l-^ SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. % iffbd. BY ADELINE SERGEANT, AUTHOR OF "JACOBI'S WIFE," "NO SAINT," ETC. IN THREE VOLUMES. VOL. I. EDINBURGH: OLIPHANT, ANDERSON & FERRIER. LONDON : HAMILTON, ADAMS & CO. 18 8 8. HDINBL KGH : PKINTED liY LORIMER AND GILLIES, 31 ST. ANDREW SQUARE. ^■1 ^ 5S' fv a CONTENTS OF YOL. I. CHAPTEK I. THE WEDDING (lUEST, II. MISS mackworth's story, III. IN SUSPENSE, IV. "l LOVED YOU ONCE,"' . V. MISS ESHEr's INTENTIONS, VI. A NEW HOME, II. LENORE, VIII. "a HOUSE DIVIDED AGAINST ITSELF," IX. THE FIRST MEETING, X. A lover's THREAT, XI. THE HAND OF FATE, XII. Magdalen's guest, XIII. HIS SISTERS, XIV. MARRYING AND GIVING IN MARRIAGE, XV. Cecil's explanation, . PAGE 1 20 39 58 80 99 119 139 157 176 195 215 234 255 279 Digitized by the Internet Archive in 2010 with funding from University of Illinois Urbana-Champaign http://www.archive.org/details/seventytimesseve01serg SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN CHAPTER L THE WEDDING GUEST. It was a pretty scene. The sky was deep blue overhead, flecked here and there with snow-white films of cloud : the sun shone brilliantly upon the old grey church in its green environment of stately trees and velvet turf, upon the dark red roofs of the cottages, upon the glowing faces of the villagers gathered about the churchyard gate. Village people, men, women,. and children, all in their " Sunday best," with smiles on their faces, and flowers in their hands. They had a festive look, and a glance at the triumphal arches with which the roadway and the gate were 2 SEVENTY TIxMES SEVEN. decked would have told a stranger that some joyful event was about to be celebrated. The church stood on a hill, and from its western door the gravelled path sloped rather steeply towards the gate. The village lay in a hollow, the church rising above it like a giant guardian, all in grey and green. The houses were mostly built of red brick, and the roofs were of a still deeper hue : they had an air of warm picturesqueness, standing back from the road, in their own gardens, where the June roses were now in bloom. There was certainly no want of fl owners in the little Kentish village of Riversmead : the gardens were still gay with blossoms, although so many had been gathered that morning to make wreaths and to fill baskets, and to be tied into posies for the school children. There were few persons present who did not carry flowers to strew under the feet of the beautiful bride, who was that day to go from amongst them and be known by another name. THE WEDDING GUEST. 3 Weddings were not very common occur- rences in the little Eiversmead Chiircli, and the village people always flocked into the church and the churchyard to see the marriage party. On this occasion it seemed as though only the sick and the infirm could have been left at home. Such a gathering had seldom been seen at Eiversmead : the people had flocked from far and near ; for the wedding was that of Magdalen Lingard, the Squire's only daughter, and was therefore a great event. Not that the Squire was a rich or powerful man : his estates had dwindled away almost to nothing, and the big house in which he lived was comfortless and poverty-stricken. But Miss Lingard's bright smile and kindly words had made her dear to the hearts of the Eiversmead people, and many of them were deeply grieved to think that they were going to lose her. " It '11 be a bad day for us when she 's gone, pretty creatur'," sighed one old dame to the other, as they stood in the green churchyard. 4 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEX. '* Many and many 's the pound of tea she 's brought to me, though little enough money she 's had to call her own, as everybody knows ; and the woollen things she 's knitted, and the stockings and the petticoats — she 's the kindest 'art and the quickest fingers of any lady in the country side." " She '11 be a grand lady now," said her friend, in reply. "The gentleman she's a- going to marry has got plenty o' money and a fine place near Scarsfield — one o' them manu- fact'ring towns i' the North, I 'm told. She 11 be a great lady up there, no doubt." " The Lord '11 bless her wherever she goes," said the first speaker. "Maybe," said the second — evidently a more worldly-minded person than her friend — " but He won't spare her trouble and sorrow any more than He spares other folk. To my mind, she '11 have a peck o' trouble with her husband's relations ; they seem all to live up Scarsfield way: and I never yet knew a young married pair get on well if they lived amongst THE WEDDING GUEST. 5 tlieir own folk. One or t'other 's sure to breed mischief." "They'll all love Miss Magdalen," answered the other woman, confidently. " And as for relations. Captain Esher has on'y two sets of them at Scarsfield ; and one 's Mr. and Mrs. St. Aidan, that she's so fond of a'ready, and the other's a maiden lady, Miss Esher, who 's going to leave the Captain all her money." " Much he needs it ! He 's as rich now as Creeses," said her friend, rather viciously. At this moment some children, near the gate, set up a shout: "They're coming! they're coming! I hear the wheels." Every head w^as forthwith turned towards the road. But the w^heels belonged only to a dilapidated old cab, drawn by a dejected looking horse in the direction leading from the nearest railway station. One or two of the children narrowly escaped a cuff for giving false news, but, luckily for them, public attention was diverted from their misdeeds to the new arrival. The 6 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. cab stopped at the gate ; and the red-faced driver got down from his seat, whip in hand, and opened the creaking door. " It be one of the visitors come from London to the wedding," respectfully murmured a woman to her neighbour. " I heard tell they expected a sight o' folks ; but, bless me, she ain't much to look at, is she ? " " In a black gown ! " commented her friend, eyeing the new-comer with much disfavour. '* I thought it weren't lucky to come to a wedding in black. They 're nice little children, ain't they ? if they didn't look so white and peaked." Meanwhile the woman paid the driver and dismissed him, then turned her face towards the church, and also, of course, towards the waiting crowd. The gaze of the village folk seemed to disconcert her. She started, flushed deeply, and then grew very pale. With shaking fingers she drew down her veil, took a hand of the two children who accompanied her, in each of her own ; and, thus leading THE WEDDING GUEST. / them, passed up the gravelled walk into the church. In the absence of any other object of inter- est, the people watched her as she went. She was not very young — probably between thirty and forty years of age ; her face was worn and lined like that of an aged person, or one wIk ► has known much sorrow ; the cheeks were thin and pale, the veins on the temples pain- fully prominent. Her blue eyes had a strange, haggard expression ; and the fair hair that strayed over her forehead gave her a wild, dish- evelled look. Her dress was plain and even poor ; coarse in texture and sombre in hue. The two childi-en — little girls of three or four years old — were, however, dressed in white, daintily decked with embroidery and blue ribbons. It was suggested by the watchers that they were children of some friends of the bride or bridegroom, and that the woman was their nurse. But a quick-eared school-child deposed to having heard one of them call her "auntie" as they walked up the churchyard 8 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. path. Inside the building, the woman went deliberately to the front pew. It was still unoccupied, being reserved for certain members of the wedding-party; and the old pew-opener hurried up, with an anxious and important face, to turn the ill-advised new-comers out of the prominent place that they had chosen for themselves. The children looked up at him with frightened, imploring eyes, but did not stir. The woman seated herself beside them, and took no notice of the old man's remonstrance. " Don't ye hear what I say ? " he grumbled, in a still louder tone. " These 'ere seats is for the wedding-party, I tells ye : come out o' that pew, ma'am, for goodness' sake, or I '11 call the Vicar." " Call him," said the woman, lifting her veil and fixing her weird blue eyes upon the little withered man in his black gown, as he stood by the pew and actually shook the door in his agitation of mind. '' Call him, by all means. I wish to speak to him." THE WEDDING GUEST. 9 *' I '11 put you into quite as good a pew, ma'am. This 'ere place is reserved for them as belongs to the wedding-party " " / belong to the wedding-party," said the stranger, coldly. Then she dropped her veil and said no more. The old man, whose name was Binns, turned away in despair. The Vicar, Mr. Kirton, was already in the vestry, and Binns thought of askino^ him to come and dislodo'e the un- welcome visitor, but he was a little afraid that the good clergyman would pooh-pooh his complaint, and say that people must seat themselves in their own way. Binns was un- easy. Visitors kept arriving every moment, and were shown to their places by the Vicar's son — visitors in silks and satins, velvet and broadcloth, resplendent with jewels and flowers and perfume — and this strange woman, poorly clad in rusty black, had taken the best place of all, the place reserved for the most dis- tinguished of the guests ! A\'liat could he do ? Carriages rolled up to the gate : the brides- 10 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. maids were standing at the door in readiness for the bride : the distinguished guest had found some other seat, and a general move of expectation showed that the most important personages were about to arrive upon the scene. A little buzz of voices told of the bride's approach. Mr. Kirton and Mr. St. Aidan, the bridegroom's clerical cousin, had taken u-p their position in the middle of the church, where the earlier part of the service was to be conducted. This fact seemed to puzzle the stranger, who had expected the wedding-party to come up to the Communion rails at once, in the old unecclesiastical fashion, and had therefore kept her eyes steadily fixed on the east end of the church. Thus she missed the entrance of the clergymen, and also of the bridegroom with his best man. She now turned hastily round, and, seeing her mistake, rose up. The bride was entering the church at that very moment, mth her atten- dant maidens, dressed in white. Children threw fiowxrs on her path ; the organ pealed THE WEDDING GUEST. 11 out a joyful strain, tlie sunshine fell through the coloured windows in rosy and purple patches on her satin gown as she passed up the church upon her father's arm. At that moment, the woman in black left her seat and walked do^vn the aisle towards the clergymen who awaited the bride's approach. Her movements were scarcely noticed, except by those in her immediate vicinity, for the eyes of nearly all were fixed upon the wedding- party. Perhaps only old Binns was scandaHsed by the sight of that black figure, edging its way with steady purpose through the gaily decked feminine crowd of guests. Behind the woman came the two children, grasping each other by the hand, evidently frightened at the scene in which they found themselves, but not daring to stay behind. And, as it happened^ the woman reached the clergpnan before the bride was more than half-way up the church ; and when she had reached him, she quietly laid her hand upon his arm. Mr. Kirton started violently. He looked in 12 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. amaze at the intruder, then glanced round hurriedly in search of Binns, who Avas seen in the background, Avorking with arms and shoulders through a crowd of stragglers in a vain endeavour to get to his master's side. " What do you want ? Go back, go back ! " said the Vicar in a low reproving tone. The little group at the foot of the chancel steps looked round inquiringly. The curate laid his hand on the woman's shoulder. *' What do you want here ? " he asked. " I have brought Philip Esher's children to see his marriage," she replied, in so distinct a tone that her words were clearly heard by every one within a radius of half-a-dozen yards, and therefore by the whole of the wedding- party ; '^ and to ask him what has become of the woman who ought to have stood in Miss Lingard's place." There was a momentary hush. The stranger had again thrown back her veil ; her thin cheeks were touched with a hectic flush, and there was an unnatural brilliance THE WEDDING GUEST. 13 in her wild blue eyes. Before lier the mar- riage procession came to a sudden stop ; for a moment the two women who were more deeply interested than any other in the cere- mony about to be performed looked straight into each other's eyes. What Miss Lingard saw, we know. What the stranger had already seen was the con- ventional bride, in white satin and white lace, leaning upon her father's arm : pearls, orange- blossom, a diamond clasp, a snowy film of tulle, the tip of a satin shoe — of all these details the unbidden guest was conscious. But suddenly the bride also threw back her veil, and then the wild-eyed, black-robed woman saw something more. Magdalen's figm-e was tall and slender, but exquisitely proportioned ; the features of her face were finely cut and full of expression. Her complexion was not rosy, but neither was it usually very pale : the slightest emotion called up a carnation hue to the fair oval of her cheek, just as it made her eyes gleam and 14 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. her mouth ripple over with smiles or tremble with tenderest feeling. But what rendered her face more striking was a certain con- tradiction between this frequent change of colour and expression and some of its most characteristic lines. A peculiarly tranquil look was given by the almost level line of the dark eyebrow^s beneath the smooth white forehead : the well-developed chin spoke of a strong will, and the firmly closed lips of determination. It might be inferred that the quickly changing colour and the varying expressions were the outcome of youth, inexperience, and keen sensibility ; but that behind these were to be found the resolute will, the clear judgment, the unfailing capacity for action, that would make of her in time what the world often calls " a woman of character." Close to her stood Philip Esher, the bride - groonl-elect. He was just Magdalen's height, not very tall for a man : lithe, lean, and sinewy ; more singularly handsome than even THE WEDDIXG GUEST. 15 the bride herself, partly because of the rather unusual contrast between the colour of his hair and eyes. The closely-cropped head and heavy moustache were golden brown ; his face, though bronzed now, had once been fair, but his eyes were dark, remarkably restless and brilliant, and set in long almond-shaped sockets, like those of an Eastern girl. The forehead was broad and low ; the nose aquiline, with thin nostrils ; the lips also thin, and very much curved. It was curious that with all the physical beauty of this man's face, the first impression produced by it was rarely pleasant. There was a subtle suggestion of possible cruelty, of scorn and hatred, in the curves of that fine mouth, apt to make a psychological student recoil. But as most of his friends and Magdalen's friends had known him for many years, they perhaps scarcely noticed the stereotyped sneer upon his face. Only here and there one or two, more keen-witted than the rest, wondered how Magdalen Lingard, with her high instincts, 16 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. her noble aspirations, could tie herself for life to a man like Philip Esher. Magdalen had been leaning on her father's arm. He was a tall, upright man, with a white moustache, and something of a soldierly air. "When the sound of the stranger's words fell upon his ear, his eyes flashed fire, he made an involuntary movement forward, then checked himself and put his arm round the girl's slender waist, as if he feared that she would fall. But Magdalen showed no symp- toms of uncertain balance. She turned pale, it is true, and her eyes grew large with astonishment and dismay, but she kept her confident bearing, and looked the woman steadfastly in the face. There was a much more startling change in Philip Esher's appearance. His face grew absolutely livid — more, as it seemed, from rage than fear : he clenched his fist and uttered a word which, profane in itself, was particularly unsuitable at such a time and in such a place. Even Magdalen's brow con- THE WEDDING GUEST. 17 tracted as she heard it, and Mr. St. Aiden, his cousin, immediately uttered a short, stern reproof. But Captain Esher did not lieed. " Turn her out ! " he said, in a voice hoarse with passion. " Turn her out, I say ! — what does she come for ? " '' To confront you wdth the memory of your own evil deeds," said the woman, wdth the peculiarly distinct utterance which made the words penetrate far into the depths of the listening crowd. " To call your past life to your mind : to " " This is a most unseemly interruption," said the Vicar, who had meanwhile beckoned to one of his sons and the parish constable, and felt more confident of his position when they W'Cre at his side. " If there is any reason why the service should not proceed, adjourn wdth me to the vestry ; if not, be silent, or I must have you removed. Do you allege any obstacle to Captain Esher s marriage with Miss Lingard ? " 18 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. The woman folded her arms and looked at Captain Esher with a malicious smile, but made no answer. " I swear there is no obstacle," said Esher, who was evidently much agitated. " I know of none ; and she knows of none either." *' Not even if Alice Mackworth were alive ? " asked the woman, in a lower tone. The change in Captain Esher's face was almost answer enough. For a moment he looked sick with dread. And the grey pallor of his lips startled those who had hitherto believed most fully in his innocence. " Sir," said Mr. Lingard, sternly, " I must have an explanation of this charge." " We had better go back to the vestry," said Mr. St. Aidan to his brother clergyman. ''A few minutes' conversation may put the thing right. Don't you think it would be better ? " " There is absolutely no need," said Captain Esher, hurriedly. His tones were lowered, as befitted the place in which he stood ; but he THE WEDDING GUEST. 19 moved to Magdalen's side and tried to take her hand, " Magdalen, you believe me, do you not ? " She lifted her eyes to his face : a beautiful trust and love shone in their liquid depths. "Yes, Philip," she answered, gently. " Then why should we delay ? Go on, sir," said the young man, turning triumphantly to the clergyman with his bride's hand clasped in his own. " There is no obstacle, I repeat : have the goodness to go on with the service." " Wait, sir," Mr. Lingard interposed, in his impressive voice. "My daughter is under age. I forbid her to give herself to this man until we have inquired into the accusation brought against him. Magdalen, come with me." She did not resist, though her face turned pale and the tears rose to her beautiful dark eyes. Mr. Lingard went with her towards the vestry, and the wedding-party broke up in confusion. CHAPTER 11. MISS mackwoeth's story. The vestry was a spacious but gloomy room, panelled in oak, with small pointed windows higli in the wall. Oak chests were ranged round the walls, and an oak table stood in the middle of the room. Half-a-dozen surplices and cassocks hung upon pegs on one of the walls, and the table held a few books and a carafe of water. A carved high-backed chair and some w^ooden forms completed the furni- ture of the place. Into this room came the persons chiefly interested in the scene w^hich had just occurred. The two clergymen follow^ed JMr. Lingard and his daughter : then came the woman in black, escorted by the vicar's son, with the two children clinging to her dress. 20 MISS MACK WORTHS STORY. 21 After them walked Captain Esher, reluctantly yet desperately, like a man going to certain destruction. And, last of all, an old lady with silvery hair and a rugged, hard-featured face, rose up from the pew in which she had hitherto been sitting, and stalked solemnly up to the vestry door. She was at once admitted, as having a right to be present at the conference. She was Philip Esher 's aunt, the lady of whom the village gossips had spoken as likely to leave him all her money when she died. As soon as the door closed Philip Esher burst out passionately. " There is no charge against me of any kind. This woman has made none. Are you not prepared to take my word of honour as a gentleman " "Excuse me," said Mr. Lingard, politely but coldly. " I think that a charge has certainly been made. This lady speaks of some one who should stand in my daughter's place. I claim a right to defer the marriage 22 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. until this extraordinary allegation has been disproved. When it is disproved we will beg your pardon for seeming to doubt you ; but with my daughter's welfare at stake I should not be justified in proceeding other- wise." Philip Esher turned away his face to mutter an impatient " Tedious old fool ! " in his uncle's ear. Mr. Lingard was a man of the old school : a man of laboured courtesies and studied phrases, and he had never liked Captain Esher. " Come to the point," said Mr. St. Aidan, not unkindly, though with a reproving glance at Philip. '"Have you anythiog to say, my good woman ? What reason have you to give for interrupting the marriage service ? " The scene was curiously like that of a justice-room. Mr. Kirton had taken the chair at the head of the table, while Mr. St. Aidan stood beside him and put questions or made suggestions with a judicial air. At MISS MACKWOETHS STORY. 23 the other end of the table stood the woman in black, with James Kirton on one side, and the children on the other. She looked at that moment like the accused, not the accuser. Miss Esher, Mr. Lingard, and Magdalen formed a little group apart, midway between the table and the door ; and Philip Esher stood beside his uncle, with his eyes fixed on Magdalen. He had tried to get close to her, to put his arm round her and take her hand, but her father and his own aunt had waved him off. One or two questions must be asked and answered before he could be allowed to treat her as his promised wife. " What reason had you for interrupting the marriage service ? " asked Mr. St. Aidan. " This reason ; he is not fit to be the husband of a girl like that." " He is not married, then ? " said Mr. Kirton, quickly. The woman looked sullenly at Captain Esher, and then at the two clergymen in turn. "Yes," she said, slowly, after what 24 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. seemed a long and terrible pause; "he is married — he has been married — and these are his two children." '' It 's a lie ! " thundered Esher, his eyes glittering, the veins on his forehead standing out like whipcord. ''It's a lie — an infernal lie ! She can't prove it. 1 defy her to prove it. I was never married." " Perhaps you will say next that these are not your children," said the woman, coldly. Her excitement had died out as that of Philip Esher rose ; her voice was low, her eye dull, her face colourless. But there was a quiet resolution in her air which made the listeners fear for the result. "Perhaps you will say that you did not desert your wife and her two babies at Wingfield three years ago ? Perhaps you will deny that you ever courted Alice Mackworth ? I can get plenty of witnesses as to that point ; and I don't doubt that I can prove the desertion and the cruelty too. You reckoned without your host, Philip Esher, when you forget me^ MISS MACKWORTh's STOEY. 25 " Are you his wife, then ? " asked Miss Esher, in a horrified tone. Philip seemed unable to speak; his face expressed an anguish of despair. The woman turned to the speaker with a quick gesture of repulsion. ''Me, his wife!" she cried. ''No, thank God. I haven't fallen so low as that. I 'm his wife's sister. I am Louisa Mackworth, and it was Alice that he married." " I never married her ! " came from Captain Esher's white lips in a sort of gasp. An evil and maligant look shot from his long dark eyes. And Magdalen, glancing at him then, shivered and drew back. " You had better hold your tongue, Philip," said old ]\Iiss Esher, sharply. "You will only make bad worse. Can you prove what you are saying, or can you not ? " she added, turning abruptly to the accuser. "Do you think I should come here if I could not prove it ? " said Lousia Mack- w^orth. " I have the papers with me." 26 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. ^' Philip ! " It was Magdalen who spoke. The name fell from her lips in a low, agonised wail of entreaty. For the last few moments no one had looked at her ; they had all been absorbed in the words and movements of accuser and accused; but now every eye was turned upon her. She was deadly white ; her eyes were dilated, her lips parted, her hands clasped before her ; her head was slightly turned over her shoulder, as if she were listening to some unexpected sound. They knew what it was. The church clock was striking twelve. Mr. St. Aidan moved aside with a grey look upon his usually florid countenance, and beo'an with a tremblino; hand to take off the surplice that he had donned that morning with such a joyful heart. " There can be no wedding this morning," he said, as he flung it across one of tlie oaken chests. He did not mean any one save Mr. Kirton and his nephew to hear him. But Maodalen also heard. MISS MACK WORTHS STORY. 27 She had always been a girl of great out- ward calmness, great self-control. She had made no outcry, shed no tear during all these bitter moments. But the strain was too much. From the arm that her father had placed around her, she slid quietly, helplessly to the floor, where she lay in a dead swoon, white as her wedding gown, lifeless as the orange blossoms that were crushed in her dark hair. They were all beside her in a moment ; one with smelling-salts, and one with water, one raising her head, another chafing her hands. Only Louisa Mackworth and the children held aloof She looked on with cold composure, as if Magdalen's sorrow could be no business of hers. The children, frightened and crying, were hiding their faces in her black gown, and imploring her to take them away. But she made no response. Miss Esher took matters into her own hands. " Stand back, all of you ! " she said, per- emptorily. •' Get up, Philip Esher, and don't 28 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. make a fool of yourself!" For Philip had grasped the poor cold hand, and was kissing it and calling npon Magdalen to hear him. He had entirely lost his self-possession — he who was generally so self-possessed — and nobody who saw him at that moment could doubt that he loved with his whole heart the woman whom, to all appearance, he had so shamefully deceived. " No, I won't have you here," said the old lady ; and in a still more positive tone, "Go farther off; do you wish to kill her ? Give her air ! " "My God! is she dead?" cried old Mr. Lingard, wringing his hands. Then he turned fiercely upon Captain Esher, who had retired a few paces, and stood looking down upon Magdalen's prostrate form with an expression of utter misery. " This is your work, sir. God reward you for what you have done ! " Esher shuddered involuntarily. Then an angry light leapt into his eyes. " I have done nothing — nothing to hurt her," he declared. " Why are you such fools MISS MACKWORTHS STORY. 29 as to listen to that woman's lies ! I tell you I can explain it all in five minutes." " Don't tell me ! I don't believe you/' said Miss Eslier, as she sprinkled water on Magdalen's face. " James Kirton, are you there ? See if there isn't a doctor in the church. And send the people away as soon as you can, and bring the carriage round to the vestry door. We had better get the child home as soon as possible." " The carriage is at the door already," said James Kirton, reaj)pearing after a few moments' absence. " Here is Dr. Symonds. The people are all crowding up to the vestry door now," he said, turning to his father, " will you come out and speak to them, sir ? And the guests — what are they to do ? " " My house is at their service," said Mr. Lingard, catching the words, and spreading out his trembling fingers with a slight depre- catory bow. " They will excuse my presence, and that of my daughter — but the house is open — let them eat and drink — and go ! " 30 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. He turned away and put his liands before his eyes : the shock had unnerved him, and he was shaking from head to foot. " My dear Mr. Lingard, don't take the thing too seriously," said the Vicar in an undertone, as he also divested himself of his surplice, and prepared to make his way into the lay world without. " There will be, I trust, only a temporary delay. From what Captain Esher says, I feel sure that he is not so much to blame ^ — that there is some mistake ; we shall have the wedding to- morrow, never fear." " I am afraid that I know better," said Mr. Lingard, sternly. He moved away from the Vicar, as if he could not bear another word. Mr. Kirton hurried back into the church, where he spoke to some of the guests, who were still standing about the aisles or sitting in the pews, full of dire consternation and dismay. The pretty bridesmaids were especi- ally to be pitied. Two of them had already been indignantly borne away by their parents, MISS MACKWORTHS STORY. 3l wlio were scandalised at the interruption of the ceremony ; one, Mr. Kirton's own daughter, was in tears ; the other three had come from London, and were staying at the Lingards', to whose house they did not like to return until something definite was known. Mr. Kirton went from one to another, murmuring soft words of explanation that explained nothing, offering the hospitality of his own house to some of the guests, and putting every facility for departure in the way of others. Binns and one or two faithful assistants cleared the church, and, to a large extent, the church^^ard, of village people ; the choir-boys disrobed in the porch, as the vestry was occupied ; the organist locked up his organ ; the ringers went sadly home without the beer which they had been led to expect. One by one carriages drove away, laden with excited occupants : the village women loitered back to their cottages, and the children, to whom a holiday from school had been given, got into mischief far and wide. For 32 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. what would become of tlie tea that had been provided for them; and the presents for their mothers ; and the games in Mr. Lingard's field? These were "treats" that had been expected on the occasion of Miss Magdalen's marriage, and as Miss Magdalen was not married, of course there could be no treats. And at first there was lamentation and mourning and woe amongst the boys and oirls ; but afterwards an evil spirit entered into them, and caused them to wish to visit their disappointment on somebody else's head — no matter whose. Therefore, they got into mischief; and there were more panes of glass broken, more gardens trampled down, more field -gates left open so that the cattle might get out, more poultry chased, more cats worried, and more devilment generally amongst the small fry of Kiversmead village on the day fixed for Magdalen's wedding than there had been in all the previous six months. Nevertheless, they had their tea, and their presents, and their games, that afternoon — at MISS MACKWORTHS STORY. 33 least, those of them did who had not been sent to bed by their mothers, nor were being- thrashed by their fathers, nor were in custody of the village constable, nor were sulking in woods and fields miles away from home. But no work was done in the cottages that day ; for the women were all standing at each others doors, comparing notes and telling stories of fine gentlemen and their wicked ways ; so that, when the labouring man came home at night, there was no evening meal ready for him, and a good deal of unpleasant- ness followed. After which, the labouring man resorted to the nearest public-house, and drank and smoked until it was time for him to stumble home to bed, and to that sleep which Solomon tells us is so particularly sweet. And his wife had a black eye in the morning, or a bruise which she did not like to show. Such were some of the dire results of poor Magdalen's interrupted wedding. When j\lr. Kirton had seen the coast clear, D 34 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. he came back to tlie vestry and helped to carry Magdalen to the carriage. She was half-conscious by this time, but not able to walk or speak. Miss Esher followed her into the carriage, and put her arm round her. " Let me speak to her — ^just a word," cried Philip, as the girl was borne away. But Mr. Lingard interposed with a stern word of refusal ; Mr. St. Aidan laid his hand restrain- ingly on the young man's arm, and Magdalen — Mao^dalen would not look. She hid her face on Miss Esher's shoulder as soon as she was placed in the carriage, and seemed neither to see nor hear. Philip Esher stamped with fury, and muttered words which his uncle thought it better not to notice, unsuitable though they were. And then the four men — for Mr. Lingard had not accompanied his daughter — went back to the gloomy oak-panelled room, where Louisa Mackworth patiently awaited their return. Philip Esher's face had by this time assumed a very dogged and sullen expression. MISS MACKWORTHS STORY. 35 j\lr. St. Aidan knew the look — there was a peculiar whiteness about his lips and nostrils — and knew that it boded nothing good. Philip had said that he could " explain ; " his uncle began to doubt whether explanation were possible. Certainly the young man began by carrying matters with a high hand. "Now," he said, as he advanced to the table beside which Miss Mackworth was sit- ting, with a dark and threatening brow, *'what is the meaning of this trumped-up story, this farrago of lying nonsense ? I sup- pose I need not remind you that we can prosecute you if you fail to substantiate your charges ? — ivhich you cannot do.'' His piercing eyes looked straight into hers for a moment. She read a menace in them : she also read a fear. She smiled slightly as she replied : '' You were married to Alice Mackworth on the 7th of February, 1874, at the Eegistry Office in B Street, Bloomsbury, London. 36 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. I have liere a copy of the entry in the register. The gentlemen may see it if they please." She pushed a paper across the table to Mr. St. Aidan, who knitted his brow sadly over its contents. " You settled Alice in lodgings, first in London, and then at a country place — Wingfield, in Warwickshire : her twin children were born there, in May, 1875 — three years ago. You visited her from time to time, but as she was ill and weak you tired of her ; and at last you wrote her a letter saying that you did not mean to come back, but that you enclosed a cheque for twenty pounds, and that she mustn't expect you to do any more for her. Cruel desertion is what the Law calls that sort of conduct, isn't it, sir ? She stayed on at Wingfield for some weeks, till the money was all spent, and then she tried to get work to do, but there was little work to be found for her weak hands " "Philip! Philip!" said Mr. St. Aidan getting up and pushing back his chair. MISS mackworth's story. 37 "for God's sake say that this story is not true ! " " I have said so all along," answered Philip, keeping his eyes fixed on the table, however, *' and you would not believe me." '' How much of it is untrue ? " asked Louisa Mackworth, in a voice of hard sarcasm. "It is certainly true that she came back to me, her elder sister, twelve months ago, ill, starving, almost beside herself with misery. What else is untrue ? I have your letter to her in my pocket. Here's the registrar's certificate copied. If any one likes to go to the registrar's clerk in Bloomsbury, or to the lodging-house keeper at Wingfield, either of them will identify Alice's husband, though he did call himself Philip Ash to the landlady. What untruth is there in all that ? " The three men who were, so to speak, judg- ing the case, looked sternly, anxiously, at Philip Esher. He was still very white about the lips, and his hands had begun to tremble. For the first time he stammered when he 38 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. spoke, lifted his eyes for a moment to Mr, Lingard s face, and tlien dropped tliem hastily, as if ashamed to look. " I — I did not say that I had never known the girl of whom you speak," he faltered ; " your details are falsified — not the main fact, perhaps — but I thought — I thought — that she was — dead." "And there you were not wTong," said Louisa Mackworth, composedly. ''Your wife is dead." CHAPTEE III. IN SUSPENSE. When Magdalen fully recovered conscious- ness, she was lying in her own little white bed in the room that had been hers since child- hood. As her eyes opened they rested dreamily on the simple furniture — the chintz curtains, the cane-seated chairs, the great blue bowl of joot-pourri, the engravings on the walls — and a sense of utter bewilderment stole over her. Where was she ? These things were familiar to her, and yet she felt like a stranger amongst them all. Ah, the bitter truth then came to her mind : it was she who had changed ; it was she who could never be again the bright, light-hearted girl that she had been when she awoke in the early morning hours of that eventful day. No wonder that her world ^ 39 40 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. looked different when seen with such altered eyes ! The sun shone, but its shining would henceforth bring no joy : the roses were blossoming as of old, but their fragrance sick- ened her. And as she thought in this way, she turned her face to the pillow and shed some hot, silent tears of veriest misery. She thought that she was alone and un- observed, but such was not the case. There was a lady in the room — an old lady in a brown silk brocade that would have stood alone for richness and stiffness, a high brown bonnet with an aigrette of feathers of very military appearance, and a lace shawl of almost priceless value disposed round her stiff, gaunt shoulders. She had been sitting bolt upright in a high chair for more than two hours, with her hands clasped tightly before her ; but as soon as Magdalen moved she came over to the girl's bedside and laid her withered hand upon the bowed dark head. " How are you now, child ? " she said. Her voice was naturally rough and harsh ; IX SUSPENSE. 41 but there was nothing but kindness in its tones. There was nothing but kindness in the lines of the rugged face, the gleam of the keen grey eyes. And Magdalen felt the kindness, although at that moment it was impossible for her to respond to it. " Better, thank you," she said, mechanically. Then she wiped away her tears and lay very still. " How long have I been here ? " she asked. "More than two hours, my dear. You fainted, you know ; and then you have been sleeping." It had been a stupor rather than a natural sleep, but Miss Esher did not like to say so. " Then," said Magdalen, after a long pause, "it must be after two o'clock. I begin to remember it all now. ... I wish I had not fainted. Philip was just going to — to — explain, he said. I did not hear." She waited for a moment, thinking that Miss Esher would interpose with the "explan- ation," which she had not heard. But Miss Esher kept an ominous silence. 42 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. " You came away with me," Magdalen went on slowly, " and so perhaps you have not heard. But of course I know that it will be all right. I never really distrusted Philip, though for a moment, it was a great shock, and I could not bear it. ... It was so very un- fortunate, you see," she said, more eagerly, her beautiful eyes filling with tears, and the colour coming back to her face as she spoke. " So unfortunate that an interruption of that kind should occur, w^hen the party was so large and there were so very many people in the church. It is sure to be misunderstood, and people will think badly of Philip — and father will not like it : all this was quite enough to upset me, was it not ? You will not think me very weak and childish because I fainted at the slightest hint of bad news, will you ? " "My dear!" exclaimed Miss Esher. She did not know what to say. "But I feel better now," said Magdalen. " You must tell Philip, will you not ? that IX SUSPENSE. 43 I shall never be so silly again. And please make liim understand that I did not distrust him : I am quite sure that he can explain the whole matter, and if I had not fainted I should have known all about it by this time. It was very foolish ! " Her voice took a slightly vexed tone : the flush on her cheek grew deeper, and her eyes began to glitter. Miss Esher could not help wondering whether this outspoken confidence in Philip were genuine or assumed for the occasion. But she was wise enough not to seem to disagree mth the girl — for the present, at any rate — and there- fore turned her attention towards the question of food, for the doctor had ordered that his patient should be fed as soon as she awoke. Miss Esher was not surprised that Magdalen would accept only a cup of black coffee and a biscuit : the plainest fare was all that she needed, and she shrank sensitively from any mention of the dainties which had been pro- vided so abundantly for the wedding break- fast. It was difficult to her to take even the 44 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. oofFee and biscuit : every mouthful seemed at first to clioke her, and had she not been deter- mined to do what would l^rino- back her strength and health she would not have touched a morsel. But she had great resolu- tion and great spirit ; and she knew very well, whether she confessed it or no, that a struggle lay before her. She thoroughly understood her father's nature. His pride would be deeply wounded by the occurrence of that morning ; and even if Philip Esher could explain it satisfactorily away, Magdalen was aware that Mr. Lino-ard mio-ht declare that the engagement should forthwith come to an end. That this proceeding would be manifestly unjust both to herself and to Philip, Magdalen did not stay to consider. It was what her father would probably do ; and she must be prepared to fight for her love and happiness. To give Philip up tamely, without a struggle, would, to her thinking, be impossible. And supposing Philip could not explain IX SUSPEXSE. 45 away the charge that had been brought against him ? Ah, she would not think of that ; it would be too terrible. She had gone through some frightfully black moments of doubt and despair on awakening from her stupor in her own little white bed ; but she was strono-er now. Every mouthful of food gave her courage : every moment's respite from bad news gave her hope. If anything very terril)le had happened, surely by this time Miss Esher would know. When she had eaten and drunk, her head felt clearer. She became conscious that Miss Esher, was glancing towards her from time to time with an expression of vague uneasiness. The furtive looks quickened Magdalen's pulses. She beo:an to lono- for decisive action, for knowledge — whether of weal or woe. " Has my father come in ? " she asked of Miss Esher, who still sat by her bedside. " Yes, my dear ; he came in about an hour ago." And did not come to see me ? " Her 46 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. breath began to grow short, the colour to fluctuate in her cheeks. " He stood beside you for a few minutes, but you were still asleep." " And he said — nothing ? " ''Nothing definite." Magdalen kept her eyes on the speaker. *' Will you please tell me what you mean ? Did he say that Philip had — had — set things straight *? " ''We were afraid of disturbing you," said Miss Esher, with an embarrassed look ; " and so we did not speak much. Your father seemed distressed — and that's all I can tell you." "Did Philip— is Philip " Miss Esher would not wait for the end *of that halting, timorous question. "My dear," she said, bluntly, "it's no use asking me anything about it. You'll hear quite soon enough. I 'm afraid — I 'm very much afraid — that it's a bad business, and that Philip does not come out of it with clean hands." IX SUSPEXSE. 47 Magdalen lifted her head from the pillow. *' Do you mean that he has done wrong ? " " All men are selfish," said Miss Esher, deliberately. " I don't suppose that Philip is any better than the rest of them. He is my o^Ti great-nephew and I have been very fond of him ; but I 'm not prepared to uphold him throug-h thick and thin." ''Oh, Miss Esher! Then you don't love him?" The old lady put up her gold eye-glasses and looked Magdalen steadily in the face. *' My dear," she^said at last, " what are you thinking of ? Will love make white, black ? Will love make WTong, right ? You are talking nonsense, and you know that you are. All the love in the world won't make a bad man good if he is bad to begin with." " But Philip is not bad ! " pleaded the girl. ]\Iiss Esher sighed. " I hope not," she said, rather doubtfully. "He was a selfish lad — I have told you so before ; I can only hope that he is not so black a^ he has been painted. If 48 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. a tithe of that woman's story is true, Mag- dalen, I shall never acknowledge Philip Esher as a relation of mine again." There was a touch of grimness in her manner as she con- cluded. Magdalen was silent ; she knew what the threat implied. Philip was looked upon as the old lady's heir, and Miss Esher was a wealthy woman. " I must know," she said, half-aloud, at last. " Miss Esher, I must see my father at once. Would you be so kind as to send for him '? I can't bear this suspense any longer." " Your father has gone out. I don't think he will be in for some little time." "Gone out! Where?" Miss Esher hesitated. Then she said in a very low tone, " My dear, he has gone to London. So much I know. He and Gervas St. Aidan have gone together to see about some entry in a register. They will be back to-night." " What entry ? " '^ My dear . . . of Philip's marriage. " IN SUSPENSE. 49 A white change came over Magdalen's face. " He said he was not married — he could explain " she faltered. " He told a lie," said the old lady, curtly. Then she turned to the window and pretended to look out, although her eyes were dim, but she could not bear to see the girl's pale, quivering lips and pathetic eyes. Presently, she came back to the bedside. " Look here, Magdalen," she said, in her harsh tones (Mag- dalen knew that the harshness meant nothing, and covered the kindliest of hearts), " I '11 tell you one thing — perhaps for your comfort, perhaps for the reverse. The woman is dead — the woman that was his wife, or so we are told : we may fairly hope that Philip did not mean to do you a grievous wrong, and that he thought it no orreat harm to conceal a foolish marriage. That 's as far as I can go. I don't believe that there is any legal obstacle to your marriage : there may be a moral one — that will be for you and your father to decide. You '11 want all your strength and all your wisdom, Mag- E 50 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. (lalen, and more. If ever you prayed for a right judgment in all your life, my dear, you may pray now ; for your whole earthly life will depend upon it — and perhaps your soul's life as well" The tears were running down Miss Esher's rugged features before she had finished : they fell upon Magdalen's forehead as she stooped to kiss the orirl. But Masfdalen did not crv. She looked white and stunned ; she drew the coverlet a little closer alDout her mouth. After a little silence, she spoke. " I think I understand. I will try to remember. Will you kindly leave me alone for a little time ? And, oh, there is one thing I must not forget. Please let the old women and the school-children have their treat just as if nothing had happened. I wish it. Everything is quite ready for them, and it would be a pity if the things were wasted." " As thoughtful for others as ever," reflected Miss Esher, in descending the stair from Magdalen's room to give her orders. " Re- IN SUSPENSE. 51 membering the old women and children in the very midst of her sorrow ! She 's a fine creature. I always thouoiit her too o;ood for Philip — far too good." And that w\as how it came to pass that the school-children had their promised feast. Magdalen was left alone for more than an hour. What passed in that time she never told. Some agony of grief, of rebellion, of wounded pride, had surely to be gone through in that quiet hour — but nobody knew of it ; nobody listening at that closed door could have heard the sound of a word, a sob, a moan. In after years Magdalen used to think wistfully, pitifully, of herself, as of a child w^hom she was sorry for — a motherless girl, fighting her battle by herself face downw^ard on the floor in that lonely room, reconciling herself, as she once said, with a quiet rever- ence which removed the words from all taint of commonplaceness, to w^hat was for her " the will of God." She was peculiarly friendless at this import- 52 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. ant period of lier life. Slie had no living relations except lier father, and with him she was not in deep sympathy, although she was the apple of his eye, the pride- of his life. A former governess of hers, a Miss Jessop, a gentle old lady with very little to say for her- self, was at the head of the domestic affairs of the household. Magdalen had felt justified in leaving her father in Miss Jessop's care, and did not know how they would have managed without her ; but at the same time she felt that Miss Jessop was not a person on wdiom she could rely for help during hours of grief or mental turmoil. Among the guests, of whom the house had been full, there was not one, except Miss Esher, to whom Magdalen could turn. Hitherto she had known Miss Esher very slightly ; but she knew now that the stiff old lady was as a tower of strength to her, and that her love, her steadfastness, could be depended on in any emergency. Of course Magdalen had friends in the neighbourhood — the Vicar's wife, Mrs. Kir ton, was one — but IN SUSPENSE. 53 she shrank from the thought of asking any of them to come to her. As yet she could hardly bear to see her own humiliation reflected in their curious eyes. She wished that Mrs. St. Aidan could have come. Aunt Emilia, as Magdalen had already begun to call her, was a loving and lovable woman ; but she was an invalid, and had not thought it advisable to take the long journey from Scarsfield to Eiversmead for the purpose of being present at the wedding. *' I shall see you when you come here in all your magnificence," she had written to the girl, in the bright, half-jesting strain which was very characteristic of the woman. " You know that Malton, your future home, is only three miles from our Eectory, so we expect to see much of you. In the meantime, we sun ourselves beforehand in your splendour, and hope that you will not rob us of our reflected glory by being one whit less magnificent than we have given you out to be." Poor Aunt Emilia ! She was very fond of Philip. This 54 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. catastrophe would be a great blow to her. Magdalen wished that she could have been with her now. Between four and five o'clock she put on an old black dress and went into her sitting-room which opened out of her bedroom. Here Miss Esher found her a little later, sitting quietly in a low chair, doing nothing, only toying listlessly with the great diamond ring that she had slipped off the third finger of her left hand, and which flashed in the sunlight as it lay upon her lap. Miss Esher looked at her pitifully. There were black shadows round the girl's eyes ; her lips were pale, and her cheeks had a positively sunken look. She spoke, however, with perfect calmness. '' Will you tell me w^hat is happening ? My father has gone to London ? " ''Yes." ** Without a word to me ! " Her lips quivered for a moment. '' Does nobody know anything ? I think — I — I ought to be told." "Have patience, my dear." IX SUSPENSE. 55 " I am trying to have patience. But it is very hard. What has become of that — that person — the woman ? " Magdalen^s voice sank to a whisper as she spoke. " She is being detained at the vicarage." " Detained ! What do you mean ? " '' The Vicar will not let her go until your father and Mr. St. Aidan come back. They have gone to prove the truth or falsehood of part of her story ; if it is false, they say they will prosecute her." " Oh, they must not do that ! " cried the girl, with a ring of pain in her broken tones. " That would only make things worse." " Mr. Kirton seems to think that she ought to be taken into custody for making a disturb- ance in church, whether her story is true or not. For, you see, my dear, she had no motive except the wish to punish Philip and make you unhappy ; there is apparently no legal obstacle to your marriage " "No," said Magdalen, mechanically, as if she were repeating a lesson of which she was 56 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. very weary ; "no legal obstacle — only a moral one." Then she caught herself up and resumed a more natural tone. "Dear Miss* Esher, you have been so kind, will you do one more kind thing? Will you let Mr. Kirton and Mr. St. Aidan know that I shall be extremely grieved if this poor woman is prosecuted or punished in any way I It was right that I should know the truth ; perhaps her conscience was not satisfied without telling me. At any rate, I shall be extremely sorry if she is punished. And at such a time — at this time — I think that they should be guided a little by what I wish." "I think they will be," said Miss Esher, very much struck by the dignity with which she uttered the last few words. This was evidently no weak girl, utterly overwhelmed by the first stroke of sorrow, and ready to despair because she had lost her love. No, Magdalen Lingard was made of sterner stuff ; and while the older woman marvelled at her strength she also admired. IN SUSPENSE. 57 She went away to write a note to Mr. Kirton ; and in her absence Mr. Lingard and Mr. St. Aidan arrived from London. Mr. Lingard asked at once for his daughter, and on learning that she was up and dressed, he went without hesitation to her room. CHAPTEK IV. I LOVED YOU ONCE." " My poor child ! " said the father, taking her into his arms as she rose to meet him. " ]\Iy poor darling ! " He held her close to him, expecting a shower of tears. But no tears came, and the girl's voice, though stifled, was calm, as she said — "What news have you for me, father ? " '* News, my darling ? You must give him up, Magdalen ; he is a bad man — not a fit husband for you, my child." " His wife is dead ? " He felt her trembling as she asked the question. " Yes. But, my dear child — it is a hard thing to tell you, yet it must be told — he did not know that she was dead wdien he first asked you to marry him." 58 "I LOVED YOU ONCE." 59 There was no answer. Mr. Lingard held her closer to him, and kissed her cold brow ; then, quite suddenly, the storm broke. " Oh, father, father ! " she cried, and burst into bitter weeping — the weeping of one who suffers irreparable loss. No more could be said just then. But later in the evening, when twilight was falling, Mr. St. Aidan was asked to go to Miss Lingard's room. The poor father met him at the door. " Yotc go to her — you tell her the story : I can't," said Mr. Lingard, seizing the clergyman by the arm and drawing him forward. Even in that dim light Mr. St. Aidan could see that there were beads of perspiration on the old man's brow. " I have tried — I Ve done my best," he went on, desperately, " but I can't do it ; I only break down and denounce him — and then she won't believe me. Do you go in and tell her the story quietly, there 's a good fellow ; she '11 believe you, because she knows that you will not make him out worse than he is." 60 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. "I will do my best," said Mr. St. Aidan, much moved by this entire collapse of Mr. Lingard's usual stateliness. Tlie two men grasped each other's hands. Then the Squire moved away, covering his face with a great red handkerchief as he walked on. Mr. St. Aidan knocked at the door of Magdalen's sitting-room and entered. It was a hard task for him. He had loved Philip Esher almost as a son, and the story he had to tell was not to Philip's credit. He was ashamed of his own kith and kin, and he had never been ashamed before. It was his duty to tell the story, and he would do his duty manfully. But he hung his head as he came into Magdalen's room. He could scarcely see her at first. She was half lost in the depths of a great arm-chair, with its back to the light. Perhaj)s she did not wish him to see her face. She laid her cold, nerveless fingers in his hand for a moment, and then spoke in low, restrained tones, as if all the strength and energy had gone out of her voice. I LOVED YOU ONCE." 61 " My father said you would tell me about it. It was too much for liim. Will you please go on ? " " I have a sad tale to tell," said Mr. St. Aidan, feelingly. " You must forgive me if it is painful. It seems, my dear, that in 1874 Philip's regiment was stationed at Manchester, and here he made the acquaintance of the Miss Mackworths. The elder sister, whom you saw to-day, was a dressmaker ; the younger, Alice, assisted her. She was an attractive-looking girl, and Philip became — er — attached to her. He persuaded her to leave her home with him ; he took her to London 'and married her at a registrar's office. We have been there to-day, and seen the entry of their marriage." A httle sigh escaped Magdalen's lips; it sounded almost like a sigh of relief; but in the gathering darkness the Kector of Scarsfield could not see the girl's bent face. " So far," he went on slowly, " there was nothing actually wrong in Philip's conduct. 62 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. But there is more to come. He soon tired of his wife. I suppose that, although beautiful, she was ignorant, underbred, perhaps foolish. He took her to a quiet village in Warwick- shire, and there she gave birth to twins — the two little girls who accompanied their aunt to-day. Then — when the infants were only a few weeks old — Philip deserted them and their mother altogether." " It can't be true ! it can't be true ! " came in a muffled but passionate voice from the depths of the great arm-chair. "My dear, I wish it were otherwise. Miss Mackworth brought us a letter from Philip to his wife, in which he told her that she would never see him again, and that — this is almost the worst of it — that she had been imposed upon by the ceremony at the registrar's, that she was not legally his wife at all. This was a lie, and he knew it to be a lie. Some money — a few pounds for pressing necessities — was enclosed, and this was the last she ever heard of her husband, Philip Esher." " I LOVED YOU ONCE." 63 The Eector's indignation disturbed tlie mellow accents of his fine voice ; he cleared his throat, and paused for a little while. " Wliy did she not seek him out and try to prove the truth ? " asked Magdalen. " Think what she was, my dear ; a poor, ill- educated girl, who firmly believed every word he said to her. She thought that she had been duped, that she was disgraced for ever, and apparently she never held up her head again. She fell into great poverty, and not until she was nearly dying of grief and .starvation did she apply to her sister in Manchester. The sister came to her aid, found her almost out of her mind, took charge of her until she died, and has hitherto cared for the children." • " She is dead, then ? " **Miss Mack worth says that she died six weeks after her return to Manchester. Her loss seems entirely to have embittered the mind of this poor woman, Louisa Mack worth. She could not find out for some time what 64 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. had become of Philip Esher, but she devoted her life to schemes of revenge upon him. She searched the papers diligently every day for his name, but she found nothing until last night, when chance — or, shall we say, Providence ? — threw in her way an old copy of a Society paper, in which your engagement to Captain Esher was announced. She set off by the earliest morning train, and arrived in Kiversmead Church in time — only just in time — to interrupt the wedding ceremony. She acted very wrongly ; she was actuated by motives of resentment and revenge ; and yet, Magdalen, although Philip is my nephew, I cannot but feel that you have perhaps been saved life-long misery by the intervention of Louisa Mackworth." There was a silence. Magdalen had covered her fece with her hands. At last she said, tremblingly — " Is there nothing on the other side ? Has Philip nothing to say ? " " Philip," said Mr. St. Aidan, gravely, '' has "I LOVED YOU ONCE. 6ry done his best to disavow his own actions. He strove vigorously to make us believe that Alice Mackworth never became his wife at all. The register proves that he lied. He pretends to think that the children do not belono' to him. I asked him what he thouo-ht had become of the twins which, as he well knew, were born at Wingfield, and he had the insolence to tell me that he advised the poor woman now dead to send them to the work- house ! But I ought not to give you all these details," he added, hearing her breathe hard as she listened. "You have enough to bear." " No. I want to hear all," said Magdalen, gently. Then, after a little pause. " Where is he now ? " " Phihp, my dear ? I do not know. At the village inn, I believe." '' I should like to see him." " That is hardly necessary, I think. Your fether w^ould not like it." " I think he would consent. I must see Philip." ^6 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. " My dear child, is it worth while ? " " I must see him," she repeated, sitting up, and folding her hands resolutely before her. After a little pause, she went on in a choked, unnatural voice : " You all seem to think that I must give him up — at once — without letting him have a chance of pleading for himself You have always taught me that no one was l3eyond forgiveness if he were sorry. If Philip were sorry " The Eector stood up. He was touched by this proof of the faithfulness of her w^oman's nature, but he was also half angry, half scan- dalised. He spoke out freely, not sparing Philip this time, not sparing Magdalen her- self. He talked of the heinousness of Philip's offence, of the insult to all womanhood as well as to Magdalen in his presuming to offer himself to her, of the fact that Philip had not even ascertained whether Alice were alive or dead before making love to Magdalen. He spoke of Philip's cruelty to his wife and children, liis l)ase desertion of them, his denial •'I LOVED YOU 0^'CE." 67 of the story when Louisa Mackworth appeared. " He was even anxious to make me believe," said Mr. St. Aidan, bitterly, '' that there had l)een no real marriage — that he had acted only, he said, as nine men out of ten would liave done. Magdalen, can you pardon him for that?" She faltered out her secret thought. " Per- liaps he would not acknowledge his repentance to you : perhaps he was ashamed of his wrong- doing, and could not bear to confess it " " Oh, child, child ! I did not think that you would be so weak," cried the Kector. Mao'dalen covered her face with her hands. '' I cannot help it," she said, almost inaudibly. *' I loved him — with all my heart." Mr. St. Aidan was silent. He leaned back in his chair with the air of a man who had said all that he had to say. He saw that the girl was crying ; he grieved with her in his* inmost soul, and yet he was angry at her grief. Presently Magdalen withdrew her hands from her face, and rose. She walked to the 68 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. window and looked out for a few moments before she spoke again. "Mr. St. Aidan," she said, at last, " I must see Philip for my- self. I want to see him to-night." Once more the Eector tried his powers of persuasion, and once more in vain. Magda- len's quiet determination was proof against all his arguments. He went at last to seek her father, hoping that Mr. Lingard would forbid Philip the house. But J\Ir. Lingard came to Magdalen's room, and, after a few words with her, told her to do exactly as she pleased. "I cannot say that I approve of your decision," said Mr. St. Aidan, gravely, when Mr. Lingard asked him where Captain Esher could be found. " I can trust Maoxla- len," the father responded, and of course the Kector could say no more. Captain Esher was at the village inn. He -had demanded and been refused an interview with Magdalen ; and when, a little after nine o'clock, he received a message of invitation from her, he triumphed in his heart. ''I "I LOVED YOU ONCE." 69 knew that she would not give me up," he said to himself. " She is a brave girl ; she won't be trampled upon. My uncle is really insufferable." He finished the little glass of brandy and water which he had been drink- ing, tossed away his cigar, and followed the messenger decorously to the Manor House. . He w\as conducted to Magdalen's own sitting-room, which he knew w^ell. But, as the first glance told him, he was not to see her quite alone. A door into the next room was open, and his great-aunt's grim figure was in full sight. She was sitting erect in a high- backed chair, beside a small table, on which stood a lighted candle and an open book. Evidently she w^as there to keep guard. The curtains of Magdalen's sitting-room were drawn, and a shaded lamp had been placed upon the table. The light was dim, but it showed him Magdalen's face and figure as she rose from the chair in which she had been sitting, and stood before him. What a change had passed over her since the morn- 70 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. ing ! Then she had been radiant in satin and lace and precious stones ; now she was dressed in a long, plain, black gown, against which her face and hands showed almost deadly white. " A little theatrical," said Captain Esher to himself, with the glimmer of a sneer in his fine dark eyes. '' She has disposed her- self for tragedy, I see ; and, by Jove, she does it well ! " But it was not his rdle to aj^pear conscious of the change in her demeanour. He ad- vanced towards her, stretching out his hand with an eager air. " My dearest Magdalen, I knew it ! I knew that you would send for me, I was certain that you would not fail me — noio ! '' His confident, even joyous, air took Mag- dalen by surprise. She did not accept his proffered hand : she simply looked him in the face with grave, searching eyes, which disconcerted him a little. He resolved, how- ever, not to show that he was taken aback. "I LOVED YOU ONCE. 71 " There was no reason for that interrup- tion : you know that, do you not, Magdalen ! There will be no obstacle to our marriage when it takes place — and you will not keep me waiting long, will you, my darling ! You will forgive me for anything that I have done to displease you, will you not ? " He thought it well to adopt a suppliant tone in the last few words. Magdalen struggled to interrupt him, but found it difficult to speak. " 1 do not understand," she said at length, rather faintly. " Have you nothing else to say to me — nothing to confess " Captain Esher shrugged his shoulders slightly. " You are a sensible woman, Madge," he said. " Don't you remember that I told you some months ago that I had had a — an — aflfair with a girl in Manchester ? I assure you I was perfectly open about it, and you declared that you understood " " You did not tell me that you had married that poor girl and then deserted her," said 72 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. Mag'dalen. Her calmness had come back ; her lips were colourless, and her eyes were fixed immovably on the young man's face. He winced under the gaze ; but he had made up his mind to show no emotion, to acknow- ledge nothing, to carry matters with a high hand. "It was the only way to deal with women," he had said to himself. But it was not the way in which he should have dealt with Magdalen. He uttered a light laugh, which jarred ter- ribly on her nerves. " My dear Madge," he said, '' I did what any other man w^ould have done under the circumstances. My regiment was ordered to Ireland : I had to go with it. Do you call that desertion ? I don't." She drew a paper from her pocket and held it towards him. " Do you deny your own handwriting ? " she said. He glanced at the paper. It was his letter to Alice, telling her that he meant never to come back, never to see her face again. "I LOVED YOU OXCE." 73 Philip Esher lost self-command for a few moments. He stamped his foot angrily, and uttered a word which smote Magdalen with dismay. The colour came back to her face as she heard it, and then receded, leaving it white as snow. But Captain Esher did not care for these tell-tale signs. He snatched the letter from her hand and tore it violently across, then scattered the pieces at her feet. Magdalen drew back from him a few paces, and sat down beside the table, resting her cheek upon her hand. She turned sick and faint. Some inner conviction of Philip's worthlessness had come home to her. She was beginning to believe in Mr. St. Aidan s words. ** Madge, Madge," said her lover, coming close to her and laying his arm half round her neck, " why do you listen to their nonsense ? You make me forget myself, you see. T did not mean to frighten you. Come, forgive me ; take me as I am ; I am not different from the man I was yesterday, when you said you loved 74 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. me better than all the world beside. Come, Madge, my darling, don't bear malice. I never cared for her; not half as much as I care for you. Why, I never thought that you could be so jealous ! " '' I am not jealous," said Magdalen, coldly. "AVhat are you, then? You are silent, cold — will you not kiss me once, Madge? — you look at me as if you did not love me any longer ! How is this, Magdalen ? " He slipped down on his knees to a footstool beside her, and knelt there, with one hand on her shoulder and the other clasping her cold fingers. It struck him with a momentary dread to find that she did not return the pressure, or bend her face to meet his lips. Was it possible that she was serioush' offended? He flung the question from him with scorn. He could " bring; her round " by a few coaxing words — of that he was well assured ; he had never failed to win a woman yet when he had set his heart upon winning her. Only he saw that he must adopt a "I LOVED YOU O^X'E." 75 rather different tone with her : hitherto he had been too brusque, too offhand ; now he must temporise. '^Dearest," he said, in the mellow, musical tones into which he could let his voice fall when he chose, " I know what a shock this morning's interruption must have given you. Believe me, I would have spared it you if I could. It was because I did not want to pain you that I told you nothing about my marriaoe. I was wrono; : I will never hide anything from you again. Forgive me my want of confidence in you. It was only that I could not bear that you should think for one moment that I had ever loved another woman, however slightly, beside yourself. Magdalen, it was a venial error ; it came only fi'om my love for you." She moved a little, withdrawing her hand fi'om his before she spoke. " I was not think- ing of that," she said, faintly. " I wanted some- thing else. I wanted AVill you answer me a question or two frankly, Philip ? " 76 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. " Anything, Magdalen ! " — but his eye grew watchful as he replied. " Did — did your wife Jove you ? " she asked. '' Love me ! " — Philip had not the sense at that moment to answer without complacency — " indeed she did, poor little thing ! " "And yet you wrote her that letter ! And the children; you knew that they were living ? " " Hm — not exactly ; I — I thought they had died, in fact." " You did not ascertain ? " " Well, really, Magdalen " " You left their mother to die in want, and your children to go to the workhouse ? Oh, my God ! " cried the girl, her voice breaking into a kind of wail, " I never believed it before ! What are men made of that they can do these things ? " She pushed back her chair and rose, wring- ing her hands together. Philip rose too ; the gravity of the situation was apparent to him now. " I know that I — I — was wrong," lie said, trying to find words that would turn her heart to him again ; "I know that I was a brute ; but you will not be angry with me for the mistakes of my youth, will you, Magdalen ? These follies are all past " '* That was no folly : that was a crime," she said, turning to him passionately, with a strange light in her dark eyes. " And it is all the worse that you speak of it so easily — that you call it a ' mistake.' I thought you a good man, Philip ; I was wrong — I was wrong. God forgive you — and God help me ! " She staggered as she moved ; he sprang to help her, but she refused his help with a silent shake of the head, and supported herself by the back of the heavy chair in which she had been sitting. '' Good-bye, Philip," she said, after a short pause, during which he stood frowning, sullen, impatient, yet with never a word to say. " Good-bye, Philip ; I can never be your wife now. No, do not speak ; do not touch me ; I 78 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. can't bear it. I can only ask you to go away. It is all over between ns." "You cannot mean it, Madge? You are not so hard — so unforgiving ? " "I do not think that I am unforgiving," said Magdalen, slowly. " It does not seem to me to be a matter for my forgiveness. I can never forget ; that is all." " Magdalen, do you not love me ? " She faced him again, with that strange light in her eyes. " I scarcely know," she answered, simply ; '' but I think — I think that my love for you is killed, Philip, and that it will never live again." He caught at her dress with a wild implor- ing gesture. There w^as misery enough in his face now — misery, humiliation, despair. " Madge, forgive me ! " he cried again. She had turned tow^ards the door of the inner room, and Miss Esher had come forward and was already at her side. She looked at the man's white face for one moment, and a great regret came into her eyes. I LOVED YOU ONCE." 79 " Oh, Philip, Philip ! " she wailed, stretching out her hands towards him, " oh, Philip, I loved you once ! " And then she fell, as she had fallen that morning, to the ground in a death-like swoon, and for a time it seemed as though she would never wake again. CHAPTEE V. MISS esher's intentions. For days Magdalen's life and reason hung in the balance. She lay unconscious — either quite silent or moaning in delirium that was not wild, but inexpressibly pathetic, calling upon Philip to come to her and to take away "the woman who stood between them." Thus she spoke, meaning evidently the dead wife, who formed as great an obstacle between JNIagdalen and Philip in death as she had done in life. It was strange how the sick girl seemed to be haunted by that visionary presence : Alice's name was constantly on her lips, and her form hovered ever before those fever-stricken eyes. Her delirium grew so painful to the hearers at last that the doctor proposed to send for Captain Esher, in 80 MISS ESHEr's intentions. 81 the hope that his appearance would quiet her ; but, even if Mr. Lingard would have yielded to his request, it would have been in vain : Captain Esher had left England, and was supposed to be at some German or Italian watering-place, nobody quite knew where. It would have been almost impossible to track liim and bring him back to Riversmead before the crisis of Magdalen's illness took place. And when this was passed, and she began slowly but surely to amend, there was no more talk of sending for Captain Esher. Old ]\Iiss Esher had been the mainstay of the Lingard household during Magdalen's ill- ness. She was a clever, energetic woman, kindly, although a trifle brusque in manner, and she had from the first identified herself with Magdalen's interests in a remarkable way. Philip had always been considered her heir, but she now openly declared that she would have nothing more to do with him ; he was a scamp, and she would never see his face again. She did not say as openly what she 82 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. intended to do witli her fortune ; but it was conjectured that she would divide it, leaving part of it to the St. Aidans, and possibly part of it to Philip Esher's little children, or to Magdalen Lingard. On this subject, however, she never opened her lips. Her keen eyes took note of everything, no doubt : of the Lingard's comparative poverty, of the small economies in which Miss Jessop seemed to be an adept, of poor Mr. Lingard's vain attempt to appear as well-off as his neighbours. Doubtless she saw all these things, though she never appeared to see them. She accommo- dated herself to the customs of the house ; but she lived mostly in Magdalen's rooms, and nursed her like a mother. It was fortunate for the girl that Miss Esher was with her at that time ; for good, gentle Miss Jessop, the ex-governess, was apt to lose her head in seasons of emergency, and had neither tact, decision, nor forethought. She would have flown to Magdalen with every little domestic trouble as soon as Magdalen MISS ESHER's intentions. 83 was able to understand wliat was said, and probably worried her into another fever, if Miss Eslier had not been by to keep her out of the sick room or (when she did enter) to regulate the subjects of conversation and the length of the visit. I am afraid that Miss Jessop never forgave Miss Esher in her heart for interfering in this manner between herself and her much-loved Magdalen. Certainly she^xould not speak of her without a kind of tightening of the lines of her mousey little face, which betokened displeasure if not dis- like. The period of convalescence was the most miserable experience that Magdalen had ever passed through. The sickness of heart, the languor, the bodily weakness, were such as she never forgot ; they taught her lessons which she could have learnt in no other way. The spring seemed to be gone out of her life ; in her sick weariness she cared for nothing, she loathed tbe sunshine that had once been sweet to her ; nothing 84 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEX. fair or good was left. But she never expressed these feelings in words. She had put a seal upon her lips. Her father w^ould have been terribly distressed if he had known the depth of her despair, and he had been grieved enough already. Deep down in Mao^dalen's heart was the resolve that, if she could help it, no one should ever suffer pain or injury through her. She had seen what life could come to, if spent without love of man or God ; how hearts could be VTecked, souls lost throuo'h selfishness ; and her whole beino: cried out to a higher Power to be saved from this curse of evil-doing. Vaguely at first, then more definitely, the path of her future life became plain to her. She had lost her hopes of personal joy ; her life was all the more dedicated to the joy of others ; for others she would spend herself and be spent. It was natural in the reaction of the shock she had experienced that she should feel as if all happiness were MISS ESHERS INTENTIONS. 85 liencefortli dead to Iter ; she thoroughly believed this, and threw herself into the work of self-renunciation with the earnestness, the fervour, which characterised all her doings. It was also natural that when she began to carry out her plans — weariug only her plainest dresses, and declining amusement in rather an ascetic fashion, — Mr. Lino-ard should become seriously alarmed. He saw that Magdalen was fast recovering bodily strength, but he could not understand her gravity, her half-concealed sadness, the las- situde of her gait ; and he began to fear that her mind was unhinged by the trouble that had come upon her. Miss Esher reassured him. " Don't be alarmed," she said. " With her splendid constitution, recovery is only a matter of time. She is a young woman, and a handsome woman, too ; don't be afraid. We shall see her married to somebody whom she loves with her whole heart by and bv." 86 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. " Not in my time, I am afraid," Mr. Lingard sighed. '' Oh, there 's no telling," said Miss Eshei\ cheerfully. " She has had a great blow^ there 's no denying ; and all through that scamp, Philip Esher, whom I will not own as a relation of mine ; but I think that she will get over it." "It will take years," said Mr. Lingard gloomily. "All years come to an end some time," replied Miss Esher, in a philosophic tone. She comforted Mr. Lingard, but she herself was perplexed. Magdalen was strangely silent, even with her ; she did not mention Philip, she did not mention the St. Aidans ; it seemed as if she wished the very memory of the past to die away. But the silence was broken at last. It was September. Miss Esher had stayed on at the Manor House at Mr. Lingard's most earnest request, but she was determined to stay no longer. She sought out Magdalen MISS ESHER's INTE^'TIONS. 87 one day with a face of grim decision, and told her that she must go. Magdalen was sitting in the garden, under a great beech tree. She still looked fragile and wan ; and the crimson cushions that were piled behind her head only threw into relief the startling pallor of her face. Health was certainly returning, but it brought no tinge of colour to those sunken cheeks. Her brilliant yet delicate bloom seemed to have gone for ever. ''Why must you go, Aunt Isabel?" she asked. Miss Esher had insisted on Magdalen's giving her this title. " We want you here so much." "You forget, my dear," said Miss Esher, briskly, "that I have a house and a garden, and men-servants, and maid-servants, and birds, and beasts, and pets of all sorts to look after. What have they been doing without me all this time I can't imagine. The whole place will have gone to rack and ruin, I expect." 88 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. " I am selfish — I had forgotten," said Magdalen, her eyes filling with tears. " Don't let me keep you, dear auntie. You have been too good to me already." " Nobody could be too good to you, child," said the old lady, sitting down beside her favourite, and putting her white, blue-veined hand on Magdalen's knee. " I wish I could take you with me ; but I suppose you won't come f '' Thank you, T could not leave my father." " Hm, yes, I know. But by and by — tell me honestly, Madge, my dear, would you mind very much coming to Scarsfield for a little time, if I asked you ? Would it be painful to you ? " Magdalen winced a little, but answered very quietly, " I do not think that it need be painful to me, Aunt Isabel, if you want me. I have heard a great deal about Scarsfield" — here her voice trembled for a moment, — " and I always wanted to see it — especially your MISS esher's intentions. 89 house." Her eyes looked sorrowfully into the distance as if she were picturing to herself another house w^hich she had also hoped to see. Miss Esher saw^ the look, and answered it rather too appropriately. "My house — the Priory, you know^ — is four miles from Malton. You would not feel that you were in the same neighbour- hood. Philip Esher is abroad ; the house is shut up, not likely to be open for some time." Magdalen turned away her head. " But I don't mean to ask you just yet," said Miss Esher, in a livelier tone. " I only wanted to know whether you would think it impossible by and by. I 'm an old w^oman, you know, Madge, and if I fall ill I shall not be able to come down here. Would you come to the Priory if I wanted you for a little time ? " The tears stood in Magdalen's eyes. She took Miss Esher's hand in hers, and pressed it affectionately. " If ever you want me, I will come," she said. 90 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. " That 's a bargain/' said the old lady, in her quaint, curt way. " I shall hold you to it. Don't forget. And now, I must tell you why I am going home. Emilia is ill." " Mrs. St. Aidan ? " "Yes, Mrs. St. Aidan. She has overdone herself again. It 's perfectly ridiculous. She ought never to have undertaken the care of those children." "What children?" asked Magdalen, quickly. Miss Esher stopped, confounded. She had forgotten for the moment to whom she was speaking. She tried to explain her words away. " Oh, only some children who have been staying with her — children of a friend — a relation " Miss Esher grew confused. Magdalen's eyes, serious and calm, were fixed upon her face. She could not go on. " Philip Esher's children ? " said Magdalen. "Well — yes, my dear; Philip Esher's childi-en — if you luill have the truth." MISS ESHERS IXTE>'TIOXS. 91 " But why are they there ? Why are they in Mrs. St. Aidan's charge ? " asked the girl, quickly. She seemed to have roused herself completely : she sat erect, and a faint flush showed itself in her cheeks. " There must be a great deal that I have not heard," she said, as IVliss Esher still hesitated. " I know nothino; — I have not dared to ask. Aunt Isabel, tell me." "There is really very little to tell," said Miss Esher, almost impatiently. " "Where is Captain Esher ? " The question was very gently asked ; but the older woman dared not look at the questioner, as she replied — "At Monaco. Gambling, I believe." " Ah ! " The exclamation was almost like a moan. Then, in the same tranquil voice : " What became of Aliss Mackworth ? " " That is exactly what we do not know ! " cried Miss Esher, dropping all pretence of reserve, and at once embarking, as she had often wished to do, upon the story. " When 92 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. Philip left the house, after you had fainted, Magdalen, it seems that he was in a terrible state of excitement. He went to the Vicarage, where Miss Mackworth and the children had been taken in for the night — partly in order to keep the woman secure, you know — and he asked to see her. There was SO violent a scene of recrimination and abuse, that Mr. Kirton, hearing the noise, had to interfere. In his presence, Philip vowed that he would have nothing to do with the children — he did not care whether they were his own or not — said that he would not be responsible for them, and that she might bring them up as she pleased, and so on. He must have lost his head completely, for, of course, he knew that the law would compel him to provide for their maintenance whether he wished or no. But the Mackworth woman must have taken him at his word. She evidently did not want the children any more than he did, and was afraid that the whole burden of supporting them would fall upon her. So, early next MISS ESHER8 INTEXTIOXS. 93 morning, before the house was astir, she went away, no one knows whither, and left the children behind." '' Poor little creatures," Magdalen murmured to herself. " Yes, indeed. Nobody seemed to want them, poor little souls. Philip sobered down by the morning, and retracted what he had said — not that he was ashamed of it, judging by his demeanour, but that a little common-sense had returned to him. He said that he would pay her for taking care of them, and wrote and telegraphed to her old address in Manchester ; but she never went back to it. She could not be traced in any direction ; and it 's my belief," said Miss Esher, emphatically, " that she made away with herself." Magdalen shrank a little. " Oh, Aunt Isabel, do not say so ! " "I must say so, my dear, if I believe it. That 's another sin which Philip Esher has upon his soul. At any rate, she could not be found. Then the question arose. What was ^4 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. to become of the children ? Philip said that he would send them to school — two mites of three years old ! Then Gervas St. Aidan interposed — you know what a soft heart he has ! — and offered to take them to his wife for a little time, ' until/ he said, * a suitable home could be found for them.' But every- body was certain that Emilia would never let them go, if she once got hold of them ! Gervas took them home, and she was only too glad to have them, although they were Philip Esher's children, and had had such an unfor- tunate history ; but she has worried over them and over Philip until she is laid up, and now I suppose I must go and nurse her." '*How good you are. Aunt Isabel I The poor little children ! What will become of them ? " '*I think I shall take them to the Priory for a time. It's a great shame," said Miss Esher, candidly. '' There 's that scamp Philip, he makes a low marriage, breaks his wife's heart, behaves scandalously to every one, MISS ESHERS INTENTIONS. 95 and yet we must all needs put ourselves about to look after his children ! It would have been much better to find a good school for them and let them stay there." " Oh, no ! " exclaimed Magdalen, almost involuntarily. " Instead of which, they are to be petted by Emilia — who insists upon it that we are a little hard on ' poor Philip,' as she calls him — and brought up in luxury at the Eectory and the Priory, with every one saying that I shall leave them money ! I shall do nothing of the kind. Philip may provide for his own family. Does he think that I shall install a milliner's daughters at the Priory ? " ''The children are not to blame," said Magdalen. " Of course I know that, my dear. I trust that I shall show them every kindness in my power. But it would make my father, the late General Esher, turn in his grave if he knew that a little dressmaker's children were to inherit the Priory. No, no : they will be 96 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. provided for otherwise ; and I shall do with the Priory what I choose." Magdalen was too weak and weary to appre- ciate the sig;nificance with which these words were spoken. Long afterwards she remem- bered them, and knew what had been meant. Miss Esher's next sentence drove the matter from her mind. "Besides," said that good lady, looking before her stolidly, as if she were saying a thing of no importance to any one, " when Philip marries again you may be sure that he will marry for money." Magdalen caught her breath. "Do you care for him still, then?" said Aunt Isabel, turning upon her sharply, as though she had spoken aloud. " Oh, Aunt Isabel, spare me ! " cried Mag- dalen, suddenly bending her face upon her hands to hide her tears. "I cannot tear him out of my heart just yet ! " The old lady smoothed the girl's hair with her wrinkled hand. '^ God help you to do it. MISS ESHERS INTENTIONS. 97 my poor child," she murmured, " for that man 's not worth the love of any honest heart. I fear sometimes that he 11 bring misery upon you yet." " I shall never see him again," said Magda- len, between her sobs. " I 'm not so sure of that. And beware of his tongue, child, if ever you do meet him. He has a violent temper and a vindictive one ; but when it is under control he has also a silver tongue. Fair and false — that's Philip Esher's character ; though we were late in finding it out — the worse for us ! " " He will never try to speak to me again ! " exclaimed the girl, raising her head with a look of wounded pride. " He would not dare " " He has no want of courage," said Miss Esher, warningly. " I would not trust him to keep away, if he thought It's an old woman's cowardice, perhaps, my dear, but I wish you would give me your solemn promise never to marry Philip Esher ! " 98 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. Magdalen shivered from head to foot. " Is any promise necessary ? '' she said. " I think it is," answered Miss Esher, look- ing at her keenly. " However, I won't press it. I thought that perhaps, some day, you might feel such a promise to be a sort of safe- guard. But it 's no matter." She sat silent a little time, as if hoping that Magdalen would offer to promise what she had asked ; but Magdalen said never a word. CHAPTER VI. A NEW HOME. So Miss Esher went away to Scarsfield, and Magdalen was left alone witli her father. It seemed very strange to her to take up her old life in the old way, and her spirit at first revolted at it. The old routine : visits to the village people, who had once come to see her married, services in the church where she had stood as a bride at the chancel steps, meetings with old friends who could not keep the pity out of their eyes even if they re- strained their tongues ; all these things were hard to bear. She did not encourage the expression of sympathy. Few persons found it easy to accost her on the subject of her great sorrow, though many tried to say some " appropriate " words. The outspoken 99 100 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. sympathy of the village wives was easier to bear. ''Eh, Miss Magdalen," one old cot- tager said, without the least idea of giving her pain, " eh, my dear, what an escape you 've had ! You should surely ha' been very thankful ! " A view of the case which had never occurred to Magdalen. Mr. Lingard tried to persuade her to spend the autumn with friends in Scotland, the winter at Cannes or Nice ; and for a little time she did go away from home to try the effect of change of scene. But before long she was again in her old place. It seemed to her a mere shirking of difficulties to leave home at that time. Mr. Lingard was feeble, and wanted her company, and his finances were so encumbered that the strictest economy in housekeeping was necessary. So Magdalen thought that it was right to stay at Eiversmead ; and here, month after month, her life slipped on, varpng little, coloured only by the seasons, brightened only by the sense of duty done. Time brought peace to A NEW HOME. 101 her brow, but it did not bring back her girlish bloom ; she was a woman who had known sorrow now, and not a child. A year passed thus in comparative peace and quietness, and then Mr. Lingard was struck down by paralysis. He grew w^orse from day to day, and had at last to be fed and soothed like an ailing child. This was a dreary time ; the house was half shut up ; no visitors came, and the paralysed and nearly imbecile old father would scarcely let his darling out of his sight. What secret agonies of impatience, what doubt and fear and weariness she then went through no one would ever know. Magdalen never told. But those dark hours surely had their fruit in the rare power of sjmipathy that developed within her, in the mingled sweetness and strength with which she seemed to be after- wards endowed. She had what has been called "a genius for religion." Her nature could not have expanded in an atmosphere of unbelief The fibres of her heart had been so 102 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEX. bruised and beaten down from earthly things that she found her only relief from pain in turning to things spiritual and Divine. WHiether she was in quite a healthy and natural state she did not stop to inquire. The things of this world seemed sometimes to have lost their interest for her ; she had no part or lot in them. And if you had told her that their zest and flavour would all come back to her one day, she would have been horrified and dismayed. After two years of this kind of life, Mr. Lingard died. It was then found that his affairs were in a very involved condition, that the house and estate must be sold in order to satisfy importunate creditors, and that Magdalen's sole income consisted of two hundred a year, inherited from her mother. She went through a time of loneliness and desolation, but her tranquillity was not now easily disturbed. And just when she was thinking of taking a quiet lodging in London, where she had some thoughts of A NEW HOME. 103 working amongst the poor, a summons came which she could not disregard. '' My dear Magdalen," Miss Esher wrote to her, in a shaky hand, " I am growing very feeble. Will you come to me for a little while ? You promised to do so when I wanted you. I want you now. Your old friend, Isabel Esher." Magdalen did not hesitate. She packed up her boxes, took a sorrowful farewell of her friends in Riversmead, and started as soon as possible for Scarsfield. She knew from description what to expect in Scarsfield. Fifty years ago the place had been a mere village, picturesquely situated on a river-bank, with a rising background of wooded hills. Since then a number of chemical works had been built, and the atmosphere was poisoned by the gases that issued from their chimneys ; gases which were said to be not injurious to health, although they destroyed vegetation, corroded metals, and gave to the streets an aspect 104 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. of extreme old age. It was a busy place, but would never be a very important one, for the river on which it stood was partially choked by sand-banks, which rendered navi- gation difficult even to small vessels, and impossible to larger ships. Miss Esher s house stood on the high ground that over- looked the town. The hills and moorlands had not yet been built over, nor had their beauty been quite destroyed by the smoke which blackened vegetation in the valley. At a stone's throw from the Priory there was still a delightful stretch of heather-covered common and sandstone heights, command- ing a magnificent view of the river as it wound through green flats on its way to the Irish Sea. The Priory grounds were extensive, but the house itself was not as ancient as its name implied. It was built on the site of an old Priory, and had inherited its name ; but there was nothing monastic about its appearance. It was a comfortable-looking red-brick building, of the Tudor period, ' A NEW HOME. 105 almost hidden from the high-road, which passed its gates, by trees. It was a wet night in autumn when Magdalen arrived. Miss Esher had sent a brougham and a maid to meet her, but the train was late, and Magdalen felt chilled to the bone as she was driven through the busy gas-lit streets, and up the steep road that led to the Priory. She looked through the carriage windows, blurred as they were by rain, with an odd feeling. The murky streets seemed strangely familiar to her ; it was as if she saw something for which she had been waiting all her life. She put the sensation down to her many fancies about Scar sfi eld when Captain Esher used to describe it to her years ago ; and yet the explanation scarcely seemed satisfactory. ''It is like coming home," said Magdalen to herself, with a curious thrill of wonder — almost of super- stitious fear. For how could Scarsfield ever be her home ? The carriage turned in at the great iron 106 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. gate. The hall door opened, and a flood of light poured out upon the broad stone steps. Magdalen, half-blinded by the glow, felt her- self drawn into the house by kindly hands, and kissed again and again ; then, as her eyes became accustomed to the light, she saw that she was standing in a spacious hall, and that Miss Esher was holding her by the hands, and saying, " AYelcome, my dear ! " And Magda- len felt that she was welcome indeed. The hall was floored with oak, on which rugs and sheep-skins had been thrown ; a great fire burned in the wide old-fashioned grate, and its flames were reflected from the shining boards, the carvings on the great oak chests, the crossed sabres and shields and porcelain upon the walls. The scene was more than picturesque ; it w^as so home-like and so com- fortable that Magdalen loved the place from that moment. And it was well that she loved it, for that house was fated to be her home for many a day. Miss Esher looked old and feeble. Her hair A NEW HOME. lOT was snow-white ; she stooped very much, and walked with a gold-headed cane, but her eyes were keen as ever. She saw that Magdalen was cold and weary and dispirited, and she led her upstairs at once to take off her cloak^ assuring her that she must make haste and come do^TL to dinner-tea as soon as possible^ and that she should not allow her to speak a word until she had been warmed and fed. And then she hurried away, telling her guest that she would expect her downstairs in ten minutes. Magdalen was soon ready. She opened her door, wondering a little whether she could find her way to the dining-room, and if the maid, with whose services she had dispensed, woukl be in waiting. No, the maid was not there ; but crouched on the step which led from her door to the landing were two little figures all in white. Two lovely blonde heads caught the gleam of Magdalen's lifted candle ; two angel faces were turned half-timidly towards her as she looked. Whose children, then, were these ? 108 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. " We Ve come to show you tlie way downstairs," said one of them in clear treble tones. " Im Dolly and she's Daisy." And then they held their faces up to be kissed. '' Dolly who ? Daisy who ? " said Magdalen, kissing them. But her voice trembled as she spoke. " Dorothy Philippa Esher." Need she have asked ? " And we 're six years old to-day. And auntie said that we might fetch you down to tea." Magdalen sank down on one knee and drew them close to her. " Do you live here, darlings "? " she asked tenderly. " Yes, we live with Aunt Isabel. She says that you call her Aunt Isabel, too, so may we call you ' cousin ' ? She says we may if you don't mind." " I shall like it very much," said Magdalen. She was looking into the little faces with curiously yearning eyes. Was she seeking for A NEW HOME. 109 a likeness to their father ? It was easy enough to find. Dolly had inherited Philip Esher's brilliancy of colouring and exquisite modelling of feat- ure. Her long dark eyes were singularly brilliant, her hair was of the brightest golden, her face as delicately tinted as eggshell china. Daisy was softer and paler ; her hair was more flaxen, and her eyes were blue. Magdalen noticed almost immediately that she had clinging caressing ways which Dolly did not possess ; but that Dolly was the talker, the self-reliant leader of the two. She went downstairs with the little girls, who led her into the dining-room in triumph. Miss Esher gave her one sharp look as she entered, and distinguished the tear that trembled upon her eyelashes, but appeared to take no notice of it. Even when the children had gone to bed. Miss Esher made no allusion to them ; she talked quietly of many things, asked questions concerning Magdalen's affairs, but said nothing about her own. It was 110 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. with perfect ease of manner, however, that Magdalen said at length : " The children must be a great comfort to you." "They are nice little things," said ffiss Esher. " I did not know that they were still T\ith you." " Yes. Emilia was too ill to have them in the house. You don't object, I suppose?" and Miss Esher bent her heavy eyebrows anxiously as she glanced at her younger friend. " I am glad to see them," said Magdalen. *'l have often wondered about them, but never liked to ask." "Philip Esher is still abroad," Miss Esher went on, abruptly. " Does he take no interest in his children ? " " Apparently not. He remits money for them sometimes — which I don't use. They may need it some day. — And now, my dear, I hope you will stay with me for a long time. A NEW HOME. Ill for I am growing very old and am lonely. You must not leave me again, Madge, as long as I live." Magdalen made no promise ; she had an objection to promises. Besides, it did not seem to her just then very likely that she should stay for more than a few weeks at the Priory. She certainly felt the need of rest, and was glad to take it ; but when she was strong again — strong and well and vigorous — she would go out into the world. She changed her mind, however. The Priory was a charming old place ; the rooms were luxurious and picturesque ; the gardens were beautifully kept ; there was pleasant society in the neighbourhood ; but none of these good points would have kept Magdalen in Scarsfield if she had not found that, in a sense, she was necessary in Miss Esher's house. The reins of government were falling from the old lady's hands, the children were running wild, the servants were unruly. Before long, Magdalen was ruling, as she had 112 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. learnt by years of obedience and service how to rule : it was felt tbrougliout the household that she must never be allowed to go away. She had a firm hand, but she won hearts as well. The children, especially, adored her ; and, in seeing them about her, Magdalen became aware that they filled up a void in her heart of which she had scarcely been con- scious before. All the sweet motherliness of her nature expended itself on them. In a few weeks she sighed at the thought of ever leav- ing them ; in the course of months she gave up that thought altogether. It seemed to her as if, from her lonely womanhood, she had become a daughter and a mother all at once. Tender cares for old Miss Esher and for the children filled up nearly all her time. One summer morning she went into Miss Esher's room at an early hour, as was her custom, and drew aside the window curtains, letting the sunbeams strike gently upon the sleeping face. Miss Esher liked to be awak- ened in this way. But on that summer morn- A NEW HOME. 113 ing there was no awakening for her. The kind old face was grey and rigid in the mornino' lio-ht ; the active hands were stiff and cold. She had passed away gently in sleep ; and Magdalen, in the midst of her grief, awoke to the consciousness that fresh changes awaited her. For a moment she murmured at the prospect. " Am I to have no rest — no tranquillity ? " she said to herself, a little bitterly, as she sat alone that even- ing, with her hands tightly clasped upon her lap. Then her heart smote her. She di^ew a devotional book towards her and tried to read. The pages opened at a j)l^ce where Miss Esher had marked a few lines. " Here we have no continuing city." . . . Ah, that was the word of comfort that Magdalen wanted. She read and prayed, like the sweet saint that she was, and felt that she was prepared for all that Providence might send. Then came the funeral, and then the read- ing of the will. 114 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. Miss Esher's will had been drawn up a few months after her return from Eivers- mead. She left ten thousand pounds to each of the children, to be paid on their majority. To her natural heir, Philip Esher, she left the sum of one shilling. There were a few trifling bequests to friends and servants ; but the rest of her property, the Priory itself, and an income of six thousand a-year, were bequeathed to Magdalen Lingard. And in case Magdalen Lingard should try to hand over this property to anybody else (the Eshers were evidently meant), it was especially provided that if she did not accept it, the whole, including the children's legacies, should go to various wealthy charities in London. By this ingenious device. Miss Esher secured the fulfilment of her wishes. If she had not made that proviso about the children's legacies, it was quite possible that Magdalen would have handed over the pro- perty to the London charities. Certainly, if A NEW HOME. 115 it had been practicable, she would have transferred it all to Philip Esher's children. But Miss Esher had left her no loophole of escape : she ^Yas obliged to take the house and the money, although, as she said, she could not help feeling that neither rightfully be- longed to her. In a private letter addressed to Magdalen, found in an old bureau drawer, Miss Esher begged her, however, to do all that she could for little Dorothy and Margaret Esher. ''I do not want them to be rich," she said ; '' but I want them to have the training that their father lacked. For my sake, Madge, keep them with you as long as you can." Magdalen did not need to be asked. The dearest wish of her heart was to keep the children with her. She went to Mr. St. Aidan and made a formal proposition, which she desired that he would lay before Captain Esher. She offered to educate the children, and provide for them until they were twenty-one, if only they might be left with her. " My 116 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEX. dear Magdalen," said Mr. St. Aidan (lie treated her as a relation of his own now-a-days), ^' it will never do. You had better let the children go to school." " They would be miserable," said Magdalen. " Think what you are undertaking, my dear. You will expose yourself to misunder- standing." '' Of what kind ? " she asked. ''Forgive me if I say it openly : people will think that you wish to re-open friendly rela- tions with their father. He may think so himself." Magdalen's eye flashed, but she paused, and then answered quietly, '' They are now nearly seven years old, and he has seen them once, I believe, since they were babies. To any one who knows the facts " " But people do not know the facts, my dear. However, I will write to Philip if you have made up your mind. You must expect some unfriendly comments." A XEW HOME. 117 "I do not mind comments," said Magdalen. But she did mind a letter from Philip Esher which came to her shortly afterwards. He thanked her for her kindness to his poor children ("his poor children ! " echoed Mag- dalen, in amaze, as she read the letter) ; he expressed himself as only too grateful for the very timely help she offered, now that he had lost all chance of the wealth which had once been promised him (there was a sting in that sentence for Magdalen), and he trusted that he was not presuming too much if he dared to hope that her affection for his children might — some day — lead to forgiveness for himself. '^Oh, Daisy, Dolly!" cried Magdalen, throwing the letter from her, and rising to her feet with tightly-clasped hands and stormy brow, "if I did not love you so much, my children, I would send you away from me to-morrow ! So this is what Philip Esher thinks ! He will have to learn his mistake." She did not answer the letter, but she kept the children with her at the Priory. 118 8EVEXTY TIMES SEVEN. Gradually forming new ties, acquiring new interests, and doing work of lier own devising in her own way, slie soon found her life so full that she had no time for idle dreaming or regret. Even the memory of Philip Esher seemed to her like a vision of the past. CHAPTER VII. LENORE. Miss Lingard and the St. Aidans were well known, of course, in the '^best society" that Scarsfield could furnish. In fact, they were " County " people. But there were other circles in Scarsfield which were not " County,'* and of which Miss Lingard and the St. Aidans knew next to nothing. The Rector was well acquainted with all the members of his flock, 1)oth rich and poor, but his wife visited few per- sons, being an invalid; and Miss Lingard of the Priory, as people generally called her, was understood to have given up society. She had lived in Scarsfield now for three years or more ; she was a woman of twenty-five, and looked older : and she was a woman who, most emphatically, went her own way. The 119 120 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. poor and the sick knew her well, but in the houses of her so-called equals she was rarely to be found. And it would have seemed to her friends the most unlikely thing in the world that she should ever be brought into close and intimate contact with the tradesfolk of the town, even with the richer manufacturers of soaps and drugs, who made their living on the banks of the river Scar. The St. Aidans were fastidious and aristocratic in their tastes ; Magdalen had delicate instincts which caused her to shrink from unrefined or commonplace society. x4nd yet there were persons in Scars- field, not at all of the highest classes, whom Miss Lingard was destined one day to know exceedingly well. The High Street of Scarsfield was irregularly built, and ran a devious course through the very centre of the town, widening in the market - place, losing itself in a maze of small streets at one end, and melting into a country-road at the other. The houses at the country-road end, as it may be called, were LEXORE. 121 cletaclied or semi-detached, and differed greatly from eacli otlier in character. For instance, the great, solid-looking mansion of grey stone, which belonged to Eichard Brendon, the rich soap-boiler, stood next to a modest little house of red brick, tenanted by an old widowed lady, of very limited means, and her grand-children. The inmates of the two houses were old acquaintances, but their circumstances, and perhaps their dispositions, were as different as the houses in which they lived. It was nearly six o'clock on a bright August evenino: when Lenore Chaloner sat in the window-seat of her grandmother's little dining- room, and glanced down the street from time to time with an air of quiet expectation. The window was separated by a very narrow strip of garden from the road, and she could see the passers-by for some distance. Her brother would be home to tea at six o'clock, but I am afraid I must record the fact that Lenore was not watching for his appearance. She had other ends in view. 122 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. Lenore Chaloner was not generally spoken of as a beautiful girl in Scarsfield, where popu- lar taste inclined to plenty of size and colour. In some people's opinion a great charm lay in her hazel eyes, her fair and delicately moulded features, the wave of her nut-brown hair. She was slender, and rather under the middle height, but erect as a dart, and she had remarkably pretty hands and feet. Her sister Kate, a plump, blue-eyed girl of twelve, lounged idly beside her, also gazing out into the street. " There 's Bobby," said Kate, as the garden- gate was heard to click. Lenore looked up, a dainty pair of eye- glasses perched upon her nose. She scarcely glanced at her seventeen-year-old brother, then opening the front -door. Her eyes wandered uneasily down the road. There was some one else to see : when would he come ? ^'There's Mr. Max," said Bobby, from behind her chair. " He 's a-g-oino; home to his LEXOEE. 123 dinner. Oh, my ! hasn't he been working us like blacks to-day ! " " Are you very busy, then ? " " We 're always busy," rejoined Bob1 >}', grandly. " It isn't play in our office, let me assure you. Old Dick" — this was his polite name for Mr. Brendon, the head of the firm — " has been dictating letters to half-a-dozen of us, more or less, all at once ; and little Jimmy Raffles lost one in going to the post, and there 's been an awful shindy. There 's the governor and Mr. Cecil ! Oh, what a beautiful bow ! " One of the figures passing the window was that of a stout, tall man, apparently about fifty-five : he had a reddish face, grizzled hair and whiskers, and keen dark eyes. He was accompanied by his son, a young man who looked eagerly towards the window where Lenore was sitting, and raised his hat with an elaborate flourish. The elder man's eyes followed those of his son. Mr. Brendon nodded, in a friendly but unceremonious way. Lenore flushed and smiled, but drew back into 124 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. the shadow of the curtains, so that she might not be seen as she watched the two men turn in at the gates of the large grey house. The second son, Max, had gone on before. Lenore turned with a happy light in her eyes, to the tea-table. She had seen all she cared for : she had given the signal tacitly agreed upon by herself and Cecil Brendon. It was understood between them that if she appeared at the window when Cecil was walkinof home with his father or brother, Cecil mio^ht be sure of findino- her diseno'ag-ed later in the evening. The understanding had never l)een put into words, but it existed never- theless. Lenore's dead father had been one of Mr. Brendon's earliest friends. It seemed natural to both families that the children should be friends also. Only Mrs. Brendon had of late begun to remark uneasily that the visits of her sons to the little red house were mucli more frequent than they need be. Before tea was over, a visitor was announced ; LEXORE. 125 but to Lenore's disappointment it was the younger brother, Max, not Cecil. He had a book in his hand. ''I ought not to come in now," he said, "but I thought I wouhi leave this book for Lenore. I heard that she wanted to read it." He smiled as he spoke, and with the smile the whole character of his face seemed to change. Seen in repose it was inexpressive as a mask ; at times it could be stern, and even obstinate ; but when he lifted his some- what heavy eyelids, and when his brown eyes lighted up, the face was as pleasant as it was powerful. One saw a big nose, a well-shaped mouth, shaded by a thick, dark moustache, square jaws, and a broad, overhanging fore- head, with straight eyebrows, and a mass of unruly dark hair. The features were rugged rather than handsome ; but the fire in those dark eyes, the determination expressed in every line, made his face one to be remem- bered. " Cecil wanted me to read it," said Lenore, 126 SEVEXTY TIMES SEVEN. colouring. " He said that he would bring me a copy from the library." " He had to send it back. You can have this copy." " Oh, thank you, Max. But you will want it." " No. I never read poetry. Keep it, if you like. I must go. We are particularly busy to-day." " How is that ? " asked Mrs. Chaloner, a mild, grey-haired, old lady, who took a great interest in the doings of the Brendon firm. Lenore was turning over the leaves of her little green volume of poetry, and did not seem to attend to the reply. Yet Max glanced at her as if he wished her to hear. " One of the clerks — a fellow called Lloyd — has broken his leg, and won't be able to work for some time. Cecil and I must do his work for him ; unless we put it all on Bob's shoulders," he said, striking the lad in a friendly manner on the arm. " It 's an un- fortunate thing for us." LEXORE. 127 " And for the clerk too, I suppose," said Mrs. Chaloner. " Lloyd ? Well, I don't know. He is a good Churchman, you see, so Miss Lingard of the Priory has taken him up." Max spoke with the faintest possible indica- tion of a sneer. " Miss Lingard seems to be very charit- able." " I suppose so. I don't know her." " And don't want to know her ? " said Lenore, shutting up her book with a smile. " Well — perhaps not," Max answered, slightly shrugging his broad shoulders. " I don't like women who make themselves re- markable. They should be pretty and ami- able and quiet — that's my ideal of a nice woman." He looked at Lenore as if she ful- filled his ideal completely. " She is very good" said Lenore, accenting the word as if beino- aood were something objectionable. " Mrs. Harte, the curate's wife, 128 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. you know, says that she is kind, but rather unapproachable. " "Miss Lingard's a stuck-up old skinflint, and as mad as a hatter," interposed Bobby, decidedly. " Mr. Cecil says so." " You can ask him for his opinion : I see him coming in at the gate," said Max, rising from his chair. " Good-bye." " Must you go ? " asked Lenore, with polite regret. " We don't hunt in couj^les. When my senior comes, I retire," he answered, gravely. She went to the door ^^'ith him — just in time to admit Cecil Brendon as Max went out. " You here ? " said the elder brother, not too pleasantly, while Max stood for a moment on the door-step lighting his cigar. "Looked in," replied Max, in his most indifterent tone. Then he sauntered away with rather a slouching gait — his hands in his pockets, his cigar in his mouth— and Lenore turned her attention to Cecil. Cecil Brendon was said to be the hand- LENOEE. 129 somest man in Scarsfield. He was tall, slightly built, and pale ; and this pallor and slightness of build gave him a look of fra- gility which romantic ladies termed " inter- esting." He was dark, as were all the Brendons : his features were regular, his moustache and pointed beard crisped and silky ; but the chief attraction of his appear- ance lay in his remarkably beautiful eyes. They were large, long-lashed, and soft, with a trick of wistfulness in their expression, such as one sees sometimes in the brown eyes of a great Newfoundland dog. Lenore was not the only girl who had come under the influence of those pathetic eyes. She opened the door of the little drawing- room at the back of the house. Cecil did not like dining-rooms — there were a great many things that Cecil did not like. He took her hand in his with a caressing gesture, and held it fast as they went in. No definite words had yet been spoken, and yet Lenore, simple and confiding as a child, believed that Cecil K 130 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. loved her. Certainly lie never lost an oppor- tunity of making her think so. '' You knew that I would come to-night ? " he said, softly. " I did not know. ... I thought that you might bring those poems ; but Max has brought them now." '' He has a wonderful memory for trifles," said Cecil, in almost a complaining tone. " I mentioned in his hearing that I was obliged to send the book back to the library, and that you wanted it — I meant to send you a copy myself, Lenore, but he has anticipated me. But no doubt you will like it better from him than from me." " Oh, no, no ! " said Lenore, half shyly, half eagerly. Cecil sat down in an easy chair and shaded his eyes with his long delicate fingers. " It is this wretched business that makes me forget everything ! " he groaned. " I can think of nothing else : it takes the heart out of my life." LENORE. 131 " You like your work no better '? " " No better ! I hate it : I loathe it. I was not destined to be a mere man of business — a money-grubber. If only I could have got to Sandhurst ! " Cecil's career had been hitherto not very brilliant. After leaving school, he spent some time at a tutor's, meaning to enter one of the military colleges, but he had qualified for neither, and had been obliged to relinquish this prospect. A severe illness had then pros- trated him for some months, and one or two further attempts to enter a profession had failed, chiefly on account of his own indolence and extravao'ance. He was now six-and- twenty, and had done nothing in the world. His own view of the matter, in which he was supported by his mother, was that he need never do anything, that his father ought to give him an ample allowance, and let him live the life of an idle man. With his constitu- tional delicacy of throat and chest, the proper thing would be to let him spend his winters in 132 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. Algiers or Egypt, his springs at Cannes or Biarritz, his summers in Paris, London, or Berlin, and his autumns in Norway and Scot- land. In this way he considered that he could support life with comfort. But Mr. Brendon would not hear of any such thing. He maintained that Cecil was much stronger than he looked, and could do a very good day's work when he chose. Exasperated by Cecil's repeated failures, he had at length given his son the alternative of taking a light post in the Scarsfield office, or of ceasing to receive any allowance at all, and quitting his father's house at once and for ever. Cecil sulkily submitted to work rather than find himself penniless, and was therefore installed in his father's office. This arrangement fell hardly upon Max, who had always taken a fore- most place under his father, but now found himself nominally second, with all his old work to do, and innumerable blunders of Cecil's to correct. Nobody heard Max complain, but it was the opinion of his LENORE. 133 friends that his position was well-nigh un- endurable. Cecil had now been in Scarsfield for ten or twelve months, hating his occupa- tion, constantly vexing his father's righteous soul, and thinking himself the victim of an unkind fate. And he turned to Lenore — amongst others — for comfort and condolence. " Perhaps you would not have liked Sand- hurst or Woolwich ? " she suggested, rather timidly. " I should have been with men of my own calibre — my own standing — and that in itself would be inspiriting," he returned. " I know that I am not clever ; but I should have been of some use in active service — food for powder, at any rate — whereas I am of no use to any- body here." " Has anything gone wrong to-day '? " '' Everything is wrong. Nothing I can do or say pleases my father. Of "course, it is often my own fault. I think I '11 enlist." " Oh, Cecil, Cecil ! " " Dear little woman, you would be sorry at 134 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. any rate, if I went away, would you not ? " said Cecil, holding out his hand, and turning the melancholy light of his soft eyes upon her. She laid her fingers timidly upon his for a moment, and then drew them away. " If you worked hard, Cecil," she said, hesitatingly, " and tried to please your father in every way, would he not then — by and bye — allow you to go abroad and live your own life ? " " Could any one work harder than I do 1 " cried Cecil, irritably. '' I 'm sure I lead the life of a galley-slave." Lenore's manner was always gentle, and her heart was as soft as Cecil's eyes, but she was (as Cecil sometimes felt) uncomfortably clear- sighted and inconveniently direct. "Do you think you work as hard as Max ? " she asked, with a naive earnestness which annoyed Cecil not a little. " Oh— Max ! " he said, slightingly. " Max ! He 's never happy unless he 's at his tread- mill" LENORE. 135 There was a little silence, which he broke at last by a heavy sigh. " I 'm a worthless fellow," he said, his voice sinking into a dejected key. " I 'm not to be compared with poor old Max. But my father would never believe in me, say or do what I might. There's always one unlucky member of a family : one scape-goat ; one black sheep. I m the scape-goat : I 'm the black sheep. I wish to heaven that I had never been born." Lenore was almost sobbing. '' Oh, Cecil, don't say these things : you make me so miser- able," she faltered. *' But if they are true ? " said Cecil, in a half humorous, half tragic tone. Then he rose, walked over to her side, and began smoothing her pretty brown waves of hair. " I should not like to leave you behind if I went away," he murmured; *'you would have to come with me, would you not, Lenore ? " She turned a wonderfully bright face towards him, and smiled through her tears. He smiled at her in reply, but he said no more. It was 136 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. on such fragmentary fare that her love had learned to live. " Can you come out with me for a walk ? " he asked. " I want an excuse for not going to the Eoslyns'. Will you come ? " She bit her lip. "I am so sorry, Cecil, I can't come this evening. Grannie is going out, and I said I would keep house." " But that is not necessary ? There are others in the house. Let me tell Mrs. Chaloner " " Grannie wdll not like it ; and I promised," said the girl, steadily. " You must not tempt me, Cecil." '* Oh, very well." He picked up his hat and made a step towards the door. " Then I must look in at Eoslyn's. Miss Eoslyn challenged me to a game at billiards : it 's a great bore, but I think that I must go." The sensitive change in her face was not lost upon him. LENOEE. 137 " Is ]\iiss Eoslyii at home ? " she asked, soberly. "Yes, Kuby's at home," said he, with a short laugh. " As blooming as ever. What a handsome girl she is ! . . . Well " — after a pause — "will you come out ^ith me, Lenore?" " Thank you, Cecil. I am sorry, but I must not go." " No ! I am sorry. Then you throw me back on the Eoslyns ? Well, good-bye." He held her hand a trifle longer than usual, perhaps because something in her clear eyes told him that she was not well pleased. The Eoslyns did not bear a good reputation in Scarsfield, and Mr. Brendon had almost for- bidden his son to frequent their house. Of this Lenore was aware, but shrank from openly remonstrating. Cecil felt quite a thrill of new interest in the thought that she might be — ^just a trifle — jealous of Euby Eoslyn. " Poor little girl ! " he said to himself, as he betook himself slowly to the Eoslyn's pre- tentious house •; " poor little Lenore ! she 138 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. would marry me to-morrow if I chose to ask her." Meanwhile Lenore was saying to herself how^ much there was good and noble in Cecil Brendon, and how great a work it would be to rouse him from sloth and self-abasement and lead him to a higher life. So women dream of men; and so do men think of the women who dream of them. CHAPTER VIII. "a house divided against itself." Me. and Mrs. Brendon had gone out to dinner. Their three daughters were sitting in the library, with the governess, Miss Quittenden, when Cecil entered the house about half-past nine. He had not found his companions to his taste that evening, and therefore returned home early. Finding no one in the drawing-room, he wandered list- lessly into the library, and settled himself in the easiest chair. ^liss Quittenden was a woman of fifty, of the grim and forbidding type. Mrs. Brendon abhorred pretty governesses. Gertrude Bren- don was a nondescript, colourless sort of person, two years Cecil's senior. Between Max, who was five-and-twenty, and Ursula, 139 140 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN". the next in the family, came a gap of nine years ; and Bessie was only twelve years old. Ursula was the handsomest and the most high- spirited of the three girls, and she was devoted heart and soul to her brother Max. " AVhere is Max ? " she asked, looking up from her books as Cecil came in. " Don't know. Am I my brother's keeper?" muttered Cecil, under his breath. " That 's what Cain said ! " exclaimed Bessie, an inconvenient child with a shrill voice. '' Isn't it. Miss Quittenden ? Now, isn't it what Cain said ? " " Speak in a lower tone, if you please, Bessie." " But isn't it what Cain said ? And ought Cecil to say what Cain said, Gertrude ? Isn't it wicked ? '' "Do hold your tongue, child," said Cecil, with a worried look. "Where's the book I was reading to-day ? One of Khoda Broughton's novels." "I sent it back to the library," said A HOUSE DIVIDED AGAINST ITSELF." 141 Gertrude, primly. The children had got hold of it, and I did not consider it a proper book for them to read. Besides, I wanted ' Koscoe's Chemistry' for myself" Gertrude dabbled in science in a neat, lady- like, ineffective way. " No one has the slightest consideration for my wishes in this house, it seems to me," said Cecil moodily. '' Ask me next time whether I have finished with a book, if you please, before you send it away." *' You had it three weeks," remarked Ursula. "Max said you must have finished with it." "Max needn't have interfered." " Max never interferes," began Ursula indig- nantly ; but she was not allowed to proceed. " Good heavens ! can't this wrangling be stopped ? " said Cecil, with an angry look directed towards ]\Iiss Quittenden. " Isn't it time for these children to go to bed ? " " Certainly," said Miss Quittenden. '' Good night, Ursula. Good night, Bessie. If you 142 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. are so quarrelsome, you had better go at once." Ursula rose and shut her book with a bang. Bessie dissolved into tears. And at this moment the door opened to admit Max. " What 's all this about ? " he said, raising his eyebrows at the sight of Bessie's distress. Ursula, looking like a handsome boy with her short, curly hair and defiant face, answered curtly, " Oh, we are to go to bed half-an-hour earlier than usual, to please Cecil." Cecil began an irritated rejoinder, but Max's calm tones drowned it, much to the advantage of all parties. " I have not seen the girls all day. Miss Quittenden. Let them stay a little while, will you not ? " Miss Quittenden demurred at first, but finally yielded the point. Silence was restored : Bessie left off* crying and clung fondly to Max, who suff'ered rather than returned her caresses ; Cecil leaned back in "a HOrSE DIVIDED AGAINST ITSELF." 143 his chair, conmons of his own ungradousness ; Ursula disappeai^d without another word. In a few moments Max shook off Bessie's grasp, and went in search of Ins miasing sister. He met her crossing the hall, and contrived to look as though he had fonnd her qnite hy accident. " Where are yon going ? " he asked. "To bed." " I won't heg yon off another time." "Yon dear boy! Max, don't you think that^ as a femilv. vre liave a demon of a temper ? " " A devil of a temper," said Max, soberly. " And which of ns is the worst ? " " On the whole, I think I am." " Yon 're nothing to boast o^" said Ursula, fiankly. "Cecil is milk and water to yon when yon do lose your temper ; but then you lose it so seldom ! Oh, I wish C^dl were not my brother, and then I should be free to hate hiTn cordially ! " , 144 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. "Don't talk in that way, Ursa. It isn't the proper thing for a girl, you know." "You are so particular about what girls should do and should not do ! " said Ursula, pouting, but putting her arm fondly round his neck. "You are never satisfied, and you never will be ! Well, to please you, I won't go to bed yet." " Don't stay up on my account," said Max, quaintly; and then the brother and sister laughed as they retraced their steps to the library. Mr. and Mrs. Brendon arrived soon after- wards, and came to the room where the others were sitting. Mr. Brendon found a letter waiting for him, and read it while his wife slowly drew off her gloves and answered Gertrude's questions about the dinner-party. Mrs. Brendon had been a beauty, and was still a handsome woman, with fine eyes and hair, but a haughty, dissatisfied expression of countenance. She came of a good Welsh family, and was disposed to look down upon *'a house divided against itself." 145 all tilings savouring of commerce. Had Mr. Brendon been of a yielding instead of a very obstinate disposition, he would have had to leave Scarsfield long ago, for his wife detested the town. But he had a fixed determination to be master in his own house and in his own family, and she had almost given up protesting. "Why did you not come in during the evening, Cecil ? " she began, discontentedly. " You might have done that, even if you could not dine." " There was no need for me to go. I don't care for the Derings." '^ They were disappointed at seeing neither of you." "Max might have gone," said Cecil. " Why didn't you ? " turning to his brother. "Never knew I was asked." " Did I not tell you ? " said his mother, carelessly. "I knew you would not care to go. I don't suppose they were very anxious for your society." 146 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. The remark was so disparaging in tone that it created a slight sensation. Gertrude looked up deprecatingly, and Ursula flushed scarlet with anger. Max himself thrust his hands a little deeper into his pockets and smiled serenely. It was only Ursula who suspected that this peculiarly tranquil, half-satirical smile usually covered annoyance or disappoint- ment. " Max miorht like to hear of his own invita- tions," she said, being always ready to fight his battles with more zeal than discretion. " You can go to bed, Ursula," said her mother, coldly. " I don't want your com- ments on my proceedings. Your manners and those of your brother Max are about on a par." Ursula took her departure with burning cheeks. She tried to manifest her sympathy by an extra hug of affection when she bade Max good-night, but as he was not fond of such demonstrations, she only made him look a trifle more bored than usual. "a house divided against itself. 147 Mr. Brendon, who had finished his letters, now entered the room, took up a position on the hearthrug, and spoke to Max. " What are you going to do to-morrow ? " " My work, as usual, I suppose." - " Who is going to Hartpool, then ? " " You said Jackson had better go." Mr. Brendon nodded. " Then you two will be at the office all day. One of you can do something for me after business. You know all about Lloyd's circum- stances." "Yes," said Max. Cecil shrugged his shoulders and looked down. Mr. Brendon took out a pocket-book, and his eyes gleamed a little beneath his grizzled eyebrows. " You know Lloyd, I suppose, Cecil ? " " Not in the least. Am I expected to know him ? " " Certainly, if you pretend to any share in my business affairs, sir. A master ought to be well acquainted with all his employes, with their capabilities, positions, and habits. 148 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. Such knowledge is not thought necessary by every master, but I have always taken an interest in my men, and accordingly have been well served. As your grandfather used to say — remembering the time when he swept out Hare k Hempson's office — a little kind- ness from the principal of a firm goes further than the best wages." Cecil did not appreciate a reminder of the fact that his grandfather had been an errand-boy, and therefore made no response. Mr. Brendon addressed himself to his younger son. " What do you know about Lloyd ? " '' One of our fellows at the office ; a sharp lad, at twenty shillings a- week ; broke his leg and stove in two ribs by a fall, as the men were unloading slate at the wharf last Friday." Mr. Brendon nodded, well pleased. " Useful lad, I think ? " " Yes ; deserves a better situation. Knows French pretty well, and is good at book- keeping. Helps to support his mother — a A HOUSE DIVIDED AGAINST ITSELF." U9 widow with three small children," said Max, with a twinkle of amusement in his eyes at his own statistical accuracy. "You see what it is to be a thorough business man," said Mr. Brendon, looking at Cecil with reprehension. "Max, you see, knows all about this young fellow, and could give you an equally clear account of all the men we employ. Now you — you take no more interest in them than — than Bessie would. Max ! " "Yes, sir." " Call at the Eectory to-morrow afternoon, to give Mrs. St. Aidan the information she requires." " Information ! At the Rectory ! " " The Rectory." " Never spoke to Mrs. St. Aidan in my life," said Max, with an air of reluctance. " Tut ! it 's merely a matter of business. Besides, I know her. We dined there last Christmas. It seems she drove down to the office when we were all out, and left word 150 SEVE^'TY TIMES SEVEX. with Jackson wliat she wanted. Lloyd's mother had been to her cr}T.ng and com- plaining as usual, and she wishes to know whether we mean to take the lad on again, or to help him at all. She wrote to me about it. I '11 give you the note before you go, though it is hardly necessary, as I have told you about it." '' What shall I say ? " asked Max. " Say," answered his father, checking off the points on his fingers, " say that we will give him work, with an increase of wages, when he is better — allow him for the present half- wages — and pay the doctor's bill." " I think you are too liberal," said Mrs. Brendon. " If the St. Aidans have taken him up, there is no fear about his doing well." " Their kindness hardly releases us from our duty," observed Max. "Miss Lingard visits the Lloyds, I hear," Cecil interposed, " and she is reputed to keep h^i proteges in the very lap of luxury." " I hope you do not mean to emulate Miss "a house divided agaixst itself. 151 Lingard in her indiscriminate charity," said ]\Irs. Brendon disagreeably. " She holds such extreme views," remarked Gertrude. "The ^dctim of a misguided enthusiasm, I call her," continued the mother. " A flighty, foolish, young woman." " Is she young ? " asked Cecil. " Seven or eight and twenty, if not more. She looks thirty, — don't you think so, Miss Quittenden?" '' I should conclude so from her appearance. A most unhealthy-looking person." " Is she not a relation of the St. Aidans ? " asked Gertrude. " No, only a friend. She was once engaged to Mrs. St. Aidan's nephew, but the engage- ment was broken off. I don't wonder at it, I am sure." *' 1 11 go instead of you, if you like," said Cecil to Max in a low voice. His curiosity was aroused. '*A much better arrangement," said Mrs. 152 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. Brendon. " Cecil had far better go ; I would rather Mrs. St. Aidan had an interview with a presentable member of the family." " It 's a mercy Ursula is not here," thought Max to himself with his slight, careless smile ; but this time Mr. Brendon roused himself to take up the cudgels in his younger son's behalf. " You don't know what you are sapng, Cecilia. Max knows far more about business than Cecil. I like my affairs to be managed by a fellow who understands what he is about, which is more than can be said for Cecil." ** 1 'm willing enough to leave it to Max, sir. I would wash my hands of the whole concern very gladly." " I daresay you would. You think to play the fine gentleman here as you did in London, and despise honest work for daily bread, which you have neither the industry nor the brains to earn for yourself." " Cecil has no need to earn it for himself," Mrs. Brendon put in, sharply. '' I am very sorry indeed to see him spending the best days A HOUSE DIVIDED AGAINST ITSELF." 153 of his life in drudgery. He has more refined tastes than some members of the family, and ought to be able to indulge them." " Yes, on ray money ! " ejaculated Mr. Brendon. " Some of it will be his one day, I presume," said his wdfe, with marvellous coolness. '* Not unless he behaves himself. He has done nothing in the world hitherto but idle away his time, spend my money, and disgrace my name. He must put his shoulder to the wheel now if he wants to stay in this house. Kefined tastes, indeed ! Confound his tastes ! All that his refined tastes have taug;ht him is to handle business like a baby, and speak of it like a fool ! " Mr. Brendon had been walking to the door during the utterance of this speech; he now opened it and left the room, where for some minutes perfect silence prevailed. Cecil had flushed deeply, then turned rather pale; but neither spoke nor moved. His mother ]3ut out her hand and took his: an unusual demonstra- 154 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEX. tion of affection from Mrs. Brendon. At last G-ertrucle made some trivial remark about tlie lateness of tlie hour, and her voice roused the other members of the family to action. Cecil left them without a word to anybody ; they heard him bang the door of his own room angrily. Mrs. Brendon and Gertrude said good-night and separated. Max stayed alone for a few minutes to meditate before he turned out the gas. " Certainly we are an ill- tempered family, as Ursula says," he thought to himself; " and a selfish one to boot, as far as I am concerned. Else I should have stood up for Cecil at the risk of a row with my father — which I hate. But Cecil is such a confounded ass ! " And with a slightly bitter expression of countenance. Max put out the lights and went to bed. It was a typical evening. There was little peace or harmony in the Brendon family, and the constant bickering was almost more than Max knew how to bear. He loved tranquillity dearly, but he seldom got it in his own home. "a house divided against itself." 155 He sometimes tliougiit that his mother posi- tively disliked him ; her strictures upon his manners and appearance were so severe that they seemed to proceed from deeper sources than mere motherly anxiety. The fact was that she resented Cecil's want of success in life, and visited her disappointment upon Max. Cecil had always been her favourite son, and it was inexplicable to her that he should turn out such a failure in her husband's eyes. Max had never counted for much in her scheme of life. When he was a child he had been plain, sickly, and apparently dull ; she had never got over her early distaste for his rough manner and unprepossessing appear- ance. She was not often openly uncivil or unkind to him ; but she was always cold and careless, even scornful, when Max's indiffer- ence irritated her temper. To Cecil and Bessie, who were much alike in disposition, and who, therefore, constantly quarrelled when they were together, she was remarkably indulgent. Gertrude was a useful 156 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. ally, whom she treated as a friend ; but Ursula puzzled her. The girl was too hand- some, too clever, too satirical, to be simply set aside and snubbed; she did not plod like Gertrude, she did not yearn for affection like Bessie and Cecil, she did not exhibit Max's capacity for endurance. Mrs. Brendon tried in vain to control her — firm as was her will, it could be resisted, with at least partial success, by Ursula's resolute vivacity. Miss Quittenden had been engaged chiefly on account of her reputation as a queller of unruly girls ; but even her rigid discipline had hitherto proved ineffectual. Yet Ursula could be led by a word from Max or from her father, both of whom she loved devotedly. She and Max were much together, feeling themselves somewhat isolated in the midst of this very divided family. Such was the Brendon household ; and perhaps it may be inferred that it was not the best possible school for rising manhood and womanhood. CHAPTEE IX. THE FIRST MEETING. The dull autumnal day was passing into an evening of steady rain. The wind was chill, and, although the hand of the clock pointed only to the hour of six, daylight was already fading. Two ladies, sitting over a protracted afternoon tea in the Kectory drawing-room, found the bright blaze of a fire very pleasant, and had lingered beside it for up- wards of an hour. The room in which they sat was neither large nor richly furnished, but in all its appointments it gave evidence of the owner's care and taste. Everything in it was fresh and delicate in colour, graceful in form. Plants, pictures, statuettes, rare china, won- derful Venetian glass, were so arranged as to give the brightest possible effects of colour, 157 158 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. and the result, without being garish, v/as cheerful in the extreme. The lady who reclined in a chaise longuc before the brightly-burning wood fire was Mrs. St. Aidan, the Eector's wife. She had been an invalid for many years, but her face bore few traces of ill-health. Her quick dark eyes were keen and bright beneath the delicate arched eyebrow^s ; her hair, still brown and soft, w^ould not lie straight beneath her coquettish cap of dainty lace and satin ; her mouth was smiling and sympathetic, her com- plexion almost undimmed in freshness. It was easy to see that she had never made a trouble of her delicate health. Her companion was in every way a contrast to her. Her dress was of rich material, but made with scrupulous plainness. Her tall figure, exquisitely proportioned, was perhaps a little too slender, but graceful in all its movements. The fault of her face was its want of colour; the clear, transparent pale- ness of her complexion, perfect in itself, was THE FIRST MEETING. 159 more beautiful when heightened by an occasional flush of faint rose-colour. A noble, thoughtful air, something fine and spiritual about the calm features, a bright, benignant expression in the large brown eyes, a tranquil look, given perhaps by the dark level eyebrows and smooth white forehead shaded by magnificently thick dark hair — these were traits so little appreciated by the many that Magdalen Lingard in her six and twentieth year was often described as positively plain. Some people, too, said that her manners were repel- ling and severe ; but then they did not know how sweet could be her smile upon those she loved. For some time the two women had been talking over trivial e very-day afiairs, and it was after an interval of silence that Magdalen laid down her cup and asked . whether any- thing had been heard about James Lloyd from Mr. Brendon, his employer. " No ; I am hourly expecting a note or a 160 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. visit from him. I heard something about the Brendons themselves to-day, Madge, which is quite as interesting. That handsome son of Mr. Brendon's gives his family great anxiety. Father and son, I am told, are constantly quarrelling, and people say the young man will soon leave the place in disgust." " Indeed ! I fear that piece of information sounds to me like a bit of the Scarsfield gossip that you — despise." " There 's a great want of human interest in other people perceptible in you, Madge," said Mrs. St. Aidan, with mock severity, contradicted by the lurking smile about her mouth ; " a want of that sympathetic care for others which softens the hard work of the world so much." Miss lingard laughed ; • a pleasant, silvery laugh, which came evidently from the heart. That Mrs. St. Aidan was not in earnest she knew well enough. The Eector's wife was simply quoting words that had fallen from Magdalen's lips not long before. THE FIRST MEETINa. 161 '' A want of interest in other people's busi- ness, in fact," she added. " Well, yes. I must say I like to have some idea about the state of my neighbours* hearts and lives. If one comes into contact with them, such knowledge gives a certain amount of power." " Do you think T despise such knowledge, then ? " said Miss Lingard, speaking in a deeper, softer key. " My interest in their minds and souls is surely as deep as yours, Aunt Emilia. In that lies the chief joy of my life." She had caught the habit of saying '' Aunt Emilia" from Mrs. St. Aidan's nieces, but sometimes she dropped the prefixed title altogether. " Oh," said Mrs. St. Aidan, with a slight deprecatory wave of her hands outward, " I never pretended to high and mystical motives like yours. I care to study common human life ; I concern myself with the daih^ life of men and women ; you, with their devotional, M 162 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. transcendental side. And I don't think my intermeddling hurts anybody." " While mine may. That is true," answered Miss Lingard, rather sadly. " But take com- fort to yourself," she went on to say, with an arch smile ; " your work must be good, for it concerns the welfare of people's bodies, if not of their souls. " " I am a gossiping old woman," said Mrs. St. Aidan, "with a finger in everybody's pie." " A beneficent finger," said Magdalen. " I don't know what half Scarsfield would do without you. What did you say to Mr. Bren- don yesterday ? " " Asked him whether he would keep James Lloyd's place open for him until he recovered." " I wonder whether he will. He is said to be a just man, but hard." " I should rather like to know him. He married well — a Grenvil of Stowe-Grenvil — but they don't go much into society. Ah, here comes a visitor. Don't go, Madge." THE FIRST MEETING. 163 The visitor proved to be Max Brendon. It suited his convenience to come at this hour ; when, he had also reflected, he was almost certain to find Mr. or Mrs. St. Aidan at home. He came in coolly enough, though, as a matter of fact, he was really feeling rather shy. His mother's remarks on his awkward- ness always recurred to him when he met strangers, and he was apt to disguise a little nervousness under a manner of perfect indifference amounting to hrusquerie. The gleaming, flower- scented room, so different from any of the rooms at his own home ; Mrs. St. Aidan' s bright, resolute eyes and high-bred manner ; the presence of that tall, graceful figure which he knew was that of Miss Lingard, of whom he had heard so much (her back was to the light, and he could not see her face) — all these things contributed to a certain confusion of mind, which made his message difficult to deliver. But he soon recovered himself, and answered the queries that Mrs. St. Aidan addressed to him with 164 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. precision and conciseness. The Eector's wife liad a pocket-book, in which she entered the particulars he gave her with a business-like air which amused Max almost as much as his glib answers were secretly diverting her. '' I am much obliged to 'you," she said at last, as she closed her pocket-book. " There is one other question I should like to put to you, although it may seem somewhat wide of the mark." " I shall be pleased if I can answer it, Mrs. St. Aidan." " Don't think me rude," said Mrs. St. Aidan, gently enough, yet with a keen look at her auditor, as though she wanted to gauge his capacities ; "I am anxious to assure myself of a point on which you are doubtless well informed. Does the kind thoug-htfulness which Mr. Brendon exhibits towards this poor young man exist generally among masters and principals of great houses such as your own ? Is it a common thing for them to look after their disabled servants ? THE FIRST MEETING. 165 or are you and your father unusually con- siderate ? " The subtle flattery of this speech, which proceeded in perfect sincerity from Mrs. St. Aidan, had the effect of putting Max out of temper. There were difficulties in the way of a reply. His father was seldom so careful for the welfare of the persons he employed as he had been in this case ; and Max surmised that Mrs. St. Aidan's own interest in young- Lloyd had stimulated Mr. Brendon to his present though tfulness. Moreover, several of the merchants, shipbuilders, and manu- facturers near Scarsfield were known to have behaved very hardly to such of their servants as had become disabled through age or accident ; and Max was not fond of publishing his neighbours' ^vrong-doings. So he answered crustily, while his mouth assumed the hard expression that it could sometimes wear : " I don't know where the consideration and kindness lie. We simply repair useful ma- 166 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. cliinery when it gets out of gear. It pays in the long run." " Oh, I see. You do it for your own interest ? " " Certainly. Don't suspect us of weak benevolence." " What do you do when your servants grow old ? If you pensioned them off, it w^ould not be a matter of repairing machinery, I sup- pose ? " Mrs. St. Aidan spoke lightly, but she felt curious as to his reply. '' Unproductive expenditure. Sheer waste," said Max, grimly. " Then — don't think me inquisitive ; but if you were in your father's place you would not have acted in the same way to young- Lloyd ? " "No," said Max, tranquilly, but with the glimmer of a smile. " I should have acted quite differently; yes, differently indeed." He was thinking to himself of the days that Lloyd's mother had passed in doubt and sus- pense, of the absence of comforts from her THE FIRST MEETING. 167 liome, and the refusal that he had met with when he had suggested to his mother, a few days ago, that soup and jelly should be sent down from her kitchen to the disabled lad. But as he sat with his arms folded, and that curiously stern expression stamped upon his foce, Mrs. St. Aidan thought that she had never seen such an example of thorough and uncompromising self-seeking in one so young. But she would not give up interest in him yet. " Won't you take a cup of tea, Mr. Brendon ? It is rather cold, I am afraid ; but we will have some more made. Magdalen, will you ring the bell ? " "Not any for me, thank you," said Max. Magdalen? A strange name. He glanced at Miss Lingard with some interest as she accidentally turned her profile towards the lioiit. A distinojuished-lookino' w^oman, cer- tainly ; stately, calm, grave — probably not an easy person to live with, thought the irreverent young man, and thirty years old at the very least. 168 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. He rose to go, but Mrs. St. Aidan still detained him. " I am afraid we have greatly trespassed on your time. With the views that you hold " — there was a delicate inflection of good-humoured sarcasm in her voice — " you must have found it very troublesome to ascertain all the facts that you have kindly given me to-night. An unproductive expenditure of time, was it not ? '' Magdalen turned her head and smiled. " I should suppose," she said, " that Mr. Brendon got his facts second-hand. Aunt Emilia. He would probably depute one of his employes to ascertain them for him ; in saying which I do not mean to depreciate his kindness in coming to repeat them to us to-night." '* I came at my father's wish," said Max, bluntly. Mrs. St. Aidan laughed. There was an evident antagonism, in which she delighted, between Magdalen and the visitor. " Oh, clear your character, Mr. Brendon," THE FIRST MEETING. 169 she cried, gaily. ''Don't let Miss Lingard have things all her own way. Confess that you deputed nobody — that when your father told you of my inquiries, you went to Lloyd's house yourself." To tell the truth, Max began to look very black. ''No," he said, almost gruflSiy; "you are quite wrong. I did not go — after you had written to my father." Nobody attached any importance to the concluding clause. Mrs. St. Aidan felt baffled, but would not show her disappointment. '' At any rate," she said, "I am much obliged to you for calling, ]\Ir. Brendon, and for the dexterity with which your messenger, or deputy, elicited all the facts that I wanted to know. Was he one of your men ? " "One of my father's men," said Max, recovering his wonted serenity. "I wish you would let me see him too. I should like to see some one who knew James Lloyd personally." " I '11 ask about him," said Max, with 170 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. gravity. " But I must forewarn you that he may be unable to come. My father " '■'But you have influence with your father T' "Not an atom, Mrs. St. Aidan," he answered, with a smile so irrepressible that it seemed to overflow the whole of his dark face and transform it utterly. *' But I '11 inquire." And with these words he took his leave. When he was gone, there was a silence. Magdalen rose and came forward to the fire, where she stood for a moment or two looking down into the glowing embers. Then she said, abruptly, — "I don't like him." " My dear Madge ! " " 1 don't like him," she repeated. "He is hard and cold and bent on getting money. These are the men that are the curse of the land." " Don't be so tragic, my dear child. I don't think he meant all that he said. And after all, he said very little." THE FIRST MEETING. 171 *' He said very little," said Magdalen, almost passionately, " but he meant every word. Do you not see ? — lie is out of sympathy with any kind of good work for the poor ; he thinks only of grinding down his men and getting gain for himself ! It is too plain ! " The colour had come into her face : she turned and walked across the room and back again, then breathed a deep sigh. " I may be mistaken," she said, " I trust I am ; but it is these hard, cold, unsym- pathetic natures that do so much harm in the w^orld, and there is enough sorrow and grief in it already. No," she added, shaking her head resolutely, " I am afraid that I do not like Mr. Max Brendon, and I am almost sure that I never shall." Meanwhile the subject of this discussion had walked rapidly away from the Kectory, and was turinng into a shabby-looking little street at right-angles to the High Street of Scarsfield. The houses were so much alike that he had some difficulty in distinguishing 172 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. the one which he wished to find : it w^as Number 44, Dobell Terrace, and, like all the other houses, it had a tiny scrap of garden in front, a narrow green door, and a shallow bow window. It was a place much frequented by clerks and ladies of very limited income, and was as ugly and monotonous-looking a street as could well be found, even in gloomy Scarsfield. Max was surprised to see a lady standing at the little iron gate of the house that he was about to visit. She was evidently just coming out, and as she saw Max she started violently, and then laughed, as if to cover some confusion. As for him, he lifted his hat and his eyebrows at the same time. "You here, JMiss Eoslyn ?" " Well, why not ? " she said. She w^as a wonderfully handsome creature, he thought, as she stood at the gate, giving him one of the defiant looks which were sup- posed to constitute part of her charm. She was tall, vigorous -looking, even muscular, with THE FIRST MEETING. 173 a wild, natural grace which came from the perfect development of every limb : her dark complexion was relieved by a glow of crimson on cheek and lip ; her eyes and hair were raven-black ; her features a trifle coarse and heavy. She was wearing a dark ulster and plain black hat : unusually quiet attire for Miss Euby Eoslyn, but it became her exceed- ingly well, showing off the fine contour of her figure and the vivid glow of her complexion. " Why shouldn't I be here ? " she said, in a tone rather louder than Max thought becoming;. " Oh, for no reason," he answered, politely. '' Do you know how James Lloyd is to- night?" "No, I don't," she said, in a pettish tone. " Do you think I came to see him f I had — 1 had — a — a message — for his mother." " I don't see why you should not have come to see him too," said Max, half smiling at her defensive attitude. "He would have been glad of a visitor." 174 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. "Oh," she returned, her face softening a little, *' because he 's ill, you mean ? Oh, well — yes. I did see him. Are you going in ? " *'Yes." *^Then good-bye. I'm to meet Teddy Bulmer up here at half-past six. And I say " "What is it?" asked Max, struck by the unwonted hesitation. *' I say," she repeated, lowering her voice, *' don't tell anybody that I 've been here, will you ? It was just a freak of mine. I hadn't any message really ; I just ran out." " All right ; I won't mention it, if you wish." " Not to any one," said the girl eagerly. *'If you told anybody I should be sure to hear; so mind you don't say a word." She bit her red lip savagely with lier white teeth, and looked at Max with angry, gleaming eyes. " I never thought of finding yoii here," she exclaimed, half resentfully. '' But there ! I know you '11 keep your promise. You won't tell any one ? " THE FIEST MEETING. 175 "Not any one." " Not your nearest relation, or your dearest friend. For instance, donH tell CeciV The change in her voice betrayed more than she knew. It suddenly dawned on Max that he might tell anybody in the world if only the matter were kept from Cecil's ears. It was Cecil whom Ruby was anxious about — his brother Cecil. " I promise," he said, more gravely than before. She nodded, as if well satisfied, and then strode away at a swinging pace, without any word of farewell. Max paused, his hand upon the gate, and looked after her with an inscrutable expression. " Cecil ! " he repeated, in a tone almost of dismay. " Don't tell Cecil ! What has Cecil to do with her ! or what has she to do with Cecil ? " CHAPTEK X. A lover's threat. The door was opened for him by Mrs. Lloyd, a thin, careworn woman in a black gown and a widow's cap. She had been crying, and carried in her hand the handkerchief with which she was wiping her tears away. " I hope nothing is wrong ! " said Max, not trying to hide the fact that he saw her tears. "Please come in, Mr. Max," said Mrs. Lloyd, half sobbing, ,as he followed her into the little parlour, where the gas had just been lighted and the blinds drawn down. " I should just like a word with you before you go upstairs. If you would but speak to Jim 1 " " What has Jim been doing ? " "It's that girl," said Mrs. Lloyd, with more 176 A lover's threat. 177 virulence than she was in the habit of display- ing, ''that girl, Euby Roslyn. She'll be the death of him some day yet." Max stood silent and impassive : secretly astonished. The Lloyds were respectable people, and James Lloyd was a remarkably intelligent young man ; but the Eoslyns were wealthy folk, and had lately been trying steadily to get into a better class of society than that from which they had risen. How did it come then that Mrs. Lloyd spoke of Ruby so familiarly ? Max had not been aware that she even knew the girl by sight. Her next words did not explain the mystery. " If you 're going up to see Jim, Mr. Max, I do wish you would tell him what a worldly-minded, designing, bold-faced thing she is ! You know it as well as I do ; and he — he doesn't. She '11 break his heart, and he '11 break mine, and that will be the end of it, and what's to l)ecome of those blessed children the Lord only knows ! " And then she wept anew. " I '11 go up to Jim and see if I can do auy- N 178 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. thing for him," said Max. '' Don't come : sit here quietly and rest. I '11 talk to him for his good, don't fear." And then he closed the door quietly upon her and went upstairs. The bedroom into which he made his way was like the rest of the house, poor, but scrupulously clean. James Lloyd was supported in his bed by a framework of curious con- struction : it was evident that he had been seriously hurt and was in much pain, but Max noted ^dth some surprise that his eye was bright and his cheek flushed as if from excite- ment. He had naturally a pale face, wdth rather long and delicate features ; his silky brown hair and blue eyes were like his mother's, but there was an intelligence in his broad brow, a refinement of expression, which she did not possess. He smiled on Max's entrance as if he were glad to see him ; and Max's dark brow and rugged features cleared and brightened until he scarcely looked like the man who had replied so curtly to Mrs. St. Aidan's questions in the Rectory drawing-room. A LOVERS THREAT. 179 On the coverlet, before tlie young man, were spread out a number of incongruous trifles, which he touched from time to time vdth his long, delicate fingers, as if he liked to feel them near. There was a broken fan, a pencil- case, a bon-bon box, a scent-bottle, a trumpery little ring, a pile of letters tied round with a pink ribbon — valueless each and all, but seemingly of great importance in Jim Lloyd's eyes. " That 's a curious collection," said Max, looking down at it. Jim gave a faint little laugh. " Not worth much, are they ? " he said. He was evidently on very friendly terms with his employer's son. "They were presents. They've just been given back to me." " Oh ? " Max did not know what else to say. "Yes," said Jim, his face flushing sensi- tively, like a girl's ; " she brought them back herself to-nig;ht. You know who I mean ? " " I suppose T do." 180 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. " My father and her father began life in the same office," said the young man, slowly. " Her father succeeded, and mine failed : that was the diflference between us. We once lived in the same street and played together. We were sweethearts ever since we could speak, almost. Ruby and I. But she 's changed lately. She came to-night and told me not to write to her again — and brought me back my poor little presents. She is fond of some- body else." Max frowned. " Did she promise to marry you "? " he said. " We never talked about marriage. She wasn't ever exactly engaged to me. She 's been quite fair and above-board," said James Lloyd, with a brave and steady look, " and I don't like to hear her run down, as mother is apt to do. If she can't care for me, why the sooner she tells me so the better." And he laid his head back on the pillow with a sigh. " She needn't have taken the time when A lover's THEEAT. 181 you were ill for telling you so," said Max, bluntly. " It was my fault, Mr. Max. I got mother to write to her, saying that I had had this accident, and asking her to come here. She came, but she told me that she mustn't come again. It seems that he — he whom she 's fond of — doesn't like her to know me." " Who is he 1 " Max asked, with his eyes on the young fellow's face. Lloyd looked up astonished at the sharp tone. " She didn't tell me. I don't know." But Max, with the girl's words ringing in his ears, "Don't tell Cecil," thought that he knew too well. " Is she engaged to him ? " Jim's eyehds fell. " I 'm afraid not, from what she said. She seemed to tbink that he loved her ; but she said that nobody knew about it yet." "Hm! That looks bad." Jim was silent for a time. Then a new fire came into his eyes, a new depth to his voice. 182 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. " If I thought/' he said, " if I thought that any man was playing fast and loose with my Ruby, that any man was going to break her heart, I tell you, Mr. Max, I 'd shoot that man down as if he were a dog." ''No, you wouldn't, Jim," said Max, more gently than he was wont to speak. He laid his rough brown hand for a moment on the young fellow's hot, trembling fingers, and pressed them close. '' Leave Miss Roslyn to manage her own afiairs. She would love you none the better if you took it upon yourself to assault another man for her sake. Besides, it 's all nonsense. She is not a girl to break her heart over any man, my dear boy. Put these things away, and don't brood over them any longer. What 's the use ? Don't you know the old song — ' Shall I, wanting in despair^ Die becaicse a woman ^sfair? If site he not fair to me What care I how fair she he V Come, old fellow, sing that and forget your troubles." A LOVERS THREAT. 183 The kindly tone brought a smile to Jim's lips, but he shook his head. " It 's easy to see that you don't know much about the subject, Mr. Max," he said, half shrewdly, half sadly. " No, I don't, and don't want to," said Max, as he bade him good-night. '* What fools love makes of men ! " he thought to himself, on his way home. " That fellow was as bright and cheery as he could well be a few months ago, and now he 's down in the dumps. And Cecil too — I hope that Cecil 's acting on the square with Lenore and this Eoslyn girl. ' Don't tell Cecil ! ' What upon earth has Cecil got to do with it, I wonder ? " He had business in the town which occupied him until nearly ten o'clock. When at last he turned homewards the rain had ceased, and the moon was shining in a tranquil sky. As he approached his father s house, he remarked with some surprise that a figure was moving in the garden, under the shade of the wet evergreens, and he was still more surprised 184 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. as he drew near to find that it belonged to Ursula, '' "What are you doing here ? " he. asked, in an elder-brotherly tone of authority. But Ursula was not easily daunted. " Watching for you," she said. " It has been a horrid evening. Mamma has gone to bed wdth a headache ; Miss Quittenden thinks that I ni in bed too. Papa and Cecil had one of their — shall we call them arguments f " Max shrugged his shoulders. " What can / do ? " " I don't know. It 's partly about you. Papa says you do all the work, and Cecil does none." *' The old story ! How did that topic arise f " Oh, I don't know. There was a lot of letters to write and send ofi", and Cecil said he hadn't done them. Then jDapa was angry." " What a fool Cecil is ! " said the younger brother, in no amiable tone. " What is he thinking of? I had better go in, I suppose." A LOVERS THREAT. 185 He threw away his cigar, and opened the front door just as Cecil, with a very hang-dog expression on his handsome face, emerged from the dining-room. " Ursula says there 's some row about the letters," Max began, with his usual delibera- tion. " Didn't you know they were done ? " Cecil stared at him and said nothing. " They are all in my room upstairs, ready to go by the early post to-morrow. If you 're doubtful about it you might go and get them." For once Cecil obeyed, and Max walked into the dining-room, where Ursula heard him making sober explanations to his father con- cerning the ^vork that Mr. Brendon had thought to be left undone. Ursula drew near to listen : she w^as curious about the result. "It's a mistake," Max was saying. "He thought there were more to do, I suppose. I assure you they are all written. I looked them over myself before I went out." Mr. Brendon seemed confounded. 186 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. " Why couldn't the fellow say so, then ? " he ejaculated. Max smiled. " Cecil never defends himself I wish he did sometimes." It was at that moment that Cecil re-entered the room with a bundle of sealed envelopes in his hand. He laid them on the table before his father, saying, " I did not know that they were so nearly finished." Ursula did not see the glance of intelligence exchanged between the brothers, but she heard Mr. Brendon's sharp response, "Then you ought to have known, sir. You should do your work thoroughly. However, as they are done " And he turned over the envelopes with an unsatisfied sort of grunt, and cast a keen glance at Max, as if he were somewhat suspi- cious of that young man's unmoved demeanour. Whether he thought or did not think that the explanations given him were meant to be misleading, he seemed to find it inexpedient A LOVERS THREAT. 187 to investigate further, and liis sons waited patiently for his next remark, knowing well enough that he was settling himself into good temper again. " Well," he said at last, " did you verify these, Max ? AVere they correct ? " " They are quite correct." " Let them go by to-morrow's post. Hence- forward be more regular in attending to your duties, Cecil. Perhaps you have been more so than I gave you credit for — I don't know. Well, good-night.'' He held out his hand to Cecil, patted Max's shoulder in passing, and betook himself to his own room. Ursula advanced from the hall into the dining-room, expecting to hear more about the matter in hand ; but, instead of that. Max walked to the table where the remains of some one's late meal — probably supper — were still lying, and asked coolly, " Is this cheese good ? " " Decent," answered Cecil, lifting his eyes for a moment. Whereupon Max began to 188 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. eat some with great relish, and Cecil moved away from the table, saying merely, " Ring the bell for Perkins when you 've finished." " All right." Cecil walked towards the door, his head slightly bent, and his eyes abstractedly fixed on the carpet ; but at the door he looked up and noted the scene before him — Ursula lean- ing with her elbows on the back of a chair — Max standing at the head of the table com- posedly eating bread and cheese. Something comical in the situation seemed to strike his volatile fancy ; he turned round, burst out laughing, and laughed till he was tired. " AVhat amuses you '? " asked Max, a piece of bread half-way between his plate and mouth. " How much supper are you going to eat in that uncomfortable position ? " retorted Cecil, recovering himself " Indeed," said Max, " I had no dinner." And he helped himself to more cheese. Cecil was silent, but stood with his back A LOVERS THEEAT. 189 against the door, as though he were waiting for something else. It came presently. " Look here," said the younger brother, speaking with great deliberation as he con- tinued his evening meal, " I wish another time you 'd do your o^\ti — pious frauds — yourself." " What do you mean ? " '•' You know well enough." Cecil shot an uneasy glance at Ursula, which Max interpreted. " Ursula's safe enough," he said, with a touch of contemptuous rebuke, which brought the colour to Cecil's face. " She won't tell your secrets." " I '11 go away if you like," said the girl, promptly. *' There's no need for you to go ; stay here, I want you. I should like to know, as a matter of curiosity merely, why you hadn't already said out like a man that you did not write those letters, but had asked me to do them for you ? " '' Why didn't you say so yourself? " 190 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. *' Because I didn't choose. If lie had asked me, I suppose I should. What on earth made you say they were not done ? You spoke to me about them yesterday ! '' *' You said you coukln't do my work as well as your own," said Cecil, with a sort of sulky meekness. /'Hang it! I said I oughtn't to," Max answered with an odd twist of his mouth, which might have been a smile had not his brows gloomed so persistently. " Didn't you leave that piece of work with the understand- ing that I would see it done ? " " I suppose so." " Well, please to remember then that I don't generally leave the governor's business in the lurch to be done or undone as the chance may be. You might have had the sense to know that I shouldn't shirk what I had undertaken to do. You should have trusted to me. There would not have been all this shindy, I presume, if you had had the wit to be sure that those letters were done." A lover's threat. 191 "You're rather hard on a fellow," said Cecil, in an injured tone. " How could I be certain that you had done them ? " " Because I generally keep my word," said Max, drily. '' If you leave your work to chance, you know I won't do it for you. But when you kindly inform me that you have left it to me, and I don't object, of course I take it as a bit of my own work. I should have objected if the case had been less urgent, by the bye. And I hope yoa '11 finish off your o^TL work for the future ; I 've quite enough to do without arranging yours. I may mention that your accounts are in such a confounded mess that it took "me two hours to get them straight before I could begin the letters." " When did you do all that work ? " asked Cecil. " In my leisure hours." '* Wliich he hasn't any," said Ursula. " When are your leisure hours ? " " Their limits are, at present, not fixed." " I know ! " interposed Ursula, once more, 192 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. " He never went to bed last night. Jane told me that his candles were burnt out, and that his bed had not been slept in. He can't deny it, you see, Cecil." Max held his peace ; Cecil stood upright, with a conscience-stricken question in his eyes. He spoke more earnestly than was his wont as he said, " I 'm awfully sorry. I did not know that you had so much work on hand." '' I haven't. I like working late, that 's all. I ought to have done it myself, I know." Of course you ought." If there is anything I can do for you," said Cecil, in a subdued voice, " I will " " I don't know that there 's anything you can do for me," said Max, coolly, "except answer a plain question. Ursula, suppose you either stop your ears for a moment, or run into the next room. Thanks," as the girl ran away, laughing. " Will you tell me some- thing I want to know ? " A LOVERS THEEAT. 193 - Well— yes, if I can." "Are you going to marry Miss Euby Eoslyn ? " "No." "Does she think that you are in love with her?" "How can I tell what she thinks?" said Cecil, with a very uncomfortable look. " I warn you," said Max, slowly, " that you will have trouble by and bye if you entangle yourself with that girl — trouble that you will have to get out of by yourself. I have helped you out of many a scrape, but that will be one in which I shall not be of much use to you." " What have you heard ? what do you know ? " cried Cecil, with an angry glance. "Never mind. Eemember that I've warned you, that is all. If you are carrying on a double game, it will be the worse for you in the long run." He expected an outbreak of anger, but, to his surprise, Cecil turned and left the room without a word. 194 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN, Someliow the little scene gave Max an uneasy feeling. Cecil's untrustworthiness, his instability of mind, impressed themselves upon him more forcibly than ever : he was " hard to bind, ill to find," as the proverb has it, and Max augured ill for the happiness of any woman who had anchored her heart upon so uncertain a foundation. He hoped, sincerely that it was not Lenore. Ruby Eoslyn, he thought, might take care of herself: but Lenore was too gentle, too delicate, to bear ill-treatment. And yet — if it were Euby whom Cecil meant to throw overboard — what would be the influence of his action upon poor James Lloyd ? For the lad's threat had had a meaning in it, and Max presaged harm to his brother in whatever way the thing might end. CHAPTER XL THE HAND OF FATE. Max's visit to the Rectory was shortly followed up by an invitation to dinner from ]\Irs. St. Aidan. He was half-disposed to decline it, for he had divined, with his accus- tomed shrewdness, that Mrs. St. Aidan wanted to " draw him out," and Max made up his mind that he would not be drawn out at all. With this resolution he accepted and went, but, being in this uncommunicative mood, he talked very Httle, and made short, dry answers to Mr. St. Aidan's remarks. The Rector, who was fastidious, lifted his eyebrows over " Emilia's swan," as he dubbed young Brendon in his mind. " Emilia's swans," he used to sav, " were apt to turn out very ugly duck- 195 196 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. lings indeed." And there was nothing par- ticularly swan-like about Max. Eather to Max's annoyance, Miss Lingard was present. It seemed that she came often to the Eectory — always w^hen Mrs. St. Aidan wanted help or amusement. Max did not understand her manner, which was reserved, though perfectly courteous, and he was a man who did not like what he could not under- stand. At the same time he could not but acknowledge that she was pleasant to look upon. She was dressed in some rich-looking material of a dull red colour, with wide, yellow- ish lace of exquisite workmanship falling away from her throat and over her beautiful wrists. If he had not heard anything at home about her "peculiar views," her '' flightiness and foolishness," he would have thought her a rathar attractive person. But he was pre- judiced against her, and he was fair enough to allow that he was prejudiced. It did not suit well with his preconceived notions that two lovely children, who appeared THE HAXD OF FATE. 197 for a few minutes before dinner, and were then sent back to the Priory under the care of a servant, should show themselves absolutely devoted to her. Max heard a little colloquy outside the drawing-room window which gave him a new idea of Miss Lingard's qualities. " Won't you come home, Maidie, dear, before we go to sleep ? " " No, darlings. Say good-night to me now." What a tender, musical voice she had, after all ! " Don't keep awake for me, my Daisy." "No, Maidie. You've got no flowers in your pretty dress. Take ours — then you will remember your two daisies all the evening." " As if I needed reminding of you ! Fasten them into the lace. Thank you, my darlings. Good-night. Be good while I am away." She had two marguerites in her dress when she re-entered the room. Max glanced at them with curious interest : he wondered for a moment what it would have been like to hear such loving accents, such tender words. 198 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. when lie was a child himself. He had known very little love : it was a plant that had not flourished in the Brendon household. When the ladies left the table, and the Rector and his guest began to talk, Max soon discovered the reason wdiy he had been asked to dinner — or thought that he discovered it. Mr. St. Aidan had set his heart on establishing a night-school and a series of popular lectures, in order to provide amusement and instruction for a set of navvies who had been working on the railway line near Scarsfield. With these, he thought that a few classes for other boys and men, perhaps of a somewhat superior type, might also be established. He w^anted to know where a large room could be obtained for his purpose, and thought that Max might help him in his search for one. " I wonder why he fixed on me for that sort of thing," said Max to himself, with some vexation. But he answered with his usual indifference of manner that he did not know where any such room was to be found. THE HAXD OF FATE. 199 " I 'm sorry for tliat," said the Eector. "The fact is, I thought that there might be an empty warehouse or a spare room on your premises that your father might let us have — at not too high a rent, of course. But if you know of none " Max deliberated for a minute or two. " There 's a house in Gay Street," he said, slowly, '' w^hich my father might let for the purpose. I looked at it myself the other day. It has two rooms on the ground floor which might be made into one ; and the smaller ones would serve for class-rooms. I '11 speak about it, if you like." " Thank you. If the rent is not too high. And if we begin our classes, I hope that we may count upon you to encourage your em- ployes in coming to them." Max hesitated again, much to the Eector's perplexity. It was with something cj^uite like a blush that the young man spoke at last. " I 'd better make a clean breast of it," he said, with a shamefaced smile. " The fact is 200 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. that some of our lads and tlieir friends have been coming to me once or twice a-week for a little reading, arithmetic, and so on— and, of course, I think that they would be much better taught if they were in your hands ; I shall be only too glad, but— " "But they might object," said Mr. St. Aidan, looking at him with a kindly interest which he had not felt in his visitor before. " Couldn't we amalgamate ? I am very glad indeed to hear of this work of yours, Mr. Bren- don. They would come to us if you came too." " Well, I suppose so," said Max, still with embarrassment. '' I hardly like to tell you the ground of their objection " " Oh, I know. You want to keep the clergy out of it ? " Then, as Max laughed a little by way of answer, the Kector went on quickly : " I know, that 's the usual thing in these big manufacturing towns. But we mean to be quite unsectarian ; it is not to be distinctively religious work at all. Miss Lingard, who started the idea, was strong on that point — THE HAND OF FATE. 201 curiously strong, as she is a profoundly reli- gious woman herself. But she understands the needs of the people in a remarkable way. We must talk this over another time, Mr. Brendon. I am much interested in your work, and should like to hear more of it. I wonder that it never came to my ears before." " There was nothing to talk about," said Max, almost too bluntly. '' The lads worked and I looked on ; that was all. Nothing to make a fuss about." He almost regretted having mentioned the matter, and was grateful to the Eector for saying nothing about it in the drawing-room. But here Mrs. St. Aidan attacked him on a different topic. " I have been to the Lloyds, Mr. Brendon," she said, smiling at him, and speaking in the peculiarly sweet, gracious way which had won Max's liking from the very first. " I hope that James Lloyd is going on well ? " said Max, unconcernedly. 202 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. Mrs. St. Aidan lifted a white forefinger and shook it at him. '' You can't deceive me this time," she said. " I have heard your praises sung, Mr. Brendon. The Lloyds look upon you as kindness itself. Surely you have not been acting up to the principles you avowed the other day ? " "I avowed no principles; I have none," answered Max. " We must judge from Mr. Brendon's deeds, not from his w^ords, henceforward," said the Eector, in a very friendly tone, which rather surprised Mrs. St. Aidan, who had been thinking herself alone in her liking for her silent guest. '' Magdalen, will you sing to us to-night ? " As Miss Lingard sat down to the piano, Max looked round him, and was conscious of a sensation of rest and peace which he seldom experienced. He liked the room, though it was not half as grand as his mother's drawing- room. The colours were bright and dehcate, yet cool ; the curtains were white and rose- THE HAND OF FATE. 203 colour, the chintz was white and pink. The floor was polished and strewn with rugs and skins. Flowers filled every vase in rich profusion. A work-basket stood on an ottoman ; the Guardian lay open on the floor ; a white fox-terrier had established himself in the most comfortable chair. It looked untidy, Max thought, but charming; he did not quite know why. The way in which he was treated flattered and soothed him. The Rector and his wife tried to make him feel at home, and they succeeded. Their high-bred, polished, yet kindly manner, the courtesy which was almost deferential, combined with a subtle, jesting vein, in itself a kind of compliment, were new and pleasant to Max Brendon. The atmos- phere was congenial. He had been over- looked, snubbed, and despised in the society where Cecil shone, and had quietly set the fact down to his own inferiority ; but here, in a household which was confessedly "aristocratic" in sentiment, he felt himself in harmony, 204 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. at peace with himself and all the world. It was odd : he never could have expected it ; but it was true. Suddenly Magdalen began to sing. She had a beautiful contralto voice, which had been most carefully trained. Max's knowledge of music was of the slightest, but he had an intense love for it. He sat charmed, entranced, startled by the beauty of the sound, the w^hile she sang. When she ceased, he came to himself with a little sigh, and wished that she could sing for ever. What a pity ! what a pity that a woman with such a gift should be so unpopular in Scarsfield — should lead so peculiar a life ! Yet, when he thought over it, he did not exactly know why her life should be called peculiar I She lived alone with children and old women, and visited the poor and needy. *' Nothing so very peculiar in that,'' thought Max, as he looked at the fair singer's graceful back while she still sat at the piano, and noted the perfect lines of neck and chin and oval ivorv cheek. " Plain ? THE HAND OF FATE. 205 old maidisli ? peculiar ? It seems to me she is a very beautiful woman." He did not stay late, and when he was gone, Mr. St. Aidan launched at once into the story of the young man's unaided efforts for the welfare of the lads whom his father employed. "I told you so!" cried Mrs. St. Aidan, clapping her hands. She lay back upon her invalid couch smiling, with a satisfied light in her pretty eyes. " I knew that there was something good in him. Confess it, Magdalen ; confess that you were mistaken." " I was mistaken," said Magdalen, bending down to kiss her as she said good-night ; " but although Mr. Brendon may be very good, you will not ask me to like him exceedingly, will you ? " " I shall insist upon it," said Mrs. St. Aidan, laughingly, but Magdalen shook her head. No. There was something that she did not like about Mr. Max Brendon : some implied criticism of her doings, some silent disapproval of her methods, which she had divined from 206 ~ SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. the very first. He was a man of the world, worldly, so she thought ; and naturally he did not care for the mode in which she worked, by constant appeal to the higher side in herself and others. There had come to her lately a faint haunting consciousness that she was perhaps cutting herself off too much from the general life of the world ; that there was a slight tendency to morbidness and unreality in the seclusion which she loved. She tried to banish this notion : she called it a tempta- tion to evil ; and yet, after all, she was only five-and-twenty, she was full of strength and health, she had beauty, and she had riches, and life was opening before her still. She w^as not a nun ; she had never forsworn the love and beauty of the world. It was not that she was tired of the work which she had been doing ; she was still eager for the good of those around her, but she had begun to want a wider sphere. Old women and children were all very well in their way ; but she wanted to work amongst people who were, THE HAXD OF FATE. 207 like herself, in the prime of life. And amid these jarring tendencies and emotions Max Brendon's want of sympathy, as she deemed it, made him a repellant influence which she would fain avoid. But it seemed as though Fate had decided that she and Max Brendon were often to he thrown in contact. It was a cold, wet summer. The month of July was noticeable for violent storms of wind and rain, and in the midst of perhaps the worst storm of the year it happened that Max was returning home from a business journey to Weston, a small town some five miles from Scarsfield. Weston lay in the grassy lowlands beyond the heights on which Upper Scarsfield was situated. The road led upwards for two or three miles, then became level, and after- wards descended towards Scarsfield, past the heather-covered waste ground which lay near the Priory, past the Priory itself and the Eectory, and straight into the High Street of the town. 208 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. Max was driving a dog-cart. He went slowly, for the wind was blowing in his face, and the night was already dark, although it was not much more than nine o'clock. Before he had gone far the wind increased to a very hurricane, and the broken branches that clattered down from the swaying trees on either side of the road told of a danger which had not occurred to Max's mind when he set out. " I almost wish I had stayed in Weston," he said to himself at one point in his journe}^ ; " these falling branches will startle the mare, if they don't cause any other accident. How- ever, it 's too late to turn back." He got clear of the shady lane without any injury, and drove more rapidly along the open high road. He was bes^innino; to descend the hill towards Lower Scarsfield, and the wind had lulled a little, when it seemed to him that he saw a white moving figure on the roadside. The mare saw it too, and shied ; but Max had her well in hand, and compelled the skittish THE HAXD OF FATE. 209 creature to stand still while he looked back. On such a night it was not fit for any woman to be abroad, and he had some idea of offering to drive the wayfarer into Scarsfield. Perhaps it was only a labourer in a smock-frock after all. He looked back, stood up, and shouted, and looked again, but to no avail. The figure had vanished ; but, after backing the dog-cart a few yards, and straining his eyes into the darkness of the night. Max thought that he distinguished a strange white heap upon the ground — a heap that half rose and sank again. Certainly he heard a cry for help — a feeble, wailing cry, like that of an ailing child. He jumped out of the cart, and, leading the mare, managed to get close to the mysterious white object, which lay — now without moving — on the pathway at the side of the road. He put out his hand and felt it : the darkness was so great that his eyesight assisted him little, but the clothinoj that he fingered assured him that some miserable woman had sunk down by the wayside. ^ 210 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. He had some matches in his pocket : he struck one, shading the flame carefully with one hand. By its light he saw the prostrate form of a neatly-dressed woman, her face deadly pale, her eyes half-closed, her limbs rigid, as though she suflfered pain. A light-grey waterproof in which she was en- veloped gave her figure the distinctness which had attracted Max's attention. He conjectured that she was very ill or had met with a serious accident. It was with a sober face that he rose from his stooping position and, after a moment's hesitation, tied the reins to a gate that stood conveniently near. Then he re- turned to the woman's side, lifted her head, and chafed her hands. He was not the man to leave her lying where he had found her on a night so wild as this, but he began to be sorely puzzled as to what he ought to do. The change of posture seemed slightly to revive her, for presently she opened her eyes wide upon him, and said sharply — " Where am I now ? Who are you ? " THE HAND OF FATE. 211 "I am afraid you are ill. Where do you come from ? " asked Max, answering tlie question with another. She hardly seemed to hear, but tried to rise, and then sank back with a moan of pain. "Oh, I am hurt! I am dying I" she cried feebly, and then lapsed into complete insensi- bility. Max was in a dilemma. If he left her while he went to get help from Scarsfield, she might, for aught he knew, die before he returned. He could not possibly lift her into his high dog- cart without assistance. Was there no house near from which he could get friendly aid ? Surely there was a house not far away ; he could see its chimneys dimly revealed against the sky — what place was it ? He did not stay to think. Only when he had laid the insensible woman down upon the grass once more, and reached the gate of the house in question, did it occur to him that he knew it — had known it all his life. It was the Priory — Miss Lingard's home. 212 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEX. " So much the better," he said to himself as he rang the door-bell sharply and decisively. " It is just the thing she will like to do if she is the woman I take her for." He had gone to the back-door, and the man who opened it looked at him suspiciously. Max made known his errand — there was a woman in the road who was ill and needed assistance — would Miss Lingard send out some brandy, some wraps, and one or two of her servants to assist him in getting her into his trap, when he would at once drive her to the hospital. He had not long to wait. In an incredibly short space of time Miss Lingard herself appeared, clad in a dark waterproof cloak, with wraps across her arm and a flask in her hand. Three servants, two men and a woman, followed her ; and, although Max did not make the remark to himself at that moment, he remembered afterwards to have noted that each member of the party was as composed and self-possessed as though the matter were one of daily occurrence. THE HAXD OF FATE. 213 He exchanged two or three words of expla- nation with Miss Lingard as he led her to the spot where the woman was still lying. He made no apology for troubling her : she liked him the better for not doincr so. When she reached the woman's side, she knelt down beside her, and, by the light of a lantern which one of the servants carried, proceeded to pour some brandy down her throat, and to examine a little into the nature of her illness or injuries. " I think that her leg is injured : she must have fallen," said Magdalen at last. " Give me the lantern, Jones." She took the lantern, and felt the limb tenderly, but skilfully. A moan came from the woman's lips : she opened her eyes and fixed them on Magdalen's face. " I fell down," she murmured. " I can't walk. I came. ... I came ... to see Philip : I heard that he lived this way. Do you think that he '11 remember me ? that he '11 remember . . . Alice — Alice Mackworth of Manchester ? " 214 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. " She is wandering, poor soul," said one of the servants, marvelling that his mistress looked so pale. Magdalen suddenly arose and stood erect, with clasped hands, as though turned to stone. Max was startled by the change in her demeanour : she looked like one who has received a terrible shock. But the pallor and the hesitation lasted for a moment only. She turned to her servants and gave her orders in her usually calm and collected way. "Lift her carefully," she said. ''We will take her to the Priory; it is there that she will stay." CHAPTER XII. MAGDALEX'S GUEST. Max felt it his duty to protest. "Miss Lingard, you know notliing of the woman : she may be a very unsuitable person to take into your house." Magdalen only smiled. He remembered the smile afterwards, and was puzzled by it. The red light of the lantern had flashed upon her face, and showed a curious look of mingled compassion, amuse- ment, even a little scorn. It said to him very plainly that Magdalen despised his prudent advice, and would have none of it. But per- haps this interpretation was not quite correct. He helped to Kft the insensible woman and to carry her to the house. Magdalen went before the little procession, walking swiftly, in 215 216 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. order to make arrangements for the reception of her strange visitor. Much preparation was not necessary. There was always a guest- chamber ready at the Priory, and the guests were sometimes of the neediest. The men laid their burden down upon the bed, and softly retired. Max lingered in the passage outside the door until Magdalen appeared. An old nurse had taken charge of the sufferer, and Miss Lingard came out to give further orders. " You will want a doctor. I have my dog- cart here. Shall I drive to Dr. Ellison's, and send him up ? " Max asked. " If it is not troubling you too much." " Not in the least. I will send him or bring him myself as soon as I can. I hope," Max hesitated a little as he spoke, "I hope that you will not repent your kindness." " I am sure I shall not. I feel inclined to thank you for coming to me for help," she said, earnestly. " And you will not think me rude — but — you will bring the doctor as (piickly as you can, will you not ? " MAGDALEN S GUEST. 217 " I will. Good-night, Miss Lingard." He could not help smiling a little at her impatience. She looked eager, anxious, yet younger and lovelier than he had yet seen her, perhaps because of the unwonted flush upon lier cheek, the light of a strange excite- ment in her eyes, the tremble of her parted lips. Max took that picture of her away with him as he went out into the night. He repeated to himself over and over again that she was eccentric, that he did not like eccentric women, that he did not like her. But what a sweet face she had ! He could not get it out of his mind ; it haunted him like a ghost. He wished that he could forget it. Dr. Ellison was at home, and gladly ac- cepted Max's offer of a drive to the Priory. The doctor tried to extract information from his companion on the way, but Max had none to give. " You don't know who the woman is ? " " No." " And Miss Lingard does not know ? " 218 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. " I suppose not." " I wonder if she had any reason for taking her into her own house," said the doctor, more to himself than to Max. " She is not the woman to do things from caprice." '' You know her well 1 " asked Max, forget- ting his reserve. " I know her, and admire her. I reverence her," said the doctor, shortly and decidedly. '' She is beyond praise." The words gave Max a subtle pleasure ; he could not have said why. He meant to o-o straio;ht home after takino- (DO O the doctor to the Priory ; but, yielding to an impulse which he himself thought unaccount- able, he offered to wait and drive the doctor home again when he had seen his patient. And as Dr. Ellison agreed to this. Max left the doo^-cart in the charo'e of a man at the lodge (he had found his way now to the front entrance), and entered the house with him. He was shown into the room where Miss Lingard usually sat. It was a plain, almost MAGDALEXS GUEST. 219 bare-looking room ; there was matting on the floor ; the only articles of furniture were book- cases, rush-bottomed chairs, and a writing- table. Here he stayed for some time — so long, in fact, that he grew^ rather wxary of waiting and began to yawn. But at last foot- steps were heard upon the stairs ; the door was opened, and Magdalen came in, followed by the doctor. Her face still wore the look of suffused brightness, almost of exaltation, which had struck Max as so remarkable. She was flushed, and her eyes were strangely bright ; but her voice and manner were per- fectly calm as she exchanged a few words with the doctor, and then turned to bid Max good-bye. Dr. Ellison had walked into the hall, look- ing for his hat ; for one brief moment Miss Lino'ard was alone with Max. She e'ave him her hand and spoke with a sweeter, friendlier look and tone than he had ever yet obtained from her. " You do not know what you have done," 220 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEX. she said, " but I thank you for it all the same. I thank you with all my heart." He fancied that a slight moisture came to her beautiful eyes as she turned away. He could not reply ; he w^as astonished, he was struck dumb. What had he done to deserve these almost passionate words of thanks ? Would she not tell him, some day, what she meant ? Yes, one day she did tell him. But that day was still far off, and she dreamt not of it yet. She waited quietly in the hall for a few- minutes when the two men were gone, as if seeking to recover her composure before returning to the sick-room. The lights were out ; the fire in the wide grate was burning low. Not a sound could be heard : it seemed as if the old house were empty and desolate. Desolate indeed it had often seemed to Mag- dalen, but it did not seem desolate now. It was filled with memories and hopes — memories of those whom she had taken in and helped and MAGDALEN" S GUEST. 221 comforted, even as slie had taken in the home- less wanderer for whom Max had asked her aid : hopes for many who had gone back to their work in the world, strengthened and cheered by her care for them and theirs. For this was the work of Magdalen's life, which caused her to be called eccentric by those who knew her only by outside report : her house was always open to the needy and the suffer- ing : she had made it in very truth a '* house of rest," a haven for those who were tempest- tossed ; and her heart was as open to the weary and sorrow-stricken as were her house and her hands. But this new-comer was not like the others. Of all whom she had helped, there had not been one connected with her by any tie but that of a common humanity. But this woman, this outcast, this wanderer, had uttered names which Mao^dalen could never hear un- moved. " Alice Mackworth ! " — It was the name of Philip Esher's deserted wife, the mother of those children who were dear to 222 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. Magdalen as her own kith and kin. And she came, she said, " to see Philip " — and would he remember her ? What did it all mean ? Was it that Philip's wife was still alive, and that she had come, by a strange coinci- dence, to the very house where her children lived, where there was one who would love her as a sister, and nurse her back to health and strength and happiness ? It was this conviction that had irradiated Magdalen's face, and make her thank Max Brendon for all that he had done. Standing in the dim hall, w^here a feeble flicker of light from the expiring fire only now and then struggled through the gloom, the brightness went out of Magdalen's expression, the momentary triumph from her heart. After all, if it were true, what did it mean but greater sorrow, perhaps even greater dis- grace than she had contemplated ? Had Captain Esher known nothing of the truth all this time ? Magdalen shuddered as she reflected that there was nothing in his past Magdalen's guest. 223 history to give lier any confidence in tliat sense of honour, that sense of duty, which she might have counted on in some men. And, whether he had known it or not, what had been this poor woman's history during the last few years ? Where was her sister, the stern woman who had stopped Philip Esher's marri- age with Magdalen, but who had also averred that Alice, his wife, was dead ? There was a mystery somewhere : and Magdalen brooded over it with bent brow and hanging head as she ascended the stairs that led to the poor wanderer s room. A lamp was burning, and the fire was blazing brightly, but a screen had been placed round the bed, so that the invalid's eyes might not be dazzled with the lisfhts. An old woman in a close white cap sat beside her. This was Becky, Magdalen's former nurse and faithful friend, who was always ready when helpful work was to be done. The woman was under the influence of narcotics, but her sleep was fitful and uneasy. 224 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. Magdalen sent the old nurse away and took lier place beside the bed. There was light enough for her to see distinctly the worn and w^asted features, and on these Magdalen gazed in deep anxiety, not unmixed with fear. It had been a pretty face : so much was certain. The fair hair tossed wildly over the pillows had once been bright and abundant ; the blue eyes, now closed, were still remark- able for their beauty. The features bore traces of illness and care, but they were delicately cut. She looked older than Alice Mackworth — Alice Esher — could really be ; but the hardships of her life might have impressed that look of age upon her face. And as Magdalen looked and looked, it seemed to her that she saw more and more clearly a likeness to one of Philip's children — to little Daisy Esher, whom she had always fancied to be like lier unknown mother. It was Dolly who resembled Philip ; Daisy, with her blue eyes and meek face and winning little ways, was like somebody whom Magdalen had never Magdalen's guest. 225 seen. Was it the mother of these children who lay before her now ? A movement of the sleeper displaced her coverings ; Magdalen rose to put them straight. Her gentle fino'ers came in contact with something hard, and, almost without knowing what she did, she drew out a little locket tied by a black ribbon round the woman's neck. It was a poor little locket, battered and worn ; the fastenings had grown weak, and came loose in Magdalen's hand. It flew open, and she saw — was it not what she had almost expected to see '? Why then should she catch her breath hard, and look at the pictured face before her with something like aversion, mingled with dread'? The locket contained a bit of golden-brown hair, a wedding ring, and an old photograph of Philip Esher's handsome, smiling, cruel face. Magdalen shut the locket again, and put it back into its place, rearranged the tumbled coverlet, and smoothed back the tangled hair ; then she sat down again in her chair at the 226 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. bedside. Few could have told from a view of her calm, pale face, her quietly folded hands, what a storm had suddenly been aroused in the heart that seemed so tranquil. The sight of that photograph had brought back a tide of memories beneath which judgment and will went down. She had long ceased to dream of Philip Esher ; and yet — she was suddenly conscious that she had not forgotten him. The light of his mocking eyes was still before her ; the amused, satirical turn of his mouth had power over her still. But, as she considered the matter, she knew well enough that her predominant feeling was not that of love, or of what the world calls love. It was anger, resentment, almost en- mity. She was bitterly indignant with him yet. She was surprised to find herself feeling so strongly on the subject. She thought that she had conquered herself; that her troubled, undisciplined heart was still. But it had awakened once more wdth throbs of passionate, burning pain ; with the old intolerable sense MAC4DALEN's guest. 227 of humiliation ; and she knew not where to turn for comfort. Did she not know ? Her heart smote her for the thought. There was a book in whicli she read day by day, which had been her guide in perplexity, her safeguard in danger and in woe. Desperately she turned to it at this moment, seeking some counsel or some comfort. There was a Testament on the table at her side ; she opened it and turned over its leaves in the dim light, her eyes roving here and there, up and down the page. Presently she stopped short : her mind arrested by something that she had seen. She sat with the book in her hands for some minutes ; then she laid it down and bent her face upon it as if in thought or prayer. Tears came as a welcome relief; when she lifted her head again, the calmness had come back to her eyes, the grave serenity to her lips. " How often shall my brother sin against me and I forgive him ? " she had read. " I say unto you, imtil seventy times seven." 228 SEVEXTr TIMES SEVEX. There was to l3e no limit, then, to forgive- ness of wrongs. She had harboured hatred in her heart to Philip Esher all these years. Now and for ever she would put it away from her. If she had never foro-iven him before, in the presence of his neglected wife, she would forgive him now. In the early dawn the sick woman opened her eyes and fixed them on Magdalen with a questioning look. Magdalen spoke to her, soothed her with kind words, and assured her that she would be taken care of until she was well and strong. The woman listened, but did not respond ; the terrified look in her eyes did not die away. It w^as with some hesitation, some rapid beating of the heart, that Magdalen said at last, " Will you tell me your name ? " The woman was silent for a moment, and then said feebly, though distinctly, " Mack- worth.'' " And your first name is ? " " Alice." Magdalen's guest. 229 She spoke with her eyes fixed on the wall before her, as if she were repeating something that she had learned by heart. *' Alice," she said. " Yes, Alice — Alice — Alice — that's it ; I know it now. They gave me a diflferent name before. He will know who it is if you tell him that Alice wants him." " "Who ? " asked Ma2:dalen, bendino^ over her. " Philip Esher. Send for him." " YeS; I will send for him," said Magdalen. And then the wild blue eyes closed, and the poor creature fell into another restless sleep. Miss Lingard could do an impulsive thing sometimes, in spite of her outward com- posure. She did not stay to consult her friends : she did not put the matter into the hands of Mr. St. Aidan, her natural adviser : she went straight to the point with a noble simplicity of purpose which should have commanded respect. Perhaps she did not act 230 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. very wisely, but she did what her heart tokl her to do, and for the moment beheved that she was doing welL She went to her writing- table and wrote to Captain Esher. " Dear Captain Esher," she began, " I trust that you will pardon me for troubling you with a letter ; but I have to write on a matter of importance whicli I do not wish to make public. *' A woman was brought to my house last night in a very sad condition. She was found fainting by the wayside, greatly in need of help. She had sustained severe injury through a fall, and now lies here dangerously ill. She tells me that her name is Alice Mackworth, and asks me to send for you. She has your likeness with her, a lock of your hair, and a wedding-ring. " If this woman is your wife — and although we were told that she was dead, I am inclined to think that this is the case — will you not come to her, and as far as possible repair the wrong that you once did ? Whoever she may MAGDALEX'S GUEST. 231 be, she has asked to see you. It is only just that I should tell you this, and give you the opportunity of setting matters right. She will be here until you come, and I beg of you not to delay. — Yours truly, " Magdalen Lingard." She knew that he was abroad, so she enclosed her missive in an envelope addressed to his solicitors, with a request that it should be forwarded. Then she began to be afraid of what she had done. It was not that she believed her- self mistaken in the facts. As the days went on she saw no reason to suspect that the stranger who had come to her door was any other than the person that she gave herself out to be. " Alice Mackworth " was her name, she repeated ; and Magdalen grew into the habit of calling her simply by her first name. She seemed uneasy if any other name were used ; and, as perfect tranquillity of mind and body was the first thing requisite for her recovery, Magdalen humoured her in this as in every 232 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. other matter. But to the household in general she was known as Mrs. Mackworth. More of her story she had not seemed inclined to tell. A long, tedious illness followed upon her entrance to Magdalen's house, and made her hostess loath to question her. And the doctor sometimes hinted that there was some strange weakness of intellect, some lapse of memory, the extent of which he could not exactly fathom. It was best to treat her like an ailing child, and recall nothing painful to her mind just yet. Weeks passed away before an answer arrived from Captain Esher. But it came at last, and this was what Magdalen read. " Dear Miss Lingard, "Your kind interest in me and my affairs has afforded me the deepest gratification. I am sorry that absence and press of business engagements will prevent me for the present from availing myself of your welcome invita- tion, but at some future time I shall be very glad to renew our old acquaintance. MAGDALEN S GUEST. 233 " Let me assure you that tlie person you speak of has no connection of any kind with me, and is probably presuming on your good- ness. My poor wife most certainly died in her sister's house at Manchester ; I have seen the certificate of her death, and her tombstone in Hulme Churchyard : I have also spoken with persons who 'saw her die. There is therefore not the faintest need for you to distress yourself on her account. " Permit me to thank you for a communica- tion which I take as a token of more friendly feeling than you have of late accorded to one who still humbly considers himself — Your devoted servant, Philip Esher." Magdalen pushed the letter away from her with burning cheeks and flaming eyes. Was this all that she had gained by her champion- ship of Alice's wrongs ? It was plain what Philip thought ; he looked on her letter simply as an invitation to him to come back to her ! And the worst of it was, she felt sure that, sooner or later, he would come ! CHAPTEE XIII. HIS SISTERS. Ix spite of Max's assertion that he had no influence with his father, Mr. Brendon was always ready to listen to suggestions from him, and anxious if possible, to act on them. It was owing to his representations, therefore, that a house in Gay Street was let at a nominal rent (which Max himself undertook to pay) to Mr. St. Aidan, who thereupon started a series of classes and evening lectures for boys and working-men. Max brought his own lads, and thus formed a nucleus of an institution which later on developed great proportions, and became an undoubted powder in Scarsfield. He himself taught a class two or three evenings in the week, and other helpers were rapidly found. Miss Lingard 234 HIS SISTERS. 235 gave three evenings a week, and started a class for girls as well as for working-men. Slie came into contact occasionally with Max at these Gay Street rooms, but only occasion- ally, for he was too much occupied at this time to think long of anything but business, and when he had finished his lesson to the boys he generally went back to the oftice instead of waiting to see the other teachers. He had lately been thrown into company with a man named Darley, the proprietor in part of some chemical works, in which Mr. Brendon was already interested, although his name did not appear in business transactions. Max who was his father's right' hand in every- thing, had obtained for himself a small share in the chemical works, and had them much more at heart than his father's business. When Darley, becoming involved in money diffi- culties, desired to get rid of his responsibilities, it occurred to Max, who had a strong specu- lative turn, that he might purchase the " concern " and become sole proprietor. This, 236 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. of course, he could not do without his father's co-operation, and, as he was not fond of asking- favours, some time elapsed before he could make up his mind to broach the subject. Finding, however, that he would lose his chance if he did not act quickly, he mentioned the project to his father in a careless, off-hand manner, as if it were merely a sudden thought. Mr. Brendon cut him short at once. He had no money to spare for risky investments. Darley's works had never been successful; they were in an unfortunate spot, whence the fumes w^ere killing all the trees in Captain Esher's park. Esher had already threatened to prosecute the proprietor, and might do it at any time. Besides, Max ought to be con- tented with his present position. Max said, *' Very w^ell ; there 's an end of it, then," and changed the subject. But later in the day Mr. Brendon reverted to it. He asked some questions, which brought to light the fact that Max had been seriously studying the details of the business. Uncon- HIS SISTEES. 237 sciously lie betrayed, too, that he had set his heart on the scheme ; and JMr. Brendon was not the man to be uninflueDced by his son s desires. He set off for Darley's works without saying any more to Max, inspected the place, saw Darley and his own solicitor, and then came back to his private room at the office, where Max was as usual quietly and efficiently busy. " ^Tiat would Cecil say to that scheme of yours ? He might think it unfair, eh ? " said the father, turning his back on Max, as he opened a drawer and pulled out some papers. A gleam came into the young man's eyes, but he simply answered, after a pause, " You mean about Darley's place ? " '' Yes. If you 're equal with Cecil here, and master there, what will he say ? And what will your mother say?" Mr. Brendon closed the drawer and turned round, looking shrewdly at his son from under his grizzled eye-brows. 238 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. " I could drop this," said Max — meaning his work in Mr. Brendon's ofl&ce. " But I don't want you to drop this." "The matter had better end there, then," said Max, coolly returning to his work, as if there were nothing more to say. But he was not discouraged : he knew his father's ways. Mr. Brendon grunted, and kept silence. '' You 've not been altogether well treated," lie said, presently, in a reflective tone of voice. '* You had the first place here before Cecil came back : it was rather like cutting you out when I installed him in the office, wasn't it ? " " I never made any objection," said Max, rather gruffly. Certainly father and son were very much alike. " You might have done. I always meant to arrange something special for you, if he stayed on ; but I did not think of your leaving us. I don't see how we are to get on without you. "I won't leave you, then," said Max, with- HIS SISTEKS. 239 out looking up from his writing. " Put it out of your head, sir. I was a fool to mention it." " You were anything but a fool to mention it," responded Mr. Brendon with a short laugh. " I have been over the works this afternoon. I fancy that they would pay in the long run. I might take Cecil into part- nership by way of a sop to him and his mother, and set you up independent of us altogether." Max laid down his pen, and put his hands before him on the desk, pressing his finger- tips together in a reflective manner. "Who would take my place here ?" he asked. " Cecil could not." " Cecil 's a terribly useless fellow. No, I should have to look after things more closely than I have been doing hitherto." "That would not do for you, father. Let me stay on here for a time, gTadually dropping the work as I see my way, and training one or two of the office fellows to divide it between 240 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. them. There is young Chaloner ; he 's a bright lad : and James Lloyd, a thoroughly conscientious fellow." ''Too much for you to do." " I think not. Darley's place is not fifteen minutes' walk down the canal bank from here. I timed it yesterday." " How long have you had this plan in your head, I should like to know ? " "Only for a short time." And then Mr. Brendon entered upon business details, in which the two were speedily absorbed. Mr. Brendon concluded the discussion in these words : — " It seems as if it would do. Of course I shall have to change the disposition of my capital in my will if I do this for you. You are getting your share now, you understand." " Certainly, sir." " I would rather do more than less for you,. Max, but I must consider others as well as you. I shall be sorry to lose you from the office." HIS SISTEES. 241 " You won't lose me yet," said Max, taking the hand that his father held out to him. " I shall not go until everything is in good trim here. I am very much obliged to you, sir " ''Yes, yes, we'll take all that for granted. Walk down with me to Darley's, will you ? " Thus unemotionally was a matter settled which involved a complete change in the manner of Max's life and his position in the world. He had thought of borrowing capital from his father, and paying back the loan by instalments, but Mr. Brendon chose rather to purchase the works and transfer the whole right to his son by deed of gift, together with capital sufficient to start him in an in- dependent career. These arrangements took some time to carry out, but eventually Max became sole proprietor of " Darley's Caustic Works," as the building was generally called, and seemed likely to develop into a prosperous man on his own account. ]\Iax was very much gratified. It had been R 242 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. the dream of his life to work for himself, not as a subordinate, but as a master, and, although he would not have acknowledged the fact, he had been bitterly disappointed when Cecil's return to Scarsfield had deprived him of the place in his father's office which seemed to be his by right. He did not now entirely discontinue attend- ance at his father's office, but managed to get through a good deal of his old work by way of screening Cecil's deficiencies and making things easy for Eobert Chaloner. In addition to his room at home he had a bedroom fitted up for himself at the Caustic Works, so that he might sleep there when he preferred not to annoy his mother by coming home late at nio'ht. His ambition was to have a house of his own — a home, where, until lately, he had imagined that Ursula should hold sway. But recently there had come a slight distaste for the notion of Ursula's management. He loved his sister as dearly as ever, but he began to feel that he wanted more than a sister's help : HIS SISTERS. 243 he wanted a different kind of affection — tlie tenderness and the joy that come of a woman's love. In short, Max wanted to marry, and, again, until lately, he would have said that he knew precisely the kind of woman whom he wished to make his wife. She must be his junior by some years ; she must be pretty, amiable, engaging, teachable ; he would rather she were poor than rich, and he was quite sure that he did not want her to have strong opinions on religious subjects. Lenore Chaloner was his ideal woman ; and he had several times thought seriously of asking her to be his wife. Unless, of course, Cecil meant to marry her. By which it may safely be concluded that Max was not in love with Lenore Chaloner. He had an idea that he would not marry for love ; he had had a sharp experience of " calf- love " before he was twenty, and now, he imagined, the time had come for making a wise and prudent choice, undisturbed by passionate folly of any kind. 244 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEX. It was an odd thing, he considered, that Lenore's image had of late seemed somewhat blurred and indistinct in his mind, as if he were forgetting its graceful outlines. Instead of it there rose up before him continually the picture of another and very different face ; pale, serene, grave, yet sweet, with finely-cut features, broad tranquil brows, hair black as night, and deep, dark eyes that held both sadness and knowledge in their liquid depths. A contrast indeed to Lenore's girlish pretti- ness ! This was the face of a mature woman, who had known what it was to suffer and to love, and with such a woman Max was certain that he had no concern. She was flatly opposite to all his theories of what a woman ought to be. But, strangely enough, he could not get Magdalen Lingard's face out of his mind. It was partly for this reason that he did not linger long at Gay Street on the evenings when Magdalen was to be there. " An infatuation for a face," as he called it to him- HIS SISTEES. 245 self, ought to be discouraged. He tried not to see her, not to speak to her. And it was easy enough to avoid her, for she never thrust her- self in his way. Mr. St. Aidan thought that his interest in the classes for working; men was dying out, but this was not the case, though he was sometimes so tired that it was as much as he could do not to fall asleep over the wearisome reading^ and writing; lessons. He had a careworn look, and excused himself from one or two of the Eector's invitations on the ground of want of time. " Making haste to be rich ! " observed ]\Ir. St. Aidan to his wife, with a half-sad, half-contemptuous smile. " Poor fellow ! I am disappointed in him after all." Ursula was right when she once said that Max was more misunderstood by his friends than by his enemies. It was by accident rather than design that he met Miss Lino;ard one evening; after the l3oys had gone away. Ten o'clock had struck, and Max had volunteered to help the Eector 246 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEX. in rearranging some books in a cupboard. To tell the truth, that vision of a face had been unusually troublesome all day, and he felt inclined to try whether a meeting with its owner would not lay the ghost. He had not seen her for some time, and he was startled by the pallor and the weariness of her face. ''Wait for me a moment," said Mr. St. Aidan, bustling away into another class-room with a pile of linen-covered books. " 1 11 escort you home, Madge." Miss Linoard sank down on one of the benches with an unconscious air of fatigue which struck pain to Max's heart. For a moment she closed her eyes. "You do too much," Max said to her abruptly. "You are over-tired. You ought not to have come to-night." She opened her eyes with a look of slight surprise. " There is no one to take my place here," she answered, gently. "No one can do your work as you do it," HIS SISTEE8. 247 said Max, almost roughly ; ''I know that well enough, but surely somebody might be found to help." Then he broke off, and added, with a vexed knitting of the brows, " I beg your pardon. Of course it's no business of mine." She smiled. She was not oftended, he remarked, but she looked a trifle roused and amused. He turned away, impatient and angry with himself. Why should he have manifested any interest in her doings ? They did not matter to him. Only he did not like to see a woman half killing herself with work —that was all. '' Your sister teaches in the Sunday school at ■ St. Jude's, Mr. Brendon," said Magdalen, presently. " Do you think that she would help us here ? " Max looked at her and hesitated. " I don't know. She might. Shall I ask her ? " " I thouoht of callino; on Mrs. Brendon," said Magdalen, " and trying to enlist Miss Brendon' s sympathies." 248 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. " I 'm afraid," said Max, in a low tone, " that her sympathies are not easily enlisted." Here Mr. St. jiidan returned, and nothing more was said. Magdalen was a little sur- prised by Max's manner, and wondered whether he judged his sister harshly, or whether she were really a very impracticable person. She paid her visit next day and formed her own conclusions. Mrs. Brendon was lofty and patronising : Gertrude uninterestino' and uninterested. o Cecil lounged in and out of the room again, superciliously polite ; Bessie was forward and pert, and sulked when her mother snubbed her. Ursula did not appear. Magdalen's keen eyes observed all that was painful in the scene, and she judged leniently of Max's shortcomings ever afterwards. It must have been uphill work for him to interest himself in the poor at all, after }'ears spent in the midst of such a family. She met with no ■ success when she asked Gertrude to help her Avith her class. Gertrude HIS SISTERS. 249 had no fancy for giving up even one evening a week for the sake of a " set of shop girls." Neither aid nor sympathy could be looked for from mother or daug^hter ; and when Mao^dalen rose to go she felt chilled and discouraged, although her gentle serenity was apparently undisturbed. She did not see Max again for a couple of nights, and she noticed, when they met, that his face wore a singularly troubled and dis- satisfied expression. " I was unsuccessful," she said to him, with a smile. " Yes, I know. I am sorry. You did not see Ursula ? " " No. Is she another sister ? " " She is too young and too — too — inexperi- enced to be of any use, I am afraid ; but she would like to come for one evenino- to look and listen, if you would allow her. She has teased me into asking you." " I shall be delighted to see her. Perhaps Mrs. Brendon will let her come regularly ? " 250 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. ** I can't say," Max replied, rather shortly. " I don't think she wishes it : but Ursula generally gets her own way." The dissatisfaction of his tone was evident. Magdalen w^ondered, but did not like to ques- tion. Perhaps Ursula was only a repetition of Gertrude, with a little school- girl curiosity superadded ! But she invited him to bring her, w^henever Ursula liked to come. Max's own opinion was that permission for Ursula's visit had been dearly bought by a violent quarrel between the girl and her mother, and a subsequent appeal to Mr. Brendon, who had decided in Ursula's favour. Mrs. Brendon was deeply offended ; Ursula, saucily triumphant. Max, sore and bitter in heart at the unhappy state of affairs, mani- fested his dissatisfaction by appearing only at meals and w^earing his gloomiest countenance. He escorted her to Gay Street, as he had promised to do, but he said scarcely a word to her on the w\ay thither, and Ursula, usually on such good terms with him, felt that she HIS SISTERS. 251 was in disgrace. She was too proud to let him see that this troubled her ; and her eyes were very bright, her smiles very sunny, when she was introduced to Miss Lingard^ with whom Max left her when he went to his own class. At the close of the evening he went back for her, and found her talking eagerly with Magdalen. It was plain that she had been enjoying herself; her colour and her animated look told Max as much. " Any- thing new ! " he muttered to himself, knitting his brow as he waited for her to don her out- door attire. " You'll let me come every week, Miss Lingard, will you not ? " Ursula was saying eagerly. " I should dearly like to teach that little lame girl — oh, it will be delightful 1 Every Wednesday at eight o'clock. I '11 be most regular " ^' Ursula ! " Max could not keep his voice from growing peremptory, and his brows dark. *' You are not free to dispose of your time in that way." 252 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. " Thank you, Mr. Brendon," said Magdalen, who had been looking half-pleased and half- perplexed. " I was going to ask her a ques- tion about her home duties." Ursula gave her shoulders an impatient twist. " Do you think," Magdalen asked, with a glance at Max's face, " that Mrs. Brendon would object to her coming to help me now and then ? " " I am sure of it," said Max, moodily. ''Ursula has her studies; she wdll not be allowed to leave them for a wdiole evening once a week." Ursula's eyes flashed angrily, and then as suddenly filled with tears. Magdalen saw the change in the girl's face, and pitied her. She could not quite understand Max's tone ; it seemed to her harsh and unkind ; but she did not know all that had gone before. As it chanced, however, she said the very thing that was good for Ursula to hear. " Patience, my dear ! " she murmured, lay- HIS SISTERS. 253 ing her hand caressingly on the girl's arm. " Perhaps you will be able to help me by and bye when your school-days are over. I cannot have you here if your mother disapproves of your coming ; your work would never prosper if it began in disobedience." Ursula lifted her tear-filled e5^es for a moment to Miss Lingard's face, then stood downcast and silent. Magdalen drew her aside ; she did not want Max to hear all that she said. But Max's ears were very quick. " ' We needs must love the highest when we see it,' " she quoted in her sweet and gentle voice. " What is ' the highest ' for you just now ? To follow your mother's wishes, dear child. No good will come of neglecting the duty that is nearest to you." " That is," said Ursula, passionately, " that I am to go home and do lessons, lessons, lessons, all day long, and have no real work in the world ; and you will go on working here and — and — forget all about me ! " Mag;dalen was inclined to smile at the 254 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. tremble in tlie girl's voice, but sbe restrained berself. After all, it was nothing to laiigli at. Poor Ursula, goaded into rebellion in an uncongenial home, yearning for an affection which was withheld, had suddenly caught a glimpse of the beauty of work for others less favoured by fortune than herself. Her whole nature responded to Magdalen's gentle call. She was ready to fall down and worship her new friend ; and lo, the idol was quietly rejecting her adoration ! " I will not forget you," said Magdalen. " You will help me when you are older. And perhaps your mother will let you come to the Priory sometimes when you have a holiday. I will write a note to her about it. Believe me, dear, you will be happier if you give up your own will and your own way. Ee- member that ' obedience is better than sacri- fice.' " She kissed the wistful face as she said good- bye. CHAPTER XIV. MAERYING AND GIVIXG IN MARRIAGE. Ursula was at the impressionable age when friendship must be enthusiastic if it is friend- ship at all. She was burning to confide her admiration of Miss Lingard to Max, but she did not like to break the silence in which the first few minutes of their walk home were passed. He was seldom angry with her ; but she knew that he was angry now or else he w^ould speak instead of lighting a cigar and then walking with his hands in his pockets in a sulky way. At last she could bear it no longer, and said, petulantly, " Why don't you talk ? " " I 've got nothing to say." ^'Why notV Then, after a pause, "You 255 •256 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. generally help me : you are not usually so cross." " Help you I What do you wish to do now? Help you to defy your mother's wishes ? You know I will not do that. I brought you here to-night under protest." Ursula w-as rather dismayed, and, but for the influence of Magdalen's words, would have been angry. " I don't mean that," she said, in a sujd- pressed voice. " I meant — I mean — that I'll try to do what she w^ants. Miss Lingard made me see that I ought." " Oh ! So a word from Miss Lingard, whom you have never spoken to before, goes further than anything your own family can say." " You never said anything." "You knew^ what I thought. Not that what I thought seems to have been of much consequence." Ursula hated crying ; but she was obliged to raise her hand and dash aw^ay one or two tears that were dimming her eyes at that MARRYIXG AXD GIVIXG IN MARRIAGE. 25/ moment. Max saw the gesture, and bis heart softened at once. " Never mind," he said, kindly, putting his hand through her arm. " If you mean to do better, it doesn't matter who made you see the rio[hts and wrong's of the case. There is something horrible to me in seeing a girl defy and disobey her mother ; it is unnatural — unwomanly." " It 's so difficult sometimes to get on with mamma ! " Ursula murmured with drooping head. " You don't know how unreasonable she is ! " " Don't I ? " He turned away his face and recollected a few of the instances in which Mrs. Brendon had been ' unreasonable ' in her demands upon him : instances far more numerous than any that Ursula could enumerate. " It 's hard for a girl to bear," he said to himself with a stifled sigh, as he drew her closer to his side, and spoke with a tenderness which he seldom allowed himself to exhibit. 258 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. " There are plenty of things in the world that we must make up our minds to bear quietly," he said, " and when we know what our duty is, we have no excuse for neglecting it. You and I, Ursa, both have our diffi- culties ; let us put a good face on them and bear them together. That will help us both." " Dear old Max ! I will try. And you won't be cross with me any more ? " " Be a good girl, then ! " said Max, suffering himself to be drawn into the shadow of the shrubbery (they had reached the garden gate) and vehemently kissed before they entered the house. Ursula gave him a curious look as they stood on the front-door steps together. "It's an odd thing," she said, ''that you and Miss Lingard take just the same tone in talking to me. You have not been consulting with her, have you ? " "Not I," laughed Max, feeling his face grow hot for some reason or other. " I don't know her well enough to consult her." " Then you must be naturally much alike," MARRYING AXD GIVING IN MARRIAGE. 259 said Ursula, as she went on. And Max was annoyed with himself for feeling pleased. Ursula's submission to Miss Lingard and Max involved submission to her mother, and she never did things by halves. Max was amazed to hear her words that night to Mrs. Br en don : " Thank you for letting me go to Gay Street, mamma. I ni sorry I was rude and ill-tempered about it. I '11 try to behave better in future." " I 'm sure I hope you will," was Mrs. Brendon's ungracious response, as she allowed the girl to kiss her coldly proffered cheek. But the words had perhaps some effect on her decision, when a note from Miss Lingard arrived, inviting Ursula and Bessie to tea at the Priory on the Saturday following. Mrs. Brendon was not insensible to the advantages of being friendly Avith a woman so intimately connected with * the County ' as Miss Lin- gard. Certainly she was living in retirement for the present, but she might take wp the old 260 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. society-life at any moment ; she might even marry splendidly and keep open house at the Priory, and then what a good thing it would be if Ursula had gained a footing there ! Oh, yes ; the children might go to the Priory ; that, as Mrs. Brendon carefully explained, was a very different thing from joining Miss Lingard in foolish schemes at Gay Street. Ursula curled her lip disdainfully at this dis- tinction, but wisely restrained her tongue, and the invitation was accepted. When Saturday came, however, Bessie had a cold, and was obliged to stay, at home. Ursula went, escorted by Max, who was to take leave of her at the door ; and as he did not come home to dinner Mrs. Brendon supposed that he had gone to " his beloved Chemical Works, as usual." But between eight and nine o'clock Miss Lingard's carriage arrived, bringing both Ursula and Max ; and it transpired, under cross-examination, that Max also had been to tea at the Priory. " Keally," said LIrs. Brendon, in a tone of MARRYING AXD GIVING IX MARRIAGE. 261 disgust, " you might have known better, Max. Of course she did not mean you to go in." Max cast a comical look of depreciation at his sister, and was silent. " Max could scarcely help it," said Ursula, eagerly. " It began to rain just as we reached the Priory door, and Miss Lingard came up and insisted on his comino; in. Then the rain did not stop, and we were all talking and amusing ourselves, and then tea came in." " I am surprised," said Mrs. Brendon, coldly; "a very odd thing, indeed! Well," — looking full at Max — " if you suit each other, you might do worse. Max. 1 have no doubt that you could live very comfortably at the Priory." It was a rare thing for Max to change colour. On this occasion he actually blushed ; a dusky red, w^hich would have been painful to witness by sympathising persons, rushed into his face and coloured it to the temples. But Ursula w^as the only sympathising person in the room ; the others — Mrs. Brendon, Gertrude, and Miss Quittenden — were very 262 seve:nty times seven. much the reverse. He was standing in the full light of a blazing gas-chandelier, and their eyes were upon him. It was too uncom- fortable ; he bit his lip, and made a step towards the door. Mrs. Brendon laughed aloud. " Stay a moment," she said. " I heard a report the other day of which I took no notice at the time ; I see now that it may be true. This was not the first visit that you have paid to the Priory, I believe ? " Ursula started — less at the question than at the watchful look which showed itself in her brother's eyes. He paused a moment before answering. " I have been there once before on business," he replied. " Once. Very well. Then I would advise you," said his mother, in a significant tone, " to time your visits more carefully. It is well known that you see a great deal of Miss Lingard, and that you certainly stayed at her house one night until nearly midnight. MAREYIXG A^'D GIVIXG IX MARRIAGE. 263 These things do not look well, I assure yon, and. they are talked about." Max's eyes lighted up as though by some inward fire, but he only answered gravely and steadily, " I have told you already that I have been to the Priory once only before to-night. It may have been a little late when I was there, but as I went on a business matter, that could not be helped." *' Indeed ? And how^ about the woman that you took to her house one night ? Who was she, and why did you take her to Miss Lingard ? Ursula, you had better go away ; there is no need for you to hear of these matters." " There is nothing in the least that Ursula may not hear," said Max, whose look showed that he was roused at last. "Be so good as to let her stay and hear the truth of that story. I found a poor woman by the roadside one night as I was coming from ^Yeston. She was insensible, and I could not leave her 2G4 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. imbelped. I went to the nearest house for aid. It happened to be Miss Lingard's, and Miss Lingard was kind enough to take the poor creature into her own house and nurse her back to health. I went for Dr. Elbson, and afterwards I drove him home. The woman was a stranger to me, and also to Miss Lingard." He hesitated a little over his last words. Was she a stranger to Miss Lingard, after all ? Then he hurried on. "That is the whole story. If any foolish reports have got about the town with respect to it, I must beg of you to contradict them when you have the opportunity." " T have only your word for your story. I can believe anything ridiculous of Miss Lin- gard. I am sorry that I allowed Ursula to go to her house. I consider that woman a perfect fool, and I should not be surprised at anything she did ; she might even marry — you ! " The fire in Max's eyes grew brighter than ever. MARRYIXG AND GIYIXG IX MAKRIAGE. 265 " Miss Lingard is a woman for whom I have the greatest respect," he said, "and 1 will not stay to hear her name bandied about in this way. You oblige me to say, mother, that unless I and my friends can be treated with civility in this house, I must make some arrangement for leavino; it altoo^ether. I don't wish to do that — for my father's sake, but I must ask you to remember that I am a man now, and not a child." He walked straight out of the room at the conclusion of his speech, leaving Mrs. Brendon divided between fear and anger. She knew well enough that Mr. Brendon would never forgive her if Max were driven from home by her bitter tongue ; and secretly she resolved to curb it a little, so that Max need not carry out his threat. Ursula could not escape at once, though she was longing to go to her brother and express her s}Tnpathy. When she was free, she sped softly to his room and knocked at the door. His voice told her to enter, so she crept in. 266 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEX. hushing her movements lest Mrs. Brendon or Miss Quittenden should hear. The window was wide open, and he was leaning out of it, doing^ nothing. The room was in dark- ness. Ursula laid her hand on his shoulder, and he put up his own to take it. " Dear Max ! I am so sorry." " Don't talk about it, Ursa ; I 'm afraid I lost my temper." ''You won't go away?" she said, clinging to him as if afraid. "Not unless I am driven. A man must make a home for himself sometime or other, I suppose. You must come and keep house for me." "You'll be getting married," said Ursula in a low voice. There was a moment's silence ; then he turned round and kissed her on the forehead by way of dismissal. "You had better go to bed," he said. " Don't fret over my affairs, Ursa. I don't MAEEYIXG AND GIVING IX MARRIAGE. 267 suppose I shall ever many, so you may make up your mind to be my housekeeper." Ursula ran away to her own room, noticing as she went that he turned the key sharply in the lock of his door, as if he meant to guard himself against all further intrusions. He told his sister in private next morning that he did not feel inclined to go to St. Jude's with his family ; he should go to the Parish Church. Ursula, of course, could not accom- pany him ; and she sighed for the freedom of action which he possessed. The Parish Church was the one in which ]\Ir. St. Aidan officiated — w^here Mag;dalen and ''her children" went on Sundays. Probably Max knew the latter fact. He was not displeased to find that the verger had placed him two seats behind Miss Lingard, in such a position that he could easily see her face. He wished he knew^ whether she had heard the foolish gossip about himself and her. She must be aware that he w^as behind her, for Dolly looked round at him and smiled, and 268 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. then whispered into Magxlalen's ear. But no change came over the tranquillity of that fair, grave face. Meanwhile the fatigue of the past week's work was telling upon him. He almost wished that he was sitting in his accustomed seat by the stone pillar at St. Jude's, where he could go to sleep without any one's being the wiser. But sleep was not to be thought of when Miss Lingard was in sight, so he leaned back, crossed his legs, and looked towards the preacher, who by this time had entered the pulpit. " ' Kejoice, young man, in thy youth,' " — the Eector's tones rang out sonorously as he announced his text — " ' and let thy heart cheer thee in the days of thy youth, and walk in the ways of thine heart, and in the sight of thine eyes : but know thou that for all these things God will bring thee into judgment.' " Max was too sleepy to listen. He was thinking about the many-coloured lights from the windows, the form of the interlacing MARRYING AND GIVING IN MARRIAGE. 269 arches overhead, the pure profile that Miss Lingard turned to him as she sat with her face towards the pulpit, when — crash ! his prayer-book, which he had carelessly kept in his hand, fell to the floor, its clasp striking heavily against the stones. He saw Dolly's bright eyes fixed upon him with a look of deep reprobation, and felt so discomposed and so wide awake that he heard the last few words of the sermon very distinctly. The Eector was quoting Frederick Robertson, and his sentences lingered for many a long day in Max's mind. " ' What is it which is to you the greatest and the best that you would desire to realise ? The character of the rich man, or the successful, or the admired? Would the worst misery which could happen to you be the wreck of prosperity ? — the worst shame, not to have done wrong, but to have sunk in the estimation of society ? Then ... in the nomenclature of Heaven, where names cannot stand for things, God sees you as an idolater — your highest is not His high- 270 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. est. The name tliat is above every name is not the description of your God.' But there are some among us," said the preacher, and in what followed Max's eyes rested once more upon Miss Lingard's face — " there are some among us to-day of whom, as of Cornelius, it may be said that their prayers and alms are come up for a memorial before God ; who offer up continually a threefold sacrifice — the sacri- fice of praise and prayer, the sacrifice of penitence and thanksgiving, the sacrifice of body, soul, and spirit — and these are the men and women whom you contemn and despise because their holy lives are a silent reproof to yours. ' These we have scorned, oh false and frail ! ' At these, it may be, we have laughed and sneered l)ecause they have lived our Lord'S blessed Gospel in word, thought, and deed. Let us then beware how we speak or think of such a man — of such a woman — lest we should have to say within ourselves at the Advent of our Lord, *This was he whom we had sometimes in derision and a proverb of MARRYING AND GIVING IN MARRIAGE. 271 reproach : we fools accounted his life madness, and his end to be without honour : how is he numbered among the children of God, and his lot is among the saints. Therefore have we erred from the way of truth, and the light of righteousness hath not shined unto us, and the sun of righteousness rose not upon us. . . . We have gone through deserts where there lay no way ; but as for the way of the Lord, we' have not known it. What hath pride profited us ? or what good hath riches with our vauntings brought us ? All those things are passed away as a shadow. . . . But the righteous live for evermore.'" Max was none the less interested that the first distinct thought that crossed his mind after the benediction was the rather peculiar one : " She won't fret about a little scandal, if she 's the woman I take her for ! My lot is evidently not among the saints." And he went home to dinner. Perhaps it was fortunate for him that Miss 272 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. Lingard's doings were about this time banished from Mrs. Brendon's mind by her anxiety con- cerning a great bazaar, where she and her daughters were to preside at one of the stalls in conjunction with a certain Lady Larpington, who had been one of Miss Grenvil's friends before her marriage with Mr. Brendon. Lady Larpington had two daughters, and Mrs. Brendon would gladly have sacrificed ten years of her life if she could see either Beatrice or Violet affianced to her beloved Cecil. She was too prudent to take any one, except perhaps Gertrude, into her confidence ; and yet all the household knew perfectly well what she wanted. Even Cecil knew. But he was too much engrossed with his own con- cerns to think much about her plans : certain complications which had arisen out of his habit of " letting things drift " were now causing him a good deal of trouble. He was not even grateful when Max, by a word or two of raillery, tried, to put him on his guard. " What a fool you are ! " was all that Cecil MARRYING AND GIVING IN MARRIAGE. 273 deigned to reply ; not meaning any incivility, but only that he could do without his younger brother's interference. Max made no further remark, but withdrew into himself, as a snail retires into its shell when a too confidingly protruded horn has come into contact with foreign and probably inimical l^odies. Cecil's behaviour had of late puzzled his friends, and it had puzzled Lenore Chaloner most of all. Up to that evening on which she had ventured a criticism upon his conduct, and then declined to go out with him, he had been constant in his attentions to her. He had then, be it remembered, told her that he was going to the Roslyns'. Since that day he had been seen at the Roslyns' house time after time ; he had played billiards with the son of the house, tennis with the daughter : he had walked, driven, and boated with Miss Roslyn, and had been asked more than once whether it were true that he was about to marry her. Somethino', thoudi not all, of this had come 274 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. to Mrs. Brendon's ears, and seriously dis- turbed her; slie had never approved of his * flirtation/ as she called it, with Lenore : but an engagement, or even a flirtation, with Kuby Eoslyn was far less to her taste. Besides, she knew, and Cecil knew too, that Mr. Brendon would vigorously oppose a marriage with one of the Roslyn family. He had had busi- ness dealings with old Mr. Eoslyn, in which he had accused Roslyn of actual dishonesty, and there was a very bitter feeling between the two men. And if Mr. Brendon opposed his son's marriage, it was likely that his oppo- sition would be successful, for he had not let Cecil out of leading strings as yet, and the young man was entirely dependent upon him. It was for this reason that Mrs. Brendon w^as exceedingly jealous of Max's freedom from all trammels, and thought that Cecil was treated by his father with great injustice. If she could only induce him to marry a girl of good family like Beatrice Larpington, she thought that Mr. Brendon would make the young MARRYING AND GIVING IN MARRIAGE. 275 couple a handsome allowance, so as to relieve Cecil from the necessity of working. Thus she schemed and planned for her eldest son, not knowing that all she did tended to his harm rather than to his good, by making him more selfish, more effeminate, more despond- ent of himself, than even nature had fashioned him of her own free will. The Bazaar was to last three days, and the Brendons were busy at the Town Hall all the time ; but Lenore Chaloner, who had pro- mised to help at the stall of a Miss Mann, was not able to appear until the evening of the second day. Her grandmother had been ill, and required her presence at home. She looked very pretty as she took her place. She was dressed in white cashmere, soft and warm, because the November winds had begun to blow ; her brown hair fell in loose silky weaves over her white forehead : her delicate cheeks were rosy, her hazel eyes bright wdth anticipation. She had not seen Cecil for long ! and he surely would be there ! Surely, 276 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. surely, he would speak to her, and she should have him by her side once more ! He came : she saw him at his mother's stall, talking to the Larpingtons. He did not look her way. Ah, yes, he did — she got a stitl' ])0W, unaccompanied by a smile or any sign of friendliness. Lenore's heart stood still. What had she done ? what was the matter ? why did Cecil look so white and strange '? She turned back to her goods and began to tie up parcels with trembling fingers and dimmed eyes. Was she to be a stranger to him henceforward ? she was asking of herself. Even if he cared for her no longer, she thought that he might at least show her ordinary civility. How could he be so cruel? She retreated to a bench behind the stall, and sat down, wondering why she should feel so unutterably tired. She sat there, alone, for some moments, until suddenly the sound of voices fell upon her ear : two persons had come to a bench belonging to the next stall, MARRYING AND GIVING IN MARRIAGE. 277 and had seated themselves with their backs to Lenore. Evidently they were engaged in earnest conversation, and did not notice the slender little figure on the other side. '' If you care for me as much as you say you do " — Lenore recognised Ruby Roslyn's voice — "you ought to make our engagement public. Why need you be so afraid of your fother ? I 'm not afraid of mine ! " " You forget that I am absolutely depend- ent on my father," was the answer. It was Cecil who spoke. " Tell me at once that you are tired of me," Ruby broke out passionately. " Then I shall know what you mean." " How could I be tired of you, darling ! " said Cecil. But his voice had a weary sound. Lenore rose hastily. She could bear no more. And as she moved away, Cecil, hear- ing the sound, sprang up and looked to see who had been sitting so near. Starting a little, he caught sight of her face — pale, 278 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. patient, mutely reproachful, yet resigned. His eyes fell : he sighed bitterly as he turned back to the woman whom he had taught to love, but whom he loved not in return. Had he ruined the happiness of two lives ? of Lenore's life, as well as of his own ? CHAPTER XV. Cecil's explanation. Lenore went back to her duties at the stall, although the bright lights and colours swam in a confused mist before her eyes, and the strains of the military band sounded to her a long way ofif. She did not know that her face was pale, or that there was a look of pain in her soft eyes ; but Cecil Brendon, although keeping well aloof, was remorsefully aware of her changed expression. Ruby Ros1}ti had at length gone home ; and when she was out of sight he ventured to draw nearer to Lenore. Before she knew that he was beside her, he had whispered a word into her ear : " Lenore ! let me explain " She started and looked up. Then she 279 280 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. moved away from him, and began quietly to rearrange the articles for sale upon her stall. Not a word could she utter ; but the action was sio-nificant enouo;h, Cecil did not try to speak again, but with a vexed, miserable face, hovered round her while she steadily attended to her goods and her customers. Then he quietly went and fetched a cap of tea, of which she stood in great need, for she was faint wdth weariness of body and mind. " No, thanks." " You mast : you are killing yourself." She made a gesture as if she would have said, " What does that matter ? " and motioned away the cup. He j)ut it down on the table, and retired to a little distance, hoping to see her take it. She did take it up — at last ! — but only to convey it to Miss Mann, wdio drank every drop lingeringiy and appre- ciatively. Cecil w^atched, and hated Miss Mann from the bottom of his heart. Cecil's explanation. 281 He hated his brother almost more, for the time bting, when he saw Max enter the hall, and immediately make his way up to Lenore. " You look very tired : shall I get you some tea ? " was the first question. Lenore said "Yes, please," with a sense of relief, and drank the tea thirstily. "When Max took away the cup, Cecil could not refrain from drawing near to murmur, " So you refused because you would not take anything from me ! " " Miss Mann was very tired," was Lenore's response. " You can pity every one but me." " You do not need pity." " Do I not ? Look at me." The eo'oism of his utterances was less o apparent to Lenore than the trouble in his voice. Yet she did not answer : she was resolved to stand firm against his pleading, but a mist swam before her eyes. " Please don't talk to me : I must help Miss Mann:" 282 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. " I must talk to you : I must explain — I can t let you think as you do of me." "This is no time or place for explaiu- mg. " It is the time — I will find a place. The ante-room where the players go for refresh- ments is quite deserted : let me have five minutes only. Lenore, you are cruel — cruel ; and I am the most miserable man on earth." The low tones of impassioned pleading were not lost upon her : she hesitated, faltered, " Five minutes only," and found her hand placed within his arm, as he led her instantly away from the stall through the crowded room to a spot in which he thought that they could speak together in peace. It was a small room, dimly lighted, and separated from the Town Hall itself by a passage and another apart- ment. There was very little danger of interruption, so long, at least, as the musi- cians were still playing. Lenore sank down in the chair that Cecil dragged out from the wall for her; and CECIL S EXPLANATION. 283 he, bending over her, saw how pale she looked. " You are tired : thoroughly exhausted," he said. " Won't you let me fetch you a glass of Wine 5 "I never drink wine, thank you," she answered, with a great effort to keep her voice steady enough for even those trivial words. *' It isn't that you never drink wine ; it is that you will not let me do anything for you. I have offended you, but haven't you punished me already ? Will you never believe in me again, Lenore, my darling '? " He saw that she shuddered slightly, and turned away from him. "Don't; you hurt me," she said, with an accent as of physical pain. Cecil was on his knees beside her next moment. " Hurt you, my darling ; hurt you f What have I done ? " and he wound his arm round her, for the shiver that again ran through her 284 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. frame, and the whiteness of her lips, made him fear that she was about to faint. But at his touch she recovered herself. " I am tired, as you say," she answ^ered, looking him full in the face, in spite of the weakness that still threatened to overcome her; "I have had too much to do, and — please take away your arm, Cecil ; it has no business there. Had you not better get up ? " **Not till you tell me how I have hurt you." "You will force me to leave you, Cecil." "No, no; I wdll force you to stay, my darling," and before she could prevent him he had seized both her hands, and was covering them with kisses. "Cecil," she said, and then stopped, and almost wept with shame and anger, " how dare you ? how can you ? Oh, you hurt me by this more than by anything else ! " — and her tears fell fast and unrestrainedly. Cecil released her hands as suddenly as he had grasped them. Cecil's explanation. 285 " Hurt you hy showing that I love you ? " he asked, slowly. " How can that be ? It might have hurt you if — if you had loved me as I love you, but that, you know, you did not do. Thank God for it ! If you had loved me, we should indeed be miserable now." Lenore buried her face in her hands. Cecil rose, walked to the mantelpiece, then turned and looked at her irresolutely. ''You know," he went on, "that I have always loved you. iVlways, Lenore ; I swear it. But I thought that you did not care for me. Could you not have helped me a little ? Lenore, Lenore, did you not know that I loved you ? " " Indeed," Lenore replied, like another Ophelia, " indeed, Cecil, you made me believe so." " And I did love you ; I love you now," he cried, but he held himself back, as if afraid to touch her or to speak too fervently, while a strangely despairing look came into his eyes. 286 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. " And I was not mistaken ; you love me too ? " "Yes," she answered, lifting her face from her hands, and meeting his gaze with complete abandonment of her former reserve : "I love you with all my heart." Cecil turned to the mantelpiece and rested his arms and head upon it. His face was hidden ; but every now and then his whole frame was agitated by a long heavy breath, almost like a sob. " What a blind fool I have been ! " he said at last. " I love you, Lenore, I love you better than all the world beside, and yet — what can I do ? I have promised to marry Ruby Roslyn." For a few moments Lenore was silent. Cecil dared not look up ; he waited for her to speak, half expecting an outburst of strong emotion. But her first words were curiously calm, and spoken in a low, quiet tone. " Why did you make me love you at all," she said, " if you could not be true to me ? " Cecil's explaxatiox. 287 " You can't reproach me more bitterly than I reproach myself," said Cecil's stifled voice. " I did not mean to reproach you. I have no right to complain." " Your very tones and looks are a reproach to me. Do I not see that I have given you pain ? And we might have been so hapj)y ! Well, perhaps it is better for you ; you will meet somebody worthier than I am : but if I had known that you loved me " " Was it my fault, Cecil, that you did not know 1 " "No, it was my own ; the worse misery for me ! What a fool I have been ! " " But since it has turned out in this way," continued Lenore's low, soft tones, in which Cecil could hardly distinguish the carefully smothered ring of pain, " it will be better to speak of it no more. Why could you not let the matter rest ? Why make me acknowledge that I loved you ? For I do love you, Cecil, dear ; I love you with all my heart " and '2S8 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. here her calmness gave way. '' I shall never love any one else ; l)ut you did wrong in making me tell you of it, and we must forget it; we shall get over it — in time." And there she broke down altogether, and could say no more. '' I can't bear it," said Cecil, striking his foot angrily on the floor ; "is any man compelled to break the heart of the woman that he loves ? Lenore, I can't bear your tears ; they make a coward of me,'' and he came and stood beside her, his own eyes unconsciously filling with bitter drops. " You shall be my wife in spite of all. It would be a sin for me to marry another woman, when T can love none but you." Lenore caught her breath, and made a desperate effort at self-control. ''You must not talk in that way," she gasj^ed. " And why must I not, my own darling ? We love each other. I have made a mistake — true ; must that mistake spoil our lives for ever ? " CECIL S EXPLANATION. 289 " Doing right never sj^oilt any one's life, Cecil." "Doing right is loving you, my sweet. Ah, you forget ; I loved you first. I only strayed from you to her by chance, as it were, and for a time ; she has no claim upon me." '' She can claim your promise. You made none to me." '•' But you can claim my heart." And Cecil put his arms round her and pressed his lips to her forehead. She tried to thrust him away from her, but she could not succeed. ''Would you have me lie to her and say I loved her? God knows I have told lies enough ! You would not ruin me for this life and the next ? I shall be a ruined man the day I marry Ruby Roslyn." And Lenore so far believed this to be true that she could make little answer. "Say only that you forgive me for any suffer- ing I may have caused you, and that you love me still ; then I shall have strength to live my life out and make a better thing of it ; but say u 290 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. that you despise and hate me — then what does it matter what becomes of me ? The sooner I marry Ruby, or blow my brains out, the better ! I shall despair of God and man." *' Hush, Cecil ! " Lenore's composure came back as his decreased. "You do not speak in the way to make me love you — only I love you already ; l3ut, come what may, you must do right." "Must do right? Does that mean that I must marry a woman whom I — despise ? " Lenore drew herself away, and looked at him steadily. "It means," she said, "that you must not treat Miss Roslyn — as you have treated me." Cecil was silent, the hot colour flooding his face. "I do not mean to reproach you," said Lenore, steadily, "but you must think of what you did. You made me believe in your love ; you drew me on to love you ; then you left me without a word ; and though it may be wrong to say so now, Cecil, you know that CFCILS EXPLANATION. 291 I did suffer. I thought that my heart would break. It has not broken ; and yet — and yet — I vdW not let any woman suffer for me as I have suffered. How could I rejoice if I knew that she was mourning because I had won her lover away from her ? No, Cecil ; you have given that pain to one woman already ; she has conquered it ; I do not feel it so keenly now ; and you shall give it to no one else with my consent." '^ What can you mean, Lenore ? " asked Cecil, slowly. " That you shall not break off your engage- ment to Miss Eoslyn for my sake." '• I will not marry Ruby Eoslyn." '•'And I will not marry you." "Lenore, Lenore, how can you torture me in this w^ay ? Is it for punishment ? " " I don't want to punish you, Cecil." " But you do not love me ? " '' Don't I ? " And she put her hands before her face. In a moment Cecil was kneeling before her. 292 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. pulling away her fingers and covering them with kisses, even with tears. For a little time she could do nothing to check his ardour ; but at last she recovered her self-possession, and spoke firmly. *'This is enough," she said, drawing away her hands and rising from her chair. " I have seen you for the last time. There must be an end of it now. Say good-bye, Cecil, and let me go." " I will not let you go unless you say that you forgive me." '' I do forgive you." " Then I will never give you up." She froze him by a look. " You will not forget, henceforward," she said, "that Miss Roslyn is your promised wife." He turned away half sullenly and let her pass ; but when she neared the door, she glanced over her shoulder and saw him stand- ing listlessly, dejectedly, with drooping head and sombre, melancholy eyes. Her woman's nature could not bear the sight. She went Cecil's explanation. 293 back to him and laid her hand upon his arm. " Dear Cecil," she said, " forgive me if I have hurt you too. Oh, my darling, good-bye ! " He tried to draw her to him, but she eluded his grasp, and fled out of the room. She was not a moment too soon. The musicians came Hocking in : " God save the Queen " had just been played, and the bazaar ^Yas about to close for the nis^ht. It was after ten o'clock. Utterly forgetful of home and visitors, Cecil strode out into the gas-lit streets, conscious of a savage satisfaction in the fact that a drizzling rain had begun to fall, and that in a few minutes he was drenched to the very skin. The Larpingtons, who were staying at Mrs. Brendon's house, were much disappointed to find that Cecil did not appear that evening. Nobody but Mr. Brendon and Max had had time for dinner that day, so a supper had been prepared for the bazaar workers, and a very merry party gathered together in the dining- room. It was just such an occasion as Cecil 294 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. loved, and every one was astonished, and some were uneasy, when midnight came and he had not yet returned to the house. Max's convic- tion was that he had gone home with the Roslyns, but he kept that conviction discreetly to himself. It was nearly one o'clock when the company dispersed. Max was finally left to let the last visitor out at the front door, and to lock up afterwards. Feeling vaguely uneasy about his brother, he remained for a few minutes on the door-step, wondering what had become of him, and whether anything had gone wrong with his afiairs. He had not liked the look of desperation that he had seen once or twice lately on Cecil's face. After a little meditation on the subject, he took a few steps down the garden walk to find out whether it was still raining, and to cool him- self after playing a game in the hot, gas- lio'hted billiard-room. He almost stuml)led over a dark figure leaning against the railing, a couple of yards away from the gate. " Hullo ! " he said, rather sharply. Then, CECILS EXPLANATION. 295 in a quieter tone, '* Oh ! I see. Where have you been ? " '' What's that to you?" growled Cecil, raising himself into an erect posture. *' Oh, nothing. Didn't anticipate the pleasure of meeting you here ; that was all." Cecil's answer was an ejaculation of a kind so rare from him that Max said immediatel}', '^ There' s something wrong ? " " Can't you see that there is ? " " I see that there soon will be, if you don't look out. Why, man, you're wet through. There 's a fire in the library ; you had better come in and have something hot, or you '11 be laid up." Cecil submitted, and followed his brother through the glass doors of the billiard-room into the library, where a fire still burned brightly. Pale, wet, jaded, Cecil dropped into a chair, and cowered over the embers with a shiver. " Get off* your boots," said Max, prosaically. " And your other things too ; I '11 bring 3'ou 296 SEVENTY TIMES SEVEN. your dressing-gown. You must be daft to stay out in this wet weather." And, relieving his feelings with this north- country expression, he heaped some logs on the fire, and went upstairs ; whence he returned with C^ecil's dressing-gown and slippers. '^You'll be rheumatic to-morrow if you keep on these clothes," he said, observing that his brother had not stirred. Cecil sighed, looked up, and began to unlace his boots ; seeing which sign of life, Max went to hunt for the brandy-bottle, hot water, and a tumbler. It took him some minutes to find these articles, and when he re-entered the library he was relieved to see that Cecil had divested himself of most of his wet clothing, and had wrapped the dressing-gown round him. The l^randy stopped his shivering, and made his lips less blue ; it would have been better if he could eat, but he declined every- thing with an impatient shake of the head. '' You had better go oft* to bed when you ceOil's EXPLAXATIOX. 297 are warm," said Max, stirring the fire with the tip of his boot. He would never have taken any of these precautions for himself; but Cecil's throat and chest were known to be delicate, and Max did not like his look. '^ I shall not sleep if I go," Cecil said at last. "Nonsense, you'll sleep well enough. I hope there is nothing seriously amiss ? " he asked, more gravely. '' Indeed there is." Cecil's sio-h was almost a groan. " What 's wrong ? " Cecil was silent for a little time. '' I don't know that I can do better than tell you," he said, rousing himself, but carefully averting his face. " I 'm in an awful mess, and don't know how to get out of it. Perhaps you can help me." "Perhaps so. Go ahead, old'fellow." END OF VOL. I.