■incatiflK.v. piSiM^iiiMt^H j^ m tr^TTT ^mmyi^ ,.V' iW;; .A \/.-.\. i^1/^tmmmmmmm' LI E> RARY OF THE UNIVERSITY or ILLINOIS QZ3> C94t V.I AT ALL LIBRARIES. Ifovels by the same Author. MY BEST PUPIL, i Vol. THE STOP V OF MEG, 2 Vols. LEAP YEAR, 2 Vols. ATHLOS: THE STORY OF A LIFE, 2 Vols. REMINGTON & Co Henrietta Street Covent Garden T R A C K E D /^^f IN TWO VOLUMES M A CXJUTOIS Author of " The Story of Meg " 6;c The bridegroom sat at the table head, And the lights burnt bright and clear- ' Oh, who is that,' the bridegroom said, ' Whose weary feet I hear ? ' 'Twas one look'd from the lighted hall, And answered soft and slow — ' It is a wolf runs up and down, With a black track in the snow,' " VOL I REMINGTON AND CO PUBLISHERS HENRIETTA STREET COVENT GARDEN 1888 [All Rights Reserved] \ \ (^IHt CONTENTS. V. I r I. The Black Track in the Snow i II. A Very Disreputable Family 8 III. Through the Night 25 IV. A Darker Night 49 V. Will at the Sunday School 62 VI. In Wait for the Wolf 77 VII. Will has Hard Times at Home 95 VIII. The Wolf is Seen ... 119 IX. The Wolf is Hunted 145 X. Mr. Audley of the Hall 159 XI. The Phantom at the Window 178 XII. Elizabeth 200 XIII. Night in the Cottage 215 XIV. Elizabeth at the Farm 230 ^ XV. In the Drawing-room at the Hall ... 247 XVI. The coming of the Spring 251 XVII. Ben Wilde in the Market-place 256 XVIII. The Wolf is Hungry 264 XIX. The Wolf finds a Prey 275 XX. Will has Hard Times once more ... 285 XXI. The Home of Ben 317 \^ ^ CHAPTER I. THE BLACK TRACK IN THE SNOW. The stars shone out at last, and the snow had ceased to fall. Through the whole day it had been snow- ing, not at intervals, but ceaselessly, with small, steady flakes, that filled the air — the first heavy snow of the year, although the spring had come. Already, before the even- ing, the road to the little station had become almost blocked ; now its red lights shone on a white waste of a world, and the river, which had been dark and still under its thin coating of ice only yesterday, was as white now as were the banks above. The stars had seemed blurred and feeble when at first they shone, VOL. L B ^i 2 \ TRACKED. \ and there had been heavy storm-clouds in the sky ; but these had swept away, and at last the night was clear, and over the barren whiteness the Swan spread her wings, and there was the sharp glitter of Orion's belt. The path by the river lay white and silent under the sky and stars, with no traces of the workmen who had tramped along it from the town at noon. The snow which had fallen in the evening had effaced the marks they made ; and yet there was one line of foot- marks now, which lay there, uneffaced, in a dark track beneath the sky. These had been caused by a young man or boy — he was of the age to which either title can be given — who had come along in the darkness by the river from the town, and who stood now within the gate that separated the path from the platform, leaning upon it, and watchinof the bustle that the arrival of the evening train had caused. Perhaps the view of the lights and movements pleased him after his dark and lonely walk ; and perhaps, also, he was himself in no great hurry to be seen. Yet, as he stood there leaning upon the THE BLACK TRACK IN THE SNOW. 3 gate, he hiir cr rct that nught have pleased an ar:i5 . 5 r t — such careless grace was there in his position, so free and supple was the appearance of his young limbs in their attitude of rest. The frayed sleeve gave more effect to the bending wrist and hand, the rough cap to the dark curis from which it had been pushed ; there was grace er : -igh in these things even without the singular beauty of the lad's face, which jhiom the position in which he stood could be but dimly seen. Without moving, he stood lean- ing on one arm upon the gate, watching the movements in the station with dark, attentive eyes. Within, the arrival of the train had absorbed attention for a time, and it was not till some while had passed that he recaved a share of notice too. A httie party of ladies had got out on the platform, closely wrapped in furs, and attended by a maid ; and the thoughts of the s:?/^" : :^ster and porter were turned, of course, cO them. It was not until the ladies had exchanged a few words with t!^e older man, until their tickets had leer. : and they had begun to cress : : s 4 TRACKED. that the stationmaster, with a mind reHeved at last, turned round to the porter and mut- tered a word or two to him. ''Oh, there is Geoff Haldan watching us," he said. '' What new mischief has that young devil been up to now ? " The words reached the ears of the youngest of the three ladies, who was behind the rest, and she gave a little start and partly turned ; and then, her eyes following in the same direction as that which those of the two men had taken, she looked with attention at the boy who was leaning upon the gate. Some- thing appeared to move her — perhaps the look of beauty in the lad's attitude, or perhaps the ominous words that had just been said — for though she had scarcely spoken to the boy in her life she knew him well. She stood still for an instant at the end of the platform, and then took a few irresolute steps upon the lines, and stood still again. The impulse that was upon her was strong. She was a young lady, and had been brought up in all the ex- clusiveness of feeling of a country house, such thoughts as these had never touched her mind before. THE BLACK TRACK IN THE SNOW. 5 No, the impulse was not to be resisted ; she could not help herself. Turning round suddenly, she went with swift, nervous move- ments to the gate, and stood before the lad. '' Geoff ! " The boy let his arm drop in his astonish- ment, but he did not touch his cap. The gate was between them. She went on speaking in nervous, trembling tones. '' There is only one word — there is some- thing I want to say to you," she said. And then there was a pause, for her heart was beating so fast that she could scarcely breathe. '' I have heard such things of you lately — dreadful things ! Oh, are they true ? " There was a pause again. *' Very like, miss," said Geoff. " But don't you know that it is wrong, terrible, that you will get into trouble if you do things like these ? " Her voice had gained strength with her earnestness. Again there was a pause. '' It's like enough, miss," he said. His tone was not disrespectful or sullen ; it was only very quiet. She raised her eyes to him for a last appeal. 6 TRACKED. '' Oh, do you not think — have you never thought?" she said. ''You are so young, and wrong ways destroy people ; indeed, indeed they do. Oh ! why must you spoil your young Hfe — so soon ? " /'Where are you, Sehna? Are you not coming ? " called her companions from the road, but without turning back to look at her ; and, leaving the gate, she turned and ran to them. Her light footsteps could scarcely be heard upon the lines ; the little gate closed behind her — she was gone. And he stood leaning once more upon the gate, looking after her across the lines. And then he turned and looked back at the river path along the track that his own feet had made there beneath the stars. Seventeen years old to-day ; the thought repeated itself in a monotonous way within his mind. Seventeen — only seventeen — and after the deed of his this day had seen, what good thing now was left to him of his life ? This only — that there still remained for him one who could be sorry that he had spoilt his young life — so soon. That night Selina was in no hurry to ring THE BLACK TRACK IN THE SNOW. 7 for her maid before the time for dinner came. She sat by her window, leaning dreamily against it, looking out at the dark garden and the stars. A new feeling of sympathy and of pain had touched her heart — as if some spell were upon her she kept repeating in her mind the scene througrh which she had passed, as she looked out with dreaming eyes upon the snow. But Geoff Haldan had gone onwards to his home, his young footsteps leaving a steady track behind him as he went ; and in his heart, stirred only for a moment by the words that had been spoken, was no stronger sen- sation than a dim remorse and fear — a dread of the future to which his own footsteps were conducting him, and which lay before him like the darkness of the night. CHAPTER II. A VERY DISREPUTABLE FAMILY. It might have been a little past nine o'clock that night when stealthy footsteps were heard approaching the cottage of old Jem upon the waste. Within, the gleaming fire made light enough in the room, at least for the five men who were assembled there. Old Jem himself sat smoking upon the wooden settle, with a short pipe in his mouth, and his rough beard falling upon his ragged coat. By the table in the corner two men were playing cards, as they smoked, with a dirty pack ; another upon a stool was mending a pair of trousers which lay across his lap ; and by the fire, seated A VERY DISREPUTABLE FAMILY. 9 upon the floor and clasping his knees, sat Geoff, with the changing Hght upon his face. The darkness and beauty of his young features was only heightened by the lurid, changeful glow ; but something more than that varying light seemed needed to account for the restless expression, like that of an animal ready to be startled, in his eyes. He had been sitting for a long time in perfect stillness, but at the first sound of the foot- steps without he started to his feet; and, going to the door, admitted a visitor with the driving snow. Before we learn more of that intruder, let us linger yet for a moment upon that family scene — the rough men, the clouds of tobacco smoke, the room that no woman's hand had touched, the dark-eyed, handsome lad who bore no resemblance, either in figure or features, to the rest. That mattered little, the look of wild lawlessness was alike on all ; and in the fitful light of the fire as it rose and fell the room and its inmates made an apt image of the den of wild animals to which they had been compared. Let us consider that matter for a little ; the story of God's 10 TRACKED. creatures should be always interesting, and so the natural history of wolves must have its interest too. Old Jem's cottage — known as the Wolf's Den for many years before he had inhabited it — was situated, as I have said, upon the waste ; that is, upon a long stretch of uncultivated ground about half-a-mile from the nearest village doors. The stars, when they rose over it that night, had looked down upon a barren expanse of dreary sedges and half- frozen water, broken principally by some rising ground, on which a black, deserted windmill stood. At some considerable dis- tance from this, on flat ground barely above the water, were four much-Injured trees, and close to them a rough cottage with leaning walls and disordered thatch, and a few bushes and vegetables behind. There was no fence of any sort to separate it from the waste land around. Here, then, for many years had old Jem Haldan lived, peddling, poaching, snaring rabbits, or cultivating vegetables as he pleased ; and In this secluded place had he reared three stalwart sons — Reuben, who A VER V DISREPUTABLE FAMIL Y. 1 1 from his habit of lounging was called Ben-o'- the-Gate ; Nicholas, known as Red Nickle from the colour of his beard ; and a younger one who in his early youth had attempted suicide after. being threatened with arrest for stealing plums, and who, though promptly cut down, had been known ever afterwards by the name of Bill-be-Hanged. These young men, the dread of the village for their strength and lawlessness, had attempted various occupations now and then, but they had always ended by finding their way back again to their father's home upon the waste, and for many years they were, with him, the only inmates of the place. A great deal becomes forgotten, or but dimly remembered, in more than twenty years, and it is not, therefore, surprising that few people in the village were prepared to say distinctly in what manner Jem Haldan had first taken possession of his home. There were one or two, however, who asserted that he had once lived in a neighbouring village, and that in those days he had possessed a wife to live with him, a dark, gipsy-looking woman, who had disappeared suddenly from 12 TRACKED, the place^ and had not been seen again. It was said that she was dead, but there were one or two who beheved that statement to be a convenient fiction devised in order to assist the woman to escape from some unexplained terror of the law ; and it was even asserted that during Jem's frequent absences from home he went to stay with her. However that might have been, the years passed on, the cottage on the waste became inhabited, as we have seen, and nothing more was heard or seen by anyone of Jem Haldan's wife. And then, all at once, an unexpected in- cident occurred, which revived immediately the long-forgotten tale, and provided the Wolf's Den with another life to rear. On one gloomy evening in November, when a heavy fog rested on the earth, a woman, returning homeward to the village, passed Jem Haldan on her way across the waste. The fog was so dense that she did not recognize him until they almost touched, and she saw then that he had a knotted stick in his left hand, and that he carried a large basket upon his other arm. And then, as she was passing by him without a greeting. A VERY DISREPUTABLE FAMILY. 13 there rose from the basket one sino:le waihnor cry ; and, turning her head, she saw, thrust upwards from the covering, a baby's hand. If that meeting had taken place under other circumstances, if there had even been anyone near them in the gloom, she would probably have stopped to express the sur- prise she felt. But the loneliness of the waste land and of the dreary fog, the little hand, the sudden cr}% were all too much for her — they ''give her a turn," as she after- wards said herself — and she hastened on- wards with all the speed she could command. Only, when she was safely at home by her blazing cottage fire, it uas natural that her tongue should be loosed at last, and amongst her neighbours considerable curiosity was excited by her words. Before the next few days were over it became generally known in the village that in the Wolf's Den there was a baby now. And then rose other stories more uncertain in their foundation, and yet very generally beHeved. It was said that on the nieht on which the basket and its little occupant were introduced into the place there had risen a 14 TRACKED. furious dissension amongst the dwellers in the Den ; and that, in the dead of the night, whilst all the others w^ere asleep. Red Nickle had risen, placed the baby again in its basket, and put it outside the door, that his move- ments had roused the others, and that a violent fight arose. The truth of this story could not be ascertained ; at any rate it was certain that, even if there had been disputes, the baby continued to exist within the Den. Those w^ho saw it reported it to be a little creature of several months, with a head ^' black as an imp," and added that Jem seemed to have some '' care of it." And then, one evening in the public-house, when his heart was w^armed with drink, Jem revealed some facts himself. He said that his wife, who had not been for '^ many year" in the place, had lately died, and allowed it to be under- stood that the new inmate of his home was her child, and his youngest son. This story, agreeing well enough with the tradition of which I have spoken, was received at the time, both at the public-house and elsewhere, w^ith belief. As time passed on some further doubts arose, but there were A VEJ^Y DISREPUTABLE FAMILY, 15 none enough Interested in the matter to care to track to certainty a doubtful tale. And one conclusion at any rate remained — the child had been brought to the Wolf's Den, and within that shelter it remained. And now let us think for a moment of the influences that thus from its earliest times surrounded that httle life — the little life that had cried out upon the waste as if protesting against the home it had not reached. No gentle education, no sweet, early instruction, to bear fruit in after years, pervaded for it the smoking and drinking that were the constant amusements of the Den ; the hands that surrounded it had been used to unlawful deeds ; the lips that spoke to it were more fond of oaths than prayer. The three young men, indeed, had appeared to receive with a curious, sullen unwillingness this intruder who was thrust upon their care ; and, though Jem looked after the child with an abiding interest that belied his words, he was frequently heard to declare that '' it was no matter to him if the thing did live or die." The thing did not die — it lived ; and some natural pity for its condition, combined with an almost supersti- 16 TRACKED, tious interest arising from the story of that night upon the waste, induced its neighbours in the village to take some thought for it. As soon as its childish feet were strong enough to find their way so far, it was received into many homes in the village, and there fed and caressed. And here let me wait for a moment, for pictures are rising to my mind — a father coming home in the afternoon to find a lovely, dark-eyed child laid to rest beside his own child in the bed ; a young woman stopping in the street to give her bunch of flowers into the hands of ''that pretty boy." Slim, ragged, brown, with eyes dark and wild like those of an animal, the little creature made a singular plaything even then. As it grew older it gained shy and sullen ways, and preferred to play alone about its dis- ordered home, and shrank away from any chance comer who tried to approach it there. Some amount of ill-treatment at home might in part account for this, as the speech heard continually at home might be held answerable for the broken words and oaths which sounded yet more terrible when lisped by childish lips. A VERY DISREPUTABLE FAMILY. 17 Alas, poor Geoff 1 Yes, before we return to the fireside of the cottage upon that winter evening, we must linger yet for a moment over those early scenes. We shall need all the light we can gain before we set out upon the journey that is to follow a wolfs track through the night. But I fear we shall be mistaken if we are led to suppose that Geoff could be thought a nice little boy even in those early days, or that the circumstances of his education could altogether account for the peculiarities of his disposition even then. Little Geoff, in spite of ill-treatment and raggedness, was a lovely child, and his beauty moved at once all eyes that saw him first. But the boy was mis- chievous, changeable, full of tricks and mimicry, with a dangerous power of assuming penitence when he pleased. When he was not sullen or shy he was marvellously bright and quick, with a sensitive instinct through all his changing moods ; but there seemed something dangerous in his varying nature all the same. His three brothers and father were heavy, stalwart men ; the pretty lad had not the look of them^ and his dark eyes VOL. I. C 18 TRACKED. suggested the thought of an animal even to those who had never heard the title of his home. Before he was seven years old Geoff had been already called '^ Wolf" by his com- panions in the school. Jem, who had provided a certain amount of learning for his elder sons, appeared to treat this, his youngest, with the most intense neglect ; and nothinof less than the dread of a fine would have induced him to send the boy to school. As it was Geoff attended as irregularly as he dared, and got into all the mischief that he could, preserving always a demure demeanour that often saved him from the suspicion he deserved. The other boys dreaded him, though they admired him, and he did not go much with them ; the teachers always ended by becoming w^orn out with his ways, in spite of their natural inclination towards a scholar who looked at them with such brilliant eyes. It seemed as if neither at home nor abroad had the boy any real companions of his own. He grew up the handsomest, wildest lad in all the parish, the ringleader in scrapes, the best singer in public-houses, the swiftest A VER Y DISREPUTA BLE EAMIL V. 1 9 runner, and the most daring climber in the place. On the whole, he obtained but little punishment for all his deeds, though once a farmer, whose nectarines he had stolen, and to whom, moreover, Jem owed some money, pursued him to his home ; for the man, being good-natured, w^as so distressed at being compelled to be a witness of the savage thrashing that the boy received, and a hearer of his wild screams and oaths whilst his brothers held him down, that the result was he never complained of him again, and Geoff plundered his apples with impunity all the autumn throuorh. If the boy was leniently dealt with abroad, however, it was not so at home, and there were many stories of the ill-treatment he received. It was said, for instance, that his three brothers had once chased him up into a tree, and then watched by it in turns for a whole day and night, until he made a desperate leap from it, and hurt himself, and was still further hurt by them. His father never attempted to defend him, and Geoff only received a severe beating for himself on one occasion when he ventured to complain. 20 TRACKED. As years went on, however, it was observable that a change took place at home ; the grow- ing boy became more able to defend himself, and his brothers seemed, like his school friends, to be almost afraid of him. His resentment was so determined, his resolute silence or fits of frenzied passion so unlike their ways, that they became accustomed to leave him to himself ; the lad, slender as he was, could hold his own with them. Let us add to these things that Geoff more than once during his seventeen years of life had been considered to be a '^ spiritual- minded" boy. He was, indeed, capable of assuming a most devotional aspect now and then, and various Bible-teachers had formed great hopes of him. There had been one old lady in particular who had given him private lessons on the Catechism in her house, and who had been rendered ill by the shock of the discovery that he was accustomed to go from her to the public-house and repeat his lesson there. Geoff was very readily called a hypocrite for such things, I need hardly say ; and yet there may have been some injustice in the accusation all the same. His A VER V DISREPUTABLE FAMIL Y. 21 nature was very impressionable, and capable of widely different moods, and some real ele- ments of superstitious terror lurked always beneath the wildness of his life. Well, we have nearly reached again the scene of that winter's night, and yet we must pause for another moment still; for there is one element that is never wanting in a romance, and that can find its way into a history as well. And that one element had not been wanting here, though the handsomest lad in the parish was still a boy in years. About two miles from the cottage on the waste there lived a farmer whose only daugh- ter was said to look with favour upon Jem's youngest son, and there were stories told in the village of walks in the evening and of gifts exchanged. But no one supposed for an instant that Mr. Gibson would allow his pretty Lizzie to care for such as Geoff. And so there had been disputes between Geoff and her brother Jim — young Jim, as he was called — the only respectable associate the boy had found. And Geoff, finding him- self cast out from friendship, and also crossed in love, had chosen promptly another com- 22 TRACKED, panion for himself. This was Ben Wilde — whom village wits named Wild Ben — the worst company In the place, as all the sober thought. Between this man and Geoff and Geoff's father there had been an old dispute, but he readily received all the boy's advances now, and the result was that the village gossips shook their heads anew, and whis- pered that there was no longer any hope for that mischievous Geoff Haldan and his ways — '' a sweerin', smokin', gamblin', drinkin' lad." It was some such tale as this, probably, that Miss Selina heard. And yet this tale, too, was not altogether true, for Geoff did not smoke, and did not even care to drink; his young nature was too continually afire of its own accord to feel itself in need of stimu- lants as yet. The exaggerated stories about him had been his misfortune often enough before ; his disposition was wild and un- settled, and the w^orst fears might be enter- tained of him, but, though he was fond of the public-houses of the place, and of the sort of society they held, he had not as yet advanced by many footsteps upon the path to ruin. A VEI^Y DISREPUTABLE FAMILY. 23 On the morning of that day of which we have already seen the night he had started off early for the town where he was to meet Wild Ben, and then to do some work (for he had odd jobs now and then), and then in the afternoon to meet Jim Gibson, too. The night had fallen before he reached his home once more. His father and brothers were seated round the fire. He lifted the latch quietly, came in, and sat down upon the ground, clasping his knees and looking at the fire, without saying a word. Even to them it was clear that something unusual must have happened, but they did not speak to him, and after a while fell to their cards and work, whilst he remained seated on the ground before the fire. One hour passed after another, and then the footsteps came, and Geoff started up and went straightway to the door. What had been passing through his mind during those silent hours? Was it shame, or remorse, or only a fear of pain ? Had his young heart become too hardened for peni- tence even now? He had not spoken of himself, but another 24 TRACKED, would speak of him. The visitor stood In the doorway, looking in upon the firellt scene. Beyond, the snow was driving through the darkness outside the open door. The young men looked up from their cards and work ; the older man silently laid down his pipe ; Geoff sat down again, clasping his knees, before the fire. CHAPTER III. THROUGH THE NIGHT. *' An' what brings you here so late, Mick Ralfer?" asked Jem, as he laid his pipe upon the settle by his side. The two men who were playing cards in the corner looked up with impatience at finding their game disturbed. The young man by the fire gave a kick to the logs that started the flames afresh. '' Shut that door, will you, Mick ? " he growled ; " it's powerful cold." He kicked the logs and started the flames again. The light gave a changing look to the motionless face of Geoff, who sat still in his old position on the ground. Mick Ralfer shut the door and advanced to 26 TRACKED, the blaze himself, with the alert face of one who has some news to tell. He was a little old man, with a bent form and legs, a face like a red, withered apple, and little twinkling eyes. Whatever the words might be he had to say, it was plain that the task of messen- ger was congenial enough to him ; and yet in his manner there was the excitement of evil tidings, too. '' Ho, you're there, Geoff," he said, glan- cing down as he spoke at the boy upon the ground. '' I've come to earn the shillln' that ye give me, as ye see. But I can tell ye, I've nothin' good to say. You've done it now — you've done It now, my lad." There was a pause, whilst all were still to hear. And then Geoff spoke, very quietly, and with his eyes upon the fire. *'An' howls Jim?" /' He's mortal bad ; they say he'll die to- night ! " Silence. Not a man In the room had a thought of moving now. '' An' his father, he says ye shall swing for this before the spring is out." THROUGH THE NIGHT. 27 The ghastly words fell with distinctness upon the stillness of the room. A slight shudder had passed through the boy's frame after the first sentence — not after the second — but he continued to sit quietly as before. Old Ralf advanced to the low mantelpiece and leant on that. His figure was black against the firelight ; he moved his hand like an orator ; it was evident that his mind was full of the scene that he described. '' I see him a-lyin' on a shooter wi' his hair all a-sookin' like, wi' blood ; and his father lean over him all a-sweerin", and he says, says he, ' Geoff Haldan '11 pay for this.' An' they was in the little tobaccer shop at the corner, an' the 'ole place w^ere full o' men an' women fro' the streets, an' there wasn't one of 'em but had some words to throw at ye ; an' I thort, thort I, it's true enough, I know — " ^' — you," said Geoff, looking up now with an oath. " You ! What have your thoughts to do with me, I say? Tell me what I'm to do ; I'll thank you then." ^' You'd best be off ; you'd best be off^ m' lad. For I tell ye, Jim's father'll ha' the law on ye. He said as Jim was to be taken 28 TRACKED. all the way to his cottage from the town : ' For it'll be better like for him,' says he, ' to die at home.' And there was some as wanted to call for the bobbies and ha' ye up at once. But he says, ' No ; let him alone/ he says ; ' I'll have him up for murder before the night is o'er. If my son dies I'll die ten times o'er but he shall swing for this.' And then he swears he'll have ye hanged at the assizes before the spring is done. He'll not rest day nor night till ye be hanged. An' if Jim's dead by now ye may look for the bobbies soon." There was an awful silence within the fire- lit room. Geoff remained very quiet, and did not move or speak ; but his eyes shone, though his breath came more quickly, and his young face was pale. He did not seem in the least inclined to stir. '' Ye needn't 'a hit him so hard acrost the face, m' lad/' went on old Ralf, in persuasive, soothing tones. " It's that as'll go agin' ye at the end. His father's got the old bit o' iron ye did it wi' to keep. They say as ye allers meant it, as ye come up behind — " ''An' that's a lie," cried Geoff, looking up THROUGH THE NIGHT. 29 suddenly, with a dark glow on his face. '' I never meant to hurt him ; it's not my fault if he is dead to-night. I wouldn't a' touched him if he hadn't said I stole ; an' then I only took up the first thing that was near; I never supposed he wouldn't save his face. He went on so about Liz, an' he'd no call for that. It's not my fault if I did kill him — kill him " His voice trembled with a passionate sob beneath it. Again there was silence, whilst the men gathered round the fire, their excited faces dimly seen in the imperfect light. Old Jem alone had remained upon the settle, and it was his voice which came from the dark corner now. '' It's all very well what ye tell us, Geoff," said he ; '' but if ye hurt him, as ye say, the law'll have a hold on ye, in spite o' that. An' I'll not ha' one of ye ta'en to prison fro' here. Ye'd best go an' hide wi' yer friends i' the town a bit." '' An' it'll be well if ye ever get back again," old Ralf observed. The boy remained motionless, except for a tightening movement in the fingers that so TRACKED. clasped his knees. There seemed to be on him a dreary wish not to stir, in spite of the sensation of terror or excitement that shone with quivering Hght in his eyes. *' Ye'd best be off, Geoff," said Jem, in insisting tones. But still the lad did not move till one of his brothers pushed him with his foot. He rose then very slowly, stretching himself as if he had been asleep. His words came in sullen tones, which would not have induced a feeling of mercy in anyone who heard. " I must have some money. You owe me two pound," he said. ''And that two pound," said Jem, with composure, " I take to pay your keep. I can't afford to lose no mooney now. The rest '11 agree wi' me, I'll be bound, i' that." Geoff looked on them with wild eyes, but ap^ainst his father and brothers he had no power to resist. He went to the card-table, on which a heap of shillings lay, swept them into his hand, and pocketed them without a word. His brothers seemed for a moment as if they would prevent him ; but, either from good-nature, or because they saw the white, THROUGH THE NIGHT. 31 contracted look of his face, did not think it worth their while. Only Red Nickle, who had pushed him with his foot a few minutes before, growled out to him — " We can get more money'n that by handin' ye to the justices when we please, m' lad.'' Geoff took no notice ; he moved across the room. *' Where art thou going ? That's not the way to t' door," muttered Jem, as he raised his pipe again. '' I'm going to my room to get my things fro' there." " Well, hasten thee, then, or I'll set my hand to thee." '' Ye'll want a light, mebbee," suggested Ben, who was the most good-natured of the three. But Red Nickle accepted the obser- vation in a different way. " Ay ; keep an eye on him — keep an eye on him," he said. '' He's had our money, an* he'll take our jackets, too." And, as Geoff went forward towards the inner apartment, he pushed Ben-o'-the-Gate, who had lighted a candle, after him. Bill-be-Hanged, who was of a more placid turn of mind, was still 32 TRACKED. occupied in thought with the clothes that he wanted to wear on Monday at the fair. He had seated himself again by the fire, and was industriously threading a needle by its light. Geoff took no notice of any of them ; he went on into the inner room alone. This was the room he shared with his brothers and father, the only sleeping apart- ment all possessed. A poor, rough place it looked now, dimly lighted by the candle which Ben held at the door ; small, close, disordered, with a black sloping roof, untidy beds and mattresses, and some clothes and dirty blankets lying about the floor. Geoff felt his way through these things to his own mattress, which was at the further end against the wall, with the sloping roof close above it, and which, alone of all of them, had been arranged with care. It was at a little distance from the rest, and some strung birds' eggs were fastened above it on the roof. He had been accustomed to consider this corner his own peculiar room ; and, after his own fashion, he had been pleased with it. And now, for one instant, he laid himself down upon the bed, and hid his face upon the THROUGH THE NIGHT. 33 pillow, and closed his eyes. It seemed to him as if he wanted to forget ; to think only that he had come in tired, and had lain down to rest ; but Ben was watching him, and he dared not sleep or cry. For one moment only he let his eyelids close, whilst his fingers were strained and twisted underneath ; then he opened them to the dimly-lighted room, and the sense of flight again. And after that his movements were quick enough. Still lying on his face, as if he had placed himself in that attitude for the pur- pose, he rapidly turned up his mattress and took out some books beneath it ; for in this manner, through the last two or three years, he had kept his little library concealed. The books made a curious collection, and were much worn and soiled — a Bible, a hymn- book, a Handbook of Logic, a book of Natural History, an Arabian Nights, some penny novelettes, a few Theological Discussions, and some Eastern Tales. He turned these over quickly, for a feverish feeling was growing on him that he had no time to spare. The Bible and hymn-book he rejected first, then held in his hand for one moment the Arabian Nights, VOL. I. D 34 TRACKED. and finally put within his coat the little volume of Eastern Tales. The rest he replaced rapidly, but with characteristic care, made up a few of his possessions into a little bundle, which he tied round with string, and then turned to the door as if prepared to start. Yet still for one instant he lingered, knelt down by his little mattress, and, putting his face against the pillow, kissed it softly as one who leaves a friend ; and then he turned again and w^ent in to the rest, with his bundle thrown over his shoulder, and a look of feverish hurry in his eyes. Bill looked up from the fire, where he sat stitching still. '' So you're ready now at last, are ye, Geoff?" he said. '' We thort the bobbies 'ud have ye arter all." ^' I'll not be taken to prison ; I'll kill myself first ! " cried Geoff, with his dark glance blazing now. '' And look here, all of ye here, this thing it's not my fault. If I was to die to-morrow I'd say no less than that." '' Where be going ? " asked Ben, in a slow, good-natured way. But the old father interrupted before any THROUGH THE NIGHT. 35 answer came, taking his pipe quickly out of his mouth and puUing at his beard — '' Keep quiet tongues," he said ; '' there Is no good In that. We'se hear of him, sooner or later, as a bad coin, I'll be bound. And ye be off, Geoff, and don't stand fooling there." Geoff looked round on them all, and gave a little scornful movement of his head ; then arranged the bundle anew on his shoulder and moved quickly to the door. " Good-bye, Geoff ! " called out Bill to him, from the corner of the fireplace where he sat. ^* God be wa' ye, Geoff ! " cried Red NIckle after him, thinking perhaps to improve upon the phrase. " Na — ay. He'll stay wi' ye, more like," said Geoff, stopping for an instant and turning round his head. '' Ye and yer ways — I'll be bound He likes the sort ! " The door closed upon him as he spoke ; with that bitter pro- fanity upon his lips he left his home. The snow and the stars were without, the sound of the closing door w^as in his ears, and he was alone. For one moment he stood looking upon the dreary waste around, then 36 TRACKED. he let himself fall down upon the ground and cried. A long while passed before he raised his head. There was a sound like singing in his ears. He was confused with crying, and felt almost bewildered ; but the intense coldness of the night brought a reviving sense. He dashed his fingers across his eyes, which were still dim with tears, and sat down on the ground, clasping his knees, upon the snow. Where could he go now ? What must he do? Around him were the night and the waste, and above him were the stars ; the trees were near him, and from one window of the cottage came a red gleam of light. Geoff looked up towards that for an instant as if it were not in his power to bear the sight, and then threw himself on his face upon the ground in con- vulsive tears again. ' Indeed he had cause for crying, this lad of seventeen, thus thrust out alone in shame and guilt into the night, accused by his enemies, deserted by all to whom he might have clung, under the pressure of a doom that by this time might have stained his young hands THROUGH THE NIGHT, 37 with blood. So guilty, so deserted, so de- serving of penalties both from God and man, the very agony of his sorrow might have seemed the fairest hope for him. If only It had been sorrow which had moved him, or If a real penitence could have touched him then ! Indeed, there was a horror as of unknown guilt upon his conscience — a weight, of which he dared not think, upon his mind. But In the madness of his folly and perversity he did his best to put repentant thoughts away. ''Jim was not dying — couldn't be dying — he was so strong allays— there was no need to think o' that. And It was his own fault, too — he had no call to say what he did — he might a saved himself — * if I was to die to-morrow I'd say no less than that.' " And then, though he was thus already too hardened to w^eep for his fault or for his ruin, or over the father and brothers he had left within his home, he was y^t young enough to burst out crying again like a child or baby at the thought of the string of birds' eggs he had hung above his bed. Gone — lost — all the little possessions he 38 TRACKED. had valued once ; he might never return to them or to his home again. And perhaps even this grief — even this, since at least it was sincere — bore witness to a nature not com- pletely lost as yet. Only it was not in Geoff's disposition to go on crying long. He sat up again on the ground in a more determined way, cleared his eyes with his fingers, and disposed him- self to think. There was time enough, for he was not in the least afraid of being pursued ; his clasp-knife was in his pocket ; he was by a long way the swiftest runner in the neighbourhood ; and he knew, moreover, every path across the waste. One hasty glance he cast on all sides of him to be sure he was alone, and then he leant his elbows upon his knees and thought. The stars were above him, the lonely night around, the trees looked black and strange against the sky. There was coming on him a curious feeling of intense loneliness, as if the great black night were round him, en- closing him, as if he must go forwards into a darkness in which he would be alone. He began to think what it would be like to be THROUGH THE NIGHT. 39 alone for ever. Better that, perhaps, than to have Jim's dying face — and he stopped him- self again. He would 20 to Mrs. Rawson and ask for shelter ; Mrs. Rawson would give it to him, he knew. Or, if she would not. Wild Ben would take him in ; for the last few weeks Ben had taken '' such notice like " of him. And he must see him, too, and oret him to explain about the purse — that purse w^hich Ben had given to him to keep, and which had dropped out of his pocket before Jim said he stole. That miserable purse, which had brought such ruin on him, he dared not look at it, though it was in his pocket still. With a long, weary sigh Geoff raised him- self slowly to his feet. He was cramped and aching with cold, and a miserable fear was straining at his heart, but the very pain of it all seemed to give him strength to move ; he was no longer utterly stunned as he had been whilst he sat before the fire. If only he did not feel so alone — alone ; but he must even now make some effort for himself. The stars would be a sufficient guide to him. He turned his face in the direction of the town. 40 TRACKED. And then another thought seized him, a wild and daring idea that checked his steps. No, he must be going in another direction first ; there was something that he must learn before he could seek safety for himself. The very desperateness of the idea made half its charm for him. With renewed vigour he grasped the stick that held the bundle on his shoulder, and set off with hasty footsteps on his journey through the night. The waste land lay white and dim beneath the stars, the frozen marshes made difficult ground to tread. But Geoff had the instinct that comes by long acquaintance ; he found his way without stumbling amongst the sedges and the pools. Once only he started with a sudden terror that made his heart beat fast ; the deserted windmill looked so black against the sky. He left that behind him with rapid footsteps, mocking himself inwardly for his fear, and scrambled on through the marsh- land towards the firmer ground. And now before him there lay the village roofs, and one or two gleams of light from sheltered THROUGH THE NIGHT. 41 houses. He did not go on to these, but scrambled through a hedge into the road. And now it was not difficult to find the way. He turned his back to the village, and went straight onwards still. After a while he clambered over a gate into a field, and having waded through the snow to a hurdle at the further end, he climbed over that again into a lane. It was a rough, dark lane, with high hedges on each side, and many ruts, but he did not stay for that. He turned into another lane, and after a time into another, which w^as long and straight ; and now, straight before him, as far as he could see, the roof of a house made a black line against the sky. He did not delay his steps, but his heart beat faster now. Up the long lane he went ivith rapid movements, his eyes fixed always upon the black lines of the house. There was no light even in little Will's bedroom ; but, then, little Will might be in bed. What should he do ? How should he rouse him ? For he must be roused. There was difficulty, •danger . . . the fast beating of his heart seemed to interrupt his breath, but his foot- steps still went on. And now he had reached 42 TRACKED. the wall of the yard that was behind the house. And here, then, for one instant, he stood still. He went back a little, climbed over a gate into the field behind the yard, and then stood still again beneath the wall. It was above his head, but he grasped the coping stone with his hands, pulled himself up by his arms, and then dropped down easily into the yard below. The little square enclosure lay beneath the stars, beyond were the outlines of house and stacks against the sky. Geoff sat down in an empty wheelbarrow to think. It had occurred to him that hewould climb the wall at the further end, and from that height tap upon little Will's window, which was just above. But Will might not be there, and he might only incur needless danger by the act. He looked carefully through the darkness at the house. There was no blind down in the room of the little boy ; and the window, as he could see, had not been closed. That last sight decided him at once. Will would not be sleeping with his window open upon this winter's night. Perhaps he was downstairs with Jim,, THROUGH THE NIGHT. 43 perhaps they were all with Jim ; the horrible dread made his face burn in spite of the bitter cold. Oh ! he must know more — he would — yes, even if he had to go in and face them all. If he were to go to the back door now — to steal there very quietly, and knock, and take his chance. Will wouldn't call anyone, Liz wouldn't, and if the old man came — Well, after all, he could run quickly, and he had his knife. Anything was better than sitting here and thinking of the sitting-room, and the wounded man. He got up quickly and stole across the yard. There was a heap of stones below the wall at the further end ; it was not so hard to climb. But there was a dread upon him that made him noiseless now. Between the wall and the back of the house was a narrow stone passage, not two feet in wadth. He drew himself to the top of the wall, let himself drop by his hands, and fell silently on his feet upon the stones below. The door was near him in the darkness — he crept close to it — he could hear footsteps in the passage just within. With a fast-beating heart he put out his 44 TRACKED. hand, and knocked. The footsteps came nearer, the handle softly turned, a little boy stood upon the threshold of the door. In another Instant Geoff had caught the child up into his arms, had pressed a firm hand over his mouth, and with his other hand had closed the door. It was all done so quickly the child had no time to cry, he lay like a passive burden in his captor's arms. Still holding him firmly, Geoff stole round the house, crept beneath the stacks that rose upon the left, and threw himself down beneath them upon some littered hay. For the first time then he allowed himself to relax his hold ; but he kept his arms still round the boy, whom he held upon his knees. '' Will— little Will— don't you know me?" he said. Some instants passed before the panting answer came ; the child had been frightened, and had scarcely breath to speak. '' It is you, Geoffie ; I thought it must be you." Geoff answered by soft kisses on the hair of the little lad, and by taking the boy's face gently between his hands. His small THROUGH THE NIGHT, 45 acquaintance did not appear surprised ; Geoff had been fond of the child, and had pleasant ways with him. The Httle boy's breathing had almost ceased to pant. '^ I'm glad you have come to-night, Geoffie," said little Will. He added, with a small sob that caught his breath, '^ We are in trouble now — Jim is so bad.'^ They sat silent, with the stars above the stacks looking silently down on them. It was the turn of the older lad to tremble now. His voice came in a mutter that was scarcely above his breath. '' But he is better — he will gtt better." There was no answer ; the child, perhaps, had no certain reply to make ; he lay shiver- ing in his companion's arms. '' Father says he'll kill you when he sees you, Geoff," he said. ''He says he'll mark your face as you marked Jim's for him." There was silence from both, and they shuddered with the cold. '' But you don't want my face to be marked, little Will ? " said Geoff. His whisper was very low, but there was a trembling anxiety in its tone. 46 TRACKED. '' Oh, no, Geoff," said Will, " you are allays ^ood to me." He added a childish sentence, '' And you're so pretty, too." Geoff laughed softly, and stroked and Icissed his hair. In the midst of the anguish of dread that possessed his heart this small consolation of friendship had its weight; it would have been a bitter punishment if the child had shrunk from him. But the innocent mind of the boy had no slightest thought of that. "You kiss warm, Geoff," he whispered, ^' but it is very cold." And, indeed, even Geoff was trembling, although his face and lips were hot. '' You shall go in directly, little Will ; I say you shall. But tell me first, will they ask you where you have been ? An' look at the stars, Willy, they're strange and bright to- night." '' They are bright," said the boy, with a glance above the stacks. '' No, they wonna ask me ; they're a' ta'en up wi' Jim. Be you goin' away, Geoff? for father'll sure an' hurt you if^ you stay." ''I'm goin' away, but not far," Geoff THROUGH THE NIGHT. 47 replied, with some reluctance, as if he were not sure how much he ought to tell; "an' you mustn't tell no one as you've seen me to- night, not even Liz — poor Liz. You'll re- member that ? But ril be sure to come agin to-morrow, and see you then ; an' you must remember every bit I tell you now." He waited here for an instant, and then went on — '' You must go to the school at Crasteno' the Sunday arternoon, as you allays do ; and when school's ended you must get right by yourself, and come to the stone-pit agin the church, and I'll be there. An' you mustn't let no one see what you're about, and be sure an' not tell father, whate'er you do, or he'll be rare an' angered wi' you, an' whip you, too." " I donno as he will," said Will, in solemn tones ; '' he's never beat me, not in all my life. Day school master tell me he' d give me the stick if I didn't learn my lesson for the school." '' Well, y' mustn't say naught, anyhow," insisted Geoff, without attending to this super- fluous information. " It's a poor lad that canna hold his tongue. I won't ha' father 48 TRACKED. know that I'v^e been here. And put up your face now and gi' me a kiss, an' go — ye'll be wanting to run in to the fire. An' tell me ye don't hate — hate me" ... he was almost in tears. But Will knelt at once and readily on his older companion's knees, and threw round his neck the clasp of his childish arms, and the two lads kissed and clung together in the darkness. It seemed as if Geoff could not let him go at first. And then, when he had released him, he sprang up himself with a sudden movement and caught him back, and lifted him in his arms that he might hold him to his face, though Will could feel in the darkness that his face was covered with tears. It was so strange — so unlike Geoff ; and then he had put him down, thrust him away, in an instant he w^as gone. The little, bewildered boy crept round the stacks ; but only darkness was round them, though the stars shone above. The snow lay everywhere ; it w^as bitterly cold, and silent — very silent. The wolfs track was lost entirely in the night. CHAPTER IV. A DARKER NIGHT. That night the firelight and lamplight were ruddy in Farmer Gibson's sitting-room, and the blue curtains that were drawn over the window shut out all sight of the darkness and snow without. But on the silent family that was assembled there had risen an Im- pression as of a darker night ; for they had assembled to watch a struggling life, and to our blind Ignorance there is no night so dark as death. The little sitting-room was a pleasant room, and In its books and engravings showed some- thing of superior taste. It had also that look of being lived in which does not always VOL. I. E 50 TRACKED. belong to the parlours of its size. On the round table was Mrs. Gibson's work-basket, and a mat of coloured wools that had been begun by Jim, and in the corner of the fire- place was Mr. Gibson's chair. The horse-hair sofa had pillows and coverings now, and there upon it lay the wounded man. He lay unconscious, with interrupted, heavy breathing, his eyes closed, his face scarcely to be seen for bandages, and a wet cloth swathed round his head to keep the fever off. Even thus he had the appearance of a strong young fellow ; the weight of his shoulders pressed heavily down on the pillows where they lay ; and the arm and hand that hung languidly on the counterpane must have possessed only that morning a true work- man's strength. From the moment in which he had been brought into the house he had not moved eye or hand. The relations, of whose presence he was unconscious, had arranged his bed ; and, leaving him covered and supported, could only sit near his couch, watching in silence the struggle that they could not help. The great clock ticked ; the silence was A DARKER NIGHT. 51 heavy and oppressive ; the sound of the in- terrupted breathing fell with painful distinct- ness on the room. It is probable that those who were present were longing to move or speak ; but they w^ere afraid of each other, and had not strength of mind to stir. Liz sat by the head of the sofa on the little easy-chair that was always her favourite seat ; and, leaning against the sofa, watched her brother with anxious eyes. It is likely that the attention of a stranger would have been attracted first to her. A handsome girl, only sixteen, but several years older in appearance, with blue-black hair growing low upon her forehead, and eyebrows and lashes of the same darkness of hue ; the striking effect of her colouring agreed well with the wilful, deter- mined expression of her mouth. Forecasters might have easily guessed at future troubles from her appearance — there are some faces full of promise of difficulties, and that possess beholders always with an idea of storms — and yet she was very simple-hearted, poor Liz, in spite of that. At that moment the remem- brance of her fancy-work was in her mind, but it seemed to her that such employment 52 TRACKED. would be wrong. She sat with her eyes fixed upon her brother, as if she were counting anxiously the breathing that she heard. At a little distance Will was seated at the table, more happy than the others, because he was allowed an occupation ; and, in con- sideration for his tender years, no one had objected to the sight of his lessons for the school. He sat bending over them, and moving slightly his pretty eyebrows as he learned, a little, fair creature, of ten years old, too slight and delicate in appearance for a boy. At his right elbow all his books were piled, and in front of him was a flat, short- necked inkstand, too heavy to be easily overthrown. Nevertheless, in spite of his innocent appearance, little Will felt himself in trouble too. The rapid visit of Geoff had been disturbing ; and though he was too young to understand his brother's danger, he was sensitive enough to be bewildered by the grief that was round him in his home. Under these circumstances, his poetry lesson was a great relief ; and he had said a little prayer at his bedside for Jim ('' An extry prayer," as Will told himself with pride), so that he A DARKER NIGHT. 53 was quite confident he had done the best he could. His mind wandered now and then to some thoughts of bird's-nesting and the spring ; but then, poor child, it would be hard to blame him for that. The clock ticked ; the silent moments passed. Mrs. Gibson was on a low wooden chair apart from the others, leaning her elbow upon the arm and her head upon her hand. Now and then some quiet tears fell down her face, and she put up a withered hand to them. The attitude in which she sat had pushed her cap from its place — the afternoon cap with purple ribbons that she put on always when her rougher work was done, and which she had been wearing, seated quietly at her knitting, when she first heard the footsteps of the men who brought back her son. A faded woman, worn and quiet, with timid, nervous movements, as if she were always afraid of being blamed, she retained few traces of the long-past beauty of her youth. Life, and work, and the strong wills and tempers of her husband and her daughter, had been too much for her; and yet in her 54 TRACKED, own fashion she could bear resentment too. As she sat now, stunned and silent, under the pressure of the grief that weighed on all, she was telling herself that she did love Jim ; Jim had been good to her. Farmer Gibson, alone by the fire, with his broad back leaning against his broad-backed chair, and his pipe resting unfilled on the mantelpiece above, might be supposed to be unconscious of the implied judgment of his wife. And yet he felt something — a certain absence of sympathy — that prevented him from so much as desiring to turn his face to her. He sat lookingr in front of him, with his thick grey eyebrows drawn more closely together than usual, and a look of stern suffering upon his face — a man of notable presence, not to be quickly forgotten by those who saw him once. A large man, with a large head that yet seemed to promise more of strength than brains, with a great, hard- set figure, and thick, firmly-closing lips, there was something formidable in the look of him. i\nd since the day when he had thrashed Painter Robson's 'prentice, years ago, his neighbours had been more willing to A DARKER NIGHT. 55 believe that there was danger in him than before. He sat now, looking before him, with that stern appearance of suffering upon his face, listening to the laboured breathing that oppressed his heart like pain, whilst the thoughts that worked in his mind were like a wild joy of which he dared not speak. ''Jim — lad Jim— ahvays so good to me," so moved the tenderer feeling of the father's love ; but, with the almost unbearable pain of that, moved the vision of a writhing figure and an ignominious death. For our fierce agony cries out for relief, and w^e lay hold on our hatred for comfort if w^e cannot on our love. Farmer Gibson had been strongly advised by those who assisted him in the town during a dreary hour to take out a warrant against his son's assailant there, but he had rejected the advice with all the obstinacy of an un- trained mind ; for in his heart there remained a clinging belief that since no charge of murder could be established until his son was dead, it was necessary for him in consequence to wait for that event. It should not be said 56 TRACKED. of him that he had brought a lesser charge ; he was possessed with the notion that the culprit might possibly escape '^ wl' that." This Ignorance of the farmer's saved Geoff, as we have seen. The clock In the passage ticked on, the silent minutes passed, and still the heavy, interrupted breathing was the only distinct sound within the room. The stillness seemed endless, oppressive, but no one dared to move. And then little Will closed his poetry book with a prodigious sigh, and looked up in a piteous manner at the rest. His eyelids were heavy and burning with the desire to sleep, a wish that comes naturally uppermost in a childish mind. '' I want to go to bed ; please will you let me go to bed?" said Will; and, disturbed from their meditations or their silence^ the rest looked round on him. '^ You wish to go an' sleep," said his mother, in a low, fierce whisper, '' wi' your brother so 111 as this ? " '' I want to go to bed," repeated Will, with a little wail. A DARKER NIGHT. 57 He was very sensitive to reproof, but fatigue was too much for him. That half- crying tone from the family pet produced some effect at once. ** Come, don't cry, Willy," whispered Liz, in a caressing manner, as she got up from her place; ''you needn't be frightened, I'll make things nice for you. You shan't leave this room, and then mother won't be vexed ; I'll get you a mattress and some shawls, and make a beautiful bed wi' them." She left the room and returned as she had said, but with quiet movements that did not disturb the rest ; and arranged the mattress in a corner of the room, whilst Will sat watch- ing her with Interested eyes. He was to have two pillows, and his sister's beautiful plaid shawl of blue and green, and he had never slept out of his own bed before. The sense of adventure and wonder was rising in his mind. " Ought I to say my prayers, mother," he whispered, timidly, '' when I do not un- dress ? " His mother made no reply ; but Liz, who had sat down by the table, held out her arms 58 TRACKED. to him, and he knelt down and hid his face upon her lap. There was something of a gentler silence on the rest of them as he knelt ; the farmer with his consciousness of fierce revenge, the silent mother, and the poor girl, distracted by the remembrance of her lover, had had no thought of prayer. Then Will rose, and Liz took off his little jacket tenderly, and unlaced his boots, and stroked his soft hair before she laid him down and^ wrapped him up in her shawl. It was all very wonderful to Will. Yes, it was strange to lie there with his tired head resting on soft pillows and look at the light on the walls, and the others, and the motionless form of Jim across the room ; and then there were moments when he felt inclined to sleep, and his eyes would shut, and he could see water rushing amongst trees — dark pine trees — as he had seen in a book. The soft breathing of the sleeping child made another sound in the room. But no rest came to the other watchers as they sat, with the lamp burning dimly, enclosed in that darker night. No, there was no change. It seemed as if A DARKER NIGHT. 59 no change would come. What endless hours had passed since those sudden, startling tidings which had called the farmer from out of the streets into the carpenter's shop to see Jim lying there ! And now by the couch of his son the visions came and went. The dimness of the room hid from the other watchers the strange light In his eyes. Yes, he could see himself giving evidence, proving everything ; he could see the trembling cul- prit at the bar. ... It scarcely occurred to him to remember that before he could realize this vision his own son must have died. And Liz — poor Liz — as she sat bending forwards had her own dreaming too. Her mind, released from the immediate pressure of anxiety for her brother, kept slipping away, against its will, to old thoughts and hopes again. In her half-sleeping state it was so natural to dream. Yes, she would be in white — she '^ allays" liked brides in white; it wouldn't matter If people said she was only a village-girl. And he — he was so handsome ; there wasn't a lad in all the village that could come up to him. She thought of him by her side, smiling as he looked down on her. And 60 TRACKED. then that dream of the church, and the people, and his face, suddenly passed away, and she saw again the dark room, the dying lamp, and her brother's altered face. No, it was no good, it was all over ; and yet it would have been pleasant. Her head bent lower, and the dream returned again. A sudden movement — a faint stirring of the still figure on the couch — in another in- stant father, mother, sister were all on their feet at once. ''Mother." It was his voice — he had spoken, though in the faintest whisper. They all held their breath to hear ; they stood trembling toge- ther. The dying light rose and fell. '' Mother, where am I ? What's been to me? I am so thirsty." He could speak, understand, he was becom- ing like himself. A sudden agony came on Liz ; and, as the mother bent over her first- born, she rushed noiselessly from the room. She fled upstairs with rapid, quiet move- ments, and, closing her own door, threw her- self on her knees, and let the passionate tears burst forth. Her eyes were hot with weep- A DARKER NIGHT. 61 ing when she raised herself at last. She went to her window, over which blind and curtain had not been drawn that night. The solemn mystery of the dawn was spreading across the earth ; the sky had the first faint flush of redness ; a dim white mist had gathered upon the Fens, white as the bridal veil of which her thoughts had dreamed. Oh, surely Jim was better ! They might be happy now. CHAPTER V. WILL AT THE SUNDAY SCHOOL. It was a beautiful Sunday afternoon that day. The frost still lingered, and the air was keen and clear, whilst the blue sky was bright above the stacks, and all the ground sparkled and shone beneath. When Farmer Gibson's family had assembled at breakfast that morn- ing — all but one — they had been tired and silent, with the look of those on whom a great weight has been, but the sense of bright weather mingled with their relief, and had effect on all. It had been a strange, idle, and anxious morning all the same. Only now the feeling of familiar employ- ment was beginning to wake again. The WILL AT THE SUNDA Y SCHOOL. 63 doctor had been ; the Sunday dhmer had to be cleared away ; Jim was sleeping quietly ; the farmer had lit his pipe ; and now little Will had come to Liz to be prepared for the Sunday School— for regularly every Sunday he was sent to that, though neither he nor the others often went to church. It was a lonely place, Rose Cottage, where Mr. Gibson lived, reached only by heavy lanes, and with a wide outlook on the Fens. It was difficult even to get to it in times like this when the lanes were deep with snow ; but in the early spring it was not without its charm. The wide view then showed the green hedges, powdered here and there where the thorn- bushes were white with may ; the bare com- mons, separated by low, yellow lines of gorse ; and the wide, enclosing blue and purple dis- tance, whose misty colour rested against the sky. Then the great ditches, in which chil- dren fell sometimes, w^ould be bright with golden flowers ; and Will would come home with his hands full of marsh-marigolds, which he called " butter-bumps." Rose Cottage itself was a bare, straight place enough, with a stiff garden in front, a 64 TRACKED. window on each side of the door, and without any vestige of a rose-tree on the house to give any meaning to its name ; but then, after all, there were roses In the garden In the summer-time, and It had always been called by that name before it was enlarged into a farmhouse, as all the village knew. It be- longed to Hanorth parish, where the Wolf's Den also was, though Crasten village was a mile nearer If you went to It across the fields. And now Will stood In his sister's bed- room — come to get ready for the Sunday School — standing Impatiently whilst she smoothed his hair and arranged the little tie of red, which he was only allowed to wear when Sunday came. He was very restless, and would not let her spend much time over him ; she thought he was longing for the open air and for his Sunday walk, but on his mind were the stone-pit and Geoff. Yet he looked a dainty morsel of a boy when he set out at last, very neat In his little Sunday suit, and with a small switch In his hand, which made him feel like a man. There were no boys who lived near him, so he had to walk alone. If there had been he would WILL AT THE SUNDAY SCHOOL. 65 have been in no need of company, for every- one, old or young, made a favourite of little Will. There are a few lives that seem born to affection in this manner from all they meet, and that can receive it as naturally as it is bestowed. Will had not felt what it was to have hard times outside or in his home. His father and mother said they had ''never known such a boy." The old clergyman patted him on the head whenever they chanced to meet. His schoolfellows p^athered round him as soon as they saw him come. He looked so fair always, so delicate and clean, his eyebrows could express such pretty perplexity, and he was always so childish- hearted and ready to oblige. If you had re- turned home after an absence of several weeks, and Will had known you at all, it would not have come more natural to your dog to wag his tail than it would to Will for his face to beam with smiles. Yet, in spite of these things, it must not be supposed that Will was a perfect boy ; or that he was like those good children of whom we read in books, whose relations VOL. I. F 66 TRACKED. write biographies of them after they are dead. He was accustomed to do as he Hked, and not to trouble himself ; his schoolmaster found him very idle, and much disposed to play, and Will had before now, after many offences, been more than once produced to view mounted on a form, his face burnt with blushes, and his legs exposed as an easy prey to the pinches of his neighbours. No harder penalty had been exacted yet ; no one, at home or out of it, had dared to beat little Will. So much we have ventured to say of the one pet of the wolf, for even Geoff Haldan had made Will his friend. A dangerous com- panion that, poor child, for you ! — but with all his childish heart did Will believe in Geoff. And now one thought only was in his mind as he made his way through the snow — he must get to the stone-pit somehow and see his friend. It was hard work toiling to Crasten village, but he could see its smoke at last, and the tower of the church, and the dark trees of the Hall. He would have liked to go to the stone-pit and find out Geoff at once, but he WILL AT THE SUNDA V SCHOOL. 67 knew that he was already almost too late for school. The vicarage was some way from the village ; he made his way to that, avoid- ing the village streets, with their lounging boys and men. It was a still afternoon, like evening even then ; the sky was grey and heavy, as if more snow would fall. And now he had reached the little church and churchyard, where the snow of yesterday was lying white upon the graves. And on one side were the dark evergreens of the vicarage, with the old house in the midst, and red firelight through the window of the sitting-room, where the boys used to meet. And Will began to think again of the stone- pit and Geoff. Only he must go inside ; they gave cake when school was done ; and he was cold and tired also, and could not re- sist the fire. Once in the little sitting-room there was no lack of warmth, of noise and fun either, and a sense of riotous glee. A dozen boys were there already, of many ages and sizes, an'd in all sorts of clothes ; some very neatly turned out in their Sunday best ; some of a rough and patched appearance ; and one in 68 TRACKED, a torn jacket, which he concealed as well as he could by sitting in a dark corner, and re- maining there, in a sulky condition because some of the others had made remarks on him. The others were in high spirits, and soon laid hold of Will, shook him, tumbled his hair, and stole away his books. Will did not mind, he was laughing with the rest ; but it was curious how much he was dis- turbed all the time by the constant thought of Geoff ; he looked now and then at the window, as if he could see him there. '' How's your brother, little Will?" called out the oldest boy. *' He's better, thank you. Doctor says he may get well." '' Ah ! Geoff's a bad 'un," said the boy, in a grave and thoughtful tone. Will looked up suddenly, as if he wished to speak, but even his instinct warned him not to defend his friend. He would not have minded the others if he had thought it best to speak ; the delicate child had a courage of his own. .Oh ! how late school was to-day. When would he get to Geoff ? WILL AT THE SUN DA V SCHOOL. 69 The other boys had also begun to find it late, and had their own ready devices, of course, for absorbing time ; they placed the chairs in a line, and prepared to jump over them. But at this moment the door at the end of the passage was heard to close. In an instant the chairs were in their places, and each boy was on his seat, with his Bible all ready on his knee for the reading to begin. A solemn class they looked, all prepared for Sunday School. The door opened, and Miss Selina entered, but she was wrapped in furs. Behind her followed a young woman, quietly dressed in black. There was no basket of hymn-books to be seen, nor was there one of cake. Miss Selina advanced a few steps into the room, her fair face flushing a little with shyness, and then she spoke. Will was alarmed to see that she was in her walking things. Oh! would he never be able to get to Geoff to- day ? Let it be here explained that this class at the vicarage, which was called a Sunday School by way of compliment, had been only started a few weeks before, and that Miss 70 TRACKED. Selina Horley used to come over from Hanorth Hall to take it for the wife of the vicar, who was ill. The young lady was shy and pretty, and dressed always in silk and velvet, which has an effect on boys. She always brought a story-book too, and closed the class with cake ; and the rough boys were enchanted, and had been good with her. She felt inwardly proud of herself for the way she managed them ; it had not occurred to her that she had hardly yet been called upon to exercise any management at all. And now she stood before them, rather more shyly than usual, her face fair and soft within the dark-blue quillings of her bonnet (for bonnets at that time, it must be said, were very round and close). And behind her, like a shadow that has no power to come forwards to the light, there stood the strange young woman who was dressed in black. ■' I wanted to say, boys,'^ said Miss Selina, very softly, but looking on them with more interest than usual, for the scene of the night before was still within her mind, '^ I wanted to tell you that I cannot take the class to- day. Miss Harte has kindly promised to WILL AT THE SUNDAY SCHOOL. 71 teach you all for me. Only there was one question I said I would ask for her before I went." She waited again, with that soft light in her eyes. '' Can any of you tell Miss Harte where Geoff Haldan is to-day ? I saw him yesterday, but I do not know where he lives." There was a pause, for the lads were not inclined to speak. No doubt they could have said a great deal if they had liked, but a shy unreadiness is common enough with boys. '' He lives on the waste, most-wise," said the oldest, reluctantly, '^ but he's not at home to-day." ''Oh! not at home?" murmured Miss Selina, '' but I suppose he will soon return?" *' Very like," said the boy, still reluctantly, and as if there was something behind his words. They all looked at Will as if he ought to speak ; but the child had no desire to tell the story of his brother and his friend. Only he fixed his eyes with some interest on the stranger who wanted to hear of Geoff. She was a young woman, she had a strange face ; that was all he knew as yet. 72 TRACKED. In another instant he pulled his hair with the other boys as Miss Selina rustled out, confident that her good boys were going to read the Bible quietly, and quite forgetting that she had brought no cake that day. Alas for those who forget that the goodness of boy- hood is an evanescent thing ! For ominous murmurs were beginning to rise before the last fold of dark-blue silk had left the room : ''That one's on'y the new dressmaker ; we needn't care for she I" Will had been impressed by the question about Geoff, but he was becom- ing alive for fun. And now the young woman stood and sur- veyed them all. She wore no bonnet, and her hair was soft and pretty, but the delicate features were irregular underneath it, and her thin hands had been made rough with work. Something of power in the look of her pale grey eyes held the rough boys still for an instant as she looked. But she was too evidently not used to her position, and a nervous colour flushed into her face as soon as she began to speak. '' Miss Horley told me — she asked me to hear you say your Catechism/' she faltered, with WILL AT THE SUNT) A V SCHOOL. 73 visible efforts to overcome the timidity she felt. '' Will you not try and say it to me now? " A rude titter answered her from all the assem- bled boys. The dressmaker's face flushed with what seemed like anger. Without say- ing a word, she beckoned to the biggest boy to stand by her. He w^as a great, red-haired, dull-lookinor fellow ; she addressed him with that first question of the Catechism that is familiar to us all — " What is your name ? '' *^A' donno." '' You do know." The sudden, sharp decision of her voice quelled the boys to an instant's silence as she spoke, and in that instant the boy who stood next to W^ill put a toy trumpet into his hand without a word. Will was all alive with a sense of play, as we have said, and it occurred to him that if the school was broken up he could go at once to Geoff. W^ithout stay- ing to think further he put it to his mouth and blew. A complete silence followed ; the boys them- selves had become overawed at this, and Will began to tremble immediately over the ill- 74 TRACKED. advised act that he had done. The young dressmaker stood before them quivering with indignation through all her slight figure, and yet struggling for self-control. There was a strange timbre in her voice that those who heard did not forget. ^' We have come here to speak about God — to read the Bible — not to play. Is there any boy out of all of you who will help me now?'* '^ I'll help ye, missis," called out the oldest lad, the boy who had spoken about Geoff, a dark, good-looking fellow, who was the most steady there. The young teacher turned her eyes on him, and then she spoke. ^' Will you please tell the boy who blew the trumpet," she said, very gently, '' that he must leave the room." The ranks of boys opened at these words and disclosed little Will, blush- ing, trembling, almost inclined to cry. No time was allowed him in which to make amends, for stalwart Robin advanced on him at once, put a hand under each arm, and lifted him up, then put him outside the room and closed the door. He had gained what he wanted and could go now to Geoff. Instead of that, however, he walked up and WILL AT THE SUNDA Y SCHOOL. 75 down outside In shame and distress, and cry- ing softly to himself. For it was very certain he had been a naughty boy, and not even the prospect of seeing his hero could console him for that. If the little scene had induced him to consider whether the influence of his hero was indeed the best for him, if it had led him to mistrust these secret meetings as a disobedience to his father and a deceit towards his home, he might have spared himself, poor child, more lasting disgrace and pain. But in the innocence of his heart he had no thought of that, and his wild companion took no care for him. An hour later two lads climbed up together from the steep and snowy stone-pit, and separated from each other in the evening gloom ; the younger turning to the road that led to the rough lanes and to the Fens ; the elder striking across the dark fields towards the town, with the fearless instinct of one who is quick to find his way. The weight of remorse and dread had been loosened at his heart ; he could seek his ill-favoured lodging-house without so much anguish now. Mrs. Rawson, listening through the night, 76 TRACKED. heard the low tap at her door, and, opening it cautiously as she had done on the night before, received the wanderer into her house again. The doctor's carriage stopped once more at Rose Cottage before that Sunday night had passed, but his visit did but confirm the hopes that his morning's call had raised. The whole family stood at the door when he went to see him go, and watched the two lights dis- appearing in the night. Then they went in again, and closed and barred the door, and the stars shone out over Rose Cottage and the snow. CHAPTER VI. IN WAIT FOR THE WOLF. The snow melted away, and the warmer weather came, but Geoff Haldan did not re- turn to his home on the \vaste again. From the night on which he had fled in the dark- ness there came no news of him. But, though there was no news, both in Hanorth and in Crasten there was much to be said of him, in spite of that ; the village gossips had a ceaseless topic now. His absence — his quarrel with Jim Gibson — the doubts about his birth — the many tricks he had com- mitted, or was said to have committed — there could be endless comments upon such things as these. The wild lad's reputation for evil 78 TRACKED. became considerably enhanced, and loungers at street corners took their pipes out of their mouths to say '' he wasn't born to good — they didn't think much to him." And meanwhile the skies above Rose Cottage had become blue and soft, and Jim Gibson was advancing more steadily to recovery than had been hoped. And yet his recovery was, notwithstanding, very slow ; he had been too severely and variously injured for the strength of his constitution to be able to assert itself at once. When he had par- tially recovered from the deep wound on his head it was feared that he had received some internal injury from his fall that could not be cured, and when this dread also was dispelled there remained on him a weakness from which he did not rally soon. He lay in bed, eating, sleeping, paying little attention to anything that passed ; and it had become quite certain now that his face would be always scarred. Alas for that fact! If it had not been for that it is possible that Mr. Gibson's wrath might have smouldered itself out at last ; for he was not insensible to pleasure at his son's reviving strength, and that feeling of a father's IN WAIT FOR THE WOLF. 79 tenderness might have overcome his rage. In vain ! whilst there remained on him the bitterness that every sight of his son pro- duced — that sight of the altered face which would be always altered now. Jim had been a personable young workman, with a strong and healthy look ; the livid mark which stretched from his temple to his lip had made a difference that would last his life ; and Farmer Gibson swore inwardly and outwardly that he would mark Geoff for that. It may seem strange, then, that he took no measures to get his enemy arrested, since he was certainly within the compass of the law. And if he had possessed any notion of the wild resolve of the lad to kill himself rather than be put into prison, he would no doubt have caused a warrant to be taken out at once. But Farmer Gibson fell into error, as so many of us do, for want of a due appre- ciation of the humanity of those to whom we are opposed. '' Why, he'd heard about prison lately, that he had ! a place where they feed men up as if they was pigs ; that 'ud just do for hi7n. Disgrace ! it wasn't likely that such as him 'ud feel disgrace ; he'd be glad to be 80 TRACKED, boarded for nothing, that he would." If his son had died, and there had been any chance of fastening a charge of murder upon Geoff, he would have attempted that, because it did seem possible to him that Geoff might not like being hanged. And so Farmer Gibson lived from day to day, brooding over his anger, sleeping with it, eating with it, feeling it always present as he spoke casual words to his acquaintances, or gave orders and directions to his men. In those days he smoked more, and drank more, and lived with worse friends than he had been used to do, lashing up his own anger per- petually as the fierce wind stirs the waves. It is a lowering, maddening atmosphere, such a continual state of wrath — it is in this manner that we who seek for vengeance on our neigh- bours draw down a surer vengeance on our- selves. However, the farmer was successful enough in one way, it must be owned, for the sym- pathy of the village was undoubtedly stirred for him ; and those who had grievances of their own against the Haldan family found this a convenient time to remember them IN WAIT FOR THE WOLF. 81 again. At the street corners, and in that room of the pubHc-house where the village club was heldj men with pipes in their hands agreed that they would '^ stand those pests no more." Jim Gibson had been known as a good and steady workman, and it was natural that pity should be felt for him ; though there were a few^ who put their tongues in their cheeks and slily winked aside when the father stated that if there w^as a lad in the village who had not know^n a public-house, that lad was his son. Poor Jim, lying alone and prostrate in his little room upstairs, with a dreamy sense of the past mingling always with his pain as he lay and watched wearily the white curtains of the window or the changes of the sunlight upon the pattern of the wall, w^ould have been honest enough perhaps to have disclaimed the merit that his father claimed for him ; for there had been episodes in his hfe of which his father was ignorant — as he knew. It was perhaps a remembrance of these things that had drawn him somewhat towards the wildest lad of the parish, an associate whom he might not otherwise have been so VOL. I. G 82 TRACKED, much disposed to own ; for virtuous Jim could not but be conscious that he had known his times of peril too. And such a remembrance again arose in his heart as he lay dreamily and watched the sunlight on the wall ; and he thought also, as he had not done since years had ^one, of the hand that had stretched itself out to help him in his need. Let us pause for a moment, and think of that story ourselves. To Jim, as to Geoff, had come in his sorest peril the touch of a woman's hand, and in this instance the hand had sufficed to save. The story is very simple, and can be briefly told. On one hot summer's evening, nearly seven years before, Jim Gibson had turned into the public-house, as he did often then. He had met a few associates on the way who had asked him to come in there with them, and he had comphed without hesitation, as he was used to do. He was only sixteen at that time, but broad and strong, and a good work- man even then. His father and his mother believed in him so implicitly that they took no notice of his coming in or going out ; he IN WAIT FOR THE WOLF. 83 had been brought up with a great deal of severity, and was proud of being able to prove himself a man. He was proving that amongst his com- panions in the public-house that evening, and was hot and flushed with drink, and join- ing loudly in the laughter of the others, when an unexpected message was brought in — there was a young woman outside who wished to speak to him. Now Jim knew no young woman, not being yet quite old enough for that, and so he became at once surprised and curious ; and was flattered, moreover, by the obvious excite- ment of the rest. He got up immediately, therefore, and w^ent out to see. Outside were some boys and men, smoking and talking beneath the light that was above the door ; and at a little distance from them a young girl stood in the street. She came up to him as he stepped from the door, and laid her trembling fingers on his arm. '' I want to ask you, Jim Gibson, if you will come to your home with me." Jim knew her at once — the shabbily-dressed girl, with an old grey shawl drawn round her, 84 TRACKED. and an old black hat above — a thin, silent^ hardly-treated milliner's 'prentice who lived close to his home, and with whom he had scarcely ever exchanged a word before. She stood now, with her fingers on his arm, looking up at him whilst the men and boys drew round them ; and from the very vibration which that pressure caused he could feel what a terrible effort she had made. In an instant he understood how it had been. She had been coming up the street to bring some fresh needlework to her miserable home, and had heard the men and boys outside saying some words of him. He had always known her absorbed and wretched, as if overwhelmed by the hardships of her lot. From out of that contemplation she had roused herself to make an attempt to save. ''Well, my dear," said one of the men with a laugh, '' are ye going to the public too?" She paid no attention ; she only continued to look up into the young man's face. But her slight grasp had tightened upon his arm, and he knew that without an effort he could not shake it off. IN WAIT FOR THE WOLF. 85 '' Will you come to your home ? " she said, and the trembling words ended off in sobs — a sobbing breathing that found for echo the laughter of the boys. Something there was that stirred within Jim as he heard and saw them laugh. He was confused, excited, half tipsy, with a young man's false sense of shame, but he had some real manhood within him, and she had done this thing for him. " Don't ye cry, Lizzie," he said ; '' I'll come to my home wi' ye." There was an outburst and an uproar from the rest, he felt that as he felt her clutch upon his arm. He was pressing through them, pushing, almost struggling — he did not quite know what passed — only that the noise and confusion were left behind at last, and that he was walking up the village street with her. They went side by side in silence ; neither spoke. Her fingers scarcely seemed to touch his arm; she appeared to be satisfied, and to need no more. And he — he dared not look at her for another reason that was burn- ing in his heart ; he felt now in the silence the reproach that there had been in her eyes. 86 TRACKED. Self-condemned — stained by the shame he had chosen — he dared not even turn his head to her. They went, without speaking, up the village street, up to the garden gate of the house that was then his home, and there they stopped. It was a hot summer's night ; the air was heavy with the sweetness of the roses that were below them ; they stood there by the gate. And still he dared not speak, dared not turn his head to her. She let her hand drop from his arm ; she remained silent for an instant, standing by him, and then she spoke — '^ I am going away with Miss Morton early to-morrow morning. I shall not come back again." He knew from the sound of her voice that she had raised her face ; he turned his slow, awkward J confused gaze to her. And then through the summer twilight he felt her eyes burn on him. *^ You will not go and drink at the public- house again ? " Her whisper was breathless, vibrating — the tone of one who seizes a last hope or chance. IN WAIT FOR THE WOLF. 87 He answered softly, slowly, and as if against his will — '' Noa, I will not." '' You will try to serve God ? " Again there was a pause — a longer one this time. '' I will try— if I can." Her eyes still looked at him, but as their glance met his own it melted into a tender- ness that she could not restrain; and, looking down into them, he understood for the first time what feehng it w^as that had given her strength to do so much for him. For one instant he looked down on her, silent and fascinated, and then she turned away. The next morning, when he came downstairs after his heavy sleep, he heard that she was gone. And from the date of that summer evening, nearly seven years before, he had seen her no more. But from the date of that summer evening Jim Gibson had become an altered man, and even those who would have been least disposed to blame him previously could not but see and own a change in him. A steady lad, a good and honest workman, there was no part of his life now that he was 88 TRACKED. ashamed to own. Do we say that such an alteration is impossible after a scene so slight? Life is full of such changes. We must keep our eyes shut indeed if we will not own to that. And now, lying sick and helpless on his bed, the scene of that summer evening often returned to Jim — the girl w^as standing in the evening by his side, and the red roses were sweet in the garden underneath — it was a long time since he had thought so much of her. Once, just before his illness, he had heard of her ; he had been told that she had returned as a dressmaker to the parish next his own ; and once, after he had been ill, he had heard Will say something of a strange teacher, a dress- maker, who had come once to '' learn " the boys ; but he had asked no question on either occasion, though he had heard. The memory of the summer evening, of the garden, was strong within his mind. He was' not sure that he wished to see the girl again ; and yet throughout those years he had oriven to the remembrance of her a strong, devoted feeling — the honour, at least, that a man pays to the woman who has saved IN WAIT FOR THE IVOIF. 89 him, if not that other devotion that is con- strained from a man by the woman whom he loves. And now, in his feverish pain, as he lay upon his bed, that one dream moved con- tinually before his mind. They stood at the garden gate ; he could feel her eyes on him ; the roses were sweet in the evening . . . And so Jim lay in his room with his visions for company, whilst his father in the Hanorth public-house was indulging fiercer dreams ; for the words of Mr. Gibson against the Haldans were taking effect at last, and it was beginning to be generally believed that *' summat " must be done. Accordingly, on one starlit evening, a com- pany of people, headed by the village black- smith, found their way across the waste to the Wolf's Den, determined to discover if Geoff Haldan had returned. They found old Jem alone, sitting and smoking in solitude before a smouldering fire, with some gin in a broken bottle upon the ground. He received them peaceably — possibly on account of their numbers — but they could get no news from him. 90 TRACKED. No, he knew nort o' Geoff ; had never heard o' the lad sin' he had left, and didn't want to, neither. Geoff might look arter his own skin an' bones hisself. No, an' he wasn't like to come back 'ere agen, he could tell 'em that. If they wanted to wallop the lad they must look elsewhere for him. Some of the men who were present insis- ted incredulously upon going into the only other room, but they found nothing but untidiness and desolation there. Old Jem made no effort to hinder them ; he sat by the fire and smoked. There was nothing remain- ing, therefore, to be done but to depart, after the blacksmith had delivered the caution previously agreed upon to the old man who was master of the house. They hadn't no wish to be hard on him, not they ; but it wasn't for him to harbour such a lad-o'-tricks as Geoff. If they ever heard as Geoff was in the Den they'd come to it by night and burn him out. The eyes of the oldest of the wolves flashed somewhat as he heard this statement of their views, but he continued to smoke, and said no word to them. They left the IN WAIT FOR THE WO IF. 91 old man with his pipe and with his gin bottle, a weird object in the light of the smouldering fire, and found their way across the waste beneath the stars. After that nothing could be more natural than that they should turn into the village public-house to drink themselves into warmth, and to meet Farmer Gibson too. For they had not told the farmer of their errand, rather dreading his unrestrained fierceness, to tell the truth. It was an easy matter to exalt their prowess now, and then each in turn made a promise that if ever he met with Geoff — Each one but one. They had been sitting in their wooden armchairs with their pipes in their mouths, and their chairs drawn round the hearth. The blazing fire shone on their excited faces, and on the jugs of ale. One there was, lately come in, who had not spoken yet. He had been sitting apart from the rest, but he drew near them now. He was a rough, red-bearded man, dressed in corduroys, and with a furrowed, careworn face — the farmer whose nectarines Geoff had stolen years before. '* Look-ee, masters," he said, '' I'll tell 92 TRACKED. some sense to ye, for ye talk an' talk till ye almost lose yer wits. Ye'll ne'er get the wickedness out o' a lad by floggin' him ; ye may flog for ever, but ye'll never compass that. Why, I spoke to his father about that boy years agone ; and his father, he tore the clothes fro' his shoulders, and scared 'em wi' a rope — I can tell 'ee the lad knows what it is to be chastised enow. An' it does na' seem to 'a done him a mort o' good. Now, if I'd my own way wi' him, this is the thing I'd do. I'd say to him, ' Look'ee here, m' lad, ye don't seem to get on very well just here. Ye've been a bad boy ; we don't like the looks of ye. Get ye off to Ameriky, or some'ere ; make a fresh start, ye'll mebbe do better there.' That wonna mend your son's face, Farmer Gibson, ye'll tell me that ! But w^hat's the good o' spoilin' another lad 'cause one is hurt ? Ye'll mend no evil in all the world wi' that. And now I'm dry wi' speakin', an' I'll thank ye for the beer." But Farmer Gibson passed him the beer without a word, and the rest were silent too. They had heard the man out, and let him say his say. But in what council, public or IN WAIT FOR THE WOLF. 93 private, that is held within the world do the words of mercy and tolerance easily prevail ? As Mr. Gibson found his way through the lanes that night with staggering steps, he retained a fierce impression that he was being hindered, but that he would have his revenge ; and he had the satisfaction of knowing that the rest agreed with him. And yet there was a flickering memory that now and then found a place in his heart whilst he sat with the others in the public- house, or lay still at night upon his bed — the memory of the stormy day when he came back to his home in the village, and saw in the bed of his little Jim a lovely, dark-eyed child looking up towards him with its smiling eyes, whilst Jim slept by its side. The little, outcast creature ! He had reproved his wife for taking such care of it, and yet he had felt himself drawn towards the baby all the same. But he would have no mercy upon that out- cast now ! The hedges in the Fens were gaining a look of life, that warmer look that comes before the buds have opened. The lanes were no longer so impassable, the light spring -94 TRACKED, winds were warm. There were prospects of a good season, since the winter had been short, and in farming work there was a great deal to be done. But as Farmer Gibson walked with steady steps about his fields, or rode on his heavy horse on Fridays to the nearest market town, the one thought of his revenore remained ever in his mind ; and now and then he heard rumours that Geoff Haldan had been seen, but day succeeded day and there came no certain news of him. And then one morning unlooked-for tidings came. '' Why, farmer, I seen Geoff Haldan only yeste'en," said a rough seller of early flowers in the market-place. *' He wur standin' i' the field by Hanorth stone-pit, an' bavin' a crack wi' that little Will o' yours. A shepherd as wur' wi' me he did tell me as he'd seen the two lads there often enough afore." Farmer Gibson stood still for an instant as if he were turned to stone. It was early in the morning, and it w^as market-day ; but without another word or look, and without staying to attend to the business that had brought him to the town, he turned his horse's head and rode back to his home. CHAPTER VII. WILL HAS HARD TIMES AT HOME. All was quiet there. The bright sunHght was shining above Rose Cottage, the front-door was open, and there were sounds of stirring feet ; but nothing was noisy or out of character with the sweet peacefuh^ess of the spring morning, or the brightness of the Httle fleecy clouds in the blue sky above. Jim had eaten a good breakfast, and was dozing pleasantly, with his blind drawn up so that when he woke he might see the sky ; Mrs. Gibson and Liz were stir- ring about their employments in the busy morning hours ; the farm girls and boys had their work to do ; and Will^ released by 96 TRACKED. the illness of his master and a Httle cold of his own, was happy in an unexpected holiday and in a picture-book. No, there was nothing out of character with the spring brightness and peacefulness, as I have said — nothing, except the heavy tramp and contracted brow of the master, as he flung his bridle to a farm-boy and strode into the house. ''Will!" Never before since the birth of the family pet had his name been pronounced in the household in such a tone as that. It did not wake Jim from his slumber as he dozed on upstairs, but it startled Mrs. Gibson and Liz in kitchen and dairy, and they came out to hear. At the same moment little Will ap- peared obediently at the parlour door, with his finger keeping his place in the picture- book that he held in his hand. Mr. Gibson experienced a sense of choking relief at the sight of him ; it had haunted his mind that the boy would be at school. '' Put that thing down at once," he said, ''and come in here wi' me." He closed the parlour door upon himself and his wife and daughter, who followed close WILL HAS HARD TIMES AT HOME. 97 after him. Will had put down his picture- book upon the nearest chair ; he stood before his father, pale, trembling, not in the least understanding what was meant. '' Come here an' tell me," said Mr. Gibson, *' that this thing isn't true, that it's not a son o' mine that goes an' harbours intimacy wi' a lad that did his best to kill our Jim. Come an' tell me that ye don't speak to Geoff — that ye haven't seen him — that them tells lies as says that ye spoke wi' him last night." There was a silence that was broken only by the panting breathing of the little, frightened lad. Will understood now^, and entirely, but did not speak. '' I won't have that obstinacy an' that sulkiness," cried Mr. Gibson ; ''ye can't put me off wi' that. Did ye go an' speak wi' Geoff last night? Ye tell me that." ''Yes, father," murmured the Httle boy, softly, raising his fair head, whilst his eyes filled with tears. The next instant he hung his head in terror as he met his father's eyes. " An' ye're goin' to meet him again to- night, ye are ! " thundered Mr. Gibson, now VOL. I. H 98 TRACKED, almost beside himself with wrath. ''An' I have lived to call ye a son o' mine ! " He stopped, choked and breathless, so that he could not speak. The women were silent from astonishment and fright, and little Will's panting terror turned itself now to sobs. The sound of sobbing seemed to pro- duce an effect upon the father, for he fell back a pace, occupied partly, perhaps, with a new idea that entered and filled his mind, and partly moved even now, it may be, by that distressful sound from the little lad who had been his pet and darling ever since he was born. '' Come here to me, Willy," he said, in a gentler voice ; and, a little reassured. Will drew close to him again. " I don't want to be hard on ye," said Mr. Gibson, in curiously breathless tones. '' I know as ye have known Geoff for awhile, an' have e'en been thick wi' him. I don't want to fleesh ye if I can help it, whatever ye desarve. Ye tell me where Geoff is, so as I can get to him, an' I won't hurt ye now." There was no answer, but the child was visibly shaking through all his limbs, and he WILL HAS HARD TIMES AT HOME. 99 could not look up and meet his father's eyes. That sensation of helpless terror was all that Will could feel ; it never even occurred to him as a possibility that he should betray his friend. '' Do you know where Geoff is? Tell me that at least," said Mr. Gibson, and he spoke in a louder voice. ''Yes, father," whispered the child, in more trembling accents still. Indeed he knew both where Geoff lodged and where he would be that night, for they had arranged with each other in what place to meet again. '' Then tell me where to find him ; ye tell me that at once." There was no answer, but little Will was trembling so convulsively that he had to lean against a chair. His mother and sister drew closer in their fear for him. But Mr. Gibson grasped hold of his shoulder now. "Tell me where Geoff is; tell me that at once ! !' There was only silence till Will broke down into cries. In despair and fury Mr. Gibson raised his hand; but it was an im- potent movement, he let it fall a^-ain. A 100 TRACKED, sick revulsion came over him ; he could not strike little Will. He began to stride up and down the room in impatient rage and despair. Another feeling, too, was beginning to stir within his heart — the business instincts of the man were chafing against this impotent wasting of the morning hours. There was an im- portant appointment he had made for that day — if he let it slip now, wasting his time like this — '' Look here, Will," he said, stopping sud- denly in his impatient pacing of the room, and letting his clenched hand fall heavily on a chair, " ye needn't go for to think that I'll spend my life wi' ye. I've got to go now, and I wonna stop for ye, stannin' there in yer obstinacy and sulkiness like that. But I'll be back early enough in the arternoon, an' ye can tell me then. An' ye'll take me to Geoff at once, and tell me right where he is, or I'll fleesh ye to some purpose, I can tell ye that. Be wise in time, my lad, ye'll find it best for He stopped only an instant to call his wife to him, and command her to keep the boy in V/ILL HAS HARD TIMES AT HOME, 101 her sight during all the day. " Put him i' the corner, woman ; it's the only place for him ;" and with these few words he strode with great strides from the room, roared out to the farm-boy outside to fetch his horse, fiung himself into the saddle, and left the place. They could hear the sound of his horse's hoofs as they went along the road. Will stood still where he was, pale, trem- bling, not daring to raise his eyes to the mother and sister who were left near him. These were both of them overwhelmed with unexpected astonishment and fear, amazed at the boy's secret inter^'iews, of which for the first time they had heard, and terrified at the wrath of the father which had been called down on him. Under the circumstances it seemed the best policy to be much vexed with Will. So Airs. Gibson addressed him in severe and angry tones, and told him to go and stand in the corner of the parlour, and not to stir from there, '' a-disobeyin' all his father asked like that I " She would have told him to come into the kitchen where she would be herself, but she was a true wife after her fashion, though a resentful one, and 102 TRACKED. she feared that the sympathy of the servants might be with the boy. So she returned with Liz to the duties in which each had been engaged, and Will went and stood in the corner of the parlour as he had been told to do. He was ten years old and upwards, and did not, of course, consider himself a child, and yet it would have been as far from natural to him to disobey that command as it is to a boy of a rebellious spirit to stand stilt and quietly submit. And yet it is a dull business, standing in a corner. Do we remember, any of us, what it is like ? Will had been in a corner, perhaps, before that day, but it was the first time he had felt himself in real disgrace at home. And it was the feeling of that disgrace that weighed upon him as he stood with tears rolling slowly down his face, looking pitifully at the angle of the wall. For he had been ^'bad," and father was '^angered" with him, and even mother had '^ spoke so cross" to him. He had a vague dread upon him of father's return that day, but of what he should say or do himself he scarcely thought. The sunlight came and played upon the WILL HAS HARD TLMES AT HOME. 103 pattern of the paper — it was a yellow paper, with a diamond pattern, and his tears grew dry as he looked. There was a little hole in the wall where the paper had been torn, he tore it more by putting his fingers in ; of course any boy would be certain to do that. And then he stood upon one foot and counted twenty, and stood upon the other, with a great effort, and counted a hundred and forty. And after that he began to find the corner slow. He had been there an hour, for the clock had struck eleven, when he heard his mother outside the open door, and ventured to call to her. He had become weary of watching the sunlight on the paper, and there was nothing else to do. '' Mother, mayn't I go out? I'm so tired o' stannin' here." " Go to your room, you bad boy," said Mrs. Gibson, '' and stay there till father comes. I'll lock the door on ye if ye try to run away." Will had no intention of running away ; his conscience would not even allow him to take his picture-book. But his little room up- 104 TRACKED. Stairs was larger than the corner, and he had hopes of playing there. He did play there accordingly for more than an hour, and in many different ways ; for first he amused himself with an extra toilette, and washed his face and hands, and brushed his hair; and after that he made a journey round the room upon the furniture without touching the floor ; and then he lay down on his bed, and made a little fairy-story for himself on the flowers of the counterpane. That effort of fancy was fatiguing, he lay back and went to sleep. When he awoke he found his dinner set upon a chair, and he ate the bread and bacon, drank the water, and was refreshed. Then he sat down upon a chair by the window, but he had no thought of playing now. He looked down the road that led towards the town, and wondered how long it would be before father would come home. Will was not self-conscious, and had been brought up in an atmosphere of love ; it did not come natural to him, even now, to feel afraid. And yet he had a certain dread of father's home-coming, to which he had never yet been used, and that weight upon his WILL HAS HARD TIMES AT HOME. 105 spirit was very strange to him. Would Geoff wait a long while for him in the '' little wood " that night ? Poor Geoff ! he would not be able to go out and see him now. Father was so " mad-like " with him always, poor GeoflBe, he must never let father know where Geoflfie was. And then he rested his chin upon his hands upon the sill, and wondered how long it would be before father would come home. Surely that could not be father, it was only three o'clock. The horse's hoofs came clatter- ing down the road. Will started to his feet, and felt that his pulses were beating, and that he could scarcely breathe. It was father, it was ; he had hastened to come home. And there was no mistaking the tone of the sum- mons that rang now through the house. " Come down. Will. Come down at once to me." Will did not wait for the second summons, of his name only, which came in his mother's voice. Sick and trembling with terror as he was, he slipped softly down the stairs, and stole quietly into the kitchen where his father was. 106 TRACKED. That would have been a strange sight If anyone had been there to see — the httle, pale, fair-haired boy standing alone in tremb- ling terror by the door, and the great, rough man, flushed and haggard with his excited ride, who had flung himself down in the wooden armchair on the hearth. Mr. Gibson had not been passing calm hours, that was plainly to be seen ; and it was evident also that he had been drinking. '' Come here to me. Will," he said, with a savage laugh. Will had never heard his father speak like that. He came, trembling, and stood by him, as he had done before that day. The two were alone together, though there were others near, for the women of the household were alarmed, and dared not come into the room. Will felt a longing for protection for the first time in his fife. '' I'll have no foolery from you. Will ; I've had enough of that. Tell me where Geoff is at once, and I will go." The child raised his tearful eyes, and looked in his father's face. He had no other answer; and to him that seemed enough. WILL HAS HARD TIMES AT HOME. 107 "D'ye hear me?" roared Mr. Gibson, with a trembling in his arms. But the boy stood silent, though tears rolled down his cheeks. His eyes met those of his father ; there was silence in the room. And then all at once Mr. Gibson turned very pale. His manner changed entirely ; he became quiet now. " Look you across the room, Will," he said, in a quiet voice. *' D'ye see what's lyin' there wi' my hat on the chair again' the door?" '"Yes, father," murmured poor Will, with a creeping in his limbs. ''Then go acrost the room and bring that back to me." Will went at once, obediently, as he was told, and lifted the heavy riding-whip that lay beside the hat. His face was very pale as he returned with it ; he kept his wide- opened eyes upon his father's face. '' Aha, this is summut like, this is," said the farmer, as he took it in his hand. " Now, Will, tell me where Geoff is — now!^ '' Don't beat me, father ; don't beat me ! " cried Will, in an agony of terror, as his father 108 TRACKED. raised his arm. The next instant his scream of pain brought the others into the room. "Tell me where Geoff is, or I'll kill ye," thundered Mr. Gibson, as he took him by the shoulder and shook him to and fro. But the boy gave no answer beyond his tears and cries. In another instant his father dragged him across his knees, and was flog- ging him fiercely with his strong arm, from which there was no escape. '' Tell me where he is now, ye devil," thundered Mr. Gibson, as he thrust him down at last, holding him at arm's length that he might see his face. '' Tell me where he is, and I won't fleesh ye no more." Will was writhing with misery, and beside himself with fear and pain, sobbing only with convulsive childish pleading : '' I will — I will be good." As his father grasped hold of him, however, he roused himself again. "' Oh! I can't tell you — I can't," he cried out, with all the strength he had. " You'll kill Geoflie if I tell you — I know, I know you will ! " Mr. Gibson dragged him for answer across his knees again, and struck him once more, WILL HAS HARD TIMES AT HOME. 109 again, and yet again ; and then his wife seized his arm. " Go and murder Geoff if you Hke," she cried, " but you shan't kill our boy ! " And Will, released, but scarcely able to stand, clung to his mother's skirts ; whilst his father raved out in triumphant, broken sentences that ''he wanted a good, sharp whipping, and that's what he's had." '' I'll take him upstairs," faltered poor Mrs. Gibson, in her confusion, only too anxious to get him from the room. But, even clinging to her, it was hard for Will to move. And meanwhile Mr. Gibson continued to storm about the Board Schools. '' They taught childer to disobey the Fifth Commandment, that they did ; but he knew better himself, and he'd have Will to know." It scarcely seemed to occur to him that the severity of his chastisement had not produced the obedience he desired. Mrs. Gibson was undressing Will upstairs, and was very cross with him. ''He w^as a bad, wicked boy not to do what his father wished. He had better go to bed, that they might have no more to do wi' himJ' Her 110 TRACKED. angry and troubled condition made her unable to restrain her wrath, and the boy's violent laughing and crying had the effect only of irritating her more. But that violent distress produced another result ; Jim was heard call- ing from his room for " mother" to come to him. He had raised himself up in his bed upon his arm ; on his face was an agitation that the doctor would have feared. '' Mother, what is the matter? Who has been crying so ?" '' Father's been fleeshin' Will," said Mrs. Gibson, shortly, as she stooped over him to arrange the pillow as she wished. " What, father whip Will ! " called out Jim, in an amazement that did not come from his own experiences of his father's hand. " I don't understan' it ; he's ne'er done like that afore." '' Your father's wild to get at Geoff ever sin' he hurt you," explained Mrs. Gibson^ as she tucked the bed; "and Will knows where he is, but he wonna choose to tell." ''Oh — oh!" said Jim, in two great, slow sighs that appeared to exhaust his breath ; and, without attempting to answer, he lay WILL HAS HARD TIMES AT HOME. Ill back and appeared to think. *' Mother," he said at last, '' put Will i' bed wi' me." *' He'll wear you out wi' his cryin' an' ways," said Mrs. Gibson. '' I'm so flustered mysel' that I donno what to do." ''Mother," repeated Jim, ''I should hke Will i' the bed." He was not strong enough to be asked to explain his reasons, and his mother was afraid besides to contradict his wish. She went and fetched Will, who had worn himself out with crying, but who began again when he was required to move. He came in, clinging to her dress like a baby, in the little white night- dress that Liz had made daintily for him ; and, still pale and crying, and beside himself with pain and trouble, was laid down by the side of his brother in the bed. Mrs. Gibson was relieved to be able to leave them to each other, and left the room at once. The two lay together — Will sobbing softly to himself ; Jim less able to speak to him than he had believed himself to be, for the sensation of intense weakness was still a new thing to the young man w^ho had been strong. He lay still without a word, waiting for breath 112 TRACKED. to speak, whilst Will moved about restlessly in his misery of pain ; and the failing of the short afternoon sunlight began to make twilight in the room. It would be better to say what he had to say and get it over now. *' So father's been fleeshin' of ye, little Will," said Jim, and there stopped, as an outburst of sobs and cries came as an answer and an interruption to his words. '' Hold that noise, will ye?" he commanded, in a harsh voice, after a while had passed ; and the child, who was always in some dread of his elder brother, restrained himself at once. *' I have some words for ye. Will," said Jim, when there was silence enough for his counsel to be heard, " andye'd best be still for awhile and hear what I've got to say. Ye know where Geoff is; ye've been meetin' him, it's Hke ? " He waited for an answer, but Will only hid his face, and his low sobbing made all the sound there was. '/ Well, father wouldn't 'a thrashed ye, ye see, if ye hadna met wi' Geoff. An' Geoff's a bad, wicked boy ; ye munna go wi' him. Do ye hear what I say ? Ye'd best attend WILL HAS HARD TIMES AT HOME. 113 to it too. But there's one other thing still I've got to tell to ye." He went on speaking with more agitation now ; some deeper feeling gave vibration to his words. " Look here, Will, let father fieesh ye all he can, but don't ye be tempted to go and tell on Geoff. That may do more harm than e'er ye know of now. An' Geoff has been good enough to ye ; ye must always think on that. Don't ha't on your conscience as ye've told on a friend. Stick to your friends, little Willy, and the Lord'U stick to ye." He paused for want of breath, and Will had no strength to speak. They remained silent till Mrs. Gibson came, fearing lest Jim should be disturbed, and took the child away. But there are words that fall on certain crises of our feelings like the blacksmith's hammer upon the red-hot iron — there is no fear of their impress being entirely lost. The elder brother's counsel had chosen such time as that. Yet Will was not thinking much of it as he cried himself to sleep, whilst the spring night darkened over his home again. VOL. I. I 114 TRACKED. The morning dawned peacefully on Rose Cottage and its inhabitants, and there was no renewal of the storm within the house. Yet there was a difference within it, as every in- mate felt ; and, though the days passed on quietly, life was not the same to them. Indeed, it would be a hard matter to describe in sentences the bewildered misery of those spring weeks to Will. He was physically ill and in pain as he had never been before ; he knew himself continually watched and in disgrace, and his sensitive nature shrank as before repeated blows. Through the bright spring weather he dragged himself to school, but he could scarcely get there or take his place with the rest ; and the master, seeing he was ill, kindly sent him home again. The story of his punishment, however, remained a secret still, for neither the members of his own family nor the old servant, who had been the only other witness, spoke a word to anyone else of what they had seen and heard. His father was continually on the watch for some mute complaint from him, but Will only cowered away from him as a guilty thing ; his child's eyes had no WILL HAS HARD TLMES AT HOME. 115 more reproach for him than they had held once for Geoff. And so, whilst the bright earth became flecked with April sunlight, Farmer Gibson hardened himself more and more against the boy. . He could not get out of his mind that the child had defied him, and had been successful, too ; he avoided his presence as far as might be both during meals and w^ork, and called him openly " a disobedient snake whom all the house had spoilt." It was almost incredible to him that his little delicate Will could resist his command like this. Alas ! and Will was neither disobedient nor rebellious, and w^as as miserable in his continued resist- ance as his father could have wished — but the motives that govern a sensitive nature are not always understood. From the vaguely dreaded torment of remorse he had saved himself at least ; his father had not been able to meet with Geoff through him ; the child's instinc- tive heroism had been stronor enough for that. What would have happened if that meeting had taken place ? There were some who asked themselves that within the house. 116 TRACKED. Farmer Gibson shrank from the inward question with a dread he could not but own ; he had tasted the wine of vengeance, and had scarcely found it sweet ; and he was not quite so determined now to meet with Geoff. And for that sense of failing resolve he revenged himself on Will, addressing him always with severity and scorn, and forbidding his wife and daughter to be '' foolish wi' the lad." The servants knew the boy was in disgrace, and were afraid to be kind to him ; and Will believed always in a confused way that he was wrong, and drooped like a delicate flower that has been used to the sunlight once. That one day of martyrdom and retribution could not be without its lasting effect upon his life. But our victories are tangled things of right and wrong. . . . Poor little Will ! So the warm April showers came to bathe the earth into life, the hedges began to be covered with yellow points of buds, and over all the Fens was the mysterious growth of spring. And Geoff Haldan had never re- turned to the Wolf's Den on the waste, and in all Hanorth parish was no certain news of WILL HAS HARD TIMES AT HOME. 117 him. It was said that he had gone off to America, and some believed it true. And then on one dark, warm April night, after some storms had passed, Liz Gibson wandered out into the yard and leant there against the door, crooning softly a little love- soncr to herself. And then all at once a low whistle came to her ears from without, and the door opened softly ; and, as she bent to look, the figure that entered took her in its arms. She could feel an arm round her, and a hand upon her eyes, and then some rapidly-pressed kisses on her lips, mingled with a low sound of laugh- ter that she knew very well. And then in an instant she was thrust gently backwards, the door was closed, the intruding form had fled, and without a word or cry Liz returned softly to the house. She sat down in her own room at her needlework, and the light of the candle on her face showed it was very pale. But she did not speak, and she did not call the rest, though the feet of the wolf had entered within their doors again. There were others in Hanorth parish who were to remember that evening too. In the 118 TRACKED, darkness of that April evening, hot with storms, a Httle company of men had again left the public-house. A message had been sent to them from a friend in the market- town, and they had certain hopes of securing the fugitive at last. They left the village under cover of the darkness, and turned their faces in silence towards the moor. CHAPTER VIII. THE WOLF IS SEEN. On that same evening old Jem Haldan saw a light shining in his cottage, as he came to it through the darkness across the waste. It was about nine o'clock, and on that stormy night the waste was entirely dark, and he had been scarcely able to find his way along. For the last few days he had been staying near the town, disposing of a collec- tion of cheap articles of which he had become possessed, for in such pedlar business he was keen and skilful still. Yet the old man felt weary, very weary, as he dragged his feet towards his home, with the basket on his arm that had held a baby once ; the few shillings in his pocket were not enough to give heart 120 TRACKED. to him. He was dreaming only, as such old animals dream, of food and shelter — such miserable food and shelter as his lonely home could give — the gin bottle in the cupboard, the tobacco on the shelf, the fireless grate, to which he would have to attend himself, for his sons had dispersed and he was left alone. He thought of himself sitting crouched upon the hearth, and drinking till he was warm, or till he slept ; there was a dull pleasure in his old heart at the thought. And then, lifting up his eyes, he saw the light. In another instant old Jem had drawn him- self together, and his stick was clenched in the hand that had seemed without strength before, for at rare moments there would come to his old limbs some power for action still. There was someone who had been before him at the Den — not his sons, for he believed them far enough away — some tramp, perhaps, who had been passing in the night-time, and who had turned for shelter into the deserted house. The old man began to tremble with his fury — his old, wild nature had dangerous fierceness yet. As fast as his trembling steps and the aid of his stick could carry him he. hurried on through the darkness to his home. THE WOLF IS SEEN. 121 The light of a blazing fire made the whole room bright within ; as he stood peering out- side the window it was easy enough to see. The grate had been piled with wood, the gin- bottle had been taken from the cupboard, there were bread and meat on the table, and there on the hearth was Geoff. He had thrown himself down on the ground after his old fashion, and was caressing his bare feet with his hands. His wet boots and socks had been flung into a corner, his ragged jacket was drying on a chair before the fire, the light of the flames upon his face was re- flected in the brightness of his eyes. Un- doubtedly it had been pleasant enough to him to be left alone in his own old home like this, and he had taken advantage of his oppor- tunities to secure for himself every comfort that he could. For one instant, and during his first glimpse at the intruder, Jem had experienced a sensa- tion of relief ; but, as he looked at the lad's appearance of ease and comfort, his hands began to tremble with wrath again. In another instant he had burst open the door, and at that sound Geoff started to his feet. The firelight picture became too quickly changed ; the dreaming boy had a wild look 122 TRACKED. of manhood now. He had snatched up the rusty poker with which to defend himself \ he stood before the fire, grasping that weapon in his hand, barefooted and almost bare- shouldered, like a young robber stripped and ready for the fray. The old man stood quietly, without moving, and surveyed him from a distance by the door, wet, ragged bent himself, but with a strong clutch up. the thick stick in his hand. So they con. fronted each other in the home that thej both had shared — the fugitive criminal and the father he had owned. '' So ye've come back, m' lad," said Jem, speaking very slowly, and with emphasis on his words, and with a slight movement also of his withered fingers on the stick. He did not attempt, however, to advance any nearer from the door. ''Yes, I've come back, ye see," replied Geoff, with a little sound of laughter, and he sat himself down in a defiant manner on the floor, and clasped his knees. The light of the fire was on his upturned head ; he kept the poker resolutely between his fingers still. The two men looked at each other for a while and did not speak. '' Come now, m' lad," said Jem, '' ye mun THE WOLF IS SEEN. 123 clear out from here. I don' want to ha' to lay this thing on ye, ye see?'' Geoff made a little movement with his head, but said no more. *' Do you hear me, Geoff?" said Jem, in a louder tone. The boy raised his head still further, and laughed aloud at him. This feeling of con- "-^st was probably not new to both. '"I shall stay here this e'en long, old Wolf ; v^e may break yer stick upo' me if ye like, i'm as good a man as ye, now ye've got so old and lame." The old man advanced on him without a word, but keeping at a cautious distance all the same. The boy sat in his former atti- tude without stirring, but with his eyes fixed on him, and with the poker between the fingers that clasped his knees. It was curious that in spite of the resolution of his attitude there was an uneasy look, as of some old terror, in his eyes. As soon as the old man was almost near to him he stopped short, and they looked at each other again. '* Come, don't ye be a fule, Geoff," said Jem, in a more entreating tone, condescend- ing to some explanation now at last. 'T can't ha' ye here to-night, or I 'ud do so ; ye mua be gone fro' here afore the night has come.'^ 124 TRACKED. The boy glanced slightly up at him, but did not stir. '^ I'll stay here this even long, at any rate," he said ; and, as if he were satisfied, Jem sank into an armchair near the fire ; then bent in a careless way over the boy who was re- clining at his feet, and gave him a savage blow on the ear that knocked him down. '' That's for not chusing to attend to me when I spake to you," he said. Geoff raised himself quietly, and reclined on his arm again ; he had no wish at that moment to quarrel with his father, or he might not have received the correction so indifferently as he did. He lay still on the hearth, and Jem took a pipe and smoked. The firelit room had become more quiet again, and its dirty desolation appeared almost peaceful now. The old man sat smoking, with his tangled beard on his breast ; the lad lay at his feet in an attitude as if he were reposing, though with an un- easy watchfulness always in his eyes, whilst there was some mistrust also in the eyes that looked down on him. The dreary experiences of neMect and ill-treatment on one side, and outbursts of frenzied passion on the other, were not forgotten still ; and the young out- THE WOLF IS SEEN. 125 cast's mind could not feel entirely at rest, though as lonor as he could remember he had called this place his home. " I've been i' the other room sin' I've been back," said Geoff, turning a little to look up in the old man's face. " I thort as I'd see if ye'd left anything for me." A deeper glow than the heat of the fire had kindled was upon his features now. '' I couldn't find much, that I couldn't ; ye've not taken much pains to think o' me. Ye've sold all my books, an' broke my birds' eggs, an' got rid o' every scrap of a thing as I had left ; there isn't even a bit o' my bed to show. I was right enough to think ye didn't want me to come back." '* We didn't know as ye was comin'," said Je-m, smoking peacefully. '' Ye've made the place a bit too hot for thee, m' lad." " It's hot enough, isn't it," cried Geoff, " to go wanderin' out i' the cold and rain like this, an' know that wherever ye may chance there'll sure never be a bit o' welcome to be found ? An' they say as the village here '11 chase me like an animal ; though, whatever I do, it's no concern o' theirs. I'm sick o' my life, I am, an' I've a right to be ; there's never been any good in it for me." 126 TRACKED. The old man continued to smoke peacefully above, without seeming to pay any heed to what he said. '' Ye s'ouldna knock honest lads o' the head," he said, at last; ''ye'll sure to get into trouble if ye play such tricks as them." He had taken his pipe serenely out of his mouth, and he held it in his hand as he looked down. " I have a word for ye, Geoff, as Molly Brenton said ; ye remember Molly Brenton, whose cloak ye tore one day. She come to my door here on the waste on the e'en afore I left ; she had her red handkercher on her head, an' an old crutch in her hand. ' How's all wi' ye, Jem ? ' she says ; ' ye're left alone, I see. I've a word for yer handsome lad as is not got back agin — I've told amany fortunes, an' I'll tell this 'un now. Ye may tell Geoff Haldan,' she says, ^ what Molly Brenton say ; she gives her blessing to his pretty face that tore her gown — he's got the light o' hell in his eyes, an' he'll feel its scorch one day ! ' " The old man muttered the words with some enjoyment, but the boy shrank suddenly as if something had touched his limbs ; and then, unwilling, perhaps, for his emotion to be seen, THE WOLF IS SEEN. 127 turned partly away and shaded his eyes with his hand. *' It's Hke enough," he muttered drearily, ** like enough." The older man paid but little heed to him. The religious training of Jem lay far away in his youth, if he had ever received any religious ideas at all. He sat smoking with a mind as obscure as the risinof clouds of smoke, and the changing flames made a weird light in the den. Indeed, Geoff himself looked round without difficulty after a while had passed, and a burn- ing glow had succeeded to the momentary paleness of his cheeks. He was passing throuorh one of the sudden chancres of mood that were peculiar to him, and there was even more briorhtness than usual in his dark, dilated eyes. '' I think I'll get me a kitten," he said, carelessly, as he lay upon his elbow, and pulled with his other hand at a nail that was in the ground. '' I feel to want a summat that's soft an' warm, an' that 'ud creep round my neck as little Will 'ud do. I've not seen Willy for many a night an' oft. He's got tired o' me, it's like, like all the rest." 128 TRACKED. ^^ Will ye take the kitten to Mrs. Rawson's, Geoff?" asked Jem, after a pause, with some meaning in his tone. He had spoken quietly, but the boy gave a start. '' An' how do ye know where I am ? " he quickly asked. " They w^ere talkin' o' ye i' the village here to-day. I think as they've gone, some o' 'em, to visit ye i' the town." ^' Then it's Will as has told on me," cried Geoff then, with blazing eyes. '^ I did think I could trust little Will to be as true as anyone on earth. Well, it'll go hard wi' me if I don't half murder him for tellin' on me if I ever come across his face again." '' Hold hard yoursel', an' don't be a fool," said Jem. '' It was the wheelwright's son as saw ye i' the town. They do say as Farmer Gibson's been chastisin' Will hisself, but that he canna get the lad to tell a word." He had spoken in soothing tones, but the boy was wrathful still. ^' If it wasn't for Farmer Gibson I could come back," he cried. ''This is his doin', I know that very well. Well, I've set his son agen him, if that is true yer say — an' I kissed Liz to-night ; I'll have his daughter too." THE WOLF IS SEEN. 129 He spoke with a curious triumph in his tone, so unworthy was he of the suffering that had been endured for him. His words must have sounded ominous in any hearer's ears, but his older companion had no warning to bestow. " An' how do ye Hke Mrs. Rawson's?" he asked, when a while had passed ; but Geoff only turned on his side with a long and heavy sigh. It was not possible for him to explain to that companion the effect that the ill-favoured lodging-house had had on him, the confine- ment and closeness of it, the necessity for im- prisoning himself there often in the daytime, the talk of the men who shared the room in which he slept at night. Indeed, his life had not been such as to make him fastidious ; but then, after all, he had been a village lad, accus- tomed to the open air and to the sunlight, and with more knowledge of wild, lawless mischief than of vice. Already, in so short a time, there had come a change in him ; the ex- pression of his face had grown worse and harder since he had left his home. " It's as good as I can get," he said, in a weary way. '' I wouldn't 'a left it, but I had to speak to ye." "An' what had ye to say to me?" asked VOL. I. K 130 TRACKED. old Jem quickly, and in surprise, his face growing harder as he pronounced the hasty words ; for it occurred to him immediately that the boy wished to beg from him. But Geoff did not hurry himself ; he was not inclined to speak. '^ I saw Wild Ben last night, this last night as ever w^as," he said with difficulty, plucking away at the nail as if that concerned him most. And then there was silence, whilst Jem waited in vain for more. ''An' there's a question I want to ask o' ye/' muttered Geoff, with more difficulty still ; with such trouble, indeed, that, even in the firelight, it could be seen his face was pale. But his older com- panion said nothing, and appeared even amazed at him ; and the lad raised himself aofain on his elbow with a determined effort now. " I wanted to ask ye," he said, " whose son I am." The last words were almost inaudible, as if he had lost them in his throat, and there came a dull colour into the pallor of his face. But the old man looked down on him steadily and without an effort, and there was no agita- tion in his voice when at last he spoke. " An' what's put that notion into your stupid head ? " he said. THE WOLF IS SEEN. 131 '' Am I your son ? '' asked the lad, looking up at him, his dark eyes fixed as if he would read his heart. But Jem burst into coarse ■laughter, and attempted no reply. " It's a wise son that knows his own father, isn't it, Geoff?" he said. '' 'Am I your son,' do ye ask ? Why, w^hose else should ye be?" " They've allays said i' the village," muttered Geoff, turning restlessly over, "as I'm not yere son. They say I'm not like none o' ye ; I can see that mysel'. It'll go hard wi' me but I'll get the truth fro' ye." " An' how'll ye manage that? " began Jem, with another laugh. But Geoff started up into sudden movement and excitement, and with a quivering in the arms that his ragged shirt-sleeves left bare. " Look here," he said, " I've come a' this way to ask this thing, an' I'll not leave this place till I've got some truth fro' ye. When I was a little 'un, an' asked a question, ye smashed at my head wi' the first thing ye could find. But ye'll not do so now, I've grown too strong for that. An' I'll have my answer, if I have to fight for it." His eyes had begun to shine with the strange light of passion that belonged to 132 TRACKED. them sometimes, a most dangerous light, as all who saw it knew. And even Jem, though he continued to smoke, did not appear at ease. For he had his memories, also, like the boy, and he had not forgotten an evening years before, when he had beaten Geoff whilst his brothers held him down, and Geoff had started up suddenly and set the house on fire. Ah ! what a home-training for early years was that ! What memories and un- conscious prophecies were these ! ^' So ye want to know more o' yersel', lad ? " the old man slowly said. He seemed to think it wisest not to provoke his com- panion, and yet at the same time to be most unwilling to reply. Geoff remained silent, with an expression of feverish eagerness, and appeared to wait with both eyes and ears for more. " Ye want for me to tell 'ee what woman yer mother was ? " '* I want to know who my father w^as," said Geoff. His hard abruptness quite altered the tone of his voice. " I am yer father — that's good enough for ye." The boy remained motionless, looking silently up at him. '' Ye see there's been a sort o' mystery in it, Geoff," Jem slowly said ; *' I thort as it 'ud be a pity as ye should be THE WOLF IS SEEN. 133 called differ to the rest. My wife, she died long ago, she did. I daresay the village have learned of that by now. There wasn't no need for me to tell 'em what woman yer mother was." There was still silence, but the boy was breathing hard. Jem went on speaking as if he liked his voice, heaping detail on detail, with all reluctance gone. '' I thortas I'd take to mysel' another wife, ye see. She was a very pretty girl, yer mother was. Primrose her name was. She used to sell butter once ; she had eyes as black as a crow's, an' she could give a man a straight look i' the face. I used to think once as I could have fine times wi' her. But then, ye see, she died when ye were born ; ye were allays a trouble to me fro' the first ; an' I thort as I'd make no differ between ye an' the rest." He paused for an answer, but the lad would not speak. He lay on his arm, with his eyes fixed on the ground. '' An' that's the truth, an' the whole truth, Geoff," said Jem, '' It's like enough," said Geoff, without raising an eyelid now. His manner was that of one who has received the tale he hears ; 134 TRACKED. but, save for a wan and dreary expression in his face, he gave no sign of any emotion that he felt. He lay looking downwards, his long curling lashes resting like a dark shadow on his cheek, the light of the fire upon his ragged clothes and slender limbs ; and, as if lost in some strange meditation, the old man looked down on him. His voice came in a dreaming tone when at last, after a long time, he spoke ; as if his thoughts had been wandering far and he was answering to them. '"'' / should a-liked to a-called ye my oivn son, Geoff /^ he said. Geoff started suddenly, a deep colour flushed his face, and the eyes he raised were bright, his singular beauty enhanced as if lit by that sudden light and glow. Jem looked down upon him in a melancholy way ; he went on talking as if he were speaking to himself. '' The rest are all stoopid — so stoopid," he slowly said ; '' there isn't a grain o' sense in 'em, in Nickle, or Bill, or Ben. I might 'a 'ad sons as 'ud be more worth nor that. I could a- done summat wi' ye if ye'd on'y been my own ; I'd a tried to make a gentleman on ye afore I'd done ; but what's the good o' that when ye've nort to do wi' me ? An' yer own father he's got no want o' ye, he's a genel- THE WOLF IS SEEN. 135 man, they say, an' he'll not care for ye. It 'ud a' been differ for ye if ye had been mee own." ''A gentleman ! '' murmured Geoff, almost below his breath ; and then, looking up fiercely once more, he spoke again. *' An' what did ye mean by the story ye were tellin' me just now ? " " That was inwention," said Jem, with modest pride. He went on maundering with an old man's weakness still : " I wouldn't a' beat ye if ye had been mee own." Again there was silence, and the flames rose and fell. '' Were my father and mother — married ? " asked the boy, in a low voice, as he kept his face concealed. If his nature were being torn meanwhile with its passionate hope and fear, at least he made efforts to o^ive no out- ward signs. He lay very still, but there was a quivering in his feet. *' It's like they were," said Jem. '' I donno so much o' that." " Tell me more," muttered Geoff, looking up with kindled eyes. But the old man was being wakened to more practical answers now. " An' what'U ye gi' me for that ? " he asked, 136 TRACKED, with the expression of a fox. '' If I help ye to yer father I must a' summat for mesel', especial sin' I've brought ye up through all these years." '' If I gi' ye a penny on every blow ye've given me," said Geoff, '^ye'll soon be rich enough. I'll count 'em up if I get any good fro' ye." Jem looked doubtfully down at him and made no reply. "" Come, tell me^ said the lad, with still more fierce impatience, and there seemed no reason why the tale should be withheld. So the old man told it by the dim light of the fire, whilst the wind and the rain without were beating against the Den. And a stormy and broken tale it was that he slowly told, confused by his want of memory and of power to narrate, for his rough life was sinking into an old man's weakness now — a story of a dark night, about seventeen years before, of the inn on the lonely road, where he had wandered with his pack, and of the sudden birth of the child of one of the travellers who were there. Jem had heard stirring and movements as he lay in his bed that night, but though lights kept passing his door he was too tired to move ; it was not THE WOLF IS SEEN. 137 until dawn that he was disturbed at last. For in the early morning he was awaked suddenly — a gentleman had come who wished to speak to him. He went downstairs to the dark parlour of the inn, and found there a solitary candle on the table, and by its side a tall man walked up and dow^n, who seemed '' very white like and scarce fit to speak." He said at intervals, walking all the time, that his wife, who had escaped from him, had died that night ; and that '^ ' as for t' babe he didn't mind for that, he'd sure never see it or hear of it again. He'd give tw^enty pound to a man as 'ud take it quite away; it might die very like, he didn't care for that; he'd never look on it whether it lived or died.' An' then he burst out a-laughin' like and says, ' Ye'd have yer son an' heir, I'll make him fit for that!'" The rest of the story could be very quickly told. Jem took the twenty pounds and ac- cepted the charge at once ; and in the early morning the gentleman departed without having told his name to anyone in the house. He left money, however, to pay the ex- penses of the funeral, and orders also that Jem should take the child, promising himself to come back that same evening if he could. 138 TRACKED. But although he made this promise he did not return. The young woman he had called his wife lay dead upstairs ; she had been delirious or unconscious almost the whole time she had been in the house, and had told her name to none ; there was no one who knew who she was or whence she came. Jem didn't see her, he had *' no mind to see a corpse," but he could see the white sheet they had laid over her, '^ an' a taller candle o' the table by her side." The landlady was glad to get rid of the baby in any way she could, and on the day its mother was buried Jem took it away with him. But the new- born infant was not carried far ; it began to cry, and he brought it back again, for it was a snowy day, '' fit enough to kill a child." The landlady was most unwilling to receive it, but he paid her doubts away, and set out himself to return home to the Den. In the cold winter, many months later, he returned again and preferred his claim to receive the child once more. But the woman and her servant were unwilling now to part with the baby who had been once so unwillingly received. They had gained some notion that the child belonged to gentlefolks, and pro- fessed to forget that it had been left in their THE WOLF IS SEEN. 139 charge by Jem. On his part he heard them very patiently, and seemed even to be con- vinced by what they said. He bided his time until the evening came ; and then, when there was uproar and merriment downstairs, and the baby for a time was left alone, he went upstairs quietly, put it into his basket with its coverings, and stole out unperceived into the nieht. Throuo^h the lonor November niorht he trudged, going southward, and through succeeding days and nights, until that evening when dense fog wrapped the waste and he found his w^ay through it with toil and difficulty and brought the baby in safety to the Den. 'This was his story, told as the firelight rose and fell, and the lad lay listening to him upon the hearth. Geoff asked one question only when the whole of it was done — *' An' he was a gentleman, an' he talked about an heir? " '^Ah, yes, he were a crenelman, sure enough,^' replied Jem, in dreamy tones ; and then, looking down with a suddenly piercing glance from under his bushy eyebrows at the lad's eager face, he spoke again. " An' do ye think any genelman 'ud own ye Jioiv ? '' The words struck hard — too hard. There 140 TRACKED. came an awful pallor into the boy's young face, and his lips contracted as in some mortal pain. After a while, with a low, angry groan, he turned his head away, and hid his face on his arm ; and then for a long time afterwards there was silence in the room. Jem pushed his companion roughly with his foot. '' I want my supper, Geoff. Get up an' eat wi' me." ''An' drink yer gin," said Geoff; " I sup- pose that's what ye mean. It's all I'm fit for; ye've brought me up for that." He raised himself, however, and sat up upon the hearth, his dark hair all tumbled round a face that still was white, and from which his eyes looked out silently like those of an animal that has been hurt. Jem had never seen even his adopted son in such varying moods before, and a rough pity that could visit him sometimes was stirred in him. He got ready his own supper from the scraps on the table, and heated some gin and water for himself, and then prepared another plate and tumbler and pushed them to the boy. Geoff had been used to detest the taste of THE WOLF IS SEEN. 141 spirits, but he ate and drank ravenously now, and then laid himself down as if he wished to sleep, only his eyes all the while seemed to be thinking, thinking, as Jem observed by furtive looks at him. The lad was fairly worn out, however, by his stormy journey, and possibly by his emotion too ; his dark eyelashes dropped after a while, and his head sank as well. Then Jem drew his own chair nearer, and began himself to doze. A long while seemed to pass, long enough for wavering dreams ; and fields, and sunlight, and light upon bramble-blossoms were before the old man's eyes, although they mingled with the sight of the slumbering lad, and of the firelight on the bare walls of the Den ; and then through the double vision there came sounds from without, and in another instant Geoff had started to his feet. "What's that?" gasped Jem, who was scarcely awake as yet. "Don't you see?" cried Geoff, sharply, " they are coming across the waste." Indeed, the gleam of a lantern without could now be seen, and Jem rose slowly and cau- tiously, and grasped his stick ; the lad mean- while thrusting on his jacket with the hastiest movements he could make. He had not 142 TRACKED. fastened it, however, when the old man seized his arms. '' What art thou going to do? Where will ye go?" " Let me go, ye old scamp," cried Geoff, in a frenzy ; "what d'ye mean by holdin' of me an' delayin' me like this ? I'll get through the window behind, an' cut off across the w^aste." "An' leave m' house to be burnt and mesel' to be thrashed for ye. Not if I knows it, lad ; ye stay here until they come. Or, sin' Tve got my stick now, ye may look to be brained wi' that ! " A violent struggle took place, for the old man's selfishness was supported still by strength, and Geoff could not at once free his arms or get the stick. The language that passed between them had better not be transcribed. But meanwhile the light of the lantern drew nearer still to them, and footsteps could be now more distinctly heard without. " I say, Jem," cried Geoff, who saw his danger, and whose quick wit w^arned him not to continue a worse than useless struggle, " leave go yere hold on me, an' I'll be quiet. Ye Stan' still as if ye were holdin' me, an' let THE WOLF IS SEEN. US ^em see us so, and then when I tread on you ye let go at once, an' it'll go hard wi' me but I'll run an' get away. Or, if ye dare to hinder, rU burn yere hut an' ye." . Jem relaxed his hold cautiously on hearing this, and Geoff stood quite still, as he had promised, like a captured animal in his adopted parent's grasp. The footsteps came closer, closer. There were sounds of whisper- ing voices, and the tread, too, of a horse. Outside the door of the hovel there was a pause ; the two men within could not be seen from ihe window, and the intruders seemed afraid. They waited cautiously ; the two men were still within ; the liorht of the wood fire made a bright glow in the place. And then the door was burst open suddenly upon them both. Thev were all there, standingr darklv in the entrance of the door ; the blacksmith, and the blacksmith's boy, the young wheelwright, the village carpenter, a farm boy with a horse, and others behind who could not be so plainly seen. They stood still on the threshold, and those within looked at them. /\nd for that instant also they had a sight of those within, the old man with his arms round the bov, ■whom he seemed to hold for them ; the lad for 144 TRACKED, whose sake they had come across the waste in the night-time, standing there before them, barefooted, with unfastened jacket, and dark, tumbled hair, a visible vagrant and an easy prey. For one instant only his wild eyes gleamed on them. . . . *' He's here," cried Jem. '' I've got him fast for ye ! " He released his hold that same instant, as he felt a touch on his foot ; and with a sudden movement the lad burst from him, broke through the rank of his enemies with a quick- ness for which they were entirely unprepared, struck the halter from the hand of the farm- boy who held the horse, sprang and scrambled on to its back, although it kicked and reared, seized the halter as it broke, terrified, into a gallop, and disappeared in the night. They looked at each other with blank, con- founded faces, the blacksmith and the black- smith's son, the young wheelwright, the farm-boy, and the rest. They had come pre- pared, with their prey within their reach, but the footsteps of the wolf had been too swift for them. CHAPTER IX. THE WOLF IS HUNTED. And Geoff, meanwhile? Let us follow him through the night, though the trail of a hunted creature is no easy thing to trace. During those first few minutes he had been sensible of little else but wild, overpowering terror as he clung on to the horse. In spite of the agility he had displayed he scarcely knew how to ride ; and even if he had been trained to such exercise from his early years it would have been difficult enough to guide a frightened animal through such darkness, and on such uneven ground. He lay pros- trate, anyhow, on his face, as he had flung himself, tossed and trembling, clinging to the horse's neck, and to the halter, with a wild singing of terror in his ears. After a while, VOL. L L 146 TRACKED. however, though the terrible, plunging gallop still continued, he was more able to collect himself ; to draw himself together, though he held still to the halter and the mane ; and, with the instinct of a born rider, to cling to the animal rather with his knees than with his hands. But before he had time for any thought or resolve, all shaken as he was with the rapid movement and his own fear besides, there came a more violent plunge, and then a stumble, and he was flung far forwards over the horse's head ; it came down alto- gether in the marsh, and began to struggle there. Geoff felt lame and stunned, and sick, too, with the force with which he had been thrown ; but he got up at once, and ran to the assist- ance of the animal, guided by the fitful light of the moon between the clouds. But the horse would not allow him to approach, as it struggled and floundered in the marsh ; until at last, by some desperate effort, it regained its footing upon the miry ground, snorted, flung out its hoofs in terror and in triumph, and rushed off in a wild gallop across the waste. The boy had been afraid that it would sink before his eyes ; he sat on a stone looking after it, with a mind relieved. THE WOLF IS HUNTED. 147 What strange shadows there were upon the waste to-night ! The moon kept coming and going between. the clouds. He felt sick and giddy still, and kept shivering, although it was not cold. Where should he go to find a rest that night? His feet were bare, for he had been left no time in which to put on his old boots and socks, and one of them had been cut badly by a stone when he fell off the horse. He took it between his hands and caressed it softly, and then tore his handkerchief into strips and bandaged it as best he could. He felt tired, cold, lame, utterly disheartened, without the wish to rise. The moon looked down on him at intervals, a young vagrant, sitting homeless there beneath the sky. And yet his father was a gentleman ; he had been told that, at least. A hot, burning sensation rushed into his face. His father was a gentleman ; he could be proud of that. Why, all the village boys, who looked down on him, their fathers were not gentlemen, they couldn't say they were. " They may talk as they like, they're not as good as me." And visions of the great parks of Hanorth and of Crasten, of galleries and dark pictures, and Hghted chandeliers, of all that world of wealth and luxury, of which he 148 TRACKED. had been permitted but the bare and scanty- glimpses befitting his condition, began to float in array before his eyes. '' My father was a gentleman, I may be proud." '' Yes, truly, for it is permitted to me to sit^ ragged and desolate, on a stone upon the waste, homeless, fatherless, destitute, alone here in the night-time without a shelter." '* Homeless ! fatherless ! " The words seemed to press with burning force upon his heart, and he covered his face with his hands and burst into tears. Oh ! where were they ? Would he ever find them, his father and his home? Yes, homeless, fatherless ! So the thoughts came still, or might have come, within his mind. ''Yes, truly, without a father or a home. But not because I have never seen the man who gave me my existence, not because I have been called an heir and have never beheld my heritage : I have greater wants than these. Fatherless, because my own father has sold me to a life of want and shame ; homeless, because I have never had experience of the love of home and kindred ; untaught, because the knowledge of God has never entered into my heart or life ; un- friended, because none care sufficiently for THE WOLF IS HUNTED. 149 me to turn me back from sin — I have been left, indeed, homeless ; I am, indeed, alone. *' If my father were owner of the richest wealth in the nation, and I had power to claim that inheritance from him, I should have been bereft still of the highest gifts of all. The starving child, creeping and cling- inof to her mother's side in the wretched hovel, would know more of the love of home. The little village-boy, coming hastily home after some success at school, that he may feel how soft his father's rough hand can seem as it strokes his head, would have a richer heritage than mine." Some feelings such as these, though unformed and without expression, stirred within the heart of Geoff, but they did not touch it, for he was excited still, and a sense as of exaltation remained uppermost with him. And yet — where was he to go ? — what could he do ? Some sounds in the distance made him turn his head. There was a light, there were voices, they must be coming back across the waste. He laid himself down on the ground that they might get no sight of him. They did not come near him — he lay and waited, looking up at the moon which kept drifting in 150 TRACKED, and out amongst the clouds ; and as he did so he thought what he should do if they did come close to him. He had not even his knife with him, and he was almost too lame to walk. No — they had gone by in the distance — he could see the light now far on the other side. What should he do ? He must try and decide. It would be impossible to sleep out of doors on the bare, wet ground on such a stormy night. He raised himself, shivering, and began to try to walk. As he did so his injured foot began to bleed again ; he could feel the blood soaking through the bandage he had made. And then he thought of Ben Wilde, and of the Gin-shop (as it was called) within the town, and thought also whether he should return to the Den and force his adopted father to shelter him for the night. But Ben Wilde, and the gin-shop in the town, were far away, and he could not rouse himself to strength enough for any struggle now. Then should he go into the villao^e, which was not far from where he was, and find some barn or outhouse into which he could creep and sleep ? That seemed the best thing to do, and he began to move, limping painfully along as best he could. THE WOLF IS HUNTED. 151 What 1 a light in the distance ! They were coming back again ; no doubt they were searching the waste for some trace of the horse or himself. If he attempted to enter the village he might meet some of them ; he must get on to Crasten, if he could, and find shelter there. He turned once more and began to walk again, though before he had gone far he could have cried from fatigue and pain. How strange the waste looked to-night — so black and shadowy — the few distant trees made weird outlines against the sky ! It was bad walking — if he could lie down and die. . . . And then he remembered what had been foretold for him. " I'll be hot enough then/' cried Geoff, with wild laughter, that sounded strange in the night. No, the young life that was in him had no thought after all of being easily resigned ; the determination was strong in him to struggle still. He reached a hedge at last, and found a way through an opening in it into a lane \ also he broke a bough off a tree to serve him for a crutch, though even with its aid it was hard to get along ; his other foot now was scratched and bleeding too. He sat down in the hedge upon the 152 TRACKED. trunk of a tree that had been felled, and began to think once more. They might go on to Crasten, and he might meet them there. The clouds were gathering blackly above his head ; there would soon be a storm, and he would need shelter then. With a weary, aimless movement he put his hand into his pocket, and drew out a purse. For the moment he was almost startled, and a quick tremor shook his hand ; but that feeling passed even as it came, and an even deeper depression crossed his face. What a fool he had been to think anything new was here. For nothing new to him Indeed was this — this purse that had been the cause of his misfortunes — this present from Ben Wilde which had dropped out of his pocket as he stood talking to Jim Gibson in the town. If it had not been for that ! He raised the purse with his hand, intending to fling it aside in his first impatient rage, but with another sudden reflection he dropped his hand again. Who did it belong to, after all, this purse that Ben had given to him after a drunken fit, empty, of course, but in good condition still, and with '' E. Harte" worked in very small letters In red silk Inside ? It had seemed to him as if Jim had recognized the thing ; he THE WOLF IS HUNTED. 153 might not have called him a thief if it had not been for that. There was a Miss Harte, a dressmaker, who had come to Crasten now — he might go this very night and give back the purse to her. What ! a light behind him ! They were on the Crasten road. He forced himself between the tree-trunk and the hedge, and crouched in shelter there. Two men passed by with a lantern on the path. *' The boy and your horse," said one, '' may be miles away by now. It is more than time to do something to stop Geoff Haldan's tricks." '^ Such a pest should be hanged," said the other ; '' there is nothing else for him." The lantern flashed for a moment, and then they passed. Geoff crept from his hiding-place as soon as they had gone by, and sat down on the trunk, rather pleased with himself because he had been so well concealed. He sat resting and thinking, whilst an odd smile curled his lips. ''Hanging and hell," he said; "there's nothing else for me ! " And then he rose slowly, and crept on to- wards Crasten with his wounded feet again. 154 TRACKED. Well, it was reached at last, the village, dark in the night-time, lying amongst the trees. He could see the lights in the cottages in front of him, and the blackness of the great trees of the Hall. But the house he wished to reach was a long way from him still. He began to limp more wearily, feeling his lame- ness now. He had got as far as the outskirts of the village, and near him on the right were two cottages, from whose open doors came two short streams of light. There was a yard at the side of the one nearest to him, with an open gate, and within that were lights and voices. As he passed by it he could not but stop and look. A little group of men were collected round a horse, tired, foaming, with panting sides, and splashed and covered with mud as if it had fallen down. He glanced towards it with idle curiosity, and then sud- denly stood still. Was this the horse which had carried him that day ? His desire to know was too strong to be restrained ; with cautious movements he ventured within the yard. The men there were all gathered round the horse ; the light came from a lantern which one held in his hand. A little boy was play- THE WOLF IS HUNTED. 165 ing about the yard. As he stole closer to them there came a movement in the group, and the light of the lantern fell upon his face. '' Geoff Haldan's come ! " cried the Httle boy, in a shrill piercing tone. In an instant they all turned round and looked at him. For that one moment, and then Geoff turned as well. How he got out of the yard he scarcely knew ; he felt only that he was frying down the road. Voices and shouting, they were in hot pursuit ; and pain and fatigue were forgotten as he fled away from them. He had taken the lane that led from the village towards the dark trees of the Hall ; he was the swiftest runner in the two parishes, and neither pain, nor ex- haustion, nor darkness could keep him back. For those few minutes the very pleasure of the movement was enough. He could hear their voices farther and farther behind him in the distance with a throbbing sense of triumph ; there was not one of them who was able to gain on him. It was only when far away from them he slackened his speed, and then stood still at last ; when, leaning against the wall of "the park, with the dark trees overhead, he could feel his heart beat- ing as if it would burst his breast — only then 156 TRACKED. was he able for the first time to understand how Httle real strength his fatigue and pain had left. He leant against the wall, faint, panting, without the power to move. A light near him shone into his eyes ; he was not able even to raise his head to discover what it was. And yet they were near . . . they would be coming ; they would catch him at last. With a great effort he raised his head towards the light. It was a lantern hung over a green door in the wall, no doubt intended kindly to relieve the darkness of the lane. The sight of the door gave a new thought to him. He tried the handle, and it opened to his hand. The dark trees of the park were within, he would hide himself in them. And then suddenly he started, with a sick faintness that made his eyes grow dim. Oh ! they would not need a guide, they could trace his footsteps to the door. But not by a black track in the snow this time — for these were marks of blood ! No matter, he must go on quickly, for they would be coming soon. He closed the little door after him, and stood within the park, beneath the great silent trees that appeared mysterious under the stormy sky. It seemed THE WOLF IS HUNTED. 157 to him that he could hear voices in the lane, and with rapid movements he fled across the grass. He ran a long way without staying to listen or to look, and then threw himself down on the grass beneath a tree. No, he was still alone ; they had not followed yet. How wild, and strange, and silent the park looked in the night, with its dark masses of trees lit by stray gleams of the moon, and its one solitary light in the great house at the end — as solitary as himself, all alone in dark- ness here. Was that the light of the room where the new master was ? He had only come there for the first time — the new master of whom he had heard. How curiously Ben had looked at him when he had happened to mention Mr. Audley's name. A strange, starting fancy, as fitful as the moonlight on the clouds, began to stir in his mind as he raised himself from the grass ; he had been conscious of it in the midst of his excitement as he fled beneath the dark trees of the Hall. Oh ! it was miserable here in the grass, so wet and cold ; he would die if he had to stay here all the night. If he could find some way to see the master of the house. He sat up in the grass, and clasped his knees ; he was so stiff with pain and cold 158 TRACKED. that it was difficult to move. He began to be afraid that he might die, that he had no longer any strength to help himself. A horrible fear came over him, like that of a frightened child ; a loneliness that seemed to enclose him, to be in him. He stretched out his arms and wailed out to the night, *' Oh ! I am frightened, I can't bear to be alone ! '' Alas ! there could come to his loneliness no vision of fireside or of home. A drizzling rain was beginning to fall ; he felt chilled, wet, and sick almost to death. With weary footsteps he dragged himself along through the darkness ; the strange terror was on him, and he could not feel like himself. He kept his eyes fixed always upon the light. . . . CHAPTER X. MR. AUDLEY OF THE HALL. In the library of the Hall, meanwhile, a blazing firelight shone ; the grate was piled with logs and coals, and the flames leaped up the chimney as if themselves rejoiced. There was a bronze lamp on the table with a pleasant softness of light ; a great carved armchair had been drawn up to the hearth; and in that rested the owner, with his head upon his hand. Above him, over the black marble mantel- piece, that was a work of art, a dark picture looked down from its gold frame on him. It re- presented a boy of about sixteen, with his hand upon his whip, fantastically dressed in dark purple, with lace ruffles round his neck ; a 160 TRACKED. boy with pensive eyes and soft, full lips, which were slightly parted, as if with pleasant thoughts. It was a beautiful picture, and in spite of its old-fashioned darkness, and of the old costume, there was enough resemblance to make it a likeness still — a likeness of the man who sat now in the carved armchair beneath, as he had appeared once when dressed for a fancy ball some thirty years before. On the other side of the room, resting carelessly on one of the bookshelves, was another picture of a very different sort, though the rough vigour of the few strokes which composed it bore as clear evidence of a master's hand as did the exquisite finish of the boy with the lace ruffles and the dark, pensive eyes. This was a snowstorm, a fierce and whirling storm, one of those tempests which tear the boughs and appear to rend sky and earth. The heavens were black with it, and deep snow lay beneath ; a struggling ray of sunshme seemed like a lurid gleam ; below a woman was crouching with a baby in her arms. Besides the picture over the mantelpiece, there was no other one but this. And, indeed, it was one that might well seem pleasant to the owner of the room. MR. AUDLEY OF THE HALL. 161 because it is pleasant to sit in an easy-chair with the warmth and comfort of the fire in our bones, and think of fierce snowstorms, and suffering, and cold, and the outcast feet that are far off from our doors. Only it is the attitude of our minds after all that makes the real meaning of a room ; an easy-chair may become a stool of peni- tence, a soft rug like the stones on which the criminal wears his knees — -we can give our own meanings to our surroundings after all. And there is certainly no need for us to seek far off for a confessional when we can judge our own sins much more easily in our own hearts at home. Mr. Audley, lying comfortably backwards in his luxurious easy-chair, in the little library that had been fitted up for him, with the sound of the flames in his ears and their bright glow on his face, was, consciously and comfortably, in his own confessional just then. For it was with a very distinct purpose in his mind that he had declared his wish to be alone. That night he had come over from Hanorth Hall, where he was an honoured guest, to his great house at Crasten, which had scarcely been prepared, and had informed his servants that he would not be disturbed. VOL. I. M 162 TRACKED. This one evening should be given to thought and meditation ; it might be to a long- delayed penitence as well. And, indeed, it might have seemed as if through the length and breadth of the king- dom no pleasanter nook for penitence could have been found ; for this was not the great library with its wealth of mouldering books, it was a smaller apartment which the owner had prepared specially for himself;, small enough to give full effect to the fire's light and warmth, and to the favourite volumes which lined the walls from the ceiling to the floor, save for the one recess over the mantel- piece where the beautiful portrait hung. There was a luxurious cosiness in the whole appearance of the room ; and yet it was not too bright for penitence either, it seemed carefully subdued, and the half-drawn curtains gave a glimpse of the blackness of the night, and there was the sound of a beating rain upon the panes. Mr. Audley, lying back and listening, felt the pleasantness of that dreaming sound of rain. He was a man who liked to have such natural music in his ears, fof he could feel the suggestiveness of those tones of nature that can be almost like thoughts and memories to us. MR. A UDLE Y OF THE HALL, 163 And, lying back and resting now in full view of the picture of his youth, it was plain that life must have had thoughts and memories for him. The dreaming boy had become a melancholy man, with that look of older gravity upon his face that means far more than the sentiment of youth. And yet it was not at all a harsh, repulsive melancholy that years and time had left imprinted there, the dark, pensive eyes had their old softness still, the small, full lips had no hardness in their ex- pression when they closed ; it was the face of a man of feeling and of culture, of a delicate valetudinarian who yet had not ill- health, a face on which time had inflicted few grey hairs and wrinkles yet. And the unde- fined shadow in its expression only added a greater interest and charm ; the spoiled child of fortune had his look of sorrow too. Perhaps even to Mr. Audley there had been a sense of poetry in that shadow of sadness and perplexity which lay far back in the recesses of his heart, so well concealed there that it was known only to himself. And yet he had never dared to wake the phantom, but had let it exist undisturbed from year to year, a mystery even to his closest chosen friends. A determining motive, however, was at work 164 TRACKED. in him to-night ; that silent secrecy of his Hfe- time should still exist for others, but he would dare, at last, to be open with himself. And so Mr. Audley had come to Crasten Hall, and the room that he called his library had been prepared for him, for Mr. Audley's penitence desired a fire and comfort, and an easy chair, and all things pleasant round. It was necessary to him also to have the luxury of utter solitude that his mind might be left entirely undisturbed. And certainly there is some great mistake in our ideas when we imagine that hair-shirts and whips are necessary to penitence, or the cold stones that hurt us when we fall upon our knees. These things are old-fashioned and unnecessary, and as needless are strained hands and burning eyes ; it is far wiser for us to learn not to torment ourselves without reason — if we can. Mr. Audley had ordered for himself a delicate little dinner that his digestion might have no reason to be disturbed. And he had chosen to have this meal in the little library in order that he might not have to change his room to think. He was wise, for the little library was the warmest, brightest room, and the dainty meal added to it an extra charm. MR. AUDLEY OF THE HALL. 165 When it was removed at last he drew his easy-chair to the fire and resigned himself to thought. Only, after the young chicken, and carefully made bread sauce, the little bunch of grapes, and the pleasant glass of Hock, it was natural to repose for awhile on pleasant thoughts. The hours of the night were before him ; there was plenty of time to think ; and his gentle, €ase-loving nature was afraid to begin too soon. The book of the past was with him, he need not turn its pages yet. So he lay in his easy-chair, as we have seen, and the beautiful picture above looked down -on him. In the midst of such stillness it was natural to dream. Only it was curious that the feeling of the picture should be with him in his dreams ; the dark, pensive eyes haunted him as he looked into the fire. The boy's face was with him as if it had not been his own ; it was near him, by his side, like a presence in the room. And still with this fancy there moved a . re- membrance too — that night of the fancy ball, so long ago ; the night on which he had first heard that his uncle was engaged. The boy's face — still the boy's face — there was a strange dreaming persistency in that. 166 TRACKED, Only it would not appear with lace ruffles or with a riding whip, it was poorly dressed, with the look of a village lad. But it had the dark eyes, and they looked entreatingly at him. There was something that seemed to stir in Mr. Audley, a feeling that had been unknown to him through all his life. '' He must be seventeen years old," he mur- mured, ''if it is really true that he is alive to-night." And then he started as if he had been revealing secrets, and tried hard to turn his thoughts to the fancy ball again. Yes, they were there, the lights, and the faces, and the dresses, and he could hear even the clash of the music in his ears, and he was standing in the corner by the folding doors — how well he could remember it — and by his side was the lady dressed like Queen Elizabeth, who was telling him that he need no longer hope to be his uncle's heir. And still, even with the remembrance of his indignant pain and scorn, there came the fancy of the poor, dark-eyed boy again ; and, vividly as he could see both himself and Queen Elizabeth, that shadowy fancy made a third with them. Oh, this was foolish, absurd ; he must not dream ! He had come here to be serious, to repent ; he would begin repenting now* MR. AUDLEY OF THE HALL. 167 What a fool Captain Holt would think him if he could know his thoughts. . . . But he must repent. The rain began to beat against the panes. He cared less now to hear the sound of that. He shivered a little, and drew closer to the fire ; only first he looked in a furtive manner over his shoulder as if some other presence were in the room with him. Oh, what an unsatisfied life he had owned through all his days ; how lonely, and silent, and without affection after all ! How much he had been left to himself, even when he was in his uncle's home at Langen, when he was the heir, and spoiled, and the servants paid deference to him. And after that there had been such an ebb and flow of hope and fear, the one great mistake of his life had never been committed but for that. The fire continued burning brightly always, but through the half-drawn curtains the night without was black, only neither darkness nor beating rain could find their way within. Oh, he was sorry, he knew he had been in fault. In his own mind he had never justified himself. But then it had become so wearing — that waiting from year to year — whilst the sickly, miserable child seemed neither to live 168 TRACKED. nor die — his uncle's child which came between him and his hopes. He had been brought up as the heir to the estates ; it was not his fault that he had been brought up like that. And then in that angry, sickening revulsion of feeling it was so natural that he should take all the pleasure that he could. He had cared for her, the dark-eyed pedlar's daughter — another man would not have married her as he had done. (And here, before his eyes, came, for one inconsequent instant, the remembrance of a picture. It was one he had seen years ago when he was travelling, a picture of a dark night, and a mullioned window all aglow with the light within, whilst a poor ragged boy stood without with a rough harp in his hand.) For oh, it was true that he had intended to be good to her, he had pitied her so much after her father's sudden death — the poor old pedlar who had dropped dead as he passed by in the road. He had provided her with a home and means to live, he had come to see her with no thought but that of help. There had been no harm in his visits, and he had meant none to her. It was not his fault, that fierce and sudden passion which mingled with his dis- appointment and resentment, and demanded MR. AUDLEY OF THE HALL. 169 to be gratified at once. For he had lost the hope of all for which he had cared — the old trees, and the old Hall which had been his home — It was so natural that he should seek some consolation after that. And he had been honest with her; Indeed, Indeed he had, for he had told her that if he had in- herited the estate she could not have been his wife. And then, suddenly, with fierce and start- ling suddenness, there rose another scene before Mr. Audley's eyes— the poor room, lighted by one tallow candle on the table, the dark face of his wife set hard and still in death. He turned away hastily from that scene In thought and memory as he had turned away from its reality seventeen years before. Oh, was it his fault that the poor passionate dream had fled so quickly, that he had been unable to forget what he had lost by indulg- ing In his love ? He had been so young then, so young, only a little over twenty-six, so afraid of offending the uncle, childless then^ whose heir he was. Left childless a week before his marriage, he would never have married if he had known of that before. And then it was so natural that he should try 170 TRACKED. to hide his folly ; it would have been such ruin to him to have spoken ; he had not strength enough for that. And he had loved her — indeed he had loved her — he had tried hard to love her to the end. It was in real penitence he had visited her at last — that one last visit so full of anger and of bitter- ness ! He shrank from the remembrance of it even now. Oh, if she had only never let him know of that knowledge she had hid from him, or if she had only told him before their marriage of the death of his uncle's child. It would have made no difference to her, it would not indeed, he would surely have kept his promise to her all the same. But to be taunted then with his ignorance and her deceit, to know that from their very wedding-day she had deceived him, to feel that she had ruined him, and that he was tied to her — the unbearable throbs of anger seemed to thrill still through his brain. He remembered how he had rushed out at last into the night-time declaring that her child should never be the heir. And then in the frenzy of his passion he had returned that night again, and had found that the lodging was deserted and that the young wife had fled. MR. AUDLEY OF THE HALL. 171 And after that he dared scarcely remember more, though the vivid, painful visions rose too clearly before his eyes . . . the coarse, ill- spelt letter she had left for him informing him that she was seeking his uncle's home ; his own frenzied pursuit of her through a day and night of snow ; the dark, lonely inn in which he arrived at length to hear the last tidings he would ever learn of her. There was a terrible picture of a room and a white sheet ... he turned away his mind from the slightest thought of that. And yet he could not remember any sorrow, only terror and the thought that she had ruined him even then. The one Hnk that she had left behind would ruin him ; his uncle would never forgive him for the marriage he had made. And then Came the sudden temptation, and the sudden yielding too, and he had left the place alone, as he had come. He could seek his uncle's home now without terror ; he had neither wife nor child to vex him more. Oh, he had been wrong, wrong ! No doubt he had been wrong. He had intended to re- pent of it, and he did repent. But then the temptation had been so strong, so sudden, a better man might have been tempted as he had been. And he had often thouorht — so 172 TRACKED, often — that he would not renounce his child, the child whom he had seen but once in the lonely inn that night. He would make in- quiries after it ; he would do the best he could — if he did not venture to claim it, he might help its life at least. But the years had passed by, and no inquiries had been made. He had been so afraid, afraid of revelations — such fear was in his nature — there had been no avoiding that. It had seemed to him so likely that the infant might have died, it had been born so suddenly in the lonely inn that night. Now and then, when once or twice he had thought of marriage, he had dreaded that shadowy phantom which might rise up before him still. But he had never married, and his uncle had long been dead, and he was be- ginning to feel himself an older man. The years had passed pleasantly and luxuriously for him— but he was an older man — his heir was aware of that. Mr. Audley got up then and walked about the room, a sign of irritation that was very rare with him. But then the last few days had known their irritation — those days which had been -passed in the company of Captain Holt. Oh, was it not hard that he must leave MR. AUDLEY OF THE HALL. 173 everything to this young London exquisite, whom his uncle had chosen as the next heir to himself, this dandy who could not even continue In the army, but preferred to amuse himself with London life? There seemed to be nothing about Captain Holt that was not in some shape an annoyance to Mr. Audley, who yet found himself forced by circumstances to be polite to him — his contempt for Invalid habits, and his want of taste In art, his con- stant statements with regard to the manage- ment of estates, his habit even of whistling out of tune. And he was In no need of money — the Horley estates would certainly come to him — and yet It was only of Crasten and Langen that he talked, as If his object was to annoy their owner by his words. If he had taken the smallest pains to be civil to Mr. Audley — but he would not, he was too sure of being the heir. And he Intended to cut down the trees and alter everything at once ; he would have no pity on old servants or old timber ; he would spend his time In London In neglect of the estates. It would be different If Mr. Audley had a son. And, suddenly startled again, Mr. Audley's musings stopped. He drew a sharp breath like a man oppressed with pain. Oh, had he 174 TRACKED. the right to hope that his wish might be ful- filled? Why not ? Why not ? There was nothing impossible in it after all. He turned away with a decided movement from the mantelpiece, against which he had been leaning, and sat down by the table, and drew his desk to him. And yet, irresolute again immediately, he did not open it, but sat with his elbows on it and his face upon his hands. Seventeen years old — the busy thoughts went on, whilst his dark, dreaming eyes rested upon the picture by the books. Seventeen years, that is still a pliant age ; it is possible to undo the effects of early training then. And surely he could not be hopelessly coarse or vulgar — this possible boy whom he might own as his son ; he might be good-looking, graceful. . . . Mr. Audley paused and smiled. At any rate, there could be no possible harm in discovering if it were really true that he was indeed alive. He paused for a moment here, and leant harder on his desk. His eyes were on the picture of the snowstorm, but he paid no heed to that. Oh ! how terrified he had been when that MR. AUDLEY OF THE HALL. 175 anonymous letter came — the ill-spelt letter that hinted darkly at a secret, that spoke of a ''yung relation'* whom he might not *' be pleesed to know." It had seemed to him for the moment as if all were lost indeed. He remembered how he had wandered beneath the Langen trees that night, and how the wind kept moaning of terror and disgrace ; how after those voices he had shut himself in his room, and had locked his door before he thrust the letter in the fire ; he remem- bered the ghastly dreams afterwards, in which it would not burn. And now times had so changed, and his own emotions too, that the ghastly terror had become a hope for him. Yes, it was strange, indeed, that he should be seated now^ at Crasten, the inherited estate which he had never dared to see, because it was so close to the town from which the anonymous letter came ; strange, indeed, that the postmark, preserved from the letter, should seem now like a hope, like the dearest hope that life had left for him. If it might be fulfilled — fulfilled, indeed, at last. And why not? Why not? There was every reason that it should. It would be an act of justice, and of justice long delayed, an act of penitence in due time fulfilled, an 176 TRACKED. acknowledgment of past errors, and an attempt to repair them too. For he had been wrong ; he would dare to own it now. '* I could not have told my uncle that a son was born to me. It would have broken his heart to know, the poor old man ! He would never have forgiven me for the marriage which I kept concealed from him. And yet I was wrong — I was wrong ; I ought not to have parted from my child. But it seemed for the best, and I wished to do the best." He let his head sink within his hands, and fell slowly into a meditation too vague and deep for words. The light of the lamp was on his face, on the few grey hairs that were scattered on his head, and on the soft, thoughtful smile upon his lips ; his eyes seemed to dream, and to be looking faraway. And still his lips kept moving, though he did not know what they said. The rain mean- while was beating against the panes ; it seemed to him as if there was the chiming of bells within his ears. '' I have not gone wrong like others ; I have always meant the best." A sudden sound at the window — Mr. Audley raised his head ; to the excitement of his nerves it was like detection come at last. MR. AUDLEY OF THE HALL. 177 He Started up with a shivering thrill of terror, reached the window in two strides, and pushed the curtain back, and flung up the glass, and let in the beating rain. He had not been mistaken — a boy's face looked in on him. White, wan, desperate, with dripping hair, and with fierce, despairing eyes, he saw it only for one instant as it looked. With a violent movement he flung down the panes again, and pulled at the blind, and dragged the curtains close, and staggered out, pant- ing wildly, into the room. The next instant the sound of the bell he had pulled rang through the house. VOL. I. CHAPTER XI. THE PHANTOM AT THE WINDOW. ^' An' if you please, sir, there's some men that wish to speak to you." Mr. Audley was still standing in the centre of the room, trembling and panting, with the violent clash of the bell within his ears. He did not know why he had rung, or what he had meant to say ; he had scarcely more self- command left than was necessary to guide the hand which he had laid upon the table near him to support himself. But the feeling that a message had been delivered to him, the presence of this strange servant, whom he scarcely knew by sight, for his own familiar attendant had been left at Langen ill, the very dread itself which had laid hold THE PHANTOM AT THE WINDOW. 179 of his heart, all urged him to do his utmost to gain some self-command. And yet even his utmost effort could not enable him to speak. '' Are you ill, sir ? " asked the man, observ- ing this at last. Mr. Audley struggled for breath and re- gained some power for words. They came from him fiercely, as words will come some- times when the effort of speaking has taken all our self-control. " Who are these men, and what can they want w^ith me ? " He felt so ill that he could almost have given way to tears, but he would not break down before this strange servant who stood there watching him. The man answered at once, with the quietness of a trained domestic who has been taught to observe in silence, and to give no outward signs. " They have come to speak of a boy as has stole a horse." '' And what have I to do with a horse- stealer ? " asked Mr. Audley, laughing gently ; " unless they think I am sharing gains with him ? " The man smiled in answer, again with the trained manner of a servant who knows when he may share respectfully in his master's 180 TRACKED. . mirth ; but he was observing his master keenly all the time. The Squire was beginning to recover his composure, he was able to return to his charming manners now. '^ Ah ! well, I suppose I must see them, even at this hour of the night," he said ; '' it will never do for me to give offence at first. But I have not the least idea what they can mean. Though, by the way," he added, with sudden fierce- ness, as a new idea brought burning blood to his face, '^ there is a boy, a vagrant, who is loitering about the place. It cannot be for any good purpose he has come. I saw him outside the window here just now." *' Outside there, sir?" asked the man, in amazement, that almost overthrew his re- spectful manner for the time. '^ You saw a lad outside the window there?" '' I told you so, I think," replied Mr. Audley, irritably, for he had not quite control over his manner yet. '' I should like some search to be made ; he had an evil face. A young thief, I suppose, who is seeking what he can get. Be off with you now, and send those men to me." . The man turned away, but after a few steps stood still. '* I ought to have mentioned, sir," he said, THE PHANTOM AT THE WINDOW. 181 respectfully, " that there is a young woman also who wishes to speak to you. Her hat and cloak are being dried before the fire. She is Miss Harte, the dressmaker, sir, who lives near here." "Miss Harte, the dressmaker!" echoed Mr. Audley, and then burst into laughter ; " she must think there is a lady here. Well, send her to me and I will see her first. Place aitx dames always," he muttered, as he turned away and smiled. In his heart he knew he was glad to delay speaking to the men. In the passage outside, James, the tem- porary valet, pausing to ponder, and rubbing his bald head meditatively, was of the same opinion too. '' The new master's like the rest on us," he said ; '' it's allays the lasses first." And then he winked a little, and put his tongue in his cheek. " He speaks very pleasant like, but I don't quite make him out, this new gent here," he said. Mr. Audley, lying back in his chair, could not at all make out himself. The physical suffering occasioned by the fast throbs of his heart, the agonizing throbs that beat in his pulses and that stopped his breath, was alone sufficient to absorb his thoughts at first J in his whole bodily life he had never 182 TRACKED. suffered so much before, and like a man unused to pain he became almost alarmed, as if these new sensations must mean a real danger to his life. And then, as by slow, too slow degrees, that agonizing pulsation wore itself out at last, and it became at length possible again to breathe, to live, that bodily terror became only succeeded by another that made his limbs tremble, and made his forehead damp. Oh, how could he bear to be left alone like this? What could that face be that had looked in on him ? Rising suddenly, he went hastily to the window he had left, and pulled back the curtains and then drew up the blind. There was no sign, no sound ; the rain had ceased, the night was black without. Trembling convulsively, and yet controlHng himself, he raised the window, and put his hand out into the blackness of the night. But there was no sign and no sound to disturb the night for him. Still trembling, he closed the window, and drew blind and curtain, and returned to his seat again. Oh, what had that face been that had looked in from the night on him ? Had that phantom at the window been an imagination of his own ? THE PHANTOM AT THE WINDOW. 185 For an instant Mr. Audley found himself confronted by an unexpected terror that threatened him with a succession of ghastly enemies, against which even the seclusion of his home would be powerless to contend. He found himself shrinking as before some un- known illness for which no prevailing remedy can be found. But for an instant only, and his hope revived again. *' I am a fool, indeed, after the message I have had. These men are looking for a boy, a vagrant, who is loitering about ; he has rushed in here for safety, thinking they will not pursue him here. If I find the young scamp I will have him soundly horse-whipped, and satisfy their vengeance and my own fear besides. Only I wish that just at the time I was thinking — " He broke off here as there could be heard a low tap on the door. The next instant Mr. Audley rose with instinctive courtesy as a young woman entered shyly into the room. It seemed as if she were afraid of intruding or had some special cause for fear ; she closed the door softly, and stood still. He did not know her, and had never seen her before, the young dress- maker who had been Jim Gibson's friend. 184 TRACKED. But there are certain times when we can be grateful for the presence of a stranger, if that has the power to save us from our too familiar selves. Mr. Audley looked with re- lieved eyes at the intruder, his terror of phantoms was becoming more distant now. She stood by the door, a slight figure dressed in black ; the picture of the boy over the mantelpiece looked down on both. " If you would please excuse me, sir,'* Miss Harte softly said. She stood yet by the door as if she did not dare to move, her black dress hanging closely to her, her fair hair clinging to her forehead from the damp. Mr. Audley saw in an instant that this young dressmaker who had lately come to the village was not exactly what is called a pretty woman, but there was something in her appearance that interested him in spite of that. ^' It's a cold, wet evening," he replied, kindly, to her. '' You wish to speak to me, my servant said. Come in, then, and sit down by the fire." *' I hope, sir, you will excuse me for one thing," she answered, blushing; '' I have not THE PHANTOM AT THE WINDOW. 185 been able to put on my hat again. It is so wet, and they are drying it by the fire." '*0h, never mind that," he said to her, laughing. '' Come closer here, and sit by the fire yourself;" and, a little encouraged, Miss Harte advanced into the room. As the light fell upon her he could see her face more clearly, and even in the midst of his own trouble and agitation he could not help being impressed by what he saw. There seemed, indeed, to most people something unusual, at least, even if not attractive, in Ehzabeth Harte's thin and nervous face. She appeared to be about tw^enty, or a year or two older ; she was very thin, and her face was strangely worn. Her black dress was plain and simple, and her fair hair, save for the loose, damp rings on her forehead, was gathered tightly back. Perhaps that which would impress most people at first sight of her was the very sharp line of her forehead above her eyes, which gave her expression a sensitive, peculiar look. She had the face of a girl or woman who has seen a great deal of trouble ; the rude boys of the Sunday School had not been able to recognize this fact, but Mr. Audley did. And there are times when we are grateful for 186 TRACKED. that look of trouble in the face of a stranger ; it seems like an unspoken sympathy with our own ; and in that presence of the lonely pain of another our own loneliness becomes less hard to bear. '' Your name is — ? " asked Mr. Audley^ looking at her in a kindly, interested way. He scarcely knew why he seemed to feel re- lieved. '' I am Elizabeth Harte, sir. I have come to live near here." '' You wish to speak to me, I think?" '' Yes, sir." She spoke very quietly, standing by the side of the chair he had placed for her ; her voice had a curious timbre that impressed it on the ear. Her manner was girlish, and not without a certain dignity, but the shyness of it made it somewhat awkward too. ^' Ah, yes. Sit down, if you please. Will you tell me now what it was you wished to say ?" He looked at her with a pleasant expression in his soft, dark eyes : Mr. Audley had that sort of gentle manner to all who came near him. She appeared to feel its influence, and replied to him at once. '' I wished to ask you a question, sir, about a boy." THE PHANTOM AT THE WINDOW. 187 Her shyness made her voice tremble before her sentence was done, and the same cause blinded her eyes for the instant that she spoke. Mr. Audley sat looking in front of him, sick, faint, unable entirely to speak. ''Are you ill, sir?" she asked, observ^ing him at last with some concern. She spoke in a very different manner from that in which the servant had said the same words to him. " No — no — not ill — not that," he answered, with impatience. " I am tired, overdone; I should be by myself to-night." And yet he was soothed to see her pitying eyes, pale eyes with the strained look in them that the eyes of women have who have worked too hard, or who have felt too much, and with something in them of a mother's tenderness as well. '' Come, tell me what you mean," he went on, with an effort and a smile. "You wished to ask me some question, about a boy, I think? There is a young vagrant who is loitering here to-night." " I know, sir," said Elizabeth ; " I wished to speak of him." She went on in a low voice, and with an effort that brought the blood into her face. '' I was coming past your gate in the very midst of the storm — 188 TRACKED. but it's a shame to weary you, sir, if you're not well to-night." '' No, no ; go on, and tell me," Mr. Audley said. '^ Then, sir, since you're so good as to hear me, I saw by your door in the wall a lot of men. And they were talking about a boy who had stolen a horse, and they said he had run from them, and had sheltered in the park. And I asked what could make them think he would dare as much as that, and they held the lantern by the ground for me to see, and there on the ground were his footmarks and marks of blood." She waited an instant, but Mr. Audley did not speak. ''And so, sir, I stood there a while and talked with them, for the sight of the blood was there before my eyes, and I felt in me a wish to learn more of the boy. I thought it seemed bad that he should be wounded and wandering alone ; I felt afraid that he might be sorely hurt. And then they told me it was old Jem Haldan's lad. I had heard of that lad often enough before their words. And it was that made me think I must come and speak to you." Again she waited for a remark, but Mr. Audley did not speak. She went on with a still in- creasing nervousness, as if she were not sure THE PHANTOM AT THE WINDOW. 18^ if her words were acceptable or not. '' Sir, it is now some weeks ago I lost a purse ; it was my mother's purse, so that was a grief to me. And then I heard a story — I do not know yet if it is true — that the purse had been seen in the hands of Jem Haldan's lad. So when I heard the men here speak of the boy this night I thought I would follow if I might see him too. And I thought it might seem good that I mentioned it to you, and that you, perhaps, would ask him about it if they brought him here ; for it is not the money that I care for, there's little enough of that, but it is my mother's purse, I have nothing else of her." Again she paused, with a longer pause this time. Mr. Audley began to fear that he must rouse himself and speak. '' And I wanted to ask you, sir, not to be hard upon the lad." " Not to be hard on him ! " exclaimed Mr. Audley, rousing himself at last, '^ a thief and a vagrant who has stolen your mother's purse ! It's mistaken kindness to be too merciful to such. I have seen the boy myself only this very night ; a bad face he had, and he is here with some bad design. If I catch him he shall be horse-whipped ; I have promised 190 TRACKED. that to myself. And if he has stolen your purse he shall be put in prison too." And here he stopped, as again there rose before his mind that vision of the phantom at the window — the face with the dripping hair and the wild, despairing eyes. Oh, had it been his fancy ; had he imagined that image of the darkness ; or had he lent to the outward features of its appearance some nightmare imaginations of his own ? The low voice of Elizabeth broke in upon his thoughts, which were wandering away to his fears and dread again. '' Oh, sir, if you'll forgive me for being so bold as to speak to you," she said, '' I've heard so much of this boy, and been sorry for him too. He's been brought up always to be so wild and rough — brought up like an animal without a chance of right ; and there's such a feeling against him now in both the villages, they say that they'll chase him if ever he shows his face. And yet I've always heard of him as quick and active, with so much in him that might lead him to do well. His father's been so unkind to him — if he is his father — I can't help being sorry for him when I think of that." Mr. Audley Hstened to her as if he did not THE PHANTOM AT THE WINDOW. 191 hear ; her words made more Impression upon his ears than on his mind. He lay back in his chair with a face that was pale and worn, and with eyes that appeared to be looking far away ; and yet when she stopped he made an effort, and roused himself again. "" Ah, well, if it is as you say, and you want to know more of this boy of whom you speak, I may as well ring for the men and hear what they have to tell." His voice came with a low and dreamy sound ; it seemed to him almost as if he were speaking in a dream. But he laid his hand on the bell and rang it as he had said, and then lay wearily back in his armchair again. His brain w^as suffering from a re- action from excitement, and that absorbed mood had even a charm for him. He made no further efforts to address his companion now, and on her part she made no attempt to speak to him. They sat opposite each other, and the fire shone on them both. A few minutes afterwards there came the sound of footsteps, of heavy, tramping foot- steps that were only too plainly to be heard , and then there was a pause, and then a knock, and then the door burst open, as doors will do when a pressure is bent against them 192 TRACKED. and the handle is not much turned. There entered a great, brawny man in a coloured shirt, and behind him followed a little crowd of men. Mr. Audley was not fond by nature of shirt-sleeves, or of crow^ds, or of rough manners, or rudely-opened doors, but he rose politely to receive them all the same. '' Good-evening, my friends,'^ he said. ^' Will you tell me what I can do for you ? " His courteous manner appeared to discon- cert them ; for a considerable time there was silence in the room. ''Well, ye see, master," said the foremost, pulling his forelocks, ''we've come to speak to ye concerning a boy. Ye are not ill ? " he added, with sudden agitation, as Mr. Audley winced despite himself. Oh, what was it that troubled him, what made him such a fool ? He turned away his head that his face might not be seen, and met the pale eyes of Elizabeth Harte again. " No — no — I'm not ill," he said, with an effort at composure. " There is nothing the matter with me ; do go on." The eyes of Elizabeth Harte were still upon his face. " He is not telling the truth," she was saying to herself. THE PHANTOM AT THE WINDOW, 193 '' It is getting late," said Mr. Audley ; '' do go on." And the foremost man of his audience took heart to speak again. The Squire remained standing with his hand on his armchair ; the young dressmaker had risen also, and all were standing in the room. '' Ye see, master," went on the foremost man, whose brawny arms made him worthy of the station of village blacksmith, which, in- deed, he owned, *'ye see w^e get a little flustered like when we come to speak to ye ; but we have to tell ye about this boy and all. It's an hour agone since they brought a horse into the yard agen my smithy as had fallen down i' the marsh, a poor, lame creature, all covered wi' mud an' all. An' the men begun tellin' me o' this boy — Jem Haldan's lad — as had run off wi' it sudden, like a devil's flash o' fire, an' had throwm it down i' the very midst o' the marsh ; an' I had been saying ' I'd lick him if I were ye.' An' as we w^ere talkin' on him there he stood by us, as he'd been brought there by the wind, as one may say ; an' we turned and we chased him right away down the road, for we thought it a good thing to drive such animals afar ; an' he went wi' more than human swiftness, as one may VOL. I. O 194 TRACKED. say, an' there wasn't a man on us could keep pace wi' that. An' I said to 'em, ' Let be ; let's try no more to run ; his master below there he gives him feet to fly.' An' we'd given o'er, an' was turnin' home agen, when one on us sets to hold his lantern low, an' there on the ground was his footmarks an' marks o' blood ; an' we tracked 'em up to your doorway i' the wall. An' so — an' so — ye'll forgive me, master, now^, 'cause I've got flustered, an' I donno what to say." His face had become very red and very hot ; he took out a blue handkerchief and rubbed it down. Mr. Audley seized the moment to sink into his armchair. The silence had been prolonged before he spoke. '' I am to understand," he said, ''that you have not found the boy ? " '' Why, no, sir, no ; Ave can't get a sight on him. But he run in here, we're all on us sure o' that. An' we wanted to ask ye to gi' him up to us." '' May I ask what 3'^ou will do with him if I give him up to you ? " There was silence again, and some confusion in the group. They looked at each other ; they did not attempt to speak. The young dressmaker, standing apart from all, kept her attention THE PHANTOM AT THE WINDOW. 195 fixed upon Mr. Audley's face. '' Because, to prevent mistakes, I had better tell you that you ought to leave him to be dealt with by the law. If you attempt to take the law into your own hands with regard to him you will find yourselves in trouble before you have done." " Ye mean ter say, master," said the black- smith, whom this appeared to perplex, '' that if a man licks a boy he may be punished like for that." *' He may be, undoubtedly, if his offence is proved." *' Ah ! but it can't be proved; at least, it's not like to be. There's not a man as'll speak up for the lad ; not his own father, and them as brought him up." " You can say that," broke forth the young dressmaker, who could restrain herself no more; "you can make that a reason for being hard on the lad. Poor, friendless boy, he has no one to speak for him ! " They all turned round, and looked at her where she stood, a black, trembling figure, with her face aglow. Their surprise held them silent till a full minute passed. " Ask your pardon, miss," said the black- smith, slowly, then, '' but ye don't understan' 196 TRACKED. these things as men can do. WImmin are tender-hearted, they don't see straight like men." " I can see as straight as some of you, at least," Miss Harte replied, with indignation in her tone. "Why did the boy you speak of touch the horse ? There isn't one of you says a word on that. It was because those men there went to chase him, because they have made up their minds he shall not live in the Den. And what right have they at all to turn him from his home ? Who gave them the power to decide on things like that ? If he did hurt Jim Gibson, as all the village says, it isn't for Hanorth and Crasten to punish him for that. Let Farmer Gibson and each man look after his own affairs." " And I'll look after my horse, if you please, missus," a burly farmer said ; *' an' the boy as hurts that he shall be thrashed by me." '' But there is some truth in Miss Harte's words," Mr. Audley quietly observed. His little speech seemed to irritate the blacksmith, who burst out in a red-hot state again. . " Ask your pardon, sir, again for inter- ruppin' you, but it's not possible for you to know this young 'ooman as we can do. I THE PHANTOM AT THE WINDOW. 197 don't wish to say a single word agin' a lass as is quiet, an' is clever at her trade, an' as all the village knows. But when a young 'ooman has had wisions it stands to reason as she can't see so clear. An' it's true what I say of her ; you ask her that." '' Had visions ! " Mr. Audley echoed, in per- plexity, and looking, in spite of himself, at the dressmaker's changing face. His two words had been only the expression of his astonishment, but she made a brave attempt to answer them. " I — I," she faltered, and then her courage failed, her eyelids drooped, the blood rushed to her face ; she stood, a pitiable object, ex- posed to their disdain. Ah, poor Elizabeth ! too brave, not brave .enough. So had she almost broken down once several years before when she stood by the public-house with her hand on Jim Gibson's arm. Her lips began to falter, though she tried for self-control, and her drooping eyelashes be- came hot and wet with tears. Mr. Audley wished to spare her, and did the best he could. He rang the bell, and so turned away from her. '' I will ask my servants," he said, '' if they have found the boy." And to all the silent assembly the words came as a relief. 198 TRACKED. But there was no news ; the boy had not been found. In gardens and outhouses was left no trace of him ; the beating rain had washed away his footmarks if there had been any, and no sign remained on the grass of any mark of blood. To Mr. Audley this came as a relief ; he could scarcely explain the strange dread in his heart, and he ex- perienced a burning desire to be alone. '' I will make more inquiries," he said, ''as soon as to-morrow comes. Meanwhile, it is now nearly midnight, and some of you are a long way from home ; I will tell my servants to give you refreshments in the kitchen. I am glad to be able to exercise some hospi- tality on this first night that I have come to the house. Take care of yourselves, for the night is dark. Good-night." The passage echoed again to the sound of tramping feet. The men went off in toler- able spirits, the refreshments in the kitchen having some charm for them. EHzabeth lingered behind them to make alone her quiet, respectful curtsey ; she had been standing apart from the others, like a punished child. At another moment Mr. Audley would have wished to detain her, but the desire to be by himself was too THE PHANTOM AT THE WINDOW. 199 strong on him for that. She went out ; the door was closed ; he was alone. And then he went up immediately to his bedroom ; he could not bear to be alone in the Hbrary again. The bedroom was one in which he had never slept before — heavily furnished, dark, old-fashioned, with sombre corners, and with a haunted look. A longing for air came over him as soon as he was within, and he went hastily towards the window ; and then stood still, whilst the deadly terror stirred his nerves again. With another feeling upon him, he threw up the glass and bent out into the darkness of the night. No, it was dark, the stars w^ere shining ; there was no sign, no sound. He put down the glass, and drew blinds and curtains close. He was alone amidst his possessions ; he felt very much alone. With weary, staggering footsteps he crossed the room, and laid himself down on the great dark bed, and cried. CHAPTER XII. ELIZABETH. And, meanwhile, the dressmaker was finding her way back to her home beneath the starlit sky. The storm-clouds had swept away, and the sky was clear, the wide distance lay black and indistinct, the cottages had all closed their windows for the night, and the roads made faint gleaming tracks beneath the stars. Above the sky was bright, though not with the sharpness of a frosty night ; the stars shone with a quivering radiance, and across them, like a faint tremulousness, stretched the Milky Way. Elizabeth left the sleeping village behind her, and then turned off from the road ; beyond a little gate was a small ascent and path, above which a wood of fir- trees was dark against the sky. She paused ELIZABETH. 201 before entering, for the wood was black ; and then, Hke a movino: shadow herself, was lost within. And let us, too, pause once again before following the wolf's track through the night, and look back on this other story that has been dimly shown to us. The life of a dress- maker, indeed, should not be a visionary matter ; but we cannot account always for the emotions beneath the surface of the world. And it is good for us sometimes to look beneath the surface, and examine the stuff of which we all, like '' dreams, are made ; " it may be that in such knowledge, when care- fully considered, we may find some clue to the outcast lives as well. It is certain, at any rate, that she had not known an easy life, this poor Elizabeth Harte, who stitched so well ; who lived in a little house at the '' far end " of the wood, surrounded with paper patterns, and buttons, and breadths of stuff, with scissors and work-basket always close at hand. They had meant many things for her, the troubled, stitching years ; she was not the same in appearance, face, or form, as the thin, very timid, not-to-be-noticed 'prentice who had stood by the public-house with her hand on Jim Gibson's arm. 202 TRACKED. " I should like to engage you to come and work In my house," a farmer's wife had said to her some months before, '' but then I have heard some stories that people tell of you. They say you have dreams, and that you walk out at night. My master Is very par- ticular, more than most men, I know. He likes the lasses to be respectable In their ways." Elizabeth made no answer, no attempt to> defend herself. She trembled a little, and her lips trembled more : she stood up and curtsied as the farmer's wife retired. But,, although she had been living there In that large village or small town for several years, within a week from that day she left the place. And yet the chance words had not been unkindly meant, nor was It a definite reproach that they Implied. The village in which she lived contained some three thousand souls, and out of all that crowd of human beings there was not one who in real seriousness would have spoken ill of her. No, she *' had dreams;" she was ''half-baked;" that was all — and these lesser Imputations she could haVe found streno^th enouorh to bear. But she had the sensitive nature that is scorched ELIZABETH. 203 by certain trials, and, in spite of her gentle- ness, a silent pride : it was more easy to her to leave her home utterly than to defend herself. So she came to Crasten, to the " far end " of the wood, and her reputation for "wisions " preceded her, as we have seen. How had she, then, obtained that most unsought-for fame ? The life of a dressmaker should be free from dreams. Twenty-three years before the mother of Elizabeth had died when she was born ; and the child had been left, an orphan, to the mercy of the world. She was adopted by an aunt, who was a dressmaker, a hard and grasp- ing woman who had no love for her, but who took her into her house out of ostentatious generosity in order that she might win the favour of the daughters of the Squire. Elizabeth was brought up upon blows and scanty fare, upon hard work and continued harsh reproofs. She grew up a thin, colour- less, timid, shrinking girl, not often noticed even by those who saw her most ; and as years went on she became even less observed. Her movements were so silent, her whole appearance so little to be remarked, that it was not any wonder she should almost not be seen. Once, and once only, during all those 20i TRACKED. years did the feelings within her break into sudden hfe ; a soHtary and unconnected occurrence in her existence that evening seemed, but it was to be an earnest of future years for her. When Ehzabeth from her Crasten home looked back on those early days she shrank from the memory of them as she had shrunk once from her aunt. It was not in her nature to bear easily the remembrance of pain, and her long, sad girlhood was to her an enduring fact. Yet there had been some pleasant things in the course of the dreary years — the blue handkerchief that her childish fingers had been so proud to sew ; the books that she had won sometimes as prizes in the school ; the sight of Jim Gibson in his young health and strength, as he stood with her at the garden gate on the night before she left. She had been used to hide behind a bush in the early morning light that she might watch him passing as he went to his work. And then her aunt suddenly left the place with her, and then went to Australia and left her to herself ; and in the struggle that fol- lowed for work and life itself she had little time left to remember what had been — the ELIZABETH. 205 schooltlme, the harsh reproofs, the dreary years, or the first dawning of her girlhood's love. It was a very strange life that followed in the town — for though it was more like a village, it called itself a town — a very different existence from the past. Her aunt was away in Australia, where she soon after died ; Elizabeth was left without relations in the world ; she hired two rooms, took in needle- work, and kept herself. At first the delicious relief of being free from restraint was almost like a dream — when she woke up each morn- ing she was thankful over that — and even when worse times came her surprise and gratitude remained. Worse times did follow, and w^re not slow to come. Her little stock of money melted silently away ; she worked beautifully, but no one bought her work. The pangs of starvation pierced through her relief ; she tried to think she did not suffer, but she could not but feel the pain, and she was in danger of sinking into despair w^hen another comfort rose. '' It was one morning when I woke up," said Elizabeth, "that I saw^ it first. I was sleeping in my bare room, which had no 20G TRACKED. chair or carpet, only a wash-handstand, and my wooden stool, and the bed on which I lay. I lay with my eyes open, seeing the cracks upon the wall. And then it came — it was a bright light — it shone through all the room — I was glad to see it — " and she broke off into tears. That was the beginning of her strange experience, but it was not the whole. From that autumn morning dawned a new life for her. The bright light continued to shine round her from time to time, and with it came other manifestations too — soft, radiant colours appeared before her eyes, the sound of low music made chiming in her ears. She yielded herself to these things with a new and strange delight, as to some pleasures that had been sent to her ; her eyes seemed to grow more large and full of light ; for a week or two she lived her inward life alone. Then a chance sentence spoken to her landlady, who had come in with a present of meat and beer to her, and had found her sitting on her bed with clasped hands and straining eyes, pro- duced some other results that she had not foreseen. For the landlady told what she had heard to one of the '' young ladies " in a draper's shop close by, who came to EHzabeth ELIZABETH. 207 .as a visitor forthwith, and heard from her the words that have been transcribed above. It was not to be supposed that the young lady would not tell others too : Elizabeth had several visitors before many weeks had passed. As a natural consequence orders for work flowed in, and the thought of starvation be- came no more to be feared. There followed for her a month beset with •dangers, and yet one of more power and popularity than she had ever known. If Elizabeth had not been by nature conscien- tious she could have made an easy trade out of her neighbours' fears ; but then If her intellect had not been so refined and pure she might have disgusted some of those who came to her. As It was, it was impossible to have any doubt of her simplicity, of her simple delight in her visions, and of her gentle heart. The talk of her began to spread through the breadth of the little town. A dancrerous pedestal was being raised for her ; in the deep perils and temptations of the mystic and the fanatic she would soon have been involved. And then, on one of those summer days, a doctor rode through the town, a celebrated man, who had been a London physician a year or two before, but who had given up his 208 TRACKED, practice as his Infirmities Increased ; and who, happening to stay for an hour or two in the little inn, heard of this dreamer of whom so many spoke. At once the old instinct re- turned to life in him. He gave up his journey, engaged a room for the night, and set out immediately to examine the case him- self. A fee to the dressmaker's landlady secured all that he desired ; he stole up to the little attic-room alone. The door was partly open, and he entered quietly. The room was bare and clean, and as silent as the grave. On the bed sat a young girl with her face white and set, and her eyes fixed on the opposite wall, dilated, and full of light. He stood looking at her quietly, and at the room, then stole softly downstairs again, and left the house. The next day he sent for Elizabeth to come to him. She came, unsuspecting, with a grateful, childish heart, thanking the Lord all the way for her new life and light. The old man received her with a severe, un- bending face ; he told her that he had treated a case like hers before ; he told her that her visions w^ere a delusion of the brain, and that If she would save herself from madness she must submit to him. She listened quietly though with trembling lips. She did not ELIZABETH. 209 oppose herself to his will by word or look. But the shock of his words had been greater than she knew, and her health had been weakened by a life of want and toil ; the next day she was unable to rise up from her bed. Throuo^h the illness that followed he watched over her Avith care, but she recovered her consciousness to find her visions gone. No light shone again upon her wall or bed ; there was no more enchantment on heart or life for her. If that had been all ; if that loss had meant no more ! It was nothing to her indeed that the fame w^hich had spread so quickly had died away as quickly as it came ; and that in back-parlours or in corners of the streets she was now talked of only as a sickly, deluded girl, the folly of whose imaginations had been clearly proved at last. Elizabeth had not cared much for the money or the fame ; she cared as little for the hard words that were bestowed upon her now, or for the loneliness that sur- rounded her once more. Her beautiful needle- work was becoming widely known ; she had orders enough, and was not in fear of want» It should have been easy for her to take up her life again, but, alas ! for her a deeper loss remained. VOL. I. P 210 TRACKED. Alas, poor Elizabeth ! With simple-hearted faith she had received the light that had shone upon her life, she had been glad of it as a gift that had been sent to her. And now it was gone — vanished — a simple delusion — an affection of the brain — a disease that treatment and medicine could cure. What if her other faith should prove also a disease, if it should fail when she needed it as the dreams had done ? She would have once thought it enough to answer that she believed, but she had believed also in the light that she had seen. She grew better, and began to work again ; but the haunting sadness touched everything she did ; she had lost her grasp upon all for which she cared. In these shiftinof sands of life there was no sure ground to be felt. Elizabeth had never received an education in religion, had never been taught to set her emotions in order and make them sure with facts. In this time of ceaseless depression she studied the subject more ; but her learning produced no result upon her trouble, she had lost not the knowledge, but the power of belief. And then she went to a Wesleyan class meeting to gain some comfort there ; but, though she listened humbly to the ex- ELIZABETH. 211 periences of the others, she had no voice for herself — It seemed Impossible for her broken life to speak and declare the manner In which "the Lord had dealt" with her. And then she went to church and tried to join In the prayers, but they seemed to her to be words without a meaning ; she could gain no hope from them. And day after day she bent still above her work and resigned herself slowly to a life without a faith. In this slow, sad manner there passed some lonely years ; she cooked her own meals, and stitched, and sold her work ; other people spoke little to her, or she to them ; she bent over her sewing and lived always alone. And then one day she was going down the street, with that lonely feeling, and with some work In her hand, and she saw a child standing before a general shop. It was a dirty, fair-haired creature, with a forlorn and wasted face, and it kept its eyes fixed upon some toys in the window of the shop. Eliza- beth was moved by an impulse she had not known before ; she bought a little coloured ball and gave it to the child. The creature did not thank her — for children never do — but it looked at her and laughed with all its eyes, and ran away ; and she went on down 212 TRACKED. the street with her work in her hand. But there had stirred a new feehng in her heart. From that day as she sat in her lonely room at work she no longer felt so entirely alone. She thought of the children playing in the streets, the dirty children with babbling voices and laughter ; she wondered if they had pleasant lives at home, and if the masters were kind to them at school. And then she thought of the young workmen going out to their work in the early morning as Jim Gibson used to do, and on hot days she wondered whether they felt the heat, and on rainy days whether they were obliged to stay at home. Her bare room had begun to be full of images ; she wondered within herself at the interest she felt. No doubt it was the mother-feeling that had begun to stir in her, that feeling which has power in some form or other over the loneliest, hardest woman that is upon the earth when once the youthful, pas- sionate craving for personal love has failed. And, after all, when one is sensible of failure, and has lost the help of prayer, what can be better for us than to keep constant to our work, and from out of the loneliness of our lives to stretch out helping hands ? When we have given a sugar-plum to a child we ELIZABETH. 213 have not relieved the world, but then it is something gained if even a child is pleased. And it was so that slowly, very slowly, as most things grew with her, there came on Elizabeth an interest in her neighbours' lives. She was awkward, and timid, and reserved, and had little intercourse with them, but she thought a great deal about them as she sat at her work ; and now and then she made some little efforts to reUeve, but she became too easily disconcerted or afraid. Her many troubles had affected her too deeply, she did not find herself able to accomplish much ; but an inward sympathy can count for some- thing, too. Meanwhile she was said to be ''half-baked," to ''be crazed, poor girl," to '' be like to lose her wits ; " and her neigh- bours in the town had no sympathy for her. But she had begun to be able to pray again, and that was a relief. This, then, was the dressmaker we have seen, with the worn and silent face, the young girl who had once laid her hand upon Jim Gibson's life ; and who now, through the April midnight, after the storms had passed, was finding her w^ay through the w^et, dark trees towards her home. 214 TRACKED, She came quickly through the courtyard after she had left the wood. The lamp which she had lighted was burning in her window, but the door of the cottage was open, though she had left it shut. She went hastily up to it, and then stood still ; a sudden terror had seized upon her, and she could not move. The room was as she had left it, in its quiet order, but In the chair by the table a young man lay asleep. As she stood there trem- bling the clock within struck one. CHAPTER XIII. NIGHT IN THE COTTAGE. Elizabeth remained by the door with a quickly beating heart. All was quiet ; the intruder did not move, the sound of his breathing came softly through the room. At that hour of the night there would be no passers-by, she would be left alone till morn- ing came with him. She began to think how many hours must pass before the morn- ing came. She was but a woman, unprotected and alone. And yet how soundly he was sleeping, poor boy ; how tired he must be ! If he had meant any harm to her he could not sleep like that. He lay with one arm on the back of the chair and his head on that, and turned away 216 TRACKED. from her ; his breathing came softly and regularly through the room. He must be really asleep ; he had not stirred since she came in. Should she wake him ? Dare she do so, and ask him who he was ? She came a little closer, with her eyes fixed on him. He looked so tired and wet ; the rain had dripped from his clothes, his feet were bare, and his dark hair hid his face. His feet had been wounded ; there were torn rags round them ; she could see that now. So this was the boy whom all the men had •chased, the wild animal whom two villages had feared. Why had he come in here, poor lad? He was tired with the storm; he had come in to sleep. She went softly up to him, and laid a hand on his shoulder, hoping to rouse him so. But he was in a heavy sleep, and even then he did not move. And then, as she bent over him, she saw something else — on the table before him lay her mother's purse. She started and cried out with sudden surprise and joy. And, as she did so, all at once his eyelids stirred, and as her hand dropped from his shoulder he moved in the chair at last. It was strange to see him rouse himself slowly from that heavy sleep, to see the first faint movements that came as consciousness NIGHT IN THE COTTAGE. 217 began. For he was still very tired ; it was hard for him to move. He shivered a little, and then looked slow^ly round; his eyelids drooped over his dark eyes as if he could not wake. And then he caught sight of her, and started, and tried hard to sit ; up and then made another effort to rise upon his feet. She came up to him, and laid her hand softly upon his shoulder. '' Your feet are hurt," she said to him. '' Sit down." He could not disobey her, but two sobs caught his breath ; he seemed utterly ill and overcome with fatigue and pain. She stood without touching him, bending over him ; he lay back with closed eyes as if he must faint away. And then his eyes opened slowly and looked at her again, and as if by instinct a smile rose in them. They looked at each other until a minute passed. '' You have come here," said Elizabeth, not knowing what to say. He answered in a murmur as faint as that of a dying child — ''Yes; must I go?" She did not speak, but only looked at him. And then she bent over him and touched him with her hand. 218 TRACKED. *' You are Jem Haldan's boy ? " His face contracted a little as if it shrank. But still he looked at her. '' I'm Geoff Haldan/' he answered, in a weary tone. Her eyes would not let him go as she spoke to him again. '' You are the boy that hurt the horse to- day. They call you a wolf in Hanorth and Crasten too ? " He made no answer by word or look to that. '' Why are you here ? " " Tired, so tired," said Geoff, and then he sobbed. His state of fatigue, indeed, was terrible to see ; his young face was haggard and drawn with it, and he could scarcely move. Eliza- beth had quivered when she first heard him cry ; she went hastily to him and laid her hands on his head — it is a woman's instinct in such moments to give some tenderness of touch. He dragged his head from her hands as if they hurt him, sobbing violently. She waited until he was quiet before she spoke. '' If I let you rest here awhile you will not harm me — you will not steal from me ? " But he only answered by the choking, tear- less gasps ; he could not speak. NIGHT IN THE COTTAGE. 219 '' Lie still a bit, then," she said, as if he had spoken, *' and I will do what I can for you.'' Without hesitating now she w^ent to her door and bolted it, as she did usually for the night. And then she attended to the fire, which had been laid, and lit it, and filled the kettle with water, and put it on. He could not move, but his eyes were w^atching her silently all the time. She came up then to him, and took off his wet, ragged jacket, and put it by the fire ; and then w^armed a shawl, and put it round him, and took an old, soft cloth and rubbed his wet hair till it was dry. Then she fetched a pillow and put it behind his head, for that was so heavy and faint that he could not move it himself ; and heated some wine, for she had a very little that someone had given to her ; and gave it to him in teaspoonfuls till it was done. And, after that, she prepared some warm water ; and, kneeling down by him, she bathed his wounded feet and tied them up in some old rags of her own. If any of her neighbours had been able to enter they would have been much surprised, but then Elizabeth rarely did anything from their point of view. Geoff lay entirely passive, and let her do what she pleased. 220 TRACKED. " Do you feel any better ? " she asked anxiously at last, after she had moved him and his pillow into the armchair near the fire, and had supported his injured feet upon a stool. He gave her a little smile with his eyes, but would not speak. '' Do you know me at all ? Have you seen me before?" She was anxious to get some sort of speech from him. '^ No, miss," said Geoff, with an effort, '' but I've heard of ye." '' I gave you some flowers long ago ; you were a pretty child." The last words came with the memory of the lovely baby-face ; they brought a slight smile into the dark eyes of the boy. '' I'm not pretty now," he murmured, as if he were amused. Elizabeth answered gravely, as she looked at his burning eyes — '' Not pretty, no ; " and with more anxiety then, '' you are tired and ill ; have you some fever, too ? " '* No, miss," Geoff answered feebly. '' I'm only very tired. I've the devil's fire in my eyes ; they allays tell me that." '' Oh, hush, hush ; that is terrible. You must not speak like that." NIGHT IN THE COTTAGE. 221 *' I'm to feel it some day," he went on, with some mischievous dehght ; but he was so feeble still that the few words took all his breath. Elizabeth stood thinking — what could she do with him ? He was wan and pale, and was scarcely recovered yet ; the rain beat on the window, she could not turn him out. And yet there was suspicion and dread of the strange vagrant in her heart, and she dared not leave him' alone within the room. She drew a chair to the fire, prepared to sit down near him ; he lay against the pillow, faint and weary, without the power to move. '' I wish I could sleep here for ever — ever," he murmured to himself. The words just reached her ears, and they touched her heart. With an instinctive movement she bent over him, as if to see whether his curling hair w^as dry, and laid her hands again softly on his head. He moved and quivered, and then tears streamed down his face — Elizabeth would take no notice ; she sat down by the fire, and bent above her work. When she had given him time enough to quiet himself she looked at him again. There was a very grave, intent expression of melancholy on her face ; she had been thinking, perhaps pray- ing, whilst her head was bent. 222 TRACKED. *' Geoff — may I call you so ? May I speak to you? " she said. There was the sound of a very great effort in her voice. But Geoff answered only by the peculiar listening smile that could make his dark eyes bright. '' You have come to me, to my house. I may not see you again. It wouldn't be right in me not to speak to you." Her words sounded like pleading, there was silence in the room. Fixing her eyes on him, she spoke again. '' They call you a bad boy — you have been a bad boy," she said. His eyelids drooped, but he did not speak a word. '' You have never tried, you have never cared to do right." Her voice was lower still. '' I've been no worse than others," said Geoff, in a sullen tone. '' Do you know where the road on which you are will lead ? " There was silence again, but he kept his eyes on hers. '' If you will hear me I must tell you, I must, for this one only time. I have to tell you that God has given you many gifts for Him — young strength, and quickness, and beauty — and you throw these things away. You were speaking to me of the devil's fire just now — it doesn't burn in your eyes, poor NIGHT IN THE COTTAGE. 223 boy ; It burns your heart." Her voice trem- bled and stopped, and she took up her work again. " I've not had a chance — not a chance — I've not," cried Geoff. '' I've never been taught like the others i' the world. If I do try to be good they wonna let me now ; they hunt me and chase me as soon's they see my face. I'll kill some of 'em some day, I will, for that. I've not been so very bad — not yet I've not. I knocked Jim Gibson o' the head ; that's the worst I've done. They teach me worse, an' I'll soon do worse nor that." " You will do worse," she said, low, as she looked at him. The murmur seemed like a prophecy, with the glance of her pale eyes. Geoff shrank a little, as he had done before that niorht. '' It isn't my fault ; I'll not answer for't," he said. '' It's the fault o' them people as brought me i' the world an' took no pains to help me out when I were there. I've the sins o' my father o' my head an' not my own." " The sins of the fathers," repeated Eliza- beth, in a low, dreaming voice. And then she rose and took down a great book from a shelf, and opened it on her knee. '^ Geoff, you're not wrong there j I do not think you wrong. 224 TRACKED, Will you allow me to read a few words to you?" Her low voice had a curious thrill as she began — '"'' '' For I the Loj^d thy God am a jealous God J and visit the sins of the fathers tip on the children unto the third and fourth generation of them that hate Me''' — she paused a little there — " ' And show mercy unto thousands of them that love Me and keep My commandments/ " She closed the book and looked up again at him. " You have never tried to earn that mercy, Geoff. Poor lad," said Elizabeth, as she put the book away, '^ you have the sins of your fathers upon your head — and then your own." She sat down and took up her work again, and there was a long silence. *' Where will you go when you leave me ? What will you do?" '' I don' know," said Geoif, in a rather less weary tone, *' I thought I should die when I got here ; but I'm not so tired now. I think I shall go to the man as give your purse to me. Oh, and I meant to tell ye," with a fresh life in his eyes, ^' for that was the reason I came to ye this night. It's now some months NIGHT IN THE COTTAGE. 225 since Ben Wilde give me a purse ; he said it had been dropped by the station, and he didn't know whose it was ; he said there was nothing in it, an' it didn't matter much. There was nothing in it when he give it to me ; but there was yer name a-worked i' silk inside. I didn't know, not for a long time, whose it was. He was sellin' oranges i' the station when ye passed him by." ''I remember; there was a man there," Elizabeth slowly said. " An' Jim Gibson — he said I stole it," muttered Geoff, with a darkened brow. " I'd like him to know as I didn't ; he's been good enough to me. An' little Willy — have ye ever seen little Will ? " " I do not remember him. I knew his brother once." " He's just like a kitten, Willy," went on Geoff, without heeding her. '' He's such a little chap to climb about ye ; an' he's that courage ye can take him anywhere. I'd like to see little Willy, if it was only once again. But I must try an' find out Ben after what Jim said to-night." '' Ben Wilde — who took my purse ? Is he a good friend for you ? " ''It's like he's not," said Geoff; ''but VOL. I. Q 226 TRACKED. there's summat he can tell. He's the worst scamp, they say, in all the town." '' Then — Geoff — Geoff- — have nothing to do with him." ^' I can't help it/' said Geoff, in a sullen tone again. '' There's a thing he can tell me, an' as no one else can tell, an' unless I'm a deal wi' him he tells me nort." '' Unless you are with him. Does he care for you, then ? " '' It's like he hates me," said Geoff ; '' but I don't care for that. I'll get the thing that I want to know from him." '' And he's a bad man, and you are but a boy. Do you never feel a wish, Geoff, to be good, to do what is right ? " Geoff's dark eyelashes drooped, and he was silent ; but there was a trembling movement in his lips. " Do you think of that — do you ever mean to think?" '^ I don' know," muttered the boy, whilst his lips trembled more, and slowly became more pale. Elizabeth was afraid of agitating him too much. " You are tired to-night," she said ; ^' I will talk no more to you. I will trust you to do NIGHT IN THE COTTAGE. 227 no mischief ; you shall stay here all the night ; and to-morrow, if you will, you shall have breakfast with me, and then you shall go. And now you must try and sleep, that you may be well and strong again." She rose as she spoke and put her work away. He lay and looked at her all the time she moved, but he was too tired still to at- tempt himself to stir. Only, when at last she passed by him, after having set the room in order, and turned the lamp low, and made up the fire, he raised his head to look with pleading eyes at her. Elizabeth remembered afterwards the white face, with the look of an inward struggle in it, and the dark, entreating eyes. " My head aches very much — so much/* he said, and she laid her hands on his fore- head as if she were obeying a request. Per- haps the caress soothed him ; he lay very still. When she removed her hands she saw his eyes w^ere full of tears. " I will try — I ought to be better," he mur- mured, very low, and then covered his face entirely with his hands. She thought it best to pass on and to leave him to himself. Upstairs, in her room, she desired to sit and think ; but she was too 228 TRACKED. utterly exhausted, she lay down on her bed and slept. That deep, intense sleep broke into painful dreams at last. It seemed to her that she was compelled to go on following, and follow- ing some wild animal, some shadow, which kept escaping from her grasp ; that she was pursuing it into a valley full of shadows where every footmark became a trace of blood. And then the conflict became more visible and more tangible, and she was clinging with her arms to the boy she had seen that night, straining to hold him back from something, she knew not what, some invisible horror that made her blood feel cold, whilst he tried to break from her into the shadows and stains again. It seemed as if she were straining every effort to speak to him, to hold him back, and yet no sound would come to her lips, though she struggled hard to speak ; and, as the agony became too great to be endured, her arms seemed to loose their clasp, and she awoke. She woke, hot and trembling, with her forehead wet, although the room w^as cold ; and, instantly rising, she .went hastily downstairs in the dim light of the dawn. It seemed to her that it would be a relief to see the vagrant boy again. NIGHT IN THE COTTAGE. 229 Had there been, indeed, invisible wrestling in the room that she had left ? It was very quiet ; the door was open, and the morning air came in, the morning light shone on the wet leaves of the trees. The lamp was out ; the purse lay on the table ; the shawl she had lent had been folded carefully and placed upon the chair ; everything was in order and as she had left it, but the visitor of the night before was gone. That afternoon, with a strange sense of trouble in her heart, and the scene and dream of the night throbbing in her brain, Elizabeth set out to walk towards the Fens. There was a heavy presentiment on her, though she could not tell what she feared ; she must make one effort to save Jem Haldan's lad. CHAPTER XIV. ELIZABETH AT THE FARM, That was, indeed, an afternoon to be long remembered afterwards, and for other reasons also besides that which had drawn her from her home. For it was, first of all, a lovely day for a walk. The April sunlight was bright now that the storms had passed ; the Fens lay blue in the distance, the nearer fields had some warm spring colour, and there were white clouds in the bright blue sky above* When one has been accustomed to bend over '' mourning orders," to take few holidays, and to live alone, there can be something truly refreshing in the splendour of the earth ; and Elizabeth had been so busy all ELIZABETH AT THE FARM. 231 the morning, had set her rooms in order, and had patiently stitched for hours ; it was very unusual for her to feel so free as this. Her eyes were heavy from her late hours last night, her bones still aching from the cold and wetting then, but she was giving herself a holiday for once ; and, though her errand of mercy lay anxiously at her heart, it was impossible not to have some disposition to be glad. And yet she felt some inward trembling — she was going to Jim Gibson's home. It was, perhaps, some thought of this that had guided her, half ashamed, to turn back again to the glass before she left the house ; for there was a glass on the wall that her customers used sometimes, though it was not often that she looked in it herself. It was a thin, worn face that gave her glance back to her, with the look of mocking com- panionship in the pale eyes with which a lonely woman greets her own image now and then • she made a Httle, sorrowful grimace at it, and then she smiled. After all she had her work to care for, and was not that enough ? She turned the glass with its face to the wall and left the house. Wide, blue Fens, green, warm earth, the sense all around of the bursting growth of 232 TRACKED. Spring — there is an uplifting feeling in such things as these. Elizabeth stood on an eminence, and looked at the country stretch- ing on all sides, whilst the air breathed freely upon her tired eyes, and then thought with renewed pity of the wanderer of last night, who had begun to slip from out of her mind again. He was so young, poor lad, and yet so wild and lost ; she must venture to go to Jim Gibson's home for him. With determined footsteps, and yet with a beating heart, she turned into the lane towards the Fens. There were some birds singing in the trees, and she stayed to hear them sing. . . . Oh, w^ould the Gibsons think it strange of her to come ? Would he think it strange, think her crazed as others did, perhaps ? Poor Jim ! his face was scarred ; it was so long since she had seen him. . . . She went on for a few steps and then stood still again, her face burning as if on fire with memory now. She had never seen him since that one night, long ago. Had he thought her bold then, forward ? Had he laughed at her folly since ? What would he say to her now for seeking him again ? She had never thought to see him after that night had passed ; it was the knowledge of her departure that had given ELIZABETH AT THE FARM. 233 her courage then. Oh, was she doing right to seek him now ? . . . One instant she waited, and then w^ent on again. In her dream of the night before she had struggled to save the boy; and Jim had been once his friend; she must do her best with him. Oh, beautiful lanes, and soft, warm air of spring ! — in spite of aching fatigue she could not but feel revived. The great ditches, un- guarded by hedges, were full of w^ater now ; the sun shone in them till they seemed like paths of light. And then on one side of her was an enormous hedge, with points of buds that were breaking into life, and the whole wide country appeared almost to glitter with the sunlight. Only the lanes were long and were heavy to her tread, and the hours of the daylight slowly wore away. The light was beginning to sink in the west when she stood by the wall that bounded the yard at last. Before her rose the chimneys and the back part of the house ; the evening glow was already on the stacks, the yard wall with its heavy stones was by her side, and there on the top of it was a little boy. EUzabeth remembered well afterwards the 234 TRACKED. appearance of the child. He seemed to be ten or eleven, and was a slight, childish thing ; his fair hair was distinct against the brightness of the sky. He sat with his back to her and his arms upon his knees ; he appeared to be looking at the bright sky beyond. As she advanced towards him he began to talk ; the pretty, childish babble came pleasantly down to her ; and, surprised into interest, she stood still to listen. After- wards, when she remembered that evening, she remembered the story too. '' I will tell you a fairy tale," said Will, ^'if you are good." He was addressing himself, and supposed himself alone. '' It is a very nice story, and you must learn your lessons well. There was once a boy — a nice boy — " and here he stopped. '' He was a very good boy ; he always learnt his lessons ; he used to go to school wi' me. (This is a story, so I needn't tell the trooth.) An' he never got stood up on the form, he was too good for that. An' every night, arter he come home wi' me, a little yellow cloud used to come down for him : an' he would go sailin', an' sailin' away into the sky ; an' the sky it was always bright, like as it is now. ELIZABETH AT THE FARM. 235 ^' An' then, one evening, he told me all he saw, for I said it was bad of him to go like that, an' he says, ' Will, you don't know, I've such fine times up there. There aren't no lessons, an' no one has the stick ; an' the mountains they're like gold, an' there are the biggest woods ! An' it 'ud be like fairy- land, but there are no fairies now.' An' I says, ' Is it heaven ? ' for I thort it must be so ; but he says to me, ' Oh, no, it can't be that, 'cause heaven it's the place where the goodest people go, an' boys as goes to school they're not good enough for that.' An' then he takes me with him — I did like that so much. '' I had been a good boy that day, the master said, an' then in the even' the cloud it come for me. An' it was so nice up there in the big woods ; an' I looked down an' saw our house such a way below. An' there were very nice boys up there who played wi' me. An' they let all the people i' Rose Cottage come up too ; and there were nuts, an' almonds, an' cakes for all who were there, an' I did like the games an' the cakes with sugar sweets. An' father did love vie as he used to dof His voice trembled and stopped ; it became evident the fairy tale was done. Elizabeth came up beneath him by the wall. 236 TRACKED. ^' Are you little Will?" she said, as she looked up at him. But the boy was frightened, for he had thought himself alone. With an exclamation he slipped off the wall at once, and Elizabeth was left standing in the road. With a little sigh she went on to the house. The evening light was upon Rose Cottage and the stiff beds in front ; the garden-gate stood open, and she went in at that. A girl's voice was singing inside the house. And then the front-door opened, and a young man stood there, a man who was broad and strongr, with a ^reat scar on his face. *' Will told me — " he began, and then he stopped. He looked at her with half-recog- nizing eyes ; they stood facing each other by the door. '^ I am Elizabeth Harte. Do you know me, Jim ? " she asked. She had no need of an answer, for his face grew red at once. '^ Surely, and I'm main glad to see you again," he said, after that pause, as he put out his hand to her. '' Come into the house now, Lizzie, and rest a bit. The mother's there, and you can have tea with us." ELIZABETH AT THE FARM. 237 It seemed like a dream to Elizabeth in her nervous state, the great farm kitchen with its roarinor fire, and the beam across the ceihngr from which the flitches hung. And Mrs. Gib- son was there, in her cap with purple ribbons, engaged in preparing tea ; and black-haired Liz was knitting in the great rocking-chair, whilst Will, in a dark corner, devoured a picture-book. There seemed something bright in this look of family life. And then the father came in from his ride, and Liz went at once to take off his boots for him. He appeared tired and surly, and growled that his horse was lame ; but on being told of the visitor he came and held out his hand : and then he turned to his wife and discussed some things with her. Elizabeth sat and w^atched from her corner by the fire. Jim had put her into one of the wooden arm-chairs on the hearth after his mother had received her and asked her to tea. He stood close by, as if to look after her, but a little behind her, so that she could not speak to him. Liz had returned to her knitting, and seemed to be lost in thought ; and Will's fair head was bent over his picture-book. Elizabeth was tired, and not sorry for a rest ; she sat and 238 TRACKED. looked at the firelight on the walls. It was so pleasant to see this family life. ''Will," roared the farmer, ''do you hear your mother speak ? " Indeed, Mrs. Gibson had not raised her voice, so the little boy might have found an excuse. He got up with a start, and dropped his picture-book. Elizabeth was surprised to see how pale he was. "You've forgot the milk, Willy," his mother gently said. "Go, get it at once," roared the farmer; " we'll have no tricks fro' ye." The blue milk-jug was high upon a shelf, and the little boy climbed upon a chair to reach it down. He seemed very nervous, and trembled in arms and legs ; the seat of the wooden chair was slippery, and his feet began to slide. Elizabeth rose at once, but her assistance came too late ; the blue milk- jug fell with a crash upon the ground. " Oh ! the awk'erd, tiresome boy," cried Mrs. Gibson ; " I can't think what's come at him now, there's no good left in him." The milk was flowing in a white stream on the ground, and Liz wxnt down upon her knees to mop it up. " It's his conceit, an' his readin', an' his ELIZABETH AT THE FARM. 239 disobed'ent ways " — Mr. Gibson, on his part, did not seem at a loss. '' He's been brought up too kind ; he ought to have had the stick. Ye'll have no supper to-night, Will ; perhaps ye'll attend to that ? " '' Yes, father," murmured the little boy, in trembling tones. He stood with his fair head drooping, and tears upon his cheeks. ''An' there ye go, cryin' like a baby," called out his father then. " Be off wi' ye, for I canna bear the sight. Cryin' for supper, to think o' the greed o' that ! " Will slipped off willingly, and quiet was re- stored. Liz went out of the room ; the farmer and his wife continued their discussion ; and Elizabeth remained in state in the arm-chair by the fire. But she was no longer occupied with the charms of family life; there was a rising as if against injustice in her heart. '' The child was not crying for his supper, but for the angry words ; and those are hard enough for all of us to bear." ''Ye think that, Lizzie?" asked a voice behind her chair. EHzabeth had been scarcely conscious that she spoke aloud, and she had forgotten that Jim was near to her. She blushed deep red, and for a moment could not speak. 240 TRACKED. '* Do you not think so, Jim?" she softly asked. '^ Me ? Not a bit on it," the young farmer said. '' Men must 'a skins hke leather if they mean to fight in life. Will mun go out i' the world and take the knocks he gets." '' You say so because you are strong, and strong people bear the pain. But your little brother is weak, and he has not strength for that." " Then let him go learn the strength," answered Jim, with contracted brows. '' We don' want a bit o' sugar-candy for the first shower to melt. Will '11 get no pity as soon as he is old, let him do wi'out it now that he is young." '' But that is hard — it is hard," the young dressmaker began ; but she could say no more, for Liz called them to tea. As she rose from her seat it came into her mind that this was the first real talk she had ever had with Jim. The farmhouse tea was a warm and plea- sant scene. The light of the flames on the big kitchen made a cheerful glow ; the great loaves and dishes of bacon and eggs had a look of plenty ; and there was a glass jug of thick cream since a visitor was there. And ELIZABETH AT THE FARM. 241 Liz looked so handsome sitting by the table, with some yellow hairpins In her masses of black hair ; and the farmer was cheerful, and Mrs. Gibson quiet ; and poor Will was wise enough to keep away. Perhaps they were none of them disposed to pay much attention to their visitor, but they included her In their conversation on the past. And for Elizabeth, If she was shaken in her views of family life, there was still no question that voices can have a pleasant sound. She would go home and think of all this — in her lonely home. "And so ye'd be very pitiful always, Lizzie ? " said Jim. She was alone with the young man in the great, warm kitchen now, and he sat in a wooden chair near her on the hearth ; for she had been advised not to start until the moon had '' riz," and, though the others dis- persed to their duties after tea, Jim had lingered near, and had then sat down by her. He had begged his mother to take the lamp away, and there was only the red glow of the firelight on the walls. Elizabeth looked down, for she felt that he looked at her. VOL. I. R 242 TRACKED. '^ I don't know," she said. ^' I am sorry for folk sometimes." His voice was lower when he spoke to her again. '* An' are ye ever sorry, Lizzie, for your- self ? " Elizabeth's face had a glow like firelight now. "' I don't know ; why do you ask ? " she shortly said. '* Ye look so thin, Lizzie. Will ye not tell me more ?" "There is nothing to tell," she answered, after a pause. '' I have a quiet life now — you know I always had. I have had my troubles. I — keep them to myself." ''Ah 1" Jim said, quietly ; and as quietly he smiled. Her answer had been repelling, yet it seemed to please him too. He drew his chair closer, and anxiously spoke again. "An' there isn't nothing, Lizzie, as I can do for ye ? " The honesty of his tone was unmistakable ; no doubt he recognized that he had a debt to pay. She had not thought he would remember that so long, and felt her colour deepen, for she was surprised and touched. ELIZABETH AT THE FARM. 243 But a new idea made her speak more quickly now. ** Oh, yes, there is, Jim, there is," she said, quickly, Hke a child. " There is someone I do want you to help for me." *' An' who is that ? " he asked, looking fixedly at her. *' You know him," she said, with difficulty ; ^'Jem Haldan's lad." '' What, Geoff? " he asked, drawing his breath quickly in. ^' Oh, yes, I know him, of course ; I know him well." He waited an instant. '^ / have reason to know him now/' " And it is for that reason I have come to you," cried poor Elizabeth, hastening to speak again before her courage failed. " Oh, Jim, he is lost and wandering ; they won't have him in his home ; they drive him from the villages, and leave him no place to rest ; and he came to me last night, so tired and woun- ded, like a lost animal that has been hunted down. I couldn't but pity him." And then she stopped. "There's some animals," said Jim, ''folk find it best to kill." Elizabeth looked at him, and said no more. '' Ye think me hard, Lizzie. Ye don't know Geoff like me." 244 TRACKED. '^ But If you had seen him," said Ehzabeth, '' all wet and dripping, with more misery in his face than a dead face can have ; if he had come to your home as he did last night to mine — " " An' if he had," said Jim, '' I might not 'a felt like ye. But I'm not surprised as ye felt so, all the same : the women all feel so an' talk like that o' Geoff." He waited a moment with a bitter smile. '' He's not like me ; he's a handsome chap, he is. . . . An' if that seems hard to ye," he went on, after a silence, " I'll open my heart so as to tell ye one thing more. When I see the look in the eyes of our Liz sometimes, an' know as she's fool enough to think o' that fellow still, I feel inclined to ask God to send him one like hisself as'll do hurt to his face as he did once to m.ine. I'm afraid of her an' him — I can say no more 'an that. But I won't stop ye speaking, Lizzie, if ye want to speak to me. Ye shall tell me what happened last night ; it'll happen do good to me." So Elizabeth told him as they sat together in the firelight, with its red glow upon their faces as they talked. The kitchen remained etnpty and no one interrupted them ; in the great warm room was a silence that made it ELIZABETH AT THE FARM. 245 less hard to speak. She told him of the scene of last night, and of Mr. Audley's trouble, of her lonely walk home, and of the visitor she found. And she added a few- words to describe his desolate condition, until at the remembrance of that her eyes grew dim. And then, in one final effort to soften her companion, she told him the words that had been said of himself and of the purse. There was a long silence in the kitchen after she had done ; Jim sat with his scarred face on his hand looking straight into the fire ; his face was thoughtful, but he W'Ould not speak to her. The sound of the opening door made him raise himself at last. ''I thank ye, Lizzie," he said; '' I'll think o' that." And Elizabeth understood that he would say no more. She rose to meet Mrs. Gibson, and did not look again at him. For a while she stood talking with Mrs. Gibson and with Liz, and then got on her bonnet and prepared to go ; and they stood at the door to watch her as she left the farm. The cold, streaming moonlight was on her homeward walk, and there were dark shadows on the wide expanse of Fens. In the kitchen she had left Jim sat for a long while by the fire, 246 TRACKED, with its red glow upon his troubled face. And Mrs. Gibson gave Will a private tea ; and up- stairs in one of the bedrooms, face downward on the bed, poor Liz lay indulging in passionate dreams of Geoff. Where had the wanderer of the night before found shelter now ? Alas ! in no sheltered home was that needful refuge found. For bright lights were burning that night in the club-room of the *' Ginshop," and with laughter and boisterous singing its guests sat there and drank. And there, in the midst of that fuddled, drunken crowd, himself more than half-intoxicated, with burning eyes and face, sat Geoff, with the readiest tongue and the quickest wit of all, and yet with the sense of shame eating always at his heart; for he was '^ the son of a gentleman," he had not forgotten that. Alas ! that the revelation had come too late to save, that with the remembrance of it burning in his heart, with the memory, too, of the kind hands that had so lately touched his face, he could yet be attempting here to drink care and shame away. The touch of those kind hands had scarcely delayed his course ; the cold and the lonely night had driven him here to rest, and the feet of the wolf were in deeper darkness now. CHAPTER XV. IN THE DRAWING-ROOM AT THE HALL. And meanwhile the great drawing-room at the Hall was bright with lights, and there at the piano Miss Selina sat and played. Her fingers touched daintily the great instrument, which had only arrived that day ; the wax candles shone on her fair hair and face ; her muslin dress and bunch of red ribbons had a pretty, modern look amidst the antique furniture of the dark, old-fashioned room. And, whilst the soft music softly came and went. Captain Holt, close by her side, would whisper gentle words ; and Mr. Audley, from his place by the fire, would praise her too. There was a pathos in her music that it was not wont to have ; the great dark room or the presence of her lover may have been 248 TRACKED, unconscious spells ; she went on playing as if hearing music in a dream. For it was all so pleasant, and Wentworth was good to-night. For, oh, Captain Holt had never told her so much before, or confided so freely to her his schemes and plans. As they drove to- gether In the evening to the Hall he had even ventured on whispers about their wedding- day. He was so pleased with this house, which would one day be his own, there were so many improvements he wished to make in it ; and he was so clever always — knew so much. And they might live together here some day — some day. Softly the dainty music came and went ; the light of the lamps shone on exquisite ferns and flowers ; and the dark portraits on the walls looked down from their frames. The long disused room had been set In order now; it had once possessed a magnificence of its own, and, though its colours were faded, it had an ancient splendour still. Ah ! how many young brides, triumphant bridegrooms this place had known! What glowing hopes there had been within its walls ! Captain Holt, reclining easily in a comfort- able easy-chair, with the pretty form of his betrothed before his eyes, and with the ripple IN THE DRA WING-ROOM A T THE HALL. 249 of her music in his ears, felt disposed to stroke his moustache caressingly and feel content. This was really a fine place now, and might be finer if only a little capital and common sense could be brought to bear upon it; he was so slow and behind the times, this poor old Audley was. And yet it had been p^ood-natured in him to ask them both to dine ; but no doubt he found it dull here in this great house alone. And, no doubt, in this thought at least Captain Holt was right. Mr. Audley had found one lonely evening quite enough. He lay wearily now in an arm-chair on the hearth, putting up one delicate hand to shield his face, without looking often at the others in the room. And yet there was a sense all the time of their presence in his heart, though from that feeling he turned away his mind. The sight of the young lovers conveyed no joy to him ; a better looking, better educated, better dressed, more cultivated, and more refined human being than this man, who was his heir, he could not but be sensible at the same time of all the advantages that youth and strength can give, of the fact that this young captain, on whom he looked down, could hold him in contempt. Therefore, Mr. 250 TRACKED, Audley preferred to sit where he could not see Captain Holt, and to let his indolent glance rest rather on flowers and ferns ; he dreaded emotions, and turned from conscious strife ; he had been used to drifting from trouble all his life. Only whilst, almost dreaming, he reclined still in his chair, with the sound of the captain's whispers always in his ears, there rose in his own heart a whisper that he had not the power to quell — it rose like a little murmur — '^ My son, my son ! " Oh, if he were to stand up now before these two who claimed possession and tell them that they need not be so secure — he had a son. How overwhelmed and con- founded in the midst of their expectations they would be ! Oh, he would begin to make secret inquiries ; there was no need for haste. The day might come when he could so stand and speak to them — it might, it might. . . . Mr. Audley lay back and dreamed with a smile upon his lips ; the light of the wax candles in the drawing-room shone on the ferns and flowers ; far off the lights in the public-houses of the town were burning too. CHAPTER XVI. THE COMLNG OF THE SPRING. Morning after morning succeeded to night and the spring months slowly passed — the hedges became sweet with violets, the woods white with anemones, little blue speedwells grew all over the fields, and children made themselves happy with buttercups and cow- slip balls. And so peaceful looked the villages of Hanorth and of Crasten, so softly did they harmonise with the undulating country, so gently did the blue smoke rise from their quiet chimneys, that no stranger^ looking at them and the spring beauty of the land, could have believed that any wild animal need be ever hunted there. Farther off there was better walking than 252 TRACKED. before in the lanes towards the Fens, and Will started willingly in the bright spring mornings for school. For there in the ditches grew the marsh marigolds, with their thick stems and yellow, brilliant blossoms, and he liked to fill his hands with his beloved *' butter-bumps." Then from Rose Cottage itself, whose site was high, the surrounding country looked no longer bleak and bare ; by slow degrees the hedges became powdered with hawthorn blossoms ; and, though the trees were not high, they were very green and fresh. It was a fine spring, and the crops were growing well. And Liz seemed more ^^ content-like," though she was quiet and dreamy still ; and Jim was better and stronger, and had gone out to work again. If only, thought little Will, he could hear some news of Geoff ! No, the spring days passed onwards, but there came no news of him ; the warmth of the early summer was on the Crasten lanes, but he was no longer amongst the lads at play, climbing for birds' eggs or leaping over the stream, the boldest and swiftest in move- ment of them all. The little lad lingered often in fields where they used to meet, or beneath the shade of Sir John Horley's trees THE COMING OF THE SPRING. 2^>a at Hanorth, or near the stone-pit after the Sunday School ; he dared no longer attempt to seek his friend, but in the spring brightness it seemed as if he must meet him again. The story of the chase by night had reached Rose Cottage, and in Will's tender heart was a yet more terrified pity ; whilst they spoke of the lamed horse he thought of the marks of blood. But Geoff was so quick and active, he had been able to escape ; and, oh ! surely he would be coming back some day. No, there was silence now beneath Sir John Horley's trees, and beneath the trees of Mr. Audley, at Crasten, where Geoff had last been seen ; he made no further attempt to return to the villages again. There were, indeed, stories that he had been seen in the town ; but, though these murmurs reached the people in Rose Cottage now and then, no one in the town or country dared inform Farmer Gibson of the fact. And, meanwhile, in the village boys went to work and school ; and careful mothers mended the clothes of their offspring, which climbing for birds' eggs had a tendency to tear ; and the workmen tramped from the town in the evenings with tired longings for their supper and their beds ; it was not wonderful that the wanderer should 254 TRACKED. be forgotten. Only there were still a few old companions who missed him at their play — it was even now but a short while since he had gone. In the dark evenings a few lights shone like stars through the thick trees of the Hall. They shone from the windows of its master, for he had not left the place ; he seemed un- willing to leave it, though none knew why he stayed. He kept much to himself, and passed his time alone — his servants talked of him in the village, but they had not much to tell. And men coming back in the even- ing from their work looked at the lights of the Hall through the trees, and told each other that the Squire had not departed yet. Far off, across the waste, was another lio^ht which no one cared to see ; only now and then some belated wanderer, finding his 'way with difficulty over the marshy ground, half- scared by the dark windmill, which had a ghostly look at night, would turn his eyes towards the red point which showed where Jem Haldan's cottage stood. He did not care to go nearer, no one dared approach to that. The young men had returned to their father, so it was said ; excepting only one, who had not returned again. THE COMING OF THE SPRING. 255 So the spring days brightened into Hfe, and warmth, and beauty ; the sunHght flashed on the streams, flowers bloomed in the marshes and by the hedgerows, and even the roads to the town were sweet with may. It is in the town that we must wait for the wandering footsteps now — the town with tall chimneys, smoky streets, and red and dingy roofs ; the manufacturing town, where men had careworn faces, and women nursed babies in narrow alleys, and dingy sparrows fluttered about the black gardens, and heavy carts moved with jolts in ill-paved streets, and lights shone out in the public-houses in the night, whilst over all the human work, arid sin, and poverty stretched always the vast- ness of the sky. Ah ! but in those who w^ander with vagrant footsteps on the thoroughfares there is not always the power of looking upwards, whilst the downward paths are many and are very quickly found. Let us take one life from the thousands, and look on it whilst we wait. CHAPTER XVII. BEN WILDE IN THE MARKET-PLACE. Ben Wilde stood on a Wednesday morning by his stall In the market-place. It was a bright May day, and above the deserted market-place the sky was blue, with a few little white clouds that a soft wind drove across It, and a mellow sunlight that made the roofs and houses bright. But Ben was not one of those who pay attention to the sky. Nor could it have been said of him that he was much of an ornament to the empty market, as he stood leaning against his dingy stall of gingerbreads and sweets, a solitary figure within the railing of the place. He wore a crushed hat that had been pressed hard down upon his head, and an old greasy BEN WILDE IN THE MARKET-PLACE. 257 coat which wanted mending at the sleeves, whilst round his neck had been thrust a frowsy red handkerchief, which hung loosely there, confined by a dissipated knot. The face above was red and weatherbeaten, with small eyes close together, and an unpleasant scar, gained outside a public-house, which had injured its left eyebrow ; in another con- flict he had lost one of his teeth. Ben had a small figure, with very bandy legs, and he was rarely able to keep steadily on those legs even in morning hours ; for, in addition to certain habits unfavourable to regularity of balance, he had a little curious shiver and a continual cold. No amount of stimulants had proved effectual over these ; and if you had stood watching him for the space of only a few minutes at a time you would have observed him get through more sniffs and shivers than might readily be believed. Such was Ben Wilde then, a well-known figure there, leaning wearily in his greasy coat against his stall, ready to put out his trembling hands towards the sweets, and looking with beery eyes upon the surrounding town. And yet he did not see one of the houses on which he seemed to look ; his thoughts, such as they were, and heated by VOL. I. S 258 TRACKED. beer as they were, were far away — like a young, romantic girl, Ben was in the land of dreams. He had drunk more than usual this morning, which might, perhaps, account for that. And no doubt, also, the enforced idleness of his condition allowed more time for thought ; for the market-place, as I have said, was empty then. In an hour or two more^ when twelve o'clock came, and the children were loosed from school, a motley crowd would be swarming through the place, climbing on the railing, and surging round the stall. Ben was not fond of the children, though they brought pence to him ; they bawled and were mis- chievous and stole his sweets sometimes, and he was glad when the men who passed in carts cut at them with their whips. But he depended upon them for his profits all the same ; and, leaning against his stall, might be said to wait for them. The market-place opened from the High Street, and formed a sort of square, in the midst of which was a great piece of asphalte, railed in, much worn, and with shallow pools in it to-day from last night's rain. Ben stood alone in this, leaning against the railing, near where the High Street was. At the BEN WILDE IN THE MARKET-PLACE. 259 other end of the enclosure was the Exchange Arcade, a great building which had offices above and shops on either side of its ground- floor ; an archway admitted those who desired to see or buy. And, as you passed leisurely through, the sound of music was always to be heard, for there was one shop — a collection of miscellaneous articles — which possessed a musical owner and a small American organ with a deep, rich tone ; and by that the artist would sit and play for hours, whilst behind him, and beneath a gas- lamp, propped on a chair, was an old mellow picture of the Madonna and the Child. On this May morning, whilst Ben leant, half- drunk, outside, the music came floating out from the Arcade to him. On either side of the square that was closed by the Arcade w^ere shops — shops not so select, it must be understood, as those that were within. These were chiefly in the eating and drinking line, and rather more specially in that of drinking, for the benefit of the workmen who passed by at noon and night. On the right side as you faced the High Street were a public-house and a wine and spirit stores, an eating room, a barber's shop, and a public-house again. On the left 260 TRACKED. were a '^ Food and Beds ; " a shop for sewing- machines, chiefly of the Cleopatra order, with an elaborate representation of the asp ; another public-house ; a butcher's shop, another public-house, and, nearest the High Street, a shop devoted to chemical manu- factures, whose windows contained a ledge on which were heavy bottles with great brass tops, and full of a whitish substance, labelled '' Bones." Crossing all these things at right angles was the old-fashioned High Street, which might be said scarcely to possess two corresponding roofs, whose red tiles and dingy slates, unequal in height, colour, and construction, were alike only in their evident marks of age. These things were there, and had been there for many years ; and Ben, leaning against his stall, whilst the ends of his red handkerchief floated loosely in the wind, was a familiar form as well. What was he thinking of as he leant idly there, sniffing and shivering, with his shoulder against his stall, his little eyes peering vacantly, and his lips twitched in a smile? It was a curious expression, an evil look, he had : if there had been anyone near him to peer beneath his hat, the crushed hat that had an evil appearance of its own, there BEN WILDE IN THE MARKET-PLACE. 2C1 would have been something to arrest attention in his face. And yet, old, shaken, broken- down, drunken bit of humanity that he was, in spite of his twitching lips and peering eyes, it seemed scarcely possible there could be any schemes in him, any visionary hopes such as happier lives can have. He leant against his stall, and sniffed, and shivered, and smiled, and peered out into the distance, and was still. The morning wore slowly onwards ; there were not many passers-by. Now and then some old acquaintance would give to Ben a nod or greeting as he passed ; some carrier going down the High Street in his cart ; some man out of work or idle, with a pipe in his mouth, and an unsteady, lounging gait ; some bold-faced girl of the factory order, with a crumpled, faded dress. Ben appeared almost too absorbed to attend to these ; he seemed to be lost in thought — a most un- usual mood for him. And after a time even these few greetings ceased ; a sharp shower came on, and for awhile the streets were clear. Ben had the solitude that he desired at last ; he hung some sacking behind his stall, and sheltered there. Some minutes afterwards, when the shower 262 TRACKED. was over, and he had pulled down the sacking from the green roof of his stall, and looked around for customers now that his sweets were again exposed to view, he became aware of a solitary individual who was standing close to him. He stood outside the raiHnor of the market, leaning against it and looking down- wards, so that his long black eyelashes quite concealed his eyes, a lad of about seventeen, in ragged clothes, and with a wasted, hungry face. A certain look of unrest in his features and lips might serve to show that he was paying more attention to surrounding objects than might have been supposed from his motionless attitude and downcast eyes ; and though he did not look up at Ben he was turned to him. The seller of sweets stood still ; there came a change in the expression of his face as well. For a full two minutes they remained thus, motionless ; and then the boy slowly raised his eyes. It seemed as if he had known all the time that he was being watched, for as he lifted his eyes he kept them fixed on Ben. The older man was quite still, observant, as quiet as the serpent that seeks to fascinate its prey. His steady gaze and his silence appeared to confuse his companion. There BEN WILDE IN THE MARKET-PLACE. 263 came a quiver in the lad's frame and then an impatient movement of his hps ; and then, as if he could endure no longer, he broke out into speech. '^ Well, why do ye look at me ? Can't ye speak to me ? Have ye forgotten me, it's like?" he cried. *''Ee — ah — no — I ain't forgotten 'ee," Ben answered, slowly, and with successive sniffs. ** I seem to a-know 'ee, altho' 'ee've got so thin — Jem Haldan's Geoff ! " CHAPTER XVIII. THE WOLF IS HUNGRY. " Well, an' if ye do know o' me, as ye say ye do, what sort o' word ha' ye got for me now at all ? " cried Geoff. They stood looking at each other, the old man and the boy : Ben blinking in front of his stall, with some vain attempts to arrange himself with composed dignity upon his tremb- ling legs; the lad leaning against the railing with the instinctive grace of attitude that did not desert him even now, even now when he was so thin that his rags hung loosely on him, and the bones of his face seemed almost pro- truding through the skin. It was a hungry face, with defiant, hardened eyes — the village hero was strangely altered now. THE WOLF IS HUNGR V. 265 '' Ah, 'ee are thin, 'ee are thin," murmured Ben to him. "An' what if I am, what's that to do wi' ye?" " It hasn't aught then, laddie ; ye tell the truth. An' now get out o' the way ; I want to sell my sweets." Geoff looked at him, and his dark eyes flashed fire ; but he remained leaning against the railing as before. There w^as a quiver that w^as not to be controlled in his lip when at last he spoke. " Ye didna treat me like this on the night I saw ye last." '' It's like I didn't, lad ; there 'as cause eno' for that. They liked 'ee I' the GInshop, and let me stay for 'ee. An' I wanted to see an' speak to 'ee mysel', I did. But' ee thought yersel' too gran' a lot for me, ye wouldn't stay wi' me, so I let'ee go. Go then ; am yer living, I'm quite content wi' that. Ye be so clever, ye'U get no good fro' me. Why, 'ee be too gran' a lot to speak to me, 'ee be." Geoff remained leaning against the railing, but his proud lips quivered more. The insult- ing tone of his companion seemed to touch him to the quick ; but he was so forlorn and hungry, he had no power left for pride. And 266 TRACKED. yet there was a dangerous expression still in his dark eyes. *' I gave 'ee some boots," said Ben, " that night 'ee came ; an' I took 'ee to the Ginshop an' introjuced 'ee there ; an' I made 'ee a good offer as e'er a feller made, an' told 'ee I 'ud make a genelman of 'ee an' all, I did. But, no, 'ee wouldn't listen ; 'ee were too gran' for me." '' I'd have listened to ye fast enough if ye'd spoken fair," cried Geoff. '' I'll listen to ye now if ye tell me what ye know. But ye won't tell me a word, ye're a deal too sly for that. I mun live wi' ye, and help ye every day, an' bind mysel' i' writing, and I dunno what beside. I won't bind mysel' to ye, I tell ye that. I'll know nothing rather; I'll sooner starve and die." There was a short silence, whilst their glances met. '^ 'Ee'd better do that then, m' dear," said Ben. He spoke with a twitching smile that rose like triumph ; the young man's evident con- dition gave meaning to his words. '' If I could trust ye," cried Geoff, with misery in his tone ; ''if I could on'y trust ye to be honest Hke wi' me. It's not so pleasant THE WOLF IS HUNGR V. 267 for me to live like this — I've gnawed my fingers this mornin' for I couldna bear the pain. But what can I do ? There's none'll gi' me work ; an' I won't go to the workhouse, that 'ud kill me more. I've roamed the country round, an' can get no work to do. If I could only trusten ye ; but I know ye too well of old. Ye mean to do me a hurt if ye get me i' your power ; ye've not forgot what ye got through Jem an' me." It was a curious instinct that made Ben hide his face ; he turned away as if to arrange his sweets. The motion served his purpose, it concealed his distorted lips ; and when he turned round again his face looked as before. '' An' why should I try to hurt 'ee, m' dear? " said Ben. " Look here," cried Geoff, with an oath that need not be transcribed, ''ye needn't think as I'll bear that tone fro' ye. The day '11 come when I'll take yer old throat atween my hands, and throttle out from ye all ye've got to tell. I'll w^arrant when that's the case as ye'll speak fast enough. Ah, ye may well shiver ; that day ye'll shiver more." Ben had, indeed, retreated to his stall, as if w^ith some idea of finding protection there. Leaning against its green post, and shivering 268 TRACKED. somewhat, he peered out anxiously and mahgnantly at the lad. But Geoff did not attempt to come close to him, he leant against the railing in his old position ; and, moreover, there was a cart going down the High Street, so help was near. " Ye'll be ready enough to speak to me that day," cried Geoff. '^ ye," cried the old man, putting out his trembling hands, ^' I'll be moithered mysel' ere I give help again to 'ee. Go an' starve, an' be hanged, an' take yer face fro' out m' sight — I'll see 'ee crushed under cart- wheels an' not put a hand to help. 'Ee might be a genelman, but 'ee's too low for that ! " Geoff leant against the railing, with his eyes fixed and absorbed : Ben remained by his stall, peering anxiously at him. The cart going down the High Street was passing near, and the driver shouted out to the boy to move away. But he was too lost in his own medita- tions to attend ; and the driver, enraged, struck at him with his whip. Geoff felt the cut of the lash on his neck and started up, his face white, and his eyes blazing, and 'sprang up at the cart. He was too late, the horse had been startled by the crack of the THE WOLF IS HUNGRY. 269 whip, and had started off at once ; and, moreover, the reaction from that momentary passion came on him, and he was too weak to bear easily the emotion that it caused. TrembHng, choking, and almost fainting, he leant upon the railing for support. '' Ah, 'ee sees what 'ee gets, 'ee sees," shouted Ben, in high delight ; too blind him- self, in spite of long years of evil and cunning, to understand all the danger of such madness as he had seen. Geoff under- stood it better, he had known that torment before ; and since he had struck Jim Gibson he had learnt to dread himself. Moreover, he was too physically weak to bear the pain of wrath ; a wiser instinct than had been governing him warned him to move away. His companion would not let him go without a parting word. '' 'Ee'll be comin' to beg o' me some of these days," he cried ; " but 'ee needn't be hoping to get any crusts fro' me." Geoff turned round upon him with a white and desperate face ; and Ben, in his terror, shrunk up behind his stall. When he dared to raise his face again the lad was gone. Yes, gone ; in the empty market no sign was left of him. Ben peered timidly down 270 TRACKED. the High Street; and then at the asphalte, on which the pools were deeper now, and then glanced up at the chimneys, and even down beneath his stall. There was a feeling of perplexity and disappointment in his heart, mingled with a strange terror that he had not felt before. He hired a boy, who was pass- ing, to keep his stall ; and went into the pubHc- house in the High Street, and had a dram. After that he came back, and sat upon his stool, whilst the noontide sun shone and glanced upon the pools. '' He'll come back to me, an' I'll ha' my will," the old man said. ''An' at least he's sore pinched an' pined : I'm glad o' that." The sun was bright, and many footsteps were passing down the High Street, and through them all he seemed to hear the tread he longed to track. But Geoff had slipped off down a side-street, past the Arcade, down a dingy alley, and down some steps ; and there, on the lowest step, with a bare wall on either hand, he sat crouching, hungry and desolate, whilst tears rolled down his face. And still he saw ever before him the old man's tremb- ling hands, and those trembling hands seemed to draw him back once more. Oh, he had passed through such cruel, THE WOLF IS HUNGRY. 271 bitter days since that early morning when he had escaped from the cottage of the dress- maker — such weary seeking after employ- ment, such lonely, hungry hours, such painful trudging on his still wounded feet, such scorn- ful repulses when he dared to ask for work. He had tried so hard to bear up against it all, to attempt to believe that something good must come at last. And now as he sat with tears rolling down his cheeks he seemed to himself to have no strenorth or CD spirit left. Oh, he was hungry, so hungry, he wanted so much to eat. He would feel so much better if he could only have some food. And yet he had no spirit left to go and seek for that ; he could only sit still and cry like a punished child. And then in the midst of that prostration there was something left to dread, the miaddened feeling that overcame him now and then, like the physical craving that tore his breast sometimes. And oh, it w^as needless to struggle, he must put an end to that. He must pawn or sell his jacket and get some food or drink. He would beg, steal, attack someone, do anything to get rid of this torture — he would ^et rid of it ; he would never starve to death. 272 TRACKED. Only — only, if he could help it, he would not go back to Ben. Worn, hungry, desperate as a famished animal, and almost as untrained, there could even yet then be something that Geoff Haldan dared not do ; could yet be one action before which even now he shrank. He dreaded to place himself in the power of this man who was his enemy, in the grasp of the old hatred that had been helpless for so long ; he was afraid of the older cunning which he had wit enough to feel, the very quickness of his instinct only served to rouse his fear. ^* He may speak me well, but he means to turn on me. I'm not so old as him, an' I donno all his ways." Since his inter- view with Jem on that night, which seemed far away, he had been confirmed in the belief that Ben had some real information to bestow ; but it was also upon his mind that this might prove dearly bought. '' He can't do nothing without me or he'd surely be working for his- self. If I wait for awhile he'll come down a bit to me." Cunning against cunning — that seemed the best course to him, for the younger man had his subtle devices too. Oh, how nearly he had placed himself in the power of Ben that night — the night after THE WOLF IS HUNGRY. 273 the morning on which he had fled from the cottage of EHzabeth, escaping by desperate efforts from the only one on earth who seemed to be his friend. It had not been better with him in the pubHc-house that evening, with Ben's evil face so close to him, in the midst of drunken men. And yet he had almost chosen — only once more he found himself afraid. Geoff dreaded any constraint of good or evil, as an untamed animal might dread to be in bonds — he had refused entirely to make promises " i' writing;" had quarrelled with Ben in the morning on this subject, and had fied. And now as he sat, desolate, on the lowest step, with a bare wall on either hand, alter- nately mad or depressed with pain and craving, with tears standing on his cheeks that he had not concerned himself to dry, there was one remembrance still that came with a sense of soothing, the thought of a gentle voice that had spoken once to him. That was not the voice of Elizabeth ; he seemed to shrink from that ; it was the remembrance of the young lady who had stood by him on the snow. In his almost fainting condition she appeared to be near him now. He could see her, hear her whispers ; oh, she had been VOL. I. T 274 TRACKED. good to him ! — So good, so pretty — and tears fell down his face. ''If I could only find anyone to care for me!" He lifted his head suddenly as his ears caught the sound of distant footsteps, and raised himself on the step on which he sat. A boy had entered the alley at the further end, and was coming down towards him, a small boy with a cap on his head and a little switch in his hand. As he came closer Geoff recognized little Will. CHAPTER XIX. THE WOLF FINDS A PREY. There are some moments that come to our worst times with a soothing, healing influence, that have the power to touch us when we seem beyond the reach of help. And if any- thing could be expected to have such power upon the outcast, it would be this sudden ap- pearance of the child he had loved. Geoff sat upright on the step, with his heart beating so fiercely that his breath came and went. With an instinctive movement he put up his hands rapidly and smoothed his' hair ; he drew his ragged jacket together, and fastened such buttons as there were ; and still, as he did these things, he kept his eyes fixed upon the boy. No doubt it was a tender instinct that was stirrino- in his heart : 276 TRACKED. and yet, alas, poor child, that was a dangerous meeting too. Will had been given a holiday by his father's wish that he might do some shopping that was needed in the town, and he had been driven into the town in a neighbour's cart. He was full of his commissions and his importance, and held his head very high, and now and then he patted his pocket that he might be sure the purse was there. The sight of a vagrant sitting upon the step did not affect him much ; he only put his hand on his pocket to keep his treasure safe. He looked well, and bright, and sunburnt, for he had been much out of doors that spring, and yet a little delicate creature in spite of that. As he came onwards he was talking to himself. '' I must make haste," said Will, ^^ and get my shopping done." So he reached the steps, and began to mount them without looking round. '' Willy, don't you know me ? Will ! '^ The little boy started, and looked round and down. He had reached the third step now, upon which he stood. Below him, and look- ing up at him, was the vagrant lad. '' So ye've forgot me at last, Httle Will?" he cried. THE WOLF FINDS A PREY. 277 It was Geoff, it was, this haggard, wasted boy. These shining eyes and black curhng lashes could belong to none but him. Will stood still, trembling, without the power to move. But now Geoff raised himself a little, and laid hold of him, and drew him softly down, Will submitting to his grasp as if he had been without any strength ; and then, when he had drawn him to his side, threw his arms round him and held him close and tight, and then stroked all his hair and stroked his face. " Willy ! Will ! Will ! I've got ye again," he cried. Willy, released a little, nestled close into his side, with a contented look like that of a kitten when it purrs. He possessed himself of Geoff's hand and held it softly, and then put up his other hand and touched his face ; and then he remained quiet by his side, but always leaning against him as before. And after a time, in the softest tones, he spoke. *'Ye don' look the same; ye look differ, Geoff," he said. '' I've been sore an' hungered," said Geoff ; '' I be sore hungered now. But I'se glad to see ye, Willy, i' spite o' that." He paused for a while, as a new idea touched his mind. 278 TRACKED. *' Will, I be sick wi' hunger. Do ye think ye've a coin or two for me ? " '' Oh, I haven't, Geoff, I haven't," cried poor Will, in distress. '' I haven't no money of my own, or I'd give it all to ye. And I haven't no money of father's ; it's all spent in the shops. An' if I had I durstn't give it — he gets so angered now." Geoff said no word, but pressed the boy closer to him ; and sat for a while silent, holding him to his side. He was remembering inwardly what old Jem had said, and he had not the least doubt of the truth of the words of Will. And yet, although he was certain that the boy had suffered for him, he was considering all the time if it might not be possible for him to obtain Will's parcel now. Alas ! for the cruelty and selfishness of pain and hunger, for the pangs that kill affection and drive gratitude away. '' I'll sell the clothes off my back if I can't do this," thought Geoff. " I must eat an' drink summat, I must an' will." " Will," he began, in a trembling voice, and then he stopped. And Will looked round with his innocent eyes at him. Oh, he could not do it, he could not, not even to save himself ; he could not kill the THE WOLF FINDS A FREY. 279 trust in the eyes of little Will. He dared not propose anything which might make that trustfulness less ; he was so afraid of seeing a change in the childish face. And yet it would be easy enough, after all, to devise a tale — a tale of a lost parcel that no one could suspect. Only he could not propose it — dared not mention it to Will. He miorht take it, perhaps, without the knowledge of the child — but then that might be discovered, even that he dared not do. As his thouo^hts surged restlessly his breath came in heavy pants. '' Be you ill, Geoffie ? You do look strange and thin." '' I may well look thin," answered Geoff ; '■ I've pined eno'. I've been amongst the villages on th' other side the town ; and I've tried all my might to get some work to do. But it's no good, that isn't, they'll have nought to do wi' me. I've slep' where I could, an' ate what I could, an' then come back. I'll not go in the workus, an' be shut up an' laughed at there ; but yet I donno what else is left to me. I'd like to go back to old Jem, but he's sold my little bed ; an' the people o' Hanorth an' Crasten won't have me there agin. 280 TRACKED, '' There's Ben, he knows summat," he went on after a while ; " but he wonna deal fair an' tell me what it is. An' I've been afeard o' him sin' the day he stole fro' Jem ; altho' he's a drucken creature as don't know what he does. It was my evidence as got him i' the prison, I be right sure he's never forgotten that. He'll do me a hurt if he can, I'm sure eno' o' that ; but he'd best look to hisself, I'll try be a match for him ; on'y I must get summat to eat, or else I'll die. An' now we'll sit an' play here a bit, Will, an' then we'll go." _ Will nestled closer, and Geoff pressed him with his arm, looking hard at him with his dark, shining eyes. It was a singular part of his strangely mingled nature that he was able to assimilate himself with those he met ; with Ben he had been cunning, with Elizabeth passionate and penitent, with this childish nature he could be childish too. He pulled Will's hair softly, and twisted his fingers, and drew little faces with Will's pencil upon the boy's thumb-nails ; and then, collecting his imaginative powers, he told a fairy-tale to him. It cannot be said that he told it very well — Will possessed the gift of telling a story in a greater degree himself, but this the THE WOLF FINDS A PREY. 281 little boy was not critic enough to know. It isoas good to be with Geoffie ; there was nothing so good as that. They both fell into silence when the fairy-tale was done. '' We must go now, Willy," said the out- cast, with a sigh. " Oh, I must find Mr. Smith ; I be going back wi' him." " Not yet, not yet for a bit ; bide you for a while wi' me." Geoff w^as not entirely influenced in this desire by his affection for the boy. He had a strange belief that he could secure some food from him ; and he w^as not willing, there- fore, to let him go. The fact of the parcel pressed still upon his mind, and he could not resist the desire to keep Will in his power. ' 'M be so hungry," he saidj with a heavy sigh. ''' An' what is it like to be hungry, Geoff?" asked Will. "' It's worse nor I thought it w^as, it is," said Geoff. '' It's like a pain an' a wishing, an' it tears me so sometimes ; it seems to get down to the roots an' tears you there. Oh, I must 'a summat to eat — I must — I must." He rose to his feet as he spoke, and Will got up with him. The boy had a little red 282 TRACKED. tie ; Geoff noticed that. He beo^an thinkinor that it might be possible to. pawn that— it was new. '^Oh, look, Geoff," cried Will; 'there's gentlemen coming down." Geoff never knew what instinct it was that made him crouch down at once, and draw down the boy with him. It may have been the dislike to being seen that comes some- times with pain, but there was no definite feeling at the moment in his mind. He kept listening to the footsteps as he crouched, but he would not raise his head. They came nearer, nearer ; they began to descend the steps. And then a gentleman's voice spoke in sharp, commanding tones — '' Come now, you lads, make room ; don't idle there." Geoff raised his head a little as he heard himself thus addressed, and in that instant he saw the man who spoke to him. He was young, handsomely dressed, with the erect carriage of an officer, and with self-assurance, too. He did not trouble himself to look at the boys again, but went hastily on, pushing by. them as he went. A man w^ho appeared to be a groom came after him. It was just as they passed that something seemed to fall ; THE WOLF FINDS A PREY. 283 and the quick eyes of Geoff at once perceived a purse, a handsome article, of sealskin, and thickly clasped. He put out his hand and covered the purse with that. And even as he did so the men turned round on him. " My purse is gone ; they have taken it," the foremost cried. Geoff started to his feet, and pulled Will up with him. In that instant he was not quite certain what he would do or say. But the men had turned on him — they were advanc- ing — the impulse came. Without staying to consider an instant he turned and fled. He dragged Will along with him — they went quickly up the steps. They could hear the men behind, pursuing and shouting, too. And then they became aware that the way in front was barred : some men were collected there, assembled from the street. An in- describable horror laid hold on Geoff — the dread of a prison, of contempt, and of dis- grace. He was afraid to keep the purse, yet he dared not let it drop ; he was impeded by his companion, and could not run very fast. And then it came into his mind that Will was well known in the town, that no one would be willing to do much harm to him. The temp- tation came in an instant, before he had a 284 TRACKED, moment in which to think. He thrust the purse into his companion's pocket and let go his hand; and then, released from all hindrance and fear of being taken now, flung himself desperately on the men who barred the way, forced his way through them, and rushed off down the street. If the wolf had escaped from them his prey had not. A few attempted to follow ; the rest laid hold of Will. CHAPTER XX. WILL HAS HARD TIMES ONCE MORE. " An' what 'a ye bin a-doin' on like, my lad?" " He looks as whitish as if he'd sure be hanged." ''Ah, an' he'll come to that too, he'll get his deserts at last." Will heard these words with a curious, un- real feeling, and with the same sensation felt the grasp of heavy hands. His heart was beating so much that he could not think — he had been with Geoff; they had been running ; Geoff had left him alone. Oh ! what did they mean by taking hold of him ? " This is one of the boys," a voice said, " who took my purse." 286 TRACKED. " Who took my purse !^^ Oh, what did that mean to say ? Will was all trembling, panting, unable to understand. He was at the top of the alley, some men were holding him ; the officer and his groom had come up, and stood close at hand. '' We've one of the two of 'em. Captain, sure enough ; an' no doubt he can tell us where the other is." '' I can't, can't! Oh, let me go. I want to go home," cried Will. His despairing struggle made the cap fall from his head, and the sunlight fell on his fair hair and upturned face. It was then that a man near him called out in his surprise. " Why, it's Will Gibson— it's little Will," he said. ''Oh, Mr. Smith," cried Will, ''will you take me home with you ? " He tried to stretch out his arms, but they were still tightly held; he was almost crying with the relief of dis- covering a friend at last. Mr. Smith, on his part, was impressed with the appeal ; he was a village grocer, who had come into the town that day. " There's something wrong here, I think," he said at once. " I know this lad, and I know his father too. They're people respect- WILL HAS HARD TIMES ONCE MORE. 2^1 able, and well-known in the town ; I think as a many 'ud answer for the lad." '' He is a thief, or a companion of thieves," replied Captain Holt. '4 will have some news of my purse before he goes ; or, at least, he shall prove himself innocent, if he can. Turn out his pockets, he need not object to that." But the men who held Will did not seem inclined for further movements, impressed in spite of themselves by his innocent, childish face. Moreover they knew Mr. Smith, who was visibly discontented ; they were beginning to fear they had themselves made a mistake, and but for the officer's presence would have let go their prey. There followed a pause, during which all stood in a group, the roughly- dressed workmen holding the fair-haired boy, the groom behind his master with a demure and watchful look, the handsome young officer, and the big village grocer with his perplexed, goodnatured face. Mr. Smith, on his part, was not afraid of Captain Holt ; his business was flourishing, and he w^as in his Sunday clothes. " If the lad is honest he needn't be held," he growled. '^ I don't say he's not honest, confound 288 TRACKED. you ! I say my purse is gone. Let him turn out his pockets himself, and prove his case." Will's face was burning with hot, indignant shame ; but he looked in a childish way for direction from Mr. Smith. The grocer was fuming, but he was a man peaceably disposed, and his immediate wish was that the boy should be released. He spoke in pacific tones, though with great reluctance too. '' Well, turn 'em out then, my lad ; there aint no harm i' that." For all his gentleness Will was hot with indignation, as well as confusion ; his father's son was being treated as a thief. But his first impulse, now as always, was quietly to obey. He put a hand in one pocket, and drew out his handkerchief, some bitten toffy, a few marbles, and a piece of string ; he put in his hand carefully again and produced from its deepest depth his one big marble, which lay secluded there ; and then he put his hand into his other pocket, and with an inno- cent movement drew out the purse. For one instant he held it up that he might see what it was, surprised himself, and wondering what it meant ; and then at the sound of a sharp exclamation from the rest he let it fall. They all stood together at the top of the WILL HAS HARD TIMES ONCE MORE. 289 alley ; no one spoke a word. The May sun shone down on them ; the purse lay on the ground. No one was even able to move to pick it up. '' Well, I hope you are satisfied now/' said Captain Holt. He was delighted, triumphant, his acute- ness had been justified, and he felt pleased wdth himself ; and yet it must be owned that he felt surprised as well. Will stood and trembled, not knowing what to do ; the burly grocer surveyed him, and scratched his head ; and the groom came from behind his master, and looked quietly at him. '' It's a bad business that the lad should be a thief and a hypocrite,'' said the Captain — *' so young a boy." '' I am not a thief," said Will, with his pale face scarlet now. " But how came my purse in your pocket ? Tell me that." '' I don't know who put it there; it wasn't me." He spoke with such childish earnestness, and in such a simple tone, that there was no one present who did not believe his words. The Captain twirled his moustache and ap- peared exceedingly annoyed ; the groom VOL. I. W 290 TRACKED. picked up the purse and restored it once more to him. And now, in a tone of rehef, the big grocer spoke again. '' If you'll count your money, sir, I've no doubt you'll find it right. And you'll let the boy then, perhaps, go home wi' me." His words were not well-timed, and did not produce the effect he desired. " The money will probably be right, I have no doubt of that. But that does not alter the fact that the boy has had my purse. I had better call a policeman ; that will teach him his lesson well." Will gave a little cry, and there was a stir amongst the rest. " There was another boy with him, sir/^ one of the workmen said. " That does not alter the fact that this one has had my purse. Do you \i^2,x—you? Do you intend to accuse your companion of the theft?" Will remained silent, trembling, looking round as if for help. He was beginning to remember who had been his companion now. '' Confound you, cannot you speak? Tell me now, who was the boy ? You have had some low companion whom you are ashamed to own." WILL HAS HARD TIMES ONCE MORE. 291 Will was still silent, trembling more visibly now. " I vow you shall speak, or I will make you soon. Am I to understand that you accuse the other boy? " '' No, sir," faltered Will, with an effort that made him cry. He was thinking so much of Geoff's danger that he could not realize his own. The officer seemed to be unmoved by his tears. " It's a clear case, a very clear case," he said. '' The purse was on this boy, and he has no one to accuse. Ash, go down the street, and see if the police are near." But at this Will threw himself on the groom and seized his hands. '' Oh, don't put me in prison, don't put me in prison, sir ! " he cried. The man was moved by this appeal which had been made to him. He had the look of a superior servant, and had a grave, silent face. ''Ah, sir," he said to his master, speaking for the first time, '' you've got your purse all right. Take the boy to his father, Captain, or let him go." " Have the goodness to meddle only with 292 TRACKED, your own business," Captain Holt began ; but was stopped In his remarks by a piercing cry from Will. ''Oh! don't tell father; put me i' prison first." '' It would be a good thing," said Captain Holt, '' for his father to be told." Perhaps it would not be too much to say that this remark was entirely suggested by the distress of Will ; but there was a certain fitness about it all the same, and those who stood round felt more ready to approve. Will had looked such a little fair creature, alone in the midst of enemies, that the idea of the police had roused the bystanders' feel- ings ; but that his father should be told, that was quite a different thing. " His father, he lives a long way down," said the grocer, '' down I' the Fens." ''Oh! don't tell father; don't— don't— he'll kill me ! " cried Will, in an agony that made him unable to be still. " Oh ! please don't tell him ; he be always hard wi' me." " The wretched Httle coward ! " said Captain Holt, in scorn ; whilst Will, restless and sob- bing, clung still with despairing efforts to the hands and arms of the groom. The servant may have pitied him, though he gave no sign WILL HAS HARD TIMES ONCE MORE. 293 of that. He knew his master too well to interfere. "The Fens are some way off, but I have not much to do to-day. If you will put him into the dog-cart we will drive him to his home." '' Oh, don't ; I've not done nothing — don't ! " Will's words were lost in tears. The officer turned round severely, and addressed him then. '^ And will you then tell me who your com- panion was ? " But Will remained silent, though he was sobbing still. Do we say to ourselves that such silence proved him indeed a fool, that his friend had betrayed him cruelly, and was unworthy of his regard, that it would have been no more than reasonable to attempt to save himself? Ah, but the children, they have not such power of reasoning, they act rather upon their instincts than from their brain. Before Will's sensitive heart was always Geoff's wasted face ; the wounded feet, and the flight in the darkness, of which he had heard ; the threats of his father, which rang still in his ears. It had become like a part of his life. 294 TRACKED. that desire to shield his friend ; he had not had time to consider how Geoff had behaved to him. So he remained silent, sobbing, clinging always to the groom ; whilst Captain Holt gave money to the workmen who had cap- tured him, and sent them away. They went reluctantly, often looking back ; and with still more reluctance the big grocer also retreated, with doubtful looks at Will. After all he was to be taken to Farmer Gibson ; and the farmer, '' he had always looved the lad." '^ But that young gent as calls hisself a officer, he do seem to me a hard un, that he do. I wouldn't trust no one in such hands as his." Perhaps the grocer w^as right, though with reservations too. Captain Holt, standing now in the alley, a tall, handsome figure by the miserable Will, had no idea that fault could be found with him. He intended always to be honourable and upright, and had great belief in the superior sense of justice that governed all his ways. For he had not yet become aware of that singular fact in life — that it is possible to mistake for justice our pleasure in giving pain. There is a beautiful, terrible justice to be WILL HAS HARD TIMES ONCE MORE. 295 found sometimes in the world, a justice that never strikes save with utmost reason, and then strikes relentlessly, that may be accused sometimes of hardness, but never of caprice. But this very quality, so tenfold rare and precious, is founded upon the sentiment to which it seems to pay no heed — an unconscious sympathy, it may be, but not less true for that. For it is the clear-sightedness of sympathy that we need to direct our blows ; without it they fall untruly, and our sense of law is vain. The little group in the alley was fast dispersing now ; though somx men, passing through the street, and moved by the sound of crying, were lingering near at hand. The sun shone down more brightly for recent storms ; and Will clung still to the groom like one pleading for his life. '' The dog-cart is waiting down the street," said Captain Holt; ''take the little wretch there, James, and keep him quiet. He had better reserve his dancing till his father has dealt with him." '' Ah ! be still, my lad ; you'll find it as well," said James. But Will could not be still ; he was in too much distress. The man w^as unwilling to 296 TRACKED. hurt him, and yet he dared not delay ; he snatched him up at last into his arms, and carried him down the street. Then, with a bit of cord that had been round a parcel, he tied him on to the back seat of the dog- cart ; and took his own place beside his master, and they drove away. And Will could only be sensible of one agonizing thought — as a convicted thief he was being driven to his home. They drove out into the country, between hedges white with may-blossoms, through the warmth of early summer that was upon the lanes. They did not go by the usual way towards the Fens, and Will began to have hopes that they did not know the road. It seemed to him as if every man in every cart that passed must see that he was tied : he felt himself disgraced and shamed for ever ; he told himself that his father would never forgive him now. Now and then he burst into tears, but he was almost too miserable to cry. They drove for several miles down country lanes ; and turned in by a lodge and down an avenue at last. There was a great grey house at the end, with steps in front ; and Captain Holt pulled up there, and flung the reins to the groom, and told him he meant to WILL HAS HARD TIMES ONCE MORE. 207 •stay there to luncheon, and would drive after- wards to the Fens ; and after these words he disappeared into the house. And then some servants came ; and they looked at Will, and whispered to each other, and laughed very much. And then the dog-cart was taken to the stables ; and the horse was taken out, and the folding doors were closed. Will remained amongst the carriages, tied still to the seat ; and there he was left alone, and hour after hour went by. And then at last that endless time was over, and they opened the doors and took the dog-cart out. And James w^as there helping, and he seemed much annoyed, and said — ''The Captain didn't ought to have stayed on so long like that." And the grooms and stable-boys seemed to think Will very small ; and they asked him if he was not hungry, and seemed to pity him, and one of them gave him a biscuit, which he tried to eat in vain. He scarcely knew what he had been doing during the hours he had been alone. It seemed as if he had been sleeping, though he had not been asleep ; and he had tried to say his prayers, but had not been able to do that. And now the high dog-cart was hoisted up again, and 298 TRACKED. then the horse was in. And then Captain Holt came into the yard laughing, and draw- ing on his gloves, and laughed more than ever when he caught sight of Will. And then he had taken his place, with James Ash by his side, and the yard-doors were thrown open, and he flung some money down, and out into the open country they drove again. And Will's miserable heart began to beat more quickly as they turned into the familiar lanes at last. And then^oh, the agony of it! — Rose Cottage came in sight ; and he began to feel burnt and strangled with the cord with which he was tied. They would never forget it, never ! — the shame of that. They would think him disgraced for ever in his home. He was sick with hunger, but that he could scarcely feel ; he could not attempt to reason, or to think over what had passed. Child as he was, and until so recently a spoiled and petted child, he yet suffered as much as any man could do ; his brain seemed to be bursting, so that he could scarcely see the sunlight, and he dared not look round lest anyone might be near. There was no escape for him — he had no hope of one. The horse was pulled up before the garden gate. WILL HAS LIARD TLMES ONCE MORE. 29^) It may be that the Captain himself was not easy In his mind, and that In the wide outlook of Fens were some vague fears, too, for him. But he had the courage of his con- victions, and his self-assurance too ; so he threw the reins confidently to a farm boy who was there, and then jumped down. After that he waited until James had untied Will ; and then, leaving him to follow with the prisoner, marched boldly Into the house. '' I have come on an unpleasant business, I am afraid," said Captain Holt. He had entered the house without knock- ing ; had rapped boldly at the first door that he saw, and then walked in at once. His movements had been better directed than he knew ; the door was that of the great kitchen, and all the members of the family were within. Mrs. Gibson was by the long table, laying the cloth for a very early tea ; her husband, flushed, haggard, with the ap- pearance of one who has been lately drinking, was resting his great form In an armchair by the fire. On a seat opposite, looking rather tired and worn, sat Jim, making drawings of machinery In his pocket-book ; and Liz, SOO TRACKED. whose dark beauty the visitor observed at once, had opened the cupboard to get the tea-things down. The kitchen looked much as we have seen it, and was very warm and bright, with a great fire that was pleasant in the chill spring afternoon, and that cast a ruddy glow on the people who were there. These people seemed all of them so very much at home, an entrance there seemed so like an invasion of the terri- tory of others, that vaguely unpleasant sensa- tions again attacked Captain Holt. He stood by the closed door without advancing further, with his groom behind him still holding little Will ; and Farmer Gibson, aware of the presence of a visitor, slowly rose. '' Is there anything we can do for you, sir ? " he said. He spoke with the instinct of hospitality which, in spite of his roughness, always belonged to him, but more thickly than usual, for he had been drinking very much. To an observant eye it would soon have been ap- parent that there was something other than brightness in the aspect of the inhabitants of the kitchen ; in fact, the farmer had come home after a drinking bout, and had been disputing with his wife. WILL HAS HARD TIMES ONCE MORE. 301 Alas ! that afternoon he had received vaorue news of Geoff, and such rumours seemed to excite him to madness every time. Captain Holt himself looked dubiously at the enormous man, with his unsteady body, and his flushed, haggard face. '' I am sorry I have nothing pleasant to say to you," he said. '' I bring you a story that you will hardly like to hear." '' Then, sir," said the farmer, with tolerable clearness now, though he supported himself against the armchair as he spoke, "' you'll happen bring to us some news o' Will ; for he's never come back fro' the town, as he did say he'd do ; an' the missus, here, she's un- easy, like, for him. But I say he's i' mischief, an' I do know he is ; an' it's sheer waste o' time to spend thought o' such a lad. You didn't happen to see him, sir, when as you came ^ ^' I believe I did," said the Captain, '' and I believe he is here behind me now." He moved as he spoke, and revealed the groom and Will. '' I am sorry to say that I must speak of him." There w^as one moment of silence and of intense surprise. The inmates of the room kept their places : Will stood still, looking 302 TRACKED. on the ground, with the groom's hand on his arm. He was very pale, and shivered ; his head sunk on his breast ; he longed to be able to sink down through the floor. There was not one in all the room who did not look at him. '' I thought it better," said the Captain, addressing the farmer, '' to speak to you. I have to accuse your son of taking a purse of mine." And again for an instant there was silence in the room. "A purse — Will take a purse!" cried Mrs. Gibson. And the farmer drew in his breath with a loud, snorting sound. Liz stood still by the cupboard as if she could not believe her ears ; and Jim raised his head with a quiet attention in his face. '' It's not likely," Mrs. Gibson said, "as one of us 'ud do like that." " You had better, then, listen to the cir- cumstances of the case." Captain Holt spoke now in an irritated tone ; he was seldom able to endure contradiction to his words. • ''I was going down an alley with my groom this morning when I first discovered that I had lost my purse. There were only two boys in the alley besides ourselves, and when we turned round they immediately ran WILL HAS HARD TIMES ONCE MORE. 303 away. We ran after them, and captured one — 3^our son ; and in one of his pockets was the purse that I had lost. He would give no ex- planation, so I bring him here to you. If I had not been told that he was the son of respect- able parents I would have given him over to the police at once." " The police — our Will to the police 1 " cried poor ]\Irs. Gibson, and she wrung her hands. But now the farmer swunor his orreat fist on the chair. " Isn't that what I told you, woman, though you wouldn't hear?" he cried. "I said it 'ud be no good that 'ud be told us o' the lad. He's never done no good to us in all his life, an' now he's gone and been a thief, an' has disgraced us all. If it wasn't for the shame to the family like, I'd say — " " Oh, father, father ! " here interrupted Liz ; and Captain Holt, who was beginning to think the farmer '' a very sensible man," now spoke again. " I have no wish to proceed to extreme mea- sures, for your own sake," he said ; '* though it seems bad to see so much evil in a boy so young. If you will engage to punish him, I will be quite content. But you must punish him as much as such a fault as theft deserves." 304 TRACKED. '' Our Will's not a thief," here cried poor Mrs. Gibson, with a flushed face, and tears rolling down her cheeks. '' If you've lost a penny through him, sir, we'll restore it fast enough ; but I won't hear my boy called a thief, an' me a-stannin' by. We're honest people, sir, whate'er you've heard of us ; and I won't hear us called — and called — " She became too confused for words. "■ You can, perhaps, explain to me, then," said Captain Holt, '' how my purse came into the pocket of your son ? Or it will be better, perhaps, for me to ask the boy himself." He turned with cold seventy to Will, who shrunk and shivered, and hung his head, with- out attempting to reply. '' Dost thou hear. Will?" roared the farmer; '' the gentleman speaks to thee." The child broke out into frightened crying, without a word. Mrs. Gibson, almost beside herself, made a hasty movement forwards ; but the farmer caught her arm and pushed her back. " Don' go near him, don' ye touch him, or go for to speak to him ! " he cried ; " it's for me to touch him — the boy as is our shame. ril let him know what it is to bring disgrace on honest folk, to bring down our heads w^i' WILL HAS HARD TIMES ONCE MORE. 305 shame, an' break our hearts. I'll make hun smart for this — the boy as shames his kindred, an' makes friends wi' them as means most harm to us. Don't ye be feared, sir — I'll murder him for ye." " Don't beat me, father, don't beat me ! '* cried out Will, with such piercing agony in his tone that the groom, who held his arm, almost trembled. But Captain Holt only shrugged his shoulders slightly. ''The miserable coward," he muttered betw^een his teeth. '* I do not pity you in the least," he said, aloud ; '' a liar and a thief, you deserve the worst that you can get. Go now to your father, and get what you deserve." But with shrieks of terror Will clung hard to his arm, as one who in mortal agony holds fast in his despair. It was despair . . . the officer's grasp was on him . . . his last hope was gone. . . . '' Hold hard, sir ! " said Jim, rising quietly ; " you shall not touch our Will." And with a start of astonishment all turned round on him. ''Confound you!" cried the Captain, in wrath; "what right have you to speak? The boy's father alone has the power to decide." VOL. I. X 306 TRACKED. " He has the power, and he'll use it, er — can — tell — yer," pronounced Farmer Gibson, though his voice was thick. *' Gur — out — m'way — let me at'm — shan't — hinna — mer — a' 11 do what — er — plerse — yer shanna stop — mer — mer — " " By the Lord, but 1 will, though!" said Jim, standing in front of him, excited into an expression he would not have used if he had been calm. *' Go ye back an' sit down, that's all ye're fit for now. What ! do ye think yerself fit at this instant to touch a child ? I tell ye, ye shouldn't touch one of 'em in my presence here, much less a brother o' mine, an' son o' yours — not if I'd only three bones i' my body with which to hold ye back. No, nor this gentleman neither ; he shan't touch our Will. The boy belongs to us, it's for us to punish him ; I'll have no gentleman or his servant to do our work for us. Come ye here, Will, an' stand here fast by me." He put out his hands and drew his brother to him, whilst all present were too much sur- prised to speak. Jim kept his Httle brother enclosed still in his arms ; they stood in the .centre of the great kitchen — the young man and the child. " Look ye, Willy," said Jim, '' we'll have no cryin' now ; ye just be quiet an' hear what WILL HAS HARD TIMES ONCE MORE. 307 I've got to say. I don't want to hear no more o' this here unpleasant story ; ye've been i' bad company, it's hke, an' must pay for that. This gentleman, he's not gien ye over to the police, although it was so that his purse was found wi' you ; an' now ye must answer for the purse that he did find. An' boys as has purses that are not theirs, they're punished — ■ ye understand ? " " Yes, Jim," said Will, quietly, looking at him with steady eyes. From the moment that his brother touched him he had been very quiet ; standing quite motionless within his brother's arms. But it is scarcely possible to describe the rest of that strong touch to him ; the strength of the big brother who had not been used to notice him before. It was not like a relief from any ordinary fear, it was a rest from terror, almost release from death. The others in the room did not come close to them ; they stood silent, observing them in mute surprise. '' Oh ! Jim, don't let go o' me," whispered Will, ''or father '11 come." " Will ye let me punish ye i'sted o' father, Will?" said Jim. "Yes . . . I will, Jim," faltered Will, trying hard to control his voice. 308 TRACKED. *^ Take off your jacket, then ; I shall know by that." Without a murmur or hesitation Will obeyed ; whilst Jim, moving away from him for a single instant, took up his father's stick, which lay near upon a chair. His face was as none had ever seen it, white and stern, with closely shut lips, and frowning, con- tracted brows ; none moved or spoke, or could have dared to interfere. Will had un- buttoned his jacket and let it slip to the ground ; he stood in the centre of the kitchen in his little blue and red-coloured shirt, with his eyes fixed steadily upon his brother's face. He stood quite still, though his breath came and went ; he was very pale, and there was a strange light in his eyes. He looked a little creature there in the midst of all. '' Ye mun stand quiet, Will," said Jim, looking steadily at him. '' I will— I will ! " '' An' ye mun be quiet, too ; ye mustn't cry." *' No, Jim, I wonna ; I wonna cry a bit." He did not look as if he were going to cry, though he was so small, and his eyes were swollen still. What Jim felt could be seen chiefly in his left hand, which was hanging down ; it was curiously clenched, and all the WILL HAS HARD TIMES ONCE MORE. 309 veins had risen ; but the expression of his face remained unchanged. ''Ye needn't touch me," Will said; "I will stand fast — I will." And he did. '' There — there ! " cried Jim at last, flinging the stick across the room ; '' may the Lord do worse to me if I touch a child again ! " ''I didn't cry, Jim, did I?" asked Will, looking up in his face. He was standing quite still with the strange light in his eyes. Jim tried to speak to him, and tried again, and then burst into violent crying such as none had heard from him before. He could not control himself, and hastily left the room. '' I didn't cry; not a bit, I didn't," mur- mured Will. No one else spoke ; they re- mained in their places. He was very pleased with himself. Then Captain Holt called to him in a strange, husky voice — '' You didn't cry," he said to him. '' Come out and talk to me." They stood together in the prim garden, the officer and the child. The evening light, which was falling upon the Fens, was round their feet ; if it had been higher, instead of 310 TRACKED. being very low, It might have found an un- accustomed brightness in the Captain's eyes. '^ By — ! " said the officer, with a muttered oath — he was entirely amazed himself to feel his tears — '' you are the pluckiest little chap I have seen in all my life. And now, tell me one thing only. Did you take my purse ? " ^' No, sir," said Will, touching his hair to show respect. '' You did not ? Then, who did ? " Little Will hesitated, and his colour came and went ; an agitation, of which he had shown no sign whilst he was being punished, shook him visibly ; he seemed very much distressed, and almost afraid to speak. Yet he did answer after a while had passed. *' I suppose, sir, it was the boy as was wi' me." '' You little fool, why did you not say so at the time ? " Again Will hesitated, and was agitated, and his colour went and came. Yet he did venture to whisper at last, though in a trembling tone — '' If you only wouldn't tell anyone, sir," he said. '' No, no ; I won't tell." Captain Holt was curious now. ^' Come, speak up, I must know the truth of this." WILL HAS HARD TL]fES ONCE MORE. 311 But a little while still elapsed before Will could speak. '' If you only won't tell father, sir," he said, raising tearful eyes ; '' I be so feared always lest he should get hold on Geoff. It was Geoff as hurt our Jim, an' father is mad wi' him. He would kill him if he could eet at him ; an' I do love him so." Afterwards Captain Holt had a curiously vivid remembrance of that instant, and the uplifted face of the little fair-haired lad ; he could even feel still behind him the prim background of the house, and before him, and far in the distance, the Fens in golden light. Something had touched him unwontedly ; he spoke in a gentle tone, with a touch of kindly warning and seriousness in his voice. '' I will keep my word to you, and will not betray your friend ; you deserve that at least after all that has been done. But, if this friend of yours knows so well how to lie and steal, I must call him a bad companion ; he will lead you into wrong." "I know, sir," said Will, sorrowfully, oh ! how sorrowfully ; "I know it now." He stood with hanging head, pale still from his recent punishment, and looking so oppressed and mournful, so like one who has for ever lost a friend, that the young 312 TRACKED. officer, in spite of his late anger and his habitual indifference, was touched with some- thing Hke real pity for the child. '' It was not you who stole ; yoii wouldn't steal," he said, in a cheerful voice. "The Bible says we mustn't," murmured Will, in solemn tones. '' I don't know much about the Bible," re- pHed the young man, with a laugh ; "I am not likely to, for I have not one of my own." *' Teacher says," observed Will, who was obviously quoting now, " that every man has a Bible through the whole breadth of the land." '^ Teacher's wrong then," said the young man, stroking his moustache. He was rather amused at being spoken to like this. '' Oh, haven't you got one, sir ? I've gotten two." ''Two, have you? That's one too many ; you should give one to me." Captain Holt said the words in jocular indifference, intend- ing only to be good-humoured to the child. He did not understand the radiance that lighted up Will's face at once ; the little boy turned round and ran into the house. A few minutes later, as the officer stood by the side of his dog-cart, he felt himself lightly touched ; and, as he turned, a book was put into his hand. Will had hastened to fetch WILL HAS HARD TIMES ONCE MORE. 313 one of his Bibles, and had brought it out to him. And here let me add that Will possessed two Bibles, one only of which had coloured prints and maps, and that it was the one with coloured prints and maps he had bestowed. " Thank you, thanks much," said Captain Holt, confused. Yes, experienced and self-assured as he always felt himself, an officer of some years standing, and the heir to two estates, at that moment he did, indeed, feel entirely confused. He was inclined to decline the gift, and yet he could not do so ; an unusual compunction made him fear to disappoint the child. And after all there was no one looking on. He put the Bible into his pocket (which it filled uncomfortably, being rather large) without a word ; and then, more uncomfortably still, began feeling for his purse. For the poor never do anything except for money, he knew that of old. He looked down ; Will was look- ing up with innocent eyes at him : Captain Holt's fingers unclosed from the purse ; after all, the gift was free. He could think of no words that would not seem ungracious, so he gave a little nod, jumped into his dog-cart, where James already was, and started off. Off into the evening shadows which were falling on the Fens, off along the darkening 314 TRACKED, lanes, with their wide prospect around, and their heavy ruts beneath. There was a long drive before him, and he was not accustomed to exchange words with his servant ; but he did not feel lonely now. The events of that afternoon had given him food for thought. And if he found in those thoughts no food for self-questioning or self-discontent, if they roused in him no doubts of his own judgment, no deeper sense of that spirit of mercy that should lie deep with us all, if they left him, in mind and purpose, very much the man he was, it must yet not be supposed they had no influence on him. That gift — the gift of the Bible — had surprised him much. It was so strange that a boy could make a gift after being severely punished ; he could not have done so himself. It is possible that Captain Holt w^as not wrong in being surprised ; and yet no one would have been astonished who had been acquainted with little Will. The Bible remained in his pocket ; he could feel it as he drove. It was strange that there seemed to be in his mind an un- wonted tenderness of imagination ; for he was not given to visions in a general way, and yet he could not avoid them now. As he drove along slowly in the heavy lanes, on which the greyness of evening fell, there kept rising WILL HAS HARD TIMES ONCE MORE. 315 before his eyes a childish face — the face of a httle boy, with innocent eyes — an intclH- gent, dehcate face — pleasant enough to see. It would be pleasant to own such a little lad one's self — a little lad of one's own, whom one could teach, who would climb up in one's arms, with just such pretty eyebrows. . . . Such visions can save worse men than Captain Holt, touching them with the purify- ing tenderness of the fireside and of home. It was, perhaps, well for Miss Selina, sitting alone then, and meditating by her bedroom fire, dreaming of her wedding-day and her lover with affection, and yet with dread — it w^as, perhaps, well for her that her lover, in the evening darkness, had such thoughts to occupy his mind during his long and lonely drive. For even such simple thoughts have power to save. . . . Little Will, meanwhile, feeling very stiff and sore, had gone upstairs to lie down upon his iron bed, and only his sense of heroism kept him from tears and sobs. But his mother came to him, and petted him, and cried over him ; and Liz made a little tea-cake, and brought it up ; and the old servant brought her knitting, and sat by him ; so that, after a httle depression, he revived again. For the terrible sense of disorrace was weighing less 316 TRACKED. heavily upon him — they were beginning again to be kind as they used to be. And if he had passed through more troubled times that day than even before, those hours of suffering were over, and he had not betrayed his friend. Only he dared not think of the thing that friend had done ; the dread of the wolf had fallen now on him. And of that friend, the betrayer, we may say that he suffered too, and we may add the condemnation that he suffered as he deserved. That evening, whilst Will lay sleeping upon his iron bed, with the light of the summer evening upon his tired face, dreaming, though with some feeling of trouble, that he was playing again with Geoff — on that evening the outcast was wandering with restless footsteps up and down, choosing the loneliest alleys, the narrowest, darkest streets, waiting with feverish misery for the night to come at last. He was no longer torn with hunger, as he had been before ; he had pawned some clothes, and obtained some food to eat ; but the satis- fied want left behind a deeper loss, he dared not think of the thing he had done that day. Oh ! he would go to Ben Wilde, and give way at length to him — he felt detestable ; there was nothing that mattered now. CHAPTER XXI. THE HOME OF BEN. And now it falls to our lot to descend into very low society, an unfortunate necessity, but one that is needful now and then. When a gentle- man sells his son to a wandering pedlar, and leaves him to take his chance, it is just possible that after long and anxious search he may dis- cover him again, but then that search should not be directed to the dwellings of the rich ; for our children must remain, to a certain extent, what we have made them, and the dwelling-place is the outward expression, as we know, of the man. It is for that last reason, at any rate, if not for others too, that a certain knowledge of human abodes is de- sirable in those who deliver opinions on humanity from their own well-ordered homes. 518 TRACKED. Ben Wilde lived in the town which we have mentioned so often ; and he lived, moreover, in one of its oldest, poorest streets. He was very well known indeed in the house in which he lodged, the landlady of which was accustomed to tell her guests that during the fifteen years he had lodged there he had gone each night drunk to bed. That house was quite a character in its way amongst its neighbours, and possessed the reputation of being the oldest in the street. The street, which was narrow and dingy, went up a little hill, and the house itself was upon its steepest slope ; it was at the corner of an alley which led to a dingy square behind, and thus had more room for eccentricities of construction than its neigh- bours had. Its staircase, instead of following the rules of ordinary staircases, was outside the house, and this made a peculiarity that could be observed at once. The steps, which were rough, and guarded by a railing, were on the side that was nearest to the alley, and for some distance went up straight ; then a corner and angle of the house made a sort of landing on which were two doors ; one, black and rotting, leading to an unused room that jutted out from the house ; another to the THE HOME OF BEN, 319 bedroom where the landlady slept. Proceed- ing further, but becoming now more like a rough ladder, the steps still went on, and, without making any difficulty about it, went straight up to the roof ; though that was old, shaken-looking, and so beset with smuts and cats, that it could scarcely have seemed an agreeable place to anyone for a walk. Below the roof was Ben's bedroom-door, but there was no landing-place for that ; vou had to stand sideways on the steps, and get in as you could. This impromptu staircase made the only means of reaching the upstairs rooms ; no one knew what had been in the minds of those ancient builders when thev constructed a house like that. However, it had been built, and there was this orood thino: about it: that it made Ben's room a difficult place to reach. For no one who had ever been in that enchanted chamber felt the verv smallest desire to return to it again. Foul with the fumes of spirits and stale tobacco, dirty, untidy, chilly with the winds that found their way through the crevices and shook the crazy roof above — a true drunkard's habitation and home of ill was this. The tall, thin lad who lay in a corner of it now, with some ragged clothes 320 TRACKED. thrown over him for covering, and a piece of" dirty, doubled-up carpet beneath his head — who lay there day after day, with aching hmbs, too ill to move — had, even in that condition, something in him that seemed superior to the place. No pleasant sick- room, indeed, for an invalid was that. The other inmates of the house paid very little attention to those above, only coming out upon the landing-place to shout w^hen Ben, in a drunken fit, disturbed the place. The landlady slept below in a room at the back ; and, whatever she may have said to others of Ben's intemperance, drank almost as much as he did every day herself. On the first floor, which opened out upon the landing, were two rooms, one within the other, and in these two families slept, and one of these families kept lodgers, finding the floor had space to spare. In the front room below lived a man and his son, old acquaintances of Ben, and it was there that Ben's stall was kept on nights and rainy days. The man was a one-eyed creature, very dark, with a sinister face, and a rusty black beard that covered his mouth and cheeks ; the boy (whom he called his son, though there was no resemblance of any sort between them) THE HOME OF BEN. 321 was a queer, crooked, comical sort of being, full of ways and devices, and up to many tricks, always being beaten, and seeming none the worse. It was from this monkey of a creature, who in the course of climbing one day discovered him, that Geoff gained such little kindness as was bestowed upon him whilst he was ill. But many long days had passed before that kindness came. Oh ! the long dreary days whilst he lay and ached upon the floor ; the hot, endless nights whilst he tossed, parched with fever, longing for water, and yet too weak to rise. If the punishment for his many faults were indeed being exacted then, the penalty might almost have been con- sidered sufficient even by those who had suffered from them most. Sick as he was, and needing care and attention, Ben gave to him nothing more than the scanty amount of food and drink that kept him in life ; and left him with only a few rags between him and the floor, whilst he snored comfortably in his own bed every night. Nay, more, he accepted an invitation one night from a friend, and did not return till nearly two days had passed ; leaving Geoff, with his scanty store exhausted, and just then in extremity of fever, to lie VOL. I. Y 322 TRACKED. through a whole afternoon raving for water, and in vain. If the lad had been seized during that time with any positive illness or disease, his reduced constitution miorht scarcely have found strength to rally from that again ; but he was only suffering from the effects of privation, and from nights spent out of doors ; he had always possessed a wonderful elasticity that served for rallying power, and after a time, though slowly, he revived. If he had received only an ordinary amount of attention it Is probable that his ill- ness would have been short ; as it was, it lasted for nearly a month, and left him weak and low. And perhaps those days of convalescence proved almost the worst, for whilst they lasted he possessed more power to think. During the endless nights whilst he lay in the stifling room, too weak, as it seemed to him, to move or sleep — during those nights whilst his small Increase of strength made him only more sensible of suffering and weak- ness, whilst all old hopes and fears and even resentments seemed like dreams and far away — the thought of death became more present to him than it had ever been before. Yet he found in it no relief, though he had THE HOME OF BEN. 323 little hope in life ; it was like a dim terror and shadow ; he would have turned from it if he could. He had been educated in reliiiion at school and elsewhere, and had learned many texts and hymns, but it was perhaps natural that he should find no hope in these ; he thought only of the burning punishment of which he had heard as well — the doom with which he had been continually threatened, and in which, in some vague shape or manner, he believed. And yet if it could have risen before him in any tangible form, like that of the burning flames of which he dreamt one night, his wild courage might have risen to the occasion, and he might have dared the vengeance from his very despair itself. But his nature was keenly alive, even in its daring, to superstitious terror — the next world was the region of the unknown, and before the unknown he quailed. And since, as will be seen, no thoughts of real penitence or repentance mingled vvith his suffering, he rose from his sick-bed at last with his deeper ills unhealed. He recovered — older, weaker, with a face more thin and pained, but still with the instinct of life, for life and youth are strong. It need not be repeated that Ben had not 324 TRACKED. been a careful nurse, for no one who knew him could have suspected him of such a thing, and Geoff, in particular, had no reason to expect tenderness from him ; but as his fears for the invalid diminished it became still more hard for him to conceal the dislike he felt. If the sick lad had really developed some serious illness, or If he had believed him to be dangerously ill, it is possible, indeed, that he might have summoned a doctor and lavished care on him, for in spite of his brutal selfish- ness it could be easily perceived that for some reason or other he had an interest in Geoff ; only with that interest much hate was mingled too. And a man who drinks every day and feels resentment is not likely to have much power to control the resentment that he feels. When Ben came home, drunk and stumbling, and staggered through his room at night, it was so dangerously easy to kick Geoff as if he w^ere lying In the way — a casual action of that sort may be said almost to have a natural grace — and the boy took no notice, it seemed as if he could not feel. Ben could not see him afterwards In the darkness, sitting up upon the floor with clenched hands and burning eyes : if he had done so he might have been more inclined to practice the self-control of those who reserve their THE HOME OF BEN. JJ25 kicks for the animals whom domestic use has trained. He did not know, he had no power to understand ; in keeping close to him this lad, whom he hated and who hated him, he was haunted by no vision of a darkened path, and a track of blood. It has become time for us to hear the story of this life out of the thousands, and yet we might almost be led to believe that, like the knife-grinder, the life had '' none to tell," so confused and beer-stained a record would have been that formed out of the reminis- cences of Ben. He was the son of a gardener who had drunk himself out of all his places, and of a factory girl who deserted her husband, leaving him their child to keep. He him- self had run away from his home as soon as he was old enough to run at all. Then he had fallen into the hands of an old woman, w^ho took him round with her when she went a-begging, exhibiting him as her interesting son ; and then into those of a caravan with an Abyssinian monkey, and then into those of a man with a Punch-and-Judy show, and then into those of many other owners too, all out at armholes and pockets, scant in principles, and with still more scanty means, depending for the day's bread on the most precarious employments, and content to give up the day's 326 TRACKED, bread if the day's drink could be had. Now and then, once in particular, when he was ill and for a few days sheltered in a respect- able workman's house, Ben himself felt some yearnings towards that life of respectability which he had never known — the Hfe that has no need to sleep under hedges, or to prowl at nights, to seek out the lowest lodging-houses, and the most disreputable '' pubs," to get into illegal troubles, and to live in fear of gaol — the life that has regular wages, and a comfortable bed, that has well-brought-up children, and a well-ordered home. And yet it !?•> only too probable that if every opportuni had been placed at his disposal he woul*^ lever have found himself able to settle do^k^n ^o such a life as that — your inbred vagrant is not so easily reclaimed. However that may be, Ben had drifted on through various employ- ments in a drunken or sober state (more often drunk) from year to year ; and had arrived at last at his fifty-seventh year, at the condition, the habits, the stall, the lodging, and the lodger whom we have known. And on that lodger, now at length after long persuasion -an inmate of his home, all such vague, con- fused, intoxicated, and intoxicating hopes as he could form were centred now. THE HOME OF BEN. :^27 And yet it need scarcely be added thai he disliked the lad, hating him always with a long- enduring resentment which was almost as strong as his ambition was. The cause of this resentment we need not go far to seek. Eight years before, in a drunken scuffle one evening at a low public-house, Ben had quarrelled with old Jem Gibson and had struck him with a knife ; and there had fol- lowed for him the only imprisonment that all his Hfe had known. That imprisonment and ignominy he considered due to Geoff ; to the little GeoF who, alone of all spectators on the occasion, d not been drunk, who had driven his childis. . idence in such a delighted way, and whojjhaa looked such a pretty lad as he stood before the magistrates that all hearts were won by him. It was an old joke, that story of Ben's imprisonment, and he had not forgotten it yet; he remembered it with the poisonous hatred of a dull, malignant nature, and for many years it had been in his heart to ruin the lad ; he had tried to ruin him by the persistently offered friendship that was far worse than enmity from him. And now, strangely and mysteriously, and from no desire or expectation of his own, he found his own hopes were linked with those of 328 TRACKED. Geoff ; the secret Information he possessed would be of no value unless Geoff would act with him. And yet, over and over again, he told himself in his muddled, weakened brain that he would not make Geoff a gentleman ; he knew '' tricks more worth nor that." What the information was that he possessed we shall see before much more time has passed ; meanwhile, we have to think of those two in their lodging every night, in the crazy attic room which was swept by every wind and disturbed by the noise and tumult of the lodgers down below ; of those two, so much disunited and yet so strangely linked. There is one picture out of those nights that rises before me now ; the dark room with its low, many-cornered roof, and an expiring tallow- candle upon a broken chair ; and Ben, in a nap, snoring heavily, though still dressed, upon the bed ; and the failing light reflected in the dark, glittering eyes of Geoff, as he sits up, too feverish to lie, on his rags upon the floor — like some wild animal watching in the gloom of that miserable home ; or a lost being on a dangerous pathway, with a still uncertain end. END OF VOL. I.