I YALE UNIVERSITY LIBRARY JUtodatum* of Jibing Ifote. iWetrtarbal Ht6rar» of lWsBtttal ant) &s«tical WHtottos. REVELATIONS OF DIVINE LOVE, SJjeforti to a Istbtmt gntfjcrfSB, BY NAME, yVlOTHER JULIAN OF NORWICH* WCify a f refine BY HENRY COLLINS. LONDON: Thomas Richardson and Sons, 26, PATERNOSTER ROW J AND DERBY. 1877. Me. 35 "EH LONTENTS. PA OR. Preface ... ... ... ... ... .... xiii First Chapter.— Ot the number of the Revelations in parti- CUlcLi ••• •¦• ••• *»• •*• »•¦ I Second Chapter. — Of the time of the Revelations ; and how she made three petitions ... ... ... ... 5 Third Chapter. — How a grievous sickness came upon her ... 8 Fourth Chapter. — Here beginneth the first Revelation of the precious crowning of Christ, as in the first chapter ; and how God fulfillcth with most joy, of His great meekness ; and how the sight of the Passion is sufficient strength against temptations of the fiends ; and of Ihe great excel lency and meekness of the Blessed Virgin ... ... 1 2 Fifth Chapter. — How God is to us everything that is good, tenderly wrapping us ; and all things that are made, in regard to Almighty God, are as nothing ; and how man hath no rest till he leave himself and all things for the love of God ... ... ... ... ... i $ Sixth Chapter. — How we should pray. — Of the great tender love that our Lord hath to man's soul, willing us to be occupied in knowing and loving Him ... ... 19 Seventh Chapter. — How our Lady, beholding the greatness pf her Maker, thought herself less ; and of the great quan tity of Blood running from under the garland ; and bow the most joy to man is that God, most high and mighty, is holiest ... ... ••• ¦•• •¦• >3 Eighth Chapter. — A recapitulation of that that is said, and how it was shewed to her generally for all ... ... a8 Ninth Chapter.— Of the meekness of this woman, keeping her alway in the faith of Holy Church, and how he that loveth his fellow Christian for God loveth all things ... 31 vi Contents. Tenth Chapter. — The second Revelation is of Christ's dis. figurement ; of our Redemption, and of the disfigurement of the Vernacle? and how it pleaseth God that we take Him busily, abiding Him steadfastly, and trusting Him mightily ... ... ... ... ... 34 Eleventh Chapter. — The third Revelation is how God doth all things except sin, never changing His purpose without end; for He hath made all things in fulness of goodness 41 Twelfth Chapter. — The fourth Revelation is, how it liketh God rather and better to wash us in His Blood from sin, than in water ; for His Blood is most precious ... 45 Thirteenth Chapter.— -The fifth Revelation is that the tempta tion of the fiend is overcome by the Passion of Christ, to the increase of our joy, and his pain everlastingly ... 47 Fourteenth Chapter. — The sixth Revelation is of the worship ful thanks with which He receiveth His servants, and how it hath three joys ... ... ... ... ... 51 Fipteenth Chapter. — The seventh Revelation is of oftentimes feeling of weal and woe, and how it is expedient that man sometimes be left without comfort, when its cause be not sin ... ... ... ... ... ... 53 Sixteenth Chapter. — The eighth Revelation is of the last piteous pains of Christ's dying, the disfigurement of His Face, and drying of His Flesh ... ... ... 56 Seventeenth Chapter. — The ninth Revelation is of the grievous Bodily Thirst of Christ, considered fourwise; and of the petitions according, and ofthe most pain to a kind lover... 58 Eighteenth Chapter. — Of the ghostly martyrdom of our Lady, and other lovers of Christ, and how all things suffered with Him, the good and the evil ... ... 63 Nineteenth Chapter. — Of the comfortable beholding of the crucifix, and how the desire of the flesh, without consent of the soul, is no sin, and the flesh may be in pain, suffering till both are united to Christ ... ... ... 56 Twentieth Chapter.— Of the unspeakable Passion of Christ, and of three things always to be remembered ... ... 60 Twenty.fi.rst Chapter.— -Of the three beholdings in the Pas" sion of Christ, and how we were dying on the cross with Christ; but His cheer putteth away all pain ... ... 71 Contents. vii PAGE. Twenty-second Chapter. — The ninth Revelation is of the looking of three heavens, and the infinite love of Christ desiring every day to suffer for us, if He might, though it is not needful ... ... ... ... ... 74 Twenty-third Chapter.— How Christ willeth that we joy with Him greatly in our Redemption, and to desire grace of Him that we may so do ... ... ... ... 78 Twenty-fourth Chapter. — The tenth Revelation is how our Lord Jesus Christ sheweth in love His blessed Heart cloven in two rejoicing ... ... ... ... ... 82 Twenty-fifth Chapter. — The eleventh Revelation is a high ghostly shewing of Christ's Mother ... «. ... 84 Twenty-sixth Chapter.— Tha twelfth Revelation is that the Lord our God is all Sovereign Being ... ... ... 87 Twenty-seventh Chapter. — The thirteenth Revelation is that our Lord God willeth that we have great regard to all His deeds, in so nobly making all things, and how sin is not known but by the pain ... ... ... ... 88 Twenty-eighth Chapter. — How the children of salvation shall be shaken in sorrows, but Christ rejoiceth with compas sion ; and a remedy against tribulation ... ... 91 Twenty-ninth Chapter. — Adam's sin was greatest, but the satisfaction made for it is more pleasing to God than ever the sin was harmful ... ... ••• ••• 94 Thirtieth Chapter.— How we Should joy and trust in our Saviour Jesus ; not presuming to know His privy counsel 95 Thirty-first Chapter.— Of the longing ghostly thirst of Christ, which lasteth and shall last till domesday ; and by the reason of His Body He is not yet fully glorified, nor all unpassible ... ••• •¦• ••• ••¦ 91 Thirty-second Chapter.— How all things shall be well, and Scripture fulfilled, and we must steadfastly hold us in the faith of Holy Church, as is Christ's will ... ... 101 Thirty-third Chapter.— The souls of the damned be despised in God's sight, as the devils.— These Revelations with draw not, but strengthen, the faith of Holy Church.— The more we busy ourselves to know God's secrets, the less we know ... ... — — ' l0& Thirty-fourth Chapter.— How God sheweth His secrets to viii Contents. PAG*. His lovers, and how they please God much, and receive diligently the preaching of Holy Church ... ... 108 Thirty-fifth Chapter. — How God doth all that is gopd, and suffereth all worshipfully by His mercy, the which shall shine when sin is no longer suffered ... ... ... i ig Thirty-sixth Chapter. — Of another excellent thing our Lord shall do, and which by grace may be learned partly here ; and how we should joy in the same, and how God yet doth miracles ... ... ... ... ... 113 Thirty-seventh Chapter.— -How God securely keepeth His chosen, although they sin; for that in them is a godly will, and never satisfied by sin ... ... ... 118 Thirty-eighth Chapter. — How the sins of the chosen shall be turned to joy and worship.— Examples of David, Peter, and S. John of Beverley ... ... ... ... 111 Thirty-ninth Chapter. — Of the sharpness of sin, and the goodness of contrition; and how our kind Lord willeth not that we despair for often falling ... ... ... 124 Fortieth Chapter.— How the vileness of sin passeth all pains. God loveth us while we be in sin, and so us needeth to love our neighbour ... ... ... ... 127 Forty-first Chapter. — The fourteenth Revelation.— How it is impossible we should pray for mercy and lack it ; and how 'God willeth we should pray ; and how, when we be dry and barren, that prayer is to Him acceptable and pleasing ... ... ... ... ... 131 Forty-second Chapter.— Of three things belonging to prayer; how we should pray ; of the goodness of God, that sup- plieth for ajl our imperfections when we do our part ... 136 Forty-third Chapter. — What prayer doth when according to God's will j how the goodness of God hath great liking in what He doth ifbr us, as if ,He were beholden to us, work ing all things sweetly ,„ „. ... ... ,4, Forty Jiwrth Chapter*— Ol the propertiesppf the Trinity, s,„oul .hath the same properties, doing wh.«t it was made for, seeing, beholding, and iuaijieiling at God, and seeming as nothing to itsqlf .... .,„ 145 Forty.fifth Chapter.— Of the judgments of God, and the different judgments of men ... ... ,.. Ljf Contents. ix PAGE Forty-sixth Chapter. — That we cannot know ourselves in this life but by faith and grace, but must know we be sinful. God is never wrath, being most near the soul,it keeping... 150 Forty-seventh Chapter. — How we must reverently marvel and meekly suffer, ever joined to God. Our blindness in not seeing God is the cause of our sin ... ... ... 154 Forty-eighth Chapter. — Of failing and grace, and their pro perties ; and how we should rejoice that we suffered woe padently ... ... ... ... ... 157 Forty-ninth Chapter. — How our life is grounded in love ;' without it we perish : yet God is never wrathful, since He mercifully keepeth us, bringing us to peace, and -rewarding our tribulations ... ... ... ... ... 161 Fiftieth Chapter. — How the chosen soul was never dead in the sight of God; of a marvel upon the same; three things embolden her to ask God the understanding of it ... 165 Fifty -first Chapter. — The answer to the doubt, by a marvel lous example of our Lord as a servant. We must wait for God, as it was more than twenty years after she under stood this example. How it is that Jesus Christ sitteth at the right hand of the Father ... ... ... 168 Fifty-second Chapter. — How God rejoiceth in being our Father, our Brother, our Spouse; and how the chosen have here a minglement of weal and woe. How God is with us in three manners. How we may eschew sin ... ... 190 Fifty-third Chapter.— 'How the kindness of God assigneth no blame to His chosen, for in them is a godly will which never consenteth to sin. It behoveth us to be kind to Him, as never to depart from Him ... ... ... 197 Fifty-Jourth Chapter.-^-How we ought to rejoice that God dwelleth in our soul, and our soul in God. How our soul is as it were all God ; and how faith is the groundof all virtue in the soul by the Holy Ghost ... ... 204 Fifty-fifth Chapter. — How Christ is our way, bringing us to and presenting us to the Father, as the soul is inspired in to the body, mercy and grace working : and how Christ took our sensuality to deliver us from double death ... 20g Fifty-sixth Chapter. — How it is easier to know God than our B — Juliana. Contents. PAGE. own soul, God being nearer to us. God willeth us to de sire the knowledge of Him in mercy and grace ... 209 Fifty-seventh Chapter. — In our substance we be full, in our sensuality we fail, which God will repair by grace. How our higher part is knit to God in the making, and God is kind to our lower part, in taking our flesh. Of faith and other virtues. Mary is our Mother ... ... ... 213 Fifty-eighth Chapter. — How God is never displeased with His chosen. Of three properties in the Trinity, Fatherhood, Motherhood, and Lordhood. How our substance is in, every person, but our sensuality is in Christ alone ... 218 Fifty-ninth Chapter. — How wickedness is turned into blessing by mercy and grace in the chosen, for the property of God- is to do good. Jesus our Mother in nature ... ... 223 Sixtieth Chapter. — How we be brought again forth by mercy and grace. Of our most kind loving Mother Jesus ; the properties of this Motherhood. Jesus is our very Mother, not feeding us with milk, but with Himself, opening His side to us ... ... ... ... ... 227 Sixty-first Chapter.— Of the tenderness of Jesus in our ghostly bringing-forth. He will- not suffer His child to perish. How a child flieth to Him in necessity ... 232 Sixty-second Chapter. — How the love of God never suffereth His chosen to lose, for all their hurt is turned into endless i°y — ••• 237 Sixty-third Chapter. — How the children of Jesus be not yet all born ; they pass the time of their childhood in feeble. ness and ill, till they come to the joys- of heaven ... 239 Sixty-fourth Chapter. — The Fifteenth Revelation. How the absence of God is our great pain. Our patient abiding is pleasing to God, and He will shine on us at the point to be delivered ... ... ••-. ¦•• ... ... 243 Sixty-fifth Chapter.— How he that trusteth God for love with reverend meekness, is sure to be saved. God willeth that we dread nothing but Him. The power of our enemy is broken 248 Sixty-sixth Chapter.— The Sixteenth Revelation is a confir mation of the Fifteenth. Of her frailty and mourning in Contents. xi PAGE. dis-ease. The comfort of Jesus. The devil had, after that, great power to vex her ... ... .... ... 2!t Sixty-seventh Chapter. — The worship fulness of the soul, which is so noble that it could not be better made.. The Trinity rejoiceth in it. The soul can rest in nothing but God. That the Revelations were no-raving and- dreaming 2$ a Sixty-eighth Chapter. — How we ought to have secureness in our troubles, that we shall not be overcome ... ... 259 Sixty-ninth Chapter. — Of the seeming long temptation ofthe devil to despair. She fled to God, and to the faith of Holy Church, rehearsing the Passion of Christj by which she was delivered ... ... ... ... ... 260 Seventieth Chapter. — In all our tribulations- we ought to be steadfast in faith. How all these shewings are inthe faith 263 Seventy-first Chapter. — Jesus willeth our soul to be in God in good cheer. Three manners of cheer, Passion, Com passion, and Bliss ... .... ... ... 266 Seventy-second Chapter. — How the chosen soul is deadly for a time, yet in the sight of God she is not dead. We have here matter of joy and mourning. The comfort, of these shewings ... .... ... ... ... 268 Seventy-third Chapter. — How-these Revelations were shewed in three wises. Of two evils of which God willeth that we amend. As He is all love, He willeth. that we be not over heavy for our sins past ... .... ... ... 272 Seventy-fourth Chapter.— Ol four manners of fear ; but re verend fear is never without meek love, yet they be not both one. How we should pray God for the same ... ... 276 Seventy-fifth Chapter. — How we need love, longing, and pity. Of three manners of longing in God. How at the judgment day the joys of the blessed shall be increased ... 280 Seventy-sixth Chapter. — How a loving soul hateth sin, for its vileness more than all the pains of hell. The beholding of other men's sins with compassion helpeth the beholding of God ... ... ... ... ... ... 283, Seventy-seventh Chapter. — How the enmity of the fiend biteth more in our uprising than in our downfalling. He is to. xii Contents. PAGE. be scorned. How the scourge of God should be borne in remembrance at His Passion. God is one and bliss ... 289 Seventy^eighth Chapter. — How our Lord willeth us to know four manners of goodness ; the light to know our sins and vileness ... ... ... ... ... — 290 Seventy-ninth Chapter. — Of how we sin, and of the un- changeableness of our Lord's love. He willeth with homely love that we haste us to Him ... ... ... 293 Eightieth Chapter. — How by three things God is worshipped and we saved. When we are in sin Christ abideth alone. We ought again in kindness to trust to Him ... ... 296 Eighty-first Chapter. — How this blessed woman saw God in divers manners. There is no resting-place for Him but in man's soul. He willeth that we rejoice more in His love than sorrow for often falling. Why God suffereth sin ... 300 Eighty-second Chapter.— How God beholdelh the mourning of the soul with pity, not with blame ; He is our meekness 302 Eighty-third Chapter. — Of three properties in God ; life, love, and light How they become ours ... ... ... 305' Eighty-fourth Chapter. — How God loved His chosen from everlasting, and that all is well-ordained ... ... 307 Eighty-fifth Chapter. — How the good Lord shewed that this book should be otherwise performed than at the first writing. The cause of all these shewings Was love ... 309 uface, tHE Revelations of Mother Juliana have been twice before published-; the first time by Dorn. Cressy, O.S.B.,, in a.d. 1670,, and a reprint of this at Leicester, in 1845. The MS. on which the present edition is formed, differs from that followed by Cressy, both in the divi sion of chapters, and in various readings, none, however, of much moment. The MS. is in the British Museum under " Sloane 2499." The antique spelling has been laid aside, as unintelligible to all but the learned, and some few words have been translated to render the sense intelligible. A list of such words ap pears at the end of this preface. With all this the ordinary reader will find sufficient difficulty in mastering the mean ing of many passages. A second and a third reading will be required in order at all fully to enter into the mind and xiv Preface. sense of Mother Julian's Revelations. Such labour will be well repaid, for these Revelations are a mine of spiritual wealth, and their doctrine most comfortable to the soul. Even in treating of the sovereignty of God, the same large, broad, -and ^gentle view of God's character is to be perceived, which marks and stamps other mediaeval spiritual books, such as the Revelations of S.^rertrude, and those of Blessed An gela of Foligno. In these Revelations there are some expressions which seem to require ex planation, as for instance, that God does not blame sin in the elect. Sin, of course, in the elect as well as in others, is worthy of blame. But God, who looks at the elect in that beauty in which they shall stand for ever before Him, disregard's the sin, so to speak, on account of the after repentance, by which it is more than washed out. The sin thus repented of becomes an occasion of higher virtue. Saint Paul says that all things work together for good to them that love God ; to which the ancient gloss adds, " even, Preface. xv sins." And Saint Augustine says that God makes of sins steps in the ladder by which we mount to heaven. Our Lord explained this doctrine to S. Gertrude by a similitude. "If," He said, "a garment is rent, but afterwards the rent is bor dered with gold lace and adorned with jewels, then that which would have been a disfigurement enhances the beauty of the garment." These Revelations also treat only of the predestinate to life eternal. There fore, when it is said of Christ that "for every man's sin that shall be saved He suffered," this does not exclude His hav ing suffered for all in general ; nor does it exclude them from a teal sufficient grace for salvation. Christ was predes tinated to glory with His elect, the Head with the members, who were fore-chosen and foreknown. The vision was with respect to these only. For the rest, an assurance was given that "all things shall be well,' but no vision was shewn. God's ways will be justified in all that He does. Little is known of the Mother Julian xvi Preface, to whom these Revelations were made, except what may be gathered from the Revelations themselves. She was born in the year of our Lord 1343, and lived to be a hundred years old. The Revelations were made to her when she was of the age of thirty years, which is about three years before the death of the famous king Edward III. Her history is thus summed up by Bloomfield, in his " County of Norfolk." " In tbe East part of Saint Julian's ClntnJjjarl stool an £lntljorage, in toijirl) an anctjovrss or recluse Dtnclt till tlie Dissolution, tof)fn tlj r house teas Irmoltsljtl, tljouglj tijr fottnlations man still bf seen (1768). In 1393, 3Lao» Julian, tlje anrljort ss fjrre, bias a strict mlnse, and Ijal ttao serSiants to attenl l;er in fier oil age, 1443. &f)fs tooman in tbose lass teas esteemel of tfie greatest holiness. ®fie Ifteberenl Jttr, JFrancfs $erfe, autrjor of antiquities of Stanfovl, fjal an oil helium MB. 36 quarto pages of fofiiclj rontatnel an account of tfie ut'sions of tfjfs tooman, tofiicfi begins tfjtts: 'ffcere es a Vision srfietoel be tfie golenes of ffiol to a leboute aJSoman: anl f)fr name is Julian, tfjat is recluse atte Norfuscfie, an! pett is on life, anno Bomint mrcecilii. 5n tfie fofcilfce Ftsion er fulle mans comforta6sH fuorls, anl greatlp stsrranlt to alle tfier> tfiat lesires to fie ffirjste's looberse.'" Preface. xvii This anchorage was tenanted after Mother Julian's death, in 1472, by Dame Agnes ; 1481, by Dame Elizabeth Scott; 1510, by Lady Elizabeth ; 1524, by Dame Agnes Edrygge. In a note to his life of Saint Julian, Alban Butler speaks of Mother Julian as a Benedictine Nun. This she can hardly have been in the strict sense of the term, but it may be that she was a Nun who had been allowed to embrace this recluse life. This was not unfrequently allowed to Monks, and may sometimes have been allowed to Nuns. What gives some pro bability to such an idea is that the Church of Saint Julian, built before the conquest, was given by King Stephen to the Bene dictine Nuns of Carrow, or Car. Dieu, in the suburbs of Norwich. To this Nun nery the principal families of the diocese sent their daughters, for the sake of edur cation. When it is said the Church of S, Julian was given to this Nunnery, it is not meant that the Nuns made use of it xviii Preface. themselves, but that the revenues of it went to the support of their house. The Church belonging to them, it is likely they had to find the support of the recluse who dwelt in the anchorage built in the churchyard. In the documents of Whalley Abbey we read that, in 1362, Henry, Duke of Lancaster, granted in trust to the Abbot of Whalley certain cottages and lands, to support two recluses in a certain place in the Churchyard, at the parochial Church of Whalley, as also two women servants to attend on them ; there to pray for the soul of the duke, his an cestors and heirs. A similar foundation probably existed for the support of the recluse in the churchyard at Saint Julian's at Norwich. Recluses were frequently walled up, having a grated window into the Church, through which they assisted at Mass and received Holy Communion, and another grated window to the outside, through which they received the neces saries of life, and at which they enter tained visitors. This does not seem to have been the case with Mother Julian. Preface. xix But as the eastern part of Saint Julian's Church is of modern date, having been rebuilt, it is impossible to ascertain any thing on this question. She speaks in her Revelations of her attendants as present, and of the Curate and a certain Religious man coming to visit her. The anchorage was probably therefore a her mitage, with an ordinary access to the outer world. Spelman says that the Nunnery of Carrow was, at the Dissolution, granted to Sir John Shelton, whose family is now extinct, or reduced to extreme poverty. {Spelman on Sacrilege?)] Mother Julian, though she died in the odour of sanctity, was never canonized. Butler says that the Church of Saint Julian at Norwich is vulgarly, but erroneously, supposed to be called so from her, so that by popular ac clamation she is called Saint. Her Reve lations have always been considered per fectly orthodox by learned and devout men. Such private Revelations, though the work of God's Holy Spirit, have no binding force upon the belief of Chris- xx Preface. tians. They are accepted, as tending to establish and elucidate the doctrine of the Church, and so far are useful and profit-. able for study. The Revelations of Mother Julian are, in both style and matter, greatly like to the Visions of Blessed Angela of Foligno. Their language is simple and unaffected. In this they differ much from the Revelations of Marie d'Agreda, and Marie Lataste, these latter- being full of the subtleties of scholastic phraseology. The Mother Julian says of herself that she "could no letter." She had no book learning. We must not, however, take it for granted that she was wholly uneducated. Reading, although a help, is by no means an indispensable ele ment of mental culture. It is often in these days merely a blind, under whose shadow ignorance hides herself securely. By the exercise of the memory, with study upon what is contained in its store, a mastery of knowledge was often ob tained in ages when few read, which would put to shame the meagre acquire ments of the readers of our times. It is Preface. xxi plain, from several of the later Chapters of these Revelations, that Mother Julian could appreciate questions of philosophy, as well as find words for unfolding theo logical lore. Saint Hildegarde. so ad mired by Saint Bernard, could not read, yet her Revelations, couched in sublime language, discover to us both a lofty mind and a splendid eloquence. A trained memory has such a power of retentiveness that for several ages even the poems of Homer were handed down by its efficacy, unwritten. Such was the training of the memory and intellect in the middle ages. Lady Julian, then, as she is styled to pub lish her high birth, had received an edu cation in keeping with her rank, though she 'could no letter.' When God re vealed His secrets to her, He revealed them to a mind naturally capable of ap preciating them, though the addition of His grace was required to elevate that mind to a more sublime height. LIST OF OBSOLETE WORDS TRANSLATED. Advisement Advisedness Enjoying Rejoicing Alto Altogether Enjoye Rejoice Aneynst In regard of Apay, apayed Content Fairhede Fairness Assaye Prove, proving Fatherhede Fatherhood Asseth Satisfaction Fulhede Fulness Behyting Assurance Hide Conceal Beclyppyng Embracing Behest Promise Impropred Appropriated Blackhede Blackness Into Unto Blewhede Blueness Blindhede Blindness Kynd Nature Bliveth Remaineth Kyndlie Natural Brownhede Brownness But if Unless Likenes Comparison Buxom Pliant, supple Litlehede Littleness Livelyhede Liveliness Chere Appearance, Countenance Long, &c. Belong, &c. Crysten Christian Manhede Manhood Mildhede Mildness Deadlie Mortal: Meekhede Meekness Depart Part, separate Might Could Discolour, &c. Disfigure, &c. Meed Reward Dight Prepare Meedful Rewardral Entend Attend Ne Nor Endleshede Endlessness Needeth Is lacking Even Fellow Nobleth Nobleness xxiv List of obsolete words. On Unite Soothly Truly Onyng Uniting Soothfastnes Truth Onyd, &c United Speedful Profitable Owe Ought Sweynlie Dimly Sweynful Dark Plenteoushede Plenteousness Swilge Foul Pronitie Proneness Stint Cease Stinted, &c. Ceased Rewlyhede Ruefulness Roundhede Roundness There Where That That-that Sad, sadlie Firm, firmly That The Siker Secure Sikernes Secureness Uneth Scarce Simplehede Simpleness Undertake Receive Sithen Since Slade Vale Wronkyllyd Wrinkled REVELATIONS OF DIVINE LOVE. Wxt Jfirst GLfrapter. Of the number of the Revelations in parti cular. tHIS is a Revelation of Love, that Jesus Christ, our endless bliss, made in sixteen showings or Reve lations particular : of which, The first is of His precious crowning of thorns ; and therein was contained and specified the Blessed Trinity, with the Incarnation, and the uniting between God and man's soul, with many fair shewings and teachings of endless wisdom and love ; in which all the' shewings that follow be grounded and joined. The second is of the disfiguring of 2 Revelations of Divine Love, His fair face, in tokening of His dear worthy passion. The third is, that our Lord God Al mighty, all wisdom and all love, right also verily as He hath made all things that are right, so also verily He doeth and worketh all things that are done. The fourth is, the scourging of His tender body, with plenteous shedding of His precious Blood. The fifth is, that the fiend is over come by the Passion of Christ. The sixth is, the worshipful thanking of our Lord God, in which He rewardeth all His blessed servants in heaven. The seventh is, oftentimes feeling of weal and woe. Feeling of weal is gracious touching and lightening with true secure- ness of endless joy. The feeling of woe is of temptation, by heaviness and weari ness of our fleshly living ; with ghostly understanding, that we be kept also verily in love — in woe as in weal— by the good ness of God. The eighth is, the last pains of Christ, and His cruel dying. . Shewed to- Mother yulian of Norwich. 3 The ninth is,, of tbe liking which is in the Blessed Trinity of the hard passion of Christ, after His rueful and sorrowful dying :. in which joy and liking He will eth that we be in solace and mirth with Him, till that we come to the glory in heaveru The tenth is, our Lord Jesus Christ showing His blissful Heart, even cloven in two by love. The eleventh is,, a high, ghostly shewing of His dear worthy Mother. The twelfth is, that our Lord God is all sovereign and most worthy being. The thirteenth is, that our Lord God willeth that we have great regard to all the deeds which He hath done, in the great nobleness of all things made, and of the excellency of man's making, the which is above all His works ; and of the pre cious amends that He hath made for man's sin, turning all our blame into end less worship. Where also our Lord saitli thus : " Behold and see : for by the same might, wisdom, and goodness, that I have done all this ; by the same might, wisdom, Revelations of Divine Love, and goodness I shall make well all that is not well, and thou shalt see it." And in this He willeth that we keep us in the faith and truth of Holy Church, not will ing to wit His privities now, but as it belongeth to us in this life. The fourteenth is, that our Lord God is the ground of our beseeching. Herein were seen two fair properties : the one is rightful prayer; the other is very trust; which He willeth to be alike large : and thus our prayer liketh Him, and He of His goodness fulfilleth it. The fifteenth is, that we shall sud denly be taken from all our pain, and from all our woe, and of His goodness we shall come up above, where we shall have our Lord Jesus to our reward, and for to be fulfilled with joy and bliss in heaven. The sixteenth is, that the Blessed Trinity, our Creator, in Christ Jesus our Saviour, endlessly dwelleth in our soul, worshipfully ruling and commanding all things; us mightily and wisely saving and keeping for love, and that we shall not be overcome of our enemy. Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. Wxt §ztonb (Ehap&r. Of the time of the Revelations ; and how she made three petitions. fxjf ^S Revelation was made to a sim- \£1/ pie creature, that could no letter, living in mortal flesh, the year of our Lord, one thousand three hundred and seventy-three, the eighth day of May : which creature desired afore three gifts by the grace of God. The first was mind of the Passion. The second was bodily sickness in youth, at thirty years of age. The third was. to have, of God's gift, three wounds. For the first, methought I had some feeling in the passion of Christ;. but yet I desired to have more, by the grace of God. Methought I would have been that time with Magdalene, and with other that were Christ's lovers, that I might have seen bodily the Passion that our Lord 6 Revelations of Divine Love, suffered for me, that I might have suffered with Him, as others did that loved Him ; and therefore I desired a bodily sight, wherein I might have more knowledge of the bodily pains of our Saviour, and of the compassion of our Lady, and of all His true lovers that were living at that time, and saw His pains ; for I would have been one of them, and have suffered with them. Other sight or showing of God desired I none, till when the soul was departed from the body ; for I believed to be saved by the mercy of God. This was my meaning ; for I would afterwards, because of that shewing, have the more true mind of the Passion of Christ. For the second, there came to my mind, with contrition, freely without any seeking, a wilful desire to have, of God's gift, a bodily sickness. ] I would that that sick ness were so hard as to the death I that I might in that sickness have taken all the rites of holy Church, myself weening that I should have died, and that all creatures might suppose the same that saw me ; for Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich . 7 I would have no manner of comfort, of fleshly nor earthly life in that sickness. I desired to have all manner of pains, bodily and ghostly, that I should have if I should have died ; all the dreads and temptations of fiends, and all manner of other pains, saving the outpassing of the soul. And this meant I, for that I would be purged by the mercy of God, and after* wards live more to the worship of God, because of that sickness. For I hoped that it might have been to my reward when I should have died, for I desired to have been soon with my God and Maker. These two desires, (of the Passion, and of the sickness that I desired of Him,) were with a condition ; for methought this was not the common use of prayer. There fore I said : " O Lord, Thou knowest what I would, and if that it be Thy will that I might have it ; and if it be not Thy will, good Lord, be not displeased, for I will not but as Thou wilt." This sickness I desired in my youth, that I might have it when I was thirty years old. 8 Revelations of Divine Love, For the third, by the grace of God, arid teaching of Holy Church, I conceived a mighty desire to receive three wounds in my life ; that is to say, the wound of very contrition, the wound of kind compassion,! and the wound of wilful belonging to God. Right as I asked the other twain with a condition, so asked I this third, mightily; without any condition, These two desires aforesaid passed from my mind, and the third dwelled continually. Wxt Wxxxb Chapter. How a grievous sickness came upon her. r^4 ND when I was thirty years old 4/\, and a half, God sent me a bodily sickness, in which I lay three days and three nights j and on the fourth night I took all my rites of Holy Church, and weened not to have lived till day. And after this I lay two days and two nights ; and on the third night I weened Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 9 oftentimes to have passed, and so weened they that were with me : and yet in this I felt a great loathness to die, but for nothing that was in earth that me liked to live for, nor for no pain that I was afraid of, for I trusted in God of His mercy; but it was for that I would have lived to have loved God better, and a longer time ; that I might, by the grace of that living,' have the more knowing and loving of God in the bliss of heaven. For me thought all that time that I had lived here so little and so short, in regard of that endless bliss. I thought, " Good Lord, may my living no longer be to Thy worship ?" And I understood in my reason, and by the feeling of my pains, that I should die ; and I assented fully, with all the will of my heart, to be at God's will. Thus I endured till day, and by then was my body dead from the midst downward, as to my feeling. Then was I helped to be set upright, underset with help, for to have the more freedom of my heart to be at God's will, and thinking on God while io Revelations of Divine Love, my life lasted. My Curate was sent for to be at my ending ; and by the time he came I had set my eyes and could not speak. He set the cross before my face, and said : " / have brought the image of thy Maker; look thereupon and comfort thee therewith." Methought I was well ; for my eyes were set upright into heaven, where I trusted to come by the mercy of God. But nevertheless I assented to set my eyes in the face of the crucifix, if I might, and so I did ; for methought I might longer endure to look even forth than right up. After this my sight began to fail ; it waxed as dark about me iri the chamber as if it had been night, save in the image of the cross, wherein I beheld a common light, and I wist not how. All that was beside the cross was ugly and fearful to me, as it had been much occupied with fiends. After this the over part of my body began to die, so far forth that scarce I had any feeling ; my most pain was short ness of breath, and failing of life. Then weened I verily to have passed. Shewed lo Mother Julian of Norwich. 1 1 And in this ease suddenly all my pain was taken from me, and I was as whole, (and, namely, in the over part of my body,) as ever I was before. I marvelled at this sudden change ; for methought that it was a privy working of God, and not of nature. And yet, by feeling of this ease, I trusted never the more to have lived. The feeling of this ease was no full ease unto me ; for me thought I had rather have been delivered out of this world, for my heart was wil fully set thereto. Then came suddenly to my mind that I should desire the second wound, of our Lord's gift, and of His grace, that my body might be fulfilled with mind and feeling of His blessed passion, as I had before prayed. For I would that His pains were my pains with compassion, and afterwards belonging to God. This thought I, that I might, with His grace, have the wounds that I had before desired. But in this I desired never no bodily sight, nor no manner of showing of God ; but such compassion as I thought 1 2 Revelations of Divine Love, that a kind soul might have with our Lord Jesus, that for love would become a mortal man with him. I desired there fore to suffer, living in my mortal body, as God would give me grace. Wxt Jftfttrih Chapter. Here beginneth the first Revelation of the precious crowning of Christ, as in the first chapter; and how God fulfllleth with most joy, of His great meekness ; and how the sight of the Passion is sufficient strength against temptations of the fiends; and of the great excellency and meekness of the Blessed Virgin. f^4 N D in this suddenly I saw the red ^\ blood trickling down from under the garland, hot and fresh, plen- teously and lively, right as it was in the time that the garland of thorns was pressed on His blessed Head, right so both God and man, the same that suffered for me. I conceived truly and mightily Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 1 3 that it was Himself that shewed it me, without any mean between us. And in the same shewing, suddenly the Trinity fulfilled my heart most of joy; and so I understood it shall be in heaven y without end to all that shall come there. For the Trinity is God ; the Trinity is our maker; the Trinity is our keeper; the Trinity is our everlasting lover; the Trinity is our endless joy and our bliss, by our Lord Jesus Christ, and in our Lord Jesus Christ : and this was shewed me in the first sight, and in all. For when Jesus appeareth, the Blessed Trinity is under stood, as unto my sight. And I said Benedicite Dominus. This I said for reverence in my meaning, with a mighty voice. And full greatly was I astonished, for wonder and marvel that I had, that He that is so reverend and so dreadful, will be so homely with a sinful creature, living in this wretched flesh. Thus I took it for that time, that our Lord Jesus, of His courteous love, would shew me comfort before the time of my tempta tion ; for methought it might well be, that 14 Revelations of Divine Love, I should, by the sufferance of God, and with His keeping, be tempted of fiends before I should die. With this sight of His blessed Passion, with the Godhead that I saw in my understanding, I knew well that it was strength enough to me, yea, and to all creatures living, that should be saved against all the fiends of hell, and against all ghostly enemies. In this He brought our Lady Saint Mary to my understanding : I saw her ghostly jn_bodily likeness, a simple maiden and a meek, young of age, a little waxen above a child, in the stature as she was when she conceived. Also God showed me in part the wisdom and the truth of her soul ; wherein I understood the reve rend beholding that she beheld her God, that is her Maker ; marvelling with great reverence that He would be born of her, that was a simple creature of His own making. For this was her marvelling, that He that was her Maker would be born of her that was made. And this wisdom and truth, knowing the greatness of her Maker, and the littleness of herself Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 1 5 that is made, made her to say full meekly to Gabriel : " Lo me here God's hand maiden." In this sight I did understand verily that she is more than all God made be neath her in worthiness and fulness ; for above her is nothing that is made, but the blessed Manhood of Christ, as to my sight. %\tt Jftfth Chapter. How God is to us everything that is good, tenderly wrapping us ; and all things that are made, in regard to Almighty God, are as nothing; and how man hath no rest till he leave himself and all things for the love of God. SN this same time that I saw this sight of the Head bleeding, our good Lord shewed a ghostly sight of His homely loving. I saw that He is to us everything that is good and com fortable to our help. He is our clothing, 1 6 Revelations of Divine Love, that for love wrappeth us, and windeth us, embraceth us, and all encloseth us, and hangeth about us for tender love, that He may never leave us. And so in this sight I saw that He is everything that is good, as to my understanding. And in this He shewed a little thing, the quantity of a hazel nut, lying in the palm of my hand, as me-seemed, and, as it were, round as a ball. I looked thereon with the eye of my understanding, and thought, " What may this be ?" And it was answered generally thus : "It is all that is made." I marvelled how it could last ; for methought it might suddenly have fallen to nought for littleness. And I was answered in my understanding: "It lasteth, and for ever shall : for God loveth it. And so hath everything being by the love of God." In this little thing I saw three proper ties. The first is, that God made it. The second is, that God loveth it. The third is, that God keepeth it. But what beheld I therein ? Verily, the Maker, the Keeper, the Lover. For till I am substantially Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich . 1 7 united to Him, I may never have full rest, nor very bliss ; that is to say, till I be so fastened to Him, that there be right nought that is made between my God and me. This little thing that is made, methought it might have fallen to nought for little ness. Of this it needeth us to have knowing of the littleness of creatures ; and to noughten all that is made, for to love God, and have God that is unmade. For this is why we be not all in ease of heart and soul ; for we seek here rest in this thing that is so little* where no rest is in ; and we know not our God, that is all mighty, all wise, and all good, for He is very rest. God will be known, and Him liketh tlxat we rest us in Him. For all that is beneath Him sufficeth not us. And this is the cause why that no soul is in rest till it is noughted of all things that^ are made. When she is wilfully noughted for love, to have Him that is all, then is she able to receive ghostly rest. And also our good Lord shewed that it is full great pleasure to Him that a silly 1 8 Revelations of Divine Love, soul come to Him naked, plainly and homely. For this is the natural yearning of the soul, by the touching of the Holy Ghost, as by the understanding that I have in this shewing. " God, of Thy goodness, give me Thyself, for Thou art enough to me. And I may ask nothing that is less that may be fully worship to Thee. And if I ask anything that is less, ever me wanteth. But only in Thee I have all." And these words of the goodness of God be full lovesome to the soul, and full near touching the will of our Lord : for His goodness filleth all His crea tures, and all His blessed works without end. For He is the endlessness ; and He made us only for Himself, and restored us by His precious Passion, and ever keepeth us in His blessed love ; and all this is of His goodness. Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 1 9 %ht (Sixth Chapter. How we should pray.— Of the great tender love that our Lord hath to man's soul, willing us to be occupied in knowing and loving Him. /?* HIS shewing was given, to my un- \Q, derstanding, to learn our soul wisely to cleave to the goodness of God. And in that same time the cus tom of our prayer was brought to my mind, how that we use, for unknowing of love, to make many means. Then saw I verily that it is more worship to God, and more very delight, that we faithfully pray to Himself of His goodness, and cleave thereto by His grace, with true under standing and steadfast belief, than if we made all the means that heart may think. For if we make all these means, it is too little, and not full worship to God ; but His goodness comprehendeth all, and there faileth right nought. For thus, as I 20 Revelations of Divine Love, shall say, came to my mind in the same time : We pray to God for His holy Flesh, and for His precious Blood, His holy Passion, His dear worthy death, and worshipful Wounds ; for all the blessed kindness, and the endless life that we have of all this, it is of the goodness of God. And we pray Him for His sweet Mother's love that bare Him ; and all the help that we have of her, it is of His goodness. And we pray for His holy Cross that He died on ; and all the helpt and all the virtue that we have of that Cross, it is of His goodness. And on the same wise, all the help that we have of special Saints, and of all the blessed com pany of heaven, tlie dear worthy love, and the endless friendship that we have of them, it is of His goodness. For the means that the goodness of God hath or dained for to help us, be full fair and many, Of which the chief and principal mean is the blessed nature that He took of the Maiden, with all the means that went before, and come after, which belong tO Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 21 our redemption and to our endless salva tion. Wherefore, it pleaseth Him that we seek Him and worship Him by means ; understanding and knowing that He is the goodness of all. For to the goodness of God is the highest prayer, and it cometh down to us to the lowest part of our need ; it quickeneth our soul and maketh it live, and maketh it wax in grace and virtue ; it is nearest in nature and readiest in grace. For it is the same grace that the soul seeketh, and ever shall, till we know our God verily, that hath us all in Himself enclosed. For He hath no despite of that He hath made, nor hath He any disdain to serve us at the simplest office that to our body belongeth in nature, for love of the soul that He hath made to His own like ness. For as the body is clad in the cloth, and the flesh in the skin, and the bones in the flesh, and the heart in the bulk, so are our soul and body clad and enclosed in the goodness of God ; yea, and more homely, for all they shall wear and waste away, but the goodness of God 2 2 Revelations of Divine Love, is ever whole and more near to us without any comparison. For verily our Lover desireth that the soul cleave to Him with all her might, and that we be evermore cleaving to His goodness ; for of all things that heart can think, it pleaseth most God and soonest speedeth. For our soul is so preciously loved of Him that is highest, that it overpasseuV the knowing of all creatures : that is to say, there is no creature that is made, that may wit how much, and how sweetly, and how tenderly, our Maker loveth us. And therefore we may, with His grace and help, stand in ghostly beholding with everlasting marvelling, in this high overpassing unmeasurable love, that our Lord hath to us of His goodness. And, therefore, we may ask of our Lover, with reverence, all that we will. For our natu ral will is to have God, and the good will of God is to have us ; and we may never cease of ^willing, nor of loving, till we have Him in fulness of joy. And then we can no more will ; for He willeth that we be occupied in knowing and loving till the Skewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 23 time cometh that we shall be fulfilled in heaven. And therefore was this lesson of love shewed, with all that followeth, as ye shall see ; for the strength and the ground of all was shewed in the first sight ; for of all things, the beholding and the loving of the Maker maketh a soul to seem least in her own sight, and most filleth her with reverend dread and true meekness, and with plenty of charity to her fellow-Chris tians. Wxt &hee more, He shall be thy light ; thott- needest none but Him" For I saw Him and sought Him : for we be now so blind, and so un wise, that we can never seek God, till what time that He of His goodness shew eth Himself to- us. And when we see aught of Him graciously, then are we stirred by the same grace, to. seek with great desire to see Him more blissfully." And thus I saw Him and- sought Him-; I had Him and I wanted Him-; and this is and* should be our common working in this life,, as to my sight-. One time my understanding was led down into the sea-ground ; and there saw I hills and dales green, seeming as it were all begrown with wreck and gravel. Then I understood thus,, that if a man or woman were there, under the broad water, and could have sight of God,, so as God is with man continually, he should be safe in soul and body, and talce no harm, and overpassing he should have more solace 36 Revelations of Divine Lover, and comfort than all this world may or can tell. For He will that we believe that we see Him continually, though that us think that it be but little, and lit the belief He maketh us evermore to get grace ; for He will be seen, and He will be sought, and He will be abiden, and He will be trusted; This second shewing was so low, and so little, and so simple, that my spirits were in great travail in the beholdingj mourning, dreadful, and longing. For I was sometime in a fear whether it was a shewing or none: and then divers times our Lord gave me more sight, whereby that I understood truly that it was a shew-* Ing, It was a figure and a likeness of ouf foul black deeds, which our fair, bright, Blessed Lord bare for our sin. It made me lo think of the holy Vernacle of Rome, whidli He portrayed with His own blessed Face, when He was in His hard passion, wilfully going to His death, and often changing of colour: of the brown- ness, and the blackness, ruefulness, and leanness; Of this image many have mar; Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 37 veiled how that might be standing, that He portrayed it with His blessed Face, which is the fairest of heaven, flower of earth, and the fruit of the Maiden's womb. Then how might this image be so disfigured and so far from fairness, I desire to see, as I liave understood by the grace of God. We know in our faith, and in our belief, by the teaching and preach ing of Holy Church, that the blissful Trinity made mankind to His image and likeness ; in the same wise, we know, that when man fell so deep and so wretchedly by sin, there was none other help to restore man but through Him that made man. And He that made man for love, by the same love He would restore man to the same bliss and overpassing, And right as we were made like to the Trinity in our first making, our Maker would that we should be like to Jesus Christ our Saviour in heaven without end, by the virtue of our one-making. Then between these two He would, for love, and for worship of man, make Himself as like to man in this mortal life, in our foulness and 38 Reveldlions of Divine Love, in our wretchedness, as man might be without guilt; wherefore it meaneth, as is before said, that it was the image and the likeness of our foul black, deeds, wherein our fair bright Blessed Lord hid His Godhead-. , But verily, I dare say, and we ought to believe, that so fair a man was never none but He, till what time that His fair figure was changed with travail and sorrow, pas-, sion and dying. Of this it is spoken in the eighth Revelation, and in the eigh teenth chapter, where it speaketh more of the same likeness. And where it saith of the Vernacle. of Rome, it meaneth, by divers changing of colour, either some times more comfortable and lively, and sometimes more rueful and deadly, as it may be seen hereafter ; and this vision was a learning, to my understanding, that the continual seeking of the soul pleaseth God much ; for it may do no more than seek, suffer, and trust. And this is wrought, in every soul that hath it, by the Holy Ghost. And the clearness of find ing it is of the special grace, when it is, Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 39 His will. The seeking with faith, hope, and charity, pleaseth our Lord; and the finding pleaseth the soul, and filleth it with joy. And thus was I learned, to my understanding, that seeking is as good as beholding, for the time that He will suffer the spul to be in travail. It is God's will that we seek unto the beholding of Him >; for by that shall He show Himself, of His special grace) when He will. And. how a soul shall have Him in His beholding, He shall put it to thyself ; and that is most worship to Him, and most profit to the soul, and most receiveth of nieekne&s and virtues, with. the grace and. leading of the Holy Ghost ; for a soul that only resign- eth him to God with very trust, either in seeking or in beholding, it is the most worship that he may do, as to my sight. There be two Workings that may be seen in this vision: the one is seeking, the other is beholding. The seeking is common, that every . soul may have with His grace ; and ought to have that discretion and teaching of the Holy Church. It is God's will that 40 Revelations of Divine Love, we have three things in our seeking of this gift. The first is, that we seek, wilfully and busily, without sloth, as it may be with His grace, gladly and merrily, without unreasonable heaviness and vain sorrow. Tlie second is, that we abide Him stead fastly for His love, without grudging and striving against Him, unto our lives' end, for it shall last but a while. The third is, that we trust in Him mightily, of full and true faith ; for it is His will that we know that He shall appear suddenly and blissfully to all His lovers. For His working is privy, but He Himself will be perceived ; and His appearing shall be sweet and sudden ; and He will be trusted, for He is homely and courteous. Blessed may He be. Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 4 1 fered of all living men, might not have deserved the worshipful thanks that one man shall have, that wilfully hath served God. For the second, that all the blessed creatures that be in heaven shall see the worshipful thanking ; and He maketh His service known to all that be in heaven. And in this time this example was shewed. A king, if he thank his subjects, it is a great worship to them, and if he make it known to all the realm then their worship is much increased. And for the third, that as new and as liking, as it is re ceived at that time, right so shall it last without end. And I saw that homely and sweetly was this shewed, that the age of every man shall be known in Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 53 heaven, and be rewarded for his wilful service, and for his time, and namely, the age of them that wilfully and freely offer their youth to God, passingly is rewarded, and wonderfully thanked. For I saw that when or what time that a man or woman be truly turned to God, for one day's ser vice; and for His endless will, he shall have all these three degrees of bliss. And the more that the loving soul seeth this courtesy of God, the liever she is to serve Him all her life. 'Che ^fifteenth Chapter: / - The Seventh Revelation is of oftentimes feeling of weal and woe, and how it is expedient that man sometimes be left without comfort, when its cause be not sin. rND after this, He shewed me a sovereign ghostly liking in my soul ; in this liking I was fulfilled of everlasting secureness, mightily fas tened without any painful dread. This 54 Revelations of Divine Love, feeling was so glad and so ghostly, that I was all in peace, in ease and in rest, so that there was nothing 4n earth that should have grieved me. This lasted but a while, and I was turned and left to myself, in heaviness, and weariness of my life, and irksomeness of myself, that scarce I might have patience to live> there was no comfort, nor none to ease my feeling, but faith, hope, and charity; and these I had in truth, but full little in feeling. And anon, after this, our Blessed Lofd gave me again of the comfort and the rest in soul, liking and secdrertess, so blissfully and so mightily, that no dread nor sorrow, nor no pain, bodily nor ghostly, that might be suffered, should have dis-eased me. And then the pain shewed again to my feeling, and then the joy and the liking; and now this one, and now that other, divers times: I sup pose about twenty times. And in the time of joy I might have said with Saint Paul: "Nothing shall part me from the charity of Christ." And in the pain I Shewed lo Mother Julian of Norwich. 55 might have said with Saint Peter: "Lord, save me, I perish" This vision was shewed to learn me, to my understanding, that it is speedful to sortie Souls to ;feel on this wise ; sometimes to be in comfort, and sometimes to fall; and !to be left to thern- selves. God Willeth 'that we know that He keepeth us ever alike secure, in woe and in weal. And for profit o'f niaii*s sou4, a man is sometimes left tb himself al though his sin is not ever the cause ; for in this time % sirined not, wherefore I should be left to myself, for ft was so sud den. Also, I 'deserved not to nave had this blissful feeling, but freely 'Our Lord giveth it, when He will ; and suffereth us in woe sometime ; and bdth is '6ne love. For it is God's will that we hold us in comfort with all our might; for bliss is lasting without end, and pain is passing, and shall be brought to nought to them that shall be saved. Therefore it is not God's will that we follow the feeling of pains, in sorrow and mourning for them, but suddenly pass over, and hold us in the endle'ss liking (that is God). c - 56 Revelations of Divine Love, %kt (Sixteenth Chapter, ? The Eighth Revelation is of the last piteous pains of Christ'* dying, -the disfigurement of His Face, and drying, of His Flesh. f^i FTEKj. this, Christ shewed a part of Al His Passion, near His dying ; I saw the sweet Face as it were dry and bloodless, with pale dying, and deadly pale languoring, and then it turned mor,e dead into blue, and after into br^xwiihblue* as the flesh turned more deep dead. For His Passion shewed to me most properly in His Blessed Face, and namely in His, lips ; wherein I saw these four colours ; those that were before fresh and ruddy^ lively and liking, to my sight. This was a pitiful changing, to see this deep dying: and also His nose clung together and dried, to my' sight. And the sweet Body waxed brown and black, all changed; and turned out of the fair, fresh, ahd lively colour of Himself, into dry dying. For Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 5 7 that same time that our Blessed Saviour died upon the Rood, it was a dry sharp wind, won,drou,s, colcL as to my sight. An,d what time that the precious Blood was bled out of the sweet Body, that might pass therefrom, yet there was a moisture in the sweet Flesh of Christ, as \t was shewed. Bloodshed a,nd pain, dried within,, and blowing of. the wind and cold coming from without, met together in the sweet Body of Christ ; and these four dried the Flesh of Christ by process of time. And though this pain were bitter and sharp, yet it was fu$ long fes^uig, as, to, my sight. And tlie pain, dried up all the lively s,piri|s of Christ's Flesh. Thus I saw the sweet Flesh dry in my sight, part after part drying with marvellous pain ;( and, as long a,& any spirit had life in Chris.t's, Flesh, so long suffered He. This long j^ain, seemed to, m,e as if He liad been a sennet dead,, dyiag at the point of outpassing, always suffering the great pain. And here I saw it seemed as He had been a sennet dead, it specifyeth that the sweet Body was so disfigured, so dry, 58 Revelations of Divine Love, so clogged, so deadly, and so piteous, as He had been seven-night dead, continu ally dying. And methought the drying bf Christ's Flesh was the most pain, and the last of His Passion. HLhe (Sebenteeftth Chapter. The Ninth Revelation "is of the grievous Bodily Thirst of Christ, considered four- wise ; ahd of the -petitions according, and of the rhost pain to a kind, lovert. ND Sn this drying 'was brought to my mind this word that Christ said-: "tf thirst" Fbr I saw in Christ a double thirst, one bodily and another ghostly. This word was shewed for the bodily thirst] and for tlie ghostly thirst was shewed as I shall say after. And I understood by the bodily thirst that the body had failing of inoSs'ture ; for the blessed flesh and bones we're left all alone without blood and moisture. The blessed Body dried all alone a long time, Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 59 with wringing of the nails and weight of the Body. For I understood that, for ten derness of the sweet Hands, and the sweet Feet, by the great hardness and grievousness of the ^arls, the wounds waxed wide, and ihe Body setted for weight, by long time hanging, and and now in woe, and so shall be in this life ; whereof I felt much at this time ; and that part was that in which I repented. The inward part is a high and blissful life, which is all in peace and love : and this is more privily felt ; and this part is that which mightily, wisely, and wilfully, I chose ;— Jesus to my heaven. And in this I saw truly that the inward part is master and sovereign to the outward, not charging nor taking heed to the will of that ; but all the intent, and the will, is set endlessly to be united to our Lord Jesus. That the outward part lihoughts, which the Greeks' call ripoiraOeivisi, frotrt which no man can be free, God does not punish. He punishes the thoughts which a man has decreed to do, or which he has1 not repented of after having done. — Ezech. xviii. In1 Matt. v. he says : " If ai ritfan see a' wohaaln, and his soul is excited (tkilla'ta)!, he is stricketl, by a prepaission. If he consent, and make an affection of the- thought, as David writes, " they passed into an affection of tlie . feart,'' then from a prepassion a transit is made to a passion ; the will to sin is present, opportunity is wanting. Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich 69 should draw the inward to assent, was not shewed to me. But that the inward part draweth the outward part by grace j and both shall be united in bliss without end, by the virtue of Christ; this was shewed, 'Che lEtoentieth Chapter. Of the unspeakable Passion of Christ, and of three things always tQ be remembered. ^yt ND thus I saw our Lord Jesus Jr\. languoring long time ; for the union of the Godhead gave strength to the manhood, for love, to suffer more than all men might; I mean, not only more pain than all men might suffer, but also, that He suffered more pain than all men of salvation, that ever were from the first beginning unto the last day, might tell or fully think; having regard to the worthiness of the highest worshipful King, and the shameful and despiteous death. For He, that is highest and worthiest, was jo Revelations of Divine Love, fully naughted and utterly despised. For His Passion is to think and to know what He is that suffered ; seeing, after this, other two points, which be lower ; the one is what He suffered, and the other for whom that He suffered. And in this He brought to mind in part the height and the nobleness of the glorious God head, and therewith the preciousness and the tenderness of the blissful Body which He together united, and also the loath- fulness that in our nature is to suffer pain. For inasmuch as He was most tender and clean, right so He was most strong and mighty to suffer. And for every man's sin that shall be saved He suffered ; and every man's sorrow, desolation, and an guish. He saw, and sorrowed for kind ness and love. For as much as our Lady sorrowed for His pains, as much suffered He sorrow for her sorrows; and more over, inasmuch as the sweet Manhood of Him was worthier in nature, for as long as He was passible, He suffered for us, and sorrowed for us. And now He is uprisen, and no more passible ; yet He Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 7 1 suffereth with us, as I shall say hereafter. (chap, xxxi.) And I, beholding all this by His grace, saw that the love in Him was so strong which He hath to our soul, that wilfully He chose it with great desire"; and 'mildly He suffered it with ^grea't joy. For the soul that He behold eth thus, when it is touched by grace, he shall verily see that the pains of Christ's Passion pass all pains; that is to say, which pains shall be turned into overpass ing joys by the virtue of Christ's Passion. Wxt ^Cinentgifet Chapter. Of the three beholdings in the Passion of Christ, and how we were dying on the cross with Christ ; but His cheer putteth away all pain. ST is God's will, as to my understand ing, that we have three manners of beholding of His blessed Passion. The first is the beholding the hard pain that He suffered, with a contrition and 72 Revelations of Divine Love, compassion: and that shewed our Lord in this time, and gave me grace and might to see it. And I looked after the departing with all my might, and weened to have seen the Body all dead; but I saw Him not so. And right in the same time that methought, by seeming that the life might no longer last, and the shewing of the end behoved needs to be nigh, suddenly, I beholding in the same cross, He changed in blissful cheer. The changing of His blessed cheer changed mine ; and I was as glad and merry as it, was possible. Then brought our Lord merrily to my mind: " Where is now any point of. thy. pain or of thy anguish ?" And I was full merry: I understood tjhat; we be now in our Lord's meaning, in His cross with Him ; in' our pains, and in our passion, dying. And we, wilfully abiding in the same cross, with His help and His grace, unto the last point; suddenly He shall change His cheer to us, and we shall be with Him. in heaven ; between the one and the other shall all be brought into joy. And so meant He in this shewing: " Where Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 73 is now any point of thy pain or of thy grief?" And we shall be full of bliss. And here I saw verily, that, if He shewed now to us His blissful cheer, there is no pain in earth, nor in no other place, that should trouble us ; but all things should be to us joy and bliss: but since He sheweth us the sad cheer of Passion, as He bare in this life His cross ; therefore we be in dis-ease and travail with Him, as pur nature asketh. And* the cause why He suffereth, is for that He wijll of His goodness make us the heirs with Him in His bliss. And for this little pain that we suffer here, we shall have an high endless knowing in God, which we might never have without that ; and the harder our pa^ns. have been with Him in His cross, the more shall our wor ship be with Him in His kingdom. 74 Revelations of Divine Love, %\it £p% Lord looked into His side, and beheld with joy ; and with His sweet looking He led forth the understanding of His creature, by the same Wound into His Side within. And there He shewed a fair and delectable place, and large enough for all mankind that should be saved, and rest in peace and love. And therewith He brought to my mind His dear worthy Blood, and His precious Water, which He let pour out for love. And with this sweet rejoic ing He shewed His blessed Heart clo ven in two ; and with His rejoicing He shewed to my understanding in part the blissful Godhead, as far forth as He would at that time strengthen the poor soul for Shewed to Mother Juliatt of Norwich. 8 3 to understand ; as it may be said, that is to mean, the endless love that was without beginning, and is, and shall be ever. And with this, our good Lord said full blissfully, " Lo, how I love thee!" as if He had said: "My darling, behold and see thy Lord thy God that is thy Maker, .and thy endless joy. See thine ^n Brother, thy Saviour, My child ; Behold and see what liking and bliss I have in thy sal vation; and, for My love, rejoice with Me." And also to more understanding, this blessed word was said : " Lo, how I love thee!" as if He had said: "Behold and see that I loved thee so much, or that I died for thee, that I would die for thee. And now I have died for thee, and suf fered wilfully that I may. And now is all My bitter pain, and all My hard traT vail, turned to everlasting joy and bliss to Me and to thee. How should it now be, that thou shouldst anything pray Me that liked Me, but that I should full gladly grant it thee; for My liking is t/iy holi ness, and thy endless joy and bliss with 84 ' Revelations of Divine Love, Me?' This is the understanding simply, as I can say, of this blessed word^ " Lo, how I love thee I" This shewed our good Lord to make us glad and merry. >J chosen soul may be smitten with. Which scourge altogether beateth man or woman, and altogether breaketh him, and purgeth him in his own sight ; so far forth, that otherwhile he thinketh himself that he is not worthy, but, as it were, to sink into hell, till when contrition taketh him by touching of the Holy Ghost, and turneth the bitterness into hope of God's mercy. And then begin his wounds to heal, and the soul to quicken, turned into the life of Holy Oiurch. The Holy Ghost leadeth him to confession, wilfully to shew his sins nakedly and truly, with great sorrow, and with great shame, that he hath so befouled the fair Skewed to Motker Julian of Norwick. 125 image of God. Then undertaketh he penance for every sin, enjoined by his domesman, that is grounded in Holy Church, by the teaching of the Holy Ghost. And this is one meekness, that greatly pleaseth God, and also meekly he taketh bodily sickness of God's sending: also sorrow and shame outwardly, with reproof and despite of the world, with all manner of grievance and temptations that we be cast in, ghostly and bodily. Full pre ciously our good Lord keepeth us, when it seemeth to us that we be near forsaken, and cast away for our sin, and for that we see that we have deserved it. And be cause of the meekness that we get thereby, we be raised full high in God's sight by His grace. And also whom our Lord willeth He visiteth with His special grace with so great contrition, arid also with compassion, and true longing after God, that they be suddenly delivered of sin and of pain, and taken up to bliss, and made even with the Saints. By contrition we be made clean, by compassion we be made 1 2 6 Revelations of Divine Love, ready, and by true longing after God we be made worthy. These be three means, as I understood, whereby that all souls come to heaven ; that is to say, that have been sinners in earth, and shall be saved. For by .these medicines it behoveth that every sinful soul be healed, though after that he be healed, his wounds be seen before God not as wounds, but as worships. And so, on the contrariwise, as we be punished here with sorrow and with penance, we shall be rewarded in heaven by the cour teous love of God Almighty, that willeth that none that come there lose his travail in any degree ; for He beholdeth sin as sorrow and pains to His lovers, in whom He assigneth no blame for love. The reward that we receive shall not be little, but it shall be high, glorious, and worshipful ; and so shall all shame turn to worship and joy. For our courteous Lord will not that His servants despair for often failing, nor for grievous falling; for our falling letteth not His love to us. Peace and love is ever in us, being and working; Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 127 but we be not ever in peace and in love, but He wills we take heed thus, that He is the ground of all our whole life in love. And furthermore, that He is our evei last ing keeper, and mightily defendeth us against all our enemies that be full fell, and full fierce upon us. And so much our need is the more, for that we give them occasion by our falling. 'Che Jfortieth Chapter. How the vileness of sin passeth all pains. God loveth us while we be in sin, and so us needeth to love our neighbour. f^fl ND this is a sovereign friendship of £\ our courteous Lord, that He keep eth us so tenderly, whiles we be in our sin ; and furthermore, He toucheth us full privily, and sheweth us our sin by the sweet light of mercy and grace. But when we see ourselves so foul, then we ween that God were wrath with us for our sins. Then we be stirred of the Holy 128 Revelations cf Divine Love, Ghost, by contrition, into prayer and desire, amending of ourself with all our might, to slack the wrath of God, unto the time we find a rest in soul and soft ness of conscience. And then hope we that God hath, forgiven us our sin, and it is true. And then sheweth our courteous Lord Himself to the soul, merrily, and of full glad cheer, with friendfully welcom ing, as if it had been in pain and in prison, saying thus: " My dear darling, I am glad thou art come to Me in all thy woe ; I have ever been with thee, and now seest thou Me loving, and we be united in bliss." Thus are sins forgiven by grace and mercy, and our soul worshipfully received in joy, like as it shall be when it cometh into heaven, as oft-times as it cometh by the gracious working of the Holy Ghost, and the vir tue of Christ's Passion. Here understood I verily that all man ner of thing is made ready to us by the great goodness of God ; so far forth,, that what time we be ourself in peace and in charity, we be verily safe. But for that we may not have this in fulness while we Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 129 be here; therefore it befalleth us ever to live in sweet praying, and in lovely long ing with our Lord Jesus, for He longeth ever to bring us to the fulness of joy, as it is aforesaid, where He sheweth the ghostly thirst. But now, because of all this ghostly comfort that is aforesaid, if any man or woman be stirred by folly, to say or think, " If this be true, then zvere it good for to sin, to have the more reward, or else to charge the less to sin." Beware of this stirring, for truly, if it come, it is untrue, and of the enemy. For the same true love that teacheth us all this comfort, the same blessed love teach eth us that we should hate sin only for love. And I am sure by my own feeling, the more that each kind soul seeth this in the courteous love of our Lord God, the loather is him to sin, and the more he is ashamed. For if it were laid before us, all the pain that is in hell, and in purga tory, and in earth, to suffer it rather than sin, we should rather choose all that pain than sin, for sin is so vile, and so hateful, 9 1 30 Revelations of Divine Love, that it may be likened to no pain which pain is not sin. And to me was shewed none harder hell than sin ; for a kind soul hateth no pain but sin, and nought is evil but sin. And when we give our intent to love and meekness, by the working of mer cy and grace, we be made all fair and clean. And as mighty and as wise as God is to save man, as willing He is. For Christ Himself is the ground of all the laws of Christian men ; and He taught us to do good against evil. Here we may see that He is Himself this charity, and doth to us as He teacheth us to do: for He willeth that we be like Him in fulness of endless love to ourself, and to our fellow Chris tians. No more than His love is broken to us for our sin, no more will He that our love be broken to ourself, nor to our fellow Christians, but that we nakedly hate sin, and endlessly love the soul, as God loveth it. Then should we hate sin, like as God hateth it, and love the soul as God loveth it ; for these words that God said, are an endless comfort, " / keep thee full truly." Shelved to Mother Julian of Norwich. 1 3 1 'Che Jf0rtp4irst Chapter. The fourteenth Revelation. How it is im possible we should pray for mercy and lack it ; and how God willeth we should pray ; and how, when we be dry and barren, that prayer is to Him acceptable and pleasing. C^\ FTER this our Lord shewed for 4^\ prayer: in which shewing I saw two conditions in our Lord's mean ing. One is rightful prayer. Another is secure trust. But yet oftentimes our trust is not full ; for we be not sure that God heareth us, as we think for our unworthi- ness, and for that we feel right nought, for we be as barren and as dry ofttimes after our prayers as we were before. And thus in our feeling our folly is cause of our weakness ; for thus have I felt by myself. And all this brought our Lord suddenly to my mind, and He shewed these words and said: "/ am the ground 132 Revelations of Divine Love, of thy beseeching. First, it is My will that thou have it ; and since I make thee to will it, and since I make thee to beseech it and thou beseechest it, how should it then be, that tkou shouldst not have thy beseech ing ?" And thus, in the first reason, with the three that follow, our good Lord shewed a mighty comfort, as it may be seen in the same words. And in the first reason, where He saith, " and thou beseechest it," there He shewed the full great pleasaunce and endless reward that He will give us for our beseeching. And in the sixth reason, where He saith, " how should it then be ?" this was said for an impossible thing ; for it is the most impossible that may, that we should seek mercy and grace, and not have it. For of all things that our good Lord maketh us to beseech Himself, He hath ordained it to us from without beginning. Here may we then see, that our beseeching is not the cause of the goodness and grace that He doth to us, but His proper goodness. And that shewed He verily in all these sweet Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich . 133 words, where He saith, " / am the ground." And our good Lord willeth that this be known of His lovers in earth: and the more that we know the more shall we beseech, if it be wisely taken ; and so is our Lord's meaning. Beseeching is a true and gracious lasting will of the soul, united and fastened into the will of our Lord, by the sweet privy working of the Holy Ghost. Our Lord Himself He is the first receiver of our prayer, as- to my sight, and He taketh it full thankfully, and highly rejoicing He sendeth it up above, and setteth it in treasure, where it shall never perish: it is there before God, with all His holy Saints continually re ceived, ever speeding our needs. And when we shall receive our bliss, it shall be given us for a degree of joy, with end less worshipful thanking of Him. Full glad and merry is our Lord of our prayer, •and He looketh thereafter, and He will have it ; for with His grace it maketh us like to Himself in condition, as we be in nature. And so is His blessed will, for He 134 Revelations of Divine Love, saith thus: "Pray entirely, inwardly: though thee think it savour thee not, yet it is profitable enough, thougk thou feel it nought. Pray entirely, inwardly, thougk thou feel nought, though thou see nought, yea, though thou think tkou mayest not ; for in dryness and barrenness, in sickness and in feebleness, then is thy prayer full plea sant to Me, though thou think it savour thee not but little, and so is all thy living prayer in My sight." For the reward and the endless thanks that He will give us, therefore He is covetous to have us praying continually in His sight. God accepteth the good will, and the travail of His servants, howsoever we feel-; wherefore it pleaseth Him that we work in prayer, and in good living, by His help, and His grace, reasonably with discretion, keeping all our might to Him ; till when we have Him that we seek in fulness of joy, that is Jesus. And that shewed He in the fifteenth Revelation, where He saith, "thou shalt have Me to thy reward." Also to prayer belongeth thanking. Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich 135 Thanking is a true inward knowing, with great reverence and lowly dread, turning ourself with all our might unto the work ing that our Lord stirreth us to, rejoicing and thanking inwardly. And sometimes for plenteousness it breaketh out with voice, and saith: " Good Lord, gram- mercy ; blessed mayest Thou be!" And sometimes when the earth is dry, and feeleth nought, or else by temptation of our enemy, then it is driven by reason and by grace to cry upon our Lord with voice, rehearsing His blessed Passion, and His great goodness. And so the virtue of our Lord's word turneth into the soul, and quickeneth the heart, and enteretb by His grace into true working, and maketh it to pray full blissfully : and truly to re joice in our Lord is a full lovely thanking in His sight. 136 Revelations of Divine Love, 'Che ^oxtytmonb Chapter. Of three things belonging to prayer; how we should pray ; of the goodness of God, that supplieth for all our imperfections when we do our part. /jj^UR Lord willeth that we have true %^J J understanding, and namely in three things that belongeth to our prayer. The first is, by whom and how that our prayer springe th: by whom He shew eth when He saith, "/ am the ground ;" and how by His goodness, for He saith, " First it is My Will." For the second, in what manner, and how, that we should use our prayer ; and that is, that our will be turned into the will of our Lord re joicing ; and so He meaneth when He saith, " / make thee to will it." For the third, that we know the fruit and end of our prayer ; that is to be united and like to our Lord in all things, and to this meaning, and for this end, was all this Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 137 - lovely lesson shewed. And He will help us, and He shall make it so as He seeth Himself: blessed may He be, for this is our Lord's will, that our prayer and our trust be both alike large ; for if we trust not as much as we pray, we do not full worship to our Lord in our prayer. And also we tarry and pain ourself, and the cause is, as I believe, for that we know not truly that our Lord is the ground in whom that our prayer springeth. And also that we know not that it is given us by grace of His love ; for if we knew this, it would make us to trust to have, of our Lord's gift, all that we desire ; for I am sure that no man asketh mercy and grace with true meaning, but if mercy and grace be first given to him. But sometime it cometh to our mind that we have prayed long time, and yet it thinketh us that we have not our asking ; but herefore should we be not heavy, for I am sure, by our Lord's meaning, that either we abide a better time, or more grace, or a better gift. He willeth that we have true know ing in Himself that He is being. And in 1 38 Revelations of Divine Love, this knowing He willeth that our under standing be grounded with all our might, and all our intent, and all our meaning; and in this ground He willeth that we take our stand and our dwelling. And by the gracious light of Himself, He willeth that we have understanding of three things that follow. The first is, our noble and excellent making. The second, our precious and dear worthy again-being. The third, all things that He hath made beneath us, to serve us, and for our love keepeth. Then meaneth He thus, as if He said, " Behold and see that I have done all this before thy prayer, and now thou art, and prayest Me." And thus He meaneth that it belongeth to us to wit that the greatest deeds be done as Holy Church teacheth. And in the beholding of this, with thanking, we ought to pray for the deed that is now in doing; and that is, that He rule us, and guide us to His worship in this life, and bring us to His bliss, and therefore He hath done all. Then meaneth He thus, that we see that He doth it; and we pray therefore for Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 139 that one is not enough. For if we pray, and see not that He doth it, it maketh us heavy and doubtful, and that is not His worship. And if we see that He doth it, and we pray not, we do not our duty ; and so it may not be, that is to say, so is it not in His beholding. But to see that He doth it, and to pray forthwith, so is He worshipped and we sped. All things that our Lord ordained to do, it is His will that we pray therefore, either in special or in general. And the joy and the bliss that is to Him, and the thanks and the worship that we shall have therefore, it passeth the understand ing of all creatures in this life, as to my sight. For prayer is a righteous under standing of that fulness of joy that is for to come, with true longing, and very trust, savouring or seeing our bliss, that we be ordained to, naturally maketh us to long. True understanding and love, with sweet meaning in our Saviour, graciously maketh us to trust. And thus have we it of nature to long, and of grace to trust. And in these two workings our Lord be- 140 Revelations of Divine Love, holdeth us continually ; for it is our duty. And His goodness may no less assign in us, that belongeth to us, to do our dili gence thereto. And when we do it, yet shall us think that it is nought ; and true it is: but do we it as we may, and meekly ask mercy and grace, and all that us fail- eth we shall find it in Him. And thus meaneth He where He saith, " / am the ground of thy beseeching." ^nd thus in those blissful words, with the shewing, I saw a full overcoming against all our wickedness, and all our doubtful dreads. Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 141 'Che Jftfrt^thirrj Chapter. What prayer doth when according to God's Will ; how the goodness of God hath great liking in what He doth for us, as if He were beholden to us, working all things sweetly. •Jf^RAYER uniteth the soul to God, J ^| which is ever like to God in nature, H and in substance restored by grace ; but it is oft unlike in condition, by sin on man's part. Then is prayer a witness that the soul willeth as God willeth, and comforteth the conscience, and enableth man to grace. And thus He teacheth us to pray, and mightily to trust that we shall have it ; for He beholdeth us in love, and will make us partners of His good will and deed ; and therefore He stirreth us to prayer, for that that liketh Him to do ; for which prayer and good will that we have of His gift, He will reward us, and give us endless meed. And this was 142 Revelations of Divine Love, shewed in this word, " and thou beseechest it." In this word God shewed so great pleasaunce, and so great liking, as if He were much beholden to us for each good deed that we do ; f^and yet it is He that doth -it,) and for that we beseech Him mightily to do that thing that Him lik eth ; as if He said, " What mightest thou please Me more in, than to beseech mightily, wisely, and wilfully to do that thing that I will have done ?" And thus the soul by prayer is ac corded with God. But when, our cour teous Lord, of His special grace, sheweth Himself to our soul, we have that we desire. And then we see not, for the time, what we should more pray, but all our intent, with all our might, is set whole unto the beholding of Him. And this is an high unperceivable prayer, as to my sight. For all the cause wherefore we pray is to be united unto the sight and beholding of Him to whom we pray, marvellously rejoicing with reverend dread ; and so great sweetness and de light in Him, that we can pray right Shewed Jo Mother Julian of Norwich. 143 nought, but as He stirreth us for the time. ¦ And well I wot, the more the soul seeth of God, the more she desireth Him by grace ; but when we see Him not so, then feel we need and cause to pray, for 1 fearing, and for unableness of ourself, to ' Jesus. For when a soul is tempted, trou bled, and left to herself by her unrest, then it is time to pray to make herself] supple and pliant to God ; but she by no manner of prayer maketh God supple to her, for He is ever one-like in love. And thus I saw that, what time we see need wherefore we pray, then our Lord God followeth us, helping our desire ; and when we of His special grace plainly behold Him, seeing none of other needs, then we follow Him. And He draweth us to Him by love; for I saw and felt that 1 His marvellous and His fulsome goodness fulfilleth all our might. And therewith I saw that His continual working in all manner of things is done so godly, so wisely, and so mightily, that it overpass- eth all our imagining", and all that we can 144 Revelations of Divine Love, mean or think. And then we can do no more than behold Him, and rejoice with a high mighty desire to be all united to Him, and attend to His motion, and re joice in His loving, and delight in His goodness. And thus shall we, with His sweet grace, in our own meek continual prayer, come unto Him now in this life, by many privy touchings of sweet ghostly sights, and feelings, measured to us as our simpleness may bear it. And this is wrought, and shall be, by the grace of the Holy Ghost, so long till we shall die in longing for love ; and then shall we all come unto our Lord, ourselves clearly knowing, and God fulsomely loving. And we shall endlessly be all hid in God, verily seeing, and fulsomely feeling, Him ghostly hearing, and Him delectably smell ing, and Him sweetly following, and there shall we see God face to face, homely and fulsomely. The creature, which is made, shall see and endlessly behold God, which is the Maker. For thus may no man see God and live after, that is to say, in this mortal life. But when He, of His special Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 145 grace, will shew Him here, He strength ened the creature above himself, and He measureth the shewing after His own will, and it is profitable for the time. 'Che Jfortgsfonrth Chapter. Of the properties of the Trinity, and how man's soul hath the same properties, doing what it was made for, seeing, be holding, and marvelling at God, and seeming as nothing to itself. /4*T OD shewed in all the Revelations, VT/ ofttimes, that a man worketh ever more His will and His worship duringly without stinting. And what this working is was shewed in the first, and that in a marvellous ground; for it was shewed in the working of the blissful soul of our Lady Saint Mary, by truth and wisdom. And how, I hope by the grace of the Holy Ghost, I shall say as I saw. Truth seeth God, and wisdom be holdeth God; and of these two cometh 10 1 46 Revelations of Divine Love, the third, and that is, a marvellous delight in God, which is4ove. Where- truth and wisdom is verily, there is love verily, coming of them both, and all of God's making; for God is endless sovereign Truth, endless sovereign Wisdom, end less sovereign Love unmade. And a man's, soul is a creature in God, which hath the same properties made ; and ever more it doth that it was made for; it seeth God, it beholdeth God, and it loveth God; wherefore God rejoiceth in the creature, and the creature in God, end lessly marvelling. In which marvelling he seeth his God, his Lord, his Maker, so high, so great, so good, in regard of him that is made, that scarcely the creature seemeth ought to itself. But the bright ness and clearness of truth and wisdom maketh him to see and to know that he is made for love ; iu which love God end lessly keepeth him. Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 147 'Che Jari^tifth Chapter. \" Of the judgments of God, and the different judgments of men. €> OD doometh us upon our natural substance, which is ever kept one in Him, whole and safe without end. And this doom is of His rightful ness. And man doometh upon our change able sensuality, which seemeth now one, now another, after that it taketh of the parts and sheweth outward. And this doom is meddled; for sometimes it is good and easy, and sometimes it is hard and grievous." And inasmuch as it is good and easy it belongeth to rightfulness ; and inasmuch as it is hard and grievous, our good Lord Jesus reformeth it by mercy and grace, through virtue of His Blessed Passion, and so bringeth into the rightful ness. And though these two be thus accorded and united, yet it shall be known both in heaven without end. 148 Revelations of Divine Love, The first doom is of God's rightfulness, and that is of His own high endless love ; and that is that fair sweet doom that was shewed in all these fair Revelations, in which I saw Him assign to us no manner of blame. And though these were sweet and delectable, yet only in the beholding of these I could not be fully eased; and that was for the doom of '_ Holy Church, which I had before understood, and which was continually in my sight. And there fore by this doom methought that me behoved needs to know myself a sinner: and by the same doom I understood that sinners be sometimes worthy blame and wrath, and these two could I not see in God ; and therefore my attention and my desire was more than I can or may tell. For the higher doom God shewed Him self in the same time, and therefore me behoved needs to take it ; and the lower doom was learned me beforetime in Holy Church, and therefore I might not by no way leave the lower doom. Then was this my desire, that I might see in God in what manner that the doom Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 149 of Holy Church, here in earth, is true in His sight, and how it belongeth to me verily to know it, whereby they might both be saved, so as it were worshipful to God, and right way to me. And to all this I had no other answer, but a marvel lous example of a lord and of a servant, as I shall say after, and that full mistily shewed. And yet I stood in desire, and will, unto my life's end, that I might know these two dooms, as it belonged to me. For all heavenly things, and all earthly things that belong to heaven, be compre hended in these two dooms. And the more understanding, by the gracious lead ing of the Holy Ghost, that we have of these two dooms, the more we shall see and know our failings, and ever the more that we see them, the more kindly by grace we shall long to be fulfilled of end less joy and bliss, for we be made thereto. And our natural substance is now bliss fully in God, and hath been since it was made, and shall be without end. 150 Revelations of Divine Love, 'Che Jfortgsjsixth Chapter. That we cannot know ourselves in this life but by faith and grace, but must know we be sinful. God is never wrath, being most near the soul, it keeping. jf^y UT our passing living that we have J^ J here in our sensuality knoweth not what ourself is, but in our faith. And when -we know and see, verily and clearly, what ourself is, then shall we verily and clearly see and know our Lord God in fulness of joy. And therefore it behoveth needs to be that the nearer we be our bliss the more shall we long, and that both by nature and by grace. We may have knowing of ourself in this life, by continual help and virtue of our high nature ; in which knowing we may increase and wax by furthering and speeding of mercy and grace. But we may never full know ourself unto the last point ; in which point this passing Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 151 life, and all manner of woe, shall have an end. And%therefore it belongeth properly to us, by grace and by nature, to long and desire, with all our might, to know ourself. In which full knowing we shall verily and clearly know our God in fulness of end less joy. And yet in all this time, from the beginning to the end, I had two man ner of beholdings. The one was endless continuant love, with secureness of keep ing, and blissful salvation ; for of this was all the shewing. The other was the com mon teaching of Holy Church, of which I was before informed and grounded, and wilfully having in use and understanding. And the beholding of this came not from me, for by the shewing I was not stirred nor led therefrom in no matter or point. But I had therein teaching to love it, and like it, whereby I might, with the help of our Lord and His grace, increase and rise to more heavenly knowing, and higher : loving. And thus, in all this beholding, methought it behoved needs to see and to know that we be sinners, and do many evils that we ought to leave, and leave 152 Revelations of Divine Love, many good deeds undone that we ought to do, wherefore we deserve pain, ,blame, and wrath. And notwithstanding all this, I saw verily that our Lord was never wrath, nor never shall be. For He is God, He is good, He is truth, He is love, and He is peace ; and His might, His wisdom, His charity, and His oneness, suffereth Him not to be wrath ; for I saw truly that it is against the property of His wisdom, and against the property of His goodness. God is that goodness that may not be wrath, for God is nought but goodness. Our soul is united to Him, unchangeable goodness ; and between God and our soul is neither wrath nor forgiveness in His sight; for our soul is so fulsomely united to God of His own goodness, that between God and our soul may be right nought. And to this understanding was the soul led by love, and drawn by might, in every shewing. That it is thus our good Lord shewed ; and how it is thus verily of His great goodness, and that He willeth we desire to wit, that is to say, as it belong- Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 153 eth to creatures to wit it. For all things that the simple soul understood, God will eth that it be shewed and known. For those things that He will have privy, mightily and wisely Himself hideth them for love. For I saw, in the same shewing, that much privity is hid, which may never be known unto the time that God of His goodness hath made us worthy to see it-. And therefore I am well content, abiding our Lord's will in this high marvel. And now I yield me to our mother Holy Church, as a simple child ought. 154 Revelations of Divine Love, 'Che Jfortg^serjenth Chapter. How we must reverently marvel and meekly suffer, ever joined to God.. Our blindness in not seeing God is the cause of our sin. tWO points belonging to our soul are due. One is that we reverently marvel. The other is, that we meekly suffer, ever rejoicing in God. For He willeth that we know that we shall in short time see clearly in Himself all that we desire. And notwithstanding all this, I beheld and marvelled greatly, what is the mercy and forgiveness of God. For, by the teaching that I had before, I under stood that the mercy of God shall be forgiveness of His wrath, after the time that we have sinned ; for methought that to a soul whose meaning and desire is to love, that the wrath of God were harder than any other pain. And therefore I took that the forgiveness of His wrath Skewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 155 should be one of the principal points of His mercy. But for ought that I might behold or desire, I could not see this point in all the shewing. But how I saw and understood of the working of mercy, I shall say some deal, as God shall give me grace. I understood thus: man is changeable in this life, and by simpleness and uncun- ning falleth into sin ; he is unmighty and unwise of himself, and also his will is overlaid. In this time he is in tempest, and in sorrow, and in woe: and the cause is blindness, for that he seeth not God ; for if he saw God continually he should have no mischievous feeling, nor no man ner of stirring or yearning that serveth to sin. Thus saw I, and felt, In the same time ; and methought that the sight and the feeling" was high, and plenteous, and gra cious, in regard that our common feeling is in this life. But yet methought it was but low and small in regard of the great desire that the soul hath to see God. For I felt in me five manner of workings, which 156 Revelations of Divine Love, be these: rejoicing, mourning, desire, dread, and true hope. Rejoicing for that God gave me understanding and knowing that it was Himself that I saw; mourning, and that was for failing ; desire, that was that I might see Him for ever more and more, understanding and knowing that we shall never have full rest till we see Him clearly and verily in heaven. Dread was, for that it seemed to me, in all that time, that sight should fail, and I be left to myself. True hope was in the endless love that I saw, that I should be kept by His mercy, and brought to bliss. And the joying in His sight, with this true hope of His merciful keeping, made me to have feeling and comfort, so that mourn- : ing and dread were not greatly painful. And yet in all this I beheld, in the shewing of God, that this manner of sight of Him may not be continuant in this life ; and that for His own worship, and for increase of our endless joy. And therefore we fail oftentimes of the sight of Him ; and anon we fall into ourself, and then find we feeling of right nought but Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 157 the contrarious, that is in ourself. And that of the old root of our first sin, with all that followeth of our own continuance. And in this we be travailled and tempted, with feeling of sin and of pain in many divers manners, ghostly and bodily, as it is known to us in this life. 'Che Jfart^eighth Chapter. Of failing and grace, and their properties ; and how we should rejoice that we suf fered woe patiently. dty UT our good Lord the Holy Ghost, 2j3 which is endless life, dwelling in! our soul, full truly keepeth us, and worketh therein a peace, and bringeth it to ease by grace, and maketh it pliant, and accordeth it to God. And this is the mercy and the way that our good Lord continually leadeth us in, as long as we be in this life, which is changeable. For I saw no wrath but on man's part, and 158 Revelations of Divine Love, that forgiveth He in us. For wrath is nought else but a frowardness, and a con- trariousness to peace and love. And either it cometh of failing of might, or of failing of wisdom, or of failing of good ness ; which failing is not of God, but it is in our part, for we by sin and wretched ness have in us a wrath, and a con tinuant contrariousness to peace and love. And that shewed He full oft in His lovely countenance of ruth and pity; for the ground of pity is in love, and the work ing of mercy is our keeping in love. And this was shewed in such a manner that I could not perceive of the property of mercy otherwise, but as it were all love in love: that is to say, as to my sight, mercy is a sweet gracious working in love, meddled with plenteous pity. For mercy worketh, us keeping ; and mercy worketh, turning to us all things to good ; 'mercy for love suffereth us to fail by measure, and inasmuch as we fail, in so much we fall ; and inasmuch as we fall, so much we die. For us behoveth needs to die, inas much as. we fail of the sight and feeling of Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 1 5 9 God, that is our life. Our failing is dreadful, our falling is shameful, and our dying is sorrowful. But yet in all this the sweet eye of pity and love departeth never from us, nor the working of mercy ceaseth not. For I beheld the property of mercy, and I beheld the property of grace, which have two manners of work ing in one love: mercy is a pitiful pro perty which belongeth to motherhood in tender love ; and grace is a worshipful property which belongeth to royal lord ship in the same love. Mercy worketh, keeping, suffering, quickening, and heal ing, and all is of tenderness of love. And grace worketh with mercy, raising, re warding, endlessly overpassing all that our loving and our travail deserveth ; spreading abroad, and shewing the high plenteousness and largeness of God's royal lordship in His marvellous courtesy. And this is of the abundance of love ; for grace worketh our dreadful failing into plenteous and endless solace: and grace worketh our shameful falling into high worshipful rising: and grace work- 1 60 Revelations of Divine Love, eth our sorrowful dying into holy blissful life. For I saw truly that ever, as our contrariousness worketh to us, here Iu earth pain, shame, and sorrow; right so, on the contrariwise, grace worketh us to, in heaven, solace, worship, and bliss ; and overpassing so far forth, that when we come up and receive that sweet reward, which grace hath wrought to us there, we shall thank and bless our Lord, endlessly rejoicing that ever we suffered woe: and that shall be for a property of blessed love that we shall know I" God, which we might never have known without woe going before. And when I saw all this, me behoved needs to grant that the mercy of God, and the forgiveness, slacketh and wasteth our wrath. Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 1 6 1 'Che Jfortp^ninth Chapter. How our life is grounded in love ; without it we perish : yet God is never wrathful, since He mercifully keepeth us, bringing us to peace, and rewarding our tribula tions. fOR it was an high marvel to the soul, which was continually shewed in all, and with great diligence, be holding that our Lord God, in regard of Himself, may not forgive, for He may not be wrath. It were impossible ; for this was shewed, that our life is all grounded and rooted in love, and without love we "may not live. And, therefore, to the soul that, of His" special grace, seeth so far forth of the high marvellous goodness of God, that we be endlessly united to Him in love, it is the most impossible that may be that God should be wrath. For wrath and friendship be two contraries ; for He that wasteth and destroyeth our wrath, and 162 Revelations of Divine Love, maketh us meek and mild, it behoveth us needs to believe that He be ever in one love, meek and mild, which is con trary to wrath. For I saw full truly that where our Lord appeareth peace is taken, and wrath hath no standing ; for I saw no manner of wrath in God, neither for short time nor for long. For truly^ as to my sight, if God might be wrath awhile, we should neither have life, nor standing, nor being. For as verily as we have our life of the endless might of God, of the endless wis dom, and of the endless goodness, so also verily we have our keeping in the end less might of God, in the endless wisdom, and in the endless goodness. For though we feel in us wrath, debate, and strife, yet we be all mercifully united to the mild ness of God, and His meekness, His benignity, and His pliancy. For I saw full truly that all our endless friendship, our standing, our life, and our being, is in God. For that same endless goodness that keepeth us when we sin, that we perish not, that same endless goodness Shewed, to Mother Julian of Norwich. 1 6^ continually treateth in us a peace against our wrath, and our contrarious falling, aixl maketh us to see our need, with a true dread, mightily to seek unto God to have forgive ness, with a gracious desire of our salvation. For we may not be blissfully saved till we be verily in peace and in love, for that is our salvation. And though we be wrath, and. the contrariousness that is. in< us be now in tribulation, dis-ease, and woe, as falling into our blindness and our proneness, yet we be secure and safe by the merciful keeping of God, that we perish not ; but we be not blissfully saved, in having of our endless joy, till we be all in peace and in love ; that is to say, full pleased with God, and with all His works, and with all His dooms, and loving and pleasable with ourselves, and with our fellow Christians, and with all that God loveth,. as love liketh. And this doth God's, goodness in us. Thus saw I that God is our very peace ; and He is our secure keeper, when we be ourself at unpeace ; and He con tinually worketh to bring us into endless peace ; and thus, when, by the working of 1 54 Revelations eaced'ia herself; for in Him is found no wrath. And thus I saw, when we be all in peace and in love, we find no con- trariousness "in no manner of letting. And that coiltrariousness which is now in us, our Lord God of His goodness mak eth it to us full profitable ? for contrarious- ness is cause of all our tribulation, and all our woe. And our Lord Jesus taketh them, and sendeth them up to heaven, and then they are made more sweet and more delectable than heart may think, or tongue can tell. And when we come thither, we shall find them ready all turned into very fairness and endless .worship. Thus is God our steadfast ground, and shall be our full bliss, and make us unchangeable, as He is, when we be there. Sehewed to Mother. Julian of Norwich. 165 Wit Jfifitei'It dtftapfer. .low the chosen soul was never dead In the sight of God j, of a. marvel upon the same ;; three things embolden hec ta ask. GocLthe iindeistajtid-ag, of it.. C^JJL ND> in this- mortal life mercy and? /k%\ forgiveness is our way, that ever more leadeth us- to grace. And by the tempest and the sorrow that we fall into on our part, we be oftea dead, as, to man's doom- on earth ; but in. the sight of God the soul that shall be saved was never dead, nor neve* shall' be. But yet here I wondered and marvelled with all the diligence of my soul„ meaning thus: " Good Lord, I see that Thou art the- very- truth, and I .know truly that we sin grieve ously all days, and be nmeh blameworthy ;¦ and I wtay neither leave the knowing qf> this- truth, nor I see- not the shewing to> ur no manner qf blame. ¦ How may this be f: For I know, by the: common teaching of- 1 66 Revelations of Divine Love, Holy Church, and by mine own feeling, that the blame of our sins continually hangeth upon tis, from the first man unto the time that we come up into heaven." Then was this my marvel, that I saw our Lord God shewing to us no more blame than if we were as clean and as holy as angels be in heaven. And between these two contraries, my reason was greatly travailed by my blindness, and could have no rest, for dread that His blessed pres ence should pass from my sight, and I be left in unknowing how He beholdeth us in our sin. For either me behoved to see in God that sin were all done away, of else me behoved to see in God how He seeth it-; whereby I might truly know how it belongeth to me to see sin, and the manner of our blame. My longing en dured, Him continually beholding; and yet I could have no patience, for great fear and perplexity thinking, " If I take it thus, that we be no sinners, nor no blame' worthy, it s-eemeth as I should err, and fail °f knowing the truth. And if it be true that we be sinners, and blameworthy, how Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 167 may ii then be that I cannot see this truth in'Thee, which art my God, my Maker, in whom I desire to see all truth ? " For three points make me hardy to ask it. The first is, for it is so low a thing ; for if it were an high I should be adread. The second is, that it is so common ; for if it were special and privy also, I should be adread. The third is* that it needeth me to wit, as methinketh, if I shall live here, for knowing of good and evil; whereby I may, by reason and by grace, the more depart them asunder; and love goodness, and hate evil; as Holy Church teacheth. I cried inwardly with all my might, seeking unto God for help, mean ing thus: " Ah, Lord Jesus, King of bliss, how shall I be eased ? Who shall tell me, and teach me, that me needeth to wit, if I may not at this time see it in Thee ?" 1 68 Revelations of Divine Love, Wxt Jfift^fitst Chapter. The answer to the doubt, by a marvellous example of our Lord as a servant. We must wait for God, as it was more than twenty years after she understood this example. How it is that Jesus Christ sitteth at the right hand of the Father. f^fl ND then our courteous Lord an- <£\> swered in shewing full mystily, by a wonderful example of a lord that hath a servant, and gave sight to my understanding of both: which sight was shewed double in the lord, and the sight was shewed double in the servant. The one part was shewed ghostly in bodily likeness ; the other part was shewed more ghostly without bodily likeness. For the first, thus I saw two persons in bodily likeness ; that is to say, a lord and a ser vant. And therewith God gave me ghostly understanding: the lord sitteth solemnly in rest and in peace ; the ser- Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 1 69 vant standeth before the lord reverently, to do his lord's will j the lord looketh upon his servant full lovely, and sweetly, and meekly; he sendeth him into a certain place to do His will. The servant not only he goeth, but suddenly he starteth, and runneth in great haste, for love to do his lord's will. And anon he falleth into a vale, and taketh full great sorrow ; and then he groaneth, and moaneth, and wal- loweth, and writheth,, but he cannot rise nor help himself in no manner of way. And of all this, the most mischief that I saw him in was failing of comfort, for he could not turn his face to look upon his loving lord, which was to him full near, in whom is full comfort j but as a man that was full feeble and unwise for the time, he attended to his feeling and enduring in woe. In which woe he suffered seven great pains. The first was the sofe bruising that he took in his falling, which was to him much pain. The second was the heaviness of his body. The third was the feebleness that followed of these two; 1 70 Revelations of Divine Love, The fourth was that he was blinded in his reason^ and astonished' in his mind, so far forth, that almost he had forgotten his own love. The fifth was that he could not rise. The sixth was pain most marvel lous to me; and that was that he lay alone. I looked all about and beheld, and far, nor near, nor high, nor low> I saw to him no help. The seventh Was> that the place that he lay in was hard, long, and grievous. I marvelled how this servant might thus meekly suffer all this woe. And I beheld with advisedness, to wit if I could per ceive in him any default, or if the lord should assign him any manner of blame. And verily there was none seen ; for only his goodwill and his great desire was the cause of his falling. And he was as un- loathful, and as good inwardly) as he was when he stood before his lord, ready to do his will. And right thus continually his loving lord tenderly beholdeth him, and now with a twofold countenance: one outward, full meekly and mildly, with great ruth and pity, and this was of the first shewing. Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 171 Another inward, more ghostly ; and this was shewed with a leading of my under standing into the Lord, in restoring which I saw Him mightily rejoice, for the wor shipful resting and nobleness that He will and shall bring His servant to, by His plenteous grace ; and this was of the other shewing. And now was my under standing led again into the first, both keeping in mind: then said this courteous lord in his meaning: " To my beloved ser vant, what harm and disease he hath had and taken in my service, for my love, yea, and for his good will ? Is it not reason that I reward him, his pain and his dread, his hurt and his maim, and all his woe ? And not only this, but falleth it not to me to give him a gift, that be better to him, and more worshipful than his own healing should have been ; or else methinketh I did him no grace ?" And in this an inward ghostly shewing of the lord's meaning descended into my soul, in which I saw that it behoved needs to be, standing his great goodness and his own worship, that his dear worthy servant, which he loved 172 Revelations of Divine Love, ' so much, should; be highly and worship- fully rewarded without end, above that' he should have been if he had: not fallen ;: yea> and so far forth, that his- falling and all his woe that he hath taken thereby,. shall be turned into the high overpassing. worship> and endless bliss. And at this. point the shewing of the example van ished, and our good Lord led forth my understanding; in sight and in shewing of the Revelation to the- .end. Rut notwithstanding all this forthlead- ing, the marvelling of the example never went from me;, for methought it was given me for answer to my desire: and yet I could not take. therein full under standing to my ease at that time. For in the servant, that was shewed for Adam, as I shall say, 1 saw many divers proper ties that might hy no manner be direct to $ingle Adam. And thus,' in that time, I stood much in three knowings; for the full understanding of this marvellous ex ample was not given me in that time. In whieh misty example the privities of thex Revelation be yet much hid. And not<; Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 1 73 withstanding this, I saw and understood that every shewing is full of privities* and therefore me behoveth now to tell thr^e properties, in which I am somewhat eased. The first is, the beginning of teaching, that I understood there in the same time. The second is, the inward. learning that I have understood therein since. The third is, all the holy Revelation, from the beginning to the end, which our Lord God, of His goodness, bringeth ofttimes freely to the sight of my understanding. And these three be so united, as to my understanding, that I cannot, nor may not, depart them. And by these three, as one, I have teaching, whereby I am to believe and trust in our Lord God, that of the same goodness that He shewed it, and for the same end, right so of the same good ness, and of the same end, He shall de clare it to us when it is His will. For twenty years after the time of the shew ing, save three months, I had teaching inwardly, as I shall say. It belongeth to thee to take heed to all the properties and the conditions, that 1 74 Revelations of Divine Love, were shewed in the example, though thee think that it be misty and indifferent to thy sight. I assented wilfully with great desire, seeing inwardly with advisedness, all the points and the properties that were shewed in the same time, as far forth as my wit and my understanding would serve ; beginning at my beholding at the lord, and at the servant ; at the manner of sit ting of the lord, and the place he sat on, and the colour of his clothing, and the manner of shape, and his cheer without, and his nobleness and his goodness with in ; and the manner of standing of the servant, and the place where and how, and his manner of clotliing.'the colour and the shape, at his outward behaviour, and at his inward goodness, and his unloathful- ness. The lord that sat solemnly in rest and in peace, I understand that he is God. The servant that stood before Him, I understood that he was shewed for Adam ; that is to say, one man was shewed that time, and his falling, to make thereby to be understood how God beholdeth all men, and his falling, for in the sight of Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 175 God all men are one man, and one man is all men. This man was hurt in his might, and made full feeble, and he was aston ished in his understanding, far he was turned from the beholding of his Lord, but his will was kept in God's sight, for his will I saw our Lord commend and approve, but himself was letted and blinded of the , knowledge of this will. And this is to him great sorrow and grievous disease, for neither he seeth clearly his loving lord, which is to him full meek and mild, nor he seeth truly what himself is in the sight of his loving lord. And well I wot that when these two be wisely and truly seen, we shall get rest and peace here in part, and the fulsome- ness of the bliss of heaven by His plen teous grace. And this was a beginning of teaching which I saw in the same time, ¦whereby I might come to knowing in what manner He beheld us in our sin. And then I saw that only pain blameth and punisheth. And our courteous Lord com- forteth and succoureth. And ever He is 176 Revelations of Divine Love, to the soul in glad Cheer, longing and lov ing to bring us to His bliss. The plade that the lord sat on was simple, ort the earth, barren and desert, alone in the wilderness ; his clothing was wide and side, and full seemly, as falleth to a lord ; the colour of his clothing was blue as azure, most sad and fair ; his countenance was mercifuk The colour of his face was fair, brown, white, with full seemly countenance ; his eyes were black, most fair and seemly, shewing full of lovely pity. And within him an heyward, long and broad, all full of endless heavens. And the lovely looking that he looked on his servant continually, and namely, in liis falling, methought it might melt our -hearts for love, and burst them in two for joy. This fair looking shewed of a med^- ley which was marvellous to behold. The one was ruth and pity, the other joy and bliss. The joy and bliss passeth as far the ruth and pity as heaven is above earth: the pity was earthly, and the bliss heavenly. . . . The ruth and the pity of the Father Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 177 was for the falling of Adam, which is His most loved creature ; the joy and the bliss was for the falling of His dear worthy Son, which is even with the Father. . The merciful beholding of His lovely countenance fulfilled all earth, and descended down with Adam into hell, witli which continuant pity Adam was kept from endless death. And this mercy and pity dwelleth with mankind unto the time that we come up into heaven. But man is blinded in this life, and therefore we may not see our Father God as He is. And what time that He of His goodness will shew Himself to man, He sheweth Himself as homely as may ; not withstanding that I saw verily we ought to know and believe that the Father is not man. But His sitting on the earth, barren and desolate, is this to mean: He made man's soul to be His own city, and His dwelling place, which is most pleas ing to Him of all His works. And what time man was fallen into sorrow and pain, he was not all seemly to serve to that noble office. And therefore our kind ia 178 Revelations of Divine Love, Father would have dight Him none other place but to sit on the earth, abiding man kind, which is meddled with earth, till what time, by His grace, His dear worthy Son had brought again His city into the noble fairness, with His hard travail. The blueness of that clothing betokeneth His steadfastness ; the brownness of His fair Face, with the seemly blackness of the eyes, was most according, to show His holy soberness. The largeness of His clothing,, which was fair flaming about, betokeneth that He hath enclosed in' Himself" all heayens, apd endless- joy and bliss. And this was shewed in a touch, where I saw that my understanding was led into the Lord ;. hi which I saw Him highly rejoice, for the worshipful restoring that He will and shall; bring His servant to by His plenteous grace. And yet I marvelled, beholding the lord and the servant beforesaid: I saw the lord sit solemnly, and the servant standing reverently before his lord ; in which ser vant is a double understanding, one with' but another within. Outward he was clad' Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 179 simple, as a labourer which was disposed to travail, and he stood full near the lord, not even fore anenst him, bub in part asidej and that on the left side: His elothing was a white kirtle, single, old, and all defaulted1, dyed with sweat of his body, strait sitting to hirh> and short, as it were an handful beneath the knee ; bare, seeming as it should, soon be worn up, ready to* be ragged, and rent. And in this I marvelled. greatly, thinking: This is now 1 an tmseemly clothing for the servant that is so highly loved, to stand in before so worshipful a lord. And- inward in him was shewed a ground of love, which love he had to the- lord* that was even like to the love that- the lord had to him., The wisdom* of. the servant saw inwardly that there was one thing to do; which should be worship to the lord. And the servant, for love having no. regard to himself, nor to nothing that might befaf of him, hastily did start and run at the sending of his lord to do that thing which was his will and his worship. For it seemed by his outward clothing as if he had been a, continuant 1 80 Revelations of Divine Love, labourer, and an hard travailer of long time. And by the inward sight that I had, both in the lord and in the servant, it seemed that he was anew, that is to say, new beginning for to travail, which servant was never sent out before. There was a treasure in the earth which the lord loved. I marvelled and thought what it might be ; and I was answered in my understanding, " It is a meat which is lovesome and pleasing unto the lord." For I saw the lord sit as a man, and I saw neither meat nor drink wherewith to serve him. This was one marvel. Another anarvel was that this solemn lord had no servant but one, and him he sent out. I beheld, thinking what. labour it may be that the servant should do ; and then I understood that he should do the greatest labour, and the hardest travail: that is, he should be a gardener, delving, and diking, and sweating, and turning the earth up and down, and seek the deepness, and water the plants in time ; and in this he should continue his travail, and make sweat-floods to run, and noble plenteous- Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 1 81 ness of fruit to spring, which he should bring before the lord, and serve him therewith to his liking ;. and he should never turn again till he had prepared this meat all ready, as he knew that it liked to the lord, and then he should take this meat, with the drink, and bear it full worshipfully before the lord. And all this time the lord should sit fight on the same place, abiding the ser vant whom he sent out. And yet I mar velled from whence- the servant came ; for I saw in the lord that he hath within him endless life, and all manner of goodness, save the treasure that was in the earth, and that was grounded within the lord in marvellous deepness of endless love,. But it was not all to his. worship, till his ser vant had thus nobly prepared it, and brought it before him in himself present. And without the lord was right nought but wilderness. And I understood not all that this ex ample meant, and therefore I marvelled whence the servant came. In the servant is comprehended the Second Person of 1 8 2 Revelations of Divine Love, the Trinity ; and in the servant is compre hended Adam, that is to say, all man. And therefore, when I say the Son it meaneth the Godhead, which is even with the Father. And when I say the servant, it meaneth Christ's Manhood, which is, rightful Adam. By the nearhood of the servant is understood the Son ; and by the standing son the left side is understood Adam. The lord is God the Father ; the servant is the Son Jesus Christ ; the Holy Ghost is -the even love that is in them both. When Adam fell, God's Son fell, for the right union which was made in heaven: God's Son might not be separate from Adam, for by Adam I understood all men. Adam fell from life to death into the vale of this wretched world, and after that into hell. God's Son fell with Adam into the vale of the Maiden's womb, which was the fairest daughter of Adam, and that was for to excuse Adam from blame in heaven and in earth. And mightily He fetched him out of hell. By the wisdom and the goodness that was in the servant, is understood God's Son ; by Shewed io Mother Julian of Norwich. 183 the poor clothing as a labourer standing "near the left side, is understood the man hood Of Adam, with a_ the mischief and feebleness that followettv; for in ail this our good Lord shewed His own Son and Adam but one man. The virtue and the good ness that we have is of Jesus Christ, the feebleness and the blindness that We have is of Adam; which two Were shewed in the servants and thus hath our good Lord Jesus taken upon Him all our blame. And therefore our Father may, nor will, no more blame assign to us than to His own dear worthy Son Jesus Christ. Thus was He the servant before His coming linto the earth ; standing ready before the Father in purpose, till what time He would send Him to do the worshipful deed by which mankind was brought again into heaven ; that is to say, notwithstanding that He is God even with the Father, in regard of the Godhead, yet in His foreseeing pur pose that He would be man, to save man in the fulfilling of the will of His Father, so He stood before His Father as a ser vant, wilfully taking upon him all our 1 84 Revelations of Divine Love, charge. And then He started full readily at the Father's will, and anon He fell full low in the Maiden's womb, having no regard to Himself nor to His hard pains. The white kirtle is the flesh ; the singleness is that there was right nought between the Godhead and the Manhood ; the straitness is poverty ; the old is of Adam's wearing ; the defaulting is the sweat of Adam's travail ; the shortness sheweth the labourer-servant. And thus I saw the Son stand, saying in His meaning: " Lo ! My dear Father, I stand before Thee in Adams kirtle, all ready to start and to run : I would be in the earth to. Thy worship, when it is Thy will to senff Me: how long shall I desire itf Full truly wist the Son when it was the Father's will, and how long He should desire ; that is to, say, in regard of the Godhead, for He is the wisdom of the Father. Wherefore this meaning was shewed in understanding of the Manhood of Christ; for all mankind that shall be saved, by the sweet Incarnation and Pas- Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 185 sion of Christ, all is the Manhood of Christ ; for He is the Head, and we be His members ; to which members the day and the time is unknown, when every passing woe and sorrow shall have an end, and the everlasting joy and bliss shall be fulfilled. Which day and time all the company 'of heaven longeth and desireth ; and all that be under heaven, which shall come thither, their way is by longing and desiring. Which desiring and longing was shewed in the servant standing before the lord; or else thus, in the Son standing before the Father in Adam's kirtle ; for the longing and desir ing of all mankind that shall be saved appeared in Jesus ; for Jesus is in all that I may be saved, and all that be saved is in Jesus. And all of the charity of God, with obedience, meekness, and patience, and virtues that belongeth to us. Also, in this marvellous example, I have teaching within me, as it were the beginning of an A B C, whereby I may have some understanding of our Lord's; meaning ; for the privities of the Revela- 1 86 Revelations of Divine Love, tion be hid therein, notwithstanding that all the shewings be full of prfviries> The sitting of the Father betokeneth the God* head, that is to say, for shewing of rest and peace ; for in the Godhead may be no travail. And that He slieWeth Himself as lord betokeneth to our manhood; the standing of the servant betokeneth travail ; and on the left side betokeneth that Ire was not all worthy to stand even right before the lord. His starting was the Godhead, and the running was the Man hood ; for the Godhead started from the Father into the Maiden's womb, falling into the taking of our nature. And in this falling He took great sore': the sore that He took was our flesh, in which, as soon as He took *_, He had feeling of deadly pains. By that He stood dreadful before the lord, and not even right, be tokeneth that His clothing was not honest to stand even right before the lord, nor that might not nor should not be His office whiles He was a labourer ; nor also He might not sit with the lord in rest and peace, till He had won His peace right- Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 187 fully with His hard travail. And by the left side, that the Father left His own Son wilfully in the Manhood, to suffer all man's pain, without sparing of Him. By that His kirtle was at the point to be ragged and rent, is understood the rods and scourges, the thorns and the nails, the drawing and the dragging His tender Flesh renting, as I saw in some part. The tender Flesh was rent from the Head-pan, falling in pieces, unto the time that the bleeding failed, and then it began to dry again, cleaving to the bone. And by the wallowing, and writhing, groaning, and mourning, is understood, that He might never rise all mightily from that time that He was fallen into the Maiden's womb, till His Body was slain and dead, He yielding the soul into the Father's Hand, with all mankind for whom He was sent. And at this point He began first to shew His might, for then He went into hell. And when He was there, then He raised up the great root out of the deep deepness, which rightfully was knit to Jfim in high heaven. The Body lay in r88 Revelations of Divine Love, the grave till Easter morrow ; and from that time He lay never more: for there was rightfully ended the wallowing, and the writhing, the groaning, and the mourn ing. And our foul deadly flesh, that God's Son took upon Him, which was Adam's old kirtle, strait, bare, and short, then by our Saviour was made fair, new, white and bright, and of endless clearness, wide and side, fairer and richer than was the clothing which I saw on the Father, for that clothing was blue. And Christ's clothing is now of fair seemly medley, which is so marvellous that I can it no descry, for it is all of very worship. Now sitteth not the Lord on earth in a wilder ness, but He sitteth on His rich and noble seat, which He made in heaven most to His liking. Now standeth not the Son before the Father, as a servant before the lord, dreadfully clothed, in part naked, but He standeth before the Father even right richly clothed, in blissful largeness, with a crown upon His Head of precious richness, for it was shewed that we be' His crown, which crown is the Father's Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 1 89 . . _ _ a _ — , , joy, the Son's worship, the Holy Ghost's liking, and endless marvellous hliss to all that be in heaven. Now standeth not the Son before the Father on the left side as a labourer, but He sitteth on the Father's Right Hand in endless rest and peace. But it is not meant that the Son sitteth on the right hand beside, as one man sit teth by another in this life, for there is no such sitting, as to my sight, in the Trinity : but He sitteth on the Father's Right Hand ; that is to say, right in the highest nobleness of the Father's joy. Now is the Spouse God's Son in peace with His loved wife, which is the fair maiden of endless joy. Now sitteth the Son, very God and very Man, in His city, in rest and in peace, which His Father hath pre pared for Him of endless purpose, and the Father in the Son, and the Holy Ghost in the Father and in the Son. 1 90 Revelations of Divine Love, Wxt Jftfigs&eartti) Chapter.. How God rejoiceth in- being our Father^ our- Brother, our- Spouse ; and how th«; chosen have here a minglement of weal and woe. How Gqd. is with us in. thre.e. manners, How we may eschew sin,. fND thus I saw that God rejoiceth, that He is our Father, and ©od' rejoiceth that He is our Mother, and God rejoiceth .that He is our very Spouse, and our soul His loved wife. And Christ rejoiceth that He is our Brother, and Jesus rejoiceth that He is our Saviour. These be five high joys, as I understand, in which He willeth that we rejoice, Him praising, Him thanking, Him loving, Him endlessly blessing. All that shall bev saved, for the time of this life, we have in us a marvellous medley both of weal and of woe; we have in us our Lord Jesus Christ uprisen, and we have in us the wretchedness and the mischief of Shewed? to Mother Julian of Norwich. 1 9 1 Adam's falling and dying. By Christ we be lastingly kept, and by His gracious touching we be raised into very trust of salvation. And hy Adam's falling we be so broken, in our feeling, in- divers man ners, by sin and by sundry pains, in which we be made so dark and so, blind that scarce we can take any comfort. But, in our meaning, we abide Qod, and faith fully trust to. haye mercy an,d grace. And this is His own working in us, and of His goodness it openeth the eye of our understanding, by which we have sight, sometime more, sometime less, after that God giveth ability to take. And now we be raised into the one, and now we be suffered to fall into the other. And thus is that medley so mar vellous in us, that scarce we know of ourself, or of our fellow Christian, in what way we stand, for the marvellousness of this sundry feeling, but for the holy assent that we assent' to God, when we feel iii Him truly willing to be with Him with _11, our heart, with all our soul, and with all our might. And then we hate and 192 Revelations of Divine Love, despise our evil stirring, and all that might be occasion of sin, ghostly and bodily. And yet nevertheless, when this sweetness is hid, we fall again into blind ness, and so into woe and tribulation in divers manners. But then is this our comfort, that we know in our faith, that by the virtue of Christ which is our keeper, we assent never thereto. But we grudge there-against, and endure in pain and in woe, praying into that time that He sheweth Him again to us. And thus we stand in this medley all the days of our life ; but He wills that we trust that He is lastingly with us, and that in three manners. He is with us in heaven very Man, in His own person, us up-drawing; and that was shewed in the ghostly thirst. And He is with us on earth us leading ; and that was shewed in the Third, where I saw God in a point. And He is with us in our soul, endlessly uniting, ruling, and guiding us ; and that was shewed in the Sixteenth, as I shall say. And thus in the servant was shewed the mischief of Adam's falling. And in Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 193 the servant was shewed the wisdom and goodness of God's Son. And in the lord was shewed the ruth and the pity of Adam's woe ; and in the lord was shewed the high nobleness and endless worship that mankind is come to by the virtue of the Passion and the Death of His dear worthy Son. And therefore mightily He rejoiceth in His falling, for the high rais ing and fullness of bliss that mankind is come to, overpassing that we should have had if He had not fallen. And thus, to see this overpassing noble ness, was my understanding led into God, in the same time that I saw the servant fall. And thus we have matter of mourn ing, for our sin is cause of Christ's pains; and we have lastingly matter of joy, for endless love made Him to suffer. And therefore the creature that seeth and feel- edi the working, of love by grace, hateth nought but sin ; for of all things, as to my sight, love and hate be. hardest and most unmeasurable contraries. And notwithstanding all this, I saw and understood this in our Lord's meaning, 13 1 94 Revelations of Divine Love, that we may not in this life keep us from sin, all holy in full cleanness, as we shall be in heaven. But we may well by grace keep us from the sins which would lead us to endless pain, as Holy Church teach eth us„ and eschew venial, reasonably up to our might. And if we, by our blind* ness and our wretchedness, any time fall; that we readily rise, knowing the sweet touching of grace ; and wilfully amend us, upon teaching of Holy Church, after that the sin is grievous; and go forth with God in love:- and neither on the one side fall over low, inclining to despair, nor on the other side be over^reckless, as that we give no force ; but meekly know our feebleness, witting that we may not stand the twinkling of an eye, but with keeping of grace, and reverently cleave to God, in Him only trusting. For otherwise is the beholding of God, and otherwise is the beholding of man. For it belongeth to man meekly to accuse himself, and it belongeth to the proper goodness of our Lord God courteously to excuse man. And these be two parts Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 195 '*—-" ¦-¦¦¦¦ — T<" — — . , that were shewed in the double coun tenance, in which the lord beheld the fall ing of his loved servant. The one was shewed outward, full meekly and mildly, with great ruth and pity: and the other of inward endless love. And right thus will our good Lord that we accuse ourself wil fully, and truly see and know His ever lasting love that He hath to us, and His plenteous mercy. And thus graciously to see and know both together, is the meek accusing that our good Lord asketh of us, and Himself worketh where it is: and this is the lower part of man's life. And it was shewed in the outward countenance ; in which shewing I saw two parts. The one is the rueful falling of man, the other is the worshipful satisfaction that our Lord hath made for man. The other countenance was shewed inward, and that was more high and all one: for the life and the virtue that we have in the lower part is of the higher. And it cometh down to us of the kind love of the self-same by grace. Between the one and the other is right nought ; for 196 Revelations of Divine Love, it is all one -love; which one blessed love hath now in us double working ; for in the lower part be pains and passions, ruths and pities, mercies and forgiveness, and such other which be profitable. But in the higher part be none of these ; but all one high love and marvellous joy, in which marvellous joy all pains be wholly destroyed. And in this not only our good Lord shewed our excusing: but also the worshipful nobleness that He shall bring us to, turning all our blame into endless worship. Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 197 Wtt J iftg4htd) Chapter. How the kindness of God asslgneth no blame to. His chosen, for m them is a godly will which, never consentetb to^ sin. It behoveth us to he kind to Him* as never to depart from Him. 31* rND thus I saw that He wtlleth that we know that He taketh no harder the falling of any creature that shall be saved than He took the falling of Adam, which we know was endlessly ltoved, and securely kept in the time of all his need, and now. is blissfully restored! in high overpassing joys. For our Lord God is so. good, so gentle, and so cour teous, that He may never assign default in whom He shall be ever blessed and praised, And in this that I have now said, was my desire in part answered, and my great fear some deal eased by the lovely gracious shewing of our Lord Godv In which shewing, I saw and understood 198 Revelations of Divine Love, full surely that in each soul that shall be saved, is a godly will that never assent- eth to sin, nor never shall. Which will is so good that it may never will ill, but evermore continually it willeth good, and worketh good in the sight of God. Where fore our Lord willeth that we know it in the faith and the belief, and namely and truly that we have all this blessed will whole and safe in our Lord Jesus Christ. For the nature that heaven shall be ful filled with, it behoved needs, of God's rightfulness, so to be knit and united in Him, that therein was kept a substance which might never nor should be parted from Him, and that through His own good will, in His endless purpose afore-. said. . And, notwithstanding this rightful knit ting, and this endless uniting, yet the. redemption, and the again' buying of man kind, is needful and profitable, in every* thing, as it is done for the same intent and for the same end that: Holy Church in pur. faith us teacheth. For I saw that God began he ver to dove mankind ;., foft Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 1 99 right the same that mankind shall be ia endless bliss /fulfilling the Joy of God in regard of His works,), right so the same mankind hath been, in the foresight of God, known and loved from without beginning in His rightful intent. And by the endless intent and assent, and the full accord of all the Trinity, the mid-Person would be the ground and head of this fair kind, out of whom we be all come, in whom we be all enclosed, into whom we shall all go, in Him finding our full heaven in everlasting joy, by the foresee ing purpose of all the Blessed Trinity from without beginning. For before that He made us He loved us ; and when we were made we loved Him. And this is a love made of the natural substantial good* ness of the Holy Ghost ; mighty by rea son of the might of the Father, and wise in mind of the wisdom of the Son. And thus is man's soul made by God, and in the same point knit to God. :¦ ; And thus I understood that man's soul I is made of nought ; that is to say, it is I made, but of nought that is made; as 1 206 Revelations of Divine Love, i thus;- when God should make man's body He took the slime of the earth, which is a matter meddled and gathered of all bodily things, and thereof He made man's body. But to the making of man's soul He would take right nought, but made It. And thus is the nature made rightfully united to the Maker ; which is substantial nature unmade, that is, God. And there fore, it is that there may nor shall be right nought between God and man's soul, and in this endless love man's soul is kept whole, as all the matter of the Revelation I meaneth and shewefh,, In which endless love we be led and kept Of God, and never shall be lost ; for He willeth that we know that our soul is a life, which life of His goodness and His grace shall last in heaven without end, Him loving, Him thanking, Him praising. And right the _ame that we shall be without end, the same we were treasured in God, and hid, known, and loved from without beginning. Wherefore He^ willeth we wit the noblest thing that ever be made is mankind, and the fullest substance and the highest vir- Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 201 tue is the blessed soul of Christ. And furthermore He willeth we wit that this dear worthy soul was preciously knit to Him in the making, which knot is so subtle and so mighty that it is united into God. In which uniting it is made end lessly holy. Furthermore, He willeth that all the souls that shall be saved in heaven without end be knit in this knot, and united in this uniting, and made holy in this holiness.* * " Then our Lord Jesus* ascending on high, stood before the Father, and presented to Him in His own person the souls of all the elect, both of those who were present and had ascended with Him, as well as of all those who were to come thither hereafter, and the works, the sufferings, and merits of each : so that they who are now in a state of sin appeased in Him in the form they will be hereafter in heaven," — Revelations of S. Mechtild, jui. 202 Revelations of Divine Love, Wxt Jfiftg4omih Chapter. How we ought to rejoice that God dwelleth in our soul, and our soul in God. How our soul is as it were all God ; and how faith is the ground of all virtue in the soul by the Holy Ghost. (0yt ND for the endless love that God £\- hath to all mankind, He maketh no separation in love between the blessed soul of Christ, and the least soul that shall be saved, For it is full easy to believe and trust that the dwelling of the blessed soul of Christ is full high in the glorious Godhead. And truly, as I under stood in our Lord's meaning, where the blessed soul of Christ is, there is the sub stance of all the souls that shall be saved by Christ, (in their exemplar and final cause.) Highly ought we to rejoice that God dwelleth in our soul, and far more highly /ought we to rejoice that our soul dwelleth Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 203 in God. Our soul is made to be God's dwelling-place, and the dwelling of our soul is God, which is unmade. A high understanding it is inwardly to see and to know, that God, which is our Maker, dwelleth in our soul. And a higher un derstanding it is, and more inward, to see and to know that our soul, that is made, dwelleth in God in substance ; of which substance by God we be that we be. And I saw no difference between God and our substance, but as it were all God. And yet my understanding took that our sub stance is in God ; that is to say, that God is God, and our substance is a creature in God. For the Almighty Truth of the Trinity is our Father, for He made us and keepeth us in Himself; and the deep wisdom of the Trinity is our Mother, in whom we be enclosed ; and the high goodness of the Trinity is our Lord, and in Him we be enclosed, and He in us. i * We be enclosed in the Father, and we be enclosed in the Son, and we be enclosed in the Holy Ghost. And the Father is enclosed in us, the Son is enclosed in us. 2 ©4 Revelations of Divine Love; and the Holy Ghost is enclosed in us ; all might; all wisdom, and all goodness, one God, one Lord. And our faith is a virtue that cometh from our natural substance into our sensual soul by the Holy Ghost. In which virtue all our virtues come into us, for without that no man may receive virtues, for it is nought else but a right understanding, with true belief, and secure trust of our being, that we be in God, and He in us, which we see not. And this virtue, with all others that God hath or dained to us coming therein, worketh in us great things; for Christ mercifully is working in us, and we graciously accord to Him, through the gift and the virtue of the Holy Ghost. This working maketh that we be Christ's children, and Christian in living. Shewed -to Mother Julian qf Norwich. 205 Wxt Jftftg*fffth Chapter. •How Christ is our way, bringing us to and presenting us to the Father, as the soul is inspired into the body, mercy and grace working : and how Christ took our sen suality to deliver us from double death. ^4 ND thus Christ is our way, us f\ securely leading in His laws. And Christ in His Body mightily bear eth us up into heaven. For I saw that Christ, us all having in Him that shall be saved by Him, worshipfully presenteth His Father in heaven with us, which pre sent full thankfully His Father receiveth, and courteously giveth it unto His Son Jesus Christ, Which gift and working is joy to the Father, and bliss to the Son, and liking to the Holy Ghost, And pf all things that to us belongeth, it is most liking to our Lord that we rejoice in this joy, which is in 'the Blessed Trinity, of our salvation. And this was seen in ihe 206 Revelations of Divine Love, ninth shewing, where it speaketh more of this matter. And notwitlisianding all our feeling, woe or weal, God willeth we un derstand and believe that we be more verily in heaven than on earth. Our faith cometh, of the kind love of our soul, and the clear light of our reason, and of the steadfast mind which we have of God in our first making. And what time our soul is inspired into our body, in which we be made sensual; so soon mercy and grace begin to work, having of us care and kgep,- ing with pity and love> In which working the Holy Ghost formeth in our faith hope, that we shall come again up above to our substance, into the virtue of Christ,, in creased and fulfilled through the Holy Ghost. Thus I understood that the sen suality is grounded in nature, in mercy, and in grace; which ground enableth us to receive gifts that lead us to endless life ; for I saw full surely that our sub stance is in God. And also I saw that in our sensuality God is ; for in the same manner that our soul is made sensual, in the same manner is the city of God or- Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 207 dained to Him from without beginning. In which city He cometh, and never shall remove it ; for God- is never out of the soul in which He shall dwell blessedly without end. And this was said in the sixteenth shewing, where it saith, " The place thai Jesus taketh in our soul, He shall never remove it'' And all the gifts that God may give to the creature, He hath given to His Son Jesus for us. Which gifts He uniting in us, hath en closed in Him, unto the_time that we be waxen and grown, our soul with our body, and our body with our soul ; either of them take help of other, till we be brought up into stature, as nature work- eth. And then in the ground of nature, with working of mercy, the Holy Ghost graciously inspireth into us gifts, leading to endless life. And this was my under standing led of God to see in Him, and to wit, to understand, and to know, that our soul is a made trinity, like to the unmade Blessed Trinity, known and loved from without beginning; and in the making united to the Maker, as it is before said. _o8 Revelations of Divine Love, This sight was full sweet and marvel lous to behold, peaceable and restful, Secure and delectable. And for the wor* shipful uniting that was thus made of God, between the soul and the body, it behoved needs to be, that mankind should be restored from double death, which restoring might never be unto the time that the Second Person in the Trinity had taken the lower part of man's nature, to whom the highest was united in the first making. And these two parts were in Christ, the higher and the lower, which is but one soul ; the higher part was ever in peace with God in full joy and bliss, the lower part, which is sensuality, suf fered for the salvation of mankind. And these two parts were seen and felt in the eighth shewing, in which my body was fulfilled of feeling, and my mind of Christ's Passion, and His Dying. And further more, with this was a subtle feeling, and a privy inward sight of the high parts. And that was shewed in the same time, where I might not for the meanwhile look up into heaven, and that was for the mighty Shewed to Mother Julian qf Norwich. 209 beholding of the inward: life, which inward life is that high substance, that precious soul, which is endlessly rejoicing in the Godhead. Wat Jfiitg*0ixth Chapter. How it is easier to know God than our own. soul, God being nearer to us. God willeth us to desire the knowledge of Him in mercy and grace. f^f ND thus I saw full surely that it is Xl ready to us, and more easy, to come to the knowing of God, than to know our own soul. For our soul is so deep grounded in God, and so end lessly treasured, that we may not come to ) the knowing thereof, till we have first knowing of God, which is the Maker to whom it is united. But, notwithstanding, I saw that we have naturally of fulness to desire wisely and truly to know our own soul, whereby we be learned to seek it where it is, and that is in God. And •4 2 1 o Revelations of Divine Love, thus, by the gracious leading of the Holy Ghost, we shall know them both in one. Whether we be stirred to know God or our soul, it is both good and true, God is -more nearer to us than our own soul ; for He is the ground in whom our soul standeth, and He is the means that keep eth the substance and the sensuality together, so that they shall never sepa rate. For our soul sitteth in God in very rest, and our soul standeth in God in secure strength, and our soul is naturally rooted in God in endless love. And therer fore, if we will have knowing of our soul, and communing, and dalliance therewith, it behoveth us to seek into our Lord God, in whom it is enclosed. And of this enclosing I saw and understood more in the sixteenth shewing, as I shall say. And in regard of our substance, it may rightly be called our soul ; and that is by the uniting that it hath in God. That worshipful city that our Lord Jesus sitteth in, it is our sensuality, in which He is enclosed. And our natural substance is enclosed in Jesus, with the Blessed Soul Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 2 1 1 of Christ, sitting in rest in the Godhead. And I saw full surely that it behoved needs to be, that we should be in longing, and in penance, unto the time that we be led so deep into God, that we verily and truly know our own soul. And surely I saw that into this high deepness our good Lord Himself leadeth us, in the same love that He made us, and in the same love that He bought us, by mercy and grace, through virtue of His blessed Passion. And notwithstanding- all this, we may never come to the full knowing of God till we know first clearly our own soul. For unto the time that it is in the full might, we may not be all holy, that is, unto the time that our sensuality, by the virtue of Christ's Passion, be brought up into the substance, with all the profits of our tribulation, that our Lord shall make us to get by mercy and grace. I had in part teaching, and it is grounded in nature, that is to say, our reason is grounded in God, which is substantially perfect. Of this substantial kindness, mercy and grace springeth, and spreadeth into us, working 212 Revelations of* Divine .. Love, all things in fulfilling, of our joy, These, be our grounds in which we have our being* our increase, and; our, fulfilling. For in our nature we havfe our life and our being, and in mercy and, grace* we have our increase and our fulfilling* It be three properties in one goodness; and where that one worketh all work in the things that belong to. us* God willeth we understand* desiring with all our heart, and with all our strength, to have knowing. of them ever more and more, unto the time that we he fulfilled. For fully to know them, and clearly to see them,, is nought else but the endless joy and bliss that we shall have in heaven, which God willeth; we begin here hy the- knowing of His love. For only by our reason we may not profit, unless we have evenly therewith mind and love ; nor in our 1 natural ground only that we have in God» we may not be saved; unless we have,, coming of the same ground, mercy- and grace. For of these three workings all together we receive all our goods, of Which the first be the goods of nature.. Shewed' to Mother Julian of Norwich. 213 For in bur first making God gave us as much "good, and as great good, as we might receive only in our spirit ; but His foreseeing purpose, in His endless wis dom, would that we were double. giilfcsMxi\\ CM|te. in bur substance we be full, in ciir Sen suality we fail, which God will repair by &race. How our higher part is knit to God in the making, and God is kind to ©ur lower part, in taking our flesh. Of faith and other virtues. Mary is our Mother. rND in regard of oar substance, He made us so noble, and so rich, that "evermore we work His will and His worship: where I say we, it "meaneth man that shall be saved. For truly I saw that we be that that He loveth, and do lhat Him liketh, lastingly without any1 ceasing. And of this great riches, and of this high noble virtues come by measure 214 Revelations of Divine Love, to our soul, which time that it is knit to our body ; in which knitting we be made sensual. And thus in our substance we be full, and in our sensuality we fail ; which failing God will restore and fulfil by working of mercy and grace, plen- teously flowing into us of His own kind goodness. And thus this kind goodness maketh that mercy and grace work in us. And the kind goodness that we have of Him enableth us to receive the working of mercy and grace. I saw that our nature is in God whole ; in which He maketh diversities, flowing out of Him, to work His will ; whose nature keepeth, and mercy and grace restoreth and ful- filleth. And of these none shall perish ; for our nature, which is the higher part, is knit to God in the making, and God is knit to our nature, which is the lower part, in our flesh- taking. And thus in Christ our two natures be united, for the Trinity is comprehended in Christ, in whom our higher part is grounded and rooted ; and our lower part the Second Person hath taken, which nature first to Him was pre- Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 215 pared. For I saw full truly that all the works that God hath done, or ever shall do, were full known to Him, and foreseen from without beginning. And for love He made mankind ; and for the same love He Himself would become man. The next good that we receive is our faith, in which our profiting beginneth ; and it cometh of the high riches of our natural substance into our sensual soul, and it is grounded in us, and we in it, through the kind goodness of God, by the working of mercy and grace. And there of come all our goods, by which we be led and saved ; for the commandments of God come therein, in which we ought to have two manners of understanding: the one is that we ought to understand and know which be His biddings, to love them and to keep them. The other is, that we ought to know His forbiddings, to hate them, and to refuse them ; for in these two is all our working compre hended. Also in our faith come the seven sacraments, each following other in order as God hath ordained them to us, ai-6 Revolutions if Divine Love, -and all manner of virtues. For the same virtues that we have received of our 'sub stance, given to us in nature of the good ness of God, the same virtues hy the working of mercy be given to us in igrace through ithe Holy Ghost renewed: which virtues and gifts are treasured to us in Jesus Christ;; for in that same time that God knit Him. to our body in the Maiden's womb, He took our sensual soul. In which taking He, us all having enclosed in Him, He united it to our substance. In which union He was perfect man. For Christ, haviug knit in Him all man -that shall be saved, is perfect man. Thus our Lady is our Miother, in whom we be all enclosed, and of iber bom in Christ; for she, that is Mother of our Saviour, is Mother of all that be saved in our Sa viour. And our Saviour is our Mother, >n whom we be endlessly born, and never shall come out of Him. Plenteously* fully, and sweetly was this shewed; and it is spoken of in the first .shewing, where it is said : " We be alt in Him enclosed, and He is enclosed in us." And it is spoken Shewed fio Mother Julian of Norwich. 2 17 of in the sixteenth shewing, where He saith: " He sitteth in our soul." For it is His liking to reign in our understanding blissfully, and to ._k in our soul restfully, and to dwell in our soul endlessly, us all working into Him. In which working He -willeth we be His helpers, giving to Him all our intent, learning His laws, keeping His lore, desiring that all be done that He doth, truly trusting in Him ; for verily I saw that all our substance is in God.* *By the word sulstance is to be understood the soul, considered in its spiritual nature and higher faculties. By the sensuality is meant the soul as knit to a jleslily nature, and affected by it. The substance or spirit is joined to Christ by the tie of fatherhood, because He as 'God created it. The sensuality or flesh trans mitted hy Adam became united to Him when He, the Word, became Incarnate. This union is handed on to the members of His Church by Baptism and the Holy Eucharist. Christ thus knits to Him the whole man— -lire spirit and the fleshly nature, the substance and the sensuality. 2 1 8 Revelations of Divine Love, Wxt Jfiftg^ighth -Chapter. How God is never displeased with His chosen. Of three properties in the Tri nity, Fatherhood, Motherhood, and Lord- hood. How our substance is in every person, but our sensuality is in Christ alone. «' OD the blissful Trinity, which is everlasting Being, right as He is endless from without beginning, right so it was in His purpose endless to make mankind. Which fair nature was first prepared to His own Son the Second Person ; and when He would, by full accord of all the Trinity, He made us all at once. And in our making He knit us and united us to Himself, by which uniting we be kept as clean and as noble as we were made. By the virtue of that pre cious uniting we love our Maker, and like Him, praise Him, and thank Him, and endlessly rejoice in Him. And this is the Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 219 working which is wrought continually in each soul that shall be saved ; which is the godly will aforesaid. And thus, in our making, God Almighty is our natural Father. And God all wisdom is our natural Mother, with the love and the goodness of the Holy Ghost, which is all one God, one Lord. And in the knitting, and in the union, He is our very true Spouse, and we His loved wife, and His fair maiden, with which wife He was never displeased, for He saith : " I love thee, and thou lovest Me, and our love shall never part in two." I beheld the working of all the Blessed Trinity, in which beholding I saw and understood these three properties: the property of the Fatherhood, and the pro perty of the Motherhood, and the property of the Lordship, in one God. In our Father Almighty we have our bliss and our keeping, and, in regard of our natu ral substance, which is in us, our making from without beginning. And in the Second Person, in wit and wisdom we have our keeping, and in regard of our 220 Revelations of Divide Love, sensuality our restoring and Our saving ; for He is our Mother, Brother, and Sa viour. And in our good Lord the Holy Ghost we have our rewarding, _nd our yielding for our living arid our travail, ^endlessly overpassing all that we desire in His marvellous courtesy, of high plen teous grace. For all our life is in threes in the first our being; and in fhe second we have our increasing ; and in the third we have our fulfilling. The first is nature, the second is mercy, the third is grace. For the first, I saw and understood that the high might of the Trinity is our Father, and the deep wisdom of the Trinity is our Mother, and the great love ©f the Trinity is our Lord. And all these have we in nature, and in our substantial making. And furthermore I saw that the Second Person, which is our Mother sub stantially, the samfe dear worthy Person is now become our mother sensual ; for we be double of God's making t that is to say, substantial and sensual. Our substance is the higher part which we have in our Father God Almighty; and the Second Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 22-1 Person of the Trinity is our Mother in nature in our substantial making, in whom we be grounded and rooted, and He is our Mother in mercy, in our sensuality taking. And thus our Mother is to us divers man ners working, in whom our parts be kept unseparated ; for in our Mother Christ we profit and increase, and in mercy He re- formeth us and restored).. And by the virtue of His Passion, His death, and His uprising, He united us to our substance. This worketh our Mother in mercy to all His beloved children* which be to Him pliant and obedient. And grace worketh, with mercy, and namely in two properties, as it was shewed. Which working belong eth to the Third Person, the Holy Ghost: He worketh rewarding and, giving. Re-, warding is a_, gift of , trust, that the Lord doth to them that have travailed. And giving is a courteous working which He doth freely of grace, fulfilling and over passing all that is deserved of creatures. Thus in our Father God Almighty we have our being, and in our Mother of mercy Jesus Christ we have our reforming 222 Revelations of Divine Love, and our restoring, in whom our parts be united, and all made perfect man: and by yielding and giving in grace of the .Holy Ghost we be fulfilled. And our substance is in our Father God Almighty ; and our substance is in our Mother God All- Wis dom ; and our substance is in our Lord God the Holy Ghost, all Goodness: for our substance is whole in each Person of the Trinity, which is one God. And our sen suality is only in the Second Person Christ Jesus, in whom is the Father and the Holy Ghost. And in Him, and by Him, we be mightily taken out of hell, and out of the wretchedness in earth ; and wor- shipfully brought up into heaven, and blissfully united to our substance, in creased in riches and nobleness by all the virtue of Christ, and by the grace and working of the Holy Ghost. Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 223 Wat Jtiftg^ninth Chapter. How wickedness is turned into blessing by mercy and grace in the chosen, for the property of God is to do good. Jesus our Mother in nature. C^t ND all this bliss we have by mercy £\ and grace: which manner of bliss we might never have had and known, unless that property and goodness which is in God had been contraried, whereby we have this bliss. For wicked ness hath been suffered to rise contrary to that goodness, and the goodness of mercy and grace contraried against that wicked ness, and turned all to goodness and wor ship, to all that shall be saved ; for it is that property in God which doth good against evil. Thus Jesus Christ, that doth good against evil, is our very Mother. We have our being of Him, where the ground of Motherhood beginneth, with all the sweet keeping of love that endlessly 2._4:. Revelations of Divine Love, followeth. As verily as God is our Father, as verily is God our Mother, and that shewed He in all, and namely, in these, sweet words, where He saith, "/ it am ;" that is to say, " / it am, the might and the goodness ofthe Fatherhood; I it am, the wisdom and. the kindness, of the Motherhood ; I it am, the light and the grace that is all blessed love ; I it am, the Trinity ; I it am,- the Unity; I it am, the high sovereign goodness of all manner of thing; I it am that maketh- thee to long ; I it am, the endless fulfilling of all true desires." For where the soul is highest, noblest, and worshipfullest, yet it is low- est^ meekest, and mildest. And of this substantial ground' we have all our virtues in our sensuality, by gift of nature, and by helping, and speeding of mercy and. grace, without which we may not profit. Our high Father' Almighty God, which is being, He knoweth us, and, loved us from before any time. Of which knowing, in His full marvellous deep- charity, by the foreseeing'endless counsel of all. the Blessed Trinity^ He would that Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 225 the Second Person should become our Mother, our Brother, and our Saviour. Whereof it followeth that as verily as God is our Father, as verily God is our Mother. Our Father willeth, our Mother worketh, our good Lord the Holy Ghost confirmeth. And therefore it belongeth to us to love our God, in whom we have our being, Him reverently thanking and praising for our making, mightily praying to our Mother of mercy and pity, and to our Lord the Holy Ghost, for help and grace. For in these three is all our life, nature, mercy, and grace ; whereof we have mildness, patience, and pity, and hating of sin and wickedness: for it be longeth properly to virtues to hate sin and wickedness. And thus is Jesus our very Mother in nature of our first making: and He is our very first Mother in grace by taking of our nature made. All the fair working, and all the sweet kindly offices of dear worthy Motherhood be appro priated to the Second Person. For in Him we have this godly will, whole ancj 226 Revelations of Divine Love, safe without end, both in nature and in grace, of His own proper goodness. I understood three manner of behold- ings of Motherhood in God. The first is, the ground of our natural making. The second is, taking of our nature, and there beginneth the Motherhood of grace. The third is, Motherhood in working:: and therein is a forthspreading by the same grace, of length and breadth, of height and deepness without end, and all is one love. Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 22.7 Wat (Sixtieth Chapter. How we be brought again forth by mercy and grace. Of our most kind loving Mother Jesus ; the properties of this Motherhood. Jesus is our very Mpther, not feeding us with milk, but with Him self, opening His side to us. o Revelations of Divine Love, secureness of endless bliss/' And that shewed He in the ninth Revelation, giving the same understanding in this sweet word, where He saith, " Lo, how I loved thee," beholding into His blessed Side rejoicing. This fair lovely word Mother, it is so sweet and so kind in itself, that it may not verily be said of none, nor to none, but of Him, and to Him, that is the very Mother of life and all. To the property of motherhood belongeth kind love, wisdom, and knowing, and it is God: for though it be so, that our bodily forthbringing be but little, low, and simple, in regard of our ghostly forthbringing, yet it is He that doth it, in the creatures by whom that it is doney The kind loving mother that wotteth, and knoweth the need of her child, she keepeth it full tenderly, as the nature and condition of motherhood will. And ever, as it waxeth in age and stature, she changeth the works, but not her love. And« when it is waxed of more age, she suffereth that it be chastised, in breaking down of vices, to make the child receive Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 231 virtues and grace. This working, with all that be fair and good, our Lord doth it in him by whom it is done. Thus He is our Mother in nature by the working of grace in the lower part, for love of the higher. And He willeth that we know it, for He will have all our love fastened to Him. And in this I saw that all debt that we owe, by God's bidding, to Fatherhood and Motherhood is fulfilled in true loving of God, which blessed love Christ worketh in us. And this was shewed in all, and namely in the high plenteous words where He saith, " I it am that thou lovest." 232 Revelations of Divine Love, Wkt And yet after this He suf- fereth some of us to fall more hard and more grievous than ever we did before, as us t-hinketh. And then ween we that we be not all wise, that all were nought that we have begun. But it is not so ; for it needeth us to fall, and it needeth, us to see it. For if we fell not we should not know how feehle and how wretched we be of ourself, nor also we should not so ful- somely know the marvellous love of our Maker ; for we shall verily see in heaven without end that we have grievously sinned in this life. And notwithstanding this, we shall verily see that we were never hurt in His love, nor we were never the less of price. in His sight And by the proving of this falling we shall have an high and marvellous knowing of love in God without end. For hard and mar vellous is that love which may not, nor -34 Revelations of Divine LoVe, will not, be broken for trespass. And this was one understanding of profit. Another is the lowliness and meekness that we shall get by the sight of our fall ing: for thereby we shall highly be raised in heaven : to which rising we might never have come without that meekness. And therefore it needed us to see it; and if we see it not, though we feel it, it should not profit us. And commonly first we fall, and then we see it, and both is of the mercy of God. The mother may suffer the child to fall sometimes and be dis eased in divers manners for its own profit ; but she may never suffer that any manner of peril come to her child for love. And though our earthly mother may suffer her child to perish, our heavenly Mother Jesus may never suffer us that be His children to-perish ; for He is all might, all wisdom, and all love: and so is none but He, blessed may He be. But oftentimes, when our falling and our wretchedness is shewed us, we be sore adread, and so greatly ashamed of our- self, that scarce we wit where that we may Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 235 hold us. But then will not our courteous Mother that we flee away, for Him were nothing loather. But He will then that we use the condition of a child, for when it is dis-eased and afraid it runneth hastily to its mother, and if it may do no more, it crieth on its mother for help with all its might. So willeth He that we do as the meek child, saying thus: "My kind Mother, my gracious Mother, my dear worthy Mother, have mercy upon me; I have made myself foul, and unlike to Thee, and I may not nor can amend it, but with Thine help and grace!' And if we feel us not then eased as soon, be we sure that He useth the condition of a wise mother. For if He see that it be for profit to us to mourn and to weep, He suffereth with ruth and pity unto the best time for love. And He willeth then that we use the property of a child that ever more kindly trusteth to the love of the mother, in weal and in woe. And He willeth that we take us mightily to the faith of Holy Church, and find there our dear worthy Mother in solace and in true 236 Revelations of Divine Love,, understanding, with all the blessed com mon. For one singular person may often times be broken, as it seemeth to himself, but the whole body of Holy Church was never broken, nor never shall be without end. And therefore a sure thing it is, a good and a gracious, to will meekly, and mightily be fastened and united to our mother Holy Church, that is. Christ Jesus. For the flood of mercy, that is His dear worthy Blood and precious water, is plen-, teous to make us fair and clean. The Blessed Wounds of our Saviour be open, and rejoice to heal us. The sweet gra cious Hands of our Mother be ready and diligent about us, for He, in all this work ing, useth the very office of a kind nurse that hath, nought, else to do but to attend to the salvation of her child. It is His office to save us ; it is His worship to do it; and it is His will we know it: for He willeth that we love Him sweetly, and trust in Him meekly and mightily. And this shewed He in these gracious words, " I keep, thee full securely." Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 237 Witt §xxtysmonb Chapter. How the love of God never suffereth His chosen to lose, for all their hurt is turned into endless joy. fOR in that time He shewed our frailties and our fallings, our break ings and our naughtings, our de- spites and our changings, and all our woe, as far forth as methought that it might fall in this life. And therewith He shewed His blessed might, His blessed wisdom, His blessed love, that He keepeth us in this time as tenderly and as sweetly to His worship, and as securely to our salva tion, as He doth when we be in most solace and comfort And thereto raiseth us ghostly and highly in heaven, and turneth all to His worship and to our joy without end. For His precious love He suffereth us never to lose time;- since all things turn to our greater good. And all 238 Revelations of Divine Love, this is of the kind goodness of God by the working of grace. God is kind in His being ; that is to say, that goodness that is kind it is God ; He is the ground, He is the substance, He is the same thing that is kindness ; and He is very Father and very Mother of all natures, and all natures that He hath made to flow out of Him to work His will, all shall be re stored and brought again into Him by the salvation of man, through the working of grace. For of all natures that He hath set in divers creatures by part, in man is all the whole by fulness, and in virtue, in fairness, and in goodness, in royalty and in nobleness, in all manner of solemnity ;of preciousness and worship. Here may we see that we be all bound to God for nature, and we be bound to God for grace. Here may we see that us needeth not greatly to seek far out to know sundry natures, but to Holy Church into our Mother's breast, that is to say, into our own soul, where our Lord dwell eth ; and there shall we find all now, in faith and in understanding; and after, Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 239 verily in Himself clearly in bliss. But let no man nor woman take this singularity to himself, for it is not so, it is general ; for it is our precious Mother Christ, and to Him was this fair nature prepared, for the worship and the nobleness of man's mak ing, and for the joy and the bliss of man's salvation, right as He saw, wist, and knew, from without beginning. Wctt §ixt|)4hi£b Chapter. How the children of Jesus be not yet all born ; they pass the time of their child hood in feebleness and ill, till they come to the joys of heaven, /]* ERE may we see that we have verily ^fl of nature to hate sin. And we ' have verily of grace to hate sin, for nature is all good and fair in itself ; and grace was sent out to save nature, and destroy sin, and bring again fair nature into- the blessed point from whence it came, that is God, with more nobleness 240 Revelations of Divine Love, and worship, by the virtuous working of grace. For it shall be seen before God, of all His holy, in joy without end, that nature hath been proved in the fire of tribulation, and therein found no lack, nor no default. Thus is nature and grace of one accord ; for grace is God, as unmade nature is God: He is two in manner and working, and one in love. And neither of them worketh without other, nor none be separated. And when we, by the mercy of God, and with His help, accord us to nature and to grace, we shall see verily that sin is worse, viler, and pain- fuller, than hell, without any comparison ; for it is contrarious to our fair nature: for as verily as sin is unclean, as truly sin is unnatural. And this is an horrible thing to see, to the loving soul that would be all fair and shining in the sight of God, as nature and grace teacheth. But be we not adread of this, but inasmuch as dread may not profit, but meekly make we our moan to our dear worthy Mother, and He shall all besprinkle us in His precious Blood, and make our soul full soft, and Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 2 4 1 full mild, and heal us full fair by process of time, right as it is most worship to Him, and joy to us without end. And of this sweet fair working He shall never ease nor stint, till all His dear worthy children be brought forth and born. And that shewed He where He gave the un derstanding of the ghostly thirst, that is, the love-longing that shall last till dooms day. Thus in our very Mother Jesus our life is grounded in the foreseeing wisdom of Himself from without beginning, with the high might , of the Father, and the sovereign goodness of the Holy , Ghost., And in the taking of our, nature He quickened us ; and in His blessed dying upon the Cross He bare us to endless life. And from that time,, and now ahd ever shall unto doomsday, He feedeth us and foddereth us right as the high sovereign kindness . of motherhood will, and as the natural need of childhood asketh. Fair and sweet is our heavenly Mother Jesus in the sight of our soul ; precious and lovely be the gracious children in the sight of our heavenly Mother, with mild- 16 242 Revelations of Divine Love, ness and meekness, and all the fair vir tues that belong to children in nature ; far naturally the child despaireth not of the mother's love, naturally the child presumeth not of itself, naturally the child loveth the mother, and each one of them other. These be as fair virtues, with all other that be like, wherewith our heavenly Mother is served and pleased. And I understood none higher stature in this life than childhood in feebleness, and fail ing of might and of wit, unto the time our gracious Mother hath brought us up into that our Father's bliss. And there shall verily be made known to us His mean ing, in the sweet words where He saith, " All shall be well, and thou shall see it thyself that all manner of thing shall be well." Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 243 Wht §ixt2-ftmrth Chapter. The Fifteenth Revelation. How the ab sence of God is our great pain. Our patient abiding is pleasing to God, and He will shine on us at the point to be delivered. t^t ND then shall the bliss of our *L\ Motherhood in Christ be new to begin the joys of our Father God : which new beginning shall last without end. Ndw, beginning thus, I understood that all His blessed children which be come out of Him by nature, should be brought into Him again by grace. Afore this time I had great longing and desire of God's gift to be delivered of this world, and of this life ; for ofttimes I beheld the woe that is here, and the weal and the blessed being that is there. And if there had no pain been in this life, but the ab sence of our Lord, methought sometime ijfiat it was more than I could bear. And 244 Revelations of Divine Love, this made me to mourn and busily to long. And also of my own wretchedness, sloth, and weariness, that me liked not to live and to travail as me befel to do. And to all this our courteous Lord answered for comfort and patience, < and said these words: "Suddenly thou shall' be taken from all thy pain, from all thy sickness, from all thy dis-tase, ahd from all thy woe. And thou shall come up above, and thou shall have Me to thy reward, and thou shall be fulfilled of joy and bliss: and thou shall never more have no manner of pain, no manner of sickness, no manner misliking, no wanting of will, but ever joy and bliss without. end. What should it then grieve thee to suffer .awhile, since it is My will and worship ?" And in this word, '.' Suddenly thou shall' be taken," I saw that God rewardeth man for the patience that he hath in abiding of God's will, and of His time. And that man lengtheneth his patience over the time of his living: for unknowing the time of his passing. This is a great profit: for, if a man knew his time, he should not Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 245 have patience over that time. And also God willeth that, while the soul is in the body, it seem to itself that it is ever at the point to he taken ; for all this life, and this longing that we have here, is but a point And when we shall be taken suddenly out of pain into bliss, then pain shall be nought And in this time I saw a body lying on the earth; which body shewed heavy and fearful, and without shape and form, as it were a foul stinking. mire. And suddenly out of this body sprung a full fair crea ture, a little child full shapen and formed, swift and lively, and whiter than the lily, which sharply glided up into heaven. The foulness of the body betokeneth the great wretchedness of our mortal flesh ; and the littleness of the child betokeneth the cleanness and the pureness of our soul. And I thought, with this body remaineth no fairness of this child, nor on this child dwelleth no foulness of this body.,/ It is full blissful for man to be taken from pain, more than for pain to be taken from man; for if pain be taken from 246 Revelations qf Divine Love, us it may come again. Therefore this is a sovereign comfort, and a blissful beholding in a longing soul, that we shall be taken from pain ; for in this promise I saw a merciful compassion that our Lord hath in us for our woe, and a courteous assurance of clear deliverance ; for He willeth that we be comforted in the over passing joy. And that He shewed in these words: "-And thou shall come up above ; and thou shall have Me to thy re- ward, and thou shall be fulfilled of joy and bliss." It is God's will that we set the point of our thought in this blissful beholding as ofttime as we may, and as long time keep us therein by His grace ; for this is a blissful contemplation to the soul that is led of God, and full much to His worship for the time that it lasteth. And when we fall again to ourself by heaviness and ghostly blindness, and feel ing of pains, ghostly and bodily, by our fragility, it is God's will that we know that He hath not forgot us. And so meaneth He in these words, and saith for comfort: "And thou shall never more Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 247 have pain in no manner; nor no manner of sickness, no manner of mis liking, no want of will, but ever joy and bliss without end: what should it then agrieve thee to suffer awhile, since it is My will and wor ship f" It is God's will that we take His promises and His comfortings as largely and as mightily as we may take them. And also He willeth that we take our abidings and our dis-eases as lightly as we may take them, and set them at nought ; for the lightlier that we take them, and the less price that we set at them for love> less pain shall we have in the feeling of them, and the more thanks and reward shall we have for them. 248 Revelations of Divine Love, %\tt §ixtg«f ift'h Chapter. How he that trusteth God for love with reverend meekness, is sure to be saved, God willeth that we dread nothing but. Him. The power of our enemy is broken, fyt ND thus I understood that what 1/l, man or woman wilfully chooseth God in this life for love, he may be sure that he is loved without end, with endless love that worketh in him that grace ; for He willeth we keep this trus-: tily, that we he as secure in hope of the bliss of heaven whiles we are here, as we shall be in security when we are there, And ever the more liking and joy that we take in this secureness, with reverence and meekness, the better liketh Him. For, as it was shewed, this reverence that I mean is a holy courteous dread of our Lord, to which meekness is knit ; and that is, that a creature seeth the Lord marvel lous great, and herself marvellous little j Shewed to Mother Julian qf Norwich. 2e\<) for these virtues are had endlessly to the loved of God. And it may now be seen and felt in measure by the gracious pres ence of our Lord, when it is; which pres ence in all things is most desired, for it worketh marvellous secureness in true faith, and secure hope by greatness of charity, in dread that is sweet and delect able. It is God's will that I see myself as much bound to Him in love as if He had done for me all that He hath done. And thus should every soul, think in regard of His love ; that is to say, the charity of God maketh in us such a unity that, when it is truly seen, no man can part himself from other. And thus ought each soul to think that God hath done for him all that He hath done. And this shewed He to make us to love Him, and like in Him, and nothing dread but Him ; for it is His will we :know that all the might of our enemies is locked in our friend's hands. And therefore the soul that knoweth this securely, she shall not dread but Him that she loveth. All other dreads she will set them among passions, bodily sicknesses, 250 Revelations of Divine Love, and imaginations. And therefore, though we be in such pain, woe, and dis-ease, that us thinketh we can think of right nought but that we are in, or that we feel, yet as soon as we may, pass we it lightly over, and set we it at nought. And why ? For God will be known ; for if we know Him, and love Him, and reverendly dread Him, we shall have patience, and be in great rest And it shall be great liking to us all that He doth. And this shewed our Lord in these words: " What should it then agrieve Ihee to suffer awhile, seeing it is My will and My worship ?" Now have I told you of fifteen shewings, as God vouchsafed to minister them to my mind, renewed by lightenings and touch- ings, I hope of the same Spirit that shewed them all. Of which fifteen shew ings the first began early in the morning, about the hour of four; and it lasted shewing by process full fair and soberly, each following other till it was noon of the day, or past. Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 251 Wstt §ixt2*0ixth Chaptet. The Sixteenth Revelation is a confirmation of the Fifteenth. Of her frailty and mourning in dis-ease. The comfort of Jesus. The devil had, after that, great power to vex hef . /J^ND after this the good Lord shewed cJS%r the Sixteenth Revelation on the night following, as I shall say after. Which Sixteenth was the conclu sion and confirmation to all the Fifteenth. But first me behoveth to tell you in re gard of my feebleness, wretchedness, and blindness. I have said at the beginning, where it saith, " And in this suddenly all my pain was taken from me" of which pain I had no grief, nor no dis-ease, as long as the fifteen shewings lasted in shewing. And at the end all was close, and I saw no more ; and soon I felt that I . should live longer /And anon my sick ness came again: first in my head, with a _52 Revelations of Divine Love, sound and a noise ; and suddenly all my body was fulfilled with sickness, like as it was before. And I was as barren and as dry as I had never comfort but little, and as a wretch mourned heavily for feel ing of my bodily pains, and for failing of comfort, ghostly and bodily: / Then came a religious person unto me, and asked me how I fared ; and I said : " / had raved tO'day ;" and he laughed loud and drolly. And I said : " TJie cross that stood before my face, methought it bled fast." And with this word the person that I spake to waxed all sad and mar velled. And anon I was sore ashamed, and astonished for my recklessness. And I thought, this man taketh sadly the least word that I may say, that saw no more thereof. And when I saw that he took it so sadly, and with so great reverence, I waxed full greatly ashamed, and would have been shriven, but I could tell it to no priest ; for I thought, " How should a priest believe me, when, by saying I raved, ¦I shewed myself not to believe our Lord God." Notwithstanding, T believed Him Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 253 truly for the time that I saw Him. And so was then my will and my meaning ever to do without end ; — but as a fool I let it pass out of my mind:. Ah, lo ! how wretched I was. This was a great sin and a great unkindness, that I for folly of feeling of a little bodily pain, so unwisely left for the time the comfort of all this blessed shewing of our Lord God. Here may you see what I am of myself. But herein would our courteous Lord not leave' me. And I lay still till night, trusting in His mercy ; and then I began to sleep. i 'And in my sleep, at the beginning, me- I thought the fiend set him in my throat, putting forth a visage full near my face, like a young man; and it was long and wondrous lean, I never saw none such. The colour was red, like the tile-stone when i it is new burnt, with black spots therein like freckles, fouler than1 the tile-stOne. i His hair was red as rust not scoured ; afore, with side locks hanging down in flakes ; he grinned upon me with a shrewd look, and shewed me white teeth, so mickle methought the more ugly. Body 254 Revelations of Divine Love, nor hands had he none shapely, but with his paws he held me in the throat, and would have stopped my breath, and killed me, but he might not. This ugly shewing was made sleeping, and so was none other. And in all this time I trusted to be saved and kept by the mercy of God. And our courteous Lord gave me grace to wake, and scarce had I any life. / The persons that were with me beheld me, and wetted my temples, and my heart began to comfort. And anon a little smoke came in at the door, with a great heat and a foul stench, and then I said, " Benedicite Dominus, Is it all on fire-that is here ?" And I weened it had been a bodily fire, that should burn us all to death. I asked them that were with me if they felt any stench ; they said nay, they felt none ; I said, " Blessed be God," for then wist I well it was the fiend, that was come only to tempt me. And anon I betook me to that our Lord had shewed me on the same day, with all the faith of Holy Church ; for I beheld it as both in one, and fled thereto as to my comfort Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 255 And anon all vanished away, and I was brought to great rest and peace, without sickness of body or dread of conscience. Witt fSixtg^tenth Chapter. The worshipfulness of the soul, which is so noble that it could not be better made. The Trinity rejoiceth in it. The soul can rest in nothing but God. That the Reve lations -were no raving and dreaming, r^i ND then our good Lord opened my j~tC\ ghostly eye, and shewed me my soul in the midst of my heart. I saw the soul so large, as it were an end less world, and also as it were a blessed kingdom. And by the conditions that I saw therein, I understood that it is a worshipful city. In midst of that city, our Lord Jesus, very God and very man, a fair person and of large stature, highest Bishop, most solemn King, worshipful Lord. And I saw Him clothed solemnly. 256 Revelations of Divine Love, in worship. He sitteth in the soul, even right in peace and rest And He ruleth and guideth heaven and earth, and all that is. The Manhood with the Godhead sitteth in rest ; the Godhead ruleth and guideth all, without any instrument or business. And the soul is all occupied with the Blessed Godhead ; that is, sove reign might, sovereign wisdom, and sove reign goodness. The place that Jesus taketh in our soul He shall never remove without end, as to my sight; for in. us is His homeliest home, and His endless dwelling. And in this He sheweth the liking that He hath of the making of man's soill ; for as well as the Father might make a crea ture, so well would the Hdly Ghost that' man's soul were made, and so it was done. And therefore the blissful Trinity rejoic-1 eth without end in the making of man's soul ; for He saw, without beginning, what should like Him without end.. All things that He hath made- shew His Lordship ; as understanding was given in the same time, by example of a creature* Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 257 that is led to see great nobleness and kingdoms belonging to a Lord. And when it had seen all the nobleness beneath, then marvelling, it was stirred to seek up above to that high place where the Lord dwelleth ; knowing by reason that His dwelling is in the worthiest place. And thus I understood truly that our soul may never rest in a thing that is beneath itself. And when it cometh above all creatures into itself, yet may it not abide in the beholding of itself; but all the beholding is blissfully set in God: that is, the Maker dwelling therein ; for in man's soul is His very dwelling. And the high est light, and the brightest shining of the city is the glorious love of our Lord God, as to my sight. And what may make us more rejoice in God than to see in Him that He rejoiceth in us highest of all His works ? For I saw in the same shewing that if the Blessed Trinity might have made man's soul any better, any fairer, any nobler than it was made, He should not have been full pleased with the making of man's soul: but for He made man's soul »7 258 Revelations of Divine Love, as fair, as good, as precious, as He might make it a creature. Therefore the Bless ed Trinity is full pleased, without end, in the making of man's soul. And He will that our hearts be mightily raised above the deepness of the earth, and all vain sorrows, and rejoice in Him. This was a delectable sight, and a rest ful shewing that is without end. And the beholding of this, whiles we are here, it is full pleasant to God, and full great profit to us. And the soul that thus beholdeth, it maketh him like to Him that is be holden, and united in rest and peace by His grace. And this was a singular joy and bliss to me, that I saw Him sitting ; for the truth of sitting shewed endless dwelling. And He gave me knowing truly, that it was He that shewed me all before. And when I had beholden all this with advisedness, then shewed our good Lord words full meekly, without voice, and without opening of lips, right as He had done afore, and said full sweetly: " Wit it now well, it was no raving thou sawest to-day; but take it and Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 259 believe it, and keep thee therein, and comfort thee therewith, and trust thereto, and thou shall not be overcome." Witt §ixtg^ighth Chapter. How we ought to have secureness in our troubles, that we shall not be overcome. tHESE last words were said for learning of full true secureness ; that is, that our Lord Jesus, that shewed me all. And right as in the first word that our good Lord shewed, mean ing His Blessed Passion, " herewith is the fiend overcome" right so He said in the last word, with full true faithfulness, mean ing us all: "thou shall not be overcome." And all this learning and this true com fort is general to all my fellow Chris tians, as it is aforesaid: and so is God's will. And this word, "thou shall not be overcome," was said full sharply and full mightily, for comfort and secureness against all tribulations that may come. _6o Revelations of Divine Love, He said not, thou shalt not be troubled, thou shalt not be travailed, thou shalt not be dis-eased, but He said, " thou shalt not be overcome." God willeth that we take heed at this word, and that we be ever mighty in faithful trusting, in weal and in woe. For He loveth us, and liketh us ; and so willeth He that we love Him and like Him, and mightily trust in Him, and all shall be well: and soon all was close, and I saw no more. Witt lieve it, and to rejoice with Him and in Him. For as verily as we shall be in bliss of God without end, Him praising and thanking, as verily we have been in the foresight of God, loved and known in His endless purpose from without begin ning. In which unbegun love He made us; in the same love He keepeth us, and never suffereth us to be hurt, by which our bliss might be lost. And therefore, when the doom is given, and we be all brought up above, then shall we clearly see in God the privities which now be hid to us. And then shall none of us be stirred to say in anything, "Lord, if it Shewed to Mother Julian qf Norwich. 309 had been thus it had been well." But we shall all say with one voice: "Lord, blessed may est Thou be, for that it is thus ; thus it is well. And now we see verily that all things be done as it was Thine ordi nance, or ever anything was made." • Wat €i§htg4ifih How the good Lord shewed that this book should be otherwise performed than at the first writing. The cause of all these shewing? was love. tHIS book is begun hy God's gift and His grace ; but it is not yet performed, as to my sight. For charity pray we altogether, with God's working, thanking, trusting, and rejoicing. For this will our good Lord be prayed, by the understanding that I took in all His own meaning. And in the sweet words where He saith full merrily, " I am the ground of thy beseeching." For truly, 31 o Revelations of Divine Law, I saw arid understood; in our Lord's meaning, that He shewed it $ for He will. have it known, more thaa. it is, hk which, knowing He will give us grace to* love Him, and cleave ta Him. For He beholdeth His heavenly trea sure and solace in heavenly joy, in draw ing of our hearts from sorrow and dark ness, which we are in. And from the time that it was shewed, I desired often times to wit in what was our Lord's mean ing* and fifteen years after and more, I was answered in ghostly understanding, saying thus: " What! wouldst thou wit thy Lord's meaning in this thing ? Wit it Welti love was His meaning. Who shewed it thee f jLove,. Wherefore shewed He it thee ? For Love. Hold thee therein, thou shalt wit. it more in the same. But thou shalt never wit therein other without end." Thus was I learned, that love was our Lord's meaning. And I saw full surely in this, and in all, that our God made us ; He loved us, which love was never slacked nor never shall. And in this love He hath done all His works ; and in Shewed to Mother Julian of Norwich. 311 this love He hath made all things profit able to us; and in this love our life is everlasting. In which making we had beginning; hut the love wherein He made us was in Him from without be ginning. In which love we have our beginning. And all this shall we see in God without end, I pray Almighty God that this book come not but into the hands of those that will be His faithful lovers, and that will submit them to the faith of Holy Church. K1CHABDSON AND SONS, PlirNTEBS, DEnBY. 1084 m