their views in life utterly de* stroyed, by the indulgence of a propen- sity to the fatal vice of gaming, in some one of their members ; did its evils, in- deed, terminate with the ruin of proper- ty, it would be comparatively happy ; but perhaps there is no one vice which so completely debases the whole character; it sinks a mind wliich might, perhaps, under other circumstances, have been led to the exertipn of some degree of VOL. I. D 50 energy in the pursuit of virtue, to the most contemptible state of egotism ; self is the sole spring of all a gamester's actions ; his heart is as much steeled against the claims of his wife, his children, or his nearest associates, as against the more distant impulse of universal suffering; he may be said to behold every object through a distorted medium, and to teel no interest in any being, in any pursuit in existence, but such as can facilitate his narrow, his avaricious, schemes ; his temper dependant on the next chance of the dice; his mind contaminated by the continual contemplation of another's wealth, of which he is eagerly looking forward to the appropriation ; his heart grown callous to the miseries of his fel- low-creatures ; ahkc deaf to the calls of justice, and the pleadings of compassion : What from a gamester can be expected, but that, havinjx lived until he has be- come a disgrace to himself, his family, and a mark for the finger of scorn to 51 point at, he will fill up the measure of his iniquities by some dreadful deed: To live despised ! to die unlamented ! What a mournful prospect for a young man just entering into life, and whose future lot must so greatly depend on himself. You liave solicited me, Charles, to grant you a thousand pounds — a thousand pounds may appear a small sum to one, who could risk it on the hazard of a die, but it is half of what I possess ; and I can- not, indeed I cannot, sacrifice so large a sum to so unworthy a purpose. When I assure you that I will conceal your situa- tion from Mr. Hanbury, let it be under- stood that it is with a view of sparing his feelings, and not giving additional poig- nancy to the ills under which he now la- bours ; as for your feelings, Charles, your recent conduct, and the levity w4th which you have treated this terrible pro- ceeding, sufficiently prove those to be completely depraved, and I have now d2 ^s\-^^ 0^ xvW ^ox^ ,^N^^V^^^ only to mourn over the past, despairing of the future." Charles seemed touched hy his sister's emotion, and assured her that he had been led into error, and had not, as she imagined, voluntarily become a gamester. He now promised her that no considera- tion should tempt him in future to a con- duct of a similar nature, but that his feel- ings were so humiliating on this occasion, on which his honour was exposed, that he did not know to what lengths he might he driven, in order to retrieve the sum, if she still persisted in her refusal. *^ We will suppose for a moment,' said Jessica, in reply to Charles's last address, *' that your present applica- tion had been urged by pecuniary dis- tresses, arising from inevitable misfor- tune ; that you had been engaged iu com- mercial concerns, which had proved un- fortunate, as is too often the case; or that some untoward circumstance had deprived you of the means of existence ; J3 I trust it is unnecessary for me to say with what heartfelt satisfaction, in an exigency like this, I should have ex- tended to you any part, nay the whole, of my property. But I have too frequen ill/ had occasion to express those sentiments of severe reprehension, amounting to disgust, which I have felt, and still do feel, at the conduct of weak women in similar transactions. And I am sorry to observe, that amongst the many in- stances which I have seen, and read of, very few, if any, have resigned their property for useful or virtuous pur- poses ; but suifering their feelings to be wrought upon, by idle promises of amend- ment on the part of the petitioner, have been led into a concurrence, against whicli their better judgment revolted ; and have had cause hereafter, on witness- ing the inefficacy of this kind of tempo- rary relief, to regret, deeply regret, their folly. It is indeed, on the part of the individual who concec'es to demands of p 3 54, tliis nature, a tacit approbation of, and en- couragement to, vice ; and many are there, I doubt not, a\ ho, luul their first application been resisted, might have been effectually checked in the beginning of their career. E'cery species of vicious excess it behoves society in general, and my sex inpai^ticulay^ to discourage. A woman who yields her property, either to the rapacious grasp of the gamester, or to the indulgence of a)??/ other vicious pursuit, presents not only an extremely reprehensible, but a highly indelicate character ; reprehensible, because she thus deprives herself of the means by wliich she might be enabled to encourage the industrious, relieve the worthy, and raise the unfortunate; and indelicate, because she supports those vices which ought to be discountenanced. I trust 1 know and feel, too deeply, what I owe to the memory of our excellent father, to administer to the vices oi' his son. To your misfortunes, Charles, I would freely 65 resign any portion, nay the whole, of that Httle which I can hestow ; but I will spare myself the miserable reflection, in some future hour, of having sacrificed the least part to your vices." Jessica leaned against the window, and wept. " Mr. Han- bury is illj Charles," continued she, " very ill, and may soon be taken from you • oh, do not deprive yourself of every friend, but be at least your own." Charles re- mained silent, and apparently indignant, but he knew, too well, the firmness of his sister's mind, to attempt any further per- suasion. " I call upon you," said Jessica, '* to desist from this destructive practice, in the name of my father ; I know of only one more sacred by which 1 could appeal ; farewell I When 1 can forget the past, I will see you again, for the present we must part ;" and, giving him her hand iu trembling emotion, she hurried out of the room. D4 56 CHAPTER Vll Oh, enviable, early days, Wlien dancing thoughtless pleasure's maze. To care, to guilt unknown ; How ill exchanged for riper times,. To feel the follies or the crimes Of others, or my own. Burns. After the departure of her brother, whose sudden appearance, together with the purport of his visit, had agitated lier so much, Jessica found herself wholly unfitted for the enjoyment of company, and sent down her excuses to Mrs. Ram- sey. When the party were assembled at dinner, *' bless me," said Evans,.** I won- der wliere Miss Grevillc can be, I saw her talking to a very odd-looking young gen- tleman, as I passed the window, a little time since ; and I thought, by her voice, she did not much wish to be heard." *' Sir," said Compton, " I hope you did not, by undue methods, descend to the meanness of endeavouring to become ac- quainted with the subject of their con- ference?" ** No, Sir, by no means, I only just stopped to hear if I could get at the gentleman's name, which I thought there was no great harm in, particularly as I did not know it before." " And pray," interrupted Mr. Ramsey, *' of what consequence could his name be to you?" '* None, only that because he refused to leave it in the morning, it seemed as if he was not desirous that it should be known." '' And that," said Mrs. Ramsey, " was one very good reason why you should at- tempt to discover it." *' He is most likely some lover of her's, who comes to see her unknown to her d5 58 gnardian/' continued Evans, *' and 1 liave just been thinking that is the reason he would not leave his name." And. turning to Compton, he said, '' don't you think so, Sir ?" *' Sir," said he, very sternly, '* I am not in the habit of investigating the affairs of others, and reasoning upon what they do." " And yet, Sir," said Evans, " you seem to know, as well as any body, what was done by the ancients." Here Jessica entered the room, and, after apologizing for being ab^seiit at dinner, said that her brother had called upon her on business, and not fiudiug her within, had refused to leave his name, fearing that his sudden appearance might cause her alarm on Mr. Hanbiuy's ac- count, and his time being limited, he would not disturb the party. Compton darted a glance of contempt at Evans, who blushed, and recollected somcthiug which he had left in anotiier room. The following day being fixed for their return, Mrs, Ramsey proposed another ramble, and the party set out. During the walk, Compton found an opportunity of detaching Jessica from the party, ^nd repeated his proposals, which she declined in the handsomest manner. Whilst she expressed her gratitude for the honour he had conferred on her, she assured him that one circumstance could alone encrease her sense of the compli- ment he had paid her, his ceasing to per- severe in attentions which must be equally painful to them both. The party con- tinued out till very late in the evening, and had the mind of Jessica been suffi- ciently composed — her heart sufficiently at ease, to enter into their beauties, she must have sensibly felt the sublimity of the scenes around her, and shared in the pleasure they were calculated to inspire; but she w^s occupied in less pleasing contemplations — her thoughts engrossed by other subjects. 60 She was happy in the idea of meeting Mr. Hanbury again, but with what sensations could she meet him; for tlie first time since she had known liim she was practising deception, and, though her heart acquitted her of any intentional wrong, and her motives for the con- cealment were regard for his happiness, yet she now felt so far from happiness herself, that she deeply regretted her part in the transaction : but it was too late, the promise had been given, and she must abide by it's consequences. After a journey, which to her appeared tedious, the party arrived at Oak Hanger the following evening, where she took her leave of them, and prepared for her interview with Mr. Hanbury, whom she learned was expected at home that night. Whilst she sat ruminating upon the unpleasant event which had befiillen her since his departure, she heard the sound of a carriage in the court, and ran ou m to welcome him ; in the uncertain gleam, which twilight threw over the surrounding objects, she did not per- ceive the alteration which a few days had made in his appearance. After affectionately embracing her, " Jessica," said Mr. Hanbury, *' I am far from well, and I rejoice that you are returned, for 1 much feared that I should have arrived before you, and I am anxious to hasten my departure from hence." *' I fear Sir," answered Jessica, " that you have fatigued yourself in the business on which you went ;" her voice faltered, and when she thought of the unworthiness of that object for whose welfare he was thus kindly solicitous, her heart sunk within her. He bade her ring for candles, and she had now an opportunity of observing his emaciated looks; he saw her emo- tion, and kindly taking her hand, he said, ** do not distress yourself my love, (J2 I am more than satisfied, for I am rendered liappy by the journey I have taken, which, though it may liave added to my bodily fatigue, has freed me from much mental anxiety ; I am not deceived- myself, Jessica, 1 would not deceive you ; the time of my sojourn here draws to a close ; I trust I have left the affairs of your lirothcr, for the short space that rem^ansof his minority, in proper hands, and oh ! may his future life, whilst it gives comfort to you, be employed respectably to himself, and lionourably to the memory of his dear fither." Here, overcome by the \iolence of his emotion, Mr. Han bury paused ; the feelings of Jessica at thlb moment were too powerful for utterance, but she would secretly have rejoiced, if joy could have had any part in her reflections, that he was ignorant of the recent failure in the conduct of her brother ; should he recover, thought she, and I 63 am freed from my promise, I can then reveal the truth ; but why should I add to the weight of his sufferings, and embitter his last days, by a disclosure that can only prove unavailing to my- self, and miserable to him ? They soon after separated for the night, and Jessica left alone to her reflections, had leisure to survey the past, and mournfully to anticipate the future. Her life hitherto had been one series of disquietude, and there was no prospect, however remote, which offered rest. Mr. Hanbury she had relied upon, as her resource in every difficulty, and felt for him the affection €»f a daughter ; but hia health w^as.^ visibly declining, and she dreaded to think the time might soon arrive, when she should mourn the departure of her last and only surviving friend. When they met in the morning, lie remarked the dejection of her looks ; " but," added he, *' I hope the change 64 of scene will divert your mind, and strengthen your spirits." He asked her how she had passed her time, (kiring* her excursion to the Lakes ; she gave him an account of the party, and expressed her wonder at the choice of Mr. and Mrs. Ramsey, in the society of Evans. *' It is not," said Mr. Han- bury, " simply from choice, but greatly, 1 believe, through interested motives, that they bear with the company of that weak and vulgar young man. IVIr. Ramsey is in the law, and Evans is continually involved in law suits ; his father was a merchant in this neighbour- hood, very rich, but extremely weak in intellect ; the former, he has made his son, by becjueathing to him the whole of his property ; in the latter he resembled him by nature. Ikit, my dear, we can seldom in this lii'e judge of the real motives which induce connexions of this kind, or how often interest forms the onlv bond of union between man- kind. But were you not delighted with the fine prospects you would see, and astonished with the grandeur of the scenery around the Lakes?" ** I was indeed, Sir," replied Jessica, ** and wished much for you;" he shook his head, and sighing deeply, added, *' there was a time when I could keenly feel, and enthusiastically admire the beauties pf nature ; the world was then opening to my view, and I had only surveyed the pleasing side of the prospect ; but these moments with me, Jessica, have passed away, and it is only for you, who are in the dawning of youth, and the vigor of hope, to enjoy scenes like those. Contemplate them then, before the cold blasts of disappointment, or the lassitude of age, shall have robbed them of their charms." He then requested she would prepare for their voyage, which he wished to take place the following week, in order to avoid the Equinox. 66 He wrote to Cliarles, giving hini some general advice as to his future conduct, mentioning to him that he had left his affairs in the hands of a person on whom he could rely, and conjuring him to be a friend and pro- tector to his sister. Having perfoiTned that duty, he went out, accompanied by. Jessica, to take leave of his parishioneirs ; it was a painful task, and the sorrow which they expressed, sensibly shocked his young friend, as it evidently betrayed a fear that they should see him no more. He bore it however extremely well, and shewed no signs of discomposure. " I don't know how it is,' said he to Jessica, as they sat after dinner, *' but 1 feel in taking this voyage, as if I was return- ing to my home, after a long absence ;'* ** You have, tlien, been in France before," said Jessica. '' Only in passing through it," he replied. '' 1 understood from my father," returned she, " that }ou m had been a resident abroad." ** Yes, added he, '^ my love, your father was right, but it was in Italy, not in France, where I passed my time;" he turned to the window, and she saw the tears start from his eyes; '^ beloved country," sighed he, " I shall visit you no more." He sat for some moments lost in thought, and then conversed on other subjects ; Jessica talked to him of the pleasure she should experience from the voyage, and they finally fixed their departure for the following week. 68 CHAPTER VIII ** Among these men, there is of the vociferation af merriment, but very seldom the tranquillity of cheerfulness ; they inflame their imaginations to a kind of momentary jollity, by the help of wine and riot, and consider it as the first business of the night to stiipify recollection, and lay that reason asleep which disturbs their gaiety, ' and calls upon them to retreat Irom ruin." Johnson. After Charles had parted from his sister, he began to feel some remorse at his late conduct, but he \v as involved in difficulties which she knew not of, and from which she could not have extricated him. His rooms in College were now become a rendezvous for gamesters, and at those meetings in which they daily indulged, large sums of money had been sacrificed -, and it was in one of these, 69 when thrown off his guard by previous intoxication, Charles had been swindled out of the money for which he had ap- plied to Jessica ; his friend, if their can be any friendship amongst men of this discription, had frequently supplied him with small sums, which he had hitherto regularly paid ; but conscious of the dis- grace which must await them when these meetings were discovered, Davenport had quitted College, and entered into a regiment that was quartered in the neigbourhood. In the situation of Charles Greville and Davenport, there was a very essential diiference, the latter being possesed of large property, and having considerable estates in reversion, whilst the fortune of the former, with- out any expectancies, did not exceed twelve thousand pounds. One valuable estate of Mr. Greville's, on his death had devolved to a distant branch of his family, and the fortune which he had been enabled to leave to his children. 70 had clieifly arisen from his own occononiy. Thus had Charles heen drawn into ex- travagancies, by associating with those who, only his equals in rank, were superior to him in fortune ; and wouUl Avhen the evil day arrived, no doubt, leave him to lament alone the effects of his folly. What, those were his inter- view with the tutor on his return from Cumberland proved ; who sent for him, and, as the friend of Mr. Hanburv, ad- vised him to leave the College, as the late proceedings of the party were dis- covered, and it would save him from the odium which might, perhaps, here- after attach to him on being expelled. Charles now began seriously to reflect on the enormity of his conduct, and had a reformation followed his reflections, it would have been well. He quitted the College, and wrote to inform Davenport of his situation, who promised, if he would go to him, to procure a commis- sion for him in the regiment of which 71 his uncle had the command. Charles accepted the offer, and having formed new connections, new views, threw off all remembrance of the past, and enter- ed once more on his career of folly. His sister, like his promises of amend- ment, was totally forgotten, and when he thought of Mr. Hanbury, it was only to congratulate himself that he was no longer subject to his power. CHArXER IX. Tho purple morn that paints with sidelong gleam, The cliffs tall crest, the waving woods that rin*, With charm of birds rejoicing in the beam, Touch soft the wakeful nerves according string. Then at sad meditation's silent hour, A thousand wishes steal upon the heart, And, whilst they meekly bend to heaven's high pow'r, Ah ! think tis hard, 'tis surely hard to part. To part from every hope that brought delight, From those that lov'd them, those they lov'd so much, Then fancy swells the picture on the sight. And softens evcrj scene at every touch. Bowles. Mr. Hanbury and Jessica in the mean time had set out on their voyage, and the hope of his ever returning grew daily more feeble. They travelled by easy stages till they reached iSouthamp- 73 ton, whence they were to embark for Montpelier. And had not the dechning health of her friend preyed on her spirits, and unfitted her for the reception of such impressions, the heart of Jessica, susceptible as it was of every refined emotion, would have sensibly felt the scenes around ; but she saw no object with interest, save the emaciated form of him whom she loved, and whom she per- ceived she must soon lose sight of for ever. These were the moments in which she was called upon to exercise that fortitude which she had early acquired ; it was not the strength of mind which, hy modern philosophers, is called energy; }ier's was a reliance on that Being who orders all thin^-s. She earnestly solicited Mr. Hanbury to consult a physician before they em- barked, and he sent for one who had been previously recommended; Jessica found him a sensible and unassuming* VOL. I. E 74- man, aiul wa."^ much consoled by hid visit. She entreated him to be candid v^itli her, and tell her the extent of ^\ hat she had to fear. He assured her that Mr. Hanbury's complaint did not exhibit any symptoms of immediate danger : *' A winter in the south of France," said he, " will at least prevent his disorder from gaining ground, and the mild gales of spring may do much towards hi8 restoration." He offered his assistance in procuring accomodations for their passage, in a proper vessel ; an attention for which Jessica felt very grateful. In the evening he returned, and infurmcd her that he had procured a passage for her- self, Mr. llaiibury, and a servant, in ^ vessel no\v^ lyi"n ^^^ ^^^^ harbour, ready to sail with the first fair wind ; and that the captains mate would come down tlie following morning, and prepare her for their departure. After shaking 15 liands with Mr. Hanbiiiy and herself, with all the cordiality of an old friend, he took his leave of them. The next morning, according to his promise, they were waited on by a young man from the ship, who informed them, that as the wind now blew fair, they should sail ih the course of two hours. Jessica prevailed on Mr. Hanbury to lie down and endeavour to get some rest, whilst, assisted by his servant, she pre- pared their luggage ; after which they went down to the vessel, and found on board two passengers, who were going, like themselves, to a foreign clime, in search of that health which had been denied them in their own. A young man, apparently in the last stage of a consumption, was attended by a very interesting and lovely woman, whom Jessica now found was his wife. The traces of melancholy were strona*- ly impressed on her countenance, and E 'X 76 when Jessica, after the first sahitation was over, had seated herself on deck she tliought of those words of the monk in Sterne's journey, *' No doubt there is misery enough in every corner of the world, as well as within our convent."" ** Won't you go into the cabin my love," said the stranger to her husband ? *' no," said he, '' Matilda, the air re- freshes me, and I am better here ;" she looked sorrowfully at Jessica, and, taking his hand, seated herself in silence beside him. Mr. Ilanbury, sick and languid, had retired to his cabin, whither Jessica now followed him. She remarked the interesting ap- pearance of these young people, and lamented that, in all human probability, they would be soon separated, ** It is a heavy calamity to have our friends torn from us by the hand of death," said she. '' It is indeed, Jessica/' replied Mr. Hanbury, " but it is luxury, in comparison of what we feel when they are estranged from us by their or our unworthiness. Perliaps in the cata- logue of human ills, there is no calamity more difficult to endure, than the dis- covery of ingratitude in that being on whom we have placed our affection, and with whom we have entrusted our hope of happiness." " It is a misfortune," said Jessica, ** that I have hitherto escaped ;" '* and may you never," added he, " from your own experience, have cause to mourn its effects. But, my love, you should offer your scrvises to this young stranger, who has no female with her, and you will be a mutual comfort to each other during the voyage." Jessica felt some self reproach that she had not done it before, and now went on deck for that purpose. " You are very kind," said the stranger, *' and I shall not hesitate to E 3 avail m3'Self of the claim wliich your goodness lias given me, should circum- stances require it; at present my husband is in his cabin, endeavouring to obtain some rest; and society in my situation is indeed a comfort." Jessica now found that they were Ijound for the same port with herself and Ml. Ilanbury : " But you are not, 1 think," said she, " if I may judge from your accent, a native of France?" ** No," replied the lady, " I am an English woman, if being born in that country can give me any pretensions to the title, though I have lately been a citizen of the world, and have not long ago returned from Ireland, where we last resided. My husband, as you may have perceived, is very ill, and our object in this voyage is the restoration of his health." ** And I hope," added Jessica, ** that you will be amply repaid, by witnessing his complete recovery." Siic shook her head, and sighing replied, 79 ** I am not very sanguine in my hopes on that subject, but that may perhaps arise from having so frequently ex- perienced the fallacy of my wishes." " Or rather," said Jessica, " your pre- sent melancholy may proceed from liaving parted with friends who are dear to you ; under those circumstances, w^e view our future prospects through a gloomy medium :'* " Oh, no,'' she return- ed, " that is not indeed the case;" and had Jessica judged by the expression w^hich her countenance in that sentence con- veyed, she would have imagined that she had been deserted by every friend. It was now time to r-etire, as the shades of night drew on. It was an evening in which nature seemed serenely to repose, the moon first rising appeared faintly, throwing it's pale beams over the surface of the water: and as Jessica leaned over the side of the vessel, pensively surveying the surrounding scene, uninterrupted, sa\'e by the melan- 80 choly note of a sailor, who, as he paced the deck, was singing- a lament to liis absent mistress, lier thouglits reverted to the vicissitudes of life. *' It is in- deed," said she, *' a varying picture, and I fear that the dark lines of misery compose it's prominent feature." " This stranger, with wliomi have been corversing, seems far from happy, and yet, young as she is, I should hope tliat slie cannot already have known misfortune." The feelings of Jessica, had been powerfully awakened, and she was anxious to become acquainted with her story. She now went down to Mr. llanbury, whom she informed of the result of her \ isit. He seemed happy that she had met with such an acquisi- tion i;i the young stranger, and expressed a wish that she would in the morning in- troduce him ; they now parted for the night. The following morning, when they went on deck, they found the stranger already there, and, after the usual saluta- 91 tion had passed, Mr. Hanbuiy enquired after her husband; she said he had passed a disturbed night, but she hoped he had now fallen asleep. ^' You must support your spirits, my dear Madam," said he, *^ and not by fruitless sorrow, which must prey on your health, weaken your ca- pacity to give assistance to the object of your care." She thanked him for his at-- tentions, and said she had felt particularly grateful to Miss Greville for her visit the preceding night. Mr Hanbury now left them, and whilst he was engaged with the captain, Jessica renewed her conversation with the stranger. " Your father," said she, turning to Jessica, " seems in a very indiiferent state of health :" " Mv. Hanbury," said Jessica, " is indeed far from well ; but he is not my father, nor am I so happy as to possess a friend to whom I can attach that en- dearing title;" when she said this she ob- served the emotion of the stranger, who e5 82 exclaimed, *' God knows whether I have a father hi existence, but why," clasping her hands together, " should I wish him to exist, perhaps in misery !" " I fear," said Jessica, " that the sick- ne ^s of your husband then, is not your only cause of sorrow." *' No," said she, " under that misfortune I trust I could acquire resignation ; but my griefs are of a nature as complicated, I hope a^ uncommon, and whether I have any excuse for sinking under their pressure, may sad story will sufficiently evince."' 83 CHAPTER X. She ceasM, and weeping turned away her head, She wept as if she had no more to say Of that perpetual weight, which on her spirit lay. WoTyDSWORTH. " My father was an officer in the English service, and married when he was very young. *'The friends of my mother were rich and powerful, but after her union with him, their friendship seemed gradually to decline, though her happiness suffered no diminution. She was fondly beloved by him ; and she merited his affection ; for " she was all that the heart wishes, or the ey.e looks for in woman." With- in a few years of their marriage, his regiment was ordered to America, whither my mother accompanied him. e6 84 " My self and one brother were tlien the only fruit of their union, but during our residence abroad, they had an ad- dition to their family of two daughters. After some years absence, we returned to England ; and until the period in which I attained my eighteenth year, perhaps no family ever exhibited a. more perfect picture of domestic happiness than was to be found within our little circle. " My brother was now advancing to manhood ; he was the object of ovn tenderest regard, the idol of his family, and promised to repay^ by the propriety and activity of his ccmduct, tlie anxiety which my father had felt for him in his earlier years. My father having been advanced to the rank of Major, purchased a house in the neighbourhood of London, and my sisters were no\f' sent to a sclu)ol at some distance. " Soon after this period, my brother expressed a desire to enter into the navy, §5 ^d was placed under the care of a friend of my father's. When I look back upon those days of happmess, and view, in sad succession, " the miseries tliatone by one I have endured/' my heart sinks at the retrospect. IMy father came in one morning after his walk, and ixh- formed us that he had invited some friends to dinner on that day ; that lie was going to town, but expected to return before five o'clock, at which hour he had fixed to meet his company. ^' The hour arrived, the party was as- sembled, and we waited in momentary expectation of my father's return. At six o'clock, my mother became very uneasy; he was in general extremely punctual to his appointments, and she wondered what circumstance could possibly have detained him. His friends jendeavoured to. calm her fears, by assur- ing her that he had been prevented re- turning from some cause, which he had not on his leaving her foreseen ^ but, in 86 despite of their endeavours to caln\ our minds, it was evident that they partook .of the apprehensions under wliich we were sufferino^. At lcno;th they offered their assistance to go in search of him; it was kite in tlie evening, and they dis- persed tliemselves d liferent ways. " In two liours after their departure, one of the officers arrived, and informed us that he had heen unsuccessful in his pursuit ; that he had made enquiries at the houses of all my fathei's friends, and at every place whither he had heen accustomed to 0*0 ; that he liad traced him to the liouse of a hanker, where he was told that he had called in the morn- ing ; hut that every effort to gain in- telligence of him after that period had proved unavailing. " My mother was now in a state of mind which admitted neither of reason or con- solation ; she insisted upon setting out for town, and, late as it was, we accom- panied her in her unhappy search. 87 We were then advised to insert a para- graph in all the papers, mentioning the circumstance, and offering a large re- AV^ard ; but never, from that hour to this, have any tidings reached us of my poor father." Here, she paused, and M^ept violently ; " but now," continued she, " I must proceed to the events which followed, for the measure of our woe was not yet filled up. "My sisters were sent for from the school where they had been placed ; my brother was abroad with his ship, and my mother now appeared almost broken hearted. None but those who have ex- perienced the agonies of suspence, and suspence too of the most dreadful kind, can form an adequate idea of her suf- ferin2:s. " The most consoling thought which could present itself in moments like these, was that of my father's death : that event, on which so many mourn, would have been to her a cause of re- joicing; but she was doomed to drag 86 on a comfortless existence, without one ray of hope. From my father's com- mission, under these sad circumstances, we could derive no pecuniary benefit, and our situation was now comparative poverty. We parted with our hou;se, and took a retired lodging in a neigh- bouring village, where my mother's bodily health seemed hourly to decline. ** To those who murmur at the com- mon evils of life, and sink under their trifling disappointments, the conduct of my mother, under her severe trials, affords an example worthy of imitation; but hcr's was a rare character, and I should fail in an attempt to do justice to her virtuesv *' My brother had now returned to Eng- land, where the sad story of our sorrows awaited liim : he hastened to us, and if any thing could have imparted pleasure to my mother, his aflfectionatc attentions would have done so ; but, in her Uicera- 89 ted heart, the springs of joy were dried up for ever. " Oh God ! how shall I tell the sequel of her sufferings ! He left us to join his ship, which was stationed at the Nore : the mutin}^ broke out, and, in his attempts to quell it, he was one of those who fell a victim." She stopped, and her agitation was so violent, that Jessica requested she would defer her recital to some other period. ^' No," added she, " I am com- ing to that crisis, in which I seemed to have arrived at the acme of human misery. The sad news reached us, and from that period my mother's senses were deranged ; but it was surely in mercy to her sufferings, that the power of feeling was thus denied. *^ She survived not many weeks, and it would have been selfish to have sorrow- ed at her death : I loved her in a degree which I believe few have felt, and, in losing her, I seemed to have lost all that could render life desirable. 90 *' The world appeared, to in\' saddened view, one vast desart, where there was no liiiman being who regarded my sor- rows, or interested tliemsclves in my fate ; and I have frequently prayed, in moments hkc these, tl)at the grave might receive me. But I had duties to per- fomi, which, after the ftr^t sliock liad subsided, I felt called upofttp: attend to. My sisters I regarded as a sacred relick now consigned to my protection. ** I wrote to a relation of my mother's, intimating to her tlie situation in which they were left; and she offered to re- ceive them. She was not exactlv the the person with whom, under other cir- custances, I should have placed them ; but I had now no alternative ; our pro- perty was nearly exhausted; they had no means of earning their support, and my exertions were too feeble to assist us all. *' I obtained for myself, after I had re- signed them to my aunts protect i(jij, a 91 situation as governess in a family, whose kindness was a consolation to me under my misfortunes. I remained with my friends some years : it was under their roof, that I first met with Mr. Baniford, and soon after we were married. '' The accounts which I had received from my sisters had been very satisfactory ; but they lately had ceased to write; and becoming uneasy at their silence, I wrote to my aunt, informing her of my union, and my wish of receiving one of my sisters. ** Aletter soon after this period arrived ; it was from the elder of my sisters, saying, that she had placed herself and Mary in a situation, in which she ti visted they would be enabled to earn a subsis- tence. " My aunt," said she, '' must very justly have conceived, that we were now of an age to exert ourselves ? and I determined to make the attempt, which has hitherto succeeded. *' I rejoice, my dear sister, to licar of 92 your welfare, aiui though 1 feci very grateful to you for your kind offers of protection, I could not, consistently with my present sentiments, accept of them, or bear to become a burthen on your- self and your husband. I have been early led to consider independence, when honourably procured, one great blessing of life, and if the circumstances which led me to seek it had been less sorrowful than they were, I should have almost rejoiced in the necessit3\" " i\Ir. Bamford was much pleased with the tenor of this letter, and proposed that we should go over to Dublin to see them ; and as his health, from the period of our first acquaintance, had been far from strong, I trusted to change of air for his recovery. But after passing some weeks in Dublin, where we daily saw my sisters, who were comfortably and respectably settled as milliners, we were advised by the faculty to make trial of a southern climate ; and my 9S hopes, feeble as they are," added she, burstmg into tears, *' now rest solely on this voyage." Jessica was much affect- ed on beholding her emotion. " You have indeed," said she, " experienced severe misfortunes, and yet even in your sad story you have cause of thank- fulness. The amiable conduct of your sisters must be a lively source of satis- faction, and the society and attentions of vour husband a real comfort." Here Mr. Bamford and Mr. Hanbury joined them, and the conversation took a more general turn. Jessica found Mr. Bamford sensible, polite and un- assuming; he gave her an animated de- scription of the country around Mont- pcUier, where he had before for a short time resided. They soon after separated. 94 CHAPTER XI. For other secret grief had he ; Oh ! pillow only knovra to thee. Montgomery. " I liave been listening to a very interesting, tliougli calamitous tale," said Jessica, when seated in the cabin with Mr. Ilanbury, ^' we knew not, Sir, when we remarked the melancholy ap- pearance of the young stranger, how nnich cause of sorrow slie had ex- perienced." '^ I am sorry," replied he, " that so young, she should ahcady have reason to lament the misfortunes of life; for it is only, I believe, froui the experience of aire that we are taudit to form a just estimate of that country, through 95 w-^liich we are destined to travel ; in general we set out with imperfect no- tions, and false ideas of the persons with whom we are to associate, and when frequent disappointment has led to dis- gust, we sit down to snarl at our fellow creatures; forgetting that the cause of our discontent has originated with our- selves; though, I believe that there is much good in the world, and that there are good people; yet that it has been my fate to frequently mix with the bad, is at once my misfortune and my re- " But," interrupted Jessica, " her suf- ferings. Sir, do not seem to have arisen from the vices, or weaknesses of those around her; but rather from calamities more severe than those which occur in the ordinary lot of humanity." She then told Mr. Hanbury the story she had just heard. " It is indeed," said he, "a tale of sorrow, and her situation peculiarly 96 demands, not only the consolations, but the active services of friendship.'* Jessica was much cheered by the amendment of M\\ Hanbury's health, for she fancied him already improved by the voyage. They frequently passed whole hours on the deck with their new friends; and Mr. Hanbury sometimes smiled at Jessica, w^hen she talked with all that enthusiasm so natural to youth, of their amiable qualities, and the enjoyment she should derive from their society, Avhen they arrived at Montpclier. Thus in her virtuous exertions to amuse them, and her filial attentions to Mr. Hanbury, passed another week of their voyage. As she contemplated with rapture the ohjects towards which they were gradually approachino-, a new source of gratification arose to Jessica; it was now the latter end of autumn, and as they julvanced nearer the shore, she observed, with tlie admiration of a painter, the 97 many coloured tints of the surrounding scenery. The time of the vintage was already passed, and the woods which she saw at a distance seemed to be losing their foliage ; but the thought of being so near the termination of her voyage, which circumstance would afford rest to Mr. Hanbury, repaid her for every pre- vious anxiety. " When we return to England,'' said she, " he will, I trust, be restored to the perfect enjoyment of health; and with what gratitude shall I, for the remainder of my life, dwell on the remembrance of this voyage." In a very few daj's after they arrived at Montpelier, and took a small house in if s environs, for the winter months. Jessica wandered through the delightftil scenes, which she had so often anticipa- ted, with her friend Matilda, whenever the latter could be prevailed on to leave her husband ; and, but for the anxiety which she sometimes felt on her brother's yoL. I. F 9S account, Jessica had now au \\i>>h un- gratilied. From him she had hccn separated nearly two months, and though she had written to liim of Mr. Ilanbury's intention of leaving England, and named the place of their destination, not a line in reply liad yet reached her. Mr. Hanbury had once expressed his sur- prise at this circumstance ; and his having lately ceased to mention the subject, led her to imagine that it arose from a fear of adding to her anxiety. She wrote to Charles, by a packet that was sailing for England, and expressed her uneasiness at his long silence. But week after week elapsed, and her letter remained unnoticed. Mr. llanbury's health, now appeared to be daily recovering, and she tla tiered herself that they would soon be enabled to return to England ; but she remarked his dejection of muid, which appeared to cncrease with his returning health : ^9 a circumstance which called forth her regret, and awakened her surprise. He often wandered alone for hours, and in these walks never expressed a wish that she should accompany him ; though his attachment to hei* had evidently become stronger since their arrival in France. She had been visited by a few families at the place, but Mr. Hanbury's present situation, and his appearent dislike to mix in society, had prevented her cul- tivating that which had been offered. " Why, my dear Jessica," said he one day to her, " do you refuse to enter into company? the manners of the people here, would afford you anmsement from their novelty ; and it is at all times an advantage for young people to mingle with tlie world." " I declined it," replied she, " because I perceived that you, Sir, derive no plea- sure from it." " It is true," intermpted he, " that society has for me lost great part of it's f2 100 attraction ; but we are very differently situated. Youth is the season for active enjoyment : age is only fitted for calm repose ; and after the storms which I have encountered, I may be allowed, my young friend, to rest my shattered bark in that harbour, where quiet is most easily attained. " I promised, previous to our quitting England, that I would some time relate to you the history of my past life, tlie, present time seems favourable to my pur^ pose. You have yet formed no material connection in life, no attachment ou which your happiness is dependent ; learn then, Jessica, from my sad narrative, to be cautious how you commit your peace, and rest your hopes of comfort on the fallibility of man.'* 101 <:hapter xil liermia, for aught that I could ever hear, or read m tale or history, The course of true love never did run smooth, For cither it was different in blood, Or else misgrafted in respect of years, Or else it stood upon the choice of friends, Or if there was a sympathy in both, Death, war, or sickness, did lay siege to it» SHAKESPEARE. *' I am by birth an Englishman, and descended from an ancient family ; my father, to all the pride of rank united strong national prejudices. " He was austere, and unbending in his manners, though his notions of honour were of the most exalted nature^ and he possesed many of the virtues hat dignify humanity : in his religious f3 102 tenets strongly bigoted, he seemed im- presjied with an idea that oveiy thing good ami great were concentrated in a protestant and an Englishman. From these prejudices I owe, in a consi(leral)ie degree, the subsequent miseries that have befallen me. ** My mother was one of tlie most exalted characters I ever met with ; to all the charms of feeling she added the clearest powers of reasoning, and to manners the most soft an elegant, a strictness of jji inciple the most rigid : ** open as day to melting charity," her benevolence diffused itself throuoh the mansions of penury. None were too obscure to escape her observation, and her eye, ever intent on human misery, penetrated into every recess where pain or sorrow dwelt. "If any thing could have subdued the prejudices of my father, or softened tho austerity of his manners, the society of this incomparable woman would have 103 efFccteclthe change. But that the opinions he licld were tliose in which he had been educated, and were too deeply implanted for any human power to eradicate them. In the education of his i^imily, whicU consisted of myself and a younger brother, he w^as particularly scrupulous in selecting, as tutors, those who, capable of instructing us in every branch of science, would yield implicitly to his opinions in those points with which our interests were more pavticulaily con- nected. " But for the antidote which my mother's conversation offered, I should have become prejudiced, bigotted, and illil)eral ; however unamiable are these traits of character, it might have proved happier for me had they influenced my conduct. " Before I had reached mv eiohteenth year, this excellent woman was torn from us ; her decline was gradual, and her iitate of mind, under its effects, was trulj ^4 104 to be envied ; she lookeil back on the retrospect of a well spent lite, and saw the future beaming with the brightest hopes of felicity. " After her death, which was the heaviest calamit}' I had then experienced, my brother was sent from home to com- plete his studies, and I remained with, my father. '' G rief has various effects upon the dif- ferent minds of those who suffer from it« power, and tliat which would have soften- ed the disposition of some, and rendered them more susceptible of feeling, ap- peared to have made my father's colder and more insensible. " I had been early accustomed to the society of my mother, whose life had so strongly evinced the value of those liberal doctiines she professed ; and 1 could not now even alfect (in conformity to the opinions of any one) to embrace others from which my principles re- volted. *' jMy father and I had various ar- 105 gunients, and tliey usually terminated in anger: my brother soon after this period returned, and I solicited my father, as he had now a companion, to allow of my taking the tour of Europe. *' To this plan he would not most probably have consented, but in the hope that I should return dissatisfied with every nation but my own. Alas! how contrary to his expectations were rlie feelings with which I viewed, after an absence of nearly three years, that country which gave me birth. - *• I had letters of recommendation to several families on the continent, and to some persons of the first rank ; and I set out with those sanguine hopes of amusement, which the mind in youth is apt to indulge. *^ Accustomed to lead a life of com- parative seclusion, my notions of man- kind had been founded on theory : the time had now arrived when, in an un- f5 106 restrained intercourse with tlie workl^ I was to judge of it by a fairer test. ** Fortunate would it have proved for me, if experience had not robbed me of the dekision which I had hitherto cherished. *' The companion of my travels was a friend of my father's, wlio acted in the capacity of tutor to myself and my brother. *' We had travelled through France, and visited every part of that kingdom to which strano'crs usuallv direct their attention ; but 1 was anxious to return by way of Italy, in order to visit a French family, friends of ours, tlien resident in Naples. On my arrival in tliat city, 1 found them at a villa in the suburbs of that place, to v/hicli they usually retired in the summer months, but they soon after returned to Naples, whither, as I had now become a resident in their house, I accompanied them. '' The season was far advanced, ami 10? rtiey had commenced their amusements for the winter. One evening the Mar- chioness proposed that I should accom- pany her to an assembly at the house of one of her particular friends. My im- perfect knowledge of the language of that country made me anxious to avoid the society of strangers, but I sometimes found it impossible to refuse the invita- tions which were offered me. " On our entrance into the room, which was crowded with company, and brilliantly lighted, I was presented to the lady of the house, and that attention which the English so generally meet Math abroad was paid to me. Amongst the group of females who were assembled, my attention was instantly attracted by one who seemed to command universal admiration by the elegance of her ap- pearance : perhaps you are not acquaint- ed with that dignified stile of Italian beauty, which she possessed in so eminent a degree : her large dark^eyes, beaming t6 108 sensibility and sweetness, and shaded by long silken lashes, her pensive counte- nance, joined to a fonn elegant and commanding, seemed all coml^ined to render her fascinating. *^ In the course of the evening I was introduced to Celestina, and I found that her mind did not disgrace its beauti- ful temple. *• On our return I made various en- quiries respeccing her, and the Alar- chioness informed me that she was the daughter of a man of some consequence in Naples, " but tlieir fortunes," con- tinued she, " are declining, and she will, I suppose, become a victim at the altar of family aggranchzcmcnt.'' '* It is common in this country for families to sacrifice some of their mem- bers, for the sake of encreasing the for- tunes of the rest. Tliis is fre{|uently done, by uniting them where wealtli is the grand object, and afiection has no share, and to this circumstance, the jealousy of tlie Italians may, perliaps. 109 In part be owing ; for if they reject this alternative, they must retire to a convent for the remainder of their days, and there, perhaps, drag on a tedious and cheerless existence." *' And is this beautiful young woman,*' I replied, ** to experience such a fate ? can her family be sufficiently cruel to immolate the happiness of so lovely a creature, on principles so mercenary ?" '' I know," said the Marchioness, '^ that she has been been addressed by a man who is every way hateful to her, she is too virtuous to marry without affection, and will in all probability take the veil. ''But you seem particularly interested," added she, " in her concerns, and she is one of my intimate friends. To-morrow, if you please, wc will call upon her, and you will have a better opportunity of forming your opinion, than the short interview of this evening afforded you. " The following day the ]\Iarchioness took me to the house of Cclestinas no father, and if I liad before only felt the sentiments of pity for her situation, and admiration of her beauty, those Averc certainly now heightened into esteem. '^ ■My friend is anxious to cnltivate your acquaintance," said the Marchioness, as she presented me to her, " and I have promised that you will instruct him in Italian:" ''It is a task,'' said she blushing, •* that you might well have spared me, for I feel very une(jual to the under- taking, and I fear if the signor relics ou my powers, he will leave Italy impressed only with an idea of the poverty of it'^ lan2;uaiTe.'' *' I assured her tliat she would make me happy by allowing mc to try the experiment, and if," added I, '* I can meet w ith happiness on the road to knowledge, it is at least worth while to make the attempt." '* From tbat day I was constantly in Celestina's society ;- she frecpiently visit- ed the ]\Iarcluon«iss, and I accompanied Ill her in all her walks ; I frequently ob- served, and with severe anxiety, the dejection under which she appeared to labour ; but as she never adverted to the cause, I could only feel in silence. ^' Her brothers were at this period abroad, and with her father, proud, sus- picious, and apparently unfeeling, I dis* liked too much to associate, except when unavoidable circumstances drew us to- gether. " Her mother had died some years before, and to the sorrow she liad felt on that event, I sometimes attributed, in part, the melancholy which tinctured her mind, " At this period Mi\ Mortimer had letters from England, mentioning the declining state of my father's health. '* From the time that I quitted that country, my brother had only once written to me, or in any manner noticed the receipt of my letters : I was much 1I£ hurt at this appearance of ingratitude, and neglect. *' I now wrote to him, and couched my letter not in the temis of reproach that liis conduct certainly merited, but witli the affection of a brother. '' I mentioned Celestina, and dii>- canted waimly on her virtues, but I un- fortunately adverted to her religious persuasions ,• thus in an unguarded mo- ment, and in the warmth of feeling, I prepared for myself whole years of misery. ** Some time elapsed, and no reply to my letter had yet reached me : my anxiety augmented, and my fears for my father's health encreased to a degree of torture. I at length formed tlic resolution of going over to England, but the reluctance with which I yielded to the idea revealed the secret of my heart, and discovered those sentiments which 1 had eudeavouicd to conceal even from juyself ; and I now, for the J13 first time, became sensible of the extent of my passion for Celestina. " But there were obstacles too in- surmountable to be passed. She was a foreigner and a Catholic, and I must re- solve either to renounce my father, or my affection ; for had she united every thing else Avhich could have gratified ambition, or rendered the idea of our union delightful, those were circum- stances that must for ever prove a barrier to my wishes; the sentiments that I entertained for her I determined should never stray beyond my own bosom, and I resolved, by tearing myself from her society, to endeavour to forget her. lU CIIAPTEll XIII. .vfv lovcisstrrnnthcii'djtlioiii^h more weak in socming* 1 lovo not less, though less tl>c shew appear : That l»>v<' is int'i( liandi/M whos.' rich esteeming The oNMicr's tongue dotli publish every where. SlJAK£8P£AR£. " On the following day, when I met the Marchioness at breakfast, I men- tioned to her niv intention of returninsr to England, in consecjuence of my fa- ther's declining licalth. She approved my resolution, and applauded so very warmly the motive for my return, that I now suspected she had penetrated my sentiments with regard to her friend. " After forming this resolution I found it necessary to put it in practice as soon as I could quit Naples ; but 1 could not 115 bear the idea of doing that without bidding farewcl to Cclestina. " It was now the return of suninier, and she was in the country : I rode over in the evening of that day, and was in- formed by the servant, on enquiring for her, that she was at home, but much indisposed. *^ I sent in my name, and was shewn into the apartment w here she usually sat ; in a few minutes she entered the room, when I was shocked at beholding the alteration in her looks. '' She had lost much of that bloora -which I had so frequently admired, and the lustre of her fine eyes was totally gone ; she approached me with a melan- choly smile, and liolding out her hand> *^ I thought," said she, " Signor, that you had deserted your friend, but I am learning the hard task of enduring neg- lect without repining, since it has been my sad fate through life to experience it 116 most from those whose friendsliip I par- ticularly valued." " I endeavoured to account for my ab- sence, but I found how much I failed in the attempt ; her altered appearance had greatly depressed me, and the pur- port of my visit wrung my heart to agony : my fortitude was completely shaken ; I made an effort to speak, but my voice became tremulous, and I was obliged to pause. " I should have availed mvself." at length I replied, *' of the permission which you so kindly gave me, of visiting you in your retirement ; but my mind has lately been much agitated in consequence of the intelligence which has reached me of my father's declining health. " Our enjoyments in this life are fleet- ing and uncertain ; and amongst the highest and most refined which I have ever known, I rank your society; and the moment in which 1 must tear myself from it is, perhaps, that in which I have 117 most fully estimated its value. But imperious necessity commands me to return to my own country, and I must submit. *' I now felt the little resolution which I had acquired at the beginning of this sentence had totally failed me. I stopt in excessive agitation: I ventured for the first time to raise my eyes from the ground : I darted one glance at Celestina, and the expression of her countenance revealed to me that I was beloved. ** She attempted to speak, she uttered something of her wishes for my hap- piness, her remembrance of my friend- ship. It was too much ; my own feel- ings I could have enduieci, but to leave her under a conviction of her affection for me ; to leave her unhappy, and perhaps for ever, whilst my own heart was writhing with agony, oh no, it was impossible I All the prejudices of my father were in that moment forgotten. lis I threw myself at her feet, and dcclarcfi to her the extent of my attaeliment. " Suffer me then/' said I, " in quit- ting you, to indulge the fond hope, that you will sometimes think of your absent friend ; that you will preserve for me inviolate that esteem of whieh I proudly acknowledge myself possessed. I re- turn to my own country to reveal to my father the extent of my passion, and when fortune shall permit me to revisit you, allow me to console myself with the hope that you will be mine." " No, Signor," she replied ; " my resrard for you is of a nature too disin- terestcd to involve you in misery. You have spoken frecjuently of the unal- terable opinions of your father ; and Mr. Mortimer has freely descanted on his national and religious prejudices. " My country and my faith alike ex- clude me from his favour ; hut if the as- surance of my firm regard, my unchang- ing esteem, can add toyoiu' happhicss, you 119 ^ ill return to England impressed with a conviction that no circumstances can alter my heart or banish you from my remembrance. I entreated that she would allow me a hope, however distant, that should I succeed in subduing the prejudices of my father, she would con- sent to our union. •' I spoke of my future prospects, and painted our felicity in the glowing co- lours of hope. I requested that she would allow me to see her again prior to my quitting Naples, and in this she acquiesced. *' When I arrived at the Marquis's I enquired for the family. I was informed that the Marchioness and Mr. Mortimer were gone out, but that the Marquis wa.s alone in his study. Regardless of form, I entered it without announcing my name, and found him writing. " I informed him where I had passed the evening, and gave him a particular account of my interview with Celestina. 120 ** You have a powerful rival," said lie ^' in the Conte, who, for some consi- derable time, has paid his addresses to her, and to whom the obligations of her father are very great. You may, how- ever, rely on my friendship, and rest assured that I will exert my interest in your cause." *' Soon after the Marchioness and ^Ir. Mortimer entered, and I expressed my w^onder at the silence of my brother, respecting my father's health. *' Perhaps, "said Mr. Mortimer, *'youare sparing in your communications to him, or he may suppose that you are absorbed by other and nearer interests at present.*' *' Do you think then,'' said I, ** that the health of a ])arent is so trifling a consideration as to excite no solicitude in the mind of an absent son ? ** When that son" said he, " ceases to regard the opini(»ns of his father, it is a natural conclusion his aticction has declined HI also I iVlt too much contempt to reply: we soon after separated. *' When left alone this unpleasant sub- ject again recurred to my thoughts; I knew that my brother had frequently written to Mr. Mortimer, for it was only through the medium of their commu- nications that I had become acquainted with any event subsequent to my depar- ture. " I was now convinced that he suspected my attachment to Celestina, and the manner in which he had treated the subject prevented my addressing him openly upon it, " 1 was more than ever anxious to re- turn to England ; and when I met witli the Marquis the following morning I spoke to him of my intention, and con- sulted with him as to the most proper manner of avowliig to the Signor my affection for his daughter. " I do not approve of any present dis- closure," said the Marquis; "for should he VOL. I. G 122 consent to or even approve your union, which I much doubt, though your for- tune will in all probability exceed that of the Conte, yet I suspect he is bound to him by a previous treaty, and if the objections of your father prove insur- mountable, I know too much of the character of the Signor to hope that he would consent to your union; and in that case the misery of Celestina would in all probability be accele- Icrated by an immediate marriage with ih ' Conte. *' If you will leave this j^art of the affair to me, I will endeavour, in your absence, to influence the mind of the Signor in your favour. " Your intention of returning to Eng- land 1 approve, and be assured I will not fail one moment to inform you of any thing which may in any way affect you iiitcrest or happiness." I expressed my gratitude for this w^armth of friend- ship in my behalf; and, after promising 125 him my correspondence, I fixed my de- parture for the following day. . '* In the afternoon I wrote to Celestina, requesting her permission to visit her on tliat evening. I found her much agitated at the thoughts of our approaching sepa- ration. I used every argument which I was capahle of suggesting to calm her apprehensions. " I feel a sad fore- hoding," said she, " that we shall meet no more f and presenting me with her picture, " take this," continued she, " and may it prove a solace to you in those hours of solitude and absence, whicli you will soon endure." " I re- ceive it," I replied, '^ as a pledge of your aii'cction ; it v/ill be a talisman to restrain me from error, and a consolation amid;^t all the calamities that may befal n:^)» But whilst the remembrance of your virtues lives in my heart, what charm is necessary to animate my exertions?" '' I solicited that she would receive my letters, and permit me to hope that she would sometimes write to me in reply. "Andwhen/'addedl/'Isliallbeenablcd to revisit this beloved country, oh may I find you yet unchanged in your affec- tion for your friend." — Here Mr. Hanbury paused, and his agitation was so exces- sive that Jessica entreated him to defer his story. '^ The evening was now far advanced," continued he, " and I arose to depart. I lingered long on the spot which con- tained all that I held dear, before I could summon fortitude to tear myself from her. At last I took her hand, and bathing it with tears, entreated her to cherish my remembrance; and, hurrying «from the house, pursued my way to the 'Marquis's. — When I arrived there I found a party of friends assembled at supper : my agitated manner and hurried looks seemea do have struck the Marchioness, lor I saw her look particularly at her husband on vny entering the room. \9.5 '' During the evening I recollected my- self sufficiently to speak of my intended voyage, and of the grateful sense I enter- t.iined of the hospitality I had met ^vith, and my hope of returning at some future period to Italy. J mentioned to Mr. Mortimer my wish to leave Naples early the following morning. *• As I was unwilling to disturb the ^Marquis at an hour in which he was not accustomed to rise, previous to my re- tiring, after the company had withdrawn, I went up to his dressing-room, to bid the Marchioness and himself farewel. He took my hand, " Adieu, my dear friend," said he, pressing it between his, '^ I shall rejoice in your return to Naples ; and whenever you think of Italy I trust you will include myself and the Marchioness amongst those who in this country have valued your society; I hope your father will be able to enjoy your company, and that you will be G 3 126 cheered by witnessing liis restoration to liealth. *' I once more expressed my acknow- ledgements for their kindness, and tak- ing leave of them both, I retired to my own apartment. 127 CHAPTER XIV. Then whilst his throbbing veins beat high, With ev'ry impulse of delight, Dash from his lips the cup of joy. And shroud the scene in shades of night. KOBCOE. *' Early in the following morning* we quitted that place, which had been the seat of happiness, departed to return, I feared, no more. " JMy heart was lacerated by contending emotions. 1 had left that object most dear to me, left her exposed to the powx^r of a rival, of a man whom she detested ; and to the tyranny of a father whom she dreaded. I was returning to England, after an absence of three years, to witness tlie declining state of my father's health, and in the feeble hope G 4 128 of combating those prejudices which he had noiirislied almost from infancy. *' Ourvoyagc was tccHous; l)ut tlicliope of hearing from my friends in Italy on my arrival in England, supported me under tlic anxieties of my situation. At length we landed in England, and I hastened to my home with that im- patience which a long absence excites. But, oh G — d! what were the agonies I experienced when I learned that my father was no more. "On enquiring for my brother we were informed that he had left the house im- mediately on the death of my father, but that he w as daily expected. " I gave myself up to the sorrow which that sad event had awakened. I traversed every apartment wliere 1 had sat w ith my father ; 1 forgot every cause of anger, which he had occa- sioned me, and 1 only remembered that 1 should never more behold him. 129 *' In the afternoon of that day I was Avaited on by the steward ; '^ I took the Hberty," said he, " of calling upon you. Sir, to welcome your return." I thanked him, but the effort I made to continue the conversation failed, and I waived jny hand in silence. "■ I feel for you, indeed. Sir," con- tinued the steward, " but my master was, you know. Sir, very particular in his notions, and your lady being a Catholic" '' Sir," interrupted I in consternation, " to what is it you allude ? I am not married, and I fear som.e fatal mistake may have embittered the last moments of my father." " I am very sorry, indeed, Sir," he replied, ^' but my master understood that you had married a lady in Italy who was a Catholic, and it was in con- sequence of that that he has left his estates to your younger brother.'* G 6 130 ^' I now perceived by whom I liad been betrayed; I flew to ]\Ir. Mortimer, and upbraided him with his perfidy, and I quitted the house with the intention of entering it no more, *' That I should have been cast off and deserted by my father in liis last mo- ments ; should have fallen a victim to the arts of one man, and tlie mercenary designs of another ; have been deceived by a friend on whom I had reposed, and betrayed by a brother whom from in- fancy I had loved, ^vas a discovery which for a time annihilated all recol- lection of the past, all wish for the future, and seemed threatening to over- turn my reason. '* At this period your father found mc. He had been the companion of my early years, and I had greatly esteemed him ; but I was suffering so much in conse- quence of the perfidy of those whom I had trusted, that 1 hrgan to doubt the sincerity of all mankind. 131 *^ He entered into my sorrows 'with the sympathy of a friend : he used every means to reconcile me to my situation ; and, but for his consoHng attentions, I beHeve I should have retired in despair from the world. ^' I now received letters from Italy: I had written to the Marquis on the subject of my father's death, but my letter could not have reached him. " In his to me he mentioned Celestina, and spoke of her inviolable attachment. *^ You may console yourself," said he ; " though separated from her, with the certahity of her affection. " Alas, though mine for her had, if possible, encrcased, what had I now to offer her ! disinherited by my father, an alien from fortune : I loved her too much to involve her in my miseries. *^ I wrote to her, and revealed my si- tuation : I told her, that of the affluent prospects Avhich once av/aited me a bare pittance remained ; and that though my c6 15C affection for her voulcl only tcnniiratr •with my life, I could no longer entreat her to unite herself with a man of broken fortunes. ** Her answer was such as from her I had anticipated, noble, generous, and disinterested ; she spoke of her sufier- mgs during my absence, and reproved me for that want of confidence in her affection, wliich my last letter indicated; and though she said she participated my suficrings, they had, if possible, encreased her attachment ; that having been the cause of my present misfortunes would oblige her in justice, independent of aftection, to endeavour to ligliten the burthen by sharing it with me. '* I connnunicated her letter to \oup fither, who advised that I should go over to Itdy, and explain to licr iu person the situation in whicb 1 was left, and that if I tben found iicr sentiments luichangcd, not to sacrifice her happi' 133 fiess and my own to a false de\icpiucss."" i37 CHAPTER XV. ^ For sorrow there is no rojiiedy proviJ.cd hy nature ; it is often occasiorit'd by accidents ir- reparable, and dwells upon objects that have lost or changed their existence ; it requires what it cannot hope, that the laws of the universe should be repealed ; that the dead should return, or the past should be recalled," JoH^^soN. " The night was now closing, and I found I must return to the inn, but I had an unquestionable desire to visit the room where I had been accustomed to read to my mother as she worked ; I entered the house through a private door^ and being acquainted with every avenue to it, I crossed the saloon, and came to her apartment ; 1 paused at the door, and, overcome by the violence of my emotion, I wept aloud. 158 *^ I eiiteicd, and seriteil iiiy.seli' on ii soplui opposite the cliiiiincy piece, and on raising- my eyes I beheld her picture. *' mild, pale and penetrating/' There was the same expression of sweetness whicli liad so ennuentlv distino-uished her. " I determined to embrace tlic last opportunity I might liave to possess my- self of this sole surviving treasure, and went up to the mantle piece for that purpose, Avhcn at an opposite door I ob- served som»e person enter the room ; I turned round, and I then perceived, through the uncertain gleam of twi- light, the features of my brother. " I gazed at him a moment, suspend- ed between oriief and indionation, but be fled : I now recollected that I was only an intruder, and, after securing the picture, I instantly left the house." Here Mr. Planbury stopt in convulsive, agitation, and Jessica entreated that he would compose himself. 259 ^ ** Eor the present I returned to your father," continued lie ; "■ we passed one evening together, and the following day i set out on my voyage to Naples. ** It was long and tempestuous ; but I was cheered with the hope of meeting again the object of my tenderest affec- tions, and thougli six months had nearly elapsed since I had received intelligence of her, I rested confident in the idea of finding her unchanged. " On my arrival, I hastened to the Marquis's, who received me w^ith the most cordial welcome. I enquired for the Marchioness, and he informed me she had left him for a short period, to visit a friend ; " but you have already, I suppose, received my letters," added he, for they must have reached England previous to your departure from thence.' '^ I have not heard from you,*' I re- plied, " for some months :" his counte- nance changed, and I then perceived his agitation. '' Oh! tell v.i'\' implored 140 J, *' the extent of my siiftcrings, ^he is then dead.' '' No, she is not dead, hut you must arm yourself w ith fortitude to endure the thought, that slic is lost to you. You must sec her, my dear friend, no more ; she is sacrificed to the innl)ition of her father, wlio lias united licr to tlic man w liom slie detested. '* Disturb not, then, any gleam of tran- quility which, in such a situation, she may enjoy. Her endeavours to erase your iuiage from her heart, ought, and may in time be successful." *^ My agitation had now encreased nearly to madness; I accused him of being joined in the league to deceive me. 1 quitted his house, and wandered through the streets of Naples, regard- less whither I went or vvliat became of me. Existence was now rendered an insupportable l)urthen, every ray of hope had vanished, and in death alone could I look forward to a termination of misery. ui '• It was late at night when I arrived at the hotel, and on interrogating my ser\ anty; 1 was informed that a gentle- man had called. I found it was the Marquis. " Early in the morning he renewed liis visit. *' You parted from me last night," said he, " in a state of anger, Avhich admitted neither of reason or ex- planation, but I knew you were un- happy, and that circumstance disarmed the resentment I should have felt in your unjust insinuations. I have now called upon, you to satisfy my own mind, for the man who, having long known me, yet doubts my character, acts too unworthily of his ow^n to be an object of my care." " Reflection had shewn me the error of my conduct on our last interview : I sprung from my seat, and, entreating his forgiveness, I even wept. Mr. Hanbury paused, and for some 142 minutes lenuiliieti overpowered by his emotions. '' Excuse me," said he *' Jessica, but tlie recollection of my suffering's, even at til is distant period, unman's me. " You know not, my friend," said the Marquis, " how much I have felt for you ; I exerted every ener- bv her for some moments in silence, she took my hand: "A\'rite to your friend," said she, " and tell him he must see me no more ; but we shall meet again," laying her hand upon lier j heart, " we shall meet in that country \\herc my miseries will terminate ;" she paused in convulsive agitation. " But why," said I, " should you thus i ^sacrifice your happiness in an union un- sanctioned by any consideration of mo- 14.5 rality or religion, and merely to gratify llie aims of tyranny and oppression." *' My father.", replied Celestina, ** is under obligations to the Conte of a nature of which you are not a\var5; my misery, or his total ruin, are the only alternatives ; but," grasping my arm, and looking wildly round the room, *^has he not said, that my refusal must be sealed with blood : oh ! God, shall I then refuse to save my father ! no, it must be done, one only method remains, my father has debts of lionour," continued she, lowering her voice, ^' which he cannot liquidate, the Conte has discharged those, and accepts me as the ransom; but to one being only must this fatal disclosure ever escape your lips. " Vindicate me, then, to your friend; for tlie loss of his esteem would be in- deed too bitter a sacrifice ; tell him, for the last time, that I can never, oh never erase him from my heart; but if lie VOL. I. n values my fiitiirc peace, we nui-.t be separated. " To resiixn myself to inevitable mis- fortune, though it may be a severe task, must be my only ?tudy ; let not my life be embittered by the consciousness of yielding to a passion which woAld now be criminal/' She threw her arms around mc, she wept on my neck, and I mingled my tears with her's." Here ^Ir. Hanbury again paused. " Do not thus agitate yourself," said Jes; ica; " in your present state of health, the recapitulation of sorrows like your's nmst be -very injurious." " My unhappy story," said ]\fr. Ilan- burv, ** is now, Jessica, near a conclu- ?;ion. Oh ! may it save vou from tlie bitter pangs that must ever attend the encouragement of a hopeless aflection ; years have passed away since these sad events, and I ha\c wandered through the world a stranger to })eace. But 1 147 'sliall find it in tkat grave to which I am now hastening," " Do, sir," intclrrupted Jessica, *^ de- fer your narrative till another day.*' They now separated, as the evening was far advanced, and Mr. Hanbury retired to his own room. The following monning, when he met vJcssica at breakfast, he proposed -to iinish his history. *' After I had parted from Celestina," <'ontinued the Marquis, '^ I deteniiined to write to yon, for thougii, under pre- sent circumstances, I had no alternative to propose which could have availed, i felt it a duty that 1 owed to you, to intbrm you of the events that had fol- lowed your departure ; I addressed my packet to the house of your late father, and that will account for it's liot having leached you, " Tiic morning after I had written to you, 1 was visited by the Signor, who called to request I would be present at 148 the nuptials of tlie Contc uitli hi.s daughter. J\ly aversion to the Signor had now arisen to detestation, I had before only thought of him as a tyrant, I now regarded him as a monster, who, for liis own sake, would sacrifice his cliild, and doom her to perpetual misery. *^ I hesitated whether to comply M'ith or refuse his request, but the idea that my presence might afford consolation to Celestina, determined me: remonstrances would now liave been vain, her fate was determined, and 1 prepared myself to witness this last act of tyranny. " On the evening of the next day I set out for Naples, and when I arrived at the Signor's, 1 found the party already assembled, except Celestina, who, at- tended by one of her female friends, now entered the apartment. ** There was an expression of meek solemnity in her countenance, an air of settled melancholy about her, when she addressed me, that made nn heart sink. U9 She gave nie her hand, I led her the Conte, and her look, — oh, God! never sliall I forget tliat look, which seemed to bid a last farewell to every shadow of hapj)incss. " The cereniony was performed, during whlcli she seemed lost in meditation, but as I glanced my eye towards her, I observed the tears start from her eyes, and chace each other down her cheek ; that one moment alone, betrayed the anguish of her heart; most religiously has she fulfiled the duties of a wife, and endured, without a murmur, the miseries of her fate. " And now my friend," continued the Marquis, " forgive me if I urge you to depart ; apprized, as the Conte already is, of your unfortunate attachment, your longer residence in Naples may en- danger the peace of Celestina, and can add nothing to your comfort. '* Return, then, to 3^our native country, and in an union with some amiable H 3 150 M'onian endeavour to cilacc the reirifiii' braiice of the past, wliieh ean only fill you with regret, injurious to \our o\\ u mental restoration, and unavailing to tlir object of it. May your peace be soon reestablished, fortliereis no individual iu tlie workl whose ha])plncss is dearer in interest to me." 151 ClIAPTEK XVI, S-n G\ir two toves tht'ic is but one lespect, Thoivgh in our lives a separable spite, Which, though it alter not love's sole effect, Yet dolh it steal sweet hoars from love's delight. imay not eteroaore acknowledge thcoy Lest my bewailed guilt should do thee shame ; Nor thou with public kindness honour me, Unless thou take that honour from thy name : But do not so ; I love thee in such sort, A« tiiou, being mine, mine is thy good reporti Shakespeare^ '' This was the last interview whieh was permitted me with the Marquis, the chain was broken by the hand of death, and amongst the various calami- ties which I have suffered, few ever pressed more heavily on my heart : for in my separation from that valued friend, H 4 lo2 I lost the only bond which seemed stiii to unite me to Celestina. '' There was none to ^v]l()nl I could ' impart my sorrows, who had known tiie ohject, or participated in my feelings. I brooded over the past with settled despair, and nourished, as a fond mother nourishes her infant, the recollections sv hich were destroying me. " The world was all before me wliere to choose." Your father, then, the only tie which bound me to the earth, had claims which I held sacred ; and I de- termined to return to him. How often, as 1 hung over the deck during my me- lancholy voyage, did I long to bury my griefs in that illimitable ocean, the object of my frequent contemplation, in whose agitated bosom I beheld the conflicts of my own. " Returning to my own country, ruined alike in fortune and in peace, the barbed arrow rankling in my heart; my infant days had glided along like 153 the smooth stream on whose borders I had so often sported, ignorant, happily- ignorant, of the miseries which were in store for me. The prospect was changed, and the scene before me was the em- blem of my own fortune, gloomy and tempestuous. " I passed whole evenings on deck, absorbed in bitterness of thought, only interrupted by the deep tone of tlic watch word as it sounded on my ear. " Music, of which I was always pas- sionately fond, afforded me a momentary- suspension from unhappy meditation, and with my little flageolet did I some- times attempt to beguile my lonely hours. *' There is a charm in harmony which must strike on every feeling heart ; a sympathy in music peculiarly consola- tory ; jthere ^ave been moments of my life when, sunk in despair, it's fine tones have softened me to tears, and tended more forcibly to meliorate my grief, than }i5 ^ ( 154 any efifort of philosophy could have effect- ed; and when I played some of those sim- ple airs which Celestina had taught me, J forgot my afflictions whilst associating her image with the remembrance of tlut melody which had so often and so powerfully affected me. " After a. tedious passage, I arrived in England, and hastened to your father, w^hom I found in solitude and sorrow ; he had recently lost your mother, of the particulars of whose death you, my dear Jessica, are well informed. *• My arrival was opportune, and the exertion which I was under the neces- sity of using in the presence of youp father, perhaps, greatly tended to my own restoration. After some time had elapsed, he proposed to me to embrace a professional employment, which, by engrossing my time, might in some degree divert my thought-j. *' I revolved many plans in my mind, and at length decided in favour of thw church. 15^ '^ To your father's kind interest I am indebted, in great part, for my present support; for by his introduction to a friend, who presented me to the prefer- ment I ROW hold, do I possess the means of e^^istence^ " The bond of friendshipy my dear girl^ the grave has not cancelled ; for the ve- gard \\hich I bore to your father has descended to his children, has twined itself round every fibre of my heart, and will live there until I cease to exist.'* Jessica threw her arms round him and wept, for his death was a topic which she could never endure to dwell upon. She wished much to have mader some enquiry respecting the fate of Celestina; but as it was a subject which Mr. Haubuiy had avoided, and on which lie miglit be ignorant, she forbore any furtlier mention of it. h6 V5<> CHAPTER XVII. W\i deep, dark eye was stern and keen, It was the fire of soul unseen, Unknown, untutorM, unexprc5s'd. Anon. Jkssica now prepared to call on her friend Matilda, whom she had not seen for some days, and she felt particularly anxious to hear of j\Ir. Bamford's health. On her arrival at their lodgings she had the satisfaction of finding hi in so nmch better as to propose a ram hie, and they all set out for that purpose. Whilst wandering in the environs of the town, and occasionally making pauses to remark the beauty of its situ- ation and scenery, their attention was arrested by the sight of a woman with 1^7 two infant children, addressing her com* plaint, in a tone of deep distress, to a stranger, who appeared to be listening to her with compassionate interest. He put something into her hand, and observing their party, suddenly disap- peared amongst the trees. They walked on, without remarking to each other this incident. The sweet tones of a flute now struck upon their ear, and turning round, they discovered the same gentleman seated under a branch of one of the trees. He arose however at their approach, and ceased to play. There was an expression of sentiment in his countenance, something of pe- netration in his fine dark eyes, which interested Jessica, and she wished, with- out being able to define the cause, that she might have another opportunity of making her observations. '' If," said she to Matilda, " the countenance be an index of the mind, how much is ISS contained there," looking at tlie stranger as she spoke. Matilda smiled at the warmth of her expression. *' That gentleman," said slie, ** is an Italian, whom I find is almost unknown to every one liere ; he seems to avoid society whilst otliers court it, and is generally wandering alone, as you now see him." Jessica raised her eyes, which met the stranijer's, and her^s were instantly cast down ; few persons indeed could liave boiTie without emotion the fixed '"gaze of that eye, which penetrated whepcver its glance was directed ; yet there was something in the expression of it, which seemed to say that all was not peace within. As the party passed liim he was un- der the necessity of stepping hack, on account of the narrow ness of tl^; path, and, as his foot caught some part of Jessica's gown, he slightly bowed in apology; it was but a passing bow, yet 159 in every movement there appeared an air peculiar to himself, something which is seldom met with, and not to be de- scribed ; that manner which is the re- sult of sentiment and education. This little incident made an impres- pression on the mind of our fair Eng* lishwoman, and she mentioned the cir- cumstance and appearance of the stran- ger to Mr. lianbury. A few mornings after, as "Matilda was seated at her work by the side of Jes- sica, and Mr. Hanbury was engaged with a. book, she said Mr, Bamford had dis- covered the name of the stranger, w^ha had taken apartments in the same house with them ; that he had called upon him the day before, and his name was Valdesa. Jessica, who had raised her head on this information, was struck by the change in the countenance of Mr. Han- bury ; but before she could make any further enquiry, ** Valdesa," said he, *' is 160 a name familiar to me/* and si^rliinir deeply, rose, as if to walk away the sense of what he felt. Jessica well knew how powerfully any circumstance or person that had any connection with Italy affected Mr. Hanbury, and she instantly changed the subject; but though she would have been very unwilling to have confessed such a sensati(m, yet certainly that of pleasure vibrated at her heart, on the information of her friend, and the pos- sibility which it afforded of an intro- duction to this Italian, who had so much interested her. The following morning, however, her thoughts were diverted to a different and far less pleasing object. She had written to England, stating her anxiety respecting her brother, and rc(|iicsting some information of him. A\'luit were her sensations on receiving a letter from the gentleman whom she had addressed on the subject, mentioning that he be- I 161 lieved Mr. Greville had quitted England in consequence of some disgraceful prot- cecdings at his college, in which he had been implicated, but that of his present place of residence or future intentions, he was utterly ignorant. In the deepest sorrow, and lost in perplexity on her brother's account, Jes- sica hesitated wliethcr to re\-eal this af- fair to Mr. Hanbury -, but fearing that he might conjecture some circumstance yet more distressing to his feelings, she laid the letter before him. After reading it, he sat for some mo- ments ruminating in silence, and taking her hand, *' Jessica, my love," said he, ** though my expectations of the wel- fare of Charles have, from his various imprudencies, long ceased to be san- guine, I had hoped that he possessed sufficient feehng to have rendered him considerate for you at least; but now my hopes of protection for you from that source have totally failed, and when )(52 ileprived of mt.\ you iniust he iinprf;- tectecl. Would that thMc wa« any. out to. whose care with lull coiitideiice 1 could commit S(j sacred a trust !"' ..Jessica turued from him, txj conceaJ tlic tears which liowed from her eyes at this hist sentence; slic now regretted that she had concealed fiom Mr. Han- bury those errors of conduct mChiirles^ with \\ hich she had become accjuaiiited pjcvious to their quitting Ijugland ; but the promise which she had made to liim, unworthy as he had proved^ atill kc- mained in force. .m CHAPTER XVIII. Some joy too fiuc, too subrte,. potent, tm*k: roo sharp in sweetness for ihc c;v^£;city oJi ii>y SilAKESIEAUE. JESSICA propofif d to- My. iiuiU^viiiy t© accompany her to her friend's house th^ following evening, and, averse as h^ was from the idea of entering into society, he could not, in her dejected state of mind, refuse her any request, and pro- mised to be of the party. The evening arrived, which Jessica had anticipated with unusual pleasure ; perhaps from a latent hope that she should again be so fortunate as to meet with her new acquaintance, if an ac- quaintance he could be termed. She wished not, however, to analyze the 1&4 the cause, and it was placed to AIaiilda'5 account. She was not deceived in lujpc, when the door was opened and Valdesa entered the room ; Yaldesa, dignified and po- lislied, as her ardent imaghiatioii; had pictured liim. Too much absorbed in her own ob- servations, Jessica did not remark the emotion of Mr. Hanbury, on the stran- ger's being introduced to him ; but when the name of Valdesa agam sounded on his ear, she then beheld the varying countenance of her paternal friend. From what cause could those feelings, which seemed to agitate his heart, and which were visible in eveiy movement, arise ? Valdesa was an Italian it was true ; but since the melancholy lura of IVIr. Hanbury 's connection in that coun- try he must have been thrown into the society of some native of Italy ere now : no, that could not be the cause ; and it was not until Valdesa had entered into 165 ail animated description of the beauties of his country, that Jessica apprehended tlie real state of Mr. Hanbury's feehngs, whilst, in language the most striking and unaffected, Valdesa was giving them the history of his travels. From the political state of Italy, it's religion was adverted to. "That is a subject," said Mr. Han- bLir}^ " on which I seldom enter, and never without reluctance; it is too sacred to the feelings of every man to dwell upon with that coolness which discussion requires. I have felt, sensibly felt, the miseries arising from a diiference on this point, and have seen too forcibly the animosity which it is calculated to excite." lie withdrew to a window at some distance, and appeared lost in thought. Valdesa now turned to Jessica, and ad- dressed some remarks to her : the con- versation turned on painting and music ; in the latter of these sciences she was ^ lT)6 pi-c-cmijicntly excellent, and slic soon cliscovoR'd tliat in tlieir admiration of it they \\ ere congenial, "• I believe," said Jessica, *' I had a specimen of your skill on one instni- ment durin\crini>; round me whilst 1 fondly cherish the remembrance of her virtues. It was taught her by a friend, whom she tenderly ^ ahied, but lie Wiis turn from her, and bhe saw herself 169 united to a man insensible of her worth, of the vahie of her character. Oh, my mother, you rest in ])cace, the grave has teinvinated your sorrows, and taught liim to "vvhom you sacrificed your hap- piness the worth of that treasure which he cast away." He ceased, and Mr. Hanbury, spring- ing into his arms, exchiimed, " Then you are indeed the child of my Celestina, and from this moment behold me as a father." It was indeed the son of Celestina, be- loved, and for years regretted, whose re- membrance had poisoned his felicity^ and on whose account every enjoyment had been destroyed. Valdesa had not remained thus long a stranorcr to the fatal attachment whicli his mother had felt for Mr, Hanbuiy, and he was surprised that he had not before been struck by a name long since fiuniliar to his ear. VOL. J. I 170 Neglected by the Conte, the society of Valdcsa, was the only ray of comfort, w hich had darted in upon the cheerless existence of Celestina. To Iiini she had been so long accustomed to impart her sorrows, that he was early initiated in the school of misery, used to regard her as a superior being, every sentiment uhich she had uttered ^^lls indeliby en- graven on his heart. She often descanted on the virtues of her English friend, and Valdesa was prepared to love and revere him for her sake. lie entered into the history of Ce- iestinas sufferings from tlie period of her marriage, and spoke of the Mar- chioness with the tenderest esteem ; of her attachment to his mother in tliat last scene of suffering which closed her earthly existence. In this conversation did the party beguile the hours till nearly midnight, when Mr. Ilanbury and Jessica took 171 tlietr leave, claiming from Valdesa a promise that he would pay them an early visit. The following morning he called upon them, and they walked out till dinner, when I\Ir. Hanhury recjucsted that Val- desa would spend the remainder of the day with them. In the evening their party was en- creased by the company of Mr. and Mrs. Bamford, who assisted them in forming a little concert, to which Mr. Hanbury listened with enthusiastic 'delight. In all his moments of sorrow or ab- straction music never failed to operate most powerfully on his mind ; and as he dwelt on his favorite airs the tear would steal down his cheek, and the sigh of sympathy would burst from his heart; that heart, the seat every virtue, whose benevolent throbbings no ingratitude could stifle, or disappointment overcome, I 2 172 CHAPTER XIX. " Le naufragc & la mort sont raoins funestcs " que les plaisirs qui attaqucnt la vcrtu." Fekelon'. *^ Shipwreck and death arc less dangerous than ** the pleasures that at(ack virtue." MoxTPis had now elapsed, and no letter from Charles had yet arrived ; he had set out on his eareer of dissipation, entered on without reflection, and ter- minating^ in guilt. His addiction to the fatal practice of gaming had in- volved him in difficulties inextricahlc ; for it had introduced him to the society of a young and fascinating, though un- principled woman of high rank, whose house was a rendezvous for gangsters, and where they met with every en- 173 couragenient that the sanction of a title and conse(juence could bestow. Flattered with the marks of attention, which were lavished upon him by his fair hostess, and allured by her charms, Charles saw not the miseries which she was preparing for him. Happier would it have been for him, if he had never strayed beyond the roof of tlie worthy Hanbury, or rejected his admonitions. His irregularities were become so public, and his contempt of all controul or discipline so notorious in the regi- ment, that he had lost the countenance of the worthier part of his associates, who could no longer tolerate practices, which might have stigmatized their ov/n reputation. This young man, dissipated and mis- guided as was his conduct, was far from happy ; reflection woufd obtrude, and the voice of his futher sounding from the grave, would sometimes be heard. But I 3 i74 the fust banicr was borne down, and iio was swept away by the resistless tide. One morning, on going to the house of his friend lady Selwyn, and being admitted to her dressing room, Charles found it unoccupied ; and, seating him- self by the fire, awaited her ladyship's »nppearance. She opened the door sud- denly, and found him in a musing at- titude. " I would not interrupt your reverie/' said she, on his rising to meet her, when he first perceived her enter, and then rallying him, in a gay tone, on his ab- 3ence of mind, she saw his embarrass- ment, and apparent desire to change the subject. Tlie conversation afterwards turned on the adventures of the cn cning prcr ceding : '' I think," said Charles, *' I must h.tve done paying my devoirs at the shrine of dame Fortune, for she's been playing off so many of lier slip- pery tricks upon me lately, that i'faith I 'din even now more than half ruined." ^5 Thvs was the very confession that her kdyship had been thus long artfully endeavouring to extort : intriguing, and unprincipled, she had felt herself cap- tivated by the manners and appearance of Charles Greville, and now only wished for an opportunity of binding him wholly in her chains. Could she pre- vail with him to accept of pecuniary ob- ligations, she thought this would he effected. There was a time when Charles would have shrunk with contempt from a pro- posal of this" nature ; but that destruc- tive vice, in which he had indulged, had destroyed the native independence of his spirit, and eradicated that ?tice sense of honour, which cannot exist in the bosom of a gamester. " You must not, however," said her ladyship, seizing upon this pause in the conversation. ** you must not so lightly resign the palm to your competitors; come, suppose you enlist under my bau-* i4 17C jicr^:, and surely wc sliall then be able to set fortune at defiance. I am now, you must know, on the point of making a little voyage to Nice; cannot you obtain leave of absence for a few months ?" Charles hesitated at the pro- posal, saying he feared it would not be practicable : '* At all events," she added, " it is only disposing of your commis- sion until you feel the amor patria very strongly upon you. ** But, however, as I expect you at a little faro party this evening, }ou arc acquainted with the terms ; at present I am to be your banker, and wlien my re- sources fail, then you nuist be mine. *' Adieu, I shall leave vou to vour ruminations, in which you were so deep- ly absorbed when I came in ; for I have letters to write which w^ill employ mc for the remainder of the morning ;" and then hastily (juitting the apartment^ she left him to his own reflections. Poor Charles J how lost, how fallen. 177 accepting pecuniary obligations from a woman worthless as lady Selwyn, and who derived all that she possessed from the mistaken generosity, if so it could be called when applied to her, of a weak ill-judging man. In the evening Charles arrived at her ladyship's house before the party was assembled; and she then asked if he had considered of her proposal : he paused for a reply, and piqued at his hesitation, " The matter," said she, " is scarcely worth deliberation ; if you like to be of my party abroad it is well ;" and turning to him with one of those fascinating smiles which she could so well assume, " but if you have any superior inducement to remain in Eng- land, do not hesitate, I beseech you/' Charles, seizing her hand, assured her that her society must always form the first inducement with him, and convey a sensation of bliss that no other could inspire. He entreated her ladyship's par- I 5 I7& iion for his apparent hcbitarion ; and slie was again restored to good humour. Charles Greville's devoirs liad flatter- ed her ladyship's vanity ; she saw that he- was admired by her sex, and she flatter- ed herself that she reigned sole object : this was a triumph over her acquaintance, and gratified her vanity, affection s^lie had none to bestow, for tlie woman who, whilst united to one man, endeavours to- engross the attentions of another, is too^ depraved to be capable of admitting so refmed a sensation. Their conversation waa for the present terminated by the arrival of some part of the company. The party played high, and, as usual, Charles was unfortunate, and returned home with the resolution of giving up that destructive amusement ; but he veilded to every day's tcmp>.\tion, and his mind had become 90 vitiated by the society of gamesters, that he seemed ^nly to exist when surrounded by them. 179 He had secretly determined to accept of lady Selwyn's invitation to Nice; not that change of place afforded him any satisfaction, but his reflections v/ere be- come so insupportable, that he sought, ia killing time, to drown them^ ^^- 180 CHAPTER XX She listenM with a flitting blush, With downcast eyrs and niodost i^iace ; And she forgave him that he gaz'd Too fondly on her face. Wordsworth's Put.\LS. Valdesa was now the constant com- panion of Mr. Hanbury and Jessica m all their rides and walks, and generally passed his evenings at their liouse. Each succeeding day they found some- thing more to esteem and achnire in tliat young man; yet there human nature- was not exhibited without some shade. Perhaps his virtues received additional lustre by the contrast with his failings. Valdesa, it has been already premised, was an Italian, and consec^uently had 181 the prejudices of his country, though those extended not beyond opinion, and never interfered with the happiness or harmony of those around him ; nay, there were moments in which he wished he liad received those impressions which so frequently form the character in aftei' life, in any country rather than in his own. He was conscious of the weak- ness which tainted even his strong mind, yet, as is not uncommon, he yielded too often to its influence. Jessica was much delighted on ob- serving the evident change which the society of Valdesa had produced in Mr. Ilanbury ; nor did one particle of jea> lousy obtrude itself on her mind, or damp the pleasure she felt, when she saw with what avidity he sought tlic company of Valdesa. Jessica's lieart was too purely distinterested ibr the recep- tion of such petty seiisations:. Valdesa felt and acknovvledo-ed hey o worth, and never, perhaps, did he ap- 1-82 pfar to more advantrige than whilst, in Jessica s absciu:o, he dwelt so minutely ©n her praises. " Are all y^ur fair countrywomen like Jessica i^" he sometimes passionately asked ; Mr. Hanbury smiled' at the en- thusiasm with which he spoke. ** Will you return with us to England/' re- plied he, *' and form your o\mi opinion :*' " Ah ! no," Vaklesa exclaimed, ** I shall find none like Jessica, amiable and dis- interested.'* Sometimes^ on suddenly opening the door, she indistinctly eaught her name,- and Avhen she found that she had been the subject of Valdesa's conversation,, would turn to tlie wind\hen Valdesas en- trance liad surprised lier, iuid his cm- pbasis on the expression, " native home,^ raised a blush which he observed, and anxious to change the subject, he pro- posed a walk, to wliieh Jessica assented. They called on-Matilda, who had rode out ; and Jessica was under the necessity of walking with Valdesa unaccompanied by her friend. This, in her present state of mind, was not pleasant, but she had Xio alternative. It was a fine afternoon in the latter end of October, and Valdesa remarked whilst they were wandering near Mont- pelier, how much the clear blue azure which he now observed, reminded hint of an Italian sky. '' Perliaps," continued he, *' there is something in an autumnal aspect that im- presses the mind with different, and more mingled sensations, than any other season of. the year. In spring we gradually ob- serve nature unfold her sweets ; and in summer are cheered by enjoying their fruition ; " but autumn speaks, of pleasure past> and bodes approaching pain." 1S8 ** I have frc(iucntly wuiulercd alone for hours toii^ether in this sca.son of the year, and have often heen .slruck by the analogy which the state of vegetable nature bears to that of man : our hopes spring up, they blossom, and they fade, and the many coloured tints of autumn are not, perhaps, more variegated than our own existence. *' How many, loved and clierished m the spring of life, are torn from the earth, and leave tis to mourn in desola- tion ; some, after expanding tiie buds of aifection, and nourishing us by theip love, witlulraw from us its fragrance, and blast each rising joy I How dreary 4s tlic winter that succeeds, when our hopes are thus bliglited. aiul the heart becomes a desert waste, \\ liere no sweets arise to beguile us on oui })ath, when all around is joyless." To this sentiment, Jessica feelingly assented ; she thought of her brother far away, and, regardless of what she suf- 189 fered, and at the conclusion of her sen- tence, her tears flowed fast. ''^ Yet, how many" she replied, *^ are the remembrances which cling to the heart, and animate it with joy. " Amongst the idle ephemera of the world, I admit there is little to excite pleasure, but there is a charm in the esteem of the virtuous part of society, which I think no pain, that it might hereafter produce, would tempt me to forego, " The idea of being beloved by one individual in creation, who merited my regard, would cheer me in sickness, in sorrow or in poverty; though countries interveneut whose influence the mind knows not 197 a shadow of happiness, rose above those temporary evils. To suffer from the vice and weakness of persons around us, is not a calamity compared with what those endure who labour under the bitter consciousness of their own unworthiness. This Mr. lianbury had never felt ; he had never experienced the extreme of misery. Jessica prepared herself for the last interview with her friends. It had been previously agreed, that, after the union of Valdesa and Jessica, they were to return to England, where she hoped to rejoin Matilda. But notwithstanding the probability of their again meeting, heavy forebodings clouded the spirits of Jessica on this evening, which was to close their present intercourse. The hours seemed more rapid in their flight than usual, and it was not till the clock sounded the hour of twelve that she was roused to the recollection that k3 1P8 it was time to depart, since the vessel in which the travellers liad taken their passage was to sail at an early hour, the following morning. Mr. Hanbury, liowever, first motioned to take leave; for Jessica yet lingered, and seemed reluctant to pronounce her fare- Avell. She at length went up to Matilda, and, kissing her cold cheek, entreated her to be comforted in the hope of their soon meeting each other again ; and, after an affectionate adieu to Mr. Bamford, Mr. Hanbury and herself returned home. Jessica had parted, for the first time in her life, with difric7}d\ her emotion* were new and afflicting. Jessica was not sensible how many scenes of a similar nature she must encounter in her journey through life, and tiie present 5cemed of importance. The blossoms of hope were only budding in her spring of youth ; they had not been nippvd by the cruel blight of disappointment. I 199 She was now in a situation to look forward only to joy and happiness, blest in the affections of him whom she had selected as the partner of her cares, the companion of her future life. In the character of Valdesa, it was true, Jessica had discovered some shades, but as human nature is never exhibited without imperfection, she looked not for it, even in the chcrsen of her heart. Mr. Hanbury observed, frequently with concern, a tendency in Valdesa to indulge those weaknesses, the charac- teristic of his country, a proneness to suspicion, and some degree of irritability of mind. In these moments Mr. Han- bury felt tremblingly anxious for the future peace of his beloved ward, whose eveiy shadow of comfort must soon be wholly in the power of Valdesa, to whom he was to resign her previous to their leaving Montpelier. That period had nearly arrived, and Valdesa, anxious for the completion of his happiness, pleaded for their early union, to which Mr. Han- bury consented. When Jessica was urge J to a LOiiciir- rence in their wishes, with tiiat amiable candour which marked her character and formed one of its best traits, slie acceded to the petition. Though it was no very distant period fiincethe commencement of her acquaint- ance with Valdesa, yet in an uninter- rupted intercourse she had an oppor- /tunity of investigating his character with more certainty than could have resulted from a longer acquaintance under different circumstances. His vir- tues and his foihles were each, she thought, thoroughly known to her ; the time was approaching when, in a nearer and dearer communion, those were to develope themselves more fully. At length tlie sun of that morning ai'osc whicli shone on the union of Jessica and Valdesa, and beheld her a young and lovely bride ; young in the know- 201 ledge of mankind, tlieir vices and their follies, and lovely in the innocence and rectitude of her heart. To Mr. Hanbury it was, indeed, an eventful morning, and his feelings were too powerful for utterance when he pronounced a blessing on the children of those two beings dearer to him than any which the world had afforded. The affection which he felt for his deceased friends seemed to have descended to the young pair ; words would have been inadequate to have conveyed the senti- ments of his heart, and he retired to his closet to pour them out in secret before the Father of the Universe. He then returned to Jessica, with calmness of mind and serenity of heart. Valdesa appeared all rapture in the attainment of that object which he had so ardently coveted ; and Jessica smiled on him with love and approbation.. " May this scene long, long continue," said the worthy Hanbury as he affec- r k5 202 tionately embraced them, and may each revolving year witness your mutual conv- tbrt ; bear with each other's weaknesses, support each otliers inflimities, and may temporal and eternal felicity await you." Jessica knelt at his feet, whilst he breathed forth his wishes for their hap- piness, and Mr. llanbury, rising her, presented her to Valdesa. *' To your care,^ he contimied, " do I consign a sacred trust, bequeathed to me in the last moments of a dying friend ; bound to his memory by the ties -of gratitude, the welfare of his child i-s nearer to my heart, than any earthly ob- ject ; cherish her faiihfully ; love licr tenderly; and continue to be worthy of the confidence reposed in you. " Your wife merits youu atfection, for she is amiable ; and whilst you love her, will deem no sacriiice too much for your sake : but beware, Valdesa, I know the heait of Jessica, and 1 also know, that it is tremblingly alive to the slightest appearance of neglect. 203 " She will not complain if she per- ceives any abatement of affection, but she will sorrow in secret; endeavour then to deserve her love, to preserve her happiness, and, oh! may love and hap- piness be your portion." Valdesa assured Mr. Hanbury, that he was fully sensible of the value of that charge, which he had honoured him with and hoped that he should never, on any occasion, prove unmindful of his trust. kG £04 CHAPTER XXII. Yet oh, thy living features never wore A look so sweet, so eloquent before, As this which bids all human passions cease, And tells my pitying hcait thou died in peace. BowLts. The comfort of Jessica, like every other humaii possession, was of short duration. One evening, on re turning from a walk witli her husband, she per- ceived the house in much confusion, tlie servants in great distress ; alarmed at this apparent hurry, she hastily enquir- ed the cause, when one of the servants abruptly informed her that \lr. Plan- bury was dying. She ran to his apartment, and kneeling beside the bed, wildly called on him to 205 speak to her ; he made a vahi effort to raise his head from the pillow, and clasp- ing her hand within his, she found that he was unahle to articulate. By this time Valdesa had entered the room, and Jessica requested that he would instantly go in search of the best medical assistance he could find. In a short time he returned, accom- panied by a physician, who, after feel- ing ]\Ir. Hanbury's pulse, pronounced hi» disorder to be an attack of paralysis^ and after the usual applications ad- ministered, left the house with the pro- mise of returning in an hour or two. He did return, but not to give con- solation to the almost breaking heart of Jessica ; when he informed her that the situation of Mr. Hanbury was at pre- sent such as scarcely to admit of hope ; and when followed by Valdesa into another apartment, in which he had re- quested to speak with him, he assured him, that he believed i\Ir. Hanbury to be tlien in a dying state. 206 Jessica in the mean time was seated at his side, her eyes fondly riveted on liis emaciated form, whilst the tears flowed from them, and dropped on the pillow, over which she was leanings as watching the slightest motion of her friend ; she dared hardly breath, for fear of discom- posing him. The long dreaded hour was hastening fast, in which lie was to be torn from her : when a life of anxiety, disappoint- ment, and suffering was to terminate. He slept calmly for some hours, and Valdcsa took his station with Jessica, at the side of the bed. The fluttering pulse, and languid respiration, however, prepared them for the change; and about seven o'clock, supported in the arms of Jessica, after making a sign to embrace her, he breathed his last. Thus ended the eventful career of one who, bom to dignify and adorn the hu- man race, fell a sacrifice to the perfidy and ingratitude of his fellow creatures. 207 Mr. Hanbury's life had been one series of trials and afflictions, the hour of re- pose had at length arrived. As after a day in which the sun has shed upon the earth if s brilliant rays, and exhausted it's heat, it sinks to res-t in evening's tranquil hours; so his virtues, diffusing their lustre around, and impart- ing warmth by their beams, reposed in death after the fatigue and struggle of a long day. Vaklesa found it necessary to use every argument that reason could sug- gest to calm the mind of Jessica ; but the hour of recent calamity is not that for availing condolence : religion alone was to teach her resignation, and time to blunt the arrow which would stUl rankle in the wound. Jessica prepared herself for the sad in- dulgence of taking her last farewell of the lifeless form of her departed friend ; and assumino; all the fortitude of which )she was possessed, the evening after lus 20g decease, she repaired to the chamber of death ; after dismisshig the attendants, cahnly kneeling by the couch, on which that form so fondly loved was stretched, she prayed for resignation to support his loss. As she gazed on his pale countenance reposing in death, she thought of the virtues which had shone so conspicuous there, and her tears flowed at the recol- lection. That eye, beaming sensibility and be- nevolcnce, for ever closed ; those lips, which had charmed her imagination and improved her heart by the precepts of truth, for ever silent; that voice, whose accents, mildly sweet, liad con- soled and cheered her spirits when drooping under the pressure of sickness or of sorrow, hushed in ihe stillness and ii'loom of death ! It was the hour of evening, and the sun's last rays were partially shed over the couch, as they beamed through the I ^09 'window near which it was plaqed. Struck with the reflection that before another sun she should cease to gaze at that form, that nothing would be left but the fond remembrance of his virtues, Jessica burst into fresh tra;nsports of grief. *' Yet he will live in my heart,'' she exclaimed, " and there be cherished till with him I repose in the grave. Yes, dear and honoured friend, in life beloved, in death lamented; should thy pure spirit, hovering over me in this hour sacred to thy memory, witness the sor- rows of my heart, it wquld be soothed by my resignation to the will of an un- erring Being, and never shall my life be stained with any action that would have pained thy pure and gentle bosom : blest be thy precepts, and thy memory hal- lowed I and oh, may we soon be reunited never more to experience separation." Jessica rose, she lingered, she kissed his pale cheek, and bathing it with her tears, tore herself from the apartment £10 She returned to VaUlesa calm and resigned, her mind more tranquiiized since she had paid her visit to the re- mains of her beloved friend ; but he had left a void in her lieart, which could never, perhaps, in this life be supplied. Sll CHAPTER XXIIL There is a calm for those that weep, A rest for weary pilgrims found, They softly lie, and sweetly sleep, Low in the ground. MONTGOMElty. In the evening of the fifth clay after Mr. Hanbury's decease, the last obsequies were performed, and accompanied by Valdesa, the physician, and an old ser- vant, Jessica attended Mr. Hanbury to the grave. This was a trial under wliich even her fortitude, wliich seldom forsook her was completely shaken. As she leaned on the arm of her hus- band whilst the solemn rites of sepulture were performed, and saw her dearest 212 frieml consigned to the dark and silent tomb, the remembrance of her father rushed on her imagiujitiun united with that of liim, for whom she was now sor- rowing : riveted together by the ties of sympathy, in the bonds of fricndsliip, which during their lives had known no diminution, they were now to be le- united where their mutual sorrows would be remembered no more. At Mr. Hanbury's particular request, his remains w^ere deposited in a burying ground which he had selected in a walk with Jessica, desiring that if his decease should happen during their abode in that neighbourhood, he might be interred there. It was indeed a fit sanctuary for those who were quietly reposing after the storms of life ; and the heart w hich was aching under a sense of unmerited in- juries, might have longed to bury it's sorrows amongst those calm shades. The hour was come, *' when all the air 213 a solemn stillness holds," and the gloom of twilight enveloped the sur- rounding objects ; no sound interrupted the melancholy reflections of Jessica, as mournfully and slowly she returned to their now comfortless habitation ; no friend there to extend in kindness his hand, and greet with smiles of welcome her return 1 In the aifectionate attentions of Val- desa, however, the wounded mind of Jessica was in some degree restored, and the morning after that melancholy scene, in compliance with her desire, he wrote to Charles, informing him of his union with Jessica, and the death of their mutual friend. For this was a task to which Jessica found herself wholly unequal; she could not address her brother in the lano-uao-e of affection, wlien the recollection of the many hours of fruitless anxiety which he had caused to Mr. Hanburv, obtruded itself on her mind, and uncertain as she 2J4 was whether the letter might ever reaeti him, Valdcsa was ahiiost discouraged in tlie undertaking. Tlie pacquet was however addressed to a gentleman in London to whom Mr. Hanbury had consigned Charles's affairs previous to his leaving England. Jessica found tlie last testimony of her friend's regard for her ^^•hcn, on searching his papers, she discovered that he had left to her his library, plate, and furniture. The triflinc: estate of which he was possessed was, independent of his church preferment, tlie whole of his property, and had on his death devolved to a stranger. This mark of his regard was how- ever more prized by Jessica than the aGcpiisition of riches wo\dd have been ; it convinced licr that she was beloved by him, and was a consolation to her under her sorrows ; and Valdcsa, though not in circumstances at all tqual to his 215 rank, had yet sufEcient for the comforts of life. To all else Jessica was indiiFerent; *' content and careless of to-morrow's fare," her wants were moderate, her wishes circumscribed. 216 CHAPTER XXIV. Whilst I am bound to wondor I am bound to sorrow too. SlIAKESrr.-MlE., Tju- Conte Valdcsa was yet livina-, thou<>'h tioixi the period of liis mother's death Valdesa and lie had never met. The honds of consanguinity, dear as they ought to be to us, and necessary as tliey arc to the well-being of society, circumstances sometimes dissolve, and justify the individual in tlie dissolu- tion. Thus was it ia the present instance : tlie conduct of the Conte towards liis unfortunate wife, Avliich liad proved ont* 217 seiies of tyranny and oppression, and finally terminated her life, had not only severed from him the aftections of his son, but had excited sensations in the mind of Valdesa nearly amounting to abhorrence ; and he liad quitted Naples with the unalterable determination of retuniino- to it no more. The Conte, however, had soon after the death of the Contessa, formed a connection Avith a woman unamiable and unprincipled as liimself, and whose chiidien would in all probability inherit tlie fortune which in justice Valdesa ought to have possessed. The Signor Valdesa's maternal grand- father had been swept away by a malig- nant fever soon after the death of his daughter ; and died, as the Marquis predicted, a prey to misery and re- morse. lie beheld his child sacrificed, he saw her uncomplaining bow beneath the yoke, he felt that though surrounded VOL. I. L 218 by splendour she Avas wretched, that though married she had no husband. Conviction flashed on his mind with all its horrors, for he was sensi])le of these evils when too late, and consci- ence told»him that he was the author of them all. He watched the faded form of the Contessa sinking into the grave, and each time that he visited lier, it seemed to speak daggers to his lieart. No reproaches escaped her, her looks wert those of gentleness and love, yet the anguish of her mind was depicted in her countenance as she looked forward to lier approaching dissolution. The hour at length arrived, and as the weary mariner returning from a foreign land, hails with peaceful sensa- tions his native shore, so she viewed the asylum of rest which she had been long and anxiously anticipating. From Valdesa Jessica was fully ac cjuainted with the suiferings of the ^19 Gontessa, as lie had given to her a more succinct account than that which he had imparted to Mr. Hanbury ; for there ^vcre traits in the character of his father, too terrible to be revealed to one Avho was so deeply interested in the fate of his mother, as Mr. Haiibuiy was supposed to be. Valdesa had a sister innocent and beautiful, the consolation of her mother, too great a consolation for the Conte to permit her the enjoyment of: at twelve vears of ao-e he tore her from her, and sent her to an old villa of his, in the neighbourhood of Naples, where, disguised as a peasant, did her brother sometimes visit her, for this privilege in his own character was de- nied to him. Excluded from the world, and im- mured in a habitation far from the busy haunts of men, did this lovely flower blush nnseen and droop beneath the chilling gale of .adversity 3 her mind l2 120 enervated by sorrow, her health destroyed Avith anxiet}'' ; casting wistful glances towards the abode of her niotlicr, whom whenever more expected to behold. At leno'th Valdesa Mas under the ne- cessity of quitting Naples, the regiment in which he was then an officer A\as or- dered abroad, and his sister's shadow of comfort departed with him. Emilie saw herself condemned to perpetual imprisonment, doomed to captivity by the barbarity of a father, and this to gratify his desire of revenge, because he supposed he possessed not the aftections of his wife. Thus to indulge his malignant passions did tlie Conte sacrilice two beings who]n he was bound to cherish and pro- tect. Emilie parted from Valdesa, and they met no more ; — his regiment was order- ed abroad, where it ccmtinued some years, and during that period intelli- o-euce reached him of Eniiiic's death; g21 as soon as he returned to Italy, he hastened to his mother, whom he found bending hencath a weight of anguish. She had never been permitted to see her daughter from the time of his de- parture, and that circumstance seemed to have added the last death stroke to her peace. Valdesa visited the villa, where all was gloom and desolation. No kind and gentle Emilie to wander with him through those pleasant shades, where together they had beguiled so many hours. An old woman whom he found in the villa, ^vilo had been placed there to keep it aired, informed him where he might meet with the housekeeper that had formerly resided there, and who now lived not far from thence. The evening was closing, but impa- tient to hear a more particular account of the death of his poor sister, than lie could collect from this woman, l3 222 Valdesa proceeded to Agues. s habita- tion. Years and anxiety had so nnicli alter- ed him, that old Agnes could iKirdly re- cognize her young master in the person before her; but when assured it was in- deed himself, she overwhelmed him with caresses. When Valdesa entered upon the sub- ject of his visit, she sorro\N'fully shook her liead, '^ yVh ! your poor dear sister is indeed gone," said she, *' and old and miserable as I am, I am yet here." *' We have had sad doings, my dear young master, at the villa since you left us, your sister never held up her head after you went, she gave up her long walks, and seldom went beyond the old bridge, and then I used to talk to her and encourage her, but the tears would run down her face, and she would try to smile when I mentioned your return. " But there are strange stories,'* said CO 23 she, lowering lier voice, *^ and I do not know whether I should mention all that I have heard. " There came to the villa, with tlie Conte your father, two gentlemen, one was I think a Marchese, but I have forgot his name, and the other a beauti- ful young gentleman, w^ho used to walk about with your sister, and always seem- td so happy when he was here." " Well, it was said that the Conte wished to marry your sister to this Mar- chese, but he seemed far txx> old for her, and she used to sit down and weep so when they were coming, that it used ialmost to break my heart to look at her. '' At last the young gentleman ceased to come with the Marchese, and then she seemed more unhappy." *' She would walk alone, and then sit down and used to sigh so pitifully, and when I asked what I could do for her, she would lay her hand on her heart l4 224 and burst into tears, and would tliciigo away without ever speaking. *' Many's tlie tear that poor old Ag- nes lias shed since you went away. ** I used to tliink when my dear young master returned, there will be an end of these troubles, but you will think I am very tedious and never mean to finish my story. " Well then, it was last w^inter that your sister drooped sadly, and your father often came here with the Marchese^, and every time after they were gone she seemed more unhappy; it was just about Christmas time, and I went to see my son, w^ho lives four leagues from Naples. *^ The night before 1 was to set off 1 went up to the Signora's door, and rapping, she bid me come in, and 1 told her I w^as leaving the villa for a few days, and asked her if she wanted nic for any thing, "Ah no, my dear Agnes, she said, " I hope you will be very 225 happ}^ in the sight of your children, and do not huriy yourself, but stay and en- joy yourself amongst them, and putting a purse into my hand, she shook hands Avith me so kindly, and looked so sor- rowfully, that my heart was quite full. " Well, the next morning I left the chateau ; my son was taken ill, and I was obliged to stay with him some weeks, but I heard accounts that the Signora was dead, and some persons said that she had left the villa: how- ever I was so unhappy that I told my son the day after, that I must leave him, and when I got here, I found all quite deserted ; at last when I got ad- mittance there was the old woman that you saw there now, and she mentioned that the Conte was gone away, and that she had come to the villa to take care of it ; that it was rumoured that the Signora was dead, but strange ac- L 5 C 226 counts, my dear Signer, have been lu- niourecl since then. Tjie Contessa was then very ill in a fever, and they did not tell her of your sister's death till a long time after, but many persons say that the Conte has taken her away from the villa, and has told his family that she is dead. The servants that he left there are both gone, and no one knows whither, and it is also said that the Conte wished to force hef into a marriage with the Marchese, and that she refused ; and that he carried her away on that ac- count ; however, I am certain she loved that fine yowng gentleman that used to come, for she took it to heart ever after he w ent away. '' And now I have got to tlie end of my sad stoiy," added the poor old wo- man, " and you see me, my young muster, older with grief than years. " Whenl sit and think ol* your good sister, so kind and so patient, and how 2^7 unhappy she was, and all the tears she shed, well then I am quite tired of the world and I long to rest with her. " But you must not look so sorrowful, my dear young master, for it was the will of God." L 6 228 CHAPTER XXV. Oh God, giich strains broath'd by my angel guide, Would make me pass the cup of anguish by ; JMix with the blest, nor know that 1 had died. Axon. Valdksa liad listened to the simple, but feeling niirrative of the faithful old Airnes, with the bitterest sensation. At one moment he indulged a hope that Emilie yet existed, and that lie should discover her abode; and at another he sunk into despair; he well knew the tendency of the lower order of people to an indulgence of superstition, and their fondness for every thing mysterious and marvellous, yet the whole of the story struck him in so ])o\\ erful a man- ner, though he scarcely knew why, that 229 if he bad been apt to harbour present!^ nients, he would, m despite of reason, have yielded to a foreboding that Emilie still lived. But why should the Conte, who could have had any command executed, from the unlimited power that his wealth gave him over his domestics, and of whom Emilie was in too much fear to make any open resistance, why should he have hi^d recourse to stratagem to effect his purposes r besides, had not Agnes informed him that the health of Emilie had been long declining ? Valdesa dismissed the first idea as absurd, but yet doubts would obtrude, and his mind was racked hy the various conjectures that took place of each other there ; afflicted and harrasscd, he re- turned to the villa, and found the old woman awaitiug his appearance. As she led him through a long suite of rooms, before they arrived at the apartment which was allotted him, a 230 kind of superstitious awe, to which he had been unaccustomed, came over liim as he traversed the long galleries, from which no sound proceeded, save the echo of his footsteps. Dismissing his attendant at the door, Valdesa placed the lamp on a dressing table, and sat down, ruminating on the events of the evening, The recollection of the last interview which he had with his sister, the night preceding his departure, darted on his mind, and the conversation which had then passed now recurred with peculiar force. As they were walking in the avenues of the villa, and speaking of the many u forseen circumstances which might happen during the melancholy period of a long separation, and even tlie possibility that they might nc^ er meet more in this world, the state of the spirit, after its ilight from its material tenement, was adverted to. '' That is a subject/' said Valdesa to Emilie, " which has frequently occu- pied my thoughts, whether after our departure from this " narrow boura," the spirit is permitted to revisit the earth; to me, I confes-, the idea of being al- lowed to hover over the forms of those whom in life I had loved, would be soothing and consolatory, and, if pos- sible, to have the power of imparting to them my feelings and situation, and as much of that hereafter, as might come within the limits of my knowledge." " Yet," said Emilie, *' were this pri- vilege granted us, what would be the sufferings of those most dear to us, were it revealed to them that we were in misery ? However, if it will affordjyou the least satisfiction, be assured, Val- desa, that should my passage from this to another state of being arriv^e, ere Ave again meet, and it is in my power to grant you cliis indulgence, I will impart to you ail that I am enabled, of '' the 233 secrets of the prison house," and the same promise I exact from you." After tlie death of Emilie, this inte- resting conversation had often recurred to tlic mind of Valdesa, but perhaps he now dwelt on it more intently from having returned to the abode once oc- cupied by her ; and being in the same apartments where she used to repose, he threw a transient glance around the cluimber, as he slowly prepared to take off some part of his dress ; he arose, then sat down; but condemning this Aveakncss, he roused himself, and made an effort to compose his mind, which Avas suffering from mingled sensations of grief, regret, and awe. ** Dear and gentle Emilie," he ex- claimed, " I can have no doubt of the felicity which thy pure spirit must en- joy, after ])ursting the bonds wliich chained thee to this Morld. " 'Ihy path tlirough life, though short, was rugged , no s\\ ccts arose to beguile '233 thee on thy passage, but thou reposcst in the grave, over which the loud storm rends its fury but in vain ; where the agitations of thv heart have subsided, and where no tyranny can reach to oppress thee." After olfering up his prayers to the Protector of All, liis mind more com- posed, Valdesa retired to bed; he sunk into a tranquil shmiber, till awoke by sounds so sweet as to resemble tlie voices of the heavenly choir ; now dying away on his ear, then swelling into full melo- dious strains. His curtains were suddenly undrawn, and the form of his beloved Emilie, her countenance irradiated by angelic brightness, was before him. Valdesa started from his pillow; she waved her hand : "I am come," she said, " to perform the promise which I made to you whilst on earth. What is it of futurity whieh yoa desire to know r" 534 *' Is there," said Valdesa, " a state of punishiiicnt and of reward ?"' *' There arc both." " Are you happy ?'' *' Of this I am not permitted to speak. Are there aiiv other doubts which vou are anxious to unravel :" *' The moments are precious, and I must be brief." ^^ I have no other," Valdesa replied, in trembling agitation, and instantly the figure disappeared. He sprang from the bed, and throw- ing open the w- indow% rested upon it. The moon was shedding her wan beams, and their light was partially dif- fused across the apartment : the wind in low murmurs whistled through the avenue, as the breezes shook the branches of the trees, which waved their tall heads near the casement from which Valdesa leaned, lost in reflection on this awful midnight visitation. It was in that avenue where he had ^35 last beheld his sister, ^\'hilst an inluil>i- tant of the earth. Since the night in Arhich this conversation took place, live years had elapsed. What had been the fate of poor Emilie? had she fallen a victim to the revengcfal spirit of the Conte, or had she died the martvr of disastrous love? These v/ere the thoughts that arose in Valdesa's mind, whilst, with his eyes fixed on that part of the avenue inv/hicli he had taken a last leave of her, he imagined that he again beheld her ce- lestial form, floating on the breeze. He paced to and fro, with agitated step, the apartment; at length ex- hausted, he threw himself on the couch ; he fell into a tranquil slumber, • and on awaking, found that the whole of this scene was but a dream, a vision of the night, yet the impression which it had left on his mind he could not easily shake off. After dressing himself, and descend- Ing the staircase, A'aldcsa thresv^ open the door of tlic siiloon, and ^\andv ? perhaps numbered with the slain, or, like your poor Emilie, in sad captivity !" The thought was too bitter to dwell upon, and slie burst into an agony of tears. *' Farcwel, then," said she, *' a 9,69 Jong farewel to those hours that, happy in his society, the only happiness I ever kne\v% I passed in these wood walks and flowery wilds ; we are severed, per- haps, in this I'ife to meet no more ; but the fond remembrance of his virtues still supports me." Of her mother, too, Emilie once thought, but she durst not glance her eye that w^ay. On returning to the house a figure darted past her, which, in the gloom of twilight, she could not distinguisli, and dropping at her feet a paper, dis- appeared. Emilie secured the paper, and in breathless agitation sat down to peruse it; on it were written these few w^ords, ''Be firm, resist, the Marchese has a wife in existence.' She was now completely bewildered ; she could not doubt the circumstance of the information havino; been i>iven her by some friendly hand ; perhaps that of the Chevalier. Yet that supposition N 3 ^70 was romantic and improbable, i'vr iwd he been acquainted with such a dreadtul obstacle, he would she knew liave im- parted it to lier in a different manner. The Conte must surely, Emilie thouglit, be ignorant of that transac- tion, lie could not be villainous enough to wish to unite her where there Wus such an impediment. Various conjec- tures arose in the mind of the Signora, but she could come to no definite con- clusion. She once thought of requesting an audience with, her father, aiid she whig him the paper, presented to her in that mysterious manner. Yet Emilie re- flected, that from this mode of proceed- ing she might frustrate the designs of some unknown friend, employed in her cause ; though the information might befahe, yet who could liave an interest in deceiving her ; there was something strangely ambiguous in it. Emihe retired to bed, but not to 271 sleep; this circumstance liaving left too powerful an impression on her mind, and at day-hrcak the following morning, accompanied by the Conte, she quitted the villa. Her journey was commenced under melancholy auspices and fatal fore- bodings; she believed herself to be a prisoner for life, she knew that she must never more return to the villa ; of the place of her destination she had been kept in total ignorance, and tra- velling before the sun had risen, to dis- cover the surrounding objects, anc} through a track of country with which she was wholly unacquainted, Em i lie had no clue to assist her conjectures. At length the sun arose, and the sur- rounding scenery was developed, but it did not serve to throw any light upon the subject. From the rapidity with which thev had travelled, the Sio-nora supposed they must be many leagues from the villa. The country around. 2712 as far as she could discern oi it, \va<^ rich and varied in its scenery, but Enii- lie's heart was dead to the beauties of nature. Too much occupied in rumi- nating on her melancholy situation, she only thought of what was next to be- come of her. There are seasons in wliich the mind is in a great degree insensible to out- ward objects ; wrapped up in its own gloom, they lose the power to charm, and thus was it with Emilie. They continued to travel rapidly, and without any cessation, except for a few moments to change horses at three different places on the road. Towards sun-set however they arrived at the place where Emilie found tlicir journey was to terminate. The castle of Archelino was an anci- ent gothic structure, which seemed in- vulnerable to the attacks of the enemy, or the ravages of time : neitiier, it ap- peared, had made any depredation, for its massive v/kWs were in entire repair, and the whole looked litted for a place of security. Here then, thought she, am I destined to pass the remainder of my days, and as the Conte handed her from tlie car^ riage, and assisted by the servants, con- ducted :Emilie through a long suite of rooms, slie found the cold damp strike on her heart. '' This," said the Conte, placing her on a sopha at the end of the room, Avhcre they rested, " this castle belongs to the Marchese Chiaramonti, and here he occasionally resides ; as his affianced- wife you will consider yourself at home, and his domestics at your command. At the word wife Emilie felt her blood run cold and involuntarily shrunk back; but recovering some firmness, '' Why," she said, ^' did you convey me here with that mistaken notion? I have declared that I never will unite myself with the Marchese ; neither time, or my N .5 274 residence here will prevail with me to change my resolve; let mc not then con- tinue at the castle under that idea, hut allow me to return to the villa/' '' It is time,"' replied the Conte. *^ that this foolish resistance should have an end, vou must marrv the Marchesc, and this mode of conduct will be pro- ductive of nuicli future nfiserv to -vom- self" *' The Chevalier, I suppose, has in- fused notions into your mind prejudicial to his kinsman, has tauo-ht you to be- lieve that some un worthiness taints his character; — hypocrite and deceiver! but 1 advise you to place confidence in a more secure quarter than the opinions of a rash ill-judging young- man." " My opinions," ^aid Emilie, '' in gr- ne?al, are of my own forming, and that of the Marclicse, in particular, is the re- sult of observation ; 1 needed no insinua- tions of the Chevalier's to convince me tliat he is Jiot an object worthy of my esteem ; this his conduct to me, selfish and cruel as it is, has sufficiently evinc- ed." Refieshments were now brought in, and after supper Emilie rose to retire. A female servant attended to conduct her to her apartment, in whose counte- nance she thought she read mingled sensations of surprise and pity. She staid by the Signora whilst she undressed, and fearing that she would misinterpret her silence, Emilie entered into some conversation with her. " This seems a spacious building," said she, " if I may judge of the whole by the partial view I have had of it." " It is a very large one," answered the servant, " and of very little use, for the Marchese seldom comes here. He is here indeed at present, but it is the lirst time for three years." With this circumstance Emilie had been unacquainted, her heart sickened at the intelligence,, and dismissing^ the N 6 ^76 woman, she sat down on the hcd rumi- nating on lier comfortless situation. Emihe had written frequently to lier brother, but was uncertain whetlier her letters had reached him, she feared they had not -, for as she had mentioned tlie Marchese, and her repugnance to the idea of tlie projected union, slie believetl that notliing in tliat case would have prevented his iuxmediate return to Na- ples. ratigucd however by her long jour- ney, Emilie slept soundly, and on joining the Conte she found the i\Iar- chese already with him. He arose on her entrance to welcome her, and she very coolly returned his salutation. After breakfast was finished, and tiic Conte had withdrawn, Emilie addressetl herself to the Marchese on the subject of her liaving been brought there, ex- pressly contrary to her incliiiation. ** Suffer me then," said she, *' for the last time to appeal to you : 1 aui brought here without any rational end in view to intimidate me into a promise which 1 will never render you, — 3^ou may imprison me for the remainder of my life, for I have no one to aid my cause, or to prevent it, since he who ought to be my protector joins in the league to destroy me. But I now most solemnly declare, tlmt should I no more pass these walls, I will not consent to- be your w^ife/' '' Permit me," said the Marchese,. " to assure you that whil&t you remain here, every attention shall be shewn tO' you. I trust however that the period will be short ere you allow me to release you from captivity, and give to society its fairest ornament in the Marchesa- Chiaramonti." " If such," said Emilie, interrupting him, " is to be the alternative, I must die as I have lived, a stranger to the world : and why should I wish to be otlierw^ise, for if all the beings of wliich 278 it is compared arc selfish aiul tyranni- cal, my escape from society is not a misfortune, but ;i blessino." In eonvcrsations like this was the vemaining* part of tli€ Marchcse's visit to the castle passed ; wearied liowever bv the firmness of tlie Sicrnora's re- sistim<-e, accompanied by the Conte, he returned to Naples. There the Conte gave it out that his daughter was no more, and dismissed the servants at the \illa, to give an iiir of probability to the report. ■79 <; II AFTER XXIX. Yt i oh ! how oft ia darkness, and amid J he many shapes of joyless daylight, When the fretful stir unprofitable, And the fever of the world have hung I'pon the beatings of my heart, How often has my spirit turn'd to thee.. AVORDS WORTH, Jessica still with Valdesa continued at Montpelicr, where no tidings of her brother liad yet reached her. She had letters from Mrs. Bamford, Tnentionino; tlie return of her husband and herself to their native shore, and their wishes ta meet their friendii agairt 280^ AVitli the death of Mr. Ilanhiuv ^latilda was yet unaciiuaiiitcd, and Jessica sat down to impart to her that inelancholy intbrmation. Time, the powerful alleviate of ca- lamity, which softens the point of sor- row's sharpest sting, liad not in the present instance heen happily success- ful. The affection which Jessica had i)orne towards My. llanhury seemed inter- woven with her existence ; his patient unmerited suii'erings had so much en- deared him to her, that each day added poignancy to her rcgi'ct. Jessica's sorrow for her loss slic yielded to, rather than attempted to controul; yet it was tempered with resignation. To amuse her mind, Valdesa prevailed with her to accompany him on a tour through the pr()\ inee of Languedoc. Thev rested some davs near the l>av of Maguelone; a scene presented Itself 281 >vhich was new to Jessica, and her mind was soothed by the beauties around her. For many months they continued tra- velling from place to place, and occa- sionally made pauses where there was any object worthy of their attention. On their return to Montpelier, Val- desa took Jessica with him to a neigh- bouring convent, and introduced her to the prioress, with whom he had become acquainted on his first residing there, Jessica found her a very well' informed agreeable woman, and received from her a general invitation to the priory. Though Valdesa was of the church of Rome, Jessica still adhered to her protestant tenets ; they were those in which she had been educated, and she wished not to change them, yet charity^ which tolerates every sect, was the leading principle of her actions. By Mr. Hanbury she had been taught to consider all mankind as her brethren. No idle contro\ersy on this point cloud- ed the happiness of licrself or her hus- band, each enjoyed their respective opi- nions. Thougli she knew it would have been more congenial to his wishes, had she embraced the faitli which he held. Many months elapsed, and they now began to think of their iiitended voy- age. From tlic period of Mr. ILinbury's death Jessica had declined mixing in society, though Valdes-a occasionally entered into it. One evening he (piit- ted her to join a party^ where he con- tinued until a late luRir. In the morn- ing jwhcn Jessica entered into conversa- tion with him, something she imagined liad ruffled liis mind, ami rendered him uneasy. There was an air of reserve about him, which since their marriage she had sel- dom observed ; and on her addressing \^aldesa, he appeared absent and inattcn- 283 tive ; she knew not what cons true tiom to place on this conduct, and her un- happiness encreased. In the afternoon as they were sitting together, Jessica absorbed in conjecture on this singular behaviour, Valdesa sud- denly broke the silence, by asking her some questions relative to her pro- perty. This was the first time that pecuniary affairs had been adverted to by Valdesa, and as Jessica had candidly opened to hun the state of her finances previous to their marriage, she felt hurt at their now being the subject of conversation. She withdrew to the window, and leaning against it, the tear stole down her cheek. Could Valdesa be mercenary, could liis present gloom arise from such un- worthy motives r how strangely then, Jessica thought, she must have mistaken his character. On turning from the window, she 284 observed her husl^aiui had quitted the room, and seatiiiij^ herself* in tlie ehan which he had left, she meditated what phin of conduct to pursue. Jessica wished mucl* to converse with Valdesa further, and to endca\our to' discover the cause of this alteration to- wards her ; she waited for some mo* ments his return, and finchng thut he still absented himself, she went to his chamber and, gently knocking, he re* quested her to enter. Valdesa was seated at a writing desk arranging some papers. There was still the same air of gloom, with some- thing of sadness mingled in the ex- pression of liis countenance, and Jessica sadly dispirited, placed herself beside him» *' Valdesa,'' said she, *' giving him her hand, is this kind r ha\ e you any uneasiness of m hich you refuse to make nea sharer: It was not in the hour of sunshiue alone I promised to participate with you, I thouglit 1 was 285 to be your friend alike in prosperity and adversity. I m ish I was more wor- tiiy for your sake, and that I had riches to bestow on him who is dearest to my heart, but alas ! I am poor, poor in every thing but my aifection for you I She paused, and weeping turned away her head. Valdesa took her hand and drawing her to him, " do not I beseech you," said he, " Jessica, attribute the conver- sation of to-day to any ungenerous mo- tive ; you would do me great injustice in supposing that any such actuated me ; in the enquiries I made relative to your fortune, I was only interested on your account ; no selfish considera- tion ever influenced my mind. In my Jessica I beheld native worth, and this was all to me, though, independent of this, she has graces to captivate the heart of any man. But however poets and philosophers may rail at riches, daily experience 286 proves that siicli a portion of tlicii^ as \\ ill iit Icust j;rocurc us tlic conitbitb of life, arc necessary to our happi- ness. '' You see me now husily employed in preparing; })apers which are to ensure to you tlie possession of an estate ; it is but a small one indeed, situated in the neighbourhood of Naples, and was be- queathed to me by my grandfather. He saw tliat rielies were not always conducive to happiness, in one fatal instance ; no, they cannot confer felicity, thougli It will never exist without a competence. *' Should I then be taken irom you my love, since we are all liable to the various accidents of life, and to death, the com- mon lot most liable, I trust you are raised above want, and 1 liope that iluring the >h()i t time I have been blessed by the pos- Mssion of my Jessica, I have never lost sight of the injunction which I received from our departed friend. Hitherto 1 5187 harvx endeavoured to deserve her love, and to preserve her liappincss."' At the last word hnppiness, Valdcsa rose from his seat, and walked to the chimney piece, across which he leaned. The agitation of his mind betra^^ed itself in his counte- nance; he heaved a deep sigh, and walk- ed several times across the apartment ; complained of a head ache, then took up a book that laid near him. Jessica remarked that he did not read, and seem- ed scarcely sensible that he held the book in his hand. She again tenderly en- quired of him the cause of his uneasi- ness. ^' Do not,'' added she, " suppose that I wish to intrude myself on your con- fidence, though where interests are so closely connected, a want of openness must, I am persuaded, be destructive to happiness ; yet I would never wish to extort that which is not voluntarily given; but I cannotj indeed I cannot, bear to see you thus miserable. Our r 288 poor fVicnd is no more, my brother has forgotten me, you arc all tlie world to me, and my every shadow of eomfort dependent on you." " Do not," said Valdesa, " thus dis- tress me with enquiries. I am not well, Jessica, in a little time I shall be better, you shall then be acquainted with the cause."* Unwilling to importune him longer on a subject which he so evident- ly avoided, Jessica left the room and re- tired to her own. The whole conversation had turned on serious and very different topics from those on which they generally con\ ersed, and seemed preparatory to some import- ant event. She thought on Mr. Han- bury, and her tears again flowed ; *' Vet my husband loves me," she said, ^' has not his affection for me shew n itself in every word and action ? supported by that, why should I be unhappy ? perfect and unalloyed felicity is not a draugiit for mortals ; N\H)uld Valdesa open to me 289 his whole heart, I should then have no wish ungratified." Valdesa soon after joined her, and proposed a walk. They set out for that purpose, and as they were returning ob- served the figure of an old gentleman seated by the river side, which attracted their attention by the singularity of it's ap])earance. His head was leaned on his hand, which rested on one knee, and there was in his countenance an expression that indicated excessive wretchedness, yet he seemed, from his air and mode of dress, to belong to the higher class of society. *^ There," said Jessica, '' misery seems to dwell divested of poverty ; for if I might judge by tlie expression of that face, I should suppose that sorrow was no stranger to the heart" They had by this time approached so near him that Valdesa was prevented making any reply. He did not, how- ever, raise his head, but sat apparently VOL. I. o 290 lost in thought, his eye fixed on tlic ground, as if insensible to all that passed. *' I think," said Valdesa, after they had retired to some distance, ** that gen- tleman has not long resided here, and, if I mistake not, he is the same whom I saw alight from his carriage, at the English hotel a few mornings since, for he then struck me as appearing out of health, or very unhappy ; but to the for- mer cause I attributed the languor of liis manner on speaking to his servant." Here the conversation terminated, and they passed on. END OF VOL. I. Brooke, Printer, Putcrnoitrr-Kow. {