YALE UNIVERSITY LIBRARY 9m-' wi, *; 4.. -..,»->• • ,«:-^. w.f,; ^--l WALTER McCLINTOCK COLLECTION REV, ROBERT TREVER LIPE AND LABORS — OF — REV. ROBERT TREVER BOTH IN ENGLAND AND AMERICA -ALSO- A SKETCH OF FRONTLER WORK IN CONNBCTION WITH THB FREE METHODIST CHURCH WITH AN APPENDIX CONTAINING TEMPERANCE AND OTHER MATTER AUTOBIOGRAPHY St. Louis, Missouri 1905 J, H. Flowee, Publisher 1910 Olive Street Press of Thos. P. Smith & Co., Third and Locust Streets .¦),' DEDICATION. To the devoted saints who have been my friends in the days of conflict, and my helpers in the Gospel, with all that in every place love our Lord Jesus Christ in sincerity, this book is affectionately dedicated by the Author, CONTENTS. Chapter 1, Birth, Early Life and Conversion. Chapter 2, Entering into Business and Early Per secution, Chapter 3. Early Education and Call to the Minis try, Chapter 4. First Sermon and Early Dahors aa a Local Preacher, Chapter 5. Marriage, Business and Powerful Meet ings held at different points. Chapter 6. Emigration from England to America and Voyage on the Sea. Chapter 7. Landing at New York and Trip overland to Wisconsin, Chapter 8. The First Religious Service Attended in America, Chapter 9, Removal fromi Wisconsin to Harlan county, Nebraska. Chapter 10, First Introduction to the Free Method ists. Chapter 11. Uniting with the Pree Methodist church. Chapter 12. First Circuit in the P. M. Church among the French People. Chapter 13. Uniting with and Organizing of West Kansas Conference. Chapter 14. Logan Circuit-^Horse broke its leg, and confession at the altar of cutting my Harness. Chapter 15. Opposition from Come-outers, CONTENTS. Chapter 16. Lebanon and Mankato Circuits — ^Preach ing to the Boys. Chapter 17. Pastoral Visdting — Nearly knocked down and then presented with a quarter of beef. Chapter 18. Glen Elder Circuit — Preaching Funerals, eto. Chapter 19. Pastor of a Circuit and District Chair man the same time. Chapter 20. Appointed as District Chairman on Macksville District. Chapter 21. Elected District Chairman and History of Camp Meetings. Chapter 22. General Description of the Work on Mankato and Mackscille Districts. Chapter 23. Lost on the Prairie among Wolves and Rescued by a Station Agent — ^Wife gets her name up as doctor. Chapter 24. Self-sacrificing Preachers. Chapter 25. Dedication of Glen lirlder Church. Chapter 26. Caring for 100 People at Conference — Saved from Tobacco — Organizing a Class in Sheridan County. Chapter 27. Drouth in Western Kansas and Aid Re ceived and Distributed — Overshoes Stolen. Chapter 28. Labors in Oklahoma — Crossing Danger ous Streams. Chapter 29. Stuck in the snow drift and other en counters. Chapter 30. Life and- doings of the Indians — Horses Stolen, and Preaching In the Chief's Tepee. Chapter 31. Removal from Glen Elder, Kansas to Alva, Oklahoma, CONTENTS. Chapter 32, General Description of the Work— Heal ing of a Child' — Wedding Ceremony in Ness City Church. Chapter 33, Some of the Difficulties of Pioneer lite as a F. M. Minister. Chapter 34. First Circuit after 8 years of District Work — ^All going to a show. Chapter 35. History of the Work— Wedding on the State Line on a Load of Lumiber — Temperance cause. Chapter 36. Taken very sick at Conference— 'Wife taken in a bed clear across the State of Kansas. Chapter 37. Removing from Oklahoma to Pana, 111., — New E3xperience. Chapter 38. Home Life in Pana — ^Children all meet, and all go down the Coal Mine to gether. Chapter 39. A Live Conference — Missions — ^Rescue Work, and Meetings in Illinois. Mrs. R. Trever. Brief Testimonial and Sketch of her Life. Appendix 1. Only a Drunkard's Bible — on Temper ance and Tobacco. Appendix 2. Submission to God in Seasons of Trial. Appendix 3. Supporting the Ministry. Appendix 4. The Unwelcome Preacher. Appendix 5. A Revival of Salvation needed in the Church. Appendix 6. Private Prayer. Appendix 7, Prayer Answered and Vow Paid, Appendix 8. Experience of a Superannuated Preach er. LIPE AND LABOES INTRODUCTION. In conversation with friends with whom I have labored in the West in reference to my past experience and of incidents in my life, I have been requested by several friends to publish a short sketch of my past history and life. I thought nothing of it at the time; in fact, I did not think I ever could do anything of the kind, as my education was very limited. So the matter was not thought of until I became comparatively helpless so far as the work in the conference is concerned, I was disabled by failing health and placed on the super annuated list ; so finding myself shut in during the winter months of 1904 and 1905, the thought came to my mind all at once, why not write some for the benefit of humanity in reference to my past labors. It may do some poor souls good when I am dead and gone, and I believe the Lord impressed this on my mind, for the more I thought and prayed about it, the more it was impressed upon my mind to write. So I commenced to write January i, 1905, in reality, and submit the following pages to the careful perusal of those that may be in pos session of this book. OF RBV. ROBERT TREVER, 9 I feel quite sure that some good will result from this effort. It is written in a plain, home like style, and with the express purpose of encouraging the young, as well as those in mature life, and I trust that the readers of this book will look over the mistakes and gram matical errors therein contained, and take in the real spirit and object of the book. You will readily see that I have kept back self in reference to my preaching as far as possible, avoiding anything that would, appear like a spirit of egotism, but have tried to hide behind the cross and exhibit Christ. Ever since God sanctified my soul I have always been strongly opposed to anything like compromise, but have stood to the front of the battle and after doing all I have been able to stand, I can declare with Paul I have not shunned to declare the whole counsel of God, and this spirit has been carried all through the writing of these pages. I am a strong advocate of prohibition, woman's suffrage, and woman's foreign missionary societies ; and in fact every thing that would tend to build up God's cause and bring about the salvation of souls, and cheerfully submit to all the will of God, And my earnest prayer to Almighty God is that this book may be made a great blessing to many poor hungry souls, when this, my body, will be silent in death and my soul will have 'gone to the God that gave it. THE AUTHOR. 10 LIFE AND LABOES CHAPTER I. Birth and Early Life. I do praise God in this life and expect to praise him throughout all eternity for praying parents, and a good religious training. My father and mother were real, genuine Meth odists of the old type, and they both enjoyed a very rich and glorious experience in both' jus tification and sanctification. From very early life they were both members of the Wesleyan . Methodist Church, uniting with the church when they were quite children, and remained faithful members until death. They lived a peaceful and very happy life ; I don't remember of our hearing them speak what might even seem like a harsh word one to the other. They ' were the father and mother of nineteen chil dren, and I was the youngest in the family, except a sister who was four years younger. My dear father on his death bed stated that he had the evidence that all his family would be saved and meet him in heaven, and since that time seventeen of the children have died happy and gone to meet him in glory. There are just two of us left, and we are to the margin come, and we expect to die in peace;, and meet our loved parents again. One very wicked man came in to see my father on his OP EEV. EOBERT .TREVES. 11 death bed, and with tears streaming down his face said, "Let me die the death of the righteous, and let my last end be like his," and shortly after father's death he, too, be came a Christian, My father never could carry a tune all through his life, but a few minutes before his death he sang that old hymn: Jesus, lover of my soul. Let me to Thy bosom fly; While the nearer waters roll. While the tempest still is high ; Hide me, O my Saviour hide, Till the storm of life is past. Safe into the haven guide, O, receive my soul at last. And so on all through the hymn, keeping per fect time and clear voice he sang it correctly, and then passed away to be forever with the Lord, and to sing the songs of the redeemed. He was a man of great usefulness in his day. He was a class leader in the church nearly fifty years in one town, and no doubt many will rise up and call him blessed at the judgment. My mother lived a few years after the death of father, and then passed away very suddenly. She attended three services at the church on Sunday, and on Monday morning the Lord called her, saying, "It is enough; come up higher," and she went to join her loved ones on the other shore. I was born in the town of South Killing- holme, Lincolnshire, England, in the year of 12 LIFE AND LABOES our Lord 1842, May 23d. I was taken, by my parents to the House of Prayer from an infant, and was always taught to bow my knees during prayer service, and after I became older I never was allowed to sit in the back part of the church, where young people often gather together for the purpose of laughing and whis pering, and thus annoy the minister and dis turb the meeting, but I was taken to the front with father and mother in the "amen corner" and taught to behave in meeting. I have been very thoughtful all my life and never did bring disgrace to myself or parents by misbehavior in meeting. I was also taken regularly to the class meeting and also to Sunday School, where I was taught to reverence God's house and to study his word; but while listening to the saints of God giving in their testimonies, and tp see them get so wonderfully blessed, it got me under deep conviction, and I often longed for such an experience as they had, and God talked to my heart and let conviction on me more and more, until at last I was willing to yield up to God by confessing and forsaking my sins. O how God came to my young heart, saying, "Thy sins, which were many, are all forgiven," and he did set my captive soul at liberty, glory to God. Yes, for My chains fell off, my heart was free ; I rose, went forth to follow him. I felt like saying with Mr. Isaac Watts : OP EEV. EOBEET TEEVBE. 13 I'll lift my hands, I'll raise my voice. While I have breath to pray or praise. This work shall make my heart rejoice. And fill the remnant of my days. I was converted at the age of 14 under the labors of Rev, Richard Williamson, in the Wesley chapel at East Holton, England, and united with the Wesleyan Methodist Church in the month of November, 1856, My conv,ersion was very clear, I can re member the exact time and place where it was done. It was such a great change that I surely never will forget it. Everything seemed new. In fact, it seemed to me like a new world entirely. Surely old things had passed away and be hold all things had become new. Praise the Lord for a change of heart. Yea, all that is within me, bless His holy name ! I hear of some people who claim to be con verted and don't know when the work was done; this is surely very strange, indeed, that a person can pass through such a great change and not know it. Is it possible? Surely such people are deceived, for they never can know such a great change and not know anything about it or when it took place. The Lord help us to examine our hearts and see whether we are in the faith or not. Be not deceived, God is not mocked. For whatsoever a man soweth that shall he also reap. 14 LIFE AND LABOES CHAPTER II, Going into Business and Early Persecutions. About the time of my conversion I had to leave my parental roof and Christian associa tions, which was a very great trial to me, and one of the first spiritual trials of my life, I was bound an apprentice for seven long years to learn the merchant tailoring business in the town of East Holton, without any com pensation whatever only my board, my father furnishing my clothes until I was twenty-one years of age. This was a new kind of life for me altogether, and it took me a long time to get accustomed to it, especially to handle the needle and to sit on a table with crossed legs and press seams with a large goose (iron) weighing twenty-eight pounds or more, I final ly got so accustomed to it that I did not mind the work, but the worst thing I had to contend with and the greatest trial to me was living in an ungodly family. Here we had no Christ ian conversation, no encouragement spiritually, no family prayer. This was something I could scarcely endure. I had always been brought up so differently, and it seemed almost impos sible to sit up to table to eat without asking the blessing of God upon the food set before us. But I was a boy and could not say any thing, and had to submit to the powers that OP EEV. EOBERT TEEVEE. 15 be. At this home all was continual rush of business from early morn until late at night, and then I had to work in a shop with quite a number of men that were very ungodly and wicked men, and many very drunken men, and, of course, I had to listen to all kinds of un godly and filthy conversation, and had to breathe an impure atmosphere caused by smok ing the filthy weed. I also was sent to the brewery to get beer for the men in the shop. O, it was so hard, but there was no alternative. I was an apprentice boy and was bound by law to be submissive, and if I would fail to obey I was liable to be punished by law. I cannot describe here what I did pass through while learning my business as a merchant tailor. The master is also bound by law to give his apprentice fair treatment and good food and turn him off at the age of twenty-one years as an expert mechanic, and qualified to take a position in any place of business as a merchant tailor. I am glad I found out where to get real spiritual help and encouragement, even under the most trying circumstances in life. Many times instead of going out into the town after business hours I would find some place where I could be alone with God, and pour out my spirit to him in prayer, asking him to help me bear up under the heavy trials I was passing through, and O, how the Lord would come to my rescue and cheer my drooping heart and 16 LIPE AND LABOES raise my spirits and encourage me along the way, blessing my Waiting soul. Praise his name forever! Truly I found in him a present help in time of need ; surely the Lord will keep us under the most adverse circumstances. I also found at this time His word very precious to my soul when I would read such, blessed promises as these. "Fear not for I am with thee; be not dismayed for I am thy God, I will deliver thee, yea, my right hand shall uphold thee." And again he says: "I will never leave thee nor forsake thee." As long as we put our trust in Him, the Psalmist David says, "The Lord God is a sun and shield and he will give grace and glory, and no good thing will he withheld from them that walk uprightly," O, how these blessed truths encouraged me all along the line, and helped me to go through the midst of opposition and persecution, for I was perse cuted and opposed and even ridiculed for the sake of Jesus, But the word helped me again when I read, "Blessed are ye when men shall revile you and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely for my sake; rejoice and be exceeding glad, for great is your reward in heaven." — Matthew 5:11, I succeeded quite well in learning the bus iness and followed this line of work for a num ber of years, sometimes doing a large and very prosperous business, which has always been quite a help to me through the earljr part of my life. OF EEV. EOBERT TEEVEE. 17 One, thing I caji say truthfully, that I never on any occasion or at any time allowed my business to hinder me in the work of the Lord, I always felt that the Lord's work was of more importance and did lay nearer to my heart than anything else in this world, O, the worth of precious souls, I was just willing to do any thing in order to win souls. This and this alone was the real business of my life ; whenever I was engaged in mercantile business it was only to help to pay expenses, and help me in the work of the Lord, I have helped a good many poor families and preachers by cutting, and making up clothing for them ; and always have made up my own clothing, which has been quite a help when engaged in the work of the Lord. But amidst all the trials and conflicts with the enemy I have passed through and which I have spoken of in this chapter, it surely has taught me one lesson and that is this; there is no need for men and women to backslide in this world, for God can keep us true even under the most adverse cir cumstances, and there is no power on earth nor no devils in hell that can hinder us from going clear through and getting to Heaven if we will. Our God is more than a match for the devil ; for if we will be true to him he will bring us off more than conquerors through him that has loved us and washed us in his own precious blood. 18 LIFE AND LABORS Lord I am thine, entirely, thine ; Purchased and saved by blood divine ; With full consent thine would I be. And own thy sovereign right to me. Thine would I live, thine would I die. Be thine through all eternity; The vow is past beyond repeal. And now I set the solemn seal. OF EEV. BOBEET TEEVEE. 19 CHAPTER III. Early Education and Call to the Ministry, My educational privileges were quite limited, not having the opportunities that young men have in these days. My father being a poor man with poor health and a very large family to provide for, he was not able to give me the privilege of getting an education even that was available in those days. But I did attend the common schools for several years and also had the privilege of attending high school for a short time. I believe, however, I did make the most out of it that I possibly could for I was a very close student and studied very hard, sometimes even to very late hours of the night, I was a great lover of books and read a great deal, especially the Bible, My father once said I took more pleasure in reading books than I did in working in the garden, but I believe I had rather work in the garden now than read, as my eyesight is very poor, I did, however, acquire at least a common school education which has been quite a benefit to me all through life. Young men surely ought to appreciate the opportunities for education that are offered to them in these modern days. While I was visiting the Greenville College in Illinois in my latter days and met with so many promising young men and ladies as students there, I 20 LIFE AND LABORS thought, O, if I had these privileges and these opportunities for learning when I was young as these students have, how much more I might have accomplished in the service bf the Lord; but with a little education and a great amount of the Holy Ghost and fire, I have been enabled to succeed in doing at least some thing in the work of the Lord, About this time I had a clear and definite call to the ministry. It came to me like a flash of lightning through which I saw as clear as noonday the awful woe is me if I preach not the Gospel, It was quite a shock to me for I had not thought of this before, I looked at myself and knew I was so timid and bashful and then at my inability and lack of education and environments; it surely seemed impossible, I would have thought of doing anything rather than preach. I wrestled with God in prayer and tried to excuse myself, but all to ho avail. I could not get any help of the Lord until I was willing to yield and say, yes, to God. But this seemed impossible. When I attempted to pray this matter would come up and I could not possibly get around; there seemed no other way through ; I was almost distracted, in fact I was getting into darkness on account of my un willingness to yield. For with me it meant to yield up to God or be lost, and I am sure I had rather preach than be lost ; so finally, as I once said before, I would leave myself and my all with Him and live in obedience to Him and OF EEV. EOBERT TEEVEE. 21 do what He wanted me to do, let it cost what it would. When I fully came to this point of decision and really said yes to God, O, how he let his blessings on my soul and all was light. Now praise His Holy name ! I went on serving the Lord and attended the meetings as usual and said nothing to any one about my call to the ministry or the work of the Lord. But it seemed that the church had some im pressions on this, for in a very short time I was appointed as prayer leader ; that is, to take charge of prayer service, and truly the Lord did help me to read his word and corriment on the same and we surely had times of refreshing from the presence of the Lord, But God was still leading me on as well as the church for they very soon granted me exhorter's license, which required me to accompany the preachers and exhort and warn the people to flee from the wrath to come and sometimes I was requir ed to take charge of meetings alone, and while I felt my own weakness and inability, yet God did wonderfully bless my soul and open the way for me and gave me success and did help and fit me up for His work. Glory to His name ! I thought surely this would be as far as I would ever get on the line of preaching or in the work of the Lord so I was perfectly satis fied with this line of work and did it to the best of my ability, but in about one yeair I was recommended by the official board to the dis- 22 LIFE AND LABOES trict quarterly conference for local preacher's license, which was granted ; so I became a local preacher; which meant a great deal to me. Never did I feel my own weakness as now, but God helped me and fitted me up for the work, as he had promised he would. O, how blessed it is to live resigned to all the will of God and always feel that we are just where God wants us to be, and to do what he wants us to do and it surely brings joy and peace and satisfaction to know that we are right with God and to live in obedience to him. OF EEV. EOBEET TEBVER. 23 CHAPTER IV, First Sermon and Early Labors as a Local Preacher. After I was licensed as local preacher I was given regular systematic work for three months in advance, the names of the places to preach, and the time for service was all printed on what is known as a plan, so all the local preach ers knew just where they had to go each Sun day, as their names were printed opposite each preaching point. This gave the local preacher regular work all the time, which is a good practice where there are so many engaged in that line, of work. My first appointment was at a small town which was called Imingham on the Barton Circuit, Lincolnshire, England. I went, 'tis true, with many misgivings as I felt my helplessness and inability to take a text of .Scripture and attempt to preach from it. But I went, looking to God continually for help, knowing that He had helped me so many times before and promised to never leave me nor for sake me, which gave me new courage and strength. So while calling on God to open the way for me and to help me through, this text of Scripture came to my mind: "Behold the Lamb of God which taketh away the sin of the Wdrld," and as I entered the church and took my place in the pulpit I surely 24 LIFE AND LABORS felt my own weakness and knew that if any thing was done in this service God would have to do it or work through me. I read that old Hymn: Jesus, the name high over all. In hell or earth or sky; Angels and men before it fall. And devils fear and fly. While the congregation was singing these beautiful words the Holy Ghost inspired the song, and the shouts of the saints went up and glory came to our souls to greet, and in answer to prayer God did come in power right at the very commencement of the service and fitted us up for the work of the hour. After prayer was offered and a portion of the Scripture read I proceeded to read my text for the first time, and though trembling from head to feet and in broken sentences and disconnected words, I was enabled to tell what the blessed Christ could do for lost and ruined souls and spoke of many that had looked on the Lamb of God and were saved from all sin, and conviction set tled on the people and some good was accomp lished from this first service. Praise the Lord ! Many said that this was a profitable service and had been a source of encouragement to them, and they gave me a hearty welcome and invited me to come again, which was quite encouraging for a new begianer, I went awaj' rejoicing in the pp^ oi my salvation, Thi§ OP EEV. ROBERT TBEVEE. 25 was in July, 1858, when I was 16 years of ago, which was a memorable time to me. From this time on I generally preached twice every Sunday at different places and worked at my business in the shop during the week. I often had the pleasure of preaching in my home chapel in the town where I was working, and also where I was converted to God, and saved from sin. It was truly a very sacred place to me where God spoke peace to my soul, I am glad I had the opportunity of preaching Christ to my old associates and even to them that persecuted me, and God did bless the truth spoken and sent it home to their hearts and I was blessed with the privi lege of seeing some, of them really converted to God, "God moves in a mysterious way. His wonders to perform." I had the privilege also of preaching in the chapel where my father and mother worshiped and where I had been taken so often when a child, and where I had seen so many souls saved. I was often spoken of as the boy preacher, as I was quite young and looked still younger. We often had to travel twenty miles -or more on foot and pi^ach twice, and then return home after night's preaching. Not many local preachers would w-ant to do it in these modern days, but we did then, and got wonderfully blessed. 26 LIFE AND LABOES Local preachers scarcely ever got any com pensation for thgir services in those days and did not expect anything. We went forth as a matter of duty that we owed to God and the love for lost souls, and the blessed Christ so wonderfully rewarded us and strengthened us for His servnce. Praise His name ! I believe where we sacrifice for God and the salvation of souls, we ar^ sure to have the blessings of God poured ou^ upon us. It was really won derful how those old saints of God that suf fered so much for him, did get blessed. Praise His name ! Ojir God is just the same to-day and just as wijling to bless his children as he ever was. In those old Methodist meetings it would be considered quite strange indeed if one or more souls were not saved at every service, but in these modern times, when pride and pomp and show and vanity and worldly conformity 90 abound everywhere it is con sidered a very rare thing, if souls are really converted ii^ any ordinary service, O, is it not time that njinisters of the Gospel should begin to cry mightily to God? Yea, even weep be tween thq porch and the altar, for lost and ruined souls, and that the pilgrims every where should pray and wrestle with Jacob of Old for more of the old time power, that brings conviction on sinners and gives us an intense burning love for the salvation of souls? May God help us to begin to inquire for the old paths and walk therein, God is just the same OF EEV. EOBERT TEEVEE. 27 and His mercy endureth forever. Is there not a danger of becoming lovers of ease and pleas ure and depending more on our talents and education and ability than we depend on God and the Holy Ghost power? The Lord help us to watch and pray lest we enter into temptation and thus be found lean ing a little to the world. 28 LIFE AND LABOES CHAPTER V. Marriage, Business anid Powerful Meetings Held at Different Points. At the age of twenty-one I commenced busi ness in my own establishment, keeping a gen eral clothing store, situated in the town of Burgh le Marsh, Lincolnshire, England, In this town I became acquainted with a young lady. Miss Jemima Whydale, who at that time was working in another store, and as my business was increasing quite rapidly I be gan to think that it might be better for me to take a partner into business, as it was quite an undertaking for me to run it alone. So I took the liberty to speak to Miss Why- dale in reference to the matter as she under stood something about store business, but she rather hesitated at first. After due considera tion she thought it might be a profitable in vestment, so in due time it was arranged to fix the time and place where this union was to be made sure; so April ii, 1864, was agreed upon as the time, and the place was to be at the Wainfleet Wesleyan Methodist Church, Mon day morning, at 8 o'clock. Rev, Alford Lock- wood officiating. It must have been an im portant event as there were more than two hun dred spectators at this early hour. All passed off quite pleasantly, and our partnership OF REV. ROBERT TEEVEE. 29 proved to be quite agreeable and profitable. We have been in partnership now 40 years and have not dissolved, or even disagreed yet. For which we thank God and take courage, looking to the time when death will sever this partnership for a little while. Father of the human race. Sanction with thy Heavenly gi-ace;. What on earth hath now been done. That these twain be truly one. One in sickness and in health. One in poverty and wealth; And as year roll after year. Each to other still more dear. One in purpose, one in heart, 'Till the mortal stroke shall part; One in cheerful piety. One forever. Lord with thee. W. B. LOLLYER, We continued in business in this town for several years, and I also kept up my appoint ments regularly every Sabbath and the Lord helped me all along the Hne. Praise his name ! W^e left this town and moved about 150 miles nearer Liverpool to Bolton, Lanshire, which was a large manufacturing town of one hun dred and thirty thousand inhabitants. At this new place we did quite a prosperous business, among the factory operatives for several years. 30 LIFE AND LABORS But I was regularly employed as a local preacher every Sunday, preaching the Gospel to lost sinners, and had the happiness of seeing many saved from sin. I found it much more difficult for me to fill appointment here, as the churches were quite large and generally well attended it was quite a cross for me to stand up and try to interest such large congregations, (sometimes one thousand or more people), with my limited education, and I oftea won dered why I was sent out by the church to tliose places ; but the great God that called me into his work, kept urging me out and was preparing me for the work. One Sabbath I was appointed to preach at Harwood morning and night, and after hold ing on to God in earnest prayer for help I went to fill the appointment in the morning, but during the service I did not seem to get much help of the Lord and was considerably embarrassed, and I really thought it was a complete failure and the devil tried me over it considerable. So I concluded I would not try and fill the appointment at night, but on closing the service several people came around me in the front; some said the sermon had done them so much good and. were much en couraged; others gave me a hearty welcome and were looking for a good meeting at night. So I thought maybe it would be better for me to try it again at night, not letting them know my feelings. I found very kind friends and OP RBV. ROBERT TREVER. 31 had a very pleasant visit indeed, I also found time to get alone with God in prayer, asking Him to help me through the night service which He did. Praise his name! My text at night was, "Wherefore he is able to save to the utmost." Before I got through preaching, one man came forward screaming for mercy and fell on the floor in front of the altar and about 20 more followed. This soon brought to an altar service and we all gathered around the altar and held on to God in prayer for those souls and many of them were clearly saved from sin. I felt considerably better now for the devil was defeated and God gave us vic tory. Praise his name ! On another occasion, I was called to preach at the Mission Hall in Bolton, in the town where we lived; this was a very large build ing with a seating capacity of 1,500 people. The morning service was a time of special outpouring of the Holy Spirit ; the. saints were wonderfully blessed and encouraged and the house seemed to be filled with the Holy Ghost and with fire. It was not very difficult to talk to the people in such an atmosphere, as every body was looking to a higher source than the preacher and truly God had his way in the meeting. But the night service was beyond anything I had ever witnessed. The large house was full to overflowing, and such con viction I never saw; people were crying for mercy all over the house and as the meeting 32 LIFE AND LABORS continued, other ministers came in and fell right in line and there were as many as eight or ten altar services in the house going on at the same time until after midnight, when I closed the best service I ever held through life. The Lord was there in mighty power and it was said that over one hundred souls were saved at this one service. It seemed there was a general revival spirit; for every service was a revival. These truly were good days to my soul. It miiist be remembered that in those days people were more easily effected and got under conviction more than in these days of form and pride and vanity where people are so gospel hardened that they can sit under the most heart searching sermon and listen to the most powerful appeals and yet be unmoved or very little effected. I am glad I was converted when my heart was young and tender and when I could be effected by the preaching of the word and in fluenced by the Holy Spirit, There is so much sham religion and false doctrines taught, and so many false issues that disgust people in these days. They say, many of them, while looking on these things, "If that is religion I don't want it." This is one reason why it is so hard to get people saved; the Lord help us, is my prayer. I was also blest with the privilege of preaching in the same church that our venera ble John Wesley preached in so many times, 01* EEV. EOBEET TEEVEE. 33 sitting in the same chair and using the same hymn book and Bible that he used. These relics were preserved in memory of him in the town of Stockport, England, I also attended the largest Sabbath school in the world in this town. It is the proud boast of the town of Stockport that it possesses the largest Sunday school in the world; there is nothing to approach it in any quarter of the globe. The main school contains about four thousand scholars and in its branches there are about one thousand more, making a grand total of five thousand children, exclusive of preachers and officers, which number four hun dred and fifty. It is indeed a giant Sunday school. This great school was organized over one hundred and seventy years ago. Nearly forty years ago I had the privilege of going all through this school and attended one of its sessions. In this school there has been trained 6,000 teachers and over one million children have been brought under religious influences; the money collected for the support of this school alone will equal five thousand dollars per year, I also visited the large town of London where I spent several days, and also visited the beautiful town of New Castle, in Staffordshire, where I had the privilege of preaching several times, I also heard that noted preacher, Rich ard Weaver, the converted collier, who was one of the best revival preachers I ever heard. 34 LIFE AND LABORS I also heard the very much noted converted infidel, Joseph Barker. I heard his first ser mon after he was converted from infidelity. I never saw a man that had such power over his congregation of two thousand people; some times he had them weeping and even sobbing_ all over the house, and again he would have them shouting. Of course, there was great ex citement, but how much genuine good done or souls really saved, I am not prepared to tell. Near this town I saw every kind of crockery manufactured, from a small lump of clay in the hands of the potter, who could mould at will any piece of ware you might ask for in a moment of time, ready for the next man to put on handles, and so on all through until we reached the show room, where sets of china- ware burnished with pure gold and valued at a cost of one thousand dollars. It is true, what King Solomon said; "Man has sought -out many inventions." OP REV. ROBERT TREVER. 35 CHAPTER VI. Emigration from England to America and Voyage on the Sea. While we were living in the town of Bolton, my health failed very rapidly; some thought I was consumptive and could not last very long, as I was so weak I could scarcely at tend to business, or preach. Our family phy sician thought a change of climate might help me more than anything else. I hardly knew where to go or what to do ; I had one brother and one sister in America and they wanted us to come to see them. America was spoken of by a great many people as being a very fine climate, especially in some of the states, and a good place to live and make money. Here is where a great many people are deceived ; the country is flooded with pa pers which over estimate things considerably and they come to this country and don't find it as represented. But it was health I was in terested in, so we began to talk it up in good earnest and finally decided to go. Just at this time my brother, who lived in Staffordshire, heard of our going and so came over to see us and he decided to take his family and go with us to America; this was quite an encouragement to us, to have company, but it was a very great undertaking indeed; nearly 36 LIFE AND LABOES five thousand miles with three small children to care for and a large business to dispose of, and my health so poor ; but I sold the business to a young man that had been working for me a good many years, and we began to 'tear up and pack up and sell out until all was ready for the big move. By this time my brother had his business disposed of, and his affairs all set tled up and he, too, was ready. So he and I went to Liverpool and secured a passage on board the steamship named England, on the National Line. Brother Joseph had a wife and nine children and I had a wife and three chil dren, so we made up a company of sixteen in all, and in a very short time we got them all to Liverpool and boarded the great ship on the 2Sth day of May, 1870, and left Liverpool and the old shores of native England, never more to return, as far as I was concerned, but my brother went back on a visit a few years later. Now he and part of his family are in glory. A very strange feeling came over us as we got clear out of sight of our native country; we had a very pleasant voyage for the first 24 hours, or until we reached Queenstown, Ire land where we took on five hundred more pas sengers. Among the number was a large number of girls who were coming to America to work out; as wages were very much bettei in America than in Ireland. This made up a company of thirteen hundred and fifty pas sengers and a little more than one hundrecj OF EEV. EOBEET TEEVEE. 37 crew or workmen, so we had a large company of us altogether. We left Ireland the next day and everything went on smoothly" until we got out into what is known as the Irish Seas; by this time, however, there was a gen eral up heaving, for about one-half of the pas sengers or more began to look very pale and sickly, and they began to console each other and tried to encourage each other, but they kept getting worse and worse and there seemed to be no help at all. All of our number were among the sick ones, except one. I w.as deathly sick and really thought I would die, and got so bad that I would prefer death to such a feel ing. Some would take stimulants, of course, but it did not do much good, for I actually saw over five hundred or more all vomiting at once, standing in long rows on top deck, and nearly the whole number on board went through it in the course of a few days; some got over it in a few days while others had to suffer much longer. I was very sick for about ten days and finally got so I could eat a little. The board or food that was served on board of ship was good in quality, but it was served up so rough that a person had to have a very keen appetite to eat very much. We got six teen small loaves of bread every morning, and also good butter. We got one for each mem ber of the family and this was our principle living while on board of ship, so we got along fairly well, but we had to put one arm. around 38 LIFE AND LABORS our dishes, which were tin, and eat with the other hand, else the heave of the ship would throw every dish into one mass, maybe several feet from us. One time my wife was not watching very close and a big heave of the ship sent her clear from the table and sent her rolling under the bed with a baby in her arms, which bruised her up considerably. We soon learned to be on the lookout, but it was so hard to get used to the motion of the ship. After we did, we got along much better. There was a little circumstance that was quite dis agreeable, but caused considerable amusement on top deck. There was a group of people sit ting down talking, and the ship was heaving and tossing on the great mountains of water; one time it struck the water with such force that the water swept all over the front deck and sent those who were sitting, floating in all directions. Those of us who were standing up a little farther away only got our feet wet; the sea at this time was very rough, moun tains of water, which seemed to me to be one hundred feet high were rolling over and over, dashing against the ship with such violence that it seemed we would soon be buried in water, and even the captain himself and the crew almost gave up in dispair as they lost control of the ship for a short time, the fire being slacked almost out. At this time the passengers began to get wonderfully excited and one of the largest prayer meetings I ever OF EEV. EOBEET TREVER. 39 saw was started up quite abruptly, but every body was wonderfully in earnest and did not wait one on the other ; almost everybody pray ed; some prayed to the Virgin Mary, the mother of Jesus; and some called on their •Father God and some one thing and some another, but I, with several others left our case with the Lord, Jesus Christ, who brought us through . alright. This prayer meeting was composed of thirteen^ different nationalities, who spoke 13 different languages. There were about 25 different churches represented, and thirteen hundred and fifty people present, so it was a great prayer meeting indeed, but in a few more hours the storm passed away and the water became calm and while passing through the Banks of Newfoundland there was a dense fog, so they had to blow the fog horn, in order to keep from striking anything. The water at this point seemed almost like oil ; quite smooth. One morning after this while we were all down in the berths at breakfast, we heard some one shout, ."land ahead," so a good many rushed out to see land, but it was jtoo far away yet for us to see. In a very short time we really did see the tops of the trees in the far distance, and as we gradually got nearer to land we could begin to see the green trees and shrubbery. It was really beautiful to us, as we had seen nothing but water .for 12 days or more. We finally reached New York Bay late Saturday night 40 LIFE AND LABOES with "just as many passengers as when we left Queenstown. Two persons had died during the voyage but two had been born, so it made up the number, and this being Saturday night we were not allowed to go on land until Mon day morning. This was one time they ob served the Sabbath. Praise the Lord! Monday morning came and after being ex amined by two doctors and our baggage all carefully inspected we were allowed to pass onto the soil of brave America. I have written this chapter for the purpose of interesting the young people that may per chance read this book and all others that may not be accustomed to sea warfare. OF EEV. ROBEBT TEBVER. 41 CHAPTER VII. Landing at New York, and Trip Overland to Wisconsin. The morning we landed at New York was a time of rejoicing by a great many, as every one, I suppose, was tired of being on the water so long and some were glad they had a safe voyage and had got through, and others (near ly all) were very anxious to see America. It took nearly all day Monday to get landed and to claim all our baggage, for we had sixteen large trunks, and twelve children to care for. This was new business for us, and certainly altogether a new experience. Everything we saw after we got on shore looked different; the ways and customs and habits and every thing looked so strange to us, and we scarcely knew how to act. We went to a restaurant to get some refreshments, but people would get their meals and were gone before we got fairly commenced. We could not under.stand it; we had always been taught to sit at the table until everybody got through, and then return thanks before we left, so we thought the American people were very rude or were void of any manners or else we were uncommonly long time in eating our meal. So we left before we got through, but afterwards learned, dif ferently. 42 LIFE AND LABOES I noticed the women folk in our crowd began to look strange and were not natural at all, so I spoke to them, and told them to cheer up, this was America. "Yes," one says, "and I don't like it at all, I wish I was at home," and in not a very pleasant tone of voice. But we were here and had got over our spell of sea sickness, but I noticed another kind of sick ness was coming on rapidly, and several in the family were taken down with it. But this disease proved to be not quite so bad as sea sickness. The people in America pro nounced this disease "home sickness." It was quite bad, however, for it took a long time to get over it. After leaving Castle Gar den we went out for a walk in New York City, taking in the sights and curiosities and when we got tired of walking around we went to a hotel, which had been previously recommended to us as a good, comfortable place to stop for the night. We ate our supper, i6 of us in all, and when it was time to retire, we were con ducted to our bed rooms, where we hoped to have a good night's rest. But lo and behold ! What did we see crawl ing over the floor and on the beds and around the lamp, running in every direction! In America they call them "bed bugs" and there was a very fine crop of them ; there must have been several thousand of them. The poor chil dren could not sleep unless we sat and kept the bugs off them. As the grown folks did not OP EEV. ROBERT TREVER. 43 feel like laying down, we passed a long, sleep less night and were glad when morning came. This was our first night in America. We went down stairs and ate our breakfast and paid seventeen dollars and fifty cents for the privi lege of sitting up all night, fighting bed bugs. This was no help for our "home sickness." We left New York the next day and embarked on a steamboat for New Jersey. We then took the train for Chicago, leaving New Jersey at 5 :35 in the evening. We had a very pleasant trip across the river, although it rained harder than I had ever seen it rain before. We did not visit very much in New Jersey, but took seats in the cars, which was altogether different to our mode of going in the old country. The cars were so different, but we thought they were very nice and very comfortable and so we felt very much pleased for the first time in America. The train started on and we traveled all night. The next morning we arrived at some "Junction" near Niagara Falls, about 9 a. m., where we were informed that our train would have to wait for two hours on account of some other train being late,. So I and my wife and my brother and his wife got out, leaving the small children with the big girls, so we could go in search of food, as we had nothing left for the children. We had to go about one mile to the town and were gone just one hour, bringing back the food ; but to our great sur- 44 LIFE AND LABORS prise we found the train had gone, taking along all the children, who were without food or money or tickets or friends. We, of course, did not know what to do. The two women were almost frantic. Of course, the men folks kept cool, at least we did the best we could. But this was no particular help to "home sick ness." It was still very bad. We went to the agent, who told us there was no other train until the next day. So while explaining matters with the agent, he just remembered that there was an express train that was coming through in a little while, but did not stop there ; so he said he would flag the train and have it stop. He did so and after he explained matters with the conductor, we were allowed to get on. As the train that took the children was ordered by telegraph to stop at a certain station until the express train reached there, I think in about 40 or 50 miles we caught up with it. We found the children alright (although very much frightened), to the joy and comfort of us all. We passed through Chicago, stopped a few hours and then went on to Milwaukee, thence to Fon du Lac City, where our brother-in-law met us, having come 30 miles in a lumber wagon, but as we had sixteen large trunks and sixteen in our company, it was more than he had thought, of, it being more than one load. We proposed to take the boat across Lake Winebago to Stock- bridge, thence four miles by wagon to Brant, OF BBV. KOBBBT TEEVEE. 45 where our sister lived. We settled here for a while, right in the woods of Wisconsin, until we ^rested up. This has been a timber country and being new, of course, everything was rough and so different to what we had been used to. We were all feeling bad, for our "home sickness" was not cured yet. 46 LIFE AND LABOES CHAPTER VIIL The First Religious Service We Attended in America. The first Sabbath in Wisconsin we attended a meeting conducted in a small log school house, without any floor and with very rough home-made seats. We were there quite early, but found some persons already there. The men were generally barefooted and without coats. Nearly all had their hats on. Of course, this was very strange to us, having been used to things so different, especially in churches. In fact, we could not believe it was church, or a place of worship, until we saw a minister drive up and enter the house, and took his seat in the front. As we soon learned, his name was Rev. A. T. Brill. He looked around his con gregation and saw there were some strangers there. And surely we were strange, indeed. He very kindly spoke to us and gave us a a Methodist, but with very little grace. I did, welcome. Having been informed that I was a minister, he kindly invited me to preach. Of course, I excused myself the best I could and declined. The minister went on with the ser vice, and preached a very good sermon, which made us feel more reconciled than at the be ginning. He closed the service, but announced that I would preach at night. OP RBV. ROBERT TRBVEE. 47 It seemed hard for me to preach under such circumstances, but as was my custom, I went to God and talked to him about it. So after earnest prayer I went again at night to the same school house. The house was crowded with people. Many probably came out of curiosity, but the Lord was there in power and I felt at home, as I always do in his presence. We had a good meeting and I believe that some good was done, for every one seemed in terested and invited me to come back, and I did, preaching there several times after and souls were saved. I had letters of recommendation from my pastor and class leader and also from the chairman of the district, which I brought with me from England. After I got a little better acquainted with Brother Brill, the Methodist Episcopal minister, I spoke of soriie of my past labors and then presented my letters. He seemed jquite pleased to have me come among them. So I united with the church, as did wife and brother and his wife. I was soon put to work, and was employed as supply under Elder White and also Elder Mead for some time. We had many good meetings, but spiritually I went down, gradually con forming to the world a little, and step by step we really lost the power ; but I was considered spiritual and preached right along, and tried to ease my conscience by thinking that I was as good as others in the church ; and so I wenl 48 LIFE AND LABOES on, with actually nothing but a form. I seemed interested, and was, in the salvation of souls and labored quite hard to get people saved. I preached just as often, but, O, I had lost my relish for the secret hours of devotion and holding on to God in prayer, as before, and I surely felt a lack of spiritual power in all my labors, although I never believed in secret societies, never used tobacco in any form, nor never indulged in any of the popular sins of the age. But I went gliding along with the church into popularity. I was appointed to the Sheboygan circuit to fill a vacancy made by Dr. Coksil, who was very sick; I don't think he ever was able to preach again. I felt, however, a lack of education more than ever, as it was quite a stylish congregation and they had been accustomed to having con siderable talent in the pulpit. I had hitherto got along very well when I had had the glory welling up in my soul, and the Holy Ghost behind me, but now, without either, it surely was up-hill business. But I got through to the end, although not with glory in my soul, as in days of yore. It is said that confession is good for the soul. Oh, how the good God bears with us. Yes, His mercy endureth for ever, amen! OP EEV. BOBBRT TEEVEE. 49 CHAPTER IX, Removal to Harlan County, Nebraska. My wife's health was very poor all the time we lived in Wisconsin, I paid out $ioo, or more, for doctor's fees; but she gradually got worse, until we left. My health was quite good, A friend of ours, and a member of the Methodist Church, offered to pay all our ex penses if we would go with him and his fam ily to Harlan county, Nebraska, and he had property there and wanted to move on account of his wife's health. So we decided to go, the two families of us, in covered wagons by the overland route, it being a distance of over six hundred miles. The neighbors and friends gathered around to see us off, some saying that we were foolish. Some said we were crazy. Still others said we would bury our wives on the road, and that we men folks were about ready for the asylum. We thanked them for the advice they were giving and the encouraging words they said to us, so we drove on saying "good bye.' To our great surprise our wives began to improve in health, and the further we went the better they were ; and before we had gone two hundred miles they looked like different women altogether. They could eat almost any thing, and although we camped out at night. 50 LIFE AND LABOES Still they got better all the time. So we were well pleased with the trip. We were on the road about six weeks. We had many things that were trying for humanity to contend with, but we got through and reached our destina- tion and settled down near a little village called Bainbridge, about ten miles from Alma, Har lan county, Nebraska. This was a new coun try, with thousands of acres of fine prairie land, all as yet belonging to the government, but open for settlement. This was too good a chance for me to let go by, so I sent in my application for i6o acres of very fine land and took it for a homestead. But, just like human nature, I was not satisfied. There was another i6o adjoinin.g this, with ten acres ploughed on it, and, as I was informed, the man who had taken it had gone to England. It was what is known as a timber claim. As I could get it for $5— that is, the right the other man had to it — I paid the $5 and paid the govern ment fees, which were $14. This gave me 320 acres of land. The neighbors came in and helped me build a sod house on the land, which we made quite comfortable, and then moved my family into it. This was a new experience for us. We were farmers now, in reality, without money or crops, and although we had 320 acres of land, yet we saw harder times now than we had ever seen before. Here we were with nothing to farm with and the crops failed. DP REV. ROBERT TREVER. 51 " From what little ground we had ploughed we could get nothing for ourselves or horses, and it looked dark indeed. I got a chance to make some suits for the county officers (who were the only men that had money in those days). This helped us out considerably. About this time the Baptist minister left and they wanted me to preach for them, as I had attended their meetings. Of course, I was not a Baptist, but a Methodist, but with very little grace. I did, however, believe in "immersion," so they made me a proposition that if I would unite with the church and be immersed, I could preach for them. So I did and was ordained elder and did preach for them some time (I don't re member just how long). I got along very well, had a good time, found many kind friends in the church, and some very fine people. We really had some very good meetings, and we were getting along fine, but wife and I thought we would go to hear the Free Meth odist preacher, who came around about once a month. I believe it was Rev. J. Adams who was their preacher at this time, but I am not quite sure. The preaching was good, but it made us feel quite uncomfortable. Yet there was something about it attracting. 52 LIFE AND XiABOES CHAPTER X. First Introduction to the Free Methodists. We spoke in the last chapter of hearing a Free Methodist minister. This was the first time we had ever met with any Free Methodists and I must say we were quite favorably im pressed. True, their preaching got us under conviction, from the fact that it was so much like what we had been accustomed to when we were young. So it seemed like old times to us. Yet their preaching always made us feel that we were not just right. I tried to fight it off, however, and did for awhile, but there must be something charming about their preaching, for the more we heard them the more we wanted to go. Some people were afraid we would be led astray, and told us not to go near tham, as they were a very dangerous people, claiming to be holy and even to live without sin, which they said was impossible to do in this world. Of course these comforters were not converted, although they professed religion and belonged to a church. We had not gone so far down but what we could under stand where their spiritual standing was. They said many more hard things about these people. Why, they said, if you should be drawn away after them it would be terrible. They really were interested in us, and I thanked them for OF EEV. EOBEET TEEVEE. 53 the interest they were taking in us and for their advice. I suppose they thought they had done their duty. But with all the advice and warning we had from them, still we weht again to the very next appointment the Free Method ists had in this community. This time, how ever, it made such an impression on my mind that I could not shake it off, so I began to examine myself and see whether I was in. the faith or not, but soon found out that I was not fight. I was really surprised to find how far I had drifted from the old landmarks that our fathers had set. But I was honest and really wanted to get right, so I began to inquire for the old way and decided by the help of God to walk therein. I concluded Iwould arise and go to the Father's house, and I found by complying with the terms of the Gospel, by confessing and forsaking my sins God was willing to forgive me and restore me to the joys of salvation Praise His name ! In a short time wife and I were both sanctified and holy and washed in the blood of the Lamb, This was truly a. wonderful experience. Oh, how we rejoiced in the God of our Salvation. Oh, how glad I was that we ever met with this dear people ! My preaching must have been changed, for where I had been accustomed to preach before with a degree of satisfaction, the same congregation with whom I had once been quite popular, did not seem to appreciate my talk anymore. I noticed quite a change. 54 LIFE AND LABORS somehow, but it passed for awhile, I got blessed in preaching, and I am sure God helped me to declare the whole counsel of God, I saw the leading members of the church grouped together and talking quite seriously. The very next week a committee came to wait on me. They spoke very kindly to me and inquired if I had been attending the Free Methodist meet ings. I informed them that I had and enjoyed them very much. They said : "Well, we have come to make you some propositions, arid if you will comply with them, all will be well. The first is, will you keep away from that wild, fanatical set, the Free Methodists? Sec ond, will you, from this time on, change your preaching and preach as. you did a while ago? Third, will you promise us that you will not make as much noise in meeting and be more quiet ?" They said : "We want you to answer these questions satisfactorily, as our church is in danger of being divided, if not broken up." I said : "I am sorry there is such a feel ing in the church, for I am sure I wish you well and hope you will have no further trou ble; but in answer to your questions, first, I will not keep away from F. M, meetings, be cause they do me good and it is there where my souls get fed. Second, I will change my man ner of preaching if the Lord leads that way, but I must obey God rather than man. Third, I will keep more quite in meeting if the Lord will let me, but when God lets His blessings OF REV. ROBERT TREVES. 55 on my soul, I cannot keep still," They left me by saying they w^ere afraid I was too far gone. I suppose my answers did not please them. They would have taken steps to expel me from their church, but I relieved them of this trou ble and quietly withdrew. I think some others came out about the same time; at least, there was quite a sensation when it was rumored that we had left the church. But on finding ourselves outside the church, without any letter pf recommendation whatever, we naturally went to our Own company. That branch of the above church in that community did not only divide up, but was actually broken up some time afterwards. So the Lion of the tribe of Juda prevailed. Amen, so let it be !. Jesus, the name high over all. In hell on earth or sky; Angels and men before it fall. And devils fear and fly. 56 LIFE AND LABORS CHAPTER XI. Uniting With the Free Methodist Church. I shall always feel that I owe a debt of grati tude to Rev, J, Adams, Rev, J. E, Whiting, Rev, E, E, Miller and others fOr the plain, practical truths they preached, their faithful labors and the kindness they manifested towards wife and I, They did not turn a cold shoulder towards us. They used us kindly and friendly and acted as if. they were really interested in our souls. It was this friendly spirit manifested towards us that really won us over to God and drew us towards the Free Methodist Church. Thank God for faithful workers ! In due time we united with the Free Method ist Church — wife and I and several more, at the same time. I think Rey, G. B. Howard took us into the church, in the town of Alma, Harlan county, Nebraska. I don't remember the date, but we got in, for which we praise the Lord. We felt quite at home with our new sur roundings and glad to get where we were al lowed to declare the whole counsel of God. Thank God for a clean people that dare to stand out against all the popular sins of the day, either in or out of the church ! May God help the church to continue to stand and after having done all, to stand out against sin in all its various forms, and stand OF EEV. EOBEET TEEVBE. 57 to the front, warning every man, night and day, with cries and entreaties, urging him to flee from the wrath to come! Shortly after we united with the church we were (I say "we," because wife was a very important partner in the work) employed on the Alma and Orleans circuit as supply, under the Rev. J. M. Cook, with Rev. C. M. Damon, district chairman. Here we found many kind and loving friends, who gave us a hearty welcome and helped us with their means and prayers. I don't remem ber much about this year's work. I traveled over the entire circuit, which was many miles in extent, and filled the appointments regularly. Brother Cook held a very successful meeting in Minden, Neb. I was invited to go there for the purpose of baptizing the candidates by immersion — eleven in number. One of the number was the Rev. J. Higans, now district Elder, Macksville District, West Kansas con ference. Another was Miss Ida Heffner, who was afterwards sent as missionary to Africa. Some of the others have died and gone to Glory, We worked in harmony with Brother and Sister Cook and had a good year in this new country. It was not uncommon to see people coming to meeting in lumber wagons, drawn by oxen, some of them coming a long distance. This was the only vehicle I had, but I had horses to draw my big wagon. I had no spring seat and wife and I would travel hun dreds of miles with nothing but just a board 58 LIFE AND LABOES to sit on, without any money at all. But we had .glory in our souls, praise the Lord ! About this tirae we met with a terrible accident — the loss of both my horses. They took a bad disease and both died; so we were in a bad condition, having no way to go at all. I had one colt twenty months old, that was quite sick, but it got better in a few weeks. The devil said we would have to stop preaching now, but after praying over the matter I knew the Lord wanted me in the work, so_ I struck on a plan that I thought I could make work all right. I got two old cultivator wheels and an old box that had been used on a harvester and made a cart. Of course, it did not look very nice, but it was a cart. I also fixed up a single harness from my other harness and then I hitched up my young colt. Wife and I loaded up and went on our way, rejoicing, traveling from one appointment to another and warning men and women to flee from the wrath to come, thanking the good Lord that we had such a good way to go. Thus the devil -was defeated again. OF EEV. EOBERT TEBVER. 59 CHAPTER XII. Jack Creek and French Settlement Circuit. This part of our work was still within the bounds of Kansas conference. This conference year, I labored on the Jack Creek and French Settlement circuit with Rev, C. M. Damon as my District Chairman, We loved Brother Damon, and enjoyed his quarterly visits. This was truly a year of hard ships, looking at it from a temporal standpoint. Yet amidst all the trying things of life, surely God was with us and did open up the way for us. Bless his Holy name ! Many of the Saints were wonderfully blessed and encouraged and strengthened by the way. We held one meeting of considerable interest in a beautiful grove owned by Father Painter whose home was always open for the Lord's people. Wife and I were very kindly enter tained many times at this home. This meeting was quite remarkable in many respects. Broth er G. B, Howard assisted in this meeting and did good service, and as the word was preached, truly, God came down in power. And O, how the Saints got blessed and conviction settled on the people and many were saved and sancti fied, and as the shouts of the saints went up the enemy got stirred and came in human form and tried to break up the meeting, if possible. But 60 LIFE AND LABOES the great God was with us in mighty power and the meeting continued increasing in interest, but the worst thing we had to contend with in the way of opposition was a woman who lived in the neighborhood and she professed religion and had considerable influence over the young people and when any one would come forward to the altar, and showed some signs they wanted to get saved, she would make it her business to see them right away and try and influence them against the Free Methodists — calling them wild, fanatical, crazy people and saying many very ridiculous things about them, falsely of course, but it had its influence and was really right in the way of the meeting. Some of us got together and talked the matter over and finally decided to meet at a special time for prayer, asking the Lord to remove the difficulty, so we did meet and I think I never saw the saints get hold' of God as they did. Some said they had the evidence that God would remove the difficulty. So the very next morning news came to the camp ground that this woman was sick — paralized — so she could not walk. She remained in that condition for several years and I don't think she ever got better. So the Lord answered prayer and this made a wonderful impression on the people, and many more were gloriously converted. So the devil was defeated again and Christ's King dom was honored. This meeting was well at tended, people comin|r for miles alj argund; OP REV. EOBEET TEEVEE. 61 surely very much good resulted from the efforts put forth in this meeting — I believe it will tell in eternity. The next point of interest was our district quarterly meeting held in the neighborhood of Almenia, There was quite a large representa tion from the district and surrounding country, although many of us had to dig through large drifts of snow which made it exceedingly dif ficult to travel, but we finally reached the home of Brother E, E. Miller, which was to be our stopping place through the entire meeting. In fact our dear brother undertook to take care of the entire district conference, and he did, to a very great extent, God bless him and his family ! It meant something in those days when peo ple would come, sonje of them lOO or more miles, and flock in from all directions, but with their large sod house and considerable out buildings where he stored away the people as they came together, and at night beds were made anywhere — some in the grain bins, some in one place, and some in another. It was sur prising how many people were so comfortably provided for. There were also ample provi sions, plain p.nd good, provided for all. It is said that where there is a will, there is a way. Brother Miller surely had the will and the way was opened. He also had long sheds where he took care of a vast number of horses, providing grain and cane fodder, etQ, 62 LIFE AND LABOES The people seemed to be happy and thanked God for such large generous open-hearted pil lars in the church, that were not afraid to step under the burden. I can scarcely describe the meetings, only I know there was wonderful victory and the shouts of praise went up from every direction in the house where the meet ing was held. There was also a good deal of conviction on the unsaved, and a goodly num ber were saved, and sanctified, praise the Lord ; There were a few in the crowd and some of the preachers too, who wanted to go part way home on Sunday, which is a very bad habit that I fear is creeping in among us. Brother Miller (who was then" district chairman), was very much opposed to this practice unless in case of sickness or other unavailable circum stances, so he positively refused to let any of the horses out of his stables for the purpose of going home on Sunday, and this had a very good effect, for we have had but very little trouble on this line from that time on. I might say however, that preachers leaving the district quarterly services on Sunday, and going home or elsewhere, has a very bad in fluence both on the meeting and the church and also on the outside world. We should avoid this as much as possible. We held another meeting in what is called Good's school house on Jack creek in Kansas. This meeting was marked with success. Large crowds of people attended the meeting night OP EBV. ROBERT TREVER. 63 after night and much conviction was on the people. Some opposed the real way, and fought against it and opposed the pilgrims but some really did take the way with all it means. Several were converted, and some sanctified, and united with the church. We were very kindly entertained at the home of Brother James Good, also at other homes in the neigh borhood. Brother Good felt that the Lord wanted him to give the preacher loo pounds of flour which was very much needed in his family. So he took the wheat to mill, and he positively declares that he got just as much flour for his own family as he had been ac customed to. getting from the same amount of wheat, and had the lOo pounds extra. Be that as it may the flour was thankfully received by the preacher. In the French Settlement we had another very successful meeting where much good was accomplished. Here the pilgrims were much encouraged and blessed although some of the French could not talk English very well. Yet they surely got blessed and had the shine on their faces. The church was built up and very much strengthened, and we had many very kind and true friends. The Lord bless them all! 64 LIFE AND LABORS CHAPTER XIII. Uniting With and Organizing of the West Kansas Conference. The West Kansas conference was organized in the year, 1882, by General Superintendent B. T. Roberts (who is now in Glory) at Logan, Kansas, At this conference I presented my ordination paper as elder which was accepted by the conference and granted me certificate of ordination for elder, signed by the superin tendent, which parchment I have at this writ ing. I see some of the ministers of the annual conference have me down as deacon, but it is a mistake, I never was honored with that office in the Free Methodist church, I was an or dained elder when I united with the church and have been ever since. The Rock Church at Logan was dedicated at this time by the superintendent. This was a very profitable meeting, indeed. The solemn truths preached and encouraging remarks made by our beloved Brother Roberts will never" be forgotten. The preachers generally received their appointments as coming from the Lord and went home with renewed courage and energy and strong faith in God. I was appointed to the Alma and Turkey Creek Circuit, As I had been on. this circuit OF REV, ROBEBT TREVBK, 65 before I met with many kind and loving friends. The pilgrims gave me a hearty welcome. I found the pilgrims had been worshiping in a small hall in the town of Alma, Nebraska, but as this building was sold and used for other purposes, it was utterly impossible to find any other place. We were really left without any place to worship in, so I called the official board together to make some arrangements about getting some place. It was suggested by one to build a new church but this was met with considerable opposition as money was scarce, and times very hard. But I really thought a church could be built if we took the proper course, so I just took up a subscription among ourselves and was really surprised to find so much pledged. This encouraged us to appoint a committee to canvass the town. It being a new place the people were anxious to improve it, so they subscribed quite liberally. In fact we were astonished when the commit tee reported what they had done. We had enough raised to get all the lumber on the ground, so we appointed a building com mittee, to arrange about getting a lot and to go on with the building. A lot was donated and nearly all of the work, so we very soon had a building up. I think about six weeks from this time I preached my first sermon in the new building. In a short time afterwards the church was dedicated to the worship of God by Rev. E. E. Miller, district chairman. 66 LIFE AND LABORS This was certainly a source of great encourage ment to the preacher and people. Surely God was with us! The building was frame and was 26x36 feet in size which was a very neat building and when dedicated it was all clear of debt. So the Lord provided for us a house and in this house we held a meeting which proved to be very successful indeed. Sister Jane Dunning from New York, and Rev, J, B, Howard, as sisted in this meeting. We had very large congregations every day and night. There was a great solemnity and deep conviction on the people for three weeks without a break or even any one getting saved. Some thought it might be better to close the meeting, but I thought we had better try it a little longer. So we did and I think the next day the break came. There were several at the altar nearly every service and the meeting continued three weeks longer — six weeks in all, with about 30 clear conver sions and many added to the church. So man's extremity is God's opportunity ! We had some most remarkable friends who so kindly enter tained us and stood by us all through the year. Among whom are Brother and Sister Procter, Brother and Sister Newman, and Brother and Sister Miller, and many others whose kindness to us will never be forgotten. The Lord bless them. I expect to meet them in glory; some have already gone and part are crossing now. OF EEV. EOBERT TEEVBE. 67 but by and by we will have a grand reunion when we meet on the other shore. Amen ! On another occasion several pilgrims and friends all took our wagons and went a long distance to a camp-meeting which was being held at Logan in a beautiful grove. There we met with our venerable Father Harroun and many other worthy preachers who surely declared the whole counsel of God. Some of the truths presented at this meeting made such an impression on our minds that they will never be shaken off. There were not such a large number saved but a great amount of good was accomplished in the way of breaking down prejudice and settling up old difficulties and straightening up matters generally. On our way home a most remarkable meeting was held. After we had traveled the first day we camped out on the prairie, pitched our tents and got our supper. After supper some one suggested we should all meet in one tent and have family prayer. We were all very tired and thought we would go to bed quite early. .So I called in the pilgrims for prayer and when the first hymn was sung the pilgrims got bless ed and began to shout and very soon forgot all about the tired bodies and God came in mighty power. In fact, it was wonderful how we all got blessed, and prayer was kept up the whole night long and some were wonderfully saved. Rev. J. W. Edwards was wonderfully saved at this little prayer service. The whole com- 68 LIFE AND LABOES munity was stirred for miles around. Surely the Lord heard and answered prayer. The next morning we hitched up our horses and started for home with glory in our souls and singing "Praise God from Avhom all blessings flow." This was a grand good year. Quite a number saved and sanctified and the church was built up and the saints wonderfully encouraged. The preacher and wife finished up this conference year feeling we had done what we could, but giving God all the glory. The year, 1883, we were stationed on the Jack Creek and French Settlement circuit the second time. I don't remember much about this yestr's work only we had lots of kind friends and we had very good and profitable meetings held at different points where quite a number were saved, sanc tified and united with the church. Among the number were, if I remember. Brother Bundle and part of his family ; also Brother and Sister Trainer, and others, who became true Free Methodists and were real pillars in the. church. Truly the Lord stood by us all through the year, and although we had some discourage ments yet we had victory all along the line. Brother G. Delmont of the West Kansas con ference ; also Rev. J. E. Whiteing, both had their homes within the bounds of this circuit and gave us considerable encouragement. God bless them! OF EEV. EOBERT TREVBE. 69 CHAPTER XIV. Logan and Densmore Circuit. In the year, 1884, we were appointed to the Logan and Densmore circuit but when the ap pointment was read off pilgrims on the con ference grounds began to pity us as we had such a poor field of labor to work on this year. They said we would find nothing there but the old Rock Church and really tried to discourage us. Now if all this had been true it was very wrong indeed to try to discourage any preacher from going on his circuit. The poor preachers have enough to discourage them anyway with out the pilgrims trying to do it. We need to give the preachers all the en couragement we can. The Lord help us. But wife and I were not so easily discouraged (wife especially). We went to Logan because the conference sent us, therefore, we believed it was right, and in God's order. When we reached Logan, after a long dreary ride, we stopped at Brother and Sister Widowfields' home about two miles from Logan, We found them very kind indeed, giving us a very hearty welcome on the circuit, and also encouraged us all they could. The next day we drove into town where we found our beloved Brother and Sister Watrpus and their dear family, where 70 LIFE AND LABORS we received the best kind of encouragement and welcome. We then drove on about two miles east of town where we were very kindly entertained at the home of Brother and Sister Chapman, who also gave us a hearty welcome and did all they could to encourage us. We then went to look at the parsonage which was to be our home for one year. We found a very neat sod house, which had just recently been built, for our benefit I suppose. But the best of all we found the house all ready for housekeeping and inside a good supply of provisions, and horse feed; also, provisions had been made for hay outside. So our comforters on the conference ground had better kept still for the Lord our God, went before us, and had everything ready for work. Praise His name ! We traveled all through the entire circuit and found many good kind-heart ed people. The circuit of course was considera bly run down and some of the pilgrims were discouraged, biit were glad to have us come among them. So after we had been all around we went back home to Alma to get our goods, furniture, etc. We had them loaded on a big wagon and started off with two teams for Logan. But when we had gone about 30 miles one of our horses fell down and broke his front leg which of course brought us to a halt. We were quite a distance from any house so we tried to get the horse down to a creek close by. OF EEV, ROBERT TREVER. 71 which we did, and poured cold water on the horse's leg. In fact we kept it wet all day but we finally got a veterinary surgeon and left the horse in care of a farmer who charged seven cents per day for his trouble. We got another horse and started on our journey reaching Logan without any further trouble. I think in about 8 weeks the horse was able to walk home although very lame, but it finally got better, we had real salvation times and good meetings and several saved during the year. We held one meeting at Logan with considerable inter est and while some were getting saved in the church the devil was on the outside in the shape of a man who tried to do us an injury by cutting the lines on my harness almost in two supposing that when we would start home the line would break and we would have a runaway, but having a light with us we dis covered it in time. It might have been serious, but the Lord delivered us and in a few nights one man came to the altar and prayed in good earnest, but he stopped all at once and saw mc and called me to him. He said I want to make a confession. I said all right, that is the only way through. So he said, "The other night I cut your lines and I want you to forgive me and I will make it alright." Of course I forgave him and he went on praying and seemed to get some help of the Lord and professed religion a while, but I was not just satisfied with his conversion. About this time or just after the 72 LIFE AND LABORS meeting, wife and I came very nearly being killed. We had a team of rather wild horses and as we were traveling to Densmore along" the railroad or close to it one of the lines broke and our horses started up quite lively. In fact they were going so fast I could not get out so I pulled them around to keep from going on the railroad track, when one side of the wagon went down a deep ditch which turned the wagon completely over. The horses were right on their back in the ditch. Wife and I were under the wagon in a bed of sand burrs with all we had in the wagon. I managed to crawl out the best I could being completely covered with sand burrs. I then got wife out. We had no bones broken, but we were badly scratched up and bruised. I then tried to get the horses up, but I had to take the harness off the best I could by taking it nearly all apart. Several places it was broken and the neckyoke was broken in two. It took me quite awhile to get the wagon up and the harness and neckyoke tied together and then get the horses hitched up again. But we finally got it all done and got in the wagon and started on the road again arriving at the home of Brother Cyrus Archers. Here we were comfortably entertained. Broth er Archer helping me to fix up more substan tially. We surely did praise God that we got off as well as we did, for it might have been worse. The. picking sand burrs off ourselves, quilts, blankets, etc., was quite a tedious affair. OF EBV, EOBEET TREVER, 73 We stopped a little while and preached at Densmore, and then returned to Logan the next day, with glory in our souls. We had many precious meetings while on this circuit. Truly the Lord was with us in mighty power. I was especially helped in preaching the truth, and the foundation was laid for a wonderful work in Logan and Densmore. Although the seed sown, laid dormant for some time, it did spring up and now they have a large and pros perous work on this field. We came to this circuit under discouraging circumstances, but we had a good year, one of the best we had up to this time, for which we praise the Lord. We went to conference this time feeling that we had not finished up our work, but satisfied with the past and looking for greater victories. The next conference thought best to change us on another circuit. I never knew the reason why — probably it was for the best, but I never could see it. God's ways are not men's ways and we know that what he wills is best. 74 LIPB AND LABORS CHAPTER XV. Opposition from Come-outers or No-sectites, I believe this conference was held in a nice grove near the city of Osborne, with the Rev. E. P. Hart, general superintendent, presiding, in the year 1866. The word was preached in power, being backed by the Holy Ghost. The saints were fed with the heavenly manna and deep conviction settled on the people, and many were saved and sanctified. At this time I was in straightened circumstances financially, having a mortgage on my farm which was coming due in a short time, and it seemed everything was closed up. I had no money and no crops, so I thought it best to ask the conference to leave me without appointment for one year. I thought probably I could go into some secular business, making clothing or something; so I could get the money or part and make some arrangements so I would not lose my farm. I advised with my elder. Rev. E. E. Miller, but he thought it would not be best to make such a request as I was needed in the regular work. I was obedient to the powers that be and left it entirely in the hands of the Lord, and it was really wonderful how the Lord opened up the way for me, for in a short time I had a chance to sell my farm subject to mortgage at fair figures, and I OF EEV. EGBERT TREVER, 75 bought a smaller place and thus was out of debt, so the way was made clear for me to stay in the work of the Lord, O, how the bless ed Lord, does hear and answer prayer, glory to his name! At this conference the Alma and Turkey Creek circuit was divided and I was appointed to. the north end of the circuit but in a short time the preacher on the other part of the circuit resigned so I had to travel the entire circuit. This was the third time on this field but the Lord blessed our labors and we had a good time preaching the word, and the saints were much encouraged. We had however considerable opposition from the come-outers or no-sectites. Some of these people had made their threats that they would break up the Free Methodist Church so they got one of their leaders, one of the best they had, to come with a large tabernacle and put it up just as near to the Free Methodist Church as they could possibly get it and held their meetings every day and night and did all they could to get our people to attend their meetings and thus draw them away with them. Some of our people began to think they were all right, they preached so near the line. At first they would at times come into our meetings and make trouble by claiming the Free Method ists were compromisers and said many other evil things about them, but I kept on preaching the Bible and holding them to the real gospel line without scarcely making any reference to 76 LIFE And labors them whatever, I thought this was the best course to take as they just wanted to argue and fight. We just attended to our business and let them alone. In the mean time, how ever, wife and I spent our time in visiting from house to house, praying with the people and trying to keep our people blessed up so they could detect the difference between the false and true. Thank God we succeeded in holding our own and none of them were lost, so- the "no-sect" people failed to break up the Free Methodist, but on the other hand they got so bold in preaching Free Loveism, that the town got stirred and ordered them to leave or they would burn up the tabernacle. So they left, but the Free Methodists still stand. Praise the Lord! Thus we were delivered and God's c4use honored, amen ! We had a very strong class of real saved pilgrims at this place; many real pillars in the church. Some remain to this day but some have gone on to rest forever with the Lord. We held a very good and profitable meeting at Republican City in the Methodist Episcopal Church, which was kindly loaned to us for this purpose. We had remarkable interest in this meeting from the first. Very large congregations and deep conviction was settling on the people and some already yielding up to God, some taking off their jewelery and fixings, some giving up the use of tobacco and some really getting OP REV, ROBERT TREVER, 77 saved from all sins. One sister belonging to M. E. Church took all her jewelry and extras by which she had adorned her body, tied them all up in a bundle and gave them to her preach er to sell for the benefit of the missionaries, and so the good work went on, praise the Lord I The minister of the church was visiting in a neighboring town and was asked how the Free Methodist meeting was getting along in his church kt Republican City. He remarked that they were having a wonderful time. Why he said they are getting nearly all my mem bers, that is, many of them were getting to see their spiritual condition, and did really begin to look that way. At the close of this meeting we organized a Free Methodist class of nine good solid substantial members, so the good work goes on — the devil was defeated, and the blessed Christ exalted. Praise the Lord! We were very kindly entertained at the beauti ful country home of Brother and Sister Horn. We also -visited many other hoines, some that took a very active part in this meeting and one who was so much interested was Sister Burr who is now in glory. During this year's labors I was taken down with typhoid fever, had a long spell of sickness, sometimes very low indeed. My Hfe was even despaired of at times but, O, how sweet it was to trust in God even when very low. My soul was wonderfully blessed — ^yes in the time of suffering 1 found him to be a present help in 78 LIFE AND LABOES time of sickness — for they that put their trust in him shall renew their strength; they shall run and not grow weary; they shall walk and not faint; they shall mount up with wings as eagles, glory to God ! It pays to trust in him for his promises are yea and Amen to them that believe- It was very hard for wife and I to leave this circuit as we had so many kind and endearing friends. O, how we would like to meet those dear old saints of God again, but if we do not meet on earth, we can all meet in Heaven, where there will be no more parting, but we shall be forever with the Lord, Amen, so let it be. OP RBV. ROBERT TREVER. 79 CHAPTER XVI. Lebanon and Mankato Circuit, This annual conference was held in the new college building at Orleans, Nebraska, in 1887, General Superintendent G. W. Coleman, pre siding. There was a very large attendance, two hundred and five partook of the Lord's supper Sunday morning. This surely was a glorious day to many souls. I was sent by this confer ence to Lebanon and Mankato circuit. This was a very long move for us especially as I was very weak in body and then the circuit was very large indeed, being nearly 100 miles across it and several places to preach regularly. I felt quite unable to undertake such a task but as I had never failed to go to a circuit yet, I thought I would try and do what I could, and I began to look to the Lord in prayer to strengthen my body. Wife also encouraged me very much at this time by saying that the Lord had helped us through many hard places, and He surely would not leave us now. So we went in the strength of the Lord, against the mighty. After we arrived on the circuit we found a sod parsonage, which was to be our home for a while. The first service was held in a school house near Lebanon, and quite a large con- .gregation was out to hear the new preacher. The Lord blessed us in presenting the truth 80 LIFE AND LABORS and we had a good meeting. The people gave me a hearty welcome but said they thought I never could stand the work on this circuit I looked so sickly. But the Lord said fear not for Lwill be with thee, be not dismayed for I am thy God, yea, I will strengthen thee, my right hand shall uphold thee. So wife and I taking courage from God's word went from house to house visiting every member on the entire circuit, also many other homes. In fact we were just going all the time, preaching three times on Sundays, and also several times through the week and at tending the different prayer meetings all over the circuit. For this year's services, I was ap portioned $250, being the largest amount I had received up to this time. O, how the Lord helped us through the entire year. We went through with victory in our sOuls and were stronger in both body and soul at the end of the year, then at the beginning. Yes, God, does hear and answer prayer, bless His name ! We held quite a number of meetings in both Smith and Jewel counties where much good was ac complished, several souls saved and the church encouraged and strengthened. One meeting was held in an old sod church, near Lebanon. Some told us it was no use to hold a meeting there as the boys were so bad they would break up the meeting. I said the Lord is a match for the boys and I was their friend and could manage them all right. The meeting was com- OF EBV, EOBERT TREVER. 81 menced and very large crowds of people came out to the meeting. I believe there was the most young people I ever saw in one neighbor hood. The meeting was progressing nicely, the house being filled up every night, deep convic tion was settling on the people and some were getting saved. But the devil was in the boys as they began making trouble outside by tak ing straps and rings off the horses and in some way trying to disturb the meeting. We ap pointed a committee to look after them on the outside which very soon stopped any further trouble of this kind. On another night however they thought they would try another plan to annoy the meeting, so about 40 or 50 boys went quite early to meeting before any one else was there and took their seats in front, all around the stand, completely filling up the en tire front parf of the house so the pilgrims and workers all had to sit back, as well as the rest of the congregation. After a while T came in, looked around but very soon saw the situation but said nothing and passed through with great difficulty reaching the stand. I got there but could not sit or even kneel down, so I stood there. The boys seemed to enjoy the fun. I called for singing. Then we had to stand up and pray^ — not very customary for Free Methodist preachers, but it was the best we could do. When it was time for preaching I turned to the congregation and asked them to excuse me from preaching in the regular way 82 LIFE AND LABORS as I felt I ought to preach to young people to night stating that I was much encouraged to see so many young men interested and taking their seats in the front. Then I turned to the boys and addressed them as follows : First by marking out the two ways which two young men took, both starting out together. One commenced by being disobedient to his par ents, by disturbing religious services and bad behavior in meeting, then smoking, drinking whiskey, stealing, and on and on until plunged over the precipice of sin into hell, there to dwell forever. The other boy started out by being kind to his parents, going to the house of prayer, and thus rising higher and higher until he became a great man and honored and re spected by every one, until he reaches the heaven of glory. This is about the line I led them out on but of course enlarging consider ably on the above. Then I asked the boys which road they would like the best. Of course they wanted to go the route that led to fame and honor and heaven. The boys became quite serious as I urged them to repent and forsake their sins and turn to the Lord. There vjas great solemnity all through the congregation especially among the boys in the front. I then thanked them for their good behavior and good attention and invited them back to morrow night and at the close of the service I took them by the hand as they passed out and then the pilgrims got a chance to shake hands OF BBV. EOBEET TREVER. 83 with them as they passed by and talk to them about their soul's interest. The boys finally got out but never gave us any more trouble after this time. The meeting went on in power and several were saved and added to the church. The devil was defeated and Christ's kingdom was exalted. Glory to our God! Another meeting was held near Burr Oak, where we were kindly entertained at the home of Brother and Sister Hoagland, who were true Free Methodists. There was nothing very remarkable about this meeting, only won derful interest was taken in it. It was a very rough country, roads almost impassable, yet the people would come in crowds, many of them a long distance, and the house was crowded every night. Such conviction, I scarcely ever saw. The saints held on to God in prayer, and some were saved and really took the way. The church received wonderful help, and encouragement in this meeting, and although there was not as many saved as we expected. Yet God was there in mighty power, and we had the victory. Praise God forever! One Dunkard minister attended the meeting quite often and said we had a very good meeting, but we failed to preach all the Bible, or had not told all the truth.. After we closed the meeting and pronounced the bene diction, he got up and called the house to order, which was very crowded. He said to 84 Life and Labors the people that he would hold a meeting for a few nights stating that he did not want the people to be deceived and invited everybody to come back the next night, as he wished to tell them something that would be to their in terest. There were just two. or three boys to hear him so he got discouraged and gave up the fight and victory was on the Lord's side. Another meeting was held a few miles from Mankato, which was a grand success. The Lord wonderfully helped me to declare the truths of the gospel. The saints were wonder fully blessed, the sinners were inquiring the way to God, backsliders were coming back to the Father's house, formal professors were get ting awakened, and the devil was at work on the outside to defeat the work of God in the way of getting up a festival to keep the young people away from meeting. As we were hav ing our meeting in the school house, they also were getting up an entertainment and wanted the same school house oh a certain night. It being a public building, we had to give way and announced that we would hold our meet ing at a private house for that night and invited everybody to come, I also stated that it was more important to get souls saved, than attend festivals and other places of amusement. This so enraged the leader of this "doings" who was a class leader in another church, that he actually threatened to knock me down, and abused me terribly with his tongue; also the Of rev. ROBERT TREVER. 85 Free Methodist Church. But we got away without getting hurt and the next night we had an overflowing congregation. Very few were at the school house. Our meeting went on in power and quite a number saved and took the old rugged way of the cross. Praise the Lord! The class lead er got under conviction I suppose for in a short time after this he sent me one-fourth of a large beef which was thankfully received and greatly relished by the preacher and his family. "Trust in the Lord and do good, so shalt ¦thou dwell in the land, and verily thou shalt be fed." — (Bible). After a few more hard strug gles and fightings with the devil we became more than conquerors through him that loved us. Thus ended another year of toil and labor and we went up to conference with glory in our souls. Amen! The next conference was held in the town of Macksville, Kansas, in the Free Methodist Church. 86 Life and labors CHAPTER XVII, Pastoral Visiting and Lebanon Circuit Second Time. This conference was held in Macksville, Kan sas, in the year 1888, General Superintendent B. T. Roberts, presiding, A very blessed spirit of harmony prevailed in all of the deliberations of conference, I was sent back to the same circuit the second year, with Rev. J, H. Robbins, supply, as the circuit had heen spread out and new points opened up the last year. The conference thought it best to give me help this year for which I was very thankful. Brother Robbins proved to be a good worker and was quite a help on the circuit. I had the same apportioned as last year, namely, $250, and Brother Rob bins $200 for the year's labor, and we had a very good year. Wife and I spent a great por tion of our time in visiting from house to house and filling appointments on Sundays, also on week nights. I will here give a little advice on pastorial visiting from my own experience. I have found it very profitable and necessary. It has been a great help to me on my circuit work, and I believe it would be to all Free Methodist preachers. I liave been helped financially, some years as much as $50, that would never have been given at all if I had OF EBV. ROBBET TREVER. 87 not visited the homes of the unsaved. I will just mention one case of pastoral visiting (among a great many), that really did good. In going my regular rounds of visiting I met with one family that were in good financial standing, who proved to be members of an other church. I was well received and very kindly enter tained and the brother and sister of the house conversed quite freely on the topics of the day but after a while we got to talking on religious subjects. The brother said you Free Method ists are quite conserative people. You don't visit with any but your own members. I told him he must be misinformed for I was alike interested in all. My business was to get peo ple saved. Well, he said I was the first Free Methodist preacher that ever entered his house and he was glad I had come to see them. After considerable conversation he inquired how I was getting along financially.. I told him that I was trusting in the Lord and doing good and hitherto I had been fed. After we had prayer he gave me of the good things of life, and kept on givin,g nearly every week all the year I was on that circuit and became quite interested in our meetings, and did really get help in his soul. His help to me and the circut alone must have been at least $30, that would never have been given if I had not visited his family. They were true friends of ours and they at tended our meetings regularly and much pre- 88 LIFE AND LABOES judice was broken down that had hitherto ex isted and I had hopes of them getting to glory. This was all brought about as a result of the first visit. I know it is good for the preacher and circuit and people to make regular pastoral visits irrespective of color or name or order or circumstances and a failure to do this is a great loss every way. Again pastoral visiting is beneficial because it enables the minister to meet many false impressions that have been made and rumors' and stories that have been going the rounds causing prejudice, etc. The minister can often straighten up matters in homes he could not do in the pulpit, and pastoral visiting always increases the congre gations and helps the preacher to apply the truth. It gives him thought for the pulpit and I trust every minister that reads this will prac tice regular, systematic visiting. The Lord help you ! Hear what St. Paul says (Act 20- 20) : "And how I kept back nothing that was profitable unto you, but have showed you and have taught you publicly and from house to house." I know of many families that really have been brought to God and have been saved from sin, and have been taken into the church, that would probably never have been saved, if they had not been made to feel at their homes that the minister was really interested in them and their families. Also many children have been drawn tO pur Sabbath schools by pastoral visiting. OF RBV, ROBERT TREVER. 89 I am also a great believer in public and pri vate prayer and supplications to God — always urging its importance and necessity on the people in all my public ministry. Mr. T. Montgomery, says : "Prayer is the Christian's vital breath ; The Christian's native air. His watchword at the gates of death. He enters Heaven with prayer." Jatnes says: "The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much," I have proved it over and over, many times, how wonderfully God hears and also answers prayer. On orie occasion we had been holding a meeting where many young people had been saved, and the devil through his agents got up a social dance (so called) in the same neigh borhood for the purpose of drawing these young converts astray. It was gotten up most ly .by professors of religion which made it all the more dangerous and they made it just as attractive and religious as they could so these young people would be the more likely to go in with them. Wife and I were afraid they would be drawn into the net, so we prayed earnestly to God, asking him to overthrow it in some way and thus save the young converts from the snare of the devil. Before the time for the- entertainment, nearly all interested in the social were taken down with the measels. The Lord answered prayer, and the devil's trap was spoiled. Praise our God ! 90 LIFE AND LABORS Another time our faith in God's promises was tested severely. We had no provisions in the house nor any money to get any. So wife and I went on our rounds of pastoral visiting, trusting in the Lord as usual, but for some rea son or other no one inquired about our needs, or gave us anything to take home, which was very unusual. We went home Saturday night without anything but just a little flour, no grease, no butter, nq meat, no groceries. We thought of .course this was God's way of deal ing with us, and we thought we would have to fast. When I opened the cellar door I saw a nice young rabbit and took it and killed it and with the little flour we had were enabled to live over Sunday, without fasting very much. How the rabbit ever got into the cellar is a mystery that has not been solved, as every thing was perfectly tight. Anyway we believed it to be' in answer to prayer and as the little girl said: "Expect God sent it." It seemed that way to us. Praise His name! Brother Robbins and I worked together in perfect harmony and had good meetings. Souls were saved and the saints encouraged and blessed, and to God be all the glory. So we finished up another conference year with glory in our souls. OF REV, ROBERT TEBVER. 91 CHAPTER XVIII, Glen Elder, Springfield and Downs Circuit, This conference was held at Almenia, Norton county, Kansas, in the year, 1889, our late General Superintendent B, T. Roberts, pre siding. I was appointed to Glen Elder, Spring field and Downs circuit. This was another very large circuit. At Glen Elder or near that town I owned a small place of 45 acres with a frame house on it, so I had a place to live while on this circuit. We had many very kind friends near Glen Elder. Brother Wallace Atchison and family. Brother and Sister Fox, and Brother and Sister Crawford (who is now in the West Kansas conference) , a very suc cessful minister. These and many others kindly entertained us at their homes. Their kind ac tions and encouraging words will never be for gotten. Also many outside the Free Methodist Church, Mr. and Mrs. Renshaw, Mr. and Mrs. Howe, and a host of others were very good and kind neighbors. We had quite a good lively class at this point, men and women who were blessed while the truth was being preached. They were very demonstrative, sometimes shouting, sometimes running around the house, as they were moved by the Holy Ghost. Sure ly we had wonderful power in those days. O, how I long to see those dear old saints again 92 LIFE AND LABORS and meet with them in the house of prayer as we used to meet in days that are past. There were some things in this class however that might be improved. I thought first there was a task on the part of the leader in refer ence to class meetings proper, ^hey thought a class meeting was nothing more than just throwing the meeting open and letting any. one speak that wanted to. There are also many other places that run their class meetings on this line. Of course these meetings are pro fitable and good but they are not class-meet ings proper, according to Free Methodist dis cipline (see general rules). The duty of the leader is. to see each member in hisclass once a week. Not at their homes or in the public service, merely, but in the class room. What for? First, to inquire how their souls prosper; second, to advise, reprove, comfort or exhort, as occasion may require ; and then in sec. 20, p. 131, we find that each leader should carefully inquire how each soul of his prospers. Not only how they observe the rules, but .how he grows in the knowledge and lov^ of God. Now if the leader will do this, by calling on each one to tell how they are getting along and then give them such encouragement as they -need, or reproof if necessary, I do not think there would be nearly as many backsliders as there are. There are times when one word of en couragement will help a poor soul wonderfully. It would also increase love and harmony one OF EBV, EOBEET TREVER, 93 with another and the saints would grow faster in the knowledge of our Lord and Saviour, Jesus Christ, and- the church would prosper better. To my mind the old Methodist class meeting is the life of the church. This class at Glen Elder, after they got the light by a little advice on the subject soon saw the impor tance of the class meeting, and I am informed that they still have the real class meeting of the old type. Praise the Lord! I am afraid we fail on this line in many places, which is a great loss to the church. O, may the Lord help us to inquire for the old paths and not leave the ancient land-marks which our fathers have set. Again some in the class above re ferred to were not as much interested in the Sabbath school work as they should, but by urging this matter and showing the importance of the Sabbath school work we finally succeed ed in getting a Sabbath school in good run ning order. Also other Sabbath schools were organized on the circuit but probably more will be said on this important subject in this book later on. I held one meeting at Springfield where we were kindly entertained at the home of B. F. Howorth. At this point we met with some op position and discouragement, but the Lord was with us in mighty power. The meeting in creased in interest and I believe lasting good was accomplished. O, how the Lord helped me to declare the whole counsel of God ! 94 LIFE AND LABOES Wife and I visited around the community and found much prejudice existing among a good many but by the help of the Lord it soon began to give way. The work began to move and God did wonderfully, let his blessings on the entire community and some souls were saved. We closed the meeting in due time and left an appointment which we filled every two weeks. We had many friends at this point that helped us out many times during the year. In another part of this circuit there was much prejudice against us as a people. One lady said she would not attend the Free Methodist meeting, or hear any of them preach any more. While I was on the circuit there were three deaths in the neighborhood where this lady lived, all of which she was more or less interested in, and as I was called upon to preach at all the three funerals so this lady heard me preach at least three times. It had a tendency to break down the prejudice in the neighborhood, and this person afterwards became very friendly to wife and I. We had very large congregations and good interest in all our meetings. There is a good church building, 28x40 feet, and a neat comfortable parsonage at the present time. O, how good the Lord is! I feel like saying with the Psalmist, "Bless the Lord, O my soul', and all that is within me, bless His Holy Name !" Of eev. EOBERT TEBVER. 95 CHAPTER XIX. Glen Elder, Downs, and Osborne Circuit Sec ond Year. This conference was the eighth annual ses sion held at Lebanon, Smith county, Kansas, 1890. It was held in connection with a camp meet ing in a beautiful grove on Oak Creek, three miles west of Lebanon; General Superinen- dent E. P. Hart, presiding. There was a very large attendance from all parts of the con ference — sixty tents and covered wagons were on the ground. Brother Hart preached on Wednesday morn ing from Romans 8-9, "If any man have not the .Spirit of Christ, he is none of His." He set forth the doctrines of regeneration and entire sanctification very clearly and the divine unc tion attended the di-scourse. The whole con ference was greatly blessed. Very able sermons were also preached by the other brethren in the interim of the con ference sittings. The truth found its way to ma'ny hearts and souls were saved in nearly every meeting. A very large crowd attended, especially on Sunday. On the whole it was perhaps the best of all our annual conferences up to this time. The pilgrims of Lebanon circuit deserved the 96 LIFE AND LABORS vote of thanks that was tendered them for the manner in which they entertained the confer ence in this time of drouth and hard times. The preachers received their appointments without murmering and each went to his field of labor very mtich encouraged and strengthen ed for the battles of another year. I was sent back to the same circuit with an other large territory known as the Osborne cir cuit added. The two circuits were put to gether on account of the terrible drouth that prevailed in this country at that time. I had a very large country to travel over and financial prospects not very flattering. It certainly looked quite an undertaking for wife and I, but we went to work without a murmer trusting alone in Him that had always helped us in the past. This was a hard year financially as there had been no crops this season. The pilgrims all being poor, could scarcely get along and sup port their families. One man at another point on this circuit said they could not possibly pay anything this year, and it looked impossible, as everything was dried up. I replied, saying we would work and preach and travel . all through the year if the Lord would give us strength of body, and we would trust in Him for support. The work was so large that it was impossible to spread out very much. We kept going, preaching at all the points, Sundays and week Op eev. ROBERT TREVER, 97 days, and visiting with the members and try ing to encourage them the best we could and thus keep the work together at least until times would be better. Of course, we met with many discourage ments and our faith was tested to the utmost at many times. But the great God never left us, but stood by us all along the way. Praise His Holy name! One time e.specially, we were in real need. As usual, we began to talk to God about it, and the next mail brought a letter with two dollars enclosed. The letter was from an aged lady. I don't think she had been married. . She said she had t-\yo dollars of the Lord's money and while asking Him where would be the best place to put it, her mind all at once was di rected to us. She had never seen us — only knew of us. The money was very thankfully received and was a great help in this time of need. O, how wonderfully the Lord answers prayer. The Psalmi.st says : "The Lord God is a sun and shield, and He will give grace and glory, and no good thing will He withhold from them that walk uprightly." O, how important it is to walk uprightly and honestly in the sight of God! We held several meetings at different points on this circuit, where the power of God was manifested to a very great degree. This was especially a good year for revival work as the people seemed more interested in spirit- 98 iiiPE And lAborS ual things, than they were in times of pros perity. We had very large congregations at nearly every point and very much conviction was on the people. Many yielded to the striv ings of the Spirit and were really saved. The church was built up and the saints very much encouraged and helped. It is really wonder ful how the Lord took us through this year, and how the pilgrims and those outside of the church divided up with the preacher and gave of their means. I think we got along financial ly about as well as any previous year, I or ganized a class at Downs, I think of about ten members and preached for them regularly every two weeks, as long as I remained on the circuit. We also held a meeting in the Moro- vian Church in Osborne City, where we were very kindly entertained at the pleasant homes of Father Freemont Martin, and Father Kes- sel : also at other places where we were well cared for. There was very good interest in this meeting and much good accomplished. Another meeting was held about 20 miles west of Osborne where we were entertained at the home of Brother Wesley Harris, I don't think there was very much accomplished at this meeting, although there was seed sown that may tell in eternity. The truth was pre sented, and God always honored His truth, so we leave the results with Him, Amen! My labors on this circuit were shortened up somewhat as I was appointed as district chair- OF RBV. EOBERT TEEVEE. 99 man by Rev. E. P. Hart to fill a vacancy caused by B. F. Smalley removing to Oregon. God was with us all through and we had a grand good year, yes, "God moves in a mysterious way, His won ders to perform." 100 'LIFE AND LABOES CHAPTER XX. Appointed as District Chairman on Macksville District. I was appointed by Rev. E. P. Hart, General Superintendent, to fill a vacancy made by Rev. B. F. Smalley, District Chairman, on the Macksville district who resigned his work to go to Oregon. This surely was a surprise to me as I had not even thought of ever reaching that posi tion in the church. I did not know what to do as I had my hands full already, being on such a large circuit. I brought the matter be fore the official board of the circuit but they were very unwilling to give me up, and posi tively refused to let me off before the end of the conference year which wouJd be about four months longer. This was one case where I could hardly be subject to the powers that be, at least on both sides. I did not know just what to do. I advised with my district chair man. Rev. E. E. Miller, who thought it best to leave me in charge of the work, and get the appointment supplied the best wC could and I go to the district work, making the last round on the district, and then come back, hold my circuit meeting and finish up the business for the year. I surely had a big job on my hands. In my own strength I could not stand it, but OF EEV. EOBEET TEEVEE. 101 God wonderfully helped and strengthened me all the way, so I was enabled to go through with victory in my soul. Praise His name ! I felt my inability to take such a responsible position in the church. If I looked ahead I saw difficulties that I thought I never could go through. I was in a terrible condition for a while thinking there must be some mistake somewhere as I surely was not the one to go. Of course I knew that God had helped me in the past and that his promises were true. I dare not refuse to go. The only thing I could do was to cast my burden on Christ and trust Him. I did and found in Him a present help in time of need. One thing that made it more difficult for me to go was I had to go alone. Wife had always gone with me before and en couraged me while passing through the hard places but this time she had to remain at home on account of the severe sickness of our young est daughter, Kate. It was quite a cross for me to leave home at this time. Trusting in the Lord I started with my spring wagon to travel a distance of one hundred and fifty miles or more. It was a long dreary ride over a country I was not familiar, but in due time I reached the place of my first quarterly meeting, which was held in the Friend's Church, near Ainsville. We had quite a good congregation the first night and the Lord helped me to preach his word and the saints were blessed and we all felt the power of God in our midst. The next 102 LIFE AND LABOES day we met the ofiicial board and proceeded to finish up the business for this conference year. Rev. J. J. Wait, preacher, in charge. On Sunday the services were good and I believe the services of the entire meeting resulted in much good to the entire community where the meeting was held. We found many very kind friends. I was entertained at the home of Brother Ward's and family. I found them to be good kind people and my visit with them was quite agreeable. Rev. T. Weir, a local preacher, also kindly welcomed us to his pleas ant home in the same neighborhood, and after wards proved to be very intimate friends to wife and I. We often visited with them as we passed through the country, for this was one of the homes where we always felt perfectly free and always had pleasant visits and enjoyed them so much. After this meeting I felt some better but still thought the quarterly confer ence would not ratify the appointment of Brother Hart, which action would release me so I could return to my home, family and cir cuit. I still waited on God and he renewed my strength. My next meeting was the dis trict quarterly conference which was to be held in connection with a camp meeting in a beautiful grove in the town of Medicine Lodge, which was about 50 miles further south. I left the home of Brother Weirs to find the camp meeting. My first introduction to this meeting was to read some hand bills that was OF EEV. ROBERT TREVER. 103 placed in conspicuous places. They read as follows : "A camp meeting of the Free Methodist Church will be held in a beautiful grove in Medicine Lodge (giving date for meeting)— will have charge of this meeting assisted by Rev. R. Trever, Rev. R. H. Cline and other prominent divines/' I thought this was quite high sounding for Free Methodists and I said little but went on and took my place as leader of this meeting. I don't know just how the would-be leader felt but I suppose he soon found his place for the camp meeting was a powerful meeting. Truly God was there in mighty power. O, how the saints were blessed of God as his servants declared the truth ! Conviction settled on the people, restitution was made, backsliders were reclaimed, old grievances were cleared away, sinners were converted to God, and believers were sanctified. _ I think all the preachers from the district were present, and also Rev. D. T. Good and Rev. J. O. Richeill, from the North District, who rendered valuable assistance. The preacher had the old-time power and the saints were very much encouraged. The peo ple from the town of Medicine Lodge were much interested, and stood by the meeting with their presence and also their means. Father and Mother Wright and others rendered valuable aid in providing the necessaries of life. Truly God was honored and much good 104 LIFE AND LABORS accomplished at this meeting. The quarterly conference passed off very pleasantly and was quite harmonious. The conference ratified the appointment of Brother Hart and I was district chairman the rest of the year. Sunday, the last day was the crowning day of the meeting an.d we had times of refreshing from the presence of the Lord. It was a great day — a day long to be remembered — on account of the presence of the Lord and the salvation of souls. The next quarterly meeting was ori the Spring Vale and Kingman circuit, with Rev. J. S. Ogg in charge. We found this circuit in good condition and also some genuine Free Methodist pilgrims who were not afraid to stand to the front and push the battle. We had a very good and encouraging meeting and then traveled across the country to our next meeting at Macksville. Rev. A. S. Manning was preacher in charge of the circuit at this place. We have a good church and a very com fortable parsonage here, and many good saved souls. We generally were entertained at the home of Father and Mother Andersons where we had very many pleasant visits. We had a very good harmonious quarterly meeting; the saints were blessed and were much encouraged. On Monday we drove on west of town to the nice home of Brother and Sister Bissett where we were very kindly entertained. At this OP REV. ROBERT TREVER. 105 place we generally got corn for our horses and some refreshments for ourselves to take along the road as we went into the far western points. We left this place and traveled 50 miles west to the home of Brother and Sister Porter, where we have so often been entertained. These are fine pilgrims and a good home for Free Meth odist preachers. We left here for the quarterly meeting which was held at Royal. Brother and Sister Cook, the old pioneer preachers, that always were ready for work and stood to the front all the time were thorough Free Metho dists. We had real victory in the meeting, for God was with us in mighty power. After the quarterly meeting we stopped over a few days visiting around this wild prairie country. We visited the home of Brother T. Griffeth and also Brother A. Griffeth where we were very kindly entertained, after which we traveled north to Schoharie and Eden circuit where Brother and Sister Helsel were laboring, as preacher in charge. We found them good, earnest faithful workers and God was giving them success on their circuit. We held their quarterly meeting and God helped in the preaching of the word and the saints were en couraged and good accomplished. Praise the Lord ! We then traveled on to Hays City, where we found Brother^T. Grenel, preacher in charge, and were very kindly entertained at his beauti- 106 LIFE AND LABOES ful country home. We then went on to Wilson and Dorrance and found a good circuit with Brother and Sister Robbings, in charge of the, work, which was in good spiritual condition. I then returned home in Glen Elder and found wife well and our daughter feeling better. We had traveled over seven hundred miles in about nine weeks and held eight quarterly meetings and found all the preachers self- sacrificing, loyal and faithful workers. I was much encouraged with the work. The Lord wonderfully strengthened my body and blessed my soul and although I had a hard trip, yet I returned home feeling some better than when I started out. My circuit of Glen Elder had not improved very much. I did what I could however on my return to encourage the saints and held my cir cuit meeting, finishing up the business of the circuit the best I could and was ready to travel another 150 miles to conference. This time, however, my wife accompanied me. OF EEV. EOBERT TREVBE. 107 CHAPTER XXI. Elected District Chaiman and History of Camp Meetings. This conference was held at Orleans, Neb., 1891, with the Rev. G. Coleman, general super- tend ent, presiding. At this conference I was elected district chairman by a vote of nearly the entire conference, and appointed to the Mackville and Mankato districts. We started out on our year's labors trusting alone in the blessed Christ, feeling my own weakness and inability. But in God I found sufficient strength to go through. Our work in both dis tricts was quite encouraging, and quarterly meeting occasions were quite profitable. They were times of refreshing from the presence of the Lord. One camp meeting was held on the Concordia circuit in a grove near Bethel chapel, and was well attended by large crowds of people every night. There were also several pilgrims and some preachers from the Kansas conference, as this meeting was near the line of both conferences. Rev. E. Lenardson and Rev. Huff were among the visiting ministers who did quite effective work, and judging from their preaching they evidentl}'^ had the old- time power. Some of the visiting pilgrims received much help on the line of worldly con formity. So much so that they began to trim 108 LIFE AND LABORS down a Httle as the light shone on them, and they looked like pilgrims. I really believe they were good, horiest souls, ready and willing to walk in the light and let the blessed Christ lead them beside "the still waters and feed them in the green pastures" of His mercies. I do thank God for real humble, child-like consecrated saints. The preachers were filled with the Holy Ghost and with fire, for as they presented the truths of the gospel without fear or favor, without partiality and without hypocrisy, it seemed the Lord was holding His servants to the line of honesty one with an other, honesty in the eyes of the world, and honesty in the sight of God. O, how important this is, especially in this age of deception and false doctrine, when men are taking advantage of one another and de ceiving one another, and even trying to deceive the great God who searcheth all hearts. This line of truth had its effect on the masses of the people, as deep conviction settled on their hearts until many began to see their condition and began to cry for mercy, get ting sufficiently in earnest that they were willing to make restitution, repent, and forsake their sins and yield up to God. If I remember right, Brother Keener, who is now a member of the West Kansas conference, was converted in this -meeting. The meeting was very power ful, some of the services lasting all night until daylight, and people crying for mercy all the OP EEV. EOBERT TEEVEE. 109 time. Surely these were good days to my soul. Sister Thomas, Sister Everly, and others took a very active part in this meeting and rendered valuable service both in the meetings and also in providing the necessaries of life. Wife and I were very comfortably provided for at this meeting and many other times while holding meetin.gs or passing through, in the homes of Sisters Thomas and Everly. The Lord bless and reward them for their kindness. Another meeting was held at Great Bend, about this time, in a very fine grove .about a mile from town. In some respects this meeting was real good and profitable. The saints of God were blessed and encouraged and conviction was on the unsaved and a few were converted, some recljiimed and some sanctified. The congre gations were quite small and not as many saved as we expected. There was one very remarkable feature about this meeting. The preachers and principal workers all were taken down sick, so much so that it was almost im possible to get anyone to preach on account of sickness, and some that attempted to preach had to give up before they got through the service. I tried to hold up as long as I could, "but finally had to be taken off the camp-grourid and cared for at the nice home of Brother and Sister Gwinn, who did all for me that could possibly be done. I was glad I had kind friends that cared for me. The meeting finally closed with not as much accomplished 110 LIFE AND LABOES as we would liked to have seen. I think all the workers finally got better, as I did not hear of anyone that died at that time. There were many reasons given as to the real cause of the sickness. But I don't think anyone knew definitely what did bring on the sickness. All I know about it was that we all got sick during the meeting, and when the meeting was closed we all got well. Praise the Lord ! Brother R. H. Clyne, evangelist, was quite active in the finan cial part of the meeting. But Brother S. Gwinn of Great Bend stood under the financial burden, while many others helped considerably and did what they could to make it a success. Dur ing this conference year - we conducted the services at fifty-two quarterly meetings, three camp-meetings, helped in several revival meet ings and preached three hundred times, besides administering the sacrament of the Lord's sup per fifty-two times and the sacrament of bap tism several times. We traveled in our wagon eleven hundred miles or more, and finished up by going to our last camp-meeting, which was held at Hays City, the seat of our next annual conference. This last meeting of the year was one of great power. It was held in a large tabernacle on the "north side of the town of Hays City. A very large building was secured for the use of pilgrims to camp in, and several other houses that were vacant were used for the same purpose during the entire meeting, which made it quite convenient for the pii- OF RBV. EOBERT TREVER. Ill grims and friends. Brother T. Greenel and W. Davis furnished an ample supply of very fine beef for the entire meeting, and other provisions were furnished. In fact, the camp- meeting, district quarterly meeting, and annual conference were well provided for and every body so far as I know was well satisfi.ed. We had some difficulty, however, in getting to this meeting as our daughter, Kate, was very sick and while I and wife were praying for her and that the way might be opened up for us to go to the meeting, we both received a great amount of help frOm God and considerable encouragement. Wife had the assurance that if we could only get her to camp-meeting she would get saved. This, of course, looked im possible, but wife felt sure it was the Lord's will for us to take her. , We made a bed in the back part of our wagon and took her on the bed. We were somewhat censured by others for taking her in that condition, but it was of the Lord and He would see us safe through. We left our home in Glen Elder and drove as far as Osborne, a distance of thirty miles, the first day. Here we were kindly entertained at the home of Father Kessels for the night, and while visiting at this home we had the pleasure of uniting Rev. G. G. Kessel and Miss Attie Flenican in the bonds of holy matrimony. This was a very pleasant occasion, having the privilege of meeting with several of our old friends and pilgrims. 112 LIFE AND LABORS The next morning we traveled on toward the camp-meeting, in company with the newly wedded pair, and reached the camp-ground at the end of the third day, our daughter feeling quite tired and weary after such a long drive. A good, comfortable place was provided for us and we soon got her where she could rest. We found a good Holy Ghost atmosphere on the camp-ground, and the same spirit pervaded the entire meeting. There was a very large number of ministers and pilgrims from all parts of the conference present at this meeting, and the great God was present and did work on the hearts of the unsaved. In every service the Spirit of the Master was manifest, and as the shouts of the saints went up the glory of God came down and sinners trembled while listening to the heart-searching truth. Even hard, out break ing sinners began to weep and inquire the way to the cross. Formal professors saw their lost condition and dug down until they reached the solid rock. Backsliders were reclaimed, sin ners converted to God, believers were sanc tified and the devil was mortified and defeated. Our daughter Kate was gloriously saved and her body was healed, and she was sanctified wholly and was called to the work of the Lord. She is now preaching the truths of the gospel with her husband. Rev. S. V. Coe of the Central Illinois conference. We think it paid to take her to the camp-meeting, for I believe many OF REV. ROBERT TREVER. 113 will rise up in judgment and thank God she ever got saved. Our quarterly conference pass ed off quite harmonious, except a little friction in reference to granting a woman a local preach er's license because she was a woman. I won der sometimes how our work could be carried on successfully without the aid of women, and yet, notwithstanding all their ability and talent and success as preachers, there are a few men among us who are so afraid that women will become too prominent in the church as preachers that they will even dare to vote against them. The Lord pity this class of preachers and bless the women, is my. prayer ! "Go preach my gospel, saith the Lord; Bid the whole world My grace receive. He shall be saved who trusts my word. He shall be damned who won't believe. I'll make your great commission known, x\nd ye shall prove my gospel true; By all the works that I have done. By all the wonders ye shall do," 114 LIFE AND LABOES CHAPTER XXII. General Description of the Work in Mankato and Macksville Districts. In 1892 our tenth annual conference was held on the ground recently described in Chap ter XXI, with general superintendent, B. T. Roberts, presiding. I was re-elected district chairman on the first ballot, it taking nearly two whole sittings to elect the other chairman. I was appointed to the same districts, Mankato and Macksville. We had another year of toil and labor, having the oversight of fourteen quarterly meetings every quarter. I will here give an article published in the Free Methodist pajier in the year 1892, which will give a gen eral description of the work at that time ; also short articles written by other brethern of the Macksville district. "The Lord is wonderfully reviving His work in our midst. There is a revival spirit all over the district, and a number of souls have been brought to God. Some new classes have been organized, and quarterly meetings are truly times of refreshing from the presence of the Lord. The saints get blessed, and the shouts of the inhabitants of the Rock are heard in our midst. "Some fall under the power, as of old, believers are sanctified, back sliders are reclaimed, sinners weep and confess and infidels are led to Christ. Formal pro fessors realize their condition, and the Devil's OP EEV. EOBEET TEEVEE. 115 Kingdom is beginning to shake and tremble. We expect to double our membership this year. We intend to keep low at the Master's feet and let God have His way among us, and use us to His gl6ry. The Free Methodist bands are doing a good work and God is surely blessing their labors. The preachers are work ing in harmony, and getting under the work as never before. The laborers have been re warded with success. Tp God be all the praise." — R. Trever. The following article was written from Dodge City, Kansas, by R. H. Clyne: "We are in the midst of a real, God-given revival. The meeting has been in progress just one week. Two were at the altar last night. The whole city is awakened by the power of God. Dead church-members are saying if this is the way of salvation we never have had it preached on this line. We are asking God to come in slaying power and save souls. The preacher in charge, Brother Helsel,' is full of faith and has good courage. Band No 2 is helping in the meeting. They have the work at heart and God is blessing their labors. We have come here to stay till the Lord says go. We mean to stay until the Lord gives us a Free Methodist society in Dodge City. The church is full ; all cannot get in ; they come and look in at the windows. Truly God is here in power. Amen and Amen!" — R. H. Clyne. 116 LIFE AND LABOES The following article was written by A. Helsel, of Dodge City, Kansas, March 20, 1893 : "We praise God for victory over the world, the flesh and the devil. .We began a meeting at this place February 2nd, , and God was with us from the beginning in power. We soon had to get a larger place to hold our meetings. We rented a hall 24x80 feet, and it was crowded every night. Brother R. H. Clyne, evangelist, had charge of the meet ing, and Sisters Nellie Lewis and Kate Trever, band workers, did effectual work in the meet ing. God blessed and owned the truth, and the result was many were saved. We have a class of twenty-three, the most of them good, solid members. The Lord shook the town from one end to the other. We have two prayer meetin.gs in the week and have organ ized a Free Methodist Sunday School and expect to keep the fire burning. We have set up our banner in the name of the Lord and' expect to conquer, though we die. Amen !" — Albert Helsel. The Mankato district was in a very pros perous condition at this time. Brother J. Adams on the Lebanon and Mankato circuit failed not to declare the whole counsel of God, and laid a foundation on which the work of the Lord was built in after years. The Lord' blessed his labors. Brother B. F. Clossen on the Glen Elder circuit labored very hard and was self-sacrificing in the work of God. His Op rbv. EOBEET TEBVER. 117 preaching was clear and practical and proved effectual in reaching hearts and encouraging the saints. He also took steps to build a good church, 28x40 feet, of which further mention will be made. D. D. Dodge, preacher in charge of Osborne circuit, was a young man of excep tional talent. His preaching was always ac ceptable wherever he went, and both preacher and circuit were wonderfully blessed, the church edified and the work built up. He had a revival nearly the whole year around. At a camp-meeting which we were holding in this district. Brother Lenaidson, a very able speaker and a man of experience, was present and very kindly assisted in the meeting. On Saturday night I invited Brother Dodge to preach. There were several hundred people present. Brother Lenardson, who was sitting with me on the stand, spoke to me in a low tone, saying, "Why did you put up that boy to preach to this congregation ?" My answer was, "Just wait until he gets through and then I will tell you." Brother Dodge, in his homely manner, proceeded with the service and the Lord wonderfully helped him to present the truth in a manner that got hold of the hearts of the people, and I believe it made a lasting im pression on the entire congregation. Brother Lenardson said he was much surprised and thought I understood my business. We can not always tell what a man is by his outward appearance. Cuba and Minersville circuit was 118 ¦ LIFE AND LABOES succeeding quite well under the able manage ment of Brother W. W. Hulet who was a good preacher and a real man of God, Concordia cir cuit was quite new at this time, which after wards became a good strong circuit. We had np preacher at this point. Our quarterly meet ings were seasons of grace, God came in mighty power and souls were saved and the saints encouraged. The camp-meetings on both districts were times of special power and help from God and many souls were saved in nearly every service. The preachers were full of courage and zeal in . the work of thfe Lord and the pilgrims rejoiced in the God of .their salvation. We went through this year of toil and privation with glory in our souls, feeling stronger in body than we had for some- tiipe. We met with fathers and mothers in Israel and a host of kind friends too numerous to mention. Glory to our God forever. Amen ! OP EEV. EOBEET TREVER. 119 CHAPTER XXIII. Lost on the Wild Prairie Among the Wolves and Received by a Station Agent. While traveling the Macksville District, I think in the year, 1892, we held a quarterly meeting at a country point near Dodge City and were entertained at the country home of Brother T. Griffeth. Leaving here to get to our next quarterly meeting, 16 miles west of Ness City, we had to travel over an uninhabited country for fifty miles or more. It was wild and rough and abounded with prairie wolves. We left Brother Griffeth early one morning and over this long dreary road we traveled very well until nearly noon, but found ourselves sometimes without any track to travel, as this was a new country and no roads opened up, only through very large pastures, some of which took in several miles of country. We never met any one to inquire of, so we had to do the best we could. When it was noon, we stopped on the prairie and fed our horses and ate our lunch. After which we traveled on again hoping to reach, the home of Brother Skinners that night. We soon found ourselves without any traveled road and not knowing what was best to do or where to go, we of course began to feel quite nervous as the darkness of the night was fast approach ing and would soon overtake us. Wife and I spoke of camping all night but it was 120 LIFE AND LABOES very cold and having no food for ourselves or horses we concluded we had better travel on and it might be we would see a light somewhere, and try and stop there as we thought we must be getting near a settlement. We traveled on and on until quite late, but saw no light or any human being, but we kept going until we got all tangled up near a deep creek. All at once we thought we saw a light but of course it was to us like the star which the wise men saw and followed when in search of the babe Jesus. We tried to travel towards the light but found we could not as we were in a very rough and dangerous country and it was very dark indeed. Of course we were at a stand-still and did not know what to do for the best. To stay there all night without food or feed for horses or proper covering, meant much suffering or maybe death, we could not tell. I proposed to leave wife here with the horses and I would travel on vfoot in search of the light which still was in sight but it seemed a long distance off — about two miles away. But wife being quite nervous, of course with such - surroundings, probably in the midst of prairie wolves and other wild animals, so she said she could not possibly stay there alone as I might not find her again that night. I did not blame her for feeling that way but after looking to the Lord for protection she finally decided to stay, but it was the hardest place I ever was in. I did not want to leave wife in that condi- OP EEV. ROBERT TREVER. 121 tion and 1 was afraid to make the trip, but look ing to the Lord for protection I started out in the direction of the light. I found the way was hard and rocky and very dangerous — sometimes climbing up the steep banks and sometimes scrambling through brush until I reached a place where I could see the light plain. I also found a much smoother way to travel and I hurried on until I reached the light which proved to be a light in a railroad way station. There were two men sitting down in the room. I told them -that I wa's lost and that my wife was away out near a large creek probably about two miles away and we could not find any way out with the horses and wagon. They said that was nothing, people often got lost out there. Of course that was not much consola tion to me but I made some inquiry about how to get out and asked the agent to lend me a lantern so' I could see my way out. He said I could have a light. But he says, "You can never find your waiy out alone; I had better go with you and help you out, if I can?" I, of course, thanked him kindly and felt it was the Lord answering my prayer. We both started out in the direction that I thought I had come. He said the only way to find wife would be by shouting and have her respond. After v/e had gone some further I shouted but cou'd hear no response so we still went on further and then I shouted again. This time wife re sponded and I felt like praising the Lord, and 122 LIFE AND LABORS did for He surely was answering prayer. We went on a while going through the same pro cess until we reached the place where wife was and I am sure I felt better and I suppose wife did. The agent said, "I don't know how to get you out." He went up and down the creek to find some place to cross, for he said if we could cross we would soon find a road that would take us out. He finally found one place where he thought we might possibly cross if the horses were true. I went and examined the place and said I would try it. I did but we dropped down suddenly about four feet which tipped us on the dashboard and on rising the liank on the other side turned us into the back part of the wagon, shaking us up considerably, but we got out all right and soon recovered, and found a road that led us to the station. The agent said he did not know what to do with us as his wife had gone back east. He said there is an old store building I could put my horses in out of the cold, but he had no feed. He told us of some old people living close but the lady was very sick, but we might go to see them and if we could not stay there all. night we might stop in the depot the rest of the night. As this was the only house very near we went to see them and found the old lady very sick indeed — not expected to get better. Wife in quired a little about the disease and then pre scribed a very simple remedy for her body as well as prayer for her spul's welfare. The OP EEV. EGBERT TEBVER. 123 remedy helped the old lady, as she became much easier and we were informed later that she got entirely well. Wife was considered in that country an expert doctor. We found was not convenient for us to stop all night so we went and slept in the depot the rest of the night. We thanked the agent,. and read a por tion of Scripture and prayed with him which I believe did him good for he seemed quite ser ious and promised to attend meeting when he could and get ready to meet God. He offered to get us some breakfast, but we did not feel much like eating and as I never like to eat myself when I know my horses are not cared for, we thought it best to travel on and get to Brother Skinners as soon as we could. We had not much trouble in finding them as this was a good settled country. We arrived there at noon having had no food for ourselves or horses for twenty-four hours. We were very kindly received at Brother and Sister Skinner's home. Sister Skinner soon got us a good warm dinner and Brother Skinner had plenty of feed for the horses, so all of us were glad and praised the Lord for bringing us out safely, and we soon forgot our troubles. Our quarterly meeting at this place was good with quite a large attendance and very good interest and much good accomplished. We were glad to find our old friends. Brother and Sister Eliott, who had charge of the work and were glad to be counted worthy to suffer for Jesus's sake, 124 LIFE AND LABORS CHAPTER XXIV. Self-Sacrificing Preachers and Pilgrims. In the year of 1893 our eleventh annual con ference was held at Almenia, Kansas, Rev. E. P. Hart, General Superintendent, presiding. There were a large number of pilgrims and preachers from all over the conference and a wonderful spirit of harmony prevaded the en tire session, and the Spirit of the master was truly manifest in all the religious exercise*. Every night the altar was crowded with seek ers and many found peace and pardon and sanctification through believing on Him. I was again elected district elder and assigned to the Mankato and Norton districts at the commencement of this year. I was invited to assist in building Glen Elder church. I said I would give $10 to each church that was built during the time I was on the district. I had to pay $40 as there were four churches built. I will now give an article that was published in the Free Methodist paper which gives a very good description of the work at this time : Northwest Kansas. "The work here in some respects is quite encouraging, yet the financial condition of the people is anything but flattering. They are having closer times here than they have had OP REV. ROBERT TREVER. 125 for years and of course this stands in the way of our work to quite an extent. "Our preachers are self-sacrificing and loyal to the word of God or they would surely leave the field discouraged as it is hard for them to pull through. Financially they are having close times. I found one of our preachers with out any feed of any kind for his horses, and he had to turn them out on the prairie to hunt their own feed in mid-winter. He also said he had nothing in the way of provisions for his family, and yet he had a circuit embracing four counties. It is not want of territory that causes a lack of support for every preacher in west Kansas conference has all the territory he can possibly work successfully. There may be minor reasons why this state of things exists, such as lack of faith in God or spiritual power, but I think the real cause is a failure of crops which affects all classes. We all have to suffer alike and the work is more or less hindered. But by looking to God and putting our whole trust in him we are sure of success a^nd amidst all the above discouragements theiv,' iS a bright prospect for Kansas and we expect to go through. Glory to God forever! I have just finished my second round of appointments on the Mankato and Norton District. God has been with us and He wonderfully helped me to declare the truth. The work on Osborne cir cuit is very encouraging. Several souls have been saved and quite a number have been 126 LIFE AND LABORS added to the church. Brother and Sister Cook are faithful workers, having now about 70 members on their circuit. . Brother and Sister Kenedy have been working hard on the Glen Elder circuit and not without success. Some have been saved and joined the church and we expect the good work to go on. The work on Mankato circuit is looking up. A new class has been organized in Mankato and one in Mon trose. There is good interest at these points. Brother and Sister Coe have charge of this work and are doing well, for God is with them. Brother and Sister Adams have been laboring very acceptably on the Lebanon circuit. Not many souls have been saved, but there is good interest and the work is coming up. Brother C. E. Harroun, from the south district has just dedicated a very nice church on this cir cuit. His preaching while with us was much appreciated by all. Brother Hulet on the Con cordia and Glascow circuit, and Sister Hill on the Cuba circuit are doing all they can to ad vance God's cause and get souls saved. I pray that God's blessing may rest upon them and their work. The preachers on the Norton dis trict are truly consecrated men of God and are faithfully working on their several circuits for the salvation of souls. God has honored their labors by saving souls and sanctifying believers and the work on the district is quite encourag ing. A small class has been organized by the chairman in Sheridan county and although we OF REV. EOBEET TEEVEE. 127 have no preacher at this point, God is with them. They are real Free Methodists and will stand by our work. May God bless them and keep them true. Brethern pray for me. "Glen Elder, Kansas. R. TREVER." I am glad that our preachers, as a rule, feel it a privilege as well as a duty, to work for the Master, and this with a real love for perishing souls gives them a holy boldness which makes them willing to sacrifice anything so they can see the work of the Lord move. A mini.ster of Christ a few years ago paid a visit to one of the churches in Europe where there had been a powerful revival of religion going on for sometime. In speaking with the pastor he said, "Do your members consider it a duty to seek the conversion of sinners around them." And he received this striking reply, "I know not whether they think of it as a duty but they all esteem it a privilege to be allowed to do so." This is just as it should be. Here is the secret of success. How could a minister help succeeding in leading souls to the Saviour if every member of his church felt it to be a privilege to seek the conversiori of the sinners around them? Here is the proof of the pres ence of the Holy .Spirit for the Holy Spirit must be present with a people that feel and act that way. This state of things was the effect of much prayer in private, as well as public prayer, in union with like-minded believers. The prayer of the heart — it was the evidence 128 LIFE AND LABORS of soul prosperity. Such souls must be healthy, they breathe a pure atmosphere, they feed on heavenly manna, they walk with God. It was the result of nearness to God. O, if we could live so near to God as to feel as he felt when he said, "As I live, saith the Lord, I have no pleasure in the death of him that dieth." This is just what is needed in all our congregations. We shall never get on as we wish; we shall never mold the masses ; we shall never be full of life, love and joy, until we feel it a privilege to bring lost and ruined souls to Jesus. This is just what we should seek for ourselves and inculcate in" others. Souls are perishing. Hell is filling, .Satan is triumphing, time is flying! We are the salt that is to season others ; we are the light that is to enlighten others. Shall thc salt lie unused until it loses its savor? Shall we put our light under a' bushel or in a dark lan tern? Or shall we let our light shine arid spread our savor abroad? There are souls, who if they do not hear of Jesus through us, thev may never hear of Him at all. If we do not seek their salvation perhaps no one will, and by our neglect some soul may perish forever. O, that the Holy Spirit majr come down upon us, that we may feel as if we could not rest, could not live, even, only as we seek the salva tion of souls. May His word be as a fire in our bones, prompting us on in this grand and glorious work of bringing sinners to Christ. Let me give one word of advice to those in OP EBV. ROBERT TRE-VEE. 129 the church that may be treating this matter with indifference, or those who may be laying- dormant, doing nothing, and who are losing in terest in perishing souls, examine yourseh^es. Is it not distance frora God that makes you cold; is it not alienation from Jesus that makes you careless? Careless, 's that word correct? Can you, can you be careless about the eternal happiness or eternal miser}- of the souls around you? Can it be said of any near you, they perish forever, without my regarding it? Where, O, where is the love of Christ? Where, O, where is your zeal for God? Or where is your pity for poor perishing sinners? What would a church soon become if it-i mem bers felt it their privilege to seek thc salvation of those around them? Surely it would roon look forth as the morning, fair as the moon, and terrible as an army with banners. This is just what is needed in our church that every member should prove by his daily conduct that he esteems it a privilege to seek th'.: salvation of sinners around them. Awake, thou that sleepeth, arise from the dead and Christ shall give thee light! The Lord help us to buckle on the whole armour of God and fight manfully the battles of the Lord. 130 LIFE AND LABOES CHAPTER xxv. Dedication of Glen Elder Church. The following is written by B. J. A.'ams and published in the Free Methodist paper: Dedication and District Meeting: "Glen Elder dedication and district quarterly meeting was held in the new church, north of Glen Elder, Dec. 29 to 31, 1893, All the preachers and a goodly number of pilgrims from the district were present at the first meet ing and the Lord blessed his people. Sister Cook preached the first evening^from Zacha riah 9:15 in demonstration of the Spirit and in power. Several came to the altar and some were converted, some reclaimed and some sanc tified. Thursday morning the ministerial asso ciation was organized and the questions : 'The neglect of Christian duties, and its effects,' and 'systematic Christian giving,' were ably dis cussed at night. Sister Hill preached from Job T ¦.-]. Seekers came forward and some found peace through believing. Friday morning the question, 'Holiness ; what is it, or the differ ence between true and false holiness,' was taken up. It was a time of profit and of heart searching with many souls. The testimonies of Sisters Fanny Martin, Winn and Adams were especially interesting OF EEV. EOBEET TEEVEE. 131 and profitable to all. We trust much good will result from the light shone during this service. The afternoon was devoted entirely to Sunday school work and quite a number of those especially interested in Sunday schools, spoke on the subject and so much light came, that at the close of the service a brother said, 'I am under conviction; now all you that are and will take more interest in this work than you have done in the past raise your hands.' I think nearly all the pilgrims raised their hands. Sunday school work will move forward in Mankato district. "J. Adams was to preach at night, but as the congregation were singing the opening hymn, the Holy Ghost was poured out on the pilgrims with such Pentecostal power that there was no possibility of preaching. Conviction settled on the unsaved and Brother Adams and others in vited seekers forward and soon the altar was filled with earnest seekers, and a goodly num ber found peace with God. This service continued quite late and will be remembered as a time of power and victory. A special time of refreshing from the presence of the Lord. Saturday night W. W. Hulet preached from Luke 4:18-19 and we felt that the Spirit of the Lord was upon him again. There were seekers at the altar and God owned the service. Sun day was a day of unusual power and victory. Many faces had the glory shine in them. Sixty- one testified during the love feast service and 132 LIFE AND LABOES floods of glory rolled over us. The young pil grims were especially helped and blessed. Then come the dedication service. The ser mon was preached by our District Chairman, R. Trever, from Psalms 127:1. We never heard him. preach so well before and he was the most blessed we had ever seen him, God owned the preaching of the word and the fire burned in the hearts of the saints. Brother Adams followed with a short exhortation and the Lord came suddenly to his temple and the fire burst forth iri shouts of joy and glory from man}' happy hearts. The church was then given to God in prayer by the elder and all the pilgrims said Amen, feeling that God did accept the house. "In the evening we held a watchnight service. Two sermons were preached and one altar ser vice held. The last few momnets of the old year, were spent in silent prayer and all felt that we entered upon the new year with re newed strength and courage. This was one of the best meetings we have had for years. The Glen Elder circuit has done well to build a good church, 28x40 feet. B. F. Clossen who was in charge of the circuit last year deserves credit for the part he took in the building. The preacher, circuit and friends, outside the church, need not be ashamed of their work. They only had to raise seven dollars and twenty-five cents to clear all indebtedness. — J, Adams," OF EEV. EGBERT TEBVER. 133 This was a year of victorjj and much might be said about the self-sacrificing preachers for God was with them and wonderfully helped them all through the year and gave them suc cess. The lay members were also self sacri ficing. I will mention one case that comes to my mind particularly. Brother Sam Vincent, near Long' Island, people would say never would raise anything on his farm, as he was always running off to meeting so much and he did attend the different meetings considerably and always was blessed in his soul. But his farm was all right for he generally raised more grain to the acre than any one around — it pays to serve Christ. On another occasion he saw the preacher's shoes badly worn, so he gave him the last dollar he had to get some shoes. The next morning his wife informed him they had no flour in the house. He said, "I have no money but I will try and get some." He went out and soon met a man that was in debt to him for three dollars and the man paid him, so he had money again to buy flour. This money he never expected to get but the Lord God is a "present help in time of need," and He will help those that have faith in Him, ir 134 LIFE AND LABORS CHAPTER XXVI. Caring for One Hundred People at Annu£il Conference and Saved from Tobacco — Organizing a Class, etc. In the year 1894, our conference was held in Sherman Park, near the town of Burr Oak, Jevvel county, Kansas, Rev. G. W. Coleman, General Superintendent, presiding. There was a very large attendance, 350 people camping on the ground in 36 tents and 42 covered wagons which were used for sleeping purposes. Many were entertained in town. Wife and I and family, including Rev. S: V. Coe and wife, provided and cared for from seventy-five to one hundred and twenty-nve people each meal during the meeting. This was no small under taking but we went through in the strength of the Lord and came out with nearly as much provisions as we had at the beginning — so our God does provide, bless His name! The con ference and meetings were held in a large tabernacle. The Spirit of the Lord was mani fest at every service, and a blessed spirit of harmony prevailed the entire session. I was again elected district elder and appointed to the same districts, Mankato and Norton. One meeting was held this year, near Long Island, which was a very powerful meeting. The word was preached in great power and the Spirit drove it home to the hearts of the peo- REV. R, TREVER AND WIFE OP REV. EOBERT TEEVEE. 135 pie. Striking sin on every hand — both in the church and out. The saints got blessed under the searching truths of the gospel as the hiding places of sin were brought to light. The formal professors began to realize their condi tion and the ungodly began to fight and plead for sin. The devil was wonderfully stirred, and some said they never would attend those meetings again. But they came night after night until at length they began to yield, and give up, and turn to the Lord. Many were saved and sanctified. At another point in the same district, a dis trict quarterly meeting was held that resulted in great good. The preachers were filled with the Spirit and preached in power and the pil grims were greatly helped and encouraged. The love feast service on Sunday morning was especially a time of victory, when waves of glory overshadowed the meeting and the testi monies of the saints were clear and pointed in reference to what. they had been saved from. Some said they had been saved from tobacco, some of the preachers thanked God they h^d been saved from the filthy weed. I also gave in my testimony and said that God had done more for the brethern than he had for me for he never saved me from the use of toba<:co. One minister spoke right up, and said he did save me (praise the Lord). Well I said that's all right, but common decency saved me from it, or kept me from the use of the nasty, dirty 136 LIFE AND LABOES filthy stuff. The preachers got their heads down but said no more. After the meeting was closed one preacher said he would never be caught in that trap again. At another time 'I was going from Almenia to Colby to hold a quarterly meeting. I stopped the first night in Sheridan county at the home of Brother G. Lunchbaugh where we were very kindly enter tained. A minister of another denomination was holding a series of revival meetings in this neighborhood which was causing considerable excitement and some were professing religion. I was invited to attend the meeting. I felt quite tired and worn out, as we had been traveling all day, but I consented to go that night. There was quite a large attendance and there seemed to be s'ome interest. They had what they called a very good meeting but it was on a very popular line and hardly in ac cordance with my idea of a revival meeting. I made no remarks but returned to my board ing place. The preacher had previously agreed to go with Brother Lunchbaugh for the night, but he tried to excuse himself as the brother had company, but Brother Lunchbaugh told him to come anyway as he had plenty of ac commodations for us all. So we were together at the same place, and had quite a good visit talking over church matters, etc. The next morning we were to leave and travel on to Colby, county seat of Thomas county. As it was snowing very hard Brother Lunchbaugh ' OP EEV, ROBERT TREVBE, " 137 thought it was not safe for me to fake such a long trip, as snow storms were quite danger ous in those days in that country. I had one more day to spare so I concluded to stop over another day. The minister then spoke up and said I had better preach at night. I said all right if he thought best, and as it was my custom I prayed earnestly that God would help me and direct me to the right line of truth. I went to the meeting and found the house packed full. In the strength of the Lord I endeavored to preach, using the follow ing text; "Repent, therefore, and be converted that your sins may be blotted out," dwelling principally on repentance and its necessity. The Lord helped me to hold to that line, but the sermon seemed to change the spirit of the meeting for many came forward at the close of this service and said if that was the' line they were not converted, f asked, "Was it not the Bible line?" They admitted it was, but asked why did not their preacher preach that way, at the same time, requesting^ me to come back and preach again. I told them if this meeting closes this week I might preach a few nights next week. The minister, however, did not invite me back and seemed quite distant and very cool towards me. I thought he was glad when I went out of the neighborhood. The next morning wife and I left for Colby, a distance of fifty miles or more. At night we reached Colby and found Brother and Sister 138 LIPE AND LABOES Hilgard, where we were very comfortably en tertained. At this point our society was quite small but there were a few good saved souls who were holding on to the Lord'. Our quar terly meeting was good ; the pilgrims felt much encouraged, and blessed. Brother and Sister Robb were working faithfully under very dis couraging circumstances having a very large territory to travel over with but very little sup port except God who has said, "I will never leave thee nor forsake thee," He took them through without a murmer or complaint. Thank God for such consecration! After this meeting we returned back to Sheridan county and found the meeting in Brother Lunch- baugh's neighborhood closed and an appoint ment had been left for me. I stopped a few nights and preached to the people. The con- grc.q-ations were very large and conviction set tled on the people. Some opposed the way and fought against the truth, but others were very serious and really met the conditions of the gospel — dug through and got the victory, praise God ! The meeting of a few nights re sulted in much good and left a very good im pression on the entire neighborhood. We or ganized a class of real saved souls and made arrangements for meetings in the future. There were also many more good profitable meetings held during this conference year and wife and I felt wonderfully encouraged and blessed all through the year. OF REV. ROBEBT TBE"VEE. 139 CHAPTER XXVII, Drouth in Western Kansas and Aid Received and Distributed. The year 1894, was a year of terrible drouth in western Kansas and hundreds of people were reduced to poverty and some even to destitute circumstances. Many farmers were depending entirely on their crops to pay inter est and taxes and the support of their families through the winter and many had gone in debt for their groceries and machinery and other needful supplies, depending on their crops to meet these demands. But every thing was cut off ; they did not have even feed for their horses ; they could not move away as they had nothing to go with. Some of them suffered for the necessaries of life. And what made it worse, speculators and land agents, tried to keep this state of things from the world at large as it would hurt their line of business and would be a discredit to Kansas. They tried to hush it up and keep the county papers still as much as possible, but something had to be done as there was a ^reat cry for help. Other churches began to solicit aid for their members and as I had the oversight of two districts I thought it my duty to do some thing for our people and the real destitute in general. I began to make this condition of 140 LIFE AND LABOES things known through our church paper the "Free Methodist." I also wrote to our lay delegate, who was attending the general con ference, held at Greenville, Illinois. It was surprising how our people in the east, and also in the extreme western states, responded to the call. I shall always feel honored- by belonging to such a noble class of generous-hearted and liberal people as the Free Methodists. We also got some aid through the "Christian Herald" office. New York, and some from non-profess ors, but kind hearted and sympathizers with our people. I don't remember just how much aid we got as the papers have been destroyed, but it would be safe to say seventy-five barrels and some boxes of clothing, also socks, some boxes of fruit and groceries, one box of very fine fruit from a friend in California and two car loads of wood from our esteemed friend. Rev. A. T. McKenny, Denver, Colorado, and nearly enough money to pay expenses. These goods were all sent to our home at Glen Elder, and were unpacked and assorted out for the most needy. Our front room was filled up with goods of all kinds. In fact, our house was like a free store — people coming all the time from early morning till late at night. Some would bring their teams and stop for dinner, and it meant something to feed people and horses in those hard times. ' Probably from fifte:en to twenty teams of horses in a week, some of OP BEV. EOBEET TEE'VEE. 141 them coming ten to twenty miles, would stay all night, and then I. shipped a great many barrels to other towns where I knew people were in real need. I also took several wagon loads with me as I would go around the district holding quarterly meeting. This business was not attended to without considerable corre spondence. From ten to fifteen letters were written daily to people asking all kinds of questions, and also in receipt of goods. This was quite an addition to our regular work, two members of our family spending their whole time in assorting and distributing cloth ing, and yet it was -almost impossible to get the clothing out where it was most needed. Some persons would take advantage of us not withstanding all we could do. Even some of the farmers were not so needy as they had old grain left over from last year and of course could struggle through. But this class were more determined to get things than the real need}^ They would make all kind of excuses for comin,g and tell pitiable stories stating they Avanted clothing for relatives, grandchil dren, etc. These same people were seen after wards wearing the clothing, that they had got ten for others. One man that was quite well to do and had money in the bank, came and got goods under false pretense, and actually stole a pair of new overshoes that I had bought at the store for my own use, which were placed near the door. These shoes were afterwards 142 LIFE AND LABORS seen on his feet while in church. Of course we did not have any confidence in his profes sion after that. This class of people always wanted the very best, but we had to be very firm and positive and were sometimes censured on this account. However, there were a class who were real needy and in very straightened circumstances and were very thankful for anything they could get. We generally gave them such things as they needed the worst and supplied them quite liberally if we could. I am sure it would do the kind donors good, if they could see how thankful these poor people were and how the tears would come to their eyes as the clothing was presented to them. The Lord bless them! In one sense this work was not pleasant bui very unthankful and yet it was a real pleasure to us to be enabled to relieve so many sufferers in this time of need. AVe did the best we could to satisfy every one, but it was impossible to do it. I kept an account of all expenses connected with the distributing of clothing, groceries, fruit and wood, and found we were behind a few dollars, and I gave about seven dollars to very poor people. There was often something that came especially for our benefit, with my name or some member of the family. These we used and were very thankful for them, although some of them that we did not need at the time we gave to others. One thing was rather re- OP EEV. EOBEET TREVER. 143 markable in this line. A suit of clothes was sent from Oregon for the district elder him self. We were perfect strangers to the party that sent the suit but strange to say the coat, pants and vest all fit perfectly, and was just exactly what I needed and was very thankful for them. Surely the Lord overruled! If it had been a matter of dollars and cents, I would not undertake the same work for fifty dollars, but for suffering humanity I would be willing to sacrifice as much more if I could. It has been a source of great satisfaction to wife and I now, that we were enabled to help so many poor and destitute people. We have been thanked many times over by so many with tears in their eyes, saying they did not know how they could possibly have gotten through if it had not been for us. And we could not have done it, if it had not been for kind friends. It is a great blessing to be In a position to help each other and thus follow in the footsteps of our divine Master, as he went about doing good. The two car loads of pine wood sent from Colorado was a great blessing to many poor people. We distributed it out in half-cord lots, giving half cord to each family. We also gave out the fruit from five to ten pounds to each family in need, especially to Free Methodist preachers. I kept an account of the number of families relieved but in moving, the papers havt !>een lost. There were several hundred people that 144 LIFE AND LABORS received some aid and many of them expressed their gratitude to the Free Methodist church, and other kind people, even unto this day. Of course we did not confine our gifts to the mem bers of the Free Methodist church altogether, but gave out to any or all real needy people. The next year the crops were better and farmers began to look up a little financially, and since then times have, been considerably better and most of them are in quite comforta ble circumstances. If another drouth should overtake them "they are in a better condition to go through and would not be so depending on their fellow men. Mr. T. Addison says: "The Lord my pasture shall prepare. And feed me with a shepherd's care; His presence shall my wants supply. And guard me with a watchful eye; My noon-day walks he shall attend. And all my midnight hours defend." "My God shall supply all your needs." — Bible. OF RBV, ROBERT TREVER. 145 CHAPTER XXVIII. Labors in Oklahoma — Crossing Dangerous Streams, etc. Our next conference was held in Brother Nev^rman's grove near Alma, Nebraska, 1895, Rev. P). R. Jones. General Superintendent, pre siding. There were forty-two tents, twenty-six covered wagons, and a large tabernacle with eighteen apartments partitioned off for sleep ing purposes. With all the drouth of the past two years the preachers and pilgrims were well provided with the necessaries of life. We be lieve, in taking our families to camp-meetings and conferences and leaving the dogs at home. I was again elected district elder, but was ap pointed to the Macksville and Cherokee dis tricts. There was no district organized in the new country. Our people from all parts had settled in Oklahoma and secured homes there. Some of them had been looked after by other elders. Rev. C. E. Harroun, and Rev. J. Adams, and sorne classes had been organized. At least two that I know off, but there had been no district meetings or any organization effected as a dis trict. The work kept spreading and new classes organized and circuits opened up, so we thought it best to organize a district and have our regular district quarterly meetings 146 LIFE AND LABOES held. I appointed the first meeting to be held in a sod school house at Timberview and at that time effected the organization known as Cherokee district. But as other circuits were built up and classes organized during the year I brought the matter up at our next annual conference and proposed to name the new district Cleo and the stationing committee agreed and it was ordered placed on the minutes as Cleo district. This was a new country, having been opened up for settlement only a short time. In many places the travel was exceedingly bad, no roads having been opened up, and the rivers were very hard to cross and dangerous in some places on account of quicksand and high waters. I remember crossing the Salt Fork river when I had to stand up on the seat of my wagon and then got my feet very wet. The wagon was level full of water and my horses had to swim in order to cross. Many other times we run terrible risks of our lives in crossing those dangerous streams. We have books now that show the effects of crossing when water was high. One needed a good deal of grit, grace and greenbacks to travel this country. We had a little grit and a large amount of grace, but no greeribacks. After all we got through safely to land. Rev. C. A. Elliott and his wife accompanied us the first round, which was quite a help as he was better acquainted wdth roads and crossings than we OF EEV. EOBEET TEEVEE. 147 were and we very much appreciated this help. The timbered country or what is known as the Jack Oak country was very rough indeed. We would start out bn what is known as the Indian Trail, sometimes traveling several hours wind ing back and forth not knowing which direction we were traveling. At times going through thick brush and timber, scarcely ever meeting any one except a number of Indians and their squaws with guns, and dogs, and ponies. Wife and I got a little nervous sometimes while meeting those wild people but we got through without being molested. We would then come out into what is known as openings or timber cut out where many of our people and others had their little homes. The houses generally were made from logs or trees that had been cut out, and at these places we would hold our quarterly meetings, which were always well attended, people being anxious to hear the truth and to have a meeting in their neighbor hood. The Lord gave us a wonderful victory in our own souls and the pilgrims were blessed and souls saved in nearly every meeting in the settlement. The Lord himself was our captain and guide and He brought us off more than conquerors. Glory to His name! At another poirit in this timbered country we found a class of. Free Methodists who wonshiped in a log school house, where we held a quarterly meeting which was a time of real 148 LIFE AND LABOES power and victory. Truly the saints came to gether filled with the Holy Ghost, and it was not hard to preach in such a place and under such circumstances, for wherever the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty, and we had liberty and the saints were blessed and souls were saved. We were very kindly entertained at the home of Sister Zeller and her husband ' who were not converted. They had a fine piece of land, i6o acres, which was not all cleared, from timber. Their log house was quite com fortable, but without doors or windows, hav ing muslin tacked over the space left for win dows and something heavier for doors. We were there -when it was winter-cold weather, but they had plenty of good wood and made us quite comfortable. After a while a house was finished up, the farm cleared and now they have a very nice home. In this house I had the pleasure of uniting Mr. Clarence Groseclose and Miss Maggie Zeller, their oldest daughter, in Holy matrimony. Quite a number of friends had been invited in and it was a very pleasant gathering and an enjoyable tirne. These young people lived together quite comfortably, and were in good circumstances for several years, but the young man was called away to prove the reality of eternity and the wife and children were left to mourn his loss. Brother Hollingback, one of our ministers, had a nice home in this neighboi-hood and a good farm. There were many other places where OP EEV. EGBERT TREVER. 149 we were very kindly entertained many times. There are other points of interest in connection with this country that will be noted in an other chapter. There is one other meeting I wish to speak of which was held within the bounds of Macks ville district,. Kingman circuit. The meeting was held in Tripp school house under very painful circumstances. We preached Friday night, having a great amount of help from God. There was quite a revival spirit in the meeting and some were saved. The next night the Lord again gave us victory by bless ing the saints and convicting sinners and more were saved. Brother. Wetzel Pinkerton was a real man of God and assisted in the meetings, especially at the altar service. Sunday morn ing service was a time of victory that will not soon be forgotten. Brother Pinkerton was especially blessed of God during the love feast service. The Lord helped us to preach again at night to a very large congregation — people coming for several miles. After the sermon we called an altar service and several came forward. Brother Pinkerton also came to speak and pray with those at the altar, and while doing so he looked up and put his hand across his face and in a moment he fell dead at my feet. Everything was done for him that could be done, but he was beyond human help. His wife and all his children were present in the congregation and came forward to see their 150 LIFE AND LABORS husband and father dead. This was a very affecting sight. So much so I cannot describe it. The congregation looked as white as death almost, and the sinners, trembled. Surely we were in the midst of death. His body was taken to his home, a short distance from the school house. I stopped in the neighborhood a few more days and preached his funeral and saw him lowered into the grave. He died with the shine on his face and pardon written on his heart, but lives in glory now where we ex pect to meet him again. God bless the family ! We continued the meeting for a few nights and several Avere saved, but had to leave to attend our next quarterly meeting at Medicine Lodge. This was a good year to our souls and the Lord gave us victory through the blood of the lamb. "Servant of God, well done — Thy glorious warfare's past ; The battle's fought, the race is won, And thou art crowned at last. "Redeemed from earth and pain ; Ah, when shall we ascend. And all in Jesus presence reign. With our translated friend," OP EEV, ROBERT TREVER, 151 CHAPTER XXIX. Stuck in the Snow Drift and Other Encounters, While traveling iu the Macksville district, I met with some rather discouraging circum stances which I will note here in this chapter. Wife and I left the home of Brother Bisset, six miles west of Macksville, on a fifty-mile journey. It was very cold and kept on snowing the whole day. We arrived at Kins ley about noon and put our horses in the barn and ate a lunch in the office. We were very much chilled but we got warmed up and started on our journey again, expecting to reach the home of Brother Griffith at night. It kept getting colder all the time and when we reached there we were nearly frozen through and I could scarcely stand alone. Wife was not quite so bad as I, but she was very cold and a little more would have chilled us to death. The Lord had not got through with us yet. Brother Griffith and family were very kind to us and soon got us to the fire and the horses cared for and we soon felt better. It was a very stormy time and excessively cold for our quarterly meeting services. We had a good meetin.sr and I trust some seed was sown that would bring forth fruit to the glory of God. 152 LIFE AND LABOES The snow was quite deep in places and badly drifted, which made it quite difficult to travel. We carried a shovel along so we could .dig through the bad places. The next week we started on the road again, going west and arriving at the soldiers' home at Dodge City, for late dinner, at Brother and Sister Biman's place where they stopped in the home. We then went on to the home of Brother Porter, where we were very kindly en tertained for the night. This had been a hard day on account of deep snow and digging through the drifts, but we rested up at Brother Porter's, and then started on to Ness City, a di.stance of fifty miles, through the deep snow. We got along very nicely the forepart of the day, making fair time, but in the afternoon we had to cross a river which was quite hard to cross on account of so much ice which was badly broken up. But on the other side was a very deep cut up a very steep bank, and this was washed out about four feet deep,' which we did not know anything about. As the whole thing was filled with snow and no travel had been through this way, we attempted to climb the bank of snow, but our horses got down and the wagon was nearly out of sight, as well as the horses. We were in a fix. I got wife out of the wagon, and through the snow on top of the bank, where she had to wander around in the deep snow, while I went to digging snow. It OP EBV. EOBEET TREVER. 153 was quite unpleasant for wife to wan-der around on the bleak prairie with about eight inches of snow on the ground for two hours, which time it took me to dig out. I don't think wife was singing, "This is the way I long have sought and mourned because I found it not." It took me nearly two hours to dig the horses and wagon out and I was completely used up when I got through. I had to go to a farm house about half mile away to get someone to come and help me get up the hill, as it was impossi ble to .get my horses down in that big ditch where the wagon was. It looked like a deep cistern after I got through digging. The man came with his horses and some long ropes and chains and fastened one end to the wagon and hitched all the horses to the other, and with considerable trouble got the wagon out on top. Then I hitched up my horses ready to try it again. I settled with the man and he advised me never to drive into such a place again, and I thought it good advice. T got wife into the wagon and we started on with our clothes all frozen stiff. I was wet to the waist, but we had twelve miles to traA^el yet in the dark to get to Ness City and did not know much about the road. I told wife if this was being district elder I thought the conference would do well to put younger and stronger men than me into the office. In fact I was feeling quite blue about this time with my clothes freezing oji me. Wife tried to encourage me by saying 154 LIFE AND LABORS we would .soon get through but we began to look to the Lord and asked him to take us through and he did, praise his name! We soon began to see the lights in the city and about ten o'clock we arrived at the home of our Brother and Sister Crandle's in Ness City. They were expecting us to come that night and we were very kindly entertained. After the horses were cared for we went to a good warm room, dried our clothes and ate a good warm supper. Thus we came out all right without even the smell of fire on us. O, how wonderfully the blessed Lord takes care of his people, even if he has to bring them through deep snow. Yet He says, "I will never leave thee nor forsake thee." Bless His holy name! I was holding another quarterly meeting in the Tripp school house on the Kingman circuit. We had considerable interest and I stopped to preach a few nights. I also preached a fun eral sermon for a child in the morning, and preached at Medicine Lodge at night, a dis tance of thirty-five miles, but I reached Medi cine Lodge just in time for service, I got my horses in -the barn and went to meeting, but on returning to the parsonage we went to the bam to care for the horses, and found one of them very sick. I called Rev. R. H. Clyne, as he is quite a good hand with horses and understands them. He informed me that the horse was very sick and ought to have some help and ad- OP EBV. EOBEET TEBVER. 155 vised me to send for a horse doctor, which I did. He treated the horse one week and then it died. I paid him for his services, which was fifteen dollars besides the medicine, and was all the money I had. This left me over two hundred miles from home with one of my horses dead. I stopped at Medicine Lodge and helped the pastor, Rev. T. S. Ogg, in a meeting, I think about two weeks. I borrowed one horse to take me to the next place where I held quarterly meeting. There a good brother took me over to the next meeting, and so on until I reached Dorrance, which was about seventy-five miles from home. At this point my son met me with another horse, so I was enabled to reach home. These were rather discouraging times, but out of it all the Lord delivered us. The meeting at Medi cine Lodge was one of great power. Rev. R. H. Clyne, evangelist, and the Band No. i were there, so we had lots of help. There was won derful interest and very large congregations. The word was, preached in power, striking sin in all its different forms. Hard-hearted sinners melted under the sound of the gospel and for mal professors, who saw their condition du.g through and got right. A number were saved and some were sanctified and the circuit was built up. As a whole. Brother Ogg had a good A'^ear, being one of soul saving and victory all through. 156 LIFE AND LABOES CHAPTER xxx. Life and Doings of the Indians — Preaching in their Tepees. * Our work on the Cleo District included a very large tract of land which was occupied by the Indians. Two tribes, the Araphoos and Cheyennes, who were not civilized very much. There were a few of them that had been edu cated in the government schools, who would work and take a little interest in supporting themselves like the Americans. The rest were wild and spent their time in hunting, and trap ping and fishing, and did not care to work, liv ing in tepees or tents. Wife and I visited their headquarters in com pany with Brother Elliott, at Cantonement, Here the government had built them large \schools. The Minnonites also had a mission school, which we visited, and it was really sur prising how the Indian children would answer questions, in reference to the Bible and also some questions on history. I don't believe many schools of white children would do much better. The government also had their com missary here, where provisions, groceries, clothing, etc., were dealt out to the Indians, so much every week. They also had their slaugh ter house here and about 28 very large, fine cattle were slaughtered every two weeks for the benefit of the Indians, and a number of pounds of beef were giveri, put tp them every week, OP EBV. EGBERT TRBVBR, 157 We also visited the home of the head matron, Mrs. Armour, a very fine lady, where we were very kindly entertained almost three days, which gave us a good opportunity to get ac quainted with the Red People, visit their schools and other places of interest. We also had an introduction to the Indian agent, who was virtually the Governor of the tribes of In dians above mentioned. He was exceedingly clever and gave us considerable information in reference to the life and habits of the Indians. We were very greatly surprised to learn how much the government was doing for the In- diaris. Their object was to get them to learn to work. A farmer was employed at sixty dol lars per month to do this work. Farm machin ery, wagons, harness, and all tools necessary for farm work were furnished in order to get them interested in working their farms, which was very choice land, and yet only a few took interest in this line of work, and became self supporting. The matron accompanied us while visiting among the Avild people of the west. During our visit at the matron's home, one of the officers said I could put my horses in the government pasture, which was a very fine place for them. I put them in supposing they would be perfectly safe. While we were here Brother Elliott and I went out about twenty miles in the country to vi,sit some pilgrims that had recently settled there. On our journey we had to pass through another Indian settlement 158 LIFE AND LABORS (or town of tents). In this town we saw a large herd of horses and ponies, and as we drove quite near to them I remarked: "There are my horses." Brother Elliott thought it could not be possible as he thought my horses were in the pasture with good fences, etc., but I felt sure they were my horses, so we drove up close to them and found it to be them. One was tied to a rope and the other was loose. We would have taken them away but about ten or twelve large Indians came rushing out from the tents. We thought we would try to inter est them by giving each one a Sunday school paper, knowing they were very fond of pictures, and they were very much pleased. Bro. Elliott then took me around and introduced me to thejn as a medicine man (or preacher), at the same time pointing to the horses and said they be longed to medicine man. But they shook their heads meaning- no. We told them they were mine, and after a while two or three of them went aside and talked in their language. Then one said, ''yes." They helped us get them and we took them away and were glad. We then went on to the pilgrims at Fountain, Oklaho ma. We found them to be real pilgrims and delighted to see us. After eating dinner we had a good time praying with them and left, leaving an appointment to preach in two weeks. This appointment has been kept up right along. A class was also organized in this neighborhood. We returned, to Cantonement OF EEV, ROBERT TREVER. 159 that night and next day visited the schools. Then we left and returned to another part of the county for the purpose of visiting some other families of Free Methodists that had re cently moved in. On another occasion we vis ited the Indians again several miles west of Cantonement. At this time we had four more pilgrims with us who were good singers. We all went to the Indian chief's large tent and in troduced ourselves as religious workers and asked permission to have meeting in his tepee. His name was White Horse. He received us kindly and gave us the privilege, and at the same time began to make preparations for the meeting by clearing several things out in order to make room. We did not have much show for a congregation. When his room was all ready we were invited in and occupied the only seats in the tent. I felt a little strange and scarcely knew how to proceed with the ser Adce as there were so few of us. Then the chief went outside and gave a peculiar whoop, when all at once, Indians could be seen coming from all directions, and very soon filled the tent to overflowing. The entire congregation seated themselves on the ground. The singers began singing and sang several pieces, which very. much pleased the Indians. I then offered prayer, after which I read some Scripture, and sang another song. I then talked to them about the happy hunting grounds, and the Great Spirit, explaining what these were and 160 LIFE AND LABORS how they could get there, in just as simple manner as I could. They seemed very much interested and some of the older ones that did not understand my language spoke in their way to the younger ones that had attended school and could understand, asking what I had said. We closed the service and bid them farewell, but we invited them to come over to the camp-meeting, that we were holding in a grove three miles away. On Saturday a few of them came, but on Sunday morning there was a large tribe of them. Several wa.gon loads, and some on ponies and some on foot, came to the meeting, which was held in a large tabernacle. They were very quiet and orderly and behaved well in meeting, setting a very good example to the white people who claimed to be civilized. At the close of the morning service I pro ceeded to baptize some infants. This aroused their curiosity, as they probably never had seen the like before, but they did not disturb the meeting. A dog happened to come into the tent and one Indian rose very quickly and took it out. They remained on the ground for din ner, some of them eating with the pilgrims and friends. In the afternoon we had another bap tismal service. Several were baptized by im mersion down in the riA'-er a short distance away. This again excited the Indians, and many of them waded clear across the river waist deep to get on the other side, where they could see what was going on. OF RBV. ROBERT TRE'VER. 161 This camp-meeting was held near Trivola, Oklahoma, and resulted in much good. Some were saved and the cause of God was built up, and it left a good impression in the entire neighborhood. A short time after this we again .Aasited the Indians, but found a large number of them engaged in one of their re ligious services or Indian dance. They had a very large circle and in this circle they were going- round and round, one following the other, with their heads bowed and taking very short steps, making a peculiar noise. The first one carrying a large bird of some kind, but I did not learn what it represented. After they had gone around a great many times, one of their number, a woman, began screaming and taking on terribly, acting about the same as if she had been seriously hurt. I turned around and asked one of the Indians what the trouble was and he said, the Great Spirit had revealed to this person that there would be no great rain. I afterwards learned that they had been danc ing for rain, as it was A'ery dry. There came a slight rain that night, so I suppose they thought their prayers had been answered, in part at least. Rain was much needed, and this was their way of asking for it. Surely we ought to be thankful that we arc blessed with Christian privileges and are -taught in this enlightened land to worship the true and livin,g God. May God help us to appreciate these privi leges. 162 LIFE AND LABORS CHAPTER XXXI. Removal from Glen Elder, Kansas to Alva, Oklahoma. In the year 1896 the Conference was held at Stafford, Kansas, Rev. E. P. Hart, presiding. I was again elected district elder, and ap pointed to Macksville and Cleo districts. My home was in Glen Elder, where I had forty-five acres of land. My district work was so far away from my home that I decided to sell this property and get me a place in Okla homa. I did so and leased one hundred and sixty acres of school land near Alva, Woods county, Oklahoma, and built a small house and other buildings on the place. Then moved my household effects and all my belongings from Glen Elder to this place in order to be nearer to my district work and thus save time and travel. I had a piece of very fine school land, which made me a very nice home, for which 1 was thankful, but I had to pay twenty-five dol lars per year for the first three years and the next three years I had to pa}'- thirty dollars per year and so on advancing eA^ery three years as the land became more valuable. My son had another farm adjoining mine, so he took charge of and worked both places, and we had a place OP REV. ROBERT TEBVER. 163 to stop when not otherwise engaged which was very seldom as we were going nearly all the time. The first meeting we held I think was on the farm of Brother Simon Dixon. This was a beautiful country and a nice place for meeting. The meeting was well attended, and there was the most remarkable interest. We had a large tabernacle to worship in and people came from a long distance to attend this meeting. The pilgrim.s came filled with the Holy Ghost and fire, and God was truly manifest in all the ser vices. Rev. O. Zimmerman was preacher in charge at this point and labored hard to make this raeeting a success. He was a young man of considerable activity and generally kept everything moving. He was very powerful as a christian Avorker, both in the pulpit and out, constantly doing something for the Master. The other preachers from the district were present and preached the word in all its full ness and the way was plainly set forth and sin ners were told what they must do to be saved. The Doctrine of Justification and Sanctifica tion Was A'ery clearly presented in all its differ ent phases. Men and women confessed and acknowledged their wrong doings and sinful practices and got to the Lord, and were saved from sin. Quite a number were saved and sanctified and the pilgrims were much encour aged and strengthened. This was a good meet ing and everybody went home feeling that it 164 LIFE AND LABORS was good to be there and that much good was accomplished.. The financial burden rested on a few of thc brethren, especially Brother Simon Dixon. Another meeting was held in King man, Rev. R. H. Clyne, preacher, in charge of the circuit. The town of Kingman was com- parativel.v new for Free Methodists. As we had no society there the preacher in charge had his home here. A large tabernacle was put up in town, which was a very good plade for meeting. There were quite a number of the pilgrims and preachers present, both from the circuit and other places in the district, and good congregations from the town every night. The minister of God presented the truth, es pecially on the line of Holiness, which made a good impression on the minds of the people. The'professors of religion, both in and out of the church, began to realize they did not have the rich experience and many found out they did not have anything except a profession. There was considerable heart-searching, some di.ggin.g out, and confessions made, and much .good was accomplished. Some were really saved and sanctified, much prejudice was cleared away, and the meetin.g left a very good impression on the people in town, who very liberally helped to bear the expenses of the meetin.g. Another meeting was held in Brother George Helsel's grove. This was a beautiful grove, planted by the owner several years ago. OF EEV. EOBEET TREVER. 165 Enough trees were cut out in order to get the large tabernacle set up in the center which made a fine place for camp-meeting. Brother Helsel took a very active part and did his best to make the meeting a success. His large barn and pasture were thrown operi for the benefit and convenience of those attending the meet ing, and several had excellent accommodations at the home of Brother and Sister Helsel. The Lord bless and reward them for their kindness and hospitality ! There were large crowds at this meeting all the time. The preaching was clear, plain and very practical. I was esjDecially led by the Lord to preach on the line of practical piety, or living our religion, before the world, follow ing the adAdce of our Savior when he said, "Let your light so shine before men that others seeing your good works may be led to glorify your Father which is in HeaA^en." Other preachers were led about the same way. This line of preaching waS' very much needed then, as well as now, in the age when so many are leading A'ery crooked lives — conforming to the world, taking advantage of and deceiving one another in every possible way — unthankful, un holy and yet professing religion over it all. The good Lord deliver us from such deception ! Rev. C. Carcuff, Wesleyan minister from Ness City, preached on Sunday at 2:30 p. m. He dealt out the truths in big chunks and pre sented it rough shod. Some were offended. 166 LIFE AND LABOES some found fault, but it found a lodging place in many hearts and much good was done. The preachers all held to the Bible line and preached the plain, uncompromising truths of the Gos pel, backed by the Holy Ghost. Sinners got under awful conviction, and soon began to cry for mercy. The altar was crowded with seekers at near ly every service, and some dug through the nibbish of sin and wickedness and struck the Rock where they could sing unto Him that hath loved us and washed us in His own pre cious blood. Praise the Lord ! Another meeting was held near the Union Church, Prairie Lake, Oklahoma. This was in my home neighborhood, and for a new country, there were large crowds attending the meet ing. We had a large tabernacle pitched out on the open prairie. Near the commencement of this meetin.g Mr. Heron was driving a number of young fat cattle on the road near the taber nacle he called out to some pilgrims standing by and asked if we had anythiiig to eat on the camp ground. They'said yes, a little. He then said bring on three or four men and pick out one of the best of these steers and kill, dress, and make ready for the use of pilgrims on the camp ground. Of course we thanked him kindly and did as He requested, so the dear Lord does provide for the needs of his children. This same brother that donated the beef, I had the pleasure of taking him and his daughter OP RBV. ROBERT TRBVBR. 167 into the Free Methodist church a few years later. We became intimate friends, and oft times welcomed us at their beautiful home in Kansas. I was taken very sick at this meet- .ing and continued in this condition for several days. This was a very good meeting and sev eral were saved. I think this was last camp-meeting that our dear Brother Holmes ever attended, as he passed away into the other world in a very few months. He was a good husband, loyal Free Methodist in every sense of the word, and a real man of God and a good preacher. He died very peacefully, rejoicing in the God of his salvation. His dear wife. Sister Holmes, was left to mourn his loss and is now in the work of the Lord, assisting in a rescue home at Guth rie, Oklahoma. A short time after this meet ing closed we held a district quarterly raeeting at Wisby, Oklahoma. Brother Charles Young accommodated a great many of those attending the meeting. Wife and I were among the num ber but as the house was crowded we preferred to sleep out in our wagon on New Years' night. It was quite a cold night and next morning the wagon was covered with snow, but we slept quite soundly and got along nicely, for the great God was with us and kept us real sweet in our souls and blest, all the time ready to do his bidding. Brothers Young and Holmes, and myself, went to visit a very aged man in this neighborhood, Avho was lying very low. 168 LIFE AND LABORS He was not expected to live, in fact, his friends were expecting his death any time. We prayed with him and talked to him about his soul, as he did not profess religion. He seemed to real ize his lost condition and was interested in his soul's welfare. While we were pleading with God for him and asking God to save him he began to pray and finally got in real earnest and in a short time he struck the rock and found peace with God. As the shine was on his face he sprang from his bed, went around the room shaking hands with every one present exclaiming, "I got it. Praise the Lord, I'm saved!" and before this time he could scarcely turn himself in bed, he was so weak. I never saw a brighter conversion in all my life. Sure ly the Lord is good and can save even to the utmost, and also heal all our diseases. Praise the Lord, Amen ! I have had charge of several faith-healing services, have annolnted quite a number, and have seen some A'ery clear cases of healing by faith. Surely the age of miracles is not passed, as some would have it. God is the same today, yesterday, and will be forever. Sister Coch ran who had been confined to her bed for sev eral years (seven I believe) was not able to sit up at all, but as her faith took hold of God on one occasion she was healed and strength came to her body. She got up and began to attend to her household duties, and the needs of her children, and in a very short time she could OF RBV. ROBERT TREVBE. 169 walk to meeting, about two miles or more, to tell the wonderful story. No wonder she felt good as she went bound ing around the church telling what God had done for her. I was well acquainted with this sister, and often saw her get blessed. 170 LIPB AND LABOES CHAPTER XXXII. General Description of the Work in Oklahoma — Healing of a Child and Marriage Cere mony in Ness City Church. This annual conference was held at Glen Elder, Kansas, in 1897. I was elected district elder again and appointed the same two dis tricts. This was a year of hardships in many respects. I had a A'ery large field of labor — about twelve hundred miles to travel every three months in a wagon, and held fifty-two quarterly meetings, as well as several camp- meetings to conduct. My health rapidly fail ing I thought it would be impossible for me to go through the year. As I had hitherto done, I left my case with the Lord and he wonderful ly helped me through and I came out at the end of the year with my work all done and vic tory in my soul. The work, on Cleo district was exceedingly laborious on account of high waters and bad roads. ATany times I suffered considerably by cross ing swollen streams, getting wet and chilled by long cold drives; .sometimes traveling through very deep sand and losing our way among the hills and mountains. We held a camp meeting near the Hne of Beaver county. This was quite a rough country and very bad roads, but we OP EEV. ROBERT TEBVER. 171 had a few real consecrated souls that were anx ious to get our work introduced in their neigh borhood. At this camp meeting there was a great amourit of good accomplished. Most of the preachers from the district were present and the saints were wonderfully blessed and helped by the Lord during the meeting. Brother and Sister Bershon's baby took A'ery sick indeed. Experienced people thought it could not pos sibly Hve but a few hours, and the child was so far gone that the sisters and friends stood around, expecting to see it take its last breath. Certainly no huraan help could save the child. Some one suggested that we have a season of prayer and talk to God about it, knowing that man's extremity is God's opportunity. I called the pilgrims together, and we all prayed ear nestly for the child's recovery, and as the saints of God were praying and our faith took hold of the Deity, the child looked up and smiled, and began to act better. In a little while the child was. well — so the Lord did hear and answer our prayers. There were quite a number saved at this meeting and seed was sown that afterwards sprang up and brought forth an hundred fold. Eternity alone will show the good that was ac complished in this rough country at this meet ing. Brother and Sister 'Fisher had a good year at Dane and Isabella circuit. Quite a numlier were saved and much prejudice was broken 172 LIFE AND LABORS down. The circuit was built up and the saints very much encouraged and blessed. Sister Isabel was an old pioneer. She had a very fine farm, nearly all covered with timber, which she got in the race when this part of Oklahoma was first given to the swiftest riders, or those that reached their^ claims and set up their stakes first. She was a real Free Metho dist and was anxious that our people should settle in this neighborhood. She had a sod building put up on the farm, which was used for a church for a long time. It was a very rough, rude looking building, but we had some grand, good meetings in it and large congre gations. It was the birth-place of several precious souls that found peace through be lieving. I was especially helped and blessed while preaching in it. In a feAV years when times were better and money more plenty, and the country more set tled, the old sod church was removed and a very nice ncAv frame church was built, 26x36 feet. Brother Norton took a very active paft in the erection of this building, as he was a fine workman and builder. Sister Isabel donated one acre of land on which the church stands, all clear of debt. I think this was the first frame Free Methodist Church built in western Oklahoma. They also had a parsonage close to the church, of rather rude construction, part sod and part log, without any floor except the earth. Of course the preacher covered the Of rbv. ROBERT TRBVBR. 173 ground Avith some kind of carpet, and if the preacher's wife was a good housekeeper, she could make it look quite neat and very com fortable. Wife and I have been quite com fortably entertained several times in this house," when it was occupied by Brother and Sister Fisher, Brother and Sister Shurts, and Brother and Sister Westwood. Sister Westwood, who was a good housekeeper, good mother and a good preacher, has gone to her reward since that time. She passed away leaving a bright testimony that she has gone to glory. Brother James Graham and family were located in this neighborhood, at AA'hose home we have been so many times entertained. They were real friends of ours and we shall ever remember them. Rev. F. M. Hollenbock and wife, who supplied the Trivola and Cottonwood Lake circuit were very hard workers and self-sacrificing people. They went through many hardships and yet were always looking on the bright side and were cheerful and happy even under trying circum stances. They had a good year and held some profitable meetings where souls were saved. They had a nice farm, nearly all covered with oak timber. A few miles from this place, Timberview, Inglewood and Holt circuits, with Rev. S. V. Coe, preacher in charge, was a good circuit with many good pilgrims. Brother and Sister Coe are both preachers, and very good pastors and were A'ery successful in not onl}' building 174 LIFE AND LABOES the work up, but also could hold it together and keep the pilgrims encouraged. Good meetings were held and several souls were saved during the year at Cheyenne mis sion, of which Rev. C. A. Elliott had charge. This was quite an extensive field. Brother and Sister Elliott kept going, visiting from house to house, praying with the people, and distrib uting tracts, books, etc., especially among the Indians, They had many friends all through the country, but since that time Sister Elliott passed away, sweetly in Jesus and has gone to be forever with the Lord, On the Macksville district there were many good meetings held and quite a number of souls saA'ed. Rev. O. Zimmerman and wife, preacher in charge ,of Macksville circuit, had some glori ous reviA'als on his circuit this year. It was re ported that one hundred souls were saved in one meeting. They were great workers and active in the cause. Rca'. W. F. Cook and wife, preacher in charge of the Medicine Lodge and Kingman circuit, though this was a very large circuit, kept going, working very hard, and sometimes under very discouraging circum stances, but the Lord Avas with them, and they had some powerful raeetings and several souls were saved. Credit is due Brother and Sister Cook. They have been faithful workers in the Master's vineyard and have been true and loyal to the church, and although they have -been moved around by the conference from one end OF RBV. EOBERT TRBVBR. 175 of the work to the other, yet they have always taken up their cross and gone where they were sent and God has blessed their labors and given them success. Rev. T. S. Ogg, preacher in charge of the Dodge City and Wright circuit, had many kind friends. They held some very successful meet ings. Many fine pilgrims were on this field that would stand by the work and the preach er. The Lord bless them and keep them true, is my prayer. Ness City and Laird,' with Sister Lizzie Thompson, preacher in charge, was quite a large field of labor. She held some quite inter esting meetings during the year and some souls were saved. The Lord gave her the hearts of the people and she had success. The circuit was built up this year. It is said that it is not good for man to live alone, so I presume that Sister Thompson thought it was not good for a woman to live alone, for at the end of the year, she decided to take a partner into the business. A young man came on the train one night, whose name was B. B. Orr. We were all stopping at the home of .Sister Crandle in Ness City, and after supper we all went to the Methodist Episcopal church, where I had the privilege ol preaching to a very large audience. The large church was packed full and the Lord helped me to preach the truth. After the sermon I stepped doAvn from the pulpit and in- 176 LIFE AND LABOES vited those to come forward that wished to be united in the bonds of holy matrimony, while one verse was sung. The Rev. B. B. Orr and Miss L. Thompson came forward and I pro ceeded with the marriage ritual and pronounced them man and wife. It was a good service and a very pleasant gathering. Everybody retired from the house feeling that it was good to be there. This was a year of hardships and yet it was a year of victory. Many souls were saved and added to the church and God was with us and opened up the way for us all through the year. To Him be all the glory. Amen ! We traA'eled nearly two hundred miles in our wagon and reached our home in Oklahoma where we remained a few days before going to the next annual conference. We did not have the privilege of being at home very much as we were traveling nearly all the time. This was quite a cross for me in the spring, as I enjoyed Avorking in the garden so much, however, I did stop a few days and planted ray seeds and po tatoes. We worked hard Avhile we were at home but we had to go out again on the road, and leave our garden in the hands of the Lord, trusting him to bring it out all right. After being gone from home nine weeks we came back and found lettuce, radishes, onions, and peas all ready for use, the potatoes ready for hoein.g, and the garden not so bad with weeds, So the Lord does help in time of need! OP RBV. ROBBET TEBVER. 177 CHAPTER XXXIII. Some of the Difficulties of Pioneer Life as a Preacher. In 1898 the conference was held at Medicine Lodge, Kansas, Avith Rev. B. R. Jones, general superintendent, presiding. Although I was quite weak in body, I was placed on seven different committees and again elected district elder and appointed .to the sarae districts the fourth year. Wife and I would have preferred to have been appointed to a small circuit this time, as we were beginning to feel the effects of being so much exposed to the heat and cold, wet and dry, through the long fifty-mile drives, and then haA'e to hunt a long time to get a chance to stop all night and many times, in the extreme west, have to stay in the wagon and put our horses on the road-side, secured by a rope. Then traA'el on again, and at noon shovel snow away so we could feed our horses on the ground, wife and I eatin.g cold lunch in the wagon and some times feeling so badly we could not eat at all. Then again we traveled through sand storms, where everything we had would be completely covered up: dust storms so thick that we could scarcely see the horses, and wind storms so strong that it would raise our wagon from the road and often traveling a long distance with 178 LIFE AND LABOES all the speed there was in the horses to find a place of shelter from the blinding storms. Often we would be caught out on the prairie late at night and become lost. One time we were on the road when a cyclone passed by us so close we could almost feel the force of the wind, and a short distance from us it took a new school house, which had just been com pleted," and scattered it all over the prairie. Some pieces of it being found two miles away. One very large tree was split to pieces not far from us, yet the good Lord took care of us and protected us from harm. Another time we were traveling on the ex treme west side of Kansas, Avhere we were to hold a quarterly meeting at Goodland. Just before we reached the town a terrible blizzard, or blinding snow storm, overtook us. As we were so near we got into town and found shel ter, but if we had been a few miles out we would surely have perished on the wild plains. Next morning we had to dig snow some time before we could get to the horses. Once again the Lord shielded us from the storm, and gave us a good quarterly meeting in Goodland, it being the' first Free Methodist quarterly meet ing ever held in that town. There were a few real hungry souls that were anxious to have the Word of life preached'to them, and Ave had very attentiA'e congregations and much good results from this meeting. We tried to encourage the saints the best we OP EEV. ROBERT TEBVER, 179 could and they gave us a hearty welcome and invited us back. We were sheltered and God's cause built up, the saints very much encour aged and strengthened, and God honored. Praise God from whom all blessings flow ! On leaving Ness City one cold blustering morning en route for Great Bend, a distance of sixty-eight miles, the snow in some places -was quite deep and other places it had melted con siderably so that large ponds of water were seen all around. The roads were badly washed out and the culverts and bridges gone, which .gave us considerable trouble,, sorae tiraes hav ing to take down fences and go long ways around in order to get through. At another place we had to drive in between two large hedge fences. The snow was drifted from six to ten feet deep in places, but as it was frozen over, people were traveling over the top. We followed on, but came to places where some had broken through and had to dig out their horses Avhich made it quite difficult to get around. We got through those hard and dan gerous places but it was hard on the nerves and was quite severe on old people all alone. I cannot describe what we passed through only in part. The darkness of night overtook us when we were about sixteen miles from Great Bend. We were very cold and weary and the horses could scarcely go any further, so we stopped at a house near the road and inquired if we could 180 LIFE AND LABORS Stop all night. They said they could not pos sibly accommodate us as their house was small, and advised us to go to the next house. We thought it might be the same at the next house so I urged the mother and spoke about my horses being used up and that we were tired out and very cold and could put up with. most any kind of accommodation if we could get our horses in the barn. The woman, whose human sympathies began to be aroused, said if we could sleep on the floor and furnish our own bedding we might .stop so far as she was con cerned. She said we would have to ask her man about the horses, so I virent around the yard to try and find the man and with some trouble I found him and told him my story. He said "all right, drive into the yard." I did so and got wife into the house, then took care of the horses, brought in the bedding and got to the fire and was thankful to get warm. In course of couA'ersation and in answer to an in quiry, I informed them who I was and where I was going. As soon as they heard I was a minister on my way to Great Bend to hold a meeting, they completely changed and began to hurry up supper, and instead of using our own quilts for bedding to sleep on the floor, they gave us their A'ery best bed to sleep in and all the accommodations we needed. They apologized for their apparent coolness and in-- difference, stating they thought we were ped lers and might not be very clean and clear of OF RBV. EGBERT TEE'VEE. 181 vermin. We smiled and thanked them for the compliment. In due time I read a portion of the Word, and offered prayer, then retired for the night glad to get a chance to rest. Next morning breakfast was ready quite early and my horses all cared for when we arose. After breakfast and prayer they seemed very much encouraged and urged us to stop over another day. Wife and I thought that with all the hard ship connected with a preacher's life, this time, however, it paid to be a preacher. This home was always open to us whenever we passed that way, and we heard they felt very much slighted if we passed and did not call. After we left the district they corresponded with us and wanted us to visit them, so the Lord does provide. We also suffered very rauch at times in Okla homa by missing our Avay and getting entan gled in brush and timber, in crossing bad creeks, losing our way in the rough mountain ous country', and finding large washouts where we had to unload and lead the horses across bad places. Sometimes we would cross dangerous rivers filled with quick sand, and often in the dark, would get into the water so deep that we would get wet and then ride several miles in our wet clothes, sometimes being compelled to get raen with large horses and big wagons to pilot us across the strearas and many other things that were very trying to the physical 182 LIFE AND LABOES system, but having obtained help of the Lord we continue unto this day. Praise the Lord! We are feeling the effects of these things more now than we did at that time, and more so as we get older, yet we can say with the poet, Mr. J. A. Rothe : "Thou.gh Avaves and storms go o'er my head. Though strength and health and friends be gone. Though joys be withered all and dead. Though eA'ery comfort be withdrawn. On this my steadfast soul relies. Father, thy raercy never dies." "Or Avhy should I shrink at pain and Avoe, Or feel at Death's dismay, I've Canaan's goodly land in view. And Realms of endless day." OF EEV, ROBERT TEBVER, 183 CHAPTER XXXIV. First Circuit After Eight Years of District Work — Going to a Show, Etc. This conference was held at Lincoln, Kansas, in 1899, with Rev. E. P. Hart, general superin tendent, presiding. There was quite a large at tendance, filling one large tabernacle, forty- six small tents, and thirty-eight covered wa gons. A spirit of harmony prevaded the entire conference. I spoke to several of the brethren in reference to failing health and thought I needed lighter work in the conference. Taking my health and age into consideration they appointed me to the Timberview, Cleo and Augusta circuits. This was only twentv-eight miles from my horae in Oklahoma, so I did not have a long move, and had a nice parsonage to liA'e in and was very comfortably situated, as I did not have those long tedious drives as when I was on district work. Of course, circuit work was rather strange to me now, but I soon fell into line, and went to work in good earnest. I held four protracted meetings, organized two ricAA' classes and established some new preaching points. One meeting was held in a sod school house which comraenced under very peculiar circumstances in the neighborhood where they wished to have this meeting. 184 LIFE AND LABORS The pilgrims sent a young man down to the parsonage to see if I could not hold the meeting commencing in ten days, and as I was not otherwise engaged I consented to go, stating the exact time when I A\'Ould commence, telling the young man to be sure and have the meeting well circulated. He said it would be made known in school and he would have everything ready. I heard no more from the place, only I knew they were looking for the meeting to com mence at that time. Wife and I, Sister Coe, our daughter, and two other pilgrims, all went to the school house, a distance of eight miles, and when we reached the place it Avas about time for meeting. The house was all lighted up and several teams out side. I said, "this is a pretty good show for meeting for the first night." As wife and the rest went in I hitched the horses and then went in, but there was a man at the door to sell tickets. Wife and the rest of, them paid no at tention to him, but passed right on to the front. T noticed things looked quite strange but said nothing. The man who was selling tickets spoke to some of our crowd and wanted money for the entrance fee to the show. Wife spoke right up and said, "Show, why we did not come to show, Ave came to raeeting." This caused a smile among the audience so they jumped up and came to where I was standing in the center of the house. I had already taken in the situation, seeing curtains strung across Op rev, ROBERT TRBATER. 185 the house and thought things looked strange for a meeting. Wife says to me, "Let's go back, this is nothing but a show, we don't go to shows." By this time the people were pretty well amused, but the show man stepped over to me and apologized, saying he was sorry there had been a misunderstanding, that he had the house engaged two weeks ago. He said, "You can all stop to the show, it won't cost you anything." We said no, we would prefer to go home. I asked him if he had his show more than one night, and he said no,' so I gave out my appointment for the next night and in vited everybody to come. Then we all went out but the show man followed us and said if we would stop they v/ould soon be through and then we could hold our meeting. But I said we would go home and come back tomorrow, but wife was not afraid to let him know that we did not believe in shows. We went back home feeling a little ashamed, that we had been to a show. Kate, our daughter, said she came very near singing the old hymn, "Jesus, Lover of My Soul," but she remernbered her surroundings. Of course, none of our people were there as they had found it out but not in time to let us know, so the preacher and his workers all went to a show. The next night we thought we would try it again, but this time we found things looking much more favorable for raeeting, and also a much larger crowd, some coming probably to 186 LIFE AND LABORS hear what Ave had to say about the show. The meeting was good and there was splendid in terest and souls saved. As the truth was preached and sin exposed, the devil became stirred, and men began to oppose us and tried. to stop the meeting. It made quite a stir in the community, but the meeting went on increas ing in power and God was giving us victory. The devil, through his agents would put a pad lock on the door and lock us out of the house, and those interested in the meeting would break the chain or pull out the staples, open the door, light up the house, and build the fire, and everything was ready for meeting when I got there. We always had good crowds every night. This state of things continued for a few nights, when they gave it up and the meeting continued with splendid interest and souls were saved and some sanctified. We had a good class organized and in spite of the devil and his agents, the cause of God was advanced and good . accomplishe'd. Brother and Sister Wells, at whose home we were so kindly enter tained, took a very active part in this meeting and rendered A'aluable assistance Brother Ad^arlow and his family, at whose home we have been made welcome many times are old Free Methodists, and united with this class; also Sister Holmes, a real consecrated soul, was taking care of her sick father. Brother Levenworth, an old pilgrim, who also united with this class. These all assisted in the meet- OF REV. EOBERT TEBVER. 187 ing to the best of their ability. Father Leven worth died during this year, and is now before the .throne in the realms of Glory. This meeting was truly a blessing to the community. The parsonage where we resided was a good frame structure and was a comfortable house for a small family and was located on the beau tiful farm of Sister Holmes who kindly do nated one acre of ground for its use. This made a nice home and we had a good garden and also fruit trees. This was the best looking and raost fertile country I had seen in Okla homa. We had a good class at this point, of well-to-do farmers, at whose homes we often visited and were kindly entertained. The very pleasant and enjoyable visits will not soon be forgotten. Another meeting was held near Helena, also one in Brother Cooperider's school house, where we met with considerable opposi tion from a class of people called come-outers, also from another class who named themselves true-followers, or snake charmers. They were sometimes quite abusive and would even dis turb the meetings by calling the true ministers of God liars, etc. Of course this class soon dies out and passes into oblivion.. In this country vve had all kinds of doctrines introduced by people coming from all parts of the United States and also from other countries, so that nearly every neighbor hood had some peculiar doctrine presented. 188 LIFE AND LABORS which had its followers. We had a raixed class of people to labor amongst and having these things to contend with, it was quite difficult to introduce our line of work, namely, salva'tion from sin, but amidst it all God gave us victory throu.gh the blood of the Lamb. Some souls were saA'ed and sanctified in all of our raeet ings, praise the Lord! My health, however, did not improve this year, although we went through successfully, and had a good year, and we felt at its close that we had done what we could. "His only righteousness I show. His saving truth proclaim, 'Tis all my business here below To cry behold the Lamb. "Happy if with my latest breath I may but gasp his name, Preach him to all and cry in death Behold, behold the Lamb!" — C. Wesley. OF EBV. EGBERT TREATER. 189 CHAPTER XXXV. History of the Work — Wedding on State Line — Temperance Cause. This conference was held in the town of St. John, Stafford county, Kansas, Rev. G. W. Coleman, general superintendent, presiding. I was appointed to the Mound Center, Green Valley and Winchester Circuit, which was con sidered a lighter circuit for me to work, as I was quite feeble in health. I was well received in the circuit, in fact, I had a hearty welcome among some of the best and oldest Free Methodists in the conference. Father and Mother Wright being among the oldest in the connection. They and their fam- ,ily were true friends to us. There was no par- .sonage on this circuit and no house available at the time that they could get for us. Brother Van Wright was building a fine residence near Mound Center school house, which was nearly completed, so he offered the use of one room in his new house, where wife and I could sleep and use it for a sitting room and study, taking our meals with the family. We accept ed this offer and moved into the room which was very pleasantly situated. We remained in this room about four months, and were very comfortable. A finer family we scarcely ever 190 LIFE AND LABORS met with, as they were always pleasant, cheer ful a,nd happy, and were very kind to us, help ing with their means in every way possible. The Lord bless them! About five months after conference. Brother M. New, .local evangelist in the church, built a nice frarae house near the state line between Kansas and Oklahoma, where he had a nice farm, and as he lived alone and was gone, help ing in meetings considerably, he offered us his house for a parsonage, at least for a while. He also allowed us the use of his barn and pasture which made a very pleasant place to live as it was about the center of the circuit and near the town of Kiowa, where we got our mail. While living in this house I was called on to marry a couple pretty well advanced in .years, which probably made them a little peculiar. The man had been to town and returned with a large load of lumber, his intended bride ac companying him on the lumber; he stopped his wagon in front of our house and called to me, inforraing me what his business was. I invited him to come into the house and I -would attend to the matter. He said he would prefer to be married on the state line, and on the load of lumber, so I said all right any way. I went out to the road and took Brother New with me for a witness, and after he introduced his lady, I proceeded with the ceremony, and pronounced them man and wife, while standing on the lum ber and in the rain. The man gave me one dol- OF RBV. ROBERT TREVER. -191 lar and drove on his team. This was the most novel wedding ceremony I ever performed, but he had his license all right and I got the dollar, so I suppose it would pass for a wedding. We had a regular appointment at Winches ter, near the home of Brother and Sister D. Clyne, where we were often entertained. One time my appointment came in the sarae house where a very popular revival was being carried on by a preacher of another denomination. He had several, Avhat he called converts. I went in, but not expecting to preach as his meeting was going on, but he wanted me to take the pulpit and preach and I did so, and then gave the meeting over to him. He gave us quite a stirring address and spoke in flattering terms in reference to the sermon and said he was go ing to open the doors of the church and give the converts a chance to join any church of their choice, and when- giving him their hands if they Avould mention the church they wished to unite with he would report them to the pas tor in charge. He said this Brother, referring to me, would be glad to receive any into the Free Methodist church, if they would state that fact when coming forward. I said, yes, if they are saA'ed from sin through faith in our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. None came forward . so we w.ere relieved from all further embarrass ment. I afterwards held a meeting in this same house with considerable interest and good congregations, but not as much success l92 LIFE AND LABORS as we hoped to have. Good was done and seed was soAvn that I trust will spring up in after years and bring forth fruit to the glory of God and salvation of souls. We also held a meeting at Mound Center, with remarkable interest. Rev. F. Clyne and Doctor F. S, Atwell and wife assisted in this meeting, A great amount of prejudice 'was broken down and deep conviction settled on the people, the pilgrims all took right hold and worked for the sah'ation of souls, which efforts resulted in souls being saved and believers sanctified. The church was strengthened, the saints blessed and encouraged, and much good resulted from this meeting. There is one. thing worthy of notice in this neighborhood, that is, so many young children are really saved and have good experiences who belong to the class here. They were surely very bright little pil griras. The Lord bless them ! We had a strong class of good pilgrims, a good, prosperous Sunday school, and a host of kind friends in this community. We also held a meeting at Crown Point, Avhich proved to be quite a successful meeting, having large croAvds every night. The Word was preached in all its fullness and formal pro fessors were aroused,, backsliders reclaimed, and sinners were couA'erted to God. Brother Van Wright, superintendent of the Sabbath school, was much interested in the meeting, and did all he could to make it a success. OP RBV. ROBERT TEEAnER. 193 Brother Hull and family, also Brother Heam and family, all took considerable interest in this meeting and were much helped by the Lord and encouraged. They assisted consider ably in paying the preacher and keeping up the expenses of the meeting. We had many other very kind friends in this community and this circuit was one of the best we ever traveled. They seemed to take into consideration the state of our health and our age, and did not expect as much as they would from a young man. They were exceedingly kind to us all through the year, for which we are thankful, and will always appreciate their kindness and remember them, trusting we will meet thera in Heaven. Since we left the circuit one of their number has died and gone to Glory — Mother Wright, who was a faithful worker in the church and Sabbath school, teaching a class for a great Tnany years. .She was a loving wife and moth er, a loyal christian, and a bold, valiant soldier of the cross, dying at her post very sud denly. Many of the pilgrims we may never see again on earth, but we hope to meet in Heaven, where parting will be no more. There is one point of interest in the Crown Point neighborhood, which I think is worthy of note. The young people in the community all meet one Friday night eA'ery month for the purpose of reading essays and discussing the temperance question.. I think a prize was 194 LIFE AND LABORS given for the best speech and best essay or reading on the subject. Brother Van Wright had charge, and it was surprising how much they were interested in this great and glorious cause. I would that all young people every where would be alike interested in putting down this terrible evil that is cursing our land, blighting humanity and ruining the noble young men of our country and bringing dis grace and shame to thousands of girls in highly favored America and bringing misery. Wretch edness and poverty to thousands of homes. The Lord save us from this terrible curse! OP EEV. EOBEET TEBVER. 195 CHAPTER XXXVI. Taken Very Sick at Conference, Given up to Die — Wife Taken in a Bed Clear Across the State of Kansas — Visit to Illinois. In the year 1901, the conference was held in Glen Elder, Kansas, Brother W. A. Sellew, gen eral superintendent, presiding. This was my old home where I had lived a few years ago. I was appointed to the same circuit the second year, with Brother Harry Peacock supply. As soon as the appointment was read, my delegate Brother Van Wright, gave me a welcome back to the circuit, at the same time giving me a five-dollar bill, which was putting the welcome on a good substantial basis. The money was very thankfully re ceived and was quite a help to us as we were two hundred miles from home. Wife and I both were very weak and sick in body during the Conference session. Wife, was unable to sit up and had the doctor attending her all the time, and she continued to get worse and worse burning up with fever which ran up as high as 104, Sunday I was taken down with fever fully as high as wife's and could not sit up. The doctor ordered us taken off the camp ground into some private house and as no pil grims lived very near, the brethren rented a 196 LIFE AND LABORS room in quite a large house which was close by and hired a nurse to care for us. We were put into a spring wagon and taken to the doc tor's office and given a treatment on the X-rays when we were carried to our room. Josephine Wells, the nurse, and Brother and Sister Coe, and other friends, stopped with us. We had all the care that could be given us but wife was getting worse and the doctor gave her up, stating that she could not live twelve hours. Of course, I was too weak to realize any dan ger. The doctor said with good care I might possibly pull through, but it would be a long time before I would be better and that I must not think of preaching for six months at least. We were in a bad fix, and far away from home, but the friends were very kind, and took up a collection of fifteen dollars to pay expenses. This was very kind, and was a wonderful help, but the best of all was the saints were holding on to God for our recovery and the next morn ing we were some better, but very low. Many of the pilgrims came to bid us good bye on Monday morning. It was hard to see them all go and us be left, but this was God's way, not ours. Some pilgrims thought that the Lord had answered prayer, and we would be spared to go on our circuit, and others thought they would never see us again this side of the river, but according to their faith, so be it done. Wife did not realize what it meant to be left in a strange house among people we were un- OF REV. ROBERT TREVER. 197 acquainted with, and on expense so far away from home. I left it all with the Lord, know ing what He wills is best. Brother and Sister Coe and the nurse stayed with us and gave us all the care we could possibly have. We were again taken to the X-ray for another treatment at the doctor's office, and the doctor came down to see us every day and was much sur prised to find us getting better so rapidly. We were there about five days after the pilgrims left and during this time many of our old neighbors and friends, that we had labored among years ago, came in to see us. At the end of five days Brother Coe went to see the doctor and ask if he could not take us out into the country in the cool of the night to a friend we were acquainted with. This was about six teen miles. The doctor said as we had been used to going all the time on the road and in all kinds of weather, otherwise it would not do at all, and if we could fix wife in a bed in a cov ered spring wagon and take her in the cool of the night it might not hurt her. Brother Coe began to make arrangements for us to go that night, and secured two covered spring wagons. We settled up our rent bill, and started out, calling at the doctor's office. He gave us an other treatment on the X-ray, after which I inquired of the doctor what the charges were for his services during our sickness. He said as I was a minister and an old friend he would not charge me anything, and also gave us con- 198 LIFE AND LABORS siderable medicine to use along the road. Of course I thanked him very kindly, but he said you need not thank me, but thank the Lord, as no human being could have saved your wife, if the Lord had not helped her. He did not pro fess religion, but he evidently believed in the power of prayer, and I believe it was the faith ful, earnest prayers of the pilgrims that pre vailed with God that her life was saved. God blessed the means used, and we give him all the glory. We left the doctor's office about six o'clock in the evening and traveled sixteen miles, reaching the horae of Brother and Sister Miller that same night, who received us very kindly. Wife was quite tired, but did not seem any worse for the ride. She rested comfortably in bed in the wagon, and we all thought it bet ter not to disturb her but leave her in the wagon air night. I stopped with her, it being a very fine night, and we were closed in and were quite comfortable. Next morning we left Bro. Miller's and drove on to Lincoln, about fourteen miles, and got wife into the house of Brother and Sister Melrose, where we were very comfortably entertained over the Sabbath. This was a very nice, quiet place to visit and they did all they could to make us comfortable. We appreciated their kindness very 'much. I was gaining in strength but still was very weak and could scarcely get around. Wife also was feeling some better. The Brethren and Sisters in Lincoln thought I must preach on Sunday Op eev. EOBEET TEEATEE. 19^ in their church, and as I was in the hands of the Lord to be used as He thought best. He would surely help and give me strength to go through, although the doctor forbid me to preach inside of six months. Yet in less, than forty-eight hours I made the atterapt in the strength of the Lord and he helped rae through, praise Plis name ! On Monday morning, we left Lincoln and ar rived at Brother Able 'VV^altz's home near Dor rance, where we stopped all night in his yard. Next niorning we left quite early for Great Bend, 50 miles distant, arriving at the beautiful home of Brother and Sister Guinn at nigrht. Here we were comfortably entertained for the night. Next morning we started on again en route for Pratt Center and arrived at the pil grim's home, Sister Coe's residence. By this time we were all tired out, feeling very wearied in body, especially Mrs. Trever, who was not feeling quite so well. We were entertained here about one week, resting up for the remain der of the journey. During this week 1 had the honor of uniting Mr. Edward Parker and Miss Nora Clyne in the bonds of holy matri mony, in the nice home of Rev. R. H. Clyne, the bride's parents. This was a very fine young couple and bid fair for a long life of happiness and usefulness, as they were both saved soon after they were married. There were quite a number of friends and 200 LIFE AND LABORS relatives invited to the wedding and all had a very enjoyable time. The bride received a number of valuable presents and all seemed happy. I was very pleased to meet with our old friends, ' Brother and Sister Parker, at whose horae we have had many very pleasant visits. They were the parents of the bride groom. The Lord bless them all, is my prayer ! By this time wife was some better, so we trav eled on towards our home near the state line of Kansas and Oklahoma, having gone two hun dred or more miles in our spring wagon, wife lying on the bed. Yet we were still alive, but not able to do circuit work, so they agreed to let me off from my duty a few weeks in order to rest up until I was stronger. In a few days we took the train at Kiowa, Kansas, for St. Louis. Then to O'Fallon, Illinois, Avhere we found our second daughter, Mrs. P. W. Taylor and her family. We visited a few weeks, attending the meeting at Alma, at which place I preached a few times. Brother Elias Devers was very kind and took us around in his comfortable buggy, both to meeting on Sunday, and through the week to see the country. We appreciated this kindness as we had the privilege of getting acquainted with other pil grims, as well as breathing the fresh air of Illi nois. We had a very pleasant visit here, after which we took the train to Pana, Illinois, our daughter going in company with us. At Pana we were kindly entertained at the home of OF REV. EGBERT TREVBE. 201 Father and Mother Taylor's about one week. At which time we attended the Central Illinois conference of the Free Methodist church. Here we had the privilege of meeting with our be loved Brother W. A. Sellew and wife, also sev eral of our Kansas friends. Brother C. M. Da mon from LaClede, and Brother J.- Adams from Greenville, and others which made it seem quite homelike. I was introduced to the con ference by the president, who invited me to preach, but declined on account of weakness of body. We had a good conference and enjoyed it very much and finishing up our visit at Pana, we soon returned to our home and circuit near Kiowa, Kansas. The first meeting we attended was a camp meeting held at Alva, Oklahoma. This was a good meeting held under very difficult circum stances, after having a very hard rain which nearly washed us away, making it very disa greeable to camp on the ground, but the Lord was with us and souls were saved and we or ganized a class of nine members. We also held a meeting at Green Valley school house with a great amount of interest and deep con viction settled on the people. Brother Harry Peacock, supply, assisted in this meeting and preached with considerable power for a young man. Some pilgrims from other parts of the circuit carae and helped to drive the battle and worked faithfully. Wife and I, also Brother Peacock, spent considerable time in visiting o 202 LIFE AND LABORS from house to house, which was a great help to the meeting. Several were saved and some sanctified. Altogether we had a very profita ble meeting, and a class was organized of seven members and more have been added since. I visited the town of Medicine Lodge and found our work had run down as several of the pilgrims had moved away and it was hard to get a place for preaching. We had a few pil grims left which I preached to and tried to en courage the best I could. I also visited Sharon Valley, a very fertile country and noted for fruit raising, etc. Here I found the country home of Doctor F. S. Atwell and family, at whose home we had often been entertained when living in another place. Brother Atwell has a very nice home and a farm of nearly four h'undred acres, and although an excellent' preacher, he had a large practice in medicine, going nearly all the time. We had a very pleas ant visit, but sorry that such talent as Brother and Sister Atwell had, should be laid dormant to a certain extent. Of course, they were do ing what they could, but not in the regular work, on account of sickness. We opened up a preaching point in Sharon, where this dear fam ily attended and helped all they could. Brother Keener and Brother A. S. Brown, both Free Methodist ministers and members of West Kansas conference have settled at this point, and are good preachers, yet laid up on account of poor health. We have four able preachers Of RBV. ROBERT TREVBE. 203 here that are too feeble to take regular work in the conference. I think that a Free Methodist hospital would be in order here. I filled the appointments the best I could, and did my duty as pastor and yet felt that much more might have been done if I had been stronger in body, but I leave it all with the Lord and put my whole trust in Him and while looking to Him for advice and help, I concluded it would be best to take a rest, as wife and I were both quite feeble. At the end of the year we requested the conference to grant me a superannuated rela tion, and in view of my failing health this favor was granted. ' We were left without any field of labor, the first time for nearly twenty-four years in the Free Methodist Church. In age and feebleness extreme. Who shall a helpless worm redeem, Jesus, my only hope thou art. Strength of my failing flesh and heart; O, could I catch one smile from thee. And drop into Eternity, — C, 'Wesley's last hymn. * * * * Savior, thy meek and lowly mind Be to Thy aged servant given. And glad I'll drop this tent to find My everlasting house in Heaven. 204 LIFE AND LABOES CHAPTER XXXVII. Removing from Oklahoma to Pana, Illinois — New Experience. I had one hundred and sixty acres of school land leased in Oklahoma, and was not able to go to farming for a living and my son having sold his improvements and lease and moved away, we were left all alone and I thought it would be better to sell our lease and improve ments. We adA'ertised the same in the Free Methodist paper, which proved to be a good place to make known our wants as I had more answers to the "ad" than I knew what to do Avith. T think about thirty people answered so I sold out my interest in the place for the sum of twelve hundred dollars cash, and bought a house and several lots amounting to nearly three acres in the town of Pana, Christian county, Illinois, for ten hundred dollars. It cost us about two hundred dollars to put the necessary improvements on the place, so I had a nice little home all clear of debt, for which I praised the Lord. The next thing was to move, which was no small undertaking, it being such a long distance and having considerable household goods, gar den machinery and other truck, together with two horses, one cow and a spring surrey. I OF REV. ROBERT TREATER. 205 chartered a car on the railroad and took every thing we had. The car cost me sixty-three dol lars for the entire distance. IMy neighbors were very kind and turned out with their teams and wagons, seven in number, and loaded up all my belongings and took them to the car, a dis tance of seven miles, and packed everything away, without any charge to me whatever. I was very thankful indeed. The Lord bless and reward them for their kindness ! Brother Coe, our son-in-law, and his wife, our youngest daughter, very kindly consented to not only help to get us off but would go with us and help us to get settled in our new home in Illinois. The Lord was helping us through and preparing a way for us. We took the train at Kiowa and in tAVO days we were at Pana, Bro. Coe coming along with the car of goods which arrived about two days later. Our reason for moving to Illinois was to get near our second daughter, Mrs. P. W. Tay lor, who was settled in Pana, as wife was quite feeble and in case of sickness it is very con venient to be near our children. When the car arrived at Pana, Brother Coe and Brother P. W. Taylor, our sons-in-law, got the horses off and borrowed a large wagon and soon had the car unloaded and goods in the house. They worked very hard to clean the house throughout, painting and papering on the inside, and putting on a new roof. They also built us a commodious barn. Wife and I 206 LIFE AND LABORS were not able to help much, but they fixed us up nicely for housekeeping in Illinois. Brother and Sister Coe stopped with us one month and then returned to Kansas, leaving us nicely accommodated in our new home. But when all the excitement of moving and fixing up was over and wife and I left alone, O, the reaction! It was terrible to be settled down without any responsibility, without any regular work, and among strangers. I cannot describe how we did feel as we had always been accus tomed to traveling from place to place. We had the same interest in the work of the Lord as ever, and in the salvation of souls, but our weakness of body would not admit of our doing A'ery much, so we had to just lay still all the time, actually doing nothing. We were not asked to do much in the church, probably on account of the condition of our health, but we thought it was because I was a western preach er and not quite as much refined or cultured as the work demanded here. But we had Bible salvation and its joys welling up in our souls, which raade us anxious to be doing something for the blaster. We had a Free Methodist church in Pana, with J. M. Van Natten, preach er in charge, which Ave attffnded when we were able to go and very much enjoyed the preach ing, which was food for our souls. We some times had meeting in our house and kept saved. The first winter in Illinois was very wet in deed, and just awfully muddy. So much so OP EEV. ROBERT TRBVEE. 207 that we were housed in for several weeks to gether, not being able to get out to meeting. Wife, who had withstood the rough and hard places of Western life, could scarcely stand this and the devil tried us in every possible way. He would tempt and suggest, and try every way to get us discouraged. But the great God that had brought us through thius far was abundantly able to carry us through to the end, praise His name ! We still found Him a present help in time of need. Spring time came after a while, and fruit trees began to bloom, and everything looked more cheering and encouraging. I began to put out garden and Avas pleased to see how everything grew and thrived. We soon had some vegetables to eat and a little to sell, which was quite a help, as we had been quite short through the winter. During the summer, we got along rauch better, and I also had the priv ilege of preaching in Pana every two weeks, which helped to wear off the rust that had ac- cUraulated by being laid dormant so long. We got better acquainted with the pilgrims, as they were not so much afraid of a western preacher as when we first raoA'ed to Pana. We stood it in Illinois as long as we could, but had to get back to Kansas to attend the annual conference and visit our children and old friends once more. The conference gave us fifty dollars, and Rev. E. P. Hart, general superintendent, gave us ten dollars, which was sufficient to get 208 LTPB AND LABORS US back home again and a little tb live on through the winter. This is a good country for farmers and business men, and is all right for superannuated preachers. But if I was in the active work, I believe I would prefer and feel more at horae in Western Kansas, as I am more accustomed to that country. There are good pilgrims here in Pana and we are beginning to feel more at home amony- them, I don't know just what the Lord will do with us yet. Our health is improving some and it may be we will be led out into the work again. We are in the hands of the Lord and willing to go at his bidding, perfectly resigned to all the will of God, praying that God may lead us according to His blessed will. I can say with the poet : While here in the valley of Conflict I stay, O give me submission and strength as my Day. Tn all my affiictions to Thee would I come. Rejoicing in hope of my glorious home. Whatever Thou desirest, O give me Thy grace. The Spirit's sure witness and smile of Thy face ; Indulge me with patience to wait at Thy throne And find even now a sweet foretaste of home. I long, dearest Lord, in Thy beauties to shine, No more as an exile in sorrow to pine. And in Thy dear image arise from the tomb. With glorified millions to praise Thee at home. OF REV. ROBERT TRBVEE. 209 CHAPTER XXXVIII. Home Life in Pana — Children all Meet To gether and All go Down the Coal Mine. We are still on the superannuated list and re ceiving a small compensation for our labors in the past and the great God is still leading Cis by his Holy Spirit. We are just resting on Him and Avaiting patiently to hear the Master say, "It is enough, come up higher." Surely the Lord is good, bless His holy name ! I have been doing a Httle more preaching this year, have filled appointments in several differ ent places for our brethren in the regular work. I also assisted in a revival meeting, held in Bingham, conducted by the Rev.-S. V. Coe and wife, which was a very successful meeting. Deep conviction settled on the people and sev eral souls were saved and some sanctified. The saints were blessed and encouraged and the church was strengthened. We also preached a feAV times in Coffeen, with some degree of liberty. I had the pleasure of attending a district quarterly meeting, held in Zion church, near Greenville, Illinois, which was a good meeting with good preaching and singing, but I thought it lacked the old-time power as we had seen in days of yore. We also noticed a lack of interest on the part of pii- 210 LIFE AND LABORS grims and friends from the district as so few came out to the meeting to hear the gospel preached. I believe a good baptism of Holy Ghost and fire throughout the entire district would' make a change in the general gatherings. We need to wake up a little in reference to coming out to these very important means of grace. We cannot well afford to be indiffetent in matters of such vital interest. The Lord help us to stand to the front! We Avere very comfortably entertained at the home of Brother and Sister Brown. After this meeting we went to Greenville, where we had the privilege of visiting the Free Methodist colle.ge for the first time and were very favorably impressed with its general ap pearance and much encouraged to find so many very promising young students who bid fair for a life of usefulness in the Church of God. The Lord bless the young people and keep them true and loyal to the Master's cause in this age of sham and false religion, is my prayer. We were sorry we did not get to call upon the principal, as he was gone. Several of the students were acquainted with us, but we had lost track of thera. We were also acquainted with the matron, Mrs. Dowe, in by-gone days, and were pleased to raeet with her. She kindly entertained us. It was also a great pleasure to us to meet so many of our old friends from Kansas, Brother Hycfe and family. Brother OF RBV. EGBERT TREVER. 211 Adams and family, and our old friend, Brother Clyne and family. Sister Harroun, Sister Hav iland, Brother John Smith, and a host of young people. It seemed like old times to meet so many friends with whom we had taken sweet counsel, and worshipped together, visiting their homes in days that are gone. We met together in prayer meeting once more at the home of Brother Hyde, which brought to us pleasant recollections of the past. We were also pleased to meet the whole of our family once more on earth, it being seven teen years since we all met before. Our chil dren, who visited us, were Mrs. M. Risheill from Denver, our oldest daughter, remaining with us scA'eral weeks; Mr. Joseph Trever, our only son, made us a short visit from Glen Elder, Kansas'; our second daughter, Mary L. Taylor, who lived near us in Pana, and our youngest daughter, Kate Coe, wife of Rev. S. V. Coe of Bingham, member of the Central Illinois Conference. We greatly enjoyed their visits, but they are all separated, probably never to meet again ; but we hope to meet them, if not on earth, in Heaven, where there will be no more parting or saying good bye, but where we will Ha'c together for ever and ever. The Lord grant that it may be so! While we were together we all went down the coal shaft, seven hundred and fifty feet in the earth, and traveled two or more miles where the coal has been taken out. The town 212 LIFE AND LABORS of Pana, in which ten thousand people live, is all undermined. The coal has been taken out for several miles, and the main entry is laid out just like streets, with thirty-five feet of coal between the passages or entries, and an other opening is cut out for air eyery sixty feet. There are also stub entries running from the main passages in which rooms are. cut about thirty feet wide and two hundred feet long or more, and seven feet deep. Two raen work in a room and a number of men work in the entries, while others are employed in cleaning up rock and slate, putting in props and keeping everything in order. The coal is taken to the mouth of the pit in trolley wagons, each one holding two tons. A long string of these Avagons are drawn b}' one mule — many of the mules never seeing daylight, spending their entire lives at this Avork. The enormous amount of coal is raised up seven hundred feet at the rate of four tons of coal every minute, or two hundred and forty tons every hour, and there are four mines working in Pana. It is won derful what man can do. Several hundred people are employed when the mines are all running full time, and nearly one thousand tons of coal are loaded on the cars every hour and shipped to other points. Yet there is an abundant supply in the bowels of the earth that can scarcely be exhausted. Truly our God is a great God, and his wonders past finding out. Oh, that men would praise the Op eev. ROBERT TREVER, 213 Lord for His goodness and His blessings toward the children of men. My God shall supply all your needs, bless His holy name! Wife and I were having better health since living in Illinois, and I had a nice piece of ground of about two acres planted in garden, which kept me busy trying to keep down the weeds, and raising corn and vegetables, po tatoes, etc, during the summer, sometimes doing a little more than my strength permitted, but I tried to keep my body under subjection by taking care of my health the best I could, for it may be that the Lord may still want to use me in His vineyard some time. The lang uage of my heart is : Lord, obediently I'll go. Gladly leaving all below ; Only Thou my leader be. And still I will follow Thee. 214 life AND LABOES CHAPTER XXXIX. Aline Conference — Woman's Foreign Mission ary Society and Rescue Home Work and Meetings in Illinois. Just before we moved to Illinois we attended the twentieth annual session of the West Kansas conference, which was held in Aline, Oklahoma. General Superintendent B. R. .Jones, on account of mis-connections on the railroad, failed to reach us in time for the first sitting, and I was appointed to fill the vacancy and presided over the first sitting, adminis tering the sacrament of the Lord's Supper to the conference, appointing all the committees and such other business as came before the conference. I had the honor of filling the bishop's chair for once. Brother Jones came the next day. His preaching was forcible, far- reaching, powerful and very inspiring, and the good advice and instructions given to the ministry will never be forgotten. May he live long to be a blessing to the church of our choice ! ReA'. W. B. Rose of the publishing house was a most welcome visitor, and his preach ing was very encouraging and helpful. Rev. C. Mattenely, an old friend of ours, was pres- ¦ ent and we were glad to hear him preach once OF RBV. ROBERT TRBVEE. 215 more. The Woman's Foreign Missionary So ciety's report was very encouraging iadeed, .having raised seven hundred dollars within the bounds of the conference during the year. God bless the sisters in their labor of love, for if it were not for their labor, toil and self- sacrificing push, energy and earnest zeal for the uplifting and salvation of the poor, dark, benighted heathens in foreign lands, raany thousands of dollars would not be raised and the poor heathen would be left in darkness and superstition, at least to a certain extent. May the good work go on, and the Lord pros per the work of their hands; yea, the work of their hands, prosper Thou it. . Sister Lydia A. Newberry of the Rescue Horae in Guthrie, Oklahoma, was present, and after a good stirring address on the importance of this work raised about one hundred and fifty dollars for the support of that work. I am very' glad fo see our sisters taking hold of this .great and important Avork. There are thousands of young girls in Christian America that are actually kidnapped, stolen and sold into those dens of infamy and ruined for life and throughout all eternity who are sorne mother's daughters, and these rescue homes are doing a grand work in trying to rescue these poor girls from the terrible hell-holes of vice and misery. The Lord crown their labors with abundant success, is my prayer, amen ! This conference was truly a time of 216 life AND LABORS victory and power. Many souls were saved, and sometimes there were two meetings run ning at the same time and the altars crowded with seekers. One preacher of another denom ination realized under the heart-searching truths of the gospel that he was not right in the sight of God, and was honest enough to dig down, confess and repent, becoming saved from sin through believing in the Lord Jesus Christ. He was made happy in a Savior's love and afterAvards got sanctified wholly, and fitted for his duties as a minister of the gospel. We all left this meeting wonderfully helped and encouraged. During this year we attended a meeting held in Pana, where we reside, conducted by Rev. J. N. Van Natten, assisted by Rev. S. K. Wheatlake from Greenville, Illinois. The preaching was grand and soul-inspiring, the teachin.g was very profitable and encouraging and the saints were fed and blessed by the Lord. Many souls were under deep convic tion and several were saved and some sanc tified — the Lord was in the meeting in mighty power. Wife and I attended and helped what we could in prayer and testimony. One thing was very discouraging. The people did not come out and attend the meeting in such crowds as we would liked to have seen. I thought, O how much the people are missing by not attending these blessed means of grace and Hstening to those powerful appeals, OF REV. ROBERT TEBVER. 217 We also attended the Holiness Convention conducted by the preacher in charge, Brother Van Natten, at another point in the same circuit, Robert's Chapel, which was the best and most powerful meeting I have attended in Illinois. Brother Van Natten gave me all the courtesy T could desire, iuA'iting me to assist in the services, which I did to the best of my ability. The saints really got blessed and shouted, and some went leaping and bounding around the house as in days of yore. The Free Methodist church is a good frame building and is named after our late venerable founder, B. T. Roberts. They also have a fine class of real saved pil grims, and it is one of the best and strongest points on the circuit. We were pleased to get acquainted with these dear people, who so kindly entertained us at their homes while attending the meeting. This is a fine, rich farming country, with beay- tiful groves of timber dotted all around, and settled up with men that have considerable tact and farming ability. I have preached in this neighborhood a few times for the pastor and at times at other points on the circuit, as my health Avould permit. One other meeting Avas held in our home town later by Brother Van Natten, assisted by Sister Smith, wife of Rev. .\. J. Smith, formerly of West Kansas conference, but now member of Central Illinois. We only had the privilege of attending part 218 ijfe aNd labors of this meeting, as we were gone from town, helping in a meeting at Bingham. What we did hear was good, the preaching was clear, plain and very powerful, and reached the hearts of the unsaved. As the plain, searching truths of the gospel were presented by Sister Smith the people began to inquire their way to the cross, repented of_ their sins and were saved; some sanctified. Wife and I got a chance to pray and testify occasionally in the meeting, and were very much helped of the Lord. Since then another meeting was held in Pana, which continued fiA'e or six weeks, conducted by Rev. W. W. Kelly and his wife. Wife and I had the privilege of attending this meeting all through, or as much as we could get out. Brother and Sister Kelly labored very hard and faithfully, discharging the whole truth, and were intensely interested in the work of the Lord and the salvation of souls. The word preached was quick and powerful, sharper than a two-edged sword. Much good was done and several souls were saved and some sanctified. I was invited to preach once during the meeting, and then my head was bad and I had to decline, but I thought I would not get off quite so easy within the bounds of my own conference in Western Kansas. But it was perfectly right and in good order, any- Avay, so the work of the Lord moves and souls are saved. We had the privilege of praying and telling what the blessed Christ had done of rev. ROBERT TEBVER. 219 for our souls, and that was good enough for Western pilgrims. We very much enjoyed the preaching and were wonderfully helped of the Lord. It was a very good meeting, and much good was accomplished, and we all were encouraged and glad that Brother and Sister Kelly had been sent to labor here as our pastor. The Lord bless and encourage them and give them success, is my prayer. 220 MRS. jemima TRBVBR. Mrs. Jemima Trever. Mrs. Trever was born March 26, 1834, in the town of Bourgh le Marsh, Lincolnshire, England. Oldest daughter of Rev. Edward Whydale, a well known evangelist in the Wesleyan Meth odist church. Her mother, Mrs. M. Whydale, died when she was about seven years of age. Her parents were true christians of the old type, and were really saved of God, and be longed to the Wesleyan Methodist church from very early life. They were strict in observing the whole law, and not offending in one point. Their motto was to liA'e up to the golden rule, and they did in practice in their CA'eryday life. Her father was a strong advocate of temper ance in all its different phases and was a powerful preacher of righteousness and true holiness, very radical, yet very plain and log ical in his public speaking. She had a good re ligious training, but her educational privileges were quite limited. She was converted to God in very early Hfe, and has been a consistent member of the church ever since. She was a very industrious girl before her marriage and MRS. JEMIMA TREVER MRS, JEMIMA TRBVBR, 221 after. She has made a very good AVife, and has always been ready to hold up the hands of her husband and has always stood up for him and encouraged him in all the walks of life. She preached occasionally, but without tak ing any text of Scripture or having any license, but her preaching was sharp and cutting, very pointed and effective, but it was seasoned with grace and she had it all mixed with the oil of love, so it was beneficial and useful and always did good, which has endeared her to a large circle of friends and acquaintances in the far West, who will welcome, we are persuaded, this brief testimonial from one who knows her best, and most reveres her Godly life and char acter. 222 APPENDIX I. APPENDIX I, Drunkard's Bible, or True Story on Temper ance. The following is a true story of a saloon keeper, whose name was Matthew Hounly, and who lived in England a great many years ago. His sister, Maj-tha Hounly, was keeping house for hira as he was not married. But Matthew was getting very tired of the' business, and feeling quite uncomfortable, as his conscience was accusing him terribly. He really believed that what he was doing was very wrong in the sight of God, and injurious to his felloAv man, so he decided to quit the business. But his sister Martha was very worldly, and loved money so Avell, and wanted to get rich and make a fine showing in the world, that she did not care who else might suffer. She was determined to get money even at the cost of ruined men, heart-broken mothers, and desti tute children. She thought it was a very profitable business and could not think of giving it up, so she used all the power she had in trying to change her brother's mind and purpose and thus get him interested in the business again. AtPENDIX I. 223 Here I will give the conversation that actu ally passed between them. Martha Hounly said to her brother, "I don't see why you should feel so uncomfortable. You are a sober man and since I have kept house for you I don't ever remember of seeing you any worse for drinking beer. ,1 know that weeks pass without you ever touching it, much less wine or whiskey. If you did not sell them, someone else would, and if you was to leave the saloon tomorrow, someone else might take it who would not be near so particular, or keep as good and respectable a house as you do. All the business people say yours is the best kept house iri town." "I wish I really deserved the compliment," interrupted Matthew, looking up from his day book. "I ought not to content myself by simp ly not drinking beer or whiskey, believing, as I do, that they are injurious alike to the charac ter and health of my fellowmen, but should by all the means in my power, lead others to avoid it and warn them o£ the terrible evils that re sult from the use of it." "But we must live," says Martha, "and your education will not keep you. We must live." "Yes, we must live, that's true," sard Mat thew, "but not by ruining our fellow men and bringing disgrace, poverty and misery to many homes." Martha was silent for a while but afterwards said, "I believe my brother is wise in most 224 APPENDIX I. things, but in this case, he is very foolish," and she looked on him as if speculating on his sanity., Could he think of giving up his busi ness because of that which did not concern him in the least. "Is it possible he could be so foolish — but I think I can get him to change his mind yet, at least I will try," she thought. "Martha," he called out in quite a loud voice, "I cannot afford to give longer credit to Peter Croft." "I thought he was one of your best custom ers; he is an excellent workman and his wif: has good employment. I am sure he spends every penny he earns here." Such was Mar tha's answer. "And more," replied Matthew, "why, last week the score was eighteen shillings besides what he paid for." "He is an honorable man," persisted Martha, "it is not long since he brought me six tea spoons and a sugar spoon when I refused him brandy ; he will haA'e it. I think they must have belonged to his wife, for they had not P. C. on them, but E. something, I forget what." Matthew waxed wroth. "Have I not told you," he said, "that we must be content with the flesh and blood, without the bones and marrow of these poor drunkards. I am not a pawnbroker, to lend money on a man's ruin. I sell, to be sure, what leads to it, but that is his fault and not mine." APPENDIX I. 225 "You said just now it was yours," said his sister sulkily. "Is it a devil or angel that prompts your words Martha?" exclaimed Matthew, impa tiently. Then leaning his pale, thoughtful brow on his clasped hands he added, "but however much I sometimes try to get rid of them, it must be for my good to see facts as they are." Martha would talk. She looked upon the last word as victory. "He must have sold them, whether or not, as he has done all his little household com forts, to pay for what he has honestly drunk, and I might as well have them as any one else. My money paid for them and in the course of the evening went into your till. It's very hard if, with all my labor, I cannot turn an honest penny in a bargain sometimes without being found fault with as if I were a baby." "I a;m sorely beset," murmured Matthew, closing the book with hasty violence. "I am feeling terribly bad. I don't know what to do, the gain on one side and the sin on the other, and she is constantly worrying rae all the time putting things in their worst light. I must give up the business some way; I can not stand it any longer." The exposure con cerning the spoons made Matthew so angry that Martha wished she had never had any thing to do Avith them, but instead of avoiding the fault she simply resolved in her own mind ncA'er again to let Matthew know any of her Ht- 226 APPENDIX I. tie transactions in the way of buying or barter, that's all. Matthew all that day continued more thoughtful and silent than usual, which his sister considered a bad sign. He was re served to his customers; nay worse, he told a woraan that she could not give gin to her baby at his bar, and positively refused the folloAving Sunday to open his house at all. Martha asked him if he was mad. He replied, no he was regaining his senses. Then Martha thought it best to let him alone. He had been worse, that is, according to her reading of the word worse, before, taking the dumps the same way, but he recovered and went back to his business like a man. Peter Croft, unable to pay up his score, managed, nevertheless, to pay for what he drank. For a whole week Martha would not listen to his proposals for payment in kind. Even his wife's last shawl could not tempt her, though she confessed it was a beauty, and what possible use could Mrs. Peter have for it now — it was so out of harmony with her destitute condition. She heard no more of it^ so probably the wretched husband disposed of it elsewhere. This dis appointed her, as she might just as well have had it as not. She would not be such a fool again. Matthew was so seldom in the bar that he could not know what she did. Time passed on and Martha thought she saw some .symptoms of what she considered amendment appendix I, 227 in her brother. Of course, she argued, he will come to himself in due time. In the twilight which followed that day, Peter Croft, pale, bent and dirty, the drunk ard's redness in his eyes, the drunkard's fever on his lips, tapped at the door of the bar. She did not say come in at once, for she longed to know what new temptation he had brought her and she felt assured that he neither had raoney nor credit left. Yet she feared. Mat thew made such a worry out of every little thing, and the next time he tapped at the window of the door her eyes met his over the curtain. Then she said come in with a sharp, penetrating voice which was anything but an invitation. "I have brought you something now. Miss Hounley, that I know you won't refuse to lend me a trifle on," said the ruined tradesman. "Bad as I want the money, I could not take it to a paAvnbroker ; and if the woman asked me for it, I could say I lent it to Miss Hounley. You know I can say that." Peter Croft laid a Bible on the table, and folding back its pages with his trerabling fingers, showed that it was abundantly illus trated with fine engravings. After the poor drunkard had partially exhibited its contents, "very well," she said: "How rauch do you want for it?" He re peated the price. She took just one-half the araount and laid 228 appendix i, the shining temptation on the table before him, "Have you the heart. Miss Hounley," while fingering the money, "to offer such a price as this?" She answered Avith a light laugh, "It's only a drunkard's Bible." The poor man dashed the money from him with a bitter oath. "Oh, very well," she said, "take it or leave it," and resumed her work. The only purpose to which a drunkard is firm is to his own ruin. Peter went to the door, returned and took up the money. "Another shilling. Miss. It will be in the till again before morning." Martha gave him the other shilling, he took his drink and went off, and as soon as he Avas gone out she at once began to look at the pictures in the Bible, congratulating herself on her good bargain. In due time the house was cleared and she went to bed, placing the Bible on top of her table. That night the saloon keeper covild not sleep. More than once he imagined he smelt fire, and after going all around looking for fire, he finally entered the little bar parlor, took his daybook from the shelf and^set. down, turning over its leaves. In setting his lamp on the table, he saw a large family Bible, and pushing away the daybook, he opened the sacred volume. It opened at the 23d chapter of Proverbs and as if guided by sacred light, his eyes fell upon the 29th verse: "Who hath vvpe ; who hath sorrow ; who hath cpntentipns ; appendix I. 229 who hath babblings; who hath wounds with out cause; who hath redness of eyes? * * * They that tarry long at the wine, they that go to seek mixed wine. * * * Look not thou upon the wine when it is red, when it giveth its color in the cup, when it moveth itself aright. At last it biteth like a serpent and stingeth like an adder." He dashed over the leaves in fierce displeasure, and as if by themselves they folded back at the 5th chapter of Galatians : "Envyings, murders, drunken ness, revelings, and such like, of the which I tell you before, as I have also told you in times past, that they which do such things shall not inherit the Kingdom of God." "New and old," murmured Matthew to him self, "I am condemned alike by the old and new Testament." He had regarded intoxica tion and its consequences heretofore as a great social evil, the fluttering rags and the fleshless bones of the drunkard and his family, the broils, the contentions, the ill feeling, the vio lence, the murders wrought by the dread spirit of alcohol stood in arrays before him as social crimes, social dangers, but he did not call to mind that the Avord of God exposed alike its destruction and its sinfulness. He was one of the many who, however good and moral in themselves, shut their ears against the voice of the charmer, charm he ever so wisely. Though he often found wisdom and consola tion in a line of Watt's hymns, he rarely went 230 APPENDIX I. to the fountain of living waters for the strengthening and refreshing of his soul. He turned over the chapter and found on the next page a collection of texts written upon a strip of paper as follows: Proverbs, twenty-third chapter, "For the drunkard and the glutton shall come to pov erty, and drowsiness shall clothe a man with rags," First Corinthians, sixth chapter, tenth verse, "Nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners shall inherit the kingdom of God." "Again that awful threat," murmured Mat thew, "and have I been the means of bringing so many of my fellow creatures under its ban." First Samuel, the first chapter,' "And Eli said unto her, how long wilt thou be drunken? Put away thy wine from thee." Luke twenty-first, "And take heed to your selves, lest at any time your hearts be over charged with surfeiting and drunkenness and cares of this life, and so that day come upon you unawares." "Aye, that day," repeated the saloon-keeper, "that day, the day that must come." ' Ephesians, fifth chapter, "And be not drunk with wine, wherein is excess, but be filled with the Spirit." Proverbs, twentieth chapter, "Wine is a mocker, strong drink is raging and whosoever js deceived therebv is not wise, * * * Woe Ai-PENDIX I. 231 to thee who sellest wine to thy neighbor, and minglest strong drink to his destruction." He arose from the table and paced up and down the little room. No eye but His who seeth all things iooked upon the earnestness and agitation of that man ; no ear but the All- hearing heard his sighs, his half-muttered prayers to be strengthened for good. He said within himself, "Who will counsel me in this ; to whom shall I fly for sympathy; who will tell me what I ought to do ; how can I reraedy the evils I have brought upon others while in this busiriess, even when my heart was alive to its wickedness?" He had no friend to advise him, none who would do aught but laugh and ridicule the idea of giving up a good and profitable business for conscience sake. It occurred to him, "You have an im mortal Friend, take counsel of Him ; pray to Him, learn of Him, trust Him, raake His book your guide." Opening the Bible, he read one other passage, "Keep innocency, and take heed to the things that are right, for that shall brin.g a man peace at last." Pondering on this blessed rule of life, so simple and comprehen sive, he turned back the pages, repeating it over and OA'er again until he came to the first fly leaf, wherein were written the births, mar riages and deaths of the humble family to whom the Bible had belonged. The second on the list he saw in a half-printed hand the name, Emma Hanby, only daughter of James and 232 APPENDIX I. Mary Hanby, born (giving date), and married to Peter Croft, Emma Hanby, born in his native county, the one whom he had so often played with in his boyish days, whom he loved as he never could or did love woman since, whom he would have married if she could have loved him as he loved her. Is it possible that this can be the wife, the torn, soiled, tattered, -worn out, insulted, broken-hearted wife of Peter Croft, the drunkard, and I have helped to reduce her to this terrible condition ? "I have done this. This has been my do ings." He might haA'e consoled himself that if Peter Croft had not drunk at his bar he would have got the drink soraewhere else, but his scared conscience neither admitted nor sought an excuse. After an hour more of earnest prayer with sealed lips, a soul bowed down at one moment by contempt for his infirmity of purpose, and at another elevated by strong resolves of great sacrifice, Matthew carried with him the drunkard's Bible and went to his bed. He slept the feverish, unrefreshing sleep which so frequently succeeds strong emotion. He saw troops of drunkards, blear- eyed, tremblin.g, ghastly, miserable-looking men, pointing at him with their fingers, while with pestilential breath they demanded who had sold them poison. Woraen, too, drunkard's wives or drunkards, starved, wretched, miser able creatures, with scores of ghastly children. APPENDIX I. 233 hooting him as he passed through caverns reeking with whiskey and hot with the steam of all poisonous drinks. He awoke just as the sun was rising and sending a positive flood of light pouring in through the window, shining on the coA'er of the drunkard's Bible. Matthew bent his knees to the floor, his heart full of emotions, the emotions of his early and better nature, ,and he bowed his head and prayed in honest resoh'e and fervent zeal that God would have mercy upon him and keep him in the right path and make him, unworthy as he was, the means of grace to others, to be God's instrument for good to his fellow crea tures, to minister to the prosperity of human ity. Oh, if God would but mend the broken vessel, if He could but heal the bruised reed, if He would but receiA'e him into His flock. Oh, how often he repeated, "God, give me strength. Lord, strengthen me." He arose as all arise after steadfast prayer, strengthened and prepared to set about his work: I noAV quote his own account of what followed : "I had fixed in my mind the duty I was called upon to perform. I saw it bright before me — it was now clear to me, whichcA'er way I turned. I went down stairs, I unlocked the street door arid brought a ladder from the back of the house to the front, and with my OAvn hands tore down the sign of my disloy alty to God's cause, the sign of the saloon. 234 APPENDIX I. and threw it in the gutter. Thus my first triumph was achieved. I then descended into my cellar, locked myself in, turned all the taps, broke all the bottles, standing in the streams of beer, whiskey and brandy which foamed around me, and never once did my determina tion even waver. I vowed to devote the re mainder of my Hfe to the destruction of alcohol and to give my power and my means to re claim and succor those that had wasted their substance and debased their characters beneath my roof. "I felt as a man whose fetters had suddenly been cut off; a sense of raanly independence thrilled through my frame, through the black and reeking arch of the beer vault. I looked up to HeaA'cn and asked God again and again for the strength of purpose and perseverance which I had always lacked through my past life, and while I Avas called an honest and respectable raan, I knew I was acting a false hood and dealing in the moral, perhaps the eternal, deaths of many of those careless drink ers who had sorrow and torments and quarrels and wounds without cause, knowing they did bite like serpents and sting like adders. What a knave I have been, erecting a teraple to my own respectability on the ruins of my fellow creatures, talking of honesty when I was in ducing sinners to augment their sin by every temptation that the fragrant rum, the gin, and brandy could offer. All adulterated, all untrue APPENDIX I, 235 as myself, all made even worse than their original nature by downright and positive fraud. Talking of honesty as if I had been honest going to church, as if I were a practical Christian and passing by those whom I had helped to ruin _with contempt upon my lip, even at the same time I was inducing men to become accessories to their own shame and sin and the ruin of their families. "Bitter but happy tears of penitence gushed from my eyes as the ocean of intoxicating drinks swelled and rolled and seethed around me. I opened the drain and they rushed forth to add to the impurity of the river. Away they go. Their power is past ; they never more will turn the staggering workman into the streets and nerve his arm to strike down his poor wife or child he is bound by the laws of God to protect. Never more to send the self- "'nflicted fever of delirium tremens through the swelling veins, never to drag the last shilling from the drunkard's hand, never more to quench the fire on the cottage hearth, or send the pale, over-worked artisan's children to a supperless bed, never more to blister the lips of women or poison the blood of childhood, never again to inflict the Saturday headache which induced the prayerless Sunday. AAvay, away! Iwould to God I had the power to destroy the whole of this body and soul -destroying stuff through the entire world, that is sending its thousands down to a drunkard's grave and drunkard's 236 APPENDIX t. hell every year. As my excitement subsided I felt still more resolved, and the more I calmed down the firmer I got, I was as a paralytic recovering the use of .his Hmbs; as a. blind man restored to sight — I felt the dignity of a mission. I would be a temperance missionary to the end of my days, and I Avould seek out the worst of those who had spent their all at the bar of my saloon. "I was a free man no longer filling my purse with the purchased money of sorrow, sin and death, I owed the sinner, confirmed to. lead the old life of sin in my house, I owed them atone ment, but what did I not long to do for the poor Emma, when I thought of her once cheer fulness, her once innocence and beauty, I could have cursed myself, "Suddenly ray sister shook the door and entreated me to come at once, for some one had torn down my sign and had thrown it into the gutter. When I showed her the drip ping taps and broken bottles, she called me mad and really believed I had gone crazy. I had, of course, more than one scene with her, and when I told her that instead of beer I would sell coffee, and tea in place of brandy, she, like many others, attaching an idea of feebleness and duplicity and want or respectability to temperance, we passed a stormy time together. She resolved to find another home, and among other things claimed the drunkard's Bible, but that I would not part with. APPENDIX I, 237 "I lost no time in finding the dwelling of Peter Croft, Poor Emma, if I had met her in the broad sunshine, I should not have known her; if I had heard her speak I should have recognized her voice among a thousand. Mis ery for her had done its worst. She upbraided me as I deserved. 'You,' .she said, 'and such as you content with your own safety, never think of the safety of others ; you take care to avoid the tarnish and wretchedness of drunk enness yourselves, while you entice others to sin. Moderation is your safeguard, but when did you CA'er think it a A'irtue in your custom ers?' ''I told her Avhat I had done, and that in the future mine would be strictly a temperance house, and that I would by every means in my power undo the evil that I had done. " 'Will that,' she ansAvered in low, deep tones of anguish, 'will that restore what I have lost? Will it restore my husband's character? Will it save him, even if converted, from self-re proach? Will it open the grave and give me back my child, my first-born, delicate from its cradle, could not endure the want of heat and food which the others have still to bear? Will it give us back the means squandered in your house? Will it efface the drunkard's song and the impurity of the drunkard's acts? Oh, MattheAv, that you should thrive and live and grow rich and respectable by what debased and debauched your fellow men. Look,' she 238 APPENDIX I. added, and her words pierced my heart, 'Look ! Had I my young days over again, I would rather appear with my poor, degraded husband, bad as he has been and is, at the bar of God than kneel as your wife. You're cool-headed and moderate by nature, knowing right from wrong, well educated, yet tempting others to the destruction which gaA'e you food and re plenished your comfortable rooms by your in toxicating drinks, the pleasant company, and all the attractions and inducements that you could throw in their way, for the purpose of alluring men from their homes, their wives, their children and sending them back crazed with drink when the stars are fading in the daylight, without money, without feeling, only to abuse their poor wives and children in their miserable homes. I think as you stand there, Matthew Hounley, well dressed and well fed, that you this day are more guilty in the sight of God than my poor husband, who is lying on a bed of straw with madness in his brain, trembling in every limb, without even a Bible to tell him of the mercy which Christ pro cured for the penitent sinner at the eleventh hour.' "I laid her own Bible before her and did not ask her to spare me — every word was true. I deserved it all. I went away and sent coal and food and clothing into that wretched room. I sent a physician ; I prayed beside the poor, miserable man as if he had been a dear friend APPENDIX I. 239 and tried to point him to Jesus, Avho taketh away the sin of the world. I found him truly penitent, but he mourned over his lost time, lost means, lost character — all lost. All that God had given, health, strength, happiness, all were gone ; all but thc love of his poor, abused, ill-used and neglected wife — that love had never died. Remember there are hundreds and thousands of cases as sad as this poor wretched family in the Christian land in which we live. Strong drink fills our jails and hospitals and insane asylums ; it causes crime, disease, death. Its m.ission is sin and sorrow to man, woman and child. Under the cloak of good-fellowship it draws men together, and the good fellow ship poisons heart and raind. Men becorae mad under its influence. Would any man in his right senses squander his money, his char acter, and bring himself and all he is bound to cherish to the pauper's .grave? There are thou sands of wretches who never go to^ their ragged beds sober, and yet there are hundreds of so- called good and great men, and raany who even profess religion and belong to sorae church, that will actually go against the teraperance movement, and really vote and use their in fluence in favor of whiskey with all its baneful influences. "My God, is it possible? Oh, is it possible I .Surely they have never watched for the return of the drunkard or experienced his neglect and abuse, never had the last penny for their chil- 240 APPENDIX I. dren's bread turned into whiskey, never had the experience of their children going bare foot and poorly clad through the winter months without food or fire to keep them comfortable. "When I .spoke to this woraan of the future, she would not listen. 'No,' she said, 'my hope for him and myself is beyond the grave. He cannot rally or get better. Those fierce drinks have branded his vitals and almost have burned them up. Life is not for either of us. I wish his fate, and mine, could warn those around us.' The drunkard, day after day, sees the drunkard laid in his grave and before the last earth is thrown on the coffin they are drawn as a sheep to the slau.ghter of the miserable hell-holes of vice for another glass and still another, until they, too, are laid in the grave. Other young men and women are filling their places. Oh, may the Lord hasten the day when this body and soul-destroying poison will be entirely swept out of this country by the vote of the people. I hope to live to see this nation en tirely rid of its CA'il influences." Judge Leroy B. Crane, City Magistrate, New York City, says at least 80 per cent of the miserv and suffering among the working class comes from the use of liquor, and that should be impressed on every man, woman and child on God's earth, high or Ioav, rich or poor. He further says there should be an eleventh com mandraent, namely, "Thou shalt not touch, taste or handle thyself, nor give to thy fellow- man spirituous liquors of any kind," APPENDIX I. 241 Tobacco, One billion dollars are spent every year for tobacco. This is more than is spent altogether in the United States for bread. Christian mis sions, public education, boots, shoes, and all cotton goods. This amount in silver dollars, if laid touching one another, would make a line 23,694 miles long, and would reach almost aroimd the world. It would weigh 46,872 tons, and would make a wagon train 300 miles long, each Avagon loaded with one ton of silver dollars. All this wealth is spent each year for the filthy, abominable, soul and body polluting thing — tobacco. In the name of God, purity, reason, religion and humanity, let us .stop the use of this wicked thing and use all our influence to cause others to- abhor it, especially the children, Charles Lamb wrote the following in his farewell to tobacco : St.inkingest of the stinking kind. Filth of the mouth and fog of the mind. Drinking and tobacco nearly always go to gether — tAVO of the greatest evils of today. May the Lord help the so-called Christians of America to stand out against these terrible evils, and wipe them all out at the ballot box. I have long been praying for this, and still be lieve it will be blotted out of existence some time. The Lord grant it may come soon, is my prayer. 242 APPENDIX II, APPENDIX II, Submission to God in Times of Trial, In His infinite wisdom, perhaps God has allotted me a weak and unhealthy frame of body, which has been my lot all through life, I never haA'e known what it was to have a .strong, healthy body. I have sometimes felt discouraged that T could not do more in the Master's vineyard, but since I have been laid aside from the public ministry and settled down in mv home, not able to do much, I have been tempted to even murmur and repine, and thought how strange is this. If I were able I might by divine grace be the means of helping and encoura.ging my fellow creatures. I might give comfort and help to their bodies and ad rainister spiritual food to their souls. But now I am laid aside, for what am I fit, or what use am I to the church or my fellow men? I am a burden to the kindness of others and a weariness to myself. I think how happy are those who on each returning day go forth as the sun to run their course, spreading bles sings around them, and by their good works glorifying their Father who is in heaven. Why should T feel thus? Why those per verse reasonings? Is it not as useful to suffer the will of God as to do it? May not Go(J APPENDIX II. 243 be as much glorified by patience as by activity? Can I not, while laid aside and not able for public ministry, do some work for God? Sure ly I can pray and hold on to God for the suc cess of others, and in this way I may possibly do some good. This was the object of writing this book, that through my writing during the long winter months I might be the means of encouraging and benefiting someone, even when my body lies mouldering in the grave. I have learned to submit myself to God's gracious will, and pray that even my sjck hours may be heavenly ones, and although my means of doing good are abridged, and a thousand schemes which I had planned, of which others were to reap the advantage, are .at once dis solved. It is difficult under such circumstances to bow our wills. The change is more uneasy to us than Ave anticipated. If it affected our selves only, it might be more easily borne, but it extends through so many ramifications, and has so important an effect on the mefnbers of our family, on our neighbors, on our kind of fices to them, and our influence among them. This great change from public life and labor to a quiet settled life has been hard to bear, yes the hardest thing we have experienced all through our life-work. Although God has re moved from us the power of doing what we once did, yet I kindly submit to God's blessed will in all things, rejoicing in the fact that I can still watch and pray, submit and wait 244 Appendix ii. patiently, until the Master says, "It's enough; come up higher." Thy will, not mine, be done. And let this feeble body fail. And let it droop and die ; ' ' My soul shall quit the mournful vale. And soar to worlds on high ; Shall join the disembodied saints. And find its long sought rest. That only bliss for which it pants ; In my Redeemer's breast. APPENDIX III. 245 APPENDIX III. Supporting the Ministry. As I have been a minister of the gospel a long time and generally have been on the frontier work, I think I know something of the needs of the ministry. Before I enter on this great subject I will give a little of Paul's advice which we find in Second Corinthians, 5th, 6th and 7th verses: "Therefore, I thought it necessary to exhort the brethren that they should go before, unto you and make up beforehand your bounty, whereof ye had notice before that the same might be ready as matter of bounty and not as of coveteousness, "But this I say, he which soweth sparingly shall reap also sparingly, and he which soweth bountifully shall reap also bountifully, "Everyman according as he purposeth in his heart, so let him give, not grudgingly or of ne cessity, for God loveth a cheerful giver," There are no class of people who get so Httle remuneration for their labors as the ministers of the gospel — especially Free Methodist preachers — taking talent, ability and education into consideration. Some preachers are expected to spend their whole time and talent in the work, and sup- 246 APPENDIX III. port themselves and families, keep a team and buggy, and pay all other expenses that must be met, to say nothing about sickness, doctor "bills and rent, on the small amount of from one hundred to three hundred dollars per year. Many of our preachers are compelled to resort to other lines of industry to keep up daily ex penses, and to enable them to live up to the teachings of God's word where it says, "Owe no man anything, but Love," And the result is the cause of God suffers and His work is neg lected and run down. The pilgrims don't get blessed very much, the meetings seem dry and eA'erything begins to look discouraging. Some begin to wonder why the work of the Lord don't move, and why souls are not saved, why there is not more accomplished. Very often the poor preacher that is strug gling to keep his family respectable and give them an education, so they will be a credit to society and an honor to the church, gets all the blame and is often censured by the circuit over which he presides. The Lord help us! Now let me ask you, is it reasonable, is the great God pleased with this state of things? He has made ample provisions to carry on his work by requiring one-tenth of your income, just the same as he has made provisions for the welfare of our bodies by requiring one-seventh part of the time to rest. Now if God can get his share, Avhich is one-tenth. His work will not run behind or be hindered financially, His APPENDIX III. 247 ministers wil! be supported. His church will be built up and His work will move forward and things would be far more prosperous, and many more souls would be saved, more church buildings would be erected, raore christian schools would be established and supported and our church paper and good religious books Avould be more generally distributed. The chnrch would put on her beautiful garments of praise and shine forth as a bride,, adorned for her husband; thi» is the way God has planned it and the way He has arranged, and the way He Avants it to work. But man stands right in the way of God's plan and will and work, by withholding God's .share (one-tenth) of their income. How many farmers that raise four thousand bushels of corn in one year who are willing to let God haA'e his share which would be four hundred bushels, and likewise of his wheat, hogs, cattle, profits in merchandise, or salaries? How many really give God his due? Alas, alas, not man}'. Thank God there are a few who are honest and do give God his share. Those few always succeed and get blessed of God rather more often than the other. • No wonder the prophet asked the question, "Will a man rob God?" O, is it possible that man 'will keep back that which really belongs to God? What is the answer? Listen, the answer comes in clear, ringing, thundering tones from the great God of the 248 APPENDIX III. universe, "Yes, ye have robbed me, even this whole nation, in tithes and offerings." My God, what a reckoning day is coming, the Lord help us to pay that which we owe, lest the great Judge will say, "Take him and bind him, and cast him into outer darkness, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth." We are spared yet and God makes us an offer giving us another chance to redeem ourselves. He says, "Bring ye all the tithes into the store house, that there may be meat in mine house, and prove me now herewith, saith the Lord of Hosts, if I will not open you the windows *of Heaven and pour you out a blessing. There shall not be room enough to receive it, and I will rebuke the devourer for your sakes. He shall not destroy the fruit . of your ground, neither .shall your vine cast her fruit before the time in the field, saith the Lord of Hosts." (Malachi, 3rd chapter, loth and nth verses.) But before I close this article, allow me to give a word of advice to the stewards of our church, as it may be my last opportunity. First, read very carefully the duty of stewards as set forth in our Book of Discipline, and when the preacher comes on the circuit, as sent by the annual conference, see that a suitable house is provided for him, or if there is a regu lar parsonage on the circuit, see that it is in good repair, properly cleaned and papered, if necessar}', and make it look inviting and com fortable. If possible, provide fuel and some APPENDIX III, 249 provisions, also feed for horses. Thus make the preacher feel that he is welcome, and you will find it will be a wonderful help to him and tend to encourage him in his work all through the year. He will feel better and preach better with such a reception. I write from experience and have gone this way before. Again, if he should not be the man you were looking for or expecting, or if he does not measure up to your ideas, don't begin to find fault with him, but pray for him and let all the members pray earnestly for him that he may be made a blessing to the circuit and that good may be accomplished and souls saved. You will find that in nearly every case he is just the man God wants on your circuit. Where noth ing of this kind is done, no provisions raade for hira whatever, and he has to go hunting up a house and feed for his horses, and get every thing- ready before he can get his family on the circuit and Avhen they arrive none of the pil grims go near them, or if they do it is to dis courage them by finding fault with the last preacher or finding fault with other members, and so on, how do you think the poor preacher feels? ' He is forced to the conclusion that either he is not the man they wanted, or the church is in a back-sliding condition, and has lost faith in God and his promises. In either case, it is most discouraging and cannot help but hinder the work. 250 APPENDIX III, Now the stewards should circulate a sub scription list over the town or territory where the minister labors, and find out what each one will give to the support of the preacher per week, month or quarter, and inform them just when you will be around to collect the same. When a revival of religion is in progress, don't fail to go around the community and es pecially visit the homes of the members of the congregation. You will be surprised how they will respond to your call by giving butter, eggs, provisions, corn, chickens, and money. I have had stewards collect on my circuit a two-horse wagon load of such things for the preacher in one day, and when the steward drives up to the parsonage with such a load, both steward and preacher (and his family) are glad and all rejoice together and get blessed. Follow or practice this advice and the Lord let his blessing on you is my prayer. Amen ! Your Friend, R. TREVER. APPENDIX IV. 251 APPENDIX IV. The Unwelcome Preacher, In the fall of 1823, the Methodists in a cer tain town in Kentucky concluded that they were able (though but twenty-two in number) to support a preacher by themselves, Accoi^d- ingly they wrote to the conference, requesting the bishop to make a station of their village, but considering, their want of numerical and financial strength, it was deemed all important that the minister sent them should be a man of popular talents, because unless he could com mand the admiration and conciliate the favor of the people, there was danger of failing to support him. They therefore asked for Brother Johnson, at that time one of the most popular and effective ministers in the state, and made the securing of that particular man the conditions upon which they wished to become a station. To them it Avas clear that the destinies of Methodists, if not of Christianity itself in that particular re gion, depended upon their having the man they wanted that very year. It was thought ad visable, however, to station Brother Johnson elsewhere. There was in the conference at that time a young man who had just been re ceived into full connection, without experience 252 APPENDIX IV. or reputation as a preacher and by nature sin gularly disqualified for any position where his sensibilities were likely to be tried. Tender-hearted, and addicted to gloom, ex posure to rude treatment, or what would be worse, a cold reception from those to whom he might be sent, would dishearten him at once. Some such treatment most probably awaited any man save Brother Johnson, who might be sent to the town of which we speak. Yet this young man was selected to go. Fortunately, however, the bishop was to accompany him. It is known to as many as were acquainted with Bishop George, that his most noticeable characteristic was prayerfulness. The fre quency, fervor, and singular power with which he addressed the throne of Grace are mentioned as often as a reminiscence of him is made. During their journey of some two hun dred miles on horseback, the young preacher had abundant opportunity to observe and im bibe the spirit of this excellent man. When ever they stopped for meals, rest, lodging or to see and encourage some pious family whose residence by the way was known to them, they. had a season of prayer. When about twelve miles from the place of the young man's destination, at the home of a brother, the Bishop was attacked with asthma, a disease to which he Avas very liable. The remedies which usually relieved him were tried •without effect. The man of God became no APPENDIX IV, 253 better, and at length he sent for the young preacher and directed his attention to the sub lime description of the new Jerusalem con tained in the Book of Revelations, He desired him to take his Bible into the grove, meditate upon that passage for a season, and then come in and preach to him about it. For said he, "I want to get happy and if my soul was power fully blessed I think it would cure my body." The young man, ever distrustful of his own powers was alarmed at the idea. He begged to be excused, and prompted as much, perhaps, by fear as by faith, recommended to the bishop his never failing expedient for getting happy, prayer. "Well," said the sick man, "go out, my son, and shut the door; let me be left alone." His wish was complied with. In another moment he was composing his mind to its fa vorite employment; Elijah, wrapped in the mantle of prayer was alone with God. For a moment all was silent; but at length loud and repeated praises issued from the sick roora. The family gathered around to rejoice with the man of prayer, and the imraediate effect of the excitement was a cure of the malady — so ef fectual that the travelers proceeded on their journey in the morning. Before they started, the good brother with whom they were sojourning, broke to the un- .suspecting young preacher the shocking intel ligence already in the reader's possession, that 254 APPENDIX IV. he would be an unwelcome arrival at the place of his appointment. Of course, he sank at once in the deepest dejection. Possessed of keen perceptions of the painful, nervously sensitive to any unkindness, he was the very man to be overwhelmed in such a situation. Personal danger, trial, toil would not have daunted him, but to be coldly pushed off as not welcome, to feel that he was imposed upon people that did not want him, was what he could not bear. Instantly resolving, therefore, not to submit to such a mortification, he hastened to communi cate his discovery and his purpose to the su perintendent. The bishop, aware of the feel ing of revolt with which his protege was liable to be met, exhorted him nevertheless to deter mine upon nothing rashly. To wait until he saw the place and the people, and in the mean while give himself to prayer, adding that. he had felt persuaded all the while that the ap pointment was right and in the end would prove providential. This advice was reluctantly taken. When they arrived at the new station they were guests of a prominent member of the church, known for many years afterwards as the usual host and fast friend of the preachers. The next morning as the bishop was preparing to pur sue his journey, he and the good brother of the house were conversing together in the parior while unknown to them and without design the young preacher was sitting on the porch^ APPENDIX IV. 255 near the window, with nothing but a thin cur tain betAveen him and them, so what was said within was distinctly audible to him. "Well, brother," said the bishop, "how will the young raan do?" "Not at all; he will not do at all, sir. We might as well be left without a preacher alto gether," was the eiriphatic reply. "I hope you will like him better after a while," rejoined the old man. "Treat him kindly, and I am persuaded he will do you good." "I have no objection," returned the host, "to his staying at my house for a few weeks, if you desire it. But it will be useless ; he is not the one we wanted." The poor young man could hear no more; He crept from the porch almost blind with mortification. The thought that he was to remain with a people Avho considered him a tolerated burden; that every mouthful he ate was to be a charity ; that he was to be a young and healthy mendicant, sickened him. He was lying in wait as the bishop sallied forth, and drawing him to a spot where they were shel tered from obserA'ation he burst into tears ex claiming, "O Bishop! I cannot stay here. I heard what passed between you in the room and indeed you must release me." "Can you get your horse and ride a little way with me?" 256 APPENDIX IV. This he did Avith alacrity, glad of even an hour's respite from his painful position. After riding a few miles they turned off into the woods and dismounting by a fallen tree, engaged in soleran and importunate prayer for light and help in that dark and trying hour. Then taking the hand of his companion, tbe bishop turned upon him a look of love which none but a strong, stern heart can feel. So deep and genuine was it, so full of serious con cern and earnest sympathy. There is a smile too bright to be deep ; it is born and it dies on the surface. Not such was the expression of this good man's face. It shined clear up from a heart constrained by the love of Christ. It did not glitter, but its glow seemed to prevade and warm its object. A truly pious, stern man is always gentlfe, and he only can impart that look which, like the re membered smile of a mother, will sometimes sooth us into delicious tears, twenty years after the face that wore it has perished. He concluded an address frought with paren tal feeling and sound wisdom, with, "Now, my son, I will make you a proposition. See if you can fulfill the conditions of it. Go back to tOAvn ; if you find a cross there, bear it diligent ly, lovingly perform every part of your duty, and do the work of an evangelist. .Fast once a week, and spend one hour of each day in special prayer, that God may open your way in that community. Do this for one month. Appendix iv. 267 and if at the end of that time you do not feel willing to stay, consider yourself released from the appointment. Can you do this?" He thought he could, upon which they took an affectionate leave of each other, and vvhen the bishop turned tOAvard the southwest and re.sumed his pilgrimage of hardships, the young man sat upon his horse watching the receeding form until it sank out of sight below the hori zon. Not until that moment had he fairly tasted the exquisite bitterness of his cup. The man- angel upon whom he had leaned, was gone, and he was left to grapple with his trial alone. He could have sobbed like a boy. Faithfully did he comply with the conditions of his promise through all the tedious month, without discerning any material change in his own feelings or in the bearing of his people towards him. Albeit one wicked man and his Avife had from the beginning endeavored to en courage him. Finally the last Sabbath arrived of the month during which he had promised to stay. The glad village bells were pealing their summons to the house of God, as our hero (for was he not a hero) arose from the struggle of the last covenanted hour of prayer. He walked toward the Httle attic window which commanded a view of most of the streets wip ing his eyes and thinking of the few reluctant hearers who awaited him, when lo, what a sight met his gaze. Group after group of citizens 258 APPElfDlX IV. Avere flocking toward the Methodist church. At first a sense of awe came over him and then a class of mingled feelings as if confidence and strength and joy were storming the heart, while fear and weakness and mortification still disputed the right of possession. He hastened to his pulpit and as he arose from the first silent prayer the thought of vic tory thrilled through him like the voice of a clairon. His text Avas Isaiah 6th, 4th verse: "And the posts of the door moved at the voice of him that cried." The attention of the audience was arrested by the announcement, for the voice that had been wont to tremble with embarrassment, now rang clear with a tone of authority. His eye hitherto confused and unsteady, now kindled with a light that never shined on sea or shore. Fresh from the chamber where he had just accomplished his thirtieth hour of special prayer, the Hve coal had touched his lips. He was Avith a witness, a man sent from God and gloriously baptized with the Holy Ghost, He referred his text back to the point at which Christ first interposed for man's salvation — the voice that cried, "Lo I come to do thy will," He applied it to the sacrificial offering of Jesus — the voice that cried, "It is finished." He carried forth the application to the right hand of the Majesty on high where the intercessor makes his dying words immortal, crying with infinite iteration, "Father, forgive them to the APPENDIX IV. 259 day when sound shall make its next irapression upon the dull, cold ear of death, when at the voice of the Son of God, the dead, small and great, shall rise." The power of the Highest was manifestly upon the audience and the pres ence of an ambassador of Christ was attested by sobs and groans from every part of the house. The preacher descended from the pulpit Avithout pausing in his discourse and invited to the place of prayer those who desired to flee from the wrath to come. With loud cries for mercy, sinners came streaming down the aisle, and before the congregation was dismissed, seven souls professed to find peace Ln believing. When the meeting broke up the pastor has tened back to his closet. Many times had he entered it disheartened and sad, but never be fore in triumph. He. thought of good Bishop George and his steady persuasion that the ap pointment was right, of the fastings and prayers all the way down to the last hour's experience, and his faith in God and in the efficacy of prayer then and there settled down into a substance upon which time has made no impression. Thirty-one years of toil and change Have passed over him since that sweet Sabbath, the vicissitudes of an itinerant's life have led him through heat and cold by night and dav, from one end of Kentucky to the other till He is known to every star And every wind that blows, 260 APPENDIX IV. Forms then unknown afterwards became dear as life and then perished from his sight. Sickness and sorrow have left their scars upon his form and heart, but nothing has ever shaken his confidence in the God that answered prayer. The memory of that bright morning is as fresh beneath his grey hairs as it was beneath his locks of jet. Like trampled Chamomile, the A'irtues of his spirit took deeper root for being bruised and shed a perfume that has sweetened life's atmosphere ever since. For four weeks very little else was attended to but the revival. Stores and shops were closed dur ing hours of worship, which occurred twice and sometimes three times per day. At one of the meetings held in a private house where the venerable John Littlejohn was present, a call was. made for those who wished to unite with the church, and one hun dred and eleven persons presented themselves for admission. Thus the permanent establish ment of Methodism in Russelville, Kentucky, was effected under God through the instrumen tality of the unwelcome preacher, who proved to be the Rev. E. Stevenson, D. D., in the book concern. APPENDIX V. 261 APPENDIX V. A Revival of Religion in the Church. A revival of religion. Where shall we look for it. It must be human or divine. ~ Man can do much, yes, many are the inven tions of man, but he cannot make a revival of religion. It must, therefore, be divine, hence the old Hebrew prophet, who saw the Holy One come from Paran, on hearing his voice, trembled and cried, "O, Lord, revive Thy work." Yes, it is the work of the Lord. Do you call it a mystery if you walk amidst the works and wonders of creation and everywhere see the finger of God on everything? Do you turn to Providence, are you constrained to sing with Cowper: God moves in a mysterious way His wonders to perform. Think of redemption, and as its sublime and glorious truths pass before you, we must con fess, Avithout controversy, great is the mystery of Godliness. God was manifest in the flesh, justified in the spirit, seen of angels, preached unto the Gentiles, believed on in the world, re ceived up into Glory. This distinguishing mark of a work of God is stamped upon the revival pf religion in a neighborhood, in the agents 262 APPENDIX v.. employed, in the persons benefited, in the course it takes, in the means it favors. There may be some things in it irreconcilable with your sense of order, but will you deny its di- -vinity on this account? Blind unbelief is sure to err. And scan his work in vain ; God is his own interpreter. And he will make it plain. 'Tis true in a revival there is endless diver sity ; there is Lydia sitting by the riverside. It is the Sabbath day and the hour of prayer. The dew descends gently upon her heart, as upon the brow of Herman. There is no storm nor tempest, but the dew of Heaven is effectual. Lydia is converted. There is the jailer; he has examined the bolts and bars of his castle, gone his last round and secured the prisoners. He is startled at midnight; the gates tremble, the chains rattle, the A'ery foundations of the pris on groan. Alarm is depicted on all faces, and fear fills all hearts save two. The jailer is won to Christ. There is the Eunich. He is return ing from Jerusalem in his chariot; he is reading Isaiah. Philip joins himself to the chariot,, is courteously invited into it, preaches Jesus, and the Eunich becomes a belicA'cr in Him, Then there is Saul of Tarsus, pouring forth floods of malice as Aetna or Vesuvius belches liquid flames, A Hght above meridian splendor blinds the eye of his body, and opens the eye of his soul, and with the light, a voice, "Saul, Saul, APPENDIX Y, 263 why persecutest thou me," and lo, Saul is a penitent believer. So the great Savior of the world coraes to the human heart under varied circumstances. Lis ten to Mr. EdAvards' account of a revival, A great and earnest concern about the things of God ran through all parts of the town and the noise among the dry bones waxed louder and louder. All talk but of eternal things was laid aside; the minds pf the people were strangely taken off the Avorld ; the town seemed to be full of the presence of. God, It never was so full of peace and joy, and yet never of distress and agony of soul as it was then. Surely this is the work of God, A reviA'al of religion. Can we promote it? Can such worms promote the work of Omnipo tence ? We answer that they can. It was to the Son of Man that God said, "I have set thee a watch man to the house of Israel." The great com mission Avas intrusted to men, and to men it was said, "Ye are the light of the world. Ye are the salt of the earth." There is a sense in which the salvation of men is put in our hands. There' is nothing miraculous in a revival of re ligion, that is strictly speaking, because it is in the order of divine government. Within our reach stte all the light, all the means, and all the power necessary to promote, and we have only by faith and prayer to bring this light into the proper focus and claim the power, which 264 APPENDIX V. will act on the means employed, and move the world. Once again, we ask, have we really the true revival spirit, which breathes in Habakkuk's prayer, when he says, "O, Lord, revive Thy work," or have we that spirit which moved Nehemiah's trowel and caused Jeremiah to weep, and which was manifest in John the Baptist's preaching. Or have we the revival spirit of a Luther, a Wesley, a Bromwell and a Smith, or a Roberts. The Lord help us ! Without it we are dwarfish, not gigantic; cowardly, not courageous ; powerless, not mighty. The chariot wheels have been im peded by envy, strife, debate, coveteousness, sloth, worldly associations, cold formality and worldly conformity. The spirit of the world has triumphed over the spirit of religion. While men debated they thought less about the salvation of souls than about trade, com merce, politics and war. But is the arm of the Lord shortened that it cannot save? Is his ear heavy, that it cannot hear? Hath God for gotten to be gracious ? Ah, no ! God can save. and waits to save. He can hear, and he does hear. He can be gracious, and waits to be gracious. Then rejoice ye dispirited ministers, shout for joy, ye downcast lovers of Zion. Jacob shall rejoice and Israel shall be glad. A voice has called us to revival work, thousands of sermons have been preached and tens of thous ands of prayers have been offered and ascended APPENDIX V. 265 to Heaven. The breath fr6m the four winds is passing over the dry bones, there is the sound of abundance of rain, and showers of blessings are coming. Praise the Lord ! Let us look for it and hold on to God for victory. The flame is jUst enkindling. Come and fan it. Christian men and women of Amer ica, buckle on the whole armor of God, get the shield of faith and the sword of the Spirit, and keep oil in our vessels, so when the call is made or the si.gnal given, we may be ready to fight manfully the battles of the Lord and help to fan the flame. To win a soul is a nobler exploit than to win a victory on the battle field, or to make a for tune in this Hfe, or gain a name in the scientific or literary world. He that winneth souls is wise, so let us get in earnest. Love for souls demands it, for they are perishing by the tens of thousands; love for Zion demands it, for she is languishing and humbled ; love to Christ demands that he may see the travail of his soul and be satisfied, and christian patriotism is call ing for it. Think of this highly favored chris tian land in which we live. Surely sin and wickedness in all its hideous forms abound eA'ery where. Sham religions, sham revivals, false doctrines, false theories are presented, and thousands are being led to believe that signing a card, stating that they believe in Jesus, and what church they wish to join is salvation, and that it will get them through to Glory, and the 266 APPENDIX V. result is, they . try to live religion without a change of heart, which is utterly impossible to do. They plead for sin, indulge in sin, and are crooked in their dealings, their ways and do ings in every day life, and the world looks on with disgust and says if that is religion they don't want it. Surely then among all this formality and hy pocrisy a genuine revival of salvatiori is needed in our land. So then, we say to eA'ery lover of souls, of Zion, of Christ, corne and fan the flame by helping in this great work, for in that flame liA'es the salvation of the church and the sal- A'ation of the world, forasmuch as ye know that your labor is not in A'ain in the Lord. No, no, it cannot be in vain, we shall suc ceed. The world is Christ's, he shall have do minion from sea to sea. The kings of Tarsus and of the i.sles shall bring presents. The kings of Sheba and Seba shall offer gifts. Yea, all kings shall fall down before him. What a glorious promise and what a scene shall be un folded in its fulfilment. The Lord help us so to labor that we may Avin souls, and then when our work is done here, the Master will say "well done," APPENDIX VI. 267 APPENDIX VL Private Prayer. An apology for prayer is neither needed nor attempted in this article, for Ave write to those who admit its adaptation to man's utter de pendency, and perhaps who pray themselves. We ask no other reason for calling upon the name of the Lord than the single command of our great prophet, "But thou when thou pray est, enter into thy closet, and when thou hast shut thy door, pray to thy Father, which is in secret, and thy Father, which seeth in secret shall reward thee openly." This is our authority, our argument, for pri vate prayer, setting as it does, like a jewel on the bosom of that all perfect body of divinity, the Sermon on the Mount, Prayer is to be made in the house of God, at the family altar and in the closet, each of these lay claims to advantages peculiarly its own, and perhaps it would be difficult to determine which would bear away the palm or which is the most practiced. All are very important and necessary. The closet, however, possesses its own high and separate claims which for a moment we consider. There is its hallowed privacy. No eye but one can penetrate the walls of that Bethel, no ear but one can listen 268 Appendix vt. to those groans unutterable. The world, the outer world of noise and show, of pleasure, of fashion, of trade, of politics, is all excluded. There the soul, like Moses, with unshod foot, draws near to God, and there prostrate, pays her profoundest adoration, confesses her most secret sins and pours forth the deepest feelings of a grateful heart in holy incense of thanks giving, and having taken the name which can alone prevail adds petition to petition, and in tercession to intercession, until the Heaven's are opened and an answer of peace descends with a flood of glory to bless the worshiper. Men do not become giants all at once. Go to the senate, listen to that peerless amongst the peers, how his eloquence fixes all eyes, fastens all ears, and Hke an overwhelming torrent, car ries conviction with him. Whence hath this man this power? Doubtless he -is highly gifted by nature, but if you would find the secret of his success, you must follow him to his study, where he trains and disciplines his power and thence issues forth to take his lofty flights and carry his important measures. So it is in the closet that the christian gath ers strength for the duties of the christian life. Here the orators of the church prepare to de clare the whole counsel of God ; here the mar tyrs, of the church prepare to bleed or die, and here the humble child of God is prepared to shine in all the walks of life, to fight all the battles of life, and to surmount all the difficul- appendix VI. 269 ties and trials and afflictions which he may be called to pass through in life; here he gathers strength that enables him to live above the trying things of this world and gives him vic tory in fighting against the world, the flesh and the devil. Coming out from his closet, he is Hke the sun when he goeth forth in his strength for Satan trembles when he sees The weakest .saint upon his knees. "Whence came thy mysterious name, O, Is rael, Prince of God?" "At Peniel, where I wrestled all night in secret." "Whence came thy heroism, O Daniel, by which thou didst brave the ferocity of lions?" "In my chamber whose lattice opened toward Jerusalem." "Ye confessors and martyrs, whence came your great power?" With united breath they cry, "We entered our closet and prayed to our Father, which seeth in secret and we are rewarded openly." A professed piety without these secret de votions is a feeble piety. Like the Chinese foot, it is cramped and unnatural; like the painted flower, although pretty and pleases the vain, yet it is destitute of the freshness and fragrance of God's OAvn handiwork, it is not the flower of God. A closetless piety is a very slender thing. It cannot see far, for its eye is dim ; it cannot 270 APPENDIX vt. grasp tightly, for its hand is weak; it cannot speak much, for its voice is feeble; it cannot labor much, for its strength is small. This dwarfish thing does little for the church, or for the world, or for Christ, arid when a church is made up of such dwarfs, what must be the influence, the efforts, the prospects of that church? We do not presume to determine the num ber of times a christian ought to retire within the sanctuary of the closet. We have read of a royal monarch, amidst the many duties and anxious engagements of a troubled kingdom, who resolved thus : "EA'ening and morning, and at noon, will I pray and cry aloud. And He shall hear my voice." And as though this was not sufficient on another occasion he forms the holy resolve: "Seven times a day will I praise thee, because of thy righteous judg ments." We have also read. of a prince presi dent at the court of Babylon, who, notwith standing he was the object of envy and malice, went into his house and his window opened toward Jerusalem, he kneeled upon his knees three times a day, and prayed and gave thanks to God. Washington Avas accustomed to re tire to the woods in all cases of emergency to seek direction from God. While therefore we cannot determine the number of times this solemn duty should be observed, we venture to point to the above ex amples as worthy of imitation, and also to sug- APPENDIX Yl, 271 gest the importance of fixed times for prayer. Any time is no time. Want of system and want of punctuality, not only produces confusion, but not unfrequently lead on to total neglect of the very rock upon which we are anxious to throw a torch or flame. But, how do we know the closet is neglected, or the people fail to pray in private ? Of course we do not Avish to sit in judgment upon our brother or sister, but if a feeble piety is a true index, of a neglected Sabbath, Bible, prayer meeting, class meeting, be any evidence of a neglected closet, then we have an abundance of evidence all around us everywhere we go, and the one eye that has a right to penetrate the walls of all closets in the universe witnesses an awful neglect of this appointed duty. The Lord help us ! The first converts to the truth in Africa were very punctual and zealous in private prayer. They had no chambers to go to, but each had his separate jungle, where he was wont to commune with God. The several paths to these little Bethels became distinctly marked, and when any one of them began to decline in t.he ways of God, it soon became manifest to the others that they would loudly remind hira of his diity by saying, "Broder, de grass grow on your path yonder." We close this article by affectionately ask ing the question : Brother, sister, does the grass grow on thy path ? I beljeve if we would spend 272 APPENDIX VI. more time in secret prayer we would be better ministers, more sucfcessful workers and have more power, more victory and more success, and many more souls might be saved. God help us ! APPENDIX VII. 273 APPENDIX VII. Prayer Answered and Vow Paid. Prayer is the Christian's vital breath. The Christian's native air; His watchword at the gates of death. He enters Heaven with prayer. It is a great blessing to the human family that the great God of the universe is so in tensely interested in our welfare. He knows all about our condition in life, knows just what we have to pass through and what is best for each one of us ; and it is a source of great consolation that we can bring all our trials and afflictions in life to Him, knowing that His ear is open to our cry and that He will not turn us empty away, for He has said in His word that if we a-sk we shall receive; if we seek we shall find; if we knock at the door of mercy it shall be opened unto us. We have an abundance of evidence that God not only hears prayer, but He does an swer prayer. Praise His name ! The following facts afford a striking instance of signal answer to prayer, A sprightly, blooming child of nine years, whose animated, interesting Httle face caused many a thrill of gladness in the heart of her parents — and often did they bless God that 274 APPENDIX VII. He had given them such a bud of promise — suddenly sickened and drooped. The unmis takable .symptoms of fever. soon manifested themselves, and the disease increased rapidly. Physicians adopted the most active measures; nurses Avere indefatigable; the grief stricken parents watched beside the afflicted little one Avith intense anxiety. Everything human skill could suggest was tried to arrest its progress; but the combination of efforts appeared una vailing. The fever assumed a most alarming form ; although a light was held close to its face, yet the' eyelid fell not. For more than one week she continued in a state of death-like insensibility. All who entered the room (save one) felt as if it was the chamber of death. The physicians, having exhausted all their resources to no purpose, at length pronounced the heart-sickening words, "There is not a ray of hope." What! Was there not one remedy yet untried? Could there be no faint glimmering of hope? Must this tender bud be nipped by the chilling blast before it had expanded into beauty? Must this darling girl be yielded up to the cold embrace of death? Bitter thought! Groans of deep anguish burst forth from the troubled fountain of parental loA'e. Prayers, Avith strong crying and tears, were poured out to God on high for the child's life. Tbe parents made a solemn vow unto the Lord that if He would spare her she should be APPENDIX YII. 275 dedicated to His. service. They would offer their lamb upon the altar of their hearts and she should bc His forever. Again they prayed, but it seemed as if the heavens Avere brass and God had forgotten to be merciful. But hope still Hngered in the father's bosom, and it was resolved that a min ister, a holy and devoted man, should be sent for. Perhaps the Lord would yet regard the affliction of His servant and handmaid and avert the dread blow. The man of God arrived at the house of mourning. The father said: "Let us again see whether there will be any efficacy in prayer," and urged that intercession be made for the child's life. The minister knelt beside the child's couch, and those who bowed with him. at the throne of grace will long re member that season. He prayed as those only pray who live near to God. He grew fervent and yet more fervent still. It became agoniz ing prayer. Borne on the wings of faith he appeared to have access into the Holy of Holies. As a prince, he had power with God and preA'ailed. O Avondrous poAver of faithful prayer! The covenant God fulfilled the promise, "The prayer of faith shall save the sick." From that day the little sufferer manifested signs of Hfe. Speech was restored. She grad ually reA'ived, and after some time regained perfect health. We pass over her youth, merely remarking 276 APPENDIX vn. that great gentleness and sweetness charac terized her childhood, and that after a few years she was savingly converted to God and led a true Christian life. But the time came when the parent's gratitude and the sincerity of their vows was put to the test. Their daughter's hand was sought by a Wesleyan missionary. "Vow, and pay unto the Lord thy vows," says the Psalmist, 'Tis true, there Avas a conflict, but it was of momentary dura tion, for remembering the day when they cried unto the Lord in distress, the father and mother withheld not their daughter from the servant of Christ, who was about to repair to distant climes, there to labor or to die, but gave her up for the sake of Him who bought her with a price.It was beautiful to see the youthful mis sionary and his bride as they bade adieu to friends with whom they were never to meet again on earth. Emotion too deep for utter ance was betrayed only by the quivering lips. Many hearts were made sorrowful that morn ing, but all who beheld that devoted pair blessed them and bade them farewell. If we make solemn vows unto Almighty God, we should remember the time will come when we will be called upon to pay them. Oh, how many promise God they will serve him if he will only spare their lives, and when the blessed Christ does His part by restoring them to health they forget their promises and fail to APPENDIX VIL 277 pay their vows. But remember that for all these God will bring us to judgment, and it will be terrible to meet those vows there un paid. The Lord help us. 278 APPENDIX VIII. APPENDIX VIII. Experience of-'a Superannuated Preacher. If it had not been that my body was weak and old age creeping on, I would now be in the public ministry and laboring for the salva tion of souls, but God knows what is best. I have loved His habitation and have rejoiced to enter there. Happy were the months and years that I have walked in company with the saints of God, and many times have I been blessed with them. But now, even when alone, my mediations have been sweet. I haA'e been glad in the Lord. Oh, how I have felt it good to draw near unto God. In the sanctuary my God has been my exceeding joy. How my soul has exulted when I have thrown myself under the wings of the Cherubim. I have been lifted to heavenly places while the great con gregation sang the praises of God. The language of our seraphic hymns has given wings to faith and hope, and fanned the sacred fire of love on the main altar of my heart, I have heard the heavenly message from the lips of God's faithful servants, and my soul has exclaimed, "How beautiful upon tjie mountains are the feet of them that pub lish the gospel of peace," The blessings of the APPENDIX VIII, 279 living ministry have dropped as manna from above, Christ has been preached. His name. His wondrous name, has been unfolded, and His precious blood applied ; the precept opened, and the promise brought home to many hearts. The sinner has been faithfully warned, the believer wisely built up in his most holy faith, the cold and lukewarm have been faithfully admonished and stimulated. The word that has been preached has been quick and poAverful, sharper than a two-edged sword ; it has entered the bosom of the hearers, shown the thought and intents of the heart; laid low the proud and exalted the lowly. Rightly dividing the word has furnished to all a portion of meat in due season. I have more and more admired the gospel plan, and now, in my declining days, I see with increasing joy more than ever its perfect adaptation to human wants, and I thank God, not only that it is in the highest degree a help in time of need, but also because eA'eryone that asks is supplied so liberally that he is constrained gratefully to exclaim, "My cup runneth over." Oh, it is the joyful sound of the Hving min istry that is as eyes to the blind, feet to the lame, life to the dead. I thank God I have heard the joyful .sound. It has come, not in word only, but in poAver and in the Holy Ghost, and in much assurance. Since that happy day I remember all the way in which the 280 APPENDIX VIII. Lord has led me. My way has been in the sanctuary, in the courts of the Lord's house. Oh, my God, I thank Thee for the means of grace and for the grace of the means. In Thy holy habitation I have found a little heaven below. Praise the Lord ! But in these days of affliction I am deprived to a certain extent of enjoying the privileges that I once enjoyed. My God, I look toward thy habitation, and my longing heart says, How amiable are thy tabernacles, O Lord of Hosts! If I could I Avould gladly be paying homage in thy courts and laboring in the vineyard of my Master, as in the days of old, but I leave it all with the blessed Christ and submit, feeling that all things work together for my good; and I do learn a lesson from this experience, I feel the consequences of transgression. This sickness tells me I am mortal. It warns me of my approaching end. And must I die? Must this well-wrought frame deca}'? Yes, I have found that I am dust, and unto dust must I return. The sen tence has gone forth from the lips of the Judge, "Thou shalt surely, die." 'Tis just it should take place. The glory of Him who is glorious in holiness demands it. Though I decrease, descend into the shades, go down into the pit, yet the Lord's will is good. Though he slay me, yet will I trust in Him. APPENDIX vtii. 281 *Tis fit we should to dust return. Since such the will of the Most High ; In sin conceived, to trouble born. Born only to lament and die. Submissive to Thy just decree. We all shall soon from earth remove ; But when Thou sendest. Lord, for me, O, let the messenger be love. Let my detention at home these days also yield me profit, by impressing on me more deeply the necessity of looking out of myself for happiness. How frail, very frail, is that bliss which finds refuge only in the earthly house. Myself, what a broken cistern. Myself, what a cheerless friend! Myself, what a mis erable heritage! Oh, wretched man, wouldst thou center everything in thyself? I see the folly and the woe of this, arid in my sickness I hear the voice of wisdom beckoning me to the skies. Oh, my soul, lay up for thyself treasure in heaven. My God, this shall be more than ever my pursuit; that having my treasure and my heart above, I may have my all beyond the fear of loss. How happy the people that dwell Secure in the city above. No pain the inhabitants feel. No sickness or sorrow shall prove. 282 APPENDIX vm. I want to use this affliction so that if I am spared to again labor in God's vineyard and preach the word, I may more carefully and ac curately estimate the sum of God's mercies. Oh, my God, when shall I have a due sense of all thy mercies and blessings bestowed upon me. From this hour I am stimulated afresh to study and acknowledge the dues of my Divine Benefactor. I would more earnestly and fre quently ask myself why am I not continually lost in wonder, love and praise. I would stir up my ungrateful soul to heavenly duties by a constant cry of "Forget not all His benefits and blessings and mercies which He has con tinually bestowed upon me." Long as I Hve beneath. To Thee O let me live; To Thee m}' every breath. In thanks and praises give. Whate'er I haA'e, whate'er f am. Shall magnify my Saviour's name. One thing more would I try to learn from the weakness of body which detains me at this time. It is a lesson of Christian diligence. Whatsoever thy hand findeth to do, do it with thy might. Opportunity will soon be over, whether for getting good or doing good. Now I may gain a blest eternity; now I may gain a full reward ; uoav I am filled with the Spirit ; now I may do good unto all men. Every good word" and work, every holy purpose," every- APPENDIX VIII. 283 thing in time done with a single eye in obedi ence to the will of God, shall be recompensed with a heavenly and eternal reward. Every prayer and effort for the blessings of the Holy Spirit, every gift and endeavor to benefit man, shall be rewarded when I come to the eternal weight of glory. By this affliction I am reminded that the time for laying up treasure in heaven is quickly to terminate. Therefore, as I see the day approaching, so much the more diligent would I be. My ears will soon be deaf to all below. Let me then seize every opportunity of doing good, and of hearing the word of God, and may my diligence in all acts of public worship be known and read of all men. When two or three are gathered together in my Saviour's name, as oft as possible I want to be one of them. My eyes will soon be closed on my Bible — my well-worn Bible. Power to look on promise or precept they will not possess, so I want to lose no time in searching the Scrip tures, that the word of Christ may dwell in me richly, that I may know more and more of God and his truth before I go hence. Soon my hands will be no more stretched out to do good. The cup of cold water that has promise of endless reward ray hand will soon be incapable of holding to the lips of the thirsty. For doing good and com.municating I shall soon have no more power. Whether I relieve the poor and distressed by alms or advocacy ; whether I hold 284 APPENDIX vrn. iorth the religious tract at the door of the Cottage; whether I sit with children to feed the lambs of the flock in the Sabbath School; whether I breathe forth my supplications to God in behalf of the church and the world, or whether in any other way I may do good to my fellow-creatures, it must be done quickly. My time is at hand. My work is momentous. Oh, may I be so diligent as to be found of God in peace, without spot and blameless, at the coming of the Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ, The Lord grant that it may be so is my prayer. Amen ! 3 9002 ^A tm; mM' » SS);: ^