mmmm THE PERFECT PATH VOL. I. THE PEEFECT PATH A NOVEL BY ELIZABETH OLAISTER AUTHOR OF 'THE MARKHAM8 OP OLLERTOX ' 'A DISCORD' ' A CONSTAKT WOMAN * ETC. Enter the Path ! There spring the healing streams Quenching all thirst 1 There bloom th' immortal flowers Carpeting all the way with joy 1 There throng Swiftest and sweetest hours ! ' E. Arnold, Light of Asia IN TWO VOLUMES VOL. I. LONDON SMITH, ELDER, & CO., 15 WATERLOO PLACE 1884 [All rights reserved'^ U3 CONTENTS THE FIRST VOLUME. CHAPTER I. SEEKING THE ROAD II. A WANDERER 22 III. AN OPENING . . . . . . . 43 IV. A DAMSEL ERRANT 62 V. BY MOONLIGHT 78 VI. SURVEYING THE GROUND . . . .90 VII. VARIED OUTLOOKS . . . . . . 109 VIII. SCENES AND PROVERBS 129 IX. FAIR PASSAGES 145 X. A GUIDE 163 XI. STUMBLING-BLOCKS 182 XII. MORE ZEAL THAN DISCRETION . . .202 XIII. A LOOK BACKWARD 222 XIV. A MEETING ....... 242 XV. MOTIVE POWERS 262 THE PEEFECT PATH. CHAPTEE I. SEEKING THE ROAD. Aim high, strike high. — rroverb. A NICE crisp roll came flying out of the dining- room window of the Hotel des Citrons at Mentone. It flew with more force than pre- cision, and hit the wrong man, who was a quiet invalid strolling down to the shore for his morning walk. It gave him a threefold shock — to his nerves, by smartly striking him on the ear ; to his principles, that good food should be thus wasted ; and to his feelings as an Enghsh- man that a young countrywoman should so misconduct herself. The right man was not VOL. I. / "7 B 2 THE PERFECT PATH. farther off than the distance between the femi- nine aim and hit. He understood at once, and, without apology to the wrong man, who sadly pursued his way, called out, ' Hulloo, Corks ! bad shot that. What the mischief are you after now ? ' A handsome tall girl, of about seventeen, leant out of the window and replied, ' I want you to walk with me. You have missed the train ; it is on the bridge already.' ' What a confounded nuisance ! What a scourge you are, Corks ! ' ' Not a bit of it. I did not make you too late ; it is better for you not to go to-day, for you are horridly out of luck. I have missed you with the roll, which is one to you ; and I am going to take you for a walk, which is another.' ' Don't seem to see it ; you will scamper all over the district ; and I am tired. Can't walk in this hat either/ ' Put it in the hall ; I will bring you a soft SEEKING THE ROAD. 3 one and a white umbrella. You may have a donkey if you like — Montebello has his saddle on.' ' Tha-anks awf 'lly, especially for the donkey ; if I must go, I must, and would rather walk than have you and Mathilde running beside and whacking the poor beast.' Mathilde, who passed by just now^ with a grave salutation to the gentleman, was one of the princesses of the Mentonese donkey-women — a beautiful, dignified woman, tall and straight, with a sad expression in her dark eyes, as of one wdio saw many follies pass by her which she w^ould not join and could not prevent. She wore her country dress, perfectly neat and clean — a flat hat with broad black ribbons, and jacket, skirt, and apron of striped cotton, soft both in colour and texture. Hearing that the young lady did not want her this morning, she w^ent on, leading her big brown donkey, who shook his large ears, and took life, w^ithout enthusiasm it is true, but calmly — for if Mathilde often B 2 4 THE PERFECT PATH. called ' eza ' — shame — upon him, her words were harder than her blows, and he was better ofi* than most of the horses. The slangy-looking young man, who so grudgingly accepted his friend's invitation to walk with her, w^as the Hon. George Kingdon, a person of high family and low fortune, who, having failed to qualify himself for a profession, was misspending his time on the Eiviera by living at Mentone and going nearly every day to Monte Carlo ; it was the train to that place which he had just missed. The girl who spoke to him was Cordelia, daughter of Lieut. -Colonel John Ashby, by his second marriage with Eosina, daughter of the late Henry Stafford, banker, of Maybury, South shire. A young woman of such re- spectable lineage ought not to be found throwing a roll out of window at a young raan bound to her by no ties of kindred, and behaving as if her conduct were of no con- sequence to any one. Mr. Kingdon would have SEEKING THE ROAD. 5 been very angry if his sister had so acted ; but he encouraged this poor Cordeha, and called her ' Corks ' in the open street, for, in spite of respectable names, she was little respected. Her father was more constant at Monte Carlo, and at places where the pleasures of Monte Carlo were to be had, than George Kingdon himself, and was too frequently described as ' rather sliady 'or as ' a doubtful kind of bird.' Mrs. Lichfield, her half-sister, in whose charge Miss Ashby was at present, had nicknames too, and people wondered why Lichfield let her run alout by herself while he was soldiering in India. For part of the winter Mr. Kingdon had been one of Mrs. Lichfield's admirers ; but now, in April, he was fallen into the second rank, partly superseded, partly retiring. He was not unhappy in his humbler position, and was nearly as often in the Ashby s' society as before. Cordelia amused him, and he made himself her friend, treating her as child or woman according 6 THE PERFECT PATH. to the fancy of the moment. Though quite without conspicuous virtues or any shining good quahties, he was a gentleman, in a feeble and ineffective sort of w^ay, and acted up to the character in treating her as a child when they two were alone, and as a grown-up young lady only when he wished to plague Mrs. Lichfield, or to compel some one else into a show of respect for the neglected girl. Probably nowhere in England, even at the quietest watering-place, would Mr. Kingdon have walked with Cordeha in her present guise — dusty boots, a rush liat with a piece of mushn round it, a fine, but shabby and not very clean, gown, and a faded red parasol with a bull-dog's head for the handle. Yet it w^as not so much her dress that made her look wild and uncon- ventional, as her air — her way of walking and of looking about her. Though tall and well- built, with a firm round figure, she looked, not a woman, but a big child, with a child's freedom of step and glance, and a child's outward look. SEEKIXG THE ROAD. 7 tlie world and her surroundings being as yet more interesting to her than herself and her relation to them. Her companion did not study her, nor greatly care what she looked like here in Men- tone, where, after the manner of his kind, he despised all who were not English as foreigners, or distinguished but to curse the too obtrusive German. He did not know, nor would it have disturbed him to know, that the stately but not more discriminating Mentonese class all the visi- tors together as * les etrangers ' — convenient as a source of income, but inexplicable and not worth explaining; probably mad, and certainly heathen. He did not care, for he was still rather sulky at having lost his train, and yet not entirely un- wilhng to be led off to the hills by Cordelia, and to give up liis proposed amusement altogether for one day. So he tramped morosely for the first dusty mile by the sea, where the beauties of nature are chiefly hidden behind and beyond high walls ; but when they turned under the 8 THE PERFECT PATH. olives on the hill behind Eoccabruna, lie resumed his usual mood of apparent good nature and real indifference to all but his own present pleasure, which made him ready to be amused, and to enjoy the rare combination of sunshine just warm enough and shade just thick enough which is found under olive-trees in spring on the Eiviera, and is one of the chief delights of the choice time and place. He found a com- fortable seat, and began to smoke ; Cordelia went on a quest for flowers, and found none — for violets and anemones were over, and the gladiolus and cistus not yet oui ; a great yellow snapdragon was all her reward, and presently she came to sit down by her companion. . 'I am glad you lost your train, George.. The Colonel is not going to-day; he has not been since the day he dropped so much — Sunday, was it ? His temper is really too nasty, I should have had to stand it all the morning ; as it is, I shall not see him till dinner-time, and Sophy will have to take her share.' SEEKING THE ROAD. 'J ' She is much more in the line of fihal duty than you are.' ' Yes. If slie vexed the Colonel, he might have a lit of duty, take her to Worthing, and settle her there with me and a highly recom- mended governess, which Duncan Lichfiuld — bless his innocence! — beheves to be the case at this identical minute.' ' That would be rather rou^^rh on your sister.' ' Wouldn't it ? Eather different from driv- ing to Monte Carlo, with Lord Twiston in the carriage, and Major Spires, or perhaps you, on the back seat with the Colonel ; then a little dinner after, and perhaps a round game, with pretty gowns and nice complexions, and all the rest of it ! Fancy Sophy at Worthing, sitting in a nice damp place on the sand, with her hair gone soft, minding baby — the darhng, he would like it ! — and knowing all the time that the highly recommended's off eye was on her from the bow- window of the lodgings ; and 10 THE PERFECT PATH. might be, for all the mischief there was to get into ! ' ' And you, Corks, how would it suit you ? ' 'Down to the ground, George,' answered the girl, looking at him with the utmost gravity and earnestness. ' Of course, the work and the deportment, and the punctuality and order, and the highly recommended generally, would be huge nuisances ; but life can't be all beer and skittles.' ' Have you found that out ? You must have been reflecting deeply.' ' People who make their lives like that do not come to much. You are all for beer and skittles, George ; and, unless you pull up very short, you Avill never be much.' ' That is what my people say, putting it rather differently. Who knows, however, if you take to moralising ? A good deal depends on how " much " you want me to be.' ' You do not want to be anything yourself, you know. I do ; I should like to be some- SEEKING THE ROAD. 11 tiling very particular, and that is why I wish Sophy had tried Duncan's plan. It would be hateful ; but I hope I can bear disagreeable things when they are really necessary.' ' Hurrah for Corks, the heroine ! You are coming out in a new light, my clierished child.' ' Look at me here ; do you suppose I do not know how badly I am treated, and cannot guess how the money goes ? Do you think it is nice to have this queer gown, and to feel Madame Yillemain sneer, and see Baldy and Beaky turn up tlieir eyes — their sort of nose won't turn up, but they feel like it ? Do you think it is sweet to be growing up a raga- muffin, and knowing nothing in jmrticular, nearly eighteen that I am ? ' ' You are growing into a very nice-looking girl, which is worth something I should say. Xo one wants you to pass exams., nor earn an honest living, nor be a credit to your family. I think it must be fine to be you. Corks.' ' That is all you know about it. I ought to 12 THE PERFECT PATH. be exactly different. I like you, George, and it is quite awfully too good of you to chum with me as you do ; but if I were brought up like your sisters, you would not tell me I was nice-looking, nor call me Corks.' This was said with the utmost pathos, and Mr. Kingdon took his cigar out of his mouth and looked out to sea before he answered. ' My sisters are not in the least nice-looking ; their names are Lavinia and Isabel, and I never heard that they had anything so jolly as a nick- name between them. It would not amuse them at all to be chummy with me.' ' Ah ! you know what I mean. If I had gowns like Sophy's, and went to Monte Carlo when I liked, and not only for a dummy ; and if I rode anything better than Montebello and Grisette, and had some music lessons, and money to spend at Eumpelmayer's, it might be rather jolly here ; but that is not what I really want.' 'You seem to have morbid longings for SEEKING THE EOAD. io respectability, a backboard, and a German governess. I have none of them to give you, unluckily ; but if you could moderate your desires to a gamble, or a pound of marrons glaces, something might be done.' ' It is not respectability that I want — Baldy and Beaky would cive me that anv morning? for the asking ; nor the governess either, unless she were of a sort ; but at Worthing one might have a chance ' ' Out with it, old woman ; I cannot bear suspense. What is this mysterious need of your being, that neither I, nor a Friiulein, nor the Misses Greenley can satisfy ? Do you burn to marry a marquis, or a chimney sweeper ? ' She w^as sufficiently afraid of ridicule ; her desire was very deep in her heart, so deep that it did not often trouble her, though she w^as usually conscious of it, but to-day it had pushed up to the surface. George Kingdon w\as only moderately sympathetic, yet her desire to tell some one, just to hear how it 14 THE PEEFECT PATH. would sound aloud, was so strong as to over- come all minor considerations. ' I want to be really very good ; not respectable, or just proper and the right thing — but real strong goodness, the very true best kind.' George tried liis best ; he did not wish to hurt the girl's odd, sensitive, unexpected feel- ings, so he struggled ; but the idea of old Grey- leg Ashby's daughter, the sweet Sophy's sister, his friend Corks, aiming at exalted goodness, was too much for him. He looked at the figure by his side — the indescribable cut of her gown, which he justly suspected of being an old one of the Sophy's, the exaggerated frizzle of her hair, the irreconcilable cock of her rush hat, the bad style of her generally, taken with the quickly coming beauty of her hand- some child's face — and he failed, he leant back against the olive trunk, and laughed long and loud. Cordelia was a little hurt — not much, for she SEEKING THE ROAD. 15 was not used to be considered, and she looked for sometliing like this from George. Tears came into her eyes for a moment, but she turned her face away, and they were gone before George had recovered his composure. ' My dear chikl ! My poor old Corks ! What has brought you to this ? Who has been fiUiniy vour venerable head with these notions.^ It is all a lot of narrow-minded rubbish, you know, and it won't do at all, for it is not your line, and there is no greater mistake than taking up anything not in your line. It is not the way of any of your people, unless it be your brother-in-law ? ' ' I do not think Duncan's way of being good will snit me : he is very rummy ; but I do not know — I had not thonght of it when he went to India.' ' You will have to alter pretty considerably before you join the truly pious. May I be there to see ? ' 'No, you won't, if I know it. I do not 16 THE PERFECT PATH. want to be pious, or to go about converting people, or anything like that. I mean some- thing quite different. I do not think there is any name for it.' ' How will you set to work? There were some revival folks about here lately. Is it a Moody and Sankey turn, or will you join the Salvation Army, and hop backwards before a lot of roughs, singing hymns at the stretch of your voice ? That will take some breath, and I don't see that I can help you. Besides, it is very bad form, you know, and will not improve your position with the Colonel or Mrs. Lich- field.' George laughed again, but he looked sus- piciously at Cordelia. Girls left to run as wild as she did were always getting into scrapes and making queer acquaintances. Some low fellow had been canting and palavering to the child. He — George — would spoke his wheel for him, and that without delay. ' Of course I could not begin here, or by SEEKING THE ROAD. 1< myself, and I may have to wait ages long before I find any one to teach me.' ' I thought shepherds always lurked in ambu.sh to devour stray slieep. I wonder very much whose crook is round your leg now. Come, my Corks, make a clean breast of it ; who has been trying to convert you ? I do not deny that you might be better, but I want to know who is going to improve you.' '' Xo one ! Oh, George ! I have told no one but you ! ' ' That is taking the first step in the right direction.' ' Don't you see, it is not just behaving pretty tliat I mean, nor doing anything — but that sort of goodness from inside that a very few people have. They do not do anything particular, but they are stronger and nicer, really better than anybody else ; it just shines out of them.' ' Precious rare folks, I should say ; not many running about this wicked world.' VOL. I. c 18 THE PERFECT PATH. ' No, tliat is just it — tliere are so very few ; but I should like to be one of tliem. I have seen some, or I should not believe in them any more than you do.' ' Where are these wonderful people ? Have you seen any here ? ' 'No ; there is little chance in our set.' ' I think that was a parson you hit this morning with the roll. Did you mean gently to hint that he mi^ht find a convert at the Hotel des Citrons ? ' ' Next time I want you I will howl out your name into the street ; you will like that better. There are some parsons good in the way I mean, but I do not know them. There was Mary Morton, our washerwoman's mother, at Weymouth ; but she could not teach me, dear old soul ! The best person I know is Soeur Lucie at the convent school I was at in Brussels. I wish I was with her again; but the man who does my grandfather Stafford's business was down on the Colonel for sendint:^ SEEKING THE EOAD. 19 me to the convent. He was an owl to inter- fere in the wrong phice ! I wonder if he knows that the governess never came with us here.' 'Did they try to convert you at the con- vent? I beheve that for a foohsh thing and making a general muddle of your prospects in life there is nothing like turning Eoman Catholic. Don't meddle with that. Plymouth Brethren and Moody and Sankey are frightfully low form, but they do not land you in such a pickle with your belongings as the Eomans do, and people are much oftener cured of it.' ' I cannot do anything now. Some girls look to beino^ soon married, or to beino- pro- digiously run after, or very rich. I have seen some who went in for being very learned, or very High Church, or nursing, or being great guns over botany and beetles, or dab hands at draw- ing and painting. Those things do not make people nice, and lots of dummies go in for them all. I mean to go in for being good.' c 2 20 THE PERFECT PATH. ' And what is to become of me ? Are you going to cut me and leave me out in the cold, or do you mean to convert me too when joii are satisfied with yourself? ' ' That would be best ; only you will have to make up your mind and go in for it steadily. When I find some one of the right sort to put me in the way, I will tell you ; only you must promise not to tell any one, nor to plague me. I am sorry now that I told you.' ' You need not be sorry, old woman. Now let it be a bargain and fair doings. I promise not to say a word, nor chafi* you ; and you promise to tell me when you find a patron saint to your likmg and begin your holy career.' ' Very well, I promise. I have a roll in my pocket ; will you have half ? ' * Thanks, no. Eat it yourself, unless you want it to shy at somebody.' ' 1 wish I had the other now ; I am s* SEEKING THE ROAD. 21 hungry. Let us go round the hill and into the Gorbio valley. There is a path most of the way, and I want to get some irises.' ' You are a rum sort of girl, Corks. I wonder what you will grow up like.' 22 THE PERFECT PATH. CHAPTER II. A WANDERER. False blood to false blood joined. — SJiakespeay-e. About half a mile from tlie country town of Maybury in South shire stands a pretty house known as Ivy Cottage. Its chief architectural feature is a verandah, pleasantly suggestive of a sunny situation ; the garden speaks of sunshine too — the whole is faultlessly neat, and looks as if a comfortable income were spent there. It is only partially screened from the high road, and passers-by catch a commonplace but agreeable glimpse of easy, peaceful, and wholesome life within. And it is life, if of a gentle and unex- citing type, that is to be found at Ivy Cottage, though what the tradespeople call ' the family ' only consists of one old lady, her maids and her man, her one fat dog, and her two tyrannical A WAXDERER. 23 Angora cats. One spring morning this old lady, Miss Hooper, stood just within her gate waiting for some one to pass by. She w^as a gentle- woman clearly, though of a very plain and unornamented pattern ; a square simphcity ex- pressed her habits of mind and life — floridness and elaboration were needless to her, she had nothing to hide and nothing to pretend to. She was rather short of stature, sohd rather than stout ; she had a bright complexion, and very bright eyes ; her cap-ribbons were bright too, and her dark grey hair made crisp curls all round her wide forehead. Her head, held upright, expressed great energy; but her figure looked stiff and immovable, for she was lame, and only walked slowly and with the aid of a stick ; to come from the house, through the flower-garden and by the little carriage drive to the gate, about one hundred yards in all, was the extent of her walking powers. She looked along the road in the opposite direction from the town, and presently saw what she had come 24z THE PERFECT PATH. to see — Mrs. Wastel, of Wastel Warren, in her old bonnet and grey shawl, walking with a majestic and highly trained air along the liberal greensward that borders the road, holding up her gown with one hand and carrying a tin pail in the other. This is a woman of middle age, tall and graceful, with a fair face still ; gentle and thoughtful, she looks wise with a pure and guileless wisdom, and though she has known both sorrow and joy, it is plain that she has never entered into any hard and vidgar con- liict of life — she has the outward look that comes of inward peace and the total absence of selfish aims and self-conscious struggles. She is Miss Hooper's niece, and she smiles with pleasure at the old lady's greeting. ' I thought you would be coming down about this time, JuHa, as it is the day for the district meeting. It is a long walk for you.' ' Yes ; but Lettice is going to Lee this after- noon, so I must e'en trudge. Mayne's cart will pick me up on its way from the station. I have A WAXDERER. ZO special business at this meeting, and Dinah Bowhng's soup ' Miss Hooper was usually ready to plunge into poor- people talk, but something else was in her mind to-day. 'Julia, I have sent for Eosina's child.' The younger lady forgot her benevolences and drew nearer the gate. ' Have you. Aunt Susan ! Is not that more kind than Avise ? Will not a child trouble you, to say no more ? ' * You are youn^ enouizh to know how the years go. I thought of a child, too ; but yesterday was Eosina's birthday, and in thinking of her I counted that this girl must be nearly eighteen. As it was wet, and no one came to keep me out of mischief, by post time I had written to that man, and asked for her to visit me. Ever since I have been doubting, and waiting for you to come and call me a foolish old woman.' ' Perhaps too kind an old woman. If the burden come, we must share it with vou. I 26 THE PERFECT PATH. hope that man will be civil to you. Poor Eosina ! How much this gives one to think of.' Mrs. Wastel's eyes grew sad ; very rare tears were in Miss Hooper's. ' Poor Eosina ! How we loved her, and what shipwreck she made ! Juha, though she is dead, dead fifteen years, I am never sure that I fully forgive her. Shameful is the only word for her marriage, and I am sore and angry still when I think of it.' ' Yes, it hurts us still ; but I am sure you forgive, or your kind old heart would not go out a-wandering after her daughter.' ' Perhaps it is only a wilful going in search of trouble, and a throwing away of the peace of these last years. Suppose she is like her mother ; she may be, and it would be too much to go through ail again.' ' K only she be not like her father ! ' This was putting into words Miss Hooper's secret dread. For forty-nine years of her life the ' wicked man ' of her devotions had been A WAXBERER. 27 vague, abstract or varying ; but for the last nineteen years he had become concrete, acquired a distinct personality, and stood in the shoes of Colonel John Ashby, her late niece's husband. She made a comical, yet piteous, face at her friend — this other niece, who was so much better than Eosina, so entirely rejoiced in and approved, yet hardly so dear. ' Never mind. Aunt Susan ; a girl of eighteen will not put us all to the rout. We at the Warren are as much bound to her as you are, and she shall be made over to us should she prove too much for you and the old maids.' Said Mrs. Wastel presently to Mr. Odiarne, the Vicar of Maybury, ' Aunt Susan is in a little trouble, Phihp. Shall you see her soon ? ' ' I was there on Monday ; I will look in this evening, instead of Merridew.' Miss Hooper and the Maybury clergy made pets of each other. It was not easy to say why she should be on a different footing with them from the other parish old ladies, but she 28 THE PERFECT PATH. was. This favouritism had gone on for years, and though Ivy Cottage was now more of a second clergy-house than ever, owing to Miss Hooper's strong dehght m her present vicar, no one ever found it of any use to be jealous of her. She was the loyal motherly friend of one generation after another of curates ; any well- conditioned young man found it a pleasure to be favoured by the kindly old lady — so shrewd, sensible, and full of fun, and so ready to bear the burden of any trouble they might bring to her. Eeligious talk was seldom heard there, for Miss Hooper was full of shy, old-fashioned reserve on things dearest to her ; but tliere was a quiet confidence that the foundations were all right, that gave a mingled firmness and liberty for all that was said to or before her. Just now the Maybury clerical staff consisted only of two curates, though sometimes there were three. Of these two, Mr. Knox, the senior, was a dry, practical little man, upright and severe, carrying terrors for the ungodly, and A WAXDER R 29 not generally known to be extremely tender- hearted and to cherish the pathetic romance of a hopeless engagement. The junior, Mr. Merridew, was a bright-faced, happy young creature ; rather embarrassed by his high spirits and sense of the ridiculous, and much afraid of beinsc thouoht frivolous. Mr. Odiarne being unmarried, the body of divines lived at the Vicarage, composing what Mids Hooper called a ruugh-and-tumble household, bestowing on it her sincere but needless pity. After Mrs. Wastel's hint, it was not long before Mr. Odiarne went to Ivy Cottage. It is not easy to describe this Vicar, for descriptions convey the idea of quite an ordinary kind of clergyman, and he w^as not ordinary. Mrs. Stepney, a clever flippant sort of person among the neighbours^ said that he was like a chapter in the Bible, having a simple quaint sweetness at first reading, and when read by simple folk, but that scholars and students found him to be full <)f occult learning, deep meanings, and 30 THE PERFECT PATH. varied interpretations. He was very tliin and luiusually tall, very straight and upright ; this fine carriage did not prepare people to find him gentle and absent in manner, and rather reluc- tant in speech. His face was straight and firm, with features a little small for his height, his complexion was dark, and his hair and short whiskers were at this time of an iron-grey colour. To those who saw him day by day, he appeared as a quiet, hard-working, and not very popular parson ; he owed the last defect to being quite unable to make a fuss about people, and a very marked dislike to being made a fuss about ; but he was never fully seen or known but in his preaching — then his eyes flashed, and his speech was free, his great powers of mind had full play, his strong, deep enthusiasm burned and glowed, and his elo- quence was the hot overflow of his full heart. ' Can you speak like that to an unsympa- thetic audience ? ' asked a brother cleric of him one day after a sermon, durmg which the A WANDERER. 31 strong excitement of the conofreoration had been very apparent. ' I do not know ; I do not remember ever to have had one,' was the innocent reply. Mr. Odiarne was not related to Mss Hooper, but he knew her before he came to Maybury, eight years ago, and he followed the habit of his cousins, the Wastels, and called her ' Aunt Susan,' which pleased her well. ' I have not heard much of these Ashbys,' he said, when Miss Hooper told him of her rash act of invitation. ' No ; one speaks little of people whose very name is hard to utter. My sister Mrs. Stafford had but one child, and as she died when her baby was quite young, I thought the more of the little one that was left to me. My father was living tlien — an invahd, helpless rather than old — and little Eosina was the bricfhtest and dearest thino^ in our lives. Julia Wastel was the daughter of my half-brother, who lived in London, and she was in no way 32 THE PERFECT PATH. dependent on us, or needing motherly care, as Eosina did. We were living in the old house then, Eed Place ; and you know where Henry Stafford lived — in the Marchmont's house, a very good house — the bedrooms are exc^.ellent. We saw the child every day, and in her holidays she stayed entirely with us, and JuUa came too. Eosina was Juha's chosen friend ; and though we all spoilt her, I think Julia's devotion was the most spoihng of all, for she was older, steadier, cleverer, aiid much better brought up. It was the child's beauty that bewitched us all ! ' ' You, Aunt Susan, who have quite a pre- judice against good-looking people ! ' ' I am going to tell you why. We idolised that girl — her father and mine, Juha and I, we were all alike. We admired her going out and her coming in, her little naughtinesses, as well as her affectionate ways ; every new gown that she had we conveyed to her that it was she who adorned it ; every other girl we found her A WA>'DERER. 33 inferior, and we let lier see that we did so. She was very pretty, a lovely child, a graceful, dancing, winning creature, full of frolic and pretty, unexpected ways. She was full of httle rebellious, too. and would play at all sorts of pranks, sure of oiu' forgiveness. We treated a downright disobedience no more severely than a bit of mischief, and did not make enough of the little deceits and playful deceptions by wliich she got her own way. At the time, all this seemed but pardonable weakness, and the indulgence needed to make the life of a motherless girl as happy as possible ; now I know that it was sin. Worst of all in me, for Julia was young lierself, and had a girl's generous infatuation for her younger, prettier, and more brilliant cousin ; Henry Stafford was much engaged and troubled with his business — he had no other joy, and a man, too — but I might have known better ; in me it was sin, blind and selfish sin I ' ' You have repented it long ago ; I cannot VOL. 1. D 34 THE PERFECT PATH. allow you vain regrets,' said Mr. Odiarne, gravely. Miss Hooper's vigorous old head bent a moment from its upright carriage, and she was silent for a space. ' It must have been a butterfly nature — she could not have had much character ; we made her selfish, and did not look for her faults ; but she must have had little feeling, and certainly no principle.' ' I do not yet know her fault ; but in such a life she would have been little tried, and have learnt no self-government in the school of ex- perience. You know that ideas of right and wrong can hardly be called principles till they have had many trials.' ' I know that an old maid like me is not fit to bring up a child ; and you, Philip Odiarne — well, a man is of no use when a pretty girl, child or woman, is in question ! But you were not there, so you need not look ashamed. Ah! she knew nothino^ of self-denial, self- A WANDERER. 35 restraint — and we did not teach her. God forgive us ! ' In those days there was a good deal of society about Maybury, of a kind that has passed away now ; it was pleasant for the young people, and I used often to take Eosina out, with and without her father. A Major Ashby was often seen about Maybury in the hunting season, sometimes at the inn, and sometimes in lodgings, when he had his wife and child with him, and on his long leave. They were rackety, ultra-fashionable people, not of our sort. The wife's behaviour was not what was then thought becoming in a married woman, though the husband was much quieter. He was very handsome, and had good manners ; he was more of a man of fashion than most of Eosina's partners, but being at least forty, and married, we saw no reason against her dancing with him occasionally. She would say she hked him better than the young men, of whom she had plenty of choice ; but that seemed only D 2 36 THE PERFECT PATH. a little coquettish air, and she made friends with the child in the street, though I do not think she knew the wife. Another winter this Ashby spent his leave with the Maystons, of Stone House, bachelor brothers of no good reputation. He was alone, and it was known that Mrs. Ashby had left her husband ; there was a divorce, and the child was in the father's charge. Of course, this was not much spoken of before Eosina, but she knew quite well that Mrs. Ashby was not dead. Ashby was not at the dances that winter ; we met him in the town sometimes, but he merely bowed ; and it occurred to none of us that Eosina could have any further acquaintance with a gentleman staying at Stone House, and not known to her father. 'One day some one said significantly to Henry that Miss Stafford seemed to enjoy her walks in the Birch Piece with Major Ashby. You know that the garden of that house opens on the Birch Piece, which was very little fre- A WANDERER. 37 quented before the new bridge was built ; and Eosina used to come that way by herself to see us, though she never walked alone through the town or into the country. Henry was ter- ribly vexed, and scolded everybody but Eosina. Slie told him a lie, and partly satisfied him ; but in a few days he went to the Birch Piece himself, and met the two strolling together as if it were quite a habit. Ashby was very cool, and rather insolent. He said he was now free, and wished to marry Eosina ; but we have always thouglit that he had only been diverting himself, and calculated on her father's com- plete refusal. Henry could not bear to see Eosina's tears, and she persuaded him to take the matter seriously, and make some inquiries about Ashby. It was a pity — if he had been sent about his business at once, there would have been a speedy end so far as he was concerned, and Eosina would not have died of a httle fretting — or so we thought, too late.' 38 THE PERFECT PATH. ' Ah ! we have most of us pleDty of after- wisdom,' said the hstening Vicar. ' Ashby was bitterly angry with Henry for asking about him, and vowed vengeance, which to be sure he took. We heard nothing good of him ; apart from the divorce, which was obstacle enough for us, and the fact that he had been courting the child before he was free, he was a known gambler, and had exchanged from his late regiment under doubtful circum- stam^es ; he had many debts, no prospects, and very little property ; and it was broadly hinted that more care and attention might have saved his wife from her ruin. It was out of the question that he should be engaged to Eosina, and she was told so with all care and tender- ness, and even apologies, from us all. Julia was sent for to be with her, and a foreign tour was planned ; but at the end of a fortnight, when I, an old fool, began to think she was resigning herself, she ran away with that man, and none of us ever saw her again.' A WAXDERER. 39 ' Poor girl, poor girl ! ' murmured the Vicar. ' Eather say, her poor father ! ' exclaimed Miss Hooper, briskly ; however far astray her own sympathies might go, she desired to find her pastor's in the right place. ' I will not speak of myself, we grow used to our burdens ; but Henry's grief w^as terrible ; most of all he felt her deceit and the lies she had told. It was her heartlessness that hurt Julia and me the most. Even my father took it greatly to heart ; we thought him past caring ; but his last days, otherwise so peaceful, were all clouded by the ^vrong-doing of our darling. Julia was married in that same summer and came to Wastel Warren. We thought very highly of your uncle, and he was so devoted to and suited to Julia, that we could not regret his being a good deal older and having a son already to inherit his property. She was very happy, but we were all so cast down and be- reaved that we could hardly take comfort in Juha's joy.' 40 THE PERFECT PATH. *i And Mrs. Asliby?' ' She wa^ married — if that can be called marriage — to some horrid foreigner, and has lived abroad. Oh ! you mean Eosina. She never wrote ; she never asked forgiveness ; she died and made no sign, three years after she left us, when her second child was born ; it died too. We think Major Ashby meant her to be reconciled to her father, because of the money ; but he hated Henry, and so put it off too long, deluding her with false hopes : this we gathered from his letters at the time of Eosina's death. For her, the only thing that showed she thought of us again is that she named her girl Cordeha, after her own mother, my sister. That is not much to go upon, for we were all proud of the old family my mother came of, and from which we got the name.' ' In this sort of case you must pick up all the crumbs. She probably repented sorely, and, we may hope, fully.' ' I sometimes think that if she had fallen A WAXDKRER. 41 into a well the clay before Henry heard of her acquaintance with Ashby what a saint we should have made of her, and what a gentle tender regret we should have felt.' ' Ah ! the saints are the tried ones, only we do not always see it ! Is tliat all your story ? ' 'So far as such a story is ever all told. Henry Stafford died a few years after Eosina. He was a true brother to me, and more in my life than Oliver — Julia's father. He lived in hope of reconciliation \nth Eosina ; and when her death deprived him of that, he made no fight in his last illness, and died of what I thought very insufficient bodily cause. He was not rich, apart from his earnings, and he left his property to his brother — except about two hundred and fifty pounds a year to Mr. Horley, his partner, for the benefit of Eosina's child. It is more than strictly tied up, for it is that good Horley's own ; he is only bound, as an honest man, to use it for this girl's benefit ; yet Major — he is now Colonel — Ashby contrives to give 42 THE PERFECT PATH. him a great deal of trouble about it. It was a suspicion of Horley's that the girl did not have all the good that she ought to have from the sum he at present allows that decided me to ask her here.' Miss Hooper ended with a heavy sigh, as much of foreboding as of the pain of retrospect. ' She may be a comfort to you yet, dear Aunt Susan. We will see that she is not too much of a torment.' ' Thank jt-qu. Juha says the same ; but I must not pull down a load on my own shoulders and then cry to all the world for help.' 34 CHAPTER III. AN OPEXING. She spoke, and, lo I her loveliness Methought she damaged with her tong-ue. Jean Ingeloio. One day, not long after Cordelia's last walk with George Kingdon, Colonel Ashby was dis- covered to be in a very bad temper. This was not so rare as to excite much surprise, and he was the more vexed because his younger daughter took no notice of his disturbed state. She w^as feeling lonely, dissatisfied, and em- barrassed with herself. Mentone was growing very hot ; she had walked a long way in the morning, and was tired — she who professed to be imtireable ; and she had provoked a battle- royal with the Misses Greenley, and got ruffled in it — she w^ho professed to care nothing for their opinions and denouncements. The elder and 44 THE PERFECT PATH. invalid Miss Greenley was tlie more aggressively pious and overbearingly religious of the two sisters. She had a formidable hook-nose, wore a very fierce cap, and was always ready to do battle with the open sinner or the Eomanist, whom she regarded as being on a pretty equal and very low level, as regarded their prospects in the life to come ; she was in the habit of explaining this with great vigour of expression and freedom of outlook. Her sister, who was her constant nurse, seconder, and souffre- douleur, was milder, smaller, and tamer, both in aspect and speech ; she looked as if she would have had delicate health, had not Miss Greenley begun first, and so acquired a prior claim to care and consideration. She wore no cap, though the space between the two sides of her hair was a ' partiug ' indeed, fully two inches wide. The places of these ladies at the table of the Hotel des Citrons were next to the Ashbys ; opposite sat a Pole, who possessed all AN OPEXING. 45 the talents for conversation with ladies — pretty ones — that so eminent]}^ distinguish his nation. Unused to the freedom enjoyed by English girls, he found Cordelia a dehghtful novelty. The fun between them was often fast and furious ; and Cordelia, on this occasion, stayed in the dining-room to enjoy it after Mrs. Lichfield, who never flirted noisily, nor across the table, had finished her luncheon and gone upstairs. Goaded and scandalised by this behaviour, Miss Greenley expressed an opinion that Cordelia was a reprobate, and required much praying for. ' I beg you will not think of it, Miss Greenley. I suppose it is possible you might succeed, and I am sure I do not want the things that you would ask for,' was the flippant answer. ' Oh, my dear ! Augusta's prayers are a treasure indeed,' remonstrated Miss Amelia. ' I should not mind yours so much. Miss Ameha, though I am afraid you would like to 46 THE PERFECT PATH. see me a very damj^, spooney kind of creature ; but I must firmly decline Miss Greenley's.' 'You know not what you cast away,' pleaded Miss Amelia. ' Yes, I do. My family would be truly grieved if they were answered. Have you ever seriously sat down to consider how deep they would be in the waters of affliction if I were to turn goody-goody on their hands ! Picture my aged parent's despair ! I might even come to think it wrong to quarrel with my daily omelette ! ' Cordelia retired victorious, to the joy of the Pole ; for Miss Greenley had just given the land- lord, the secretary, and three of the waiters a very poor time about the omelettes served at luncheon. In their little salon on the first floor sat Colonel Ashby and Mrs. Lichfield, in peace and amity, till Cordelia came. Colonel Ashby was a very handsome man, tall and well made, with a broad smooth forehead, and darK AX OPENING. 47 hair turning grey in a becoming manner : thinner than formerly, but still showing as much inclination to curl as was compatible with patrician fineness and delicacy of growth. His whiskers curled in the same discreet manner, and under his small moustache was seen a mouth that always smiled. He was chiefly terrible when this fixed smile did not accord with his feelings at the moment, and had to be contradicted by the imperative bend of his nose, the uplifting of his well-marked eyebrows, and the flash of his dark eyes. These eyes were handsome in themselves, but their setting sloped too much downward at the outer corners to be in keeping with the Colonel's broad forehead and constant smile. ^irs. Lichfield was smaller, fairer, and with less accented features than might have been expected from her father's daughter ; but she resembled him in her smile, and in the pecuhar setting of her eyes. Her pretty head was covered with admirably arranged little curls; 48 THE PERFECT PATH. her gown was fresli and lately put on, and she so far respected it that her little son of three years old was made to play at a safe distance from her. Fergus was a little fair child, grave and thin. He loved ' Cordie ' better than any one in the world, and made for her directly she came in. Therese, his French nurse, was constantly kind and devoted to him, as French nurses usually are ; but she teased him, and screamed at him, and never let him amuse himself in his own way. Only Cordie under- stood him — she allowed him to play with her as he liked best ; she provoked the slow sweet laughs that did not come if he were hurried or frightened ; and she, who was a proverb for being careless of what she said or did, was unfailing in her tact and patience with the one creature tliat at this time she really loved. It was necessary that the boy should play quietly when Colonel Ashby was there, so Cordeha kept a private treasure of home-made toys in AN OPEXIXG. 49 lier pocket for him ; and it was a little store of champagne corks, begged from the waiters for his benefit, that, being one day untimely- brought to light, earned for her the name of ' Corks,' by which she was known to a limited, but not very select, circle of young men, of whom the Hon. George Kingdon was the chief. Mrs. Lichfield was clever with her needle, and industrious too ; with help from Therese, and the devotion of her forenoons, she kept her own wardrobe in a high state of efficiency, con- sidering the small amount of help she had from the leaders of the millinery profession — for her husband had very narrow- n^inded views about bills. She was busy now with some minor arrangement of frills and ribbon that absorbed her a good deal. Colonel Ashby was also understood to have his occupations, though what they were was not very plain He was not at all an early riser, and the care of his person occupied much time ; he was often VOL. I. E 50 THE PERFECT PATH. heard to express great disgust at the uncivihsed habits of persons who could dress in less than two hours. The hotel luncheon was quite unsuited to his tastes ; he had only just left his room, and was taking his dejeuner and reading his letters. Only Cordeha had nothing to do; she dawdled hstlessly into the room, thinking that to be impertinent to Miss Greenley was but poor sport, and yet there was no better to be had till after dinner, when she was to act in a comic charade with the Longford boys, the Pole, and two American ladies who were staying at the Hotel des Citrons. She wished her father good-morning, without much attention to or from him, cast a contemptuous glance at her sister, that included her toilette, her work, and her general character, in one concise depre- ciation, and sat down on the floor to play with her nephew. ' Cannot you keep that child quiet, Cordelia?' AN OPENING. 51 ' Cordelia, shut that window ! Oh dear, will you never learn to manage the bolt ? ' ' I will do it, papa,' said Mrs. Lichfield, turning her head that way. ' On no account, my dear ; do not rise.' Colonel Ashby was always scrupulously polite to his married daughter ; he was often floridly complimentary to other ladies — only to Cordeha was he ever rude or purposely dis- agreeable. He closed the window sharply, treading on and breaking some of Fergus's toys as he went. ' Xaughty Colonel ! ' whispered the child — he was not allowed to say ' Grandpapa ; ' Colonel Ashby did not hke it. Cordeha stifled the remark and turned the boy's attention to somethinc^ else : the shielding of Fero was the only domestic duty that she recognised. ' Cordeha, get up ! Do not sprawl on the floor hke that ! ' This personal remark aroused her to the perception that her father was seriously out of E 2 LlbKAKt UNIVERSITY OF ILLINOli 52 THE PERFECT PATH. temper, he so seldom noticed anything she did or said. The sense of danger woke her courage to meet it. She got up from the floor and seated herself in one of the hot and dusty velvet chairs with which the Hotel des Citrons fur- nished its second-best rooms, and waited for the storm. ' How ungracefully you sit, and how heated and unladylike you look. You never look like a gentlewoman ; I wish you were more like Sophy.' ' Do you ! It would be very expensive to look like Sophy — pins, you know, and little things from the hairdresser, and real new gowns, for even her old ones do not make me look very like her ; if it were not that my waist is inches and inches smaller I could not wear them at all,' said Cordelia, affecting to look critically at her gown. It was of pale blue stuff, and suited its present wearer very well, only it was a little short and tight, and missed the silver buttons, lace, and manifold AX OPEXIXG. bo etceteras that had helped it to adorn the fair Sophy. ' CordeUa is getting really too uppish and pert ; nothing I do for her satisfies her. I wish you would consider that j^lan for her, papa,' said Mrs. Lichfield, who never entered into a war of words with her sister, and seldom found faidt with her, but was stung now by the unkind reference to her waist. ' What plan ? Are we to go to Worthing ? ' asked Cordelia, pleasantly excited. 'Worthing? Who is to know what may happen before Goodwood? What nonsense you talk ! Goodwood, indeed, and Croxton Park hardly over ! ' The Colonel was pardon- ably irritated, and drank his claret and pushed his letters about before he spoke again. ' A relative of your mother — a Miss Hooper, in fact — \vrites to ask you to visit her.' ' Aunt Susie ! Does she really ? To stay with her ? Oh, how screamingly jolly of her ! ' said Cordeha, springing to her feet. 54 THE PERFECT PATH. ' You think so, dq you ? I wish you may hke it, on trial.' ' I am sure to Hke Aunt Susie ; she loved mamma, perhaps she will love me.' Cordelia was quite off her balance ; she spoke excitedly, and as her father seldom heard her. He promptly checked her inclination to sentiment by saying in his most supercilious manner, — ' Doubtless she will love you. Old maids usually require some outlet for their sympathies, and I remember Miss Hooper as a person of many superfluous emotions. One of them must have dictated this letter, though it is not in itself effusive. It will probably appear that her cat is dead, or has escaped from her fond care, as her pets have done before this.' ' Will you show me her letter ? ' ' Certainly. I cannot recommend it as a model of style ; it is a little dry.' ' Miss Hooper presents her comphments to Colonel Ashby. She will esteem it a favour AN OPEXIXG. 55 if he will allow his daughter Cordelia, her great-niece, to pay her a visit of some duration. Miss Hooper will be happy to receive Miss Ashby at any time during the coming summer.' Ivy Cottage, Mayhury. ' How deliciously kind of her ! I call this truly sweet. Fancy a whole summer in the real country in England ! I suppose I may go?' ' You must ask your sister ; you are under her charge, though your relative has not the common politeness to refer to her. One must not expect much savoir-vivre at Maybury ; your very existence is a proof of that.' Mrs. Lichfield kindly spoke without further asking. ' If we had not Cordeha we could afford to stay a little in Paris after Aix-les-Bains ; it would be a great gain to be without her at Trouville this year, it is bad enough to be obliged to take Fero.' 56 THE PERFECT PATH. Hearing himself referred to in his mother's dispassionate equal tones, Fero threw himself across his aunt's knee and pensively kicked up his legs. ' My darling ! If only I could take you with me ! But I must go.' Then aloud, ' Sophy's consent is of just the same consequence as her care of me. We can live without each other for a time. Anything must be better than playing this eternal second-fiddle-out-of- tune at every hot watering-place in France. I should like best to go to board at the convent at Brussels, but as I suppose I may not, I should like to go to Aunt Susie.' ' I do not know where you learnt to be such an affectionate niece. It is very fine for you to talk of visits here and visits there, but you do not consider the expense to me. That cad Horley, who makes such an intolerable fuss about the shabby pittance he has to dole out, stopped your going to the convent — far the most reasonable place of tuition that could be found for you, and it is not likely that he will A^' OPEXIXG. 57 advance anything for your expenses in England, though it is well known to be the most ex- pensive countiy in Europe.' ' If there is only a shabby pittance, perhaps he cannot,' said Cordelia, despondingly ; this money difficulty in the way of her pleasures she knew was never got over. ' Did you suppose you were an heiress ? Look here, a shabby hundred and fifty is all that can be screwed out of Horley ; though there is more, wdiich he says he is keeping till you come of age — the fool, as if it would be of any use to me then ! He cannot be made to see that capital is frequently advanced for the education of a minor.' ' I thought Mr. Horley wished me to have a governess.' ' A governess ! Eeally, Cordelia, you are too childish. Can you understand this — your expenses at this hotel, merely for your living, are not less than fourteen pounds a month ; that is at the rate of a hundred and six'iy- eight pounds 58 THE PERFECT PATH. a year. If your income is only a hundred and fifty, how do you suppose I am to provide governesses — a hundred and seventy for hotel expenses only, not to mention the daily, the innumerable, calls on my purse for your other requirements.' Colonel Ashby waved his hand largely, as knowing how great these require- ments were. If he had not named them he might have quenched Cordelia, who felt weak in the presence of his arithmetic ; but she clearly knew that her appointments were spare, rarely new, and only obtained at the cost of a fierce wrangle, and also that to have occasionally ' a half-day donkey ' was the only personal luxury she ever attained to. He pushed his worm too far, and she turned. ' I do not know about the cost of living — I do not choose anything for myself; but I do know that I am kept very close and shabby, and have nothing nice as other girls have. If I go to Aunt Susan I shall not cost fourteen pounds a month.' AX OPEXIXG. 59 ' That is why I mean you to go there. Your mother's friends ought to take their share. I do not know what Miss Hooper's income may be, but in mere justice half of it shoukl be mine ; she has no one dependent on her. You are, even for your age, so singularly devoid of tact that you are not Hkely to induce her to leave you your — or rather my — rightful share.' ' I can ask her if you wish ; but I must go there to do it, and I must have some decent clothes to go in, and money to buy them.' ' Xo more impertinence, if you please ; you have entirely spoilt my enjoyment of my breakfast, and seriously vexed me. I have ex}3lained to you the state of my affairs as few parents would condescend to do, and you immediately propose to squander more money in dress. Consult your sister about your clothes, as you are pleased to call them, instead of annoying me about trifles. If you have any ladyhke instincts they will tell you that 60 THE PERFECT PATH. simplicity of attire best becomes a girl in the schoolroom.' ' That is just what I am not, and as I am nearly eighteen the schoolroom must make haste or it will not hold me, any more than Sophy's gowns.' Then Colonel Ashby swore at his younger daughter, which she pretended she did not mind, and he closed the discussion by going out, leaving her to get over her excitement as she could. ' I wish you would not vex papa ; he will be out of sorts all day,' said Mrs. Lichfield, in a tone that Cordelia thought beneath the gravity of the occasion. ' Why should he not be vexed ? I wish I could vex him, really, thoroughly — not a little miff of a temper that he will get over by to- morrow, but a good rousing up, so that he will see that I am going to the dogs and do some- thing to stop it.' ' Don't be silly, you are to go to this old lady ; AX 0P£>'1XG. 61 why can't you be content ? I will see about your clothes. There is that white cashmere ' ' Sophy ! you are worse than papa — much worse ; he is only selfish and wants to be let alone and have no expense ; but you are a thorough cat, always after some secret scheme of your own. I know why you want to have me done cheap and on the quiet this summer. I know who is going to Trouville. Some day you will wish you had let me go to scliool, or have a croverness, instead of leaviniy me with nothing to do but to study you and your little ways. When Duncan proposed that you should stay with us at Wortliing this winter, he meant it for kindness to me, and I shall not forget it.' ' Nonsense ! Duncan has nothing to do witli it, and T do not suppose he ever thought of you,' said ]Mrs. Lichfield, speaking lightly, but quailing. ' I shall write to Aunt Susan myself ; then papa can say what he likes, and it won't mat- ter,' pronounced Cordeha. 62 THE PERFECT PATH. CHAPTEE lY. A DAMSEL ERRANT. Night by night He and his monstrous rout are heard to howl Like stabled wolves, or tigers at their prey, Doing abhorred rites to Hecate In their obscured haunts of inmost bowers. Yet have they many baits, and guileful spells, To inveigle and invite th' unwary sense Of them that pass unweeting by the way. Milton. Cordelia's letter was a work of time and thought, during which there was a cessation of hostilities, for, being less ready with her pen than with her tongue, the trials of composition subdued her for the moment. ' Sophy, are there two n\s in " affectionate " ? ' ' Yes — at least, I am not sure ; don't you know that it is always written short ? ' ' I am not sure how to write it short, so I have put it all as far as the n. I think there A DA^klSEL ERKAXT. 63 must be two ; there are two in French, I know. Her letter finished, Cordeha sat by the window gazing at the triangles of intense blue sea tliat were visible between the roofs of the neighbouring villas. Mrs. Lichfield thought she was getting over her temper-storm quickly as usual, and that she was herself showing much tact by leaving her alone. But Cordelia was like the lion of primitive natural history, who has a claw at the end of his tail, and when he wants to get into a rage he has only to wag the tail vigorously, and the claw works him up to the required pitch. Her claw, which she was just now digging fiercely into her sides, was the idea of her dead mother of whom she thought so much and knew so little, an idea always painfully excited by a quarrel with her father. She knew that her mother was beautiful, because she was reproached for not being hke her, and she knew that her hfe had not been 64 THE PERFECT PATH. happy, for who could be happy with Colonel Ashby ; and then he spoke of her in terms of indifference or contempt ; he plainly respected more that first wife who had the courage to show him how cheaply she held him, than, the feebler and better woman who had weakly allowed him to break her heart. Something of the runaway match, and of the grieved and insulted father, Cordelia had gleaned, she did not know how. Of the moderate legacy left to her at secondhand she heard more, for Colonel Ashby never restrained his wrath on account of any feelings his daughter might have. Of Miss Hooper she knew but one thing. Among the few things in her possession that once belonged to her mother was a small manual of prayers that had accompanied the luckless Eosina in her flight ; there was written in it, in a smaller and lighter edition of the same hand that was seen in the letter in Cor- delia's lap, ' Eosina Stafford, from her loving aunt Susie.' A DAMSEL ERR.i^'T. 65 On these words, Eosina's daughter — so poor where her mother had been so rich — built castles enough, whole romances of love and forgiveness, reams of imaginary correspondence, and thrilling scenes of reconciliation. Now her heart swelled high — surely her castles had not been built entirely in the air, for they were founded on the old incorruptible stone of Love. ' Aunt k5usie ' was living and loving still, those stiff words of invitation proved it abundantly. Then those prayers were good. Aunt Susie must have wished her mother to be good — perhaps knew about it and would teach her ! But this full heart was also a very sore one. Colonel Ashby's taunts and scoldings were added to the old grievance of her mother's trials and supposed wrongs. Mrs. Lichfield's in- difference and selfishness struck with fresh force against Cordelia's vehement wishes and tumul- tuous hopes ; while over all was the sharp, bitter feeling that she was neglected and defrauded, allowed, as she said, to go to the dogs. To this VOL. I. F 66 THE PERFECT PATH. store of explosives George Kingdon unwittingly set a match. ' How do you do, Mrs. Lichfield. Where is the Colonel ? Has he gone to Monte Carlo ? This is an off-day with me, and I hoped to find him at home.' ' Ah, Mr. Kingdon ! You are doubly wel- come, for we are dull this afternoon. My father is going to dine with Count Morlaix, and that is absolutely worse than Monte Carlo — he will be ruined, and without the music' ' Let us hope he will ruin the Count. What are you doing this evening ? ' ' The other Count and Major Spires are coming to meet the Warlingtons and Mrs. Marish here for tea, and a little loo, or a roll of the ball. I w^ould have asked you, but I thought you would certainly be at Count Morlaix's. Come ; though you are too lucky at roulette.' ' Only at yours, I do not win many of the Blanc dollars. Hullo, Corks ! What's up ? A DAMSEL ERRA2sT. bi Hot face, red eyes, a dagger-and-bowl expres- sion, an ink-smudge on your nose! You don't mean to say that some one has been rash enough to try to teach you to write ! It has been hard times for that poor chap, I know.' Cordeha's chin went up, but she did not speak. ' Do not tease her, Mr. Kingdon ; she has been a httle distiurbed this afternoon. A rela- tion of hers has asked her for a visit, and this impetuous child wanted to be off at once, with- out consideration of ways and means, while my father saw that there was much to consider. We do not care to part with her for an indefinite time, and, besides, are not quite sure that these relatives are desirable people for her to be very intimate with ; I fancy my father chose the flower of the family. You see we treat you as a friend, Mr. Kingdon, and lay open our little discussion to you.' Cordelia rose up in her wrath and blazed upon them. ' Have you done, Sophy ? Would F 2 68 THE PERFECT PATH. you like to say any more to George, who knows us all quite well enough to understand ? I will tell him. George, the little discussion was a furious quarrel. Papa is in a diabolical temper, and so am I ; we have said the most atrocious things to each other ; he was the worst, because I was afraid to say all the things I thought of, so I have said them to Sophy, who always keeps her temper at the expense of other people's. They both want to get rid of me — Papa for cheapness, only it goes against him to please me and my aunt too ; and Sophy wants me to go at any price — well, for reasons of her own ; and both of them grudge the money to fit me out respectably — so there ! ' ' Come, come, draw it mild ; you must take it easier than this,' said George, feebly. He was going to say ' old girl,' but felt that Cordelia was at too high a strain for that choice epithet to please her ; and ' Corks ' being open to the same objection, his appeal fell rather flat for want of a personal address. A DAMSEL ERR.iNT. 69 'Don't be silly, Cordie,' said Sophy, with mild gravity. ' The money is a very secondary consideration, though it is not always easy to find it exactly when it is wanted, and Papa likes to give it spontaneously rather than to be asked for it. You must disguise yourself, and try to win a fortune at Monte Carlo ; must she not, Mr. Kingdon ? ' she finished playfully, as one who would jest and turn to other matters. ' Very well ; you have said it, and I will go,' said Cordeha, in accents of passionate despair, rushing out of the room. ' Poor httle Cordie ! she is quite upset ; please excuse her, Mr. Kingdon ; it is not often she is so uncontrolled, though she is always a little difficult to manage. Xow sit down, I have not seen you for so long ; have you any news, or the least little titbit of scandal even ? You hear everything. George sat down near the window, but he found that he could not command the terrace, and presently he forgot to look out, and gave 70 THE PERFECT PATH. himself up to the enjoyment of a quiet half-hour with pretty Mrs. Lichfield, who knew so well how to make it pass agreeably. At the end of it he asked, ' Do you know where your sister is?' ' No ; she went away in a pet, poor child, fancying we teased her. I dare say she is up- stairs, playing with my httle Turk.' ' I rather think she went out. Is it possible that she has fulfilled her threat, and gone to Monte Carlo ? ' ' Oh, no ! surely not ! She could never be so very naughty.' ' She looked rather hot, you know ; and when my friend Corks threatens a thing it is not fear that keeps her off it.' ' But this would be outrageous. Perhaps she is at Eumpelmayer's ; she is so fond of sweet things, tiresome girl.' Mrs. Lichfield sent upstairs to ask for Miss Ashby. She had gone out in haste, half an hour before, reported Therese. A DAMSEL ERRAXT. 71 ' I am a little uneasy, 'Mis. Lichfield ; may I go and look for her ? Had she any money ? ' ' Xo. Stay — yes, twenty francs ; Papa gave it to her yesterday for some boots, and I know she has not spent it.' 'Well, I will ask at Eurapelmayer's, and look about the gardens. If I do not see her I will hop over yonder ; it can do no harm, and if she has been so lively as to go I will take care of her. Say nothing to the Colonel.' Mr. Kingdon did not trouble himself to go to the confectioner's, nor even to the prome- nade, but went direct to the station. A word with an official confirmed his belief that Cordelia had carried out her threat, and he presently followed her, grumbling to himself for the first time at the miscellaneous company carried by the afternoon train to Monte Carlo. Of much less mixed character, tending to pure badness, was the assortment of people who arrived from Nice and overtook Mr. Kingdon as, after a search in the gardens, hoping that 7Z THE PERFECT PATE. Cordelia might have lacked courage to go farther, he entered the Casino. He knew that most of them were worse than they looked, and that even the most wilful orirl of Cordelia's kind would be quite unable to appreciate them. He went through the hall, the reading-room, the theatre, all the loitering places, unsuccessfully, but in the first gaming-room, in the thick of that unholy fight, at one of the roulette tables, was Cordelia Asljby, sitting between an old Eussian gentleman and one of the croupiers. Her eyes and her cheeks burned with the excite- ment of the afternoon, and from the hot and nauseous atmosphere of the crowded gas-lit rooms. In spite of the eagerness with which she was pursuing her end, she was playing with the utmost gravity and propriety, with full knowledge of what she was about, so that she was attracting very little attention from the players about the table, and it was past the hour for moralising sightseers. George judged it better to leave her alone for the present, for she A DAMSEL ERRAIs'T. id did not look as if she ^vould be amenable to any liint from liim. The gambler's fever was too strong in this young man to allow him to be a quiet watcher. Standing a little beyond Cordelia on the same side of the table, where he could give an occa- sional look to her, he began to play on his own account. At first he staked as she did, half witli the gambler's superstition that such a player must win, and half in curiosity, to see if she won or lost. The crowd increasing, he could not always see what she did, and he used his own judgment in the intervals ; then an unusual run of the numbers attracted his atten- tion, for he knew not how long ; when he next looked for her she was gone. Cordelia's start in life was made with a piece of twenty francs. As she dashed out of the hotel, she calculated that this would give her four chances at one of the ' silver tables ' ; but the disadvantage of going through the world in a passion was brought home to her at the 74 THE PEEFECT PATH. station, where she must break into her first five francs for her fare. She was known at the Casino, where she had often been with her sister, and, being tall enough to be by courtesy twenty-one, she passed into the gaming-rooms with the fatal facility extended to all who are likely to hesitate for want of it. The evening trains had not yet come in, and there was no great crowd about the tables when she went in, and she soon slipped into a seat, as being at the moment a refuge from the more conspicuous position of standing behind the chairs. The croupier saw that this girl with the three big silver coins for her capital was probably a run- away, and he kept his eye on her and made her first transactions easy. Many games for half- francs and coppers in the private rooms of the hotel had made her quite familiar with the board, and she had also been frequently in the rooms and watched the players, though she had not been allowed to play herself. Thus she was not particularly nervous, and quietly made A DAMSEL ERRANT. 75 her stakes on some of the even chances, losing her first venture, winning the second and third, and losing again the fourth. Then she waited for two turns and began again, winning on the whole until she got some gold pieces ; with these she played more boldly, and with varying fortune, never quite coming up to the standard of the two hundred francs which she had set herself to win, and several times sinking within her original capital. Once she lost it all, and was on the point of getting up when the old Eussian, her neighbour, who had also been watching her, said carelessly in English, ' You have not the small money. Take then — take,' and pushed two five-franc pieces towards her. With a great increase of heart-beating on find- ing that she was observed, she took them and staked them separately, losing the first and winning with the second. She tm^ned hot and cold with fright over the last, remembering that if she lost she could not pay, and this was not hke a party of penny roulette among 76 THE PERFECT PATH. friends ; but she won, paid her debt, took breath, and went on again with fresh courage, or rather fresh excitement. It was just then that George Kingdon came in and saw her. Time flies fast on darkest vans over those tables ; the crowd grew thick about them, and many honest people who were only touching pitch with one finger, when they saw Cordelia's glowing face watching the hopping ball, said, ' That is quite a girl ; what a shame to let her sit there with all that scum about her ! Has she no friends ? Well, perhaps she is as bad as the others,' — and so on. The ' scum ' had their word with the rest. ' These English, they would be so proper, and they allow 2i jeune per Sonne to do thus.' There were some also who said, ' By Jove ! this is coming it rather strong. Where is the Sophy ? ' and ' Old Greyleg Ashby is getting the filly in training early.' Cordelia only knew that the oppression of so many people standing round her and leaning over her chair was becoming A DAMSEL ERRANT. 77 intolerable. She began to stake rather wildly, and one lucky choice of numbers bringing her gains up to the ten gold pieces that she wanted, she shpped them into her glove, put down the surplus at random, won again, and got up, her head swimming. ' Ah, miss ! go not now when your chance begins,' whispered the Eussian. 'No, I have enough; good- night,' she returned, as she struggled out of the crowd, leaving her neighbour to a profound amaze- ment. THE PERFECT PATH. CHAPTEE V. BY MOONLIGHT. where ehe Shall I inform my unacquainted feet In the blind mazes of this tangled wood ? Milton. When Cordelia came out of the Casino, the gleaming uncertain lights, the number of people passing up and down the steps, and the carriages with shouting drivers giving cracks like pistol- shots to their whips, bewildered her a little, and the first breath of the fresh night air made her giddy ; but she ran down through the moonlit gardens to the station, where the full waiting- room and the aspect of the throng thoroughly frightened her, and for the first time ! What horrible people ! How dreadful to be alone among them ! They are all looking at her, and — dreadful thought ! — what shall she do when BY MOONLiaHT. 79 the train comes ? A man spoke to her, another laughed in her face and completed her dismay. Looking helplessly round, she saw a French couple, of not very distinguished people, who were staying at the Hotel des Citrons ; she hardly was acquainted with them, and had chiefly noticed them to make a mock of their oddities ; but now she tliought a famihar face must needs be a friendly one, and going up to Madame Gar von, she asked if she would be so good as to allow her to go back to Mentone with her. The Frenchwoman made an inde- scribable movement of aversion and contempt, and screeched loudly, ' Impossible, Made- moiselle — impossible ! Si vous trouvez a I'hotel que je ne suis bon que poui' rire, ici ' But her scornful laugh and gesture were enough ; Cordelia turned and fled out of the station, along the road, up the hill, as fast as anger and fear would carry her. She was hardly out of sight, and the laughter that piursued her had scarcely died 80 THE PERFECT PATH. away, when George Kingdon came into the station and looked round for her. He too saw Madame Garvon, and, in despair, asked her if she had seen Miss Ashby. She flatly denied it, though she was still shaking with the excite- ment and triumph of her successful snub to her English foe. ' It was, then, with Monsieur that the demoiselle had come — not alone, as she had been told ! ' Between vexation at himself for having named Cordelia, and wrath at the cold-blooded Frenchwoman and her malicious looks, George swore aloud, which pleased her much, for though she had often read of the English ' big, big D,' it had never reached her ears before. He was leaving the station to seek once more at the Casino, when Madame's little husband, a person of no consideration, yet apparently not without human kindness, touched his arm and whispered that Made- moiselle, his sister, had set off on the Mentone road, ' bien vite ! ' Without staying to bless after his banning, BY MOONLIGHT. 81 and furiously angry with all the world, Mr. Kingdon followed Cordelia on the way pointed out to him, the carriage road to Mentone. The coolness and comparative silence when he had passed the first villas calmed him a httle. It is not very easy, even for a strong person, such as he was not, to keep up a good hot rage and to walk fast uphill at the same time ; presently, too, he saw Cordelia skimming along before him, and the near success of his pursuit helped to bring him to a passable state of mind. How fast she had gone ! She could not have had more than three minutes' start of him, and she was already far up the winding road that leads away from the Eden-hke valley, where the coiled glittering snake lies at the bottom. The moon lighted the whole semicircle of mountain cliffs and garden slopes ; the trees cast deep shadows here and there across the white road, and Cordelia passed quickly through * ebon and ivory.' At last she stood to gather breatii under a great carob-tree, thinking she should VOL. I. G 82 THE PERFECT PATH. be hidden in the blackness of the shadow ; but her gown being of some very pale and shining blue stuff, she only carried a streak of moon- light into the shade of the dense old tree. She took off her hat, and looked about her, chiefly over the sea, as people naturally do when it is in sight — seeking the infinite, perhaps. She did not notice George, who, for his part, harmonised well enough with the shadow. The moonlight touched the oHves on Cap St. Martin, but left the fir-trees black; the little waves washed white against the rocks ; the bay was smooth, and dark with a soft and living darkness, and beyond it the open sea spread wide in a shining plain. A few red sparks and a deeper dusk showed where old Eoccabruna holds aloof on her pinnacle from the sparkling new world at her feet ; the woods crept up the hill-sides like the waves of another sea ; Turbia, hke a dead queen, lay on her lofty couch ; and, above all, the mountains rose calm and high, their ten- derest dusk just touched with softest hght. BY MOOXLIGHT. 83 Cordelia, cooling her glowing cheeks in the soft wind, looked wistfully round on all this beauty, not ignoring it so much as deferring her joy in it. ' It is lovely,' she thought. ' Some day, when I am very good, I shall care more for it, I suppose, and want nothing more to make me glad. Now I only long for some- thing that is not here.' ' Do you mean to walk home. Miss Ashby ? ' ' Oh, George ! did you come after me ? ' ' I think so, rather ! What are we to do ? Will you turn back with me and see if we can get a carriage ? ' ' Xo ; notliing shall induce me to go down there again — ever again. I must walk back ; I am afi'aid it will be a long way for you. Your voice sounds as if you were in a jolly good rage with me ; and yet, I suppose, you mean to see me home.' ' It is three miles from here to the Hotel des Citrons. Walking will be the best now, as we have come so far, if you are up to it.' G 2 84 THE PERFECT PATH. ' I am quite up to it — and about the rage ? ' It is a good sizeable one, I assure you, my young friend ; but it is not all for you, and I am not going to scold you now. Come, we must step out.' They walked together in silence at a good steady tramp. When they met any one or were overtaken by carriages returning from Monte Carlo, and, above all, when they came to the dark places of which dark stories are told, where the olives close over the road with fantastic, uncertain shadows that seem to move though there is no wind to stir the trees, then she is glad of her companion and walks nearer to him. For his part he does not mind the shadows, but cares a good deal about the car- riages. Cordeha has such a noticeable figure, and this moonlight is so clear ! He does not as a rule care much for the opinion of people in general, and this unwonted exception is tell- ing the more upon him. BY MOOXLIGHT. 85 ' How much have you Avon ? ' he asks sharply. ' I do not quite know. I have it here ; I can count. Two hundred and eighty-five francs.' ' Will that be enough for your gowns ? ' ' Yes, I think so ' — in a very small voice. ' I hope they will wear well. I know women think all the world of their clothes ; but I did not think you would have run such a rig as this for a Httle finery. What will you do when you are thirty, and dress begins to matter to your looks, if you go such lengths for it now when you do not want it ? ' 'It was not that, George. You do not understand. It was because I was mad with Papa and wanted to spite Sophy — they ought to have given me the money ! ' ' Oh ! I am glad you have such praise- worthy reasons. I hope you are satisfied now. You have put your foot in it deeper than you seem to appreciate.' 86 THE PERFECT PATH. ' I was dreadfully frightened.' ' I am very glad to hear it.' As they came into the western bay of Mentone, the silence of the hotels and pensions all so decorously shut up and with hardly a light to be seen was rather appalling ; it gave such a dead-of-night feeling, though it was not yet eleven o'clock. ' Will the " Citrons " be open, or shall we have to rouse the house and call the landlord out of bed ? ' asked George, gloomily. ' The Colonel is out to-night ; he is always very late at Count Morlaix's. Max will be up ; but I am afraid the door will be locked. Some of Sophy's people may be still in our salon' ' Then I shall have a word with her. Will she be in a great worry about you ? ' 'She will be disappointed that I am not gone altogether. Papa would not miss me for at least a week, and when he noticed I was gone he would say it was just like my want of savoir-vivre' BY MOONLIGHT. 87 ' Poor old Corks ! ' ' Don't, George ! ' Max let them in discreetly. Max was the head-waiter of the Hotel des Citrons, an unfor- tunate with such a white face, set off by such very black eyes and hair, that he suggested a snow man finished off with soot. Fortunately he had so wide an experience of the queer ways of ' les etrangers ' that nothing could well surprise him. On the first landing, George said, ' You had better go upstairs at once. I will tell your sister you have come in. Good-night, and don't do it again.' Cordelia began to thank him, but suddenly burst into tears, and ran off towards her lofty abode without another word. In Mrs. Lich- field's salon George found three ladies, seven gentlemen, and a good many bottles. He de- clined a seat at the table where one of the party was holding a roulette-table for the rest, and going to the refreshment tray filled for 88 THE PERFECT PATH. himself a sparkling bowl, while Mrs. Lichfield came airily up to him. ' Well, did you find that naughty child ? I am afraid you have had a great deal of trouble.' He felt that love had indeed grown cold as he answered in a low voice and a tone of infinite contempt — ' I found your young sister sitting in the gambling-hell down yonder by herself, playing at one of the tables, among a lot of the delect- able people that are to be seen there of an evening — you know the sort, Mrs. Lichfield, though she does not. It will be all over Men- tone to-morrow before breakfast. There are not many who know as I do that it is no fault of her own that she runs wild and uncared for, and has the chance of such doings as this. I warn you that I will not hear her blamed without saying what I know to excuse her. No, I can't say what you are to do about it ' — in answer to an eloquent little gesture. ' Now BY MOONLIGHT. 89 you had better send the poor child some su])per ; she has eaten nothing since luncheon.' Mr. Kingdon went away, leaving Mrs. Lich- field disturbed enough at last ; but Cordelia got no supper, and sobbed herself to sleep alone. 90 THE PERFECT PATH. CHAPTEE VI. SURVEYING THE GROUND. . . . Glancing all at once as keenly at her, As careful robins eye the delver's toil. Tennyson. 'Dearest Aunt Susie, — Thanks tremendously for asking me to stay with you, and I am coming in spite of everything. I do not know when, for it is a long way, and it is not certain if we go to Aix-les-Bains. They won't let me travel by myself for the look of the thing ; but I am coming. I suppose the Colonel will write to you ; and I am out of my wits with joy. Eeceive my respectful compliments. ' Your most affectionnate niece, 'Cordelia Ashby.' ' Colonel Ashby presents his compliments to Miss Hooper ; he is happy to accede to her SURVEYING THE GROUND. 91 request that his younger daughter should visit her. Miss Ashby will arrive at May bury so soon as a fitting escort can be arranged for her.' ' Humph ! ' said Miss Hooper, comparing these notes. ' They should be shaken in a bag to make one good, honest letter between them. Plenty of compliments ! Where has that child learnt to say " Aunt Susie," I wonder. She must come up in the omnibus, fitting escort and all, if they give me no more notice than this.' Accordingly, one afternoon, at the end of May, the omnibus deposited at the gate of Ivy Cottage a tall young woman in a tumbled gown and the before- mentioned rush hat. She carried a large fan, but had no other travelhng baggage. She bestowed a rapturous hug on Miss Hooper, who was not accustomed to be kissed, and did not like the practice. ' My dear, you are very welcome. If we had known you were coming, a servant should have met you with a carriage.' 92 THE PERFECT PATH. When Miss Hooper said 'we' she meant herself and her maids, of whom she had five : a thin and aged waiting- worn an, — no one ever called French a lady's-maid — a stout and aged cook, and . a housemaid not much more than middle-aged. These three were the nominal strength of the establishment, but Cook was too old for much work, so her niece waited on her and did anything that required exertion ; while Mrs. French, whose sight was impaired, had a young cousin to perform the same good offices for her. ' Dearest dear Aunt Susie, how perfectly lovely it is to come here ! ' ' Are you alone, my dear ? And your luggage?' ' My portmanteau got itself lost at the junction. I told all the railway people to send it on, or it would be curious for them. Yes, I am alone ; the Colonel does not do escort duty. Sophy is too yellow to be seen after her passage ; and as to Thcrese, she thinks she is SUEYEYIXG THE GROUND. 93 dead, and has not turned up in so good a place as she had reason to expect. She is a Men- tonese, you know, and the Charing Cross Hotel is not exactly her notion of Paradise. I think this is mine. How dear of you to let me come ! ' Cordelia took in the chief beauties of Ivy Cottage in one admiring glance, and gave a long sniff at the sweet soft English air. ' I am glad to see you, my dear ; I hope we shall make you happy. When did you cross ? ' ' Yesterday, in time for the Epsom week. Papa was full of dark engagements for to-day, so I hopped off early — sans adieu.' ' Did not your father see you off? ' ' Oh, no. He will say it showed more tact than he thought me capable of to spare him the fuss of leave-taking.' ' We had better have some tea. Then you can write to announce your safe arrival.' ' It will be of no use to write. They are going into lodgings, and I do not know where,' 94 THE PERFECT PATH. said Cordelia, placidly, as they passed into the house. Next day there was discussion on the sub- ject of Cordelia at Wastel Warren. Mayne Wastel, the master of the house, said to his step-mother, the head of the family, ' Aunt Susan has caught a Tartar.' ' Oh, has she come ! ' said Mrs. Wastel. ' Have you seen her ? ' asked Lettice, sole daughter of that house, and the second Mis. Wastel's only child. ' I looked in at Ivy Cottage this morning on my way from the Board, and found Aunt Susan quite off her balance, not sure if she should laugh, or cry, or be very angry. I advised the first, as soonest mended, and set her a good example when I heard that this young hussy had actually run away from her parent to come here, and arrived with only the clothes she stood up in — queer ones they are. It seems that running away is a vice that goes in the family. She turned up unexpectedly yesterday, and the SURVEYING THE GROUND. 95 old maids are all in a twitter about the want of notice, and there is a complication, it seems, about the spare-room carpet. Aunt Susan is furious with the father, who appears scarcely to be a joy to his friends, and has neglected this poor girl till her great wish has been to get away from him.' ' I can quite believe that. But any kind of running away is a serious matter. I do not wonder that Aunt Susan is alarmed,' said Mrs. Wastel. ' Then she has never stayed in a private house before, certainly not in one like Aunt Susan's. Fancy her making little casual remarks when Aunt Susan read the Bible to the maids, and saying she thought the wise virgins a selfish lot — much as if she had never heard of them before. Then, instead of coming down to breakfast this morning, she sent for coffee upstairs.' ' What bad manners ! I am afraid she is not at all nice,' said Lettice. 96 THE PERFECT PATH. ' I do not say that. In spite of the con- sternation produced by a call for coflee in that tea-drinking household, and the " putting out " of the old maids, I saw that this young woman had walked straight into Aunt Susan's heart. Lettice will be nowhere. She is like the hen with the ducklings — proud, but puzzled. I was laughing at her when this Cordelia came in.' ' What is she like ? ' asked Lettice with curiosity, and her mother with fear. ' A very fine young woman, tall and well set up, with a handsome face and a child's expression, good eyes and chin — I do not know about her nose — curly dark hair all in a fiizz.' ' What will Aunt Susan say to a fuzz ? ' said Lettice, who had a brown and shining tete (foiseau. 'Perhaps it may be mitigated, but only shaving her head will work quite a cure. The funny thing is that she is like Aunt Susan herself.' ' She does not seem to be like her mother,' SURYEYIXG THE GROUND. 97 said Mrs. Wastel, with the yearning sigh that always came with her mention of Eosina. Her stepson noticed the sigh, and wondered at the store of affection that had been lavished on this unsatisfactory Eosina. ' She is hke Aunt Susan ; she has the same bright eyes and understanding look, and holds her head up in the same way.' ' Is she fafet and slangy ? ' asked Lettice, anxiously. ' Well, perhaps — not exactly. You will say so ; but I should not call her slangy myself, though she talks all the slangs I ever heard of. Aunt Susan does not understand half she sayj ; but she has a nice way, a little friendly mannei , like a nice child.' ' We must have her here — don't you think so, mother? — and try to do her good,' saivl Lettice. ' Yes, it will help Aunt Susan, perhaps ; I do not think Mayne will object, as he seems to be following the aunt's lead. I am bound to VOL. I. H 98 THE PERFECT PATH. do something for this girl — she is my cousin, and my dearest friend's child.' Mrs. Wast el made an early call on Miss Hooper, in her full district equipment of grey shawl, bundle and tin pail. Aunt Susan was in her garden, making her slow progress among her flower beds ; she was flourishing her stick about and poking at any small weed that had got its unauthorised head above ground during the night, for she leant on a strong and wilhng arm ; she was admiring the flowers, and Cordelia was admiring her. As even the back view of a pair of lovers, though walking on opposite sides of the path, will subtly but certainly proclaim their lovership, so did the aspect of Aunt Susan and her great-niece, even from the garden gate, advise Krs. Wastel that they were knit together already in a close bond of affection. ' Here is the milkwoman,' said Cordelia. After a little mutual * taking stock ' as the three gossiped together, Mrs. Wastel, to gain a little conversation, and to see if the new- SURVEYING THE GROUXD. 99 comer had any airs, asked Cordelia to carry the tin pail as far as the almshouses. She was perfectly ready both to carry the pail and to conduct the conversation. ' I never heard of you till I came here ; I did not know mamma had any cousins. I only knew of Aunt Susan.' ' Yet I loved your mother very much, and was her closest friend. I knew your father a little too; perhaps he does not hke to speak much of your mother.' 'Very likely not, if he were nasty to her.' ' I did not mean that ; I thought he might still feel the sorrow of her early death.' ' Not he ! Sometimes he slants me for being like her, or not like her, as it may happen. Fancy the Colonel with a secret grief ! ' ' Was he willing for you to come here ? ' ' We had a tremendous shindy about it ; but I think he did not mind getting rid of me for a time, and, as I was death on it, it had to be.' ' My dear ! ' 100 THE PERFECT PATH. ' There, I have said something again ! I am awfully sorry, for Aunt Susan does not like it ; and she is such a scrumptious old dear, I do not seem to care about riling her^' said Cordelia, looking full of compunction. ' The slang of the rising generation is always a trial to the one in possession ; and you must remember that, as Aunt Susan is two generations older than you are, it is doubly distressing to her. I wonder what were the forbidden expres- sions of her day ; there must have been plenty, for they seem to be a natural outcome of youth. The difference is that young people used to be obhged to restrain themselves, and now they have greater liberty of speech. We cannot imagine slang under the " nips and bobs " of poor Lady Jane's time, can we ? ' ' I do not know. I have always talked as I liked, except at school, in French.' ' I suppose you have left school now for good, as school-girls say ? ' ' I do not mean to go again, unless it is to SURVEYIXG THE GROUND. 101 Brussels. I have been to so many schools, day schools chiefly, in France and England — cheap ones. I have learnt exactly nothing, except at the convent in Brussels — the soeurs there were first-rate, and one of them was Good.' Cordeha could always pronounce a capital. ' More than one, I hope. That was the place from which you were removed because Mr. Hor- ley objected to a Eomanist education for you ? ' ' Yes. How droll that you should know about me, when I knew nothing of you — don't I wish I had ! That old boy did not know that the convent suited me down to the ground, and that I never learnt any religion at all.' ' I hope you learnt some of the right sort ? ' ' Do you care about it, really ? How odd ! So does Aunt Susie. Xo, I learnt none. I am as ignorant as a hobgoblin, and as bad as I know how to be ; and not on purpose, I am afraid it is nature. My work will be cut out when I set about being good, and it is time I began. Is your daughter good — the real sort ? ' 102 THE PERFECT PATH. ' Indeed, I trust so. Yes, Lettice is a very good girl.' ' Perhaps she can teach me ; so few people seem to know. Aunt Susie is good, but I could not learn of her. I saw some one yesterday who looked as if he knew, and was like Soeur Lucie. It was the parson, the tall one ; he was talking to a man in the lane, and I was sitting in the tree that leans over from Aunt Susan's garden.' ' The vicar, Mr. Odiarne. He is one of the best men I know.' ' I was sure of it ! They do not have just that look unless they are of the best sort.' ' The oddest girl I ever saw ; and I like her,' was Mrs. Wastel's report to her daughter and stepson ; and she said very Httle more. Lettice Wastel was more direct when she interviewed her cousin ; she had fewer feelings on the subject, clearer views, and a more dis- tinct object ; youth has also fewer scruples, less experience of a daunting kind, and so fewer SCRYEYIXG THE GROUND. 103 fears. Lettice meant to civilise, cultivate, and convert. ' How shall you employ yourself here ? ' she asked of Cordelia, a little later. ' The strawberries will not last for ever, I suppose,' said Cordeha, inspecting her red thumbs ; ' but there are good things coming on — currants and raspberries, plums and pears, beside the peaches. The worst of plums and peaches is that you can gather faster than you can eat them ; now strawberries take longer to gather than to eat, so you can always be going on.' ' You gi'eedy thing ! Aunt Susan's garden brings every one to that ; Mayne calls every day in fig time. But are you not going to do something serious ? — there is so much time here, and you are to make a good long visit, Aunt Susan says. I am so glad, for we shall have time to be really friends.' * I am not very chummy with girls ; they are always after something, and cannot let you rub along in peace. They do not often want 104 THE PERFECT PATH. to be friends with me ; but if you do, I'll be on. I dare say we shall scratch on somehow.' Lettice, having come down from the Warren carrying the precious boon of her friendship in her hand to offer to this forlorn one, was hardly gratified ; but she was perfectly patient, used to small discouragements, and trained to hide her passing feelings of annoyance. ' We will try. I am rather jealous of you to begin with ; I used to be Aunt Susan's first favourite, and you have cut me out in a fortnight.' ' She thinks some pumpkins of you. She is very good to me ; but I do not know — I do not quite suit her, I am afraid ; she is always looking at me through her spectacles as if I were the queerest lot. Am 1 so awfully rum, do you think ? ' Lettice laughed heartily, ' Yes, rather. You have not been brought up like our Southshire girls, and Aunt Susan does not see more than one kind.' ' My kind is not quite right for her ; perhaps SURVEYING THE GROUND. 105 because I have been kept down, not brought up,' said Cordelia, deplorably. ' We might read something together,' sug- gested Lettice, seizing her opportunity. ' I do not like reading ; there are so few nice books. I en n not get on with stories, for thinking what fools the people all are, and what a fuss they make about nothing. I suppose no one reads the other sort of books, except the fogies who really like wdiat is stupid.' ' Oh, yes. Books that are not stories are the nicest, and you would like them best. It would be interesting for us to read the same books and talk about them.' ' What kind of books ? ' ' I have been reading Grote's " History of Greece," and MahafTy's books with it, and Worsley's "Iliad and Odyssey." We have " Gervinus " in the hbrary-box ; if you hke we might read some Shakespeare.' 'We read Shakespeare at one of my schools. I do not think Mrs. Wastel would hke 106 THE PERFECT PATH. you to read his book ; he uses so many bad words — downright swearing.' ' Perhaps you hke something more modern, " Mrs. Somerville's Life," or " The Voyage of the Challenger " ? ' ' See here, Lettice ; this won't do at all, I shall never rise to this, I know. You will have to drop me.' ' I cannot drop you, even if I wished, because you are my cousin. There are plenty of nice things we can do together besides reading.' ' Why should I do anything ? it is very nice to loaf round here, and talk to anyone that comes.' ' But do you not wish to be useful to people, to make your life of value to others ? ' ' Not in the least. Do you ? ' ' I try,' said Lettice, modestly. ' Of course I know the world will go round without me, but I try to be of all the use in it I can.' ' That must make you a great nuisance to people, or it would if you were old and — not nice. What do you do ? ' SUKVEYI>'G THE GROUND. 107 ' I manage the Uplands Sunday School, and go very often to the day school ; I help the mistress and the pupil-teacher with their work. Then I have the penny bank and clothing club for the Uplands district ; and I read with the younger servants, and go to the night-school sometimes, if Mayne goes. We have to help with things in Maybury, and as some of the property is in other parishes, there is always something on hand that we are expected to do. I have only been a year and a half without a governess, and my mother makes it my duty to read French and German — though I care for neither — and music is a duty, too, you know, in my position.' ' Good gracious I Do you do all this because it is right, and part of being good ; or because you hke it ? ' ' It is not very easy to say, though of course I ask myself the reasons and motives of my work sometimes. It is part of my hfe ; I have grown into it, and . could hardly do otherwise. Some things I like very much, and others not at 108 THE PERFECT PATH. all ; I hope I go through with the disagreeable part because it is right.' ' I suppose it is very horrid to be good at all?' 'Oh no ! There is no other peace and satisfaction. Indeed, indeed, you must believe us when we say that. It is so hard to make people believe it, people who never think of doubting anything else we say. You may be sure of it, Cordie ! ' said Lettice, eagerly, think- ing she saw an opening, and rising at once to the difficulties of her task. ' But if it is not horrid, and you only do it to feel jolly and set up with yourself, I do not see any goodness in it. You only do what you like, the same as the others,' Cordelia replied, with an air of deep disappointment. Before Lettice could marshal her arguments to meet her, she changed front, began to whistle the last air she had heard over the garden wall, and could not be brought to listen to any more morahsing. 109 CHAPTEE VII. VARIED OUTLOOKS. Health is the first good lent to men : A gentle disposition then : Next, to be rich by no by-ways ; Lastly, with friends t' enjoy our days. R. Hei-rick. Cordelia was quickly at home with her new friends, so far as outward things went. She pervaded the garden at Ivy Cottage, and gossiped with the gardener and the maids. She took long solitary walks at all hours, which made Aunt Susan rather uneasy, until she recognised that something of the kind was necessary to work off her great-niece's spare energy. She sat a good deal in a tree that hung over the garden wall towards the road, and studied human nature from that novel outlook; but her chief playground, as well as school, was at the Warren, where Mrs. Wastel 110 THE PERFECT PATH. allowed her to come and go as she pleased, making her as one of the family. The long shining smnmer days favoured this kind of life, and the girl learnt much. Those around her hardly guessed how much she had to learn, or how strange the even tenor of this English country life was, to one who knew nothing but watering-places, health resorts, and the people whose pleasure was their business. For reasons. Colonel Ashby never took this daughter with him on autumn visits to the sporting country houses where he was still received; and for reasons, different ones, Mrs. Lichfield never accepted for her sister sundry invitations to the very decorous and strait-laced houses of her husband's kindred ; thus Cordelia regarded society from the hotel and lodging-house point of view, and had no key to the ways of such people as the Wastels. Aunt Susie was like an old lady in a book — only nicer, she thought ; but for the Warren she had no standard. VAEIED OUTLOOKS. Ill The Wastels appeared to be rich — they had a large house in a small park, a butler, and many maids ; two or three carriages, and horses to match, a liberal housekeeping, and no grumbling on money matters — and yet simple dress, that Mrs. Lichfield would have thought unwearable, old-fashioned furniture, plain food, no kind of display or extravagance, and a perfect indifference to comparison with their neighbours, or the opinion of outsiders ; these things seemed contradictory. Then they were all so busy — they rose early, and worked hard at what they had in hand. Mrs. Wastel was often quite tired with her round of poor people and general benevolence, housekeeping, and letter-writing. Lettice chose her own occupa- tions ; yet she practised diligently, read German, and was busy with the works of which she had told Cordelia ; she never dreamt of novels, tennis, riding, or visiting, till the afternoon, and then only in due subservience to things more important. 112 THE PERFECT PATH. Mr. Wastel was still more perplexing. Many people wlio think it wrong for women and elderly persons to live for their own pleasure and amusement, make exception in the case of young men, grant them a liberty denied to their daughters, and, provided they have money enough to live on without their personal earnings, think it consistent with the right order of things that they should exist, not always beautifully, for their own delight. This slackness is a social mistake, for it takes much good breeding, as well as much money, to idle gracefully, while it is not at all difficult to work like a gentleman ; a point which young men with more gold than gentle blood would do well to consider. Mr. Wastel's case was different, for he came of a family that had lived in honour as squires on the same property for five or six generations, and had usually followed some profession in their youth. For all Cordeha could see, there was no reason why he should not spend his VARIED OUTLOOKS. 113 time as her father and his friends did ; she knew they would think him a muff for not doing so, and she was a Httle inchned to be of their opinion at first. But it was not for nothing that this girl came of the nearly extinct Hoopers, and of common ancestors with Aunt Susan. Her native wit supplied her lack of experience, and people even more young and foolish than herself could not have taken Mayne Wastel's pleasant brown face for that of a muff or any other description of fool, though his expression was more thoughtful tlian quick, and his neat, well- developed figure showed more energy than his face. He kept his body in good training, in working order as well as in subjection ; but his powers of mind being deep rather than agile, and at his age of seven-and-twenty not yet having come to their full power, he gave to the casual observer some impression of stern- ness. This impression was aided by his cir- cumstances. At an age when many men are VOL. I. I 114 THE PERFECT PATH. enjoying the pride of their youth, with all responsibility of life still on the shoulders of their elders, Mayne Wastel had relinquished one profession and devoted himself to another — one requiring many small sacrifices, and afford- ing few opportunities for great ones, with no place for display or distinction, he had alto- gether come into his kingdom, and begun to live as he meant to die. Had he told his own history, which he was most unlikely to do, unless in time to come he should need to ex- plain himself to the woman he loved — had he told his story, he would have said that there was only one event in it, certainly only one crisis, that had cost him doubt, pain, and sharp self-sacrifice, and that was clearly marked in his memory as the time when he held his life in his hand to turn it this way or that. From the boy's birth Major Wastel in- tended his only son to go into the army, and brought him up accordingly. His own spear VARIED OUTLOOKS. 115 had been beaten into a pruning-hook in middle life, after a fair share of adventure and a moderate one of active service ; his life having thus been interesting in its opening and satisfy- ing in its close, he looked for the same for his son. Mayne's own tastes and powers led him to choose tlie scientific service ; he passed out of Woolwich with honours, found the Engineers much to his liking, and spent in his corps several hardworking, hopeful, and very happy years. In an evil day for his son's career. Major Wastel fell ill of a lingering illness, which gradually sharpened his temper to an almost insupportable degree, and to a great extent weakened his judgment. He fancied that his property was going to rack and ruin when he could do nothing himself for its management ; he grew suspicious of every one about him, and only placed confidence in his son, who was at a distance. Mayne came home on leave when he could do so, and found things at Wastel Warren in I 2 116 THE PEEFECT PATH. a wretched state, to which his experience gave no paralleh His father was so ill that he must not be contradicted, and so well that nothing done in the house or on the estate escaped him ; Mrs. Wastel was hollow- cheeked and worn, strained in body and mind almost to the break- ing point ; Lettice had been sent to school, and was dismally unhappy there ; the bailiff had given warning ; the agent was very nearly doing the same; and the doctor was only kept about his patient because he knew, what no one else but Mrs. Wastel would beheve, that all this ill temper was only a ' symptom.' For remedy, nothing would serve Major Wastel but that Mayne should give up the army and come home ' to look after things.' ' You must come after my death ; come a httle earher ; it will be my best comfort, and it will keep things together — if they go on like this much longer there will be nothing left for any of you.' Mayne had by this time learnt that his VARIED OUTLOOKS. 117 father's death could not be long delayed, and had looked forward accordingly to duties and necessities that must come. He had no thousfht of giving up his beloved profession so soon as he could live without it ; the Warren estate was not so large as to make it imperative for the owner to live on it ; and though Mayne loved his home and the paternal acres as an English- man should, he had not the same exclusive devotion to them that his father had grown into, and did not see ' that keeping things to- gether ' was his sole purpose in life. But it is hard to resist a dying man, and that man an honoured father, with w^hom his son had never had a wrangle, much less a quarrel, in his life. Mrs. Wastel fought a good battle for her stepson, and lost it. ' I have done all I can, Mayne,' she said, vrith. tears — ' I have done all I can for you. If you refuse, I will never blame you ; but ask Philip Odiarne, he is the only man who can 118 THE PERFECT PATH. judge between you and your father ; ask him, and abide by what he says.' Mayne did consult his cousin, who had then but newly come to Maybury as Vicar, though in visits to his uncle's house he had learnt to know him and Mayne and their affairs. Mr. Odiarne, when he had heard all that was in Mayne's mind, appealed to Major Wast el, who gave in at the time, but with such evident misery that Mayne was overcome by his own victory and gave in on his side. Mr. Odiarne could not say to him ' do this or that ' ; but when, desiring only to do right, Mayne decided on his self-sacrifice, he gave him such consola- tion, encouragement, and sympathy, as made them friends for life, instead of, as hitherto, merely friendly cousins — and thus he gained something to set against his heavy loss. After a few trying months Major Wastel died, and his son found that when the portions of his sister and his stepmother were taken from the estate he would be too poor a man to VARIED OUTLOOKS. 119 be justified in being an idle one. This de- ficiency was not from any failui'e of manacre- ment or realisation of his father's fears, but from an unexpected depreciation of certain investments on which Major Wastel had relied to supply the charges on his estate. It was a hard case for Mayne that he should have given up his profession just when he most wanted it ; but he never appeared soiTy for himself He applied for such appointments as his short service gave him chances for; but appointments are the slowest things in the world to come when they are wanted, and he turned his mind to some plans of his friends for semi-scientific travel, which were congenial and interestingf, if not likely to be immediately profitable. Mrs. Wastel proposed to live at Chelten- ham, and leave the Warren to its heir; but one day when she was consulting him about a house there, he said : ' Why do you want to five at that hateful place ? ' ' It win suit us, I think, and not be more 120 THE PERFECT PATH. hateful than another,' said Mrs. Wastel, sur- prised. ' What do you advise me to do with the Warren ? ' ' If you travel for any length of time you had better let the house. We will make yom^ home in England for as long and as often as you like ; that will be our holiday-time to look forward to.' ' A pretty look-out ! You and Lettice at Villa No. 5,000, hating your lives ; and I at every grubby hotel and cut-throat public-house between here and 'Frisco ; with some fat grocer from Maybury getting fatter at the Warren while we break our three hearts for it ! ' ' Dear Mayne ! I know ; but we must make the best of it.' ' Don't see the necessity. Look here, dear lady ' — and Mayne turned his back, and looked very shy — ' you are all the mother I have got, and I don't want a better ; and I am all the son you have got, and you can't get a better ; and VAEIED OUTLOOKS. 121 Lettice belongs to us both. Why can't you stay here and be comfortable ? If you will, I will.' ' If it were right for you, my son ? ' said Mrs. Wastel, scrupulous but vanquished. Widowhood was sore enough to her, and she was young enough for a great shrinking from that villa life, with its narrow scope, its heavy society-tax, and, above all, its manufac- tured artificial duties, which every one seemed to think so very suitable for her, even waxing eloquent about the perfect lady's house, with its bright and cheerful drawing-room that she could fit up in the newest fashion after her own taste. Mrs. Wastel glanced round the large, rather shabby drawing-room at the Warren, vrith its miscellaneous pictures, furniture that was a fortuitous concourse of goods, and colouring that was an harmonious accident, and she loathed that bright cheerful room in pro- spect. She longed, too, that the flower-time of Lettice's life should be spent in her father's 122 THE PERFECT PATH. house and among his people, in the simple, healthful, dutiful mode of life that had grown up about his home, and in the wholesome com- panionship of such a man as her brother. For herself it was sweet now, in her sorrow, to feel a warm return for the strong love she bore her stepson. ' It will be right if you and I agree ; but we can ask Odiarne,' said Mayne, with manifest pleasure. ' I cannot Hve here without your help, but with it we shall do well. I shall take the two Upland farms into my own hands, and turn into a constitutional Briton.' ' And what of the Eocky Mountains ? You are giving up the plan that most interested you.' ' The Eocky Mountains will keep ; nothing better. I do not seem to care about travelling if there is no Warren to come home to ; it would lose its zest — hke swimming, after your clothes have been stolen.' ' You will wish to marry some day, perhaps very soon.' VARIED OUTLOOKS. 123 * Girls ought not to marry till tliey are twenty-one ; you never know what they may turn out till they are at least as old as that. I must be ten years older than my wife, or I shall not have her in hand ; that gives you and me just seven years to rub on together — we shall have time to marry Lettice, and look out for a good villa.' Mayne looked brighter than he had done since he gave up his commission. This was four years before Cordelia Ashby came on to the scene. Mayne was now eight- and-twenty, and Lettice nineteen. Lettice had had two offers of marriage, but Mayne had not made even one. The home, as re-constituted had prospered well, and, whatever might be the end, they had four happy peaceful years to the good. One hot June day Cordelia spent some hours at the Warren, following Mrs. Wastel or Lettice about the house and garden, taking a nap during the latter 's after-luncheon hour of steady reading, but making Lettice give her 124 THE PERFECT PATH. a short sketch both of her subject at large and that day's portion of it, dechning to help in some useful needlework, but condescending to lie in a hammock and watch its progress when Lettice sat down under the beech-trees that made the Warren summer parlour. It was Mayne's hammock ; Lettice never used it, saying that bed once in twenty-four hours was enough for her. Cordelia made no defence, but asked for another cushion, and, with lazy body and active mind, lay looking up to the diaper of golden-green leaves upon the sky, and seeking for the secret of life at the Warren. Before she could hit on the clue, the clang of the distant gate into the avenue was faintly heard through the afternoon stillness, then horse-hoofs, and the sharper clip of the gate near the house. ' It is Judith Carling,' said Lettice ; ' she must have come to talk to my mother. She is always bringing her some sentimental difficulty or some religious straw to split. Mamma encourages her, when if she VARIED OUTLOOKS. 125 gave her a good slap and told her to mind her sick mother it would do her some good. Mamma enjoys nothing so much as a religious difficulty.' ' I thought rehgious people did not have difficulties, but went on all serene, you know.' ' I cannot see why they should,' said Lettice, reasoning from experience, ' but many of them have. It is because it is not necessary to be sensible to be religious I suppose. Judith's conscience is a constant plague ; it worries her, or she worries it, till she is miserable, and then she rides six miles in a roasting afternoon to talk to my mother, who is sweetly sympathising. That comforts her till the next time she can have the horses, when she goes to some one equally good six miles off on the other side, who tells her something exactly different. If she would try to make the poor people at Longhurst send their children to school, her difficulties would be of another sort.' From the drawing-room window came to 126 THE PERFECT PATH. them a plump young woman in a riding-habit ; she was about seven-and- twenty, with flat, colourless hair, a pale complexion, fine grey eyes, and rather a sad expression. ' Ah, Judith ! have you been conferring with my mother? Come here and cheer up a little. This is my cousin, Cordelia Ashby.' Miss Carling bowed absently towards the wrong end of the hammock, where Cordelia had placed her rush hat over her toes. ' Some one is claiming Mrs. Wastel's attention; a broken leg, I believe,' she said, in an injured tone. ' It is Jacky's hospital ticket ; I must send word about it. Get up, Cordie, and talk to Judith,' said Lettice, very briskly. Cordelia obeyed, startling Judith by sending her hat flying from the point of her left foot. ' Are you trying to be good ? ' she asked politely ; and as Miss Carhng did not seem quite prepared with an answer, continued, ' Most of the people here are good, it seems ; I have VARIED OUTLOOKS. 127 come to the right place. Mrs. Wast el teaches you, does she not ? ' ' I think she has a great deal of sympathy ; she understands one's secret longings after a purer and loftier atmosphere. I often take counsel with her,' said Judith, loftily. ' She is very good, I know, and so is Lettice and her brother ; but they have not that — that power, you know — the tremendous force and go towards goodness that makes a few people such dabs at it.' A smaller soul than Judith Carling's might have suspected a gibe, but she hardly noticed the incongruity of matter and expression. ' There are different natures ; some are content with a humble level of mere action, like Lettice, and some aspire and yearn — I do that — towards heights of ineffable calm where all this miserable commonplace does not intrude.' She pointed with her riding- whip over the delicate blue distance divided by May- bury spire, and over the nearer slope of green 128 THE PERFECT PATH. tree-tops that fell softly down the hill-side from the Warren. Cordelia was interested. ' I know the best people feel that calm within them, and they seem to be on a far-away height ; but how is one to get there ? ' ' One must aspire, keep above all these petty miseries,' said the lady, making room for the tea-table ; and in a lower voice, as Lettice returned, she added, ' We must keep ourselves away, free ; abstract ourselves in an ecstasy of devotion, seek to breathe the divine incense — not this gross common air,' and she glanced up at the blue June heaven. Mrs. Wastel followed Lettice, bringing a basket of strawberries — she was always carry- ing something good, said Cordelia ; and the four ladies found their different philosophies meet very comfortably in a common taste. 129 CHAPTEE YIII. SCEXES AND PROVERBS. To be there as a friend .... Seem'd then, seems still, excuse for pride ; For something that abode endued With temple-like repose, an air Of life's kind purposes pursued With order'd freedom sweet and fair. Coventry Patmore. When Miss Carling had gone, Mayne Wastel joined the other three, not without suspicion of having watched her departure. ' Well, Cordelia, you look oppressed. What did Judith say ? ' ' She says she yearns,' answered Cordelia, thoughtfully. ' For any one in particular ? ' ' I wish she did, then she could be killed or cured,' said Lettice. ' Xot if it is for me. I am not equal to VOL. I. K 130 THE PERFECT PATH. either course.' said Mayne. ' She used to be rather jolly when we were little boys together, bat now I flee from before her ; she has addled her brain with trying to be clever, not guessing what a rare comfort a stupid girl is in these days.' ' I do not like you to laugh at her ; she is really in earnest,' said Mrs. Wastel. ' She is a perfect owl ! ' said Lettice. ' She makes earnest ridiculous,' said Mayne. ' I used to feel very much as she does once.' ' Mother ! what a libel on yourself.' ' What cured you, my lady ? ' said Mayne. ' Tell us, for we might try it on this interesting patient ; but I cannot think you were so sad a case. What is sovereign for undigested meta- physics ? ' ' What cured you, mother ? ' repeated Lettice. ' My dears,, I think it was your father. All that exaggerated feeling and sentimentalism was more common, and also more respected, in SCE^^ES AXD PROVERBS. 131 my day than in this ; your follies and exaggera- tions run in the opposite extreme, if I may hint that you have any. When your father's clear good sense was brought to bear on my mind, folly and effervescence calmed down. It was a great thing for a girl to be under such an influence, and I gave myself up entirely to it. I do not always know now which of my thoughts and opinions are my own, and which come of yoiu- father's teaching.' ]\irs. Wastel spoke with a smile and a sigh, and there was a tender little blush on her faded cheek as she moved away from the younger ones. ' My mother eould never have been such a goose as Judith ; but she always thinks herself guilty of other people's faihngs,' said Lettice, still fierce. ' " There, but for the grace of God, stands John Bunyan." That is her sentiment in presence of the wicked — not that Judith is to be named with such. What do you think, Cordelia ? ' asked Mayne, catching sight of her face. 132 THE PERFECT PATH. ' That if I were Miss Carling I sliould not want to be cured, as you call it. Is there any- thing wrong in wishing to be different — very good — as she does? ' ' She only wants to talk about herself,' said Lettice. ' Nay, she means well ; but I wish she would use ordinary methods and not talk '• promiscuous." It would be a fine thing for her to fall in love.' ' To cure her of trying to be good ? ' said Cordelia. ' Not exactly ; but it would have a startling effect upon her. Were you ever in love, Miss Ashby ? ' 'Never. Were you?' asked Cordelia, calmly. Lettice was aghast at her boldness, and thought Mayne foolish, especially when he answered, ' I have thought myself so sometimes, but I have seen reason to think myself mistaken very soon indeed ; it had not been tlie real thing, I am afraid.' SCENES AND PROVERBS. 133 ' I have seen people make boiled owls of themselves over Sophy, and I have known girls go idiotic over a man, a heap of them at once ; but I never saw the real thing.' ' Xot when your sister married ? ' asked Lettice. ' Xot she ! Duncan must have been rather gone, for he asked her twice to marry him, and actually spoke to the Colonel. Sophy was mad at that, for she could have kept him floating a long time. When the Colonel heard of it he sat up four hours with her telling her of Duncan's advantages, and made her see it at last.' ' You should not repeat those things ! ' ex- claimed Lettice, in deep disgust. 'I should hardly call that the real thing. When I see a good typical pair of lovers, I will point them out to you, and we will enlarge our minds at their expense. Only when your time comes, Mistress Cordeha, I wish you a more merciful chronicler than you are to your sister, 134 THE PERFECT PATH. and I shall take care that you do not tell my story. Come and have some tennis ; it is cooler now.' Lettice and her brother were great tennis- players. Lettice's firm little figure was as well poised and as active as a bird's, and she played with great neatness and precision pleasant to behold. Mayne was also a gratifying spectacle, and played well. The ground about the Warren was so undulating that it was difficult to find a good space for more than one court. The lawn they used was rather small. As they went to it, Lettice said, 'I think a ground could be contrived here, below the fence, without much digging.' ' Hardly room. Let us step it. Stand here, Cordeha. Eleven, twelve — now mark the corner, Lettice ! ' ' If this little hollow were filled up, there would be room,' said Lettice, looking critically along the short fine grass. ' It must be cut further back into the slope,' SCENES AND PKOVERBS. 135 said Mayne. 'No, ma'am, it will take too much navvy work.' ' Will it ? Perhaps in the autumn ? * • Too big a job, till autumn twelve months, at least. It is a pity, for it would be sheltered from the wind. Well, " Quand on n'a pas ce qu'on aime, il faut aimer ce qu'on a ! ' " said Mayne. ' I thought that was one of the devil's pro- verbs,' said Cordelia, naming the old gentle- man without useless periphrasis, 'encouraging us to be content with lower things, just as " Chassez le naturel, il revient au galop " teaches us to leave our faults alone. Soeur Lucie said so when we were choosing proverbs to play.' ' Philip Odiarne says people quote " One may as well be hung for a sheep as a lamb " in excuse for one more sin,' remarked Let- tice. ' I must save my character somehow,' said Mayne. ' I suppose even Solomon's " He that 136 THE PERFECT PATH. is surety for a stranger shall smart for it " is to be taken as worldly wisdom, and not as an excuse for selfishness.' ' Mayne speaks feelingly,' said Lettice ; 'he recommended a stray German to lodgings in Maybury, and then had to pay his bill ; and he will do it again for the next forlorn one. Now, Cordie, serve your ball and don't moralise." ' I shall never play,' said Cordelia. ' It is not my style.' ' Never say die ! Why not ? Do you mean to give way to idleness and Aunt Susan's cakes ? ' ' It is not idleness, but it is not my style to hop about and look sharp, with my wits at the end of my bat. It suits Lettice ; it is her style to do quick brisk things.' ' And what is your style, if one may ask ? ' 'To be majestic and quiet, to sit still and have people round me ; quite the ponderous swell, you know.' ' A stately queen — I can see you now, in SCENES AXD PROVERBS. 137 purple and gold and peacock's feathers. Very good when you are forty, but in the mean time I advise tennis, for if you get too fat you will spoil the effect,' replied Mayne, laughing. He could well picture Cordelia as a stately beauty, although, in spite of the lavish expenditure of two hundred and eighty ill-gotten francs on her wardrobe, there was still a good deal of the ragamuffin in her appearance. She took the racquet he handed her, and, with the ready docility that made half her popularity, took a rather successful lesson. ' Now, you do like it ? ' said Mayne, as she paused, looking very bright and flushed with success, though not with victory. ' Yes, I like playing with you, and feeling that 1 can do it a little ; but I should not care to play much — it is not like walking or riding, that give one time to think.' ' Is that it ? ' said Mayne, looking at her quizzically, but with understanding. He left them after a game with Lettice, and 138 THE PERFECT PATH. Cordelia said to the latter, ' Why did you not stick to it? You would have got your new tennis-ground with a little coaxing or bullying, whichever may be the right way with your brother.' ' Yery likely ; but Mayne is doing several expensive things just now — some draining that will improve the North Upland Farm ; and there is a very pet scheme for some better cottages.' ' But he would like it himself, better than dirty drains and cottages.' ' I could not use my influence to persuade him to do what is not right, or to neglect important duties for our own pleasure,' said Lettice, loftily. ' Do you think your influence is as tall as that ? ' said Cordeha, not the least impressed. Lettice laughed, nothing offended. 'JSTo; it is a long way short. Cart-ropes would not make him do anything really wrong ; but he is so kind that I meant he might wish to please SCENES AXD PROVERBS. 139 me at the expense of things important to his interest.' ' Is he good ? ' ' Of course he is ; no one better.' ' Bat he laughs at your Sunday school and at Miss Carhng, and he said strong things about that revival meeting.' ' Do you mean, is he religious ? Yes. We women talk and preach, but few of us are as good as Mayne. He never has the things he likes best, but he never grumbles ; and he does not laugh at good work, only at me for making too much fuss. Mayne has the right thing, deep down. He says nothing, but one is sure of him.' ' You all seem to be good here, even the young men.' ' And why not the young men ? One good man is worth tliree good women. I am not sui'e that they are more rare, but they don't pretend.' ' They do not always take to it hke ducks 140 THE PERFECT PATH. to a pond. Nor do I, worse luck ! I do not see my way at all yet,' Cordelia ended, with a sigh. ' Oh, Cordie, if only I could help you ! I know Aunt Susan's ways are not always just suited to girls ; and as for the clergy — men do not always understand, and I dare say you are shy of them. I shall be so very glad if I can help you.' ' Thank you, but you can't at all ; I do think you are as good a girl as I know, but it must be a ' Cordelia was beginning to drop some of her flowers of speech as she learnt which of them distressed her new friends, but this time her only resource was to say, ' a very dab hand at it.' The girls parted, and Cordelia, full of thought, went down the Maybury road towards Ivy Cottage. It was a warm, cloudy evening ; she took her hat off her tangled head and swung it over her shoulder on her red parasol, and never noticed that as she walked along the SCENES AXD PROVERBS. 141 frequented road man}' people turned to gaze at her — a party of young men returning from a cricket match, two or three more on bicycles, the Yicar going to dine at the Warren, Mr. Horley for his evening ride, a carriage full of people coming from the station, and a good many young couples bound for a country stroll. Most of them stared at Cordelia — the cricketers, I regret to say, cheered her ; only the Vicar did not appear to see her, and the Vicar was the only person Cordeha noticed, as she recognised his thin face in a hansom cab. ' Voila mon affaire ! ' she thought, ' if I can but manage it.' Aunt Susan was in the garden in her favourite position commanding the gate and the passers-by. She knew exactly who had passed during the last quarter of an hoiu*, what their objects w^ere, and who would meet Cordeha. ' Dearest Aunt Susie, how sweet to find you glad to see me ! I never remember my elders and betters glad to see me in all my Hfe ] 142 THE PERFECT PATH. ' I have been looking for you ; it is nearly our tea-time. I fear you have not left Lettice time to dress for dinner.' « Oh, Lettice will soon tumble into her clean frock ! ' ' And, my dear, have you come all the way down like this — without your gloves, and your hat off ? You would meet Mr. Odiarne, and the Kilburne carriage ' ' I am afraid I met all Maybury. I never thought you would mind. I am awfully cut about it since you do. Here is a note from Mrs. Wastel. I know what is in it, and I don't want to go.' ' Gently now ! Julia never learnt to write a really ladylike hand ; and what absurd paper ! You are asked to the Warren to go to the fete at Sir John Somers', and to stay a few days. That will be nice for you.' ' I had rather stay with you. Aunt Susie. I have only been here a fortnight, and I feel more at home than ever I did in my life.' SCENES AND PROVERBS. 143 ' It is only for a few days ; an old woman is not enough for a child like you, and I wish you to be at the Warren ; it is good for you.' ' Do you wish me to be like Lettice ? I think it will not be much use to try. She is not bad, but she is not my style. I should not make much out of trying to be like Mrs. Wastel either ; though I think, next to you, she is quite the too most awful duck I ever spotted.' ' You are the most awful quite a goose. If you and I are to be friends we must speak the same language ; and as you do not learn mine very quickly, I must learn yours. I hope you think it suits my cap and stick ? ' ' How you laugh at me ! so does Mayne ; but when I say rummy things, without meaning it, Lettice looks unutterable, and I feel vile. Mayne would make the best model, and learn me manners best.' ' Certainly, if you were a young man ; but as you are not, it would be more modest to propose his sister as your model.' 144 THE PERFECT PATH. Cordelia blushed furiously, and looked ofiended. ' I suppose you mean I am not to be so go-ahead ; " modest " is a cracker of a word to use ? ' 'Words alter their force as years go on. I only intended a very light rebuke, my dear. To be as dutiful and unselfish as Mayne Wastel would be good for man or woman. Have you dresses suitable for this visit ? ' with a glance at her niece's costume, which bore traces of the hammock. 'Yes, auntie. That new dark-blue frock for morning; the black with red ribbons for evening ; and for the fete^ I have a gown that Sophy got in Paris, white — it is all right, I think,' said Cordelia, confidently. She had spent her ten pounds cleverly, and had never been so well fitted out before. Miss Hooper had seen the dark-blue and the black gowns, works of a Mentone dressmaker, and took the white one on trust, as a younger woman would not have done. Wo CHAPTEE IX. FAIR PASSAGES. O day most calm, most bright, The fruit of this, the next world's bud. G. Herbert. The great eveut of the Maybury neighbour- liood cluriug this summer was the coming of age of Sir John Somers' eldest son, and most of the country-houses near were filled with visitors for the fete. At the Warren were Captain Longley, once a brother officer of Mayne Wastel's, with his young wife, a stout handsome little woman, who admired herself and her married position immensely ; and Mr. Conyngham Sedley, a London man, approach- ing middle age, whose family had once resided in the county, and who was everybody's old friend. He represented himself as full of en- gagements in this early July, and as being only VOL. I. L 146 THE PERFECT PATH. torn with great difficulty from the friends to whom he was necessary in town ; but it was well understood that he had looked forward for months to this visit to Wast el Warren, and would stay as long as he could stretch his invitation. Mr. Odiarne was also to be of the Warren party. Cordelia's handsome young face and bright considering eyes made a nota- ble addition to the circle. She did not talk much, though she responded readily when ad- dressed. Neither she nor Lettice were noisy, or inclined to Hirt or to become excited with talking, and this for exactly opposite reasons. Lettice was proud, well trained, and self- respecting, as well as a very little self-con- scious ; she never forgot her manners. Cordelia looked on herself as of no account ; she was absolutely unembarrassed and perfectly simple in all her ways ; treated every one, old and young, male and female, with exactly the same calmness ; was deeply interested in other people, and never dreamt that any one could be in- FAIR PASSAGES. 1 47 terested in her, or care for what ?he said or did. Some of the neighbours dined at the Warren on the Saturday. Mrs. Wast el remarked that being a Saturday she could not hav-e a large or late party, puzzling Cordelia a good deal. What difference could the day of the week make ? It was the latter's first experience of English country society ; she admired, but was awed. Mrs. Wastel's handsome evening dress showed off the old-fashioned type of her beauty, which belonged to the bygone time when soft- ness and grace were admired, and ' elegance ' was sought after ; when a delicate complexion was cherished, and a white and shapely fore- head was a feature not to be concealed. Dress made very httle difference to Lettice. She looked the same trim and neat little woman at all times, and went about her social duties with the same completeness and accuracy that she brought to all her occupations, perhaps with the same shade of complacency. l2 148 THE PERFECT PATH. Mrs. Wastel was a very good musician, and played both piano and harp with great taste and dehcacy. Lettice's lesser powers had been carefully cultivated, and she sang well. Mayne sang better, and had a fine voice ; but their chief musical allies were absent this evening ; and, as a relief from strictly family music, Mrs. Wastel asked Mrs Longley to sing. She de- clined ; and Mayne, while she was still making her excuse, casually asked Cordelia if she did not sing ; he thought he had heard her. ' Oh, yes, I will sing, if you like,' she answered obligingly, and without fiurther invitation or prelude struck a single note on the piano, near which she stood. She sang a rollicking httle French song in praise of wine, in a fresh, strong, quite uncultivated voice. Some of the gentlemen thought it and the singer charming ; but Mr. Conyngham Sedley lifted his eyebrows high in response to Mrs. Longley 's glance. Lettice, whom the jovial measure brought from the other end of the room, expressed her rehef FAIR PASSAGES. 149 that it was French, and no worse. She knew some of Cordeha's songs. Sunday morning at the Warren was fresh and shining. The very flower-beds looked cahn and orderly. The scent of the hay from one field suggested placid waiting for Monday, while the clean raked surface of another told of work finished on Saturday. There was no post-bag till midday, at which Mr. Sedley meant to grumble, but forgot. Lettice was in a white frock, but was so far out of harmony with the scene as to wear a business face : the Sunday school was on her mind ; nothing, and no one, must keep her from it. She wss also desirous that all the party should go to the Uplands for service ; a tiny church, served by the Maybury clergy, and where she, Lettice, was general director ; and that they should not stray away for possible town attractions at Maybury. Mrs. Wastel answered for herself and Mrs. Longley. Captain Longley asked which walk was the coolest, and Mi\ Sedley 150 THE PERFECT PATH. declared that the whole Sunday duty of coun- try ladies was to ' set a good example,' and he would help Lettice in this, to him, novel func- tion. Then there was Cordelia. 'May I go with you, Lettice, and see a Sunday school ? ' she asked. ' Oh, yes ! I should hke to show you how we manage.' ' Miss Ashby is not of the Sunday-school pattern. Will she be up to pranks?' asked Conyngham Sedley of Mayne, as they stood on the portico and watched Lettice set off with an armful of books, accompanied by Cordelia, the correctness of whose Sunday attire was marred by the shabby red parasol with its bull- dog handle. Across the large park-like field that gave its name to the Warren, and by a deep green lane, they came to the Uplands Church — a very venerable building indeed, on which learned, and therefore wary, archasologists spoke in the most guarded and uninstructive FAIR PASSAGES. 151 terms. Painters, who are a freer folk, loved the pure silver grey of the low thick walls, and the steep and high-tiled roof, which was of every colour that time all- softening, lichens white and orange, and mosses brown and green, can turn a roof that no living man remembers to have been red. The hillocky churchyard was enclosed by stout oaken posts and rails, on which were perched about forty of the Uplands children. At sight of ' Miss,' and on this occasion of ' one with her,' they scampered off to a small schoolhouse adjoining the churchyard, and sorted themselves into order before Lettice arrived and took the com- mand, a small but efficient captain. Her two lieutenants, the village schoolmistress and a farmer's daughter, appeared a minute later, and read in Lettice's eye that they were that minute behind time. She read prayers, called over names, distributed books, and presently established Cordelia in a chair on one side of a hollow square, with nine middle-sized boys 152 THE PERFECT PATH. filling the other three sides. ' Now, boys, you must be very good with this lady, as she is kind enough to teach you. Jimmy ! What are you thinking of.^ Give me those bulls'-eyes immediately ! ' Jimmy meekly handed over a small sticky screw of newspaper, which Lettice pocketed without a shudder. ' Hear them say their collects and hymns, and then give them a lesson on the Second Commandment,' she whis- pered to Cordeha, who began to wish she had taken Mayne Wastel's hint and declared for Maybury Church. They were nice little boys, Cordelia thought, on a second glance, and it would be easy to make friends with them. They were very much alike, with flaxen hair, blue eyes, and pink cheeks ; but one, who was pale, with brown hair and a sad look, reminded her of Fero, and made her heart long for the child. This boy had learnt the collect, and would by no means be disappointed of re- hearsing it, in a high voice at a wonderful FAIR PASSAGES. 153 speed, with his eyes stonily fixed on the wall above Cordelia's head. Another boy fol- lowed, saying something else. He was rebuked for this by the head boy, who, finding that Cordeha was deaf to his insinuations — ' It be the wrong un ; it be last Sunday ; he ain't learnt it ' — at last found the place in a prayer- book, and summarily convicted her of not knowing which Sunday after Trinity it was. ' Slie dunno, she doan't,' was wdiispered round the class, and Cordelia felt that she must do something to revive her faihng prestige. ' Do you say hymns ? ' she asked. This produced another book, and the boys repeated each some verses with much decorum, and Cordeha felt afloat again. One of the hymns repeated went to a popular tune, and Cordelia began to lunn it in brisk time, giving it an airy and dancing tilt, which the tune bore better than the w^ords. The boys were delighted, and took it up vigorously ; but they were hardly in swing 154 THE PERFECT PATH. when* a peremptory message came down the room from Lettice. They must not sing now, and would Miss Ashby keep her class quiet ? This was not so easy, but a glance at the boy who was like Fero inspired her. She took her parasol and twisted her handkerchief round it to make a body for the bull-dog's head, the boys looking on with breathless interest as she cleverly twisted the corners to make his fore- paws and his curly tail. Then announcing him as the real dog Toby, she began a little play with him that had often been little Fero's joy. The boys, silent at first, began to snigger with delight, then to laugh aloud, and very soon there was an uproar that threatened to involve the whole school. All at once, as the boys were clustered about Cordeha's knee, an awe fell upon them, their faces stiffened from their grins, though their mouths remained open ; they sank back into their places and gazed, wondering what might befall. A grave voice behind Cordelia said, ' Are FAIR PASSAGES. 155 the boys troublesome? Perhaps you are not used to them.' Looking round, she saw Mr. Odiarne, his tall head far above her, casting inquiring glances at the boys, at her, and at the dog Toby, who grinned unabashed at him from the parasol stick. 'I wanted to keep them quiet,' she mur- mured, feehng that things had somehow gone wrong. ' Give me your place for a few minutes. Sit here, if you will, on the bench.' Cordelia gladly subsided, and after a ques- tion or two, till the boys had recovered the just balance of their behaviour, Mr. Odiarne began to give them a lesson. It was on the Good Shepherd. He spoke so clearly that Cordelia, really more untaught than the least of the boys, Hstened with deep interest, amazed also to find how much these children knew as they unfailingly answered the scientifically put ques- tions. Then the Vicar went on to speak of the Shepherd's love and tender care, and Cordelia's 156 THE PERFECT PATH. eyes swam and the tears even dropped over, as her heart swelled and filled with the sense of consolation, and as the aching places in it were touched. The little boys listened gravely and with evident enjoyment, but they were not too much absorbed to see Cordelia's tears, nor to confide to each other as they filed out of the schoolroom that ' She were a rum 'un, she were ; and she must reckon she were agoing to catch it. Gyals always cried when Muster Odiarne he give it 'em.' It was unusual for the Vicar of Maybury to take the morning service at Uplands, the dignity of his ofiice requiring him to be at the parish church ; but to-day a stranger was preaching there, and he was free for a duty that he particularly liked. He took the whole service, and preached a simple direct kind of sermon from the lectern. Cordelia listened as she had never Hstened before ; Mr. Odiarne seemed so near, and his words to come with the force of an individual address, more personal FAIR PASSAGES. 157 and closer than ^hen he took part in the stately service in the great church at Maybury, or preached from tlie lofty pulpit to the crowded, intelligent, and eager congregation who liked to have an intellectual exercise as well as, or for their own choice much better than, a spiritual instruction. ' What a treat to have Philip here ! ' said Mrs. Wastel, as they all walked home together. 'I think I like him best when he brings down, or, I had better say, condenses his great powers to an old woman's sermon.' ' It w^as nice and short,' said Mrs. Longley. ' Odiarne is a very good hand — too good for the rustics ; he should get a London church,' said Mr. Conyngham Sedley. ' I like him best at Maybury,' said Lettice ; ' when he gives one really something to think of and work out — not a mere Sunday-school lesson, as to-day.' ' Which Miss Wastel of the Warren could have given as well ? * whispered Mayne to her, 158 THE PERFECT PATH. with a glance at Cordelia, who was close by, that met Avith no response. ' Yes,' said Lettice, simply ; ' so I like to learn something to add to my store.' ' What do you say. Miss Ashby ? ' asked Captain Longley, who admired her, and liked to draw her out, as he called it. ' I have no store, only an empty basket ; while Lettice's is full and bursting. I think I can put a nut in mine to-day. I never listened to a sermon before.' ' You are honest. What a mind you must have to entertain yourself through all the sermons you have to sit through. I am afraid I often listen from pure vacancy.' ' I do not often go to church — Sophy seldom goes — and I do not like it much yet ; some day I suppose I shall.' Mrs. Longley heard this. She had her doubts about Cordelia: the girl was so evi- dently new to the sort of life the Wastels led ; her style was so odd; she must have had a FAIR PASSAGES. 159 queer bringing up ; there was a screw loose somewliere. i\Irs. Longley was sure that her own screws were tight, and so found it agree- able to finger other people's, to make certain that there was not a little excitinor slackness o here and there. Mr. Odiarne overtook them here. Mrs. Longley was minded to say a word about Cordeha, but was deterred ; she knew not why. ' Cordie, you got on pretty well with your class for a first attempt, though you must learn to keep the boys a httle quieter,' said Lettice, kindly, when they were alone. The bull-dog expedient had been lost on Lettice, absorbed with her big girls. ' I will not try again. I must learn some- thing myself — from Mr. Odiarne if I can. He spoke so to the children ; those little scamps listened ! And I was a pulp in no time.' ' Dear Cordie, we will all teach you, and you will be the best of pupils ! ' Lettice stood 160 THE PERFECT PATH. on tip-toe to kiss Cordelia's cheek, which was not at all bent towards her. Before Mr. Odiarne left the Warren after luncheon, Lettice caught him. ' I am coming down the avenue with you, Philip ; I want to ask you something — it is not an old woman this time, but a young one — Cordelia Ashby.' ' What of her ? Do you wish to beg pardon for having set her down to teach in my Sunday school without leave ? ' ' No. I found, however, that I had made a mistake ; she does not know how to keep order.' ' There are two or three more little things that she does not know. I thought you were a wiser superintendent than that, Lettice. Never mind. What do you want to say about her ? ' ' I want you to see to her a little. Cousin Phihp ; though she is so wild and has been so queerly brought up, her great wish is towards better things, and she wants teaching.' ' Does she want to be taught ? ' FAIR PASSAGES. 161 ' Yes, I meant that.' ' You may find her above your hands as a pupil.' ' I have offered to help her more than once, but she flies off; and though she loves dear Aunt Susan, and seems to think great things of my mother, she is not wilhng to be taught by them. She would listen to you, I know.' * Knox looks after the young women ; she had better be under him.' ' I am afraid Cordie would laugh at him ; she calls him ' ' Xever mind what ! I am sure she has great powers of characterisation.' ' Yes,' said Lettice, laughing. ' But she has also really serious aspirations, and I want so very much to do her good. You will talk to her, Philip ; no one will be of so much use to her as you will.' ' I must take your word for it that she is in earnest. I have small faith in my powers of doing any good to a flippant young person who VOL. I. M 162 THE PERFECT PATH. only wants to be amused, and will bestow some sticking nickname on me for my pains — not that it will do any harm to me, but I cannot have her ridicule serious things.' ' You know I would not risk that.' ' Well, I will think of it, for Aunt Susan's sake as well as for your asking. I am going with you to the Silverwood fete to-morrow, and I will take another look at your cousin.* 16; CHAPTER X. A GUIDE. And there evermore was music, both of instrument and singing, Till the finches of the shrubberies grew restless in tlie dark ; But the cedars stood up motionless, each in a moonlight ringing, And the deer, half in the gUmmer, strewed the hollows of the park. E. Barrett Bro^oning. The fete at Silverwood, to celebrate the coming of age of Sir John Somers' heir, was a com- prehensive entertainment, beginning, so far as the gentry were concerned, with a dinner on a scale that seemed to require the use of the word ' banquet ; ' going on to fireworks so soon as the summer night would darken sufficiently to allow of strange fires ; and ending with a ball. Earher in the day the tenantry were enter- tained, and before them the labourers and the school-children. Sir John, who had married M 2 164 THE PERFECT PATH. late in life, and was the father of three daughters before his much-desired eldest son was born, was glorious on this day, and by far the hap- piest person present. Lady Somers looked a little anxious and tired as she stood, a fair con- ventional woman, who always struggled up to what was expected of her, between her husband and her son, and replied bravely to yet another batch of congratulations ; but Sir John was quite fresh, though he had made four speeches that day and looked forward to two more. He beamed on all the world, fairly anticipated congratulations, hstened to nothing that was said to him, and looked on the younger John as if that worthy had taken a city, instead of merely thriving on the fat of the land for twenty-one years. Mrs. Wastel, in full sympathy with her neighbour's joy, said the prettiest possible things to her hosts and to the hero of the day. ' You poor Jock, shall you pull through ? ' was Lettice's saUitation to the heir. A GUIDE. 165 ' I am bearing up ; thanks. Keep the second waltz for me. Wish it was come ! Lots to go through before then,' whispered Jock, hurriedly. He was a plain youth, with a square frowning brow, and a wide mouth that would look better when he had a little more moustache ; but he was unexceptionable in everything but looks, and he was a general favourite. Mayne's greeting to him was a compound of nod and wink, that conveyed sympathy, encouragement, and a hope of meeting when better times should come. ffiss Ashby was presented in due form to the seniors — the young Somers' had met her before — and the Wastel party moved on. Miss Somers met them — a tall fair-haired girl, like her mother, but with more originality and force of character. ' You dear people ! How glad I am to see some one to whom I need not be polite. Caro and I have been at it for seven hours already ; this is my third clean frock and second box of gloves ; and all the time we feel such inferior creatures, such mere women ; 166 THE PERFECT PATH. while Tim and Toby, who are nearly as good fellows as Jock on other days, are made to feel their junior position acutely. Not one of us dare to go near Jock for fear of catching his eye, or if once he laughs it is all over with him.' In spite of her complaints Charlotte Somers looked wel] and spoke at her best. She was excited to just the right pitch of animation by the knowledge, or rather the feeling, that there was some one standing near in whose eyes she could do no wrong, and in whose ears the simplest word she said was perfection. Tim and Toby, hereafter to be known to fame as Theodore and Alexander Somers, now came up. They were taller, better-looking, and more assured young men than their elder brother, and, though the estate was strictly entailed, they were lighter of heart on this par- ticular evening. ' Poor Jock,' said Tim, ' all his dances are cut out for him. He may dance once with A GUIDE. 167 Lettice, but he won't get a turn with Miss Ashby because she is a stranger. I shall cut Lettice because she snubbed me about the volleys the other day, and dance with Miss Ashby as often as she will let me.' ' Don't you talk ! ' said Toby ; ' Mayne, he has to do Miss Prigeon and Mrs. Wad dell before he may look out for himself, and as I am but a youth I am let off with Miss Martin- dale.' * And a very nice girl you'll find her ; She'll pass very well for forty-three In the dusk with the light behind her,* chanted Cordelia, gaily, in not too low a voice. Miss Somers looked round nervously ; Toby was delighted. Mr. Odiarne, who had heard the words but not their application, put on a comical face, and looked at Lettice. ' Come, Cordelia, and look at Jock's tea- pottings, and don't bear so hard ; any of us may be forty-three some day,' said Mayne, taking the rash young creature to the other end 168 THE PERFECT PATH. of the long drawing-room. Lettice gazed after them anxiously. Mrs. Longley made an expres- sive gesture as she said, ' Did you see her before she got into the carriage? I did not, or I would have warned you. Where can she have laid hands on such a thing ? ' The ' thing ' in question w^as Cordeha's gown ; it was only in part responsible for Lettice's look, but a hard little woman like Mrs Longley could not be permitted to tread on tender places. The gown was certainly a grievance, even to people far less sensitive in the matter of clothes than Mrs. Longley. It w^as of white cashmere, slashed with red satin and trimmed with gold braid — harmless materials enough, but the costume was made in Paris for Mrs. Lichfield to wear at a fancy ball ; the whole style of it was so fast — it was so audaciously kilted up in one place and let down in another, it w^as so short in front and so long behind, that Cordelia's tall figure and handsome vivacious face w^ere made altogether too conspicuous. Besides, A GUIDE. 169 the wliite was dimmed, the satin frayed, the gold tarnished, so that the garment was more hke an old theatrical property than the companion of the fresh, correct, and rather prim and stiffly worn dresses of the English country girls. Cordeha had not thought twice on the matter ; she had a fine gown— not so fresh as she could have wished, but undoubtedly fine, and good enough for her, Cordelia, a person of no account. She heartily admired Lettice in soft cloudy white, like a cotton-grass tuft, though wishing some broad touches of decided colour were added. ' Lettice has so much character ; she is not that vaporous kind of person really, and her dress should be distinct too.' She also saw that Mrs. Longley, in an arrangement of shining blue and green, with dots of coral pink, very tight, well padded and important, looked like a pigeon — a resemblance that she pointed out to Mayne ; but she never thought of her own dress, nor of the effect she might produce. 170 THE PERFECT PATH. For the great dinner in tlie tent Tim Somers provided Miss Ashby with a partner in their London lawyer's son — a young man on whom he could thoroughly depend — and bade him place her on his, Tim's, right hand. Captain Longley was opposite to them, with a very lively young married lady ; and the fun at that table, somewhat removed from the elders and betters in the chief seats, was fast and furious. Mayne Wastel, with Judith Carling, was near enough to see much and hear a little, but too far off to join. Judith was very metaphysical and abstruse ; his head was bent towards her, but his gaze went beyond, to the spot where his young guest was making a fool of herself in such a very bewitching manner that he wished on all accounts he had been nearer. He hoped that Lettice was out of earshot. ' We must consider Thought quite apart from the thing thought of — Thought as Thought in the abstract. If we are not able to throw ourselves outside of ourselves, and watch the A GUIDE. 171 operations of our own minds ' Judith was saying, when her neighbour's earnest look attracted Cordeha's glance. Not content with replying in kind to his little nod of recognition, it entered into her head to testify her regard by throwing at him a large pink sugared almond from the cracker she had just pulled with Tim. Just at the moment when there arose above the din the trembling accents of poor Jock, once more returning thanks for the flattering terms in which, &c., &c. — flop ! went Cordeha's missile right into Miss Carling's glass of champagne, sending the cheering hquor into her eyes, and breaking the glass with a clash. Judith squeaked aloud ; some one else thought it must be a bullet as the likehest thing to come skimming down the table at that juncture, and screeched in concert. Cordelia's neighbours betrayed her by giggles and laughs that amounted to an interruption of the speech. Jock broke doAvn, and about half the guests, in their indignation or amusement, forgot the applause that would have covered everything. 172 THE PERFECT PATH. During the fireworks Cordelia was missing ; but wlien the dancing began she was found to be well provided with partners among a number of young men, who, being admitted to Silver- wood on rare and great occasions only, were a little oppressed with the burden of an honour unto which they were not born. They intro- duced themselves or each other to Miss Ashby, and made a little subsidiary queen of her. Lettice, popular as well as pretty, was in great request as a partner among her own set ; but though much occupied, she had time to feel greatly hurt and annoyed when she came across Cordelia, with her loose hair and her undesirable gown, dancing with young Taylor from the Maybury bank, or Horace, known as ' Horrid ' Greeson, the agent's son — youths who did not dream of the honour of dancing with the county princesses, and for whom a sufficient number of each other's sisters and cousins had been duly provided. Cordelia, though a novice in society, and A GUIDE. 173 disposed to make her own laws, yet observed that when Mayne asked her to dance her followers fell back respectfully. One with whom she was about to stand up, murmured, like Mr. Toots, that 'it was of no consequence,' and effaced himself. Cordeha thought this was only due to the natural superiority of every- thing belonging to the Warren, and, pleased at i\Iayne's cousinly treatment of her, went off chattering gaily. After their dance he took her to Mrs. Wastel, who had not seen her since dinner. After sitting near her a httle while in the seats of honour, Cordelia remarked that her next partner would never venture to fetch her from there, and walked down the ballroom to meet him under all the eyeglasses of the august matrons. ' Who is that girl ? ' asked Lady Isabel Kingdon of Mayne, as Cordelia passed them. ' She is my sister's cousin — my half-sister's, that is — ]\Iiss Ashby. She is staying with us. She is a child in most thinss, but she is fresh 174 THE PERFECT PATH. caught from no bringing up at all. She is a very jolly little thing, but she looks odd to- night. That is a queer get-up ; Lettice ought to have seen about it.' ' Quite dreadful kind of girl, I should say ! ' said Lady Isabel, calraly. ' Is she not the daughter of a man they call Greyleg Ashby ; and did he not run away with her mother, uncommon pretty girl ? ' asked old Sir William Torwell, who stood by. ' Yes ; do you know him ? ' said Mayne. ' Did once. Too shady a lot for me now. By Jove ! young Wastel, that girl will want looking after ! Comes of a bad stock, you know. Don't go and marry her without a warrant. Those things run in families ; bolting is in the blood, and other things— gambling, for one.' ' Cannot they be trained out, if you begin early ? ' asked Mr. Odiarne, as Mayne and his partner moved away. ' Don't know much about girls — never had one,' replied Sir William. ' Don't suppose A GUIDE. 175 they are any easier to train than horses. Horse with a bad temper is worth the trouble if he is all right otherwise. Girl has got good points, but she will want a good deal of lunging to bring her into form.' ' I think I will try,' said the Vicar to him- self. Later in the evening, when Mrs. Wastel asked for Cordeha, Mr. Odiarne volunteered to look for her. He heard of her as having gone towards a pavilion in the grounds, which had been hghted and decorated as a place for hcrhter refreshments. Sounds of lauuhter and song came far down the shrubbery-walk that led to the spot. As he drew nearer, the song became plain as an Italian street song, almost too festive a strain, that the singer, our Cor- delia, had picked up from some Neapolitan street musicians on the Eiviera. For the more effective rendering of this choice bit, she was standing on the end of a little balustrade which enclosed the steps leading up to the pavihon, 176 THE PERFECT PATH. and she was accompanying herself on a child's tambourine which had been left there, and had, indeed, suggested the performance. No other ladies were then at the pavilion, nor were Tim or Toby visible ; Cordelia's applauding audience consisted of four or five of the odd young men aforesaid, some of whom were smoking, of several servants and w^aiters, and of two old gentlemen who had been all the evening within easy distance of the refreshments. ' Tra-la-la ' went the song, ' ting-a-ting-ting ' the tambourine, when Mr. Odiarne's tall straight figure and quiet uplifted face came within the circle of light from the pavilion lamps. He did not look at all severe, for he was smiling a little at a thought that had come to him as he passed through the cool dusk garden ; nor did he take in the details of the scene before him very quickly ; but the effect of him was magical. Not only on the young men, who recovered themselves instantly from their easy attitudes and late-in-the-evening demean- A GUIDE. 177 our ; but Cordelia, suddenly mute and with cheeks hotly flaming, threw down her tambour- ine, sprang from her pedestal, and made as if she would have run away. His voice detained her as effectually as if he had seized her. ' I have come for you, Miss Ashby, so do not be in a hurry, but walk back with me, if you will so favour me.' Xo answer ; but Cordelia stepped meekly by his side, the change from the smell of wine and tobacco to the fragrance of cedar and pine not more complete than that of her behaviour. ' Mrs. Wastel is going away ; you and Lettice and I are told off with lier to the first Warren carriage. Do you know that although I have seen you several times I do not know yet whether you are a child or a grown-up young lady. I think I have been treating you as a child and from Aunt Susan's point of view, calling you Cordelia, as my cousins do ; and yet to-night you look older, and of a standing for more ceremony.' VOL. I. N 178 THE PERFECT PATH. No answer, and it is too dark to see lier face ; but that drooping head suggests dis- couragement. ' Your unusual name is pleasant in the mouth, and as you are young enough for a doubt I shall claim the benefit of it, and say " Cordelia " as often as I find it musical.' ' Yes.' ' Perhaps it was the duty of one of those young men to escort you to the house, and I have clumsily taken you from your partner ? ' ' Oh, no ; it is so much better to be with you ! ' ' If I had known that I would have come sooner,' he answered, laughing at her emphasis. ' I — I am so ashamed — I ought not to have been singing like that ; I did 7iot know it was wrong till I saw you.' ' Am I then so awful that folly dies at the sight of me ? ' ' I never thought of it. Those fellows were laughing, and their feeble minds are so soon A GUIDE. 179 astonished. Aunt Susan would not have hked it, would she ? ' ' Very likely not. I hardly know what is thought becoming now for young ladies. Some- thing depends on whether we are to consider you as a child, or as a responsible young woman.' ' I am seventeen and live months. Girls do all sorts of things, and nobody minds ; but I ought not to run rigs, because — I do not really care for larks, and only take them because there is notliing else yet ; but what I have come for is to learn to be very good, the really best kind of goodness. Will you teach me, Mr. Odiarne ? Will you show me how ? I have been thinking of it for a long time, and I have quite made up my mind, but I do not know the least thing about it — will you help me ? ' They had come now to the windows of the drawing-room ; the clergyman looked at the wild figure that turned round to him on the step in the light that shone on her from N 2 180 THE PERFECT PATPI. within ; he saw her strange dress, her rough hair, her flushed face and eager eyes, and read the strong appeal that entirely animated her as she put up her hands and nearly, but not quite, touched his arm, and repeated * Teach me to be good.' He was deeply stirred, for his pro- fessional instincts, very strong — for he was clergyman to his finger-tips — his personal con- victions, which were stronger still, and strongest of all, his kind heart, all drew him to this sup- pliant. There was a doubt, it is true, caused by the perception that even he could not escape, of the incongruity of her appearance and conduct with her aspirations ; but he was still more conscious of a disinclination for the inevitable boring and fuss that would come to him if he undertook this task ; and as this was unworthy and must be checked, he answered the more readily — ' My child, I will help you — if you will remember that it is help only from a fellow- learner.' A GUIDE. ISl ' Oh, thank you ! You have promised ; you will not forget ! ' said Cordelia, in soft triumph, and with a look of ecstasy. She went home from her first ball in absorbed silence, savin