YALE UNIVERSITY LIBRARY 3 9002 07223 9511 A CHAPLAIN'S ¦f^^l^-i AND .»/: Ahi ^-^.'-. \J^yy<^^X^r^X /^Uv-v.^>CC^ 5/C:iCX<>> ^n-ZCO-Tj^ A CHAPLAIN'S EXPERIENCE ASHORE AND AFLOAT The "Texas" Under Fire REV. HARRY W. JONES, A.M., D.D., Chaplain U. S. Navy. New York: A. G. Sherwood & Co. 47 Lafayette Place. Copyright, igoi, by Harry W. Jones. Or\ii4;IG5j DEDICATION. To the memory of Rear, Admiral John W. Philip, United States Navy, the beloved Commanding OfiScer of the battleship "Texas," under whom it was my honor to serve during our war with Spain, and who on June 30th, 1900, in obedience to the summons of his Great Commander-in-Chief, passed away from the battles of earth to the rest and the rewards of heaven, this book is most tenderly and reverently dedicated. PREFACE. 1HAVE been frequently requested by many friends to put in book form the experiences in life through which I have been called to pass. Hitherto I have declined to do so, and have only consented now with the hope that perhaps something in' the following pages may be help ful to young men who are contending with dis couragements and whose pathway seems beset by peculiar difficulties. If there is anything nar rated here that will cause some despondent brother to "take heart again," I shall find in this my greatest joy and richest reward. The experiences especially of the past two or three years as Chaplain in the Navy often seem to me more like a dream than a reality. Of these thrilling events I have endeavored to place be fore the public a true and faithful account. Perhaps I may add that twenty-five per cent. of the profit from the sale of this book is to be given to the Trustees of Wake Forest College, Wake Forest, North Carolina, for the purpose of aiding deserving young men who are struggling to obtain the advantage of an education. H. W. J. CONTENTS. PART I. Chapter I. How I Came to Be a Minister, and How I Came to Preach my First Sermon i Chapter II. My Seminary Days and Theii- Trials 9 Chapter III. My First Pastorate 17 Chapter IV. With the First Baptist Church, Stepney, Conn. An Interesting Wedding 27 Chapter V. A Meeting for Men at White Hills, Conn. An Important Person Present 41 vii CONTENTS. Chapter VI. A Fox Caught in his Own Trap. An In teresting Trial at Monroe Court House 49 Chapter VII. A Visit from my Sister 61 Chapter VIII. Two Peculiar Weddings 67 Chapter IX. As Pastor of the First Baptist Church, Arlington, N. J 71 Chapter X. Brotherly Love 85 Chapter XI. My Dream, and News from Washington 89 Chapter XII. The Close of my Ministry on Shore loi viii CONTENTS. PART II. Chapter I. First Orders to Duty 109 Chapter II. Chaplain of the U.S.S. "Texas" 119 Chapter III. My First Cruise 131 Chapter IV. A Bar Harbor, Maine, Experience 141 Chapter V. Blowing Up of the "Maine" 149 Chapter VI. Forty-eight Hours' Leave 1 57 Chapter VII. The Flying Squadron Goes to Sea under Sealed Orders 167 ix CONTENTS. Chapter VIII. The Going in of the "Merrimac" 1^9 Chapter IX. Under Fire 187 Chapter X. A Burial under Fire I97 Chapter XL Going Over the Mines 211 Chapter XII. The Landing of the Army 219 Chapter XIII. The Army Failed to Connect 227 Chapter XIV. Destruction of Cervera's Fleet 231 Chapter XV. On the "St. Louis" with Admiral Cervera 247 X CONTENTS. Chapter XVI. The Disappointment of my Life 263 Chapter XVII. A Visit to my Mother 271 Chapter XVIII. Renewing Old Acquaintances 285 Chapter XIX. the close. Chaplain of the "Chicago" 291 XI PART I. THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN ASHORE AND AFLOAT. CHAPTER I. HOW I CAME TO BE A MINISTER, AND HOW I CAME TO PREACH MY FIRST SERMON. LATE one Saturday night in May, in the year 1886, I was sitting in the rooms of J the Young Men's Christian Association at Saugerties, Ulster County, State of New York, where I was General Secretary of the Associa-, tion ; a number of young men were in the rooms, some were reading the various magazines, others were amusing themselves playing chess or check ers. I was at my desk preparing my Bible lesson for the Bible-class which I was to conduct the next afternoon. One of the young men sug gested that it was time to go home, and we were preparing to leave the rooms when Mrs. Conklin, the wife of the Rev. J. J. Conklin, pastor of the First Baptist Church, came in and inquired for THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN me. I greeted her, and she informed me that Mr. Conkhn was over at the parsonage confined to his bed and would like very much to have me go over and see him, if I possibly could. I went, and found him quite sick. Extending his hand, he said: "I am delighted to see you, my dear brother, but I know that the request I am about to make will be very sudden. I am ill, as you see, and, unless I can secure some one to fill my place, our church will have to be closed to-morrow. So I want you to preach for me, morning and even ing." I replied : "Well, I should say it is sudden ; and feel I must decline, as I never preached a ser mon in my life and could not begin to prepare two sermons to be dehvered to-morrow." He per sisted in his pleading, promised me the aid of his prayers and assured me if I consented that God would be with me, and that, if I looked to Him, He would aid and bless me. After a great deal of persuasion, I consented. Going home, I went to my room, got my concordance, and im mediately began to look for a verse for my morn ing subject. I had no idea what to preach from, but at last I found the words : "Behold now is the accepted time; behold now is the day of salva tion." I began writing and found my thoughts came much faster than I ever anticipated, and by daylight I had prepared a sermon for the morn ing service. 2 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. At ten o'clock, I left the house, after having asked God to bless me, and went over to the church. I felt very nervous as I went up into the pulpit ; in fact I was never so nervous before in all my life. As I rose to give out the first hymn, to my joy and delight, who should come in but dear old Dr. Longyear, who at one time was pastor of the church. At the close of the hymn, I invited him into the pulpit. As soon as he had taken his seat I announced to the congre gation my pleasure in welcoming to his old pul pit our beloved Doctor, and at the same time as sured them of the great treat in store for them, as they would listen again to his familiar voice, expounding God's truth that morning. I felt greatly relieved, and requested the Doctor to give me the chapter he wished me to read. He replied : "Read the chapter you intended to read, my dear brother." This I did; at the close of which I asked him to lead us in prayer. In a very firm, earnest manner he commended me to God and asked Him to bless the young speaker of the morning, as he would preach his first sermon. I enjoyed the prayer, but at the same time was greatly disappointed, as I fully expected the Doctor would come to my assistance. I an nounced the second hymn and sat down by the side of the aged minister. He took me by the hand as a father would his son, and, looking right 3 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN in my face, said : "My dear boy, you would have preached if I had not come this morning, so go right along and forget that I am here. Should there be time at the close of your remarks, I will have something to say, but I cannot preach for you, as there is no knowing what the conse quences would be if you disobey what I consider a direct call from God to speak to-day." Sum moning up sufficient courage, I gave out my text with fear and trembling, and then began speak ing on the subject, pleading the importance of the present time and presenting the blessed as surance of reward should we obey the invitation of the text. I spoke about twenty minutes, when I took my seat. Before I had time to say a word to the Doctor, he was on his feet, beseeching God to bless the message which had been delivered to them. Then, addressing the people, he told how pleased he was that I had done the sensible thing in selecting for my first text a verse from the blessed Book that was so simple, and one that I understood so thoroughly. Continuing, he said many men in their first attempt at preaching tried to deal with difficult portions of the Book, and their efforts proved a failure; but he was convinced that if I decided to enter the minis try, and continued to preach the simple Gospel as I had done that morning, God would give me many jewels for my crown. I was greatly overcome 4 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. by the earnestness with which he spoke, and with the kindly way in which he had endorsed my feeble effort. After the benediction many of the people of the church thanked me for the helpful message, and said they would ever remember the service of that day. Returning home, I got on my knees and ren dered thanks to God for His assistance, and asked Him to bless the service which I was to conduct that evening. I was led to select a sub ject especially adapted to young men, and as I was engaged in young men's work, felt more at home in treating a subject addressed to them. I prepared therefore more of an informal talk on "Spiritual Railroading; or, the Reasonableness and the Desirableness of Religion," and had a blessed time speaking that night. The church was crowded. I returned to my home feeling that possibly it was Providence that had placed me in the pulpit that day. I felt different from what I ever had before in my life. I promised God that if it was His will that I should be a minister, and He would make it plain to me, I would obey. The following Thursday evening I was unable to attend the prayer-meeting, but Friday morning the aged clerk of the church came to the rooms and handed me a letter. I opened it and found there a certificate. The old 5 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN man was staring at me, his face all aglow, as I read the license authorizing me to preach, and which made me practically a minister, excepting that I was not allowed to administer the Lord's Supper or to baptize. Then he said: "Brother Jones, the church voted you last night this li cense, giving you its endorsement to preach whenever the opportunity presented itself, as the members felt that you deserved it." It was not long after this that I began receiving invitations from all the small churches of the surrounding country, to go out and speak for them. I ac cepted many of them, and had a grand time visit ing these outlying fields. At last I was called to Wisconsin to take charge of a Young Men's Christian Association in that State. At Little River there was a French Presbyterian Church without a pastor, in fact the church was too poor to engage one. A committee waited on me, and asked me to go out and preach for them Sun day evenings. I consented to do this, and for a year or more preached in that church. I had every reason to be encouraged, the congregation kept increasing, but still I fought the idea of de voting myself wholly to the Christian ministry. The urgency of the impression wore off, and I promised God that if He would allow me to enter again my business calling, I would serve Him as best I could with my means and otherwise, 6 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. Going to church one morning I heard the Rev. Doctor Chadwick, the Methodist minister, preach an earnest sermon to young men, plead ing with them to devote their lives to the cause of the Master, and if they felt called to enter the ministry, to yield to the invitation. Then, in a tone of voice which I shall never forget, he said : "Young man, will you be a minister of Jesus Christ?"' As he said it, he pointed his finger di rectly at me. I was overcome, but said nothing. After he had pronounced the benediction he came right over to where I was and said : "Brother Jones, why do you strive so against the Spirit? I really believe that God has called you to the ministry and it is sinful for you to fight against His will." Still I did not give him any answer that would cause him to think that I would be a minister. The next day he called to see me, prayed with me, and talked with me about the seriousness of my procrastination. Before the week had ended, I told him that I would prepare myself to enter the ministry of Jesus Christ, and immediately began making my plans to enter a seminary, putting myself in communication with the various theological sem inaries of the country. I received favorable re plies, but selected from the many the invitation to attend Rochester Theological Seminary, of the State of New York. I closed my work with the 7 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN Association and, early in the month of September, 1889, bade farewell to that Western country, and came East to prepare myself for the work to which I was then thoroughly convinced I had been called. During these early days of preach ing all the additions to the churches were young men, and that was one reason why I was loath to give up my work with the Young Men's Chris tian Association, but God, unseen by human eye, was constantly leading me. CHAPTER II. MY SEMINARY DAYS AND THEIR TRIALS. 1 ARRIVED in the city of Rochester the day before the studies commenced at the sem inary. Immediately I ¦ went to see the president, and talked matters over with him. I found him a very genial Christian gentleman, thoroughly consecrated to his life work of fitting young men for the ministry, and I could readily understand why such a man as Dr. J. H. Strong had been selected as president of Rochester Theological Seminary. He asked me various questions regarding my financial condition, in quiring specially whether I was prepared to go through the seminary, and pay my own way, as I would have to do. I told him that I was. He asked me if I had friends that would help me. I told him "No," many of them could do so if they wished, but I felt certain that none of them would aid me in educating myself for the minis try. Then he said: "Mr. Jones, as president of this institution, I would like to know just how you are situated, because all that the seminary 9 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN provides for its students is a room in the dor mitory." I answered : "Well, Doctor, to be frank with you, I have at my immediate command the sum of nine cents." "Then you expect to receive a remittance from some one or some place shortly." I answered, "No, sir, I do not." "Well, then, my dear brother," he answered, "I am very sorry to be obliged to inform you that the sem inary is not in a position to pay the way of its students." I replied : "Well, Doctor, it would be time enough for you to mention that fact to me when I sought aid from you." "Well, what do you expect to do?" he asked. I said: "I do not know, sir; but I have come here to go through this seminary and I am going to do it by God's help. Give me until to-morrow afternoon and I will tell you then what I have done, and I feel sure that I will be able to tell you that the way is opened and I am going to work my way through this institution." He said: "Very well, I wish you every success ; see me at my office to-morrow afternoon, but in the meantime take this dollar to help you until then." I said: "No, thank you, Doctor, I do not wish to take one cent." I went out into the city, not knowing where to go, or what to do, but assured that God would lead me in the path He would have me go, and would show me just what to do. I sauntered along through one street after another, and at ID ASHORE AND AFLOAT. last came to the business part of the city. I no ticed a magnificent restaurant, beautifully fitted up, and thought: "Here is my opportunity." I was then beginning to feel a little hungry. So I walked up to the desk and met the pleasant-faced gentleman who was the proprietor, when I said : "Excuse me, sir, but I have come to this city as a student of the Theological Seminary. I want to educate myself for the ministry, and I want some work to enable me to pay my way." He said : "What can you do ?" I answered : "Well, sir, I can eat." With a hearty laugh, he said: "You don't look very hungry." I said : "No, sir, perhaps not ; but I begin to realize that I have an appetite, and if I am to go through the semi nary, it will trouble me more or less during my stay in this city. I understood you to say that you were busy between twelve and two. I would be glad to come down every day at that time, if you could use me as a waiter for my dinner and twenty-five cents a day." He looked at me and, laughing, said: "That would not pay you very much." I answered: "No, sir, the twenty-five cents may not ; the dinner will though." He said : "I will take you on, but will pay you three dol lars a week. I presume, however, you are a good waiter." I said : "No, sir, I never waited on table in my life, but I know just how to do it." He said : "How do you know you do?" I answered: II THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN "Well, I have had men waiting on me, and I know just how they did it." I went back to the seminary after having taken my dinner, feeling as happy as a bird. Doctor Strong had gone home. I could not wait, however, until the next afternoon to see him, but immediately went down to his house and told him I had succeeded, having obtained a position at three dollars a week, with my dinner each day. He was as delighted as I was, and said: "Jones, you have the material in you that is going to make you succeed. Keep right along, my boy, and some day I shall hear great things of you." The next day the classes were made up and I entered the junior class, after having qualified for it. I found my class work exceedingly difficult. I believe I studied as hard as any student at that school. I would have my lessons well prepared, but just as soon as I was called upon in the class room to recite, when I got on my feet, every thing I had committed to memory left me, and I would stand there as though I knew nothing. I was greatly mortified, and would have to say: "Excuse me, Doctor, but I cannot answer your question." I was called upon about twice a week, and every time had the same experience. At last I made up my mind that I had enough of that. I knew that I was simply "class-room 12 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. scared." So I went to the Doctor at the close of the exercise one afternoon and said: "Doctor, I fear you will think that I am shirking my duties and neglecting my studies, but I assure you, sir, that I work hard and faithfully, and in my room could answer any question a student might put to me, but when I get to the class-room before all the students, were you to ask one of the same questions of me, I would not be able to answer it." He said: "Evidently you are frightened when you get on your feet." I said : "That is just it, sir, but I want to conquer that feeling, and can do it with your assistance." He answered: ."Well, I will do all that is in my power for you." I said : "Well, sir, you can help me ; if instead of calling upon me to recite once or twice a week, as you have been doing heretofore, you have me re cite every day until I get over this embarrass ment." "I will do it with pleasure," he replied; "but that will make you work very hard, because you will have to prepare thoroughly every lesson during the week." I said : "Well, sir, that is what I want to do, and that is what I will do." Never after that did I fail in a single recitation. At last my turn came to preach a sermon. The text was given me by our Homiletical Pro fessor. I had two weeks in which to prepare my self. Putting on my best suit of clothes, as I was to be the speaker of the occasion, I looked 13 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN into the glass and saw many white patches show ing through the worn black cloth of my frock coat. I got the ink bottle and commenced cov ering up with the black fluid the white lining that was showing through the cloth. Going down into the class-room, I took my seat behind the desk in the little room arranged as a chapel. I announced my text and commenced my sermon. One after another of the students began taking notes of what I said. The professor took none, but I could tell that he was taking it all in and would know just the value of my effort when I had finished. The custom was after the preach ing was over that the students and the professor would criticise the sermon from a homiletical standpoint and also in style and delivery. At times they were very severe in fault-finding. The professor stood up and looked at me. He said: "Brother Jones, that is the finest text that I have ever heard preached from." There was a twinkle in his eye, and I felt highly com plimented. "But to be frank with you, it is the worst sermon I ever listened to in my life." And then he began picking it all to pieces and by the time he got through there was very little of my sermon left. After he had finished, one after an other of the students had something to say in the shape of criticism. I thought to myself: "Never mind, boys, your turn will come as well as mine 14 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. if I don't give it to you, my name is not Jones." I went to my room feeling, after the overhauling I had had, I was surely a ministerial failure, and from that day I denounced the idea of pulpit criticism. But, looking back to-day, I can see what a blessing that experience was to me. I was at the seminary about a year, when I was called to mission work in New York. I went there feeling that it was a good opportun ity for me to put in a year or so at that work and get sufficient money to enable me to go through school without having to pinch and strive as I had done during the year that had passed, hoping also that later I would be able to go either to Spurgeon's or Moody's school to complete my studies. ^5 CHAPTER in. MY FIRST PASTORATE. I WAS at St. Bartholomew's Mission, 42d Street, west of Third Avenue, New York, about a year, and obtained quite an insight into New York City charitable work. This mis sion was conducted by St. Bartholomew's Church, and was chiefly maintained with money received from the late Cornelius Vanderbilt, who about five years before his death, erected the mag nificent building known as St. Bartholomew's Parish House, east of Third Avenue, on the same street. Friday nights the old building presented scenes I shall never forget. The doors were opened at seven o'clock sharp. It was the cus tom on those nights to give a cup of coffee and a sandwich to men who were in need. Long be fore the time of opening the doors, hundreds of these poor unfortunate fellows would be block ing the street, and when the doors were thrown open, these poor hungry mortals would rush in and take their seats in the large hall where the meetings were conducted. At the close of the 17 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN religious exercises, twenty or thirty men would pass around large trays laden with sand wiches, followed by men bearing large pitchers filled with the finest coffee, which they would pour into the cups with which the men had been furnished. This feeding of New York's hungry poor was carried on largely through the gener osity of the gentleman mentioned above. I en joyed my work there very much indeed, and it will not be out of place to say right here, there was a very charming young lady who devoted her evenings to presiding at the organ or piano, to the great delight of the men. I will admit I was greatly impressed with her musical talent, and saw a great deal of her, as I conducted services in the building every evening. But at the close of my engagement there, I left to complete my studies without having once mentioned to her how much I admired her. It was not strange, therefore, that, after having completed my studies, I should return and seek out this young lady, who has since become the one who has shared my joys with me these past eight years of our married life and has proved a blessing to me in every way, filling that most important position, viz., that of a minister's wife. Soon after our marriage I received a call to go to Suffern, Rockland County, New York, to en gage in two weeks' evangelistic services with the i8 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. First Baptist Church of that city. I went there, and found the church in a most deplorable con dition. It had been closed for the ten preceding years ; and its membership had united with sev eral churches of other denominations. I saw the opportunity for a good wOrk there, and immedi ately had circulated necessary advertising mat ter, informing the people that services would be conducted in the First Baptist Church every night in the week, Saturday excepted. I com menced these meetings Sunday morning. A fair audience greeted me, but I had a much larger congregation at night. At the close of the meet ing Friday night of the following week, we had the gratification of receiving twelve persons for membership, a family of four being among them. At the close of the Sunday night service, I was requested to leave the church, as there were mat ters the members wanted to talk over, so I went to the residence of old Deacon Quackenbush. As I could not return to New York City, I always remained there over night. I was occupying my time reading a book I had found lying on the table, when in came the deacon, the church clerk, and three or four other members from the church. They informed me that the church had extended to me a unanimous call to become its pastor. I read the invitation, and told them I would give them an answer the following 19 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN Sunday morning. At the specified time I told the church that I would accept the call, providing it would be understood from the commencement that in calling me to be their pastor it did not mean that they called my wife as my hired assistant. She, by the way, was always perfectly willing to do her part in aiding me in my ministerial duties. I further stated that under no consideration would I accept their call unless the church would be known as the People's Church. The poorest as well as the wealthiest brother should have equal rights to a vote at church meetings. The only leader should be the meek and lowly Master, and should they at any time see anything amiss in me, their pastor, they were not to go unto Sister So- and-So, or Brother So-and-So, and talk about it, but come to me, and tell me of my faults, and I would take them by the hand and thank them if I w^s in the wrong ; and should I see anything out of the way with any of them, they could expect an early visit from me, as I would treat them in the same way that I had requested them to treat me. That night my terms were accepted, and we started out feeling that a great work was in store for us, and that God would bless us as pastor and people. I was not ordained at this time, but in vitations to the ordination were sent out, inviting the pastor with two delegates from 20 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. each church of the Southern New York Baptist Association. The day was set, March 9th, 1893. We had had a tremendous snow storm the first of the month. On the sev enth it was quite warm, and by the ninth the roads were flooded nearly all the way from our church to the station, the ice and snow having melted. You could not go about by sleigh or wagon with any satisfaction. I went to the depot and met the delegates with the various turnouts that were provided for the purpose of transpor tation. Some were closed carriages, some bug gies, the others sleighs ; but the people who chose the sleighs to take them over to the church had a great experience. The horses could not draw them through the mud, and to walk in the road was simply impossible, so they pulled the sleighs over as close as they could get to the stone walls that were on either side of the thoroughfare. Getting out from the sleighs, the people com menced to walk a distance of three miles over these stone walls, having to dismount every now and then where the road turned off or where there was an opening leading to a private estate. After a great deal of perseverance, they reached our church. At ten o'clock that morning a very fair number had assembled, taking into considera tion the inclemency of the weather, and I was in troduced as the candidate for ordination. I was 21 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN asked the usual questions regarding my call to the ministry, etc., and at five o'clock in the after noon the council adjourned to compare notes. At six o'clock I was informed that the council was satisfied, and wanted to know my wishes as to the ordination. It was decided I should be ordained that night, and at half-past seven the ordination services took place. The Rev. E. S. Hollo- way, of New York, preached the ordination sermon, choosing for his text the fourth chap ter of the Second Epistle of Timothy, a part of the last verse — "Preach the Word." The Rev. James Francis, of New York City, delivered the charge to the candidate, and the Rev. A. C. Arnold delivered the charge to the church. At the close of this service, I was introduced to the congregation as the Rev. H. W. Jones, and was requested to pronounce the benediction, which I did. My first pleasant duty as pastor was to bap tize the twelve people who had professed conver sion during the revival services. I started in to work with a great deal of zeal and determina tion, the church edifice being in a terrible condi tion from being closed so many years. The first thing we did was to raise money to put in new windows, which were to be stained glass; the male members agreeing to put the glass in, if the church would buy it. After this was finished, we 22 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. raised money for repainting the church and put ting in a new pulpit. And by the time this was done, we had a nice, cosy-looking church build ing. At a church meeting, it was decided to re- dedicate the building, and we invited the Rev. R. S. MacArthur, D.D., pastor of Calvary Baptist Church, New York, to preach the dedicatory ser mon, requesting several other ministers to join us in these pleasant exercises. A very interest ing and gratifying congregation filled our church and listened to the Doctor as he preached to them the same old story, and yet, in every word he ut tered, brought out the joyfulness and blessedness of serving God, and congratulated the people upon the marked success pertaining to the pastorate. It was a moonlight night, and the vast audience was invited to go down to the Cooper Lake, where four young people were to be baptized by the pastor. As we were leaving the church Mr. E. Degrot and his wife, from Ramsey, met me at the door and said: "Brother, we too wish to follow the Lord Jesus into the baptismal waters. Can we be baptized to-night ?" I replied : "As far as I am concerned, I will -gladly immerse you ; but I presume the better way will be to present the matter to the church." We called a meeting there and then outside of the building; Brother Degrot and his wife told their experience, and they were unanimously elected for membership. 23 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN Instead of baptizing four that evening, it was my pleasure to baptize six. As I went down into the waters, the shores were black with people, who had come from all the surrounding country to witness this moonlight baptism. We had gone there the night before and had selected our place for immersion. I went into the water just as the moon was coming over the hill top, spreading its rays across the water, where I stood. The water looked like silver, or as though the blessed Spirit was shedding His influence across the deep. As the candidates were led into the water, the women dressed in white, the men in black, they presented a most beautiful picture, and several of the onlookers who had come there just out of curiosity were convicted of their sins. Four of these that stood amid that multitude of people saw, as they had never seen before, the beauty of following the Master in baptism and of obeying His divine command. These were baptized by me two Sundays later. The fourth of June, 1893, I had the unutter able pleasure of leading into the waters my es teemed wife ; it was, in fact, the greatest joy that I had ever experienced. Just before descending into the waters of Cooper Lake, my church presented me with a magnificent baptismal gown. I used it for the first time to baptize Mrs. Jones, and have used it ever since, as I preach in it to this day. 24 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. The next work I undertook to do was to erect a parsonage. Deacon James Quackenbush pre sented the church with a lot loo by 125 feet, al most opposite the church, on which site the house was built. Just as we were about to occupy it, I received and accepted a call to become pastor of the First Baptist Church of Stepney, Conn., and closed my labors with the Suffern people, after having been with them a little over a year, dur ing which time there were twenty-eight additions to the church. 25 CHAPTER IV. WITH THE FIRST BAPTIST CHURCH, STEPNEY, CONN. AN INTERESTING WEDDING. GOING to Stepney, I found many charm ing peopk there, several of whom were devout, consecrated believers. The church property consisted of a church and parsonage, which was in very good condition. There was a membership of about one hundred. I preached my first sermon as their pastor the first Sunday in November, 1893. A good con gregation greeted me, and we started in for ear nest, zealous work, commencing as I did at Suf fern, with two weeks' revival services, which re sulted in five conversions — four young men and one young woman — who were baptized by me in the Hawley Brook. My experience with these people proved more exciting and varied than I expected when I first entered upon my duties there. The first thing of any importance that occurred was on a Saturday morning. It was raining very hard, and as fast as the rain fell on the ground it would freeze, making the roads 27 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN and sidewalks like a sheet of glass. To enable me to reach my barn, I had to take with me a coal scuttle filled with ashes, and as I went along I would drop sufficient of the ashes in places to step on to avoid falling down. Going back to the house, the door bell rang, and as I opened the door a lady of fine appearance was standing there. Out side my gate was a closed carriage with a magnificent team of horses before it, and the coachman dressed in such a way as to show he was driving for a very wealthy family. The lady inquired if I was Mr. Jones, the Baptist minister. I told her I was. Then she said: "I have come over from New Haven, having driven from there this morning to find out whether you practise what you preach. Could you give me about three hours of your time, as I have a matter of great importance I wish to consult you about ?" I said: "Yes, madam; I shall be delighted to devote this morning to you; but if you are very anxious to find out if I practise what I preach, I would suggest that you ask Mrs. Jones, as she would be the only person to answer that inquiry." She remarked: "It is not so much that, but I heard you preach once, or rather lecture, and I wish to find out for my own satisfaction whether you are as sympathetic in your nature as you ap peared to be in your lecture." 28 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. I was somewhat surprised at this, and scarcely knew how to take it. So I ven tured to ask where she had heard me lec ture. She informed me at New Haven, when I spoke on the subject of "Fallen Women," and it was on that account she had ventured to travel the distance she had through the blinding storm then raging. I told her that I thought I was prepared to live up to all I had stated that night, and if there was anything that I could do to assist any unfortunate creature who had fallen, I stood ready and willing to do what God would have me do. Then she said : "I have been to see seven or eight ministers, every one of whom refused to listen to my appeal, and as a last resort I have come to you ; but before I con tinue my story I wish that you would kneel down with me in this room, together with your wife, and ask God to grant that I may not utter one harsh word here, and that, no matter how I have been wronged in the past, I may have a Christian, charitable feeling toward those who have injured me and mine." As we arose from our knees, she unfolded to me one of the most pitiful stories I had ever listened to. She stated that somewhere in New York, in a home for fallen women, she had a niece, who had been deceived by a man living in Astoria, N. Y. And, after getting this 29 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN girl, who was merely a child, into trouble — she was only fourteen years of age at the time — he forsook her and went away. This aunt believed he was somewhere in the State of Connecticut, and her mission to me was to have me find him and try to convince him of his sin. I asked her if she knew in what city or town he was. She said she did not. So I reminded her that while it was true that Connecticut was a very small place on the map, it was a large place to search to find a man, and I could not see how I could help her, unless she could tell me where he was, or give me some idea where to commence my search. She could not do this, so I had to again blight her hopes by showing her that I was utterly unable to render her any assistance, and I shall never forget her look as she left my house, sad and broken in spirit, feeling that her last hope had fled. She thanked me for my kindness to her, and appreciated my willingness to assist her in offering to do anything that was in my power. I told her if I should hear of him I would let her know, but not to build any hopes, as I could not hold out any encouragement to her. The next day turned out to be beautiful and warm, so I drove my wife and little baby down to Bridgeport, a distance of eleven miles from Step ney. Driving through Broad Street, I met the postmaster of the city, whom I knew very well. I 30 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. asked him if he knew a man called R in Bridgeport. He said: "Yes, there is a John R just below herel" I said: "Well, it is Frank R I am looking for ; but I will try it anyway." Driving on to the number he gave me, I got out of my carriage and rang the door bell. A young man answered it, and I said: "Is this Mr. John R ?" He said: "Yes, sir." And without the least thought, I said: "How is your brother Frank ?" "Oh, he is fine ; doing nicely," he replied. I asked him where he was now, as I would like to see him, having been a pastor once not far from their home in Astoria. He said : "Well, Frank got into a little trouble some time ago, and mother thought it best for him to leave home, so she bought a farm called the H farm, in Monroe, where they are now set tled, and Frank is running it." I knew the farm and said: "That is strange, he is only about a mile and a half from my church ; I will call and see him." I had a hard time to conceal my joy over the fact that I had located him. Driving back to Stepney, I hitched up my other horse, telling Mrs. Jones as I drove out of the gate that I should not be long, as I was only going over to Monroe. I drove over quite fast, and just as I reached the farm, the young man for whom I was searching made his appearance. I recognized him from the likeness to his brother. I thought : 31 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN "Now I will try this fellow by making him think I am a detective." I was clad in an ordinary citi zen's suit, which would not indicate that I was a minister, so I said to him: "Hitch my horse somewhere out of the wind ; blanket him well, as I am very choice of him." If I had never been informed of the character of this man I should have known there was something about him that was wrong, and that he was expecting trouble. I carried out my object of deception for several minutes, then told him I was the Baptist minister from Stepney, and was out making acquaint ances in that part of the country, and was ex ceedingly glad to meet him, and gave him a cor dial invitation to call on me, and attend our ser vices, which he promised to do. As I left him, I said : "Frank, we are both young men ; the only difference between us is I am trying to follow the Saviour, who, when He saw a woman in distress, pitied her, and I hope some day to see that same character portrayed in Frank R ." I thought possibly that might cause him to think of the past. I saw nothing of him at the church, so three weeks later called upon him, inquiring after his health and so on, at which time he introduced me to his mother. I found her such a person as I could well understand would teach her boy al most anything that was bad. After my return to the village that morning, 32 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. I telegraphed Mrs. B , whom I had learned was the wife of one of the wealthiest merchants in New Haven, that I had found the young man whom she had been seeking, asking her to come over and see me, which she did that afternoon. And when I told her where he was, she imme diately wanted to go to him and plead with him to do what was right by her niece. I begged her not to do it, however, and asked her to leave it entirely with me, and give me plenty of time, and I thought it would be all right. This she agreed to do. I saw a great deal of Frank the next four weeks, and then sent this message to Mrs. B : "Go to New York on the morning train, get Annie and the child. Return on the 7:15 this evening. I will meet you at the station. Don't fail." I went down to the station to see if she was on board the train, as she had to pass through Stepney on her way to New York, and found she was. I had no time to speak to her ex cept to say, "Good morning," as the train only stopped a few seconds. I met the evening train, taking my man with me, he driving my surrey — I was in a buggy. They arrived, the aunt, niece, and little girl, who was then four years old. I whispered to Mrs. B : "Say nothing to this driver, but go with him over to the parsonage." She asked: "Where are you going?" I an swered : "I am going over after Frank, as I in- 33 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN tend to marry him to your niece this evening." She said: "What! have you told him?" I said: "No, he does not even surmise I know anything about it." "Then how do you know you will marry him?" she asked. I answered that I was reasonably sure I would be able to accomplish my purpose; for her to do as I requested her and wait the result. It was dusk when I arrived at the H farm. Frank was coming out of the gate way bearing a pail of warm water intended for the poultry, as it was an exceedingly bitter cold evening. Hailing him, I said : "I wish to see you, Frank, when you are through. I will meet you up by the bam." After waitirig a few minutes, he appeared. Extending my hand to him, I said : "Frank, do you think I am your friend or your enemy ?" He said : "I think you are my friend." Then I said : "Have I at any time, by any word or act, showed you that I knew you to be one of the most contemptible men that God ever allowed to live ?" He looked at me in amazement, and asked me what I meant. I said : "Do you know Annie C ?" He said: "I do." "You know what I mean then, Frank, as I know the whole story, and have known it since the day before I first met you, and I have two witnesses to prove your guilt." "I know better," he said ; "but I presume you mean the girl herself and Bessie S ." I 34 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. answered: "I never heard of Bessie S ; that makes three, as I simply had Annie's statement and the little girl's face: for believe me, Frank, Edna is the image of you." He asked how I knew that, and if I knew where the little one was. I told him she and her mother were at my house, where they would stay, and if he would not pro vide for that child, I would. "What do you wish me to do then?" he asked. I said: "All I wish you to do, Frank, is to be a man: marry Annie simply to give her little innocent tot a name." He said : "I never will !" I said : "Yes, you will, Frank, I feel sure." After pleading with him some time, he said : "Well, sir, I will do it if my mother will allow me to." Taking him at his word, I asked where his mother was. He informed me that she was in the house, so we went there to tell her, and I never in my life experienced such a time as I did then. Never had I received such a tongue thrashing as that woman gave me. I stood there looking at her, but never said a word until she was through, then, turning so as to point at her daughter, a young lady sitting in the room, I said to this unnatural mother : "My dear wom an, you may talk as you see fit ; but I have never yet seen any one who was guilty of a crime, but that in some way or other it has come back to them. Remember that you have a daughter, and 35 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN take care that God does not punish you for the way you are standing between this man, your son, and the right." She was rather ashamed of herself and said : "Well, he can do as he sees fit." Turning to Frank, I said : "You hear that, Frank. What will you do?" He said : "Well, I will do it, sir, and will be over to your place in about an hour's time." I asked him what he meant. He answered : "I will have to shave and change my clothes, and will hitch up my horse and come right over." I said : "No, you wont, Frank ; we lost you once, but we don't propose to lose you twice. My buggy is large enough for two — you will come just as you are, with me." He did not want to do that, but at last yielded to my en treaty. We drove over to the parsonage and, opening the door, there stood Annie with the little tot by her side. I said : "Annie, Frank has come over to see you and Edna." They greeted each other, and the facial expressions exhibited by them will never be erased from my memory. I told Annie that Frank had come to do what was right by her, and, calling the aunt aside, said: "Before I can marry them, I have to get a li cense, and the town clerk is four miles from here. I would rather not go for him, as I want to be with Frank." Then she said: "Spare no expense, but send for him." I went down to the 36 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. Methodist minister and asked him if he would allow his coachman to go over to Monroe for me on a matter of importance. He consented gladly, and I said to Mr. Powell, his man: "Make the best time you can. Tell Mr. Nicolson, the town clerk, to come over to the Baptist parsonage im mediately, and bring a marriage license with him, as I would pay him well." It was then 8:30. Two hours passed, still no town clerk appeared. Frank was getting rather restless and he said: "Mr. Jones, I will have to be going." I assured him they would soon come, and just then, to my great delight and relief, Mr. Nicolson appeared. I went out to the dining-room where the town clerk was and speaking to him said: "You know this young man well ; I want you to give him a kind word and encourage him for the stand he is about to take." He took my hand and prom ised me he would do so. "But I thought some one was dying," he said, "as I could not imagine why you would send for me in such haste such a night as this." We filled out the license, then went into the parlor, the town clerk and Mrs. B acting as witnesses. Taking my place in the centre of the room, I told Frank and Annie where to stand; little Edna, their child, walked over of her own ac cord and took the hand of her mother. Looking at them, I said : "I am not going to ask you to make one promise that you will not keep. I will 37 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN simply ask a promise of you which when you make it will be immediately fulfilled, and all else we will leave with God." So, looking at Frank, I said : "Frank R , will you take Annie C to be your wife?" He said: "I will." Then I asked Annie : "Annie C , will you take Frank R to be your husband ?" She said : "I will." After this I simply said : "In accordance with the laws of this State and by the authority vested in me as a minister of the Gospel, I pronounce you husband and wife. I have not asked you to love each other or anything of that kind ; I have simply accomplished what I was anxious to do — the giving of this little one a name." I then asked Frank to kiss the child. He picked her up in his arms, tears running down his cheeks, and nestled her close to his bosom. Then I said : "Kiss your wife, Frank." He replied: "Never, sir, I cannot do that." I said : "Very well, then I will not urge you to." Before leaving his home, I promised his mother that I would take him back that night, so we started out, and had driven about a mile when the two front wheels of my vehicle refused to turn. We got out and found that we had two hot boxes; it was then nearly one in the morning. We pounded on the door of a farmhouse right near where we had stopped. Getting the farmer up, we asked him for some kerosene oil to pour on the axles. He gave it to 38 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. us, and after working about fifteen or twenty minutes, we could turn the wheels around. Get ting backinto the carriage, we continued our jour ney, reaching Frank's home in safety. I took him by the hand and said: "Frank, may God bless you ; and remember that if all others should turn their backs upon you, I will still be your friend. Do what is right and I will stand by you." I re turned home greatly satisfied with what had been done. I tried to see Frank after that, but could find no trace of him, so we decided that he had run away. About three months after the marriage, at the close of the service one Sunday morning, going back to the parsonage, Mrs. Jones met me at the front door and said: "Frank R is here; he has come for Annie." Realizing what the man had been in the past, I was a little suspicious, so went in and said : "Frank, what does this mean ?" He said: "Well, sir, after I returned home the night you married me, my mother made it so un comfortable for me, I decided to leave the farm, so went to New York and obtained a position. I have furnished an apartment there and have come now to get my wife and child." They left us that night and started for their New York home. We corresponded with them, but all of a sudden, they dropped entirely from our view. Many of my church people criticised me for 39 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN having married them, but I maintained that if the ministry was not to lift up the fallen, then I had mistaken my calling, because in helping them morally, I was simply doing what Jesus did when He said to the woman: "Woman, neither do I condemn thee : go, and sin no more." 40 CHAPTER V. A MEETING FOR MEN AT THE CHURCH AT WHITE HILLS, CONN. AN IMPORTANT PERSON PRESENT. WHITE HILLS was about eight or nine miles from my church. One even ing I received a pressing invitation to go over there and conduct a meeting for men only at the First Baptist Church. I con sented to do it and drove over the first Sunday morning in September, 1894. A large number of men were present. In fact, I was surprised to find so many men in that community, but I learned after the meeting that many of them had driven over from Shelton and other nearby towns. I took as my subject: "Be men," urging them to realize the true meaning of the word "men" and holding up to them that true type of manhood as it was portrayed in the life of our Lord and Master, Jesus Christ. We had a blessed meeting, and at the close of my remarks I gave an invi tation for any young man to hold up his hand who felt that he wanted to turn over a new leaf 41 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN and start anew, striving to do what was right. A number of men accepted the invitation. After the audience had dispersed, I noticed, besides the committee who had invited me to speak, a gentle man who was a stranger to me. I could tell, how ever, from his appearance, that he was a man well-to-do, but I never dreamed who he was. He came up to me, and, taking me by the hand, said : "Mr. Jones, I heard you were to be here this morn ing, so I came to hear you. You certainly seem to have the right way of getting along with men. You are the kind of a man that should be a chap lain either in the Navy or in the Army. Why don't you go in the Navy?" I replied: "Well, sir, if you will tell me why the President of the United States has not appointed me, I will tell you why I am not a chaplain, as that is the only reason." Then he asked me if I had ever applied for the position; to which I answered in the negative. "Would you like to be a chaplain?" he inquired. I said: "Yes, sir, it has been the height of my ambition and the aim of my life ever since I became a minister, to be a chaplain in the Navy, but I don't know what to do to ob tain such an appointment." Then he said: "I will tell you, and if you will do it I will aid you . all I can, as I really believe you to be a man es pecially adapted for that calling. You get up an application, have it endorsed by ministers and 42 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. prominent men; do not make the mistake that is usually made in having a number of ward politi cians to endorse you, but get letters from clergy men and men of good standing in your district, and if you will send them to me, I will present them to the Secretary of the Navy myself." I thanked him, and inquired whom I had the honor of addressing. He said: "I am D. N. Morgan, the United States Treasurer, and anything I can do for you, I will gladly do it." You can imagine my surprise. I thanked him and left the church, got in my buggy, and drove back home. I thought a great deal of what had happened as I drove along the road. Going into the parson age, I told Mrs. Jones all about it. She was not as favorably impressed with the idea as I was, be cause the first thing that she mentioned was that it would separate us, as I would have to go to sea. I told her I was going to think it over and in all probability would file an application, and after due consideration prepared the following : Stepney, Conn., September i8th, 1894. To THE Honorable the Secretary of the Navy, Washington, D. C. Sir: The undersigned respectfully applies for an appointment in the Corps of Navy Chaplains and 43 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN represents that he was born on the I2th day of July, 1864, that his legal residence is at Stepney, Fairfield County, Connecticut, that he is a mem ber of the Baptist denomination and at present pastor of the First Baptist Church at said Stepney. Respectfully, Harry W. Jones. Stepney, Conn., September i8th, 1894. We, the undersigned, recommend the Rev. Harry W. Jones for the foregoing appointment, knowing him to be thoroughly competent for the position for which he applies, and we respectfully ask that he be appointed thereto. We believe that his appointment would give general satisfaction. This was endorsed by clergymen of all denomi nations, among them being a Roman Catholic priest who was the rector of the leading church of his faith in Bridgeport. Besides obtaining the signatures of ministers, I had merchants of good standing, physicians, the Board of Education, to gether with several men of prominence in our community. To strengthen this application, I also sent letters from persons who knew me well : a few of which were as follows : 44 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. 20 East 120TH Street, New York, October 24th, 1894. To THE Honorable the Secretary of the Navy. Respected Sir: I hereby most earnestly recommend the Rev. Harry W. Jones for the position of Chaplain in the Navy. I have been personally and intimately acquainted with him for years, and know him to be a man of most excellent Christian character, bright, wide awake, and especially attractive to young men. I believe him to have rare and pe culiar gifts that fit him for the position for which he has applied. Respectfully yours, J. L. Campbell, D.D., Pastor Lexington Avenue Baptist Church, New York City. 358 West 57TH Street, New York, October 24th, 1894. To THE Honorable the Secretary of the Navy. Dear Sir: I have learned that the Rev. H. W. Jones is seeking an appointment in the Corps of Navy Chaplains. His application, with its list of en dorsements, I have read with interest and ap proval. He has been known to me for the past 45 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN few years as a consistent Christian man, an ear nest preacher and a devoted pastor. It would give me much pleasure to know that he had re ceived the appointment for which he makes ap plication. I feel assured that he will earnestly strive to do his whole duty toward those under his ministry, toward the Government which may appoint him, and toward the common Lord and Master of us all, whose servant he is. Very truly yours, R. S. MacArthur, D.D., Pastor Calvary Baptist Church. Bridgeport, Conn., October 30th, 1894. To the Honorable the Secretary of the Navy. My Dear Sir: As a neighboring pastor, I have known person ally and by reputation the Rev. H. W. Jones as a Christian and courteous gentleman, spoken well of and looked up to with respect by those in the community where he resides. I believe he is well qualified for such a position as he seeks. He is earnest, sympathetic, and desirous of doing good and elevating and saving especially the young men. He loves men for their souls' value. Yours very truly, G. W. Nicholson, Pastor First Baptist Church. 46 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. These and several others I forwarded to the Honorable D. N. Morgan, together with my ap plication, and on November 2d, 1894, received this letter from him : Treasury Department, Office of the Treas urer, Washington, D. C, November ist, 1894. Rev. H. W. Jones, Lock Box 213, Stepney, Conn. My Dear Sir: Your esteemed favor of the 30th of October is just at hand. I have placed the enclosed letters with the Secretary of the Navy with my endorse ment of their standing and worthiness of full consideration. I do not think you can do more, and hope among the many applications that you may be successful. Respectfully yours, Daniel N. Morgan. At the time I made application, there were two vacancies existing in the Corps of Navy Chaplains. I watched the papers daily to see if any Chaplains were appointed. On the 2d of March, 1895, 1 read in the New York Herald that the Rev. John B. Frazier of Tennessee and the Rev. John P. Chidwick of New York had been appointed Chaplains of the Navy. There being 47 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN only two vacancies, I of course gave the matter up and settled down once more for good, earnest work with my people, realizing that though I had not been appointed, much as I would like to have been, I had not left unturned one stone that might have done me good, and I was encouraged with the thought that I had applied for the Chaplaincy before I passed the age limit, because if anything should ever happen in my life to cause me to look back to days gone by, I would not be able to accuse myself by saying: "You should have applied to be a Chaplain when you had an oppor tunity," believing that if God did not want me in the Navy, I would succeed as a pastor on shore. I wrote to Mr. Morgan, thanking him for his kindness to me, and then let the matter of the Chaplaincy drop from my mind, informing my people I would still remain with them as their pastor, for how long though I could not say. 48 CHAPTER VI. A FOX caught in HIS OWN TRAP. AN INTEREST ING TRIAL AT THE MONROE COURT HOUSE. ONE Sunday while my application for the Chaplaincy was pending, a young lawyer who was chairman of our So ciety's Committee or, as they are termed in some States, Board of Trustees, called at the study to see me. He was a man anyone would believe was greatly interested in Stepney, judging from the way he acted. He resided there with his parents, but practised law in the city of Bridgeport. The object of his call was to induce me to start a Law and Order League. The aim of this League was the enforcing of the law. Stepney had voted no license, but there were a number of the farmers throughout the section continually violating the law by selling liquor without a license. Two or three of these farmers were Irishmen, and my lawyer friend remarked that he was determined to break up this system of violating the law, and put a stop to it. He said: "I wish, pastor, that you would take hold of this matter, and every 49 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN case we find, I will prosecute free of charge. I am especially anxious," he continued, "to catch these Irishmen." I said: "Well, my brother, I will not pose here as a fanatic or attempt anything as an individual pastor or independent church, but if you will persuade the other ministers of the place to join you in this matter, I will do my part ; but as to my going ahead alone, I absolutely re fuse." Then he said : "You will assist if I can get the other ministers to co-operate with you?" I said: "Certainly; anything for the good of the community that the churches may agree upon, I am with them." He said: "All right, I will see you as soon as I have consulted the other minis ters and report my success or failure." I said: "Very well, I shall be glad to hear from you." Later that evening he returned and was delighted over the fact that all the churches had consented to his plan, and had requested him to have me call a union meeting to be held in our church the fol lowing Friday night. I said: "Very well, I will announce it this evening." Going to the church at the usual hour, before preaching the sermon, I announced that the chairman of our Society's Committee had interested himself in the commun ity, he being very anxious to enforce the law in regard to the selling of liquor without a license, and through his efforts we would hold a union meeting in our church the following Friday even- So ASHORE AND AFLOAT. ing at eight o'clock, as all the churches had agreed to co-operate with us in forming a Law and Order League. i Friday night came, and we had a tre mendous turn out, and were fortunate in having with us the State Secretary of the League, whose headquarters was New Haven. He gave us a very practical talk on the workings of the League, urging the people to organize a branch to be known as the Monroe Branch of the Law and Or der League of the State of Connecticut. At the close of his remarks, the young lawyer sprang to his feet, and was very enthusiastic in all he had to say, dwelling upon the way these Irishmen were bringing disgrace to the place, and he, as a lawyer, was determined to put a stop to it, and every case we had, he would prosecute without expense either to the League or State. Then he proposed me as the Secretary of our local League. I jumped up and declined. My wife also begged me not to take the office, as the duty of the Secre tary was to seek out persons who were violating the law, then enter a complaint and procure a search warrant for the League's detectives to search the various buildings, all of which I knew would tend to make me, a minister, very unpopu lar. Turning to the lawyer, I said: "Should I take this office, remember, were I to catch my own father violating the law, I would have him ar- 51 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN rested just as quickly as I would yours." He said: "That is just it, brother, that is entirely what we want — a man who will have no fear." And after a great deal of persuasion, I accepted the office, much against the wishes of Mrs. Jones, however. We adjourned to meet at some future date, it being left to me as Secretary to call the next meeting. Three months had passed and nothing had been said or done publicly of the work accomplished by the League. The news papers were making a great deal of sport of this Law and Order League that had sprung up so suddenly in the Baptist Church of Stepney one night, and to all appearances had died there and then a natural death. I said nothing, but all the time I was getting my information, and watching suspicious places, keeping three in close surveil lance where I was sure rum was being sold. At last the time arrived when I was ready to search the premises. How to get my detectives into the village without their being seen was a study. At last the idea presented itself to me. Our ladies were going to have a new carpet in the church. It was to be brought from Bridgeport the next Friday, and it so happened that Friday was the day one of these farmers went to Bridgeport with his produce and returned with his rum. I went to Bridgeport early that Friday morning 52 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. and telegraphed to the head office of the Law and Order League at New Haven to send me six detectives, so that they would arrive in Bridge port that afternoon. Then I went to the mer chant from whom our ladies had purchased the carpet for the church, and asked him if he was ready to fulfil his contract and deliver to us that day the carpet our ladies ordered. He said: "I am; our wagon will be ready in about twenty minutes' time." "Well, then, you hold it until I return," I said. "I will be here about four o'clock; it will not be necessary for you to send any men, as I will have six men with me who will go up with your driver in the wagon." I was delighted with the scheme. I went down to the station at Bridgeport and met the detectives on their arrival, and took them over to the store. Revealing to them the secret, they all agreed that the scheme was an admirable one. Getting into the wagon, they proceeded to Stepney. I re turned in my private carriage, which allowed me to reach the parsonage some time ahead of them. I had the church door open ready for them as soon as they appeared ; and it was amusing to see those great, big, burly fellows tugging at that carpet, as they took it into the church. After they had taken it in, the wagon returned to Bridgeport. I shut the doors and then the de tectives commenced hammering, to make the 53 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN passers by believe they were laying the carpet. After a while the hammering ceased. Letting them out through the rear door of the church, they went over to the parsonage, where we had supper prepared for them. After supper we went down to the bam, it then being dark, hitched my horses, one to the surrey, the other to the buggy ; and when all was ready, I returned to the house ; but before going, I told the detectives that when I lighted the lamp in my study, they should drive out of the gate, as that would be a signal that one of the men I was looking for had returned from Bridgeport. I did not have to keep them waiting long be fore I saw a light drive in the gateway leading to the farmhouse we intended searching, and very soon there were lights coming from all directions, as the men of the community, carrying lanterns, would go over to get what they had or dered. I lighted the lamp, then ran downstairs and met the detectives at the front of the parson age. We drove into the farmyard. I left two detectives in charge at the wagon, which had just returned from Bridgeport, two I stationed at the front door of the house, and two I took with me around to the rear. A great, gruff farmer met me and said : "What do you want here ?" I re plied : "I want just what I am after, sir ; I have a warrant to search your premises." Then he said : 54 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. "You will search them over my dead body." I said : "We are willing to do that if it is necessary. Do not stand in the way of the law, as I have a war rant to go through your house ; and go through it we will, dead or alive." He dared us. Looking at the detectives, I said: "Gentlemen, proceed." And in they went, leaving the farmer gazing after us, but never attempting any violence. While we were searching the house, the other detectives searched the wagon, and before we left the prem ises found quite a quantity of liquor. We ar rested the man and took him before Justice Hayes. Then I went for the young lawyer, and told him we had a case for him, and he was de lighted. He said : "I was sure the thing existed, and now we will make an example of this case." We went to the house of the Justice of the Peace, and, to the amazement of the young lawyer, who should stand before him as the first prisoner to be tried, but his uncle, and I never saw such an indignant man as this young attorney was, when he saw what we had done. I don't know whether he knew his uncle was in the business or not, but I knew it the night we organized, when I made the statement that, should I catch my own father violating the law, I would arrest him just as soon as I would his. The case was set for the next Tuesday, so his nephew went his bond. Leaving the house of the Justice of the Peace, 55 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN I led the detectives to the next place where I was satisfied the same state of affairs existed. Arriv ing there, we got out of the carriage and com menced pounding on the door of the farmhouse, but received no reply. At last a man put his head out of the bedroom window and shouted: "Who's there?" I said : "It is I, the Baptist min ister. Open the door." "Oh," he says, "it is you, is it ? Then I will see you somewhere else before I will ever open my door to let you in." I said: "I will give you just one minute to open the door. If it is not opened at the end of that time, I will break the door down, as I have with me six officers of the law." The door was promptly opened. Our Irish host greeted us most cordially, and said : "Come in, gentlemen, make a thorough search — I know what you are up to." And we commenced searching, first the house, then the barn, and all the outsheds, and found nothing. The detectives said to me: "Mr. Jones, there is nothing here, we had better go home." I said: "There is one place we have not searched, and that place will be searched before we leave this house." The old Irishman eyed me, and then he said: "Go ahead, search any place you like." Then I said; "Gentlemen, follow me." We re turned to the bedroom, where the man's wife was still in bed, it being a large box-shape folding ar rangement. Now I said: "Gentlemen, if you had 56 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. come to my house to search my premises, my wife would have been out of bed before I was. I will admit it is not very polite for me to request it, but I must do it ; this lady must get up and let us look through that bed." Her husband protested, and the more he protested, the more we were con vinced there was something besides a woman in the bed. She refused to get up. Then I said: "Madam, if you will not get up, these detectives will lift you out of the bed, so you had better throw the bedding around you and get up of your own accord." This she did when she saw we were determined. We searched the bed and found several pints of Uquor under the mattress. We arrested the man and took him before the same Justice of the Peace that the other prisoner had been taken before, and he, likewise, was held under a hundred-dollar bond until the next Tuesday. The trial took place in the Monroe Court House. The young lawyer had previously sent word to me that he would not be able to prose cute the cases, so I had better get some other at torney to attend to them. I went down to Bridge port and secured the liquor prosecuting attorney to come up and attend to the cases for us. And instead of the worthy chairman doing as he so treely offered to do at our first meeting of the League, he secured a Newtown lawyer to defend his uncle. His uncle, after being accused, pleaded 57 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN not guilty. Then I took the stand as chief witness for the State. His lawyer, after I was sworn, commenced his examination; he made me state all I knew of the case, which I did in very quick order. Then, looking at me, he said: "What is your name?" I said: "Harry W. Jones." "How old are you?" he asked. I replied: "I don't know." He said: "You mean to tell me, you don't know how old you are?" I said: "I mean to tell you, sir, just that." Then he said: "Do you dare to pose as an intelligent man, and have the audacity to tell me, before this court, that you do not know your age?" I said : "I do, sir." Then, turning to the judge, the lawyer requested him to compel me to answer his question. The judge, addressing me, said: "Mr. Jones, you are to answer these questions if you can." I said: "Well, your honor, my mother told me I was born the 1 2th day of July, 1864, but when she told me it, she was not under oath ; I am." Continuing, I said : "If my mother was correct, I am thirty-one years of age." The lawyer then asked me : "Is it true, Mr. Jones, that you have been to State's prison?" I said : "Yes, sir, it is." "I thought so," he said, "from what I have heard." Then, turn ing to the court, he said: "Gentlemen, you see this man, who is a jail bird himself, now trying to be a New York City Parkhurst on a small scale, and seeking only notoriety and his own popularity." "Mr. Jones," he said, "you will in- 58 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. form the court why you were sent to prison?" Turning to the judge, I said : "Your honor, who is on trial here, the prisoner or H. W. Jones?" The judge repHed: "The prisoner; but I think the question asked you is in order." "Then, your honor," I replied, "when I was connected with the Y. M. C. A., I was chairman of the prison work, and went to the prison every Sunday after noon to hold meetings; that was why I went to jail." The lawyer became furious. The prose cuting attorney, before I took the stand, said : "If you can only rattle this lawyer, Mr. Jones, we have our case ; he will undoubtedly ask you mean and contemptible questions; but if you can only keep cool, we will come out on top." So I knew what I was doing all the time I was evading his direct question, and at last he informed me that would do. Then different witnesses took the stand, and, after a thorough examination, the prosecution was finished. And at three o'clock that afternoon, a verdict of guilty was brought in, with $138 fine and six weeks' imprisonment. The case was appealed, and though I was in the State nearly a year after that, there was sufficient in fluence brought to bear to keep it out of the higher courts, so I don't know to this day what became of the case. After the first case was finished, the other prisoner was tried, and in a very short time he 59 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN was found guilty and fined $58 and costs, which he paid immediately. The young lawyer made a statement after the trial that he and his people would run me out of the town in less than three months, as they were all members of my church excepting the uncle who was arrested. I told him : "Go ahead and do your best ; I am only doing my duty, and will do it to the end." Instead of injuring me at the church, my congregations continued to grow; there were a number of additions to the member ship; and everything flourished until early in June, when my little girl was taken ill. Her sickness was such that it completely wore her mother and myself out, we being up so much with her, so I was compelled, on the sixth of July, to close my ministry with this people, intending to take a rest, and I preached my farewell ser mon that night, and the following Wednesday our little darling passed away. Saturday, when we left the place, a white hearse led the way for us, bearing the remains of our only child. We drove to Bridgeport, where we took the New York, New Haven & Hartford cars for Wood- lawn Cemetery, New York, where the interment took place. I committed the little darling to the grave. From there we went to my wife's home in New York, and for several weeks her life was despaired of. 60 CHAPTER VII. A VISIT FROM MY SISTER. WHEN our little one died, we expected my oldest sister to arrive from Eng land the following Saturday. That was the reason why we kept her little body so long; but late on Friday night I received a tele gram from the Cunard Steamship Company, in forming me that, in all probability, the steam ship "Umbria" would not reach New York until late on Sunday night, or early Monday morning. I immediately consulted the undertaker as to the advisability of keeping little Mabel's body until Monday afternoon, as my sister had never seen her, notwithstanding the fact that the child was fifteen months old when she died. He strongly advised me not to do it, but to have the funeral, as we had arranged, on Saturday, so we did as he suggested. When I arrived at New York Satur day evening with Mrs. Jones, after we had buried our little one, I was greatly surprised to learn that the "Umbria" had arrived. I immediately went down to her dock, but could find no trace of my sister. I then visited the hotels where she would 6i THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN be likely to go, but still could learn nothing of her. I gave up the search until Sunday morn ing, when I visited two or three hotels, with the same result as the day before — only to find disap pointment awaiting me. I then went to the New York Central Baggage Room, thinking I might possibly see her baggage there. It not being there, I went over to the New York, New Haven & Hartford Baggage Room, and the first thing I saw there was her baggage. The next question was, What had become of Emma? I asked the baggage master if he knew anything of the lady to whom these trunks belonged? He replied: "Yes, sir, she has gone to Stepney, Conn., to see her brother." I said: "Well, sir, I am that brother. When did she leave here?" He an swered: "On the three o'clock train Saturday afternoon." Then I knew that she had passed Woodlawn Cemetery while I was conducting the services for our little pet, as the cars had to pass there. I telegraphed inquiring about her to Mr. A. B. Curtiss, one of the members of the Stepney Baptist Church, who was a very prominent mer chant at that place. I received an answer saying she was there, and would return to New York that evening. My wife and I met her at the sta tion, and it was a very sad meeting for us, for my sister, when leaving England, had not even heard that our child was seriously ill. 62 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. After we reached the home of my wife's people, she commenced relating her experiences by say ing how disappointed she was at not finding me at the dock to meet her, as she expected I would, on the arrival of the ship, and that, being a stranger in New York, she did not know where to go; so she thought the best thing she could do was to go to Stepney, as there she would be sure to find me ; but, continuing, said : "You can im agine my disappointment when alighting from the cars to find not a single person at the station. I stood there for some time ; and at last Mr. Curtiss came up and very politely inquired if I was ex pecting any one. I replied: 'Yes, I expect my brother, the Baptist minister, at any moment, as I telegraphed him before leaving New York that I would be on this train.' He replied: 'Well, madam, I am sorry to inform you that your brother evidently did not get your telegram, as he left here this morning with Mrs. Jones. They took their little baby away with them.' 'That is impossible,' I said, 'as he would not go away when he knew I was coming to visit him.' " Mr. Cur tiss, realizing that she was not aware of the sad news, informed her that we had gone away to bury our little child. "Can it be possible," she said, "that Harry's baby is dead ?" "Yes, Miss Jones," he replied, "I am sorry to say it is; and Mrs. Jones is in a terrible condition over her sad loss." 63 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN That ended the conversation on this solemn subject that evening, as I was very anxious to get Mrs. Jones's mind away from her trouble. I was so glad that my sister had come, as she was of the greatest assistance when going around to var ious places of interest with us, trying, as she did all the time, to divert our thoughts from the past. The time arrived for her to leave us, and we felt very sad. Before going that morning, she said : "Harry, mother sent some things to little Mabel. What shall I do with them?" I said: "By all means leave them." Then she began to take from her trunk first the little slippers, then the tiny dresses, and a little baby hood, which actually caused us to feel we were burying our little one again. My wife picked them up and kissed them, saying : "Our little darling will never wear these things." I said : "No, Anna ; baby has no need of such. She has been plucked as a tiny lily from our little garden, and has been transplanted by the Heavenly Husbandman into that garden where death and sorrow will never mar her hap piness again. She is clothed now in the pure, spotless garments of the Saviour, who is the same Christ who, when on earth, picked little ones up in His arms, 'put His hands upon them, and blessed them,' and He has picked up our little darling and nestled her fondly to His bosom, and by and by when all is ended here for us, we shall 64 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. meet her again in His kingdom." After, this con versation, my wife seemed to feel more composed, but it was several weeks before she was herself again. Looking back to-day, we can thank God that even our sorrows have been a blessing to us. We both feel, when called upon to mourn with those who have been bereaved of loved ones, that we can approach them in a different spirit, having passed through the same waters that they are passing through ; and we can see how everything in our lives, even our sorrows, have been the clipped-winged messengers of God's love. My sister left us, after being with us about two weeks, to visit our relatives at Toronto, Canada. A few weeks after her departure, my youngest sister, Bessie, arrived from England, remaining with us a short time, when she, too, left us to visit our people in Canada. 6$ CHAPTER VIII. TWO PECULIAR WEDDINGS. AS I had concluded not to accept a call to any church until my wife had thorough ly recovered, I frequently went to churches just to supply their pulpit for one or two Sundays. The church at Mariner's Harbor, Staten Island, where I was acquainted, invited me to occupy the pulpit during the month of August, when their pastor was away on his va cation. I also went there and conducted the prayer-meetings on Friday evenings. These meetings were exceedingly helpful to me, and though only with this church a brief period, I learned to love them, and have cherished the kindliest feelings toward them ever since. Go ing there one Friday night, I told Mrs. Jones I would return home about ten o'clock. I was delayed, so did not return until 1 1 :30. When I reached the house, I was surprised to see it brightly lighted up, as there was nothing going on of any importance, that I knew of, when I left. As I opened the door, a young man was standing inside of the room, and, with a most 67 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN peculiar grin and broken accent, said, laughing between every word: "I guess you know, sir, what I want." I said: "Oh, yes, I can surmise. I presume you want me to marry you." Continu ing to laugh, he said : "Yes, sir, that is just it." I asked him if he had waited long. He said : "No, we got here about seven o'clock; I went out for half an hour and tried to get another minister, but could not find any, so I came back, and we decided to wait for you" — which caused me to see he had waited about four hours. I filled out the license, and was about to perform the cere mony, when he said: "Make it as brief as you can, please, sir ; we are in a hurry." I said : "Oh, yes, I will." So, in less time than it takes me to write it, I pronounced them husband and wife. After I had united them in wedlock, I went into the study and brought out a large batch of certifi cates, to allow them to select the one they liked best, as I granted this privilege to all couples I married. They selected the best certificate I had — costing me one dollar and eighty-three cents. I told them I would fill it out and they could call for it the next day. The groom thanked me and said: "Good-night, sir; I am much obliged for your kindness. I left an envelope on the table for you — I put it under your Bible." I thanked him and said : "Good-night." Naturally, the first thing I did was to go and inspect the 68 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. envelope to see what was in it, and, to my amaze ment, found the whole sum of fifty cents enclosed. I was indignant; so, getting a certificate that cost about five cents, I filled it out and wrote a letter saying that the certificate they had selected having cost me nearly two dollars, I could not very well afford to let them have it for so small a fee as they had given me for marrying them. I enclosed the cheaper certificate, and told them that if they wished to remit one dollar and fifty cents, I would forward the certificate they had selected; but I heard nothing from them, so I presume the cheaper one answered every purpose. A few days later I went down to the Y. M. C. A. Rooms, 23d Street and Fourth Avenue. I visited the library and, as I was coming down from there, I met a young man who asked me whether I was a minister ? I said : "Why do you wish to know ?" He replied : "Because they told me in the office there was a minister up in the library. I have been up there and, not seeing any one, thought perhaps you were the one." "Well, I am a minister," I replied. "What can I do for you?" He said: "Well, sir, I have a girl around the corner here on Fourth Avenue I want to be married to; but if you marry me, you will have to be quick about it, for her brother is on his way from Boston, and he swears he will shoot me on sight." I asked him why, think- 69 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN ing naturally it was a runaway match. He said : "Well, sir, I forged a certificate which went to show Dr. Judson had married us, but the young lady's brother was shrewd enough to write to the minister about it, and he replied that we were not married by him." I said: "Then come around to my house and I will be pleased to help you do what is right." So, going there, I very soon pronounced them husband and wife. They agreed to come for their certificate the next day. I filled it out, and left word that, should they come, I wanted at least one dollar and fifty cents for it. I did not care about the fee, but as the certificate cost me that much, they would have to pay me for it. Instead of the young man com ing for the certificate, he sent his wife. She looked at it and then, putting it up the sleeve of her jacket, remarked that it was a very pretty certificate and that "George would call later and pay the minister for it." When I was informed what she had said about having her husband call and pay for it, I replied : "I guess he never will." Several months passed, and still I heard nothing from them, but at last I received a letter from him, enclosing a check for twenty-five dollars. At the same time he stated that he and his wife were doing nicely, went on to congratulate him self for having found so charming a helpmate, and thanked me for the way I had helped them. 70 THE FIRST BAPTIST CHURCH AND PARSONAGE, ARLINGTON, N. J. CHAPTER IX. AS PASTOR OF THE FIRST BAPTIST CHURCH, ARLINGTON, N. J. THE second Sunday in September of the same year, I received an invitation to go to Arlington, N. J., and supply the pul pit of the First Baptist Church there, with a view of accepting a call to the pastorate. I went and preached for them, and at the close of the even ing services received a cordial invitation to return there the following Sunday, which I di^. The first week in November, I received a very gratify ing call to become their pastor, and accepted it the second Sunday of that month. The church was then meeting in a building which had been previously used as a gymnasium, and when it was offered for sale, the congregation of the First Baptist Church purchased it for $i,8oo. The Sunday after I accepted the call was very stormy. I entered the pulpit of the church and, looking down the long, narrow hall, I was surprised to hear such a tremendous noise on the roof caused by the rain. I gave out the first hymn, but people standing at the rear of the building could not hear 71 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN me preach, so I left the pulpit and, walking half way down the aisle, commenced to talk just as loud as my lungs would permit. I embraced the opportunity under most favorable conditions of commencing a building fund for the erection of a new church edifice, as I certainly could advocate the necessity of such a step, judging from the racket on the roof. My congregation admitted that the plan was a good one, but advised strong ly my postponing it until we could advertise we were going to do it. This I agreed to, announc ing I would preach a sermon on Sunday, Decem ber 8th, when an offering would be taken for that purpose; and as I was informed that this dis course proved a blessing to many, I insert it here, with the earnest prayer that it may prove helpful to the reader. The theme was "Removal, and its Responsibilities." "If Thy presence go not with me, carry us not up hence" (Ex. xxxiii. 15). This is a prayer which has been used hundreds of times, and which is found quite appropriate for almost all occasions. Moses was in the wilderness when he offered it, and about to lead the children of Israel into Canaan, the land that flowed with milk and honey ; yet he felt he would sooner put up with the inconveniences of tent life in the wilderness, so long as God was with him, than to enjoy the fatness of the land of Canaan 72 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. without Him. The desert, to Moses, through the blessings of God, had become like a garden; he realized that all the gardens and vineyards of Eshcol would avail him nothing, should God withdraw His presence from him. All through the history of the Church Universal, and es pecially this Church, there have been times when men have been compelled to fall upon their knees and earnestly offer this prayer. We can imagine our Puritan fathers, as they left their native land to come here to seek the liberty they could not find at home, bowing their knees before they boarded the "Mayflower" and devoutly crying: "If Thy presence go not with me, carry us not up hence." We see John Bunyan, whom we heard of at Dr. Chambers's lecture, delivered here on Tuesday night — after twelve years' confinement in prison, he had become almost habituated to it — ere he crossed the threshold, when the time of his im prisonment was over, looking upon the cold, damp walls of the prison over the walls at Bed ford, and saying: "If Thy presence go not with me, carry us not up hence." Let the dreamer still remain in his dingy cell, with his God, rather than permit him to go out into the world, leaving his Master behind him. When you called me as your pastor, my prayer was, "If Thy presence go not with me, carry us not up hence." When you 73 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN have to pass through any of the great changes of life, and when, in the providence of God, you are removed from one community to another, you may well look up to God in prayer and say, "If Thy presence go not with me, carry us not up hence." And when our weary pilgrimage is over, and the hour has come for us to die, when we stand with one foot on our mother earth and the other stepping out into eternity, when we must wade through the Jordan of death, leaving our friends behind us, what prayer would be more appropriate than this: "If Thy presence go not with me, carry us not up hence"? To go any where, or to do anything without God is terrible ; but dying without Christ is too awful for me to describe. To go out trembling Into the cold waters of death without any helper, or to step out into the darkness without the kind, gentle voice saying: "Fear not; my rod and my staff shall comfort thee, and I am with thee," must be awful indeed. We are contemplating the advisability of for saking this building and erecting a more suitable structure, with better facilities for church work; still, inadequate as this building is, there are many hearts, I hope, who will ever cherish the mem ories of this place, because Christ has often been visibly placed before them, and, by the grace of God, in this hall they were born again. Though 74 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. many advantages will, we hope, follow us when we shall enter upon a larger and more public place of worship on Kearny Avenue, where three times as many people will have the opportunity of listening to the Word of God as can listen here, still we all unite in prayer and earnestly de sire, "If Thy presence go not with me, carry us not up hence." Here we will remain, unless Thou, the Shekinah of the Highest, will accom pany us when we go, and permit Thy loving coun tenance to ever shine upon us and cause us to be hold Thy glory. Oh, brethren, pray, not only here and now, but in the home at your family altar : "If Thy presence go not with me, carry us not up hence." Now let us try and ascertain what the pres ence of God really means. We hope to erect a church of architectural beauty, as I do not believe God's house should be any meaner than our own; we hope to have many luxuries provided for this house, for the greatest riches are not too good to be devoted to the service of our God. Though Kearny Avenue is one of our most fashionable avenues, it is not our intention when over there to court the wealthy and pass the needy by; rather we hope that there the rich and the poor will congregate together on one level, to worship the humble though mighty Christ, and give reverence to His holy name. 75 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN. Our building may be the grandest that was ever erected, its very walls may glisten like diamonds, still it will be a gloomy place unless God's pres ence is with us, as it is the divine presence we need to complete the glory of His house. What is it that dries the mourner's eyes? Nothing but the sight of Christ, and a vision of that glorious face when Christ wept. He is able, He is willing to bind up every broken heart. And if we mem bers of the First Baptist Church expect to be a holy people, we can only be such by looking at the holy face of Christ and endeavoring to be come conformed to its image. Though we preach very earnestly, unless Christ is held up in every sermon, men will not become Christlike, as His presence is the most essential feature to enable us to grow in grace. We must have Christ, or all our efforts will avail us nothing. Oh, I feel the need of Christ more now than ever before, as I can never reach men for Him unless I have His presence always with me. May He grant us success, and if we enter our edifice, which we ex pect to ere long, may He help us to be humble, and may our doors swing wide open to welcome the vilest of the vile ; and if perchance a drunk ard wanders in among us, may God enable him to exchange his deadly cup for the cup of salvation, that is filled with the water of life, and may he drink of it evermore. We shall have such glori- 76 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. ous sights as these if His presence go with us ; but even now, dear Father, we pray : Unless Thy presence go with me, carry us not up hence. i But now for the thought innermost in our hearts : we want to move from this building. If God's presence accompanies us, shall we do so ? I answer. Yes, by all means ; we must, we can, we shall. I feel this place is not a suitable place for pubhc worship ; I feel it as a minister of the Gos pel ; I am quite sure you must feel it as a people. See last Sabbath, when that large company as sembled here, our ventilation was very poor, so poor that one or two fell asleep ; I do not blame them, the wonder is that you did not all become drowsy. We hope to see as large an audience at all our services over there, for we are going to a place of which we entertain great expectations. Here on Beach Street we meet a handfulof peo ple, we put forth great efforts, all of which virtu ally are lost, because we must all admit we are really out of sight here ; therefore we are anxious to move to a locality where the Baptist Church will be of prominence, where we shall be able to accommodate all that come to listen to God's Word, many of whom we trust will be converted. We believe over there our young men will enlist in the army of our great Commander and be loyal soldiers of the cross of Christ ; but we are draw ing pleasing pictures which will never be realized 77 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN unless God's presence go with us. When we go to the north side, we go to a place of great opportunities: all of you will have a marvellous scope of work, and as your pastor I shall have a wider door, which will ever be open before me for work of the grandest kind ; but your greatest dread and fear is that our new home will involve greater responsibilities, and you wonder whether we can carry them. Man is weak, and of his own strength must fail. I reply: We cannot carry them any more than we can carry our load of sin ; but if we put our responsibilities on the back of our Lord and Master, Jesus Christ, hoping, trust ing, believing that He will help us, then we can. Over there our church will be in the most promi nent place in our town ; so may God grant that we, as its members, may be a holy people, "a city set upon a hill." God has done great things for us here and I believe He is going to do greater things still in our new edifice ; but our watchword must be "Onward!" God will not allow us to sleep, we must be active, and if we follow our great Commander into the thickest of the fight, He will encourage us by His loving voice and bring us out at last more than conquerors. But even now we pray, oh, God : "If Thy presence go not with me, carry us not up hence." And should God's presence go with us we can act in such a way as to drive Him from our midst. 78 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. As soon as we have erected our new house of worship, if we should stand inside of the porch and boast of the house we have built, God will leave us to our fate, as a proud heart is never God's palace, neither a proud church will He honor. And if we become dormant we can easily drive the Spirit away; but the quickest way to drive Him out is by disunion. I delight in the union which is manifest in our church now, as far as pastor and people are concerned, and as Chris tian men and women we should always be willing to bear with one another's infirmities — perhaps we have a great deal to put up with from one an other, as there is always some one to give and take offence, and when the ship is sailing in smooth waters you will find the devil every time stowed away aft to try and scuttle her ; and he would have succeeded long ago, were it not for the fact that some of our loyal workers have been ready to stop the leakage, and by their loving spirit would not allow members to disagree. If any of you have any disagreements, I pray you settle them, and leave them here behind you. Let us go up into our new building a loving and united people, which I believe you will, for I have the honor of being the pastor of a praying people; your prayer-meeting is the gauge of the church. Oh, how it helps me, to feel my people are praying for me, not only in the meetings of our church, 79 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN but in their homes also. Pray, brethren, pray, for more faith, and for the strength to undertake great things and to expect great things in return ; and, whatever you do, be humble, be patient toward all men ; be nothing, and then you will be something. For God's sake, for Christ's sake, for the Church's sake, and for each other's sake, let us be humble ; and above all, as I said before, let us be united. You remember what Paul said : "I beseech Euodias and I beseech Syntyche that they be of the same mind in the Lord." They were two women, and some women will quarrel. But what did that matter? — ^you will say. It matters a great deal in this case, for they were members of the Church, and Paul did not like even two women who were members of the same church to disagree. What shall I, your pastor, say to any two male members of this church who are not at one with each other? Oh, let me beseech you in God's name, do not dig up the old bodies to in vestigate them, for by so doing you will only stir up a putrid smell, and as God has promised to forgive those who are willing to forgive one an other, I beg of you, bury your grievances. Biiry them, bury them, bury them now! Come, my brother, give me the unspeakable honor of com mitting them to the grave of forgetfulness for you. Are you willing? Yes, if you are Christian men I know you are only too willing. Then 80 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. bring the corpse of grievance hither, have no name plate on the casket, and while you stand with uncovered hearts at the grave of forgetful ness, it is by the help of God accomplished. Lis ten to the committal: Earth to earth, ashes to ashes — bury them deeply, bury them beyond the power of resurrection, and then we are assured the presence of Giod will go with us, for He will go with a united people every time. Let us go up to our new church determined to work. Let every man say : "I will do something." I cannot plead with you as earnestly as I Wish to God I could to-day, but I know you are as anxious as I am to go up into a better equipped edifice, and we can if we all will do our best. To-day I am going to ask you to deposit what you can in God's great savings bank of the First Baptist Church of Arlington, which every year will pay a dividend on every dollar you put therein, and the interest on it will be paid in the salvation of precious souls. God help those of you who can deposit a good amount to do so ; and those who cannot de posit a large sum, deposit what you can in this bank of safe keeping for Jesus Christ, and God will bless you for so doing. After I had preached this sermon, the first offering was taken up, and $700 were raised for the building fund. The next day a very promi- 81 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN nent printer of our town spoke to me of the ser mon I had preached the day before. He said: "Mr. Jones, I have heard a great deal about your sermon of yesterday; and if your people can sell 5,000 copies at ten cents each, I will print them free of charge." Accepting his most generous offer, we got out the sermon in pamphlet form, the first page, having a lithograph of myself, bearing this inscription: "Sermon by Pastor H. W. Jones, of the First Baptist Church, of Arlington, N. J." "The members of this church have decided to erect a new house of worship in Arlington, and in view of this fact, on Sunday, December 8th, 1895, this sermon was delivered, after which an offering was taken up and $700 were raised for the Building Fund. As it touched our hearts and pocket-books so powerfully, we have, in order to raise additional money, had 5,000 copies printed, which we offer to our friends at ten cents each, thus making our pastor's discourse a three-fold blessing." After these sermons were printed, we ap pointed several committees from among our young men, who went with me to the different churches in New York and New Jersey, where I would speak, and at the close of my remarks would announce that as our people were about to build a new church edifice, they had adopted this 82 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. plan of raising money, and our young men would be at the doors as the people were leaving the church and would be glad to sell them a sermon for the small sum of ten cents, or as much more as they saw fit to give. This plan worked grand ly, the sermons sold anywhere from ten cents to $ioo apiece— ^Miss Peddie, of the Peddie Memor ial Church of Newark, N. J., being the first lady who sent a check of $ioo for one. We found the plan working so well we were greatly encouraged, and our building committee, which we had ap pointed, decided they would immediately pur chase a new site, appointing me a committee of one to select such a location as I thought best for the church. The next day I found a place which I was satisfied would be the best situation in the town, so, calling my committee together again, I consulted with them. They decided that the site was all right, and requested me to wait on Mr. Elsheimus, the owner of the property, and see what I could do with him. I saw him, and in formed him that we wanted three lots, with the refusal of the fourth, for the erecting of a church and parsonage thereon for the congrega tion of the First Baptist Church, the church to be erected immediately; so I asked him to give me his lowest price for the ground. He agreed to sell it for $1,200, and as a donation would give $300 toward the church building. We accepted 83 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN the proposition, and in less than a month the lots were ours. Then we consulted the various archi tects, giving them an idea of what kind of build ing we wanted, and asked them to furnish us with plans. The plans of Mr. George E. Teets, of Arlington, met with great satisfaction, and we ac cepted them. Then we commenced in earnest to raise money for our church building and had wonderful success in this matter. When going to Arlington, I found there were two brothers of the church who had some kind of grievance against each other which would not allow them to speak one to the other. That was why I made special reference in the sermon of December 8th as follows: "What shall I, your pastor, say to any two male members of this church who are not at one with each other?" 84 CHAPTER X. BROTHERLY LOVE. THE first week of January, 1896, was ob served by the Presbyterians, Methodists, and our church as a Week of Prayer, and we held union services nightly, alternating in the different churches. On Thursday night, the Rev. John Hutchison, pastor of the Presbyterian Church, took charge of the meeting in his church, but I made the address on the subject of "Brotherly Love," pleading with the people to cultivate love and charity toward all men. At the close of my remarks, Mr. Hutchison called upon Brother , who was the member of our church that was not on speaking terms with Brother , to lead us in prayer. He offered a beautiful petition, asking God to give to all men that love for their brothers that Jesus Christ had, and to be charitable to all. As he said "Amen," I could not restrain the impulse of the moment to jump from the rostrum, and, going over to him, took him by the hand and said : "Brother, do you wish God to answer the prayer you have just made?" "Why, most assuredly I 85 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN do," he replied. Then I said : "You do your part toward answering it, then God will do His." He said: "I don't understand you, pastor." I re plied: "Then I will make myself plain; I want you to go at once with me from this meeting to the house of Brother , and there become friends with him." He said: "Oh, no, I cannot do that." Then I pleaded with him. Tears came into his eyes, but he still persisted in refusing my request. At last I said : "Brother, then don't you hereafter ever dare make in my presence such a prayer as you have offered here to-night ; if you do, I shall most certainly have something to say — for no man who is not one with his brother has a right to offer such a prayer as the one you have just made." Then he said: "Pastor, I will do it; I will go with you right now." "Now," I an swered, "you are talking like a Christian man." Getting our hats, we immediately left the church, and went over to the residence of Brother . After arriving there we found the brother had just returned from his business in New York. I said: "Brother , here is Brother , who has come here to take your hand, and to bury with you whatever grievances you two may have had." I knew all the time he had been only too anxious to have things settled between him and the other brother. Extending his hand, he said : "I am delighted to see you; come in." Then, 86 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. looking at his friend, he said : "We have not acted at all right : for we have been a hindrance in keep ing many of the young people out of our church, but now all that is past; and as we have freely forgiven each other, so let us pray to be freely forgiven." Then I suggested that we all kneel down and ask God to bless us before we separated that night. Each of us led in prayer, and when we were through, I arose to my feet, asking the two brothers to remain kneeling and join right hands. And in that position, I put my hand on theirs as I would with a couple I was uniting in marriage and said : "Now, what God hath joined together, let not Satan ever put asunder." From that time on, they became the closest friends; and the brother to whom I had spoken in the church, after a little while was received back as a deacon in our church, where he is to day united with his people; and the only reason that he had withdrawn from them was on ac count of this misunderstanding he had with Brother , who also was a deacon of the church ; and the most singular thing of the case was that neither knew the reason why their friendship had been severed. 87 CHAPTER XI. MY DREAM, AND NEWS FROM WASHINGTON. WE held a meeting of our Building Committee at the church on a Friday night in the latter part of March, 1896, which detained us there until nearly midnight. The reason we were so long in ses sion was owing to the fact that we were perfect ing the plans for our new building, and a great deal of detail work had to be entered into. When I reached the parsonage, I was exceedingly tired, having been about the greater part of the day, seeking funds for the church from one source and another. So, soon after I retired, I was sound asleep. In the morning, when I came down to breakfast, I said to Mrs. Jones : "I have had the most singular dream I ever had in my life; I cannot understand it, nor can I imagine what it means." She looked horrified, and asked me if I really meant to infer that I was get ting superstitious. I rephed: "Of course not; but I will admit I cannot help thinking of it." She then asked me to relate it, which I did, as follows: "About two years ago a number of my 89 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN friends, ministers and others, gave me a tre mendous basket, filled to the brim with eggs. Having no use for them at the time, I put them up on a very high shelf, and you, in the dream, asked me what I had done with those eggs that were given to me so long ago. I told you, and you requested me to get one from the basket. I secured a step ladder, and, mounting it, put my hand in the basket; and, instead of getting hold of an egg, my hand grasped a little mite of a chicken. So, taking the basket down and in specting it, I found that all the eggs were hatched and the chickens were there on top of each other, just as the eggs were." She laughed heartily, and said: "It certainly is peculiar, but I would not take any notice of it." I told her I did not in tend to, and our conversation drifted to other subjects. I left the house about ten o'clock and went down to the post-office, and, unlocking my letter box, I found this letter : Navy Department, Washington, D. C, March 26th, 1896. Rev. Harry W. Jones, Stepney, Conn. Dear Sir: Referring to your application, dated August 30th, 1894, for the position of Chaplain in the United States Navy, please inform me whether 90 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. you still desire this position. If you do, it is nec essary that you should send to the Department some recommendations from your immediate ecclesiastical superiors, as to your fitness for the position. Very respectfully, W. McAdoo, Acting Secretary. I looked at the envelope and then looked at the letter. The Rev. George Thomas, of North New ark, was with me. I handed him the letter. He said: "That certainly looks encouraging." I in vited him to take a walk up to the house with me and I would attend to the matter he wished me to that day. As I opened the door, I called out to my wife; she, answering, said: "What is it?" I replied : "The eggs are hatched." She answered : "What do you mean?" I said: "Never mind; those eggs are hatched." Then she began to scold me for teasing her and requested me to tell her what I meant. So I handed her the letter. She glanced at it, and then said : "I will not allow you to take that position." I said : "Why not ?" "Well, we are doing nicely in our church work, and if you go into the Navy, it will take you away from home." "That is the old story gone over again," I said. "I will give you until noon, when I want your frank opinion." So Mr. Thomas 91 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN and I left the house. I returned at the hour agreed upon, and found my wife all smiles. The thought suggested itself to me: "She is deter mined to persuade me not to enter the Navy, and thinks she is going to succeed." So I said: "Anna, what is your decision ?" Looking at me, she said : "If God wants you in the Navy, I will never stand in your way." I said : "That's right ; that is the proper way to talk. Now I will tele graph that I am open for the appointment." And then, with tears in her eyes, she said : "But sup pose we should have a war !" I, laughing at her, said : "War— don't think of it, the United States will never go to war." "Well, I hope not," she said. As my communication had been forwarded me from Stepney, I did not know whether it was absolutely necessary for me to telegraph from there or from Arlington ; and as I was going to New York that afternoon, I went to the Astor House and sent this message : Arlington, N. J. W. McAdoo, Acting Secretary, Navy Depart ment, Washington, D. C. Sir: Your communication just received. Am open for the position of Chaplain in the United States Navy, but regret very much to state it is impos- 92 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. sible for me, a Baptist, to be appointed as such, when I am required to send the endorsements of my immediate ecclesiastical superiors, there being no such heads in our denomination. What fur ther can I do ? Respectfully, Harry W. Jones. I received an answer telling me to come to Washington the following Tuesday for the pur pose of meeting the President and the Secretary of the Navy. I arrived in Washington the first of April. Going to the Department, I first met Mr. McAdoo, who then introduced me to the Secretary. The Secretary took me over to the Mansion to meet the President. I waited outside the President's room, while the Secretary went in to inform him of my arrival. At last I was an nounced, so, going in before the President, he extended his hand to me, as the Secretary intro duced me, greeted me very cordially, and said: "Mr. Jones, the Secretary and myself spent a great deal of time going over the list of applicants for the position of Chaplain in the Navy, and we have selected you, and have asked you to come here so we could see what kind of a man you were ; of that we had little doubt, as I am pleased to tell you that wherever we have heard of you as a pastor, it is with the highest endorsement of 93 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN your method of reaching and helping young men ; and as this will be, in all probability, the last Chaplain I shall create, I am very anxious to make no mistake in the appointment. What is wanted in the Chaplain is that he be a man who cannot countenance conceit, a man that will be simple in all his doings, and a man who will be a man among men of the Navy; and I am exceedingly anxious the Chaplain that I shall have the pleasure of nominating will be a man that will be a friend to those poor fellows, deprived as they are of mother's influence and home comforts, and not simply a ward-room figure-head." And then, looking at me, he said : "Mr. Jones, your last communication came from New Jersey." I said: "Yes, sir, it did." "Your application, however, was made from Connecticut." I said: "Yes, sir, it was." He then asked me whether Connecticut was my native State? I said: "It is not, sir." Further questioning me, he said : "Which state is, then?" I replied: "Well, Mr. President, I was born in England; I could not help it, however — my parents did not consult me in the matter, so I had to be born where they saw fit ; but if I had my way, I would have been born in America." "Well, you are naturalized, I pre sume," he said. I said : "Yes, sir, I have been for several years." Then he said : "That is all right." He then asked me whether I was a Democrat ? I 94 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. said: "No, sir, I am not; but I assure you I am not a Prohibitionist." He said: "Well, it does not matter what you are, as a Chaplain in the Navy, as politics will never enter into that ap pointment ; but we find it will be necessary, as you have left the State of Connecticut, where your ap plication was filed, and now being in another State, for you to send an endorsement from the church you are now pastor of, and such other en dorsements as you may secure that will help you in securing the appointment. I think I shall appoint you," he went on to say ; "but do not be too positive, as there are hundreds of applications for this one vacancy." Then, extending his hand, he said: "Good day." I said: "Good day, Mr. President ; I am pleased to have had the honor of meeting you, sir, and will say, before parting, if I am honored with the appointment, I will strive to do my whole duty to my God, my country, and the men of the Navy, believing if God wants me in the Navy, I shall be there, whether the President of the United States wants me there or not." Then, in a very gruff manner, he said: "Very well, sir, good day." And from the way he said it, when I left the room, I thought to myself. Evi dently God does not want me in the Navy — as I felt I had offended him. Nevertheless, on return ing home, I secured and forwarded the following recommendations : 95 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN Newark, N. J., February 14th, i8p6. To THE Honorable, the Secretary of the Navy. My Dear Sir: I have just learned that the Rev. Harry W. Jones is considered for an appointment in the Corps of Navy Chaplains, and hasten to add a word to the endorsement he has already filed. Mr. Jones is our near neighbor in the town of Arlington, where he has already accomplished a magnificent work and endeared himself to the whole community. His simple, evangelical piety has given him a remarkable hold on all classes. As a worker among men he indicates marked ability. I can think of no one who would more conscientiously enter upon religious work among seamen, with wisdom to meet its great difficul ties and patience to compass its noble ends. Since the idea has long seemed to Mr. Jones a direct call of God, and to his brethren generally a fitting one, I shall wait with earnest hope to hear of his appointment. I am, my dear sir, Yours very truly, Chas. Hastings Dodd, Pastor First Baptist Peddie Memorial Church. 96 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. Arlington, N. J., April 4th, i8p6. To the Honorable, the Secretary of the Navy. Sir: Having learned that our pastor, the Rev. Harry W. Jones, is considered to fill a vacancy in the Corps of Navy Chaplains, it was resolved at our regular monthly meeting, held at our church on the evening of April 3d, 1896, that we, as a church, do most heartily recommend him as a man of noble Christian character, an earnest and faithful minister of the Gospel, one who has, since coming to us, exerted a great influence over young men; and we do hereby authorize our board of deacons and church clerk to endorse him as a man possessing all the qualities which emi nently fit him for the position for which he ap plies. We shall feel his loss deeply, still we shall be glad to learn that he has received the appoint ment. Cornelius B. Van Dyke, Chas. N. Beekman, E. A. Hoagland, Board of Deacons. E. R. Downing, Clerk of the First Baptist Church of Arlington, N.J. 97 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN First Presbyterian Church, Arlington, N. J., Thursday, April 2d, 1896. To the Honorable, the Secretary of the Navy. Sir: The pastor, officers, church and congregation by a unanimous vote endorse the application of the Rev. H. W. Jones for a place in the Corps of the Navy Chaplains in the following terms : We recognize in Mr. Jones a man of sturdy piety, a preacher of force and eloquence, a pastor faithful and devoted; we believe him to be well fitted to deal with men in the position for which he is nominated. This is the action of a church and congregation numbering five hundred. Yours respectfully, John Hutchison, Pastor of the First Presbyterian Church, Arlington, N. J. Arlington, N. J., April 4th, 1896. To the Honorable, the Secretary of the Navy, Sir: I have learned with pleasure that the applica tion of the Rev. H. W. Jones, pastor of the First Baptist Church of Arlington, N. J., for the posi^ tion of Chaplain in the United States Navy, is 98 ASHORE AND AFLOAT.. now before yoti for consideration, and I desire to add my testimony to those that you have already received certifying to the sterling integrity, hon esty of purpose and general fitness for a position such as Mr. Jones desires in the application that has been made. As pastor of the Arlington Church, Mr. Jones has shown his ability, and it has been particu larly pleasing to me to note the success he has had, particularly among men. I feel that if he is appointed he will fill with credit the position and also be able to exert a wonderful influence for good among the men that will be given into his charge. I certainly shall be very pleased to know that the appointment has been awarded to him. Yours truly, T. R. Cornwall, President Board Trustees, First Baptist Church, Arlington, N. J. It is also a pleasure to have attached hereto the signatures of the Board of Trustees of the First Baptist Church, who have all expressed a desire to second the application that has been made ; and in our official capacity our endorsement of the Rev. H. W. Jones is attached hereto. E. A. Hoagland, Richard Morrison, W. H. Latham, E. T, Fanning. 99 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN First Baptist Church, Newark, N. J., April 6th, 1896. To THE Honorable, the Secretary of the Navy. Sir: At the regular monthly session of the Baptist Ministers' Association of Newark and vicinity, held this 6tli day of April, the following resolu tions were unanimously passed : Resolved: That, having learned that the Rev. Harry W. Jones, a member of this Association, is now before the Department of the Navy for the appointment as a Chaplain in the United States Navy, we, the members of this Associa tion, most heartily and voluntarily testify to his high standing as a man and as a minister, and to his eminent fitness, in our judgment, for such a post. We know him to be an earnest, practical man, eminently qualified to work with men of all ranks and devoted to the good of his fellow-men. Resolved: That the President and Secretary be empowered to sign these resolutions, and that they be placed in the hands of the Rev. Mr. Jones to be forwarded to the Secretary of the Navy. F. C. a. Jones, President Baptist Ministers' Association of Newark and vicinity. R. M. Luther, Secretary Baptist Ministers' Association of Newark and vicinity. 100 CHAPTER XII. THE CLOSE OF MY MINISTRY ON SHORE. HAVING sent in the various endorsements to Washington, time passed, yet no news from the Navy Department. At last I began to think I was again to experience disappointment in not being appointed, but on the twenty-third day of May I received this letter: Navy Department, Washington, D. C, May 22d, 1896. Rev. Harry W. Jones, Arlington, N. J. Sir: Having been selected for appointment as a Chaplain in the U. S. Navy, you are hereby au thorized to report to the Commandant of the Navy Yard, New York, N. Y., for the physical examination preliminary to appointment required by the U. S. Navy Regulations. Very respectfully, W. McAdoo, Acting Secretary. Accordingly, on the twenty-fifth of that month, I reported to Commodore M. Sicard, U. S. Navy, lOI THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN who was then Commandant of the Navy Yard. He referred me to Medical Director C. H. White, U. S. Navy, President of the Board that was to examine me. I was requested to go into an ante room and prepare for the physical examination. Just as the twelve o'clock whistles blew, four officers in full dress uniform came in, they being four surgeons of the Navy, who constituted the Board. They commenced the examination; and at five minutes after one they left the room and told me to prepare for the eye-sight test. Leaving that room, I entered another and went through that part of the examination ; and after they had found my eye-sight satisfactory, they all ad journed, and told me I could get ready to leave the laboratory. At five minutes of two the Board came back, and the President of it, extending his hand, said : "Well, Chaplain — as you will be a Chaplain in a very few days — I have to congratu late you ; you have qualified, and can expect your commission very soon after our report goes in." I said : "Well, gentlemen, I thank you, and shall leave here to-day believing I have a new lease of life after the overhauling you have given me." I then returned to Arlington. On the evening of the sixth of June, Postmaster Stewart, of that place, called at the parsonage. Extending his hand to me, he said : "Good-even ing, Chaplain Jones." I said: "Good-evening, 102 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. Mr. Stewart ; but you are a little premature." He said: "Oh, no, I am not," and handed me the Evening News, a Newark, New Jersey, paper, saying: "Read this," as he pointed to the notice of my appointment. On the thirteenth day of June I received the following communication : Department of the Navy, Bureau of Naviga tion, Washington, D. C, June i2th, 1896. Chaplain Harry W. Jones, U. S. N., Arling ton, N. J. Sir: The President of the United States, by and with the advice and consent of the Senate, having appointed you a Chaplain in the Navy, on the act ive list from the sixth day of June, 1896, I have the pleasure to enclose herewith your commission, dated the ninth instant. Please acknowledge re ceipt. " Respectfully, J. M. Ramsay, Chief of Bureau. This was the first communication I had re ceived addressed to me as Chaplain of the U. S. Navy. Having been informed of my appointment, I had the sad duty of reading the following, my resignation to my church : 103 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN Study of the First Baptist Church, Arling ton, N. J,, June 14th, 1896. To the Board of Deacons, Officers and Mem bers of the First Baptist Church, Ar lington, N. J. My Dear Brethren: A year has almost passed since I had the pleas ure of first addressing you as a church, and seven months next Sunday have passed since I accepted your call to become your pastor. As I look back over the brief period of my pastorate, I am com pelled to say. Surely God has been good to us, as He has showered blessings upon us all along the way, and my heart is filled with gratitude to Him for all that He has done. Especially do I thank Him for the love and unity He has permitted to remain in our midst, as from the very commence ment of my ministry in Arlington the hearts of the people and pastor have been closely knit to gether. It appeared as though we would be allowed to labor together for some time to come ; but God, in His all-wise Providence, has willed it otherwise, so that to-night I have the painful necessity of aying that our most happy and cordial relation ship must soon be severed, I having been ap pointed a Chaplain of the United States Navy, a nosition I have long desired and often prayed for. 104 SHAM BATTLE BETWEEN THE APPRENTICES AT TRAINING STATION, NEWPORT, R. I. ASHORE AND AFLOAT. Recognizing the hand of God in the appoint ment, I feel called upon to tender you my resig nation, to take effect July 15th, 1896. In doing so, permit me to most heartily thank you, one and all, for your co-operation so freely given in all things that I have advanced for the good of the church ; and my prayer is that God will continue to smile upon you ; and may He grant to send an under-shepherd to you, one that will lead you in to pastures green and feed you constantly with the manna of Heaven, and build you up into a strong Church of Jesus Christ. Yours for the good of the cause. Your loving Pastor, H. W. Jones. On the evening of the fifteenth of June, having received my commission, I went to the residence of Judge M. M. Forrest, a gentleman of high es teem in our community, and a very dear friend of mine, as I would rather have him than any other person administer the oath of office to me, and found he was just as pleased to do it as I was to have him. My friends immediately took steps to give me a banquet in New York and it was tendered me at the Hotel Bartholdi, 23d Street and Broadway, on the evening of June 30th, in honor of my ap pointment. A very enjoyable evening was spent 105 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN there, and though there were sixty-nine gentle men present, it is very gratifying for me to state that not a drop of intoxicating liquor was drunk, nor even asked for, throughout the evening. The toasts were as follows, but were more in the style of addresses than anything else : Toast Master Michael M. Forrest. With Eulogy of Chaplain Jones. Response Rev. Harry W. Jones. President of the United States Hon. Joseph P. Mullin. "Our Country" Wm. J. Gorsuch. The Navy Joseph Parker, Jr. Connecticut Rev. Geo. W. Nicholson. New Jersey Michael M. Forrest. Late that evening, we returned to Arlington by a special trolley car from Jersey City. As we were nearing the outskirts of the city, an old lady, taking our car to be a regular passenger car, boarded it, with a tremendous watermelon in her hand. One of our company, a good-natured fel low, assisted her in getting on the car, taking the watermelon from her, then very politely gave her his seat. Holding up the watermelon as high as he could, addressing our party, he said : "Gentle men, what is the pleasure of this august assem blage regarding the dispoeal of this magnificent io6 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. watermelon ?" One of the company shouted out, "I move it be cut up and distributed." Then the one with the watermelon said: "Is there a seconder to that motion ?" And one of the com pany shouted, "I will second it." TlTe vote was taken and unanimously carried. Then he, smiling, said : "If the gentleman who made the motion will kindly come forward and cut the melon, the vote will be carried out." He never came. The old lady all that time sat there looking in amazement at us, when he turned to her and said : "Madam, allow me to present you with this beautiful water melon, which I really thought you had brought as a present for us." I preached for my church from Sunday to Sun day until the time of the expiration of my resig nation, and sweet indeed were those closing days of my ministry ashore, and many times do I look back and recall them. Not that I would have them return to me, but simply as a sweet memory of the past. 107 . Z"''"*' It ^ TRAINING STATION, NEWPORT, R. I., Showing Tents for Summer Quarters, PART II. THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN ASHORE AND AFLOAT. CHAPTER I. FIRST ORDERS TO DUTY. ON the thirtieth day of July, 1896, I re ceived orders from the Secretary of the Navy to proceed to Newport, R. I., and report to the Commandant of the Naval Training Station there for duty on the U. S. T. S. "Con stellation," and for such other duty as might be assigned me. Accordingly I reported on the third day of August and was met very cordially by Commodore R. R. Wallace, U. S. Navy, he being the Commandant. He informed me of the duties I would be expected to perform. Besides being Chaplain, I found I had to be a sort of over seeing schoolmaster. At this station there were three hundred and eighty-seven boys, ranging from fourteen to seventeen years of age. The various periods of education were conducted 109 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN hourly during the day. I had three assistants with me in the class-room, who carried on the educational work under my supervision. Sunday came; the boys were mustered as the bugle sounded, and all marched in a very orderly man ner into the gymnasium, where divine services were to be conducted. The Stars and Stripes were lowered, and above them went the Church pennant, which is a white triangular flag with a blue Roman cross in the centre. I took my place behind the desk and commenced my first service as a Chaplain in the Navy. All the Protestant boys were compelled to attend this service. The Roman Catholic boys were sent ashore to attend Mass. I never spoke to a more attentive lot of boys in my life than I did that morning. In fact, I never addressed a more attentive gathering any where. Instead of preaching a sermon to them, I gave them a talk as to what they might expect from me, and what I should expect from them, urging them to be obedient to orders and do their utmost to conduct themselves in an orderly man ner, assuring them that if they did what was right, they would never get into trouble, and would grow up to be men such as our country would be proud of. At the close of the service, I told the boys I would be pleased to see any of them at my office, at any time, who wished to consult me upon any subject. IIQ ASHORE AND AFLOAT. The next Sunday, after I had preached to them, I extended an invitation to all boys desirous of- becoming Christians to come to my office and see me. I continued this custom three or four Sun days without result, when finally I went to the office as usual after the close of the service, and was taking off my gown, when I heard a gentle rap on the door. I said : "Come in" ; and a little fellow — who in fact was the smallest boy at the station — came in, appearing very timid. I recog nized him as George Scull, and I said: "Well, George, what is it ?" He replied : "Chaplain, I have come to see you to-day, sir, to ask you if I can say my prayers in my hammock, instead of kneeling down on the floor ?" I said : "Why do you ask me that, George ?" He said : "Well, sir, when I left home I promised my mother I would never retire at night without first asking God to bless me and forgive the sins that I had com mitted during the day." I said : "That is right, George ; but why do you wish to say your prayers in your hammock?" He said: "You see it is just this way, sir : when I came to the station, before turning in the first night, I knelt down on the floor in the upper part of the gymnasium, where I swing my hammock at night, and whilst I was saying my prayers, first a rubber boot came at my head, then a cake of soap, a scrubbing brush, ^nd all sorts of things, until finally I had to give III THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN it up. As I tell you, sir, it is mighty hard to pray under those conditions." I said : "Well, my boy, there is no necessity of your kneeling down and causing the boys to sin by interrupting your de votions ; you can pray anywhere. If you are aloft furling sail ; out on the field at battalion drill ; in fact, anywhere, in any position, you can make that a place of prayer." He said : "Well, sir, then I will say my prayers in my hammock hereafter." He then left the office. The next Tuesday night, going over to the gymnasium about half past seven o'clock, I saw George. He seemed to be very happy, and came over to me and said: "Chaplain, I feel so much better, sir, now that I have started to pray again. I feel like a different boy." I encouraged him, then went upstairs to my office ; and when I came down, saw a group of boys off in the far comer of the gymnasium. I walked over to see what was going on, and there was little George in the midst of them, telling them how sweet it was to follow Jesus and have Him love us. I was greatly re joiced to find the religious influence of that little disciple was permeating the boys. One Sunday morning after service, George and seven other boys came to my office. He, being spokesman for them at first, said : "Chaplain, we boys have learned to love Jesus Christ, and we are very anxious to follow Him into the baptismal 112 UNITED STATES S. S. "CONSTELLATION," NEWPORT, R. L Dressed in Honor of the One Hundredth Anniversary of the Day She was Launched, 1797-1897. ASHORE AND AFLOAT. waters, and would like you to baptize us, sir." I looked at them, and, just to test them, said : "You wish me to sprinkle you?" Every one of them spoke up and said : "No, sir, we want it done the way Jesus had it done ; we want to go right down into the water." I told them I would have to con sult the commanding officer, and see what he said about it, promising them that, if I possibly could arrange it, I would baptize them the next Sunday. I communicated with my own church, the Lex ington Avenue Baptist Church, situated on Lex ington Avenue and iiith Street, New York, ask ing permission of the church to baptize these boys and receive them into the fellowship of that church; for when the boys would leave the sta tion, in all probability. New York would be their headquarters, and I felt that if they were mem bers of a church in New York City, it would be very helpful to them when going there, as they were almost certain to do later on. The church was most happy to grant my request. The Com mandant also gave his permission, so I made ar rangements with the Second Baptist Church of Newport to baptize the boys in their baptistery. The second Sunday in September was selected for the administration of the ordinance. That afternoon I was talking with the candidates, and I found them true, conscientious followers and be lievers of Jesus Christ. I said : "Boys, I will go "3 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN and telephone to Dr. Caswell, the senior deacon of the church, and see if everything is all right for this evening." So I went into the Executive Officer's office and telephoned to the doctor, ask ing him to have the chill taken from the water, so that it would not be too cold for the boys. The boys overheard me, and came into the office and said: "No, Chaplain, we don't want any warm water about this ! We don't believe the waters of the Jordan were warmed when Jesus went into them." I said : "All right, boys ; I will telephone cancelling that order." My colored mess attend ant aboard ship went over to the church to assist me in robing. He had my long rubber boots with him. When we boarded the launch which was to take us over, he accidentally allowed the boots to open out. The boys looked at them for some time, and finally one of them said: "Excuse me. Chaplain, but are you going to wear those boots to-night ?" I said : "Yes." Then they all seemed to meditate for some time and looked rather seri ous, when the little Scull boy spoke up and said : "Chaplain, do you think, sir, that John the Bap tist wore boots like that?" I said: "I guess not, George." Then, after a little more pondering, they said : "Sir, if you don't mind, we would like you to do it the way that John did it." I said : "All right, boys, it shall be done that way ; but I have only one pair of trousers with me." They 114 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. said: "Well, sir, you can baptize us in your trousers and go home in your boots." Fortunately, I was able to get a message to the ship for an extra pair of trousers. The church was crowded when we reached there. The eight boys, accompanied by eight others and a school master, who were to assist them, were all dressed in their blue uniform ; each candidate had his white duck uniform under his arm, and they presented a very pretty picture as they walked down the aisle of the church. I preached the ser mon that night, choosing for my theme "Who should be baptized ?" — my text being, "If thou be- lievest with all thine heart, thou mayest," from Acts eighth chapter, a part of the thirty-seventh verse. I had good attention during my remarks, and at the close gave out the hymn that was to be sung during the baptism, selecting the same hymn that was sung the night I was immersed, "Ashamed of Jesus." "Jesus, and shall it ever be, A mortal man ashamed of Thee ? Ashamed of Thee, whom angels praise, Whose glories shine through endless days? "Ashamed of Jesus ! sooner far Let evening blush to own a star : He sheds the beams of light divine O'er this benighted soul of mine. "5 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN "Ashamed of Jesus ! just as soon Let midnight be ashamed of noon ; 'Tis midnight with my soul, till He, Bright morning star, bid darkness flee. "Ashamed of Jesus, that dear Friend On whom my hopes of heaven depend ! No, when I blush, be this my shame, That I no more revere His name. "Ashamed of Jesus ! yes, I may. When I've no guilt to wash away, No tear to wipe, no good to crave. No fear to quell, no soul to save. "Till then, nor is my boasting vain, Till then I boast a Saviour slain ; And O may this my glory be, That Christ is not ashamed of me." The boys shifted from their blue into their white duck suits. Little George Scull was the first lad to enter the water with me, and as we stood there, and as that immense audience gazed upon him, I said : "George, my boy, do you love the Lord Jesus Christ with all your heart ?" And with a beautiful smile and a clear toned voice he said: "Yes, sir, I do." Then I said: "Are you willing, George, to trust Jesus and serve Him, no 116 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. matter where you may be?" He said: "Yes, sir; because I know He will help me." I then uttered the usual words, "Upon profession of your faith in the Lord Jesus, and in obedience to the great commission, I baptize you, my dear boy, into the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost. Amen." A great silence followed the immersion, and while George was being led out of the water he joined in the singing of the hymn with the congregation. One after another of the boys I baptized, asking each of them the same questions I had asked George. Three of them had been Roman Catholics. The next Sun day night I immersed five more boys in the same church, and sweet indeed was the pleasure of la boring with these coming men of our Navy. I was detached from Newport on the fifteenth day of October, 1896, with orders to proceed to Tompkinsville, N. Y., and report to the Com mander-in-Chief of the North Atlantic Station for duty on board the U. S. S. "Texas." Leaving the station that night, the boys assembled on the dock, where I was to board our steam launch, which was to take me to the Fall River boat. As I stepped aboard the launch, the boys commenced cheering and shouting, and I had no idea until then how closely they were knit to me, and I to them. I shall never forget the pleasant duty I had at Newport — my first duty in the Navy. 117 U. S. BATTLESHIP " TEXAS.' CHAPTER II. chaplain of the U. S. S. "TEXAS." IN obedience to my orders, I reported on board the flagship "New York" off Tompkinsville, N. Y., on the nineteenth day of October, to Rear-Admiral F. M. Bunce, Commander-in-Chief U. S. Naval Forces on North Atlantic Station. He directed me to report to Captain Henry Glass, U. S. Navy, commanding the U. S. S. "Texas." I was taken over to her on one of the "New York's" steam launches, and, climbing the gangway of the "Texas," I was amazed at her gigantic structural beauty. The Officer of the Deck met me cordially and directed me to the Captain's cabin. After reporting for duty, I was introduced by the Captain to his Executive Officer, Lieutenant- Commander J. D. J. Kelley, U. S. Navy. I found him a very genial gentleman, and he very kindly introduced me to all the officers on board, after which he assigned me to my room, the sixth on the port side, that being the Chaplain's room on every ship, and the port side being the side Staff Officers occupy. A little later, I went on deck. Gazing up and down, I was impressed with the 119 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN beauty of the quarter deck, which is known to be the best deck any ship of the Navy has, and, as I stood there, I soHloquized thus: Here I am. Chaplain of this magnificent ship, manned by three hundred and ninety-eight men, including officers. In fact, this is my parish. These men are intrusted to me for their spiritual upbuilding, and what a wonderful field for work in trying to remodel the characters of some of these young men! I found the men exceedingly glad that they had had a Chaplain sent to them, and they expressed themselves frequently as being determined to stand by me, and assist me in all that I did. After breakfast that day — the breakfast being served on board a warship at noon — I walked about the ship and thought I would venture down below; so, going down one of the ladders, I commenced to go through the redoubt and presently was travel ling in very crooked paths, frequently coming up against a solid bulkhead, instead of finding a door as I expected. I thought: "This is peculiar; I had better try and find the main deck"; but, to my astonishment, I was lost in the bowels of the ship. Meeting a man in one of the passage-ways, I was tempted to inquire the way, but refrained from doing it, for fear the officers and crew would laugh at me ; so I kept going for some time until at last, to my joy and relief I was back on deck. 120 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. Having seen a great deal of the men through the week, I talked with them freely on the relationship of the Chaplain to his men, trying to impress them with the fact that, while being an officer in the Navy, I wished them to consider me their friend, put there by my country to help them in becoming men who would be a credit to our nation, assur ing them that whatever was in my power to assist them to become manly men, I would do with the greatest pleasure. One thing that greatly touched me was the way several of them spoke of their mothers, their home, and their sisters ; still, many had left them of their own accord, and I could not but feel how happy a young man must be who appreciates his sacred obligations while he yet has the pleasure of being a member of the home circle and, by his words and deeds, is able to voice his appreciation to those who are most interested in him. I had often heard my own dear mother say : "A boy that is good to his mother will make a good man." Thinking over my work, I frequently reminded them of that. This important fact staggered me, as I viewed it seriously, that a Chaplain on board a battle ship was the sole representative of the religion of Jesus Christ, and I knew these men were going to be governed largely by the way they saw him act in their presence. Many people had said to me 121 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN that a Chaplain's life was an exceedingly easy one. I beg to differ with them, however, and say, not with the spirit of egotism, but because I think it is an absolute fact, a minister on shore has twice as easy an occupation as a Chaplain aboard a ship. A minister is known best by his own im mediate family. In fact, no one knows him as well as his wife and children, and no one sees the minister as he really is, but those of his family circle. His congregation see him in his pulpit at different times, and he is with them on their prayer-meeting nights during the week, but they don't see that minister as a man. They simply see him as a pastor and preacher ; and I don't be lieve there is a minister in the world who would be willing to live with his whole congregation seven days in the week, that is, to have each member of it become one of his immediate family — ^but that is what the Chaplain has to do. He preaches to the men on Sundays, and during the week has extra meetings, but he has to live with his men all the time, and he is constantly watched, to see whether he is a man after the calling of the Lord Jesus Christ, and, if there is the least incon sistency exhibited by that man in their presence, his influence with them is gone forever. In fact, I think a Chaplain's life is the hardest one a Chris tian man can live. He has no encouragements to help him in his work, no loved ones to stimulate 122 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. him, nothing of the sweet discipleship of noble Christian women that the minister is blessed with at home; he has to stand there alone, single handed, to fight against the tremendous army of Satan. Many times, however, he is privileged to find sweet Christian men among the officers, and oftentimes in the crew are noble Christian fel lows, striving to live for the Lord Jesus Christ ; and where he is fortunate enough to find such men, it is of great assistance to him in reaching others, as example counts for much in the Navy. If the Commanding Officer absents himself from the divine services, it does tremendous injury in the matter of attendance ; but if the Commanding Officer feels that it is his duty to recognize the services for the sake of the men, the effect is won derful in influencing many of them to attend. The first Sunday morning I was on board ship, the bugle sounded, calling the men to church at lo :30. The service was held on the gun deck. As I gave out the first hymn, I was standing along side of a modern six-inch gun. The contrast was very noticeable. There I stood, speaking of peace and love, and yet beside me was this then silent messenger of destruction; this idea seized me, however, that a warship is not made to destroy — she is made to prevent war ; and the stronger our Navy becomes the less is the probability of our ever engaging in battle. I had a sweet time with 123 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN the men that day, telling them what I would ex pect of them and what they could expect of me, and trying to impress upon them this truth : That I knew there was not a man there, a true man-of- war's man, that loved his country and his flag, who would ever think of bringing disgrace to either, and yet reminded them that in the short time I had been on board I had seen two or three men returning from liberty intoxicated. If those men would only look at their uniform, and try to realize that it stood in the place of their flag, I knew they would never bring disgrace upon it. After I had pronounced the benediction, I went up on the quarter deck. The Church pennant was still flying above the Stars and Stripes. So I ventured to ask an officer why the Church pennant always went above the national colors. He re plied: "Well, Chaplain, that is the only pennant that is allowed to go over the flag. If the Presi dent should visit this ship^ his flag goes up on the mast-head, but as soon as a Chaplain takes his place behind the desk, to hold divine service, the flag is lowered, and the Church pennant goes above it, which means this — God is over all." I learned to love these men as I continued with them. In fact, the more I saw of them, the more I was impressed with their singleness of purpose and sincerity of heart. Whenever a man came to me and told me that he wanted to live a different 124 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. life, I knew he meant it: you will never find a hypocrite among the enlisted men of our Navy, for they have nothing to gain in trying to live dual lives. And, moreover, they have to continue to live in the presence of the men that they have been in the habit of sinning with, and they are very likely to have a great deal of sport on the coming out of a man on the side of Jesus Christ. I had not been on board long before I com menced receiving letters from many of my friends, inquiring why I had been assigned to the "Texas," as she was known to be a hoodoo ship, and wondering whether the Department had any thing against me, feeling sure every man sent to that ship would sooner or later come to grief. I heard so much about this thing that it became very annoying. I even read that a Congressman from the State of Texas got up on the floor of the House and requested to have the name of the bat tleship "Texas" changed, because she was a dis grace to his State. I don't know how true that is, whether he ever said it or not ; but yet it must be true — for I read it in a New York news paper. We remained at Tompkinsville until the middle of November, when we went up to the Navy Yard to be dry docked ; and while there the Secretary of the Navy received this letter from Galveston, Tex.: 125 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN Galveston, Tex., December loth, 1896. Hon. Hilary A. Herbert, Secretary of the Navy, Washington, D. C. : Dear Sir: At a recent meeting, participated in by the dif ferent commercial organizations of Galveston, at which were present officers of the Cotton Ex change, Chamber of Commerce, Maritime Asso ciation, Board of Trade, Freight Bureau, Deep Water Utilization Committee, and resident rail road officials, the undersigned were appointed a committee to correspond with Hon. Hilary A. Herbert, Secretary of the Navy, in an effort to secure a visit from the White Squadron, or at least a portion of the Squadron, including the bat tle-ship "Texas," to Galveston, February i6th, 1897, on the occasion of the twelfth annual con vention of the National Education Association, to be held at Galveston. The last report of Major A. M. Miller, of the Government Engineers, cov ering the December survey, shows a good twenty- five foot channel leading into Galveston Bay. By popular subscription, the people of this State raised $5,000, which has been expended in the purchase of a silver service for the battle-ship "Texas." This service is now ready for presen tation. It is the desire of those having the matter in charge, if agreeable to the Honorable Secre- 126 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. tary of the Navy, to present this silver service to the "Texas" at Galveston on the date above named. In view of the fact that Galveston has deep water and that the Atlantic Squadron, or a por tion of said Squadron, has been invited to visit New Orleans during the Mardi Gras festivities, in behalf of the commercial interests of Texas and the West, we desire strongly to urge the Hon orable Secretary of the Navy to take such action as will secure to Galveston on the date above men tioned a visit from the whole or a portion of the Atlantic Squadron. We respectfully request the Honorable Secre tary of the Navy to take this matter under ad visement, and let us know his decision as soon as he may find it convenient. Very respectfully, Clarence Ousley, John R. Hedges. To which the Honorable Secretary replied as follows : Navy Department, Washington, January 8th, 189J. To the Committee Representing the Com mercial Organizations of Galveston : Gentlemen: I have given orders to have the "Texas" at Galveston on February i6th. I have looked into 127 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN the matter of the depth of water over the bar, and it is somewhat doubtful whether the "Texas" can get over. Her captain will be instructed to ex amine carefully and go in if he thinks he can do so safely. Otherwise she will anchor out, and you will be able to visit her by boat. I hope she may be able to get in, as I am sure you will all appreciate having her in the harbor, but I do not like to take the responsibility of deciding this matter for myself. The Captain, when he is on the spot, can best determine whether to take her over the bar. Yours respectfully, H. A. Herbert, Secretary. We came out of dry dock early in January, and as I held my services on board the ship while she was at the Navy Yard, I had a great deal of outside help at the services. One dear brother I recollect to-day, J. M. Wood, a mis sionary who had once been an enlisted man; he, having become converted, labored in the Navy Yard in the interest of the men. He and his wife frequently came on board ship, she to sing, he to speak. She was a beautiful singer, and he such a speaker as any of the men could understand. It has often been a difficult problem for many to solve, why this noble man, doing the good that he 128 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. was in reaching the sailors, was snatched away so suddenly and returned to the God whose servant he was ; and yet "God doeth all things well" ; for through his death many of his old associates saw the beauty of a Christian life and a Christian death portrayed in him. Often have I attended in the past his meetings at Cob Dock, when the number of men present went to show how he was beloved by the men of the sea, and I believe this true though humble follower of Jesus Christ found many a star in his crown representing sail ors when he entered the portals of bliss: for he, as the instrument used of God, has been the means of converting hundreds of them. May we ever cherish the memory of our faithful friend, J. M. Wood, and may all his old shipmates strive to meet him up there, where he is waiting for them. 129 CHAPTER III. my first cruise. AS soon as it was learned our ship was to proceed to Texas, the men were put to work getting her in as fine condition as she could possibly be put in. All the officers were required to inspect their uniforms and see that they were .supplied with everything. The Chap lains at this time had no prescribed uniform out side of a regular clerical suit, which was a straight-cut, seven or nine button, single-breasted coat of blue or black material. The hat was an inch high in the crown, flat brim, made of felt similar to that used by the Quaker brothers, or very High Episcopalians. I had usually worn an ordinary Alpine hat, which I would turn down, making it as low as possible to comply with the Regulations. The Commanding Officer, however, informed me, a few days before sailing, that I would have to furnish myself with one as pre scribed in the Navy Regulations, as we were going to Galveston under very auspicious cir cumstances, and undoubtedly there would be a great deal of function pertaining to our visit. I 131 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN tried to be excused from obeying the order, but he insisted; so, leaving the ship, I went over to Broadway to a clerical outfitter and found he had not my size in stock, but he promised to send me one by express, so that it would reach me by the time we arrived at Galveston. On the ninth of February we left the Navy Yard for our Southern trip. From the day we started until the day of our arrival, six days later, we experienced gorgeous weather. The nights were grand, and to watch the wake of the ship with the phosphorus all glittering astern of us was a magnificent sight. In fact, that cruise to me was more like a trip on a gentleman's yacht than cruising on a warship. I found I could get much closer to our men while at sea than in port, as our services were far better attended. During the week I conducted classes and looked after the men's library, and would visit the men frequently, going to the engine room, fire-room and every part of the ship. Going down into the fire-room, however, was a great task, as the ther mometer would average 117 degrees there, but I felt the men would come to me and my services if I went where they were. We had various games on the quarter deck during the day, and at night our volunteer band would play selections, then there was singing and everything to make life as happy as one could expect while on the 132 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. briny deep. On the fifteenth of February, we arrived off Galveston, reaching the bar about noon, and came to anchor, waiting for high tide. Long before we arrived, we met excursion boats on the Gulf, all out looking for us. They were decorated with flags of all nations, their bands were playing, and all boats were loaded down to the water line with a most enthusiastic crowd of spectators, who greeted us in a very hilarious manner. We had remained at anchor about an hour out side of the bar, when the pilot who had previous ly boarded us, a man selected by the townspeople for his ability and long term of service, he being the oldest pilot of the Pilot Association of that port, informed the Captain that the tide was as high as it would get, and suggested that we up anchor and go in. Carrying out his suggestion, we proceeded in between the passes which extend out into the Gulf from the city about three and one-half miles. The "Texas" was the first ship of any great draft that had entered the port — she was then drawing twenty-four and one-half feet — and went over the bar without any trouble, com ing to anchor about three-quarters of a mile from the city wharves. The committee appointed to welcome us came on board, and the Mayor, on be half of the City, extended an address of welcome on our deck. The next day the Governor of the 133 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN State arrived and was saluted when he left the ship by seventeen guns. The following morning, at nine o'clock, the people began to swarm out to the ship. Every boat that could be secured was put in commission, and lighters were placed on either side of the ship to enable excursionists to board us more easily, and from the time the ship was thrown open until sunset she was a floating mass of humanity, and continued as such daily during our presence in those waters. One thing I regretted exceedingly, as the ex press package came on board, was the arrival of my hat. It did not become me at all. I had to wear it, though. The day we were to receive the silver service, the officers and men were taken ashore in the ship's boats. We were met with a great deal of pomp and ceremony as we landed on the dock. The city was in her gala dress in honor of the occasion. Coaches were provided for the officers; the men in marching order. I had the honor of sitting in the coach with the Command ing Officer in the rear of the leading band in the procession, and as the line advanced the familiar airs were struck up and we commenced to march through the streets, lined as they were on either side with people, many of them being cowboys. As our coach proceeded, we caught the refrain of that old familiar song: "Where did you get that hat? Where did you get that hat?" Looking at 1134 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. the Captain, I said: "Sir, is that your hat, or mine ?" He said : "Evidently, it is yours." The presentation was to be at the Beach Hotel, there being magnificent grounds around it, and the hotel itself looked like a tower ; its balconies were crowded with people, and the grounds were black with them. All the officers took their places on the grand stand. The Governor of the State made the address, presenting the silver service, which had cost $5,000 — the gift of the State to the ship. He spoke in glowing terms of the valor of our men, and incidentally said that he expected to hear from them should the ship ever get into action, as he believed there would be a good ac counting from all on board. The Captain re ceived the gift, and, in a few well-chosen words, thanked the people of the State on behalf of the Navy Department and the officers and crew of the "Texas." That night there was a grand recep tion in honor of the officers, all of us attending in full dress uniform, the citizens turning out to wel come us. It really seemed that the city had thrown its portals wide open to receive us : for if we hired a coach to go anywhere, at the end of the drive the driver refused pay and would inform us that the city was paying for that. Even on the street cars, the conductors would not collect our fares, and every home in the place was open to us. Receptions were given nightly, excursions were 135 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN gotten up for the crew, and they were taken to different resorts where they would have oyster- bakes, and such like. A great deal of credit is due the State for the attention paid to the en listed men. Most States seem to lose sight of the fact that the men are very important individuals, making up the fighting complement, and are just as much entitled to recognition as any of the officers. The first Sunday in port, it was intended to have a large representation of the city people on board at our services — they having promised to come out and render us what assistance they could in the singing. A storm came up, which prevented them from reaching the ship. The next Sunday, however, was grand. A large company from the different churches came out and ren dered valuable assistance, some of the ladies sing ing solos; we were also favored with quartettes and chorus singing. Our men enjoyed it ex ceedingly, and all the visitors were delighted at having the opportunity of attending service on board a war-ship. The night before leaving a large farewell re ception was given the officers on shore. We were to have sailed the next morning at daylight, but a terrific storm came up and our steam launch was unable to leave the ship that night to come in to the dock for us, so we chartered a tug. The 136 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. Captain was doubtful of making the ship, but he was urged by the officers to make a bold attempt. We went out about a mile and a half, the ship having gone outside the bar, where she was anchored. All of a sudden the Captain of the tug said : "Gentlemen, we shall be swamped ; we had better turn and put back to port." In making the turn, we really thought we would be cap sized, but reached the dock all right. We waited on shore until six o'clock, when our Executive Officer went over to the light-house tender "Armeria" and got her Commanding Officer to take us out to the ship. The sea was very boister ous, so we steamed around our ship three or four times before lowering a boat. A boat shoved off from the "Texas," but was unable to make us. Then the life-boat was lowered from the tender, and, suspending ourselves over the side, clinging to a rope as the boat would come up on the crest of a wave, we would drop into it. At last we all got in, and then the great, stalwart fellows who manned her pulled with all their might for our gangway. After a very trying experience, and with great difficulty, they reached the ship. With great caution, one at a time sprang from the boat to the platform at the foot of the ladder. After leaving us, it seemed at times as though the boat could never live in such a sea, but they got back with her to the tender. Then the "Armeria" blew 137 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN her whistle three times, saluting us, which we ac knowledged. After getting our anchor, we put to sea, headed for New Orleans, where we were or dered to participate in the Mardi Gras celebration. Going up the Mississippi River we passed through the midst of beautiful scenery, passing also the old forts where Farragut made the celebrated run, and where his words have come down in history : "Never mind the torpedoes; go ahead!" The hamlets on the banks of the river — some in very good condition, others most desolate looking — were all occupied by the same kind of people, true Americans, who shouted as loud as their lungs would permit as we steamed by. Arriving off Canal Street, we found the U. S. S. "Maine," in command of Captain Crowninshield, U. S. N., lying at anchor. The morning after our arrival, King Rex came up the river, and we saluted him with twenty-one guns, after which he was received on shore by our men with military honors. The day procession was very grand, but the procession that night was the grandest sight I have ever witnessed. There were thirty-seven floats, representing the various States and the seasons of the year. We remained in New Orleans a week, and were received as cor dially and as heartily as we had been in Galves ton. I found the people just as anxious to attend divine service on board ship there as they had 138 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. been in other ports, and several of them availed themselves of the opportunity and assisted us greatly in the services. From there we went to Port Royal, S. C, where we tested our great guns and found them in good condition, but very slow for modern warfare; as it took seven minutes to fire, reload and fire again. Leaving there, we proceeded to Hampton Roads, where we remained two weeks, when we were ordered to Tompkinsville, N. Y., and were welcomed home by those so dear to us. I shall never forget this first cruise of mine on a war ship, and shall ever look back to it with a great deal of pleasure. 139 CHAPTER IV. a bar harbor, MAINE, EXPERIENCE. IN March, 1897, our Commanding Officer was detached, and Captain William C. Wise, U. S. N., was ordered to the command. We found him to be a very charming gentleman. He was a strict Churchman, and never failed to attend divine service on board ship while at sea, but in port always attended the Protestant Epis copal services. He was a strict disciplinarian, yet had the respect and love of every one on board. As a Commanding Officer he got a great deal of work out of both officers and men, more on ac count of the respect they had for him than on ac count of the authority vested in him by his rank. We made several runs from New York during his command and for the summer marioeuvering went to Portsmouth, N. H., Portland and Bar Harbor, Me. Admiral Sicard was then the Commander- in-Chief on the North Atlantic Station. As the fleet dropped anchor off Bar Harbor, the flagship displayed the signal : "Give the men all the liberty they want; there is no rum in this State." Our men were delighted, and all who could obtain lib- 141 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN erty very soon left the ship. The Saturday after our arrival, the U. S. F. S. "New York" and U. S. S. "Massachusetts" base-ball nines played a match game, which the "Massachusetts" crew won. This was the first time the flagship's nine had been defeated, and naturally the men were elated over the victory, which caused them to act in such a manner as to make one believe the town belonged to them. About eight o'clock that even ing the town officers sent off word to all ships that the men were acting disorderly on shore. A corporal's guard was sent from each ship, with orders to arrest all men overstaying liberty and order all others back, and I have never, during my experience in the Navy, seen so many drunken sailors as I saw there in that prohibition port. Sunday on board ship we held divine service as usual at 10:30. It was a pretty sight to see all the ships with their Church pennants flying, and it was the first time I had seen six Chaplains to gether with the fleet. In the evening, I was invited to open a meeting at the Congregational Church. Being informed it was a union service, I accepted the invitation, and when I entered the church, found a very large audience present, and on the rostrum sat seven or eight ladies, who were the speakers of the occa sion. There were no gentlemen with them, as it was purely a woman's meeting. I was asked to 142 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. open the meeting with prayer, which I did, and prayed for everything except the one thing I should have, namely, temperance, not being in formed beforehand of the character of the service. The president arose and made a magnificent speech on the subject under discussion. She was followed by a lady, the world's secretary of the W. C. T. U., who based her speech on the con duct of our men the previous day. She was very bitter in her denunciation of the sailors of the United States Navy, and the way she reflected upon them and complimented the policemen for doing their duty made me very indignant, which caused me to ask the chairman for permission to speak, after the present speaker was through. I was informed that the world's president had the programme in charge, and I would have to get her consent; so immediately sent word to her that I would like permission to speak at the close of this lady's remarks, and if I could not speak with her consent would speak anyway. The permission was gladly granted. So, arising, I said I thought it was very poor taste for a person to visit this country from a foreign land and speak disparag ingly of our men in the Navy, and, if I held my peace at that time, should not consider myself fit to hold the commission I held as an officer. I knew my men better than she did, and I rather scoffed at the idea that she should say that the 143 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN whole of Europe was looking with envious eyes upon the State of Maine on account of the control they had in that State of the liquor traffic ; but I excused her, because, before visiting the State with the fleet, I was almost as big an idiot as she was, as I actually believed rum could not be bought there. Then, continuing, stated that I had visited the hotels with friends to get our meals, and if any wanted liquor to drink they would sign a card for the waiter and he would take it out and return with a sealed package known as a package of mystery ; and instead of complimenting the police men as she had done, she should have urged every resident of that community to see that they were turned out of office, as our men were not to blame for getting intoxicated the day before — the fault lay with those very policemen she had praised, for they had failed to enforce the law that the people had made. I would not say a word against prohi bition, but I have yet to see where the benefit of that law comes in. The law itself is all right, but the enforcing of it is all wrong ; so my idea was that if they were very anxious to cross swords with the saloon and defeat it, there was a way they could accomplish their purpose much sooner than mixing up with politics, as politics and rum are too closely united. My opinion for putting a competent rival in the field to compete with the gin-mill was to erect a coffee house next door to 144 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. these dens and, in place of the liquor that made the saloon the curse it was, put in coffee, lemon ade, milk, tea, and such like, and have these rooms in charge of men with a similar disposition to that the saloon keepers were blessed with; for if it was not natural, they usually managed to manu facture it for the occasion, as the saloon keeper was always a hail fellow, well met. The majority visiting the saloons did it simply for the sake of company and pastime, and if they could find the inducements the saloon held out to them in other places, they would very soon abandon the saloons and visit the better resorts. These remarks caused a great deal of stir in the meeting, for I was talking there against great odds, as nearly all of the eight hundred people present were in favor of prohibition ; still, at times they freely applaud ed some of my remarks. We left Bar Harbor with orders to visit the Southern Drill Grounds, and at that time Spain did her utmost to prevent the Squadron appearing off the coast of Cuba; the orders were issued, however, for the fleet to proceed to Dry Tortugas. That was even distasteful to Spain ; no attention, though, was paid to what she did or said ; for the orders were carried out. The "Texas" touched at the New York Navy Yard and remained there for two weeks. Our Commanding Officer was relieved October, 145 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN 1897, and Captain J. W. Philip, U. S. N., was assigned to the command. He was a tremendous help to me in my religious work, and the first Sunday we held services while at the Yard, Mrs. Philip came on board and sang for our men. She is blessed with as sweet a voice as I have ever listened to, and we all heartily appreciated and enjoyed her kindness in condescending to sing for us. We were ordered from the Navy Yard to join the Flag off Key West, which we did. Arriving there the third Suiiday morning in November, we anchored for a few hours, and the ships carrying Chaplains held service at the usual hour. Ours was held on the quarter deck under the awning, as it was a beautiful day, in fact, it was more like an August day would be North. We proceeded to Dry Tortugas and came to anchor; had various manoeuvres, and at times would weigh anchor and cruise around the Gulf for practice. After being there three days, the lookout an nounced that the battleship "Maine" was ap proaching. She came right near us and was or dered to anchor off our port quarter. The signal was then displayed on the "New York" directing the "Indiana" and the "Texas" to transfer the ap prentice boys they had on board intended for the "Maine." The "Indiana" had thirty-nine boys; we had eighteen. The former ship transferred 146 THE LATE ADMIRAL PHILIP, U. S. NAVY. Taken When He Commanded the " Texas." ASHORE AND AFLOAT. them as ordered, but the signal went up directing us to defer transferring ours until morning, so the boys had to pick up their bags and hammocks and go below. They were very much disappointed, and exceedingly so that night, when they learned a torpedo boat had come down from Key West with orders for the "Maine" to put to sea, and at day light the next morning she left, without our ap prentices going aboard. We knew not where she had gone; all were of the opinion, though, that she had gone to Havana. That was the last we saw of the "Maine" as a ship of our Navy. 147 CHAPTER V. blowing up of the "MAINE." THE "Maine" had been at Havana some weeks, and, while the fleet was still off Dry Tortugas, it appeared in the New York newspapers that she would proceed to New Orleans to participate in the Mardi Gras celebra tion and the "Texas" would go to Havana. Those orders, however, were revoked, and we were ordered for the second time to Galveston, where we were received with just as much cere mony as we had been on the previous visit and were taken care of just as cordially as we were the year before. We arrived off the bar on the morning of February 15th, 1898, and went in side, coming to anchor about half past three o'clock in the afternoon. Most of the officers went ashore to a reception that was to be ten dered them. A storm came up while we were there, which prevented our getting back to the ship, so we put up at the Tremont House. Re tiring about midnight, we were awakened at i :20 A.M. by some one knocking on the door. Arising, we found four young men, who inquired whether 149 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN we were officers from the "Texas." We told them we were. Then they said: "Well, gentle men, we have bad news for you. We are re porters, and have called to inform you that the 'Maine' blew up, in the harbor of Havana, at 9 : 15 last night." We looked at them, dumfounded. At last one of the officers said: "We appreciate your kindness in coming to inform us; but we are from New York, the birthplace of yellow journalism, and don't wish it to follow us down here. We cannot believe the 'Maine' has blown up." So, wishing them good night, we tried to get a little rest, but none came to us. We talked about the possibilities of the "Maine" having blown up. One of the officers said : "Well, if she has, there is treachery at the bottom of it." Leaving the hotel at six in the morning, upon reaching the street we found the newsboys busy selling their papers. We bought one or two, and, glancing over the article on the "Maine," to our horror found it only too true. The "Maine" had blown up, for no newspaper could manufac ture so accurate a description of the ship, giving the names of the missing, as these had. Buying several more papers, we returned to the ship, tak ing with us the first news of the destruction of the "Maine." Our Captain met us on the quarter deck and, as we handed him a newspaper, he looked at it. His face turned deathly pale. Then, 150 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. addressing us, he said: "If that is true, we will see war before we see New York." We talked much about the "Maine," and all were of the opinion that it was very suspicious that she should have blown up in the harbor of Havana. Know ing how we were detested by the Spaniards, everything pointed to a most fiendish crime. After I had taken my breakfast, I went up for ward to the men, and found them busily engaged reading the papers we had sent to them. As soon as I reached the berth deck, a number of the crew gathered about me. A lad, being one of the ap prentices who had been intended for the "Maine," said: "Chaplain, if it had not been for Provi dence, I might not have been here now, as I see every boy that left the 'Indiana' but two are miss ing, and maybe our crowd would have suffered a similar fate." It had a good effect on the appren tices detained on our ship, and I think made dif ferent boys of all. Then one of the men spoke up and said : "Do you really think, sir, the 'Maine' has blown up?" I said : "I know as much about it as you do ; all the information I have is what I have read in the paper, but I fear it is only too true." Then a lit tle fellow came to me and said: "Chaplain, do you think if she has been blown up, the Dagoes (sailor term for Spaniards) did it?" I said: "I don't know that either, my boy." Then, clinching 151 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN his fist, he stamped his foot on the deck and said : "Well, I pity them if they did, should they ever run in with the 'Texas.' " I looked at him, and wondered what that little mite of a fellow would do, if perchance we should go to war. We received orders from Washington to stand by ready for sea at six hours' notice, but no orders came. So we spent the week at Galveston, as it was first intended we should. It was a sad sight in the harbor the day after the destruction of the "Maine." Ships of every nationality had their colors at half-mast. Half-mast flags were flying over every store and House in the city ; everything seemed to speak the word "death" wherever we went; and our hearts were filled with sorrow as we remembered the widows, the fatherless chil dren, and the mothers who had lost their boys on that noble ship of ours. When we returned to Dry Tortugas, we found that every preparation vsas made for war; every precaution taken, so that an enemy could not steal through the darkness of the night and take ad vantage of us. The channels were patrolled by the picket boats, and a r^ular signal system was inaugurated for the occasion. On Sunday, Feb ruary 27th, I preached a memorial sermon to our men and officers, and was greeted by the largest turnout of men that any Chaplain had ever had the pleasure of addressing on board a sea-going 152 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. ship — every man of our crew being present ex cepting those who were compelled to be on duty. This service was held off Dry Tortugas. While in the city of Galveston, I got out memorials in the form of an invitation and sent one to every member of our crew, so that he could keep it and remember the warning that came so forcibly to all of us by the sudden ushering of our comrades into eternity. On the front of the Memorial were the words: "In Memoriam Officers and Men of the U. S. S. 'Maine.' " On the inside was inscribed : Battleship "Texas," Off Galveston, Febmary 2ist, 1898. By the consent of the Commanding Officer, the Chaplain of this ship will conduct Memorial Ser vices on board at 10 :30 Sunday morning, Febru ary twenty-seventh, eighteen hundred and ninety- eight, in memory of the gallant men who lost their lives in the terrible catastrophe which befell the "Maine" on the evening of the fifteenth. Out of respect to our noble dead, I invite you to participate by your presence in the sad services. Yours in our Country's Sorrow, Harry W. Jones, Chaplain U. S. Navy. Around this invitation was a deep black mar gin. They were sent to the Commanding Officers 153 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN of all the ships present, the Secretary of the Navy, and the Chief of the Bureau of Navigation, he be ing Captain A. S. Crowninshield, U. S. N., who was the "Maine's" late Commander. He sent me this very kind note : Department of the Navy, Bureau of Naviga tion, Washington, D. C, February 28th, 1898. Chaplain Harry W. Jones, U. S. N., U. S. S. "Texas," Key West, Fla. My Dear Jones: I only send you a line to acknowledge the re ceipt of the notice signed by yourself, announcing the Memorial Services held on board the "Texas" in memory of the gallant men who lost their lives on board the "Maine." All of which is very much appreciated by myself and other officers of the De partment. With kindest regards, believe me. Yours very sincerely, A. S. Crowninshield. The "New York" and the "Iowa" had returned to Key West, so that the Admiral could be in easy communication with the Department. This left Captain Philip Senior Officer present. We re mained as such for several days when the "New York" and the "Iowa" were seen approaching. 154 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. The "Iowa" was flying the Senior Officer's pen nant, as Captain Sampson was the Senior Captain of all the Captains in those waters. Our Senior Officer's pennant was immediately run down, but we could not understand what had happened to the Admiral. We were of the opinion, however, that he was either sick, dead, or had gone to Washington to consult with the Navy Depart ment; but found out later that he was seriously ill, and Captain Sampson had been ordered to re lieve him. About the middle of March, we had orders to proceed to Newport News for coal, which we did, and just as the lighters came alongside, we had orders to defer coaling until the next day. At nine o'clock that night, however, we received our orders to proceed to the New York Navy Yard for work on our turrets. As I mentioned before, our great guns worked very slowly for modern warfare, and Lieutenant Francis J. Haesler, U. S. N., who had charge of the starboard twelve- inch turret, and Lieutenant Mark L. Bristol, U. S. N., who had charge of the port turret, with a great deal of tenacity had devised a scheme which had been submitted to the Department for their consideration, for remodelling the system of operating our turrets. This plan was approved, and we were granted six days and nights for working on them. The old system, which con- 155 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN sisted of a hydraulic rammer outside the turret, only allowing the guns to be loaded in two posi tions, was taken out, and a telescopic rammer was placed inside of the turret, so that it followed the gun wherever it went, permitting it to be loaded in any position. After six days' faithful work, the system was completed. Then we had orders to paint the ship a dark gray color, and we knew that war was expected. On the sixth day of April, we left the Navy Yard at 8:io a.m. The Brooklyn Bridge was crowded with people, all along the docks to the Battery were packed with the most enthusiastic crowds, who shouted and cheered for us as we steamed by. The ships and the vessels in the har bor saluted us in a grand manner until we were out of hearing distance of the blowing of their whistles. We arrived at Cape Henry Light-house the next morning at 6:45 and proceeded to Hampton Roads, where we anchored at 9 :50 and saluted the flagship "Brooklyn" with eleven guns, opposite Fort Monroe, and that morning became a part of the Flying Squadron, which consisted of the U. S. S. "Brooklyn," flagship; battleships "Massachusetts" and "Texas"; cruisers, "Co lumbia" and "Minneapolis." 156 CHAPTER VI. forty-eight hours' leave. ON the ninth of April, a Spanish merchant man passed up the Roads and saluted the Squadron by dipping his flag. This being Sunday, we held divine service on board. Mrs. Philip, wife of the Commanding Officer, was present, and sang. All the married officers, excepting myself, had their families at one of the hotels at Fort Monroe. We were allowed to leave the ship every afternoon at four o'clock for one hour. Whenever we went, all the officers would try and tease me about not having my family with me; but jokingly I would reply: "Never mind, wait — maybe you would rather yours were not with you a little later on." An order had been given that, should a gun be fired, it would mean that the Squadron would proceed to sea within an hour, as we were standing by for one hour's notice. Wednesday, the thirteenth, the gun was fired. The windows at the hotels went up, and the ladies were seen looking out at us, and in a little while they were all down upon the beach ; some getting in the launches from the ships, others hiring 157 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN private boats to take them off to the vessel where their husbands were. As they approached us, the officers, as they walked up and down the decks, watched them. I said: "Well, gentlemen, don't you wish the madam was in New York, or some where else just now ?" They said : "Never mind ; they are not there." I said: "No, but mine is." It was so good to get even with them. We were going to sea under sealed orders, and when the time came for the ladies to leave the ship, it was a very sad parting indeed. They wept bitterly at the thought of perhaps never meeting the one they loved again, and when they were told to leave the ship, it seemed as though they could not give their loved ones up. Caressing each other, they bade one another an affectionate farewell, leaving each to the tender mercies and watchfulness of God. As the Squadron got under way, we went very slow until the Cape was reached, but no one was aware of our destination. As we neared Cape Henry, we put on a little more speed and, instead of heading south, as we expected to, we headed north. Then we began to try and surmise what it meant. One officer said: "We are going up around the coast of New England, as they are pretty scared up there, and that is going to be our part should we have war with Spain." At seven o'clock that evening, the signal went up on the 158 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. flagship, "Come to anchor." Of course this was mysterious, but one of the officers offered a very good solution of the problem by saying that in all probability it was the intention of the Commodore to remain there until after dark, then he would put out to sea, and, after having gone out some dis tance, would head south, so that no one would find out where we had gone, and thus steal a march on the Press. We remained at anchor until 9:30 the next morning, when the flagship ordered us to heave up our anchor and follow the flag. The sea was very rough, and our gun decks were flooded frequently. General quarters was sounded and we had battery drill and manoeuver- ing in different forms until eleven that morning, when we again came to anchor. At two o'clock we got under way again for similar drills, com ing to anchor at 5 p.m. We were tired from our day's exercises, and turned in early, but at nine o'clock, sharp, the alarm was sounded for general quarters. It was only a drill. The next day was overcast. We had general quarters and sub-calibre practice at 9:30 a.m., got under way before dinner, and headed for Hampton Roads, and at 5 :30 p.m. we anchored off Old Point Comfort, when over came the ladies again, delighted at the fact that we had been to war and whipped the Spaniards so easily and all had returned safe and sound. When the officers 159 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN were received back by their wives and children, their welcome was the grandest I had ever wit nessed. We remained at Fort Monroe, having various drills daily. On the nineteenth things began to look as though war was coming, so I asked permission of our Commanding Officer to apply for forty-eight hours' leave. He consented. So, going to the flagship, I saw the Commodore and made known my wishes to him. He received me very kindly, but said: "Chaplain, I am ex ceedingly sorry that it is impossible for me to grant your request, as my orders are to stand by for one hour's notice, and the fleet is apt to be ordered out any moment ; but you may telegraph the Secretary of the Navy saying you have my permission, and if he grants it, then all right." This I did, and at 6:30 p.m. my request was granted by telegram. Running down to the pier, I boarded our steam launch and made for the ship. The Cape Charles boat was then in sight, so rush ing up our gangway, I informed the Officer of the Deck that my leave was granted, then, going to the cabin, told the Captain. Getting my Japanese boy to hurry with my dress case we hastened on deck, as I had just ten minutes then to catch the boat. I told the coxswain as I boarded the launch to make the best time possible over to the pier where the Cape Charles passengers landed. They 160 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. crowded on all steam, but very soon the coxswain shouted to me : "The Cape Charles boat is headed out, sir." I said : "Never mind ; make for her." He then said: "She is going twice as fast as I can, sir." Then I told him to give her the toot. So he blew our whistle four times. No notice was taken of it. He then blew again, and the Cape Charles boat answered and stopped her engines to allow us to go alongside. They naturally thought that the Commodore or some other big man was coming, so when I got on board I found an anxious lot of people watching to see who was coming. Thanking the Captain, I said no more, and was glad to be in New York the next mom- ing at seven o'clock, and was delighted to reach Bensonhurst, my home, at 8 :45. My wife and babies were happy to see me, but the first thing Mrs. Jones asked was : "When are you going away?" I said: "Never mind that; don't talk about it." She was more in the habit of having me absent than she was of having me with her, and I hadn't the heart to tell her that fourteen hours of my leave was already spent and fourteen hours more would be required for me to return to Hampton Roads, allowing me to remain with them only twenty hours. Brief as my visit was, it was the happiest I had ever spent with my loved ones, as I knew how to appreciate it. The next day, at 6 a.m., I had to leave the house. My i6i THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN little boy was two years old that day. Going into his room, where he lay fast asleep, I fondled him, and, leaving him, went into the little girl's room, and, as I watched those two little babes that morning, I realized the solemnity of being a par ent. I was almost positive war was coming, and I wondered whether I should ever see those little tots again, so, kissing them an affectionate fare well, had to say good-by to the wife. It was an exceedingly hard parting, but part we must, and I thought the quicker it was done the better, so hurried from the house and did not look to the right or left, but kept my eyes straight ahead until I reached the cars. It was my custom when leav ing home to turn around and wave my hand in adieu, but that day I could not do it. I arrived at Fort Monroe at 8:io that night, and when reaching the ship was informed that Congress had taken action, and had sent the bill to the Senate declaring war. The next morning I received a letter from home, and in it Mrs. Jones informed me as soon as my little boy Harry had gotten up he asked for his papa. His mamma had to tell him papa had gone away. He seemed to doubt it, as he remem bered I was home the night before. He wept bitterly, then, of his own accord, toddled over to his little chair, and, kneeling down, put his little baby face in his little baby hands and said :. "Dear, 162 MY LITTLE SON, CHARLES HARRY, WHEN THREE YEARS OLD. ASHORE AND AFLOAT. dear papa, come back." Getting up from off his knees, he went over to the door, held up his little finger, and said : "Back, papa, papa." Child-like faith; but how it comforted me. Ammunition was gotten up and placed alongside of the guns ; the men in charge of them slept at their post until daylight. The twenty-fourth was a very stormy day, and we learned of the declaration of war with Spain, as the bill had then passed the House and the Sen ate, and been signed by the President. Govern ment tugs were busy all day laying mines in the Roads. We sent out, with the other ships, at dark, our steam launches armed with one-pounders, to do picket duty down the Bay. The next morning the "Montgomery" and "Vicksburg" passed out to sea, bound south. Our men cheered them as they went, and they cheered us in return. The thirtieth was a beautiful day, and the col lier "Merrimac" passed out on her way to sea. We did not know her destination, and little dreamed how famous she would be in a little over two months from then. May 1st was a beautiful day. Held divine ser vice on the spar deck, all the wives of the officers attending ; the men turned out in goodly number. Mrs. Philip again sang. That afternoon the "Scorpion" joined the Squadron, and anchored 163 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN off our port bow. Our men and all on board were greatly elated during the latter part of this week over the news of Dewey's victory, and we all were very anxious to try our hand on the other fleet. The hospital ship "Solace" passed out to sea and the "Suwanee" joined the Squadron on the seventh. On Sunday morning. May 8th, we had divine service, and several visitors were present. Mrs. Philip sang for us. Her sweet voice, with its clear tone, began : "My Jesus, as Thou wilt; oh, may Thy will be mine; Into Thy hand of love I would my all resign ; Thro' sorrow " Here she broke down and, weeping bitterly, left the services, as it was so hard to even sing "Thy will be mine." It had a tremendous effect on all present. After the service, the Captain said: "What did you give her that piece for ?" I said : "Well, sir, she selected it herself." "Well, it is all right, anyhow." He said it in a gruff manner, but nevertheless, he was thinking much. That evening the "Vesuvius" came in and anchored. From that time on we had sub-calibre practice until Thursday. On the ninth two transports went out with 164 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. troops on board headed for Tampa, and the way they were cheered by our men was simply won derful, and they cheered us just as heartily in re turn. On the twelfth we heaved up our anchor and put out to sea for target practice, testing our twelve-inch guns, and fired five shots from the port one in the morning and five from the star board one in the afternoon — the ten shots taking nineteen minutes to fire. The old system would have taken that long to fire twice. Any shot would have hit a vessel, so accurately were they pointed at the target. We got back to Hampton Roads at seven o'clock that evening, and came to anchor. Spent a pleasant evening. The families of the officers came over to the ship and remained quite late. My thoughts all the time, though, were carrying me off to Bensonhurst, and I won dered what my loved ones were doing there. !r6g CHAPTER VII. THE FLYING SQUADRON GOES TO SEA UNDER SEALED ORDERS. QUITE early the next morning. May 13th, the flagship made signal to be ready for sea at daylight. We immediately made preparations for getting under way. The order, however, was revoked, and we were ordered to coal ship until noon, at which time the signal was made directing us to be ready to sail at three o'clock in the afternoon. The wives of the officers came on board at one o'clock and remained until just before our de parture. They did not seem to be nearly as cast down as they were when we first put to sea, on April 13th, and, when leaving the ship, they were buoyed up with the hope that possibly a similar experience would be ours again, and that we would simply go outside for practice, and soon re turn. There were some tears shed; but, on the whole, it was a good thing that we had gone out under similar circumstances before. Soon after they had left the ship, the Squadron got under way, with the exception of the "Minneapolis" and "New Orleans," the latter having quite recently 167 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN joined the fleet. As we passed the Capes, we steered south by east quarter east, which told us plainly that we were bound this time for Cuba. All day Saturday, we made about thirteen and one-half knots. It was a beautiful day. Sunday morning was as fine a day as I had ever experi enced. We held divine services on the quarter deck. I took for my subject "Patriotism," men tioning to the men that we were at last bound, in all probability, for war; urging them to be loyal to their flag and their country. At five o'clock that afternoon we were off Charleston, S. C, and, as we neared the bar, found a light-house tender waiting for us, with despatches for the Com mander-in-Chief. They also had mail on board for us and we, in turn, sent mail ashore by them. We got under way as soon as the orders were read, when the "Brooklyn" signalled: "We are bound for Key West with all possible speed." The "Texas" started to make thirteen knots, but we were ordered to reduce our speed to eleven knots. Monday passed uneventfully. Tuesday was exceedingly hot; the awnings were spread and the crew ordered to put on their white uni forms. On Wednesday morning. May i8th, we anchor ed off Key West and, after partaking of break fast, began coaling ship. The "Scorpion" came alongside and coaled from the same lighter. The i68 ASHORE AND AFLOAT. "New York" and "Iowa" came in from Porto Rico, where they had been bombarded, and an chored near us. They were both stained with the smoke from the powder, and it was plainly visible they had been in a regular engagement. The "Brooklyn" saluted Admiral Sampson's flag with thirteen guns. The "New York" returned the salute with eleven guns. We were through coal ing at eight o'clock that evening, when our men immediately began to clean the ship. At 7 :30 the next morning, the "Brooklyn" made signal to get up anchor, as the Flying Squadron would pro ceed to sea. We were again going out, not know ing where we were bound. So Captain Philip had our signal boy wigwag his compliments to Ad miral Sampson on the "New York" and state we were all interested in this matter, but would like to know where we were bound, as we were ignor ant as to that ; and if the Admiral knew our desti nation, we would appreciate it if he would inform us. The Admiral directed the signal boy of the flagship to wigwag this message : "You are bound for Cienfuegos, Cuba, to bag the Dons ; and may good luck go with you!" This, of course, was read by every ship in the fleet. Our men were delighted: they chased one another around the decks, jumping high-backs and speculating with each other as to who would get the first shot at the Spaniards when we met them. Soon after we 169 THE EXPERIENCES OF A CHAPLAIN left Key West, we passed the "St. Paul," "Mont gomery," 'Indiana," and "Nashville." The "Scorpion" toward evening fell back alongside of us, directing us to steam with all precaution, keeping a good lookout for the enemy during the night. Should we engage him and be overpow ered, causing us to separate, we would rendezvous the next morning, in such and such latitude. The night, however, passed by without our encounter ing anything to disturb its quiet. The morning of the twentieth, while our men were at breakfast, the bugle sounded to clear ship for action. The flagship made signal, "Strange vessels on the horizon." Our magazines were opened, ammunition was speedily gotten up, and the men began clearing the ship with a ven geance, throwing tables, benches, and ditty boxes overboard, but they were told to quit that, and it was fortunate they were : as I believe they would have thrown the whole "Texas" overboard that morning to have made room around the guns. To the discomfort of the officers, the first thing that went into the briny deep was our refrigerator and all our fresh provisions, excepting what lit tle could be saved. This was an absolute neces sity, as it stood right between two of our six-inch guns and the splinters would have been very dan gerous in action. W