tWbjNAl,. IMPRBSSKlt^S OF '-^ |^'^ , ^ 'miW^ ¦-] «^ * //if ;1® If* • ; "^K^i «9V '3-^ PERSONAL IMPRESSIONS OF EDWARD CARPENTER B Y Mrs. HAVELOCK ELLIS THE FREE SPIRIT PRESS BERKELEY HEIGHTS, N. J. THE FREE SPIRIT SERIES Published by JOSEPH ISHIH THE quickening influence of SVlrs. Havelock £llis is vividly apparent in this brief essay as, indeed, throughout all her 'works. Her death in the Fall of Nineteen-hundred-and-sixteen at the age of Fifty- five, in the very flower of her maturity, is but a confirmation of tbe foreboding that she 'would pre maturely drain the life-forces of a body always frail, outstripped by the swift splendor of her spirit. Her posthumous 'work "The f^w Horizon in Love and Life" 'with a sympathetic introduction by i^arguerite Tracy is an epitome of her gloriously- audacious, forward-marching and indomitable per sonality. This essay was originally a lecture delivered in England and America but never before published. IVe are indebted to Mr. Havelock Ellis for his ' acquiescence in permitting publication. February, 1922. PERSONAL IMPRESSIONS OF EDWARD CARPENTER T HAS BEEN MY GOOD FORTUNE IN A LITTLE BOOK, "THREE MODERN SEERS", TO WRITE AN APPRECIATION OF EDWARD CARPENTER which seemed to Carpenter himself a summarising of his ideals. But to ap proach the personal moods of so individ ual a man, and to create an atmosphere which is Inti mate without being intrusive, is not so easy a task as to study the poet and the prophet, presented in his books fcrthe world to read or misread. The writer, the business man, the artist or the clown may not move our pulses. Yet the sudden or secret revelation of the human be ing in any of these gives us a key, and with it we un lock, not onltj the door of one personality, but of many. To approach and understand a complex nature like Edward Carpenter ought to imply a range of sympathy akin to his own, and so the task of dis- PERSONAL IMPRESSIONS OF EDWARD CARPENTER cussing him is doubly difficult. Theodosia Garrison has in "The Joy of Life" put the difficulties of cor respondence between a poet and his readers : "Fire he put upon his lips. In his heart a blarle, ^Thus,' quoth Allah to his Saints *Are my poets made. "Yet what use?' the Maker sighed To his angels near; "Since I may not give the World "Ears, that they may hear.' " For our consolation, however, it may be said that the characteristics of genius in modern life do not stand so apart from those of us who are average in brain and heart as they did thirty years ago. Complexities of temperament through education, the rational fee ing of problems by the aid of science and medicine, the increase of real democracy, and the decrease of the cant of it, have made a minority of us more tol erant and understanding. I can well remember Ed ward Carpenter being described as a dangerous anar chist, and even as a madman. In the past, "This man hath a devil" has usually been the label put upon re formers, from Christ to Bernard Shaw, but now it is almost feshionable to entertain the law-breaker as well as the law-maker, in case angels should be neglected unawares. It is in feet growing more common to find amongst both men and women a mingling of the prac tical and the mystical. In Edward Carpenter the poet and the mystic have transfcrmed or transmuted all the so-called "common" things of life into "miracles 8 PERSONAL IMPRESSIONS OF EDWARD CARPENTER at our door," as Grace Rhys would call them. An unusual humanity in the man has made those brown, dog-like eyes of Carpenter's pierce through appear ances, and he sees jewels where most of us see only bottle glass. He drags off the disguises. He sees the creature within, the real entity, trying slowly to emerge, and he is never brutal to the shy unfolding of the spirit. His is no Nietzschien shout fcr merely physical or intellectual refcrm. From babe to lover, and from lover to the one awaiting death, he watches the transi tions, the feilures, the so-called sins, and the comedies and tragedies of emergence from the coils of the flesh back to the spirit, which is the warfere of earthly life. These have no terrors for him. Neither sin nor suffer ing nor shyness confuses his outlook. He lays a calm hand on the anaemic or the fevered pulse, and knows the physic prescribed by Destiny. He realises at a glance how desire and restraint alike cause lapses and treacheries in the work of the spirit, but he realises, also, that Love draws upwards. Carpenter sees how we set up fentastic theories of slavery to indulgence or asceticism, so that our grow ing pains shall not hurt so much. We worship money, we want to increase our power, or intensify our ambi tion. We love absorbingly and suffer woefully. We bluster and bind, we seek and are led astray. We pray for feith and remain feithless. We give small names to great truths, we crucify where we ought to heal and extinguish where we ought to stimulate. The whole crazy blunder is because neither our spiritual ity nor our humour is big enough to enable us to be properly human. For, after all, to be human is the PERSONAL IMPRESSIONS OF EDWARD CARPENTER first aid to spirituality. A man like Carpenter is of immense value because he gives hints of what real spiritualih; is. He knows it is not a selfish hope fcr an exchange of good deeds fer a feir heaven. It is simply the power to realise the one-ness of all living things, and a need to suffer and to joy with others. It is a realisation that love is the end, even if the way and the means to it are painful and baffling. It is to believe and to surrender, to be ready to live or die, to be a saviour or to be one of the "lost", as Fate wills. Edward Carpenter as poet and seer dreads neither joy nor sorrow, because he knows they spring from one root. He is many-sided. He understands music, as we find when we read "Angel's Wings," so he knows the value of discords. In his "Desirable Mansions" and other essays, we realise he is a true democrat, but he is almost aristocratic and certainly autocratic in his plea for serene individualism in democracy. Self and the over-self, oneself in and for others, is the keynote of all his work. In "Love's Coming of Age", he proves he can understand the passionate, bewildering, and mystical heart of a woman, through realising the crude needs of the past, and the subtle evolution in the present of her mate, man. He sees the flux and reflux of passion and pain, of love and death. He would have no hurry, and yet no rest, till Love has emerged in all its wonder and beauty. Love and desire in their crudibj, their excess, and their ecstasy, this man ap proaches with the courage of a mystic, and the exalt ation of a lover. He knows that there is nothing com mon or unclean in love, as there is nothing terrifying PERSONAL IMPRESSIONS OF EDWARD CARPENTER in death. All through his books, and especially in the "Art of Creation" and the "Drama of Love and Death", we realise how Life, Love, and Death make the great drama fcr Immortality. This belief in the man makes us, while reading his poems or his prose, at one with the babe at the breast, and with the ferns in cool stretches of fcrest. This one-ness is at the root of his whole philosophy. A cobbler, a thief, a saint, a coward, a scandal-monger, and a self-righteous groper after truth, are to him just brothers and sisters finding the way or lamely walking in it. The greatness of Edward Carpenter's conception is just this emphasis on the one-ness of mankind. Perhaps the most artistically delightful of all the things he has written, is "Squinancy Wort," where almost the tiniest of created flowers de mands its need of a full life as much as man. When I have stayed with Edward Carpenter in his little home near Sheffield what has always struck me most, is the way the apparently incongruous in his atmosphere appears orderly and reasonable. In the little kitchen, where we eat and talk, there is a piano. It seems quite in place, though in our kitchens it would probably appear absurd. I remember smiling to myself one night when I sat between Carpenter and his factotum and feiend in one. One was mending his shirt, and the other a pair of socks. No incongruity struck me, because Carpenter's idea of life is simpli fication and Cl real division of work. His belief is, that what a woman can do a man can always share. He has realised the truth that no occupation is a sex monopoly, but a chance fer free choice, capability, and division of labour. So that when Carpenter lakes PERSONAL IMPRESSIONS OF ED'WARD CARPENTER his share in the washing-up, it seems quite as natural as when he lights a cigarette. When he neither sews nor smokes but plays Chopin, a curious realisation comes over one that there is no real difference in the arts of love, music, stocking-mending, or redeeming. The so-called commonplace is mere vibration of the soul to the real poet, the sinful and erring mere con fusion of tongues spelling out the Infinite. On one occasion when a purveyor of religious tracts called on these two men in the little village where they dwell, the fectotum alone was at home. "'What relig ion," inquired the missionary, "do you profess?" The answer was Immediate in a strong North country voice. "What religion? Why! The same as the cocks and hens! ^X^e love the sunshine, and the garden, and our bit of grub." This helper and friend confesses he has neither read the Bible nor any of Carpenter's books, but his humorous answer strikes al the root of the matter of the unity of all natural things. It is this realisation of unity which makes Carpenter a vege tarian, an anti-vivisectionist, a socialist, a suffragist, a seer, and possibly a sinner. For, after all, the real sin ner is only one who cannot always and absolutely live up to the light within him, as the conventional sinner is one who refuses to live up to the ideas of the people around him. To pretend that Carpenter cannot fell in word or deed would be to take a sentimental and felse view of him. Of course he feils now and t\er, but the wonderful thing about him is, that he makes those of us who know him well more firmly his friends because of this one-ness with us in spirit ual imperfection. He neither poses as a saint nor PERSONAL IMPRESSIONS OF EDWARD CARPENTER counts his conquests as a spiritual miser. He is not dismayed at his feilures, but learns and strides on, bearing as best he can the penalties of both success and feilure. The man who dares to be himself never escapes suffering and misconstruction, but Carpenter tells us that the great order is served by these personal tortures. Complexity of temperament implies martyr dom, and martyrdom is a gate to mysticism, and mysticism is Heaven's horn book on Earth. We must remember that no man, and no woman, trespasses into the unknown, while they bear flesh as a burden, without a terrible dragging of the nerves, or some complexity of temperament which, under certain conditions, could spell madness or ruin. The poet or the seer, or even the lover, like the dancer, runs enormous risks if he interprets, through the body, the bewitching ecstasies of the soul. But feilures do not count so much as attempts and enterprises. None of us can say where feilure begins or success ends in the spiritual adventure of life. My personal tribute to the work of Edward Carpenter is, that never once for more than twenty-five years, in whatever straits life has hurled me, either fiom joy or pain, have I gone to his"Towards Democracy "and come away in the same mood. It is surely the Epistle of a life, and the Gospel of a life to be, when love has solved the difficulties of pain, jealousy, separation, and death, and when great Mother Nature is recognised as the real Healer.Curiously enough, "Towards Democracy", the first edi' tion at least, is in one mood, the mood which almost e- clipses a message in a grief, but a grief without bitterness. ¦3 PERSONAL IMPRESSIONS OF EDWARD CARPENTER When either Life or Death takes what we love, expres sion in some fcrm saves breakdown. Through loss or death, the artist either expresses or is extinguished. The door opens and he sees, or it shuts and he wails. If he sees, he creates, and then we see too. The death of his mother opened up the channels in Edward Carpenter for the inflowing of the spirit of "Towards Democracy". No one can read that book and remain quite the same. From the almost con demnatory onslaught on respectability to the last word in the latest edition of all: "'Lo! What a world I cre ate," the human being and the seer speak to the mortal and the immortal within us all, and help us, as the sun and the stars and the flowers help, by being them selves. It is the singleness, the unaffectedness of the man and the artist, that makes Carpenter worth while. There is in his work, and in himself, both serenity and radi ance. One of my most precious memories when stay ing with him, is of one Saturday night when he took me to the local public-house. Being the only woman there, except the landlady, the colliers and fermers did me honour. An old man who had drunk rather deeply got up and sang a song in my honour to Carpenter's vamping. Were it sung elsewhere, most of us would probably walk out of the room, but the utter uncon sciousness of these men, and especially of the one who sang it, who had no idea that it was not most appropriate to entertain an ethical prig, was refreshing, as it was refreshing to see Carpenter as a pal of them all. In the little public-house parlour was that curious atmosphere of human democracy which is utterly free PERSONAL IMPRESSIONS OF EDWARD CARPENTER from philanthropy, patronage, or snobbery. "I go in and out accepted", is true of Carpenter, as of Walt Whitman. Carpenter is as much at one with animals and Nature as with men, women and children. A lovely picture remains with me of him in his garden. In the liitle hut by the brook at the end of the garden, where he wrote nearly the whole of "Towards Democracy", we were sitting one afternoon, and talking out all things feom sex to psychism. Suddenly I realised we had an audience. A large water-rat eyed us calmly as we talked out the probable and improbable secrets of the universe. The rat knew, as I knew, that all things wearing fur or feathers or silky skins were safe with this man whose sense of beauty and unity defended all dumb things from evil. The rat scratched his ear, while we scratched the Universe. None of us seemed afiaid of the Possible or the seemingly Impossible. When one is with Carpenter one feels that what we call the Miraculous is no violation, but only an en largement, of Nature's laws. It would not surprise me in the least to find an escaped tiger lying asleep with its head on Carpenter's sandals, any more than it would appear impossible to me if I heard that the little that is left of his mortal body had passed out of sight in a way Nature might see fit to use fer her special children at special intervals. He is one lent by the Gods, and the Gods are omnipotent. In this age of Materialism, as we are so fend of calling it, we need a prophet whose humour is keen, whose intel lect and heart are not at war, and who defies conven tions without defying spiritual laws. We are all, either 15 PERSONAL IMPRESSIONS OF EDWARD CARPENTER as individualists, materialists, or moralists, concerned with matters which come under the designation of the spiritual. As we are exiles we are often homesick, but we call the deadly nausea and loneliness which attack us by many other names. The spark craves the light, dimly remembered. This man, Edward Carpenter, seems to remember and to foresee. He realises why we are in prison, and he recognises the v/ay of escape. His "Secret of Time and Satan" gives his solution, and the key of the inner meanings of Good and Evil: ""For there is nothing that is evil except because a man has not mastery over itj and there is no good thing that is not evil if it have mastery over a man; And there is no passion or power, or pleasure or pain, or cre ated thing whatsoever, which is not ultimately fcr man and fcr his use — or which he need he a£aid of, or ashamed at." 3 9002 08866 0478