*m x~iszc<<5 they draw all men to themselves, and thereby to Christ ; and being themselves nearer to God, they NIGHT AND DAY. 2$ are truer mediators between God and man. It was the tasting of death and sorrow that made Christ a compassionate and sympathetic High Priest. " May He through Thee receive me, who through Thee redeemed me." Through His Cross alone, and in union with it, do our crosses save us, — all making one mystical body of suffering, whereof Christ's suffering is the head, and our sufferings the members ; just as there is a mystical body of prayer and of praise and of grace and of glory, whose head and plenitude is hidden with Christ in God ; whose members and branches are still growing day by day towards the fulness of perfection predestined from eternity, " Filling up in our body what is wanting." Peter and Andrew, the two first called, were both crucified. Hcec est vera fraternitas — "This indeed is the real brotherhood," for the true sheep of Christ are branded with the sign of the Cross, symbolized by the cross in Baptism, traced tam in fronte, quam in corde, on the brow, that we may glory in the shame : on the heart, for it is not suffering, but sufferings loved and borne for His sake that mark us His. XXII. NIGHT AND DAY. Nox prsecessit ; dies autem appropinquavlt. " The night is past, the day is at hand, let us cast away the works of darkness and put on the armour of light." Night, the time of dreams and unrealities, when we are alone and unobserved of men ; a time of preparation for the day when light shows us 24 NIGHT AND DAY. surrounding realities, which before were veiled, and brings us into the converse of men and under their observation. "The things which appear are but temporal," but the hidden realities, which underlie appearances, are eternal. The only solid utility of life's dream, is as a preparation for the dies Domini — "the day of the Lord," which is to bring to light the hidden things of darkness, and to render to every man according to his works ; and " in the brightness of His coming," to dispel all the doubts and darknesses which make human life so full of sadness and mystery. " While the bridegroom tarried they all slumbered and slept." No healthy subject, none but a somnambulist would go abroad in the day in night-clothes. We are therefore to get ready to rise from sleep, to cast aside the works of darkness as a night-garment, and to clothe our selves as those who "walk in the light even as He is in the light." Our works cover our natural nakedness and characterize us. In them and under them are we seen. All dreams, illusions, ambitions, attachments, which tie us to this unreal life, which make us believe in it, or which arise from our belief in it, are works of darkness. Surge qui dormis — " Rise, sleeper," lest the day come upon you suddenly, " as the lightning that shines from east to west," "as a thief in the night." "But put ye on the Lord Christ," for this is the " armour of light," the garment of those who walk as in the day. " Put ye on," i.e., be so united with Him, transformed into Him, that He may own us to be His, and may not be ashamed of our nakedness CHRIST, OUR SERVANT. 25 ''before the angels of God." "Put ye on," not a "putting on," or pretence, or material following, but that true "imitation of Christ," which grows from an inward personal love of Him, and sympathy with His ideas and tastes. XXIII. CHRIST, OUR SERVANT. Filius hominis non venit ministrari, sed ministrare. " The Son of Man came not to be served," yet Mary and Joseph served Him ; and the devout women, and Martha, and Nicodemus, and others. Yet it was not for this, as for an end, that He came, " Lord and Master " though He was. It is no man's vocation to be served ; and if we are served, it is to free us, not for our own leisure, but for a fuller service of others. He came " to serve ; " to kneel and wash the feet of sinful man, to be " an eye to the blind, a foot to the lame," to be a physician, a guide, a shepherd ; and when He had given His labour and all else, at last " to give His Life a ransom for many." If it is great love to die in the service of another, it is far greater directly to give one's life for the life of another. Ecce quomodo dilexit — " Behold how He loved us." 26 THE SECOND COMING. XXIV. THE SECOND COMING. Videbunt Filium hominis venientem in nubibus. " Then shall they see the Son of Man coming."" He comes in two ways : as Redeemer, as Judge, He comes first in the obscurity and darkness of this life by secret inspirations, knockings, and warn ings; not forcing Himself on our wilfully averted gaze, yet found readily by those who watch for Him betimes, " who follow the star " with great joy ; anticipating them, waiting at their door in the dim morning of their conversion. But for many, His voice is first attended to in the final trumpet call ; He is first seen when He flashes forth to Judgment from the East. "Then (and not till then) shall they look upon Him whom they have pierced." Then shall He " come in power," with the ministers of might to force His way and to tread down His enemies with everlasting destruc tion ; those, namely, who would not admit Him when He came in suppliant meekness to the door of their heart. Then shall He come " in Majesty," He who in the crib and on the Cross and on the altar, has emptied Himself of His glory, so that there is neither form nor comeliness about Him, save to the anointed eyes of faith, or to the eyes of those who have seen Him transfigured even in the day of His earthly humib'ation. THE HOLY NAME. 27 XXV. THE HOLY NAME. Nil canitur suavius Auditur nil jucundius Nil cogitatur dulcius Quam Jesus, Dei Filius. "No smoother song." No rhythm runs more easily or sweetly ; no melody more simply ; no voice so rude or feeble, but finds it within its compass, without strain or effort. In ore mel mirificum — " A wondrous honey to the lips," says Bernard, echoing David's Quam dulcia faucibus meis eloquia tua, super mel ori meo — " How sweet Thy words to my mouth, more than honey to the taste." From the abundance of a loving heart the mouth of the lover speaks. of the beloved, naturally, easily, in season, unaggres- sively, as do the saints ; nothing forced, or stilted, or violent, or tasteless. " Nought more gladly heard." To hear of Him gladdens us; it is not a theme which wearies or palls. For when our affection is fixed on another, we lead others to speak of him by a thousand subtle little artifices. In aure duke canticum — "A sweet strain for the ear." Like some sweet, familiar song laden with the purest and best associations, which we ask to hear again and again. Yet it may be that, through the bad taste of the singer, we would rather miss the melody altogether than hear it ill- handled and profaned. " No sweeter thought." — Jesu dulcedo cordium. It is the thought that banishes all bitterness, and 28 THE HOLY RELICS. uproots every radix amaritudinis ; the cure for pes simism and cynicism with regard to ourselves and others, which makes us think gently, wisely, and, what comes to the same after all, justly of human nature, with its rents and wounds and weaknesses ; with its wonderful " obediential " capacities to be raised from nothing to everything ; from the mire of bestial degradation "to the right hand of the Majesty on high" crowned with glory and honour, "all things being put in subjection under its feet." The lower, the meaner, the more revolting, seem the depths to which humanity may and does sink ; the better we appreciate the genuflection at the Homo f actus est. XXVI. THE HOLY RELICS. Si quis mihi ministraverit honorificabit eum Pater meus. The Holy Relics speak to us of the honour which •God Himself pays to His saints : Gloria hcec est ¦omnibus Sanctis ejus — "This is the honour due to all His saints ; " and : " If any man serve Me, him will My Father honour, and We will come and make Our abode with him." The power of God's spirit •seems to linger and brood over every fragment or relic of those whose death was " precious in the eyes of the Lord," every hair of whose head was named and numbered. If the King Himself so honours them, can it please Him that His subjects should neglect them so lightly ? Again, these relics speak to us of the future resurrection and glorifi cation of those bodies which were the shrines of THE HOLY RELICS. 29. grace, and of whose archetype it is said: "Thou wilt not suffer thy Holy One to see corruption," and therefore they remind us of the sacramental sanctity of Christian flesh and blood, never to be violated by any blot of unchastity under pain of sacrilege against the temple of the Holy Spirit. Lastly, they speak to us of the power of Christ which is to raise us from the dead, and to spiritualize our mortal clay, changing the body of our humiliation into the fashion of His glorious Body by that power whereby He is able to subdue all things unto Him self. For to Him, as man, all power in Heaven and earth, over spirit and matter, is given, by whom, as God, "all things were made," in whom God in the beginning created Heaven and earth. As the winds and seas obey Him, so every power of nature ; even the strongest, the most dreaded, the most inevitable law of decay, destruction, and death "When He shall have put all things under His feet," every rebel force, physical, spiritual, or moral, then " the last enemy that shall be destroyed is death." 0 mors ubi victoria tua ? 0 mors ubi stimulus tuus ? — " O death, where is thy sting ? " Through Christ its sting of reproach and shame has been taken away, since dying He has sanctified death, and ensured its final overthrow. Beati mortui qui in Domino moriuntur — " Blessed are the dead who die in the Lord." 30 THE SENSE OF SIN. XXVII. THE SENSE OF SIN. De profundis clamavi. " From the depths have I cried." Heaven and Hell, i.e. — Holiness, which raises us above the world and above ourselves, and Sin, which pulls us down and ties us to earth — are opposed as height and depth. Tu solus sanctus, tu solus altissimus — " Thou only art holy, Thou only art most high." Here David, out from the depths of his sinfulness, from beneath the "floods and billows that have gone over him," cries up, as to one too far removed to hear with the ears of justice, yet trusting that mercy will be less hard of hearing. " Let Thy ears be attentive," as though it would need some strain to catch so feeble and distant a sound. "Attentive " as their ears who listen with bated breath for a sign from one buried in some mine or cavern whom they seek to rescue. This sense of our own lowness and distance from God makes our voice carry more surely than if we deemed ourselves within easy talking distance. In vocem deprecationis mece — "To the sound of my depreca tion." Not supplication, but deprecation; — the prayer for deliverance from the justly merited punishments of God; from the gathered thunder storm of wrath ready to break over our head if we do not cry aloud to God to spare us. It is not a cry for pity as to a passer-by; but a cry to an offended God to save us from Himself: Averte iram tuam a nobis — " Turn from us Thy anger." God's FEAR OF GOD'S SCRUTINY. 31 mercy is understood only when we consider the all-destroying force of the indignation which it fetters and restrains ; when we cower beneath the uplifted rod or tremble in the fierce glow of that " consuming fire." XXVIII. FEAR OF GOD'S SCRUTINY. Si iniquitates observaveris Domine, Domine quis sustinebit. " If Thou, Lord, wilt search out faults, who can ever be saved ? " " Take this white robe," says the Church to us at our Baptism, "and see that thou carry it spotless before the tribunal of Christ." And yet after all she has done for us — even for the very best of us — after all her teaching, guidance, instruction ; after absolutions, and bless ings, and Eucharists, and anointings ; the most she can say of us at the end, when the priest turns away from our grave with the final De profundis, is : Si iniquitates observaveris Domine, Domine quis susti nebit. It is only through God's uncovenanted mercies that there is hope for us at all. " Enter not into judgment with Thy servant, O Lord," no, not even on the expressed terms of the New Covenant of mercy, "for in Thy sight shall no man living be justified." A microscope with a strong light will reveal roughnesses and rottennesses where weaker vision sees all smooth and sound. We may well distrust even our seeming innocence and wonder anxiously how our purest actions will appear in the brilliant white light of God's presence: 32 MARY'S CROWN. Dies Domini revelabit — " God's day will disclose it." In manibus tuis sortes mece; God meantime holds our lots hidden in His own hand. Were they in the hands of blind chance we might tremble, but in God's hands they are safer than in our own. " Into Thy hands, O Lord, I commend my spirit," the hands that made me and fashioned me ; that have sustained and borne me up ; that were nailed to the cross for me ; that have touched me and healed me ; in which my name is graven never to be obliterated, even were I to be lost for ever. XXIX. MARY'S CROWN. In capite ejus corona stellarum duodecim. " On her head a crown of twelve stars," that is, the choir of the twelve Apostles enthroned around Mary iri Heaven, as of old they circled her about on the day of the Church's birth at Pentecost. They are, before all others, her crown, as St. Paul says of his spiritual children, " Ye are our joy and our crown." She has borne them in Christ Jesus ; they are the choicest trophies of her tears and prayers ; of her sorrows and sufferings. And this, in proportion, is true of every soul, whether called or chosen. Each of us is called to be a star in Mary's crown. Let us not disappoint her of the jewel for which she has paid so great a price. BLESSED MARGARET MARY. 33 XXX. BLESSED MARGARET MARY. Ubi thesaurus, ibi cor. Collect : " O God, who didst wonderfully reveal to Blessed Margaret Mary the unsearchable treasures of Thy Sacred Heart." The grace of seeing the treasures of the Sacred Heart in such a light as will move us strongly, is not within our natural powers, but is a revelation kept from the wise and prudent and given to babes. It means seeing God as our Treasure, or Summum Bonum; seeing our happiness to consist in a personal absorbing love of Him in omnibus et super omnia — " in all and over all," who has so loved us. To " dwell continually in that same Heart " is to be there in thought and affection at all times, and to be " had in everlasting remembrance," by Christ our Lord. XXXI. BLESSED JOHN BAPTIST. Regnum coelorum vim patitur et violenti rapiunt illud. "A reed shaken by the wind," is he who is carried hither and thither by the fashions and speculations of the hour ; by the contrary impulses of indiscriminate human respect ; or by his sub jective feelings, passions, and moods. " Clad in soft raiment," is the delicate, sensitive, enervated, effemi nate type, so common among the cultured enemies of Christianity, the dilettante humanist or philoj_. D 34 HOPE, NOT PRESUMPTION. sopher, whose taste is revolted by the hard-lined definitions of Catholicism; its severer doctrines of Divine justice; its practice of mortification. Oppo site to both types we have the Baptist dominated by a single idea, usque ad mortem — " even unto death," — a man of one love, and one work, and yet withal, so gentle, so humble, so tender, the " friend •of the Bridegroom." XXXII. HOPE, NOT PRESUMPTION. Qui Mariam absolvisti Et latronem exaudisti, Mihi quoque spem dedisti. Qui Mariam absolvisti — " Thou who didst pardon Mary." While we derive hope from the freeness and fulness of Mary's pardon; the rich and abundant graces showered upon her; the height of contem plative love to which she was raised from out of the mire of sensuality; still we must not forget the intensity of her sorrow ; the profusion of her tears ; the depth of her humility ; the sincerity and finality of her conversion. We must also remember that her sins were sins of frailty, not of malice, or un- mercifulness, or selfishness. Else perhaps she may be an occasion to us of presumption rather than of hope. Et latronem exaudisti — " And didst listen to the thief." Here too there was a free and instan taneous pardon of one whose whole life, probably, was passed in sin or forgetfulness of God. Hodie : •mecum — " To-day : with Me." But then, what humility! Nos digna factis recipimus — " We receive A CRY FOR MERCY. 35 the due of our deeds." What fear ! Nonne et tu times Deum? — " Dost not thou fear God ? " What faith ! Domine, . . . in regnum tuum — " Lord, when Thou comest into Thy Kingdom." What con fidence ! Memento mei — " Remember me." How many get the grace of dying on the cross beside our Saviour ? Here again there is ground for reasonable hope, but not for presumption or ¦deferring repentance till death. Is there any instance on record of one being saved who trusted to a death-bed repentance ? Mihi quoque spem dedisti — " To me also Thou accordest a hope." If my faith, humility, fear, love, contrition, is so far behind theirs, what hope can I draw from their case ? This — that these graces and the grace of repentance is itself from God, and not refused to those that ask it. For to wish for it, and ask for it, is from Cod, who thereby shows Himself willing to finish what He has begun. " He that comes to Me, I will in no wise cast out," and "no man comes to Me except the Father draw him." XXXIII. A CRY FOR MERCY. Miserere mei Deus. " Have mercy upon me, O God." It is no cry to a pitiful onlooker for deliverance from an evil for which he can feel pity alone ; but a cry to one who is justly wroth with us, and whose hand is raised to strike. Sana animam meam — " Heal my soul," we cry, not as to a physician, but as to a destroyer who 36 A LILY MID THORNS. can spare as well as strike, quiapeccavi tibi — "because I have sinned against Thee." Miserere, as coming- from the sinner, means parce — " spare us." This conception is obscured by the growing tendency to ascribe all moral evil to infirmity, and to deny malice and responsibility. XXXIV. A LILY MID THORNS. Sicut lilium inter spinas sic arnica mea inter filias. " As a lily mid thorns, so my darling among the daughters of men." Mary's soul is a lily from the spotlessness of its purity, the fragrance of its charity, the grace and delicacy of its form. A lily hedged round with thorns, cruel and unsightly. For love of this lily the Son of God has entangled Himself amidst the thorns, mingling with " the sons of men, whose teeth are spears and arrows, and their tongue a sharp sword," that at length, rent and bleeding, He might grasp for Himself, if no other, at least this one full fruit of His Incarnation and Passion- And this in a measure is true of each single soul which by purity and charity, fair and fragrant, bears some distant semblance to the Immaculate, and may, through and with her, be culled and gathered into one bouquet of passion-flowers. It has been sought through thorns and briers, at the cost of piercing pain and copious blood-shedding. And further, if we regard the virtue of loving purity and pure love, as a lily which we ourselves should covet and apprehend, let us be sure that it can be SOWING IN TEARS. 37 areached only by those who will struggle forward to it through the thorns of difficulty, perplexity, and painful mortification: who grasp it with bleeding lands. And those who would preserve it when ;grasped, must hedge themselves round with thorns, with safeguards and precautions, with the thousand little weapons which, weak in themselves but strong in their multitude, keep the world, the flesh, and the devil at a safe distance. XXXV. SOWING IN TEARS. Qui seminant in lacrymis, in exultatione metent. " They that sow in tears shall reap in joy." The Son of Man is the Sower who, at His Incarnation and Nativity, went forth to sow the seed of the Word of God. And He sowed in tears, a Man of Sorrows and acquainted with grief. But at the end of the world He will send forth His angels to gather His elect from the four quarters of the earth, to reap and hind in sheaves the fruit of His tears ; and then He will return Home in joy and triumph, " bearing the ^sheaves in His bosom " — veniens veniet cum exulta tione portans manipulos in sinu suo. In whatever work we do for God, whether our own sanctifica- ;tion or that of our neighbour, this law holds true. We sow in tears, in weakness, in discouragement, in pain, in adversity; and what our tears might water in vain for ever, God in His own good rseason, often when hope is at its last gasp, fertilizes, .blesses, fructifies with abundant and joyful increase. 38 OVERRULING PROVIDENCE. Thus what Blessed Monica sowed mid the rain of her tears, she reaped in the sunshine of great joy- The wounded, lifeless Body which Mary laid in the ground and watered with her tears, she received, glorified, into her bosom with the joy of Easter, The dead in Christ whom we have sown in tears, we shall reap in joy. He who has left father or mother, or lover, for Christ's sake, albeit with tears, shall receive an hundred-fold in this world and in the world to come life everlasting. XXXVI. OVERRULING PROVIDENCE. Ipsa me deduxerunt et adduxerunt. " Send forth Thy light and truth ; it is they that have led me and brought me to Thy Holy Mount and to Thy Tabernacle." It is they, and not I myself. Whether in the external history of my vocation, or the internal history of my spiritual training, I can do nothing, have done nothing but stand in my own light. It is almost in spite of myself that I find myself where I am, and what I am, such as I am. " All we like sheep have gone astray ; we have turned every one to his own way ; " for we have no power of self-guidance, errantes et vexati — "wandering and harassed." As one who- drives sheep through the crowded mazes of a city must run before them and block this way and that ;. and almost force and frighten them into the right path; so does the "Shepherd and Bishop of our souls" deal with our waywardness. We can look- GOD WORKS QUIETLY. 39 back on the past and see how design has ruled everywhere : even when we felt most independent, most self-determining, we were but as clay in the hands of the potter. XXXVII. GOD WORKS QUIETLY. Post ignem, sibilus aurae tenuis. "God was not in the rushing wind," not in those reformers who force their way on by violence, sweeping all before them by the impetus of their self-will, uprooting rocks in their onward rush. Such winds may be His messengers of wrath, by per mission rather than by mission — at least, so far as they have slipped the guiding rein, and carry on for self, what was begun for God. And "God was not in the earthquake," in those radicals who are so keen to see the rottennesses of the present system ; so blind to its strength ; who are zealous to pull down the old fabric before they have so much as planned the new ; who trust in logic and legislation rather than in affection and discipline : men who love the excitement of cataclysms, the thrill of a social upheaval, the shock of city crashing to the ground. And "God was not in the fire," in the heat of violent anger and animosity, "breathing forth threatenings and slaughter ; " in the controversial spirit of personal rancour and fierce indignation. Ira interdum movemur et zelum putamus — " Often we are stirred by anger and call it zeal." But at last there came sibilus aurce tenuis — "the whisper of a 40 FAITH, FIRE-TRIED. gentle breeze ; " and God was there; whose whisper ing grace is so weak to all seeming, so easily resisted and turned aside, so quickly outclamoured and drowned by the tumult of passion ; and yet so powerful and subtle in its influence, winding its way quietly round every obstacle ; using every little chink and crevice as a door to the ear of our heart ; stealing in among us " in our midst when we know Him not ; " known to us only when perhaps He has vanished, and we remember " how our hearts burned within us while He yet spake with us on the way." We must do His work in His own way, whether it regard ourselves or others ; not rushing forward blindly to our goal ; nor shaking the foundations into ruin ere we have planned the new structure ; nor heating our soul with fierce, blinding indigna tion against ourself or others ; for God is not in the hurricane ; not in the earthquake ; not in the fire ; but in the whisper of the gentle breeze. XXXVIII. FAITH, FIRE-TRIED. Suadeo tibi emere a me aurum ignitum, probatum. " I urge thee to buy of Me gold, fire-tried and approved." Those vendors who force their wares on us are usually self-interested, looking to their own profit. God persuades us to buy, solely out of love for us ; for He longs to give, yet will not give gratis or unasked. Hence He persuades us, He makes us want His wares and ask for them. " He is more willing to give, than we to pray," and His THE NATURE OF SIN. 41 ifirst gift is to make us willing to pray. How does He persuade the Laodiceans ? By rebuking them lovingly, quos amo arguo et castigo — " Whom I love I rebuke and chasten ; " by showing them their state of delusion, in which, being poor, blind, and naked, they fancy themselves rich, and clear-sighted, and clad. Bonum mihi quia humiliasti me ut discam justi- ficationes tuas — " It is good for me that Thou hast humbled me that I might learn thy justifications." And what is the A urum ignitum, this gold tried and approved by fire ? Faith, in its widest sense ; the faith that has been through the fire of temptations and come out pure and purged of its dross. We are, then, to pray not merely for faith, but for the perse cutions and temptations by which faith is purified ; nay, we are to purchase this tried faith as the reward of merits and good works. Such a faith, is God's richest gift. " Lord, increase our faith." XXXIX. THE NATURE OF SIN. Quoniam iniquitatem meam ego cognosco ; et peccatum meum contra me est semper. Tibi soli peccavi et malum coram te feci. " For I acknowledge my iniquity." We are willing enough to acknowledge our weakness, but not so willing to acknowledge our wilfulness. " The serpent beguiled me," we say, or "The woman whom Thou gavest me." God knows ever}' excuse and allows for it ; so that we need never excuse ¦ourselves before the all-knowing and all-just. It is our faults we must acknowledge, not our frailties. 42 THE NATURE OF SIN. Peccavi nimis mea culpa, mea culpa, mea maxima culpa, i.e., I did wrong and did it wilfully and inexcusably. " If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just, to jbrgive us our sins." It is not as a declaration or publication that sacramental con fession is necessary for forgiveness ; but as an acknowledgment of guilt. It is impossible to forgive one, in the strict sense of the term, who excuses himself for the injury he has done us; or who does not acknowledge, at least inwardly, that he is inexcusable. Peccatum meum contra me est semper — " My sin is always before me," i.e., he is haunted and dominated by the thought of his sin. Ccepit flere ; he has entered on a life of weeping and penance. This peccavi colours every action, and gives it a reparative value. If our sins are. always before us, God "will- cast them behind His back; " if we continually remember them, God will forget them : " Their sins and iniquities will I remember no more." If we remember our debts, we shall forget our debtors ; if we remember our debtors, God will remember our debts. A steady, unbroken gaze on our sinfulness and wilfulness, will provide us with a sombre background against which the mercy and loving kindness of God will shine out more brightly. The more one grows in intimacy with Christ, the deeper is the sense of sin and our regret that, even to some extent unwittingly, we should have offended Him, and must daily and hourly pain Him by our gross ways and selfish inconsideration. Tibi soli peccavi — "Against Thee alone have I TRANSLATION OF THE HOLY HOUSE. 43 sinned." Sin is often an injury to our fellows, always an injury to ourselves ; in itself and in its undying effects it is a disturbance and source of further disturbance to that moral order, which is the chief and formal part of the universal order. It is humiliating, degrading, miserable. Yet all these ills vanish in comparison with the principal malice; namely, the injury to God, the contemptuous defiance of One so great, so powerful, so terrible in His wrath ; so infinitely good to all men and to me ; so evidently good in Himself. Malum coram te feci — " I have wrought evil in Thy presence," i.e., in the very face of God, advertently, knowingly ; in the very bosom of God, where He carries me, nourishes and cherishes me. Filios enutrivi et exaltavi et spreverunt me — " I have nurtured and reared up children who have scorned Me." Not in the thought of God's dead, passive presence, but of the all- attentive presence of One, cui omne cor patet, omnis voluntas loquitur et quern nullum latet secretum — "to whom each heart lies open ; each wish is eloquent ; each secret revealed," do we find a continual restraint for good. XL. TRANSLATION OF THE HOLY HOUSE. Domum tuam decet sanctitudo. Consecrated by the mystery of the Word made Flesh; itself the tabernacle in which He dwelt among us with Mary His Mother and Joseph her spouse, what might not its walls tell us could they but 44 ST. LUCY. speak, and echo back to us Gabriel's Ave, and Mary's Fiat and the converse of those thirty years. In a far truer sense, however, was Mary herself the House of God consecrated by the indwelling of the Incarnate; as even we are each of us consecrated by every new access of grace, every Eucharist and sacrament. What has been the converse of our heart as compared with Mary's ? Should we wish it to be revealed ; or to be closed and sealed up for ever in silence ? Ne reminiscaris — " Remember not, Lord, our offences." XLI. ST. LUCY. Domine dilexi decorem domus tuae. All are not able or called to minister to the richer adornment of God's visible sanctuaries. It suffices if they do not themselves defile them, and if they honour those whose privilege it is to beautify them. Nor are all able or called to adorn the sanctuary of God's spirit with the grace of virginity, though none shall defile that temple with impunity. It was this love and passion for the beauty of God's spiritual sanctuary (Domine dilexi decorem domus tuce et locum habitationis gloria tuce — " Lord, I have loved the beauty of Thy house and the dwelling-place of Thy glory "), which inspired St. Lucy with a love of virginity, such as compelled her to give away her dowry, and to refuse marriage at the risk of being denounced as a Christian. Is this faith in God's mystical indwelling, this admiration of chastity as ST. MARTIN. 45 in itself beautiful and befitting, the root of our care for holy purity, or is it rather with us a matter of blind duty and a fear of mortal sin without any sympathy with the motive of the law that binds us ? XLII. ST. MARTIN. Desiderium babens dissolvi et esse cum Christo ; scio quia manebo et permanebo vobis omnibus ad profectum vestrum. " Lord, if I am necessary for Thy people, for their sakes I do not refuse the labour." As he in vision beheld our Lord clothed with the garment bestowed upon one who had begged in His name ; so in the needs, weaknesses, and dangers of Christ's flock he by faith beheld Christ beseeching him not to desert Him but to help Him. Nor does he say "for Thy sake," but "for their sake," loving them not with a derived extrinsic love, but for that which they are in themselves, that which God has made them. 2." If I am necessary." Which of us is so necessary that God could not effect His purpose without us, or by more efficient instruments ? Yet love starves unless it can minister, and believe itself necessary to the beloved. Wherefore God has taken to Himself a mystical body full of needs ; He has made His extrinsic glory dependent on us, that we might be able to exercise our love by service. For our sakes He makes us necessary to Himself, willing from each a service that He will take from no other. $.Non recuso laborem. " Better to be exiled with Thee on earth, than to possess Heaven without 46 THE SPIRIT OF GLADNESS. Thee," says a Kempis ; but Martin's place with Christ was already prepared in Heaven. " Better," he seems to say, "to wander with Thee on earth, than even to be with Thee in Heaven, if Thy people have need of me ; " better to be away from our Lord and to be with those whom He loves more than Himself, and to whom He has transferred all that debt of loVe we owe to Him. XLIII. THE SPIRIT OF GLADNESS. Gaudete in Domino semper ; et iterum dico, gaudete. Modestia vestra nota sit omnibus hominibus. Gaudete in Domino semper — " Rejoice in the Lord always." Severe austerity and gloom, or a tiresome seriousness in those who make profession of greater piety, is a grave scandal to the young and buoyant and healthy-minded, who thus begin to regard Christ's yoke as onerous and depressing. There is no small charity in the gaiety of the saints, in all that makes religious life easier and brighter for others ; just as there is no small scandal or gain to the devil in any outward sadness which has the contrary effect. There is certainly no harm or hypocrisy in suppressing the appearances of inward trouble, heaviness, and depression, which we are in some degree subject to at times. The professional grumbler is often interesting at the moment, but the depressing after-effects more than counterbalance this slight advantage. Our likes and dislikes are much and foolishly intensified by sympathy. What THE SPIRIT OF GLADNESS. 47 was bearable while we but noticed it ourselves, becomes unbearable when others have noticed it to us. There is of course a criticism which is but the outcome of a just judgment, and neither proceeds from, nor results in, any aversion or bitterness of heart ; and is compatible with the wise, kindly temper of a soul which, conscious of its own frailty, can " make allowance for us all ; " which is surprised at nothing, scandalized, embittered by nothing. Gaudete semper, need not therefore mean that blatant, silly praise of everybody and everything, which well- meaning ignorant people suppose to be a laudable sacrifice of common-sense, truth, and reason in the interests of charity. Modestia vestra nota sit omnibus hominibus — " Let your restraint be manifest to all." Our joy is not unrestrained, but tempered by sorrow, and directed by charity. We rule it and are not to be ruled by it. So restrained and clipped, it strikes root deeper, and does not dissipate and expend itself faster than it grows, or lead to the violent reactions of those who give way to wild extravagances of hilarity. It is, therefore, quiet and, one might say, "well-bred," never unkind, or selfish, or inconsiderate; being chiefly for the sake of others, it draws and does not repel. We like to feel that those who rejoice with us in our joy, would be the first to weep with us in our sorrow. 4S ST. STANISLAUS. XLIV. ST. STANISLAUS. Properavit educere ilium de medio iniquitatum. "God hastened to withdraw him from the midst of iniquity." Hastened, as it were to the aid of one in imminent danger, ne malitict mutaret animam illius — " lest wickedness should alter his mind." Some would shrink from the suggestion that had Stanislaus lived, his fervour and childlike enthusiasm might have chilled and died away. And yet this is to misunderstand the- grace of final perseverance, or death at an opportune moment. For any one to continue long in virtue, without grace, is not possible. Fascinatio enim nugacitatis obscurat bona et inconstantia concupiscentice~ transvertit sensum sine malitia — " The spell of trifles blinds us to the real good, and our inconstant affec tions pervert the rectitude of our understanding ; " the judgment is bound to be blinded in no long time by the universal example of worldliness. Strive as we will, we must feel and think with the crowd ; and what to our calm solitary reason is mere nugacitas, or trifling, fascinates our imagination when prized, worshipped, and pursued by millions. And besides this, the fickleness of our affections and emotions forbids us to rely on the long continuance of our firmest resolves and most faultless innocence. Hence, not from any merit, but in His free goodness, quia placens erat Deo anima illius — " for that his soul was dear to God," He snatches that pure soul away from ST. STANISLAUS. 49 even the first touch of corruption, that He may have it faultless before Him, without sign of past rents closed up ; without the seams and scars of forgiven sins. Ne malitia mutaret intellectum ejus aut ne fictio deciperet animam illius. XLV. ST. STANISLAUS. Cani autem sunt sensus hominis, et aatas senectutis vita immaculata " O God, who amongst the other miracles of Thy wisdom didst bestow the grace of matured sanctity upon tender youth."1 A miracle, because wholly outside the ordinary laws and workings of grace, according to which sanctity increases gradually on the principle : habenti dabitur — " to him, that hath, shall be given " — in proportion, that is, to the use of graces already received. The offer of so great and heroic a love at so early an age, before one could possibly have climbed up to it by the ordinary methods, was altogether un usual. It is most untrue to say that we all have, even remotely, grace to be as St. Stanislaus. Even supposing perfect correspondence from the earliest dawn of reason, few would come anyway near to him in the longest lifetime. That we are only what we are, as compared with what we might be, is no doubt due to our want of perfect correspondence. So, for example, in point of mental excellence : genius, general or particular, is a gift which can be cultivated, or let run wild, or lie idle ; and one with 1 Collect for St. Stanislaus. E 5o ST. STANISLAUS. less ability may use and cultivate it faithfully to its utmost capacity, yet he has not half so much to educate or draw out of himself as another. "Mature sanctity in early youth,"1 suggests a monstrosity rather than a miracle — an old head on young shoulders. Far be such horrors from the God of beauty and proportion. The sense is, that the liberality of God's grace can perfect love, in a moment, beyond all the results of protracted corres pondence to ordinary graces ; as in the case of her who passed from many sins to much love at one glance from God's mercy — "Thou hast pierced my heart with one glance of Thine eyes." Conversus Dominus respexit Petrum — " The Lord turned and looked on Peter." " We may hasten to enter eternal rest."2 As the Universal Church hastens to her rest insomuch as she hastens to fill up the number of the elect, the fore ordained measure of fruit to be gathered from the Tree of Life ; similarly, each predestined soul can hasten or retard its entrance into rest, as it is eager or remiss in attaining the degree of sanctification requisite for its peculiar predestined place in Heaven. Yet for some the longest life is needed for the completion of their allotted task, they being called to a greater fulness of merits. 1 Collect for St. Stanislaus. 2 /j^ ST. STANISLAUS. 51 XLVI. ST. STANISLAUS. Et complexans eos, benedicebat eos. " He took them up in His arms and blessed them," can be applied to Stanislaus, not merely as a child in years, but as a child in heart, gifted with that straightness and singleness of purpose, that absence of guile and duplicity, that faith of mind and pliability of will which facilitate God's mastery over us. Also, with that improvidence as to the future, that concentration on the present, that blind confidence in the power and good-will of others, which characterizes childhood. Wherefore God took him up in His arms and blessed him. Took him up above earth and nearer Heaven, even while yet on earth! above harm and danger, as a child who runs in terror to its mother's arms is lifted up to safety, altissimum posuisti vefugium tuum, non accedet ad te malum — "Thou hast set Thy refuge very high so that evil cannot come nigh to Thee." Took him up, that He might embrace him and have him nearer to the Divine Heart. Took him up, that he might be carried forward swiftly and not lag behind and get lost, or, hand-led, totter along with slow uncertain steps, like most of us who so try the patience of God and hinder Him in His course. Took him up, as the good shepherd carries the lambs in his bosom, while he can only lead slowly and gently those that are with young. Took him up, finally, to His embrace in Heaven, that he might 52 PERSEVERANCE. behold the King in His beauty, not looking upward from below, but face to face, sicuti est. " My father and my mother have forsaken me, but the Lord hath taken me up." XLVII. PERSEVERANCE. Initio cognovi de testimoniis tuis. " From the beginning I have known about thy Testimonies." Some have known and loved God from the first ; others, with Augustine, must for ever lament : " Too late have I known Thee ! " Some can say: Spes mea a juventute mea — "Thou art my hope from my youth;" others: Delicta juventutis mece et ignorantias meas ne memineris — " Remember not the sins of my youth and my ignorance." But all can pray, " unto old age and gray hairs, leave me not, neither forsake me." XLVIII. GOD, OUR FIRST JOY. Introibo ad altare Dei, ad Deum qui laetificat juventutem meam. " I will go unto the altar of God, the joy of my youth." Cf. Dilexisti justitiam . . . propter ea unxit te Deus, Deus tuus, oleo latitia prce con- sortibus tuis — "Thou hast loved justice, wherefore God hath anointed thee with the oil of gladness beyond all thy companions." The oil of gladness, that is, the superabundance of Divine love, the refreshing and fertilizing overflow of that river of ANXIETY. 53 living water of which it is said : Fluminis impetus Icetificat civitatem Dei. Here was the secret of the joyousness of a Stanislaus and many another, — a fountain of love in the heart " springing up into everlasting life." Even early death can be but a joy to one for whom it is an ascent to the altar of God, the source of all joy. XLIX. ANXIETY. In nihilo solliciti sitis. "Anxiety under no circumstances," excludes spiritual as well as temporal anxiety, and must be reconcilable with the precept of vigilance. Solicitude, therefore, is anxiety concerning what is out of our power, after we have used reasonable means for the best ; e.g., anxiety as to not only probable, but as to merely possible temptations ; as to the secrets of the future ; as to extraordinary graces. Here the improvident spirit of childhood is in place. Also, vigilance and care fulness can be without worry and solicitude, which imply fear as to the results, a distrust of God's fidelity, and that perturbatio timoris — "or timorous agitation," which is so insulting to God, as though He were laying nets and chains for us ; or as if to keep from mortal sin were as difficult as to balance oneself on a tight-rope, where a moment's inadvert ence may prove fatal. Spiritu principals confirma me — " Confirm me with a princely spirit," with worthy conceptions of God. 54 OUR LADY'S EXPECTATION . OUR LADY'S EXPECTATION. Magnificate Dominum mecum et exaltemus nomen ejus. " Magnify the Lord with me," she says, "and let us extol His Name together." If Elizabeth was filled with the Holy Ghost and the babe in her womb leaped for joy at the advent of Mary, what must have been the inward exultation of Mary at the near advent of Jesus ? As a great joy draws nearer, our desire is agitated and intensified, and we are drawn towards it almost violently and with a sense of pain, seeking relief in fruition. " As the stag gasps for the water- springs, so my soul gasps for Thee, O God; my soul is athirst for God, the Strong, the Living, when shall I come and appear before the face of God ? " So the saints have watched for His coming, "as they that watch for the morning." Expectans expec- tavi Dominum — " I have waited and waited for the Lord," not with dread and awe as for a coming Judge whose sentence is yet doubtful, but with hope and impatience, longing to enter into His rest and to see Him as He is. " I long to die," says St. Paul. As Christ draws near with the day of our death, does our expectation get more impatient ? is it fear or hope that increases ? " The world received Him not,"' but the reception that Mary gave was more than He could have from a thousand worlds — a most abundant reparation and consolation. So those who expect with great longing His Eucharistic advents and receive Him warmly and reverentially, GOD'S PEACE. 55 console Him for the neglect of those in whose midst He is unknown ; or if known, uncared for. LI. GOD'S PEACE. Pax Dei quae exuperat omnem sensum custodiat corda et intelll- gentias vestras. "The peace of God, which passes all under standing, keep your hearts and minds." Opposite to solicitude and anxiety is this Pax Dei, which is, first of all, a condition for communion with God whose whispers can be heard only in the stillness of the soul. But when the heart is full of din, And doubt beside the portal waits, They can but listen at the gates, And hear the household jar within. Secondly, there is that positive peace which God makes by His Presence, which is God, or which God is ; for as He is subsistent Truth and Beauty, so also, subsistent Peace. Not the peace of lethargy, the slumber of nirvana, but of the highest activity, like the still, motionless, energizing of God, when the soul lays hold of God by clear vision and love, and steadies itself, mind and heart alike. Irrequietum cor nostrum — " Restless is our heart," says Augustine, until God has sunk to its very centre to give it ballast. So with the mind in regard to the chaotic problems of human life and history. With the dawning conception of God, light, order, and peace are born, to grow and strengthen into perfect day. Custodiat corda et intelligentias vestras. There is 56 CHRIST, OUR SUN. the vacant peace of a heart that loves not, and of a mind that never ponders ; and there is the tumult of a heart torn by the conflict of a thousand vain, wild, disordered loves, and of a mind struggling in the brambles of inextricable confusions whose common underground root is unsuspected. And there is the peace of the heart whose many loves are gathered up and converge into one ; and of the mind whose problems fall into one, whose solution is faith in the goodness of God, in spite of all seeming. Qucz exuperat omnem sensum — " Which passes all understanding." This is verified primarily of the peace in patria, but also in due measure of that peace in via — "which the world cannot give;" for of that too, if we are to believe the saints, Nee lingua valet dicere . . . expertus potest credere, holds true : " Tongue cannot tell, experience alone teaches." To those who have never tasted it, its flavour is wholly unimaginable : Gustate et videte — " Taste and see for yourself." As the draw of a powerful magnet fixes the uncertain and fluctuating needle, so the draw that God, once tasted, exerts on the heart, brings all its sprawling, groping desires to converge upon Him steadily. LII. CHRIST, OUR SUN. O sol salutis intimis Jesu refulge cordibus 1 The prayer of the Samoyede sun-worshipper at dawn and sunset is, " When thou risest, I arise ; ATTACHMENTS. 57 when thou settest, I also sink." Compare Keble's " Sun of my soul, Thou Saviour dear ; it is not night if Thou be near." So with the soul whose " life is hid with Christ in God," of whom His light and warmth is the very life. It rises when He lifts upon it the light of His countenance, and sinks into sadness when His face is turned away. Surge illuminare Jerusalem, quia venit lumen tuum, quia gloria Domini super te orta est — " Arise and be enlightened, O Jerusalem, for thy Light is come, and the glory of the Lord is risen upon thee." LIII. ATTACHMENTS. Funiculus triplex difficile rumpitur. In matters moral and spiritual one attends too little to the strength of an accumulation of indi vidually insignificant and unnoticeable affections. Thus one feels an awe or a strong love in addressing an assembly whose single units affect one in no such way. Nor need we seek any further reason for the difference than the multiplication of slight effects into one accumulative sum total. So with the little attachments which may in the course of time fasten us to a place ; none of itself is inordinate or repre hensible, or needing to be combated ; each holds us, as it were, by a single hair ; but the cumulus holds us like a hawser. The only cure for such a multiple attachment would be the breaking of each of its constituent fibres. But these are each ordinate, or may even err by defect and not by excess. Therefore 58 THE WEAK CHOSEN. the resulting tie is natural, and in no way culpable ; provided one be fully resolved to give the wrench when necessary and to endure the pain. LIV. THE WEAK CHOSEN. Virtus in infirmitate perficitur. Peter, the Rock, the firm one ! Yet his natural character was warm, impulsive, and therefore un stable, unreliable. Prudence, self-possession, and a certain emotional temperateness are the usual allies or conditions of steadfastness and constancy. But the work is more evidently divine as it approaches the perfect simplicity of creative energy which .draws aliquid ex nihilo sui et subjecti — "some thing out of nothing." " Hath not God chosen the weak things of this world ? " Suscitans a terra inopem et de stercore erigens pauper em ut collocet eum cum prin- cipibus populi sui — " Lifting the needy from the earth and the poor from the mire, to set him with princes; making the barren fruitful." And all this, that no flesh may glory in His sight. Nor is this in conflict with the truth that grace does not destroy, but perfects and supplements what is good in our natural character. LV. INCREDULITY. Nisi videro . . . non credam. In spite of the assigned reason for his scepticism based on the insufficiency of the motives, we find the actual source of St. Thomas' unwillingness to INCREDULITY. S9 believe, in a wounded self-love irritated at the (perhaps unfeelingly displayed) advantage of others who enjoyed a favour which he had missed ; whence an impulse to claim superiority in prudence and caution, and to throw ridicule on their credulity. In this he was aided by the natural rebellion of the imagination against anything hitherto unexperi enced — a rebellion conquered only by experience which makes us realize what we may perhaps believe firmly enough. If ever any one "wished to believe," it was he; but this very wish also con tributed to make him hypercritical rather than credulous. "It was too good to be true. So too the other Apostles had received the report of the holy women as deliramenta — "ravings." Our Saviour punishes him by giving him his own way when he would fain not have it ; by distrusting his trust. The very gentleness of the rebuke is incisive and severe, cutting to the heart's quick and searching out its secret ulcer ruthlessly, and yet with an intent to heal. " Because thou hast seen Me, thou hast believed " — i.e., not that he could ever have faith in the fact now made visible and apparent, and removed from the realm of faith ; but that his faith in Christ as a Prophet, needed to be experimentally restored and confirmed. Blessed are they who trust 'Him for His own sake : Scio cui credidi — " I know whom I am trusting ; " and in the spirit of Peter's : Domine ad quern ibimus ? — " Lord, to whom shall we go ? " — even as we trust the word of those whom we love and worship without any experi mental proof of their veracity. 60 SERVING IN FEAR. LVI. SERVING IN FEAR. Ut sine timore de manu inimicorum nostrorum liberati servia- mus illi. "That saved from our enemies we may serve Him without fear." Servite in timore, et exultate cum tremore — " Serve God in fear and rejoice with trembling." "Work out your own salvation with fear and trembling." Without fear indeed, so far as the enemies of our. soul are concerned ; namely, the powers of darkness, whose assaults are restrained and tempered to our strength by the guiding hand of God's supreme providence ; the world, of which it is said, " Fear not, I have overcome the world ; " our own frailty and change- ableness — the most frequent source of anxiety and fear — of which it is written : Non ego, sed gratia Dei mecum — "Not I, but God's grace in me," and Omnia possum in eo qui me confortat — " I can do all in Christ who strengthens me." What we have to fear is, before all, the just judgments of God ; first of all His proximate judgments in the present withdrawal of richer grace ; in the rod of temporal chastisement, trouble and affliction of body and soul ; and secondly, the torments of future punish ments, temporal or everlasting. Without this fear we can have no true reverential love of God. If we do not feel His majesty and His wrath, we cannot feel His humility and meekness ; or understand what a love that must be which brings the Almighty RETURNING TO GOD. 61 down so low. That the fear of God's judgments is not only a preamble to love, but its outwork and safeguard, which can never be too strong, is the doctrine of St. Ignatius, in his meditation on Hell. Lastly, there is that fear which is but love under its reverential aspect; which follows it step by step; the craving for union, viewed as a dread of separa tion ; the same aspiration which can be expressed as : Fac me tuis semper inhcerere mandatis — " Make me ever cling to Thy commandments," or as : A te nunquam separari permittas — " Never let me be separated from Thee." LVII. RETURNING TO GOD. Erravi sicut ovis quae periit : quasre servum tuum, quia mandata tua non sum oblitus. " I have strayed like a lost sheep ; seek me, for I remember Thy commandments." Erravi — " I have strayed : " no doubt, by following my own will and judgment in search of seemingly richer and better pasturage ; led on heedlessly from desire to desire, delusion to delusion, till I find myself abandoned wholly to my own guidance, yet knowing not where to turn : threatened not only with hunger and want, but with exposure to the attacks of ravening wolves. Silly as a sheep is, it is better fit to guide and protect itself than is the soul of man self-governed. Dominus regit me et nihil mihideerit; in loco pascua ibi me collocavit — "The Lord shepherds me and I shall lack nothing ; He hath set Me in His pastures." 02 RETURNING TO GOD. Qucere servum tuum — " Seek Thy servant." If it can dp nothing else, the sheep can at least bleat and cry aloud. But man cannot even, like the prodigal, " come to himself; " cannot feel his spiritual destitu tion ; cannot send up a single cry for mercy, except aided by God's preventing grace. God must seek us, not only before we seek Him ; but before we can ask Him to seek us; or wish to seek Him. Tu enim prior excitasti me ut qucererem te — "Thou first didst stir me up to seek Thee." Nor is there in us merit, claim, or exigency that sends up a silent appeal to Him ; our only exigency is of punishment ; except it be the fact of our exceeding unworthiness, which will throw out the freedom of God's mercy into clearer view. Miserere mei; sana animam meam, quia peccavi tibi — " Pity me and heal me just because I have sinned : my sinfulness is my merit." Quia mandata tua non sum oblitus — " For I have not forgotten Thy commands." Forgotten they were, with a wilful forgetfulness in the moment, when absorbed in present dreamings, I went astray : Such sleepy dulness in that instant weigh'd My senses down, when the true path I left ; but not perished and uprooted from memory so as to be beyond recovery. Even this lingering memory of past happiness was the work of grace lurking in my soul and solicitous for my salvation. " Coming to myself," I " remembered the days of old and thought upon the eternal years ; " I remembered " how many hired servants of my Father have bread in abundance and to spare, while I perish here with PRAYER FOR THE CHURCH. 63 hunger ; " I remembered the commandments of that loving Wisdom, whose " ways are ways of pleasant ness and all her paths are peace ; " I remembered how it was with me in the days " when His light was over me and His lamp shone round my head." Yet I remembered, only because I was reminded ; and I was reminded, because He was crying out to me and seeking me, that I might cry to Him to seek me. LVIII. PRAYER FOR THE CHURCH. Rogate quae ad pacem sunt Jerusalem. " Pray for the peace of the Church." We must love Holy Church first of all for the sake of her Divine Spouse, " who loved her and washed her in His Blood ; " who came from afar to seek her as His bride ; to toil for her as Jacob for Rachel ; who gave His Heart's Blood for her as He slept on the Cross; whose passionate love for her is the theme of the Canticles— the Divine epithalamium. " Her founda tions are on the Holy Hills. The Lord loveth the gates of Sion above all the tabernacles of Jacob. Glorious things are spoken of Thee, Thou City of God." We must love her intelligently for her own intrinsic beauty, the King's daughter in comely array. Nigra sum sed formosa . . . ideo dilexit me rex — " I am dark but beautiful, wherefore the King hath loved me." Lava ejus sub capite meo et dextra illius amplexabitur me—" His left hand is under my head and His right arm embraceth me." Finally, for our own sake we must love our spiritual mother ; 64 PRAYER FOR THE CHURCH. for all that she has been to us, done for us, given us. " If I forget thee, 0 Jerusalem, may my right hand forget her skill." Storm-tost as she is, beaten with winds and waves, all but lost at times, it is for us all to pull hard and labour in rowing ; or if we can do nothing else, to cry aloud : Domine, salva nos, perimus — " Lord, save us ; we perish." True it is, that His promise of victory stands firm ; but this victory is promised through human labour and prayer ; and most blessed are those who shall prove to have had the largest share in the final triumph. Abundantia diligentibus te — "They shall have abund ance that love Thee." God gives various measures of grace, some more superabundant, others less. Diligentes me diligo — " I love those that love Me," before they love Me, and after; before, that they may love Me ; after, because they love Me — crowning My own work. If He loves those that love Him as represented in the last and least of His members ; much more those to whom He has given grace to love His Mystical Body in its entirety; to say: Domine dilexi decorem domus tuce et locum habitationis gloria tua — " Lord, I have loved the beauty of Thy home ; the shrine of Thy glory," or, Zelus domus tua comedit me — "Zeal for Thy Church hath devoured my heart." Date et dabitur — " Give and ye shall get " is His law, who gives us whence we can give, and the wish to give it. We gain more in praying for others than for ourselves ; still more in praying for Holy Church ; for which reason this work of charity ranks high for the' obtaining of Indulgences. We should widen HELPING OTHERS 65 our hearts and interests, and fear nothing more than a narrow self-concentration. The very essence of selfishness lies in forgetting that we are parts of a whole, — nemo sibi vivit — "None lives for himself" — that we are members of one mystical body ; that our work is subordinate, not paramount. LIX. HELPING OTHERS. Tu aliquando conversus confirma fratres. "And thou in thy turn confirm thy brethren." He must stand firm himself who would confirm others — firm as a rock, or if he would share the firmness of the True Rock, he must with one hand hold firm to that Rock and stretch out the other to draw struggling souls out of the surf. And the greater the strain upon him the more firmly will he need to cling ; else he will himself be destroyed. He must cling by heroic faith, and hope, and love, who could afford to understand, and feel for, and remedy the doubts and delusions of others without being himself troubled or beclouded; and to encourage others in the face of despair itself, without himself despairing and losing heart; and he must himself have found a treasure in the personal love of Christ, who would effectually persuade others to sell all for its sake. And again, his love of God must needs be strong who could afford to pour out upon men that personal love by which alone they can be brought captive to Christ, and yet not suffer his own heart to be torn away from the Rock. Nor F 66 THE TEARS OF JESUS. dare we save ourselves by leaving others to their fate, or prudently moderating our pity, or by not attending to their doubts, and fears, and un- happinesses, except so as to leave ourselves a wide margin of safety, an easy grip upon the Rock. Our Rock is a living Rock, who holds to us more than we hold to it. Date et dabitur is the law. The more we dare for His love, the tighter our hand is grasped ; and the speciously prudent servant who hoards his strength is condemned as "wicked and slothful," and loses that which he hath. Freely Thou givest, and Thy word is, "freely give.1' He only who forgets to hoard has learnt to live.1 It is not by gathering up our affections to ourselves, by refusing to face doubts and difficulties, that we are to help others, but by strengthening our own grip on the Rock of our Truth, our Strength, our Love, till we grow incorporate with it ; as did he, the weakest of men, who merited to hear, Tu es Petrus — "Thou art the Rock," and Confirma fratres — " Strengthen thy brothers." LX. THE TEARS OF JESUS. Et lacrimatus est Jesus. " Jesus wept." Why ? Even the Jews can tell us, " Behold, how He loved him ! " " For Jesus loved Mary, and Martha, and Lazarus, their brother " — and this, though by His delay He had suffered him to die, that He might "rouse 1 Keble. THE TEARS OF JESUS. 67 him again from sleep." There are many wise persons who feel it weakness to compassionate troubles which must come to a speedy end, or soon issue in joy or gain. Our Lord was not so wise here ; nor His Mother, when she wept over the grave that she knew was so soon to yield back her Son, victorious over death. No doubt in His love for Mary and Martha He wept with the weepers ; but apart from this, there was the sorrow every unspoilt human heart must feel, when the eyes that have looked into ours are dulled and fixed ; and the hands we have clasped are cold and rigid ; and the tongue is still, and the familiar voice silent, and the heart that loved us beats no more. Moreover, it may be truly said that as He willed of set purpose to taste every bitterness that our soul can know, He could not spare Himself this, perhaps the greatest •of all, the rending of the heart-strings by death and separation ; that He might be " touched with a feeling for our infirmities, tempted in all points as we." Not as though God who made us could not feel for and know our least sorrow, or as though to have experienced our weakness in His assumed Humanity could make His love more delicate in •our regard ; but that we might not be bewildered .by the mysteries of Godhead ; that we might know and feel that He has known and felt as we do, not only in a higher way, which helps us little ; but in the same way, which helps us much ; that in labour, in weariness, in hunger, and thirst, in grief and separation, in disappointment, in fear, in agony, in ¦death, we might approach with confidence to our 68 NATURAL AFFECTION. High Priest who has been in labour from His youth, who sat weary by the well, or slumbered in the storm ; who hungered in the desert, and thirsted on the cross ; who knew grief, and separation, and disappointment, and fear, and agony, and death j. who has surely borne our griefs, and carried our sorrows. LXI. NATURAL AFFECTION. Magnus autem factus est fletus omnium, et procumbentes super collum Pauli, osculabantur eum, dolentes maxime in verbo quod dixerat quoniam amplius faciem ejus non essent visuri " And there was great weeping on all hands ;. and they fell on Paul's neck and kissed him, sorrow ing most of all because he had said they should see his face no more." Making all due allowance for differences of national temperament, there is here a large residue of feeling which certain Christian stoics would consider very human, very natural, and therefore very wicked ; and certainly St. Paul seems to have been " consenting unto their deeds." LXII. HOLY CHURCH, GOD'S HOUSE. Domine dilexi decorem domus tuae et locum habitationis gloriae tuae. " Lord, I have loved the beauty of Thy house ^ the dwelling-place of Thy glory," was said by David with reference to the Temple of God's glory which it was his heart's desire to build (Si introiero in tabernaculum domus mea; si ascendero in HOLY CHURCH. GOD'S HOUSE. 69 ledum strati mei; si dedero somnum ocidis meis et palpebris meis dormitationem et requiem temporibus meis donee inveniam locum Domino, et tabernaculum Deo Jacob — where the vehemence and efficacy of this dilexi is manifested) ; and yet said by him pro phetically, in the person of Him, the true David, who left the throne of His glory, and vowed a vow that He would not return into His rest, nor give sleep to His eyes, nor slumber to His eyelids, nor relax the strain of His thought, until at the cost •of His Heart's blood He had established in His Mystical Body a place for the Lord, a dwelling for the God of Jacob. It is of this His Spouse that cur Saviour says, " Lord, I have loved the beauty ¦of Thy house," loved the ideal of it before He went forth to realize it ; and loved the realization, with the joy of sated desire. It is the indwelling of God's glory, the true Schekina, that constitutes that inward beauty of the King's daughter, of which it is said, ideo dilexit me rex — " wherefore the King hath loved me." Hence the Daily Sacrifice seems equivalently to say : Memento Domine David et omnis mansuetudinis ejus — " Remember David and his obedience unto death." It is the pleaded memorial of the meekness, the obedience unto death, of David, i.e., of the Beloved. " This is My beloved Son in whom I am well pleased." " I have loved the beauty of Thy house," i.e., of the Holy Catholic Church, the Bride of the Lamb, who is now being prepared and purified for the marriage-feast. Every priest and minister, and in a measure every Christian is, like the Blessed Baptist, OUR LADY, GOD'S HOUSE. by office a "paranymph" or "friend of the Bride groom." Each has a care of the beauty, the spot- lessness, the honour of the Mystical Body that he- may present her to Christ immaculate, "not having spot or wrinkle ; " Despondi enim vos %ini viro virginem- castam exhibere Christo. He felt this love who sang,. " If I forget thee, O Jerusalem, let my right hand forget her cunning;" or, Propter Sion non tacebo et propter Jerusalem non quiescam donee egrediatur ut splendor Justus ejus. Qui reminiscimini Domini, ne tace- atis, et ne detis silentium ei, donee ponat Jerusalem laudem hi terra.1 LXIII. OUR LADY, GOD'S HOUSE. Hie habitabo, quoniam elegi earn. Domini dilexi decorem domus tua — that house in which the Word was made Flesh ; where first He pitched His tabernacle amongst us ; full' of grace,. overshadowed by the Holy Ghost ; the mercy-seat ;. the Ark of the New Covenant which is Christ. Tota pidcra es Maria et macula non est in te — " Thou art all fair, O Mary, and no spot is in thee." Ideo dilexit me Rex et introduxit me in cubiculum suum. LXIV. THE FAMILY, GOD'S HOUSE. Domine dilexi decorum domus tuse. Ecce quam bonum et quam jucundum fratres habi- tare in unum — " Lo how good and joyous for 1 Isaias lxii. OUR SOUL, GOD'S HOUSE. 7i brothers to dwell in unity." The beauty of every Christian household or community where God dwells and is glorified, is the beauty of peace and charity and mutual reverence, which constrains men to give glory to Christ and say, " See how these Christians love one another." On such an household the Psalm says, God's blessing descends like the dew on Hermon, or like the sacred oil poured upon the head of Aaron, and running down in its abundance over the ephod. " For there the Lord has promised His blessing, and life for evermore." Propter fratres meos et proximos meos loquebar pacem de te ; propter domum Domini Dei nostri quasivi bonum tibi. Pax huic domui, et omnibus habitantibus in ea — " For my brethren's and kindred's sake I will wish thee peace ; and for the sake of the Lord's house which is in thee." " Peace to this house and to all that dwell therein." " Let Thy angels dwell in it to keep us in peace, and let Thy blessing be upon us always." — Angeli tui sancti habitent in ea qui nos in pace cusio- diant; et benedictio tua sit super nos semper. LXV. OUR SOUL, GOD'S HOUSE. Domine dilexi decorem domus tuae. Applicable first to one's own soul, which is by destiny the house of God, the dwelling of His glory ; which is beautified and adorned by all those virtues of peace and purity and humility which make it a fit nest for the Dove ; and where our passions, affections, emotions, well ordered, yet strong and 72 OUR NEIGHBOUR'S SOUL, GOD'S HOUSE. vigorous, make harmonious melody in our heart to the praise of God ; where there is nothing excessive, discordant, ill-attuned ; but, variety without con fusion, unity without poverty or monotony. Such a love begets a consuming zeal which drives forth violently all that could profane the house of prayer and worship, and make it a den of thieves. Applicable also to our body, which is the temple of the engraced soul, of which it is said, " Whoso defileth God's Temple him will God destroy." Chastity is the white robe which beau tifies and becomes that flesh which is sanctified by a thousand titles; by mystic union with the Word made Flesh ; by repeated Eucharistic transfor mations ; by its destiny to a glorification and spiritualization through His power who will change this body of our humiliation and make it like to His glorious Body. And in due measure, as far as weakness permits, not only chastity, but modesty, cleanliness, and every honourable treat ment is due to this flesh which God has made His very own, spiritualized, divinized ; nor can it be irreverently dealt with, without irreverence to the mystical, and sacramental, and physical Body of our Lord. Peccat caro, mundat caro ; regnat Deus Dei caro. LXVI. OUR NEIGHBOUR'S SOUL, GOD'S HOUSE. Domine dilexi decorem domus tus. Applicable to the souls of others, for whose sanctification true charity is zealous ; and whose THE TABERNACLE, GOD'S HOUSE. 73 hurt or scandal is a scandal and hurt to our own soul: "Who is weak and I am not weak; who is scandalized and I do not burn ? " Those who have felt the pang of seeing, in some charge dear to them, the first innocence of childhood giving way to the first stain of sin, and gradually clouded over and obliterated, may in some weak way realize the sufferings of our Saviour's Heart over souls that are wrested from Him, and in which His Father's image is torn down and defaced and the abomination of desolation set up in the sanctuary of the Indwelling Glory. LXVII. THE TABERNACLE, GOD'S HOUSE. Domine dilexi decorem domus tuas. Applicable to the love which saints and holy souls have had for the earthly dwelling-places of the Eucharistic Presence; to whom it was ever joyful news to be summoned into that Presence ; who if compelled to be absent in body have ever been present there in spirit. And as saints have honoured that Presence with the gold of charity, the myrrh of purity, the incense of holy aspirations ; so the wisest of this world have loved to bring their gifts from afar and to cast them at the feet of the Giver of all. 74 HEAVEN, GOD'S HOUSE. LXVIII. HEAVEN, GOD'S HOUSE. Domine dilexi decorem domus tuae. Applicable to the love of hope and to our longing for the Vision of Peace. Quam dilecta tabernacula — " How longed-for are Thy tabernacles, O Lord of hosts." Quemadmodum desiderat — "As the hart pants for the streams, so my soul for Thee." Defecit in salutare tuum anima mea — " My soul has fainted for Thy salvation, saying, when wilt Thou console me."' Deus, Deus meus, ad te de luce vigilo — " O God, my God, I watch for Thee from the dawn." LXIX. EARTH, GOD'S HOUSE. Domine dilexi decorem domus tuae. If Heaven is His throne, earth is His footstool, where He is revealed by His traces and footprints. The skies and clouds are telling His glory, and the firmament showing His handiwork ; and all the works of the Lord, sun and moon, land and sea, hills and valleys, and all they contain, " bless the Lord, praise Him and magnify Him for ever." In Him all things live, move, and are; and He is in all, though distinct from all, as the mountain from the thick mist that cloaks it, betraying its barest outline and no more. It is no small grace to feel God in nature, pressing on us on all sides, moving in our every pulse, and thinking with our every thought. LONG-SUFFERING. 75 " Heaven and earth are full of Thy glory," i.e., per meated with it, as a crystal with the light which gives it all its beauty. " He is nearer to us than we think," just because we do not think. Yet those who love to ponder the footprints of His glory will at last be constrained to confess, " Surely the Lord was in this place and I knew it not." Custom and wont have held our eyes, so that we know Him not ; or at least heed Him not, as we do not heed the air we breathe; so that men will deny Him to His very face. He who wrote the Benedicite, or the Laudate Dominum de ccelis, loved the beauty of this earthly house of God, and the dwelling-place of His glory. LXX. LONG-SUFFERING. Quaerens me sedisti lassus. "Thou hast sat wearied with searching for me." He has sat down not in despair, but to gather strength to continue His search. While there remains to us the grace of life, it is evidence that He is still seeking us. If death overtake us before we are found, then only does He turn back. In so dealing with us, He gives us a pattern for our conduct to others " not to be weary in well-doing," nor even to give up the most incorrigible, nor to refuse another trial, nor to " cast out those that come to us." For no case can seem to us so hopeless as our own seemed to all, but to Him ; and all our present hope is that He will continue to the end to press His graces upon us regardless of our reiterated refusals. Again. His weariness should 76 HARDNESS OF HEART. help us to bear with the weariness and heaviness we have to encounter in our work, which is always, indirectly at least, the quest of lost or erring souls ; or that weariness which we have so justly to endure in seeking Him, from whom we have strayed. LXXI. HARDNESS OF HEART. A facie frigoris ejus quis sustinebit. Emittet verbum suum et liquefaciet ea ; flabit spiritus ejus et fluent aquae. "Who can stand out against His frost? He shall send forth His word and thaw them ; His wind shall blow, and the streams shall run again." When the sun withdraws himself, the waters are frozen into solid ice. We forget that their fluidity depends every moment upon his influence ; and that of themselves, they are hard, dark, and cold. When the heart resists grace, time after time, and shuts out the sunshine which struggles in at every open chink, God withdraws Himself, and there follows the ice-age of obcacatio et obduratio — of judicial blindness and hardness. The wish to be better ; the feeling of remorse or dissatisfaction ; of the need of God ; every vital spark from which the flame of charity might spring up again is extinct. There is no hope except in the free mercy of God, who will not be angry for ever, and who will turn to us that we may turn to Him ; as the returning sun draws round to itself the averted sunflower. Emittet verbum suum et liquefaciet ea — " He shall speak the word and melt them." It is by "the BEFORE COMMUNION. 77 word of His power," by some message to the soul from within or without, that the hardness of our heart is relaxed. It was by sending His Word into this ice-bound world of sin that the soil was softened under the influence of the second spring. Jam hiems transiit imber abiit et recessit. Veritas de terra orta est. Etenim Dominus dabit benignitatem et terra nostra dabit fructum suum — " Now the winter is gone, the rain is passed and over. Truth has sprung up from the earth. Yea, God shall give His blessing and earth shall yield her fruit." We perceive the light of fire before we feel its warmth. Flabit spiritus ejus et fluent aqua — " His breath shall blow and the rivers shall run again." As under the soft, warm wind the ice and snow are converted into streams and torrents, so the breath of the Paraclete draws tears of compunction from the thawed and penitent heart. Conversus Dominus respexit Petrum . . . et ccepit flere — "God turned and looked on Peter, and he began to weep." Till He turns and looks upon us, our heart goes from bad to worse, from hardness to hardness. When He turns to us, then we " remember the word which He spake," and the ice is dissolved into tears. LXXII. BEFORE COMMUNION. Domine non sum dignus ut intres sub tectum meum. My house is full of noise and tumult and worldly comforts and appliances, and the door is shut and barred, and the importunity of the midnight visitor 78 LOVE'S ARCHETYPE. is hateful to me. Tantum die verbo, say but the word and my soul shall be healed. Change the inn to a cave ; shatter the door and ruin the walls, " that the King of Glory may come in." Let Joseph go before to prepare the rude resting-place, and let Mary follow, and in the very midst of my soul bring forth her Firstborn. Mater Divines graticz, or a pro nobis. LXXIII. LOVE'S ARCHETYPE. Ego et Pater, Unum sumus. " Consubstantial with the Father," not merely similar, not the exact counterpart, reflexion, replica ; but the same substance in no way distinct or distin guishable, held in common by two, as though two men had one body between them and one soul, thinking, willing, acting, not alike, but identically. This is no barren or fruitless dogma to those who have dwelt on the mystery of Love with its craving for union, absorption, identification, and its conflict ing demand for distinctness, or " otherness," its protest against extinction. It is in the mystery of the Trinity that Love finds that archetype which the pantheist or Buddhist seeks in vain. " That they all may be one as Thou, Father, art in Me and I in Thee." " I in them and Thou in Me, that we all may be perfect in one." For what is it Love wants ? To give itself wholly and entirely; and yet to be itself and distinct ; to efface every divergence in thought, will, interest, nature, place, time, and yet to be other, and loved by another, as other. And it seeks, LOVE'S ARCHETYPE. 79 not only to be absorbed and to give, but to absorb and receive ; for union or identity is a mutual relation. Yet it seeks not that the other should cease to be other, though all of that other's should cease to be his ; — "All mine is thine, and all thine is mine." " He shall take of mine and give it unto you." Personality is of the very notion of love, on the part of both subject and object ; and union is no less so; distinctness and yet fusion. It is not, therefore, such a union with God as pantheists or quietists put before us, that we really crave for ; — the union by which a drop is absorbed and dis persed in the ocean, losing its separateness and individuality ; or by which a wave or ripple on the face of a pond is smoothed out as a disturbance of its former lifeless tranquillity. No doubt there is something that touches a responsive chord within us in such an aspiration as : God, in pain and anguish, make me one with Thee One with hill and sky-line, one with surging sea. Sick with the sense of our own feebleness, transi- toriness, nothingness, as compared with the quasi- eternity, infinity, inexhaustible beauty, power, and goodness of Nature, there arises some vague longing to be incorporate with the Whole, the All, which our fancy personifies ; a longing to be ourselves the world-soul, and not the soul of a miserable little parasitic frame of humanity. This, rightly analyzed, is no desire for extinction, but for the greatest imaginable fulness of personal existence. Further, so interpreted, this is an aspiration rather 8o LOVE'S ARCHETYPE. of the love of desire, than of the love of friendship. it is self-love crying out for its bonum satiativum, for the boundless, the eternal, the all-beautiful, for the life, and food of life, which its natural exigencies crave for — and yet vainly, being made for God alone, non ad hac natus — for even " heaven and earth shall pass away." " They shall perish, but Thou remainest ; they shall all wax old as doth a garment, and as a vesture shalt Thou fold them and they shall be changed, but Thou art the self-same and Thy years shall not fail." And yet this love of desire is not the strongest or highest craving. More imperative is the demand for friendship or society in beings who can know and reflect. Sine amico non potes bene vivere — "Without a friend thou canst ill live." Amare et amari, is the soul's desire according to Augustine ; to love others, and be loved in return. It is only so far as our imagination in some way personifies Nature (as a whole or in certain manifestations), that we can feel drawn towards her with sentiments of love or worship, and a desire of self-subjection. Let every conceivable perfection and attribute that we find in Nature, be concentrated eminently in one being, yet until that being is known to be intelligent, self-loving, personal, our love in its regard is but a kind of envy which grasps at those perfections and would have them our own — eternity immensity, might, form, beauty. But in a person there is something we cannot even wish to appropriate, since distinctness is of its very notion ; while at the ;jame time there is an intense desire to surrender LOVE'S ARCHETYPE. 81 all one has to this other, saving only one's distinct ness, and to receive a like surrender in return, so that all, as far as conceivable, should be in common, should be one possession of two possessors. " All mine is thine and all thine is mine." " Thou in me and I in thee." Then indeed the amicus becomes, not the ego but the alter ego, in so far as all possessions, goods, actions, thoughts, interests, are perfectly common and indistinguishable. Personal love seeks to bind to itself a person and not to a thing; and the only conceivable bond is fusion and community of possessions and attributes. It cannot desire fusion of personality, since that which is essentially distinctness is destroyed by fusion So far as friends have the same human nature, like thoughts, loves, cares, and interests and so forth, thus far are they united. It is in the Mystery of the Trinity that we find this union carried to its infinite perfection, where, between Three Persons there is, not a likeness, but a numerical sameness of nature, thought, will, and operation ; and withal, a distinctness of person between the three possessors of this one possession, which in order of origin belongs first to the Father, and is by Him com municated to the Son, and by both to the Holy Spirit. Our notion of friendship or personal love might seem at first sight to postulate only a dual personality in Divinity; or perhaps, on second thoughts, an indefinitely multiplied personality. For it is only the limited nature of human affection which makes friendship dual in so many cases, though not in all. Jealousy, which brooks no 82 LOVE'S ARCHETYPE. rival, rests on the beliet that what is given to another is taken from me, and that love as it is extended, loses in intensity. If love claims a surrender of all, there cannot be two claimants and recipients of that all. But if these two claimants are already so united as to have but one possession and interest, then what is surrendered to one is surrendered to both ; and the two are one in the love they give and the love they take. This explains why friendship or personal love is not always or necessarily a relation between two, but might exist between any number of persons. It even gives a dim indication as to why an at least triune love is more perfect than a dual love ; and why a triune love, if perfect, should be all-sufficing. For if a friend is the dearest possession, then, in the most perfect act of friendship I communicate -ny friend as the chiefest of my goods, my alter ego. So Christ, when He gives us Himself, gives us His Father to be our Father. " We will come and make our abode with Him ; He gives His Mother as ours, His Spirit as ours." " Behold thy Mother." " I will ask the Father and He will give you another Paraclete." Again, all love seeks sympathy. If I see something beautiful I want another to enjoy it with me ; and this points to a trinity of persons as satisfying the highest ideal of personal love; the Father loving the Son, in sympathy with the Spirit, the Father and Son loving the Spirit ; and each giving Himself with the othei, and each Person singly loving the other two as one, and rejoicing in their union and friendship. Hence in this notion UNION WITH GOD. 83 of perfect identity of the common possession ; of an infinite perfection shared by three perfectly distinct personalities, we find carried as it were to infinity what our vague instincts point to, as the requisites of personal love. In the Hypostatic Union, on the other hand, we have a type of the unitive power of non-personal love. Between the Eternal Word and the Sacred Humanity the relation is not that of person to person; but of person to thing; there is no room for amicitia any more than between the soul and the body. We know experimentally that the love of want (amor concupiscentialis) tends to draw the object into a quasi-hypostatic union ; to absorb it ; to make it " mine ; " to eliminate its definition, to erase the lines which bound it and mark it off as "this." "" Separateness " is wholly repugnant to this love. LXXIV. UNION WITH GOD. Ego in eis, et tu in me ut sint consummati in unum. In the natural order our highest union with God is by perfect self-tradition, by likeness of thought and will and operation, and yet by the maintenance of personal distinctness in its purity. Hence I believe pantheism is opposed to the testimony of cur inner consciousness in confounding a craving for union, with 1 craving for absorption. In the order of grace there is not merely a likeness, but a same ness of being and operation ; a mystical partici pation of the Divine Nature. As the operations of the Three Persons are from one principle, and are 84 PERSONAL LOVE. one operation, and yet truly the operation of each Person ; so analogously the love that God works in us by grace is the operation of the Holy Spirit and ours at the same time. It is we who love and it is the Spirit who loves. As the Eternal Son uses the Sacred Humanity as an instrument whereby to render to the Father the love of a human heart ; so in some way our soul becomes the instrument of the indwelling Spirit. " God has sent His Spirit into our hearts crying, Abba, Father." The cry is at once His and ours. To the Eternal Son we are bound by a double bond — by the indwelling of His Divinity and of His Humanity, the participation of His two-fold Life. " He that eateth My Flesh and drinketh My Blood, dwelleth in Me and I in Him ; as the living Father hath sent Me, and I live by the Father, so He that eateth Me, the same also shall live by Me." He as the deified Head ; we, as the members of one Mystic Body quickened by one indwelling spirit, are joint- holders of a common possession, with one end and perfection to which all aspire and conspire, namely, that communicatio beatitudinis or bonum Divinum, which is the bond of charity. LXXV. PERSONAL LOVE. Hoc est prasceptum meum ut diligatis invicem sicut dilexi vos. Personal love, founded on community, likeness, sameness, is not of its own nature acquisitive or grasping. It is founded simply on the recognition PREPARING GOD'S WAYS. 85 of a common end or interest, of which the two are the conjoint adequate subject. It does not seek to despoil the other of his goods or excellences ; but at most that the recognition of oneness and the consequent affection should be mutual. In truth the analysis of concupiscential or want-begotten love is far easier than that of personal love. Personal love seems to be ex plenitudine essendi, a certain self-diffusion and overflow ; whereas the love of want is ex defectu essendi, from our empti ness and indigence. LXXVI. PREPARING GOD'S WAYS. Parate vias Domini. " Get ready a way for the Lord." " Every valley shall be exalted." All the depressions and empti nesses of the heart, must be upraised, filled in, levelled. There is the valley of despondency and discouragement ; of acquiescence in a low state as inevitable ; of affection for all that either drags us down, or excludes that which draws us upwards; in fine, whatever is wanting to the fulness of any virtue, or makes a void or hollow in the sou1. 2. " Every mountain and hill shall be made low.'' Pride is of course the chief barrier in the way of Christ's royal progress ; whether through the world cr through any particular soul. Even kings must cast their crowns before Him ; must throw open their gates " that the King of Glory may come in." Mountains must sink back into plains to make a 86 PREPARING GOD'S WAYS. pathway for Him at whose bidding they rose. Pride lies in (a) overrating the extent of our gifts, whether absolutely, or relatively, to others, or (/3) overvaluing what we truly have got, or (7) forgetting our position as mere instruments of Divine manifestation, mere recipients of bounty. 3. " The crooked shall be made straight." A short distance may be a weary, uncertain journey if the road curves and winds about ; or if it is rough and stony; or marshy and unsound. Our want of straightness, simplicity, sincerity, makes Christ's progress to His Kingdom within us almost impos sible. Where is the man with a " single eye " who follows his conscience in all simplicity; or if through frailty he slips, freely confesses his fault without twistings and excuses; who hates all compromises, all modos vivendi when it is a question of God and his own soul. Quis est hie ef laudabimus eum ? fecit enim mirabilia in vita sua — "Who is he; and we shall praise him as a hero." 4. " The rough places shall be made smooth " — a refinement on the foregoing essentials ; implying a delicate consideration for our Lord's feelings in little things ; a politeness or polish, so to say, which shuns small rudenesses, all that would jolt or jar. There is a rough love of God, often very intense, strong, durable ; the love of many a martyr and confessor ; the love of Peter in his youth (cum junior esset). When we consider the spiritual and moral refine ment of the saints, let alone that of our Blessed Lord ; we must acknowledge that as the heavens are above the earth, so are His ways and His thoughts GOD'S FACE- 87 above ours Seen and magnified in the strong light of His holiness, all our smoothness is broken into ridges and ruggedness ; and what is fair and whole some to our sight, is loathsome and rotten in His. And yet He not only bears with us, but delights to be with us ; not as though He did not feel our offensiveness, but because His love for us finds food and exercise in the very enduring of it : — as we read of some rare human love, which cleaves more tenderly to the object of its passion when stricken down with some hideous disease; a love that " exults as a giant to run its course," and enjoys the encounter and hard overthrow of obstacles ; like his who says, " For whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and do account them but refuse," or again, " Gladly will I spend and be spent for you, though the more I love you the less I be loved " Yet to us the thought of what our love cost Him should be matter of continual and growing compunction, as we get to know His lovableness and, by contrast, our own coarse repulsiveness more and more. Then we understand somewhat how the holv souls revel in the purging fire. LXXVII. GOD'S FACE. Ostende faciem tuam et salvi erimus. "Show us Thy face and we shall be saved." " Turn not away Thy face from me lest I be like them that go down into the pit." We must turn our back upon God before He will turn His back GOD'S FACE. upon us ; but He must turn His face to us, before we can turn our face to Him. The disciples on the road to Emmaus looked in His face, yet they knew Him not till He looked upon them, till He showed them His face, in the breaking of bread. Our eyes are holden, veiled, and mist- clouded, till the sun itself disperses the film and bursts through upon our gaze. The beauty, the comeliness, the grace, of the Son of Man, moves us in no wise until viewed with the eyes of the heart. To see His face, this is charity ; this is the beatifying vision already begun. It is the delectare in Domino of David ; the delight of beholding the face of the Beloved. For ever fixed in no unfruitful gaze. " This is life eternal, to know Thee; " nor does the Vita atema inchoata, the life of charity, herein differ from the life of Beatitude. Love is but the property and effect; whereas knowledge, heart-knowledge, is the substance, the good whose possession delights, whose vision rejoices us (quod visum placet). All true personal love, which rests in the person, and not in some ulterior good to be derived from the person, is of this kind. Its object is bonum honestum; not bonum utile — "beauty, not utility." Contemplation is its proper act and exercise ; Elegit bonum partem quce non auferetur — " She has chosen the good part, which shall not be taken from her." As bodily beauty delights the eye of sense, so the eye of the soul feasts its gaze on the spiritual beauty of Christ, and lingers GOD'S FACE. 89 over every line and point. Jesu dulcis memoria dans vera cordi gaudia, says Bernard, sed super mel et omnia ejus dulcis prasentia; whether as present to memory only, or to intuition ; whether in its image or its very reality, it is the Divine Face which is the cause of inward joy and sweetness. Ostende faciem tuam et salvi erimus : it is the true aspect of God which saves us and quickens us. As art refines our observation and taste, and makes us love Nature more tenderly for new beauties, to which our uncultured eye was dim and obtuse : so our soul has to be schooled into the right reading of the Divine Beauty which the crowd presses upon, but which few discern or touch. Hence St. Paul always prays that in his children the knowledge of Christ may abound ; " whom to know is to love." Surge arnica mea, speciosa mea et veni. Ostende mihi faciem tuam, sonet vox tua in auribus meis; quia vox tua dulcis et fades tua decora. Revertere revertere Sunamita, ut intueamur te. Ostende faciem tuam et salvi erimus. " When that which is perfect is come, then that which is in part shall be done away." For here we see in a riddle or through a darkened glass ; there, face to face : here, I know in part ; there, I shall know, even as I am known. Ibunt de virtute in virtutem; videbitur Deus deorum in Sion — They shall go as it were from vision to vision, from weaker to stronger light, till the last filmy veil is left behind, and they are face to face with the sun in his splendour ; videbimus eum sicuti est — " We shall see Him, not as He is said to be, not as He seems to be, but as He is." go TIMES OF VISITATION. " Show us the Father, and it sufficeth us," this is our all-sufficing Good. LXXVIII. TIMES OF VISITATION. Vox clamantis in deserto. The voice of one calling out in the desert, crying with the loud cry of God's extraordinary graces as contrasted with the persistent whispers of daily promptings. Neglect has deafened us to the latter : grace must now cry with a loud voice, Lazare, veni foras — " Lazarus, come forth ! " " Cry aloud," O Lord, " and spare not ; lift up Thy voice as a trumpet, proclaim to Thy people their iniquities, and their sins to the house of Jacob." " Crying in the desert," through which the King must pass in His royal progress, the desert full of waste places, hills and hollows, windings and turnings — our wild, uncultivated hearts. And crying, " Prepare the way," for the fruit will answer to the preparation, even as seed needs a favourable soil. We must break up the hard, frost-bound earth, and " make broad our furrows," and pray for the God-given rain of penitential tears. And yet as it is He alone that can call us to get ready, so it is by Him alone we can answer the call. The work is "begun, continued, and ended, in Him." THE CONCERT OF CREATION. 91 LXXIX. THE CONCERT OF CREATION. Cum quibus et nostras voces ut admitti jubeas deprecamur. Te Deum laudamus. "I praise Thee, O God," sounds feeble and presumptuou.c Praise must be in concert, fulness, and harmony, if it is to be at all. Even, " We beseech Thee," " Our Father," is immeasurably more efficacious than " I beseech Thee," " My Father." More efficacious because it is the act of that Body whose bond is charity or of the individual as bound to that Body by charity. It is then, not I who pray but Christ's Mystic Body, or Christ. But it is in praise that we feel our weakness and isolation most of all It is as though a conqueror were hailed by my one feeble voice in a myriad-throated silent multitude. He whose own Heart is full of praise cannot rest till He has communicated the flame of His enthusiasm to all around Him His mission is to send fire on the earth and to see that it be kindled to draw all hearts int«- sympathy with His own. " We praise Thee ; " and in this concentus, not only must all mankind unite, Reges et omnes principes terra, juvenes et virgines, senes cum junioribus — " Kings and princes, youths and virgins, old men and boys," but the angels of God ; — Tibi omnes angeli, tibi cherubim et seraphim Laudate eum omnes angeli ejus. Cum quibus et nostras voces ut admitti jubeas deprecamur — and every single creature living or lifeless; — sun, moon, and stars ; winds, seas, storms, mists, dew, 92 THE CONCERT OF CREATION. frost, cold, mountains, hills, valleys, streams, rivers, trees, shrubs, harvests, fruit, flowers, fish, reptiles, birds, insects, brutes, cattle, omnis spiritus laudet Dominum. Confiteantur tibi Domine omnia opera tua; all must lend their voice in due measure to perfect that chord of praise which swells up continually to God's ears from the whole as whole; the universe invisible and visible, the heaven and earth of the beginning. " Heaven and earth are full of Thy glory." Filled with this sense of lonely nothingness, insignificance, solitary unmeaningness, a helpless single string in the many-stringed harp of creation, David cries aloud to men and angels, heaven and earth, to the great all : Magnificate Dominum mccum — " Oh, magnify the Lord with me, and let us praise His Name together." This is indeed, To know my spirit a note Of this great chorus, one with bird and stream And voiceful mountain — nay, a string, how jarred And all but broken ! of that lyre of life Whereon himself, the master harp-player, Resolving all its mortal dissonance To one immortal and most perfect strain, Harps without pause, building the world with song.1 As in harmonized music the varying parts are bound together by their common relation to the melody through which they are related one to another ; so in the concentus of creation it is through man and in reference to man that the voices of all other visible creatures are heard ; and it is as harmonizing with the voice of the Son of Man, 1 W. Watson. THE IMMACULATE CONCEPTION. 93 high above all, that our praises are acceptable. Through Christ and in Christ, God has hypostati- cally assumed this concerted praise of creation and made it a Divine act. Per ipsum et cum ipso et in ipso, est tibi Deo Patri, in unitate Spiritus Sancti omnis honor et gloria. LXXX. THE IMMACULATE CONCEPTION. Tota pulcra es Maria. "Thou, O Mary, art altogether fair," i.e., from the very first instant of existence, with an unbroken, ever-growing fairness. The totality of our aspect in the eyes of God is to be measured, not only by our present state or appearance, but by our whole past, in which before the eternal gaze the present is em bedded, as in its setting or frame, or as a text in the midst of its commentary. So regarded, of no soul but one can it be said, tota pulcra es, not even of the "greatest born of women." What can be said of me ? Even allowing my soul a certain present pulcritudo, yet in the midst of so much past unsight- liness is there enough for the Divine gaze to rest upon with pleasure, or not rather more than enough to make it turn from me in loathing? Tota fceda es — " Thou art all foul." And yet not tota. For as God for the sake often just would have overlooked the corruption of Sodom ; so for the sake of that one present little spark of love which He has kindled in my heart, and which I have not yet extinguished, 94 LOVE IN THE WINE-PRESS. He will look upon me with love ; and for love of that little beauty will endure my manifold unsightli- nesses, and " count it as nothing though He should give all His substance for love." For the love of God, is the one and sufficient beauty of the soul, the perfection of its knowledge, the perfection of its will. It is its highest assimilation and likeness to God, who alone fully knows and loves His own goodness. What we love we become. To love the Beautiful is to be beautiful. For love is but a greeting of self in some other disguise, whether it be our love of God or His love of us. Ave gratia plena ! Hail, full of love, full of beauty, tota pidcra es et macula non est in te. There is finitude, but there is no fault. There is finitude, but com pared with ours it is infinitude, fulness. " Behold, O God, our defender, and look upon the face of Thy Christ." Behold, O Christ, our defender, and look upon the face of Thy Mother, our Mother — tota pulcra, whose love costs Thee no pain, the only rose without a thorn. LXXXI. LOVE IN THE WINE-PRESS. Et domus repleta est odore unguenti. Even as vervain must be bruised if it is to yield its full fragrance, so the heart that is full of sweet ointment must be broken that the whole house may be filled with the perfume. This was the inward "contrition" or bruising, typified by the outward act of Magdalene when she broke the GOD IN THE DARKNESS. 95 alabaster over the feet of Jesus. Yet every sorrow, however small, will cause love to exhale its sweet odour. LXXXII. God in the darkness. Ignis, grando, nix, glacies, spiritus procellarum, quas faciunt verbum ejus. " Fire, hail, snow, ice, stormy gales, which do His bidding." Destruction, temptation, affliction, disease, death, all bear part in the praise of God. Even by sin, though not by the sinner, God is praised. Here heat and cold and wind are considered in their excess and intemperance, as ministers of God's chastising love or con suming justice. " He makes the winds His messengers, and the flame of fire His minister." '¦ He rides upon the wings of the wind " — not the heat that warms and cherishes, but that which scorches and burns ; not the cold that cools and refreshes, but which chills and deadens ; not the breeze that soothes and invigorates, but the gale which uproots and devastates. It is a higher thought, a higher faith and confidence and love, which, with Job, can praise God for His chastise ments, "The Lord gave and the Lord hath taken away. Blessed be the name of the Lord." 96 ST. STEPHEN. LXXXIII. ST. STEPHEN. Plenus gratia et fortitudine faciebat prodigia. " Full of grace and fortitude he wrought wonders." Christian fortitude is that courage which braves the extremest dangers, not from any other motive, how laudable soever, but solely for the love of Christ. It is the strength of a " love stronger than death," and which " many waters cannot drown." " Greater love hath no man than this, that a man should lay down his life for his friend " — a love which finds its archetype in God, who, "when we were yet sinners," saw enough in us to die for. Even the weakest and most cowardly creatures, poor nervous feeble birds, become terrible and reckless of their lives for love of their brood. Small wonder if in Stephen and many another, the personal love of Christ has wrought " signs and prodigies ;" boldness of spech in the very teeth of emperors (loquebar de testimoniis tuis in conspectu regum et non confundebar — " I spake of Thy testi monies before kings and was not ashamed "), and resistance usque ad sanguinem — " even to blood." 2. " I see the heavens opened." Here is the source of that " grace and fortitude " — a clear unclouded view of the world beyond the veil ; a faith that rends the heaven and lets our sight rest on the reality and "substance of things hoped for," which dissolves the world around us into a misty dream, a continual "passing away." 3. " And Jesus standing at the right THE INCARNATION. 97 hand of God," for this is in epitome the substance of the Christian revelation — the Incarnate, obedient unto death, exalted and crowned with glory and honour, and given a Name which is above every name, the pledge of our exaltation ; for " if we suffer with Him, we shall also reign with Him." If Christ Himself was helped to endure the Cross by the foresight of the joy to follow (proposito sibi gaudio sustinuit crucem), it was fitting that Stephen should be encouraged by a vision of the joy of his Lord into which he was to enter. LXXXIV. THE INCARNATION. Qui propter nos homines, et propter nostram salutem, descendit de ccelis. Had He come as God Incarnate into an unfallen world, He need not have laid aside the finite glories that were His birthright ; He need not have passed through weakness, humiliation, pain, and death, to the recovery of what was His, had He not been stripped of it by sin. That the Son of Man should have also been a " Man of Sorrows," "emptied of His glory," "obedient to death," this was the effect of mercy, occasioned by sin. z.Et propter nostram salutem. We need not, however, suppose that antecedent to the forevision of the Fall, an Incarnation had been decreed ; but may believe that God, casting about, so to say, in the infinite resources of His Divine intellect and power, for an order of things which should manifest H ¦98 THE INCARNATION. His attributes, chose that in which His mercy and generosity would be displayed more fully. He chose, rather than the contrary, that world in which the race, engraced and elevated, would cast away its privileges ; in which iniquity should abound that grace might superabound ; in which His good gifts would be despised, squandered, abused, not merely by some, but by most; in which His richest schemes of mercy would be thwarted by man's perversity ; in which He would gladly spend Himself and be spent, though the more He loved, the less He would be loved ; in which, in a word, His labour should be largely in vain, His love largely unreturned. For plainly this is the showing forth of a far more prodigal and wonderful love, a love of the undeserv ing and unthankful. Had all men used His graces, what should we have known of His tender mercies, fulness of compassion, longsuffering, and great ¦goodness ? We should have known Christ, but not Jesus ; the King, but not the Saviour. 3- Descendit de ccelis. His whole Incarnate Life was a descent, a coming down from the highest to the level of the lowest and least, sin only excepted. It was a continual self-suppression and elimination cl all that could difference or distance Him from the weakest and most helpless child of Adam. He •thought His birthrights of bodily glory, power, impassibility, not things to be grasped at and clung to ; but rather emptied Himself of them all, and put on the likeness of sinful flesh, the garb of a servant, that He might be accessible to all — the friend of publicans and sinners. The Pharisee — a separatist THE BETTER PART. 99 by name and profession and practice — stood high on the pedestal of his legal perfection, and thanked ¦God he was not as other men. Christ " exulted in spirit, and gave thanks," that He was as other men, and hid Himself from the wise and prudent, and revealed Himself to little' ones — Venite ad me, quia mitis sum et humilis corde. He is altogether approach able ; not severe, or magisterial, or dictatorial ; not one to stand on His dignity and keep His distance, but always ready to yield, to come down, to accom modate Himself, being made all things to all men, that by all means He may gain some, if not all. LXXXV. THE BETTER PART. Maria autem elegit earn optimam partem, quae non auferetur ab ea in aeternum.1 The application of these words (" Mary hath chosen the best part, which shall never be taken from her"), and of this episode to this feast, is, at first sight, strange. No doubt it means amongst other things that there is a higher and a lower ¦service of God, of which the latter may be inter rupted by sickness, death, and a thousand con tingencies ; which of itself is the accidental and separable embodiment of our love, but not its very essence; which is anxious and distracted, and easily corruptible and corrupting. The former is the one thing needful; the quickening principle of the other. It is independent of life, 1 Communion for the Assumption. THE BETTER PART. or death, or any other creature; uninterrupted, " which shall never be taken from us ; " unfailing, for "charity never faileth." Such was pre-eminently the service of Mary; one prolonged Magnificat continued from time into eternity without respect to life or death. The Magdalene sat at His feet and heard His words; His Mother kept all these sayings and pondered them in her heart and uttered them in her song. The life of praise is the highest life, the final and everlasting life ; and there is no death to that life : " He that liveth and believeth shall never die ; " for the life of praise is the eternal life. Martha flits here and there, comes and goes, but Mary sits, ever fixed in one unbroken gaze ; and passes, unmoved, from life through death into fuller life ; as it were, in a dream. Yet this highest life is also the most active and productive, and likest that of God, whose still gaze on the face of His Son is the cause of all movement and production. Fruitfulness is the greatest of graces, for which Mary gives thanks, saying, Beatam me dicent omnes generationes ; all generations shall bless the great Mother of Life ; the womb that bore our Life, and the breasts that fed Him ; that have borne and fed us and "all generations." Great energy works tranquilly ; the most divine and universal causes are likest God in their fruitful rest ; furthest from solicitude and perturbation about many things. Mary knew no travail pangs. Even by the Cross, when with Jesus she tasted all the sorrows of all our race, she stood, motionless — Stabat Mater. It is rather faith and philosophy, than sight INCONSTANCY, and experiment, which assure us that the highest life must also be the most fruitful for others ; the efficiency follows excellence. Those do most, who seem to do nothing; those do nothing, who seem to do most. God and Nature work silently, secretly. The Kingdom of Heaven cometh " without observation." Those who reap and bear home the sheaves get all the credit ; those who plough and sow ; the fostering sun, the rain, the generous soil ; God the all-giver, all-mover, are forgotten. We talk of unknown saints, but what of the unknown pro genitors of science, and art, and progress, and of all our greatness? Which of those who have entered into their labours, knows or thanks them ? The effect of the best and greatest work is felt only when its author is untraceable — or rather its authors, for it derives from a confluence of imper ceptible streamlets. "To be," is more than "to do," and does more. The fruit of Martha's minis trations might easily be computed ; but the whole world is still filled with the odour of Mary's spike nard, with the influence of her silent love. LXXXVI. INCONSTANCY. Animam meam pro te, ponam. " I will lay down my life for thee." We say such things in warm moments of love and friend ship, and mean them from the depths of our heart ; though in the chill and darkness of depression and failure we deny our friend and desert him. We do THE SEVEN DOLOURS. not value present love less, because it is frail and changeable ; nor does God despise the bright flame that now leaps up in my heart because He foresees it will sink and flicker even to extinction for a time or for ever. LXXXVI I. SEVEN DOLOURS. Omnis enim figura ejus amorem spirat et ad redamandum pro- vocat ; caput inclinatum ; manus expansse, pectus apertum. " His whole form breathes out love and pro vokes love in return ; the head bowed down ; the hands outstretched ; the heart laid bare." (i) Caput inclinatum. Apart from the very beauty of posture which makes the crucifix a noble theme of artr there is an exhaustless wealth of beauty which we read into it in the light of faith. It is an eye-word which ever clothes itself with richer and fuller meaning, so that at one glance we take in more food for mind and heart than the ear could receive in an hour. The head inclined speaks to us of the infinite gentleness and condescension of Him who bows down to listen to our cries and prayers : Memento mei, Domine, dum veneris in regnum tuum. Inclina, Domine, aurem tuam et exaudi me. Fiant aures tuce intendentes, in vocem deprecationis mea — of a tender pity that in the midst of torments is self-forgetful and intent only on the sorrows of those who stand by the foot of His Cross ; of obedience to the Divine love continued from birth till bowing His Head He gave up the ghost. Amorem spirat et ad redamandum provocat. It all breathes love and GOD'S ATTRIBUTES. ioj invites to love, to a love that drags us down and takes all the stiffness and pride out of us ; which is at the feet of all, girt about for their service, which is wistful and watchful for the needs and sorrows of others. (2) Manus expansa, speaking to us of the width and comprehensiveness of His love, inviting all, embracing all ; pardoning, tolerating, overlooking offences. This is easy to say, but hard to believe ; and because the invitation is only half believed, it is little heeded : Expandi manus meas tota die ad populum incredulum — He is ever stretching out His hands to those who cannot believe that He means it. (3) Pectus apertum. If His Heart, laid bare to our eyes, and cleft and broken with grief, does not breathe love and provoke a return, we may put our crucifix aside and pray God to create a new heart in us and renew us with a right spirit ; or turn to Mary for grace to read the crucifix with her eyes .- Fac me tecum pie flere, crucifixo condolere. LXXXVIII. GOD'S ATTRIBUTES. Considerate lilia agri. We shall never get to love God by meditating on His attributes, unless we are first trained to love those attributes in their finite manifestations. Men cannot love or praise God for His mercy or liberality, or truth or justice, who are not lovers of these things already. If I do not know what love is in its highest manifestations, in father, mother, brother, friend, lover, it is vain to tell me that God loves as all T04 THE GRACE OF LONG LIFE. these and infinitely more. Infinity is at best a negative notion, and affects our imagination and our heart but little. It is all important that the co-factors it multiplies should be as full and rich and concrete as possible. Considerate lilia agri, says Christ. A man must be taught to see a glory in their array greater than that of Solomon, before that " delighted with their beauty," he "can know that their Lord is more beautiful by far ; for it is the begetter of all beauty that hath made them all."1 LXXXIX. THE GRACE OF LONG LIFE. Ut sis longaevus super terram. " That thou mayest live long upon the earth." It is almost a truism to say that we never elect twice under precisely the same conditions, and that any given individual choice once made is made for ever. For even were the two elections to follow each other without interval, there would in the second case be the new circumstance of having chosen just before. Furthermore, the basis of knowledge and experience on which we choose is widening every hour of our life and giving more deliberateness and importance to our choice. We put little confidence in the piety of children ; and we have good hope for their reformation if they are vicious ; for we know on how slight and partial a view of good and evil their decision rests, how imperfectly they reckon the cost on either side. 1 Wisdom xiii. GOD, OUR HAPPINESS. 105 Blessed the man who is tempted, for ceteris paribus, it is a more honourable salvation to have been tried long and variously, and at that last and fullest review of the whole question, which is flashed through our mind in the moment of death, to have chosen God, than if in early childhood we had been rapt away lest malice and deceit should alter our first good purposes. Tanquam aurum in fornace probavit eos ,et invenit eos dignos se. XC. GOD, OUR HAPPINESS. Salus tua sum ego. For one who has the faith, the greatest happiness and substantial peace of his soul is the grace and favour of God. This sounds unreal; because we do not notice or attend to permanent and habitual comforts. To tell a man that he enjoys the air he breathes more than music he hears, sounds non sense ; but deprive him of both, and which will he ask for first ? Unconscious as we are of the presence of grace when we have got it, and alto gether miserable as we may be at the same time about other things ; let us but lose it, or think we have lost it, and what other happiness can console us, or what other misery concern us ? We mostly love God far more than we think; and it is only real or fancied separation that first opens our eyes to the extent to which He is entwined and woven into our life. 106 TREE OF KNOWLEDGE. XCI. TREE OF KNOWLEDGE. At ubi venit plenitudo temporis misit Deus Filium suum. " When the fulness of time had come God sent His Son." It is natural to expect that our reason should carry us but a little way in the knowledge of good and evil, since "good" has reference to the end, and He alone knows the bearing of each action for good and evil, whose wisdom reaches from end to end. We may see a little way ahead to proximate ends ; and we may see clearly how certain actions can never possibly be conducive to any good end. But God's gaze stretches infinitely beyond all this ; to the last consequence in time of the least of our thoughts. Surely He alone can tell us what is good and evil ; and here, if anywhere, we are as children and need revelation and faith. This was the casus belli between God and Adam. Would he obey blindly, leaving the reasons to God, or would he aspire to be as God, knowing good and evil for himself, measuring things by his own little span ? But not satisfied to know that the fruit was for bidden without also knowing the reason of the prohibition, he put faith to the test of experiment- God had said that to eat was to die. Adam would taste and see for himself. From that moment he was left largely to his own dim light to find out good and evil by bitter experience, and through devious and uncertain processes of ethical evolution. He became in a sense as God, deciding for himself; no longer GOD, ABOVE ALL 107 taught by faith as a little child. But it was the sorry independence of the prodigal son, provoking the Divine irony: " Man hath become as one of us, knowing good and evil." Driven from the light of Paradise, he wandered from darkness to darkness into the deepest sloughs of moral degradation, till in pity, God gave him the light of the Decalogue, embodying little more than what sound reason ought to have found out long before. After which he had to learn the humiliating truth that to know what is right, is but a cause of greater condemnation, if there be not the motive power of personal love to make us wish to do right. In God alone are light and love identical. Men and angels were made to be governed by a love outside them. And so when "the fulness of time had come," and man had reached the depth of his humiliation, " God sent forth His Son, born of a woman," to be ourLight and our Love, XCII. GOD, ABOVE ALL. Diliges Dominum ex toto corde tuo. To love God above all things else, taken col lectively, is needful for salvation, but compatible with all manner of venial sin. To love Him with our whole heart, and alone, is perfection and beatitude. He is loved alone when all else is loved only in Him and for Him as He loves it Himself. This, far from lessening the extension or intension of our natural affections, increases both, indefinitely, and in a higher plane. In proportion 108 GOD'S DOINGS INSCRUTABLE. as this reference of all to Him, from being habitual and implicit, becomes naturally explicit and actual, does one approximate towards the life of vision. It is in Purgatory that this perfect chastening of the affections is attained and the soul thereby proxi mately disposed for its final elevation. When we say that man's task in life is to get to love God, we do not speak of substantial love (super omnia), which is requisite, due, and possible from the outset ; but of perfect love (toto corde), which is not the precept, but the finis precepti, the end which the precept aims at. XCIII. GOD'S DOINGS INSCRUTABLE. Quam investigabiles viae ejus. " For My ways are not as your ways, nor My thoughts as your thoughts " — and yet our ways seem at times so clearly the best, the only prudent ways ; and our thoughts, so self-evidently good and high. Is all chaos, and is there no guide to what is absolutely and objectively right and true ? Is God so unknowable as to be beyond all our calculations ? May black be white with Him, and white black ? " As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways." The higher does not deny, but includes the lower. What is impru dent can never be prudent, what is false never true. But what is truly prudent to limited foresight and for the conditions seen, may be infinitely short sighted for eyes reaching from end to end and disposing of all things sweetly. Wherefore if God's GROWTH IN GRACE. 109 plans are other than mine, it is not that mine are bad, but that His are better. If, as they say in the schools, He does not answer My prayer formally, He answers it eminently ; for He is even " more willing to hear than we to pray, and is wont to give more than we ask or merit." " Put yourself in His place," is the advice we give to one who is at a loss to understand the conduct of another. When our imagination and reason can lift us into God's place, then, and only then, can we expect to understand His ways. The presumption that our predictions and calculations of His movements are right is simply infinitesimal; and yet pious credulity, noting only its successful guesses, forgetting its countless blunders, goes on posing as God's secretary and confidential agent. "How incomprehensible are His judgments, and His ways past finding out. Who hath known the Lord's meaning, or who hath been His adviser, or who first gave Him anything, and he shall be rewarded ? " A stronger faith and better taught is that which is led blindfolded and does not see, nor ask to see how God works all things round to the good of those who love Him. XCIV. GROWTH IN GRACE. Filioli mei quos iterum parturio donee Christus formetur in vobis " My children, with whom I am in travail anew, until Christ be formed in you." Under one aspect, spiritual birth, or regeneration, or, as Protestants would call it, conversion, consists in the develop- GROWTH IN GRACE. ment and filling-in of an idea, the idea of Christ. Our childish conception is but notional, a mere framework or skeleton, waiting to be clothed with flesh and nerves, and to become a living reality. " This is life, that they should know Thee." When Christ is thus fully conceived and formed in our minds, our heart is at once subdued to Him (Tibi se cor meum totum subjicit ; quia te contemplans totum deficit), and we become "enthusiasts," men possessed by God, dominated by an Idea which lives and speaks and loves back. And to generate this idea in the minds of men is the painful and laborious task of the Apostle. First of all it must be the form and clothing of his own mind ; and then he must prepare the mind of others to receive it ; he must raise them gradually from height to height, till at last they are proximately disposed for the full truth. And when it is expressed and brought forth, it still needs careful watching lest it be corrupted, or perverted, before it has hardened into the substance of the formed mind. It is because he has begotten in them the very form and fashion of his own soul that St. Paul calls his converts, filioli ; for the sons are sharers of the father's nature and form. So our Saviour : Ecce ego et filii quos dedit mihi Dominus. SHORT LIFE A GRACE. XCV. SHORT LIFE A GRACE. Consummatus in brevi, explevit tempora multa. That a short life may be a great grace, far from being opposed to, is altogether consonant with the view which makes length of days a grace. For it is not a privilege to be cut off soon, except it be "lest deceit should ensnare his soul" — which is at best a negative grace ; or else because life, though short in days, is full and long in spiritual experience and insight. Human life is the life of the spirit, not of the animal ; it is measured not by years, but by the amount of spiritual activity. Cani sunt sensus hominis, it is thought, and not grey hair that entitles old age to veneration. 2. Explevit tempora multa — the wares of the world have been passed over in rapid review, tried in the balance, one after another, and found wanting. And God has revealed His beauties in as fast a succession and has grown in lovableness, taking root in the heart and shooting up into an overshadowing tree, like the Prophet's gourd, in a brief night (Sub umbra illius quern desideraveram sedi). The writer of Ecclesiastes is intent on this theme, tasting ever more deeply of life's chalice, and forced to cry out after each brackish draught thereof. Who is like God ? All is vanity, save to love God. Happy is the man who remembers his Creator in the days of his youth, albeit, that the God of our childish choice, the world of our childish re- NATURE SAVED IN GRACE. nunciation, are at best but shadowy ideas waiting" for their body and fulness ; but happier he who at the close of long years, perhaps after many wander ings and follies, knowing well the weight of every word, can say : What is like God ? Happiest of all he who can say : " Thou hast been my God from my youth, and unto old age and grey hairs, forsake me not, O Lord my God ! " XCVI. NATURE SAVED IN GRACE. Remittuntur ei peccata multa, quoniam dilexit multum. " Many sins are forgiven her, because she hath loved much," and her sins were many, just because she loved much — too much. It is usually the same gifts which damns or saves us, according as it is ill or well used. Like every grace, it is in resurrec- tionem and in ruinam. Mary's gift was a power of passionate love. Her love of the Master was not another love succeeding the old ; but the old love cleansed, restrained, lifted up, intensified. Nature is saved in grace. Everywhere it is the same ; good and evil; better and worse; best and worst, treading on one another's heels. Greater force, if it swerves, means great ruin. XCVII. THE MINUTENESS OF GOD'S LOVE. Capilli capitis vestri omnes numerati sunt, nolite timere. " The hairs of your head are all counted. Do not be afraid." As the miser to whom every farthing; SEPARATION THE PROOF OF LOVE. 113 is as dear as his own miserable soul, gloats over each and says, " Mine, mine, all mine," so in God's no less incomprehensible, hungering love, every several hair of our head is known, weighed, numbered, and hoarded up as avariciously, as the foolish lover treasures next his heart the very straws trodden by his mistress' feet. Nolite timere, XCVIII. SEPARATION THE PROOF OF LOVE. Veni separare hominem. As love makes for the most perfect attainable oneness, so separation is the mortification of love — not its death, but its discipline and mortification. Its death perhaps, if it be worthless; and always the death of what is worthless or impure in it ; therefore it is the purgation of imperfect love ; the death of false love ; the exercise and renewal of true love. Et tui ipsius animam gladius pertransibit ; for even Mary's love had to know the sword of separation. Our Saviour came to kindle love upon earth, as it had never been kindled before, between man and man, and between man and God ; yet He came to send, not peace, but a sword ; not union, but division and separation. a i4 UNANIMITY. XCIX. UNANIMITY. Idem sapiatis, unanimes ; id ipsum sentientes. Nihil per con- ¦tentionem, neque per inanem gloriam. " Let us all think and say the same thing," must not be understood of a wooden, unintelligent uni formity imposed from outside ; but of the natural offspring of that unifying charity which should bind all members of the same body together; whether that body be the race, or the Church, or some closer corporation within the Church. Individualism bids us not to care a fig what others say or think, to " live and let live." So long as others do not interfere with us, let them do and believe as they please : Quid ad nos ; ipsi viderint. Toleration, as at present misunderstood, means the indifference of systematic egoism. But unifying charity instinc tively, and often consciously, endeavours to break down every wall of partition which severs soul from soul by diversity of belief or sentiment. The con troversial spirit, or proselytizing instinct, is but a perversion of the deepest appetite of the rational soul, and points to the essential solidarity of the :race. Union, in belief and thought, is the founda tion of agreement in sentiment ; which, in turn, is the only lasting basis of union and co-operation in action. Hence the stress laid on unity of faith by Christ and His Church. And the same principle is implied by the insistence on obedience of judgment as a condition of obedience in will and execution. UNANIMITY. 115 Yet were all this to be understood of verbal com pliancy, it would mean the death, instead of the keenest life of the soul ; the uniformity of blind traditionalism, the superstitious transmission of dead formulae from mouth to mouth, and mind to mind. Whereas the keen, healthy appetite for being in intel ligent sympathy with every other mind, spurs us on to the most intense activity of thought, that we may get to understand ourselves and to understand others. When we hear a statement which sounds strange to us, we are not indifferent, but sharply interested to know how the speaker understands it ; what he has to say for it ; whether we can in any way accept it, or interpret it benignly ; or whether we have not after all been wrong ourselves ; and if not, whether we can get the speaker to see where he is wrong and to accept what we believe right ; or whether we can at least use the same words as he, though in a dif ferent sense; or hold the same truth, differing only in our expression of it. And it is only when agreement is evidently impossible that with great reluctance we agree to differ as a dernier ressort, regarding our disagreement as a misfortune in itself, and apart from all ulterior consequences. Such a union is necessarily of slow growth, even between individuals, not to say among masses of men ; but it is none the less that goal for which our radical social instinct is making through devious ways. Nor is discussion ; conducted in obedience to this spirit of unifying love, in any way hostile to peace and concord ; or to be confounded with aggressive controversy and intolerance. For far from emphasizing or fostering n6 UNANIMITY. divergencies, it is as loth as possible to admit their existence, and hopes against hope that they may be more apparent than real. The controversial spirit is also begotten of a perverted desire for union in opinion and sentiment, but is egoistic, narrow, intolerant, unyielding ; forcing others into agreement with itself; giving nothing, exacting everything; dogmatic, indocile ; harsh and impatient ; exaggerat ing differences; condemning, ridiculing, despising; indignant, not grieved. Yet as the perversion of what is good, it is better than the pseudo-tolerance of individualism — that growth of a cold, systematic selfishness and independence which suffers every man to go his own way, caring nothing whether it be to Heaven or to Hell. Nowhere, perhaps, has the true spirit been more happily embodied than in the proem to the Spiritual Exercises of St. Ignatius : " It is presupposed that every good Christian will be more ready to agree with his neighbour's state ment than to condemn it ; and if he cannot see his way to this, let him inquire of him in what sense he takes it ; and then if he means what is wrong, he is to be set right gently ; and if that is not enough, one must try to get him round by every reasonable means." It is one thing to go about the world getting others to agree with oneself; another, to get them to agree with the truth. The contro versialist prefers self to truth. STIGMATA OF ST. FRANCIS. 117 c. STIGMATA OF ST. FRANCIS. Domine, quinque talenta tradidisti mihi ; ecce alia quinque super- lucratus sum. "Lord, Thou gavest me five talents; see, here are five more ! " Our wounds and sorrows are of all the talents committed to us the most precious. Lifted by them above the earth to the side of Christ crucified, we may draw all men unto ourselves, and through ourselves to God. Few saints in the calendar draw so widely as the loving St. Francis Assisi, with his wounded hands and feet and heart, and his gentle, sensitive spirit formed for the acutest suffering and compassion. CI. THE LIFE OF PRAISE. Homo creatus est ut laudet. " Man was created to praise." A life of praise ought not to be a very sad or gruesome prospect. It means a life devoted to the study of what is highest and most beautiful, a life of ever-growing apprecia tion and love, as our taste becomes formed and refined and sensitive to more exquisite and subtle beauties than before. It is a life by consequence of absorbing enthusiasm ; for no one is content to love alone, but must drag every one up to his own level and into sympathy with himself. A saint who is not a propagandist is unthinkable. Genitori, Genito- que, laus etjubilatio, this is the whole duty of man upon 118 OTHER PEOPLE'S BUSINESS. earth as in Heaven. Laudamus te, benedicimus te, adoramus te, glorificamus te, gratias agimus tibi propter magnam gloriam tuam. Surely not a wholly un attractive vocation, or a very disagreeable task ! There is something that we have got to understand and love, and praise, and get others to praise. CII. OTHER PEOPLE'S BUSINESS. Et viso illo, praeterivit. "And when he saw him, he passed on." No doubt this good priest would have done something for the wounded man had he been in his district, but the interference would perhaps be keenly resented by the parish priest. The levite not being in Holy Orders would by no means trespass on the special preserves and privileges of the priesthood. But this outlandish Samaritan knows nothing about rights and privileges and jurisdiction and prescrip tion, and, on the mere title of common humanity, thrusts himself into other people's concerns instead of minding his own business. Vade tuetfac similiter; — though similiter requires true parity of circum stances. It is well to mind one's own business ; yet not so as to forget St. Paul's words : " Con sidering, not each his own concerns, but the concerns of others." RATIONAL PIETY. lie, cm. RATIONAL PIETY. Sanctifica eos in veritate ; sermo tuus Veritas. " Sanctify them in Thy truth, Thy word is truth." Sanctification which does not rest upon clear, simple, solid truth, cannot hold out against the tempest and the flood. Every plantation which truth has not planted, shall be torn up by the roots. Sermo tuus Veritas, i.e., God's utterances, through reason and revelation — common sense and Catholic faith , intellectus quarens fidem, fides quarens intellectum, are the rocks about which the roots of sanctity must wrap themselves. Of two evils, better to have the foundation without the superstructure, than the loftiest pile unfounded or ill-founded — the loftier, the worse. Some well-meaning persons think it a profanation to bring to ascetic teaching the touch stone of reason and consistency ; or to suppose for an instant that the maxims of holy people can ever embody pernicious and soul-destroying fallacies. Ignatius of Loyola thought far otherwise. A man may be an admirable artist, though an execrable art-critic ; and conversely. CIV. THE SACRED HEART. Benignitas et humanitas apparuit Salvatoris nostri Dei. It can hardly be doubted that in some special way it has been intrusted to the Church of our day 120 RESTRAINT, THE CONDITION OF GROWTH. to develope, by the ordinary tedious processes, the idea of the human-heartedness of God. Her bitter conflict with Jansenism and her zeal in promoting the devotion to the Sacred Heart are from one and the same seed of fire. There is yet much straw and stubble to burn up, much dross to purge away, before the pure, fine gold can be separated and secured. The impurities of rigorism and maniche- ism, which cling like parasites to the truth, cannot be shaken off in a moment ; and the most earnest apostles of the benignitas et humanitas of our Saviour, will at times commit themselves to utterances at discord with their gospel, so that we find the anti- Jansenist often tinged with Jansenism. But all this is strictly in accord with those necessary laws which govern the conception and birth of truth. It is only after many, but ever-lessening oscillations between vicious extremes, that the needle at last comes to rest and points true to the pole. CV. RESTRAINT, THE CONDITION OF GROWTH. Omnis autem disciplina in praesenti quidem videtur non esse gaudii sed moeroris ; postea autem fructum pacatissimum reddet. " I came that they might have life, and might have it more abundantly;" — for if self-abnegation, restraint, mortification, is the condition on which we follow Christ, it is only because without them we cannot enter into that fuller life of the intellect, heart, and affections, by which we recover a hundred-fold in the present, whatever we seem to SILENT PRAYER. sacrifice. Only through Him can the human faculties receive their full expansion and develop ment. Without the cross the downward path to selfishness and cruelty is only too easy. Our power of loving is lost by reckless dissipation, and the mind loosed from the rock of faith, drifts out into the darkness. Nonne Deo subjecta erit anima mea. Shall not my soul, therefore, be subjected to God ? CVI. SILENT PRAYER. Scit enim Pater vester quid opus sit vobis antequam petatis eum. "He feedeth the young ravens that call upon Him," and "the lion-whelps roaring for their prey, begging their food from God, ... all wait for Thee that Thou mayest give them meat in due season." If the blind, natural cravings which He Himself has implanted ; if the brute cries of pain and hunger ascend up as a prayer in the ears of God ; shall not the very needs of man's soul be eloquent without words, before Him "to whom all hearts are opened, all desires known, and from whom no secrets are hid," and from whom alone come all our good desires and prayers. " Lord, Thou knowest my desire," says David, "and my groaning is not hid from Thee." " Your Heavenly Father knoweth that ye have need of these things." Doubtless the ' externation ' of our prayers and desires is natural, and is expected from us so far as possible. But it is not always possible ; and then it is well to remember that every God-given desire of our heart, THE FOLLY OF DIVINE LOVE. however latent and remote from present conscious ness, still more every felt need and hunger of spirit, rises like the incense of an unceasing prayer before God's mercy-seat, "the Spirit Itself helping oui infirmities, making intercession for us with groanings that cannot be uttered." CVII. THE FOLLY OF DIVINE LOVE. Neque mittatis margaritas vestras ante porcos. By love, St. Ignatius tells us, a man gives himself so far as it is possible; and in seeking to be re-loved he seeks that another shall make to him a like self- offering. Thus love is unitive in that it tends to obliterate the lines which divide me and thee, mine and thine: "all mine is thine and all thine is mine." But love is of itself indifferent till we know the nature of the lover, or, what is correlative, the motive of his love. A self-offering is valued according to our estimate of the self which is offered. That God has so loved us, and given Himself to us, will move us just so far as we have learnt to realize what He is in Himself who has done so much for us. Wisdom and self-respect forbid us to reveal in its fulness an affection we may feel for another ; but tell us rather to deal it out gradually as it is valued and asked for ; lest we seem to force a return, which is gratitude rather than love — a puzzled sense of obligation for a costly gift hardly understood or cared for. But God's love of the soul is too passionate to be so politic- NO WASTE OF GOOD DESIRES. 123 He flings Himself at our feet, a pearl before swine ; and we receive His protestations of love with embarrassment or indifference — perhaps even a certain sense of annoyance : " What have we to do with Thee, Thou Jesus of Nazareth ? Art Thou come here to torment us ? " We prefer to live among the tombs. CVIII. NO WASTE OF GOOD DESIRES. Quod egredietur de ore meo non revertetur ad me vacuum. Every drop which the sun's heat draws up from the earth, falls back to earth in fertilizing rain, yet not necessarily, if ever, on the same spot. God's winds carry it hither and thither, resolved into vapour, broken up, dispersed in a thousand direc tions. Yet sooner or later it returns whence it came. And so of every good desire or prayer or effort elicited from our heart by that love which is the one secret cause of all good. It is an energy set free that can never be ultimately lost or destroyed. It may fail of the end to which we direct it, but only because it cannot fail of that higher and wider end to which it is directed by an all-seeing eye, an omnipotent and unerring hand. CIX. PEACE. Et in terra pax. "And on earth peace." Internal peace of soul is undoubtedly the very finish of sanctification, and 124 PEACE. the final fruit of the Incarnation. " Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid." " Peace I leave with you, My peace I give unto you." Martha's unrestful solicitude is rebuked : and the peace of Mary commended. S.Ignatius tells us that in men of good-will, all disturbance of heart is from some evil source. Peace is not only com patible with the sword, with tribulation, temptation, and external conflict, but needs these as conditions of its exercise. Else it is latent. It is therefore self-possession ; the being master of one's soul in the midst of suffering, and anxiety. It is not the peace of inactivity or death ; but of a strong govern ment holding a mighty people in sway. Who does not know the awful power of the statesman or general who keeps calm, self-possessed, recollected, when all around are panic-stricken, clamorous, distracted ; who moves quietly, noiselessly, surely, to his end, with the momentum of weight rather than of speed. It is the imperturbable calm begotten by the sense of power and security, even like the everlasting "peace of God which passeth all understanding; " the calm of an intellect stilled by faith, where doubts and difficulties are but as cloud-shadows flitting across the unruffled surface of its placid depths; the calm of affections and passions not deadened, but strengthened by the domination of Divine Love : the calm of a con science clear as the purest crystal; the calm of outward bearing and conduct where every move ment has been brought into subjection to the law within. Peace is therefore the child of true magna nimity. ONE BREAD AND ONE BODY. 125 ex. ONE BREAD AND ONE BODY. Unus panis, unum corpus multi sumus, omnes qui de uno pane participamus. " For we being many, are one Bread and one Body, all who eat of that Bread." To eat at the same table and off the same dish, to break bread with another is, especially in the East, a pledge and symbol of brotherhood, of a common parentage and source of life. In the Eucharistic Communion it is no symbol, but an ultra-reality. Two brothers do not live by the same life in so high a sense as two souls who live by the indwelling of one and the same Christ, one and the same Spirit in both. The symbol indeed is broken and divided that it may be distributed among many; but those many are united and merged into one another by assimilation to the one indivisible Reality ; the one Bread and one Body. We being many, draw to ourselves the symbol and absorb it. The Reality, being one, draws us to Itself and absorbs us. There is no embrace of souls so close or so loving as that whereby both are melted into the soul of Christ ; no kiss of peace more infinitely tender — or else more infinitely treacherous. Let a man prove himself, aad so let him eat ; lest, not discerning the mystical union of Christ's Body, he eat to his own damnation with hatred in his heart. 126 FAITH. CXI. FAITH. Super hanc petram aedificabo ecclesiam meam. Jacob laid his weary head to rest on a pillow of stone and beheld Heaven's secrets in a vision ; for God was in that place though he knew it not. And he called it Beth-el, the house of God. It is on the hard and seemingly comfortless rock of faith that our thought-wearied intellect must repose, if we are to wake inwardly to the vision of angels ascending and descending upon the Son of Man, that ladder which restores commerce between heaven and earth and whose foot rests in Bethel, the Church of God. CXTI. GOD'S VENGEANCE. Donee ponam inimicos tuos scabellum pedum tuorum. "Till I make Thy enemies Thy footstool." God triumphs over His enemies by the power of love, which turns them into friends, and servants of the servants of God ; ministering to His wounded feet ; supporting and giving rest to His little ones — to His lowliest members ; beneath the feet of all by the voluntary abjection of enslaving love. " From the moment she entered she hath not ceased to kiss My feet." GOD'S GARMENT. 127 CXIII. GOD'S GARMENT. Si tetigero tantum vestimentum ejus salva ero. Heaven and earth " shall wax old as doth a garment, and as a vesture shalt Thou fold them." For they are the very garments of God ; not His substance ; no part of Him, as pantheism would have it. Yet there is nothing more nearly enters into our personality, than our garments; so nearly are they related 'to us. Who does not feel humbled by rude and shabby attire ; and exalted by that which is becoming? Our garments hide us, but they also reveal us, as our words do. They are a language in themselves, a self-utterance. They reveal our very outline and movements ; and are instinct with our life. So everywhere Scripture represents Nature as the garment of God ; as the guise in which He has chosen to walk and talk with man upon earth. It is God who shines in the sun, moon, and stars ; who rages in the storm ; who consumes in the fire ; who thunders from the clouds ; who clothes Himself in glorious apparel ; girds Himself with strength ; robes Himself in light ; veils Himself in the clouds. " Hast thou an arm like God ; or can'st thou thunder with a voice like His ; compass thyself with beauty, and be lifted up on high, and be glorious as He, and put on the garments of splendour ? " Nature, then, is the garment of God ; and by the light of natural reason, and the impulse of the natural heart, man can draw near from behind, 128 BLESSED MARGARET MARY. and touched with trembling hope the fringe of His vesture, and be healed of his infirmities. But grace calls such men of good-will to behold the very face of God, and to fall at His feet, glorying in their infirmities. CXIV. BLESSED MARGARET MARY. Simile est regnum ccelorum homini quaerenti bonas margaritas et inventa una pretiosa (Margarita), vendidit omnia quae habuit et comparavit earn. "The Kingdom of Heaven is like to a man seeking goodly pearls, and having found one of great price, he sold all that he had and bought it." Blessed Margaret stands as representative of the Soul of Man which God sought through all the long days of creation, as a prize to be reached through many labours. When He had breathed the immortal spirit into its prepared habitation of clay, God rested from His labour. Inveni quern diligit anima mea. He had found what He could love, and what could love Him in return. Again when that pearl of great price was lost, He sought it afresh where it lay hidden away in the dust. He sold all that He had; He emptied Himself of His glory; and having given all He had, it only remained that He should give Himself; and so He took the very Heart of His bosom, and gave that too. " Behold this Heart which has so loved man." THE HOLY HOUSE. 129 CXV. THE HOLY HOUSE. Adorabimus in loco ubi steterunt pedes ejus. "We shall adore in the place where His feet have stood." Were we to adore in every place where we find God's footprints, our life would be as continuously one of adoration as theirs, "who always behold the face of the Father." But we need to school ourselves into the habit of observing the vestiges of God in all around us. He is in our midst and we know Him not. CXVI. OUR TIMES. Loquere ad cor populi hujus. " Speak to the heart of this people." Cor ad cor loquitur — " It is the heart that speaks to the heart." We must speak from the abundance of our own heart if we are to reach the hearts of others. Else we may enlighten or interest, but we cannot move. To speak to the heart of this generation we must know its heart, how it thinks and how it loves, its lights and its shadows, its depths and its shallows, its strength and its weakness, its greatness and its smallness. And where it is most wanting, there our own hearts must be most full, great, deep, strong, enlightened. To know it, we must observe it, and study it. It is not enough to know truth; we must know error as well — T 130 ST. JOHN THE EVANGELIST. the pathology of human mind. We come to the task mostly as a physician who has never seen the human frame, or its morbid state, except in a diagram. He talks learnedly of what he has never seen, never handled, never felt; and no one listens to him. CXVII. ST. JOHN THE EVANGELIST. Discipulus ille quem diligebat Jesus. "The disciple whom Jesus loved, who also leaned upon His breast at supper." Even were the first designation not distinctive, but common, the second cannot be so explained ; and since they are here connected, it follows that quem diligebat Jesus, is true of St. John in a peculiar sense, not common to all — as indeed the definite article everywhere seems to imply. Were the •epithet self-concealing, St. John would have said, " another disciple," or " one of those whom Jesus loved." We can hardly doubt that amongst other reasons, St. John's privilege of special close ness to the Sacred Humanity was the reward ot special chastity and purity of soul, as in the case of the one hundred and forty-four thousand virgins who follow the Lamb whithersoever He goeth. Yet there are also good grounds for thinking that in this case, as certainly in the case of Lazarus, our Saviour makes His own, and thereby sanctifies, the relation of human and natural friend ship — one which is capable of indefinite elevation on the one hand, or corruption on the other; and ST. JOHN THE EVANGELIST. 131 which, though in some respects less sacred and divine in its nature than the relations consequent on parental, filial, fraternal, or conjugal love ; yet in point of its freedom and the purity of its founda tion may often be a truer image of the Divine passion for the human soul, or of that one love by which the Three Divine Persons are knit together. That our Saviour should have loved the twelve equally is a preposterous supposition, quite adverse to the whole doctrine of God's freedom in distribut ing His graces. " Is thine eye evil because I am good," i.e., Am I to complain because God is more generous to others, and to forget that He has been generous to me beyond all desert ? What He loves in us are His own gifts and likenesses ; and these He imparts alike in no two cases ; so that He loves no two alike. It is only from an idea that fraternal love is wholly extrinsic, that the unnatural and unworkable notion could have arisen that Christian perfection bids us regard all with strict equality of affection. For indeed if, in each case, we love not our neighbour at all, but God only of whom he is the mere representative, the fetich, the arbitrary symbol, then it is always one and the same act of love ; and it is indifferent whether God bids us love a stock or a stone, or a brute or a man. God wants us not only to love Him, but also to love what He loves, and for the same reason that He loves it ; to love in sympathy with Him, as far as we can at all see with His eyes. What He loves in each is His own image, which indeed is common to all, in so far as all have reasonable souls; and His own 132 ILLIBERAL JUDGMENTS. likeness, in so far as many have supernatural grace as well. But over and above this, He imparts His image and likeness with endless diversity in both orders, by natural and supernatural gifts. To see God in others is to ascribe all that is good in them to this Divine indwelling, which is more in some, in others less. They are lovable because God loves them and " has done great things for them ; " more for some ; less for others ; much for all. St. John was the apostle of love, because, beyond others, he understood the love of God. It was his to reveal the majesty and glory of the Eternal Word ; and thus to find in His greatness a measure of His meekness and lowly condescension, and of the force of that love which could compel one so high to stoop so low. Even the human beauty of Christ's love perishes with a merely humanistic view of His being. CXVIII. ILLIBERAL JUDGMENTS. Quid est homo, ut immaculatus sit ? There is nothing more illiberal than the way in winch we allow our likes and dislikes to be ruled by the principle, Malum ex quocunque defectu — "Good, implies every perfection ; bad, but a single defect;" so that ten good points in a character are blotted out of sight by a single fault, or even less than a fault. We seem to take a man's goodness as a matter of course, and no thanks to him ; as the mere negation of blameworthiness. It may be partly that we notice what is peculiar and rivet our attention on GOD AT OUR MERCY. 133 it; whereas what we find in every one is too ordinary to strike us ; just as the ordinary benefits and blessings of daily life, in themselves very great, and in number beyond reckoning, escape our observation and elicit no gratitude. It is the function of the best poetry and art to re-sensitize our attention, and to teach us to observe the beauties of those ordinary things and persons which are continually before our irresponsive, use-worn gaze. It is the function of charity to open our eyes to the image of God in others ; to reveal them to us as they are in His eyes, finite and faulty, needing like ourselves much patient compassion ; and yet full of goodness, if not in act, at least in capacity. CXIX. GOD AT OUR MERCY. Factus sum sicut homo sine adjutorio. The Infant Saviour at the breast of His Mother or in the arms of St. Joseph tells us how God comes to us in weakness; throws Himself upon our mercy; makes Himself needy and dependent that our love may have room to exercise itself in His regard. In every grace which He offers us, He exposes His honour to the insult of refusal ; in the Eucharist and other sacraments, to profanation and sacrilege ; in His Church and in His "little ones," to perse cution, neglect, and contempt. He trusts Himself into the hands of Judas, no less than into those of Joseph. 134 CONDITIONS OF PRAYER. CXX. CONDITIONS OF PRAYER. Nihil solliciti sitis, sed in omni oratione et obsecratione euro gratiarum actione petitiones vestras innotescant apud Deum. " Be anxious for nothing, but in all prayer and entreaty, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God." Here are all the requisites of successful prayer — " Ye ask and ye receive not, because ye ask not aright." First, we are to ask " without anxiety ; " not but that we are to care about having what we ask for. We must want it intensely, and the more the better ; else how can we pray with fervour? The prayers that our Saviour heard and blessed were like His own, " strong crying and tears unto Him that was able to save Him," in His agony and conflict with the horror of death. It was no listless, half-hearted cry that was uttered by the Syrophcenician woman ; or by the blind man at Jericho; or by the Centurion; or by the leper ; or by Mary and Martha. Anxiety means fear as to the result. We are forbidden to fear, when we have done all in our power, i.e., when we have used all reasonable means ; and foremost amongst them is strong, earnest prayer, by which we draw down from Heaven rain to fertilize what we have sown in the way of efforts, which else were sown in vain. Even were our judgment at fault, yet when this happens in good faith after our best reasonable efforts, we have no ground for anxiety as though such error had not happened with God's CONDITIONS OF PRAYER. 135 permission, and could not be wrought into His design for our good. Far from energetic effort and importunate prayer betokening anxiety, it is rather anxiety which unnerves, disheartens, and causes apathy and diffidence in the long run. It is no small faith that can go on praying in spite of reiterated repulses ; that is lashed into energy by opposition, instead of being discouraged. It is faith of the credo quia impossibile type : hope, which hopes for the hopeless, because it is hopeless. Prayer is one of the engines by which the Kingdom of Heaven is to be stormed. God loves the violence that storms at Him and will take no refusal — Fervent love And lively hope with violence assail The Kingdom of the Heavens, and overcome The will of the Most High ; not in such sort As man prevails o'er man, but conquers it Because 'tis willing to be conquered — still Though conquered, by its mercy conquering.1 The will to pray is always from God, and it is a pledge of His willingness to hear if we but pray aright — that is, with confidence and pertinacity. Never yet has a prayer fallen to the ground that went up from a desirous heart. It may be after many days that the bread cast on the water returns ; but in God's scheme there is no destruction of force ; every good effort, every good wish is fruitful in the event. Cum gratiarum actione — " With thanks giving." This is the last condition for successful impetration ; inseparable from hope and the sense 1 Cary's Dante, Par. xx. 136 LAZARUS RESUSCITATUS. of dependence on God alone. To acknowledge that all we have received in the past is from God, is to proclaim that we look to Him alone for the future. CXXI. LAZARUS RESUSCITATUS. Domine, si fuisses hie, frater meus non fuisset mortuus. " Lord, hadst Thou been here, my brother had not died." Here is the great lesson of hope. As long as there was a spark of life, there were natural reasons, however slight, for hoping that that spark might be fanned to a flame ; and so our Saviour lingers that this last spark might be extinguished, nay, till putrefaction had set in, that " the glory of God might be revealed," that He, and He alone, might be manifest as the Resurrection and the Life. " Now Jesus loved Mary and Martha ; " and so, like a true lover, He tries their hope and confidence to the very extreme. CXXII. CONSERVATION OF SPIRITUAL ENERGY. Mitte panem tuum super transeuntes aquas, quia post tempora multa invenies ilium. " Cast thy bread upon the water, and after many days thou shalt find it," i.e., alms wasted on the most worthless and undeserving, will in the end return with interest into the bosom of the giver, " good measure, pressed down, shaken together and running over." There is no waste of matter or force in physical Nature, except to our seeming ; all is collected up again to the minutest fragment and CONSERVATION OF SPIRITUAL ENERGY. 137 stored away in her treasury for future use. So in God's supernatural or moral Providence no good desire was ever in vain or fruitless. It is like the Divine Word which shall not return empty, but shall accomplish all whereunto it was sent. If our prayers or well-intended efforts seem misdirected and fruitless in the present ; yet their force is indestructible, and after many days the wasted bread shall be recovered again. If it delay, wait for it, for surely it shall come, and will not tarry. The only remedy to the pessimism engendered, not by the wickedness and weakness of the world, but by the present disappointing results of a scheme of salvation professing to be divine, and by the unsatisfactoriness of a solution purporting to be from God, is to be found in this virtue of expectant hope. The bright side of Christianity is all in the future ; its dark phase in the present. Expecto resurrectionem mortuorum et vitam futuri saculi. Redemption and light is in fieri, not in facto esse — only in process of becoming. We are in this respect, like the Old Testament saints, " saluting the promises from afar." Our eyes have seen the day-star rising in the east, " setting forth as a bridegroom from his chamber;" but He has yet to run His course, before all. His enemies shall be under His feet. There is really no human or natural basis for even a modified optimism ; nothing but a Credo quia impossibile. Hope is the light that shines in the tearful eyes of the saints ; like the first glimmer of dawn reflected in eyes that " watch for the morning." Deus, Deus meus, ad te de luce vigilo. I38 MARY AND THE HOLY SPIRIT. CXXIII. MARY AND THE HOLY SPIRIT. Et incarnatus est de Spiritu Sancto ex Maria Virgine. As in the beginning it was the Spirit that brooded over the abyss, and brought form out of the form less, order from confusion, life from death, light from darkness ; so in the beginning of the new heaven and earth, the same Spirit — Digitus Paternce dexterce — " Finger of the Father's right hand," was instru mental in realizing the Incarnate Word conceived and uttered by the Eternal Father : Dixitque Deus : Fiat Lux, et facta est Lux — "God said : Let there be Light, and Light was." And as It began, so It continues to develope the seed sown, " which is the Word of God ; " and to work out day by day, and in each single soul, the Mystic Christ, i.e., Christ and the Church, " unto the stature of the perfect man." To judge of this new creation, we need to go forward to the end and look back upon it with God's eyes : "Viditque Deus cuncta qua fecerat ; et erant valde bona. Igitur perfecti sunt cceli et terra et omnis ornatus eorum — " And God saw all that He had made ; and it was very good. And so the heavens and the earth and all their furniture were perfected." In the finished Christ the labour of the Holy Spirit will come to an end. " The Spirit of God shall come to rest upon Him." Of that finished work it is said, " This is My beloved Son in whom I am well pleased." " I saw the heavens opened and the Spirit of God in the form of a Dove descending and resting upon Him,'" GOD MADE MAN. 139 i.e., as a dove in its finished nest. "And God rested the seventh day from all His labour that He had wrought." Ex Maria Virgine. As Mary was co-principle with the Holy Spirit "in the beginning" of the New Creation, so also is she in the process of its evolution and its consummation. Her office throughout is the same: ancilla Domini — " God's handmaiden." The Holy Ghost is ever coming upon her, and the power of the Highest overshadowing her, and that Holy Thing which is called the Son of God, the Mystic Christ, being born of her. She is mother and the nurse of redeemed humanity ; she is ever standing with helpless man in her arms, and her foot upon the serpent's head ; Michael and his angels fighting for the " Woman and her Child," against the dragon and his angels. CXXIV. GOD MADE MAN. Et Homo factus est. Here we adore the humility of God, the mystery of the Divine descent, which is measured by its terms whence and whither. The term whence — the majesty of God — is lost in the infinite heights beyond the furthest travel of our thought ; the term whither reveals new depths the more it is investigated. Quid est homo quod memor es ejus aut filius hominis quoniam apponis erga eum cor tuum — "What is man that Thou shouldst remember him, or the Son of Man that Thou shouldst set Thy Heart on Him ? " To this we may seek 140 SEEING IS BELIEVING. an answer by the consideration of St. Ignatius in his " Exercise on our own sins," i.e., by considering the physical insignificance of any man compared with the whole race, and with the world he dwells in, which is daily dwarfed by widening views of the material universe. But still more striking is the deepening knowledge of human weakness and wickedness, of what man can be and often is. That God should have allied Himself with something so detestable and loathsome, and should have found a jewel in such mire, gives an ever-growing meaning to the genuflection we make at Homo factus est. cxxv. SEEING IS BELIEVING. Affer manum tuam et mitte in latus meum, et noli esse incredulus. " Reach hither thy hand and thrust it into My side, and be not faithless but believing." Modica fidei quare dubitasti ? Why do you doubt My love, My wisdom, My power ? Is it because, unless you see signs and wonders, you think that My arm is shortened ? and unless you see the solution of every problem, the exit of every event, you think that My devices are exhausted ? or unless you actually behold and touch the wound love has inflicted on Me, you deem that My love is spent and cooled ? " Reach hither thy hand and thrust it into My side, and be not faithless but believing." Palpate et videte —" Handle Me and see." WORDLESS PRAYERS. 141 CXXVI. WORDLESS PRAYERS. Desiderium pauperum exaudivit Dominus, praeparationem cordis eorum exaudivit auris tua. "The Lord has heard the desire of the poor; Thine ear has caught what his heart was making ready to say." We are anxious in praying to find words adequate and fitted to our thoughts and desires ; but how needlessly ! This is an anthro pomorphic fallacy which figures God as needing information. True, He may require some exter- nation or utterance, for our sakes. Yet what matters it whether the words be those of the Pater and Ave; or a striking of the breast, or any act, even internal, which says, "Lord, Thou knowest my desire, and my groaning is not hid from Thee " ? He hears our very wish, the very state of a ready heart : Cui omne cor patet et omnis voluntas loquitur — " For to Him every heart lies open, every wish is eloquent ; " — even our most deeply buried, barely subconscious, or interpretative intentions. CXXVII. HOLY INNOCENTS. Princeps pacis. "The Prince of peace." He comes to send, not peace, but a sword — a sword for Rachael's heart, for His own Mother's heart ; a sword for the helpless and innocent ; to break many a heart, that the thoughts of many a heart may be revealed. 142 ST. THOMAS OF CANTERBURY. Peace therefore is the issue, or last event ; but strife is the road to it. There are those who calumniate our Lord as indifferent to all this heart breaking which salvation involves from the neces sity of the case. Comprehending the measureless glory and joy to come, He must be — some would think — insensible to sorrows which, compared with that joy, are infinitesimal. But compared with our littleness and weakness, He knows that they are overwhelming and crushing. Sicut pater castigat — " He chastises as a Father." He does not afflict us willingly ; what He could spare us, He has spared us, and has borne it Himself; the slight remainder that we must bear, afflicts Him more than it afflicts us. " If one member suffers, all the other members suffer with it," but most of all, the Head. He who gives us our tenderest feelings, feels more tenderly for them and with them, than any fellow-mortal, however sympathetic. He can console and compensate as none other; nor is any pain so slight, not even that of the humblest sentient creature that crawls upon the earth, that He should be indifferent to it. CXXVIII. ST. THOMAS OF CANTERBURY. Reddite quae Caesaris sunt Caesari, et quae sunt Dei, Deo. In Henry II. we have a good example of how the lust of power can lead a man from God to the love of riches and honours ; thence to the stiffness and in flexibility of pride; and thence to all sin, even sacrilegious murder. Also, we may notice how secular ST. THOMAS OF CANTERBURY. 143 governments are always trying to make the Church their tool ; to subject her to their own ends as supple mentary to the police ; forgetting that her power over men, which they desire to utilize, falls with her independence of temporal control. This conflict is carried on no less in the microcosm, the little world of our soul, where nature first endeavours craftily to make such concordats with the spirit as to bring it gradually into complete subordination, and eventually to destroy it. But here, too, nature overreaches itself. Like a Becket, our sense of our other-world dignity as Christians should make us firm and even in dignant against the encroachments of the secular power, rights of investiture, royal "placets," and the rest ; ready to resist usque ad sanguinem, every curtailment of " the liberty of the sons of God," with a non possumus, or a non serviam, or a Reddite Casari qua sunt Casaris, et qua Dei sunt Deo — " Caesar's to Caesar, and God's to God." Also, opposed to the growth of pride and stiff-necked in flexibility of Henry, we have the process of gradual humiliation in a Becket, who, under God's chastise ment, passes from the loss of honour and riches, to disillusionment, and contempt of the same ; and so to humility and perfect flexibility in the hands of God ; and thence to the very highest sacrifice of heroic virtue. 144 EARTH'S RENEWAL. CXXIX. earth's renewal. Rorate cceli desuper, et nubes pluant justum : aperiatur terra et germinet Salvatorem. " Shed your dews from above, O ye heavens^ and let the clouds rain down the Just One ; let the earth break and the Saviour bud forth." Heaven and earth co-operate in the birth of the New Spring; the Spirit coming down like the dew upon Mary, a daughter of earth, from whose fertilized womb appears the first harbinger of the world's renewal, "as a tender plant and as a root out of the dry ground." Emitte Spiritual tuum et creabuntur, et renovabis faciem terra — "Send forth Thy Spirit and they shall be created, and Thou shalt renew the face of the earth." Jam hiems iransiit — already the winter is past, the winter of earth's sin and darkness and frosty hardness ; the dead, stubborn, fruitless soil is loosened and quickened by the soft, warm rain; "the fig-tree hath put forth her blossoms, and the voice of the turtle-dove is heard in the land." The winter was past in that moment when the earth opened and the Saviour budded forth ; but the spring had only begun, and summer was yet in the distance ; and autumn, with its harvest-homes and golden store, still further off. But from dawn to sunset, from the beginning to the fulness of the renewal, there are the same two co-operant principles of life — the dew from heaven and the fruitful earth ; the Spirit and fhe Virgin-Mother of Divine grace, — the second Eve, EARTH'S RENEWAL. 145 Mother of all living. In every act of sanctification, whether it be first conversion, or increase of grace, Christ is born again of Mary and the Spirit, i.e., His image and likeness, how distant and defective soever, is multiplied in those to whom He has given " power to become the sons of God : " Ejus divini- tatis esse consortes qui humanitatis nostra fieri dignatus tst particeps — " To be consorts of His Godhead who deigned to be a sharer of our manhood." And SO' that first "tender shoot" of salvation sends forth from its root new fibres, and spreads secretly underground, till the whole face of the earth is renewed and covered with what seems to surface- sight a multitude of single growths, but what pene trating faith knows to be " one body and one spirit," one living, many-branched whole, one mystic Christ, the fruit of Mary's womb. Rorate cceli desuper — " Shed your dew from on high, O heavens." The Divinity rests upon the Sacred Humanity, as the dew upon the leaves and in the flower-cups ; not mingled with it, nor absorbed, yet giving it a glory and brilliancy which is not its own, but from on high, — Desuper. There alone does it rest, firmly and for ever, in such sort that the jewels and their setting are but one Holy Thing (illud Sanctum quod ex te nascetur). On all others the diamond fringe hangs trembling — a rude touch, and ichabod — •" the glory is departed." 146 FEAR NOT. CXXX. FEAR NOT. Et timuerunt timore magno. " And they (the Shepherds) were sore afraid." Such is the natural effect on man of any revelation of an unknown, uncertain power, until he has received assurance that its possessor is well-disposed towards him, and will use it for his help and not for his hurt. Then fear gives way to confidence. Before the Incarnation had made God's love visible and tangible, men would not, perhaps could not, believe in it, or trust Him. If they trembled and were sore afraid at the brightness of His angels, much less could they endure His very face and presence, and live. " Speak thou unto us ; but let not the Lord speak to us, lest we die." But now, it is not Moses, but God Himself who speaks to us with human words and broken utterances ; who touches us with a human hand ; upon whose human face our eyes may rest undazzled. Quod fuit ab initio; quod audivimus ; quod vidimus oculis nostris, quod perspeximus et manus nostra contrectaverunt de Verbo Vita — " We have seen ; we have heard ; we have handled That which was from the beginning —The Word of Life." " Fear not, for behold, I bring you glad tidings." This was the new evangel, that the dispensation of fear should give place to that of love, that man should be fearless not only before the angels, but before the God and King of Angels, in whose sight FEAR NOT. 147 the angels tremble and veil their faces. Not that they should think less of the power and majesty of ¦God, but that they should have an irresistible assur ance that that power is for their help and not for their hurt ; that it is wielded by mercy and love ; that His thoughts towards us are not of affliction but of peace. " This shall be a sign." This is the symbol of the Gospel spirit that banishes fear or purifies it into reverential love and chaste familiarity. "You shall find the Babe," for He comes not in mature manhood as the first Adam, but as one born of woman, in the humiliation of infancy, dependent on others for food, shelter, clothing, and protection — He who " feeds the young ravens which cry unto Him " and " shelters us under the shadow of His wing," and " clothes the grass of the field," and " is the protector of all them that call upon Him." This He suffers, that He may become one of us in every thing, and eliminate every line of separation, sin only excepted, which could hinder our free and ready access to our Emmanuel (i.e., God, one of ourselves) — "wrapped in swaddling-clothes," i.e., tied hand and foot, so as to be able neither to fight nor to flee ; " entirely at the mercy of His creatures. "" Laid in a manger," i.e., passive, to be taken and put -here or there, "like a dead body or an old man's staff." "In a manger;" in that which by its nature was never intended, and could never be fitted to be the resting-place of the " Son of Man ; " but " not having where to lay His Head," He must perforce seek shelter in our rough hearts rather than 148 FEAR NOT. be altogether unloved and left out in the cold. If there is nothing else in that place, there is at least room for Him. Keble notices that the angel choirs were silent till they heard the sign, and then it was that their praises broke out like a pent-up flood : But when they heard the sign where Christ should be In sudden light they shone and heavenly harmony, i.e., it is the revelation of "omnipotence in bonds; " of the tyranny of infinite love over infinite majesty, that banishes fear and gives birth to peace on earth, wherein and whence God is glorified in the heights. " Fear not, for . . . there is born to you this day a Saviour" and not a Judge, i.e., a Judge reluctantly and in the last extremity ; a Saviour primarily and by preference ; " longsuffering and slow to anger;" putting off the evil day, age after age ; hoping against hope that man may turn to Him ; one who, in a sense, mourns over loved lost souls for ever and ever. " O Absalom, my son, my son ; would God that I had died for thee," and " How often would I have gathered thee under My wing and thou wouldst not," and "O that thou hadst known and in this thy day, the things of thy peace." It is in the Eucharist that this mystery of condescension culminates — the Babe, wrapped in swaddling-clothes* laid in a manger. Hoc erit signum vobis. Here is the sign of God's good-will that banishes fear. CONTROVERSY. 149 CXXXI. CONTROVERSY. Fortis ut mors, dilectio. " Love as invincible as death." Diligite inimicos ¦vestros — " Love your enemies." The shortest road to victory over the enemies of God is that of personal kindness ; and as regards their opinions, a sympathy not of approbation, but of comprehension ; a glad insistence on points of agreement, a calm steadfast ness against error — free from all heat, bitterness, and personal estrangement. Rationes modeste ajferantur eo Miimo ut suus veritati sit locus non ut in ea re superiores -videantur — " Let the reasons be adduced quietly with a mind to truth, and not to victory ; " says St. Ignatius Loyola. Nothing, could be further removed from the narrow, sectarian, unchristian spirit of controversy, such as disgraces the pages of many Church-papers, periodicals, controversial tracts and treatises. Nescitis cujus spiritus estis — " Ye know not whose school ye are of," Christ would say to such as would bid fire come down from heaven to destroy their enemies, and the enemies of God. He who had come " not to destroy men's souls, but to save them," bade another fire come down upon His enemies, the pentecostal fire, which He came to send upon earth, and was straitened till it was kindled; that love which even the heathen Akbar saw to be " the net of truth and the noose of God." And was not Allah called In old Iran, the Sun of Love. And Love The net of Truth? 150 HOPE. CXXXII. hope. Etiamsi Occident me in ipso sperabo. Perhaps in the rapid narration of Job's many afflictions we are apt to miss the lesson of his protracted longsuffering, and to regard his successive blows collectively as one. We should space them out, and consider how, after the first, he gradually reconciled himself to God's will, and was full of confidence that He who had afflicted would presently heal and console him ; and lo ! instead of consola tion, comes another blow harder and seemingly less deserved than the first. Will he still hope ? will he still say to his friends, " Wait, and see the deliver ance of God " ? And so although, time after time, his hopes of speedy deliverance are frustrated, we find him as hopeful as ever, even though death, which to the Oriental mind is the culmination of evil, stares him in the face. "Though He slay me," i.e., though He cut off my last hope, "yet will I hope in Him,'" — hoping, because it is hopeless. CXXXIII. HELL, A MYSTERY. Justice, the founder of my fabric moved ; To rear me was the task of Power divine, Supremest Wisdom and primeval Love.1 Power, Wisdom, and Love are appropriated to the Three Divine Persons, and yet, taken essentially, 1 Cary's Dante, Hell, iii. HELL, A MYSTERY. i5t are almost integrating parts of our notion of perfec tion. Power alone : or Wisdom alone, or Love alone is wanting and worthless. Wisdom with Power, but without Love, were attributes of a Demon. Love with Power and without Wisdom, were futile and mischievous ; Love and Wisdom without Power, were ineffectual and helpless. May we say that the Three Divine Persons, or personal and relative perfections, are in some analogous way very com plementary one of another ; or rather, must we not say so ? Hell, as Dante boldly affirms, is a monument not only of the power and the wisdom but of the love of God, i.e., of that same Spirit which brought day out of darkness, and order out of ruin and confusion. Giustizia mosse 'I mio alto fattore, he says : justice was the motive, iniquity the occasion ; but given the occasion, not only justice, but wisdom and love demanded it. We must not regard Hell as an arbitrary, but as a strictly necessary conse quence of sin ; or, at the most, determined in some way by the free-will of God, as to the particular mode of punishment. To understand the justice, wisdom, or love, which made Hell, is most certainly beyond our present ken. To our limited view, Hell, as we conceive it, may seem unjust, unwise, un loving; and attempts to justify it from reason, valid or invalid, may sometimes only irritate and disgust us. There is a certain presumption in the notion of any man seeing in his fellow-sinner such an abyss of iniquity, as could demand eternal and immeasurable torments ; nor do I envy the man, intellectually or morally, who could find repose in 15? HELL, A MYSTERY. any rationalistic explanation of so great a mystery. Here, if anywhere, we must fall back upon the very notion of faith, as an heroic clinging to God in spite of crushing difficulties ; in spite of all that may appear most contrary to our rooted conviction as to His goodness and mercy. It is just the way we ourselves should try the faith of one to whom we had already given abundant proof of our good-will ; or as, for example, God tried the faith of the Israelites in the desert time after time — hiding Himself from them for a moment, to see if perchance even yet they had learnt to trust Him. "He who made the eye, shall He Himself not see ? " and He that made the human heart, and bore a human heart, with all its tenderness and compassion, and fierce indignation against cruel injustice, shall He not be fair, and just, and kind, and tender ? He who makes my very soul revolt against my own silly understanding of the doctrine of Hell and predestiny ; shall He not prove true, and just, and wise, and loving, beyond my wildest dreams of goodness ? Eventually I shall surely see how all that was revealed was true ; but so far short of the whole truth as to make my present judgment on it worthless and vain. I am content therefore to wait patiently and trustfully as for the answer to a riddle, which now puzzles me hopelessly because I am on the wrong track for its solution ; the more I reason, the faster I stick in the mire. When I hear the answer I shall laugh and say, " Of course ! How could it be otherwise ? " ETERNITY OF HELL. 153 But soon as in this Heaven his doubting eyes Were opened, Gregory at his error smiled.1 We should insist much on the latitude of Hell and its " many mansions." Hell, in the case of unbaptized infants, means the privation of a super natural bliss which the soul never dreamt of, and in some sense does not care about or miss. For many doubtless it means much more ; but as to these, it is as certain that Hell involves neither cruelty nor injustice, as that there is a Hell. If Hell, as I conceive it, is cruel or unjust, it is as certain as faith that I misconceive it. CXXXIV. ETERNITY OF HELL. Tanquam vas figuli confringentur. When the potter casts aside some fair piece of his handiwork as flawed and worthless, it falls to the ground, and is shattered in an instant. In that same instant its destruction is completed and perfect ; nor is it more destroyed for that its frag ments lie there a year or a century, or an eternity. One vessel indeed may be flung aside with more passionate disdain and may be more completely shattered than another; but in regard to the irreparability and finality of their doom all are alike.2 We necessarily but falsely imagine eternity 1 Cary's Dante, Par. xxviii. 2 " Duratio pcenas respondet durationi culpas, non quidem ex parte actus, sed ex parte maculae, qua durante manet reatus poenae; sed acerbitas poena? respondet gravitati culpae. Culpa autem quae 154 ETERNITY OF HELL. as time without end ; whereas it is not more false to compare it to an indivisible second. When we leave the material order, we pass into a spiritual and timeless world, and the state in which we are then found is of its own nature final and unchanging; it is the end of a process, of our spiritual and moral fieri or evolution. It is in the state itself, and not in its duration, that the results of that process are summed up. It is in the kind and intensity of the pain, and not in its length that we are to look for the adjustment between delict and penalty. (So Aquinas, Summa, I. -II. 87, artt. 3, 4.) The work of retribution is as complete in the first instant as after the lapse of ages. For in truth, there no first instant, no lapse of ages in the " now " of eternity ; in that duration which is said to be tota simul. Else, as has been objected, the justice of God would be eternally unsatisfied ; the balance of the moral order never set right. The impossibility of a redemption from Hell would doubtless be evident to us did we understand what is meant by man's final state, that, namely, in which the process of his moral evolution ends, the completion of that dictio or self-utterance to which his spiritual life may be compared ; and which when once said, can never be unsaid or revoked.est irreparabilis de se habet quod perpetuo duret ; et ideo debetur ei poena aeterna, Non autem ex parte conversionis habet infinitatem, et ideo non debetur ei ex hac parte poena infinita secundum quan- titatem." (Aquinas, Sum. I.-II. 87. 4. ad. 3.) THE FEAR OF HELL. 155 cxxxv. THE FEAR OF HELL. Perfecta caritas foras mittit timorem. Perfect love casts out fear ; but while love is yet a tender sickly plant growing to maturity, it needs the prop of fear. And even though the support of fear is no longer needed when love is self-staying, yet in the scorching noon of temptation, love may flag and grow weary in well-doing, and drooping earthward may be saved from destruction by fear. Normally the fear of God is the beginning of wisdom, i.e., of perfect love. It is a prudent and supernatural self-regard which first wakes the soul to a sense of its own misery ; which urges it to arise from its state of stagnation, and which brings it at last to the embrace of its Father, and to a love which is altogether pure and " extra-regarding." St. Augustine likens this self-regarding fear to the needle which enters the texture, not to remain itself, but to draw the thread after it. Yet in truth this simi litude is defective ; for though when love is perfect and mature it needs not to be supplemented by fear, yet fear remains as it were in abeyance and inopera tive, though ready to operate if love should grow cold. It is then no longer called servile or slavish ; so that perfect love casts out, not fear indeed, but the servility of fear. For indeed it cannot but be that the saints who ponder most deeply the great ness and goodness and justice of God, should be most possessed by a sense of the terrors of His 156 THE FEAR OF HELL. punishments ; whereas the fearlessness of hardened sinners is notorious. But where such hardness has not yet supervened, even a dim-sighted, feeble fear will stir the sinner to seek safety in obedience to God's law, whose first and sovereign precept' is love ; and thus it is that it draws love after it. The fear that we now speak of has for its object, not precisely the loss of God, which is indeed the supreme calamity of the soul from a self-regarding point of view ; but rather the positive pains consequent on, and con nected with such loss. Suffering in any faculty or appetite is caused not by the absence of its proper perfecting object, but by the presence of one which is violent and contrary to its nature and inclination ; which is corruptive of it. Difficult as it is to determine the mode of that punishment which is called " eternal death," we must hold firmly that the unchanging final state of the soul which dies in actual sin is one of violence ; and that as each faculty has its own proper repugnant or corruptive ; so the whole soul. The prospect of losing God is a deterrent only for those who love God, and in proportion to their love. As a sanction it is weakest where it is most needed. Therefore it is in the positive pains of eternity that a sanction is provided for the many, i.e., for average, untaught human nature whose task of getting to love God is yet far from accomplished, A self-regarding dread of Hell is therefore a great outwork and safeguard of Divine love wherever it is kindled ; and where love it is extinct, it is the normal prerequisite of its recovery. Fear is a thing, therefore, to foster WHOM TO FEAR. 157 continually ; and the absence of which points to a dimness of faith and a shallowness of judgment not compatible with solid devotion. CXXXVI. WHOM TO FEAR. Timete eum, qui potest et animam et corpus perdere in gehennam. In weighing the words of our Saviour relative to eternal punishment, we must remember that they are words of God Himself, Infinite Wisdom, Infinite Love and Mercy, Infinite Power, who created man for unspeakable bliss, and yet who created Hell " for the devil and his angels " and for all their adherents. They are the words of the " Friend of publicans and sinners," " meek and lowly of heart ; " who forgave the Magdalene, the adulteress, the penitent thief; of one so moderate, calm, temperate in all His state ment ; so devoid of rhetorical flourish and exaggera tion. They are the words of Him who was made Man and died on the Cross to save us from Hell. Ad quem ibimus? — "To whom shall we go," save to Him who has the words of eternal life and the words of eternal death ? And what does He say ? " I say to you, My friends ; be not afraid of them that kill the body, and after that, have no more that they can do ; but I will show you whom you shall fear. Fear ye Him who, after He hath killed, hath power to cast into Hell. Yea, I say to you, fear Him."1 And elsewhere : " Rather, fear Him who can destroy both body and soul in Hell."2 Here we notice that 1 St. Luke xii. 4. « St. Matt. x. 28. 158 WHOM TO FEAR. He enjoins fear of Hell as an urgent duty, and enforces His utterance by three-fold repetition; that He urges this duty on His friends, those who are in His grace and love, whose love has cast out the servility of fear, but not its substance ; that He bids them regard all sufferings and privations, and the torments of martyrdom as not worth considering in comparison with the pains of Hell ; that not only the soul, but the body also, is to enter into a violent unchanging state of destruction or corruption called " everlasting death." Elsewhere we learn, as the just enter into unchanging life, light, and perfection, so the wicked enter into "everlasting fire prepared for the devil and his angels." The fire spoken of is some destructive agency which acts on spiritual beings as the fire we are familiar with does upon the substance of the body — in some analogous way, dissolvent and disruptive. In St. Matt. ix. 42 — 47, our Saviour says that we are to cut off the right hand or foot, to pluck out the right eye, rather than they should cause us to stumble into Hell, where the worm dieth not and the fire is not quenched. The "right hand" stands for that which is our means of work and subsistence and defence ; our fortune, ability, influence, credit, occu pation, trade. If it be an occasion of sin, we are to "cut it off" — a sudden, painful process, needing heroic courage — and to " cast it from us " — an ener getic and complete severance, no paltering delays, lingering regrets, backward glancings. And why? " It is profitable for thee " — an appeal to our supernatural self-regard ; as when He says : " What WHOM TO FEAR. 159 does it profit a man if he gain the whole world and lose his own soul ? " And what makes it a profitable sacrifice, a good bargain, to go through life maimed, helpless, beggared ? Hell-fire, " where the worm dieth not and the fire is not quenched ; " where the state of absolute corruption of soul and body is final, unchanging, unprogressive. And similarly as to the right foot. Better to be lamed in the race of life ; to be outstripped and forgotten in the rush of competition, than stumble into that abyss of evil — the only absolute misfortune. And better, finally, to pluck out the right eye ; that which is dearest to our tenderest affections, dearer than life itself, father or mother, or son or daughter, or lover or friend, rather than that it should cause us to see amiss and to turn aside from the straight path that leads to life eternal. " He that loves father or mother more than Me is not worthy of Me." " This is a hard saying. Who can bear it ? " Many of His disciples hearing it go back and walk with Him no more. From the beginning it has ever been so. Disbelief in Hell was the first heresy : " Ye shall not surely die." At all times it is the policy of the spirit of error to divorce the sense of God's mercy, from the sense of His justice, and to present as incompatible, what are but two aspects of one and the same Infinite Love. That they are so, we cannot see, but we can believe ; and we can see why we cannot see, and why we can believe. " Lord, to whom shall we go ? Thou hast the words of eternal life." 160 UNCLOUDED SIGHT. CXXXVII. UNCLOUDED SIGHT. Si oculus tuus fuerit simplex, totum corpus tuum lucidum erit. " If thine eye be single, thy whole body shall be full of light." The "conscience argument " like its ally, the " sesthetic argument " for Catholicity, appeals only to those whose sense of right and moral beauty is clear. If I find a key that fits an infinitely complicated lock, I cannot in prudence doubt that it is (directly or indirectly) the work of the locksmith. Catholicity is the key that fits in thus exactly with the complicated wards of the highly developed conscience and moral sense, and that opens out the secrets of the human heart. It is therefore evidently from Him who makes and perfects the conscience and the heart. But when the still, clear waters of the lake become turbid and ruffled ; when the heart is full of bitterness, rancour, or pride, weighed earthwards, tempted, depressed ;- then our sight is clouded to the truth ; Christ no longer speaks clearly to us, nor is there remedy save in the prudence which tells us to wait patiently till the day break and the shadows flee away. Experi ence teaches us at least to recognize our transitory states as such ; to distinguish the normal from the abnormal, the healthy from the morbid. OUR GRIEVANCES. 161 CXXXVIII. OUR GRIEVANCES. Intra tua vulnera absconde me. " Within Thy Wounds hide me." The cure for self-concentration and all morbid dwelling on our own wounds, our own grievances, injuries, sorrows, temptations, scruples, is to fly from ourselves and hide away in the wounds of Christ's Mystical Body; to concentrate all on the sorrows, wrongs, and trials of others, to minister to them, pouring in oil and wine. Thus losing ourselves we shall find ourselves, et sanitas tua citius orietur — and we shall be healed the sooner; for the more we dwell upon His wounds, the more He will dwell upon ours. CXXXIX. MAN-WORSHIP. Illic (in cedris Libani) passeres nidificabunt. Montes excelsr cervis. "In the cedars of Lebanon the sparrows shall nest." " The very finest tree in the whole forest, with the straightest stem, and the strongest arms, and the thickest foliage, wherein you choose to- build . . . may be marked, for what you know, and may be down with a crash erelong."1 A warning against giving to the greatest saints, lights, and pillars of the Church that blind confidence and implicit faith of which God is so jealous. It is the error of little and weak souls (passeres) to fly to 1 Vanity Fair. L 1 62 NATURAL KINDNESS. the cedar instead of to the mountain. " I saw Lucifer as lightning fall from Heaven." " How art thou fallen, O Lucifer, son of the morning." Melius est confidere in Domino quam sperare in principibus — " Better to trust in God than to trust in princes " — and therefore the stronger and wiser souls take refuge in the Rock alone, nor are they surprised, however grieved, at the crash of the cedar, knowing how its strong heart can be secretly rotted away by pride, while its outward seeming is unchanged. CXL. NATURAL KINDNESS. Domine, quando te vidimus esurientem ? " Lord, when saw we Thee hungry, and fed Thee ? " The just seem to have been as unconscious as the unjust, of the identification of Christ with the needy. If they had seen Christ in the person of the poor, they would not ask, " When saw we Thee ? " It is as much a revelation to them as it was to Saul when he heard the words : " Why persecutest thou Me ? . . . I am Jesus, whom thou persecutest." They acted from what some would contemptuously call " natural motives " of kindli ness and human sympathy; even as Abraham when he "entertained angels unawares," and not as angels. Do we forget that natural kindness is a God-given instinct ; that it is God within us crying out to us, and to whom we may either hearken or turn a deaf ear ? Perhaps our best and purest acts are those we do most directly, most instinctively, CHANGEABLENESS. 163 with least self-consciousness and self-praise. Whence comes this devil's doctrine which gives us a God of nature, and a God of grace at enmity with one another ? Many millions who have never heard the name of Christ, will hear : " I was hungry and you fed Me ; " and they will say : " Who art Thou, Lord ? " and He will say, " I am Jesus." CXLI. CHANGEABLENESS. Charitas nunquam excidit. " Love never falls away." Fickleness and in constancy is a defect of will, and supposes an unchanged judgment as to the facts. It is the shilly shallying disposition which makes one incapable of decision, or of adhesion to decisions once made. But if our knowledge progresses, our resolutions and affections may reasonably be modified in accordance with them without our incurring a charge of inconstancy. Thus, when we are young, and our intellectual horizon is altering every day, it is rational to expect frequent changes in our affections and tastes. We outgrow those whom perhaps once we revered and looked up to and admired; we come to comprehend, and then to transcend them ; and though we love them still, it is rather for what they were to us, than for what they are to us. This is not inconstancy, but pro gress. Here and there, there may be one who so transcends us, as ever to reveal new aspects and depths of mind and character, and who improves 164 MERCY AND TRUTH. indefinitely on acquaintance. Quis est Me, et lauda- bimus eum ? If it is not so with our Saviour, it is because we do not study Him more and more, but try vainly to subsist our mature affections on the imperfect and crude idea of our childhood or youth. The idea or aspect of Christ which fires our love to-day, will not appeal to our maturer mind of a year or even a month hence. There is not, and ought not to be an end of our education in this matter; for we have come into this world for no other work than to learn how to know and praise God. CXLII. MERCY AND TRUTH. Misericordia et Veritas obviaverunt sibi. " Mercy and truth have met together," that is, they met together in our Saviour ; and in us, so far as we are like-minded with Him. In us sinners truth, pure and unadulterated, is often hostile to mercy and tenderness ; for the simple truth is not always the whole truth, and a truth that is half the truth, is often the blackest of lies. To tell out our measure of the truth would many a tims be treason against charity. Also, mercy at times may be hostile to truth ; for there is a blind, lying, pseudo- charity, too weak to bear the truth, and therefore compelled to blink it ; too narrow to love, in spite of defects and stains, and therefore ready to lie to itself and to others. It is only in their highest perfection, in their production or expansion to infinity, that they meet and coincide. The whole JUSTICE AND PEACE. 165 " truth as it is in Christ," includes all the hidden motives ; the excuses of blindness, surprise, weak ness, imperfect consent ; the subsequent sorrow. It also throws back the light on us who judge ; bids us look at ourselves, our need of great mercy, and makes us cast down the stone with a neque ego te condemnabo — " Neither do I condemn thee." And again, perfect pity and mercy is that which can pity even when there is no excuse ; which can take a man at his average, and love him for any little percentage of good there is about him, and still more, for the good and happiness he is yet capable of. Mercy, in Christ the Saviour, has met Truth in Christ the Judge ; for Truth in its fulness is the friend of Mercy. CXLIII. JUSTICE AND PEACE. Justitia et pax osculatas sunt. "Justice and peace have kissed one another." To embrace is more than to meet. It is a sign of absence and estrangement ended, or of broken friendship restored. Justice bids us seek our due, and render to others theirs ; an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth, quid pro quo. Justice, untempered and supreme, is fatal to peace. Peace, if dishonour able, the peace of the wicked, which is no peace, is fatal to justice. It was in the Incarnation and Redemption that God's wisdom devised a recon ciliation between His love of justice and His love of peace, and that He might not forgive gratis with hurt to justice, He paid the debt Himself. Justice, 1 66 FEAST OF THE HOLY LANCE AND NAILS. the rights of God, or of our neighbour, are the only limits of that meekness which should characterize the peace-making "children of God." " Truth has sprung from the earth, and justice has looked down from Heaven " — not that these predications hold exclusively of either subject, since it is equally true that Justice sprang from the earth, that is, took flesh in Mary's womb and grew to perfect Manhood ; and that Truth looked down from Heaven, and, seeing our misery, came down and " dwelt among us." " The Son of Man, whc came down from Heaven ; " here the double nature, origin, and sonship, is asserted of Him who " sprang forth from the earth " and " looked down from Heaven." CXLIV. FEAST OF THE HOLY LANCE AND NAILS. Durum est tibi contra stimulum calcitrare. " His hands have made me and fashioned me ; " His hands have ever been stretched out to bless me, feed me, heal me, upraise me, support me ; and I have resisted Him, fought against Him like a peevish child against the loving hands that dress or tend it. I have taken those hands, that might have struck me into Hell, and have bent them back upon the Cross, and nailed them there, rigid and helpless, that I might free myself from His pestering love. And yet in vain, for I have but opened two fountains of mercy, and love is victorious still, and I have but graven my name in His hands for ever. Quam speciosi pedes I — How fair are the feet of Him VICARIOUS SUFFERING. 167 who brings glad tidings of peace, soiled though they be, cut and way-worn ; the feet of the Good Shepherd, as He returns bearing the lost sheep in His bosom ; the feet where penitent love sits, and ministers with tears and spikenard. I thought to fetter these feet with nails, and so to escape the pursuit of love, and I have but lent them wings. "What have I to do with Thee, Thou Jesus of Nazareth ? Art Thou come to torment me before my time ? " So do we resist vainly the spell of grace. Durum est tibi contra stimulum calcitrare — " It is hard for thee to kick against the goad." The Sacred Heart was the central spring of all His actions, the recipient of all His sufferings. Here, as in their source, were all the riches of His goodness gathered up and treasured, as streams in the ocean ; and in piercing this cistern of living waters by our ingratitude, we have only succeeded in letting loose upon ourselves a deluge of grace and mercy. CXLV. VICARIOUS SUFFERING. Vere languores nostros ipse tulit, et dolores nostros ipse portavit The unity of a family makes the honour or disgrace of one shared and felt by all. As the mother loves her son far more than herself, and more truly than he loves himself, his dishonour or his sorrow is felt far more keenly and heavily by her. Now Christ the Second Adam has welded the whole race into one family, whereof He is the Head, and a Head who loves each member with a love 168 INTUITIVE VISION. infinitely " passing the love of women." Thus the disgrace of our sins, our sorrows, fears, temptations, in some cases our eternal loss, though not His personally, were more than His by reason of our corporate union with Him, and of the boundlessness of His tender love. In this sense He has borne our sins and carried our sorrows, and been " afflicted in all our afflictions." CXLVI. INTUITIVE VISION. Deum videbunt. "They shall see God." Purity of heart is rather the condition than the cause of spiritual discern ment. In the pure heart God's face is mirrored without cloudiness or distortion. But it is the mind that gazes into that mirror and reads its secrets. Many hearts have been as pure as those of Augus tine, or Aquinas, yet have lacked their insight. Many minds may have been as keen, and yet fruit less, through the distortion of the medium. To say that every saint is a sage is untrue a priori, and still more by experience. Instance the Cure d'Ars, than whom none had a purer heart, or was favoured with more frequent and brilliant flashes of Divine light ; yet here and there his reason, not naturally acute, allows him to adopt unquestioningly certain tradi tional rigorisms and spiritual fallacies quite alien to the teacliing of his inspirations. For they who intuitively, or by inspiration, apprehend those Divine truths to which others climb laboriously by slow INTELLIGENT LOVE. 169 reasoning and weary elimination of errors, are rather likely to be wrong, when they proceed to give reasons for what they got without reason, and to entangle themselves in fallacies. To them applies the old monition : " Give your .opinion, but don't give your reasons." CXLVII. INTELLIGENT LOVE. Da mihi tuum amorem et gratiam nam haec mihi sufficit. " Give me Thy love and Thy grace, for this is enough for me." An intelligent love of God is indeed all-sufficing. But it involves more than the love of a Deity enthroned far away beyond this earth. It must be the love of an all-pervading God, ex quo, per quem, in quo omnia, a recognition of His immediate causation, indwelling, presence, wherever there is any vestige of the good, the beautiful, or the true. It is a universal recta sapere, the perfec tion of " taste " in its deepest, highest, widest sense. As far as one fails to appreciate any created or finite goodness in nature, in art, in human character, so far is he out of sympathy with God — negatively, no doubt, but none the less truly. Religion and revelation reveal God to us in His most mysterious and lovable attributes, and secure that love which is needful for salvation ; but religion, if it supple ments and " informs " nature, does not destroy or supplant it; and the "natural revelation" should not be neglected, seeing that, as part of the present order, it is a grace. To the discerning, every purification and elevation of the natural taste, every 170 PEACEABLENESS. new appreciation of hitherto unappreciated excel lence, is a step upwards, a new remove from the wisdom that is from beneath, towards the wisdom which is from above, which is chaste, peaceable, modest, easy to be persuaded, consenting to the good, full of mercy and good fruits. It is by this fellowship of "taste," that in the natural order we work out, evolve, and perfect our radical participation of the Divine Nature, and become, metaphorically, sons of God in the image and likeness of their Father. CXLVIII. PEACEABLENESS. Si fieri potest, quod ex vobis est, cum omnibus hominibus pacem. habentes. " As far as lieth in you live peaceably with all men," i.e., see that the fault is not on your side. There are those whose contentious and quarrelsome spirit makes it impossible to be at peace with them, since peace is a mutual relation. Again, there are crises where peace would be dishonourable to God, and a wrong to our neighbour. But apart from these limitations, the precept holds. It needs, however, a wide, comprehensive mind, an experi ence of human nature, a certain penetration of character, and, above all, a diligent, industrious love of peace to carry it into effect. Contentiousness, a desire of fighting about trifles, a lust for petty victories and superiorities, is the direct antithesis of magnanimity, or Christian big-mindedness. ATTRACTIVENESS. 171 CXLIX. ATTRACTIVENESS. Si exaltatus fuero a terra, omnia traham ad meipsum. " If I be exalted from the earth I will draw all men to Myself." There is doubtless an exaltation of soul which comes from suffering and from the cross, which " draws " men by a spell. An uncru- cified Saviour had never exercised such a strange spell over the heart of man. This is indeed the mark of a genuine spiritual advance and approxi mation to the cross, that others are more drawn to us, and we to them. It is not the senseless self- annihilation of the fakir or dervish which attracts, but that which results necessarily from a loving devotion to the service of others; the self-sacrifice of the Good Shepherd who gives His life, not for nothing — as it were despising God's good gift — but for the sheep. It is from the foot of the Cross that Mary attracts us to herself most powerfully. The Cross of Christ is the very centre and nucleus of attraction, and each one as he nears it becomes himself magnetized with its mysterious influence. There is a pseudo-austerity and spiritual exaltation that lifts us above our fellow-sinners, and makes them shrink from us in awe. But the more we compare ourselves with God, the wider and deeper our grasp of His fulness, the more infini tesimal does the difference between saint and sinner, or sinner and sinner, appear. FREQUENT COMMUNION. CL. FREQUENT COMMUNION. Panem nostrum quotidianum da nobis hodie. As to the objection against frequent, or daily Communion, drawn from the danger of over- familiarity, it ought also to tell against frequent visits to the Blessed Sacrament, and frequent attendance at Mass. A'Kempis notes how differently men would behave were Mass celebrated in but one place and once yearly, like the Jewish Pasch. Familiarity, as such, is no sin, nor obstacle to grace. A child is familiar, perhaps not too respectful, with its mother, whom it sees daily and hourly, but is abashed before a stranger, whom it neither knows nor cares for. Nor is this bashfulness identical with reverence ; nor yet is true reverence incompatible with perfect ease and familiarity. Again, it is rightly said that our Lord veils His glory under the Eucha- ristic species, even as He veiled His Godhead in the likeness of sinful flesh, precisely to secure this facility of access. Did we at all fully realize what Communion is, we should never dare to approach it. The early Church (as the Eastern Church does still) communicated infants and the unconscious ; and in truth we are all infants and unconscious in this regard. We come because we are told, and receive we know not what, and we know not why, except that it is our daily and familiar bread, not a luxury, but a plain necessity ; it is the medicine of our constant and chronic infirmities, the ordinary, and WORTHY PRAISE 173 not the extraordinary remedy of our spiritual ills. It is a mistake to look for extraordinary effects from ordinary means ; their effect is conservative, preser vative, or if progressive, it is only by the slow, insensible increments of ordinary growth. CLI. WORTHY PRAISE. Ut digne laudare mereamur. " That we may worthily praise Thee." One may sound the praises of God loudly enough, and beau tifully enough to charm the ears and subdue the hearts of men, and to lead them to praise Him and love Him, and yet lack that inward consecration of purity and holiness and gentleness without which one is a profane and unworthy instrument for so sacred a strain. " Who art thou that thou shouldst take My law," or My praise, " upon thy lips ? " " Lord, I am a man of unclean lips, but munda cor meum et labia mea qui labia Isaia propheta calculo mundasti ignito — ' cleanse my heart and lips as Thou didst cleanse the lips of Isaias the Prophet.' " CLII. RESTRAINT. Modestia vestra nota sit omnibus hominibus. " Let your self-restraint appear to all." In an applied and fanciful sense this may be usefully understood of that self-restraint which is so pleasing in good art. Whether in oratory, or poetry, or 174 COSMIC ENTHUSIASM. painting, or conversation, the impression of a restrained fulness, of power kept back, and but hinted at in the work before us, always pleases ; while the idea of a complete exhaustion of resources, still more that of a strain wringing out the last drops of energy, is distressing in the extreme. How agreeable a flatterer he is who lets his compliments seem to leak out by accident, and instantly checks the leakage by some brusquerie. How persuasive a speaker he is who gives a notion of overmastering feeling kept back for the most part, but now and then victorious, whose eloquence seems to break from him, and not to be wrought up deliberately. This manifestation of self-restraint includes the notion of seeming ease in production, and goes beyond it, as though the difficulty were to hold back, and not to do far better. In art, if this is not true and natural, it must at least be simulated, on the principle, ars est artem celare. Else we shall have effusiveness and vulgarity. CLIII. COSMIC ENTHUSIASM. Primogenitus omnis creaturas in ipso condita sunt universa in ccelis et in terra. From the Positivists we hear of the enthusiasm of humanity; from the Evolutionists, of cosmic enthusiasm — something, I presume, more wide- reaching and universal. Vague, intangible thoughts, yet they bear witness to a tendency of the human mind which the Catholic religion alone can rightly COSMIC ENTHUSIASM. 175 explain and satisfy. They imply a revolt against a narrow egoism and self-isolation which is really the logical issue of modern philosophical negations ; a self-assertion of that irresistible instinctive impulse towards universal good which is in every man just because he is essentially part of the organic whole, and moved by the Author of that whole, not merely to his own isolated good, but more principally and fundamentally to the end and good of the entire body of humanity. This movement, although con sciously recognized, cannot be rationally accounted for so long as each views himself as the centre of all. There is no logical path from this narrow egoism to altruism. Such altruism is only egoism grimacing. But when we conceive the ego aright, we see that such egoism is but another name for altruism. The two above-named enthusiasms, as con ceived by their advocates, are far too intangible and unreal to move any one to action, except perhaps some positivist philosopher in a moment of exalted confusion, when, roused by the common instinct of benevolence, he analyzes it into cosmic zeal. The only workable enthusiasm which addresses itself to the human imagination and the human heart, is the enthusiastic personal love of the Incarnate God, the Author of the cosmos, the pleroma of creation, the anakephalaiosis — " summing-up," of humanity. To know Him under these philosophical and mys terious aspects, is but for the few ; yet as our love of Him grows more intelligent, so it becomes more extended to all that is bound up with Him, namely, that cosmic glory which is to be realized in the 176 HUMAN RESPECT. liberation and exaltation of humanity to life and incorruption, through its union with the Divinity. This is that " one far-off Divine event to which the whole creation moves," and for which " all creation groaneth and travaileth, expecting its deliverance." CLIV. HUMAN RESPECT. Tradetur gentibus ad illudendum et flagellandum et crucifigendum. " He shall be delivered to be derided, scourged, and crucified." Our Saviour counts derision among His sufferings, no less than scourging and crucify ing. It means that He keenly felt the mockery and jests of the ignorant canaille; as well, no doubt, as the false and absurd accusations on which He was condemned. Wiseacres tell us that it is folly to care what men say or think about us, for we are not better for being praised, nor worse for being blamed. Truly we are not more praiseworthy or blameworthy. But it is better to be praiseworthy and praised, than praiseworthy alone. The good opinion, the praise and love of our fellow-mortals, even of the meanest, is a possession to desire, a part of our happiness. This is because man is not alone, nor made for solitary and unsympathetic happiness, but for a common joy shared by all. God intends that we should live and desire to live in one another, in the thoughts and affections of others ; that we should be mutually attractive, draw ing and being drawn, first to one another, and then, in our unity, to God, our common centre and point RETROSPECTION. 177 of rest. It is, therefore, a fundamental, God-given instinct of charity which makes us value the good opinion and love of the least of our fellows. Like every other desire, it may become inordinate and interfere with higher good ; but it is no part of humility to be self-sufficing, thick-skinned, indif ferent (i.e., insensible) to what others will say of us. For this reason our Saviour was deeply pained by the display of contempt and dislike even in the most ignorant and despicable rabble. Still more rightly may we feel acutely the dislike or contempt of those whose judgments we value highly. We should dread the justly-merited contempt of the high-minded and noble, as in some sort a reflex of God's own mind. It is said of Dante : " He feared nothing so much as the censure of noble minds." CLV. RETROSPECTION. Scies postea. "What I do, thou knowest not now, but thou shalt know hereafter." It is superstitious folly to attempt to divine the future ; or so clearly to under stand the present as to read the intentions of God's inscrutable Providence. But it is a fruitful matter of contemplation to look back, and see what came from what ; how what we knew not at the time we knew afterwards ; how the most perplexing turns led us straightest after all and brought us nearer to< God ; how our wisest suggestions or predictions, had they been realized, would have been disastrous ; M 178 GOD'S VICTORY. and thus we shall learn to avoid the presumption of impertinent prediction, and also to hope for good out of all, without troubling as to how it is to come about. " Lord, what Thou dost I know not now, but I shall know hereafter." CLVI. god's victory. Quia te contemplans totum deficit. "To Thee my heart surrenders, fainting as it gazes on Thee." This is the end of God's weary conflict with the soul through the dark night of life. He cannot bless Jacob until with the touch of grace He has maimed and thrown him. When our soul, as the day breaks, at last sees God full in the face ; when its narrow and crude conceptions have been exploded one by one ; when through blunders and errors it has at last stumbled on the truth, and caught the face of the Father, Lover, King, and Spouse, then its subjection is perfected, its task is done, and it is ripe for Heaven. Many of us wear out God's patience with our inattention and wilful stupidity, until He leaves us and sits down weary. Quarens me sedisti lassus. CLVII. UNEQUAL AFFECTION. Amice, non facio tibi injuriam. Two copies of the same beautiful picture ; two roses ; two anythings precisely similar, do not excite UNEQUAL AFFECTION. 179 more love than one. But two beautiful objects, in no way similar, elicit more love from the soul than either singly. Here, what is given to one is not taken from the other. Given two friends wholly dissimilar, I do not love one less because I love the other. Thus the love of a child, a parent, a friend, a brother, are so wholly different in their motive as to leave no room for jealousy. If, however, two friends could be precisely alike they would be loved with one love, though perhaps neither so intensely as if he had the scarcity value of being the only one of his kind. This is the force of Dilectus meus unicus — " My Beloved is but one," and of Hie est Filius meus unigenitus — " This is My only-begotten Son." Christ had His favourites, Peter, James, and John. "He took with Him the three." "Of course," said the rest, " always Peter and James and John ! " To such jealousy He would say : " Friend, I do thee no wrong. May I not do what I like with My own ? " He loves most those whom He has made most lovable ; that is, those who love Him most ; for he is most lovable whose soul is likest to God by agreement in thought and likings, in a word, who loves God most, for the love of God is the beauty of the soul. We, too, have a like liberty, nay, a duty, of loving most whom God loves most, for whom He has done great things, from whom He expects great things, and towards whom He Himself — so far as our love is reasonable and pure — has drawn us strongly. Charity requires then that we should not hurt others by an undue 180 SELF-CONFIDENCE. show of preference for some ; but for a certain show of preference we have this warrant of Christ's example. These three He favours in two ways : by a fuller and more special admittance to His secrets ; by a more liberal share of the load of His sorrow, a deeper draught of His bitter chalice. We are willing enough to sit at His right hand and at His left, as favourites in His Kingdom, but the condition, Potestis bibere ? stands in the way, and cools our ambition of preference. Even in the natural order God's richer love is shown in gifts which mean greater suffering as well as greater bliss. Sorrow and joy, height and danger, light and dark ness, cross and crown, all go hand in hand. CLVIII. SELF-CONFIDENCE. Dicunt ei : Possumus. " They say to Him : We can." Like all beginners, they are full of confidence in their present fervour : Tecum paratus sum et in carcerem et in mortem ire — " I am ready to go with Thee to prison and to death." It is by many a bitter fall that we learn to be thoroughly disappointed in ourselves, and, if we escape the danger of sullen discouragement, to believe thoroughly in grace : Sine me nihil potestis — "Ye can do nothing without Me." Then we confess : " Lord, though none should forsake Thee, yet would I." Our Saviour does not harshly rebuke this childlike presumption, but looks ahead to the SINS AGAINST LIGHT. 181 time when humility will fulfil the vows made in pride. He does not say, "You can," but "You shall indeed drink of My chalice." CLIX. SINS AGAINST LIGHT. Qui ambulat in tenebris, nescit quo vadat. " He that walketh in the dark, knoweth not whither he goeth." In some ways — not in all — it seems less an insult to God to sin full in the light, than to befool ourselves culpably into some excuse beforehand. Certainly we do ourselves a graver moral harm, and make recovery more difficult by the stultifying of our reason. For reason and truth is the root of moral recovery. He who sins in the light, knows and acknowledges his fault in the very committal of it. He of the "second class of men," tortures his mind into the belief that he is doing God's will. Were it not better to say openly: "I know the will of God, but I prefer my own," than to sin against truth as well as against goodness ? CLX. DESPERATION. Abiens laqueo se suspendit. It is erroneous to say that Calvinism would warrant one's living recklessly. For there are many mansions both in Heaven and Hell. If I knew for certain that I were to be lost, faith tells me that every mortal sin sinks me deeper in Hell 182 FROM NATURE TO GOD. for ever; as in like manner, were I certain of salvation, every good action is a new Heaven inherited. It were worth fighting hard and suffer ing long, merely to lighten the load of my damna tion. Hence recklessness is never reasonable. But that laziness and impatience of the yoke, which is the secret motive of so much desperation, feeds entirely on this fallacy, which suggests that as soon as we cross the line of mortal sin, all reason for restraint is gone for the time being. Hence we often observe that a fall is followed by several in quick succession. CLXI. FROM NATURE TO GOD. Qui non diligit fratrem suum quem videt, Deum quem non videt quomodo potest diligere ? " If a man love not his brother whom he hath seen, how can he love God whom he hath not seen," i.e., if a man is void of natural affection, how can he pretend to supernatural ? If he have not laid the foundation, how can he raise the super structure ? If hehave not that which is first, how can he have that which comes after ? Can he scale heaven without a ladder ? Can he support the ladder in the air, and not on the earth ? If he does not know what it is to love as a child, as a brother, as a parent, a husband, a master, a friend, how can he pretend to that love which contains all these loves eminently — the love of Him who is father, spouse, friend, brother, child, all in one. The love of God postulates that all these relationships should appeal INTERTWINED DESTINIES. 183 to us and move us ; if they do not do so in those near to us, it is evident that they do not do so in God. If human fatherhood means nothing to me, I shall not be moved by the fatherhood of God, which I can only know as the natural relation intensified ; and so of the rest. Every new kind of natural love teaches us a new way of loving God, and a new aspect of God's love for us. Father Thou art to me and mother dear And sister too, kind husband of my heart. CLXII. INTERTWINED DESTINIES. Confirma fratres. " Strengthen thy brethren." In keeping with God's universal economy, this commission, which is given to all, is especially given to him who stood most in need of confirmation — strong in love, if you will, but impulsive, weak, and faltering. He was best fitted to save others who knew best by bitter experience that unassisted he could not so much as save himself; whose sole reliance was in that oravi pro te, ne deficiat fides tua — " I have prayed for thee, that thy faith fail not." It seems strange that one should be more animated to keep straight for love of the souls of others than for the love of God, yet indeed it is but the love of God cloaked in another form. The firm and intense feeling that the fate of another is mingled with one's own ; that if I am unfaithful another will be weakened, for whose soul I shall 184 INTERTWINED DESTINIES. answer — all this is hard to analyze. It is not, however, strange that the love of our brother whom we have seen should at once derive from and yet be far more intense than the love of God whom we have not seen. For it is not pure " separated " perfections that move us, but partici pated. In their purity we cannot apprehend them save by analogy. Hence I love that which is beautiful because of its beauty ; yet far more intensely than I love beauty in general. Perhaps the above sentiment of intertwining destinies is part of that God-given instinct which governs all men as parts of whole moving to a common beatitude. Nemo sibi vivit — " No one lives for himself," i.e., was intended to live for himself. This notion is most foreign to modern indivi dualism, yet in principle it is essentially Catholic, and necessary to the dogmas of original or corporate sin, and of the Atonement. We believe that God would have spared Sodom for the sake of ten just men ; that a Religious Order has a certain corporate merit which is affected by the conduct of single members; that in some sense the sins or merits of a father reflect upon his children, or, at least, that his piety can win for them many extra graces which else they would not receive ; and that there are other bonds of union, such as friendships of all sorts, relations of superiority and subjection, of priest and penitent, of teacher and taught, which entail a like intertwining of fates, is plain enough a priori and a posteriori. When such a bond exists, each can help the other by his own fidelity to grace, GLEAMS IN DARKNESS. 185 can bring a blessing upon him ; and if perhaps we may not say that contrary conduct would produce a contrary effect, at least it deprives another of help that may have been needful for his salvation, and certainly was needed for his greater perfection. CLXIII. GLEAMS IN DARKNESS. Mane nobiscum, Domine, quoniam advesperascit. " Stay with us, for night is falling." Remain with us, for the darkness is coming on ; that dark ness and black night which recurs in our soul, if not as regularly, yet as surely as that night which inevitably follows on the day. He is with us then, and we may hear His voice, though we can see His face but dimly, if at all; nor can we discern His movements. And yet at such times, perchance in the Breaking of Bread, He flashes in upon our soul in a way that we never knew in the time of light — a sudden recognition: Dominus est — " It is the Lord ! " and then He vanishes, leaving us in dark ness, but in peace and joy. CLXIV. RESOLUTIONS. Simile est regnum coelorum fermento. Philosophers rule the world more than states men or soldiers. Thoughts elaborated in an easy chair have been the ferment of revolutions in after- generations. So separate are cause and effect that 186 MANY-SIDEDNESS. few see the connection ; and philosophy is regarded as a harmless pastime. Thus too we ourselves are governed by our ideas, notions, and theories. No revolution was ever conceived and realized in a moment. The conception precedes the birth by years. Our own moral theories and resolves seem equally ineffectual when judged by their immediate consequences ; but our actions of to-day are really the fruit of theories and resolves of long ago, which in their day seemed just as ineffectual. Those who make radical resolutions and expect to keep them at once, are as foolish as those who believe that such resolutions are useless. Thought is the slow- working leaven of conduct. CLXV. MANY-SIDEDNESS. Omnibus omnia factus sum ut omnes facerem salvos. Many-sidedness is not duplicity. The obsequious man, the assentator, agrees with everybody about everything, and acts to suit his company. The many- sided man is of so wide a mind that he can see an element of truth to agree with in most statements ; he is of such broad sympathy that there are few phases of the heart and emotions with which he cannot feel; he so approaches the full Humanity of the God-Man that there is scarce any type of character whose goodness he does not embody. In a word, he has a phase or side corresponding to every character ; and which is not assumed, but is really his own. As the polygon may indefinitely approxi- THE ALTAR. 187 mate to the circle, yet never be coincident ; so even the most catholic-hearted and -catholic-minded of God's saints must fall short of His sympathy and comprehension who alone can say, Homo sum, et nihil humanum a me alienum duco. CLXVI. THE ALTAR. Et turtur (invenit) nidum sibi, ubi ponat pullos suos, altaria tua Domine virtutum. " The turtle-dove hath found her a nest where she may lay her little ones — even Thine altar, O Lord of hosts !" The turtur here is the Holy Spirit shedding abroad Divine charity in our hearts, prompting us to love others and to help them, making within us a continual, wordless intercession for their infir mities — gemitibus inennarrabilibus ; and the pulli are our little ones, the pusillus grex that God has in one way or another given into our charge, and for which we must render account : those who are unfledged, who cannot fly of themselves, or even feed them selves. Where then shall we house them and lay them for safety ; where shall we find food for them, and protection and warmth ? A Itaria tua, Domine virtutum. We build them a nest in the corner of the tabernacle and leave them there. 188 THE BODY OF OUR HUMILIATION. CLXVII. THE BODY OF OUR HUMILIATION. Qui reformabit corpus humilitatis nostra; confjguratum corpori claritatis suae. " Who will reform this body of our humiliation, conforming it to the body of His glory." Even in this life we may dare to hope and pray to be delivered from the humiliations of our animal body, by some little degree of configuration to His glorious Body. We may ask it out of reverence to His sacred Eucharistic Body which we handle, or at least feed upon ; that Body which was tabernacled in the womb of a Virgin and nursed at her breast ; which St. Joseph nursed in virgin arms, and clothed and carried and gazed on ; the Body of Him whom the virgin Baptist heralded ; on whose Heart the virgin St. John reclined ; whose heavenly bodyguard are the hundred and forty-four thousand virgins ; whose altars on earth are served by virgin priests. And yet it may be that His grace and love is enough for us ; and that without the humiliations of the body our pride would endanger our love. Bonum est mihi quia humiliasti me ut discam justificationes tuas. Prius- quam humiliarer ego deliqui — " It is good for me that Thou hast humbled me." Nothing keeps us closer to God than the fear of being separated from Him ; and this sense of continual danger, so trying and harassing, is needful for us. And there are those who have to help others and feel for others, and who need to have felt all, that they may pity all. WHO TOUCHED ME? 189 And there are those to whom God gives His revela tions in abundance, and to whom, lest they should be puffed up, He sends the messenger of Satan to buffet them, that their infirmity may be the instru ment of His might. For these and other reasons He endures an indignity in the temple of the Holy Spirit, preferring the greater and more substantial glory, to that which is accidental and non-necessary — a spiritual luxury or refinement, a gratia gratis data, but not necessarily gratum faciens. CLXVIII. WHO TOUCHED ME ? Quis tetigit me ? " Who touched Me ? " She touches His garment from behind, stealthily and secretly, full of natural shame which forbids her to cry out for help before a mixed crowd, and to make known her humiliating ailment. Why does not the All-knowing, All-pitying spare her shame ? Why does He constrain her to come and fall down at His feet before all, and tell Him the whole truth ? Because she touched Him, touched His Heart. We can imagine the look, the tone which turned " Who touched Me ? " into a tender call to a closer embrace, clearer recognition, higher faith ; the call of the Shepherd to the timorous, startled sheep ; the call of the Spouse to His darling : " Thou hast wounded My Heart, My sister, My spouse ; thou hast wounded My Heart with one glance of thine eyes. . . . Arise, My darling, My fair one, and come ; My dove, hidden in the clefts igo GOD, IN HUMAN AFFECTION. of the rock and the crannies in the wall ; come, show Me thy face, and let thy voice sound in My ears ; for sweet is thy voice and beauteous thy face. Come back, come back, O Sulamitess ; come back, come back, that we may gaze upon thee ! " "And when she saw that she could not be hid," crushed down by the power of self-abasing, self-pulverizing love, what was shame before became a joy and alleviation. No bar between us and those we love ; we must tell them "the whole truth;" we cannot endure to be loved on false pretences, any more than to be honoured on account of an imagined excellence which we have not got. CLXIX. GOD, IN HUMAN AFFECTION. Ecce, quem amas infirmatur. " Lo, he whom Thou lovest is sick." We should imitate this delicate art of persuasion. Those whom we love, whose infirmities are a grief to us, are loved still more deeply by Him who has moved us to love them and pity them, using our heart as His instrument. So Augustine, considering how as soon as he was born, God had prepared for him the milk in his mother's breasts, and had given to her the desire to impart it, and to him the instinct to draw and receive it, gives thanks to God as the principal cause, more than to mother or nurse who were but instruments of the Divine Love. So it is God who has procured and prepared for us all pure and orderly affection of which we are the object. Our SEEMING ABANDONMENT. 191 friends are but the instruments whereby God Him self loves us — at least in the natural order. So, too, all true excellence in them which excites our love is a partial aspect of the Divine Beauty which they mirror. It is God in them that we love, it is God who loves us in them. Whom I love purely and rightly, God loves ; whom I pity, God pities. Hence I can say of such, Ecce, quem amas infirmatur. CLXX. SEEMING ABANDONMENT. Lazarus mortuus est; et gaudeo. " This infirmity is not unto death, but that the glory of God may be revealed. ... I am glad for your sakes that I was not there," i.e., our Lord will allow His dearest friends to be the victims of infirmity, to be tempted, and even to fall : for the glory of God in their resurrection ; for the help of others ; for their own greater eventual gain. Not that He tempts any or fails in sufficient grace ; but that, knowing their infirmity, He stays away, withholds extraordinary and effectual graces, and suffers that to happen over which He Himself weeps in sympathy. Strange mystery of grace ! yet even reason can see how so seemingly perverse a course may be the straightest path of a love, wider and deeper than we can understand. Could we witness His grief over such falls, we might well say, " Behold how He loved him ! " and we might puzzle ourselves with the thought : " Could not He who opened the eyes of the blind have caused that t92 THE MEDIATORIAL OFFICE. this man should not die ? " little dreaming of God's nobler intent. Let us rather say with the sorrowing sister, not in complaint, but in wondering submission and unshaken confidence : " Lord, hadst Thou been here, my brother had not died ; but now I know whatsoever Thou asketh of God He will give it Thee." CLXXI. THE MEDIATORIAL OFFICE. Anima Christi, sanctifica me. " Soul of Christ, sanctify me." Sanctification of the Christian soul is conformity to the Human Soul of Christ — a "putting on Christ;" a conformity of thought, will, affection, passion, imagination. Chiefly it lies in a likeness of understanding and of will or affection ; in seeing things as Christ sees them : feeling, tasting, loving according to His feeling, love, taste. And this principally with regard to God and to man ; between whom Christ, by reason of His perfect knowledge and ardent love of both sides, is the great Mediator and Peace-maker. Those who would share his mediatorial office must strive to know God and man, more and more deeply; nor that, under any merely speculative aspect, but under those aspects which most beget love. He was made Man that He might know what was in man, and be touched with a feeling for our infirmities : that, knowing all, He might excuse all and pardon all. As in virtue of His true Humanity He knows human nature experimentally, so by His Divinity He knows the Divine Nature experimentally, as no THE MEDIATORIAL OFFICE. 193 merely human priest can ever do. Taught by the Holy Ghost, we can at least ever draw nearer to this double sympathy of the God-Man, and so fit ourselves better to share His mediatorial office. God can and does use the corrupt priest in the ministry of reconciliation, in Mass and in absolution, but it is only as one uses a dead instrument, to be cast aside and destroyed as soon as it has served its purpose. For more delicate work He uses those instruments which adapt themselves best to His guiding hand, which work with the least friction. Nor is it only by prayer and sacraments that God sanctifies and purges the soul, but by all natural and intelligible means as well: by the ministry of the Word, the Logos, in its widest sense. By the instrumentality of the human heart and mind, He speaks to the heart and mind. The sacramental character is to the priest what the vow is to the monk. He who has not besides, the mind and heart of a priest, is as a monk with the vows, but without the virtues of chastity, obedience, and poverty. We must, then, observe in our Saviour (1) His deep knowledge and comprehension of the nature, the mind, the love of His Eternal Father, (2) His sympathy with the Divine interests and the Divine will, (3) His comprehensive and experimental know ledge of sinful man, and (4) His consequent sympathy with the interests of humanity. (1) "O Just Father," He says, "the world has not known Thee," has not known or believed in Thy fatherhood, in Thy paternal love, " but I have N 191 THE MEDIATORIAL OFFICK. known Thee." " No man hath seen God at any time but the Only-Begotten, who is in the bosom of the Father," who is eternally being born in the very heart and focus of Divine love, " He hath declared Him," revealed the unknown. This was the great work of our Saviour's Ministry, of which He says : " I have finished the work which Thou gavest Me to do, and now I come to Thee." " I have mani fested Thy Name," I have made known Thy true nature, Thy fatherhood, " to the men whom Thou gavest Me." " For this came I into the world, that I might bear witness of the truth," I, "the Word made Flesh," Eternal Truth translated into human language— the Father's Logos and image. " He that hath seen Me," he that hath looked on the crucifix, " hath seen the Father," so long dreaded, distrusted, unloved, misrepresented, slandered. In this we must follow Him after our fashion ; studying and pondering the character of the All-Father as displayed to us in nature and in revelation — two chapters of one book. We must know Him, not speculatively, but appreciatively, by tasting and feeling, and seeing with the inward senses His sweetness, graciousness, and beauty. We must know Him, not with hearsay knowledge, but with the familiarity that comes of continued converse ; we must live in sinu Patris — " in the bosom of the Father," if we would declare Him to others and bring others into sympathy with our own love of Him. (2) From the knowledge and love of the Father grew that hunger for justice, that thirst for the glory THE MEDIATORIAL OFFICE. 195 of God which found utterance in the words, " My meat is to do the will of Him that sent Me, and to perfect His work;" "I have a baptism to be baptized with ; how I am straitened till it be accom plished." Zelus domus tua comedit me — " Zeal for Thy house has devoured Me." Here is " the great High Priest " and archetype of every priest ; sanctus, innocens, impollutus, segregatus a peccaioribus et excel sior ccelis factus ; lifted up above all and yet drawing all to Himself; mitis et humilis, speciosus forma, et udspectu summe amabilis ; exalted, yet lowly; crucified, yet not austere or repellant ; " segregate " and yet mingling with publicans and sinners ; mingling the very substance of His Body, Blood, Soul, and Divinity with their weakness and corruption, as the sunlight which fills, illumines, beautifies the crystal ; sinking all limits and differences so that He is hardly felt among us, so much is He one of ourselves, and His life interwoven with ours : ¦" There is one in the midst of you whom ye know